1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:41,792 --> 00:00:43,148 - Yo. - Salam alaikum, bruh. 4 00:00:43,172 --> 00:00:45,172 Did Sr. Khadija call you, Lil Sis just call you? 5 00:00:46,262 --> 00:00:47,211 No she didn't call me, why what's up? 6 00:00:47,235 --> 00:00:50,390 She gonna call you 'cause somebody just died, 7 00:00:50,414 --> 00:00:53,370 just now in the emergency room and they want them in a box like right now 8 00:00:53,394 --> 00:00:55,967 whoever it is, they want them in a box right now. 9 00:00:57,401 --> 00:00:59,695 They want 'em in a box right now. 10 00:01:00,686 --> 00:01:02,271 Yeah, she just died in the emergency room. 11 00:01:02,295 --> 00:01:04,136 Where she at? 12 00:01:04,160 --> 00:01:05,960 She had to go to the funeral home. 13 00:01:07,010 --> 00:01:08,112 She said drive her up, 14 00:01:08,136 --> 00:01:09,508 bring her to the funeral home. 15 00:01:09,532 --> 00:01:12,532 So you come to me real fast, help me put this shipper on. We got the truck. 16 00:01:16,444 --> 00:01:17,444 Okay. 17 00:01:33,278 --> 00:01:38,278 That's right, man I wasn't totally sure, what's going on. 18 00:04:33,742 --> 00:04:35,006 This is amazing to me, 19 00:04:35,030 --> 00:04:37,863 this is something, like a love right here. 20 00:04:38,838 --> 00:04:43,838 It's what I'm supposed to be doing. And I always keep it focused on the work. 21 00:04:44,150 --> 00:04:45,486 You know what I mean? 22 00:05:01,709 --> 00:05:04,968 You may not understand but I put dedication 23 00:05:04,992 --> 00:05:07,125 and pride to what I do, I really do. 24 00:05:08,292 --> 00:05:10,619 And I take life serious, 25 00:05:10,643 --> 00:05:12,363 'cause this ain't no damn game by no means. 26 00:05:13,837 --> 00:05:18,228 ♪ Girlfriend yes I had your girlfriend ♪ 27 00:05:18,252 --> 00:05:20,252 You don't know nothing about that. 28 00:05:20,276 --> 00:05:22,422 ♪ That was your love 'cause she was a last life ♪ 29 00:05:22,446 --> 00:05:27,446 ♪ Girlfriend, girlfriend yes I had your girlfriend ♪ 30 00:05:29,386 --> 00:05:31,554 Yeah, yeah. 31 00:05:43,955 --> 00:05:46,776 I used to go with Rashad to deliver caskets. 32 00:05:48,793 --> 00:05:51,310 So one day, Rashad said to me, 33 00:05:52,622 --> 00:05:55,679 'Now I can be paying you, you can do this here, 34 00:05:55,703 --> 00:05:57,286 it ain't that hard.' 35 00:05:58,443 --> 00:05:59,257 And ever since then, 36 00:05:59,281 --> 00:06:02,227 I've been building these caskets. 37 00:06:02,251 --> 00:06:04,221 No I'm not worried about that. 38 00:06:04,245 --> 00:06:08,162 Yeah I need to know where to cut the other one. 39 00:06:09,124 --> 00:06:12,296 Don't worry about one just do one, 40 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:15,153 you can do the other one tomorrow. 41 00:06:37,241 --> 00:06:40,568 I'm 12. More responsibilities in life now. I turn a little bit older. 42 00:06:41,677 --> 00:06:44,928 Come on, you gonna sing happy birthday? 43 00:06:46,895 --> 00:06:51,241 Happy birthday dear Furquan, 44 00:06:51,265 --> 00:06:55,378 Happy birthday to you. 45 00:07:00,451 --> 00:07:01,618 Alright now, 46 00:07:07,085 --> 00:07:09,541 that's too much cake though, 47 00:07:09,565 --> 00:07:10,915 this cake not going nowhere. 48 00:07:14,566 --> 00:07:15,819 Whatcha got, double layers? 49 00:07:18,636 --> 00:07:19,736 This is my bathroom. 50 00:07:21,426 --> 00:07:23,199 Pullin shower, pull out shower. 51 00:07:28,476 --> 00:07:29,476 This my room. 52 00:07:33,173 --> 00:07:35,192 Me and my brother share a room, 53 00:07:35,216 --> 00:07:38,333 my mom and her boyfriend share a room. 54 00:07:39,756 --> 00:07:42,706 This is my moms, Trouble go sit down. 55 00:07:48,247 --> 00:07:50,370 I just want a good birthday, that's all. 56 00:07:51,587 --> 00:07:52,837 Go man, about to get you. 57 00:07:57,737 --> 00:07:59,130 So hot out here, they sweating. 58 00:08:01,789 --> 00:08:03,956 Let's go Hanif. 59 00:08:29,164 --> 00:08:34,081 Be good lil bruh, you heard me? 60 00:08:35,414 --> 00:08:39,581 Hey! Hanif! 61 00:08:53,068 --> 00:08:55,774 Grab this, pour the bottle as you're walking 62 00:08:55,798 --> 00:09:00,498 round the back, man! 63 00:09:02,352 --> 00:09:03,472 He all right. 64 00:09:04,459 --> 00:09:06,815 He think he's my only uncle but he not. 65 00:09:06,839 --> 00:09:11,452 There's two more, He's the baby, boy. 66 00:09:14,639 --> 00:09:15,905 I used to work nights, 67 00:09:15,929 --> 00:09:17,925 and he used to babysit my kids. 68 00:09:17,949 --> 00:09:21,325 I get in the house, every light is on. 69 00:09:21,349 --> 00:09:24,155 I'm calling and calling and my kids answer the phone, 70 00:09:24,179 --> 00:09:25,425 I'm like where's Uncle Hanif? 71 00:09:25,449 --> 00:09:26,445 He right here on the couch. 72 00:09:26,469 --> 00:09:28,516 What do you mean? Sleep. 73 00:09:28,540 --> 00:09:32,016 Uncle Hanif, the kids up they supposed to be in bed for school. 74 00:09:32,040 --> 00:09:34,546 Do not ever let him babysit for you. 75 00:09:34,570 --> 00:09:37,256 No babysitting and that is on record. 76 00:09:37,280 --> 00:09:38,728 Don't babysit. 77 00:09:38,752 --> 00:09:41,615 I had to come here, then she fussed at me. 78 00:09:41,639 --> 00:09:42,796 I'm the niece. 79 00:09:42,820 --> 00:09:43,630 Yeah, I let them see 80 00:09:43,654 --> 00:09:47,336 I'm not the mamma, I'm the niece, okay? 81 00:09:47,360 --> 00:09:48,871 You listen to me. 82 00:09:50,650 --> 00:09:55,186 When he was younger he was, still on the wrong path. 83 00:09:55,210 --> 00:09:56,157 You know what I mean? 84 00:09:56,181 --> 00:09:58,766 Through Uncle Hanif's experiences, his bad stuff, 85 00:09:58,790 --> 00:10:01,737 his rough time, I let him be an example to my kids 86 00:10:01,761 --> 00:10:05,697 because you could come out of that, if you choose to. 87 00:10:05,721 --> 00:10:08,117 But what Uncle Hanif, even though I fuss at him 88 00:10:08,141 --> 00:10:10,917 like he my son, and God or Allah, 89 00:10:10,941 --> 00:10:13,967 whatever his caller is High Above, 90 00:10:13,991 --> 00:10:18,607 has helped him really recognize what he has, 91 00:10:18,631 --> 00:10:21,044 what he lost, and what he can do. 92 00:10:29,160 --> 00:10:33,040 I will, I must stop the violence. 93 00:10:33,064 --> 00:10:34,807 Beloved brothers and sisters, 94 00:10:34,832 --> 00:10:37,928 you know it's gotta be bad when a mortician come out, 95 00:10:37,952 --> 00:10:39,475 and tell you to stop killing. 96 00:10:40,352 --> 00:10:43,758 We tired of patching up bullet wounds, 97 00:10:43,782 --> 00:10:46,935 we tired up putting your skull back together. 98 00:10:50,422 --> 00:10:51,422 I'm on my way. 99 00:10:52,625 --> 00:10:53,436 Alright. 100 00:10:53,460 --> 00:10:55,792 I did four also. I'll be there in a minute. 101 00:11:00,022 --> 00:11:02,808 We have an obligation, as Muslims, 102 00:11:02,832 --> 00:11:05,268 to change things with our hands. 103 00:11:05,292 --> 00:11:08,578 We have a condition here and now of our people, 104 00:11:08,602 --> 00:11:10,659 Waiting to exhale. 105 00:11:10,683 --> 00:11:12,309 To exhale from what? 106 00:11:12,333 --> 00:11:16,216 From burying our children, because of the streets. 107 00:11:20,699 --> 00:11:22,706 I played the streets man, getting high 108 00:11:24,913 --> 00:11:28,736 playing with gun just trying to survive. 109 00:11:30,233 --> 00:11:33,086 So as years went by, I started going to prison. 110 00:11:34,473 --> 00:11:39,229 I caught myself up, I'm not gonna never blame nobody, 111 00:11:39,253 --> 00:11:40,586 for the shit that I did. 112 00:11:42,776 --> 00:11:45,617 That's when I realized it was time for a change. 113 00:12:00,836 --> 00:12:04,852 I met Hanif through, he taught me how to build 114 00:12:04,876 --> 00:12:07,660 caskets that they bury Muslims in. 115 00:12:07,684 --> 00:12:09,120 He taught me a lot of stuff. 116 00:12:09,144 --> 00:12:10,344 I wanna experience it. 117 00:12:11,307 --> 00:12:13,470 It's not as easy as it look, 118 00:12:13,494 --> 00:12:16,685 but he want me to wash the bodies with him. 119 00:12:16,709 --> 00:12:19,008 I'm a little scared of dead people, 120 00:12:20,653 --> 00:12:22,931 I don't really like that stuff. 121 00:12:22,955 --> 00:12:25,038 I'm still like a big ol' kid. 122 00:12:32,862 --> 00:12:35,062 This for you right here Naz, this for you right here. 123 00:12:39,525 --> 00:12:43,961 When I first met Hanif, it was like an older, older brother 124 00:12:43,985 --> 00:12:46,628 that I don't have 'cause I'm the only child. 125 00:12:47,685 --> 00:12:49,501 And you know you can call me anytime, 126 00:12:49,525 --> 00:12:51,059 like I'm flipping running but, 127 00:12:52,098 --> 00:12:52,908 I just don't want you, 128 00:12:52,932 --> 00:12:54,599 to get caught up in that extra shit man. 129 00:12:56,926 --> 00:13:00,732 I just don't want you to get caught up in that. 130 00:13:00,756 --> 00:13:05,756 He took me to plenty masjids, meet new people. 131 00:13:06,196 --> 00:13:08,599 I think it was the second day of Ramadan. 132 00:13:10,236 --> 00:13:11,802 So if it wasn't for him, 133 00:13:11,826 --> 00:13:14,142 I probably wouldn't know as many Muslim brothers, 134 00:13:14,166 --> 00:13:15,712 that I know now. 135 00:13:15,736 --> 00:13:18,182 He started off from where I started from, 136 00:13:18,206 --> 00:13:22,012 and it feel good 'cause no matter what I go through, 137 00:13:22,036 --> 00:13:25,360 I know that if I call Hanif, I know he gonna come, 138 00:13:25,384 --> 00:13:26,920 I know he always there for me. 139 00:13:46,227 --> 00:13:48,394 - Salam Alaikum. - Walaikum asalams. 140 00:13:57,247 --> 00:13:59,654 You put your your thumbs in here, like this, 141 00:13:59,678 --> 00:14:02,314 and the other one, and then you put your gloves, 142 00:14:02,338 --> 00:14:06,145 so that the water and everything. But you should tape your sweater. 143 00:14:09,212 --> 00:14:12,304 Hanif, you already cleaned him off? 144 00:14:12,328 --> 00:14:14,218 No. 145 00:14:29,203 --> 00:14:32,332 While your washing, all you doing is raise him, here, 146 00:14:32,356 --> 00:14:35,395 so you just use your left hand in those areas. 147 00:14:35,419 --> 00:14:38,295 So we gonna hold him out like this here, 148 00:14:38,319 --> 00:14:39,899 and then we'll wash correct. 149 00:14:54,419 --> 00:14:56,182 Second time I did a washing, 150 00:14:58,550 --> 00:14:59,750 it was a friend of mine. 151 00:15:01,199 --> 00:15:04,925 It was an honour and opportunity being able to, 152 00:15:04,949 --> 00:15:08,293 help the ones that got called home, 153 00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:11,370 and knowing my time was coming. 154 00:15:14,250 --> 00:15:16,950 Rashad pretty much put me under is wing. 155 00:15:19,920 --> 00:15:23,686 What's important is, you give them their right, 156 00:15:23,710 --> 00:15:27,013 which is wash them, properly. 157 00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:31,176 And while you're taking pride, 158 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:32,796 into doing what you're doing, 159 00:15:32,820 --> 00:15:36,306 because they're no longer able to do it for themselves, 160 00:15:36,330 --> 00:15:38,546 you're receiving the benefit 161 00:15:38,570 --> 00:15:41,054 and the mercy from your Creator. 162 00:15:43,321 --> 00:15:47,234 The benefit and the blessing that comes from it, 163 00:15:48,701 --> 00:15:52,084 Who doesn't need 40 major sins removed? 164 00:15:53,011 --> 00:15:56,634 Who doesn't need, all your sins removed? 165 00:16:03,531 --> 00:16:06,357 What you learned today is what happens, 166 00:16:06,381 --> 00:16:08,848 to a Muslim after they die. 167 00:16:10,141 --> 00:16:12,617 In case I was to get killed, 168 00:16:12,641 --> 00:16:14,655 or I was to die of natural causes, 169 00:16:15,672 --> 00:16:17,588 what you supposed to do to me? 170 00:16:17,612 --> 00:16:20,628 Wash my right side, wash my left side, 171 00:16:20,652 --> 00:16:25,412 clean me up, shroud me, right? Right? 172 00:16:28,042 --> 00:16:29,042 Yes. 173 00:16:48,663 --> 00:16:52,516 Take me on this doggone bike, they ain't gonna see me. 174 00:16:52,540 --> 00:16:54,457 Ain't gonna see what? 175 00:16:55,597 --> 00:16:57,288 Don't go that way yo. 176 00:16:57,312 --> 00:16:59,628 Bruh bruh, I'm trying to turn around. 177 00:16:59,652 --> 00:17:01,876 Yeah but still don't go that way. 178 00:17:01,900 --> 00:17:06,900 See, he told me to turn, he did. 179 00:17:11,247 --> 00:17:14,613 Woo baby baby! I got this thing here. 180 00:17:17,116 --> 00:17:18,440 Don't go that way. 181 00:17:19,592 --> 00:17:20,681 Come on, today's my day off. 182 00:17:20,705 --> 00:17:22,209 Okay, let me see what you working with. 183 00:17:22,233 --> 00:17:24,566 Today's my day off, bruh. 184 00:17:27,685 --> 00:17:30,030 Today my day off I'm all by myself. 185 00:17:30,054 --> 00:17:30,911 You is? 186 00:17:30,935 --> 00:17:31,744 My mom... 187 00:17:31,768 --> 00:17:32,716 You ain't by yourself then, 188 00:17:32,740 --> 00:17:33,783 You with us. 189 00:17:33,807 --> 00:17:36,679 My mom, stepfather and my brother went to a party. 190 00:17:36,703 --> 00:17:37,512 Oh for real? 191 00:17:37,536 --> 00:17:38,346 Yeah and I didn't wanna go. 192 00:17:38,370 --> 00:17:39,474 And you didn't wanna go. Why is that? 193 00:17:39,498 --> 00:17:40,408 It was a kiddie party. 194 00:17:40,432 --> 00:17:41,711 I'm not about to go to no kiddie party. 195 00:17:41,735 --> 00:17:42,952 You a kid. 196 00:17:42,976 --> 00:17:43,786 I ain't a kid. 197 00:17:43,810 --> 00:17:45,059 I'm a grown man. 198 00:17:47,481 --> 00:17:49,650 So you wouldn't help me if I needed your help? 199 00:17:49,674 --> 00:17:50,483 Yeah. 200 00:17:50,507 --> 00:17:51,507 I need your help. 201 00:17:53,079 --> 00:17:56,352 You gonna need brakes to do a wheelie on this one. 202 00:17:59,499 --> 00:18:01,091 Jump right at it, be careful. 203 00:18:01,115 --> 00:18:02,832 You gotta make sure that it's lined up right. 204 00:18:02,856 --> 00:18:07,632 This not a gun that you use to hurt people with, okay? 205 00:18:07,656 --> 00:18:10,211 So just be careful on how you doing it. 206 00:18:10,235 --> 00:18:11,718 Hold that don't shoot it. 207 00:18:13,552 --> 00:18:15,061 You want to make sure it's even just like this, 208 00:18:15,085 --> 00:18:17,961 now shoot. Push it out, take it out, 209 00:18:17,985 --> 00:18:20,221 take it off the board now put it back down and shoot it, 210 00:18:20,245 --> 00:18:21,245 make sure it's even. 211 00:18:22,585 --> 00:18:24,571 You can hold this board. 212 00:18:24,595 --> 00:18:27,231 Now look over there and see if anything come out. 213 00:18:27,255 --> 00:18:30,329 No, like this all right? 214 00:18:31,401 --> 00:18:32,561 Yeah, take that off. 215 00:18:33,446 --> 00:18:35,852 You tell your friends on what you do? 216 00:18:35,876 --> 00:18:36,966 No. 217 00:18:36,990 --> 00:18:37,990 Or what you help doing. 218 00:18:38,995 --> 00:18:41,785 You think that would be a good experience for them to learn? 219 00:18:43,726 --> 00:18:44,979 Yeah, maybe. 220 00:18:46,306 --> 00:18:47,749 What friends are you hanging around? 221 00:18:48,656 --> 00:18:51,862 I really hang around basically my cousins. 222 00:18:51,886 --> 00:18:54,636 Girls. You be around girls? 223 00:18:56,606 --> 00:18:57,642 That's not a good answer. 224 00:18:57,666 --> 00:18:59,714 So when I saw you, who you was with? 225 00:18:59,738 --> 00:19:00,868 Where? 226 00:19:00,892 --> 00:19:02,831 At the park. 227 00:19:02,855 --> 00:19:03,939 Oh. A girl. 228 00:19:06,537 --> 00:19:07,787 So you be around girls? 229 00:19:09,191 --> 00:19:10,023 Sometimes. 230 00:19:10,047 --> 00:19:11,047 Sometimes. 231 00:19:14,157 --> 00:19:15,379 Wanna try this? 232 00:19:15,403 --> 00:19:16,292 Yeah. 233 00:19:16,316 --> 00:19:17,125 Right there? 234 00:19:17,149 --> 00:19:17,959 Right there, 235 00:19:17,983 --> 00:19:20,514 push your weight use your back arm and push. 236 00:19:22,441 --> 00:19:24,941 Don't let it lean up off you. 237 00:19:26,238 --> 00:19:29,300 Push, push, push, push, push good job. 238 00:19:47,306 --> 00:19:49,517 Let me see how you get up there. 239 00:19:49,541 --> 00:19:52,958 Hold this for me Furquan, give me this concrete. 240 00:19:55,047 --> 00:19:56,167 What this? 241 00:19:56,191 --> 00:19:58,821 Furquan actually is very strong kid. 242 00:19:59,686 --> 00:20:00,744 But when you live in that neighbourhood 243 00:20:00,768 --> 00:20:02,544 and you grow up in that neighbourhood, 244 00:20:02,568 --> 00:20:05,804 he's like a speck in a mountain full of snow. 245 00:20:05,828 --> 00:20:06,715 You know what I'm saying? 246 00:20:06,739 --> 00:20:08,994 He sticks out like a sore thumb. 247 00:20:09,018 --> 00:20:11,115 And him not having a father image, 248 00:20:11,139 --> 00:20:14,345 somebody to take him to play ball or to go fishing. 249 00:20:14,369 --> 00:20:17,145 He's never had anybody. 250 00:20:17,169 --> 00:20:19,376 You got lucky, you just owe me a slice of pizza. 251 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:20,626 You got money? 252 00:20:20,650 --> 00:20:21,526 You got the money. 253 00:20:21,550 --> 00:20:22,454 I have no money. 254 00:20:22,478 --> 00:20:23,478 Catch. 255 00:20:29,782 --> 00:20:33,485 I like him, he could be a good kid. 256 00:20:33,509 --> 00:20:34,952 He just need guidance. 257 00:20:36,070 --> 00:20:38,320 He don't need the quality time on the street. 258 00:20:50,150 --> 00:20:52,967 If I die what would you do? 259 00:20:54,002 --> 00:20:55,335 I'd bury you. 260 00:20:57,334 --> 00:20:59,643 I appreciate that. 261 00:20:59,667 --> 00:21:01,517 And then I take your business over, 262 00:21:02,450 --> 00:21:03,964 then I'll be building caskets. 263 00:21:05,556 --> 00:21:06,956 And take over all of this. 264 00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:18,100 Hey. 265 00:21:18,124 --> 00:21:20,525 I didn't know he look like me, everyone say he look like me. 266 00:21:24,473 --> 00:21:27,837 Y'all tell him put the gloves on. Yeah, yeah. 267 00:21:27,861 --> 00:21:29,598 If I hurt my son, man. 268 00:21:29,622 --> 00:21:31,179 Put the gloves on. 269 00:21:32,153 --> 00:21:34,778 You really think you can handle your dad though? 270 00:21:34,802 --> 00:21:36,552 That's crazy my dude. 271 00:21:37,442 --> 00:21:39,413 You really think you can handle that? 272 00:21:39,437 --> 00:21:40,899 I'll get 'em if you think you can handle. 273 00:21:40,923 --> 00:21:43,049 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 274 00:21:43,073 --> 00:21:45,490 Get the gloves, go on. 275 00:21:53,132 --> 00:21:56,745 When I was locked up I left my son. 276 00:21:58,472 --> 00:22:01,158 You know, did I think about him? 277 00:22:01,182 --> 00:22:03,375 Maybe yeah, maybe no. 278 00:22:09,722 --> 00:22:11,558 At that time I was just thinking 'Well, 279 00:22:11,582 --> 00:22:13,895 he gone and I don't know when he coming home.' 280 00:22:14,882 --> 00:22:16,125 I just wanted him home. 281 00:22:17,852 --> 00:22:21,785 But as I grew older, I was just disappointed. 282 00:22:30,563 --> 00:22:34,126 So now, I just told him, 'Just stay out the way. 283 00:22:35,433 --> 00:22:37,581 If you've just got some good going on, 284 00:22:37,605 --> 00:22:40,639 just stick to what you got going on and that's it.' 285 00:22:40,663 --> 00:22:42,013 If you just settle down. 286 00:22:43,889 --> 00:22:45,472 Imma settle down. 287 00:22:46,453 --> 00:22:47,636 Settle down and box, 288 00:22:47,660 --> 00:22:49,060 and I'll let you get a punch off. 289 00:23:03,150 --> 00:23:05,317 I can't, I can't. 290 00:23:09,104 --> 00:23:11,328 That's it man. 291 00:23:11,352 --> 00:23:12,352 Man. 292 00:23:21,414 --> 00:23:23,437 I just want to hit him hard one time. 293 00:23:25,234 --> 00:23:26,734 Something to rub in his face. 294 00:23:39,985 --> 00:23:42,751 I've been watching this little scene that um, 295 00:23:42,775 --> 00:23:46,438 Naz wanted me to look at something, so Imma take a peek at it. 296 00:23:48,899 --> 00:23:50,142 ♪ These niggas don't own shit ♪ 297 00:23:50,166 --> 00:23:51,687 ♪ These bitches be on dick ♪ 298 00:23:51,711 --> 00:23:56,711 ♪ I'm just trying to get money and stack it and stay focused ♪ 299 00:23:57,022 --> 00:24:02,031 ♪ I've been on my own shit, out the glock let it pop and reload it ♪ 300 00:24:02,055 --> 00:24:02,970 ♪ These niggas don't own shit ♪ 301 00:24:02,994 --> 00:24:04,665 ♪ These bitches be on dick ♪ 302 00:24:04,689 --> 00:24:09,690 ♪ I'm just trying to get money and stack it and stay focused ♪ 303 00:24:19,446 --> 00:24:22,132 I was disturbed, I was fucked up on that video. 304 00:24:22,156 --> 00:24:24,532 And the reason why I was fucked up on that video, 305 00:24:24,556 --> 00:24:26,202 I see you doing something, 306 00:24:26,226 --> 00:24:28,302 that I wouldn't approve of or celebrate 307 00:24:28,326 --> 00:24:30,422 and that's slinging that motherfuckin gun 308 00:24:30,446 --> 00:24:32,052 and singing that rap shit, 309 00:24:32,076 --> 00:24:34,675 I'm not pleased with it, I'm not approving that shit, 310 00:24:34,699 --> 00:24:37,012 I don't like that shit. 311 00:24:37,036 --> 00:24:39,919 Me personally, I didn't see Naz. 312 00:24:40,801 --> 00:24:42,093 I didn't see my little bruh, 313 00:24:42,117 --> 00:24:46,506 But I need to know who the fuck that was slinging that shit 314 00:24:46,530 --> 00:24:48,253 and I know it wasn't my little bruh Naz. 315 00:24:48,277 --> 00:24:51,133 That's what I got to say right there. 316 00:24:51,157 --> 00:24:53,324 That wasn't you bruh. 317 00:25:04,097 --> 00:25:06,740 Today is one of his friend's birthday and he's not here, right? 318 00:25:07,687 --> 00:25:08,497 Really? 319 00:25:08,521 --> 00:25:11,585 Yeah one of their friend's birthday but he's not here, 320 00:25:11,609 --> 00:25:13,673 That's the one that the cop's killed? 321 00:25:13,697 --> 00:25:15,213 Lot of young Black sons though. 322 00:25:15,237 --> 00:25:17,032 That's sick, talking about 18. 323 00:25:17,056 --> 00:25:20,041 Eighteen, I can't believe that, 324 00:25:20,065 --> 00:25:24,488 that's why I'm happy to see my son, 18. 325 00:25:24,512 --> 00:25:27,179 ♪ Happy Birthday Dear Nazir Happy Birthday to you ♪ 326 00:25:39,958 --> 00:25:43,534 They didn't put it in a freezer or nothin? 327 00:25:43,558 --> 00:25:45,108 We just gonna scoop it up. 328 00:25:46,778 --> 00:25:50,439 Yeah, my son 18, they say you look nice, then I'm like thank you. 329 00:25:54,772 --> 00:25:57,272 Naz is cool like his mother. 330 00:26:00,708 --> 00:26:02,155 My mom always tell me that, 331 00:26:02,179 --> 00:26:05,855 society is waiting for a slip up. 332 00:26:05,879 --> 00:26:08,815 For me, it's just outside usually 333 00:26:08,839 --> 00:26:11,235 I find myself hanging with the wrong people. 334 00:26:11,259 --> 00:26:13,935 Like last year when I got locked up, 335 00:26:13,959 --> 00:26:16,755 and that's how it is, they waiting for a slip up, 336 00:26:16,779 --> 00:26:18,058 so they can send me right back in there. 337 00:26:18,082 --> 00:26:20,515 That had to be in 2000 'cause he probably was like five months. 338 00:26:20,539 --> 00:26:24,736 I'm strong, nothing really can bother me, 339 00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:29,426 'caus this is Ramadan and I can go to jummah on Fridays 340 00:26:29,450 --> 00:26:32,590 and usually it made me just feel like a cleansed person. 341 00:26:33,513 --> 00:26:35,970 Like I just cleaned myself 342 00:26:37,980 --> 00:26:39,693 usually it's Jummah to clear my mind. 343 00:26:44,060 --> 00:26:46,646 Stop you know I'm fat you can't give me rib shots. 344 00:26:46,670 --> 00:26:48,593 Now give your mother a hug. 345 00:26:51,025 --> 00:26:53,316 Aaah! 346 00:26:53,340 --> 00:26:54,340 Damn! 347 00:27:15,219 --> 00:27:18,017 45-year-old Kofi Owens was shot 348 00:27:18,041 --> 00:27:20,697 and killed around 1:00 a.m. on South 16th street 349 00:27:20,721 --> 00:27:21,874 in East orange. 350 00:27:24,531 --> 00:27:27,027 Owen's wife exclusively tells us her husband, 351 00:27:27,051 --> 00:27:30,267 her high school sweetheart and father of their two children, 352 00:27:30,291 --> 00:27:32,778 was sitting in a car with his 25-year-old son, 353 00:27:32,802 --> 00:27:36,425 and a former student when Owens and his son were both shot. 354 00:27:40,362 --> 00:27:42,945 Kofi, we honour you. 355 00:27:44,032 --> 00:27:47,445 We thank you for the life, you share with the world. 356 00:27:48,312 --> 00:27:51,835 We speak your name, rest well. 357 00:27:53,552 --> 00:27:55,508 And now I'd like to bring up, 358 00:27:55,532 --> 00:27:58,215 Mr. Owens's mother Gloria Owens. 359 00:27:59,422 --> 00:28:03,645 I just want to say that, he was a blessing. 360 00:28:06,227 --> 00:28:10,739 I was thinking we could march on Washington, we can march, 361 00:28:10,763 --> 00:28:12,639 in the streets. 362 00:28:12,663 --> 00:28:15,396 But we need to march for our children. 363 00:28:16,422 --> 00:28:17,809 What is the plan? 364 00:28:17,833 --> 00:28:21,736 It takes a village to raise a child, children. 365 00:28:22,843 --> 00:28:24,496 Who are you raising today? 366 00:28:25,603 --> 00:28:27,003 Who are you mentoring today? 367 00:28:28,293 --> 00:28:33,293 So I'm asking, that you rise up, and raise this village. 368 00:29:13,011 --> 00:29:15,621 You gotta live not die. 369 00:29:15,645 --> 00:29:17,278 It's not hard to die. 370 00:29:18,655 --> 00:29:21,008 But they make it to where it's hard to live. 371 00:29:24,432 --> 00:29:26,388 'Cause you dying now and you don't even know it. 372 00:29:32,312 --> 00:29:34,048 I know how to nurse the body. 373 00:29:36,765 --> 00:29:38,188 I know how to help the body. 374 00:29:40,588 --> 00:29:42,838 I'm not afraid of the body. 375 00:29:46,755 --> 00:29:49,333 I hold them in my arms, 376 00:29:51,286 --> 00:29:53,945 to let them I guess to get a smell on me, 377 00:29:53,969 --> 00:29:58,156 get a whiff at me, or just they be right here. 378 00:30:15,208 --> 00:30:17,375 Where's my Roman Candle? 379 00:30:18,933 --> 00:30:22,022 Hurry up, hurry up Shamir light this. 380 00:30:22,046 --> 00:30:24,397 Do mines too, at the same time. 381 00:30:34,358 --> 00:30:36,108 We lit, ah, we lit. 382 00:30:44,604 --> 00:30:45,660 I want juice. 383 00:30:46,627 --> 00:30:47,743 You ain't getting no juice. 384 00:30:47,767 --> 00:30:49,123 I want juice. 385 00:30:49,147 --> 00:30:50,530 Tyree stop, get off. 386 00:30:52,464 --> 00:30:55,733 Go get you a 50 cent juice, go, go, go 387 00:30:55,757 --> 00:30:57,881 I can't go in there... 388 00:30:57,905 --> 00:31:00,405 Go, go I'm telling you to go. 389 00:31:01,631 --> 00:31:04,791 When I'm alone, I talk to God, sometimes. 390 00:31:10,174 --> 00:31:12,654 What do you talk about? 391 00:31:12,678 --> 00:31:15,011 That's between me and God. 392 00:31:19,338 --> 00:31:20,654 That's between me and God. 393 00:31:20,678 --> 00:31:22,131 I can't tell my prayers. 394 00:31:40,639 --> 00:31:44,225 I was walking, the cops, I was walking. 395 00:31:44,249 --> 00:31:47,652 But they said they had my description or whatever, 396 00:31:48,689 --> 00:31:50,002 and then they grabbed me. 397 00:31:52,389 --> 00:31:56,155 I got locked up on 12th Ave, I'm like I live right here. 398 00:31:56,179 --> 00:31:58,305 They didn't catch me in no car or nothing, 399 00:31:58,329 --> 00:32:00,175 they just put me there. 400 00:32:00,199 --> 00:32:02,626 They didn't find no key on me. 401 00:32:02,650 --> 00:32:04,356 They didn't find me in the car. 402 00:32:04,380 --> 00:32:07,686 I was blocks away from "the car". 403 00:32:07,710 --> 00:32:09,376 That's how it is. 404 00:32:09,400 --> 00:32:12,586 They know I've been locked up for stolen cars so 405 00:32:12,610 --> 00:32:13,610 why not? 406 00:32:14,690 --> 00:32:18,416 I know he don't be out there with drugs or guns 407 00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:19,307 or anything like that, 408 00:32:19,331 --> 00:32:21,563 but if he's out there he's affiliated. 409 00:32:23,380 --> 00:32:24,943 I was doing good too. 410 00:32:26,504 --> 00:32:29,903 Just when they see you doing good, they smack you, boom. 411 00:32:53,761 --> 00:32:56,827 I had a really, really good mom, my mom was really good. 412 00:32:56,851 --> 00:32:58,001 So she helped me a lot. 413 00:32:58,841 --> 00:33:03,841 Just making sure that, Nazir had best of everything. 414 00:33:05,821 --> 00:33:07,647 He was in the house a lot with my mother, 415 00:33:07,671 --> 00:33:09,177 he was really close to my mom, 416 00:33:09,201 --> 00:33:12,115 but she passed away in 2014. 417 00:33:15,122 --> 00:33:17,578 He was the one who was there, he had to call the ambulance, 418 00:33:17,602 --> 00:33:20,255 He had to ride in the ambulance he was the one who was with her. 419 00:33:23,252 --> 00:33:25,118 As an adult when you grieve, 420 00:33:25,142 --> 00:33:27,258 it's kind of hard for you. As a child, 421 00:33:27,282 --> 00:33:29,518 I think it's actually harder. 422 00:33:29,542 --> 00:33:32,478 He was grieving, but I've had to start dealing with him 423 00:33:32,502 --> 00:33:34,315 actually like getting into trouble. 424 00:33:35,980 --> 00:33:37,938 I'm still grieving my mom, 425 00:33:37,962 --> 00:33:40,018 but I still have to be a mom. 426 00:33:40,042 --> 00:33:42,028 He never was in trouble until my mom passed 427 00:33:42,052 --> 00:33:44,496 so it's really, really hard. It's really hard. 428 00:34:01,670 --> 00:34:02,862 How may I help you? 429 00:34:02,886 --> 00:34:05,060 Can you transfer me to the ER? 430 00:34:06,622 --> 00:34:07,431 To the ER? 431 00:34:07,455 --> 00:34:08,265 Yes. 432 00:34:08,289 --> 00:34:10,000 Sure Hold on one second. 433 00:34:14,214 --> 00:34:17,950 Hello, can you tell me the status? 434 00:34:17,974 --> 00:34:21,040 I can't give you anybody's status over the phone. 435 00:34:21,064 --> 00:34:22,260 Okay. 436 00:34:22,284 --> 00:34:23,567 Okay, thanks. 437 00:34:35,647 --> 00:34:36,887 Guess what? 438 00:34:36,911 --> 00:34:38,150 What? 439 00:34:38,174 --> 00:34:40,562 Mommy had to get seven staples, 440 00:34:40,586 --> 00:34:42,517 on top of her head. 441 00:34:43,799 --> 00:34:44,608 What happened? 442 00:34:44,632 --> 00:34:45,451 He pushed her down? 443 00:34:45,475 --> 00:34:47,297 He pushed her into the radiator. 444 00:34:49,020 --> 00:34:51,094 Oh my god. 445 00:34:51,118 --> 00:34:54,121 She gotta go back on the 8th to get stitches. 446 00:34:54,145 --> 00:34:56,351 She got staples in her head now. 447 00:34:56,375 --> 00:34:58,608 It's all blood all over her hair and stuff. 448 00:35:00,417 --> 00:35:02,658 I don't fucking believe it. I just don't believe it. 449 00:35:18,005 --> 00:35:20,455 Last night, I was sleeping in my mom's room. 450 00:35:23,355 --> 00:35:27,562 My mom went to sleep. He kept making noise and stuff. 451 00:35:27,586 --> 00:35:29,919 So I got up and went in my room. 452 00:35:32,016 --> 00:35:36,559 He was all drunked up, smoking, drinking stuff. 453 00:35:38,026 --> 00:35:41,562 Then he kept saying stuff to me so I was like, 'Suck my dick.' 454 00:35:41,586 --> 00:35:45,059 He started hitting me when we got on the porch, he hit me. 455 00:35:51,656 --> 00:35:53,839 Has he hit you before when he's drunk? 456 00:35:58,846 --> 00:36:01,484 I don't wanna talk about that. 457 00:36:12,107 --> 00:36:13,750 Because I should have never left. 458 00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:50,493 Yeah assalam alaikum. 459 00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:54,500 I'm at my sister's. 460 00:36:57,948 --> 00:37:02,948 I thank Allah much for my family, my sisters, my niece 461 00:37:04,378 --> 00:37:05,904 and my mom. 462 00:37:05,928 --> 00:37:10,322 Because of them, I have somewhere to rest of my head, 463 00:37:12,229 --> 00:37:14,915 but sometimes I just don't want to go nowhere, 464 00:37:14,939 --> 00:37:15,939 stay in that damn car. 465 00:37:23,589 --> 00:37:25,289 Let me share something with y'all. 466 00:37:28,802 --> 00:37:31,182 I had an opportunity to sell drugs just a couple days ago. 467 00:37:32,329 --> 00:37:33,732 I had it in my hand. 468 00:37:36,159 --> 00:37:37,306 I was so scared. 469 00:37:38,169 --> 00:37:41,656 I had a shot at it, Strong shot at it. 470 00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:45,486 Did for a couple of hours, two hours. 471 00:37:45,510 --> 00:37:50,510 Shittin me. I hold on to that thing, he straight convinced me. 472 00:37:53,470 --> 00:37:55,996 Laid the money out to me and how much money, 473 00:37:56,020 --> 00:37:58,273 What it can be, what we can do. 474 00:38:02,010 --> 00:38:03,893 So damn scared bruh, I gave it back, 475 00:38:04,740 --> 00:38:06,813 because I can't live that life. 476 00:38:13,250 --> 00:38:15,897 I'm struggling man to make it to where I gotta make it, 477 00:38:15,921 --> 00:38:17,354 to go to where I want to go. 478 00:38:19,763 --> 00:38:20,688 How I'm gonna get there. 479 00:38:20,712 --> 00:38:22,661 Is keeping my head up, keeping my focus. 480 00:38:23,591 --> 00:38:24,475 How imma get there? 481 00:38:24,499 --> 00:38:26,051 In trying to save a life. 482 00:38:38,501 --> 00:38:41,167 Did he tell you what happened a couple weeks ago? 483 00:38:41,191 --> 00:38:43,307 What about her head? 484 00:38:43,331 --> 00:38:45,124 Yeah, what happened to Furquan as well. 485 00:38:45,148 --> 00:38:48,944 No, he hasn't said it to me yet, we'll talk. 486 00:38:50,589 --> 00:38:55,109 But I really feel, she has to sign over papers, 487 00:38:56,582 --> 00:38:58,708 For me to get him in school down there. 488 00:38:58,732 --> 00:39:03,488 But I know that if he is in, a different environment, 489 00:39:03,512 --> 00:39:04,962 he'll be a different kid. 490 00:39:06,142 --> 00:39:08,798 Like I told you, you fall into a rut, 491 00:39:08,822 --> 00:39:11,968 it's like a deep hole, And no matter how much you dig 492 00:39:11,992 --> 00:39:15,848 and scratch and scrape, you can't get out, 493 00:39:15,872 --> 00:39:17,415 That's the way your mother is. 494 00:39:18,892 --> 00:39:21,705 But that doesn't mean that you have to go through that. 495 00:39:24,103 --> 00:39:25,103 That's your mother. 496 00:39:26,243 --> 00:39:27,399 That's not you. 497 00:39:27,423 --> 00:39:29,259 You're a whole different person. 498 00:39:29,283 --> 00:39:31,470 You got your whole life ahead of you. 499 00:39:38,977 --> 00:39:39,787 Right when he comes back. 500 00:39:39,811 --> 00:39:40,919 He's gonna realize how much I care for him. 501 00:39:40,943 --> 00:39:43,872 I'm not leaving, I'm gonna stay down there. 502 00:39:43,896 --> 00:39:45,000 Might be good for you, 503 00:39:45,024 --> 00:39:46,079 Have you thought about that? 504 00:39:46,103 --> 00:39:47,060 I'm gonna miss you. 505 00:39:47,084 --> 00:39:49,137 That's all right man. 506 00:39:49,161 --> 00:39:50,576 As long as I know you're alive, 507 00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:52,841 I'll make it my business to get at you. 508 00:39:52,865 --> 00:39:54,796 How about that? 509 00:39:54,820 --> 00:39:57,421 Give Furquan a hug and a kiss. 510 00:39:57,445 --> 00:39:59,595 Make sure you call when you get down there, okay? 511 00:40:19,008 --> 00:40:20,675 What's up nigga? 512 00:40:23,161 --> 00:40:25,027 You gotta get a hair cut, dude. 513 00:40:26,151 --> 00:40:28,604 When you gonna get a hair cut? 514 00:40:28,628 --> 00:40:29,628 I don't know. 515 00:40:30,294 --> 00:40:31,938 He gave me a curfew anyway. 516 00:40:32,885 --> 00:40:34,931 What's the curfew? 517 00:40:34,955 --> 00:40:35,955 Eight O'clock. 518 00:40:39,285 --> 00:40:41,208 Me being in the house all day? 519 00:40:42,175 --> 00:40:43,358 I can't do that. 520 00:40:44,645 --> 00:40:48,361 I don't even know, I go to probation on Mondays. 521 00:40:48,385 --> 00:40:50,981 I got to text my probation officer every night, 522 00:40:51,005 --> 00:40:52,831 Tell him I'm in the house. 523 00:40:52,855 --> 00:40:57,481 And I've only been on my brace for prolly like two days. 524 00:40:57,505 --> 00:41:01,308 It's like somebody's just tracking me every day of my life. 525 00:41:03,705 --> 00:41:06,822 I'm free now but it's kinda like I'm not. 526 00:41:06,846 --> 00:41:10,852 It's like I'm outside but like I'm inside. 527 00:41:10,876 --> 00:41:13,362 Because every time I turn around, it's court, 528 00:41:13,386 --> 00:41:17,019 court, probation officer popping up to my house. 529 00:41:17,921 --> 00:41:21,429 There is always something, and the school I'm at now, 530 00:41:21,453 --> 00:41:26,522 you miss one class it feels like you missed a lot of stuff. 531 00:41:26,546 --> 00:41:28,732 So one minute I'm in class learning it 532 00:41:28,756 --> 00:41:33,742 and finally getting the way things is in class. 533 00:41:33,766 --> 00:41:35,202 And then the next minute, 534 00:41:35,226 --> 00:41:37,976 I'm just lost because I gotta go to court or something. 535 00:41:40,117 --> 00:41:44,840 I thought it was gonna be easy I guess, but it's not. 536 00:41:47,567 --> 00:41:49,710 This thing prolly gonna get chopped off. 537 00:41:56,307 --> 00:41:58,423 Young man, if he talks, I don't know. 538 00:41:58,447 --> 00:42:01,120 He probably say I didn't mean to call you. 539 00:42:02,714 --> 00:42:03,793 What's up black man? 540 00:42:03,817 --> 00:42:05,867 Get out your nose you gonna eat the boogers? 541 00:42:07,700 --> 00:42:08,848 Come on man. 542 00:42:14,774 --> 00:42:16,865 Get some tissue in that shit. 543 00:42:18,065 --> 00:42:20,461 That shit don't look right bruh. 544 00:42:24,008 --> 00:42:25,374 Let me finish what I'm doing. 545 00:42:25,398 --> 00:42:27,839 I'm making caskets right now I gotta finish up. 546 00:42:27,863 --> 00:42:28,672 All right. 547 00:42:28,696 --> 00:42:29,596 But Imma send you some pictures, 548 00:42:29,620 --> 00:42:32,891 I want you to see that's what I do just to let you know. 549 00:42:34,019 --> 00:42:35,955 I love you Monkey. 550 00:42:35,979 --> 00:42:37,261 I love you too champ. 551 00:43:05,160 --> 00:43:06,680 Bulletproof. 552 00:43:08,218 --> 00:43:10,133 Let's see. 553 00:43:19,199 --> 00:43:22,236 Individual teachers will provide a list of items needed 554 00:43:22,260 --> 00:43:23,896 for their class at open house. 555 00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:26,436 So of course, we didn't go to open house. 556 00:43:26,460 --> 00:43:29,276 Because that was before you was even down here. 557 00:43:29,300 --> 00:43:30,890 Here's the erasers you need. 558 00:43:31,850 --> 00:43:34,256 Says number 2 pencils, that's what you got. 559 00:43:34,280 --> 00:43:38,846 This is two packs of 20, but I think that's to shae. 560 00:43:38,870 --> 00:43:39,866 I'm not sharing. 561 00:43:39,890 --> 00:43:43,656 Yes you are, we do what we're supposed to do here, okay? 562 00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:45,036 That's for kids that come to school 563 00:43:45,060 --> 00:43:46,996 that may not have a pencil. 564 00:43:47,020 --> 00:43:50,176 Just like if you happen to go to school and don't have a pencil. 565 00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:51,376 That's why we do that. 566 00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:53,046 That's how they do it here. 567 00:43:53,070 --> 00:43:54,447 You don't want to go the first day 568 00:43:54,471 --> 00:43:56,971 up and down and I need this and I need that, 569 00:43:56,995 --> 00:43:58,987 I want to make sure you're prepared. 570 00:43:59,011 --> 00:44:00,487 Okay? 571 00:44:00,511 --> 00:44:02,777 You got to remember you're in a whole new environment, 572 00:44:02,801 --> 00:44:04,094 whole new rules. 573 00:44:05,117 --> 00:44:06,117 Okay? 574 00:44:21,751 --> 00:44:23,051 Nazir! Keerah! 575 00:44:27,071 --> 00:44:28,428 Yo, what the fuck man, 576 00:44:28,452 --> 00:44:30,200 Your mom said you try to cut that shit off. 577 00:44:30,224 --> 00:44:31,397 It's cut. 578 00:44:31,421 --> 00:44:33,588 What the fuck you cut it for? 579 00:44:34,572 --> 00:44:35,572 You can't. 580 00:44:37,046 --> 00:44:38,600 How did you manage to cut the motherfucker off? 581 00:44:38,624 --> 00:44:40,280 With a knife. 582 00:44:40,304 --> 00:44:41,268 And it came off? 583 00:44:41,292 --> 00:44:42,292 Yeah. 584 00:44:43,724 --> 00:44:44,549 What made you do it man? 585 00:44:44,573 --> 00:44:47,325 What the fuck happened man, explain that man. 586 00:44:47,349 --> 00:44:51,228 I need to know, what you got to tell me man this is not you. 587 00:44:51,252 --> 00:44:55,558 I'm on a brace, but my mother every time. 588 00:44:55,582 --> 00:44:59,948 We get into an argument or something is 'Oh I'll call a cop or 589 00:44:59,972 --> 00:45:02,749 I should have told them to keep you.' 590 00:45:02,773 --> 00:45:04,829 That's Keerah. That's your mother. 591 00:45:04,853 --> 00:45:07,159 She's like that because its her emotions man, 592 00:45:07,183 --> 00:45:09,783 Because she knows she's fighting that battle by herself. 593 00:45:11,083 --> 00:45:12,819 You still going to the program? 594 00:45:12,843 --> 00:45:13,898 Nah. 595 00:45:13,922 --> 00:45:16,109 Oh God. 596 00:45:16,133 --> 00:45:18,059 Be careful man. 597 00:45:18,083 --> 00:45:20,933 If I go to the program they can come get me from there. 598 00:45:21,793 --> 00:45:23,513 So now you on the move, 'cause you frustrated. 599 00:45:25,093 --> 00:45:27,489 Fuck that man, I've fucked up a lot of times, 600 00:45:27,513 --> 00:45:30,765 but I'm not gonna do nothing to jeopardize my life. 601 00:45:30,789 --> 00:45:32,509 That ain't gonna happen bruh. 602 00:45:32,533 --> 00:45:36,027 You know how many times Naz I wanna fucking get high to numb myself, 603 00:45:36,884 --> 00:45:40,207 to numb myself to try and escape the reality of it. 604 00:45:41,156 --> 00:45:43,170 That shit ain't happening man. 605 00:45:43,194 --> 00:45:44,377 Yeah I don't know man. 606 00:45:53,794 --> 00:45:54,847 That shit hurt me man. 607 00:45:57,959 --> 00:45:59,697 That hurt me man. 608 00:47:29,836 --> 00:47:32,440 Okay, I'm getting in. 609 00:47:32,464 --> 00:47:33,464 Aaah! Stop. 610 00:47:37,841 --> 00:47:39,174 Man forget this. 611 00:47:40,484 --> 00:47:41,901 Aaah! Jesus, stop. 612 00:47:46,346 --> 00:47:47,679 Its loud, mom! 613 00:47:50,751 --> 00:47:51,562 Stop. 614 00:47:51,586 --> 00:47:54,934 I made some bad decisions down here in school. 615 00:47:54,958 --> 00:47:57,934 So a kid just kept saying 'Jersey Boy, 616 00:47:57,958 --> 00:47:59,664 Jersey Boy what you gonna do? 617 00:47:59,688 --> 00:48:03,724 So I choked him up, I yoked him up, 618 00:48:03,748 --> 00:48:07,324 grabbed him by the neck and threw him on the ground. 619 00:48:07,348 --> 00:48:10,368 That's when the maths teacher, came to me and said, 620 00:48:10,392 --> 00:48:12,814 'You can't be doing that.' 621 00:48:12,838 --> 00:48:15,915 But they're like all red necks and stuff like that. 622 00:48:16,834 --> 00:48:19,144 You know how they call us the N-word? 623 00:48:19,168 --> 00:48:21,091 We call them red necks. 624 00:48:24,538 --> 00:48:27,745 I've tried to remember the situation he's in. 625 00:48:27,769 --> 00:48:31,135 But I also tell him that he can't use that as a 626 00:48:31,159 --> 00:48:35,235 crutch no longer, because he's not there. 627 00:48:35,259 --> 00:48:36,259 He's here. 628 00:48:58,314 --> 00:49:00,636 The month of Ramadan is that in which, 629 00:49:00,660 --> 00:49:01,810 the Quran was revealed. 630 00:49:03,030 --> 00:49:07,006 Therefore, whoever of you who is present in the month, 631 00:49:07,030 --> 00:49:09,830 shall fast a number of days. 632 00:49:46,491 --> 00:49:48,254 Last Ramadan I was home. 633 00:49:49,191 --> 00:49:52,554 So I still start my day off how I want I want 634 00:49:52,578 --> 00:49:54,317 and fast regular. 635 00:49:54,341 --> 00:49:56,314 But now it's too hard. 636 00:49:57,461 --> 00:49:59,077 Because I'm running in the streets, 637 00:49:59,101 --> 00:50:03,367 I don't got a balanced sahoor meal in the morning, 638 00:50:03,391 --> 00:50:05,987 plus running the streets, its hard. 639 00:50:06,011 --> 00:50:07,891 I don't know why you think your comfortable 640 00:50:07,915 --> 00:50:10,098 in this motherfuckin street, bruh, 'cause you're not. 641 00:50:10,122 --> 00:50:12,948 Me personally I say get rest, get normal rest, 642 00:50:12,972 --> 00:50:16,668 shower, eat, change clothes, go home and do that shit, bruh. 643 00:50:16,692 --> 00:50:20,865 But they already know like once I cut off the brace, 644 00:50:21,826 --> 00:50:23,478 they have a warrant issued out for you. 645 00:50:23,502 --> 00:50:25,168 So they know I'm on the run. 646 00:50:25,192 --> 00:50:26,439 They tryin' to get me. 647 00:50:28,505 --> 00:50:30,908 I know it's hard for you right now, 'cause you tryin' to fast. 648 00:50:30,932 --> 00:50:32,188 Yeah, it's gonna be hard because you 649 00:50:32,212 --> 00:50:34,862 worry about these pigs and which way they gonna come. 650 00:50:35,912 --> 00:50:38,738 I've been locked up a lot of times. 651 00:50:38,762 --> 00:50:42,686 I've been put on probation, I've been put on braces but, 652 00:50:44,333 --> 00:50:46,766 to a certain amount that you could take, 653 00:50:47,644 --> 00:50:49,036 'till you're just like 'I'm done.' 654 00:50:51,073 --> 00:50:52,589 Even though you don't want to be done, 655 00:50:52,613 --> 00:50:54,529 you just like 'I'm done.' 656 00:50:54,553 --> 00:50:56,316 I can't do it, I can't do it. 657 00:51:08,664 --> 00:51:12,976 Amen, glory hallelujah church say Amen. 658 00:51:13,000 --> 00:51:15,690 Amen. 659 00:51:15,714 --> 00:51:20,714 Your lord and saviour Jesus Christ, praise God hallelujah. 660 00:51:20,913 --> 00:51:24,217 We couldn't be here this morning, give him glory, 661 00:51:24,241 --> 00:51:27,577 we give him honour and we give him praise. 662 00:51:27,601 --> 00:51:29,351 Praise God hallelujah. 663 00:51:40,710 --> 00:51:45,350 Come on down and give up to Jesus, praise God. 664 00:51:45,374 --> 00:51:48,425 If you ain't got positive influences in your life, 665 00:51:48,449 --> 00:51:52,308 you're subject to go off to the street, the gangs, the drugs, 666 00:51:54,615 --> 00:51:59,615 I know, because I lived it and when I first got locked up, 667 00:52:00,275 --> 00:52:01,825 I was facing the death penalty. 668 00:52:02,925 --> 00:52:07,223 That's what I had but by His grace and mercy, 669 00:52:07,247 --> 00:52:08,747 I didn't get that. 670 00:52:09,685 --> 00:52:12,335 It come to a point I realized I had to make a change. 671 00:52:26,716 --> 00:52:29,116 Take me off speaker real quick I got to tell you something. 672 00:52:33,186 --> 00:52:34,342 Make sure he can't hear me 673 00:52:34,366 --> 00:52:35,712 because on what I'm getting ready to tell you. 674 00:52:35,736 --> 00:52:37,442 Yeah yeah yeah. 675 00:52:37,466 --> 00:52:38,542 Naz got locked up. 676 00:52:38,566 --> 00:52:40,892 Aww, man. 677 00:52:40,916 --> 00:52:42,619 Yeah, Keerah's son. 678 00:52:43,864 --> 00:52:45,120 When, this week? 679 00:52:45,144 --> 00:52:47,516 Couple of days ago, police come 680 00:52:48,610 --> 00:52:50,410 and say they charging him for murder. 681 00:52:51,924 --> 00:52:53,682 Aww, man. 682 00:52:53,706 --> 00:52:54,706 Yeah. 683 00:52:56,312 --> 00:52:58,479 I'm gonna get in and do a little more for him. 684 00:52:59,464 --> 00:53:02,581 'Cause he not gonna get away, I can't let him get away. 685 00:53:02,605 --> 00:53:04,105 I can't let him get away, man. 686 00:53:32,890 --> 00:53:36,314 Naz, you're not built like that son, you're not Naz, 687 00:53:36,338 --> 00:53:37,275 you're not son. 688 00:53:37,299 --> 00:53:39,078 Please understand you're not Naz, 689 00:53:39,102 --> 00:53:40,952 you're not bruh, you're not built like that. 690 00:53:42,850 --> 00:53:44,264 It ain't for you to go that route. 691 00:53:44,288 --> 00:53:47,424 'Cause it's gonna come at you at the end of the day, 692 00:53:47,448 --> 00:53:48,671 It's gonna come at you. 693 00:53:59,622 --> 00:54:03,122 Two, one, seven, eight. 694 00:54:20,879 --> 00:54:24,285 Your Honour, he has a warrant that should be 695 00:54:24,309 --> 00:54:27,735 receiving stolen property and resisting arrest for Mr. Powell. 696 00:54:27,759 --> 00:54:31,832 That case was merged last week into a homicide file, 697 00:54:32,667 --> 00:54:35,383 which is currently pending. 698 00:54:35,407 --> 00:54:39,076 When they call me like, 'Is this the parent of Nazir?' 699 00:54:39,100 --> 00:54:42,293 I always get like 'What happened to my son?' 700 00:54:43,720 --> 00:54:48,720 Please don't tell me that I have to go identify a body. 701 00:54:55,380 --> 00:54:59,076 I don't want my son to spend his first adult years, 702 00:54:59,100 --> 00:55:03,476 in jail, but in the streets, you might die 703 00:55:03,500 --> 00:55:05,643 from being in the wrong place at the wrong time. 704 00:55:34,141 --> 00:55:36,341 Gonna be in stance, right over left, left over right. 705 00:55:40,254 --> 00:55:41,434 Stuff like that. 706 00:55:42,781 --> 00:55:45,267 Calms me down, let's me get my anger out when 707 00:55:45,291 --> 00:55:47,158 I go out there on the mat. 708 00:55:47,182 --> 00:55:48,688 'Cause all that stuff that happened to me 709 00:55:48,712 --> 00:55:52,068 when I was little and stuff like people 710 00:55:52,092 --> 00:55:54,435 hitting me and stuff like that. 711 00:55:56,642 --> 00:56:00,062 To come down here, that's what I was praying for. 712 00:56:01,279 --> 00:56:04,321 That's good, see God answers your prayers, doesn't he? 713 00:56:04,345 --> 00:56:05,345 Yeah. 714 00:56:13,285 --> 00:56:14,095 Yo! 715 00:56:14,119 --> 00:56:15,813 It's your mama. 716 00:56:15,837 --> 00:56:18,004 Yo man! I wanna come down there and see you my dude! 717 00:56:22,703 --> 00:56:25,213 Come down here then, you got $600? 718 00:56:26,290 --> 00:56:28,457 To wrestle you? 719 00:56:30,178 --> 00:56:31,289 Yeah anytime. 720 00:56:31,313 --> 00:56:32,899 Yeah, we're gonna go to the gym 721 00:56:32,923 --> 00:56:35,099 we will let people see us wrestle. 722 00:56:35,123 --> 00:56:39,918 I want to let them see me pick you up 723 00:56:39,942 --> 00:56:42,358 and drop you on your head. 724 00:56:44,802 --> 00:56:46,721 I'm playing, bruh. 725 00:56:46,745 --> 00:56:48,009 You be doing good though? 726 00:56:48,033 --> 00:56:49,351 How is school coming along? 727 00:56:49,375 --> 00:56:51,671 Its going good. 728 00:56:51,695 --> 00:56:54,071 Keep doing what you're doing. 729 00:56:54,095 --> 00:56:55,512 There's nothing out here. 730 00:56:56,931 --> 00:56:58,450 Try to be out here to survive, that's it. 731 00:56:58,474 --> 00:57:00,449 Yeah. 732 00:57:00,473 --> 00:57:02,493 Alright, I'll talk to you later. 733 00:57:02,517 --> 00:57:03,470 You want to run and go now, 734 00:57:03,494 --> 00:57:04,857 make sure you take a bite of 735 00:57:04,881 --> 00:57:06,257 pork chops for me. 736 00:57:08,061 --> 00:57:09,369 Bye, I'll see you later. 737 00:57:09,393 --> 00:57:10,650 All right, I love you be good man. 738 00:57:10,674 --> 00:57:11,483 Keep doing what you're doing. 739 00:57:11,507 --> 00:57:12,507 I'm proud of you. 740 00:57:22,402 --> 00:57:27,320 I would like to give him a hug for him to feel my energy. 741 00:57:28,276 --> 00:57:30,628 But bruh, right now I'm kind of hurting. 742 00:57:33,835 --> 00:57:36,548 And I'm trying to figure out maybe the wrong things, 743 00:57:37,675 --> 00:57:39,201 of what I'm doing. 744 00:57:39,225 --> 00:57:40,994 What you mean by that? 745 00:57:41,018 --> 00:57:46,018 That's my point, I don't know what I mean by that. 746 00:59:07,554 --> 00:59:12,555 I had a little incident, happened to me over the week. 747 00:59:14,547 --> 00:59:15,647 Where I got locked up. 748 00:59:33,698 --> 00:59:36,928 At the end of the day I can't blame nobody. 749 00:59:40,527 --> 00:59:41,981 I can't. 750 00:59:42,005 --> 00:59:44,372 And I'm hurt. 751 00:59:46,859 --> 00:59:48,472 What the hell did I do? 752 00:59:51,719 --> 00:59:53,412 Was all this worth it? 753 01:00:10,620 --> 01:00:14,787 Someone in our own circle, grown person 754 01:00:17,689 --> 01:00:20,383 thought apparently the same thing these kids thought. 755 01:00:21,890 --> 01:00:25,546 Where did you find it to be worth anything 756 01:00:25,570 --> 01:00:29,353 if you end up in a penitentiary or in a cemetery. 757 01:00:31,350 --> 01:00:33,713 I don't care what kind of life you live. 758 01:00:40,790 --> 01:00:44,186 When the washers and other people come through, 759 01:00:44,210 --> 01:00:48,453 I don't know who they know, I don't know what they do. 760 01:00:49,890 --> 01:00:53,014 But people are relying on me. 761 01:00:59,670 --> 01:01:02,177 And the brother Hanif, you know, 762 01:01:02,201 --> 01:01:04,744 I'll tell him, I still love you, 763 01:01:06,311 --> 01:01:07,721 but you can't come in here. 764 01:02:28,064 --> 01:02:30,814 Boom, they got fireworks son, I want some. 765 01:02:34,109 --> 01:02:36,960 I just want to visit my brother and my Nana. 766 01:02:36,984 --> 01:02:39,200 See how my grandma been doing. 767 01:02:39,224 --> 01:02:42,884 She been in the hospital a few times and stuff like that, 768 01:02:43,941 --> 01:02:46,441 and I just want her to feel like I care about her. 769 01:03:05,464 --> 01:03:08,301 I'm gonna have to go away for a little while. 770 01:03:08,325 --> 01:03:12,228 Maybe get my strength up but I'm just so sick. 771 01:03:13,265 --> 01:03:15,131 Tyree you got to get away because you're standing right in 772 01:03:15,155 --> 01:03:16,648 front of that fan. 773 01:03:26,565 --> 01:03:27,374 You all be good. 774 01:03:27,398 --> 01:03:28,398 What do you need? 775 01:03:29,285 --> 01:03:30,095 Me? 776 01:03:30,119 --> 01:03:31,609 Yeah. Do you need anything? 777 01:03:31,633 --> 01:03:32,443 I don't need anything, no. 778 01:03:32,467 --> 01:03:36,181 All right, Nana let me borrow $50 please. 779 01:03:36,205 --> 01:03:38,055 Yeah in another life. 780 01:03:44,869 --> 01:03:47,939 When he came here, he came here to see me. 781 01:03:50,486 --> 01:03:52,799 I told Furquan I'm sick. 782 01:03:53,806 --> 01:03:56,056 I know he loves me and I know he loves Tyree. 783 01:03:57,196 --> 01:03:59,132 But you know what I think too? 784 01:03:59,156 --> 01:04:02,449 As long as he stays where he's at with Aunt Barbara. 785 01:04:04,240 --> 01:04:06,695 I think he's gonna do good. 786 01:04:06,719 --> 01:04:08,119 I think he's gonna do good. 787 01:04:47,467 --> 01:04:51,651 See for me today, we don't come to mourn her death. 788 01:04:52,628 --> 01:04:54,561 But we're here to celebrate her life. 789 01:04:55,968 --> 01:04:59,004 So next we're going to have Furquan give us 790 01:04:59,028 --> 01:05:00,328 the Old and New Testament. 791 01:05:01,748 --> 01:05:06,684 Isaiah 41:10, "Fear though not for I am with thee, 792 01:05:06,708 --> 01:05:09,874 be not dismayed for I thy God, 793 01:05:09,898 --> 01:05:11,704 I will strengthen thee, 794 01:05:11,728 --> 01:05:13,524 I will help thee 795 01:05:13,548 --> 01:05:15,804 I will uphold thee 796 01:05:15,828 --> 01:05:18,771 with the right hand of righteousness... 797 01:05:20,258 --> 01:05:21,421 Amen somebody? 798 01:05:21,445 --> 01:05:22,696 Amen. 799 01:06:21,090 --> 01:06:26,090 Naz I don't think he did the murder, but if he did, 800 01:06:27,660 --> 01:06:28,660 he is done. 801 01:06:32,331 --> 01:06:36,124 That's why a lot of times is like I failed. 802 01:06:47,774 --> 01:06:50,055 As I look at it now, as I carry on with it, I didn't fail. 803 01:06:58,152 --> 01:07:00,235 I could be there for him. 804 01:07:01,840 --> 01:07:04,750 I could be there for him. 805 01:08:10,283 --> 01:08:11,670 - Hanif! - Yeah? 806 01:08:12,802 --> 01:08:15,096 Hanif, right here right now, hold on. 807 01:08:15,121 --> 01:08:16,818 What's up my dude? 808 01:08:17,385 --> 01:08:19,015 What's up, as salam alaikum. 809 01:08:19,039 --> 01:08:23,081 You sound like a big boy, I heard you gaining weight. 810 01:08:24,119 --> 01:08:26,466 Yeah a little something. 811 01:08:26,490 --> 01:08:28,657 Your visits are on Saturdays, right? 812 01:08:33,031 --> 01:08:34,359 If I don't come see you tomorrow, 813 01:08:34,383 --> 01:08:36,074 I'll come see you Thursday inshallah. 814 01:08:38,885 --> 01:08:42,821 If you need any thing else just Let her know, she'll tell me. 815 01:09:01,175 --> 01:09:02,875 My Nana was the best, 816 01:09:03,765 --> 01:09:05,415 I just wish I could have her back. 817 01:09:09,305 --> 01:09:13,578 I just wanna talk to her, one more time. 818 01:09:40,911 --> 01:09:45,911 I'm at the age where I'm like 'Where do I go after I die? 819 01:09:49,706 --> 01:09:52,919 How did you get to choose which one was yours? 820 01:09:52,943 --> 01:09:55,379 Because I wanted this one. 821 01:09:55,403 --> 01:09:58,533 He said because 'Mines bigger and yours has pink on it. 822 01:09:58,557 --> 01:10:00,940 I said 'Okay, since it had pink on it.' 823 01:10:02,910 --> 01:10:06,040 I just wanna know where my Nana's at? 824 01:10:07,643 --> 01:10:09,720 Is there really a heaven or is there really God? 825 01:10:14,807 --> 01:10:15,857 I gotta go outside. 826 01:10:16,783 --> 01:10:19,773 And there go my pin in wrestling as a freshman, 827 01:10:19,797 --> 01:10:22,743 My seven and eighth grade years I didn't do so good. 828 01:10:22,767 --> 01:10:25,740 But this year, I'm slamming them full time. 829 01:10:36,105 --> 01:10:37,293 I know there has to be a God, 830 01:10:37,318 --> 01:10:40,081 'cause how could someone take me from here to there. 831 01:10:41,614 --> 01:10:44,414 God has been awesome to me, even though I haven't been awesome to God. 832 01:10:50,030 --> 01:10:53,280 I feel like all people go through that. 833 01:11:10,639 --> 01:11:12,806 As salam alaikum. 834 01:11:23,479 --> 01:11:26,812 Happy birthday to you! 835 01:11:30,311 --> 01:11:32,478 Yo! I thought something was up. 836 01:13:12,153 --> 01:13:15,528 You know at first, the anger was so deep 837 01:13:15,552 --> 01:13:17,779 because of the disappointment. 838 01:13:17,803 --> 01:13:21,229 I could never have fathomed in a million years, 839 01:13:21,253 --> 01:13:24,312 him of all people in that situation. 840 01:13:24,336 --> 01:13:26,319 Once you break that little trust barrier, 841 01:13:26,343 --> 01:13:31,343 its kind of difficult to say 'Come on back' with open arms. 842 01:13:32,723 --> 01:13:36,179 But as I continue to toss with it. 843 01:13:36,203 --> 01:13:40,816 Just recently, I see him, I had a talk with him. 844 01:13:42,893 --> 01:13:46,266 As I embrace him today, I said to him 'I love you. 845 01:13:47,253 --> 01:13:50,970 Do what's right, that's all I am asking you to do.' 846 01:13:50,994 --> 01:13:53,040 And his word back to me was, 847 01:13:53,064 --> 01:13:55,504 'I got you big bruh, ' and that's all I need. 848 01:14:00,038 --> 01:14:01,478 I know I'm ready, I think he know. 849 01:14:06,797 --> 01:14:09,130 This is pretty much my life. 850 01:14:46,534 --> 01:14:48,701 Yeah! The king! I'm here, I'm back! 851 01:15:25,747 --> 01:15:28,830 Minor setback for a major comeback. 852 01:15:50,020 --> 01:15:52,187 Oh she's going to wear the cap and gown? 853 01:16:39,379 --> 01:16:43,522 The times I was in prison, I used to watch leaves, 854 01:16:45,289 --> 01:16:46,589 I used to watch squirrels. 855 01:16:47,879 --> 01:16:51,715 How they was running around, going up in that tree, 856 01:16:51,739 --> 01:16:54,839 getting the little chestnuts and dropping them. 857 01:16:56,481 --> 01:16:59,579 I used to see shit dropping, and then come back. 858 01:17:03,456 --> 01:17:05,123 'Cause everything got life. 859 01:17:12,638 --> 01:17:14,999 So with my impact, I want to have a strong dynamic impact. 860 01:17:22,035 --> 01:17:27,035 If I deal with me, the world will see how I live. 861 01:17:57,761 --> 01:18:01,761 Place it right there, push on it a little bit. 862 01:18:03,761 --> 01:18:05,232 Right here? 863 01:18:05,256 --> 01:18:07,228 Right there. 864 01:18:07,252 --> 01:18:10,013 Push up on it first son, don't worry about the trigger. Straight aim.