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♪ Suitcase of mistakes ♪
♪ It's a sound of a heartbreak ♪
♪ Memory ♪
♪ It creaks with the old hurt that won't speak ♪
♪ Time took me away ♪
♪ I thought that's where I'd stay ♪
♪ For years, I've been flying low ♪
♪ Carving this heart from a piece of stone ♪
♪ I could follow the steps from long ago ♪
♪ I don't know ♪
♪ What if everything is changed? ♪
♪ What if it's all stayed the same? ♪
♪ Can you put a new picture in an old frame? ♪
♪ I don't know if I can get home ♪
♪ To begin over again ♪
♪ It's hard to imagine ♪
♪ To let go of what you think you know ♪
♪ Why does it have to feel impossible again ♪
♪ Time took me away ♪
♪ I thought that's where I'd stay ♪
♪ For years, I've been flying low ♪
Hang on, I need a sec.
♪ Carving this heart from a piece of stone ♪
♪ I could follow the steps from long ago ♪
♪ I don't know ♪
Don't let me lose it, okay?
Be a bitch to Donald.
You won't.
Hold me, sexy!
Hey, Mr. MacGinnis, so sorry for your loss.
Good to see you, Byron.
Thanks for, uh.
Hey.
Dad, why didn't you say come?
Didn't she?
It was, it was fast.
I wasn't there.
Jenny was with her.
You guys, you made really good time.
Drove straight through from Toronto.
Traded off.
401 was crazy.
It was all crazy.
Let me give you a hand.
Have you heard from Donald?
Maybe the wrong email.
See?
Whoa.
Yeah.
Have you been eating?
So, you're in touch with Donald?
Your mom was, seems like.
She had an email for him?
In her desk.
So, this--
Tam, let's put our stuff in our room
and have a quick wash.
Yeah, okay.
Dad?
Go ahead. This'll keep.
Here you go.
Here I go.
Where do you go?
This is. I can't.
Hey, it's okay, Tam.
I told you that she knew where Don was.
Why wouldn't she tell me?
What did I do to--
You didn't do anything.
I don't think this is about you.
He should be here.
Should isn't helpful, Tam.
Come on.
Go have a wash, downstairs in 15, kay?
Should I get that?
Hi, help you?
Jesus.
Miranda.
No, Dad, it's me, Dawn.
Oh my God.
Hang on, like Don, her brother?
No, like Dawn, her sister.
Um, shall I, uh, tea anyone?
Betsy?
She must have forgotten me.
Dad?
I'm glad to see you, Dad.
You look exactly like her.
I know.
Go on.
I ...
When did?
It's been happening since I left.
Five years ago.
Where'd you go?
Montreal.
On your own?
I didn't have a buddy.
You speak French?
I do now.
And Mom knew.
Yes.
This is awful.
Tam!
It's okay.
No, it's not.
You know, this should be about her,
and as usual, it's just about you.
Got another down here for you, Andy.
Jerry. Hey, Stranger.
They behaving?
Little lambs. Whatcha doin' here?
We're good here.
Whose car?
Tammy's. She brought her boyfriend.
Ha ha, must be serious.
Yeah, fiancé.
Dawn's back.
Great.
Isn't it?
Dawn, I mean.
That's what you said. Don's back.
Dawn, like sunrise.
You'll see.
Oh.
I'm not an asshole.
I didn't say that you ...
It's an adjustment.
I'm--
What?
Comfortable, more.
You never called.
Birthdays.
I did.
I hung up.
I thought I'd lose you forever if you knew.
You didn't have me.
You didn't even give me a chance to ...
Are those Mom's?
Yeah.
I thought she lost them.
She said that they'd be her daughter's one day.
They are.
Wow.
Hope it's okay. I put something in the oven.
Great, I'll go have a wash.
I knew, something, from forever.
I spent the drive planning to tell Dad
that you're gay, if you came.
But this?
This?
Dawn, I don't know how to do this.
I thought she was gonna be okay.
She seemed better at Christmas.
You saw her at Christmas?
You just said--
I came back to Halifax when she got sick.
You've been in Halifax for two years?
What, like in school?
I wanna do sports physio, but I need some courses.
So I came back after her first mastectomy,
so when she started chemo, if Jenny brought her in,
I could help out or ...
Jenny? Jenny knew?
And we didn't?
She didn't want Dad being the only one not knowing,
and I thought him hating me would make her sicker.
Jenny knew everything?
She did what Mom wanted.
Mom did what I wanted. It was never anything to do with you.
No kidding.
Whoa, I don't think Byron will be
very comfortable on this bed.
Don't be disgusting. He's sleeping in the spare room.
Don't you guys live together?
Dad is right over there.
And I don't want anyone ever touching me again.
Don't.
Don't do that.
I ...
I hate ...
I hate you.
Mom's dead.
I want her.
Come on.
Sorry.
We have to,
big baby.
I know.
Dawn is still an amazing player.
He, she's on a team in the city, women's team.
She wants to be a sports physio. Did you know that?
How would I?
I don't get it.
It's hard.
But, she's here.
I'm glad.
Dad?
What?
Are you?
♪ It's hard to see ♪
♪ Hard to believe ♪
♪ That our body brings us all we need ♪
♪ Let go ♪
♪ To sleep ♪
♪ My oldest love ♪
♪ You're the only one ♪
♪ Who feels it all ♪
♪ We walk around ♪
♪ All hollowed out ♪
♪ Fill our cups with fear and doubt ♪
♪ Oh ghosts of sleep ♪
♪ Wash me clean ♪
♪ And show me what I ought to keep ♪
♪ And what must leave ♪
We'll come. Right, Byron?
Hang on.
Be quick.
Morning.
Your sister's coming to town with me to sort some stuff out.
Should I come?
We're good. No, we're fine.
Coming, Dawn?
No, he's, she's staying.
Yeah.
See you later.
Betsy.
Good girl.
Hello, woo.
Well, you can certainly tell that you're related.
You're the spit of Miranda.
People say.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm Sandra.
My husband, Jerry, and his brother, Andy,
they run the farm the way over.
Right now, they're helping John Andrew.
Awfully hard to run a farm, you know, when ...
Anyway, I woulda brought pizza.
I work over at the Pizza Palace,
but I thought maybe he'd prefer some home cooking.
Is he eating?
Uh.
You know, I didn't think that Miranda had nieces.
She doesn't, didn't.
I'm Dawn.
Dawn?
Yeah, Dawn, Miranda's--
Jesus.
Nope, just her daughter.
Oh.
Thanks.
Tammy sent it along yesterday. Lovely obit.
She writes stuff for advertising.
Tammy, sorry for your loss.
Oh, thank you, Arthur.
How's Babs?
Oh, we're all good.
I told your dad, this is a beautiful obit.
You want a job?
No, thank you.
Is that it?
Do you mind?
Thanks.
I hear your young man's with you.
Yeah, he's in the cafe.
He's got a latte addiction.
Thanks.
Thanks, Arthur. See you outside, Dad.
Oh, John Andrew. Miranda paid, six weeks back.
I'll see you to the door.
Are folks eating?
A bit. Not for a lack of casseroles.
Well, people wanna help.
Yeah, like, don't say she means well.
How's the team, glorious?
Solid.
Losing.
I can't do this, Jenny.
The wake, the funeral.
Yes, you can.
It'll be--
Awful, best-case scenario.
Everybody home?
Yep, Dawn came yesterday.
That's good.
Arthur, do we have to do a wake?
You do what you want, but the town loves a wake.
The town loved Miranda.
Right then.
See you tomorrow.
Kay?
Not a surprise, eh, Bets?
You think she'd go, girl?
You think?
That might be the best casserole I've ever had.
Well it wasn't bad for artichokes.
What's wrong with artichokes?
Nothing, you just don't expect country folk
to eat fancy casseroles with artichokes.
Country folk?
Yeah, mm-hm.
Unsophisticated, redneck, meat-eating folk like you.
We did meatless Mondays every week.
Pretty tasty, considering the source.
Sandra dropped it off this morning.
Well, set it on the steps and ran.
Wait, Jerry's Sandra?
She meant well.
Poison, that woman.
Hello?
Oh, Jerry, go on through.
Jerry, everything okay? The milk going?
Just picked it up. The test was fine.
Good, we did not need another load dumped.
Yeah.
Listen, I hope you don't mind, I'm not nuts,
but God's truth this, five o'clock,
funerals come on the radio,
Miranda's name for the wake tomorrow.
Every cow in the barn stopped chewing.
Milkers going, chugging away.
Not another sound.
They stopped breathing to listen.
Never seen it.
Oh, thanks.
Sandra said she brought something, the artichokes?
Yeah, delicious, thank you.
A bit fancy for me. Glad you ate it.
Night, John Andrew.
Jerry.
Tammy.
My fiancé, Byron.
Good to meet you, Byron.
And, uh.
Dawn.
Just a kid last time I saw you.
All grown up, eh?
Yes.
Different person now.
Good your home for your mom.
Bless you.
Night.
I can't believe she didn't tell him.
About Dawn?
About everything.
About how sick she was.
Byron?
Uh-huh.
We have to share everything.
We do.
Except a bed around here.
Okay, well.
It's fine. Your bed's toast anyways.
I wouldn't dare right next to your parents' bedroom.
Oh my God!
I mean your dad's.
Sorry.
Tam?
Hey.
I'm scared.
Of life without her.
You're scared, how do you think Dawn feels?
Your mom was the only family she had for years.
She chose.
Why is this so easy for you?
No history. She's a new person.
Gorgeous blonde person.
Jesus, Byron!
Tam, I'm joking. Come on.
None of this is funny.
When did you know, Miranda?
Managed it all, didn't you?
Paid for your ...
Fucking cows stopping chewing.
Dad?
Yeah?
I'm going out.
Is Jerry back in the morning, or are you milking?
I am.
Want help?
I'm good.
I can get up early and--
Go on, get your beauty sleep.
Have you got rubber boots?
Think my old ones are there.
What's going on? Why is everyone up?
It's a farm, Tammy. We're doing farm things.
Go back to bed, girl. Get your beauty sleep.
What's going on?
They're doing farm things. Just go back to bed.
I'm up now. Could I do farm things?
I don't know, can you?
I'm a quick study.
All right then.
I'm never eating steak again.
You'll get over that.
That was funny, Martine, firing you, huh?
That was Martine?
Yeah.
Who is Martine?
Cow that was trying to knock Dawn over.
Martine was his ...
Sorry.
4H project when she was 15.
I loved that calf.
Wait, 4H is a real thing?
I thought it was like a movie thing.
Oh, Jesus.
Where did Tammy find you?
Dad?
Yeah.
Do you know if you can get more parts for the Jubilee?
The what?
The Jubilee, the old tractor.
You guys talked about fixing it.
I loved it.
Loved a tractor?
Learned to drive on it. It was my grandpa's.
I thought maybe I could try fixing it.
You know nothing about that tractor.
What was that?
I guess girls don't fix tractors.
Right.
Guess I'm doing the dishes then.
I'll do it. Don't pout.
I am not.
Fuck this.
Cows are easier.
That bike's ancient. Probably won't blow up.
I didn't do anything. Why aren't you talking to me?
I'm not not talking. I'm just not answering.
He's counting the minutes till I leave.
Give him a chance. It's Day Three.
Gonna fix it?
Mom wanted it fixed.
Remember that grandfather clock?
Yeah, he nearly killed me.
Yeah, till you fixed it,
then it was my boy, the mechanical genius.
Ugh.
What?
Do we just forget that you were someone else,
the golden heir to all this?
Is there a rule book that I should have?
I wasn't someone else. Google it.
You might not give a shit, but I have friends who think
I'm pretty fucking golden now
and a life I don't run by a rule book.
What stupid questions.
I forgot what a jerk you can be.
Was "are you gonna fix it" a stupid question?
No.
Dad?
He's at the funeral home.
Dawn?
I'm going as fast as I can, okay?
It's fine, I j ...
I Googled it.
I know who you are.
I always have. I just ...
I'm not good at this.
Whoa.
Too much?
Perfect.
You okay?
We'll see.
What?
Arthur Murray's, come on.
What?
What, what are you doing?
Looking for footsteps.
Byron, just.
Arthur Murray's, come on.
World-famous dance school.
My parents went every Saturday for years.
You put your feet in the footsteps.
Here, Laney, let me give you a hand.
No, no no, squares.
Get my stick.
I didn't know you had a suit.
John Andrew?
We planned to tell you.
She tried so hard to wait for you.
I'm glad you were there.
Dawn?
Your father said this morning
that you were right back in the barn.
Oh, as good as any fella ever was.
Dying to dance?
Hey, don't encourage him.
And just don't draw more attention to yourself.
Get a grip, Tam.
Do you mind or?
Of course.
No, of course as in all good, totally fine, awesome.
So it's fine then?
Yeah.
Okay.
I'm Banu. I was your mom's massage therapist.
Oh right. She mentioned you, how much she liked you.
How much you helped.
Oh, you found her, Banu?
Mm-hm, yeah.
Well, that coulda been worse.
Still time. Funeral on Friday.
Banu says there's music at the pub tonight.
Probably not a good idea.
I'm gonna see Laney home. She's--
Drunk?
A bit emotional.
She had like a gallon of punch.
I'll get you up for milking,
though, huh, Byron?
Yep, that's me, the king of the teats.
It's like I'm in a sick reality show
created to prove why I should not marry you.
Come on. Let's go get emotional.
I was travelling for a year after school,
but then I stopped here for a night and I met Ethan.
Is he your boyfriend?
No, Ethan manages the cafe I work at.
And he offered me a job, and I thought, why not, right?
I like it here.
Your mom was one of my very first clients.
I'm really gonna miss her a lot.
So you have your own practice?
Well, I have six regular clients.
Three are your mom's friends.
Jenny, Debbie, Joy?
She was kind of like an agent to me.
She said you're doing sports physio?
Hope to. We'll see.
How long you home for?
I don't know.
I'm waiting for ...
A sign?
Maybe.
I have never been in here.
Oh yeah, you left before you were legal.
Being legal was never the issue.
Oh yeah, well, me either.
Thanks.
Come on.
Tammy Bobammy.
Oh my God, oh my God.
Oh my God.
I was wondering when you'd be home.
Oh, Tam, I'm so sorry, your beautiful mom.
Everyone loved her so much.
Hang on, I'm coming around.
Holy cow, you are about to pop.
Cow's right.
Seven and a half months.
You having twins?
Byron, oh my, I am so sorry, Ally.
This is my fiancé, and a man, and an idiot.
And he's right, I'm having twins, boy and a girl.
Wow.
Wow, wow.
Oh, hi, Dawn, right? I heard you were home.
Yep, and this is Banu.
Yeah, I know Banu.
You were in the same class as Martin, my little brother.
Oh yeah, is he good?
Great, practically runs Dad's machine shop now.
He's here.
There, see?
Oh yeah. Do you guys wanna grab that table?
You should go say hi, be interested to see you.
No, he looks busy.
I'll send him over.
Honestly, we're good.
Marty, look who's here. Dawn MacGinnis.
Get us a pitcher, okay?
Hey, I heard you were back in town, Donald.
I think you were on the same bus as Jimbo, right?
Yeah, wow.
And friends with little Banu. Kinda like a club, eh?
Isn't this something, Donnie, after all these years?
Dawn.
That's what I said.
You still playing soccer, Donnie?
A bit.
Isn't the team thing tricky?
Why?
Well which side do you play for now?
Excuse me, fellas, it's a private party.
Sorry, just catching up with our star striker here.
He doesn't mind, right?
Don used to score and score for our team in high school.
Right, Donald?
Dawn.
That's what I said.
Has your hearing gone funny too?
What, too?
My hearing is great.
And it's Dawn, not Donald. And it's she, not he.
Whoa, she, come on.
Marty, Marty, leave it.
Sorry, Tammy.
It's fine.
Whoops.
Gosh, guess we're done here, huh?
Come on, ladies.
Byron.
Fucking asshole.
Are you on the tranny train, too, or have you got a cock?
Martin, Jesus.
I've got a cock. Is that your thing?
You calling me a fag?
If the wet shoe fits. You're the one wearing jewellery.
Jesus.
Oh my God. Stop it.
Get out!
Tammy, why'd you come in here and bring
your brother causing trouble?
Get him outta here!
Her! It's her!
God dammit.
And I hope that you have the longest labour ever.
Dawn. Ally called from the Watering Hole.
Dad.
Make your choices. Live how you want.
But this is my home. You've gotta play the game here.
No I don't. Not when the game is stupid and cruel.
And if you think how I live
is a lifestyle choice, think again.
Breakfast?
In a bit.
Byron, get Jerry a coffee.
I'll be right in. We'll do the order list.
Yeah, we're nearly outta feed.
Going to Stewart's machine shop after breakfast.
I thought maybe you'd come.
To apologize?
It was Marty Stewart who butted Byron last night.
Figures, he's been tormenting you
since you were eight years old.
I told you then you gotta stand up to him.
You gotta be a ma ...
You can't be a ...
He's a coward.
And you're not.
If you're gonna start on the tractor,
you're gonna need some parts.
All set.
Nancy, thanks for calling.
Yeah, yeah, we're okay, thanks.
Listen, been looking through invoices and I know we owe ...
Yeah
Miranda took care of all that.
Right.
Well two weeks' feed'd be great.
Yeah.
Thank you, Nancy.
Okay, okay, bye.
You have reached Gerard Thomas, personal banker.
I'm away from my desk, but leave me a message.
I'll get right back to you.
Gerard, John Andrew, give me a call.
Just wonder if there's any room left on the mortgage.
Thanks.
Bit fancy for the machine shop.
Yeah, I don't have a lot of wardrobe choices.
Hey, Dawn.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry you don't like pancakes,
and I'm sorry I used your moisturizer.
I thought that it was Mom's.
I'm sorry that I said it was fine last night.
It wasn't fine.
It wasn't my fault, but it wasn't fine.
And since I'm gonna spend most of my time apologizing
while I'm here, I wonder if we can do like a credit thing.
I'll say sorry a dozen times now,
and then that'll buy me very fuck-up till I go home.
Only a dozen? How soon are you leaving?
Ha ha.
Do you want me to go?
No.
Let's stay.
Till Dad says he loves us.
Till I fix the tractor.
Highland Heart Tractor Trials.
Well, isn't that like two weeks.
I can't, my work is gonna wonder what--
What about work?
I can't just not go back.
All set?
Hey, Dad. I love you.
Right, well, good, we're off.
One sec.
♪ Me and my bravado, we can do anything ♪
♪ Together, we're not scared, we are shining ♪
♪ But she never lets me down ♪
♪ She knows I can be quiet ♪
♪ It's when I lean on in ♪
♪ Bravado steps up in awkward conversation ♪
♪ The ones she knows I hate ♪
♪ She bails me out of tricky situations ♪
Hey, what can I get for you?
Just coffee.
Right. Hey, Ethan.
This is the Dawn I was telling you about.
Hey, man.
Oh, he calls everybody man.
It's fine.
I know you. You were in 4H.
You sing.
Yeah, a few years ahead of you.
I'm so sorry. Your mom was great.
We all had crushes on her.
And you're so like her.
I hope things get a bit friendlier.
They told me. What a jerk.
Yeah, but you gotta kinda feel sorry for the guy.
His dad's not exactly Prince Charming either.
Poor Marty, heir to an empire.
Oh.
Oh no no, Boss said first one's free.
Thanks.
And great hair, both of you.
Yeah, we do dares.
Right.
See you, Banu.
Oh, Dawn, here, number.
I'll text, so that you have mine too.
Thank you.
Hey, how's it going?
Hey, Dad.
Can I? Jesus.
You're not Tammy.
Nope.
Huh.
You look exactly like--
His mother?
Doesn't she. Sorry.
It's okay.
Marty didn't mention Dawn's home?
He had beer last night.
Have a look, Dawn. This'll get your started.
These are all good for the Jubilee, right?
Great.
On the account, Angus?
Sure.
Marty, Marty! Where are those sparks?
Jesus, boy, like pushing string.
Heard you met Byron last night, Marty.
Tammy'll never have to fight her own fights,
fellow like that around.
Here, I'll get that.
We just gotta make one more stop.
♪ Take my ears ♪
♪ I won't use them ♪
What's up?
♪ They no longer hear the music
What's that?
♪ No footsteps in the hall ♪
♪ Take my hands ♪
♪ They are grieving ♪
♪ Nothing to hold onto or believe in ♪
♪ No loving embrace ♪
♪ Just big empty space ♪
♪ I belong ♪
It won't all fit.
What?
Oh my God, that's like half of it.
Come on.
Come on, Betsy.
Wait, wait wait wait, wait.
Tam.
She'd like it.
It went up my nose, it went up my nose.
She planned that.
What?
No touching.
Hey.
A competitive muscle shucker.
Try saying that three times fast.
A loyal friend. And a loving mom.
A keeper of confidences, and a giver of confidence.
Miranda built people up with her belief in them.
She pushed boundaries we didn't know needed pushing,
until we did.
She kept my secrets.
And I kept hers.
Sorry.
Oh, she wanted this to be joyful.
Be funny, she said.
No pressure.
And she wanted to close with a couple of her favourites.
Tammy?
Thanks, Jenny.
My mom was a proud 4H leader,
and growing up, we scheduled our lives around it.
Around all of you.
Man, that really pissed me off sometimes. Oops.
Sorry. Sorry, God, sorry, Mom.
But she loved this.
And, she lived by it.
"I pledge my head to clearer thinking
"and my heart to greater loyalty."
Sorry.
Thanks.
"My hands to larger service.
"My health to greater living,
"for my club, my community and my country."
Thank you for celebrating our mom.
She wanted to be sent off with his song
by her hero, Bob Dylan.
♪ May God bless and keep you always ♪
♪ May your wishes all come true
♪ May you always do for others ♪
♪ And have others do for you ♪
♪ May you build a ladder to the stars ♪
♪ And climb on every rung, they say ♪
♪ May you stay forever young ♪
♪ Forever young ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ May you stay ♪
♪ May you stay forever young ♪
Jenny.
Oh.
Your journey is what kept her going.
She wanted to see you through it.
This won't move.
A little olive oil and steel wool.
I thought maybe brute force would shift it.
Got any of that?
I meant, aw shit.
Wanna try brute force while I get the olive oil?
I don't mean let's go tomorrow.
Just tell me your plan.
Byron, I don't have a plan.
What's your plan, Dawn?
Like forever?
I don't have a big deal job like you guys, so.
It's advertising, not the UN,
and he's just antsy because no one's missing him.
How long you staying for?
I don't know, just finishing this.
What, tool salad?
Okay, when someone makes a decision, let me know.
I'm going to town.
What? What's that about?
Is it weird that he's going for a coffee with Banu?
No, he's probably just sick of us.
♪ I wish my heart was a hammer ♪
♪ I'd put you back together ♪
♪ But it's just a heart ♪
♪ Like yours ♪
♪ If my hands were a paddle ♪
♪ I'd pull you through this trouble ♪
♪ But they're just hands, like yours ♪
♪ Here's what these hands can do ♪
♪ Be here to hold you ♪
♪ And when you lose your way ♪
♪ Here's what my heart will say
♪ Love comes back ♪
♪ And love comes back ♪
♪ And love comes back around ♪
You petted that tractor.
So we're both weird about it.
Dad?
Why are you weird about it?
We'll get that starter fixed tomorrow.
Good night.
Here you go, refill.
Hey, what up?
Same old. Tiny part.
We're getting close.
Is Banu here?
Grabbing supplies.
Hey, listen, are you hanging around?
As in?
Like generally. Inquiring minds want to know.
Hey, I was literally just gonna text you.
Do you wanna go for a picnic today?
You, me, Tam, Byron, Ethan.
Sure, great.
Cool, I'll text you before we leave, okay?
Beach Meadows, woo hoo.
Woo hoo
Someone in the shop?
No.
Yes.
Yeah.
♪ Love without your name ♪
Your granddad's sights were set a lot higher
than a farmhand for your mom.
He fired me when he found out.
But Miranda said she'd leave with me,
and he couldn't lose her, so, I stayed.
But he never stopped letting me know I didn't belong.
A few years after we were married,
I started looking for a tractor.
Something bigger that could do more, you know.
The big John Deere.
Biggest fight we ever had, your mom and me and him.
Seeing his tractor shelved was like shelving him, I guess.
She just didn't get it.
Living on another man's charity.
It was his house, his land.
She'd say it was mine, too, but it wasn't.
I couldn't turn around without he'd ask me
why I didn't turn the other way.
I get it, you know, but disapproval day after day
is enough to break someone.
But I did it to you.
After her dad died, she asked me if I'd fix it.
And I couldn't.
I'd look at it, and I'd feel small again.
Always trying to be somebody else.
So stupid that a thing can make you feel like that.
A person made you feel like that.
She never asked for much, your mom.
For me to fix this tractor and
to talk to you.
We were going to tell you.
I know.
It's a different world, Dawn.
Five years from when you left, maybe 500.
I maybe don't get it, but I don't wish anyone ill, Dawn.
Loads of people don't get it, Dad.
This thing.
Try it out.
Turn the key.
Pull the choke.
Now hit the ignition.
Fuck.
That's not ladylike.
Let me.
It's not going for me if it won't go for me.
Okay, we'll try it again.
Key turn.
Choke's out, so just press the ignition.
Hold it.
♪ I think I caught myself falling ♪
Aren't these a bit unfoodie of you?
Gourmet tofu dogs, you haven't lived.
Prays for hours, a tiny million,
please let me win the Lotto.
And God says--
Big finish here, hold tight.
He says, hey, Mick, do me a favour
and buy me a ticket, too.
That's stupid. That's not even an accent.
Is that even politically correct?
My mom's Catholic. It's fine.
Shit. Jesus.
Insects at a picnic.
What was that, douche canoe?
Ho ho, douche canoe!
Hey, Marty, you want a dog?
I don't eat fag dogs.
Oh, they're the only type we have, though, sorry.
This is is my cousin's land. You gotta go.
Actually, beaches are public property, Marty.
We came over from Cemetery Road, so.
What do you know? You're a lesbian foreigner.
You don't know our customs, our laws.
This happens to be his beach and a fag-free zone.
Hey, hey!
Stop it.
Wow.
You're a real piece of work, Marty.
Fricking dicks.
Hey, that's hard on dicks.
It's pathetic. They deserve our sympathy.
Wow.
Mother Teresa, you know, I didn't think you were a dick fan.
Hang on, kids. Tammy, Jesus.
What is this?
Byron, I am losing everything.
My mother, my brother, and you.
You wanna leave.
We need to leave at some point.
This is a hard, weird time, and it feels like
everything's stopped, but it hasn't.
And we need a plan.
Why be horrible to Banu?
She just wanted to know if Dawn was staying.
I love you.
I'm here.
♪ Do you believe in faith? ♪
♪ That we've been on the same path ♪
♪ It's taken miles to get here ♪
♪ But in the end it seems so clear ♪
♪ We are ♪
♪ We are all running ♪
♪ The same race ♪
♪ We are ♪
♪ We are all going ♪
♪ We are all going to the same place ♪
Banu, can you give Ethan his hat?
Yes.
Thank you, everybody, loads of fun, night.
Hey, wait.
I'm a bitch to everyone, not just you.
Ask Dawn.
No...
♪ Why do you carry such a heavy load? ♪
See you. Okay, bye.
Bye, thank you.
Night. Yeah.
What?
♪ We are all running ♪
♪ Wee are all running the same race ♪
Night, Dad, love you.
Love you, Dad.
See you in the morning.
So you're really doing this "4H thing", Dawn?
Are those air quotes?
Come on, 4H?
You know nothing, Byron.
Those 4H kids get bloodier and dirtier
than you have ever been with their calves and lambs.
Little lambs, oh my God, they're so cute.
I am. I'm today's special guest.
Stopping by the cafe?
No.
Banu doesn't work today.
Oh.
Mm.
I'm going to the cafe.
Excuse me.
That's pretty good.
All right then, today, I've brought my s--, uh, Dawn.
I've heard about Dawn. He's--
She's gonna talk about small engine maintenance. Say hi.
Hi, Dawn.
A girl fixing engines?
Yep, I brought this old lawnmower.
Now, before you can put stuff together so it works,
you have to be able to take it apart.
Now I'm gonna get everyone to come up
and take something off, who's first?
Now I'm gonna give you a wrench,
and I'll give you a wrench as well.
And we're all just gonna look closely here
on the front of the mower.
Hey, thanks.
My mom says pink is just a colour.
I can like it if I want.
Your mom's smart. She's right.
My mom said it's you fixing the tractor
for Highland Heart, and that you used to be a boy.
Both right.
Sort of.
And now?
Now I'm me.
Wow.
Was that weird?
It didn't always feel great,
figuring out I was really a girl.
Yeah?
Yeah, but my mom said to me, and she was smart, too,
there's room round the campfire for everyone,
and there's a different view from every spot.
I remember that.
All the time.
I love campfires.
One more coat.
I think so.
Can't believe it's done.
Mom would be ...
Yeah.
It's sweet the 4H kids are gonna
help with it before the trials.
Trials?
Yeah, tractor trials.
Part of the Highland Heart County Show.
It's sort of like a figure skating
beauty pageant, but for tractors.
Mom drove that tractor in the trials in prehistoric times,
like before you, Dad, right?
She did.
Can I drive it?
No.
Favourite.
So clear.
Calling for rain tomorrow.
Nah. Look at all those stars.
This is nothing.
Wait a sec.
Whoa, that's like black, black, black.
Shooting star.
Mom lived for those.
Your mom made them fall.
Well, she said.
We'd go out, she'd say, need a star to wish on. Bam.
Bam?
Probably like whoosh.
There'd be one, then two.
If she got three, there'd be a prize.
Yeah, what?
Just grabbing my book.
Sure, bam.
Whoosh.
Byron.
Dad!
Tammy, call 911 and Jerry.
Keep Betsy inside!
Dad!
No no no, no.
Here, here here here, use this!
No, no no, let Dad.
♪ It's over ♪
♪ Let the light come in ♪
♪ We break it ♪
♪ Let the light come in ♪
♪ Forgiveness ♪
♪ Let the light come in ♪
Where's the hose?
♪ You're not lost ♪
♪ You are not lost ♪
♪ Let the light come in ♪
Shit.
Hey, hey!
Hey!
Jesus.
What?
Whoa.
What?
It's Marty's.
Fuzzy?
Hey, it's a hate crime.
It won't matter what we call it if we can't prove it.
It's his.
God, let's just go.
Hey, Byron, I'll text you.
Wish it rained last night.
He'd have done something else.
Do you ever wish, don't get mad.
I can't go back to something I wasn't.
Sometimes there's shit.
Mostly, there's not. I focus on the mostly.
What's going on with Dad, Tam?
Come on.
It must be tough, figuring out all
the business stuff that Mom did.
I'm scared.
For him?
Of getting it.
I check myself every day.
I just feel so shitty to think about myself
when I miss her so much.
Tam.
Are you, scared?
Can you get it?
I guess.
Are yours real?
Jesus, Tammy.
Yes.
I mean, it's genetic, right, and hormonal.
So with female hormones.
You're glad, that we both could.
I know.
I am fucking warped.
Hey.
We'll see if that sticks.
He did it.
Big family.
Small town.
James, John Andrew here.
You heard already, eh?
Yeah.
Are the outbuildings insured on the same policy?
Yeah, I can wait.
General? How much per?
Right.
Yeah, a few.
Okay, thanks, James.
Thanks, Marty.
It can be fixed. We got till Saturday.
Jesus, Byron, this is done.
How much, do you think?
Got a little windfall. Come along.
Hey, what are you doing?
I gave her this.
Everything smells of her.
Don't go.
He hasn't said it yet.
So tomorrow morning then?
They'll help?
Okay great, thank you.
Yes.
Tammy wants to know about dinner.
Not another casserole.
Pizza? Night out?
That sounds good to me.
Excellent, let's go.
Come on.
I have to get changed.
Hey, don't look at me.
Really?
Oh my God, you cannot keep a secret.
I'll punch him, all right.
I'm going to the bathroom.
I hate seeing cis guys cry.
What?
Sorry, no.
Hey, uh, you actually can't go in there.
You haven't got the right junk.
Or do you.
They got nothing on me.
If you stay, it'll be the fucking house!
Hey, leave her.
Don't tell Dad.
Dawn. Don't.
Dawn, you have to tell the police.
They won't do anything.
Dawn.
Stop.
It's a good idea.
Don't give him the power, hm?
I gotta run to town. You wanna come?
Sure.
Back soon.
♪ I've been looking for some kind of way ♪
♪ To get back to you ♪
Coffee?
Nope.
♪ I've been looking for a little light ♪
♪ Some relief in the dark ♪
♪ Staring at the ceiling, wanting more ♪
♪ Fighting all alone inside this quiet war ♪
Needed clean plugs. We're not done yet.
♪ We'll fall, stumble in the road ahead ♪
♪ Moving forward, always toward something ♪
♪ Close to a happy end ♪
♪ Right now ♪
Good grief.
What?
♪ Wanna see through the trees ♪
♪ Wanna breathe in the brighter day ♪
Wow.
Oh, so sweet.
♪ To breathe in the version of peace ♪
♪ The kind that might stay ♪
♪ Staring at the ceiling, wanting more ♪
How you doing?
Good to see you.
You too. What do we got here?
♪ Searching for a feeling that's worth fighting for ♪
♪ Right now ♪
Thanks, John.
♪ We'll fall, stumble in the road ahead ♪
Hey, casserole.
Thanks, Jerry.
And sleeping bag.
Thanks.
Artichokes.
♪ Right now ♪
♪ Right now, we build again ♪
Hey, Dawn, we're here for a sleepover.
There it was in the middle of the field,
a cow with pants on.
All good?
Thanks, Fuzzy.
Bam.
Whoosh.
♪ Hello, morning, I knew you would come ♪
♪ Hello, air, in and out of my lungs ♪
♪ Oh, how it feels like everything's undone ♪
♪ But I see the sun ♪
♪ I will find you, I know the signs ♪
♪ I know you, I've known you my whole life ♪
♪ If we have to start 1,000 times ♪
Hey, hey.
What?
Big day, but I can't find Dad, and Ethan hasn't seen him.
He was still working when I came in last night.
He's not asleep inside?
No.
I bet he's, I think I know where he is.
Dad.
Are you okay?
I'm, uh.
It's done.
What?
It's good.
Your mom would.
You two.
I love you both.
Oh no, now I have to go home.
♪ It aint the same as yesterday
♪ I was black, I was blue, I want someone to blame ♪
The family of Miranda MacGinniss would like
to introduce Shooting Star!
This 1953 Ford Jubilee was driven and restored
by Miranda and John Andrew's daughter Dawn.
All right.
The focus of all these trials, mobility.
Shooting Star, take your mark.
Figure of eight.
Go for it!
♪ Hope, hope, hope ♪
♪ I will look you in the eye and I'll apologise ♪
♪ For every belief that has kept us hiding ♪
♪ In hope ♪
♪ Hope ♪
♪ So tell me your truth ♪
♪ Lay your bones next to me, and we can talk it through ♪
♪ Are you tired and confused? ♪
♪ I have lived in my head and I have worn out those shoes ♪
♪ I thought they had a patient heart ♪
♪ I thought they had the means to understand us ♪
♪ Even if they don't, I'll hold you close to me ♪
♪ We got that hope ♪
♪ Hope ♪
♪ I will look you in the eye, and I'll apologise ♪
♪ For every belief that has kept hiding in hope ♪
♪ Hope ♪
♪ Right now all we need is the people ♪
♪ Right now all we need is some peace ♪
tand tall, stand strong, stand
tand tall, stand strong, stand equal ♪
♪ All my people ♪
♪ We need hope ♪
♪ Hope ♪
♪ I will look you in the eye and apologise ♪
♪ For every belief that has kept us hiding in hope ♪
♪ Hope ♪
♪ Right now all we need is the people ♪
♪ Right now all we need is some peace ♪
♪ Stand stall, stand strong, stand equal ♪
♪ All my people ♪