1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:48,548 --> 00:00:52,468 I made a joke this morning about the house burning down 4 00:00:52,510 --> 00:00:54,345 and Liz got all mad because she thinks I'm not 5 00:00:54,387 --> 00:00:56,097 making any progress and maybe I'm not, maybe I'm not. 6 00:00:56,138 --> 00:01:00,638 So I go high speed to fuck it. 7 00:01:00,935 --> 00:01:02,353 Yeah. Right. True. 8 00:01:07,233 --> 00:01:08,692 Uh-huh. 9 00:01:08,734 --> 00:01:11,111 An arbitrary task. Yeah. 10 00:01:15,157 --> 00:01:16,741 That's helpful. 11 00:01:47,940 --> 00:01:52,440 ♪ 12 00:02:21,641 --> 00:02:25,061 It calms you quickly. 13 00:02:25,102 --> 00:02:28,522 The cold water stimulates the parasympathetic system, 14 00:02:28,564 --> 00:02:31,942 slowing everything down. 15 00:02:31,984 --> 00:02:33,860 Only cunts walk alone. 16 00:02:34,904 --> 00:02:37,740 Good. Good job, Richard, keep going. 17 00:02:37,782 --> 00:02:40,659 Let's move on to P pacing. 18 00:02:40,701 --> 00:02:42,369 Nobody cares about you. 19 00:02:42,411 --> 00:02:44,663 Nice. Nice. Exhaling all the way out. 20 00:02:46,957 --> 00:02:48,750 You act like a baby. 21 00:02:48,793 --> 00:02:51,545 You think anybody wants to date a baby? 22 00:02:52,546 --> 00:02:56,091 Very nice. Five to seven cycles, please. 23 00:02:56,133 --> 00:02:58,677 You think you're an artist? 24 00:02:59,804 --> 00:03:01,430 You have no talent. 25 00:03:04,350 --> 00:03:06,060 You're old. 26 00:03:10,064 --> 00:03:11,899 Is anything coming up for you, Mel? 27 00:03:14,527 --> 00:03:15,569 No. 28 00:03:16,612 --> 00:03:17,654 Good. 29 00:03:18,739 --> 00:03:20,073 Nice work. 30 00:03:20,116 --> 00:03:21,659 All right, everybody. 31 00:03:21,701 --> 00:03:23,119 Let's take a quick five-minute bathroom break 32 00:03:23,160 --> 00:03:25,120 and return here for process. 33 00:03:25,162 --> 00:03:27,664 So I put the click link in the chat and now I basically 34 00:03:27,707 --> 00:03:30,209 have to go home after school and think about what I've done. 35 00:03:30,251 --> 00:03:32,836 Mm-hmm. Did you see my piece? 36 00:03:32,878 --> 00:03:36,214 -What? -My piece on the sidewalk? 37 00:03:36,257 --> 00:03:38,175 No. I think humans 38 00:03:38,217 --> 00:03:40,135 are like dolphins. We need a lot of water. 39 00:03:40,177 --> 00:03:42,137 Like that's why it's so dumb to live in the desert. 40 00:03:42,179 --> 00:03:43,722 Everyone is going to die. 41 00:03:43,764 --> 00:03:44,931 - Yeah. - But I guess that's everywhere 42 00:03:44,974 --> 00:03:46,392 except the ocean. 43 00:03:46,434 --> 00:03:48,018 Yeah, even there, but the armies' missiles 44 00:03:48,060 --> 00:03:50,479 mess up the waves and the fish. 45 00:03:50,521 --> 00:03:52,314 My dad probably wasn't thinking about that 46 00:03:52,356 --> 00:03:54,274 when he joined, you know. Nobody thinks about the fish. 47 00:03:54,316 --> 00:03:56,026 Like when I was in second everyone was jealous 48 00:03:56,068 --> 00:03:57,861 of me 49 00:03:57,903 --> 00:03:59,779 And now she's girlfriend/ boyfriend with Jeremy Thompson 50 00:03:59,822 --> 00:04:01,907 and I don't get it because, like, he smells. 51 00:04:01,949 --> 00:04:03,700 And I'm not a mean person. 52 00:04:03,743 --> 00:04:05,244 Like I can say mean things sometimes but I'm not mean. 53 00:04:05,286 --> 00:04:06,704 I just don't even sit next to him 54 00:04:06,746 --> 00:04:08,497 I can smell that boy from a mile away. 55 00:04:09,665 --> 00:04:10,749 What? 56 00:04:11,375 --> 00:04:13,001 Tavi, what are you doing? 57 00:04:13,043 --> 00:04:14,419 No standing on the bus. 58 00:04:16,922 --> 00:04:19,341 - I get off here. - Here? 59 00:04:19,383 --> 00:04:21,718 This is in the middle of the street. 60 00:04:25,014 --> 00:04:26,765 - Thank you. - Here you go-- You're welcome. 61 00:04:26,807 --> 00:04:28,725 -And Keith-- -Thank you. 62 00:04:28,768 --> 00:04:30,978 And ni-- nice job today, Richard. 63 00:04:31,020 --> 00:04:33,564 I need to do my target behaviors. 64 00:04:33,606 --> 00:04:36,400 I'm stressed, I know it. 65 00:04:36,442 --> 00:04:38,110 I always feel like that. 66 00:04:38,152 --> 00:04:40,362 - Yeah, me too. - Do opposite action. 67 00:04:40,404 --> 00:04:41,780 - I walk the track. - Take it back. 68 00:04:41,822 --> 00:04:43,448 The track? What track? 69 00:04:43,491 --> 00:04:45,034 - By union. - I know exactly 70 00:04:45,075 --> 00:04:47,202 what I want to eat and what I want to drink. 71 00:04:47,244 --> 00:04:49,037 Bells distract me. 72 00:04:49,079 --> 00:04:51,498 I keep them next to my stove so I don't touch it. 73 00:04:52,041 --> 00:04:53,459 Chicken fingers and Armageddon. 74 00:04:53,501 --> 00:04:55,127 Why don't you go to the movies? 75 00:04:55,169 --> 00:04:56,670 -Man it's always good. -I can't go to the movies. 76 00:04:56,712 --> 00:04:58,755 I'll get popcorn and end up at the bar. 77 00:04:58,798 --> 00:05:01,258 Well, you could listen to music 78 00:05:01,300 --> 00:05:04,511 and make a nice lunch with apricots and... 79 00:05:04,553 --> 00:05:05,929 -look at your worksheet. -When I am alone, 80 00:05:05,971 --> 00:05:07,847 that's when it gets going, okay? 81 00:05:07,890 --> 00:05:09,766 It's just a want, Richard. 82 00:05:10,893 --> 00:05:12,352 Just a thought. 83 00:05:13,229 --> 00:05:14,980 Wanna go to the store, with me? 84 00:05:15,022 --> 00:05:17,065 - I need to be alone. Bye. - Where are you going? 85 00:05:18,734 --> 00:05:20,861 I need an HDMI cable. 86 00:05:20,903 --> 00:05:23,155 -Yeah, where are you going? -Have a great day, everybody. 87 00:05:23,197 --> 00:05:24,907 Use your resources. 88 00:05:24,949 --> 00:05:25,991 Rogers. 89 00:05:29,161 --> 00:05:30,954 I don't want to... 90 00:05:32,289 --> 00:05:34,874 -but I should. -Can I come? 91 00:05:34,917 --> 00:05:37,461 -Sure. -Does anybody have a lighter? 92 00:05:37,503 --> 00:05:39,338 I'll fuck everything up if I don't. 93 00:05:39,380 --> 00:05:41,632 I feel weird, I wanna leave. 94 00:05:41,674 --> 00:05:42,883 Shotgun. 95 00:07:11,972 --> 00:07:15,642 ♪ 96 00:07:45,172 --> 00:07:48,758 ♪ 97 00:07:57,351 --> 00:07:59,478 So I owe them like four grand. 98 00:07:59,520 --> 00:08:01,605 I have no way of getting them that money. 99 00:08:01,647 --> 00:08:03,774 So I really don't wanna bump into them. 100 00:08:03,816 --> 00:08:06,568 -Your license is suspended? -Mm-hmm. 101 00:08:06,610 --> 00:08:08,194 I stole a cello. 102 00:08:09,822 --> 00:08:11,657 How did you carry it? 103 00:08:11,699 --> 00:08:13,117 I don't remember. 104 00:08:14,743 --> 00:08:16,244 Do you play? 105 00:08:16,286 --> 00:08:18,162 No. 106 00:08:18,205 --> 00:08:20,290 I just think they're really beautiful. 107 00:08:21,291 --> 00:08:25,253 Like a wood body... 108 00:08:25,295 --> 00:08:27,338 with a wood neck. 109 00:08:33,846 --> 00:08:35,764 It says you were a football team in New Mexico? 110 00:08:35,806 --> 00:08:37,682 I was in a football team here, yeah. 111 00:08:37,725 --> 00:08:39,268 No, this says you-- you were the entire football team, 112 00:08:39,309 --> 00:08:40,643 the way that you wrote it. 113 00:08:40,686 --> 00:08:42,729 -Oh, is it? -Yeah. 114 00:08:42,771 --> 00:08:44,731 So is that true, you were the entire football team? 115 00:08:44,773 --> 00:08:46,524 Must be a typo. 116 00:08:46,567 --> 00:08:49,152 Just making sure. 117 00:08:49,194 --> 00:08:52,822 It's more stylized but it fits in your pocket. 118 00:08:55,784 --> 00:08:58,203 It's not really HDMI though. 119 00:08:58,245 --> 00:09:02,745 Not technically, but it does the same thing. 120 00:09:04,126 --> 00:09:05,836 You have your computer on you? 121 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:08,547 - One sec. - What's this do? 122 00:09:08,589 --> 00:09:10,591 - Hello. - I don't know. 123 00:09:10,632 --> 00:09:13,051 Yeah. Dad, how are you? 124 00:09:16,472 --> 00:09:18,640 Okay. What does that mean? 125 00:09:19,975 --> 00:09:21,935 No, she's not with me. 126 00:09:23,562 --> 00:09:24,771 What is this? 127 00:09:25,731 --> 00:09:27,691 What is this about you can't be out past 9:00? 128 00:09:27,733 --> 00:09:29,484 What is that? 129 00:09:29,526 --> 00:09:31,528 Well... 130 00:09:31,570 --> 00:09:34,030 I'm currently on parole. 131 00:09:34,073 --> 00:09:36,325 So 9:00 is my curfew. 132 00:09:39,078 --> 00:09:40,579 Curfew from who? 133 00:09:41,371 --> 00:09:42,872 The State. 134 00:09:43,540 --> 00:09:44,874 Oh... 135 00:09:47,461 --> 00:09:49,212 Yeah. All right. Well-- 136 00:09:49,254 --> 00:09:51,381 But my parole officer recommends me. 137 00:09:51,423 --> 00:09:52,966 I even listed her as a reference. 138 00:09:53,008 --> 00:09:55,093 -Sure. Yeah. Okay. -It's kind of unusual. 139 00:09:55,135 --> 00:09:56,386 Yeah, no. I'll let you know. 140 00:10:16,115 --> 00:10:17,449 Hello. 141 00:10:38,554 --> 00:10:40,430 I saw you fall. 142 00:10:46,103 --> 00:10:47,354 What was that? 143 00:10:47,396 --> 00:10:48,980 I saw you fall... 144 00:10:50,566 --> 00:10:53,360 on the sidewalk, yesterday, over there. 145 00:10:56,989 --> 00:10:59,074 Oh. 146 00:10:59,116 --> 00:11:00,700 Yeah, I did. 147 00:11:02,035 --> 00:11:04,162 -Tripped. - I saw you. 148 00:11:11,753 --> 00:11:13,004 You saw me? 149 00:11:14,256 --> 00:11:17,842 Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Fuck. 150 00:11:17,885 --> 00:11:21,889 Hey, this is Keith again, Tavi's dad. 151 00:11:21,930 --> 00:11:23,264 Maybe they just messed up attendance. 152 00:11:23,307 --> 00:11:25,684 -Can you please-- -How old is she? 153 00:11:25,726 --> 00:11:28,103 No. No, she's not here. 154 00:11:28,145 --> 00:11:29,896 I don't know if that's protocol. 155 00:11:29,938 --> 00:11:31,397 - Now they're gonna call. - She's in California. 156 00:11:31,440 --> 00:11:33,108 Why would they? 157 00:11:34,860 --> 00:11:39,360 It's all fine, uh, it's just better if you don't call. 158 00:11:41,241 --> 00:11:42,742 What are you gonna do now? 159 00:11:42,784 --> 00:11:44,994 Exactly. I'll tell her myself. 160 00:11:45,037 --> 00:11:46,580 Okay, never mind. 161 00:11:46,622 --> 00:11:48,749 Actually, never-- you pretend I didn't call. 162 00:11:48,790 --> 00:11:50,833 Okay. Okay. 163 00:11:50,876 --> 00:11:52,586 Are you guys coming? 164 00:11:58,008 --> 00:11:59,551 What do you see? 165 00:12:16,026 --> 00:12:18,236 A little bit of orange, 166 00:12:20,697 --> 00:12:22,240 maybe my cousin. 167 00:12:27,955 --> 00:12:30,165 Boom, boom, boom. 168 00:12:33,627 --> 00:12:35,754 Yeah. 169 00:12:35,796 --> 00:12:37,380 You already know. 170 00:12:41,802 --> 00:12:43,553 Not-- not even walking by? 171 00:12:43,595 --> 00:12:45,096 No. 172 00:12:45,138 --> 00:12:47,557 She's, uh, in a yellow shirt, I think. 173 00:12:47,599 --> 00:12:50,435 No one has been here today except you. 174 00:12:54,398 --> 00:12:56,608 Shit. Shit. 175 00:12:56,650 --> 00:12:58,026 I don't know, isn't-- that's-- 176 00:12:58,068 --> 00:12:59,694 That's a thing, police protocol? 177 00:12:59,736 --> 00:13:01,738 They notify everyone involved, 178 00:13:01,780 --> 00:13:04,157 they don't think that she's with her, 179 00:13:04,199 --> 00:13:05,992 they don't know if she's in California. 180 00:13:08,829 --> 00:13:10,789 I don't think she ran away. 181 00:13:13,667 --> 00:13:18,167 I don't know, if-- if I knew why would I be driving around? 182 00:13:22,592 --> 00:13:24,051 In a house? 183 00:13:24,094 --> 00:13:25,512 Yeah. 184 00:13:26,388 --> 00:13:28,014 Me too. 185 00:13:28,056 --> 00:13:29,974 That's weird, we both live in houses. 186 00:13:32,060 --> 00:13:33,853 Yeah, it is. 187 00:13:38,191 --> 00:13:41,402 Mine is more like a building than a house. 188 00:13:41,445 --> 00:13:44,030 Like a department store? 189 00:13:45,032 --> 00:13:48,243 Nah, it's just... 190 00:13:49,828 --> 00:13:52,121 houses of families. 191 00:13:52,164 --> 00:13:53,707 And I just live with a couple of people 192 00:13:53,749 --> 00:13:55,542 who don't really acknowledge each other. 193 00:13:57,252 --> 00:13:58,586 That sucks. 194 00:13:59,629 --> 00:14:01,047 Yeah... 195 00:14:02,549 --> 00:14:04,175 it sorta does. 196 00:14:05,218 --> 00:14:06,636 Mine has three stories. 197 00:14:07,804 --> 00:14:09,180 It's big. 198 00:14:09,222 --> 00:14:10,848 For ants. 199 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:13,101 Huge for ants. 200 00:14:28,241 --> 00:14:29,909 I should get going. 201 00:14:35,832 --> 00:14:37,708 Do you know where you are? 202 00:14:37,751 --> 00:14:39,210 Kind of. 203 00:14:41,463 --> 00:14:42,964 Here. 204 00:14:46,885 --> 00:14:48,761 If you get lost... 205 00:14:50,347 --> 00:14:53,475 Or... 206 00:14:53,517 --> 00:14:55,310 feel like getting lost... 207 00:14:58,855 --> 00:15:00,231 call me. 208 00:15:18,208 --> 00:15:19,500 Tavi? 209 00:15:22,671 --> 00:15:23,922 Tav? 210 00:15:27,801 --> 00:15:28,843 Hi, Dad. 211 00:15:31,388 --> 00:15:34,057 You've been here the whole time. 212 00:15:34,099 --> 00:15:35,183 Whole time? 213 00:15:39,312 --> 00:15:41,439 Skipped school today? 214 00:15:41,481 --> 00:15:42,815 Not really. 215 00:15:44,025 --> 00:15:46,360 Ms. Cassiva called me. 216 00:15:46,403 --> 00:15:48,154 I left early. 217 00:15:49,614 --> 00:15:50,906 Why? 218 00:15:50,949 --> 00:15:53,034 I had other things to do. 219 00:15:59,166 --> 00:16:01,293 You have to go to school, Tav. 220 00:16:02,711 --> 00:16:04,337 It's one of those things we have to do 221 00:16:04,379 --> 00:16:07,298 even if we don't want to. 222 00:16:07,340 --> 00:16:09,091 Gonna make you a better person someday. 223 00:16:10,760 --> 00:16:13,345 Like, I gotta go to school too every day. 224 00:16:13,388 --> 00:16:15,848 I go to the thing, it's basically school. 225 00:16:21,229 --> 00:16:25,608 Me and you are doing everything we can to be better. 226 00:16:25,650 --> 00:16:27,151 And smarter, healthier. 227 00:16:30,322 --> 00:16:32,741 If you don't wanna go one day, just tell me, 228 00:16:33,992 --> 00:16:35,410 we could do something fun. 229 00:16:36,077 --> 00:16:38,412 Play hooky, I'm good at hooky. 230 00:16:42,792 --> 00:16:44,627 I didn't know where you were. 231 00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:53,970 Sorry. 232 00:17:02,312 --> 00:17:03,688 Were you scared? 233 00:17:09,277 --> 00:17:10,861 No, no, it's fine. 234 00:17:19,454 --> 00:17:20,955 I'm sorry. 235 00:17:21,581 --> 00:17:23,249 Don't be sorry. 236 00:17:26,294 --> 00:17:27,920 Are you okay now? 237 00:17:30,966 --> 00:17:35,303 Yeah, I'm so stupid. I overreacted. 238 00:17:43,520 --> 00:17:44,854 I'll make dinner. 239 00:17:46,481 --> 00:17:47,523 Eggs? 240 00:17:49,192 --> 00:17:50,610 Sure. 241 00:17:56,449 --> 00:17:58,033 Mm-hm. Yeah. 242 00:17:58,076 --> 00:18:00,036 Yeah, what do they say? To try and-- 243 00:18:00,078 --> 00:18:01,621 try and leave the cave in better shape 244 00:18:01,663 --> 00:18:03,289 - than when you left. - Right. 245 00:18:03,331 --> 00:18:05,124 Or when you initially went there, 246 00:18:05,166 --> 00:18:06,333 or I think it's try and leave it in the same shape, 247 00:18:06,376 --> 00:18:08,252 don't try and improve upon it. 248 00:18:08,295 --> 00:18:10,505 While I was down there, I did let a little bit-- 249 00:18:10,547 --> 00:18:13,299 this is embarrassing to admit, but I was scared as I said, 250 00:18:13,341 --> 00:18:15,760 and I let, uh, just a little-- a little bit flow. 251 00:18:15,802 --> 00:18:17,845 Just a small number one. I mean and-- 252 00:18:17,887 --> 00:18:19,305 and I'm hoping none of it 253 00:18:19,347 --> 00:18:20,848 touched the cave floor, but, um-- 254 00:18:20,890 --> 00:18:22,641 This was a religious experience. 255 00:18:22,684 --> 00:18:24,435 Yeah, I mean, truly, what do they say? 256 00:18:24,477 --> 00:18:25,686 You can't have a religious experience 257 00:18:25,729 --> 00:18:27,272 without emitting a bit of-- 258 00:18:27,314 --> 00:18:29,858 like a teaspoon full of urine, uh... 259 00:18:42,787 --> 00:18:43,829 Hey, Liz. 260 00:18:52,756 --> 00:18:54,174 Tav. 261 00:18:59,638 --> 00:19:01,056 Hi, Mom. 262 00:19:05,852 --> 00:19:08,479 I got it. Is it clay? 263 00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:11,482 Oh. 264 00:19:13,902 --> 00:19:16,112 He's... good. 265 00:19:16,154 --> 00:19:17,864 He's cooking. 266 00:19:20,992 --> 00:19:22,368 Scrambled eggs. 267 00:19:25,205 --> 00:19:27,665 It's fine because I have other things for lunch. 268 00:19:58,780 --> 00:19:59,822 Dinner! 269 00:20:04,369 --> 00:20:05,953 Thank you to the food 270 00:20:07,122 --> 00:20:08,915 for giving me nutrients, 271 00:20:09,499 --> 00:20:10,917 keeping me alive. 272 00:20:13,420 --> 00:20:17,215 Thank you to my kid across the table from me here, 273 00:20:17,257 --> 00:20:18,800 sitting with me. 274 00:20:21,970 --> 00:20:23,513 Thank you to Liz 275 00:20:24,472 --> 00:20:28,058 for checking in on us even with her busy schedule, 276 00:20:30,478 --> 00:20:33,814 and my friends in the program who believe in me. 277 00:20:36,735 --> 00:20:39,571 Thank you to my eyes for letting me see. 278 00:20:39,612 --> 00:20:43,741 And Liz for giving me quality time with my child. 279 00:20:43,783 --> 00:20:48,283 Thank you to the sun for giving light and f-- 280 00:20:49,122 --> 00:20:51,415 To the moon for giving darkness. 281 00:20:51,458 --> 00:20:55,128 Thank you to my legs for carrying me around. 282 00:20:55,170 --> 00:20:59,132 Thank you to Julian for falling on the sidewalk, 283 00:20:59,174 --> 00:21:01,217 and thank you to my dad for giving me food 284 00:21:01,259 --> 00:21:03,010 every morning and every night. 285 00:21:03,052 --> 00:21:05,637 Thank you to my heart for becoming more open. 286 00:21:07,265 --> 00:21:10,977 Thank you to Maxine, who uses the right pronouns 287 00:21:11,019 --> 00:21:13,771 and makes me laugh-- 288 00:21:13,813 --> 00:21:15,981 -Thank you to my ears-- -when people are mean to me. 289 00:21:16,024 --> 00:21:20,111 ...for bringing all the new possibilities. 290 00:21:20,153 --> 00:21:22,280 Thank you to the sand which cushions me 291 00:21:22,322 --> 00:21:24,407 when I look too closely. 292 00:21:24,449 --> 00:21:25,741 Thank you. 293 00:21:47,305 --> 00:21:51,805 ♪ 294 00:22:03,196 --> 00:22:05,489 Do graves get watered by the rain? 295 00:22:09,035 --> 00:22:10,286 What? 296 00:22:10,328 --> 00:22:13,205 Do graves get watered by the rain? 297 00:22:16,417 --> 00:22:18,210 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 298 00:22:18,253 --> 00:22:19,295 Mm. 299 00:22:30,181 --> 00:22:33,017 Just, uh, make sure she gets to school today. 300 00:22:33,059 --> 00:22:35,102 They, not she. 301 00:22:35,144 --> 00:22:37,396 -All right, no problem. -Make sure. 302 00:22:37,438 --> 00:22:38,939 Thank You. All right. 303 00:22:38,982 --> 00:22:41,192 I can't believe you did that. 304 00:22:41,234 --> 00:22:42,818 I didn't say anything. 305 00:22:42,861 --> 00:22:44,362 I don't get why people think your dad's so hot. 306 00:22:44,404 --> 00:22:45,822 He's out of shape. 307 00:22:45,864 --> 00:22:47,532 Not really. 308 00:22:47,574 --> 00:22:49,993 Maybe it's cause he's crazy, people love crazy. 309 00:22:50,034 --> 00:22:52,619 He's not that crazy anymore. 310 00:22:52,662 --> 00:22:54,330 He should really stop misgendering you. 311 00:22:54,372 --> 00:22:55,831 Like, that's messed up. 312 00:22:55,874 --> 00:22:57,959 Do you even correct him? No. 313 00:22:58,001 --> 00:23:01,295 It shouldn't be on you, so he should just know. 314 00:23:01,337 --> 00:23:02,796 You should meet my mom's friend. 315 00:23:02,839 --> 00:23:04,382 She works for ambulance, she wears this thing 316 00:23:04,424 --> 00:23:05,883 over her ears, like the tape, 317 00:23:05,925 --> 00:23:07,509 but, like, it doesn't rip the skin. 318 00:23:07,552 --> 00:23:09,011 Maybe you can borrow them. 319 00:23:12,765 --> 00:23:15,058 Well, I really liked that restaurant. 320 00:23:15,101 --> 00:23:16,644 It's very cute. 321 00:23:16,686 --> 00:23:18,229 I hated it. 322 00:23:18,271 --> 00:23:20,439 I wanted chicken tenders. 323 00:23:20,481 --> 00:23:22,566 -Honey. -Mom. 324 00:23:22,609 --> 00:23:24,068 Girls. 325 00:23:24,110 --> 00:23:25,152 Richard, look out! 326 00:23:39,250 --> 00:23:41,293 Hi, Nickie. I'm Anne. 327 00:23:41,336 --> 00:23:42,920 I work for the police force. 328 00:23:44,297 --> 00:23:46,674 I have some very unfortunate news for you today. 329 00:23:47,467 --> 00:23:50,052 Your family died in a car crash tonight. 330 00:23:51,220 --> 00:23:53,096 Oh. 331 00:23:53,139 --> 00:23:57,476 And I know you don't have any other relatives so, I'm sorry. 332 00:23:57,518 --> 00:24:00,062 It seems like your life is going to be very hard 333 00:24:00,104 --> 00:24:02,106 from now on. 334 00:24:02,148 --> 00:24:03,524 Okay. 335 00:24:03,566 --> 00:24:05,359 Nobody will be able to help you, 336 00:24:06,444 --> 00:24:08,863 and it's honestly your fault. 337 00:24:09,656 --> 00:24:13,409 You could have asked them to eat with you at home, 338 00:24:13,451 --> 00:24:15,578 but you were too busy chatting with someone 339 00:24:15,620 --> 00:24:18,080 on your cell phone, weren't you? 340 00:24:21,292 --> 00:24:22,543 What a shame. 341 00:24:22,585 --> 00:24:24,003 Now they're all dead... 342 00:24:26,172 --> 00:24:28,174 and you're all alone, 343 00:24:28,216 --> 00:24:30,092 and nobody cares. 344 00:24:39,477 --> 00:24:41,395 Let's take a quick five-minute bathroom break 345 00:24:41,437 --> 00:24:42,980 and return here for process. 346 00:24:43,022 --> 00:24:44,940 Let's take five minutes. Great job. 347 00:25:03,543 --> 00:25:05,336 Hey. 348 00:25:05,378 --> 00:25:07,546 Uh... hello. 349 00:25:08,089 --> 00:25:09,173 Hey. 350 00:25:09,215 --> 00:25:11,050 Uh... 351 00:25:11,092 --> 00:25:13,469 I was just wondering if you guys are hiring right now? 352 00:25:13,511 --> 00:25:15,554 Uh... 353 00:25:15,596 --> 00:25:16,972 I don't think so. 354 00:25:19,142 --> 00:25:22,186 Okay. Well, I have a lot of experience with ceramics. 355 00:25:22,228 --> 00:25:23,812 I use a lot of pottery. 356 00:25:23,855 --> 00:25:26,399 I pay very, very close attention to cups. 357 00:25:26,441 --> 00:25:29,277 Um, well, I'm not the manager. 358 00:25:30,403 --> 00:25:32,405 Well, I still would like to get involved. 359 00:25:32,989 --> 00:25:35,825 -Mm-hmm. -So, okay. 360 00:25:37,201 --> 00:25:39,578 Here's my resume and references. 361 00:25:39,620 --> 00:25:41,288 You can call the number at the top. 362 00:25:41,330 --> 00:25:43,832 Uh, yeah. You can set it right there. 363 00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:46,043 Yes. Set it right down, thanks. 364 00:25:46,085 --> 00:25:47,211 Okay. 365 00:25:50,214 --> 00:25:52,090 Thank you for your time. 366 00:25:52,133 --> 00:25:53,801 Uh, appreciate it. 367 00:25:53,843 --> 00:25:55,719 All right. 368 00:26:14,697 --> 00:26:16,865 A social worker would never really say that. 369 00:26:18,367 --> 00:26:22,867 So, it's-- it's dumb, but it also really scares me because 370 00:26:23,164 --> 00:26:25,332 like, Richard and everybody are, like, 371 00:26:25,374 --> 00:26:27,626 falling out of their seats, 372 00:26:27,668 --> 00:26:29,211 I was a nine, 373 00:26:29,253 --> 00:26:31,296 I don't know if anybody could tell. 374 00:26:31,339 --> 00:26:34,508 Same thing happened to me the night before my exposure. 375 00:26:34,550 --> 00:26:37,761 My SUDs went really high thinking about it. 376 00:26:37,804 --> 00:26:40,097 I always think that thinking about it makes it happen. 377 00:26:40,139 --> 00:26:43,016 - Yeah. - But you get to see 378 00:26:43,059 --> 00:26:45,686 and hear your thoughts right out there in the open. 379 00:26:45,728 --> 00:26:48,063 That's why I found mine so helpful. 380 00:26:48,106 --> 00:26:50,817 That's-- that's why I haven't done mine yet. 381 00:26:50,858 --> 00:26:52,943 I can't even say it out loud. 382 00:26:52,985 --> 00:26:54,569 About Liz? 383 00:26:55,905 --> 00:26:57,072 Mm-hmm. 384 00:26:57,532 --> 00:26:59,492 Now my SUDs are an eight. 385 00:27:00,952 --> 00:27:03,371 I can feel my heart. 386 00:27:03,412 --> 00:27:05,080 Yeah, that happens to me too. 387 00:27:05,123 --> 00:27:06,958 I know that's the whole point. 388 00:27:06,999 --> 00:27:08,750 It makes it absurd. 389 00:27:10,545 --> 00:27:12,505 I did a relapse one, 390 00:27:13,756 --> 00:27:15,466 and I didn't relapse. 391 00:27:17,468 --> 00:27:20,429 -Does that count? -Definitely. 392 00:27:20,471 --> 00:27:23,724 And you said it made you feel like you could handle it. 393 00:27:23,766 --> 00:27:25,434 - Right, Richard? - Yeah. 394 00:27:25,476 --> 00:27:28,479 - Doing it gave me the power. - Mm-hm. 395 00:27:28,521 --> 00:27:30,773 Like, I could see what would happen. 396 00:27:30,815 --> 00:27:32,525 I would freak out, 397 00:27:32,567 --> 00:27:35,486 and I'd say a bunch of dramatic shit, 398 00:27:35,528 --> 00:27:37,363 but it would be fine. 399 00:27:37,405 --> 00:27:38,781 I could handle it. 400 00:28:58,110 --> 00:28:59,986 You know colosseums? 401 00:29:02,198 --> 00:29:05,910 Like Rome or the Aztecs? 402 00:29:07,536 --> 00:29:08,703 Yeah. 403 00:29:08,746 --> 00:29:10,497 Have you ever made one? 404 00:29:10,539 --> 00:29:13,542 Um... 405 00:29:13,584 --> 00:29:16,420 probably in some way, 406 00:29:16,462 --> 00:29:19,173 an accidental sort of colosseum. 407 00:29:26,180 --> 00:29:30,267 We recognize fully and honestly 408 00:29:30,309 --> 00:29:34,809 how our behaviors have created difficulties in our lives. 409 00:29:34,939 --> 00:29:37,399 I've tried different methods, 410 00:29:37,441 --> 00:29:40,235 I usually like to keep them in the body. 411 00:29:40,278 --> 00:29:43,447 Four essential DBT skills to master. 412 00:29:43,489 --> 00:29:46,575 Essential. Es-sen-tial. 413 00:29:46,617 --> 00:29:51,117 If you meet a fencing master on the road, 414 00:29:51,747 --> 00:29:54,207 you may give him your sword. 415 00:29:54,250 --> 00:29:56,293 When you're manic, you know, people show up, 416 00:29:56,335 --> 00:29:58,712 like, you're going 90 in a 55, 417 00:29:58,754 --> 00:30:01,131 searching for the library in a fog of fug, 418 00:30:01,173 --> 00:30:03,341 one ski ready for Everest, one Rock away Beach. It is-- 419 00:30:03,384 --> 00:30:05,386 Once I've decided, 420 00:30:05,428 --> 00:30:08,055 that there won't be a perfect souvenir for the United States. 421 00:30:08,097 --> 00:30:10,891 Don't pass the disappointment mailbox, 422 00:30:10,933 --> 00:30:12,392 merciless. 423 00:30:17,940 --> 00:30:19,399 Hello. 424 00:30:20,943 --> 00:30:22,235 Hi. 425 00:30:23,904 --> 00:30:26,281 I don't have all my numbers. Who's this? 426 00:30:29,118 --> 00:30:31,245 Sorry. What? 427 00:30:31,287 --> 00:30:33,747 I don't have all my numbers. Who is this? 428 00:30:36,417 --> 00:30:40,045 Oh, it's Mel. 429 00:30:40,087 --> 00:30:41,963 -Mel. -Mel? 430 00:30:44,675 --> 00:30:46,718 Yeah, from group. 431 00:30:48,179 --> 00:30:50,764 Oh, uh, Mel. Hey. 432 00:30:50,806 --> 00:30:52,724 Yeah, sorry, I can't really 433 00:30:52,767 --> 00:30:54,560 hear so good in my car speakers. 434 00:31:00,024 --> 00:31:01,525 Um... 435 00:31:03,361 --> 00:31:05,279 -Are you there? -Yeah. Yeah. 436 00:31:08,199 --> 00:31:11,285 Do you want to meet to do our worksheet together? 437 00:31:13,496 --> 00:31:15,414 Uh, yeah. 438 00:31:15,456 --> 00:31:19,751 Yeah, I'm just cruising around, you know, uh... 439 00:31:19,794 --> 00:31:23,172 business, resource recovery, trying to get in that zone. 440 00:31:24,340 --> 00:31:27,926 Probably be good to have another head, brain. 441 00:31:27,968 --> 00:31:30,178 Hey, you're in the car? 442 00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:32,306 Yeah, I could, uh-- 443 00:31:32,348 --> 00:31:33,932 I could take you off speakers, 444 00:31:33,974 --> 00:31:36,434 it's just one button versus another. 445 00:31:36,477 --> 00:31:39,897 So could you, like, pick me up? 446 00:31:49,782 --> 00:31:51,200 A baby. 447 00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:56,205 These aren't just for babies. 448 00:32:12,346 --> 00:32:15,140 My hamstrings are tight from those jumps earlier. 449 00:32:16,809 --> 00:32:19,353 I might have to hum on them later. 450 00:32:19,395 --> 00:32:21,522 -You ever done that? -No. 451 00:32:23,399 --> 00:32:26,485 The vibrations reorient the muscle if it gets twisted. 452 00:32:39,165 --> 00:32:40,708 What do you eat? 453 00:32:41,625 --> 00:32:42,876 Food-wise? 454 00:32:42,918 --> 00:32:44,628 Pale colors. 455 00:32:45,421 --> 00:32:47,965 Well. 456 00:32:48,007 --> 00:32:49,842 Rice? 457 00:32:49,884 --> 00:32:51,385 Yeah. 458 00:32:52,595 --> 00:32:53,971 Cheese? 459 00:32:54,013 --> 00:32:55,055 Not really. 460 00:32:57,349 --> 00:32:58,892 Hmm... 461 00:33:00,394 --> 00:33:02,771 - Chicken? - No. 462 00:33:02,813 --> 00:33:05,065 -You vegetarian? -Yeah. 463 00:33:05,107 --> 00:33:07,025 Huh, me too. 464 00:33:07,067 --> 00:33:09,360 Well, I mean, when I can afford it. 465 00:33:12,615 --> 00:33:14,950 Shall not Kill... 466 00:33:14,992 --> 00:33:16,994 shall not gossip. 467 00:33:19,330 --> 00:33:21,290 I shalt not Kill. 468 00:33:21,332 --> 00:33:23,792 Would you kill an animal if you had to? 469 00:33:25,294 --> 00:33:26,503 I don't know. 470 00:33:27,338 --> 00:33:30,090 Like... if I was starving? 471 00:33:30,758 --> 00:33:33,761 Yeah, I like these... color. 472 00:33:34,970 --> 00:33:36,763 I mean... 473 00:33:36,805 --> 00:33:38,640 I could kill a fish. 474 00:33:38,682 --> 00:33:41,184 I have killed a fish before. 475 00:33:41,227 --> 00:33:43,062 Nobody cares about fish. 476 00:33:43,103 --> 00:33:44,771 But... 477 00:33:44,813 --> 00:33:48,191 like, if I was starving? 478 00:33:48,234 --> 00:33:49,985 You know, it's tricky. 479 00:33:50,027 --> 00:33:51,737 You know that coconut have the exact same 480 00:33:51,779 --> 00:33:54,531 -number of calories. -It's about the milk, Mom. 481 00:33:54,573 --> 00:33:56,032 I'm just saying. 482 00:33:56,075 --> 00:33:57,659 Isn't that your friend Tavi? 483 00:33:57,701 --> 00:34:00,078 -Oh, my God, stop. -Hi, Tavi. 484 00:34:01,705 --> 00:34:03,331 Fancy seeing you here. 485 00:34:05,584 --> 00:34:07,168 Alison's getting her tonsils out tomorrow, 486 00:34:07,211 --> 00:34:09,213 so I let her take off and we're... 487 00:34:09,255 --> 00:34:10,881 buying a ton of ice cream. 488 00:34:10,923 --> 00:34:12,382 Huh... 489 00:34:12,424 --> 00:34:14,968 sounds like a lot of fun. 490 00:34:15,010 --> 00:34:16,761 I got mine out. 491 00:34:19,765 --> 00:34:22,684 Get peppermint. Peppermint soothes. 492 00:34:22,726 --> 00:34:24,686 Also raw honey. 493 00:34:24,728 --> 00:34:27,480 Just put some on your lymph nodes, like this. 494 00:34:29,900 --> 00:34:31,610 Does your dad know you're here? 495 00:34:33,195 --> 00:34:35,238 Does your dad know you're here? 496 00:34:35,281 --> 00:34:37,408 Excuse me? No. But that's not really the question here, 497 00:34:37,449 --> 00:34:38,992 -is it? -Mom, stop. 498 00:34:39,034 --> 00:34:41,536 No. Don't tell me to stop, Alison. I don't-- 499 00:34:41,579 --> 00:34:43,664 I don't know why Tavi's here in the middle of the day 500 00:34:43,706 --> 00:34:45,916 with a strange man, but [-- 501 00:34:45,958 --> 00:34:47,417 -Bye. -I certainly-- 502 00:34:47,459 --> 00:34:49,127 Uh, 503 00:34:49,169 --> 00:34:51,379 Don't tell me to stop, Alison, she should be in school. 504 00:34:51,422 --> 00:34:53,632 She's not a she, she's a they. 505 00:34:53,674 --> 00:34:56,760 -You always get it wrong. -What? 506 00:34:56,802 --> 00:35:00,347 Tavi is not a she, she's a they. 507 00:35:00,389 --> 00:35:01,765 That's not what we're talking about right now. 508 00:35:01,807 --> 00:35:03,433 Oh, my God. 509 00:35:03,475 --> 00:35:05,935 She is-- your friend is here in the middle of the day 510 00:35:05,978 --> 00:35:07,187 with some strange man. 511 00:35:11,525 --> 00:35:13,777 You have a backyard? 512 00:35:13,819 --> 00:35:15,946 -Sort of. -Can I see it? 513 00:35:16,947 --> 00:35:17,989 Sure. 514 00:35:26,790 --> 00:35:27,999 Here it is. 515 00:35:31,795 --> 00:35:33,129 You dig that? 516 00:35:34,006 --> 00:35:35,173 No. 517 00:35:45,434 --> 00:35:47,811 Want a glass of water or something? 518 00:35:49,229 --> 00:35:50,897 No. 519 00:35:50,939 --> 00:35:53,149 Thanks, I'm just-- 520 00:35:53,192 --> 00:35:55,110 This hole just reminds me of another hole 521 00:35:55,152 --> 00:35:56,695 that I totally forgot about. 522 00:36:01,533 --> 00:36:02,742 Okay. 523 00:36:02,785 --> 00:36:04,703 Tell me all about it inside. 524 00:36:07,623 --> 00:36:10,334 Let's pledge allegiance... 525 00:36:10,376 --> 00:36:12,628 to the sand... 526 00:36:14,129 --> 00:36:16,923 which stands but lays... 527 00:36:18,384 --> 00:36:20,260 and dance. 528 00:36:22,221 --> 00:36:23,805 One... 529 00:36:25,766 --> 00:36:27,225 Turn to a rock. 530 00:36:29,812 --> 00:36:31,730 Turning rock. 531 00:36:33,232 --> 00:36:35,609 Turn the rock, 532 00:36:35,651 --> 00:36:38,195 turn the rock, 533 00:36:38,237 --> 00:36:42,532 turn the rock, turn the rock, 534 00:36:42,574 --> 00:36:46,786 turn the rock, turn the rock, 535 00:36:46,829 --> 00:36:50,541 turn the rock, turn the rock, 536 00:36:50,582 --> 00:36:52,125 turn the rock, turn the rock, 537 00:36:52,167 --> 00:36:56,212 turn a rock, turn the rock, turn the rock... 538 00:37:20,195 --> 00:37:22,864 Turn... 539 00:37:22,906 --> 00:37:25,867 the... 540 00:37:25,909 --> 00:37:27,368 lock. 541 00:37:34,168 --> 00:37:36,795 Yes, it's weird when that-- that happens. 542 00:37:36,837 --> 00:37:39,714 Those gaps when... 543 00:37:40,924 --> 00:37:44,928 one thing reminds you of another thing. 544 00:37:44,970 --> 00:37:46,262 Yeah. 545 00:37:47,681 --> 00:37:50,767 I try not to be superstitious about them anymore. 546 00:37:50,809 --> 00:37:51,976 Same. 547 00:37:58,192 --> 00:37:59,860 What was the hole? 548 00:38:01,111 --> 00:38:02,862 Uh, one I tripped in. 549 00:38:02,905 --> 00:38:04,197 I was retarded. 550 00:38:04,239 --> 00:38:05,740 I mean... 551 00:38:05,783 --> 00:38:07,659 stupid. 552 00:38:07,701 --> 00:38:10,370 Like, on psychedelics? 553 00:38:10,412 --> 00:38:12,580 No, I sprained my ankle. 554 00:38:12,623 --> 00:38:14,249 Oh, yeah. 555 00:38:14,291 --> 00:38:17,043 It's okay. I put tape on it. 556 00:38:17,085 --> 00:38:20,213 Yeah, that's what I did when I sprained my wrist. 557 00:38:20,255 --> 00:38:21,673 Mm. 558 00:38:23,592 --> 00:38:26,970 Took me like four months to get these movements back. 559 00:38:30,474 --> 00:38:32,309 Sorry, did I cut you off? 560 00:38:32,351 --> 00:38:34,102 Um... 561 00:38:34,144 --> 00:38:36,980 my last conversation analysis... 562 00:38:37,022 --> 00:38:38,940 I kept cutting my partner off. 563 00:38:38,982 --> 00:38:40,900 A lot of guys do that. 564 00:38:40,943 --> 00:38:42,319 Yeah. 565 00:38:44,780 --> 00:38:46,990 I didn't make eye contact in mine. 566 00:38:48,826 --> 00:38:50,828 Well, that's big one for honesty, right? 567 00:38:50,869 --> 00:38:53,580 Yeah, apparently. 568 00:38:53,622 --> 00:38:55,790 I've never really done eye contact, 569 00:38:55,833 --> 00:39:00,170 but I guess I've never really been that honest either. 570 00:39:01,880 --> 00:39:04,299 I don't know, whatever. 571 00:39:04,341 --> 00:39:07,510 Oh, you're making my eye contact now. 572 00:39:07,553 --> 00:39:11,890 Yeah, thanks. I've been trying. Every couple of seconds. 573 00:39:11,932 --> 00:39:15,310 - Yeah, feels natural. - Thank you. 574 00:39:32,661 --> 00:39:34,954 -It's in here? -Right. 575 00:40:10,324 --> 00:40:14,824 So we need to arrive at a sequence. 576 00:40:15,162 --> 00:40:19,662 - That's an. - Mm... 577 00:40:55,953 --> 00:40:57,412 What's your password? 578 00:40:57,454 --> 00:41:00,623 - Door logs. - "Door logs"? 579 00:41:05,170 --> 00:41:07,714 -Like door logs? -One word. 580 00:41:35,826 --> 00:41:40,326 ♪ 581 00:42:08,567 --> 00:42:13,067 ♪ 582 00:42:43,310 --> 00:42:44,894 Shit, it's almost five. 583 00:42:44,936 --> 00:42:46,562 Ah, I gotta start dinner. 584 00:42:48,023 --> 00:42:49,566 Tavi is probably home. Did you hear the door? 585 00:42:50,442 --> 00:42:52,152 Tavi. 586 00:42:59,242 --> 00:43:01,118 Oh. 587 00:43:04,247 --> 00:43:05,623 Tav. 588 00:43:12,506 --> 00:43:16,343 - Oh, you're home. - Hi, dad. 589 00:43:18,345 --> 00:43:21,681 -We added sand to the walls. -Yeah. 590 00:43:25,018 --> 00:43:28,021 I'm Keith, Tavi's dad. 591 00:43:28,313 --> 00:43:31,065 Hi, I'm Julian. 592 00:43:31,108 --> 00:43:33,193 It's like outside but inside. 593 00:43:35,779 --> 00:43:40,279 - We met before? - Um, I don't think so. 594 00:43:42,661 --> 00:43:44,746 I saw Julian fall on the sidewalk. 595 00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:48,541 Uh-huh. 596 00:43:52,963 --> 00:43:54,673 Are you staying for dinner? 597 00:43:57,467 --> 00:44:01,262 Ah, if you're offering. 598 00:44:01,304 --> 00:44:03,139 Sure. 599 00:44:08,353 --> 00:44:09,812 What's up? 600 00:44:11,189 --> 00:44:13,149 Uh... 601 00:44:16,194 --> 00:44:19,488 Uh, my daughter moved all this furniture around. 602 00:44:21,199 --> 00:44:23,159 I always rearrange my room. 603 00:44:26,037 --> 00:44:27,621 Yeah... 604 00:44:30,333 --> 00:44:31,667 I set the table. 605 00:44:33,253 --> 00:44:35,255 Wow, that's so nice. 606 00:44:36,339 --> 00:44:38,883 Yeah, I didn't-- I don't know if I did it the way 607 00:44:38,925 --> 00:44:42,553 that you guys do it, but I won't be offended 608 00:44:42,596 --> 00:44:44,931 if you move things around or anything. 609 00:44:44,973 --> 00:44:46,432 Wow. That's great. Thank you. 610 00:44:50,854 --> 00:44:55,354 Just need, um, napkins and one extra seat. 611 00:45:00,572 --> 00:45:02,282 Your wife? 612 00:45:03,283 --> 00:45:05,118 You've got a constitutional right 613 00:45:05,160 --> 00:45:07,203 to receive dental care in prison. 614 00:45:08,538 --> 00:45:11,666 Hey, I like that. Behind your ear? 615 00:45:11,708 --> 00:45:14,001 - Every prisoner should-- - Oh, it's a blindfold. 616 00:45:14,044 --> 00:45:15,795 - Basic dental care. - Oh. 617 00:45:15,837 --> 00:45:17,421 In marker. 618 00:45:17,464 --> 00:45:19,424 - But these prison-- - Right. 619 00:45:19,466 --> 00:45:22,510 Dentists pull your teeth instead of repairing them. 620 00:45:22,552 --> 00:45:24,887 So when you leave prison, everyone is staring 621 00:45:24,930 --> 00:45:26,973 at you because you have no teeth. 622 00:45:29,559 --> 00:45:31,936 But they didn't treat the gum disease or any of 623 00:45:31,978 --> 00:45:34,897 the other deadly shit floating around in your mouth, 624 00:45:34,940 --> 00:45:36,858 and now you're fighting multiple 625 00:45:36,900 --> 00:45:39,903 health battles on top of a major no teeth stigma. 626 00:45:39,945 --> 00:45:42,238 - Can we switch it? - Yeah. 627 00:45:42,280 --> 00:45:44,282 Walk into any thrift store in the world 628 00:45:44,324 --> 00:45:45,950 -you'll see that-- -Sure. 629 00:45:45,992 --> 00:45:47,535 Every person working there has no teeth. 630 00:45:47,577 --> 00:45:49,370 I feel confident seeing that because 631 00:45:49,412 --> 00:45:51,372 a lot of my friends that did time now work 632 00:45:51,414 --> 00:45:54,667 in thrift stores and they will actually hire you. 633 00:46:01,258 --> 00:46:02,509 Do you want me to choose? 634 00:46:04,010 --> 00:46:05,428 No, I got it. 635 00:46:31,705 --> 00:46:33,665 I hope I have my key. 636 00:46:43,800 --> 00:46:45,176 There it is. 637 00:46:49,681 --> 00:46:51,349 What are you going to do tonight? 638 00:46:54,102 --> 00:46:56,604 -I don't know. -Yeah. 639 00:47:00,608 --> 00:47:02,526 -Why don't you take a shower? -Yeah. 640 00:47:02,569 --> 00:47:04,112 A shower would be good. 641 00:47:09,868 --> 00:47:12,704 So Julian is Tavi's teacher? 642 00:47:16,624 --> 00:47:17,875 I don't know. 643 00:47:19,002 --> 00:47:20,461 How does she know him? 644 00:47:22,839 --> 00:47:25,258 He lives around here, I guess. 645 00:47:26,009 --> 00:47:27,802 Oh. 646 00:47:27,844 --> 00:47:29,846 Can I show you this text? 647 00:47:29,888 --> 00:47:31,014 Sure. 648 00:47:36,311 --> 00:47:38,563 Think she's mad? 649 00:47:38,605 --> 00:47:40,356 She's busy. 650 00:47:40,398 --> 00:47:43,484 Yeah, busy and she's mad? 651 00:47:43,526 --> 00:47:45,569 And why would she be mad? 652 00:47:45,612 --> 00:47:49,115 Um, I made a dumb joke the other day. 653 00:47:51,076 --> 00:47:52,827 She's not mad, she's busy. 654 00:47:53,620 --> 00:47:55,872 Yeah, okay. Yeah. Sorry. 655 00:47:55,914 --> 00:47:58,791 No, don't be sorry. I get it. 656 00:47:58,833 --> 00:48:00,668 I blocked all my contacts. 657 00:48:00,710 --> 00:48:02,670 Oh, yeah? 658 00:48:02,712 --> 00:48:04,088 Yeah, I had to. 659 00:48:06,091 --> 00:48:07,717 Maybe I will take a shower. 660 00:48:09,094 --> 00:48:12,055 Do it, showers rule. 661 00:49:54,365 --> 00:49:58,865 ♪ Lighter, lighter, lighter, lighter, lighter, lighter ♪ 662 00:51:38,219 --> 00:51:40,262 -Just getting water. -Oh, good. 663 00:51:42,390 --> 00:51:43,724 Yeah, me too. 664 00:51:50,398 --> 00:51:52,483 -You have chips. -Mm-hm. 665 00:51:53,568 --> 00:51:56,904 Very old from the pantry. 666 00:51:58,531 --> 00:51:59,907 Hm. 667 00:52:00,325 --> 00:52:03,494 -Are you okay? -Yeah. 668 00:52:03,536 --> 00:52:05,162 You look sweaty. 669 00:52:06,497 --> 00:52:09,416 I did some jump- jumping jacks. 670 00:52:11,085 --> 00:52:12,252 Hm. 671 00:52:14,505 --> 00:52:17,716 -Okay. Good night, dad. -Mm-hm. 672 00:52:54,295 --> 00:52:58,795 ♪ 673 00:53:19,987 --> 00:53:24,487 ♪ 674 00:54:12,290 --> 00:54:16,790 ♪ 675 00:54:40,610 --> 00:54:45,110 ♪ 676 00:54:53,289 --> 00:54:55,499 You didn't shower? 677 00:54:55,541 --> 00:54:57,000 No. 678 00:55:01,714 --> 00:55:03,298 Me neither. 679 00:55:04,926 --> 00:55:05,968 Dad? 680 00:55:07,804 --> 00:55:09,222 Dad? 681 00:55:25,696 --> 00:55:26,947 Dad? 682 00:57:30,571 --> 00:57:33,657 Do you have a knife or a shovel? 683 00:57:34,659 --> 00:57:36,702 I'm feeling pretty good today. 684 00:57:36,744 --> 00:57:38,954 I am too actually. 685 00:57:38,996 --> 00:57:40,872 I like the raisin exercise. 686 00:57:42,333 --> 00:57:43,792 Yeah, that was all right. 687 00:57:43,834 --> 00:57:46,294 I just don't like raisins in my chili. 688 00:57:46,337 --> 00:57:47,713 They're fine. 689 00:57:47,755 --> 00:57:49,548 Just not my chili. 690 00:57:49,590 --> 00:57:51,049 Yeah, I never heard of that. 691 00:57:53,511 --> 00:57:54,678 What's up? 692 00:58:00,559 --> 00:58:03,144 Do you want Carol on her knees to make her look shorter? 693 00:58:04,397 --> 00:58:05,856 That's fine. 694 00:58:05,898 --> 00:58:07,441 Carol, would you mind getting on 695 00:58:07,483 --> 00:58:09,151 your knees since his daughter's shorter? 696 00:58:09,193 --> 00:58:11,695 Sure. 697 00:58:21,414 --> 00:58:22,623 Should we start? 698 00:58:23,624 --> 00:58:25,208 Yes. 699 00:58:28,462 --> 00:58:31,590 So, Tavi, I wanted to talk to you about this 700 00:58:31,632 --> 00:58:33,508 before I spoke to your dad. 701 00:58:33,551 --> 00:58:35,594 Okay. What is it? 702 00:58:35,636 --> 00:58:39,222 You know how I had to go away for a couple of weeks to work? 703 00:58:39,265 --> 00:58:43,765 -Yeah. Well, -I loved being away. 704 00:58:44,812 --> 00:58:46,605 Eye contact, Keith. 705 00:58:46,647 --> 00:58:49,858 Not from you, of course, but from your dad. 706 00:58:49,900 --> 00:58:52,819 He's such a burden, don't you think? 707 00:58:52,862 --> 00:58:54,238 Yeah. 708 00:58:54,280 --> 00:58:58,075 All of his problems are so annoying. 709 00:58:59,660 --> 00:59:01,995 I don't even get what he has. 710 00:59:02,038 --> 00:59:04,582 I'm so sick of worrying about him. 711 00:59:04,623 --> 00:59:06,666 Me neither. 712 00:59:06,709 --> 00:59:10,587 You know, ordinary people can eat a little too much, 713 00:59:10,629 --> 00:59:14,924 drink a little too much, have a day that's not exact, 714 00:59:14,967 --> 00:59:17,761 and they don't have to go crazy. 715 00:59:17,803 --> 00:59:21,556 -He's really very messed up. -I'm glad I came out normal. 716 00:59:23,809 --> 00:59:28,188 Sometimes I think it's just an excuse to be lazy 717 00:59:28,230 --> 00:59:30,190 and not make any money. 718 00:59:30,232 --> 00:59:32,651 Yeah, he doesn't do anything all day. 719 00:59:32,693 --> 00:59:36,405 -He's messing up our lives. -Yeah, I hate him. 720 00:59:38,074 --> 00:59:42,574 And I met someone who makes a lot of money 721 00:59:43,913 --> 00:59:46,749 and doesn't have any of these issues. 722 00:59:46,791 --> 00:59:49,668 He's easy-going and famous. 723 00:59:49,710 --> 00:59:52,546 Wow, cool. I love famous people. 724 00:59:54,090 --> 00:59:56,967 So we should leave your dad 725 00:59:57,009 --> 00:59:59,678 and move in with this guy instead, right? 726 00:59:59,720 --> 01:00:02,139 Yeah, definitely. When? 727 01:00:02,181 --> 01:00:04,766 Later when you're dad's sleeping. 728 01:00:04,809 --> 01:00:07,228 Yeah, I don't wanna say bye to him. 729 01:00:07,269 --> 01:00:09,688 Oh, me neither. He'd probably cry. 730 01:00:10,981 --> 01:00:14,401 -Yeah, he's such a loser. -Such a loser. 731 01:00:14,443 --> 01:00:16,403 Yeah, he won't even beat up the creep 732 01:00:16,445 --> 01:00:18,113 that's been following me. 733 01:00:18,155 --> 01:00:22,655 Because he's pathetic. I'll call the hospital now. 734 01:00:23,327 --> 01:00:25,203 Wow, I'm so excited. 735 01:00:25,246 --> 01:00:27,748 Does my new dad have enough money to take us to Hawaii? 736 01:00:27,790 --> 01:00:29,583 Oh, definitely. 737 01:00:29,625 --> 01:00:31,710 Yay, I don't want to see dad ever again. 738 01:00:31,752 --> 01:00:33,462 Oh, well, you won't have to. 739 01:00:33,504 --> 01:00:35,964 They don't allow children in these psych hospitals. 740 01:00:36,006 --> 01:00:38,383 Yeah, I'll just pretend he never existed. 741 01:00:38,425 --> 01:00:40,635 That's just what I was thinking. 742 01:00:43,305 --> 01:00:45,223 Keith? 743 01:00:45,266 --> 01:00:47,101 I am a representative from 744 01:00:47,143 --> 01:00:49,520 a psychiatric hospital in Port Alice. 745 01:00:49,562 --> 01:00:51,188 You have been signed for and you will live 746 01:00:51,230 --> 01:00:53,357 there from now on. 747 01:00:53,399 --> 01:00:55,442 Your family did not want to see you before you left, 748 01:00:55,484 --> 01:00:56,985 so you'll come with me now. 749 01:01:06,412 --> 01:01:07,996 Let's take a quick five-minute recess 750 01:01:08,038 --> 01:01:10,498 and we'll be right back for process. 751 01:01:15,504 --> 01:01:16,922 SUDs? 752 01:01:17,756 --> 01:01:20,675 Uh, eight? I don't know, 8.5. 753 01:01:21,635 --> 01:01:23,386 Or eight. 8.7, now. 754 01:01:24,889 --> 01:01:26,390 I'm kind of freaking out. 755 01:01:26,432 --> 01:01:28,308 Good. Good. 756 01:01:28,350 --> 01:01:30,352 Why-- why don't we have a seat back on the mat 757 01:01:30,394 --> 01:01:32,521 and we'll work on that, okay? 758 01:01:43,699 --> 01:01:45,367 Do you wanna have-- have a seat over here 759 01:01:45,409 --> 01:01:47,369 and we'll work on that, okay? 760 01:01:47,411 --> 01:01:49,121 All right. 761 01:01:50,206 --> 01:01:53,083 Use your resources to lower them down. 762 01:01:53,125 --> 01:01:55,085 -Mm-hmm. -Okay. 763 01:01:55,127 --> 01:01:57,963 Try-- try to get it to a five. 764 01:01:58,005 --> 01:02:01,633 -Meditate, listen to music. -Mm-hmm. 765 01:02:01,675 --> 01:02:04,427 You know the resources that are good for you. 766 01:02:07,056 --> 01:02:08,348 Good work. 767 01:02:28,118 --> 01:02:32,618 ♪ 768 01:02:53,102 --> 01:02:57,602 ♪ 769 01:03:16,709 --> 01:03:21,209 ♪ 770 01:03:35,978 --> 01:03:37,646 Whoa. 771 01:03:44,194 --> 01:03:46,237 ♪ What you can't say ♪ 772 01:03:46,280 --> 01:03:48,240 ♪ What you can't say ♪ 773 01:03:48,282 --> 01:03:50,117 ♪ What you can't say ♪ 774 01:03:50,159 --> 01:03:51,827 ♪ What you can't say ♪ 775 01:03:54,038 --> 01:03:55,289 Fuck you, Keith. 776 01:03:56,957 --> 01:03:58,750 Some of us come here and do the work, 777 01:04:00,586 --> 01:04:04,548 And do all the worksheets, and play by the rules. 778 01:04:04,590 --> 01:04:06,508 You just come here and do whatever you want 779 01:04:06,550 --> 01:04:11,050 and you always have to be the center of attention. 780 01:04:11,347 --> 01:04:14,600 Why do you even come here, man? 781 01:04:14,641 --> 01:04:18,645 I just wanna validate that it's really 782 01:04:18,687 --> 01:04:22,315 brave to do an exposure in general. 783 01:04:22,358 --> 01:04:23,859 It's fucking bullshit. 784 01:04:25,319 --> 01:04:27,237 I have to agree. 785 01:04:27,279 --> 01:04:29,948 And even though it may seem like it makes it worse. 786 01:04:29,990 --> 01:04:34,490 - Mm, mm, yeah. - You are handling it. 787 01:04:34,828 --> 01:04:38,832 This is you handling it. 788 01:04:47,424 --> 01:04:51,094 I feel like I'm making it happen. 789 01:04:58,977 --> 01:05:01,354 Now, one thing that struck me that the first time 790 01:05:01,397 --> 01:05:03,399 they went actually down into this cave, 791 01:05:03,440 --> 01:05:05,775 I had to stay behind because I was having a back issue. 792 01:05:05,818 --> 01:05:08,570 So I was just in the van listening in on everything 793 01:05:08,612 --> 01:05:12,365 and, um, but I was able to go down at a later date 794 01:05:12,408 --> 01:05:16,286 and the thing that struck me was that the-- the-- the size 795 01:05:16,328 --> 01:05:18,204 of the sound that they were able to get from these-- 796 01:05:38,183 --> 01:05:42,683 ♪ 797 01:06:00,372 --> 01:06:03,249 I am not having this conversation with you, Max. 798 01:06:03,292 --> 01:06:05,043 'Cause you know I'm right. It's true. 799 01:06:05,085 --> 01:06:06,711 You're so addicted to celebrity culture 800 01:06:06,753 --> 01:06:08,212 you actually believe these donations. 801 01:06:08,255 --> 01:06:09,798 Like it's a classic move. 802 01:06:09,840 --> 01:06:11,675 They do that to make the fans happy, donate. 803 01:06:13,302 --> 01:06:15,220 Oh, look, it's Tavi. 804 01:06:15,262 --> 01:06:16,680 Tavi! 805 01:06:18,682 --> 01:06:20,350 -Who is she with? -I don't know. Wait. 806 01:06:20,392 --> 01:06:21,643 Don't let them see. 807 01:06:25,063 --> 01:06:27,023 -Don't let them see me. -Look. Move. 808 01:06:28,233 --> 01:06:30,276 Look, I gotta fill up this tank and we gotta 809 01:06:30,319 --> 01:06:32,571 go get these paper towels for ma. 810 01:06:32,613 --> 01:06:33,739 Who is that? 811 01:06:36,575 --> 01:06:39,327 Who is that old man? 812 01:06:39,369 --> 01:06:43,748 With everyone, person, plant, everything. 813 01:06:45,626 --> 01:06:49,630 Like would you have a uniform 814 01:06:49,671 --> 01:06:51,631 or not is probably the question. 815 01:06:52,341 --> 01:06:56,841 I-- I wouldn't have a name and-- 816 01:07:01,350 --> 01:07:04,019 Come on, Tavi. Come on. 817 01:07:04,061 --> 01:07:06,396 Get away from my friend, you sicko. 818 01:07:12,444 --> 01:07:16,072 - Get in the car. - Are you-- 819 01:07:16,114 --> 01:07:17,824 Get in the car. 820 01:07:20,452 --> 01:07:24,789 You? Shame on you. 821 01:07:58,115 --> 01:08:00,450 Tavi. Are you okay? 822 01:08:00,492 --> 01:08:02,118 Mm-hmm. 823 01:08:04,621 --> 01:08:06,331 Do you know where your mom and dad are? 824 01:08:06,373 --> 01:08:08,792 Neither one of your parents are answering. 825 01:08:10,669 --> 01:08:12,504 Do you think their mom and dad are home? 826 01:08:14,798 --> 01:08:16,716 Is this something that happen all the time? 827 01:08:24,850 --> 01:08:27,060 Is your mom still on set? 828 01:08:27,102 --> 01:08:30,730 Yeah, and dad's probably at group. 829 01:08:31,481 --> 01:08:32,940 He's still doing that? 830 01:08:32,983 --> 01:08:34,526 It doesn't just go away. 831 01:08:34,568 --> 01:08:36,111 Okay, but it's Saturday. 832 01:08:36,153 --> 01:08:38,071 He can't do that in the week? 833 01:09:06,808 --> 01:09:08,726 Hey, how's it going? 834 01:09:08,769 --> 01:09:10,395 I can't complain. 835 01:09:11,563 --> 01:09:12,772 I, uh... 836 01:09:14,816 --> 01:09:17,276 I was just wondering if you guys are hiring right now? 837 01:09:18,570 --> 01:09:19,904 We are. 838 01:09:22,324 --> 01:09:23,616 You are? 839 01:09:24,451 --> 01:09:25,535 Yep. 840 01:09:30,540 --> 01:09:33,834 Wow, great. 841 01:09:34,795 --> 01:09:36,546 Got a resume? 842 01:09:36,588 --> 01:09:37,880 Yeah. 843 01:09:37,923 --> 01:09:40,133 Yeah. Here. 844 01:09:40,175 --> 01:09:41,718 Um... 845 01:09:43,470 --> 01:09:47,970 But I should just let you know 846 01:09:48,100 --> 01:09:51,645 that I was recently incarcerated. 847 01:09:54,564 --> 01:09:57,275 The important thing is that you flip the sign. 848 01:09:58,151 --> 01:09:59,694 People forget to flip the sign 849 01:09:59,736 --> 01:10:01,612 and then everyone thinks we're closed. 850 01:10:11,331 --> 01:10:13,333 Uh, that's important. 851 01:10:14,710 --> 01:10:16,294 Yes, it is. 852 01:10:18,004 --> 01:10:19,130 Thanks. 853 01:10:28,557 --> 01:10:30,350 How did you meet that guy? 854 01:10:30,392 --> 01:10:32,102 I saw him. 855 01:10:32,144 --> 01:10:33,478 Where? 856 01:10:35,188 --> 01:10:36,606 Over there. 857 01:10:46,908 --> 01:10:49,160 How could I have known that? 858 01:10:51,997 --> 01:10:53,581 Of course, I'm with her now. 859 01:10:53,623 --> 01:10:54,790 Okay, you just talk to her? 860 01:10:54,833 --> 01:10:56,125 I can't do anything right. 861 01:10:57,127 --> 01:10:58,253 Tavi. 862 01:11:03,300 --> 01:11:04,676 It's your mom. 863 01:11:13,560 --> 01:11:15,812 I'm fine. Why are you crying? 864 01:11:17,189 --> 01:11:18,607 I'm fine. 865 01:11:20,442 --> 01:11:22,444 I don't wanna talk to you right now. 866 01:11:25,530 --> 01:11:27,281 Yeah, Liz. I'll call you back, okay? 867 01:11:28,492 --> 01:11:30,118 About to do that right now. 868 01:11:31,286 --> 01:11:32,912 I'm sitting right here. 869 01:11:32,954 --> 01:11:34,622 I'll call you after. 870 01:11:36,917 --> 01:11:38,251 Okay. I'm hanging up now. 871 01:11:38,293 --> 01:11:39,377 Goodbye. Okay. 872 01:11:39,419 --> 01:11:40,670 I'll call you later. 873 01:11:43,340 --> 01:11:44,674 Uh, Tav. 874 01:11:46,843 --> 01:11:48,219 Everyone's mad at me. 875 01:11:48,261 --> 01:11:50,888 No. No. 876 01:11:50,931 --> 01:11:52,265 No one's mad at you. 877 01:11:52,307 --> 01:11:53,725 You did nothing wrong. 878 01:11:53,767 --> 01:11:57,187 You did... nothing wrong. 879 01:11:59,064 --> 01:12:00,815 I just want to know about this guy. 880 01:12:00,857 --> 01:12:03,651 You know, I-- we don't know him. 881 01:12:03,693 --> 01:12:06,070 I don't know anything about him. 882 01:12:06,112 --> 01:12:09,573 - So? - So it's kinda weird. 883 01:12:11,660 --> 01:12:13,703 So we love you. I love you. 884 01:12:13,745 --> 01:12:16,956 You're my fucking kid. Do you know what that means? 885 01:12:16,998 --> 01:12:20,876 You're like-- you're like the only thing 886 01:12:20,919 --> 01:12:25,419 in the world I'm really fucking proud of. 887 01:12:28,009 --> 01:12:29,802 So I want to keep you safe. 888 01:12:30,971 --> 01:12:34,099 And it's kinda weird like we don't know what 889 01:12:34,140 --> 01:12:35,641 you've been doing with this guy, you know, 890 01:12:35,684 --> 01:12:37,060 it's kinda weird like... 891 01:12:37,102 --> 01:12:39,020 We just like each other. 892 01:12:40,856 --> 01:12:42,065 Oh. 893 01:12:51,491 --> 01:12:54,952 Let's just calm down a second. 894 01:13:05,422 --> 01:13:07,048 Have you guys... 895 01:13:10,677 --> 01:13:12,136 been... 896 01:13:14,264 --> 01:13:15,932 touching? 897 01:13:15,974 --> 01:13:17,058 What? 898 01:13:17,100 --> 01:13:18,601 Has he touched you? 899 01:13:18,643 --> 01:13:21,604 Yeah. A lot. 900 01:13:25,942 --> 01:13:27,985 Fucking piece of shit. 901 01:13:28,028 --> 01:13:29,529 He's not a piece of shit. 902 01:13:29,571 --> 01:13:33,866 Tavi, I need you to understand. 903 01:13:33,909 --> 01:13:37,787 It is not okay for someone 904 01:13:37,829 --> 01:13:40,164 to touch you without your permission. 905 01:13:41,791 --> 01:13:44,168 We've just been touching like this. 906 01:13:51,051 --> 01:13:52,510 Okay. Well... 907 01:13:53,762 --> 01:13:55,889 uh, has-- 908 01:13:58,266 --> 01:13:59,934 Has he touched you here? 909 01:14:06,107 --> 01:14:07,817 Or here? 910 01:14:10,820 --> 01:14:12,488 Made you touch him? 911 01:14:12,530 --> 01:14:15,157 No. Just here. 912 01:14:41,101 --> 01:14:45,601 ♪ 913 01:15:03,748 --> 01:15:08,248 ♪ 914 01:15:32,610 --> 01:15:37,110 ♪ 915 01:15:57,719 --> 01:16:02,219 ♪ 916 01:16:25,538 --> 01:16:30,038 ♪ 917 01:16:52,899 --> 01:16:57,399 ♪ 918 01:17:12,877 --> 01:17:17,377 ♪