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- Bless you.
- It's freezing in here.

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- Look at that green thumb.
- I wish.

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- How's your sinuses?
- Better.

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Good.

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I should be home by 7:00.

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Honey, can you call the
landscapers again about the sod?

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They gotta get moving,
or we're gonna miss...

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- I'll try them again.
- Thanks, hon.

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Maybe it's the couch.

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Great!

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So...

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we were thinking...

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in here...

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with the...

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coming-out part along the wall?

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Okay, sure.

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And I guess come in through there.

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- Not through there?
- Right.

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- Okay.
- Great. Thanks.

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Big push. Four more.

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Three, two. Now reach
up to the corner.

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Up and up. Nice. Good stretch, Bev.

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Nice. Push it. Four more.

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Three, two. Sasha, here we go.
Take it around.

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Two, two. Down. Two, two.

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Two more. Here we go.
Let's smile, ladies.

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Right, two, three,
and left, two, three.

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Well, I just eventually found...

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the whole 12-step thing was like...

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just another form of addiction.

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- That's exactly what this book is saying.
- Yeah?

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Yeah, it's about how
to own your own life.

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Because what he's saying is that
we don't really own our own lives.

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We're taught what
to do, what to think....

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but emotionally we're
not really in charge.

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But see, I think that
with the exercise...

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and the diet and healthy foods...

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I just think he's very
good at certain things.

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- Really?
- Oh, yeah.

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- Have you read him, Carol?
- No.

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He's very good on certain things...

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emotional maintenance...

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stress management.

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You know, Carol, you do not sweat?

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Oh, I hate you.

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I know. It's true.

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No, it's great.

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- Hi.
- Hi.

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- Did you forget?
- No. It's inside.

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- I just...
- What?

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Something happened.

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Come in.

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How old was he?

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Five years older.

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He was the oldest of my mom's kids.

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It...

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wasn't...

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No.

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That's what everyone keeps...

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Not at all.

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'Cause he wasn't married.

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Right.

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It's just so unreal.

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- Did you see the den?
- At your party. It's gorgeous.

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You know, I'm suing the contractor.
Did I tell you?

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No.

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You don't even want to know.

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Fulvia? I'm home.

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Hello?

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Hi, Mother.

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What? No. I just walked in the door.

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That's all right.

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How are you feeling? How's your back?

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That's good.

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It's not a bad time, Mother.
I just...

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All right. That's fine.

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He's fine. They're fine.

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I will.

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I will, Mother.

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Okay.

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I'll talk to you soon.

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Okay.

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Bye-bye.

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Fulvia?

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Any telefono while I was gone?

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Oh, my God.

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No, missus. No telefono.

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Is this what they delivered?

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Fulvia?

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We did... We did not
order black. This is...

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This is... This is
not what we ordered.

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<i>Turn your love around</i>

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Yes, in Sherman Oaks.
May I have the number...

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for Nelson's on Riverside, please?

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I don't believe this.

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Ye... Thank you.

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Yes, may I have the shipping
or delivery depart...

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- Thank you.
- <i>That you're still in love with me</i>

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<i>We're gonna make it</i>

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<i>And we're gonna take
it back where we belong</i>

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<i>Turn your love around</i>

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- Mom?
- What, Rory?

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- Mom, soccer practice. Don't forget.
- I didn't forget last time.

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- Whatever. It's the bus. I gotta go.
- It was a mix-up. Okay.

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- Bye.
- Bye, honey.

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Fulvia?

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Fulvia?

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- Fulvia?
- Si?

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Where's my book? My telephone book?

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I put it in the bottom shelf...

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because of the cabinet men.

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Oh, okay. I see. Thanks.

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You've got to step back and say,
"Wait a minute.

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It's not an honor or a privilege
or even a duty to be a patient.

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If people don't want it on religious
grounds or quality-of-life grounds..."

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- Fulvia, could I have some milk?
- Si.

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- Some leche, por favor?
- Si, seguro que si.

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...to let a critically
ill patient die...

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but you're also saying it is all
right to hasten that death.

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- I didn't say that.
- I disagree with that.

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Isn't Elizabeth Bouvier, by starving
herself, hastening her own death?

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No, I think you have
to draw a distinction...

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between steps the doctor could
take to actively kill somebody...

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Senora.

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Thank you.

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You okay, missus?

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...and say, "Whatever happens, we are
going to withdraw from the situation."

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It's terrible to say with 30 seconds
left, but isn't that a thin line?

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But it's a very important line.

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It's one thing to remove
a piece of machinery...

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whether big as a respirator
or small as a feeding tube.

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It's another thing to say,
"His life isn't worth much anyway...

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so we're gonna help you out more."

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Sorry. They were in the back.

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Oh, it's okay. Thanks.

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- Oh, that purse is adorable!
- Thank you.

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- How's your little girl?
- Oh, she's fine.

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- She's so cute.
- Oh, thank you.

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Okay. Bye.

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Bye.

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No, we wanted teal.

143
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We ordered teal,
but we received black.

144
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But your original order shows black.

145
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That's impossible, because it
doesn't go with anything we have.

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All right.

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All right. Let me try the
Sherman Oaks store upstairs.

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See what they have in stock.

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Thank you.

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If I told you the end of
the world was coming...

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and you said to me that
you'd get on your knees...

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and you'd pray,
I'd say you're in trouble.

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Because when I go to bed and pull
those covers under my neck...

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I say, "Jesus, I'll see
you in the morning."

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You do that very well. Thank you.

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I was raised in a
fundamentalist church.

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I heard this all my life. We sang
songs about being in God's army...

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I think you've changed the subject.

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I see a president who's embattled...

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and a president who's, based on...
what do I base it on?...

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not being close to him but
close to people who are...

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in the press who watch him carefully,
as being very pained at the moment...

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and certainly...

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a man who wants to make his mark...

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I've never heard anybody ever
say he's that fundamentalist...

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that he believes the end is nigh.

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I really... You and I take a
different view on that one.

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But are you married to Marjoe?

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- No.
- Just, you sound... the technique.

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I just really believe...

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he thinks he's doing the Lord's work.
He's always been a very...

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Maybe he's right.

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<i>In California</i>

174
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<i>KABC talk radio</i>

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A movement to save the trees?

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Some say it goes deeper than that.

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Today, environmentalists
from all over the globe...

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are adopting a new, more holistic
approach to their studies...

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which they call "deep ecology."

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Deep ecology goes beyond the
traditional scientific framework...

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to incorporate a greater spiritual
awareness of the planet.

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Or, as ecophilosopher
Parlum Grass puts it...

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"an understanding of the
oneness of all life."

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"I have a feeling that we are entering
a new time," Pearcel writes...

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"a period of a different
paradigm or model.

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A period of learning to
run warm and cool...

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not hot and cold, toward viruses...

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cells, and one anoth..."

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I started this fruit diet.

190
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I've been so out of it since
my brother's funeral.

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- Have you ever done one?
- No.

192
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They're supposed to sort of
naturally cleanse the body...

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of all the toxins.

194
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I should do it.
I've been so run down lately.

195
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Really?

196
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Yeah, I've just been really busy.

197
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We have this client
dinner coming up, so...

198
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Right. Maybe you should try it.

199
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No.

200
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It'd be a lot of fun.

201
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We could do it together.

202
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Come on. Why don't you just try it?

203
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- Do you know what you want?
- Yes.

204
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I am going to have the fruit
salad and the herbal iced tea.

205
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Okay. And for you?

206
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I'll have the same.

207
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I got one. I got one.

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This beautiful, shapely blonde
runs into the emergency room...

209
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and when they ask her
what's wrong, she says...

210
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"It's kind of embarrassing...

211
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but I was using my vibrator,
and it got stuck.

212
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I can't get it out.
It's stuck inside."

213
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So they rush her into
emergency, admit her...

214
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they rush her to the operating room,
and they get some specialist...

215
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to perform the surgery,
and it's a ten-hour ordeal.

216
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And finally she wakes
up the next day...

217
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and the specialist
walks in and says...

218
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"Well, I got some good news
and I got some bad news.

219
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The bad news is we did
everything we possibly could.

220
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We tried everything, but we just
couldn't get the darn thing out.

221
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We just couldn't.

222
00:22:20,922 --> 00:22:22,616
But the good news is...

223
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we were able to change
the batteries."

224
00:22:31,600 --> 00:22:34,285
Somebody doesn't seem
to like your jokes, Ted.

225
00:22:35,711 --> 00:22:37,037
Carol...

226
00:22:40,942 --> 00:22:43,127
Excuse me. I-I don't...

227
00:22:44,863 --> 00:22:46,380
Sorry.

228
00:22:57,376 --> 00:22:59,727
I'm so sorry, Greg.

229
00:23:00,670 --> 00:23:02,531
You're just...

230
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You're overexerted, I guess.

231
00:23:08,011 --> 00:23:09,820
I've never...

232
00:23:12,557 --> 00:23:15,326
Maybe the doctor can
give you something for it.

233
00:23:26,321 --> 00:23:28,339
Well.

234
00:23:29,449 --> 00:23:32,144
I really don't see anything
wrong with you, Carol.

235
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I mean, outside of a slight
rash and congestion.

236
00:23:36,998 --> 00:23:40,319
Now, I'll give you some ointment...

237
00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:43,246
and some decongestant, but...

238
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jeez, I-I don't know what else to do.

239
00:23:47,801 --> 00:23:50,569
Are you... Well, what?

240
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I guess I'm just a little
stressed out lately.

241
00:23:55,725 --> 00:23:57,586
And just tired from it.

242
00:23:57,686 --> 00:23:59,755
Well, that's not uncommon.

243
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You're not doing drugs, are you?

244
00:24:02,732 --> 00:24:04,968
No.

245
00:24:05,068 --> 00:24:08,472
I don't take drugs or drink or...

246
00:24:08,572 --> 00:24:11,850
I don't even, like coffee very much.

247
00:24:11,950 --> 00:24:16,521
I'm just a total
milkaholic, actually.

248
00:24:16,621 --> 00:24:18,815
I mean, before the fruit thing.

249
00:24:18,915 --> 00:24:21,443
Well, stop the fruit diet.
You need protein.

250
00:24:21,543 --> 00:24:24,196
And while you're at it...

251
00:24:24,296 --> 00:24:26,656
try staying off dairy.

252
00:24:26,756 --> 00:24:29,076
Dairy's very hard on
your digestion...

253
00:24:29,176 --> 00:24:31,370
hard on your intestines.

254
00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:34,790
I'll see you in a couple weeks.
You'll be fine.

255
00:24:34,890 --> 00:24:36,740
Thanks.

256
00:24:39,227 --> 00:24:42,798
"In the '80s, there are more and more
gangs in the Los Angeles basin...

257
00:24:42,898 --> 00:24:47,219
plus many more stabbings
and shootings by AK-47s...

258
00:24:47,319 --> 00:24:49,721
Uzis and MAC-10s...

259
00:24:49,821 --> 00:24:51,890
killing numerous innocent people.

260
00:24:51,990 --> 00:24:54,017
L.A. was the gang capital of America.

261
00:24:54,117 --> 00:24:56,395
Rapes, riots,
shooting innocent people...

262
00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:59,815
slashing throats,
arms and legs being dissected...

263
00:24:59,915 --> 00:25:02,901
were all common sights in
the black ghettos of L.A.

264
00:25:03,001 --> 00:25:05,946
Today, black and Chicano gangs
are coming into the valleys...

265
00:25:06,046 --> 00:25:08,657
in mostly white areas more and more.

266
00:25:08,757 --> 00:25:12,452
That's why gangs in L.A. are a
big American issue. Rory White."

267
00:25:12,552 --> 00:25:16,456
- Good job, Ror.
- Why does it have to be so gory?

268
00:25:16,556 --> 00:25:20,252
"Gory"? That's how it really is. God.

269
00:25:20,352 --> 00:25:23,588
- Hey, hey, hey.
- You want some coffee?

270
00:25:23,688 --> 00:25:25,789
Yeah, I'd love some.

271
00:25:35,283 --> 00:25:37,718
So what did Hubbard have to say?

272
00:25:38,703 --> 00:25:41,648
He just said I should...

273
00:25:41,748 --> 00:25:44,443
slow down a little, you know.

274
00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:48,196
Stop the fruit diet. Eat less dairy.

275
00:25:48,296 --> 00:25:50,449
That's exactly what I said, isn't it?

276
00:25:50,549 --> 00:25:53,525
I knew that whole fruit thing
didn't make any sense.

277
00:25:55,220 --> 00:25:58,498
But basically...

278
00:25:58,598 --> 00:26:02,627
there's nothing to really worry about,
aside from being a little run down.

279
00:26:02,727 --> 00:26:04,870
Well, that's good.

280
00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:08,216
So...

281
00:26:08,316 --> 00:26:10,385
Dad, how do you spell "Uzi"?

282
00:26:10,485 --> 00:26:12,878
Just how it sounds: U-Z-I.

283
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,919
<i>...my dreams</i>

284
00:26:44,019 --> 00:26:46,453
<i>Get into my car</i>

285
00:26:47,731 --> 00:26:50,833
- Thanks.
- <i>Get out of my dreams</i>

286
00:26:52,068 --> 00:26:53,595
Carol...

287
00:26:53,695 --> 00:26:57,349
- we doing a regular cut today?
- Yeah.

288
00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,883
<i>Get out of my mind</i>

289
00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:04,189
Actually, I was thinking of-of...

290
00:27:04,289 --> 00:27:07,359
trying a perm for a change.

291
00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:09,402
Perming it.

292
00:27:09,502 --> 00:27:12,271
Elyse didn't tell me
you scheduled a perm.

293
00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:16,826
No, I didn't schedule one.

294
00:27:16,926 --> 00:27:19,955
I just thought of it now,
of trying it, unless...

295
00:27:20,055 --> 00:27:22,541
No. No, there's time, actually.

296
00:27:22,641 --> 00:27:25,252
I... I had a cancellation.

297
00:27:25,352 --> 00:27:28,129
- You still want that manicure?
- Sure.

298
00:27:28,229 --> 00:27:29,756
Thanks.

299
00:27:29,856 --> 00:27:33,885
<i>Let's make a deal Make it real</i>

300
00:27:33,985 --> 00:27:37,796
<i>Like a roadrunner coming after you</i>

301
00:28:22,158 --> 00:28:24,510
It's very cute on you.

302
00:28:32,836 --> 00:28:34,561
It looks nice.

303
00:28:37,298 --> 00:28:39,909
- Oh... Oh, my God!
- Oh, my God.

304
00:28:40,009 --> 00:28:42,319
Paula, do you have a Kleenex?
Do you...

305
00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:47,042
- Oh, my God!
- Anyway, so...

306
00:28:47,142 --> 00:28:50,086
so we meet him for lunch,
Cosford, Ted, and I...

307
00:28:50,186 --> 00:28:53,798
and who comes in but
this kid in shorts.

308
00:28:53,898 --> 00:28:56,718
He looked like he was
about Jonas's age.

309
00:28:56,818 --> 00:28:58,553
Couldn't believe it.

310
00:28:58,653 --> 00:29:01,681
Ted said I looked like
I'd seen a ghost.

311
00:29:01,781 --> 00:29:05,560
I like what they did with your hair.
It's great. I like it.

312
00:29:05,660 --> 00:29:07,678
I'm glad, honey.

313
00:29:09,539 --> 00:29:12,516
Yeah. Sexy.

314
00:29:20,842 --> 00:29:22,943
How you feeling?

315
00:29:28,850 --> 00:29:32,253
- I still have this...
- What?

316
00:29:32,353 --> 00:29:34,089
This head thing.

317
00:29:34,189 --> 00:29:36,633
Oh, boy.

318
00:29:36,733 --> 00:29:40,345
- Greg...
- Carol, what the hell is going on here?

319
00:29:40,445 --> 00:29:43,181
- Nothing.
- Nobody has a fucking headache...

320
00:29:43,281 --> 00:29:45,382
every night of the fucking week!

321
00:30:00,256 --> 00:30:02,534
I must have a touch of something,
because I...

322
00:30:02,634 --> 00:30:04,860
I don't want to hear about it.

323
00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:17,998
I'm sorry. I...

324
00:30:20,068 --> 00:30:22,753
I know it's not normal, but...

325
00:30:26,199 --> 00:30:28,300
I can't help it.

326
00:30:40,797 --> 00:30:42,606
Good night.

327
00:31:26,759 --> 00:31:29,788
Sixties at the beaches
and lower 70s downtown.

328
00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:31,915
Valleys will climb to the mid-70s.

329
00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:35,627
- Fifty-nine degrees in Hollywood.
- Traffic on KNX every six minutes.

330
00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:37,604
- Here's John Engel.
- Thanks, Susan.

331
00:31:37,704 --> 00:31:41,049
It's been another rough morning.
You need patience on the Southland freeways.

332
00:31:41,149 --> 00:31:43,760
It started with that downpour
you were talking about.

333
00:31:43,860 --> 00:31:46,888
Had a lot of rain.
Right now it's quite the hike.

334
00:31:46,988 --> 00:31:50,141
Sure hope you brought camping gear
for that Ventura westbound transition...

335
00:31:50,241 --> 00:31:52,143
to the Golden State southbound.

336
00:31:52,243 --> 00:31:54,813
Non-injury accident in the
left lane at the trans road.

337
00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:58,316
When you stop at Pacific,
that's what you have to Sherman Oaks.

338
00:31:58,416 --> 00:32:01,986
But there is some good news.
Just spoke to the van, and guess what?

339
00:32:02,086 --> 00:32:05,156
91 westbound's a cakewalk all
through the Santa Ana canyon.

340
00:32:05,256 --> 00:32:08,159
Actually, you're close to maximum speed.
You can even go...

341
00:32:08,259 --> 00:32:10,161
maybe 45 miles an hour...

342
00:32:10,261 --> 00:32:12,372
91 westbound to the 15
through the canyon...

343
00:32:12,472 --> 00:32:15,667
into Anaheim Hills,
and enjoy that while you can.

344
00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:18,419
I'm sorry, honey.

345
00:32:18,519 --> 00:32:20,370
Me too.

346
00:32:44,087 --> 00:32:46,444
It's okay.

347
00:32:49,944 --> 00:32:52,044
It's okay.

348
00:32:52,470 --> 00:32:54,237
Hey.

349
00:32:57,900 --> 00:32:59,743
You're all right.

350
00:33:03,147 --> 00:33:04,915
Jesus, honey.

351
00:33:08,194 --> 00:33:10,295
Take a deep breath and hold.

352
00:33:11,531 --> 00:33:13,600
Release.

353
00:33:13,700 --> 00:33:16,060
Again.

354
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:17,896
Release.

355
00:33:17,996 --> 00:33:20,231
Again.

356
00:33:20,331 --> 00:33:23,568
Release. Again.

357
00:33:23,668 --> 00:33:25,352
Okay.

358
00:33:34,387 --> 00:33:36,497
Hey, Greg, how the hell are you?

359
00:33:36,597 --> 00:33:39,500
- Good, good. And you?
- I'm okay. Have a seat, guys.

360
00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:41,535
Well...

361
00:33:43,396 --> 00:33:46,716
basically, Carol,
you are perfectly healthy.

362
00:33:46,816 --> 00:33:51,294
If anything, your condition has slightly
improved since your last visit.

363
00:33:54,449 --> 00:33:57,643
Now, this is just
a suggestion, but...

364
00:33:57,869 --> 00:34:01,356
you might want to consult
someone, and I know...

365
00:34:01,456 --> 00:34:04,192
a very, very good doctor
who's just more suited...

366
00:34:04,292 --> 00:34:07,811
to stress-related conditions,
which I think this is.

367
00:34:12,717 --> 00:34:14,818
- A psychiatrist?
- Yeah.

368
00:35:59,740 --> 00:36:02,101
- Everything all right, ma'am?
- What?

369
00:36:02,201 --> 00:36:03,927
Yeah.

370
00:36:14,213 --> 00:36:16,398
What are you doing, honey?

371
00:36:19,343 --> 00:36:21,496
I...

372
00:36:21,596 --> 00:36:24,248
I couldn't sleep.

373
00:36:24,348 --> 00:36:26,667
The air, the...

374
00:36:26,767 --> 00:36:28,785
the smell.

375
00:36:33,816 --> 00:36:35,542
Okay.

376
00:36:43,289 --> 00:36:48,272
Clap. Slow it down.
And bring the knee up. Pull.

377
00:36:48,372 --> 00:36:52,110
Good. Get those knees up there.
Tummy in. Exhale. Exhale.

378
00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:54,612
And push it out. Here we go. Push.

379
00:36:54,712 --> 00:36:57,323
And right. Push left. Right.

380
00:36:57,423 --> 00:36:59,867
Four more. Three.

381
00:36:59,967 --> 00:37:02,370
Good! Let's scoop to the right.

382
00:37:02,470 --> 00:37:05,373
Two, three. Good.
Get that leg up there.

383
00:37:05,473 --> 00:37:07,917
Whoo!

384
00:37:08,017 --> 00:37:10,128
- Carol.
- Hi.

385
00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:13,798
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, I just have to get somewhere.

386
00:37:13,898 --> 00:37:17,385
Oh. I'll see you at Barbara's Sunday?

387
00:37:17,485 --> 00:37:18,970
- See you Sunday.
- Okay.

388
00:37:19,070 --> 00:37:21,004
- Okay, bye.
- Bye.

389
00:37:52,186 --> 00:37:53,963
Do you work?

390
00:37:54,063 --> 00:37:55,840
No, I'm a house...

391
00:37:55,940 --> 00:37:58,718
I'm a homemaker.

392
00:37:58,818 --> 00:38:02,180
I'm working on some designs
for our house, though...

393
00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:05,382
in my spare time.

394
00:38:07,451 --> 00:38:11,012
And... And you have one child?

395
00:38:12,123 --> 00:38:14,692
My husband's little boy.

396
00:38:14,792 --> 00:38:18,696
He's not my son. He's my stepson.

397
00:38:18,796 --> 00:38:20,740
Rory.

398
00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:23,492
He's ten.

399
00:38:23,592 --> 00:38:26,069
How long have you
been feeling unwell?

400
00:38:27,305 --> 00:38:31,032
About two months.

401
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:34,086
Three...

402
00:38:34,186 --> 00:38:37,089
I've been under a lot
of stress lately...

403
00:38:37,189 --> 00:38:39,550
and then my friend Linda and I...

404
00:38:39,650 --> 00:38:43,586
She's probably my best friend.
She lives down the...

405
00:38:43,912 --> 00:38:45,890
Anyway...

406
00:38:45,990 --> 00:38:50,311
we started this fruit diet together.

407
00:38:50,411 --> 00:38:52,846
I think that sort of set it off.

408
00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:58,351
So...

409
00:39:06,510 --> 00:39:09,330
- Are you uncomfortable?
- No. I...

410
00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:11,531
I just thought...

411
00:39:13,851 --> 00:39:15,660
I mean...

412
00:39:18,898 --> 00:39:21,124
Aren't you supposed to
ask more questions?

413
00:39:23,986 --> 00:39:26,421
Well, no.

414
00:39:28,574 --> 00:39:31,509
We really need to be
hearing from you.

415
00:39:33,704 --> 00:39:35,982
What's going on...

416
00:39:36,082 --> 00:39:38,141
in you?

417
00:39:42,296 --> 00:39:45,241
- Oh, that's so cute!
- Isn't it?

418
00:39:45,341 --> 00:39:48,244
- Look at this.
- I love that little bunny.

419
00:39:48,344 --> 00:39:52,623
- I know.
- I wonder what it could be.

420
00:39:52,723 --> 00:39:55,793
- Hope she doesn't...
- Oh, a baby book!

421
00:39:55,893 --> 00:39:59,213
- Look at that.
- Oh, God, it's beautiful!

422
00:39:59,313 --> 00:40:02,258
- You don't have one?
- No, no.

423
00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:05,177
- I'm so glad.
- I love it. It's perfect.

424
00:40:05,277 --> 00:40:09,181
If you need to take it back, I won't be
offended. It's from Neiman Marcus.

425
00:40:09,281 --> 00:40:11,934
Oh, no, no. I really love it.
It's perfect.

426
00:40:12,034 --> 00:40:17,273
It's so sweet. You should see my baby book.
It's this disgusting puke orange.

427
00:40:17,373 --> 00:40:20,443
- That's very appetizing, Barbara.
- I'm serious.

428
00:40:20,543 --> 00:40:23,821
Okay, Lynn. My turn.

429
00:40:23,921 --> 00:40:27,742
- Linda, thank you.
- I hope you like it.

430
00:40:27,842 --> 00:40:30,786
That's so pretty.
Did you wrap that yourself?

431
00:40:30,886 --> 00:40:34,457
God, are you kidding?
I wish I were that creative.

432
00:40:34,557 --> 00:40:36,584
I've seen you wrap things.

433
00:40:36,684 --> 00:40:39,378
Oh, I can't even
draw a straight line.

434
00:40:39,478 --> 00:40:42,214
Oh, God! I love this!

435
00:40:42,314 --> 00:40:44,759
- Do you?
- Look at this. It's a mobile.

436
00:40:44,859 --> 00:40:47,178
I thought it'd look
great over a crib.

437
00:40:47,278 --> 00:40:49,111
Who wants decaf?

438
00:40:50,489 --> 00:40:52,391
- Herbal tea?
- You must be so excited.

439
00:40:52,491 --> 00:40:55,186
- We're really happy.
- Real coffee?

440
00:40:55,286 --> 00:40:58,356
- He must be so happy.
- "Ecstatic" is more like it.

441
00:40:58,456 --> 00:41:02,276
- What do you think you'll name it?
- That is so great.

442
00:41:02,376 --> 00:41:03,944
- Barbara?
- Yeah, hon?

443
00:41:04,044 --> 00:41:06,072
- Where's your bathroom?
- There's a powder room...

444
00:41:06,172 --> 00:41:08,690
off the entrance hall to your right.

445
00:41:13,512 --> 00:41:15,905
I like "Tyler." Gary likes "Alex."

446
00:42:06,607 --> 00:42:08,134
Mommy!

447
00:42:08,234 --> 00:42:11,595
I heard you, Elyse! I don't know
what you should draw now!

448
00:42:11,695 --> 00:42:15,599
Let Mommy have grown-up time
with the other mommies, okay?

449
00:42:15,699 --> 00:42:19,103
Someone told me they heard
she was seeing their shrink...

450
00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:21,480
so I just thought you might have...

451
00:42:21,580 --> 00:42:24,191
No. I didn't even know that...

452
00:42:24,291 --> 00:42:26,444
Is something wrong with Carol?

453
00:42:26,544 --> 00:42:28,737
No. We were just...

454
00:42:28,837 --> 00:42:32,825
'Cause her skin looks kind of...
Her hair looks really cute, but...

455
00:42:32,925 --> 00:42:36,996
Elyse, your ice cream is melting,
and Mommy is very busy!

456
00:42:37,096 --> 00:42:38,789
- Did you get some?
- No.

457
00:42:38,889 --> 00:42:40,458
- Do you want some?
- No.

458
00:42:40,558 --> 00:42:42,575
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.

459
00:42:45,896 --> 00:42:48,048
Carol, this is yours.

460
00:42:48,148 --> 00:42:52,386
And you have to eat it immediately,
'cause it's melting all over.

461
00:42:52,486 --> 00:42:54,504
Oh, I shouldn't.

462
00:42:55,531 --> 00:42:57,933
- What do you got there, honey?
- My coloring book.

463
00:42:58,033 --> 00:43:00,060
Can I see?

464
00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:02,345
Oh! She's gotten so big.

465
00:43:05,082 --> 00:43:09,361
Barbara, this is delicious.

466
00:43:09,461 --> 00:43:12,072
You know, we haven't
really talked lately.

467
00:43:12,172 --> 00:43:14,241
How are you doing?

468
00:43:14,341 --> 00:43:16,327
Good. I've just been a little...

469
00:43:16,427 --> 00:43:18,996
- Lookit. It's you.
- Oh. Yeah.

470
00:43:19,096 --> 00:43:21,624
Under the weather.

471
00:43:21,724 --> 00:43:24,126
- Right.
- Lookit. She's a princess.

472
00:43:24,226 --> 00:43:27,296
Oh, that's very good.
It's very realistic.

473
00:43:27,396 --> 00:43:31,008
Ladies, we are now opening
the big present. Please come in.

474
00:43:31,108 --> 00:43:33,511
Okay. Here we come.

475
00:43:33,611 --> 00:43:37,213
Come on, Elyse. Let's go look
at the big present, okay?

476
00:43:40,784 --> 00:43:42,719
- Want to sit on my lap?
- Yeah.

477
00:43:47,374 --> 00:43:49,485
My God.

478
00:43:49,585 --> 00:43:53,364
- Look at this fancy wrapping.
- Yeah.

479
00:43:53,464 --> 00:43:55,699
You girls did too much.

480
00:43:55,799 --> 00:43:58,651
- Come on, don't be polite.
- I'm trying!

481
00:44:02,104 --> 00:44:03,791
A stroller!

482
00:44:03,891 --> 00:44:07,044
Oh, thank you!

483
00:44:07,144 --> 00:44:10,339
That's exactly the one I wanted! Oh!

484
00:44:10,439 --> 00:44:12,716
There's a package with
the wheels inside.

485
00:44:12,816 --> 00:44:16,002
You just screw them in.
Even you can do it.

486
00:44:36,507 --> 00:44:38,191
Mommy?

487
00:44:44,682 --> 00:44:46,917
Carol? You all right?

488
00:44:47,017 --> 00:44:48,794
Carol...

489
00:44:48,894 --> 00:44:52,673
- What's going on?
- I don't know. Carol?

490
00:44:52,773 --> 00:44:54,883
Oh, my God. Linda, what happened?

491
00:44:54,983 --> 00:44:56,552
She can't breathe!

492
00:44:56,652 --> 00:44:59,513
Eileen, call her house.
Someone should call her doctor.

493
00:44:59,613 --> 00:45:02,141
Jennifer, could you get
some water, please?

494
00:45:02,241 --> 00:45:04,467
Just try to relax, okay?

495
00:45:05,985 --> 00:45:09,607
- Calm down.
- It's okay. It's all gonna be fine.

496
00:45:09,707 --> 00:45:11,942
Just relax.

497
00:45:12,042 --> 00:45:14,143
Just... Just relax. Breathe.

498
00:45:19,717 --> 00:45:21,400
Carol!

499
00:45:41,905 --> 00:45:44,141
My name is Carol White...

500
00:45:44,241 --> 00:45:46,894
and I live in Southern California.

501
00:45:46,994 --> 00:45:50,397
I saw your notice at the
health club near my house...

502
00:45:50,497 --> 00:45:54,068
and decided to write and tell
you a little bit about myself.

503
00:45:54,168 --> 00:45:58,489
For some time now, I have
not been feeling up to par...

504
00:45:58,589 --> 00:46:03,160
and was hoping your organization
might be of some help.

505
00:46:03,260 --> 00:46:05,621
I'm originally from Texas...

506
00:46:05,721 --> 00:46:08,999
although I've lived in the
L.A. area most of my life.

507
00:46:09,099 --> 00:46:13,170
I had asthma as a child,
but it never really got in the way...

508
00:46:13,270 --> 00:46:15,547
of school or recreation.

509
00:46:15,647 --> 00:46:18,008
I've always thought of
myself as someone...

510
00:46:18,108 --> 00:46:20,594
with a pretty normal upbringing...

511
00:46:20,694 --> 00:46:23,472
and as basically a healthy person...

512
00:46:23,572 --> 00:46:25,766
but for the past several months...

513
00:46:25,866 --> 00:46:28,811
that has all started to change.

514
00:46:28,911 --> 00:46:32,005
Suddenly I find myself feeling sick.

515
00:46:34,500 --> 00:46:36,360
Honey, what's going on?

516
00:46:36,460 --> 00:46:38,529
I've been calling.
I thought you were asleep.

517
00:46:38,629 --> 00:46:41,156
Someone...
Brenda called about trading...

518
00:46:41,256 --> 00:46:43,701
Thursday carpool for Saturday
or something like that.

519
00:46:43,801 --> 00:46:46,235
She said you'd know
what that was about.

520
00:46:50,015 --> 00:46:53,460
Anyway, she said she'd call you back.

521
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:57,079
I thought you were
asleep 'cause you weren't...

522
00:46:58,273 --> 00:47:00,217
Wh-What are you doing?

523
00:47:00,317 --> 00:47:03,085
I was writing this...

524
00:47:10,077 --> 00:47:11,878
I don't even...

525
00:47:24,508 --> 00:47:26,609
Oh, God, what is this?

526
00:47:28,428 --> 00:47:30,154
What?

527
00:47:39,815 --> 00:47:41,832
Where am I...

528
00:47:46,196 --> 00:47:48,464
right now?

529
00:47:52,411 --> 00:47:54,804
We're in our house.

530
00:47:59,543 --> 00:48:01,936
Greg and Carol's house.

531
00:48:39,750 --> 00:48:41,944
Who are you?

532
00:48:42,044 --> 00:48:45,656
You are of all ages and
from all walks of life.

533
00:48:45,756 --> 00:48:49,576
But you find you all have
one thing in common:

534
00:48:49,676 --> 00:48:52,862
strange, never-ending ailments.

535
00:48:53,931 --> 00:48:55,958
Suddenly you can't
cook dinner anymore...

536
00:48:56,058 --> 00:48:59,753
because the smell of the gas
from your stove makes you ill.

537
00:48:59,853 --> 00:49:04,174
Or if you take the freeway, you feel
as if you might choke on the fumes.

538
00:49:04,274 --> 00:49:08,178
Your family and friends tell you
that you're overreacting...

539
00:49:08,278 --> 00:49:10,722
that it's all in your head.

540
00:49:10,822 --> 00:49:13,517
But your symptoms worsen.

541
00:49:13,617 --> 00:49:16,979
Fatigue and depression
turn to migraines...

542
00:49:17,079 --> 00:49:20,858
blackouts, even seizures.

543
00:49:20,958 --> 00:49:23,068
Now, if this sounds familiar...

544
00:49:23,168 --> 00:49:25,644
you're not alone.

545
00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:30,951
What you most likely are is one of a
vastly growing number of people...

546
00:49:31,051 --> 00:49:33,912
who suffer from
environmental illness.

547
00:49:34,012 --> 00:49:37,332
That means that,
for reasons not yet known to us...

548
00:49:37,432 --> 00:49:41,378
certain people's natural tolerance
to everyday substances...

549
00:49:41,478 --> 00:49:43,714
is breaking down,
usually as a result...

550
00:49:43,814 --> 00:49:46,633
of some kind of chemical exposure.

551
00:49:46,733 --> 00:49:50,429
Today, there are 60,000
chemicals in everyday use...

552
00:49:50,529 --> 00:49:54,799
yet only ten percent are
tested for human toxicity.

553
00:49:55,951 --> 00:49:58,103
This is a disease that you catch...

554
00:49:58,203 --> 00:50:00,429
from your environment.

555
00:50:44,124 --> 00:50:46,405
Fulvia?

556
00:50:57,605 --> 00:50:59,705
Fulvia?

557
00:51:03,560 --> 00:51:05,202
Greg?

558
00:51:27,617 --> 00:51:28,595
Carol?

559
00:51:30,253 --> 00:51:32,197
- You scared me.
- Sorry.

560
00:51:32,297 --> 00:51:34,324
No, I'm sorry. I was just...

561
00:51:34,424 --> 00:51:37,452
I just took Fulvia down.
So did you just get home?

562
00:51:37,552 --> 00:51:40,831
- Yeah.
- So how did it go?

563
00:51:40,931 --> 00:51:45,043
- What?
- Your thing this morning.

564
00:51:45,143 --> 00:51:46,837
What was it on?

565
00:51:46,937 --> 00:51:50,924
Well, it was just this thing on getting
sick on fumes and bug sprays...

566
00:51:51,024 --> 00:51:53,250
and stuff.

567
00:51:54,402 --> 00:51:56,471
You mean, on...

568
00:51:56,571 --> 00:51:58,682
like, pollution?

569
00:51:58,782 --> 00:52:00,851
More about people who get
sick from chemicals...

570
00:52:00,951 --> 00:52:03,145
and what it does to you.

571
00:52:03,245 --> 00:52:05,355
Who told you to go to this?

572
00:52:05,455 --> 00:52:07,649
No, I just...

573
00:52:07,749 --> 00:52:11,018
At the health club, I saw a flyer.

574
00:52:13,630 --> 00:52:16,533
So you think this is
what's made you...

575
00:52:16,633 --> 00:52:19,610
I mean, why you've been sick?

576
00:52:21,179 --> 00:52:23,457
Because of... bug spray?

577
00:52:23,557 --> 00:52:26,909
No, I... I just...

578
00:52:32,149 --> 00:52:34,208
I don't know why.

579
00:53:00,427 --> 00:53:03,789
Okay, that's milk at .01 of three.

580
00:53:03,889 --> 00:53:05,916
So most of the time,
there's a trigger...

581
00:53:06,016 --> 00:53:08,418
new carpeting, new kitchen, new car.

582
00:53:08,518 --> 00:53:12,538
Or somebody works around paint
fumes or strong fragrances.

583
00:53:13,857 --> 00:53:16,593
Okay. No reaction. Please prepare...

584
00:53:16,693 --> 00:53:18,470
- .01 of two.
- Right.

585
00:53:18,570 --> 00:53:22,099
Then one day, bam, it hits you,
and suddenly your body is reacting...

586
00:53:22,199 --> 00:53:25,060
to everything like a Geiger counter...
food, air, everything.

587
00:53:25,160 --> 00:53:27,229
- .01 of two, milk.
- Thank you.

588
00:53:27,329 --> 00:53:30,941
What we're doing now is testing about
50 separate foods and molds...

589
00:53:31,041 --> 00:53:34,736
to determine what your neutralization
doses will consist of.

590
00:53:34,836 --> 00:53:38,147
And then they'll... they'll stop it?

591
00:53:38,573 --> 00:53:40,242
No. Arm, please.

592
00:53:40,342 --> 00:53:42,911
No, neutralization-provocation
is a way to aid you...

593
00:53:43,011 --> 00:53:46,790
during your cleaning-up process,
but that's all it really is, is an aid.

594
00:53:46,890 --> 00:53:49,126
Okay, this'll sting
just a little bit.

595
00:53:49,226 --> 00:53:51,461
Dr. Reynolds, call for you on 8.

596
00:53:51,561 --> 00:53:53,662
Dr. Reynolds, Eric Delaney on 8.

597
00:53:54,898 --> 00:53:57,717
Okay, that's milk at .01 of two.

598
00:53:57,817 --> 00:53:59,835
Excuse me.

599
00:54:01,071 --> 00:54:03,172
Are you okay?

600
00:54:04,532 --> 00:54:06,884
Eric, Dr. Reynolds. What's up?

601
00:54:08,620 --> 00:54:10,682
Right.

602
00:54:11,882 --> 00:54:14,109
Right.

603
00:54:15,210 --> 00:54:19,489
Well, look. If your oasis and twice-a-week
injections don't simmer you down...

604
00:54:19,589 --> 00:54:23,869
you know you have other hidden
sensitivities most likely molds or fungus.

605
00:54:23,969 --> 00:54:26,997
Continue the rare fruit diet,
and if you don't get better...

606
00:54:27,097 --> 00:54:29,666
check back with me or have
Dr. Baines check into...

607
00:54:29,766 --> 00:54:32,669
an unresolved Candida problem.

608
00:54:32,769 --> 00:54:36,423
- Dr. Reynolds, she's reacting.
- Eric, I gotta leave you.

609
00:54:36,523 --> 00:54:40,010
Prepare a neutralizing dose
at .01 of three, please.

610
00:54:40,110 --> 00:54:43,887
Carol, this will cease momentarily.
I apologize for any discomfort.

611
00:54:44,613 --> 00:54:47,976
Sarah, be sure to record...
pulse-rate change following injection.

612
00:54:48,076 --> 00:54:51,271
Okay. .01 of three milligrams.

613
00:54:51,371 --> 00:54:54,390
Okay, thank you.

614
00:54:56,584 --> 00:54:58,644
Just take it easy.

615
00:55:03,508 --> 00:55:05,660
Okay.

616
00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:08,830
Okay, we have palpitations
with deep distress...

617
00:55:08,930 --> 00:55:12,209
in conjunction with a
racing pulse rate of 104.

618
00:55:12,309 --> 00:55:14,910
There's flushing and some wheezing.

619
00:55:16,146 --> 00:55:18,122
Bit of swelling in the mouth.

620
00:55:20,567 --> 00:55:23,252
This is a big one, Carol.
Milk's a biggie.

621
00:55:24,446 --> 00:55:26,380
It's okay.

622
00:55:36,458 --> 00:55:38,434
Are you okay?

623
00:55:46,509 --> 00:55:48,444
Have some water.

624
00:55:53,933 --> 00:55:55,794
Yeah.

625
00:55:55,894 --> 00:55:59,256
We can turn it on and
off like a switch.

626
00:55:59,356 --> 00:56:02,207
We just don't know how
to make it go away.

627
00:56:07,781 --> 00:56:10,934
The first thing you need to
do in order to "clear"...

628
00:56:11,034 --> 00:56:14,896
is create an oasis in which to live.

629
00:56:14,996 --> 00:56:20,151
Your oasis is your safe place,
your toxic-free zone...

630
00:56:20,251 --> 00:56:23,812
where your load has been
significantly reduced.

631
00:56:25,090 --> 00:56:26,992
For some, that can mean...

632
00:56:27,092 --> 00:56:29,995
an airtight,
porcelain-lined enclosure...

633
00:56:30,095 --> 00:56:32,372
something like a refrigerator.

634
00:56:32,472 --> 00:56:34,541
For others, their safe room...

635
00:56:34,641 --> 00:56:38,420
is just a stripped-down
room within their house...

636
00:56:38,520 --> 00:56:41,715
that's conducive to
good ventilation...

637
00:56:41,815 --> 00:56:43,717
or air control.

638
00:56:43,817 --> 00:56:45,468
My name is Sarah Pinter.

639
00:56:45,568 --> 00:56:48,513
I live in Orange County,
near a fumigation company...

640
00:56:48,613 --> 00:56:51,725
and we're in the process of a
suit against the company...

641
00:56:51,825 --> 00:56:54,436
for improper handling of
their chemicals, so...

642
00:56:54,536 --> 00:56:58,398
Great. Thank you. Yes?

643
00:56:58,498 --> 00:57:00,692
Would you stand, please?

644
00:57:00,792 --> 00:57:04,362
My name is Abigail
Cartier-Rousseau...

645
00:57:04,462 --> 00:57:08,158
and my sensitivity
originated with fragrances.

646
00:57:08,258 --> 00:57:10,651
I was employed for 23 years.

647
00:57:10,977 --> 00:57:12,662
I've been spending some time...

648
00:57:12,762 --> 00:57:15,707
at the retreat in Wrenwood,
so I'm doing much better.

649
00:57:15,807 --> 00:57:17,334
Great. Great. Terrific.

650
00:57:17,434 --> 00:57:20,327
Thank you. And you, ma'am?

651
00:57:21,104 --> 00:57:22,996
Honey.

652
00:57:26,943 --> 00:57:30,430
My name's Carol White.
This is my husband, Greg.

653
00:57:30,530 --> 00:57:33,892
We live in the San Fernando Valley.

654
00:57:33,992 --> 00:57:35,926
Greg.

655
00:57:36,870 --> 00:57:39,189
We're here for my wife,
who's been ill...

656
00:57:39,289 --> 00:57:41,524
to learn more information...

657
00:57:41,624 --> 00:57:43,777
and hopefully gain from it as well.

658
00:57:43,877 --> 00:57:45,445
Thank you. I hope so too.

659
00:57:45,545 --> 00:57:47,447
My doctor thinks I'm nuts.

660
00:57:47,547 --> 00:57:50,200
He thinks the whole thing
is completely in my head.

661
00:57:50,300 --> 00:57:52,952
That's what my husband still thinks.

662
00:57:53,052 --> 00:57:55,747
It is in your head.
It's in all our heads.

663
00:57:55,847 --> 00:57:57,832
What do you mean by that, Helen?

664
00:57:57,932 --> 00:58:00,210
It makes you crazy. She's right.

665
00:58:00,310 --> 00:58:04,547
It ends up in your head because
it affects the neurological.

666
00:58:04,647 --> 00:58:07,717
And it will make you depressed.
It really will.

667
00:58:07,817 --> 00:58:10,804
I mean, how does a five-year-old
say it's psychosomatic?

668
00:58:10,904 --> 00:58:13,723
How does he make his eyes swell shut?

669
00:58:13,823 --> 00:58:17,185
Why would he want to do that?

670
00:58:17,285 --> 00:58:20,438
He can't go into
"Chunky Cheese" anymore.

671
00:58:20,538 --> 00:58:23,233
He can't go into ShowBiz.

672
00:58:23,333 --> 00:58:25,693
Why would he do that to himself?

673
00:58:25,793 --> 00:58:28,905
It's true. It's like,
you go into a building...

674
00:58:29,005 --> 00:58:31,533
you're walking along the hall.

675
00:58:31,633 --> 00:58:35,578
You don't know when that monster
is gonna jump out at you.

676
00:58:35,678 --> 00:58:37,997
You're just, like,
going along the wall...

677
00:58:38,097 --> 00:58:40,333
- like any normal person.
- Right.

678
00:58:40,433 --> 00:58:43,253
With your mask and
your oxygen tank...

679
00:58:43,353 --> 00:58:46,673
and your bottled water.

680
00:58:46,773 --> 00:58:49,259
So at first I didn't
understand why citrus...

681
00:58:49,359 --> 00:58:52,512
since I had tested negative
for citrus, until all of a sudden...

682
00:58:52,612 --> 00:58:55,723
I remembered how the oranges
had rolled out of their plastic...

683
00:58:55,823 --> 00:58:58,101
into the bag with
Greg's papers in them.

684
00:58:58,201 --> 00:59:01,688
'Cause newspapers, the ink...

685
00:59:01,788 --> 00:59:04,023
- Really?
- ...also... yeah.

686
00:59:04,123 --> 00:59:06,233
That, and...

687
00:59:06,876 --> 00:59:09,320
You know our couch?
Our beautiful new couch?

688
00:59:09,420 --> 00:59:12,198
- Yeah.
- Totally toxic.

689
00:59:12,298 --> 00:59:13,694
- Really?
- Yeah.

690
00:59:13,794 --> 00:59:17,694
- Wow.
- I know. So...

691
00:59:19,889 --> 00:59:22,459
It's hard. Like, I...

692
00:59:22,559 --> 00:59:24,919
I can't wear makeup anymore.

693
00:59:25,019 --> 00:59:27,829
- God.
- Burns my eyes. I get sick.

694
00:59:29,983 --> 00:59:32,802
Well, I guess one
good thing is just...

695
00:59:32,902 --> 00:59:35,346
how it's made you so much
more knowledgeable...

696
00:59:35,446 --> 00:59:37,932
on food and everything,
and chemicals.

697
00:59:38,032 --> 00:59:39,642
That's true.

698
00:59:39,742 --> 00:59:42,353
They just know so much more
about it there, though...

699
00:59:42,453 --> 00:59:45,847
the people who go through this.
I mean...

700
00:59:48,251 --> 00:59:51,070
So much of it, too,
is that we were raised...

701
00:59:51,170 --> 00:59:53,323
and grown in a chemical place.

702
00:59:53,423 --> 00:59:55,325
And you go into a grocery store...

703
00:59:55,425 --> 00:59:57,911
and you-you-you you
grab a chemical...

704
00:59:58,011 --> 01:00:00,946
without reading,
without investigating...

705
01:00:12,233 --> 01:00:14,000
Sorry.

706
01:00:17,238 --> 01:00:20,433
But anyway, it's just made me...

707
01:00:20,533 --> 01:00:24,020
more aware than I used to be.

708
01:00:24,120 --> 01:00:26,179
- You know what I mean?
- Yep.

709
01:00:30,710 --> 01:00:33,196
Next up, the load:

710
01:00:33,296 --> 01:00:35,323
What is it, why is it...

711
01:00:35,423 --> 01:00:37,784
and what can be done to improve it?

712
01:00:37,884 --> 01:00:40,912
First, what is your total load?

713
01:00:41,012 --> 01:00:43,915
Well, in the chemical-laden
world in which we live...

714
01:00:44,015 --> 01:00:46,292
impurities are all around.

715
01:00:46,392 --> 01:00:49,921
Everyone must deal with a certain
amount of impurities and toxins...

716
01:00:50,021 --> 01:00:53,174
at any given time,
and that's your load.

717
01:00:53,274 --> 01:00:55,885
It's the maximum amount of toxins...

718
01:00:55,985 --> 01:00:57,762
your body can tolerate...

719
01:00:57,862 --> 01:01:00,056
which, for most people,
is rather large.

720
01:01:00,156 --> 01:01:04,227
But a chemically sensitive person
is not able to carry a normal load.

721
01:01:04,327 --> 01:01:07,146
What we have to do is unload.

722
01:01:07,246 --> 01:01:09,649
This means we go back to zero...

723
01:01:09,749 --> 01:01:13,152
and, starting from scratch,
substance by substance...

724
01:01:13,252 --> 01:01:15,363
we build the load back up.

725
01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:18,074
Remember, the goal is to get clear.

726
01:01:18,174 --> 01:01:22,412
And so the safest and quickest
way to clear is to fast.

727
01:01:22,512 --> 01:01:26,499
Fasting, which can last up to five days,
depending on the individual...

728
01:01:26,599 --> 01:01:29,752
is usually followed by
the rotation diet...

729
01:01:29,852 --> 01:01:31,713
or the rare foods diet...

730
01:01:31,813 --> 01:01:33,923
both of which help
protect the system...

731
01:01:34,023 --> 01:01:36,426
while reintroducing
foods back into it.

732
01:01:36,526 --> 01:01:38,428
Whatever diet you choose...

733
01:01:38,528 --> 01:01:41,764
be sure to omit mold
antigen-containing foods...

734
01:01:41,864 --> 01:01:44,434
like bread, cheese, alcohol...

735
01:01:44,534 --> 01:01:46,853
ketchup, vinegar, mayonnaise...

736
01:01:46,953 --> 01:01:49,022
mustard, coffee, or chocolate.

737
01:01:49,122 --> 01:01:51,983
Molds are very hard on
the immune system...

738
01:01:52,083 --> 01:01:54,235
whether you're E.I. or not.

739
01:01:54,335 --> 01:01:56,446
And throughout your
unloading process...

740
01:01:56,546 --> 01:01:59,824
be sure to have adjusted your
living conditions accordingly.

741
01:01:59,924 --> 01:02:03,911
Safe bodies need safe
environments in which to live...

742
01:02:04,011 --> 01:02:06,789
and there are healthy
alternatives that exist...

743
01:02:06,889 --> 01:02:09,083
for just about every toxic product...

744
01:02:09,183 --> 01:02:11,753
gas, or ventilation system out there.

745
01:02:11,853 --> 01:02:14,579
But it's up to you to find them.

746
01:02:37,044 --> 01:02:40,689
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
We're spraying right now.

747
01:02:43,968 --> 01:02:45,485
Oh, my God!

748
01:02:50,266 --> 01:02:53,252
Carol, you're doing fine.
Just hold in there.

749
01:02:53,352 --> 01:02:55,880
Move your head. Concentrate.

750
01:02:55,980 --> 01:02:58,248
Keep your head to the side, Carol.

751
01:03:01,944 --> 01:03:04,013
Keep with us, Carol.

752
01:03:04,113 --> 01:03:06,214
Carol, keep your head to the side.

753
01:03:25,176 --> 01:03:28,705
No unusual foods. No medication.

754
01:03:28,805 --> 01:03:31,666
- Emotional strain?
- No.

755
01:03:31,766 --> 01:03:35,535
Well, can you think of anything
else that might be causing it?

756
01:03:37,939 --> 01:03:40,800
So what you're saying, Carol,
is that this is based...

757
01:03:40,900 --> 01:03:44,127
solely on the pesticide
and nothing else.

758
01:03:46,489 --> 01:03:49,267
I have a chemical
impairment that makes...

759
01:03:49,367 --> 01:03:52,928
I realize that, Carol, but it's just
not turning up on the tests.

760
01:03:55,340 --> 01:03:59,944
- Please don't do that!
- Nurse, don't spray that here.

761
01:04:00,044 --> 01:04:01,728
Thanks.

762
01:04:04,340 --> 01:04:07,410
Look, Carol,
from a medical standpoint...

763
01:04:07,510 --> 01:04:10,788
there's no way to prove this thing
is an immune system breakdown...

764
01:04:10,888 --> 01:04:14,125
much less one based on
environmental factors.

765
01:04:14,225 --> 01:04:18,796
Now, if your psychiatrists
can't provide...

766
01:04:18,896 --> 01:04:21,048
Think, honey. I mean...

767
01:04:21,148 --> 01:04:23,342
what gave you the bloody lip?

768
01:04:23,442 --> 01:04:27,879
- What would cause you to actually bleed?
- I don't know.

769
01:04:31,033 --> 01:04:33,051
The chemicals.

770
01:04:38,624 --> 01:04:41,611
They visit them,
pray with them, get them...

771
01:04:41,711 --> 01:04:43,654
New York...

772
01:04:43,754 --> 01:04:46,282
be the same again.

773
01:04:46,382 --> 01:04:49,202
Things just started
tumbling down on top of me.

774
01:04:49,302 --> 01:04:51,996
...is here to ensure
your team ring fits...

775
01:04:52,096 --> 01:04:55,291
No question, this is
gonna be a big sales...

776
01:04:55,391 --> 01:04:59,086
It is a real problem, and I think
more people are becoming aware...

777
01:04:59,186 --> 01:05:01,839
because more and more people
are becoming sick from chemicals.

778
01:05:01,939 --> 01:05:04,008
Nestled in the foothills
of Albuquerque...

779
01:05:04,108 --> 01:05:08,471
the Wrenwood Center describes itself
as a nonprofit communal settlement...

780
01:05:08,571 --> 01:05:11,140
dedicated to the healing individual.

781
01:05:11,240 --> 01:05:14,519
Offering the services of a combined
health retreat and community center...

782
01:05:14,619 --> 01:05:17,271
- Wrenwood consists of 200 residents...
- Greg.

783
01:05:17,371 --> 01:05:19,982
- visitors, and staff, many of whom suffer...
- Greg!

784
01:05:20,082 --> 01:05:22,485
- from chemical sensitivity...
- Listen. This thing's on.

785
01:05:22,585 --> 01:05:25,279
...including its founder,
author Peter Dunning.

786
01:05:25,379 --> 01:05:28,574
Environmental illness is just one of
a cluster of new immune disorders...

787
01:05:28,674 --> 01:05:31,327
such as Epstein-Barr syndrome,
chronic fatigue syndrome...

788
01:05:31,427 --> 01:05:33,120
and, of course, AIDS...

789
01:05:33,220 --> 01:05:36,707
all of which continue to
elude conventional medicine.

790
01:05:36,807 --> 01:05:39,701
At Wrenwood, we offer an alternative.

791
01:05:40,603 --> 01:05:44,006
I like to think of us as a
safe haven for troubled times.

792
01:05:44,106 --> 01:05:46,050
We're the most extensive...

793
01:05:46,150 --> 01:05:48,636
cooperative treatment
residency of our kind.

794
01:05:48,736 --> 01:05:51,722
But what I think makes
us really unique...

795
01:05:51,822 --> 01:05:54,392
- I think I...
- ...is our emphasis on the individual.

796
01:05:54,492 --> 01:05:55,810
What?

797
01:05:55,910 --> 01:05:59,605
I heard about this place
from somewhere.

798
01:05:59,705 --> 01:06:02,733
...warning us of a
disease-ridden future?

799
01:06:02,833 --> 01:06:06,696
If so, the Wrenwood Center
is certainly ahead of its time.

800
01:06:06,796 --> 01:06:08,781
People come for all
different reasons.

801
01:06:08,881 --> 01:06:12,034
I guess the thing we all have
in common is, like, why.

802
01:06:12,134 --> 01:06:15,496
You know? Why did we all
get sick to begin with?

803
01:06:15,596 --> 01:06:17,697
What's it called?

804
01:06:19,058 --> 01:06:21,159
Wrenwood.

805
01:07:33,382 --> 01:07:35,483
It's right in here.

806
01:08:04,121 --> 01:08:05,773
Stop!

807
01:08:05,873 --> 01:08:07,974
Stop!

808
01:08:12,922 --> 01:08:14,949
Not allowed!

809
01:08:15,049 --> 01:08:16,784
Go back!

810
01:08:16,884 --> 01:08:20,496
- Not allowed!
- What's she going on about?

811
01:08:20,596 --> 01:08:23,833
- Stop!
- Wait. You better stop.

812
01:08:23,933 --> 01:08:26,502
Stop!

813
01:08:26,602 --> 01:08:28,504
Go back!

814
01:08:28,604 --> 01:08:32,165
You're contaminating
this entire area!

815
01:08:33,484 --> 01:08:35,919
How much do I owe you?

816
01:09:07,560 --> 01:09:09,327
I see you.

817
01:09:44,346 --> 01:09:46,447
Excuse me.

818
01:09:49,435 --> 01:09:51,587
- Excuse me. Are you Carol?
- Yes.

819
01:09:51,687 --> 01:09:53,923
Hi. I'm Susan. I work with Claire.

820
01:09:54,023 --> 01:09:55,925
- We've spoken on the phone.
- Hi.

821
01:09:56,025 --> 01:09:57,760
We're so glad you made it.

822
01:09:57,860 --> 01:10:01,138
I heard Nell making a ruckus.
I thought it might've been your car.

823
01:10:01,238 --> 01:10:03,140
- I hope she wasn't too...
- Oh, no.

824
01:10:03,240 --> 01:10:06,685
She's been having a rough time lately.
Her husband's very sick...

825
01:10:06,785 --> 01:10:09,271
and she's just...

826
01:10:09,371 --> 01:10:11,273
- well...
- That's okay.

827
01:10:11,373 --> 01:10:14,068
Well, let me help you
with your things.

828
01:10:14,168 --> 01:10:16,195
I'll take this one.

829
01:10:16,295 --> 01:10:18,271
- Thanks.
- Sure.

830
01:10:19,673 --> 01:10:22,535
This is a chemical-free zone.

831
01:10:22,635 --> 01:10:26,205
We have reading boxes, safe TV...

832
01:10:26,305 --> 01:10:28,541
and there's a 911 phone...

833
01:10:28,641 --> 01:10:31,252
in case of any kind
of medical emergency.

834
01:10:31,352 --> 01:10:33,546
Right.

835
01:10:33,646 --> 01:10:36,507
We're sorry your husband
wouldn't be able to join you.

836
01:10:36,607 --> 01:10:39,802
I know. He's just in the
middle of all this business.

837
01:10:39,902 --> 01:10:43,305
They should be here soon,
though, he and our son.

838
01:10:43,405 --> 01:10:46,267
- I should call them, actually.
- Sure, sure.

839
01:10:46,367 --> 01:10:49,469
- There's a phone inside at the center.
- Great.

840
01:10:51,914 --> 01:10:55,276
We acquired the center in 1978...

841
01:10:55,376 --> 01:10:58,070
and we've been battling
to keep it ever since.

842
01:10:58,170 --> 01:11:00,823
But basically, this is where...

843
01:11:00,923 --> 01:11:04,160
all group convening takes place.

844
01:11:04,260 --> 01:11:06,912
We have all of our workshops...

845
01:11:07,012 --> 01:11:09,999
and, our evening talks...

846
01:11:10,099 --> 01:11:12,001
that sort of thing, here.

847
01:11:12,101 --> 01:11:15,713
The dining room is right
across the way...

848
01:11:15,813 --> 01:11:18,591
- on the other side of the street.
- Oh, hi!

849
01:11:18,691 --> 01:11:22,344
- You must be Carol.
- Carol, this is Claire, our director.

850
01:11:22,444 --> 01:11:24,545
Hi. Welcome to Wrenwood.

851
01:11:25,614 --> 01:11:27,715
How was your trip?

852
01:11:29,410 --> 01:11:32,563
Whoops. Well, I guess
you're just wiped out.

853
01:11:32,663 --> 01:11:34,982
There's nothing more
debilitating than travel.

854
01:11:35,082 --> 01:11:37,610
Claire was hypersensitive when
she first came to Wrenwood.

855
01:11:37,710 --> 01:11:40,821
Now I'm just semi-hypersensitive,
like the rest of the world.

856
01:11:40,921 --> 01:11:43,616
- I'm a little... from the flight.
- I know.

857
01:11:43,716 --> 01:11:47,494
We'll just quick get you checked in
and then take you to your cabin...

858
01:11:47,594 --> 01:11:49,705
and you can plop or
whatever till dinner.

859
01:11:49,805 --> 01:11:52,291
But I know there are
quite a few people...

860
01:11:52,391 --> 01:11:54,418
who are anxious to meet you.

861
01:11:54,518 --> 01:11:56,086
Thank you.

862
01:11:56,186 --> 01:11:59,632
If you want to leave your bags
here and use the pay phones...

863
01:11:59,732 --> 01:12:01,800
they are just beyond the chapel.

864
01:12:01,900 --> 01:12:04,919
- The little auditorium to the right. Okay?
- Okay.

865
01:12:08,824 --> 01:12:10,758
Thank you.

866
01:12:21,879 --> 01:12:24,740
- Hello?
- Hi. It's me.

867
01:12:24,840 --> 01:12:28,077
- Hi. Are you there?
- Yeah, I'm here.

868
01:12:28,177 --> 01:12:30,454
Great!

869
01:12:30,554 --> 01:12:32,873
- Is it nice?
- Yeah.

870
01:12:32,973 --> 01:12:35,376
Great. That's great, honey.

871
01:12:35,476 --> 01:12:38,045
Yeah. You know, we'll see.

872
01:12:38,145 --> 01:12:41,048
Did you forget anything?

873
01:12:41,148 --> 01:12:45,552
No, I just thought I'd call,
tell you I was here and everything.

874
01:12:45,652 --> 01:12:49,139
I'm glad you caught me.
We were about to go grab a bite.

875
01:12:49,239 --> 01:12:50,724
Oh, you go ahead.

876
01:12:50,824 --> 01:12:53,269
- I'm sorry. I just...
- No, no, I'm glad.

877
01:12:53,369 --> 01:12:56,105
I'm glad it's nice there.
That's great.

878
01:12:56,205 --> 01:12:58,774
Look, you just relax...

879
01:12:58,874 --> 01:13:01,277
and take care of yourself,
get well quick...

880
01:13:01,377 --> 01:13:04,571
and we'll come see you
in a couple of weeks.

881
01:13:04,671 --> 01:13:07,825
Soon as I reach deadline on this.
Okay, babe?

882
01:13:07,925 --> 01:13:10,411
Okay.

883
01:13:10,511 --> 01:13:12,788
- Love you.
- I love you too, hon.

884
01:13:12,888 --> 01:13:14,373
Say hi to Ror.

885
01:13:14,473 --> 01:13:18,836
I will. And,
we'll talk again real soon.

886
01:13:18,936 --> 01:13:20,713
- Okay?
- Okay.

887
01:13:20,813 --> 01:13:22,923
- Bye-bye, sweetie.
- Bye.

888
01:13:23,023 --> 01:13:24,916
- Night.
- Night.

889
01:13:29,446 --> 01:13:31,890
I want to welcome all newcomers...

890
01:13:31,990 --> 01:13:34,768
all short- and long-term visitors...

891
01:13:34,868 --> 01:13:37,813
and extend our warmest support
for the acceleration...

892
01:13:37,913 --> 01:13:40,399
of your healing process.

893
01:13:40,499 --> 01:13:42,401
So that you can relax...

894
01:13:42,501 --> 01:13:44,820
and receive the full benefit
of your stay here...

895
01:13:44,920 --> 01:13:48,189
we ask that you observe community
wishes in the following ways:

896
01:13:49,091 --> 01:13:52,036
Silent meals are observed
at breakfast and lunch...

897
01:13:52,136 --> 01:13:55,664
with a side of the room for
men and a side for women.

898
01:13:55,764 --> 01:13:58,375
In addition, we ask you
to refrain from smoking...

899
01:13:58,475 --> 01:14:01,503
drinking, and use of recreational
drugs while on the premises...

900
01:14:01,603 --> 01:14:05,466
and we ask that you respect our
practice of moderation in dress...

901
01:14:05,566 --> 01:14:08,594
and restraint in sexual interaction.

902
01:14:08,694 --> 01:14:11,847
Instead, we ask that you try...

903
01:14:11,947 --> 01:14:14,641
to focus these feelings inward...

904
01:14:14,741 --> 01:14:18,270
toward your personal growth
and self-realization.

905
01:14:18,370 --> 01:14:21,315
End of speech. Welcome, everybody...

906
01:14:21,415 --> 01:14:24,684
especially our long-termers,
Carol and Ward.

907
01:14:28,422 --> 01:14:30,449
And now, with no further ado...

908
01:14:30,549 --> 01:14:33,160
I give you our own Peter Dunning.

909
01:14:33,260 --> 01:14:36,163
Yay, Peter!

910
01:14:36,263 --> 01:14:39,416
- Oh, you like this shirt?
- Are you familiar with his books?

911
01:14:39,516 --> 01:14:41,794
- No, I don't think so.
- They're so wonderful.

912
01:14:41,894 --> 01:14:43,379
I'll lend you some.

913
01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:46,715
Peter is a chemically
sensitive person with AIDS...

914
01:14:46,815 --> 01:14:49,468
so his perspective
is incredibly vast.

915
01:14:49,568 --> 01:14:52,596
- My deepest welcome to Carol and Wade.
- Ward.

916
01:14:52,696 --> 01:14:56,424
W-Ward. Welcome to Wrenwood.

917
01:14:59,161 --> 01:15:01,105
All right. If you'd all...

918
01:15:01,205 --> 01:15:03,306
close your eyes...

919
01:15:04,958 --> 01:15:07,111
and pass your valuables to the front.

920
01:15:07,211 --> 01:15:10,021
No, no. Come on.

921
01:15:11,265 --> 01:15:13,992
Not really. Okay.

922
01:15:14,092 --> 01:15:17,830
So we're feeling good?
We're feeling warmth.

923
01:15:17,930 --> 01:15:20,249
We can look into each other's eyes...

924
01:15:20,349 --> 01:15:22,584
and actually see rejuvenation...

925
01:15:22,684 --> 01:15:26,547
and personal
transformation happening.

926
01:15:26,647 --> 01:15:28,257
Why?

927
01:15:28,357 --> 01:15:31,584
Because we've left the
judgmental behind.

928
01:15:33,862 --> 01:15:36,348
And with it...

929
01:15:36,448 --> 01:15:40,176
the shaming condition that kept
us locked up in all the pain.

930
01:15:41,870 --> 01:15:44,773
But what I want to share
with you tonight...

931
01:15:44,873 --> 01:15:47,642
what I want to give you tonight...

932
01:15:48,961 --> 01:15:51,062
is an image to reflect on...

933
01:15:53,215 --> 01:15:55,650
an image of a world outside...

934
01:15:57,553 --> 01:15:59,654
as positive...

935
01:16:01,056 --> 01:16:03,157
and as free...

936
01:16:04,893 --> 01:16:07,161
as the world we've created here.

937
01:16:08,897 --> 01:16:11,258
Because when you look
out on the world...

938
01:16:11,358 --> 01:16:13,501
from a place of love...

939
01:16:14,945 --> 01:16:17,421
and a place of forgiveness...

940
01:16:18,907 --> 01:16:21,509
what you are seeing outside...

941
01:16:24,413 --> 01:16:27,765
is a reflection of
what you feel within.

942
01:16:30,419 --> 01:16:32,186
Does that make sense?

943
01:16:34,998 --> 01:16:36,465
So...

944
01:16:37,009 --> 01:16:40,120
what do I see outside me?

945
01:16:40,220 --> 01:16:44,833
I see the growth
of environmentalism. Right?

946
01:16:44,933 --> 01:16:47,002
And holistic study.

947
01:16:47,102 --> 01:16:51,872
I see a decline in
drugs and promiscuity.

948
01:16:58,780 --> 01:17:01,892
I see sensitivity training
in the workplace!

949
01:17:01,992 --> 01:17:04,102
- Yeah!
- And the men's movement.

950
01:17:04,202 --> 01:17:06,784
And multiculturalism.

951
01:17:07,664 --> 01:17:11,193
I see all these positive
things outside in the world...

952
01:17:11,293 --> 01:17:14,530
because what I am seeing
is a global transformation...

953
01:17:14,630 --> 01:17:16,897
identical to the transformation...

954
01:17:19,217 --> 01:17:22,236
I revel at within.

955
01:17:27,934 --> 01:17:29,994
And with that...

956
01:17:30,937 --> 01:17:34,800
We are one with the
power that created us.

957
01:17:34,900 --> 01:17:37,511
We are safe...

958
01:17:37,611 --> 01:17:40,379
and all is well in our world.

959
01:17:48,246 --> 01:17:52,401
<i>Kind friends all gathered 'round</i>

960
01:17:52,501 --> 01:17:55,404
<i>There's something I would say</i>

961
01:17:55,504 --> 01:17:59,116
<i>That what brings us together here</i>

962
01:17:59,216 --> 01:18:04,121
<i>Has blessed us all today</i>

963
01:18:04,221 --> 01:18:08,041
<i>Love has made a circle</i>

964
01:18:08,141 --> 01:18:11,753
<i>That holds us all inside</i>

965
01:18:11,853 --> 01:18:16,133
<i>Where strangers are as family</i>

966
01:18:16,233 --> 01:18:21,138
<i>And loneliness can't hide</i>

967
01:18:21,238 --> 01:18:25,601
<i>So give yourself to love</i>

968
01:18:25,701 --> 01:18:29,813
<i>If love is what you're after</i>

969
01:18:29,913 --> 01:18:33,817
<i>Open up your hearts to</i>

970
01:18:33,917 --> 01:18:37,029
<i>The tears and laughter, and</i>

971
01:18:37,129 --> 01:18:40,824
<i>Give yourself to love</i>

972
01:18:40,924 --> 01:18:45,194
<i>Give yourself to love</i>

973
01:20:36,414 --> 01:20:39,401
Carol? I'm sorry.

974
01:20:39,501 --> 01:20:42,237
- Are you having a reaction?
- No. No.

975
01:20:42,337 --> 01:20:44,188
I'm fine.

976
01:21:02,357 --> 01:21:04,229
Oh, come on.

977
01:21:09,865 --> 01:21:12,350
That's okay.

978
01:21:12,450 --> 01:21:14,412
Just breathe.

979
01:21:16,789 --> 01:21:18,413
That's right.

980
01:21:18,539 --> 01:21:20,307
Good.

981
01:21:23,545 --> 01:21:26,563
That's good. You're okay.

982
01:21:30,051 --> 01:21:32,788
Tsk. Oh, Carol.

983
01:21:32,888 --> 01:21:35,322
You know something?

984
01:21:36,349 --> 01:21:40,661
All these feelings you're
having are just fine.

985
01:21:41,563 --> 01:21:43,664
They're so natural.

986
01:21:44,566 --> 01:21:48,720
I mean, you've just done
something so big...

987
01:21:48,820 --> 01:21:51,431
you know, something...

988
01:21:51,531 --> 01:21:54,309
many people never do
in their lifetimes.

989
01:21:54,409 --> 01:21:58,897
You've taken this big
step on your own behalf.

990
01:21:58,997 --> 01:22:03,652
You've... left behind everything
that's known and secure...

991
01:22:03,752 --> 01:22:06,696
and all the people you
love and trust...

992
01:22:06,796 --> 01:22:09,866
and you've come to this
strange new place...

993
01:22:09,966 --> 01:22:12,109
with strange new people.

994
01:22:14,721 --> 01:22:17,457
It's completely understandable...

995
01:22:17,557 --> 01:22:19,918
that you might feel lonely...

996
01:22:20,018 --> 01:22:23,537
or fearful or even angry.

997
01:22:27,817 --> 01:22:29,886
You know...

998
01:22:29,986 --> 01:22:33,047
when I first came here,
I couldn't even walk.

999
01:22:34,658 --> 01:22:38,353
I'd been living six miles
from this chemical factory...

1000
01:22:38,453 --> 01:22:41,314
this was in Michigan...

1001
01:22:41,414 --> 01:22:45,068
that was leaking, like, 15 gallons...

1002
01:22:45,168 --> 01:22:47,853
of chemical by-products every day.

1003
01:22:49,923 --> 01:22:54,119
When I got here, all I could do
was just sit in my safe room...

1004
01:22:54,219 --> 01:22:56,246
and every day...

1005
01:22:56,346 --> 01:22:59,374
every hour of every day...

1006
01:22:59,474 --> 01:23:01,710
I would look at myself
in the mirror...

1007
01:23:01,810 --> 01:23:05,255
and I would say to myself...

1008
01:23:05,355 --> 01:23:07,674
"Claire...

1009
01:23:07,774 --> 01:23:09,833
I love you.

1010
01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:13,921
I really love you."

1011
01:23:17,742 --> 01:23:20,896
At the end of the month,
I could leave my room...

1012
01:23:20,996 --> 01:23:24,848
and shortly thereafter,
I was walking.

1013
01:23:27,836 --> 01:23:30,196
For me...

1014
01:23:30,296 --> 01:23:34,242
this was a gift,
this whole thing was a gift...

1015
01:23:34,342 --> 01:23:37,704
because everything
got taken away from me.

1016
01:23:37,804 --> 01:23:39,873
I... I mean...

1017
01:23:39,973 --> 01:23:44,628
everything in the material world.

1018
01:23:44,728 --> 01:23:47,746
And what was left...

1019
01:23:49,232 --> 01:23:51,041
was me.

1020
01:23:59,534 --> 01:24:01,635
Thank you, Claire.

1021
01:24:03,705 --> 01:24:05,806
Are you better?

1022
01:24:07,042 --> 01:24:09,143
You'll do fine.

1023
01:24:14,257 --> 01:24:16,117
- Sweet dreams.
- Good night.

1024
01:24:16,217 --> 01:24:17,734
Good night.

1025
01:24:48,917 --> 01:24:52,278
<i>Forever and ever...</i>

1026
01:24:52,378 --> 01:24:54,521
<i>You're right where I found...</i>

1027
01:24:58,593 --> 01:25:01,695
<i>Sweet love's showin' us...</i>

1028
01:25:03,556 --> 01:25:06,783
<i>Never seen such a beautiful...</i>

1029
01:25:29,499 --> 01:25:32,610
Dear Greg and Rory...

1030
01:25:32,710 --> 01:25:34,696
how are you guys?

1031
01:25:34,796 --> 01:25:38,700
I hope everything is going good.
I really miss you.

1032
01:25:38,800 --> 01:25:42,662
I'm feeling a little better, so I
decided to stay the full amount.

1033
01:25:42,762 --> 01:25:45,290
At first it was hard
to get used to...

1034
01:25:45,390 --> 01:25:47,917
but now I really think
it's starting to help.

1035
01:25:48,017 --> 01:25:51,421
I've been so much more relaxed
and eating healthfully...

1036
01:25:51,521 --> 01:25:54,539
and the desert landscape
is really beautiful here.

1037
01:26:14,836 --> 01:26:17,781
I can't wait till the 25th
to show you around...

1038
01:26:17,881 --> 01:26:20,492
and introduce you to everyone.

1039
01:26:20,592 --> 01:26:23,953
Give my love to Sally and
your mother and Linda...

1040
01:26:24,053 --> 01:26:27,123
and be sure and help your dad, Ror.

1041
01:26:27,223 --> 01:26:29,783
Love and kisses, Carol.

1042
01:26:45,074 --> 01:26:47,268
Is that Lester you're watching?

1043
01:26:47,368 --> 01:26:49,437
Sorry. I didn't mean to startle you.

1044
01:26:49,537 --> 01:26:51,272
Oh, it's fine.

1045
01:26:51,372 --> 01:26:54,734
I was just watching him go by.

1046
01:26:54,834 --> 01:26:57,070
Why does he...

1047
01:26:57,170 --> 01:27:01,157
Oh, poor Lester. He's just...

1048
01:27:01,257 --> 01:27:03,451
very, very afraid...

1049
01:27:03,551 --> 01:27:06,236
afraid to eat, afraid to breathe.

1050
01:27:10,391 --> 01:27:12,836
But let's talk about you.

1051
01:27:12,936 --> 01:27:15,463
I heard you weren't feeling so hot.

1052
01:27:15,563 --> 01:27:17,865
It was just a little...

1053
01:27:18,191 --> 01:27:21,678
shortness of breath
and some dizziness.

1054
01:27:21,778 --> 01:27:23,972
I noticed the highway near here...

1055
01:27:24,072 --> 01:27:26,474
and I wondered if maybe
my cabin room...

1056
01:27:26,574 --> 01:27:29,227
was a little downwind or something.

1057
01:27:29,327 --> 01:27:31,604
I thought maybe if I
tried another cabin...

1058
01:27:31,704 --> 01:27:34,271
Claire would be the best
person to speak to about that.

1059
01:27:34,371 --> 01:27:36,044
- Claire is?
- She's really the one.

1060
01:27:36,144 --> 01:27:37,918
Okay.

1061
01:27:38,086 --> 01:27:43,158
I remember Claire sharing with me a
little while back some concern over you.

1062
01:27:43,258 --> 01:27:45,692
That you'd been feeling
some remorse...

1063
01:27:47,929 --> 01:27:50,030
maybe some apprehension.

1064
01:27:52,392 --> 01:27:54,294
- I was just...
- All I'm saying...

1065
01:27:54,394 --> 01:27:58,715
is that these feelings you're having,
Carol, are extremely common...

1066
01:27:58,815 --> 01:28:01,759
especially in relation
to new environments.

1067
01:28:01,859 --> 01:28:05,555
Especially for someone who's
environmentally ill, okay?

1068
01:28:05,655 --> 01:28:08,516
And what we're about is
trying to help absorb...

1069
01:28:08,616 --> 01:28:10,977
as many of these
tensions as we can...

1070
01:28:11,077 --> 01:28:13,688
so you're free to do
the kind of healing...

1071
01:28:13,788 --> 01:28:15,982
that you need to be doing.

1072
01:28:16,082 --> 01:28:18,067
- Does that make any sense?
- Yes.

1073
01:28:18,167 --> 01:28:20,612
'Cause when that's accomplished,
I'm doing my job.

1074
01:28:20,712 --> 01:28:23,323
No, I know.
I'm just still learning...

1075
01:28:23,423 --> 01:28:26,993
you know, the words.

1076
01:28:27,093 --> 01:28:29,537
Oh. Well...

1077
01:28:29,637 --> 01:28:31,706
the words are...

1078
01:28:31,806 --> 01:28:34,834
just the way to get to what's true.

1079
01:28:34,934 --> 01:28:36,336
- Right?
- Right.

1080
01:28:36,436 --> 01:28:37,879
- See the coyote?
- Where?

1081
01:28:37,979 --> 01:28:40,080
Straight.

1082
01:29:35,787 --> 01:29:38,138
- Is that all right?
- Sure.

1083
01:29:40,708 --> 01:29:43,111
I need a partner.

1084
01:29:43,211 --> 01:29:45,655
Great.

1085
01:29:45,755 --> 01:29:48,199
Guess we'll have to
figure out what to cook.

1086
01:29:48,299 --> 01:29:50,150
- Right.
- Yeah.

1087
01:29:51,386 --> 01:29:53,955
All right, well...

1088
01:29:54,055 --> 01:29:57,375
I'll think about... what to cook.

1089
01:29:57,475 --> 01:29:59,576
Me too.

1090
01:30:00,686 --> 01:30:02,537
Bye.

1091
01:30:07,568 --> 01:30:10,346
She had all these little
different, you know...

1092
01:30:10,446 --> 01:30:14,799
candies and stuff
she'd keep in there.

1093
01:30:18,496 --> 01:30:22,191
She used to let me open the clasp
and look inside the purse...

1094
01:30:22,291 --> 01:30:25,528
then close the clasp.

1095
01:30:25,628 --> 01:30:28,313
I'll never forget that purse.

1096
01:30:32,051 --> 01:30:33,870
Okay.

1097
01:30:33,970 --> 01:30:36,456
Now, speaker number two...

1098
01:30:36,556 --> 01:30:39,667
describe to your friend a room...

1099
01:30:39,767 --> 01:30:42,202
you remember having as a child.

1100
01:30:55,950 --> 01:30:58,051
God, this is...

1101
01:31:03,124 --> 01:31:06,226
I guess this one I had was...

1102
01:31:08,671 --> 01:31:10,564
had...

1103
01:31:11,507 --> 01:31:13,704
yellow wallpaper...

1104
01:31:14,802 --> 01:31:16,176
and...

1105
01:31:24,562 --> 01:31:27,131
What's going on over there?

1106
01:31:27,231 --> 01:31:29,592
- Oh, my God.
- Who's that?

1107
01:31:29,692 --> 01:31:31,928
- Who's the guy?
- I don't know.

1108
01:31:32,028 --> 01:31:36,298
- I think it's Nell's husband.
- That looks like Nell's husband.

1109
01:31:48,669 --> 01:31:50,437
Today...

1110
01:31:53,508 --> 01:31:55,910
is another...

1111
01:31:56,010 --> 01:31:58,612
precious day on earth...

1112
01:32:00,598 --> 01:32:02,708
so let's throw away...

1113
01:32:02,808 --> 01:32:04,784
every negative...

1114
01:32:07,063 --> 01:32:10,206
destructive thought we might have...

1115
01:32:11,859 --> 01:32:14,461
and look around ourselves with love.

1116
01:32:21,327 --> 01:32:23,637
I tried to teach him this...

1117
01:32:28,334 --> 01:32:30,810
to give up the rage...

1118
01:32:36,008 --> 01:32:38,610
to strive for a quiet mind.

1119
01:32:47,277 --> 01:32:49,797
My concern is, it sounds
like a spiraling down.

1120
01:32:49,897 --> 01:32:52,884
If you're feeling more sensitive
to the fumes that way...

1121
01:32:52,984 --> 01:32:55,627
you shouldn't really be outside.

1122
01:32:56,737 --> 01:33:00,766
The problem is, there just aren't any
center accommodations available now...

1123
01:33:00,866 --> 01:33:03,102
except for cabins and dormitories.

1124
01:33:03,202 --> 01:33:05,480
Oh, I'm fine, really.

1125
01:33:05,580 --> 01:33:09,317
Oh, except for Harry's.

1126
01:33:09,417 --> 01:33:11,694
Harry's?

1127
01:33:11,794 --> 01:33:14,489
Mr. Keene, Nell's husband,
built a safe house.

1128
01:33:14,589 --> 01:33:16,908
You can see it.
It's right next to recycling...

1129
01:33:17,008 --> 01:33:19,160
over there, the little white igloo.

1130
01:33:19,260 --> 01:33:22,205
- He lived in that?
- Oh, yeah.

1131
01:33:22,305 --> 01:33:25,708
After his stroke, he needed
a more controllable space...

1132
01:33:25,808 --> 01:33:29,629
so she stayed in the cabin,
and he lived in the safe house.

1133
01:33:29,729 --> 01:33:31,839
And he actually improved.

1134
01:33:31,939 --> 01:33:34,175
It's ventilated and
porcelain-lined...

1135
01:33:34,275 --> 01:33:38,461
and he was perfectly safe as
long as no one set foot inside.

1136
01:33:39,947 --> 01:33:42,632
I don't know what she's
planning to do with it.

1137
01:33:52,418 --> 01:33:55,979
Ladies and gentlemen, I have
a confession I'd like to make.

1138
01:33:59,050 --> 01:34:01,651
I've stopped reading the papers.

1139
01:34:05,056 --> 01:34:07,741
I've stopped watching the news on TV.

1140
01:34:10,436 --> 01:34:12,838
I've heard the media
gloom and doom...

1141
01:34:12,938 --> 01:34:16,217
and I've seen their fatalistic,
negative attitude...

1142
01:34:16,317 --> 01:34:19,711
and I finally realized,
once and for all, I don't need it.

1143
01:34:21,947 --> 01:34:25,351
And so I transform that
negative stimulus...

1144
01:34:25,451 --> 01:34:28,219
into something that
will not do harm to me.

1145
01:34:31,374 --> 01:34:34,601
Because if I really
believe that life is...

1146
01:34:37,296 --> 01:34:40,523
that devastating, that destructive...

1147
01:34:44,679 --> 01:34:48,114
I'm afraid that my immune
system will believe it too...

1148
01:34:51,143 --> 01:34:53,620
and I can't afford to take that risk.

1149
01:34:56,357 --> 01:34:58,625
Neither can you.

1150
01:35:13,207 --> 01:35:14,734
We are one...

1151
01:35:14,834 --> 01:35:17,612
With the power that created us.

1152
01:35:17,712 --> 01:35:20,990
- We are safe...
- We are safe...

1153
01:35:21,090 --> 01:35:23,483
and all is well in our world.

1154
01:35:31,225 --> 01:35:34,295
So my brother called,
and Darlene had another girl.

1155
01:35:34,395 --> 01:35:37,163
Oh. I'll call them tonight.

1156
01:35:38,232 --> 01:35:41,135
Oh, and Linda called
and said to hurry up...

1157
01:35:41,235 --> 01:35:43,888
and clear or clean
or whatever it is...

1158
01:35:43,988 --> 01:35:46,891
- "Clear."
- ...and come on home.

1159
01:35:46,991 --> 01:35:49,092
That's sweet.

1160
01:35:56,333 --> 01:35:59,236
So you really feel like it's...

1161
01:35:59,336 --> 01:36:02,156
still the right choice? I mean...

1162
01:36:02,256 --> 01:36:05,159
Yeah, I...

1163
01:36:05,259 --> 01:36:07,703
I do. I mean...

1164
01:36:07,803 --> 01:36:10,498
right before the fumes, I was good.

1165
01:36:10,598 --> 01:36:12,667
My load was up.

1166
01:36:12,767 --> 01:36:15,378
I was eating well, so...

1167
01:36:15,478 --> 01:36:18,005
What did they say about the fumes?

1168
01:36:18,105 --> 01:36:22,542
Just that I'd probably move to another,
different cabin somewhere...

1169
01:36:23,594 --> 01:36:26,263
where I won't feel them.

1170
01:36:26,363 --> 01:36:28,298
Right.

1171
01:36:30,701 --> 01:36:32,603
Okay.

1172
01:36:32,703 --> 01:36:36,399
I just think it's
true what they say...

1173
01:36:36,499 --> 01:36:40,351
that it's up to the individual,
and that it takes time.

1174
01:36:42,588 --> 01:36:44,314
Right.

1175
01:36:48,803 --> 01:36:51,956
- Whose house is that?
- That's Peter's.

1176
01:36:52,056 --> 01:36:55,418
- It's gorgeous, isn't it?
- Yeah.

1177
01:36:55,518 --> 01:36:59,078
- Feel like moving?
- No.

1178
01:37:23,629 --> 01:37:25,221
She's...

1179
01:37:27,466 --> 01:37:29,984
Her husband just passed away.

1180
01:37:36,475 --> 01:37:38,576
Come on, Rory.

1181
01:37:42,314 --> 01:37:44,123
Now!

1182
01:37:52,658 --> 01:37:54,226
Steve...

1183
01:37:54,326 --> 01:37:56,604
why did you become sick?

1184
01:37:56,704 --> 01:37:59,899
Well, I became sick...

1185
01:37:59,999 --> 01:38:03,601
because I just O.D.'d
on all the drugs I was doing.

1186
01:38:05,198 --> 01:38:07,438
Why did you become addicted?

1187
01:38:08,048 --> 01:38:10,451
Well, I guess I became addicted...

1188
01:38:10,551 --> 01:38:13,746
to, like, blot out the pain...

1189
01:38:13,846 --> 01:38:17,323
of not liking myself.

1190
01:38:18,601 --> 01:38:21,661
Of hating myself, really.

1191
01:38:23,439 --> 01:38:25,841
Self-hatred.

1192
01:38:25,941 --> 01:38:27,667
Yep.

1193
01:38:28,903 --> 01:38:31,337
Okay. Thanks, Steve.

1194
01:38:34,742 --> 01:38:36,560
- Hello, Joyce.
- Hi.

1195
01:38:36,660 --> 01:38:39,178
- How are you?
- I'm okay.

1196
01:38:40,372 --> 01:38:43,474
Joyce, what do you think
was behind your illness?

1197
01:38:44,376 --> 01:38:46,436
Why did you become sick?

1198
01:38:48,255 --> 01:38:51,909
I believe that I made myself sick...

1199
01:38:52,009 --> 01:38:54,161
after my son got sick...

1200
01:38:54,261 --> 01:38:57,456
because I was just...

1201
01:38:57,556 --> 01:39:01,836
Well, you get so eaten
up with guilt, really.

1202
01:39:01,936 --> 01:39:05,172
You know, because I felt
that I had done it to him.

1203
01:39:05,272 --> 01:39:08,342
I was the one who put
him in that school.

1204
01:39:08,442 --> 01:39:10,636
I put him in that environment.

1205
01:39:10,736 --> 01:39:12,879
You were punishing yourself.

1206
01:39:19,119 --> 01:39:20,803
Yeah.

1207
01:39:42,309 --> 01:39:43,951
Thanks.

1208
01:39:46,188 --> 01:39:47,914
Marilyn?

1209
01:39:51,443 --> 01:39:53,344
I was...

1210
01:39:55,489 --> 01:39:58,841
deeply wounded as a child...

1211
01:39:59,994 --> 01:40:04,565
and had completely blocked
it out for years...

1212
01:40:04,665 --> 01:40:08,944
and then, suddenly became very ill.

1213
01:40:09,044 --> 01:40:11,145
Why, do you think?

1214
01:40:13,507 --> 01:40:16,911
Maybe to let myself know
something was wrong.

1215
01:40:17,011 --> 01:40:19,413
Okay.

1216
01:40:19,513 --> 01:40:22,124
And...

1217
01:40:22,224 --> 01:40:25,118
the person who hurt you the most...

1218
01:40:27,730 --> 01:40:29,539
Was me.

1219
01:40:31,608 --> 01:40:34,127
For?

1220
01:40:36,864 --> 01:40:38,965
Not forgiving him.

1221
01:40:41,452 --> 01:40:43,261
Okay.

1222
01:40:45,039 --> 01:40:47,140
Thank you, Marilyn.

1223
01:40:49,001 --> 01:40:50,810
Carol...

1224
01:40:52,337 --> 01:40:54,605
would you like to respond?

1225
01:40:55,549 --> 01:40:57,576
Okay, okay.

1226
01:40:57,676 --> 01:40:59,954
We don't want to force anyone.

1227
01:41:00,054 --> 01:41:01,654
Nell?

1228
01:41:03,932 --> 01:41:05,542
What?

1229
01:41:05,642 --> 01:41:08,462
Would you like to take part?

1230
01:41:08,562 --> 01:41:10,746
What is the question?

1231
01:41:11,690 --> 01:41:13,634
The question is...

1232
01:41:13,734 --> 01:41:16,586
why did you become sick?

1233
01:41:24,985 --> 01:41:29,984
First, I got sick and my
husband thought I was crazy...

1234
01:41:30,084 --> 01:41:32,602
and then he got sick the same way.

1235
01:41:34,379 --> 01:41:37,616
What was happening in your life
around the time that you...

1236
01:41:37,716 --> 01:41:41,194
How were you feeling
when you first got sick?

1237
01:41:46,475 --> 01:41:49,420
I just wanted to get a gun...

1238
01:41:49,520 --> 01:41:54,040
and blow off the heads of
everyone who got me like this.

1239
01:41:55,567 --> 01:41:58,137
Nobody out there made you sick.
You know that.

1240
01:41:58,237 --> 01:42:01,306
The only person who can make
you get sick is you, right?

1241
01:42:01,406 --> 01:42:04,768
Whatever the sickness, if our
immune system is damaged...

1242
01:42:04,868 --> 01:42:07,062
it's because we have
allowed it to be...

1243
01:42:07,162 --> 01:42:09,940
through exactly the kind of
anger you're showing us now.

1244
01:42:10,040 --> 01:42:12,276
Does that make sense?

1245
01:42:12,376 --> 01:42:14,602
Does anybody have a
problem with that?

1246
01:42:16,630 --> 01:42:20,117
Which is why you need to
remember your affirmations...

1247
01:42:20,217 --> 01:42:23,194
and figure out how to
love Nell a lot more.

1248
01:42:24,221 --> 01:42:26,530
And even Nell's disease.

1249
01:42:28,892 --> 01:42:31,202
And put that gun of yours away.

1250
01:42:38,152 --> 01:42:40,253
Sometimes...

1251
01:42:41,738 --> 01:42:46,342
Sometimes all I see is the
hatred and frailty...

1252
01:42:49,746 --> 01:42:52,232
people's cruelty to one another...

1253
01:42:52,332 --> 01:42:54,767
cruelty to themselves...

1254
01:42:56,545 --> 01:42:58,646
and I realize...

1255
01:43:01,133 --> 01:43:03,025
how lucky I am.

1256
01:43:11,351 --> 01:43:13,452
How blessed.

1257
01:44:08,116 --> 01:44:10,968
- Is that everything?
- I think so.

1258
01:44:12,621 --> 01:44:15,315
Rory, be careful with that.
It's real heavy.

1259
01:44:15,415 --> 01:44:17,067
I have it!

1260
01:44:17,167 --> 01:44:19,486
Rory, don't talk to your
mother in that tone.

1261
01:44:19,586 --> 01:44:21,354
Fine.

1262
01:44:23,257 --> 01:44:26,493
- What time's your flight?
- 7:20.

1263
01:44:26,593 --> 01:44:28,662
Ror, if you really
want to be helpful...

1264
01:44:28,762 --> 01:44:32,031
make sure our stuff's in the
car and we're ready to go.

1265
01:44:33,809 --> 01:44:35,961
- Want me to get that?
- I got it.

1266
01:44:36,061 --> 01:44:37,912
You sure?

1267
01:44:45,779 --> 01:44:48,005
- Whoa. Watch it.
- Whoops.

1268
01:44:48,657 --> 01:44:50,466
You okay?

1269
01:44:58,583 --> 01:45:01,028
You all right?

1270
01:45:01,128 --> 01:45:04,364
I think it might be your cologne.

1271
01:45:04,464 --> 01:45:07,233
Honey, I'm not wearing any cologne.

1272
01:45:07,559 --> 01:45:11,737
Maybe in the shirt. I don't know.

1273
01:45:20,314 --> 01:45:24,426
Well, I guess we better get moving
if we're gonna catch the plane.

1274
01:45:24,526 --> 01:45:26,887
You gonna be okay?

1275
01:45:26,987 --> 01:45:30,057
I'm fine. It's just for a short time.

1276
01:45:30,157 --> 01:45:32,184
- I know.
- I'll be fine.

1277
01:45:32,284 --> 01:45:33,968
Okay.

1278
01:45:37,164 --> 01:45:39,723
- Can I hug you?
- Of course.

1279
01:46:13,950 --> 01:46:17,604
So this other guy didn't know
anything was wrong with him either...

1280
01:46:17,704 --> 01:46:20,816
except that whenever
he would go into a mall...

1281
01:46:20,916 --> 01:46:23,443
he would get totally depressed...

1282
01:46:23,543 --> 01:46:27,906
you know, start crying really hard,
and contemplating suicide.

1283
01:46:28,006 --> 01:46:31,368
And then he would step outside,
and he would be fine.

1284
01:46:31,468 --> 01:46:35,372
You know, totally normal.
This would happen every single time.

1285
01:46:35,472 --> 01:46:38,292
- God.
- Yeah.

1286
01:46:38,392 --> 01:46:40,919
- You know what they called him?
- What?

1287
01:46:41,019 --> 01:46:44,788
"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. For-mall-dehyde."

1288
01:46:45,219 --> 01:46:46,887
Oh, God.

1289
01:46:47,859 --> 01:46:50,262
- I'm so gullible.
- No, I'm serious.

1290
01:46:50,362 --> 01:46:52,546
This really happened.

1291
01:46:54,032 --> 01:46:57,644
I always forget if it's pasta,
cheese, sauce...

1292
01:46:57,744 --> 01:47:00,272
cheese, pasta...

1293
01:47:00,372 --> 01:47:03,650
or pasta, sauce, cheese...

1294
01:47:03,750 --> 01:47:07,237
pasta, cheese, sauce.

1295
01:47:07,337 --> 01:47:10,615
I think it's pasta...

1296
01:47:10,715 --> 01:47:12,909
pasta, pasta, pasta, cheese...

1297
01:47:13,009 --> 01:47:15,662
- Stop it! Stop it!
- ...pasta, sauce.

1298
01:47:15,762 --> 01:47:18,081
Suddenly all I see...

1299
01:47:18,181 --> 01:47:21,335
all over my hands and my legs are...

1300
01:47:21,435 --> 01:47:24,921
black, horrible sores
all over me, oozing.

1301
01:47:25,021 --> 01:47:27,507
And at first I'm horrified...

1302
01:47:27,607 --> 01:47:30,344
and I'm full of self-pity and anger.

1303
01:47:30,444 --> 01:47:33,138
I'm enraged until I realize...

1304
01:47:33,238 --> 01:47:35,849
Suddenly I look down again,
and I realize...

1305
01:47:35,949 --> 01:47:38,101
that they aren't sores at all...

1306
01:47:38,201 --> 01:47:42,314
but these... black pansies...

1307
01:47:42,414 --> 01:47:46,568
these sort of wilted black pansies
I used to pick when I was a child.

1308
01:47:46,668 --> 01:47:48,820
So in my dream, I remember that.

1309
01:47:48,920 --> 01:47:51,031
And as I pick up...

1310
01:47:51,131 --> 01:47:53,283
each wilted flower...

1311
01:47:53,383 --> 01:47:55,702
they would just instantly...

1312
01:47:55,802 --> 01:47:57,861
bloom into beautiful bouquets.

1313
01:47:58,947 --> 01:48:00,207
Every single one.

1314
01:48:00,307 --> 01:48:03,043
- Ending in rejoice.
- That's remarkably clear.

1315
01:48:03,143 --> 01:48:05,003
It's extraordinary.

1316
01:48:05,103 --> 01:48:07,297
Incredible lasagna, by the way, guys.

1317
01:48:07,397 --> 01:48:10,550
- Yeah.
- Great dinner, both of you.

1318
01:48:10,650 --> 01:48:13,553
And you know, it almost
tasted like the real thing.

1319
01:48:13,653 --> 01:48:15,430
To Carol and Chris.

1320
01:48:15,530 --> 01:48:17,840
- To Carol and Chris.
- To Carol and Chris.

1321
01:48:21,786 --> 01:48:25,732
<i>Sweet love's showin'
us a heavenly light</i>

1322
01:48:25,832 --> 01:48:29,236
<i>Never seen such a beautiful sight</i>

1323
01:48:29,336 --> 01:48:33,198
<i>Sweet love glowing on us every night</i>

1324
01:48:33,298 --> 01:48:36,576
<i>I know forever we'll be doing it</i>

1325
01:48:36,676 --> 01:48:40,539
<i>Sweet love's showin'
us a heavenly light</i>

1326
01:48:40,639 --> 01:48:43,959
<i>I never seen such a beautiful sight</i>

1327
01:48:44,059 --> 01:48:48,130
<i>Sweet love glowing on us every night</i>

1328
01:48:48,230 --> 01:48:52,092
<i>I know forever we'll
be doing it right</i>

1329
01:48:52,192 --> 01:48:56,304
<i>Whenever I call you friend</i>

1330
01:48:56,404 --> 01:48:59,766
<i>I believe I've come to understand</i>

1331
01:48:59,866 --> 01:49:04,104
<i>Everywhere we are you
and I were meant to be</i>

1332
01:49:04,204 --> 01:49:06,273
<i>Forever and ever</i>

1333
01:49:06,373 --> 01:49:10,902
<i>I think about the times to come</i>

1334
01:49:11,002 --> 01:49:14,114
<i>Knowing I will be the lucky one</i>

1335
01:49:14,214 --> 01:49:16,992
<i>And ever our love will last</i>

1336
01:49:17,092 --> 01:49:22,789
<i>I always want to call you friend</i>

1337
01:49:22,889 --> 01:49:26,918
<i>Sweet love's showin'
us a heavenly light</i>

1338
01:49:27,018 --> 01:49:29,662
<i>Never seen such a beautiful sight</i>

1339
01:49:32,190 --> 01:49:34,468
Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

1340
01:49:34,568 --> 01:49:37,512
I've got a little
announcement to make.

1341
01:49:37,612 --> 01:49:41,099
Since it's almost tomorrow...

1342
01:49:41,199 --> 01:49:43,310
and tomorrow happens to be...

1343
01:49:43,410 --> 01:49:46,171
Carol's birthday...

1344
01:49:47,497 --> 01:49:50,650
we have a little surprise for her.

1345
01:49:50,750 --> 01:49:59,701
<i>For she's a jolly good fellow</i>

1346
01:49:59,801 --> 01:50:03,737
<i>And so say all of us</i>

1347
01:50:09,311 --> 01:50:11,004
Speech!

1348
01:50:11,104 --> 01:50:13,590
- Speech!
- Happy birthday, Carol.

1349
01:50:13,690 --> 01:50:16,510
- Speech!
- No, I...

1350
01:50:16,610 --> 01:50:19,304
- Happy birthday, sweetie.
- I...

1351
01:50:19,404 --> 01:50:22,883
- Say something.
- I can't. I've never made a speech before.

1352
01:50:22,983 --> 01:50:27,187
- Please.
- Oh, God.

1353
01:50:27,287 --> 01:50:29,722
I just want to thank
Chris for doing this...

1354
01:50:30,874 --> 01:50:34,319
and everybody here so much.

1355
01:50:34,419 --> 01:50:37,322
It just... You pulled me
through a really hard period.

1356
01:50:37,422 --> 01:50:40,482
Anyway, I couldn't have
done it without you.

1357
01:50:45,221 --> 01:50:47,600
I don't know what I'm saying.

1358
01:50:49,476 --> 01:50:52,462
Just that I really hated
myself before I came here...

1359
01:50:52,562 --> 01:50:54,464
and, so...

1360
01:50:54,564 --> 01:50:58,259
I'm trying to see myself hopefully,

1361
01:50:58,485 --> 01:51:01,304
more as I am, more...

1362
01:51:01,404 --> 01:51:03,765
more positive...

1363
01:51:03,865 --> 01:51:06,560
like seeing the pluses.

1364
01:51:06,660 --> 01:51:09,062
Like, I think it's slowly
opening up now.

1365
01:51:09,162 --> 01:51:11,648
People's minds, like...

1366
01:51:11,748 --> 01:51:13,900
educating and, and...

1367
01:51:14,000 --> 01:51:16,169
AIDS and...

1368
01:51:16,836 --> 01:51:19,781
and other types of diseases...

1369
01:51:19,881 --> 01:51:21,783
'cause... 'cause...

1370
01:51:21,883 --> 01:51:24,911
And it is a disease,
'cause it's out there...

1371
01:51:25,011 --> 01:51:28,790
and we just have to be
more aware of it...

1372
01:51:28,890 --> 01:51:32,586
make people aware of it
and, even ourselves...

1373
01:51:32,686 --> 01:51:35,297
like, going...

1374
01:51:35,397 --> 01:51:39,208
reading labels and going
into buildings...

1375
01:51:49,703 --> 01:51:51,229
To Carol.

1376
01:51:51,329 --> 01:51:54,223
To Carol!

1377
01:52:37,876 --> 01:52:40,195
Thank you, Chris...

1378
01:52:40,295 --> 01:52:42,479
for everything.

1379
01:52:43,548 --> 01:52:47,317
- Are you sure you're all right, Carol?
- I'm fine, really.

1380
01:52:49,471 --> 01:52:51,405
Okay.

1381
01:52:52,140 --> 01:52:53,949
<i>Happy birthday</i>

1382
01:52:56,019 --> 01:52:57,786
Thanks.

1383
01:53:01,274 --> 01:53:04,209
- See you tomorrow.
- For sure.

1384
01:53:05,361 --> 01:53:07,504
- Good night.
- Night.

1385
01:54:59,613 --> 01:55:01,278
I love...

1386
01:55:06,316 --> 01:55:08,333
I love you.

1387
01:55:12,363 --> 01:55:14,506
I really love you.

1388
01:55:20,663 --> 01:55:22,556
I love you.

1388
01:55:23,305 --> 01:55:29,552
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