1 00:00:16,016 --> 00:00:17,149 This is professor Thompson. 2 00:00:17,151 --> 00:00:19,118 Please leave a message. 3 00:00:19,120 --> 00:00:21,653 Dr. Thompson, it's Melissa Severn again. 4 00:00:21,655 --> 00:00:23,489 It's been 10 minutes. 5 00:00:23,491 --> 00:00:25,657 I don't know what to do. 6 00:00:25,659 --> 00:00:26,658 Please call me back. 7 00:00:26,660 --> 00:00:28,093 It's an emergency. 8 00:00:40,640 --> 00:00:43,142 How long? 9 00:00:43,144 --> 00:00:45,577 Melissa, how long has she been like this? 10 00:00:45,579 --> 00:00:46,579 I don't know. 11 00:01:08,468 --> 00:01:09,468 Come on, Sydney. 12 00:01:18,678 --> 00:01:19,678 Come on, Sydney. 13 00:01:23,383 --> 00:01:24,383 Come on. 14 00:01:47,307 --> 00:01:49,308 So what's first on the list? 15 00:01:49,310 --> 00:01:51,477 Professor Thompson's class. 16 00:01:51,479 --> 00:01:52,544 Is he cute? 17 00:01:52,546 --> 00:01:53,245 Who? 18 00:01:53,247 --> 00:01:55,514 Your professor. 19 00:01:55,516 --> 00:01:56,515 I don't know. 20 00:01:56,517 --> 00:01:59,218 He's Professory. 21 00:01:59,220 --> 00:02:01,353 I like Professory. 22 00:02:01,355 --> 00:02:03,822 What happened to your hot date last night? 23 00:02:03,824 --> 00:02:04,790 I hate him. 24 00:02:04,792 --> 00:02:05,792 Typical. 25 00:02:09,395 --> 00:02:10,696 Your dad called. 26 00:02:10,698 --> 00:02:12,197 Nope. 27 00:02:12,199 --> 00:02:16,668 Not even to show up on the first day of classes. 28 00:02:16,670 --> 00:02:17,736 Are you nervous? 29 00:02:17,738 --> 00:02:19,571 It is my junior year. 30 00:02:19,573 --> 00:02:21,373 I am a pro at this by now. 31 00:02:26,746 --> 00:02:28,280 Thank you for the pep talk. 32 00:02:28,282 --> 00:02:31,617 Who am I to break a start of semester tradition? 33 00:02:31,619 --> 00:02:34,153 She'd be so proud of you. 34 00:02:34,155 --> 00:02:36,855 I'm not as smart as she was. 35 00:02:36,857 --> 00:02:38,857 Everything in time. 36 00:02:38,859 --> 00:02:40,826 Now go get 'em. 37 00:02:40,828 --> 00:02:41,827 Ok. 38 00:02:41,829 --> 00:02:44,763 Thank you. 39 00:02:44,765 --> 00:02:47,299 Syd. 40 00:02:47,301 --> 00:02:49,434 Some things never change. 41 00:03:01,948 --> 00:03:04,449 Welcome, everyone, to neuro 101. 42 00:03:04,451 --> 00:03:06,318 We'll begin the lecture momentarily. 43 00:03:06,320 --> 00:03:09,354 Try to be on time. 44 00:03:09,356 --> 00:03:10,356 Thank you for joining us. 45 00:03:14,527 --> 00:03:16,929 How is requiring me to take a science course going 46 00:03:16,931 --> 00:03:18,297 to help me as a business major? 47 00:03:18,299 --> 00:03:19,798 You know you could have taken chem instead 48 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:21,934 since you didn't take any of the prerequisites. 49 00:03:21,936 --> 00:03:23,936 I could have taken chem instead, but you're not 50 00:03:23,938 --> 00:03:25,537 in chem to give me the answers. 51 00:03:25,539 --> 00:03:26,705 That's right. 52 00:03:26,707 --> 00:03:28,473 How could I forget that? 53 00:03:28,475 --> 00:03:31,410 Anyone ever hear of deja vu? 54 00:03:31,412 --> 00:03:33,345 Some neural and cognitive scientists 55 00:03:33,347 --> 00:03:37,649 believe that deja vu is really the neural resonance 56 00:03:37,651 --> 00:03:43,488 between the same persona and a different temporal universe. 57 00:03:43,490 --> 00:03:49,628 Decisions... decisions rule our life, right? 58 00:03:49,630 --> 00:03:50,395 Right? 59 00:03:50,397 --> 00:03:52,264 Yes. 60 00:03:52,266 --> 00:03:53,966 Make the right one, revel in glory. 61 00:03:53,968 --> 00:03:57,970 But I'm sure you've been told if you make the wrong decision, 62 00:03:57,972 --> 00:04:00,906 you have to live with the consequences. 63 00:04:00,908 --> 00:04:02,507 Well what if I told you that could be 64 00:04:02,509 --> 00:04:04,810 the greatest lie of them all? 65 00:04:04,812 --> 00:04:07,846 Some scientists believe that every time you make a decision, 66 00:04:07,848 --> 00:04:12,351 there is a split fracture in another universe or dimension 67 00:04:12,353 --> 00:04:15,287 that precedes in the alternate timeline 68 00:04:15,289 --> 00:04:17,656 as if you made a different decision. 69 00:04:17,658 --> 00:04:21,393 For instance, maybe there's an alternate universe 70 00:04:21,395 --> 00:04:24,463 where she realized that no matter who 71 00:04:24,465 --> 00:04:30,302 told you otherwise, purple hair just isn't cool. 72 00:04:30,304 --> 00:04:33,639 So she died it red or black. 73 00:04:33,641 --> 00:04:36,875 Point is, somewhere out there, there 74 00:04:36,877 --> 00:04:39,611 could be a whole alternate universe 75 00:04:39,613 --> 00:04:43,482 where a black-haired girl is sitting in the same class 76 00:04:43,484 --> 00:04:49,021 at the exact same time listening to the exact brilliant, 77 00:04:49,023 --> 00:04:55,027 magnificent teacher, and has an entirely different life based 78 00:04:55,029 --> 00:04:58,630 on the choice in hair color. 79 00:04:58,632 --> 00:05:02,601 How would that incur an episode of deja vu? 80 00:05:02,603 --> 00:05:05,370 Well let's consider if there are other yous doing 81 00:05:05,372 --> 00:05:07,506 the exact same thing at the exact same time. 82 00:05:07,508 --> 00:05:11,877 It seems those scenes would be familiar. 83 00:05:11,879 --> 00:05:17,482 Hence the feeling, all caused by your own neural pathways. 84 00:05:17,484 --> 00:05:21,386 That's if you believe in that sort of thing. 85 00:05:21,388 --> 00:05:23,655 Well I think that's enough for today. 86 00:05:23,657 --> 00:05:26,425 And we'll continue in chapter one on Wednesday. 87 00:05:26,427 --> 00:05:28,660 Thank you for listening. 88 00:05:28,662 --> 00:05:31,763 Was that English, because I didn't understand a word 89 00:05:31,765 --> 00:05:33,532 he said. 90 00:05:33,534 --> 00:05:35,634 Maybe if you weren't in your pajamas, 91 00:05:35,636 --> 00:05:38,337 you wouldn't feel like you're in bed. 92 00:05:38,339 --> 00:05:40,072 What's next? 93 00:05:40,074 --> 00:05:41,807 Speaking. 94 00:05:41,809 --> 00:05:42,941 Speaking. 95 00:05:42,943 --> 00:05:44,876 Hard class. 96 00:05:44,878 --> 00:05:46,511 See you for dinner? 97 00:05:46,513 --> 00:05:47,679 Yeah. 98 00:05:47,681 --> 00:05:49,915 Sydney. 99 00:05:49,917 --> 00:05:51,416 Truth? 100 00:05:51,418 --> 00:05:52,884 A little much on the first day? 101 00:05:52,886 --> 00:05:54,019 No. 102 00:05:54,021 --> 00:05:55,354 No, the idea of erasing consequences 103 00:05:55,356 --> 00:05:57,522 seemed to perk some interest. 104 00:05:57,524 --> 00:05:59,725 I didn't know that you believed in that stuff. 105 00:05:59,727 --> 00:06:02,794 Some studies of mine from long ago... 106 00:06:02,796 --> 00:06:07,599 A hobby really, way before my expanding career in academia. 107 00:06:07,601 --> 00:06:08,967 Ah, I see. 108 00:06:08,969 --> 00:06:09,801 Well, thank you. 109 00:06:09,803 --> 00:06:12,804 Oh, and I'll be back after my last class. 110 00:06:12,806 --> 00:06:15,707 You would think two years of being my research assistant 111 00:06:15,709 --> 00:06:16,808 would be enough. 112 00:06:16,810 --> 00:06:18,543 It pays my tuition. 113 00:06:18,545 --> 00:06:20,078 You can do better, you know. 114 00:06:20,080 --> 00:06:21,880 Internship, maybe? 115 00:06:21,882 --> 00:06:22,914 Consider it. 116 00:06:22,916 --> 00:06:23,916 Ok. 117 00:06:30,556 --> 00:06:32,457 Introduction to speech and communication. 118 00:06:32,459 --> 00:06:35,026 You know, we speak to each other in many ways. 119 00:06:35,028 --> 00:06:36,595 And that's what we're going to cover. 120 00:06:36,597 --> 00:06:38,497 We're going to cover this the entire semester 121 00:06:38,499 --> 00:06:42,734 how important this class is to our everyday lives. 122 00:06:42,736 --> 00:06:49,641 We actually speak through actions when we're in the say... 123 00:06:49,643 --> 00:06:51,176 Sorry. 124 00:06:51,178 --> 00:06:54,079 For instance, when we're late for class, it's rude. 125 00:06:54,081 --> 00:06:58,817 The number one fear among humans is not death, dismemberment, 126 00:06:58,819 --> 00:06:59,818 nor disease. 127 00:06:59,820 --> 00:07:01,553 It's public speaking. 128 00:07:01,555 --> 00:07:05,524 Welcome to the arena, gladiators. 129 00:07:05,526 --> 00:07:06,691 Who's the first victim? 130 00:07:10,530 --> 00:07:16,968 Late girl, you're up. 131 00:07:16,970 --> 00:07:17,769 I'm sorry. 132 00:07:17,771 --> 00:07:19,738 On what topic? 133 00:07:19,740 --> 00:07:20,806 You pick. 134 00:07:20,808 --> 00:07:21,940 I have to... ok. 135 00:07:34,153 --> 00:07:40,225 Well, my topic for question and answer 136 00:07:40,227 --> 00:07:43,128 is about the human brain. 137 00:07:43,130 --> 00:07:48,200 Many people argue that we only use a fraction of our brain. 138 00:07:48,202 --> 00:07:49,801 But the truth is, actually, that we 139 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:52,237 use different areas, different parts of it 140 00:07:52,239 --> 00:07:54,039 for different things. 141 00:07:54,041 --> 00:07:56,942 So imagine what we could do if we were to coordinate them 142 00:07:56,944 --> 00:07:58,009 all simultaneously. 143 00:08:00,179 --> 00:08:01,079 Thank you. 144 00:08:01,081 --> 00:08:02,647 That was interesting. 145 00:08:02,649 --> 00:08:05,884 But I thought we only used 15% of our brain. 146 00:08:05,886 --> 00:08:08,253 I don't hear a question. 147 00:08:08,255 --> 00:08:09,955 Why so much of the brain unused? 148 00:08:09,957 --> 00:08:11,490 It's not a given that it's not. 149 00:08:11,492 --> 00:08:13,825 So you're saying that we do use 100% of our brain? 150 00:08:13,827 --> 00:08:17,662 But what I'm saying is that maybe we use more of it in ways 151 00:08:17,664 --> 00:08:19,097 that we just don't understand yet. 152 00:08:19,099 --> 00:08:21,099 I don't understand. 153 00:08:21,101 --> 00:08:25,904 No, what I don't understand is what it could be used for. 154 00:08:25,906 --> 00:08:27,973 When I decide to ask you a question politely, 155 00:08:27,975 --> 00:08:30,642 receptors in my brain send a signal to my motor functions 156 00:08:30,644 --> 00:08:31,843 to begin moving my mouth. 157 00:08:31,845 --> 00:08:33,645 Then your diaphragm, your vocal chords 158 00:08:33,647 --> 00:08:36,715 kick in, producing the sound that we all know as language. 159 00:08:36,717 --> 00:08:41,586 Articulating all from that one self-conscious desire to speak. 160 00:08:41,588 --> 00:08:43,021 When I need to speak, I speak. 161 00:08:43,023 --> 00:08:44,723 When I need to walk, I walk. 162 00:08:44,725 --> 00:08:47,692 Your brain receptors create all of your functions as a human. 163 00:08:47,694 --> 00:08:49,294 So what else do I need besides what 164 00:08:49,296 --> 00:08:50,996 I'm already capable of using? 165 00:08:50,998 --> 00:08:53,298 Maybe there are other things to consider. 166 00:08:53,300 --> 00:08:54,866 Like what? 167 00:08:54,868 --> 00:08:58,036 Other concepts that perhaps we're not open to simply 168 00:08:58,038 --> 00:08:59,604 because we, as a society... 169 00:08:59,606 --> 00:09:01,806 As individuals... just simply don't understand yet. 170 00:09:01,808 --> 00:09:04,209 So you're saying that's why we can't 171 00:09:04,211 --> 00:09:06,011 use that section of our brain? 172 00:09:06,013 --> 00:09:09,281 Yes, perhaps we just don't know how to tap into them yet. 173 00:09:09,283 --> 00:09:10,749 You know, the ones we do... 174 00:09:10,751 --> 00:09:12,584 What about when we're interested in someone? 175 00:09:15,788 --> 00:09:20,559 Interest, like rudeness, can come from a chemical reaction 176 00:09:20,561 --> 00:09:21,793 that messes with the brain. 177 00:09:21,795 --> 00:09:24,563 Some causes of this could be a head injury... 178 00:09:24,565 --> 00:09:25,797 Or attraction. 179 00:11:11,837 --> 00:11:14,973 You're so beautiful. 180 00:11:53,212 --> 00:11:54,212 That's not fair. 181 00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:55,346 What's your favorite color? 182 00:11:55,348 --> 00:11:56,047 Purple. 183 00:11:56,049 --> 00:11:57,049 Purple? 184 00:12:02,288 --> 00:12:03,888 Thank you. 185 00:12:03,890 --> 00:12:06,024 And is there anything else that I can do for you guys? 186 00:12:06,026 --> 00:12:07,459 Everything was great, Lexi. 187 00:12:07,461 --> 00:12:08,461 Thanks. 188 00:12:13,299 --> 00:12:15,800 You're too nice. 189 00:12:15,802 --> 00:12:18,169 I didn't know someone could be too nice. 190 00:12:22,108 --> 00:12:24,242 We're going to have to do something about that. 191 00:12:24,244 --> 00:12:25,910 What? 192 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:29,781 I thought it would look better on that pretty wrist. 193 00:12:29,783 --> 00:12:31,015 This was my mom's. 194 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:38,490 Syd, I'm so sorry. 195 00:12:38,492 --> 00:12:40,492 It's ok. 196 00:12:40,494 --> 00:12:44,963 That must have been really hard. 197 00:12:44,965 --> 00:12:48,433 Sometimes I feel like she never even existed. 198 00:12:48,435 --> 00:12:49,834 You know? 199 00:12:49,836 --> 00:12:52,070 Kind of like I made her up or something. 200 00:12:52,072 --> 00:12:53,438 Hey. 201 00:12:55,374 --> 00:12:58,376 You have me now. 202 00:12:58,378 --> 00:13:01,880 And who knows? 203 00:13:01,882 --> 00:13:04,149 Maybe you'll be Mrs. green soon. 204 00:13:07,120 --> 00:13:10,955 Maybe this girl's poor, catholic, broken home 205 00:13:10,957 --> 00:13:13,124 upbringing wouldn't be a great long-term fit? 206 00:13:13,126 --> 00:13:17,529 Well that financially responsible, morally upright, 207 00:13:17,531 --> 00:13:22,567 might not be the perfect fit for the overbearing, wealthy, 208 00:13:22,569 --> 00:13:23,835 Jewish family I have. 209 00:13:23,837 --> 00:13:28,239 But hey, I know who you are. 210 00:13:28,241 --> 00:13:29,274 Who am I? 211 00:13:29,276 --> 00:13:30,475 Besides being a waitress hater? 212 00:13:30,477 --> 00:13:32,143 I'm not a waitress hater. 213 00:13:35,447 --> 00:13:39,150 You're mine. 214 00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:28,633 You were holding his hand. 215 00:14:28,635 --> 00:14:31,469 I was not holding his hand. 216 00:14:31,471 --> 00:14:32,871 I can't even remember it. 217 00:14:32,873 --> 00:14:34,405 Because you're too drunk. 218 00:14:34,407 --> 00:14:35,506 Look at you. 219 00:14:35,508 --> 00:14:36,507 Wow. 220 00:14:36,509 --> 00:14:37,642 Look at me. 221 00:14:37,644 --> 00:14:39,544 I'm sorry, Mr. your study too much. 222 00:14:39,546 --> 00:14:41,579 You need to drink more and party more. 223 00:14:41,581 --> 00:14:42,547 That's what I'm doing. 224 00:14:42,549 --> 00:14:43,648 No. 225 00:14:43,650 --> 00:14:44,883 You put yourself in bad situations. 226 00:14:44,885 --> 00:14:46,284 You're too nice and it's naive. 227 00:14:46,286 --> 00:14:47,552 What bad situations? 228 00:14:47,554 --> 00:14:48,553 What? 229 00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:49,420 What are you talking about? 230 00:14:49,422 --> 00:14:51,623 At least I don't flirt with every girl 231 00:14:51,625 --> 00:14:53,224 that crosses my path. 232 00:14:53,226 --> 00:14:55,226 Do you know how that makes me feel? 233 00:14:55,228 --> 00:14:55,927 I don't flirt. 234 00:14:55,929 --> 00:14:56,461 I'm sorry. 235 00:14:56,463 --> 00:14:57,629 Yeah. 236 00:14:57,631 --> 00:14:58,930 You don't even realize you're doing it. 237 00:14:58,932 --> 00:15:00,632 I don't flirt with my exes, Sydney. 238 00:15:00,634 --> 00:15:01,634 God. 239 00:15:12,912 --> 00:15:15,113 I was talking to Bobby about you. 240 00:15:15,115 --> 00:15:17,315 I am always talking about you. 241 00:15:27,993 --> 00:15:30,328 I'm going to go get you some water. 242 00:15:30,330 --> 00:15:31,330 I don't need water. 243 00:15:40,439 --> 00:15:43,408 Come here. 244 00:15:43,410 --> 00:15:45,944 I'm sorry. 245 00:15:45,946 --> 00:15:49,147 He wasn't even supposed to be here. 246 00:15:49,149 --> 00:15:50,515 I know. 247 00:15:55,988 --> 00:15:59,157 Am I forgiven? 248 00:15:59,159 --> 00:16:00,525 Yes. 249 00:16:09,435 --> 00:16:11,102 My parents. 250 00:16:11,104 --> 00:16:15,173 They want me move back home for six months after graduation. 251 00:16:20,379 --> 00:16:21,379 Six months? 252 00:16:24,016 --> 00:16:26,250 And what about New York? 253 00:16:26,252 --> 00:16:29,587 I mean, you'll never find a job that will 254 00:16:29,589 --> 00:16:33,691 defer hiring you that long. 255 00:16:33,693 --> 00:16:35,493 That will have to wait. 256 00:16:35,495 --> 00:16:38,262 That's not fair. 257 00:16:38,264 --> 00:16:41,466 How am I supposed to plan my life with you if you so 258 00:16:41,468 --> 00:16:43,234 whimsically change our plans? 259 00:16:43,236 --> 00:16:44,502 Do you think I want this? 260 00:16:44,504 --> 00:16:45,636 I don't know. 261 00:16:45,638 --> 00:16:48,006 Syd, you can't plan for everything. 262 00:16:48,008 --> 00:16:49,040 Things come up. 263 00:16:52,044 --> 00:16:54,078 Things come up? 264 00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:56,514 All that matters is that I love you. 265 00:16:56,516 --> 00:16:57,448 I love you, Sydney. 266 00:16:57,450 --> 00:16:58,583 That's all that matters. 267 00:16:58,585 --> 00:17:01,085 Everything else we can overcome. 268 00:17:01,087 --> 00:17:03,154 I just want to be with you. 269 00:17:31,650 --> 00:17:33,785 The more one fidgets, the slower what 270 00:17:33,787 --> 00:17:36,487 we perceive as time passes. 271 00:17:36,489 --> 00:17:39,057 Sorry. 272 00:17:39,059 --> 00:17:40,792 Do you have somewhere more important to be? 273 00:17:40,794 --> 00:17:41,626 No. 274 00:17:41,628 --> 00:17:42,628 Of course not. 275 00:17:45,831 --> 00:17:49,667 Are these notes from your project research? 276 00:17:49,669 --> 00:17:54,505 Just from the last five years, from my national institute 277 00:17:54,507 --> 00:17:56,541 of health study. 278 00:17:56,543 --> 00:17:57,508 Right. 279 00:17:57,510 --> 00:18:00,278 I am nervous. 280 00:18:00,280 --> 00:18:03,081 My boyfriend's parents are actually in town. 281 00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:05,083 I'm sure you have nothing to be concerned about. 282 00:18:05,085 --> 00:18:07,819 I have never met them or even spoken to them 283 00:18:07,821 --> 00:18:08,821 in all this time. 284 00:18:12,357 --> 00:18:14,559 A meteor flashed through space, right? 285 00:18:14,561 --> 00:18:18,496 How it framed its path is decided by gravity. 286 00:18:18,498 --> 00:18:22,366 But as it flies, the only thing that can alter its trajectory 287 00:18:22,368 --> 00:18:25,703 is its attraction or repulsion to other objects. 288 00:18:25,705 --> 00:18:30,508 It can smash into things so violently, create explosions. 289 00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:33,811 It can actually lay the foundations of life 290 00:18:33,813 --> 00:18:37,281 or destroy them... much like the one that did on earth, killing 291 00:18:37,283 --> 00:18:38,483 off all the dinosaurs. 292 00:18:38,485 --> 00:18:40,551 I'm not sure I like where this is going. 293 00:18:40,553 --> 00:18:44,522 My point is once celestial objects interact, 294 00:18:44,524 --> 00:18:47,391 no one can know why or what's going to happen. 295 00:18:47,393 --> 00:18:49,327 It just happens. 296 00:18:49,329 --> 00:18:50,728 So relax. 297 00:18:50,730 --> 00:18:52,330 Be yourself. 298 00:18:52,332 --> 00:18:55,199 And what's supposed to happen will. 299 00:18:55,201 --> 00:18:56,701 You can't control everything, Sydney. 300 00:19:00,606 --> 00:19:01,539 Hey, Dr. Thompson? 301 00:19:01,541 --> 00:19:02,874 Yes. 302 00:19:02,876 --> 00:19:04,475 Do you really think I'm celestial? 303 00:19:27,933 --> 00:19:30,368 I'm so excited to see your parents. 304 00:19:30,370 --> 00:19:32,203 They've canceled like three times. 305 00:19:32,205 --> 00:19:34,372 I can't believe they're here. 306 00:19:34,374 --> 00:19:36,908 Maybe I'll hear some stories of what you were like growing up. 307 00:19:36,910 --> 00:19:40,378 I bet you wore diapers until you were five. 308 00:19:40,380 --> 00:19:42,213 Why are you so excited to meet them? 309 00:19:42,215 --> 00:19:46,551 Because they're your family. 310 00:19:46,553 --> 00:19:50,388 What's with this female obsession with future in-laws? 311 00:19:50,390 --> 00:19:52,590 I mean, they all want to have this fictional amazing 312 00:19:52,592 --> 00:19:54,825 relationship with them that just doesn't exist. 313 00:19:54,827 --> 00:19:55,927 Excuse me? 314 00:19:55,929 --> 00:19:58,930 I mean, who came up with the idea that every girl should 315 00:19:58,932 --> 00:19:59,797 have a gay best friend? 316 00:19:59,799 --> 00:20:00,965 It's ridiculous. 317 00:20:00,967 --> 00:20:02,934 Well whoever it was was very smart. 318 00:20:02,936 --> 00:20:03,634 No. 319 00:20:03,636 --> 00:20:04,268 Yeah. 320 00:20:04,270 --> 00:20:04,869 No. 321 00:20:04,871 --> 00:20:07,338 And it's not fair to gays who maybe 322 00:20:07,340 --> 00:20:08,839 don't want to be befriended. 323 00:20:08,841 --> 00:20:11,209 Right. 324 00:20:11,211 --> 00:20:14,545 Everything's going to be fine. 325 00:20:14,547 --> 00:20:15,547 Ok? 326 00:20:41,974 --> 00:20:43,674 Business is good. 327 00:20:43,676 --> 00:20:45,576 Thank you for asking. 328 00:20:45,578 --> 00:20:48,312 I forgot for a moment you were here for work 329 00:20:48,314 --> 00:20:49,314 and not to see me. 330 00:20:52,384 --> 00:20:56,354 It seems we'll be back soon enough for your graduation. 331 00:20:56,356 --> 00:20:59,624 You are graduating, right? 332 00:20:59,626 --> 00:21:01,892 I hope so. 333 00:21:01,894 --> 00:21:05,496 Marcus is actually doing really well in his business classes. 334 00:21:08,433 --> 00:21:10,268 We wouldn't expect anything less. 335 00:21:23,782 --> 00:21:24,915 Hey. 336 00:21:24,917 --> 00:21:26,617 Can I have a double Tequila please? 337 00:21:26,619 --> 00:21:28,786 Sure thing. 338 00:21:28,788 --> 00:21:32,290 Please wait. 339 00:21:32,292 --> 00:21:33,424 You're drinking? 340 00:21:36,561 --> 00:21:37,962 Syd, please try to understand. 341 00:21:37,964 --> 00:21:39,830 Understand what? 342 00:21:39,832 --> 00:21:41,766 What I'm supposed to understand? 343 00:21:41,768 --> 00:21:46,304 Because you didn't look at me the whole time. 344 00:21:46,306 --> 00:21:49,373 You would not even breathe in my direction. 345 00:21:49,375 --> 00:21:51,609 There's some differences between how they view us. 346 00:21:51,611 --> 00:21:52,443 Differences, ok. 347 00:21:52,445 --> 00:21:53,577 What does that mean? 348 00:21:53,579 --> 00:21:55,046 It means I was raised Jewish, Syd. 349 00:21:55,048 --> 00:21:56,747 You're catholic. 350 00:21:56,749 --> 00:21:58,416 My parents always envisioned me with a traditional Jewish girl. 351 00:21:58,418 --> 00:22:00,084 That's why they want me to move back home for a year. 352 00:22:00,086 --> 00:22:00,718 Wow. 353 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:03,321 I didn't realize that your parents were, 354 00:22:03,323 --> 00:22:04,689 what, bigots then? 355 00:22:04,691 --> 00:22:06,090 That they were judging me without getting to know me 356 00:22:06,092 --> 00:22:08,859 based on my religion? 357 00:22:08,861 --> 00:22:11,629 How archaic, Marcus. 358 00:22:11,631 --> 00:22:12,697 Really. 359 00:22:12,699 --> 00:22:16,600 Nobody told me that we were still in the fucking crusades. 360 00:22:20,872 --> 00:22:22,506 Did you just say a year? 361 00:22:25,110 --> 00:22:28,079 A year? 362 00:22:28,081 --> 00:22:30,381 They told me on the phone yesterday. 363 00:22:30,383 --> 00:22:32,016 And you didn't think to tell me that? 364 00:22:32,018 --> 00:22:33,417 I didn't want you to change the way 365 00:22:33,419 --> 00:22:34,618 you acted when you met them. 366 00:22:34,620 --> 00:22:37,955 Because that really would have changed everything, right? 367 00:22:37,957 --> 00:22:40,725 Can you please try to see it from my perspective? 368 00:22:40,727 --> 00:22:42,827 There is no other perspective. 369 00:22:42,829 --> 00:22:44,829 You're a liar. 370 00:22:44,831 --> 00:22:46,497 I didn't lie. 371 00:22:46,499 --> 00:22:50,368 Well you sure as hell didn't tell the truth either, did you? 372 00:22:50,370 --> 00:22:51,802 Syd, let's just please... 373 00:23:01,546 --> 00:23:02,913 Can I please get one of those? 374 00:23:02,915 --> 00:23:03,948 You got it. 375 00:23:03,950 --> 00:23:06,050 Double Tequila coming right up. 376 00:23:06,052 --> 00:23:08,152 Long time, no see, Syd. 377 00:23:08,154 --> 00:23:09,920 I was just thinking about you. 378 00:23:09,922 --> 00:23:11,856 You ok? 379 00:23:11,858 --> 00:23:14,125 What? 380 00:23:14,127 --> 00:23:15,726 Is he giving you a hard time? 381 00:23:15,728 --> 00:23:16,694 Syd, let's go. 382 00:23:16,696 --> 00:23:17,928 Stop it. 383 00:23:17,930 --> 00:23:20,965 Stop it. 384 00:23:20,967 --> 00:23:21,967 Cheers. 385 00:23:30,442 --> 00:23:31,409 I'm sorry, Syd. 386 00:23:31,411 --> 00:23:32,543 Sorry, Syd. 387 00:23:36,181 --> 00:23:37,848 Damn it, Marcus, wait. 388 00:23:37,850 --> 00:23:38,850 Wait. 389 00:23:41,153 --> 00:23:44,422 You shouldn't have worn that dress. 390 00:23:44,424 --> 00:23:47,525 You love when I wear these kinds of dresses. 391 00:23:47,527 --> 00:23:49,727 I should've bought you that silver one at Bloomington's 392 00:23:49,729 --> 00:23:52,463 what the fuck does that have to do with anything? 393 00:23:52,465 --> 00:23:53,431 You're too drunk. 394 00:23:53,433 --> 00:23:54,598 I'm not drunk, ok? 395 00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:55,933 You're being too dramatic, Syd. 396 00:23:55,935 --> 00:23:57,868 Listen to you. 397 00:23:57,870 --> 00:24:02,873 Do you even realize how much I love you? 398 00:24:02,875 --> 00:24:04,608 Do you get it? 399 00:24:04,610 --> 00:24:06,877 Because it seems like you don't fucking care. 400 00:24:06,879 --> 00:24:07,645 I don't care? 401 00:24:07,647 --> 00:24:10,448 Your parents say jump and you fucking jump. 402 00:24:10,450 --> 00:24:11,816 You're like their little stooge. 403 00:24:15,153 --> 00:24:16,086 Marcus, no. 404 00:24:16,088 --> 00:24:16,987 I'm sorry. 405 00:24:16,989 --> 00:24:18,122 I'm sorry. 406 00:24:18,124 --> 00:24:20,191 You're such a bitch, you know that? 407 00:24:20,193 --> 00:24:22,059 I don't want to be someone who makes me feel 408 00:24:22,061 --> 00:24:24,061 like shit for who or what I am. 409 00:24:24,063 --> 00:24:25,063 We're done. 410 00:25:00,031 --> 00:25:00,965 Hey this is Marcus. 411 00:25:00,967 --> 00:25:01,967 Please leave a message. 412 00:25:10,075 --> 00:25:11,075 Marcus. 413 00:25:14,012 --> 00:25:15,145 What, Syd? 414 00:25:15,147 --> 00:25:16,981 Are you going to fucking talk to me? 415 00:25:16,983 --> 00:25:18,048 I made a decision. 416 00:25:18,050 --> 00:25:19,116 Is this about your parents? 417 00:25:19,118 --> 00:25:19,984 No. 418 00:25:19,986 --> 00:25:22,253 This is about us. 419 00:25:22,255 --> 00:25:24,688 Look, couples fight all the time. 420 00:25:24,690 --> 00:25:26,056 All the time. 421 00:25:26,058 --> 00:25:27,124 We can get past this. 422 00:25:27,126 --> 00:25:28,592 I'm just not happy. 423 00:25:28,594 --> 00:25:29,894 You're not happy? 424 00:25:29,896 --> 00:25:30,861 Ok. 425 00:25:30,863 --> 00:25:33,831 I'm so sorry about what I said the other night. 426 00:25:33,833 --> 00:25:35,533 I did not mean it, I swear to god. 427 00:25:35,535 --> 00:25:37,167 I was just caught up in the moment and i... 428 00:25:37,169 --> 00:25:39,003 Syd, it's not about what you said. 429 00:25:39,005 --> 00:25:41,005 Then what the fuck is it about? 430 00:25:41,007 --> 00:25:43,541 What? 431 00:25:43,543 --> 00:25:44,775 Just look at me. 432 00:25:44,777 --> 00:25:47,678 Look at me and tell me you don't love me. 433 00:25:52,817 --> 00:25:54,985 What the fuck are you? 434 00:25:54,987 --> 00:25:57,021 I don't know. 435 00:25:57,023 --> 00:25:59,290 I don't know. 436 00:26:27,052 --> 00:26:28,953 You know what these are? 437 00:26:28,955 --> 00:26:31,221 Informing you, I'm sure, that you're 438 00:26:31,223 --> 00:26:33,324 failing all your classes. 439 00:26:33,326 --> 00:26:34,959 I would guess so, yeah. 440 00:26:38,630 --> 00:26:41,131 Look, I know you're upset. 441 00:26:41,133 --> 00:26:44,735 But you had plans long before... 442 00:26:44,737 --> 00:26:47,671 Long before anything ever happened. 443 00:26:47,673 --> 00:26:49,273 Just get out of here and graduate. 444 00:26:49,275 --> 00:26:50,874 You never have to see him again. 445 00:26:50,876 --> 00:26:52,977 You never have to see any of the places you guys ever 446 00:26:52,979 --> 00:26:54,812 went together. 447 00:26:54,814 --> 00:26:56,680 Christ, Syd, it's like you're sitting here 448 00:26:56,682 --> 00:26:58,649 having deja vu every single day. 449 00:26:58,651 --> 00:27:00,351 You have to get over him, Syd. 450 00:27:00,353 --> 00:27:01,353 It's been months. 451 00:27:20,405 --> 00:27:22,106 Good job today, guys. 452 00:27:22,108 --> 00:27:23,107 All right. 453 00:27:23,109 --> 00:27:24,375 Hey, thanks for staying up. 454 00:27:24,377 --> 00:27:26,844 See you Wednesday. 455 00:27:26,846 --> 00:27:29,713 Hi, Dr. 456 00:27:32,717 --> 00:27:34,652 I suppose I should be happy that you showed up 457 00:27:34,654 --> 00:27:37,821 at all, although most of my research assistants 458 00:27:37,823 --> 00:27:40,124 find the time to attend their assigned classes. 459 00:27:42,994 --> 00:27:45,329 Doctor, I need to know about the neurological research 460 00:27:45,331 --> 00:27:46,730 you did about deja vu. 461 00:27:46,732 --> 00:27:48,932 Sydney, my research on deja vu is not 462 00:27:48,934 --> 00:27:50,267 going to help you graduate. 463 00:27:50,269 --> 00:27:51,135 You are failing. 464 00:27:51,137 --> 00:27:51,869 I know. 465 00:27:51,871 --> 00:27:56,874 Sometimes you just need to get on with your life. 466 00:27:56,876 --> 00:28:00,377 I just... I need to be sure of some things. 467 00:28:00,379 --> 00:28:02,346 You can move on right now if you want to. 468 00:28:02,348 --> 00:28:04,748 Everyone else is. 469 00:28:04,750 --> 00:28:08,052 What better symbolism than graduation? 470 00:28:08,054 --> 00:28:09,920 Or you need perspective. 471 00:28:09,922 --> 00:28:11,455 And your notes are the only thing that 472 00:28:11,457 --> 00:28:14,158 can give me that perspective. 473 00:28:14,160 --> 00:28:16,860 I really need this. 474 00:28:16,862 --> 00:28:19,296 You're not going to find when you're looking for in there. 475 00:28:19,298 --> 00:28:20,298 Please. 476 00:28:38,249 --> 00:28:39,249 Thank you. 477 00:30:08,973 --> 00:30:11,842 There's better Wi-Fi at the Starbucks down the street. 478 00:30:17,448 --> 00:30:18,448 Can I help you? 479 00:30:22,554 --> 00:30:26,190 Is there anywhere quiet where I could work here? 480 00:30:26,192 --> 00:30:28,826 Well our basement is empty, but it's rather dark and damp. 481 00:30:28,828 --> 00:30:30,160 I wouldn't recommend it. 482 00:30:30,162 --> 00:30:33,096 It's not quite enough here for you? 483 00:30:33,098 --> 00:30:34,565 You're watching me. 484 00:30:37,402 --> 00:30:38,402 Does that disturb you? 485 00:30:38,404 --> 00:30:39,436 Yes. 486 00:30:39,438 --> 00:30:42,906 It messes with my inner peace. 487 00:30:42,908 --> 00:30:46,009 One can sit by the quietest stream in the calmest forest 488 00:30:46,011 --> 00:30:48,912 and if there is turmoil within, there will be chaos without. 489 00:30:48,914 --> 00:30:50,314 Is that from the Bible? 490 00:30:50,316 --> 00:30:54,585 No, I believe it's from lord of the rings. 491 00:30:54,587 --> 00:30:58,388 What are you searching for? 492 00:30:58,390 --> 00:31:03,060 Maybe another chance, I guess. 493 00:31:03,062 --> 00:31:05,329 Then you're in luck, because god always provides us 494 00:31:05,331 --> 00:31:06,597 with another chance. 495 00:31:06,599 --> 00:31:09,032 A soul can be forgiven and healed 496 00:31:09,034 --> 00:31:11,535 if it chooses to move forward in life. 497 00:31:11,537 --> 00:31:15,873 What if it chooses to move backwards? 498 00:31:18,243 --> 00:31:21,111 It's not in the nature of a soul to move backwards. 499 00:31:21,113 --> 00:31:23,146 Like time, it only knows forwards. 500 00:31:23,148 --> 00:31:24,648 How do you know I only have one soul? 501 00:31:24,650 --> 00:31:26,483 I could have many souls. 502 00:31:26,485 --> 00:31:30,420 Your eternal soul is what is affected by your choices, 503 00:31:30,422 --> 00:31:32,289 whether they're right or wrong. 504 00:31:32,291 --> 00:31:35,659 So you... he... 505 00:31:35,661 --> 00:31:38,328 Doesn't believe in fixing mistakes? 506 00:31:38,330 --> 00:31:40,564 Fixing or forgiving? 507 00:31:40,566 --> 00:31:42,499 Both. 508 00:31:42,501 --> 00:31:44,401 God can do that, yes. 509 00:31:49,374 --> 00:31:50,374 Maybe I'm god. 510 00:32:04,322 --> 00:32:08,525 I am thrilled to be here today and to recognize our graduates 511 00:32:08,527 --> 00:32:11,194 of the class of 2015. 512 00:32:26,411 --> 00:32:28,211 So if you're going to live with me again, 513 00:32:28,213 --> 00:32:31,248 it would be nice if you'd remember how to communicate. 514 00:32:31,250 --> 00:32:32,250 I can talk. 515 00:32:34,319 --> 00:32:36,620 Wow she speaks. 516 00:32:36,622 --> 00:32:39,256 No job, no degree, no graduation. 517 00:32:39,258 --> 00:32:40,691 How are you going to pay the rent? 518 00:32:40,693 --> 00:32:42,326 I can carry you for a month. 519 00:32:42,328 --> 00:32:44,461 I'll figure it out, ok? 520 00:32:44,463 --> 00:32:45,463 Good plan. 521 00:33:31,442 --> 00:33:32,509 This is amazing. 522 00:33:32,511 --> 00:33:34,044 It's not time travel. 523 00:33:34,046 --> 00:33:35,345 It's not possible. 524 00:33:35,347 --> 00:33:37,347 We actually use the unused sections of our brain 525 00:33:37,349 --> 00:33:40,717 every time we consider possible alternatives to our decisions. 526 00:33:40,719 --> 00:33:43,320 It is those considerations that create ripples, fractures 527 00:33:43,322 --> 00:33:46,490 in other universes where those decisions, choices, are 528 00:33:46,492 --> 00:33:47,758 actually acted out. 529 00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:50,427 And in this method, I can tap into the moment 530 00:33:50,429 --> 00:33:52,129 where the different choice was made 531 00:33:52,131 --> 00:33:53,764 and live out the alternates as if they're 532 00:33:53,766 --> 00:33:56,199 of a completely separate life. 533 00:33:56,201 --> 00:33:57,300 15. 534 00:33:57,302 --> 00:34:01,104 No, I have 32 in my chemical sequence. 535 00:34:01,106 --> 00:34:05,175 15 is the number of credits you need to graduate. 536 00:34:05,177 --> 00:34:06,777 Can we please talk about my hypothesis? 537 00:34:06,779 --> 00:34:08,245 No. 538 00:34:08,247 --> 00:34:10,313 We need to talk about you letting this go. 539 00:34:10,315 --> 00:34:12,649 You have one semester left. 540 00:34:12,651 --> 00:34:13,650 Finish up. 541 00:34:13,652 --> 00:34:14,718 I'll help you find a job. 542 00:34:14,720 --> 00:34:16,520 You promised you would help me. 543 00:34:16,522 --> 00:34:17,320 I am helping you. 544 00:34:17,322 --> 00:34:18,188 No. 545 00:34:18,190 --> 00:34:21,091 I just need you to, please... 546 00:34:21,093 --> 00:34:22,559 What is it, page 46. 547 00:34:22,561 --> 00:34:23,660 I need you to look at this. 548 00:34:23,662 --> 00:34:24,461 All right. 549 00:34:24,463 --> 00:34:27,164 All right. 550 00:34:27,166 --> 00:34:29,766 When deja vu happens, the reasoning is 551 00:34:29,768 --> 00:34:33,537 is that one of the similar yous in a different spatial parallel 552 00:34:33,539 --> 00:34:36,440 universe has done something similar to something 553 00:34:36,442 --> 00:34:38,842 exactly what you have done right at that moment, 554 00:34:38,844 --> 00:34:42,145 creating a simile of a person in its shadow. 555 00:34:42,147 --> 00:34:45,682 But as light is needed for a shadow, 556 00:34:45,684 --> 00:34:47,284 deja vu doesn't always happen. 557 00:34:47,286 --> 00:34:49,586 These parallels have to be in sync. 558 00:34:49,588 --> 00:34:51,254 Right. 559 00:34:51,256 --> 00:34:53,190 And what produces the sensation is when the neural pathways 560 00:34:53,192 --> 00:34:54,391 interact, correct? 561 00:34:54,393 --> 00:34:56,093 When the cells are doing the same thing 562 00:34:56,095 --> 00:34:59,596 at the exact same time, that sensation is the result. 563 00:34:59,598 --> 00:35:02,599 Normally every self would be doing drastically 564 00:35:02,601 --> 00:35:03,834 different things. 565 00:35:03,836 --> 00:35:08,238 But every so often, there's this doubling... 566 00:35:08,240 --> 00:35:10,841 A random, natural coincidence. 567 00:35:10,843 --> 00:35:13,577 And that coincidence specifies the deja vu 568 00:35:13,579 --> 00:35:16,379 if I'm able to access these parallel selves 569 00:35:16,381 --> 00:35:19,516 through my own brain, then I could see. 570 00:35:19,518 --> 00:35:23,320 I could live out these different outcomes in my own head, right? 571 00:35:23,322 --> 00:35:26,123 I mean, that's the conclusion that I'm getting to. 572 00:35:26,125 --> 00:35:28,158 If you believe all this stuff. 573 00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:31,328 But Sydney, you would be living out the shadow. 574 00:35:31,330 --> 00:35:34,764 In real life, you'll be a vegetable. 575 00:35:34,766 --> 00:35:36,867 Sydney, this can't be done. 576 00:35:36,869 --> 00:35:38,535 You need to let this go. 577 00:35:38,537 --> 00:35:41,171 Time would move drastically faster in another state 578 00:35:41,173 --> 00:35:42,873 depending on how much you put yourself under 579 00:35:42,875 --> 00:35:45,809 to access the recesses of your brain. 580 00:35:45,811 --> 00:35:47,344 You could become brain dead. 581 00:35:51,883 --> 00:35:53,216 Let it go. 582 00:37:12,863 --> 00:37:15,298 You want to time the distance between your classes. 583 00:37:15,300 --> 00:37:18,802 Some professors don't allow you to be late. 584 00:37:18,804 --> 00:37:19,804 Especially freshman. 585 00:37:26,377 --> 00:37:28,979 And it takes up to 15 minutes to walk across campus. 586 00:37:28,981 --> 00:37:30,647 So if everyone would follow me. 587 00:37:56,641 --> 00:37:59,943 Dr. Thompson, this is Melissa Severn again. 588 00:37:59,945 --> 00:38:01,311 Please call me back. 589 00:38:01,313 --> 00:38:02,879 This is an emergency. 590 00:38:02,881 --> 00:38:03,947 Sydney. 591 00:38:03,949 --> 00:38:05,548 Are you trying to kill yourself? 592 00:38:08,686 --> 00:38:11,354 You cannot do medical experiments on yourself. 593 00:38:11,356 --> 00:38:14,291 Do you hear me? 594 00:38:14,293 --> 00:38:16,059 I saw him. 595 00:38:16,061 --> 00:38:18,461 He was right in front of me. 596 00:38:18,463 --> 00:38:19,663 What is she talking about? 597 00:38:19,665 --> 00:38:20,665 It worked. 598 00:38:26,370 --> 00:38:27,704 That's impossible. 599 00:38:31,942 --> 00:38:34,978 I was under for an hour. 600 00:38:34,980 --> 00:38:36,880 It felt like five. 601 00:38:36,882 --> 00:38:37,981 Sydney. 602 00:38:37,983 --> 00:38:41,017 If I can control the distillation, 603 00:38:41,019 --> 00:38:44,387 I can control how long I'm under for. 604 00:38:44,389 --> 00:38:44,888 Listen to me. 605 00:38:44,890 --> 00:38:45,789 Listen. 606 00:38:45,791 --> 00:38:48,658 Sydney, Sydney, Sydney. 607 00:38:48,660 --> 00:38:52,595 My research never amounted to anything. 608 00:38:52,597 --> 00:38:56,566 You can't do this to yourself, do you understand me? 609 00:38:56,568 --> 00:39:02,939 You were too afraid to test it. 610 00:39:02,941 --> 00:39:05,342 You know what that makes you? 611 00:39:05,344 --> 00:39:07,911 That makes you a failure. 612 00:39:10,815 --> 00:39:12,816 You're not a scientist. 613 00:39:12,818 --> 00:39:16,119 You are just a teacher. 614 00:39:16,121 --> 00:39:18,021 Goodbye, Sydney. 615 00:39:18,023 --> 00:39:20,957 Help me. 616 00:39:20,959 --> 00:39:22,726 Get her to a hospital. 617 00:39:25,029 --> 00:39:26,663 Sydney, breathe. 618 00:39:41,846 --> 00:39:44,848 This can't be done. 619 00:39:44,850 --> 00:39:47,717 You need to let this go. 620 00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:50,520 Time can move drastically faster in another state 621 00:39:50,522 --> 00:39:52,455 depending on how much you put yourself under 622 00:39:52,457 --> 00:39:56,860 to access the recesses of your brain. 623 00:39:56,862 --> 00:39:57,994 You could become brain dead. 624 00:42:04,054 --> 00:42:10,126 Well that financial responsible, morally upright family of yours 625 00:42:10,128 --> 00:42:13,830 might not be a perfect fit for the overbearing, wealthy Jewish 626 00:42:13,832 --> 00:42:17,734 But I know who you are. 627 00:42:17,736 --> 00:42:19,969 Oh, I could never remember to forget you. 628 00:42:19,971 --> 00:42:20,971 What? 629 00:42:25,276 --> 00:42:26,276 Hey. 630 00:42:26,278 --> 00:42:27,277 Hi. 631 00:42:27,279 --> 00:42:28,711 What was I saying? 632 00:42:28,713 --> 00:42:29,212 I know. 633 00:42:29,214 --> 00:42:30,214 I'm sorry. 634 00:42:32,750 --> 00:42:34,951 Our differences are what makes us stronger. 635 00:42:34,953 --> 00:42:35,919 You really believe that? 636 00:42:35,921 --> 00:42:37,120 Of course. 637 00:42:37,122 --> 00:42:37,921 Don't you? 638 00:42:37,923 --> 00:42:38,888 I do. 639 00:42:38,890 --> 00:42:41,658 But maybe... 640 00:42:43,294 --> 00:42:45,762 Maybe we can take the time to eliminate 641 00:42:45,764 --> 00:42:47,230 some of those differences. 642 00:42:47,232 --> 00:42:48,698 Like what? 643 00:42:48,700 --> 00:42:49,799 Like your family. 644 00:42:49,801 --> 00:42:51,568 Maybe we need to talk to them more. 645 00:42:51,570 --> 00:42:53,169 Syd, we've talked about this before. 646 00:42:53,171 --> 00:42:54,604 I know we have. 647 00:42:54,606 --> 00:42:56,639 But maybe we need to tell them more about us. 648 00:42:56,641 --> 00:42:58,007 If we're going to be serious, they 649 00:42:58,009 --> 00:43:00,043 need to get comfortable with the idea of us, right? 650 00:43:00,045 --> 00:43:04,147 They don't really get comfortable with things. 651 00:43:04,149 --> 00:43:06,316 Well then what the hell am I supposed to do? 652 00:43:06,318 --> 00:43:08,051 What are you supposed to do about what? 653 00:43:08,053 --> 00:43:09,285 Your parents hate me. 654 00:43:09,287 --> 00:43:10,186 They don't hate you. 655 00:43:10,188 --> 00:43:11,120 They've never met you. 656 00:43:11,122 --> 00:43:13,923 They will not get past the fact that I'm catholic. 657 00:43:13,925 --> 00:43:16,059 Syd, nobody said that. 658 00:43:16,061 --> 00:43:17,061 Not yet. 659 00:43:20,064 --> 00:43:22,065 Where is all this coming from? 660 00:43:22,067 --> 00:43:23,333 I'm not stupid. 661 00:43:23,335 --> 00:43:25,034 Who said you were stupid? 662 00:43:25,036 --> 00:43:26,035 Syd. 663 00:43:26,037 --> 00:43:28,972 Syd, look at me. 664 00:43:28,974 --> 00:43:31,808 I love you, Syd. 665 00:43:31,810 --> 00:43:34,210 That's all that matters. 666 00:43:34,212 --> 00:43:35,745 You'd be marrying me, not them. 667 00:43:42,786 --> 00:43:44,320 I'll be waiting in the car when you're 668 00:43:44,322 --> 00:43:45,688 done laughing at my life. 669 00:43:53,864 --> 00:43:57,800 Financially responsible, morally upright family of yours 670 00:43:57,802 --> 00:44:01,137 might not be a perfect fit for the overbearing, wealthy Jewish 671 00:44:01,139 --> 00:44:02,071 family I have. 672 00:44:02,073 --> 00:44:03,640 But I know who you are. 673 00:44:23,894 --> 00:44:25,995 You know that I love you, right? 674 00:44:25,997 --> 00:44:27,930 I think everybody here knows that. 675 00:44:27,932 --> 00:44:29,966 Would you do anything for me? 676 00:44:29,968 --> 00:44:30,968 Absolutely. 677 00:44:34,238 --> 00:44:35,872 Can we go visit your parents? 678 00:44:40,177 --> 00:44:42,011 Where is this coming from? 679 00:44:42,013 --> 00:44:44,414 I'm just thinking about the future, about us. 680 00:44:44,416 --> 00:44:46,315 I just want everything to be perfect. 681 00:44:46,317 --> 00:44:47,417 We are perfect. 682 00:44:47,419 --> 00:44:48,419 Please. 683 00:44:56,894 --> 00:44:59,896 They weren't exactly there for me. 684 00:44:59,898 --> 00:45:02,265 It's not like how you and I are. 685 00:45:02,267 --> 00:45:04,934 But I just need them to take this seriously. 686 00:45:04,936 --> 00:45:08,104 And they will in time. 687 00:45:08,106 --> 00:45:09,772 Right now, they'll just criticize us 688 00:45:09,774 --> 00:45:12,175 for being together for less than two years. 689 00:45:12,177 --> 00:45:14,777 Why don't you want me to be involved with your family? 690 00:45:14,779 --> 00:45:16,946 You are my family. 691 00:45:16,948 --> 00:45:17,948 I'm serious. 692 00:45:22,786 --> 00:45:26,789 Because, Syd, they're everything that's bad in my life. 693 00:45:26,791 --> 00:45:28,791 No feelings. 694 00:45:28,793 --> 00:45:31,794 No sharing. 695 00:45:31,796 --> 00:45:33,796 They're everything we're not. 696 00:45:33,798 --> 00:45:35,264 I'll never understand them. 697 00:45:38,769 --> 00:45:42,238 Fuck off. 698 00:45:42,240 --> 00:45:44,774 Was that really necessary? 699 00:46:56,880 --> 00:46:58,481 Business is good. 700 00:46:58,483 --> 00:47:00,416 Thank you for asking. 701 00:47:00,418 --> 00:47:01,851 That's right. 702 00:47:01,853 --> 00:47:03,186 I forgot for a moment you're here for work 703 00:47:03,188 --> 00:47:04,554 and not to see me. 704 00:47:04,556 --> 00:47:06,255 I'm sure you're able to come see Marcus 705 00:47:06,257 --> 00:47:10,426 when it's not just convenient with your work schedule, right? 706 00:47:10,428 --> 00:47:12,028 Of course. 707 00:47:12,030 --> 00:47:14,263 We wanted to see who he's spending all his time with. 708 00:47:17,201 --> 00:47:19,335 Do they know what you really think of them? 709 00:47:19,337 --> 00:47:20,403 Sydney, no... 710 00:47:20,405 --> 00:47:21,337 No, I just feel like... 711 00:47:21,339 --> 00:47:22,905 I said, that's enough. 712 00:47:22,907 --> 00:47:24,407 Family is all about honesty and... and letting people 713 00:47:24,409 --> 00:47:25,575 know what you feel. 714 00:47:25,577 --> 00:47:27,176 So I just want to let you guys know 715 00:47:27,178 --> 00:47:29,045 that he thinks that you represent everything 716 00:47:29,047 --> 00:47:31,280 that's wrong with his life. 717 00:47:31,282 --> 00:47:33,916 I never said that. 718 00:47:33,918 --> 00:47:35,384 I've lost my appetite. 719 00:47:40,924 --> 00:47:43,192 I've never been so disappointed in you. 720 00:47:47,030 --> 00:47:49,465 What are you doing? 721 00:47:49,467 --> 00:47:50,466 I can't believe you. 722 00:47:50,468 --> 00:47:51,468 Dad. 723 00:48:17,628 --> 00:48:18,628 Let's not go. 724 00:48:18,630 --> 00:48:19,362 Wait. 725 00:48:19,364 --> 00:48:20,162 What? 726 00:48:20,164 --> 00:48:21,597 You don't want to go. 727 00:48:21,599 --> 00:48:22,632 You're not happy. 728 00:48:22,634 --> 00:48:24,233 Let's just go home. 729 00:48:24,235 --> 00:48:28,137 I thought you had your heart set on meeting my family. 730 00:48:28,139 --> 00:48:32,241 I have my heart set on being your family. 731 00:48:32,243 --> 00:48:34,977 Ok? 732 00:48:34,979 --> 00:48:36,946 Why this change all of a sudden? 733 00:48:36,948 --> 00:48:39,282 I just don't care about anything but us. 734 00:48:39,284 --> 00:48:42,385 You were so worked up on how you wanted things to be, i... 735 00:48:42,387 --> 00:48:44,520 I thought you didn't care about how I felt. 736 00:48:44,522 --> 00:48:46,055 Of course I care. 737 00:48:46,057 --> 00:48:47,456 Why didn't you say anything? 738 00:48:47,458 --> 00:48:49,325 I tried, Syd. 739 00:48:49,327 --> 00:48:52,261 I tried. 740 00:48:52,263 --> 00:48:54,530 I've tried over 20 years to have my family accept me 741 00:48:54,532 --> 00:48:57,400 for who I am. 742 00:48:57,402 --> 00:48:59,936 Every time I would tell myself I have enough, 743 00:48:59,938 --> 00:49:02,405 they would just give me a toy, or a car. 744 00:49:02,407 --> 00:49:05,675 Now, I just let it go. 745 00:49:05,677 --> 00:49:11,614 But now, I'm not going to let it go. 746 00:49:11,616 --> 00:49:13,449 I tried so hard to... 747 00:49:13,451 --> 00:49:14,684 To balance it out. 748 00:49:14,686 --> 00:49:18,220 I just... I just want to make you happy, Syd. 749 00:49:21,258 --> 00:49:22,258 You just did. 750 00:49:27,264 --> 00:49:28,631 Home? 751 00:49:40,077 --> 00:49:42,044 What is... what is that? 752 00:49:42,046 --> 00:49:44,714 I don't understand what you're saying. 753 00:49:44,716 --> 00:49:45,581 Wait. 754 00:49:45,583 --> 00:49:46,315 Wait. 755 00:49:46,317 --> 00:49:48,384 Who is it? 756 00:49:50,554 --> 00:49:52,722 Hang on a sec. 757 00:49:52,724 --> 00:49:53,724 Hey, dad. 758 00:49:55,625 --> 00:49:56,525 I'm sorry. 759 00:49:56,527 --> 00:49:58,561 I couldn't make it. 760 00:49:58,563 --> 00:49:59,563 No. 761 00:50:03,100 --> 00:50:06,102 I said, I'm sorry I couldn't make it. 762 00:50:06,104 --> 00:50:07,503 I'm not arguing with you. 763 00:50:07,505 --> 00:50:09,105 Dad... dad, I'm not arguing... 764 00:50:12,342 --> 00:50:14,243 I never said that. 765 00:50:14,245 --> 00:50:16,645 What? 766 00:50:18,449 --> 00:50:20,082 No, no, no, no. 767 00:50:20,084 --> 00:50:21,204 I'm six months from gradu... 768 00:50:26,590 --> 00:50:27,556 What's wrong? 769 00:50:27,558 --> 00:50:28,591 My dad. 770 00:50:28,593 --> 00:50:30,493 He stopped paying my tuition. 771 00:50:30,495 --> 00:50:32,595 He's on his way here to pick up all my stuff. 772 00:50:32,597 --> 00:50:33,796 What? 773 00:50:33,798 --> 00:50:35,765 He said I've never blown him off before. 774 00:50:35,767 --> 00:50:38,234 How the fuck does this happen? 775 00:50:38,236 --> 00:50:40,236 All of my life, I've been at his disposal, 776 00:50:40,238 --> 00:50:42,772 being picked up and put down like a doll. 777 00:50:42,774 --> 00:50:44,807 Now, this happens? 778 00:50:44,809 --> 00:50:47,810 This is what I wanted to keep you from. 779 00:50:47,812 --> 00:50:51,313 Now, he's sending me to his property in London. 780 00:50:51,315 --> 00:50:54,316 God. 781 00:50:54,318 --> 00:50:55,318 Why? 782 00:51:24,481 --> 00:51:26,415 It must be nice. 783 00:51:26,417 --> 00:51:27,783 What? 784 00:51:27,785 --> 00:51:30,252 Be able to dress like that for work. 785 00:51:30,254 --> 00:51:31,821 If I did, I'd get fired. 786 00:51:31,823 --> 00:51:36,192 Well, I am pretty lucky. 787 00:51:36,194 --> 00:51:39,161 You know, I've never heard of your company. 788 00:51:39,163 --> 00:51:41,430 It's a startup. 789 00:51:41,432 --> 00:51:43,732 Pay must be tight. 790 00:51:43,734 --> 00:51:46,535 It works. 791 00:51:46,537 --> 00:51:50,639 Speaking of which, can I count on you for rent this month? 792 00:51:58,715 --> 00:52:01,183 What time is it? 793 00:52:01,185 --> 00:52:02,485 I didn't wear it today. 794 00:52:02,487 --> 00:52:04,186 You always wear your mom's watch. 795 00:52:04,188 --> 00:52:04,854 If you're in trouble... 796 00:52:04,856 --> 00:52:05,888 No. 797 00:52:05,890 --> 00:52:09,158 I'm good. 798 00:52:09,160 --> 00:52:11,627 Dr. Thompson came to check on you. 799 00:52:15,165 --> 00:52:19,535 Could you not talk to him anymore about me? 800 00:52:19,537 --> 00:52:20,803 It's been six months. 801 00:52:20,805 --> 00:52:21,804 I really got to go. 802 00:52:21,806 --> 00:52:22,872 Have a great day, ok? 803 00:52:22,874 --> 00:52:23,874 I'll see you later. 804 00:53:03,780 --> 00:53:05,447 He was holding your hand. 805 00:53:05,449 --> 00:53:08,250 I never even should have been talking to him. 806 00:53:08,252 --> 00:53:12,655 It's my fault. 807 00:53:12,657 --> 00:53:16,225 It's my fault. I just know he has feelings for you 808 00:53:16,227 --> 00:53:17,760 and I'm just jealous. 809 00:53:17,762 --> 00:53:18,661 I'm not with him. 810 00:53:18,663 --> 00:53:21,964 I'm with you. 811 00:53:21,966 --> 00:53:23,866 Let's leave. 812 00:53:23,868 --> 00:53:25,534 Like, for the night? 813 00:53:25,536 --> 00:53:26,802 No, for good. 814 00:53:26,804 --> 00:53:27,836 For good. 815 00:53:27,838 --> 00:53:29,205 We don't need school anymore. 816 00:53:29,207 --> 00:53:30,940 Syd, we're a... a year from graduating. 817 00:53:30,942 --> 00:53:31,941 I know we are. 818 00:53:31,943 --> 00:53:34,410 But we don't need to graduate. 819 00:53:34,412 --> 00:53:36,512 What happened to little miss studious? 820 00:53:36,514 --> 00:53:39,882 Look, I just... I care more about you than graduating. 821 00:53:39,884 --> 00:53:42,818 And who says we can't do both? 822 00:53:42,820 --> 00:53:44,853 I came here looking for my future. 823 00:53:44,855 --> 00:53:47,423 I thought my life was going to be dedicated to science, 824 00:53:47,425 --> 00:53:49,425 because it's all based on fact and logic 825 00:53:49,427 --> 00:53:51,560 and that made sense to me. 826 00:53:51,562 --> 00:53:58,000 Being with you makes no sense to me. 827 00:53:58,002 --> 00:54:01,737 But you make me happier than i... than I ever 828 00:54:01,739 --> 00:54:03,939 thought that I could be. 829 00:54:03,941 --> 00:54:07,910 So the purpose of my life is not to find truth through science 830 00:54:07,912 --> 00:54:08,911 anymore. 831 00:54:08,913 --> 00:54:10,879 It's to find truth with you. 832 00:54:10,881 --> 00:54:13,449 So if you do this for me, we can... we 833 00:54:13,451 --> 00:54:15,584 can build our lives together. 834 00:54:15,586 --> 00:54:16,719 We can find jobs. 835 00:54:16,721 --> 00:54:18,721 And everything can be perfect. 836 00:54:18,723 --> 00:54:22,558 And it can be you and me. 837 00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:24,927 Please. 838 00:54:25,862 --> 00:54:27,429 My parents would kill me. 839 00:54:27,431 --> 00:54:30,466 Your parents, they don't matter. 840 00:54:30,468 --> 00:54:34,570 It doesn't matter if they stop paying your tuition. 841 00:54:34,572 --> 00:54:38,474 That's the first thing that they threatened me with. 842 00:54:38,476 --> 00:54:39,975 It's the first thing I'm releasing you from. 843 00:54:39,977 --> 00:54:41,310 Just say yes. 844 00:54:45,615 --> 00:54:47,616 Yes. 845 00:54:47,618 --> 00:54:48,618 Let's go. 846 00:54:51,888 --> 00:54:53,355 Ok. 847 00:57:27,177 --> 00:57:29,645 All I find every day is you sleeping. 848 00:57:29,647 --> 00:57:31,513 So I come home to an empty house. 849 00:57:31,515 --> 00:57:33,549 And that's not what it was supposed to be, Marcus. 850 00:57:33,551 --> 00:57:35,484 It was supposed to be about you and me. 851 00:57:35,486 --> 00:57:37,119 And we left to build a life together. 852 00:57:37,121 --> 00:57:38,086 And this is not it. 853 00:57:38,088 --> 00:57:39,188 And this is good enough for you? 854 00:57:39,190 --> 00:57:40,622 This is good enough for you? 855 00:57:40,624 --> 00:57:44,493 Anything with you is good enough for me. 856 00:57:44,495 --> 00:57:47,963 Well, it's not for me. 857 00:57:47,965 --> 00:57:48,964 Where are you going? 858 00:57:48,966 --> 00:57:50,199 Out. 859 00:58:58,801 --> 00:58:59,801 Jesus, Syd. 860 00:58:59,803 --> 00:59:00,803 What the fuck? 861 00:59:16,619 --> 00:59:18,020 Where have you been? 862 00:59:18,022 --> 00:59:19,888 I haven't seen you for days. 863 00:59:19,890 --> 00:59:20,890 Away. 864 00:59:23,026 --> 00:59:23,959 Fuck it. 865 00:59:23,961 --> 00:59:26,161 I give up. 866 00:59:26,163 --> 00:59:28,030 Did you just say days? 867 00:59:28,032 --> 00:59:29,197 Yes, days. 868 00:59:29,199 --> 00:59:30,199 Three days. 869 00:59:32,936 --> 00:59:33,936 Three days. 870 00:59:36,906 --> 00:59:39,741 Three days. 871 01:00:12,275 --> 01:00:13,942 Want a drink? 872 01:00:13,944 --> 01:00:16,345 Yeah, but how about... um... a conversation first this time? 873 01:00:16,347 --> 01:00:17,179 Yeah. 874 01:00:17,181 --> 01:00:19,748 Of course. 875 01:00:20,316 --> 01:00:22,250 What's on your mind? 876 01:00:22,252 --> 01:00:25,687 Um, us. 877 01:00:25,689 --> 01:00:26,822 That makes us both. 878 01:00:26,824 --> 01:00:30,292 You're serious about me, right? 879 01:00:30,294 --> 01:00:31,259 Yeah. 880 01:00:31,261 --> 01:00:32,260 Yeah. 881 01:00:32,262 --> 01:00:34,763 I am. 882 01:00:34,765 --> 01:00:39,935 Have you thought about plans after graduation yet? 883 01:00:39,937 --> 01:00:41,103 Whoa. 884 01:00:41,105 --> 01:00:42,104 Slow down there. 885 01:00:42,106 --> 01:00:45,207 We're... we're just juniors. 886 01:00:45,209 --> 01:00:46,241 I know. 887 01:00:46,243 --> 01:00:49,978 I'm just... I'm just thinking. 888 01:00:49,980 --> 01:00:50,912 What else is new? 889 01:00:50,914 --> 01:00:52,347 What's that supposed to mean? 890 01:00:52,349 --> 01:00:56,251 You and thinking go hand in hand, babe. 891 01:00:56,253 --> 01:00:58,353 I just want to be where you are. 892 01:00:58,355 --> 01:01:00,122 Ok. 893 01:01:00,124 --> 01:01:04,192 Well, then, why don't we both agree to that? 894 01:01:04,194 --> 01:01:06,294 Ok. 895 01:01:06,296 --> 01:01:11,700 And I was also just thinking. 896 01:01:11,702 --> 01:01:14,403 Maybe I could find a job near where you're from. 897 01:01:14,405 --> 01:01:22,210 Syd... I'll be right back. 898 01:01:22,212 --> 01:01:23,212 Ok. 899 01:02:19,303 --> 01:02:22,070 You have reached a number that has been disconnected, 900 01:02:22,072 --> 01:02:23,238 or is no longer in service. 901 01:02:54,403 --> 01:02:55,837 You scared me. 902 01:02:55,839 --> 01:02:58,140 Sydney, where is she? 903 01:02:58,142 --> 01:03:01,176 She's in danger, Melissa. 904 01:03:01,178 --> 01:03:04,379 Honestly, she said she had a job, but... 905 01:03:04,381 --> 01:03:05,847 Job? 906 01:03:05,849 --> 01:03:08,850 She doesn't have a job, not a real one anyway. 907 01:03:08,852 --> 01:03:09,852 She needs help. 908 01:03:56,299 --> 01:03:57,365 He was holding your hand. 909 01:03:57,367 --> 01:03:58,133 You're right. 910 01:03:58,135 --> 01:03:59,901 I'm sorry. 911 01:03:59,903 --> 01:04:02,971 I'm sorry, that... for anything that I've ever 912 01:04:02,973 --> 01:04:04,506 done to upset you, any moment that you 913 01:04:04,508 --> 01:04:06,107 have been unhappy or sad. 914 01:04:06,109 --> 01:04:08,610 I take full responsibility for making you upset 915 01:04:08,612 --> 01:04:09,878 or making you angry. 916 01:04:09,880 --> 01:04:11,346 I am so sorry. 917 01:04:16,986 --> 01:04:18,420 Let me go get you some water. 918 01:04:18,422 --> 01:04:19,287 Ok, baby. 919 01:04:19,289 --> 01:04:20,322 Thank you. 920 01:04:20,324 --> 01:04:21,256 Thank you. 921 01:04:21,258 --> 01:04:22,258 I would love some water. 922 01:04:34,270 --> 01:04:39,474 Listen, let's not blow this out of proportion, ok? 923 01:04:39,476 --> 01:04:43,111 Whatever you want, that's what'll make me happy. 924 01:04:46,082 --> 01:04:47,949 Ok? 925 01:04:56,392 --> 01:04:57,392 Salad? 926 01:04:57,394 --> 01:04:58,394 Yeah, sure. 927 01:05:04,967 --> 01:05:07,235 Let me get... just let me get the tomato. 928 01:05:07,237 --> 01:05:09,037 I got the tomatoes. 929 01:05:14,677 --> 01:05:16,044 Thank you. 930 01:05:43,272 --> 01:05:44,272 Thank you. 931 01:06:28,517 --> 01:06:29,317 Sydney. 932 01:06:29,319 --> 01:06:31,319 Sydney. 933 01:06:31,321 --> 01:06:33,321 I'm sorry. 934 01:06:33,323 --> 01:06:36,624 How could you? 935 01:06:36,626 --> 01:06:40,595 How could you do that to us? 936 01:06:40,597 --> 01:06:41,997 There hasn't been an us. 937 01:06:44,567 --> 01:06:46,134 What are you talking about? 938 01:06:46,136 --> 01:06:47,602 That's not what you were saying when 939 01:06:47,604 --> 01:06:49,504 you were fucking me yesterday. 940 01:06:49,506 --> 01:06:51,606 Sydney, you're somebody else. 941 01:06:51,608 --> 01:06:54,075 What happened to the Sydney I knew? 942 01:06:54,077 --> 01:06:55,710 The dreams, the desires, the motivations? 943 01:06:55,712 --> 01:06:56,711 What happened? 944 01:06:56,713 --> 01:06:58,747 You're like a walking robot. 945 01:06:58,749 --> 01:06:59,414 Feed me. 946 01:06:59,416 --> 01:07:00,081 Love me. 947 01:07:00,083 --> 01:07:00,749 Please, please. 948 01:07:00,751 --> 01:07:01,583 Oh, you're perfect. 949 01:07:01,585 --> 01:07:02,384 You're perfect. 950 01:07:02,386 --> 01:07:03,018 Marcus, do this. 951 01:07:03,020 --> 01:07:05,487 Do that. 952 01:07:05,489 --> 01:07:11,259 Do you know what I have done to get here? 953 01:07:11,261 --> 01:07:14,162 Because I don't know who you are anymore. 954 01:07:14,164 --> 01:07:16,631 And if I'm the one making you feel this way, or act this way, 955 01:07:16,633 --> 01:07:18,133 then I'm not healthy for you. 956 01:07:24,440 --> 01:07:25,440 I'm sorry. 957 01:08:37,280 --> 01:08:40,582 Could I have a... a double Tequila, please? 958 01:08:40,584 --> 01:08:42,117 Sure thing. 959 01:08:42,119 --> 01:08:45,787 Sydney, please, wait. 960 01:08:45,789 --> 01:08:46,588 You're drinking? 961 01:08:46,590 --> 01:08:47,590 Really? 962 01:08:51,594 --> 01:08:53,862 No. 963 01:08:53,864 --> 01:08:55,230 No. 964 01:08:55,232 --> 01:08:57,732 I never wanted to drink that anyway. 965 01:08:57,734 --> 01:09:02,737 Just wanted something to hurt me more than my feelings. 966 01:09:02,739 --> 01:09:06,274 I'm so sorry, Sydney. 967 01:09:06,276 --> 01:09:09,310 I didn't think it would go like that with my parents. 968 01:09:09,312 --> 01:09:12,147 But you sort of knew it would, didn't you? 969 01:09:12,149 --> 01:09:12,914 I was afraid it would. 970 01:09:12,916 --> 01:09:14,215 Yeah. 971 01:09:14,217 --> 01:09:16,618 Why didn't you just tell me that? 972 01:09:16,620 --> 01:09:18,553 Because you already knew. 973 01:09:25,761 --> 01:09:27,729 I don't want to fight anymore. 974 01:09:27,731 --> 01:09:29,697 I'm so tired. 975 01:09:29,699 --> 01:09:30,699 I'm exhausted. 976 01:09:33,636 --> 01:09:36,471 I'm so angry at everything. 977 01:09:36,473 --> 01:09:40,408 Hey, let's go. 978 01:09:57,660 --> 01:09:58,927 Syd, stop. 979 01:09:58,929 --> 01:09:59,928 Syd, stop. 980 01:09:59,930 --> 01:10:00,762 Stop it. 981 01:10:00,764 --> 01:10:01,629 Sydney, Sydney. 982 01:10:01,631 --> 01:10:02,631 What's wrong? 983 01:10:05,935 --> 01:10:08,670 I can do it differently, another position. 984 01:10:08,672 --> 01:10:09,904 No, no, no, no, no. 985 01:10:09,906 --> 01:10:10,872 This. 986 01:10:10,874 --> 01:10:11,739 This isn't right anymore. 987 01:10:11,741 --> 01:10:12,941 We've changed. 988 01:10:12,943 --> 01:10:15,276 We... we're not the same as when we met. 989 01:10:15,278 --> 01:10:16,945 People don't just change. 990 01:10:16,947 --> 01:10:18,846 Syd, this is college. 991 01:10:18,848 --> 01:10:20,682 People change everyday. 992 01:10:20,684 --> 01:10:23,851 Majors, feelings, aspirations. 993 01:10:23,853 --> 01:10:25,486 You can't know tomorrow today. 994 01:10:33,596 --> 01:10:35,964 Syd, I know you want to control everything. 995 01:10:35,966 --> 01:10:36,731 But you can't. 996 01:10:36,733 --> 01:10:39,234 We can't. 997 01:10:39,236 --> 01:10:40,702 You can't cage love. 998 01:10:40,704 --> 01:10:41,803 It has to be free. 999 01:10:45,474 --> 01:10:51,846 Were you ever serious about us? 1000 01:10:51,848 --> 01:10:53,581 Of course I was, Syd. 1001 01:10:53,583 --> 01:10:57,452 And I did it because it felt real, because I wanted to. 1002 01:10:57,454 --> 01:10:59,587 But this doesn't feel real. 1003 01:10:59,589 --> 01:11:00,788 It's living a lie. 1004 01:11:03,993 --> 01:11:05,493 But I'd rather be unhappy everyday 1005 01:11:05,495 --> 01:11:06,661 and live with the truth. 1006 01:11:11,267 --> 01:11:12,767 Has there ever been even a second 1007 01:11:12,769 --> 01:11:14,569 of doubt in your mind about us? 1008 01:11:17,606 --> 01:11:19,874 No. 1009 01:11:19,876 --> 01:11:21,776 There was. 1010 01:11:21,778 --> 01:11:23,611 There hasn't been an us, Sydney. 1011 01:11:46,602 --> 01:11:48,970 I'm sure the space would be adequate. 1012 01:11:48,972 --> 01:11:50,638 There's quite a lot of storage. 1013 01:11:50,640 --> 01:11:53,041 Suffering from a bit of neglect, but if you want to come by, 1014 01:11:53,043 --> 01:11:54,043 Thursday perhaps? 1015 01:13:04,580 --> 01:13:05,480 Hey. 1016 01:13:05,482 --> 01:13:06,482 Hey hey, hey, hey. 1017 01:13:10,452 --> 01:13:11,419 You're going to be ok. 1018 01:13:11,421 --> 01:13:13,054 You're going to be ok. 1019 01:13:13,056 --> 01:13:16,424 I'm going to get you some help. 1020 01:13:16,426 --> 01:13:17,625 Dr. Thompson. 1021 01:13:20,129 --> 01:13:22,029 Sydney. 1022 01:13:22,031 --> 01:13:23,965 Sydney. 1023 01:13:23,967 --> 01:13:26,067 You need some water. 1024 01:13:26,069 --> 01:13:27,402 There you go. 1025 01:13:31,540 --> 01:13:34,842 Drink, drink, drink, drink. 1026 01:13:34,844 --> 01:13:35,543 Ok. 1027 01:13:35,545 --> 01:13:36,043 Good girl. 1028 01:13:36,045 --> 01:13:37,779 It'll be fine. 1029 01:13:37,781 --> 01:13:39,080 How? 1030 01:13:39,082 --> 01:13:41,015 Hey, don't speak. 1031 01:13:41,017 --> 01:13:42,083 Save your strength. 1032 01:13:42,085 --> 01:13:44,952 Ambulance is on its way. 1033 01:13:44,954 --> 01:13:46,587 I'm sorry. 1034 01:13:57,166 --> 01:14:00,168 Do you want to know why I did all that research? 1035 01:14:00,170 --> 01:14:04,038 Because of the national institute of health, 1036 01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:06,808 I remember. 1037 01:14:06,810 --> 01:14:10,778 But it wasn't really for them. 1038 01:14:10,780 --> 01:14:14,215 You see, well, I lost someone too. 1039 01:14:14,217 --> 01:14:15,983 Two people, actually, to a drunk driver. 1040 01:14:18,821 --> 01:14:19,987 My wife and my son. 1041 01:14:22,991 --> 01:14:24,525 I didn't know that. 1042 01:14:24,527 --> 01:14:25,626 No one did. 1043 01:14:28,464 --> 01:14:30,598 But it changed me, Sydney. 1044 01:14:33,235 --> 01:14:35,970 It made me turn my back on myself, 1045 01:14:35,972 --> 01:14:41,742 my life, and pretty much everything I believed in. 1046 01:14:44,913 --> 01:14:49,150 Something profound happened to me that day. 1047 01:14:49,152 --> 01:14:51,552 What happened? 1048 01:14:51,554 --> 01:14:54,255 I found myself. 1049 01:14:54,257 --> 01:14:59,227 But you were looking for your wife and child. 1050 01:14:59,229 --> 01:15:01,829 That's the funny thing about life. 1051 01:15:01,831 --> 01:15:08,736 We all go on journeys searching for something specific. 1052 01:15:08,738 --> 01:15:13,841 But how often have you actually found the thing 1053 01:15:13,843 --> 01:15:18,546 that you set out to look for in the first place? 1054 01:15:18,548 --> 01:15:25,253 I did all this research looking for my lost family, 1055 01:15:25,255 --> 01:15:27,688 and found myself. 1056 01:15:27,690 --> 01:15:30,858 But by finding myself, I found peace. 1057 01:15:30,860 --> 01:15:33,995 That's why I gave you my notes in the first place. 1058 01:15:33,997 --> 01:15:38,165 I mean, I thought by the end I assumed you would 1059 01:15:38,167 --> 01:15:42,003 come to the same conclusion. 1060 01:15:42,005 --> 01:15:43,804 But you didn't, did you? 1061 01:15:43,806 --> 01:15:47,208 You broke all the barriers. 1062 01:15:47,210 --> 01:15:48,643 I'm so sorry, Sydney. 1063 01:15:48,645 --> 01:15:50,645 I never thought that you would take it this far. 1064 01:16:11,066 --> 01:16:12,066 So sorry. 1065 01:16:24,880 --> 01:16:28,015 Your final exam is next week. 1066 01:16:28,017 --> 01:16:32,253 For all those of you graduating, we cannot wait to see what 1067 01:16:32,255 --> 01:16:36,057 you'll accomplish outside this little bubble we like to call 1068 01:16:36,059 --> 01:16:37,158 college. 1069 01:16:37,160 --> 01:16:38,693 The real world beckons. 1070 01:16:40,896 --> 01:16:45,099 Just remember, that the real is only 1071 01:16:45,101 --> 01:16:47,101 what you perceive it to be. 1072 01:16:47,103 --> 01:16:52,707 Everything could be real, or nothing at all. 1073 01:16:52,709 --> 01:16:56,944 My point is simple, no matter how you view the world, 1074 01:16:56,946 --> 01:17:01,148 or what you do, remember every person 1075 01:17:01,150 --> 01:17:06,687 and thing you come in contact with, you leave a mark behind. 1076 01:17:06,689 --> 01:17:09,724 Every action has a consequence. 1077 01:17:09,726 --> 01:17:14,028 And only by following our consequences 1078 01:17:14,030 --> 01:17:16,931 do we discover meaning. 1079 01:17:16,933 --> 01:17:18,165 Life is meaning. 1080 01:17:20,836 --> 01:17:24,338 Well, that's it for the day, everyone. 1081 01:17:24,340 --> 01:17:26,007 Good luck. 1082 01:17:26,009 --> 01:17:30,344 And all of you tuning me out, wake up. 1083 01:17:30,346 --> 01:17:33,147 Class is over. 1084 01:17:33,149 --> 01:17:36,317 Congratulations. 1085 01:17:36,319 --> 01:17:37,418 Bye, guys.