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Should we grab your lunch? 638 00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:23,200 -[Isabelle crying] -[Cecilie shushing] 639 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:30,360 [Cecilie] My dream is having and raising a family. 640 00:31:30,440 --> 00:31:31,400 I love it. 641 00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:34,520 But at the same time, I realize that 642 00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:37,560 since Christopher travels so much and is 643 00:31:38,520 --> 00:31:40,760 away from home so much of the time, 644 00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:44,120 at home I have to be the rock, you know, the base. 645 00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:46,720 Keep things calm and structured, and… 646 00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:48,400 of course I enjoy that. 647 00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:52,000 But that also means that more than I'd like, 648 00:31:52,080 --> 00:31:56,400 I have to sacrifice other things that bring me joy and inspiration. 649 00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:58,000 Okay, let's see. 650 00:31:58,080 --> 00:32:00,640 [singing] ♪ How we doing on the right side? ♪ 651 00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:02,440 [man] There's a little bit of a slip… 652 00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:04,360 -[Christopher] A slip? -…when you start to sing. 653 00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:06,160 -Oh, can you hear me? -[Cecilie] Okay. So… 654 00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:08,160 We should talk about my dinner plans. 655 00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,840 Yeah. I think it's a bit much, and I just… 656 00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:14,960 I know. Listen, that's why I'm calling. 657 00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:18,960 I'm happy to drop it for you. I would drop anything for you. 658 00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:22,240 But it wouldn't just be for my sake. 659 00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:24,680 You know? It's for… us. It's not just about me. 660 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:28,160 It's for both of us. It's so we can spend the night together, right? 661 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:29,240 Honey. 662 00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:31,480 I'm with the girls all the time, 663 00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:33,840 and I do love being with them, 664 00:32:33,920 --> 00:32:36,040 but I do it to spend more time with you. 665 00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:38,640 Or all of you, the girls too. 666 00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:42,320 But mostly, it's for you. Of course if I cancel, it's for you. 667 00:32:47,720 --> 00:32:49,280 [vacuum cleaner whirring] 668 00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,600 NOELLE'S TO DO'S BRUSH TEETH - COMB HAIR - PLAY - SING 669 00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:07,560 [Cecilie] I have to take responsibility for my choices. 670 00:33:07,640 --> 00:33:08,760 We chose to have kids. 671 00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:10,520 They're my first priority. 672 00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,120 And… 673 00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:17,000 that's what I have to keep reminding myself, 674 00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:20,440 that the next couple of years… are about them. 675 00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:21,520 And then… 676 00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:24,800 I can pursue a career again later. 677 00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:29,480 And I can tell myself that. 678 00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:31,680 But it's easier said than done. 679 00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:34,560 At least right now. 680 00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:39,600 [gentle acoustic guitar tune plays] 681 00:33:39,680 --> 00:33:40,880 Can you say "bye-bye?" 682 00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:43,560 [babbles] 683 00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:44,880 [Cecilie] Hi-hi. 684 00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:46,320 -Kiss for Dad? -Hi-hi. 685 00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:49,560 -[Christopher] Aw, thank you, sweetie! -[Cecilie] Aw, group hug! 686 00:33:57,840 --> 00:34:02,520 It kind of feels like this is when the other half of my double life begins. 687 00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:04,920 ["Ready To Go" by Christopher playing] 688 00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:08,040 ♪ How do you hold on ♪ 689 00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:11,080 ♪ When there's nothing to hold on to? ♪ 690 00:34:14,160 --> 00:34:16,920 ♪ And what is a home run ♪ 691 00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:20,360 ♪ If it's a home without you? ♪ 692 00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:29,640 ♪ My wheels burning And yours keep turning around ♪ 693 00:34:33,440 --> 00:34:38,520 ♪ And when I think about it I'm not ready to go ♪ 694 00:34:42,640 --> 00:34:47,200 ♪ The more I think about it I'm not ready to go ♪ 695 00:34:50,720 --> 00:34:52,720 [song fades out] 696 00:34:55,880 --> 00:35:00,320 We sold 400 tickets, and I'm about to go up on stage, you know? 697 00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:03,840 It's going to look fucking ridiculous. 698 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:08,360 So now I'm about to play for an empty room. 699 00:35:13,440 --> 00:35:14,880 Damn it, this sucks! 700 00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:20,280 We've played for… 400 to 500 people in Paris before. 701 00:35:20,360 --> 00:35:21,480 It was incredible! 702 00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:23,960 It's not about the number of tickets at all. 703 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:27,680 It's that someone booked a venue that's way too big, you know. 704 00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:33,160 It's just all this fucking pressure, and I'm going on stage in four hours. 705 00:35:33,240 --> 00:35:35,880 And I need to sort of just bring… 706 00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:39,360 a good show, and I'm not put in a position 707 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,400 where I can, like, fucking do that. 708 00:35:44,880 --> 00:35:47,400 Hello out there… there… there… 709 00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:49,680 [laughs incredulously] 710 00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:51,920 Fuck, I don't wanna go out there. 711 00:35:57,360 --> 00:36:00,480 The problem is that we're having electricity issues. 712 00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:03,160 The electricity is malfunctioning. We're so sorry. 713 00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:04,760 It's a big mess. 714 00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:07,160 -And… -[Christopher] So we're using the PA then? 715 00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:09,880 [man] Yeah, but there are sidefits, which are like a PA, 716 00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:11,640 but it sends the sound your way. 717 00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:13,480 Pretty basic. 718 00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:14,560 Wow. 719 00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:17,720 Something else we could do… We need to fit some cables for it. 720 00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:21,080 But you could sit right in the middle… with some monitors. 721 00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:23,400 -[Christopher] I mean… -That sounds cozy. 722 00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:24,680 -Great idea. -Yeah. 723 00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:27,160 -So it'll sound totally different, then. -[man] Yeah, it will. 724 00:36:27,240 --> 00:36:28,760 -You'll set it up? -Without microphones? 725 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,080 -You'll set it up on the floor? -[man] With microphones. 726 00:36:31,160 --> 00:36:33,360 Let's go, full-on rock 'n' roll. It'll be great. 727 00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:35,840 [indistinct chattering] 728 00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:38,240 [ambient sound tuning] 729 00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:52,640 I have no clue if it'll work. We don't know if it'll sound good 730 00:36:52,720 --> 00:36:54,640 or like… complete shit. 731 00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,600 The circumstances are so shitty right now 732 00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:07,400 that all I can do is fucking… my goddamn best. 733 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:19,880 [cheers rising] 734 00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:23,760 What's up, São Paulo? 735 00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:25,800 [crowd cheering and whistling] 736 00:37:25,880 --> 00:37:28,520 I cannot promise you this is gonna be a perfect show, 737 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:30,320 but I can promise you one thing. 738 00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:33,960 I'm gonna remember this forever, and it's gonna be a very special night. 739 00:37:34,040 --> 00:37:36,080 [all cheering] 740 00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:38,240 ["Just Kiss Me" by Christopher plays] 741 00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:42,440 ♪ Honey, I am on my own, yeah ♪ 742 00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:49,600 ♪ Just kiss me, baby ♪ 743 00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:51,920 [girl in crowd] I love you! 744 00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:56,800 ♪ And everything will be… ♪ 745 00:37:56,880 --> 00:37:58,880 [cheers rise and fall] 746 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:04,040 ♪ All ♪ 747 00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:08,680 ♪ Right ♪ 748 00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:10,760 [loud cheering] 749 00:38:10,840 --> 00:38:11,920 Thank you! 750 00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:15,560 [overlapping chatter] 751 00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:18,280 Holy shit, dude! 752 00:38:18,360 --> 00:38:19,520 [chuckles] 753 00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:22,720 Who saw that coming? 754 00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:24,680 It was magical! 755 00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:28,080 Oh God, today was just a non-stop roller coaster. 756 00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:32,920 I'm so broken right now. I feel like I just ran a marathon. 757 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:34,960 ["Evidence of Us" by Christopher plays] 758 00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:38,240 ♪ Tell me why the world Still spins 'round ♪ 759 00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:41,320 ♪ Why the birds sing this loud ♪ 760 00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:42,560 One more time, Rio, louder! 761 00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:45,120 ♪ It's like they don't understand ♪ 762 00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:46,800 ♪ You're gone ♪ 763 00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:52,240 ♪ And there's no reason For the stars to shine ♪ 764 00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:56,440 ♪ So tell them It's a waste of their time ♪ 765 00:38:56,520 --> 00:38:59,600 ♪ 'Cause you're not here tonight ♪ 766 00:38:59,680 --> 00:39:01,320 ♪ Oh my ♪ 767 00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:05,400 ♪ You went on without me ♪ 768 00:39:05,480 --> 00:39:08,560 ♪ But don't forget about me ♪ 769 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:11,320 ♪ And this photograph ♪ 770 00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:16,760 ♪ Is the only proof we ever were in love ♪ 771 00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:18,840 [instrumental continues softly] 772 00:39:18,920 --> 00:39:20,280 Hi, sweetheart. 773 00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:22,280 Hey, pumpkin. 774 00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:23,640 Mwah! 775 00:39:24,240 --> 00:39:26,040 Where are you, at the library? 776 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:28,800 Is it fun? 777 00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:33,120 -[Cecilie] Can you say "hi"? -Hi. 778 00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:35,080 [Cecilie] We'll draw more rainbows. 779 00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:37,760 -One for Mom. -[Cecilie] Thank you. 780 00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:40,440 One more. Nice, sweetie. 781 00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:41,480 Thank you. 782 00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:44,120 [instrumental fades out] 783 00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:52,080 Cille also sent some pictures of Nulle, where she has a ponytail. 784 00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:54,080 She looks all grown up, but, like… 785 00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:57,600 The pictures on my phone are only a month old. 786 00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:01,720 And she looks so tiny. So much happens while you're away, y'know? 787 00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:05,440 Especially with a six-month-old, but also with a toddler, I mean… 788 00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:08,560 It's just… you know, you miss all the little things. 789 00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:11,280 You're not around for those tiny moments that matter. 790 00:40:11,360 --> 00:40:13,920 It's those tiny moments when you get to know them, 791 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:17,360 and watch them develop, and… they get attached to you. 792 00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:19,080 I miss so much of that. 793 00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:22,360 The first year of her life, I've been like, "Bye-bye." 794 00:40:26,720 --> 00:40:30,880 And of course, you can't get that back, you know. Can't go back in time. 795 00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:41,760 This isn't the kind of dad I thought I'd be. 796 00:40:44,680 --> 00:40:47,280 "Let's have some kids, and not spend time with them." 797 00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:50,240 I know that 798 00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:53,000 she does need her dad. 799 00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:56,880 Cille says she wakes up at night and asks, "Where's Dad?" 800 00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:06,280 "He's gone, chasing his dream." 801 00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:08,360 [somber music plays] 802 00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:34,760 [music fades] 803 00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:40,040 [Christopher] What's my priority right now? 804 00:41:41,720 --> 00:41:45,400 Is it more important to be with my family, with my daughters? 805 00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:48,040 Or is it more important to play all these shows? 806 00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:50,320 Like, "This is my shot. I have to take it." 807 00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:53,320 "And if I don't, I'll regret it for the rest of my life." 808 00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:56,360 It may not be the greatest, but it is the most important thing. 809 00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:58,880 Because it's not just about how I'm feeling right now, 810 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:00,960 and what my feelings are telling me. 811 00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:03,600 It's about all of the legwork I've put into it. 812 00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:09,320 And then I can't stand at the launch pad and say, "I'll just take a detour." 813 00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:16,760 Maybe the most important thing… 814 00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:22,640 is to simply acknowledge that it's hard to have two kids and a career like this 815 00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:24,600 and suck it up. That's all I can do. 816 00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:28,080 I made all these choices myself. I chose to go on tour. 817 00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:30,000 And I chose to have two kids. 818 00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:32,640 Stop whining. 819 00:42:33,200 --> 00:42:36,200 ["Fool's Gold Pt. II" by Christopher plays] 820 00:42:43,840 --> 00:42:47,400 ♪ Tell me if you know ♪ 821 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:49,480 ♪ Fool's gold ♪ 822 00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:53,360 "Fool's Gold" is kind of like a metaphor… for success. 823 00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:55,480 [man] I think three… 824 00:42:55,560 --> 00:42:57,760 Do you think we have what we need for this one? 825 00:42:57,840 --> 00:42:59,000 Yeah, sure. 826 00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:00,360 [recording playing back] 827 00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:04,200 ♪ Tell me if you know ♪ 828 00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:05,560 ♪ Fool's gold ♪ 829 00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:09,960 ♪ If it's too good to be true You're on the wrong road ♪ 830 00:43:13,880 --> 00:43:18,240 [Christopher] All the superficial things I've been chasing for many years, 831 00:43:18,320 --> 00:43:20,640 is it truly worth anything, 832 00:43:20,720 --> 00:43:24,240 or is it just… fool's gold? 833 00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:26,600 That's the big question. Is it worth it? 834 00:43:27,240 --> 00:43:29,400 Will I find gold at the end of this rainbow, 835 00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:32,480 or will I find myself at the end of this rainbow, thinking, 836 00:43:32,560 --> 00:43:35,320 "Why the hell did I do that? I've got gold at home." 837 00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:40,560 ♪ …know ♪ 838 00:43:40,640 --> 00:43:41,560 [track halts] 839 00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:44,080 -[man] We need to… Ah, yeah. That's okay. -Very nice. 840 00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:45,880 I fucking love this song. [laughs] 841 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:48,120 It's so fucking powerful. 842 00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:50,160 I think it's done, isn't it? 843 00:43:50,240 --> 00:43:51,800 [phone line ringing] 844 00:43:53,080 --> 00:43:53,960 [phone chimes] 845 00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:56,440 [Cecilie] Sweetheart, not the knife. Let's wash it. 846 00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:58,480 -Hi. -[laughs] Hi, honey. 847 00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:03,080 Look, it's Dad. Can you tell him who came to visit you in kindergarten today? 848 00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:06,400 -[Noelle] The Easter Bunny. -The Easter Bunny? 849 00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:08,560 Seriously? 850 00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:11,200 Can you tell me about the Easter Bunny, Nulle? 851 00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:13,880 [Cecilie] I think Dad should tell us what the plan is. 852 00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:16,520 Emil tells me that you're not coming home on Sunday. 853 00:44:16,600 --> 00:44:20,440 You're coming home Tuesday instead, but you haven't told me anything. 854 00:44:20,520 --> 00:44:23,240 I'm hoping you'll be home for a couple days after Nashville, 855 00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:25,480 so you have time to unwind with us. 856 00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:27,920 I don't know what's happening. 857 00:44:28,680 --> 00:44:31,600 Yeah, I'm not sure what's happening next, because… 858 00:44:31,680 --> 00:44:34,880 But, honey, you can't land on Sunday, then get up Monday morning 859 00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:36,120 completely jet-lagged 860 00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:38,720 and then be ready for a bunch of people in Sweden. 861 00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:41,840 I mean, why not take two full days, to give you time 862 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,560 to adjust to the time zone and catch your breath? 863 00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:48,520 [Christopher] Because… I mean, there's no other option. 864 00:44:49,200 --> 00:44:51,800 Honey, I'm so fed up with you not being home, okay? 865 00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:53,800 -I just want you home. -Yeah. 866 00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:55,920 Let me put it this way. 867 00:44:56,880 --> 00:44:58,040 I'm not… 868 00:44:58,120 --> 00:44:59,360 [children chattering] 869 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:03,720 I'm not okay with you being gone longer, you know? 870 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:07,120 ["Fool's Gold Pt. II" by Christopher plays] 871 00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:13,080 ♪ If it's too good to be true You're on the wrong road ♪ 872 00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:21,920 ♪ I'm too young to regret Falling for fool's gold ♪ 873 00:45:25,160 --> 00:45:28,720 ♪ Before I forget Can you show me heaven? ♪ 874 00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:31,360 ♪ For my eyes won't let ♪ 875 00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:35,680 ♪ Me see how far it goes ♪ 876 00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:39,600 ♪ Tell me do you know ♪ 877 00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:41,000 ♪ Fool's gold ♪ 878 00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:42,840 [instrumental continues] 879 00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:44,680 [chuckling] 880 00:45:45,480 --> 00:45:47,880 [camera shutter clicking] 881 00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:49,120 [music fades out] 882 00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:53,320 [Cecilie] I kind of feel like the Cecilie I've always been, before I had kids. 883 00:45:53,400 --> 00:45:55,320 That's how I've lived most of my life. 884 00:45:55,840 --> 00:45:57,320 That version of me has changed. 885 00:45:57,400 --> 00:46:01,160 So many things that are essential pieces of my identity 886 00:46:01,240 --> 00:46:02,960 also stem from my job. 887 00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:05,280 I've written a book called Instagrim. 888 00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:08,040 It's about social media and its effect on mental health. 889 00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:12,120 I hope my work can expand your knowledge a little bit more, and most importantly, 890 00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:14,880 create awareness and encourage more open dialogue 891 00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:16,800 about a very serious issue. 892 00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:23,640 [radio host 1] This week's biggest shitstorm hit Cecilie Haugaard. 893 00:46:23,720 --> 00:46:26,400 [host 2] She wrote a book on social media, and is now accused of being 894 00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:28,080 a hypocrite and part of the problem. 895 00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:29,360 [host 3] People are asking, 896 00:46:29,440 --> 00:46:31,800 are you the best person to be talking about this issue? 897 00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:33,800 It's clearly put people on the defensive. 898 00:46:33,880 --> 00:46:35,640 [host 4] There's been so much pushback. 899 00:46:35,720 --> 00:46:39,080 So many people are upset that she's taking this stance. 900 00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:44,120 Hey there. My book Instagrim, which is coming out tomorrow, 901 00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:46,360 has already drawn a lot of attention. 902 00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:49,760 Thanks so much for your interest, 903 00:46:49,840 --> 00:46:52,400 and thanks to those who have shared kind words. 904 00:46:52,920 --> 00:46:55,560 That said, I'm also open to the critique, 905 00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:57,760 and I take it to heart. 906 00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:06,600 [Christopher] Tell me how you're feeling. What's happening with it all? 907 00:47:06,680 --> 00:47:08,600 What's the latest update? What's up next? 908 00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:11,720 Well, I mean, everybody's telling me to let it go, 909 00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:13,800 now that I've shared that post, 910 00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:16,080 and that I should stop thinking about it. 911 00:47:16,160 --> 00:47:19,160 They're saying that I should enjoy peace and quiet for a bit. 912 00:47:19,240 --> 00:47:22,560 Then later I can get out there and contribute to this conversation 913 00:47:22,640 --> 00:47:23,680 in a productive way. 914 00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:25,640 -Yeah. -And not make it about me, personally. 915 00:47:25,720 --> 00:47:27,160 Social media is what it is. 916 00:47:27,240 --> 00:47:29,840 -I can't go on there… -You can't change Instagram. 917 00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:33,120 No, it'll always be like that. I'm not saying I'm perfect. 918 00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:35,560 I'm deeply confused by social media too. 919 00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:38,400 I'm caught up in it the same way everybody else is. 920 00:47:38,480 --> 00:47:41,200 I'm not trying to change social media by myself. 921 00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:44,040 I just thought, "Let's understand it better, 922 00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:45,840 so that we can control it 923 00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:48,240 rather than social media controlling us." 924 00:47:48,320 --> 00:47:50,400 You know what we could do, as a society? 925 00:47:50,480 --> 00:47:53,120 We could create more information on how it all works, 926 00:47:53,200 --> 00:47:56,800 which would help us regulate its effect and highlight the issues. 927 00:47:56,880 --> 00:48:00,080 And then we can start an honest debate and educate young people. 928 00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,200 That would go a long way to addressing the dangers-- 929 00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:04,760 Honey, hang on a sec. This is how you should talk. Look, I-- 930 00:48:04,840 --> 00:48:06,400 What you're saying right now, 931 00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,520 the way you're laying it out for me? 932 00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:10,840 That's how I wanted you to talk in the video. 933 00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:13,120 -I'm not trying to… I'm just saying-- -Honey, hold on. 934 00:48:13,200 --> 00:48:16,080 -I know. Please, just listen. -There's so much more I wanted to say. 935 00:48:16,160 --> 00:48:18,360 -Honey, calm down. I'm not trying… -I was broken. 936 00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:20,400 -…to upset you or get you worked up. -I was a mess. 937 00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:21,920 I could barely collect my thoughts. 938 00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:24,040 -Okay, I'm just saying… -I had nothing left. 939 00:48:24,120 --> 00:48:27,600 I'm not being hard on you. I'm not saying all this to criticize you. 940 00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:29,640 I'm just saying, I know you so well, 941 00:48:29,720 --> 00:48:33,200 and I know that when you dig deep and speak directly from your heart, 942 00:48:33,280 --> 00:48:34,840 you touch people. 943 00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:38,680 The more you express broad opinions, the more people might spin it… 944 00:48:38,760 --> 00:48:42,160 -And the more know-it-alls are… -I didn't have any time to process. 945 00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:45,120 Yeah, but that was the best I could do because-- 946 00:48:45,200 --> 00:48:48,360 I mean, I was anxious about it all day. That was me trying. 947 00:48:48,880 --> 00:48:49,800 Anyway… 948 00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:52,840 Let's stop. I don't want to argue about the past. 949 00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:55,160 If you were here, you could help strategize. 950 00:48:55,240 --> 00:48:56,240 Yeah. 951 00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:57,920 -Sorry? -[man] We need help with the gear. 952 00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:00,880 The biggest mistake of all was having that deadline. You still there? 953 00:49:01,640 --> 00:49:02,640 Yeah, I'm listening. 954 00:49:02,720 --> 00:49:05,720 They want me to help them with the gear, but I'm not going to. 955 00:49:06,320 --> 00:49:09,320 Okay. It's time for bed now. Let's give Dad a kiss, okay? 956 00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:11,320 -Then I'll tuck you in. -[Noelle] No. 957 00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:13,960 Yeah. Give me a little kiss. Good night, sweetie. 958 00:49:14,040 --> 00:49:18,040 -We lost you. What did you say? -Nothing. All good. It doesn't matter. 959 00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:20,120 Bye-bye, Nulle. Sleep tight. 960 00:49:20,680 --> 00:49:22,360 Honey, you're breaking up a lot. 961 00:49:22,880 --> 00:49:24,720 I'm sorry. I'm in New York. 962 00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:26,720 The Internet here is terrible. 963 00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:28,920 You're in New York? 964 00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:30,920 That sounds great. 965 00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:32,720 -It's so cool. -Ready for the show? 966 00:49:33,760 --> 00:49:36,560 Yeah. I had a big meeting, but, you know… 967 00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:41,160 We've had a million meetings about this tour, 968 00:49:41,240 --> 00:49:42,760 and a new record and all that. 969 00:49:42,840 --> 00:49:45,080 But I haven't been able to tell you about it. 970 00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:48,240 Nulle? Time for bed. Go upstairs. 971 00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:50,280 Mom, would you give Nulle-- 972 00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:53,240 Wow! It's so hard to have a conversation like this. 973 00:49:53,320 --> 00:49:54,280 What's that? 974 00:49:54,360 --> 00:49:56,040 It seems like every time we talk, 975 00:49:56,120 --> 00:49:59,720 we can't just have a normal conversation because someone's yelling, or… 976 00:50:00,880 --> 00:50:03,520 [Noelle] But I don't want to go to bed yet, Mommy. 977 00:50:04,120 --> 00:50:05,680 I want to talk to Daddy. 978 00:50:05,760 --> 00:50:07,760 [pensive music plays] 979 00:50:12,960 --> 00:50:17,120 ♪ If you give me time I swear I'll do better ♪ 980 00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:19,400 ♪ Just throw me a line ♪ 981 00:50:19,480 --> 00:50:23,360 ♪ Throw me a line We'll sing together ♪ 982 00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:25,480 ♪ All of this pain ♪ 983 00:50:25,560 --> 00:50:29,640 ♪ Don't walk away 'Cause I know I can change ♪ 984 00:50:29,720 --> 00:50:31,480 ♪ My stubborn heart ♪ 985 00:50:31,560 --> 00:50:33,640 [man] Sounds like you're singing from your heart. 986 00:50:33,720 --> 00:50:36,480 -Yeah, you'd better believe it! -[man] Oh yeah? 987 00:50:36,560 --> 00:50:39,560 You need to feel sad to play something like that, you know? 988 00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:40,840 [man] You're sad? 989 00:50:40,920 --> 00:50:41,840 About what? 990 00:50:41,920 --> 00:50:44,000 [tuning guitar string] 991 00:50:44,680 --> 00:50:46,840 [Christopher] It's about not feeling good enough. 992 00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:49,520 About wanting forgiveness. 993 00:50:50,240 --> 00:50:52,080 When you didn't ask for permission. 994 00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:54,400 [tuning continues] 995 00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:57,680 About being selfish and having your head up your ass. 996 00:50:59,080 --> 00:51:01,200 -[man] Yeah. -Making really bad decisions. 997 00:51:01,280 --> 00:51:03,160 In really important situations. 998 00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:07,320 ♪ I'll give you paint Show you my colors ♪ 999 00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:09,760 ♪ Whatever it takes ♪ 1000 00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:13,720 ♪ Tell me if you're running From all my mistakes ♪ 1001 00:51:14,640 --> 00:51:18,600 ♪ Don't walk away 'Cause I know I can change ♪ 1002 00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:20,440 ♪ My stubborn heart ♪ 1003 00:51:21,160 --> 00:51:22,120 [groans] 1004 00:51:24,720 --> 00:51:25,720 [grunts] 1005 00:51:26,760 --> 00:51:28,000 [sighs] 1006 00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:30,640 It's hard not being on the same page. 1007 00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:33,680 That's why it's been so hard for us lately. 1008 00:51:34,240 --> 00:51:37,240 Because of that shitstorm, but also just in general. 1009 00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:42,440 She's tried to open up and share her feelings, 1010 00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:44,920 but I couldn't truly take it in. 1011 00:51:45,000 --> 00:51:48,320 It's like I've been away so much that I just couldn't relate 1012 00:51:48,400 --> 00:51:52,400 to the pain she was feeling, the trauma that she was going through. 1013 00:51:52,480 --> 00:51:55,000 She's at a crossroads. She's in crisis. 1014 00:51:55,880 --> 00:51:59,080 And I've been on a world tour, flying high, you know? 1015 00:51:59,160 --> 00:52:01,240 And when I come home, I wanna share it all, 1016 00:52:01,320 --> 00:52:02,840 but she can't hear it either. 1017 00:52:03,360 --> 00:52:07,360 She can't relate, and she hasn't had the energy to listen to it. 1018 00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:10,600 Just like I'm not able to listen… to her. 1019 00:52:11,760 --> 00:52:15,120 I'm trying, and I think she's trying too, but… 1020 00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:19,600 It's just that we've always been… on the same wavelength with each other. 1021 00:52:19,680 --> 00:52:22,480 And for the first time, we're talking past each other. 1022 00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:26,560 And it's been… so goddamn difficult to communicate. 1023 00:52:26,640 --> 00:52:27,640 And like… 1024 00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:33,680 I can see it in her face. She looks at me like… 1025 00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:35,200 "You're not even here." 1026 00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:39,720 And I catch myself looking at her like, "Why aren't you getting this?" 1027 00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:41,160 [chuckling] You know? 1028 00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:45,600 ♪ All of my issues ♪ 1029 00:52:45,680 --> 00:52:48,800 ♪ I know I project them on you ♪ 1030 00:52:50,280 --> 00:52:53,360 ♪ It's hard to swallow the truth ♪ 1031 00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:58,120 ♪ But you give me something to lose ♪ 1032 00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:03,600 ♪ I feel your hand is getting cold ♪ 1033 00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:05,840 ♪ When I try to pull you closer ♪ 1034 00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:08,120 ♪ I just want to let you know ♪ 1035 00:53:08,200 --> 00:53:12,080 ♪ You're the only one That's close enough ♪ 1036 00:53:13,600 --> 00:53:17,040 ♪ So don't give up ♪ 1037 00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:21,440 ♪ If you give me time ♪ 1038 00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:23,640 ♪ I swear I'll do better ♪ 1039 00:53:23,720 --> 00:53:25,840 ♪ Just throw me a line ♪ 1040 00:53:25,920 --> 00:53:27,960 ♪ We'll sing together ♪ 1041 00:53:28,040 --> 00:53:30,360 ♪ 'Cause all of this pain ♪ 1042 00:53:30,440 --> 00:53:32,160 ♪ Don't walk away ♪ 1043 00:53:32,240 --> 00:53:35,240 ♪ 'Cause I know I can change ♪ 1044 00:53:35,320 --> 00:53:36,920 ♪ My stubborn heart ♪ 1045 00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:37,840 [song fades] 1046 00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:39,600 [excited chatter] 1047 00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:40,920 [Christopher] Hello. Hi. 1048 00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:41,840 Hi! 1049 00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:44,280 -Hello! -Hello! 1050 00:53:45,040 --> 00:53:47,000 -[soft music plays] -[cameras snapping] 1051 00:53:47,880 --> 00:53:49,680 [Christopher] Korea is extraordinary. 1052 00:53:50,560 --> 00:53:53,880 Korea is where my music's really taken off. 1053 00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:57,000 -See you tomorrow, Chris. -I'll see you tomorrow. 1054 00:53:57,080 --> 00:53:59,080 [overlapping chatter] 1055 00:54:03,440 --> 00:54:04,560 Bye-bye! 1056 00:54:05,600 --> 00:54:07,040 It's so crazy. 1057 00:54:07,120 --> 00:54:08,920 It's like we're on another planet. 1058 00:54:10,640 --> 00:54:12,920 [chill beat playing] 1059 00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:15,480 [Christopher] I'm finally starting to grasp what's happening. 1060 00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:19,440 Jesus, these shows are gonna be so wild. 1061 00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:20,560 Totally insane! 1062 00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:22,640 [chill beat builds intensity] 1063 00:54:28,120 --> 00:54:29,840 [chill beat fades out] 1064 00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:32,200 Holy shit! Oh my God! 1065 00:54:32,280 --> 00:54:33,440 Look how big it is! 1066 00:54:34,400 --> 00:54:36,200 No, no, no, no, no. 1067 00:54:39,720 --> 00:54:41,000 Whoo-hoo-hoo. 1068 00:54:41,080 --> 00:54:42,520 [laughing in disbelief] 1069 00:54:42,600 --> 00:54:44,000 Oh, no way! 1070 00:54:46,440 --> 00:54:48,240 I got the chills just now. 1071 00:54:52,720 --> 00:54:53,680 [shouts] Ahh! 1072 00:54:53,760 --> 00:54:56,000 This is so crazy, bro! 1073 00:54:56,080 --> 00:54:57,200 Wow! 1074 00:54:57,280 --> 00:54:59,120 Is that just a huge screen? 1075 00:54:59,200 --> 00:55:00,440 And over there too. 1076 00:55:01,520 --> 00:55:02,880 -Wow! -It's gigantic. 1077 00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:06,880 -Look at this. -This is so crazy. 1078 00:55:06,960 --> 00:55:08,240 -Absolutely nuts. -It's so huge. 1079 00:55:10,600 --> 00:55:13,720 It's the biggest show, the biggest headline concert 1080 00:55:14,400 --> 00:55:15,800 that I've ever… 1081 00:55:17,160 --> 00:55:18,160 played. 1082 00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:22,600 It'll be even bigger at the Royal Arena, but… 1083 00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:28,240 And there's so many steps to take before this moment, 1084 00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:30,560 so much people don't know about. 1085 00:55:30,640 --> 00:55:32,960 Hours upon hours of work. 1086 00:55:33,480 --> 00:55:36,200 Barely, you know, keeping it together. 1087 00:55:36,280 --> 00:55:38,760 Annyeonghaseyo, W Korea. It's Christopher here. 1088 00:55:38,840 --> 00:55:40,760 Promotions, commercials. 1089 00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:42,840 Hi, my name's Christopher, my new single, yada-yada. 1090 00:55:42,920 --> 00:55:45,480 You can listen to it on your favorite platform. 1091 00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:47,240 Hey! Annyeonghaseyo. It's Christopher here. 1092 00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:48,840 Christopher. Let me in! 1093 00:55:48,920 --> 00:55:52,640 All of that has to happen before I can walk out and say, 1094 00:55:52,720 --> 00:55:54,960 "Korea, make some noise." 1095 00:55:55,040 --> 00:55:57,040 [heavy, driving bass beat playing] 1096 00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:01,640 Hello. Hi. 1097 00:56:01,720 --> 00:56:03,600 There's a huge potential out here, 1098 00:56:03,680 --> 00:56:05,720 but you really have to be ready for anything. 1099 00:56:06,480 --> 00:56:10,040 You have to be prepared. You're always performing. 1100 00:56:10,640 --> 00:56:11,720 Showtime, baby. 1101 00:56:12,240 --> 00:56:13,440 All right! 1102 00:56:13,520 --> 00:56:14,600 I'm like a court jester. 1103 00:56:14,680 --> 00:56:17,520 Hey, everyone, welcome to the show. Please give it up for our guest, 1104 00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:18,760 Christopher! 1105 00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:20,320 ♪ Wait, wait, wait, wait ♪ 1106 00:56:20,400 --> 00:56:21,920 I'm like a court jester. 1107 00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:24,000 Want me to dance for you? I can do that. 1108 00:56:24,080 --> 00:56:25,960 -Whoo! -Come on! [laughs] 1109 00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:29,240 A court jester, that's all I am. "Oh, cluck like a chicken?" 1110 00:56:30,360 --> 00:56:31,800 "How loud do you want it?" 1111 00:56:31,880 --> 00:56:34,200 -"Jeg elsker"… -[mispronounces] Jeg elsker… 1112 00:56:34,800 --> 00:56:36,240 -"Elsker." Yeah. -Elsker. 1113 00:56:37,240 --> 00:56:40,600 [Christopher] My only focus is on the huge concerts that we're playing. 1114 00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:42,880 It just makes sense to me 1115 00:56:42,960 --> 00:56:45,200 that everything else around me 1116 00:56:45,280 --> 00:56:46,560 feels meaningless. 1117 00:56:46,640 --> 00:56:49,080 ♪ My, my baby's bad, you know… ♪ 1118 00:56:49,960 --> 00:56:52,720 It's like, "Ah, okay. That's why." 1119 00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:56,160 That's why I sat in some street food kitchen and played "Bad." 1120 00:56:56,240 --> 00:56:58,760 [man] First, you did a commercial with Young Ji. 1121 00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:00,440 Now you wanna make a song with her. 1122 00:57:00,520 --> 00:57:01,680 ["Trouble" playing] 1123 00:57:01,760 --> 00:57:05,760 ♪ Trouble keep finding me Trouble keep finding me ♪ 1124 00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:07,440 Just punch that last one. 1125 00:57:07,520 --> 00:57:09,360 ♪ Trouble keep finding me ♪ 1126 00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:12,720 ♪ Trouble keep finding me Trouble keep finding me ♪ 1127 00:57:12,800 --> 00:57:14,240 Come on! 1128 00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:16,840 That was hard! That was fire! 1129 00:57:17,480 --> 00:57:20,200 ♪ I'm not looking for trouble ♪ 1130 00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:22,640 ♪ I'm pretendin' it's not temptin' ♪ 1131 00:57:22,720 --> 00:57:25,280 ♪ But, oh, it's a struggle ♪ 1132 00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:27,320 ♪ Trouble keep findin' me ♪ 1133 00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:30,080 ♪ Tryin' my best not to mess around ♪ 1134 00:57:30,160 --> 00:57:32,160 ♪ 'Cause she's gonna bring me down ♪ 1135 00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:34,800 ♪ And I'm not looking for trouble ♪ 1136 00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:36,920 ♪ But trouble keep finding me ♪ 1137 00:57:37,000 --> 00:57:38,800 -[beat break] -[exaggerated laugh] 1138 00:57:38,880 --> 00:57:40,760 I've never met anyone that speaks so loud. 1139 00:57:40,840 --> 00:57:42,680 She's like… [shouting] "Oh! Nice to meet you!" 1140 00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:46,520 There's no such thing as "just a tad" here. 1141 00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:48,000 "Just a tad of makeup." 1142 00:57:48,080 --> 00:57:49,360 "Paint it on!" 1143 00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:51,080 Give me some clown shoes to match. 1144 00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:53,960 Give me some balloons, and I'll put on a show. 1145 00:57:54,040 --> 00:57:57,120 I've got a six-pack. "Look at my six-pack. I mean…" 1146 00:57:57,200 --> 00:57:58,200 [laughter] 1147 00:57:58,280 --> 00:58:00,400 ♪ Trouble keep finding me ♪ 1148 00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:01,960 ♪ Trouble keep finding me ♪ 1149 00:58:02,040 --> 00:58:03,000 [song ends] 1150 00:58:07,880 --> 00:58:08,840 [cork pops] 1151 00:58:09,640 --> 00:58:10,640 You okay? 1152 00:58:17,520 --> 00:58:18,840 [phone line ringing] 1153 00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:22,440 [Cecilie] Hey, babe. Look, right here. Dad's calling. 1154 00:58:22,520 --> 00:58:23,920 [Christopher] Hi, Nulle. 1155 00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:25,160 [Noelle crying] 1156 00:58:25,240 --> 00:58:27,760 [Christopher] What's up, sweetie? Aw, what's wrong? 1157 00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:30,160 We've been trying to go home for over an hour now. 1158 00:58:31,920 --> 00:58:34,280 [Christopher] Wow. I miss you, sweetie. 1159 00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:36,520 Can you see what I'm eating? 1160 00:58:37,080 --> 00:58:39,040 -[Noelle] A burger. -Yeah, a burger. 1161 00:58:39,120 --> 00:58:41,160 [Cecilie] It's late where you are, yeah? 1162 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:43,640 Yeah, it's midnight here. 1163 00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:45,840 It's been so crazy. 1164 00:58:45,920 --> 00:58:49,800 Today, four times she's decided to scream and cry right in my face, 1165 00:58:49,880 --> 00:58:51,160 like she's mad at me. 1166 00:58:51,240 --> 00:58:52,960 But I know it's just because 1167 00:58:53,480 --> 00:58:55,960 she's tired and got a few bruises. 1168 00:58:56,040 --> 00:58:59,040 I just… Whew. …had to take some deep breaths. 1169 00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:03,200 -But I look forward to showing-- -It's been tough. 1170 00:59:03,280 --> 00:59:05,040 …to showing you what I did today. 1171 00:59:05,560 --> 00:59:08,440 I feel like someone shouted in my face for 14 hours. 1172 00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:11,360 You feel that way too? 1173 00:59:11,440 --> 00:59:12,320 Yeah. 1174 00:59:13,120 --> 00:59:14,000 Seriously? 1175 00:59:14,960 --> 00:59:17,920 It's tough in a different way. It's just that I'm on all the time, 1176 00:59:18,000 --> 00:59:19,960 and feel like I'm always performing. 1177 00:59:20,040 --> 00:59:23,440 And there are constantly new people I have to do meet and greets with. 1178 00:59:23,520 --> 00:59:25,640 All these interactions feel scripted. 1179 00:59:26,680 --> 00:59:29,840 I'm in a penthouse apartment in Seoul drinking champagne 1180 00:59:29,920 --> 00:59:32,640 and eating burgers and spaghetti at midnight. 1181 00:59:33,360 --> 00:59:35,040 -Because-- -You're drinking champagne too? 1182 00:59:36,080 --> 00:59:37,080 I mean, why not? 1183 00:59:37,160 --> 00:59:38,160 Cheers. 1184 00:59:40,360 --> 00:59:41,360 Cheers, honey. 1185 00:59:41,440 --> 00:59:43,480 I'll drink a glass of milk or something. 1186 00:59:45,440 --> 00:59:47,880 It sucks that we're not all in Portugal right now. 1187 00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:48,800 Yeah. 1188 00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:52,200 So I'm glad to hear that it's worth it, what you guys are accomplishing. 1189 00:59:54,480 --> 00:59:55,600 -Yeah. -It means a lot. 1190 00:59:55,680 --> 00:59:56,920 Let's see. 1191 00:59:57,000 --> 00:59:59,560 ♪ I feel like I'm standing on sand ♪ 1192 00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:01,960 ♪ It's hard not to be around ♪ 1193 01:00:02,040 --> 01:00:03,640 [rich piano tune playing] 1194 01:00:06,440 --> 01:00:08,440 [vocalizing] 1195 01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:13,120 ♪ Full speed ahead now ♪ 1196 01:00:13,640 --> 01:00:15,600 What the hell happens after that? 1197 01:00:17,560 --> 01:00:19,800 It's just a snapshot of how I'm feeling. 1198 01:00:19,880 --> 01:00:22,520 A glimpse into how it feels to be me right now. 1199 01:00:23,560 --> 01:00:28,040 It's the feeling that you're racing through life at 10,000 miles per hour, 1200 01:00:28,120 --> 01:00:31,640 but you know that you're on a collision course, you know? 1201 01:00:31,720 --> 01:00:33,440 At some point, you're gonna crash. 1202 01:00:35,720 --> 01:00:39,680 But I'm rotating around Cille, right? 1203 01:00:39,760 --> 01:00:42,480 You're bringing me… You're bringing me back into orbit. 1204 01:00:42,560 --> 01:00:45,880 [improvising melodic lyrical phrases] 1205 01:00:45,960 --> 01:00:48,760 ♪ Now you're bringing me back into orbit ♪ 1206 01:00:48,840 --> 01:00:50,520 ♪ Blame it on my damn self ♪ 1207 01:00:50,600 --> 01:00:52,080 [scatting lyrical rhythms] 1208 01:00:52,160 --> 01:00:54,160 [piano melody fading out] 1209 01:00:57,680 --> 01:01:00,360 [Christopher] So if I'd come back home after touring, 1210 01:01:00,440 --> 01:01:02,400 without my family as a foundation… 1211 01:01:03,280 --> 01:01:07,240 I think my life would have been filled with alcohol, and drugs, and women, 1212 01:01:07,320 --> 01:01:11,040 and… confusion, and arrogance, and an inferiority complex, 1213 01:01:11,120 --> 01:01:13,880 and without an anchor, I'd be flying through space. 1214 01:01:15,000 --> 01:01:17,440 ♪ But I don't care about The mess they made ♪ 1215 01:01:17,520 --> 01:01:20,080 ♪ I'm just… I'm just trying To make you proud ♪ 1216 01:01:20,160 --> 01:01:22,040 Yeah. I like "the mess I made." 1217 01:01:22,120 --> 01:01:25,800 -But right now I can't-- I'm sorry about-- -Oh, "I'm sorry about the mess I made." 1218 01:01:26,960 --> 01:01:31,920 You can just see the same story repeating itself over and over, right? 1219 01:01:32,000 --> 01:01:35,560 Millionaires who are unhappy. Movie stars who are miserable. 1220 01:01:35,640 --> 01:01:39,240 Super successful and massively talented musicians 1221 01:01:39,320 --> 01:01:41,040 who just get so lost in it all. 1222 01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:45,000 That's why it matters to have that one person you can lean on. 1223 01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:49,400 And say, "You truly see me. You're my person, and I'm here for you." 1224 01:01:49,480 --> 01:01:53,600 "You get what I'm going through, because you've been here from the start." 1225 01:01:53,680 --> 01:01:56,080 "You've been a part of the whole journey, 1226 01:01:56,160 --> 01:01:57,640 and all the ups and downs." 1227 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:02,680 So much has happened. 1228 01:02:02,760 --> 01:02:04,920 It feels like five years packed into one. 1229 01:02:06,360 --> 01:02:08,120 I mean, it got so crazy so quickly. 1230 01:02:08,200 --> 01:02:11,080 First the movie release, then the new album… 1231 01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:13,640 And the world tour, all while renovating a house. 1232 01:02:13,720 --> 01:02:17,880 Then Cecilie's whole shitstorm, and the two kids, it's all just so… 1233 01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:21,400 Yeah. It's been a lot. 1234 01:02:22,600 --> 01:02:25,240 It's been non-stop, so it's not really a… 1235 01:02:27,000 --> 01:02:29,920 surprise that we've both been feeling all this pressure, 1236 01:02:30,000 --> 01:02:34,800 and that it's felt like we've been living two separate lives. 1237 01:02:35,440 --> 01:02:37,920 We're not together enough. We're living apart. 1238 01:02:38,440 --> 01:02:40,360 We need to spend time together. 1239 01:02:40,440 --> 01:02:43,800 Cecilie could come out here for a couple of days. 1240 01:02:43,880 --> 01:02:46,680 Just to see what's going on in Korea. She's never been. 1241 01:02:47,200 --> 01:02:49,040 So, she'll be coming tomorrow. 1242 01:02:49,560 --> 01:02:51,560 It's crazy playing for 12,000. 1243 01:02:52,320 --> 01:02:53,200 Anywhere. 1244 01:02:53,720 --> 01:02:54,800 She has to see it. 1245 01:02:55,520 --> 01:02:56,560 She can't miss it. 1246 01:02:57,440 --> 01:02:59,760 It's such a huge accomplishment, 1247 01:02:59,840 --> 01:03:04,320 and with everything that both of us have had to sacrifice to get here… 1248 01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:08,720 She's sacrificed just as much as I have to make this happen. 1249 01:03:08,800 --> 01:03:11,480 So she ought to be able to be here too. 1250 01:03:11,560 --> 01:03:15,160 ♪ Who's gonna save my soul If your love runs cold? ♪ 1251 01:03:15,240 --> 01:03:18,200 ♪ Who's gonna bring me back Back into orbit? ♪ 1252 01:03:18,920 --> 01:03:22,160 ♪ I got a need for speed And I lose my feet ♪ 1253 01:03:22,240 --> 01:03:25,080 ♪ And then you're bringing me Back into orbit ♪ 1254 01:03:25,160 --> 01:03:26,360 There you are! 1255 01:03:26,440 --> 01:03:31,640 ♪ A small body of matter Just casually entering your atmosphere ♪ 1256 01:03:31,720 --> 01:03:33,200 Welcome to Korea. 1257 01:03:33,280 --> 01:03:36,040 ♪ Meteor man on a collision course ♪ 1258 01:03:36,120 --> 01:03:38,720 ♪ Ain't got no business around here ♪ 1259 01:03:40,560 --> 01:03:42,960 ♪ And I know I seem so far away ♪ 1260 01:03:43,040 --> 01:03:45,400 ♪ Just know that I'm always near ♪ 1261 01:03:46,760 --> 01:03:50,040 ♪ Just take a look at the sky above ♪ 1262 01:03:50,120 --> 01:03:52,760 ♪ And a streak of light will appear ♪ 1263 01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:55,440 ♪ Oh-oh! ♪ 1264 01:03:55,520 --> 01:03:57,600 ♪ I was born to be a spaceman ♪ 1265 01:03:57,680 --> 01:03:58,920 ♪ Oh-oh! ♪ 1266 01:03:59,000 --> 01:04:01,000 ♪ And my mama already know ♪ 1267 01:04:01,080 --> 01:04:02,120 ♪ Oh-oh! ♪ 1268 01:04:02,200 --> 01:04:04,160 ♪ Now you're giving me vertigo ♪ 1269 01:04:04,240 --> 01:04:05,680 ♪ But, oh-oh! ♪ 1270 01:04:05,760 --> 01:04:07,440 ♪ Going full speed so ♪ 1271 01:04:07,520 --> 01:04:10,880 ♪ Who's gonna save my soul If your love runs cold? ♪ 1272 01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:14,440 ♪ Who's gonna bring me back Back into orbit? ♪ 1273 01:04:14,520 --> 01:04:18,040 ♪ I got a need for speed And I lose my feet ♪ 1274 01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:21,520 ♪ And then you're bringing me Back into orbit ♪ 1275 01:04:21,600 --> 01:04:25,120 ♪ Who's gonna save my soul If your love runs cold? ♪ 1276 01:04:25,200 --> 01:04:28,160 ♪ Who's gonna bring me back Back into orbit? ♪ 1277 01:04:28,800 --> 01:04:31,960 ♪ And when you look at me You really look at me ♪ 1278 01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:36,280 ♪ That's why you're everything I ever wanted ♪ 1279 01:04:36,360 --> 01:04:37,400 Hey! 1280 01:04:37,480 --> 01:04:38,640 [clapping] 1281 01:04:38,720 --> 01:04:40,200 -Mmm! -[kissing] 1282 01:04:40,720 --> 01:04:42,720 [exclaiming and kissing] 1283 01:04:43,320 --> 01:04:45,680 -[Cecilie exclaiming] -That was so wild. 1284 01:04:45,760 --> 01:04:48,000 -You were incredible. -[Christopher] Crazy. 1285 01:04:48,080 --> 01:04:50,600 The way you were singing at the end, just amazing. 1286 01:04:51,520 --> 01:04:53,520 [laughter and chatter] 1287 01:04:53,600 --> 01:04:55,600 [soft music playing] 1288 01:04:56,680 --> 01:04:59,000 We absolutely killed that shit. Fucking… 1289 01:04:59,080 --> 01:05:00,000 [man] Yeah! 1290 01:05:00,080 --> 01:05:02,160 [cheering and clapping] 1291 01:05:02,240 --> 01:05:03,080 Yes! 1292 01:05:03,160 --> 01:05:04,600 [soft music continues] 1293 01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:25,000 [music ends] 1294 01:05:28,240 --> 01:05:29,440 [horns honking] 1295 01:05:29,960 --> 01:05:32,280 [melancholy acoustic guitar playing] 1296 01:05:47,120 --> 01:05:48,560 [Cecilie] Did you draw that? 1297 01:05:51,040 --> 01:05:52,520 Can you say hi? 1298 01:05:52,600 --> 01:05:53,600 [Noelle] Hi. 1299 01:05:55,520 --> 01:05:57,520 [Christopher] It's so rough right now. 1300 01:05:59,760 --> 01:06:01,920 I'm missing the girls so much today. 1301 01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:07,160 It's funny, when she was heading home, I was like, "Hey, I want to go with you." 1302 01:06:08,800 --> 01:06:11,720 I'm so spent. It's been such a long week. 1303 01:06:14,320 --> 01:06:16,320 And it's all hitting me. I'm wiped. 1304 01:06:19,480 --> 01:06:22,280 I'm gonna wake up and want to go right back to sleep. 1305 01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:25,560 [coughing] 1306 01:06:27,600 --> 01:06:29,240 [acoustic guitar tune ends] 1307 01:06:31,160 --> 01:06:35,200 Hey, man, it'll be great tonight. Five hundred people in here will be great! 1308 01:06:35,880 --> 01:06:37,840 Do we have the setlist? 1309 01:06:38,440 --> 01:06:40,040 -Wow! -[woman laughing] 1310 01:06:40,120 --> 01:06:41,080 Cool. 1311 01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:43,320 I'm feeling so shitty right now. 1312 01:06:43,400 --> 01:06:45,560 -Really? -Yeah. I'm a mess. 1313 01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:48,440 When I woke up this morning with a sore throat, 1314 01:06:49,080 --> 01:06:50,920 I thought, "Here we go again." 1315 01:06:51,520 --> 01:06:53,640 I'll be fine. I'll power through. 1316 01:06:53,720 --> 01:06:56,280 I mean, when you talk about feeling sick, I'm like-- 1317 01:06:56,360 --> 01:06:59,480 -I know. -Your health is the most important thing. 1318 01:06:59,560 --> 01:07:02,240 You're the most essential piece of this whole machine. 1319 01:07:02,320 --> 01:07:04,400 If you break, no one else here matters. 1320 01:07:04,480 --> 01:07:06,960 [Christopher] I don't blame anybody but myself, though. 1321 01:07:07,040 --> 01:07:09,720 I keep giving into pressure and just saying yes to things 1322 01:07:09,800 --> 01:07:11,640 that I know are not going to be great, 1323 01:07:11,720 --> 01:07:15,440 but… those things are still important, and I want to do them all. 1324 01:07:15,520 --> 01:07:16,800 [man] But we're going home, 1325 01:07:16,880 --> 01:07:19,160 then we'll have two days before going at it again, 1326 01:07:19,240 --> 01:07:23,680 and then we'll be working from… September 3rd to November 15th. 1327 01:07:25,200 --> 01:07:26,920 There's just no time to rest. 1328 01:07:27,720 --> 01:07:30,120 -You need some downtime. -It's crazy, but what else can we do? 1329 01:07:30,200 --> 01:07:32,320 -What about canceling some shows? -Yeah. 1330 01:07:33,520 --> 01:07:35,800 It's overwhelming to think that far ahead. 1331 01:07:36,440 --> 01:07:39,560 -[man 2] But we kinda have to. -Yeah, that's important. 1332 01:07:39,640 --> 01:07:41,280 Eh, it would suck to cancel. 1333 01:07:42,880 --> 01:07:44,200 Yeah, that… 1334 01:07:45,240 --> 01:07:46,520 would be pretty rough. 1335 01:07:47,200 --> 01:07:49,200 [vocalizing] 1336 01:07:52,720 --> 01:07:55,480 We can take a song out to save your voice a bit. 1337 01:07:55,560 --> 01:07:58,720 I think the best one would be "I Hope This Song." 1338 01:07:59,320 --> 01:08:02,000 Okay. Let's do it. Remove that one. 1339 01:08:02,080 --> 01:08:04,080 [ambient music rises slowly] 1340 01:08:25,080 --> 01:08:27,600 [crowd cheering] 1341 01:08:29,320 --> 01:08:32,600 It's the coolest job in the goddamn world! 1342 01:08:32,680 --> 01:08:34,840 Being on stage is the absolute best. 1343 01:08:35,360 --> 01:08:36,480 When you have energy. 1344 01:08:36,560 --> 01:08:38,160 How you feeling out there? 1345 01:08:38,240 --> 01:08:39,360 [crowd cheers] 1346 01:08:39,440 --> 01:08:43,240 But then, I mean, wow, it can just 1347 01:08:43,320 --> 01:08:45,640 suck so much when you're exhausted. 1348 01:08:46,880 --> 01:08:50,200 It's just so hard, and then you drive past some apartments, 1349 01:08:50,280 --> 01:08:53,280 and you see all these small homes people live in, and think… 1350 01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:56,400 "Shit, so many people would give their right arm 1351 01:08:56,480 --> 01:08:57,840 to be tired on a tour bus." 1352 01:08:57,920 --> 01:08:59,920 [crowd cheering and exclaiming] 1353 01:09:06,120 --> 01:09:09,040 Nice job. I don't know how you pulled that out of your ass. 1354 01:09:10,000 --> 01:09:12,000 -It hurt so much, man. -[man] Really? 1355 01:09:12,080 --> 01:09:14,840 -Yeah. It sucked so bad. -[man] We really couldn't tell. 1356 01:09:15,480 --> 01:09:16,760 [man] Really great job. 1357 01:09:16,840 --> 01:09:17,880 Yeah. Really. 1358 01:09:19,560 --> 01:09:22,200 -[man] You didn't sound tired. -Sounded like you were feeling great. 1359 01:09:22,280 --> 01:09:25,840 I know it wasn't that bad. It's just annoying that I'm in this situation again. 1360 01:09:25,920 --> 01:09:27,720 It's my own fault. It's frustrating. 1361 01:09:29,040 --> 01:09:31,360 I'll be like this until we're done in Beijing, 1362 01:09:31,440 --> 01:09:33,080 or I decide to cancel a show. 1363 01:09:33,160 --> 01:09:35,760 And that would suck! But I hate feeling like this. 1364 01:09:43,520 --> 01:09:47,280 I'm afraid that if I go to Beijing, and push through a show like that again, 1365 01:09:47,360 --> 01:09:48,480 it'll come at a cost. 1366 01:09:49,560 --> 01:09:51,800 I'm gonna pay for it after in a big way. 1367 01:09:53,480 --> 01:09:54,400 I can't do that. 1368 01:09:54,920 --> 01:09:56,680 I can't cancel. I won't. 1369 01:09:57,480 --> 01:09:58,960 I feel like I'm in this alone. 1370 01:09:59,040 --> 01:10:02,440 No one else understands what this is like. No one feels it like I do. 1371 01:10:02,520 --> 01:10:04,880 [gentle instrumental music builds slowly] 1372 01:10:29,360 --> 01:10:30,640 What up, my boy? 1373 01:10:31,160 --> 01:10:32,920 We can't play the show. That's it. 1374 01:10:33,720 --> 01:10:35,160 -It's done. -What'd they say? 1375 01:10:35,240 --> 01:10:37,920 He said my throat was super inflamed, 1376 01:10:38,000 --> 01:10:40,080 and then he did a COVID test, 1377 01:10:40,800 --> 01:10:41,880 and it was positive. 1378 01:10:43,240 --> 01:10:44,400 Shit, man. 1379 01:10:44,480 --> 01:10:46,400 But they gave me some killer meds. 1380 01:10:47,440 --> 01:10:49,840 I think we need to shut it down. 1381 01:10:49,920 --> 01:10:52,400 I mean, your throat is wrecked, 1382 01:10:52,480 --> 01:10:54,160 and you've got COVID. 1383 01:10:54,240 --> 01:10:57,200 And our biggest show ever is in less than a month. 1384 01:10:57,280 --> 01:10:58,320 ROYAL ARENA CONCERT 3 WEEKS 1385 01:10:58,400 --> 01:11:02,440 You're gonna need somebody to be taking care of you the next two weeks. 1386 01:11:07,280 --> 01:11:08,760 Or it'll break you. 1387 01:11:08,840 --> 01:11:14,400 I know you're right, but I'm the one that has to make that decision. 1388 01:11:14,480 --> 01:11:16,240 It's my call to cancel. 1389 01:11:16,320 --> 01:11:19,160 Meanwhile, I'm hearing nonstop how important it is. 1390 01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:22,760 People are dangling carrots, waving money around, 1391 01:11:22,840 --> 01:11:25,800 talking millions of views. That's really hard to turn down. 1392 01:11:25,880 --> 01:11:27,800 But right now, someone needs to be… 1393 01:11:28,880 --> 01:11:29,920 protecting you. 1394 01:11:33,120 --> 01:11:35,600 That's crazy! You've got COVID. 1395 01:11:35,680 --> 01:11:36,880 -Yeah. -Holy shit. 1396 01:11:36,960 --> 01:11:40,480 I can't remember the last time I felt so shitty on stage. 1397 01:11:41,200 --> 01:11:45,200 -Oh, honey… -Yeah, it's just so much pressure. 1398 01:11:45,840 --> 01:11:46,840 There's nothing worse. 1399 01:11:47,440 --> 01:11:48,800 Now I'm looking at… 1400 01:11:49,560 --> 01:11:53,160 you know, Lollapalooza and Djursland Bank Arena, 1401 01:11:53,800 --> 01:11:56,160 Royal Arena, those are super important gigs 1402 01:11:56,240 --> 01:11:58,640 all within the next three weeks. 1403 01:11:59,280 --> 01:12:04,120 And I just feel like I have to completely shut down the rest of it. 1404 01:12:04,200 --> 01:12:06,200 [somber music playing] 1405 01:12:14,240 --> 01:12:17,840 The thought of going home now is making me feel better already. 1406 01:12:22,920 --> 01:12:24,760 I actually don't think I can… 1407 01:12:25,920 --> 01:12:28,480 face being away for three weeks again. 1408 01:12:29,480 --> 01:12:33,720 I'll barely be home before I start prepping to leave again. 1409 01:12:34,920 --> 01:12:37,440 That'll be so hard, you know? 1410 01:12:37,520 --> 01:12:40,000 [melancholy acoustic guitar music playing] 1411 01:12:50,520 --> 01:12:53,400 -Look, honey. Look who's home. -Hi, Nulle! 1412 01:12:53,480 --> 01:12:54,920 [Noelle laughing] 1413 01:12:55,000 --> 01:12:56,560 -Dad! -[Christopher] Give me a hug! 1414 01:12:57,480 --> 01:12:58,600 Hi, honey! 1415 01:12:58,680 --> 01:12:59,520 [kissing] 1416 01:13:00,200 --> 01:13:02,200 -Hey, sweetie. -Give Dad a kiss? 1417 01:13:08,320 --> 01:13:10,800 One, two, three! 1418 01:13:10,880 --> 01:13:11,960 Go! 1419 01:13:14,440 --> 01:13:18,720 Since our second child was born at the beginning of this year… 1420 01:13:18,800 --> 01:13:20,200 Oh. Mwah! 1421 01:13:20,280 --> 01:13:22,520 …I've been gone more than I've been home. 1422 01:13:23,360 --> 01:13:27,120 And I've been missing out on a lot of precious moments. 1423 01:13:27,880 --> 01:13:30,360 She can walk. Come. Yeah. 1424 01:13:30,440 --> 01:13:32,440 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah! 1425 01:13:32,520 --> 01:13:34,520 Bella. Bella! 1426 01:13:35,320 --> 01:13:36,640 [laughing] Bella! 1427 01:13:36,720 --> 01:13:37,960 Now it's my turn, Dad. 1428 01:13:38,040 --> 01:13:39,440 Bella can walk! 1429 01:13:40,360 --> 01:13:43,040 -You can walk, sweetie! -It's my turn. It's my turn! 1430 01:13:43,120 --> 01:13:45,400 She's never done that before. 1431 01:13:46,160 --> 01:13:47,480 Wow! 1432 01:13:47,560 --> 01:13:49,560 [music fades] 1433 01:13:50,160 --> 01:13:52,160 [camera shutters clicking] 1434 01:13:54,760 --> 01:13:57,240 While you were on tour, it's been… 1435 01:13:57,320 --> 01:13:59,720 a rough couple of months back home for your wife. 1436 01:13:59,800 --> 01:14:02,640 She's been dealing with a strong public response to her book. 1437 01:14:02,720 --> 01:14:06,360 So, how have you and your family been handling that process? 1438 01:14:06,440 --> 01:14:10,840 Well, you know, just being away on tour as long as I have is always hard. 1439 01:14:10,920 --> 01:14:13,920 Knowing that she's at home handling two kids by herself. 1440 01:14:14,000 --> 01:14:17,960 I can only say that I think she started a very important conversation. 1441 01:14:18,040 --> 01:14:21,920 I think it's great she has people talking about it. It's important. 1442 01:14:22,000 --> 01:14:24,040 She has my full support. I'm so proud. 1443 01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:25,480 Yeah, it's cool. 1444 01:14:25,560 --> 01:14:27,280 [man] All right. One more question. 1445 01:14:28,520 --> 01:14:31,640 [Christopher] I know how important it was to Cecilie to get this message out, 1446 01:14:31,720 --> 01:14:33,160 and start this conversation, 1447 01:14:33,240 --> 01:14:36,320 to get people talking about the issues with social media. 1448 01:14:36,400 --> 01:14:40,440 I think it's great she has people talking about it. It's important. 1449 01:14:40,520 --> 01:14:42,480 She has my full support. I'm so proud. 1450 01:14:43,160 --> 01:14:44,200 Yeah, it's cool. 1451 01:14:45,760 --> 01:14:51,040 ROYAL ARENA CONCERT 7 DAYS 1452 01:14:54,880 --> 01:14:57,320 I feel like we need to talk about the tour. 1453 01:14:57,400 --> 01:14:58,440 [Cecilie] Yeah. 1454 01:14:58,520 --> 01:15:00,480 These fucking days are flying by. 1455 01:15:00,560 --> 01:15:01,840 -Fuck. -They really are. 1456 01:15:04,120 --> 01:15:05,840 Can't anything be moved around? 1457 01:15:06,560 --> 01:15:08,240 No, that feels almost… 1458 01:15:09,280 --> 01:15:10,560 impossible. 1459 01:15:11,120 --> 01:15:13,880 And we've got three shows to play right after the Royal. 1460 01:15:13,960 --> 01:15:15,200 The biggest show ever. 1461 01:15:15,280 --> 01:15:17,400 And I have to go straight home and go to bed. 1462 01:15:17,480 --> 01:15:20,440 And then straight to Europe, to play 16 concerts in 20 days. 1463 01:15:20,520 --> 01:15:22,880 -[Cecilie] Exactly. -It's not gonna work. 1464 01:15:22,960 --> 01:15:24,200 It's gonna break me. 1465 01:15:24,720 --> 01:15:27,040 What if I do the first three shows, 1466 01:15:27,120 --> 01:15:31,000 and then I'm like, 13 more to go, but I spent all my energy on the first three? 1467 01:15:31,080 --> 01:15:34,120 [Cecilie] It seems like you always end up overbooked like this. 1468 01:15:34,200 --> 01:15:36,000 -Yeah. -You can't keep doing that. 1469 01:15:38,080 --> 01:15:40,640 You know it'd be better to play fewer shows. 1470 01:15:41,320 --> 01:15:43,600 -And avoid all of this stress. -Yeah. 1471 01:15:44,320 --> 01:15:46,320 [somber music playing] 1472 01:15:54,320 --> 01:15:56,960 I'm bad at slowing down. Bad at saying no. 1473 01:15:57,040 --> 01:16:00,760 Bad at calling and saying, "We can't. We're canceling everything." 1474 01:16:00,840 --> 01:16:04,600 I know we've been preparing for months, and lots of tickets have been sold, 1475 01:16:04,680 --> 01:16:08,000 but you'll have to call them up and tell them that I'm not coming. 1476 01:16:08,720 --> 01:16:10,360 That's what's best for me. 1477 01:16:10,440 --> 01:16:12,640 Not for everyone else, but it's what I need. 1478 01:16:15,440 --> 01:16:18,480 It's just so hard. I'm disappointing a ton of people. 1479 01:16:19,320 --> 01:16:20,520 Hey, everybody. 1480 01:16:20,600 --> 01:16:21,440 Hey, there. 1481 01:16:21,520 --> 01:16:24,040 -Hey, boss. -Hi, friend. Good to see you. 1482 01:16:24,120 --> 01:16:26,760 I just need a break that's longer than two weeks. 1483 01:16:27,360 --> 01:16:30,240 [man 1] Look at this. I've been messing with this all day. 1484 01:16:30,320 --> 01:16:32,640 -[man 2] These? -[man 3] Here, let me get that. 1485 01:16:33,160 --> 01:16:35,280 I know, I've reset it a few times already. 1486 01:16:35,360 --> 01:16:36,720 -Maybe get a new one? -Yeah. 1487 01:16:37,360 --> 01:16:41,200 Hey, guys, I just need you to listen up for a second, because… 1488 01:16:41,960 --> 01:16:43,880 I have something I need to-- 1489 01:16:43,960 --> 01:16:44,960 Just a second. 1490 01:16:45,040 --> 01:16:46,200 [band chuckling] 1491 01:16:46,280 --> 01:16:47,440 Whenever you're ready. 1492 01:16:47,520 --> 01:16:49,520 [coffee machine whirring] 1493 01:16:56,480 --> 01:16:58,360 I've decided to push the Europe tour, 1494 01:16:58,440 --> 01:17:03,040 the one that starts two days after Royal Arena. 1495 01:17:03,120 --> 01:17:04,160 We'll push it. 1496 01:17:04,800 --> 01:17:06,640 We'll do it at the top of next year. 1497 01:17:08,000 --> 01:17:13,080 It's a decision that… was so tough to make, but… 1498 01:17:14,400 --> 01:17:17,520 You know, I just need it. I need this break. 1499 01:17:17,600 --> 01:17:22,120 I think that it's the first time I've ever really checked in with myself, 1500 01:17:22,200 --> 01:17:26,320 and every bone in my body is telling me that I need this break. 1501 01:17:26,400 --> 01:17:28,880 It sucks, but I need it. 1502 01:17:28,960 --> 01:17:31,160 -[man 1] All of us depend on your health. -[man 2] Right. 1503 01:17:31,240 --> 01:17:33,440 And, of course, you have our full support. 1504 01:17:33,520 --> 01:17:36,040 I hope I speak for all of us. You should be happy. 1505 01:17:36,760 --> 01:17:38,360 And laugh and have a blast 1506 01:17:38,440 --> 01:17:41,320 and enjoy yourself when you're up there performing. 1507 01:17:41,400 --> 01:17:43,160 -Yeah. -Otherwise, what's the point? 1508 01:17:43,960 --> 01:17:45,000 [man 2] Totally. 1509 01:17:46,280 --> 01:17:47,200 Yeah. 1510 01:17:48,120 --> 01:17:49,720 All good, man. We got your back. 1511 01:17:49,800 --> 01:17:51,800 [calm music playing] 1512 01:17:58,280 --> 01:17:59,240 Hi, hon. 1513 01:17:59,760 --> 01:18:01,440 I just wanted to tell you 1514 01:18:02,080 --> 01:18:04,160 that it… went well. 1515 01:18:05,560 --> 01:18:09,000 We'll get to be together for six months straight. It's crazy. 1516 01:18:09,080 --> 01:18:10,840 Welcome to the new Christopher. 1517 01:18:10,920 --> 01:18:13,200 [vehicle passing] 1518 01:18:13,280 --> 01:18:14,240 That's right. 1519 01:18:15,480 --> 01:18:16,440 Yeah. 1520 01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:18,960 Okay. Bye-bye. 1521 01:18:19,040 --> 01:18:19,880 Bye. 1522 01:18:19,960 --> 01:18:21,960 [exhales deeply] 1523 01:18:29,840 --> 01:18:32,560 [lush instrumental music plays gently] 1524 01:18:32,640 --> 01:18:35,880 [indistinct chatter] 1525 01:18:37,000 --> 01:18:40,680 [Christopher] I know why I said yes to all these opportunities a year ago. 1526 01:18:41,320 --> 01:18:42,440 Hi. Hey, brother. 1527 01:18:42,520 --> 01:18:43,480 It's all good. 1528 01:18:43,560 --> 01:18:46,440 [Christopher] And I know that the guy who said yes to everything 1529 01:18:46,520 --> 01:18:49,720 would understand why this guy has to say no to things now. 1530 01:18:50,880 --> 01:18:52,600 I can't just keep soldiering on. 1531 01:18:55,640 --> 01:18:57,600 It feels kind of full circle. 1532 01:18:57,680 --> 01:19:00,760 It kind of feels like it's the perfect… 1533 01:19:01,920 --> 01:19:03,240 ending of a chapter. 1534 01:19:03,320 --> 01:19:06,520 And it's like this whole journey is about to get tied up in a big fat bow. 1535 01:19:06,600 --> 01:19:08,680 [low, anticipatory music building] 1536 01:19:11,280 --> 01:19:13,360 Holy shit, here we go. Let's go. 1537 01:19:14,080 --> 01:19:17,080 You can really hear the excitement out there building with me. 1538 01:19:17,960 --> 01:19:19,520 We're getting pumped up together. 1539 01:19:19,600 --> 01:19:20,440 Thanks so much. 1540 01:19:20,520 --> 01:19:22,080 -Hey! -Hi, my love. 1541 01:19:22,160 --> 01:19:23,560 Are you nervous? 1542 01:19:23,640 --> 01:19:25,880 Yeah. The butterflies kicked in. 1543 01:19:25,960 --> 01:19:28,960 On the way over, I was like, "He's gonna be losing his shit." 1544 01:19:29,560 --> 01:19:31,120 The crowd's wild, right? 1545 01:19:31,200 --> 01:19:33,640 [lavish instrumental builds slowly] 1546 01:19:33,720 --> 01:19:35,440 [no audible dialogue] 1547 01:19:38,480 --> 01:19:39,600 [whistling] 1548 01:19:40,880 --> 01:19:41,760 [exhales sharply] 1549 01:19:41,840 --> 01:19:43,360 [muffled crowd noise rising] 1550 01:19:44,080 --> 01:19:47,080 [intermittent distorted static] 1551 01:19:47,160 --> 01:19:49,480 [dampened] Come on! Whoo! 1552 01:19:50,160 --> 01:19:52,160 [lush instrumental clarifies] 1553 01:19:54,480 --> 01:19:56,920 [music swells] 1554 01:19:57,000 --> 01:19:59,000 [distorting static dissipates] 1555 01:19:59,080 --> 01:20:01,080 [music fades slowly] 1556 01:20:03,400 --> 01:20:05,480 [Christopher] With everything that's been happening, 1557 01:20:05,560 --> 01:20:09,480 I lost track of what's most important in my life. 1558 01:20:10,360 --> 01:20:13,440 The choices I was making could have cost me everything. 1559 01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:15,520 I almost lost my family. 1560 01:20:16,920 --> 01:20:19,160 I pushed it to the limit. 1561 01:20:19,240 --> 01:20:21,720 [quick percussive rhythm rises] 1562 01:20:21,800 --> 01:20:24,280 I'm ready for a totally new approach. 1563 01:20:24,360 --> 01:20:26,520 [whooshing amplifies steadily] 1564 01:20:26,600 --> 01:20:28,680 -[explosions echo] -[cheers rise and fade] 1565 01:20:28,760 --> 01:20:31,760 ["Leap of Faith (Acoustic)" by Christopher playing] 1566 01:20:40,360 --> 01:20:42,360 [cheers rise and fall] 1567 01:20:44,320 --> 01:20:47,840 ♪ I've been wondering Am I the only one ♪ 1568 01:20:47,920 --> 01:20:49,840 ♪ To see it coming? ♪ 1569 01:20:49,920 --> 01:20:53,600 ♪ We've been doing it wrong ♪ 1570 01:20:54,400 --> 01:20:57,600 ♪ For so long ♪ 1571 01:20:59,400 --> 01:21:01,160 ♪ Ain't it funny ♪ 1572 01:21:01,240 --> 01:21:04,960 ♪ How we keep complaining But do nothing ♪ 1573 01:21:05,040 --> 01:21:08,760 ♪ When we know that won't make it ♪ 1574 01:21:09,520 --> 01:21:12,560 ♪ Go away? ♪ 1575 01:21:14,720 --> 01:21:15,640 ♪ We're watching… ♪ 1576 01:21:15,720 --> 01:21:18,680 [crowd] ♪ …the clouds changing shapes ♪ 1577 01:21:18,760 --> 01:21:21,800 ♪ Wait for the storm and taste the rain ♪ 1578 01:21:21,880 --> 01:21:27,920 ♪ But if we're standing still now It'll be too late ♪ 1579 01:21:28,000 --> 01:21:31,800 ♪ If you're praying for a change You better not wait ♪ 1580 01:21:31,880 --> 01:21:35,400 ♪ Keep turning the pages There's choices you make ♪ 1581 01:21:35,480 --> 01:21:38,960 ♪ Only once in your life ♪ 1582 01:21:39,640 --> 01:21:42,880 ♪ Once in your life ♪ 1583 01:21:44,800 --> 01:21:46,560 ♪ Are we taking… ♪ 1584 01:21:46,640 --> 01:21:48,640 [crowd] ♪ …more than we can give? ♪ 1585 01:21:48,720 --> 01:21:53,520 ♪ Celebrating like there's no risk… ♪ 1586 01:21:53,600 --> 01:21:55,600 [crowd cheering] 1587 01:22:00,160 --> 01:22:04,080 ♪ We're watching the clouds Changing shapes ♪ 1588 01:22:04,160 --> 01:22:07,480 ♪ Wait for the storm and taste the rain ♪ 1589 01:22:07,560 --> 01:22:12,960 ♪ But if we're standing still now It'll be too late ♪ 1590 01:22:13,040 --> 01:22:16,920 ♪ If you're praying for a change You better not wait ♪ 1591 01:22:17,000 --> 01:22:20,480 ♪ Keep turning the pages There's choices you make ♪ 1592 01:22:20,560 --> 01:22:24,680 ♪ Only once in your life ♪ 1593 01:22:24,760 --> 01:22:28,240 ♪ Once in your life ♪ 1594 01:22:28,320 --> 01:22:32,120 ♪ If you're praying for a change You better not wait ♪ 1595 01:22:32,200 --> 01:22:35,720 ♪ Keep turning the pages There's choices you make ♪ 1596 01:22:35,800 --> 01:22:39,720 ♪ Only once in your life ♪ 1597 01:22:39,800 --> 01:22:43,360 ♪ Once in your life ♪ 1598 01:22:44,000 --> 01:22:45,720 [instrumental picks up] 1599 01:23:03,080 --> 01:23:05,560 [cheering intensifies] 1600 01:23:14,440 --> 01:23:16,440 [instrumental builds] 1601 01:23:16,520 --> 01:23:18,520 [cheering continues] 1602 01:23:18,600 --> 01:23:20,600 [shouting excitedly] 1603 01:23:28,480 --> 01:23:30,480 [instrumental slows to crescendo] 1604 01:23:30,560 --> 01:23:33,160 [sustained power chord reverberates] 1605 01:23:33,240 --> 01:23:36,400 [bright melodic keyboard flourish] 1606 01:23:36,480 --> 01:23:38,480 [elaborate drum outro joins in] 1607 01:23:42,040 --> 01:23:43,360 [song ends] 1608 01:23:43,440 --> 01:23:45,560 [cheering crowd fades out] 1609 01:23:45,640 --> 01:23:48,680 -I'm ready to take some time off. -Six months. 1610 01:23:53,320 --> 01:23:54,600 It's crazy. 1611 01:23:55,680 --> 01:23:56,800 It's so crazy. 1612 01:23:56,880 --> 01:23:58,600 [exhales deeply] 1613 01:23:58,680 --> 01:24:01,000 ["Permanent Scars" by Christopher plays] 1614 01:24:01,080 --> 01:24:04,560 ♪ …on the street at night Like you never left ♪ 1615 01:24:04,640 --> 01:24:08,760 ♪ But you did And I made it so far ♪ 1616 01:24:09,360 --> 01:24:13,720 ♪ Just know you left a permanent scar ♪ 1617 01:24:15,040 --> 01:24:16,040 -[indistinct] -Bye, hon. 1618 01:24:16,120 --> 01:24:17,000 [kissing] 1619 01:24:17,080 --> 01:24:18,400 -You'll get the girls. -Yep. 1620 01:24:18,480 --> 01:24:20,200 -[kisses] -Have a great time. 1621 01:24:20,280 --> 01:24:22,400 -Thanks. I'll send your regards. -Yeah. Do that. 1622 01:24:23,520 --> 01:24:25,360 -I love you! -You too! 1623 01:24:32,840 --> 01:24:35,880 This is something I need to get better at doing, you know? 1624 01:24:35,960 --> 01:24:37,080 Just relaxing. 1625 01:24:37,680 --> 01:24:39,680 [breathes deeply] 1626 01:24:46,520 --> 01:24:48,720 Oh my God, it's like, a moment ago 1627 01:24:48,800 --> 01:24:51,800 16,000 people were screaming my music at me, 1628 01:24:51,880 --> 01:24:54,600 but now I'm sitting here, 1629 01:24:54,680 --> 01:24:57,000 thinking, "Why is it so quiet?" 1630 01:24:57,080 --> 01:24:58,280 "Hello, anyone?" 1631 01:25:00,240 --> 01:25:01,960 No one wants to clap for me? 1632 01:25:04,440 --> 01:25:05,680 So who am I, then? 1633 01:25:06,640 --> 01:25:09,880 If I'm not grinding it out, if I'm just still, 1634 01:25:09,960 --> 01:25:12,000 who am I then? Who will I become? 1635 01:25:14,120 --> 01:25:16,120 [gentle music playing] 1636 01:25:21,920 --> 01:25:23,480 [Christopher] Do you want some dinner? 1637 01:25:25,120 --> 01:25:27,800 Or do you want to go to bed after your ice cream? 1638 01:25:30,360 --> 01:25:34,640 This is great. Sometimes it feels so good to have someone else do your makeup. 1639 01:25:38,160 --> 01:25:40,400 I'm the tickle monster! 1640 01:25:40,480 --> 01:25:42,920 Can you say, "Dad?" 1641 01:25:43,000 --> 01:25:45,560 [babbling] 1642 01:25:46,160 --> 01:25:47,360 [photographer] That's it. 1643 01:25:47,440 --> 01:25:49,280 I feel like I should probably bend my knees. 1644 01:25:49,360 --> 01:25:51,120 Absolutely, keep playing with that. 1645 01:25:51,200 --> 01:25:53,800 Yeah. Maybe turn your head a bit. Nice. 1646 01:25:53,880 --> 01:25:55,880 [uplifting piano tune playing] 1647 01:25:56,600 --> 01:25:58,600 [playfully mimicking vacuum whirring] 1648 01:26:03,360 --> 01:26:04,920 [camera shutter snapping] 1649 01:26:06,840 --> 01:26:08,920 [photographer] That's it! It's a wrap! 1650 01:26:16,240 --> 01:26:17,240 [music fades] 1651 01:26:17,320 --> 01:26:19,040 [gasping dramatically] 1652 01:26:19,120 --> 01:26:20,600 Can you say "Mom?" 1653 01:26:20,680 --> 01:26:22,040 -Dad! -Dad? 1654 01:26:22,120 --> 01:26:24,600 [Christopher laughing] Nice job, sweetie! 1655 01:26:24,680 --> 01:26:25,800 Good girl! 1656 01:26:25,880 --> 01:26:27,320 [Cecilie] Can you say "Mom?" 1657 01:26:27,920 --> 01:26:32,400 Sweetie, I've been showering you with love nonstop for 18 months. 1658 01:26:32,480 --> 01:26:33,960 Please say "mom." 1659 01:26:34,040 --> 01:26:35,760 -[kissing] -[babbles] 1660 01:26:35,840 --> 01:26:37,800 -[Christopher] Bella. -[babbling] 1661 01:26:37,880 --> 01:26:40,920 -Come here. Can you say "Dad"? -Dad. 1662 01:26:41,000 --> 01:26:42,400 -Can you say "Mom"? -Dad. 1663 01:26:42,480 --> 01:26:44,360 Yeah, that's my girl! 1664 01:26:44,440 --> 01:26:47,040 So good! Let's have ice cream. 1665 01:26:47,120 --> 01:26:49,520 [laughing] No! I just brushed her teeth. 1666 01:26:49,600 --> 01:26:53,200 -[waves crashing gently] -[birds squawking] 1667 01:26:58,840 --> 01:27:00,640 [Cecilie] This has been so nice. 1668 01:27:00,720 --> 01:27:03,560 You haven't seemed like you've been distracted by work. 1669 01:27:03,640 --> 01:27:05,400 You've been so present with us. 1670 01:27:06,440 --> 01:27:07,320 You know? 1671 01:27:07,400 --> 01:27:11,600 I mean, I think when I'm actually here, physically, then I am definitely present. 1672 01:27:13,800 --> 01:27:15,320 Maybe that's just me. 1673 01:27:16,680 --> 01:27:19,360 Yeah, but the last year and a half has been tough. 1674 01:27:21,120 --> 01:27:21,960 I mean… 1675 01:27:22,040 --> 01:27:24,280 Yeah, I mean, I just need to find balance. 1676 01:27:24,360 --> 01:27:27,320 I need a strong foundation at home. 1677 01:27:27,400 --> 01:27:30,360 But I also need to stay creative and build that work. 1678 01:27:30,440 --> 01:27:32,680 But family is most important, 1679 01:27:32,760 --> 01:27:36,160 so that should get most of your energy, don't you think? 1680 01:27:36,880 --> 01:27:38,880 That feels like the most rational way to look at it. 1681 01:27:38,960 --> 01:27:40,440 Yeah, sure, that makes sense. I just-- 1682 01:27:40,520 --> 01:27:44,520 -Nothing's more important than that. -Sure, but performing makes me happy. 1683 01:27:46,560 --> 01:27:50,040 I mean, in order to be truly great at something, 1684 01:27:50,120 --> 01:27:53,000 I have to be… a little obsessive. 1685 01:27:53,080 --> 01:27:55,920 I have to go all in and give it my full attention. 1686 01:27:56,000 --> 01:27:57,600 But you can never go all in. 1687 01:27:57,680 --> 01:28:01,720 From now on, you'll always need to prioritize your family. 1688 01:28:01,800 --> 01:28:03,640 You will never not be a dad. 1689 01:28:05,000 --> 01:28:05,840 I know that. 1690 01:28:05,920 --> 01:28:08,600 And the next ten years are the most important for them. 1691 01:28:08,680 --> 01:28:10,360 That's when they'll need you most. 1692 01:28:10,440 --> 01:28:13,040 After that, they start developing their own interests. 1693 01:28:13,120 --> 01:28:14,240 [Christopher] Mm. 1694 01:28:16,920 --> 01:28:18,160 You don't like my tone? 1695 01:28:19,040 --> 01:28:22,240 Not really, no. But I hear you, loud and clear. 1696 01:28:22,320 --> 01:28:24,240 -I agree with all of that. -Good. 1697 01:28:24,320 --> 01:28:27,880 But you… don't have to be condescending. 1698 01:28:27,960 --> 01:28:32,240 Sure, but I mean, it sounds like you're trying to dodge your responsibilities, 1699 01:28:32,320 --> 01:28:34,440 saying one thing needs all your focus. 1700 01:28:34,520 --> 01:28:35,840 But what about the rest? 1701 01:28:35,920 --> 01:28:39,320 I'm not condescending. I'm being honest and loving. 1702 01:28:39,400 --> 01:28:42,080 Yeah, but you know me better than literally anyone else, 1703 01:28:42,160 --> 01:28:45,080 so you could be a little more… a little more understanding. 1704 01:28:45,160 --> 01:28:47,480 [soft music playing] 1705 01:28:47,560 --> 01:28:50,480 [Cecilie] Hi, sweetie! Hi, my love! 1706 01:28:51,240 --> 01:28:52,840 Hey, look at that sunset! 1707 01:28:54,000 --> 01:28:55,200 [Isabelle babbling] 1708 01:28:55,280 --> 01:28:56,960 [Cecilie] Aww, you're so cute. 1709 01:28:57,600 --> 01:28:59,200 [crowd cheering] 1710 01:28:59,280 --> 01:29:00,760 [Cecilie laughing] 1711 01:29:03,480 --> 01:29:05,440 [crowd cheering intensifies] 1712 01:29:05,520 --> 01:29:07,160 [hard driving beat builds] 1713 01:29:09,960 --> 01:29:11,440 [driving beat ramps up] 1714 01:29:11,520 --> 01:29:12,760 [cheering fades] 1715 01:29:13,400 --> 01:29:15,040 [cheering intensifies and cuts out] 1716 01:29:15,640 --> 01:29:18,280 ♪ 'Cause you ain't living If you're holding back ♪ 1717 01:29:18,360 --> 01:29:21,080 ♪ A kiss is better when you give it back ♪ 1718 01:29:21,160 --> 01:29:23,440 ♪ It's just the way it is ♪ 1719 01:29:24,120 --> 01:29:26,040 ♪ The way it goes ♪ 1720 01:29:26,120 --> 01:29:28,840 ♪ And if that lonely road Leads back home ♪ 1721 01:29:28,920 --> 01:29:31,760 ♪ You better keep on keeping cold ♪ 1722 01:29:32,920 --> 01:29:36,160 ♪ When you found fool's gold ♪ 1723 01:29:36,240 --> 01:29:38,840 [instrumental kicks in] 1724 01:29:44,080 --> 01:29:46,840 ♪ Fool's gold ♪ 1725 01:29:56,920 --> 01:29:57,960 [music ends]