1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Everyone is intimidated by a shark. Become a Card Shark AMERICASCARDROOM.COM 2 00:00:48,140 --> 00:00:50,188 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 3 00:01:04,860 --> 00:01:05,986 RACHEL: My husband used to tell me 4 00:01:06,060 --> 00:01:08,666 I have an overactive imagination. 5 00:01:08,740 --> 00:01:09,866 I can't help it. 6 00:01:11,140 --> 00:01:13,507 I mean, haven't you ever been on a train 7 00:01:13,580 --> 00:01:16,311 and wondered about the lives of the people who live near the tracks? 8 00:01:16,900 --> 00:01:19,426 The lives you've never lived. 9 00:01:20,620 --> 00:01:23,191 These are things I want to know. 10 00:01:25,780 --> 00:01:27,987 Twice a day, I sit in the third car from the front 11 00:01:28,060 --> 00:01:31,303 where I have the perfect view into my favorite house. 12 00:01:31,580 --> 00:01:33,150 Number 15 Beckett Road. 13 00:01:41,980 --> 00:01:44,062 I don't know when exactly. 14 00:01:44,140 --> 00:01:47,826 I suppose I started noticing her about a year ago, 15 00:01:48,260 --> 00:01:50,342 and gradually, as the months went past, 16 00:01:51,220 --> 00:01:53,621 she became important to me. 17 00:02:12,500 --> 00:02:14,741 I'm not the girl I used to be. 18 00:02:15,540 --> 00:02:18,749 I think people can see it on my face. 19 00:02:35,180 --> 00:02:36,670 She's what I lost. 20 00:02:38,580 --> 00:02:40,821 She's everything I want to be. 21 00:03:11,420 --> 00:03:14,071 (MAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ON PA) 22 00:03:16,940 --> 00:03:18,988 RACHEL: I imagine she's a painter. 23 00:03:22,060 --> 00:03:23,585 She's creative. 24 00:03:24,340 --> 00:03:26,627 He is a doctor or an architect. 25 00:03:27,220 --> 00:03:28,870 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 26 00:03:31,500 --> 00:03:33,104 He has a good laugh. 27 00:03:33,860 --> 00:03:35,385 She can't cook. 28 00:03:39,980 --> 00:03:42,790 I wonder what they say to each other before they go to sleep. 29 00:03:51,820 --> 00:03:53,709 Today, her name is Jess. 30 00:03:53,780 --> 00:03:57,102 Tomorrow, it could be Lisa or Amber. 31 00:03:57,460 --> 00:04:00,464 It all depends on the day. It depends on my mood. 32 00:04:03,660 --> 00:04:06,231 The truth is, I don't know her name. 33 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:10,868 I don't know if she paints or whether he has a good laugh. 34 00:04:12,180 --> 00:04:15,309 I just know they know love. 35 00:04:17,020 --> 00:04:19,990 Sometimes I catch myself trying to remember 36 00:04:20,060 --> 00:04:21,903 the last time I had meaningful contact 37 00:04:21,980 --> 00:04:23,425 with another person. 38 00:04:32,380 --> 00:04:35,987 I used to live two doors down, number 13 Beckett Road. 39 00:04:36,260 --> 00:04:37,944 (MAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) (CHUCKUNG) No! 40 00:04:38,020 --> 00:04:39,988 RACHEL: It was my first home. 41 00:04:40,540 --> 00:04:43,749 We bought it together. It was ours. 42 00:04:43,820 --> 00:04:45,390 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 43 00:04:48,020 --> 00:04:50,626 Every day I tell myself not to look. 44 00:04:54,100 --> 00:04:56,023 But then I look. 45 00:05:04,060 --> 00:05:05,141 WOMAN: Are you alone? 46 00:05:06,420 --> 00:05:09,185 RACHEL: Yeah. No. Come. It's all yours. 47 00:05:11,500 --> 00:05:12,581 Okay. 48 00:05:12,660 --> 00:05:14,628 Your baby's so cute. Oh, thank you. 49 00:05:14,700 --> 00:05:15,747 Hi, baby! 50 00:05:15,860 --> 00:05:17,066 Is it a boy? 51 00:05:17,140 --> 00:05:18,141 Yeah! 52 00:05:18,980 --> 00:05:21,187 So sweet! How old is he? 53 00:05:21,260 --> 00:05:23,228 Six months. Six months. 54 00:05:23,300 --> 00:05:24,381 (CLICKING TONGUE) 55 00:05:26,900 --> 00:05:28,390 So sweet. 56 00:05:29,460 --> 00:05:31,224 (BABY MOANING SOFTLY) 57 00:05:34,420 --> 00:05:35,421 WOMAN: Shh. 58 00:06:08,780 --> 00:06:13,149 MEGAN: A teacher once told me I was a mistress of self-reinvention. 59 00:06:13,220 --> 00:06:15,268 (WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 60 00:06:16,700 --> 00:06:19,829 MEGAN: I wasn't really sure what it meant at the time. 61 00:06:21,780 --> 00:06:24,351 But since moving here, I've come to understand it. 62 00:06:29,980 --> 00:06:32,711 Ardsley-on-Hudson is boring and routine. 63 00:06:34,940 --> 00:06:37,261 It's a fucking baby factory. 64 00:06:39,100 --> 00:06:41,501 I wanna start my life over again. 65 00:06:42,820 --> 00:06:46,711 So far, I've been a rebellious teenager, 66 00:06:48,620 --> 00:06:49,781 lover, 67 00:06:50,660 --> 00:06:52,310 waitress, 68 00:06:52,660 --> 00:06:54,628 gallery director, 69 00:06:56,220 --> 00:06:57,381 nanny, 70 00:06:59,700 --> 00:07:02,510 and a whore. 71 00:07:05,180 --> 00:07:07,467 And not necessarily in that order. 72 00:07:12,660 --> 00:07:15,231 I can't just be a wife anymore. 73 00:07:17,060 --> 00:07:20,826 That's why I stay awake at night, staring at the ceiling. 74 00:07:23,340 --> 00:07:27,186 In fact, the only time I feel like myself is when I'm running. 75 00:07:28,820 --> 00:07:31,346 ABDIC: You always felt that way? 76 00:07:34,500 --> 00:07:37,902 Maybe since I was about 17. 77 00:07:38,500 --> 00:07:40,104 ABDIC: Hmm. With Mac. 78 00:07:40,940 --> 00:07:42,021 ABDIC: Mac? 79 00:07:42,540 --> 00:07:43,905 Who's Mac? 80 00:07:44,580 --> 00:07:46,582 My brother's best friend. 81 00:07:47,780 --> 00:07:49,509 My brother who died. 82 00:07:53,260 --> 00:07:54,261 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 83 00:07:57,020 --> 00:07:59,466 I tend to smile when I'm nervous. 84 00:08:00,540 --> 00:08:02,542 Sometimes I laugh. 85 00:08:11,820 --> 00:08:15,586 For a year, Mac and I lived in this hunting cabin. 86 00:08:18,060 --> 00:08:19,744 We started fucking. 87 00:08:25,900 --> 00:08:28,141 We were the saddest people we knew. 88 00:08:29,380 --> 00:08:30,381 (SNIFFLES) 89 00:08:31,420 --> 00:08:34,151 But in a way, that cabin made us happy. 90 00:08:36,220 --> 00:08:38,029 No one could find us. 91 00:08:39,460 --> 00:08:41,667 Everyone thought we were dead. 92 00:08:41,740 --> 00:08:43,469 ABDIC: And if you were to run away today, 93 00:08:43,540 --> 00:08:45,747 right now, where would you go? 94 00:08:57,700 --> 00:08:59,941 I read once that when a train hits, 95 00:09:00,020 --> 00:09:01,351 it can rip the clothes right off of you. 96 00:09:10,820 --> 00:09:13,300 I'm pretty sure Scott thinks the nanny job 97 00:09:13,380 --> 00:09:15,303 is gonna make me less restless. 98 00:09:16,300 --> 00:09:18,462 Make me wanna get pregnant. 99 00:09:19,060 --> 00:09:20,903 And that's not the case? 100 00:09:22,740 --> 00:09:24,071 When I finish work every night, 101 00:09:24,140 --> 00:09:25,983 I run home and I get in the shower, 102 00:09:26,060 --> 00:09:29,462 and I wash the smell of that baby off of me as fast as I can. 103 00:09:33,660 --> 00:09:36,311 (WATER DRIPPING) 104 00:09:40,140 --> 00:09:41,141 (SOFTLY) Ah. 105 00:09:41,780 --> 00:09:44,226 When you woke up this morning, 106 00:09:44,300 --> 00:09:47,349 I went and I brought you back to bed with me. 107 00:09:47,820 --> 00:09:49,231 And when I was feeding you, 108 00:09:49,300 --> 00:09:52,588 we heard Daddy singing from the kitchen, didn't we? 109 00:09:54,260 --> 00:09:56,467 (SINGING) Happy birthday to you 110 00:09:56,820 --> 00:09:58,549 Happy birthday to you 111 00:09:58,780 --> 00:09:59,827 (CHUCKLES) 112 00:09:59,980 --> 00:10:03,223 Happy birthday, dear Anna 113 00:10:03,300 --> 00:10:05,780 Happy birthday to you 114 00:10:06,500 --> 00:10:09,743 Oh. Daddy came upstairs with a beautiful breakfast 115 00:10:09,820 --> 00:10:12,061 that he made for Mommy, didn't he? 116 00:10:12,180 --> 00:10:13,591 Yes, he did. 117 00:10:14,380 --> 00:10:16,667 Thank you, Megan. (GRUNTS) 118 00:10:17,140 --> 00:10:18,824 (IMITATES WHOOSHING) 119 00:10:20,140 --> 00:10:21,710 There you go. 120 00:10:22,660 --> 00:10:24,628 (EVIE COOS) MEGAN: Shh, Shh, shh. 121 00:10:29,820 --> 00:10:32,061 Ooh, hello. (CHUCKLES) 122 00:10:33,980 --> 00:10:35,869 (coos AND GRUNTS) (LAUGHS) 123 00:10:36,220 --> 00:10:39,269 I swear, I sometimes feel like my heart is gonna explode. 124 00:10:39,340 --> 00:10:42,184 I mean, look at her. (LAUGHS) Look at her! 125 00:10:42,260 --> 00:10:44,069 (TELEPHONE RINGING) (ANNA GASPS) 126 00:10:44,540 --> 00:10:46,542 (CHUCKLES) You're not sleeping! 127 00:10:46,620 --> 00:10:47,621 MEGAN: Hello? 128 00:10:47,700 --> 00:10:48,986 (WHISPERING) You're not sleeping. 129 00:10:50,540 --> 00:10:51,701 MEGAN: Hello? 130 00:10:52,820 --> 00:10:53,981 Hello? 131 00:10:54,220 --> 00:10:55,381 (LINE DISCONNECTS) 132 00:10:56,820 --> 00:10:58,231 Is that another hang-up? Mmm-hmm. 133 00:11:00,220 --> 00:11:01,346 ANNA: And grab the corners. 134 00:11:07,660 --> 00:11:08,661 And straight. 135 00:11:09,060 --> 00:11:10,710 I got another job. 136 00:11:11,060 --> 00:11:12,061 You what? 137 00:11:13,580 --> 00:11:14,991 I'm really sorry, Anna. 138 00:11:17,060 --> 00:11:18,346 I thought you were happy here. 139 00:11:18,420 --> 00:11:20,184 I mean, you seemed happy here. 140 00:11:20,260 --> 00:11:21,910 I am. 141 00:11:22,980 --> 00:11:25,062 It's just this isn't what I do. 142 00:11:25,900 --> 00:11:27,311 Take care of children? 143 00:11:28,340 --> 00:11:29,421 Or laundry. 144 00:11:31,220 --> 00:11:33,348 Another gallery headhunted me. 145 00:11:34,820 --> 00:11:35,821 (CHUCKLES) 146 00:11:35,900 --> 00:11:37,664 That's great. 147 00:11:37,740 --> 00:11:39,902 The thing is, it starts tomorrow. 148 00:11:41,260 --> 00:11:44,662 I'm out all day tomorrow. That is so uncool. 149 00:11:44,740 --> 00:11:46,822 I hate to leave you like this without childcare, 150 00:11:46,940 --> 00:11:48,590 but you don't have a job. 151 00:11:51,780 --> 00:11:53,782 Okay, that sounded wrong. 152 00:11:54,940 --> 00:11:56,908 I know that you're busy volunteering. 153 00:11:56,980 --> 00:11:59,187 It's not the volunteering. 154 00:11:59,260 --> 00:12:03,185 It's all the shopping, it's spending hours in the farmers' market, 155 00:12:03,260 --> 00:12:04,830 it's finding the right foods for her, 156 00:12:04,900 --> 00:12:06,186 it's pureeing sweet potatoes, 157 00:12:06,260 --> 00:12:08,467 and I do all of this at the same time 158 00:12:08,940 --> 00:12:10,351 as I'm nursing. 159 00:12:11,140 --> 00:12:13,029 Maybe you should go back to work, too. 160 00:12:13,700 --> 00:12:17,022 Mothers need to work. It's actually better for the kid. 161 00:12:17,100 --> 00:12:18,704 And how would you know? 162 00:12:22,300 --> 00:12:23,301 (KEYS JINGLE) 163 00:12:26,220 --> 00:12:27,460 Your key. 164 00:12:29,020 --> 00:12:31,910 There's no job more important than raising a child. 165 00:12:34,820 --> 00:12:36,310 Megan, please. 166 00:12:37,820 --> 00:12:38,821 (SIGHS) 167 00:12:46,900 --> 00:12:48,470 (KEYS JINGLE) 168 00:12:51,660 --> 00:12:52,946 (EVIE CRYING) (GROANS) 169 00:12:59,740 --> 00:13:00,901 Rachel! 170 00:13:00,980 --> 00:13:03,347 What are you doing? Give me my baby. 171 00:13:04,220 --> 00:13:05,585 Rachel, what are you doing? 172 00:13:10,900 --> 00:13:12,789 - TOM: Hello? - (DOOR OPENS) 173 00:13:17,180 --> 00:13:18,181 (GASPS SOFTLY) 174 00:13:21,420 --> 00:13:22,785 Thank you. 175 00:13:23,420 --> 00:13:24,865 Hmm. Beautiful. 176 00:13:29,220 --> 00:13:31,700 How many times has she texted you today? 177 00:13:32,380 --> 00:13:33,541 I don't know. 178 00:13:33,620 --> 00:13:35,748 She called the landline three times. 179 00:13:36,580 --> 00:13:37,581 Oh. 180 00:13:37,860 --> 00:13:38,907 You have to talk to her. 181 00:13:38,980 --> 00:13:39,947 I know. 182 00:13:40,020 --> 00:13:41,101 It's getting crazy. 183 00:13:41,220 --> 00:13:42,870 I will. I know, I know, I know. 184 00:13:43,700 --> 00:13:44,906 Okay. 185 00:13:44,980 --> 00:13:46,106 It's gonna be fine. 186 00:13:47,540 --> 00:13:48,985 Isn't it always fine? 187 00:13:49,060 --> 00:13:50,585 Don't I always make everything fine? 188 00:13:50,660 --> 00:13:52,025 (LAUGHING) Stop! 189 00:13:53,740 --> 00:13:55,629 Who gives a shit? It's your birthday. 190 00:13:55,700 --> 00:13:57,464 Are you sure you don't want me to take you out tonight? 191 00:13:57,540 --> 00:13:59,508 No, I like it at home. Call Megan. 192 00:13:59,580 --> 00:14:01,264 Ask her to come back. 193 00:14:04,420 --> 00:14:05,785 She just quit. 194 00:14:05,860 --> 00:14:07,305 She what? 195 00:14:07,380 --> 00:14:09,144 She just told me she got another job. 196 00:14:09,860 --> 00:14:10,861 Huh. 197 00:14:11,740 --> 00:14:12,741 Shame. 198 00:14:12,820 --> 00:14:14,663 I thought you guys were kind of a good team together. 199 00:14:15,540 --> 00:14:16,541 Mmm. 200 00:14:16,980 --> 00:14:18,266 So did I. 201 00:15:16,300 --> 00:15:18,302 (MEGAN BREATHING HEAVILY) 202 00:15:26,180 --> 00:15:27,466 (KEYBOARD CLACKING) 203 00:15:31,860 --> 00:15:33,191 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 204 00:15:46,020 --> 00:15:47,431 (LINE RINGING) 205 00:15:49,580 --> 00:15:51,105 TOM: (ON VOICEMAIL) Hey, it's Tom. Sorry I missed you. 206 00:15:51,180 --> 00:15:52,591 I'll get right back to you. (BEEPS) 207 00:15:53,500 --> 00:15:55,628 Hey, Tom. It's me. 208 00:15:55,700 --> 00:15:59,421 Uh, I just wanted to wish Momma a happy birthday. 209 00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:01,025 Happy birthday, Mom... CATHY: Rachel! 210 00:16:02,340 --> 00:16:03,626 Jesus. 211 00:16:05,940 --> 00:16:06,941 No,no,no. 212 00:16:07,020 --> 00:16:09,068 No, don't, Cathy. Please stop it. Relax. 213 00:16:09,140 --> 00:16:10,141 Cathy, come on! Relax! 214 00:16:10,220 --> 00:16:12,382 I just need some to go to sleep, that's all. 215 00:16:12,460 --> 00:16:15,384 I just need a little bit to go to sleep. 216 00:16:16,580 --> 00:16:17,911 What brought this on? 217 00:16:20,220 --> 00:16:23,429 He posted another picture of the baby. 218 00:16:23,500 --> 00:16:24,740 It was a cute picture. 219 00:16:24,820 --> 00:16:26,231 Yeah? Yup. 220 00:16:27,100 --> 00:16:30,707 Facebook and drunk ex-wives do not make good friends. (CHUCKLES) 221 00:16:31,420 --> 00:16:33,900 I got it. I got it. 222 00:16:34,020 --> 00:16:36,148 All right. Let's get you to your room. 223 00:16:40,500 --> 00:16:44,391 Rachel, you have to stop calling them, okay? 224 00:16:48,380 --> 00:16:50,621 I really appreciate this room. 225 00:16:51,180 --> 00:16:52,784 I do. 226 00:16:53,620 --> 00:16:55,349 I thought that I would just be here 227 00:16:55,420 --> 00:16:59,266 for a couple of weeks or months. 228 00:16:59,340 --> 00:17:00,865 Yeah, that was two years ago. 229 00:17:01,860 --> 00:17:02,861 (CHUCKLES) 230 00:17:04,380 --> 00:17:05,905 Get some sleep. 231 00:17:11,580 --> 00:17:12,581 (SWITCH CLICKS) 232 00:17:36,860 --> 00:17:39,261 IVF rarely works the first time. 233 00:17:40,580 --> 00:17:41,945 Would you like a moment? 234 00:17:43,780 --> 00:17:45,623 TOM: (SOFTLY) It's okay, sweetie. 235 00:17:46,340 --> 00:17:47,387 We're gonna try again. 236 00:17:47,460 --> 00:17:49,781 We can't afford to do it again. 237 00:17:52,140 --> 00:17:53,904 When we can, we will. 238 00:18:17,700 --> 00:18:19,225 (TRAIN RUMBLING) 239 00:19:00,420 --> 00:19:03,185 RACHEL: I wonder what she's looking at. 240 00:19:03,260 --> 00:19:05,911 Or if she even sees this train at all. 241 00:19:20,620 --> 00:19:21,701 Who is that man? 242 00:19:40,620 --> 00:19:41,985 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 243 00:19:48,740 --> 00:19:50,424 What is she doing? 244 00:20:00,180 --> 00:20:01,909 She's throwing it all away. 245 00:20:12,780 --> 00:20:14,748 (DRUM STICKS TAPPING RHYTHMICALLY) 246 00:20:34,780 --> 00:20:37,306 TOM: Anna, I fell asleep last night thinking of you. 247 00:20:37,380 --> 00:20:39,701 I dreamed about kissing the inside of your thighs 248 00:20:39,780 --> 00:20:41,862 and holding your breasts. 249 00:20:41,940 --> 00:20:44,068 God, I wish I was fucking you right now. 250 00:20:45,740 --> 00:20:47,868 Anna, I love you. 251 00:20:47,980 --> 00:20:49,903 I love you so much. 252 00:20:50,660 --> 00:20:54,710 RACHEL: When it happened to me, I found dozens of e-mails. 253 00:20:54,820 --> 00:20:58,222 Tom told her that he'd never felt like this before. 254 00:20:58,300 --> 00:21:01,747 He said it wouldn't be that much longer until they were together. 255 00:21:04,260 --> 00:21:07,821 I know what they say. You shouldn't check his e-mail. 256 00:21:09,020 --> 00:21:10,510 I was stupid. 257 00:21:11,460 --> 00:21:13,508 But when I, um... (SNIFFLES) 258 00:21:13,580 --> 00:21:15,742 When I saw it was from the realtor, 259 00:21:15,820 --> 00:21:18,505 I thought that it was just spam. 260 00:21:18,580 --> 00:21:22,107 And then I realized that they were kisses, not X's. 261 00:21:22,180 --> 00:21:25,502 And my husband was fucking a Century 21 agent. 262 00:21:25,580 --> 00:21:26,991 That sucks. it does. 263 00:21:27,060 --> 00:21:29,950 Her name was Anna Boyd and he was in love with her. 264 00:21:32,900 --> 00:21:34,584 Come here for one second. 265 00:21:35,860 --> 00:21:38,943 Say "Fuck you, Anna Boyd," but just yell it, all right? 266 00:21:39,020 --> 00:21:41,864 Fuck you, Anna Boyd! Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 267 00:21:43,540 --> 00:21:46,111 RACHEL: That bitch is living in my house. 268 00:21:47,020 --> 00:21:49,148 I picked everything in that house. I picked everything. 269 00:21:49,220 --> 00:21:52,861 I picked the dining table, the kitchen table. 270 00:21:52,940 --> 00:21:55,068 I wonder if she knows that I fucked Tom 271 00:21:55,140 --> 00:21:58,110 on the same table that her baby eats at. 272 00:21:58,180 --> 00:22:00,069 I just wanna tell her. 273 00:22:01,420 --> 00:22:03,468 I wish I could tell her. 274 00:22:03,540 --> 00:22:05,588 I picked everything in that house. 275 00:22:05,660 --> 00:22:07,708 I fucking picked everything in that house. 276 00:22:15,580 --> 00:22:18,470 I could never find the words to describe how I felt 277 00:22:18,540 --> 00:22:21,350 when I read that e-mail. 278 00:22:21,420 --> 00:22:24,822 But this morning, I did. 279 00:22:24,900 --> 00:22:26,265 I did. 280 00:22:27,060 --> 00:22:32,226 When I saw that woman kissing someone else, just... 281 00:22:33,580 --> 00:22:36,982 Betraying her husband, I felt... 282 00:22:37,060 --> 00:22:38,391 I felt it. 283 00:22:38,460 --> 00:22:41,464 I felt pure rage. 284 00:22:43,580 --> 00:22:45,821 (SOBBING) It was like something had been 285 00:22:45,900 --> 00:22:48,107 taken from me again. 286 00:22:48,780 --> 00:22:50,350 If I could... 287 00:22:50,420 --> 00:22:53,344 If I could, I'd just go to her house, 288 00:22:54,260 --> 00:22:58,549 and I'd go and find her sitting at the kitchen table, 289 00:22:58,620 --> 00:22:59,985 and I'd just... 290 00:23:00,060 --> 00:23:02,586 I'd wrap my hand in her long blonde hair 291 00:23:02,700 --> 00:23:04,065 and I'd jerk her head back. 292 00:23:04,140 --> 00:23:06,063 I'd just jerk it back, 293 00:23:06,140 --> 00:23:08,871 and then I'd pull her down to the ground, 294 00:23:08,940 --> 00:23:14,788 and I would just smash her head all over the floor! 295 00:23:15,940 --> 00:23:16,941 (SOBBING) 296 00:23:23,460 --> 00:23:25,428 (TRAIN CHUGGING) 297 00:23:26,820 --> 00:23:28,743 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 298 00:24:10,340 --> 00:24:12,263 RACHEL: Move! Get out of my way! 299 00:24:12,340 --> 00:24:13,341 Move! 300 00:25:07,380 --> 00:25:08,461 Hey! 301 00:25:09,980 --> 00:25:10,981 Hey! 302 00:25:23,180 --> 00:25:24,420 You whore! 303 00:25:44,980 --> 00:25:46,584 (RACHEL GROANS) 304 00:25:58,220 --> 00:25:59,870 TOM: (ON PHONE) Jesus Christ, Rachel. 305 00:26:00,020 --> 00:26:01,943 What the hell is wrong with you? (GROANS) 306 00:26:03,500 --> 00:26:06,106 I spent the past hour driving around looking for you. 307 00:26:07,740 --> 00:26:08,741 (TOM SCOFFS) 308 00:26:08,940 --> 00:26:10,385 You scared the shit out of Anna. 309 00:26:10,460 --> 00:26:11,507 Do you know that? 310 00:26:12,460 --> 00:26:14,462 She thought you were gonna... 311 00:26:15,140 --> 00:26:17,302 She wanted to call the police. So just... 312 00:26:21,020 --> 00:26:22,784 Leave us alone. 313 00:26:23,740 --> 00:26:25,424 You can ruin your own life if you want to, 314 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:28,071 but you're not gonna destroy ours. 315 00:26:28,140 --> 00:26:30,586 I'm not gonna protect you anymore. 316 00:26:34,020 --> 00:26:35,226 RACHEL: Oh, my God. 317 00:26:54,860 --> 00:26:55,907 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 318 00:26:55,980 --> 00:26:58,108 CATHY: Rachel? Open the door. 319 00:26:58,660 --> 00:27:01,106 Cathy, I just need a sec. 320 00:27:01,180 --> 00:27:02,750 Are you okay? 321 00:27:02,820 --> 00:27:04,709 Rachel, open the door. 322 00:27:05,540 --> 00:27:06,621 I have a stomach flu. 323 00:27:06,700 --> 00:27:08,623 Okay? I just... You don't have a flu. 324 00:27:08,700 --> 00:27:11,101 What the fuck, Rachel? 325 00:27:11,180 --> 00:27:12,341 I'm not stupid! 326 00:27:13,700 --> 00:27:15,623 Rachel! Cathy, just go away! 327 00:27:21,340 --> 00:27:22,341 (SNIFFLES) 328 00:27:26,380 --> 00:27:28,701 RACHEL: Come here for one second. Just one second. 329 00:27:29,700 --> 00:27:31,304 Say "Fuck you, Anna Boyd." 330 00:27:31,380 --> 00:27:33,587 Fuck you, Anna Boyd! Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 331 00:27:40,420 --> 00:27:41,660 You whore! 332 00:27:43,700 --> 00:27:44,701 (GRUNTS) 333 00:28:25,060 --> 00:28:26,505 (SCREAMING) 334 00:28:26,820 --> 00:28:27,901 No! 335 00:28:27,980 --> 00:28:28,981 (GASPS) 336 00:28:44,700 --> 00:28:49,228 MAN: Anyone counting days 1 to 90, who would like to share a day count? 337 00:28:49,380 --> 00:28:51,064 JASON: Hey, I'm Jason. I'm an alcoholic. ALL: Welcome, Jason. 338 00:28:51,140 --> 00:28:52,824 JASON: I've got 22 days back. 339 00:28:53,100 --> 00:28:54,545 (PEOPLE APPLAUDING) 340 00:28:57,220 --> 00:28:58,506 MAN: Anyone else? 341 00:29:04,820 --> 00:29:06,982 Hi. I'm Rachel and... 342 00:29:07,700 --> 00:29:09,304 MAN 1: Welcome, Rachel. MAN 2: Hi, Rachel. 343 00:29:09,780 --> 00:29:12,465 Thank you. This is day one, I suppose. 344 00:29:26,500 --> 00:29:27,501 RACHEL: Um... 345 00:29:29,820 --> 00:29:31,982 I'm here because I... 346 00:29:33,420 --> 00:29:34,831 Because l ... 347 00:29:36,660 --> 00:29:39,903 Because I woke up, um, covered in blood. 348 00:29:41,540 --> 00:29:45,750 And I had bruises all over my arm, um... 349 00:29:46,420 --> 00:29:47,421 (SNIFFLES) 350 00:29:47,500 --> 00:29:50,822 It's usually from when I've fallen and someone's helped me up. 351 00:29:54,180 --> 00:29:55,625 My husband... 352 00:29:56,500 --> 00:29:59,902 He used to tell me what I'd done the night before. 353 00:30:03,620 --> 00:30:07,181 And I learned when you wake up like that, you just say you're sorry. 354 00:30:10,900 --> 00:30:13,267 You just say you're sorry for what you did, 355 00:30:13,380 --> 00:30:15,621 and you're sorry for who you are, 356 00:30:15,700 --> 00:30:17,941 and you're never gonna do it again. 357 00:30:18,020 --> 00:30:20,261 But you do. You do it again. 358 00:30:21,780 --> 00:30:24,147 (SOBBING) And there's time missing. 359 00:30:26,100 --> 00:30:27,829 I need to remember. 360 00:30:30,060 --> 00:30:31,789 I need to remember. 361 00:30:33,580 --> 00:30:35,389 MAN: Okay. Thank you, Rachel. 362 00:30:35,460 --> 00:30:36,461 ALL: Thank you, Rachel. 363 00:30:37,620 --> 00:30:39,748 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 364 00:30:45,420 --> 00:30:48,026 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 365 00:30:52,940 --> 00:30:54,385 MARTHA: Right? It was that, um... 366 00:30:54,460 --> 00:30:55,791 The homeless thing. 367 00:30:55,860 --> 00:30:57,271 I don't remember what it was called. 368 00:30:57,380 --> 00:30:58,541 WOMAN: Oh, Safe Shelter. 369 00:30:58,620 --> 00:31:00,349 That was a tube top, right? 370 00:31:00,420 --> 00:31:01,751 WOMAN: Yep, it was. 371 00:31:02,500 --> 00:31:05,185 MARTHA: Why say, "Yes, I'm gonna go. 372 00:31:05,260 --> 00:31:07,501 "And I can't wait because it's fun to dress up." 373 00:31:07,580 --> 00:31:08,661 Then dress up. 374 00:31:08,740 --> 00:31:09,866 RACHEL: Do you like devil's eggs, Martha? 375 00:31:09,940 --> 00:31:11,863 Deviled eggs? Yeah, I do. 376 00:31:11,980 --> 00:31:12,981 Deviled eggs. 377 00:31:13,060 --> 00:31:14,221 MARTHA: Thank you for making them. 378 00:31:14,340 --> 00:31:16,024 (EXCLAIMING PLAYFULLY) (CHUCKLES) 379 00:31:16,100 --> 00:31:18,467 The classics. Do you wanna try one, anybody? 380 00:31:18,540 --> 00:31:20,429 Those go outside. I don't want the eggs with the dessert. 381 00:31:20,500 --> 00:31:22,502 It doesn't fucking matter where they go, okay? 382 00:31:22,580 --> 00:31:24,867 So do you wanna put them here? Do you want them with your hot dogs? 383 00:31:24,940 --> 00:31:27,227 Or you can put a couple with your quinoa if you want to. 384 00:31:27,300 --> 00:31:29,223 Do you wanna put them with your other salad and your corn? 385 00:31:29,340 --> 00:31:30,865 TOM: Rachel. Put a couple on the wall... 386 00:31:31,060 --> 00:31:32,107 (GASPS) TOM: Rachel! 387 00:31:32,580 --> 00:31:34,901 I'm fine, Tom! Stop it. 388 00:31:34,980 --> 00:31:36,823 You didn't back me up. You never have my back. 389 00:31:36,900 --> 00:31:38,629 You never have my back. 390 00:31:38,700 --> 00:31:40,782 That's my boss's wife. 391 00:31:40,860 --> 00:31:42,191 Probably got me fired back there. 392 00:31:42,300 --> 00:31:44,268 I don't give a fuck. I'm your wife. 393 00:31:44,340 --> 00:31:46,069 I'm your wife and you never... Rachel. 394 00:31:46,180 --> 00:31:47,545 You never fucking support me. 395 00:31:47,620 --> 00:31:48,906 Rachel, please stop it! 396 00:31:48,980 --> 00:31:51,267 Hey, come on! I need you to focus here. 397 00:31:51,380 --> 00:31:53,542 Don't fucking talk to me like that! Relax! 398 00:31:56,780 --> 00:31:58,350 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 399 00:32:08,900 --> 00:32:10,425 Rachel. There you are. Cathy, I'm sorry. 400 00:32:10,500 --> 00:32:12,025 I need to get my shit together. 401 00:32:14,220 --> 00:32:15,551 RILEY: You must be Ms. Watson. 402 00:32:16,420 --> 00:32:19,230 I'm Detective Riley. This is Detective Gaskill. 403 00:32:19,420 --> 00:32:21,104 We need to ask you a few questions. 404 00:32:21,180 --> 00:32:22,944 What's this about? 405 00:32:23,460 --> 00:32:24,871 Wanna sit down? 406 00:32:29,380 --> 00:32:32,782 Can you tell me where you were Friday night? 407 00:32:36,700 --> 00:32:40,671 I was at work in the city, and then... 408 00:32:42,660 --> 00:32:44,947 And then I went to visit my husband. 409 00:32:45,020 --> 00:32:46,545 You mean your ex-husband? 410 00:32:48,500 --> 00:32:51,788 Yeah. So I got off the train at Ardsley-on-Hudson, 411 00:32:54,140 --> 00:32:56,586 and then I decided that it was a bad idea. 412 00:32:56,660 --> 00:32:58,822 Around what time did you reach that conclusion? 413 00:32:59,660 --> 00:33:01,549 I was back here by 11:00. 414 00:33:02,820 --> 00:33:04,424 Yeah. Yeah. 415 00:33:05,620 --> 00:33:07,622 On your way back here, did you stop anywhere? 416 00:33:09,700 --> 00:33:10,667 No. 417 00:33:10,740 --> 00:33:13,311 And what time did you take the train there? 418 00:33:13,380 --> 00:33:14,620 Um, 6200. 419 00:33:14,700 --> 00:33:18,466 So, what'd you do during those hours in Ardsley, 420 00:33:18,540 --> 00:33:20,383 if you weren't seeing your ex-husband? 421 00:33:29,460 --> 00:33:32,031 Do you remember seeing this woman? 422 00:33:32,100 --> 00:33:34,865 She worked for your ex-husband. 423 00:33:34,940 --> 00:33:36,669 She's gone missing. 424 00:33:36,740 --> 00:33:38,071 What do you mean she's missing? 425 00:33:38,140 --> 00:33:40,063 Her husband said she never came back home 426 00:33:40,140 --> 00:33:43,064 the same night you got off the train in Ardsley-on-Hudson. 427 00:33:45,340 --> 00:33:46,421 I was just... 428 00:33:46,500 --> 00:33:48,502 Do you know Megan Hipwell? No! 429 00:33:48,580 --> 00:33:51,231 Did you see her? (STUTTERING) No, I don't think so. 430 00:33:51,300 --> 00:33:53,223 Is that because you were inebriated? 431 00:33:54,780 --> 00:33:57,181 Just to clarify, you said you were at work Friday? 432 00:33:57,260 --> 00:34:00,469 Are you referring to your job in public relations? 433 00:34:00,540 --> 00:34:01,701 Right. 434 00:34:01,780 --> 00:34:04,351 It's my understanding you were fired from that job over a year ago 435 00:34:04,420 --> 00:34:07,071 because of your drinking problem. 436 00:34:20,020 --> 00:34:22,341 Okay. That's enough for now. 437 00:34:25,940 --> 00:34:29,547 If you're able to remember anything else, give us a call. 438 00:34:31,700 --> 00:34:33,350 CATHY: Did you really get fired? 439 00:34:34,220 --> 00:34:36,348 Look, I didn't want you to worry that I couldn't pay the rent. 440 00:34:36,420 --> 00:34:39,503 If you don't have a job, then what do you do every day? 441 00:34:41,980 --> 00:34:44,221 (STAMMERING) I ride the train. 442 00:34:44,300 --> 00:34:45,381 You what? 443 00:34:45,460 --> 00:34:48,225 I ride the train to New York and back. 444 00:34:49,340 --> 00:34:52,981 That's what your alimony's paying for? Tickets to nowhere? 445 00:34:54,220 --> 00:34:56,382 That's really fucking weird, Rachel. 446 00:34:56,460 --> 00:34:57,825 Okay, Okay- 447 00:35:01,180 --> 00:35:02,227 (STAMMERING) 448 00:35:02,300 --> 00:35:06,589 I got on the train, and then I got off the train. 449 00:35:06,660 --> 00:35:09,027 I don't know. It's very unclear. 450 00:35:09,100 --> 00:35:10,989 You don't remember anything, do you? 451 00:35:12,980 --> 00:35:16,951 I read about this man in Long Island who blacked out. 452 00:35:17,700 --> 00:35:19,429 He left a bar... 453 00:35:19,500 --> 00:35:21,423 (VOICE FADING) ...drove to the house that he'd grown up in, 454 00:35:21,500 --> 00:35:23,468 stabbed its occupants to death. 455 00:35:24,380 --> 00:35:26,951 He woke up the next morning oblivious to what he did, 456 00:35:27,020 --> 00:35:28,067 until the police came to get him. 457 00:35:28,140 --> 00:35:29,107 Rachel! 458 00:35:29,180 --> 00:35:30,511 What? What? 459 00:35:30,580 --> 00:35:32,469 You have to leave. 460 00:35:32,540 --> 00:35:34,269 I can't do this anymore. I'll give you a few weeks... 461 00:35:34,340 --> 00:35:35,466 Hold on. 462 00:35:36,060 --> 00:35:37,186 Hold on. 463 00:35:38,220 --> 00:35:39,790 Detective Riley? 464 00:35:39,860 --> 00:35:40,941 Yeah, I agree with you. 465 00:35:41,020 --> 00:35:42,749 Detective Riley? 466 00:35:42,820 --> 00:35:47,144 I saw someone with Megan Hipwell, but not on Friday night. 467 00:35:48,740 --> 00:35:51,346 She was having an affair. She had a lover. 468 00:35:51,420 --> 00:35:52,467 That's what I'm trying to tell you. 469 00:35:52,540 --> 00:35:53,951 I thought you didn't know her. 470 00:35:54,020 --> 00:35:55,829 No. But I saw her. 471 00:35:55,900 --> 00:35:57,026 You saw her where? 472 00:35:57,140 --> 00:35:58,301 I saw her from the train. 473 00:35:58,380 --> 00:36:00,542 She was standing on the deck with this man. 474 00:36:00,660 --> 00:36:02,549 With her husband, Scott Hipwell? No. 475 00:36:02,620 --> 00:36:03,781 It wasn't him. 476 00:36:03,860 --> 00:36:06,591 This man was different and they were kissing. 477 00:36:07,420 --> 00:36:10,185 Wow. That's pretty coincidental, isn't it? 478 00:36:11,220 --> 00:36:13,348 You just happen to be on a train at the same exact moment 479 00:36:13,420 --> 00:36:15,502 that a woman you don't know, but somehow recognize 480 00:36:15,580 --> 00:36:16,945 is cheating on her husband? 481 00:36:17,020 --> 00:36:18,146 I know it sounds crazy. 482 00:36:18,220 --> 00:36:23,306 Neighbors saw a drunk woman in the vicinity of her house Friday night. 483 00:36:23,380 --> 00:36:26,224 Megan Hipwell does bear a resemblance to Anna Watson. 484 00:36:28,220 --> 00:36:30,666 Mrs. Watson reported that you go to their house 485 00:36:30,740 --> 00:36:31,980 sometimes uninvited 486 00:36:32,060 --> 00:36:35,746 and that on one occasion, you actually broke in and took their child. 487 00:36:37,060 --> 00:36:39,666 Let me give you some advice. 488 00:36:39,740 --> 00:36:41,344 Don't go back to Beckett Road. 489 00:36:41,420 --> 00:36:43,661 Don't contact your ex-husband. 490 00:36:43,740 --> 00:36:46,505 Don't go anywhere near Anna Watson or her baby. 491 00:36:46,580 --> 00:36:47,661 Are you listening to me? 492 00:36:47,740 --> 00:36:48,901 Yes. 493 00:36:50,060 --> 00:36:52,506 You don't live there anymore. 494 00:36:53,420 --> 00:36:54,785 Stay away. 495 00:37:04,100 --> 00:37:06,262 MEGAN: You know, I lie all the time. 496 00:37:09,780 --> 00:37:11,350 I lie to Scott. 497 00:37:11,420 --> 00:37:12,990 I lie to you. 498 00:37:14,900 --> 00:37:17,631 I mean, I know that's not the point of therapy, 499 00:37:19,460 --> 00:37:21,622 but l have to keep things vague. 500 00:37:22,540 --> 00:37:26,625 Jumble up all the men, the exes, the lovers. 501 00:37:29,500 --> 00:37:31,070 It doesn't matter who they are. 502 00:37:31,140 --> 00:37:33,507 It matters how they make me feel. 503 00:37:34,780 --> 00:37:36,145 (SNIFFLES) 504 00:37:41,940 --> 00:37:44,261 Lying is like taking a trip. 505 00:37:50,780 --> 00:37:52,828 It's like having a secret. 506 00:37:54,100 --> 00:37:57,343 It's like touching yourself and no one else knows. 507 00:38:02,060 --> 00:38:04,188 (HEAVY BREATHING) 508 00:38:06,340 --> 00:38:07,705 Except you. 509 00:38:08,500 --> 00:38:10,821 ABDIC: But you're just pretending. 510 00:38:14,500 --> 00:38:17,185 You're just pretending to touch yourself. 511 00:38:27,060 --> 00:38:28,425 Scott's possessive. 512 00:38:29,100 --> 00:38:30,340 Jealous. 513 00:38:32,820 --> 00:38:34,549 He likes to own me. 514 00:38:37,460 --> 00:38:39,781 He figures out all my passwords. 515 00:38:43,060 --> 00:38:44,744 Which is kind of sexy. 516 00:38:51,500 --> 00:38:53,980 So, when I came home last night, 517 00:38:55,060 --> 00:38:58,223 Scott was on my laptop, wondering why... 518 00:38:58,300 --> 00:38:59,904 Scott's behavior is not normal. 519 00:39:02,060 --> 00:39:04,108 It's a form of emotional abuse. 520 00:39:06,780 --> 00:39:08,544 Are you ever afraid of Scott? 521 00:39:10,780 --> 00:39:12,305 It's not abuse. 522 00:39:13,620 --> 00:39:15,941 Not if you don't care, and I don't. 523 00:39:16,540 --> 00:39:18,861 Maybe it's become a normal state for you. 524 00:39:22,140 --> 00:39:24,461 Is it normal I think about you all the time? 525 00:39:34,940 --> 00:39:36,305 RACHEL: "Almost exactly a week ago, 526 00:39:36,380 --> 00:39:40,430 "Megan Hipwell walked out of number 15 Beckett Road and disappeared. 527 00:39:40,500 --> 00:39:41,786 "No one has seen her since. 528 00:39:42,260 --> 00:39:46,345 "Neither her phone nor her bank cards have been used since Friday." 529 00:39:55,500 --> 00:39:56,911 "A wonderful woman, 530 00:39:56,980 --> 00:39:59,824 "an intensely private person with a warm heart. 531 00:40:01,420 --> 00:40:03,149 "She lost a brother when she was 16, 532 00:40:03,260 --> 00:40:05,945 "and both her parents died a few years ago. 533 00:40:09,380 --> 00:40:11,951 "Scott Hipwell urges anyone with information 534 00:40:12,060 --> 00:40:13,550 "to please come forward." 535 00:40:28,420 --> 00:40:29,751 You Megan's friend? 536 00:40:29,820 --> 00:40:31,629 RACHEL: Yes. Rachel. 537 00:40:31,700 --> 00:40:32,747 Come in. 538 00:40:37,540 --> 00:40:38,666 Do you want a coffee? 539 00:40:38,740 --> 00:40:40,026 Uh, sure. Thank you. 540 00:40:45,300 --> 00:40:46,711 Sorry, it's a mess. 541 00:40:47,900 --> 00:40:50,267 I've been hunting for her social, her birth certificate. 542 00:40:50,780 --> 00:40:51,827 The cops need a lot. 543 00:40:56,020 --> 00:40:57,306 Have we met somewhere before? 544 00:40:58,180 --> 00:40:59,511 (STAMMERING) I don't think so. 545 00:40:59,580 --> 00:41:00,866 And you know Megan from... 546 00:41:01,340 --> 00:41:02,671 Uh, from the gallery. 547 00:41:02,860 --> 00:41:04,021 Oh, you're an artist? 548 00:41:04,180 --> 00:41:06,342 Uh, well, I like to think so. 549 00:41:12,700 --> 00:41:14,225 So you said on the phone you wanted to tell me 550 00:41:14,300 --> 00:41:16,029 something about Megan. 551 00:41:18,580 --> 00:41:20,105 What did you wanna tell me? 552 00:41:22,020 --> 00:41:27,868 I saw your wife with someone on Friday morning. 553 00:41:27,940 --> 00:41:29,101 With who? 554 00:41:29,660 --> 00:41:32,311 She was up there on your porch. 555 00:41:32,380 --> 00:41:33,586 Um... 556 00:41:33,660 --> 00:41:38,029 I saw her from the train, because I commute to Manhattan every day 557 00:41:38,100 --> 00:41:40,228 and I go straight past here. 558 00:41:46,820 --> 00:41:47,821 She kissed him. 559 00:41:50,740 --> 00:41:52,265 They were kissing. 560 00:41:56,860 --> 00:41:59,784 I'm sorry. I know this is a terrible thing to hear. 561 00:42:02,500 --> 00:42:03,581 Yeah. 562 00:42:05,780 --> 00:42:07,589 I know how it feels. 563 00:42:09,220 --> 00:42:10,221 Huh. 564 00:42:11,060 --> 00:42:12,903 What did he look like? 565 00:42:15,780 --> 00:42:16,781 (STAMMERS) 566 00:42:17,740 --> 00:42:20,664 He was average height. He had dark hair. 567 00:42:22,060 --> 00:42:24,188 And they were out there on the porch? 568 00:42:24,260 --> 00:42:25,386 Yes. 569 00:42:31,580 --> 00:42:32,581 (EXHALES) 570 00:42:32,780 --> 00:42:33,906 Fuck! 571 00:42:39,340 --> 00:42:40,341 (CLATTERING) 572 00:42:41,020 --> 00:42:42,226 Fuck. 573 00:42:47,700 --> 00:42:49,782 Oh, no, no, no. Thank you. 574 00:42:53,460 --> 00:42:54,791 Okay, sure. 575 00:43:00,580 --> 00:43:02,150 It could... I don't know. 576 00:43:02,220 --> 00:43:03,426 Maybe it's a good thing. 577 00:43:05,020 --> 00:43:07,148 Could mean she's all right. 578 00:43:07,700 --> 00:43:08,701 (CHUCKLES) 579 00:43:08,820 --> 00:43:10,470 She just ran off with someone. 580 00:43:10,540 --> 00:43:11,746 Right. 581 00:43:19,100 --> 00:43:20,386 Has she talked to you? 582 00:43:20,980 --> 00:43:23,745 Oh, no. Um, I haven't heard anything. 583 00:43:23,820 --> 00:43:26,107 You know her well enough to know where we live. 584 00:43:26,180 --> 00:43:27,989 Megan doesn't have many friends. 585 00:43:29,980 --> 00:43:33,143 Well, I used to live nearby, and, um, she and l... 586 00:43:33,260 --> 00:43:34,785 We took... We took... 587 00:43:34,860 --> 00:43:37,306 We took Pilates together. 588 00:43:37,380 --> 00:43:41,351 I think I should go. I feel like I've taken up too much of your time. 589 00:43:41,420 --> 00:43:45,550 So sorry to have had to tell you that in that way... 590 00:43:45,620 --> 00:43:46,621 Hey- 591 00:43:48,980 --> 00:43:51,142 Do you think you'd recognize him again if you saw him? 592 00:43:52,380 --> 00:43:53,541 I don't know. 593 00:43:54,900 --> 00:43:56,789 There's a guy. A therapist. 594 00:43:58,460 --> 00:44:01,703 His name's, um, Abdic... 595 00:44:04,860 --> 00:44:07,147 Um, Kamal Abdic. 596 00:44:12,060 --> 00:44:13,710 Is that who you saw? 597 00:44:15,220 --> 00:44:17,302 I don't know. I really can't tell. 598 00:44:18,260 --> 00:44:20,911 She spends a lot of fucking time with her shrink. 599 00:44:34,900 --> 00:44:35,947 RACHEL'. That's him. 600 00:44:36,020 --> 00:44:37,909 I remember. That's him. 601 00:44:39,060 --> 00:44:40,141 I remember. That's him. 602 00:44:51,220 --> 00:44:52,665 I'm sorry. 603 00:44:52,740 --> 00:44:54,105 MEGAN: Where are you? 604 00:44:54,820 --> 00:44:57,107 Where are you? 605 00:44:57,220 --> 00:44:58,506 Where are you? 606 00:45:01,140 --> 00:45:02,585 Where are you? 607 00:45:07,060 --> 00:45:08,391 (MEGAN MOANING) 608 00:45:35,980 --> 00:45:37,311 Stay away from me. 609 00:45:37,940 --> 00:45:39,226 MEGAN: (CRYING) This is so stupid. 610 00:45:40,060 --> 00:45:43,143 He makes every conversation about getting pregnant. 611 00:45:44,060 --> 00:45:46,108 And every time we go there... 612 00:45:46,180 --> 00:45:47,420 Where? 613 00:45:47,900 --> 00:45:49,504 To that subject. 614 00:45:50,980 --> 00:45:52,470 What subject? 615 00:45:55,420 --> 00:45:56,581 Megan? 616 00:45:57,660 --> 00:45:58,707 What subject? 617 00:46:16,820 --> 00:46:18,060 It's okay. 618 00:46:18,140 --> 00:46:19,141 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 619 00:46:21,220 --> 00:46:22,221 Megan. 620 00:46:23,060 --> 00:46:24,107 (SCREAMING) 621 00:46:28,740 --> 00:46:29,901 Megan. 622 00:46:30,020 --> 00:46:31,510 (MEGAN SNIFFLING) 623 00:46:32,580 --> 00:46:34,469 All right, Megan. 624 00:46:38,580 --> 00:46:40,582 We shouldn't. 625 00:46:40,700 --> 00:46:41,701 No. 626 00:46:42,660 --> 00:46:43,661 Megan. 627 00:46:45,860 --> 00:46:48,511 Don't make it impossible for us to work together. 628 00:46:56,460 --> 00:46:58,349 Megan, I could lose my practice. 629 00:47:00,860 --> 00:47:02,100 I don't give a fuck! 630 00:47:02,220 --> 00:47:04,791 I don't give a fuck about your fucking practice! 631 00:47:07,060 --> 00:47:08,141 I don't give a... 632 00:47:08,260 --> 00:47:09,910 (SPEAKING IN OTHER LANGUAGE) 633 00:47:22,540 --> 00:47:25,510 RACHEL: Dr. Kamal Abdic has been brought in for questioning 634 00:47:25,620 --> 00:47:28,749 on the disappearance of Ardsley-on-Hudson resident, Megan Hipwell. 635 00:47:29,340 --> 00:47:33,186 He was, according to sources, Mrs. Hipwell's psychiatrist. 636 00:47:36,300 --> 00:47:39,986 For the first time in ages, I have purpose. 637 00:47:43,020 --> 00:47:45,068 Or at least I have a distraction. 638 00:47:47,220 --> 00:47:50,508 I want Megan to show up safe and sound. I do. 639 00:47:51,820 --> 00:47:53,026 Yeah! (CELL PHONE CHIMES) 640 00:47:56,220 --> 00:47:57,710 Just not quite yet. 641 00:48:05,940 --> 00:48:07,021 Hi. 642 00:48:07,660 --> 00:48:09,230 What's wrong? 643 00:48:09,300 --> 00:48:11,029 SCOTT: Abdic's been released. 644 00:48:11,100 --> 00:48:12,864 What? 645 00:48:12,940 --> 00:48:14,510 There wasn't enough evidence. 646 00:48:14,580 --> 00:48:16,821 And because I'm the one that got him arrested, he talked. 647 00:48:16,900 --> 00:48:18,743 A lot. 648 00:48:18,820 --> 00:48:20,822 They'll build a case against him. 649 00:48:20,900 --> 00:48:22,504 It'll just take some time. 650 00:48:22,580 --> 00:48:24,821 Are you totally sure he's the guy you saw Megan with? 651 00:48:24,900 --> 00:48:26,026 Yes. 652 00:48:27,900 --> 00:48:29,550 You sure as fuck better be. 653 00:48:29,620 --> 00:48:30,860 I don't understand. 654 00:48:30,940 --> 00:48:32,351 The police think I did it. 655 00:48:32,420 --> 00:48:33,387 Yeah, but he's the one... 656 00:48:33,460 --> 00:48:35,224 He told them Megan's miserable. 657 00:48:35,300 --> 00:48:38,144 That I'm a jealous, controlling husband. 658 00:48:38,980 --> 00:48:42,302 I'm sure that they're just trying to rule you out. 659 00:48:42,380 --> 00:48:44,621 Abdic told them I'm abusive. 660 00:48:45,700 --> 00:48:49,147 When she walked out, I didn't go after her. 661 00:48:50,220 --> 00:48:52,541 I never called to check on her. 662 00:48:54,340 --> 00:48:56,308 I went to a sports bar for fuck's sake. 663 00:48:56,380 --> 00:48:57,620 Got drunk. 664 00:48:57,700 --> 00:49:00,909 No. We just need to find more evidence on Abdic. 665 00:49:00,980 --> 00:49:03,142 I've spent the whole day going through her stuff. 666 00:49:03,220 --> 00:49:05,063 There's no e-mails, there's nothing. 667 00:49:05,140 --> 00:49:06,983 No letters, no e-mails. 668 00:49:07,060 --> 00:49:08,346 Nothing. 669 00:49:09,540 --> 00:49:11,907 For a second, l thought about contacting Abdic myself. 670 00:49:14,180 --> 00:49:15,341 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 671 00:49:15,420 --> 00:49:17,024 Fucking phone won't stop! 672 00:49:18,540 --> 00:49:22,022 This is Scott. Yeah, yeah. Hold on. Hold on. 673 00:49:22,540 --> 00:49:23,780 Do you mind? 674 00:49:37,340 --> 00:49:38,341 ANNA: Oh! 675 00:49:52,620 --> 00:49:54,145 Rachel, no. 676 00:49:54,220 --> 00:49:55,221 Ann, get in the house. 677 00:50:04,580 --> 00:50:06,787 (STUTTERING) Your wife hit me on Friday night. 678 00:50:06,900 --> 00:50:08,390 No. What are you talking about? Yes. 679 00:50:08,460 --> 00:50:10,349 Yes, you did. Yes, you did! 680 00:50:10,420 --> 00:50:13,549 And then she... She got in your car. 681 00:50:14,100 --> 00:50:16,580 No. She said you yelled at her that night. 682 00:50:16,660 --> 00:50:18,025 No. That is not what happened. 683 00:50:18,100 --> 00:50:20,865 She was in the tunnel and she hit me. 684 00:50:20,940 --> 00:50:22,510 I don't wanna argue on the street. 685 00:50:22,580 --> 00:50:23,991 It's the middle of the day and you're drunk. 686 00:50:24,060 --> 00:50:25,789 Look, I'm not drunk, Tom. 687 00:50:29,100 --> 00:50:30,704 My wife is scared of you. 688 00:50:30,780 --> 00:50:32,020 Of What? 689 00:50:33,820 --> 00:50:36,221 I don't even know if that's a joke or not. 690 00:50:36,340 --> 00:50:38,388 Let's start with child abduction. That's bullshit. 691 00:50:38,460 --> 00:50:40,224 You know that's not how it happened. 692 00:50:40,300 --> 00:50:42,667 You and I both know what you're capable of. 693 00:50:48,580 --> 00:50:50,264 Were you just at Scott Hipwell's house? 694 00:50:54,020 --> 00:50:55,021 Why are you at Scott Hipwell's house? 695 00:50:55,100 --> 00:50:56,101 Because I'm helping... 696 00:50:56,180 --> 00:50:57,750 I'm helping him. 697 00:50:57,820 --> 00:50:58,946 How? To try and find Megan. 698 00:50:59,020 --> 00:51:01,227 You don't even know Megan! 699 00:51:03,420 --> 00:51:05,661 Rach , 700 00:51:05,740 --> 00:51:08,346 I don't think you're helping anybody. 701 00:51:11,300 --> 00:51:15,021 So you're here because you want to uncover lost memories? 702 00:51:15,140 --> 00:51:17,666 Is that correct? RACHEL: You have an accent. 703 00:51:17,740 --> 00:51:18,787 Pardon? 704 00:51:18,860 --> 00:51:22,467 No. Sorry. I, um, wasn't expecting you to have an accent. 705 00:51:23,460 --> 00:51:25,667 Well, you have an accent. (CHUCKLES) 706 00:51:28,420 --> 00:51:29,421 Where are you from? 707 00:51:29,500 --> 00:51:31,502 I'm American citizen. 708 00:51:31,580 --> 00:51:33,867 But I guess you're not here to talk about me. 709 00:51:34,580 --> 00:51:36,264 Unless you are. No. 710 00:51:36,340 --> 00:51:39,389 Sorry, I was just, uh, trying to make conversation. 711 00:51:39,460 --> 00:51:40,825 The blackouts. 712 00:51:41,500 --> 00:51:43,741 You're experiencing blackouts? 713 00:51:43,820 --> 00:51:44,821 Mmm-hmm. 714 00:51:45,140 --> 00:51:46,630 Do you wanna tell me about them? 715 00:51:50,740 --> 00:51:51,741 RACHEL: Mmm... 716 00:51:52,540 --> 00:51:58,866 Well, when I wake up, and when someone tells me what I've done, 717 00:52:02,020 --> 00:52:05,945 it just doesn't feel like me, or like something that I would do. 718 00:52:06,020 --> 00:52:08,500 I feel bad about it, but, um... 719 00:52:09,900 --> 00:52:13,347 But it's like it's so far removed that I have a... 720 00:52:15,540 --> 00:52:17,622 I just don't feel bad enough. 721 00:52:17,700 --> 00:52:20,465 You wanna take personal responsibility for what you've done, 722 00:52:20,580 --> 00:52:22,708 but you find it difficult to feel accountable 723 00:52:22,780 --> 00:52:24,748 because you can't even remember it. 724 00:52:28,060 --> 00:52:29,186 Yeah? 725 00:52:31,340 --> 00:52:32,466 Yeah. 726 00:52:32,540 --> 00:52:34,861 So, Rachel, besides drinking... 727 00:52:37,220 --> 00:52:39,109 Because you clearly drink. 728 00:52:39,180 --> 00:52:41,342 You've been drinking today, haven't you? 729 00:52:48,220 --> 00:52:51,383 What else do you enjoy? Do you have any hobbies? 730 00:52:52,780 --> 00:52:54,145 I like to draw. 731 00:52:54,220 --> 00:52:56,143 Art, I guess. 732 00:52:56,780 --> 00:53:00,227 Good. We can try to regain some of your memories by drawing them. 733 00:53:00,300 --> 00:53:02,223 I've tried it. It doesn't work. 734 00:53:02,300 --> 00:53:04,143 And have you ever tracked all the way back 735 00:53:04,220 --> 00:53:05,745 to when you started drinking heavily? 736 00:53:08,100 --> 00:53:09,625 When was that? 737 00:53:11,620 --> 00:53:13,668 It was with Tom. 738 00:53:13,740 --> 00:53:16,220 When I couldn't get pregnant. 739 00:53:16,300 --> 00:53:18,382 Who's Tom? 740 00:53:18,460 --> 00:53:20,224 RACHEL: He's my ex-husband. 741 00:53:21,140 --> 00:53:23,188 You wanna talk about that? 742 00:53:24,260 --> 00:53:26,422 I really wanted a baby. 743 00:53:35,220 --> 00:53:38,269 We tried everything and nothing worked. 744 00:53:41,860 --> 00:53:44,101 And it just absolutely... 745 00:53:50,420 --> 00:53:51,421 (SOBS) 746 00:53:56,780 --> 00:53:59,943 (VOICE BREAKING) lt just broke my heart and... 747 00:54:01,540 --> 00:54:03,702 So I got really sad. 748 00:54:03,780 --> 00:54:05,384 And then, um... 749 00:54:07,780 --> 00:54:11,546 And then the booze just broke us. 750 00:54:13,460 --> 00:54:16,430 Good. Tell me more. 751 00:54:17,980 --> 00:54:19,391 (SNIFFLING) 752 00:54:21,820 --> 00:54:24,300 I used to watch this perfect couple. 753 00:54:27,260 --> 00:54:33,825 And they were just the embodiment of true love. 754 00:54:34,340 --> 00:54:37,628 It's like the kind of love you always want. 755 00:54:41,820 --> 00:54:44,187 And then she betrayed him. 756 00:54:49,460 --> 00:54:51,747 And it sparked something in me. 757 00:54:56,340 --> 00:54:58,866 Why are you really here, Rachel? 758 00:54:59,980 --> 00:55:03,029 Because I'm afraid of myself. 759 00:55:11,780 --> 00:55:12,941 ANNA: July 5th. 760 00:55:13,020 --> 00:55:17,469 1.'33 and 1.'34, 1.'37. 761 00:55:17,540 --> 00:55:19,030 She calls again, 1:38. 762 00:55:19,100 --> 00:55:23,742 And then she calls again at 1:44, 1:45, 2:15 p.m. 763 00:55:23,820 --> 00:55:25,868 And July 6th. You get the point. 764 00:55:26,620 --> 00:55:29,908 She sometimes texts him dozens of times a day. 765 00:55:30,020 --> 00:55:32,148 But these are all from an unknown number. 766 00:55:32,220 --> 00:55:34,063 Unknown is Rachel. 767 00:55:34,140 --> 00:55:35,790 You have a log of the calls. 768 00:55:35,900 --> 00:55:39,586 You don't have a log of what they're saying to each other. 769 00:55:39,660 --> 00:55:41,628 Look, um... 770 00:55:41,740 --> 00:55:44,266 Has she been back to the house since the incident with your child? 771 00:55:44,340 --> 00:55:45,865 Not that I know of. 772 00:55:45,940 --> 00:55:48,068 Then, you may have a case for harassment in the second degree. 773 00:55:48,140 --> 00:55:50,347 But these are texts, they're not threats. 774 00:55:51,820 --> 00:55:54,664 She has been hanging around Scott Hipwell's house. 775 00:55:54,740 --> 00:55:55,741 A lot. 776 00:55:56,540 --> 00:55:57,985 Yeah. I'm aware. 777 00:55:59,380 --> 00:56:01,667 There are a lot of loose ends here that suggest something, 778 00:56:01,740 --> 00:56:03,549 but they don't add up to much. 779 00:56:03,620 --> 00:56:05,588 If you could bring me something more solid... 780 00:56:05,660 --> 00:56:07,583 What more do you need? 781 00:56:07,660 --> 00:56:08,900 Evidence. 782 00:56:09,140 --> 00:56:10,630 Real evidence. 783 00:56:11,300 --> 00:56:12,301 (SCOFFS) 784 00:56:16,940 --> 00:56:19,705 You sure your husband doesn't wanna stay in touch with his ex-wife? 785 00:56:19,820 --> 00:56:22,630 What? No. She's harassing us. 786 00:56:22,740 --> 00:56:24,151 Is that what he calls it? 787 00:56:37,100 --> 00:56:38,431 (KEYBOARD CLACKING) 788 00:56:50,100 --> 00:56:51,989 (KEYBOARD CLACKING) 789 00:56:56,980 --> 00:56:57,981 (DOOR OPENS) 790 00:57:07,180 --> 00:57:08,227 (CHUCKLES) 791 00:57:08,300 --> 00:57:09,381 Hi. 792 00:57:15,500 --> 00:57:17,343 Hey. Hey. 793 00:57:32,620 --> 00:57:34,543 (FOOTSTEPS) 794 00:57:44,180 --> 00:57:45,181 (CLATTERING) 795 00:57:50,460 --> 00:57:51,791 Hi. 796 00:57:51,940 --> 00:57:53,430 SCOTT: Reporters are in my yard. 797 00:57:53,700 --> 00:57:56,829 They're everywhere. I didn't know where else to go. 798 00:57:56,980 --> 00:57:58,186 Come in. 799 00:58:09,940 --> 00:58:11,783 The detective just... 800 00:58:14,980 --> 00:58:16,470 The detective just told me something 801 00:58:16,540 --> 00:58:18,827 I've wanted to hear for a long time. 802 00:58:23,580 --> 00:58:25,344 She's pregnant. 803 00:58:26,940 --> 00:58:29,181 She told her shrink but not me. 804 00:58:32,540 --> 00:58:34,224 I wanted a family. 805 00:58:35,740 --> 00:58:38,664 But she fought me every step of the way. 806 00:58:40,580 --> 00:58:42,503 We always fought about it. 807 00:58:45,180 --> 00:58:47,421 Did Megan ever say anything about me to you? 808 00:58:56,660 --> 00:58:58,185 She loved you. 809 00:59:01,460 --> 00:59:06,626 She loved you in ways that people only dream of being loved. 810 01:00:08,420 --> 01:00:09,751 ABDIC: You shouldn't be here. 811 01:00:14,020 --> 01:00:15,431 I just... 812 01:00:16,620 --> 01:00:18,702 I need to tell someone. 813 01:00:19,460 --> 01:00:21,064 Just once. 814 01:00:21,220 --> 01:00:23,302 Just say it out loud. 815 01:00:25,100 --> 01:00:26,306 I wanna tell you. 816 01:00:30,540 --> 01:00:33,749 And then I'll be gone. I swear. 817 01:00:41,060 --> 01:00:42,903 I got pregnant. 818 01:00:46,780 --> 01:00:48,430 I was 17. 819 01:00:49,260 --> 01:00:51,422 I had her by myself. 820 01:00:55,060 --> 01:00:56,221 (BREATH TREMBLING) 821 01:00:56,300 --> 01:00:59,144 She had dark eyes and blonde hair. 822 01:01:03,260 --> 01:01:04,261 (EXHALES) 823 01:01:05,020 --> 01:01:07,705 I expected it to be hard, but it wasn't. 824 01:01:09,700 --> 01:01:10,701 (SNIFFLES) 825 01:01:11,340 --> 01:01:13,342 it was easy. 826 01:01:14,940 --> 01:01:16,942 Because I loved her. 827 01:01:18,260 --> 01:01:20,149 (SOBBING) I loved her. 828 01:01:20,740 --> 01:01:21,901 (SNIFFLES) 829 01:01:22,980 --> 01:01:25,187 We called her Elizabeth. 830 01:01:26,180 --> 01:01:27,591 Libby. 831 01:01:29,860 --> 01:01:31,021 Libby. 832 01:01:34,220 --> 01:01:35,267 (CONTINUES SNIFFLING) 833 01:01:38,220 --> 01:01:40,029 It was December, 834 01:01:40,540 --> 01:01:43,350 and we had gotten in a fight, me and Mac. 835 01:01:46,220 --> 01:01:49,508 He'd gone off and left. 836 01:01:49,580 --> 01:01:50,627 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 837 01:01:50,700 --> 01:01:52,828 The roof was leaking. 838 01:01:52,900 --> 01:01:54,106 (WATER DRIPPING) 839 01:01:54,180 --> 01:01:56,342 It was freezing cold, 840 01:01:57,620 --> 01:01:59,509 so I got in the tub. 841 01:02:00,460 --> 01:02:05,341 I brought Libby in with me, put her on my chest. 842 01:02:06,380 --> 01:02:09,907 Her head just under my chin. 843 01:02:18,140 --> 01:02:20,108 I fell asleep. 844 01:02:26,500 --> 01:02:28,184 I let her go. 845 01:02:29,940 --> 01:02:31,988 (CRYING) I let her go. 846 01:02:32,540 --> 01:02:34,463 I let her go. 847 01:02:36,100 --> 01:02:37,909 I let her go. 848 01:02:41,940 --> 01:02:43,271 I couldn't look. 849 01:02:43,980 --> 01:02:46,301 I didn't wanna see it. 850 01:02:47,060 --> 01:02:49,062 I didn't wanna see her like that. 851 01:02:53,140 --> 01:02:58,271 I wrapped her in a blanket and I buried her. 852 01:03:08,900 --> 01:03:10,390 (CONTINUES CRYING) 853 01:03:18,980 --> 01:03:21,301 Mac went out that night. 854 01:03:24,020 --> 01:03:26,068 And he never came back. 855 01:03:27,860 --> 01:03:30,022 He never came back. 856 01:03:39,620 --> 01:03:41,622 (TRAIN CHUGGING) 857 01:03:50,060 --> 01:03:51,744 I missed our home. 858 01:04:00,700 --> 01:04:02,987 So one day, when I was drunk, 859 01:04:03,700 --> 01:04:05,702 I decided to go there. 860 01:04:08,260 --> 01:04:09,307 (CHANDELIER JINGLING) 861 01:04:10,260 --> 01:04:13,184 The front door was open. It's not like I broke in. 862 01:04:25,820 --> 01:04:28,391 And then I heard Evie. 863 01:04:30,500 --> 01:04:31,706 ABDIC: Who's Evie? 864 01:04:33,420 --> 01:04:34,990 RACHEL: Tom's baby. 865 01:04:56,180 --> 01:04:59,627 I know this sounds insane. 866 01:05:01,180 --> 01:05:03,751 But I just wanted to hold her. 867 01:05:08,220 --> 01:05:10,109 Just for a moment. 868 01:05:36,980 --> 01:05:37,981 ANNA: Rachel! 869 01:05:38,540 --> 01:05:41,828 What are you doing? 870 01:05:42,780 --> 01:05:43,781 Rachel. 871 01:05:53,900 --> 01:05:55,106 Give her to me. 872 01:05:56,220 --> 01:05:57,221 (CRYING) ANNA: Shh. 873 01:05:58,940 --> 01:06:00,021 Mommy's here. Shh. 874 01:06:01,180 --> 01:06:02,306 (CONTINUES CRYING) 875 01:06:03,340 --> 01:06:04,341 Shh. 876 01:06:08,060 --> 01:06:09,789 RACHEL: I wasn't going to hurt her. 877 01:06:11,940 --> 01:06:13,863 I would never hurt her. 878 01:06:18,460 --> 01:06:20,349 I just wanted to hold her. 879 01:06:44,220 --> 01:06:46,621 "Partially decomposed body found. 880 01:06:46,700 --> 01:06:49,226 "Female body found. Death a result of blunt force trauma. 881 01:06:49,300 --> 01:06:51,507 "Blunt force trauma. Partially decomposed body found. 882 01:06:51,580 --> 01:06:53,981 "Megan Hipwell. Blunt force trauma. Partially decomposed. 883 01:06:54,060 --> 01:06:56,586 "Investigation now being called a homicide. 884 01:06:57,860 --> 01:06:59,783 "Sources say the partially decomposed body found 885 01:06:59,860 --> 01:07:02,306 "is missing Ardsley woman, Megan Hipwell. 886 01:07:02,420 --> 01:07:04,991 "Death a result of blunt force trauma. 887 01:07:05,060 --> 01:07:08,143 "Megan Hipwell's investigation now being called a homicide." 888 01:07:08,420 --> 01:07:09,751 (REPORTERS CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY) 889 01:07:52,740 --> 01:07:53,741 What's wrong? 890 01:07:54,940 --> 01:07:56,305 I'm sorry. 891 01:08:17,620 --> 01:08:19,588 This reminds me of when I used to watch you 892 01:08:19,660 --> 01:08:21,708 getting dressed before going back to her. 893 01:08:21,780 --> 01:08:22,941 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 894 01:08:28,100 --> 01:08:30,182 Back to this house. 895 01:08:32,020 --> 01:08:34,671 I actually miss being the other woman. 896 01:08:36,500 --> 01:08:38,229 Did you enjoy cheating on Rachel? 897 01:08:38,300 --> 01:08:39,631 Seriously? 898 01:08:41,180 --> 01:08:43,182 Can we not fixate on her? 899 01:08:44,820 --> 01:08:46,663 I saw her again today. 900 01:08:47,260 --> 01:08:48,466 Where? 901 01:08:48,540 --> 01:08:51,146 This afternoon, when the police brought Scott back home. 902 01:08:51,220 --> 01:08:52,221 She was across the street. 903 01:08:56,700 --> 01:08:59,226 And when she saw me, she got aggressive. 904 01:08:59,300 --> 01:09:01,223 Aggressive how? 905 01:09:01,300 --> 01:09:03,507 What if Rachel killed Megan? 906 01:09:03,980 --> 01:09:05,789 Rachel did not kill Megan. 907 01:09:05,940 --> 01:09:07,988 Then why is she creeping around Scott's house? 908 01:09:08,100 --> 01:09:09,750 She's dangerous and you know it. Anna. Anna. 909 01:09:09,940 --> 01:09:11,385 Sweetheart. 910 01:09:11,460 --> 01:09:14,111 Rachel is a sad person. 911 01:09:14,180 --> 01:09:16,467 She's completely harmless. 912 01:09:27,340 --> 01:09:30,230 (SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE) 913 01:09:32,340 --> 01:09:33,341 (SNIFFLES) 914 01:09:43,220 --> 01:09:45,302 What are you doing here? 915 01:09:45,380 --> 01:09:47,223 How did you get in? 916 01:09:51,180 --> 01:09:54,662 Come here. Have a beer with me. 917 01:09:56,020 --> 01:09:58,261 I'm not drinking right now. 918 01:10:00,260 --> 01:10:01,261 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 919 01:10:03,700 --> 01:10:06,544 Detective Riley came to see me last night. 920 01:10:08,020 --> 01:10:10,751 And turns out, I'm not the father. 921 01:10:11,940 --> 01:10:14,261 Neither is the shrink. (CHUCKLES) 922 01:10:16,020 --> 01:10:18,944 Did my wife confide in you about a third man? 923 01:10:22,540 --> 01:10:23,826 Sit down. 924 01:10:27,900 --> 01:10:29,470 Sit down! 925 01:10:33,380 --> 01:10:35,428 Look, I don't know what this is about. 926 01:10:35,500 --> 01:10:36,706 Oh, come on. 927 01:10:36,780 --> 01:10:39,306 You and Megan were such good friends. 928 01:10:40,940 --> 01:10:42,749 You must have known. 929 01:10:44,860 --> 01:10:46,464 Admit it. 930 01:10:46,620 --> 01:10:48,145 Admit what? 931 01:10:48,300 --> 01:10:51,304 Admit that you never even fucking met my wife. 932 01:10:54,420 --> 01:10:57,424 The detective said you didn't even know Megan. 933 01:10:59,140 --> 01:11:01,381 She used other words, too. 934 01:11:02,060 --> 01:11:05,860 Alcoholic. Maybe even mentally unstable. 935 01:11:05,940 --> 01:11:09,149 I am sorry. I was honestly just trying to help you. 936 01:11:10,100 --> 01:11:11,829 You're Tom's crazy ex. 937 01:11:12,740 --> 01:11:15,425 When the fuck were you gonna tell me that, huh? 938 01:11:15,500 --> 01:11:16,661 And now the detective is asking 939 01:11:16,740 --> 01:11:18,822 if you and I are in a relationship? 940 01:11:19,340 --> 01:11:20,580 You? 941 01:11:20,660 --> 01:11:24,187 I would never even get near someone like you! 942 01:11:24,260 --> 01:11:28,345 My wife is dead and you're lying to me! 943 01:11:29,620 --> 01:11:31,270 What's wrong with you? 944 01:11:31,340 --> 01:11:32,307 Who does this? 945 01:11:32,380 --> 01:11:34,348 I needed to tell you about Megan's affair, 946 01:11:34,420 --> 01:11:36,946 and you wouldn't have believed me if I was just Tom's ex! 947 01:11:37,020 --> 01:11:39,500 Oh, well, thank you for getting Abdic 948 01:11:39,580 --> 01:11:41,184 to point the finger at me. 949 01:11:41,260 --> 01:11:44,503 For getting the cops to say that you and I are fucking! 950 01:11:50,140 --> 01:11:51,869 How are they going, huh? 951 01:11:53,100 --> 01:11:55,580 You know, the sessions. 952 01:11:59,100 --> 01:12:00,147 With the doctor. 953 01:12:02,700 --> 01:12:06,830 I wanted to know about Abdic and I went to him to help you. 954 01:12:06,900 --> 01:12:07,901 (MUFFLED SCREAM) 955 01:12:08,380 --> 01:12:11,145 You're just a sad liar with no life. 956 01:12:11,220 --> 01:12:12,585 (GLASS SHATTERS) You're all liars. 957 01:12:12,660 --> 01:12:13,707 Please! 958 01:12:14,740 --> 01:12:15,741 (SOBBING) 959 01:12:20,060 --> 01:12:21,391 God. 960 01:12:33,460 --> 01:12:34,950 I need to file a statement. 961 01:12:35,020 --> 01:12:36,021 Name? 962 01:12:36,100 --> 01:12:37,101 Rachel Watson. 963 01:12:37,180 --> 01:12:39,182 Pete, I got this. 964 01:12:49,900 --> 01:12:51,345 (WATER RUNNING) 965 01:12:52,660 --> 01:12:54,742 You wanted to file a statement? 966 01:12:54,900 --> 01:12:56,231 I'm listening. 967 01:12:56,380 --> 01:12:58,986 Scott Hipwell just assaulted me. 968 01:12:59,140 --> 01:13:01,711 You mean your new boyfriend, Scott Hipwell? 969 01:13:02,420 --> 01:13:05,026 No. We were just friends. 970 01:13:05,180 --> 01:13:06,864 But that's what you wanted, isn't it? 971 01:13:06,940 --> 01:13:09,068 You got him to stay overnight at your apartment, right? 972 01:13:09,140 --> 01:13:11,222 No, you need the context. 973 01:13:11,300 --> 01:13:12,631 I know the context. 974 01:13:12,700 --> 01:13:14,031 But what I'm trying to determine 975 01:13:14,100 --> 01:13:16,307 is when your obsession with Mr. Hipwell began. 976 01:13:16,380 --> 01:13:19,827 Was it before or after his pregnant wife was murdered? 977 01:13:19,900 --> 01:13:22,028 You were neighbors at one point. 978 01:13:22,100 --> 01:13:23,465 I met him after. 979 01:13:23,540 --> 01:13:25,065 After being questioned by me, 980 01:13:25,140 --> 01:13:28,189 you befriend another even more obvious suspect than yourself. 981 01:13:28,260 --> 01:13:30,706 And then you manage to get him to incriminate himself, 982 01:13:30,780 --> 01:13:32,828 all the while hoping he'll fuck you. 983 01:13:32,900 --> 01:13:34,902 I came here trying to help you. 984 01:13:35,020 --> 01:13:37,705 He just assaulted me in my own house! 985 01:13:40,500 --> 01:13:43,424 You were seen in the area that night. 986 01:13:43,500 --> 01:13:47,346 There are several hours that you say you can't account for. 987 01:13:47,420 --> 01:13:49,991 It was Scott. Scott Hipwell killed his wife. 988 01:13:50,860 --> 01:13:52,350 No, he didn't. 989 01:13:55,020 --> 01:13:56,863 Surveillance footage from a sports bar 990 01:13:56,940 --> 01:14:00,149 accounts for Mr. Hipwell's whereabouts that night. 991 01:14:02,020 --> 01:14:03,465 You're lying. 992 01:14:04,020 --> 01:14:05,749 You're lying. 993 01:14:09,940 --> 01:14:11,704 Tell me what happened. 994 01:14:16,300 --> 01:14:17,711 It's okay. 995 01:14:19,100 --> 01:14:20,670 Tell me. 996 01:14:22,620 --> 01:14:24,509 I don't know. 997 01:14:25,340 --> 01:14:28,264 Did you murder Megan Hipwell? 998 01:14:44,980 --> 01:14:46,141 Hi. 999 01:14:48,420 --> 01:14:50,309 I need to see you. 1000 01:14:50,700 --> 01:14:52,702 Can you please come over? 1001 01:14:57,460 --> 01:14:58,461 (SIGHS) 1002 01:15:05,380 --> 01:15:10,466 MEGAN: I can still see her dark eyes- I can smell her skin. 1003 01:15:11,420 --> 01:15:13,741 I can feel how cold she was. 1004 01:15:15,860 --> 01:15:17,624 ABDIC: Forgive yourself. 1005 01:15:29,500 --> 01:15:31,468 You don't have to be afraid of being alone. 1006 01:15:34,740 --> 01:15:36,788 (WHISPERS) You're not alone. 1007 01:16:03,100 --> 01:16:04,181 You'll be fine. 1008 01:16:05,260 --> 01:16:07,228 You and your baby will be fine. 1009 01:16:18,500 --> 01:16:20,628 (MUSIC PLAYING FAINTLY) 1010 01:16:48,300 --> 01:16:51,907 Why are you following me? Why are you here? 1011 01:16:54,540 --> 01:16:56,668 I could ask you the same question. 1012 01:16:56,740 --> 01:16:58,788 I saw you... 1013 01:16:58,860 --> 01:17:02,228 I saw you that night in the tunnel. I saw you there and... 1014 01:17:02,340 --> 01:17:04,581 All right. (STAMMERING) I know I saw you there. 1015 01:17:04,660 --> 01:17:07,266 Lady, I live here. I'm always in that tunnel. 1016 01:17:08,300 --> 01:17:10,621 But what did you see? 1017 01:17:11,260 --> 01:17:13,501 What happened that night? What did you see? 1018 01:17:13,580 --> 01:17:15,344 All right. You, uh... 1019 01:17:15,420 --> 01:17:17,866 You busted your ass. You fell. 1020 01:17:17,940 --> 01:17:20,671 I felt sorry for you. I tried to help you up. 1021 01:17:20,740 --> 01:17:22,822 You told me to fuck off, so I fucked off. 1022 01:17:22,900 --> 01:17:27,144 Was I with anyone? Was I alone? What happened? 1023 01:17:27,220 --> 01:17:29,143 I don't know. 1024 01:17:29,220 --> 01:17:32,064 You were wasted. You're always wasted. 1025 01:17:33,380 --> 01:17:35,428 That's all I can tell you. 1026 01:17:36,700 --> 01:17:37,781 Whoa. Take it easy. 1027 01:17:37,860 --> 01:17:41,865 I need you to tell me the fucking truth. 1028 01:17:43,060 --> 01:17:46,781 What did you see that night? What happened that night? 1029 01:17:49,900 --> 01:17:51,345 I don't know. 1030 01:17:52,620 --> 01:17:54,782 I'm assuming it's the worst. 1031 01:17:59,460 --> 01:18:00,905 God. 1032 01:18:05,300 --> 01:18:07,382 RACHEL: Come here for one second. Just one second. 1033 01:18:08,460 --> 01:18:09,905 Say "Fuck you, Anna Boyd." 1034 01:18:09,980 --> 01:18:12,347 Fuck you, Anna Boyd! Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 1035 01:18:12,420 --> 01:18:14,900 RACHEL: I wonder if she knows that I fucked Tom on the... 1036 01:18:17,100 --> 01:18:21,742 When I saw that woman kissing someone else, 1037 01:18:21,820 --> 01:18:24,391 betraying her husband, I felt 1038 01:18:24,460 --> 01:18:27,066 pure rage. 1039 01:18:27,140 --> 01:18:29,871 If I could, I'd go to her house, 1040 01:18:29,980 --> 01:18:31,266 I'd find her sitting there and... 1041 01:18:31,340 --> 01:18:32,580 (SCREAMING) 1042 01:18:33,860 --> 01:18:38,229 Smash her head all over the floor! 1043 01:18:49,460 --> 01:18:53,181 RACHEL: Cathy, thank you for all you have done for me. 1044 01:18:53,260 --> 01:18:54,830 I'm sorry to leave this way. 1045 01:18:54,900 --> 01:18:56,789 I'll send for my things later. 1046 01:18:56,860 --> 01:18:57,986 Love, Rachel. 1047 01:19:12,740 --> 01:19:14,310 (BRAKES SQUEAKING) 1048 01:19:20,060 --> 01:19:21,869 MARTHA: (LAUGHING) That is so true! 1049 01:19:22,660 --> 01:19:24,788 It's the worst restaurant ever. 1050 01:19:24,860 --> 01:19:26,464 Why do we keep going back? 1051 01:19:27,340 --> 01:19:28,580 Martha? 1052 01:19:29,660 --> 01:19:30,786 Martha. 1053 01:19:32,140 --> 01:19:33,505 Rachel? 1054 01:19:34,860 --> 01:19:36,589 I haven't seen you in a million years. 1055 01:19:38,660 --> 01:19:41,106 Yeah, I wanted to call you. 1056 01:19:41,220 --> 01:19:43,666 Um, but Tom said I should just leave it alone. 1057 01:19:43,980 --> 01:19:45,186 Oh. Um... 1058 01:19:45,820 --> 01:19:47,345 I'm so sorry. 1059 01:19:48,380 --> 01:19:49,666 For what? 1060 01:19:50,740 --> 01:19:52,742 For the barbecue, 1061 01:19:53,260 --> 01:19:57,185 and I just need you to know that I don't remember anything, 1062 01:19:57,260 --> 01:19:58,944 and, um, I just completely blacked out. 1063 01:19:59,020 --> 01:20:01,102 Everyone had a little too much to drink, so it's okay. 1064 01:20:01,180 --> 01:20:05,026 I know, but with the eggs, and then I screamed at you. 1065 01:20:05,100 --> 01:20:08,627 That I was that abusive, I just feel... 1066 01:20:08,700 --> 01:20:11,385 I just feel so ashamed about it. 1067 01:20:11,580 --> 01:20:12,945 Um... 1068 01:20:13,020 --> 01:20:14,181 I don't... 1069 01:20:15,540 --> 01:20:21,991 Tom said that I smashed your plate. I don't... 1070 01:20:22,060 --> 01:20:25,382 Tom was fired because of how I behaved. 1071 01:20:27,700 --> 01:20:30,670 You felt sick and you took a nap in our guest bedroom. 1072 01:20:30,740 --> 01:20:31,866 MARTHA: Do you wanna lie down? 1073 01:20:32,220 --> 01:20:33,790 Come with me. Okay. 1074 01:20:36,220 --> 01:20:37,665 Excuse us. 1075 01:20:37,740 --> 01:20:39,424 Rachel, are you feeling better? 1076 01:20:39,940 --> 01:20:41,624 You guys can stay the night if you want. 1077 01:20:41,700 --> 01:20:42,906 No. That's fine. 1078 01:20:42,980 --> 01:20:43,981 Thanks. Okay. 1079 01:20:44,060 --> 01:20:46,506 MARTHA: I think I'd remember if you caused a scene. 1080 01:20:47,380 --> 01:20:48,791 I'm so sorry. 1081 01:20:50,860 --> 01:20:51,941 Get up. 1082 01:20:54,780 --> 01:20:56,703 And then Tom took you home. 1083 01:20:56,780 --> 01:20:58,384 I'm sorry, Tom. 1084 01:20:58,460 --> 01:21:00,667 Stop fucking saying that! I know you're sorry! 1085 01:21:00,740 --> 01:21:01,741 Sorry. 1086 01:21:01,820 --> 01:21:03,504 What's your fucking problem? You can't even focus on me. 1087 01:21:03,580 --> 01:21:04,661 Can't even fucking stand up! 1088 01:21:04,740 --> 01:21:06,742 What is wrong with you? Can you stand? 1089 01:21:08,900 --> 01:21:10,664 Fucking disgusting. 1090 01:21:13,740 --> 01:21:15,390 No. No. 1091 01:21:15,460 --> 01:21:19,351 Yeah. Tom got fired because he couldn't keep his dick in his pants. 1092 01:21:19,420 --> 01:21:22,390 You did nothing wrong. Nothing. 1093 01:21:31,260 --> 01:21:33,262 TOM: Wake the fuck up, Rachel! Wake the fuck up! 1094 01:21:33,940 --> 01:21:34,987 Wake up! 1095 01:21:41,420 --> 01:21:43,024 You can sleep out here. 1096 01:21:44,340 --> 01:21:45,501 MARTHA: We all felt so bad for you. 1097 01:21:46,620 --> 01:21:48,622 He's such a bad guy. 1098 01:21:49,300 --> 01:21:50,711 Ugh,God. 1099 01:21:50,780 --> 01:21:52,145 Are you okay? 1100 01:22:20,100 --> 01:22:21,101 Hmm. 1101 01:22:59,700 --> 01:23:03,261 TOM: I need to see you- Meet me at 3:00. 1102 01:23:03,380 --> 01:23:05,144 I'm here. Where are you? 1103 01:23:05,220 --> 01:23:07,951 I can't. I'm stuck watching Evie. 1104 01:23:08,020 --> 01:23:09,351 (DOOR LOCK CLICKING) 1105 01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:13,026 (DOOR OPENS) 1106 01:23:18,700 --> 01:23:20,543 What are you doing up? 1107 01:23:22,020 --> 01:23:23,943 Picking up after Evie. 1108 01:23:26,260 --> 01:23:27,261 (CHUCKLES) 1109 01:23:45,980 --> 01:23:47,266 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 1110 01:24:01,300 --> 01:24:02,540 You whore! 1111 01:24:03,460 --> 01:24:04,461 Leave us alone. 1112 01:24:08,420 --> 01:24:09,421 (GRUNTING) 1113 01:24:41,380 --> 01:24:43,269 AUTOMATED FEMALE VOICE: No new messages. 1114 01:24:43,340 --> 01:24:45,342 No saved messages. 1115 01:24:45,420 --> 01:24:49,664 To hear your current voice-mail greeting, please press two. 1116 01:24:51,300 --> 01:24:53,541 MEGAN: Hi, it's Megan. Leave a message. 1117 01:24:53,620 --> 01:24:54,621 (VOICEMAIL TONE BEEPS) 1118 01:24:56,980 --> 01:24:59,142 AUTOMATED FEMALE VOICE: To replay this greeting, press one. 1119 01:24:59,980 --> 01:25:02,142 MEGAN: Hi, it's Megan. Leave a message. 1120 01:25:13,580 --> 01:25:14,991 TOM: You okay? 1121 01:25:15,780 --> 01:25:17,748 I thought I heard something. 1122 01:25:17,820 --> 01:25:19,982 You should wake me up if you heard something. 1123 01:25:20,100 --> 01:25:21,306 I just... 1124 01:25:24,340 --> 01:25:25,990 Come back to bed. 1125 01:25:37,380 --> 01:25:39,508 (PANTING) 1126 01:26:14,540 --> 01:26:16,030 RACHEL: Whore! 1127 01:26:27,660 --> 01:26:29,424 MEGAN: Rachel's down there. 1128 01:26:36,340 --> 01:26:37,501 What the hell are you doing? 1129 01:26:38,500 --> 01:26:39,831 Come here. 1130 01:26:44,220 --> 01:26:45,221 (GRUNTS) 1131 01:26:49,100 --> 01:26:50,101 (TOM GRUNTS) (RACHEL GROANS) 1132 01:26:55,900 --> 01:26:56,901 (GRUNTS) 1133 01:27:14,100 --> 01:27:15,101 (GROANING) 1134 01:27:42,940 --> 01:27:45,671 Hey, get the fuck out of here. Get the fuck out of here! 1135 01:27:46,220 --> 01:27:47,426 You're okay. You just need some help. 1136 01:27:47,580 --> 01:27:49,787 Don't touch me. You just need to get a little help up. 1137 01:27:49,860 --> 01:27:51,191 Just fuck off. Fuck off! 1138 01:28:00,140 --> 01:28:01,744 (CRICKETS CHIRPING) 1139 01:28:27,460 --> 01:28:28,461 ANNA: Oh. (CHUCKLES) 1140 01:28:30,220 --> 01:28:31,984 (ANNA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 1141 01:28:37,420 --> 01:28:38,546 Anna? 1142 01:28:40,140 --> 01:28:41,904 No. Go away! Anna, please. Please. 1143 01:28:41,980 --> 01:28:43,027 There's... Okay. Go! 1144 01:28:43,100 --> 01:28:45,341 I'm gonna stand right here. I'm not gonna come closer. 1145 01:28:45,420 --> 01:28:46,626 I just need to talk to you. 1146 01:28:46,700 --> 01:28:48,464 I don't wanna hear anything you have to say. 1147 01:28:48,540 --> 01:28:49,871 Where's Tom? 1148 01:28:58,540 --> 01:29:00,747 He's lying to you. 1149 01:29:00,860 --> 01:29:03,591 He always does. He's a good liar. 1150 01:29:03,660 --> 01:29:05,947 I know he's a good liar. 1151 01:29:06,020 --> 01:29:08,341 We went behind your back for months. 1152 01:29:08,700 --> 01:29:10,065 He's just done it to you. 1153 01:29:10,140 --> 01:29:11,585 I know he's cheating. 1154 01:29:13,260 --> 01:29:14,500 I know. 1155 01:29:16,580 --> 01:29:19,345 Anna, he killed Megan. No, we don't... 1156 01:29:19,420 --> 01:29:20,706 We don't know that. 1157 01:29:20,780 --> 01:29:22,623 He's dangerous. We don't know anything. 1158 01:29:22,700 --> 01:29:25,306 Anna, you need to leave. You need to leave. No. No. 1159 01:29:25,380 --> 01:29:27,348 You need to take Evie and you need to leave. No. 1160 01:29:27,420 --> 01:29:29,627 Get out of here. It's not safe. I'm not leaving him. 1161 01:29:30,700 --> 01:29:33,465 It's hardly the first time he's had an affair. 1162 01:29:34,380 --> 01:29:39,181 It's not about the affair and you know that deep down. 1163 01:29:39,260 --> 01:29:40,910 Anna, please, just come with me. I'm not leaving him. 1164 01:29:40,980 --> 01:29:42,982 Please come with me. 1165 01:29:43,060 --> 01:29:44,061 (DOOR OPENS) 1166 01:29:45,140 --> 01:29:46,869 Anna, don't. TOM: Come in the house, honey. 1167 01:29:46,940 --> 01:29:48,101 Please. 1168 01:29:50,060 --> 01:29:52,825 I saw you, Tom. You motherfucker! 1169 01:29:52,900 --> 01:29:56,347 I saw you, you murderer! You fucking murderer! 1170 01:29:56,460 --> 01:29:59,669 You killed her! You fucking killed her! I know it! 1171 01:30:00,220 --> 01:30:01,904 Un-fucking-believable! 1172 01:30:01,980 --> 01:30:05,109 Listen to me. Megan got into his car that night. 1173 01:30:05,180 --> 01:30:07,786 You think I don't remember. You thought I blacked out. I saw you. 1174 01:30:07,860 --> 01:30:09,385 Why did Megan get in your car? 1175 01:30:09,460 --> 01:30:11,144 Did Megan get in your car? No! 1176 01:30:11,220 --> 01:30:12,665 Yes, she did! 1177 01:30:13,860 --> 01:30:15,271 Tell her the truth. 1178 01:30:15,340 --> 01:30:16,546 Just tell her the truth right now. 1179 01:30:16,620 --> 01:30:19,351 You attacked me in that tunnel because I saw her with you! 1180 01:30:19,420 --> 01:30:20,706 I found Megan's phone. 1181 01:30:28,060 --> 01:30:29,869 I found it. 1182 01:30:31,940 --> 01:30:34,625 So all those phone calls, they weren't from Rachel. 1183 01:30:37,660 --> 01:30:41,142 So were you fucking her while she was here working? 1184 01:30:42,300 --> 01:30:45,110 While she was looking after our daughter? 1185 01:30:46,300 --> 01:30:47,381 Yeah. 1186 01:30:47,460 --> 01:30:50,430 You were so tired all the time and... 1187 01:30:54,780 --> 01:30:55,986 (EVIE CRYING) 1188 01:31:00,660 --> 01:31:02,583 It's all about Evie. 1189 01:31:04,140 --> 01:31:05,744 That's right. 1190 01:31:07,060 --> 01:31:08,346 It was all about you, wasn't it? 1191 01:31:08,900 --> 01:31:10,106 Tom, give her to me. 1192 01:31:10,180 --> 01:31:11,591 TOM: It's all right. 1193 01:31:12,820 --> 01:31:14,868 It was all about you, wasn't it? 1194 01:31:14,940 --> 01:31:17,307 (EVIE CONTINUES CRYING) Tom, give her to me. Please. 1195 01:31:17,380 --> 01:31:19,030 Please give her to me. She's fine. 1196 01:31:19,060 --> 01:31:20,789 I think she needs changing, please? She's gonna be fine. 1197 01:31:20,860 --> 01:31:22,350 Please just give her to me. 1198 01:31:22,540 --> 01:31:23,701 Shh. 1199 01:31:24,740 --> 01:31:26,629 Let her go. You're gonna hurt her. Change her here. 1200 01:31:26,700 --> 01:31:28,589 Okay. I'll change her. Let her go. You're gonna hurt her. 1201 01:31:36,020 --> 01:31:37,067 Shh. 1202 01:31:38,140 --> 01:31:39,141 (LINE RINGING) 1203 01:31:42,500 --> 01:31:43,706 - FEMALE OPERATOR: 911, what's your.-- - (GASPS) 1204 01:31:47,660 --> 01:31:48,946 What's your emergency? 1205 01:32:00,340 --> 01:32:01,387 TOM: No. Stay. 1206 01:32:01,700 --> 01:32:02,781 Stay. 1207 01:32:10,260 --> 01:32:11,546 Do you need a drink? 1208 01:32:12,500 --> 01:32:13,661 No. 1209 01:32:20,940 --> 01:32:22,430 Yeah, you do. 1210 01:32:33,620 --> 01:32:36,749 All those things that you said I did... 1211 01:32:37,260 --> 01:32:38,261 (DRINK POURING) 1212 01:32:39,020 --> 01:32:42,229 Those terrible things, I didn't do any of them. 1213 01:32:44,780 --> 01:32:46,509 You just watched me suffer. 1214 01:32:46,580 --> 01:32:48,787 You made me feel so worthless. 1215 01:32:50,700 --> 01:32:53,783 You made me think that everything was my fault. 1216 01:32:58,620 --> 01:32:59,621 (SNIFFLES) 1217 01:33:00,780 --> 01:33:02,145 (GLASS SLIDING) 1218 01:33:03,220 --> 01:33:04,506 Drink it. 1219 01:33:12,460 --> 01:33:14,622 You told me I got you fired. 1220 01:33:17,580 --> 01:33:19,150 But I didn't. 1221 01:33:22,460 --> 01:33:25,191 You know, I saw Martha on the train. 1222 01:33:25,260 --> 01:33:26,307 Drink it! (GASPS) 1223 01:33:27,220 --> 01:33:28,221 (RACHEL COUGHS) 1224 01:33:33,500 --> 01:33:35,821 I saw Martha on the train, 1225 01:33:35,900 --> 01:33:38,426 and she told me that you were fired 1226 01:33:38,500 --> 01:33:41,663 because you were fucking everyone in the office! 1227 01:33:44,500 --> 01:33:45,740 (EVIE MOANING) ANNA: Shh. 1228 01:33:47,340 --> 01:33:48,830 (EVIE CRYING) 1229 01:33:51,420 --> 01:33:53,787 (FOOTSTEPS ECHOING) 1230 01:34:04,060 --> 01:34:06,062 Rachel's down there. 1231 01:34:06,140 --> 01:34:07,505 Wait here. 1232 01:34:26,300 --> 01:34:27,870 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 1233 01:34:43,740 --> 01:34:45,629 TOM: Gonna get in the car? 1234 01:34:46,900 --> 01:34:48,345 What's going on? 1235 01:34:48,740 --> 01:34:50,230 TOM: Don't worry about it. 1236 01:34:50,860 --> 01:34:52,225 Come on. 1237 01:35:12,260 --> 01:35:13,750 Okay, I'm here. 1238 01:35:15,060 --> 01:35:16,630 So what is it? 1239 01:35:19,060 --> 01:35:21,267 I just wanna go to the woods. 1240 01:35:24,340 --> 01:35:26,104 (SIGHS) 1241 01:35:40,940 --> 01:35:43,307 What is it with you crazy women? 1242 01:35:45,740 --> 01:35:47,310 (MOANING) 1243 01:36:08,940 --> 01:36:10,829 Is that what you want? 1244 01:36:11,980 --> 01:36:12,981 No. 1245 01:36:15,580 --> 01:36:16,581 Oh. 1246 01:36:18,180 --> 01:36:19,545 Like this? 1247 01:36:25,340 --> 01:36:26,387 What? 1248 01:36:26,460 --> 01:36:27,905 I'm pregnant. 1249 01:36:33,220 --> 01:36:34,631 Congratulations. 1250 01:36:37,220 --> 01:36:39,268 I thought you should know. 1251 01:36:40,460 --> 01:36:42,508 You thought I should know? 1252 01:36:43,700 --> 01:36:45,828 There's a chance it could be yours. 1253 01:36:45,900 --> 01:36:47,709 Then get an abortion. 1254 01:36:49,460 --> 01:36:52,066 Or if it's Scott's, do whatever you want, 1255 01:36:52,700 --> 01:36:55,510 but if it's not, then get rid of it. 1256 01:36:59,260 --> 01:37:02,469 You can be as involved as you want. 1257 01:37:04,540 --> 01:37:05,621 You're a shitty nanny. 1258 01:37:05,700 --> 01:37:08,351 What makes you think you're gonna be a good mother? 1259 01:37:10,980 --> 01:37:13,062 Why did you bring me there in the first place? 1260 01:37:13,140 --> 01:37:15,746 Because l thought it would be fun to have you both around. 1261 01:37:24,100 --> 01:37:27,309 I played your game so you could fuck me in between Evie's playdates. 1262 01:37:27,380 --> 01:37:30,668 I don't need another kid. Certainly not with you. 1263 01:37:30,740 --> 01:37:33,027 I took care of your kid to be near you! 1264 01:37:34,820 --> 01:37:37,664 You fucked Anna 'cause you couldn't fuck Rachel anymore, 1265 01:37:37,740 --> 01:37:39,788 and you fucked me 'cause you couldn't fuck Anna. 1266 01:37:39,860 --> 01:37:44,070 Take us all away and you're just a pathetic, impotent man. 1267 01:37:45,780 --> 01:37:46,781 (GRUNTS) 1268 01:37:53,940 --> 01:37:54,987 (GROANS) 1269 01:38:01,700 --> 01:38:03,464 You're not gonna get rid of me. 1270 01:38:04,660 --> 01:38:07,345 You're gonna pay for this child for the rest of your life. 1271 01:38:43,980 --> 01:38:44,981 (SCREAMING) 1272 01:38:49,180 --> 01:38:50,181 (GRUNTING) 1273 01:39:11,580 --> 01:39:13,264 You're like a dog. 1274 01:39:15,300 --> 01:39:18,190 Like one of those unwanted, 1275 01:39:19,340 --> 01:39:21,149 mistreated dogs. 1276 01:39:22,580 --> 01:39:24,264 And if you kick them, 1277 01:39:26,180 --> 01:39:28,581 they keep coming back to you. 1278 01:39:28,660 --> 01:39:31,061 Thinking that somehow if they're good... 1279 01:39:31,140 --> 01:39:33,268 You're not doing this again. 1280 01:39:34,340 --> 01:39:36,069 ...you'll love them. 1281 01:39:36,140 --> 01:39:39,303 This is what you do. You're not doing this to me. 1282 01:39:41,340 --> 01:39:43,547 You brought this on yourself, Rachel. 1283 01:39:45,500 --> 01:39:48,709 If you'd just stayed away that one night... 1284 01:39:51,540 --> 01:39:54,544 Just left us all alone... 1285 01:39:57,380 --> 01:39:59,428 You brought this on Megan. 1286 01:40:00,220 --> 01:40:02,746 In a way, you killed her. 1287 01:40:06,020 --> 01:40:07,704 But I didn't. 1288 01:40:09,780 --> 01:40:11,430 You did. 1289 01:40:20,380 --> 01:40:21,381 (LOCK RATTLING) 1290 01:40:22,620 --> 01:40:23,667 No! 1291 01:40:24,060 --> 01:40:25,061 (SHUSHING) 1292 01:40:27,580 --> 01:40:28,741 (CHOKING) 1293 01:40:30,100 --> 01:40:32,626 And you did this to me in our marriage. 1294 01:40:34,300 --> 01:40:37,144 You made me fucking crazy. 1295 01:40:37,460 --> 01:40:38,871 (GROANING) 1296 01:40:42,220 --> 01:40:46,191 Do you have any idea what it's like to be married to a fucking blur? 1297 01:40:55,260 --> 01:40:56,261 (GRUNTS) 1298 01:41:03,620 --> 01:41:04,951 (TOM PANTING) 1299 01:41:07,460 --> 01:41:08,461 (GRUNTS) 1300 01:41:18,660 --> 01:41:19,661 (GROANING) 1301 01:41:41,700 --> 01:41:43,384 (TRAIN RUMBLING) 1302 01:41:43,500 --> 01:41:45,264 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 1303 01:42:18,860 --> 01:42:19,861 (TOM GROANING) 1304 01:42:24,100 --> 01:42:25,750 (GRUNTING) (TOM GROANING) 1305 01:42:29,060 --> 01:42:30,505 (GRUNTING) 1306 01:42:31,100 --> 01:42:32,511 (SOBBING) 1307 01:43:34,860 --> 01:43:36,908 RACHEL: I had no choice. He was... 1308 01:43:38,060 --> 01:43:40,028 He would have killed me. 1309 01:43:41,780 --> 01:43:44,511 I never wanted to hurt him. 1310 01:43:48,940 --> 01:43:50,749 It was self-defense. 1311 01:43:55,540 --> 01:43:57,304 ANNA: She had no choice. 1312 01:43:58,420 --> 01:44:00,468 Tom would have killed her. 1313 01:44:02,460 --> 01:44:04,303 I saw the whole thing. 1314 01:44:08,700 --> 01:44:10,907 Rachel was right about Megan. 1315 01:44:13,100 --> 01:44:15,387 She was right about everything. 1316 01:45:00,340 --> 01:45:02,786 RACHEL: We're tied forever now, the three of us. 1317 01:45:07,140 --> 01:45:09,711 Bound forever by the story we share. 1318 01:45:14,020 --> 01:45:16,148 (PENCIL SCRIBBLING) 1319 01:45:25,940 --> 01:45:27,385 (TRAIN CHUGGING) 1320 01:45:44,060 --> 01:45:48,748 Today, I sit in a different car and I look ahead. 1321 01:45:49,500 --> 01:45:55,109 Anything is possible, because I am not the girl I used to be. 1322 01:45:56,305 --> 01:46:02,498 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org