WEBVTT 1 00:00:06.000 --> 00:00:12.074 Everyone is intimidated by a shark. Become a Card Shark AMERICASCARDROOM.COM 2 00:00:48.140 --> 00:00:50.188 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 3 00:01:04.860 --> 00:01:05.986 RACHEL: My husband used to tell me 4 00:01:06.060 --> 00:01:08.666 I have an overactive imagination. 5 00:01:08.740 --> 00:01:09.866 I can't help it. 6 00:01:11.140 --> 00:01:13.507 I mean, haven't you ever been on a train 7 00:01:13.580 --> 00:01:16.311 and wondered about the lives of the people who live near the tracks? 8 00:01:16.900 --> 00:01:19.426 The lives you've never lived. 9 00:01:20.620 --> 00:01:23.191 These are things I want to know. 10 00:01:25.780 --> 00:01:27.987 Twice a day, I sit in the third car from the front 11 00:01:28.060 --> 00:01:31.303 where I have the perfect view into my favorite house. 12 00:01:31.580 --> 00:01:33.150 Number 15 Beckett Road. 13 00:01:41.980 --> 00:01:44.062 I don't know when exactly. 14 00:01:44.140 --> 00:01:47.826 I suppose I started noticing her about a year ago, 15 00:01:48.260 --> 00:01:50.342 and gradually, as the months went past, 16 00:01:51.220 --> 00:01:53.621 she became important to me. 17 00:02:12.500 --> 00:02:14.741 I'm not the girl I used to be. 18 00:02:15.540 --> 00:02:18.749 I think people can see it on my face. 19 00:02:35.180 --> 00:02:36.670 She's what I lost. 20 00:02:38.580 --> 00:02:40.821 She's everything I want to be. 21 00:03:11.420 --> 00:03:14.071 (MAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ON PA) 22 00:03:16.940 --> 00:03:18.988 RACHEL: I imagine she's a painter. 23 00:03:22.060 --> 00:03:23.585 She's creative. 24 00:03:24.340 --> 00:03:26.627 He is a doctor or an architect. 25 00:03:27.220 --> 00:03:28.870 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 26 00:03:31.500 --> 00:03:33.104 He has a good laugh. 27 00:03:33.860 --> 00:03:35.385 She can't cook. 28 00:03:39.980 --> 00:03:42.790 I wonder what they say to each other before they go to sleep. 29 00:03:51.820 --> 00:03:53.709 Today, her name is Jess. 30 00:03:53.780 --> 00:03:57.102 Tomorrow, it could be Lisa or Amber. 31 00:03:57.460 --> 00:04:00.464 It all depends on the day. It depends on my mood. 32 00:04:03.660 --> 00:04:06.231 The truth is, I don't know her name. 33 00:04:07.500 --> 00:04:10.868 I don't know if she paints or whether he has a good laugh. 34 00:04:12.180 --> 00:04:15.309 I just know they know love. 35 00:04:17.020 --> 00:04:19.990 Sometimes I catch myself trying to remember 36 00:04:20.060 --> 00:04:21.903 the last time I had meaningful contact 37 00:04:21.980 --> 00:04:23.425 with another person. 38 00:04:32.380 --> 00:04:35.987 I used to live two doors down, number 13 Beckett Road. 39 00:04:36.260 --> 00:04:37.944 (MAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) (CHUCKUNG) No! 40 00:04:38.020 --> 00:04:39.988 RACHEL: It was my first home. 41 00:04:40.540 --> 00:04:43.749 We bought it together. It was ours. 42 00:04:43.820 --> 00:04:45.390 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 43 00:04:48.020 --> 00:04:50.626 Every day I tell myself not to look. 44 00:04:54.100 --> 00:04:56.023 But then I look. 45 00:05:04.060 --> 00:05:05.141 WOMAN: Are you alone? 46 00:05:06.420 --> 00:05:09.185 RACHEL: Yeah. No. Come. It's all yours. 47 00:05:11.500 --> 00:05:12.581 Okay. 48 00:05:12.660 --> 00:05:14.628 Your baby's so cute. Oh, thank you. 49 00:05:14.700 --> 00:05:15.747 Hi, baby! 50 00:05:15.860 --> 00:05:17.066 Is it a boy? 51 00:05:17.140 --> 00:05:18.141 Yeah! 52 00:05:18.980 --> 00:05:21.187 So sweet! How old is he? 53 00:05:21.260 --> 00:05:23.228 Six months. Six months. 54 00:05:23.300 --> 00:05:24.381 (CLICKING TONGUE) 55 00:05:26.900 --> 00:05:28.390 So sweet. 56 00:05:29.460 --> 00:05:31.224 (BABY MOANING SOFTLY) 57 00:05:34.420 --> 00:05:35.421 WOMAN: Shh. 58 00:06:08.780 --> 00:06:13.149 MEGAN: A teacher once told me I was a mistress of self-reinvention. 59 00:06:13.220 --> 00:06:15.268 (WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 60 00:06:16.700 --> 00:06:19.829 MEGAN: I wasn't really sure what it meant at the time. 61 00:06:21.780 --> 00:06:24.351 But since moving here, I've come to understand it. 62 00:06:29.980 --> 00:06:32.711 Ardsley-on-Hudson is boring and routine. 63 00:06:34.940 --> 00:06:37.261 It's a fucking baby factory. 64 00:06:39.100 --> 00:06:41.501 I wanna start my life over again. 65 00:06:42.820 --> 00:06:46.711 So far, I've been a rebellious teenager, 66 00:06:48.620 --> 00:06:49.781 lover, 67 00:06:50.660 --> 00:06:52.310 waitress, 68 00:06:52.660 --> 00:06:54.628 gallery director, 69 00:06:56.220 --> 00:06:57.381 nanny, 70 00:06:59.700 --> 00:07:02.510 and a whore. 71 00:07:05.180 --> 00:07:07.467 And not necessarily in that order. 72 00:07:12.660 --> 00:07:15.231 I can't just be a wife anymore. 73 00:07:17.060 --> 00:07:20.826 That's why I stay awake at night, staring at the ceiling. 74 00:07:23.340 --> 00:07:27.186 In fact, the only time I feel like myself is when I'm running. 75 00:07:28.820 --> 00:07:31.346 ABDIC: You always felt that way? 76 00:07:34.500 --> 00:07:37.902 Maybe since I was about 17. 77 00:07:38.500 --> 00:07:40.104 ABDIC: Hmm. With Mac. 78 00:07:40.940 --> 00:07:42.021 ABDIC: Mac? 79 00:07:42.540 --> 00:07:43.905 Who's Mac? 80 00:07:44.580 --> 00:07:46.582 My brother's best friend. 81 00:07:47.780 --> 00:07:49.509 My brother who died. 82 00:07:53.260 --> 00:07:54.261 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 83 00:07:57.020 --> 00:07:59.466 I tend to smile when I'm nervous. 84 00:08:00.540 --> 00:08:02.542 Sometimes I laugh. 85 00:08:11.820 --> 00:08:15.586 For a year, Mac and I lived in this hunting cabin. 86 00:08:18.060 --> 00:08:19.744 We started fucking. 87 00:08:25.900 --> 00:08:28.141 We were the saddest people we knew. 88 00:08:29.380 --> 00:08:30.381 (SNIFFLES) 89 00:08:31.420 --> 00:08:34.151 But in a way, that cabin made us happy. 90 00:08:36.220 --> 00:08:38.029 No one could find us. 91 00:08:39.460 --> 00:08:41.667 Everyone thought we were dead. 92 00:08:41.740 --> 00:08:43.469 ABDIC: And if you were to run away today, 93 00:08:43.540 --> 00:08:45.747 right now, where would you go? 94 00:08:57.700 --> 00:08:59.941 I read once that when a train hits, 95 00:09:00.020 --> 00:09:01.351 it can rip the clothes right off of you. 96 00:09:10.820 --> 00:09:13.300 I'm pretty sure Scott thinks the nanny job 97 00:09:13.380 --> 00:09:15.303 is gonna make me less restless. 98 00:09:16.300 --> 00:09:18.462 Make me wanna get pregnant. 99 00:09:19.060 --> 00:09:20.903 And that's not the case? 100 00:09:22.740 --> 00:09:24.071 When I finish work every night, 101 00:09:24.140 --> 00:09:25.983 I run home and I get in the shower, 102 00:09:26.060 --> 00:09:29.462 and I wash the smell of that baby off of me as fast as I can. 103 00:09:33.660 --> 00:09:36.311 (WATER DRIPPING) 104 00:09:40.140 --> 00:09:41.141 (SOFTLY) Ah. 105 00:09:41.780 --> 00:09:44.226 When you woke up this morning, 106 00:09:44.300 --> 00:09:47.349 I went and I brought you back to bed with me. 107 00:09:47.820 --> 00:09:49.231 And when I was feeding you, 108 00:09:49.300 --> 00:09:52.588 we heard Daddy singing from the kitchen, didn't we? 109 00:09:54.260 --> 00:09:56.467 (SINGING) Happy birthday to you 110 00:09:56.820 --> 00:09:58.549 Happy birthday to you 111 00:09:58.780 --> 00:09:59.827 (CHUCKLES) 112 00:09:59.980 --> 00:10:03.223 Happy birthday, dear Anna 113 00:10:03.300 --> 00:10:05.780 Happy birthday to you 114 00:10:06.500 --> 00:10:09.743 Oh. Daddy came upstairs with a beautiful breakfast 115 00:10:09.820 --> 00:10:12.061 that he made for Mommy, didn't he? 116 00:10:12.180 --> 00:10:13.591 Yes, he did. 117 00:10:14.380 --> 00:10:16.667 Thank you, Megan. (GRUNTS) 118 00:10:17.140 --> 00:10:18.824 (IMITATES WHOOSHING) 119 00:10:20.140 --> 00:10:21.710 There you go. 120 00:10:22.660 --> 00:10:24.628 (EVIE COOS) MEGAN: Shh, Shh, shh. 121 00:10:29.820 --> 00:10:32.061 Ooh, hello. (CHUCKLES) 122 00:10:33.980 --> 00:10:35.869 (coos AND GRUNTS) (LAUGHS) 123 00:10:36.220 --> 00:10:39.269 I swear, I sometimes feel like my heart is gonna explode. 124 00:10:39.340 --> 00:10:42.184 I mean, look at her. (LAUGHS) Look at her! 125 00:10:42.260 --> 00:10:44.069 (TELEPHONE RINGING) (ANNA GASPS) 126 00:10:44.540 --> 00:10:46.542 (CHUCKLES) You're not sleeping! 127 00:10:46.620 --> 00:10:47.621 MEGAN: Hello? 128 00:10:47.700 --> 00:10:48.986 (WHISPERING) You're not sleeping. 129 00:10:50.540 --> 00:10:51.701 MEGAN: Hello? 130 00:10:52.820 --> 00:10:53.981 Hello? 131 00:10:54.220 --> 00:10:55.381 (LINE DISCONNECTS) 132 00:10:56.820 --> 00:10:58.231 Is that another hang-up? Mmm-hmm. 133 00:11:00.220 --> 00:11:01.346 ANNA: And grab the corners. 134 00:11:07.660 --> 00:11:08.661 And straight. 135 00:11:09.060 --> 00:11:10.710 I got another job. 136 00:11:11.060 --> 00:11:12.061 You what? 137 00:11:13.580 --> 00:11:14.991 I'm really sorry, Anna. 138 00:11:17.060 --> 00:11:18.346 I thought you were happy here. 139 00:11:18.420 --> 00:11:20.184 I mean, you seemed happy here. 140 00:11:20.260 --> 00:11:21.910 I am. 141 00:11:22.980 --> 00:11:25.062 It's just this isn't what I do. 142 00:11:25.900 --> 00:11:27.311 Take care of children? 143 00:11:28.340 --> 00:11:29.421 Or laundry. 144 00:11:31.220 --> 00:11:33.348 Another gallery headhunted me. 145 00:11:34.820 --> 00:11:35.821 (CHUCKLES) 146 00:11:35.900 --> 00:11:37.664 That's great. 147 00:11:37.740 --> 00:11:39.902 The thing is, it starts tomorrow. 148 00:11:41.260 --> 00:11:44.662 I'm out all day tomorrow. That is so uncool. 149 00:11:44.740 --> 00:11:46.822 I hate to leave you like this without childcare, 150 00:11:46.940 --> 00:11:48.590 but you don't have a job. 151 00:11:51.780 --> 00:11:53.782 Okay, that sounded wrong. 152 00:11:54.940 --> 00:11:56.908 I know that you're busy volunteering. 153 00:11:56.980 --> 00:11:59.187 It's not the volunteering. 154 00:11:59.260 --> 00:12:03.185 It's all the shopping, it's spending hours in the farmers' market, 155 00:12:03.260 --> 00:12:04.830 it's finding the right foods for her, 156 00:12:04.900 --> 00:12:06.186 it's pureeing sweet potatoes, 157 00:12:06.260 --> 00:12:08.467 and I do all of this at the same time 158 00:12:08.940 --> 00:12:10.351 as I'm nursing. 159 00:12:11.140 --> 00:12:13.029 Maybe you should go back to work, too. 160 00:12:13.700 --> 00:12:17.022 Mothers need to work. It's actually better for the kid. 161 00:12:17.100 --> 00:12:18.704 And how would you know? 162 00:12:22.300 --> 00:12:23.301 (KEYS JINGLE) 163 00:12:26.220 --> 00:12:27.460 Your key. 164 00:12:29.020 --> 00:12:31.910 There's no job more important than raising a child. 165 00:12:34.820 --> 00:12:36.310 Megan, please. 166 00:12:37.820 --> 00:12:38.821 (SIGHS) 167 00:12:46.900 --> 00:12:48.470 (KEYS JINGLE) 168 00:12:51.660 --> 00:12:52.946 (EVIE CRYING) (GROANS) 169 00:12:59.740 --> 00:13:00.901 Rachel! 170 00:13:00.980 --> 00:13:03.347 What are you doing? Give me my baby. 171 00:13:04.220 --> 00:13:05.585 Rachel, what are you doing? 172 00:13:10.900 --> 00:13:12.789 - TOM: Hello? - (DOOR OPENS) 173 00:13:17.180 --> 00:13:18.181 (GASPS SOFTLY) 174 00:13:21.420 --> 00:13:22.785 Thank you. 175 00:13:23.420 --> 00:13:24.865 Hmm. Beautiful. 176 00:13:29.220 --> 00:13:31.700 How many times has she texted you today? 177 00:13:32.380 --> 00:13:33.541 I don't know. 178 00:13:33.620 --> 00:13:35.748 She called the landline three times. 179 00:13:36.580 --> 00:13:37.581 Oh. 180 00:13:37.860 --> 00:13:38.907 You have to talk to her. 181 00:13:38.980 --> 00:13:39.947 I know. 182 00:13:40.020 --> 00:13:41.101 It's getting crazy. 183 00:13:41.220 --> 00:13:42.870 I will. I know, I know, I know. 184 00:13:43.700 --> 00:13:44.906 Okay. 185 00:13:44.980 --> 00:13:46.106 It's gonna be fine. 186 00:13:47.540 --> 00:13:48.985 Isn't it always fine? 187 00:13:49.060 --> 00:13:50.585 Don't I always make everything fine? 188 00:13:50.660 --> 00:13:52.025 (LAUGHING) Stop! 189 00:13:53.740 --> 00:13:55.629 Who gives a shit? It's your birthday. 190 00:13:55.700 --> 00:13:57.464 Are you sure you don't want me to take you out tonight? 191 00:13:57.540 --> 00:13:59.508 No, I like it at home. Call Megan. 192 00:13:59.580 --> 00:14:01.264 Ask her to come back. 193 00:14:04.420 --> 00:14:05.785 She just quit. 194 00:14:05.860 --> 00:14:07.305 She what? 195 00:14:07.380 --> 00:14:09.144 She just told me she got another job. 196 00:14:09.860 --> 00:14:10.861 Huh. 197 00:14:11.740 --> 00:14:12.741 Shame. 198 00:14:12.820 --> 00:14:14.663 I thought you guys were kind of a good team together. 199 00:14:15.540 --> 00:14:16.541 Mmm. 200 00:14:16.980 --> 00:14:18.266 So did I. 201 00:15:16.300 --> 00:15:18.302 (MEGAN BREATHING HEAVILY) 202 00:15:26.180 --> 00:15:27.466 (KEYBOARD CLACKING) 203 00:15:31.860 --> 00:15:33.191 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 204 00:15:46.020 --> 00:15:47.431 (LINE RINGING) 205 00:15:49.580 --> 00:15:51.105 TOM: (ON VOICEMAIL) Hey, it's Tom. Sorry I missed you. 206 00:15:51.180 --> 00:15:52.591 I'll get right back to you. (BEEPS) 207 00:15:53.500 --> 00:15:55.628 Hey, Tom. It's me. 208 00:15:55.700 --> 00:15:59.421 Uh, I just wanted to wish Momma a happy birthday. 209 00:15:59.500 --> 00:16:01.025 Happy birthday, Mom... CATHY: Rachel! 210 00:16:02.340 --> 00:16:03.626 Jesus. 211 00:16:05.940 --> 00:16:06.941 No,no,no. 212 00:16:07.020 --> 00:16:09.068 No, don't, Cathy. Please stop it. Relax. 213 00:16:09.140 --> 00:16:10.141 Cathy, come on! Relax! 214 00:16:10.220 --> 00:16:12.382 I just need some to go to sleep, that's all. 215 00:16:12.460 --> 00:16:15.384 I just need a little bit to go to sleep. 216 00:16:16.580 --> 00:16:17.911 What brought this on? 217 00:16:20.220 --> 00:16:23.429 He posted another picture of the baby. 218 00:16:23.500 --> 00:16:24.740 It was a cute picture. 219 00:16:24.820 --> 00:16:26.231 Yeah? Yup. 220 00:16:27.100 --> 00:16:30.707 Facebook and drunk ex-wives do not make good friends. (CHUCKLES) 221 00:16:31.420 --> 00:16:33.900 I got it. I got it. 222 00:16:34.020 --> 00:16:36.148 All right. Let's get you to your room. 223 00:16:40.500 --> 00:16:44.391 Rachel, you have to stop calling them, okay? 224 00:16:48.380 --> 00:16:50.621 I really appreciate this room. 225 00:16:51.180 --> 00:16:52.784 I do. 226 00:16:53.620 --> 00:16:55.349 I thought that I would just be here 227 00:16:55.420 --> 00:16:59.266 for a couple of weeks or months. 228 00:16:59.340 --> 00:17:00.865 Yeah, that was two years ago. 229 00:17:01.860 --> 00:17:02.861 (CHUCKLES) 230 00:17:04.380 --> 00:17:05.905 Get some sleep. 231 00:17:11.580 --> 00:17:12.581 (SWITCH CLICKS) 232 00:17:36.860 --> 00:17:39.261 IVF rarely works the first time. 233 00:17:40.580 --> 00:17:41.945 Would you like a moment? 234 00:17:43.780 --> 00:17:45.623 TOM: (SOFTLY) It's okay, sweetie. 235 00:17:46.340 --> 00:17:47.387 We're gonna try again. 236 00:17:47.460 --> 00:17:49.781 We can't afford to do it again. 237 00:17:52.140 --> 00:17:53.904 When we can, we will. 238 00:18:17.700 --> 00:18:19.225 (TRAIN RUMBLING) 239 00:19:00.420 --> 00:19:03.185 RACHEL: I wonder what she's looking at. 240 00:19:03.260 --> 00:19:05.911 Or if she even sees this train at all. 241 00:19:20.620 --> 00:19:21.701 Who is that man? 242 00:19:40.620 --> 00:19:41.985 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 243 00:19:48.740 --> 00:19:50.424 What is she doing? 244 00:20:00.180 --> 00:20:01.909 She's throwing it all away. 245 00:20:12.780 --> 00:20:14.748 (DRUM STICKS TAPPING RHYTHMICALLY) 246 00:20:34.780 --> 00:20:37.306 TOM: Anna, I fell asleep last night thinking of you. 247 00:20:37.380 --> 00:20:39.701 I dreamed about kissing the inside of your thighs 248 00:20:39.780 --> 00:20:41.862 and holding your breasts. 249 00:20:41.940 --> 00:20:44.068 God, I wish I was fucking you right now. 250 00:20:45.740 --> 00:20:47.868 Anna, I love you. 251 00:20:47.980 --> 00:20:49.903 I love you so much. 252 00:20:50.660 --> 00:20:54.710 RACHEL: When it happened to me, I found dozens of e-mails. 253 00:20:54.820 --> 00:20:58.222 Tom told her that he'd never felt like this before. 254 00:20:58.300 --> 00:21:01.747 He said it wouldn't be that much longer until they were together. 255 00:21:04.260 --> 00:21:07.821 I know what they say. You shouldn't check his e-mail. 256 00:21:09.020 --> 00:21:10.510 I was stupid. 257 00:21:11.460 --> 00:21:13.508 But when I, um... (SNIFFLES) 258 00:21:13.580 --> 00:21:15.742 When I saw it was from the realtor, 259 00:21:15.820 --> 00:21:18.505 I thought that it was just spam. 260 00:21:18.580 --> 00:21:22.107 And then I realized that they were kisses, not X's. 261 00:21:22.180 --> 00:21:25.502 And my husband was fucking a Century 21 agent. 262 00:21:25.580 --> 00:21:26.991 That sucks. it does. 263 00:21:27.060 --> 00:21:29.950 Her name was Anna Boyd and he was in love with her. 264 00:21:32.900 --> 00:21:34.584 Come here for one second. 265 00:21:35.860 --> 00:21:38.943 Say "Fuck you, Anna Boyd," but just yell it, all right? 266 00:21:39.020 --> 00:21:41.864 Fuck you, Anna Boyd! Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 267 00:21:43.540 --> 00:21:46.111 RACHEL: That bitch is living in my house. 268 00:21:47.020 --> 00:21:49.148 I picked everything in that house. I picked everything. 269 00:21:49.220 --> 00:21:52.861 I picked the dining table, the kitchen table. 270 00:21:52.940 --> 00:21:55.068 I wonder if she knows that I fucked Tom 271 00:21:55.140 --> 00:21:58.110 on the same table that her baby eats at. 272 00:21:58.180 --> 00:22:00.069 I just wanna tell her. 273 00:22:01.420 --> 00:22:03.468 I wish I could tell her. 274 00:22:03.540 --> 00:22:05.588 I picked everything in that house. 275 00:22:05.660 --> 00:22:07.708 I fucking picked everything in that house. 276 00:22:15.580 --> 00:22:18.470 I could never find the words to describe how I felt 277 00:22:18.540 --> 00:22:21.350 when I read that e-mail. 278 00:22:21.420 --> 00:22:24.822 But this morning, I did. 279 00:22:24.900 --> 00:22:26.265 I did. 280 00:22:27.060 --> 00:22:32.226 When I saw that woman kissing someone else, just... 281 00:22:33.580 --> 00:22:36.982 Betraying her husband, I felt... 282 00:22:37.060 --> 00:22:38.391 I felt it. 283 00:22:38.460 --> 00:22:41.464 I felt pure rage. 284 00:22:43.580 --> 00:22:45.821 (SOBBING) It was like something had been 285 00:22:45.900 --> 00:22:48.107 taken from me again. 286 00:22:48.780 --> 00:22:50.350 If I could... 287 00:22:50.420 --> 00:22:53.344 If I could, I'd just go to her house, 288 00:22:54.260 --> 00:22:58.549 and I'd go and find her sitting at the kitchen table, 289 00:22:58.620 --> 00:22:59.985 and I'd just... 290 00:23:00.060 --> 00:23:02.586 I'd wrap my hand in her long blonde hair 291 00:23:02.700 --> 00:23:04.065 and I'd jerk her head back. 292 00:23:04.140 --> 00:23:06.063 I'd just jerk it back, 293 00:23:06.140 --> 00:23:08.871 and then I'd pull her down to the ground, 294 00:23:08.940 --> 00:23:14.788 and I would just smash her head all over the floor! 295 00:23:15.940 --> 00:23:16.941 (SOBBING) 296 00:23:23.460 --> 00:23:25.428 (TRAIN CHUGGING) 297 00:23:26.820 --> 00:23:28.743 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 298 00:24:10.340 --> 00:24:12.263 RACHEL: Move! Get out of my way! 299 00:24:12.340 --> 00:24:13.341 Move! 300 00:25:07.380 --> 00:25:08.461 Hey! 301 00:25:09.980 --> 00:25:10.981 Hey! 302 00:25:23.180 --> 00:25:24.420 You whore! 303 00:25:44.980 --> 00:25:46.584 (RACHEL GROANS) 304 00:25:58.220 --> 00:25:59.870 TOM: (ON PHONE) Jesus Christ, Rachel. 305 00:26:00.020 --> 00:26:01.943 What the hell is wrong with you? (GROANS) 306 00:26:03.500 --> 00:26:06.106 I spent the past hour driving around looking for you. 307 00:26:07.740 --> 00:26:08.741 (TOM SCOFFS) 308 00:26:08.940 --> 00:26:10.385 You scared the shit out of Anna. 309 00:26:10.460 --> 00:26:11.507 Do you know that? 310 00:26:12.460 --> 00:26:14.462 She thought you were gonna... 311 00:26:15.140 --> 00:26:17.302 She wanted to call the police. So just... 312 00:26:21.020 --> 00:26:22.784 Leave us alone. 313 00:26:23.740 --> 00:26:25.424 You can ruin your own life if you want to, 314 00:26:25.500 --> 00:26:28.071 but you're not gonna destroy ours. 315 00:26:28.140 --> 00:26:30.586 I'm not gonna protect you anymore. 316 00:26:34.020 --> 00:26:35.226 RACHEL: Oh, my God. 317 00:26:54.860 --> 00:26:55.907 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 318 00:26:55.980 --> 00:26:58.108 CATHY: Rachel? Open the door. 319 00:26:58.660 --> 00:27:01.106 Cathy, I just need a sec. 320 00:27:01.180 --> 00:27:02.750 Are you okay? 321 00:27:02.820 --> 00:27:04.709 Rachel, open the door. 322 00:27:05.540 --> 00:27:06.621 I have a stomach flu. 323 00:27:06.700 --> 00:27:08.623 Okay? I just... You don't have a flu. 324 00:27:08.700 --> 00:27:11.101 What the fuck, Rachel? 325 00:27:11.180 --> 00:27:12.341 I'm not stupid! 326 00:27:13.700 --> 00:27:15.623 Rachel! Cathy, just go away! 327 00:27:21.340 --> 00:27:22.341 (SNIFFLES) 328 00:27:26.380 --> 00:27:28.701 RACHEL: Come here for one second. Just one second. 329 00:27:29.700 --> 00:27:31.304 Say "Fuck you, Anna Boyd." 330 00:27:31.380 --> 00:27:33.587 Fuck you, Anna Boyd! Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 331 00:27:40.420 --> 00:27:41.660 You whore! 332 00:27:43.700 --> 00:27:44.701 (GRUNTS) 333 00:28:25.060 --> 00:28:26.505 (SCREAMING) 334 00:28:26.820 --> 00:28:27.901 No! 335 00:28:27.980 --> 00:28:28.981 (GASPS) 336 00:28:44.700 --> 00:28:49.228 MAN: Anyone counting days 1 to 90, who would like to share a day count? 337 00:28:49.380 --> 00:28:51.064 JASON: Hey, I'm Jason. I'm an alcoholic. ALL: Welcome, Jason. 338 00:28:51.140 --> 00:28:52.824 JASON: I've got 22 days back. 339 00:28:53.100 --> 00:28:54.545 (PEOPLE APPLAUDING) 340 00:28:57.220 --> 00:28:58.506 MAN: Anyone else? 341 00:29:04.820 --> 00:29:06.982 Hi. I'm Rachel and... 342 00:29:07.700 --> 00:29:09.304 MAN 1: Welcome, Rachel. MAN 2: Hi, Rachel. 343 00:29:09.780 --> 00:29:12.465 Thank you. This is day one, I suppose. 344 00:29:26.500 --> 00:29:27.501 RACHEL: Um... 345 00:29:29.820 --> 00:29:31.982 I'm here because I... 346 00:29:33.420 --> 00:29:34.831 Because l ... 347 00:29:36.660 --> 00:29:39.903 Because I woke up, um, covered in blood. 348 00:29:41.540 --> 00:29:45.750 And I had bruises all over my arm, um... 349 00:29:46.420 --> 00:29:47.421 (SNIFFLES) 350 00:29:47.500 --> 00:29:50.822 It's usually from when I've fallen and someone's helped me up. 351 00:29:54.180 --> 00:29:55.625 My husband... 352 00:29:56.500 --> 00:29:59.902 He used to tell me what I'd done the night before. 353 00:30:03.620 --> 00:30:07.181 And I learned when you wake up like that, you just say you're sorry. 354 00:30:10.900 --> 00:30:13.267 You just say you're sorry for what you did, 355 00:30:13.380 --> 00:30:15.621 and you're sorry for who you are, 356 00:30:15.700 --> 00:30:17.941 and you're never gonna do it again. 357 00:30:18.020 --> 00:30:20.261 But you do. You do it again. 358 00:30:21.780 --> 00:30:24.147 (SOBBING) And there's time missing. 359 00:30:26.100 --> 00:30:27.829 I need to remember. 360 00:30:30.060 --> 00:30:31.789 I need to remember. 361 00:30:33.580 --> 00:30:35.389 MAN: Okay. Thank you, Rachel. 362 00:30:35.460 --> 00:30:36.461 ALL: Thank you, Rachel. 363 00:30:37.620 --> 00:30:39.748 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 364 00:30:45.420 --> 00:30:48.026 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 365 00:30:52.940 --> 00:30:54.385 MARTHA: Right? It was that, um... 366 00:30:54.460 --> 00:30:55.791 The homeless thing. 367 00:30:55.860 --> 00:30:57.271 I don't remember what it was called. 368 00:30:57.380 --> 00:30:58.541 WOMAN: Oh, Safe Shelter. 369 00:30:58.620 --> 00:31:00.349 That was a tube top, right? 370 00:31:00.420 --> 00:31:01.751 WOMAN: Yep, it was. 371 00:31:02.500 --> 00:31:05.185 MARTHA: Why say, "Yes, I'm gonna go. 372 00:31:05.260 --> 00:31:07.501 "And I can't wait because it's fun to dress up." 373 00:31:07.580 --> 00:31:08.661 Then dress up. 374 00:31:08.740 --> 00:31:09.866 RACHEL: Do you like devil's eggs, Martha? 375 00:31:09.940 --> 00:31:11.863 Deviled eggs? Yeah, I do. 376 00:31:11.980 --> 00:31:12.981 Deviled eggs. 377 00:31:13.060 --> 00:31:14.221 MARTHA: Thank you for making them. 378 00:31:14.340 --> 00:31:16.024 (EXCLAIMING PLAYFULLY) (CHUCKLES) 379 00:31:16.100 --> 00:31:18.467 The classics. Do you wanna try one, anybody? 380 00:31:18.540 --> 00:31:20.429 Those go outside. I don't want the eggs with the dessert. 381 00:31:20.500 --> 00:31:22.502 It doesn't fucking matter where they go, okay? 382 00:31:22.580 --> 00:31:24.867 So do you wanna put them here? Do you want them with your hot dogs? 383 00:31:24.940 --> 00:31:27.227 Or you can put a couple with your quinoa if you want to. 384 00:31:27.300 --> 00:31:29.223 Do you wanna put them with your other salad and your corn? 385 00:31:29.340 --> 00:31:30.865 TOM: Rachel. Put a couple on the wall... 386 00:31:31.060 --> 00:31:32.107 (GASPS) TOM: Rachel! 387 00:31:32.580 --> 00:31:34.901 I'm fine, Tom! Stop it. 388 00:31:34.980 --> 00:31:36.823 You didn't back me up. You never have my back. 389 00:31:36.900 --> 00:31:38.629 You never have my back. 390 00:31:38.700 --> 00:31:40.782 That's my boss's wife. 391 00:31:40.860 --> 00:31:42.191 Probably got me fired back there. 392 00:31:42.300 --> 00:31:44.268 I don't give a fuck. I'm your wife. 393 00:31:44.340 --> 00:31:46.069 I'm your wife and you never... Rachel. 394 00:31:46.180 --> 00:31:47.545 You never fucking support me. 395 00:31:47.620 --> 00:31:48.906 Rachel, please stop it! 396 00:31:48.980 --> 00:31:51.267 Hey, come on! I need you to focus here. 397 00:31:51.380 --> 00:31:53.542 Don't fucking talk to me like that! Relax! 398 00:31:56.780 --> 00:31:58.350 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 399 00:32:08.900 --> 00:32:10.425 Rachel. There you are. Cathy, I'm sorry. 400 00:32:10.500 --> 00:32:12.025 I need to get my shit together. 401 00:32:14.220 --> 00:32:15.551 RILEY: You must be Ms. Watson. 402 00:32:16.420 --> 00:32:19.230 I'm Detective Riley. This is Detective Gaskill. 403 00:32:19.420 --> 00:32:21.104 We need to ask you a few questions. 404 00:32:21.180 --> 00:32:22.944 What's this about? 405 00:32:23.460 --> 00:32:24.871 Wanna sit down? 406 00:32:29.380 --> 00:32:32.782 Can you tell me where you were Friday night? 407 00:32:36.700 --> 00:32:40.671 I was at work in the city, and then... 408 00:32:42.660 --> 00:32:44.947 And then I went to visit my husband. 409 00:32:45.020 --> 00:32:46.545 You mean your ex-husband? 410 00:32:48.500 --> 00:32:51.788 Yeah. So I got off the train at Ardsley-on-Hudson, 411 00:32:54.140 --> 00:32:56.586 and then I decided that it was a bad idea. 412 00:32:56.660 --> 00:32:58.822 Around what time did you reach that conclusion? 413 00:32:59.660 --> 00:33:01.549 I was back here by 11:00. 414 00:33:02.820 --> 00:33:04.424 Yeah. Yeah. 415 00:33:05.620 --> 00:33:07.622 On your way back here, did you stop anywhere? 416 00:33:09.700 --> 00:33:10.667 No. 417 00:33:10.740 --> 00:33:13.311 And what time did you take the train there? 418 00:33:13.380 --> 00:33:14.620 Um, 6200. 419 00:33:14.700 --> 00:33:18.466 So, what'd you do during those hours in Ardsley, 420 00:33:18.540 --> 00:33:20.383 if you weren't seeing your ex-husband? 421 00:33:29.460 --> 00:33:32.031 Do you remember seeing this woman? 422 00:33:32.100 --> 00:33:34.865 She worked for your ex-husband. 423 00:33:34.940 --> 00:33:36.669 She's gone missing. 424 00:33:36.740 --> 00:33:38.071 What do you mean she's missing? 425 00:33:38.140 --> 00:33:40.063 Her husband said she never came back home 426 00:33:40.140 --> 00:33:43.064 the same night you got off the train in Ardsley-on-Hudson. 427 00:33:45.340 --> 00:33:46.421 I was just... 428 00:33:46.500 --> 00:33:48.502 Do you know Megan Hipwell? No! 429 00:33:48.580 --> 00:33:51.231 Did you see her? (STUTTERING) No, I don't think so. 430 00:33:51.300 --> 00:33:53.223 Is that because you were inebriated? 431 00:33:54.780 --> 00:33:57.181 Just to clarify, you said you were at work Friday? 432 00:33:57.260 --> 00:34:00.469 Are you referring to your job in public relations? 433 00:34:00.540 --> 00:34:01.701 Right. 434 00:34:01.780 --> 00:34:04.351 It's my understanding you were fired from that job over a year ago 435 00:34:04.420 --> 00:34:07.071 because of your drinking problem. 436 00:34:20.020 --> 00:34:22.341 Okay. That's enough for now. 437 00:34:25.940 --> 00:34:29.547 If you're able to remember anything else, give us a call. 438 00:34:31.700 --> 00:34:33.350 CATHY: Did you really get fired? 439 00:34:34.220 --> 00:34:36.348 Look, I didn't want you to worry that I couldn't pay the rent. 440 00:34:36.420 --> 00:34:39.503 If you don't have a job, then what do you do every day? 441 00:34:41.980 --> 00:34:44.221 (STAMMERING) I ride the train. 442 00:34:44.300 --> 00:34:45.381 You what? 443 00:34:45.460 --> 00:34:48.225 I ride the train to New York and back. 444 00:34:49.340 --> 00:34:52.981 That's what your alimony's paying for? Tickets to nowhere? 445 00:34:54.220 --> 00:34:56.382 That's really fucking weird, Rachel. 446 00:34:56.460 --> 00:34:57.825 Okay, Okay- 447 00:35:01.180 --> 00:35:02.227 (STAMMERING) 448 00:35:02.300 --> 00:35:06.589 I got on the train, and then I got off the train. 449 00:35:06.660 --> 00:35:09.027 I don't know. It's very unclear. 450 00:35:09.100 --> 00:35:10.989 You don't remember anything, do you? 451 00:35:12.980 --> 00:35:16.951 I read about this man in Long Island who blacked out. 452 00:35:17.700 --> 00:35:19.429 He left a bar... 453 00:35:19.500 --> 00:35:21.423 (VOICE FADING) ...drove to the house that he'd grown up in, 454 00:35:21.500 --> 00:35:23.468 stabbed its occupants to death. 455 00:35:24.380 --> 00:35:26.951 He woke up the next morning oblivious to what he did, 456 00:35:27.020 --> 00:35:28.067 until the police came to get him. 457 00:35:28.140 --> 00:35:29.107 Rachel! 458 00:35:29.180 --> 00:35:30.511 What? What? 459 00:35:30.580 --> 00:35:32.469 You have to leave. 460 00:35:32.540 --> 00:35:34.269 I can't do this anymore. I'll give you a few weeks... 461 00:35:34.340 --> 00:35:35.466 Hold on. 462 00:35:36.060 --> 00:35:37.186 Hold on. 463 00:35:38.220 --> 00:35:39.790 Detective Riley? 464 00:35:39.860 --> 00:35:40.941 Yeah, I agree with you. 465 00:35:41.020 --> 00:35:42.749 Detective Riley? 466 00:35:42.820 --> 00:35:47.144 I saw someone with Megan Hipwell, but not on Friday night. 467 00:35:48.740 --> 00:35:51.346 She was having an affair. She had a lover. 468 00:35:51.420 --> 00:35:52.467 That's what I'm trying to tell you. 469 00:35:52.540 --> 00:35:53.951 I thought you didn't know her. 470 00:35:54.020 --> 00:35:55.829 No. But I saw her. 471 00:35:55.900 --> 00:35:57.026 You saw her where? 472 00:35:57.140 --> 00:35:58.301 I saw her from the train. 473 00:35:58.380 --> 00:36:00.542 She was standing on the deck with this man. 474 00:36:00.660 --> 00:36:02.549 With her husband, Scott Hipwell? No. 475 00:36:02.620 --> 00:36:03.781 It wasn't him. 476 00:36:03.860 --> 00:36:06.591 This man was different and they were kissing. 477 00:36:07.420 --> 00:36:10.185 Wow. That's pretty coincidental, isn't it? 478 00:36:11.220 --> 00:36:13.348 You just happen to be on a train at the same exact moment 479 00:36:13.420 --> 00:36:15.502 that a woman you don't know, but somehow recognize 480 00:36:15.580 --> 00:36:16.945 is cheating on her husband? 481 00:36:17.020 --> 00:36:18.146 I know it sounds crazy. 482 00:36:18.220 --> 00:36:23.306 Neighbors saw a drunk woman in the vicinity of her house Friday night. 483 00:36:23.380 --> 00:36:26.224 Megan Hipwell does bear a resemblance to Anna Watson. 484 00:36:28.220 --> 00:36:30.666 Mrs. Watson reported that you go to their house 485 00:36:30.740 --> 00:36:31.980 sometimes uninvited 486 00:36:32.060 --> 00:36:35.746 and that on one occasion, you actually broke in and took their child. 487 00:36:37.060 --> 00:36:39.666 Let me give you some advice. 488 00:36:39.740 --> 00:36:41.344 Don't go back to Beckett Road. 489 00:36:41.420 --> 00:36:43.661 Don't contact your ex-husband. 490 00:36:43.740 --> 00:36:46.505 Don't go anywhere near Anna Watson or her baby. 491 00:36:46.580 --> 00:36:47.661 Are you listening to me? 492 00:36:47.740 --> 00:36:48.901 Yes. 493 00:36:50.060 --> 00:36:52.506 You don't live there anymore. 494 00:36:53.420 --> 00:36:54.785 Stay away. 495 00:37:04.100 --> 00:37:06.262 MEGAN: You know, I lie all the time. 496 00:37:09.780 --> 00:37:11.350 I lie to Scott. 497 00:37:11.420 --> 00:37:12.990 I lie to you. 498 00:37:14.900 --> 00:37:17.631 I mean, I know that's not the point of therapy, 499 00:37:19.460 --> 00:37:21.622 but l have to keep things vague. 500 00:37:22.540 --> 00:37:26.625 Jumble up all the men, the exes, the lovers. 501 00:37:29.500 --> 00:37:31.070 It doesn't matter who they are. 502 00:37:31.140 --> 00:37:33.507 It matters how they make me feel. 503 00:37:34.780 --> 00:37:36.145 (SNIFFLES) 504 00:37:41.940 --> 00:37:44.261 Lying is like taking a trip. 505 00:37:50.780 --> 00:37:52.828 It's like having a secret. 506 00:37:54.100 --> 00:37:57.343 It's like touching yourself and no one else knows. 507 00:38:02.060 --> 00:38:04.188 (HEAVY BREATHING) 508 00:38:06.340 --> 00:38:07.705 Except you. 509 00:38:08.500 --> 00:38:10.821 ABDIC: But you're just pretending. 510 00:38:14.500 --> 00:38:17.185 You're just pretending to touch yourself. 511 00:38:27.060 --> 00:38:28.425 Scott's possessive. 512 00:38:29.100 --> 00:38:30.340 Jealous. 513 00:38:32.820 --> 00:38:34.549 He likes to own me. 514 00:38:37.460 --> 00:38:39.781 He figures out all my passwords. 515 00:38:43.060 --> 00:38:44.744 Which is kind of sexy. 516 00:38:51.500 --> 00:38:53.980 So, when I came home last night, 517 00:38:55.060 --> 00:38:58.223 Scott was on my laptop, wondering why... 518 00:38:58.300 --> 00:38:59.904 Scott's behavior is not normal. 519 00:39:02.060 --> 00:39:04.108 It's a form of emotional abuse. 520 00:39:06.780 --> 00:39:08.544 Are you ever afraid of Scott? 521 00:39:10.780 --> 00:39:12.305 It's not abuse. 522 00:39:13.620 --> 00:39:15.941 Not if you don't care, and I don't. 523 00:39:16.540 --> 00:39:18.861 Maybe it's become a normal state for you. 524 00:39:22.140 --> 00:39:24.461 Is it normal I think about you all the time? 525 00:39:34.940 --> 00:39:36.305 RACHEL: "Almost exactly a week ago, 526 00:39:36.380 --> 00:39:40.430 "Megan Hipwell walked out of number 15 Beckett Road and disappeared. 527 00:39:40.500 --> 00:39:41.786 "No one has seen her since. 528 00:39:42.260 --> 00:39:46.345 "Neither her phone nor her bank cards have been used since Friday." 529 00:39:55.500 --> 00:39:56.911 "A wonderful woman, 530 00:39:56.980 --> 00:39:59.824 "an intensely private person with a warm heart. 531 00:40:01.420 --> 00:40:03.149 "She lost a brother when she was 16, 532 00:40:03.260 --> 00:40:05.945 "and both her parents died a few years ago. 533 00:40:09.380 --> 00:40:11.951 "Scott Hipwell urges anyone with information 534 00:40:12.060 --> 00:40:13.550 "to please come forward." 535 00:40:28.420 --> 00:40:29.751 You Megan's friend? 536 00:40:29.820 --> 00:40:31.629 RACHEL: Yes. Rachel. 537 00:40:31.700 --> 00:40:32.747 Come in. 538 00:40:37.540 --> 00:40:38.666 Do you want a coffee? 539 00:40:38.740 --> 00:40:40.026 Uh, sure. Thank you. 540 00:40:45.300 --> 00:40:46.711 Sorry, it's a mess. 541 00:40:47.900 --> 00:40:50.267 I've been hunting for her social, her birth certificate. 542 00:40:50.780 --> 00:40:51.827 The cops need a lot. 543 00:40:56.020 --> 00:40:57.306 Have we met somewhere before? 544 00:40:58.180 --> 00:40:59.511 (STAMMERING) I don't think so. 545 00:40:59.580 --> 00:41:00.866 And you know Megan from... 546 00:41:01.340 --> 00:41:02.671 Uh, from the gallery. 547 00:41:02.860 --> 00:41:04.021 Oh, you're an artist? 548 00:41:04.180 --> 00:41:06.342 Uh, well, I like to think so. 549 00:41:12.700 --> 00:41:14.225 So you said on the phone you wanted to tell me 550 00:41:14.300 --> 00:41:16.029 something about Megan. 551 00:41:18.580 --> 00:41:20.105 What did you wanna tell me? 552 00:41:22.020 --> 00:41:27.868 I saw your wife with someone on Friday morning. 553 00:41:27.940 --> 00:41:29.101 With who? 554 00:41:29.660 --> 00:41:32.311 She was up there on your porch. 555 00:41:32.380 --> 00:41:33.586 Um... 556 00:41:33.660 --> 00:41:38.029 I saw her from the train, because I commute to Manhattan every day 557 00:41:38.100 --> 00:41:40.228 and I go straight past here. 558 00:41:46.820 --> 00:41:47.821 She kissed him. 559 00:41:50.740 --> 00:41:52.265 They were kissing. 560 00:41:56.860 --> 00:41:59.784 I'm sorry. I know this is a terrible thing to hear. 561 00:42:02.500 --> 00:42:03.581 Yeah. 562 00:42:05.780 --> 00:42:07.589 I know how it feels. 563 00:42:09.220 --> 00:42:10.221 Huh. 564 00:42:11.060 --> 00:42:12.903 What did he look like? 565 00:42:15.780 --> 00:42:16.781 (STAMMERS) 566 00:42:17.740 --> 00:42:20.664 He was average height. He had dark hair. 567 00:42:22.060 --> 00:42:24.188 And they were out there on the porch? 568 00:42:24.260 --> 00:42:25.386 Yes. 569 00:42:31.580 --> 00:42:32.581 (EXHALES) 570 00:42:32.780 --> 00:42:33.906 Fuck! 571 00:42:39.340 --> 00:42:40.341 (CLATTERING) 572 00:42:41.020 --> 00:42:42.226 Fuck. 573 00:42:47.700 --> 00:42:49.782 Oh, no, no, no. Thank you. 574 00:42:53.460 --> 00:42:54.791 Okay, sure. 575 00:43:00.580 --> 00:43:02.150 It could... I don't know. 576 00:43:02.220 --> 00:43:03.426 Maybe it's a good thing. 577 00:43:05.020 --> 00:43:07.148 Could mean she's all right. 578 00:43:07.700 --> 00:43:08.701 (CHUCKLES) 579 00:43:08.820 --> 00:43:10.470 She just ran off with someone. 580 00:43:10.540 --> 00:43:11.746 Right. 581 00:43:19.100 --> 00:43:20.386 Has she talked to you? 582 00:43:20.980 --> 00:43:23.745 Oh, no. Um, I haven't heard anything. 583 00:43:23.820 --> 00:43:26.107 You know her well enough to know where we live. 584 00:43:26.180 --> 00:43:27.989 Megan doesn't have many friends. 585 00:43:29.980 --> 00:43:33.143 Well, I used to live nearby, and, um, she and l... 586 00:43:33.260 --> 00:43:34.785 We took... We took... 587 00:43:34.860 --> 00:43:37.306 We took Pilates together. 588 00:43:37.380 --> 00:43:41.351 I think I should go. I feel like I've taken up too much of your time. 589 00:43:41.420 --> 00:43:45.550 So sorry to have had to tell you that in that way... 590 00:43:45.620 --> 00:43:46.621 Hey- 591 00:43:48.980 --> 00:43:51.142 Do you think you'd recognize him again if you saw him? 592 00:43:52.380 --> 00:43:53.541 I don't know. 593 00:43:54.900 --> 00:43:56.789 There's a guy. A therapist. 594 00:43:58.460 --> 00:44:01.703 His name's, um, Abdic... 595 00:44:04.860 --> 00:44:07.147 Um, Kamal Abdic. 596 00:44:12.060 --> 00:44:13.710 Is that who you saw? 597 00:44:15.220 --> 00:44:17.302 I don't know. I really can't tell. 598 00:44:18.260 --> 00:44:20.911 She spends a lot of fucking time with her shrink. 599 00:44:34.900 --> 00:44:35.947 RACHEL'. That's him. 600 00:44:36.020 --> 00:44:37.909 I remember. That's him. 601 00:44:39.060 --> 00:44:40.141 I remember. That's him. 602 00:44:51.220 --> 00:44:52.665 I'm sorry. 603 00:44:52.740 --> 00:44:54.105 MEGAN: Where are you? 604 00:44:54.820 --> 00:44:57.107 Where are you? 605 00:44:57.220 --> 00:44:58.506 Where are you? 606 00:45:01.140 --> 00:45:02.585 Where are you? 607 00:45:07.060 --> 00:45:08.391 (MEGAN MOANING) 608 00:45:35.980 --> 00:45:37.311 Stay away from me. 609 00:45:37.940 --> 00:45:39.226 MEGAN: (CRYING) This is so stupid. 610 00:45:40.060 --> 00:45:43.143 He makes every conversation about getting pregnant. 611 00:45:44.060 --> 00:45:46.108 And every time we go there... 612 00:45:46.180 --> 00:45:47.420 Where? 613 00:45:47.900 --> 00:45:49.504 To that subject. 614 00:45:50.980 --> 00:45:52.470 What subject? 615 00:45:55.420 --> 00:45:56.581 Megan? 616 00:45:57.660 --> 00:45:58.707 What subject? 617 00:46:16.820 --> 00:46:18.060 It's okay. 618 00:46:18.140 --> 00:46:19.141 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 619 00:46:21.220 --> 00:46:22.221 Megan. 620 00:46:23.060 --> 00:46:24.107 (SCREAMING) 621 00:46:28.740 --> 00:46:29.901 Megan. 622 00:46:30.020 --> 00:46:31.510 (MEGAN SNIFFLING) 623 00:46:32.580 --> 00:46:34.469 All right, Megan. 624 00:46:38.580 --> 00:46:40.582 We shouldn't. 625 00:46:40.700 --> 00:46:41.701 No. 626 00:46:42.660 --> 00:46:43.661 Megan. 627 00:46:45.860 --> 00:46:48.511 Don't make it impossible for us to work together. 628 00:46:56.460 --> 00:46:58.349 Megan, I could lose my practice. 629 00:47:00.860 --> 00:47:02.100 I don't give a fuck! 630 00:47:02.220 --> 00:47:04.791 I don't give a fuck about your fucking practice! 631 00:47:07.060 --> 00:47:08.141 I don't give a... 632 00:47:08.260 --> 00:47:09.910 (SPEAKING IN OTHER LANGUAGE) 633 00:47:22.540 --> 00:47:25.510 RACHEL: Dr. Kamal Abdic has been brought in for questioning 634 00:47:25.620 --> 00:47:28.749 on the disappearance of Ardsley-on-Hudson resident, Megan Hipwell. 635 00:47:29.340 --> 00:47:33.186 He was, according to sources, Mrs. Hipwell's psychiatrist. 636 00:47:36.300 --> 00:47:39.986 For the first time in ages, I have purpose. 637 00:47:43.020 --> 00:47:45.068 Or at least I have a distraction. 638 00:47:47.220 --> 00:47:50.508 I want Megan to show up safe and sound. I do. 639 00:47:51.820 --> 00:47:53.026 Yeah! (CELL PHONE CHIMES) 640 00:47:56.220 --> 00:47:57.710 Just not quite yet. 641 00:48:05.940 --> 00:48:07.021 Hi. 642 00:48:07.660 --> 00:48:09.230 What's wrong? 643 00:48:09.300 --> 00:48:11.029 SCOTT: Abdic's been released. 644 00:48:11.100 --> 00:48:12.864 What? 645 00:48:12.940 --> 00:48:14.510 There wasn't enough evidence. 646 00:48:14.580 --> 00:48:16.821 And because I'm the one that got him arrested, he talked. 647 00:48:16.900 --> 00:48:18.743 A lot. 648 00:48:18.820 --> 00:48:20.822 They'll build a case against him. 649 00:48:20.900 --> 00:48:22.504 It'll just take some time. 650 00:48:22.580 --> 00:48:24.821 Are you totally sure he's the guy you saw Megan with? 651 00:48:24.900 --> 00:48:26.026 Yes. 652 00:48:27.900 --> 00:48:29.550 You sure as fuck better be. 653 00:48:29.620 --> 00:48:30.860 I don't understand. 654 00:48:30.940 --> 00:48:32.351 The police think I did it. 655 00:48:32.420 --> 00:48:33.387 Yeah, but he's the one... 656 00:48:33.460 --> 00:48:35.224 He told them Megan's miserable. 657 00:48:35.300 --> 00:48:38.144 That I'm a jealous, controlling husband. 658 00:48:38.980 --> 00:48:42.302 I'm sure that they're just trying to rule you out. 659 00:48:42.380 --> 00:48:44.621 Abdic told them I'm abusive. 660 00:48:45.700 --> 00:48:49.147 When she walked out, I didn't go after her. 661 00:48:50.220 --> 00:48:52.541 I never called to check on her. 662 00:48:54.340 --> 00:48:56.308 I went to a sports bar for fuck's sake. 663 00:48:56.380 --> 00:48:57.620 Got drunk. 664 00:48:57.700 --> 00:49:00.909 No. We just need to find more evidence on Abdic. 665 00:49:00.980 --> 00:49:03.142 I've spent the whole day going through her stuff. 666 00:49:03.220 --> 00:49:05.063 There's no e-mails, there's nothing. 667 00:49:05.140 --> 00:49:06.983 No letters, no e-mails. 668 00:49:07.060 --> 00:49:08.346 Nothing. 669 00:49:09.540 --> 00:49:11.907 For a second, l thought about contacting Abdic myself. 670 00:49:14.180 --> 00:49:15.341 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 671 00:49:15.420 --> 00:49:17.024 Fucking phone won't stop! 672 00:49:18.540 --> 00:49:22.022 This is Scott. Yeah, yeah. Hold on. Hold on. 673 00:49:22.540 --> 00:49:23.780 Do you mind? 674 00:49:37.340 --> 00:49:38.341 ANNA: Oh! 675 00:49:52.620 --> 00:49:54.145 Rachel, no. 676 00:49:54.220 --> 00:49:55.221 Ann, get in the house. 677 00:50:04.580 --> 00:50:06.787 (STUTTERING) Your wife hit me on Friday night. 678 00:50:06.900 --> 00:50:08.390 No. What are you talking about? Yes. 679 00:50:08.460 --> 00:50:10.349 Yes, you did. Yes, you did! 680 00:50:10.420 --> 00:50:13.549 And then she... She got in your car. 681 00:50:14.100 --> 00:50:16.580 No. She said you yelled at her that night. 682 00:50:16.660 --> 00:50:18.025 No. That is not what happened. 683 00:50:18.100 --> 00:50:20.865 She was in the tunnel and she hit me. 684 00:50:20.940 --> 00:50:22.510 I don't wanna argue on the street. 685 00:50:22.580 --> 00:50:23.991 It's the middle of the day and you're drunk. 686 00:50:24.060 --> 00:50:25.789 Look, I'm not drunk, Tom. 687 00:50:29.100 --> 00:50:30.704 My wife is scared of you. 688 00:50:30.780 --> 00:50:32.020 Of What? 689 00:50:33.820 --> 00:50:36.221 I don't even know if that's a joke or not. 690 00:50:36.340 --> 00:50:38.388 Let's start with child abduction. That's bullshit. 691 00:50:38.460 --> 00:50:40.224 You know that's not how it happened. 692 00:50:40.300 --> 00:50:42.667 You and I both know what you're capable of. 693 00:50:48.580 --> 00:50:50.264 Were you just at Scott Hipwell's house? 694 00:50:54.020 --> 00:50:55.021 Why are you at Scott Hipwell's house? 695 00:50:55.100 --> 00:50:56.101 Because I'm helping... 696 00:50:56.180 --> 00:50:57.750 I'm helping him. 697 00:50:57.820 --> 00:50:58.946 How? To try and find Megan. 698 00:50:59.020 --> 00:51:01.227 You don't even know Megan! 699 00:51:03.420 --> 00:51:05.661 Rach , 700 00:51:05.740 --> 00:51:08.346 I don't think you're helping anybody. 701 00:51:11.300 --> 00:51:15.021 So you're here because you want to uncover lost memories? 702 00:51:15.140 --> 00:51:17.666 Is that correct? RACHEL: You have an accent. 703 00:51:17.740 --> 00:51:18.787 Pardon? 704 00:51:18.860 --> 00:51:22.467 No. Sorry. I, um, wasn't expecting you to have an accent. 705 00:51:23.460 --> 00:51:25.667 Well, you have an accent. (CHUCKLES) 706 00:51:28.420 --> 00:51:29.421 Where are you from? 707 00:51:29.500 --> 00:51:31.502 I'm American citizen. 708 00:51:31.580 --> 00:51:33.867 But I guess you're not here to talk about me. 709 00:51:34.580 --> 00:51:36.264 Unless you are. No. 710 00:51:36.340 --> 00:51:39.389 Sorry, I was just, uh, trying to make conversation. 711 00:51:39.460 --> 00:51:40.825 The blackouts. 712 00:51:41.500 --> 00:51:43.741 You're experiencing blackouts? 713 00:51:43.820 --> 00:51:44.821 Mmm-hmm. 714 00:51:45.140 --> 00:51:46.630 Do you wanna tell me about them? 715 00:51:50.740 --> 00:51:51.741 RACHEL: Mmm... 716 00:51:52.540 --> 00:51:58.866 Well, when I wake up, and when someone tells me what I've done, 717 00:52:02.020 --> 00:52:05.945 it just doesn't feel like me, or like something that I would do. 718 00:52:06.020 --> 00:52:08.500 I feel bad about it, but, um... 719 00:52:09.900 --> 00:52:13.347 But it's like it's so far removed that I have a... 720 00:52:15.540 --> 00:52:17.622 I just don't feel bad enough. 721 00:52:17.700 --> 00:52:20.465 You wanna take personal responsibility for what you've done, 722 00:52:20.580 --> 00:52:22.708 but you find it difficult to feel accountable 723 00:52:22.780 --> 00:52:24.748 because you can't even remember it. 724 00:52:28.060 --> 00:52:29.186 Yeah? 725 00:52:31.340 --> 00:52:32.466 Yeah. 726 00:52:32.540 --> 00:52:34.861 So, Rachel, besides drinking... 727 00:52:37.220 --> 00:52:39.109 Because you clearly drink. 728 00:52:39.180 --> 00:52:41.342 You've been drinking today, haven't you? 729 00:52:48.220 --> 00:52:51.383 What else do you enjoy? Do you have any hobbies? 730 00:52:52.780 --> 00:52:54.145 I like to draw. 731 00:52:54.220 --> 00:52:56.143 Art, I guess. 732 00:52:56.780 --> 00:53:00.227 Good. We can try to regain some of your memories by drawing them. 733 00:53:00.300 --> 00:53:02.223 I've tried it. It doesn't work. 734 00:53:02.300 --> 00:53:04.143 And have you ever tracked all the way back 735 00:53:04.220 --> 00:53:05.745 to when you started drinking heavily? 736 00:53:08.100 --> 00:53:09.625 When was that? 737 00:53:11.620 --> 00:53:13.668 It was with Tom. 738 00:53:13.740 --> 00:53:16.220 When I couldn't get pregnant. 739 00:53:16.300 --> 00:53:18.382 Who's Tom? 740 00:53:18.460 --> 00:53:20.224 RACHEL: He's my ex-husband. 741 00:53:21.140 --> 00:53:23.188 You wanna talk about that? 742 00:53:24.260 --> 00:53:26.422 I really wanted a baby. 743 00:53:35.220 --> 00:53:38.269 We tried everything and nothing worked. 744 00:53:41.860 --> 00:53:44.101 And it just absolutely... 745 00:53:50.420 --> 00:53:51.421 (SOBS) 746 00:53:56.780 --> 00:53:59.943 (VOICE BREAKING) lt just broke my heart and... 747 00:54:01.540 --> 00:54:03.702 So I got really sad. 748 00:54:03.780 --> 00:54:05.384 And then, um... 749 00:54:07.780 --> 00:54:11.546 And then the booze just broke us. 750 00:54:13.460 --> 00:54:16.430 Good. Tell me more. 751 00:54:17.980 --> 00:54:19.391 (SNIFFLING) 752 00:54:21.820 --> 00:54:24.300 I used to watch this perfect couple. 753 00:54:27.260 --> 00:54:33.825 And they were just the embodiment of true love. 754 00:54:34.340 --> 00:54:37.628 It's like the kind of love you always want. 755 00:54:41.820 --> 00:54:44.187 And then she betrayed him. 756 00:54:49.460 --> 00:54:51.747 And it sparked something in me. 757 00:54:56.340 --> 00:54:58.866 Why are you really here, Rachel? 758 00:54:59.980 --> 00:55:03.029 Because I'm afraid of myself. 759 00:55:11.780 --> 00:55:12.941 ANNA: July 5th. 760 00:55:13.020 --> 00:55:17.469 1.'33 and 1.'34, 1.'37. 761 00:55:17.540 --> 00:55:19.030 She calls again, 1:38. 762 00:55:19.100 --> 00:55:23.742 And then she calls again at 1:44, 1:45, 2:15 p.m. 763 00:55:23.820 --> 00:55:25.868 And July 6th. You get the point. 764 00:55:26.620 --> 00:55:29.908 She sometimes texts him dozens of times a day. 765 00:55:30.020 --> 00:55:32.148 But these are all from an unknown number. 766 00:55:32.220 --> 00:55:34.063 Unknown is Rachel. 767 00:55:34.140 --> 00:55:35.790 You have a log of the calls. 768 00:55:35.900 --> 00:55:39.586 You don't have a log of what they're saying to each other. 769 00:55:39.660 --> 00:55:41.628 Look, um... 770 00:55:41.740 --> 00:55:44.266 Has she been back to the house since the incident with your child? 771 00:55:44.340 --> 00:55:45.865 Not that I know of. 772 00:55:45.940 --> 00:55:48.068 Then, you may have a case for harassment in the second degree. 773 00:55:48.140 --> 00:55:50.347 But these are texts, they're not threats. 774 00:55:51.820 --> 00:55:54.664 She has been hanging around Scott Hipwell's house. 775 00:55:54.740 --> 00:55:55.741 A lot. 776 00:55:56.540 --> 00:55:57.985 Yeah. I'm aware. 777 00:55:59.380 --> 00:56:01.667 There are a lot of loose ends here that suggest something, 778 00:56:01.740 --> 00:56:03.549 but they don't add up to much. 779 00:56:03.620 --> 00:56:05.588 If you could bring me something more solid... 780 00:56:05.660 --> 00:56:07.583 What more do you need? 781 00:56:07.660 --> 00:56:08.900 Evidence. 782 00:56:09.140 --> 00:56:10.630 Real evidence. 783 00:56:11.300 --> 00:56:12.301 (SCOFFS) 784 00:56:16.940 --> 00:56:19.705 You sure your husband doesn't wanna stay in touch with his ex-wife? 785 00:56:19.820 --> 00:56:22.630 What? No. She's harassing us. 786 00:56:22.740 --> 00:56:24.151 Is that what he calls it? 787 00:56:37.100 --> 00:56:38.431 (KEYBOARD CLACKING) 788 00:56:50.100 --> 00:56:51.989 (KEYBOARD CLACKING) 789 00:56:56.980 --> 00:56:57.981 (DOOR OPENS) 790 00:57:07.180 --> 00:57:08.227 (CHUCKLES) 791 00:57:08.300 --> 00:57:09.381 Hi. 792 00:57:15.500 --> 00:57:17.343 Hey. Hey. 793 00:57:32.620 --> 00:57:34.543 (FOOTSTEPS) 794 00:57:44.180 --> 00:57:45.181 (CLATTERING) 795 00:57:50.460 --> 00:57:51.791 Hi. 796 00:57:51.940 --> 00:57:53.430 SCOTT: Reporters are in my yard. 797 00:57:53.700 --> 00:57:56.829 They're everywhere. I didn't know where else to go. 798 00:57:56.980 --> 00:57:58.186 Come in. 799 00:58:09.940 --> 00:58:11.783 The detective just... 800 00:58:14.980 --> 00:58:16.470 The detective just told me something 801 00:58:16.540 --> 00:58:18.827 I've wanted to hear for a long time. 802 00:58:23.580 --> 00:58:25.344 She's pregnant. 803 00:58:26.940 --> 00:58:29.181 She told her shrink but not me. 804 00:58:32.540 --> 00:58:34.224 I wanted a family. 805 00:58:35.740 --> 00:58:38.664 But she fought me every step of the way. 806 00:58:40.580 --> 00:58:42.503 We always fought about it. 807 00:58:45.180 --> 00:58:47.421 Did Megan ever say anything about me to you? 808 00:58:56.660 --> 00:58:58.185 She loved you. 809 00:59:01.460 --> 00:59:06.626 She loved you in ways that people only dream of being loved. 810 01:00:08.420 --> 01:00:09.751 ABDIC: You shouldn't be here. 811 01:00:14.020 --> 01:00:15.431 I just... 812 01:00:16.620 --> 01:00:18.702 I need to tell someone. 813 01:00:19.460 --> 01:00:21.064 Just once. 814 01:00:21.220 --> 01:00:23.302 Just say it out loud. 815 01:00:25.100 --> 01:00:26.306 I wanna tell you. 816 01:00:30.540 --> 01:00:33.749 And then I'll be gone. I swear. 817 01:00:41.060 --> 01:00:42.903 I got pregnant. 818 01:00:46.780 --> 01:00:48.430 I was 17. 819 01:00:49.260 --> 01:00:51.422 I had her by myself. 820 01:00:55.060 --> 01:00:56.221 (BREATH TREMBLING) 821 01:00:56.300 --> 01:00:59.144 She had dark eyes and blonde hair. 822 01:01:03.260 --> 01:01:04.261 (EXHALES) 823 01:01:05.020 --> 01:01:07.705 I expected it to be hard, but it wasn't. 824 01:01:09.700 --> 01:01:10.701 (SNIFFLES) 825 01:01:11.340 --> 01:01:13.342 it was easy. 826 01:01:14.940 --> 01:01:16.942 Because I loved her. 827 01:01:18.260 --> 01:01:20.149 (SOBBING) I loved her. 828 01:01:20.740 --> 01:01:21.901 (SNIFFLES) 829 01:01:22.980 --> 01:01:25.187 We called her Elizabeth. 830 01:01:26.180 --> 01:01:27.591 Libby. 831 01:01:29.860 --> 01:01:31.021 Libby. 832 01:01:34.220 --> 01:01:35.267 (CONTINUES SNIFFLING) 833 01:01:38.220 --> 01:01:40.029 It was December, 834 01:01:40.540 --> 01:01:43.350 and we had gotten in a fight, me and Mac. 835 01:01:46.220 --> 01:01:49.508 He'd gone off and left. 836 01:01:49.580 --> 01:01:50.627 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 837 01:01:50.700 --> 01:01:52.828 The roof was leaking. 838 01:01:52.900 --> 01:01:54.106 (WATER DRIPPING) 839 01:01:54.180 --> 01:01:56.342 It was freezing cold, 840 01:01:57.620 --> 01:01:59.509 so I got in the tub. 841 01:02:00.460 --> 01:02:05.341 I brought Libby in with me, put her on my chest. 842 01:02:06.380 --> 01:02:09.907 Her head just under my chin. 843 01:02:18.140 --> 01:02:20.108 I fell asleep. 844 01:02:26.500 --> 01:02:28.184 I let her go. 845 01:02:29.940 --> 01:02:31.988 (CRYING) I let her go. 846 01:02:32.540 --> 01:02:34.463 I let her go. 847 01:02:36.100 --> 01:02:37.909 I let her go. 848 01:02:41.940 --> 01:02:43.271 I couldn't look. 849 01:02:43.980 --> 01:02:46.301 I didn't wanna see it. 850 01:02:47.060 --> 01:02:49.062 I didn't wanna see her like that. 851 01:02:53.140 --> 01:02:58.271 I wrapped her in a blanket and I buried her. 852 01:03:08.900 --> 01:03:10.390 (CONTINUES CRYING) 853 01:03:18.980 --> 01:03:21.301 Mac went out that night. 854 01:03:24.020 --> 01:03:26.068 And he never came back. 855 01:03:27.860 --> 01:03:30.022 He never came back. 856 01:03:39.620 --> 01:03:41.622 (TRAIN CHUGGING) 857 01:03:50.060 --> 01:03:51.744 I missed our home. 858 01:04:00.700 --> 01:04:02.987 So one day, when I was drunk, 859 01:04:03.700 --> 01:04:05.702 I decided to go there. 860 01:04:08.260 --> 01:04:09.307 (CHANDELIER JINGLING) 861 01:04:10.260 --> 01:04:13.184 The front door was open. It's not like I broke in. 862 01:04:25.820 --> 01:04:28.391 And then I heard Evie. 863 01:04:30.500 --> 01:04:31.706 ABDIC: Who's Evie? 864 01:04:33.420 --> 01:04:34.990 RACHEL: Tom's baby. 865 01:04:56.180 --> 01:04:59.627 I know this sounds insane. 866 01:05:01.180 --> 01:05:03.751 But I just wanted to hold her. 867 01:05:08.220 --> 01:05:10.109 Just for a moment. 868 01:05:36.980 --> 01:05:37.981 ANNA: Rachel! 869 01:05:38.540 --> 01:05:41.828 What are you doing? 870 01:05:42.780 --> 01:05:43.781 Rachel. 871 01:05:53.900 --> 01:05:55.106 Give her to me. 872 01:05:56.220 --> 01:05:57.221 (CRYING) ANNA: Shh. 873 01:05:58.940 --> 01:06:00.021 Mommy's here. Shh. 874 01:06:01.180 --> 01:06:02.306 (CONTINUES CRYING) 875 01:06:03.340 --> 01:06:04.341 Shh. 876 01:06:08.060 --> 01:06:09.789 RACHEL: I wasn't going to hurt her. 877 01:06:11.940 --> 01:06:13.863 I would never hurt her. 878 01:06:18.460 --> 01:06:20.349 I just wanted to hold her. 879 01:06:44.220 --> 01:06:46.621 "Partially decomposed body found. 880 01:06:46.700 --> 01:06:49.226 "Female body found. Death a result of blunt force trauma. 881 01:06:49.300 --> 01:06:51.507 "Blunt force trauma. Partially decomposed body found. 882 01:06:51.580 --> 01:06:53.981 "Megan Hipwell. Blunt force trauma. Partially decomposed. 883 01:06:54.060 --> 01:06:56.586 "Investigation now being called a homicide. 884 01:06:57.860 --> 01:06:59.783 "Sources say the partially decomposed body found 885 01:06:59.860 --> 01:07:02.306 "is missing Ardsley woman, Megan Hipwell. 886 01:07:02.420 --> 01:07:04.991 "Death a result of blunt force trauma. 887 01:07:05.060 --> 01:07:08.143 "Megan Hipwell's investigation now being called a homicide." 888 01:07:08.420 --> 01:07:09.751 (REPORTERS CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY) 889 01:07:52.740 --> 01:07:53.741 What's wrong? 890 01:07:54.940 --> 01:07:56.305 I'm sorry. 891 01:08:17.620 --> 01:08:19.588 This reminds me of when I used to watch you 892 01:08:19.660 --> 01:08:21.708 getting dressed before going back to her. 893 01:08:21.780 --> 01:08:22.941 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 894 01:08:28.100 --> 01:08:30.182 Back to this house. 895 01:08:32.020 --> 01:08:34.671 I actually miss being the other woman. 896 01:08:36.500 --> 01:08:38.229 Did you enjoy cheating on Rachel? 897 01:08:38.300 --> 01:08:39.631 Seriously? 898 01:08:41.180 --> 01:08:43.182 Can we not fixate on her? 899 01:08:44.820 --> 01:08:46.663 I saw her again today. 900 01:08:47.260 --> 01:08:48.466 Where? 901 01:08:48.540 --> 01:08:51.146 This afternoon, when the police brought Scott back home. 902 01:08:51.220 --> 01:08:52.221 She was across the street. 903 01:08:56.700 --> 01:08:59.226 And when she saw me, she got aggressive. 904 01:08:59.300 --> 01:09:01.223 Aggressive how? 905 01:09:01.300 --> 01:09:03.507 What if Rachel killed Megan? 906 01:09:03.980 --> 01:09:05.789 Rachel did not kill Megan. 907 01:09:05.940 --> 01:09:07.988 Then why is she creeping around Scott's house? 908 01:09:08.100 --> 01:09:09.750 She's dangerous and you know it. Anna. Anna. 909 01:09:09.940 --> 01:09:11.385 Sweetheart. 910 01:09:11.460 --> 01:09:14.111 Rachel is a sad person. 911 01:09:14.180 --> 01:09:16.467 She's completely harmless. 912 01:09:27.340 --> 01:09:30.230 (SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE) 913 01:09:32.340 --> 01:09:33.341 (SNIFFLES) 914 01:09:43.220 --> 01:09:45.302 What are you doing here? 915 01:09:45.380 --> 01:09:47.223 How did you get in? 916 01:09:51.180 --> 01:09:54.662 Come here. Have a beer with me. 917 01:09:56.020 --> 01:09:58.261 I'm not drinking right now. 918 01:10:00.260 --> 01:10:01.261 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 919 01:10:03.700 --> 01:10:06.544 Detective Riley came to see me last night. 920 01:10:08.020 --> 01:10:10.751 And turns out, I'm not the father. 921 01:10:11.940 --> 01:10:14.261 Neither is the shrink. (CHUCKLES) 922 01:10:16.020 --> 01:10:18.944 Did my wife confide in you about a third man? 923 01:10:22.540 --> 01:10:23.826 Sit down. 924 01:10:27.900 --> 01:10:29.470 Sit down! 925 01:10:33.380 --> 01:10:35.428 Look, I don't know what this is about. 926 01:10:35.500 --> 01:10:36.706 Oh, come on. 927 01:10:36.780 --> 01:10:39.306 You and Megan were such good friends. 928 01:10:40.940 --> 01:10:42.749 You must have known. 929 01:10:44.860 --> 01:10:46.464 Admit it. 930 01:10:46.620 --> 01:10:48.145 Admit what? 931 01:10:48.300 --> 01:10:51.304 Admit that you never even fucking met my wife. 932 01:10:54.420 --> 01:10:57.424 The detective said you didn't even know Megan. 933 01:10:59.140 --> 01:11:01.381 She used other words, too. 934 01:11:02.060 --> 01:11:05.860 Alcoholic. Maybe even mentally unstable. 935 01:11:05.940 --> 01:11:09.149 I am sorry. I was honestly just trying to help you. 936 01:11:10.100 --> 01:11:11.829 You're Tom's crazy ex. 937 01:11:12.740 --> 01:11:15.425 When the fuck were you gonna tell me that, huh? 938 01:11:15.500 --> 01:11:16.661 And now the detective is asking 939 01:11:16.740 --> 01:11:18.822 if you and I are in a relationship? 940 01:11:19.340 --> 01:11:20.580 You? 941 01:11:20.660 --> 01:11:24.187 I would never even get near someone like you! 942 01:11:24.260 --> 01:11:28.345 My wife is dead and you're lying to me! 943 01:11:29.620 --> 01:11:31.270 What's wrong with you? 944 01:11:31.340 --> 01:11:32.307 Who does this? 945 01:11:32.380 --> 01:11:34.348 I needed to tell you about Megan's affair, 946 01:11:34.420 --> 01:11:36.946 and you wouldn't have believed me if I was just Tom's ex! 947 01:11:37.020 --> 01:11:39.500 Oh, well, thank you for getting Abdic 948 01:11:39.580 --> 01:11:41.184 to point the finger at me. 949 01:11:41.260 --> 01:11:44.503 For getting the cops to say that you and I are fucking! 950 01:11:50.140 --> 01:11:51.869 How are they going, huh? 951 01:11:53.100 --> 01:11:55.580 You know, the sessions. 952 01:11:59.100 --> 01:12:00.147 With the doctor. 953 01:12:02.700 --> 01:12:06.830 I wanted to know about Abdic and I went to him to help you. 954 01:12:06.900 --> 01:12:07.901 (MUFFLED SCREAM) 955 01:12:08.380 --> 01:12:11.145 You're just a sad liar with no life. 956 01:12:11.220 --> 01:12:12.585 (GLASS SHATTERS) You're all liars. 957 01:12:12.660 --> 01:12:13.707 Please! 958 01:12:14.740 --> 01:12:15.741 (SOBBING) 959 01:12:20.060 --> 01:12:21.391 God. 960 01:12:33.460 --> 01:12:34.950 I need to file a statement. 961 01:12:35.020 --> 01:12:36.021 Name? 962 01:12:36.100 --> 01:12:37.101 Rachel Watson. 963 01:12:37.180 --> 01:12:39.182 Pete, I got this. 964 01:12:49.900 --> 01:12:51.345 (WATER RUNNING) 965 01:12:52.660 --> 01:12:54.742 You wanted to file a statement? 966 01:12:54.900 --> 01:12:56.231 I'm listening. 967 01:12:56.380 --> 01:12:58.986 Scott Hipwell just assaulted me. 968 01:12:59.140 --> 01:13:01.711 You mean your new boyfriend, Scott Hipwell? 969 01:13:02.420 --> 01:13:05.026 No. We were just friends. 970 01:13:05.180 --> 01:13:06.864 But that's what you wanted, isn't it? 971 01:13:06.940 --> 01:13:09.068 You got him to stay overnight at your apartment, right? 972 01:13:09.140 --> 01:13:11.222 No, you need the context. 973 01:13:11.300 --> 01:13:12.631 I know the context. 974 01:13:12.700 --> 01:13:14.031 But what I'm trying to determine 975 01:13:14.100 --> 01:13:16.307 is when your obsession with Mr. Hipwell began. 976 01:13:16.380 --> 01:13:19.827 Was it before or after his pregnant wife was murdered? 977 01:13:19.900 --> 01:13:22.028 You were neighbors at one point. 978 01:13:22.100 --> 01:13:23.465 I met him after. 979 01:13:23.540 --> 01:13:25.065 After being questioned by me, 980 01:13:25.140 --> 01:13:28.189 you befriend another even more obvious suspect than yourself. 981 01:13:28.260 --> 01:13:30.706 And then you manage to get him to incriminate himself, 982 01:13:30.780 --> 01:13:32.828 all the while hoping he'll fuck you. 983 01:13:32.900 --> 01:13:34.902 I came here trying to help you. 984 01:13:35.020 --> 01:13:37.705 He just assaulted me in my own house! 985 01:13:40.500 --> 01:13:43.424 You were seen in the area that night. 986 01:13:43.500 --> 01:13:47.346 There are several hours that you say you can't account for. 987 01:13:47.420 --> 01:13:49.991 It was Scott. Scott Hipwell killed his wife. 988 01:13:50.860 --> 01:13:52.350 No, he didn't. 989 01:13:55.020 --> 01:13:56.863 Surveillance footage from a sports bar 990 01:13:56.940 --> 01:14:00.149 accounts for Mr. Hipwell's whereabouts that night. 991 01:14:02.020 --> 01:14:03.465 You're lying. 992 01:14:04.020 --> 01:14:05.749 You're lying. 993 01:14:09.940 --> 01:14:11.704 Tell me what happened. 994 01:14:16.300 --> 01:14:17.711 It's okay. 995 01:14:19.100 --> 01:14:20.670 Tell me. 996 01:14:22.620 --> 01:14:24.509 I don't know. 997 01:14:25.340 --> 01:14:28.264 Did you murder Megan Hipwell? 998 01:14:44.980 --> 01:14:46.141 Hi. 999 01:14:48.420 --> 01:14:50.309 I need to see you. 1000 01:14:50.700 --> 01:14:52.702 Can you please come over? 1001 01:14:57.460 --> 01:14:58.461 (SIGHS) 1002 01:15:05.380 --> 01:15:10.466 MEGAN: I can still see her dark eyes- I can smell her skin. 1003 01:15:11.420 --> 01:15:13.741 I can feel how cold she was. 1004 01:15:15.860 --> 01:15:17.624 ABDIC: Forgive yourself. 1005 01:15:29.500 --> 01:15:31.468 You don't have to be afraid of being alone. 1006 01:15:34.740 --> 01:15:36.788 (WHISPERS) You're not alone. 1007 01:16:03.100 --> 01:16:04.181 You'll be fine. 1008 01:16:05.260 --> 01:16:07.228 You and your baby will be fine. 1009 01:16:18.500 --> 01:16:20.628 (MUSIC PLAYING FAINTLY) 1010 01:16:48.300 --> 01:16:51.907 Why are you following me? Why are you here? 1011 01:16:54.540 --> 01:16:56.668 I could ask you the same question. 1012 01:16:56.740 --> 01:16:58.788 I saw you... 1013 01:16:58.860 --> 01:17:02.228 I saw you that night in the tunnel. I saw you there and... 1014 01:17:02.340 --> 01:17:04.581 All right. (STAMMERING) I know I saw you there. 1015 01:17:04.660 --> 01:17:07.266 Lady, I live here. I'm always in that tunnel. 1016 01:17:08.300 --> 01:17:10.621 But what did you see? 1017 01:17:11.260 --> 01:17:13.501 What happened that night? What did you see? 1018 01:17:13.580 --> 01:17:15.344 All right. You, uh... 1019 01:17:15.420 --> 01:17:17.866 You busted your ass. You fell. 1020 01:17:17.940 --> 01:17:20.671 I felt sorry for you. I tried to help you up. 1021 01:17:20.740 --> 01:17:22.822 You told me to fuck off, so I fucked off. 1022 01:17:22.900 --> 01:17:27.144 Was I with anyone? Was I alone? What happened? 1023 01:17:27.220 --> 01:17:29.143 I don't know. 1024 01:17:29.220 --> 01:17:32.064 You were wasted. You're always wasted. 1025 01:17:33.380 --> 01:17:35.428 That's all I can tell you. 1026 01:17:36.700 --> 01:17:37.781 Whoa. Take it easy. 1027 01:17:37.860 --> 01:17:41.865 I need you to tell me the fucking truth. 1028 01:17:43.060 --> 01:17:46.781 What did you see that night? What happened that night? 1029 01:17:49.900 --> 01:17:51.345 I don't know. 1030 01:17:52.620 --> 01:17:54.782 I'm assuming it's the worst. 1031 01:17:59.460 --> 01:18:00.905 God. 1032 01:18:05.300 --> 01:18:07.382 RACHEL: Come here for one second. Just one second. 1033 01:18:08.460 --> 01:18:09.905 Say "Fuck you, Anna Boyd." 1034 01:18:09.980 --> 01:18:12.347 Fuck you, Anna Boyd! Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 1035 01:18:12.420 --> 01:18:14.900 RACHEL: I wonder if she knows that I fucked Tom on the... 1036 01:18:17.100 --> 01:18:21.742 When I saw that woman kissing someone else, 1037 01:18:21.820 --> 01:18:24.391 betraying her husband, I felt 1038 01:18:24.460 --> 01:18:27.066 pure rage. 1039 01:18:27.140 --> 01:18:29.871 If I could, I'd go to her house, 1040 01:18:29.980 --> 01:18:31.266 I'd find her sitting there and... 1041 01:18:31.340 --> 01:18:32.580 (SCREAMING) 1042 01:18:33.860 --> 01:18:38.229 Smash her head all over the floor! 1043 01:18:49.460 --> 01:18:53.181 RACHEL: Cathy, thank you for all you have done for me. 1044 01:18:53.260 --> 01:18:54.830 I'm sorry to leave this way. 1045 01:18:54.900 --> 01:18:56.789 I'll send for my things later. 1046 01:18:56.860 --> 01:18:57.986 Love, Rachel. 1047 01:19:12.740 --> 01:19:14.310 (BRAKES SQUEAKING) 1048 01:19:20.060 --> 01:19:21.869 MARTHA: (LAUGHING) That is so true! 1049 01:19:22.660 --> 01:19:24.788 It's the worst restaurant ever. 1050 01:19:24.860 --> 01:19:26.464 Why do we keep going back? 1051 01:19:27.340 --> 01:19:28.580 Martha? 1052 01:19:29.660 --> 01:19:30.786 Martha. 1053 01:19:32.140 --> 01:19:33.505 Rachel? 1054 01:19:34.860 --> 01:19:36.589 I haven't seen you in a million years. 1055 01:19:38.660 --> 01:19:41.106 Yeah, I wanted to call you. 1056 01:19:41.220 --> 01:19:43.666 Um, but Tom said I should just leave it alone. 1057 01:19:43.980 --> 01:19:45.186 Oh. Um... 1058 01:19:45.820 --> 01:19:47.345 I'm so sorry. 1059 01:19:48.380 --> 01:19:49.666 For what? 1060 01:19:50.740 --> 01:19:52.742 For the barbecue, 1061 01:19:53.260 --> 01:19:57.185 and I just need you to know that I don't remember anything, 1062 01:19:57.260 --> 01:19:58.944 and, um, I just completely blacked out. 1063 01:19:59.020 --> 01:20:01.102 Everyone had a little too much to drink, so it's okay. 1064 01:20:01.180 --> 01:20:05.026 I know, but with the eggs, and then I screamed at you. 1065 01:20:05.100 --> 01:20:08.627 That I was that abusive, I just feel... 1066 01:20:08.700 --> 01:20:11.385 I just feel so ashamed about it. 1067 01:20:11.580 --> 01:20:12.945 Um... 1068 01:20:13.020 --> 01:20:14.181 I don't... 1069 01:20:15.540 --> 01:20:21.991 Tom said that I smashed your plate. I don't... 1070 01:20:22.060 --> 01:20:25.382 Tom was fired because of how I behaved. 1071 01:20:27.700 --> 01:20:30.670 You felt sick and you took a nap in our guest bedroom. 1072 01:20:30.740 --> 01:20:31.866 MARTHA: Do you wanna lie down? 1073 01:20:32.220 --> 01:20:33.790 Come with me. Okay. 1074 01:20:36.220 --> 01:20:37.665 Excuse us. 1075 01:20:37.740 --> 01:20:39.424 Rachel, are you feeling better? 1076 01:20:39.940 --> 01:20:41.624 You guys can stay the night if you want. 1077 01:20:41.700 --> 01:20:42.906 No. That's fine. 1078 01:20:42.980 --> 01:20:43.981 Thanks. Okay. 1079 01:20:44.060 --> 01:20:46.506 MARTHA: I think I'd remember if you caused a scene. 1080 01:20:47.380 --> 01:20:48.791 I'm so sorry. 1081 01:20:50.860 --> 01:20:51.941 Get up. 1082 01:20:54.780 --> 01:20:56.703 And then Tom took you home. 1083 01:20:56.780 --> 01:20:58.384 I'm sorry, Tom. 1084 01:20:58.460 --> 01:21:00.667 Stop fucking saying that! I know you're sorry! 1085 01:21:00.740 --> 01:21:01.741 Sorry. 1086 01:21:01.820 --> 01:21:03.504 What's your fucking problem? You can't even focus on me. 1087 01:21:03.580 --> 01:21:04.661 Can't even fucking stand up! 1088 01:21:04.740 --> 01:21:06.742 What is wrong with you? Can you stand? 1089 01:21:08.900 --> 01:21:10.664 Fucking disgusting. 1090 01:21:13.740 --> 01:21:15.390 No. No. 1091 01:21:15.460 --> 01:21:19.351 Yeah. Tom got fired because he couldn't keep his dick in his pants. 1092 01:21:19.420 --> 01:21:22.390 You did nothing wrong. Nothing. 1093 01:21:31.260 --> 01:21:33.262 TOM: Wake the fuck up, Rachel! Wake the fuck up! 1094 01:21:33.940 --> 01:21:34.987 Wake up! 1095 01:21:41.420 --> 01:21:43.024 You can sleep out here. 1096 01:21:44.340 --> 01:21:45.501 MARTHA: We all felt so bad for you. 1097 01:21:46.620 --> 01:21:48.622 He's such a bad guy. 1098 01:21:49.300 --> 01:21:50.711 Ugh,God. 1099 01:21:50.780 --> 01:21:52.145 Are you okay? 1100 01:22:20.100 --> 01:22:21.101 Hmm. 1101 01:22:59.700 --> 01:23:03.261 TOM: I need to see you- Meet me at 3:00. 1102 01:23:03.380 --> 01:23:05.144 I'm here. Where are you? 1103 01:23:05.220 --> 01:23:07.951 I can't. I'm stuck watching Evie. 1104 01:23:08.020 --> 01:23:09.351 (DOOR LOCK CLICKING) 1105 01:23:11.820 --> 01:23:13.026 (DOOR OPENS) 1106 01:23:18.700 --> 01:23:20.543 What are you doing up? 1107 01:23:22.020 --> 01:23:23.943 Picking up after Evie. 1108 01:23:26.260 --> 01:23:27.261 (CHUCKLES) 1109 01:23:45.980 --> 01:23:47.266 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 1110 01:24:01.300 --> 01:24:02.540 You whore! 1111 01:24:03.460 --> 01:24:04.461 Leave us alone. 1112 01:24:08.420 --> 01:24:09.421 (GRUNTING) 1113 01:24:41.380 --> 01:24:43.269 AUTOMATED FEMALE VOICE: No new messages. 1114 01:24:43.340 --> 01:24:45.342 No saved messages. 1115 01:24:45.420 --> 01:24:49.664 To hear your current voice-mail greeting, please press two. 1116 01:24:51.300 --> 01:24:53.541 MEGAN: Hi, it's Megan. Leave a message. 1117 01:24:53.620 --> 01:24:54.621 (VOICEMAIL TONE BEEPS) 1118 01:24:56.980 --> 01:24:59.142 AUTOMATED FEMALE VOICE: To replay this greeting, press one. 1119 01:24:59.980 --> 01:25:02.142 MEGAN: Hi, it's Megan. Leave a message. 1120 01:25:13.580 --> 01:25:14.991 TOM: You okay? 1121 01:25:15.780 --> 01:25:17.748 I thought I heard something. 1122 01:25:17.820 --> 01:25:19.982 You should wake me up if you heard something. 1123 01:25:20.100 --> 01:25:21.306 I just... 1124 01:25:24.340 --> 01:25:25.990 Come back to bed. 1125 01:25:37.380 --> 01:25:39.508 (PANTING) 1126 01:26:14.540 --> 01:26:16.030 RACHEL: Whore! 1127 01:26:27.660 --> 01:26:29.424 MEGAN: Rachel's down there. 1128 01:26:36.340 --> 01:26:37.501 What the hell are you doing? 1129 01:26:38.500 --> 01:26:39.831 Come here. 1130 01:26:44.220 --> 01:26:45.221 (GRUNTS) 1131 01:26:49.100 --> 01:26:50.101 (TOM GRUNTS) (RACHEL GROANS) 1132 01:26:55.900 --> 01:26:56.901 (GRUNTS) 1133 01:27:14.100 --> 01:27:15.101 (GROANING) 1134 01:27:42.940 --> 01:27:45.671 Hey, get the fuck out of here. Get the fuck out of here! 1135 01:27:46.220 --> 01:27:47.426 You're okay. You just need some help. 1136 01:27:47.580 --> 01:27:49.787 Don't touch me. You just need to get a little help up. 1137 01:27:49.860 --> 01:27:51.191 Just fuck off. Fuck off! 1138 01:28:00.140 --> 01:28:01.744 (CRICKETS CHIRPING) 1139 01:28:27.460 --> 01:28:28.461 ANNA: Oh. (CHUCKLES) 1140 01:28:30.220 --> 01:28:31.984 (ANNA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 1141 01:28:37.420 --> 01:28:38.546 Anna? 1142 01:28:40.140 --> 01:28:41.904 No. Go away! Anna, please. Please. 1143 01:28:41.980 --> 01:28:43.027 There's... Okay. Go! 1144 01:28:43.100 --> 01:28:45.341 I'm gonna stand right here. I'm not gonna come closer. 1145 01:28:45.420 --> 01:28:46.626 I just need to talk to you. 1146 01:28:46.700 --> 01:28:48.464 I don't wanna hear anything you have to say. 1147 01:28:48.540 --> 01:28:49.871 Where's Tom? 1148 01:28:58.540 --> 01:29:00.747 He's lying to you. 1149 01:29:00.860 --> 01:29:03.591 He always does. He's a good liar. 1150 01:29:03.660 --> 01:29:05.947 I know he's a good liar. 1151 01:29:06.020 --> 01:29:08.341 We went behind your back for months. 1152 01:29:08.700 --> 01:29:10.065 He's just done it to you. 1153 01:29:10.140 --> 01:29:11.585 I know he's cheating. 1154 01:29:13.260 --> 01:29:14.500 I know. 1155 01:29:16.580 --> 01:29:19.345 Anna, he killed Megan. No, we don't... 1156 01:29:19.420 --> 01:29:20.706 We don't know that. 1157 01:29:20.780 --> 01:29:22.623 He's dangerous. We don't know anything. 1158 01:29:22.700 --> 01:29:25.306 Anna, you need to leave. You need to leave. No. No. 1159 01:29:25.380 --> 01:29:27.348 You need to take Evie and you need to leave. No. 1160 01:29:27.420 --> 01:29:29.627 Get out of here. It's not safe. I'm not leaving him. 1161 01:29:30.700 --> 01:29:33.465 It's hardly the first time he's had an affair. 1162 01:29:34.380 --> 01:29:39.181 It's not about the affair and you know that deep down. 1163 01:29:39.260 --> 01:29:40.910 Anna, please, just come with me. I'm not leaving him. 1164 01:29:40.980 --> 01:29:42.982 Please come with me. 1165 01:29:43.060 --> 01:29:44.061 (DOOR OPENS) 1166 01:29:45.140 --> 01:29:46.869 Anna, don't. TOM: Come in the house, honey. 1167 01:29:46.940 --> 01:29:48.101 Please. 1168 01:29:50.060 --> 01:29:52.825 I saw you, Tom. You motherfucker! 1169 01:29:52.900 --> 01:29:56.347 I saw you, you murderer! You fucking murderer! 1170 01:29:56.460 --> 01:29:59.669 You killed her! You fucking killed her! I know it! 1171 01:30:00.220 --> 01:30:01.904 Un-fucking-believable! 1172 01:30:01.980 --> 01:30:05.109 Listen to me. Megan got into his car that night. 1173 01:30:05.180 --> 01:30:07.786 You think I don't remember. You thought I blacked out. I saw you. 1174 01:30:07.860 --> 01:30:09.385 Why did Megan get in your car? 1175 01:30:09.460 --> 01:30:11.144 Did Megan get in your car? No! 1176 01:30:11.220 --> 01:30:12.665 Yes, she did! 1177 01:30:13.860 --> 01:30:15.271 Tell her the truth. 1178 01:30:15.340 --> 01:30:16.546 Just tell her the truth right now. 1179 01:30:16.620 --> 01:30:19.351 You attacked me in that tunnel because I saw her with you! 1180 01:30:19.420 --> 01:30:20.706 I found Megan's phone. 1181 01:30:28.060 --> 01:30:29.869 I found it. 1182 01:30:31.940 --> 01:30:34.625 So all those phone calls, they weren't from Rachel. 1183 01:30:37.660 --> 01:30:41.142 So were you fucking her while she was here working? 1184 01:30:42.300 --> 01:30:45.110 While she was looking after our daughter? 1185 01:30:46.300 --> 01:30:47.381 Yeah. 1186 01:30:47.460 --> 01:30:50.430 You were so tired all the time and... 1187 01:30:54.780 --> 01:30:55.986 (EVIE CRYING) 1188 01:31:00.660 --> 01:31:02.583 It's all about Evie. 1189 01:31:04.140 --> 01:31:05.744 That's right. 1190 01:31:07.060 --> 01:31:08.346 It was all about you, wasn't it? 1191 01:31:08.900 --> 01:31:10.106 Tom, give her to me. 1192 01:31:10.180 --> 01:31:11.591 TOM: It's all right. 1193 01:31:12.820 --> 01:31:14.868 It was all about you, wasn't it? 1194 01:31:14.940 --> 01:31:17.307 (EVIE CONTINUES CRYING) Tom, give her to me. Please. 1195 01:31:17.380 --> 01:31:19.030 Please give her to me. She's fine. 1196 01:31:19.060 --> 01:31:20.789 I think she needs changing, please? She's gonna be fine. 1197 01:31:20.860 --> 01:31:22.350 Please just give her to me. 1198 01:31:22.540 --> 01:31:23.701 Shh. 1199 01:31:24.740 --> 01:31:26.629 Let her go. You're gonna hurt her. Change her here. 1200 01:31:26.700 --> 01:31:28.589 Okay. I'll change her. Let her go. You're gonna hurt her. 1201 01:31:36.020 --> 01:31:37.067 Shh. 1202 01:31:38.140 --> 01:31:39.141 (LINE RINGING) 1203 01:31:42.500 --> 01:31:43.706 - FEMALE OPERATOR: 911, what's your.-- - (GASPS) 1204 01:31:47.660 --> 01:31:48.946 What's your emergency? 1205 01:32:00.340 --> 01:32:01.387 TOM: No. Stay. 1206 01:32:01.700 --> 01:32:02.781 Stay. 1207 01:32:10.260 --> 01:32:11.546 Do you need a drink? 1208 01:32:12.500 --> 01:32:13.661 No. 1209 01:32:20.940 --> 01:32:22.430 Yeah, you do. 1210 01:32:33.620 --> 01:32:36.749 All those things that you said I did... 1211 01:32:37.260 --> 01:32:38.261 (DRINK POURING) 1212 01:32:39.020 --> 01:32:42.229 Those terrible things, I didn't do any of them. 1213 01:32:44.780 --> 01:32:46.509 You just watched me suffer. 1214 01:32:46.580 --> 01:32:48.787 You made me feel so worthless. 1215 01:32:50.700 --> 01:32:53.783 You made me think that everything was my fault. 1216 01:32:58.620 --> 01:32:59.621 (SNIFFLES) 1217 01:33:00.780 --> 01:33:02.145 (GLASS SLIDING) 1218 01:33:03.220 --> 01:33:04.506 Drink it. 1219 01:33:12.460 --> 01:33:14.622 You told me I got you fired. 1220 01:33:17.580 --> 01:33:19.150 But I didn't. 1221 01:33:22.460 --> 01:33:25.191 You know, I saw Martha on the train. 1222 01:33:25.260 --> 01:33:26.307 Drink it! (GASPS) 1223 01:33:27.220 --> 01:33:28.221 (RACHEL COUGHS) 1224 01:33:33.500 --> 01:33:35.821 I saw Martha on the train, 1225 01:33:35.900 --> 01:33:38.426 and she told me that you were fired 1226 01:33:38.500 --> 01:33:41.663 because you were fucking everyone in the office! 1227 01:33:44.500 --> 01:33:45.740 (EVIE MOANING) ANNA: Shh. 1228 01:33:47.340 --> 01:33:48.830 (EVIE CRYING) 1229 01:33:51.420 --> 01:33:53.787 (FOOTSTEPS ECHOING) 1230 01:34:04.060 --> 01:34:06.062 Rachel's down there. 1231 01:34:06.140 --> 01:34:07.505 Wait here. 1232 01:34:26.300 --> 01:34:27.870 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 1233 01:34:43.740 --> 01:34:45.629 TOM: Gonna get in the car? 1234 01:34:46.900 --> 01:34:48.345 What's going on? 1235 01:34:48.740 --> 01:34:50.230 TOM: Don't worry about it. 1236 01:34:50.860 --> 01:34:52.225 Come on. 1237 01:35:12.260 --> 01:35:13.750 Okay, I'm here. 1238 01:35:15.060 --> 01:35:16.630 So what is it? 1239 01:35:19.060 --> 01:35:21.267 I just wanna go to the woods. 1240 01:35:24.340 --> 01:35:26.104 (SIGHS) 1241 01:35:40.940 --> 01:35:43.307 What is it with you crazy women? 1242 01:35:45.740 --> 01:35:47.310 (MOANING) 1243 01:36:08.940 --> 01:36:10.829 Is that what you want? 1244 01:36:11.980 --> 01:36:12.981 No. 1245 01:36:15.580 --> 01:36:16.581 Oh. 1246 01:36:18.180 --> 01:36:19.545 Like this? 1247 01:36:25.340 --> 01:36:26.387 What? 1248 01:36:26.460 --> 01:36:27.905 I'm pregnant. 1249 01:36:33.220 --> 01:36:34.631 Congratulations. 1250 01:36:37.220 --> 01:36:39.268 I thought you should know. 1251 01:36:40.460 --> 01:36:42.508 You thought I should know? 1252 01:36:43.700 --> 01:36:45.828 There's a chance it could be yours. 1253 01:36:45.900 --> 01:36:47.709 Then get an abortion. 1254 01:36:49.460 --> 01:36:52.066 Or if it's Scott's, do whatever you want, 1255 01:36:52.700 --> 01:36:55.510 but if it's not, then get rid of it. 1256 01:36:59.260 --> 01:37:02.469 You can be as involved as you want. 1257 01:37:04.540 --> 01:37:05.621 You're a shitty nanny. 1258 01:37:05.700 --> 01:37:08.351 What makes you think you're gonna be a good mother? 1259 01:37:10.980 --> 01:37:13.062 Why did you bring me there in the first place? 1260 01:37:13.140 --> 01:37:15.746 Because l thought it would be fun to have you both around. 1261 01:37:24.100 --> 01:37:27.309 I played your game so you could fuck me in between Evie's playdates. 1262 01:37:27.380 --> 01:37:30.668 I don't need another kid. Certainly not with you. 1263 01:37:30.740 --> 01:37:33.027 I took care of your kid to be near you! 1264 01:37:34.820 --> 01:37:37.664 You fucked Anna 'cause you couldn't fuck Rachel anymore, 1265 01:37:37.740 --> 01:37:39.788 and you fucked me 'cause you couldn't fuck Anna. 1266 01:37:39.860 --> 01:37:44.070 Take us all away and you're just a pathetic, impotent man. 1267 01:37:45.780 --> 01:37:46.781 (GRUNTS) 1268 01:37:53.940 --> 01:37:54.987 (GROANS) 1269 01:38:01.700 --> 01:38:03.464 You're not gonna get rid of me. 1270 01:38:04.660 --> 01:38:07.345 You're gonna pay for this child for the rest of your life. 1271 01:38:43.980 --> 01:38:44.981 (SCREAMING) 1272 01:38:49.180 --> 01:38:50.181 (GRUNTING) 1273 01:39:11.580 --> 01:39:13.264 You're like a dog. 1274 01:39:15.300 --> 01:39:18.190 Like one of those unwanted, 1275 01:39:19.340 --> 01:39:21.149 mistreated dogs. 1276 01:39:22.580 --> 01:39:24.264 And if you kick them, 1277 01:39:26.180 --> 01:39:28.581 they keep coming back to you. 1278 01:39:28.660 --> 01:39:31.061 Thinking that somehow if they're good... 1279 01:39:31.140 --> 01:39:33.268 You're not doing this again. 1280 01:39:34.340 --> 01:39:36.069 ...you'll love them. 1281 01:39:36.140 --> 01:39:39.303 This is what you do. You're not doing this to me. 1282 01:39:41.340 --> 01:39:43.547 You brought this on yourself, Rachel. 1283 01:39:45.500 --> 01:39:48.709 If you'd just stayed away that one night... 1284 01:39:51.540 --> 01:39:54.544 Just left us all alone... 1285 01:39:57.380 --> 01:39:59.428 You brought this on Megan. 1286 01:40:00.220 --> 01:40:02.746 In a way, you killed her. 1287 01:40:06.020 --> 01:40:07.704 But I didn't. 1288 01:40:09.780 --> 01:40:11.430 You did. 1289 01:40:20.380 --> 01:40:21.381 (LOCK RATTLING) 1290 01:40:22.620 --> 01:40:23.667 No! 1291 01:40:24.060 --> 01:40:25.061 (SHUSHING) 1292 01:40:27.580 --> 01:40:28.741 (CHOKING) 1293 01:40:30.100 --> 01:40:32.626 And you did this to me in our marriage. 1294 01:40:34.300 --> 01:40:37.144 You made me fucking crazy. 1295 01:40:37.460 --> 01:40:38.871 (GROANING) 1296 01:40:42.220 --> 01:40:46.191 Do you have any idea what it's like to be married to a fucking blur? 1297 01:40:55.260 --> 01:40:56.261 (GRUNTS) 1298 01:41:03.620 --> 01:41:04.951 (TOM PANTING) 1299 01:41:07.460 --> 01:41:08.461 (GRUNTS) 1300 01:41:18.660 --> 01:41:19.661 (GROANING) 1301 01:41:41.700 --> 01:41:43.384 (TRAIN RUMBLING) 1302 01:41:43.500 --> 01:41:45.264 (TRAIN HORN BLOWING) 1303 01:42:18.860 --> 01:42:19.861 (TOM GROANING) 1304 01:42:24.100 --> 01:42:25.750 (GRUNTING) (TOM GROANING) 1305 01:42:29.060 --> 01:42:30.505 (GRUNTING) 1306 01:42:31.100 --> 01:42:32.511 (SOBBING) 1307 01:43:34.860 --> 01:43:36.908 RACHEL: I had no choice. He was... 1308 01:43:38.060 --> 01:43:40.028 He would have killed me. 1309 01:43:41.780 --> 01:43:44.511 I never wanted to hurt him. 1310 01:43:48.940 --> 01:43:50.749 It was self-defense. 1311 01:43:55.540 --> 01:43:57.304 ANNA: She had no choice. 1312 01:43:58.420 --> 01:44:00.468 Tom would have killed her. 1313 01:44:02.460 --> 01:44:04.303 I saw the whole thing. 1314 01:44:08.700 --> 01:44:10.907 Rachel was right about Megan. 1315 01:44:13.100 --> 01:44:15.387 She was right about everything. 1316 01:45:00.340 --> 01:45:02.786 RACHEL: We're tied forever now, the three of us. 1317 01:45:07.140 --> 01:45:09.711 Bound forever by the story we share. 1318 01:45:14.020 --> 01:45:16.148 (PENCIL SCRIBBLING) 1319 01:45:25.940 --> 01:45:27.385 (TRAIN CHUGGING) 1320 01:45:44.060 --> 01:45:48.748 Today, I sit in a different car and I look ahead. 1321 01:45:49.500 --> 01:45:55.109 Anything is possible, because I am not the girl I used to be. 1322 01:45:56.305 --> 01:46:02.498 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org