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GREEN CAT
A MONTH AGO
Are you drawing this stuff again?
What's up with the dinosaur?
I told you... from my father
Make a dinosaur with a single line
Wow...
But...
And what are you doing on Saturday night?
Well ... my mom told me we were watching a movie
Watching a movie ...
Yes...
Come to the club
I can't, Roxana ...
Why?
Well ... I promised her...
Do you know Robert is coming?
Yeah ... shut up, you're kidding me
No, Robert's coming
Robert Robert...
Robert
How do you know?
Did you talk to him?
He's coming!
Really coming?
Yes!
So now you're coming?
Let's see ...
But he's really coming??
Definitely!
PRESENT DAY
If you put a 50 cents coin on the tram line ...
And pick it up after the tram passes ...
You can see on it the first letter of the guy who will be your husband
On trains it doesn't work ...
I mean, if you try this stuff in the train station, you're going to get the wrong letter
And that's going to get you into all sorts of trouble later
But with the tram works
Dana from the 3rd store got an O, but she says it's Q
Because she's convinced she's going to marry a foreigner
I really think it's true
Because I put it on track about 8 times and nothing ever came out
Seriously...
Not even a letter
It would have been weird for something to come out ...
Because I will never have a husband
I mean, I think you have a husband at 20 or so
And I'll never be 20 ...
I don't know if that's good or bad
ONE WEEK AGO
Have you ever imagined a Green Cat?
Know that it's a beautiful thing
It looks cool ... somehow ... unreal
Think of a normal Cat
With stripes ...
Or simple
Only ... Green
Imagine going to that nasty area with blocks from ... behind the factory ...
And everything is gray ...
See elderly women with bags coming out of bread shops ...
Women with dark circles spreading their clothes on the balcony and ...
Hear the same folk music from the ground floor ...
And everywhere you are surrounded by idiots with plastic slippers eating seeds
And besides ...
That whole area is covered by a nauseating umbrella with the smell of fried lard
And suddenly ...
This Green Cat appears
Maybe she's at a ... kitchen window ...
She walks past the store
Or maybe ...
She slips between the legs of ...
The landlord with tracksuit pants
So be careful ...
It's simple
Fill a glass with water and pour a powder into it ...
Which you make from all the pills you have in the house
Last time ...
I made some from the pills my mother takes
Some ...
Things so small and colorful that you can say they are ...
Little Red Riding Hood's buttons
So ... put water ...
Dissolve the powder ...
After that there is nothing left to do ...
But to swallow
And after a few seconds ...
You will embark on a super journey ...
With a small pink plane ...
If you look out the window ...
You will see thousands and millions of little orange fish ...
And a flight attendant with ...
Plastic wings ...
She's going to pour you whiskey in a glass ...
While the plane ... will fly with 3,000 kilometers per hour ...
And it will break the clouds ...
In half
You realize ...
In all that mess ...
A Green Cat appears
And ...
It seems to you that ... you are no longer in that nasty area on the street, but somewhere ....
I don't know how to explain ...
I don't think there are words for that
And when there are no words ...
It means its something ... as good as it gets
After several minutes ...
You're going to land ...
In a village ...
At .... the edge of the sea
Where ...
In a house ...
With chocolate doors ...
A lady with a white bun just made you a raspberry pudding
Raspberry ...
Imagine that you are going to eat that under a bush of roses
And suddenly your high school babe appears
Dressed like this with ... a denim skirt and ... she takes you in her arms
Or ...
That girl with the brown coat ...
Who winked at you ... in the tram ...
And since then you think about her every morning
Or ...
Your neighbor Maxi ...
Yes, I'm not sorry I'm not getting married
A girl with a husband always wears leather handbags
She smells of detergent and cries often
Most of the time she cries in the toilet so that no one can hear her
But sometimes she really can't help but cry in the bus stop
In front of a lot of people
The bus stops are made to wait for the bus, not to cry
So these women should refrain
Go to a place where no one looks at you strangely if you cry
Know that if you imagine something strong enough
That thing starts to exist after a while
It took me about 3 years ...
With the Cat ...
I mean ...
Until she began to exist
The first time I saw the Cat in a supermarket ...
It was in an old man's shopping cart ...
Standing in front of me in line
3 seconds ... I sat and looked at her ...
I'm sure only I saw her
And this thing made me feel ...
As good as it gets
Think that under that rose bush will appear ...
Whoever you want
And if you don't want anyone to show up ...
No one will show up
Because there, only what you want to happen happens
You're probably going to ask me now if ... you can come back?
And I'll tell you that ...
YES!
Because I was there
And now ...
I am here
So you don't have to be afraid
You just have to dissolve the powder ...
And close your eyes
I never cried
Yeah, I know it sounds freaky and so ...
But my mother told me that even when I was a baby I didn't cry
My family was very worried, they thought I had something
I didn't even cry when Mister President died
That was the name of my hamster
I was happy
Because I knew he would reincarnate
And that's a relief
Because it means you can finally drink cola and drive cars
Not to sit around in a cage full of sawdust and get bored to death
I'd really like to know that he reincarnated as an actress who rides a convertible in California and flutters his hair in the wind
But I have no way of knowing ...
Maybe he'll become homeless or ... a politician
Or waitress
Anyway, anything is better than a hamster, right?
Look, I'm not going to reincarnate ...
I mean, that's the order ...
First you're an animal, then you're a human
And after that, you are nothing
I don't know if that's good or bad ...
Anyway ...
I don't know what animal I was ...
But I think I was a turtle, you know they live about 500 years
And then ... I think God said ...
This time it has to be shorter
So he only scheduled me 16 years ...
That's the age this girl looked like
I don't really like super young girls
Only that ...
She was wearing a T-shirt with a Green Cat
I went to the club because Dana said she knew from reliable sources that Robert would come
And since he had just broken up with that 10 B nerd, I said it was a good reason to go and talk to him
But after I sat in the chair until 2 at night and drank vodka with apple juice and smoked the whole pack of Roxana's cigarettes
I realized there was no chance Robert would show up
So I said I was going home
And then this guy showed up, Dani
Who said that if I feel like it, we can take a drive
You just have to close your eyes and imagine this Green Cat
If you imagine something strong enough ...
That thing starts to exist after a while
I think he looked at me because of the shirt ...
My sister brought it from France
At first the shirt was black and had a white rubber Cat applied to it
Then my mother put the T-shirt down to wash with my sister's Green stockings
When she took it out, the Cat had turned Green
I found it kind of cool
It was the first time a boy had invited me for a ride
So I didn't really know what to say ...
In fact, I was convinced I would say no ...
I think ... the girl had drunk at least half a liter of vodka because her eyes were shining
I didn't even want to talk to her
I wanted ...
Just to sit on the other side of the club and watch that Green Cat on her shirt ...
To feel good
And just at that moment when I wanted to say that I didn't feel like driving, Robert appeared ...
Hand in hand with Alina from 10 B
And then I got so angry that I said OK
I was convinced that I would do this all night
To sit and stare at that Green Cat on the shirt
She noticed that I was looking at her
And she looked at me too
Then ...
I went and asked her if she wanted to take a car ride
Sometimes I think it was Robert's fault
If he didn't show up with that girl, I wouldn't have gone in the car with ...
If you close your eyes ...
And press ...
Really hard ...
You'll see a bunch of orange dots
And you will get dizzy
She said ok, and in that very moment ... a light of ... laser fell on the Cat on the shirt
When I close my eyes ...
Among those orange dots ...
I see her
She has the red hat on her head
I took my jacket
I didn't say goodbye to anyone
This guy said the car was parked in the back
So we went there
We went to the exit
The Cat on the T-shirt shone
We left the club
And we went to the car
She has that red hat from me
It took me like ...
5 months to make
For her birthday I packed it nicely ...
And I left it in her doorway
I called, and I ran
We were in the 7th grade
We argued in the 6th grade
Actually, we didn't argue
She didn't talk to me anymore
The next day
When I was going to school
I saw her at the bus stop
With the hat on
Since then ...
Every day when it's colder
I only see her with this hat on
One morning she moved with Roxana, same bench
Just like that
Without telling me anything ...
I wrote her a note
To tell me why
And I drew a ... dinosaur for her
It was our sign
She taught me how to draw a dinosaur ...
Without ... picking up the pencil from the paper
I still remember now
She didn't answer my note
And ...
In the next classroom break ...
She laughed at me with Roxana and Dana
And she threw my backpack out the window
The next day
She changed my sandwich
She put one in with toothpaste instead of the one with ...
Butter I had
I wrote her another note
And I drew another dinosaur
She didn't answer to that either
On my birthday ...
My father found it in the mailbox ...
A note
On which a dinosaur was drawn
In many ...
Many colors
Last time I saw her ...
Friday ... she was ...
In the girls' bathroom with ...
Dana and Roxana and ...
She was applying lipstick
In front of the hall mirror
She didn't even greet me
She didn't even turn her head
I often think that if she had been ...
Still my girlfriend
She didn't even greet me when she walked out the door
She left and did not look back
I know it's stupid but ...
Maybe nothing would have happened if I hadn't cast that spell ...
Maybe it wouldn't have happened ...
Nothing if ...
If she hadn't pissed me off like that
Yes, the younger sisters can be damn annoying, and ...
Sometimes you want them to be gone
One day when we were little
My mother went to a neighbor and left me alone with her
I took all the pillows from the house and buried her under them
I took the iron
I pressed on those pillows until I couldn't
But at one point, the door opened
It was my mother, she pushed me aside and pulled her out from under that pile of pillows
She was Green
I wanted to laugh
I would do anything to bring her back
If you want to meet ...
With someone you haven't seen in a long time
All you have to do is ...
Swallow a box of aspirin
That's what I did
And I met her
She was ... she was so close to me
I wanted to go closer to her but ...
I could not
I was submerged in cotton wool
I realized and tried to shout at her
But nothing could be heard
My mouth was full of foam
From a young age we dealt with spells
But they never fulfilled
If you want someone who left home to come back ...
All you have to do is put a square of chocolate under the mat in front of the door for 33 days
Vero on the 2nd floor told me so
And, I put chocolate under the mat for 33 days and waited for my father to return
Actually, Vero ate the chocolate with my sister
And that annoyed me terribly
It works better with antibiotics but ...
It's more dangerous
If you don't vomit on time
You can get in big trouble
It's best to ...
Combine them
One of each
Only then you will see things so ...
Beautiful ...
That ... you won't even feel like coming back
If you want someone to like you
You need a piece of paper on which he wrote, and a picture of him
You set them on fire on a full moon night, between 3 and 4 p.m.
Then you throw the ashes in running water while saying all sorts of words in Latin
In 9 days he will come and talk to you
I once did this thing with my sister
She stole some homework from ... that Robert
She printed a picture of him from Facebook
Then she set them on fire and threw the ashes in the toilet
During this time I was reading from the Latin textbook
But...
9 days passed and nothing happened
I think that...
That she's somewhere ...
And...
She sees such beautiful things, that ...
She wouldn't even want to go back
If you want to see what the place you're going to looks like, after you die
Put a mirror in front of another mirror
Look inside until you're dizzy
But remember, it's not good to do this because there's a good chance something bad will happen to you
If you want something bad to happen to someone
Break a button on the coat of someone who died ...
And ... sew it on his coat
I swear if she came back, I wouldn't even want her to be my girlfriend
I wouldn't put any more dinosaurs in her mailbox
I wouldn't cry in the evening ... in bed
Because she doesn't pay attention to me at school
And I wouldn't swallow ... any pills
Last summer she ruined my sandals
I had bought them with the money I received from my father
So I cared a lot about them ...
She put them back in the box without saying anything
I got so angry that ...
I wanted her to ...
Disappear and never to be seen again
I didn't know anyone who died, so ...
I stole a button from the history museum, from a military coat
And I sewed it on her coat
If she came back ...
She won't come back ...
Usually spells didn't work
However ...
I think this time it worked
And it's my fault
No, thanks
I do not smoke
I will have a great request to you first
I really wouldn't want my parents to know I was here
It's much better for them not to know
Do you have a cigarette?
Thank you
Do you have a light?
We've done a lot of nonsense so far, me and Bianca
But we always came out on top
You know they pay for my meditations in 6 school subjects
They want me to learn a little better
In the fall I will move to the best high school in town
And when I'm done, I go to medicine abroad
My parents just want what's best for me
I always said I had some kind of guardian angel or something ...
That's exactly what I was saying with her
He was our common angel
We shared everything
I made my sandwiches double, because she never had
We shared that glitter lipstick
And that expensive perfume
Why not share the angel?
He's just an angel, he can take care of both of us
His name was Victor
The angel
She named him
We always talked to him, both of us
Whenever ... we went to clubs or something ...
We were leaving a little vodka on the bottom of the glass
Don't laugh at me ...
He saved us when we copied chemistry
And when we stole that hair dye from the supermarket, and they didn't catch us
Or when we slept under a bridge last summer, I ran away from home because I wanted to go to the sea
And nothing happened to us
From what I understand ... you called me here because ...
She wrote about me in her diary
First of all, I want to tell you that it must be a confusion
The name Robert seems like a pretty common name to me, I'm sure she was talking about someone else
Yes ...
I'm 11th grade, she's 10th but ...
We never spoke more than was strictly necessary
She ... is not part of my group of friends
I saw our angel
Victor
I got very, very drunk once, and I got to the hospital
The doctors put a lot of tubes in me
When I opened my eyes ...
I saw that white hospital ceiling and he was flying very, very close to the ceiling ...
It had transparent wings, like dragonflies
But that's all I remember, after that he disappeared
Know that everything I know, I know from other colleagues
She never told me anything directly
I know that ...
She lives in an apartment on the outskirts of town, I live in the center so ...
I also know she doesn't have a father ...
I do not know ...
If he died or ... if her parents divorced ...
I'm not really interested
I don't know what music she listens to, I don't know what grades she got
I always strive to be in the top 3. because my father told me that those who are the first to learn will be the first in life later
I think we went to a few parties together ...
Organized by the school
But I never danced with her
I don't even know how to dance and I don't have time for lessons
Teaching must come first
I don't know what happened to our angel now
I think that...
Maybe it was too much for him to take care of two lunatics
Maybe he died or something ...
Even these angels don't live forever
I don't even have a girlfriend
I think it's too early for that
I will have time for love in the future
I think the best fit would be in college, or maybe even after I graduate
Now I'm not interested in girls, I think ...
They would distract me from learning
You see ...
She kissed several guys, but she liked only one, Robert
From the 5th grade she likes him ...
And everyone knew ...
He was a fool, in the sense that he knew how much she liked him and yet he made fun of her and gave her hope
I mean, if someone likes you and you don't really like him, at least ...
At least you're upfront and you don't give him hope
Is that so or isn't it so?
And what do you think he did?
He kissed her in the club one night
The next day at school he didn't looked at her. and after two days he was already walking hand in hand with someone else
You realize... what an idiot
I've never been to Club 30
I know where it is ...
I know many of my friends go there on Saturday nights
Personally, it seems like a waste of time, I mean at this age you shouldn't waste your nights like that
We used to go out to the club on Saturday night to drink, her mother is okay with it, she is different than the other parents, she lets her smoke and paint her hair
My family has gone abroad, I stay with my grandmother, when she falls asleep ... I sneak out
What I did on Saturday?
Ok...
In the morning I ate an omelet with my family
Every Saturday I eat an omelet with my family
During the week we can't because we have different programs but
Saturday is something else
After I ate, my father drove me to the front of the block where the math teacher lives
I meditated for two hours, from 11:00 to 13:00
And then I went home alone
That Saturday I went out to the club
Look ...
I couldn't bear to see her like that anymore
You understand me?
She was suffering ...
So on Friday during the big break, I went to Robert and asked him if there was any chance he would be with her again
And he promised to come to the club on Saturday night
We ... went there to wait for him
She was specially prepared for this meeting
She put on make-up, and took a cool T-shirt with a Green Cat on it
At 14:00 I had lunch with my family
And ... at 15:00 we all got in the car
They left me in front of the tennis hall and they went on to their holiday home
I trained from 15:30 to 17:30
And at 18:00 I was already at home, I was waiting for the Biology meditator, she is home schooling me
Around 20:00 she left
I warmed up the food my mother left me
I ate
And ... then I called my parents, talked to them ... 20 minutes
Then ...
At 21:00 I went to the living room and turned on the TV
I watched some general knowledge show
Did you know that the 100-years war lasted 116 years?
Robert showed up very late, I think it was about 3:00
I was honestly glad to see him
And I was most happy when she came to me and told me she was going for a walk with him
So ... yes, they left the club together, it was 3:30
I fell asleep at the commercials
I don't know, it was 23:00
I woke up again around 3:00 in the morning
I knew what time it was because I looked at my cell phone
On TV there was a show with politicians
I know for sure that I looked at my watch because I wanted to go home too
But then I said I will stay a little more, the DJ just played some good music and I wanted to shake a little
I turned off the TV, went to the room, undressed and fell asleep
I don't know what I dreamed anymore
I don't dream at night, but sometimes before I fall asleep, I imagine things
Every night before I go to sleep I imagine all sorts of things
Most have to do with Robert
For example, I imagine that he and I are many years old
About 40 or so
We live somewhere in a house by the sea
With red tiles in the kitchen
In the morning we drink coffee with milk on the terrace
Sometimes I'm ashamed of these things
I wonder what Robert would think if he knew
Sometimes ...
At night before I fall asleep, I close my eyes and ...
I see in front of me a kind of black and white film
It's my birthday
I am 10 years old
My father goes to the store with me to buy me a bicycle
I go hand in hand with him
The bike shines in the window
I approach and smell ... the rubber
After that, the film is colored
And it's not true anymore
I ride my bike until I arrive in front of the block
Dad carries the bike up the stairs
And in the living room, all the children in the block are waiting for me, with a cake up to the ceiling
I blow out the candles
And the movie disappears
The real movie is like this
After two months, the bike disappears as if it had never been
He had sold it for a drink
Yes ... I understand, you have an exemplary life
Only you see?
This life you showed me here
It's good to post on Facebook
Where only stupid people believe ... something like that
You, you asked me not to tell your parents you're here ... good
I'll do even more, I'll save you from prison
So you can keep this ... this pathetic life
To fulfill your dream of studying abroad
But ...
I need ... to know the truth, so please reformulate
Ok...
Saturday was a day like any other
I mean, a shitty day
I had breakfast with my family and they filled my head with all their nonsense
After that, my father drove me to math meditations
I stood as usual on the stairs of the block, I waited for the car to move away and ...
I went to billiards
I stayed there for about two hours
And then ...
I called that bitch Monica
She's an idiot she didn't want to come, so I went home
I went to bed
I closed my eyes, and imagined a brand new bicycle
I knew my father couldn't sell it, because he couldn't get to it
After a while I started imagining other things
That I have a pair of new sneakers
That I'm going to the sea
And that the nightstand drawer is full of chewing gum
I thought I'd better have a pet
I wanted a Cat ...
More special
So ... I made her fur Green
I thought about her every day
Until she showed up
I once had a pencil that brought me luck
From Robert
I snuck into his classroom and stole it from the bench
I was in the 7th grade
It was a normal pencil
With black and white stripes
And no eraser on the end
That's because in the 7th grade we ate all the erasers from the end of the pencils, so we could get rid of the pimples
And it really worked
At first I took the pencil with me everywhere
But after that I was afraid I would lose it
So I left it at home in a nightstand
One day the pencil was gone ...
My mother threw it away
It was the worst day of my life
I once had ...
A metal box
I kept it under the bed
Every Sunday I put money into it
I did this thing for 2 years
Until I had enough to pay for my driving school
Saturday morning
I opened the box
It was empty
I knew exactly who took the money
I lay in bed and stared at the ceiling for a few hours
Until the Cat appeared
He crouched beside me
And I touched that Green fur
It was the first and only time I touched her
My father returned home after 3 days ...
He had drunk all the money
Like I said, at 14:00 we had lunch with my family, at 15:00 we all got in the car
They left me at the tennis court, they went to the country
They told me they weren't coming back until Sunday
But I couldn't believe it...
I trained for two hours
Then ...
What was I supposed to do? I went home
I called the biology meditator not to come, because I'm cold
That week I missed almost all the meditations
I counted the money
There were quite a few
Well, they were enough to fool Monica
I wasted my time on Facebook for about two hours
I tried to hustle a few girls
Then I called my parents, just in case
Not to be surprised, and to wake up with them coming back
Everything seemed ok
So I called Monica
But she turned down all my calls
So I got annoyed, and I called ...
A girl ... Alina from 10 b
On Saturday night, my mother promised us to make popcorn and watch a movie together
Only she left for the city with a guy we don't know ...
She asked us not to wait
I stayed with my sister
And she said that if I feel like it, she can draw all kinds of patterns on my nails
I just didn't feel like it
So I called Roxana and Dana, who said they were going to the club
I took my Cat T-shirt
Tight jeans and boots
I picked up my mother's makeup kit and used a bunch of Green around my eyes.
And with a lot of mascara
At the end I went with a lipstick
I saw a strange thing in the mirror
It was my sister who brought a small mirror closer to the big mirror
Crazy stuff
I thought I'd take my red hat to be cooler
I went out the door
The club is pretty close to where I live, so I didn't have much to walk
I arrived at the club and drank a few glasses of vodka
I've danced
Saturday morning
I found my father in the kitchen
He had lined up on the ground all the spaghetti I had cooked the night before
The meat was smeared on the window
He sat at the table and grinned to himself
I was looking at him and I couldn't believe it
At that moment ...
The Green Cat appeared on the kitchen table next to him
I took him, took him to the bedroom
I undressed him and put him to sleep
The Cat came with me
I took all the money from his pocket and left
She told me he had a schedule tonight
I told her I had a better proposal for her and to fuck the schedule
She laughed like a fool and said, okay
I took on my leather jacket
I took my father's perfume, which drives all suckers crazy
I took a taxi and went to the flower shop
I spent a lot of money on a giant bouquet of orchids
You know, you have to be stupid or disabled not to fall on your back
After that, when we met, I asked her what she wanted us to do
She said she wanted us to go to the club
I fooled her that we have to stop by my house to get some money
I like to take my babes home because
They remain impressed and give in more easily
After that, I fooled her that ... my back hurts, to give me a massage
From there, we moved on to other stuff ...
We kept fooling around until about 1:00 and ...
After that I didn't feel like clubbing anymore
But she kept insisting, and she kept insisting ... and I said ... well, let's go
He also took the flowers with her
In the taxi I realized that I was actually ... a little tired of her
I was thinking about how to leave her there, possibly go home with another one
With some money, I'll put gas in
3 HOURS UNTIL SUNRISE
I'm wandering around the city
At traffic lights...
The Green Cat appears, passes in front of me
I turn the car around and drive so desperately not to lose her
Until she gets in front of a club
And the Cat disappears ...
I hear music ...
I get out of the car and walk in front of the club
I've never been to a club
And maybe it wouldn't be bad to go in
So I went in
After a few minutes I see ... Bianca
With a Green Cat on her shirt
-Do you have a cigarette?
-No, I don't smoke
-But if you want I can buy you a package from that gas station on the way out of town
-And you have enough money for a bottle of something?
-Well? what would you like to drink
-Vodka with apple juice
I kept looking at him
2 HOURS UNTIL SUNRISE
And then I glanced out the window
It was very strange
I didn't really know what to say
The houses were slipping past us ...
Trees ...
The city
He didn't say anything until we got to the gas station
I was also silent because I didn't really know what to say
He stopped the engine and entered
I was left alone in the car
For a second I thought about getting out and leaving
But only for a second
Because I actually wanted to smoke a cigarette and drink some vodka with apple juice
Have a light?
No...
I'm going to buy
Then
I went back to the gas station
I bought a lighter
I looked at her again, sitting there in the car, waiting for me
It was so good that she was sitting there
Then and there I felt she was not allowed to go home
She has to stay with me
All night
And all of the next day
He had forgotten to buy a lighter
He went back in to buy
I was left alone in the car again
With the vodka bottle and the pack of cigarettes
For a second, I thought I'd take them, get out of the car, and run
But only for a second
Because I was actually ... curious what this weird guy was going to say
1 HOUR UNTIL SUNRISE
And what will happen next
Where are we going?
-Have you ever been ... on the hill? in that famous place?
-No, never ...
Me neither ...
That night I dreamed of a strange thing ...
I dreamed that Bianca arrived home around 4 in the morning ...
She put all her clothes on the balcony, so that the smoke could come out of them ...
In the morning I drank coffee with milk in the kitchen and ...
Our mother showed up and started telling us how cool her new guy was
Bianca said let's make popcorn and watch a movie
Mother gave her money to go to the store and get popcorn but ...
When she wanted to leave, she couldn't find that red hat
She was ... screaming ... where is my hat, where is my hat
That's when I woke up
It was 9 in the morning, Sunday
And I was alone ...
I don't remember what happened that night
When I woke up from being drunk, almost everyone I knew had left, and she wasn't either
I thought maybe she left with Robert
Or did I not think of anything? Hell, I wonder how I got home ...
Or ... I'm not surprised
It was Victor, the angel
The next Sunday I sat quietly in the house and helped my grandmother clean
Mom, she only showed up in the evening
She came to leave us some money for food, said she was going to be gone for a few days
I said good. and I closed the door behind her
I didn't said anything about Bianca
I was afraid she would ground me
Actually ...
I thought she would definitely show up
She had left the phone at home so I couldn't call her
On Monday at school I noticed that she didn't arrive at the first class, but it didn't seem strange to me
I didn't sleep at all from Sunday to Monday
And on Monday morning I went to her school
I said: if I see 9 dogs by the time I get to school, she will come back
And I only saw 7 ...
On the first break, her sister appeared
She asked me if I knew anything about Bianca, because she hadn't been home since Saturday night
At the traffic light in front of the school I said: If 4 blue cars pass by until the light turns green, she will return
And only one passed ...
I got scared ...
Then I said that I left faster and that she stayed, because if I told her that she left faster ...
Her sister would have insisted on asking me if I didn't know who she left with, and I really don't remember anything, my whole memory is blank
After I got to school
I said that if Roxana wears a skirt, she'll be back
And Roxana was in jeans ...
She told me she was with Bianca at the club on Saturday night only ...
She left home sooner and has not spoken to her since
I got scared and called my mother
After her sister left ...
I started questioning everyone who was in the club that night
Nobody saw who she left with
I went to Robert and asked him to tell me what he said to her
And he told me he hadn't even seen her
It seemed a little strange to me
Alina, a girl from 10 b told me that, she remembers perfectly how Bianca left the club with a tall guy
And that also seemed a little strange to me
Because Bianca ...
Doesn't go out with unknown guys
I had never been to that famous place
I heard you go there if your lover has a car and you feel like doing all sorts of kinky stuff
Especially since you can get out of the car, get on the hood and look at the stars
And I said, okay ... let's go
But I was a little upset ...
Because I actually wanted to go there for the first time with Robert
When he has a car
Many times in the evening before falling asleep, I imagined that ...
I'm going there with Robert
We get out of the car and watch the sunrise
But I was too curious what was going to happen that night
And what else is this weird guy going to say?
I knew in that famous place, out of town ...
Only those who have a girlfriend go
She said ok, let's go
And I thought, if she's in the car with me ...
It means she's my girlfriend
And I felt something beautiful, something that cannot be described in words
I was driving and those sun rays, they kept stabbing me in the stomach
That's when I started to get scared
That's because I didn't know exactly ... what to do in that famous place
And at the same time, I felt good and ... I was driving
It was a long road ...
And the city lights began to fade
When we went into complete darkness
I started thinking about all kinds of scenarios ...
But then I thought we were going to open the vodka bottle
And then I felt as good as I could
When we arrived, he stopped the engine
I went out and poured vodka into those plastic cups
I poured apple juice over it
He said he doesn't drink, that he is driving
That's when I thought he was a good guy
I would never have gone with him if he wasn't a good guy
And besides, I had Victor
My angel and Roxana's, who was probably there too and kept looking at us
I drank vodka with apple juice, and smoked about 5 cigarettes
During this time, I thought the guy would probably want to kiss me
And I didn't know if that was good or bad
I poured some more vodka to make me dizzy
He looked at me and said nothing
After a while
We got to that place where those guys come with their girlfriends, and they park their cars
And there was a girl in my car
This thing made me feel as good as I could
She poured vodka into her cup
10 MINUTES UNTIL SUNRISE
I don't drink, I hate the smell
10 MINUTES UNTIL SUNRISE
She drank vodka with juice and smoked about 5 cigarettes
I was just sitting and watching her
Then I knew she wasn't going anywhere
Because I'm not going to let her go
You don't even drink apple juice?
What?
What are you doing?!
Suddenly I wanted to see that T-shirt with the Green Cat on it
I...
Every time I feel bad ...
I imagine a Green Cat
Know that if you imagine something strong enough ...
That thing, after a while, will start to exist
I don't believe it ...
I imagined 100 things and nothing happened
I want to go home!
I was looking at her ...
And I thought that at some point, I'd have to let her go
I felt like ...
1000 razor blades get into my skin
She began to tremble
Well, why don't you want to stay?
I'm sick from drinking
I want to stay a little more
You will recover
Look, if you want ... we can see each other tomorrow
We'll come here again if you want
I don't believe you ...
I realized that all my dizziness was over and I was super awake
Then I asked him to take me home
He said he ran out of gas in the tank and we had nothing to get into town
I realized he had locked the doors
I asked him, what should I do to let me go?
He told me he wouldn't let me
Although I insisted we go back there
Then I thought of my mother ...
And Robert ...
And my father ...
Which I haven't seen in 3 years ...
He taught me to draw a dinosaur without lifting the pencil from the paper
I told her to imagine a Green Cat
She told me I was crazy
I told her that no matter how bad it is, if she imagined the Green Cat... everything would be better
She said it was stupid, and she didn't understood
That's when I got close to her
She smelled awfully ... of vodka
Just like my father
That smell followed me ... since I was a child
And I was disgusted!
I strangled her!
I asked her if she sees the Cat now
She opened her eyes
They were almost transparent
She nodded
Then ...
I told her that if it hurts ...
Imagine the Cat, and she won't feel anything!
She nodded again
And then I squeezed her throat as hard as I could
You just have to close your eyes and imagine the Green Cat
You see her?
No matter how bad you feel, know that if you imagine the Green Cat, you will be better!
YOU SEE HER?!
There are about 7,000 planets near the earth
Most are green and orange
Some have fire tails
They are always moving
One around the other, at high speed
And sometimes they have such a high speed
That they collide with each other
And then they break into millions of pieces
Shiny little pieces
And these are the stars
To get on one of these stars, you have to die
It's not very special
Everyone says that before you die, a kind of movie with your life passes in front of you
It's nonsense
Before you die, you live
And then you suddenly wake up on one of those stars, you're dizzy
And somehow you see everything from above
I saw myself in the car
This guy Dani was holding me and kept talking to me
If you close your eyes ...
And press ...
As hard as you can
You'll see a ... lot of orange dots
And you will be dizzy
Each time I close my eyes
I always remember that morning when my mother sent me to throw the trash
I went, I threw it away
And I wanted to go back
But it seemed to me that ... I saw something there, between the dumpsters
I bent down
And I looked
It was her red hat
The hat I made
I...
I got scared ... allot and ...
I ran to her door
When I rang the bell, her mother opened
When she saw that ... I had her hat
She started crying
I know it sounds silly, but it's true
Do you know those fleas on TV? when there is no signal?
In fact, those fleas connect with the dead
Mrs. NuÈ›i on the ground floor says that's how she communicates with her husband, that's what I heard
And I really believe her
In a few years, I'll be able to communicate with her
I know for sure
I just have to practice
I'm going to sit in front of the TV every day and try to catch that frequency
Until I succeed
It's incredible what happened ...
I mean ...
You see things like that on TV but ...
Afterwards you laugh and go for a beer, or talk to a girl on the internet
But if it happens to you ...
Or if it happens to someone you know ...
It kind of makes you shiver
They finally found her ...
In a sewer hole ...
Close to the block where she was living
She was wrapped in plastic bags, tied with tape
We kissed ...
On New Year's Eve, last year ...
Now that I think about it, I shudder
And she liked me
I can't do anything else ...
Neither to learn, nor to waste time in vain in the city
All I can do is ...
Sit on the couch ...
And look at the ceiling
It sucks
I mean ...
I'm going to finish high school ...
I'm going to college ...
I will buy a car, I will have who knows how many jobs, I will have children, I will have a family and ...
And I'll think about this ...
Until I ...
Until I die
I'm waking up
Eat
I'm getting dressed
I use perfume
I'm leaving the block
I walk past the newsstand
Arrive to school
Skip biology
I copy at math
Smoke in park
I'm waiting for Saturday night to go out to the club
In my phone contacts ...
Even now ...
Her number appears ...
I can't delete it
My father taught me to ...
To draw a dinosaur ...
Without lifting the pencil from the paper
Sometimes ...
The life is like a black and white movie
But, each of us has the power to bring a splash of color
Me ...
I wanted a Cat
And I wanted her to be more special
So I made it Green.