1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:22,567 --> 00:02:24,775 -You know, a bedroom is where you sleep. 4 00:02:24,942 --> 00:02:27,675 That’s the major selling point of a house. 5 00:02:28,025 --> 00:02:30,608 -Look who’s talking. You slept on the couch. 6 00:02:30,775 --> 00:02:32,455 -My bed’s in the shop. 7 00:02:33,650 --> 00:02:35,775 -I’m starving. What’d you make? 8 00:02:36,650 --> 00:02:37,816 -Just a little something. 9 00:02:37,983 --> 00:02:39,625 You still going out with Harry today? 10 00:02:39,792 --> 00:02:43,800 -Yes, are you coming with us? 11 00:02:44,333 --> 00:02:46,770 -No, I got to do something today. 12 00:02:47,220 --> 00:02:50,105 -What could you possibly need to do for you not come with us? 13 00:02:50,272 --> 00:02:53,559 -Something I’m not letting you talk me out of. Not today. 14 00:02:53,726 --> 00:02:56,483 -We can all go and help you out. 15 00:02:56,691 --> 00:02:58,858 -I rather you not interfere with this. 16 00:02:59,025 --> 00:03:01,890 -I won’t interfere with it. I swear. 17 00:03:02,753 --> 00:03:03,793 -You promise? 18 00:03:04,152 --> 00:03:05,832 -You can have my word. 19 00:03:07,950 --> 00:03:09,557 -We’ll see how far that gets me. 20 00:03:09,724 --> 00:03:11,566 We’ll got out if you guys are here for a while? 21 00:03:11,733 --> 00:03:12,858 -Awesome. 22 00:03:13,275 --> 00:03:16,275 -Hey, the service was good today. Wish you could’ve been there to see it. 23 00:03:16,442 --> 00:03:17,962 -You want a coffee? 24 00:03:19,358 --> 00:03:22,050 -I take it black with a ton of sugar. 25 00:03:23,500 --> 00:03:24,833 The homily was so inspiring. 26 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:28,840 It was about remembering your past and move forward with God. 27 00:03:30,070 --> 00:03:31,973 I really wish you could’ve been there. 28 00:03:32,140 --> 00:03:33,533 -I’ll go with you soon. 29 00:03:33,700 --> 00:03:36,100 -It’s getting really hard to believe that. 30 00:03:36,267 --> 00:03:39,040 -I mean it. Next Sunday, all right? 31 00:03:40,184 --> 00:03:41,864 -I’m holding you to that. 32 00:03:50,050 --> 00:03:52,317 -We can get it done before we hit. 33 00:03:52,718 --> 00:03:54,585 -No, I want to take my time. 34 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:05,680 -I wonder when Harry’s getting here. 35 00:04:05,950 --> 00:04:06,950 -No idea. 36 00:04:08,260 --> 00:04:13,703 Maybe you should damn cripple like the reason you can’t even walk. 37 00:04:22,192 --> 00:04:24,392 -I think it’s time for you to go. 38 00:04:29,770 --> 00:04:31,637 -What are you reading about? 39 00:04:31,840 --> 00:04:33,120 -The tax reform. 40 00:04:35,483 --> 00:04:36,843 -Well, bye, guys. 41 00:04:42,550 --> 00:04:43,710 Why did you tell me to leave? 42 00:04:43,840 --> 00:04:44,650 -It’s late. 43 00:04:44,817 --> 00:04:46,025 -Why? 44 00:04:46,650 --> 00:04:50,423 -Listen, you already know what you said and I’m not going to repeat it. 45 00:04:50,590 --> 00:04:52,246 I swear, if I ever hear you say something like 46 00:04:52,270 --> 00:04:55,214 that again, I have no idea what I’ll do to you. 47 00:04:55,510 --> 00:04:58,943 You have three beers and you go around thinking you can say things like that? 48 00:04:59,110 --> 00:05:00,470 Disrespecting me? 49 00:05:01,210 --> 00:05:03,820 I threw the party. I bought the beer. 50 00:05:04,780 --> 00:05:06,220 I keep you around. 51 00:05:06,460 --> 00:05:09,684 I do my best, so show some gratitude instead of calling me things like that. 52 00:05:09,851 --> 00:05:13,840 -I didn’t disrespect you. You disrespected me. 53 00:05:14,890 --> 00:05:17,223 I’m going to go cold on the ground. 54 00:05:17,770 --> 00:05:20,213 You could’ve told Rebecca to sit by me. 55 00:05:20,380 --> 00:05:23,020 -Do you like her now? Do you? 56 00:05:24,280 --> 00:05:25,103 That’s not my job. 57 00:05:25,270 --> 00:05:27,263 If you want something, you go and get it. 58 00:05:27,430 --> 00:05:29,500 You understand? Do you? 59 00:05:30,942 --> 00:05:32,108 -Yes. 60 00:05:33,275 --> 00:05:35,813 -All right, I’ve heard enough. Go to bed. 61 00:05:35,980 --> 00:05:37,660 -What are you? My dad? 62 00:05:39,430 --> 00:05:41,497 -I’m the closest thing you got. 63 00:05:42,130 --> 00:05:43,313 -So you went there? 64 00:05:43,480 --> 00:05:45,160 -You already went there. 65 00:05:52,483 --> 00:05:54,003 -Are you mad at me? 66 00:05:54,730 --> 00:05:56,410 -No, should I be? 67 00:05:57,400 --> 00:06:02,290 -No, I was just wondering why you were so quiet. 68 00:06:04,330 --> 00:06:06,010 -Alan, I’m reading this. 69 00:06:23,200 --> 00:06:25,733 You better not be smoking in my house. 70 00:06:26,110 --> 00:06:27,843 -I pay for this house too. 71 00:06:31,390 --> 00:06:34,057 -You better not be smoking in our house. 72 00:07:04,650 --> 00:07:05,747 -Is that custom? 73 00:07:05,914 --> 00:07:08,224 - Yes, I got it from my Uncle Jim. - It looks good on you. 74 00:07:08,290 --> 00:07:10,584 Just remember us when you make it into the big leagues, okay? 75 00:07:10,608 --> 00:07:12,893 -Of course. You’re going to try to make it with me, right? 76 00:07:13,060 --> 00:07:14,060 -Of course. 77 00:07:14,290 --> 00:07:16,013 -But you better go easy on that pizza. 78 00:07:16,180 --> 00:07:17,860 -Oh, pizza’s so good. 79 00:07:19,180 --> 00:07:20,926 -If you guys found a religion where you don’t 80 00:07:20,950 --> 00:07:23,423 need to wake up at dawn, please let me know. 81 00:07:23,590 --> 00:07:24,750 What are you guys even doing? 82 00:07:24,910 --> 00:07:26,303 -It’s blanket fort. 83 00:07:26,470 --> 00:07:27,263 -Blanket fort. 84 00:07:27,430 --> 00:07:30,097 -Come on in. We just want to play cards. 85 00:07:30,550 --> 00:07:31,550 -Bianca, you too? 86 00:07:31,692 --> 00:07:35,354 -Yes, it’s fun. Besides, I’d rather be here than at the field. 87 00:07:35,521 --> 00:07:38,333 -But the field is much more mature than some dumb, old blanket fort. 88 00:07:38,500 --> 00:07:39,500 -Blanket fort. 89 00:07:39,567 --> 00:07:41,858 -Who died and made Barclay 50? 90 00:07:42,025 --> 00:07:44,233 -I heard that. You want to go blanket fort, boy? 91 00:07:44,400 --> 00:07:45,413 -Blanket fort. 92 00:07:45,580 --> 00:07:47,020 -Come on, old man. 93 00:07:47,380 --> 00:07:49,990 -Nice blanket fort. Thanks, Bianca. 94 00:07:50,170 --> 00:07:51,170 -Hey, Leah. 95 00:07:52,650 --> 00:07:58,150 -So when I came over here, I wasn’t expecting to see something like this. 96 00:07:58,660 --> 00:07:59,423 Hi, Harry. 97 00:07:59,590 --> 00:08:00,590 -Hi, Leah. How are you? 98 00:08:00,730 --> 00:08:02,843 -I’m great. Why are you two fighting? 99 00:08:03,010 --> 00:08:05,320 -He insulted our blanket fort. 100 00:08:05,775 --> 00:08:07,373 -Yes, it hurt my feelings. 101 00:08:07,540 --> 00:08:08,580 -Did you cry? 102 00:08:08,800 --> 00:08:09,800 -A little. 103 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:12,240 -You made Harry cry? How dare you? 104 00:08:13,060 --> 00:08:14,603 He wants to go to the field. 105 00:08:14,770 --> 00:08:16,750 -But it’s so cold out. 106 00:08:17,067 --> 00:08:19,269 -That hasn’t stopped us before. 107 00:08:19,436 --> 00:08:20,710 -I’m not going. 108 00:08:21,160 --> 00:08:21,900 -Why not? 109 00:08:22,067 --> 00:08:23,858 -Because I don’t want to. 110 00:08:34,317 --> 00:08:36,233 -Hey, are you guys okay? 111 00:08:36,733 --> 00:08:40,362 -It gets rough sometimes, but everything will be okay. 112 00:08:40,630 --> 00:08:41,920 -Trust me, okay? 113 00:08:45,670 --> 00:08:46,823 -Who else is coming? 114 00:08:46,990 --> 00:08:48,670 -Harry should be coming. 115 00:08:48,940 --> 00:08:50,550 -All right, let’s go. 116 00:08:50,717 --> 00:08:56,550 -Alan? Alan? 117 00:08:57,817 --> 00:09:02,450 Hey, you ready? Cool. 118 00:09:08,500 --> 00:09:09,691 -Barclay’s coming with us. 119 00:09:09,858 --> 00:09:12,866 -Well, does he want to or you’re forcing him to? 120 00:09:13,780 --> 00:09:16,403 -I’m coming on my own free will. Thank you. 121 00:09:16,570 --> 00:09:19,470 It’s too chilly not to have a shirt on, Alan. 122 00:09:34,479 --> 00:09:36,191 I take it you got home safe. 123 00:09:36,358 --> 00:09:39,233 -Yes, Becca barely had anything to drink last night. 124 00:09:39,400 --> 00:09:41,608 She only came because she wanted to see Alan. 125 00:09:41,775 --> 00:09:43,775 -Yes? Huh. 126 00:09:44,442 --> 00:09:46,308 -What does that mean, "Yes?" 127 00:09:47,608 --> 00:09:49,191 -Do you like her or do you not? 128 00:09:49,358 --> 00:09:50,358 -She’s okay. 129 00:09:50,904 --> 00:09:51,944 -That’s a no. 130 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:53,629 -I didn’t say that. 131 00:09:53,796 --> 00:09:54,650 -Yes, yes. 132 00:09:54,817 --> 00:09:59,530 -I didn’t say that. She’s just not my type. 133 00:10:01,780 --> 00:10:03,066 -She’s breathing, ain’t she? 134 00:10:03,233 --> 00:10:04,973 -You wanted her to sit by you last night. 135 00:10:05,140 --> 00:10:06,563 -Yes, why didn’t you tell her? 136 00:10:06,730 --> 00:10:07,730 -I was going to, but... 137 00:10:07,775 --> 00:10:11,110 -Oh wait, you find her unattractive. 138 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:13,853 That’s okay, buddy. We can fix that, you know. 139 00:10:14,020 --> 00:10:16,373 She can always shave off that mustache she has. 140 00:10:16,540 --> 00:10:18,858 You just got to let her borrow one of your razors. 141 00:10:19,025 --> 00:10:20,483 -There’s ways to fix that lazy eye. 142 00:10:20,650 --> 00:10:21,863 -Yes, or the extra toe. 143 00:10:22,030 --> 00:10:24,097 -All right, she’s not that bad. 144 00:10:24,340 --> 00:10:25,900 -What is your type anyway? 145 00:10:26,067 --> 00:10:27,358 -Leah. 146 00:10:31,817 --> 00:10:34,040 -Yes, I know. 147 00:10:37,210 --> 00:10:39,250 Hey, I can get you guys dinner. Would you like that? 148 00:10:39,400 --> 00:10:40,400 -I can pay if you want. 149 00:10:40,450 --> 00:10:41,730 -Don’t worry about it. I insist. 150 00:10:41,860 --> 00:10:42,500 -I’ve got money. 151 00:10:42,610 --> 00:10:44,633 -Hey, he offered to pay. 152 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:47,667 Let him waste his money on us if he insists. 153 00:10:48,817 --> 00:10:50,650 Here, you’re up. 154 00:10:52,358 --> 00:10:54,558 -I wonder what she’s doing today. 155 00:10:56,108 --> 00:11:00,150 -Who? Becca? Scheduled on a Sunday. Bless her soul. 156 00:11:01,650 --> 00:11:03,233 Isn’t your girl driving her? 157 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:04,525 -Yes, I’m not sure. 158 00:11:04,692 --> 00:11:06,372 -What are we doing today? 159 00:11:06,610 --> 00:11:08,350 Are we buying her flowers? 160 00:11:09,010 --> 00:11:12,160 -No, I’m buying a wedding ring. 161 00:11:17,080 --> 00:11:21,503 -You’re marrying her? Did you forget about Leah? 162 00:11:21,670 --> 00:11:23,236 -I’ve learned to accept it. You should too. 163 00:11:23,260 --> 00:11:25,660 -Where are you going to buy it from? 164 00:11:25,960 --> 00:11:28,093 -Either one of these two places. 165 00:11:36,358 --> 00:11:38,993 -The title "fiancé" doesn’t mean anything. 166 00:11:39,160 --> 00:11:40,516 There was a guy who worked at the brewery. 167 00:11:40,540 --> 00:11:45,468 He dumped his girl three weeks before the wedding all for a Brazilian cashier. 168 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:47,753 -Are you saying I’m going to break up with Bianca 169 00:11:47,920 --> 00:11:50,820 for some South American girl scanning my milk? 170 00:11:51,460 --> 00:11:52,666 -Don’t count her out before you meet her. 171 00:11:52,690 --> 00:11:55,423 Those Brazilians, they’re real knockouts. 172 00:11:55,780 --> 00:11:57,113 -She doesn’t live with us. 173 00:11:57,280 --> 00:11:59,840 -I’ll pay her half. It’ll be like it was when she wasn’t with us. 174 00:11:59,950 --> 00:12:01,390 -Leah paid thirds. 175 00:12:01,720 --> 00:12:04,720 -Leah doesn’t matter anymore. We’ve moved on. 176 00:12:05,020 --> 00:12:07,087 -She’s watching over the field. 177 00:12:08,740 --> 00:12:10,493 What do I have to do to make you wait? 178 00:12:10,660 --> 00:12:11,660 -Wait till when? 179 00:12:11,740 --> 00:12:14,273 -I find a new house or a new roommate. 180 00:12:14,530 --> 00:12:15,953 -I’ll give you one a bet. 181 00:12:16,120 --> 00:12:19,523 If you can hit it to the guard end of your field, I won’t buy the ring. 182 00:12:19,690 --> 00:12:21,203 -With Harry’s ducks, no problem. 183 00:12:21,370 --> 00:12:22,108 -Rude. 184 00:12:22,275 --> 00:12:26,317 -No, my pitches. I’m who you’re betting, aren’t I? Deal? 185 00:12:26,983 --> 00:12:28,108 -Deal. 186 00:12:30,317 --> 00:12:33,788 -All right, but you can’t pitch because of your legs. 187 00:12:34,090 --> 00:12:36,503 -He won’t hit a thing. Start up the car. 188 00:12:36,670 --> 00:12:39,023 Look up the direction for that jeweler. 189 00:12:39,190 --> 00:12:41,860 -Okay, do what you guys got to do. 190 00:12:53,350 --> 00:12:56,773 -Ball one. Come on, Rusty, this isn’t golf. 191 00:13:03,550 --> 00:13:06,817 At least it made it over the plate. Strike- 192 00:13:07,983 --> 00:13:13,317 two. One more pitch. I’d swing if I were you. 193 00:13:13,817 --> 00:13:16,858 -Bring it on. This time, make sure I’m looking. 194 00:13:17,483 --> 00:13:18,850 -Are you ready? 195 00:13:38,942 --> 00:13:41,983 -Hey, you okay? 196 00:13:42,858 --> 00:13:43,566 -Look... 197 00:13:43,733 --> 00:13:48,691 -You all right? Here, take that. 198 00:13:48,858 --> 00:13:51,125 -Thanks. I struck out the slugger. 199 00:13:52,983 --> 00:13:55,583 -All right, let’s get your stupid ring. 200 00:13:56,110 --> 00:13:57,358 -You crying, man? 201 00:13:57,525 --> 00:13:59,500 -No, get the things, Harry. 202 00:14:02,025 --> 00:14:03,191 -Nice job, man. 203 00:14:03,358 --> 00:14:05,191 -You didn’t think I could do it, did you? 204 00:14:05,358 --> 00:14:07,775 I don’t blame you, neither did he. 205 00:14:16,608 --> 00:14:20,273 -All right, we’ll be there in no time. Just calm down. 206 00:14:20,440 --> 00:14:22,120 -I’m just excited, man. 207 00:14:22,330 --> 00:14:25,594 All this time, today, I finally get to buy the ring. 208 00:14:26,108 --> 00:14:29,168 -Yes, what style are you going to buy? 209 00:14:29,335 --> 00:14:32,663 -Well, my dad bought my mom a ring with two diamonds. 210 00:14:32,830 --> 00:14:35,573 That will represent the past and the future. 211 00:14:35,740 --> 00:14:37,583 Now, I want to get a ring with three diamonds. 212 00:14:37,750 --> 00:14:40,643 Two smaller ones will be like the past, the present, 213 00:14:40,810 --> 00:14:43,133 but then the bigger one would be for the future. 214 00:14:43,300 --> 00:14:46,372 I feel like that’s the most important one, right? 215 00:14:46,567 --> 00:14:47,407 -Yes, it makes sense. 216 00:14:47,500 --> 00:14:49,900 -Can you even afford three diamonds? 217 00:14:50,350 --> 00:14:53,423 -I’ve been saving for months and I even called the dude like five times. 218 00:14:53,590 --> 00:14:55,190 -You’re paying cash? 219 00:14:56,170 --> 00:14:58,303 -She reads my credit card bills. 220 00:14:59,140 --> 00:15:00,820 -You let her do that? 221 00:15:01,067 --> 00:15:03,293 -I don’t go to the strip club that often. 222 00:15:03,460 --> 00:15:06,193 She likes to worry, so let her worry, yes? 223 00:15:06,970 --> 00:15:09,103 -Who’s going to be the best man? 224 00:15:09,815 --> 00:15:12,025 -I haven’t even thought that far yet. 225 00:15:12,192 --> 00:15:13,692 -Why not? 226 00:15:14,231 --> 00:15:16,233 -Look, a man doesn’t need to worry about his whole 227 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:19,792 life at a single moment as long as he gets stuff done. 228 00:15:20,075 --> 00:15:21,692 -Yes, I see. 229 00:15:22,150 --> 00:15:25,763 Pick someone funny for your best man, you know, give a good speech. 230 00:15:25,930 --> 00:15:28,066 -So definitely not you. Fine. 231 00:15:30,108 --> 00:15:31,908 Any likely candidates then? 232 00:15:33,483 --> 00:15:37,400 -Yes, he’s just far away at the moment. 233 00:15:44,233 --> 00:15:49,630 -If you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? 234 00:15:50,567 --> 00:15:53,893 -I don’t like delighting in hypotheticals. 235 00:15:54,160 --> 00:15:55,943 I mean, you need to think about the future 236 00:15:56,110 --> 00:15:59,310 and the present and things you can actually change. 237 00:15:59,692 --> 00:16:02,740 -I asked you, not Barclay. 238 00:16:03,670 --> 00:16:05,363 -I only like thinking about the future. 239 00:16:05,530 --> 00:16:07,817 I’m sorry. That’s me talking. 240 00:16:08,358 --> 00:16:14,230 -Okay, fine. Okay, so what is your biggest regret? 241 00:16:14,770 --> 00:16:16,210 Can I ask that? 242 00:16:17,200 --> 00:16:19,567 You can. 243 00:16:26,050 --> 00:16:29,317 Probably everything I did to Leah. 244 00:16:29,509 --> 00:16:30,150 -Leah? 245 00:16:30,317 --> 00:16:32,213 -Oh right, you never met Leah. 246 00:16:32,380 --> 00:16:34,380 She passed away before we met. 247 00:16:35,530 --> 00:16:40,643 Barclay dated her in high school and I used to try to break them up. 248 00:16:40,810 --> 00:16:44,410 It was a game I played out of infatuation. 249 00:16:46,390 --> 00:16:50,950 I mean, he came around after she died, but he waited about a year. 250 00:16:53,860 --> 00:16:55,983 -How long ago did she... 251 00:16:57,608 --> 00:17:00,275 -Three? No, four years ago. 252 00:17:00,733 --> 00:17:04,163 She was honestly one of the kindest women I’ve ever met. 253 00:17:04,330 --> 00:17:06,197 She was perfect for Barclay. 254 00:17:06,640 --> 00:17:09,712 The reason we call him Barclay is because of her. 255 00:17:10,720 --> 00:17:15,400 Sometimes I wonder if she hadn’t died, would they still be together? 256 00:17:15,940 --> 00:17:18,884 Would I have found someone or would I be alone? 257 00:17:20,950 --> 00:17:27,113 Then I think of all the kind words he said to me, "You’re my only one. 258 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:29,813 I love you with every bit of my body." 259 00:17:30,550 --> 00:17:33,442 That makes me rest my head for a minute 260 00:17:37,525 --> 00:17:43,957 until I think that he probably said those words to her too. 261 00:17:44,710 --> 00:17:48,533 Then I get up and I drink some water and I look at the clock 262 00:17:48,700 --> 00:17:53,244 and it says 4:30 and I have to be up in two hours and my night’s ruined. 263 00:17:54,940 --> 00:17:57,473 What’s the thing you’d want to change? 264 00:17:57,733 --> 00:18:02,590 -I don’t know. Probably just my job. 265 00:18:03,610 --> 00:18:06,566 -You can change that, honey. That’s a thing of today. 266 00:18:06,733 --> 00:18:09,741 What’s the thing you want to change in the past? 267 00:18:13,180 --> 00:18:16,660 -I wish I wouldn’t have told Alan that I like him. 268 00:18:17,020 --> 00:18:18,700 -When did you do that? 269 00:18:19,442 --> 00:18:20,900 -A few months ago. 270 00:18:21,650 --> 00:18:26,948 I told him that I liked him and he looked at me with this scared and confused look. 271 00:18:28,750 --> 00:18:33,858 He was a kid back then, a scared kid trying to be an adult, 272 00:18:35,108 --> 00:18:40,240 but you never really become an adult, do you? 273 00:18:41,980 --> 00:18:44,393 You just learn how to get pissed at the small 274 00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:48,490 things, taxes, insults, your job. 275 00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:54,310 I mean, the whole glamour of it all is the freedom. 276 00:18:56,500 --> 00:19:01,420 Once you have to pay for rent and food and pay to stay alive, 277 00:19:02,470 --> 00:19:06,340 you lose all that freedom you got when you got out of school. 278 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:10,980 He was still wishing he could be like us, huh? 279 00:19:13,450 --> 00:19:15,317 That’s why he was so scared. 280 00:19:17,170 --> 00:19:22,343 A grown woman telling him that she likes him and going 281 00:19:22,510 --> 00:19:27,040 on loving him, it may have been the realization that he needed 282 00:19:29,050 --> 00:19:31,783 and I’m just happy I was the one to do it. 283 00:19:33,340 --> 00:19:35,473 -Now, he tries to be like a kid. 284 00:19:35,983 --> 00:19:36,983 -What? 285 00:19:37,108 --> 00:19:39,441 -He still goes to the baseball diamond. 286 00:19:39,608 --> 00:19:41,535 -There’s nothing wrong with that. 287 00:19:41,702 --> 00:19:46,182 -No, but he needs to know that there’s a time and place for stargazing. 288 00:19:46,570 --> 00:19:50,693 He, Harry, and Barclay go out and come back and they’re yelling 289 00:19:50,860 --> 00:19:53,573 and they’re throwing stuff like they’re coming home from school. 290 00:19:53,740 --> 00:19:56,260 -I mean, did you ever go with them? 291 00:19:56,950 --> 00:20:03,563 -I did when I was younger, but I just got tired of Harry yelling 292 00:20:03,730 --> 00:20:07,690 at Barclay and Barclay yelling at Alan and Alan yelling at me. 293 00:20:09,760 --> 00:20:13,408 Three teenage boys do not play well with one teenage girl. 294 00:20:16,090 --> 00:20:18,090 There you go, forgetting Leah. 295 00:20:19,930 --> 00:20:22,130 She was the one that set me free. 296 00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:29,441 I remember watching her walk across the field to me while I was at-bat. 297 00:20:29,608 --> 00:20:33,942 -Go. I’m not mad at you. Just go. 298 00:20:34,775 --> 00:20:37,108 You don’t want to be here. In the game, it never mattered. 299 00:20:37,275 --> 00:20:39,970 It doesn’t matter if you had fun. 300 00:20:45,583 --> 00:20:52,563 -I just walked away and never looked back. 301 00:21:08,110 --> 00:21:10,843 -How do you think you’re going to propose? 302 00:21:12,910 --> 00:21:14,816 -During the beautiful sunset, 303 00:21:14,983 --> 00:21:17,608 I’m going to take her to the gazebo by the field. 304 00:21:17,775 --> 00:21:20,442 It’d be nice if you guys could be there. 305 00:21:21,491 --> 00:21:24,091 -Why are you making it such a big deal? 306 00:21:24,317 --> 00:21:25,545 -It’s a big moment. 307 00:21:25,712 --> 00:21:29,442 They say a proposal tells you everything about a marriage. 308 00:21:30,820 --> 00:21:32,033 -He has a point. 309 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:34,253 I knew this guy from work who proposed 310 00:21:34,420 --> 00:21:38,200 to his girl in a McDonald’s, you know McDonald’s. 311 00:21:39,310 --> 00:21:41,843 She was so excited, man. She said yes. 312 00:21:42,430 --> 00:21:43,234 They invited me to the wedding. 313 00:21:43,300 --> 00:21:46,167 I went to the wedding. Guess where was that? 314 00:21:46,810 --> 00:21:48,983 McDonald’s, it was at McDonald’s. 315 00:21:49,150 --> 00:21:51,683 They had french fries and shakes 316 00:21:51,850 --> 00:21:54,113 and a playground and Ronald McDonald was there. 317 00:21:54,280 --> 00:21:57,640 It was crazy and it was classy. 318 00:21:59,020 --> 00:22:04,840 It was as classy as a wedding can be with a drive-through, but it was classy. 319 00:22:07,450 --> 00:22:09,623 They were fine for a couple of years. 320 00:22:09,790 --> 00:22:11,333 They ended up having five kids. 321 00:22:11,500 --> 00:22:13,833 The first, he went over it with me. 322 00:22:14,140 --> 00:22:16,163 The first was conceived on their honeymoon. 323 00:22:16,330 --> 00:22:18,563 Second was conceived on his birthday. 324 00:22:18,730 --> 00:22:22,630 Third and fourth were twins, conceived on her birthday. 325 00:22:23,830 --> 00:22:28,566 The fifth was a total accident like a broken condom or something like that. 326 00:22:29,620 --> 00:22:33,023 They were fine for a little bit and then he got laid off. 327 00:22:33,190 --> 00:22:40,190 He got fat like John Goodman in the ‘90s fat. 328 00:22:41,860 --> 00:22:44,543 She got stressed out. She’s getting wrinkles. 329 00:22:44,710 --> 00:22:47,573 She’s getting gray hair. She’s getting older. 330 00:22:47,740 --> 00:22:50,745 It must be really hard taking care of six kids. 331 00:22:50,912 --> 00:22:53,723 He was basically one of the kids. I count him. 332 00:22:53,890 --> 00:22:57,653 One day, she snapped and shot him five times in the chest while they were eating. 333 00:22:57,820 --> 00:22:58,608 -At McDonald’s? 334 00:22:58,775 --> 00:23:01,343 -No, no, at Burger King, but still, that’s beside the point. 335 00:23:01,510 --> 00:23:04,703 The point is to never let the corporate 336 00:23:04,870 --> 00:23:07,670 entities interfere with your romantic life. 337 00:23:08,500 --> 00:23:11,983 They make garbage food for garbage people. That’s it. 338 00:23:17,233 --> 00:23:19,193 -I guess I should thank you for that story, Harry. 339 00:23:19,358 --> 00:23:20,066 -Thanks, Harry. 340 00:23:20,233 --> 00:23:21,233 -Totally. 341 00:23:23,692 --> 00:23:25,372 -How are you feeling? 342 00:23:25,900 --> 00:23:27,983 -Super tired. I had a long day. 343 00:23:28,525 --> 00:23:30,010 -How about Bianca? 344 00:23:30,778 --> 00:23:31,818 -I’m excited. 345 00:23:33,610 --> 00:23:37,223 I don’t think anyone else can make me happier than she does. 346 00:23:37,390 --> 00:23:40,910 Honestly, I’ve never loved anyone more than I loved her. 347 00:23:41,590 --> 00:23:42,790 -Not even Leah? 348 00:23:45,483 --> 00:23:51,275 -That was then. With this, this is now. 349 00:23:51,442 --> 00:23:52,692 -Hoo. 350 00:23:54,650 --> 00:23:56,453 -Hey, I found you guys today. 351 00:23:56,620 --> 00:23:58,223 Harry, are you okay to drive home? 352 00:23:58,390 --> 00:23:59,691 -One drink doesn’t hurt me. 353 00:23:59,858 --> 00:24:02,150 -Cool, cool. You drive carefully. 354 00:24:13,025 --> 00:24:13,733 -Are you good? 355 00:24:13,900 --> 00:24:15,456 -Yes, I’m good. You? 356 00:24:15,623 --> 00:24:18,310 -Trust me. I will be fine. 357 00:24:19,180 --> 00:24:21,380 You can go back inside, have fun. 358 00:24:22,100 --> 00:24:24,983 You only live once. 359 00:24:25,150 --> 00:24:27,192 -You’re drunk. 360 00:24:28,358 --> 00:24:32,630 -We’ll be fine, okay? You don’t have to worry about us. It’s okay. 361 00:24:34,116 --> 00:24:37,567 -I don’t trust him. I don’t trust him, not right now. 362 00:24:38,025 --> 00:24:41,858 -Go, just go inside. Trust me, okay? 363 00:24:44,150 --> 00:24:46,150 Okay? It’ll be fine. 364 00:24:47,900 --> 00:24:50,150 I’ll see you back at the house, okay? 365 00:24:50,317 --> 00:24:52,150 - All right. - Okay. 366 00:25:03,983 --> 00:25:04,733 -Harry? 367 00:25:04,900 --> 00:25:05,608 -Huh? 368 00:25:05,775 --> 00:25:08,508 -You could stay for an hour or two, right? 369 00:25:11,483 --> 00:25:14,150 -Yes. Yes, all right. I’ll see you, man. 370 00:25:22,275 --> 00:25:24,567 -I’m dying with her. 371 00:25:24,942 --> 00:25:28,817 -Everyone, calm down. No one will have to die... 372 00:25:59,358 --> 00:26:01,492 -Remember how she’d look at him? 373 00:26:03,358 --> 00:26:05,233 Like he was a king. 374 00:26:05,525 --> 00:26:08,525 She’d fawn over him just to make him smile. 375 00:26:13,150 --> 00:26:15,733 -Yes, he’d do the same for her. 376 00:26:16,942 --> 00:26:20,903 -After she died, everything she worked so hard for was 377 00:26:21,070 --> 00:26:25,780 just being blown away like the dust on a sculpture. 378 00:26:27,850 --> 00:26:32,522 Instead of leaving a work of art, she’s leaving an unfinished masterpiece. 379 00:26:36,190 --> 00:26:41,380 Everyone she worked so hard to impress was forgetting her. 380 00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:46,880 They’re forgetting her inspirational words, 381 00:26:49,150 --> 00:26:53,200 her wonderful smile, her warm touch. 382 00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:56,267 Is that the meaning of life? 383 00:26:57,310 --> 00:27:03,775 To be forgotten? No, it’s to leave a legacy. 384 00:27:11,890 --> 00:27:13,490 -What’s your legacy? 385 00:27:15,040 --> 00:27:18,490 Play baseball with a drunk and a cripple? 386 00:27:22,240 --> 00:27:24,973 -It doesn’t matter what strangers know me. 387 00:27:27,525 --> 00:27:30,430 I have you. I have Barclay. 388 00:27:31,360 --> 00:27:34,650 -All right, but Barclay forgot Leah, remember? 389 00:27:35,108 --> 00:27:36,788 You say it all the time. 390 00:27:41,434 --> 00:27:43,150 You’ll go to the proposal then? 391 00:27:43,317 --> 00:27:44,733 -Do I need to? 392 00:27:45,692 --> 00:27:47,280 -He wants us there. 393 00:27:49,345 --> 00:27:53,233 -I don’t know if I can go. Are you taking off? 394 00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:55,233 -Yes, I have the PTO. Why wouldn’t I? 395 00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:57,333 -Then you can be the witness. 396 00:27:58,270 --> 00:28:02,400 -Man, he wants us there. It’s important to him, all right? 397 00:28:02,567 --> 00:28:04,223 I can’t let him down, neither should you. 398 00:28:04,390 --> 00:28:06,790 -I just have no intentions of going. 399 00:28:07,870 --> 00:28:12,790 -You guys live together, right? You see him every day. 400 00:28:13,750 --> 00:28:18,833 He’s been friends forever, so what... I don’t 401 00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:20,573 understand what more you want from him. 402 00:28:20,740 --> 00:28:24,083 -I’m not sure. You want one? 403 00:28:24,483 --> 00:28:27,441 -I doubt you have any idea you know what you’re doing. 404 00:28:27,608 --> 00:28:29,066 -It’s a simple drink. 405 00:28:29,233 --> 00:28:33,817 -Well, you’re over-pouring that simple drink. 406 00:28:36,900 --> 00:28:39,150 You like being 21 or what? 407 00:28:39,692 --> 00:28:42,983 -Yes, I have a feeling this is going to be my year. 408 00:28:43,150 --> 00:28:47,350 It’s been only what? Five days? 409 00:28:48,150 --> 00:28:49,150 -Two. 410 00:28:49,608 --> 00:28:53,980 -Two days. Only 363 more until I get my big chance. 411 00:28:54,570 --> 00:28:58,816 Don’t pique here. 412 00:28:58,983 --> 00:28:59,650 -Don’t say that. 413 00:28:59,817 --> 00:29:00,900 -You’re not done yet. 414 00:29:01,067 --> 00:29:04,990 -No, don’t say that. I know when I piqued and you do too. 415 00:29:05,170 --> 00:29:07,523 Just let me be happy for these two days. 416 00:29:07,690 --> 00:29:10,660 -All right, fine. The proposal, huh? 417 00:29:10,900 --> 00:29:13,633 -If he wants me there, he wants me there. 418 00:29:35,919 --> 00:29:38,819 -Think of Bianca’s smile when I ask her, guys. 419 00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:42,187 That’ll be life-changing, boys. 420 00:29:42,820 --> 00:29:46,750 It’ll be like a solar eclipse or a snowy night in December. 421 00:29:49,450 --> 00:29:52,400 Anyways, good night. 422 00:29:56,567 --> 00:30:02,400 -Just to answer your question, go to work tomorrow? 423 00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:06,150 -Yes. 424 00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:10,067 Are you going to just stick around? 425 00:30:11,025 --> 00:30:12,983 -No, I got to get going, man. 426 00:30:13,733 --> 00:30:15,108 I’ll be all right. 427 00:30:15,275 --> 00:30:17,420 I won’t die. Here. 428 00:30:19,090 --> 00:30:21,357 This tastes like crap, by the way. 429 00:30:21,670 --> 00:30:23,941 You’re terrible at it. You don’t know what you’re doing. 430 00:30:24,108 --> 00:30:25,349 It’s bad. It’s really bad. 431 00:30:25,516 --> 00:30:28,844 -I might get as good as you. I don’t want that, but... 432 00:30:40,952 --> 00:30:44,093 -We just need another Bernie Kosar, someone who has a cannon 433 00:30:44,260 --> 00:30:46,913 and control over the field, someone who can take the wheel when all 434 00:30:47,080 --> 00:30:49,043 the coaches have no idea what they’re doing. 435 00:30:49,210 --> 00:30:50,983 You know that happens way too often. 436 00:30:51,150 --> 00:30:55,850 -Well, it really does. That’s what the draft is all for. 437 00:30:56,110 --> 00:30:59,483 Tim in Cuyahoga Falls. That’s Tim in Cuyahoga Falls. 438 00:30:59,650 --> 00:31:03,143 Thanks, Tim. Now the Browns are in need of a guy like that. 439 00:31:03,310 --> 00:31:06,023 The city of Cleveland is in need of someone like that. 440 00:31:06,190 --> 00:31:09,923 You know, I’m tired of seeing these scrubs out on the field. 441 00:31:10,090 --> 00:31:13,930 They look like bums compared to what we had back in the ‘80s. 442 00:31:14,200 --> 00:31:19,690 We were good then, better than anybody, but then we lost the team. 443 00:31:20,290 --> 00:31:24,520 We lost the magic. I wonder where it went. 444 00:31:24,900 --> 00:31:27,910 Up next on The Experience... 445 00:31:35,525 --> 00:31:37,275 -Hello. How can I help you today? 446 00:31:37,442 --> 00:31:39,733 -Hi, where is Ms. Walker? 447 00:31:40,233 --> 00:31:43,316 -I’m here, Stefan. Oh, thank you, Angelica. 448 00:31:43,483 --> 00:31:45,817 I’ll take it from here. Come on. 449 00:31:46,275 --> 00:31:48,275 How was your weekend? 450 00:31:50,650 --> 00:31:51,400 Fun, I hope. 451 00:31:51,567 --> 00:31:52,900 -It was good. 452 00:31:53,483 --> 00:31:55,343 We threw a party for Alan. 453 00:31:55,510 --> 00:31:57,190 -Come on have a seat. 454 00:32:03,700 --> 00:32:05,140 How old is he now? 455 00:32:05,680 --> 00:32:06,680 -21. 456 00:32:07,025 --> 00:32:10,583 -No kidding. What’d you guys do? 457 00:32:10,750 --> 00:32:13,103 -Just had some drinks and hung out at the house. 458 00:32:13,270 --> 00:32:14,123 -No bars? 459 00:32:14,290 --> 00:32:18,066 -No bars. He said he only wants a drink with people he knew. 460 00:32:19,025 --> 00:32:20,687 -My husband sent you, right? 461 00:32:20,854 --> 00:32:21,542 -That’s right. 462 00:32:21,709 --> 00:32:23,275 -How’s he treating you? 463 00:32:23,442 --> 00:32:27,882 -Okay, it’s just getting a little tired and my knees start to sag up. 464 00:32:28,510 --> 00:32:31,163 -When they told me you were coming today, I got excited. 465 00:32:31,330 --> 00:32:33,730 It’s not every day I get to see you. 466 00:32:33,970 --> 00:32:37,343 I don’t know what’s going with you and Bianca anymore. 467 00:32:37,510 --> 00:32:40,420 Neither of you call, so I worry. 468 00:32:42,130 --> 00:32:44,243 Starting to make me feel like I’m forgotten. 469 00:32:44,410 --> 00:32:46,913 That’s what happens when young people fall in love. 470 00:32:47,080 --> 00:32:48,600 They get forgetful. 471 00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:53,600 Wait, what was I looking for? The envelope. 472 00:32:58,540 --> 00:33:00,593 I have a feeling you’re afraid of me. 473 00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:02,363 -Why do you say that? 474 00:33:02,530 --> 00:33:06,275 -Just a blind assumption. I can hear your heart beating. 475 00:33:06,650 --> 00:33:09,013 You’re hiding something from me. 476 00:33:11,352 --> 00:33:13,152 -I bought a ring yesterday. 477 00:33:16,750 --> 00:33:18,683 -You’re marrying my daughter? 478 00:33:18,858 --> 00:33:20,218 -That’s the plan. 479 00:33:20,942 --> 00:33:21,983 -Do you have the ring? 480 00:33:22,150 --> 00:33:23,300 -I do. 481 00:33:30,482 --> 00:33:32,415 -I’m going to have grandkids. 482 00:33:33,275 --> 00:33:34,566 Are you going to live together? 483 00:33:34,733 --> 00:33:35,733 -I hope so. 484 00:33:36,275 --> 00:33:37,275 -With Alan? 485 00:33:37,483 --> 00:33:39,250 -Yes, all three of us. 486 00:33:40,630 --> 00:33:43,613 -I’m not opposed to the three of you living together, but Alan, 487 00:33:43,780 --> 00:33:46,275 he’s a good kid, but he’s got to get his head in the shoulders. 488 00:33:46,442 --> 00:33:48,442 -His head is on his shoulders. 489 00:33:48,650 --> 00:33:50,003 What are you even talking about? 490 00:33:50,170 --> 00:33:52,613 He works, he cleans, he pays his rent. 491 00:33:52,780 --> 00:33:55,247 -He’s not fit to be with my daughter. 492 00:33:55,780 --> 00:33:57,060 He has to drive. 493 00:33:57,525 --> 00:34:00,053 I can’t have him hanging around my grandchildren. 494 00:34:00,220 --> 00:34:04,193 I can’t have him sitting on the kitchen table calling him Uncle Alan, 495 00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:09,160 learning how to drive from Uncle Alan, being taken to school by Uncle Alan, 496 00:34:10,090 --> 00:34:14,770 being kissed a good night by Uncle Alan just makes me sick. 497 00:34:15,430 --> 00:34:18,353 What happens when you’re tired and you fall asleep and then Bianca’s 498 00:34:18,520 --> 00:34:21,083 caring for the kids and Alan offers to take them off her hands, 499 00:34:21,250 --> 00:34:24,473 and then he smokes in front of them or takes them to the track 500 00:34:24,640 --> 00:34:28,073 or goes into one of those trances where he mumbles under his breath 501 00:34:28,240 --> 00:34:31,240 and the kids will just be scared and alone? 502 00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:33,906 I want to be part of their life too. 503 00:34:34,073 --> 00:34:36,058 -I never said you couldn’t. 504 00:34:36,430 --> 00:34:39,886 Look, Alan’s not going to make you not the grandmother. 505 00:34:40,090 --> 00:34:42,858 -I just never imagined them living like that. 506 00:34:43,025 --> 00:34:44,584 -Well, I’m sorry. We’re not going to be the family 507 00:34:44,608 --> 00:34:47,475 that you imagine and Alan’s staying with us. 508 00:34:49,067 --> 00:34:51,067 -What’s your price? 509 00:34:51,650 --> 00:34:52,650 -Price? 510 00:34:52,775 --> 00:34:57,400 -What is it? A car? A house? Money? A job? 511 00:34:57,779 --> 00:35:01,983 If you work for me, you’ll have an office and a title 512 00:35:02,358 --> 00:35:05,153 and I’ll offer you more money than hospice paying you. 513 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:07,387 I just cannot allow Uncle Alan. 514 00:35:08,050 --> 00:35:09,233 -What do you want me to do? 515 00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:11,441 Drive him to a bridge and drop him off? 516 00:35:11,608 --> 00:35:12,941 -That’s not out of the picture. 517 00:35:13,108 --> 00:35:15,242 -You’re insane. He’s a good kid. 518 00:35:16,358 --> 00:35:18,497 -I know what he did to Leah. 519 00:35:22,567 --> 00:35:24,108 -How did you know? 520 00:35:24,733 --> 00:35:28,960 -I’m not stupid. You play it cool, but I know. 521 00:35:29,500 --> 00:35:33,490 I don’t want him in the same house as my baby girl. 522 00:35:35,327 --> 00:35:40,150 This is what I’ll do. My office, it has a scholarship. 523 00:35:50,950 --> 00:35:52,133 -What does he have to do? 524 00:35:52,300 --> 00:35:54,033 -Just about the paperwork. 525 00:35:55,608 --> 00:35:59,983 -Okay, after the wedding, I’ll drive to the airport, drop him off at college. 526 00:36:00,150 --> 00:36:01,790 Then after that, we’ll go on a honeymoon. 527 00:36:01,900 --> 00:36:04,167 -I don’t want him at that wedding. 528 00:36:04,483 --> 00:36:06,143 He’ll start a fight or be a nuisance. 529 00:36:06,310 --> 00:36:08,025 -He won’t do that. I swear. 530 00:36:08,192 --> 00:36:09,566 -I don’t want him there. 531 00:36:09,733 --> 00:36:11,233 -He’s supposed to be my best man. 532 00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:14,200 -If that’s the case, forget about my offer. 533 00:36:14,692 --> 00:36:18,025 The college, the job, everything. 534 00:36:23,900 --> 00:36:25,566 -Give Hassan my regards. 535 00:36:37,150 --> 00:36:39,817 -Nothing’s going to hurt you, baby girl. 536 00:38:00,192 --> 00:38:07,192 No 537 00:39:02,817 --> 00:39:04,763 -Going down to the plate to throw the ceremonial 538 00:39:04,930 --> 00:39:09,566 first pitch, Number 38, Alan Kluszewski. 539 00:40:29,900 --> 00:40:32,650 -If he makes it to the proposal, he can stay. 540 00:40:51,222 --> 00:40:52,222 -Hey, I made it. 541 00:40:52,317 --> 00:40:53,317 -Hey, Alan. 542 00:40:53,650 --> 00:40:54,650 -Hey. 543 00:40:56,192 --> 00:40:57,275 -I made it. 544 00:40:57,568 --> 00:40:58,688 -I don’t care. 545 00:40:58,983 --> 00:41:00,275 -Why are you getting mad at me? 546 00:41:00,442 --> 00:41:02,120 -I’m not mad at you. 547 00:41:04,108 --> 00:41:06,067 -Hey, quit talking about me. 548 00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:11,733 Let’s go, Bianca. Wait, wait, wait. 549 00:41:12,900 --> 00:41:14,650 You shouldn’t flatter yourself. 550 00:41:14,817 --> 00:41:17,150 We’re not always talking about you. 551 00:41:19,330 --> 00:41:22,163 Every time you come around, you think we’re talking about you. 552 00:41:22,330 --> 00:41:24,290 "Alan will get better. Alan will come around soon. 553 00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:27,683 He’s at a rough point in his life." It’s all been said before. 554 00:41:27,850 --> 00:41:33,383 Now, I’m going to get a damn sandwich. Are you coming, Rebecca? 555 00:41:33,550 --> 00:41:34,709 -I’m going to stay with Alan. 556 00:41:34,733 --> 00:41:36,692 -Figures. 557 00:41:43,317 --> 00:41:44,483 -I drove with Rebecca. 558 00:41:44,650 --> 00:41:45,410 -Here, take my car. 559 00:41:45,567 --> 00:41:46,763 -Take your car? 560 00:41:46,930 --> 00:41:49,030 -Take my goddamn car. 561 00:41:53,733 --> 00:41:56,067 -Don’t you have to go back to work? 562 00:41:56,692 --> 00:41:58,192 -Screw them. 563 00:41:59,300 --> 00:42:03,927 -Okay, where do you want me to take you? 564 00:42:07,692 --> 00:42:08,900 -Home. 565 00:42:09,233 --> 00:42:12,153 -Okay, let’s get you home. 566 00:42:16,090 --> 00:42:17,957 Do you need anything to eat? 567 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:23,027 -Let’s get some tacos and a six-pack. 568 00:42:23,620 --> 00:42:25,775 -Make it a 24-pack and I’m down. 569 00:42:25,942 --> 00:42:26,775 -That’s a lot. 570 00:42:26,942 --> 00:42:27,942 -I like to drink. 571 00:42:28,067 --> 00:42:29,483 -What are you? Harry? 572 00:42:31,692 --> 00:42:34,066 -That’s why I just don’t go to the bronze games anymore. 573 00:42:34,233 --> 00:42:39,150 I just don’t. I’m like, "No, too violent. No, thank you." 574 00:42:39,317 --> 00:42:43,817 -Oh, my God. 575 00:42:44,858 --> 00:42:47,150 What are your dreams? 576 00:42:47,942 --> 00:42:49,025 -My dreams? 577 00:42:50,900 --> 00:42:53,633 -What did you want to be when you grew up? 578 00:42:56,025 --> 00:42:58,892 -I wanted to be third baseman in the Majors. 579 00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:02,120 How about you? 580 00:43:04,301 --> 00:43:06,525 -I wanted to work in a city. 581 00:43:07,317 --> 00:43:11,413 In one of those tall buildings where you can see the whole world. 582 00:43:12,370 --> 00:43:15,730 There, you didn’t have to be put on a pedestal. 583 00:43:16,510 --> 00:43:18,443 You were already high enough. 584 00:43:19,930 --> 00:43:25,242 If I was there, I don’t think I would feel so sad when people would look through me. 585 00:43:27,190 --> 00:43:31,223 Hey, what’s that tattoo? I’ve been meaning to ask you. 586 00:43:31,858 --> 00:43:34,880 -It’s for Leah. The L herself. 587 00:43:44,140 --> 00:43:45,873 -Can I ask you a question? 588 00:43:46,150 --> 00:43:47,350 -Yes, go ahead. 589 00:43:51,733 --> 00:43:56,192 -That one night, were you mad that I told you how I felt? 590 00:43:56,733 --> 00:44:01,180 -Why would I be mad? I don’t judge you at all. 591 00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:05,150 I kind of feel the same way about you. 592 00:44:05,317 --> 00:44:08,983 -You do? Then why did you treat me like you did? 593 00:44:09,650 --> 00:44:13,670 -I was grieving. Well, I still am. 594 00:44:18,220 --> 00:44:21,356 I just think I’m past the initial sting right now, 595 00:44:24,610 --> 00:44:28,770 but then, every day, I look through my phone, and then I see Leah. 596 00:44:31,750 --> 00:44:38,050 I think if I just try to call her, I’ll hear her voice one more time. 597 00:44:43,810 --> 00:44:49,210 I like to think that everything that happened, 598 00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:55,270 it’s just happier. I was just happier then. 599 00:44:57,070 --> 00:45:01,420 -You shouldn’t live in that over-sentimental past forever. 600 00:45:02,680 --> 00:45:04,547 You’ll never truly be happy. 601 00:45:07,525 --> 00:45:09,670 -Everyone else does it. 602 00:45:11,890 --> 00:45:16,816 The music, the movies, the sports teams, they all do it, 603 00:45:16,983 --> 00:45:19,250 but they just call it a franchise. 604 00:45:22,660 --> 00:45:26,650 Who says that I can’t live in a personal nirvana? 605 00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:34,360 Next, you’ll say is just forget it all. 606 00:45:35,170 --> 00:45:36,850 -I never said forget. 607 00:45:38,620 --> 00:45:41,153 You’re supposed to move forward from the past. 608 00:45:41,320 --> 00:45:45,383 Remember it. Don’t live in it. Live now, Alan. 609 00:45:45,550 --> 00:45:47,817 -You’re now sounding like Barclay. 610 00:45:51,850 --> 00:45:56,890 Living it now. Living it then. 611 00:46:02,770 --> 00:46:04,570 If you look in the collection of the pictures, 612 00:46:04,690 --> 00:46:07,390 you won’t see one picture of Leah. 613 00:46:12,400 --> 00:46:14,080 That’s living in the now. 614 00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:17,950 Hide it away. 615 00:46:21,790 --> 00:46:26,983 Go ahead. Look, you’ll get enough time 616 00:46:27,150 --> 00:46:29,550 to look at them when you’re leaving. 617 00:46:30,192 --> 00:46:33,136 -I’ve had way too much to drink. I can’t drive. 618 00:46:33,460 --> 00:46:34,816 -Then sleep on the couch. 619 00:46:34,983 --> 00:46:36,316 -Why are you acting like this? 620 00:46:36,483 --> 00:46:37,816 -Because you upset me. 621 00:46:37,983 --> 00:46:39,669 -After everything I’ve done for you? 622 00:46:39,836 --> 00:46:41,516 -Guess it wasn’t enough. 623 00:47:07,771 --> 00:47:12,817 -Becca, are you going to be okay? 624 00:47:15,150 --> 00:47:19,650 -Yes. Barclay and I just got into a little fight. 625 00:47:20,275 --> 00:47:22,675 We’ll be fine. Don’t worry about us. 626 00:47:24,525 --> 00:47:26,775 -I’m going to get you a blanket. 627 00:47:41,590 --> 00:47:42,796 -Do you even want me here? I can go. 628 00:47:42,820 --> 00:47:45,816 I can go sleep in my bed. I don’t care. 629 00:48:06,067 --> 00:48:07,587 -The things I said, 630 00:48:12,340 --> 00:48:15,608 I didn’t mean them. I never meant them. 631 00:48:17,525 --> 00:48:21,533 I just get like that when I’m drunk and then I start using my mouth, 632 00:48:21,700 --> 00:48:25,796 and then I just don’t know where I’m going anymore and I’m tired. 633 00:48:31,570 --> 00:48:34,025 What the hell do you want me to do? 634 00:48:36,900 --> 00:48:38,233 -Trust me. 635 00:48:48,942 --> 00:48:50,900 -Are you excited? 636 00:48:51,947 --> 00:48:57,525 -Yes. No, I’m nervous, you know? 637 00:48:58,150 --> 00:48:59,830 What’s next, you know? 638 00:49:02,650 --> 00:49:06,760 -I mean, it’s your choice, but I’d say stick with baseball. 639 00:49:07,540 --> 00:49:12,380 Go to college. Have some fun. Learn something new. 640 00:49:12,580 --> 00:49:15,313 It’s never too late to start that search. 641 00:49:22,930 --> 00:49:24,930 Don’t tell Barclay about this. 642 00:49:29,410 --> 00:49:32,143 It’s not the full tuition, but it’ll help. 643 00:49:34,450 --> 00:49:36,066 -Where did you get this kind of money? 644 00:49:36,233 --> 00:49:41,400 -Just between some couch cushions, under-car mats, and a little prostitution. 645 00:49:43,567 --> 00:49:47,608 No, but I’ve just been saving it and hiding it from Barclay. 646 00:49:49,025 --> 00:49:51,092 -Why are you giving this to me? 647 00:49:51,942 --> 00:49:54,640 -Because I love you. 648 00:49:56,800 --> 00:50:00,828 You deserve a little boost from everything you did this past year. 649 00:50:00,995 --> 00:50:02,675 Tomorrow you’ll graduate. 650 00:50:03,183 --> 00:50:06,441 After the ceremony, we’ll go to a real college party. 651 00:50:06,608 --> 00:50:09,483 The first of many for you. All right? 652 00:50:09,983 --> 00:50:12,317 -All right. I love you too. 653 00:50:24,692 --> 00:50:28,025 -I got to go. I’ll take the box. 654 00:50:29,298 --> 00:50:31,316 Please don’t come straight home. 655 00:50:31,483 --> 00:50:32,483 -Let’s go to the lake. 656 00:50:32,650 --> 00:50:33,941 -No. Not tonight. 657 00:50:34,108 --> 00:50:38,358 Could you just get me some milk and cigarettes, please? 658 00:50:38,692 --> 00:50:39,292 -What’s wrong? 659 00:50:39,358 --> 00:50:41,810 -Nothing. Here’s the money. 660 00:50:51,725 --> 00:50:54,316 -You let everyone watch as you went behind my back. 661 00:50:54,483 --> 00:50:56,718 Now I know why you get out of bed every night. 662 00:50:56,885 --> 00:50:58,650 -That is not the reason. 663 00:51:00,192 --> 00:51:02,358 -Did you do it in my house? 664 00:51:04,650 --> 00:51:05,775 -Yes. 665 00:51:06,483 --> 00:51:08,617 -Do I not do enough for you two? 666 00:51:08,983 --> 00:51:11,117 I pay the bills. I buy the food. 667 00:51:11,358 --> 00:51:13,156 I’m the only one that’s doing something around 668 00:51:13,180 --> 00:51:15,833 here and you go around messing with him? 669 00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:18,293 You two are just so happy together, aren’t you? 670 00:51:18,460 --> 00:51:20,903 I thought you loved me, not that bastard. 671 00:51:21,070 --> 00:51:23,270 Fuck, you’re forgetting about me. 672 00:51:23,470 --> 00:51:26,478 I have needs too and when things arise for him... 673 00:51:27,700 --> 00:51:28,943 Forget about us. 674 00:51:29,110 --> 00:51:31,108 Honestly, just go be with that worthless orphan. 675 00:51:31,275 --> 00:51:32,275 -Barclay. 676 00:51:33,150 --> 00:51:35,150 -Damit. 677 00:51:36,150 --> 00:51:40,442 -It’s okay, Alan. Do not help us talk about it. 678 00:51:40,817 --> 00:51:42,733 -I am not talking to him. 679 00:51:43,692 --> 00:51:45,150 -Oh, what are you doing? 680 00:51:45,317 --> 00:51:45,959 -I’m going to Harry’s. 681 00:51:46,025 --> 00:51:48,263 -No. Harry cannot know about this. 682 00:51:48,430 --> 00:51:50,093 Nobody can find out about this. 683 00:51:50,260 --> 00:51:52,727 Not Harry, not Bianca, not my mother. 684 00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:55,943 I don’t want them thinking any less of me. 685 00:51:56,110 --> 00:51:57,233 -God forbid. 686 00:51:57,983 --> 00:52:01,300 -Stefan, this is all I have left. 687 00:52:05,974 --> 00:52:10,483 -All right. I won’t tell at all. 688 00:52:21,765 --> 00:52:23,285 -What do we do now? 689 00:52:25,240 --> 00:52:26,240 -We go on. 690 00:52:28,660 --> 00:52:32,116 Live like this never happened, like this never existed. 691 00:52:32,358 --> 00:52:33,958 -I love this. I can’t live without this. 692 00:52:34,108 --> 00:52:36,442 -You lived without it for 18 years. 693 00:52:38,275 --> 00:52:43,567 Forget it. 694 00:52:43,983 --> 00:52:46,283 You’ve never seen my chest, you’ve never felt 695 00:52:46,450 --> 00:52:48,953 my legs, and you’ve never heard my heart. 696 00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:51,987 Those feelings we have, the past few months, 697 00:52:54,310 --> 00:53:00,640 they’re all gone. I still love you. 698 00:53:01,694 --> 00:53:07,317 I love you so much but find some other girl to enjoy your life, okay? 699 00:53:08,537 --> 00:53:10,317 I have a party tomorrow. 700 00:53:11,650 --> 00:53:14,697 Don’t hang around me and Barclay, all right? 701 00:53:17,108 --> 00:53:19,617 -You’re the only girl that I know. 702 00:53:20,650 --> 00:53:22,065 -Barclay will kill you literally. 703 00:53:22,232 --> 00:53:24,965 He’ll take a knife and stab you and throw. 704 00:53:25,483 --> 00:53:26,483 -I don’t care. 705 00:53:33,067 --> 00:53:35,967 -Can you at least let me say it one more time. 706 00:53:38,740 --> 00:53:42,070 Let it sweep my tongue one last time. 707 00:53:45,108 --> 00:53:46,468 I love you, Leah. 708 00:53:50,942 --> 00:53:53,291 I love you too. 709 00:53:54,275 --> 00:53:58,066 I’m sorry about your shirt. 710 00:54:00,826 --> 00:54:02,506 -It’s okay my little L. 711 00:55:24,317 --> 00:55:25,608 -Good morning. 712 00:55:26,567 --> 00:55:27,858 -Good morning. 713 00:55:28,400 --> 00:55:29,733 -You want some coffee? 714 00:55:29,900 --> 00:55:30,900 -Yes, please. 715 00:55:31,025 --> 00:55:33,425 Sorry, you had to find us like this. 716 00:55:33,983 --> 00:55:36,067 -It happens. Cream or sugar? 717 00:55:36,525 --> 00:55:39,108 -Yes. Has this happened before? 718 00:55:39,858 --> 00:55:43,358 -Not exactly. Can I get you something to eat? 719 00:55:43,525 --> 00:55:46,691 -There’s not enough food in the world to satisfy this hunger. 720 00:55:46,858 --> 00:55:48,192 -Try me. 721 00:55:48,968 --> 00:55:52,066 -Just a bagel with cream cheese will do just fine. 722 00:55:52,233 --> 00:55:53,913 Why are you doing this? 723 00:55:54,150 --> 00:55:55,830 -I always feed my guests. 724 00:55:57,567 --> 00:55:59,525 -Thank you. 725 00:56:05,525 --> 00:56:07,442 -How did this happen? 726 00:56:08,233 --> 00:56:10,450 -My memory is fleeing me. 727 00:56:10,617 --> 00:56:16,650 All I remember is drinking too much and Alan’s tattoo. 728 00:56:17,233 --> 00:56:19,358 -Okay. I’m going to need more, Rebecca. 729 00:56:19,525 --> 00:56:22,910 -He was finally happy with me. My body was okay. 730 00:56:24,190 --> 00:56:26,057 Is that good enough for you? 731 00:56:26,442 --> 00:56:27,233 -Yes. 732 00:56:27,400 --> 00:56:29,200 -Why are you trying to dig? 733 00:56:29,411 --> 00:56:31,091 -I’m not trying to dig. 734 00:56:32,567 --> 00:56:36,860 -Are you not sure if he likes me or not? Could it be love? 735 00:56:37,480 --> 00:56:41,393 I don’t know but for the hour while we were huddled under the covers 736 00:56:41,560 --> 00:56:45,272 before we fell asleep, I didn’t care if it was love or not. 737 00:56:46,060 --> 00:56:51,250 He whispered I love you’s and stay with me’s until I fell asleep in his warm arms. 738 00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:55,942 If that’s not love, then I don’t know what is. 739 00:56:56,317 --> 00:56:57,816 -I think he’s deluded. 740 00:56:57,983 --> 00:57:01,163 -He isn’t. If he was, would he look at me with 741 00:57:01,330 --> 00:57:04,583 a spark in his eyes when he kissed my lips? He needs me. 742 00:57:04,750 --> 00:57:06,483 -He needs to go to church. 743 00:57:06,858 --> 00:57:10,553 Every week I tell him to go but instead he pulls stunts like this. 744 00:57:10,720 --> 00:57:13,163 For all we know, he could be using you. 745 00:57:13,330 --> 00:57:14,358 -Why would he do that? 746 00:57:14,525 --> 00:57:18,983 -To stay here in this house in Cleveland to ruin my life. 747 00:57:19,150 --> 00:57:20,858 -He wouldn’t do that. 748 00:57:21,442 --> 00:57:26,213 -There are facts that say otherwise. He’s always wanted my life. 749 00:57:26,817 --> 00:57:29,761 -Don’t say that. It’ll ruin everything we have. 750 00:57:30,108 --> 00:57:34,300 -You have nothing. Last night was an accident. He’s using you. 751 00:57:34,858 --> 00:57:37,543 -Well, maybe I’m okay with that. 752 00:57:38,483 --> 00:57:43,223 -Look, last night was a lie. Whatever he told you, it wasn’t true. 753 00:57:43,390 --> 00:57:45,070 He’s only loved one girl. 754 00:57:45,942 --> 00:57:47,275 -Who? 755 00:57:48,233 --> 00:57:50,233 -It doesn’t matter if I tell you the name or not. 756 00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:52,267 It’ll just be a name to you. 757 00:57:53,025 --> 00:57:54,483 -Are you trying to get rid of him? 758 00:57:54,650 --> 00:57:57,775 Because I won’t let you kick him out like he’s trash? 759 00:57:57,942 --> 00:58:01,150 -I got the scholarship papers from Bianca’s mother’s office. 760 00:58:01,317 --> 00:58:03,293 He’ll get to chase his dreams, Rebecca. 761 00:58:03,460 --> 00:58:04,580 -Bianca’s mom? 762 00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:08,900 -Do you not get how big of an opportunity this is for him? 763 00:58:09,067 --> 00:58:11,476 He’d get to go play baseball wherever he wants to and he doesn’t 764 00:58:11,500 --> 00:58:13,763 have to stay in this crappy city where it snows 765 00:58:13,930 --> 00:58:16,830 in the spring and heat waves hit in the fall. 766 00:58:18,220 --> 00:58:19,816 I would love to keep him around but this is 767 00:58:19,840 --> 00:58:22,343 an opportunity where he just can’t pass up. 768 00:58:22,510 --> 00:58:25,108 -When were you planning on telling him? 769 00:58:25,275 --> 00:58:28,943 -I wasn’t. He would never understand it coming from me. 770 00:58:29,110 --> 00:58:30,110 -Why not? 771 00:58:30,983 --> 00:58:33,010 -Because of the wedding. 772 00:58:33,490 --> 00:58:37,138 I can’t bear the fact that I have to reject him like that. 773 00:58:37,467 --> 00:58:38,858 -I’ll tell him. 774 00:58:39,275 --> 00:58:40,355 -You don’t have to do that. 775 00:58:40,442 --> 00:58:43,308 -I can do it way better than you ever could. 776 00:58:44,775 --> 00:58:46,775 -All right. I owe you. 777 00:58:48,817 --> 00:58:50,913 Okay, I got to get my stuff. 778 00:58:51,080 --> 00:58:52,080 -Huh? 779 00:58:52,650 --> 00:58:55,973 -Didn’t I tell you? Oh, I guess I didn’t tell anyone. 780 00:58:56,140 --> 00:58:58,807 I got a job at Bianca’s mother’s office. 781 00:58:59,170 --> 00:59:01,650 It gets me off my feet so that’s a plus. 782 00:59:01,817 --> 00:59:02,817 -Congrats. 783 00:59:03,150 --> 00:59:06,623 -It’s right by the stadium too. I can literally see the fireworks. 784 00:59:06,790 --> 00:59:09,900 -That’s good for you. What will you be doing? 785 00:59:11,067 --> 00:59:13,650 -Marketing stuff. It’s a job. 786 00:59:14,067 --> 00:59:15,067 -Yes. 787 00:59:18,192 --> 00:59:20,192 -Let me get going. 788 00:59:42,192 --> 00:59:43,192 -Hi. 789 00:59:43,608 --> 00:59:45,192 -Hi. 790 00:59:45,608 --> 00:59:47,010 -Are you hungry? 791 00:59:48,648 --> 00:59:50,008 -What time is it? 792 00:59:50,692 --> 00:59:51,692 9:30. 793 00:59:53,108 --> 00:59:54,388 -It’s too early. 794 00:59:54,900 --> 00:59:57,233 -You have to wake up at some point. 795 00:59:57,900 --> 00:59:59,260 -I need my sleep. 796 01:00:01,067 --> 01:00:02,566 -Barclay got a new job today. 797 01:00:02,733 --> 01:00:03,333 -Really? 798 01:00:03,483 --> 01:00:04,483 -Yes. 799 01:00:04,593 --> 01:00:06,525 I think it’s good. It gets him off his feet. 800 01:00:06,692 --> 01:00:10,025 He won’t have to worry about that leg anymore. Guess where? 801 01:00:10,192 --> 01:00:11,210 By the Jake. 802 01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:16,672 Now, he can go to the games in the morning and then go to work at night, right? 803 01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:20,003 Hey, how come you don’t go to church anymore? 804 01:00:20,170 --> 01:00:23,063 Barclay seemed pretty upset that you don’t go. 805 01:00:23,230 --> 01:00:26,275 Want to go to church with us on Sunday? Hmm? 806 01:00:26,505 --> 01:00:29,405 Alan wake up? Want to go to church on Sunday? 807 01:00:29,733 --> 01:00:30,853 -I don’t know. 808 01:00:31,211 --> 01:00:32,483 -You need to know God. 809 01:00:32,650 --> 01:00:33,833 -I know him enough. 810 01:00:34,000 --> 01:00:38,032 -Listen, I’m not going to argue with you, but you got to get up. 811 01:00:38,858 --> 01:00:40,608 -Fine. 812 01:00:45,850 --> 01:00:49,493 -Barclay told me about this offer that Bianca’s mom is giving out. 813 01:00:49,660 --> 01:00:52,566 It’s a scholarship at her job. I think you should go for it. 814 01:00:52,733 --> 01:00:55,613 You can finally be a third baseman like you said. 815 01:00:55,780 --> 01:00:56,626 Doesn’t that sound great? 816 01:00:56,692 --> 01:00:58,073 -Yes, I’ll look into it. 817 01:00:58,240 --> 01:00:59,386 -Don’t just say you’ll look into 818 01:00:59,410 --> 01:01:01,343 it and then you never think about it again. 819 01:01:01,510 --> 01:01:02,813 Look, he left the papers here. 820 01:01:02,980 --> 01:01:05,363 Don’t you just want to fill them out? 821 01:01:05,530 --> 01:01:06,893 -Want to get some breakfast? 822 01:01:07,060 --> 01:01:10,240 -I’m serious, Alan. Look, let’s just read it. 823 01:01:10,510 --> 01:01:12,150 It says here all you have to do is receive 824 01:01:12,220 --> 01:01:15,760 straight A’s and succeed in your extracurriculars. 825 01:01:16,390 --> 01:01:18,910 That sounds simple. School is easy. 826 01:01:20,560 --> 01:01:21,560 Doesn’t that sound good? 827 01:01:21,640 --> 01:01:23,080 -Want some cheese? 828 01:01:23,260 --> 01:01:24,300 -I’m serious. 829 01:01:27,442 --> 01:01:29,308 -When would I have to leave? 830 01:01:31,067 --> 01:01:37,330 -It says here by the set orientation date or no later than August 31st. 831 01:01:37,960 --> 01:01:38,603 No exceptions. 832 01:01:38,770 --> 01:01:39,608 -Just say no. 833 01:01:39,775 --> 01:01:41,067 -Why not? 834 01:01:41,900 --> 01:01:44,275 -Barclay’s wedding is in September. 835 01:01:44,733 --> 01:01:46,025 I got to go. 836 01:01:46,299 --> 01:01:48,563 He eased up some of those things between me and him. 837 01:01:48,730 --> 01:01:51,713 -He was the one who told me about this. He’s okay with it. 838 01:01:51,880 --> 01:01:54,520 That was one of his biggest concerns about you missing the wedding. 839 01:01:54,670 --> 01:01:57,380 It’s all going to work out. I know it. 840 01:02:03,400 --> 01:02:04,760 -Here’s 40 bucks. 841 01:02:06,070 --> 01:02:10,420 Go to Diana’s and get me a turkey club, all right? 842 01:02:11,500 --> 01:02:13,180 Get whatever you want. 843 01:02:15,775 --> 01:02:18,719 -I’m not hungry. You need to sign these papers. 844 01:02:19,150 --> 01:02:21,010 -Just leave me alone. 845 01:02:24,130 --> 01:02:28,692 Hey, I’ll tell you my decision next time I see you, all right? 846 01:02:30,150 --> 01:02:32,691 -You promise to think about it while I’m gone? 847 01:02:32,858 --> 01:02:34,567 -Yes, go. 848 01:02:45,358 --> 01:02:48,316 -Hey, you’re still going to batting practice with, Harry, right? 849 01:02:48,483 --> 01:02:50,067 -Yes, I can. 850 01:02:50,733 --> 01:02:55,990 -He’s going to work there for a year, then go to college, then off to the minors. 851 01:02:56,590 --> 01:02:58,525 He has to pay for school somehow. 852 01:02:58,692 --> 01:03:01,360 -Yes, somehow. 853 01:03:06,108 --> 01:03:07,400 -Time to go. 854 01:03:09,999 --> 01:03:11,941 -Shouldn’t I get more dressed up? 855 01:03:12,108 --> 01:03:14,316 -It’s too late for that now, let’s go. 856 01:03:14,483 --> 01:03:16,223 Did we decide who’s paying for this thing? 857 01:03:16,390 --> 01:03:18,900 -The life insurance isn’t paying for it? 858 01:03:19,067 --> 01:03:20,400 -It expired last month. 859 01:03:20,567 --> 01:03:21,567 -Can we just split it? 860 01:03:21,733 --> 01:03:23,066 -I don’t have that kind of money. 861 01:03:32,650 --> 01:03:33,692 -I’ll get it. 862 01:03:34,400 --> 01:03:35,920 -What’s in the box? 863 01:03:36,317 --> 01:03:38,858 -$8,000 that Leah gave me. 864 01:03:42,192 --> 01:03:44,900 It was supposed to go to my college but 865 01:03:48,108 --> 01:03:52,330 at least it’s going to go to something way more important. 866 01:04:11,108 --> 01:04:12,108 -Time to go. 867 01:04:12,525 --> 01:04:13,525 -Why? 868 01:04:13,574 --> 01:04:17,094 -Bianca’s coming over and I want the house to ourselves. 869 01:04:17,950 --> 01:04:21,221 Oh, and can you help me put away some of these pictures. 870 01:04:21,388 --> 01:04:23,441 It’s so full up here. 871 01:04:32,567 --> 01:04:34,247 -These are all of Leah. 872 01:04:34,483 --> 01:04:37,608 -Yes, I just don’t like them anymore and it’s not because of her. 873 01:04:37,775 --> 01:04:39,642 Look at my face in this one. 874 01:04:40,108 --> 01:04:42,483 -You said that’s your favorite picture. 875 01:04:42,650 --> 01:04:46,275 -That was a long time ago. You got any plans for today? 876 01:04:48,067 --> 01:04:52,550 -I get to see what Harry’s doing. Why can’t I stay? 877 01:04:54,430 --> 01:04:56,725 -Bianca gets all weird when you’re in the house. 878 01:04:56,892 --> 01:04:59,559 -Does she get weird or do you get weird? 879 01:05:01,650 --> 01:05:04,914 -Okay, she’s here. All right, I’ll see you tomorrow. 880 01:05:08,317 --> 01:05:10,525 -Oh, hey, Bianca. I was just leaving. 881 01:05:10,692 --> 01:05:13,858 I know how much you guys like your privacy. 882 01:05:15,442 --> 01:05:17,733 All right. I’ll see you guys. 883 01:05:20,400 --> 01:05:21,691 -Hey, how are you. 884 01:05:21,858 --> 01:05:22,525 -Hey. 885 01:05:22,692 --> 01:05:25,253 -It’s good to see you. How was your drive? 886 01:05:25,420 --> 01:05:26,275 -It wasn’t too bad. 887 01:05:26,442 --> 01:05:27,482 -That’s good. 888 01:05:27,817 --> 01:05:30,692 -I forgot my jacket. 889 01:05:34,570 --> 01:05:35,570 Proceed. 890 01:05:40,275 --> 01:05:40,875 -Hey. 891 01:05:40,942 --> 01:05:43,733 -He’s not here. He’s at his new job. 892 01:05:44,275 --> 01:05:48,358 Another thing little Ms. Sunshine. Your fiance is kicking me out. 893 01:05:48,525 --> 01:05:49,566 -What? 894 01:05:49,733 --> 01:05:54,143 -I know you hate me and I understand why. I get in your way. 895 01:05:54,310 --> 01:05:56,933 Well, lucky for you I’m not going to be in your way anymore. 896 01:05:57,100 --> 01:06:02,410 Go ahead, spawn 50 kids, name them after the apostles or the books of the Bible. 897 01:06:03,400 --> 01:06:07,070 I don’t care. I don’t give a damn anymore. Okay? 898 01:06:07,330 --> 01:06:12,550 Just don’t say that you missed me because I know that that would be a lie. 899 01:06:14,020 --> 01:06:18,490 Barclay told me enough times that you don’t want me around. 900 01:06:19,120 --> 01:06:23,540 -He doesn’t speak for me. You don’t bother me. 901 01:06:23,740 --> 01:06:25,973 I’m not bothered by having you around. 902 01:06:26,140 --> 01:06:27,660 It doesn’t bother me if you stay here. 903 01:06:27,760 --> 01:06:30,493 This house is big enough for four people. 904 01:06:31,270 --> 01:06:32,950 I don’t hate you, Alan. 905 01:06:34,000 --> 01:06:36,067 I mean you’ve never wronged me. 906 01:06:36,580 --> 01:06:38,920 Even if you did, I’ve forgiven you. 907 01:06:42,370 --> 01:06:47,358 Alan, I think Barclay needs to too. I’ll talk to him. 908 01:06:47,692 --> 01:06:48,733 -I’m sorry. 909 01:06:49,150 --> 01:06:50,830 -Don’t worry about it. 910 01:07:05,067 --> 01:07:07,150 -Are you almost done with this? 911 01:07:07,354 --> 01:07:08,602 -Yes. 912 01:07:12,400 --> 01:07:14,080 -Brian talked to you yet? 913 01:07:14,680 --> 01:07:16,036 He’s pretty pissed you ditched last night. 914 01:07:16,060 --> 01:07:18,393 You should’ve just called off, man. 915 01:07:19,400 --> 01:07:20,608 -It’s whatever. 916 01:07:22,067 --> 01:07:23,400 -How was your night? 917 01:07:23,567 --> 01:07:28,233 -Oh it was okay. I slept with Rebecca. 918 01:07:32,108 --> 01:07:37,393 -Huh? Wow, you guys must have really liked that. 919 01:07:39,520 --> 01:07:41,787 -It was okay. Nothing too special. 920 01:07:44,888 --> 01:07:46,088 -You all right? 921 01:07:48,250 --> 01:07:52,026 -I just feel like I’m on the verge of an existential crisis. 922 01:07:56,140 --> 01:07:58,191 -Care to explain? What do you mean? 923 01:07:58,358 --> 01:08:00,213 -Barclay’s kicking me out. 924 01:08:01,192 --> 01:08:03,637 -Oh, you need a place to crash? 925 01:08:03,813 --> 01:08:06,205 -No, he’s giving me a scholarship. 926 01:08:06,372 --> 01:08:09,692 Yes, that’s it. 927 01:08:10,775 --> 01:08:11,858 -So? 928 01:08:15,108 --> 01:08:17,175 -I’ll have to miss the wedding. 929 01:08:20,513 --> 01:08:22,191 -Does Barclay know about this? 930 01:08:22,358 --> 01:08:25,983 -Yes, I think that’s why he wants me to go. 931 01:08:26,317 --> 01:08:27,997 He doesn’t want me here. 932 01:08:28,983 --> 01:08:30,650 -I think it’s a good deal. 933 01:08:30,817 --> 01:08:33,533 You get to go to school, meet a bunch of babes, get 934 01:08:33,700 --> 01:08:36,143 to play baseball with some real baseball players. 935 01:08:36,310 --> 01:08:40,090 The downside’s what? You miss their wedding? 936 01:08:40,840 --> 01:08:42,525 What are you going to do? 937 01:08:43,067 --> 01:08:44,507 -What should I do? 938 01:08:45,400 --> 01:08:47,000 -What should you do? 939 01:08:51,233 --> 01:08:53,350 You should take it, honestly. 940 01:08:55,360 --> 01:08:56,903 The wedding doesn’t matter. 941 01:08:57,070 --> 01:08:58,576 When you leave, they won’t be married. 942 01:08:58,600 --> 01:09:00,941 When you come back, they’re married. Cool. 943 01:09:01,108 --> 01:09:03,584 They’re still going to be in love, they’re still going to be your friend. 944 01:09:03,608 --> 01:09:04,808 -I can’t agree. 945 01:09:07,525 --> 01:09:09,836 -Why are you so intent on staying in here? 946 01:09:10,003 --> 01:09:11,736 -I have a good-paying job. 947 01:09:13,150 --> 01:09:15,650 I have a possible girlfriend 948 01:09:16,858 --> 01:09:20,942 and I live in a house, an actual house. 949 01:09:21,483 --> 01:09:24,358 What else could I want? The American Dream. 950 01:09:24,525 --> 01:09:28,793 -Yes, but you hate it here, the job sucks, your girlfriend’s not 951 01:09:28,960 --> 01:09:32,800 guaranteed and you’re getting kicked out of the actual house. 952 01:09:33,310 --> 01:09:35,920 Dude, have you seen yourself hit? 953 01:09:37,090 --> 01:09:41,350 You’re a monster out there. You’re going to waste that? 954 01:09:42,820 --> 01:09:47,153 What you don’t know now is that you’re still young enough to try, dude. 955 01:09:47,320 --> 01:09:49,643 If you try and you fail, so what? You failed. 956 01:09:49,810 --> 01:09:54,710 You’re a failure, congrats. Rather be a failure than a loser. 957 01:09:56,050 --> 01:09:59,033 You can take it from someone who waited their life away. 958 01:09:59,200 --> 01:10:01,133 I had something like you had. 959 01:10:02,620 --> 01:10:05,608 6 years and 20 pounds go. 30 pounds. 960 01:10:05,775 --> 01:10:07,135 I’m being modest. 961 01:10:09,730 --> 01:10:10,730 I waited. 962 01:10:11,590 --> 01:10:13,923 I was too scared to chase after it. 963 01:10:14,140 --> 01:10:16,473 Kept telling myself that life would 964 01:10:17,740 --> 01:10:21,580 catch up when the time is right and the time was never right. 965 01:10:24,900 --> 01:10:28,943 If I had taken a risk, took some classes, took time 966 01:10:29,110 --> 01:10:32,182 out of my day every day to practice a little bit, 967 01:10:32,410 --> 01:10:36,130 quit this stupid job I’d be on bigger and better things. 968 01:10:40,690 --> 01:10:42,690 It’s why fate ha us here, man. 969 01:10:43,690 --> 01:10:45,770 You have the opportunity you have and I’m still here. 970 01:10:45,910 --> 01:10:47,777 I’m always going to be here. 971 01:10:50,740 --> 01:10:53,513 If you ask me I’m going to tell you to take it. 972 01:10:53,680 --> 01:10:55,643 I’m going to tell you to take it this second. 973 01:10:55,810 --> 01:10:59,303 Right now. It’s your turn. 974 01:10:59,470 --> 01:11:00,870 Go on, do bigger and better things. 975 01:11:01,000 --> 01:11:02,680 I know you can do it. 976 01:11:03,370 --> 01:11:04,810 -I’m not like you. 977 01:11:05,275 --> 01:11:06,525 -Not like me? 978 01:11:06,858 --> 01:11:09,310 -I’m not. -What does that mean? 979 01:11:11,067 --> 01:11:12,747 -I don’t drink like you. 980 01:11:13,067 --> 01:11:17,423 I am working hard at it. I’m working hard. 981 01:11:17,590 --> 01:11:19,108 -You’re stuck in here, aren’t you? 982 01:11:19,275 --> 01:11:21,316 You’re not out there doing anything. You’re afraid. 983 01:11:21,483 --> 01:11:23,608 -I’m doing enough. Okay? 984 01:11:23,942 --> 01:11:29,650 -There’s more. I said what I said. It’s up to you now, man. 985 01:11:32,500 --> 01:11:35,764 Look, some of the guys are getting beers after work. 986 01:11:35,980 --> 01:11:39,628 You’re going to come or you’re going to keep working hard? 987 01:11:42,873 --> 01:11:44,400 -I really don’t know. 988 01:11:44,567 --> 01:11:48,870 -Just one drink, man. What else are you going to do? 989 01:11:53,067 --> 01:11:55,525 -Yes, I will do it. 990 01:11:55,883 --> 01:11:58,733 -All right. I’m going to go check on this last order. 991 01:11:58,900 --> 01:12:01,733 I’m out. Think about what I said. 992 01:12:29,560 --> 01:12:30,608 -What did you tell Alan? 993 01:12:30,775 --> 01:12:31,525 -Nothing. 994 01:12:31,692 --> 01:12:33,793 -Then why does he think you’re kicking him out of the house? 995 01:12:33,817 --> 01:12:34,858 -I don’t know why. 996 01:12:35,025 --> 01:12:38,025 -Yes, you do. Also, why does he think I hate him? 997 01:12:38,192 --> 01:12:39,900 -He’s probably just jealous. 998 01:12:40,067 --> 01:12:43,733 -Or because you told him I can fight my own battles. 999 01:12:44,108 --> 01:12:46,283 -This isn’t a battle you need to fight. I got this. 1000 01:12:46,450 --> 01:12:49,133 -But you wrote me in when you told him I hated him. 1001 01:12:49,300 --> 01:12:51,112 -I didn’t tell him anything. 1002 01:12:51,279 --> 01:12:53,279 -What does that mean, Barclay? 1003 01:12:54,460 --> 01:12:56,483 -Rebecca told him all about the scholarship. 1004 01:12:56,650 --> 01:13:00,353 -Rebecca? You would take in this kid for nine years and you can’t 1005 01:13:00,520 --> 01:13:03,353 even muster up the courage to tell them bad news? 1006 01:13:03,520 --> 01:13:05,266 If something bad happens are you going to tell 1007 01:13:05,290 --> 01:13:08,183 me or you’re going to have Rebecca do it for you? 1008 01:13:08,350 --> 01:13:09,833 -It’s not bad news. 1009 01:13:10,000 --> 01:13:11,896 Your mother’s given him a chance to go to college. 1010 01:13:11,920 --> 01:13:15,275 -My mother? When did you talk to my mother? 1011 01:13:16,900 --> 01:13:21,150 -A few weeks ago. She gave me this job. 1012 01:13:21,817 --> 01:13:23,817 -You’re working for my mother? 1013 01:13:24,358 --> 01:13:26,566 There’s a reason I haven’t talked to her in ages. 1014 01:13:26,733 --> 01:13:27,358 -Why. 1015 01:13:27,525 --> 01:13:29,525 -She didn’t go to the funeral. 1016 01:13:30,692 --> 01:13:31,525 -Which one? 1017 01:13:31,692 --> 01:13:34,892 -You should know. Not many people die in our lives. 1018 01:13:35,983 --> 01:13:37,816 She would have wanted her there. 1019 01:13:37,983 --> 01:13:40,403 A mother should have to go to all of her kids’ funerals. 1020 01:13:40,570 --> 01:13:42,263 It doesn’t matter how distant they were. 1021 01:13:42,430 --> 01:13:43,430 -She must have tried. 1022 01:13:43,570 --> 01:13:46,025 It couldn’t have been easy, he and her daughter died. 1023 01:13:46,192 --> 01:13:48,442 -You were there. What happened? 1024 01:13:51,900 --> 01:13:55,283 -I told you we were at a party and we left. 1025 01:13:55,450 --> 01:13:56,603 We started arguing. 1026 01:13:56,770 --> 01:13:57,770 -About what? 1027 01:13:58,812 --> 01:14:00,332 -It doesn’t matter. 1028 01:14:05,530 --> 01:14:11,740 I was driving, we started arguing, I was swerving and then I crashed. 1029 01:14:14,860 --> 01:14:17,470 It took forever for help to arrive. 1030 01:14:19,150 --> 01:14:24,503 Leah had already passed away by then and Alan was still 1031 01:14:24,670 --> 01:14:29,200 at the party when he found out but when he came home 1032 01:14:31,480 --> 01:14:37,570 he wasn’t crying or anything. Just stone-faced. 1033 01:14:41,590 --> 01:14:43,943 Leah lost her life and I lost my knee. 1034 01:14:44,110 --> 01:14:46,930 I guess I’m the lucky one and I have you. 1035 01:14:47,170 --> 01:14:48,566 -Was it your fault? 1036 01:14:48,733 --> 01:14:49,733 -It was a mistake. 1037 01:14:49,900 --> 01:14:51,500 -Don’t tell me that. 1038 01:14:52,150 --> 01:14:54,233 -I was careless. It was just a mistake. 1039 01:14:54,400 --> 01:14:56,093 -Then why didn’t Leah drive? 1040 01:14:56,260 --> 01:14:57,260 -Leah was drunk. 1041 01:14:57,317 --> 01:14:58,997 -Then why didn’t Alan? 1042 01:14:59,942 --> 01:15:02,294 -We needed a moment to ourselves without them listening in. 1043 01:15:02,461 --> 01:15:05,180 -Why? Why? 1044 01:15:07,026 --> 01:15:09,092 -There was a problem with Leah. 1045 01:15:09,567 --> 01:15:13,317 -He was a saint. She treated you like a king. 1046 01:15:14,817 --> 01:15:15,941 -She did too much. 1047 01:15:16,108 --> 01:15:21,942 -She gave you everything and then that night when we... 1048 01:15:22,400 --> 01:15:26,483 There wasn’t a problem with Leah. There was a problem with you. 1049 01:15:27,442 --> 01:15:28,817 With us. 1050 01:15:30,525 --> 01:15:32,325 -We weren’t the first ones. 1051 01:15:32,733 --> 01:15:35,333 -You keep talking in these vague poetic terms. 1052 01:15:35,500 --> 01:15:37,967 What does that mean exactly, Barclay? 1053 01:15:38,230 --> 01:15:43,275 -Allen, Leah, they weren’t the pure souls you thought they were. 1054 01:15:43,442 --> 01:15:46,973 -They? Is that why you want him out? 1055 01:15:47,830 --> 01:15:49,483 Revenge isn’t the right thing to do. 1056 01:15:49,650 --> 01:15:50,993 -He’ll be chasing his dream. 1057 01:15:51,160 --> 01:15:54,027 -On your schedule. He could have had a plan. 1058 01:15:54,220 --> 01:15:56,983 -Alan, have a plan? Doubt it. 1059 01:15:57,525 --> 01:16:00,853 All he does is sit around and wait for Leah or death. 1060 01:16:03,400 --> 01:16:07,013 -You know what? You’re going to discuss this plan with him when you get home. 1061 01:16:07,180 --> 01:16:11,441 I’ll be waiting for you. I’ll see you later, Barclay. 1062 01:16:11,608 --> 01:16:13,025 -Wait, wait. 1063 01:16:13,650 --> 01:16:17,400 You know you’re going to be a Barclay too once we’re married. 1064 01:16:17,567 --> 01:16:19,900 What are you going to call me then? 1065 01:16:23,461 --> 01:16:25,141 -When we get married? 1066 01:16:28,858 --> 01:16:32,775 Maybe we’re thinking too far into this too fast. 1067 01:16:34,025 --> 01:16:36,292 -What? What are you talking about? 1068 01:16:42,400 --> 01:16:46,496 -I think you should get your life together before we get married. 1069 01:16:47,900 --> 01:16:53,358 -Whoa, whoa, whoa. If he stays you’ll marry me but if he leaves you won’t? 1070 01:16:53,525 --> 01:16:56,125 -Don’t start putting words in my mouth. 1071 01:16:58,567 --> 01:17:01,441 -Let’s back this out. You’re joking, right? You’re kidding. 1072 01:17:01,608 --> 01:17:04,775 -He’s an adult. He can make his own decisions. 1073 01:17:39,504 --> 01:17:43,192 -Hey, I was just about to make a pot of coffee. 1074 01:17:43,650 --> 01:17:46,913 Do you want some? I understand it’s a little late for coffee. 1075 01:17:47,080 --> 01:17:49,817 -It’s a little late for a lot of things. 1076 01:17:51,358 --> 01:17:54,010 -Anyways I need a drink. 1077 01:17:54,370 --> 01:17:56,716 Give me some do with my hands but I see you already have one. 1078 01:17:56,740 --> 01:18:00,132 -Is there something that you want to talk to me about? 1079 01:18:01,060 --> 01:18:02,733 -Looks like you already heard what it was. 1080 01:18:02,900 --> 01:18:05,113 -I want to hear from your mouth. 1081 01:18:06,010 --> 01:18:07,610 -Harry called today. 1082 01:18:08,275 --> 01:18:10,516 He said that your boss is pissed you never showed up yesterday. 1083 01:18:10,540 --> 01:18:12,873 -That’s not what I’m talking about. 1084 01:18:13,275 --> 01:18:15,408 -I think it’s time to go to bed. 1085 01:18:15,921 --> 01:18:18,454 -That won’t let you forget about this. 1086 01:18:19,210 --> 01:18:21,343 -Can I at least get my medicine? 1087 01:18:21,692 --> 01:18:24,390 -I won’t let you put it back any longer. 1088 01:18:24,850 --> 01:18:29,483 -For one my leg hurts and you’re not going to talk to me like I’m some little kid. 1089 01:18:29,650 --> 01:18:31,913 You’re going to treat with dignity and respect. 1090 01:18:32,080 --> 01:18:33,623 What do you even want to talk about? 1091 01:18:33,790 --> 01:18:34,790 -The scholarship. 1092 01:18:34,900 --> 01:18:36,100 -What about it? 1093 01:18:36,430 --> 01:18:38,025 -I won’t miss your wedding. 1094 01:18:38,192 --> 01:18:39,650 -Why are you so intent on this? 1095 01:18:39,817 --> 01:18:43,823 -Because what if I come back and there’s a four-year-old kid 1096 01:18:43,990 --> 01:18:47,702 there that I never even met and I didn’t even know existed? 1097 01:18:48,160 --> 01:18:50,123 What if I come back and there’s a new family? 1098 01:18:50,290 --> 01:18:54,023 What if there’s a new house built on the foundations of this one? 1099 01:18:54,190 --> 01:18:55,996 -That’s a risk you have to take for your future. 1100 01:18:56,020 --> 01:18:57,620 -Well, it’s selfish. 1101 01:18:59,025 --> 01:19:01,343 -Look, everyone needs to be selfish at times. 1102 01:19:01,510 --> 01:19:03,563 We all deserve that time to ourselves. 1103 01:19:03,730 --> 01:19:05,513 You’ll get away from us. Away from Cleveland. 1104 01:19:05,680 --> 01:19:07,583 You can come back at any time. 1105 01:19:07,750 --> 01:19:11,873 -Why can’t I just study here? Hey, I’ll go to CSU. 1106 01:19:12,040 --> 01:19:13,373 I’ll study and work here. 1107 01:19:13,540 --> 01:19:16,461 -No, you can’t stay here if you take that offer. 1108 01:19:16,628 --> 01:19:17,816 -Why not? It’s more than... 1109 01:19:17,983 --> 01:19:20,483 -Alan, I don’t want you here. I don’t want you here. 1110 01:19:20,650 --> 01:19:21,816 I’m sorry, I don’t. 1111 01:19:21,983 --> 01:19:25,050 -You’ve finally accepted it. You admit it. 1112 01:19:28,660 --> 01:19:30,067 Why? 1113 01:19:31,400 --> 01:19:34,493 -You smell like smoke. You eat all my food. 1114 01:19:35,525 --> 01:19:37,405 You don’t even go to church when I asked you to. 1115 01:19:37,480 --> 01:19:39,566 -Can you quit it with that church thing? 1116 01:19:39,733 --> 01:19:42,863 Seriously, God doesn’t give a damn whether I go or not. 1117 01:19:43,030 --> 01:19:43,750 -Watch your mouth. 1118 01:19:43,817 --> 01:19:47,573 -How about all the times I didn’t say, "Oh, I’m coming home late." Huh? 1119 01:19:47,740 --> 01:19:50,603 How about that time that I didn’t buy chocolate for you and Bianca 1120 01:19:50,770 --> 01:19:54,674 on Valentine’s Day because you were like, "Oh, it’s too late." 1121 01:19:55,270 --> 01:20:00,383 How about Leah? Are we going to talk about her ever? 1122 01:20:00,550 --> 01:20:03,323 -I don’t want to get talking about her every day like you. 1123 01:20:03,490 --> 01:20:05,358 -You’re forgetting about her. 1124 01:20:05,525 --> 01:20:06,743 -Okay. 1125 01:20:06,910 --> 01:20:10,483 If I’m forgetting about her, then why when I roll over, I expect to hold her? 1126 01:20:10,650 --> 01:20:12,900 Not Bianca. Her. 1127 01:20:13,067 --> 01:20:16,973 Or why when I’m home alone and I hear things, I call out for Leah? 1128 01:20:17,140 --> 01:20:19,733 Why do I think about gifts that she would like? 1129 01:20:19,900 --> 01:20:22,156 I mean, yes, I’m not going into trances and thinking about 1130 01:20:22,180 --> 01:20:24,623 her every day like you do, but I’m not forgetting about her. 1131 01:20:24,790 --> 01:20:26,176 I keep it inside, and that’s power. 1132 01:20:26,200 --> 01:20:29,363 I don’t turn to cigarettes and beer. You’re weak. 1133 01:20:29,530 --> 01:20:31,733 You have no idea what pain feels like, so don’t tell me. 1134 01:20:31,900 --> 01:20:36,863 I do. I loved her. Don’t tell me I didn’t love her. 1135 01:20:37,030 --> 01:20:41,638 -You know what? Loving her doesn’t mean putting her in the linen cabinet. 1136 01:20:42,910 --> 01:20:46,108 I wouldn’t hide it away if I loved somebody. 1137 01:20:50,536 --> 01:20:52,498 -You know, I’m not hiding. 1138 01:20:54,040 --> 01:20:57,293 It’s just that, she lived here once and she’s gone now, Alan. 1139 01:20:57,460 --> 01:21:01,223 I moved on from those scars. You should follow in my footsteps. 1140 01:21:01,390 --> 01:21:03,457 -Why would I sell out, Barclay? 1141 01:21:04,025 --> 01:21:08,500 -Oh. I get it. It’s not the scholarship. 1142 01:21:09,220 --> 01:21:10,900 You don’t want to go into the real world. 1143 01:21:11,067 --> 01:21:14,620 You’re afraid. You need to man up, Alan. 1144 01:21:15,070 --> 01:21:17,670 This is a great offer. The time is now. 1145 01:21:24,983 --> 01:21:29,820 -That was then. I heard that garbage for the last few months. 1146 01:21:32,020 --> 01:21:37,990 Sometimes, you’ve got to keep things, both of them, at your forefront of your mind. 1147 01:21:39,490 --> 01:21:42,053 You can’t just say, "Oh, this is my life now. 1148 01:21:42,220 --> 01:21:45,940 I mean, forget all that." That was your life too. 1149 01:21:49,525 --> 01:21:54,325 -Look. You can’t let someone that’s not here keep you from living your life, 1150 01:21:54,650 --> 01:21:57,275 and that means more to me than you know. 1151 01:21:57,442 --> 01:22:02,150 Alan, you not being able to let Leah go, she’s going to call off the wedding. 1152 01:22:02,317 --> 01:22:06,820 -Good. You have no right, no right marrying her sister. 1153 01:22:09,700 --> 01:22:14,723 I was okay. I could put up with this job, and that’s fine. 1154 01:22:14,890 --> 01:22:21,320 I can work. I can live, and die. I’m fine with that. I loved her. 1155 01:22:22,540 --> 01:22:25,253 Don’t go on saying, "Oh, I loved her. 1156 01:22:25,420 --> 01:22:27,203 She was the most beautiful person ever. 1157 01:22:27,370 --> 01:22:29,570 Her eyes were blue like the sky." 1158 01:22:30,340 --> 01:22:32,607 Oh my God, what is wrong with you? 1159 01:22:34,180 --> 01:22:36,647 You think you’re a poet and all that. 1160 01:22:37,510 --> 01:22:41,222 When she died, you were supposed to be there for everybody. 1161 01:22:43,060 --> 01:22:44,993 You just ran away and forgot. 1162 01:22:47,530 --> 01:22:49,663 How about you remember her once? 1163 01:22:55,336 --> 01:22:58,346 -You were right. Good for you. 1164 01:23:00,567 --> 01:23:04,943 -Yes. I just kind of wish I didn’t hit him. 1165 01:23:05,900 --> 01:23:07,608 -It’s what he deserved. 1166 01:23:08,317 --> 01:23:09,710 -Yes, I guess. 1167 01:23:12,983 --> 01:23:16,400 -So, you’re going to go back to work and beg for forgiveness, right? 1168 01:23:16,567 --> 01:23:21,608 -I can. It’s a little demeaning, but it’s, whatever. 1169 01:23:22,067 --> 01:23:26,243 -Good. At least you can go see the wedding. 1170 01:23:26,410 --> 01:23:30,954 Just make sure you get there early, you don’t want to get a crappy seat. 1171 01:23:31,990 --> 01:23:34,816 -I’ll be on the altar. What are you talking about? 1172 01:23:34,983 --> 01:23:37,525 -Not after all this, no. 1173 01:23:38,380 --> 01:23:40,853 I mean, you won’t be the best man, that’s for sure. 1174 01:23:41,020 --> 01:23:45,263 Not after the scholarship. My best bet is Harry. 1175 01:23:45,900 --> 01:23:47,633 He’s a good kid, at least. 1176 01:23:53,170 --> 01:23:56,740 So, are you going to get with Rebecca now? 1177 01:23:58,358 --> 01:23:59,858 -Yes, I can. 1178 01:24:00,608 --> 01:24:06,060 -That’s good. It’s not like you’re disrespecting me at all. 1179 01:24:08,460 --> 01:24:10,483 -Are you saying I shouldn’t be with anyone else? 1180 01:24:10,650 --> 01:24:14,153 -Unless you treat them the way you did with Rebecca last night, no. 1181 01:24:14,320 --> 01:24:17,066 -How did I treat her any different than you? 1182 01:24:17,233 --> 01:24:20,380 -You didn’t make love to her. You made love to me. 1183 01:24:24,310 --> 01:24:27,700 Now, you’ll think about me every hour, every day. 1184 01:24:29,620 --> 01:24:33,012 It’s like we’re getting married like we always wanted. 1185 01:24:33,193 --> 01:24:37,400 -But you’re not here. It’s Rebecca. 1186 01:24:37,567 --> 01:24:40,690 -But you’ll only see me. Isn’t that wonderful? 1187 01:24:44,300 --> 01:24:46,566 -I can be doing everything like I have been doing. 1188 01:24:46,733 --> 01:24:49,942 -Yes. Don’t have to worry about the money. 1189 01:24:50,358 --> 01:24:51,650 -Oh my God. 1190 01:24:56,233 --> 01:24:59,483 I’m sorry for not using the money from college before. 1191 01:24:59,650 --> 01:25:02,110 -It’s fine. That was before I died. 1192 01:25:05,020 --> 01:25:08,003 Now I want to be with you. I want to be close to you. 1193 01:25:08,170 --> 01:25:09,850 -And I can be miserable. 1194 01:25:10,780 --> 01:25:12,380 -We can be together. 1195 01:25:14,380 --> 01:25:17,836 -How far does that get me when I’m the only one living? 1196 01:25:18,820 --> 01:25:21,420 I don’t want to be at this job forever. 1197 01:25:24,460 --> 01:25:27,852 What if there’s a girl out there, just waiting for me? 1198 01:25:29,710 --> 01:25:34,170 If I stay, I’ll never know. 1199 01:25:41,920 --> 01:25:43,090 I defy you. 1200 01:25:44,180 --> 01:25:50,240 -What? What about what we had? Alan? 1201 01:25:52,750 --> 01:25:54,350 Where are you going? 1202 01:26:00,850 --> 01:26:02,717 Alan, don’t do this, please. 1203 01:26:03,580 --> 01:26:06,313 -Everything we want is at our fingertips. 1204 01:26:08,470 --> 01:26:11,560 Alan Klasewski, on third, playing in the majors. 1205 01:26:12,370 --> 01:26:16,338 This entire time, I’ve been worrying about what you had to say. 1206 01:26:20,108 --> 01:26:26,957 You’re just a ghost. A ghost of someone that I never knew. 1207 01:26:30,610 --> 01:26:32,290 Leah wanted me to leave. 1208 01:26:33,601 --> 01:26:38,461 Yes, she loved me, but she cared about me leaving more than anyone else. 1209 01:26:40,360 --> 01:26:44,463 You? You’re forcing me to stay. 1210 01:26:48,610 --> 01:26:53,154 Are you a curse that she casted, or some nightmare that I had one night? 1211 01:26:54,340 --> 01:26:55,940 I don’t belong here. 1212 01:27:00,370 --> 01:27:03,314 The job is hell, but you’re saying it’s heaven. 1213 01:27:05,200 --> 01:27:08,656 The house is small, but you’re saying it’s just enough. 1214 01:27:10,180 --> 01:27:13,600 I’m in love with Leah, but you’re not her. 1215 01:27:17,680 --> 01:27:20,580 Leah would have told me the truth months ago. 1216 01:27:21,760 --> 01:27:25,630 That the job is hell. That house is too small. 1217 01:27:29,920 --> 01:27:35,873 Yes, there are two Leahs, but there are also two Alans. 1218 01:27:37,390 --> 01:27:42,053 This one, who wants to be safe at home, and work 1219 01:27:42,220 --> 01:27:45,040 at a brewery, that he has no passion in. 1220 01:27:46,900 --> 01:27:51,700 Eight hours a day, I sit around and count things. 1221 01:27:52,540 --> 01:27:54,273 That is what I want to do. 1222 01:27:55,480 --> 01:27:59,860 That is what I want to do with my life. Day in, day out. 1223 01:28:01,900 --> 01:28:04,167 I become old and decrepit and die. 1224 01:28:06,610 --> 01:28:10,416 Or, they fire me, 1225 01:28:11,025 --> 01:28:15,370 and I try to kill myself because that’s all that I know. 1226 01:28:20,650 --> 01:28:21,930 Then there’s me. 1227 01:28:25,630 --> 01:28:28,958 The Alan that I dreamed about ever since I was young. 1228 01:28:30,730 --> 01:28:33,790 The Alan that I dressed up as when I was eight. 1229 01:28:39,640 --> 01:28:41,240 I don’t belong here. 1230 01:28:43,750 --> 01:28:46,483 I belong where sport and competition live. 1231 01:28:47,590 --> 01:28:52,960 Here, I’m weak and unchallenged. 1232 01:28:55,330 --> 01:28:58,130 I play baseball with a cripple and a drunk. 1233 01:29:00,610 --> 01:29:03,010 I’m weak and unchallenged. 1234 01:29:05,230 --> 01:29:10,420 There, I’ll be the best. If I fail, I fail. 1235 01:29:12,857 --> 01:29:16,185 That’s how it’s supposed to be. That’s the way it is. 1236 01:29:20,067 --> 01:29:25,192 I’m sorry, Leah. I’m sorry, Leah. 1237 01:29:28,067 --> 01:29:30,267 -So this is how it’s going to be? 1238 01:29:37,240 --> 01:29:38,240 Bye, Alan. 1239 01:29:42,942 --> 01:29:48,990 -Goodbye, Leah. I hope you had fun. 1240 01:30:07,330 --> 01:30:09,010 Are those the papers? 1241 01:30:39,506 --> 01:30:41,186 I’m going to college. 1242 01:30:48,190 --> 01:30:50,857 -I don’t think I’m ready to say goodbye. 1243 01:30:51,785 --> 01:30:55,650 -Me either. Do you think it’s because of me? 1244 01:30:57,233 --> 01:31:00,317 -No. No. 1245 01:31:02,140 --> 01:31:06,483 There are these white moths that fly into the factory from time to time. 1246 01:31:06,650 --> 01:31:07,730 Hear me out. 1247 01:31:10,480 --> 01:31:13,690 They’re lost but they’re beautiful to look at. 1248 01:31:15,490 --> 01:31:22,000 One of the old Greek guys calls them souls lost... souls trapped in the worst cage. 1249 01:31:24,100 --> 01:31:26,416 The girls will go around and they’ll take pieces of paper, put 1250 01:31:26,440 --> 01:31:30,443 the moths on them and take them to the window, let them outside. 1251 01:31:30,610 --> 01:31:36,443 I think that Alan is like the moth and Barclay is like the girls leading 1252 01:31:36,610 --> 01:31:43,090 him to the window, and the scholarship is the paper carrying him. 1253 01:31:45,100 --> 01:31:47,767 He was never meant to be in the factory. 1254 01:31:48,550 --> 01:31:49,990 He ended up there. 1255 01:31:52,690 --> 01:31:56,210 I think it’s nice that he’s being let out by his friend. 1256 01:32:02,025 --> 01:32:04,358 -It’s still so hard to say goodbye. 1257 01:32:05,817 --> 01:32:08,733 It is with moths too. 1258 01:32:09,442 --> 01:32:12,525 No seriously, there are so many things out there that are 1259 01:32:12,692 --> 01:32:16,660 just dying to eat them, but at least they’re free, right? 1260 01:32:16,867 --> 01:32:21,191 We can agree on that? Go say goodbye. I’ll meet you out there. 1261 01:32:21,358 --> 01:32:22,191 -All right. 1262 01:32:22,358 --> 01:32:23,442 -Go. 1263 01:32:39,150 --> 01:32:39,900 -Bye, Alan. 1264 01:32:40,067 --> 01:32:41,187 -I’ll see you. 1265 01:32:45,233 --> 01:32:47,150 -I hope Barclay won’t mind- 1266 01:32:47,775 --> 01:32:48,441 -Not at all. 1267 01:32:48,608 --> 01:32:49,959 If I give this to you to take on your journeys. 1268 01:32:49,983 --> 01:32:52,150 -Not at all. You’re all set? 1269 01:32:52,426 --> 01:32:55,025 -Yes I think so. Harry are you ready? 1270 01:32:55,358 --> 01:32:58,558 -I’ve been ready since you bought the ticket, baby. 1271 01:33:01,025 --> 01:33:05,066 -Okay, hey, maybe I’ll see you during Christmas. 1272 01:33:05,233 --> 01:33:09,816 -Maybe. Read that bible. 1273 01:33:09,983 --> 01:33:11,150 -Yes, I will. 1274 01:33:11,442 --> 01:33:12,108 -Bye, Alan. 1275 01:33:12,275 --> 01:33:13,955 -I’ll see you, Bianca. 1276 01:33:54,370 --> 01:33:55,410 -Did you forget something? 1277 01:33:55,442 --> 01:33:57,941 -Yes there’s something I’ve got to do. 1278 01:33:58,108 --> 01:34:01,470 -Wow, that’s a lot. 1279 01:34:05,525 --> 01:34:07,233 Couldn’t leave the air running?