1 00:02:24,721 --> 00:02:26,401 - Hi, Mr... - Zabek. 2 00:02:26,481 --> 00:02:27,881 - Zabek. - Yeah, yeah. 3 00:02:27,961 --> 00:02:30,201 - Find it all right? - Yes, I'm so sorry. I was... 4 00:02:30,281 --> 00:02:32,521 No, don't worry. Traffic's murder around here. 5 00:02:32,601 --> 00:02:34,481 - Find somewhere to park? - Yes, I did. 6 00:02:34,561 --> 00:02:36,001 Well, take a look around. 7 00:02:36,081 --> 00:02:38,601 - Yeah, it's erm... - It's quite a place, innit? 8 00:02:38,681 --> 00:02:41,441 - Look at these two, eh? - Yes. 9 00:02:41,521 --> 00:02:43,561 Oh, my... Are they real? 10 00:02:43,641 --> 00:02:46,041 Oh, yeah. Yeah, I'll say, yeah. 11 00:02:46,121 --> 00:02:47,721 They're Indonesian. 12 00:02:48,441 --> 00:02:50,721 Oh! 13 00:02:50,801 --> 00:02:52,481 - Oh! - See, they're a couple. 14 00:02:52,561 --> 00:02:54,521 They're a pair. 15 00:02:54,601 --> 00:02:56,241 - Oh, yes. - Oh, yeah. 16 00:02:56,321 --> 00:02:58,121 They come together. 17 00:02:59,201 --> 00:03:00,841 If you know what I mean. 18 00:03:00,921 --> 00:03:02,121 Yes. 19 00:03:02,201 --> 00:03:05,001 The big ones have been known to eat sheep. 20 00:03:05,081 --> 00:03:07,401 And they have eaten... 21 00:03:07,481 --> 00:03:09,041 kids. 22 00:03:10,081 --> 00:03:12,521 How do they get them in their mouths? 23 00:03:12,601 --> 00:03:15,241 Well, you know, they just open their mouth and... 24 00:03:15,961 --> 00:03:17,921 Ugh! 25 00:03:19,081 --> 00:03:21,081 Like lightning. 26 00:03:21,161 --> 00:03:23,401 I just erm... 27 00:03:24,881 --> 00:03:27,841 I have to admit, I'm really nervous. 28 00:03:28,681 --> 00:03:30,161 Why are you doing it, then? 29 00:03:31,281 --> 00:03:33,401 Oh, it's not for me. It's for my kid. 30 00:03:33,481 --> 00:03:35,601 Oh...OK. 31 00:03:35,681 --> 00:03:37,801 Obsessed, is he? 32 00:03:37,881 --> 00:03:39,041 Yes. 33 00:03:39,121 --> 00:03:42,641 Yeah. Yeah. They're like that, aren't they, the little boys? 34 00:03:42,721 --> 00:03:44,241 They get obsessed with things. 35 00:03:44,321 --> 00:03:46,681 They're obsessed with spiders and then lizards... 36 00:03:46,761 --> 00:03:49,281 - Guns. - Guns, yeah. All that. 37 00:03:49,361 --> 00:03:51,641 Here, look at this. What can you see in there? 38 00:03:53,881 --> 00:03:56,801 That...is my big fat snake. 39 00:03:57,801 --> 00:03:59,761 Oh, yes. 40 00:03:59,841 --> 00:04:01,841 Looks quite slimy, doesn't it? 41 00:04:03,081 --> 00:04:05,041 But it's not. 42 00:04:05,121 --> 00:04:06,761 It's very smooth. 43 00:04:07,921 --> 00:04:09,761 Do you want to touch it? 44 00:04:09,841 --> 00:04:11,081 No. 45 00:04:12,281 --> 00:04:14,001 OK. 46 00:04:15,001 --> 00:04:16,721 Right. 47 00:04:16,801 --> 00:04:18,601 Say hello... 48 00:04:19,801 --> 00:04:23,401 ..to my little, fat, furry friend, Penelope. 49 00:04:23,481 --> 00:04:25,801 Well, you see, my son's eight. 50 00:04:25,881 --> 00:04:30,681 And...I think, really, he'd like something very special. 51 00:04:30,761 --> 00:04:31,881 Mm. 52 00:04:34,681 --> 00:04:36,801 Well, I could show you my private collection. 53 00:04:36,881 --> 00:04:38,361 If you like. 54 00:04:40,001 --> 00:04:41,681 - Yes? - Yes, please. 55 00:04:41,761 --> 00:04:43,121 Yes? 56 00:04:44,241 --> 00:04:45,641 OK. 57 00:04:46,641 --> 00:04:47,921 Come on. 58 00:04:48,001 --> 00:04:49,241 Oop. 59 00:04:49,321 --> 00:04:51,361 Ha-ha! Watch the maggots. 60 00:04:51,441 --> 00:04:55,441 Eurgh. Horrible. Horrible little things. 61 00:05:00,841 --> 00:05:01,921 Hm? 62 00:05:03,441 --> 00:05:05,121 What do you think? 63 00:05:13,601 --> 00:05:15,961 I... I don't know what I'm looking for. 64 00:05:16,681 --> 00:05:18,481 She's pregnant. 65 00:05:19,361 --> 00:05:21,561 - Just like me. - Like you. 66 00:05:21,641 --> 00:05:23,801 Beautiful. Eh? 67 00:05:23,881 --> 00:05:26,321 Now, I can't let you hold her, but... 68 00:05:27,161 --> 00:05:29,161 ..there's one down here... 69 00:05:29,241 --> 00:05:32,201 which you will be holding. 70 00:05:32,281 --> 00:05:35,881 Where are you, you little bitch? 71 00:05:35,961 --> 00:05:37,321 Come here. 72 00:05:37,401 --> 00:05:39,201 Come and say hello. 73 00:05:39,281 --> 00:05:42,361 - Come on. - Is she dangerous? 74 00:05:45,041 --> 00:05:46,281 Yes. 75 00:05:47,841 --> 00:05:49,841 Come on. 76 00:05:50,921 --> 00:05:52,321 Where are you? 77 00:05:52,401 --> 00:05:55,361 Come back over here. 78 00:05:55,441 --> 00:05:56,921 Get on with it. 79 00:09:12,121 --> 00:09:14,001 Listen, Mummy. 80 00:09:14,801 --> 00:09:17,481 That's how I was made. 81 00:09:17,561 --> 00:09:20,961 You can forget about that ever happening again. 82 00:09:21,041 --> 00:09:23,001 Selfish bastards. 83 00:09:23,081 --> 00:09:25,321 No consideration. 84 00:09:25,401 --> 00:09:27,401 We may as well not exist. 85 00:09:28,241 --> 00:09:32,841 But shh. It's OK. I'm here. 86 00:09:49,641 --> 00:09:51,641 I have mascara days like that. 87 00:09:52,681 --> 00:09:54,201 Very smudged. 88 00:10:18,041 --> 00:10:20,321 This is not gonna hurt one little bit. 89 00:10:20,401 --> 00:10:22,721 - They said that last time. - Did they? 90 00:10:22,801 --> 00:10:24,761 It did hurt and I had a massive bruise. 91 00:10:24,841 --> 00:10:26,441 It was, like, here to about there. 92 00:10:26,521 --> 00:10:28,601 - Oh, poor you. - Mm. 93 00:10:28,681 --> 00:10:30,761 That's not very good, is it? 94 00:10:31,681 --> 00:10:33,681 Probably not in control of their apparatus 95 00:10:33,761 --> 00:10:35,321 like nurse Jennifer. 96 00:10:35,401 --> 00:10:37,321 Lovely. 97 00:10:37,401 --> 00:10:40,761 So, I managed to track down your records. 98 00:10:40,841 --> 00:10:42,681 You're not very easy to track down. 99 00:10:42,761 --> 00:10:45,121 I felt a little bit like Sherlock, 100 00:10:45,201 --> 00:10:47,641 with you as like the disappearing woman. 101 00:10:47,721 --> 00:10:51,641 Lady Lucan, I think we'll call you from now on. 102 00:10:51,721 --> 00:10:53,961 Yeah, can you just call me Ruth? 103 00:10:55,121 --> 00:10:56,841 Yes, of course. 104 00:10:56,921 --> 00:10:59,401 Ruth. So... 105 00:11:00,361 --> 00:11:03,961 Did you know that if you hear a really high-pitched sound 106 00:11:04,041 --> 00:11:05,481 later on in pregnancy, 107 00:11:05,561 --> 00:11:08,521 you can just start spurting milk from your boobs? 108 00:11:08,601 --> 00:11:11,281 Like two rockets. It's like boom, boom, pow! 109 00:11:11,361 --> 00:11:13,361 It's quite magical. 110 00:11:14,441 --> 00:11:16,281 Why are you telling me that? 111 00:11:16,361 --> 00:11:19,921 Just so that you know you have absolutely no control 112 00:11:20,001 --> 00:11:22,521 over your mind or your body any more. 113 00:11:22,601 --> 00:11:24,761 This one does. 114 00:11:24,841 --> 00:11:27,481 She's got all the control now. 115 00:11:27,561 --> 00:11:29,401 She'll be coming. 116 00:11:29,481 --> 00:11:34,481 OK, so I didn't have much time with the notes. 117 00:11:34,561 --> 00:11:36,801 Phyllis gave them to me this morning. 118 00:11:36,881 --> 00:11:39,841 What does your partner do, Ruth? 119 00:11:48,921 --> 00:11:50,161 Oh. 120 00:11:52,801 --> 00:11:54,081 Oh. 121 00:11:55,841 --> 00:11:57,521 I'm very sorry. 122 00:11:57,601 --> 00:11:59,961 I didn't know. I wasn't aware. 123 00:12:00,961 --> 00:12:02,401 Well, how would you know 124 00:12:02,481 --> 00:12:05,161 cos you don't actually know me, do you? 125 00:12:05,241 --> 00:12:06,841 No. 126 00:12:09,281 --> 00:12:13,601 It's very important to let the past stay in the past. 127 00:12:13,681 --> 00:12:15,641 It's just nature's way. 128 00:12:16,681 --> 00:12:19,401 I think nature's a bit of a cunt, though, don't you? 129 00:12:19,481 --> 00:12:22,201 Negativity's not good for the baby's spirit, really. 130 00:12:22,281 --> 00:12:24,721 - Do you think? - Yes. 131 00:12:24,801 --> 00:12:27,801 I think it's good to try to stay positive. 132 00:12:27,881 --> 00:12:29,841 And at the end of the day, 133 00:12:29,921 --> 00:12:33,401 you've got this force of nature now inside you. 134 00:12:33,481 --> 00:12:35,561 Baby knows what to do. 135 00:12:36,401 --> 00:12:39,121 Baby will tell you what to do. 136 00:12:46,041 --> 00:12:48,041 I think she already does. 137 00:14:37,721 --> 00:14:39,161 Erm, it's just here. 138 00:14:39,241 --> 00:14:41,521 Vehicle 139 00:14:42,561 --> 00:14:44,441 Scream if you want to go faster. 140 00:14:44,521 --> 00:14:46,321 It's DJ o'clock. 141 00:14:49,601 --> 00:14:51,521 Empty. 142 00:14:51,601 --> 00:14:54,481 Dead. Like a graveyard. 143 00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:57,721 ♪ Hey, well, I'm a friendly stranger in a black sedan... 144 00:14:57,801 --> 00:15:00,561 The atmosphere in here tonight is electric! 145 00:15:01,281 --> 00:15:03,281 Can I get a big "Oi! Oi!"? 146 00:15:03,361 --> 00:15:04,961 ♪..to the nearest star 147 00:15:05,041 --> 00:15:07,121 ♪ I'm your vehicle, baby 148 00:15:07,201 --> 00:15:09,561 ♪ I'll take you anywhere you want to go 149 00:15:09,641 --> 00:15:11,561 ♪ I'm your vehicle, woman... 150 00:15:12,161 --> 00:15:14,601 Guys, tickets are available for Halloween. 151 00:15:14,681 --> 00:15:16,841 Raise your hand if you want one. 152 00:15:16,921 --> 00:15:18,921 They're available at the bar. 153 00:15:19,881 --> 00:15:23,281 ♪ Great God in heaven, you know I love you... 154 00:15:24,081 --> 00:15:26,361 Any requests, come up to the booth. 155 00:15:26,441 --> 00:15:28,961 I've got nearly every song. 156 00:15:29,041 --> 00:15:30,441 ♪ All right 157 00:15:30,521 --> 00:15:32,921 ♪ You know I love you and I need you 158 00:15:33,001 --> 00:15:36,361 ♪ I want you, got to have you, child 159 00:15:36,441 --> 00:15:41,561 ♪ Great God in heaven, you know I love you 160 00:15:57,201 --> 00:15:58,961 All right? 161 00:15:59,961 --> 00:16:01,521 All right? 162 00:16:02,761 --> 00:16:04,201 Do you want a drink? 163 00:16:04,281 --> 00:16:05,761 - Eh? - Do you want a drink? 164 00:16:05,841 --> 00:16:08,121 No, I'm all right. I don't drink on Tuesdays. 165 00:16:08,201 --> 00:16:09,761 You don't drink on a Tuesday? 166 00:16:09,841 --> 00:16:11,241 - No. - Why? 167 00:16:11,321 --> 00:16:14,201 I have a code. And I don't drink when I'm up there. 168 00:16:14,281 --> 00:16:16,081 - You know? - Are you a pussy? 169 00:16:16,161 --> 00:16:18,521 - What? - Are you a pussy? 170 00:16:18,601 --> 00:16:20,681 Oh, Jesus Christ, if it will shut you up. 171 00:16:20,761 --> 00:16:21,921 - YOLO. - What? 172 00:16:22,001 --> 00:16:23,321 - YOLO. - What's that mean? 173 00:16:23,401 --> 00:16:25,161 You only live once. 174 00:16:25,241 --> 00:16:27,721 That's actually something I always say to people. 175 00:16:27,801 --> 00:16:29,961 - Really? - Yeah. It's a motto of mine. 176 00:16:30,041 --> 00:16:31,761 - So I'll drink to that. - YOLO. 177 00:16:34,361 --> 00:16:36,201 Actually tasted like water. 178 00:16:36,281 --> 00:16:38,041 Do you want another one? 179 00:16:38,121 --> 00:16:40,481 - You trying to get me drunk? - Yeah. 180 00:16:40,561 --> 00:16:42,281 You're a bit forward, ain't you? 181 00:16:43,001 --> 00:16:44,361 Some might say. 182 00:16:44,441 --> 00:16:47,041 All right, I'm gonna just lay my cards on the table here 183 00:16:47,121 --> 00:16:49,721 cos I don't want to lead you up the garden path. 184 00:16:49,801 --> 00:16:52,121 But...I'm not after a relationship. 185 00:16:52,201 --> 00:16:54,081 I'm not after any sort of girlfriend. 186 00:16:54,161 --> 00:16:56,321 I don't want any baggage to carry round with me. 187 00:16:56,401 --> 00:16:59,121 I'm sort of a bit too young for all that sort of stuff. 188 00:16:59,201 --> 00:17:01,201 You know? I'm still playing the game. 189 00:17:01,281 --> 00:17:03,401 I'm still, you know, a weekend warrior. 190 00:17:03,481 --> 00:17:05,401 If you're after something more serious 191 00:17:05,481 --> 00:17:07,361 because your body clock's clicking on, 192 00:17:07,441 --> 00:17:10,361 then it ain't me, I don't want any part of that. 193 00:17:10,441 --> 00:17:12,321 - You couldn't be more wrong. - Really? 194 00:17:12,401 --> 00:17:13,641 We're the same. 195 00:17:13,721 --> 00:17:15,281 You don't know anything about me. 196 00:17:15,361 --> 00:17:17,121 I know enough. I've been watching you. 197 00:17:17,201 --> 00:17:18,681 - Oh, have you? - Yeah. 198 00:17:18,761 --> 00:17:20,721 - What do you see? - I like what I see. 199 00:17:20,801 --> 00:17:22,481 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 200 00:17:23,761 --> 00:17:27,401 John, can I get another? Tell you what, let's get four. 201 00:17:27,481 --> 00:17:29,881 Couple of shots there, girls? 202 00:17:29,961 --> 00:17:32,681 I want to get them girls a drink as well, you know. 203 00:17:32,761 --> 00:17:34,121 Just sort of... 204 00:17:34,201 --> 00:17:36,401 Just so I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket. 205 00:17:36,481 --> 00:17:38,281 Girls, come on. 206 00:17:38,361 --> 00:17:40,361 That's it. Lovely. Look at that. 207 00:17:41,401 --> 00:17:42,921 One, two, three, here we go... 208 00:17:44,121 --> 00:17:46,001 That was nice, wasn't it? 209 00:17:46,081 --> 00:17:48,721 Oh, gosh. I'm so sorry. 210 00:17:49,481 --> 00:17:51,601 Fucking hell. 211 00:17:52,721 --> 00:17:54,401 What's wrong with them? 212 00:17:54,481 --> 00:17:57,081 They're both pretty. I mean, prettiest girls in here. 213 00:17:57,161 --> 00:17:58,961 But neither of them want to, you know... 214 00:17:59,041 --> 00:18:01,441 They've just got, like, no banter, have they? 215 00:18:01,521 --> 00:18:03,561 They don't know what they're missing out on. 216 00:18:03,641 --> 00:18:05,921 Yeah, I mean, I was thinking that in my own head. 217 00:18:06,001 --> 00:18:07,841 Yeah, I mean, I love your music. 218 00:18:07,921 --> 00:18:09,441 Do you? You like '70s music, then? 219 00:18:09,521 --> 00:18:10,841 I love '70s, '80s... 220 00:18:10,921 --> 00:18:13,121 Do you? It's my favourite too. 221 00:18:13,201 --> 00:18:15,041 '70s is where my heart is, you know. 222 00:18:15,121 --> 00:18:17,361 Do you know what I really admire about you? 223 00:18:17,441 --> 00:18:19,041 Go on. 224 00:18:19,121 --> 00:18:21,081 You know your onions. 225 00:18:23,921 --> 00:18:26,761 Well, that's a really nice thing for you to say. 226 00:18:26,841 --> 00:18:29,841 I thought you were going to say something about my clothes 227 00:18:29,921 --> 00:18:31,641 or my face or something. 228 00:18:31,721 --> 00:18:34,361 You look a bit familiar. You from around here? 229 00:18:34,441 --> 00:18:36,081 - No, no. - Met you before? 230 00:18:36,161 --> 00:18:37,841 Don't think so. I'd have remembered. 231 00:18:37,921 --> 00:18:40,481 - Shall we get another drink? - Yeah. No, that's good. 232 00:18:40,561 --> 00:18:42,281 - Get her a erm... - Red wine. 233 00:18:42,361 --> 00:18:44,481 - Really? - I'm on the dark side. 234 00:18:44,561 --> 00:18:46,721 Well, if it's fun you're after... 235 00:18:47,601 --> 00:18:49,401 ..you've come to the right place. 236 00:18:50,081 --> 00:18:51,161 Show me what you've got. 237 00:18:51,241 --> 00:18:53,401 Do What You Wanna Do 238 00:18:55,121 --> 00:18:57,881 ♪ Everybody's starting to pick on you 239 00:18:59,321 --> 00:19:01,561 ♪ Just can't let them tell you what to do 240 00:19:02,801 --> 00:19:06,081 ♪ You've only got one life, so live it cool 241 00:19:07,081 --> 00:19:09,761 ♪ In this world of strife you can't be a fool 242 00:19:11,681 --> 00:19:14,121 ♪ Let nobody tell you what to do 243 00:19:16,001 --> 00:19:18,441 ♪ You gotta be your judge and your jury too 244 00:19:19,841 --> 00:19:22,121 ♪ Let nobody tell you what to do 245 00:19:24,201 --> 00:19:26,441 ♪ You gotta be your judge and jury too 246 00:19:26,521 --> 00:19:27,801 ♪ All right 247 00:19:30,521 --> 00:19:31,641 ♪ Do what you wanna do 248 00:19:34,441 --> 00:19:36,281 ♪ Do what you wanna do 249 00:19:39,041 --> 00:19:41,041 ♪ Do what you wanna do 250 00:20:28,801 --> 00:20:31,041 I fucking love fat birds. 251 00:20:31,721 --> 00:20:35,321 You know? I fucking really like them. 252 00:20:35,401 --> 00:20:37,561 You've got a little bit more about you. 253 00:20:37,641 --> 00:20:40,441 You know, fucking, you're a little bit more open-minded. 254 00:20:40,521 --> 00:20:43,161 You don't mind what people do to you, do you? 255 00:20:52,641 --> 00:20:54,241 Ugh! 256 00:20:55,401 --> 00:20:57,121 Ugh! 257 00:21:11,841 --> 00:21:13,561 Oh. Fucking hell. 258 00:21:13,641 --> 00:21:16,241 I don't know why that made me feel all... 259 00:21:17,441 --> 00:21:19,881 ..sort of weird. It turned me on, being sick. 260 00:21:20,921 --> 00:21:24,321 It's probably the gag reflex or something like that. 261 00:21:44,041 --> 00:21:47,321 Here we go. I thought I had a beer in here, but... 262 00:21:52,921 --> 00:21:55,441 Do you think every human has needs, Dan? 263 00:21:55,521 --> 00:21:57,561 We haven't got any beers. I thought I'd been out 264 00:21:57,641 --> 00:22:00,121 and got some, but I must have drunk 'em before. 265 00:22:00,201 --> 00:22:02,281 There's half an egg sandwich if you want it. 266 00:22:02,361 --> 00:22:05,201 Do you think every individual needs food... 267 00:22:06,201 --> 00:22:08,121 ..sex...love? 268 00:22:08,201 --> 00:22:10,601 Of course. If you don't have all those things, 269 00:22:10,681 --> 00:22:12,401 you're gonna die, ain't you? 270 00:22:12,481 --> 00:22:14,561 Would you die without love, Dan? 271 00:22:15,361 --> 00:22:17,721 I'm too young to die. 272 00:22:18,521 --> 00:22:20,401 Have you got anyone who loves you? 273 00:22:20,481 --> 00:22:23,001 Yes, of course I have. I've got my mother. She loves me. 274 00:22:24,281 --> 00:22:26,601 - Does she? - Yes, of course she does. 275 00:22:27,801 --> 00:22:30,241 Mums love sons. That's how the world works, innit? 276 00:22:30,321 --> 00:22:32,281 Parents love their kids. Didn't you know? 277 00:22:32,361 --> 00:22:35,441 It's not rocket science. This is all getting very serious. 278 00:22:35,521 --> 00:22:37,441 Can you not put a downer on the evening? 279 00:22:37,521 --> 00:22:39,561 I was really looking forward to getting back 280 00:22:39,641 --> 00:22:41,641 and having some fun. 281 00:22:41,721 --> 00:22:44,081 I tell you what, I'll put on a bit of music for us. 282 00:22:46,641 --> 00:22:48,361 What sort of stuff do you like? 283 00:22:48,441 --> 00:22:50,881 Dirty Dancing? Do you know that one? 284 00:22:50,961 --> 00:22:52,921 Course I do. I'm not retarded. 285 00:22:55,281 --> 00:22:57,001 What about Grease? I like Grease. 286 00:22:57,081 --> 00:22:58,681 That always puts me in a good mood. 287 00:22:58,761 --> 00:23:01,401 - A bit of Summer Loving. - It's not summer, is it? 288 00:23:01,481 --> 00:23:03,161 And you're not Olivia Newton-John. 289 00:23:03,241 --> 00:23:05,281 You look more like Elton John. 290 00:23:05,361 --> 00:23:06,761 Glass houses. 291 00:23:08,841 --> 00:23:11,121 You're a right weird fucker, you, aren't you? 292 00:23:11,201 --> 00:23:12,801 A strange bod. 293 00:23:13,801 --> 00:23:15,561 Right, I tell you, here's one for you. 294 00:23:16,361 --> 00:23:17,921 Right. 295 00:23:18,001 --> 00:23:20,161 ♪ I got it bad 296 00:23:20,241 --> 00:23:22,361 ♪ You don't know how bad I got it 297 00:23:22,441 --> 00:23:25,161 What's the song? You know it? I love that fucking tune. 298 00:23:25,241 --> 00:23:26,761 It's one of my favourites. 299 00:23:26,841 --> 00:23:28,881 ♪ I got it bad 300 00:23:28,961 --> 00:23:31,241 ♪ You don't know how bad I got it 301 00:23:33,201 --> 00:23:35,041 ♪ You got it easy 302 00:23:35,121 --> 00:23:38,561 ♪ You don't know when you got it good 303 00:23:40,721 --> 00:23:42,481 ♪ It's getting harder 304 00:23:42,561 --> 00:23:45,601 ♪ Just keeping life and soul together 305 00:23:45,681 --> 00:23:47,601 ♪ I'm sick of fighting 306 00:23:47,681 --> 00:23:50,241 ♪ Even though I know I should 307 00:23:51,281 --> 00:23:52,961 ♪ It's getting harder 308 00:23:53,041 --> 00:23:56,001 ♪ Just keeping life and soul together 309 00:23:56,081 --> 00:24:00,761 ♪ My da-da spirit is frozen to the core 310 00:24:01,601 --> 00:24:05,321 ♪ I don't want to be here no more 311 00:24:06,401 --> 00:24:08,881 ♪ I don't want to be here no... 312 00:24:08,961 --> 00:24:15,361 ♪ Wouldn't it be good if we could wish ourselves away? 313 00:24:15,441 --> 00:24:16,961 - Do you want kids, Dan? - Ugh! 314 00:24:17,041 --> 00:24:19,721 What's wrong with you? 315 00:24:19,801 --> 00:24:21,641 - What about kids? - What about them? 316 00:24:21,721 --> 00:24:23,881 No, I fucking hate kids. They're annoying. 317 00:24:23,961 --> 00:24:25,601 They get in the way of stuff. 318 00:24:25,681 --> 00:24:27,201 I've got things to do with my life. 319 00:24:27,281 --> 00:24:29,321 Don't you want to share your life with anyone? 320 00:24:29,401 --> 00:24:32,121 No, not with kids, I don't. I don't know. 321 00:24:32,201 --> 00:24:33,841 I'm DJ Dan. 322 00:24:33,921 --> 00:24:38,161 I'm at the fun...the fun bus. Eh? 323 00:24:38,241 --> 00:24:40,281 That's what I'm all about. Get on there. 324 00:24:40,361 --> 00:24:42,601 Let's stop fannying around 325 00:24:42,681 --> 00:24:44,641 and let's have a look at your fanny. 326 00:24:44,721 --> 00:24:46,441 Let's have a little butchers 327 00:24:46,521 --> 00:24:48,281 at what you're holding down there. 328 00:24:48,361 --> 00:24:50,281 You're very selfish, aren't you? 329 00:24:50,361 --> 00:24:53,081 No, I'm not! How am I selfish? 330 00:24:53,161 --> 00:24:55,881 We said we wanted the same thing when we was back there. 331 00:24:55,961 --> 00:24:57,601 - You're selfish. - Who are you? 332 00:24:57,681 --> 00:24:59,521 Oh, fuck! This is all I need. 333 00:24:59,601 --> 00:25:00,761 Erm... 334 00:25:00,841 --> 00:25:03,081 I... I... I'm Paula. 335 00:25:03,161 --> 00:25:05,041 Give me a second, would you? 336 00:25:05,121 --> 00:25:07,761 Sort this bag out. 337 00:25:07,841 --> 00:25:09,681 Come on. 338 00:25:09,761 --> 00:25:11,521 Come on, you. Let's just get you to bed. 339 00:25:11,601 --> 00:25:13,641 - I've got to do the washing. - No, you haven't. 340 00:25:13,721 --> 00:25:16,361 Last thing you need to do at this time of night is washing. 341 00:25:16,441 --> 00:25:18,121 That's why I've got no clothes. 342 00:25:18,201 --> 00:25:20,681 You've washed them all to buggery, ain't you? Eh? 343 00:25:20,761 --> 00:25:22,241 Get into bed. 344 00:25:22,321 --> 00:25:25,561 Finish your chores tomorrow. This place is a shit tip. 345 00:25:25,641 --> 00:25:28,081 Get in bed. I don't want to hear another word out of you. 346 00:25:29,721 --> 00:25:31,281 You see? 347 00:25:31,361 --> 00:25:33,921 These are the sort of people we're dealing with. 348 00:25:34,001 --> 00:25:36,001 You never said your name was Paula. 349 00:25:37,681 --> 00:25:39,161 Where were we? 350 00:25:39,241 --> 00:25:41,801 I tell you what. I can't wait to see you naked. 351 00:25:41,881 --> 00:25:44,481 Cramps your style a bit, doesn't she? 352 00:25:44,561 --> 00:25:47,321 No, she just lives here. We get on, you know? 353 00:25:47,401 --> 00:25:50,601 Oh, yeah. You smell like a stripper. 354 00:25:50,681 --> 00:25:53,961 I fucking love that smell. Fucking slutty and dirty. 355 00:25:54,041 --> 00:25:55,641 You're filth, aren't you? 356 00:25:55,721 --> 00:25:58,361 Do you always talk to her like that? 357 00:25:58,441 --> 00:26:01,681 Yeah, the sad thing is, you know, I'm an only child, 358 00:26:01,761 --> 00:26:04,161 so I get everything when she's gone - 359 00:26:04,241 --> 00:26:06,041 and that won't be too long. 360 00:26:06,121 --> 00:26:08,641 She's losing her memory. Everything's going, you know? 361 00:26:08,721 --> 00:26:10,241 I'm gonna come at you like a dog. 362 00:26:10,321 --> 00:26:12,201 - Do it. - You're bad, ain't you? 363 00:26:12,281 --> 00:26:13,681 You're a real bad girl. 364 00:26:13,761 --> 00:26:15,081 Oh! 365 00:26:16,441 --> 00:26:18,281 Something moved down there. 366 00:26:18,361 --> 00:26:20,401 That's not right. 367 00:26:20,481 --> 00:26:22,561 Are you fucking pregnant? 368 00:26:23,561 --> 00:26:25,361 Fuck! 369 00:26:25,721 --> 00:26:26,881 Fuck! 370 00:26:26,961 --> 00:26:29,601 What the fuck? What you fucking doing? 371 00:26:29,681 --> 00:26:31,241 Oh, fucking hell. 372 00:26:34,441 --> 00:26:36,361 It's fucking... 373 00:26:50,361 --> 00:26:52,121 I feel sick. 374 00:26:54,121 --> 00:26:55,561 I'm gonna lay down. 375 00:26:57,361 --> 00:26:59,081 It's messy, isn't it? 376 00:26:59,161 --> 00:27:00,641 Relationships... 377 00:27:01,481 --> 00:27:03,521 ..kids and responsibilities? 378 00:27:04,801 --> 00:27:08,161 What would you know, though? You avoid all that, don't you? 379 00:27:14,041 --> 00:27:16,441 Need a bit of bleach on there. 380 00:27:18,121 --> 00:27:19,601 Who are you? 381 00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:22,601 Erm...I'm Ruth. 382 00:27:22,681 --> 00:27:26,841 Erm... Let's... Let's get you into bed, Mum. 383 00:27:26,921 --> 00:27:28,681 I've got to do the washing. 384 00:27:29,681 --> 00:27:31,801 Danny's run out of knickers. 385 00:27:31,881 --> 00:27:33,841 Don't worry. I'll put the washing on. 386 00:27:33,921 --> 00:27:37,361 Oh, you're lovely. You're an angel. 387 00:27:37,441 --> 00:27:39,201 - Michelle. - Yeah. 388 00:27:39,281 --> 00:27:41,201 I think you should leave Danny. 389 00:27:41,281 --> 00:27:43,481 You're too good for him, Michelle. 390 00:27:44,481 --> 00:27:46,281 - I know. - Mm. 391 00:27:47,641 --> 00:27:50,721 Come on, let's get you in. Pop your feet in, then. 392 00:27:50,801 --> 00:27:53,241 - Thank you. - Nice and cosy. 393 00:27:53,321 --> 00:27:55,161 Got your teddy. 394 00:27:56,681 --> 00:27:57,961 Thank you. 395 00:27:58,041 --> 00:28:00,041 Do you not want a hot chocolate or anything? 396 00:28:00,121 --> 00:28:03,241 No, thank you. I'll go to sleep now. 397 00:28:03,321 --> 00:28:05,201 OK. Night-night. 398 00:28:05,281 --> 00:28:07,281 Good night, darling. 399 00:28:18,441 --> 00:28:20,761 ♪ Wouldn't it be good 400 00:28:20,841 --> 00:28:24,841 ♪ If we could wish ourselves away? 401 00:28:25,921 --> 00:28:27,641 ♪ I'm sick of fighting 402 00:28:27,721 --> 00:28:30,241 ♪ Even though I know I should 403 00:28:44,521 --> 00:28:46,361 Ungrateful bastard. 404 00:29:06,041 --> 00:29:08,321 You're getting better at this. 405 00:29:08,401 --> 00:29:10,201 Do you think so? 406 00:29:10,281 --> 00:29:12,201 Oh, yes. 407 00:29:12,281 --> 00:29:13,761 I do too. 408 00:29:15,001 --> 00:29:16,721 I think I'm changing. 409 00:29:18,641 --> 00:29:20,521 Into something else. 410 00:29:22,361 --> 00:29:23,961 It's because of you. 411 00:29:29,081 --> 00:29:30,841 I'm tired. 412 00:29:37,201 --> 00:29:38,881 Hey. 413 00:29:43,001 --> 00:29:44,641 Knock, knock. 414 00:29:50,441 --> 00:29:52,041 Are you gonna do anything? 415 00:29:52,121 --> 00:29:55,041 It's you who needs to act, Ruth. 416 00:29:55,801 --> 00:29:57,401 Remember? 417 00:29:57,481 --> 00:29:59,481 Remember what they did? 418 00:30:18,041 --> 00:30:20,721 They're out there, the rest of them. 419 00:30:24,681 --> 00:30:27,801 They cut my daddy down in his prime. 420 00:30:29,281 --> 00:30:32,121 With only a thought for themselves. 421 00:30:36,041 --> 00:30:38,241 People think babies are sweet. 422 00:30:43,001 --> 00:30:45,001 But I'm bitter. 423 00:30:55,681 --> 00:30:58,281 Hello. Good evening. 424 00:30:58,361 --> 00:31:00,601 Hi. I'm here to see Ella Harding. 425 00:31:02,881 --> 00:31:04,481 Thanks so much. 426 00:31:04,561 --> 00:31:06,281 Could you tell me which floor she's on? 427 00:31:06,361 --> 00:31:08,361 - The second floor. - Thank you. 428 00:31:15,441 --> 00:31:16,921 These people... 429 00:31:17,801 --> 00:31:19,481 ..make decisions... 430 00:31:20,481 --> 00:31:22,201 ..about who survives... 431 00:31:23,161 --> 00:31:24,881 ..and who dies. 432 00:31:25,881 --> 00:31:28,281 Some of them are women. 433 00:31:29,041 --> 00:31:30,721 Oh, yes. 434 00:31:30,801 --> 00:31:32,801 We can be the worst. 435 00:31:32,881 --> 00:31:35,161 The coldest. 436 00:31:35,241 --> 00:31:37,361 The most merciless. 437 00:31:37,441 --> 00:31:39,921 The most...ruthless. 438 00:31:41,041 --> 00:31:43,281 - Any questions, just.. - Hang on. 439 00:31:43,361 --> 00:31:45,121 Oh, sorry. 440 00:31:45,841 --> 00:31:47,601 Take your time. 441 00:31:53,121 --> 00:31:54,881 To be honest... 442 00:31:55,881 --> 00:31:58,161 ..I don't know what we were thinking. 443 00:31:58,241 --> 00:32:02,921 Thanks for seeing me, by the way, so late in the day. 444 00:32:03,001 --> 00:32:06,921 It's not because it's the end of the day...Siobhan. 445 00:32:07,681 --> 00:32:09,601 Is it this? Is it the pregnancy? 446 00:32:11,041 --> 00:32:13,041 Not directly. 447 00:32:13,121 --> 00:32:16,441 But it's a tricky decision for a company. 448 00:32:16,521 --> 00:32:18,241 I understand. 449 00:32:18,321 --> 00:32:20,041 You'd be taking your maternity leave 450 00:32:20,121 --> 00:32:22,961 as soon as you've unpacked your stapler. 451 00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:25,561 Which isn't a problem, per se. 452 00:32:25,641 --> 00:32:27,521 What is the problem, per se? 453 00:32:30,481 --> 00:32:33,761 I just... Well, I don't know. I just don't... 454 00:32:33,841 --> 00:32:35,681 Maybe I've got the wrong star sign. 455 00:32:36,881 --> 00:32:39,041 Yeah, you're not a Virgo, are you? Urgh! 456 00:32:43,121 --> 00:32:44,801 No, listen. 457 00:32:44,881 --> 00:32:46,881 Erm... We have clients come in... 458 00:32:46,961 --> 00:32:49,681 I'm not like this, but we have clients come in 459 00:32:49,761 --> 00:32:51,801 and they're so stupid. 460 00:32:51,881 --> 00:32:53,761 They'll be thinking stuff like, 461 00:32:53,841 --> 00:32:55,761 "Is she going to turn up at the courtroom 462 00:32:55,841 --> 00:32:58,481 or is she going to be off giving birth in a tepee?" 463 00:32:58,561 --> 00:33:00,601 You know? Stuff like that. It's... 464 00:33:00,681 --> 00:33:02,601 People are such idiots. 465 00:33:02,681 --> 00:33:05,201 Yeah, I guess I was being a bit naive. 466 00:33:05,281 --> 00:33:07,361 Um... 467 00:33:07,441 --> 00:33:11,241 - We need the money. - It's a cut-throat world. 468 00:33:11,321 --> 00:33:12,601 Yeah. 469 00:33:12,681 --> 00:33:15,081 I've actually had to make cuts already, 470 00:33:15,161 --> 00:33:17,521 very, very harsh cuts and... 471 00:33:18,681 --> 00:33:20,921 It's been awful. 472 00:33:21,001 --> 00:33:22,681 Really awful. 473 00:33:23,921 --> 00:33:27,761 I told you, she's a merciless, frigid bitch. 474 00:33:29,001 --> 00:33:33,401 Anyway...sorry, but I've got to get on. 475 00:33:33,481 --> 00:33:37,601 Do you always work late... alone? 476 00:33:39,281 --> 00:33:40,681 Yes. 477 00:33:40,761 --> 00:33:42,521 Well, I've got my priorities. 478 00:33:42,601 --> 00:33:44,801 Don't you do anything else? 479 00:33:44,881 --> 00:33:47,201 Well...of course. 480 00:33:50,401 --> 00:33:52,361 Well, I've... 481 00:33:54,441 --> 00:33:56,521 I've got a dog. 482 00:33:57,241 --> 00:33:59,201 I walk him. 483 00:34:01,921 --> 00:34:04,281 Do my food shop. I've got to eat. 484 00:34:06,121 --> 00:34:09,401 I... I go on an odd activity weekend. 485 00:34:09,481 --> 00:34:12,281 I don't take them seriously or anything, but.. 486 00:34:12,361 --> 00:34:13,841 Why would you? 487 00:34:14,481 --> 00:34:17,081 - I'm so busy. - You must be. 488 00:34:17,161 --> 00:34:18,841 I let my friend convince me 489 00:34:18,921 --> 00:34:20,961 to go on one of those skydiving things. 490 00:34:21,041 --> 00:34:23,361 I mean, can you believe it? Who does that? 491 00:34:23,441 --> 00:34:26,161 I mean, it's crazy, but I did it! I did it! 492 00:34:26,241 --> 00:34:28,561 - Skydiving! - Yeah! 493 00:34:28,641 --> 00:34:30,521 - Oh, right. - It was mental. 494 00:34:30,601 --> 00:34:33,561 Who pays someone to throw them out of an aeroplane? 495 00:34:33,641 --> 00:34:36,281 It's not a substitute for a personality, is it? 496 00:34:37,881 --> 00:34:41,201 Sad, lonely woman. 497 00:34:42,001 --> 00:34:44,161 Be ruthless, Ruth. 498 00:34:44,241 --> 00:34:46,721 Anyway, I'm sorry I wasted your time. 499 00:34:47,761 --> 00:34:49,761 Word of advice. 500 00:34:49,841 --> 00:34:52,601 Get it out of your system, the motherhood thing. 501 00:34:52,681 --> 00:34:54,601 You know? Sort out your own business 502 00:34:54,681 --> 00:34:57,441 before you interfere in other people's. 503 00:34:59,761 --> 00:35:01,241 Oh, I will. 504 00:35:45,521 --> 00:35:48,761 I'm sorry, Ella. I've had to make some really harsh cuts. 505 00:35:50,281 --> 00:35:52,561 It's a cutthroat world, you know? 506 00:35:54,921 --> 00:35:56,921 You know, you should er... 507 00:35:59,041 --> 00:36:01,161 You should get out more and have more fun. 508 00:36:01,241 --> 00:36:02,681 I really believe that. 509 00:36:02,761 --> 00:36:04,401 Cos, activity weekends, 510 00:36:04,481 --> 00:36:06,841 you're never gonna get a shag on those. 511 00:36:10,401 --> 00:36:12,401 Might see if I can... 512 00:36:14,321 --> 00:36:15,521 Whee. 513 00:36:16,801 --> 00:36:18,281 Whee. 514 00:36:19,321 --> 00:36:21,121 It's a nice chair, actually. 515 00:36:22,121 --> 00:36:24,121 Where can I get one of these? 516 00:36:32,521 --> 00:36:36,801 That...was perfect. 517 00:36:51,721 --> 00:36:53,601 Don't get too cocky. 518 00:36:53,681 --> 00:36:56,521 You'll stand out from the crowd. 519 00:36:56,601 --> 00:36:58,401 Remember who's the mastermind. 520 00:37:00,041 --> 00:37:02,761 You wouldn't have done it without me, 521 00:37:02,841 --> 00:37:04,761 would you? 522 00:37:05,761 --> 00:37:07,201 Would you? 523 00:37:07,281 --> 00:37:08,721 It was a... 524 00:37:08,801 --> 00:37:11,121 a group decision. 525 00:37:11,201 --> 00:37:13,881 Erm...it was a matter of life or death. 526 00:37:13,961 --> 00:37:17,001 It's a tragic...incident 527 00:37:17,081 --> 00:37:19,641 and, you know, people are aware of the dangers, 528 00:37:19,721 --> 00:37:21,561 but just... 529 00:37:21,641 --> 00:37:23,721 We were unlucky today. We were very unlucky. 530 00:37:23,801 --> 00:37:25,161 In these situations, 531 00:37:25,241 --> 00:37:26,961 there's nothing you can do, really. 532 00:37:27,041 --> 00:37:28,641 Nothing you can do. 533 00:37:31,121 --> 00:37:32,841 Dead eyes. 534 00:37:34,561 --> 00:37:36,561 Dead eyes. 535 00:37:57,241 --> 00:37:58,801 Tom, isn't it? 536 00:37:58,881 --> 00:38:00,161 - Yeah. - Hi! 537 00:38:00,241 --> 00:38:02,481 - Hi! - We spoke on the phone. 538 00:38:02,561 --> 00:38:04,401 Ah, yes. Yes. How are you? 539 00:38:04,481 --> 00:38:06,721 - I'm good. How are you? - Well. 540 00:38:07,481 --> 00:38:09,521 Yeah, I'm just here for the induction, so... 541 00:38:09,601 --> 00:38:13,001 What sort of level were you interested in? 542 00:38:13,081 --> 00:38:14,921 Erm, well, I'm a beginner, 543 00:38:15,001 --> 00:38:17,121 but I feel quite confident, actually. 544 00:38:17,201 --> 00:38:20,321 I feel like I'd like to go quite advanced. 545 00:38:20,401 --> 00:38:22,361 Absolutely, absolutely. Your first time. 546 00:38:22,441 --> 00:38:23,561 Yeah. 547 00:38:23,641 --> 00:38:25,601 So you don't know how to use this equipment? 548 00:38:25,681 --> 00:38:28,161 You know, I'm kind of... I've been reading up about it. 549 00:38:28,241 --> 00:38:31,601 So... I mean, this is, like... 550 00:38:32,401 --> 00:38:34,441 This is a kind of safety rope, isn't it? 551 00:38:34,521 --> 00:38:36,241 It's a rope. 552 00:38:37,641 --> 00:38:39,201 I kind of think you wouldn't put 553 00:38:39,281 --> 00:38:41,161 more than seven people on this. 554 00:38:45,721 --> 00:38:48,161 What are you getting at? Are you here for a lesson? 555 00:38:48,241 --> 00:38:51,081 Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Of course. Yeah. 556 00:38:51,161 --> 00:38:54,001 The thing is that I couldn't teach you 557 00:38:54,081 --> 00:38:57,401 because of your... your current condition. 558 00:38:57,481 --> 00:38:59,561 All right, look, don't worry about that. 559 00:38:59,641 --> 00:39:03,241 Because the thing is I am really fit. 560 00:39:03,321 --> 00:39:05,921 I have been up to all sorts. 561 00:39:06,001 --> 00:39:08,721 You would not believe what I've been doing recently. 562 00:39:08,801 --> 00:39:11,001 Sure, but if something were to go wrong, 563 00:39:11,761 --> 00:39:14,521 then I'd be to blame. You know? 564 00:39:16,041 --> 00:39:17,801 You'd be to blame, wouldn't you? 565 00:39:17,881 --> 00:39:19,601 Yeah. 566 00:39:19,681 --> 00:39:23,001 Have you been to blame many times before? 567 00:39:26,721 --> 00:39:27,881 Uh... 568 00:39:28,761 --> 00:39:30,921 Sorry, my 8pm is here. 569 00:39:31,001 --> 00:39:33,481 Um, sorry I couldn't teach you. 570 00:39:33,561 --> 00:39:35,481 It's all right. 571 00:39:36,401 --> 00:39:38,761 Didn't have a problem earlier, did you? 572 00:39:38,841 --> 00:39:40,161 I didn't s... I'm sorry. 573 00:39:40,241 --> 00:39:43,321 You knew I was pregnant. You were still gonna teach me. 574 00:39:44,561 --> 00:39:46,121 It's very slippery. 575 00:40:17,241 --> 00:40:18,761 No. 576 00:40:19,841 --> 00:40:23,001 I will. I'll do it. I promise. 577 00:40:31,681 --> 00:40:33,321 I'm trying! 578 00:40:34,641 --> 00:40:36,481 You fucking do it! 579 00:40:55,801 --> 00:40:58,001 Just bring you up a little bit today, Ruth. 580 00:40:58,081 --> 00:41:00,881 So I can have a feel around, 581 00:41:00,961 --> 00:41:02,841 see how the baby is. 582 00:41:02,921 --> 00:41:04,841 Oop, there we go. Sorry, that's... 583 00:41:05,521 --> 00:41:07,201 - That a bit better? - That's better. 584 00:41:07,281 --> 00:41:09,801 Bit far down now. I'll pop you back up again. 585 00:41:09,881 --> 00:41:14,721 All these new technical things do bother me. How's that? 586 00:41:14,801 --> 00:41:16,201 - Yeah, that's good. - Lovely. 587 00:41:16,281 --> 00:41:19,961 All right, so I'm just gonna lift your top up. 588 00:41:20,041 --> 00:41:22,881 There's a... I have to do this. 589 00:41:22,961 --> 00:41:25,721 Get my hands warmed up. My mum taught me this. 590 00:41:25,801 --> 00:41:27,681 Don't learn that at college. 591 00:41:27,761 --> 00:41:29,121 OK. 592 00:41:29,201 --> 00:41:32,081 I'm just gonna press here, down the side. 593 00:41:32,161 --> 00:41:34,481 There you go. Ooh, there you go. 594 00:41:34,561 --> 00:41:36,601 She doesn't like that. 595 00:41:38,041 --> 00:41:39,721 I'm just feeling for the head. 596 00:41:39,801 --> 00:41:41,561 Well, it's in this area. 597 00:41:41,641 --> 00:41:43,921 It's in the stomach area. Even I know that. 598 00:41:44,001 --> 00:41:45,161 Yeah. 599 00:41:45,241 --> 00:41:46,681 Don't worry, she's got a head. 600 00:41:46,761 --> 00:41:49,241 She's thinking all the time, a bit too much. 601 00:41:49,321 --> 00:41:52,481 We discussed blood pressure, didn't we, last time? 602 00:41:52,561 --> 00:41:54,281 To monitor your blood pressure. 603 00:41:54,361 --> 00:41:56,121 So are you looking after yourself? 604 00:41:56,201 --> 00:41:57,961 Eating well? How are you sleeping? 605 00:41:58,041 --> 00:42:00,601 Well, she's not really letting me sleep, so... 606 00:42:01,601 --> 00:42:03,281 - No? - No. 607 00:42:03,361 --> 00:42:06,201 And that's affecting your...mind... 608 00:42:07,201 --> 00:42:09,801 ..your rationality... 609 00:42:09,881 --> 00:42:12,601 Just have to make a few notes, you see. 610 00:42:12,681 --> 00:42:14,721 I have to monitor this. It's my job 611 00:42:14,801 --> 00:42:18,521 - to keep track of everything. - What do you mean? 612 00:42:18,601 --> 00:42:20,401 Well, if there's anything untoward, 613 00:42:20,481 --> 00:42:22,161 or anything difficult occurring, 614 00:42:22,241 --> 00:42:24,321 I need to get in touch with social services. 615 00:42:24,401 --> 00:42:26,081 No. 616 00:42:26,161 --> 00:42:28,401 I don't want you to report it to social services. 617 00:42:28,481 --> 00:42:29,801 Well... 618 00:42:29,881 --> 00:42:31,961 Why would you report it to social services? 619 00:42:32,041 --> 00:42:34,321 Only if something's bothering you, but we need... 620 00:42:34,401 --> 00:42:36,001 No. No, no, no. 621 00:42:36,081 --> 00:42:38,361 I don't want you to be contacting social services. 622 00:42:38,441 --> 00:42:39,881 At all. 623 00:42:39,961 --> 00:42:41,841 It's not personal. We do it with everybody. 624 00:42:41,921 --> 00:42:43,761 It's so that we can see you're all right... 625 00:42:43,841 --> 00:42:46,361 No, no, no. They interfere and mess around. 626 00:42:46,441 --> 00:42:47,961 What are we talking about here? 627 00:42:48,041 --> 00:42:49,561 We talking about...? 628 00:42:49,641 --> 00:42:51,801 We're talking about adoption, aren't we? 629 00:42:51,881 --> 00:42:53,561 - Not at all. - We are. 630 00:42:53,641 --> 00:42:56,001 If you tell social services about me, 631 00:42:56,081 --> 00:42:58,521 - we're talking of adoption. - You're all right. 632 00:42:58,601 --> 00:43:01,241 And I know what they do. What they do 633 00:43:01,321 --> 00:43:03,601 is they give your baby - they steal it from you - 634 00:43:03,681 --> 00:43:05,681 and give it to some fucking child-hungry, 635 00:43:05,761 --> 00:43:07,041 middle-class couple 636 00:43:07,121 --> 00:43:09,161 and then I won't get to see the baby again. 637 00:43:09,241 --> 00:43:12,281 It won't happen. This baby is attached with a fucking cord. 638 00:43:12,361 --> 00:43:13,961 She wouldn't even let it happen. 639 00:43:14,041 --> 00:43:17,281 That's not going to happen. Ruth, you have to trust me. 640 00:43:17,361 --> 00:43:20,481 You have got to start thinking about what's best. 641 00:43:20,561 --> 00:43:23,001 It's all about you and your choices. 642 00:43:24,241 --> 00:43:26,561 Sit down. 643 00:43:26,641 --> 00:43:28,241 What do you mean? 644 00:43:28,321 --> 00:43:30,041 What I mean is 645 00:43:30,121 --> 00:43:33,921 nobody is going to take this baby away from you... 646 00:43:34,001 --> 00:43:36,481 if you make the right choices. 647 00:43:37,641 --> 00:43:41,721 You have to decide what is right 648 00:43:41,801 --> 00:43:43,641 and what's wrong. 649 00:43:50,641 --> 00:43:52,481 Send me a sign. 650 00:44:45,881 --> 00:44:49,721 Loneliness, it's the worst. 651 00:44:50,761 --> 00:44:53,201 But, luckily, you'll never be alone 652 00:44:53,281 --> 00:44:55,521 because you've got me. 653 00:44:55,601 --> 00:44:57,521 Isn't that great? 654 00:44:59,561 --> 00:45:01,481 I despise crowds. 655 00:45:01,561 --> 00:45:03,241 Look at this lot. 656 00:45:03,321 --> 00:45:05,041 Out on the rape. 657 00:45:05,721 --> 00:45:09,641 The next morning they'll all be, "It wasn't me." 658 00:45:09,721 --> 00:45:11,481 Animals. 659 00:45:11,561 --> 00:45:13,561 A fucking zoo, this town. 660 00:45:14,601 --> 00:45:19,561 A kind soul is as rare as a unicorn. 661 00:45:22,641 --> 00:45:24,761 - Claire? - Yeah. I'm Josh. 662 00:45:24,841 --> 00:45:26,601 Oh, hi. 663 00:45:26,681 --> 00:45:28,481 Not who you're expecting? 664 00:45:28,561 --> 00:45:32,161 - No, but that's fine, so... - Come in, anyway. 665 00:45:32,241 --> 00:45:35,081 - This is lovely! - Yeah, welcome. 666 00:45:35,161 --> 00:45:38,201 The spare room's upstairs. There's extra rooms up there. 667 00:45:38,281 --> 00:45:39,881 Zac's room's up there. 668 00:45:39,961 --> 00:45:42,361 Zac's Buddha's in pride of place for some reason. 669 00:45:42,441 --> 00:45:43,601 - Um... - OK. 670 00:45:43,681 --> 00:45:46,241 I'm in the middle of cooking. Mind if I stop it burning? 671 00:45:46,321 --> 00:45:49,081 Go for it. Is it OK if I just put my stuff down? 672 00:45:49,161 --> 00:45:51,761 Yeah, yeah, of course, make yourself at home. 673 00:46:00,001 --> 00:46:01,961 - Should be all right. - Really lovely. 674 00:46:02,041 --> 00:46:04,121 Thank you. Yeah, it's quite... 675 00:46:04,201 --> 00:46:06,681 It's all chilled out, it's a nice spot. 676 00:46:08,481 --> 00:46:10,201 Yeah, Zac isn't here, I'm afraid. 677 00:46:10,281 --> 00:46:12,801 - He's not here much. - OK. 678 00:46:12,881 --> 00:46:14,881 Which means he never cleans, but er... 679 00:46:14,961 --> 00:46:16,481 - That's a bit annoying. - Oh, no. 680 00:46:16,561 --> 00:46:18,641 - It's never messy. I do it. - OK. 681 00:46:18,721 --> 00:46:20,601 And, you know, he's... he's lovely. 682 00:46:20,681 --> 00:46:22,801 Yeah. He's just a bit away with the fairies. 683 00:46:22,881 --> 00:46:24,801 - Fickle. - Kinda head-in-the-clouds. 684 00:46:24,881 --> 00:46:26,881 - Flawed. - He's always got projects. 685 00:46:26,961 --> 00:46:28,761 - Bit of a pig. - No, no, no. 686 00:46:28,841 --> 00:46:30,761 He's a lovely bloke to live with, really. 687 00:46:30,841 --> 00:46:31,961 Oh, great. 688 00:46:32,041 --> 00:46:34,161 Yeah. I mean, do you want to sit down? 689 00:46:34,241 --> 00:46:35,441 Erm, yeah. 690 00:46:36,561 --> 00:46:38,641 - Erm, yeah. - Erm... 691 00:46:39,721 --> 00:46:42,361 Sorry, I don't mean to pry, but what's, you know... 692 00:46:42,441 --> 00:46:44,001 OK, yeah, I... 693 00:46:45,001 --> 00:46:46,721 So, I was with someone... 694 00:46:46,801 --> 00:46:49,281 and we were, you know, committed, and everything, 695 00:46:49,361 --> 00:46:51,081 and he said he was ready. 696 00:46:51,161 --> 00:46:53,921 And then about a third of the way into the pregnancy 697 00:46:54,001 --> 00:46:55,801 he changed his mind. 698 00:46:55,881 --> 00:47:00,481 And he ran off with a 23-year-old. 699 00:47:00,561 --> 00:47:03,481 - Shit. - TV researcher with tattoos. 700 00:47:03,561 --> 00:47:06,321 And, you know, it was his flat, 701 00:47:06,401 --> 00:47:09,841 so I had to... I got chucked out, basically. 702 00:47:09,921 --> 00:47:12,121 - Yeah. - That's horrendous. 703 00:47:12,201 --> 00:47:14,801 No, I mean, don't worry. Don't worry about it. 704 00:47:14,881 --> 00:47:16,721 Honestly, people have been really kind. 705 00:47:16,801 --> 00:47:19,721 Have they? It doesn't sound very kind. 706 00:47:20,961 --> 00:47:24,281 I'm sorry, just people can be so fucking selfish. 707 00:47:25,761 --> 00:47:28,161 - Yeah, they can. - Sorry. 708 00:47:28,241 --> 00:47:30,321 Sorry. Makes me feel sick. 709 00:47:33,681 --> 00:47:35,441 Well, I... I like kids. 710 00:47:35,521 --> 00:47:37,241 So, you know... 711 00:47:38,841 --> 00:47:41,081 Yeah, I've got a little niece, actually. 712 00:47:41,161 --> 00:47:43,161 I look after her all the time. 713 00:47:43,241 --> 00:47:45,041 - Here. - Oh, that so sweet. 714 00:47:45,121 --> 00:47:48,241 I'm mad uncle Josh and, yeah, I love it. 715 00:47:48,321 --> 00:47:50,281 - I love it, yeah. - Aw. 716 00:47:50,361 --> 00:47:53,321 It's a bit different living with one, though, isn't it? 717 00:47:53,401 --> 00:47:56,201 I mean, they just take over your life, really. 718 00:47:56,281 --> 00:47:58,321 Then you have to kind of hand yourself over 719 00:47:58,401 --> 00:48:01,641 like some kind of human sacrifice to their will. 720 00:48:05,881 --> 00:48:08,521 Look, I think Zac'll be back soon. 721 00:48:08,601 --> 00:48:10,321 Um... 722 00:48:10,401 --> 00:48:11,921 Do you wanna... I mean... 723 00:48:12,001 --> 00:48:14,441 Well, if I could just carry on cooking, 724 00:48:14,521 --> 00:48:16,041 you could have some, and stay. 725 00:48:16,121 --> 00:48:18,961 - Erm...I wouldn't wanna... - Yeah, I'm bloody starving. 726 00:48:19,041 --> 00:48:20,681 ..eat you out of house and home. 727 00:48:20,761 --> 00:48:22,921 No, well, I mean, you could eat Zac's portion, 728 00:48:23,001 --> 00:48:24,521 as far as I'm concerned. 729 00:48:24,601 --> 00:48:27,041 - That's fine. - Yeah. 730 00:48:33,921 --> 00:48:35,961 I don't know about you, 731 00:48:36,041 --> 00:48:38,401 I just think if you put an egg in something, 732 00:48:38,481 --> 00:48:40,241 it immediately tastes nicer. 733 00:48:40,321 --> 00:48:42,561 I wouldn't know cos I don't really cook, so... 734 00:48:42,641 --> 00:48:44,041 Or an anchovy. 735 00:48:44,121 --> 00:48:47,481 An anchovy. I'm just thinking, does Claire like anchovies? 736 00:48:47,561 --> 00:48:48,961 Right. 737 00:48:49,041 --> 00:48:51,521 You're speaking to yourself in the third person. 738 00:48:51,601 --> 00:48:54,521 Is that what we would expect from a prospective flatmate? 739 00:48:54,601 --> 00:48:56,761 No, no, no, I... 740 00:48:56,841 --> 00:48:59,601 Erm... OK, I've just never had an anchovy, so... 741 00:48:59,681 --> 00:49:01,361 - Are you being serious? - Yeah! 742 00:49:01,441 --> 00:49:03,161 No, I've never had one. 743 00:49:03,241 --> 00:49:04,881 Right, OK, we need to change this. 744 00:49:04,961 --> 00:49:07,121 I don't like the look of them. Don't get them out. 745 00:49:07,201 --> 00:49:08,841 Yeah, these are amazing. 746 00:49:08,921 --> 00:49:11,721 They look like the eyelids of old men that have died. 747 00:49:11,801 --> 00:49:14,601 Tasty, though. Here you go, here's a tiny smudge. 748 00:49:14,681 --> 00:49:16,361 No, no, no, you're not gonna make me. 749 00:49:16,441 --> 00:49:19,561 - Try it. Try a smidge. - Why is it hairy? 750 00:49:19,641 --> 00:49:23,521 It's just... These are... These are luxury hairs. 751 00:49:23,601 --> 00:49:25,361 - This is good living. - Oh, my God. 752 00:49:25,441 --> 00:49:27,281 Tastes amazing. It's an acquired taste. 753 00:49:27,361 --> 00:49:29,321 We'll sophisticate you if you live here. 754 00:49:29,401 --> 00:49:31,361 Ugh. 755 00:49:31,441 --> 00:49:33,721 No? 756 00:49:34,521 --> 00:49:36,241 - You've poisoned me. - No. 757 00:49:36,321 --> 00:49:37,961 You've poisoned my unborn child. 758 00:49:38,041 --> 00:49:40,761 No, no. These contain omega three, 759 00:49:40,841 --> 00:49:43,841 I think you'll find - iron, calcium probably, 760 00:49:43,921 --> 00:49:45,881 - vitamin D. - Are you a doctor? 761 00:49:45,961 --> 00:49:51,081 I am Dr Anchovy, and this is the only thing I prescribe. 762 00:49:51,921 --> 00:49:53,681 Yeah. 763 00:49:55,321 --> 00:49:58,721 Next week, I'll get you... Are you all right? 764 00:49:58,801 --> 00:50:00,841 - Are you OK? - I don't feel very well. 765 00:50:00,921 --> 00:50:02,841 Christ, I'm sorry. Was it the anchovy? 766 00:50:02,921 --> 00:50:05,201 - Is it OK if I sit down? - Yeah, yeah, lie down. 767 00:50:05,281 --> 00:50:07,281 Just put your feet up. 768 00:50:15,881 --> 00:50:17,441 Can I get you a glass of water or...? 769 00:50:17,521 --> 00:50:21,161 I'm just really erm... I'm just really tired. 770 00:50:21,881 --> 00:50:23,521 Of course you are. 771 00:50:23,601 --> 00:50:25,601 You've been through shitloads. 772 00:50:25,681 --> 00:50:28,081 On your own. I mean, anyone would be tired. 773 00:50:30,841 --> 00:50:32,921 You're really kind, aren't you? 774 00:50:34,281 --> 00:50:38,241 Do you want a... a cushion or anything or...? 775 00:50:41,121 --> 00:50:42,361 Oh, my God. 776 00:50:42,441 --> 00:50:44,881 - Did you see that? - Is that the baby moving? 777 00:50:44,961 --> 00:50:46,801 That's nuts. 778 00:50:48,321 --> 00:50:49,921 Give me your hand. 779 00:50:50,001 --> 00:50:52,001 - Seriously? - Yeah. Yeah. 780 00:50:56,841 --> 00:50:59,641 - Did you feel that? - Yeah, that's amazing. 781 00:50:59,721 --> 00:51:02,161 No-one else has felt her. 782 00:51:02,241 --> 00:51:03,841 Seriously? 783 00:51:03,921 --> 00:51:07,081 Well, I'm very privileged, thank you very much. 784 00:51:07,161 --> 00:51:09,881 She's saying, "Hey, Mum, 785 00:51:09,961 --> 00:51:13,241 I learnt how to do the boogaloo, self-taught." 786 00:51:13,321 --> 00:51:15,561 No, I'm not. I'm saying fuck off. 787 00:51:15,641 --> 00:51:17,641 Can't you see he's just pretending? 788 00:51:17,721 --> 00:51:20,521 I think she's actually telling me to get on with it. 789 00:51:20,601 --> 00:51:22,761 Stay there, stay there, don't do a thing. 790 00:51:34,081 --> 00:51:35,881 He's coming. 791 00:51:40,681 --> 00:51:43,041 Do it. Do it now! 792 00:51:50,921 --> 00:51:53,881 - Please! It wasn't me! - Agh! 793 00:52:01,201 --> 00:52:02,561 Fuck. 794 00:52:04,321 --> 00:52:06,361 Argh! 795 00:52:08,441 --> 00:52:11,361 That's it. Yes. 796 00:52:17,361 --> 00:52:19,801 It was completely unnecessary to kill that man. 797 00:52:19,881 --> 00:52:22,281 - He was really nice. - He was a sop. 798 00:52:22,361 --> 00:52:24,441 A hipster sop. 799 00:52:24,521 --> 00:52:26,641 Shh. 800 00:52:26,721 --> 00:52:28,561 The sacrifices I've had to make. 801 00:52:28,641 --> 00:52:29,801 What sacrifices? 802 00:52:29,881 --> 00:52:32,001 Children these days are really spoiled. 803 00:52:32,081 --> 00:52:33,921 It's like, "Mummy, I want a PlayStation. 804 00:52:34,001 --> 00:52:36,321 Mummy, I want you to kill that man." 805 00:52:36,401 --> 00:52:37,841 I don't want a new... 806 00:52:37,921 --> 00:52:39,521 I know you don't want a new daddy, 807 00:52:39,601 --> 00:52:41,241 but there's no possibility of that, 808 00:52:41,321 --> 00:52:43,041 so stop going on about it. 809 00:52:44,161 --> 00:52:46,281 He saw everything. 810 00:52:46,361 --> 00:52:47,881 I know he's a witness, 811 00:52:47,961 --> 00:52:50,401 but there's a chance he might not have told anyone. 812 00:52:50,481 --> 00:52:52,921 - His name was Josh. - No, you're right. 813 00:52:53,001 --> 00:52:56,081 No-one called Josh is not gonna tell the authorities. 814 00:52:56,801 --> 00:53:00,001 He would have been like all the rest. Inherently evil. 815 00:53:00,081 --> 00:53:02,281 Look, stop going on about it. I'm serious. 816 00:53:02,361 --> 00:53:03,481 Pah! 817 00:53:03,561 --> 00:53:05,561 I'm the mother. I am in control. 818 00:53:05,641 --> 00:53:08,441 You regret it. You regret killing them. 819 00:53:09,761 --> 00:53:11,681 I'm doing this cos you're making me. 820 00:53:11,761 --> 00:53:13,601 Oh, no. 821 00:53:13,681 --> 00:53:15,921 No. Please, no. No. 822 00:53:16,001 --> 00:53:18,201 I want you to let 823 00:53:18,281 --> 00:53:20,881 a feeling of wellbeing wash over you. 824 00:53:21,881 --> 00:53:24,481 A feeling of love for your fellow man. 825 00:53:25,281 --> 00:53:30,081 I want you to say to yourself, "I am love. 826 00:53:30,161 --> 00:53:32,321 Everyone is kindness. 827 00:53:32,401 --> 00:53:34,281 Everyone loves me. 828 00:53:34,961 --> 00:53:36,961 Everyone loves my baby." 829 00:53:38,081 --> 00:53:41,761 And I want you to imagine everyone you've ever met 830 00:53:41,841 --> 00:53:44,241 standing around you in a circle 831 00:53:44,321 --> 00:53:47,161 and placing their hands on your bump, 832 00:53:48,161 --> 00:53:51,121 placing their love upon your baby. 833 00:53:52,201 --> 00:53:54,601 This is the world. 834 00:53:54,681 --> 00:53:56,601 And they are saying, 835 00:53:56,681 --> 00:53:59,201 "We are here to protect you..." 836 00:54:08,281 --> 00:54:10,401 Listen to the sound of my voice. 837 00:54:13,481 --> 00:54:15,401 You feel better now. 838 00:54:16,841 --> 00:54:18,601 I feel a lot better now. 839 00:54:49,041 --> 00:54:51,081 Hey. 840 00:54:51,161 --> 00:54:53,961 Excuse me? Excuse me? 841 00:54:55,481 --> 00:54:57,001 Hello? 842 00:54:58,041 --> 00:54:59,721 Excuse me? 843 00:55:09,761 --> 00:55:11,921 Oh, fuck. 844 00:55:15,161 --> 00:55:16,641 He knows. 845 00:55:16,721 --> 00:55:18,401 He's onto us. 846 00:55:20,681 --> 00:55:23,041 Can't believe that he's fucking onto us. 847 00:55:31,801 --> 00:55:35,001 He hath slipped from the net whom we chased. 848 00:55:36,081 --> 00:55:40,521 He hath escaped us who should be our prey. 849 00:55:40,601 --> 00:55:43,481 O'ermastered by slumber we sank, 850 00:55:44,481 --> 00:55:46,881 And our quarry hath stolen away. 851 00:55:57,321 --> 00:55:58,961 Zabek. 852 00:56:00,481 --> 00:56:02,761 He was creepy. 853 00:56:02,841 --> 00:56:04,961 - Creepy little man. - Slimy. 854 00:56:05,761 --> 00:56:08,041 Dumb. Like a lizard. 855 00:56:08,921 --> 00:56:11,161 Dan. 856 00:56:11,241 --> 00:56:13,801 What...a dickhead. 857 00:56:15,041 --> 00:56:17,641 He was a pig. A total pig. 858 00:56:17,721 --> 00:56:20,441 He just didn't have the balls. 859 00:56:21,961 --> 00:56:26,361 - Mm. Ella. - Poor leadership skills! 860 00:56:26,441 --> 00:56:29,361 - Cold-hearted bitch. - I agree. 861 00:56:29,441 --> 00:56:31,281 Done her. 862 00:56:31,361 --> 00:56:33,201 Very efficient with that one. 863 00:56:34,761 --> 00:56:37,041 Zac. 864 00:56:37,761 --> 00:56:39,201 I didn't speak to him much, 865 00:56:39,281 --> 00:56:42,001 but I could tell he was a gobshite. 866 00:56:43,241 --> 00:56:44,841 Total little twat. 867 00:56:44,921 --> 00:56:46,761 But it was a shame about Josh. 868 00:56:48,081 --> 00:56:49,521 Len. 869 00:56:50,521 --> 00:56:52,761 Len. 870 00:56:52,841 --> 00:56:54,721 Len. 871 00:57:04,761 --> 00:57:06,081 - Hi! - Hi. 872 00:57:06,161 --> 00:57:07,801 I was wondering if I could talk to you 873 00:57:07,881 --> 00:57:09,561 about Child Charity. 874 00:57:09,641 --> 00:57:11,641 It's a local organisation that is working 875 00:57:11,721 --> 00:57:13,321 for children living in poverty. 876 00:57:13,401 --> 00:57:15,361 - I already give to charity... - Do you? 877 00:57:15,441 --> 00:57:17,241 Which charities do you give to? 878 00:57:17,321 --> 00:57:19,681 - I do sponsored runs. - Oh, wow. 879 00:57:19,761 --> 00:57:21,361 You must be really fit. 880 00:57:21,441 --> 00:57:23,121 - Yeah. - I'm terrible. 881 00:57:23,201 --> 00:57:25,441 - I'm just, like, "Oh..." - OK. 882 00:57:26,441 --> 00:57:28,321 Yeah, so do you have five minutes? 883 00:57:28,401 --> 00:57:30,361 Not really. 884 00:57:30,441 --> 00:57:32,401 - Can I come in? - No. 885 00:57:32,481 --> 00:57:34,081 Do you have a toilet? 886 00:57:34,161 --> 00:57:36,241 You know I have a toilet. 887 00:57:36,921 --> 00:57:38,641 Can I use it? 888 00:57:42,001 --> 00:57:44,961 - It's upstairs. - Thanks. 889 00:57:45,041 --> 00:57:47,521 Erm... Great. Oh. 890 00:57:47,601 --> 00:57:49,281 Just in case I fall over. 891 00:57:49,361 --> 00:57:50,801 Oh, this is nice. 892 00:57:50,881 --> 00:57:52,681 Sports equipment everywhere! 893 00:57:55,881 --> 00:57:59,161 Sorry about that. I've got a bladder the size of a pea. 894 00:57:59,241 --> 00:58:02,321 I need to piss every 11 houses or something like that. 895 00:58:04,001 --> 00:58:05,601 What are you doing? 896 00:58:05,681 --> 00:58:07,921 I thought we could discuss your donations. 897 00:58:08,001 --> 00:58:09,601 I told you I already give to charity. 898 00:58:09,681 --> 00:58:11,161 Not to Child Charity, though. 899 00:58:11,241 --> 00:58:13,761 I couldn't give a fuck. I just want you out of my house. 900 00:58:14,961 --> 00:58:16,801 OK. 901 00:58:16,881 --> 00:58:19,121 If you don't care about children. 902 00:58:19,201 --> 00:58:21,521 For what it's worth, you're missing out 903 00:58:21,601 --> 00:58:23,321 on a really worthwhile cause. 904 00:58:23,401 --> 00:58:25,041 Yeah, I'll try and live with that. 905 00:58:25,121 --> 00:58:28,721 So I saw all the climbing pictures upstairs. 906 00:58:28,801 --> 00:58:30,401 So what? 907 00:58:30,481 --> 00:58:32,921 So I'm not leaving without what I came for. 908 00:58:33,561 --> 00:58:35,841 Ah, for fuck's sake! 909 00:58:37,921 --> 00:58:40,241 Let go, you crazy bitch! 910 00:59:01,121 --> 00:59:03,121 This is a farce. 911 00:59:07,321 --> 00:59:09,561 Are you fucking this up deliberately? 912 00:59:21,121 --> 00:59:22,921 What are you doing? 913 00:59:23,001 --> 00:59:25,561 Fucking hell. 914 00:59:29,681 --> 00:59:31,601 I've called the police. 915 00:59:31,681 --> 00:59:33,481 Shit. 916 00:59:33,561 --> 00:59:35,881 Better get on with it, then, hadn't I? 917 00:59:38,921 --> 00:59:41,201 - Stop doing that. - No. 918 00:59:48,561 --> 00:59:50,081 I'm gonna cut you. 919 00:59:50,161 --> 00:59:53,881 I told you I already give to loads of different charities. 920 00:59:53,961 --> 00:59:56,321 What do you think this is, some new initiative? 921 00:59:56,401 --> 00:59:59,201 You never know with charities these days. 922 00:59:59,281 --> 01:00:00,881 You can't trust anyone. 923 01:00:01,561 --> 01:00:05,361 Well, that is true. I mean, everyone's out for themselves. 924 01:00:05,441 --> 01:00:07,121 Ahh! 925 01:00:07,201 --> 01:00:08,561 You're insane. 926 01:00:08,641 --> 01:00:10,881 I am a working mother. 927 01:00:11,561 --> 01:00:15,001 It is not easy, meeting your kids' demands these days. 928 01:00:15,081 --> 01:00:17,641 Stop moving forward or I will hurt you. 929 01:00:17,721 --> 01:00:19,281 Tell me this, like, 930 01:00:19,361 --> 01:00:23,321 why do people pay for, like, sporting activities? 931 01:00:23,401 --> 01:00:26,121 - I mean, I just don't get it. - It makes you stronger. 932 01:00:26,201 --> 01:00:27,641 Does it, though? 933 01:00:27,721 --> 01:00:30,761 It's just like following an instructor 934 01:00:30,841 --> 01:00:32,881 like a bunch of sheep. 935 01:00:32,961 --> 01:00:34,961 It's kind of weak-minded. 936 01:00:35,041 --> 01:00:38,361 A load of people searching for a purpose. 937 01:00:38,441 --> 01:00:40,161 I've already got one. 938 01:00:43,921 --> 01:00:45,521 My baby. 939 01:00:47,201 --> 01:00:50,441 Oh! Oh, I'm... I'm really sorry. 940 01:00:50,521 --> 01:00:53,241 Are you OK? I'm... I'm... 941 01:01:02,721 --> 01:01:04,761 Do you know what really helps with pain? 942 01:01:05,521 --> 01:01:07,641 Erm...if you relax. 943 01:01:07,721 --> 01:01:10,321 So if you sort of do some breathing, like... 944 01:01:14,801 --> 01:01:17,241 Yeah, yeah, that's it. That's it. 945 01:01:17,321 --> 01:01:19,641 That's better, right? 946 01:01:24,201 --> 01:01:26,841 Shit. 947 01:01:26,921 --> 01:01:28,481 Shit! 948 01:01:38,441 --> 01:01:39,761 Fuck. 949 01:01:46,561 --> 01:01:49,241 Police! Is anyone there? 950 01:01:51,081 --> 01:01:53,121 Hello? 951 01:01:55,881 --> 01:01:58,041 Police! 952 01:02:07,361 --> 01:02:09,081 Get away. You're not helping. 953 01:02:15,481 --> 01:02:17,201 Agh! Ugh! 954 01:03:16,841 --> 01:03:19,241 What happened to your eye, Ruth? 955 01:03:19,321 --> 01:03:21,521 It's fine. I just knocked it. 956 01:03:23,641 --> 01:03:25,121 OK! 957 01:03:25,961 --> 01:03:29,561 Perfectly healthy little baby in there. 958 01:03:31,081 --> 01:03:34,241 So, we're not out to get you. 959 01:03:36,001 --> 01:03:37,681 What? 960 01:03:37,761 --> 01:03:41,241 Well, there's no bad fairy trying to put a curse on her. 961 01:03:45,601 --> 01:03:47,601 No, I don't think so. 962 01:03:49,961 --> 01:03:53,201 I would swap her to have him back. 963 01:03:54,681 --> 01:03:56,401 That's not an option. 964 01:03:56,481 --> 01:03:58,521 I know, but I wanted you to know that. 965 01:03:58,601 --> 01:04:01,001 OK, she can't hear you. 966 01:04:01,081 --> 01:04:03,881 That's not what the baby manual says. 967 01:04:03,961 --> 01:04:07,121 Well, but she can't understand English. 968 01:04:07,201 --> 01:04:09,721 She can. She's very articulate. 969 01:04:11,561 --> 01:04:13,841 Ruth, you missed your scan. 970 01:04:18,081 --> 01:04:20,841 I don't wanna know what's in there. I'm scared of her. 971 01:04:20,921 --> 01:04:23,721 I mean, I'm not even in control. 972 01:04:23,801 --> 01:04:28,081 It's like I'm some crap, banged-out car 973 01:04:28,161 --> 01:04:30,761 and she's driving - I'm just the vehicle. 974 01:04:30,841 --> 01:04:33,401 Honestly, it's like a hostile takeover. 975 01:04:34,201 --> 01:04:36,841 You missed your scan and that was a very important scan. 976 01:04:36,921 --> 01:04:39,881 - She could come early. - No. No, no, no, no. 977 01:04:39,961 --> 01:04:42,641 No, no, no. No. I need more time. 978 01:04:42,721 --> 01:04:45,081 She comes when she wants to come. 979 01:04:46,161 --> 01:04:49,121 I've held back on telling social services. 980 01:04:49,201 --> 01:04:51,681 I've put my job on the line, Ruth, for you. 981 01:05:00,161 --> 01:05:01,641 I'm really sorry about your loss 982 01:05:01,721 --> 01:05:04,161 and I know it's been very difficult for you. 983 01:05:06,561 --> 01:05:08,321 But you're going to be OK. 984 01:05:08,401 --> 01:05:10,401 And the baby's gonna be OK. 985 01:05:13,321 --> 01:05:15,441 I'm here to help you. 986 01:05:16,121 --> 01:05:17,801 What's going on? 987 01:05:17,881 --> 01:05:20,241 Whatever it is, it's got to stop. 988 01:05:59,601 --> 01:06:01,601 I can't do it, Matt. 989 01:06:07,441 --> 01:06:09,241 Make me do it. 990 01:06:14,121 --> 01:06:16,121 I don't know what to do. 991 01:06:57,761 --> 01:07:00,681 ..and reach over with the right. 992 01:07:01,441 --> 01:07:03,441 Stretch out that side. 993 01:07:04,441 --> 01:07:06,161 Keep your sitting bone on the floor 994 01:07:06,241 --> 01:07:07,721 to really create a stretch. 995 01:07:08,561 --> 01:07:10,921 Now an inhale. 996 01:07:11,681 --> 01:07:13,521 Arms up. 997 01:07:13,601 --> 01:07:16,241 Exhale, hands to heart centre. 998 01:07:18,041 --> 01:07:20,481 A couple of breaths here. 999 01:07:21,521 --> 01:07:23,241 Lovely. 1000 01:07:24,841 --> 01:07:27,001 Now for your favourite part. 1001 01:07:27,081 --> 01:07:29,721 Get down onto your backs for Shavasana. 1002 01:07:32,481 --> 01:07:35,881 I'd like you all to scrunch up your fists tight as you can. 1003 01:07:35,961 --> 01:07:37,841 Take all the tension in your body 1004 01:07:37,921 --> 01:07:39,921 and put it into your fists. 1005 01:07:40,001 --> 01:07:41,881 Hold that for five counts. 1006 01:07:42,681 --> 01:07:45,241 Five, four... 1007 01:07:45,321 --> 01:07:47,761 three, two... 1008 01:07:47,841 --> 01:07:49,001 one. 1009 01:07:49,081 --> 01:07:50,681 Release. 1010 01:07:51,721 --> 01:07:53,841 Let your whole body relax. 1011 01:07:55,081 --> 01:07:58,561 With that release, release all your worries. 1012 01:07:59,521 --> 01:08:02,041 Any concerns of what's to come. 1013 01:08:05,441 --> 01:08:07,081 And relax. 1014 01:08:23,961 --> 01:08:25,401 It's very important 1015 01:08:25,481 --> 01:08:28,201 to let the past stay in the past. 1016 01:08:36,161 --> 01:08:40,881 You have to decide what's right...and what's wrong. 1017 01:08:44,241 --> 01:08:45,841 I know what you did. 1018 01:08:46,761 --> 01:08:49,001 You betrayed me to that bitch. 1019 01:08:55,961 --> 01:08:57,441 Do you understand? 1020 01:08:58,401 --> 01:09:00,401 You can't shake me. 1021 01:09:03,401 --> 01:09:04,881 I'm fury. 1022 01:09:12,161 --> 01:09:13,601 I'm in you. 1023 01:09:13,681 --> 01:09:15,761 I'm in you. I'm in you. 1024 01:09:15,841 --> 01:09:18,321 I'm in you. I'm in you. 1025 01:09:18,401 --> 01:09:20,321 Look, Mummy. 1026 01:09:22,801 --> 01:09:24,361 Look! 1027 01:09:31,721 --> 01:09:33,361 Look. 1028 01:10:21,641 --> 01:10:23,721 I succumb to your will. 1029 01:10:25,921 --> 01:10:27,481 Baby knows best. 1030 01:10:31,361 --> 01:10:32,641 The instructor. 1031 01:10:32,721 --> 01:10:36,401 He tells people what to do. 1032 01:10:36,481 --> 01:10:38,801 But he won't control me. 1033 01:10:38,881 --> 01:10:41,761 I'm not his puppet on a string like all the others. 1034 01:10:42,561 --> 01:10:45,321 Look, how funny, he's going to a Halloween party. 1035 01:10:45,401 --> 01:10:47,441 "Dress to distress." 1036 01:10:47,521 --> 01:10:49,201 He won't need a costume. 1037 01:10:49,281 --> 01:10:51,281 He's already got blood on his hands. 1038 01:11:06,001 --> 01:11:08,201 Get on with it. 1039 01:11:08,281 --> 01:11:10,281 I'm doing it. 1040 01:11:11,321 --> 01:11:12,921 I can't go any faster. 1041 01:11:34,441 --> 01:11:36,481 Ground floor, please. 1042 01:11:36,561 --> 01:11:39,241 What did I say would happen? 1043 01:11:39,321 --> 01:11:43,161 If you don't do as I say, blood will be shed... 1044 01:11:43,881 --> 01:11:45,881 ..one way or another. 1045 01:12:00,601 --> 01:12:02,081 Monsters. 1046 01:12:08,721 --> 01:12:10,281 All of them. 1047 01:12:11,641 --> 01:12:12,841 Monsters. 1048 01:14:14,321 --> 01:14:17,281 No, no, no, that's not the deal. 1049 01:14:18,641 --> 01:14:20,681 I can't put her in the same position. 1050 01:14:20,761 --> 01:14:24,081 He was the only one who ever loved you. 1051 01:14:27,881 --> 01:14:31,441 If you loved him, finish the job. 1052 01:14:42,361 --> 01:14:43,881 It's an act of love. 1053 01:14:45,361 --> 01:14:47,561 It's all you have, isn't it? 1054 01:14:48,561 --> 01:14:50,761 What else is there? 1055 01:14:50,841 --> 01:14:54,401 No family, no faith, no friends. 1056 01:14:54,481 --> 01:14:56,481 No future. 1057 01:14:56,561 --> 01:15:00,921 Look at you. In love with the past. 1058 01:15:01,001 --> 01:15:04,001 Kill him. Or I kill you. 1059 01:15:13,081 --> 01:15:14,681 Jess! What...? 1060 01:15:15,721 --> 01:15:18,241 I thought I recognised you. 1061 01:15:19,761 --> 01:15:21,561 Oh, yeah, from that climbing centre. 1062 01:15:22,601 --> 01:15:24,521 This is what I really look like. 1063 01:15:24,601 --> 01:15:26,681 From the inquest. 1064 01:15:26,761 --> 01:15:29,001 - I knew it was you. - Oh, the inquest. 1065 01:15:31,721 --> 01:15:33,161 I didn't know... 1066 01:15:33,241 --> 01:15:35,481 You didn't know about this? 1067 01:15:35,561 --> 01:15:37,481 Not many people know. 1068 01:15:37,561 --> 01:15:39,241 I kept it quiet. 1069 01:15:39,321 --> 01:15:41,041 Did he know? 1070 01:15:42,441 --> 01:15:44,681 You're having a baby, aren't you? 1071 01:15:44,761 --> 01:15:46,441 Yeah, two months. 1072 01:15:48,321 --> 01:15:52,881 Yeah, you see, your baby was born of pleasure. 1073 01:15:54,041 --> 01:15:56,601 My baby is born of pain. 1074 01:15:58,001 --> 01:15:59,881 I found out on the day he died. 1075 01:15:59,961 --> 01:16:01,721 That's terrible. 1076 01:16:03,121 --> 01:16:04,601 You're grieving. 1077 01:16:04,681 --> 01:16:08,241 I'm not grieving! I'm gestating! 1078 01:16:08,321 --> 01:16:10,161 Fucking rage. 1079 01:16:13,081 --> 01:16:14,361 Look... 1080 01:16:15,401 --> 01:16:17,641 ..I went through this... 1081 01:16:17,721 --> 01:16:19,401 over and over again. 1082 01:16:20,441 --> 01:16:22,201 There was nothing else we could do. 1083 01:16:22,281 --> 01:16:23,521 We? 1084 01:16:24,881 --> 01:16:26,641 It was a group decision. 1085 01:16:27,361 --> 01:16:28,961 You were in charge, though. 1086 01:16:29,041 --> 01:16:31,201 I had to think of everyone. 1087 01:16:31,281 --> 01:16:33,721 It was a matter of life or death. 1088 01:16:34,721 --> 01:16:36,321 It was unavoidable. 1089 01:16:36,401 --> 01:16:37,921 It was easy! 1090 01:16:38,001 --> 01:16:41,201 - No. - You made a selfish decision 1091 01:16:41,281 --> 01:16:45,641 that suited all of you without a thought for anyone else, 1092 01:16:45,721 --> 01:16:48,561 and you got away with it, scot-free. 1093 01:16:48,641 --> 01:16:50,081 Who cut the cord? 1094 01:16:50,161 --> 01:16:51,961 I'm sorry. 1095 01:16:52,041 --> 01:16:56,041 Who cut the fucking cord? 1096 01:16:57,361 --> 01:16:59,881 - I'm sorry... - It's not good enough! 1097 01:17:02,881 --> 01:17:04,441 Not good enough. 1098 01:17:04,521 --> 01:17:06,121 Please. 1099 01:17:09,601 --> 01:17:11,681 This isn't helping anyone. 1100 01:17:14,041 --> 01:17:16,161 I spoke to him before he died. 1101 01:17:16,241 --> 01:17:17,681 What do you mean? 1102 01:17:17,761 --> 01:17:20,361 I know that things weren't great between you two. 1103 01:17:20,441 --> 01:17:22,521 I know that he was thinking about leaving you. 1104 01:17:22,601 --> 01:17:24,081 No! 1105 01:17:27,721 --> 01:17:29,521 Let me help you. 1106 01:17:29,601 --> 01:17:31,761 Jess! Let me help you. 1107 01:17:31,841 --> 01:17:33,601 Let me help you. 1108 01:17:45,361 --> 01:17:48,841 I am about to take my last voyage. 1109 01:17:50,041 --> 01:17:53,081 A great leap in the dark. 1110 01:18:41,681 --> 01:18:43,961 Good morning, Mummy. 1111 01:18:44,801 --> 01:18:47,601 We managed to collect your things for you. 1112 01:18:49,401 --> 01:18:51,161 She's just normal. 1113 01:18:51,241 --> 01:18:53,601 She's just a normal little baby. 1114 01:18:55,801 --> 01:18:58,121 Well, of course she is. I told you. 1115 01:18:58,201 --> 01:19:00,721 And you're just a normal mummy, too. 1116 01:19:06,441 --> 01:19:08,881 Look, I know the caesarean wasn't meant to happen, 1117 01:19:08,961 --> 01:19:12,561 but when it's life or death, we have to make that cut. 1118 01:19:13,241 --> 01:19:14,881 I understand that now. 1119 01:19:19,681 --> 01:19:23,121 Just be grateful you've got a happy, healthy little girl. 1120 01:19:25,401 --> 01:19:27,721 I know it wasn't in your birth plan, Ruth. 1121 01:19:28,601 --> 01:19:33,561 I hadn't really considered the birth in terms of the plans. 1122 01:19:34,561 --> 01:19:36,081 OK. 1123 01:19:37,201 --> 01:19:40,001 Well, we've got that far now, haven't we? 1124 01:19:40,081 --> 01:19:42,041 It's all change. 1125 01:19:42,121 --> 01:19:44,481 All about what is best for baby. 1126 01:19:48,281 --> 01:19:50,601 I've done some really terrible things. 1127 01:19:51,601 --> 01:19:54,041 I've done really bad things. I've got it all wrong. 1128 01:19:54,121 --> 01:19:57,001 Look, we all get it wrong. 1129 01:19:57,081 --> 01:19:58,721 Always. 1130 01:19:58,801 --> 01:20:00,201 It's fine. 1131 01:20:00,281 --> 01:20:02,441 You see. I thought I was doing it all for her, 1132 01:20:02,521 --> 01:20:06,081 but I wasn't, I was doing it for myself. 1133 01:20:06,761 --> 01:20:09,441 And I've only just realised that. 1134 01:20:09,521 --> 01:20:11,681 Cos she's not talking to me any more. 1135 01:20:15,681 --> 01:20:17,281 OK. 1136 01:20:19,121 --> 01:20:21,681 Well, I'm gonna go and get your health worker 1137 01:20:21,761 --> 01:20:24,401 and bring her in, and you can have a chat. 1138 01:20:24,481 --> 01:20:27,281 You can tell her how you're feeling. 1139 01:20:27,361 --> 01:20:30,001 And you can chat all this through with her. 1140 01:20:30,081 --> 01:20:31,961 How does that sound, Ruth? 1141 01:20:32,041 --> 01:20:33,441 OK. 1142 01:24:01,801 --> 01:24:03,881 Do What You Wanna Do 1143 01:24:18,321 --> 01:24:20,881 ♪ Everybody starts to pick on you 1144 01:24:22,281 --> 01:24:24,641 ♪ You just can't let them tell you what to do 1145 01:24:26,121 --> 01:24:28,841 ♪ You've only got one life, so live it cool 1146 01:24:30,201 --> 01:24:33,001 ♪ In this world of strife, you can't be a fool 1147 01:24:34,761 --> 01:24:37,401 ♪ Let nobody tell you what to do 1148 01:24:39,161 --> 01:24:41,441 ♪ You gotta be your judge and your jury too 1149 01:24:43,001 --> 01:24:45,521 ♪ Let nobody tell you what to do 1150 01:24:47,361 --> 01:24:49,801 ♪ You gotta be your judge and jury too 1151 01:24:49,881 --> 01:24:51,401 ♪ All right 1152 01:24:58,681 --> 01:25:01,281 ♪ Got to do your thing and let it all hang out 1153 01:25:02,601 --> 01:25:05,001 ♪ Got to really show them what it's all about 1154 01:25:06,521 --> 01:25:07,881 ♪ Move on up 1155 01:25:07,961 --> 01:25:09,441 ♪ Don't look around 1156 01:25:10,721 --> 01:25:13,241 ♪ People will always try to put you down 1157 01:25:13,321 --> 01:25:14,761 ♪ Down, down 1158 01:25:15,161 --> 01:25:17,521 ♪ Let nobody tell you what to do 1159 01:25:19,601 --> 01:25:21,721 ♪ You gotta be your judge and your jury too 1160 01:25:23,481 --> 01:25:25,921 ♪ Let nobody tell you what to do 1161 01:25:26,641 --> 01:25:27,761 ♪ Ah-ah 1162 01:25:27,841 --> 01:25:30,241 ♪ Gotta be your judge and your jury too 1163 01:25:30,321 --> 01:25:33,321 ♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah 1164 01:26:08,521 --> 01:26:10,761 ♪ Whoo 1165 01:26:17,881 --> 01:26:19,361 ♪ Do what you wanna 1166 01:26:20,081 --> 01:26:21,481 ♪ Yeah, yeah 1167 01:26:21,561 --> 01:26:23,361 ♪ Do what you wanna do 1168 01:26:24,561 --> 01:26:25,601 ♪ Gotta be your 1169 01:26:25,681 --> 01:26:27,201 ♪ Judge and your jury too 1170 01:26:27,881 --> 01:26:29,681 ♪ I'm gonna do, I'm gonna do 1171 01:26:29,761 --> 01:26:31,241 ♪ Do what you wanna do 1172 01:26:31,321 --> 01:26:33,521 ♪ I'm gonna do, yeah 1173 01:26:33,601 --> 01:26:35,241 ♪ Be your judge and your jury too 1174 01:26:35,321 --> 01:26:37,601 ♪ I'm gonna do 1175 01:26:37,681 --> 01:26:39,321 ♪ Do what you wanna do 1176 01:26:39,401 --> 01:26:40,641 ♪ Yeah, yeah 1177 01:26:41,481 --> 01:26:43,361 ♪ Be your judge and your jury too 1178 01:26:43,441 --> 01:26:45,601 ♪ I'm gonna do, yeah 1179 01:26:45,681 --> 01:26:47,401 ♪ Do what you wanna do 1180 01:26:49,281 --> 01:26:51,081 ♪ Be your judge and your jury too 1181 01:26:51,161 --> 01:26:53,521 ♪ Gotta do, gotta do, gotta do 1182 01:26:53,601 --> 01:26:55,361 ♪ Do what you wanna do 1183 01:27:56,441 --> 01:27:58,441 subtitles by Deluxe