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- [Woman] Your mind may
be wandering right now.

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This is all right, let it wander.

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And come back to the present
moment when you're ready.

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Repeat as many times as you need.

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There's no pressure.

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Time will not harm you.

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It is an invention, a
construct of the unimaginative,

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of the oppressors.

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The way you are feeling right
now is a by-product of toxins

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and the toilet drugs that
have seeped into the waters.

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(Sophia sighs)

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(lamp clicking)

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(pills rattling)

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(couch creaking)

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(soft music)

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(Zach sighs)

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(bed creaking)

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(light switch clicking)

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- [Woman] I am very
angry with you, Richie.

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Now go to your room!

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- But Mommy, I didn't do it!
- Go to your room!

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- I didn't do it!
- Your father will deal

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with you later.
- I'll deal with him now.

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Buddy, apologize to the boy.

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- But he just-
- I just.

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- You just?
- I just.

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(audience laughing)
- And i-

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- That's unjust.
(audience laughing)

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Honey, I did it with my
little laundry markup thing.

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- [Woman] Ritchie, darling,
come here to mommy.

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(floor creaking)

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(cabinet thudding)

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(water rushing)

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(water splashing)

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(Zach sighs)

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(light music)

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(spoon clanking)

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(milk splashing)

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(light music)

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(Zach panting)

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(shower door thudding)

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(light music)

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(Sophia sighs)

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(trees rustling)

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(Zach farts)

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(Sophia farts)

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(bell dinging)

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- Good morning, Mr. Zach.
- Mr. Vivek.

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- You call me just Vivek.

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- You call me just Zach.
- Okay, just Zach.

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(both chuckling)

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My fiancee.
- You wish, Vivek.

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- Oh, I do.

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I do wish.

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(cash register beeping)

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You would like this girl.

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(Zach chuckling)

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- Thanks, but I'm not looking.

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(coins rattling)
- Still always be on

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the look, just Zach.

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How else do you find anything
of value in this life?

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Bagel with butter, darling?

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- Yes.

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(coins rattling)

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- I found that I'm able
to keep it around longer

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with the clarity of knowing
how much I have and where.

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- Huh?

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- You watched me order the cash.

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- Um, do you do that much cash spending?

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- No, not really.

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- Then what does it matter?

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- Says the woman who just
paid in exact change.

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- So I can keep the rest of
my carefully allocated funds

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in my digitized banking account.

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- Where it'll be more quickly
spent on the internet.

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- Nope, not for me.

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- I think you're both right.

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Many people spend too much
money on the internet.

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It's good to save.

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Saving leaves more for family.

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(Zach chuckling)

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- Enjoy your coffee

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- You too.
- And bagel.

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- You too.
- Mm hm, I didn't get a bagel.

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- Ah.

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(cash register clanking)

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- [Vivek] He's nice boy.

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A bit nervous maybe.

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- Yeah.
- But he's nice.

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- I get enough nervous inside my own head.

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Thanks.

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- I understand.

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I worry all the time.

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It's hard these days.

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- Thanks, Vivek.

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Have a good night.

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Make lots of money.

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- Thank you.

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Yes, you too.

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More money is good.

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Maybe I'll take a vacation.

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- Hey.

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Um, I'm not weird or anything.

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- Kind of a weird opener.

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- Sorry.

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Can I ask you?

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Why are you up so early on a Saturday?

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- You first.

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- Insomnia.

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Bad.
- Yeah?

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- Yeah.

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- How bad?

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- Pretty bad.

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I think the worst of it is over

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or I'm just very, very used to it.

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- Oh, me too.

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I mean, I have the same issue.

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I'm also probably really used to it too.

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I don't know, I'd rather be sleeping.

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- Mm.

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How long?

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- I've been up about three hours, slept-

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- I meant, I meant how
long has it been going on?

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- Oh, always.
- Sorry.

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That sucks.

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- How bad has it gotten for you?

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- Ooh, it's been two years.

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Yeah.

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I had to get help, like real help.

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Couldn't tell where the line
was between sleeplessness

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and I don't know, life.

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Other things, not being
able to cope maybe.

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I thought it was coping
and something broke.

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You?

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- Are you asking if I'm broken?

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- What?

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No, no, no, I meant, I don't know.

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(Zach stuttering)

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What's your strategy?

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Like, are you, are you talking to someone?

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You don't have to answer
if it's too personal.

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- Not yet.

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I mean, I haven't had
to talk to anybody yet.

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I don't know.

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It's not that severe.

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Like I said, it's been my
whole life, so, yeah, maybe.

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Maybe I should have
spoken to someone by now.

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But I just can't seem to get
anything stable going you know?

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- With sleep?
- Oh, yeah, with sleep.

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With life too.

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You know, I mean, there's stable

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and then there's progress, right?

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So.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Or at least that's what
other people talk about

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as if it exists for them.

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(both chuckling)

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Yeah.

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(Sophia laughing)

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- That guy.
- Yeah, yeah.

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So, um, are you doing anything?

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I know it's a weird time and all.

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I don't have anything planned.

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Talking is better than...

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- Mindless TV alone in the dark.

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- Yeah, yeah.

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Actually, I started
turning on all the lights

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to sort of reestablish the line

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between sleep and wakefulness.

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- Ah.
- Yeah.

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- [Sophia] That's a good idea.

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- So, are you doing anything?

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- Oh, yeah.

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I've got this birthday
party that I need to be at

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in like a few minutes, so.

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- Oh, what?

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- No, I'm not.

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I'm just burning time
before I have to go to work.

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I was just gonna eat this
bagel and then go home

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and watch some TV in the dark.

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Oh, with the lights on now.

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I'll probably try that out.
(Zach chuckling)

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- So, you want to?

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You wanna hang out?

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- Uh, where would we go?

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I mean, I, there is nothing
open for like an hour or more

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and at least within walking distance

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and I'm not getting on the subway.

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- Well, we can walk for a while.

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- And I'm supposed to
feel comfortable walking

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the dark streets alone with
some guy that I just met.

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- Well, we can keep to the well lit areas.

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There are people around on the avenues.

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Uh, yeah.

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I mean, I know it's sleepy around here,

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but it's still New York.

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(Sophia sighs)

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So...

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Walk with me.

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- Well, that was a text to my roommate.

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She's gonna be up soon,
probably for her yoga class.

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And now she knows that I'm
out with a strange dude

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that I met who asked me
out before 5:00 a.m..

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What's your name?

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- Oh, sorry, Zach.

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- Last name.
- Bell.

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- Is that a fake name?

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- It could be, but it isn't.

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- And smile.
(camera clicks)

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Okay, now she knows your
name and what you look like.

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- Okay, okay.

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- All right let's-
- All right.

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So, shall we

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- I'm Sophia.
- No, I know.

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I know everything about you, Sophia.

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Kidding.
- Too soon, Zach Bell.

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Too soon.
- Sorry.

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Yeah, you're right.

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(light music)

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Eventually I realized
that I'd gotten so crazy

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about sleeping some exact
amount in the same way

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I always had before that I never
allowed for the possibility

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my sleep pattern could just change.

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- [Sophia] With age.

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- [Zach] Maybe that.

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- [Sophia] Something else.

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- Yeah.

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I got sober...

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More recently than not.

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For about 18 months now.

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A couple of weeks ago, I
realized that I never really

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knew sleep without alcohol.

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I mean, since I was about 15 at least.

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Now, I mean, I didn't drink every day.

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Although I did drink most days,

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but life is simpler now since I quit.

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- And so, sleep is simpler.

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- Eh, sort of.

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You know, most days I'm
lucky if I can sleep

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five hours in a row.

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You know (stuttering) that
keeps me healthy enough,

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but it still feels off.

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- Yeah.

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That's sort of what happened to me.

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I mean, not exactly, but
eventually I realized,

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or if I just got up and went about my day

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then it was easier to just get by.

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Fighting it really burned me out.

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I got...

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I got really depressed.

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- Oh.

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Yeah, that's hard.

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- Yeah, it's, I'm still, it's...

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It's still hard.

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Most days I just go to work, come home,

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sit in front of the TV and repeat.

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(Sophia chuckling)
- Yeah.

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- And I don't really go out
all that much anymore though.

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I don't know if I would,
even if I did feel better.

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I don't do those apps or anything.

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- Well, thanks for sharing that with me.

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- You've been pretty open as well.

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(Zach chuckling)

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- I usually am.

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- Huh.

267
00:16:17,976 --> 00:16:18,811
Isn't that hard?

268
00:16:21,397 --> 00:16:22,815
- Uh...

269
00:16:26,318 --> 00:16:27,945
It's harder, mm...

270
00:16:33,033 --> 00:16:35,995
It's harder to fight it, I think.

271
00:16:37,246 --> 00:16:39,915
It's like what you said with the sleep.

272
00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:45,963
That's something I learned
with the sobriety especially.

273
00:16:48,966 --> 00:16:53,971
I've taken some, some,
some knocks because of it,

274
00:16:58,017 --> 00:17:03,022
being open for most of
the time, but I really,

275
00:17:03,564 --> 00:17:06,150
I really would rather just be who I am.

276
00:17:06,984 --> 00:17:09,444
It's more exhausting to
be or it's more exhausting

277
00:17:09,445 --> 00:17:13,698
to pretend to fit into
everybody else's definitions

278
00:17:13,699 --> 00:17:17,118
or like, society's definitions.

279
00:17:17,119 --> 00:17:18,327
I don't know.

280
00:17:18,328 --> 00:17:21,706
I think, I think that just,
I just think maybe I was,

281
00:17:21,707 --> 00:17:24,500
I was really confused for a long time

282
00:17:24,501 --> 00:17:27,336
about how or why I didn't fit in.

283
00:17:27,337 --> 00:17:30,173
So, I just sort of covered myself up with

284
00:17:30,174 --> 00:17:31,508
whatever I could find.

285
00:17:32,551 --> 00:17:33,510
Booze, especially.

286
00:17:36,221 --> 00:17:37,764
- [Sophia] So, now you
think that who you are

287
00:17:37,765 --> 00:17:39,099
is really just that open?

288
00:17:40,684 --> 00:17:42,769
- [Zach] Yeah, for better or for worse.

289
00:17:42,770 --> 00:17:43,937
- [Sophia] Oh.

290
00:17:45,105 --> 00:17:46,940
It's different for women.
- How so?

291
00:17:50,194 --> 00:17:52,695
- Do you know what keeps me up at night?

292
00:17:52,696 --> 00:17:53,530
Men.

293
00:17:54,823 --> 00:17:55,699
Fear of men

294
00:17:58,327 --> 00:17:59,495
- What, did I?

295
00:18:00,871 --> 00:18:02,497
- No.
- I was only-

296
00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:04,290
- No, you didn't do anything wrong.

297
00:18:04,291 --> 00:18:06,918
Well, I mean, you did hit on me at a time

298
00:18:06,919 --> 00:18:10,713
when I clearly would rather
have not been bothered,

299
00:18:10,714 --> 00:18:13,966
but you did it right, basically.

300
00:18:13,967 --> 00:18:15,426
I mean, I appreciate that your approach

301
00:18:15,427 --> 00:18:18,347
was thoughtful, measured.

302
00:18:23,602 --> 00:18:26,562
And even if, even if, you know,

303
00:18:26,563 --> 00:18:27,772
I didn't wanna walk with you,

304
00:18:27,773 --> 00:18:29,732
I wouldn't have been upset in these terms,

305
00:18:29,733 --> 00:18:34,112
because, well, you're clearly
not that kind of a threat.

306
00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:37,114
But it's the culture, you know?

307
00:18:37,115 --> 00:18:38,866
Maybe, maybe not the culture in the way

308
00:18:38,867 --> 00:18:41,035
that you described it or maybe it is,

309
00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:44,706
but you know, it just,
(stuttering) it frightens me.

310
00:18:46,750 --> 00:18:49,252
And all of the change
that's going on right now.

311
00:18:49,253 --> 00:18:51,380
It isn't happening without any (sighs),

312
00:18:52,339 --> 00:18:55,509
any sort of conflict
(stuttering) or violence.

313
00:18:57,678 --> 00:18:59,262
Like, why did she think it was okay

314
00:18:59,263 --> 00:19:02,223
to wait for me outside of the bodega?

315
00:19:02,224 --> 00:19:05,309
- Oh, um...

316
00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:07,729
Well, you seemed to know Vivek.

317
00:19:09,064 --> 00:19:10,398
I did, too.

318
00:19:10,399 --> 00:19:13,026
And so, we chatted a bit.

319
00:19:14,278 --> 00:19:16,905
- And so, that tells you
that I was interested?

320
00:19:18,574 --> 00:19:20,492
- It was more of an instinct thing.

321
00:19:22,494 --> 00:19:24,954
I get what you're, what you're saying,

322
00:19:24,955 --> 00:19:29,960
but it still needs to stand
for something doesn't it?

323
00:19:30,127 --> 00:19:31,586
- Yeah, I agree.

324
00:19:31,587 --> 00:19:36,592
And again, you're not the
greatest example of this, but...

325
00:19:38,135 --> 00:19:40,345
Okay, how easy was it
for you to approach me?

326
00:19:41,221 --> 00:19:43,973
- Uh, me personally?

327
00:19:43,974 --> 00:19:46,143
- As a man.
- Relatively easy.

328
00:19:47,227 --> 00:19:52,148
- Whereas for me, if one or two
of those factors from inside

329
00:19:52,149 --> 00:19:54,734
of the bodega go a different
way than I need to be thinking

330
00:19:54,735 --> 00:19:57,236
about whether I should scream
or run or whether or not

331
00:19:57,237 --> 00:20:00,448
Vivek is going to be able to protect me

332
00:20:00,449 --> 00:20:04,494
or whether he feels like he
can leave his store right away.

333
00:20:08,123 --> 00:20:10,333
We don't need to talk about this.

334
00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:12,002
- We can, if you want.
- I don't.

335
00:20:14,254 --> 00:20:15,088
- Okay.

336
00:20:20,177 --> 00:20:24,180
- It's just that it's
fucking everywhere lately.

337
00:20:24,181 --> 00:20:27,808
And it frightens me, beyond
issues of misogyny even.

338
00:20:27,809 --> 00:20:31,520
This default to a base animalistic fear,

339
00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:33,439
this regressive sort of thinking.

340
00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:34,899
You know, I get it a little bit,

341
00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:37,151
but still that doesn't make
it any easier to stomach

342
00:20:37,152 --> 00:20:39,862
or any less dangerous to be around.

343
00:20:39,863 --> 00:20:42,199
I mean, we're supposed to be evolved.

344
00:20:43,784 --> 00:20:47,203
People used to believe in
things and now they don't.

345
00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:51,707
And so, they lash out,
they try to regain control,

346
00:20:51,708 --> 00:20:54,502
and that leads quickly to intimidation,

347
00:20:54,503 --> 00:20:57,546
otherism, ownership.
- Yeah.

348
00:20:57,547 --> 00:21:00,925
- And so, so who do they
end up hurting, right?

349
00:21:00,926 --> 00:21:05,012
Who are the closest, the easiest victims?

350
00:21:05,013 --> 00:21:09,977
Wives, girlfriends, any
woman or any minority,

351
00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:13,688
anybody on the other
side of the safe haven

352
00:21:13,689 --> 00:21:16,649
of an anonymous threatening Tweet or DM,

353
00:21:16,650 --> 00:21:18,276
or even not at an anonymous one.

354
00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:22,321
I mean, one that's just
launched out into the open,

355
00:21:22,322 --> 00:21:26,493
into the cycle (stuttering)
of nothingness.

356
00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:30,997
I mean, and sometimes, often actually,

357
00:21:30,998 --> 00:21:32,206
from the very top down.

358
00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:34,583
I mean, imagine that.

359
00:21:34,584 --> 00:21:38,671
You know, poison seeped into
the very fabric of society

360
00:21:38,672 --> 00:21:41,382
from the top down in the very light of day

361
00:21:41,383 --> 00:21:44,593
and people just accept it because it feeds

362
00:21:44,594 --> 00:21:48,222
the atrophying narrative
that they've been force fed

363
00:21:48,223 --> 00:21:50,766
for their entire lives and are too afraid

364
00:21:50,767 --> 00:21:53,728
to shake off or let go.
(Sophia sighs)

365
00:21:53,729 --> 00:21:56,856
I mean, sometimes I feel
like we'll never be rid

366
00:21:56,857 --> 00:21:59,525
of these men who wield these lies,

367
00:21:59,526 --> 00:22:04,363
who lord their power over
those with less power

368
00:22:04,364 --> 00:22:06,490
just so they could fill that void,

369
00:22:06,491 --> 00:22:08,284
the godless hole where there used

370
00:22:08,285 --> 00:22:10,828
to be faith in their
lives, all their lives,

371
00:22:10,829 --> 00:22:12,288
all of our lives maybe.

372
00:22:12,289 --> 00:22:14,915
Maybe, you know, maybe
the question shouldn't be,

373
00:22:14,916 --> 00:22:16,709
"why can't I sleep?"

374
00:22:16,710 --> 00:22:19,796
Maybe it should be, "how
can everybody else?"

375
00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:26,345
What?

376
00:22:27,971 --> 00:22:28,805
- Nothing.

377
00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:33,684
- I grant you permission
to react to my screed.

378
00:22:33,685 --> 00:22:38,690
- I don't disagree, but
it's, it's just a lot.

379
00:22:41,318 --> 00:22:43,069
- Doesn't make it any less true.

380
00:22:43,070 --> 00:22:48,075
- Yeah, but that's a lot
to carry at 5:00 a.m.

381
00:22:49,201 --> 00:22:51,660
- Somebody has to carry it.
- Eh.

382
00:22:51,661 --> 00:22:53,704
- That's a lax attitude.

383
00:22:53,705 --> 00:22:54,830
- I didn't mean it like that.

384
00:22:54,831 --> 00:22:55,831
You know what?

385
00:22:55,832 --> 00:22:57,208
I stand by what I said.

386
00:22:57,209 --> 00:23:00,878
Right, (stuttering) it's
a lot for one person alone

387
00:23:00,879 --> 00:23:02,381
to carry at 5:00 a.m.

388
00:23:03,465 --> 00:23:05,674
I get that there are battles to be waged,

389
00:23:05,675 --> 00:23:08,720
but you can't fight if you can't stand.

390
00:23:11,765 --> 00:23:13,892
- Well, I wasn't trying to carry it alone.

391
00:23:15,143 --> 00:23:16,103
I'm talking to you.

392
00:23:24,027 --> 00:23:26,613
(Sophia sighs)

393
00:23:31,910 --> 00:23:35,372
It's easier to get going
when it's this quiet out.

394
00:23:36,832 --> 00:23:38,166
I mean, to start your day.

395
00:23:39,668 --> 00:23:44,381
- Sometimes, but today is easier.

396
00:23:46,424 --> 00:23:47,633
I know.

397
00:23:47,634 --> 00:23:49,594
Too soon, Zach Bell.

398
00:23:50,512 --> 00:23:53,055
- [Sophia] You don't know
that I was going to say that.

399
00:23:53,056 --> 00:23:53,890
- You weren't?

400
00:23:56,101 --> 00:23:56,935
- Maybe.

401
00:23:58,270 --> 00:23:59,521
It's all a little weird.

402
00:24:01,189 --> 00:24:02,898
- What, this?
- Yeah.

403
00:24:02,899 --> 00:24:03,733
- Hm.

404
00:24:05,026 --> 00:24:07,571
So, would it be better that we stop,

405
00:24:08,446 --> 00:24:11,282
go back home to the TV
so we can scroll through

406
00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:14,410
the wasteland of predawn social media?

407
00:24:14,411 --> 00:24:16,454
- Point taken.
- Uh huh, okay.

408
00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:27,299
Light enough for the park?

409
00:24:28,341 --> 00:24:31,261
- Yes, I love the park
in the early morning.

410
00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:34,054
- Me too.

411
00:24:34,055 --> 00:24:34,848
What?

412
00:24:36,266 --> 00:24:39,019
(Zach chuckling)

413
00:24:40,312 --> 00:24:42,981
(bugs chirping)

414
00:24:45,942 --> 00:24:47,027
- Oh, wait.

415
00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:49,904
I'm almost ready.

416
00:24:49,905 --> 00:24:50,864
- Kinda early, no?

417
00:24:51,907 --> 00:24:53,324
- You're here, aren't you?

418
00:24:53,325 --> 00:24:55,785
- Good point.
- Prime real estate.

419
00:24:57,162 --> 00:24:58,537
- Exactly.

420
00:24:58,538 --> 00:24:59,372
She knows.

421
00:25:00,290 --> 00:25:04,001
So, want to impress
your girlfriend, right?

422
00:25:04,002 --> 00:25:06,962
- We just met.
- Ah, yeah.

423
00:25:06,963 --> 00:25:08,590
- All more reason to impress.

424
00:25:11,218 --> 00:25:13,260
- I'm not gonna disagree.

425
00:25:13,261 --> 00:25:16,096
- Aren't you gonna be the one
impressing the both of us.

426
00:25:16,097 --> 00:25:18,015
What's it gotta do with me?

427
00:25:18,016 --> 00:25:20,684
- Look, boy-
- Boy?

428
00:25:20,685 --> 00:25:21,727
What a statement.
- I shouldn't have

429
00:25:21,728 --> 00:25:23,270
to explain this to you.

430
00:25:23,271 --> 00:25:24,855
You give me some money.

431
00:25:24,856 --> 00:25:26,398
I play pretty song for lady.

432
00:25:26,399 --> 00:25:30,611
She feels good about it and
then they're on about you.

433
00:25:30,612 --> 00:25:32,948
- Except you just robbed
all the magic from it.

434
00:25:35,408 --> 00:25:38,285
- There's no magic left in this world.

435
00:25:38,286 --> 00:25:39,703
It's all illusion.

436
00:25:39,704 --> 00:25:41,081
We do this to forget.

437
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:43,540
- I like her, I'm in.
- Jesus.

438
00:25:43,541 --> 00:25:46,669
- Ah, opa.
- Are you drunk?

439
00:25:46,670 --> 00:25:47,671
- Are you not drunk?

440
00:25:48,922 --> 00:25:50,464
- Damn, a 20?

441
00:25:50,465 --> 00:25:52,007
- I am worth $100.

442
00:25:52,008 --> 00:25:52,842
- I'm sober.

443
00:25:54,302 --> 00:25:56,263
- Why?
- No, I mean, perpetually.

444
00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:58,390
- Why?

445
00:26:00,141 --> 00:26:03,227
- Can you play something sad?

446
00:26:03,228 --> 00:26:06,689
- I'm Russian.
- So, yes.

447
00:26:06,690 --> 00:26:07,940
- Why's that?

448
00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:10,567
- I just meant thoughtful, contemplative,

449
00:26:10,568 --> 00:26:12,236
ethereal to match the time of day.

450
00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:13,070
I don't know.

451
00:26:13,071 --> 00:26:14,947
It just seemed quicker to say sad.

452
00:26:14,948 --> 00:26:16,699
- Okay, I play sad.

453
00:26:16,700 --> 00:26:18,868
You add whatever else to it you want.

454
00:26:21,454 --> 00:26:24,874
(somber accordion music)

455
00:27:13,965 --> 00:27:16,551
(light music)

456
00:27:19,346 --> 00:27:21,555
- What do you do?
- For work?

457
00:27:21,556 --> 00:27:23,516
- [Sophia] Well, I know
what you do for fun.

458
00:27:24,684 --> 00:27:26,477
You stalk women outside bodegas.

459
00:27:26,478 --> 00:27:27,770
- [Zach] Oh, I was there first.

460
00:27:27,771 --> 00:27:29,688
- [Sophia] And then you waited for me.

461
00:27:29,689 --> 00:27:30,648
- Do you regret it?

462
00:27:31,941 --> 00:27:34,652
Should I not have?
- No.

463
00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:36,613
It's been nice so far.

464
00:27:40,325 --> 00:27:41,576
What do you do?

465
00:27:42,827 --> 00:27:45,038
- I dig pools.
- Really?

466
00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:48,249
- No, I'm a writer.

467
00:27:50,293 --> 00:27:52,461
- A real one or like a copywriter?

468
00:27:52,462 --> 00:27:53,338
- Both are real.

469
00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:57,050
And I do both, fiction
and copy, a little social.

470
00:27:57,926 --> 00:28:00,094
- [Sophia] You don't seem
like a social media guy.

471
00:28:00,095 --> 00:28:00,928
- [Zach] Why not?

472
00:28:00,929 --> 00:28:03,305
It's all information
at the end of the day.

473
00:28:03,306 --> 00:28:04,265
Most of it fiction.

474
00:28:05,433 --> 00:28:06,267
- Hm, maybe.

475
00:28:08,311 --> 00:28:10,146
Why would you say you dig pools?

476
00:28:12,065 --> 00:28:17,028
- I fell pretty hard for a bartender once.

477
00:28:18,446 --> 00:28:22,074
And when she finally
gave me the time of day,

478
00:28:22,075 --> 00:28:24,744
I was with a friend who dug pools.

479
00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:27,788
She was much more interested in him.

480
00:28:27,789 --> 00:28:29,206
- Yeah, well, can you blame her?

481
00:28:29,207 --> 00:28:32,042
There are writers every
three feet in Brooklyn.

482
00:28:32,043 --> 00:28:33,293
- The real ones?

483
00:28:33,294 --> 00:28:34,503
- According to your definition.

484
00:28:34,504 --> 00:28:37,131
- Hm, good point.

485
00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:39,049
- I have been known to make them.

486
00:28:39,050 --> 00:28:40,509
- Good points?

487
00:28:40,510 --> 00:28:42,387
Mm, you do seem pretty practical.

488
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:46,932
- Yeah and that's actually more true of me

489
00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:51,562
than I ever thought that
it would be or could be.

490
00:28:51,563 --> 00:28:55,858
Maybe it's something to do with age.

491
00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:56,693
I don't know.

492
00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:02,699
At the same time though,
I still feel purposeless.

493
00:29:06,244 --> 00:29:08,078
Maybe it's a generational
thing, I don't know.

494
00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:09,079
Can I even help that?

495
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:10,789
It's not nothing.

496
00:29:10,790 --> 00:29:11,624
- I follow.

497
00:29:15,003 --> 00:29:16,837
- You didn't ask what I do.

498
00:29:16,838 --> 00:29:18,089
- I was gonna get to it.

499
00:29:20,049 --> 00:29:20,925
- I'm a server.

500
00:29:22,135 --> 00:29:22,969
- That's okay.

501
00:29:23,928 --> 00:29:26,722
- Yeah, of course it's okay.

502
00:29:26,723 --> 00:29:31,728
But I don't know if it's
necessarily still okay at my age.

503
00:29:31,769 --> 00:29:33,562
And I mean like the way that I do it,

504
00:29:33,563 --> 00:29:36,356
and the places that I do it,

505
00:29:36,357 --> 00:29:38,984
like the pace and stuff, you know?

506
00:29:38,985 --> 00:29:41,695
I can't help but do my best,

507
00:29:41,696 --> 00:29:43,447
which is something that
everyone says that they do,

508
00:29:43,448 --> 00:29:46,117
but they don't, they know
they could do better.

509
00:29:48,453 --> 00:29:50,913
I don't know, maybe I
should do something else.

510
00:29:50,914 --> 00:29:52,207
- So, do something else.

511
00:29:53,625 --> 00:29:55,793
- Oh, God, are you one of those people?

512
00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:57,461
- Okay, I think I know what you mean,

513
00:29:57,462 --> 00:29:59,546
but tell me anyway, what people?

514
00:29:59,547 --> 00:30:04,510
- Just one of those people
who thinks it's so easy

515
00:30:04,511 --> 00:30:07,221
to change something as huge as a job

516
00:30:07,222 --> 00:30:09,015
by just saying it.

517
00:30:10,141 --> 00:30:13,519
Gross, I mean, Instagram
quotes don't work in real life.

518
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:16,396
They're just something
that people thumb past

519
00:30:16,397 --> 00:30:20,651
so they can get a hit of
positivity before they move on

520
00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:23,070
to something that makes them
feel bad about themselves,

521
00:30:23,071 --> 00:30:25,113
before moving onto the
next thing that makes them

522
00:30:25,114 --> 00:30:27,991
feel good about themselves
and so on and so on

523
00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:32,246
to the profit of the same
few hundred capitalists.

524
00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:34,999
- Geez.
- Sorry.

525
00:30:35,875 --> 00:30:38,293
I have opinions.
- Yeah, clearly.

526
00:30:38,294 --> 00:30:40,337
- [Sophia] No one asked
you to stroll with me.

527
00:30:40,338 --> 00:30:41,838
- That's right.

528
00:30:41,839 --> 00:30:44,717
I was the one that asked you to stroll.

529
00:30:45,885 --> 00:30:47,928
- So, does that reaction mean that you are

530
00:30:47,929 --> 00:30:50,097
one of those types of people?

531
00:30:50,098 --> 00:30:52,015
(Zach sighs)

532
00:30:52,016 --> 00:30:52,851
- Maybe.

533
00:30:54,018 --> 00:30:56,228
I didn't use to be actually.

534
00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,146
- What changed?

535
00:31:01,317 --> 00:31:04,237
- The sobriety, I guess.

536
00:31:07,782 --> 00:31:11,660
I think in our society
it's not just alcohol

537
00:31:11,661 --> 00:31:15,080
or drugs or debt even,

538
00:31:15,081 --> 00:31:17,165
although that might be the
biggest one of them all.

539
00:31:17,166 --> 00:31:20,837
No, no, no, no, no, food probably.

540
00:31:21,796 --> 00:31:26,717
Anyway, you were talking
about hits on social media.

541
00:31:26,718 --> 00:31:29,469
Interestingly, I think it
got you away from your point.

542
00:31:29,470 --> 00:31:31,180
I think, no offense.

543
00:31:32,056 --> 00:31:34,266
You're onto something there.

544
00:31:34,267 --> 00:31:37,811
Addiction has wormed its way
around the American heart.

545
00:31:37,812 --> 00:31:42,609
Like you were saying before,
we're a godless people now,

546
00:31:43,776 --> 00:31:48,114
but we're crowded into a
cold, otherwise empty church.

547
00:31:49,032 --> 00:31:50,408
So to speak, right?

548
00:31:51,284 --> 00:31:54,453
We were, we were built on religion,

549
00:31:54,454 --> 00:31:57,289
but it's really only ever been about money

550
00:31:57,290 --> 00:31:58,666
and power the whole time.

551
00:32:01,085 --> 00:32:03,755
I don't know, nothing
new there, but still,

552
00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:08,259
people used to actually believe it all.

553
00:32:09,177 --> 00:32:13,806
And now, everyone knows it's a farce.

554
00:32:16,517 --> 00:32:18,894
We just don't know what to do about it.

555
00:32:18,895 --> 00:32:21,648
(birds chirping)

556
00:32:23,232 --> 00:32:25,693
I give you permission
to react to my screed.

557
00:32:27,528 --> 00:32:32,533
- Well, I'm glad that you
said we by the end of it.

558
00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:33,533
- What do you mean?

559
00:32:33,534 --> 00:32:36,203
- I mean, it's a lot to bite off.

560
00:32:36,204 --> 00:32:38,121
I mean, we were just talking about

561
00:32:38,122 --> 00:32:40,457
the two of us a second ago.

562
00:32:40,458 --> 00:32:43,585
- Wait, you just, you did
the same thing earlier.

563
00:32:43,586 --> 00:32:45,421
- Yeah, maybe.

564
00:32:46,589 --> 00:32:49,884
Maybe that's why we're
walking alone at night,

565
00:32:51,344 --> 00:32:54,554
awake, complaining while everybody else

566
00:32:54,555 --> 00:32:56,431
sleeps comfortably in their beds.

567
00:32:56,432 --> 00:32:58,809
- Are they comfortable or lulled?

568
00:32:58,810 --> 00:32:59,643
- I don't know.

569
00:32:59,644 --> 00:33:03,106
Even if they are, I wouldn't
necessarily blame them.

570
00:33:09,862 --> 00:33:14,867
I don't like being in my
thirties and feeling hopeless.

571
00:33:17,787 --> 00:33:19,747
Directionless, purposeless.

572
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:23,166
I didn't know that you could be content

573
00:33:23,167 --> 00:33:25,128
without being fulfilled.

574
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:31,467
And to be honest, it brings
me joy when I'm working

575
00:33:32,635 --> 00:33:37,640
at the restaurant and a couple or a family

576
00:33:38,474 --> 00:33:41,727
or a single lonely individual comes in

577
00:33:41,728 --> 00:33:44,229
and leaves feeling like they matter to me,

578
00:33:44,230 --> 00:33:48,734
or like they could just
forget and receive service.

579
00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:53,030
And most days that's enough.

580
00:33:54,991 --> 00:33:57,284
But then I get home and-

581
00:33:57,285 --> 00:33:59,787
- And who's there to
give that feeling to you?

582
00:34:02,665 --> 00:34:03,499
- Yeah.

583
00:34:04,751 --> 00:34:05,626
Yeah, I guess so.

584
00:34:08,379 --> 00:34:11,090
(ducks quacking)

585
00:34:11,966 --> 00:34:13,675
It's TV, by the way.

586
00:34:13,676 --> 00:34:14,509
- What?

587
00:34:14,510 --> 00:34:17,013
- TV is the most prevalent
American fiction.

588
00:34:18,389 --> 00:34:21,308
- What about the internet?
- Same shit.

589
00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:24,060
- What about movies?
- No, movies are great.

590
00:34:24,061 --> 00:34:26,104
Everyone should watch movies all the time.

591
00:34:26,105 --> 00:34:28,858
(Zach chuckling)

592
00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:36,656
I can't eat without having coffee first,

593
00:34:36,657 --> 00:34:41,203
but then if I have coffee without eating,

594
00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:42,788
it upsets my stomach.

595
00:34:42,789 --> 00:34:44,790
- [Zach] A vicious cycle
that seems backwards.

596
00:34:44,791 --> 00:34:46,000
- It is vicious.

597
00:34:47,001 --> 00:34:49,420
Maybe backwards too,
but no less true for it.

598
00:34:56,677 --> 00:34:59,805
(Sophia sighs)

599
00:34:59,806 --> 00:35:02,475
I'm a little unnerved, you know?

600
00:35:03,893 --> 00:35:06,979
I'm a little upset by
what you said earlier.

601
00:35:08,481 --> 00:35:09,523
- I'm sorry, what did I say?

602
00:35:09,524 --> 00:35:12,025
- About other people's
supposedly addictions.

603
00:35:12,026 --> 00:35:13,236
I think it's reductive.

604
00:35:14,654 --> 00:35:16,614
- You joined the conversation.

605
00:35:17,907 --> 00:35:19,407
- Well, I mean, that
doesn't mean that I agree

606
00:35:19,408 --> 00:35:20,868
with your whole thesis.

607
00:35:21,994 --> 00:35:23,411
And maybe I went along with it at first

608
00:35:23,412 --> 00:35:25,747
because of how vocal you were,

609
00:35:25,748 --> 00:35:27,499
but you don't, you don't agree?

610
00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:30,210
You think that what you said is fine.

611
00:35:30,211 --> 00:35:32,337
- I don't know if it's fine or not fine.

612
00:35:32,338 --> 00:35:33,714
It's just the way I see it.

613
00:35:34,590 --> 00:35:37,968
As far as whether I'm
being unfairly reductive,

614
00:35:37,969 --> 00:35:39,803
I don't think so, no.

615
00:35:39,804 --> 00:35:42,180
I just tend to think
things are more simple

616
00:35:42,181 --> 00:35:44,349
generally than we allow.

617
00:35:44,350 --> 00:35:47,143
A lot of the time what we take for nuance

618
00:35:47,144 --> 00:35:49,188
for me feels like evasion.

619
00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:52,983
Does that make more sense in
the context of what I said?

620
00:35:52,984 --> 00:35:56,654
I, it's not necessarily hopeless.

621
00:35:58,698 --> 00:36:01,032
It's just realism.

622
00:36:01,033 --> 00:36:03,326
- No, I don't like any of that either.

623
00:36:03,327 --> 00:36:04,161
I (chuckling).

624
00:36:06,038 --> 00:36:11,043
People do have faith that life
does have more of a purpose

625
00:36:11,335 --> 00:36:15,005
than chasing some
chemical hit in the brain.

626
00:36:15,006 --> 00:36:17,048
(Zach chuckling)
You think that's funny?

627
00:36:17,049 --> 00:36:18,801
- No, no, no, it's not.

628
00:36:20,177 --> 00:36:22,971
- I just don't understand
what you think gives you

629
00:36:22,972 --> 00:36:24,598
the right to judge others.

630
00:36:24,599 --> 00:36:25,891
- It's not judgment-
- Isn't it?

631
00:36:25,892 --> 00:36:27,309
- Necessarily.

632
00:36:27,310 --> 00:36:29,061
I really didn't mean to upset you.

633
00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:31,479
- What did you mean then?

634
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:32,690
Why did you even say it?

635
00:36:33,816 --> 00:36:35,150
It isn't a solution is it?

636
00:36:35,151 --> 00:36:40,113
- I was talking, sharing.

637
00:36:40,114 --> 00:36:42,198
It's my experience.

638
00:36:42,199 --> 00:36:45,535
I don't know that we're saying

639
00:36:45,536 --> 00:36:47,872
different things overall really.

640
00:36:50,541 --> 00:36:54,085
I used to overthink.

641
00:36:54,086 --> 00:36:55,546
I tend to do that now.

642
00:36:57,006 --> 00:36:57,840
I (sighs).

643
00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:02,594
I'm especially sensitive.

644
00:37:02,595 --> 00:37:04,721
We talked about that before too,

645
00:37:04,722 --> 00:37:06,641
but I think most people are like that.

646
00:37:07,516 --> 00:37:10,645
Whether they accept it
or not or like it or not.

647
00:37:12,396 --> 00:37:16,734
And I understand it is scary.

648
00:37:17,818 --> 00:37:21,279
Life, the idea of life is frightening.

649
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:22,865
It's death's mirror, right?

650
00:37:24,033 --> 00:37:28,996
So, even though I enjoy
being alive, it's...

651
00:37:34,126 --> 00:37:35,253
It's also a struggle.

652
00:37:38,673 --> 00:37:42,968
Because what's on the
other side is always-

653
00:37:42,969 --> 00:37:44,929
(Zach sighs)
- The unknown.

654
00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:47,263
- Yeah.

655
00:37:47,264 --> 00:37:49,392
- But that's ego that
you're talking about.

656
00:37:50,768 --> 00:37:52,395
- Yeah, you're right about that.

657
00:37:55,898 --> 00:37:57,983
Again, I think we're coming
to the same conclusion

658
00:37:57,984 --> 00:37:59,276
from different perspectives.

659
00:37:59,277 --> 00:38:01,319
- No, I don't think that we are.

660
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:04,906
I don't draw conclusions upon
other people's experiences

661
00:38:04,907 --> 00:38:06,700
or my perceptions of them.

662
00:38:06,701 --> 00:38:09,244
I don't generalize.

663
00:38:09,245 --> 00:38:10,078
You know what?
- Ah, wow.

664
00:38:10,079 --> 00:38:14,165
- I really don't like this.
(bag crinkling)

665
00:38:14,166 --> 00:38:16,836
- Sophia, i-
- I know, you've explained.

666
00:38:18,421 --> 00:38:21,173
(birds chirping)

667
00:38:27,972 --> 00:38:31,182
- Is there addiction in
your family or something?

668
00:38:31,183 --> 00:38:32,392
- I don't know.

669
00:38:32,393 --> 00:38:34,770
Yes, maybe, I don't know.

670
00:38:46,574 --> 00:38:49,200
- I'm sorry I upset you.

671
00:38:49,201 --> 00:38:50,536
I really didn't mean to.

672
00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:56,499
In fact, I probably was
trying to impress you.

673
00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,711
- Don't, just be normal.

674
00:39:01,005 --> 00:39:02,964
You're not an accordion player.

675
00:39:02,965 --> 00:39:05,718
(Zach chuckling)

676
00:39:11,599 --> 00:39:13,017
Thank you for apologizing.

677
00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:19,064
I'm sorry too, I didn't, I
don't know why I got so upset.

678
00:39:19,065 --> 00:39:20,441
I just-
- It's fine.

679
00:39:23,694 --> 00:39:25,404
- We can keep walking if you want.

680
00:39:26,655 --> 00:39:27,490
- Okay.

681
00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:33,286
Is there anything more specific

682
00:39:33,287 --> 00:39:34,204
that you wanna talk about?
- Not today.

683
00:39:34,205 --> 00:39:35,289
- Okay, okay.

684
00:39:39,251 --> 00:39:41,002
Gonna need more coffee soon.

685
00:39:41,003 --> 00:39:42,880
- Yeah, yeah, I could.

686
00:39:44,090 --> 00:39:45,341
I could use more coffee.

687
00:39:46,967 --> 00:39:47,802
Let's go.

688
00:39:50,179 --> 00:39:52,889
(Zach chuckling)

689
00:39:52,890 --> 00:39:56,976
- [Zach] Kind of like a bagel
sandwich in there, you know?

690
00:39:56,977 --> 00:39:59,562
Between the coffees in your belly.

691
00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:02,399
- You're really weird, dude.
(Zach laughing)

692
00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:04,484
- I've been told.
- And it's entirely accurate.

693
00:40:04,485 --> 00:40:06,778
I mean, it would be more,
less like a sandwich

694
00:40:06,779 --> 00:40:11,784
and more like a brown, wet,
chewed up mess and goo.

695
00:40:16,288 --> 00:40:17,373
Yeah, I know, I know.

696
00:40:18,707 --> 00:40:22,752
♪ La, la, la, la, la, la,
la, la, la, la, la, la ♪

697
00:40:22,753 --> 00:40:25,338
(light music)

698
00:40:25,339 --> 00:40:27,424
- Morning, guys.
- Good morning.

699
00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:29,175
Do you know what you want?
- Uh.

700
00:40:29,176 --> 00:40:30,970
- Half-caf Americana was cinnamon.

701
00:40:32,888 --> 00:40:34,139
(mouth clicking)

702
00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:35,807
- I'm gonna pretend you
didn't just do that.

703
00:40:35,808 --> 00:40:38,476
(barista chuckling)

704
00:40:38,477 --> 00:40:40,311
Um...

705
00:40:40,312 --> 00:40:41,689
- Hey, no, no, no, I got it.

706
00:40:43,065 --> 00:40:44,941
- [Sophia] That's okay, I
can pay for the coffees.

707
00:40:44,942 --> 00:40:47,026
- [Zach] You don't have to.

708
00:40:47,027 --> 00:40:49,904
- [Sophia] I like reversing gender norms.

709
00:40:49,905 --> 00:40:50,739
- Damn.

710
00:40:51,866 --> 00:40:54,784
- Plus I like getting extra
punches on my punch card.

711
00:40:54,785 --> 00:40:55,786
- Give me that card.

712
00:40:56,912 --> 00:41:00,665
- [Sophia] I will have an oat
milk latte also with cinnamon.

713
00:41:00,666 --> 00:41:03,751
- Got it.
(puncher clicking)

714
00:41:03,752 --> 00:41:04,587
Two.

715
00:41:07,214 --> 00:41:08,841
- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

716
00:41:10,301 --> 00:41:12,136
- You have a really nice voice.

717
00:41:14,054 --> 00:41:16,598
- And you have beautiful eyes.

718
00:41:16,599 --> 00:41:18,100
- Well, thank you.

719
00:41:22,313 --> 00:41:23,646
- Thanks.

720
00:41:23,647 --> 00:41:27,985
- Uh, I think that the
barista was um, what?

721
00:41:30,571 --> 00:41:32,989
- You know what you just did, right?

722
00:41:32,990 --> 00:41:34,616
- I made it into a date.

723
00:41:34,617 --> 00:41:36,493
- Mm, kinda.
- Yeah.

724
00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:39,205
Well, things like that are
pretty fluid nowadays, huh?

725
00:41:40,706 --> 00:41:43,082
I decided that I was going to shift things

726
00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:46,336
into that zone after I got upset with you

727
00:41:46,337 --> 00:41:49,506
or that I would be okay if
you decided to shift things

728
00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:54,512
into that zone because I didn't
really care, but I did care.

729
00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:56,596
I don't know, but I
figured that you wouldn't

730
00:41:56,597 --> 00:41:58,264
have made the next move because you seem

731
00:41:58,265 --> 00:42:02,018
to genuinely get upset about
the fact that I was upset

732
00:42:02,019 --> 00:42:03,186
about like the men stuff.

733
00:42:03,187 --> 00:42:08,066
And so, I got really confused in my head

734
00:42:08,067 --> 00:42:12,153
and I just decided to say, why not, right?

735
00:42:12,154 --> 00:42:15,949
Just why not show that
you're interested in him.

736
00:42:15,950 --> 00:42:17,201
Is that okay?
- Yeah.

737
00:42:18,452 --> 00:42:19,912
If I can follow.

738
00:42:21,038 --> 00:42:22,373
- [Barista] I followed it.

739
00:42:23,707 --> 00:42:25,793
- I'm gonna get us a table.

740
00:42:30,965 --> 00:42:32,632
- Do you open up here alone?

741
00:42:32,633 --> 00:42:34,217
- Oh yeah, that little
turd that's supposed

742
00:42:34,218 --> 00:42:36,052
to be here is always late.

743
00:42:36,053 --> 00:42:37,679
- [Sophia] Oh, that's not fair.

744
00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:40,140
- Nope.
- Well, fuck that guy.

745
00:42:41,183 --> 00:42:42,684
- Believe me, he's tried.

746
00:42:42,685 --> 00:42:44,061
- [Sophia] Ooh, is he cute?

747
00:42:44,895 --> 00:42:46,562
- I haven't decided yet.

748
00:42:46,563 --> 00:42:48,314
- Oh, that doesn't bode well.

749
00:42:48,315 --> 00:42:50,149
You're hot, you should be picky.

750
00:42:50,150 --> 00:42:51,235
- [Barista] Thank you.

751
00:42:53,570 --> 00:42:55,196
- Is it okay if I eat my bagel in here?

752
00:42:55,197 --> 00:42:57,491
It's from another place,
but it's only half.

753
00:42:58,409 --> 00:43:00,035
- You can eat whatever you want.

754
00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:04,957
We don't do bagels.
- Okay.

755
00:43:06,250 --> 00:43:10,628
Thanks.
- Oh and when you're done

756
00:43:10,629 --> 00:43:13,924
with whatever this is, come find me.

757
00:43:16,051 --> 00:43:16,927
Okay?
- Yeah.

758
00:43:19,597 --> 00:43:22,348
♪ Never really had a home ♪

759
00:43:22,349 --> 00:43:26,686
♪ I've been a wandering soul ♪

760
00:43:26,687 --> 00:43:29,439
♪ Looking for a sense of self ♪

761
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,692
♪ Wishing I could just let go ♪

762
00:43:32,693 --> 00:43:35,361
- If you were stranded on a desert island

763
00:43:35,362 --> 00:43:38,865
and could only bring-
- Oh, I hate these.

764
00:43:38,866 --> 00:43:43,078
- And could only bring three
books, what would they be?

765
00:43:44,246 --> 00:43:46,414
(Zach sighs)

766
00:43:46,415 --> 00:43:47,666
- Okay, um...

767
00:43:50,502 --> 00:43:53,629
"Moby Dick."
- Fine, approved.

768
00:43:53,630 --> 00:43:55,631
- No comments.

769
00:43:55,632 --> 00:43:56,467
- Sorry.

770
00:43:57,926 --> 00:44:02,221
- "Moby Dick," "The Long Goodbye,"

771
00:44:02,222 --> 00:44:05,642
and a comprehensive manual
on DIY ship building.

772
00:44:05,643 --> 00:44:07,310
- No one ever says that.

773
00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:08,604
That's what I always say.

774
00:44:10,606 --> 00:44:11,522
Nice job, Zachary.

775
00:44:11,523 --> 00:44:15,985
- Eh, Zach.
- Okay, yeah, sorry.

776
00:44:15,986 --> 00:44:17,862
I hate it when people call me Sophie.

777
00:44:17,863 --> 00:44:19,156
It's so diminutive.

778
00:44:20,074 --> 00:44:20,908
Diminutizing?

779
00:44:22,159 --> 00:44:23,993
You get what I mean.

780
00:44:23,994 --> 00:44:26,245
- Zachary sounds pretentious.

781
00:44:26,246 --> 00:44:29,165
- Oh, you did bring
"Moby Dick" to an island.

782
00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:33,294
- Wait, what's the scenario
that leads to this circumstance?

783
00:44:33,295 --> 00:44:34,504
Did someone kidnap me in the middle

784
00:44:34,505 --> 00:44:36,214
of a purchase at a bookstore?

785
00:44:36,215 --> 00:44:37,924
I mean, how many
bookstores are by the sea?

786
00:44:37,925 --> 00:44:39,384
How many bookstores are-
- Oh.

787
00:44:39,385 --> 00:44:41,719
- (stuttering) are still are still around.

788
00:44:41,720 --> 00:44:42,595
- All right.
- Period.

789
00:44:42,596 --> 00:44:43,429
- Okay.
- Anyway.

790
00:44:43,430 --> 00:44:47,058
- All right, I am sure there
are bookstores and libraries

791
00:44:47,059 --> 00:44:51,396
and other places that have
books in them near the sea.

792
00:44:51,397 --> 00:44:53,398
- Oh, well, fine, okay.
- Mm hm.

793
00:44:53,399 --> 00:44:56,275
- But the salt air can't
be good for the pages.

794
00:44:56,276 --> 00:44:58,611
- Maybe they're eBooks.
- Ah, I hope not.

795
00:44:58,612 --> 00:45:02,657
- Okay, in this scenario your eBook reader

796
00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:04,576
would be perpetually charged.

797
00:45:05,577 --> 00:45:07,912
- Okay, then I would be able
to get more than three books.

798
00:45:07,913 --> 00:45:09,664
- No.
- That doesn't make sense.

799
00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:11,458
- Well, it's my question.

800
00:45:12,418 --> 00:45:13,794
What's "The Long Goodbye?"

801
00:45:14,837 --> 00:45:17,755
- Oh, Raymond Chandler.
- Mm hm.

802
00:45:17,756 --> 00:45:22,218
- It's technically a
classic detective novel,

803
00:45:22,219 --> 00:45:26,764
but actually a remarkable
exploration of the self,

804
00:45:26,765 --> 00:45:31,603
the alcoholic self really by
a tortured, brilliant mind.

805
00:45:34,314 --> 00:45:36,817
- And you relate to this
tortured, brilliant mind?

806
00:45:39,194 --> 00:45:40,653
(Zach chuckling)

807
00:45:40,654 --> 00:45:41,905
- I don't know.

808
00:45:44,032 --> 00:45:45,451
I used to.
- And now?

809
00:45:47,786 --> 00:45:52,791
- And now I wish I never had
an alcoholic mind at all.

810
00:45:53,459 --> 00:45:54,293
- But you do.

811
00:45:56,503 --> 00:45:59,130
♪ And I never know which way ♪

812
00:45:59,131 --> 00:46:00,424
- You're right, I do.

813
00:46:01,925 --> 00:46:03,385
And I didn't even mean that.

814
00:46:06,430 --> 00:46:09,974
I'm grateful for my past.

815
00:46:09,975 --> 00:46:12,518
♪ Unpuzzle me, unpuzzle me ♪

816
00:46:12,519 --> 00:46:14,187
- That's very mature of you.

817
00:46:14,188 --> 00:46:15,605
- Is it?
- I think so.

818
00:46:15,606 --> 00:46:18,858
♪ Unpuzzle me, unpuzzle me ♪

819
00:46:18,859 --> 00:46:20,526
- Are you grateful for yours?

820
00:46:20,527 --> 00:46:23,279
- Sure, what other choice do I have?

821
00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:24,530
- [Zach] Well, there's bitterness.

822
00:46:24,531 --> 00:46:27,533
- Mm, tried it.

823
00:46:27,534 --> 00:46:29,952
Too depressing.

824
00:46:29,953 --> 00:46:31,789
- [Zach] Mm, disappointment.

825
00:46:32,706 --> 00:46:33,582
- Tried that too.

826
00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:38,170
Very unproductive.
(Zach chuckling)

827
00:46:45,469 --> 00:46:47,553
(Sophia groaning)

828
00:46:47,554 --> 00:46:49,805
- Am I supposed to react to that?

829
00:46:49,806 --> 00:46:51,849
- You know you find it gross.

830
00:46:51,850 --> 00:46:53,267
- It just looks like oatmeal.

831
00:46:53,268 --> 00:46:55,645
- And oatmeal is gross looking.

832
00:46:55,646 --> 00:46:58,564
♪ There's nothing that I haven't tried ♪

833
00:46:58,565 --> 00:47:01,400
- I don't have to.
- That is unfair.

834
00:47:01,401 --> 00:47:02,693
I answered about the books.

835
00:47:02,694 --> 00:47:03,736
- You had an answer.

836
00:47:03,737 --> 00:47:06,155
I don't really listen
to all that much music.

837
00:47:06,156 --> 00:47:07,616
- That's impossible.

838
00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:09,952
Don't be embarrassed.

839
00:47:10,911 --> 00:47:13,330
- I'm not embarrassed.
- Uh huh, okay.

840
00:47:14,623 --> 00:47:18,459
- Fine, Joni Mitchell's "Blue."

841
00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:19,962
- [Zach] Solid, I think.

842
00:47:21,129 --> 00:47:22,171
- You don't listen to her?

843
00:47:22,172 --> 00:47:24,799
- I have, but not a full
album all the way through.

844
00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:27,260
- [Sophia] Oh, you've
probably heard all her songs.

845
00:47:27,261 --> 00:47:28,553
- Quite possible.
- Yeah.

846
00:47:28,554 --> 00:47:32,431
I mean, I have an upstairs
neighbor who is like 20 years old

847
00:47:32,432 --> 00:47:34,976
and I literally hear her
playing the album all the time.

848
00:47:34,977 --> 00:47:36,727
- There you go, there's an answer.

849
00:47:36,728 --> 00:47:39,021
All right and I won't even
make you name two more.

850
00:47:39,022 --> 00:47:40,189
- I guess so.
- Uh huh.

851
00:47:40,190 --> 00:47:42,191
- [Sophia] What kind of
music do you listen to?

852
00:47:42,192 --> 00:47:46,320
- Uh huh, hugely eclectic.

853
00:47:46,321 --> 00:47:49,950
I listen to a little bit
of mostly everything.

854
00:47:50,993 --> 00:47:54,579
- Even metal?
- Even metal!

855
00:47:54,580 --> 00:47:55,414
- Gross.

856
00:47:56,832 --> 00:47:57,666
All right.

857
00:48:06,925 --> 00:48:09,052
- You didn't have to pay for the coffee.

858
00:48:10,596 --> 00:48:11,512
- Oh, it's fine.

859
00:48:11,513 --> 00:48:14,390
I have plenty of money.
- Oh, oh, oh.

860
00:48:14,391 --> 00:48:17,184
How nice.
- Oh, please.

861
00:48:17,185 --> 00:48:19,353
- [Zach] Was it family money?

862
00:48:19,354 --> 00:48:21,897
- No, everyone always thinks that.

863
00:48:21,898 --> 00:48:25,401
- Sorry.
- It's fine, I get it.

864
00:48:25,402 --> 00:48:26,236
I'm an anomaly.

865
00:48:27,613 --> 00:48:31,824
Well, my parents did pay for my school,

866
00:48:31,825 --> 00:48:36,579
which they paid for half
and I earned the other half.

867
00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:38,957
And then I paid my expenses.

868
00:48:39,875 --> 00:48:41,083
- Well, that's not nothing, no.

869
00:48:41,084 --> 00:48:43,252
- [Sophia] No, it's not nothing.

870
00:48:43,253 --> 00:48:44,587
- How did you make your fortune then?

871
00:48:44,588 --> 00:48:47,882
- Oh, it is not a fortune.

872
00:48:47,883 --> 00:48:49,634
No, I just, I have savings

873
00:48:49,635 --> 00:48:51,177
that I don't have to touch very often

874
00:48:51,178 --> 00:48:54,139
because I have a job that
covers most of my expenses.

875
00:48:55,599 --> 00:48:58,017
And I've made some spending money

876
00:48:58,018 --> 00:49:00,186
in recent years off of my portfolio.

877
00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:01,021
- [Zach] Mm.

878
00:49:02,272 --> 00:49:05,566
- I had a shitty high paying
job for a few shit years,

879
00:49:05,567 --> 00:49:07,610
and I didn't spend any
of the money that I made.

880
00:49:07,611 --> 00:49:12,615
And it was a very lonely
strategy, but also a sound one.

881
00:49:12,616 --> 00:49:16,410
Especially given the
economy after the recession.

882
00:49:16,411 --> 00:49:18,663
- Look at you.

883
00:49:18,664 --> 00:49:20,331
I wouldn't even know where
to start with investments.

884
00:49:20,332 --> 00:49:22,833
- Oh, that's how they want
you to be, in the dark.

885
00:49:22,834 --> 00:49:24,710
But it really is quite easy once you learn

886
00:49:24,711 --> 00:49:26,462
to frame your financial life in a way

887
00:49:26,463 --> 00:49:29,131
that allows you to make
steady contributions

888
00:49:29,132 --> 00:49:31,051
in amounts that make a difference.

889
00:49:33,929 --> 00:49:34,763
What?

890
00:49:36,264 --> 00:49:39,601
- You are smart.
- Yeah, yeah.

891
00:49:41,186 --> 00:49:44,689
Your response is somewhat sexist.

892
00:49:44,690 --> 00:49:46,942
- I wasn't being-
- Weren't you?

893
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,027
- I don't know, maybe.

894
00:49:50,028 --> 00:49:53,447
- Huh, oh, well there you go.

895
00:49:53,448 --> 00:49:55,408
That is improvement.

896
00:49:55,409 --> 00:49:57,827
I don't know, maybe.

897
00:49:57,828 --> 00:50:00,663
Now you are ahead of 70%

898
00:50:00,664 --> 00:50:03,082
of the rest of the men in the world.

899
00:50:03,083 --> 00:50:06,168
I will continue to educate you
on the basis of this promise.

900
00:50:06,169 --> 00:50:08,505
- Huh.
(light music)

901
00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:17,388
- Makeover reality shows are
a near unimpeachable argument

902
00:50:17,389 --> 00:50:18,973
for universal basic income.

903
00:50:18,974 --> 00:50:21,851
- Yeah and extended vacation
leave and paid time off.

904
00:50:21,852 --> 00:50:22,686
- Yes, yes!

905
00:50:24,688 --> 00:50:28,941
Speaking of, I need to go serve
Mimosas for tips right now.

906
00:50:28,942 --> 00:50:31,193
- Ah, sorry.
- Yeah, I know.

907
00:50:31,194 --> 00:50:32,446
Could be worse.

908
00:50:33,363 --> 00:50:34,197
- Indeed.

909
00:50:37,242 --> 00:50:39,160
- Do you wanna walk home with me?

910
00:50:39,161 --> 00:50:41,162
I mean, I was gonna like
shower and everything,

911
00:50:41,163 --> 00:50:42,413
but I don't think that I have the time.

912
00:50:42,414 --> 00:50:45,374
And so, I'm just gonna
freshen up and stuff.

913
00:50:45,375 --> 00:50:46,334
- I'd love to come.

914
00:50:47,252 --> 00:50:48,086
- Great.

915
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,840
Well then, let's go, nerd.

916
00:50:53,216 --> 00:50:55,969
(Zach chuckling)

917
00:50:57,846 --> 00:51:00,432
(light music)

918
00:51:01,558 --> 00:51:03,517
- I'm really glad we've learned to embrace

919
00:51:03,518 --> 00:51:06,896
our sleeplessness today.
(Sophia sighs)

920
00:51:06,897 --> 00:51:11,609
♪ After class, I'll take a single cherry ♪

921
00:51:11,610 --> 00:51:15,154
- Oh, my God.
♪ What's in your glass ♪

922
00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:17,657
- I miss weed.
- I don't.

923
00:51:18,658 --> 00:51:20,034
- Oh, you stopped too?

924
00:51:20,035 --> 00:51:21,118
- No.

925
00:51:21,119 --> 00:51:22,912
I mean, I miss it since yesterday.

926
00:51:22,913 --> 00:51:26,290
(Zach laughing)

927
00:51:26,291 --> 00:51:28,501
- [Zach] Hey, can I have your number?

928
00:51:28,502 --> 00:51:30,628
- Uh, yeah.
- There you are.

929
00:51:30,629 --> 00:51:32,087
- Oh, wow, that was fast.

930
00:51:32,088 --> 00:51:33,089
- Why do you think I asked?

931
00:51:33,090 --> 00:51:34,757
- I mean, I know why you asked,

932
00:51:34,758 --> 00:51:36,884
but you could have played
it a little cooler.

933
00:51:36,885 --> 00:51:39,512
- Yeah, you haven't
played it so cool so far.

934
00:51:39,513 --> 00:51:40,346
- Yes, I have.

935
00:51:40,347 --> 00:51:42,223
- Mm, yeah, maybe.
- Uh huh.

936
00:51:42,224 --> 00:51:43,307
Yeah, I have.
- Mm hm.

937
00:51:43,308 --> 00:51:46,352
- I mean, I am always cool.

938
00:51:46,353 --> 00:51:50,189
What applies to me doesn't
always apply to others, so.

939
00:51:50,190 --> 00:51:51,649
- Interesting.
- Yeah.

940
00:51:51,650 --> 00:51:53,109
- Yeah, yeah.
- I am, thank you.

941
00:51:53,110 --> 00:51:54,694
- Mm hm.
- Woo, here you go.

942
00:51:56,363 --> 00:51:59,490
I saved it under a pseudonym.

943
00:51:59,491 --> 00:52:01,575
So, once you figure that out,

944
00:52:01,576 --> 00:52:03,203
then maybe I'll go out with you.

945
00:52:05,288 --> 00:52:07,998
(floor creaking)

946
00:52:07,999 --> 00:52:08,834
- Oh.

947
00:52:13,296 --> 00:52:17,091
- I can't really entertain you
much while I'm getting ready.

948
00:52:17,092 --> 00:52:18,384
You understand?
- No problem.

949
00:52:18,385 --> 00:52:19,635
- Yeah.
- I don't have to do anything.

950
00:52:19,636 --> 00:52:20,720
I can just hang out.

951
00:52:22,430 --> 00:52:25,724
- Well, thanks for tagging along.

952
00:52:25,725 --> 00:52:26,518
- Sure.

953
00:52:27,519 --> 00:52:31,189
- It is easier being up this
early with someone else around.

954
00:52:35,569 --> 00:52:40,574
Um, there's water and stuff
in the fridge if you want.

955
00:52:40,866 --> 00:52:42,324
You can make coffee also.

956
00:52:42,325 --> 00:52:46,078
- Oh, no, I'm good for now.
- Okay, all right.

957
00:52:46,079 --> 00:52:48,248
- Um, don't snoop too much.

958
00:52:50,667 --> 00:52:53,127
- I won't (chuckling).

959
00:52:53,128 --> 00:52:58,133
♪ Take me back to the time
when we were anonymous ♪

960
00:53:01,136 --> 00:53:06,141
♪ Things were simple then when
you loved me for who I am ♪

961
00:53:08,018 --> 00:53:11,604
♪ Take me back ♪

962
00:53:11,605 --> 00:53:15,566
♪ No, love wasn't jaded, babe ♪

963
00:53:15,567 --> 00:53:20,572
♪ Take me back to the
time when were anonymous ♪

964
00:53:21,323 --> 00:53:23,992
(bag crinkling)

965
00:53:27,954 --> 00:53:32,041
♪ Leave the light on ♪
- Did you make toast?

966
00:53:32,042 --> 00:53:35,128
♪ Leave the light on for me ♪
- Yeah.

967
00:53:37,505 --> 00:53:38,340
Sorry.

968
00:53:39,466 --> 00:53:40,300
- It's okay.

969
00:53:43,303 --> 00:53:45,304
Don't judge my library.

970
00:53:45,305 --> 00:53:46,139
- I wasn't.

971
00:53:48,016 --> 00:53:51,227
You can tell a lot about a
person by which books they keep.

972
00:53:51,228 --> 00:53:55,440
They're the type to keep only
some books versus too many.

973
00:53:58,193 --> 00:54:02,113
- Take anything you'd like.
(toast crunching)

974
00:54:11,831 --> 00:54:14,750
- And do you think
people find all of those?

975
00:54:14,751 --> 00:54:16,752
You don't think that there's a surplus

976
00:54:16,753 --> 00:54:19,630
or that some of those
books die on those streets,

977
00:54:19,631 --> 00:54:21,006
get sent to the dump?

978
00:54:21,007 --> 00:54:22,716
- What are you saying?

979
00:54:22,717 --> 00:54:23,718
It sounds cynical.

980
00:54:24,678 --> 00:54:26,428
You're kind of a contradiction, you know?

981
00:54:26,429 --> 00:54:27,514
- I know, hm.

982
00:54:28,848 --> 00:54:31,976
I just worry that we've
devalued true information,

983
00:54:31,977 --> 00:54:35,187
full stories, a kind of
deep dive into knowledge,

984
00:54:35,188 --> 00:54:37,147
truth in general really,

985
00:54:37,148 --> 00:54:39,817
to satisfy the need for more always.

986
00:54:39,818 --> 00:54:43,904
It's always more, more, now
regardless of usefulness,

987
00:54:43,905 --> 00:54:46,824
decreasingly with a regard for quality,

988
00:54:46,825 --> 00:54:49,410
it's all about that same thing
we've been talking about.

989
00:54:49,411 --> 00:54:53,540
That temporary charge over and over again.

990
00:54:54,499 --> 00:54:57,710
So, more and more books
get made to fill the need.

991
00:54:57,711 --> 00:55:00,587
Throw the old ones away
without processing them.

992
00:55:00,588 --> 00:55:05,593
So, if there are only
a few universal truths

993
00:55:05,844 --> 00:55:09,930
or stories out there, the
ones that get made today

994
00:55:09,931 --> 00:55:14,143
get so watered down,
they're hardly anything.

995
00:55:14,144 --> 00:55:15,228
Fluff.

996
00:55:19,024 --> 00:55:21,650
- You think a lot about
things that are way

997
00:55:21,651 --> 00:55:23,153
outside your personal orbit.

998
00:55:25,655 --> 00:55:28,532
- Huh, maybe.

999
00:55:28,533 --> 00:55:29,366
I mean, I think this last thing

1000
00:55:29,367 --> 00:55:30,994
was in my personal orbit though.

1001
00:55:32,287 --> 00:55:34,789
- If you publish books,
have you published a book?

1002
00:55:37,167 --> 00:55:38,625
- No.

1003
00:55:38,626 --> 00:55:39,836
Soon, I hope.

1004
00:55:42,297 --> 00:55:43,131
- Good luck.

1005
00:55:44,466 --> 00:55:45,717
I'd give your book a try.

1006
00:55:47,260 --> 00:55:48,802
- Thanks.
- Yeah.

1007
00:55:48,803 --> 00:55:49,636
Just a try.

1008
00:55:49,637 --> 00:55:51,138
If it got too dark, I'd put it down.

1009
00:55:51,139 --> 00:55:53,683
- Aha, then you'd put it down too soon.

1010
00:55:58,313 --> 00:55:59,147
- Good enough?

1011
00:56:00,315 --> 00:56:01,149
- More than.

1012
00:56:02,442 --> 00:56:04,943
- Easy, killer, I already
gave you my number.

1013
00:56:04,944 --> 00:56:06,112
- Yeah, sort of.

1014
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:09,824
- Okay, ready to go?

1015
00:56:11,076 --> 00:56:12,702
- Uh, yeah.

1016
00:56:13,995 --> 00:56:16,122
It doesn't look like two people live here.

1017
00:56:17,207 --> 00:56:19,334
- Uh, I live alone.

1018
00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:22,377
- You said you texted your roommate.

1019
00:56:22,378 --> 00:56:26,715
- Yeah, I texted my sister
a bunch of random letters.

1020
00:56:26,716 --> 00:56:27,591
I wasn't worried.

1021
00:56:27,592 --> 00:56:30,177
- Then why do it at all?

1022
00:56:30,178 --> 00:56:33,388
- Well, it was fun to
mess with you and her.

1023
00:56:33,389 --> 00:56:35,390
I mean, she will not
understand what is happening

1024
00:56:35,391 --> 00:56:37,059
when she wakes up later and her reaction

1025
00:56:37,060 --> 00:56:38,644
will give me some sort of amusement

1026
00:56:38,645 --> 00:56:39,938
in the middle of my shift.

1027
00:56:40,814 --> 00:56:41,939
Sorry.

1028
00:56:41,940 --> 00:56:43,566
Crap, is that the time?

1029
00:56:44,776 --> 00:56:46,235
It's actually pretty early.

1030
00:56:46,236 --> 00:56:49,029
I, I coulda showered.

1031
00:56:49,030 --> 00:56:50,614
- Oh, you still can if you want.

1032
00:56:50,615 --> 00:56:53,033
(Sophia sighs)

1033
00:56:53,034 --> 00:56:55,245
- No, Zach Bell.
- Oh, too soon?

1034
00:56:56,162 --> 00:56:58,288
- Yes.
- Mm hm.

1035
00:56:58,289 --> 00:57:01,041
(Sophia sighs)

1036
00:57:01,042 --> 00:57:05,629
- Um, do you wanna chill
for a minute in my garden?

1037
00:57:05,630 --> 00:57:10,635
- Ooh, too soon, Sophia
what's your last name?

1038
00:57:10,844 --> 00:57:11,678
- What?

1039
00:57:12,762 --> 00:57:15,430
Oh, hilarious.

1040
00:57:15,431 --> 00:57:16,431
Hilarious.
(Zach chuckling)

1041
00:57:16,432 --> 00:57:17,266
Come with me.

1042
00:57:17,267 --> 00:57:18,809
Come on.
- Too soon again.

1043
00:57:18,810 --> 00:57:21,729
- Yeah.
(Zach chuckling)

1044
00:57:22,856 --> 00:57:24,523
- This is all yours?

1045
00:57:24,524 --> 00:57:25,983
- [Sophia] Yeah.

1046
00:57:25,984 --> 00:57:27,693
It's the one thing I spend extra money on.

1047
00:57:27,694 --> 00:57:29,821
- Strong move.
- Yeah, I know.

1048
00:57:31,114 --> 00:57:33,074
- This is unheard of.
- I know.

1049
00:57:34,701 --> 00:57:36,661
- Can I?
- Yeah, of course.

1050
00:57:38,746 --> 00:57:42,207
I mean, most people are amazed,
but you're almost gleeful.

1051
00:57:42,208 --> 00:57:44,418
- Well, I don't get out enough.

1052
00:57:44,419 --> 00:57:45,461
You know, in nature.

1053
00:57:46,463 --> 00:57:47,796
- We live right by the park.

1054
00:57:47,797 --> 00:57:49,048
You were just there.

1055
00:57:49,966 --> 00:57:52,509
- Yeah, I'm there all the
time, but this is different.

1056
00:57:52,510 --> 00:57:57,014
This is, this is private, intimate.

1057
00:57:57,015 --> 00:58:00,852
It's got like this feeling, you know?

1058
00:58:02,604 --> 00:58:03,438
- Yeah.

1059
00:58:04,981 --> 00:58:06,191
- [Zach] Oh, wow.

1060
00:58:07,358 --> 00:58:10,486
- [Sophia] Um, you sure
you don't want any coffee?

1061
00:58:10,487 --> 00:58:15,032
- Yeah, can you do a decaf or half?

1062
00:58:15,033 --> 00:58:17,576
- Yeah.
- Thanks.

1063
00:58:17,577 --> 00:58:20,663
- [Sophia] Um, decaf or half?

1064
00:58:21,998 --> 00:58:24,458
- Oh, half, half, sorry.

1065
00:58:24,459 --> 00:58:25,834
- Okay.
- Thanks.

1066
00:58:25,835 --> 00:58:26,669
- Mm hm, sure.

1067
00:58:28,546 --> 00:58:31,299
(birds chirping)

1068
00:58:34,427 --> 00:58:35,929
- I hope we don't lose it all.

1069
00:58:37,388 --> 00:58:38,223
- What?

1070
00:58:39,182 --> 00:58:41,059
Trees and everything.
- Yeah.

1071
00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:43,478
- Yeah.

1072
00:58:48,525 --> 00:58:49,359
We won't.

1073
00:58:52,070 --> 00:58:53,947
- You believe that?
- Yeah.

1074
00:58:55,073 --> 00:58:57,116
We won't lose all of it if we're careful,

1075
00:58:59,452 --> 00:59:01,995
but the fighting is going to
get worse until it gets better.

1076
00:59:01,996 --> 00:59:06,417
And who knows how much of it will survive.

1077
00:59:07,877 --> 00:59:08,711
- The planet?

1078
00:59:10,588 --> 00:59:11,422
- As we know it.

1079
00:59:13,007 --> 00:59:13,841
Yeah.

1080
00:59:16,469 --> 00:59:18,720
What are you gonna do the rest of the day?

1081
00:59:18,721 --> 00:59:21,640
- [Zach] I'm going to have
breakfast at your restaurant.

1082
00:59:21,641 --> 00:59:22,809
- [Sophia] You are not.

1083
00:59:24,143 --> 00:59:25,728
- [Zach] Nah, I don't know.

1084
00:59:26,980 --> 00:59:30,900
Take a nap, clean my room, catch a movie.

1085
00:59:31,985 --> 00:59:34,152
- [Sophia] Do you live alone too?

1086
00:59:34,153 --> 00:59:36,322
- [Zach] Yeah, yeah actually, I do.

1087
00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:39,617
You find it hard living alone?

1088
00:59:41,160 --> 00:59:44,871
- [Sophia] Yes and no.

1089
00:59:44,872 --> 00:59:49,877
Mostly yes, but the no is the
strongest no of all of them.

1090
00:59:51,754 --> 00:59:52,839
- What does that mean?

1091
00:59:55,174 --> 00:59:56,926
- I treasure my independence.

1092
01:00:02,890 --> 01:00:05,100
- Is that why you're still single?

1093
01:00:05,101 --> 01:00:06,769
- What makes you think I'm single?

1094
01:00:07,854 --> 01:00:08,729
(Sophia laughing)
- Uh-

1095
01:00:08,730 --> 01:00:10,105
- Oh, I'm just kidding.

1096
01:00:10,106 --> 01:00:11,399
I'm single, I'm single.

1097
01:00:12,567 --> 01:00:16,194
Yeah, I mean, I guess that's the reason.

1098
01:00:16,195 --> 01:00:17,238
Yes and no.

1099
01:00:19,824 --> 01:00:20,782
Maybe it is the reason.

1100
01:00:20,783 --> 01:00:23,119
It shouldn't be, but it might be.

1101
01:00:25,079 --> 01:00:26,080
- They're all crazy.

1102
01:00:26,998 --> 01:00:29,792
The guys that, that
haven't held on to you.

1103
01:00:34,130 --> 01:00:35,048
- Cute.
- Oh, God.

1104
01:00:37,008 --> 01:00:38,550
- What?

1105
01:00:38,551 --> 01:00:39,634
Are you one of those guys that

1106
01:00:39,635 --> 01:00:42,137
doesn't like being called cute?

1107
01:00:42,138 --> 01:00:44,931
It is a good thing.
- I don't know.

1108
01:00:44,932 --> 01:00:47,225
Between that and what you
said in the coffee shop.

1109
01:00:47,226 --> 01:00:48,643
- What did I say?

1110
01:00:48,644 --> 01:00:50,437
- Suggesting I wasn't gonna make a move.

1111
01:00:50,438 --> 01:00:53,148
Whereas I was the one
who asked you to hang out

1112
01:00:53,149 --> 01:00:56,109
in the first place and
asked you for your number.

1113
01:00:56,110 --> 01:00:57,527
Except-
- I was just kidding.

1114
01:00:57,528 --> 01:00:58,695
- Ah, no you weren't.

1115
01:00:58,696 --> 01:01:01,365
- Oh, okay, well maybe I wasn't,

1116
01:01:01,366 --> 01:01:04,868
but I did like notarize our date

1117
01:01:04,869 --> 01:01:07,537
and I did give you my number

1118
01:01:07,538 --> 01:01:11,166
and I just called you cute
and oh, my God, you're right.

1119
01:01:11,167 --> 01:01:13,627
You have every reason to be so upset.

1120
01:01:13,628 --> 01:01:15,253
- Ah, now you're laughing at me.

1121
01:01:15,254 --> 01:01:17,255
- Oh my gosh, honestly enough.

1122
01:01:17,256 --> 01:01:18,965
Stop it.

1123
01:01:18,966 --> 01:01:20,384
(Sophia scoffs)

1124
01:01:20,385 --> 01:01:22,511
- Slow down.
- No, red flags rising.

1125
01:01:22,512 --> 01:01:24,471
Too much history with male sensitivity.

1126
01:01:24,472 --> 01:01:26,807
Not my job.
- Sophia, I'm sorry.

1127
01:01:26,808 --> 01:01:29,811
Hey, hey, I am, I'm sorry.

1128
01:01:33,940 --> 01:01:36,526
We both got some stuff, I guess.

1129
01:01:39,070 --> 01:01:41,279
- You are really sensitive.

1130
01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:42,615
- Yeah, double-edged sword.

1131
01:01:45,827 --> 01:01:46,660
- Me too.

1132
01:01:46,661 --> 01:01:50,748
I mean, I'm really sensitive too.

1133
01:01:54,669 --> 01:01:56,504
Usually not the best combination.

1134
01:01:57,713 --> 01:01:58,881
- No, not usually.

1135
01:02:04,470 --> 01:02:06,263
I'm decisive too, you know?

1136
01:02:06,264 --> 01:02:08,181
- Okay.
- Where at counts.

1137
01:02:08,182 --> 01:02:09,684
- I believe you.
- Thank you.

1138
01:02:14,981 --> 01:02:17,399
I don't know why you're
making this so difficult.

1139
01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:18,233
- Oh, my God.

1140
01:02:18,234 --> 01:02:20,944
Are you proving the point that I just made

1141
01:02:20,945 --> 01:02:22,028
about the men that I've dated?

1142
01:02:22,029 --> 01:02:23,989
That was fast.
- Hold, hold, hold on.

1143
01:02:23,990 --> 01:02:25,992
Hold on, okay?

1144
01:02:27,034 --> 01:02:29,911
Counter question, are you maybe
creating the circumstances

1145
01:02:29,912 --> 01:02:31,830
to make me prove your point?

1146
01:02:31,831 --> 01:02:33,832
Maybe even just a little bit.

1147
01:02:33,833 --> 01:02:35,500
- I don't know.

1148
01:02:35,501 --> 01:02:36,377
It's possible.

1149
01:02:40,173 --> 01:02:42,008
- Why did you make your
phone number a game?

1150
01:02:43,259 --> 01:02:44,510
- I don't know.

1151
01:02:52,477 --> 01:02:54,060
- I'm sorry.

1152
01:02:54,061 --> 01:02:55,812
- [Sophia] You didn't do anything.

1153
01:02:55,813 --> 01:02:57,147
- Maybe I did.

1154
01:02:57,148 --> 01:02:58,565
Either way I'm sorry.

1155
01:02:58,566 --> 01:02:59,942
- You apologize a lot.

1156
01:03:01,486 --> 01:03:02,819
- Red flag?

1157
01:03:02,820 --> 01:03:04,112
- No.

1158
01:03:04,113 --> 01:03:07,325
Well, I mean, to be determined.

1159
01:03:11,245 --> 01:03:15,165
I'm sorry, I've been pushing
you away all morning.

1160
01:03:15,166 --> 01:03:17,376
I don't know what's gotten into me.

1161
01:03:20,713 --> 01:03:24,132
Maybe, maybe this isn't a good idea.

1162
01:03:24,133 --> 01:03:26,260
Maybe we're too alike.
- I don't think so.

1163
01:03:28,095 --> 01:03:32,098
- Well, we've established that
we're both sensitive people.

1164
01:03:32,099 --> 01:03:35,101
And I think also we've
established that we both have more

1165
01:03:35,102 --> 01:03:39,523
than a few hangups and
we both can't sleep.

1166
01:03:39,524 --> 01:03:43,569
- That's about it as far
as challenges though.

1167
01:03:44,904 --> 01:03:46,905
So far.
- So far.

1168
01:03:46,906 --> 01:03:47,740
- So far.

1169
01:03:48,950 --> 01:03:53,955
Still, we've known each
other less than four hours.

1170
01:03:55,498 --> 01:03:58,626
We could be the perfect
Venn diagram of suitability.

1171
01:04:00,211 --> 01:04:01,045
Huh?

1172
01:04:01,921 --> 01:04:03,589
There's only one way to find out.

1173
01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:06,675
Look, maybe we're supposed to date.

1174
01:04:06,676 --> 01:04:11,639
All right, help each other
I don't know, sleep easier.

1175
01:04:12,849 --> 01:04:14,432
Despite all the shit that's going on

1176
01:04:14,433 --> 01:04:16,059
in our lives and in the world.

1177
01:04:16,060 --> 01:04:17,436
- Our lives aren't that bad.

1178
01:04:19,689 --> 01:04:20,898
- Everyone needs people.

1179
01:04:29,031 --> 01:04:30,074
- Yeah, okay.

1180
01:04:39,417 --> 01:04:43,004
(Sophia laughing)
- Anyway.

1181
01:04:48,342 --> 01:04:49,259
Is it this way?

1182
01:04:49,260 --> 01:04:50,303
- Yeah.
- All right.

1183
01:04:51,887 --> 01:04:54,222
- You want some mints?
- Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

1184
01:04:54,223 --> 01:04:55,599
Hold on.

1185
01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:58,769
So, I was thinking.

1186
01:05:00,313 --> 01:05:03,106
You ever hear that thing
that you're the average

1187
01:05:03,107 --> 01:05:05,066
of the five people you
spend the most time with?

1188
01:05:05,067 --> 01:05:07,445
- Yeah, sure.
- Who are your people?

1189
01:05:08,487 --> 01:05:11,781
- My coworkers, my sister
if you count the phone,

1190
01:05:11,782 --> 01:05:14,868
and my therapist.

1191
01:05:14,869 --> 01:05:17,371
- Ah.
- What about you?

1192
01:05:19,540 --> 01:05:24,420
- [Zach] My boss, my sponsor, therapist,

1193
01:05:26,255 --> 01:05:27,965
my brother if you count the phone.

1194
01:05:29,675 --> 01:05:32,011
- That's only four.
- And coffee.

1195
01:05:33,304 --> 01:05:34,430
- [Sophia] For real though.

1196
01:05:35,431 --> 01:05:37,891
- [Zach] I have an open slot, I guess.

1197
01:05:37,892 --> 01:05:40,478
(gentle music)

1198
01:05:41,896 --> 01:05:43,022
- Not today you don't.

1199
01:05:47,735 --> 01:05:51,071
Our grand adventure
comes rapidly to an end.

1200
01:05:51,072 --> 01:05:52,365
- Mm.
- Work.

1201
01:05:53,741 --> 01:05:56,951
- Yeah, you joke, but I
did have a great time.

1202
01:05:56,952 --> 01:05:58,912
- Yeah, me too.

1203
01:05:58,913 --> 01:06:00,664
It wasn't boring.

1204
01:06:00,665 --> 01:06:02,040
- Good?

1205
01:06:02,041 --> 01:06:05,335
- Yeah, it was very random.

1206
01:06:05,336 --> 01:06:06,963
- Ah, yeah, yeah, true.

1207
01:06:08,839 --> 01:06:11,424
- I actually have a few
minutes before I have to be in.

1208
01:06:11,425 --> 01:06:14,094
Do you wanna sit for a bit over there?

1209
01:06:14,095 --> 01:06:15,805
- Yeah, sure.
- Okay, cool.

1210
01:06:17,306 --> 01:06:20,059
(birds chirping)

1211
01:06:21,894 --> 01:06:26,899
Can you hold my compact for me?

1212
01:06:28,859 --> 01:06:29,694
Like that.

1213
01:06:33,155 --> 01:06:34,323
Should I put on makeup?

1214
01:06:35,908 --> 01:06:37,201
- I don't think you need it.

1215
01:06:38,369 --> 01:06:39,203
- Right.

1216
01:06:40,830 --> 01:06:42,498
I don't feel like putting any on.

1217
01:06:43,457 --> 01:06:44,291
- So, don't.

1218
01:06:46,127 --> 01:06:47,878
- A made up Sophia makes more tips.

1219
01:06:48,963 --> 01:06:51,923
- [Zach] Hm (chuckling).

1220
01:06:51,924 --> 01:06:53,258
- What?

1221
01:06:53,259 --> 01:06:55,260
- It doesn't seem to, I don't know,

1222
01:06:55,261 --> 01:06:57,762
align with your perspective.

1223
01:06:57,763 --> 01:07:00,099
Also, it's an ironic turn of phrase.

1224
01:07:01,142 --> 01:07:02,934
Capitalistically speaking.

1225
01:07:02,935 --> 01:07:05,520
Yeah, it kind of goes back to a part

1226
01:07:05,521 --> 01:07:09,066
of our conversation before,
fiction being reality.

1227
01:07:09,900 --> 01:07:11,443
- Whatever.

1228
01:07:11,444 --> 01:07:13,361
I have some tinted moisturizer I can use

1229
01:07:13,362 --> 01:07:14,821
to smooth things out later.

1230
01:07:14,822 --> 01:07:17,032
Also, by the way,

1231
01:07:18,409 --> 01:07:21,077
I can be a woman who
cares about her appearance

1232
01:07:21,078 --> 01:07:24,497
while also rejecting the
bullshit that is classically

1233
01:07:24,498 --> 01:07:26,459
assigned to the identity of womanhood.

1234
01:07:27,626 --> 01:07:30,628
- Sure, I know.
- Mm hm.

1235
01:07:30,629 --> 01:07:33,424
- I just like who you appear to be.

1236
01:07:35,551 --> 01:07:37,260
Okay?
(Sophia laughing)

1237
01:07:37,261 --> 01:07:38,095
All right.

1238
01:07:41,974 --> 01:07:44,100
This could also be something that,

1239
01:07:44,101 --> 01:07:45,769
that is none of my business, but-

1240
01:07:45,770 --> 01:07:47,020
- Oh boy.
- No, no, no, no.

1241
01:07:47,021 --> 01:07:51,691
I'm just thinking about your difficulty

1242
01:07:51,692 --> 01:07:54,360
with the desert island album question

1243
01:07:54,361 --> 01:07:59,032
and knowing what to do while sitting on

1244
01:07:59,033 --> 01:08:01,035
what sounds like some savings.

1245
01:08:02,453 --> 01:08:03,454
You should travel.

1246
01:08:04,789 --> 01:08:06,748
No, I mean, since you can.

1247
01:08:06,749 --> 01:08:09,125
That's what a lot of people
would do if they had the means.

1248
01:08:09,126 --> 01:08:11,753
- I have and I will travel more.

1249
01:08:11,754 --> 01:08:14,506
For now though, I like it where I am.

1250
01:08:14,507 --> 01:08:17,342
I mean, I don't love my job,

1251
01:08:17,343 --> 01:08:19,803
and I would like some more purpose,

1252
01:08:19,804 --> 01:08:21,889
but that's not everything.

1253
01:08:22,807 --> 01:08:24,808
I mean, the day-to-day
here is pretty good,

1254
01:08:24,809 --> 01:08:27,311
and that's not necessarily
something to mess with.

1255
01:08:28,312 --> 01:08:29,896
- Hm.
- Besides, I mean,

1256
01:08:29,897 --> 01:08:33,817
I can't, you know, just jump
around from place to place,

1257
01:08:33,818 --> 01:08:36,236
avoiding the questions of my life.

1258
01:08:36,237 --> 01:08:37,071
- Yeah.

1259
01:08:37,988 --> 01:08:40,449
But wouldn't travel help you sleep though?

1260
01:08:41,575 --> 01:08:46,371
- Well, exhaustion isn't the
same as sleeping healthy.

1261
01:08:46,372 --> 01:08:48,624
- Ah, I guess that might be true.

1262
01:08:49,959 --> 01:08:52,795
I'm exhausted a lot of the
time and I don't sleep.

1263
01:08:54,547 --> 01:08:57,131
- Maybe you're supposed
to find out something.

1264
01:08:57,132 --> 01:08:58,508
Maybe you should travel.

1265
01:08:58,509 --> 01:09:01,094
- Uh, same answer.

1266
01:09:01,095 --> 01:09:02,763
I have, I will.

1267
01:09:03,889 --> 01:09:06,140
(Zach sighs)

1268
01:09:06,141 --> 01:09:07,726
But I like it here right now.

1269
01:09:09,353 --> 01:09:13,190
And I don't have the means necessarily.

1270
01:09:15,401 --> 01:09:17,278
- Something to work towards.
- Yeah.

1271
01:09:25,452 --> 01:09:30,416
Oh, maybe you could volunteer
or work for a nonprofit.

1272
01:09:33,294 --> 01:09:34,128
I don't know.

1273
01:09:35,796 --> 01:09:38,048
- Yeah, maybe.

1274
01:09:40,759 --> 01:09:42,761
I don't know what I'd be good at though.

1275
01:09:43,721 --> 01:09:46,015
- Talk to the people like you talk to me.

1276
01:09:48,642 --> 01:09:50,102
- Yeah, maybe.
- Mm hm.

1277
01:09:54,773 --> 01:09:55,983
- Boobies O'Shaughnessy.

1278
01:09:57,109 --> 01:09:59,402
- What?
- Boobies O'Shaughnessy.

1279
01:09:59,403 --> 01:10:02,906
That's the name I put in
your phone with my number.

1280
01:10:02,907 --> 01:10:03,741
- Huh?

1281
01:10:04,575 --> 01:10:06,618
That certainly would have stuck out.

1282
01:10:06,619 --> 01:10:09,245
- Yeah, that's why they call her boobies.

1283
01:10:09,246 --> 01:10:10,747
(Zach laughing)

1284
01:10:10,748 --> 01:10:12,332
- Don't.
(Sophia laughing)

1285
01:10:12,333 --> 01:10:14,125
- I really don't wanna go to-
- Hey, Sophia.

1286
01:10:14,126 --> 01:10:15,502
- Hi, Lisa.

1287
01:10:16,337 --> 01:10:18,922
- I'll see you inside.
- Yup.

1288
01:10:18,923 --> 01:10:23,928
♪ Call in sick, call in sick,
call in sick, call in sick ♪

1289
01:10:24,845 --> 01:10:26,430
Is that your manager?
- Yup.

1290
01:10:29,433 --> 01:10:33,854
- Huh, you should go in and puke

1291
01:10:35,105 --> 01:10:39,109
wet, brown bagel all over her.

1292
01:10:41,779 --> 01:10:43,404
- Yeah, no.

1293
01:10:43,405 --> 01:10:46,616
I mean, I mean, I do wanna
hang out, but not that badly.

1294
01:10:46,617 --> 01:10:48,285
- All right.
- Gross.

1295
01:10:51,664 --> 01:10:52,498
Okay.

1296
01:10:55,292 --> 01:10:56,751
Dirty butt?

1297
01:10:56,752 --> 01:10:59,420
- Uh, a little, a little bit.

1298
01:10:59,421 --> 01:11:00,631
- Yeah.
- Mm hm.

1299
01:11:01,882 --> 01:11:02,840
- Yeah, go ahead.

1300
01:11:02,841 --> 01:11:04,968
Utility purposes only.

1301
01:11:04,969 --> 01:11:05,886
- Okay, um.

1302
01:11:09,556 --> 01:11:12,517
- Weirdest date ever.

1303
01:11:12,518 --> 01:11:14,436
Okay, all right.

1304
01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:17,689
- All right.
- Yeah.

1305
01:11:17,690 --> 01:11:19,774
- How about my butt?
- Yeah, I mean it's dirty,

1306
01:11:19,775 --> 01:11:20,942
but you don't have to go to work.

1307
01:11:20,943 --> 01:11:22,485
So, it doesn't matter.

1308
01:11:22,486 --> 01:11:23,611
- I'm not walking around
with a dirty butt.

1309
01:11:23,612 --> 01:11:24,988
Come on now.

1310
01:11:24,989 --> 01:11:27,700
Come on, come on.

1311
01:11:29,535 --> 01:11:32,453
Okay, see-
- All right, all right.

1312
01:11:32,454 --> 01:11:34,998
- You're being a little
nice to it, but all right.

1313
01:11:34,999 --> 01:11:36,875
Thank you for cleaning my butt.

1314
01:11:38,752 --> 01:11:40,211
- Okay.

1315
01:11:40,212 --> 01:11:45,175
So, du-du-du-da, it was-

1316
01:11:45,718 --> 01:11:48,720
- Oh, do-
- What?

1317
01:11:48,721 --> 01:11:51,222
- Do you wanna hang out tonight?

1318
01:11:51,223 --> 01:11:54,350
- Oh, um, maybe.

1319
01:11:54,351 --> 01:11:55,227
I'll text you.

1320
01:11:56,145 --> 01:11:58,688
- Um, you don't have my number.

1321
01:11:58,689 --> 01:12:01,107
- So, text me first, dingus.

1322
01:12:01,108 --> 01:12:03,776
(Zach chuckling)

1323
01:12:03,777 --> 01:12:08,698
- I'm never changing Boobies
O'Shaughnessy in my phone.

1324
01:12:08,699 --> 01:12:10,451
- Yes, you will.
- Mm mm, no.

1325
01:12:12,995 --> 01:12:14,246
- Oh yeah.
- No.

1326
01:12:15,122 --> 01:12:17,707
- It's got a little heart emoji.

1327
01:12:17,708 --> 01:12:21,045
- Yes, boobies.
(both laughing)

1328
01:12:25,090 --> 01:12:27,842
- Okay, well, it was a nice meeting you.

1329
01:12:27,843 --> 01:12:30,011
- Yeah, likewise, Boobies.

1330
01:12:30,012 --> 01:12:31,763
- Zach, all right, okay.

1331
01:12:31,764 --> 01:12:33,056
You, enough already.

1332
01:12:33,057 --> 01:12:34,140
You knifed it.

1333
01:12:34,141 --> 01:12:35,099
You killed the joke.
- Okay, okay, okay.

1334
01:12:35,100 --> 01:12:37,185
- It's done, it's dead.
- Okay, sorry, sorry.

1335
01:12:37,186 --> 01:12:38,020
- It's okay.

1336
01:12:40,230 --> 01:12:41,982
Okay, so I...

1337
01:12:45,444 --> 01:12:47,362
I will talk to you later.

1338
01:12:47,363 --> 01:12:49,489
- Okay.
- I'm gonna...

1339
01:12:49,490 --> 01:12:51,407
- All right, I'm just gonna go-

1340
01:12:51,408 --> 01:12:52,992
- Yeah.
- This way.

1341
01:12:52,993 --> 01:12:54,619
- Okay.
- Have fun at work.

1342
01:12:54,620 --> 01:12:56,121
- Yeah, hm.
- Okay.

1343
01:12:58,582 --> 01:13:01,209
- Hey, thanks for the help
with the door by the way.

1344
01:13:01,210 --> 01:13:02,585
Who's the serious guy?

1345
01:13:02,586 --> 01:13:04,170
- [Sophia] Oh, it's not serious.

1346
01:13:04,171 --> 01:13:06,631
- No, I meant-
- We just met, so.

1347
01:13:06,632 --> 01:13:08,925
- [Lisa] I meant it looks like
he takes things seriously.

1348
01:13:08,926 --> 01:13:10,885
- Oh, yeah.

1349
01:13:10,886 --> 01:13:12,345
Yeah, that's probably accurate.

1350
01:13:12,346 --> 01:13:14,555
- Okay, so for today, I think
if we just really get started-

1351
01:13:14,556 --> 01:13:17,475
- I sort of too though.
- You what?

1352
01:13:17,476 --> 01:13:19,727
- I take things seriously.
- I don't know.

1353
01:13:19,728 --> 01:13:21,270
I think it kinda depends.

1354
01:13:21,271 --> 01:13:23,523
Okay, so, for today, maybe
if we just get started-

1355
01:13:23,524 --> 01:13:25,274
- You know what, I need to find out.

1356
01:13:25,275 --> 01:13:26,109
- [Lisa] What do you mean?

1357
01:13:26,110 --> 01:13:27,486
- I need to find out who he is.

1358
01:13:28,362 --> 01:13:29,403
- What, where are you going for today?

1359
01:13:29,404 --> 01:13:30,738
- I mean, oh gosh.

1360
01:13:30,739 --> 01:13:32,657
I'm so sorry, I'm sick.

1361
01:13:32,658 --> 01:13:33,491
(Sophia coughing)

1362
01:13:33,492 --> 01:13:35,535
- You're definitely 1,000% not sick-

1363
01:13:35,536 --> 01:13:36,369
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- At all.

1364
01:13:36,370 --> 01:13:37,203
- Yeah, no, I am.

1365
01:13:37,204 --> 01:13:38,454
I'm so sorry.
- Nope, talk to him later.

1366
01:13:38,455 --> 01:13:39,288
- I've gotta go.

1367
01:13:39,289 --> 01:13:40,123
I don't want to.

1368
01:13:40,124 --> 01:13:41,374
- Okay, this is not okay.

1369
01:13:41,375 --> 01:13:42,625
- Yeah, I'm so sorry.

1370
01:13:42,626 --> 01:13:44,544
- You're fucking me before
the day has even started.

1371
01:13:44,545 --> 01:13:46,588
- [Sophia] Oh, I know, I'm sorry.

1372
01:13:47,756 --> 01:13:49,924
- I'm pissed but exceedingly curious.

1373
01:13:49,925 --> 01:13:52,553
(door creaking)

1374
01:13:53,846 --> 01:13:57,098
(gentle music)

1375
01:13:57,099 --> 01:13:58,183
- Zach, Zach!

1376
01:14:00,978 --> 01:14:01,812
Zach!

1377
01:14:03,772 --> 01:14:08,484
♪ Since you're up, I know you're up ♪

1378
01:14:08,485 --> 01:14:13,490
♪ Curled bleary eyed around your phone ♪

1379
01:14:14,616 --> 01:14:19,621
♪ I found a rock that I'm
tired of kicking home alone ♪

1380
01:14:25,502 --> 01:14:28,296
♪ Your throat is dry ♪

1381
01:14:28,297 --> 01:14:33,302
♪ Dried out from all the
nothing left to talk about ♪

1382
01:14:36,555 --> 01:14:41,560
♪ But since you're up, I know you're up ♪

1383
01:14:41,810 --> 01:14:46,815
♪ Come talk to me ♪

1384
01:14:47,441 --> 01:14:50,276
♪ And the park is ours ♪

1385
01:14:50,277 --> 01:14:53,112
♪ No one for hours and miles ♪

1386
01:14:53,113 --> 01:14:58,118
♪ And silvery miles around ♪

1387
01:14:58,410 --> 01:15:01,412
♪ With the graying dawn ♪

1388
01:15:01,413 --> 01:15:06,418
♪ It's a heavy boat run aground ♪

1389
01:15:09,379 --> 01:15:14,343
♪ And nothing moves, least of all you ♪

1390
01:15:14,510 --> 01:15:19,515
♪ It never did, far as you know ♪

1391
01:15:20,390 --> 01:15:25,395
♪ But when you're up, long as we're up ♪

1392
01:15:25,562 --> 01:15:30,567
♪ Somethings just go ♪

1393
01:15:31,318 --> 01:15:36,072
♪ Like the bells ooh ♪

1394
01:15:36,073 --> 01:15:41,078
♪ And the birds go ooh ♪

1395
01:15:41,537 --> 01:15:46,499
♪ And the lights ooh ♪

1396
01:15:46,500 --> 01:15:51,505
♪ And we go ♪

1397
01:15:52,798 --> 01:15:54,715
♪ Hey ♪

1398
01:15:54,716 --> 01:15:57,219
(light music)

1399
01:16:35,799 --> 01:16:40,553
♪ Like the bells ooh ♪

1400
01:16:40,554 --> 01:16:45,391
♪ And the birds go ooh ♪

1401
01:16:45,392 --> 01:16:48,437
♪ And the lights ooh ♪

1402
01:16:50,397 --> 01:16:55,402
♪ And we go ♪
(Sophia laughing)