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SEVEN YEARS IN MAY

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To Preto, who died way too soon.

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Open that, let's see
what's inside.

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What do we got here?

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That's mine.

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One's mine, the
other one's yours.

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Yeah. Gimme.

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I'm getting these boots
'cause I like them.

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Will it fit me?

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Beware of the bugs.

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You shouldn’t put
your feet in like this...

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I'll try these boots on.
See if they fit me.

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I've always dreamed about
wearing this kind of clothes...

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Check out those cop's boots.

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This one is waterproof,
nothing goes within it.

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They don't fit you, bro.

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Yes they do, you'll see.

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You'll have to give
them to someone else…

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Come on, it fits perfectly.

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I told you.

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Be careful with this,

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don't do anything stupid.

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I'm taking these gloves

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so I don't get
dirty with gunpowder.

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Let me see what
you've got over there.

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I know it's yours,
you took it first.

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Now you're rocking out, huh?

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Am I pretty?

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Look at your hair, it rules!

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It matches with your blouse.

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With this I'm gonna torture,

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gonna break teeths,
gonna break it all.

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You're gonna see how it works,

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I'm gonna strangle
people by their necks.

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Who are we looking like?

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I’m gonna tell you…
We are...

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Special Operation's Department.

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A hundred per cent.

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Totally militia.

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The militiamen.

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Does anybody want anything else?

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Are we done?

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Yep. Right.

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I'll close it so we
don't leave any proof.

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Let's go on with the operation.

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It'll rock.

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Wait, I'm gonna fasten this...

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Out on a operation
you die for this stuff!

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You get shot while
fastening your trousers!

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And what if they fall down?

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As you do it, you get shot.

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You can't behave like this.

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Ok, let's go.

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Hands up to the
head, motherfucker!

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Open your legs, now.

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Police boarding.

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Open your legs!

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What's your name?

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Rafael.

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We received a complaint
about your house.

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- Do you live on the 20?
- Yes

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We received a report that
you have a kilo of drugs.

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We are gonna take a look.

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There's nothing there, sir.

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What is this?
What’s going on?

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We are gonna check it out.

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Let's take him there
and check it out.

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We are going to your place
and if we find anything there

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we're gonna go around
together, alright?

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- What's your name, motherfucker?
- Rafael dos Santos Rocha, sir.

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Repeat it.

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Rafael dos Santos Rocha.

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- It's you we were looking for.
- I don't have anything.

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We'll check it, if we
find anything there...

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Get up, get up!

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I'm not a thief, sir.
I'm not a drug dealer.

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I'm not going around with you.

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You're going with us.

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I don't have anything,

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I'm a worker.
For Christ's sake, sir.

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You all say you're workers
at moments like these...

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I was arrested in 2005,
but I don’t owe anything.

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Are you sure?
Don’t you owe anything?

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Today I'm blowing
someone's head.

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- Gimme the gun.
- Please don't do this to me.

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Do you wanna die now?

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Please don't, for God's love.

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Then you're gonna say
where's the drug hidden.

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- There's nothing in my house.
- Yes, there is!

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We've heard about it.

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- I'm telling you there isn't.
- Yes, there is.

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I'm a worker.

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If you have something there,
I'm gonna blow your head.

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I'm not messed with this...

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I told you I have
nothing to do with this!

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I have nothing,
please tell them!

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Oh, he's crying!

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It's a mama's baby!

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Stand up, stand up!

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We are checking it out.

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It's over for you, bro.

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You’re fucked up.

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For Christ's sake, people!

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Oh, Lord

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in the name of Jesus
don't do that to me.

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Today we'll show
you how it works.

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Let me go...

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Now you think about God, huh?

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When you are out there
you don't think about God.

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you don't think about family,
you don't care about anyone.

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And now that you've
got caught you wanna cry?

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I've told you, I've been
arrested but paid my debts.

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You know how prison works.

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In there, baby cries
but mama can’t hear.

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If you go once
you go twice, partner.

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I was taken for a
drug dealer in 2007.

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Policemen caught
me in front of my house

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and tortured me in the
Energy Company's Substation.

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I was quiet...

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I was OK, working
for a neighbour.

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I went back home at seven.

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When I was opening the gate,

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suddenly two vehicles
stopped by and boarded me.

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"Rafael dos Santos?"

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I said: "Yes, that's me."

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"We heard you have one
kilo of marijuana in your garden."

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I said: "There is
nothing in my house,

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I've just arrived
from work."

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They said:
"Yes, there is."

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"We are gonna make a
search in your residence."

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Two of them took me
to the wall's edge.

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Near the fuse box.

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The rest of them started
digging the backyard.

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They went to the cistern
searching with flashlights.

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Some others broke into my house
and started breaking everything.

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Throwing pots to the floor, opening
cans, checking everything out.

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Rice, sugar, beans, throwing
everything on the floor.

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They did the same
in the other rooms.

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They threw
everything on the floor,

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broke the wardrobe.

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But weren't satisfied.

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So they turned to me and said:
"You're gonna go around with us."

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I said:
"I ain't going with you."

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They said:
"Yes, you are."

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They dragged
me inside their van.

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I was resisting.

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I left my legs out
but they started

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hitting me with the car door.

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They beat me.

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I was in pain so
I put my legs in.

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They threw pepper spray
inside and closed the doors.

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They took me.

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We arrived in a very dark place.

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They told me to get
down and look aside.

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When I did, one of them
caught me by my neck.

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Seven more started punching me.

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Beating a lot.

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They punched me on
my chest so hard I fainted.

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I thought I was
having a nightmare.

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When I opened my eyes I saw
flashlights on my face.

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They picked me up.

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They put a bag on my face
and started hitting me again.

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They punched and punched

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until the bag was
covered with blood.

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They changed it

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and kept on beating me.

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I fainted many times.

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This other bag also
got covered with blood.

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They grabbed a clean one,

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threw pepperspray on it
and put it on my head.

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And kept on with the drubbing.

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Punching, punching, punching.

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They threw me on the floor
and took the bag off.

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A policeman came
and knelt on my chest.

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He stuck two guns in
my mouth, forcing them,

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hurting it on the
inside and outside.

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Two cops lifted my legs

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and started hitting them.

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They took the baton and hit

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each foot kinda fifty times.

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It gave me blisters on the feet.

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One of them found a
lighter in my pocket

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and started burning me,

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here, like this.

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He burned me

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until I got another blister.

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I could even hear the
sound of it exploding.

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He put the lighter
into my back wound,

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pushed it hard

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and left it there hanging.

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They threw me to the floor.

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One cop said:
"This motherfucker is trained."

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He got into the car
and drove backwards.

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When the car was
reaching my legs...

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About to run over
them, hurting me,

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another one yelled:
"Let's kill this motherfucker."

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Then they pulled me

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and dragged me around...

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They put me on my knees
in front of the wall.

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A cop came carrying a knife

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and pulled my hair like this...

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And started cutting
it with the knife,

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until it got almost shaved.

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He showed me his
gun, a .38 or a .32.

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An old, rusty gun.

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He told me:
"Now you're gonna die."

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I closed my eyes

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and heard four shoots.

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I felt the ground on my face.

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Everything was silent.

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I thought I was dead.

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Then I heard the car's door.

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I opened my eyes.
One cop yelled at me:

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"Rafael, we're coming
by next Friday

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we want R$5.000 in crack,
R$5.000 in cocaine

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and R$5.000 cash.

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Just do it."

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They got in the car
and drove away.

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I could hardly walk,
I was really harmed.

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I slowly crawled myself away.

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Walking back home
I ran into my friend China.

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"Fael, what
happened to you?"

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I told him everything.

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He said: "Don't go home.
Stay at my place.

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They can go back there
and kill you tonight."

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I went with him.

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On 9 o’clock that Friday

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two police cars stopped
at my mom's front door again.

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They ran into her house

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and asked her:
"Where is Rafael?"

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She told them: “I know
nothing about my son

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since you took him
and didn't bring him back."

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“Where's my son?”

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“He was arrested but has
already paid, here's his license.”

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And showed the license to them.

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They ripped it and threw
it on my mom's face.

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They went back to the cistern
again to check it out.

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When they were leaving

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one turned back
at my mom and said:

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"Tell Rafael we don't need
cash or drugs anymore.

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If we come across him
we’ll throw his head on your yard."

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They got in the cars
and drove away.

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My family was afraid.

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They sent me to São Paulo
to live with my brother.

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I went to São Paulo
and that screwed up my life.

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I lived in many places there.

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Many houses.

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I lived at my brother's,

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I lived at
“The old men’s” house,

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I lived at some friend's huts,

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I lived at a shelter.

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The place where I stayed
for the longest was Cotia.

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I started working
as a drug dealer.

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I started doing drugs.
A lot of drugs.

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"The old men", owner
of the place, told me

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I'd better leave
and work in the car chopping

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'cause staying there
was dangerous for me.

260
00:18:26,520 --> 00:18:29,540
I went to Embu das Artes to
work in the car chopping.

261
00:18:33,130 --> 00:18:35,200
I’d been working
there for a while.

262
00:18:35,520 --> 00:18:38,120
When suddenly, as we
were dismantling a car

263
00:18:39,730 --> 00:18:41,940
out of the blue
Marquinho yelled:

264
00:18:42,640 --> 00:18:46,480
"Fael, Fael, cops are at the door,
let's get outta here!"

265
00:18:46,950 --> 00:18:49,120
I jumped the wall
and tried to run.

266
00:18:49,850 --> 00:18:55,180
Then I heard the
shots behind me.

267
00:18:56,220 --> 00:19:00,510
I knelt down and raised
my hands to my head.

268
00:19:00,880 --> 00:19:03,390
I got kicked, punched, pounded.

269
00:19:03,690 --> 00:19:08,630
They caught me and other
five people to jail.

270
00:19:10,590 --> 00:19:13,610
People from TV were there.

271
00:19:14,670 --> 00:19:17,920
There were reporters
speaking about

272
00:19:18,010 --> 00:19:21,100
the car chopping cops had found.

273
00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:24,220
They took us.

274
00:19:24,980 --> 00:19:27,570
We all went to
Itapecerica's jail.

275
00:19:29,300 --> 00:19:31,930
In two weeks...

276
00:19:33,020 --> 00:19:36,510
I thought we're gonna stay
there for a long time.

277
00:19:40,910 --> 00:19:44,980
That evening I heard my name:
“Rafael dos Santos Rocha.”

278
00:19:45,540 --> 00:19:48,530
I told my fella:
"Has our license arrived?"

279
00:19:50,460 --> 00:19:52,200
This is something
I can’t forget.

280
00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:56,130
I will always remember
those two weeks.

281
00:19:59,040 --> 00:20:00,970
One guy came to
our cell and said:

282
00:20:01,520 --> 00:20:04,590
"Hey you, I have your licenses.
You are free to go."

283
00:20:05,830 --> 00:20:08,540
We went out of jail...

284
00:20:11,140 --> 00:20:14,160
When we were out I asked a man:

285
00:20:14,570 --> 00:20:16,174
"How do we get
out of here?"

286
00:20:16,260 --> 00:20:18,218
We could only see bushes

287
00:20:19,025 --> 00:20:20,872
and an abandoned road.

288
00:20:21,370 --> 00:20:25,050
He said: "Follow here,
you'll find a payphone."

289
00:20:26,410 --> 00:20:29,430
Down there, we
called our bosses.

290
00:20:30,080 --> 00:20:32,720
We didn't know why we were free.

291
00:20:33,300 --> 00:20:36,980
They told us they've made an
arrangement with the police.

292
00:20:37,410 --> 00:20:41,530
They paid 30.000 bucks
to take us out of jail.

293
00:20:42,390 --> 00:20:45,310
So that we would respond
only for a minor crime.

294
00:20:47,050 --> 00:20:51,380
I really wanted to go back home,
São Paulo was over for me.

295
00:20:51,890 --> 00:20:54,710
I was heavily into drugs.

296
00:20:55,710 --> 00:20:58,150
I decided to go back
to Belo Horizonte.

297
00:21:22,560 --> 00:21:28,710
I arrived in the city looking
forward to be at home.

298
00:21:31,360 --> 00:21:33,840
I only had ten bucks

299
00:21:35,240 --> 00:21:37,690
but I was killing
for some crack.

300
00:21:38,110 --> 00:21:41,820
I forgot to go back home.

301
00:21:43,850 --> 00:21:47,110
I walked to Santa Tereza's
viaduct looking for a stone.

302
00:21:48,690 --> 00:21:49,930
I found it.

303
00:21:50,540 --> 00:21:54,400
I asked to smoke in
a stranger's pipe

304
00:21:55,050 --> 00:21:57,040
and we did it.

305
00:21:57,340 --> 00:22:00,340
I asked him: "Where
can we sell this mobile?"

306
00:22:01,230 --> 00:22:04,220
We found a place
and I sold it for 30 bucks.

307
00:22:05,660 --> 00:22:08,540
He told me: "Let's go
up to the village,

308
00:22:09,330 --> 00:22:11,480
drug is pure up there."

309
00:22:12,320 --> 00:22:13,830
We went there.

310
00:22:13,950 --> 00:22:19,290
On our way back he asked
to borrow my jacket.

311
00:22:19,680 --> 00:22:21,680
I lent it.

312
00:22:23,110 --> 00:22:24,720
When I realized,

313
00:22:24,807 --> 00:22:28,938
he was gone with my
jacket and the drugs.

314
00:22:30,380 --> 00:22:33,310
I was killing for more crack.

315
00:22:34,210 --> 00:22:38,640
When you buy shit and
don't use it you go even crazier.

316
00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:41,820
Until you do it
you won't have peace.

317
00:22:42,470 --> 00:22:44,880
I had cool boots I won.

318
00:22:45,990 --> 00:22:49,420
I walked down a hall and
ran into street sellers.

319
00:22:49,990 --> 00:22:53,910
Those who buy
and sell used stuff.

320
00:22:55,310 --> 00:22:58,760
I asked a guy: "Are these
boots worth something?"

321
00:22:59,320 --> 00:23:01,810
"For us it's
worth 12 bucks."

322
00:23:02,220 --> 00:23:05,650
"Only twelve?" I asked.
"Will you sell them or not?"

323
00:23:06,540 --> 00:23:09,070
I said: "OK, c’mon."

324
00:23:09,440 --> 00:23:11,370
I sold them and just
kept my socks on.

325
00:23:11,700 --> 00:23:14,670
I bought and smoked the crack.

326
00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:18,500
From this day on I didn’t
go back home anymore.

327
00:23:18,830 --> 00:23:20,850
And started to
live on the streets.

328
00:23:21,480 --> 00:23:24,830
I knew nothing. Spent that
night wandering around.

329
00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:29,330
In the morning, while
walking in Aarão Reis street,

330
00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:37,440
I suddenly saw
Douglas, a guy I knew.

331
00:23:38,050 --> 00:23:41,750
I told him what was going on:

332
00:23:42,320 --> 00:23:43,861
"I don't wanna go home.

333
00:23:44,465 --> 00:23:47,701
I'm screwed and want
to keep doing shit."

334
00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:51,760
He said: "So you shall make a move,
you can't go on like this."

335
00:23:53,110 --> 00:23:55,620
I learned some stuff about cars.

336
00:23:55,910 --> 00:24:01,550
How to watch
them out, wash them.

337
00:24:02,060 --> 00:24:05,060
I worked doing this stuff
there for three months.

338
00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:07,280
Until I met Dentim.

339
00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:11,080
We started selling
crack on the square.

340
00:24:15,060 --> 00:24:16,763
We were doing great,

341
00:24:16,996 --> 00:24:18,858
making money...

342
00:24:20,490 --> 00:24:23,380
But Dentim wanted even more.

343
00:24:28,670 --> 00:24:34,810
He started mixing
pure drug with shit

344
00:24:35,870 --> 00:24:39,540
and selling it as pure.

345
00:24:44,836 --> 00:24:49,810
And then, some buyers

346
00:24:49,898 --> 00:24:52,240
noticed the difference.

347
00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:59,990
We sold everything we had
and went back to our place.

348
00:25:01,070 --> 00:25:06,490
On the day after everybody was
looking at me in a strange way.

349
00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:11,390
Lorim, a friend
of mine, told me:

350
00:25:11,850 --> 00:25:15,010
"Some guys want to kill
you and Dentim

351
00:25:15,420 --> 00:25:18,520
for those stupid things
Dentim's been up to."

352
00:25:18,940 --> 00:25:21,360
I said: "What? What
do we do now?"

353
00:25:21,740 --> 00:25:25,920
When nobody was watching

354
00:25:26,140 --> 00:25:29,100
Lorim and I took
a bus to the village.

355
00:25:29,690 --> 00:25:35,430
Then I went walking to
Dentim's house in Floresta.

356
00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:38,600
He was asleep.

357
00:25:38,710 --> 00:25:41,850
I woke him up and said:
"The guys want to kill us

358
00:25:41,900 --> 00:25:43,672
because of that shit
you've been up to.

359
00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:46,100
I'm going to Contagem."

360
00:25:46,910 --> 00:25:49,280
I left.

361
00:25:49,610 --> 00:25:53,100
When I arrived in Contagem
I decided to leave the gangdom,

362
00:25:54,110 --> 00:25:56,240
but I couldn't quit drugs.

363
00:25:56,750 --> 00:25:59,170
I started smoking
even more crack.

364
00:26:00,710 --> 00:26:05,120
I wandered around the streets,

365
00:26:07,780 --> 00:26:11,040
wishing I could
back home, but I couldn't.

366
00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:13,360
I couldn’t do it,

367
00:26:13,830 --> 00:26:15,280
there was no way
for me to do it.

368
00:26:15,580 --> 00:26:19,070
I had long hair, dirty
clothes, nails uncut,

369
00:26:19,670 --> 00:26:21,250
greasy hair…

370
00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:24,380
I wanted to go back home,
but not looking like I was.

371
00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:29,890
Everytime I laid on the street

372
00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:33,900
I listened to the same
thing inside my head.

373
00:26:36,340 --> 00:26:38,540
I could hear the car's
doors slamming

374
00:26:39,040 --> 00:26:40,870
and the police radio.

375
00:26:41,410 --> 00:26:42,920
"It's him right there!"

376
00:26:43,620 --> 00:26:45,710
"Let's go there and kill him!"

377
00:26:45,970 --> 00:26:47,840
"Let's get him now!"

378
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:50,260
"Let's kill him!"

379
00:26:51,350 --> 00:26:55,730
It had never left my mind.
I can still hear it.

380
00:27:26,620 --> 00:27:28,720
You have a sad story,

381
00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:31,560
just as many people I've met.

382
00:27:33,270 --> 00:27:35,090
Is your story different?

383
00:27:36,150 --> 00:27:37,630
It's just like yours.

384
00:27:39,020 --> 00:27:40,960
Have you been beaten
by policemen too?

385
00:27:41,650 --> 00:27:42,650
Yes.

386
00:27:46,790 --> 00:27:48,690
I've been through so many things

387
00:27:49,360 --> 00:27:52,070
that every story I hear
sounds like mine.

388
00:28:12,770 --> 00:28:13,860
Want some?

389
00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:15,170
Gimme.

390
00:28:32,910 --> 00:28:34,590
This anger is the worst.

391
00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:37,260
It never goes away.

392
00:28:38,940 --> 00:28:40,860
Those men's faces are the worst.

393
00:28:41,330 --> 00:28:43,280
They never disappear.

394
00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:46,610
You're right.

395
00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:49,090
Never indeed.

396
00:28:52,190 --> 00:28:54,210
When I was caught
for the first time,

397
00:28:54,780 --> 00:28:56,960
they laid my face on the floor.

398
00:28:57,340 --> 00:28:59,110
Stepped on my arm

399
00:28:59,300 --> 00:29:01,740
and told me not to look at them.

400
00:29:04,620 --> 00:29:06,870
One of the cops felt
sorry for me,

401
00:29:09,140 --> 00:29:13,720
he said they wouldn’t
stop if I looked.

402
00:29:14,620 --> 00:29:17,822
But I didn't stop staring
at them even for a minute.

403
00:29:19,790 --> 00:29:21,530
Do you remember their faces?

404
00:29:22,550 --> 00:29:23,790
I still do.

405
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:26,150
Me too.

406
00:29:27,620 --> 00:29:29,457
Do you think they remember ours?

407
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:31,800
I don't think so.

408
00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:34,530
We are all the same to them.

409
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,360
My mom told me
to forget about this stuff,

410
00:29:42,300 --> 00:29:44,580
stop thinking about it.

411
00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:50,960
I said that if I forgot,

412
00:29:51,706 --> 00:29:54,782
what they did to me
would be completed.

413
00:29:59,182 --> 00:30:00,693
I think one day

414
00:30:02,151 --> 00:30:04,435
they will pay for what they did.

415
00:30:05,084 --> 00:30:06,755
Justice has to
work for them too.

416
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:09,120
What justice?

417
00:30:09,795 --> 00:30:11,368
What law?

418
00:30:11,688 --> 00:30:13,973
Has somebody ever asked
you to write down a law?

419
00:30:15,475 --> 00:30:18,942
If I were a judge
everything would be clearer.

420
00:30:20,275 --> 00:30:22,933
I would make
everyone pay in kind.

421
00:30:23,670 --> 00:30:27,701
If you stole 10 bucks, you'd
have to give 10 bucks back.

422
00:30:28,568 --> 00:30:31,920
If you had killed someone,
you'd have to die too.

423
00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:37,217
But if you hadn't done anything
no one should do anything to you.

424
00:30:38,897 --> 00:30:39,897
And you?

425
00:30:40,764 --> 00:30:43,004
What would you do if you
could catch those cops?

426
00:30:44,088 --> 00:30:47,768
What would you do?
Would you kill them?

427
00:30:52,782 --> 00:30:54,293
I don't think so.

428
00:30:55,146 --> 00:30:57,662
I would like them to suffer
everything I suffered.

429
00:30:59,075 --> 00:31:01,840
The problem is that
cops are just like ants.

430
00:31:02,346 --> 00:31:07,546
You catch one and five thousand,
twenty thousand go after you.

431
00:31:10,328 --> 00:31:13,955
We are more than five thousand,
much more than twenty thousand.

432
00:31:14,817 --> 00:31:18,506
But when they caught you,
how many stood by you?

433
00:31:19,902 --> 00:31:24,595
How many neighbours saw you
getting into the car and did nothing?

434
00:31:27,271 --> 00:31:30,248
The world is unfair not only
because of the cops, bro.

435
00:31:33,573 --> 00:31:36,213
I don't know what's
fair or unfair anymore.

436
00:31:37,626 --> 00:31:40,586
I just know I can't forget it.

437
00:31:43,502 --> 00:31:46,444
Being back here, in this place,

438
00:31:47,271 --> 00:31:48,915
it's like travelling in time.

439
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:53,591
It's like that day
lasted forever.

440
00:32:04,426 --> 00:32:07,324
We can still see your
footprint on the floor.

441
00:32:10,382 --> 00:32:13,528
We can still see the
blood stains on the street.

442
00:32:14,551 --> 00:32:16,302
And it's not only your blood.

443
00:32:17,680 --> 00:32:19,893
There are many people
dying everyday.

444
00:32:24,835 --> 00:32:28,737
We are surrounded
by a pile of dead people, bro.

445
00:32:29,937 --> 00:32:33,786
And that pile is only growing,
since before we were born.

446
00:32:35,671 --> 00:32:39,857
And it's so tall
it capped the sky.

447
00:32:41,413 --> 00:32:45,022
That's why everything is so dark.

448
00:32:51,608 --> 00:32:53,928
But there's no night
that lasts forever.

449
00:32:56,746 --> 00:32:58,977
What we gotta do is to move on.

450
00:32:59,760 --> 00:33:02,390
For us and for them too.

451
00:34:52,700 --> 00:34:55,680
- Are you all listening to me?
- Yes, sir.

452
00:34:57,750 --> 00:34:58,920
Dead.

453
00:35:06,420 --> 00:35:07,420
Alive.

454
00:35:07,820 --> 00:35:08,820
Dead.

455
00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:09,960
Alive.

456
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:10,730
Dead.

457
00:35:10,990 --> 00:35:12,300
Dead.

458
00:35:13,380 --> 00:35:14,380
Alive.

459
00:35:14,490 --> 00:35:15,490
Dead.

460
00:35:15,640 --> 00:35:16,640
Dead.

461
00:35:17,490 --> 00:35:18,490
Alive.

462
00:35:18,880 --> 00:35:19,880
Dead.

463
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:21,160
Alive.

464
00:35:29,980 --> 00:35:30,980
Alive.

465
00:35:31,340 --> 00:35:32,340
Dead.

466
00:35:32,790 --> 00:35:33,790
Alive.

467
00:35:34,210 --> 00:35:35,230
Dead.

468
00:35:35,750 --> 00:35:36,790
Dead.

469
00:35:38,298 --> 00:35:39,298
Alive.

470
00:35:40,690 --> 00:35:41,690
Alive.

471
00:35:41,861 --> 00:35:42,861
Dead.

472
00:35:45,156 --> 00:35:46,156
Dead.

473
00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:50,680
Out.

474
00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:52,470
Alive.

475
00:35:53,290 --> 00:35:54,390
Dead.

476
00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:56,200
Alive.

477
00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:58,050
Alive.

478
00:35:58,840 --> 00:35:59,840
Out.

479
00:36:02,613 --> 00:36:03,613
Dead.

480
00:36:06,346 --> 00:36:07,346
Dead.

481
00:36:08,035 --> 00:36:09,035
Out.

482
00:36:10,630 --> 00:36:11,630
Out.

483
00:36:13,050 --> 00:36:14,240
Out.

484
00:36:15,140 --> 00:36:16,430
Both of you.

485
00:36:21,150 --> 00:36:22,150
Alive.

486
00:36:22,640 --> 00:36:24,070
Alive.

487
00:36:26,820 --> 00:36:27,820
Out.

488
00:36:28,190 --> 00:36:29,340
Dead.

489
00:36:30,970 --> 00:36:31,970
Alive.

490
00:36:32,150 --> 00:36:33,480
Dead.

491
00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:35,000
Out.

492
00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:36,440
Alive.

493
00:36:36,670 --> 00:36:37,670
Dead.

494
00:36:37,910 --> 00:36:38,600
Alive.

495
00:36:38,890 --> 00:36:39,890
Dead.

496
00:36:39,970 --> 00:36:40,970
Dead.

497
00:36:41,170 --> 00:36:42,230
Out.

498
00:36:45,220 --> 00:36:46,220
Alive.

499
00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:47,680
Dead.

500
00:36:48,850 --> 00:36:49,850
Alive.

501
00:36:50,300 --> 00:36:51,300
Dead.

502
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:51,980
Alive.

503
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:52,920
Dead.

504
00:36:53,210 --> 00:36:54,210
Dead.

505
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:55,190
Alive.

506
00:36:55,400 --> 00:36:56,110
Dead.

507
00:36:56,280 --> 00:36:56,900
Alive.

508
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:57,640
Alive.

509
00:36:57,840 --> 00:36:58,550
Alive.

510
00:36:58,750 --> 00:36:59,750
Dead.

511
00:37:00,900 --> 00:37:01,900
Out.

512
00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:03,490
Alive.

513
00:37:05,180 --> 00:37:06,180
Alive.

514
00:37:06,280 --> 00:37:07,280
Dead.

515
00:37:07,410 --> 00:37:08,410
Alive.

516
00:37:08,460 --> 00:37:09,080
Dead.

517
00:37:09,470 --> 00:37:10,530
Dead.

518
00:37:14,110 --> 00:37:15,110
Dead.

519
00:37:16,040 --> 00:37:17,090
Out.

520
00:37:18,500 --> 00:37:19,500
Out.

521
00:37:20,160 --> 00:37:21,160
Right.

522
00:37:22,250 --> 00:37:23,250
Alive.

523
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:24,960
Alive.

524
00:37:25,290 --> 00:37:26,390
Dead.

525
00:37:26,910 --> 00:37:28,240
Dead.

526
00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:30,390
Out.

527
00:37:34,070 --> 00:37:34,810
Alive.

528
00:37:34,950 --> 00:37:35,990
Out.

529
00:37:36,760 --> 00:37:37,760
Dead.

530
00:37:38,230 --> 00:37:39,250
Dead.

531
00:37:39,420 --> 00:37:40,660
Out.

532
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:43,030
Alive.

533
00:37:46,770 --> 00:37:48,850
Dead.

534
00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:55,680
Dead.