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[Soft music]

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[Piano music]

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[Water flows]

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[Wind blowing]

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[Phone ringing]

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- [Rashad] Yo.
- [Hanif] Salam alaikum bruh.

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Did Sr. Khadija call you,
Lil Sis just call you?

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[Rashad] No, she didn't
call me, why, what's up?

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She gonna call you
cuz somebody just died,

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just now in the emergency
room and they want them
in a box like right now

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whoever it is, they want
them in a box right now.

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[Rashad] They want
'em in a box right now.

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Yeah, she just died in
the emergency room.

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[Man] Where she at?

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She had to go to
the funeral home.

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She said drive her up,

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bring her to the funeral home.

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[Rashad] So you come to me
real fast, help me put this
shipper on. We got the truck.

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Okay.

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That's right, man I wasn't
totally sure, what's going on.

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[Orchestral music]

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[Trumpet music]

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[Muslim call to prayer]

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[Car honking]

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[Hip hop music blasting]

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This is amazing to me,

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this is something,
like a love right here.

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It's what I'm supposed to
be doing. And I always keep
it focused on the work.

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You know what I mean?

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[Wood sander polishing]

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You may not understand
but I put dedication

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and pride to what I do,
I really do.

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And I take life serious,

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coz this ain't no damn
game by no means.

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* Girlfriend yes I
had your girlfriend *

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You don't know
nothing about that.

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* That was your love coz
she was a last life *

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* Girlfriend, girlfriend
yes I had your girlfriend *

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Yeah, yeah.

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I used to go with Rashad
to deliver caskets.

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So one day, Rashad said to me,

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'Now I can be paying you,
you can do this here,

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it ain't that hard.'

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And ever since then,

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I've been building
these caskets.

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No I'm not worried about that.

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Yeah I need to know where
to cut the other one.

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Don't worry about
one just do one,

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you can do the
other one tomorrow.

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I'm 12. More
responsibilities in life
now. I turn a little bit older.

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Come on,
you gonna sing happy birthday?

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[Producer off camera]
Happy birthday dear Furquan,

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Happy birthday to you.

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Alright now,

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that's too much cake though,

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this cake not going nowhere.

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Whatchu got, double layers?

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This is my bathroom.

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Pullin shower, pull out shower.

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This my room.

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Me and my brother share a room,

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my mom and her
boyfriend share a room.

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This is my moms,
Trouble go sit down.

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[Upbeat music]

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I just want a good birthday,
that's all.

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Go man, about to get you.

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So hot out here, they sweating.

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Let's go Hanif.

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[Laughing]

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Be good lil bruh, you heard me?

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Hey! Hanif!

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[Nephew] Grab this, pour the
bottle as you're walking

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round the back, man!

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He all right.

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He think he's my
only uncle but he not.

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There's two more,
He's the baby, boy.

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[Giggles]

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I used to work nights,

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and he used to babysit my kids.

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I get in the house,
every light is on.

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I'm calling and calling and
my kids answer the phone,

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I'm like where's Uncle Hanif?

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He right here on the couch.

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What do you mean? Sleep.

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Uncle Hanif, the kids
up they supposed to
be in bed for school.

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- Do not ever let him
babysit for you.
- [He laughs]

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No babysitting and
that is on record.

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Don't babysit.

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I had to come here,
then she fussed at me.

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I'm the niece.

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Yeah, I let them see

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I'm not the mamma,
I'm the niece, okay?

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You listen to me.

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[Laughs]

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When he was younger he was,
still on the wrong path.

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You know what I mean?

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Through Uncle Hanif's
experiences, his bad stuff,

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his rough time, I let him
be an example to my kids

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because you could come out
of that, if you choose to.

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But what Uncle Hanif,
even though I fuss at him

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like he my son,
and God or Allah,

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whatever his caller
is High Above,

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has helped him really
recognize what he has,

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what he lost,
and what he can do.

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[Mortician] I will,
I must stop the violence.

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Beloved brothers and sisters,

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you know it's gotta be bad
when a mortician come out,

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and tell you to stop killing.

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We tired of patching
up bullet wounds,

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we tired up putting your
skull back together.

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I'm on my way.

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[Man] Aight.

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I did four [caskets] also.
I'll be there in a minute.

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We have an obligation,
as Muslims,

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to change things with our hands.

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We have a condition here
and now of our people,

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Waiting to exhale.

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To exhale from what?

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From burying our children,
because of the streets.

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[Soft music]

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I played the streets man,
getting high

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playing with gun
just trying to survive.

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So as years went by, I
started going to prison.

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I caught myself up, I'm not
gonna never blame nobody,

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for the shit that I did.

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That's when I realized
it was time for a change.

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[Crowd talking]

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I met Hanif through,
he taught me how to build

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caskets that they
bury Muslims in.

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He taught me a lot of stuff.

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I wanna experience it.

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It's not as easy as it look,

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but he want me to wash
the bodies with him.

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I'm a little scared
of dead people,

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I don't really like that stuff.

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I'm still like a big ol' kid.

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This for you right here Naz,
this for you right here.

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When I first met Hanif, it
was like a older, older brother

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that I don't have coz
I' m the only child.

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And you know you
can call me anytime,

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like I'm flipping running but,

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I just don't want you,

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to get caught up in
that extra shit man.

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I just don't want you to
get caught up in that.

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He took me to plenty masjids,
meet new people.

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I think it was the
second day of Ramadan.

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So if it wasn't for him,

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I probably wouldn't know as
many Muslim brothers,

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that I know now.

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He started off from
where I started from,

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and it feel good cuz no
matter what I go through,

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I know that if I call
Hanif, I know he gonna come,

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I know he always there for me.

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[Drum beats]

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- Salam Alaikum.
- Walaikum asalams.

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You put your your
thumbs in here, like this,

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and the other one, and
then you put your gloves,

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so that the water and
everything. But you
should tape your sweater.

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[Rashad] Hanif,
you already cleaned him off?

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[Hanif] No.

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[Solemn music]

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[Rashad] While your washing, all
you doing is raise him, here,

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so you just use your
left hand in those areas.

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So we gonna hold
him out like this here,

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and then we'll wash correct.

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[Hanif] Second
time I did a washing,

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it was a friend of mine.

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It was an honor and
opportunity being able to,

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help the ones that
got called home,

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and knowing my time was coming.

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Rashad pretty much
put me under is wing.

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[Rashad] What's important
is, you give them their right,

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which is wash them, properly.

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And while you're taking pride,

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into doing what you're doing,

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because they're no longer
able to do it for themselves,

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you're receiving the benefit

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and the mercy from your Creator.

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The benefit and the
blessing that comes from it,

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Who doesn't need 40
major sins removed?

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Who doesn't need,
all your sins removed?

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What you learned
today is what happens,

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to a Muslim after they die.

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In case I was to get killed,

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or I was to die
of natural causes,

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what you supposed to do to me?

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Wash my right side,
wash my left side,

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clean me up,
shroud me, right? Right?

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Yes.

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[Hanif] take me on this doggone
bike, they aint gonna see me.

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Ain't gonna see what?

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Don't go that way yo.

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Bruh bruh,
I'm trying to turn around.

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Yeah but still
don't go that way.

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See, he told me to turn, he did.

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Woo baby baby! I
got this thing here.

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Don't go that way.

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Come on, today's my day off.

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Okay, let me see
what you working with.

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Today's my day off bro.

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[Slapping noises]

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Today my day off
I'm all by myself.

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- [Hanif] You is?
- My mom...

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[Hanif] You ain't by
yourself then, You with us.

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My mom, stepfather and
my brother went to a party.

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- [Hanif] Oh, for real?
- Yeah and I didn't wanna go.

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[Hanif] And you didn't
wanna go. Why is that?

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It was a kiddie party. I'm not
about to go to no kiddie party.

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- You a kid.
- I ain't a kid.

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I'm a grown man.

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So you wouldn't help me
if I needed your help?

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[Furquan] Yeah.

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I need your help.

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You gonna need brakes to
do a wheelie on this one.

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[Hanif] Jump right at it,
be careful.

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You gotta make sure
that it's lined up right.

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This not a gun that you
use to hurt people with, okay?

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So just be careful
on how you doing it.

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Hold that don't shoot it.

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You want to make sure
it's even just like this,

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now shoot. Push it out,
take it out,

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take it off the board now put
it back down and shoot it,

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make sure it's even.

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You can hold this board.

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Now look over there and see
if anything come out.

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No, like this all right?

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[Hanif} Yeah take that off.

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You tell your
friends on what you do?

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No.

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Or what you help doing.

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You think that would be a good
experience for them to learn?

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[Machine drilling]

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Yeah, maybe.

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[Hanif] What friends
are you hanging around?

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I really hang around
basically my cousins.

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[Hanif] Girls. You
be around girls?

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That's not a good answer.

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So when I saw you,
who you was with?

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Where?

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At the park.

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Oh. A girl.

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[Machine drilling]

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So you be around girls?

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- Sometimes.
- Sometimes.

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[Hanif] Wanna try this?

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Yeah.

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- Right there?
- Right there,

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00:19:17,700 --> 00:19:20,267
push your weight use
your back arm and push.

251
00:19:22,167 --> 00:19:24,667
Don't let it lean up off you.

252
00:19:26,067 --> 00:19:29,067
Push, push, push,
push, push good job.

253
00:19:30,500 --> 00:19:33,667
[Wood sander smoothening]

254
00:19:41,700 --> 00:19:44,133
[Soft music]

255
00:19:47,067 --> 00:19:49,233
Let me see how you get up there.

256
00:19:49,300 --> 00:19:52,700
Hold this for me Furquan,
give me this concrete.

257
00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:55,933
What this?

258
00:19:55,933 --> 00:19:59,433
[Joann] Furquan actually
is very strong kid.

259
00:19:59,433 --> 00:20:00,533
But when you live
in that neighborhood

260
00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:02,333
and you grow up in
that neighborhood,

261
00:20:02,333 --> 00:20:05,567
he's like a speck in a
mountain full of snow.

262
00:20:05,567 --> 00:20:08,733
You know what I'm saying?
He sticks out like a sore thumb.

263
00:20:08,767 --> 00:20:10,867
And him not having
a father image,

264
00:20:10,900 --> 00:20:14,100
somebody to take him to
play ball or to go fishing.

265
00:20:14,100 --> 00:20:16,900
He's never had anybody.

266
00:20:16,900 --> 00:20:19,100
You got lucky, you just
owe me a slice of pizza.

267
00:20:19,167 --> 00:20:20,367
You got money?

268
00:20:20,400 --> 00:20:22,200
- You got the money.
- I have no money.

269
00:20:22,233 --> 00:20:24,267
Catch.

270
00:20:29,567 --> 00:20:33,267
I like him,
he could be a good kid.

271
00:20:33,267 --> 00:20:35,800
He just need guidance.

272
00:20:35,800 --> 00:20:38,067
He don't need the quality
time on the street.

273
00:20:43,700 --> 00:20:46,533
[Exhaling loudly]

274
00:20:49,900 --> 00:20:52,733
If I die what would you do?

275
00:20:53,733 --> 00:20:55,767
I'd bury you.

276
00:20:57,100 --> 00:20:59,433
I appreciate that.

277
00:20:59,433 --> 00:21:02,167
And then I take
your business over,

278
00:21:02,233 --> 00:21:03,733
then I'll be building caskets.

279
00:21:03,733 --> 00:21:05,300
[Laughs]

280
00:21:05,300 --> 00:21:07,300
And take over all of this.

281
00:21:14,233 --> 00:21:17,833
Hey.

282
00:21:17,900 --> 00:21:20,267
I didn't know he look like me,
everyone say he look like me.

283
00:21:24,233 --> 00:21:27,633
[Tyler] Y'all tell him put
the gloves on. Yeah, yeah.

284
00:21:27,633 --> 00:21:29,367
[Hanif] If I hurt my son, man.

285
00:21:29,367 --> 00:21:30,800
Put the gloves on.

286
00:21:30,833 --> 00:21:31,933
[Chuckles]

287
00:21:31,933 --> 00:21:34,533
You really think you can
handle your dad though?

288
00:21:34,600 --> 00:21:37,167
That's crazy my dude.

289
00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:39,167
You really think
you can handle that?

290
00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:40,667
I'll get 'em if you
think you can handle.

291
00:21:40,667 --> 00:21:42,800
[Tyler] Yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

292
00:21:42,833 --> 00:21:45,267
Get the gloves, go on.

293
00:21:48,933 --> 00:21:51,500
[Upbeat music]

294
00:21:52,867 --> 00:21:56,533
[Hanif] when I was
locked up I left my son.

295
00:21:58,233 --> 00:22:00,900
You know, did I think about him?

296
00:22:00,967 --> 00:22:03,167
Maybe yeah, maybe no.

297
00:22:04,733 --> 00:22:07,333
[Upbeat music]

298
00:22:09,500 --> 00:22:11,333
[Tyler] At that time I
was just thinking 'Well,

299
00:22:11,333 --> 00:22:14,633
he gone and I don't know
when he coming home.'

300
00:22:14,667 --> 00:22:17,567
I just wanted him home.

301
00:22:17,633 --> 00:22:21,533
But as I grew older, I
was just disappointed.

302
00:22:30,333 --> 00:22:33,900
So now, I just told him,
'Just stay out the way.

303
00:22:35,200 --> 00:22:37,367
If you've just got
some good going on,

304
00:22:37,367 --> 00:22:40,400
just stick to what you got
going on and that's it.'

305
00:22:40,433 --> 00:22:42,433
If you just settle down.

306
00:22:43,667 --> 00:22:46,200
I'ma settle down.

307
00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:47,400
Settle down and box,

308
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:49,400
and I'll let you
get a punch off.

309
00:22:52,833 --> 00:22:55,433
[Upbeat music]

310
00:23:02,933 --> 00:23:05,100
[Hanif] I can't, I can't.

311
00:23:08,900 --> 00:23:11,100
That's it man.

312
00:23:11,100 --> 00:23:13,100
Man.

313
00:23:14,533 --> 00:23:17,100
[Upbeat music]

314
00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:23,200
I just want to hit
him hard one time.

315
00:23:25,067 --> 00:23:27,567
Something to rub in his face.

316
00:23:27,600 --> 00:23:29,833
[Chuckles]

317
00:23:39,767 --> 00:23:42,500
I've been watching
this little scene that um,

318
00:23:42,567 --> 00:23:46,233
Naz wanted me to look
at something, so Ima
take a peek at it.

319
00:23:48,667 --> 00:23:49,900
* These niggas don't own shit *

320
00:23:49,933 --> 00:23:51,433
* These bitches be on dick

321
00:23:51,467 --> 00:23:56,800
* I'm just trying to get money
and stack it and stay focused *

322
00:23:56,800 --> 00:24:01,800
* I've been on my own
shit, out the glock let
it pop and reload it *

323
00:24:01,833 --> 00:24:04,467
* These niggas don't own shit
These bitches be on dick *

324
00:24:04,467 --> 00:24:09,467
* I'm just trying to get money
and stack it and stay focused *

325
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:21,867
I was disturbed, I was
fucked up on that video.

326
00:24:21,933 --> 00:24:24,333
And the reason why I was
fucked up on that video,

327
00:24:24,367 --> 00:24:26,067
I see you doing something,

328
00:24:26,067 --> 00:24:28,067
that I wouldn't
approve of or celebrate

329
00:24:28,133 --> 00:24:30,200
and that's slinging
that motherfuckin gun

330
00:24:30,233 --> 00:24:31,833
and singing that rap shit,

331
00:24:31,867 --> 00:24:34,467
I'm not pleased with it,
I'm not approving that shit,

332
00:24:34,500 --> 00:24:36,800
I don't like that shit.

333
00:24:36,833 --> 00:24:40,533
Me personally, I didn't see Naz.

334
00:24:40,567 --> 00:24:41,867
I didn't see my little bruh,

335
00:24:41,900 --> 00:24:46,300
But I need to know who the
fuck that was slinging that shit

336
00:24:46,300 --> 00:24:48,067
and I know it wasn't
my little bruh Naz.

337
00:24:48,067 --> 00:24:50,900
That's what I got
to say right there.

338
00:24:50,900 --> 00:24:53,067
That wasn't you bruh.

339
00:24:54,600 --> 00:24:57,200
[Upbeat music]

340
00:25:03,900 --> 00:25:07,367
Today is one of his
friend's birthday and
he's not here, right?

341
00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:08,767
[Woman] Really?

342
00:25:08,767 --> 00:25:11,367
Yeah, one of their friend's
birthday but he's not here,

343
00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:13,433
That's the one that
the cop's killed?

344
00:25:13,500 --> 00:25:15,067
Lot of young Black sons though.

345
00:25:15,067 --> 00:25:16,833
That's sick, talking about 18.

346
00:25:16,833 --> 00:25:19,833
[Keerah] Eighteen,
I can't believe that,

347
00:25:19,833 --> 00:25:24,267
that's why I'm happy
to see my son, 18.

348
00:25:24,300 --> 00:25:26,967
* Happy Birthday Dear Nazir
Happy Birthday to you *

349
00:25:31,133 --> 00:25:33,900
[Crowd applause]

350
00:25:39,733 --> 00:25:43,300
They didn't put it in
a freezer or nothin?

351
00:25:43,367 --> 00:25:45,367
[Uncle] We just
gonna scoop it up.

352
00:25:46,567 --> 00:25:50,200
Yeah, my son 18, they
say you look nice, then
I'm like thank you.

353
00:25:50,233 --> 00:25:52,233
[Claps]

354
00:25:54,567 --> 00:25:57,067
Naz is cool like his mother.

355
00:25:59,400 --> 00:26:00,533
[Crowd laughing]

356
00:26:00,567 --> 00:26:01,933
[Naz] My mom
always tell me that,

357
00:26:01,967 --> 00:26:05,633
society is waiting
for a slip up.

358
00:26:05,667 --> 00:26:08,600
For me,
it's just outside usually

359
00:26:08,633 --> 00:26:11,067
I find myself hanging
with the wrong people.

360
00:26:11,067 --> 00:26:13,733
Like last year when
I got locked up,

361
00:26:13,733 --> 00:26:16,567
and that's how it is,
they waiting for a slip up,

362
00:26:16,567 --> 00:26:17,833
so they can send
me right back in there.

363
00:26:17,833 --> 00:26:20,300
That had to be in 2000 cuz he
probably was like five months.

364
00:26:20,300 --> 00:26:24,533
[Naz] I'm strong, nothing
really can bother me,

365
00:26:24,533 --> 00:26:29,200
cuz this is Ramadan and I
can go to jummah on Fridays

366
00:26:29,267 --> 00:26:33,300
and usually it made me just
feel like a cleansed person.

367
00:26:33,300 --> 00:26:35,767
Like I just cleaned myself

368
00:26:37,767 --> 00:26:39,767
usually it's Jummah
to clear my mind.

369
00:26:43,833 --> 00:26:46,433
Stop you know I'm fat you
can't give me rib shots.

370
00:26:46,467 --> 00:26:48,467
Now give your mother a hug.

371
00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:53,100
Aaah!

372
00:26:53,133 --> 00:26:55,167
Damn!

373
00:27:04,367 --> 00:27:07,367
[Wood sander polishing]

374
00:27:15,067 --> 00:27:17,800
[Reporter] 45-year-old
Kofi Owens was shot

375
00:27:17,833 --> 00:27:20,500
and killed around 1:00
a.m on South 16th street

376
00:27:20,500 --> 00:27:22,500
in East orange.

377
00:27:24,333 --> 00:27:26,833
Owen's wife exclusively
tells us her husband,

378
00:27:26,867 --> 00:27:30,067
her high school sweetheart and
father of their two children,

379
00:27:30,100 --> 00:27:32,567
was sitting in a car
with his 25-year-old son,

380
00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:36,233
and a former student when Owens
and his son were both shot.

381
00:27:40,167 --> 00:27:42,733
[Woman] Kofi, we honor you.

382
00:27:43,833 --> 00:27:48,067
We thank you for the life,
you share with the world.

383
00:27:48,100 --> 00:27:51,600
We speak your name, rest well.

384
00:27:53,367 --> 00:27:55,300
[Woman] And now
I'd like to bring up,

385
00:27:55,367 --> 00:27:58,067
Mr. Owens's mother Gloria Owens.

386
00:27:59,233 --> 00:28:03,433
[Gloria] I just want to
say that, he was a blessing.

387
00:28:06,067 --> 00:28:10,533
I was thinking we could march
on Washington, we can march,

388
00:28:10,567 --> 00:28:12,433
in the streets.

389
00:28:12,433 --> 00:28:15,200
But we need to
march for our children.

390
00:28:16,233 --> 00:28:17,600
What is the plan?

391
00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:21,533
It takes a village to
raise a child, children.

392
00:28:22,667 --> 00:28:25,400
Who are you raising today?

393
00:28:25,433 --> 00:28:28,100
Who are you mentoring today?

394
00:28:28,100 --> 00:28:33,100
So I'm asking, that you rise
up, and raise this village.

395
00:28:35,333 --> 00:28:38,100
[Crowd clapping]

396
00:28:46,433 --> 00:28:48,833
[Soft music]

397
00:29:02,333 --> 00:29:04,933
[Upbeat music]

398
00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:15,433
You gotta live not die.

399
00:29:15,433 --> 00:29:17,433
It's not hard to die.

400
00:29:18,467 --> 00:29:20,800
But they make it to
where it's hard to live.

401
00:29:24,233 --> 00:29:26,233
Cuz you dying now and
you don't even know it.

402
00:29:32,133 --> 00:29:34,133
I know how to nurse the body.

403
00:29:36,567 --> 00:29:38,567
I know how to help the body.

404
00:29:40,367 --> 00:29:42,633
I'm not afraid of the body.

405
00:29:46,533 --> 00:29:49,133
I hold them in my arms,

406
00:29:51,067 --> 00:29:53,733
to let them I guess
to get a smell on me,

407
00:29:53,733 --> 00:29:58,067
get a whiff at me, or just
they be right here.

408
00:30:11,067 --> 00:30:13,900
[Fireworks blast]

409
00:30:15,033 --> 00:30:17,167
Where's my Roman Candle?

410
00:30:18,733 --> 00:30:21,833
Hurry up,
hurry up Shamir light this.

411
00:30:21,833 --> 00:30:24,233
Do mines too, at the same time.

412
00:30:30,433 --> 00:30:34,133
[Fireworks blasting]

413
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:36,200
We lit, aah we lit.

414
00:30:44,400 --> 00:30:46,400
I want juice.

415
00:30:46,433 --> 00:30:47,567
You ain't getting no juice.

416
00:30:47,567 --> 00:30:48,933
I want juice.

417
00:30:48,933 --> 00:30:50,933
Tyree stop, get off.

418
00:30:52,300 --> 00:30:55,567
Go get you a 50 cent juice,
go, go, go

419
00:30:55,600 --> 00:30:57,733
I can't go in there...

420
00:30:57,733 --> 00:31:00,300
Go, go I'm telling you to go.

421
00:31:01,467 --> 00:31:04,600
When I'm alone, I talk
to God, sometimes.

422
00:31:09,967 --> 00:31:12,467
[Producer] What
do you talk about?

423
00:31:12,467 --> 00:31:14,800
That's between me and God.

424
00:31:19,133 --> 00:31:20,467
That's between me and God.

425
00:31:20,467 --> 00:31:22,500
I can't tell my prayers.

426
00:31:24,700 --> 00:31:27,200
[Piano music]

427
00:31:40,467 --> 00:31:44,067
I was walking,
the cops, I was walking.

428
00:31:44,067 --> 00:31:47,467
But they said they had my
description or whatever,

429
00:31:48,500 --> 00:31:50,500
and then they grabbed me.

430
00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:56,067
I got locked up on 12th Ave,
I'm like I live right here.

431
00:31:56,067 --> 00:31:58,133
They didn't catch me
in no car or nothing,

432
00:31:58,167 --> 00:32:00,067
they just put me there.

433
00:32:00,100 --> 00:32:02,467
They didn't find no key on me.

434
00:32:02,467 --> 00:32:04,167
They didn't find me in the car.

435
00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:07,500
I was blocks away
from "the car".

436
00:32:07,533 --> 00:32:09,200
That's how it is.

437
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:12,400
They know I've been locked
up for stolen cars so

438
00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:14,500
why not?

439
00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:19,133
I know he don't be out
there with drugs or guns,
or anything like that,

440
00:32:19,133 --> 00:32:21,367
but if he's out
there he's affiliated.

441
00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:25,200
I was doing good too.

442
00:32:26,333 --> 00:32:29,733
Just when they see you doing
good, they smack you, boom.

443
00:32:41,700 --> 00:32:44,100
[Soft music]

444
00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:56,633
I had a really, really good
mom, my mom was really good.

445
00:32:56,700 --> 00:32:58,633
So she helped me a lot.

446
00:32:58,700 --> 00:33:03,700
Just making sure that, Nazir
had best of everything.

447
00:33:05,633 --> 00:33:07,467
He was in the house
a lot with my mother,

448
00:33:07,467 --> 00:33:08,967
he was really close to my mom,

449
00:33:09,067 --> 00:33:11,933
but she passed away in 2014.

450
00:33:14,933 --> 00:33:17,400
He was the one who was there,
he had to call the ambulance,

451
00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:20,067
He had to ride in the ambulance
he was the one who was with her.

452
00:33:23,100 --> 00:33:24,967
As an adult when you grieve,

453
00:33:24,967 --> 00:33:27,100
it's kind of hard
for you. As a child,

454
00:33:27,133 --> 00:33:29,333
I think it's actually harder.

455
00:33:29,400 --> 00:33:32,300
He was grieving, but I've
had to start dealing with him

456
00:33:32,333 --> 00:33:34,333
actually like
getting into trouble.

457
00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:37,767
I'm still grieving my mom,

458
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:39,833
but I still have to be a mom.

459
00:33:39,833 --> 00:33:41,833
He never was in trouble
until my mom passed

460
00:33:41,900 --> 00:33:44,300
so it's really, really
hard. It's really hard.

461
00:33:53,433 --> 00:33:56,100
[Phone ringing]

462
00:34:01,500 --> 00:34:02,700
[Woman On Phone]
How may I help you?

463
00:34:02,700 --> 00:34:04,867
Can you transfer me to the ER?

464
00:34:06,300 --> 00:34:08,100
- [Woman On Phone] To the ER?
- Yes.

465
00:34:08,133 --> 00:34:10,133
[Woman On Phone] Sure
Hold on one second.

466
00:34:12,533 --> 00:34:14,067
[Mumbles]

467
00:34:14,067 --> 00:34:17,767
Hello,
can you tell me the status?

468
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:20,833
[Woman] I can't give you
anybody's status over the phone.

469
00:34:20,867 --> 00:34:22,133
Okay.

470
00:34:22,133 --> 00:34:24,133
[Woman] Okay, thanks.

471
00:34:35,500 --> 00:34:36,700
Guess what?

472
00:34:36,733 --> 00:34:38,067
[Joann] What?

473
00:34:38,067 --> 00:34:40,367
Mommy had to get seven staples,

474
00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:42,400
on top of her head.

475
00:34:43,633 --> 00:34:45,300
[Joann] What happened?
He pushed her down?

476
00:34:45,300 --> 00:34:47,300
He pushed her into the radiator.

477
00:34:48,833 --> 00:34:50,933
[Joann] Oh my god.

478
00:34:51,067 --> 00:34:54,067
She gotta go back on
the 8th to get stitches.

479
00:34:54,067 --> 00:34:56,200
She got staples in her head now.

480
00:34:56,233 --> 00:34:58,433
It's all blood all over
her hair and stuff.

481
00:35:00,233 --> 00:35:02,667
[Joann] I don't fucking believe
it. I just don't believe it.

482
00:35:17,833 --> 00:35:20,267
Last night, I was
sleeping in my mom's room.

483
00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:27,400
My mom went to sleep. He kept
making noise and stuff.

484
00:35:27,433 --> 00:35:29,767
So I got up and went in my room.

485
00:35:31,867 --> 00:35:36,400
He was all drunked up,
smoking, drinking stuff.

486
00:35:37,867 --> 00:35:41,400
Then he kept saying stuff to me
so I was like, 'Suck my dick.'

487
00:35:41,433 --> 00:35:44,900
He started hitting me when we
got on the porch, he hit me.

488
00:35:51,467 --> 00:35:53,667
[Director] Has he hit you
before when he's drunk?

489
00:35:58,667 --> 00:36:01,300
I don't wanna talk about that.

490
00:36:01,333 --> 00:36:04,100
[Hitting loudly]

491
00:36:11,933 --> 00:36:13,933
Because I should
have never left.

492
00:36:19,767 --> 00:36:22,367
[Rain pouring]

493
00:36:26,433 --> 00:36:29,067
[Upbeat music]

494
00:36:40,467 --> 00:36:43,133
[Phone ringing]

495
00:36:49,067 --> 00:36:51,067
Yeah assalam alaikum.

496
00:36:52,867 --> 00:36:54,867
I'm at my sister's.

497
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:02,800
I thank Allah much for my
family, my sisters, my niece

498
00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:05,733
and my mom.

499
00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:10,167
Because of them, I have
somewhere to rest of my head,

500
00:37:12,067 --> 00:37:14,733
but sometimes I just
don't want to go nowhere,

501
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:16,800
stay in that damn car.

502
00:37:23,433 --> 00:37:25,433
Let me share
something with y'all.

503
00:37:28,667 --> 00:37:31,067
I had an opportunity to sell
drugs just a couple days ago.

504
00:37:32,200 --> 00:37:34,200
I had it in my hand.

505
00:37:36,067 --> 00:37:38,067
I was so scared.

506
00:37:38,067 --> 00:37:41,500
I had a shot at it,
Strong shot at it.

507
00:37:41,533 --> 00:37:45,333
Did for a couple of hours,
two hours.

508
00:37:45,367 --> 00:37:50,367
Shittin me. I hold on to that
thing, he straight convinced me.

509
00:37:53,300 --> 00:37:55,867
Laid the money out to me
and how much money,

510
00:37:55,900 --> 00:37:58,133
What it can be, what we can do.

511
00:38:01,867 --> 00:38:04,567
So damn scared bruh,
I gave it back,

512
00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:06,633
because I can't live that life.

513
00:38:13,100 --> 00:38:15,733
I'm struggling man to make
it to where I gotta make it,

514
00:38:15,767 --> 00:38:17,767
to go to where I want to go.

515
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:20,533
How I'm gonna get there.

516
00:38:20,567 --> 00:38:23,433
Is keeping my head up,
keeping my focus.

517
00:38:23,467 --> 00:38:26,333
How im'a get there?
In trying to save a life.

518
00:38:38,333 --> 00:38:41,067
Did he tell you what
happened a couple weeks ago?

519
00:38:41,067 --> 00:38:43,133
What about her head?

520
00:38:43,167 --> 00:38:44,967
Yeah, what happened
to Furquan as well.

521
00:38:44,967 --> 00:38:48,800
No, he hasn't said it
to me yet, we'll talk.

522
00:38:50,467 --> 00:38:54,967
But I really feel, she
has to sign over papers,

523
00:38:56,467 --> 00:38:58,600
For me to get him
in school down there.

524
00:38:58,600 --> 00:39:03,333
But I know that if he is
in, a different environment,

525
00:39:03,367 --> 00:39:05,967
he'll be a different kid.

526
00:39:06,067 --> 00:39:08,633
Like I told you,
you fall into a rut,

527
00:39:08,667 --> 00:39:11,833
it's like a deep hole, And
no matter how much you dig

528
00:39:11,833 --> 00:39:15,700
and scratch and scrape,
you can't get out,

529
00:39:15,700 --> 00:39:17,700
That's the way your mother is.

530
00:39:18,767 --> 00:39:21,567
But that doesn't mean that
you have to go through that.

531
00:39:23,967 --> 00:39:26,067
That's your mother.

532
00:39:26,133 --> 00:39:27,233
That's not you.

533
00:39:27,300 --> 00:39:29,133
You're a whole different person.

534
00:39:29,167 --> 00:39:31,333
You got your whole
life ahead of you.

535
00:39:38,533 --> 00:39:39,633
Right when he comes back.

536
00:39:39,667 --> 00:39:40,800
He's gonna realize
how much I care for him.

537
00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:43,700
I'm not leaving, I'm
gonna stay down there.

538
00:39:43,733 --> 00:39:44,833
[Hanif] Might be good for you,

539
00:39:44,867 --> 00:39:45,900
Have you thought about that?

540
00:39:45,967 --> 00:39:47,300
I'm gonna miss you.

541
00:39:47,333 --> 00:39:49,067
[Hanif] That's all right man.

542
00:39:49,067 --> 00:39:50,433
As long as I know you're alive,

543
00:39:50,500 --> 00:39:52,700
I'll make it my
business to get at you.

544
00:39:52,733 --> 00:39:54,667
How about that?

545
00:39:54,700 --> 00:39:57,267
[Mom] Give Furquan
a hug and a kiss.

546
00:39:57,333 --> 00:39:59,433
Make sure you call when
you get down there, ok?

547
00:40:05,667 --> 00:40:08,233
[Upbeat music]

548
00:40:18,900 --> 00:40:20,900
What's up nigga?

549
00:40:23,033 --> 00:40:25,967
You gotta get a hair cut, dude.

550
00:40:26,033 --> 00:40:28,233
When you gonna get a hair cut?

551
00:40:28,267 --> 00:40:29,300
I don't know.

552
00:40:29,300 --> 00:40:30,367
[Giggling]

553
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:32,733
He gave me a curfew anyway.

554
00:40:32,733 --> 00:40:34,800
[Hanif] What's the curfew?

555
00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:36,800
Eight O'clock.

556
00:40:39,133 --> 00:40:42,033
Me being in the house all day?

557
00:40:42,033 --> 00:40:44,467
I can't do that.

558
00:40:44,467 --> 00:40:48,233
I don't even know, I go
to probation on Mondays.

559
00:40:48,233 --> 00:40:50,833
I got to text my probation
officer every night,

560
00:40:50,900 --> 00:40:52,733
Tell him I'm in the house.

561
00:40:52,733 --> 00:40:57,333
And I've only been on my
brace for prolly like two days.

562
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:01,167
It's like somebody's
just tracking me
every day of my life.

563
00:41:03,567 --> 00:41:06,667
I'm free now but
it's kinda like I'm not.

564
00:41:06,733 --> 00:41:10,733
It's like I'm outside
but like I'm inside.

565
00:41:10,733 --> 00:41:13,233
Because every time I
turn around, it's court,

566
00:41:13,267 --> 00:41:17,767
court, probation officer
popping up to my house.

567
00:41:17,767 --> 00:41:21,300
There is always something,
and the school I'm at now,

568
00:41:21,333 --> 00:41:26,367
you miss one class it feels
like you missed a lot of stuff.

569
00:41:26,433 --> 00:41:28,600
So one minute I'm
in class learning it

570
00:41:28,633 --> 00:41:33,633
and finally getting the way
things is in class.

571
00:41:33,633 --> 00:41:35,100
And then the next minute,

572
00:41:35,100 --> 00:41:37,833
I'm just lost because I gotta
go to court or something.

573
00:41:39,967 --> 00:41:44,700
I thought it was gonna be
easy I guess, but it's not.

574
00:41:47,433 --> 00:41:49,567
This thing prolly
gonna get chopped off.

575
00:41:55,133 --> 00:41:56,167
[Phone ringing]

576
00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:58,300
Young man, if he talks,
I don't know.

577
00:41:58,333 --> 00:42:01,067
He probably say I
didn't mean to call you.

578
00:42:02,567 --> 00:42:03,667
What's up black man?

579
00:42:03,700 --> 00:42:06,367
Get out your nose you
gonna eat the boogers?

580
00:42:06,367 --> 00:42:07,533
[Laughs]

581
00:42:07,567 --> 00:42:08,700
[Tyler] Come on man.

582
00:42:08,700 --> 00:42:10,800
[Laughs]

583
00:42:14,633 --> 00:42:16,700
Get some tissue in that shit.

584
00:42:17,900 --> 00:42:20,367
That shit don't look right bruh.

585
00:42:21,567 --> 00:42:23,867
[Laughs]

586
00:42:23,900 --> 00:42:25,233
Let me finish what I'm doing.

587
00:42:25,267 --> 00:42:27,267
I'm making caskets right
now I gotta finish up.

588
00:42:27,333 --> 00:42:28,400
[Tyler] All right.

589
00:42:28,400 --> 00:42:29,600
But I'ma send you some pictures,

590
00:42:29,667 --> 00:42:32,767
I want you to see that's what
I do just to let you know.

591
00:42:33,900 --> 00:42:35,833
I love you Monkey.

592
00:42:35,867 --> 00:42:37,867
[Tyler] I love you too champ.

593
00:42:47,533 --> 00:42:50,067
[Cow mooing]

594
00:42:50,100 --> 00:42:52,600
[Car engine]

595
00:43:01,067 --> 00:43:03,733
[Birds singing]

596
00:43:05,067 --> 00:43:06,533
Bulletproof.

597
00:43:06,567 --> 00:43:08,067
[Laughs]

598
00:43:08,100 --> 00:43:09,967
Let's see.

599
00:43:10,067 --> 00:43:12,100
[Laughs]

600
00:43:19,100 --> 00:43:22,133
Individual teachers will
provide a list of items needed

601
00:43:22,133 --> 00:43:23,800
for their class at open house.

602
00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:26,300
So of course,
we didn't go to open house.

603
00:43:26,333 --> 00:43:29,167
Because that was before
you was even down here.

604
00:43:29,167 --> 00:43:31,733
Here's the erasers you need.

605
00:43:31,733 --> 00:43:34,133
Says #2 pencils,
that's what you got.

606
00:43:34,167 --> 00:43:38,467
This is two packs of 20,
But I think that's to share.

607
00:43:38,500 --> 00:43:39,733
I'm not sharing.

608
00:43:39,767 --> 00:43:43,333
Yes you are, we do what we're
supposed to do here, okay?

609
00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:44,900
That's for kids
that come to school

610
00:43:44,933 --> 00:43:46,833
that may not have a pencil.

611
00:43:46,900 --> 00:43:50,100
Just like if you happen to go to
school and don't have a pencil.

612
00:43:50,100 --> 00:43:51,267
That's why we do that.

613
00:43:51,300 --> 00:43:52,933
That's how they do it here.

614
00:43:52,967 --> 00:43:54,333
You don't want
to go the first day

615
00:43:54,367 --> 00:43:56,867
up and down and I need
this and I need that,

616
00:43:56,867 --> 00:43:58,867
I want to make
sure you're prepared.

617
00:43:58,867 --> 00:44:00,433
Okay?

618
00:44:00,433 --> 00:44:02,667
You got to remember you're
in a whole new environment,

619
00:44:02,667 --> 00:44:04,967
whole new rules.

620
00:44:05,067 --> 00:44:07,067
Okay?

621
00:44:21,667 --> 00:44:23,667
[Hanif] Nazir! Keerah!

622
00:44:26,967 --> 00:44:28,333
Yo, what the fuck man,

623
00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:30,067
Your mom said you try to cut
that shit off.

624
00:44:30,133 --> 00:44:31,300
It's cut.

625
00:44:31,300 --> 00:44:34,400
What the fuck you cut it for?

626
00:44:34,467 --> 00:44:36,900
You can't.

627
00:44:36,900 --> 00:44:38,500
[Hanif] How did you manage
to cut the motherfucker off?

628
00:44:38,500 --> 00:44:40,167
With a knife.

629
00:44:40,167 --> 00:44:43,167
- [Hanif] And it came off?
- Yeah.

630
00:44:43,200 --> 00:44:44,400
What made you do it man?

631
00:44:44,467 --> 00:44:47,200
What the fuck happened
man, explain that man.

632
00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:51,100
I need to know, what you got
to tell me man this is not you.

633
00:44:51,167 --> 00:44:55,433
I'm on a brace,
but my mother every time.

634
00:44:55,500 --> 00:44:59,833
We get into an argument
or something is 'Oh
I'll call a cop or

635
00:44:59,867 --> 00:45:02,667
I should have told
them to keep you.'

636
00:45:02,667 --> 00:45:04,700
That's Keerah.
That's your mother.

637
00:45:04,733 --> 00:45:07,067
She's like that because
its her emotions man,

638
00:45:07,067 --> 00:45:09,667
Because she knows she's fighting
that battle by herself.

639
00:45:10,933 --> 00:45:12,700
You still going to the program?

640
00:45:12,733 --> 00:45:13,767
Nah.

641
00:45:13,767 --> 00:45:16,067
[Hanif] Oh God.

642
00:45:16,067 --> 00:45:17,933
Be careful man.

643
00:45:17,933 --> 00:45:21,700
If I go to the program they
can come get me from there.

644
00:45:21,700 --> 00:45:23,733
[Hanif] So now you on the move,
cuz you frustrated.

645
00:45:24,967 --> 00:45:27,400
Fuck that man, I've
fucked up a lot of times,

646
00:45:27,400 --> 00:45:30,633
but I'm not gonna do nothing to
jeopardize my life.

647
00:45:30,700 --> 00:45:32,400
That ain't gonna happen bruh.

648
00:45:32,433 --> 00:45:36,733
You know how many times
Naz I wanna fucking get
high to numb myself,

649
00:45:36,767 --> 00:45:41,067
to numb myself to try and
escape the reality of it.

650
00:45:41,067 --> 00:45:43,067
That shit aint happening man.

651
00:45:43,067 --> 00:45:45,067
Yeah I don't know man.

652
00:45:53,667 --> 00:45:55,667
That shit hurt me man.

653
00:45:57,833 --> 00:45:59,833
That hurt me man.

654
00:46:01,433 --> 00:46:04,100
[Thunder storm]

655
00:46:09,233 --> 00:46:11,800
[Spiritual music]

656
00:46:15,767 --> 00:46:18,633
[Trumpet playing]

657
00:47:29,733 --> 00:47:32,333
Okay, I'm getting in.

658
00:47:32,367 --> 00:47:34,733
Ahhh! Stop.

659
00:47:34,767 --> 00:47:37,700
[Water splashing]

660
00:47:37,733 --> 00:47:40,367
Man forget this.

661
00:47:40,367 --> 00:47:42,367
Ahh! Jesus, stop.

662
00:47:46,233 --> 00:47:48,267
Its loud, mom!

663
00:47:50,433 --> 00:47:51,467
Stop.

664
00:47:51,467 --> 00:47:54,867
I made some bad decisions
down here in school.

665
00:47:54,867 --> 00:47:57,867
So a kid just kept
saying 'Jersey Boy,

666
00:47:57,867 --> 00:47:59,567
Jersey Boy what you gonna do?

667
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:03,633
So I choked him up,
I yoked him up,

668
00:48:03,633 --> 00:48:07,233
grabbed him by the neck and
threw him on the ground.

669
00:48:07,233 --> 00:48:10,267
That's when the math teacher,
came to me and said,

670
00:48:10,267 --> 00:48:12,700
'You can't be doing that.'

671
00:48:12,733 --> 00:48:16,700
But they're like all
rednecks and stuff like that.

672
00:48:16,733 --> 00:48:19,067
You know how they
call us the N-word?

673
00:48:19,100 --> 00:48:21,100
We call them rednecks.

674
00:48:24,467 --> 00:48:27,633
I've tried to remember
the situation he's in.

675
00:48:27,667 --> 00:48:31,067
But I also tell him that
he can't use that as a

676
00:48:31,067 --> 00:48:35,133
crutch no longer,
because he's not there.

677
00:48:35,167 --> 00:48:37,167
He's here.

678
00:48:39,567 --> 00:48:43,467
[Reciting Quran]

679
00:48:58,200 --> 00:49:00,533
The month of Ramadan
is that in which,

680
00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:02,933
the Quran was revealed.

681
00:49:02,933 --> 00:49:06,933
Therefore, whoever of you
who is present in the month,

682
00:49:06,933 --> 00:49:09,700
shall fast a number of days.

683
00:49:13,800 --> 00:49:16,567
[Crowd clapping]

684
00:49:19,067 --> 00:49:22,900
[Takbeer! Allah Akbar!]

685
00:49:46,367 --> 00:49:49,100
Last Ramadan I was home.

686
00:49:49,100 --> 00:49:52,500
So I still start my day
off how I want I want

687
00:49:52,500 --> 00:49:54,233
and fast regular.

688
00:49:54,267 --> 00:49:56,267
But now it's too hard.

689
00:49:57,367 --> 00:49:59,067
Because I'm
running in the streets,

690
00:49:59,067 --> 00:50:03,267
I don't got a balanced
sahoor meal in the morning,

691
00:50:03,333 --> 00:50:05,900
plus running the streets,
its hard.

692
00:50:05,900 --> 00:50:07,767
I don't know why you
think your comfortable

693
00:50:07,833 --> 00:50:10,000
in this motherfucking
street bro, cuz you're not.

694
00:50:10,033 --> 00:50:12,867
Me personally I say get
rest, get normal rest,

695
00:50:12,867 --> 00:50:16,567
shower, eat, change clothes
go home and do that shit bro.

696
00:50:16,567 --> 00:50:21,733
But they already know like
once I cut off the brace,

697
00:50:21,767 --> 00:50:23,400
they have a warrant
issued out for you.

698
00:50:23,433 --> 00:50:25,100
So they know I'm on the run.

699
00:50:25,100 --> 00:50:27,100
They tryin' to get me.

700
00:50:28,433 --> 00:50:30,800
I know it's hard for you
right now, cuz you tryna fast.

701
00:50:30,867 --> 00:50:32,100
Yeah,
it's gonna be hard because you

702
00:50:32,133 --> 00:50:34,767
worry about these pigs and
which way they gonna come.

703
00:50:35,800 --> 00:50:38,633
I've been locked
up a lot of times.

704
00:50:38,700 --> 00:50:42,600
I've been put on probation,
I've been put on braces but,

705
00:50:44,233 --> 00:50:47,567
to a certain amount
that you could take,

706
00:50:47,600 --> 00:50:49,567
'till you're just
like 'I'm done.'

707
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:52,500
Even though you
don't want to be done,

708
00:50:52,567 --> 00:50:54,467
you just like 'I'm done.'

709
00:50:54,467 --> 00:50:56,467
I can't do it, I can't do it.

710
00:51:02,667 --> 00:51:05,333
[Crowd singing]

711
00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:12,900
[Pastor] Amen, glory
hallelujah church say Amen.

712
00:51:12,900 --> 00:51:15,600
[Congregation] Amen.

713
00:51:15,633 --> 00:51:20,833
Your lord and savior Jesus
Christ, praise God hallelujah.

714
00:51:20,833 --> 00:51:24,133
We couldn't be here this
morning, give him glory,

715
00:51:24,167 --> 00:51:27,500
we give him honor
and we give him praise.

716
00:51:27,533 --> 00:51:30,133
Praise God hallelujah.

717
00:51:30,167 --> 00:51:32,833
[Crowd singing]

718
00:51:40,633 --> 00:51:45,267
Come on down and give
up to Jesus, praise God.

719
00:51:45,300 --> 00:51:48,367
If you ain't got positive
influences in your life,

720
00:51:48,367 --> 00:51:52,233
you're subject to go off to the
street, the gangs, the drugs,

721
00:51:54,533 --> 00:52:00,233
I know, because I lived it and
when I first got locked up,

722
00:52:00,267 --> 00:52:02,833
I was facing the death penalty.

723
00:52:02,833 --> 00:52:07,133
That's what I had but
by His grace and mercy,

724
00:52:07,167 --> 00:52:09,567
I didn't get that.

725
00:52:09,633 --> 00:52:12,233
It come to a point I realized
I had to make a change.

726
00:52:20,767 --> 00:52:23,433
[Phone ringing]

727
00:52:26,667 --> 00:52:28,933
Take me off speaker real quick
I got to tell you something.

728
00:52:33,100 --> 00:52:34,267
Make sure he can't hear me

729
00:52:34,267 --> 00:52:35,667
because on what I'm
getting ready to tell you.

730
00:52:35,667 --> 00:52:37,367
[Man On Phone] Yeah yeah yeah.

731
00:52:37,400 --> 00:52:38,433
Naz got locked up.

732
00:52:38,500 --> 00:52:40,833
[Man On Phone] Awwww man.

733
00:52:40,833 --> 00:52:43,733
Yeah, Keerah's son.

734
00:52:43,767 --> 00:52:45,067
[ Man On Phone] When, this week?

735
00:52:45,067 --> 00:52:47,467
Couple of days ago, police come

736
00:52:48,567 --> 00:52:50,567
and say they charging
him for murder.

737
00:52:51,867 --> 00:52:53,600
[Man On Phone] Awww, man.

738
00:52:53,633 --> 00:52:56,233
Yeah.

739
00:52:56,233 --> 00:52:59,367
I'm gonna get in and
do a little more for him.

740
00:52:59,400 --> 00:53:02,533
Cuzz he not gonna get away,
I can't let him get away.

741
00:53:02,533 --> 00:53:04,533
I can't let him get away, man.

742
00:53:05,967 --> 00:53:08,567
[Upbeat music]

743
00:53:32,800 --> 00:53:37,167
Naz, you're not built
like that son, you're
not Naz, you're not son.

744
00:53:37,233 --> 00:53:39,067
Please understand
you're not Naz,

745
00:53:39,067 --> 00:53:41,067
you're not bruh,
you're not built like that.

746
00:53:42,767 --> 00:53:44,167
It ain't for you
to go that route.

747
00:53:44,233 --> 00:53:47,367
Cuz it's gonna come at
you at the end of the day,

748
00:53:47,367 --> 00:53:49,367
It's gonna come at you.

749
00:53:52,633 --> 00:53:55,133
[Dog barking]

750
00:53:59,533 --> 00:54:03,067
[Woman In Court] Two,
one, seven, eight.

751
00:54:05,467 --> 00:54:07,633
[Courtroom chatter]

752
00:54:10,967 --> 00:54:13,133
[Courtroom chatter]

753
00:54:20,833 --> 00:54:24,233
Your Honor,
he has a warrant that should be

754
00:54:24,233 --> 00:54:27,667
receiving stolen property and
resisting arrest for Mr. Powell.

755
00:54:27,700 --> 00:54:32,567
That case was merged last
week into a homicide file,

756
00:54:32,633 --> 00:54:35,333
which is currently pending.

757
00:54:35,333 --> 00:54:39,067
When they call me like, 'Is
this the parent of Nazir?'

758
00:54:39,067 --> 00:54:42,200
I always get like 'What
happened to my son?'

759
00:54:43,667 --> 00:54:48,667
Please don't tell me that I
have to go identify a body.

760
00:54:55,333 --> 00:54:59,067
[Keerah] I don't want my son
to spend his first adult years,

761
00:54:59,067 --> 00:55:03,400
in jail, but in the streets,
you might die

762
00:55:03,433 --> 00:55:05,567
from being in the wrong
place at the wrong time.

763
00:55:15,067 --> 00:55:17,733
[Bike peddling]

764
00:55:34,067 --> 00:55:36,233
Gonna be in stance, right
over left, left over right.

765
00:55:40,200 --> 00:55:42,700
Stuff like that.

766
00:55:42,733 --> 00:55:45,233
Calms me down, let's me
get my anger out when

767
00:55:45,267 --> 00:55:47,100
I go out there on the mat.

768
00:55:47,133 --> 00:55:48,633
Cuz all that stuff
that happened to me

769
00:55:48,667 --> 00:55:52,067
when I was little
and stuff like people

770
00:55:52,067 --> 00:55:54,400
hitting me and stuff like that.

771
00:55:56,600 --> 00:56:00,067
To come down here, that's
what I was praying for.

772
00:56:01,233 --> 00:56:04,267
That's good, see God answers
your prayers, doesn't he?

773
00:56:04,300 --> 00:56:06,300
Yeah.

774
00:56:09,267 --> 00:56:11,933
[Phone ringing]

775
00:56:12,900 --> 00:56:14,067
[Hanif] Yo!

776
00:56:14,100 --> 00:56:15,767
It's your mama.

777
00:56:15,767 --> 00:56:17,967
Yo man! I wanna come down
there and see you my dude!

778
00:56:22,667 --> 00:56:25,167
Come down here then,
you got $600?

779
00:56:26,267 --> 00:56:28,433
To wrestle you?

780
00:56:30,133 --> 00:56:31,267
[Furquan] Yeah anytime.

781
00:56:31,267 --> 00:56:32,833
Yeah, we're gonna go to the gym

782
00:56:32,867 --> 00:56:35,067
we will let people
see us wrestle.

783
00:56:35,067 --> 00:56:39,833
I want to let them
see me pick you up

784
00:56:39,867 --> 00:56:42,267
and drop you on your head.

785
00:56:42,300 --> 00:56:44,733
[Laughs]

786
00:56:44,800 --> 00:56:46,700
I'm playing bro.

787
00:56:46,700 --> 00:56:47,967
[Hanif] You
be doing good though?

788
00:56:48,067 --> 00:56:49,333
How is school coming along?

789
00:56:49,333 --> 00:56:51,633
Its going good.

790
00:56:51,667 --> 00:56:54,067
[Hanif] Keep
doing what you're doing.

791
00:56:54,067 --> 00:56:56,867
There's nothing out here.

792
00:56:56,867 --> 00:56:58,400
Try to be out here to survive,
that's it.

793
00:56:58,400 --> 00:57:00,467
[furquan] Yeah.

794
00:57:00,467 --> 00:57:02,467
Aight, I'll talk to you later.

795
00:57:02,467 --> 00:57:04,800
You want to run and go now,
make sure you take a bite of

796
00:57:04,833 --> 00:57:06,833
pork chops for me.

797
00:57:08,067 --> 00:57:09,333
[Furquan] Bye,
I'll see you later.

798
00:57:09,333 --> 00:57:10,567
All right,
I love you be good man.

799
00:57:10,633 --> 00:57:13,500
Keep doing what you're doing.
I'm proud of you.

800
00:57:22,367 --> 00:57:28,200
I would like to give him a
hug for him to feel my energy.

801
00:57:28,233 --> 00:57:30,567
But bruh,
right now I'm kind of hurting.

802
00:57:33,767 --> 00:57:36,500
And I'm trying to figure
out maybe the wrong things,

803
00:57:37,600 --> 00:57:39,167
of what I'm doing.

804
00:57:39,167 --> 00:57:40,933
[Producer] What
you mean by that?

805
00:57:40,933 --> 00:57:45,967
That's my point, I don't
know what I mean by that.

806
00:57:47,100 --> 00:57:49,767
[Trumpet music]

807
00:57:56,367 --> 00:58:00,267
[Imam leading prayer]

808
00:58:06,300 --> 00:58:08,967
[Trumpet music]

809
00:58:27,500 --> 00:58:30,333
[Saw cutting]

810
00:59:07,500 --> 00:59:12,500
I had a little incident,
happened to me over the week.

811
00:59:14,533 --> 00:59:16,533
Where I got locked up.

812
00:59:18,467 --> 00:59:21,533
[Crickets whistling]

813
00:59:33,667 --> 00:59:36,867
At the end of the day
I can't blame nobody.

814
00:59:40,500 --> 00:59:41,900
I can't.

815
00:59:41,967 --> 00:59:44,333
And I'm hurt.

816
00:59:46,833 --> 00:59:48,833
What the hell did I do?

817
00:59:51,700 --> 00:59:53,700
Was all this worth it?

818
01:00:10,567 --> 01:00:14,767
[Rashad] Someone in our
own circle, grown person

819
01:00:17,700 --> 01:00:20,367
thought apparently the same
thing these kids thought.

820
01:00:21,867 --> 01:00:25,533
Where did you find it
to be worth anything

821
01:00:25,567 --> 01:00:29,300
if you end up in a
penitentiary or in a cemetery.

822
01:00:31,300 --> 01:00:33,700
I don't care what
kind of life you live.

823
01:00:40,733 --> 01:00:44,167
[Khadija] When the washers
and other people come through,

824
01:00:44,167 --> 01:00:48,433
I don't know who they know,
I don't know what they do.

825
01:00:49,900 --> 01:00:52,967
But people are relying on me.

826
01:00:59,633 --> 01:01:02,133
And the brother Hanif, you know,

827
01:01:02,167 --> 01:01:04,733
I'll tell him, I still love you,

828
01:01:06,267 --> 01:01:08,267
but you can't come in here.

829
01:01:14,133 --> 01:01:16,533
[Car engine stalling]

830
01:02:08,867 --> 01:02:11,500
[Birds singing]

831
01:02:26,067 --> 01:02:28,067
[Fireworks blasting]

832
01:02:28,067 --> 01:02:30,767
Boom, they got fireworks son,
I want some.

833
01:02:34,067 --> 01:02:36,933
I just want to visit my
brother and my Nana.

834
01:02:36,933 --> 01:02:39,167
See how my grandma been doing.

835
01:02:39,200 --> 01:02:42,900
She been in the hospital a few
times and stuff like that,

836
01:02:43,933 --> 01:02:46,433
and I just want her to
feel like I care about her.

837
01:03:05,433 --> 01:03:08,267
I'm gonna have to go
away for a little while.

838
01:03:08,300 --> 01:03:12,200
Maybe get my strength
up but I'm just so sick.

839
01:03:13,267 --> 01:03:15,133
Tyree you got to get away
because you're standing right in

840
01:03:15,133 --> 01:03:17,133
front of that fan.

841
01:03:21,400 --> 01:03:23,633
[Coughing]

842
01:03:26,300 --> 01:03:29,067
- You all be good.
- What do you need?

843
01:03:29,067 --> 01:03:30,400
Me?

844
01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:32,433
- Yeah. Do you need anything?
- I don't need anything, no.

845
01:03:32,433 --> 01:03:36,133
All right,
Nana let me borrow $50 please.

846
01:03:36,167 --> 01:03:38,167
Yeah in another life.

847
01:03:44,867 --> 01:03:47,933
When he came here,
he came here to see me.

848
01:03:50,467 --> 01:03:52,800
I told Furquan I'm sick.

849
01:03:53,800 --> 01:03:56,067
I know he loves me and
I know he loves Tyree.

850
01:03:57,167 --> 01:03:59,133
But you know what I think too?

851
01:03:59,133 --> 01:04:02,433
As long as he stays where
he's at with Aunt Barbara.

852
01:04:04,200 --> 01:04:06,667
I think he's gonna do good.

853
01:04:06,700 --> 01:04:08,700
I think he's gonna do good.

854
01:04:09,967 --> 01:04:12,400
[Soft music]

855
01:04:45,167 --> 01:04:47,433
[Crowd talking]

856
01:04:47,500 --> 01:04:52,600
[Pastor] See for me today, we
don't come to mourn her death.

857
01:04:52,600 --> 01:04:54,600
But we're here to
celebrate her life.

858
01:04:55,933 --> 01:04:59,067
So next we're going to
have Furquan give us

859
01:04:59,067 --> 01:05:01,700
the Old and New Testament.

860
01:05:01,733 --> 01:05:06,667
Isaiah 41:10, "Fear though
not for I am with thee,

861
01:05:06,700 --> 01:05:09,867
be not dismayed for I thy God,

862
01:05:09,867 --> 01:05:11,733
I will strengthen thee,

863
01:05:11,733 --> 01:05:13,533
I will help thee

864
01:05:13,567 --> 01:05:15,800
I will uphold thee

865
01:05:15,867 --> 01:05:18,767
with the right hand
of righteousness".

866
01:05:20,267 --> 01:05:21,433
Amen somebody?

867
01:05:21,433 --> 01:05:23,433
[Crowd] Amen.

868
01:05:25,300 --> 01:05:28,767
[Crowd mourning]

869
01:05:28,767 --> 01:05:31,433
[Crowd talking]

870
01:05:58,667 --> 01:06:00,767
[Laughs]

871
01:06:21,100 --> 01:06:26,100
Naz I don't think he did
the murder, but if he did,

872
01:06:27,667 --> 01:06:29,667
he is done.

873
01:06:32,333 --> 01:06:36,133
That's why a lot of
times is like I failed.

874
01:06:47,800 --> 01:06:50,067
As I look at it now, as I carry
on with it, I didn't fail.

875
01:06:58,167 --> 01:07:00,300
I could be there for him.

876
01:07:01,833 --> 01:07:04,700
I could be there for him.

877
01:07:04,733 --> 01:07:08,667
[Call to prayer]

878
01:07:25,100 --> 01:07:29,067
[Imam leading duaa prayer]

879
01:08:09,067 --> 01:08:11,667
- Hanif!
- Yeah?

880
01:08:11,733 --> 01:08:14,333
Hanif right here right now,
hold on.

881
01:08:14,333 --> 01:08:16,833
What's up my dude?

882
01:08:16,833 --> 01:08:19,067
What's up, as salam alaikum.

883
01:08:19,067 --> 01:08:23,100
You sound like a big boy,
I heard you gaining weight.

884
01:08:24,133 --> 01:08:26,467
[Naz On Phone}
Yeah a little something.

885
01:08:26,500 --> 01:08:28,667
Your visits are on Saturdays,
right?

886
01:08:33,067 --> 01:08:34,333
If I don't come
see you tomorrow,

887
01:08:34,400 --> 01:08:36,400
I'll come see you
Thursday inshallah.

888
01:08:38,900 --> 01:08:42,833
If you need any thing else just
Let her know, she'll tell me.

889
01:08:51,767 --> 01:08:54,833
[Go-Kart engines revving]

890
01:09:01,167 --> 01:09:03,767
[ Furquan] My nana was the best,

891
01:09:03,767 --> 01:09:05,767
I just wish I could
have her back.

892
01:09:09,300 --> 01:09:13,633
I just wanna talk to her,
one more time.

893
01:09:17,367 --> 01:09:19,867
[Piano music]

894
01:09:40,900 --> 01:09:45,933
I'm at the age where I'm
like 'Where do I go after I die?

895
01:09:49,733 --> 01:09:52,933
How did you get to
choose which one was yours?

896
01:09:52,933 --> 01:09:55,400
Because I wanted this one.

897
01:09:55,400 --> 01:09:58,533
He said because 'Mines bigger
and yours has pink on it.

898
01:09:58,567 --> 01:10:00,933
I said 'Okay since
it had pink on it.'

899
01:10:02,900 --> 01:10:06,033
I just wanna know
where my Nana's at?

900
01:10:07,667 --> 01:10:09,733
Is there really a heaven
or is there really God?

901
01:10:14,867 --> 01:10:16,767
I gotta go outside.

902
01:10:16,800 --> 01:10:19,800
And there go my pin in
wrestling as a freshman,

903
01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:22,767
My seven and eighth grade
years I didn't do so good.

904
01:10:22,800 --> 01:10:25,767
But this year,
I'm slamming them full time.

905
01:10:31,933 --> 01:10:35,133
[Church choir]

906
01:10:35,200 --> 01:10:37,033
[Furquan] I know there has to
be a God,

907
01:10:37,033 --> 01:10:38,967
cuz how could someone
take me from here to there.

908
01:10:41,633 --> 01:10:44,433
God has been awesome to
me, even though I haven't
been awesome to God.

909
01:10:50,067 --> 01:10:53,300
I feel like all people
go through that.

910
01:11:02,233 --> 01:11:04,900
[Birds singing]

911
01:11:10,667 --> 01:11:12,833
As salam alaikum.

912
01:11:23,500 --> 01:11:26,833
[crowd singing]
Happy birthday to you!

913
01:11:28,300 --> 01:11:30,300
[Laughing]

914
01:11:30,333 --> 01:11:32,500
Yo! I thought something was up.

915
01:11:36,333 --> 01:11:39,067
[Crowd talking]

916
01:12:11,233 --> 01:12:14,167
[Harmonious music]

917
01:13:12,233 --> 01:13:15,600
You know at first,
the anger was so deep

918
01:13:15,600 --> 01:13:17,800
because of the disappointment.

919
01:13:17,833 --> 01:13:21,267
I could never have fathomed
in a million years,

920
01:13:21,300 --> 01:13:24,333
him of all people
in that situation.

921
01:13:24,400 --> 01:13:26,333
Once you break
that little trust barrier,

922
01:13:26,400 --> 01:13:31,400
its kind of difficult to say
'Come on back' with open arms.

923
01:13:32,767 --> 01:13:36,233
But as I continue
to toss with it.

924
01:13:36,233 --> 01:13:40,833
Just recently, I see him,
I had a talk with him.

925
01:13:42,967 --> 01:13:47,300
As I embrace him today,
I said to him 'I love you.

926
01:13:47,300 --> 01:13:51,067
Do what's right, that's
all I am asking you to do.'

927
01:13:51,067 --> 01:13:53,100
And his word back to me was,

928
01:13:53,100 --> 01:13:55,533
'I got you big bruh,'
and that's all I need.

929
01:14:00,167 --> 01:14:02,100
I know I'm ready,
I think he know.

930
01:14:06,833 --> 01:14:09,200
This is pretty much my life.

931
01:14:18,167 --> 01:14:21,067
[Nail gun punching]

932
01:14:29,733 --> 01:14:32,733
[Nail gun continues punching]

933
01:14:46,567 --> 01:14:48,733
Yeah! The king! I'm here,
I'm back!

934
01:14:49,933 --> 01:14:52,367
[Soft music]

935
01:15:25,800 --> 01:15:28,867
Minor setback for
a major comeback.

936
01:15:50,067 --> 01:15:52,233
Oh she's going to
wear the cap and gown?

937
01:15:54,567 --> 01:15:57,300
[Crowd shouting]

938
01:16:39,467 --> 01:16:43,567
The times I was in prison,
I used to watch leaves,

939
01:16:45,367 --> 01:16:47,900
I used to watch squirrels.

940
01:16:47,967 --> 01:16:51,800
How they was running around,
going up in that tree,

941
01:16:51,800 --> 01:16:54,900
getting the little chestnuts
and dropping them.

942
01:16:56,533 --> 01:16:59,633
I used to see shit dropping,
and then come back.

943
01:17:03,500 --> 01:17:05,500
Cuz everything got life.

944
01:17:08,533 --> 01:17:12,700
[Wood sander smoothening]

945
01:17:12,700 --> 01:17:15,067
So with my impact, I want to
have a strong dynamic impact.

946
01:17:22,100 --> 01:17:27,067
If I deal with me, the
world will see how I live.

947
01:17:28,400 --> 01:17:31,167
[Dramatic music]

948
01:17:57,800 --> 01:18:01,800
Place it right there,
push on it a little bit.

949
01:18:03,800 --> 01:18:05,267
Right here?

950
01:18:05,300 --> 01:18:07,267
Right there.

951
01:18:07,300 --> 01:18:10,100
Push up on it first son,
don't worry about the
trigger. Straight aim.

952
01:18:18,067 --> 01:18:21,167
[Wood sander smoothening]