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Go away, are you done filming?
Stop filming
Crazy bitch
Ling...
It's me
Don't be afraid
Did you hear that voice?
It's not real, don't listen to it
Do you know her?
Will you stop filming?
Go away!
"It's gone viral!"
"Stop secondary victimization, mental disorder is only an illness"
Hold on!
Hey!
So it was with you
Thank you
Don't just say 'hey' next time
Call me Yan-yan
I'm Lee Chi-lok
C for Chi and L for Lok
Bye
Go away!
I don't want to see you!
I told you to go away!
My dad always gets crazy after drinking
Do you drink?
I can't drink
Please don't drink
Do you live with your mom?
Yes
She passed away last month
Did she love you?
She said no one will love me like she did
Do your students like you?
I'm sure some girls have a crush on you
They are just primary students
Do you have a girlfriend?
No
I never had one
You're a nice guy, how come you don't?
Of course you must tell her
If you choose to be with her
Why would you lie to her?
That's not fair to her
One night, I told her that
"I once had schizophrenia, but I've recovered"
She laughed and called me silly
She said I should've told her earlier
But then...
She began to distant herself
And never picked up my calls
People like us...
Don't deserve to date
We're talking about getting married
You finally told him?
I won't tell him
If I have a relapse one day
And he doesn't want me
Then so be it
"Yan-yan"
Ling?
My husband wants to divorce me
Take it easy, sit down first
He said everyone saw his wife naked
He's embarrassed
It was the ghost
It said it'd kill my morn
It's not your fault
It's him who doesn't understand us
Why are you so scared?
Hiding something from me?
No
I'll call you tonight
I have something to tell you
I'll head home first
Mr. Lee
What is it?
I'll break your arm
I won't let you see him again
He's crazy!
Who knows when he'll stab someone?
I told you not to be with him
He's crazy
Why do you have to choose a crazy guy?
Do you want more beating?
I told you not to be with him
Don't go down!
Open the door!
Y an-yam!
Open the door!
Open the door, Yan-yan!
Call the cops!
Call... call the cops!
Let Yan-yan go, it has nothing to do with her
What time is it? Stop yelling
You're so loud, don't you need to sleep?
Lok
Yan-yan, open the door
I'll explain to your dad, okay?
Just go!
I told you to stop yelling
Give us a chance
Leave!
We are serious
I've recovered, I'm fine now
Leave!
No!
Stop it! Stop hitting him!
You're hurting me!
Stop it!
You guys saw it
He hit me first, I didn't start it
He's crazy!
Be careful, go home, close your doors!
Crazy lunatic
I'll beat you up everytime I see you
Don't let me see you again!
Son of a bitch!
I know everything
I don't care if you're ill
I still love you
Don't leave me
Take some rest
We're starting
Research objects?
Do we need to go to a research lab?
Ling mentioned it before
I want to participate
Thanks for letting me introduce this program to you
I want to have a better understanding of your situations
So whoever willing to take part in this research
Will receive free consultation sessions from me
I'll use parts of the assessment as my research
Please take one each, thanks
HEY
ls someone talking?
Yes
It's a postgraduate student
She wants to study us as research objects
She's a cutie
You can be rest assured
For those who want to participate
Your personal information will be protected
That includes your names and ages
When this research paper is published
No one will know about your identities
Your personal information will be protected
That includes your names and ages
When this dissertation is published
No one will know about your identities
Even though this is just a research
But through psychology consultation
I'd love to help you face challenges in life
If you'd like to take part in it
You can sign up with me...
No... with Joe
Lok, let's have a word
Give it some thoughts
Let me know if you have any questions
Have I met you before?
Were you the one who helped Ling that day?
You told those people off with me
Are you all right?
Shall we go back to the centre?
No, thanks
Erotomania
ls one of the symptoms derived from schizophrenia
The patients fall in love with an imaginary person
Or think they have a secret admirer
The object of obsession could be an idol, a celebrity or their boss
There was once a case where...
Two female patients in the same hospital claimed to be...
Andy Lau's wives at the same time
Both Mrs. Laus argued in their ward everyday
Most researches focus on pharmacological treatments
But I'd like to restate Carl Jung's perspective
That delusions, just as dreams, can be triggered by psychological factors
Through psychotherapy
I want to understand how patients develop delusions, hallucinations
Love lives or even sexual experience
Whether the lack of love is the cause of the disorder
We still need one more dissertation for this conference
This topic should work for you
I'm not her dissertation tutor
Let's see what the empress says
Have you found a case study?
I helped a female patient with schizophrenia before
The counseling centre she went to...
Promised to refer ex-mentally ill persons to me
You still don't know what I'm asking
You aren't usually this slow
I think Dr. Fung means...
Have you found any cases that support...
Your dissertation on erotomania?
Not yet...
But I'm starting already
I've been a clinical psychologist for over 30 years
I've seen over 1,000 patients
Yet I don't even meet one erotomaniac a year
You have to submit your dissertation next year
When can you find an actual case?
I won't approve this topic
Let's talk when you find an actual case
Sorry, I'm late
I'll ask my friends who are clinical psychologists
See if there are any suitable cases for you
Thank you
I couldn't sleep again last night
Didn't you say we'll open a centre together in the future?
Give me back my key, okay?
It's only been 2 months
Is that it?
The feelings are gone
Give it back
How many men have you given this key to?
Should I change my dissertation topic?
You can decide later, there's no rush
I've asked some of my clinical psychologist friends
They will let me know soon
My research assistant just quit
All my data is now a mess
Can I help?
You don't do much quantitative research, are you sure?
I took a course before, I should be able to do it
Let me think about it
Let's talk tomorrow
Simon
Are you all right?
Sorry
I feel dizzy
Go home first, I'll catch a taxi home
Perhaps I should give you a lift?
Thank you
See you next week then
Thank you, Miss Yip
- I'm leaving, thanks - You're welcome
Goodbye, Lok
Bye
If I want to participate in your study
Is it too late?
I saw myself turning into a goat
I was chased by someone
I was scared
Who's chasing you?
A little girl
But...
I feel like she's someone else
Someone close to you?
Such as... your girlfriend?
Sort of
Being chased in a dream...
Generally means that we are afraid of something
That we repress in reality
Let's talk about your relationship with her
Counseling is like playing football
No matter how good the coach is
The players still need to play the match
In fact, the girl doesn't exist
I saw her when I had a relapse
I fell in love with her
And thought we dated for 2 months
Do you think I'm crazy?
No, not at all
I was imagining how much that must've bothered you
We are all the same
We have fantasy about love
It's just that some people have feelings that are...
More intense and dramatic than others
But since this has been bothering you
Shall we start with this?
I know time's up
You're my last patient today
You can talk as much as you want
Never mind, we can continue next week
There's some homework I want you to do
Write down how you felt when you dated your delusion
As detailed as possible
I'll try
His mother passed away last year
Did you talk about his relationship with his mother?
He mentioned that his mother loved him
And that no one loves him as much as she did
That's an important question
Why didn't you put it in your report?
This could be the reason why...
He thinks that no one loves him other than his morn
This explains why...
He doesn't dare to love in reality
And ends up falling in love with his delusion
I'm sorry, I never thought of it that way
I think you and Lee Chi-lok have similar problems
Do you remember you mentioned that...
Your mom used to beat you up
What did she say to you?
"Even your mother doesn't want you
No one wants you in this world"
I did a psychological analysis for you
These words made a deep impact on you
It made you think that you don't deserve to be loved
Remember
Don't let your relationship with your mother influence your research
Dr. Fung
Dr. Chan
Long time no see
Why didn't you come to the anniversary gala last time?
My counseling centre is opening soon
I've been so busy
Yip Nam, this is Dr. Chan
This is my student, Yip Nam
Hello
I thought she's your daughter
I treat her as one
You are both welcome to the opening of my centre
Sure
I'm meeting someone, let's talk later
Okay, see you
Bye
Dr. Chan will be hiring many people for her counseling centre
She told me to recommend some good students
Finish this dissertation first, let's see after you graduate
Yes
Lok
Why didn't you reply my message?
I don't know how to reply
You either like me or you don't
You're great, it's just that I'm not ready
I'm sorry
"Jungian Dream Interpretation"
Lok
Lok...
LOk!
Why didn't you try to write more?
I couldn't
Does thinking about it upset you?
I've been taking medications
I'm no longer delusional
Can we just forget about it?
Medication can treat delusional disorder
But just by taking medication...
Doesn't solve the underlying problems
It's just like dreaming
Although dreams are not real
They reflect the fears and desires that are real
You don't want to face it
Perhaps because it's still affecting you
I always tell people
How counseling has helped me
My mom used to beat me up all the time
If I didn't behave, she'd punish me by taking off my clothes
And making me stand outside
So my neighbours would look at me like I was an animal
I didn't want to talk about it
I even forgot about it
Until I started studying psychology
My professor counseled me, only then did I find out...
I've always hated my morn
My mom gave me this bracelet
I hid it somewhere before
But after my counseling session
I forgave my morn
And finally plucked up the courage to wear it
When your scars no longer hurt
That means you're truly healed
Let's take a break
Yan-yan
Her name is Yan-yan, she lives on the floor above me
What was Yan-yan like?
She's very innocent
Fair-skinned, beautiful
She had long hair
She liked to tie a pony tail
Besides seeing her
Did you interact with her too?
I never doubted she was unreal
Just like...
She is no different from you...
Or anyone else, we talked and spent time together
You could even touch her?
She's no different from a real person
How about something more intimate?
Did you kiss?
Do you feel embarrassed?
If you're uncomfortable
We can talk about something else
We...
Kissed
That's it
Have you thought about getting closer with her?
Yes, but...
We...
Never did it
I just“.
Masturbate?
Is it necessary to talk about this?
Sex is a normal thing
You have it, and so do I
But if you're uncomfortable
Let's stop here
I can write it down for you
Sure
Goodbye
Please
Dr. Fung couldn't stop talking about your dissertation last night
I told you she'd like it
When you become a clinical psychologist after graduation
I'm sure she'll give you lots of opportunities
I'm almost done with your research data
Let me know when you can give me my first payment
That was quick
I already told them to expedite payment
Maybe I'll pay you in advance
Hello
Daddy is still with his student in school
Mommy is not back yet?
That's ridiculous
Daddy will come home soon
Hello, Lok? It's me, Joe
You have an appointment with Miss Yip, are you here yet?
Hold on
I'll let Miss Yip talk to you, wait
Lok
Hello?
He hung UP
Sorry about that, Nam
I never thought he'd be so irresponsible
Maybe I'll call him again later, I'll try to help
Lok
I missed you
What are you doing?
You're not Yan-yan?
You're Yip Nam
Sorry...
Lok
You finally came back for counseling?
No, I came back to talk with Joe
If you aren't comfortable with me
That's all right
Sorry, I hope I didn't affect your research
Maybe a little
After all, your case works well for my thesis
Never mind
I can just change the topic and defer my graduation
I wonder if we'll see each other again
Bye
If I go back to counseling, are you fine with it?
You fell in love with Yip Nam, right?
I just want to help her finish her dissertation
There's nothing more to it
You aren't honest with me
Who understands you more than I do?
I did my homework
When was the first time you saw Yan-yan?
It was the day after we first met
Our encounter seems to be a pivotal moment
Why don't you describe me as a person?
What attracted you to me that day?
Perhaps close your eyes
Think about that day
That stranger on the street
How did you feel?
Ling was so helpless that night
She was the only one who came out to help her
At that moment
I felt like she's an angel
When the world is mocking...
Fearing and humiliating Ling...
She's the only one who's willing to protect Ling
As if she's protecting me
I'm ill
I never dare to think about love
Until I met her
Very good
Being honest to your feelings
ls not easy
Don't misinterpret it
I'm talking about Yan-yan
Of course I know
I'm not as good as you said anyway
I only helped Ling out of instinct
I'm sorry about what happened earlier
Now you know why I don't want to talk about Yan-yan
I've decided to write about my experience with Yan-yan in details
I hope that'd be useful to your dissertation
The days I spent with Yan-yan is the happiest time of my life
The loneliness I once had
Was all gone
I always have to wear a mask when I'm with strangers
But when I'm with Yan-yan
I can truly be myself
We had endless things to talk about
Because we always understood each other
Are you also going this way?
Yes
Sorry, my wife made a last minute trip back to Hong Kong
I can't spend time with you tonight
That's fine
Maybe another time
Okay
It's actually my birthday today
Do you live here?
I realized last time when I went to see you
That I can see your place from mine
If you don't believe it, you can see for yourself
I haven't tidied my place, it might be messy
I hope you don't mind
I'm Yip Nam, I'm real
I should go
"I'm sorry I scared you"
"I'm your counselor, I shouldn't do that"
"Don't worry, I won't tell the staff"
"I just worry I'd drag you down, I'm a patient"
"Can you really see my place from yours?"
"The one with flashing lights"
"Happy birthday"
"Thank you for tonight, I had a great time"
"Thank you"
What do you like most about Yan-yan?
She's genuine
She never lied to me
I'm free for two hours after class the day after
See if that works for you
Don't come up to my place anymore
Where else if not your place?
Your place is the safest
I mean...
Let's not continue like this
Are you seeing someone?
No
I just don't want to continue this relationship
Sure, that's fine
I'll find another student to finish this research project then
I'm sure you don't want to feel awkward
"My Experience of Dating My Delusion"
What do you think about me?
You aren't as handsome and muscular as Eddie Peng
But that's acceptable
Are there things you can't accept?
Are you married?
No, of course not
Even if you're crazy or stupid, I still love you
"Yan-yan"
Good morning
Today's simulated counseling will be...
Slightly different from our normal session
On the other side of the room, my tutor...
And other students will be observing
So we can evaluate
And improve the quality of the counseling
How's your week?
Not bad
Still suffering from insomnia?
Not as much
That's great
Have you thought about why? What happened?
You don't want to say it?
I understand
You might not be used to today's setting
If you prefer, we can stop anytime
No
I can do it
I fell in love with a girl
Love can bring positivity, how do you feel?
But I don't think we can be together
Why?
I'm out of her league
How about the dream you mentioned earlier?
Did you have the same dream this week?
Yes
ls the dream any different?
Lok...
Have you thought that besides the goat...
The boy also represents you?
You mean...
The goat represents me in reality
And the boy symbolizes me in fantasy?
Yan-yan didn't only bring you fear
She also brought happiness
But you are aware that...
You can only live with Yan-yan in your fantasy
That's why the boy tries to bury the goat
Does that mean me in fantasy...
ls trying to bury me in reality
So I can never walk out of it?
What do you think?
Cemetery symbolizes your mother
You think that no one loves you more than she did
You couldn't let go of her
But cemetery can also symbolize eternity
A wedding that happens in a cemetery
Represents your yearning for eternal love
A dream that's too good to be true
So you don't want to wake up
You still don't want to forget about Yan-yan, right?
No
I know she's my fantasy, I want to forget her
Consciously yes, but not subconsciously
What does your heart tell you?
This is the homework you did for me
You really put your heart to it
When I read it
I thought it's something that happened in real life
But today...
You must admit that...
These are all illusions
It's not real
Let's do a ceremony
Tear it, discard it
And find your true love in reality
You were too aggressive just now
As if you're trying to push your client
To forget about his illusion and experience
Our main responsibility is to
Help clients realize their own thoughts
Instead of telling them what to do
He hasn't found true love in reality
If you make him give up his dependency on his imagination
It's dangerous
Sorry, I was too hot-headed
You should know that he has a tendency for transference
He projects his emotions on me?
I wasn't sure
Transference is very common
If handled properly
It can be part of your case studies
But you have to be very careful
Not to have counter-transference
Don't redirect your feelings toward him
Generally speaking, you did a great job
Counseling requires a lot of experience
Keep working on it
Thank you, Dr. Fung
Is this where you kissed Yan-yan for the first time?
What is it?
You're the real one
Go have some fun
Here we go, it's spinning
You've helped me a lot, I really appreciate it
We can still be friends
I'm sorry if I make you think otherwise
You declined Joe's date
Is he bothering you?
I declined his date?
Isn't that so?
It's fine, I can handle it myself
I want to make up an excuse to Dr. Fung
So we can end our counseling earlier
And try to find other cases
I can't keep counseling you
With our relationship right now
No
There are two more sessions, stick with it
After you're done with counseling and your thesis
No one will care about us anymore
Nam
It's really you, Nam
Don't you remember Uncle Wong?
Uncle Wong
Is this your boyfriend?
How's your morn?
I understand
This is my name card
Call me if you need anything
Uncle would love to catch up with you
No need to clean up, I'll do it myself
I'll help you get changed
I can do it
You're sick, let me help
I said I can do it!
Sorry, I just wanted to help you change your dirty clothes
Do you regret being with me?
Never mind, I understand
You're a nice girl
Why would you...
It's not you
You're wonderful
I'm the one to be blamed
What is it?
If you know what I'm really like
You won't want to be with me
You don't mind that I'm sick
What is it that I can't accept?
What is it?
I've been with a lot of men!
I know you've had many relationships before
I know that
Those were in the past, I don't mind
How will you not mind?
That was my mom's ex boyfriend
I used to have sex with him
I can have sex with any men for benefits
Do you understand?
I wasn't forced
I asked for it
I asked for it! I'm a whore!
No
No, you didn't ask for it
Did that douche bag hurt you?
You're not me, how would you know better than me?
I'm a cheap whore
I thought I could be different from my morn
But I couldn't
I couldn't! I really couldn't!
Don't touch me!
Leave
It's my fault
I shouldn't have dragged you into this
I told you to leave, why didn't you?
I thought about it all night long
I really don't mind
Go ahead and cry, I'm here
I don't want to cry anymore
My eyes hurt
I've never done it before
Close your eyes and lie down
I've watched those Japanese ones
I know how to do it
Stop making me laugh
No, I'm serious
Are you nervous?
I don't know if it's a side effect of the medicines
Sorry
Kiss me
What are you laughing at?
Nothing
Say it
Why are you helping me get dressed?
I worry you might catch a cold
I'll hurry back to the centre first
See you later
Dr. Fung, let me explain
How are you going to explain this?
I separate my professional and private life
It won't affect our counseling
Or even my dissertation
Shut up!
I'm sorry, Joe
All counseling sessions regarding this research will be put on hold
Give me a day
I'll explain it to the Association
I hope you can keep this a secret for now
I agree that our priority is...
To protect our members immediately
Lok
Let's talk
Lok
Come and have a word with me
Lok
We found that Miss Yip has been behaving inappropriately...
During your counseling sessions
We have decided to terminate the counseling
What's inappropriate about it?
Don't worry
We know it has nothing to do with you
We'll protect you, no one can hurt you
You think you're protecting me?
Yip Nam declined your date, so you did it as a revenge
What kind of man are you?
Someone sent this video to me
How can I not do anything about it?
You've known me for so long
Do you think I'm that kind of person?
Lok
I made the move, it has nothing to do with Yip Nam
Lok
Remember me? I'm Yip Nam's professor
I know you want to protect her, right?
She's my best student
I care about her more than you do
Perhaps you don't understand yet
Counselors cannot have relationships with their clients
Therefore this must be dealt with properly
Joe
I'll leave with Yip Nam first
See if you need help from someone else
Most importantly, try to stabilize Lok's emotions
Professor
Believe me
She didn't hurt me
Don't worry
I'll try my best to help Yip Nam
But you have to promise me that
At this stage
You can't have contact with each other
I'm sure you want the best for her too, right?
Give Grace Charity Association wants us to expel you
What should we do now?
I'm sorry
We need you to promise that
You won't contact any Give Grace Charity Association members
Including Lee Chi-lok
We'll see if it can make any mends
You can punish me
But I'm not longer his counselor
Why can't we have contact?
Are regulations more important than the client's well being?
I can really help him, you can tell too
I didn't say you couldn't help him
But what's the use of regulations?
To protect the clients
As well as the clinical psychologists
This is why
The society trusts us
Why did you want to study psychology?
Didn't you say you want to be a clinical psychologist?
I really like him
I won't leave him
Having a relationship with a mentally ill patient
ls not an easy thing
Yip Nam
Relationships are always your weakness
Before your love gets too deep
Leave him
That's the responsible thing to do
"Yip Nam"
Lok
I can't find the diary
What diary?
You just said you want to read it
Why are you leaving?
Don't leave me
Do you know who I am?
You are not Yan-yan
You're Yip Nam
Are you only using me for your dissertation?
So it was true
I was at first, but not anymore
I've changed, and you know it
Then promise me
You'll never leave me again
Lok
Yip Nam is the one you like
Not me
Right?
You know he's been with so many men
Why do you still like her?
My feelings for you are real
She's not real
I don't want to do this to you
I knew you couldn't let her go
That's not true
I want to believe you too
But she's not real
Lok
She doesn't really love you
She'll leave you in the end
You don't love me
You'll leave me in the end, right?
No
Of course I love you
She's lying
You're mentally ill, how would she love you?
Other men are waiting to have sex with her
Why would she want you?
You had sex with so many men
You're filthy!
She's trying to fool you again
No, she's not fooling me
She's not
Even if she's filthy, I still love her
You think you deserve to love her?
Did you hear someone talking to you?
Is it Yan-yan?
She's not real
I'm not real...
I'm not real, then you can have me forever
Prove it to me, I'm the one you love, okay?
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me
Listen to me, look at me
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me
Listen to me
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me, look at me!
Lee Chi-lok, look at me
Listen to me
I'm Yip Nam, the only one
Here with you
Don't listen to her
Lee Chi-lok
I love you, I've done so much for you
I know you know that
I'm not real, so what?
I'm not using you, you're just having a relapse
Don't listen to her
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me...
Yan-yan doesn't exist at all
The voices in your head are not real
Yan-yan doesn't exist at all
Go away!
Shut up!
I'm sorry!
Don't do that!
I'm selfish, I don't deserve to be pitied
I want you to like me
I want you to love me
- Loser... - No!
Why can't I do anything?
That's enough!
Hit me instead then!
I'm in so much pain
No matter who you really are
You'll all leave me in the end
"Tuen Mun Hospital Psychiatry"
Recently, a person made me realize that
My mom isn't the only one who accepts me for who I am
Who is that?
You already know it
I want to hear you say it
This incident
Has greatly affected public's confidence to
Our school and even Hong Kong's clinical psychology
This caution must serve
As an act of warning and deterrence
Therefore, we have decided to terminate your studies
But considering that you showed remorse...
For your mistakes
If you can make these promises
Our school would consider...
Allowing you to apply for the courses again
Do you promise to...
Strictly obey the regulations from now on?
I promise
Do you promise that...
Unless you receive approvals from Give Grace Charity
You'll never set foot there so as to...
Avoid triggering negative emotions of their members?
Yes
I promise
Do you promise...
In both private or public settings
That you won't contact or harass the victim
Mr. Lee Chi-lok?
Yip Nam
Do you promise...
That you won't contact or harass the victim
Mr. Lee Chi-lok?
Thank you
For giving me this opportunity
To reflect on myself during this time
Sometimes you don't realize
How important some things are until you lose them
I really want to be a clinical psychologist
And a professional psychological counselor
But...
I'm sorry
I can't do it
Lok
Why didn't you tell me that...
You're discharged and back at work?
People at the centre won't hold you accountable
Only if you promise not to see me again
You should leave
I've decided not to pursue my studies
I won't be a clinical psychologist
We can be together
Miss, we are closed
I know her
Doctor said I might have to be on medication for the rest of my life
You've seen my relapses
I don't know when I'll relapse again
I know that
But I've thought about it
I don't mind
I love you, and you love me
Right?
Yip Nam
I was really happy during that time
Thank you
But it's time we wake up from our dreams
I'm sorry
Lok