1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Yes? 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:08,200 --> 00:00:10,320 Are you driving or biking? 5 00:00:10,400 --> 00:00:12,600 Driving. 6 00:00:12,680 --> 00:00:15,560 I'm at, uh, Østerport now. 7 00:00:16,760 --> 00:00:17,800 -Østerport? -Yeah. 8 00:00:17,880 --> 00:00:19,440 I thought you were in Nyhavn. 9 00:00:25,640 --> 00:00:27,520 Are you wondering when I'll be home? 10 00:00:27,600 --> 00:00:29,960 No, I'm calling for some emotional support. 11 00:00:30,040 --> 00:00:33,520 I'm on my own all the fucking time, and I can't handle these meltdowns 12 00:00:33,600 --> 00:00:36,120 when I'm taking care of two kids at once, you know? 13 00:00:36,200 --> 00:00:38,600 -I get it. It's just that-- -I just need some support. 14 00:00:38,680 --> 00:00:41,000 You hear them going crazy in the background. 15 00:00:42,040 --> 00:00:45,320 How are you doing? Great to see you! 16 00:00:45,400 --> 00:00:47,320 My kids are home with my wife. 17 00:00:48,480 --> 00:00:50,360 That's why I'm calling. I just need some help. 18 00:00:50,440 --> 00:00:52,640 -That doesn't feel like the real reason. -No, that's why. 19 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:55,240 It feels like you need to release some frustration, 20 00:00:55,320 --> 00:00:56,880 and you're taking it out on me, 21 00:00:56,960 --> 00:00:59,000 and I just have to sit here and take it. 22 00:00:59,080 --> 00:00:59,920 No. 23 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:01,400 No. That's not it. 24 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:04,600 I'm just asking, when are you going to be home? 25 00:01:04,680 --> 00:01:06,000 Because I need some help. 26 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:10,240 I'm constantly overwhelmed, and there's just no one else I can call 27 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:12,440 for some support. 28 00:01:15,480 --> 00:01:16,640 One second, okay? 29 00:01:17,160 --> 00:01:19,080 See you soon. 30 00:01:19,160 --> 00:01:20,640 -See you soon, babe. -Bye-bye. 31 00:01:20,720 --> 00:01:21,920 Bye. 32 00:01:35,720 --> 00:01:37,600 Wow, that is crazy! 33 00:01:37,680 --> 00:01:39,520 This is insane, man! 34 00:01:40,080 --> 00:01:41,760 Fuck, this is sick! 35 00:01:44,640 --> 00:01:45,960 This is amazing. 36 00:01:46,040 --> 00:01:48,360 This is absolutely incredible. 37 00:01:50,520 --> 00:01:52,960 Royal Arena, make some noise! 38 00:01:56,240 --> 00:01:59,600 I've got this feeling inside that wants to hurry. You know? 39 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:08,640 There's something just around the corner. 40 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:14,280 And I know that thing is going to be… even bigger and crazier than before. 41 00:02:16,600 --> 00:02:18,000 Hi, my name is Christopher. 42 00:02:18,080 --> 00:02:22,560 There's been this sense of urgency that has motivated me for so many years. 43 00:02:23,240 --> 00:02:25,800 I would not have made it this far without that fire. 44 00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:28,000 What's your biggest dream, musically? 45 00:02:28,080 --> 00:02:30,280 Sell a million albums and play Madison Square Garden. 46 00:02:30,360 --> 00:02:32,160 I mean, the sky's the limit. 47 00:02:33,240 --> 00:02:36,200 450 million streams. In Korea. 48 00:02:38,440 --> 00:02:41,480 I've always just said yes to everything. 49 00:02:41,560 --> 00:02:44,560 Any opportunity I got to share my music. 50 00:02:45,320 --> 00:02:47,240 He can sing, he can compose music, 51 00:02:47,320 --> 00:02:50,080 and tonight, he makes his debut as an actor. 52 00:02:50,160 --> 00:02:54,240 The musician, Christopher, is at the center of a new Danish film, 53 00:02:54,320 --> 00:02:56,320 called A Beautiful Life. 54 00:02:56,400 --> 00:02:59,520 Getting me on stage in front of all those fucking people, then leave me hanging… 55 00:02:59,600 --> 00:03:01,840 I thought, "This is a huge opportunity." 56 00:03:01,920 --> 00:03:03,520 "This is exactly what I want to do." 57 00:03:04,640 --> 00:03:08,000 And I knew that I had to compose the soundtrack for the movie. 58 00:03:08,080 --> 00:03:10,680 It feels like my life is over 59 00:03:10,760 --> 00:03:13,440 Feels like my future's crushed 60 00:03:13,520 --> 00:03:15,880 The film you're starring in is being released worldwide. 61 00:03:15,960 --> 00:03:18,160 -Almost every country. Tomorrow. -How does it feel? 62 00:03:18,240 --> 00:03:23,160 Yeah, I mean, I'm incredibly excited to hear how audiences react to the film. 63 00:03:23,240 --> 00:03:24,240 MUSICIAN'S DEBUT AS ACTOR 64 00:03:25,760 --> 00:03:26,840 NO. 1 WORLDWIDE ON NETFLIX 65 00:03:30,680 --> 00:03:32,440 COPENHAGEN, 2023 66 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:35,200 I don't know how to summarize it. It's just madness. 67 00:03:35,280 --> 00:03:36,960 It's just fucking madness. 68 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:40,920 Uh, I think shortly we need to revise a lot of our plans. 69 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:44,760 We should probably consider a "A Beautiful Life" tour. 70 00:03:45,360 --> 00:03:47,840 -Touring worldwide? -Yeah. 71 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:48,920 Fuck! 72 00:03:49,760 --> 00:03:50,760 Fuck! 73 00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:53,560 This is the opportunity of a lifetime. 74 00:03:54,280 --> 00:03:56,840 Yeah, man. All doors are open. 75 00:04:01,320 --> 00:04:03,280 This is so surreal. 76 00:04:03,360 --> 00:04:06,160 Just heard it was in the top 10 in the US and like, 77 00:04:06,240 --> 00:04:08,120 I'm celebrating with a milk bottle. 78 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:11,880 It's getting huge numbers on all platforms. 79 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:15,080 Instagram, Spotify, Netflix. 80 00:04:15,160 --> 00:04:16,600 It's crazy. 81 00:04:16,680 --> 00:04:18,240 Look at that face. 82 00:04:18,880 --> 00:04:20,680 That's how I felt when I woke up. 83 00:04:25,400 --> 00:04:26,440 What? 84 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:29,920 What does it really mean, you know? 85 00:04:30,960 --> 00:04:33,560 What does this level of success entail? 86 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:35,440 It feels life-changing. 87 00:04:44,400 --> 00:04:46,160 …not here to laugh 88 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:49,440 I just cry 89 00:04:49,520 --> 00:04:52,640 Every time that I think about That moment we agreed on 90 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:56,400 Goodbye 91 00:04:56,480 --> 00:05:00,520 It's not easy to say To somebody like you 92 00:05:00,600 --> 00:05:04,440 Come on, let's hear another one of mine. Let's go. I'm playing the hits. 93 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:08,760 25, stood the test of time 94 00:05:08,840 --> 00:05:11,240 I was still free-falling 95 00:05:12,160 --> 00:05:17,200 Through tornado warnings You told me, "Baby, hold on tight" 96 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:23,840 You got my best years, honey 97 00:05:25,440 --> 00:05:27,640 -This is great! -They sound good, right? 98 00:05:27,720 --> 00:05:30,800 Five minutes before we leave, you start playing all your new songs. 99 00:05:30,880 --> 00:05:32,800 -Yeah, you wanna hear the whole album? -Sure. 100 00:05:32,880 --> 00:05:35,720 It's just so nice that we'll be spending four straight days together. 101 00:05:35,800 --> 00:05:36,640 Yeah. 102 00:05:39,800 --> 00:05:43,440 Nulle, what part of Bornholm are you the most excited about? 103 00:05:44,360 --> 00:05:46,720 Having a Krølle-Bølle ice cream, right? 104 00:05:46,800 --> 00:05:48,760 I mean, I'm looking forward to that. 105 00:05:48,840 --> 00:05:50,880 -Beautiful voice. -Oh! Great work. 106 00:05:50,960 --> 00:05:52,080 Beautiful. 107 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:55,560 -We're good to go. -Before you start the car, 108 00:05:55,640 --> 00:05:57,640 remember to put the dirty diapers in the trash 109 00:05:57,720 --> 00:05:58,960 so we can throw them out. 110 00:05:59,920 --> 00:06:02,280 -Right. -They're right outside the door. 111 00:06:02,360 --> 00:06:06,160 -Which trash can do they go in? -Obviously not with the recyclables, baby. 112 00:06:06,240 --> 00:06:08,120 Yeah, of course. Use your head, Christopher. 113 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:09,800 -Yeah, duh. -Don't recycle it. 114 00:06:10,720 --> 00:06:12,880 I got great news to share with you. 115 00:06:12,960 --> 00:06:14,400 How exciting! 116 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:16,280 I'm being sarcastic. 117 00:06:16,360 --> 00:06:17,680 -Wait, seriously? -Yeah. 118 00:06:17,760 --> 00:06:19,240 Is it about Portugal? 119 00:06:19,320 --> 00:06:21,280 Yeah. A Korean show made an offer. 120 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:24,120 And I've got some big promo stuff. 121 00:06:24,760 --> 00:06:26,520 But we already booked the tickets, right? 122 00:06:26,600 --> 00:06:27,800 -Like yesterday. -Yeah. 123 00:06:33,720 --> 00:06:35,120 Oh my God! 124 00:06:35,200 --> 00:06:36,880 So that means no summer vacation. 125 00:06:36,960 --> 00:06:38,840 We could find another time to go. 126 00:06:43,240 --> 00:06:45,160 We'll just stay here, yeah? 127 00:06:45,240 --> 00:06:47,040 We didn't need a vacation. 128 00:06:47,120 --> 00:06:50,120 -Ow. Isabelle, that hurt! -Yeah, I don't like it either, Isabelle. 129 00:06:50,200 --> 00:06:52,440 We'll find another time. 130 00:06:52,520 --> 00:06:53,520 Yeah, I bet. 131 00:06:53,600 --> 00:06:54,800 We'll go in January. 132 00:06:55,440 --> 00:06:56,640 That's sweet, honey. 133 00:06:57,600 --> 00:06:58,920 But that's too far away. 134 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:01,920 We need to spend some quality time together as a family. 135 00:07:03,280 --> 00:07:05,760 -We only booked the hotel for five days. -Yeah. I know. 136 00:07:05,840 --> 00:07:08,040 -It's not like we're gone for weeks. -No. 137 00:07:08,120 --> 00:07:09,800 But of course you should take it. 138 00:07:09,880 --> 00:07:11,680 Sounds like a great opportunity. 139 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:13,080 You can't turn it down. 140 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:16,280 I bought flex tickets, so you can cancel them. 141 00:07:16,360 --> 00:07:17,920 -Well, that's good. -Yeah. 142 00:07:18,800 --> 00:07:21,320 Or reschedule. We could go in September. 143 00:07:23,480 --> 00:07:25,320 -And then we could-- -That's Royal Arena. 144 00:07:26,960 --> 00:07:29,000 -And you're gone October and November? -Yeah. 145 00:07:29,080 --> 00:07:31,120 Come here, sweetie. 146 00:07:34,640 --> 00:07:38,360 -Is all our stuff in the car? -No. Two more bags to go. 147 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:40,920 Okay. We'll grab them on our way out. 148 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:51,080 Sound good? 149 00:07:54,440 --> 00:07:58,240 Yeah, step right on that rock. You're okay. Feel good? 150 00:08:01,080 --> 00:08:02,120 Chilly, yeah? 151 00:08:02,200 --> 00:08:03,840 -Watch this. -Yeah. 152 00:08:06,440 --> 00:08:09,480 Wow! So impressive. Six. 153 00:08:11,080 --> 00:08:14,160 It's so nice to get a couple of days like this. 154 00:08:14,240 --> 00:08:16,160 And then we can leave a week early. 155 00:08:16,240 --> 00:08:17,720 Ugh, Christopher. 156 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:24,040 So when are we gonna jump in the Opal Lake, and play mini golf, 157 00:08:24,680 --> 00:08:27,040 and play board games, and make pancakes? 158 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:28,880 All the things I'm looking forward to? 159 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:31,080 Everything you've been looking forward to. 160 00:08:31,160 --> 00:08:33,800 Playing solitaire and mini golf. 161 00:08:34,320 --> 00:08:35,520 I love mini golf. 162 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:40,080 Come on. We've got 20, 30 years to do all that. 163 00:08:40,160 --> 00:08:41,880 To soak up the Bornholm beaches. 164 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:44,440 Whereas I've been given this opportunity 165 00:08:44,520 --> 00:08:46,000 that's happening right now. 166 00:08:46,080 --> 00:08:48,640 Yeah. But you say yes to everything. 167 00:08:48,720 --> 00:08:50,400 And we're leaving Bornholm early, 168 00:08:50,480 --> 00:08:53,280 and we're… cancelling the trip to Portugal 169 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:56,280 because your job is the priority right now, right? 170 00:08:58,920 --> 00:09:01,520 I'm just not that into vacations, to be honest. 171 00:09:01,600 --> 00:09:04,720 I mean, it's great for four days, and then I get anxious. 172 00:09:04,800 --> 00:09:07,920 -Thinking about working out or jet-skiing… -But you also have a family. 173 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:16,120 There are seven ducklings right there, and two swans. So cute. 174 00:09:16,720 --> 00:09:18,760 Seven kids. We gotta hurry up, honey. 175 00:09:18,840 --> 00:09:19,760 We only have two. 176 00:09:20,480 --> 00:09:23,440 -You want seven? -No, but I would like more. 177 00:09:23,520 --> 00:09:25,440 Just three. Maybe four. 178 00:09:26,200 --> 00:09:27,040 Yeah? 179 00:09:28,960 --> 00:09:31,920 If you had to pick an ideal number of kids, what would it be? 180 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:32,840 Two. 181 00:09:32,920 --> 00:09:35,120 -You can't be serious. -Yeah. Two is enough for me. 182 00:09:35,200 --> 00:09:37,320 -Then you're done having kids. -Yeah. 183 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:39,400 -You ready for another one? -No. 184 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:42,120 But in four months… 185 00:09:46,240 --> 00:09:47,160 Wow. 186 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:49,240 Hi! Gimme a kiss. 187 00:09:49,320 --> 00:09:51,280 Are you serious? 188 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:56,040 No. I just feel like a child is something you're never going to regret having. 189 00:09:56,120 --> 00:09:57,040 I mean… 190 00:09:57,560 --> 00:10:01,400 It's not about regret. Of course, we wouldn't regret it, not a chance. 191 00:10:01,480 --> 00:10:05,880 But I mean, with everything going on right now, and our hands full already… 192 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:08,040 I'm so tired. 193 00:10:08,760 --> 00:10:12,280 What if it stayed this busy? Would you still want to have a third kid? 194 00:10:12,360 --> 00:10:15,600 But life will be like this for a while, right? 195 00:10:15,680 --> 00:10:19,520 I mean, just because you want to keep chasing your dreams, 196 00:10:19,600 --> 00:10:20,800 I still want us to-- 197 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:23,000 -Keep chasing my dream. -There's something in your hair. 198 00:10:23,080 --> 00:10:25,520 "Because you have some fantasy about being a musician, 199 00:10:25,600 --> 00:10:27,680 I don't get to add more kids to the family." 200 00:10:27,760 --> 00:10:29,360 -No, put that down. -"This second!" 201 00:10:29,440 --> 00:10:31,480 But having more kids is your dream too. 202 00:10:31,560 --> 00:10:35,240 I have lots of dreams, but having a third kid right now is not one of them. 203 00:10:40,960 --> 00:10:44,240 But what if, from now on, you decided, 204 00:10:44,320 --> 00:10:48,000 "For the next ten years, I'm just gonna focus on being a father"? 205 00:10:48,640 --> 00:10:51,880 "They're here now. I should focus on them while they're close to me." 206 00:10:52,400 --> 00:10:54,000 Those first ten years? 207 00:10:54,080 --> 00:10:55,800 You'll never get them back. They'll be gone. 208 00:10:55,880 --> 00:10:57,560 Damn good question. I don't know the answer. 209 00:10:57,640 --> 00:11:00,440 What if you said no to those shows and did something more low-key? 210 00:11:00,520 --> 00:11:02,080 Then you could come home every day, 211 00:11:02,160 --> 00:11:05,240 and see the kids more, and be home on the weekends. 212 00:11:05,320 --> 00:11:07,440 -What would happen? Would you-- -Sure. 213 00:11:07,520 --> 00:11:10,960 I could slow down a bit. But then, other things would stress me out, y'know? 214 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:12,560 And I'd always think, "What if?" 215 00:11:13,080 --> 00:11:16,360 What if I hadn't pressed pause? What if I'd kept going? Then what? 216 00:11:16,440 --> 00:11:19,800 I mean, the biggest reason that I'm doing all of this is that… 217 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:24,600 I want to maximize my potential, you know? 218 00:11:24,680 --> 00:11:25,560 What for? 219 00:11:25,640 --> 00:11:28,000 -I don't know. But I feel like-- -Is that the meaning of life? 220 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:31,280 To do as much as you can? To maximize one's potential? 221 00:11:35,000 --> 00:11:37,360 -It's meaningful to me. -Yeah. 222 00:11:37,440 --> 00:11:40,720 Knowing that I've got the potential to go all the way. 223 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:45,880 And I don't think a lot of people have that. 224 00:11:49,720 --> 00:11:51,040 Let's see how far this goes. 225 00:11:51,120 --> 00:11:54,240 So much for planning ahead 226 00:11:55,200 --> 00:11:57,600 We're goin' to be alright 227 00:11:58,120 --> 00:12:00,520 There won't be a right time 228 00:12:01,680 --> 00:12:06,080 I said, "I am way too young" 229 00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:11,760 I'm just a kid, I can't raise one 230 00:12:12,360 --> 00:12:18,320 It feels like my life is over Feels like my future's crushed 231 00:12:18,400 --> 00:12:23,200 And I'm gonna miss the times when It was just the two of us 232 00:12:23,280 --> 00:12:26,240 I wrote this song, called "A Beautiful Life," 233 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:30,760 at a time when Cille and I were talking about having kids. 234 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:35,000 It sure feels like dying 235 00:12:36,640 --> 00:12:38,880 To my beautiful life 236 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:40,760 -One, two, three! -No! 237 00:12:42,520 --> 00:12:45,400 I've always known that I wanted to be a dad, 238 00:12:45,480 --> 00:12:49,080 but I was always thinking, "Right now is not the best time." 239 00:12:49,160 --> 00:12:50,360 Hi! 240 00:12:53,520 --> 00:12:57,520 At the time, I was truly just living the beautiful life… for me. 241 00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:04,000 I thought it couldn't get any better than this, you know? 242 00:13:04,080 --> 00:13:05,960 Milano, Milano. 243 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:08,360 One of the things I feared the most was 244 00:13:08,440 --> 00:13:10,640 losing that feeling of just being in love. 245 00:13:11,520 --> 00:13:14,440 And when the family goes from two… 246 00:13:15,600 --> 00:13:18,280 to three, it's a pretty big change. 247 00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:19,720 Yabba-dabba-doo! 248 00:13:19,800 --> 00:13:22,760 -No, wait! Don't push me in! -Feels like my life is over 249 00:13:22,840 --> 00:13:25,480 Feels like my future's crushed 250 00:13:25,560 --> 00:13:31,160 And I'm gonna miss the times when It was just the two of us 251 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:36,720 I don't ever want to let go Of everything that I love 252 00:13:37,560 --> 00:13:39,960 It sure feels like dying 253 00:13:40,560 --> 00:13:43,360 -Saying goodbye… -We're starting here, nice and easy. 254 00:13:43,440 --> 00:13:45,800 -To my beautiful life -On the golden tower. 255 00:13:45,880 --> 00:13:47,040 Oh my God! 256 00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:48,960 Holy shit! Whoo-- 257 00:13:52,520 --> 00:13:53,920 You know, she… 258 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:57,520 once said that there would never be a perfect time in our lives, 259 00:13:57,600 --> 00:13:59,000 and she was right. 260 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:02,360 Aww, so sweet. 261 00:14:06,760 --> 00:14:08,840 I was leaving behind a beautiful life, 262 00:14:09,480 --> 00:14:12,600 but at the same time, I knew that once the baby had arrived… 263 00:14:13,320 --> 00:14:14,800 she would change everything. 264 00:14:15,320 --> 00:14:18,800 It would change our dynamic, and the feeling of balance in our family, 265 00:14:18,880 --> 00:14:21,160 and add new depth to… everything. 266 00:14:21,920 --> 00:14:24,360 I mean, our lives would have a whole new meaning. 267 00:14:26,480 --> 00:14:28,800 Hi, sweetheart. Hi! 268 00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:30,200 There's a human being 269 00:14:30,760 --> 00:14:32,320 completely dependent on you, 270 00:14:32,400 --> 00:14:36,520 and you are responsible for everything that little human needs to learn. 271 00:14:36,600 --> 00:14:38,560 It's such a big responsibility. 272 00:14:39,200 --> 00:14:42,680 And now, I couldn't imagine a life without these kids. 273 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:46,320 Hi. 274 00:14:46,400 --> 00:14:49,400 To realize that this is the most beautiful life, 275 00:14:49,480 --> 00:14:51,320 that's such a precious gift. 276 00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:57,480 Feels like my life is over Feels like my future's crushed 277 00:14:57,560 --> 00:15:00,320 And I'm gonna miss the times when 278 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:03,240 It was just the two of us 279 00:15:03,320 --> 00:15:09,040 I don't ever want to let go Of everything that I love 280 00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:11,440 It sure feels like dying… 281 00:15:11,520 --> 00:15:13,480 The point of the song was 282 00:15:13,560 --> 00:15:15,880 I'm looking forward to what's next. 283 00:15:15,960 --> 00:15:20,120 I'm looking forward to a chapter that's more important than the music. 284 00:15:20,200 --> 00:15:22,160 Hi… 285 00:15:22,240 --> 00:15:25,960 Bella is born. Then the movie reaches number one. 286 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:27,600 Which means a world tour. 287 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:32,120 It was a paradox. It tore me away from the very thing I'd been striving for. 288 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:33,680 So I'm even busier. 289 00:15:34,400 --> 00:15:37,160 Which is honestly just totally fucked up. 290 00:15:37,760 --> 00:15:40,400 It sure feels like dying 291 00:15:40,480 --> 00:15:42,720 Saying goodbye 292 00:15:43,320 --> 00:15:45,440 To my beautiful life 293 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:51,840 Here we go! 294 00:15:51,920 --> 00:15:53,120 THE DAY BEFORE THE WORLD TOUR 295 00:15:53,200 --> 00:15:56,240 No! Not that! Don't do that. Okay, now I'm gonna tickle you. 296 00:15:56,320 --> 00:15:59,720 Nulle, you know that Dad has to go back to work again? 297 00:16:00,320 --> 00:16:02,280 Will you miss Daddy when he's on tour? 298 00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:05,120 -No. -What? You won't miss me? 299 00:16:05,200 --> 00:16:06,720 -No. -Why not? 300 00:16:08,280 --> 00:16:09,800 I miss Dad. 301 00:16:09,880 --> 00:16:11,480 Will you miss me a little? 302 00:16:11,560 --> 00:16:13,640 Yeah? I'll miss you so much. 303 00:16:14,680 --> 00:16:17,560 Why couldn't all of this success happen eight years ago? 304 00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:20,480 It would have been great if it happened three years ago. 305 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:23,640 Yeah, but it's always been a dream of yours 306 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:26,240 to get to play your music abroad. 307 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:29,560 So for me, it's like, "Of course! That'd be great." I mean-- 308 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:30,960 You've always been like… 309 00:16:31,920 --> 00:16:33,280 "It probably won't happen." 310 00:16:33,360 --> 00:16:34,240 Stop it. 311 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:36,640 It's just not my idea of happiness. 312 00:16:36,720 --> 00:16:40,720 I get that there's… in this industry, there's a certain sense of urgency. 313 00:16:40,800 --> 00:16:43,200 And you feel you need to strike while the iron's hot. 314 00:16:43,280 --> 00:16:44,120 But it's more than-- 315 00:16:44,200 --> 00:16:46,080 But that conflicts with a family-focused life. 316 00:16:47,520 --> 00:16:49,680 It becomes the most important thing in life. 317 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:51,320 And the rest takes a back seat. 318 00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:53,560 No. 319 00:16:55,360 --> 00:16:56,440 No. 320 00:16:56,520 --> 00:16:59,200 -It's just-- -You heard that. The most important. 321 00:16:59,920 --> 00:17:02,160 Oh my gosh. She's cute. 322 00:17:10,280 --> 00:17:13,600 Before I had kids, before I met Cille, I had a dream, 323 00:17:13,680 --> 00:17:16,160 and now I have the chance to make that dream real. 324 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:19,400 The desire to be on stage, 325 00:17:19,480 --> 00:17:22,400 front and center… I've just always had it. 326 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:26,120 Are you coming to the party tonight? 327 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:30,080 I hope you're coming… 328 00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:34,160 I was certain that was my future. It was like, this is what I want to do. 329 00:17:35,080 --> 00:17:39,240 I've always had that kind of discipline, to always stay busy, keep grinding. 330 00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:42,480 You can't get complacent, or nothing will happen. 331 00:17:42,560 --> 00:17:45,680 I feel the need to create. So I'm always working. 332 00:17:45,760 --> 00:17:47,120 Ohh-oh! 333 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:48,840 Can you say, "Let's party"? 334 00:17:48,920 --> 00:17:50,400 Ohh-oh! 335 00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:57,680 I feel like I want it more than the average person. 336 00:17:59,160 --> 00:18:01,040 I will do whatever it takes. 337 00:18:02,120 --> 00:18:06,200 I mean, the main reason that I have written all these songs, 338 00:18:06,280 --> 00:18:08,400 and gone on world tours, 339 00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:12,560 the reason why I've spent so much time playing music is because of this desire, 340 00:18:12,640 --> 00:18:13,920 this drive. 341 00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:16,800 The future is wide open. 342 00:18:19,800 --> 00:18:23,360 I just know that, right now, in this moment, I can't hit the brakes. 343 00:18:23,440 --> 00:18:24,680 I'm gonna floor it. 344 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:28,280 And then I guess we'll just have to wait and see 345 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:30,680 how it all ends. 346 00:18:35,320 --> 00:18:36,960 -One more kiss, please? -Hello, sweetie. 347 00:18:37,760 --> 00:18:38,760 Mwah! 348 00:18:39,280 --> 00:18:42,000 When the girls get older and start to understand 349 00:18:42,080 --> 00:18:44,120 that I was leaving to go on tour, 350 00:18:44,200 --> 00:18:46,200 I'll be able to defend it by saying 351 00:18:46,280 --> 00:18:48,560 that I had to go chase a dream, you know. 352 00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:53,680 I'm hoping they find something they're so passionate about that they think, 353 00:18:54,280 --> 00:18:56,200 "No matter what, I have to do this." 354 00:19:00,720 --> 00:19:03,600 Hello, guys. It's Christopher here, and we are in the airport. 355 00:19:03,680 --> 00:19:05,080 I'm excited beyond words. 356 00:19:05,160 --> 00:19:06,840 See you very soon. 357 00:19:06,920 --> 00:19:07,800 Mwah! 358 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:10,360 And just like eagles 359 00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:12,480 Flying, looking down at all the 360 00:19:12,560 --> 00:19:15,440 People listening to Bowie 361 00:19:15,520 --> 00:19:19,480 Singing "Heroes" on the radio 362 00:19:19,560 --> 00:19:22,080 Over and over and over 363 00:19:22,160 --> 00:19:24,880 When we were young 364 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:28,720 When we were young 365 00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:31,640 It had already begun 366 00:19:31,720 --> 00:19:34,160 Dreaming of the free world 367 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:43,720 We're here. 368 00:19:45,200 --> 00:19:47,160 First sold-out show ever in the States. 369 00:19:47,680 --> 00:19:49,400 You see that light on stage right? 370 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:52,400 I think we should all get a tattoo in LA. 371 00:19:52,480 --> 00:19:55,040 -On our backs. -I think that Fresnel is burned out. 372 00:19:55,120 --> 00:19:58,400 I feel frickin' great right now. Wow, man. 373 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,680 -Yeah, it's not too shabby. -It just now hit me. 374 00:20:01,760 --> 00:20:02,760 I get it now. 375 00:20:12,720 --> 00:20:14,080 Three, two, one… 376 00:20:18,680 --> 00:20:21,400 The sun is shining red, Mom 377 00:20:21,480 --> 00:20:24,280 And the forest grows so… Uh! 378 00:20:24,360 --> 00:20:25,920 World tour, baby! 379 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:28,280 We are about to take off. 380 00:20:28,360 --> 00:20:29,280 Thirty seconds. 381 00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:32,000 And the forest grows so… Uh! 382 00:20:32,080 --> 00:20:34,080 Hi, sweetie. I'm working, honey. 383 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:35,400 I'm about to sing songs. 384 00:20:35,480 --> 00:20:37,800 And the forest grows so… 385 00:20:37,880 --> 00:20:42,080 Fond of my bicycle It'll take me oh so… 386 00:20:42,160 --> 00:20:44,480 My dick, it's hard… 387 00:20:44,560 --> 00:20:47,880 In fucking ten, nine, eight… 388 00:20:47,960 --> 00:20:50,600 "I'm pregnant," she said 389 00:20:50,680 --> 00:20:52,720 Mwah! Thanks, sweetie. Love you. 390 00:20:56,720 --> 00:20:58,200 -Love you. -Love you too. 391 00:20:58,280 --> 00:20:59,400 -Bye. -Bye. 392 00:21:02,680 --> 00:21:03,960 It's just crazy. 393 00:21:04,040 --> 00:21:08,000 So many countries, so many cities, so many different cultures. 394 00:21:13,240 --> 00:21:15,040 It's incredible to think about. 395 00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:17,160 It's just the beginning. 396 00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:20,280 Honey, I'm so high 397 00:21:20,360 --> 00:21:23,160 Lost my way 398 00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:26,720 Honey, I'm so high 399 00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:29,680 Bound to fail 400 00:21:29,760 --> 00:21:30,600 New York City, baby! 401 00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:32,880 CHINA 402 00:21:36,320 --> 00:21:37,640 Honey, I'm so… 403 00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:06,320 For most of my life, I've just been riding the waves. 404 00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:09,280 And if you've ever tried catching a wave, 405 00:22:09,960 --> 00:22:13,240 you just can't stop… chasing them, you know? 406 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:17,800 And when you do catch one, you know it'll be over soon. 407 00:22:18,320 --> 00:22:19,920 It won't last forever. 408 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:22,840 And that's why it's crazy when you're riding it, 409 00:22:22,920 --> 00:22:24,800 because you know that it's gonna end. 410 00:22:24,880 --> 00:22:27,040 That's why it feels incredible, you know? 411 00:22:27,120 --> 00:22:29,200 That's what's so cool about surfing. 412 00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:33,200 The ride only lasts 15 seconds, then you paddle for 15 minutes. 413 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:34,680 It's totally worth it. 414 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:36,800 Because it's magical. 415 00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:40,040 And that's what I'm chasing. 416 00:22:40,120 --> 00:22:41,840 The adrenaline rush. The wave. 417 00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:45,800 I… That looks so intense. 418 00:22:46,920 --> 00:22:48,000 It's incredible. 419 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:55,920 Mm. 420 00:22:56,520 --> 00:22:57,400 Mm. 421 00:22:58,440 --> 00:22:59,400 -Hm. -Mm! 422 00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:01,440 There you go. 423 00:23:02,800 --> 00:23:04,120 On the good days, 424 00:23:04,200 --> 00:23:07,200 I mean, when I'm feeling… energized, 425 00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:09,280 when I wake up and had a good night's sleep, 426 00:23:09,360 --> 00:23:11,320 I'm grateful, y'know, and everything's fine. 427 00:23:11,400 --> 00:23:14,320 And I'm like, "Of course, he's gotta do that." 428 00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:17,480 I mean, yeah, it's tough, but at the same time, we chose this life. 429 00:23:17,560 --> 00:23:20,080 As long as the girls are happy, and they feel safe with me, 430 00:23:20,160 --> 00:23:22,120 and they're feeling good when they're with Dad. 431 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:24,640 I mean, they're doing great. We're doing great. 432 00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:27,360 It's an endless swirl of positivity. 433 00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:30,800 Other days, if I'm worn out in the morning, 434 00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:33,120 and the kids are cranky or they're crying… 435 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:35,440 bad stuff keeps happening all morning, 436 00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:38,200 like I knock over six glasses, 437 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:40,800 before it's even 10 a.m., you know? 438 00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:42,040 I feel kinda like… 439 00:23:42,120 --> 00:23:44,200 Why isn't he home? 440 00:23:44,280 --> 00:23:46,840 Why did he say yes to this? Why are we choosing this life? 441 00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:50,040 Can't we have a quiet life and spend more time together? 442 00:23:50,120 --> 00:23:53,880 I mean, he could just go out and get a… job around the corner 443 00:23:53,960 --> 00:23:55,800 like everybody else, you know? 444 00:23:57,040 --> 00:23:59,080 It comes at a cost, 445 00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:01,520 when you choose to chase your dream 446 00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:03,040 so intensely, y'know? 447 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:05,560 It comes at a cost for your family. 448 00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:07,560 He pays a price too, but… 449 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:09,320 Yeah. 450 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:12,880 Hi, Bella. 451 00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:17,240 Hi, sweetie. Hi, my love. 452 00:24:18,040 --> 00:24:21,120 She's so stinkin' cute. She's killing me. 453 00:24:21,840 --> 00:24:23,800 Hi, sweetie. Hi. 454 00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:27,480 Hi. Hi, hi, honey. 455 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:31,160 Hi, hi. 456 00:24:35,360 --> 00:24:36,840 Hi, hi. 457 00:24:37,800 --> 00:24:39,000 Hi, hi. 458 00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:40,480 Blow kisses. Yeah. 459 00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:41,440 Bye! 460 00:24:45,920 --> 00:24:48,120 I feel a bit like Ray Charles. You know? 461 00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:51,560 Come on, let's go. 462 00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:54,520 You come in before it starts. 463 00:24:54,600 --> 00:24:56,360 Bop! Diggy-diggy-dig-dig… 464 00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:57,840 And then you come in there. 465 00:24:57,920 --> 00:24:58,760 Bop! 466 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:36,720 Oh my God, no way! That was incredible! 467 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:39,320 I want to keep on playing. It was fantastic, man! 468 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:41,160 -They're still out there. -Are they? 469 00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:42,360 No, no, no, no. 470 00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:45,520 No, fuck that. Come on, guys. Come on, let's go play acoustic. 471 00:25:45,600 --> 00:25:46,560 Let's do this. 472 00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:55,680 We have to play more. 473 00:26:15,320 --> 00:26:18,400 If we're gonna do this, we're gonna do it completely acoustic. 474 00:26:18,480 --> 00:26:20,440 And we're gonna come down there to you. 475 00:26:27,480 --> 00:26:28,680 Ready, guys? 476 00:26:28,760 --> 00:26:29,840 Yeah! 477 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:31,000 All right. Shh! 478 00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:35,280 -"Baby, I'm pregnant," she said -…she said 479 00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:39,400 And I saw my whole life 480 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:42,240 Flash before my eyes 481 00:26:43,040 --> 00:26:46,400 I mean, they stayed out there shouting for 20 minutes. 482 00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:49,440 "More! We want more!" 483 00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:52,200 I mean, that's so sick, man. 484 00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:53,680 Fucking crazy. 485 00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:57,160 Jesus Christ, man. 486 00:26:57,240 --> 00:26:58,560 Sing it. 487 00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:01,640 Feels like my life is over 488 00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:04,560 Feels like my future's crushed… 489 00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:08,480 What just happened, that moment, that's why I do what I do. 490 00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:10,760 They should go home thinking, 491 00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:16,000 "That was pure, honest, authentic passion." 492 00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:18,000 If that's how they leave, 493 00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:20,800 then maybe they'll wake up feeling motivated or inspired. 494 00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:23,000 That's when music becomes so magical. 495 00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:24,440 Shit, that's crazy. 496 00:27:24,960 --> 00:27:26,760 I just love playing music! 497 00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:29,480 I wanna play music forever, man! 498 00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:37,240 Yeah! 499 00:27:37,320 --> 00:27:38,680 DADDY'S HOME 500 00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:41,760 Mom, come on! You have to open the door for Daddy. 501 00:27:42,280 --> 00:27:44,080 Of course, honey. Hold on. 502 00:27:46,080 --> 00:27:49,800 We're watching the clouds Changing shapes 503 00:27:49,880 --> 00:27:53,080 Wait for the storm and taste the rain 504 00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:58,240 But if we're standing still now It'll be too late 505 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,000 Okay. Let's start with today. 506 00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:08,720 -Today and tomorrow, band rehearsals. -I have a meeting with Jannick. 507 00:28:08,800 --> 00:28:11,800 -Yeah, tomorrow. -That was my mistake. It's today. 508 00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:15,640 Then I've got a fashion show, then I'll get the kids. 509 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,320 -A fashion show. -Yeah, it's Fashion Week. 510 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:21,520 And then tomorrow… you're rehearsing all day again. 511 00:28:21,600 --> 00:28:25,200 -And I've got shows and presentations. -And you've got a dinner that evening? 512 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:27,160 Yes. I'm going to dinner in the evening. 513 00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:28,760 -What? -Honey. 514 00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:31,960 -I committed to one dinner. -I'll be gone for six days, Cecilie. 515 00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:33,960 Dinner with Georg Jensen? 516 00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:35,200 I'm gonna be gone… 517 00:28:35,720 --> 00:28:38,400 Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday. 518 00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:40,760 You're not going to that dinner right before I leave. 519 00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:42,280 I committed ages ago. 520 00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:46,200 -Come on, I don't give a shit. -It's been on the calendar. Seriously? 521 00:28:46,280 --> 00:28:48,760 Okay, dinner with Georg, then I'm gone for a week. 522 00:28:48,840 --> 00:28:50,800 So let's start from when I'm back. 523 00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:52,720 You got a modeling job in Mallorca? 524 00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:54,800 Yes, it'll be Sunday and Monday. 525 00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:57,640 As if you're hearing this for the first time. 526 00:28:57,720 --> 00:28:58,720 Oh my God. 527 00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:01,360 -It's like I've been talking to a wall. -Let me get this straight. 528 00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:03,920 The night before I leave for a week, you have a dinner. 529 00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:06,320 -When I get back, you leave for two days? -One day. 530 00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:09,120 I understand that it can get complicated 531 00:29:09,200 --> 00:29:12,440 if I just say yes to things that I have to travel for. 532 00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:14,520 It takes so much more planning now. 533 00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:15,960 You know, in the past… 534 00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:18,800 I mean, I traveled all the time. 535 00:29:18,880 --> 00:29:22,200 But I want to be able to say yes to job offers again. 536 00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:25,840 And I've been saying no… ever since the girls were born. 537 00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:28,760 -I haven't accepted any jobs abroad. -But it's at the same-- 538 00:29:28,840 --> 00:29:30,360 I've only accepted two jobs. 539 00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:32,440 Tell me which day you're leaving for Asia. 540 00:29:32,520 --> 00:29:35,120 That's why I don't want to look at my calendar. I mean… 541 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:39,240 But it's important that you check it and know what's coming up for us. 542 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:40,920 I know about all these commitments. 543 00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:43,240 -None of it is surprising. -No, I'm not surprised either. 544 00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:46,760 I just looked at the whole month, and it got much more real, you know? 545 00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:48,040 Yeah. 546 00:29:54,680 --> 00:29:57,040 Yeah, it's a tricky situation because 547 00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:59,680 she… makes so much room for me. 548 00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:02,120 I can do anything. She never says no. 549 00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:07,920 But when… I'm home, I spend all my time with them, you know? 550 00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:11,480 And she makes a lot of plans for when I'm home. 551 00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:14,840 I can't tell her she can't do that. 552 00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:18,840 I can just let her know that… that I'll be gone for a week or so, 553 00:30:18,920 --> 00:30:22,800 and that it'd be nice if we were together on the last night. 554 00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:25,640 -What's up, guys? -Whoa! 555 00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:27,480 -Bring it in. -Look at this guy! 556 00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:29,080 My man! 557 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:30,480 -You good? -Yeah. 558 00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:31,880 -What's up? -How you doing? 559 00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:37,160 Sing your heart out and make it count 560 00:30:37,720 --> 00:30:41,040 For my people, for my daughters 561 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:44,840 I planted a seed and you gave it water 562 00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:49,600 For all the days That you stayed right by my side 563 00:30:51,680 --> 00:30:55,640 And now I know 564 00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:59,360 I'm not alone 565 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:03,000 You make it grow 566 00:31:03,080 --> 00:31:05,440 But above it all 567 00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:08,400 You give me something to believe in 568 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:11,920 You could use some coffee as well, huh? 569 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:13,520 You're so tired. 570 00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:15,400 You know, your sister woke you up. 571 00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:17,440 She loved that. 572 00:31:17,520 --> 00:31:20,480 Ready for school, sweetie? Should we grab your lunch? 573 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:30,360 My dream is having and raising a family. 574 00:31:30,440 --> 00:31:31,400 I love it. 575 00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:34,520 But at the same time, I realize that 576 00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:37,560 since Christopher travels so much and is 577 00:31:38,520 --> 00:31:40,760 away from home so much of the time, 578 00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:44,120 at home I have to be the rock, you know, the base. 579 00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:46,720 Keep things calm and structured, and… 580 00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:48,400 of course I enjoy that. 581 00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:52,000 But that also means that more than I'd like, 582 00:31:52,080 --> 00:31:56,400 I have to sacrifice other things that bring me joy and inspiration. 583 00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:58,000 Okay, let's see. 584 00:31:58,080 --> 00:32:00,640 How we doing on the right side? 585 00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:02,440 There's a little bit of a slip… 586 00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:04,360 -A slip? -…when you start to sing. 587 00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:06,160 -Oh, can you hear me? -Okay. So… 588 00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:08,160 We should talk about my dinner plans. 589 00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,840 Yeah. I think it's a bit much, and I just… 590 00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:14,960 I know. Listen, that's why I'm calling. 591 00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:18,960 I'm happy to drop it for you. I would drop anything for you. 592 00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:22,240 But it wouldn't just be for my sake. 593 00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:24,680 You know? It's for… us. It's not just about me. 594 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:28,160 It's for both of us. It's so we can spend the night together, right? 595 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:29,240 Honey. 596 00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:31,480 I'm with the girls all the time, 597 00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:33,840 and I do love being with them, 598 00:32:33,920 --> 00:32:36,040 but I do it to spend more time with you. 599 00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:38,640 Or all of you, the girls too. 600 00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:42,320 But mostly, it's for you. Of course if I cancel, it's for you. 601 00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,600 NOELLE'S TO DO'S BRUSH TEETH - COMB HAIR - PLAY - SING 602 00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:07,560 I have to take responsibility for my choices. 603 00:33:07,640 --> 00:33:08,760 We chose to have kids. 604 00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:10,520 They're my first priority. 605 00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,120 And… 606 00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:17,000 that's what I have to keep reminding myself, 607 00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:20,440 that the next couple of years… are about them. 608 00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:21,520 And then… 609 00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:24,800 I can pursue a career again later. 610 00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:29,480 And I can tell myself that. 611 00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:31,680 But it's easier said than done. 612 00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:34,560 At least right now. 613 00:33:39,680 --> 00:33:40,880 Can you say "bye-bye?" 614 00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:44,880 Hi-hi. 615 00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:46,320 -Kiss for Dad? -Hi-hi. 616 00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:49,560 -Aw, thank you, sweetie! -Aw, group hug! 617 00:33:57,840 --> 00:34:02,520 It kind of feels like this is when the other half of my double life begins. 618 00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:08,040 How do you hold on 619 00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:11,080 When there's nothing to hold on to? 620 00:34:14,160 --> 00:34:16,920 And what is a home run 621 00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:20,360 If it's a home without you? 622 00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:29,640 My wheels burning And yours keep turning around 623 00:34:33,440 --> 00:34:38,520 And when I think about it I'm not ready to go 624 00:34:42,640 --> 00:34:47,200 The more I think about it I'm not ready to go 625 00:34:55,880 --> 00:35:00,320 We sold 400 tickets, and I'm about to go up on stage, you know? 626 00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:03,840 It's going to look fucking ridiculous. 627 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:08,360 So now I'm about to play for an empty room. 628 00:35:13,440 --> 00:35:14,880 Damn it, this sucks! 629 00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:20,280 We've played for… 400 to 500 people in Paris before. 630 00:35:20,360 --> 00:35:21,480 It was incredible! 631 00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:23,960 It's not about the number of tickets at all. 632 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:27,680 It's that someone booked a venue that's way too big, you know. 633 00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:33,160 It's just all this fucking pressure, and I'm going on stage in four hours. 634 00:35:33,240 --> 00:35:35,880 And I need to sort of just bring… 635 00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:39,360 a good show, and I'm not put in a position 636 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,400 where I can, like, fucking do that. 637 00:35:44,880 --> 00:35:47,400 Hello out there… there… there… 638 00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:51,920 Fuck, I don't wanna go out there. 639 00:35:57,360 --> 00:36:00,480 The problem is that we're having electricity issues. 640 00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:03,160 The electricity is malfunctioning. We're so sorry. 641 00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:04,760 It's a big mess. 642 00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:07,160 -And… -So we're using the PA then? 643 00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:09,880 Yeah, but there are sidefits, which are like a PA, 644 00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:11,640 but it sends the sound your way. 645 00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:13,480 Pretty basic. 646 00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:14,560 Wow. 647 00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:17,720 Something else we could do… We need to fit some cables for it. 648 00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:21,080 But you could sit right in the middle… with some monitors. 649 00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:23,400 -I mean… -That sounds cozy. 650 00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:24,680 -Great idea. -Yeah. 651 00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:27,160 -So it'll sound totally different, then. -Yeah, it will. 652 00:36:27,240 --> 00:36:28,760 -You'll set it up? -Without microphones? 653 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,080 -You'll set it up on the floor? -With microphones. 654 00:36:31,160 --> 00:36:33,360 Let's go, full-on rock 'n' roll. It'll be great. 655 00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:52,640 I have no clue if it'll work. We don't know if it'll sound good 656 00:36:52,720 --> 00:36:54,640 or like… complete shit. 657 00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,600 The circumstances are so shitty right now 658 00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:07,400 that all I can do is fucking… my goddamn best. 659 00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:23,760 What's up, São Paulo? 660 00:37:25,880 --> 00:37:28,520 I cannot promise you this is gonna be a perfect show, 661 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:30,320 but I can promise you one thing. 662 00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:33,960 I'm gonna remember this forever, and it's gonna be a very special night. 663 00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:42,440 Honey, I am on my own, yeah 664 00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:49,600 Just kiss me, baby 665 00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:51,920 I love you! 666 00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:56,800 And everything will be… 667 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:04,040 All 668 00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:08,680 Right 669 00:38:10,840 --> 00:38:11,920 Thank you! 670 00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:18,280 Holy shit, dude! 671 00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:22,720 Who saw that coming? 672 00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:24,680 It was magical! 673 00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:28,080 Oh God, today was just a non-stop roller coaster. 674 00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:32,920 I'm so broken right now. I feel like I just ran a marathon. 675 00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:38,240 Tell me why the world Still spins 'round 676 00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:41,320 Why the birds sing this loud 677 00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:42,560 One more time, Rio, louder! 678 00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:45,120 It's like they don't understand 679 00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:46,800 You're gone 680 00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:52,240 And there's no reason For the stars to shine 681 00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:56,440 So tell them It's a waste of their time 682 00:38:56,520 --> 00:38:59,600 'Cause you're not here tonight 683 00:38:59,680 --> 00:39:01,320 Oh my 684 00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:05,400 You went on without me 685 00:39:05,480 --> 00:39:08,560 But don't forget about me 686 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:11,320 And this photograph 687 00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:16,760 Is the only proof we ever were in love 688 00:39:18,920 --> 00:39:20,280 Hi, sweetheart. 689 00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:22,280 Hey, pumpkin. 690 00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:23,640 Mwah! 691 00:39:24,240 --> 00:39:26,040 Where are you, at the library? 692 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:28,800 Is it fun? 693 00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:33,120 -Can you say "hi"? -Hi. 694 00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:35,080 We'll draw more rainbows. 695 00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:37,760 -One for Mom. -Thank you. 696 00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:40,440 One more. Nice, sweetie. 697 00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:41,480 Thank you. 698 00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:52,080 Cille also sent some pictures of Nulle, where she has a ponytail. 699 00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:54,080 She looks all grown up, but, like… 700 00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:57,600 The pictures on my phone are only a month old. 701 00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:01,720 And she looks so tiny. So much happens while you're away, y'know? 702 00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:05,440 Especially with a six-month-old, but also with a toddler, I mean… 703 00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:08,560 It's just… you know, you miss all the little things. 704 00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:11,280 You're not around for those tiny moments that matter. 705 00:40:11,360 --> 00:40:13,920 It's those tiny moments when you get to know them, 706 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:17,360 and watch them develop, and… they get attached to you. 707 00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:19,080 I miss so much of that. 708 00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:22,360 The first year of her life, I've been like, "Bye-bye." 709 00:40:26,720 --> 00:40:30,880 And of course, you can't get that back, you know. Can't go back in time. 710 00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:41,760 This isn't the kind of dad I thought I'd be. 711 00:40:44,680 --> 00:40:47,280 "Let's have some kids, and not spend time with them." 712 00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:50,240 I know that 713 00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:53,000 she does need her dad. 714 00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:56,880 Cille says she wakes up at night and asks, "Where's Dad?" 715 00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:06,280 "He's gone, chasing his dream." 716 00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:40,040 What's my priority right now? 717 00:41:41,720 --> 00:41:45,400 Is it more important to be with my family, with my daughters? 718 00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:48,040 Or is it more important to play all these shows? 719 00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:50,320 Like, "This is my shot. I have to take it." 720 00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:53,320 "And if I don't, I'll regret it for the rest of my life." 721 00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:56,360 It may not be the greatest, but it is the most important thing. 722 00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:58,880 Because it's not just about how I'm feeling right now, 723 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:00,960 and what my feelings are telling me. 724 00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:03,600 It's about all of the legwork I've put into it. 725 00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:09,320 And then I can't stand at the launch pad and say, "I'll just take a detour." 726 00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:16,760 Maybe the most important thing… 727 00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:22,640 is to simply acknowledge that it's hard to have two kids and a career like this 728 00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:24,600 and suck it up. That's all I can do. 729 00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:28,080 I made all these choices myself. I chose to go on tour. 730 00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:30,000 And I chose to have two kids. 731 00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:32,640 Stop whining. 732 00:42:43,840 --> 00:42:47,400 Tell me if you know 733 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:49,480 Fool's gold 734 00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:53,360 "Fool's Gold" is kind of like a metaphor… for success. 735 00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:55,480 I think three… 736 00:42:55,560 --> 00:42:57,760 Do you think we have what we need for this one? 737 00:42:57,840 --> 00:42:59,000 Yeah, sure. 738 00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:04,200 Tell me if you know 739 00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:05,560 Fool's gold 740 00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:09,960 If it's too good to be true You're on the wrong road 741 00:43:13,880 --> 00:43:18,240 All the superficial things I've been chasing for many years, 742 00:43:18,320 --> 00:43:20,640 is it truly worth anything, 743 00:43:20,720 --> 00:43:24,240 or is it just… fool's gold? 744 00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:26,600 That's the big question. Is it worth it? 745 00:43:27,240 --> 00:43:29,400 Will I find gold at the end of this rainbow, 746 00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:32,480 or will I find myself at the end of this rainbow, thinking, 747 00:43:32,560 --> 00:43:35,320 "Why the hell did I do that? I've got gold at home." 748 00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:40,560 …know 749 00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:44,080 -We need to… Ah, yeah. That's okay. -Very nice. 750 00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:45,880 I fucking love this song. 751 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:48,120 It's so fucking powerful. 752 00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:50,160 I think it's done, isn't it? 753 00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:56,440 Sweetheart, not the knife. Let's wash it. 754 00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:58,480 -Hi. -Hi, honey. 755 00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:03,080 Look, it's Dad. Can you tell him who came to visit you in kindergarten today? 756 00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:06,400 -The Easter Bunny. -The Easter Bunny? 757 00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:08,560 Seriously? 758 00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:11,200 Can you tell me about the Easter Bunny, Nulle? 759 00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:13,880 I think Dad should tell us what the plan is. 760 00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:16,520 Emil tells me that you're not coming home on Sunday. 761 00:44:16,600 --> 00:44:20,440 You're coming home Tuesday instead, but you haven't told me anything. 762 00:44:20,520 --> 00:44:23,240 I'm hoping you'll be home for a couple days after Nashville, 763 00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:25,480 so you have time to unwind with us. 764 00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:27,920 I don't know what's happening. 765 00:44:28,680 --> 00:44:31,600 Yeah, I'm not sure what's happening next, because… 766 00:44:31,680 --> 00:44:34,880 But, honey, you can't land on Sunday, then get up Monday morning 767 00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:36,120 completely jet-lagged 768 00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:38,720 and then be ready for a bunch of people in Sweden. 769 00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:41,840 I mean, why not take two full days, to give you time 770 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,560 to adjust to the time zone and catch your breath? 771 00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:48,520 Because… I mean, there's no other option. 772 00:44:49,200 --> 00:44:51,800 Honey, I'm so fed up with you not being home, okay? 773 00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:53,800 -I just want you home. -Yeah. 774 00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:55,920 Let me put it this way. 775 00:44:56,880 --> 00:44:58,040 I'm not… 776 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:03,720 I'm not okay with you being gone longer, you know? 777 00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:13,080 If it's too good to be true You're on the wrong road 778 00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:21,920 I'm too young to regret Falling for fool's gold 779 00:45:25,160 --> 00:45:28,720 Before I forget Can you show me heaven? 780 00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:31,360 For my eyes won't let 781 00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:35,680 Me see how far it goes 782 00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:39,600 Tell me do you know 783 00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:41,000 Fool's gold 784 00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:53,320 I kind of feel like the Cecilie I've always been, before I had kids. 785 00:45:53,400 --> 00:45:55,320 That's how I've lived most of my life. 786 00:45:55,840 --> 00:45:57,320 That version of me has changed. 787 00:45:57,400 --> 00:46:01,160 So many things that are essential pieces of my identity 788 00:46:01,240 --> 00:46:02,960 also stem from my job. 789 00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:05,280 I've written a book called Instagrim. 790 00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:08,040 It's about social media and its effect on mental health. 791 00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:12,120 I hope my work can expand your knowledge a little bit more, and most importantly, 792 00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:14,880 create awareness and encourage more open dialogue 793 00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:16,800 about a very serious issue. 794 00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:23,640 This week's biggest shitstorm hit Cecilie Haugaard. 795 00:46:23,720 --> 00:46:26,400 She wrote a book on social media, and is now accused of being 796 00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:28,080 a hypocrite and part of the problem. 797 00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:29,360 People are asking, 798 00:46:29,440 --> 00:46:31,800 are you the best person to be talking about this issue? 799 00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:33,800 It's clearly put people on the defensive. 800 00:46:33,880 --> 00:46:35,640 There's been so much pushback. 801 00:46:35,720 --> 00:46:39,080 So many people are upset that she's taking this stance. 802 00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:44,120 Hey there. My book Instagrim, which is coming out tomorrow, 803 00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:46,360 has already drawn a lot of attention. 804 00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:49,760 Thanks so much for your interest, 805 00:46:49,840 --> 00:46:52,400 and thanks to those who have shared kind words. 806 00:46:52,920 --> 00:46:55,560 That said, I'm also open to the critique, 807 00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:57,760 and I take it to heart. 808 00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:06,600 Tell me how you're feeling. What's happening with it all? 809 00:47:06,680 --> 00:47:08,600 What's the latest update? What's up next? 810 00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:11,720 Well, I mean, everybody's telling me to let it go, 811 00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:13,800 now that I've shared that post, 812 00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:16,080 and that I should stop thinking about it. 813 00:47:16,160 --> 00:47:19,160 They're saying that I should enjoy peace and quiet for a bit. 814 00:47:19,240 --> 00:47:22,560 Then later I can get out there and contribute to this conversation 815 00:47:22,640 --> 00:47:23,680 in a productive way. 816 00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:25,640 -Yeah. -And not make it about me, personally. 817 00:47:25,720 --> 00:47:27,160 Social media is what it is. 818 00:47:27,240 --> 00:47:29,840 -I can't go on there… -You can't change Instagram. 819 00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:33,120 No, it'll always be like that. I'm not saying I'm perfect. 820 00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:35,560 I'm deeply confused by social media too. 821 00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:38,400 I'm caught up in it the same way everybody else is. 822 00:47:38,480 --> 00:47:41,200 I'm not trying to change social media by myself. 823 00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:44,040 I just thought, "Let's understand it better, 824 00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:45,840 so that we can control it 825 00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:48,240 rather than social media controlling us." 826 00:47:48,320 --> 00:47:50,400 You know what we could do, as a society? 827 00:47:50,480 --> 00:47:53,120 We could create more information on how it all works, 828 00:47:53,200 --> 00:47:56,800 which would help us regulate its effect and highlight the issues. 829 00:47:56,880 --> 00:48:00,080 And then we can start an honest debate and educate young people. 830 00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,200 That would go a long way to addressing the dangers-- 831 00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:04,760 Honey, hang on a sec. This is how you should talk. Look, I-- 832 00:48:04,840 --> 00:48:06,400 What you're saying right now, 833 00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,520 the way you're laying it out for me? 834 00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:10,840 That's how I wanted you to talk in the video. 835 00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:13,120 -I'm not trying to… I'm just saying-- -Honey, hold on. 836 00:48:13,200 --> 00:48:16,080 -I know. Please, just listen. -There's so much more I wanted to say. 837 00:48:16,160 --> 00:48:18,360 -Honey, calm down. I'm not trying… -I was broken. 838 00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:20,400 -…to upset you or get you worked up. -I was a mess. 839 00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:21,920 I could barely collect my thoughts. 840 00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:24,040 -Okay, I'm just saying… -I had nothing left. 841 00:48:24,120 --> 00:48:27,600 I'm not being hard on you. I'm not saying all this to criticize you. 842 00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:29,640 I'm just saying, I know you so well, 843 00:48:29,720 --> 00:48:33,200 and I know that when you dig deep and speak directly from your heart, 844 00:48:33,280 --> 00:48:34,840 you touch people. 845 00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:38,680 The more you express broad opinions, the more people might spin it… 846 00:48:38,760 --> 00:48:42,160 -And the more know-it-alls are… -I didn't have any time to process. 847 00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:45,120 Yeah, but that was the best I could do because-- 848 00:48:45,200 --> 00:48:48,360 I mean, I was anxious about it all day. That was me trying. 849 00:48:48,880 --> 00:48:49,800 Anyway… 850 00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:52,840 Let's stop. I don't want to argue about the past. 851 00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:55,160 If you were here, you could help strategize. 852 00:48:55,240 --> 00:48:56,240 Yeah. 853 00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:57,920 -Sorry? -We need help with the gear. 854 00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:00,880 The biggest mistake of all was having that deadline. You still there? 855 00:49:01,640 --> 00:49:02,640 Yeah, I'm listening. 856 00:49:02,720 --> 00:49:05,720 They want me to help them with the gear, but I'm not going to. 857 00:49:06,320 --> 00:49:09,320 Okay. It's time for bed now. Let's give Dad a kiss, okay? 858 00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:11,320 -Then I'll tuck you in. -No. 859 00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:13,960 Yeah. Give me a little kiss. Good night, sweetie. 860 00:49:14,040 --> 00:49:18,040 -We lost you. What did you say? -Nothing. All good. It doesn't matter. 861 00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:20,120 Bye-bye, Nulle. Sleep tight. 862 00:49:20,680 --> 00:49:22,360 Honey, you're breaking up a lot. 863 00:49:22,880 --> 00:49:24,720 I'm sorry. I'm in New York. 864 00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:26,720 The Internet here is terrible. 865 00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:28,920 You're in New York? 866 00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:30,920 That sounds great. 867 00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:32,720 -It's so cool. -Ready for the show? 868 00:49:33,760 --> 00:49:36,560 Yeah. I had a big meeting, but, you know… 869 00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:41,160 We've had a million meetings about this tour, 870 00:49:41,240 --> 00:49:42,760 and a new record and all that. 871 00:49:42,840 --> 00:49:45,080 But I haven't been able to tell you about it. 872 00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:48,240 Nulle? Time for bed. Go upstairs. 873 00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:50,280 Mom, would you give Nulle-- 874 00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:53,240 Wow! It's so hard to have a conversation like this. 875 00:49:53,320 --> 00:49:54,280 What's that? 876 00:49:54,360 --> 00:49:56,040 It seems like every time we talk, 877 00:49:56,120 --> 00:49:59,720 we can't just have a normal conversation because someone's yelling, or… 878 00:50:00,880 --> 00:50:03,520 But I don't want to go to bed yet, Mommy. 879 00:50:04,120 --> 00:50:05,680 I want to talk to Daddy. 880 00:50:12,960 --> 00:50:17,120 If you give me time I swear I'll do better 881 00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:19,400 Just throw me a line 882 00:50:19,480 --> 00:50:23,360 Throw me a line We'll sing together 883 00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:25,480 All of this pain 884 00:50:25,560 --> 00:50:29,640 Don't walk away 'Cause I know I can change 885 00:50:29,720 --> 00:50:31,480 My stubborn heart 886 00:50:31,560 --> 00:50:33,640 Sounds like you're singing from your heart. 887 00:50:33,720 --> 00:50:36,480 -Yeah, you'd better believe it! -Oh yeah? 888 00:50:36,560 --> 00:50:39,560 You need to feel sad to play something like that, you know? 889 00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:40,840 You're sad? 890 00:50:40,920 --> 00:50:41,840 About what? 891 00:50:44,680 --> 00:50:46,840 It's about not feeling good enough. 892 00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:49,520 About wanting forgiveness. 893 00:50:50,240 --> 00:50:52,080 When you didn't ask for permission. 894 00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:57,680 About being selfish and having your head up your ass. 895 00:50:59,080 --> 00:51:01,200 -Yeah. -Making really bad decisions. 896 00:51:01,280 --> 00:51:03,160 In really important situations. 897 00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:07,320 I'll give you paint Show you my colors 898 00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:09,760 Whatever it takes 899 00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:13,720 Tell me if you're running From all my mistakes 900 00:51:14,640 --> 00:51:18,600 Don't walk away 'Cause I know I can change 901 00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:20,440 My stubborn heart 902 00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:30,640 It's hard not being on the same page. 903 00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:33,680 That's why it's been so hard for us lately. 904 00:51:34,240 --> 00:51:37,240 Because of that shitstorm, but also just in general. 905 00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:42,440 She's tried to open up and share her feelings, 906 00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:44,920 but I couldn't truly take it in. 907 00:51:45,000 --> 00:51:48,320 It's like I've been away so much that I just couldn't relate 908 00:51:48,400 --> 00:51:52,400 to the pain she was feeling, the trauma that she was going through. 909 00:51:52,480 --> 00:51:55,000 She's at a crossroads. She's in crisis. 910 00:51:55,880 --> 00:51:59,080 And I've been on a world tour, flying high, you know? 911 00:51:59,160 --> 00:52:01,240 And when I come home, I wanna share it all, 912 00:52:01,320 --> 00:52:02,840 but she can't hear it either. 913 00:52:03,360 --> 00:52:07,360 She can't relate, and she hasn't had the energy to listen to it. 914 00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:10,600 Just like I'm not able to listen… to her. 915 00:52:11,760 --> 00:52:15,120 I'm trying, and I think she's trying too, but… 916 00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:19,600 It's just that we've always been… on the same wavelength with each other. 917 00:52:19,680 --> 00:52:22,480 And for the first time, we're talking past each other. 918 00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:26,560 And it's been… so goddamn difficult to communicate. 919 00:52:26,640 --> 00:52:27,640 And like… 920 00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:33,680 I can see it in her face. She looks at me like… 921 00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:35,200 "You're not even here." 922 00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:39,720 And I catch myself looking at her like, "Why aren't you getting this?" 923 00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:41,160 You know? 924 00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:45,600 All of my issues 925 00:52:45,680 --> 00:52:48,800 I know I project them on you 926 00:52:50,280 --> 00:52:53,360 It's hard to swallow the truth 927 00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:58,120 But you give me something to lose 928 00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:03,600 I feel your hand is getting cold 929 00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:05,840 When I try to pull you closer 930 00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:08,120 I just want to let you know 931 00:53:08,200 --> 00:53:12,080 You're the only one That's close enough 932 00:53:13,600 --> 00:53:17,040 So don't give up 933 00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:21,440 If you give me time 934 00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:23,640 I swear I'll do better 935 00:53:23,720 --> 00:53:25,840 Just throw me a line 936 00:53:25,920 --> 00:53:27,960 We'll sing together 937 00:53:28,040 --> 00:53:30,360 'Cause all of this pain 938 00:53:30,440 --> 00:53:32,160 Don't walk away 939 00:53:32,240 --> 00:53:35,240 'Cause I know I can change 940 00:53:35,320 --> 00:53:36,920 My stubborn heart 941 00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:40,920 Hello. Hi. 942 00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:41,840 Hi! 943 00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:44,280 -Hello! -Hello! 944 00:53:47,880 --> 00:53:49,680 Korea is extraordinary. 945 00:53:50,560 --> 00:53:53,880 Korea is where my music's really taken off. 946 00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:57,000 -See you tomorrow, Chris. -I'll see you tomorrow. 947 00:54:03,440 --> 00:54:04,560 Bye-bye! 948 00:54:05,600 --> 00:54:07,040 It's so crazy. 949 00:54:07,120 --> 00:54:08,920 It's like we're on another planet. 950 00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:15,480 I'm finally starting to grasp what's happening. 951 00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:19,440 Jesus, these shows are gonna be so wild. 952 00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:20,560 Totally insane! 953 00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:32,200 Holy shit! Oh my God! 954 00:54:32,280 --> 00:54:33,440 Look how big it is! 955 00:54:34,400 --> 00:54:36,200 No, no, no, no, no. 956 00:54:39,720 --> 00:54:41,000 Whoo-hoo-hoo. 957 00:54:42,600 --> 00:54:44,000 Oh, no way! 958 00:54:46,440 --> 00:54:48,240 I got the chills just now. 959 00:54:52,720 --> 00:54:53,680 Ahh! 960 00:54:53,760 --> 00:54:56,000 This is so crazy, bro! 961 00:54:56,080 --> 00:54:57,200 Wow! 962 00:54:57,280 --> 00:54:59,120 Is that just a huge screen? 963 00:54:59,200 --> 00:55:00,440 And over there too. 964 00:55:01,520 --> 00:55:02,880 -Wow! -It's gigantic. 965 00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:06,880 -Look at this. -This is so crazy. 966 00:55:06,960 --> 00:55:08,240 -Absolutely nuts. -It's so huge. 967 00:55:10,600 --> 00:55:13,720 It's the biggest show, the biggest headline concert 968 00:55:14,400 --> 00:55:15,800 that I've ever… 969 00:55:17,160 --> 00:55:18,160 played. 970 00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:22,600 It'll be even bigger at the Royal Arena, but… 971 00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:28,240 And there's so many steps to take before this moment, 972 00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:30,560 so much people don't know about. 973 00:55:30,640 --> 00:55:32,960 Hours upon hours of work. 974 00:55:33,480 --> 00:55:36,200 Barely, you know, keeping it together. 975 00:55:36,280 --> 00:55:38,760 Annyeonghaseyo, W Korea. It's Christopher here. 976 00:55:38,840 --> 00:55:40,760 Promotions, commercials. 977 00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:42,840 Hi, my name's Christopher, my new single, yada-yada. 978 00:55:42,920 --> 00:55:45,480 You can listen to it on your favorite platform. 979 00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:47,240 Hey! Annyeonghaseyo. It's Christopher here. 980 00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:48,840 Christopher. Let me in! 981 00:55:48,920 --> 00:55:52,640 All of that has to happen before I can walk out and say, 982 00:55:52,720 --> 00:55:54,960 "Korea, make some noise." 983 00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:01,640 Hello. Hi. 984 00:56:01,720 --> 00:56:03,600 There's a huge potential out here, 985 00:56:03,680 --> 00:56:05,720 but you really have to be ready for anything. 986 00:56:06,480 --> 00:56:10,040 You have to be prepared. You're always performing. 987 00:56:10,640 --> 00:56:11,720 Showtime, baby. 988 00:56:12,240 --> 00:56:13,440 All right! 989 00:56:13,520 --> 00:56:14,600 I'm like a court jester. 990 00:56:14,680 --> 00:56:17,520 Hey, everyone, welcome to the show. Please give it up for our guest, 991 00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:18,760 Christopher! 992 00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:20,320 Wait, wait, wait, wait 993 00:56:20,400 --> 00:56:21,920 I'm like a court jester. 994 00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:24,000 Want me to dance for you? I can do that. 995 00:56:24,080 --> 00:56:25,960 -Whoo! -Come on! 996 00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:29,240 A court jester, that's all I am. "Oh, cluck like a chicken?" 997 00:56:30,360 --> 00:56:31,800 "How loud do you want it?" 998 00:56:31,880 --> 00:56:34,200 -"Jeg elsker"… -Jeg elsker… 999 00:56:34,800 --> 00:56:36,240 -"Elsker." Yeah. -Elsker. 1000 00:56:37,240 --> 00:56:40,600 My only focus is on the huge concerts that we're playing. 1001 00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:42,880 It just makes sense to me 1002 00:56:42,960 --> 00:56:45,200 that everything else around me 1003 00:56:45,280 --> 00:56:46,560 feels meaningless. 1004 00:56:46,640 --> 00:56:49,080 My, my baby's bad, you know… 1005 00:56:49,960 --> 00:56:52,720 It's like, "Ah, okay. That's why." 1006 00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:56,160 That's why I sat in some street food kitchen and played "Bad." 1007 00:56:56,240 --> 00:56:58,760 First, you did a commercial with Young Ji. 1008 00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:00,440 Now you wanna make a song with her. 1009 00:57:01,760 --> 00:57:05,760 Trouble keep finding me Trouble keep finding me 1010 00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:07,440 Just punch that last one. 1011 00:57:07,520 --> 00:57:09,360 Trouble keep finding me 1012 00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:12,720 Trouble keep finding me Trouble keep finding me 1013 00:57:12,800 --> 00:57:14,240 Come on! 1014 00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:16,840 That was hard! That was fire! 1015 00:57:17,480 --> 00:57:20,200 I'm not looking for trouble 1016 00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:22,640 I'm pretendin' it's not temptin' 1017 00:57:22,720 --> 00:57:25,280 But, oh, it's a struggle 1018 00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:27,320 Trouble keep findin' me 1019 00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:30,080 Tryin' my best not to mess around 1020 00:57:30,160 --> 00:57:32,160 'Cause she's gonna bring me down 1021 00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:34,800 And I'm not looking for trouble 1022 00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:36,920 But trouble keep finding me 1023 00:57:38,880 --> 00:57:40,760 I've never met anyone that speaks so loud. 1024 00:57:40,840 --> 00:57:42,680 She's like… "Oh! Nice to meet you!" 1025 00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:46,520 There's no such thing as "just a tad" here. 1026 00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:48,000 "Just a tad of makeup." 1027 00:57:48,080 --> 00:57:49,360 "Paint it on!" 1028 00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:51,080 Give me some clown shoes to match. 1029 00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:53,960 Give me some balloons, and I'll put on a show. 1030 00:57:54,040 --> 00:57:57,120 I've got a six-pack. "Look at my six-pack. I mean…" 1031 00:57:58,280 --> 00:58:00,400 Trouble keep finding me 1032 00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:01,960 Trouble keep finding me 1033 00:58:09,640 --> 00:58:10,640 You okay? 1034 00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:22,440 Hey, babe. Look, right here. Dad's calling. 1035 00:58:22,520 --> 00:58:23,920 Hi, Nulle. 1036 00:58:25,240 --> 00:58:27,760 What's up, sweetie? Aw, what's wrong? 1037 00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:30,160 We've been trying to go home for over an hour now. 1038 00:58:31,920 --> 00:58:34,280 Wow. I miss you, sweetie. 1039 00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:36,520 Can you see what I'm eating? 1040 00:58:37,080 --> 00:58:39,040 -A burger. -Yeah, a burger. 1041 00:58:39,120 --> 00:58:41,160 It's late where you are, yeah? 1042 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:43,640 Yeah, it's midnight here. 1043 00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:45,840 It's been so crazy. 1044 00:58:45,920 --> 00:58:49,800 Today, four times she's decided to scream and cry right in my face, 1045 00:58:49,880 --> 00:58:51,160 like she's mad at me. 1046 00:58:51,240 --> 00:58:52,960 But I know it's just because 1047 00:58:53,480 --> 00:58:55,960 she's tired and got a few bruises. 1048 00:58:56,040 --> 00:58:59,040 I just… Whew. …had to take some deep breaths. 1049 00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:03,200 -But I look forward to showing-- -It's been tough. 1050 00:59:03,280 --> 00:59:05,040 …to showing you what I did today. 1051 00:59:05,560 --> 00:59:08,440 I feel like someone shouted in my face for 14 hours. 1052 00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:11,360 You feel that way too? 1053 00:59:11,440 --> 00:59:12,320 Yeah. 1054 00:59:13,120 --> 00:59:14,000 Seriously? 1055 00:59:14,960 --> 00:59:17,920 It's tough in a different way. It's just that I'm on all the time, 1056 00:59:18,000 --> 00:59:19,960 and feel like I'm always performing. 1057 00:59:20,040 --> 00:59:23,440 And there are constantly new people I have to do meet and greets with. 1058 00:59:23,520 --> 00:59:25,640 All these interactions feel scripted. 1059 00:59:26,680 --> 00:59:29,840 I'm in a penthouse apartment in Seoul drinking champagne 1060 00:59:29,920 --> 00:59:32,640 and eating burgers and spaghetti at midnight. 1061 00:59:33,360 --> 00:59:35,040 -Because-- -You're drinking champagne too? 1062 00:59:36,080 --> 00:59:37,080 I mean, why not? 1063 00:59:37,160 --> 00:59:38,160 Cheers. 1064 00:59:40,360 --> 00:59:41,360 Cheers, honey. 1065 00:59:41,440 --> 00:59:43,480 I'll drink a glass of milk or something. 1066 00:59:45,440 --> 00:59:47,880 It sucks that we're not all in Portugal right now. 1067 00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:48,800 Yeah. 1068 00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:52,200 So I'm glad to hear that it's worth it, what you guys are accomplishing. 1069 00:59:54,480 --> 00:59:55,600 -Yeah. -It means a lot. 1070 00:59:55,680 --> 00:59:56,920 Let's see. 1071 00:59:57,000 --> 00:59:59,560 I feel like I'm standing on sand 1072 00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:01,960 It's hard not to be around 1073 01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:13,120 Full speed ahead now 1074 01:00:13,640 --> 01:00:15,600 What the hell happens after that? 1075 01:00:17,560 --> 01:00:19,800 It's just a snapshot of how I'm feeling. 1076 01:00:19,880 --> 01:00:22,520 A glimpse into how it feels to be me right now. 1077 01:00:23,560 --> 01:00:28,040 It's the feeling that you're racing through life at 10,000 miles per hour, 1078 01:00:28,120 --> 01:00:31,640 but you know that you're on a collision course, you know? 1079 01:00:31,720 --> 01:00:33,440 At some point, you're gonna crash. 1080 01:00:35,720 --> 01:00:39,680 But I'm rotating around Cille, right? 1081 01:00:39,760 --> 01:00:42,480 You're bringing me… You're bringing me back into orbit. 1082 01:00:45,960 --> 01:00:48,760 Now you're bringing me back into orbit 1083 01:00:48,840 --> 01:00:50,520 Blame it on my damn self 1084 01:00:57,680 --> 01:01:00,360 So if I'd come back home after touring, 1085 01:01:00,440 --> 01:01:02,400 without my family as a foundation… 1086 01:01:03,280 --> 01:01:07,240 I think my life would have been filled with alcohol, and drugs, and women, 1087 01:01:07,320 --> 01:01:11,040 and… confusion, and arrogance, and an inferiority complex, 1088 01:01:11,120 --> 01:01:13,880 and without an anchor, I'd be flying through space. 1089 01:01:15,000 --> 01:01:17,440 But I don't care about The mess they made 1090 01:01:17,520 --> 01:01:20,080 I'm just… I'm just trying To make you proud 1091 01:01:20,160 --> 01:01:22,040 Yeah. I like "the mess I made." 1092 01:01:22,120 --> 01:01:25,800 -But right now I can't-- I'm sorry about-- -Oh, "I'm sorry about the mess I made." 1093 01:01:26,960 --> 01:01:31,920 You can just see the same story repeating itself over and over, right? 1094 01:01:32,000 --> 01:01:35,560 Millionaires who are unhappy. Movie stars who are miserable. 1095 01:01:35,640 --> 01:01:39,240 Super successful and massively talented musicians 1096 01:01:39,320 --> 01:01:41,040 who just get so lost in it all. 1097 01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:45,000 That's why it matters to have that one person you can lean on. 1098 01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:49,400 And say, "You truly see me. You're my person, and I'm here for you." 1099 01:01:49,480 --> 01:01:53,600 "You get what I'm going through, because you've been here from the start." 1100 01:01:53,680 --> 01:01:56,080 "You've been a part of the whole journey, 1101 01:01:56,160 --> 01:01:57,640 and all the ups and downs." 1102 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:02,680 So much has happened. 1103 01:02:02,760 --> 01:02:04,920 It feels like five years packed into one. 1104 01:02:06,360 --> 01:02:08,120 I mean, it got so crazy so quickly. 1105 01:02:08,200 --> 01:02:11,080 First the movie release, then the new album… 1106 01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:13,640 And the world tour, all while renovating a house. 1107 01:02:13,720 --> 01:02:17,880 Then Cecilie's whole shitstorm, and the two kids, it's all just so… 1108 01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:21,400 Yeah. It's been a lot. 1109 01:02:22,600 --> 01:02:25,240 It's been non-stop, so it's not really a… 1110 01:02:27,000 --> 01:02:29,920 surprise that we've both been feeling all this pressure, 1111 01:02:30,000 --> 01:02:34,800 and that it's felt like we've been living two separate lives. 1112 01:02:35,440 --> 01:02:37,920 We're not together enough. We're living apart. 1113 01:02:38,440 --> 01:02:40,360 We need to spend time together. 1114 01:02:40,440 --> 01:02:43,800 Cecilie could come out here for a couple of days. 1115 01:02:43,880 --> 01:02:46,680 Just to see what's going on in Korea. She's never been. 1116 01:02:47,200 --> 01:02:49,040 So, she'll be coming tomorrow. 1117 01:02:49,560 --> 01:02:51,560 It's crazy playing for 12,000. 1118 01:02:52,320 --> 01:02:53,200 Anywhere. 1119 01:02:53,720 --> 01:02:54,800 She has to see it. 1120 01:02:55,520 --> 01:02:56,560 She can't miss it. 1121 01:02:57,440 --> 01:02:59,760 It's such a huge accomplishment, 1122 01:02:59,840 --> 01:03:04,320 and with everything that both of us have had to sacrifice to get here… 1123 01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:08,720 She's sacrificed just as much as I have to make this happen. 1124 01:03:08,800 --> 01:03:11,480 So she ought to be able to be here too. 1125 01:03:11,560 --> 01:03:15,160 Who's gonna save my soul If your love runs cold? 1126 01:03:15,240 --> 01:03:18,200 Who's gonna bring me back Back into orbit? 1127 01:03:18,920 --> 01:03:22,160 I got a need for speed And I lose my feet 1128 01:03:22,240 --> 01:03:25,080 And then you're bringing me Back into orbit 1129 01:03:25,160 --> 01:03:26,360 There you are! 1130 01:03:26,440 --> 01:03:31,640 A small body of matter Just casually entering your atmosphere 1131 01:03:31,720 --> 01:03:33,200 Welcome to Korea. 1132 01:03:33,280 --> 01:03:36,040 Meteor man on a collision course 1133 01:03:36,120 --> 01:03:38,720 Ain't got no business around here 1134 01:03:40,560 --> 01:03:42,960 And I know I seem so far away 1135 01:03:43,040 --> 01:03:45,400 Just know that I'm always near 1136 01:03:46,760 --> 01:03:50,040 Just take a look at the sky above 1137 01:03:50,120 --> 01:03:52,760 And a streak of light will appear 1138 01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:55,440 Oh-oh! 1139 01:03:55,520 --> 01:03:57,600 I was born to be a spaceman 1140 01:03:57,680 --> 01:03:58,920 Oh-oh! 1141 01:03:59,000 --> 01:04:01,000 And my mama already know 1142 01:04:01,080 --> 01:04:02,120 Oh-oh! 1143 01:04:02,200 --> 01:04:04,160 Now you're giving me vertigo 1144 01:04:04,240 --> 01:04:05,680 But, oh-oh! 1145 01:04:05,760 --> 01:04:07,440 Going full speed so 1146 01:04:07,520 --> 01:04:10,880 Who's gonna save my soul If your love runs cold? 1147 01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:14,440 Who's gonna bring me back Back into orbit? 1148 01:04:14,520 --> 01:04:18,040 I got a need for speed And I lose my feet 1149 01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:21,520 And then you're bringing me Back into orbit 1150 01:04:21,600 --> 01:04:25,120 Who's gonna save my soul If your love runs cold? 1151 01:04:25,200 --> 01:04:28,160 Who's gonna bring me back Back into orbit? 1152 01:04:28,800 --> 01:04:31,960 And when you look at me You really look at me 1153 01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:36,280 That's why you're everything I ever wanted 1154 01:04:36,360 --> 01:04:37,400 Hey! 1155 01:04:38,720 --> 01:04:40,200 Mmm! 1156 01:04:43,320 --> 01:04:45,680 That was so wild. 1157 01:04:45,760 --> 01:04:48,000 -You were incredible. -Crazy. 1158 01:04:48,080 --> 01:04:50,600 The way you were singing at the end, just amazing. 1159 01:04:56,680 --> 01:04:59,000 We absolutely killed that shit. Fucking… 1160 01:04:59,080 --> 01:05:00,000 Yeah! 1161 01:05:02,240 --> 01:05:03,080 Yes! 1162 01:05:47,120 --> 01:05:48,560 Did you draw that? 1163 01:05:51,040 --> 01:05:52,520 Can you say hi? 1164 01:05:52,600 --> 01:05:53,600 Hi. 1165 01:05:55,520 --> 01:05:57,520 It's so rough right now. 1166 01:05:59,760 --> 01:06:01,920 I'm missing the girls so much today. 1167 01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:07,160 It's funny, when she was heading home, I was like, "Hey, I want to go with you." 1168 01:06:08,800 --> 01:06:11,720 I'm so spent. It's been such a long week. 1169 01:06:14,320 --> 01:06:16,320 And it's all hitting me. I'm wiped. 1170 01:06:19,480 --> 01:06:22,280 I'm gonna wake up and want to go right back to sleep. 1171 01:06:31,160 --> 01:06:35,200 Hey, man, it'll be great tonight. Five hundred people in here will be great! 1172 01:06:35,880 --> 01:06:37,840 Do we have the setlist? 1173 01:06:38,440 --> 01:06:40,040 Wow! 1174 01:06:40,120 --> 01:06:41,080 Cool. 1175 01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:43,320 I'm feeling so shitty right now. 1176 01:06:43,400 --> 01:06:45,560 -Really? -Yeah. I'm a mess. 1177 01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:48,440 When I woke up this morning with a sore throat, 1178 01:06:49,080 --> 01:06:50,920 I thought, "Here we go again." 1179 01:06:51,520 --> 01:06:53,640 I'll be fine. I'll power through. 1180 01:06:53,720 --> 01:06:56,280 I mean, when you talk about feeling sick, I'm like-- 1181 01:06:56,360 --> 01:06:59,480 -I know. -Your health is the most important thing. 1182 01:06:59,560 --> 01:07:02,240 You're the most essential piece of this whole machine. 1183 01:07:02,320 --> 01:07:04,400 If you break, no one else here matters. 1184 01:07:04,480 --> 01:07:06,960 I don't blame anybody but myself, though. 1185 01:07:07,040 --> 01:07:09,720 I keep giving into pressure and just saying yes to things 1186 01:07:09,800 --> 01:07:11,640 that I know are not going to be great, 1187 01:07:11,720 --> 01:07:15,440 but… those things are still important, and I want to do them all. 1188 01:07:15,520 --> 01:07:16,800 But we're going home, 1189 01:07:16,880 --> 01:07:19,160 then we'll have two days before going at it again, 1190 01:07:19,240 --> 01:07:23,680 and then we'll be working from… September 3rd to November 15th. 1191 01:07:25,200 --> 01:07:26,920 There's just no time to rest. 1192 01:07:27,720 --> 01:07:30,120 -You need some downtime. -It's crazy, but what else can we do? 1193 01:07:30,200 --> 01:07:32,320 -What about canceling some shows? -Yeah. 1194 01:07:33,520 --> 01:07:35,800 It's overwhelming to think that far ahead. 1195 01:07:36,440 --> 01:07:39,560 -But we kinda have to. -Yeah, that's important. 1196 01:07:39,640 --> 01:07:41,280 Eh, it would suck to cancel. 1197 01:07:42,880 --> 01:07:44,200 Yeah, that… 1198 01:07:45,240 --> 01:07:46,520 would be pretty rough. 1199 01:07:52,720 --> 01:07:55,480 We can take a song out to save your voice a bit. 1200 01:07:55,560 --> 01:07:58,720 I think the best one would be "I Hope This Song." 1201 01:07:59,320 --> 01:08:02,000 Okay. Let's do it. Remove that one. 1202 01:08:29,320 --> 01:08:32,600 It's the coolest job in the goddamn world! 1203 01:08:32,680 --> 01:08:34,840 Being on stage is the absolute best. 1204 01:08:35,360 --> 01:08:36,480 When you have energy. 1205 01:08:36,560 --> 01:08:38,160 How you feeling out there? 1206 01:08:39,440 --> 01:08:43,240 But then, I mean, wow, it can just 1207 01:08:43,320 --> 01:08:45,640 suck so much when you're exhausted. 1208 01:08:46,880 --> 01:08:50,200 It's just so hard, and then you drive past some apartments, 1209 01:08:50,280 --> 01:08:53,280 and you see all these small homes people live in, and think… 1210 01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:56,400 "Shit, so many people would give their right arm 1211 01:08:56,480 --> 01:08:57,840 to be tired on a tour bus." 1212 01:09:06,120 --> 01:09:09,040 Nice job. I don't know how you pulled that out of your ass. 1213 01:09:10,000 --> 01:09:12,000 -It hurt so much, man. -Really? 1214 01:09:12,080 --> 01:09:14,840 -Yeah. It sucked so bad. -We really couldn't tell. 1215 01:09:15,480 --> 01:09:16,760 Really great job. 1216 01:09:16,840 --> 01:09:17,880 Yeah. Really. 1217 01:09:19,560 --> 01:09:22,200 -You didn't sound tired. -Sounded like you were feeling great. 1218 01:09:22,280 --> 01:09:25,840 I know it wasn't that bad. It's just annoying that I'm in this situation again. 1219 01:09:25,920 --> 01:09:27,720 It's my own fault. It's frustrating. 1220 01:09:29,040 --> 01:09:31,360 I'll be like this until we're done in Beijing, 1221 01:09:31,440 --> 01:09:33,080 or I decide to cancel a show. 1222 01:09:33,160 --> 01:09:35,760 And that would suck! But I hate feeling like this. 1223 01:09:43,520 --> 01:09:47,280 I'm afraid that if I go to Beijing, and push through a show like that again, 1224 01:09:47,360 --> 01:09:48,480 it'll come at a cost. 1225 01:09:49,560 --> 01:09:51,800 I'm gonna pay for it after in a big way. 1226 01:09:53,480 --> 01:09:54,400 I can't do that. 1227 01:09:54,920 --> 01:09:56,680 I can't cancel. I won't. 1228 01:09:57,480 --> 01:09:58,960 I feel like I'm in this alone. 1229 01:09:59,040 --> 01:10:02,440 No one else understands what this is like. No one feels it like I do. 1230 01:10:29,360 --> 01:10:30,640 What up, my boy? 1231 01:10:31,160 --> 01:10:32,920 We can't play the show. That's it. 1232 01:10:33,720 --> 01:10:35,160 -It's done. -What'd they say? 1233 01:10:35,240 --> 01:10:37,920 He said my throat was super inflamed, 1234 01:10:38,000 --> 01:10:40,080 and then he did a COVID test, 1235 01:10:40,800 --> 01:10:41,880 and it was positive. 1236 01:10:43,240 --> 01:10:44,400 Shit, man. 1237 01:10:44,480 --> 01:10:46,400 But they gave me some killer meds. 1238 01:10:47,440 --> 01:10:49,840 I think we need to shut it down. 1239 01:10:49,920 --> 01:10:52,400 I mean, your throat is wrecked, 1240 01:10:52,480 --> 01:10:54,160 and you've got COVID. 1241 01:10:54,240 --> 01:10:57,200 And our biggest show ever is in less than a month. 1242 01:10:57,280 --> 01:10:58,320 ROYAL ARENA CONCERT 3 WEEKS 1243 01:10:58,400 --> 01:11:02,440 You're gonna need somebody to be taking care of you the next two weeks. 1244 01:11:07,280 --> 01:11:08,760 Or it'll break you. 1245 01:11:08,840 --> 01:11:14,400 I know you're right, but I'm the one that has to make that decision. 1246 01:11:14,480 --> 01:11:16,240 It's my call to cancel. 1247 01:11:16,320 --> 01:11:19,160 Meanwhile, I'm hearing nonstop how important it is. 1248 01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:22,760 People are dangling carrots, waving money around, 1249 01:11:22,840 --> 01:11:25,800 talking millions of views. That's really hard to turn down. 1250 01:11:25,880 --> 01:11:27,800 But right now, someone needs to be… 1251 01:11:28,880 --> 01:11:29,920 protecting you. 1252 01:11:33,120 --> 01:11:35,600 That's crazy! You've got COVID. 1253 01:11:35,680 --> 01:11:36,880 -Yeah. -Holy shit. 1254 01:11:36,960 --> 01:11:40,480 I can't remember the last time I felt so shitty on stage. 1255 01:11:41,200 --> 01:11:45,200 -Oh, honey… -Yeah, it's just so much pressure. 1256 01:11:45,840 --> 01:11:46,840 There's nothing worse. 1257 01:11:47,440 --> 01:11:48,800 Now I'm looking at… 1258 01:11:49,560 --> 01:11:53,160 you know, Lollapalooza and Djursland Bank Arena, 1259 01:11:53,800 --> 01:11:56,160 Royal Arena, those are super important gigs 1260 01:11:56,240 --> 01:11:58,640 all within the next three weeks. 1261 01:11:59,280 --> 01:12:04,120 And I just feel like I have to completely shut down the rest of it. 1262 01:12:14,240 --> 01:12:17,840 The thought of going home now is making me feel better already. 1263 01:12:22,920 --> 01:12:24,760 I actually don't think I can… 1264 01:12:25,920 --> 01:12:28,480 face being away for three weeks again. 1265 01:12:29,480 --> 01:12:33,720 I'll barely be home before I start prepping to leave again. 1266 01:12:34,920 --> 01:12:37,440 That'll be so hard, you know? 1267 01:12:50,520 --> 01:12:53,400 -Look, honey. Look who's home. -Hi, Nulle! 1268 01:12:55,000 --> 01:12:56,560 -Dad! -Give me a hug! 1269 01:12:57,480 --> 01:12:58,600 Hi, honey! 1270 01:13:00,200 --> 01:13:02,200 -Hey, sweetie. -Give Dad a kiss? 1271 01:13:08,320 --> 01:13:10,800 One, two, three! 1272 01:13:10,880 --> 01:13:11,960 Go! 1273 01:13:14,440 --> 01:13:18,720 Since our second child was born at the beginning of this year… 1274 01:13:18,800 --> 01:13:20,200 Oh. Mwah! 1275 01:13:20,280 --> 01:13:22,520 …I've been gone more than I've been home. 1276 01:13:23,360 --> 01:13:27,120 And I've been missing out on a lot of precious moments. 1277 01:13:27,880 --> 01:13:30,360 She can walk. Come. Yeah. 1278 01:13:30,440 --> 01:13:32,440 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah! 1279 01:13:32,520 --> 01:13:34,520 Bella. Bella! 1280 01:13:35,320 --> 01:13:36,640 Bella! 1281 01:13:36,720 --> 01:13:37,960 Now it's my turn, Dad. 1282 01:13:38,040 --> 01:13:39,440 Bella can walk! 1283 01:13:40,360 --> 01:13:43,040 -You can walk, sweetie! -It's my turn. It's my turn! 1284 01:13:43,120 --> 01:13:45,400 She's never done that before. 1285 01:13:46,160 --> 01:13:47,480 Wow! 1286 01:13:54,760 --> 01:13:57,240 While you were on tour, it's been… 1287 01:13:57,320 --> 01:13:59,720 a rough couple of months back home for your wife. 1288 01:13:59,800 --> 01:14:02,640 She's been dealing with a strong public response to her book. 1289 01:14:02,720 --> 01:14:06,360 So, how have you and your family been handling that process? 1290 01:14:06,440 --> 01:14:10,840 Well, you know, just being away on tour as long as I have is always hard. 1291 01:14:10,920 --> 01:14:13,920 Knowing that she's at home handling two kids by herself. 1292 01:14:14,000 --> 01:14:17,960 I can only say that I think she started a very important conversation. 1293 01:14:18,040 --> 01:14:21,920 I think it's great she has people talking about it. It's important. 1294 01:14:22,000 --> 01:14:24,040 She has my full support. I'm so proud. 1295 01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:25,480 Yeah, it's cool. 1296 01:14:25,560 --> 01:14:27,280 All right. One more question. 1297 01:14:28,520 --> 01:14:31,640 I know how important it was to Cecilie to get this message out, 1298 01:14:31,720 --> 01:14:33,160 and start this conversation, 1299 01:14:33,240 --> 01:14:36,320 to get people talking about the issues with social media. 1300 01:14:36,400 --> 01:14:40,440 I think it's great she has people talking about it. It's important. 1301 01:14:40,520 --> 01:14:42,480 She has my full support. I'm so proud. 1302 01:14:43,160 --> 01:14:44,200 Yeah, it's cool. 1303 01:14:45,760 --> 01:14:51,040 ROYAL ARENA CONCERT 7 DAYS 1304 01:14:54,880 --> 01:14:57,320 I feel like we need to talk about the tour. 1305 01:14:57,400 --> 01:14:58,440 Yeah. 1306 01:14:58,520 --> 01:15:00,480 These fucking days are flying by. 1307 01:15:00,560 --> 01:15:01,840 -Fuck. -They really are. 1308 01:15:04,120 --> 01:15:05,840 Can't anything be moved around? 1309 01:15:06,560 --> 01:15:08,240 No, that feels almost… 1310 01:15:09,280 --> 01:15:10,560 impossible. 1311 01:15:11,120 --> 01:15:13,880 And we've got three shows to play right after the Royal. 1312 01:15:13,960 --> 01:15:15,200 The biggest show ever. 1313 01:15:15,280 --> 01:15:17,400 And I have to go straight home and go to bed. 1314 01:15:17,480 --> 01:15:20,440 And then straight to Europe, to play 16 concerts in 20 days. 1315 01:15:20,520 --> 01:15:22,880 -Exactly. -It's not gonna work. 1316 01:15:22,960 --> 01:15:24,200 It's gonna break me. 1317 01:15:24,720 --> 01:15:27,040 What if I do the first three shows, 1318 01:15:27,120 --> 01:15:31,000 and then I'm like, 13 more to go, but I spent all my energy on the first three? 1319 01:15:31,080 --> 01:15:34,120 It seems like you always end up overbooked like this. 1320 01:15:34,200 --> 01:15:36,000 -Yeah. -You can't keep doing that. 1321 01:15:38,080 --> 01:15:40,640 You know it'd be better to play fewer shows. 1322 01:15:41,320 --> 01:15:43,600 -And avoid all of this stress. -Yeah. 1323 01:15:54,320 --> 01:15:56,960 I'm bad at slowing down. Bad at saying no. 1324 01:15:57,040 --> 01:16:00,760 Bad at calling and saying, "We can't. We're canceling everything." 1325 01:16:00,840 --> 01:16:04,600 I know we've been preparing for months, and lots of tickets have been sold, 1326 01:16:04,680 --> 01:16:08,000 but you'll have to call them up and tell them that I'm not coming. 1327 01:16:08,720 --> 01:16:10,360 That's what's best for me. 1328 01:16:10,440 --> 01:16:12,640 Not for everyone else, but it's what I need. 1329 01:16:15,440 --> 01:16:18,480 It's just so hard. I'm disappointing a ton of people. 1330 01:16:19,320 --> 01:16:20,520 Hey, everybody. 1331 01:16:20,600 --> 01:16:21,440 Hey, there. 1332 01:16:21,520 --> 01:16:24,040 -Hey, boss. -Hi, friend. Good to see you. 1333 01:16:24,120 --> 01:16:26,760 I just need a break that's longer than two weeks. 1334 01:16:27,360 --> 01:16:30,240 Look at this. I've been messing with this all day. 1335 01:16:30,320 --> 01:16:32,640 -These? -Here, let me get that. 1336 01:16:33,160 --> 01:16:35,280 I know, I've reset it a few times already. 1337 01:16:35,360 --> 01:16:36,720 -Maybe get a new one? -Yeah. 1338 01:16:37,360 --> 01:16:41,200 Hey, guys, I just need you to listen up for a second, because… 1339 01:16:41,960 --> 01:16:43,880 I have something I need to-- 1340 01:16:43,960 --> 01:16:44,960 Just a second. 1341 01:16:46,280 --> 01:16:47,440 Whenever you're ready. 1342 01:16:56,480 --> 01:16:58,360 I've decided to push the Europe tour, 1343 01:16:58,440 --> 01:17:03,040 the one that starts two days after Royal Arena. 1344 01:17:03,120 --> 01:17:04,160 We'll push it. 1345 01:17:04,800 --> 01:17:06,640 We'll do it at the top of next year. 1346 01:17:08,000 --> 01:17:13,080 It's a decision that… was so tough to make, but… 1347 01:17:14,400 --> 01:17:17,520 You know, I just need it. I need this break. 1348 01:17:17,600 --> 01:17:22,120 I think that it's the first time I've ever really checked in with myself, 1349 01:17:22,200 --> 01:17:26,320 and every bone in my body is telling me that I need this break. 1350 01:17:26,400 --> 01:17:28,880 It sucks, but I need it. 1351 01:17:28,960 --> 01:17:31,160 -All of us depend on your health. -Right. 1352 01:17:31,240 --> 01:17:33,440 And, of course, you have our full support. 1353 01:17:33,520 --> 01:17:36,040 I hope I speak for all of us. You should be happy. 1354 01:17:36,760 --> 01:17:38,360 And laugh and have a blast 1355 01:17:38,440 --> 01:17:41,320 and enjoy yourself when you're up there performing. 1356 01:17:41,400 --> 01:17:43,160 -Yeah. -Otherwise, what's the point? 1357 01:17:43,960 --> 01:17:45,000 Totally. 1358 01:17:46,280 --> 01:17:47,200 Yeah. 1359 01:17:48,120 --> 01:17:49,720 All good, man. We got your back. 1360 01:17:58,280 --> 01:17:59,240 Hi, hon. 1361 01:17:59,760 --> 01:18:01,440 I just wanted to tell you 1362 01:18:02,080 --> 01:18:04,160 that it… went well. 1363 01:18:05,560 --> 01:18:09,000 We'll get to be together for six months straight. It's crazy. 1364 01:18:09,080 --> 01:18:10,840 Welcome to the new Christopher. 1365 01:18:13,280 --> 01:18:14,240 That's right. 1366 01:18:15,480 --> 01:18:16,440 Yeah. 1367 01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:18,960 Okay. Bye-bye. 1368 01:18:19,040 --> 01:18:19,880 Bye. 1369 01:18:37,000 --> 01:18:40,680 I know why I said yes to all these opportunities a year ago. 1370 01:18:41,320 --> 01:18:42,440 Hi. Hey, brother. 1371 01:18:42,520 --> 01:18:43,480 It's all good. 1372 01:18:43,560 --> 01:18:46,440 And I know that the guy who said yes to everything 1373 01:18:46,520 --> 01:18:49,720 would understand why this guy has to say no to things now. 1374 01:18:50,880 --> 01:18:52,600 I can't just keep soldiering on. 1375 01:18:55,640 --> 01:18:57,600 It feels kind of full circle. 1376 01:18:57,680 --> 01:19:00,760 It kind of feels like it's the perfect… 1377 01:19:01,920 --> 01:19:03,240 ending of a chapter. 1378 01:19:03,320 --> 01:19:06,520 And it's like this whole journey is about to get tied up in a big fat bow. 1379 01:19:11,280 --> 01:19:13,360 Holy shit, here we go. Let's go. 1380 01:19:14,080 --> 01:19:17,080 You can really hear the excitement out there building with me. 1381 01:19:17,960 --> 01:19:19,520 We're getting pumped up together. 1382 01:19:19,600 --> 01:19:20,440 Thanks so much. 1383 01:19:20,520 --> 01:19:22,080 -Hey! -Hi, my love. 1384 01:19:22,160 --> 01:19:23,560 Are you nervous? 1385 01:19:23,640 --> 01:19:25,880 Yeah. The butterflies kicked in. 1386 01:19:25,960 --> 01:19:28,960 On the way over, I was like, "He's gonna be losing his shit." 1387 01:19:29,560 --> 01:19:31,120 The crowd's wild, right? 1388 01:19:47,160 --> 01:19:49,480 Come on! Whoo! 1389 01:20:03,400 --> 01:20:05,480 With everything that's been happening, 1390 01:20:05,560 --> 01:20:09,480 I lost track of what's most important in my life. 1391 01:20:10,360 --> 01:20:13,440 The choices I was making could have cost me everything. 1392 01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:15,520 I almost lost my family. 1393 01:20:16,920 --> 01:20:19,160 I pushed it to the limit. 1394 01:20:21,800 --> 01:20:24,280 I'm ready for a totally new approach. 1395 01:20:44,320 --> 01:20:47,840 I've been wondering Am I the only one 1396 01:20:47,920 --> 01:20:49,840 To see it coming? 1397 01:20:49,920 --> 01:20:53,600 We've been doing it wrong 1398 01:20:54,400 --> 01:20:57,600 For so long 1399 01:20:59,400 --> 01:21:01,160 Ain't it funny 1400 01:21:01,240 --> 01:21:04,960 How we keep complaining But do nothing 1401 01:21:05,040 --> 01:21:08,760 When we know that won't make it 1402 01:21:09,520 --> 01:21:12,560 Go away? 1403 01:21:14,720 --> 01:21:15,640 We're watching… 1404 01:21:15,720 --> 01:21:18,680 …the clouds changing shapes 1405 01:21:18,760 --> 01:21:21,800 Wait for the storm and taste the rain 1406 01:21:21,880 --> 01:21:27,920 But if we're standing still now It'll be too late 1407 01:21:28,000 --> 01:21:31,800 If you're praying for a change You better not wait 1408 01:21:31,880 --> 01:21:35,400 Keep turning the pages There's choices you make 1409 01:21:35,480 --> 01:21:38,960 Only once in your life 1410 01:21:39,640 --> 01:21:42,880 Once in your life 1411 01:21:44,800 --> 01:21:46,560 Are we taking… 1412 01:21:46,640 --> 01:21:48,640 …more than we can give? 1413 01:21:48,720 --> 01:21:53,520 Celebrating like there's no risk… 1414 01:22:00,160 --> 01:22:04,080 We're watching the clouds Changing shapes 1415 01:22:04,160 --> 01:22:07,480 Wait for the storm and taste the rain 1416 01:22:07,560 --> 01:22:12,960 But if we're standing still now It'll be too late 1417 01:22:13,040 --> 01:22:16,920 If you're praying for a change You better not wait 1418 01:22:17,000 --> 01:22:20,480 Keep turning the pages There's choices you make 1419 01:22:20,560 --> 01:22:24,680 Only once in your life 1420 01:22:24,760 --> 01:22:28,240 Once in your life 1421 01:22:28,320 --> 01:22:32,120 If you're praying for a change You better not wait 1422 01:22:32,200 --> 01:22:35,720 Keep turning the pages There's choices you make 1423 01:22:35,800 --> 01:22:39,720 Only once in your life 1424 01:22:39,800 --> 01:22:43,360 Once in your life 1425 01:23:45,640 --> 01:23:48,680 -I'm ready to take some time off. -Six months. 1426 01:23:53,320 --> 01:23:54,600 It's crazy. 1427 01:23:55,680 --> 01:23:56,800 It's so crazy. 1428 01:24:01,080 --> 01:24:04,560 …on the street at night Like you never left 1429 01:24:04,640 --> 01:24:08,760 But you did And I made it so far 1430 01:24:09,360 --> 01:24:13,720 Just know you left a permanent scar 1431 01:24:15,040 --> 01:24:16,040 Bye, hon. 1432 01:24:17,080 --> 01:24:18,400 -You'll get the girls. -Yep. 1433 01:24:18,480 --> 01:24:20,200 Have a great time. 1434 01:24:20,280 --> 01:24:22,400 -Thanks. I'll send your regards. -Yeah. Do that. 1435 01:24:23,520 --> 01:24:25,360 -I love you! -You too! 1436 01:24:32,840 --> 01:24:35,880 This is something I need to get better at doing, you know? 1437 01:24:35,960 --> 01:24:37,080 Just relaxing. 1438 01:24:46,520 --> 01:24:48,720 Oh my God, it's like, a moment ago 1439 01:24:48,800 --> 01:24:51,800 16,000 people were screaming my music at me, 1440 01:24:51,880 --> 01:24:54,600 but now I'm sitting here, 1441 01:24:54,680 --> 01:24:57,000 thinking, "Why is it so quiet?" 1442 01:24:57,080 --> 01:24:58,280 "Hello, anyone?" 1443 01:25:00,240 --> 01:25:01,960 No one wants to clap for me? 1444 01:25:04,440 --> 01:25:05,680 So who am I, then? 1445 01:25:06,640 --> 01:25:09,880 If I'm not grinding it out, if I'm just still, 1446 01:25:09,960 --> 01:25:12,000 who am I then? Who will I become? 1447 01:25:21,920 --> 01:25:23,480 Do you want some dinner? 1448 01:25:25,120 --> 01:25:27,800 Or do you want to go to bed after your ice cream? 1449 01:25:30,360 --> 01:25:34,640 This is great. Sometimes it feels so good to have someone else do your makeup. 1450 01:25:38,160 --> 01:25:40,400 I'm the tickle monster! 1451 01:25:40,480 --> 01:25:42,920 Can you say, "Dad?" 1452 01:25:46,160 --> 01:25:47,360 That's it. 1453 01:25:47,440 --> 01:25:49,280 I feel like I should probably bend my knees. 1454 01:25:49,360 --> 01:25:51,120 Absolutely, keep playing with that. 1455 01:25:51,200 --> 01:25:53,800 Yeah. Maybe turn your head a bit. Nice. 1456 01:26:06,840 --> 01:26:08,920 That's it! It's a wrap! 1457 01:26:19,120 --> 01:26:20,600 Can you say "Mom?" 1458 01:26:20,680 --> 01:26:22,040 -Dad! -Dad? 1459 01:26:22,120 --> 01:26:24,600 Nice job, sweetie! 1460 01:26:24,680 --> 01:26:25,800 Good girl! 1461 01:26:25,880 --> 01:26:27,320 Can you say "Mom?" 1462 01:26:27,920 --> 01:26:32,400 Sweetie, I've been showering you with love nonstop for 18 months. 1463 01:26:32,480 --> 01:26:33,960 Please say "mom." 1464 01:26:35,840 --> 01:26:37,800 Bella. 1465 01:26:37,880 --> 01:26:40,920 -Come here. Can you say "Dad"? -Dad. 1466 01:26:41,000 --> 01:26:42,400 -Can you say "Mom"? -Dad. 1467 01:26:42,480 --> 01:26:44,360 Yeah, that's my girl! 1468 01:26:44,440 --> 01:26:47,040 So good! Let's have ice cream. 1469 01:26:47,120 --> 01:26:49,520 No! I just brushed her teeth. 1470 01:26:58,840 --> 01:27:00,640 This has been so nice. 1471 01:27:00,720 --> 01:27:03,560 You haven't seemed like you've been distracted by work. 1472 01:27:03,640 --> 01:27:05,400 You've been so present with us. 1473 01:27:06,440 --> 01:27:07,320 You know? 1474 01:27:07,400 --> 01:27:11,600 I mean, I think when I'm actually here, physically, then I am definitely present. 1475 01:27:13,800 --> 01:27:15,320 Maybe that's just me. 1476 01:27:16,680 --> 01:27:19,360 Yeah, but the last year and a half has been tough. 1477 01:27:21,120 --> 01:27:21,960 I mean… 1478 01:27:22,040 --> 01:27:24,280 Yeah, I mean, I just need to find balance. 1479 01:27:24,360 --> 01:27:27,320 I need a strong foundation at home. 1480 01:27:27,400 --> 01:27:30,360 But I also need to stay creative and build that work. 1481 01:27:30,440 --> 01:27:32,680 But family is most important, 1482 01:27:32,760 --> 01:27:36,160 so that should get most of your energy, don't you think? 1483 01:27:36,880 --> 01:27:38,880 That feels like the most rational way to look at it. 1484 01:27:38,960 --> 01:27:40,440 Yeah, sure, that makes sense. I just-- 1485 01:27:40,520 --> 01:27:44,520 -Nothing's more important than that. -Sure, but performing makes me happy. 1486 01:27:46,560 --> 01:27:50,040 I mean, in order to be truly great at something, 1487 01:27:50,120 --> 01:27:53,000 I have to be… a little obsessive. 1488 01:27:53,080 --> 01:27:55,920 I have to go all in and give it my full attention. 1489 01:27:56,000 --> 01:27:57,600 But you can never go all in. 1490 01:27:57,680 --> 01:28:01,720 From now on, you'll always need to prioritize your family. 1491 01:28:01,800 --> 01:28:03,640 You will never not be a dad. 1492 01:28:05,000 --> 01:28:05,840 I know that. 1493 01:28:05,920 --> 01:28:08,600 And the next ten years are the most important for them. 1494 01:28:08,680 --> 01:28:10,360 That's when they'll need you most. 1495 01:28:10,440 --> 01:28:13,040 After that, they start developing their own interests. 1496 01:28:13,120 --> 01:28:14,240 Mm. 1497 01:28:16,920 --> 01:28:18,160 You don't like my tone? 1498 01:28:19,040 --> 01:28:22,240 Not really, no. But I hear you, loud and clear. 1499 01:28:22,320 --> 01:28:24,240 -I agree with all of that. -Good. 1500 01:28:24,320 --> 01:28:27,880 But you… don't have to be condescending. 1501 01:28:27,960 --> 01:28:32,240 Sure, but I mean, it sounds like you're trying to dodge your responsibilities, 1502 01:28:32,320 --> 01:28:34,440 saying one thing needs all your focus. 1503 01:28:34,520 --> 01:28:35,840 But what about the rest? 1504 01:28:35,920 --> 01:28:39,320 I'm not condescending. I'm being honest and loving. 1505 01:28:39,400 --> 01:28:42,080 Yeah, but you know me better than literally anyone else, 1506 01:28:42,160 --> 01:28:45,080 so you could be a little more… a little more understanding. 1507 01:28:47,560 --> 01:28:50,480 Hi, sweetie! Hi, my love! 1508 01:28:51,240 --> 01:28:52,840 Hey, look at that sunset! 1509 01:28:55,280 --> 01:28:56,960 Aww, you're so cute. 1510 01:29:15,640 --> 01:29:18,280 'Cause you ain't living If you're holding back 1511 01:29:18,360 --> 01:29:21,080 A kiss is better when you give it back 1512 01:29:21,160 --> 01:29:23,440 It's just the way it is 1513 01:29:24,120 --> 01:29:26,040 The way it goes 1514 01:29:26,120 --> 01:29:28,840 And if that lonely road Leads back home 1515 01:29:28,920 --> 01:29:31,760 You better keep on keeping cold 1516 01:29:32,920 --> 01:29:36,160 When you found fool's gold 1517 01:29:44,080 --> 01:29:46,840 Fool's gold