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“What is not shared, is lost”
It’s name
is Passionflower
and passion
is its fruit.
Even though it originates from the Americas
this wonderful flower
is located in a modern apartment
of Southern Italy
far away
from its natural location
this
could be a good reason to give up
but its ambition is so strong
that it overcomes all apologies
to show itself to the world
in its entire beauty.
Everybody calls me Antonio
and I'm looking for my life mission
so
this is how I show myself to others
trillions of cells
that cooperate with each other
to start things
that are struggling to materialize
I'm starting to want to understand more
about the mechanisms of the human mind
and find a way out
of my crisis
my characters
are constantly changing
the way
I see reality
one day I am an "Actor"
one day a "Musician"
one day I am a "Guru"
a “Chef"
a ”Traveller"
a ”Realist"
or a "dreamer"
For some time
I have a recurring dream
hallucinogenic plants
arranged geometrically
exotic places
magic people
that invite me to visit Mexico
and a sense of lightness
worthy
of a complete experience.
The appointment is "ahorita" [in one second]
"a rato" [in a moment]
"mañana" [tomorrow]
it's all very ...
very vague
because here fatalism reigns
the fatalism of the Mexicans
is that things come to you
if they have to come
in the sense that
if you are predisposed
and you are
intended
to receive these things
they will come.
It means people
live by the day
taking the best
of what can happen to them
It is a return
to the state
of precariousness of the living being
where today you are, tomorrow you are not
sure
the water
pipe breaks
you need a plumber
he tells you he will come and then he doesn't
you learn to swim
or you learn to be a plumber
there are two solutions
in the end anyway
something happens
so the pipe adjusts
here is the space
for one's own being
without having any conditionings
because
there are possibilities
to take herbs, substances
because the energies that are here
put you in a position to feel
more available
more open
you do not have the conditioning of how you look
you have no conditioning
of exteriority
until recently, mobile phones did not arrive here
now they are here
there are signal receivers that can work, but they don't
here everything is precarious.
I didn't think about it for more than ten minutes
if the idea of ​​going to Mexico for a while
was the
right thing for me
I knew I needed something profound
that could break
a whole range of beliefs and habits
that I had collected over time
habits that I was really tired of
so I remembered an invitation, that was sent to me long ago
from an old friend called "Gulf"
to spend some timein the Oaxaca region
on the shores of the Pacific
to enjoy the beach
to make pizza and bread
in free time
but I couldn't imagine
to find myself among misfits
leftovers
of the "Beat generation"
between storytellers
who are not silent not even when they sleep
naked asses
and long sessions of traditional Italian food
remembering old adventures
with the taste of freedom
- Live the bride and groom, Yeah! - Yeah!
The problem is the ocean
the heat in winter is strange
here you are facing
swinging penises
boats that sell offshore
probably cocaine
waves of six meters, that throw you to the ground
and realize that you are
from another part
it’s simple
you spend the all the days, staring at the sea
and you don't feel guilty
and after a while
you truly become a hippy
in the evening you go to some bars to drink
tequila, cerveza
some fun
and then
eat
Thank you.
Oh how good!
You?
You don't want beans?
- Rice? - No, no
Continuously
and seriously risk, not to be able
to pack your bags
and go somewhere else
and that's the problem
respect the intentions
was not easy at all
because
I had not gone to Mexico
to enjoy
other conveniences.
So
I go to a wise local person
to ask for advice.
Divine Providence...
All over Mexico
in these situations
we always turn
to a mediator of reality
a "Curandero"
Don Guillermo
consults the Oracle
through the use of corn kernels
he tells me that I have to move from Zipolite
because this place
keeps my energy blocked.
This extreme confidence in the Oracle
impressed me
and convinced me to follow
his advice
what did i have to lose?
I came to the conclusion
that it was really worth it
to put aside
all rationality
that my world had taught me
to open up to the "Wonder" effect
of a new world
magical
and go into it
I just had to find the right people.
To drive
coast-to-coast
sweat
coast-to-coast
listen to stories
patience
listening to the same stories.
With the pizzas, we were on a break
and since the flour had run out in the village
it seemed like a good reason
to take a vacation and just hang around
since we were already working twice a week
than for the lifestyle of the coast
it really is too much.
- Go straight! - Here straight?
- Yes - Thank you
But he doesn't know there's a fire if we go straight?
There's a fire there!
You can't go from there.
- From there straight? - Yes
Thank you
He knows, He knows...
We got it wrong
and we ended up in Salina Cruz
and we decided to pass...
Action!
...the night there.
We found a young man, an ambitious fisherman
named Jesús Gómez Flórez
he would like to be an actor
and he said he could host us
on only one condition
play
a "Narcos" in my film
and of course I accepted
in Mexico
there is always a relative
who knows someone
that's right for you
and indeed José
with a small tip
told us that he has an uncle who knows a wizard
we left the next day
and went straight to Catemaco
if things are to come
they will come...
This operation is done at midnight
to defeat evil
to cure a witchcraft
or exorcism
the person sits down and is cleaned with a black hen
to overthrowing damage ad bad luck
Aleister crowley, defines magic
art or science
to make change happen, in accordance with the will
If reality were
a running horse
and my will were "I"
it gives a small space-time
where it is possible for me
to try to jump
on the horse's back
and ride it
a moment earlier or a moment later
I will fail
there is a time when this is possible
the magic consists of that art / science
to know how to master coincidences.
This is a labour of love
like to make a couple
they are ties for one half of the couple
to arrive or to return
And how much time like that?
This half of the couple cannot be altered
it is well tied
Sometimes they knock the door and say “father"
they dont know who i am?
“Can you recommend me a witch?”
I had an uncle who was gambled with the devil
Witchcraft has many strengths, both the white magic and the black
there are many people who worship the devil
and others who worship death
and many more who worship the white, if they have the quality to heal
and the spiritual strength
the white magic is utilised to heal the diseases of witchcraft
and the black magic is for overthrowing people and turn them bad
overthrow businesses, enemies
and if there is another black labour
that would be the black magic
[Don't turn your back on him]
and naturally there are other types of magic, like the yellow
the red, the coloured, but its only one magic.
They bring you this fresh egg, they pass it over you
the egg should suck
all the bad energies
and at that point they ask you if you want to open it or not?
When you open the egg
or it is black
rotten
or put it in the water
and it should theoretically spin
if it doesn't spin and it goes to the bottom
and it's "heavy"
then it means that
the “evil eye” has been lifted
"mala vibra" in Mexican.
The language of magic, it is the language of symbols
so when we are dealing with these representations
we are dealing with symbolic language
which is precisely the language of our unconscious
of the deepest part
if I take a look at the iconographies
throughout the history of religions
we will always see representations
both of the luminous components
and components in the shade
which are then fixed
in the deep structures of the psyche
usually in the most banal, obvious and discounted as possible
good, the light
and evil
the night, the shadow or darkness.
In one room
the saints
and in another room
death, the devils...
It's all very...
misunderstanding
you don't understand where is
the limit
between Catholicism
and the Pagan.
Here we have San Judas
here The Virgin of Guadalupe
We have the strength
to protect people
so they can get ahead at work
in business
here they believe it a lot
and here we have San Miguel
they received these inputs
by the Spaniards
however they did not want to lose their traditions
Because the symbols
as they represent functions
they are like activators
like levers
that activate and move our psyche
towards changes
and transformations
when a magician
uses symbolic language
It appeals to an internal resource
that resource
which is a storehouse of energy
by features
creative, on the one hand, transformative, on the other
lives in our unconscious
so he needs the appropriate language
to be able to access it
throughout the history of civilization
in order to have
social harmony
we had to
repress, segregate and marginalize
a whole series of components
animals, instinctual
that is over
within what
psychoanalysis called "unconscious"
there they settle
and create what we call "shadow"
the non-integrated side
of our psyche.
Often it happens
that we are then brought
to consider
that is to say, to gradually become aware
of some aspects of us
because they irritate us
they make us uncomfortable
they put us in crisis
and that starts to become the center of our attention.
This plant is only cultivated by us
we are botanicals
It has a very special potency that can help it to attack cáncer
It is very venemous
but is very effective
they are plants typical to Catamaco (a city in Veracruz)
these plants grow in the mountains of San Martin
you can only find in that place
we have been passed down these curations from ancient healers
we are the 3rd generation
but we are moving forward because here we cure, we don’t deceive people
if you want the first Friday in March
i can show you “la fuerza de la cueva” (the strength of the cave)
but that will be black magic
we are going to show it for Friday
first of all God
- Yes? - Yes
The ritual always has a relationship
between the person who performs it
and a desired result
so it looks like the tool
that puts in agreement
these two elements
Mud.
A floor made of mud in the cave
Cigars and incense
offered at the "Rey del incanto" (King of Charm)
cloud my vision.
Fire.
Two guardians who play and sing
folk songs.
The rite
creates a sort of sensory saturation
through a series of
symbols, sounds, different stimuli
manages to temporarily disorient
the appearance of the mind, that we can define rational.
Magic belongs more and more
to the non-rational aspect
therefore, extraordinary
able to hallucinate
or even create events
which cannot be explained
rationally.
I do a test to see if I'm awake
my knees sink with each cock stroke
that I get to clean my aura
"Keep your intent in mind"
said the "brujo" (wizard).
I handed my parchment to the cave
and a strange force acted
It was an authentic suggestion.
Salvia Divinorum
in my dream it manifested sinuously
making itself more visible than other plants
I let myself be seduced by its feminine charge
by its bright colors
and its attractive voice
[Salvia]
until looking for it
in the only place in the world, where it grows naturally
The Sierra Mazateca.
Around here they call it "Santa Pastora"
and it has as an icon, The Virgin of Guadalupe
it’s hallucinogenic
and considered sacred and worthy of respect
because it has the power to heal people
and to orient them in their life
thanks to its powerful visions.
A smoothie of fresh leaves
for a drink with a taste
decidedly bitter
without any delirating effect
or dissociation
I am inside of me
in a space where the added dimension
is the depth.
♪ Oh María, Madre mía ♪
♪ oh consuelo, del mortal ♪
♪ amparadme ♪
♪ y guiadme ♪
♪ a la patria celestial ♪
♪ Oh María, Madre mía ♪
♪ oh consuelo, del mortal ♪
♪ amparadme ♪
♪ y guiadme ♪
♪ a la patria celestial♪
She tells me
the "Spirit of the plant"
will decide the intensity of the visions
not you
She knows, what's right for you...
open yourself
♪ Santa María ♪
♪ Santa Pastora ♪
♪ Santa, Santa Pastora ♪
♪ ven con nosotros ♪
[Mazateca Prayer]
The shamana
speaks aloud to the plant
recommends me to it
describes me as a man of faith
who still doesn't know who he is
♪ ayúdame, protégeme ♪
who asks for help
♪ Santa Pastora ♪
but he doesn't know what for
♪ Salva a nuestro hijo, Antonio ♪
What I like about these people
is the fact that they never lose hope
and then they always sing
there is a beautiful expression
that literally hit me
and embodies, all Mazateca philosophy
”Tobí tobí”
What does it mean?
simply
step-by-step
one step at a time
for example
your car breaks down
and you must do a very important thing
”Tobí tobí”
Maybe a friend passes by and gives you a lift
and you do what you have to do
did your girlfriend leave you?
”Tobí tobí”
you will find another
are you worried why you haven't worked for a month?
”Tobí tobí”
there is always the solution, maybe you eat from a friend
maybe someone comes by and offers you a job
sincerely
they live better
Doña Adela has a final key to my story
the Salvia
through dreams
acted as bait to make me come here
during the ceremony however
it sent me a precise signal
in fact, between my visions
"Maria Sabina" appeared to me
a well-known deceased shaman
surrounded
by many mushrooms
which she affectionately called "niños" (children)
translated into practice it means
the mushroom
invited me to do a ceremony
I still remain skeptical
i can't understand the border
between what is real
and what I think
is not real.
♪
Having faith means being confident
and these people know this well
I am worried
what happens to you
is what you need
the feeling is a guarantee towards life
everything will be fine.
Everyone knows exactly what you are looking for
and they are ready to give it to you
but in return
they ask you for a rare commodity
respect
the highest form of human coexistence
[But you have the solution, no?]
They live isolated from the urbanized world
and they have rules of their own
to reach them
you also need to prepare for 20-hour trips
you don't arrive there by accident
it's a gamble
who arrives in a "Pueblo Magico" (Magic Town)
has to surrender to what life has in store for them
give yourself to discover
and experience the mystery.
Your server, Cutberto Díaz Ibañez
i am a general doctor or first contact doctor
I live here in Huautla de Jimenez, to which I consider to be the magical and amazing Huautla
in where I have been able to familiarise myself with the mind blowing mushrooms
the lethal doses are very high
that I know of and it is documented to a scientific level
that nobody has died from an overdose of Psilocybin
it alters the behaviour, yes
but the behaviour is related with the emotional moment that the consumer of mushrooms goes through
I already had two weeks in the town
and everyone
tries to sell me their "Magic Grandmother"
each of them, seems to have a shaman at home
it's really difficult
to orientate yourself as to which one is the right one
one thing is certain
everyone is looking for money, for a trip with mushrooms
and I have the impression of being surrounded by many charlatans
with large families
and carrying many problems.
A sincere person
I found one
she offered to host me for free
and to help me in my research.
Doña Josephina
is one of the many separated women of Huautla
[They love you!]
and with her daughters she manages
"Casa Cejota"
a Mexican Bed and Breakfast
I let myself be guided by her
and immerse myself in the social life of the "barrio" (town)
she introduces me to Doña Elodia
a trusted shaman
she is a strong woman
she had four back surgeries
despite this
she seems more determined than ever
to help people
to undress from their masks
through the use of hallucinogenic mushrooms.
Through mushrooms, you can find the best path
the best path to follow
if there are obstacles in life
We have fear
because we do not want to discover
the darkness that we bring
we do not want others to discover our secrets
that secret which is damaging us
that secret which is hurting us
that is converting into a disease
It is about knowing or entering into new knowledge that can be of a very different nature
new colours, sensations, creativity, forms
and I mean not only tangible forms
but also knowledge
and if they show me where I am wrong, I must accept it
My body, my mind
which is an image generator
is projecting my skills
I have to get rid of everything negative that I bring I have to undo me
I have to make room in my soul
for the positive to enter
If I am a drunk
an alcoholic
a cheat
I am seeing it there
I cannot escape my reality, I cannot deceive anyone
if I am a painter, it is showing me colours
it is enriching my creativity, my thinking
how could I not use this idea if I already have it here!
Depersonalise
nobody, nobody, nobody can be deceived
of what is being seen in an auto-psychoanalysis.
The mushrooms are a medicine
maybe they are not very expensive
but the sacrifice is in the time in which a person
has to take everything that is experienced in that moment
It is scientifically proven
that a dose of mushrooms, creates relief of at least 12 to 18 months
against depression
there is a lot that gives
that gets solved
when one does it from the heart
regardless of the dose
one can perfectly remember the experiences
unlike alcohol that creates "blackouts"
how many have also taken mushrooms
without precautions
they have just done it just to try it
they just want to know what it feels like.
They are taken at night
from 8pm at night
depending on how the shaman has been translating them.
What differences are there in mushrooms?
differences could be that...
well they have the same effect
they simply have their own way of talking
one might want to wait and have a little rest and then continue
another might want to continue going strong and want to finish all at once
if someone takes them in their own way
they will not take effect
then the problems of the person can arise
the person could have mental disturbances
Why? --Because it is not respecting the tradition
and custom that we have here in our Mazatec region
especially in Huautla de Jimenez
♪ Que linda esta la mañana♪
♪En que vengo a saludarte♪
♪Venimos todos con gusto♪
♪Y placer a felicitarte♪
♪Ya viene amaneciendo♪
♪Ya la luz del día nos día♪
♪Levántate de mañana♪
♪Mira que ya amaneció♪
[All] ARRIBA, ABAJO, BIM-BOM-BAM!
[All] Tania, Tania, TA-DA-DA
The mushrooms
are related...
to the indigenous root
named [Xicondoitocoxo- name of a Mazatec deity]
the plant is a live being
we are live beings
if we could imagine ourselves as plants
the plants come from the root
so the root has to be well to give good fruits
we respect the patron like he deserves
we will be ok
because we are respecting our roots
because without the roots the branches aren’t well
and then the fruits won't be well or how do you see it?
If a person comes with a problem
or when the disease is occurring psychosomatically
if it is organic, we can demonstrate it
through analysis, through laboratory studies
through image studies
but when there is no organic cause but a mental cause
of course it is indicated
and we can carry out a ritual.
[Mazateca Prayer]
[Shaman] What city? [Antonio] Casaluce.
[Chamana] ¿Casaluce?
[Shaman] Casaluce city...
[Mazateca Prayer]
the Saint Peter (plant) is the one who brings the keys...ok?...
to all parts of nature
he is the one who will go to work in case someone is imprisoned
if someone is enchanted - you have not understood that word well -
when someone is scared
[Mazateca Prayer]
In order to revive the person
that is already tormented
who is desperate in the trip
we start to spray him with water
the water is also something pure
that serves to bring him back
Ok? So, in that moment
one starts to take the water in the mouth and spray the person in the face
so that they can locate where they should be
now, we won't talk anymore...
[Mazateca Prayer]
[San Pedro's Prayer]
♪ Can you feel complete?♪
♪ whithout your dark side♪
♪ why don't you want to recognize ♪
♪ your dark side ♪
The goal was
to discover
my mission, my path
it's hard for me to say
or to translate into words, what I experienced.
It is like when
one goes to a cinema
sits down
and puts themselves in a state of "observer"
imagine that the movie
that is projecting
talks about you
who you really are
on one level
to another level
in one reality
to another reality.
The game of life is alternation
we get lost and find ourselves again.
This night
I lived
an experience
at some point in the journey
of surrender
I had to surrender
to understand
this vastness
this depth
that each of us has
it is something infinite
it's something...
creative
it is what it is.
♪
we always have the temptation
to do
it is so difficult for us to "do nothing"
and let things be, as they are.
It was an experience
even physically speaking
very strong
I see
and I really understand
that the role of the shaman is fundamental
to watch over you
and accompany you
to your destination
I was so
out of me
or inside of me
the time
seemed
eternal, infinite
I remembered this
that everyone has a mission
and it is important that you complete this mission!
Among the most beautiful things
when traveling by bus in Mexico
are the stops
especially in long distances
We stop several times, on the way
Mexicans like to do things calmly
and on a full stomach
they do it better
I got in touch with Paola
together we decided
to visit the pyramids of Teotihuacán
before going to the desert
It's a beautiful day
and I take this opportunity by asking them to take some shots
this is the result
I decide to take a "selfie"
Estación Wadley
It is a ghost town in the middle of nowhere
no phone line
no internet connection
sometimes there is no water
and the food
only comes once a week
a peaceful place, very calm
but it is known above all else
for the passage of the "Beast"
a very long train
which cuts Mexico in two
and travels through it all the way to the United States
It passes three times a day
and for ten minutes you get the impression that you are in the middle of an earthquake
the first time is traumatic
the second shocking
by the third
you are already used to it
a very long time ago, nearby
fourteen bandits, attacked in surprise
the ancient mint of the Mexican state
stealing all the gold and the silver it held
then dissolving into the desert
evidently, surprises
are a cultural phenomenon still practiced.
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
♪ happy birthday Antonio, happy birthday to you ♪
[applause]
♪ Sin principio ♪
♪ Sin final♪
Looking for the Peyote, is easy
finding it
is not at all
there are a number of factors to keep in mind
patience
know how to put it off
if it is not the time
it is not the time
Faith
the right amount of trust
in what is being done
Daring
crossing obstacles
risk
the "Cascavel" (snake) bites
yes but...
Tobí tobí
♪ Círculo ♪
♪ somos un círculo ♪
♪dentro de un círculo ♪
♪ Sin principio ♪
♪ Sin final♪
crossing the entrance
I found myself in front of
the "Guardian of the desert"
a certain José
his body language says it all
and like the other Huichole people
try to avoid contact with external populations
and he tells me
“you're not the one looking for the peyote"
"it is the Peyote who is looking for you”
They are great craftsmen
and for centuries they have been using
the mescaline contained within the cactus
to transcend the "profane world" towards "the afterlife"
and bring integrity back to the individual.
[I want to tell a story]
a story made of coincidences
accidents
encounters
which has a magical component
that we will try to explain
I met this person in the hostel
here in Wadley
and a friendship was created
and one day we decided to go to visit Real de Catorce
We met the two girls here
randomly one night
while brushing teeth
in the same hostel we were in
and they were keen to come with us
We were on our way to Quemado
which is this sacred place
when we got lost on the mountain...
We were walking down this narrow path
with a lot of rocks and stuff
and you were wearing these shoes
and I was wearing “Converse”
we were talking about
how bad it was wearing those shoes actually --for that walk
and like a minute later...
♪ DAMN!
I just saw Antony flying down the...
I went to him and he had dislocated his shoulder...
and a lot of pain
It was a difficult moment, right?
because in the mountains
you turn right and there is nothing
you turn left and there is nothing...
you look in the sky
it starts to rain...
and you say DAMN! [bipsound]
We organize ourselves for a moment
take a minute
and try to understand how the anatomy of the body is made
and in one movement we put the shoulder back inside
I find a gentleman who lives in the mountains
who takes me back to the city of Real with a horse
♪ DAMN!
We go to the hospital
they give me medication
we spend the night there
and that meant that I didn't go to Mexico City
so I stayed here.
We all went to the desert
for a proper experience of Peyote
the day leading up to it coming here
we were all excited preparing for it
we took a taxi out there
got dropped off in the middle of the desert, right in the middle
and then we were just yeah, searching for it
We were looking for hours and hours
and we were getting kind of frustrated actually
We were also thinking that it was not our day to take it
and then we decided to go for one last look
after a while Julie suddenly found a couple
...one, and that made me...
because I was thinking, maybe I’m disrespecting
it doesn't show itself for a reason
and then it was just there
and I was like, ok, I couldn’t touch it
I didn’t find anything else and I just thought you know...
we are just giving up and thought we have enough to share
so, we are just gonna go back.
I think probably thirty seconds after that
it just showed itself like BAM!
You found the first you couldn’t touch, You found another.
It’s like as you find one and you are cutting it
and then you see another family
and then you look
and you see another family and another family...
and you are like: “Now it is happening!”
It was such a beautiful moment because I really don’t think that’s a coincidence
and neither that, it just appeared
when we decided to give up
I feel like it was testing your patience just like, “Yeah it’s okay. I’m here; it’s today.”
The peyote found us in the end.
It really did but I felt like it was teasing us
yeah
Antonio had a great idea of creating a little ceremony
and making us think about our intentions for the trip
and making us write down our intentions
for ourselves - personal ones - for the group
for the desert and then for other people.
So we all wrote down on a piece of paper
a word each for each one, put them all together
and then Antonio burnt them
It was set, our intentions were set
We split three each and put them in a hat
cut them up and then we shared
We just started eating them and started the day of tripping!
[All] Hahaha
I was feeling the effects pretty rapidly
I think all of us were but at this moment
we did need to find some shade
so we took some cover
it wasn’t the best tree, there was like not much shade
and full of thorns
but I think we all needed a sit down
and for me I was feeling very peaceful there and just wanted to stay a bit longer
but...we were searching for the pathway
that we needed and it was kind of on our minds that...
are we gonna find this pathway...and as we were getting higher
and started feeling the effects more
Antony was like, “No, we need to find this path"
"It’s important we do this now before we get really high"
"and then we are just gonna be lost somewhere.”
It’s really easy to get lost in the desert
[All] Yes
But yeah it was really interesting
you kept telling me through the whole day just to have faith
I felt like the whole journey was teaching me that with finding it
and keeping faith you do find the path
just trust, just do it
I don’t know...
I felt very...
grounded and connected to nature
like I was a part of nature
like I was a tree or a plant
but really understood
started to understand, how we are connected to nature
We are all one collective consciousness
and all intertwined with nature
and for the next hour
I was really understanding and appreciating this
and just having a lot of gratitude for nature and Earth
and it was quite a deep moment for me
Peyote can teach you to be really gentle with yourself
It reminds you that you can love
like it lets the free flow
especially love was such a dominant thing
during the whole day
It’s your nature, right? - Exactly.
And also it teaches you how to transform things
for example we spend time on bad things during life
but it’s just a part of a process
it’s just a part of yourself
- Transforming - Yeah
‘The Art of Transforming’
taught by peyote
It’s different, because it’s the peyote style
You have to try it
- It is different - It is a certain style
Everything is talking about you, also the bad things
and everything is not eternal...
- it’s impermanent. - it’s impermanent.
The law of nature, it teaches you the law of nature
to accept your reality
and understand that everything is changing constantly, in a flux, in a flow
nothing is permanent, that is the law of nature
and so you just have to let the things transform
[All] Yeah
With teaching me love I was also learning acceptance
That’s a constant work because as you were saying
everything is transforming and is changing all the time
so you will always have these moments where you find
just accepting yourself
and who you are and getting rid of insecurities
You will always come back with...like peyote is...
is such a good medicine to help you work on that
and I really feel like...
I did so much work in one day compared to
what I could have done in weeks without it
- Or maybe in years - Exactly years even...
it's just such a strong...
like you are working together
you really help to kick-start it
kind of crazy because
me and Julie we have been traveling together for three months
We are on this journey together already
and then yesterday, we were the only two who hadn’t found the peyote yet
and suddenly we just found it at the same time
so when it started to kick in
we started talking about the expectations we had for the whole journey
what we wrote down on the paper
- and it turned out we had written the same thing... - The same intention.
And I think it’s amazing it started even before the journey begun
even the peyote showing itself
- was a journey we needed to do together - Yeah
Our relationship is so important during this whole trip, like the actual travels.
We were growing together you know...
Yeah that was really a revelation...
how connected we actually are
- It's really beautiful - It is beautiful and just things...
we talked about maybe more superficially before like the peyote
I think it just made you find the right words and the right time
to share it in a really beautiful way, two girls together in the right way you know
when you know how to not do
you just receive...
[All] Hahaha
It’s like a surrender right?
When you surrender yourself
- you start to receive... - Exactly
and when you remember...
that you are nothing - you are nothing!
[All] Hahahah
You are necessary, but you are nothing!
And when you understand that, you need to understand that
as part of the law of nature, then you just receive
You just lie back and...
for example, we were lying down when we were under the trees
and we were connecting with nature and just like
“Teach me, make me understand, I’m here to learn.”
“I’m gonna receive, I’m ready to receive.”
And you can feel the charisma of Peyote
that is so different
- It is teasing - It is...
It’s so different
the way that peyote connects you with everything
with nature, with yourself
understanding things
with visions
with sounds
with feelings
this is the peyote style
[All] Peyote style!
Yeah, connection
♪
♪ You need to feel love ♪
♪ Share love ♪
♪ You need to feel love ♪
♪ Share love ♪
♪ You need to feel love ♪
♪ Share love ♪
♪ You need to feel love ♪
I just remember turning around
and it was just there. Boom!
And the moon was, you could see a tiny bit of light
but then you saw all the rest of the moon as well
And it looked so 3D
It was so round, I’ve never seen anything like it
as it was getting darker
vision was changing
we had visions of an animal like a serpent, or some kind of night vision
like every twig on every bush, was outlined with florescent purple and green
and in between myself and the floor
and like as we were walking we could see geometric patterns
and it was really incredible, walking through this
yeah, we were walking through it, we were in it
It was part of us
also seeing the peyote pattern everywhere and in everything
in three dimensional formation
and it was really an incredible thing to experience
you could see it everywhere
and I like to think that this platform is always there
and we are able to access it when we take these natural medicines
and maybe because we took the same quantity of Peyote...
to feel the same and have the same journey yeah
what about the stars and the brain connection?
Can you tell something about this? Everybody saw this
It looked like a brain
nerve cells spreading
this was in the day time for me and in the night time
you could see the constellation shaping like how they’re all connected
like brain cells [All] Yeah
Like a tree formed through the stars
♪
That is literally how you can see that it’s all connected
because one goes to another which goes to another
so it’s just a whole net, really
Yeah, it’s a network
Life is an intelligent thing
I had to go to Mexico City
but for making this experience
the only way to stop me
was this (dislocated shoulder)
and it’s so beautiful. Receive...
Receive
-[All] Hahaha - You got hurt and you got your medicine!
So, that’s all
"hasta la vista" (Bye)
♪ You can get it ♪
Nobody can run away, from their reality
as in a "black hole"
this is interesting, because it helps me
not to modulate my conduct
but to change it
Nothing is poison
simply sometimes
we turn it into poison
- Ahahaha - I knew it!
To take a picture with open arms in nature
does not make you a free person
It is essential to know your own shadow, because the houses are made from the foundations
and the first step, is mental freedom
or take into account
those parts of us that normally
we tend to repress
because we think they are wrong
From there the journey begins
The second step is to open up
emotional freedom
disidentify
with roles
with the tasks that we
always tends to give ourselves
"Long live Mexico, assholes!"
You are writing part of the text with us
because you are inside too
Tonight I found my mission
my life mission
My wish is
that everyone reaches their fulfillment in life
Authenticity, brother
The third step
is action
freedom to be
pure manifestation
of themselves.