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[INAUDIBLE CHATTER]

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[RHYTHMIC HAND CLAPS]

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[NOISE FADES OUT]

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DR. MOBLEY: So what happened?

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- HOPPER: There? Right there?
- DR. MOBLEY: Hm-mm. Yup.

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The scouting report.

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What was that report?

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That he's better than
most pitchers at the plate.

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Can't lay down a bunt,
can't throw it hard and inside,

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because he's got some bad speed.

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Ah.

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And instead of an easy out,
like you would have with most pitchers,

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you actually had to work for this one.

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Hm, maybe that was exasperating to you.

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After facing all these good hitters, you
don't even get an easy out with the pitcher.

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Is this what you do in here?

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I mean, is this... Is this what you do
with players, you review tape?

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Is this what we are gonna do all week?

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My instructions were to calm you down
for the playoffs.

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Yeah, so are we gonna
just watch a tape or...

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No, that's what we are doing now.

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Tomorrow, it'll be different.

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Is that okay with you, man?

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- Yeah.
- Yeah.

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Yeah, you are the Coach.

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[DR. MOBLEY CHUCKLES] Okay.

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DR. MOBLEY: Ah.

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You remember anything else specific?

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Yeah, I remember I'm about to throw
five wild pitches and

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make a fucking ass out of myself
in front of the entire world.

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Yeah, I remember that.

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DR. MOBLEY: Oh, I got that.

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But do you remember what you were thinking,
and what you felt in this moment?

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HOPPERS: Um... [CLEARS THROAT]

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HOPPER: I, I heard this guy in the crowd,

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he was a vendor. I heard him yell "Coke."

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You ever do coke?

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No.

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What kind of a question is that?

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DR. MOBLEY: Just flowing with it.

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Just keeping it loose... All right,
let's stick with this, uh, soda guy.

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That must have been pretty loud
for you to hear it over the crowd.

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Yeah, but when I'm focused,
whenever I'm... you know,

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I don't even hear the guy next to me.

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He could be saying something
and I won't even hear him.

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But right before this pitch,
I remember I heard the Coke guy,

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I heard little noises in the crowd.

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Sandy Koufax said when he lost focus,
he would see the crowd, not the catcher.

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- Koufax said that?
- Uh-huh.

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- Really?
- Yeah.

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You are not the first pitcher
to have this problem, you know, man.

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Yeah, I know, Howard Glass.

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- You're not so special.
- [BOTH LAUGH]

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- I know Howard Glass had this, right?
- Mm.

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And he started throwing, he threw strikes.

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Woke up one day, couldn't throw
any strikes, never threw again.

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Ah, a lot of pitchers struggle
with control when they are young.

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HOPPER: Yeah.

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Hey, he killed himself, right?
He hung himself.

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- Hm-mm.
- You didn't work with him, did you?

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No, not really.

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HOPPER: Yeah.

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Is there a name for what he had?

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Yeah, there's plenty of names
but I don't subscribe to any of those.

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Why not?

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Don't want to legitimize it.

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This is a passing thing for you.

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And you give it a name,
it might wanna stick around.

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- Yeah?
- Mm.

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HOPPER: Mm-hm.

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All right. [SIGHS]

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Well, I think we are about
out of time for today.

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Do you have any other question
you want to ask me, though?

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[HOPPER CLEARS THROAT]

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Do you prescribe medication in here?

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What's the problem?

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[SIGHS] I, uh...

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I haven't slept in like three days.

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I don't sleep so good,
you know. I mean I can,

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but I have these bad dreams, so I don't.
Need something to knock me out maybe.

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Let's try and see if we can handle that
without meds for now.

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- Okay.
- Okay?

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All right. Fine.

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Also, I'll tell you my memory
is a little bit foggy.

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I don't remember things so well.

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Um, you know.

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DR. MOBLEY: Memory is a funny business.

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And sometimes we fog over the past,

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because of damage.

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You know, like in the old movies when
they put Vaseline on the camera lens

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to make the faces prettier
and softer, you know?

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Yeah, I'm not damaged.
I mean I'm not damaged at all.

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Some things I remember very clearly.

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- You know?
- Okay.

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- But some things I don't.
- Okay.

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Yeah.

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[SLOW INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC PLAYING]

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Everyone is intimidated by a shark. Become
a Card Shark AMERICASCARDROOM.COM

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[TRICKLING]

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COMMENTATOR 1: This is a kid who comes
into the game with six wins, no losses,

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a 2.03 ERA.

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A terrific strikeout to walk ratio which
makes what happened all the more strange.

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COMMENTATOR 2: Well, yeah.

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We have to be a little concerned
with the rookie at this point, anyway.

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I mean, throwing five wild pitches

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in one inning,
on national television to boot.

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SPORTS REPORTER 1: You know he must be
in a state of shock.

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I mean, this is a kid who's never had
any control issues at all.

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SPORTS REPORTER 2:
You are absolutely right about that.

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The kid is known for pinpoint accuracy
and well, frankly, a fast bowler

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that the Gods would be jealous of.

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The Gods being Nolan Ryan and,
Walter "The Big Train" Johnson.

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SPORTS REPORTER 1:
You know, I hope the kid's okay.

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Hopper, Rachel Cullum with Sport Net.

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Could you tell us what happened out there?

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Hopper, right here.

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- [CAMERA CLICKING]
- [INAUDIBLE SHOUTING]

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[ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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[TICKING]

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That agent who wants to rep you, Scott...

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- Hm-mm.
- He sent me his portfolio of the house.

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He thinks I should move in,
five miles from Jensen Beach.

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I asked him to do that. What do you think?

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I can't believe it. It's a fucking castle.

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Well, believe it, Mom, 'cause it's yours.

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Just in your name, just for you.

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Castle makes me nervous, Hop.

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Don't be nervous,
just enjoy it. Look at this.

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Look at that pool.

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You like swimming, right?

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No, you like swimming.

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Ever since you saw The Little Mermaid.

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- [CHUCKLES]
- I'm scared of sharks.

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- Sharks in the pool, really?
- At night, yeah.

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I'm always terrified
there's gonna be sharks in a dark pool.

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- I know it's not likely.
- It's not likely at all.

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But you know what?
You can just turn the pool lights on.

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There's lights all over it.

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- [SIGHS]
- Mom.

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Just enjoy it.

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I'll try, Hop. I really will try.

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It's a mansion though, right?

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- Yeah.
- It's a fucking mansion.

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[BOTH CHUCKLES]

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HOPPER: You like it?

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Yeah, they cut the lawn so nice, too.

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[VIBRATING]

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[MARKER SCREECHING ON BOARD]

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You think your baseball coach
is going to get you out of this?

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- HOPPER: No, ma'am.
- Good.

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'Cause he's not.

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I don't play by those rules.

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I don't care if you are the big jock
around here,

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you still have to study
when it comes to my class.

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HOPPER: Yes, ma'am.

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I know those big league scouts
are all over the place. I see them.

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You'll have more money in a year from now

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than I'll have in...
[CHUCKLES] all my lifetimes.

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But you and I both know
that does not change one undeniable fact.

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HOPPER: Ma'am?

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You know I know your daddy?

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HOPPER: You do?

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We were at school here, together.

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[SIGHS] He was a real piece of work.

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An expert at cutting corners.

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When there weren't any corners left,
he'd make circles around her.

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[CHUCKLES]

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I was hoping
he hadn't taught you that trick.

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Well, I'm not trying to make excuses,
Ms. Epland, but sometimes, I find it

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a little difficult to balance
baseball and homework.

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Now, you listen to me.

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When you're gifted
with a talent like you are,

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people will say,
"Wow, that's pretty nifty."

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And they'll tell you honestly
that it can change your life,

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lead you to inconceivable realms.

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But you have to work at bringing
the rest of your person up to that level.

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If you only do what comes easy to you,
what you are good at,

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you are just an untrained thoroughbred,
which isn't a race horse, at all.

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It's a wild animal.

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I'm using sports metaphor
so that you can understand,

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Junior.

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[OUT OF TUNE MUSIC PLAYING]

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[TRUMPET PLAYING]

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Yo, what's up, Hopper?

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Uh, Dorothy was telling us

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that you are trying to decide
between college and being a professional.

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Yeah.

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I know my college education
is important, but at the same time...

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Mm, nonsense.

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I mean, when those colleges
start giving kids a share

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of all the money they are making
off of them, then maybe.

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But as it is, it's absurd.

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I mean, the NCAA's completely corrupt.

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Who's that guy, at Duke?

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The one at Duke that they are paying
ten million dollars a year

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to coach a basketball team.

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Coach K, absolutely.

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Yeah, these coaches
making a million dollars

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while the players get nothing,
it should be illegal.

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And so should the Major League drafts.

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All drafts should be illegal.

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You want to sign with the Yankees,

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you should be able to sign with Yankees,
don't you think?

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I've never really thought about it before.

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RICHARD: All drafts should be illegal.

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I don't think Yankees
would be my first pick.

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DOROTHY: Why not?

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Well, you know, New York.

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All those people, all that money.

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RICHARD: Isn't money important to you?

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Yeah, money is important to me but,
only enough to take care of my mom

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and I don't have to put up
with those Steinbrenner kids.

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Talk to the socialist.

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What's a socialist?

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It's a person who believes in a system
where there's no private property.

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HOPPER: Oh, that's not me. No.

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I want to buy my mom a house.

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[CHUCKLES] Of course.

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You're still a ball player, after all.

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I mean you couldn't throw all those
strikes if you were a complete Marxist.

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Exactly.

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When I grew up, athletes were political.

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They wanted to be like Muhammad Ali.

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Nowadays, they want to be
like Michael Jordon.

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Hollow billionaire. They're capitalists.
No heart or love in what they do.

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LeBron went back to Cleveland.

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There was love in that move. Kevin Love.

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DOROTHY: Ba-dum-bum-tssh.

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[LAUGHS]

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Did I tell you the one
about the polar bear and rabbit?

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- Oh, the polar bear and the rabbi?
- Rabbit.

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Uh, uh, hold it. LeBron,
are you ready for dessert?

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I just called you LeBron, didn't I?

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[ALL LAUGHING]

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Because I love the game.

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Oh, Hopper, are you ready for dessert?

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- No, you can call me LeBron.
- [LAUGHING]

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You can call me LeBron. I like it.

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My parents, they loved you.

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Really?

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I'm not used to talking like that
at dinner at all.

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Yeah?

243
00:15:15.123 --> 00:15:18.423
- What's it like at your house?
- My house? At dinner?

244
00:15:21.421 --> 00:15:23.048
I always sit in front of the TV.

245
00:15:23.423 --> 00:15:25.551
We eat, we don't really say anything.

246
00:15:25.883 --> 00:15:27.305
My mom works all the time.

247
00:15:27.385 --> 00:15:29.012
She is in real estate. My dad he's...

248
00:15:30.763 --> 00:15:31.764
He's away.

249
00:15:33.975 --> 00:15:35.477
Your family is so smart.

250
00:15:36.978 --> 00:15:38.025
You're smart.

251
00:15:38.271 --> 00:15:39.859
You're going to be a valedictorian.

252
00:15:39.939 --> 00:15:41.657
You got all the Chinese kids beat.

253
00:15:43.276 --> 00:15:44.903
I'm just good at studying, that's all.

254
00:15:45.153 --> 00:15:46.905
I'm terrible at studying.

255
00:15:47.113 --> 00:15:48.615
My Mom says I have ADD.

256
00:15:49.490 --> 00:15:51.458
How do you focus when you're on the mound?

257
00:15:54.412 --> 00:15:55.834
I just forget about everything.

258
00:16:34.577 --> 00:16:37.080
[MAN HUMMING]

259
00:16:50.676 --> 00:16:53.145
[SQUEAKING]

260
00:17:00.228 --> 00:17:01.445
[NOISY FOOTSTEPS]

261
00:17:11.447 --> 00:17:12.949
COACH EDDIE:
Hopper, come on in for a second.

262
00:17:15.243 --> 00:17:17.166
- Sunflower seed?
- No, thank you.

263
00:17:17.537 --> 00:17:19.289
[COUGHS]

264
00:17:22.250 --> 00:17:23.593
How is the change up coming along?

265
00:17:24.585 --> 00:17:27.680
Mm-mm. I don't know. Sometimes,
I think I'm getting it, and then...

266
00:17:28.464 --> 00:17:29.465
Yeah.

267
00:17:31.717 --> 00:17:33.014
There's not really anything to get.

268
00:17:33.678 --> 00:17:35.266
You just can't blow up, you know.

269
00:17:35.346 --> 00:17:36.518
Yeah, I guess.

270
00:17:38.015 --> 00:17:39.608
I heard your dad's coming back this week.

271
00:17:41.519 --> 00:17:42.520
Yup.

272
00:17:45.523 --> 00:17:46.900
Is that what you wanted
to talk to me about?

273
00:17:48.192 --> 00:17:49.944
Is he going to stay with you and your mom?

274
00:17:50.027 --> 00:17:51.028
Yeah, I think so.

275
00:17:51.112 --> 00:17:53.740
- How do you feel about him coming back?
- I feel great about it.

276
00:17:54.907 --> 00:17:56.784
[BOTH LAUGH]

277
00:17:58.160 --> 00:18:00.208
- Real fucking cocksucker.
- Yeah.

278
00:18:01.622 --> 00:18:03.750
My dad rides me pretty damn hard.

279
00:18:04.417 --> 00:18:05.418
I know he does.

280
00:18:08.462 --> 00:18:09.839
He rides me hard too.

281
00:18:10.131 --> 00:18:12.053
He tells me all the time
not to watch the pitch count,

282
00:18:12.133 --> 00:18:13.350
'cause it's going to make you soft.

283
00:18:13.509 --> 00:18:14.556
A dime a dozen.

284
00:18:14.885 --> 00:18:16.307
He's a piece of work, your pop.

285
00:18:16.512 --> 00:18:18.981
[CHUCKLES] Yeah, he thinks you are...

286
00:18:19.974 --> 00:18:24.188
he thinks you're slow too because you didn't
take that third base Coaching gig at FSU.

287
00:18:26.230 --> 00:18:27.857
- That's what he said?
- That's what he said.

288
00:18:30.192 --> 00:18:31.535
You are doing really good.

289
00:18:32.278 --> 00:18:34.121
- Yeah.
- Staying out of trouble.

290
00:18:34.238 --> 00:18:35.535
I'm trying really hard.

291
00:18:36.991 --> 00:18:39.995
And I like Dorothy. That's a good girl.

292
00:18:40.703 --> 00:18:42.250
- Yeah.
- She's got sturdy head over her shoulders.

293
00:18:42.330 --> 00:18:44.794
It seems to me you've been
in the pink since you been with her.

294
00:18:44.874 --> 00:18:48.047
A lot better than with the last one,
I forgot her name right now.

295
00:18:48.127 --> 00:18:49.344
I think it was another "D" name.

296
00:18:49.629 --> 00:18:51.802
- Doreen.
- Doreen.

297
00:18:52.798 --> 00:18:55.017
Any girl going to math class,

298
00:18:55.968 --> 00:19:00.064
puts on that much mascara,
she does not like herself very much.

299
00:19:00.556 --> 00:19:02.684
- [CHUCKLES]
- Anybody puts on that kind of mask,

300
00:19:03.059 --> 00:19:04.982
they unintentionally expose themselves.

301
00:19:07.396 --> 00:19:09.273
Are you listening? I can't tell with you
if you are listening.

302
00:19:09.357 --> 00:19:10.403
I'm listening.

303
00:19:10.483 --> 00:19:11.951
- Are you?
- Yeah, yeah.

304
00:19:20.951 --> 00:19:22.248
This is bananas.

305
00:19:23.788 --> 00:19:25.381
I think your mom took that picture.

306
00:19:26.749 --> 00:19:28.046
High school yearbook.

307
00:19:28.334 --> 00:19:29.881
I was the yearbook editor.

308
00:19:31.587 --> 00:19:34.181
I found that last night,
going through the garage.

309
00:19:36.008 --> 00:19:39.262
He was a really gifted player,
could have gone pro.

310
00:19:41.472 --> 00:19:42.473
You think?

311
00:19:44.392 --> 00:19:46.360
You know, he hit a lot of doubles,
that's what he says.

312
00:19:46.644 --> 00:19:47.691
He's a doubles hitter.

313
00:19:47.937 --> 00:19:48.938
Doubles?

314
00:19:49.647 --> 00:19:51.149
Double vodka, double soda.

315
00:19:53.609 --> 00:19:57.113
Senior year, he started showing up
to practice late and tired and high,

316
00:19:57.363 --> 00:20:00.161
new tattoos all the time,
and then by the end of the season,

317
00:20:00.241 --> 00:20:02.289
he just simply wasn't showing up at all.

318
00:20:02.910 --> 00:20:04.457
He said he got... [CLEARS THROAT]

319
00:20:05.830 --> 00:20:07.457
kicked off the team for brawling.

320
00:20:08.082 --> 00:20:11.336
There was a bad brawl,
but he never got kicked off the team.

321
00:20:13.546 --> 00:20:15.799
In fact, I remember
the coaches actually liked

322
00:20:15.881 --> 00:20:17.845
that he threw punches in the brawl,
because it's the only time

323
00:20:17.925 --> 00:20:21.054
they'd seen him with any pep all year.

324
00:20:26.767 --> 00:20:28.394
Little did we know that was it.
That was it.

325
00:20:28.477 --> 00:20:31.151
That would be his pastime
from then on, fracas.

326
00:20:36.736 --> 00:20:39.158
I got to go, Coach.
Dorothy is waiting for me.

327
00:20:39.238 --> 00:20:40.239
Look at me.

328
00:20:41.699 --> 00:20:42.996
Be astute.

329
00:20:45.578 --> 00:20:49.460
If late at night, trouble comes knocking...
[KNOCKS ON TABLE]

330
00:20:49.540 --> 00:20:53.669
at your door, do yourself
a favor, stay in bed.

331
00:20:54.462 --> 00:20:55.463
Yeah.

332
00:20:57.798 --> 00:20:59.015
Go say hi to Dorothy.

333
00:21:00.468 --> 00:21:01.970
DOROTHY: So, I have another joke.

334
00:21:02.928 --> 00:21:04.271
I went to the zoo the other day.

335
00:21:04.722 --> 00:21:05.939
But there was only a dog.

336
00:21:06.599 --> 00:21:07.896
It was a Shih Tzu.

337
00:21:08.017 --> 00:21:09.860
HOPPER: Why do you like mayonnaise
on your fries?

338
00:21:10.853 --> 00:21:14.482
- DOROTHY: Try it, you might like it.
- HOOPER: Mm, no, I'll take my chances.

339
00:21:14.565 --> 00:21:16.238
DOROTHY: You never take the chance.

340
00:21:16.692 --> 00:21:21.031
Whenever we go out, you always sit
in the corner, with your back to the wall,

341
00:21:21.155 --> 00:21:22.827
like you are afraid of your own shadow.

342
00:21:22.907 --> 00:21:25.456
Like the Nutcracker cornered
by the Mouse King.

343
00:21:25.826 --> 00:21:28.124
HOPPER: It's the best spot.
You can see everything coming.

344
00:21:29.538 --> 00:21:33.088
[COUGHS] If there's a scout over there,
spying on me, then I know it.

345
00:21:33.667 --> 00:21:35.840
And if there's any trouble coming,
I know it.

346
00:21:36.420 --> 00:21:38.639
DOROTHY:
But, then you never get surprised.

347
00:21:39.673 --> 00:21:41.801
Yeah, well, surprises are overrated.

348
00:21:41.926 --> 00:21:42.927
WAITRESS: Hi, y'all.

349
00:21:47.515 --> 00:21:48.516
DOROTHY: So...

350
00:21:48.599 --> 00:21:49.600
WAITRESS: Hey.

351
00:21:49.683 --> 00:21:50.855
DOROTHY: What did Coach have to say?

352
00:21:53.896 --> 00:21:55.614
Why do you care what my coach had to say?

353
00:21:56.023 --> 00:21:57.866
Because I care about you.

354
00:22:01.821 --> 00:22:03.073
[SIGHS]

355
00:22:03.447 --> 00:22:06.200
Do you have any idea how much pressure
I am under right now?

356
00:22:07.117 --> 00:22:08.539
I'm only trying to help.

357
00:22:08.661 --> 00:22:11.164
I know, but, I mean,

358
00:22:12.206 --> 00:22:15.801
I'm the number three ranked prospect
in the country.

359
00:22:16.043 --> 00:22:17.215
Number one pitcher.

360
00:22:18.170 --> 00:22:21.299
You have any idea what kind
of pressure that is?

361
00:22:23.717 --> 00:22:29.182
Well, who do you think has the best
grade point average in the school?

362
00:22:29.306 --> 00:22:31.274
There is not nearly as much as rivalry.

363
00:22:31.392 --> 00:22:35.065
Yeah, but if I want to go to a great
college, then I need to get a scholarship.

364
00:22:35.145 --> 00:22:36.772
I'm talking about
millions and millions of dollars.

365
00:22:36.856 --> 00:22:39.908
I'm talking about being famous. I'm talking
about being a professional athlete.

366
00:22:42.236 --> 00:22:45.284
You know that a Shih Tzu
is a toy dog, right?

367
00:22:45.364 --> 00:22:46.536
- What are you talking about?
- [LAUGHS]

368
00:22:46.657 --> 00:22:49.001
Shih Tzu and a shit zoo. [LAUGHS]

369
00:22:49.493 --> 00:22:50.494
Come on.

370
00:22:50.578 --> 00:22:52.205
And you are telling jokes right now?

371
00:22:52.288 --> 00:22:54.585
- Come now, Hooper, it's only baseball.
- I just...

372
00:22:54.665 --> 00:22:56.963
That's the dumbest thing you've ever said.

373
00:22:59.086 --> 00:23:00.383
It's not just baseball.

374
00:23:03.257 --> 00:23:06.636
You know what? I wanna go home.
You're hurting my feelings.

375
00:23:07.803 --> 00:23:09.225
You really need to toughen up.

376
00:23:11.348 --> 00:23:12.975
- No, I don't.
- Yeah, you do.

377
00:23:13.767 --> 00:23:16.357
No, I don't need to toughen up,
because that's a stupid goal.

378
00:23:16.437 --> 00:23:17.529
Survival of the fittest.

379
00:23:17.646 --> 00:23:19.819
Yeah, it's called Social Darwinism.

380
00:23:19.940 --> 00:23:24.031
And you are scared that if you can't
throw a ball perfectly, then you...

381
00:23:24.111 --> 00:23:25.704
And you think everybody's nice.

382
00:23:25.821 --> 00:23:27.744
Okay, well, that's not how it works.

383
00:23:28.073 --> 00:23:30.792
Everybody is using everybody
all the time. Period.

384
00:23:31.160 --> 00:23:33.288
- You using me?
- Yes, I'm using you.

385
00:23:33.370 --> 00:23:35.748
Of course, I'm using you.
You're using me. That's how it works.

386
00:23:35.831 --> 00:23:38.710
You are a cute little odd ball
that I pass my time with.

387
00:23:42.338 --> 00:23:45.808
You think because
you can throw a baseball,

388
00:23:46.216 --> 00:23:51.313
that you are special
in some kind of real/non-secular way.

389
00:23:51.639 --> 00:23:53.812
- Non-secular, what do you mean by that?
- Well, it doesn't.

390
00:23:55.768 --> 00:23:59.193
Worshiping these false American idols,

391
00:23:59.647 --> 00:24:02.525
and people just buying into
this Harry Potter Syndrome,

392
00:24:02.608 --> 00:24:05.031
like wanting to have a fucking
lightning bolt on their forehead,

393
00:24:05.152 --> 00:24:06.495
do you really believe in any of that?

394
00:24:06.737 --> 00:24:09.410
Because nobody is more special
than anybody else.

395
00:24:09.490 --> 00:24:11.743
I mean like, duh and...

396
00:24:15.537 --> 00:24:17.289
You know what? I really wanna go.

397
00:24:42.356 --> 00:24:43.357
HOPPER SR.: How's your arm?

398
00:24:52.241 --> 00:24:53.242
It's fine.

399
00:24:56.578 --> 00:24:57.955
Got some new ink.

400
00:24:58.247 --> 00:24:59.294
HOPPER SR.: Yeah, I was bored.

401
00:25:02.042 --> 00:25:03.794
Must have hurt getting it that dark, huh?

402
00:25:04.712 --> 00:25:05.883
HOPPER SR.: Pain is just weakness...

403
00:25:05.963 --> 00:25:07.556
...leaving the body, yeah, I know.

404
00:25:10.134 --> 00:25:11.260
Have you grown at all?

405
00:25:12.344 --> 00:25:15.181
I don't think you've grown even a little
bit in the year since I've seen you.

406
00:25:18.475 --> 00:25:19.522
HOPPER: Inch and a half.

407
00:25:19.685 --> 00:25:22.279
You haven't grown
an inch and a half. Bullshit.

408
00:25:23.313 --> 00:25:26.317
Look at you. You're thin like a reed.
You don't have any muscle on you at all.

409
00:25:27.359 --> 00:25:31.159
You know the market's got
the undetectable steroids again.

410
00:25:31.572 --> 00:25:32.869
You might wanna check that out.

411
00:25:34.533 --> 00:25:39.084
How's... How's the great Coach Eddie, huh?

412
00:25:40.247 --> 00:25:43.459
He still think he's got all the answers
'cause he had a cup of coffee at the Majors?

413
00:25:44.668 --> 00:25:46.757
Hm? Didn't have what it takes to stick

414
00:25:46.837 --> 00:25:49.181
so he's been sticking it
to everybody else since, right?

415
00:25:50.382 --> 00:25:51.599
HOPPER: He had what it takes.

416
00:25:52.301 --> 00:25:54.474
Batted 307 before he got injured.

417
00:25:55.512 --> 00:25:57.514
Yeah. Running into a wall.

418
00:25:58.599 --> 00:26:00.272
That's a brainy baby for ya.

419
00:26:00.392 --> 00:26:03.020
Now he's got a job working in a school,
getting paid diddly squat.

420
00:26:04.063 --> 00:26:05.440
That's a loser's game.

421
00:26:05.522 --> 00:26:07.365
And he plays it 'cause he likes losing.

422
00:26:08.317 --> 00:26:09.318
Like the...

423
00:26:09.985 --> 00:26:12.909
freaks on the block who get their kicks

424
00:26:13.489 --> 00:26:15.992
while getting banged around.
No, thank you.

425
00:26:19.495 --> 00:26:20.916
You tell him I say hi.

426
00:26:20.996 --> 00:26:22.248
All right, fine.

427
00:26:26.835 --> 00:26:28.428
Well, you got here just in time.

428
00:26:29.880 --> 00:26:30.927
Who's playing?

429
00:26:31.131 --> 00:26:33.509
Fuck that. You got here
just in time to get me a beer.

430
00:26:33.842 --> 00:26:34.843
Take the edge off.

431
00:26:35.928 --> 00:26:36.929
Appreciate it.

432
00:26:47.606 --> 00:26:49.859
- Is Mom home?
- Why, you wanna cry to her?

433
00:26:50.400 --> 00:26:53.825
No, just wondering
if she got home from work yet.

434
00:26:55.197 --> 00:26:56.410
- You know.
- Hey, sit down.

435
00:26:56.490 --> 00:26:57.491
No, I got homework.

436
00:26:57.574 --> 00:27:00.703
HOPPER SR.: No! I know you don't have
any homework, little liar face.

437
00:27:01.078 --> 00:27:03.046
Huh, you don't have the
brains for homework.

438
00:27:03.163 --> 00:27:05.507
Get your ass, your scrawny ass
to sit down on the couch.

439
00:27:05.707 --> 00:27:07.425
You don't have any homework, hey.

440
00:27:07.793 --> 00:27:10.672
You actually want to make me stand up

441
00:27:10.754 --> 00:27:13.343
and come over there
and sit your scrawny ass down.

442
00:27:13.423 --> 00:27:15.801
Is that what you want?
I don't think so, Slim.

443
00:27:22.558 --> 00:27:27.487
I can't believe all these scouts are buzzing
around a little toothpick like you.

444
00:27:27.646 --> 00:27:29.818
I mean that is full blown
craziness right there.

445
00:27:29.898 --> 00:27:31.696
I threw 98 miles an hour on Saturday.

446
00:27:31.984 --> 00:27:34.658
- Did you throw 98 miles an hour?
- Ninety-eight miles an hour.

447
00:27:35.696 --> 00:27:36.822
[HOPPER CHUCKLES]

448
00:27:36.905 --> 00:27:38.748
Wow, you must think
you're pretty astonishing.

449
00:27:42.286 --> 00:27:43.287
Huh?

450
00:27:45.664 --> 00:27:48.292
- You can tell me. It's all right.
- No, sir.

451
00:27:48.417 --> 00:27:50.130
- Well, come on, you can tell me.
- No, sir.

452
00:27:50.210 --> 00:27:51.211
It will be our secret.

453
00:27:52.171 --> 00:27:54.173
[WHISPERING] You think
you're pretty astonishing, right?

454
00:27:54.256 --> 00:27:55.257
HOPPER: No, sir.

455
00:27:55.340 --> 00:27:57.138
- You do.
- I don't think I'm astonishing.

456
00:27:57.551 --> 00:27:59.645
- You think you are astonishing.
- No, sir.

457
00:28:00.137 --> 00:28:01.514
Yep, listen.

458
00:28:04.683 --> 00:28:10.857
Everything that you've accomplished,
you owe to me, right. You know that.

459
00:28:14.443 --> 00:28:15.444
Yes, sir.

460
00:28:16.737 --> 00:28:19.661
Don't "yes, sir" me, all right?
That pisses me off.

461
00:28:20.365 --> 00:28:21.366
Don't do that.

462
00:28:27.247 --> 00:28:29.670
I saw you smile at that game on Saturday.

463
00:28:36.924 --> 00:28:38.551
HOPPER: I don't think I was smiling.

464
00:28:39.051 --> 00:28:40.894
Uh, I saw you.

465
00:28:41.929 --> 00:28:44.102
In the photo, in the newspaper.

466
00:28:44.890 --> 00:28:46.813
You are standing on the mound, smiling.

467
00:28:49.102 --> 00:28:50.854
So, what happens when you break a rule?

468
00:28:51.438 --> 00:28:53.315
Hm? What's rule number one?

469
00:28:56.735 --> 00:28:58.533
Never show emotion on the mound.

470
00:28:59.112 --> 00:29:00.204
HOPPER SR.: Hm-mm.

471
00:29:00.822 --> 00:29:04.952
And what do we do
when you break a rule during a game?

472
00:29:06.870 --> 00:29:07.871
What do we do?

473
00:29:09.665 --> 00:29:10.882
What the fuck!

474
00:29:13.543 --> 00:29:15.545
[SCREAMS] Huh? What do we do?

475
00:29:17.965 --> 00:29:19.592
Huh? What do we do?

476
00:29:20.175 --> 00:29:21.346
We run wind sprints.

477
00:29:21.426 --> 00:29:23.428
That's right.
Now get your ass outside, come on.

478
00:29:23.929 --> 00:29:26.273
HOPPER SR.: Please don't make me chase you.
Come on, go!

479
00:29:27.975 --> 00:29:28.976
Go!

480
00:29:31.311 --> 00:29:33.860
HOPPER SR.: Come on, man,
this is a suicide, not a jog.

481
00:29:34.940 --> 00:29:36.487
Don't make me get up and chase you.

482
00:29:36.608 --> 00:29:38.197
Don't make me get up and chase you!

483
00:29:38.277 --> 00:29:40.746
Do not make me get up and chase you!

484
00:29:40.904 --> 00:29:41.905
Go! Go!

485
00:29:41.989 --> 00:29:44.617
Look, man, I'm old
and I'm faster than you, motherfucker!

486
00:29:46.368 --> 00:29:47.540
Come on, now!

487
00:29:53.208 --> 00:29:54.209
That's better.

488
00:29:55.377 --> 00:29:56.879
SUSAN: What are you boys doing out here?

489
00:29:57.254 --> 00:29:59.507
- HOPPER SR.: Oh, nothing.
- SUSAN: What's going on out here?

490
00:29:59.715 --> 00:30:02.264
HOPPER SR.: Get inside,
don't disobey me. It ain't worth it.

491
00:30:02.426 --> 00:30:03.427
Hey, there.

492
00:30:03.510 --> 00:30:05.353
- What's going on out here?
- Nothing.

493
00:30:09.599 --> 00:30:10.600
Where's he going?

494
00:30:10.892 --> 00:30:11.893
He didn't even say hello.

495
00:30:11.977 --> 00:30:14.025
HOPPER SR.: Well, boys got no manners,
what'd you expect?

496
00:30:14.146 --> 00:30:15.359
- Shut the fuck up.
- [HOPPER SR. LAUGHS]

497
00:30:15.439 --> 00:30:16.611
What were you doing to him out here?

498
00:30:16.857 --> 00:30:18.278
[LAUGHING]

499
00:30:18.358 --> 00:30:19.826
What were you doing to him out here?

500
00:30:20.694 --> 00:30:24.494
Junior and me have rules.

501
00:30:25.157 --> 00:30:26.784
And I was remembering them to him.

502
00:30:27.034 --> 00:30:28.035
SUSAN: Suicides?

503
00:30:28.618 --> 00:30:31.792
The rules don't concern you, Susan.
It ain't your concern.

504
00:30:32.748 --> 00:30:33.749
Okay.

505
00:30:35.292 --> 00:30:37.340
Don't come back here
trying to make things the way they were.

506
00:30:37.627 --> 00:30:42.015
Me and Hop have a certain way of doing
things now and it doesn't include suicides.

507
00:30:42.382 --> 00:30:44.430
You've to get accustomed to that,
you hear me?

508
00:30:44.634 --> 00:30:45.851
[CHUCKLES]

509
00:30:46.511 --> 00:30:47.979
What? Come here.

510
00:30:49.806 --> 00:30:50.807
Come here.

511
00:30:52.768 --> 00:30:53.769
Hey, hey.

512
00:30:56.772 --> 00:30:57.773
You know what?

513
00:30:58.732 --> 00:31:00.655
We're doing dandy without you.

514
00:31:01.318 --> 00:31:04.288
So you can either get with the docket
or you can get out.

515
00:31:05.030 --> 00:31:08.159
Susan, you're starting to sound
a lot like my warden, Hal,

516
00:31:08.575 --> 00:31:11.249
and even a little bit more
like my parole officer, Neal.

517
00:31:11.370 --> 00:31:13.839
He'll be all right. Come here.
[MUMBLES INDISTINCTLY]

518
00:31:14.164 --> 00:31:18.294
You have any love for your Daddy?
Any love? [MUMBLES]

519
00:31:19.503 --> 00:31:21.972
You're gonna have to
earn it this time, Daddy.

520
00:31:24.007 --> 00:31:25.133
All right, Susan.

521
00:31:25.217 --> 00:31:27.219
I'm still your fucking husband, right?

522
00:31:27.677 --> 00:31:31.644
I have been getting a lot of the bullshit
whiny card, none of the soft stuff.

523
00:31:33.016 --> 00:31:35.314
[IN LOW VOICE]
Whole fucking world getting Topsy turvy.

524
00:31:36.770 --> 00:31:37.771
[SIGHS] Shit.

525
00:31:43.819 --> 00:31:44.820
Hm-mm.

526
00:31:45.487 --> 00:31:48.787
Time, the great destroyer. [CHUCKLES]

527
00:31:51.535 --> 00:31:53.629
[BREATHES HEAVILY]

528
00:32:23.942 --> 00:32:24.943
HOPPER SR.: Hey.

529
00:32:26.736 --> 00:32:29.489
[WHISTLES] You want to be the best?

530
00:32:33.034 --> 00:32:34.035
Huh?

531
00:32:35.495 --> 00:32:36.542
HOPPER: What time is it?

532
00:32:37.456 --> 00:32:38.753
Do you want to be the best?

533
00:32:39.332 --> 00:32:41.255
- Yeah, sure.
- All right then.

534
00:32:42.335 --> 00:32:43.336
The time is now.

535
00:32:43.670 --> 00:32:44.671
Get up.

536
00:32:45.672 --> 00:32:48.596
[SIGHS] Yeah, what time is it, seriously?

537
00:32:49.134 --> 00:32:51.228
It's 3:30 am, it's time to jog.

538
00:32:51.344 --> 00:32:53.517
- I've school in three hours.
- Wake up, dude.

539
00:32:54.723 --> 00:32:56.066
I'm not gonna ask you again.

540
00:32:56.892 --> 00:32:59.771
Okay? I'm tryin' to teach you
about greatness.

541
00:33:00.479 --> 00:33:02.902
I know you're pissed at me, all right?

542
00:33:03.482 --> 00:33:05.029
But let me tell you something right now.

543
00:33:05.150 --> 00:33:06.447
We are winning.

544
00:33:06.776 --> 00:33:07.868
You hear me?

545
00:33:08.320 --> 00:33:12.245
Only me, you and the ghosts
of the legends up at this hour.

546
00:33:13.783 --> 00:33:15.626
One of these days,
you're going to be rich.

547
00:33:15.744 --> 00:33:18.497
You are going to be in some fancy hotel.

548
00:33:19.039 --> 00:33:21.711
Two Egyptian princesses
are going to be fighting over

549
00:33:21.791 --> 00:33:23.509
which one gets to suck your cock first.

550
00:33:23.960 --> 00:33:26.088
You're gonna lean back, you're gonna
look at the ceiling and think,

551
00:33:26.171 --> 00:33:28.424
"Goddamn, I love my dad."

552
00:33:28.798 --> 00:33:30.471
Huh? You hear me, son?

553
00:33:31.092 --> 00:33:33.094
You're gonna put your head on the pillow,

554
00:33:33.303 --> 00:33:36.056
close your eyes,
your dreams will line up just right.

555
00:33:36.723 --> 00:33:39.351
I shit you not, son,
we are winning right now.

556
00:33:56.618 --> 00:33:58.586
[EXHALES DEEPLY]

557
00:34:02.916 --> 00:34:04.543
All right, that's good. That's good.

558
00:34:06.086 --> 00:34:07.679
Take off your gear
and go catch some grounders.

559
00:34:14.177 --> 00:34:15.554
Something bothering you, Hopper?

560
00:34:16.012 --> 00:34:17.013
Just tired, Coach.

561
00:34:23.603 --> 00:34:24.604
What happened to your head?

562
00:34:26.940 --> 00:34:28.317
HOPPER: Ah, it's nothing, Coach.

563
00:35:13.570 --> 00:35:16.198
NEWS REPORTER 1:
So where is Hopper Gibson now?

564
00:35:16.781 --> 00:35:21.666
He is not with the Triple-A Minor League club
as he had been for the most of the season.

565
00:35:22.370 --> 00:35:24.498
He is not on the injured list.

566
00:35:24.706 --> 00:35:27.420
When I asked Atlanta's GM,
David Foreman, where Gibson was,

567
00:35:27.500 --> 00:35:31.346
Foreman would only say that Gibson
was taking care of a personal situation

568
00:35:31.463 --> 00:35:33.677
and would rejoin the club shortly.

569
00:35:33.757 --> 00:35:34.883
NEWS REPORTER 2: Thank you, Rachel.

570
00:35:34.966 --> 00:35:38.015
Who knows what darkness lurks
in the heart of a man? His shadow knows.

571
00:35:38.428 --> 00:35:41.181
Here's how Hopper Gibson's stats
compare with Howard Glass.

572
00:35:41.348 --> 00:35:43.476
Their numbers are eerily similar:

573
00:35:47.312 --> 00:35:50.031
When you first came into the public eye,

574
00:35:50.899 --> 00:35:51.900
uh...

575
00:35:53.777 --> 00:35:57.031
why did you say your dad was
a fisherman to Sports Illustrated?

576
00:35:58.740 --> 00:36:00.742
Because it's none of their business.

577
00:36:07.916 --> 00:36:09.379
I mean, what am I supposed to do?

578
00:36:09.459 --> 00:36:12.713
Am I supposed to air my dirty laundry
in front of the entire world?

579
00:36:13.713 --> 00:36:15.340
Why would I do that to my mom?

580
00:36:15.423 --> 00:36:21.601
You know? I mean, am I supposed
to say he deals eight balls in SI?

581
00:36:21.846 --> 00:36:23.063
Oh, huh.

582
00:36:25.308 --> 00:36:27.811
Still, you made up
occupations for your dad.

583
00:36:27.894 --> 00:36:28.895
HOPPER: No, I didn't.

584
00:36:29.479 --> 00:36:30.696
- No?
- No.

585
00:36:31.106 --> 00:36:35.156
Every... He... Yeah,
he hung drywall for a while.

586
00:36:35.276 --> 00:36:37.324
He was a fisherman.
He was a fisherman for a year.

587
00:36:37.404 --> 00:36:39.498
- Yeah, okay.
- Yeah.

588
00:36:41.574 --> 00:36:44.498
Well, maybe that's how
you like to think of him.

589
00:36:47.789 --> 00:36:48.961
I have no idea.

590
00:36:51.543 --> 00:36:55.013
All I know is I'm fucking tired.
That's what I know.

591
00:37:05.807 --> 00:37:06.979
Nice rain.

592
00:37:09.102 --> 00:37:11.230
Clean my car off, at least that's good.

593
00:37:16.818 --> 00:37:18.912
- You think I'm lying, don't you?
- No.

594
00:37:22.073 --> 00:37:25.703
We can make things
be the way we want them to be in our head

595
00:37:27.078 --> 00:37:28.671
so that the pain isn't too much.

596
00:37:30.957 --> 00:37:32.880
And that's very different from lying.

597
00:37:34.419 --> 00:37:35.636
That's very different.

598
00:37:35.754 --> 00:37:38.553
My dad always said,
"Pain is weakness leaving the body."

599
00:37:41.134 --> 00:37:42.260
What do you think of that?

600
00:37:44.095 --> 00:37:45.847
I don't know. What do you think?

601
00:37:46.473 --> 00:37:47.474
[CHUCKLES]

602
00:37:48.475 --> 00:37:52.105
It has its own warped, macho truth to it.

603
00:37:52.479 --> 00:37:55.779
My dad was a pretty warped, macho guy.

604
00:37:56.441 --> 00:37:59.411
Wouldn't even know
we were in the same family except...

605
00:38:02.155 --> 00:38:03.156
Except for what?

606
00:38:06.701 --> 00:38:10.376
People say that... I mean,
some people say that I favor him.

607
00:38:12.165 --> 00:38:13.917
We have the same look in our eye.

608
00:38:16.795 --> 00:38:17.796
What look is that?

609
00:38:18.338 --> 00:38:20.056
HOPPER: Secretiveness, I guess.

610
00:38:20.882 --> 00:38:25.308
Maybe something's going on,
maybe there's a time-bomb ticking.

611
00:38:28.306 --> 00:38:29.683
I picture my dad and

612
00:38:32.894 --> 00:38:34.521
all I see is a shadow.

613
00:38:38.900 --> 00:38:44.748
A person can reject aspects of themselves
that they don't like

614
00:38:46.282 --> 00:38:48.034
and put them on to somebody else.

615
00:38:49.327 --> 00:38:51.125
You know, project them.

616
00:38:54.082 --> 00:38:58.173
Things that make them uncomfortable
or things that feel dangerous,

617
00:38:58.253 --> 00:38:59.596
things that feel...

618
00:39:02.298 --> 00:39:03.299
ugly.

619
00:39:06.845 --> 00:39:08.267
But the funny thing is,

620
00:39:08.638 --> 00:39:12.233
there's a lot of positive things
in our shadow that we need.

621
00:39:12.809 --> 00:39:14.732
- HOPPER: Like what?
- [SIGHS]

622
00:39:19.482 --> 00:39:21.951
Like our instincts, for one.

623
00:39:22.277 --> 00:39:24.621
Like our animal instincts.

624
00:39:25.238 --> 00:39:26.740
So you want me to get angry?

625
00:39:30.201 --> 00:39:31.794
You want me to explode?

626
00:39:33.705 --> 00:39:36.458
No, I want you to throw
without thinking about it.

627
00:39:36.541 --> 00:39:39.670
I want you to be instinctual.
I want you to get out of your own way.

628
00:39:39.794 --> 00:39:42.297
Leave yourself alone.
Do you want to explode?

629
00:39:51.639 --> 00:39:52.640
No.

630
00:39:53.975 --> 00:39:55.727
You feel like a time-bomb sometimes?

631
00:39:57.854 --> 00:40:00.277
No. Of course, not.

632
00:40:01.774 --> 00:40:03.447
Okay. That's good. I believe that.

633
00:40:08.656 --> 00:40:09.908
Or I guess I was one.

634
00:40:12.535 --> 00:40:13.832
And I didn't even know it.

635
00:40:20.126 --> 00:40:21.548
[CROWD CHEERING]

636
00:40:28.968 --> 00:40:29.969
MAN: Open up!

637
00:40:31.429 --> 00:40:32.430
Hopper.

638
00:40:33.097 --> 00:40:34.724
Teresa, you're looking spry.

639
00:40:35.475 --> 00:40:37.193
- Bitch.
- Stop it.

640
00:40:37.852 --> 00:40:39.479
I still haven't seen Dorothy anywhere.

641
00:40:42.982 --> 00:40:45.735
- Does Hop look upset to you?
- No, he doesn't look upset.

642
00:40:46.027 --> 00:40:48.121
I wonder if they broke up.
Shit, I hope not.

643
00:40:48.738 --> 00:40:52.242
Coach Eddie better not even think about
taking him out of the game.

644
00:40:53.576 --> 00:40:55.704
- He looks tired.
- He doesn't look tired, all right?

645
00:40:55.787 --> 00:40:57.334
He looks lazy like his mother.

646
00:40:57.497 --> 00:40:59.420
Come on, Hopper, challenge this guy.

647
00:41:00.041 --> 00:41:02.464
Huh, don't pussy-foot around.
Challenge him!

648
00:41:02.794 --> 00:41:05.138
Coach Eddie, better not make you
pussy-foot these scrubs.

649
00:41:05.630 --> 00:41:07.177
This kid can't hit you!

650
00:41:11.135 --> 00:41:12.933
There you go, there you go.

651
00:41:13.596 --> 00:41:15.974
[SIREN WAILING IN THE DISTANCE]

652
00:41:29.904 --> 00:41:32.123
[SLOW INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC PLAYING]

653
00:41:40.873 --> 00:41:42.591
[SIREN WAILING]

654
00:41:48.840 --> 00:41:50.763
[CROWD APPLAUDING]

655
00:41:54.262 --> 00:41:56.560
POLICE OFFICER: Christ, big shot, huh?

656
00:41:56.848 --> 00:41:58.850
I guess you were really
important back then, huh?

657
00:41:59.392 --> 00:42:01.486
HOPPER SR.: That's easy.
Come, do this right here right now.

658
00:42:03.146 --> 00:42:04.693
You have a good night, huh, buddy?

659
00:42:05.356 --> 00:42:07.279
[SIREN WAILING]

660
00:42:33.801 --> 00:42:35.303
[MUSIC FADES OUT]

661
00:42:35.678 --> 00:42:36.679
[CROWD CHEERING]

662
00:42:44.771 --> 00:42:45.772
You all right?

663
00:42:46.314 --> 00:42:47.315
HOPPER: Yeah, I'm good.

664
00:42:48.066 --> 00:42:49.818
- Arm's fine?
- Yeah.

665
00:42:51.944 --> 00:42:54.197
Just worry about that hitter
right now. That's it.

666
00:42:54.447 --> 00:42:55.448
HOPPER: Yes, Coach.

667
00:42:58.701 --> 00:42:59.702
Where's your mind?

668
00:43:00.870 --> 00:43:01.871
It's in the game.

669
00:43:02.580 --> 00:43:04.833
Nothing else should be
of any concern to you right now.

670
00:43:05.458 --> 00:43:07.131
You got to fuck all that noise.

671
00:43:08.169 --> 00:43:10.797
We'll deal with whatever that is
after the game.

672
00:43:11.589 --> 00:43:14.138
You can't worry about that stuff
'cause you can't control it.

673
00:43:15.051 --> 00:43:16.769
So, there's no point worrying about it.

674
00:43:17.970 --> 00:43:18.971
This is it.

675
00:43:19.639 --> 00:43:21.482
Bailing butt from this all is simple.

676
00:43:28.773 --> 00:43:29.774
[HOPPER SIGHS]

677
00:43:35.863 --> 00:43:36.864
DR. MOBLEY: This is it.

678
00:43:37.532 --> 00:43:40.001
You ever heard of F. Scott Fitzgerald?

679
00:43:41.327 --> 00:43:42.328
No.

680
00:43:42.870 --> 00:43:47.000
Well, he was a wunderkind,
like yourself. A whiz kid.

681
00:43:47.708 --> 00:43:51.008
So good at his craft, he didn't even
have to think about what he was doing.

682
00:43:52.046 --> 00:43:55.471
Now, this is about
Fitzgerald, uh... [CHUCKLES]

683
00:43:55.883 --> 00:43:57.180
- Cracking up.
- Hm.

684
00:43:57.552 --> 00:43:59.429
- You're cool if I read a passage?
- Sure.

685
00:44:00.179 --> 00:44:01.180
Short one?

686
00:44:01.848 --> 00:44:03.441
Okay, uh

687
00:44:04.183 --> 00:44:07.611
"I was him again, for an instant,

688
00:44:08.229 --> 00:44:10.527
I had the good fortune
to share his dreams,

689
00:44:10.648 --> 00:44:12.696
I, who have no more dreams of my own.

690
00:44:14.193 --> 00:44:17.197
And there are still times
when I creep up on him,

691
00:44:17.405 --> 00:44:20.124
surprise him on an autumn morning
in New York

692
00:44:20.408 --> 00:44:22.081
or a spring night in Carolina,

693
00:44:22.493 --> 00:44:25.997
when it's so quiet, you can hear a dog
barking in the next county.

694
00:44:27.957 --> 00:44:31.928
But never again, as during
that all too short period,

695
00:44:32.336 --> 00:44:34.634
when he and I were one person,

696
00:44:36.465 --> 00:44:38.888
when the fulfilled future
and the wistful past

697
00:44:38.968 --> 00:44:41.596
were mingled in a single gorgeous moment,

698
00:44:42.680 --> 00:44:46.935
when life was literally a dream."

699
00:44:48.644 --> 00:44:49.645
[HOPPER CHUCKLES]

700
00:44:51.147 --> 00:44:53.821
- He's talking about being old.
- Hm.

701
00:44:54.400 --> 00:44:55.777
Wishing he was young again?

702
00:44:57.153 --> 00:44:58.905
I don't know anything about that.
[CHUCKLES]

703
00:45:01.240 --> 00:45:03.788
Well, he wasn't that old when he wrote it.

704
00:45:03.868 --> 00:45:05.165
He was still a pretty young man.

705
00:45:05.536 --> 00:45:09.712
He felt old, he felt like he wasn't
connected to his younger self any more.

706
00:45:09.832 --> 00:45:10.833
That's the rub.

707
00:45:12.376 --> 00:45:15.216
The part where he's talking about
life being a dream,

708
00:45:15.296 --> 00:45:16.673
I've never experienced that.

709
00:45:16.756 --> 00:45:18.302
- But...
- Never.

710
00:45:18.382 --> 00:45:22.223
Never once, felt any kind of pleasure,
any enjoyment in your success?

711
00:45:22.303 --> 00:45:25.853
No, never. No. My dad always told me,
"No emotions on the mound."

712
00:45:27.225 --> 00:45:29.944
- So you can't show emotions on the mound.
- No.

713
00:45:30.811 --> 00:45:34.691
Were you allowed to show emotion
off the mound?

714
00:45:34.982 --> 00:45:36.445
I was never off the mound.

715
00:45:36.525 --> 00:45:38.364
I was taught, you are always on the mound.

716
00:45:38.444 --> 00:45:39.740
- Right.
- Always on the mound.

717
00:45:39.820 --> 00:45:41.663
You are always supposed to
outfox your opponent.

718
00:45:41.989 --> 00:45:43.707
- Yeah?
- Your opponent?

719
00:45:43.866 --> 00:45:45.459
Your opponent, yeah.

720
00:45:45.660 --> 00:45:47.754
- Who's the opponent off the mound?
- Everyone.

721
00:45:49.080 --> 00:45:51.674
Everyone outside of the family.

722
00:45:54.043 --> 00:45:55.044
Yeah.

723
00:45:55.586 --> 00:45:57.429
Must be pretty hard to talk to me then.

724
00:45:57.713 --> 00:45:59.010
- [HOPPER CHUCKLES]
- No, seriously.

725
00:45:59.173 --> 00:46:01.345
Well, sometimes, yeah. I guess.

726
00:46:01.425 --> 00:46:02.677
- Yeah. Well...
- Sure.

727
00:46:03.469 --> 00:46:05.392
- It's been a difficult challenge.
- Yeah.

728
00:46:05.554 --> 00:46:07.352
[CHUCKLES] Well.

729
00:46:10.268 --> 00:46:15.648
Do you think your father had a lot to do
with your success as a pitcher, Hopper?

730
00:46:20.528 --> 00:46:23.407
[SIGHS] Hm. I mean, yeah.

731
00:46:24.490 --> 00:46:27.285
When I was a little kid, I never thought
I was gonna make it to the Majors.

732
00:46:28.077 --> 00:46:31.172
I'd wanna go hang out with friends,
go to the beach, you know.

733
00:46:31.330 --> 00:46:33.708
But he, he would say,
"No, that's not gonna work.

734
00:46:33.833 --> 00:46:36.382
If you love it, good things will come."

735
00:46:37.962 --> 00:46:39.760
- So what did you do?
- I loved it.

736
00:46:39.922 --> 00:46:41.424
- Just like that?
- Just like that. [SNAPS FINGERS]

737
00:46:41.507 --> 00:46:43.475
- Really?
- Yeah. Yeah.

738
00:46:46.679 --> 00:46:50.892
NEWS REPORTER: With three relief pitchers
on the DL, Atlanta looks to be in trouble,

739
00:46:50.975 --> 00:46:53.273
heading into division playoffs
this coming weekend.

740
00:46:53.602 --> 00:46:56.025
One name that has come up
as a possible remedy

741
00:46:56.147 --> 00:46:58.946
is the last wonder boy, Hopper Gibson.

742
00:46:59.608 --> 00:47:03.496
Gibson has spent the past few months
in the Minors trying to regain control

743
00:47:03.612 --> 00:47:05.159
of his considerable stuff.

744
00:47:05.781 --> 00:47:09.001
In the current vernacular,
the dude's got issues.

745
00:47:18.419 --> 00:47:20.137
[CROWD CHEERING]

746
00:47:30.973 --> 00:47:32.816
WOMAN: It's not that hard. Come on.

747
00:47:35.686 --> 00:47:37.563
- [ORGAN MUSIC PLAYING]
- [BIRDS SQUAWKING]

748
00:47:53.204 --> 00:47:54.831
HOPPER: Uh, what do I miss most
about the Majors?

749
00:47:55.748 --> 00:47:57.546
Probably the jet planes.

750
00:47:57.917 --> 00:48:00.340
Can't jump a jet plane like you can
a freight train, right, Hopper?

751
00:48:00.795 --> 00:48:02.138
What about those geese, Hopper?

752
00:48:03.506 --> 00:48:04.507
How do you mean?

753
00:48:04.590 --> 00:48:06.934
I mean, you watched them a long time.

754
00:48:09.929 --> 00:48:10.930
Yeah, I don't know.

755
00:48:11.013 --> 00:48:15.314
Watching the geese
was just so... peaceful.

756
00:48:16.143 --> 00:48:18.066
I prefer watching jet planes.

757
00:48:18.646 --> 00:48:21.068
Well, then, why don't you follow
someone who is in the Majors?

758
00:48:21.148 --> 00:48:22.900
What can I say? I'm dedicated.

759
00:48:23.025 --> 00:48:24.277
To car crashes, yeah.

760
00:48:24.610 --> 00:48:26.237
Don't talk about yourself like that.

761
00:48:26.695 --> 00:48:27.696
You give good quote.

762
00:48:27.780 --> 00:48:29.327
That shit about geese is nice stuff.

763
00:48:30.491 --> 00:48:31.492
I'm glad you think so.

764
00:48:31.575 --> 00:48:33.373
You have enough so you don't have to
tag along anymore?

765
00:48:34.453 --> 00:48:35.830
It's only a good quote today.

766
00:48:36.038 --> 00:48:37.585
Tomorrow, they'll wrap a fish in it.

767
00:48:37.957 --> 00:48:40.085
I'll have to come back for more, fresh.

768
00:48:41.001 --> 00:48:43.129
Sorry, it's exhausting for me too.

769
00:48:43.254 --> 00:48:45.473
Takes a lot of medicine
to keep up to this pace.

770
00:48:45.589 --> 00:48:47.341
I'm on the Red Bull, heavy.

771
00:48:47.466 --> 00:48:49.555
After this, I have to go on Twitter
and think of something

772
00:48:49.635 --> 00:48:54.015
charming/cutting/provocative/
sexy/informative to tweet.

773
00:48:54.140 --> 00:48:56.393
And then condense it into
a pithy anecdotal

774
00:48:56.475 --> 00:48:58.603
making sure not to go over
the heads of feeble-minded frat boys.

775
00:48:59.520 --> 00:49:01.773
It's a fairly fucking relentless grind.

776
00:49:02.314 --> 00:49:03.531
HOPPER: Yeah, I noticed that.

777
00:49:04.316 --> 00:49:06.193
[PHONE RINGING]

778
00:49:07.194 --> 00:49:10.289
COACH EDDIE: Hm. I'm still
on school schedule, Hop.

779
00:49:11.907 --> 00:49:13.750
HOPPER:
I don't know who else to call, sorry.

780
00:49:13.868 --> 00:49:15.085
COACH EDDIE: Wait, wait, wait.

781
00:49:15.411 --> 00:49:17.163
Hold on. I've got, like, no signal here.

782
00:49:17.246 --> 00:49:19.044
I'm gonna go out on the porch
so I can hear you better.

783
00:49:20.416 --> 00:49:21.588
All right, kiddo, go ahead.

784
00:49:24.128 --> 00:49:26.256
HOPPER: I don't know. Last week, you know,

785
00:49:26.338 --> 00:49:29.592
I seemed to be getting better.

786
00:49:29.717 --> 00:49:31.310
Tonight, I can't find the plate.

787
00:49:31.427 --> 00:49:35.227
I never know who's
gonna show up, you know.

788
00:49:35.598 --> 00:49:37.225
COACH EDDIE:
Sometimes, we're who we want to be,

789
00:49:37.308 --> 00:49:39.481
sometimes we're just
some dunderhead chump.

790
00:49:39.894 --> 00:49:42.397
That's the way it goes. That's okay.

791
00:49:42.813 --> 00:49:45.612
Sometimes your cutter is hitting,
sometimes it's not.

792
00:49:47.109 --> 00:49:49.448
But there's no need
to, like, elaborate on it,

793
00:49:49.528 --> 00:49:52.031
and beat the shit out of yourself
all the time the way you do.

794
00:49:52.114 --> 00:49:56.711
You add this extra layer of anguish by
judging yourself so harshly all the time.

795
00:49:58.162 --> 00:50:03.838
HOPPER: Yeah. I just wish I could forget
about stuff when I'm out there, you know.

796
00:50:03.918 --> 00:50:05.511
Forget about stuff from yesterday.

797
00:50:05.836 --> 00:50:09.340
COACH EDDIE: Yesterday can't be junked.
You can't just get rid of it.

798
00:50:09.715 --> 00:50:13.515
There's no way to push it aside,
or dig a hole and bury it.

799
00:50:13.677 --> 00:50:15.679
- You know what I'm saying, kid?
- Yeah.

800
00:50:16.847 --> 00:50:18.724
COACH EDDIE: How's Dorothy?

801
00:50:18.849 --> 00:50:20.522
[HOPPER SIGHS] I don't know.

802
00:50:20.684 --> 00:50:22.482
I think she thinks I'm shallow.

803
00:50:22.603 --> 00:50:24.480
You got to be Paul Robeson with her.

804
00:50:25.814 --> 00:50:27.612
She's done with it, you know.

805
00:50:28.317 --> 00:50:29.569
COACH EDDIE: Who's Paul Robeson?

806
00:50:31.570 --> 00:50:33.492
HOPPER:
He's an all star who got blacklisted.

807
00:50:33.572 --> 00:50:36.075
A pariah. Where the fuck am I right now?

808
00:50:37.993 --> 00:50:40.837
I'm sorry for calling you,
waking you up. Go back to sleep.

809
00:50:41.622 --> 00:50:42.623
All right?

810
00:50:51.423 --> 00:50:52.800
Who should I make this out to?

811
00:50:52.883 --> 00:50:54.430
- Uh, Fallon.
- Fallon.

812
00:50:54.510 --> 00:50:57.099
How do I spell Fallon?
Does anyone have a pen? Do you have a pen?

813
00:50:57.179 --> 00:50:58.601
Thank you. What is it?

814
00:50:58.722 --> 00:51:00.724
- F-A...
- F-A...

815
00:51:01.433 --> 00:51:02.776
- L-L...
- L-L...

816
00:51:02.893 --> 00:51:04.145
- O-N.
- O-N.

817
00:51:04.228 --> 00:51:05.229
Cool name.

818
00:51:06.230 --> 00:51:07.231
There you go.

819
00:51:08.357 --> 00:51:09.574
- Thank you.
- Yeah.

820
00:51:10.025 --> 00:51:12.073
Sign the ball, please.

821
00:51:12.820 --> 00:51:14.572
- Yeah? Sign it?
- Yeah.

822
00:51:14.989 --> 00:51:16.081
- Please.
- All right.

823
00:51:22.621 --> 00:51:24.965
Thanks. Could you sign this card, too?

824
00:51:25.082 --> 00:51:26.083
Yeah.

825
00:51:26.625 --> 00:51:28.298
My dad says you are going to be fine.

826
00:51:29.336 --> 00:51:30.337
Here you go.

827
00:51:30.504 --> 00:51:32.882
He says you're going to
get your control back in no time at all.

828
00:51:34.800 --> 00:51:37.770
Um, could you show me
your curve-ball grip?

829
00:51:38.053 --> 00:51:39.350
Could you show me a curve-ball grip?

830
00:51:39.430 --> 00:51:40.647
- Let's see your grip.
- All right, cool.

831
00:51:40.764 --> 00:51:43.392
- So, two seams, two seams, get it.
- Yeah, there you go.

832
00:51:43.559 --> 00:51:44.605
- All right.
- Something like that?

833
00:51:44.685 --> 00:51:46.187
Yeah, all right, that's good.

834
00:51:46.645 --> 00:51:51.112
But see the hardest thing for me
to figure out is, you got to snap this.

835
00:51:51.275 --> 00:51:52.697
- Snap it like that?
- Yeah.

836
00:51:52.901 --> 00:51:54.949
There you go. You can't throw it
like a fast ball.

837
00:51:55.571 --> 00:51:57.915
Hm-mm, so right around like that?

838
00:51:58.115 --> 00:51:59.412
- So...
- MAN: Dude!

839
00:52:00.743 --> 00:52:02.461
Are you handing out instructions now?

840
00:52:03.329 --> 00:52:05.331
- HOPPER: Better go.
- That is fucking scary.

841
00:52:05.873 --> 00:52:06.874
KID: Thanks, Hopper.

842
00:52:09.835 --> 00:52:11.553
That's the good thing
about youngsters though, right?

843
00:52:12.254 --> 00:52:14.222
They are undiscriminating.

844
00:52:15.841 --> 00:52:16.888
You know that word?

845
00:52:19.345 --> 00:52:21.564
Of course, you do.
I learned that word in the pen.

846
00:52:22.306 --> 00:52:26.857
We had this priest who used to come by
on Sunday nights, you know.

847
00:52:27.478 --> 00:52:28.821
Have a little Bible study.

848
00:52:29.438 --> 00:52:32.191
So I signed right up. For giggles.

849
00:52:33.067 --> 00:52:35.991
And he used to say that
Jesus was undiscriminating.

850
00:52:36.320 --> 00:52:38.038
He loved all of us.

851
00:52:38.280 --> 00:52:40.123
Each and everyone of us, just the same.

852
00:52:40.658 --> 00:52:41.659
You believe that?

853
00:52:42.743 --> 00:52:44.711
- Hm.
- HOPPER: So?

854
00:52:45.621 --> 00:52:47.339
- How's the arm?
- It's fine.

855
00:52:47.665 --> 00:52:48.882
- It's fine?
- Yeah.

856
00:52:49.291 --> 00:52:51.259
- All right.
- What are you doing here?

857
00:52:51.877 --> 00:52:54.505
What do you mean
what am I doing here? Come on.

858
00:52:55.589 --> 00:52:56.806
I came to say hi.

859
00:52:57.883 --> 00:52:59.601
Well, I'm not pitching today, so...

860
00:52:59.802 --> 00:53:01.770
I know, I know. I'm relieved.

861
00:53:02.596 --> 00:53:03.813
You wanna go get some peanuts?

862
00:53:04.431 --> 00:53:06.058
Come on, let's get some peanuts.

863
00:53:06.892 --> 00:53:08.769
[SIGHS] What are you doing in California?

864
00:53:08.894 --> 00:53:10.316
I got a job, buddy of mine...

865
00:53:10.396 --> 00:53:12.319
Okeechobee, hooked me up with a...

866
00:53:13.649 --> 00:53:15.777
a little deal in Mexico, at the border.

867
00:53:17.152 --> 00:53:18.369
Job, good one.

868
00:53:18.487 --> 00:53:19.830
What kind of job is that?

869
00:53:20.197 --> 00:53:21.198
The best kind.

870
00:53:21.573 --> 00:53:23.291
The kind that might be my last.

871
00:53:23.867 --> 00:53:26.996
You know, set me up
for early retirement, like your mom.

872
00:53:30.040 --> 00:53:31.462
I saw the house you bought her.

873
00:53:33.877 --> 00:53:35.129
Lot of carpenters there.

874
00:53:36.255 --> 00:53:38.428
Hittin' it. [LAUGHS]

875
00:53:40.092 --> 00:53:43.641
Well, I guess the priest
didn't reform you, did he?

876
00:53:43.721 --> 00:53:44.722
No, sir.

877
00:53:45.389 --> 00:53:46.811
They don't make 'em like me anymore.

878
00:53:46.932 --> 00:53:48.275
They try to bring me down.

879
00:53:48.851 --> 00:53:51.070
Well, see with me,
it's a matter of self respect.

880
00:53:52.396 --> 00:53:55.775
- Yeah, I got to go do some running.
- No, you don't.

881
00:53:56.358 --> 00:53:57.735
No, you don't. Come on, now.

882
00:53:58.110 --> 00:54:00.112
I hear you got knocked around
a little bit the other night.

883
00:54:00.279 --> 00:54:01.701
- Yeah.
- You know why?

884
00:54:02.030 --> 00:54:03.373
- Yeah, I know why.
- Why?

885
00:54:03.615 --> 00:54:05.208
- My footing's off.
- Yeah.

886
00:54:05.659 --> 00:54:07.912
I've got professional coaches
to help me with that now.

887
00:54:08.912 --> 00:54:10.414
- Oh, you do?
- Yeah, I do.

888
00:54:10.497 --> 00:54:11.965
Okay. Okay.

889
00:54:13.041 --> 00:54:14.293
They helping you with your face?

890
00:54:15.878 --> 00:54:17.130
- My face?
- Hm-mm.

891
00:54:18.338 --> 00:54:19.760
Your intimidation stare.

892
00:54:21.008 --> 00:54:22.726
Do you remember
anything that I taught you?

893
00:54:22.968 --> 00:54:25.437
Huh? Bob Gibson?

894
00:54:26.513 --> 00:54:27.514
Dave Stewart.

895
00:54:28.015 --> 00:54:29.016
"The Rocket" Clemens.

896
00:54:29.892 --> 00:54:30.893
Ferocious?

897
00:54:31.310 --> 00:54:33.732
Bitchin' motherfuckers would have you out

898
00:54:33.812 --> 00:54:37.657
before you stepped in the batter's box
with their fucking eyes.

899
00:54:37.858 --> 00:54:40.072
Okay? And look at you,
you're not even a paper tiger.

900
00:54:40.152 --> 00:54:43.659
You wander over to the mound with your
tail between your legs like a little puppy.

901
00:54:43.739 --> 00:54:45.161
I was worried you were
gonna piss yourself.

902
00:54:46.366 --> 00:54:48.084
[LAUGHS]

903
00:54:49.036 --> 00:54:50.504
I'll work on my Rocket.

904
00:54:52.206 --> 00:54:54.755
Get some HGH and some steroids
while I'm at it.

905
00:54:54.875 --> 00:54:56.127
Hey, look, are you joking?

906
00:54:56.460 --> 00:54:57.803
Right? But...

907
00:54:58.587 --> 00:55:01.215
Five, ten years from now,
all that shit's gonna be legal.

908
00:55:01.340 --> 00:55:03.638
You know that, right?
The government can't stop evolution.

909
00:55:03.926 --> 00:55:05.849
All drugs should be legal.

910
00:55:05.969 --> 00:55:07.596
- Then you'd be out of a job.
- Hm-mm.

911
00:55:07.846 --> 00:55:10.520
I'd still have you as my
full time fucking employment, hm?

912
00:55:11.350 --> 00:55:15.400
When I delivered you,
you were a perfectly sound pitcher.

913
00:55:15.521 --> 00:55:20.070
Two years with these so called experts,
and what? You are all banged up.

914
00:55:20.150 --> 00:55:22.494
You are all... You are all tangled up.

915
00:55:24.196 --> 00:55:25.288
It's not their fault, Dad.

916
00:55:27.574 --> 00:55:28.791
So you say.

917
00:55:29.284 --> 00:55:32.288
They got a weight room here
in the Minors Leagues, Skinny?

918
00:55:32.371 --> 00:55:34.465
- All right. I got to go.
- No, no, listen.

919
00:55:34.581 --> 00:55:36.834
- I'm serious about the anabolics.
- Yeah. I will.

920
00:55:37.000 --> 00:55:40.379
- I can get you the undetectable stuff.
- All right.

921
00:55:55.561 --> 00:55:56.733
[SIGHS]

922
00:56:01.066 --> 00:56:02.739
[WHISTLING IN THE DISTANCE]

923
00:56:29.386 --> 00:56:30.478
[GIRL LAUGHS]

924
00:56:31.305 --> 00:56:32.306
Get in.

925
00:56:36.059 --> 00:56:38.687
You got to get wet all at once,
then it's awfully pleasant.

926
00:56:40.564 --> 00:56:42.362
If it's so pleasant,
why aren't you getting in?

927
00:56:42.941 --> 00:56:43.942
Chocolate.

928
00:56:45.027 --> 00:56:46.779
I was on my feet all day
waiting on suckers.

929
00:56:47.529 --> 00:56:48.872
That makes me a sucker, too, huh?

930
00:56:50.532 --> 00:56:52.034
I work at Millie's a mile away.

931
00:56:54.536 --> 00:56:56.038
Do you see bunions on my feet?

932
00:56:56.413 --> 00:56:58.006
HOPPER: No, I don't see any bunions.

933
00:56:58.665 --> 00:57:00.383
Not from this distance, anyway.

934
00:57:01.460 --> 00:57:03.087
You with the ball club, Hopper?

935
00:57:04.087 --> 00:57:05.088
HOPPER: That's right.

936
00:57:07.090 --> 00:57:09.013
- What position?
- Pitcher.

937
00:57:09.760 --> 00:57:11.854
- Throw fast?
- Very.

938
00:57:12.429 --> 00:57:14.852
Oh, regular Bob Feller.

939
00:57:15.891 --> 00:57:17.017
HOPPER: That might be.

940
00:57:22.439 --> 00:57:23.861
My name's Candace, by the way.

941
00:57:26.360 --> 00:57:28.203
I'm a regular Candace. [CHUCKLES]

942
00:57:28.695 --> 00:57:29.696
What's that mean?

943
00:57:29.821 --> 00:57:31.869
Get it? Regular Bob Feller,
regular Candace.

944
00:57:31.949 --> 00:57:32.996
Oh, I got you.

945
00:57:34.076 --> 00:57:35.077
[CHUCKLES]

946
00:57:39.665 --> 00:57:41.133
So you're a waitress around here?

947
00:57:42.709 --> 00:57:44.461
And you live in the motel?

948
00:57:45.837 --> 00:57:49.967
For the night, at any rate.
My old man's a fucking child.

949
00:57:51.176 --> 00:57:53.895
He ran out of generosity,
even for himself.

950
00:57:54.638 --> 00:57:55.639
HOPPER: Hm.

951
00:57:56.014 --> 00:57:59.605
He tells me he lifted me out of the gutter,
but I'm pretty sure I'm still there.

952
00:58:02.521 --> 00:58:03.989
Maybe you know how it can be with drunks.

953
00:58:08.568 --> 00:58:10.161
Do I have something
on my mouth or something?

954
00:58:11.571 --> 00:58:13.448
You keep staring at my mouth.

955
00:58:15.534 --> 00:58:16.535
[CHUCKLES]

956
00:58:17.869 --> 00:58:19.246
Okay, it's okay.

957
00:58:19.871 --> 00:58:23.466
Here. Watch it blow you a kiss.

958
00:58:35.929 --> 00:58:37.397
You seem ill at ease, homeboy.

959
00:58:38.223 --> 00:58:42.527
HOPPER: Yeah... If I...
get caught by the coaches I'm dead.

960
00:58:43.979 --> 00:58:45.447
You'll die satisfied.

961
00:58:47.566 --> 00:58:48.783
Hey, come here.

962
00:58:52.946 --> 00:58:53.947
You're a stud.

963
00:58:59.870 --> 00:59:00.871
[CANDACE GIGGLES]

964
00:59:23.685 --> 00:59:24.777
Goddang.

965
00:59:25.687 --> 00:59:26.688
CANDACE: Ah.

966
00:59:27.606 --> 00:59:29.233
I could kiss you forever.

967
00:59:29.524 --> 00:59:30.696
[LOUD THUMPING ON DOOR]

968
00:59:32.527 --> 00:59:33.699
You expecting someone?

969
00:59:35.030 --> 00:59:36.576
As a matter of fact, I am.

970
00:59:36.656 --> 00:59:37.908
Don't be too sore with me, okay?

971
00:59:39.242 --> 00:59:41.870
Whatever's got a tail at one end,
has teeth at the other.

972
00:59:41.953 --> 00:59:43.079
What the fuck are you talking about?

973
00:59:43.872 --> 00:59:45.715
I claimed that from The Nature Channel.

974
00:59:48.710 --> 00:59:50.383
- Door's not locked.
- [DOOR OPENS]

975
00:59:51.129 --> 00:59:52.130
[GUN COCKING]

976
00:59:52.214 --> 00:59:53.841
It's okay, it's okay.

977
00:59:54.466 --> 00:59:56.139
- It's okay.
- [DOOR CLOSES]

978
00:59:58.136 --> 01:00:01.857
I'm just gonna...
I'm just gonna take this, okay?

979
01:00:03.642 --> 01:00:04.859
And this.

980
01:00:09.147 --> 01:00:11.900
- Do whatever you want.
- Those are real nice.

981
01:00:13.026 --> 01:00:14.528
Oh, you need a watch, right, baby?

982
01:00:17.030 --> 01:00:18.282
Earrings.

983
01:00:20.534 --> 01:00:21.535
Don't you worry.

984
01:00:24.121 --> 01:00:25.589
Turn over and lie on your stomach.

985
01:00:28.875 --> 01:00:31.298
My ride's downstairs
in the form of a motorcycle.

986
01:00:31.378 --> 01:00:33.472
I'm going to take your party favors
and start the engine.

987
01:00:34.005 --> 01:00:36.178
My pal sees you move,
or hears you breathe,

988
01:00:37.050 --> 01:00:38.802
he's gonna blast you
in the back of your head.

989
01:00:40.053 --> 01:00:41.680
So, don't move or breathe, Hopper.

990
01:00:52.023 --> 01:00:54.617
- [IN LOW VOICE] Are you breathing?
- No.

991
01:00:56.695 --> 01:00:58.697
Well, you can breathe a little.

992
01:00:59.447 --> 01:01:00.448
[CHUCKLES]

993
01:01:01.241 --> 01:01:04.495
Oh, man, sometimes,
I'm just plain mean and salty.

994
01:01:54.169 --> 01:01:55.341
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

995
01:02:30.705 --> 01:02:31.922
Son of a bitch.

996
01:02:36.211 --> 01:02:37.258
[CLANKS]

997
01:02:49.307 --> 01:02:51.855
I'm sorry that you're in distress

998
01:02:51.935 --> 01:02:55.985
but that doesn't change
the way things went down.

999
01:02:56.314 --> 01:02:57.361
- You know?
- Yeah.

1000
01:02:58.942 --> 01:03:00.910
I thought I was your best friend,

1001
01:03:01.027 --> 01:03:03.951
and, all of a sudden,
you treated me like a stalker.

1002
01:03:04.447 --> 01:03:06.161
I felt bad for even calling you.

1003
01:03:06.241 --> 01:03:08.039
You don't know what it's like.

1004
01:03:08.994 --> 01:03:12.168
To be what, like, illustrious you mean?

1005
01:03:12.330 --> 01:03:14.628
Are you still on that trip?

1006
01:03:14.833 --> 01:03:16.210
No, I'm not.

1007
01:03:16.334 --> 01:03:18.798
Still trying to be the dude
from the Wheaties Box?

1008
01:03:18.878 --> 01:03:19.879
No.

1009
01:03:21.214 --> 01:03:25.970
The sooner you realize
that we are all just utterly unique aliens

1010
01:03:26.052 --> 01:03:27.850
in this vast universe,

1011
01:03:29.347 --> 01:03:33.853
and stop trying to be
some commercial, conditioned,

1012
01:03:33.935 --> 01:03:37.064
brain-washed, TV cowboy
version of yourself,

1013
01:03:37.147 --> 01:03:38.818
- Yeah, I know. I know.
- ...the less you're gonna suffer.

1014
01:03:38.898 --> 01:03:40.992
I know and that's not... I was...

1015
01:03:43.445 --> 01:03:44.571
I was confused.

1016
01:03:45.613 --> 01:03:46.614
I'm sorry.

1017
01:03:47.365 --> 01:03:49.743
I can't. I don't know what else to say.

1018
01:03:49.826 --> 01:03:52.454
I go back to New Haven soon.

1019
01:03:52.954 --> 01:03:54.581
I don't know what else I can do.

1020
01:03:54.706 --> 01:03:56.379
Do you have another boyfriend
waiting for you?

1021
01:03:59.252 --> 01:04:00.253
No.

1022
01:04:01.087 --> 01:04:03.306
But I have papers and,

1023
01:04:04.466 --> 01:04:06.059
teachers... [SIGHS]

1024
01:04:08.511 --> 01:04:11.936
I can't be here for you like that anymore.

1025
01:04:13.641 --> 01:04:16.269
You're scared and you need somebody,
maybe anybody.

1026
01:04:16.853 --> 01:04:18.855
That's not what it's like. Okay?

1027
01:04:18.938 --> 01:04:20.940
That's not what it's like. I promise.

1028
01:04:21.274 --> 01:04:23.493
Then what is it like? Talk to me.

1029
01:04:25.070 --> 01:04:26.196
It's not fair.

1030
01:04:28.198 --> 01:04:31.543
I'm not good at talking about stuff.

1031
01:04:33.703 --> 01:04:35.171
Well, when you want to talk...

1032
01:04:38.708 --> 01:04:40.460
I'm in love with you, Hopper.

1033
01:04:40.960 --> 01:04:44.263
Like a lot, you know?

1034
01:04:45.924 --> 01:04:48.347
So, when you do want to talk,

1035
01:04:50.136 --> 01:04:51.137
let me know.

1036
01:05:03.108 --> 01:05:06.032
Okay. Now I want you to throw one
right over the plate, strike.

1037
01:05:06.236 --> 01:05:07.362
Okay? Show me what you've got.

1038
01:05:08.113 --> 01:05:09.865
What do you want? Cheese, Charlie?

1039
01:05:10.490 --> 01:05:11.912
- Change up?
- Whatever you want.

1040
01:05:12.283 --> 01:05:14.206
- Anything?
- Just throw me a strike.

1041
01:05:14.494 --> 01:05:15.495
- [HOPPER SIGHS]
- All right?

1042
01:05:18.289 --> 01:05:19.461
[EXHALES DEEPLY]

1043
01:05:24.629 --> 01:05:25.846
[STEEL NET FENCE CLANKS]

1044
01:05:26.589 --> 01:05:27.590
All right.

1045
01:05:28.675 --> 01:05:30.723
What's the most fun
you ever had playing baseball?

1046
01:05:31.678 --> 01:05:32.725
- Fun?
- Hm-mm.

1047
01:05:33.555 --> 01:05:35.398
Now, come on, there must have been
one time. Come on.

1048
01:05:37.183 --> 01:05:38.897
Yeah, I guess there was one time.

1049
01:05:38.977 --> 01:05:41.191
When I was five or six, we used to play
in this abandoned parking lot.

1050
01:05:41.271 --> 01:05:42.317
That was fun.

1051
01:05:42.397 --> 01:05:44.650
- Did you pitch?
- Yeah, that's the first time I pitched.

1052
01:05:45.483 --> 01:05:47.030
- And that was fun?
- Yeah.

1053
01:05:47.694 --> 01:05:49.196
What was so fun about pitching then?

1054
01:05:49.696 --> 01:05:51.242
I don't know. We were just stupid kids.

1055
01:05:51.322 --> 01:05:53.165
Nobody expected anything of us, you know.

1056
01:05:55.285 --> 01:05:58.038
How do you think you can
get pitching to feel that way again?

1057
01:05:58.997 --> 01:06:01.341
I don't know. That's the big question.

1058
01:06:02.584 --> 01:06:05.929
You add millions of dollars to it
and something changes, I guess.

1059
01:06:06.796 --> 01:06:08.798
Probably have to do hypnosis
to make me think

1060
01:06:08.882 --> 01:06:11.055
I'm in an abandoned
parking lot or something.

1061
01:06:12.302 --> 01:06:14.851
[DR. MOBLEY SIGHS] Close your eyes.

1062
01:06:16.222 --> 01:06:18.645
- I wasn't serious.
- I am. Now close your eyes.

1063
01:06:20.310 --> 01:06:22.859
- Huh. [LAUGHS]
- No laughing, come on, man.

1064
01:06:24.522 --> 01:06:29.073
See it, hear it, feel it, smell it.

1065
01:06:30.528 --> 01:06:31.745
- [WHISPERS] Smell it?
- Yeah.

1066
01:06:34.115 --> 01:06:35.788
Yeah, you are five years old.

1067
01:06:36.284 --> 01:06:37.285
Uh...

1068
01:06:38.745 --> 01:06:42.332
could be a warm day like this one,
if that's what you remember.

1069
01:06:46.252 --> 01:06:47.469
- Seriously?
- Can you see anything?

1070
01:06:47.879 --> 01:06:49.096
Can you see anything?

1071
01:06:51.966 --> 01:06:53.092
[EXHALES]

1072
01:06:54.344 --> 01:06:55.846
Yeah, I can see it, kinda.

1073
01:06:57.180 --> 01:06:58.227
And what do you see?

1074
01:07:02.894 --> 01:07:03.895
I don't know.

1075
01:07:07.148 --> 01:07:08.149
I, uh...

1076
01:07:09.234 --> 01:07:10.827
[THUNDER RUMBLING]

1077
01:07:11.194 --> 01:07:13.288
DR. MOBLEY: You are, what, five years old.

1078
01:07:17.200 --> 01:07:18.577
Deep, deep breath.

1079
01:07:22.830 --> 01:07:24.798
That's it. Take another deep breath.

1080
01:07:28.836 --> 01:07:30.463
Wind up and throw whenever you want.

1081
01:07:31.756 --> 01:07:32.757
Go for it.

1082
01:07:34.050 --> 01:07:35.768
[INHALES AND EXHALES DEEPLY]

1083
01:07:45.144 --> 01:07:46.441
[STEEL NET FENCE CLANKS]

1084
01:07:50.233 --> 01:07:52.076
- How'd that feel?
- [SIGHS]

1085
01:07:53.361 --> 01:07:54.362
Felt good.

1086
01:07:55.530 --> 01:07:56.622
How did it look?

1087
01:07:58.658 --> 01:07:59.659
Perfect.

1088
01:08:23.600 --> 01:08:25.193
- There he is!
- Hopper! Hopper!

1089
01:08:25.476 --> 01:08:27.194
Any comment on your dad's arrest?

1090
01:08:27.562 --> 01:08:29.734
How do you feel about
his criminal record being exposed?

1091
01:08:29.814 --> 01:08:31.528
Come on, Hopper. It's me, talk to me.

1092
01:08:31.608 --> 01:08:35.782
Ladies and gentlemen,
my client has no comment at this time.

1093
01:08:35.862 --> 01:08:37.614
Give me an exclusive.
I'll put sugar on it.

1094
01:08:38.489 --> 01:08:40.207
Oh, you filthy little girl.

1095
01:08:40.366 --> 01:08:43.790
We can't get the public to be sympathetic
to Hopper if they don't know him.

1096
01:08:43.870 --> 01:08:47.750
Hey, where are JD Salinger
and Boo Radley staying? Go there.

1097
01:08:50.627 --> 01:08:51.628
Cunt.

1098
01:08:52.670 --> 01:08:53.758
Go. Go.

1099
01:08:53.838 --> 01:08:56.512
You got to tell me when the club
puts you in a shitty dump like this.

1100
01:08:56.633 --> 01:08:58.727
They didn't put me in here,
I asked to be put in here.

1101
01:09:00.470 --> 01:09:01.471
Huh.

1102
01:09:04.474 --> 01:09:06.818
- [SIGHS]
- What's with the get-up?

1103
01:09:07.393 --> 01:09:11.899
Ah, fundraising benefit.
I figured I'd go as the Duke of Earl.

1104
01:09:13.191 --> 01:09:14.192
Hm.

1105
01:09:18.196 --> 01:09:19.534
You look like hell, Hopper.

1106
01:09:19.614 --> 01:09:22.083
You should have Mobley
prescribe you some sleeping pills.

1107
01:09:24.243 --> 01:09:26.291
Well, Mobley doesn't like pills.

1108
01:09:27.038 --> 01:09:28.756
- He doesn't like pills, huh?
- No.

1109
01:09:28.873 --> 01:09:30.625
- You still like him, though?
- He's all right.

1110
01:09:31.501 --> 01:09:33.128
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

1111
01:09:34.212 --> 01:09:37.011
- Those fucking parasites.
- What did they get my dad on?

1112
01:09:38.508 --> 01:09:39.851
Drug smuggling.

1113
01:09:40.677 --> 01:09:43.897
- It's pretty serious.
- So did we lose any endorsements?

1114
01:09:45.056 --> 01:09:46.933
No, you did not.

1115
01:09:48.267 --> 01:09:51.107
Under Armour has contacted me.
They want to talk. But it's cool.

1116
01:09:51.187 --> 01:09:53.940
You did not get into trouble,
your father did.

1117
01:09:55.858 --> 01:09:58.452
Could you not worry
about the companies? That's my job.

1118
01:09:59.404 --> 01:10:00.405
Yeah.

1119
01:10:02.240 --> 01:10:03.662
Okay. Sick.

1120
01:10:07.829 --> 01:10:08.830
Let's dry you off.

1121
01:10:09.539 --> 01:10:12.167
Okay? Let's not catch a cold
on top of everything else.

1122
01:10:14.627 --> 01:10:16.629
I'm gonna stay with you
till things settle down.

1123
01:10:16.879 --> 01:10:18.597
HOPPER: It's all right.
You don't need to do that.

1124
01:10:18.715 --> 01:10:20.012
- With all your other clients...
- Nonsense.

1125
01:10:25.513 --> 01:10:27.686
You wanted to stay here, huh? [CHUCKLES]

1126
01:10:28.641 --> 01:10:30.814
We're stuck.
We've got the leeches outside.

1127
01:10:31.894 --> 01:10:35.194
All right. I'm gonna order us dinner
from the Four Seasons, okay?

1128
01:10:41.904 --> 01:10:43.281
Pass me the salt, please.

1129
01:10:45.116 --> 01:10:46.368
Thank you. So...

1130
01:10:46.951 --> 01:10:52.461
now that I've shown up, it's gonna deflect
a lot of negativity away from you.

1131
01:10:53.875 --> 01:10:55.548
The press hates me more than anyone.

1132
01:10:57.003 --> 01:11:00.514
When we have the families come in, when
we are representing the premium people,

1133
01:11:00.631 --> 01:11:04.305
the draft, you know, the parents,
fathers and mothers and players,

1134
01:11:04.385 --> 01:11:07.138
and they look at me
and they thank me for what I do,

1135
01:11:09.348 --> 01:11:11.100
I don't give a shit what the press says.

1136
01:11:12.560 --> 01:11:14.813
I mean, we got to have
a thick skin in this game.

1137
01:11:15.188 --> 01:11:16.656
All of us do.

1138
01:11:16.773 --> 01:11:18.275
- Right?
- Right.

1139
01:11:23.988 --> 01:11:25.365
Big league team is calling you up.

1140
01:11:27.575 --> 01:11:29.077
Go to LA, couple of days.

1141
01:11:32.371 --> 01:11:33.998
My dad's in prison in LA.

1142
01:11:34.582 --> 01:11:36.334
I thought of that.
You don't have to think about that.

1143
01:11:38.669 --> 01:11:40.512
You gotta try that with butter.
I won't tell.

1144
01:11:43.299 --> 01:11:47.349
So, where did they find Dr. Mobley?

1145
01:11:48.721 --> 01:11:50.223
Everyone in sports knows him.

1146
01:11:52.016 --> 01:11:53.438
He's got a good reputation?

1147
01:11:54.060 --> 01:11:55.357
[CHUCKLES] What do you think? Yeah.

1148
01:11:56.395 --> 01:11:59.566
The guy was on the cover of Time Magazine
when he was, like, 22 years old.

1149
01:11:59.649 --> 01:12:00.650
He's brilliant.

1150
01:12:01.859 --> 01:12:03.406
What was he on the cover
of Time Magazine for?

1151
01:12:03.820 --> 01:12:08.582
He was the first mental skills coach hired
full time by a big league club at, like, 21.

1152
01:12:08.825 --> 01:12:11.999
He was a prodigy. He was like
the Bobby Fischer of Sports Psychology.

1153
01:12:13.663 --> 01:12:14.915
Who's Bobby Fischer?

1154
01:12:15.790 --> 01:12:17.754
No one. No one you need to think about.

1155
01:12:17.834 --> 01:12:18.835
That's a shitty example.

1156
01:12:19.085 --> 01:12:23.010
You ever been to any kind of
mental coach or psychologist before? No?

1157
01:12:23.130 --> 01:12:24.677
- No.
- So... [CHUCKLES]

1158
01:12:26.300 --> 01:12:30.934
When I got some money, the first thing
I did was I got a shrink. Right?

1159
01:12:31.597 --> 01:12:34.066
And I went every other day for five years,

1160
01:12:34.934 --> 01:12:37.312
And finally, the guy says to me, "Oh...

1161
01:12:37.603 --> 01:12:39.901
you want to kill your father
and fuck your mother."

1162
01:12:41.232 --> 01:12:43.735
I said, "Oh, thanks, Tyreseus,
that's why people go to shrinks.

1163
01:12:43.818 --> 01:12:46.241
Can I have my
quarter of a million dollars back now?"

1164
01:12:46.487 --> 01:12:47.488
You know? [CHUCKLES]

1165
01:12:48.531 --> 01:12:51.375
But, look, Mobley, he's the man.

1166
01:12:52.326 --> 01:12:55.041
He worked with Howard Glass
before people even understood

1167
01:12:55.204 --> 01:12:56.922
that there's such a thing
as Sports Psychology.

1168
01:12:57.123 --> 01:12:58.841
He said he didn't work with Howard Glass.

1169
01:13:00.877 --> 01:13:02.003
- Really?
- Yeah.

1170
01:13:04.547 --> 01:13:07.342
I mean, you know these fucking shrinks,
they say one thing to their patients,

1171
01:13:07.425 --> 01:13:10.766
another thing to their non-patients,
and another thing altogether to their wives.

1172
01:13:11.554 --> 01:13:13.272
They work in strange and mysterious ways.

1173
01:13:15.349 --> 01:13:16.521
I mean, you and me are friends.

1174
01:13:16.601 --> 01:13:18.854
We straight talk to each other,
but shrinks have...

1175
01:13:19.937 --> 01:13:21.314
weird ways. That's how they are.

1176
01:13:22.064 --> 01:13:24.863
Yeah. You sure
he worked with Howard Glass?

1177
01:13:24.984 --> 01:13:26.281
- Yes.
- Yeah?

1178
01:13:26.986 --> 01:13:29.409
When Glass died,
Mobley dedicated his practice

1179
01:13:29.530 --> 01:13:31.532
solely to athletes who are suffering from

1180
01:13:33.409 --> 01:13:34.410
you know, from the yips.

1181
01:13:35.328 --> 01:13:37.706
Well, he's the expert in the field now.
Perhaps, you misheard him.

1182
01:13:37.788 --> 01:13:38.960
No, I didn't mishear him.

1183
01:13:40.374 --> 01:13:44.045
Hop, I'm telling you, Mobley is the man.

1184
01:13:45.296 --> 01:13:46.923
I trust him. Do you trust me?

1185
01:13:48.007 --> 01:13:50.476
- Yeah.
- Then we are all good.

1186
01:13:51.844 --> 01:13:53.061
Eat your fancy dinner.

1187
01:13:57.516 --> 01:14:00.815
When I threw with my eyes closed,
I wasn't throwing strikes.

1188
01:14:02.188 --> 01:14:03.940
Right? You were just fucking with me?

1189
01:14:05.566 --> 01:14:07.239
No, I'm not just fucking with you.

1190
01:14:08.027 --> 01:14:09.370
Those were strikes, man.

1191
01:14:13.574 --> 01:14:14.700
[SIGHS] Well,

1192
01:14:16.535 --> 01:14:19.414
I guess I really won't know for sure
until it's too late.

1193
01:14:19.997 --> 01:14:23.467
Out there, humiliating myself
in front of the entire universe again.

1194
01:14:23.751 --> 01:14:25.003
Okay. Well.

1195
01:14:27.088 --> 01:14:30.183
- What's up, man?
- You didn't tell me anything

1196
01:14:30.883 --> 01:14:32.430
about Howard Glass.

1197
01:14:33.302 --> 01:14:35.350
When I brought him up,
you just glazed right over it.

1198
01:14:36.597 --> 01:14:39.146
Don't you think I would wanna
know about that?

1199
01:14:39.350 --> 01:14:42.229
I didn't want you to dwell on him.

1200
01:14:43.562 --> 01:14:45.485
In that moment, uh...

1201
01:14:47.650 --> 01:14:51.532
In that moment, I wanted to keep
the focus of the sessions squarely on you.

1202
01:14:51.612 --> 01:14:53.080
So, we don't keep the focus on you?

1203
01:14:53.197 --> 01:14:54.869
- No.
- We stay away from the focus on you.

1204
01:14:54.949 --> 01:14:56.201
- Right?
- [SCOFFS]

1205
01:14:59.620 --> 01:15:02.715
Howard Glass was my patient, yes.
It's true.

1206
01:15:03.290 --> 01:15:08.797
And his suicide affected me greatly.

1207
01:15:09.964 --> 01:15:11.432
Altered the course of my life.

1208
01:15:11.799 --> 01:15:13.426
It altered the course of my practice.

1209
01:15:14.260 --> 01:15:16.558
You're a great talker.

1210
01:15:18.431 --> 01:15:20.399
But you couldn't talk him out...

1211
01:15:21.142 --> 01:15:22.189
of killing himself.

1212
01:15:22.643 --> 01:15:24.065
No, I couldn't, no.

1213
01:15:24.270 --> 01:15:25.988
- Does that haunt you?
- [CHUCKLES]

1214
01:15:28.566 --> 01:15:31.911
There was a time
when I put the blame on myself, yeah.

1215
01:15:34.155 --> 01:15:35.532
But I was...

1216
01:15:37.533 --> 01:15:38.534
young.

1217
01:15:39.785 --> 01:15:41.537
And I've learned things since then.

1218
01:15:41.912 --> 01:15:44.916
Um, I know now what I can and can't do.

1219
01:15:46.000 --> 01:15:50.130
I can only talk to you
and listen to you and be here with you.

1220
01:15:50.212 --> 01:15:51.839
I can't go out the door with you.

1221
01:15:52.798 --> 01:15:54.300
Or take the mound for you.

1222
01:15:54.550 --> 01:15:56.678
Or pitch for you. Only you can do that.

1223
01:15:58.429 --> 01:16:00.523
- So?
- Are you married?

1224
01:16:01.390 --> 01:16:02.391
I'm divorced.

1225
01:16:02.641 --> 01:16:04.814
Is there anything else
you want to know? [CHUCKLES]

1226
01:16:04.894 --> 01:16:06.271
- She left you?
- Yeah.

1227
01:16:06.604 --> 01:16:07.821
- Why did she leave you?
- That's right.

1228
01:16:08.022 --> 01:16:09.319
- What?
- Why did she leave you?

1229
01:16:10.566 --> 01:16:14.241
Um, I was never home.
I was always working.

1230
01:16:14.445 --> 01:16:15.913
And even when I was at home.

1231
01:16:16.030 --> 01:16:19.409
Um, see, there's now a little, kinda...

1232
01:16:22.203 --> 01:16:23.750
It's not exactly the truth, is it?

1233
01:16:24.497 --> 01:16:27.341
I mean, I did a lot of Googling on you.

1234
01:16:27.458 --> 01:16:29.631
I read the web. It's out there.

1235
01:16:31.253 --> 01:16:33.176
- I got the scoop on you, doc.
- Yeah.

1236
01:16:35.007 --> 01:16:36.179
All right, let's hear it then.

1237
01:16:37.676 --> 01:16:42.852
[HOPPER SIGHS] Your life, I mean,
you sound like you have it all together,

1238
01:16:42.932 --> 01:16:45.310
but your life is
pretty fucking far from perfect.

1239
01:16:45.893 --> 01:16:49.193
I think both of us have some issues
about being perfect, man.

1240
01:16:49.355 --> 01:16:51.357
After he died, you hit the bottle
pretty hard, right?

1241
01:16:56.612 --> 01:16:57.613
Yeah.

1242
01:16:59.406 --> 01:17:01.454
Arrested for drunk and disorderly conduct.

1243
01:17:01.534 --> 01:17:03.081
- Yeah.
- Holy fuckin' shit.

1244
01:17:03.869 --> 01:17:07.419
Doc, I mean, she probably
thought she was marrying a superstar,

1245
01:17:07.540 --> 01:17:10.384
and you didn't
live up to those expectations.

1246
01:17:10.793 --> 01:17:12.136
Sounds familiar.

1247
01:17:12.670 --> 01:17:15.219
- [SCOFFS]
- Yeah. Kinda fell short.

1248
01:17:16.382 --> 01:17:18.225
Bye-bye, magazine covers.

1249
01:17:20.094 --> 01:17:21.095
Yup.

1250
01:17:22.972 --> 01:17:24.770
That was the best part, actually.

1251
01:17:26.267 --> 01:17:28.565
And I wasn't all that comfortable
with the attention myself.

1252
01:17:30.146 --> 01:17:33.569
Well, try living under
a fucking microscope today.

1253
01:17:33.649 --> 01:17:34.741
- Yeah.
- You know?

1254
01:17:35.359 --> 01:17:37.111
They will eat you alive.

1255
01:17:37.528 --> 01:17:39.371
They find the smallest chink
in your armor.

1256
01:17:41.490 --> 01:17:43.288
[DR. MOBLEY SIGHS] Take off the armor.

1257
01:17:43.617 --> 01:17:44.830
- Take off the armor?
- Yes.

1258
01:17:44.910 --> 01:17:47.629
That's easy for you to say, because
nobody gives a shit about you anymore.

1259
01:17:48.873 --> 01:17:53.344
A lot of people want an arm
that throws a 100 mile an hour fast ball.

1260
01:17:54.712 --> 01:17:57.386
You know what? They can have the arm.

1261
01:17:59.216 --> 01:18:01.180
They really can. You want the arm?

1262
01:18:01.260 --> 01:18:02.637
You can have it. It's yours.

1263
01:18:03.429 --> 01:18:05.807
- No, thank you.
- Oh, come on. You know you want it.

1264
01:18:05.931 --> 01:18:06.932
[CHUCKLES]

1265
01:18:07.057 --> 01:18:10.022
Who doesn't want an arm
that can throw a fast ball?

1266
01:18:10.102 --> 01:18:11.103
Oh, I'm sure. I'm sure.

1267
01:18:11.854 --> 01:18:13.276
Are you sure you don't want it?

1268
01:18:13.397 --> 01:18:15.399
- Oh, I'm sure I don't want it.
- Okay.

1269
01:18:15.482 --> 01:18:17.735
- I promise you that.
- Then what do you want?

1270
01:18:18.110 --> 01:18:19.236
- What do I want?
- Yes.

1271
01:18:19.320 --> 01:18:21.448
- Fuck you, we're not going there.
- No. Fuck you.

1272
01:18:22.072 --> 01:18:23.369
Fuck you, come on.

1273
01:18:23.532 --> 01:18:25.955
- Oh, fuck you, fuck you.
- Okay.

1274
01:18:27.453 --> 01:18:29.330
That feeling you had when you were a kid,

1275
01:18:30.831 --> 01:18:32.674
playing in the parking lot
with your friends,

1276
01:18:35.794 --> 01:18:37.467
that's still available to you.

1277
01:18:37.630 --> 01:18:40.053
That's still available to you,
that still exists.

1278
01:18:40.174 --> 01:18:41.801
I swear to God, it does.

1279
01:18:44.136 --> 01:18:46.264
Now you may feel
kinda beat up and fucked up,

1280
01:18:46.388 --> 01:18:48.937
and you're siting in the corner
of some washed-up asshole's office.

1281
01:18:49.099 --> 01:18:53.150
But I swear to you,
that feeling of being and playing,

1282
01:18:53.979 --> 01:18:55.731
that still is available to you.

1283
01:18:56.106 --> 01:18:57.278
You threw strikes.

1284
01:18:58.609 --> 01:19:00.282
I couldn't bullshit you about that.

1285
01:19:01.403 --> 01:19:02.404
You know it.

1286
01:19:04.365 --> 01:19:05.366
So, believe me.

1287
01:19:08.285 --> 01:19:10.663
And this overwhelming suspicion
you have of people,

1288
01:19:10.746 --> 01:19:13.215
is old, old, old fear,

1289
01:19:13.332 --> 01:19:15.755
and you can let go of that now.
Let go of it now.

1290
01:19:20.673 --> 01:19:22.175
I compete out of fear.

1291
01:19:24.051 --> 01:19:26.053
How am I gonna compete
if I don't have fear?

1292
01:19:26.136 --> 01:19:27.308
DR. MOBLEY: You wanna compete?

1293
01:19:27.805 --> 01:19:29.102
You just said you wanted...

1294
01:19:29.223 --> 01:19:31.271
I doesn't matter what I want,
'cause I have a contract.

1295
01:19:31.600 --> 01:19:33.147
And you know what?
I'll tell you something.

1296
01:19:33.269 --> 01:19:34.896
They picked the wrong fucking guy.

1297
01:19:36.522 --> 01:19:38.365
Because I'm just an ordinary kid.

1298
01:19:42.820 --> 01:19:43.867
I'm just an ordinary kid.

1299
01:19:45.864 --> 01:19:47.866
And maybe that's what
makes you the right kid.

1300
01:19:47.992 --> 01:19:49.619
- Can I lie down for a second?
- Yeah.

1301
01:20:43.213 --> 01:20:45.056
So, you ready for the big game, hm?

1302
01:20:46.216 --> 01:20:48.059
Got you coming out to the pen, huh?

1303
01:20:48.552 --> 01:20:49.678
[CHUCKLES]

1304
01:20:50.512 --> 01:20:51.980
You're going to save everybody?

1305
01:20:52.806 --> 01:20:55.309
I raised you to be a horse,
not to come out to the pen.

1306
01:20:56.769 --> 01:20:59.521
So, hero, what you doing here?

1307
01:21:01.440 --> 01:21:05.911
Well, my mental coach
thought it would be a good idea.

1308
01:21:06.487 --> 01:21:08.239
- Your what?
- My mental coach.

1309
01:21:10.491 --> 01:21:11.959
[LAUGHS]

1310
01:21:12.409 --> 01:21:13.535
HOPPER: Whatever.

1311
01:21:13.660 --> 01:21:16.664
- What do you talk about with him?
- I don't know. Whatever.

1312
01:21:17.790 --> 01:21:19.542
HOPPER: Whatever we want to, I guess.

1313
01:21:19.666 --> 01:21:20.667
Really?

1314
01:21:21.377 --> 01:21:24.631
What's the... what's the diagnosis?

1315
01:21:24.713 --> 01:21:26.181
HOPPER: Ah, it's complicated.

1316
01:21:26.298 --> 01:21:28.346
- Oh, I bet.
- Actually, it's pretty simple.

1317
01:21:28.467 --> 01:21:32.313
But, I'd rather not get into it.

1318
01:21:33.013 --> 01:21:34.105
HOPPER SR.: Suit yourself.

1319
01:21:35.307 --> 01:21:37.480
We got a shit load of shrinks around here.

1320
01:21:37.684 --> 01:21:38.856
I just never...

1321
01:21:39.561 --> 01:21:43.361
feel like telling my private life
to some total stranger.

1322
01:21:43.732 --> 01:21:46.155
You know Frank Bullet
never cried to a quack, right?

1323
01:21:47.778 --> 01:21:50.281
- You know who that is?
- Frank Bullet?

1324
01:21:51.615 --> 01:21:52.616
Yeah.

1325
01:21:53.534 --> 01:21:55.622
- He's from the...
- From the movie, "Bullet."

1326
01:21:55.702 --> 01:21:56.703
- Bullet?
- Yeah.

1327
01:21:56.787 --> 01:21:59.916
Anyway, he's a cop, right? But he's not
some loud ol' pig like these fuckers.

1328
01:22:00.124 --> 01:22:01.211
[HOPPER CHUCKLES] Yeah.

1329
01:22:01.291 --> 01:22:02.508
They are trying to reform me.

1330
01:22:03.293 --> 01:22:04.670
Yeah, turn me into a...

1331
01:22:05.796 --> 01:22:06.843
modern man.

1332
01:22:09.049 --> 01:22:12.679
Modern man, to me,
looks an awful lot like a modern sissy.

1333
01:22:12.928 --> 01:22:15.101
So do you have any friends
in here this time?

1334
01:22:16.265 --> 01:22:17.482
All my friends are dead.

1335
01:22:21.145 --> 01:22:24.445
I had a dream about your mom last night.

1336
01:22:26.024 --> 01:22:27.867
She was the same age as when we met.

1337
01:22:28.026 --> 01:22:30.245
You know, head cheerleader.
That's all she cared about.

1338
01:22:30.654 --> 01:22:33.533
You know, but she was...
she was super pretty.

1339
01:22:33.991 --> 01:22:36.790
She'd do those tumbles
into jumps, you know.

1340
01:22:36.910 --> 01:22:37.957
Stellar shit.

1341
01:22:38.620 --> 01:22:40.964
She led her whole team
to this competition in, uh,

1342
01:22:41.748 --> 01:22:44.126
Tokyo, Japan. Did you know that?

1343
01:22:44.251 --> 01:22:46.299
- Your mom competed in Japan.
- No.

1344
01:22:46.462 --> 01:22:47.759
- You didn't know that?
- No, I didn't.

1345
01:22:47.921 --> 01:22:50.219
I mean, I knew she was a cheerleader,
but I didn't know...

1346
01:22:50.299 --> 01:22:51.471
- She was the captain, dude.
- Yeah.

1347
01:22:51.717 --> 01:22:54.220
- Yeah, Regional Four champion.
- Yeah.

1348
01:22:54.344 --> 01:22:56.142
- Yeah, she didn't tell you that?
- No.

1349
01:22:57.764 --> 01:23:01.394
Well, she was never
the bragging type, you know.

1350
01:23:02.561 --> 01:23:04.438
I'll give her that. [LAUGHS]

1351
01:23:06.690 --> 01:23:08.988
High-school sweethearts die hard.

1352
01:23:09.610 --> 01:23:10.782
Champ, beware.

1353
01:23:11.653 --> 01:23:12.745
HOPPER: Well, you know what?

1354
01:23:13.405 --> 01:23:15.453
- I started talking to Dorothy last night.
- Yeah.

1355
01:23:16.408 --> 01:23:18.627
- Yeah, we talked for five hours.
- Five hours?

1356
01:23:18.744 --> 01:23:20.371
- Five hours.
- You're Chatty Cathy, huh?

1357
01:23:20.454 --> 01:23:22.081
- I guess so.
- You think you love her?

1358
01:23:22.331 --> 01:23:23.753
- I think so.
- Hm.

1359
01:23:24.124 --> 01:23:26.297
You know how to do that, huh?
Love somebody.

1360
01:23:26.627 --> 01:23:30.427
I need someone.
I think, she doesn't like, she...

1361
01:23:31.632 --> 01:23:33.976
- I have to communicate.
- Yeah, right.

1362
01:23:34.092 --> 01:23:35.344
- Or she gets pissed.
- Yeah.

1363
01:23:35.427 --> 01:23:36.428
Yeah.

1364
01:23:38.347 --> 01:23:42.272
So you don't even care, huh?
You just, you let her wear the pants?

1365
01:23:42.434 --> 01:23:45.313
Yeah, sometimes. I guess.

1366
01:23:49.399 --> 01:23:51.527
What are you doing here, horse, hm?

1367
01:23:54.404 --> 01:23:55.405
I mean,

1368
01:23:58.575 --> 01:24:00.372
I taught you everything I know already.

1369
01:24:00.452 --> 01:24:01.829
You got my two cents.

1370
01:24:04.623 --> 01:24:05.624
But you knew that.

1371
01:24:07.376 --> 01:24:08.593
But here you are.

1372
01:24:10.337 --> 01:24:11.964
You just come to see the old man, huh?

1373
01:24:12.130 --> 01:24:13.723
Your old man who's not worth a damn.

1374
01:24:16.927 --> 01:24:20.727
I mean, the fact that you
would come here to see me,

1375
01:24:21.932 --> 01:24:22.933
before your big...

1376
01:24:24.935 --> 01:24:26.027
It's a big game, you know.

1377
01:24:26.895 --> 01:24:27.896
It is.

1378
01:24:30.399 --> 01:24:32.321
I mean... [CHUCKLES]

1379
01:24:32.401 --> 01:24:33.448
[SNIFFS]

1380
01:24:33.610 --> 01:24:35.578
Show me what you're made of,
why don't you?

1380
01:24:36.305 --> 01:24:42.915
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