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Oh, it's working.

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The piano still works.

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You know that piano in the warehouse?

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-Grandma bought me that piano, right?
-That's right.

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-Do you remember?
-I do.

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And Mom would say, "On my birthday,

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Risa would play the piano
and Yui would sing a song." Right?

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-That's not it.
-Really?

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Risa, you would play the piano,

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and then, I'd be told to lie down

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-and Yui would massage my back.
-Yeah, you massaged her.

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-So, what was the piano for?
-Exactly.

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And the song you played
was a wedding song.

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-Not the birthday song.
-That's right.

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-You can do it! Do your best.
-But I'm done.

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That's it?

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I've lost so many things
ever since I was a child.

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When I realized that and looked behind me,
all I had left was music.

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That's why I tried really hard
not to lose that,

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in order to gain hold of happiness.

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Still, bad things come at me
one after another.

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What can I do for myself
in that situation?

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I decided early on

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that I'm not going to lie.

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I won't lie to myself.

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I will sincerely believe in myself.

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Good things happen when you believe.

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Like a child believing her mother's words,

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that good things will happen if you
believe that "today is another great day".

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"All right! Today's another great day!"

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Let's believe that and live on.

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Let's do this!

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I'm ready.

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Let's make this great!

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All right.

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Whenever I try to do something,
trouble always arises.

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This was when my tour just began,

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but troubles regarding my personal
family life were reported by the press.

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What was the most difficult moment
in your life?

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The same thing happening to me right now
can happen to anyone, right?

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The day after the report about
my personal life, I had a concert.

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More than my personal life,
I was more worried about

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how I should appear
before everyone as LiSA.

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How and what should I say in order

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to prevent everyone
from worrying about me?

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I thought hard about that

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for a few hours.

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After thinking about that for a few hours,
I headed to the concert.

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Every day, all over the world
and in this society,

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I, and possibly all of you as well,

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am going through a lot.

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Doing that didn't settle the issues
going on in my personal life,

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but I realized that I have a place

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that I can always return to,
and people will be waiting there for me.

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That encouraged and reassured me.

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But today is for all of us
who are gathered here. Okay?

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Let's have more fun
than anyone else in this world! Okay?

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I decided to move on in the meantime.

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I haven't resolved my weaknesses,

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pain, or sadness.

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But I decided to run forward
for the time being.

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I realized

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that even if some things aren't resolved,
moving forward

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has helped to heal my wounds
many times in the past.

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There are things that I believe are right.

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For example, I've seen so many instances
where people betrayed others,

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not only in romantic relationships
but just in general,

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and ended up causing pain to themselves.

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That's why I'm resolved

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to live sincerely
and to never betray other people.

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Okay.

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This is just my interpretation,

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but the first part is a little sad
yet still looking towards the future,

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and the latter part is about hope

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and rising up.

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I thought that's how this song
was meant to be interpreted.

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Going down the white road

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For "going down the white road",
sing it with a bit more edge.

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-Okay.
-If it's firm, it'll flow to the chorus.

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But I'm really liking this part.

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Okay, that helped me to grasp
the rhythm. Thank you.

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-Let's do this again.
-Okay.

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I keep wondering how much of my pain
I was able to let out

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and pour into this song.

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I understand what you mean.

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It might be something you can't create
if you're too happy.

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-I agree.
-Right?

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But I think most artists in general
feel that way.

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-Same with writers in the past.
-Yeah.

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I think if we're too happy

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and we're 100% satisfied,

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we can't create anything anymore.

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-That's how I feel.
-Yeah.

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I've become better at finding happiness,

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but I have a feeling I'm never
going to be satisfied.

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Today, I'm going to sing
as if I'm summoning Sayuri Ishikawa.

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When I was talking to Ms. Kajiura,

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she said that
in the beginning of "Akeboshi",

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during the "ta" part of "taiyou",

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when I breathe out that high tone,
in female falsetto,

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it makes her heart skip a beat.

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When Ms. Ishikawa says "kakushi kirenai",

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she says, "Oh."

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That "oh", when she says,

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"Oh, koetai." That little part.

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It makes me want to shout "Sayuri!"

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I hope I can incorporate that

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in the parts that go "tai"
or the beginning of "shinjitsu wa".

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I'm really restless,
so I can't stop moving around.

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That's why I always feel regret
whenever I watch the playback.

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-You wish you paused?
-Yeah.

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As for these moves,

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do you practice it in your mind
before filming begins?

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-You do?
-Yes.

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I watched DVDs on Japanese courtesans
in the past, like the oiran.

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Even when they lie down,
they fall down very slowly.

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Anime provides me with opportunities

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during every turning point of my life.

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In fact, I debuted through a project
called Angel Beats!.

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I would've liked you either way.

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If we beat the odds of six billion to one
and meet once again

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and even if your body can't move,

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I'll still marry you.

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I wasn't striving to become
a singer for anime songs,

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but I began activities in a band called
Girls Dead Monster from Angel Beats!.

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Since this was my very first chance,

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I was desperate
not to let it get away from me.

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I was just a foul-mouthed little brat
from the countryside…

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who just loved to sing,
so I kept on singing.

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I received so much support
from so many people,

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and now, I'm able to stand on this stage.

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Every day,

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I'm able to say, "Today is a great day!"

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I have an announcement for everyone.

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Our activities as Girls Dead Monster
for Angel Beats! have come to an end.

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Thank you so much for all your support.

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But that won't be the end for me.

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This spring, I will be debuting
as singer LiSA!

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I signed with Aniplex
and made a solo debut.

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I was the first artist under that label,

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so, for my first single,
I was given the chance to sing

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the theme song for a big production
called Fate/Zero.

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Everyone worked so hard
in order to make LiSA a success,

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so I was constantly determined not to
bring disgrace or to put them to shame.

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Since I've been doing this for ten years,

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everyone has an idea

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of what they want LiSA to be
at a certain point in time.

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In the past, I felt like

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I had to make everyone's wishes come true.

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As far as my dreams go,

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after performing at Budokan,

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people started to say,
"When will she perform at Tokyo Dome?",

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or, "LiSA might perform at Kōhaku."

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A lot of people were talking about that.

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That reached me.

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That's how performing
at Tokyo Dome and Kōhaku

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became a goal for me.

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During "Catch The Moment",

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everyone said, "We're going to make sure
LiSA goes to Kōhaku!"

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"I ran, breaking into a sweat"

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But I didn't make it to Kōhaku that year.

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So, I figured I'm just not cut out
to make it there.

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I thought the LiSA within me
had come to an end.

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I really thought so.

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But nevertheless, anime productions

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gave me a chance to sing.

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But during the process,

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a lot of people are involved
in order to create an anime.

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I learned that by being part
of a production called Angel Beats!.

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So, I couldn't allow myself
to do things half-heartedly.

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Then, I took part in Demon Slayer.

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I knew how much love
everyone was pouring into it,

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so I wanted to live up to that.

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Then, I was invited to Kōhaku
for the first time.

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I…

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felt like I was saved.

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I thought, "Oh, I'm so glad.

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I was able to accomplish one thing
that everyone worked so hard to achieve."

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Ms. LiSA.

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None of these were things
I sought after on my own.

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I was given the chance to go there,

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so I wanted to give it my all.

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There's nothing more to it.
Not everyone can stand on that stage.

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Since I was given a ticket to stand
on that stage,

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I wanted to give it my all.

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That's all there is to it.

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That hasn't changed ever since
I was in Girls Dead Monster.

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If I'm given a chance to do something

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and if that will make someone happy,

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then I want to give my all
to those people.

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That's how I felt.

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-I'm home.
-Welcome home.

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Welcome home!

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-Tama!
-It's Risa.

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-Tama!
-It's Risa. Say welcome home.

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Welcome home.

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Come over here.

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It's Risa.

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She's home.

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Over here.

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-Bon appetit.
-Enjoy.

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What about salt and pepper?

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You don't want any?

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Really?

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Then, sprinkle on some of this salt.

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I said I don't want any.

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-What? You don't?
-I said I don't want any.

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Just try it.

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I'm so thankful that I have a place
I can return to.

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My mom

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is able to live as a mom right now.

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When I was young, my mom was working.

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So, she was mostly playing
the role of a dad.

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But right now,
she's living her life as a mom.

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In the midst of all that, my grandma
would say, "Oh, the trees are swaying,"

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"I wonder what will grow during spring,"

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or, "Water lilies only bloom
during the daytime."

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And we would harvest seasonal vegetables
from the garden.

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So it's a chance for me
to revert back to nature.

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I realized how important that is.

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Until then, I always thought that

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working constantly
was the right thing to do.

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I understand that.

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I thought I would be left behind
if I took even a small break.

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I can go on endlessly.

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I was always hiding in this forest.

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I came whenever I wanted to be alone.

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I think my mom came here

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on her own too.

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Don't shake her like that.

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Yui.

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Look this way.

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She's a good kid.

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In fact, she was too good.

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I thought that there was no other kid
as good as her, but the truth was…

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she wasn't able to tell me

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what she didn't like or how she felt.

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Mom, you had me
when you were 21 years old,

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and you divorced
when you were 27 years old.

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You had two kids

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and you had to work.

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I was dealing with
the pressure of having to be

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the responsible older sister
and the sadness of being fatherless.

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That left me in absolute chaos.

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That's when I stopped going to school.

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Yes, we know.

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Yes, our lives hit rock bottom back then.

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00:20:49,539 --> 00:20:52,167
-It felt hopeless.
-I agree.

251
00:20:52,251 --> 00:20:54,211
We didn't even have enough food.

252
00:20:55,045 --> 00:20:57,589
My life changed completely,

253
00:20:57,673 --> 00:21:01,635
and I stopped going to school during
the second year of elementary school.

254
00:21:01,718 --> 00:21:03,470
I caused everyone a lot of trouble.

255
00:21:03,553 --> 00:21:05,722
Or rather, I caused everyone
to worry about me.

256
00:21:05,806 --> 00:21:10,227
I knew that my mom
was working without any time to rest

257
00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:12,187
in order to support me and my sister

258
00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:15,691
and how she would sometimes cry
while taking a bath

259
00:21:16,817 --> 00:21:19,987
because she was overwhelmed
from struggling to survive.

260
00:21:20,070 --> 00:21:23,448
So I couldn't bring myself
to be too selfish.

261
00:21:23,532 --> 00:21:28,704
But my mom felt the need
to make sure I was well taken care of,

262
00:21:28,787 --> 00:21:32,499
so, when she saw that
I was always singing at home,

263
00:21:32,582 --> 00:21:35,168
she let me take music lessons.

264
00:21:35,252 --> 00:21:38,797
I was always familiar with singing
ever since I was a child.

265
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:40,799
From there,

266
00:21:40,882 --> 00:21:44,720
my mom let me audition for
an actor's school, which was something

267
00:21:44,803 --> 00:21:46,972
I had really wanted to do.

268
00:21:47,055 --> 00:21:48,932
I was given an honorable mention.

269
00:21:49,016 --> 00:21:52,060
I told my mom that I wanted to pursue
this more seriously.

270
00:21:53,603 --> 00:21:56,481
My mom found a homestay location for me,

271
00:21:56,565 --> 00:22:00,360
so I went to Okinawa and received lessons.

272
00:22:08,493 --> 00:22:12,080
But in the end,
my dream did not become a reality,

273
00:22:12,164 --> 00:22:13,999
so I returned to Gifu.

274
00:22:16,710 --> 00:22:18,545
I wanted to become independent.

275
00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:21,882
I couldn't rely on Mom.

276
00:22:22,549 --> 00:22:23,759
Why is that?

277
00:22:24,301 --> 00:22:26,845
Because I went to Okinawa.

278
00:22:27,387 --> 00:22:29,806
-Because I used a lot of money on you?
-That's right.

279
00:22:30,849 --> 00:22:32,642
You spent a lot of money on me

280
00:22:32,726 --> 00:22:37,355
and I knew how hard you were working

281
00:22:38,190 --> 00:22:40,400
in order to raise us.

282
00:22:41,401 --> 00:22:43,779
-Please don't cry.
-She's going to cry again.

283
00:22:43,862 --> 00:22:46,239
-Stop.
-You cry so easily.

284
00:22:46,323 --> 00:22:49,367
I wanted to hurry
and become a fully responsible adult.

285
00:22:54,081 --> 00:22:55,957
Why are you crying?

286
00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:58,919
-You're making me cry.
-I can't help it.

287
00:23:04,549 --> 00:23:06,426
On rainy days,

288
00:23:07,636 --> 00:23:09,054
there is something

289
00:23:10,555 --> 00:23:12,349
that I always remember.

290
00:23:12,432 --> 00:23:15,185
When I was in middle school,

291
00:23:18,313 --> 00:23:21,858
my mom was called to the school
by the principal,

292
00:23:21,942 --> 00:23:26,655
and since I was hardly attending
any classes,

293
00:23:26,738 --> 00:23:30,492
the principal, head teacher,
and homeroom teacher said that

294
00:23:30,575 --> 00:23:32,786
I can't go on the school field trip

295
00:23:32,869 --> 00:23:35,497
because I couldn't work as a group.

296
00:23:36,373 --> 00:23:39,626
And so, my mom said,

297
00:23:39,709 --> 00:23:42,838
"Please believe in her!"

298
00:23:42,921 --> 00:23:45,257
I saw her crying as she said that,

299
00:23:45,340 --> 00:23:49,302
and for some reason,
that made me really angry,

300
00:23:49,386 --> 00:23:52,639
so I slammed the door and walked home.

301
00:23:54,349 --> 00:23:55,934
It was raining like this on that day.

302
00:23:56,017 --> 00:23:59,396
Her stance of always believing
in her daughter

303
00:24:00,230 --> 00:24:04,943
is something that never changed,
no matter where I was.

304
00:24:09,239 --> 00:24:12,576
Even when I got in a fight with my friend,

305
00:24:15,912 --> 00:24:19,916
when I got in a fight with my boyfriend,
or when I got in a fight with my senior.

306
00:24:23,712 --> 00:24:26,548
Even if I was telling a lie,

307
00:24:30,677 --> 00:24:34,055
she had this strong sense
of believing and siding

308
00:24:34,139 --> 00:24:36,099
with her daughter.

309
00:24:44,149 --> 00:24:47,402
When I quit the actor's school,

310
00:24:47,485 --> 00:24:49,529
I was told to come back home

311
00:24:49,613 --> 00:24:52,949
after promising Mom that
I will give up on singing,

312
00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:55,285
so I came home with that resolve.

313
00:24:56,369 --> 00:24:59,998
But then I started to think about
the skills I gained at school

314
00:25:00,081 --> 00:25:03,126
and what those three years were for.

315
00:25:12,052 --> 00:25:13,136
It's Avril.

316
00:25:13,929 --> 00:25:16,431
When I was in the ninth grade,

317
00:25:16,514 --> 00:25:19,392
I was asked to be the vocalist of a band.

318
00:25:19,476 --> 00:25:21,269
That was so much fun.

319
00:25:21,353 --> 00:25:22,854
After I entered high school,

320
00:25:22,938 --> 00:25:26,358
we created a band called Chucky.

321
00:25:32,948 --> 00:25:36,451
The members of Chucky loved punk rock.

322
00:25:36,534 --> 00:25:39,454
They said, "Let me teach you about punk."

323
00:25:39,537 --> 00:25:41,581
They told me,
"You have to wear Dr. Martens."

324
00:25:41,665 --> 00:25:43,875
They began by teaching me their fashion.

325
00:25:46,711 --> 00:25:50,215
I always went to the warehouse
to practice for the band.

326
00:25:58,014 --> 00:25:59,641
This place used to be run down.

327
00:25:59,724 --> 00:26:03,770
The floor was about to cave in.
My mom fixed all of it.

328
00:26:05,730 --> 00:26:08,775
We brought all of our instruments
and played here.

329
00:26:20,704 --> 00:26:24,749
I just had so much fun getting together
with friends and playing music.

330
00:26:24,833 --> 00:26:29,921
But during my senior year of high school,
when everyone was deciding their careers,

331
00:26:30,588 --> 00:26:36,261
I realized that I was the only one
whose dream was to continue in music,

332
00:26:36,344 --> 00:26:38,513
so, we disbanded.

333
00:26:38,596 --> 00:26:41,933
And that was when I was 20.

334
00:26:44,394 --> 00:26:48,982
When I became old enough
to take care of myself,

335
00:26:50,984 --> 00:26:52,277
I…

336
00:26:55,613 --> 00:26:59,784
finally started thinking about the road
that I would have to take.

337
00:27:00,452 --> 00:27:02,912
When I looked back,

338
00:27:02,996 --> 00:27:07,751
I realized that the only thing
I had been doing was music.

339
00:27:11,129 --> 00:27:14,215
It was the last remaining hope
that gave me the will to live.

340
00:27:15,258 --> 00:27:18,595
There were two roads. I can go overseas

341
00:27:18,678 --> 00:27:20,930
and start from scratch

342
00:27:21,014 --> 00:27:24,893
or go to Tokyo and take my chances.

343
00:27:24,976 --> 00:27:28,772
So I thought, let's just go to Tokyo!

344
00:27:28,855 --> 00:27:31,441
I took my entire savings
and went to Ai's place.

345
00:27:35,153 --> 00:27:36,446
It's hot!

346
00:27:37,572 --> 00:27:38,698
This is so hot.

347
00:27:41,534 --> 00:27:44,412
-You drink coffee?
-I drink a lot of coffee.

348
00:27:44,496 --> 00:27:46,331
-Do you?
-Yeah.

349
00:27:46,414 --> 00:27:49,667
But you used to always drink
that super sweet stuff.

350
00:27:49,751 --> 00:27:51,252
I drank café au lait.

351
00:27:51,336 --> 00:27:54,255
There was a day when I heard
about Lisa's dream.

352
00:27:54,339 --> 00:27:57,884
You said that if you couldn't debut
by the time you're 23,

353
00:27:57,967 --> 00:28:01,054
-you would quit singing.
-That's right.

354
00:28:01,137 --> 00:28:05,975
The kids who were in the actor's school
debuted at such a young age,

355
00:28:06,059 --> 00:28:08,228
so, 20 was too old.

356
00:28:10,814 --> 00:28:12,524
I bring up my worries spontaneously.

357
00:28:12,607 --> 00:28:14,192
Yes, you do.

358
00:28:14,275 --> 00:28:16,027
I talk about it after the fact.

359
00:28:16,111 --> 00:28:19,239
Yeah, you just give a report.
You're always like that.

360
00:28:19,322 --> 00:28:23,076
Instead of talking about my worries,
I'm just relaying my determination.

361
00:28:23,159 --> 00:28:26,454
Yeah. You're like, "This happened,
so I decided to do this!"

362
00:28:27,497 --> 00:28:30,667
-So, I'd just say, "Good luck!"
-I just want that final push.

363
00:28:30,750 --> 00:28:33,211
-Like when I came to Tokyo,
-Yeah.

364
00:28:33,294 --> 00:28:36,214
I asked you to let me stay
since I had a concert in Tokyo.

365
00:28:36,297 --> 00:28:38,258
That's right.

366
00:28:38,341 --> 00:28:41,761
I only had one single size futon mat

367
00:28:41,845 --> 00:28:43,638
and we were both lying down on it.

368
00:28:43,722 --> 00:28:46,224
-Yeah.
-We were both cracking up.

369
00:28:46,307 --> 00:28:49,102
I only brought one box worth of things.

370
00:28:49,185 --> 00:28:50,645
No, it wasn't a box.

371
00:28:50,729 --> 00:28:53,022
-You had the rolling carry-on bag.
-Oh, is that right?

372
00:28:53,106 --> 00:28:56,860
You came with one carry-on bag
and three boxes arrived later.

373
00:28:56,943 --> 00:29:01,740
-We used that as a drawer.
-That's right!

374
00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:02,741
-You're right!
-Yeah.

375
00:29:02,824 --> 00:29:04,534
-I put my clothes in there.
-Yeah, all of your clothes.

376
00:29:04,617 --> 00:29:06,995
Yes, you used those boxes
as drawers and placed

377
00:29:07,078 --> 00:29:09,330
all of your clothes in there.

378
00:29:09,414 --> 00:29:11,666
I didn't have money to buy storage boxes,

379
00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:13,042
so I placed them in cardboard boxes.

380
00:29:13,126 --> 00:29:14,377
Like this, right?

381
00:29:14,461 --> 00:29:18,381
When you came to my house
with just one rolling bag,

382
00:29:18,465 --> 00:29:22,927
I thought you came
with everyone's support.

383
00:29:23,011 --> 00:29:26,931
But later on, I found out that
you left after a big fight.

384
00:29:27,015 --> 00:29:27,974
Yeah. I ran away from home.

385
00:29:28,057 --> 00:29:29,976
I was like, "Oh, come on!"

386
00:29:30,059 --> 00:29:32,812
Because I know your mom too!

387
00:29:32,896 --> 00:29:36,566
It's fine now, but back then,
I was afraid that she would hate me.

388
00:29:36,649 --> 00:29:40,862
Right now, I'm sure your mom
feels thankful towards me.

389
00:29:41,571 --> 00:29:43,615
Yeah, since you housed me
when I first came here.

390
00:29:43,698 --> 00:29:44,699
Yeah.

391
00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:47,786
You made your grandma send you
those boxes, right?

392
00:29:48,995 --> 00:29:52,916
I was so shocked, but you told me
all that after the fact.

393
00:29:52,999 --> 00:29:55,919
If you had lost all means of living,

394
00:29:56,002 --> 00:29:58,296
they would've ended up hating me!

395
00:29:58,379 --> 00:30:00,340
I was like, "Give me a break!"

396
00:30:07,972 --> 00:30:11,935
I think that ever since I was a kid,

397
00:30:13,228 --> 00:30:18,817
I realized that life is… very lonely.

398
00:30:19,484 --> 00:30:20,568
Right.

399
00:30:21,903 --> 00:30:23,363
But because of that,

400
00:30:25,532 --> 00:30:29,035
whenever I feel my friend's
or people's warmth,

401
00:30:29,744 --> 00:30:31,955
it moves me.

402
00:30:34,332 --> 00:30:35,834
My family

403
00:30:37,502 --> 00:30:38,670
and my team

404
00:30:40,922 --> 00:30:43,550
are always kept at a certain distance.

405
00:30:46,427 --> 00:30:48,304
But I'm not maintaining that distance

406
00:30:48,388 --> 00:30:51,724
because I'll be sad
when they are no longer around me.

407
00:30:56,020 --> 00:31:00,775
It's because I understand that
from a certain point onward,

408
00:31:02,569 --> 00:31:04,028
it's my own personal battle.

409
00:31:07,824 --> 00:31:10,159
LiSA will take position.

410
00:31:12,078 --> 00:31:13,454
-Let's do this, Lisa.
-Yes.

411
00:31:30,388 --> 00:31:32,181
During the autumn of 2021,

412
00:31:32,265 --> 00:31:34,767
four big song collaborations with movies

413
00:31:34,851 --> 00:31:38,229
and TV were released back to back.

414
00:31:54,495 --> 00:31:55,538
That's great!

415
00:31:55,622 --> 00:31:57,373
Let's do the part lying down.

416
00:32:00,084 --> 00:32:02,754
Similar to Sword Art Online series,

417
00:32:02,837 --> 00:32:05,548
after singing a series'
theme song for so long,

418
00:32:05,632 --> 00:32:08,176
I become a part of
the production's family.

419
00:32:08,259 --> 00:32:10,595
So, I feel the heavy weight
of responsibility.

420
00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:25,902
As we release the four theme songs,

421
00:32:25,985 --> 00:32:30,740
it would be nice if we can do something
with each of the songs.

422
00:32:30,823 --> 00:32:35,203
There are people who want to
do something and give support,

423
00:32:35,286 --> 00:32:38,039
so if we can provide them
with a way to be part of this…

424
00:32:38,122 --> 00:32:39,582
-That's really important.
-Yes.

425
00:32:39,666 --> 00:32:42,710
Whether it's on YouTube or online…

426
00:32:42,794 --> 00:32:44,003
A place open to everyone.

427
00:32:44,712 --> 00:32:46,839
I think that would be better.

428
00:32:47,423 --> 00:32:48,591
Okay.

429
00:32:48,675 --> 00:32:49,592
I understand.

430
00:32:49,676 --> 00:32:51,970
-We'll take care of it.
-Thank you.

431
00:32:52,053 --> 00:32:54,639
-Hey, Mura. Can you come here?
-Sure.

432
00:32:54,722 --> 00:32:57,225
-I have to lecture you.
-Sure.

433
00:32:57,308 --> 00:32:58,142
What is it?

434
00:32:58,226 --> 00:33:00,520
You don't have to film this.

435
00:33:00,603 --> 00:33:05,525
Why did you post the URL
for the download link?

436
00:33:05,608 --> 00:33:07,860
Can you tell me the reason?
It's not that it was bad.

437
00:33:07,944 --> 00:33:09,404
The reason is,

438
00:33:09,487 --> 00:33:13,241
I thought people would wonder
what the song "GL" is about,

439
00:33:13,324 --> 00:33:15,994
so I posted that in order
for everyone to listen to it.

440
00:33:16,077 --> 00:33:17,787
I see.

441
00:33:17,870 --> 00:33:19,080
-Yes. Sorry.
-I understand.

442
00:33:19,163 --> 00:33:20,331
No, it's okay.

443
00:33:20,415 --> 00:33:21,582
I've said this before,

444
00:33:21,666 --> 00:33:24,711
but I think it's important
to think about the viewers.

445
00:33:24,794 --> 00:33:26,337
Who's viewing this

446
00:33:26,421 --> 00:33:28,589
and what do they want?

447
00:33:28,673 --> 00:33:30,299
Especially with Twitter.

448
00:33:30,383 --> 00:33:34,387
Today I was about to retweet
what you posted,

449
00:33:34,470 --> 00:33:37,181
but then I thought,
"Is it already released on YouTube?

450
00:33:37,265 --> 00:33:38,975
Or where is it even released?

451
00:33:39,058 --> 00:33:42,020
In fact, can I even make a post
about this video?"

452
00:33:42,103 --> 00:33:45,148
But then I thought,
"Where do I even find that video?"

453
00:33:45,231 --> 00:33:49,193
One tweet goes out

454
00:33:49,277 --> 00:33:52,238
to over one million of my followers

455
00:33:52,321 --> 00:33:54,866
and it's for something that people
will pay for.

456
00:33:55,408 --> 00:33:57,577
And there are people involved who want

457
00:33:57,660 --> 00:33:59,829
that tweet to spread
and be part of that tweet

458
00:33:59,912 --> 00:34:01,831
and ask to take pictures together
for a post.

459
00:34:01,914 --> 00:34:05,168
So I want you to be careful
with every single post.

460
00:34:05,251 --> 00:34:06,669
I'm sorry about that.

461
00:34:06,753 --> 00:34:08,379
But I understand your intent.

462
00:34:08,463 --> 00:34:10,757
I'll be more conscious of the viewers.

463
00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:13,760
-I can't leave things as, "As you know."
-What is that?

464
00:34:13,843 --> 00:34:15,553
-I don't know.
-Oh no.

465
00:34:15,636 --> 00:34:18,431
-That's not what I meant!
-Wait.

466
00:34:18,514 --> 00:34:20,016
-"As you know"?
-"As you know,"

467
00:34:20,099 --> 00:34:22,435
as in assuming that people already know.

468
00:34:22,518 --> 00:34:23,436
She wanted to use that word.

469
00:34:23,519 --> 00:34:26,814
-I'm so sorry.
-She felt like using that word.

470
00:34:26,898 --> 00:34:28,024
This is what LiSA meant.

471
00:34:28,107 --> 00:34:30,068
Yes, that's what you wanted to
lecture me about.

472
00:34:30,151 --> 00:34:33,112
-Good one.
-I'm sorry.

473
00:34:34,447 --> 00:34:36,199
Meeting's over.

474
00:34:36,908 --> 00:34:37,992
Let's film the music video.
Meeting's done.

475
00:34:38,076 --> 00:34:40,286
Thank you.

476
00:34:53,674 --> 00:34:56,928
During this time,
we worked at many locations

477
00:34:57,011 --> 00:34:59,931
while taking precautions against COVID-19.

478
00:35:13,694 --> 00:35:16,322
Everyone in the world,

479
00:35:16,405 --> 00:35:18,449
including myself,

480
00:35:18,533 --> 00:35:21,285
was trying to find ways
to continue our activities.

481
00:35:21,369 --> 00:35:24,580
Everyone was conducting
many trials and errors.

482
00:35:40,888 --> 00:35:45,268
In the midst of that, it became difficult
to proceed with one of my big goals,

483
00:35:45,351 --> 00:35:47,520
the Dome concert.

484
00:35:57,071 --> 00:35:59,782
-Good morning.
-Good morning.

485
00:36:03,995 --> 00:36:06,122
What are the alternative proposals

486
00:36:06,205 --> 00:36:09,417
for the days where
the dome concerts were scheduled?

487
00:36:09,500 --> 00:36:12,378
The state of emergency
is going to be lifted.

488
00:36:12,461 --> 00:36:13,588
-Oh, really?
-Yeah.

489
00:36:13,671 --> 00:36:16,591
But another wave will probably
hit around December.

490
00:36:17,633 --> 00:36:21,429
Either the location
or production planning.

491
00:36:21,512 --> 00:36:25,057
What about Gifu? Although it might
become a more private event.

492
00:36:25,141 --> 00:36:26,309
I thought of that too.

493
00:36:26,392 --> 00:36:29,270
-Like my warehouse?
-Seriously?

494
00:36:29,353 --> 00:36:31,397
The one at your family's house?

495
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:33,274
How many people can fit?

496
00:36:33,357 --> 00:36:36,027
I'd like to add at least one new song.

497
00:36:36,611 --> 00:36:39,697
If we can get a grasp
of what LiSA's new song

498
00:36:39,780 --> 00:36:41,782
is going to sound like…

499
00:36:41,866 --> 00:36:43,201
"Howling"?

500
00:36:43,284 --> 00:36:47,538
…the concept of the concert itself
will become very simple.

501
00:36:47,622 --> 00:36:50,333
The reason why I wanted to do
a dome concert,

502
00:36:51,250 --> 00:36:53,544
like the Tokyo Dome and Nagoya Dome…

503
00:36:56,505 --> 00:36:58,299
is because I wanted to end one chapter.

504
00:36:59,508 --> 00:37:02,136
I wouldn't call it a graduation,

505
00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:06,307
but it's important to have a ceremony
to commemorate the last ten years.

506
00:37:06,390 --> 00:37:08,059
To end one chapter.

507
00:37:09,727 --> 00:37:13,898
In a way, this is the beginning
of a new me.

508
00:37:13,981 --> 00:37:15,733
It's the beginning.

509
00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:18,569
The beginning.

510
00:37:19,278 --> 00:37:22,782
BEGINNING

511
00:37:22,865 --> 00:37:23,991
It's a new me.

512
00:37:26,202 --> 00:37:28,788
"NEW ME"?

513
00:37:30,539 --> 00:37:34,752
Then, in that case, I think it's better
to find a bigger open area.

514
00:37:34,835 --> 00:37:39,757
So, a location that is as big as
or bigger than Budokan.

515
00:37:40,466 --> 00:37:41,801
Let's look for one.

516
00:37:41,884 --> 00:37:47,473
If I can come up with one line
for the lyrics to the song "NEW ME",

517
00:37:47,556 --> 00:37:51,227
I think everything will fall into place.

518
00:37:52,061 --> 00:37:54,814
Okay. Then, I'll finalize this.

519
00:37:57,316 --> 00:37:59,485
I'll go search for some venues.

520
00:37:59,568 --> 00:38:00,820
Thank you.

521
00:38:02,113 --> 00:38:05,533
When I first met Ms. Kaorin
and Mr. Hasegawa,

522
00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:12,081
the first thing
Mr. Hasegawa said to me was,

523
00:38:13,291 --> 00:38:15,960
"LiSA, we're a family."

524
00:38:17,336 --> 00:38:20,798
Being called a family
made a lot of sense to me.

525
00:38:21,882 --> 00:38:26,095
If someone said, "You're an artist
and we're the management team,"

526
00:38:26,178 --> 00:38:31,058
it would make me think,
"What does a management team do?"

527
00:38:31,142 --> 00:38:35,146
He said, "We're a family. I'm Dad.
That's Mom. You're the oldest daughter.

528
00:38:35,229 --> 00:38:37,481
We'll work to support
the oldest daughter's dream."

529
00:38:38,149 --> 00:38:41,402
That's what he told me, and for LiSA,

530
00:38:42,403 --> 00:38:43,904
she became a mom,

531
00:38:44,780 --> 00:38:46,282
he a dad,

532
00:38:47,658 --> 00:38:49,577
and I, the daughter.

533
00:38:49,660 --> 00:38:53,956
When we face a real crisis,
we have a family meeting.

534
00:39:04,550 --> 00:39:07,094
-You were so close.
-I was so close.

535
00:39:23,402 --> 00:39:25,404
Let's start running.

536
00:39:25,488 --> 00:39:29,241
Ever since I became a singer,

537
00:39:29,325 --> 00:39:33,579
learning how to hype up the audience
during my concerts

538
00:39:33,662 --> 00:39:35,790
and making sure they have fun

539
00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:39,794
became very important to me.

540
00:39:39,877 --> 00:39:44,799
So, improving my singing skills
wasn't high on my list of priorities.

541
00:39:45,466 --> 00:39:47,093
But during the COVID-19 pandemic,

542
00:39:48,594 --> 00:39:51,680
I had time on my hands.

543
00:39:51,764 --> 00:39:56,227
It ended up being both good and bad,
but when my schedule was wiped clean,

544
00:39:56,310 --> 00:39:58,396
I started to worry

545
00:39:58,479 --> 00:40:01,148
and thought that if I didn't

546
00:40:01,232 --> 00:40:04,443
gain something during
this COVID-19 pandemic,

547
00:40:05,236 --> 00:40:07,696
I would end up putting it all to waste.

548
00:40:08,823 --> 00:40:11,117
So, I began to relearn singing

549
00:40:12,284 --> 00:40:15,121
from scratch with Instructor Ryon2.

550
00:40:25,548 --> 00:40:26,882
When I was a kid,

551
00:40:26,966 --> 00:40:32,179
I was able to have fun singing
without thinking about anything,

552
00:40:32,263 --> 00:40:34,557
but as I grew older,

553
00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:39,145
the changes that occurred with
my body and my feelings

554
00:40:39,854 --> 00:40:42,773
or the difficulty level of the songs

555
00:40:42,857 --> 00:40:46,819
were walls that I kept on hitting.

556
00:40:46,902 --> 00:40:51,157
But I didn't know why those things

557
00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:53,534
were happening.

558
00:40:53,617 --> 00:40:55,786
But by working with Instructor Ryon2,

559
00:40:57,705 --> 00:41:01,292
she helped me to unravel those mysteries.

560
00:41:01,375 --> 00:41:07,047
Now, when something happens
while I'm singing

561
00:41:07,131 --> 00:41:10,384
or when I hit a wall,

562
00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:12,678
I feel like I can find a way

563
00:41:12,761 --> 00:41:15,347
to overcome those difficulties.

564
00:41:15,431 --> 00:41:18,809
I feel like there is a song out there
that I never knew I could sing.

565
00:41:19,768 --> 00:41:22,980
That makes me excited.

566
00:41:37,203 --> 00:41:39,413
Only she can do this.

567
00:41:40,664 --> 00:41:42,750
If you think your throat feels off

568
00:41:42,833 --> 00:41:47,087
or if it's difficult to use your voice,
then smile even brighter.

569
00:41:47,171 --> 00:41:50,799
Pour yourself into the lyrics
and fool yourself.

570
00:41:51,342 --> 00:41:54,970
Don't ever let the audience see
the worry on your face.

571
00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:55,930
Go like this.

572
00:41:56,013 --> 00:41:57,097
You'll be okay.
You still have your voice, right?

573
00:41:57,181 --> 00:41:58,015
-Yes, thank you.
-Okay.

574
00:41:58,098 --> 00:41:59,099
Yeah.

575
00:42:05,856 --> 00:42:07,650
She always casts a spell.

576
00:42:58,450 --> 00:43:01,912
That was awesome!

577
00:43:32,526 --> 00:43:37,615
The end of the commercial
makes me think, "It's going to start!"

578
00:43:37,698 --> 00:43:39,658
It makes you nervous, doesn't it?

579
00:43:39,742 --> 00:43:42,745
You think, "Is it next?", but it's not.

580
00:43:42,828 --> 00:43:45,623
It distracts you even when
you're talking with friends.

581
00:43:46,290 --> 00:43:47,124
It started!

582
00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:52,212
Wow.

583
00:43:56,342 --> 00:43:57,760
That hurts.

584
00:43:59,386 --> 00:44:02,640
Doesn't it make your heart skip a beat
when Inosuke appears here?

585
00:44:03,390 --> 00:44:04,516
Not really.

586
00:44:04,600 --> 00:44:07,353
What?

587
00:44:13,442 --> 00:44:16,779
-It's very different from Kirito.
-You're right.

588
00:44:17,780 --> 00:44:19,156
Here it is!

589
00:44:38,842 --> 00:44:40,386
That hurts.

590
00:44:45,140 --> 00:44:46,225
Oh, it's Rengoku.

591
00:44:46,892 --> 00:44:48,644
That hurts!

592
00:44:49,937 --> 00:44:52,189
-Sorry.
-That hurts.

593
00:44:52,272 --> 00:44:54,358
It means you used this area a lot.

594
00:44:54,441 --> 00:44:57,820
Every time she sings,
she expands her diaphragm and ribs.

595
00:44:58,404 --> 00:45:02,533
She uses this area a lot,
so it moves a lot.

596
00:45:02,616 --> 00:45:05,786
So her body has stiffened
in order to recover.

597
00:45:06,995 --> 00:45:10,249
-That's why it's painful to move the body.
-It hurts.

598
00:45:10,916 --> 00:45:14,086
-But you're in good condition this year.
-I agree.

599
00:45:14,169 --> 00:45:15,295
Very good.

600
00:45:15,379 --> 00:45:17,506
I wonder why.

601
00:45:17,589 --> 00:45:23,512
Up until now,
whenever I finished a live show,

602
00:45:23,595 --> 00:45:26,014
I couldn't eat because I was so exhausted.

603
00:45:26,098 --> 00:45:29,810
Every time I did a tour,
I would say, "I can't make it."

604
00:45:31,103 --> 00:45:32,688
That was tough.

605
00:45:33,188 --> 00:45:36,608
Since I was young,
I thought that by using my energy,

606
00:45:37,234 --> 00:45:41,321
I would be able to reach everyone.

607
00:45:41,405 --> 00:45:43,949
Until my first concert at Budokan,

608
00:45:44,032 --> 00:45:48,036
I didn't have the realization
that I was breaking myself.

609
00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:51,457
Because I didn't take care of myself,

610
00:45:53,542 --> 00:45:55,961
I felt that I caused great damage.

611
00:45:56,044 --> 00:45:58,172
I caused trouble for a lot of people

612
00:45:58,255 --> 00:46:02,050
and betrayed everyone's expectations.

613
00:46:02,134 --> 00:46:04,136
I felt that fear and pressure.

614
00:46:04,219 --> 00:46:09,141
On the day of my first concert
at the Budokan,

615
00:46:09,224 --> 00:46:11,518
I wasn't feeling well.

616
00:46:20,694 --> 00:46:21,695
I was

617
00:46:22,738 --> 00:46:25,741
scared to imagine

618
00:46:27,075 --> 00:46:29,661
that something might go wrong,

619
00:46:31,163 --> 00:46:32,498
so I couldn't tell anyone.

620
00:46:33,123 --> 00:46:37,336
I thought that would make me lose
faith in myself, so I didn't tell anyone.

621
00:46:43,509 --> 00:46:47,804
But when the concert started,

622
00:46:47,888 --> 00:46:50,057
I thought I was having a bad dream.

623
00:46:50,140 --> 00:46:53,227
I had that kind of dream many times.

624
00:46:53,310 --> 00:46:58,148
Dreams where I lose my voice
and people start leaving.

625
00:47:16,708 --> 00:47:22,464
I only had feelings of remorse towards
the people who came to see me,

626
00:47:22,548 --> 00:47:26,510
but I couldn't say "I'm sorry"
from the stage.

627
00:47:27,761 --> 00:47:29,930
Today's another great day!

628
00:47:30,013 --> 00:47:32,849
Today's another great day!

629
00:47:32,933 --> 00:47:36,061
-Bye-chi!
-Bye-chi!

630
00:47:36,144 --> 00:47:41,316
I thought that I shouldn't mark that day
as the worst day.

631
00:47:42,067 --> 00:47:45,070
And if I had apologized on stage,

632
00:47:45,862 --> 00:47:50,075
I thought I would cause that day
to become someone's worst day.

633
00:47:51,702 --> 00:47:53,161
So, I couldn't apologize.

634
00:48:12,180 --> 00:48:13,557
I'm so sorry.

635
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:16,310
-I'm so sorry.
-It's okay.

636
00:48:21,481 --> 00:48:25,152
-It's okay.
-I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry.

637
00:48:25,235 --> 00:48:26,445
It's okay.

638
00:48:27,696 --> 00:48:31,867
Well, until then,

639
00:48:31,950 --> 00:48:36,913
I was feeling extremely insecure
about losing something

640
00:48:36,997 --> 00:48:39,207
or someone.

641
00:48:39,916 --> 00:48:43,503
I didn't want to lose a single thing.

642
00:48:45,380 --> 00:48:47,799
I didn't want to lose a single person.

643
00:48:48,592 --> 00:48:50,302
I didn't want to hurt anyone.

644
00:48:51,094 --> 00:48:54,056
That's what I was thinking

645
00:48:54,139 --> 00:48:57,309
while I strived to create
this perfect vision of myself.

646
00:48:57,392 --> 00:48:58,602
But that day,

647
00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:03,774
I exposed a very pathetic side of myself.

648
00:49:13,617 --> 00:49:14,660
I'm so sorry.

649
00:49:14,743 --> 00:49:16,411
Why are you apologizing?

650
00:49:16,495 --> 00:49:18,872
I'm so sorry.

651
00:49:29,091 --> 00:49:30,550
I'm so sorry.

652
00:49:48,944 --> 00:49:50,320
I'm sorry.

653
00:49:56,451 --> 00:49:59,788
I couldn't accept…

654
00:50:02,374 --> 00:50:03,959
my weaknesses.

655
00:50:04,793 --> 00:50:08,797
But I started being able to do that
from that day forward.

656
00:50:10,716 --> 00:50:12,134
I was able to accept myself.

657
00:50:30,569 --> 00:50:32,154
It flew!

658
00:50:52,674 --> 00:50:55,051
What language is this? Thai?

659
00:50:55,135 --> 00:50:56,678
There are so many languages.

660
00:50:58,430 --> 00:51:00,056
What was the most fun part?

661
00:51:00,140 --> 00:51:01,224
Overseas?

662
00:51:01,308 --> 00:51:06,688
At the very end,
we went to Paris and Spain.

663
00:51:06,772 --> 00:51:10,108
We were spending time there,
but COVID-19 broke out.

664
00:51:11,026 --> 00:51:14,488
We were planning on having…

665
00:51:15,614 --> 00:51:18,784
…an Asia tour in 2020.

666
00:51:18,867 --> 00:51:20,952
hat's right. We couldn't do it.

667
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:25,290
Since we couldn't go there very often,

668
00:51:25,373 --> 00:51:29,878
we tried to be flexible and think of ways
to surprise the audience.

669
00:51:29,961 --> 00:51:34,049
But in the end, the audience ends up…

670
00:51:34,132 --> 00:51:35,133
Yes.

671
00:51:35,217 --> 00:51:37,844
-…surprising us instead.
-The airport was amazing.

672
00:51:37,928 --> 00:51:39,221
Yeah.

673
00:51:39,304 --> 00:51:42,766
That helped me to experience
everything firsthand.

674
00:51:42,849 --> 00:51:45,101
Until you became a part of our team,

675
00:51:45,185 --> 00:51:49,439
I couldn't really grasp the idea
of fans waiting for me overseas.

676
00:51:49,523 --> 00:51:52,108
I thought they were waiting for me

677
00:51:52,192 --> 00:51:54,694
as someone who just sings
Japanese anime songs.

678
00:51:54,778 --> 00:51:58,073
Instead of coming to see me personally,

679
00:51:58,156 --> 00:52:00,951
I thought they came just because
they liked this genre

680
00:52:01,034 --> 00:52:04,204
and I thought what an amazing culture
this is, but then…

681
00:52:04,287 --> 00:52:05,664
Jane, you planned a lot

682
00:52:06,373 --> 00:52:09,626
of trips in order for me to perform
solo concerts

683
00:52:09,709 --> 00:52:12,838
and allowed me to see
the faces of the local fans.

684
00:52:12,921 --> 00:52:15,340
That's why, when I think of
a certain country,

685
00:52:15,423 --> 00:52:21,221
the faces of the fans
and the event coordinators come to mind.

686
00:52:22,514 --> 00:52:25,141
Thank you.

687
00:52:28,645 --> 00:52:30,480
We spoke so many languages.

688
00:52:30,564 --> 00:52:31,898
Hola.

689
00:52:32,607 --> 00:52:36,903
I'm LiSA. Happy New Year!

690
00:52:37,445 --> 00:52:43,118
-We have to replan everything.
-Yeah.

691
00:52:43,201 --> 00:52:44,578
TODAY'S ANOTHER GREAT DAY

692
00:52:44,661 --> 00:52:48,123
I still keep in touch
with local event coordinators

693
00:52:48,206 --> 00:52:50,417
in various countries.

694
00:52:50,500 --> 00:52:52,043
I see.

695
00:52:52,127 --> 00:52:55,088
I get asked if a concert
is possible this year or not.

696
00:52:55,171 --> 00:52:57,883
We exchange updates and information

697
00:52:58,550 --> 00:53:00,302
on each other's countries.

698
00:53:00,927 --> 00:53:04,931
In addition to COVID-19,
there's also a war going on,

699
00:53:05,015 --> 00:53:08,643
so the situation in this world
is constantly changing.

700
00:53:08,727 --> 00:53:09,644
Yeah.

701
00:53:11,104 --> 00:53:14,274
But I still get letters from overseas.

702
00:53:14,357 --> 00:53:15,817
I get lots of gifts.

703
00:53:17,152 --> 00:53:18,904
I realized that I haven't been forgotten.

704
00:53:19,779 --> 00:53:21,573
When I perform concerts overseas,

705
00:53:22,240 --> 00:53:25,577
I'm honored to be viewed as

706
00:53:25,660 --> 00:53:30,457
a part of Japanese culture.

707
00:53:31,416 --> 00:53:37,297
When I meet my fans overseas,

708
00:53:37,380 --> 00:53:42,469
I realize that there is something
in Japan that people

709
00:53:42,552 --> 00:53:47,724
can enjoy even if their language, culture,
and lifestyle are different.

710
00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:52,479
Whether it's Japanese expressions or…

711
00:53:53,313 --> 00:53:55,065
a Japanese-style melody

712
00:53:57,776 --> 00:54:02,322
or anime that Japanese people will enjoy,

713
00:54:02,405 --> 00:54:04,491
I want to take things
that are precious to me

714
00:54:04,574 --> 00:54:06,660
and visit other countries

715
00:54:06,743 --> 00:54:11,164
in order… to meet everyone there

716
00:54:12,207 --> 00:54:16,920
and to have everyone enjoy
many other aspects of Japan.

717
00:54:21,007 --> 00:54:22,217
Grandma said,

718
00:54:23,843 --> 00:54:26,763
"This flower blooms
from the surface of the water."

719
00:54:28,807 --> 00:54:31,768
"It only blooms during the daytime."
That's what she taught me.

720
00:54:31,851 --> 00:54:34,604
She said it only blooms
in the direction of the sun.

721
00:54:37,107 --> 00:54:40,694
She said, "It grows and stretches
out of the mud and blooms."

722
00:54:50,161 --> 00:54:52,622
There's a thing called "guren jigoku".

723
00:54:56,918 --> 00:54:58,878
It's a form of punishment

724
00:55:03,633 --> 00:55:05,635
in hell.

725
00:55:06,636 --> 00:55:08,096
It's so cold

726
00:55:09,556 --> 00:55:13,560
that your skin falls off
and your body folds outward like a lotus.

727
00:55:13,643 --> 00:55:17,981
It's a punishment in hell where
your flesh unfolds like a red lotus.

728
00:55:18,732 --> 00:55:21,026
That's called "guren jigoku".

729
00:55:23,528 --> 00:55:26,072
So, I took the "guren" from "guren jigoku"

730
00:55:26,156 --> 00:55:28,575
and "hana" from "water lilies"
to make "Gurenge".

731
00:55:31,327 --> 00:55:34,205
One is a goal that you reach
in a bloody state

732
00:55:37,542 --> 00:55:41,296
and the other is a water lily that grows
facing towards hope and sunlight.

733
00:55:44,841 --> 00:55:48,428
I thought it was similar to my life.

734
00:55:50,597 --> 00:55:55,477
So I realize why grandma
likes the water lilies so much.

735
00:57:01,918 --> 00:57:04,671
Bye-chi!

736
00:57:04,754 --> 00:57:07,340
Bye-chi!

737
00:57:07,423 --> 00:57:09,300
Thank you!

738
00:57:13,888 --> 00:57:14,848
What?

739
00:57:22,272 --> 00:57:24,190
The tenth-anniversary tour.

740
00:57:24,274 --> 00:57:26,484
We faced issues from the very beginning

741
00:57:26,568 --> 00:57:30,530
and some concert dates had to be canceled,
so it was very difficult.

742
00:57:30,613 --> 00:57:32,407
But everyone cooperated,

743
00:57:32,490 --> 00:57:35,410
so we were able to create an amazing tour.

744
00:57:43,168 --> 00:57:47,797
I'm so glad that I was able to say,
"Today's another great day!"

745
00:57:50,758 --> 00:57:52,886
Thank you very much.

746
00:57:55,013 --> 00:57:58,308
You might have made a mistake
in the past at Budokan,

747
00:57:58,391 --> 00:58:01,895
but the slate is clean now.

748
00:58:01,978 --> 00:58:03,146
I'm glad.

749
00:58:04,147 --> 00:58:06,691
Now, I can head towards the final…
Please don't cry!

750
00:58:06,774 --> 00:58:10,612
-Sorry!
-I don't want to cry anymore.

751
00:58:12,864 --> 00:58:14,407
Kaorin held her down.

752
00:58:17,243 --> 00:58:19,287
Thank you very much.

753
00:58:19,370 --> 00:58:21,998
We were able to see an amazing concert.

754
00:58:22,081 --> 00:58:24,250
It took a long time to get here.

755
00:58:24,334 --> 00:58:27,003
-Yeah.
-Winter's come again.

756
00:58:31,007 --> 00:58:32,383
Come here.

757
00:58:34,511 --> 00:58:37,096
Crying has exhausted me.

758
00:58:37,889 --> 00:58:42,769
It really made me realize
that I didn't get here on my own.

759
00:58:43,603 --> 00:58:46,689
Every day, everyone worked together

760
00:58:46,773 --> 00:58:50,026
to make sure that it would be
another great day.

761
00:58:50,109 --> 00:58:51,819
If I was on my own,

762
00:58:52,695 --> 00:58:54,739
I wouldn't be here.

763
00:58:55,990 --> 00:58:59,077
Everyone gives me their strength
and allows me to be LiSA.

764
00:58:59,160 --> 00:59:01,996
What I gained in these last ten years
were friends.

765
00:59:03,998 --> 00:59:05,542
You did very well.

766
00:59:24,394 --> 00:59:25,645
Thank you.

767
00:59:25,728 --> 00:59:28,648
-Bye.
-Good luck at the end of the year.

768
00:59:28,731 --> 00:59:30,775
-Thanks.
-Have fun.

769
00:59:30,858 --> 00:59:32,986
-Loosen up.
-Thank you.

770
00:59:33,069 --> 00:59:34,487
-Bye.
-Bye.

771
00:59:34,571 --> 00:59:35,697
-See you.
-Bye.

772
00:59:35,780 --> 00:59:37,407
Thank you.

773
00:59:42,996 --> 00:59:44,289
How is it, Yui?

774
00:59:44,372 --> 00:59:46,499
It's okay. I'm wearing a shirt underneath.

775
00:59:46,583 --> 00:59:48,543
Yeah. That's cute.

776
00:59:49,669 --> 00:59:53,047
I want to see the different styles too,
but can we take a picture first?

777
00:59:54,173 --> 00:59:56,092
-Where will we start?
-From this side.

778
00:59:56,175 --> 01:00:00,763
Let's put aside the release date
for now and try on the best one.

779
01:00:01,389 --> 01:00:03,433
This is a T-shirt.

780
01:00:03,516 --> 01:00:05,643
This is a nice giraffe print.

781
01:00:06,519 --> 01:00:10,857
If we base the size large on Yui's waist,
boys won't fit into them.

782
01:00:10,940 --> 01:00:14,027
As for the waist… This is a large, right?

783
01:00:15,945 --> 01:00:18,239
It's hard to make clothes.

784
01:00:18,323 --> 01:00:21,784
I don't have the basic knowledge,
like where to tuck

785
01:00:21,868 --> 01:00:25,496
in order to change the style and so forth.

786
01:00:25,580 --> 01:00:29,375
I proposed things that I want to make

787
01:00:29,459 --> 01:00:33,129
and I'm working on it along with
my younger sister and Harada.

788
01:00:33,212 --> 01:00:34,297
The three of us.

789
01:00:34,881 --> 01:00:38,801
All of us shared ideas
of things that we each liked

790
01:00:38,885 --> 01:00:41,304
and I had my sister draw everything out.

791
01:00:41,387 --> 01:00:44,641
Even if it's plaid,
we had certain colored plaid we wanted,

792
01:00:44,724 --> 01:00:47,185
so she drew it out and showed it to us.

793
01:00:48,311 --> 01:00:52,231
My sister grew up
in the same environment as me

794
01:00:52,315 --> 01:00:54,776
and we like similar things,

795
01:00:55,693 --> 01:00:57,195
so, how can I say this?

796
01:00:58,696 --> 01:01:03,076
When she says, "Ah!",
I know exactly what she wants.

797
01:01:03,159 --> 01:01:07,413
She's someone I can communicate
with heart to heart,

798
01:01:07,497 --> 01:01:09,165
without saying a word.

799
01:01:09,832 --> 01:01:13,127
So, even when we created
the brand ROY together,

800
01:01:13,211 --> 01:01:15,546
there are features about clothes

801
01:01:15,630 --> 01:01:18,716
that can't be expressed with just words.

802
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:22,053
For example, everyone's meaning
of "cute" is different.

803
01:01:22,136 --> 01:01:23,596
It's worn a little casually.

804
01:01:24,389 --> 01:01:27,266
It's like dressing down
in your own personal way.

805
01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:28,601
Like rearranging it.

806
01:01:28,685 --> 01:01:30,269
That's right.

807
01:01:30,353 --> 01:01:32,522
She puts everything into drawings

808
01:01:32,605 --> 01:01:35,775
and creates a style for it.

809
01:01:36,442 --> 01:01:41,948
She can sense what I like

810
01:01:42,031 --> 01:01:45,785
and what I don't like.

811
01:01:45,868 --> 01:01:48,871
So, that's very helpful.

812
01:01:48,955 --> 01:01:51,290
She's also…

813
01:01:52,166 --> 01:01:54,544
sensitive and notices

814
01:01:54,627 --> 01:01:59,590
the changes in my mood and feelings.

815
01:02:02,719 --> 01:02:05,346
So, when my mom doesn't understand me,

816
01:02:07,473 --> 01:02:10,518
I can go to her and complain by saying,

817
01:02:10,601 --> 01:02:12,186
"Why doesn't Mom understand?"

818
01:02:13,062 --> 01:02:15,231
She's on the same wavelength as me

819
01:02:15,982 --> 01:02:17,692
and understands me.

820
01:02:17,775 --> 01:02:18,818
That's who she is.

821
01:02:22,655 --> 01:02:24,157
As for the clothes…

822
01:02:24,240 --> 01:02:27,201
-We don't have the costume yet.
-I see.

823
01:02:27,285 --> 01:02:28,494
I carry all of this around.

824
01:02:28,578 --> 01:02:31,748
But this is because I learned
from my mistake.

825
01:02:31,831 --> 01:02:35,251
When I was in middle school,
before I debuted,

826
01:02:35,334 --> 01:02:37,628
I was told that they'll take my headshot.

827
01:02:37,712 --> 01:02:42,675
I was happy because it was the first time
to get my makeup done by a professional.

828
01:02:42,759 --> 01:02:46,846
I went there very excitedly, but my face
turned into someone I couldn't recognize.

829
01:02:48,097 --> 01:02:49,932
I guess that's a given.

830
01:02:50,016 --> 01:02:53,895
I thought, "Who is this?
Were my eyes always this shape?"

831
01:02:53,978 --> 01:02:57,106
That's why I always do my own eye makeup.

832
01:02:57,190 --> 01:03:01,819
-I see.
-Yes, because the eyes can change a face.

833
01:03:01,903 --> 01:03:05,406
In order to protect the LiSA image,
I always do my own eye makeup.

834
01:03:05,490 --> 01:03:07,033
-Your favorite spot?
-Spot?

835
01:03:07,116 --> 01:03:07,992
Spot!

836
01:03:08,075 --> 01:03:10,620
-It could be in your house--
-The bathroom.

837
01:03:11,370 --> 01:03:13,456
-Your house's bathroom?
-No, any bathroom.

838
01:03:13,539 --> 01:03:15,708
-Any bathroom?
-Yeah, because I can be alone.

839
01:03:15,792 --> 01:03:17,001
I see. Okay, bathroom, then.

840
01:03:17,084 --> 01:03:19,378
The origin of your name LiSA.

841
01:03:19,462 --> 01:03:20,713
That's my real name.

842
01:03:20,797 --> 01:03:22,173
I thought so.

843
01:03:22,256 --> 01:03:23,633
-Risa Oribe.
-Yes.

844
01:03:23,716 --> 01:03:27,929
My dad was flipping through the pages
and went like this, and it said Risa.

845
01:03:29,889 --> 01:03:31,724
What were you in your previous life?

846
01:03:31,808 --> 01:03:33,726
-My previous life?
-Yes.

847
01:03:36,771 --> 01:03:38,147
A stray cat.

848
01:03:38,856 --> 01:03:40,274
What's your favorite dish to cook?

849
01:03:40,983 --> 01:03:43,277
-Tonjiru.
-I knew you'd say that.

850
01:03:47,406 --> 01:03:49,200
It's cut.

851
01:03:49,283 --> 01:03:53,454
In addition to tonjiru,
I frequently make miso soup too.

852
01:03:53,538 --> 01:03:56,833
I was never the type to cook
to begin with,

853
01:03:56,916 --> 01:03:59,502
but in order to stay healthy
before a concert,

854
01:03:59,585 --> 01:04:03,297
it's safer to know exactly
what ingredients are being used.

855
01:04:03,381 --> 01:04:05,883
That's why I started to cook on my own.

856
01:04:14,267 --> 01:04:16,811
And it gives me time to think.

857
01:04:18,187 --> 01:04:19,689
Looks good.

858
01:04:19,772 --> 01:04:20,690
Can you flip it?

859
01:04:20,773 --> 01:04:25,319
I think what will come to mind
as we're dying

860
01:04:25,403 --> 01:04:28,614
is not something that
we've accomplished on our own

861
01:04:28,698 --> 01:04:31,534
but how we co-existed with others.

862
01:04:31,617 --> 01:04:34,495
I think we'll recall happy memories.

863
01:04:35,830 --> 01:04:38,374
And I think those happy memories

864
01:04:38,457 --> 01:04:41,544
will not be of something
that you have accomplished on your own.

865
01:04:43,546 --> 01:04:45,464
During the Japan Record Award

866
01:04:46,591 --> 01:04:50,678
as well as Kōhaku, I learned that
many people's faces come to mind

867
01:04:50,761 --> 01:04:53,472
during a moment of happiness.

868
01:04:53,556 --> 01:04:55,850
When you're experiencing happiness,

869
01:04:57,685 --> 01:05:01,272
you recall the people that
worked together with you in order

870
01:05:01,355 --> 01:05:03,190
to attain that happiness.

871
01:05:08,070 --> 01:05:10,406
Grandma is still alive,

872
01:05:10,489 --> 01:05:15,453
but she wrote a will
because she doesn't know

873
01:05:15,536 --> 01:05:17,246
when she'll die.

874
01:05:17,830 --> 01:05:22,460
And I'm holding onto that will,

875
01:05:24,003 --> 01:05:28,049
but even though she must have
so many things she wants to say,

876
01:05:28,132 --> 01:05:30,259
the last words she wrote

877
01:05:31,218 --> 01:05:33,512
were for her son and daughter,

878
01:05:33,596 --> 01:05:36,766
which is my mom and her brother,
but she wrote,

879
01:05:36,849 --> 01:05:41,354
"My wish is for both of them
to live together in peace and happiness."

880
01:05:43,606 --> 01:05:45,524
After seeing that,

881
01:05:45,608 --> 01:05:48,444
and as I was working on "homura",

882
01:05:48,527 --> 01:05:50,363
I realized that

883
01:05:51,155 --> 01:05:55,451
people's final wish is the happiness
of those who are still living.

884
01:05:55,534 --> 01:05:58,412
They don't wish for their own happiness,

885
01:05:58,496 --> 01:06:02,583
but they pass away while wishing
for other people's happiness.

886
01:06:02,667 --> 01:06:03,709
That's what I learned.

887
01:06:05,920 --> 01:06:07,171
I see.

888
01:06:09,507 --> 01:06:11,842
That way, the people left behind

889
01:06:11,926 --> 01:06:14,261
can be strong and live on.

890
01:06:15,763 --> 01:06:19,475
And I think those who they leave behind

891
01:06:19,558 --> 01:06:23,521
will also pass away thinking
the same thing.

892
01:08:07,541 --> 01:08:09,251
Oh, I see.

893
01:08:09,335 --> 01:08:11,504
-You can't raise the key any higher?
-Yeah.

894
01:08:11,587 --> 01:08:14,465
-Because of the way it ends, we can…
-Yeah,

895
01:08:14,548 --> 01:08:16,759
and maybe we can add that

896
01:08:16,842 --> 01:08:18,511
at the very last part of the song.

897
01:08:18,594 --> 01:08:20,346
Oh, okay. For the chorus.

898
01:08:29,647 --> 01:08:34,026
"NEW ME" itself is connected to
the live concert,

899
01:08:34,110 --> 01:08:37,321
and the concert is titled "Eve and Birth".

900
01:08:37,404 --> 01:08:42,201
I feel like something I was born with
happened to be connected with LiSA,

901
01:08:42,284 --> 01:08:48,332
but I was also able to be true to myself
as Risa Oribe because LiSA existed.

902
01:08:48,415 --> 01:08:51,418
So they're both equal.

903
01:08:52,128 --> 01:08:55,214
It's like a root that was inside of me
grew into a tree.

904
01:08:55,297 --> 01:08:57,091
A sprout started to grow

905
01:08:57,174 --> 01:09:03,264
and is heading towards a new direction.
That's the general idea.

906
01:09:15,734 --> 01:09:20,614
You want it to start from this part?

907
01:09:28,330 --> 01:09:30,374
-It's a little packed.
-It sure is.

908
01:09:32,376 --> 01:09:34,962
I went directly into that melody
from this point.

909
01:09:35,796 --> 01:09:38,549
-Oh, right. We changed the key here.
-Yeah.

910
01:09:38,632 --> 01:09:40,384
Where was it?

911
01:09:40,467 --> 01:09:41,886
I think this is good.

912
01:09:46,265 --> 01:09:48,142
You should make it punk
from the second stanza.

913
01:09:48,225 --> 01:09:49,476
That would be awesome.

914
01:09:51,937 --> 01:09:53,480
All of a sudden.

915
01:09:55,191 --> 01:09:56,233
Let's do that.

916
01:09:58,110 --> 01:10:00,696
Can you try speeding up this part?

917
01:10:11,498 --> 01:10:12,625
You can do it.

918
01:10:15,127 --> 01:10:18,088
-Wow.
-That sounds so cool.

919
01:10:24,386 --> 01:10:27,806
-This has everything you mentioned.
-It sure does.

920
01:10:34,396 --> 01:10:37,024
-I like the change here too.
-Yeah, it's nice.

921
01:10:38,734 --> 01:10:42,112
I think this is fine the way it is.

922
01:11:00,005 --> 01:11:01,423
-Done.
-That's it.

923
01:11:03,092 --> 01:11:04,718
He likes it.

924
01:11:04,802 --> 01:11:07,221
-It's really good, huh?
-It's very good.

925
01:11:07,304 --> 01:11:09,515
-I'm glad.
-Hooray.

926
01:11:13,435 --> 01:11:17,147
For the chorus, Shota added the phrase
"Oribe from Seki city Gifu prefecture

927
01:11:17,231 --> 01:11:19,650
and Horie from Kani city Gifu prefecture."

928
01:11:20,317 --> 01:11:23,362
Oribe from Seki city Gifu prefecture

929
01:11:23,445 --> 01:11:25,823
Horie from Kani city Gifu prefecture

930
01:11:25,906 --> 01:11:28,534
Oribe from Seki city Gifu prefecture

931
01:11:28,617 --> 01:11:31,036
Horie from Kani city Gifu prefecture

932
01:11:31,120 --> 01:11:32,246
There you go.

933
01:11:35,207 --> 01:11:37,418
You've always said that

934
01:11:37,501 --> 01:11:41,422
there is LiSA and Risa Oribe.

935
01:11:41,505 --> 01:11:46,677
I think when I go out there as LiSA,
I make sure I put on makeup.

936
01:11:46,760 --> 01:11:48,554
LiSA doesn't belong to me.

937
01:11:48,637 --> 01:11:50,180
-You've always said that.
-Yeah.

938
01:11:50,264 --> 01:11:52,224
So, in order not to

939
01:11:52,308 --> 01:11:55,728
betray the people who place
their love and expectations on LiSA,

940
01:11:55,811 --> 01:11:57,354
Risa Oribe has to work hard.

941
01:11:57,438 --> 01:11:59,732
That concept never fails to amuse me.

942
01:12:00,357 --> 01:12:03,402
Risa Oribe is not as fierce.

943
01:12:03,485 --> 01:12:05,612
It seems like it.

944
01:12:05,696 --> 01:12:08,407
Risa prefers these comfortable clothes,

945
01:12:08,490 --> 01:12:10,868
with tights under her pants

946
01:12:10,951 --> 01:12:12,453
because it's cold.

947
01:12:12,536 --> 01:12:16,665
But LiSA wears fishnets and mini skirts.

948
01:12:17,916 --> 01:12:20,586
To put it bluntly, what is LiSA?

949
01:12:20,669 --> 01:12:22,796
Because it doesn't seem like

950
01:12:22,880 --> 01:12:25,841
she's an alternate personality
you're putting on.

951
01:12:25,924 --> 01:12:26,800
Yeah.

952
01:12:26,884 --> 01:12:29,345
It's you, but LiSA is LiSA, right?

953
01:12:30,679 --> 01:12:31,889
Well,

954
01:12:32,598 --> 01:12:35,559
as for my contribution to LiSA,

955
01:12:35,642 --> 01:12:37,978
I'm just the seed.

956
01:12:38,729 --> 01:12:39,605
I'm…

957
01:12:41,065 --> 01:12:44,360
nothing but spring water.

958
01:12:45,402 --> 01:12:48,322
But everyone's desires, hopes, and dreams

959
01:12:48,405 --> 01:12:51,408
are what dig around that spring,

960
01:12:51,492 --> 01:12:54,036
creating a river and an ocean.

961
01:13:28,695 --> 01:13:29,696
The plot?

962
01:13:29,780 --> 01:13:35,744
You write an insane amount
of lyrics for the plot.

963
01:13:35,828 --> 01:13:40,666
I ask myself what I'm feeling right now
and write it all down.

964
01:13:42,292 --> 01:13:44,336
There were some things that impressed me.

965
01:13:44,420 --> 01:13:47,381
They pretty much mean the same thing,

966
01:13:48,048 --> 01:13:50,342
but one time, you wrote,

967
01:13:51,218 --> 01:13:53,220
-"How will you live?"
-Yeah.

968
01:13:53,971 --> 01:13:56,682
And you also wrote, "Decide on your own."

969
01:13:56,765 --> 01:13:58,058
Yeah.

970
01:13:58,142 --> 01:14:01,228
"I've been hurt,
but my soul won't go away."

971
01:14:03,147 --> 01:14:06,275
So, "NEW ME"

972
01:14:07,067 --> 01:14:09,570
isn't about

973
01:14:09,653 --> 01:14:13,365
fighting together and linking arms
to cross the goal line together.

974
01:14:13,449 --> 01:14:16,952
It's about confirming with each other

975
01:14:17,953 --> 01:14:20,873
in order to live our own life

976
01:14:20,956 --> 01:14:23,917
to the fullest extent possible.

977
01:14:24,001 --> 01:14:27,754
But each individual has to
fight their own battle

978
01:14:27,838 --> 01:14:32,217
in order to make their day
an enjoyable one.

979
01:14:32,301 --> 01:14:35,262
Since there are lots of things
going on right now,

980
01:14:35,345 --> 01:14:38,724
I want the people who come
to my live concert

981
01:14:38,807 --> 01:14:40,893
to look at their own tomorrow

982
01:14:40,976 --> 01:14:45,147
and their own life
after they leave the venue

983
01:14:46,148 --> 01:14:48,233
and go on living like this.

984
01:14:50,235 --> 01:14:52,154
It's kind of like an oath

985
01:14:52,946 --> 01:14:54,364
you make in your heart.

986
01:14:55,365 --> 01:14:56,992
That's the kind of song it is.

987
01:15:00,037 --> 01:15:01,079
I'm done.

988
01:15:07,586 --> 01:15:09,671
Cool woman. I'm okay.

989
01:15:12,174 --> 01:15:14,343
It's so mysterious and sudden.

990
01:15:15,928 --> 01:15:18,430
Being overwhelmed

991
01:15:19,181 --> 01:15:23,435
by various people's idea of justice
can cause confusion.

992
01:15:24,895 --> 01:15:29,316
I think what went through my mind was,
"I want to be a cool person!"

993
01:15:30,400 --> 01:15:33,737
It feels like I'm sorting out my brain.

994
01:15:34,738 --> 01:15:39,159
It's not exactly the same
as writing a diary.

995
01:15:40,827 --> 01:15:44,081
It's more of a process
to find the answer within myself.

996
01:15:44,790 --> 01:15:47,918
But writing things down like this

997
01:15:48,001 --> 01:15:50,629
tends to help me come up with lyrics.

998
01:15:50,712 --> 01:15:51,630
For example,

999
01:15:53,173 --> 01:15:57,052
when I feel like I finally understand
what my teacher used to tell me,

1000
01:15:57,135 --> 01:16:01,640
it creates the phrase, "Teacher's sayings
come in handy sometimes."

1001
01:16:03,642 --> 01:16:06,395
By jotting down

1002
01:16:06,478 --> 01:16:08,397
everyday discoveries like that,

1003
01:16:08,480 --> 01:16:12,317
it can eventually turn into lyrics.

1004
01:16:14,987 --> 01:16:19,283
I had written the question,
"Why are you lonely?",

1005
01:16:19,366 --> 01:16:21,952
and I wrote myself an answer right here.

1006
01:16:23,412 --> 01:16:25,122
There are so many
embarrassing diary entries.

1007
01:16:27,416 --> 01:16:31,169
Whenever I tried to relay my feelings
in front of someone,

1008
01:16:31,253 --> 01:16:36,174
I'd think too much about the atmosphere
and pleasing the other person,

1009
01:16:36,258 --> 01:16:41,054
so I couldn't have a conversation
while being honest with my feelings.

1010
01:16:41,138 --> 01:16:44,725
So, when I was alone, I often wrote down

1011
01:16:44,808 --> 01:16:49,396
my feelings by writing letters

1012
01:16:49,479 --> 01:16:52,524
or diaries.

1013
01:16:54,818 --> 01:16:56,278
And I still do that now.

1014
01:16:58,238 --> 01:17:01,033
I'm constantly writing down my feelings.

1015
01:17:02,618 --> 01:17:05,704
It says, "Being young is wonderful
but being an adult is fun."

1016
01:17:11,710 --> 01:17:16,715
In the end, it always ends on
a very positive note.

1017
01:17:16,798 --> 01:17:20,177
I think this is the process that makes it
possible for me to write,

1018
01:17:20,260 --> 01:17:23,555
"Today's another great day."

1019
01:18:00,967 --> 01:18:05,972
I don't mean this in a bad way,
but I want to do music as a job.

1020
01:18:06,056 --> 01:18:11,395
I want to fulfill
the role of LiSA as my job.

1021
01:18:12,437 --> 01:18:16,358
So my band members are people
who think about what LiSA's fans want

1022
01:18:16,441 --> 01:18:22,406
instead of creating the kind of music
that they think is personally cool.

1023
01:18:22,489 --> 01:18:23,448
That's

1024
01:18:24,491 --> 01:18:27,244
who my band members are right now.

1025
01:18:28,412 --> 01:18:32,708
Everyone is working hard

1026
01:18:32,791 --> 01:18:35,836
for the benefit of LiSA.
That's including myself.

1027
01:18:36,586 --> 01:18:39,548
I get scolded a lot because

1028
01:18:39,631 --> 01:18:42,467
I'm constantly changing the setlist.

1029
01:18:43,051 --> 01:18:45,595
I guess it's not impossible.

1030
01:18:45,679 --> 01:18:46,972
What do you think?

1031
01:18:47,055 --> 01:18:50,434
I think they know

1032
01:18:50,517 --> 01:18:54,020
that I'm not asking
for those things based on

1033
01:18:54,104 --> 01:18:56,898
my personal feelings or selfishness.

1034
01:18:56,982 --> 01:19:00,277
That's why they'll take my request
into consideration.

1035
01:19:00,360 --> 01:19:03,655
Whether it's my ideas
or someone else's opinions,

1036
01:19:03,739 --> 01:19:09,077
everyone brainstorms together about
what's best for LiSA

1037
01:19:09,161 --> 01:19:12,914
in order to come up with
the best methods and performances.

1038
01:19:12,998 --> 01:19:16,793
This team thinks about all that
together with me

1039
01:19:17,961 --> 01:19:22,215
and I'm so proud that
I'm able to create LiSA with them.

1040
01:19:50,243 --> 01:19:51,787
Ready, go. Eight.

1041
01:19:51,870 --> 01:19:53,955
-It's seven.
-Ready, go.

1042
01:19:54,873 --> 01:19:57,667
Ready, go.

1043
01:19:57,751 --> 01:19:58,877
It's my ninth time.

1044
01:19:58,960 --> 01:20:01,213
-Wow.
-Isn't it amazing?

1045
01:20:01,296 --> 01:20:03,924
You've done it that many times?

1046
01:20:04,007 --> 01:20:08,887
But doing that at the end of the concert
is something I haven't done

1047
01:20:08,970 --> 01:20:12,182
-since that Budokan concert.
-Don't mention that.

1048
01:20:12,265 --> 01:20:15,101
-My first Budokan concert.
-Stop that. You'll be okay.

1049
01:20:15,185 --> 01:20:20,065
It was at the beginning of 2014.

1050
01:20:21,608 --> 01:20:25,695
So, it's been eight years
since it's 2022 right now.

1051
01:20:31,368 --> 01:20:35,664
Was that concert that bad?

1052
01:20:38,250 --> 01:20:39,292
It was bad.

1053
01:20:39,376 --> 01:20:41,837
Everyone was going like this.

1054
01:20:42,629 --> 01:20:46,174
Back then, I only had
one style of singing,

1055
01:20:46,258 --> 01:20:48,635
so, if I didn't sing like that,

1056
01:20:51,471 --> 01:20:53,431
that song was ruined.

1057
01:20:54,891 --> 01:20:56,351
I wanted to go home.

1058
01:20:58,562 --> 01:21:01,481
It made us even more nervous
when we saw her facial expressions.

1059
01:21:01,565 --> 01:21:04,609
-We were rooting for you.
-They were worried about me.

1060
01:21:04,693 --> 01:21:07,320
You started looking grim,

1061
01:21:07,404 --> 01:21:08,947
so we were rooting for you.

1062
01:21:09,030 --> 01:21:11,157
All of us were praying for her.

1063
01:21:12,951 --> 01:21:14,160
You can't lie.

1064
01:21:14,244 --> 01:21:15,787
You can't fool people.

1065
01:21:16,538 --> 01:21:19,624
Yeah, I can't lie.

1066
01:21:26,965 --> 01:21:31,219
I think I experienced
so many regrets by lying.

1067
01:21:33,138 --> 01:21:37,142
When you lie, the person
that suffers the most is yourself.

1068
01:21:37,225 --> 01:21:41,563
Then I can't stand on the stage
with confidence.

1069
01:21:41,646 --> 01:21:42,480
Yeah.

1070
01:21:42,564 --> 01:21:45,108
It's kind of like how some people can't
face their mom when they have a secret.

1071
01:21:45,191 --> 01:21:46,359
Yes, I understand.

1072
01:21:49,654 --> 01:21:52,240
That's why I decided early on

1073
01:21:53,450 --> 01:21:55,035
that I'm not going to lie.

1074
01:21:56,161 --> 01:21:58,204
This may sound weird,

1075
01:21:58,288 --> 01:22:00,206
but I have a song called "Eien"

1076
01:22:00,290 --> 01:22:03,251
and it's included in my debut album.

1077
01:22:03,335 --> 01:22:05,879
That song is about my dad.

1078
01:22:06,588 --> 01:22:09,758
My dad was next to me and he said,

1079
01:22:09,841 --> 01:22:11,509
"Risa, I love you.

1080
01:22:11,593 --> 01:22:15,221
I'll be near you forever,"
but he was gone the next day.

1081
01:22:17,265 --> 01:22:19,351
He never came home after that.

1082
01:22:22,020 --> 01:22:26,441
-Oh, Dad.
-So, I thought, "What's 'forever'?"

1083
01:22:27,233 --> 01:22:30,111
-So, that's what it meant.
-I felt that when I was a kid.

1084
01:22:30,195 --> 01:22:33,281
-That's why you decided not to lie.
-Yes.

1085
01:22:33,365 --> 01:22:36,826
But by the time I debuted,
I understood that

1086
01:22:36,910 --> 01:22:42,290
the feeling of "forever"
described the amount of love

1087
01:22:42,374 --> 01:22:47,337
he felt for me at that moment.

1088
01:22:48,421 --> 01:22:51,466
So, now, I'm able to meet up with my dad.

1089
01:22:53,093 --> 01:22:54,594
He's so carefree.

1090
01:22:55,220 --> 01:22:58,139
-But you're really forgiving.
-Yes, I forgive him.

1091
01:23:37,762 --> 01:23:38,972
Let's work hard.

1092
01:23:39,055 --> 01:23:41,349
-Let's do this, everybody.
-Good luck.

1093
01:23:42,559 --> 01:23:44,728
-Good luck.
-Let's work hard.

1094
01:23:49,983 --> 01:23:51,735
After I divorced,

1095
01:23:52,694 --> 01:23:56,197
I hit rock bottom
in an emotional sense too,

1096
01:23:56,823 --> 01:23:59,951
so I think I was just having
a really hard time.

1097
01:24:00,035 --> 01:24:02,203
Every day

1098
01:24:02,287 --> 01:24:05,040
there are good things and bad things
that happen,

1099
01:24:05,707 --> 01:24:11,296
but I heard that
it's good to say out loud the phrase,

1100
01:24:11,379 --> 01:24:13,965
"Today's another great day."

1101
01:24:14,049 --> 01:24:15,759
When I heard that,

1102
01:24:15,842 --> 01:24:19,763
I thought that was
such a beautiful phrase.

1103
01:24:19,846 --> 01:24:21,765
So I went home

1104
01:24:21,848 --> 01:24:25,060
and said, "Risa, if you say out loud that

1105
01:24:25,143 --> 01:24:28,646
today's another great day,
then good things will happen."

1106
01:24:28,730 --> 01:24:33,568
I thought that if
we can remember that feeling,

1107
01:24:33,651 --> 01:24:36,863
those words might come true.

1108
01:24:37,864 --> 01:24:41,910
So I shared with my kids all the things
that I learned, felt,

1109
01:24:41,993 --> 01:24:46,456
good quotes that I found,
or things I wanted to do.

1110
01:24:47,082 --> 01:24:49,250
It might be difficult now,

1111
01:24:49,334 --> 01:24:51,836
but things will definitely get better.

1112
01:24:51,920 --> 01:24:54,589
When humans are born,

1113
01:24:54,672 --> 01:24:58,885
they're born with the determination
to become happy.

1114
01:24:58,968 --> 01:25:00,970
Things might be tough and we're learning,

1115
01:25:01,054 --> 01:25:03,807
but I was confident
that we would be happy,

1116
01:25:03,890 --> 01:25:06,559
so, with that in mind, I said,

1117
01:25:06,643 --> 01:25:09,312
"Risa, say out loud
that today's another great day!"

1118
01:25:09,395 --> 01:25:13,316
I was always acting super hyper

1119
01:25:13,399 --> 01:25:17,237
and singing a happy song.

1120
01:25:18,530 --> 01:25:19,948
I was cheerful.

1121
01:25:20,031 --> 01:25:23,660
When they would laugh and say,
"What's wrong with you?",

1122
01:25:23,743 --> 01:25:28,206
I felt really relieved.

1123
01:25:28,289 --> 01:25:33,503
I learned those words as words of hope,

1124
01:25:34,879 --> 01:25:36,005
so I'm just like you.

1125
01:25:36,089 --> 01:25:38,133
You were moved by that beautiful phrase

1126
01:25:38,216 --> 01:25:41,427
and shared it with the ones you love,

1127
01:25:41,511 --> 01:25:44,597
so, now, I'm sharing that
with the ones that I love.

1128
01:26:13,835 --> 01:26:16,045
I will walk my own path.

1129
01:26:17,046 --> 01:26:19,924
So, all of you, go walk your own path!

1130
01:26:25,513 --> 01:26:26,723
Up ahead,

1131
01:26:28,183 --> 01:26:31,895
in the future, when the seasons change,

1132
01:26:33,021 --> 01:26:34,105
let's meet again.

1133
01:26:40,528 --> 01:26:44,991
This is a song for all of you doing
your best to live your life. A!

1134
01:29:41,793 --> 01:29:44,087
Thank you!

1135
01:30:49,819 --> 01:30:52,697
Today's another great day!

1136
01:30:54,991 --> 01:30:57,243
Bye-chi!

1137
01:31:02,373 --> 01:31:05,209
Right now,

1138
01:31:05,293 --> 01:31:09,046
I'm really excited about my future.

1139
01:31:09,130 --> 01:31:11,299
I'll be changing,

1140
01:31:12,049 --> 01:31:14,844
maturing, and evolving.

1141
01:31:16,429 --> 01:31:20,266
I want to enjoy those things
and keep expecting more from myself.

1142
01:31:23,269 --> 01:31:28,441
I feel like I experienced
many difficult moments.

1143
01:31:29,609 --> 01:31:31,027
But…

1144
01:31:35,323 --> 01:31:37,074
I was able to keep living…

1145
01:31:41,662 --> 01:31:43,915
and I'm here today.

1146
01:31:45,666 --> 01:31:47,627
I'm having the most fun right now.

1147
01:31:49,921 --> 01:31:54,175
Because I kept on searching

1148
01:31:55,259 --> 01:31:59,805
and because I worried a lot
and took time to find all the answers,

1149
01:32:00,890 --> 01:32:05,603
I'm able… to enjoy my life right now.

1150
01:32:08,231 --> 01:32:10,608
I think it's better to experience
difficulties.

1151
01:32:13,069 --> 01:32:16,405
I think I will be coming across many more

1152
01:32:16,489 --> 01:32:19,158
problems and difficulties in the future,

1153
01:32:19,825 --> 01:32:24,038
but I'll challenge each one,
cry about it, get mad,

1154
01:32:25,539 --> 01:32:29,168
and confront that issue face to face
each time.

1155
01:32:30,127 --> 01:32:34,048
Then, I think…
everything will be all right.

1156
01:32:35,758 --> 01:32:40,012
Sincerely and honestly and seriously.

1157
01:32:41,305 --> 01:32:45,268
Without running away.
If I face any difficulties like that,

1158
01:32:46,894 --> 01:32:48,479
then, someday,

1159
01:32:50,273 --> 01:32:53,526
I think I'll be able to say that
everything was all right

1160
01:32:53,609 --> 01:32:55,403
and that it was

1161
01:32:57,321 --> 01:32:58,906
another great day.

1162
01:37:29,093 --> 01:37:31,679
Subtitle translation by: Lili Morita