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“What is not shared, is lost”

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It’s name

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is Passionflower

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and passion

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is its fruit.

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Even though it originates from the Americas

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this wonderful flower

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is located in a modern apartment

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of Southern Italy

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far away

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from its natural location

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this

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could be a good reason to give up

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but its ambition is so strong

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that it overcomes all apologies

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to show itself to the world

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in its entire beauty.

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Everybody calls me Antonio

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and I'm looking for my life mission

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so

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this is how I show myself to others

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trillions of cells

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that cooperate with each other

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to start things

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that are struggling to materialize

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I'm starting to want to understand more

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about the mechanisms of the human mind

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and find a way out

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of my crisis

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my characters

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are constantly changing

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the way

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I see reality

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one day I am an "Actor"

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one day a "Musician"

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one day I am a "Guru"

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a “Chef"

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a ”Traveller"

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a ”Realist"

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or a "dreamer"

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For some time

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I have a recurring dream

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hallucinogenic plants

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arranged geometrically

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exotic places

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magic people

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that invite me to visit Mexico

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and a sense of lightness

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worthy

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of a complete experience.

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The appointment is "ahorita" [in one second]

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"a rato" [in a moment]

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"mañana" [tomorrow]

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it's all very ...

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very vague

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because here fatalism reigns

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the fatalism of the Mexicans

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is that things come to you

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if they have to come

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in the sense that

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if you are predisposed

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and you are

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intended

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to receive these things

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they will come.

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It means people

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live by the day

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taking the best

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of what can happen to them

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It is a return

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to the state

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of precariousness of the living being

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where today you are,
tomorrow you are not

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sure

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the water

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pipe breaks

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you need a plumber

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he tells you he will come and
then he doesn't

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you learn to swim

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or you learn to be a plumber

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there are two solutions

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in the end anyway

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something happens

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so the pipe adjusts

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here is the space

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for one's own being

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without having any conditionings

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because

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there are possibilities

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to take herbs,
substances

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because the energies that are here

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put you in a position to feel

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more available

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more open

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you do not have the conditioning of how you look

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you have no conditioning

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of exteriority

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until recently,
mobile phones did not arrive here

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now they are here

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there are signal receivers that can work,
but they don't

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here everything is precarious.

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I didn't think about it for more than ten minutes

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if the idea of ​​going to Mexico for a while

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was the

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right thing for me

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I knew I needed something profound

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that could break

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a whole range of beliefs and habits

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that I had collected over time

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habits that I was really tired of

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so I remembered an invitation,
that was sent to me long ago

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from an old friend called "Gulf"

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to spend some timein the Oaxaca region

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on the shores of the Pacific

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to enjoy the beach

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to make pizza and bread

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in free time

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but I couldn't imagine

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to find myself among misfits

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leftovers

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of the "Beat generation"

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between storytellers

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who are not silent not even when they sleep

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naked asses

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and long sessions of traditional Italian food

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remembering old adventures

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with the taste of freedom

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- Live the bride and groom, Yeah!
- Yeah!

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The problem is the ocean

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the heat in winter is strange

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here you are facing

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swinging penises

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boats that sell offshore

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probably cocaine

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waves of six meters,
that throw you to the ground

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and realize that you are

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from another part

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it’s simple

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you spend the all the days,
staring at the sea

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and you don't feel guilty

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and after a while

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you truly become a hippy

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in the evening you go to some bars to drink

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tequila,
cerveza

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some fun

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and then

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eat

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Thank you.

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Oh how good!

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You?

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You don't want beans?

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- Rice?
- No, no

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Continuously

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and seriously risk,
not to be able

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to pack your bags

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and go somewhere else

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and that's the problem

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respect the intentions

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was not easy at all

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because

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I had not gone to Mexico

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to enjoy

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other conveniences.

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So

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I go to a wise local person

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to ask for advice.

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Divine Providence...

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All over Mexico

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in these situations

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we always turn

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to a mediator of reality

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a "Curandero"

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Don Guillermo

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consults the Oracle

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through the use of corn kernels

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he tells me that I have to move from Zipolite

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because this place

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keeps my energy blocked.

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This extreme confidence in the Oracle

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impressed me

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and convinced me to follow

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his advice

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what did i have to lose?

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I came to the conclusion

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that it was really worth it

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to put aside

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all rationality

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that my world had taught me

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to open up to the "Wonder" effect

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of a new world

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magical

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and go into it

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I just had to find the right people.

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To drive

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coast-to-coast

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sweat

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coast-to-coast

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listen to stories

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patience

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listening to the same stories.

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With the pizzas,
we were on a break

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and since the flour had run out in the village

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it seemed like a good reason

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to take a vacation and
just hang around

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since we were already working twice a week

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than for the lifestyle of the coast

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it really is too much.

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- Go straight!
- Here straight?

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- Yes
- Thank you

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But he doesn't know there's a fire if we go straight?

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There's a fire there!

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You can't go from there.

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- From there straight?
- Yes

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Thank you

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He knows,
He knows...

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We got it wrong

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and we ended up in Salina Cruz

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and we decided to pass...

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Action!

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...the night there.

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We found a young man,
an ambitious fisherman

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named Jesús Gómez Flórez

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he would like to be an actor

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and he said he could host us

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on only one condition

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play

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a "Narcos" in my film

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and of course I accepted

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in Mexico

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there is always a relative

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who knows someone

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that's right for you

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and indeed José

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with a small tip

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told us that he has an uncle
who knows a wizard

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we left the next day

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and went straight to Catemaco

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if things are to come

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they will come...

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This operation is done at midnight

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to defeat evil

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to cure a witchcraft

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or exorcism

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the person sits down and
is cleaned with a black hen

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to overthrowing damage ad bad luck

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Aleister crowley,
defines magic

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art or science

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to make change happen,
in accordance with the will

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If reality were

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a running horse

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and my will were "I"

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it gives a small space-time

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where it is possible for me

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to try to jump

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on the horse's back

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and ride it

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a moment earlier or
a moment later

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I will fail

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there is a time when this is possible

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the magic consists of that art / science

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to know how to master coincidences.

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This is a labour of love

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like to make a couple

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they are ties for one half of the couple

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to arrive or to return

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And how much time like that?

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This half of the couple cannot be altered

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it is well tied

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Sometimes they knock the door
and say “father"

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they dont know who i am?

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“Can you recommend me a witch?”

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I had an uncle who was gambled with the devil

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Witchcraft has many strengths,
both the white magic and the black

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there are many people who worship the devil

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and others who worship death

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and many more who worship the white,
if they have the quality to heal

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and the spiritual strength

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the white magic is utilised to heal the diseases of witchcraft

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and the black magic is for overthrowing people and turn them bad

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overthrow businesses, enemies

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and if there is another black labour

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that would be the black magic

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[Don't turn your back on him]

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and naturally there are other types of magic,
like the yellow

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the red, the coloured,
but its only one magic.

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They bring you this fresh egg,
they pass it over you

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the egg should suck

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all the bad energies

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and at that point they ask you
if you want to open it or not?

292
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When you open the egg

293
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or it is black

294
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rotten

295
00:18:30,066 --> 00:18:32,200
or put it in the water

296
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and it should theoretically spin

297
00:18:35,233 --> 00:18:37,233
if it doesn't spin and it goes to the bottom

298
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and it's "heavy"

299
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then it means that

300
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the “evil eye” has been lifted

301
00:18:42,533 --> 00:18:44,533
"mala vibra" in Mexican.

302
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The language of magic,
it is the language of symbols

303
00:19:00,100 --> 00:19:02,200
so when we are dealing with these representations

304
00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,433
we are dealing with symbolic language

305
00:19:04,433 --> 00:19:06,800
which is precisely the language of our unconscious

306
00:19:06,900 --> 00:19:08,800
of the deepest part

307
00:19:14,266 --> 00:19:16,933
if I take a look at the iconographies

308
00:19:16,966 --> 00:19:18,866
throughout the history of religions

309
00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:22,266
we will always see representations

310
00:19:22,266 --> 00:19:24,266
both of the luminous components

311
00:19:24,266 --> 00:19:26,266
and components in the shade

312
00:19:26,566 --> 00:19:28,133
which are then fixed

313
00:19:28,133 --> 00:19:30,100
in the deep structures of the psyche

314
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usually in the most banal, obvious and
discounted as possible

315
00:19:34,100 --> 00:19:35,500
good,
the light

316
00:19:35,600 --> 00:19:36,433
and evil

317
00:19:36,433 --> 00:19:39,033
the night,
the shadow or darkness.

318
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In one room

319
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the saints

320
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and in another room

321
00:19:50,366 --> 00:19:52,866
death, the devils...

322
00:20:01,166 --> 00:20:03,166
It's all very...

323
00:20:03,533 --> 00:20:04,366
misunderstanding

324
00:20:04,366 --> 00:20:05,266
you don't understand where is

325
00:20:05,266 --> 00:20:06,433
the limit

326
00:20:06,533 --> 00:20:07,733
between Catholicism

327
00:20:07,900 --> 00:20:09,333
and the Pagan.

328
00:20:09,866 --> 00:20:11,533
Here we have San Judas

329
00:20:12,466 --> 00:20:14,666
here The Virgin of Guadalupe

330
00:20:16,366 --> 00:20:17,566
We have the strength

331
00:20:17,566 --> 00:20:19,300
to protect people

332
00:20:20,466 --> 00:20:22,333
so they can get ahead at work

333
00:20:22,866 --> 00:20:23,866
in business

334
00:20:24,033 --> 00:20:26,033
here they believe it a lot

335
00:20:26,100 --> 00:20:28,100
and here we have San Miguel

336
00:20:28,366 --> 00:20:30,833
they received these inputs

337
00:20:30,833 --> 00:20:32,033
by the Spaniards

338
00:20:32,033 --> 00:20:34,833
however they did not want to lose their traditions

339
00:20:44,566 --> 00:20:46,000
Because the symbols

340
00:20:46,133 --> 00:20:48,033
as they represent functions

341
00:20:48,033 --> 00:20:49,433
they are like activators

342
00:20:49,433 --> 00:20:50,866
like levers

343
00:20:51,100 --> 00:20:53,966
that activate and move our psyche

344
00:20:54,100 --> 00:20:55,966
towards changes

345
00:20:55,966 --> 00:20:57,700
and transformations

346
00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:09,266
when a magician

347
00:21:09,766 --> 00:21:11,566
uses symbolic language

348
00:21:11,666 --> 00:21:14,100
It appeals to an internal resource

349
00:21:14,166 --> 00:21:15,566
that resource

350
00:21:15,733 --> 00:21:18,033
which is a storehouse of energy

351
00:21:18,233 --> 00:21:19,666
by features

352
00:21:19,666 --> 00:21:22,400
creative, on the one hand,
transformative, on the other

353
00:21:22,700 --> 00:21:24,500
lives in our unconscious

354
00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:26,566
so he needs the appropriate language

355
00:21:26,766 --> 00:21:28,500
to be able to access it

356
00:21:38,533 --> 00:21:40,533
throughout the history of civilization

357
00:21:40,766 --> 00:21:42,333
in order to have

358
00:21:42,333 --> 00:21:43,800
social harmony

359
00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,233
we had to

360
00:21:45,233 --> 00:21:47,766
repress, segregate and
marginalize

361
00:21:47,766 --> 00:21:48,900
a whole series of components

362
00:21:49,133 --> 00:21:51,566
animals,
instinctual

363
00:21:51,866 --> 00:21:53,200
that is over

364
00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:54,466
within what

365
00:21:54,466 --> 00:21:56,366
psychoanalysis called "unconscious"

366
00:21:57,066 --> 00:21:58,833
there they settle

367
00:21:58,833 --> 00:22:01,233
and create what we call "shadow"

368
00:22:01,233 --> 00:22:03,966
the non-integrated side

369
00:22:04,033 --> 00:22:05,966
of our psyche.

370
00:22:34,633 --> 00:22:35,866
Often it happens

371
00:22:35,866 --> 00:22:37,166
that we are then brought

372
00:22:37,166 --> 00:22:38,200
to consider

373
00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:40,500
that is to say,
to gradually become aware

374
00:22:40,766 --> 00:22:42,600
of some aspects of us

375
00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:44,000
because they irritate us

376
00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:45,066
they make us uncomfortable

377
00:22:45,066 --> 00:22:46,633
they put us in crisis

378
00:22:46,633 --> 00:22:50,133
and that starts to become the center of our attention.

379
00:23:06,166 --> 00:23:08,366
This plant is only cultivated by us

380
00:23:08,633 --> 00:23:10,466
we are botanicals

381
00:23:10,633 --> 00:23:14,133
It has a very special potency that
can help it to attack cáncer

382
00:23:14,700 --> 00:23:16,400
It is very venemous

383
00:23:17,500 --> 00:23:18,966
but is very effective

384
00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:21,733
they are plants typical to Catamaco (a city in Veracruz)

385
00:23:23,200 --> 00:23:27,033
these plants grow in the mountains of San Martin

386
00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:31,466
you can only find in that place

387
00:23:32,166 --> 00:23:35,466
we have been passed down these curations from ancient healers

388
00:23:35,466 --> 00:23:38,500
we are the 3rd generation

389
00:23:39,100 --> 00:23:42,500
but we are moving forward because here we cure,
we don’t deceive people

390
00:23:43,266 --> 00:23:44,833
if you want the first Friday in March

391
00:23:44,833 --> 00:23:47,500
i can show you “la fuerza de la cueva”
(the strength of the cave)

392
00:23:47,500 --> 00:23:49,566
but that will be black magic

393
00:23:49,633 --> 00:23:52,133
we are going to show it for Friday

394
00:23:52,333 --> 00:23:53,966
first of all God

395
00:23:53,966 --> 00:23:55,166
- Yes?
- Yes

396
00:23:58,366 --> 00:24:00,500
The ritual always has a relationship

397
00:24:00,500 --> 00:24:02,866
between the person who performs it

398
00:24:02,866 --> 00:24:04,300
and a desired result

399
00:24:04,900 --> 00:24:06,666
so it looks like the tool

400
00:24:06,666 --> 00:24:08,300
that puts in agreement

401
00:24:08,300 --> 00:24:09,500
these two elements

402
00:24:41,900 --> 00:24:42,733
Mud.

403
00:24:43,766 --> 00:24:46,466
A floor made of mud in the cave

404
00:24:48,733 --> 00:24:50,600
Cigars and incense

405
00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:53,200
offered at the "Rey del incanto" (King of Charm)

406
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:55,233
cloud my vision.

407
00:24:58,466 --> 00:24:59,533
Fire.

408
00:25:02,900 --> 00:25:05,800
Two guardians who play and sing

409
00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:07,800
folk songs.

410
00:25:27,066 --> 00:25:28,066
The rite

411
00:25:28,533 --> 00:25:31,766
creates a sort of sensory saturation

412
00:25:32,533 --> 00:25:34,000
through a series of

413
00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:37,833
symbols, sounds,
different stimuli

414
00:25:37,833 --> 00:25:40,733
manages to temporarily disorient

415
00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:44,033
the appearance of the mind,
that we can define rational.

416
00:25:44,566 --> 00:25:46,700
Magic belongs more and more

417
00:25:46,700 --> 00:25:49,200
to the non-rational aspect

418
00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:50,966
therefore,
extraordinary

419
00:25:50,966 --> 00:25:52,933
able to hallucinate

420
00:25:52,933 --> 00:25:55,700
or even create events

421
00:25:55,700 --> 00:25:57,700
which cannot be explained

422
00:25:57,700 --> 00:25:59,200
rationally.

423
00:26:01,133 --> 00:26:04,633
I do a test to see if I'm awake

424
00:26:09,366 --> 00:26:13,400
my knees sink with each cock stroke

425
00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:16,600
that I get to clean my aura

426
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:25,166
"Keep your intent in mind"

427
00:26:26,666 --> 00:26:28,666
said the "brujo" (wizard).

428
00:26:34,233 --> 00:26:36,666
I handed my parchment to the cave

429
00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:39,900
and a strange force acted

430
00:26:42,533 --> 00:26:45,733
It was an authentic suggestion.

431
00:27:22,366 --> 00:27:23,933
Salvia Divinorum

432
00:27:23,933 --> 00:27:26,400
in my dream it manifested sinuously

433
00:27:26,833 --> 00:27:28,966
making itself more visible than other plants

434
00:27:29,966 --> 00:27:32,600
I let myself be seduced by its feminine charge

435
00:27:33,166 --> 00:27:34,800
by its bright colors

436
00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:37,033
and its attractive voice

437
00:27:37,033 --> 00:27:39,000
[Salvia]

438
00:27:39,366 --> 00:27:41,066
until looking for it

439
00:27:41,233 --> 00:27:44,333
in the only place in the world,
where it grows naturally

440
00:27:44,966 --> 00:27:46,600
The Sierra Mazateca.

441
00:27:54,900 --> 00:27:57,566
Around here they call it "Santa Pastora"

442
00:27:57,566 --> 00:27:59,900
and it has as an icon,
The Virgin of Guadalupe

443
00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:02,400
it’s hallucinogenic

444
00:28:02,666 --> 00:28:06,100
and considered sacred and
worthy of respect

445
00:28:06,166 --> 00:28:08,733
because it has the power to heal people

446
00:28:08,733 --> 00:28:11,000
and to orient them in their life

447
00:28:11,300 --> 00:28:13,733
thanks to its powerful visions.

448
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:06,066
A smoothie of fresh leaves

449
00:31:07,166 --> 00:31:09,066
for a drink with a taste

450
00:31:09,466 --> 00:31:11,466
decidedly bitter

451
00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:14,433
without any delirating effect

452
00:31:14,866 --> 00:31:16,433
or dissociation

453
00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:20,366
I am inside of me

454
00:31:22,133 --> 00:31:25,200
in a space where the added dimension

455
00:31:25,266 --> 00:31:26,900
is the depth.

456
00:31:33,900 --> 00:31:37,500
♪ Oh María,
Madre mía ♪

457
00:31:37,666 --> 00:31:40,900
♪ oh consuelo,
del mortal ♪

458
00:31:41,666 --> 00:31:43,666
♪ amparadme ♪

459
00:31:43,766 --> 00:31:45,633
♪ y guiadme ♪

460
00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:49,566
♪ a la patria celestial ♪

461
00:31:50,133 --> 00:31:53,833
♪ Oh María,
Madre mía ♪

462
00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:57,333
♪ oh consuelo,
del mortal ♪

463
00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,000
♪ amparadme ♪

464
00:32:00,100 --> 00:32:01,966
♪ y guiadme ♪

465
00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:06,666
♪ a la patria celestial♪

466
00:32:07,633 --> 00:32:08,966
She tells me

467
00:32:08,966 --> 00:32:10,966
the "Spirit of the plant"

468
00:32:10,966 --> 00:32:13,866
will decide the intensity of the visions

469
00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:15,466
not you

470
00:32:16,133 --> 00:32:18,966
She knows,
what's right for you...

471
00:32:20,066 --> 00:32:21,500
open yourself

472
00:32:37,500 --> 00:32:40,100
♪ Santa María ♪

473
00:32:41,100 --> 00:32:43,766
♪ Santa Pastora ♪

474
00:32:45,633 --> 00:32:49,100
♪ Santa,
Santa Pastora ♪

475
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:53,066
♪ ven con nosotros ♪

476
00:32:56,400 --> 00:32:59,266
[Mazateca Prayer]

477
00:33:00,700 --> 00:33:01,633
The shamana

478
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:03,900
speaks aloud to the plant

479
00:33:05,700 --> 00:33:07,700
recommends me to it

480
00:33:10,633 --> 00:33:12,666
describes me as a man of faith

481
00:33:12,666 --> 00:33:14,600
who still doesn't know who he is

482
00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:17,466
♪ ayúdame, protégeme ♪

483
00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:19,733
who asks for help

484
00:33:19,866 --> 00:33:21,666
♪ Santa Pastora ♪

485
00:33:21,733 --> 00:33:23,666
but he doesn't know what for

486
00:33:23,900 --> 00:33:27,266
♪ Salva a nuestro hijo,
Antonio ♪

487
00:33:31,466 --> 00:33:33,666
What I like about these people

488
00:33:35,100 --> 00:33:37,533
is the fact that they never lose hope

489
00:33:38,366 --> 00:33:40,366
and then they always sing

490
00:33:40,933 --> 00:33:42,933
there is a beautiful expression

491
00:33:42,933 --> 00:33:44,933
that literally hit me

492
00:33:46,966 --> 00:33:50,933
and embodies,
all Mazateca philosophy

493
00:33:51,566 --> 00:33:53,566
”Tobí tobí”

494
00:33:54,033 --> 00:33:56,033
What does it mean?

495
00:33:56,033 --> 00:33:56,800
simply

496
00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:58,300
step-by-step

497
00:33:58,300 --> 00:34:00,266
one step at a time

498
00:34:01,033 --> 00:34:02,033
for example

499
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:06,666
your car breaks down

500
00:34:06,666 --> 00:34:08,666
and you must do a very important thing

501
00:34:09,033 --> 00:34:10,666
”Tobí tobí”

502
00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:13,533
Maybe a friend passes by and
gives you a lift

503
00:34:13,533 --> 00:34:15,033
and you do what you have to do

504
00:34:15,433 --> 00:34:17,633
did your girlfriend leave you?

505
00:34:17,833 --> 00:34:19,466
”Tobí tobí”

506
00:34:20,500 --> 00:34:22,100
you will find another

507
00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:26,866
are you worried why you haven't worked for a month?

508
00:34:27,666 --> 00:34:29,300
”Tobí tobí”

509
00:34:29,300 --> 00:34:32,300
there is always the solution,
maybe you eat from a friend

510
00:34:33,866 --> 00:34:36,633
maybe someone comes by and offers you a job

511
00:34:37,266 --> 00:34:38,500
sincerely

512
00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:40,500
they live better

513
00:34:44,866 --> 00:34:48,000
Doña Adela has a final key to my story

514
00:34:48,766 --> 00:34:49,933
the Salvia

515
00:34:50,033 --> 00:34:51,300
through dreams

516
00:34:51,633 --> 00:34:53,966
acted as bait to make me come here

517
00:34:54,866 --> 00:34:56,666
during the ceremony however

518
00:34:56,666 --> 00:34:59,033
it sent me a precise signal

519
00:35:00,166 --> 00:35:02,166
in fact,
between my visions

520
00:35:02,166 --> 00:35:04,166
"Maria Sabina" appeared to me

521
00:35:04,633 --> 00:35:06,966
a well-known deceased shaman

522
00:35:07,966 --> 00:35:09,066
surrounded

523
00:35:09,066 --> 00:35:10,000
by many mushrooms

524
00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:13,000
which she affectionately called "niños" (children)

525
00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:15,200
translated into practice it means

526
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:16,600
the mushroom

527
00:35:16,733 --> 00:35:18,766
invited me to do a ceremony

528
00:35:21,500 --> 00:35:23,533
I still remain skeptical

529
00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:25,566
i can't understand the border

530
00:35:25,733 --> 00:35:27,133
between what is real

531
00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:29,200
and what I think

532
00:35:29,433 --> 00:35:30,766
is not real.

533
00:35:38,033 --> 00:35:40,833
♪

534
00:35:41,833 --> 00:35:44,433
Having faith means being confident

535
00:35:45,233 --> 00:35:47,266
and these people know this well

536
00:35:47,466 --> 00:35:48,666
I am worried

537
00:35:50,566 --> 00:35:51,733
what happens to you

538
00:35:51,733 --> 00:35:53,266
is what you need

539
00:35:54,833 --> 00:35:58,200
the feeling is a guarantee towards life

540
00:35:59,066 --> 00:36:00,700
everything will be fine.

541
00:36:03,700 --> 00:36:05,966
Everyone knows exactly what you are looking for

542
00:36:06,433 --> 00:36:08,033
and they are ready to give it to you

543
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:09,533
but in return

544
00:36:09,766 --> 00:36:11,566
they ask you for a rare commodity

545
00:36:12,333 --> 00:36:13,766
respect

546
00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:16,933
the highest form of human coexistence

547
00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:19,400
[But you have the solution, no?]

548
00:36:21,966 --> 00:36:24,100
They live isolated from the urbanized world

549
00:36:24,433 --> 00:36:26,433
and they have rules of their own

550
00:36:27,333 --> 00:36:28,566
to reach them

551
00:36:28,766 --> 00:36:31,300
you also need to prepare for 20-hour trips

552
00:36:32,100 --> 00:36:33,833
you don't arrive there by accident

553
00:36:34,700 --> 00:36:36,000
it's a gamble

554
00:36:38,566 --> 00:36:40,566
who arrives in a "Pueblo Magico" (Magic Town)

555
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:43,766
has to surrender to what life has in store for them

556
00:36:44,266 --> 00:36:46,100
give yourself to discover

557
00:36:46,566 --> 00:36:48,566
and experience the mystery.

558
00:36:49,166 --> 00:36:52,300
Your server,
Cutberto Díaz Ibañez

559
00:36:52,633 --> 00:36:58,033
i am a general doctor or first contact doctor

560
00:36:58,033 --> 00:37:03,700
I live here in Huautla de Jimenez,
to which I consider to be the magical and amazing Huautla

561
00:37:03,700 --> 00:37:10,233
in where I have been able to familiarise myself with
the mind blowing mushrooms

562
00:37:12,700 --> 00:37:16,100
the lethal doses are very high

563
00:37:16,100 --> 00:37:20,900
that I know of and
it is documented to a scientific level

564
00:37:20,900 --> 00:37:27,566
that nobody has died from an overdose of Psilocybin

565
00:37:27,866 --> 00:37:31,566
it alters the behaviour,
yes

566
00:37:31,566 --> 00:37:38,100
but the behaviour is related with the emotional moment that
the consumer of mushrooms goes through

567
00:37:41,700 --> 00:37:44,500
I already had two weeks in the town

568
00:37:44,733 --> 00:37:45,466
and everyone

569
00:37:45,566 --> 00:37:48,600
tries to sell me their "Magic Grandmother"

570
00:37:50,333 --> 00:37:53,300
each of them,
seems to have a shaman at home

571
00:37:54,700 --> 00:37:56,233
it's really difficult

572
00:37:56,233 --> 00:37:59,700
to orientate yourself as to which one is the right one

573
00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:02,500
one thing is certain

574
00:38:02,700 --> 00:38:06,033
everyone is looking for money,
for a trip with mushrooms

575
00:38:06,233 --> 00:38:10,500
and I have the impression of being surrounded by
many charlatans

576
00:38:10,966 --> 00:38:12,333
with large families

577
00:38:12,333 --> 00:38:14,233
and carrying many problems.

578
00:38:17,133 --> 00:38:18,900
A sincere person

579
00:38:18,900 --> 00:38:20,100
I found one

580
00:38:20,533 --> 00:38:23,333
she offered to host me for free

581
00:38:23,333 --> 00:38:25,733
and to help me in my research.

582
00:38:26,833 --> 00:38:28,166
Doña Josephina

583
00:38:28,266 --> 00:38:31,100
is one of the many separated women of Huautla

584
00:38:31,133 --> 00:38:32,300
[They love you!]

585
00:38:32,466 --> 00:38:34,466
and with her daughters she manages

586
00:38:34,500 --> 00:38:35,733
"Casa Cejota"

587
00:38:35,766 --> 00:38:37,500
a Mexican Bed and Breakfast

588
00:38:38,100 --> 00:38:40,000
I let myself be guided by her

589
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:43,466
and immerse myself in the social life of the "barrio" (town)

590
00:38:47,233 --> 00:38:49,233
she introduces me to Doña Elodia

591
00:38:49,233 --> 00:38:51,300
a trusted shaman

592
00:38:52,100 --> 00:38:53,633
she is a strong woman

593
00:38:53,733 --> 00:38:56,400
she had four back surgeries

594
00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:57,900
despite this

595
00:38:58,133 --> 00:39:00,400
she seems more determined than ever

596
00:39:00,533 --> 00:39:01,900
to help people

597
00:39:01,900 --> 00:39:04,533
to undress from their masks

598
00:39:04,633 --> 00:39:07,633
through the use of hallucinogenic mushrooms.

599
00:39:12,733 --> 00:39:17,166
Through mushrooms,
you can find the best path

600
00:39:17,733 --> 00:39:20,366
the best path to follow

601
00:39:20,366 --> 00:39:23,033
if there are obstacles in life

602
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:28,433
We have fear

603
00:39:28,433 --> 00:39:31,966
because we do not want to discover

604
00:39:33,233 --> 00:39:34,833
the darkness that we bring

605
00:39:34,833 --> 00:39:38,533
we do not want others to discover our secrets

606
00:39:38,533 --> 00:39:42,133
that secret which is damaging us

607
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:45,966
that secret which is hurting us

608
00:39:45,966 --> 00:39:49,666
that is converting into a disease

609
00:39:50,166 --> 00:39:57,166
It is about knowing or entering into new knowledge that
can be of a very different nature

610
00:39:57,166 --> 00:40:06,733
new colours, sensations,
creativity, forms

611
00:40:06,833 --> 00:40:10,400
and I mean not only tangible forms

612
00:40:10,400 --> 00:40:12,833
but also knowledge

613
00:40:13,866 --> 00:40:17,333
and if they show me where I am wrong,
I must accept it

614
00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:20,166
My body,
my mind

615
00:40:20,166 --> 00:40:22,666
which is an image generator

616
00:40:22,666 --> 00:40:26,766
is projecting my skills

617
00:40:26,766 --> 00:40:33,733
I have to get rid of everything negative that I bring I have to undo me

618
00:40:33,733 --> 00:40:36,800
I have to make room in my soul

619
00:40:36,800 --> 00:40:40,066
for the positive to enter

620
00:40:40,066 --> 00:40:42,900
If I am a drunk

621
00:40:42,900 --> 00:40:44,700
an alcoholic

622
00:40:44,700 --> 00:40:47,766
a cheat

623
00:40:47,766 --> 00:40:49,433
I am seeing it there

624
00:40:49,433 --> 00:40:54,366
I cannot escape my reality,
I cannot deceive anyone

625
00:41:01,033 --> 00:41:04,133
if I am a painter,
it is showing me colours

626
00:41:04,133 --> 00:41:06,300
it is enriching my creativity,
my thinking

627
00:41:07,933 --> 00:41:12,400
how could I not use this idea if I already have it here!

628
00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:14,000
Depersonalise

629
00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:18,000
nobody, nobody, nobody can be deceived

630
00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:20,700
of what is being seen in an auto-psychoanalysis.

631
00:42:24,066 --> 00:42:28,100
The mushrooms are a medicine

632
00:42:28,100 --> 00:42:32,500
maybe they are not very expensive

633
00:42:32,500 --> 00:42:36,433
but the sacrifice is in the time in which a person

634
00:42:36,433 --> 00:42:40,766
has to take everything that is experienced in that moment

635
00:42:40,766 --> 00:42:42,866
It is scientifically proven

636
00:42:42,866 --> 00:42:49,700
that a dose of mushrooms,
creates relief of at least 12 to 18 months

637
00:42:49,700 --> 00:42:51,733
against depression

638
00:42:51,733 --> 00:42:53,400
there is a lot that gives

639
00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:55,766
that gets solved

640
00:42:55,766 --> 00:42:58,500
when one does it from the heart

641
00:42:58,866 --> 00:43:01,866
regardless of the dose

642
00:43:01,866 --> 00:43:05,933
one can perfectly remember the experiences

643
00:43:05,933 --> 00:43:10,333
unlike alcohol that creates "blackouts"

644
00:43:10,333 --> 00:43:14,366
how many have also taken mushrooms

645
00:43:14,366 --> 00:43:17,066
without precautions

646
00:43:17,933 --> 00:43:23,733
they have just done it just to try it

647
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:27,766
they just want to know what it feels like.

648
00:43:27,766 --> 00:43:29,066
They are taken at night

649
00:43:29,066 --> 00:43:32,266
from 8pm at night

650
00:43:32,266 --> 00:43:37,133
depending on how the shaman has been translating them.

651
00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:40,833
What differences are there in mushrooms?

652
00:43:43,666 --> 00:43:47,500
differences could be that...

653
00:43:47,500 --> 00:43:51,733
well they have the same effect

654
00:43:51,733 --> 00:43:56,766
they simply have their own way of talking

655
00:43:56,966 --> 00:44:03,166
one might want to wait and
have a little rest and then continue

656
00:44:03,166 --> 00:44:08,066
another might want to continue going strong and
want to finish all at once

657
00:44:08,066 --> 00:44:11,000
if someone takes them in their own way

658
00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:12,700
they will not take effect

659
00:44:12,700 --> 00:44:15,500
then the problems of the person can arise

660
00:44:15,500 --> 00:44:17,233
the person could have mental disturbances

661
00:44:17,233 --> 00:44:19,666
Why?
--Because it is not respecting the tradition

662
00:44:19,666 --> 00:44:25,033
and custom that we have here in our Mazatec region

663
00:44:25,033 --> 00:44:27,600
especially in Huautla de Jimenez

664
00:44:28,100 --> 00:44:30,033
♪ Que linda esta la mañana♪

665
00:44:30,033 --> 00:44:33,766
♪En que vengo a saludarte♪

666
00:44:34,500 --> 00:44:37,566
♪Venimos todos con gusto♪

667
00:44:37,666 --> 00:44:41,366
♪Y placer a felicitarte♪

668
00:44:41,366 --> 00:44:45,000
♪Ya viene amaneciendo♪

669
00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:48,366
♪Ya la luz del día nos día♪

670
00:44:48,833 --> 00:44:54,133
♪Levántate de mañana♪

671
00:44:54,133 --> 00:44:57,633
♪Mira que ya amaneció♪

672
00:44:57,633 --> 00:45:00,633
[All]
ARRIBA, ABAJO, BIM-BOM-BAM!

673
00:45:00,633 --> 00:45:03,800
[All]
Tania, Tania, TA-DA-DA

674
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:06,000
The mushrooms

675
00:45:07,166 --> 00:45:09,033
are related...

676
00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:13,566
to the indigenous root

677
00:45:15,633 --> 00:45:19,566
named [Xicondoitocoxo- name of a Mazatec deity]

678
00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:22,200
the plant is a live being

679
00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,600
we are live beings

680
00:45:24,966 --> 00:45:28,466
if we could imagine ourselves as plants

681
00:45:29,566 --> 00:45:31,666
the plants come from the root

682
00:45:31,666 --> 00:45:34,533
so the root has to be well to give good fruits

683
00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:38,966
we respect the patron like he deserves

684
00:45:38,966 --> 00:45:40,900
we will be ok

685
00:45:40,900 --> 00:45:43,633
because we are respecting our roots

686
00:45:43,633 --> 00:45:48,333
because without the roots the branches aren’t well

687
00:45:48,333 --> 00:45:53,300
and then the fruits won't be well or
how do you see it?

688
00:45:53,300 --> 00:45:58,000
If a person comes with a problem

689
00:45:58,866 --> 00:46:01,366
or when the disease is occurring psychosomatically

690
00:46:01,366 --> 00:46:04,666
if it is organic,
we can demonstrate it

691
00:46:04,666 --> 00:46:10,900
through analysis,
through laboratory studies

692
00:46:10,900 --> 00:46:12,633
through image studies

693
00:46:12,633 --> 00:46:17,533
but when there is no organic cause but a mental cause

694
00:46:17,533 --> 00:46:18,600
of course it is indicated

695
00:46:18,933 --> 00:46:22,166
and we can carry out a ritual.

696
00:46:25,266 --> 00:46:28,966
[Mazateca Prayer]

697
00:46:29,566 --> 00:46:31,733
[Shaman] What city?
[Antonio] Casaluce.

698
00:46:31,733 --> 00:46:34,033
[Chamana] ¿Casaluce?

699
00:46:34,033 --> 00:46:36,666
[Shaman] Casaluce city...

700
00:46:38,066 --> 00:46:45,633
[Mazateca Prayer]

701
00:47:51,766 --> 00:47:55,933
the Saint Peter (plant) is the one who brings the keys...ok?...

702
00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:02,033
to all parts of nature

703
00:48:02,033 --> 00:48:07,433
he is the one who will go to work in case someone is imprisoned

704
00:48:07,466 --> 00:48:11,633
if someone is enchanted
- you have not understood that word well -

705
00:48:11,633 --> 00:48:13,233
when someone is scared

706
00:48:13,566 --> 00:48:20,300
[Mazateca Prayer]

707
00:48:30,400 --> 00:48:33,733
In order to revive the person

708
00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:37,566
that is already tormented

709
00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:41,966
who is desperate in the trip

710
00:48:44,433 --> 00:48:47,100
we start to spray him with water

711
00:48:47,766 --> 00:48:50,100
the water is also something pure

712
00:48:51,900 --> 00:48:55,266
that serves to bring him back

713
00:48:55,833 --> 00:48:59,833
Ok? So, in that moment

714
00:49:00,366 --> 00:49:07,000
one starts to take the water in the mouth and
spray the person in the face

715
00:49:08,433 --> 00:49:12,300
so that they can locate where they should be

716
00:49:25,500 --> 00:49:27,500
now,
we won't talk anymore...

717
00:49:28,933 --> 00:49:32,866
[Mazateca Prayer]

718
00:49:34,966 --> 00:49:39,133
[San Pedro's Prayer]

719
00:52:41,066 --> 00:52:44,633
♪ Can you feel complete?♪

720
00:52:53,833 --> 00:52:57,933
♪ whithout your dark side♪

721
00:53:09,233 --> 00:53:14,800
♪ why don't you want to recognize ♪

722
00:53:22,366 --> 00:53:25,300
♪ your dark side ♪

723
00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:21,933
The goal was

724
00:54:22,700 --> 00:54:24,700
to discover

725
00:54:25,300 --> 00:54:27,300
my mission,
my path

726
00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:31,966
it's hard for me to say

727
00:54:31,966 --> 00:54:34,533
or to translate into words,
what I experienced.

728
00:54:36,700 --> 00:54:37,666
It is like when

729
00:54:37,666 --> 00:54:39,333
one goes to a cinema

730
00:54:39,633 --> 00:54:40,733
sits down

731
00:54:42,433 --> 00:54:44,666
and puts themselves in a state of "observer"

732
00:54:45,100 --> 00:54:46,833
imagine that the movie

733
00:54:46,866 --> 00:54:48,700
that is projecting

734
00:54:48,966 --> 00:54:50,066
talks about you

735
00:54:51,133 --> 00:54:52,700
who you really are

736
00:54:54,833 --> 00:54:56,833
on one level

737
00:54:57,166 --> 00:54:58,566
to another level

738
00:54:59,133 --> 00:55:00,066
in one reality

739
00:55:00,066 --> 00:55:01,500
to another reality.

740
00:55:02,033 --> 00:55:05,033
The game of life is alternation

741
00:55:06,500 --> 00:55:10,766
we get lost and find ourselves again.

742
00:55:13,800 --> 00:55:14,900
This night

743
00:55:14,900 --> 00:55:16,366
I lived

744
00:55:16,833 --> 00:55:18,066
an experience

745
00:55:19,700 --> 00:55:21,166
at some point in the journey

746
00:55:21,166 --> 00:55:22,033
of surrender

747
00:55:23,600 --> 00:55:26,666
I had to surrender

748
00:55:27,966 --> 00:55:29,966
to understand

749
00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:32,433
this vastness

750
00:55:32,566 --> 00:55:33,800
this depth

751
00:55:33,800 --> 00:55:35,133
that each of us has

752
00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:37,966
it is something infinite

753
00:55:38,466 --> 00:55:40,233
it's something...

754
00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:44,966
creative

755
00:55:45,166 --> 00:55:46,733
it is what it is.

756
00:55:49,500 --> 00:55:52,400
♪

757
00:55:53,966 --> 00:55:55,966
we always have the temptation

758
00:55:56,466 --> 00:55:57,866
to do

759
00:55:59,266 --> 00:56:01,866
it is so difficult for us to "do nothing"

760
00:56:02,933 --> 00:56:06,200
and let things be,
as they are.

761
00:56:14,500 --> 00:56:16,500
It was an experience

762
00:56:19,566 --> 00:56:21,100
even physically speaking

763
00:56:21,100 --> 00:56:22,100
very strong

764
00:56:25,866 --> 00:56:27,033
I see

765
00:56:27,500 --> 00:56:28,633
and I really understand

766
00:56:30,166 --> 00:56:32,566
that the role of the shaman is fundamental

767
00:56:35,466 --> 00:56:36,766
to watch over you

768
00:56:37,500 --> 00:56:38,666
and accompany you

769
00:56:39,333 --> 00:56:40,800
to your destination

770
00:56:41,800 --> 00:56:42,966
I was so

771
00:56:47,766 --> 00:56:48,966
out of me

772
00:56:48,966 --> 00:56:50,266
or inside of me

773
00:56:51,966 --> 00:56:53,233
the time

774
00:56:53,933 --> 00:56:55,233
seemed

775
00:56:57,066 --> 00:56:59,266
eternal,
infinite

776
00:56:59,766 --> 00:57:00,633
I remembered this

777
00:57:00,633 --> 00:57:03,100
that everyone has a mission

778
00:57:04,533 --> 00:57:07,200
and it is important that you complete this mission!

779
01:00:48,300 --> 01:00:49,400
Among the most beautiful things

780
01:00:49,400 --> 01:00:51,800
when traveling by bus in Mexico

781
01:00:51,966 --> 01:00:53,200
are the stops

782
01:00:53,833 --> 01:00:55,733
especially in long distances

783
01:00:55,733 --> 01:00:58,666
We stop several times,
on the way

784
01:00:58,900 --> 01:01:01,500
Mexicans like to do things calmly

785
01:01:01,500 --> 01:01:02,833
and on a full stomach

786
01:01:03,500 --> 01:01:05,066
they do it better

787
01:01:21,966 --> 01:01:23,966
I got in touch with Paola

788
01:01:24,733 --> 01:01:26,066
together we decided

789
01:01:26,066 --> 01:01:29,466
to visit the pyramids of Teotihuacán

790
01:01:30,233 --> 01:01:32,733
before going to the desert

791
01:01:40,566 --> 01:01:42,300
It's a beautiful day

792
01:01:42,300 --> 01:01:45,600
and I take this opportunity by
asking them to take some shots

793
01:01:47,033 --> 01:01:49,233
this is the result

794
01:01:56,933 --> 01:01:59,133
I decide to take a "selfie"

795
01:02:18,400 --> 01:02:19,666
Estación Wadley

796
01:02:19,666 --> 01:02:22,133
It is a ghost town in the middle of nowhere

797
01:02:23,000 --> 01:02:24,700
no phone line

798
01:02:25,233 --> 01:02:26,866
no internet connection

799
01:02:27,500 --> 01:02:28,900
sometimes there is no water

800
01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:29,866
and the food

801
01:02:29,866 --> 01:02:31,900
only comes once a week

802
01:02:32,100 --> 01:02:34,100
a peaceful place,
very calm

803
01:02:37,800 --> 01:02:39,000
but it is known above all else

804
01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:41,033
for the passage of the "Beast"

805
01:02:51,933 --> 01:02:53,466
a very long train

806
01:02:53,666 --> 01:02:55,000
which cuts Mexico in two

807
01:02:55,000 --> 01:02:58,433
and travels through it all the way to the United States

808
01:03:00,100 --> 01:03:01,800
It passes three times a day

809
01:03:01,800 --> 01:03:05,833
and for ten minutes you get the impression
that you are in the middle of an earthquake

810
01:03:08,966 --> 01:03:10,900
the first time is traumatic

811
01:03:11,300 --> 01:03:13,166
the second shocking

812
01:03:13,900 --> 01:03:14,933
by the third

813
01:03:15,333 --> 01:03:16,866
you are already used to it

814
01:03:26,666 --> 01:03:28,333
a very long time ago,
nearby

815
01:03:28,433 --> 01:03:31,433
fourteen bandits,
attacked in surprise

816
01:03:31,666 --> 01:03:34,200
the ancient mint of the Mexican state

817
01:03:34,466 --> 01:03:37,500
stealing all the gold and
the silver it held

818
01:03:37,733 --> 01:03:39,800
then dissolving into the desert

819
01:03:41,233 --> 01:03:43,166
evidently,
surprises

820
01:03:43,166 --> 01:03:46,100
are a cultural phenomenon still practiced.

821
01:03:49,666 --> 01:03:57,200
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

822
01:03:57,200 --> 01:04:04,633
♪ happy birthday Antonio,
happy birthday to you ♪

823
01:04:05,033 --> 01:04:08,533
[applause]

824
01:04:21,100 --> 01:04:23,133
♪ Sin principio ♪

825
01:04:23,500 --> 01:04:26,366
♪ Sin final♪

826
01:04:31,066 --> 01:04:33,233
Looking for the Peyote,
is easy

827
01:04:33,700 --> 01:04:34,600
finding it

828
01:04:34,600 --> 01:04:36,033
is not at all

829
01:04:36,933 --> 01:04:39,466
there are a number of factors to keep in mind

830
01:04:43,066 --> 01:04:44,600
patience

831
01:04:44,800 --> 01:04:46,366
know how to put it off

832
01:04:46,866 --> 01:04:48,666
if it is not the time

833
01:04:48,800 --> 01:04:50,300
it is not the time

834
01:04:59,566 --> 01:05:00,700
Faith

835
01:05:00,833 --> 01:05:02,933
the right amount of trust

836
01:05:02,933 --> 01:05:04,933
in what is being done

837
01:05:10,233 --> 01:05:11,500
Daring

838
01:05:11,966 --> 01:05:13,900
crossing obstacles

839
01:05:14,966 --> 01:05:16,433
risk

840
01:05:16,900 --> 01:05:19,333
the "Cascavel" (snake) bites

841
01:05:22,133 --> 01:05:23,200
yes but...

842
01:05:23,766 --> 01:05:24,866
Tobí tobí

843
01:05:25,266 --> 01:05:26,533
♪ Círculo ♪

844
01:05:26,533 --> 01:05:28,866
♪ somos un círculo ♪

845
01:05:29,466 --> 01:05:31,633
♪dentro de un círculo ♪

846
01:05:33,033 --> 01:05:34,900
♪ Sin principio ♪

847
01:05:34,966 --> 01:05:38,000
♪ Sin final♪

848
01:05:48,600 --> 01:05:49,933
crossing the entrance

849
01:05:50,300 --> 01:05:51,833
I found myself in front of

850
01:05:51,833 --> 01:05:53,766
the "Guardian of the desert"

851
01:05:54,066 --> 01:05:55,466
a certain José

852
01:05:57,266 --> 01:05:59,900
his body language says it all

853
01:05:59,900 --> 01:06:01,900
and like the other Huichole people

854
01:06:01,900 --> 01:06:05,066
try to avoid contact with external populations

855
01:06:05,300 --> 01:06:06,500
and he tells me

856
01:06:06,866 --> 01:06:09,166
“you're not the one looking for the peyote"

857
01:06:09,433 --> 01:06:11,733
"it is the Peyote who is looking for you”

858
01:06:13,800 --> 01:06:15,466
They are great craftsmen

859
01:06:15,466 --> 01:06:17,033
and for centuries they have been using

860
01:06:17,033 --> 01:06:20,333
the mescaline contained within the cactus

861
01:06:20,466 --> 01:06:23,600
to transcend the "profane world" towards "the afterlife"

862
01:06:23,833 --> 01:06:26,866
and bring integrity back to the individual.

863
01:06:30,133 --> 01:06:31,700
[I want to tell a story]

864
01:06:33,066 --> 01:06:35,333
a story made of coincidences

865
01:06:36,400 --> 01:06:37,633
accidents

866
01:06:38,266 --> 01:06:39,600
encounters

867
01:06:40,600 --> 01:06:43,233
which has a magical component

868
01:06:45,933 --> 01:06:48,866
that we will try to explain

869
01:06:50,133 --> 01:06:54,066
I met this person in the hostel

870
01:06:55,233 --> 01:06:56,433
here in Wadley

871
01:06:57,333 --> 01:06:59,433
and a friendship was created

872
01:07:00,600 --> 01:07:05,500
and one day we decided to go to visit Real de Catorce

873
01:07:06,533 --> 01:07:08,033
We met the two girls here

874
01:07:08,033 --> 01:07:09,300
randomly one night

875
01:07:09,300 --> 01:07:10,766
while brushing teeth

876
01:07:11,500 --> 01:07:12,933
in the same hostel we were in

877
01:07:14,433 --> 01:07:17,266
and they were keen to come with us

878
01:07:17,766 --> 01:07:19,000
We were on our way to Quemado

879
01:07:19,000 --> 01:07:20,433
which is this sacred place

880
01:07:20,533 --> 01:07:23,033
when we got lost on the mountain...

881
01:07:23,033 --> 01:07:25,833
We were walking down this narrow path

882
01:07:25,833 --> 01:07:27,966
with a lot of rocks and stuff

883
01:07:29,033 --> 01:07:31,100
and you were wearing these shoes

884
01:07:31,366 --> 01:07:33,133
and I was wearing “Converse”

885
01:07:33,266 --> 01:07:34,900
we were talking about

886
01:07:35,533 --> 01:07:39,266
how bad it was wearing those shoes actually
--for that walk

887
01:07:39,500 --> 01:07:41,000
and like a minute later...

888
01:07:41,000 --> 01:07:42,633
♪ DAMN!

889
01:07:43,133 --> 01:07:46,466
I just saw Antony flying down the...

890
01:07:47,700 --> 01:07:50,800
I went to him and
he had dislocated his shoulder...

891
01:07:55,533 --> 01:07:57,000
and a lot of pain

892
01:08:01,400 --> 01:08:03,100
It was a difficult moment, right?

893
01:08:03,333 --> 01:08:04,366
because in the mountains

894
01:08:04,666 --> 01:08:07,000
you turn right and there is nothing

895
01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,233
you turn left and there is nothing...

896
01:08:10,633 --> 01:08:11,600
you look in the sky

897
01:08:11,600 --> 01:08:12,633
it starts to rain...

898
01:08:13,500 --> 01:08:14,900
and you say DAMN!
[bipsound]

899
01:08:21,700 --> 01:08:23,266
We organize ourselves for a moment

900
01:08:23,266 --> 01:08:24,500
take a minute

901
01:08:25,366 --> 01:08:28,100
and try to understand how the anatomy of the body is made

902
01:08:28,766 --> 01:08:31,266
and in one movement we put the shoulder back inside

903
01:08:32,733 --> 01:08:36,333
I find a gentleman who lives in the mountains

904
01:08:36,333 --> 01:08:39,433
who takes me back to the city of Real with a horse

905
01:08:41,233 --> 01:08:42,633
♪ DAMN!

906
01:09:05,866 --> 01:09:08,166
We go to the hospital

907
01:09:09,100 --> 01:09:10,600
they give me medication

908
01:09:10,600 --> 01:09:12,800
we spend the night there

909
01:09:13,100 --> 01:09:16,700
and that meant that I didn't go to Mexico City

910
01:09:17,133 --> 01:09:18,566
so I stayed here.

911
01:09:30,833 --> 01:09:32,200
We all went to the desert

912
01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:34,666
for a proper experience of Peyote

913
01:09:35,166 --> 01:09:37,133
the day leading up to it coming here

914
01:09:37,333 --> 01:09:39,566
we were all excited preparing for it

915
01:09:40,100 --> 01:09:41,466
we took a taxi out there

916
01:09:41,466 --> 01:09:44,733
got dropped off in the middle of the desert,
right in the middle

917
01:09:44,866 --> 01:09:47,900
and then we were just yeah,
searching for it

918
01:09:53,566 --> 01:09:56,233
We were looking for hours and hours

919
01:09:56,233 --> 01:09:58,633
and we were getting kind of frustrated actually

920
01:09:58,633 --> 01:10:02,133
We were also thinking that it was not our day to take it

921
01:10:03,166 --> 01:10:07,066
and then we decided to go for one last look

922
01:10:08,900 --> 01:10:12,166
after a while Julie suddenly found a couple

923
01:10:12,166 --> 01:10:13,300
...one, and that made me...

924
01:10:13,300 --> 01:10:15,600
because I was thinking,
maybe I’m disrespecting

925
01:10:15,600 --> 01:10:17,400
it doesn't show itself for a reason

926
01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:18,833
and then it was just there

927
01:10:18,833 --> 01:10:20,433
and I was like, ok,
I couldn’t touch it

928
01:10:20,433 --> 01:10:22,533
I didn’t find anything else and
I just thought you know...

929
01:10:22,533 --> 01:10:25,300
we are just giving up and thought we have enough to share

930
01:10:25,600 --> 01:10:28,333
so, we are just gonna go back.

931
01:10:28,433 --> 01:10:30,533
I think probably thirty seconds after that

932
01:10:30,533 --> 01:10:32,533
it just showed itself like BAM!

933
01:10:32,666 --> 01:10:35,533
You found the first you couldn’t touch,
You found another.

934
01:10:35,933 --> 01:10:39,466
It’s like as you find one and
you are cutting it

935
01:10:39,800 --> 01:10:41,800
and then you see another family

936
01:10:42,000 --> 01:10:43,033
and then you look

937
01:10:43,033 --> 01:10:44,766
and you see another family and
another family...

938
01:10:44,766 --> 01:10:47,033
and you are like: “Now it is happening!”

939
01:10:47,266 --> 01:10:50,100
It was such a beautiful moment because
I really don’t think that’s a coincidence

940
01:10:50,366 --> 01:10:52,366
and neither that,
it just appeared

941
01:10:52,366 --> 01:10:53,833
when we decided to give up

942
01:10:53,833 --> 01:10:57,666
I feel like it was testing your patience just like,
“Yeah it’s okay. I’m here; it’s today.”

943
01:10:57,733 --> 01:10:59,266
The peyote found us in the end.

944
01:10:59,266 --> 01:11:01,866
It really did but I felt like it was teasing us

945
01:11:02,233 --> 01:11:03,000
yeah

946
01:11:13,800 --> 01:11:17,933
Antonio had a great idea of creating a little ceremony

947
01:11:18,633 --> 01:11:21,866
and making us think about our intentions for the trip

948
01:11:22,166 --> 01:11:24,600
and making us write down our intentions

949
01:11:24,666 --> 01:11:27,200
for ourselves - personal ones - for the group

950
01:11:27,200 --> 01:11:30,100
for the desert and then for other people.

951
01:11:30,366 --> 01:11:32,266
So we all wrote down on a piece of paper

952
01:11:32,266 --> 01:11:35,166
a word each for each one, put them all together

953
01:11:35,200 --> 01:11:37,200
and then Antonio burnt them

954
01:11:37,333 --> 01:11:39,566
It was set,
our intentions were set

955
01:11:40,600 --> 01:11:43,966
We split three each and
put them in a hat

956
01:11:43,966 --> 01:11:46,166
cut them up and then we shared

957
01:11:46,666 --> 01:11:49,766
We just started eating them and
started the day of tripping!

958
01:11:49,833 --> 01:11:50,866
[All]
Hahaha

959
01:11:54,533 --> 01:11:57,000
I was feeling the effects pretty rapidly

960
01:11:57,000 --> 01:11:59,733
I think all of us were
but at this moment

961
01:11:59,733 --> 01:12:02,233
we did need to find some shade

962
01:12:02,333 --> 01:12:03,400
so we took some cover

963
01:12:03,400 --> 01:12:06,833
it wasn’t the best tree,
there was like not much shade

964
01:12:06,833 --> 01:12:08,233
and full of thorns

965
01:12:08,266 --> 01:12:10,966
but I think we all needed a sit down

966
01:12:12,066 --> 01:12:16,933
and for me I was feeling very peaceful there and
just wanted to stay a bit longer

967
01:12:16,933 --> 01:12:20,866
but...we were searching for the pathway

968
01:12:21,133 --> 01:12:24,566
that we needed and
it was kind of on our minds that...

969
01:12:24,866 --> 01:12:28,066
are we gonna find this pathway...and
as we were getting higher

970
01:12:28,166 --> 01:12:31,000
and started feeling the effects more

971
01:12:31,000 --> 01:12:33,533
Antony was like, “No, we need to find this path"

972
01:12:33,533 --> 01:12:36,533
"It’s important we do this now before we get really high"

973
01:12:36,533 --> 01:12:39,333
"and then we are just gonna be lost somewhere.”

974
01:12:40,566 --> 01:12:43,133
It’s really easy to get lost in the desert

975
01:12:43,133 --> 01:12:44,166
[All]
Yes

976
01:12:49,033 --> 01:12:50,133
But yeah it was really interesting

977
01:12:50,133 --> 01:12:53,466
you kept telling me through the whole day just to have faith

978
01:12:54,300 --> 01:12:57,500
I felt like the whole journey was teaching me
that with finding it

979
01:12:57,500 --> 01:12:59,933
and keeping faith you do find the path

980
01:12:59,933 --> 01:13:01,866
just trust, just do it

981
01:13:03,400 --> 01:13:04,333
I don’t know...

982
01:13:08,333 --> 01:13:10,433
I felt very...

983
01:13:10,800 --> 01:13:13,100
grounded and connected to nature

984
01:13:14,133 --> 01:13:15,833
like I was a part of nature

985
01:13:15,833 --> 01:13:17,800
like I was a tree or a plant

986
01:13:18,300 --> 01:13:20,100
but really understood

987
01:13:20,100 --> 01:13:23,300
started to understand,
how we are connected to nature

988
01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:27,700
We are all one collective consciousness

989
01:13:27,700 --> 01:13:29,833
and all intertwined with nature

990
01:13:30,533 --> 01:13:31,833
and for the next hour

991
01:13:31,833 --> 01:13:34,600
I was really understanding and appreciating this

992
01:13:35,200 --> 01:13:40,100
and just having a lot of gratitude for nature and Earth

993
01:13:41,966 --> 01:13:44,833
and it was quite a deep moment for me

994
01:13:47,400 --> 01:13:52,633
Peyote can teach you to be really gentle with yourself

995
01:13:55,433 --> 01:13:58,333
It reminds you that you can love

996
01:13:59,566 --> 01:14:01,566
like it lets the free flow

997
01:14:02,200 --> 01:14:04,300
especially love was such a dominant thing

998
01:14:04,300 --> 01:14:06,000
during the whole day

999
01:14:06,133 --> 01:14:08,833
It’s your nature, right?
- Exactly.

1000
01:14:09,800 --> 01:14:14,766
And also it teaches you how to transform things

1001
01:14:15,700 --> 01:14:22,833
for example we spend time on bad things during life

1002
01:14:23,866 --> 01:14:26,866
but it’s just a part of a process

1003
01:14:27,533 --> 01:14:29,633
it’s just a part of yourself

1004
01:14:30,500 --> 01:14:32,600
- Transforming
- Yeah

1005
01:14:33,066 --> 01:14:34,966
‘The Art of Transforming’

1006
01:14:34,966 --> 01:14:36,533
taught by peyote

1007
01:14:36,533 --> 01:14:39,866
It’s different,
because it’s the peyote style

1008
01:14:39,866 --> 01:14:41,700
You have to try it

1009
01:14:41,700 --> 01:14:43,966
- It is different
- It is a certain style

1010
01:14:44,566 --> 01:14:48,600
Everything is talking about you,
also the bad things

1011
01:14:49,666 --> 01:14:52,800
and everything is not eternal...

1012
01:14:54,333 --> 01:14:57,000
- it’s impermanent.
- it’s impermanent.

1013
01:14:57,666 --> 01:15:02,633
The law of nature,
it teaches you the law of nature

1014
01:15:02,633 --> 01:15:04,466
to accept your reality

1015
01:15:04,466 --> 01:15:09,866
and understand that everything is changing constantly,
in a flux, in a flow

1016
01:15:10,100 --> 01:15:13,233
nothing is permanent,
that is the law of nature

1017
01:15:13,800 --> 01:15:17,200
and so you just have to let the things transform

1018
01:15:17,200 --> 01:15:18,400
[All]
Yeah

1019
01:15:25,466 --> 01:15:28,766
With teaching me love I was also learning acceptance

1020
01:15:28,800 --> 01:15:31,033
That’s a constant work because as you were saying

1021
01:15:31,066 --> 01:15:33,866
everything is transforming and
is changing all the time

1022
01:15:33,866 --> 01:15:35,933
so you will always have these moments where you find

1023
01:15:35,933 --> 01:15:37,133
just accepting yourself

1024
01:15:37,133 --> 01:15:39,933
and who you are and getting rid of insecurities

1025
01:15:39,933 --> 01:15:42,100
You will always come back with...like
peyote is...

1026
01:15:42,100 --> 01:15:44,633
is such a good medicine to help you work on that

1027
01:15:45,066 --> 01:15:47,066
and I really feel like...

1028
01:15:47,300 --> 01:15:48,566
I did so much work in one day compared to

1029
01:15:48,566 --> 01:15:51,666
what I could have done in weeks without it

1030
01:15:52,366 --> 01:15:54,433
- Or maybe in years
- Exactly years even...

1031
01:15:54,966 --> 01:15:56,566
it's just such a strong...

1032
01:15:57,000 --> 01:15:59,066
like you are working together

1033
01:15:59,066 --> 01:16:01,066
you really help to kick-start it

1034
01:16:01,600 --> 01:16:03,600
kind of crazy because

1035
01:16:03,966 --> 01:16:07,733
me and Julie we have been traveling together for three months

1036
01:16:07,733 --> 01:16:10,600
We are on this journey together already

1037
01:16:10,766 --> 01:16:15,333
and then yesterday, we were the only two
who hadn’t found the peyote yet

1038
01:16:15,433 --> 01:16:18,200
and suddenly we just found it at the same time

1039
01:16:20,933 --> 01:16:23,866
so when it started to kick in

1040
01:16:24,066 --> 01:16:30,800
we started talking about the expectations we had
for the whole journey

1041
01:16:31,000 --> 01:16:33,166
what we wrote down on the paper

1042
01:16:33,700 --> 01:16:39,833
- and it turned out we had written the same thing...
- The same intention.

1043
01:16:41,066 --> 01:16:46,266
And I think it’s amazing it started even before the journey begun

1044
01:16:46,266 --> 01:16:48,000
even the peyote showing itself

1045
01:16:48,800 --> 01:16:50,933
- was a journey we needed to do together
- Yeah

1046
01:16:51,533 --> 01:16:55,000
Our relationship is so important during this whole trip,
like the actual travels.

1047
01:16:55,400 --> 01:16:58,433
We were growing together you know...

1048
01:16:58,966 --> 01:17:02,033
Yeah that was really a revelation...

1049
01:17:02,400 --> 01:17:04,866
how connected we actually are

1050
01:17:05,433 --> 01:17:07,433
- It's really beautiful
- It is beautiful and just things...

1051
01:17:07,900 --> 01:17:12,233
we talked about maybe more superficially before like the peyote

1052
01:17:13,800 --> 01:17:16,600
I think it just made you find the right words and the right time

1053
01:17:16,600 --> 01:17:20,633
to share it in a really beautiful way,
two girls together in the right way you know

1054
01:17:26,066 --> 01:17:29,633
when you know how to not do

1055
01:17:31,800 --> 01:17:34,466
you just receive...

1056
01:17:34,466 --> 01:17:36,466
[All]
Hahaha

1057
01:17:36,800 --> 01:17:39,400
It’s like a surrender right?

1058
01:17:39,733 --> 01:17:41,933
When you surrender yourself

1059
01:17:42,500 --> 01:17:44,733
- you start to receive...
- Exactly

1060
01:17:45,366 --> 01:17:46,700
and when you remember...

1061
01:17:49,800 --> 01:17:52,000
that you are nothing
- you are nothing!

1062
01:17:52,000 --> 01:17:52,600
[All]
Hahahah

1063
01:17:52,600 --> 01:17:55,700
You are necessary,
but you are nothing!

1064
01:17:56,300 --> 01:17:59,433
And when you understand that,
you need to understand that

1065
01:17:59,433 --> 01:18:03,600
as part of the law of nature,
then you just receive

1066
01:18:03,600 --> 01:18:05,433
You just lie back and...

1067
01:18:05,500 --> 01:18:09,433
for example,
we were lying down when we were under the trees

1068
01:18:09,666 --> 01:18:13,300
and we were connecting with nature
and just like

1069
01:18:13,533 --> 01:18:17,600
“Teach me, make me understand,
I’m here to learn.”

1070
01:18:17,600 --> 01:18:20,200
“I’m gonna receive,
I’m ready to receive.”

1071
01:18:20,600 --> 01:18:23,600
And you can feel the charisma of Peyote

1072
01:18:24,600 --> 01:18:26,066
that is so different

1073
01:18:26,100 --> 01:18:27,366
- It is teasing
- It is...

1074
01:18:28,600 --> 01:18:29,700
It’s so different

1075
01:18:29,700 --> 01:18:36,233
the way that peyote connects you with everything

1076
01:18:36,233 --> 01:18:38,000
with nature,
with yourself

1077
01:18:38,000 --> 01:18:39,833
understanding things

1078
01:18:40,100 --> 01:18:41,366
with visions

1079
01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:43,766
with sounds

1080
01:18:44,633 --> 01:18:46,300
with feelings

1081
01:18:48,033 --> 01:18:50,366
this is the peyote style

1082
01:18:51,200 --> 01:18:53,200
[All] Peyote style!

1083
01:18:53,733 --> 01:18:55,100
Yeah,
connection

1084
01:19:05,266 --> 01:19:07,400
♪

1085
01:19:08,333 --> 01:19:12,633
♪ You need to feel love ♪

1086
01:19:17,833 --> 01:19:22,266
♪ You need to feel love ♪

1087
01:19:23,266 --> 01:19:26,666
♪ Share love ♪

1088
01:19:27,533 --> 01:19:31,966
♪ You need to feel love ♪

1089
01:19:42,100 --> 01:19:45,500
♪ Share love ♪

1090
01:19:46,233 --> 01:19:50,666
♪ You need to feel love ♪

1091
01:19:51,633 --> 01:19:55,033
♪ Share love ♪

1092
01:19:55,666 --> 01:20:00,300
♪ You need to feel love ♪

1093
01:20:44,900 --> 01:20:47,500
I just remember turning around

1094
01:20:48,500 --> 01:20:50,800
and it was just there.
Boom!

1095
01:20:51,366 --> 01:20:54,500
And the moon was,
you could see a tiny bit of light

1096
01:20:54,500 --> 01:20:57,333
but then you saw all the rest of the moon as well

1097
01:20:57,866 --> 01:21:00,066
And it looked so 3D

1098
01:21:00,533 --> 01:21:04,133
It was so round,
I’ve never seen anything like it

1099
01:21:05,100 --> 01:21:07,633
as it was getting darker

1100
01:21:07,633 --> 01:21:10,233
vision was changing

1101
01:21:12,100 --> 01:21:20,733
we had visions of an animal like a serpent,
or some kind of night vision

1102
01:21:21,400 --> 01:21:28,066
like every twig on every bush,
was outlined with florescent purple and green

1103
01:21:28,066 --> 01:21:32,500
and in between myself and the floor

1104
01:21:33,133 --> 01:21:37,000
and like as we were walking we could see geometric patterns

1105
01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:40,466
and it was really incredible,
walking through this

1106
01:21:40,466 --> 01:21:42,733
yeah, we were walking through it,
we were in it

1107
01:21:42,733 --> 01:21:44,400
It was part of us

1108
01:21:44,400 --> 01:21:49,733
also seeing the peyote pattern everywhere and
in everything

1109
01:21:50,433 --> 01:21:53,133
in three dimensional formation

1110
01:21:53,133 --> 01:21:56,433
and it was really an incredible thing to experience

1111
01:21:57,166 --> 01:21:59,200
you could see it everywhere

1112
01:22:00,600 --> 01:22:04,100
and I like to think that this platform is always there

1113
01:22:04,100 --> 01:22:10,266
and we are able to access it when we take these natural medicines

1114
01:22:13,766 --> 01:22:18,466
and maybe because we took the same quantity of Peyote...

1115
01:22:18,466 --> 01:22:21,333
to feel the same and have the same journey yeah

1116
01:22:21,333 --> 01:22:23,900
what about the stars and the brain connection?

1117
01:22:23,900 --> 01:22:27,400
Can you tell something about this?
Everybody saw this

1118
01:22:27,400 --> 01:22:29,400
It looked like a brain

1119
01:22:29,400 --> 01:22:31,733
nerve cells spreading

1120
01:22:31,733 --> 01:22:34,500
this was in the day time for me and
in the night time

1121
01:22:34,500 --> 01:22:38,433
you could see the constellation shaping like how they’re all connected

1122
01:22:38,966 --> 01:22:40,766
like brain cells
[All] Yeah

1123
01:22:41,033 --> 01:22:44,400
Like a tree formed through the stars

1124
01:22:44,400 --> 01:22:45,666
♪

1125
01:22:45,666 --> 01:22:48,233
That is literally how you can see that it’s all connected

1126
01:22:48,233 --> 01:22:50,566
because one goes to another which goes to another

1127
01:22:50,566 --> 01:22:53,533
so it’s just a whole net,
really

1128
01:22:53,566 --> 01:22:55,600
Yeah,
it’s a network

1129
01:22:59,433 --> 01:23:02,366
Life is an intelligent thing

1130
01:23:03,533 --> 01:23:06,300
I had to go to Mexico City

1131
01:23:07,666 --> 01:23:11,333
but for making this experience

1132
01:23:12,266 --> 01:23:14,566
the only way to stop me

1133
01:23:14,566 --> 01:23:17,266
was this (dislocated shoulder)

1134
01:23:18,700 --> 01:23:21,466
and it’s so beautiful.
Receive...

1135
01:23:22,033 --> 01:23:23,766
Receive

1136
01:23:23,766 --> 01:23:26,866
-[All] Hahaha
- You got hurt and you got your medicine!

1137
01:23:30,566 --> 01:23:32,566
So, that’s all

1138
01:23:33,733 --> 01:23:35,733
"hasta la vista" (Bye)

1139
01:23:38,300 --> 01:23:40,066
♪ You can get it ♪

1140
01:23:41,900 --> 01:23:44,266
♪ You can get it ♪

1141
01:23:53,366 --> 01:23:57,033
Nobody can run away,
from their reality

1142
01:23:59,666 --> 01:24:02,200
as in a "black hole"

1143
01:24:03,733 --> 01:24:06,466
this is interesting,
because it helps me

1144
01:24:06,466 --> 01:24:08,466
not to modulate my conduct

1145
01:24:08,466 --> 01:24:10,100
but to change it

1146
01:24:18,266 --> 01:24:19,500
Nothing is poison

1147
01:24:19,500 --> 01:24:21,466
simply sometimes

1148
01:24:21,466 --> 01:24:23,600
we turn it into poison

1149
01:24:31,133 --> 01:24:33,133
- Ahahaha
- I knew it!

1150
01:24:43,800 --> 01:24:46,233
To take a picture with open arms in nature

1151
01:24:46,233 --> 01:24:48,700
does not make you a free person

1152
01:24:57,966 --> 01:25:02,033
It is essential to know your own shadow,
because the houses are made from the foundations

1153
01:25:02,766 --> 01:25:05,066
and the first step,
is mental freedom

1154
01:25:05,700 --> 01:25:07,800
or take into account

1155
01:25:08,566 --> 01:25:10,633
those parts of us that normally

1156
01:25:10,633 --> 01:25:12,300
we tend to repress

1157
01:25:12,300 --> 01:25:14,766
because we think they are wrong

1158
01:25:16,833 --> 01:25:18,433
From there the journey begins

1159
01:25:25,766 --> 01:25:27,733
The second step is to open up

1160
01:25:28,533 --> 01:25:30,100
emotional freedom

1161
01:25:34,300 --> 01:25:35,766
disidentify

1162
01:25:39,533 --> 01:25:40,466
with roles

1163
01:25:40,466 --> 01:25:41,933
with the tasks that we

1164
01:25:42,333 --> 01:25:44,100
always tends to give ourselves

1165
01:25:45,000 --> 01:25:46,800
"Long live Mexico, assholes!"

1166
01:25:51,366 --> 01:25:54,266
You are writing part of the text with us

1167
01:25:54,466 --> 01:25:56,466
because you are inside too

1168
01:26:00,666 --> 01:26:02,933
Tonight I found my mission

1169
01:26:02,933 --> 01:26:04,333
my life mission

1170
01:26:40,333 --> 01:26:42,333
My wish is

1171
01:26:43,366 --> 01:26:46,966
that everyone reaches their fulfillment in life

1172
01:27:00,166 --> 01:27:02,133
Authenticity,
brother

1173
01:27:05,533 --> 01:27:06,900
The third step

1174
01:27:07,133 --> 01:27:08,300
is action

1175
01:27:08,866 --> 01:27:10,900
freedom to be

1176
01:27:12,233 --> 01:27:13,400
pure manifestation

1177
01:27:13,400 --> 01:27:15,033
of themselves.