1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:02,171 --> 00:00:04,754 (upbeat music) 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:15,822 --> 00:00:18,405 (gentle music) 5 00:00:41,577 --> 00:00:44,244 (Jimmy panting) 6 00:00:45,185 --> 00:00:47,935 (Jimmy groaning) 7 00:01:12,097 --> 00:01:12,930 Hey. 8 00:01:13,839 --> 00:01:15,506 Hey, how ya doing? 9 00:01:17,719 --> 00:01:18,936 - Hey. - Hi, Jimmy. 10 00:01:18,936 --> 00:01:21,617 Hey, how you doing, Carly? 11 00:01:21,617 --> 00:01:22,450 Julie. 12 00:01:23,365 --> 00:01:24,839 Jimmy. 13 00:01:24,839 --> 00:01:26,756 - How are ya? - All right. 14 00:01:27,694 --> 00:01:30,495 Well, what's the verdict? 15 00:01:30,495 --> 00:01:32,578 Just a few more months. 16 00:01:35,137 --> 00:01:37,966 What you gonna do with the time you have left? 17 00:01:37,966 --> 00:01:38,799 What would you do? 18 00:01:38,799 --> 00:01:40,505 Oh, I'll get that, I'll get that. 19 00:01:40,505 --> 00:01:42,612 - Yeah. - Thank you. 20 00:01:42,612 --> 00:01:43,445 Well. 21 00:01:44,752 --> 00:01:46,235 (Jimmy chuckling) 22 00:01:46,235 --> 00:01:49,985 No, ma'am and you and me, we're not the same. 23 00:01:51,504 --> 00:01:54,733 We'd probably choose different things. 24 00:01:54,733 --> 00:01:55,967 Not true. 25 00:01:55,967 --> 00:01:57,714 We're human. 26 00:01:57,714 --> 00:01:59,724 We'd choose the same things. 27 00:01:59,724 --> 00:02:01,557 Life, love, happiness. 28 00:02:03,442 --> 00:02:04,906 You forgot money. 29 00:02:04,906 --> 00:02:06,773 (both chuckling) 30 00:02:06,773 --> 00:02:10,703 It starts with money, then we realize life is short 31 00:02:10,703 --> 00:02:14,906 and we have to catch up on the other three. 32 00:02:14,906 --> 00:02:17,904 Whoa, whoa, whoa, hey, where's the fire? 33 00:02:17,904 --> 00:02:21,886 Jimmy, my old lady, I just don't understand her. 34 00:02:21,886 --> 00:02:23,337 Women, right? 35 00:02:23,337 --> 00:02:25,035 (laughs) Women. 36 00:02:25,035 --> 00:02:26,633 Hi, I know you're kidding, or I dropped this tray 37 00:02:26,633 --> 00:02:28,205 on both your asses. 38 00:02:28,205 --> 00:02:31,645 [Julie] If we'd be angry, we'd be an emotional car. 39 00:02:31,645 --> 00:02:35,209 - That's true. - No, that's the worst thing. 40 00:02:35,209 --> 00:02:37,466 - What's up, guys. - Oh, hey. 41 00:02:37,466 --> 00:02:39,133 The gang's all here. 42 00:02:43,878 --> 00:02:44,711 Hey. 43 00:02:46,078 --> 00:02:48,096 I'm Carly, welcome to EA. 44 00:02:48,096 --> 00:02:48,929 Thanks. 45 00:02:48,929 --> 00:02:52,579 Come on in, we're about to get started. 46 00:02:52,579 --> 00:02:55,162 (gentle music) 47 00:03:00,115 --> 00:03:01,608 Hi, everyone. 48 00:03:01,608 --> 00:03:02,847 I'm Julie. 49 00:03:02,847 --> 00:03:04,399 [Group] Hi, Julie. 50 00:03:04,399 --> 00:03:08,232 No questions, no advise, stick it to yourself. 51 00:03:11,317 --> 00:03:15,643 Many of you know I struggle with this step. 52 00:03:15,643 --> 00:03:17,622 I come back to it. 53 00:03:17,622 --> 00:03:18,455 I skip it. 54 00:03:19,724 --> 00:03:21,724 I come back to it again. 55 00:03:23,242 --> 00:03:26,825 For today I shall think of my higher power. 56 00:03:28,071 --> 00:03:29,988 Myself and my neighbor. 57 00:03:32,392 --> 00:03:35,975 I'm going to try and relax and be truthful. 58 00:03:42,061 --> 00:03:43,392 Hi. 59 00:03:43,392 --> 00:03:44,952 My name is Faith. 60 00:03:44,952 --> 00:03:46,619 [Group] Hi, Faith. 61 00:03:47,965 --> 00:03:52,683 You said to give ourselves over to the care of God. 62 00:03:52,683 --> 00:03:55,436 I know my name is Faith but I'm not sure 63 00:03:55,436 --> 00:03:57,103 if I believe in God. 64 00:03:58,266 --> 00:04:03,099 It's not about God, it's about a higher power within us. 65 00:04:04,498 --> 00:04:05,915 Our spirituality. 66 00:04:07,204 --> 00:04:09,365 Many of us don't believe in God. 67 00:04:09,365 --> 00:04:12,115 We don't judge each other for it. 68 00:04:13,084 --> 00:04:16,164 It's the higher power within us moving us forward 69 00:04:16,164 --> 00:04:19,016 towards a greater wellbeing. 70 00:04:19,016 --> 00:04:21,044 Yeah, that's exactly what I... 71 00:04:21,044 --> 00:04:23,445 Oh, sorry (chuckles). 72 00:04:23,445 --> 00:04:25,295 Hi, I'm Jimmy. 73 00:04:25,295 --> 00:04:26,420 [Group] Hi, Jimmy. 74 00:04:26,420 --> 00:04:27,253 Hi. 75 00:04:31,238 --> 00:04:33,071 She's right, you know. 76 00:04:36,518 --> 00:04:37,685 I've seen war. 77 00:04:39,388 --> 00:04:40,221 Pain. 78 00:04:41,827 --> 00:04:42,660 Death. 79 00:04:46,680 --> 00:04:49,847 I've known there's something out there 80 00:04:52,279 --> 00:04:54,946 that's keep me tied to humanity. 81 00:04:57,068 --> 00:04:59,401 Makes everything worthwhile. 82 00:05:00,358 --> 00:05:04,678 After coming here I've learned I can't control everything 83 00:05:04,678 --> 00:05:07,479 that happens in my life. 84 00:05:07,479 --> 00:05:08,979 Only my reactions. 85 00:05:10,487 --> 00:05:13,049 How do you resolve your problem, Julie? 86 00:05:13,049 --> 00:05:14,966 I didn't, not really. 87 00:05:18,119 --> 00:05:22,119 But I did do something to help me come to terms. 88 00:05:23,959 --> 00:05:27,876 I had dealt with my pain in secret for so long. 89 00:05:32,899 --> 00:05:36,816 That I actually, I finally told my best friend. 90 00:05:40,718 --> 00:05:42,587 I know if I tell you in person 91 00:05:42,587 --> 00:05:45,770 I can tell if you're being honest or not. 92 00:05:45,770 --> 00:05:47,187 So, what is it? 93 00:05:48,358 --> 00:05:49,376 What did I do? 94 00:05:49,376 --> 00:05:52,507 About a year and a half ago, I was diagnosed 95 00:05:52,507 --> 00:05:54,840 with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. 96 00:05:56,106 --> 00:05:58,757 - I went through the basics. - Talk to me. 97 00:05:58,757 --> 00:06:01,050 Chemo and whatnot. 98 00:06:01,050 --> 00:06:02,089 A window. 99 00:06:02,089 --> 00:06:04,408 It slowed the cancer down, but not by much. 100 00:06:04,408 --> 00:06:07,516 The window before the friend zone. 101 00:06:07,516 --> 00:06:10,016 I was so angry and frustrated. 102 00:06:12,408 --> 00:06:13,749 Answer the fucking question. 103 00:06:13,749 --> 00:06:14,866 All the time. 104 00:06:14,866 --> 00:06:16,010 I'm not gonna answer this question. 105 00:06:16,010 --> 00:06:17,290 [Julie] And I did not know what to do about it. 106 00:06:17,290 --> 00:06:20,181 No matter what I say, I'm still going to be wrong. 107 00:06:20,181 --> 00:06:22,014 I mean, I was angry. 108 00:06:22,941 --> 00:06:25,858 But not at a doctor or at my cancer 109 00:06:29,051 --> 00:06:30,201 but at myself. 110 00:06:30,201 --> 00:06:31,541 (gentle music) 111 00:06:31,541 --> 00:06:34,597 My whole, my own body betrayed me. 112 00:06:34,597 --> 00:06:36,527 I'm not gonna make it. 113 00:06:36,527 --> 00:06:39,256 I'm not gonna have my happily ever after. 114 00:06:39,256 --> 00:06:42,923 Instead of being mad that my life is ending, 115 00:06:44,776 --> 00:06:46,332 I'm coming to terms. 116 00:06:46,332 --> 00:06:48,947 Yes, we had a window, 117 00:06:48,947 --> 00:06:51,075 but Jules, you're my rock. 118 00:06:51,075 --> 00:06:55,347 I've been sick for over a year and a half now 119 00:06:55,347 --> 00:06:57,187 with no change. 120 00:06:57,187 --> 00:06:59,074 It's too late. 121 00:06:59,074 --> 00:07:02,907 I finally told Andrew I was, and now he knows. 122 00:07:06,226 --> 00:07:07,628 It's done. 123 00:07:07,628 --> 00:07:08,815 Nothing's changing. 124 00:07:08,815 --> 00:07:10,315 What do you mean, you aren't getting treatment? 125 00:07:10,315 --> 00:07:13,154 I'm finally content and... 126 00:07:13,154 --> 00:07:14,126 You have to. 127 00:07:14,126 --> 00:07:16,043 Okay with everything. 128 00:07:17,595 --> 00:07:21,012 I'm not gonna be afraid of dying anymore. 129 00:07:23,754 --> 00:07:26,671 So you feel good about this, huh? 130 00:07:27,875 --> 00:07:32,595 You drop this huge ass bomb on your best friend 131 00:07:32,595 --> 00:07:35,428 and now you're content with dying. 132 00:07:39,976 --> 00:07:43,483 And it doesn't matter I suppose how he feels about it 133 00:07:43,483 --> 00:07:46,964 or anybody else fucking feels about it. 134 00:07:46,964 --> 00:07:48,047 Jesus Christ. 135 00:07:49,505 --> 00:07:51,583 One day, we're gonna find Andrew in here. 136 00:07:51,583 --> 00:07:53,992 - That's not fair. - That's not fair. 137 00:07:53,992 --> 00:07:56,961 [Carly] All right, guys, not now, okay. 138 00:07:56,961 --> 00:08:00,378 We can talk about this after the meeting. 139 00:08:02,073 --> 00:08:05,281 Sometimes you just have to say things out loud. 140 00:08:05,281 --> 00:08:07,283 That's step one. 141 00:08:07,283 --> 00:08:11,366 Admitting that you're powerless to your emotions. 142 00:08:12,850 --> 00:08:16,100 That your life has become unmanageable. 143 00:08:18,385 --> 00:08:19,552 I know my has. 144 00:08:23,569 --> 00:08:26,902 So, Julie, how did that step help you? 145 00:08:28,343 --> 00:08:32,260 It helped me not be angry that I have cancer. 146 00:08:35,443 --> 00:08:38,610 Because cancer had begun to define me. 147 00:08:42,999 --> 00:08:47,082 People die happy, knowing they lived a good life. 148 00:08:51,493 --> 00:08:55,410 I think I was haunted by not being able to have 149 00:08:57,290 --> 00:09:01,207 that fairytale ending I thought I had time for. 150 00:09:05,010 --> 00:09:06,655 Hi, I'm Shawn. 151 00:09:06,655 --> 00:09:08,322 [Group] Hi, Shawn. 152 00:09:12,532 --> 00:09:15,191 Step nine is really hard for me. 153 00:09:15,191 --> 00:09:17,681 Many of the ones I needed to do this for 154 00:09:17,681 --> 00:09:19,693 aren't here anymore. 155 00:09:19,693 --> 00:09:22,494 Suitable place for a suitable man. 156 00:09:22,494 --> 00:09:26,641 All these things, these steps aren't easy for me. 157 00:09:26,641 --> 00:09:27,921 You wanna talk about it? (gentle music) 158 00:09:27,921 --> 00:09:31,160 No, I don't wanna talk about it, goddam it. 159 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:32,693 I just wanna drink in peace. 160 00:09:32,693 --> 00:09:36,141 And admitting that isn't an easy thing to say. 161 00:09:36,141 --> 00:09:38,472 - You need help. - Of course I need help. 162 00:09:38,472 --> 00:09:40,031 And now the whole world goddamn world knows 163 00:09:40,031 --> 00:09:41,430 that I need help. 164 00:09:41,430 --> 00:09:43,090 I still don't understand why I couldn't speak 165 00:09:43,090 --> 00:09:45,501 at my dad's funeral. 166 00:09:45,501 --> 00:09:47,200 You didn't have to say anything. 167 00:09:47,200 --> 00:09:48,924 I'm his son. 168 00:09:48,924 --> 00:09:50,410 His grown-ass son and I couldn't think 169 00:09:50,410 --> 00:09:53,430 of a couple of things to... 170 00:09:53,430 --> 00:09:54,490 It still haunts me. 171 00:09:54,490 --> 00:09:57,750 That was a once in a lifetime opportunity 172 00:09:57,750 --> 00:10:01,099 that I'll never get the chance to fucking say goodbye again. 173 00:10:01,099 --> 00:10:04,159 And it wasn't because I didn't love him. 174 00:10:04,159 --> 00:10:06,089 I don't look like a man. 175 00:10:06,089 --> 00:10:11,089 And that image of myself will be frozen in my brain forever. 176 00:10:11,450 --> 00:10:15,751 I chose step eight and nine to complete after step one. 177 00:10:15,751 --> 00:10:17,586 Not because I was in a hurry. 178 00:10:17,586 --> 00:10:20,749 I'm gonna be the same fucked-up piece of failure he wants. 179 00:10:20,749 --> 00:10:23,069 No, no, no, no, baby, you're not not. 180 00:10:23,069 --> 00:10:25,468 But in case I ran out of time. 181 00:10:25,468 --> 00:10:27,780 If we could take the memorial over, 182 00:10:27,780 --> 00:10:28,954 what would you say? 183 00:10:28,954 --> 00:10:31,892 I would feel good knowing that I did it. 184 00:10:31,892 --> 00:10:32,725 Nothing. 185 00:10:35,235 --> 00:10:40,235 I definitely wouldn't have been able to do that before. 186 00:10:40,513 --> 00:10:41,846 Hi, I'm Carly. 187 00:10:42,954 --> 00:10:44,621 [Group] Hi, Carly. 188 00:10:46,625 --> 00:10:49,133 This week I went on my first date 189 00:10:49,133 --> 00:10:51,883 since my divorce with my husband. 190 00:10:54,352 --> 00:10:55,852 It wasn't too bad. 191 00:10:58,063 --> 00:10:59,544 Hi. 192 00:10:59,544 --> 00:11:01,073 Hello, beautiful. 193 00:11:01,073 --> 00:11:02,516 It's nice to officially meet you. 194 00:11:02,516 --> 00:11:04,794 Yeah, I hope I didn't keep you waiting. 195 00:11:04,794 --> 00:11:07,223 I'm disappointed in myself 196 00:11:07,223 --> 00:11:08,843 that I continued on a date with a man 197 00:11:08,843 --> 00:11:12,544 I had no intentions of seeing again. 198 00:11:12,544 --> 00:11:15,603 So, Peter, what do you like to do for fun? 199 00:11:15,603 --> 00:11:18,474 Talk to beautiful women like yourself. 200 00:11:18,474 --> 00:11:20,035 That's nice. 201 00:11:20,035 --> 00:11:21,432 What about you? 202 00:11:21,432 --> 00:11:24,015 What do you like to do for fun? 203 00:11:24,955 --> 00:11:27,054 I'm an artist. 204 00:11:27,054 --> 00:11:29,396 I left Zane hoping that I would find someone 205 00:11:29,396 --> 00:11:31,053 who would treat me better. 206 00:11:31,053 --> 00:11:33,863 And all I found was a guy on Tinder 207 00:11:33,863 --> 00:11:36,232 who's obsessed with making money and getting laid. 208 00:11:36,232 --> 00:11:40,472 What do you wanna paint me in the nude or something? 209 00:11:40,472 --> 00:11:42,972 I just wanna meet Mr. Right. 210 00:11:50,872 --> 00:11:53,705 So, sorry to end such a sour note. 211 00:11:55,083 --> 00:11:57,623 And that's all the time we have in this space today. 212 00:11:57,623 --> 00:12:01,706 We have water and coffee and cookies in the back. 213 00:12:25,635 --> 00:12:28,635 You know, that was selfish of you. 214 00:12:29,974 --> 00:12:30,807 Hmm. 215 00:12:32,354 --> 00:12:33,187 So, why? 216 00:12:37,912 --> 00:12:40,995 (sighs) We both... 217 00:12:45,676 --> 00:12:48,426 We both were so afraid years ago. 218 00:12:49,289 --> 00:12:51,987 (gentle music) 219 00:12:51,987 --> 00:12:55,820 So afraid to lose something we thought we had. 220 00:13:03,337 --> 00:13:07,504 He thought I mattered more than what he was worth. 221 00:13:11,836 --> 00:13:15,836 He thought his feelings for me shouldn't matter. 222 00:13:19,706 --> 00:13:24,539 I didn't wanna die without telling him the truth about me. 223 00:13:26,012 --> 00:13:29,679 If he ever got another opportunity for love, 224 00:13:32,169 --> 00:13:35,586 I wanted him to feel like he was worth it 225 00:13:37,579 --> 00:13:39,246 to take that chance. 226 00:13:42,399 --> 00:13:44,982 That his feelings mattered too. 227 00:13:48,930 --> 00:13:50,170 [Carly] I know you care about him, 228 00:13:50,170 --> 00:13:51,789 but I think you're gonna end up leaving yourself 229 00:13:51,789 --> 00:13:55,191 with more regret than anything else. 230 00:13:55,191 --> 00:13:58,456 I know we're supposed to work on handling 231 00:13:58,456 --> 00:14:02,789 our feelings here but I had so many emotions to face 232 00:14:06,212 --> 00:14:08,879 and they just needed to be free. 233 00:14:14,090 --> 00:14:17,673 So why'd you leave him hanging like that? 234 00:14:19,331 --> 00:14:21,183 I mean, he's got to be beaten himself up 235 00:14:21,183 --> 00:14:25,350 knowing you suffered this long and never told him. 236 00:14:28,793 --> 00:14:29,960 I was angry. 237 00:14:34,921 --> 00:14:37,004 I guess I still am angry. 238 00:14:39,993 --> 00:14:42,531 (Julie sobbing) 239 00:14:42,531 --> 00:14:43,364 I'm dying. 240 00:14:45,561 --> 00:14:47,394 And he can still live. 241 00:14:49,703 --> 00:14:52,036 But he's not really with it. 242 00:14:58,843 --> 00:15:01,963 You know this isn't over yet. 243 00:15:01,963 --> 00:15:03,546 You ain't finished. 244 00:15:07,933 --> 00:15:09,593 Come on. 245 00:15:09,593 --> 00:15:11,123 Come help me put some of this stuff away. 246 00:15:11,123 --> 00:15:14,324 I'll give you a ride home, okay? 247 00:15:14,324 --> 00:15:16,991 (Julie sighing) 248 00:15:29,772 --> 00:15:32,272 You've been quiet all night. 249 00:15:36,483 --> 00:15:39,816 I feel kind of weird telling you this. 250 00:15:40,809 --> 00:15:43,642 But I am fucking pissed right now. 251 00:15:45,698 --> 00:15:47,332 You're pregnant. 252 00:15:47,332 --> 00:15:48,418 [Jimmy] What's going on? 253 00:15:48,418 --> 00:15:50,408 We're pregnant. (gentle music) 254 00:15:50,408 --> 00:15:52,136 We're having a baby? 255 00:15:52,136 --> 00:15:53,299 Harper's pregnant. 256 00:15:53,299 --> 00:15:54,216 No, we... 257 00:15:55,586 --> 00:15:57,087 We aren't. 258 00:15:57,087 --> 00:15:58,767 Remember I told you I didn't want this, 259 00:15:58,767 --> 00:16:00,558 not right now. 260 00:16:00,558 --> 00:16:02,039 (Jimmy chuckling) 261 00:16:02,039 --> 00:16:03,372 Hey, congrats. 262 00:16:04,517 --> 00:16:07,159 Yeah, I thought so too. 263 00:16:07,159 --> 00:16:10,798 But how can you dismiss my feelings on this so casually? 264 00:16:10,798 --> 00:16:13,146 That's not what Harper thinks. 265 00:16:13,146 --> 00:16:14,728 I could've lied and never told you, 266 00:16:14,728 --> 00:16:16,516 but you deserve more than that. 267 00:16:16,516 --> 00:16:17,857 This is gonna kill us. 268 00:16:17,857 --> 00:16:20,055 [Harper] It doesn't have to. 269 00:16:20,055 --> 00:16:21,746 You don't know what you're talking about. 270 00:16:21,746 --> 00:16:23,386 And you let her think you weren't coming back. 271 00:16:23,386 --> 00:16:25,386 It's your body, it's your choice. 272 00:16:25,386 --> 00:16:26,886 But it's our baby. 273 00:16:27,998 --> 00:16:29,081 I love you. 274 00:16:35,697 --> 00:16:38,030 Please don't kill my baby. 275 00:16:40,140 --> 00:16:40,973 [Jimmy] What are you gonna do 276 00:16:40,973 --> 00:16:43,390 if she don't change her mind? 277 00:16:44,827 --> 00:16:46,660 I don't know, Jimmy. 278 00:16:48,029 --> 00:16:49,696 I really don't know. 279 00:16:54,336 --> 00:16:56,669 You going back home today? 280 00:16:57,739 --> 00:16:58,669 I should. 281 00:16:58,669 --> 00:17:00,002 I know I should. 282 00:17:00,849 --> 00:17:03,016 I just don't trust myself. 283 00:17:11,867 --> 00:17:14,950 All right, I'll give you one night. 284 00:17:16,139 --> 00:17:19,472 Figure out what you're gonna do and say. 285 00:17:20,339 --> 00:17:21,756 On one condition. 286 00:17:25,059 --> 00:17:25,892 Call her. 287 00:17:27,450 --> 00:17:29,609 How do you do it? 288 00:17:29,609 --> 00:17:31,049 [Julie] How do you do what? 289 00:17:31,049 --> 00:17:31,882 Connect. 290 00:17:33,090 --> 00:17:36,420 Have you ever been afraid to connect so much 291 00:17:36,420 --> 00:17:39,337 that it hurt to be without someone? 292 00:17:40,332 --> 00:17:42,230 I'm not sure. 293 00:17:42,230 --> 00:17:43,399 I don't really wanna be afraid 294 00:17:43,399 --> 00:17:45,672 to face what's holding me back. 295 00:17:45,672 --> 00:17:47,811 [Julie] That's what we're here for. 296 00:17:47,811 --> 00:17:49,021 There's a card for the meetings. 297 00:17:49,021 --> 00:17:50,319 My number's on it. 298 00:17:50,319 --> 00:17:53,631 You can call me as long as I'm around. 299 00:17:53,631 --> 00:17:56,798 Here, let me give you my number too. 300 00:18:03,473 --> 00:18:04,806 Thanks, Jules. 301 00:18:06,190 --> 00:18:08,640 - Oh, hello. - Jimmy. 302 00:18:08,640 --> 00:18:10,091 How was group today? 303 00:18:10,091 --> 00:18:12,810 (Jimmy sighing) 304 00:18:12,810 --> 00:18:14,833 - Productive. - Hmm. 305 00:18:14,833 --> 00:18:17,034 I feel part of the group. 306 00:18:17,034 --> 00:18:19,951 Have you been able to sleep more? 307 00:18:21,941 --> 00:18:22,941 Thank you. 308 00:18:28,153 --> 00:18:30,153 Couple hours on and off. 309 00:18:31,669 --> 00:18:33,669 Night terrors, sweats? 310 00:18:36,712 --> 00:18:37,545 Yeah. 311 00:18:40,622 --> 00:18:44,266 [Dr. Cuffee] Are you ready to start? 312 00:18:44,266 --> 00:18:45,099 Okay. 313 00:18:47,782 --> 00:18:48,699 Lie back. 314 00:18:49,791 --> 00:18:53,660 Take a couple of deep breaths and relax. 315 00:18:53,660 --> 00:18:54,960 And tell me all about it. 316 00:18:54,960 --> 00:18:56,877 Start at the beginning. 317 00:19:00,371 --> 00:19:03,439 (Jimmy sighing) 318 00:19:03,439 --> 00:19:06,022 (gentle music) 319 00:19:13,240 --> 00:19:14,990 I wake up in a bed. 320 00:19:18,439 --> 00:19:19,844 But it's not mine. 321 00:19:19,844 --> 00:19:22,511 (anxious music) 322 00:19:25,620 --> 00:19:27,370 I'm in a girl's room. 323 00:19:28,496 --> 00:19:30,629 I don't recognize it. 324 00:19:30,629 --> 00:19:32,919 [Dr. Cuffee] Is anyone with you? 325 00:19:32,919 --> 00:19:34,752 No, no, no, not now. 326 00:19:35,918 --> 00:19:36,751 But... 327 00:19:42,770 --> 00:19:45,299 There's just something's not right. 328 00:19:45,299 --> 00:19:46,300 Something don't feel right. 329 00:19:46,300 --> 00:19:47,133 I, I... 330 00:19:48,709 --> 00:19:50,959 I can't pinpoint the cause. 331 00:19:54,538 --> 00:19:56,871 So I reached for my sidearm. 332 00:19:59,280 --> 00:20:03,113 God, they have shit at night, I can't find it. 333 00:20:05,137 --> 00:20:06,887 But I find my Ka-Bar. 334 00:20:09,556 --> 00:20:12,389 We're taking fire but I'm not hit. 335 00:20:14,491 --> 00:20:15,324 I... 336 00:20:17,223 --> 00:20:19,473 I duck and I close my eyes. 337 00:20:22,993 --> 00:20:24,632 (Jimmy panting) 338 00:20:24,632 --> 00:20:26,432 It's okay, Jimmy. 339 00:20:26,432 --> 00:20:28,842 You're in a safe place. 340 00:20:28,842 --> 00:20:32,954 Open your eyes and tell me what you see. 341 00:20:32,954 --> 00:20:36,524 (machine guns booming) 342 00:20:36,524 --> 00:20:38,024 I'm in hold ops. 343 00:20:41,072 --> 00:20:43,739 I can still hear bullets firing. 344 00:20:46,584 --> 00:20:49,834 They're firing things, not taking fire. 345 00:20:51,892 --> 00:20:53,802 (Jimmy panting) 346 00:20:53,802 --> 00:20:56,302 I wanna move, I've gotta move. 347 00:20:59,830 --> 00:21:01,747 I got unrestricted men. 348 00:21:02,693 --> 00:21:04,026 Just stand down. 349 00:21:05,921 --> 00:21:07,755 I've gotta... 350 00:21:07,755 --> 00:21:08,835 I need to do something. 351 00:21:08,835 --> 00:21:09,918 I've gotta... 352 00:21:12,582 --> 00:21:15,011 No one's listening to me. 353 00:21:15,011 --> 00:21:17,428 (gun firing) 354 00:21:27,532 --> 00:21:30,199 (Jimmy yelling) 355 00:21:31,372 --> 00:21:33,992 (Jimmy sighing) 356 00:21:33,992 --> 00:21:36,742 (Jimmy groaning) 357 00:21:41,964 --> 00:21:43,212 No more. 358 00:21:43,212 --> 00:21:44,765 You did good, Jimmy. 359 00:21:44,765 --> 00:21:46,552 You've made progress today. 360 00:21:46,552 --> 00:21:48,933 We finally left the bedroom. 361 00:21:48,933 --> 00:21:51,850 So tell me, how are things at home? 362 00:21:54,044 --> 00:21:54,877 Fine. 363 00:21:58,166 --> 00:22:00,034 [Dr. Cuffee] How are you feeling about the baby? 364 00:22:00,034 --> 00:22:02,212 Are you still overwhelmed? 365 00:22:02,212 --> 00:22:03,962 No, no, not that... 366 00:22:06,876 --> 00:22:08,626 I don't know anymore. 367 00:22:09,483 --> 00:22:11,134 You know. 368 00:22:11,134 --> 00:22:15,717 It's hard to explain but over there things were simple. 369 00:22:19,804 --> 00:22:21,745 Like the Commander would say, 370 00:22:21,745 --> 00:22:23,662 "Interrogate a target." 371 00:22:24,753 --> 00:22:25,586 Done. 372 00:22:29,635 --> 00:22:31,803 Or "Disable a vehicle." 373 00:22:31,803 --> 00:22:32,636 I did it. 374 00:22:36,656 --> 00:22:39,573 But this thing I'm going through... 375 00:22:44,376 --> 00:22:45,209 A baby? 376 00:22:47,555 --> 00:22:48,388 What? 377 00:22:51,377 --> 00:22:53,294 That shit ain't simple. 378 00:22:54,326 --> 00:22:55,243 You know... 379 00:22:57,899 --> 00:23:01,816 There's all kinds of complex shit to deal with. 380 00:23:04,708 --> 00:23:07,241 I'm a little unconventional. 381 00:23:07,241 --> 00:23:09,123 I'm gonna tell you something that helped my husband 382 00:23:09,123 --> 00:23:11,053 when he came back. 383 00:23:11,053 --> 00:23:12,886 Try going out dancing. 384 00:23:18,794 --> 00:23:19,653 Dancing? 385 00:23:19,653 --> 00:23:21,494 Uh-huh, dancing. 386 00:23:21,494 --> 00:23:25,005 It's reclaiming that trust and harmony in a relationship. 387 00:23:25,005 --> 00:23:27,853 A couple that sways together stays together. 388 00:23:27,853 --> 00:23:30,656 You know, you should check it out. 389 00:23:30,656 --> 00:23:32,684 But don't make it a therapy thing. 390 00:23:32,684 --> 00:23:33,693 Go with some others from group 391 00:23:33,693 --> 00:23:36,360 and try to get your groove back. 392 00:23:43,726 --> 00:23:45,525 And this is gonna help me how? 393 00:23:45,525 --> 00:23:46,553 Give it a try. 394 00:23:46,553 --> 00:23:48,275 It won't hurt you. 395 00:23:48,275 --> 00:23:52,013 You know, sometimes it's the journey 396 00:23:52,013 --> 00:23:56,013 and not the destination that helps you the most. 397 00:23:58,845 --> 00:23:59,845 All right. 398 00:24:03,615 --> 00:24:05,115 Hey. 399 00:24:05,115 --> 00:24:07,216 Where you being? 400 00:24:07,216 --> 00:24:09,214 I went to this EA meeting. 401 00:24:09,214 --> 00:24:12,185 It's supposed to help with my anxiety and whatnot. 402 00:24:12,185 --> 00:24:13,719 Why do you even bother wasting your time 403 00:24:13,719 --> 00:24:16,069 with that bullshit? 404 00:24:16,069 --> 00:24:17,838 You're fine. 405 00:24:17,838 --> 00:24:20,421 There's nothing wrong with you. 406 00:24:21,532 --> 00:24:25,032 So what do you talk about in this meeting? 407 00:24:26,092 --> 00:24:27,741 Nothing. 408 00:24:27,741 --> 00:24:30,991 I didn't say anything, I just listened. 409 00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:33,900 Cool, all right. 410 00:24:37,038 --> 00:24:39,621 (gentle music) 411 00:25:08,542 --> 00:25:11,209 (door clicking) 412 00:25:23,132 --> 00:25:23,965 [Patty] Hi. 413 00:25:23,965 --> 00:25:26,192 Julie, this is Patty at Spencer Oncology. 414 00:25:26,192 --> 00:25:28,334 I just wanted to let you know that we're still waiting 415 00:25:28,334 --> 00:25:31,081 for you to make an appointment to go over your lab results. 416 00:25:31,081 --> 00:25:34,014 Can you give us a call back? 417 00:25:34,014 --> 00:25:36,591 (cellular phone beeping) 418 00:25:36,591 --> 00:25:39,591 [Andrew] Hey, Jules, call me back. 419 00:25:43,313 --> 00:25:44,968 (cellular phone beeping) 420 00:25:44,968 --> 00:25:47,761 Jules, listen, you can't just spring something like 421 00:25:47,761 --> 00:25:50,418 that on someone and walk away. 422 00:25:50,418 --> 00:25:52,699 That's not fair to you or me. 423 00:25:52,699 --> 00:25:53,782 Call me back. 424 00:26:01,111 --> 00:26:02,830 (cellular phone beeping) 425 00:26:02,830 --> 00:26:05,631 Jules, please call me back. 426 00:26:05,631 --> 00:26:06,951 You're my best friend. 427 00:26:06,951 --> 00:26:10,059 Whatever you're going through, I'm gonna be there for you. 428 00:26:10,059 --> 00:26:11,398 You know this. 429 00:26:11,398 --> 00:26:12,832 I love you. 430 00:26:12,832 --> 00:26:17,101 Call me back. (Julie sobbing) 431 00:26:17,101 --> 00:26:19,684 (Julie crying) 432 00:26:22,287 --> 00:26:24,301 (patrons quietly chattering) 433 00:26:24,301 --> 00:26:25,837 It's really deep. 434 00:26:25,837 --> 00:26:26,670 (friends laughing) 435 00:26:26,670 --> 00:26:27,872 All right, just like when we were at school, all right. 436 00:26:27,872 --> 00:26:28,705 All right, let's do it. 437 00:26:28,705 --> 00:26:30,038 One, two, three. 438 00:26:33,762 --> 00:26:34,595 Got him. 439 00:26:35,454 --> 00:26:37,491 Okay, we're gonna have to redo that one. 440 00:26:37,491 --> 00:26:39,247 Hey, can we get another one? 441 00:26:39,247 --> 00:26:41,561 All right, one more round. 442 00:26:41,561 --> 00:26:43,710 [Shawn] Oh, man, these got bigger. 443 00:26:43,710 --> 00:26:46,389 [Neil] Oh, ball and chain's back. 444 00:26:46,389 --> 00:26:47,892 What are you doing? 445 00:26:47,892 --> 00:26:49,635 Hey, don't worry about it, boss-lady, 446 00:26:49,635 --> 00:26:52,530 we're just having a good time. 447 00:26:52,530 --> 00:26:55,613 You can't drink away your problems. 448 00:27:13,701 --> 00:27:16,868 Obviously, 'cause you're still here. 449 00:27:22,091 --> 00:27:23,419 (Neil chuckling) 450 00:27:23,419 --> 00:27:26,231 We're gonna need another round, please. 451 00:27:26,231 --> 00:27:27,564 Make that two. 452 00:27:29,581 --> 00:27:30,960 No, I'm not doing this right now. 453 00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:32,748 I need a night to think and I can't do that 454 00:27:32,748 --> 00:27:34,299 with you in my ear. 455 00:27:34,299 --> 00:27:36,132 I'll be home tomorrow. 456 00:27:42,139 --> 00:27:44,301 I'm sorry about that. 457 00:27:44,301 --> 00:27:45,492 Here, for you. 458 00:27:45,492 --> 00:27:47,240 Thank you. 459 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:49,550 You think I couldn't handle a few arguments. 460 00:27:49,550 --> 00:27:52,322 I'm engaged to a veteran with PTSD. 461 00:27:52,322 --> 00:27:55,248 (both chuckling) 462 00:27:55,248 --> 00:27:58,171 You're arguing about something pretty heavy. 463 00:27:58,171 --> 00:27:59,970 You wanna talk about it? 464 00:27:59,970 --> 00:28:04,279 Especially if you need a whole day to mull it over. 465 00:28:04,279 --> 00:28:05,946 Harper's pregnant. 466 00:28:07,139 --> 00:28:08,779 Well? 467 00:28:08,779 --> 00:28:10,400 You're not ready? 468 00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:12,000 No, that's not it. 469 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,400 I want the baby, but she doesn't. 470 00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:16,944 And I have no say and I feel like 471 00:28:16,944 --> 00:28:19,550 she's not considering my feelings. 472 00:28:19,550 --> 00:28:20,929 Hmm. 473 00:28:20,929 --> 00:28:22,512 That must be tough. 474 00:28:23,818 --> 00:28:25,469 Well, you take all the time you need 475 00:28:25,469 --> 00:28:28,142 to think about things, all right? 476 00:28:28,142 --> 00:28:29,912 Jimmy and I are here for you. 477 00:28:29,912 --> 00:28:30,745 Thanks. 478 00:28:34,350 --> 00:28:35,183 Hi. 479 00:28:37,192 --> 00:28:38,701 How's he doing? 480 00:28:38,701 --> 00:28:40,451 He's getting there. 481 00:28:42,100 --> 00:28:43,351 Goodnight. 482 00:28:43,351 --> 00:28:44,910 Goodnight. 483 00:28:44,910 --> 00:28:47,743 Goodnight, Avery, get some rest. 484 00:28:55,051 --> 00:28:57,884 Chance, what are you doing here? 485 00:29:00,372 --> 00:29:02,510 I've been drinking and I can't drive 486 00:29:02,510 --> 00:29:04,843 and you're the closest walk. 487 00:29:05,912 --> 00:29:07,562 I think you should go. 488 00:29:07,562 --> 00:29:09,882 - I'll call you a cab. - Save your money. 489 00:29:09,882 --> 00:29:11,351 I'll just sleep it off on the couch 490 00:29:11,351 --> 00:29:15,268 and I'll just leave first thing in the morning. 491 00:29:16,653 --> 00:29:18,671 You're not welcome here, Chance. 492 00:29:18,671 --> 00:29:21,182 Take the money leave. 493 00:29:21,182 --> 00:29:23,222 Since when did you start living here? 494 00:29:23,222 --> 00:29:25,161 He's helping me with bills. 495 00:29:25,161 --> 00:29:27,849 Kind of hit a rough spot. 496 00:29:27,849 --> 00:29:30,673 Look, my car is parked at the bar. 497 00:29:30,673 --> 00:29:32,780 I'll just sleep it off on the couch 498 00:29:32,780 --> 00:29:35,453 and first thing in the morning, I'll be gone. 499 00:29:35,453 --> 00:29:37,282 Save your money. 500 00:29:37,282 --> 00:29:38,520 Good night. 501 00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:40,187 You piece of shit. 502 00:29:44,062 --> 00:29:45,312 Lock your door. 503 00:29:46,230 --> 00:29:48,063 Scream if you need me. 504 00:30:04,150 --> 00:30:07,150 (Rebekah screaming) 505 00:30:08,910 --> 00:30:11,823 (Jimmy groaning) 506 00:30:11,823 --> 00:30:14,490 (anxious music) 507 00:30:17,923 --> 00:30:19,615 You're safe, you're safe. 508 00:30:19,615 --> 00:30:20,773 I've got you. 509 00:30:20,773 --> 00:30:22,547 (Rebekah groaning) (Jimmy yelling) 510 00:30:22,547 --> 00:30:24,363 I've got you. 511 00:30:24,363 --> 00:30:26,946 (gentle music) 512 00:30:28,494 --> 00:30:31,192 (door creaking) 513 00:30:31,192 --> 00:30:34,025 (Rebekah sobbing) 514 00:30:39,474 --> 00:30:40,307 How long? 515 00:30:43,841 --> 00:30:47,102 Since he found out I was pregnant. 516 00:30:47,102 --> 00:30:48,501 Why haven't you said anything? 517 00:30:48,501 --> 00:30:49,334 I... 518 00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:57,359 He doesn't even know it's happening. 519 00:30:57,359 --> 00:31:00,526 Tonight it's the worst it's ever been. 520 00:31:02,871 --> 00:31:06,522 I gave him something to help him sleep tonight. 521 00:31:06,522 --> 00:31:10,189 He usually wakes up before it gets that bad. 522 00:31:11,209 --> 00:31:12,209 Something... 523 00:31:13,810 --> 00:31:16,948 Something is bottled up inside of him 524 00:31:16,948 --> 00:31:19,698 and he hasn't figured it out yet. 525 00:31:23,371 --> 00:31:27,788 I don't know what to do, but I don't wanna leave him. 526 00:31:30,082 --> 00:31:32,081 I hate to think of what would've happened 527 00:31:32,081 --> 00:31:34,700 if I hadn't been staying here tonight. 528 00:31:34,700 --> 00:31:37,367 (anxious music) 529 00:31:39,561 --> 00:31:41,311 You have to tell him. 530 00:31:42,670 --> 00:31:43,503 How? 531 00:31:45,831 --> 00:31:50,081 He'll hate himself even worse than he already does. 532 00:31:51,757 --> 00:31:53,590 Please don't tell him. 533 00:31:54,738 --> 00:31:57,879 He can't fix what he doesn't know is happening. 534 00:31:57,879 --> 00:31:59,558 Think about your baby. 535 00:31:59,558 --> 00:32:01,391 What if I wasn't here? 536 00:32:02,678 --> 00:32:04,938 You go on to bed, it's okay, 537 00:32:04,938 --> 00:32:08,090 I'm fine, don't worry about me. 538 00:32:08,090 --> 00:32:09,757 I'll figured it out. 539 00:32:11,698 --> 00:32:14,365 If you don't tell him, I will. 540 00:32:26,091 --> 00:32:27,758 [Chance] Hey, hey. 541 00:32:28,985 --> 00:32:30,485 Wakey, wakey, sis. 542 00:32:31,957 --> 00:32:33,696 How'd you get into my room? 543 00:32:33,696 --> 00:32:34,529 Please. 544 00:32:35,646 --> 00:32:38,234 Why the hell would you go into a locked room? 545 00:32:38,234 --> 00:32:39,685 Why the fuck would you wanna lock your door 546 00:32:39,685 --> 00:32:41,576 from your own brother? 547 00:32:41,576 --> 00:32:43,645 Is it because of Victor? 548 00:32:43,645 --> 00:32:46,226 I just prefer enjoying my personal space. 549 00:32:46,226 --> 00:32:47,407 That's all. 550 00:32:47,407 --> 00:32:49,964 Okay, I can give you your personal space 551 00:32:49,964 --> 00:32:51,734 but I just wanted to thank my baby sister 552 00:32:51,734 --> 00:32:55,522 with breakfast in bed for letting me crash on the couch. 553 00:32:55,522 --> 00:32:59,832 It's kinda hard to do that when you lock your door. 554 00:32:59,832 --> 00:33:02,665 There's more where that came from. 555 00:33:09,385 --> 00:33:11,512 (door knocking) 556 00:33:11,512 --> 00:33:12,762 Good morning! 557 00:33:16,711 --> 00:33:18,150 You want some? 558 00:33:18,150 --> 00:33:19,500 [Shawn] No, no, no, no I don't want. 559 00:33:19,500 --> 00:33:20,849 You sure you don't want some, man? 560 00:33:20,849 --> 00:33:22,548 Yeah, no, I'm good. 561 00:33:22,548 --> 00:33:23,687 You know what? 562 00:33:23,687 --> 00:33:26,271 I bet all your shit's out on the streets. 563 00:33:26,271 --> 00:33:27,104 All of it. 564 00:33:27,104 --> 00:33:27,937 Gone. 565 00:33:27,937 --> 00:33:30,480 I bet all my money on it. 566 00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:33,943 Dude, you're broke, man, what are you talking about? 567 00:33:33,943 --> 00:33:37,530 Dude, you totally let Ellie have it last night. 568 00:33:37,530 --> 00:33:38,363 What? 569 00:33:40,089 --> 00:33:41,650 What did I say? 570 00:33:41,650 --> 00:33:45,663 Let's see, only that you were drinking your problems away 571 00:33:45,663 --> 00:33:48,002 and that she was still there. 572 00:33:48,002 --> 00:33:49,253 You get it? 573 00:33:49,253 --> 00:33:51,915 You called your lady a problem, dude. 574 00:33:51,915 --> 00:33:55,322 Phew, your ass is totally in the shitter. 575 00:33:55,322 --> 00:33:56,155 Fuck. 576 00:33:58,491 --> 00:33:59,554 [Neil] What are you still drunk? 577 00:33:59,554 --> 00:34:01,887 No, I think I'm hung over. 578 00:34:03,542 --> 00:34:05,153 Don't sweat it, man. 579 00:34:05,153 --> 00:34:07,486 Come on, you don't need her. 580 00:34:14,462 --> 00:34:16,833 Yeah, I know you like cherry pie 581 00:34:16,833 --> 00:34:17,881 but what about cherry juice 582 00:34:17,881 --> 00:34:20,771 'cause it's supposed to be real good to help you sleep. 583 00:34:20,771 --> 00:34:21,771 All right. 584 00:34:22,913 --> 00:34:23,746 I'll try. 585 00:34:25,424 --> 00:34:26,257 Hungry? 586 00:34:27,383 --> 00:34:29,216 [Avery] Looks great. 587 00:34:37,139 --> 00:34:38,783 Seriously, Chance, you should've 588 00:34:38,783 --> 00:34:41,394 just taken a cab and got out. 589 00:34:41,394 --> 00:34:42,941 Why? 590 00:34:42,941 --> 00:34:45,942 You don't wanna hang with your big brother? 591 00:34:45,942 --> 00:34:48,273 I barely see you anymore. 592 00:34:48,273 --> 00:34:50,702 Not since Vic moved in. 593 00:34:50,702 --> 00:34:53,880 I don't know, Chance, I just feel weird around you. 594 00:34:53,880 --> 00:34:56,210 I really need you to leave. 595 00:34:56,210 --> 00:34:58,970 I started getting these awful panic attacks 596 00:34:58,970 --> 00:35:01,223 and I went to a therapist. 597 00:35:01,223 --> 00:35:05,312 They think it has something to do with a childhood trauma. 598 00:35:05,312 --> 00:35:07,750 I think it may have something to do with you. 599 00:35:07,750 --> 00:35:10,151 What the fuck you talking about? 600 00:35:10,151 --> 00:35:13,068 I'm saying, I think you raped me. 601 00:35:16,149 --> 00:35:18,633 What the fuck are you talking about? 602 00:35:18,633 --> 00:35:20,302 I never touched you. 603 00:35:20,302 --> 00:35:24,719 This the first I'm hearing about anything about rape. 604 00:35:26,728 --> 00:35:30,141 Look, I never touched you, okay. 605 00:35:30,141 --> 00:35:31,838 You're my baby sister. 606 00:35:31,838 --> 00:35:33,188 We're family. 607 00:35:33,188 --> 00:35:34,669 That's disgusting. 608 00:35:34,669 --> 00:35:36,140 Family? 609 00:35:36,140 --> 00:35:40,050 The kind of family where you over drunk off your ass? 610 00:35:40,050 --> 00:35:41,861 You broke into my room, Chance. 611 00:35:41,861 --> 00:35:44,047 Who the fuck does that? 612 00:35:44,047 --> 00:35:46,029 Are you fucking serious? 613 00:35:46,029 --> 00:35:47,890 You're kidding me, right? 614 00:35:47,890 --> 00:35:48,919 You're my baby sister. 615 00:35:48,919 --> 00:35:50,607 I love you. 616 00:35:50,607 --> 00:35:51,669 I wanna know who raped you. 617 00:35:51,669 --> 00:35:53,869 'Cause I swear to God it wasn't me, sis. 618 00:35:53,869 --> 00:35:55,619 And I'll fuck him up. 619 00:35:56,969 --> 00:35:58,910 You should just leave, man. 620 00:35:58,910 --> 00:36:00,742 What's your deal here, Victor? 621 00:36:00,742 --> 00:36:01,575 Huh? 622 00:36:01,575 --> 00:36:03,488 She said, she wants you to leave. 623 00:36:03,488 --> 00:36:05,572 So get the fuck out, man. 624 00:36:05,572 --> 00:36:07,739 Please, Chance, just go. 625 00:36:08,863 --> 00:36:10,660 This isn't over, sis. 626 00:36:10,660 --> 00:36:12,741 I'm gonna leave, but I swear to you, 627 00:36:12,741 --> 00:36:14,571 I'm gonna find out who hurt you. 628 00:36:14,571 --> 00:36:15,654 We're family. 629 00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:19,411 I'm just so confused. 630 00:36:19,411 --> 00:36:20,244 Faith? 631 00:36:22,418 --> 00:36:24,668 Don't you fucking touch me. 632 00:36:28,591 --> 00:36:29,424 Hey? 633 00:36:30,930 --> 00:36:31,763 It's okay. 634 00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:33,473 I got you. 635 00:36:34,660 --> 00:36:37,160 No one else is gonna hurt you. 636 00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:41,997 I think we need to get you a restraining order. 637 00:36:45,321 --> 00:36:46,821 You gonna be okay? 638 00:36:58,641 --> 00:36:59,724 Hey, Jules. 639 00:37:01,021 --> 00:37:02,521 Can you come over? 640 00:37:03,819 --> 00:37:05,588 - Hey, man, you good? - No, man. 641 00:37:05,588 --> 00:37:08,468 I don't wanna deal with your bullshit right now, okay? 642 00:37:08,468 --> 00:37:10,437 I gotta find a way to fix shit with my girl. 643 00:37:10,437 --> 00:37:12,278 Yeah, that's not what you said last night. 644 00:37:12,278 --> 00:37:13,499 I know, all right. 645 00:37:13,499 --> 00:37:15,349 You keep reminding me. 646 00:37:15,349 --> 00:37:17,819 Dude, she's my everything, man. 647 00:37:17,819 --> 00:37:19,568 I'm lost without her. 648 00:37:19,568 --> 00:37:20,601 It's no big deal, bro. 649 00:37:20,601 --> 00:37:23,198 She's a fucking dick-blanket. 650 00:37:23,198 --> 00:37:25,948 Don't ever say that, all right? 651 00:37:29,567 --> 00:37:30,400 Goddammit. 652 00:37:36,460 --> 00:37:38,127 How did you sleep? 653 00:37:40,292 --> 00:37:41,459 Not too bad. 654 00:37:42,849 --> 00:37:44,182 No nightmares? 655 00:37:45,318 --> 00:37:46,901 What's it to you? 656 00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:53,611 It's a nice scarf, Becca. 657 00:37:53,611 --> 00:37:57,451 But isn't it a little fancy for breakfast? 658 00:37:57,451 --> 00:37:58,589 Thank you. 659 00:37:58,589 --> 00:38:03,589 I was just putting together a little something something. 660 00:38:03,900 --> 00:38:05,230 I'm headed out soon. 661 00:38:05,230 --> 00:38:08,652 Let me help you with that plate. 662 00:38:08,652 --> 00:38:11,520 Don't you have something to tell Jimmy? 663 00:38:11,520 --> 00:38:12,770 Tell me what? 664 00:38:20,421 --> 00:38:21,551 Is there something going on with you too, 665 00:38:21,551 --> 00:38:23,718 - I need to know about? - No. 666 00:38:26,839 --> 00:38:28,839 It's not what you think. 667 00:38:31,860 --> 00:38:34,212 I know you think you're getting better, man, 668 00:38:34,212 --> 00:38:35,462 but you're not. 669 00:38:36,702 --> 00:38:39,482 You had a nightmare last night. 670 00:38:39,482 --> 00:38:42,573 I found you choking Rebekah. 671 00:38:42,573 --> 00:38:46,823 Rebekah show him. (worrisome music) 672 00:39:01,582 --> 00:39:04,665 (Rebekah whimpering) 673 00:39:05,500 --> 00:39:06,583 I did this? 674 00:39:07,691 --> 00:39:10,358 Why would you hide this from me? 675 00:39:12,141 --> 00:39:13,474 Baby, I'm sorry. 676 00:39:15,961 --> 00:39:18,389 It was never this serious. 677 00:39:18,389 --> 00:39:22,032 Sometimes it's just, it's just knee jerks 678 00:39:22,032 --> 00:39:24,372 or wailing your arms. 679 00:39:24,372 --> 00:39:25,881 Screaming. 680 00:39:25,881 --> 00:39:28,298 It's never been this serious. 681 00:39:33,151 --> 00:39:35,734 I need to get some fresh air. 682 00:39:40,403 --> 00:39:44,570 Let me grab my things, I'll get out of your way. 683 00:39:48,733 --> 00:39:49,733 Oh my god. 684 00:39:55,150 --> 00:39:58,680 So as you can see, I managed our finances. 685 00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:01,332 We wouldn't be where we are today if it weren't for me. 686 00:40:01,332 --> 00:40:03,615 He had me on an allowance, like I was a teenager. 687 00:40:03,615 --> 00:40:04,954 You spend money like a teenager. 688 00:40:04,954 --> 00:40:06,395 I earned money, like an adult. 689 00:40:06,395 --> 00:40:09,671 (chuckles) No, I earn money like an adult, 690 00:40:09,671 --> 00:40:11,995 long before she earned anything. 691 00:40:11,995 --> 00:40:14,084 Plus it didn't cost me money to make money. 692 00:40:14,084 --> 00:40:16,142 What about you and your fancy art? 693 00:40:16,142 --> 00:40:17,643 Did you ever earn any of your money back? 694 00:40:17,643 --> 00:40:19,245 We were supposed to be a team 695 00:40:19,245 --> 00:40:20,403 and you treated me like a child. 696 00:40:20,403 --> 00:40:22,754 I had no privacy, nothing was mine. 697 00:40:22,754 --> 00:40:24,182 You read my personal emails. 698 00:40:24,182 --> 00:40:25,015 You went through my phone. 699 00:40:25,015 --> 00:40:26,823 I had no respect. 700 00:40:26,823 --> 00:40:28,193 It's my computer. 701 00:40:28,193 --> 00:40:29,691 No, it's our computer, Zane. 702 00:40:29,691 --> 00:40:30,753 You see, that's your problem. 703 00:40:30,753 --> 00:40:32,552 Everything is mine, mine, mine. 704 00:40:32,552 --> 00:40:34,164 It's supposed to be our computer, 705 00:40:34,164 --> 00:40:36,581 our house, our car, our kids. 706 00:40:37,525 --> 00:40:39,695 You have the stipulation on the things that you bought 707 00:40:39,695 --> 00:40:42,014 but you don't seem to realize I helped buy those things too. 708 00:40:42,014 --> 00:40:45,748 Okay, I'd like for us to focus on what we need to resolve 709 00:40:45,748 --> 00:40:47,356 and if you're not able to do that 710 00:40:47,356 --> 00:40:49,347 perhaps we should do a split mediation. 711 00:40:49,347 --> 00:40:50,180 It's her. 712 00:40:50,180 --> 00:40:51,886 She moves around from subject to subject. 713 00:40:51,886 --> 00:40:54,226 How can I focus on answering a single question? 714 00:40:54,226 --> 00:40:56,914 If it wasn't about whose things are who's, Carly, 715 00:40:56,914 --> 00:40:58,216 why are we here? 716 00:40:58,216 --> 00:40:59,079 I can't believe you're trying 717 00:40:59,079 --> 00:41:00,736 to justify your behavior right now. 718 00:41:00,736 --> 00:41:01,569 Well, there's a difference 719 00:41:01,569 --> 00:41:03,697 between helping buy and helping spend. 720 00:41:03,697 --> 00:41:04,530 Yeah. 721 00:41:04,530 --> 00:41:05,363 And there's a difference 722 00:41:05,363 --> 00:41:07,966 between being a man and being an ass. 723 00:41:07,966 --> 00:41:10,893 So if we're not going to do a split mediation, 724 00:41:10,893 --> 00:41:13,571 maybe it would be healthy for the conversation right now 725 00:41:13,571 --> 00:41:15,009 to take a short break. 726 00:41:15,009 --> 00:41:17,068 I can't keep up with you and these fucking tangents. 727 00:41:17,068 --> 00:41:19,318 Let me just break it down for you. 728 00:41:19,318 --> 00:41:22,401 You bought books, food, art supplies. 729 00:41:23,451 --> 00:41:24,960 Did you get your hair done? 730 00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:26,998 Did you get your nails done? 731 00:41:26,998 --> 00:41:28,169 Okay, Zane. 732 00:41:28,169 --> 00:41:29,002 You wanna break it down? 733 00:41:29,002 --> 00:41:30,048 Let's break it down. 734 00:41:30,048 --> 00:41:32,948 You wanna know what I was doing while you were out working? 735 00:41:32,948 --> 00:41:34,660 I was raising the kids. 736 00:41:34,660 --> 00:41:35,650 I was cleaning the house. 737 00:41:35,650 --> 00:41:37,049 I was taking in the practices. 738 00:41:37,049 --> 00:41:38,141 I was watching their games, 739 00:41:38,141 --> 00:41:39,621 signing their permission slips. 740 00:41:39,621 --> 00:41:40,899 Because by the time you got home, 741 00:41:40,899 --> 00:41:42,568 they were already in bed. 742 00:41:42,568 --> 00:41:45,211 Yeah, I was the one cooking for them and cooking for you 743 00:41:45,211 --> 00:41:47,159 and you wanna call it your house? 744 00:41:47,159 --> 00:41:49,588 The computer that we shared is yours? 745 00:41:49,588 --> 00:41:52,827 I'm not entitled to anything? 746 00:41:52,827 --> 00:41:54,270 You know what, Zane? 747 00:41:54,270 --> 00:41:55,660 I'll drop all of this. 748 00:41:55,660 --> 00:42:00,160 If you can give me the name of Raquel's favorite band. 749 00:42:03,410 --> 00:42:06,861 (scoffs) Exactly. 750 00:42:06,861 --> 00:42:08,187 Fuck you, Zane. 751 00:42:08,187 --> 00:42:09,020 Yeah, you know what? 752 00:42:09,020 --> 00:42:11,638 I've made a lot of mistakes and I can admit my wrong 753 00:42:11,638 --> 00:42:12,730 but maybe you need some glasses 754 00:42:12,730 --> 00:42:16,147 because you sure as shit can't see yours. 755 00:42:19,069 --> 00:42:21,379 It sounds like you might need that split mediation. 756 00:42:21,379 --> 00:42:23,318 And I'd like to recommend that you reconsider some 757 00:42:23,318 --> 00:42:24,900 of the terms in the paperwork. 758 00:42:24,900 --> 00:42:27,650 Or this might get a little messy. 759 00:42:30,423 --> 00:42:32,072 [Faith] He broke into my room. 760 00:42:32,072 --> 00:42:33,952 Okay, we need to call the police. 761 00:42:33,952 --> 00:42:35,119 No we don't. 762 00:42:36,074 --> 00:42:38,821 Well, if we're not calling the police 763 00:42:38,821 --> 00:42:41,072 you need to start explaining. 764 00:42:41,072 --> 00:42:42,303 All right. 765 00:42:42,303 --> 00:42:43,754 It's my brother. 766 00:42:43,754 --> 00:42:45,681 Your brother? 767 00:42:45,681 --> 00:42:47,598 Did something happened? 768 00:42:49,103 --> 00:42:53,251 I think you need to start from the beginning. 769 00:42:53,251 --> 00:42:55,393 It started happening a year ago. 770 00:42:55,393 --> 00:42:58,983 Around the same time my Uncle Victor moved in. 771 00:42:58,983 --> 00:43:02,150 These awful nightmares, panic attacks. 772 00:43:03,182 --> 00:43:06,954 This pain in my chest, like I can't breathe. 773 00:43:06,954 --> 00:43:09,081 My Uncle Victor found me a therapist. 774 00:43:09,081 --> 00:43:12,729 Well, a hypnotherapist to help me. 775 00:43:12,729 --> 00:43:17,729 Turns out I'm suppressing something major from my childhood. 776 00:43:17,856 --> 00:43:19,778 We were able to recover some memories 777 00:43:19,778 --> 00:43:21,878 that I've blocked up but the details 778 00:43:21,878 --> 00:43:23,961 are still a little fuzzy. 779 00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:29,590 What kind of memories are you blocking out? 780 00:43:29,590 --> 00:43:30,840 I'm not sure. 781 00:43:32,089 --> 00:43:34,257 I remember bits and pieces. 782 00:43:34,257 --> 00:43:36,898 Like being really happy at a birthday, 783 00:43:36,898 --> 00:43:39,330 but then the memory goes dark. 784 00:43:39,330 --> 00:43:44,247 Or riding in the car and then feeling really uncomfortable. 785 00:43:45,096 --> 00:43:47,528 I went to give my uncle a hug the other day 786 00:43:47,528 --> 00:43:50,682 and even his deodorant made my stomach turn. 787 00:43:50,682 --> 00:43:53,086 Where does your brother fit into all this? 788 00:43:53,086 --> 00:43:54,407 According to my therapist, all 789 00:43:54,407 --> 00:43:57,448 of these experiences point to my brother. 790 00:43:57,448 --> 00:44:01,340 The deodorant, the car trips, the birthdays. 791 00:44:01,340 --> 00:44:04,505 Does your brother wear the same deodorant as your uncle? 792 00:44:04,505 --> 00:44:05,338 Maybe. 793 00:44:06,583 --> 00:44:07,978 I don't know. 794 00:44:07,978 --> 00:44:10,413 Still trying to figure it all out. 795 00:44:10,413 --> 00:44:11,913 Hey, who's this? 796 00:44:13,185 --> 00:44:14,211 I'm her Uncle Vic. 797 00:44:14,211 --> 00:44:15,786 Oh. 798 00:44:15,786 --> 00:44:16,619 Hey, Victor. 799 00:44:16,619 --> 00:44:17,905 This is Julie. 800 00:44:17,905 --> 00:44:19,973 Her an I met when I was out the other day. 801 00:44:19,973 --> 00:44:21,253 That's nice. 802 00:44:21,253 --> 00:44:24,075 What are you beautiful ladies talking about today? 803 00:44:24,075 --> 00:44:24,908 Nothing. 804 00:44:24,908 --> 00:44:26,214 Just personal stuff. 805 00:44:26,214 --> 00:44:29,964 Well, can I get you anything to drink or eat? 806 00:44:29,964 --> 00:44:31,343 - No. - We're fine here. 807 00:44:31,343 --> 00:44:32,176 Thanks. 808 00:44:32,176 --> 00:44:33,811 I was actually on my way out. 809 00:44:33,811 --> 00:44:34,644 - So. - Okay. 810 00:44:38,103 --> 00:44:41,545 Okay, Faith, I just sent you Dr. Cuffee's number, 811 00:44:41,545 --> 00:44:43,452 she's an amazing therapist. 812 00:44:43,452 --> 00:44:47,292 Super sweet and her first sessions are usually free. 813 00:44:47,292 --> 00:44:48,735 So just give her a call. 814 00:44:48,735 --> 00:44:51,315 See if she can fit you in. 815 00:44:51,315 --> 00:44:54,636 I feel like I'm always getting numbers from you. 816 00:44:54,636 --> 00:44:56,969 We always help each other. 817 00:45:08,344 --> 00:45:10,094 Come on, let me in. 818 00:45:15,374 --> 00:45:18,374 (car door thudding) 819 00:45:20,375 --> 00:45:23,025 Dude, I think you should call her. 820 00:45:23,025 --> 00:45:24,337 Rebekah? 821 00:45:24,337 --> 00:45:26,004 No, the therapist. 822 00:45:29,256 --> 00:45:30,978 You wanted to improve things with Rebekah 823 00:45:30,978 --> 00:45:32,978 and you're not really mad at her, 824 00:45:32,978 --> 00:45:35,584 you're mad at yourself. 825 00:45:35,584 --> 00:45:39,084 Maybe this will push you in your sessions. 826 00:45:40,364 --> 00:45:41,366 Raquel is so cute. 827 00:45:41,366 --> 00:45:45,304 She has made me this list of like different outfits 828 00:45:45,304 --> 00:45:48,207 she wants me to wear (laughs). 829 00:45:48,207 --> 00:45:49,745 Depending on the guys she's like... 830 00:45:49,745 --> 00:45:51,392 That's so like her. 831 00:45:51,392 --> 00:45:52,462 I know, she's like, "Okay, mom, 832 00:45:52,462 --> 00:45:56,100 "this is what you wear for this date." 833 00:45:56,100 --> 00:45:56,982 I don't know where she gets it. 834 00:45:56,982 --> 00:45:59,744 - Fashion and stuff. - I know. 835 00:45:59,744 --> 00:46:00,995 (cellular phone ringing) 836 00:46:00,995 --> 00:46:03,828 I wonder where she gets it from? 837 00:46:13,174 --> 00:46:15,252 What do you want? 838 00:46:15,252 --> 00:46:18,053 No, that's not part of the agreement. 839 00:46:18,053 --> 00:46:20,886 I already agreed to the mediation. 840 00:46:21,732 --> 00:46:23,594 Zane, we're not doing this right now. 841 00:46:23,594 --> 00:46:25,063 I can't do this. 842 00:46:25,063 --> 00:46:26,372 Goodbye, Zane. 843 00:46:26,372 --> 00:46:27,205 Goodbye. 844 00:46:31,347 --> 00:46:33,866 Zane up to his normal dickhead ways? 845 00:46:33,866 --> 00:46:35,116 [Carly] Yeah. 846 00:46:36,003 --> 00:46:37,670 You gonna be okay? 847 00:46:39,468 --> 00:46:40,968 Yeah, I'll live. 848 00:46:42,777 --> 00:46:43,924 Let's talk about you. 849 00:46:43,924 --> 00:46:44,757 No. 850 00:46:44,757 --> 00:46:49,258 Have you decided if you're gonna get treatment? 851 00:46:49,258 --> 00:46:51,696 Okay, let's do this. 852 00:46:51,696 --> 00:46:54,823 We are going to write a bucket list. 853 00:46:54,823 --> 00:46:57,264 - A bucket list? - Uh-huh. 854 00:46:57,264 --> 00:46:59,347 And Andrew is at the top. 855 00:47:01,097 --> 00:47:02,865 [Julie] Wait, what? 856 00:47:02,865 --> 00:47:04,365 Lover or friend? 857 00:47:05,875 --> 00:47:07,214 You're totally tapping that ass. 858 00:47:07,214 --> 00:47:09,335 (laughs) No, no I'm not. 859 00:47:09,335 --> 00:47:10,941 - Tapping... - No. 860 00:47:10,941 --> 00:47:12,358 - The ass. - Stop. 861 00:47:13,742 --> 00:47:15,204 (friends laughing) 862 00:47:15,204 --> 00:47:16,954 - I'm not. - Number one. 863 00:47:27,258 --> 00:47:30,175 (liquid splashing) 864 00:47:45,341 --> 00:47:49,561 Hey, whoa, what the fuck are you doing? 865 00:47:49,561 --> 00:47:50,394 Well? 866 00:47:53,929 --> 00:47:56,530 I'm not dealing with this shit any longer. 867 00:47:56,530 --> 00:47:59,697 Now it's your turn to make a decision. 868 00:48:04,030 --> 00:48:05,780 You wanna leave me? 869 00:48:06,990 --> 00:48:08,610 I should. 870 00:48:08,610 --> 00:48:12,299 Especially after last night but I'm gonna let you decide. 871 00:48:12,299 --> 00:48:13,675 I've already got your stuff packed. 872 00:48:13,675 --> 00:48:16,267 Bags by the door, so, if you wanna drink your life away 873 00:48:16,267 --> 00:48:19,596 like your dad, get your shit and get out. 874 00:48:19,596 --> 00:48:22,179 (gentle music) 875 00:48:31,346 --> 00:48:32,179 Or? 876 00:48:33,458 --> 00:48:36,877 Or keep pouring and you can unpack 877 00:48:36,877 --> 00:48:39,974 and really get help this time. 878 00:48:39,974 --> 00:48:44,057 It's your choice, but I'm not doing this anymore. 879 00:48:53,034 --> 00:48:54,034 All of it? 880 00:48:55,074 --> 00:48:56,574 Every last drop. 881 00:48:58,225 --> 00:49:00,308 Well, what's it gonna be? 882 00:49:05,769 --> 00:49:08,519 Glad you can make it in, Faith. 883 00:49:18,647 --> 00:49:21,230 So tell me what's on your mind. 884 00:49:28,476 --> 00:49:29,893 So you're back? 885 00:49:31,356 --> 00:49:33,274 Ready to talk? 886 00:49:33,274 --> 00:49:36,795 Nope, not right now, I'm tired. 887 00:49:36,795 --> 00:49:39,516 Yeah, I know the feeling. 888 00:49:39,516 --> 00:49:41,609 Another sleepless night? 889 00:49:41,609 --> 00:49:43,896 Doesn't help I was sleeping on the couch. 890 00:49:43,896 --> 00:49:48,717 Didn't have my meds, plus I sleep better when I'm with you. 891 00:49:48,717 --> 00:49:49,716 You know that. 892 00:49:49,716 --> 00:49:51,025 You miss me? 893 00:49:51,025 --> 00:49:52,025 Of course. 894 00:49:53,036 --> 00:49:53,953 I love you. 895 00:49:55,056 --> 00:49:55,889 I love us. 896 00:49:57,146 --> 00:49:59,718 We really need to talk. 897 00:49:59,718 --> 00:50:03,415 I love you too, Avery, but not right now. 898 00:50:03,415 --> 00:50:04,867 We both need to be in a better mood 899 00:50:04,867 --> 00:50:07,367 for this conversation to work. 900 00:50:09,345 --> 00:50:11,505 I'm headed to the spa with my girlfriends, 901 00:50:11,505 --> 00:50:14,366 I'll feel more refreshed when I get home. 902 00:50:14,366 --> 00:50:16,193 And then maybe I can make you your favorite dinner 903 00:50:16,193 --> 00:50:19,026 and we can have a talk then, okay? 904 00:50:20,877 --> 00:50:21,710 Yeah. 905 00:50:24,634 --> 00:50:26,042 [Harper] Go take your meds and try 906 00:50:26,042 --> 00:50:28,375 to take a nap while I'm out. 907 00:50:35,323 --> 00:50:36,915 - Baby. - Don't 908 00:50:36,915 --> 00:50:40,748 baby me, I need to know what your decision is. 909 00:50:41,712 --> 00:50:43,716 I've stuck by you through hell, Shawn 910 00:50:43,716 --> 00:50:46,341 this shit doesn't get you through anything. 911 00:50:46,341 --> 00:50:49,739 (gentle music) 912 00:50:49,739 --> 00:50:52,239 Is it gonna be me or the door? 913 00:50:58,458 --> 00:50:59,458 You, babe. 914 00:51:00,548 --> 00:51:01,631 I choose you. 915 00:51:03,549 --> 00:51:06,012 What, so, I'm the boogie man now? 916 00:51:06,012 --> 00:51:08,953 Yeah, you'd be the cutest one ever. 917 00:51:08,953 --> 00:51:11,603 Plus you've fought so many battles for me. 918 00:51:11,603 --> 00:51:14,744 But I can't keep fighting these battles all alone anymore. 919 00:51:14,744 --> 00:51:15,667 I need you to help me. 920 00:51:15,667 --> 00:51:16,526 Yeah. 921 00:51:16,526 --> 00:51:18,433 If you're not capable of fighting I'm done. 922 00:51:18,433 --> 00:51:20,543 I swear I'll walk out right now and never come back. 923 00:51:20,543 --> 00:51:21,376 Okay. 924 00:51:26,665 --> 00:51:28,832 Let's do it together, huh? 925 00:51:37,596 --> 00:51:40,596 (alcohol dribbling) 926 00:51:43,436 --> 00:51:45,103 What do you think? 927 00:51:46,895 --> 00:51:49,127 What do I think? 928 00:51:49,127 --> 00:51:52,184 I think you need to figure out what you think. 929 00:51:52,184 --> 00:51:55,327 You seem to be living in the shadow of doubt and fear. 930 00:51:55,327 --> 00:52:00,014 And frankly, I don't believe you know what you believe. 931 00:52:00,014 --> 00:52:01,675 He says he didn't do it. 932 00:52:01,675 --> 00:52:03,445 We know what he thinks. 933 00:52:03,445 --> 00:52:06,586 The better question is, why do you believe otherwise? 934 00:52:06,586 --> 00:52:08,716 Now I don't doubt that something happened 935 00:52:08,716 --> 00:52:11,346 to you when you were younger but why do you believe 936 00:52:11,346 --> 00:52:13,763 that he's the root of it all? 937 00:52:15,061 --> 00:52:16,311 I don't know. 938 00:52:17,676 --> 00:52:20,015 It's the only thing that makes sense. 939 00:52:20,015 --> 00:52:21,302 He's my older brother. 940 00:52:21,302 --> 00:52:25,055 When I was younger, wherever I was, he was too. 941 00:52:25,055 --> 00:52:27,655 I think you're trying to force this idea on yourself 942 00:52:27,655 --> 00:52:29,822 so that things make sense. 943 00:52:32,333 --> 00:52:35,664 Maybe we should dig a little deeper. 944 00:52:35,664 --> 00:52:37,515 I don't think so. 945 00:52:37,515 --> 00:52:39,785 Do you have any evidence that he's the one 946 00:52:39,785 --> 00:52:42,037 that physically hurt you? 947 00:52:42,037 --> 00:52:44,254 Do you have any recollection of him being anything 948 00:52:44,254 --> 00:52:46,223 but kind to you? 949 00:52:46,223 --> 00:52:47,624 Because you've told me several stories 950 00:52:47,624 --> 00:52:51,267 of the two of you together with no blackouts. 951 00:52:51,267 --> 00:52:54,146 And yet the only thing that's reoccurring 952 00:52:54,146 --> 00:52:58,424 is that your blackouts occurred during a family function. 953 00:52:58,424 --> 00:53:00,924 Think about that for a minute. 954 00:53:01,928 --> 00:53:04,224 Do you think he was trying to protect me? 955 00:53:04,224 --> 00:53:07,641 Okay, Faith, but protect you from whom? 956 00:53:10,847 --> 00:53:12,430 I don't remember. 957 00:53:14,426 --> 00:53:17,422 I need you to remember your past family events. 958 00:53:17,422 --> 00:53:19,184 Let's go over who attended them 959 00:53:19,184 --> 00:53:22,184 and your relationship with them now. 960 00:53:26,175 --> 00:53:27,342 You're late. 961 00:53:28,625 --> 00:53:29,984 That was rude. 962 00:53:29,984 --> 00:53:34,067 Well, you're cutting into my conversation time. 963 00:53:35,986 --> 00:53:36,819 Shall we? 964 00:53:41,215 --> 00:53:43,174 [Harper] What, Av? 965 00:53:43,174 --> 00:53:44,847 You promised we would talk. 966 00:53:44,847 --> 00:53:46,856 And I have a lot to say. 967 00:53:46,856 --> 00:53:48,916 [Harper] So what is it? 968 00:53:48,916 --> 00:53:51,749 (worrisome music) 969 00:53:54,866 --> 00:53:59,366 I just want you to understand where I'm coming from. 970 00:54:00,277 --> 00:54:01,699 You know how I told you it was just me 971 00:54:01,699 --> 00:54:04,032 and my mom when I was young? 972 00:54:05,638 --> 00:54:07,805 It wasn't always that way. 973 00:54:09,779 --> 00:54:11,696 My dad was a meth head. 974 00:54:14,025 --> 00:54:16,192 And when I was about four, 975 00:54:18,658 --> 00:54:21,908 he was in the basement with his friend, 976 00:54:23,155 --> 00:54:27,072 he freaked out, beating on his friend and left. 977 00:54:30,619 --> 00:54:32,036 I found the body. 978 00:54:33,179 --> 00:54:35,846 I never heard from my dad again. 979 00:54:37,977 --> 00:54:40,035 I didn't know. 980 00:54:40,035 --> 00:54:41,702 I know you didn't. 981 00:54:42,574 --> 00:54:46,907 I wasn't sure if I'd be able to share this with you. 982 00:54:48,664 --> 00:54:52,581 I wanted you to know I'm excited for this baby. 983 00:54:54,414 --> 00:54:59,081 To show my kid that I'll be the dad my father never was. 984 00:55:00,140 --> 00:55:02,976 He was on drugs, he didn't know what he was doing. 985 00:55:02,976 --> 00:55:04,726 He never came back. 986 00:55:06,964 --> 00:55:11,225 I spent enough sleepless nights waiting up for him. 987 00:55:11,225 --> 00:55:12,392 I should know. 988 00:55:13,825 --> 00:55:17,075 So is he the cause for your insomnia? 989 00:55:23,633 --> 00:55:26,633 Fine, Av, I'll think about it, okay? 990 00:55:28,364 --> 00:55:31,885 I'm going to the doctor to go over everything 991 00:55:31,885 --> 00:55:34,552 before I make my final decision. 992 00:55:35,404 --> 00:55:36,237 Thanks. 993 00:55:40,914 --> 00:55:43,331 Thank you for hearing me out. 994 00:55:45,065 --> 00:55:47,565 Is it okay if I come with you? 995 00:55:50,937 --> 00:55:52,020 Hey, Jimmy. 996 00:55:53,554 --> 00:55:54,804 How's it going? 997 00:55:58,257 --> 00:56:02,090 It's a little tough, but getting through it. 998 00:56:03,295 --> 00:56:04,923 How you doing, Sophia? 999 00:56:04,923 --> 00:56:06,204 I'm doing good. 1000 00:56:06,204 --> 00:56:08,734 You know, it's been tough here too. 1001 00:56:08,734 --> 00:56:10,732 Tony says hello, by the way. 1002 00:56:10,732 --> 00:56:12,496 He just got a new place. 1003 00:56:12,496 --> 00:56:13,666 You should really stop by. 1004 00:56:13,666 --> 00:56:15,318 I will. 1005 00:56:15,318 --> 00:56:16,151 Good. 1006 00:56:18,405 --> 00:56:21,238 Hey, what unit where you in again? 1007 00:56:22,484 --> 00:56:25,006 6th Marine Division, why? 1008 00:56:25,006 --> 00:56:26,025 That's what I thought. 1009 00:56:26,025 --> 00:56:28,614 We just got a new guy from that same one. 1010 00:56:28,614 --> 00:56:29,781 Robert McNeil. 1011 00:56:33,197 --> 00:56:34,530 Robert McNeil. 1012 00:56:35,605 --> 00:56:36,855 You know him? 1013 00:56:38,253 --> 00:56:40,505 Yeah, we served together. 1014 00:56:40,505 --> 00:56:43,318 I kind of lost touch after I left. 1015 00:56:43,318 --> 00:56:44,456 Do me a favor? 1016 00:56:44,456 --> 00:56:45,883 Wait for me there. 1017 00:56:45,883 --> 00:56:46,716 Yeah. 1018 00:56:51,764 --> 00:56:52,597 [TV Actress] Forgive me, Rose, 1019 00:56:52,597 --> 00:56:54,095 but I haven't had sex in 15 years 1020 00:56:54,095 --> 00:56:57,055 and it's starting to get on my nerves. 1021 00:56:57,055 --> 00:56:58,684 I can't believe you watched this show. 1022 00:56:58,684 --> 00:57:00,347 - It's so stupid. - It's good. 1023 00:57:00,347 --> 00:57:02,805 No, it's not. (cellular phone ringing) 1024 00:57:02,805 --> 00:57:03,934 Hello? 1025 00:57:03,934 --> 00:57:07,120 [Operator] Got a call from County Jail. 1026 00:57:07,120 --> 00:57:08,953 [Ellie] County Jail? 1027 00:57:13,170 --> 00:57:14,003 Yeah? 1028 00:57:14,003 --> 00:57:16,229 [Neil] Shawn, my man, I need you. 1029 00:57:16,229 --> 00:57:17,307 Come down and bail me out. 1030 00:57:17,307 --> 00:57:19,280 Dude, what are you doing in jail? 1031 00:57:19,280 --> 00:57:20,304 [Neil] There may have been, 1032 00:57:20,304 --> 00:57:23,874 leaving a bad clip to his car, but no one's hurt, I swear. 1033 00:57:23,874 --> 00:57:25,632 Promise you, man, I'll get dry. 1034 00:57:25,632 --> 00:57:26,632 All right. 1035 00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:29,711 I'll be there in about an hour. 1036 00:57:29,711 --> 00:57:31,043 [Neil] If you can get here any faster, 1037 00:57:31,043 --> 00:57:32,065 I'll owe you, man. 1038 00:57:32,065 --> 00:57:34,680 Mother fucker, you already owe me. 1039 00:57:34,680 --> 00:57:36,513 All right, hang tight. 1040 00:57:38,964 --> 00:57:41,231 Everything okay? 1041 00:57:41,231 --> 00:57:42,064 Yeah. 1042 00:57:43,070 --> 00:57:45,759 It's just Neil's fucking drama. 1043 00:57:45,759 --> 00:57:47,426 I'm gonna get going. 1044 00:57:52,768 --> 00:57:54,268 I'll be back soon. 1045 00:57:57,200 --> 00:57:58,578 Don't let me know how it ends. 1046 00:57:58,578 --> 00:58:00,161 Okay, be careful. 1047 00:58:06,151 --> 00:58:08,401 I don't want no visitors. 1048 00:58:09,533 --> 00:58:12,552 Yeah, I said the same damn thing 1049 00:58:12,552 --> 00:58:14,385 when I first got here. 1050 00:58:15,390 --> 00:58:17,573 No way these civilians could relate to two fucks 1051 00:58:17,573 --> 00:58:19,744 of what I was going through. 1052 00:58:19,744 --> 00:58:21,212 You work here? 1053 00:58:21,212 --> 00:58:22,994 No, McDonald, if I worked here, 1054 00:58:22,994 --> 00:58:26,077 I'd wind up in the same chair as you. 1055 00:58:27,009 --> 00:58:27,926 McDonald? 1056 00:58:30,130 --> 00:58:32,013 Jim Beam, is that you? 1057 00:58:32,013 --> 00:58:32,846 Ooh-rah! 1058 00:58:33,920 --> 00:58:37,283 (Jimmy chuckling) 1059 00:58:37,283 --> 00:58:41,033 Surprised you didn't recognize me, my friend. 1060 00:58:42,196 --> 00:58:45,879 I do have some more hair these days. 1061 00:58:45,879 --> 00:58:48,052 I recognize your voice. 1062 00:58:48,052 --> 00:58:50,969 It's been a while since I heard it. 1063 00:58:52,957 --> 00:58:56,182 I can't see you, but I can tell your lying. 1064 00:58:56,182 --> 00:58:58,599 You're probably ugly as ever. 1065 00:59:04,062 --> 00:59:04,895 Yeah. 1066 00:59:05,917 --> 00:59:08,372 So how's life treating you? 1067 00:59:08,372 --> 00:59:10,872 It's been free pretty rough. 1068 00:59:12,981 --> 00:59:15,118 I'm expecting a baby. 1069 00:59:15,118 --> 00:59:15,951 A baby? 1070 00:59:16,789 --> 00:59:17,919 Well, that's good news, man. 1071 00:59:17,919 --> 00:59:19,252 Congratulations. 1072 00:59:20,682 --> 00:59:22,988 Hell, I'm surprised you actually found somebody 1073 00:59:22,988 --> 00:59:24,988 to have a baby with you. 1074 00:59:29,599 --> 00:59:32,189 Rebekah's pretty damn awesome. 1075 00:59:32,189 --> 00:59:33,022 Yeah? 1076 00:59:34,630 --> 00:59:38,130 Then life's not as bad as you think it is. 1077 00:59:39,719 --> 00:59:42,158 You've got your eyes. 1078 00:59:42,158 --> 00:59:43,908 Got a kid on the way. 1079 00:59:45,022 --> 00:59:50,022 So from where I'm sitting, that seems pretty damn good. 1080 00:59:50,321 --> 00:59:53,488 Seriously, MacDonald, how you doing? 1081 00:59:56,037 --> 00:59:58,278 Same old Jim Beam. 1082 00:59:58,278 --> 01:00:00,111 Straight to the point. 1083 01:00:01,711 --> 01:00:02,544 And I... 1084 01:00:02,544 --> 01:00:05,127 (gentle music) 1085 01:00:06,120 --> 01:00:09,378 I've been having more bad days than good. 1086 01:00:09,378 --> 01:00:11,879 What happened to your eyes? 1087 01:00:11,879 --> 01:00:14,688 Some dumb fuck trying to be a hero, 1088 01:00:14,688 --> 01:00:16,438 set off a goddam IED. 1089 01:00:19,469 --> 01:00:23,219 Remember I was running radio with my squad. 1090 01:00:25,201 --> 01:00:27,868 All I had on me was my damn M-9. 1091 01:00:29,312 --> 01:00:30,479 Oo-rah, M-9. 1092 01:00:34,887 --> 01:00:38,367 You gotta have two hands for that shit. 1093 01:00:38,367 --> 01:00:42,515 We're lucky if the fucking thing don't jam. 1094 01:00:42,515 --> 01:00:44,348 You talking to anyone? 1095 01:00:46,006 --> 01:00:48,589 I'm always talking to people. 1096 01:00:49,568 --> 01:00:51,147 It seems in here, they don't trust me 1097 01:00:51,147 --> 01:00:53,897 to be alone with my own thoughts. 1098 01:00:59,453 --> 01:01:00,953 Yeah, I know it. 1099 01:01:03,645 --> 01:01:08,395 I remember my first couple of weeks were my roughest too. 1100 01:01:13,641 --> 01:01:17,696 You know, they're just looking out for you, right? 1101 01:01:17,696 --> 01:01:18,529 Yeah. 1102 01:01:20,706 --> 01:01:22,289 You listen to me. 1103 01:01:23,483 --> 01:01:24,566 Listen to me. 1104 01:01:27,314 --> 01:01:29,723 This shouldn't be the end of the road. 1105 01:01:29,723 --> 01:01:32,223 Despite the shit we got dealt. 1106 01:01:33,293 --> 01:01:34,293 You hear me? 1107 01:01:37,319 --> 01:01:39,819 Now we gonna fight this thing. 1108 01:01:40,952 --> 01:01:43,103 We're gonna fight this thing. 1109 01:01:43,103 --> 01:01:44,103 You hear me? 1110 01:01:45,192 --> 01:01:46,359 The two of us. 1111 01:01:53,239 --> 01:01:54,072 Ooh-rah! 1112 01:01:55,564 --> 01:01:56,397 Ooh-rah! 1113 01:01:59,842 --> 01:02:01,604 Dude, slow down. 1114 01:02:01,604 --> 01:02:02,843 Why are you so mad? 1115 01:02:02,843 --> 01:02:04,926 We should be celebrating. 1116 01:02:05,873 --> 01:02:07,522 Are you really that dense? 1117 01:02:07,522 --> 01:02:09,310 I just bailed you out of jail and now you're talking 1118 01:02:09,310 --> 01:02:11,754 about how you wanna celebrate? 1119 01:02:11,754 --> 01:02:12,935 I'm a free man. 1120 01:02:12,935 --> 01:02:14,482 I'm out of jail, I'm not going back. 1121 01:02:14,482 --> 01:02:17,602 No, no dude, you've gotta show up, okay? 1122 01:02:17,602 --> 01:02:18,804 I've got money behind you. 1123 01:02:18,804 --> 01:02:21,021 That's the behind mine and Ellies car. 1124 01:02:21,021 --> 01:02:22,072 What's the big deal? 1125 01:02:22,072 --> 01:02:24,382 You get another car, you get another girl. 1126 01:02:24,382 --> 01:02:27,299 Come on, man, I'll buy you a drink. 1127 01:02:29,244 --> 01:02:32,661 (cellular phone ringing) 1128 01:02:34,662 --> 01:02:35,495 Hey, El. 1129 01:02:36,751 --> 01:02:38,254 [Ellie] Hey, babe, I just called to let you know 1130 01:02:38,254 --> 01:02:40,552 I put an apple pie in the oven. 1131 01:02:40,552 --> 01:02:42,662 God, that's my favorite. 1132 01:02:42,662 --> 01:02:43,495 [Ellie] I know. 1133 01:02:43,495 --> 01:02:44,328 I love you. 1134 01:02:44,328 --> 01:02:45,782 I love you too. 1135 01:02:45,782 --> 01:02:48,009 All right, I'll see you soon. (cellular phone beeping) 1136 01:02:48,009 --> 01:02:49,373 See the leash has got a little tighter. 1137 01:02:49,373 --> 01:02:50,984 Will you stop with that shit! 1138 01:02:50,984 --> 01:02:52,067 Come on, man. 1139 01:02:53,451 --> 01:02:55,131 You know what, I wasn't gonna bail you out this time. 1140 01:02:55,131 --> 01:02:56,464 I really wasn't. 1141 01:02:57,802 --> 01:02:59,314 Then why did you? 1142 01:02:59,314 --> 01:03:01,760 Because my girlfriend, you know the one 1143 01:03:01,760 --> 01:03:04,312 that you hate so much, she told me to use our car 1144 01:03:04,312 --> 01:03:06,729 as collateral to get you out. 1145 01:03:09,400 --> 01:03:13,353 She didn't want me to turn my back on my best friend. 1146 01:03:13,353 --> 01:03:16,520 You were gonna turn your back on me? 1147 01:03:17,719 --> 01:03:20,552 God, you're such an idiot, dude. 1148 01:03:21,409 --> 01:03:23,272 You clipped a car, man. 1149 01:03:23,272 --> 01:03:25,448 You sent someone to the hospital. 1150 01:03:25,448 --> 01:03:30,029 No one fucking got hurt, are you fucking serious? 1151 01:03:30,029 --> 01:03:32,112 Do you not feel anything? 1152 01:03:34,358 --> 01:03:35,770 I can't believe you were gonna leave me in jail. 1153 01:03:35,770 --> 01:03:37,353 I mean, I feel bad. 1154 01:03:38,690 --> 01:03:39,857 You know what? 1155 01:03:41,009 --> 01:03:42,469 I'll feel better after I have a whiskey. 1156 01:03:42,469 --> 01:03:43,302 Come on. 1157 01:03:44,929 --> 01:03:46,012 Call a cab. 1158 01:03:47,502 --> 01:03:50,439 I'm going home to my girl. 1159 01:03:50,439 --> 01:03:52,668 You gotta get your shit together, man. 1160 01:03:52,668 --> 01:03:53,835 - Shawn? - Nah. 1161 01:04:03,941 --> 01:04:05,274 Oh, thank you. 1162 01:04:11,729 --> 01:04:14,149 Waiting for someone? 1163 01:04:14,149 --> 01:04:15,981 Yeah, I'm waiting for a blind date. 1164 01:04:15,981 --> 01:04:17,171 A blind date? 1165 01:04:17,171 --> 01:04:18,619 Since when does a beautiful woman like you 1166 01:04:18,619 --> 01:04:20,291 need to go on blind dates? 1167 01:04:20,291 --> 01:04:22,987 You must have a lot of men begging at your feet. 1168 01:04:22,987 --> 01:04:24,408 (smirks) I wish. 1169 01:04:24,408 --> 01:04:26,421 What century are you from? 1170 01:04:26,421 --> 01:04:29,411 The kind that brings a beautiful woman 1171 01:04:29,411 --> 01:04:30,828 a beautiful rose. 1172 01:04:32,090 --> 01:04:33,557 Pasqual. 1173 01:04:33,557 --> 01:04:35,666 I hope you are satisfied? 1174 01:04:35,666 --> 01:04:37,053 No, it's cute. 1175 01:04:37,053 --> 01:04:38,063 I'm still intrigued. 1176 01:04:38,063 --> 01:04:39,784 Intrigued. 1177 01:04:39,784 --> 01:04:41,314 I can work with that. 1178 01:04:41,314 --> 01:04:43,271 But let me tell you, you should be really mad 1179 01:04:43,271 --> 01:04:46,352 at Soraya, 'cause that picture she showed of you, 1180 01:04:46,352 --> 01:04:49,435 huh-uh, you look sexier in real life. 1181 01:04:50,380 --> 01:04:51,730 (Carly nervously chuckling) 1182 01:04:51,730 --> 01:04:52,979 Thank you. 1183 01:04:52,979 --> 01:04:55,339 So why are you single and on a blind date? 1184 01:04:55,339 --> 01:04:59,259 Well, sadly not a lot of woman can keep up with my energy. 1185 01:04:59,259 --> 01:05:02,426 I'm a lot to handle but well worth it. 1186 01:05:04,228 --> 01:05:06,773 Ah, what do you mean by a lot to handle? 1187 01:05:06,773 --> 01:05:08,459 Hold that, please. 1188 01:05:08,459 --> 01:05:09,571 Don't worry. 1189 01:05:09,571 --> 01:05:11,189 In due time, my love. 1190 01:05:11,189 --> 01:05:15,211 I have a feeling we'll get to know a lot more of each other. 1191 01:05:15,211 --> 01:05:16,044 Please. 1192 01:05:22,004 --> 01:05:23,332 (speaking in foreign language) 1193 01:05:23,332 --> 01:05:24,813 You smell really good. 1194 01:05:24,813 --> 01:05:26,109 Excuse me. 1195 01:05:26,109 --> 01:05:28,309 Don't worry, it's a compliment. 1196 01:05:28,309 --> 01:05:29,973 Didn't mean to offend you, 1197 01:05:29,973 --> 01:05:33,429 this just look good enough to eat. 1198 01:05:33,429 --> 01:05:35,280 (speaking in foreign language) Delicious. 1199 01:05:35,280 --> 01:05:37,743 You compliment every woman you meet that way? 1200 01:05:37,743 --> 01:05:40,410 Only the ones that deserve it. 1201 01:05:41,281 --> 01:05:43,119 You seem a little nervous, baby. 1202 01:05:43,119 --> 01:05:44,933 Are you ready for your next drink? 1203 01:05:44,933 --> 01:05:48,016 Ur, no, this one's fine, thank you. 1204 01:05:48,973 --> 01:05:51,962 Look, I think we got off the wrong foot. 1205 01:05:51,962 --> 01:05:54,630 How about I take you to my place 1206 01:05:54,630 --> 01:05:57,091 with dance salsa all night long, 1207 01:05:57,091 --> 01:05:59,309 I'll make you breakfast. 1208 01:05:59,309 --> 01:06:01,742 How does that sound? 1209 01:06:01,742 --> 01:06:03,369 That'll be a no. 1210 01:06:03,369 --> 01:06:04,864 Considering I just met you, 1211 01:06:04,864 --> 01:06:07,253 I don't feel comfortable going home with you tonight. 1212 01:06:07,253 --> 01:06:09,023 - So. - Oh, baby. 1213 01:06:09,023 --> 01:06:10,808 You wouldn't be the first girl I take home at night 1214 01:06:10,808 --> 01:06:13,929 and you most certainly won't be the last one. 1215 01:06:13,929 --> 01:06:15,513 It's your loss. 1216 01:06:15,513 --> 01:06:17,162 No, it's your loss. 1217 01:06:17,162 --> 01:06:20,995 So, cool off. (glass thudding) 1218 01:06:21,963 --> 01:06:25,213 (chuckles) Cool off. 1219 01:06:28,682 --> 01:06:31,599 Don't worry, she got nervous, baby. 1220 01:06:32,693 --> 01:06:37,693 (door knocking) (crickets chirping) 1221 01:06:39,772 --> 01:06:41,400 I need your help. 1222 01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:43,264 I need to get better. 1223 01:06:43,264 --> 01:06:44,544 You are getting there. 1224 01:06:44,544 --> 01:06:45,691 It just takes time. 1225 01:06:45,691 --> 01:06:46,962 No, no, no, it's not enough. 1226 01:06:46,962 --> 01:06:49,290 I need to get better faster. 1227 01:06:49,290 --> 01:06:52,540 What's the cause of this new urgency? 1228 01:06:54,253 --> 01:06:55,086 Rebekah. 1229 01:06:58,290 --> 01:07:03,123 Apparently I had a nightmare and I choked her in my sleep. 1230 01:07:07,253 --> 01:07:10,193 I can't do that shit anymore. 1231 01:07:10,193 --> 01:07:12,646 I can't do that with the baby. 1232 01:07:12,646 --> 01:07:14,301 I need you to put me under right now. 1233 01:07:14,301 --> 01:07:15,134 Now! 1234 01:07:16,654 --> 01:07:18,237 Okay, I'll do it. 1235 01:07:20,093 --> 01:07:23,510 But there's no quick fix for any of this. 1236 01:07:29,261 --> 01:07:31,331 (machine guns booming) 1237 01:07:31,331 --> 01:07:35,164 Fox Three, you're too far from our location. 1238 01:07:41,505 --> 01:07:43,531 Alpha One, could you please, 1239 01:07:43,531 --> 01:07:45,678 could you please eyes on Foxtrot? 1240 01:07:45,678 --> 01:07:48,261 (guns booming) 1241 01:07:51,101 --> 01:07:52,684 Fox Three, come in. 1242 01:07:53,591 --> 01:07:55,174 Come in, Fox Three! 1243 01:08:02,383 --> 01:08:04,216 I tried to get backup. 1244 01:08:05,872 --> 01:08:09,289 But, until we get eyes, nothing's moving. 1245 01:08:12,405 --> 01:08:14,988 (guns booming) 1246 01:08:31,083 --> 01:08:33,670 My best friend was Fox Three. 1247 01:08:33,670 --> 01:08:35,204 (sorrowful music) 1248 01:08:35,204 --> 01:08:38,621 We were both radio ops for our fire team. 1249 01:08:44,541 --> 01:08:47,124 I was working with the command. 1250 01:08:49,232 --> 01:08:51,565 We had one mission that day. 1251 01:08:53,630 --> 01:08:54,797 Hide and seek. 1252 01:09:02,950 --> 01:09:04,283 We lost Foxtrot. 1253 01:09:06,894 --> 01:09:07,727 Everyone. 1254 01:09:15,404 --> 01:09:17,404 I tried to help my buddy 1255 01:09:18,781 --> 01:09:23,022 but no one was, no one was doing anything. 1256 01:09:23,022 --> 01:09:24,689 No one was reacting. 1257 01:09:29,062 --> 01:09:32,979 I knew that it wasn't safe, but fuck that shit. 1258 01:09:34,633 --> 01:09:36,133 We made a promise. 1259 01:09:38,043 --> 01:09:39,543 We made a promise. 1260 01:09:40,522 --> 01:09:42,689 Everyone in, everyone out. 1261 01:09:44,860 --> 01:09:49,860 Why do you think you keep reliving that night, Jimmy? 1262 01:09:50,141 --> 01:09:52,058 I pay you to tell me. 1263 01:09:53,354 --> 01:09:57,021 In your dream, why were you so frightened? 1264 01:09:58,912 --> 01:10:00,101 Could it be the baby? 1265 01:10:00,101 --> 01:10:02,314 No, no, no, no, no, it's not baby. 1266 01:10:02,314 --> 01:10:04,213 I'm not afraid of the baby. 1267 01:10:04,213 --> 01:10:07,380 Rebekah says I'm gonna be a great dad. 1268 01:10:09,212 --> 01:10:12,153 It's just a lot to process. 1269 01:10:12,153 --> 01:10:14,383 I believe you're gonna be a great dad too 1270 01:10:14,383 --> 01:10:17,716 but deep down inside, I think you don't. 1271 01:10:18,772 --> 01:10:21,334 Here's what I'm interpreting. 1272 01:10:21,334 --> 01:10:23,856 You start off in a child's room, 1273 01:10:23,856 --> 01:10:25,975 presumably your daughter. 1274 01:10:25,975 --> 01:10:30,225 Invisible bullets rain down and you feel bombarded. 1275 01:10:31,195 --> 01:10:35,077 Then, so out of place, you're lost in the middle of nowhere. 1276 01:10:35,077 --> 01:10:36,464 You lose yourself. 1277 01:10:36,464 --> 01:10:38,634 You don't know where your head's at. 1278 01:10:38,634 --> 01:10:41,187 And your biggest fear is that you won't be able 1279 01:10:41,187 --> 01:10:43,765 to react the way you need to. 1280 01:10:43,765 --> 01:10:46,603 The way you want to in an emergency. 1281 01:10:46,603 --> 01:10:49,494 What are your thoughts on that? 1282 01:10:49,494 --> 01:10:51,661 I tried to help somebody 1283 01:10:52,585 --> 01:10:54,085 and I killed them. 1284 01:11:03,755 --> 01:11:05,005 This is a baby. 1285 01:11:06,946 --> 01:11:07,779 Right? 1286 01:11:10,989 --> 01:11:13,406 It's totally dependent on me. 1287 01:11:16,222 --> 01:11:17,639 Just defenseless. 1288 01:11:18,670 --> 01:11:19,950 Unprotected. 1289 01:11:19,950 --> 01:11:21,235 Just me. 1290 01:11:21,235 --> 01:11:22,516 What about Rebekah? 1291 01:11:22,516 --> 01:11:26,318 No, no, Rebekah's not trained for that shit! 1292 01:11:26,318 --> 01:11:28,818 I was and I still failed them. 1293 01:11:30,405 --> 01:11:32,044 When you went to war Jimmy, 1294 01:11:32,044 --> 01:11:34,665 you had to prepare yourself. 1295 01:11:34,665 --> 01:11:37,127 Try to think of this as a different war 1296 01:11:37,127 --> 01:11:39,434 with different tools. 1297 01:11:39,434 --> 01:11:42,601 You were trained to be a good soldier. 1298 01:11:43,875 --> 01:11:45,958 You are a good protector. 1299 01:11:47,053 --> 01:11:49,065 No one's perfect. 1300 01:11:49,065 --> 01:11:52,934 Okay, fine, then to tell the goddam fucking ghosts 1301 01:11:52,934 --> 01:11:56,517 to get out of my head and shut the fuck up. 1302 01:11:57,483 --> 01:11:59,824 The war never ends. 1303 01:11:59,824 --> 01:12:01,991 My war will never be over. 1304 01:12:07,165 --> 01:12:10,465 Life is full of big decisions. 1305 01:12:10,465 --> 01:12:13,094 But you put yourself in extraordinary circumstances 1306 01:12:13,094 --> 01:12:14,177 and got hurt. 1307 01:12:16,055 --> 01:12:18,034 You'll always have the bullets in war. 1308 01:12:18,034 --> 01:12:20,275 I can't take that away from you. 1309 01:12:20,275 --> 01:12:24,358 But I wanna help you find the love, pain, failure 1310 01:12:25,364 --> 01:12:27,781 and learn how to get back up. 1311 01:12:29,247 --> 01:12:32,664 (cellular phone humming) 1312 01:12:35,975 --> 01:12:37,754 It's Rebekah. 1313 01:12:37,754 --> 01:12:39,316 You seem calmer now. 1314 01:12:39,316 --> 01:12:42,375 How are you feeling about Rebekah? 1315 01:12:42,375 --> 01:12:44,935 I still feel like throwing up. 1316 01:12:44,935 --> 01:12:46,247 [Dr. Cuffee] You're still afraid 1317 01:12:46,247 --> 01:12:49,830 because you believe you failed your friend. 1318 01:12:52,124 --> 01:12:53,041 Yeah, so? 1319 01:12:54,464 --> 01:12:56,765 You operate as a team. 1320 01:12:56,765 --> 01:12:58,685 You work as a team. 1321 01:12:58,685 --> 01:12:59,804 I wasn't there. 1322 01:12:59,804 --> 01:13:03,093 I didn't feel what you felt but I sure as hell know, 1323 01:13:03,093 --> 01:13:05,743 you were obeying your Commander. 1324 01:13:05,743 --> 01:13:09,324 Those simple orders he gave you took away the pressure 1325 01:13:09,324 --> 01:13:11,765 but not the responsibility. 1326 01:13:11,765 --> 01:13:14,607 No matter how you look at what happened that day, 1327 01:13:14,607 --> 01:13:17,114 you never had control. 1328 01:13:17,114 --> 01:13:19,056 If you would've disobeyed your Commander 1329 01:13:19,056 --> 01:13:20,774 you would've risked your own life. 1330 01:13:20,774 --> 01:13:23,552 Leaving your unit in the dark. 1331 01:13:23,552 --> 01:13:26,573 You'll have to realize that some things 1332 01:13:26,573 --> 01:13:29,490 will always be out of your control. 1333 01:13:31,374 --> 01:13:33,585 - And if I can't? - You can. 1334 01:13:33,585 --> 01:13:35,545 Because whenever you feel like you can't, 1335 01:13:35,545 --> 01:13:38,628 you're gonna take Rebekah up dancing. 1336 01:13:40,026 --> 01:13:42,415 What's with the dancing? 1337 01:13:42,415 --> 01:13:45,783 When I was younger, I broke both of my legs 1338 01:13:45,783 --> 01:13:48,255 and not being able to use them for so long, 1339 01:13:48,255 --> 01:13:50,533 I was afraid to try to walk again. 1340 01:13:50,533 --> 01:13:54,135 I was afraid I wouldn't remember how. 1341 01:13:54,135 --> 01:13:57,704 My dad, he knew how much I like to dance 1342 01:13:57,704 --> 01:14:00,556 so he picked me up and put me on his feet. 1343 01:14:00,556 --> 01:14:03,057 And then he'd moved me in a circle. 1344 01:14:03,057 --> 01:14:05,245 It was like I was flying. 1345 01:14:05,245 --> 01:14:07,686 I began to dance with him on my own 1346 01:14:07,686 --> 01:14:11,014 and I forgot I was even walking. 1347 01:14:11,014 --> 01:14:12,896 Lost in the moment. 1348 01:14:12,896 --> 01:14:14,813 All my fears were gone. 1349 01:14:15,886 --> 01:14:17,553 I took control back. 1350 01:14:19,215 --> 01:14:21,346 And I want you to forget what's in your head 1351 01:14:21,346 --> 01:14:23,014 as best you can. 1352 01:14:23,014 --> 01:14:25,104 I want you to find the strength 1353 01:14:25,104 --> 01:14:27,685 to lead Rebekah on that dance floor 1354 01:14:27,685 --> 01:14:29,518 and take control back. 1355 01:14:31,005 --> 01:14:34,505 I believe everything will fall into place. 1356 01:14:36,496 --> 01:14:39,079 (upbeat music) 1357 01:14:41,477 --> 01:14:42,310 Come on. 1358 01:14:43,457 --> 01:14:44,290 Come on. 1359 01:14:50,736 --> 01:14:51,903 Feel the beat. 1360 01:14:53,006 --> 01:14:55,305 Move to the rhythm. 1361 01:14:55,305 --> 01:14:57,638 Loose yourself to the music. 1362 01:14:59,053 --> 01:15:02,485 See, it's a great form of meditation. 1363 01:15:02,485 --> 01:15:03,583 (Dr. Cuffee chuckling) 1364 01:15:03,583 --> 01:15:04,975 That's it. 1365 01:15:04,975 --> 01:15:06,857 Dip me, Jimmy. 1366 01:15:06,857 --> 01:15:07,765 Dip me. 1367 01:15:07,765 --> 01:15:08,765 I trust you. 1368 01:15:14,254 --> 01:15:15,796 See. (Jimmy chuckling) 1369 01:15:15,796 --> 01:15:16,879 You got this. 1370 01:15:17,866 --> 01:15:22,866 I was safe in your arms and so will Rebekah and your baby. 1371 01:15:23,407 --> 01:15:25,157 (Dr. Cuffee chuckling) 1372 01:15:25,157 --> 01:15:26,157 All right. 1373 01:15:28,056 --> 01:15:29,365 Thank you. 1374 01:15:29,365 --> 01:15:30,782 You're welcome. 1375 01:15:37,968 --> 01:15:40,766 He said that I smelled delicious. 1376 01:15:40,766 --> 01:15:42,070 (Julie laughing) 1377 01:15:42,070 --> 01:15:44,278 He really said that? 1378 01:15:44,278 --> 01:15:45,820 (friends laughing) 1379 01:15:45,820 --> 01:15:47,538 - He really said that? - Yes. 1380 01:15:47,538 --> 01:15:49,016 Wow. 1381 01:15:49,016 --> 01:15:52,339 What a misogynistic cock-sucker. 1382 01:15:52,339 --> 01:15:53,172 Jule! 1383 01:15:54,125 --> 01:15:57,527 - (Carly smirking) - I'm just saying. 1384 01:15:57,527 --> 01:16:00,087 I know, he totally was. 1385 01:16:00,087 --> 01:16:01,397 I didn't think being back in the market 1386 01:16:01,397 --> 01:16:03,047 would be this difficult. 1387 01:16:03,047 --> 01:16:04,847 Hmm, completely. 1388 01:16:04,847 --> 01:16:09,347 But luckily I don't deal with dip-shits like that, so. 1389 01:16:11,087 --> 01:16:14,004 (friends laughing) 1390 01:16:15,607 --> 01:16:17,357 Is everything okay? 1391 01:16:19,366 --> 01:16:21,889 You know, I've been thinking it over 1392 01:16:21,889 --> 01:16:26,639 and I think I'm gonna give myself another week to decide. 1393 01:16:28,997 --> 01:16:31,080 Who's holding you back. 1394 01:16:32,797 --> 01:16:35,464 (door knocking) 1395 01:16:38,578 --> 01:16:40,549 It's Andrew. 1396 01:16:40,549 --> 01:16:41,886 (Carly giggling) 1397 01:16:41,886 --> 01:16:42,969 - No. - Oh, yes. 1398 01:16:44,537 --> 01:16:47,129 Okay, so I'm gonna go. 1399 01:16:47,129 --> 01:16:48,546 Let me have this. 1400 01:16:50,188 --> 01:16:53,271 You let me know if you need anything. 1401 01:16:54,258 --> 01:16:56,138 Now get laid. (Julie groaning) 1402 01:16:56,138 --> 01:16:56,971 Oh, god. 1403 01:16:59,619 --> 01:17:00,452 Bye. 1404 01:17:14,175 --> 01:17:17,088 So I was thinking of calling, Chance. 1405 01:17:17,088 --> 01:17:18,798 I went to a different therapist and they said 1406 01:17:18,798 --> 01:17:22,465 that maybe my dreams were interpreted wrong. 1407 01:17:24,716 --> 01:17:26,168 Really? 1408 01:17:26,168 --> 01:17:28,668 I mean, why would you do that? 1409 01:17:29,990 --> 01:17:32,526 Don't you remember him hurting you? 1410 01:17:32,526 --> 01:17:35,545 Isn't that what the other therapist said. 1411 01:17:35,545 --> 01:17:38,288 I don't remember anything. 1412 01:17:38,288 --> 01:17:41,156 All I know is that in spaces of darkness, 1413 01:17:41,156 --> 01:17:44,767 he's there before and after but I also have plenty 1414 01:17:44,767 --> 01:17:48,144 of memories with just the two of us. 1415 01:17:48,144 --> 01:17:51,077 Why would he not try to hurt me when we're alone? 1416 01:17:51,077 --> 01:17:52,647 It doesn't make sense. 1417 01:17:52,647 --> 01:17:54,703 (laughs) It makes sense to me. 1418 01:17:54,703 --> 01:17:56,870 He fucked with your brain. 1419 01:18:03,546 --> 01:18:05,575 I don't know, Faith. 1420 01:18:05,575 --> 01:18:07,908 I don't like him around you. 1421 01:18:08,895 --> 01:18:10,608 He doesn't like you either. 1422 01:18:10,608 --> 01:18:13,797 He didn't even have a chance to defend himself this morning. 1423 01:18:13,797 --> 01:18:16,665 You kicked him out as soon as I asked. 1424 01:18:16,665 --> 01:18:19,576 Because I'm your protector now. 1425 01:18:19,576 --> 01:18:21,159 I'm protecting you. 1426 01:18:22,255 --> 01:18:25,776 What do you have against Chance? 1427 01:18:25,776 --> 01:18:27,576 Because he hurt you. 1428 01:18:27,576 --> 01:18:30,744 (worrisome music) 1429 01:18:30,744 --> 01:18:33,076 But you didn't liked him before. 1430 01:18:33,076 --> 01:18:35,659 You and Chance never got along. 1431 01:18:37,337 --> 01:18:42,337 Uncle Vic, were you ever at any of our family gatherings? 1432 01:18:42,587 --> 01:18:45,295 Of course, I was at all of them. 1433 01:18:45,295 --> 01:18:46,574 I never seem to remember you 1434 01:18:46,574 --> 01:18:49,241 at any of our family gatherings. 1435 01:18:51,234 --> 01:18:54,067 And that therapist, the one I saw, 1436 01:18:55,036 --> 01:18:56,619 is she your friend? 1437 01:18:59,175 --> 01:19:03,842 And my panic attacks, got even worse after you moved in. 1438 01:19:09,597 --> 01:19:10,430 Faith. 1439 01:19:14,088 --> 01:19:15,921 My sweet little Faith. 1440 01:19:19,916 --> 01:19:23,416 There was always this innocence about you. 1441 01:19:25,808 --> 01:19:30,141 Every time I came over, you were so happy to see me. 1442 01:19:32,467 --> 01:19:33,550 You loved me. 1443 01:19:36,089 --> 01:19:38,968 You were always so happy to see your Uncle Vic. 1444 01:19:38,968 --> 01:19:41,635 (Faith sobbing) 1445 01:19:43,798 --> 01:19:45,465 You loved Uncle Vic. 1446 01:19:52,545 --> 01:19:55,462 (Victor chuckling) 1447 01:19:59,146 --> 01:20:04,146 (door slamming) (Faith sobbing) 1448 01:20:07,825 --> 01:20:09,996 Yeah, I mean, it's mostly just a like... 1449 01:20:09,996 --> 01:20:13,009 (cellular phone ringing) 1450 01:20:13,009 --> 01:20:14,736 [Woman] Are you gonna get that? 1451 01:20:14,736 --> 01:20:17,403 Ur, nah, that's not important. 1452 01:20:18,967 --> 01:20:20,155 [Chance] Hey, what's up. 1453 01:20:20,155 --> 01:20:21,237 It's Chance. 1454 01:20:21,237 --> 01:20:22,225 Leave a message. (cellular phone beeping) 1455 01:20:22,225 --> 01:20:23,449 Hey, Chance. 1456 01:20:23,449 --> 01:20:25,625 I'm so sorry, I was wrong. 1457 01:20:25,625 --> 01:20:27,536 It was Victor. 1458 01:20:27,536 --> 01:20:29,678 I don't remember but he knows I know 1459 01:20:29,678 --> 01:20:31,738 and now he's at the door. 1460 01:20:31,738 --> 01:20:32,988 Please help me. 1461 01:20:35,479 --> 01:20:40,479 (Faith sobbing) (anxious music) 1462 01:20:41,269 --> 01:20:43,469 [Victor] Faith, come on. 1463 01:20:43,469 --> 01:20:44,636 You want this. 1464 01:20:45,978 --> 01:20:46,811 You lie! 1465 01:20:48,590 --> 01:20:49,870 (Faith screaming) 1466 01:20:49,870 --> 01:20:52,703 (Victor groaning) 1467 01:20:58,499 --> 01:21:01,166 (Julie sighing) 1468 01:21:03,619 --> 01:21:05,266 We need to talk. 1469 01:21:05,266 --> 01:21:06,211 [Julie] Okay. 1470 01:21:06,211 --> 01:21:07,044 (cellular phone ringing) 1471 01:21:07,044 --> 01:21:10,948 Why you being ignoring all of my phone calls? 1472 01:21:10,948 --> 01:21:12,698 You need to get that? 1473 01:21:15,027 --> 01:21:17,694 Um, I can call her back later. 1474 01:21:20,750 --> 01:21:21,667 Let's talk. 1475 01:21:25,146 --> 01:21:27,816 (sobs) Julie. 1476 01:21:27,816 --> 01:21:28,899 I killed him. 1477 01:21:31,776 --> 01:21:33,776 I don't know what to do. 1478 01:21:41,406 --> 01:21:44,765 I'm glad you haven't given up yet. 1479 01:21:44,765 --> 01:21:47,188 Well, I don't wanna roll over and die 1480 01:21:47,188 --> 01:21:49,688 when I have a lot to live for. 1481 01:21:52,297 --> 01:21:53,130 I agree. 1482 01:21:53,977 --> 01:21:55,989 You do have a lot to live for. 1483 01:21:55,989 --> 01:21:58,572 (gentle music) 1484 01:22:09,796 --> 01:22:10,989 Wait. 1485 01:22:10,989 --> 01:22:13,018 No, don't, don't think. 1486 01:22:13,018 --> 01:22:14,518 I need you, Jules. 1487 01:22:15,877 --> 01:22:19,046 ♪ As much as I'm felling your gonna do, wanna say it ♪ 1488 01:22:19,046 --> 01:22:20,747 ♪ 'Cause I know there's other ♪ 1489 01:22:20,747 --> 01:22:22,072 ♪ They just trying to get to make it ♪ 1490 01:22:22,072 --> 01:22:23,634 ♪ I just wanna take my chance ♪ 1491 01:22:23,634 --> 01:22:27,051 ♪ Let me tell you that I ♪ 1492 01:22:31,025 --> 01:22:33,585 I'm sorry, I should've said something. 1493 01:22:33,585 --> 01:22:35,196 I want you to get better. 1494 01:22:35,196 --> 01:22:39,515 (Jimmy shushing) I do, I'm so sorry. 1495 01:22:39,515 --> 01:22:42,098 You do not have to apologize. 1496 01:22:43,166 --> 01:22:44,166 You love me. 1497 01:22:45,775 --> 01:22:47,358 Despite my baggage. 1498 01:22:50,875 --> 01:22:52,625 I wanna take you out. 1499 01:22:53,914 --> 01:22:54,747 Dancing. 1500 01:22:56,805 --> 01:22:57,972 Can I do that? 1501 01:22:59,347 --> 01:23:00,180 Yeah. 1502 01:23:02,093 --> 01:23:04,981 I'm wanna try something. 1503 01:23:04,981 --> 01:23:06,814 I think you'd like it. 1504 01:23:08,934 --> 01:23:11,711 Now let's get you off to bed. 1505 01:23:11,711 --> 01:23:12,544 Huh-uh. 1506 01:23:14,111 --> 01:23:17,028 (Rebekah laughing) 1507 01:23:36,673 --> 01:23:38,923 Hey, where are you going? 1508 01:23:40,374 --> 01:23:42,124 Well, there's a couch in the living room 1509 01:23:42,124 --> 01:23:43,707 with my name on it. 1510 01:23:50,623 --> 01:23:53,373 Don't worry, it's just temporary. 1511 01:23:54,622 --> 01:23:58,205 Until I can trust myself to sleep with you. 1512 01:23:59,362 --> 01:24:00,221 Goodnight. 1513 01:24:00,221 --> 01:24:01,221 Goodnight. 1514 01:24:10,879 --> 01:24:13,161 (cellular phone ringing) 1515 01:24:13,161 --> 01:24:15,828 (door knocking) 1516 01:24:16,792 --> 01:24:19,459 (anxious music) 1517 01:24:36,183 --> 01:24:39,016 (sorrowful music) 1518 01:24:49,951 --> 01:24:53,368 (cellular phone ringing) 1519 01:25:12,215 --> 01:25:14,882 (siren blaring) 1520 01:25:22,803 --> 01:25:25,453 [Operator] 911, what's the location of your emergency? 1521 01:25:25,453 --> 01:25:28,120 (siren blaring) 1522 01:25:38,934 --> 01:25:40,462 (door clicking) 1523 01:25:40,462 --> 01:25:41,295 Hey. 1524 01:25:42,711 --> 01:25:43,711 How'd it go? 1525 01:25:44,641 --> 01:25:45,589 Is everything all right? 1526 01:25:45,589 --> 01:25:46,469 - Yeah. - Okay. 1527 01:25:46,469 --> 01:25:47,302 Yeah. 1528 01:25:47,302 --> 01:25:48,135 Look. 1529 01:25:49,361 --> 01:25:50,898 I see. 1530 01:25:50,898 --> 01:25:52,664 You made some pie? 1531 01:25:52,664 --> 01:25:55,928 - It's your favorite. - It is my favorite. 1532 01:25:55,928 --> 01:25:57,645 I see you've got some here. 1533 01:25:57,645 --> 01:25:58,765 - I do? - Yeah. 1534 01:25:58,765 --> 01:26:02,932 - And here, and here, and here. - I didn't know that. 1535 01:26:06,106 --> 01:26:07,606 What was that for? 1536 01:26:13,247 --> 01:26:14,080 I... 1537 01:26:17,128 --> 01:26:20,329 I (chuckles)... 1538 01:26:20,329 --> 01:26:22,259 I came to a decision today. 1539 01:26:22,259 --> 01:26:23,092 Okay. 1540 01:26:29,066 --> 01:26:30,826 I don't have a ring. 1541 01:26:30,826 --> 01:26:32,987 But I'm gonna get you one. 1542 01:26:32,987 --> 01:26:37,320 You deserve the biggest and brightest one out there. 1543 01:26:38,438 --> 01:26:41,889 You've been here with me through thick and thin 1544 01:26:41,889 --> 01:26:46,425 and I don't think you understand how much I appreciate you. 1545 01:26:46,425 --> 01:26:48,592 Ellie, I love you so much. 1546 01:26:52,097 --> 01:26:53,856 Would you make me the happiest man on earth 1547 01:26:53,856 --> 01:26:55,937 and spend the rest of your life with me? 1548 01:26:55,937 --> 01:26:57,336 Would you marry me? 1549 01:26:57,336 --> 01:26:58,464 - Yes. - Yeah? 1550 01:26:58,464 --> 01:27:00,504 (Ellie laughing) 1551 01:27:00,504 --> 01:27:01,518 I'm sorry. 1552 01:27:01,518 --> 01:27:04,185 (both laughing) 1553 01:27:05,727 --> 01:27:08,310 (gentle music) 1554 01:27:33,855 --> 01:27:37,272 (cellular phone ringing) 1555 01:27:53,514 --> 01:27:54,347 Hello? 1556 01:27:57,275 --> 01:27:58,108 Chance. 1557 01:27:59,172 --> 01:28:01,339 How did you get my number? 1558 01:28:03,246 --> 01:28:04,645 She's dead? 1559 01:28:04,645 --> 01:28:07,742 (worrisome music) 1560 01:28:07,742 --> 01:28:08,909 What happened? 1561 01:28:11,855 --> 01:28:13,855 Okay, let me call Carly. 1562 01:28:15,166 --> 01:28:17,166 I'll call you back soon. 1563 01:28:22,531 --> 01:28:25,198 (Julie heaving) 1564 01:28:33,356 --> 01:28:34,439 I'm so sorry. 1565 01:28:35,545 --> 01:28:36,462 Don't be. 1566 01:28:45,863 --> 01:28:47,363 I didn't answer. 1567 01:28:49,263 --> 01:28:50,884 I didn't know it was so important. 1568 01:28:50,884 --> 01:28:51,726 (Andrew shushing) 1569 01:28:51,726 --> 01:28:53,024 No, no, no, it's okay. 1570 01:28:53,024 --> 01:28:54,187 You didn't know, you didn't know. 1571 01:28:54,187 --> 01:28:55,303 I didn't answer (sobs). 1572 01:28:55,303 --> 01:28:59,215 Let's get dressed and see what we need to do. 1573 01:28:59,215 --> 01:29:01,062 Do you need to call your friend who was here last night? 1574 01:29:01,062 --> 01:29:02,486 Yes. 1575 01:29:02,486 --> 01:29:04,986 Oh, she's gonna be devastated. 1576 01:29:06,383 --> 01:29:08,300 Where do you need me? 1577 01:29:15,646 --> 01:29:17,646 I'm still dying, Andy. 1578 01:29:18,566 --> 01:29:19,399 I know. 1579 01:29:21,174 --> 01:29:25,252 But when I think about my white picket fence days 1580 01:29:25,252 --> 01:29:28,036 and how afraid I am losing you, 1581 01:29:28,036 --> 01:29:29,869 I'm losing you anyway. 1582 01:29:32,036 --> 01:29:34,536 Neither of us can control why. 1583 01:29:37,185 --> 01:29:41,518 I want to spend the time that I have lived with you. 1584 01:29:56,655 --> 01:29:59,672 Thank you for keeping an open mind. 1585 01:29:59,672 --> 01:30:03,464 (cellular phone ringing) 1586 01:30:03,464 --> 01:30:04,297 Harper. 1587 01:30:05,615 --> 01:30:06,952 Really? 1588 01:30:06,952 --> 01:30:09,523 You aren't joking, one of the mates. 1589 01:30:09,523 --> 01:30:11,273 This is my big break. 1590 01:30:14,424 --> 01:30:15,257 Was that Stacy? 1591 01:30:15,257 --> 01:30:17,273 She called to say I got the part. 1592 01:30:17,273 --> 01:30:18,523 I got the part! 1593 01:30:23,625 --> 01:30:25,632 (sorrowful music) 1594 01:30:25,632 --> 01:30:26,882 I got the part. 1595 01:30:28,004 --> 01:30:28,921 I get it. 1596 01:30:31,591 --> 01:30:35,415 You can't keep the part with the baby. 1597 01:30:35,415 --> 01:30:37,455 Harp, I don't know if I can do this. 1598 01:30:37,455 --> 01:30:38,288 I know. 1599 01:30:43,080 --> 01:30:45,330 We want different things. 1600 01:30:49,867 --> 01:30:52,011 And I don't wanna resent you. 1601 01:30:52,011 --> 01:30:54,011 - But if I stay... - I know. 1602 01:30:59,151 --> 01:31:00,234 I love you. 1603 01:31:05,763 --> 01:31:07,062 Goodbye, Harper. 1604 01:31:07,062 --> 01:31:09,645 (gentle music) 1605 01:31:16,227 --> 01:31:20,147 It's been a rough week for some of us. 1606 01:31:20,147 --> 01:31:23,140 We've been fighting what life has dealt us 1607 01:31:23,140 --> 01:31:26,223 and it hasn't been particularly kind. 1608 01:31:28,582 --> 01:31:31,332 (stick thumping) 1609 01:31:32,846 --> 01:31:36,808 We're having a small gathering back here tomorrow night 1610 01:31:36,808 --> 01:31:39,391 to celebrate the life of Faith. 1611 01:31:40,648 --> 01:31:44,717 I think it's a good idea for us to celebrate 1612 01:31:44,717 --> 01:31:46,300 and to stay strong. 1613 01:31:47,626 --> 01:31:49,982 Everyone is welcome to come. 1614 01:31:49,982 --> 01:31:52,746 (sorrowful music) 1615 01:31:52,746 --> 01:31:57,079 You all have been the greatest family I've ever had. 1616 01:31:57,927 --> 01:32:00,427 I really hope you can make it. 1617 01:32:01,906 --> 01:32:05,009 I didn't really know Faith. 1618 01:32:05,009 --> 01:32:07,509 I mean, she's pretty new here. 1619 01:32:10,369 --> 01:32:14,455 But you guys helped me with so many things, 1620 01:32:14,455 --> 01:32:16,038 you'd help me to... 1621 01:32:20,094 --> 01:32:22,511 To see the person I could be. 1622 01:32:24,775 --> 01:32:26,692 I really love you guys. 1623 01:32:29,567 --> 01:32:31,567 See you guys tomorrow. 1624 01:32:42,007 --> 01:32:43,867 I'm fine, I'm fine. 1625 01:32:43,867 --> 01:32:48,867 [Carly] What's wrong with accepting a little bit of help? 1626 01:32:49,253 --> 01:32:50,694 Just stop it. 1627 01:32:50,694 --> 01:32:52,076 Stop what? 1628 01:32:52,076 --> 01:32:54,877 I can feel you staring at me. 1629 01:32:54,877 --> 01:32:59,127 I'm just waiting for you to allow me to help you. 1630 01:33:05,384 --> 01:33:06,973 I'll leave you alone. 1631 01:33:06,973 --> 01:33:09,488 Just remember we're family. 1632 01:33:09,488 --> 01:33:12,318 Expecting to see you back here again. 1633 01:33:12,318 --> 01:33:14,151 I'll think about it. 1634 01:33:15,307 --> 01:33:16,724 Straight ahead. 1635 01:33:20,816 --> 01:33:22,688 Julie, can you please tell Jimmy he can go back 1636 01:33:22,688 --> 01:33:25,126 to sleeping with his girlfriend. 1637 01:33:25,126 --> 01:33:27,152 You're just saying that 'cause you want the couch. 1638 01:33:27,152 --> 01:33:29,802 (chuckles) I mean, I can't lie, the floor sucks. 1639 01:33:29,802 --> 01:33:32,991 But seriously, dude, you haven't made a peep all week. 1640 01:33:32,991 --> 01:33:35,346 Really, Avery, no nightmares? 1641 01:33:35,346 --> 01:33:36,929 Not a single one. 1642 01:33:38,753 --> 01:33:41,336 And I will meet you at the car. 1643 01:33:42,173 --> 01:33:43,173 All right. 1644 01:33:53,072 --> 01:33:54,473 You don't know what would've happened 1645 01:33:54,473 --> 01:33:56,806 if you picked up that phone. 1646 01:33:59,733 --> 01:34:03,535 Things might not have been any different. 1647 01:34:03,535 --> 01:34:04,368 Hey. 1648 01:34:06,545 --> 01:34:09,295 The girl was betrayed and damage. 1649 01:34:11,710 --> 01:34:16,043 You can't put that kind of weight on your shoulders. 1650 01:34:25,752 --> 01:34:27,752 I'm glad you chose life. 1651 01:34:28,750 --> 01:34:29,583 Me too. 1652 01:34:42,671 --> 01:34:46,471 ♪ Trying to connect the dots but ain't making no sense ♪ 1653 01:34:46,471 --> 01:34:50,253 ♪ Trying to contemplate and where this breeze is blowing ♪ 1654 01:34:50,253 --> 01:34:52,325 ♪ But looking up and looking down ♪ 1655 01:34:52,325 --> 01:34:53,980 ♪ I've been all around ♪ 1656 01:34:53,980 --> 01:34:57,632 ♪ Thoughts being racing faster than the beat so ♪ 1657 01:34:57,632 --> 01:34:59,329 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1658 01:34:59,329 --> 01:35:01,242 ♪ But I'm making lemonade ♪ 1659 01:35:01,242 --> 01:35:02,981 ♪ No, the sun ain't shining ♪ 1660 01:35:02,981 --> 01:35:04,963 ♪ But I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1661 01:35:04,963 --> 01:35:07,001 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1662 01:35:07,001 --> 01:35:09,111 You look so well today. 1663 01:35:09,111 --> 01:35:10,490 I feel like it. 1664 01:35:10,490 --> 01:35:12,823 Today's one of my good days. 1665 01:35:14,209 --> 01:35:16,569 I'd like you to think I had something to do with this. 1666 01:35:16,569 --> 01:35:18,323 I like to think that too. 1667 01:35:18,323 --> 01:35:21,073 (Julie laughing) 1668 01:35:23,751 --> 01:35:27,312 So you know Avery, he's been sleeping 1669 01:35:27,312 --> 01:35:29,301 on Jimmy's couch for a few days 1670 01:35:29,301 --> 01:35:31,620 till he finds his own place. 1671 01:35:31,620 --> 01:35:33,802 Can you do anything for him? 1672 01:35:33,802 --> 01:35:36,259 Yeah, I think I have room for him in the spare. 1673 01:35:36,259 --> 01:35:37,657 Thank you. 1674 01:35:37,657 --> 01:35:40,043 So, you wanna dance? 1675 01:35:40,043 --> 01:35:42,832 I thought you'd never ask. 1676 01:35:42,832 --> 01:35:46,451 ♪ Let's go down to the river ♪ 1677 01:35:46,451 --> 01:35:47,929 It's been a good day. 1678 01:35:47,929 --> 01:35:49,262 Not a great day. 1679 01:35:50,138 --> 01:35:51,971 I want enjoy the song. 1680 01:35:53,171 --> 01:35:56,586 ♪ You and me, we take ♪ 1681 01:35:56,586 --> 01:35:58,735 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1682 01:35:58,735 --> 01:36:01,485 (Carly giggling) 1683 01:36:05,197 --> 01:36:07,030 - May I cut in? - Yeah. 1684 01:36:08,567 --> 01:36:10,815 How did you know I was here? 1685 01:36:10,815 --> 01:36:13,494 I can tell when a beautiful woman's in the room. 1686 01:36:13,494 --> 01:36:16,244 I don't need to see to know that. 1687 01:36:18,949 --> 01:36:20,199 May I call you? 1688 01:36:21,637 --> 01:36:23,408 - Um. - Nevermind. 1689 01:36:23,408 --> 01:36:25,795 Why would you wanna date a blind guy anyway? 1690 01:36:25,795 --> 01:36:27,068 - You can have anyone... - No, no. 1691 01:36:27,068 --> 01:36:28,847 No, no, no, no, no, I didn't, 1692 01:36:28,847 --> 01:36:30,258 I didn't hesitate because of you. 1693 01:36:30,258 --> 01:36:34,817 I just, I'm newly divorced and it wasn't a good split. 1694 01:36:34,817 --> 01:36:38,747 Let's just enjoy this dance and see how it goes, okay? 1695 01:36:38,747 --> 01:36:41,808 Men in general kind of make me nervous. 1696 01:36:41,808 --> 01:36:43,308 Did he hurt you? 1697 01:36:44,569 --> 01:36:46,319 Not physically, no. 1698 01:36:47,330 --> 01:36:49,087 Did he make you feel special? 1699 01:36:49,087 --> 01:36:50,615 Like you're the queen of England? 1700 01:36:50,615 --> 01:36:53,365 (Carly giggling) 1701 01:36:55,817 --> 01:36:58,037 I hope I never meet this guy. 1702 01:36:58,037 --> 01:37:02,620 There's no man that should make a woman feel like shit. 1703 01:37:04,530 --> 01:37:06,030 You can call me. 1704 01:37:08,747 --> 01:37:09,908 Hey. 1705 01:37:09,908 --> 01:37:11,686 - Hey, how you doing? - Good, how you doing? 1706 01:37:11,686 --> 01:37:13,436 - Hey. - Hey, Rebekah. 1707 01:37:14,687 --> 01:37:17,185 Jimmy, this whole dance was your idea. 1708 01:37:17,185 --> 01:37:20,367 Get out there with your woman or I'll take her. 1709 01:37:20,367 --> 01:37:21,998 (Rebekah giggling) 1710 01:37:21,998 --> 01:37:23,563 All right. 1711 01:37:23,563 --> 01:37:24,813 There you go. 1712 01:37:25,879 --> 01:37:28,129 [Jimmy] Okay, here we go. 1713 01:37:38,749 --> 01:37:40,328 What's up, Avery? 1714 01:37:40,328 --> 01:37:41,661 What's up, Andy? 1715 01:37:43,549 --> 01:37:46,368 A little birdie told me you've been sleeping on the couch 1716 01:37:46,368 --> 01:37:49,497 when I have a perfectly good spare in my apartment. 1717 01:37:49,497 --> 01:37:50,664 Spare couch? 1718 01:37:51,672 --> 01:37:53,728 No, spare bedroom. 1719 01:37:53,728 --> 01:37:56,385 My last roommate left it with almost everything. 1720 01:37:56,385 --> 01:37:58,421 What are you saying? 1721 01:37:58,421 --> 01:37:59,701 No words, man. 1722 01:37:59,701 --> 01:38:01,018 I have no words. 1723 01:38:01,018 --> 01:38:02,018 All right. 1724 01:38:03,370 --> 01:38:08,000 ♪ I've been distant, socially ♪ 1725 01:38:08,000 --> 01:38:09,250 Are you okay? 1726 01:38:10,319 --> 01:38:11,236 I'm fine. 1727 01:38:12,259 --> 01:38:14,141 You can stop worrying about me. 1728 01:38:14,141 --> 01:38:16,901 Nah, I'm always gonna worry about you. 1729 01:38:16,901 --> 01:38:17,901 Both of you. 1730 01:38:20,318 --> 01:38:21,985 Well, speaking of. 1731 01:38:23,078 --> 01:38:24,995 I saw the doctor today. 1732 01:38:26,216 --> 01:38:27,296 Everything okay? 1733 01:38:27,296 --> 01:38:28,963 Everything's fine. 1734 01:38:30,725 --> 01:38:31,558 Um... 1735 01:38:32,825 --> 01:38:37,658 They're both doing fine and growing according to schedule. 1736 01:38:40,814 --> 01:38:41,647 Both? 1737 01:38:43,358 --> 01:38:44,191 Twins! 1738 01:38:47,035 --> 01:38:48,535 Oh, two of them. 1739 01:38:49,836 --> 01:38:51,198 Are you okay? 1740 01:38:51,198 --> 01:38:52,865 Can you handle this? 1741 01:38:54,997 --> 01:38:56,164 Two of them. 1742 01:38:58,947 --> 01:39:01,975 Yeah, I'm gonna work through this. 1743 01:39:01,975 --> 01:39:03,609 You trust me. 1744 01:39:03,609 --> 01:39:05,166 Yeah. 1745 01:39:05,166 --> 01:39:06,583 Do you trust you? 1746 01:39:10,405 --> 01:39:12,635 I think I'm getting there. 1747 01:39:12,635 --> 01:39:13,837 Good. 1748 01:39:13,837 --> 01:39:16,337 And I think this is helping. 1749 01:39:18,681 --> 01:39:21,332 (Jimmy chuckling) 1750 01:39:21,332 --> 01:39:24,597 (both laughing) 1751 01:39:24,597 --> 01:39:26,065 Thank you for coming. 1752 01:39:26,065 --> 01:39:27,775 This looks fantastic. 1753 01:39:27,775 --> 01:39:30,489 It's a great celebration of her, she'd have loved it. 1754 01:39:30,489 --> 01:39:31,406 I'm glad. 1755 01:39:32,317 --> 01:39:37,147 I was just about to go on stage to say a few words. 1756 01:39:37,147 --> 01:39:38,352 Why don't you come with. 1757 01:39:38,352 --> 01:39:39,678 Oh, I... 1758 01:39:39,678 --> 01:39:40,511 Come on. 1759 01:39:52,817 --> 01:39:54,484 Attention, everyone. 1760 01:40:00,718 --> 01:40:05,301 We are here to celebrate the life of Faith Angela Ninn. 1761 01:40:08,368 --> 01:40:10,535 Her initial spell out fan. 1762 01:40:11,475 --> 01:40:13,058 She was a favorite. 1763 01:40:16,409 --> 01:40:19,992 She was young and I took to her right away. 1764 01:40:29,437 --> 01:40:32,770 I feel in some ways she'd still be alive 1765 01:40:33,957 --> 01:40:36,124 if we had have helped her. 1766 01:40:38,149 --> 01:40:40,793 She was a bright light. 1767 01:40:40,793 --> 01:40:43,835 A force to be reckoned with. 1768 01:40:43,835 --> 01:40:45,628 (Julie sighing) 1769 01:40:45,628 --> 01:40:47,295 She was a lost soul. 1770 01:40:49,427 --> 01:40:53,177 And I wish I could've been there to help her. 1771 01:40:59,917 --> 01:41:02,000 She taught me about life. 1772 01:41:03,069 --> 01:41:05,236 I felt like I had nothing. 1773 01:41:06,738 --> 01:41:10,238 She made me feel useful in my uselessness. 1774 01:41:15,876 --> 01:41:19,376 We've all grown a little since we met her. 1775 01:41:24,828 --> 01:41:28,328 I'm gonna pass the mic to her brother now. 1776 01:41:45,727 --> 01:41:48,319 Hey, I just want you to know 1777 01:41:48,319 --> 01:41:50,279 that you're now our family. 1778 01:41:50,279 --> 01:41:51,112 Okay? 1779 01:41:52,165 --> 01:41:55,198 - Yeah. - Yeah, good, all right. 1780 01:41:55,198 --> 01:41:57,318 I'm gonna be over here. 1781 01:41:57,318 --> 01:41:58,151 Okay. 1782 01:42:04,608 --> 01:42:07,908 You are all her family when I couldn't be. 1783 01:42:07,908 --> 01:42:11,241 And I will forever be thankful for that. 1784 01:42:14,319 --> 01:42:15,310 You brought us together 1785 01:42:15,310 --> 01:42:18,393 and I didn't even know we were apart. 1786 01:42:20,467 --> 01:42:24,077 You gave her the strength or the courage. 1787 01:42:24,077 --> 01:42:27,160 The courage to stand up to her fears. 1788 01:42:29,153 --> 01:42:30,236 To be strong. 1789 01:42:34,536 --> 01:42:37,869 My last words to her were, we're family. 1790 01:42:44,895 --> 01:42:45,728 And I... 1791 01:42:47,336 --> 01:42:48,527 I ignored her when she called me 1792 01:42:48,527 --> 01:42:51,360 'cause I wasn't the one important. 1793 01:42:59,973 --> 01:43:04,473 I feel like I'm being punished for even thinking that. 1794 01:43:06,335 --> 01:43:10,335 I need to know that she knows she was important. 1795 01:43:11,769 --> 01:43:14,852 You all recognized she was important. 1796 01:43:16,128 --> 01:43:18,128 Faith, you are an angel. 1797 01:43:19,330 --> 01:43:21,913 You're protecting us right now. 1798 01:43:23,726 --> 01:43:25,666 On you on, Faith. 1799 01:43:25,666 --> 01:43:27,333 [Group] On you on. 1800 01:43:33,375 --> 01:43:36,437 When did you get to be so great at this? 1801 01:43:36,437 --> 01:43:38,896 Since I had a strong woman. 1802 01:43:38,896 --> 01:43:40,255 Who would marry me. 1803 01:43:40,255 --> 01:43:41,755 Who's got my back. 1804 01:43:47,814 --> 01:43:52,568 ♪ You say you are strong ♪ 1805 01:43:52,568 --> 01:43:57,568 ♪ Now I can't remain ♪ 1806 01:43:57,683 --> 01:44:02,467 ♪ Take it slow, take it so far ♪ 1807 01:44:02,467 --> 01:44:05,717 ♪ Break it down for me ♪ 1808 01:44:20,463 --> 01:44:23,922 ♪ Trying to connect the dots but they ain't making no sense ♪ 1809 01:44:23,922 --> 01:44:27,582 ♪ Kind of contemplating where this breeze is blowing ♪ 1810 01:44:27,582 --> 01:44:29,745 ♪ Being looking up, being looking down ♪ 1811 01:44:29,745 --> 01:44:31,569 ♪ I've been all around ♪ 1812 01:44:31,569 --> 01:44:35,060 ♪ Thoughts being racing faster than the beat so ♪ 1813 01:44:35,060 --> 01:44:36,685 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1814 01:44:36,685 --> 01:44:38,868 ♪ But I'm making lemonade ♪ 1815 01:44:38,868 --> 01:44:40,476 ♪ No, the sun ain't shining ♪ 1816 01:44:40,476 --> 01:44:42,658 ♪ But I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1817 01:44:42,658 --> 01:44:44,192 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1818 01:44:44,192 --> 01:44:46,084 ♪ But I'm making lemonade ♪ 1819 01:44:46,084 --> 01:44:47,776 ♪ No, the sun ain't shining ♪ 1820 01:44:47,776 --> 01:44:49,915 ♪ But I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1821 01:44:49,915 --> 01:44:53,343 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dancing in the rain ♪ 1822 01:44:53,343 --> 01:44:57,671 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dance, dance, dance, dancing ♪ 1823 01:44:57,671 --> 01:45:00,711 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dancing in the rain ♪ 1824 01:45:00,711 --> 01:45:04,751 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dance, dance, dancing in the ♪ 1825 01:45:04,751 --> 01:45:08,109 ♪ Don't know why the sky is crying, but it's okay ♪ 1826 01:45:08,109 --> 01:45:09,803 ♪ Better take off against the wind ♪ 1827 01:45:09,803 --> 01:45:12,852 ♪ 'Cause that's the right way ♪ 1828 01:45:12,852 --> 01:45:16,305 ♪ Lucy, Lucy with the flow, oh ♪ 1829 01:45:16,305 --> 01:45:20,304 ♪ Getting Lucy goosy, 'cause I got the mojo ♪ 1830 01:45:20,304 --> 01:45:23,213 ♪ Let's go down to the river ♪ 1831 01:45:23,213 --> 01:45:27,465 ♪ Take a sip of something sweeter ♪ 1832 01:45:27,465 --> 01:45:30,286 ♪ Let's go down to the river ♪ 1833 01:45:30,286 --> 01:45:34,048 ♪ You and me, we take a sip of something sweeter ♪ 1834 01:45:34,048 --> 01:45:35,635 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1835 01:45:35,635 --> 01:45:37,696 ♪ So I'm making lemonade ♪ 1836 01:45:37,696 --> 01:45:39,585 ♪ No, the sun ain't shining ♪ 1837 01:45:39,585 --> 01:45:41,426 ♪ But I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1838 01:45:41,426 --> 01:45:42,976 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1839 01:45:42,976 --> 01:45:45,086 ♪ So I'm making lemonade ♪ 1840 01:45:45,086 --> 01:45:46,775 ♪ No, the sun ain't shining ♪ 1841 01:45:46,775 --> 01:45:48,807 ♪ But I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1842 01:45:48,807 --> 01:45:52,435 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dancing in the rain ♪ 1843 01:45:52,435 --> 01:45:56,173 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dance, dance, dance, dancing ♪ 1844 01:45:56,173 --> 01:45:58,013 ♪ Making lemonade ♪ 1845 01:45:58,013 --> 01:46:01,282 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dancing in the rain ♪ 1846 01:46:01,282 --> 01:46:04,393 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dance, dance, dancing in the ♪ 1847 01:46:04,393 --> 01:46:07,505 ♪ Let's go down to the river ♪ 1848 01:46:07,505 --> 01:46:11,783 ♪ Then can sip on something sweeter ♪ 1849 01:46:11,783 --> 01:46:14,758 ♪ Let's go down to the river ♪ 1850 01:46:14,758 --> 01:46:19,283 ♪ You and me, we take a sip of something sweeter ♪ 1851 01:46:19,283 --> 01:46:22,304 ♪ Let's go down to the river ♪ 1852 01:46:22,304 --> 01:46:25,904 ♪ Then can sip on something sweeter ♪ 1853 01:46:25,904 --> 01:46:27,224 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1854 01:46:27,224 --> 01:46:29,395 ♪ So I'm making lemonade ♪ 1855 01:46:29,395 --> 01:46:31,053 ♪ No, the sun ain't shining ♪ 1856 01:46:31,053 --> 01:46:33,093 ♪ But I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1857 01:46:33,093 --> 01:46:34,681 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1858 01:46:34,681 --> 01:46:36,762 ♪ So I'm making lemonade ♪ 1859 01:46:36,762 --> 01:46:38,544 ♪ No, the sun ain't shining ♪ 1860 01:46:38,544 --> 01:46:40,711 ♪ But I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1861 01:46:40,711 --> 01:46:44,190 ♪ Making lemonade, but I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1862 01:46:44,190 --> 01:46:48,031 ♪ Making lemonade, but I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1863 01:46:48,031 --> 01:46:49,443 ♪ Life's being giving me lemons ♪ 1864 01:46:49,443 --> 01:46:51,589 ♪ So I'm making lemonade ♪ 1865 01:46:51,589 --> 01:46:53,254 ♪ No, the sun aint shining ♪ 1866 01:46:53,254 --> 01:46:55,294 ♪ But I'm dancing in the rain ♪ 1867 01:46:55,294 --> 01:46:58,900 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dancing in the rain ♪ 1868 01:46:58,900 --> 01:47:03,900 ♪ Dancing in the rain, dance, dance, dance, dancing ♪