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In the blue corner,

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from east Leeds,

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amateur boxer, Nicola Adams.

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Come on, Nikki!

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When I was a kid,

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I was happy just
looking at the stars,

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thinking about my destiny,

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if I had a destiny,
can your destiny be changed?

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Yes!

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I even used to make wishes

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and wish that one day I'll
be able to be in a better place

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and have everything
that I've always wanted.

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If you haven't come
from the kind of place

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that I've come from,

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you'll never be able
to get to that top high level

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because you just
haven't got that kind of desire

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and that drive
and determination.

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You need to have that hunger.

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And it is really, it's just
about how much do you want it?

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I was fighting for everything.

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And I mean, that was
the difference between me

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and anybody else
that was in the room.

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I always wanted it
more than anybody else did.

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I was fighting to survive.

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Round one.

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What do you think
about women in boxing?

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Well, I think they're very nice

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when they're walking around
that ring holding them cards.

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Why can't they do
something else that ladies do?

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That girls do.

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I really am
against women boxing.

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You have
swollen eyes, a busted nose,

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and you wake up
the next day and you're aching,

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and I just don't think
that woman should do that.

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It is a below-average standard

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they never achieve
the heights that men achieve.

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I don't like watching
women punching each other.

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It will
never be mainstream boxing,

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there will always
be a novelty value

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and the novelty will
wear off at the end of the day.

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Women are not men,

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they just won't have the same
attraction as men fighting.

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In 1994,

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women's professional
boxing had been banned

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and there was no such
thing as female amateur boxing.

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It just wasn't allowed.

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The majority of coaches
wouldn't allow girls to train.

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Or even in the gym.

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The Yorkshire
division in particular

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were run by ex-miners

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and steelworkers
from south Yorkshire,

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and they were dead set against

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any women being
involved in boxing.

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They were
encouraged to stay home

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and cook meals for the lads
when they got home from work,

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and that's their exact words.

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I first
started boxing when I was 12.

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My mom couldn't get
a babysitter one night

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and she took me
and my brother down

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to an afterschool
boxing class that they had on

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at the same time as aerobics.

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There wasn't any
other girls in the boxing gym.

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It was just me.

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And when I saw
everybody running around

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the gym and all
the kids on the bags,

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and the pads and people
sparring in the ring,

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I just absolutely loved it.

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There was
no female boxers on TV.

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The only women in the ring
were the ring card girls.

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I wasn't aware
that women didn't box.

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I just loved watching boxing.

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She told me she wanted
to be world champion.

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I didn't tell her she couldn't.

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I was born in Leeds in 1982.

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My parents were
from the Caribbean,

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which was very rare
at the time in Leeds.

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When I was a kid,
I was really, really sensitive.

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I was a little bit of a geek.

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I had eczema and I had asthma

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and I was pretty much
allergic to the whole world.

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I was really kind of soft, like,

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I never stood up
for myself or anything.

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I should have been doomed.

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I grew up in an
estate called eastern park.

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Me and my friends, we didn't
have money growing up.

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And a lot of the time
we wouldn't be able to eat.

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Some of the times
we were just bad.

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But a lot of the time,
we did stuff

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because we were just hungry.

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There was kids there
that my mom would say,

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you're not
allowed to hang about with.

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And it was
the same for me as well.

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Their parents used to say,

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"you can't hang about
with Nicola. She's bad."

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But we were just all
in the same situation.

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We all had the same struggle.

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I could have easily
gone down a different path.

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On my estate, there was
a lot of racism as well.

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There wasn't many black
people or people of color.

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So, you would get
into quite a few fights

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just because of that.

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And I remember going home and...

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And saying to my mom, like,

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"why do the kids
call me these names?"

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I came out to
my mom when I was 13.

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And it was the scariest
thing that I've ever done.

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I thought I was
going to be disowned

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or kicked out of the house,

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so I was so relieved and happy

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when she said that she'd
known for a long time anyway.

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I always knew I was
different from a young age.

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But boxing gave me the place
that I could really belong.

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At the gym, Steve never
made me feel any different.

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He said to me, "I have one rule.

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"Everybody listens to me
and we're all boxers."

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No, no favoritism.

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Not at all because she's a girl.

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She did
everything that they did.

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Sometimes she liked it,
she just got on with it,

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sometimes she didn't.

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Boxing has
produced many champions.

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My dad was a boxing fan,

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and I used to
watch the boxing with him.

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It was probably one of the times

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when he was at his happiest.

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We'd watch
the reruns of Muhammad Ali

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and Mike Tyson,
sugar ray Robinson.

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But he didn't
support my boxing at all.

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The boxing ring was less
dangerous than being at home.

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I was very desensitized
to all kinds of violence

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because I used to see it
all the time at home.

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Nikki's witnessed
a lot of violence in her life.

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From the moment
she got into the gym

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and started boxing
at a very young age,

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it was one of the aspects
she was able to control.

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You could always tell

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when there was
something wrong with Nicola

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because she was a happy,
smiling kid most of the time.

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Apart from if
there'd been a problem,

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or something like that at home.

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And she'd come in
with her head down.

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Boxing always made me feel safe.

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I feel like literally
as soon as I was born,

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I just had to rely on myself.

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That's probably
why I only trust myself.

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My first fight was
when I was 13-years-old

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against a girl
called Claire newson

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in a working
men's club in Leeds.

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Real old school,
had great atmosphere.

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I remember
running around everywhere

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and the coach telling
me to sit down and relax

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and not to use too much energy.

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But I was so excited.

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It was my first boxing match

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and I just couldn't
wait to get in there.

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With all the noise
and the cheering and shouting

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and screaming
and bawling going on,

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it's a lot for a kid to take in.

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She was nervous at first.

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It took her maybe 30 seconds
to actually settle down,

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and do what she could do.

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I remember going into the
ring and thinking to myself,

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"I'm going to do
the Ali shuffle,

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I'm going to switch hit,

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I'm going to do all these
little moves in the ring."

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And I absolutely,
absolutely loved it.

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There's some kids at that
age are clumsy on the fake.

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And some are
pretty nimble, you know,

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like different between ballet
dancing and club dancing.

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And she were
definitely a ballet dancer.

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She wanted
to be a boxer regardless.

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Male or female,
she just wanted to be a boxer.

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You've got to
live and breathe boxing

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if you're going to make
it to the top, without a doubt.

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And Nicola has...
Has that, you know,

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Nikki really, really
lived and breathed for boxing.

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Chin up.

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- O Kay.
- O Kay?

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Now, you can relax now.

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When I first started boxing

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to find an opponent
to be your age and weight

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was impossible as a female boxer

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to the point where, you know,

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sometimes you'd
only have one bout a year,

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maybe two bouts
a year if you're really lucky.

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No other gyms in Leeds
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had girls training
at that particular time.

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They didn't want them in
the gym, let alone training.

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I were contacting people from
Bristol, and cornwall, London.

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Did they know anybody who
had female boxers in the gym?

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There'd be ones
that had come up,

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but then we'd find out
they'd be too old or too heavy.

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All the guys were able to fight

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because there was a lot
more male boxers out there.

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Some of the boys would be going
out boxing seven-years-old.

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So, to keep me
occupied and keep me focused,

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if the guys went on
training camps or anything,

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I'd go as well
to be able to participate

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and join in and just to be able
to feel a part of something.

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She were ready to box anytime.

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If somebody'd
come out of the crowd

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and offered her a fight,
she'd have jumped in the ring.

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It was really tough
going to support the guys

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and not being able
to get in the ring myself

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and everyday,
I'd be saying to Steve,

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"is there anybody for me
to box, when can I fight?"

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And he was like,
"we just have to wait."

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I found it hard trying
to keep her interested

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and keep her going.

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I couldn't give
her a target date

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like I could with other boxers.

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It did get really
frustrating at times

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because I just wanted to
go out there and... and compete.

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Finally, at 17,
I got my second fight.

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I was super happy.

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It had been maybe four or
five years since I last fought.

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And I'd just been
waiting all that time to box.

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I was speaking to a coach
before I boxed,

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and he was like,

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"oh, there's
women boxing tonight"

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and I was like,
"yeah, that's me."

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And he was like, "why?
Why do you want to box?"

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Like, "women...
Women shouldn't box."

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And I remember
thinking to myself,

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"I'll show you.
I'll show you what we can do."

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I got into the ring
and boxed this girl.

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I won by knockout.

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And I think that was just purely

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because I'd
been away for so long.

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Winner by ko,
Adams in the blue corner.

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Let's hear a nice round
of applause for.

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When I met Nikki, I was 17.

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She was just about to turn 19.

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She was working in
a warehouse at the time.

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Then she was like,
"oh, I'm a boxer."

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And I was like, "oh. Okay."

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That's quite...
Quite strange for that time.

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She was training
five days a week.

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We'd go out and they'd be like,

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"right, I can only
have this much to drink.

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I have to stop here."

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And I remember
thinking at the time,

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especially around the age, like,

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"oh, she's really
serious about this."

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The training
session would happen,

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and we'd all be
involved in this group session.

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And then afterwards
she'd be over at the mirror,

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looking at herself,
watching herself,

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watching the angle she's
moving and her foot movement.

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She'd be doing extra...
Extra little bits.

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She would always be
practicing the all shuffle,

254
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be practicing
a special combination

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that she's going
to do in a tournament.

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She would just literally
perfect everything.

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I think she finds it
easy to quiet her mind.

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I think it's always active.

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And she likes
to keep really busy.

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Her adhd is very, you know,

261
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it's well, if you spend
more than 10 minutes with her.

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We used to train
three times a day.

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So probably,
when you weren't training

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and if you weren't eating,
you would be sleeping.

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But Nikki never slept.

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That was the thing.

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She was either banging
about downstairs

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and had the music blasting.

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She just couldn't...
Never switched it off.

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Nicola was very competitive.

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She had a bit of a war

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with one of the traveller boys
that we used to train.

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She got in with a good shot.

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He didn't like it,
so he give her a decent shot.

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And it hurt her.

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She went to war
and just beat him up.

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Put him through
the ropes, out of the ring.

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I'd met somebody
for the first time

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who had ambition and drive.

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Even at that young age,

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you could see that she
wanted to be somewhere else.

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Nicola's coach contacted me

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and the day, I was
going to go to a tournament,

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which was in Hungary.

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I said, "yeah, I'll take her,"

286
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if they paid all
their side of it.

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Because we got to
finance everything ourselves.

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We were getting
no support from nobody.

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When we actually got there,

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we didn't really know what the
standard was going to be like

291
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because Nicola and Amanda had
only had a few competitions.

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They had never
boxed internationally.

293
00:16:32,742 --> 00:16:34,660
We were boxing like
the European champions.

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The reigning champions.
We were boxing girls that had,

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you know, 50, 60,
70, 80, 100 plus bouts.

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Teams like Russia and usa

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and China already
training full time.

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They've already got
so many coaching staff,

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and we didn't
have anything of that.

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00:16:50,927 --> 00:16:53,387
It was just me, Amanda and Paul.

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It was like we were
here and they were there.

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When I was warming her up,

303
00:17:01,437 --> 00:17:04,690
she'd gone from this
bubbly "let me get in there"

304
00:17:04,815 --> 00:17:08,194
to basically
nearly a nervous wreck.

305
00:17:08,319 --> 00:17:09,904
You know,
she was absolutely flapping.

306
00:17:10,029 --> 00:17:12,448
That was the weakest
part of Nicola, the confidence.

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00:17:12,573 --> 00:17:14,825
She needed
a confidence building.

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But once she got in that ring,

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and that bell went, all changed.

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Then you could see it.

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Lovely.

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Give it up Nicola, perfect.

313
00:17:29,298 --> 00:17:32,927
There's no such thing
as an easy fight in boxing.

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You've got to conquer your
own demons before you get in.

315
00:17:37,139 --> 00:17:39,684
Boxing is definitely 60/40.

316
00:17:39,809 --> 00:17:42,979
60 psychological, 40 physical.

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00:17:43,104 --> 00:17:46,107
You've got to hide away
the fears and the doubts

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00:17:46,232 --> 00:17:48,818
and bring up the confidence
and the self-belief.

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00:17:49,944 --> 00:17:51,696
And she definitely
had that about her.

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00:17:52,738 --> 00:17:56,033
You could see
there was something there.

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00:17:56,158 --> 00:17:58,703
And I think there was a lot
of people from other countries

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00:17:58,828 --> 00:18:01,247
took notice of what
was in the ring there.

323
00:18:02,623 --> 00:18:04,625
That was one
of the best competitions

324
00:18:04,750 --> 00:18:07,837
or contests I'd seen
for a long, long time.

325
00:18:07,962 --> 00:18:10,464
I unfortunately
lost my contest 31-32,

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00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:12,967
and Nikki won a gold medal.

327
00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:15,428
Now, that for me was
a massive, massive achievement

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00:18:15,553 --> 00:18:17,513
for Nikki,
and for female boxing.

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00:18:17,638 --> 00:18:19,682
So that proved
to us that we were able,

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00:18:19,807 --> 00:18:21,309
we were capable
of going out there

331
00:18:21,434 --> 00:18:23,561
and performing on
the international scene.

332
00:18:23,686 --> 00:18:25,104
As soon as I got back,

333
00:18:25,229 --> 00:18:26,909
I was on the computer
and sending an email.

334
00:18:26,939 --> 00:18:28,667
"Thank you very much for
giving us the opportunity."

335
00:18:28,691 --> 00:18:30,771
You know, this is the results,
you know. What's next?

336
00:18:31,444 --> 00:18:32,987
She was like fists, you know,

337
00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:35,865
she was the one
producing the wins, the goods.

338
00:18:35,990 --> 00:18:37,676
And I was more of
the brains behind, I suppose,

339
00:18:37,700 --> 00:18:39,285
sending the emails
and the letters.

340
00:18:39,410 --> 00:18:40,870
Yes!

341
00:18:40,995 --> 00:18:43,164
Nikki spearheaded that start

342
00:18:43,289 --> 00:18:44,889
of the international
success that we had.

343
00:18:47,543 --> 00:18:49,003
Bring in the red corner,

344
00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:51,047
representing
Yorkshire and england,

345
00:18:51,172 --> 00:18:53,215
welcome to Nicola Adams.

346
00:18:55,009 --> 00:18:57,261
The next few years
was a complete 180.

347
00:19:00,306 --> 00:19:03,893
I went from being a council
estate kid with no hope,

348
00:19:04,018 --> 00:19:07,563
no future to travelling the
world just because of boxing.

349
00:19:07,688 --> 00:19:09,065
Box.

350
00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:12,818
It was a really
big eye-opener for me.

351
00:19:14,487 --> 00:19:16,030
I was doing
more and more fights,

352
00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:17,531
I was going to more tournaments.

353
00:19:17,657 --> 00:19:22,036
I was starting
to get a bigger reputation

354
00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:23,829
on the boxing scene.

355
00:19:23,954 --> 00:19:26,248
I was starting to win medals.

356
00:19:26,374 --> 00:19:28,435
- Nicola Adams.
- Nicola Adams.

357
00:19:28,459 --> 00:19:30,795
Nicola Adams from england.

358
00:19:30,920 --> 00:19:32,380
Go, Nikki!

359
00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:36,568
It was the first time as well,

360
00:19:36,592 --> 00:19:38,719
as me seeing lots
of other female boxers

361
00:19:38,844 --> 00:19:40,471
that I've never met before.

362
00:19:40,596 --> 00:19:42,848
I'll be able
to train three times a day

363
00:19:42,973 --> 00:19:44,350
and get
my studying done as well,

364
00:19:44,475 --> 00:19:47,019
and I'm going
to be studying sports

365
00:19:47,144 --> 00:19:49,063
and then Spanish as well.

366
00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:53,025
I was doing
everything that I could

367
00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:55,486
to just try
and further my boxing

368
00:19:55,611 --> 00:19:59,115
and to get more
experience to be able

369
00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,867
to be among the best
and be the best in the world.

370
00:20:26,225 --> 00:20:28,728
She doesn't copy anybody.

371
00:20:28,853 --> 00:20:31,731
She tried to copy
Muhammad Ali and his style

372
00:20:31,856 --> 00:20:33,023
when she were younger.

373
00:20:33,149 --> 00:20:34,942
That were a good
base to build on.

374
00:20:35,067 --> 00:20:38,028
But Nicola boxed like Nicola.

375
00:20:38,154 --> 00:20:39,905
Not like somebody else.

376
00:20:40,030 --> 00:20:42,032
She was a switcher,
she could do orthodox,

377
00:20:42,158 --> 00:20:43,451
which is right
hand out the back,

378
00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,119
that was a strong hand then.

379
00:20:45,244 --> 00:20:46,912
Or she'd do southpaw,

380
00:20:47,037 --> 00:20:48,724
where she'd switch and a left
hand would be at the back.

381
00:20:48,748 --> 00:20:50,666
She was as powerful
with either hand.

382
00:20:50,791 --> 00:20:52,084
You're either one or the other.

383
00:20:52,209 --> 00:20:54,503
Very few become
that universal switcher.

384
00:20:54,628 --> 00:20:56,547
Nikki's very light on her feet.

385
00:20:56,672 --> 00:20:57,882
She makes you miss.

386
00:20:58,007 --> 00:20:59,216
She makes you pay.

387
00:20:59,341 --> 00:21:01,385
Jab catches you, she's gone.

388
00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:02,803
That is Nikki's strength.

389
00:21:02,928 --> 00:21:04,096
She'll make you look silly.

390
00:21:04,221 --> 00:21:05,501
She'll pick you
off, she'll move.

391
00:21:05,598 --> 00:21:07,975
She's like a fly.
You can't SWAT her.

392
00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:12,021
Around this time,
I met alwyn belcher.

393
00:21:14,064 --> 00:21:17,359
He's very good with footwork,
he's the footwork master.

394
00:21:17,485 --> 00:21:19,820
And that's when I realized

395
00:21:19,945 --> 00:21:22,865
that I didn't have to
just use my gloves for defense

396
00:21:22,990 --> 00:21:24,867
or my head movement.

397
00:21:24,992 --> 00:21:26,494
I can use my feet as well.

398
00:21:26,619 --> 00:21:28,954
I think that's when
I started to really realize

399
00:21:29,079 --> 00:21:33,667
that my footwork was
a big key to... to my victories.

400
00:21:34,794 --> 00:21:36,545
I wanted to prove
to him that I can be

401
00:21:36,670 --> 00:21:39,215
the best boxer you've ever seen

402
00:21:39,340 --> 00:21:41,592
and I will be the best
boxer that you've ever seen.

403
00:21:41,717 --> 00:21:43,886
She's opened
up a fairly impressive lead,

404
00:21:44,011 --> 00:21:45,888
Nicola Adams,
and somehow I don't think

405
00:21:46,013 --> 00:21:47,348
this is going to last too long,

406
00:21:47,473 --> 00:21:49,350
good right hand
once again byadams.

407
00:21:53,854 --> 00:21:58,025
Two, three, four, five.

408
00:21:58,150 --> 00:22:02,655
And the winner in
the red corner, Nicola Adams.

409
00:22:11,413 --> 00:22:13,165
It wasn't until I got older

410
00:22:13,290 --> 00:22:15,918
that I realized that
boxing was completely different

411
00:22:16,043 --> 00:22:18,212
for women than
it was for the men.

412
00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:20,589
Because we
didn't get nowhere near

413
00:22:20,714 --> 00:22:22,299
the same amount of funding.

414
00:22:24,385 --> 00:22:26,303
To get funding,
me and the girls,

415
00:22:26,428 --> 00:22:29,306
we wrote letters
to mps to UK sport,

416
00:22:29,431 --> 00:22:31,725
we wrote letters to
anybody and everybody

417
00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:33,644
to try and get funding.

418
00:22:33,769 --> 00:22:36,146
I sent letters off to
the ceo of england boxing.

419
00:22:36,272 --> 00:22:37,815
I sent letters
off to sport england,

420
00:22:37,940 --> 00:22:39,483
who were the funding body.

421
00:22:39,608 --> 00:22:42,486
I attended a meeting with
the board for england boxing

422
00:22:42,611 --> 00:22:44,363
and part of the response was,

423
00:22:44,488 --> 00:22:46,591
"well, it's invested in boxers,
that's male and female."

424
00:22:46,615 --> 00:22:48,242
So I made them
aware that, no, it wasn't.

425
00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:49,761
It was just
going purely to the men.

426
00:22:49,785 --> 00:22:52,037
I mean,
going away with ten girls

427
00:22:52,162 --> 00:22:54,540
and you've got
two sets of boxing kit

428
00:22:54,665 --> 00:22:56,333
for everybody to compete in.

429
00:22:56,458 --> 00:22:58,335
It was ridiculous.

430
00:22:58,460 --> 00:23:01,839
We were washing and
wearing somebody else's kit.

431
00:23:01,964 --> 00:23:04,758
And if you don't
have time to wash that kit,

432
00:23:04,884 --> 00:23:06,760
the next person
that needs to wear that

433
00:23:06,886 --> 00:23:09,972
has to just get in
the sweaty kit and box.

434
00:23:10,097 --> 00:23:14,268
You could at least give us
all our own sets of shorts

435
00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:15,769
and vests each.

436
00:23:15,895 --> 00:23:17,646
Like, I don't
think it would have been

437
00:23:17,771 --> 00:23:20,232
that much of an
expense to anybody,

438
00:23:20,357 --> 00:23:21,917
especially when
you saw the boys go away

439
00:23:22,026 --> 00:23:25,112
and they had
their own kit, physios.

440
00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:26,989
They had doctors.
They had nutritionists.

441
00:23:27,114 --> 00:23:29,950
They had
everything you could think of.

442
00:23:30,075 --> 00:23:33,412
And for us, we were
lucky if we even had a kit

443
00:23:33,537 --> 00:23:35,289
to compete in.

444
00:23:35,414 --> 00:23:38,417
As an athlete, you want
everything to be right.

445
00:23:38,542 --> 00:23:40,794
You want to feel focused

446
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,255
and not have to worry
about everything else.

447
00:23:43,380 --> 00:23:46,383
And we were only ever
sent away with two coaches.

448
00:23:46,508 --> 00:23:48,928
That meant that if there
was one of the other girls

449
00:23:49,053 --> 00:23:51,180
that was on
straight after the next bout,

450
00:23:51,305 --> 00:23:53,098
there was
no coach to warm them up.

451
00:23:53,223 --> 00:23:55,726
There was no coach to sit with
them to see how they're doing,

452
00:23:55,851 --> 00:23:57,311
if they... if they needed water.

453
00:23:57,436 --> 00:23:59,188
Like anything... anything at all.

454
00:23:59,313 --> 00:24:01,774
We weren't
treated like athletes.

455
00:24:01,899 --> 00:24:06,362
We were treated like a nuisance
that just wouldn't go away.

456
00:24:06,487 --> 00:24:08,781
And they were hoping if
they treated us bad enough

457
00:24:08,906 --> 00:24:10,950
that one day we would.

458
00:24:11,075 --> 00:24:12,435
There was a team
of girls out there

459
00:24:12,493 --> 00:24:14,286
that were
absolutely dying to get on

460
00:24:14,411 --> 00:24:17,039
the international scene
and represent their country.

461
00:24:17,164 --> 00:24:19,667
There was always a barrier
being put in front of us.

462
00:24:19,792 --> 00:24:21,543
There was always
a door blocking us

463
00:24:21,669 --> 00:24:23,921
and it was really hard
tearing down those doors

464
00:24:24,046 --> 00:24:25,839
and fighting our way through.

465
00:24:25,965 --> 00:24:29,385
And just having to
do everything ourselves

466
00:24:29,510 --> 00:24:31,553
and funding
everything ourselves.

467
00:24:31,679 --> 00:24:34,348
She'd pay for herself
to go out to tournament

468
00:24:34,473 --> 00:24:35,849
since she was working full time.

469
00:24:35,975 --> 00:24:38,394
Which was quite hard to do.

470
00:24:38,519 --> 00:24:42,439
Explaining to an employer
that, "oh, I need time off

471
00:24:42,564 --> 00:24:45,067
for training or
to go to tournaments."

472
00:24:45,192 --> 00:24:48,612
The boys got
funding and support,

473
00:24:48,737 --> 00:24:50,364
so they were
able to train full time

474
00:24:50,489 --> 00:24:52,950
and just be able
to focus on training.

475
00:24:53,075 --> 00:24:55,327
And that's what we
wanted to be able to do too.

476
00:24:55,452 --> 00:24:58,080
The men obviously
got a lot of the investment

477
00:24:58,205 --> 00:25:00,332
because they
were an olympic team.

478
00:25:00,457 --> 00:25:03,168
But because the women didn't
have an Olympics at that point,

479
00:25:03,293 --> 00:25:05,045
funding obviously got
invested into the men

480
00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:06,714
more than it did the women.

481
00:25:06,839 --> 00:25:08,525
We were down the bottom
of the bottom of the list.

482
00:25:08,549 --> 00:25:11,343
They said to us, "if you
go away and you win medals,

483
00:25:11,468 --> 00:25:14,304
you'll get more funding
and everything will be great."

484
00:25:14,430 --> 00:25:16,640
So I was like,
"okay, we'll go away

485
00:25:16,765 --> 00:25:18,475
and we'll get those medals."

486
00:25:20,394 --> 00:25:23,397
We got to go to the
world championships in China.

487
00:25:24,565 --> 00:25:27,484
But they were
expecting us to go away

488
00:25:27,609 --> 00:25:30,154
two days before
a tournament in China,

489
00:25:30,279 --> 00:25:31,613
bearing in mind the jetlag.

490
00:25:31,739 --> 00:25:34,533
Win a medal so you
can all get more funding.

491
00:25:35,826 --> 00:25:37,595
I just thought, "I'm not
going to complain about it."

492
00:25:37,619 --> 00:25:39,705
I'm just going to do it.

493
00:25:39,830 --> 00:25:41,957
You can put
all the odds against me

494
00:25:42,082 --> 00:25:43,709
and I'll still
come back and medal.

495
00:25:45,210 --> 00:25:48,172
All the girls went
out in the quarterfinals

496
00:25:48,297 --> 00:25:50,215
and I was left in.

497
00:25:50,340 --> 00:25:51,693
I remember
sitting down with the girls

498
00:25:51,717 --> 00:25:53,427
and they were like,

499
00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:56,889
"hey, Nik. Like, you need to
win this for... for all of us."

500
00:25:57,014 --> 00:25:58,515
We just needed a medal.

501
00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:02,978
Any medal just to
secure some type of funding.

502
00:26:14,156 --> 00:26:16,158
I got to the finals.

503
00:26:16,283 --> 00:26:20,120
I managed to get a silver,
so I was super, super happy,

504
00:26:20,245 --> 00:26:22,456
especially when
I thought back to

505
00:26:22,581 --> 00:26:24,124
how much was
against us in the start.

506
00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:30,089
We thought we were going
to receive loads of funding.

507
00:26:30,214 --> 00:26:32,466
Everything was going to change.

508
00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:37,262
But when we got back
and they were like, "well, no."

509
00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:43,477
I was so heartbroken
and so angry.

510
00:26:43,602 --> 00:26:46,021
It was demoralizing.

511
00:26:47,439 --> 00:26:50,442
Especially when
we'd see Ireland receive

512
00:26:50,567 --> 00:26:53,570
the world of funding
when Katie Taylor was winning

513
00:26:53,695 --> 00:26:54,822
in major tournaments.

514
00:26:56,990 --> 00:26:59,993
They'd tell us that if we win
medals in these tournaments,

515
00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:01,537
that we'll get funding,

516
00:27:01,662 --> 00:27:03,342
and then when
we finally achieve that goal,

517
00:27:03,372 --> 00:27:06,041
then you just move
the line even further away.

518
00:27:06,166 --> 00:27:07,668
At the end of the day,

519
00:27:07,793 --> 00:27:09,503
we're there
because we deserve to be there.

520
00:27:09,628 --> 00:27:11,880
Female boxing's there because
it deserves to be there.

521
00:27:12,005 --> 00:27:13,257
You know, it's not a case of,

522
00:27:13,382 --> 00:27:14,883
"oh well,
we're threatening the men."

523
00:27:15,008 --> 00:27:16,361
We're not here
to threaten the men.

524
00:27:16,385 --> 00:27:17,928
We just want to be accepted.

525
00:27:18,053 --> 00:27:20,073
We just want to be given
a chance like everybody else,

526
00:27:20,097 --> 00:27:21,616
every other boxer
that walks through the door,

527
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:23,159
regardless of the male
or female, you know,

528
00:27:23,183 --> 00:27:25,227
just give us a bit of equality.

529
00:27:27,312 --> 00:27:29,148
There was
a few times where I felt,

530
00:27:29,273 --> 00:27:32,860
you know what,
maybe boxing's not for me.

531
00:27:32,985 --> 00:27:35,195
There's not enough funding.

532
00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:37,030
There's not enough support.

533
00:27:37,156 --> 00:27:39,449
People just
aren't getting with it.

534
00:27:41,785 --> 00:27:43,704
Instead of
the struggle getting easier,

535
00:27:43,829 --> 00:27:45,664
it's getting harder.

536
00:27:45,789 --> 00:27:49,376
So, you're just fighting
to fight your whole career.

537
00:27:51,170 --> 00:27:54,047
There is so much negativity

538
00:27:54,173 --> 00:27:56,175
in the boxing
world towards women

539
00:27:56,300 --> 00:27:59,428
and it just makes
the fighting ten times harder.

540
00:27:59,553 --> 00:28:02,347
You're fighting outside
the ring as well as in it.

541
00:28:02,472 --> 00:28:05,184
And it does grate and it does...

542
00:28:05,309 --> 00:28:08,020
It does have
an effect in the end.

543
00:28:14,818 --> 00:28:16,778
I've had to
deal with a lot of criticism

544
00:28:16,904 --> 00:28:18,113
as a female boxer.

545
00:28:20,032 --> 00:28:22,117
And seeing so many
successful boxers

546
00:28:22,242 --> 00:28:25,120
who I look up to say
such horrible things.

547
00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:27,414
Was really hard to take.

548
00:28:28,832 --> 00:28:30,292
It's just really hurtful to hear

549
00:28:30,417 --> 00:28:31,877
some of the things
that they say.

550
00:28:34,671 --> 00:28:36,381
I normally don't do
interviews with women

551
00:28:36,506 --> 00:28:37,799
unless I'm fornicating
with them.

552
00:28:39,384 --> 00:28:41,887
So, you shouldn't talk anymore.

553
00:28:42,012 --> 00:28:47,601
I think women
are there for sex, every night.

554
00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:49,436
Hard sex.

555
00:28:49,561 --> 00:28:51,289
I think they're very nice when
they walk around that ring,

556
00:28:51,313 --> 00:28:52,564
holding them cards.

557
00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:55,692
Cleaning, cooking, washing.

558
00:28:55,817 --> 00:28:57,212
When you get
two women fighting each other

559
00:28:57,236 --> 00:28:58,779
to beat each other up

560
00:28:58,904 --> 00:29:01,156
it's a bit cruel, but it is
a bit tough, isn't it?

561
00:29:01,281 --> 00:29:02,841
When I was hitting him
with body punches

562
00:29:02,866 --> 00:29:04,469
I heard him... actually,
he was crying in there

563
00:29:04,493 --> 00:29:05,953
and making woman gestures like,

564
00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:07,454
I can't.

565
00:29:07,579 --> 00:29:09,122
Why would I want to see that?

566
00:29:09,248 --> 00:29:13,502
I believe a woman's
best place is in the kitchen

567
00:29:13,627 --> 00:29:15,504
and on my back.

568
00:29:15,629 --> 00:29:18,924
And I think once
that novelty value has ended,

569
00:29:19,049 --> 00:29:21,218
I don't see it being
that successful anyway.

570
00:29:27,140 --> 00:29:29,518
I think all this
talk about girls not boxing

571
00:29:29,643 --> 00:29:31,061
is old fashioned.

572
00:29:31,186 --> 00:29:33,814
Girls aren't the delicate
flowers they used to be.

573
00:29:36,275 --> 00:29:37,859
Up until 1998,

574
00:29:37,985 --> 00:29:41,738
women's boxing was
actually illegal in the UK.

575
00:29:41,863 --> 00:29:44,908
It was women like Jane couch

576
00:29:45,033 --> 00:29:48,287
that were able to make
it so women's boxing was legal

577
00:29:48,412 --> 00:29:50,163
and we could fight.

578
00:29:51,206 --> 00:29:52,809
I just went to
the local boxing gym

579
00:29:52,833 --> 00:29:55,168
and asked if I could join.

580
00:29:55,294 --> 00:29:56,795
And they said no.

581
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:58,797
Because it was
like the early 90s,

582
00:29:58,922 --> 00:30:02,092
so there was no such
thing as women boxing.

583
00:30:02,217 --> 00:30:04,511
"No, you can't come
here, you're a woman",

584
00:30:04,636 --> 00:30:06,013
and I just kept on and on.

585
00:30:06,138 --> 00:30:08,682
In the end,
they eventually let me join.

586
00:30:10,267 --> 00:30:12,644
I was fighting
on the unlicensed circuit,

587
00:30:12,769 --> 00:30:16,064
so I was already an established
two-time world champion.

588
00:30:17,441 --> 00:30:18,775
I was boxing abroad.

589
00:30:18,900 --> 00:30:20,485
I was defending my titles,

590
00:30:20,610 --> 00:30:24,698
winning titles successfully
in america, in Germany

591
00:30:24,823 --> 00:30:26,283
in the UK

592
00:30:26,408 --> 00:30:28,618
the boxing board
didn't want women's boxing.

593
00:30:28,744 --> 00:30:30,329
Well, nobody really wanted it,

594
00:30:30,454 --> 00:30:32,789
the media,
they was all against it.

595
00:30:32,914 --> 00:30:36,752
So, I just think it was
like the last male bastion

596
00:30:36,877 --> 00:30:39,463
that they just
wanted to keep women out of.

597
00:30:40,547 --> 00:30:42,924
And so, I took it
to the boxing board of control

598
00:30:43,050 --> 00:30:46,261
to get women's
boxing legalized in the UK.

599
00:30:47,679 --> 00:30:50,140
The reason why it was illegal

600
00:30:50,265 --> 00:30:54,978
was when women
have their menstrual cycle,

601
00:30:55,103 --> 00:30:56,688
it makes them unstable.

602
00:30:56,813 --> 00:31:00,067
So, we were too emotional
to be able to box.

603
00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:03,820
When I found out
that reason, I was like,

604
00:31:03,945 --> 00:31:05,530
"what? Are you serious?"

605
00:31:05,655 --> 00:31:07,491
Like, "did you speak
to a doctor about this

606
00:31:07,616 --> 00:31:09,242
or is this just your opinion?"

607
00:31:09,368 --> 00:31:12,287
Because I know there
was no scientific evidence

608
00:31:12,412 --> 00:31:13,955
that said that.

609
00:31:14,081 --> 00:31:17,376
They just assumed
that women were unstable

610
00:31:17,501 --> 00:31:20,879
and would be unfit
to get in the boxing ring.

611
00:31:21,004 --> 00:31:23,799
I think it came up in
the court case that, well,

612
00:31:23,924 --> 00:31:26,510
if I was on a period
and I was getting up the steps

613
00:31:26,635 --> 00:31:29,554
to get into the boxing ring,
that I might fall over.

614
00:31:35,477 --> 00:31:38,480
Some of the logic
behind some of the decisions,

615
00:31:38,605 --> 00:31:41,149
it just...
It really just baffles me.

616
00:31:41,274 --> 00:31:43,151
Like, you just
have to take a moment

617
00:31:43,276 --> 00:31:45,695
and actually think,
like, "is this for real?"

618
00:31:45,821 --> 00:31:47,406
Like someone said that.

619
00:31:49,199 --> 00:31:51,359
It's going to make you bleed,
they could knock you out.

620
00:31:51,451 --> 00:31:53,412
That's the key,
what boxing is about.

621
00:31:53,537 --> 00:31:54,996
And to have two young girls,

622
00:31:55,122 --> 00:31:57,124
doing that
type of sport as well.

623
00:31:57,249 --> 00:31:59,376
They will
quite often hide behind

624
00:31:59,501 --> 00:32:01,837
a perception of care.

625
00:32:01,962 --> 00:32:03,564
What would be nice is,
wouldn't it be better

626
00:32:03,588 --> 00:32:04,965
if they just
didn't hit each other?

627
00:32:05,090 --> 00:32:06,800
We don't think
girls should do this

628
00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:08,677
because they might get hurt.

629
00:32:08,802 --> 00:32:12,264
You know, look at the ban on
women's football back in 1921.

630
00:32:12,389 --> 00:32:13,807
It was banned for 50 years

631
00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:15,934
because it was
deemed unsuitable for women.

632
00:32:16,059 --> 00:32:17,394
And it might be a health risk

633
00:32:17,519 --> 00:32:18,996
and you want to go,
"hang on a second.

634
00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:20,700
You do realize women
give birth, don't you?

635
00:32:20,772 --> 00:32:24,526
You do realize women
go through the most painful

636
00:32:24,651 --> 00:32:27,446
and potentially dangerous event

637
00:32:27,571 --> 00:32:31,825
to perpetuate the human race.
You are aware of that?"

638
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:35,912
We won the case,
but it was just like

639
00:32:36,037 --> 00:32:37,831
everyone was so against it

640
00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:41,334
that it was quite hard
to continue the battle

641
00:32:41,460 --> 00:32:43,587
because it was hard enough
training to fight

642
00:32:43,712 --> 00:32:45,464
and... and compete without having

643
00:32:45,589 --> 00:32:47,966
all that going
through your head as well.

644
00:32:48,091 --> 00:32:49,926
It was a terrible time.

645
00:32:50,051 --> 00:32:54,222
She was called like
a monster, a freak, a sicko.

646
00:32:54,347 --> 00:32:56,266
You're a psycho.

647
00:32:56,391 --> 00:33:01,438
It was just nasty and made
you feel worthless in yourself.

648
00:33:01,563 --> 00:33:04,149
You're females and you're
supposed to be females.

649
00:33:04,274 --> 00:33:05,835
- You know you've got...
- Oh, we are females.

650
00:33:05,859 --> 00:33:06,943
You've got nice features.

651
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,906
Despite the fact
that I'm a black woman,

652
00:33:11,031 --> 00:33:12,616
I'm a lesbian,

653
00:33:12,741 --> 00:33:15,911
being a female
was way more offensive

654
00:33:16,036 --> 00:33:19,706
to the boxing
community than anything else.

655
00:33:19,831 --> 00:33:21,958
When I was about 13,

656
00:33:22,083 --> 00:33:24,961
I went to a boxing club
in sunderland to spar.

657
00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:29,883
And I remember walking in
and the coach pointing at me.

658
00:33:30,008 --> 00:33:33,512
He went to my coach who
brought me, "what's that?"

659
00:33:33,637 --> 00:33:36,223
And I just
pretended I didn't hear.

660
00:33:36,348 --> 00:33:38,308
And my coach went
"oh, a female boxer."

661
00:33:38,433 --> 00:33:41,269
And he went, "nah,
no girls allowed in here."

662
00:33:41,394 --> 00:33:44,481
And I literally had to sit
in the Van.

663
00:33:44,606 --> 00:33:46,233
I wasn't allowed in the gym.

664
00:33:47,609 --> 00:33:51,154
It was the same thing
in the amateur boxing world.

665
00:33:51,279 --> 00:33:53,907
A lot of the male
coaches were really sexist

666
00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:57,077
and they used to say
some horrible stuff to us.

667
00:33:57,202 --> 00:33:59,287
And it was hard to think

668
00:33:59,412 --> 00:34:02,457
that those people were even
in charge of women's boxing.

669
00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:06,419
A lot of them were
just really mean to us.

670
00:34:06,545 --> 00:34:07,796
And they made us feel like

671
00:34:07,921 --> 00:34:10,090
we didn't even
deserve to be there.

672
00:34:14,678 --> 00:34:18,682
Being treated like that,
it's nothing new to me.

673
00:34:27,399 --> 00:34:28,733
My dad always had this rule

674
00:34:28,858 --> 00:34:31,945
that I had to be
home before it got dark.

675
00:34:34,197 --> 00:34:36,825
When I'd walk through
the door from playing out,

676
00:34:36,950 --> 00:34:40,036
he'd be sat on the sofa
just waiting for me to come in.

677
00:34:43,707 --> 00:34:45,375
And if I was late,

678
00:34:45,500 --> 00:34:49,838
I'd be just waiting to see
how angry he was going to be.

679
00:34:49,963 --> 00:34:53,842
And hope that he'd
just use his hand to beat me

680
00:34:53,967 --> 00:34:56,177
and not anything else.

681
00:35:02,642 --> 00:35:05,061
If you hit an
eight or nine-year-old

682
00:35:05,186 --> 00:35:09,190
and you're a grown man,
that's going to really hurt.

683
00:35:13,153 --> 00:35:14,487
There was one particular time,

684
00:35:14,613 --> 00:35:16,448
my dad was
trying to beat up my mom.

685
00:35:16,573 --> 00:35:18,992
I was only three
or four at the time

686
00:35:19,117 --> 00:35:21,119
and I had a little plastic sword

687
00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:23,830
and I tried to
get in front of my mom

688
00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:27,000
to try and help
and try and stop him.

689
00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:30,086
And he just
pushed me out of the way.

690
00:35:33,089 --> 00:35:37,719
It was almost like I just
got used to living that way.

691
00:35:37,844 --> 00:35:41,973
Feeling scared. A lot
of the time, feeling sad.

692
00:35:43,266 --> 00:35:46,561
I just tried to be as
good as I possibly could.

693
00:35:48,938 --> 00:35:51,358
There was nothing
I could do about it,

694
00:35:51,483 --> 00:35:52,960
and I wanted to
do something about it,

695
00:35:52,984 --> 00:35:55,904
but I didn't
know what I could do.

696
00:35:58,031 --> 00:35:59,240
It didn't even cross my mind

697
00:35:59,366 --> 00:36:02,577
to even tell somebody at school

698
00:36:02,702 --> 00:36:05,914
because I was so
scared of what would happen

699
00:36:06,039 --> 00:36:07,332
if my dad found out.

700
00:36:11,878 --> 00:36:13,546
I'd been watching a TV show

701
00:36:13,672 --> 00:36:19,386
and the family was in
pretty much the same situation

702
00:36:19,511 --> 00:36:21,304
that I was.

703
00:36:21,429 --> 00:36:23,723
And they ended up killing him

704
00:36:23,848 --> 00:36:25,600
and put him in the back garden.

705
00:36:26,810 --> 00:36:29,771
I remember going up to
my mom and she was crying.

706
00:36:29,896 --> 00:36:31,481
And I said to her, it was okay

707
00:36:31,606 --> 00:36:34,609
because I've seen the TV
show, we can get rid of him.

708
00:36:34,734 --> 00:36:37,070
I just don't know
what to do with the body

709
00:36:37,195 --> 00:36:40,198
because we didn't
have a garden with grass.

710
00:36:40,323 --> 00:36:41,950
The garden was concrete.

711
00:36:43,702 --> 00:36:46,788
It was at that point
where my mum was like,

712
00:36:46,913 --> 00:36:48,373
"something has to change.

713
00:36:48,498 --> 00:36:51,626
Like, I'm going to get
out of this situation."

714
00:36:53,169 --> 00:36:55,189
She wanted to be
strong physically, mentally.

715
00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:57,132
She wanted to have
that self-discipline,

716
00:36:57,257 --> 00:36:59,384
the ability to protect
herself, protect her mom.

717
00:36:59,509 --> 00:37:01,052
You know, who she loves dearly.

718
00:37:02,804 --> 00:37:04,639
She's seen her mum being hurt,

719
00:37:04,764 --> 00:37:06,766
and because
she's been hurt so bad,

720
00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:09,310
she's just put a massive
wall up to protect herself.

721
00:37:10,770 --> 00:37:12,397
When I was at the gym,

722
00:37:12,522 --> 00:37:15,650
I felt stronger and I felt
like I could protect myself.

723
00:37:15,775 --> 00:37:20,155
I could protect me, I could
protect my mom and my brother.

724
00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:21,990
And sometimes
I used to think like,

725
00:37:22,115 --> 00:37:24,200
"if... if my dad was
ever to try anything again,

726
00:37:24,325 --> 00:37:27,162
it'd be okay because
I'd be strong enough now.

727
00:37:27,287 --> 00:37:30,373
And I'd be able
to protect everybody."

728
00:37:39,132 --> 00:37:43,678
We tried to get women's
boxing into the 2008 Olympics,

729
00:37:43,803 --> 00:37:48,308
but there was just so
many different excuses.

730
00:37:48,433 --> 00:37:52,228
"We don't have the facilities
for female boxers."

731
00:37:52,353 --> 00:37:56,232
"The standard of the women's
boxing wasn't high enough."

732
00:37:57,442 --> 00:38:00,737
"There wasn't enough
female boxers to participate."

733
00:38:02,238 --> 00:38:06,951
So it took the entire
community of female boxers

734
00:38:07,076 --> 00:38:08,995
to come together and fight.

735
00:38:10,330 --> 00:38:15,585
We had to get women's boxing
into 2012 or we were done.

736
00:38:15,710 --> 00:38:17,712
We really have to act.

737
00:38:17,837 --> 00:38:20,632
This is the time
when the decisions are made

738
00:38:20,757 --> 00:38:25,428
and we need to
promote women boxing.

739
00:38:25,553 --> 00:38:30,183
We need to tell everyone
that women boxing is ready.

740
00:38:30,308 --> 00:38:32,435
I still dreamed of,
you know, being like

741
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:35,563
the top fighters Mohammed Ali
and sugar ray Leonard,

742
00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:37,273
you know,
they all went to the Olympics

743
00:38:37,398 --> 00:38:39,484
and got gold medals, and I was
like, "yeah, one day",

744
00:38:39,609 --> 00:38:41,236
you know,
I want that to be me as well.

745
00:38:42,278 --> 00:38:44,531
Boxing is the only
sport in the Olympics

746
00:38:44,656 --> 00:38:46,407
that doesn't have
a male and female event.

747
00:38:46,533 --> 00:38:48,451
We are training just
as much as the guys are,

748
00:38:48,576 --> 00:38:49,994
and we still don't get any money

749
00:38:50,119 --> 00:38:51,430
because it's not
an olympic sport.

750
00:38:51,454 --> 00:38:53,081
For women's
boxing to be included,

751
00:38:53,206 --> 00:38:55,792
the number of men
competing will have to reduce,

752
00:38:55,917 --> 00:38:58,378
and you can imagine
the resistance

753
00:38:58,503 --> 00:39:00,088
that will happen then.

754
00:39:00,213 --> 00:39:01,982
Everything I've trained for,
all the ups and the downs

755
00:39:02,006 --> 00:39:05,260
and the injuries
and the tears, you know,

756
00:39:05,385 --> 00:39:08,054
it'd be like, you know, I'd
be able to sit back and think,

757
00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:11,474
"yes, this is this is
what I've been fighting for."

758
00:39:11,599 --> 00:39:14,435
This is the thing I've been
waiting for all my life.

759
00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:22,569
Things were doing really well,

760
00:39:22,694 --> 00:39:24,214
the campaign for getting
women's boxing

761
00:39:24,279 --> 00:39:27,532
into the Olympics
was just looking up.

762
00:39:28,700 --> 00:39:34,956
And then all of a sudden, boom,
my whole world fell apart.

763
00:39:40,295 --> 00:39:43,381
I was getting
ready for a competition.

764
00:39:43,506 --> 00:39:45,258
I was packing my bags,

765
00:39:45,383 --> 00:39:49,012
I'd left my bandages
slightly hanging out of my bag

766
00:39:49,137 --> 00:39:51,764
and I've tripped
over the bandages,

767
00:39:51,890 --> 00:39:53,558
went falling down the stairs

768
00:39:53,683 --> 00:39:56,978
and it wasn't until
a couple of weeks later

769
00:39:57,103 --> 00:39:58,938
that the pain
wasn't going in my back

770
00:39:59,063 --> 00:40:00,356
and it was getting worse.

771
00:40:01,608 --> 00:40:03,276
I went for an mri scan

772
00:40:03,401 --> 00:40:06,571
and the doctor told me
I'd broken my back.

773
00:40:10,742 --> 00:40:15,204
It was the worst thing that
could have possibly happened

774
00:40:15,330 --> 00:40:16,789
at the worse time.

775
00:40:19,959 --> 00:40:22,670
I didn't know how
long I'd be out of boxing

776
00:40:22,795 --> 00:40:25,340
if I'd be able
to even box again.

777
00:40:25,465 --> 00:40:26,841
Even if she tried to box,

778
00:40:26,966 --> 00:40:28,485
maybe like,
she wouldn't have been able

779
00:40:28,509 --> 00:40:30,178
to move as good as she could,

780
00:40:30,303 --> 00:40:32,722
she wouldn't be able to get
power and like any injury,

781
00:40:32,847 --> 00:40:33,890
would it keep coming back?

782
00:40:35,391 --> 00:40:37,431
She was so frightened that,
she'd never be the same.

783
00:40:38,895 --> 00:40:40,313
Walking was a struggle,

784
00:40:40,438 --> 00:40:43,608
let alone getting back
into the ring and boxing.

785
00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:48,404
She struggled to see the end,
I suppose, at that point.

786
00:40:51,491 --> 00:40:55,244
I was in bed for three
months, just complete bed rest.

787
00:40:57,121 --> 00:40:58,623
Whenever I walked around,

788
00:40:58,748 --> 00:41:01,709
I had to wear a back brace
to keep my spine in line.

789
00:41:03,461 --> 00:41:05,004
And it was so hard to think,

790
00:41:05,129 --> 00:41:07,465
"how am I going to get
back to where I was before?"

791
00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:14,347
I've gone from being
a world silver medalist

792
00:41:14,472 --> 00:41:19,477
to not being able to lift
my shoulders off of the floor.

793
00:41:20,979 --> 00:41:25,316
I was just laid there,
so sad and depressed.

794
00:41:26,234 --> 00:41:29,362
And I just wanted to
do more and I just couldn't.

795
00:41:33,866 --> 00:41:36,119
There were so many
times when I thought to myself,

796
00:41:36,244 --> 00:41:39,122
"I'm never going to
be able to box again."

797
00:41:43,459 --> 00:41:46,921
I've never been
tested mentally and physically

798
00:41:47,046 --> 00:41:49,382
so strongly in my entire life.

799
00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:54,804
For the first time,
I was physically weak

800
00:41:54,929 --> 00:41:57,974
and that hasn't happened
to me since I was a kid.

801
00:41:59,809 --> 00:42:02,854
I felt like
I couldn't protect myself.

802
00:42:05,982 --> 00:42:09,318
That was the moment
that really crushed me

803
00:42:09,444 --> 00:42:10,778
and hurt me the most.

804
00:42:15,575 --> 00:42:17,660
Men have been
boxing at the Olympics

805
00:42:17,785 --> 00:42:20,621
since the modern
games began in 1904.

806
00:42:20,747 --> 00:42:22,832
For the first time
ever this summer,

807
00:42:22,957 --> 00:42:26,002
women will step into
the ring at the London games.

808
00:42:29,172 --> 00:42:31,883
Oh, man, it was amazing.

809
00:42:32,008 --> 00:42:34,302
I was so happy.

810
00:42:36,596 --> 00:42:39,098
I just can't believe that
it's actually in the Olympics.

811
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:41,017
I'm so happy.

812
00:42:41,142 --> 00:42:43,561
I just, I don't
think words could describe

813
00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:45,063
how I'm feeling right now.

814
00:42:45,188 --> 00:42:46,665
All the girls
jumped up on the chairs,

815
00:42:46,689 --> 00:42:48,524
clapping and cheering.

816
00:42:49,734 --> 00:42:51,652
You know,
it was like, unbelievable.

817
00:42:51,778 --> 00:42:53,112
Well, kind of.

818
00:42:54,405 --> 00:42:55,573
Let us in.

819
00:42:58,409 --> 00:43:02,246
I was so happy I could
be going to the Olympics,

820
00:43:02,371 --> 00:43:06,793
and then I was thinking,
"but, I have a broken back.

821
00:43:08,086 --> 00:43:11,297
How am I going to go now?
What am I supposed to do?"

822
00:43:12,590 --> 00:43:15,093
They started doing the selection

823
00:43:15,218 --> 00:43:18,429
for who was
going to be on the gb team

824
00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:21,432
to go to the qualifiers
for the Olympics.

825
00:43:22,517 --> 00:43:24,036
There was only three
women's weight divisions

826
00:43:24,060 --> 00:43:25,895
and there was ten male,

827
00:43:26,020 --> 00:43:30,233
so that made it
twice as hard to qualify.

828
00:43:31,609 --> 00:43:35,446
I'd be there every week
and watching the girls training

829
00:43:35,571 --> 00:43:37,240
doing different fitness tests,

830
00:43:37,365 --> 00:43:40,034
and I'd bejust
either sat on the sideline

831
00:43:40,159 --> 00:43:42,245
or I was getting physio.

832
00:43:42,370 --> 00:43:44,205
Nik was coming
to the assessments

833
00:43:44,330 --> 00:43:46,457
as part of the squad

834
00:43:46,582 --> 00:43:49,168
with a back brace on,
you know, completely injured.

835
00:43:49,293 --> 00:43:51,212
She couldn't do
anything apart from watch.

836
00:43:52,463 --> 00:43:55,424
They were
going through, selecting girls.

837
00:43:55,550 --> 00:43:57,593
Some of the girls
weren't making the cut

838
00:43:57,718 --> 00:44:01,305
and it was just
getting down to the last few.

839
00:44:03,099 --> 00:44:04,559
Got to the final assessment,

840
00:44:04,684 --> 00:44:06,284
I think her back
brace had been taken off

841
00:44:06,394 --> 00:44:08,354
and Rob mccracken,
the forms director, was like,

842
00:44:08,479 --> 00:44:10,541
"you know, we're going to have
to see you in action here."

843
00:44:10,565 --> 00:44:12,567
Was at the point where,
"well, she hasn't trialed.

844
00:44:12,692 --> 00:44:14,152
We don't know if
she's good enough.

845
00:44:14,277 --> 00:44:15,987
So how can we
have her on the team?"

846
00:44:16,112 --> 00:44:19,490
Up until that point,
I hadn't put on any gloves.

847
00:44:19,615 --> 00:44:21,492
And I was like,
"all right. What can I do?

848
00:44:21,617 --> 00:44:23,494
What can I do
because this is too painful.

849
00:44:23,619 --> 00:44:25,037
Just walking
around is just painful.

850
00:44:25,163 --> 00:44:27,331
So, how am I going to
start throwing punches?"

851
00:44:28,666 --> 00:44:33,212
And I decided to just stick
three or four morphine patches

852
00:44:33,337 --> 00:44:36,716
on both my arms,
took some oramorph

853
00:44:36,841 --> 00:44:40,136
and then put
my wraps on and I was like,

854
00:44:40,261 --> 00:44:42,180
"right, I'm going
to go do some boxing."

855
00:45:10,666 --> 00:45:13,169
She wanted so
badly to get back in the ring.

856
00:45:13,294 --> 00:45:15,171
She loved boxing.
Boxing was her life.

857
00:45:16,214 --> 00:45:17,423
I couldn't move.

858
00:45:17,548 --> 00:45:20,927
It was really, really painful.

859
00:45:21,052 --> 00:45:23,095
But it paid off.

860
00:45:23,221 --> 00:45:26,349
I got a letter in
the post the week after

861
00:45:26,474 --> 00:45:28,392
saying that I'd made the team.

862
00:45:29,352 --> 00:45:32,605
I just remember breaking down
in tears and just being like,

863
00:45:32,730 --> 00:45:36,984
"wow, like, I did it. Like,
how the hell did I get there?"

864
00:45:37,109 --> 00:45:38,444
How did I manage to do that?

865
00:45:44,116 --> 00:45:46,869
To actually
qualify for the Olympics,

866
00:45:46,994 --> 00:45:50,873
I had to go to the world
championships in China

867
00:45:50,998 --> 00:45:54,669
From Leeds,
29-year-old Nicola Adams.

868
00:45:54,794 --> 00:45:57,421
The number one
and the number two seeds

869
00:45:57,546 --> 00:45:59,215
have come through
two sides of the draw

870
00:45:59,340 --> 00:46:01,634
to meet in
this final once again.

871
00:46:01,759 --> 00:46:05,554
In the finals,
I came up against my Nemesis,

872
00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:07,473
ren cancan from China.

873
00:46:08,474 --> 00:46:12,645
The rivalry was so big
because she was the only person

874
00:46:12,770 --> 00:46:15,273
that could even
come close to me in terms

875
00:46:15,398 --> 00:46:20,152
of technical skill,
speed and power.

876
00:46:26,450 --> 00:46:28,286
Cancan was her achilles heel.

877
00:46:30,538 --> 00:46:32,331
Some people's idea of boxing is

878
00:46:32,456 --> 00:46:34,250
two people standing toe-to-toe,

879
00:46:34,375 --> 00:46:36,335
knocking the lumps
out of each other.

880
00:46:36,460 --> 00:46:39,755
Other people say,
it is like a game of chess.

881
00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:43,050
Trying to outsmart,
out think, outmaneuver.

882
00:46:43,175 --> 00:46:45,678
If you can exploit
an opponent's weaknesses

883
00:46:45,803 --> 00:46:50,016
and find an opening, then
that's all part of the game.

884
00:46:51,809 --> 00:46:54,145
There's a hell
of a lot of thinking goes on

885
00:46:54,270 --> 00:46:56,147
that people don't realize.

886
00:46:56,272 --> 00:47:00,443
Five judges,
round one, bout four.

887
00:47:00,568 --> 00:47:02,087
For some people,
I can go in there

888
00:47:02,111 --> 00:47:03,871
and think, "right,
just power shots all day,"

889
00:47:03,904 --> 00:47:05,990
and I don't need
to do anything else.

890
00:47:06,115 --> 00:47:07,450
When I was with her,

891
00:47:07,575 --> 00:47:09,285
she's thinking
all the time like I am,

892
00:47:09,410 --> 00:47:11,787
so if I'm catching her
with a certain shot

893
00:47:11,912 --> 00:47:14,498
the next round
or the next 30 seconds or so

894
00:47:14,623 --> 00:47:17,001
she's going to
change what she's doing

895
00:47:17,126 --> 00:47:19,795
and do something
completely different.

896
00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:22,673
And that's what made our rivalry

897
00:47:22,798 --> 00:47:24,467
and our matches so intense,

898
00:47:24,592 --> 00:47:27,345
because you never knew
which way it was going to go.

899
00:47:49,033 --> 00:47:50,826
I was stood in
the middle of the ring,

900
00:47:52,161 --> 00:47:55,664
and then they raised her hand,
and I just couldn't believe it.

901
00:47:57,833 --> 00:48:02,254
I just had a sinking,
horrible feeling in my stomach.

902
00:48:03,255 --> 00:48:05,007
And I didn't even want my medal.

903
00:48:05,883 --> 00:48:07,843
I just wanted
to throw it out the window.

904
00:48:10,137 --> 00:48:12,014
For me, it was just like, yeah,

905
00:48:12,139 --> 00:48:14,600
I'm just the first best loser,
like, it's not good enough.

906
00:48:18,896 --> 00:48:21,941
When I was winning all
the time, I felt invincible.

907
00:48:22,525 --> 00:48:24,402
And then when I lost,

908
00:48:24,527 --> 00:48:26,654
it was just taken away from me.

909
00:48:28,948 --> 00:48:30,366
There are only few winners,

910
00:48:30,491 --> 00:48:32,368
compared with how
many boxers there are.

911
00:48:32,993 --> 00:48:35,121
Some can deal with losing,
some can't.

912
00:48:37,123 --> 00:48:40,126
And it can damage them,
probably mentally.

913
00:48:40,918 --> 00:48:42,878
Their ambitions
weren't fulfilled.

914
00:48:44,713 --> 00:48:46,715
The doubt started to creep in.

915
00:48:47,550 --> 00:48:51,137
It's just that thought of
"I'm not good enough."

916
00:48:53,973 --> 00:48:55,891
It's like if she got beat,

917
00:48:56,934 --> 00:48:58,185
then how will she handle it?

918
00:49:04,358 --> 00:49:06,944
It was ten weeks
before the olympic games.

919
00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:10,656
The one thing
that tournament did do,

920
00:49:11,073 --> 00:49:14,535
it gave me
an unreal determination

921
00:49:14,660 --> 00:49:17,663
and motivation to beat cancan.

922
00:49:18,414 --> 00:49:21,000
I literally
spent the next ten weeks

923
00:49:21,125 --> 00:49:22,710
just preparing for her.

924
00:49:23,419 --> 00:49:24,837
She's got a fear of losing.

925
00:49:24,962 --> 00:49:26,922
So much so that she'll
make sure she does double

926
00:49:27,047 --> 00:49:29,508
in the training beforehand
to get it right on the day.

927
00:49:29,633 --> 00:49:32,136
You know, and it's a real drive.

928
00:49:33,345 --> 00:49:36,182
I've seen Nikki lose
fights and when she does,

929
00:49:36,307 --> 00:49:38,267
she's a shell
of herself, really.

930
00:49:40,269 --> 00:49:44,356
It reverts her back into
the past feeling of not being

931
00:49:44,482 --> 00:49:46,150
where she wants to be.

932
00:49:46,775 --> 00:49:49,737
I literally have
the guys that I sparred

933
00:49:49,862 --> 00:49:51,280
with mimicking her style.

934
00:49:53,949 --> 00:49:56,160
Alwin was
working on my foot position.

935
00:49:56,994 --> 00:49:59,663
She was back
in the gym, she was flying.

936
00:49:59,788 --> 00:50:01,916
I remember she was asking
the coach for extra work.

937
00:50:03,042 --> 00:50:07,963
I was watching reruns
of me and ren cancan boxing.

938
00:50:09,298 --> 00:50:11,926
Her boxing other people.

939
00:50:13,010 --> 00:50:16,430
Watching the styles
that work the most on her.

940
00:50:18,015 --> 00:50:22,102
Going through the analysis
of her boxing style,

941
00:50:23,562 --> 00:50:25,356
it was almost like an obsession.

942
00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:29,985
To beat her I had to study her,

943
00:50:30,110 --> 00:50:31,695
I had to know
everything that she does.

944
00:50:32,821 --> 00:50:35,533
So that I was ready
for when I had to see

945
00:50:35,658 --> 00:50:37,409
her again in London.

946
00:50:39,662 --> 00:50:41,789
Welcome to London.

947
00:50:46,085 --> 00:50:50,005
It was incredible,
I was so happy to be there.

948
00:50:50,130 --> 00:50:52,091
I was just overwhelmed.

949
00:50:52,216 --> 00:50:54,552
All the fireworks, the crowd,

950
00:50:54,677 --> 00:50:56,554
I couldn't
believe it was all for us.

951
00:50:58,180 --> 00:51:01,225
I was walking around with
all the other athletes and all

952
00:51:01,350 --> 00:51:04,478
the female boxers were
so happy to finally be there.

953
00:51:06,522 --> 00:51:10,609
I'm a part of this now.
I'm an olympian.

954
00:51:12,069 --> 00:51:14,154
When the opening
ceremony had finished,

955
00:51:14,280 --> 00:51:16,365
the following day,
the boxing started.

956
00:51:16,907 --> 00:51:19,243
You could literally
almost sense the mood change.

957
00:51:19,952 --> 00:51:22,121
That was it. It was go time.

958
00:51:25,374 --> 00:51:29,086
Going into the olympic games,
I didn't care who I faced,

959
00:51:29,211 --> 00:51:31,589
I wasn't bothered as long
as I got her in the finals.

960
00:51:32,089 --> 00:51:35,259
She was the only
person that I wanted to beat.

961
00:51:36,635 --> 00:51:38,512
I think most people
have been like, well,

962
00:51:39,263 --> 00:51:40,723
"she's the world number one."

963
00:51:40,848 --> 00:51:43,267
So if somebody else beats her,
then that's cool,

964
00:51:43,392 --> 00:51:45,019
I don't have to deal with her.

965
00:51:45,644 --> 00:51:48,147
But I feel like to be the best,
you have to beat the best.

966
00:51:49,231 --> 00:51:50,816
So I wanted to beat her.

967
00:51:52,735 --> 00:51:54,486
I got through
the quarter finals.

968
00:51:55,362 --> 00:51:57,031
And then the semi finals.

969
00:51:57,906 --> 00:52:00,534
And then I found out
that I was going to face ren.

970
00:52:03,370 --> 00:52:06,915
The night before the finals,
I was talking to my coach

971
00:52:07,041 --> 00:52:08,584
and he said to me,
"the other two girls

972
00:52:08,709 --> 00:52:10,753
are out of the Olympics,
no medals.

973
00:52:10,878 --> 00:52:13,839
And obviously, you now have
to get this gold medal

974
00:52:13,964 --> 00:52:16,925
to secure the funding
for women's boxing."

975
00:52:21,555 --> 00:52:24,099
When she walked out
for her gold medal fight,

976
00:52:24,975 --> 00:52:28,479
that was the first time
I'd heard a roar like that,

977
00:52:29,021 --> 00:52:30,272
ever in my life.

978
00:52:31,732 --> 00:52:34,902
You can see in the footage
how big the crowds were

979
00:52:35,027 --> 00:52:37,112
and how excited everybody was.

980
00:52:38,238 --> 00:52:41,325
And I just couldn't
believe that so many people

981
00:52:41,450 --> 00:52:43,952
had taken to women's
boxing in the way that we did.

982
00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:48,290
There wasn't just
a gold medal on the line.

983
00:52:50,417 --> 00:52:52,878
There was a place
in the history books.

984
00:52:55,464 --> 00:52:58,092
At that point,
I knew that I was fighting

985
00:52:58,217 --> 00:52:59,760
for more than myself.

986
00:53:01,428 --> 00:53:05,057
I was fighting for
every female boxer in the UK.

987
00:53:05,182 --> 00:53:07,351
Anybody that watched
that footage, they'll see,

988
00:53:07,476 --> 00:53:10,312
Nicola oozes
confidence going into the ring.

989
00:53:12,981 --> 00:53:15,651
But deep down inside,
she's a nervous wreck.

990
00:53:16,735 --> 00:53:18,654
On the outside, you might
be the most confident,

991
00:53:18,779 --> 00:53:20,572
self-assu red
person in the world.

992
00:53:21,532 --> 00:53:23,951
But actually deep down inside,
you're going to be worried.

993
00:53:24,076 --> 00:53:26,954
Her poker face
is very good, she's like me.

994
00:53:27,079 --> 00:53:28,706
None of the games,
none of the tricks,

995
00:53:28,831 --> 00:53:30,874
they don't work
on a seasoned athlete.

996
00:53:34,503 --> 00:53:36,922
This is it. The moment of truth.

997
00:53:38,966 --> 00:53:41,260
Having pressure
like that just really

998
00:53:41,385 --> 00:53:42,803
brings out the lioness in me.

999
00:53:44,054 --> 00:53:45,681
The kill or be killed.

1000
00:53:45,806 --> 00:53:48,267
If you don't make this hunt,
if you don't make this kill,

1001
00:53:48,392 --> 00:53:50,352
you might not survive.

1002
00:53:52,771 --> 00:53:55,315
We stepped into
the center of the ring.

1003
00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:57,985
You can see in the footage,

1004
00:53:58,110 --> 00:54:00,738
she was throwing
some really good shots

1005
00:54:00,863 --> 00:54:03,198
and catching me
with some good jabs.

1006
00:54:04,992 --> 00:54:10,122
My tactics were to stay behind
the jab, go first and third.

1007
00:54:10,247 --> 00:54:12,374
So I'd throw
a punch first, say a jab,

1008
00:54:12,750 --> 00:54:14,668
knowing that that's
going to fall short.

1009
00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:17,129
To try and encourage her
to throw, so that I can come

1010
00:54:17,254 --> 00:54:20,382
back with a very fast
counter to score the points.

1011
00:54:21,175 --> 00:54:24,178
That was working really well.

1012
00:54:24,303 --> 00:54:28,015
And what I did this time,
instead of following her

1013
00:54:28,140 --> 00:54:30,726
around the ring,
I was just edging more

1014
00:54:30,851 --> 00:54:32,519
to my right hand side.

1015
00:54:32,644 --> 00:54:35,147
'Cause she always edges around
that way, around the ring.

1016
00:54:35,773 --> 00:54:38,984
So the game plan
was to cut her off

1017
00:54:39,109 --> 00:54:41,612
and then catch her
as she comes in.

1018
00:54:41,737 --> 00:54:44,948
And in the second round,
it worked to a t.

1019
00:54:46,950 --> 00:54:48,577
She went down.

1020
00:54:49,870 --> 00:54:51,622
The crowd was roaring.

1021
00:54:54,291 --> 00:54:55,709
You can see in the footage.

1022
00:54:55,834 --> 00:54:57,878
I couldn't believe
that it happened at first.

1023
00:55:03,300 --> 00:55:06,220
This was a type of fighter that
likes to sit on the back foot

1024
00:55:06,345 --> 00:55:08,931
and move around the ring
and have a lot of time to think

1025
00:55:09,056 --> 00:55:11,099
'cause you are coming in.

1026
00:55:11,225 --> 00:55:13,185
But because
she was down on points,

1027
00:55:13,310 --> 00:55:16,688
she had to come to me,
which completely took her out

1028
00:55:16,814 --> 00:55:18,565
of her game plan
and played into mine,

1029
00:55:18,690 --> 00:55:20,192
so I had all
the time in the world.

1030
00:55:20,317 --> 00:55:22,194
And I was just
waiting for her to come in

1031
00:55:22,319 --> 00:55:24,029
so I could pick her off.

1032
00:55:25,781 --> 00:55:29,618
I remember going back to the
corner and the coach is saying

1033
00:55:29,743 --> 00:55:32,120
to me, like, "okay,
you're doing really well.

1034
00:55:32,246 --> 00:55:34,039
You're just
a couple of points off.

1035
00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:37,876
Keep focused.
Stick to the game plan."

1036
00:55:39,962 --> 00:55:42,923
That last round
for me was the most focused

1037
00:55:43,048 --> 00:55:46,260
that I think I've
ever been in any fight.

1038
00:55:46,385 --> 00:55:49,847
I was actively
trying to stay away from her,

1039
00:55:49,972 --> 00:55:52,307
stay around
the edges of the ring.

1040
00:55:52,432 --> 00:55:54,476
It was like
a game of cat and mouse.

1041
00:55:55,811 --> 00:55:59,690
I've got to be very smart,
agile, light on my feet

1042
00:55:59,815 --> 00:56:02,734
and not standing
still for a second.

1043
00:56:04,361 --> 00:56:06,238
And when the final bell went,

1044
00:56:06,363 --> 00:56:08,866
I felt I'd done
everything I could.

1045
00:56:09,908 --> 00:56:12,369
Think there's a doubt in
someone's mind when they come

1046
00:56:12,494 --> 00:56:13,934
back to the corner
and you don't know

1047
00:56:13,996 --> 00:56:15,455
whether you've won or lost.

1048
00:56:15,581 --> 00:56:17,624
And you're waiting
for the decision to be made,

1049
00:56:17,749 --> 00:56:19,126
that anticipation.

1050
00:56:19,251 --> 00:56:20,919
All the thoughts
going through your mind,

1051
00:56:21,044 --> 00:56:22,564
you almost praying, please,
please, please give me it,

1052
00:56:22,588 --> 00:56:24,047
please give me it.

1053
00:56:25,507 --> 00:56:27,551
And I've seen
that look on her face before.

1054
00:56:30,262 --> 00:56:32,389
I was standing there so nervous,

1055
00:56:33,181 --> 00:56:34,766
listening to the announcer.

1056
00:56:34,892 --> 00:56:36,268
The winner...

1057
00:56:36,393 --> 00:56:37,811
I couldn't stop moving.

1058
00:56:37,936 --> 00:56:40,355
By 16 points to 7...

1059
00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:42,274
And then it happened.

1060
00:56:42,399 --> 00:56:46,236
And olympic
champion in the blue corner!

1061
00:56:47,988 --> 00:56:52,826
Representing
Great Britain, Nicola Adams!

1062
00:56:53,410 --> 00:56:55,495
I was just so happy.

1063
00:56:58,332 --> 00:57:01,293
And it wasn't until
I got to the end of the fight

1064
00:57:01,418 --> 00:57:03,211
and I heard
the points at the end.

1065
00:57:03,337 --> 00:57:06,506
And I was so
many points in front.

1066
00:57:07,049 --> 00:57:09,092
But they said they
did that to keep my focus

1067
00:57:09,217 --> 00:57:10,802
all the way through the fight.

1068
00:57:11,803 --> 00:57:13,180
Yeah, it was good.

1069
00:57:13,305 --> 00:57:15,891
I didn't know
about that game plan.

1070
00:57:25,734 --> 00:57:29,279
It's hard to put into
words how I felt that day.

1071
00:57:31,782 --> 00:57:33,700
I just created history.

1072
00:57:36,828 --> 00:57:41,416
All those days of tears
and crying and setbacks

1073
00:57:41,541 --> 00:57:46,421
and injuries and wondering if
I've chosen the right career.

1074
00:57:48,674 --> 00:57:52,052
Wondering if women's
boxing was ever even going

1075
00:57:52,177 --> 00:57:53,887
to be an olympic sport?

1076
00:57:54,012 --> 00:57:57,307
And then knowing that you've
done it and you stood there

1077
00:57:57,432 --> 00:57:59,643
and you've got
the first ever gold medal.

1078
00:58:02,354 --> 00:58:05,524
I felt like
I'd been through that much.

1079
00:58:05,649 --> 00:58:08,443
It almost felt
like it had to be me.

1080
00:58:10,195 --> 00:58:13,156
When you look at the
medal ceremony and the chanting

1081
00:58:13,281 --> 00:58:16,576
is so loud
and the cheering is immense.

1082
00:58:17,202 --> 00:58:19,287
And Nicola...
She steps up onto the podium

1083
00:58:19,413 --> 00:58:20,747
before her name is announced.

1084
00:58:20,872 --> 00:58:23,250
Nicola Adams!

1085
00:58:24,501 --> 00:58:26,169
She's up there and she's like,

1086
00:58:26,294 --> 00:58:27,379
"yes, this is my place."

1087
00:58:34,136 --> 00:58:36,680
I was just so happy for her.

1088
00:58:36,805 --> 00:58:38,598
For how she won that fight.

1089
00:58:40,308 --> 00:58:42,602
All them years and everything
she'd been working towards,

1090
00:58:42,728 --> 00:58:44,146
just fell into place like that

1091
00:58:44,271 --> 00:58:46,690
and that was
her dream come true.

1092
00:58:46,815 --> 00:58:48,942
She told me she were
going to be a world champion.

1093
00:58:49,943 --> 00:58:51,319
And she did it.

1094
00:58:53,530 --> 00:58:55,032
I think it was just destiny.

1095
00:58:56,283 --> 00:58:58,994
Everything that she'd worked
hard for, everything that

1096
00:58:59,119 --> 00:59:02,372
she'd done,
all built up for that moment.

1097
00:59:03,123 --> 00:59:05,709
She just wouldn't let
anyone take it away from her.

1098
00:59:06,168 --> 00:59:09,129
Not ren cancan, not anyone.

1099
00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:17,554
When I saw her face
and her eyes tear up,

1100
00:59:18,430 --> 00:59:21,391
I just knew that was it for her.

1101
00:59:22,142 --> 00:59:23,643
That moment, she had made it.

1102
00:59:24,644 --> 00:59:27,731
And everything she had
worked for was for that reason.

1103
00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:31,818
It's still,
you know, all sinking in.

1104
00:59:31,943 --> 00:59:33,171
I just can't believe what I've...

1105
00:59:33,195 --> 00:59:34,738
What I've achieved t... today.

1106
00:59:34,863 --> 00:59:37,783
It's... it's definitely
a childhood dream come true.

1107
00:59:44,664 --> 00:59:48,877
After I won the Olympics,
my life completely changed.

1108
00:59:49,878 --> 00:59:51,838
Everybody knew who I was.

1109
00:59:53,423 --> 00:59:57,594
That was it,
Nikki was a household name.

1110
00:59:58,470 --> 00:59:59,846
She was just everywhere.

1111
00:59:59,971 --> 01:00:01,681
I remember my gran
was ringing me like,

1112
01:00:01,807 --> 01:00:03,475
"that girl's got
such a beautiful smile."

1113
01:00:03,600 --> 01:00:05,477
Gran didn't say
nothing about the boxing.

1114
01:00:05,602 --> 01:00:07,354
Nicola Adams, everyone!

1115
01:00:08,605 --> 01:00:11,066
I tried to go do a food shop

1116
01:00:11,775 --> 01:00:13,819
and literally I just got mobbed.

1117
01:00:14,486 --> 01:00:17,864
There was just people wanting
autographs and photographs.

1118
01:00:18,990 --> 01:00:21,451
The security had to...
Had to take me out.

1119
01:00:21,576 --> 01:00:23,411
I had to leave my
shopping and everything.

1120
01:00:23,787 --> 01:00:26,623
Everywhere she went at
that point, she was recognized.

1121
01:00:26,748 --> 01:00:29,126
You know, people
just wanted to stop her

1122
01:00:29,251 --> 01:00:30,877
in the street continuously.

1123
01:00:31,628 --> 01:00:34,131
And you'll always get
that one drunk person that...

1124
01:00:34,631 --> 01:00:36,842
Usually a male
that kind of wants to,

1125
01:00:36,967 --> 01:00:38,510
you know, challenge her.

1126
01:00:38,635 --> 01:00:41,471
Me, Nik and chantelle
used to share a house.

1127
01:00:42,180 --> 01:00:45,058
I remember we were going
on a night out and I remember

1128
01:00:45,183 --> 01:00:47,269
she got some fan mail,
and she just opened it,

1129
01:00:47,394 --> 01:00:49,187
and people just
sent her their money,

1130
01:00:49,312 --> 01:00:52,774
just because of who she was,
because what she'd done.

1131
01:00:52,899 --> 01:00:55,277
Meant so, so much for
female boxing, for boxing,

1132
01:00:55,402 --> 01:00:57,445
but for female
boxing, more than anything.

1133
01:00:57,571 --> 01:00:59,990
There's a lot of boxing
fans that didn't even know

1134
01:01:00,115 --> 01:01:02,450
that women were in gyms
boxing because that would...

1135
01:01:02,576 --> 01:01:05,036
All they would
ever see is male boxers.

1136
01:01:05,162 --> 01:01:07,747
As soon as she won
that fight, it was boom.

1137
01:01:08,081 --> 01:01:10,083
Female boxer, Nicola Adams.

1138
01:01:10,667 --> 01:01:14,171
Seeing Nikki win the olympic
gold, erm...

1139
01:01:14,296 --> 01:01:16,381
Amateur clubs opened up
their doors to women.

1140
01:01:16,506 --> 01:01:19,676
And it gave everybody
a face, a name, a profile.

1141
01:01:19,801 --> 01:01:21,595
It gave role model to...

1142
01:01:21,720 --> 01:01:23,197
For the next
generation to look up to.

1143
01:01:23,221 --> 01:01:24,472
A pathway clear.

1144
01:01:25,932 --> 01:01:28,351
I knew I wanted to create
a path so girls could follow

1145
01:01:28,476 --> 01:01:30,270
and they wouldn't
have to struggle.

1146
01:01:30,395 --> 01:01:33,690
Mom's like mine wouldn't
have to work so hard.

1147
01:01:33,815 --> 01:01:36,276
So I worked, and I worked.

1148
01:01:37,986 --> 01:01:40,280
The power of representation
is so important

1149
01:01:40,405 --> 01:01:42,199
for the next generation.

1150
01:01:42,490 --> 01:01:46,828
It really changed what people
perceive a black woman to be.

1151
01:01:47,746 --> 01:01:50,457
Because I'm black
and I'm a boxer,

1152
01:01:50,582 --> 01:01:53,835
everybody expected
me to be very aggressive.

1153
01:01:53,960 --> 01:01:56,671
And I'm actually
not like that at all.

1154
01:01:58,048 --> 01:02:00,884
For me, it was more about
people being able to see that

1155
01:02:01,009 --> 01:02:04,596
just because of the color
of her skin, or her sexuality,

1156
01:02:04,721 --> 01:02:06,806
it hasn't stopped
her achieving the goals

1157
01:02:06,932 --> 01:02:08,016
she wanted to achieve.

1158
01:02:08,141 --> 01:02:09,643
The future's female.

1159
01:02:09,768 --> 01:02:11,770
Enjoy your drinks!

1160
01:02:11,895 --> 01:02:15,023
She is a black woman
who is gay, who boxes.

1161
01:02:15,732 --> 01:02:18,902
For Nicola, it is an important
part of who she is,

1162
01:02:19,027 --> 01:02:20,654
but she was
always very keen that

1163
01:02:20,779 --> 01:02:22,405
it wasn't the one
thing that defined her.

1164
01:02:23,114 --> 01:02:26,409
That doesn't change the fact
that for lots of other people,

1165
01:02:26,534 --> 01:02:29,329
she is the pioneer
on that stage.

1166
01:02:35,961 --> 01:02:38,713
It meant a lot to be recognized
for doing what I love.

1167
01:02:39,297 --> 01:02:41,591
But it did come
with its downfalls.

1168
01:02:46,054 --> 01:02:49,099
Everybody wanted to be
involved in women's boxing,

1169
01:02:49,224 --> 01:02:51,768
everybody wanted
a piece of women's boxing.

1170
01:02:53,019 --> 01:02:55,647
It was almost like,
overnight everybody

1171
01:02:55,772 --> 01:02:58,400
had a female boxer that they'd
been coaching for years.

1172
01:02:58,525 --> 01:02:59,985
And I'm like, "oh, really?

1173
01:03:00,110 --> 01:03:01,861
Where did
you... where did you find them?"

1174
01:03:03,738 --> 01:03:05,282
Nikki is hypervigilant,

1175
01:03:05,407 --> 01:03:10,829
just always on
the lookout, all the time.

1176
01:03:10,954 --> 01:03:12,789
Nicola Adams,
the boxer we all know,

1177
01:03:12,914 --> 01:03:15,250
she loves the limelight,
she loves the attention.

1178
01:03:15,375 --> 01:03:16,975
She loves to get
in the ring and showboat

1179
01:03:17,002 --> 01:03:18,295
and be the best she can be.

1180
01:03:19,296 --> 01:03:21,006
Nicola Adams, the person,

1181
01:03:21,131 --> 01:03:22,966
I don't necessarily
know completely.

1182
01:03:23,842 --> 01:03:26,928
She has this boxing and
she will talk about boxing

1183
01:03:27,053 --> 01:03:28,847
with anybody, you know, 24/7.

1184
01:03:28,972 --> 01:03:30,892
But she'll very rarely
talk to you about her life

1185
01:03:31,016 --> 01:03:33,376
and things that are going on,
you know, in her private life.

1186
01:03:33,935 --> 01:03:36,396
It's a constant
battle with trust for Nikki.

1187
01:03:36,855 --> 01:03:38,815
You could be
the closest person to her

1188
01:03:38,940 --> 01:03:41,109
and you might do something
and it'll unsettle her.

1189
01:03:41,609 --> 01:03:44,487
She doesn't even trust
people close to her completely,

1190
01:03:44,612 --> 01:03:46,281
she only trusts herself.

1191
01:03:46,990 --> 01:03:48,742
You know, given
the fame that she's got now,

1192
01:03:49,200 --> 01:03:53,204
that probably, that trust,
that faith that you have

1193
01:03:53,330 --> 01:03:56,041
in people, probably gets
questioned even more so now.

1194
01:03:56,541 --> 01:03:58,668
And I'm still
fighting for that trust.

1195
01:03:59,252 --> 01:04:01,463
She has a little bit
of vulnerability about...

1196
01:04:01,588 --> 01:04:03,840
I don't mean
vulnerable, physically.

1197
01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:06,301
She has this grin, a smile.

1198
01:04:06,968 --> 01:04:09,262
You can see her,
she's on camera, she's talking

1199
01:04:09,387 --> 01:04:11,139
and the camera switches off.

1200
01:04:11,264 --> 01:04:12,984
And then, you know,
she'll glance over at us

1201
01:04:13,058 --> 01:04:15,602
and I remember noticing it,
it's like I looked over,

1202
01:04:15,727 --> 01:04:18,063
she just went from being
this bubbly person to sort

1203
01:04:18,188 --> 01:04:21,858
of a bit, you know,
went... went inside herself.

1204
01:04:22,859 --> 01:04:25,779
For me, sometimes
I prefer when people don't know

1205
01:04:25,904 --> 01:04:28,239
who I am when they first
meet me, because I get a true

1206
01:04:28,365 --> 01:04:30,325
reflection
of who that person really is.

1207
01:04:32,035 --> 01:04:34,496
There's been plenty
of times like that when someone

1208
01:04:34,621 --> 01:04:37,165
hasn't recognized me
and I've been sat next to them

1209
01:04:37,290 --> 01:04:38,833
and they've
moved their purse away.

1210
01:04:39,167 --> 01:04:43,421
Or I've been followed around
a store by security guards.

1211
01:04:44,047 --> 01:04:45,757
They've treated me badly.

1212
01:04:45,882 --> 01:04:47,967
And then somebody's
told them who I am,

1213
01:04:48,093 --> 01:04:49,733
and then all of a sudden,
they've changed.

1214
01:04:50,845 --> 01:04:53,890
It makes me very
protective over her.

1215
01:04:54,349 --> 01:04:58,812
I'm always very careful about
who she surrounds herself with.

1216
01:04:59,312 --> 01:05:01,773
I always second guess
everything everyone says,

1217
01:05:02,524 --> 01:05:08,696
because I see the hard
exterior and I also see all

1218
01:05:08,822 --> 01:05:10,865
the pain she has been through

1219
01:05:10,990 --> 01:05:12,867
and how it actually impacts her.

1220
01:05:13,451 --> 01:05:17,831
I am very cautious
of anyone trying to use her

1221
01:05:17,956 --> 01:05:20,750
or have ill intent towards her.

1222
01:05:21,209 --> 01:05:25,672
Especially her dad,
who showed up to the Olympics

1223
01:05:25,797 --> 01:05:29,300
to try and basically
take credit for all the work

1224
01:05:30,260 --> 01:05:31,886
she did without him.

1225
01:05:32,762 --> 01:05:34,681
I've always,
always loved the boxing.

1226
01:05:34,806 --> 01:05:36,599
And from when
we used to watch it

1227
01:05:36,724 --> 01:05:38,435
at home with my dad and...

1228
01:05:40,520 --> 01:05:42,730
I saw my
dad at the 2012 Olympics.

1229
01:05:45,233 --> 01:05:47,735
That was a big shock
because I wasn't expecting

1230
01:05:47,861 --> 01:05:50,238
to see him after
I had won my medal.

1231
01:05:51,156 --> 01:05:53,825
Especially because
we didn't really talk,

1232
01:05:53,950 --> 01:05:55,285
I didn't really see him.

1233
01:05:55,410 --> 01:05:57,370
He never really
asked about my boxing.

1234
01:05:58,997 --> 01:06:01,916
And he felt that I...
I shouldn't even be boxing.

1235
01:06:02,041 --> 01:06:04,252
So, um, the fact,
that he turned up there,

1236
01:06:04,377 --> 01:06:06,504
I was like,
"well, that's random."

1237
01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:13,636
He came up to me and hugged
me and asked for a photograph.

1238
01:06:15,555 --> 01:06:18,516
I just remember telling myself
to just put on a brave face

1239
01:06:18,641 --> 01:06:21,478
and not let him ruin the moment.

1240
01:06:24,564 --> 01:06:27,817
After the fight,
it might have been maybe

1241
01:06:27,942 --> 01:06:31,321
a couple of months also,
I spoke to him on the phone.

1242
01:06:32,238 --> 01:06:36,159
And I asked him about what
he did when we were growing up.

1243
01:06:37,577 --> 01:06:39,454
And he said I was crazy

1244
01:06:39,579 --> 01:06:41,456
and I didn't know
what I was talking about.

1245
01:06:43,333 --> 01:06:46,419
He was just in complete denial.

1246
01:06:48,922 --> 01:06:53,718
When we moved to ebor gardens,
my mum had another boyfriend.

1247
01:06:54,761 --> 01:06:56,721
At first, he was really nice.

1248
01:06:57,597 --> 01:06:59,974
I thought "oh, great, this...
This could be cool, you know,

1249
01:07:00,099 --> 01:07:02,769
we'll... I'll have
a nice, little family."

1250
01:07:03,728 --> 01:07:06,731
And as the relationship built,

1251
01:07:06,856 --> 01:07:11,319
he gradually
became... became violent.

1252
01:07:13,571 --> 01:07:15,365
I just had enough.

1253
01:07:18,368 --> 01:07:20,703
I used to sleep
with a hammer under my bed.

1254
01:07:20,828 --> 01:07:25,333
So I went upstairs and I got
the hammer and I said to him,

1255
01:07:25,458 --> 01:07:26,751
"you need
to leave the house now.

1256
01:07:26,876 --> 01:07:29,212
Otherwise, I'm going to use it."

1257
01:07:29,337 --> 01:07:33,049
He got into the car and
I told him not to come back.

1258
01:07:34,592 --> 01:07:36,302
There was a brick
on the side of the road.

1259
01:07:37,387 --> 01:07:41,516
And I just picked it up,
threw it and it went through

1260
01:07:41,641 --> 01:07:44,060
his back window
as he was driving away.

1261
01:07:46,437 --> 01:07:48,314
Being aggressive scares me,

1262
01:07:48,439 --> 01:07:52,819
but I was almost forced
to be... to protect myself.

1263
01:07:58,866 --> 01:08:01,536
Nikki is scared
of turning out like her dad.

1264
01:08:02,579 --> 01:08:06,958
When she ever gets
angry or gets riled up,

1265
01:08:07,083 --> 01:08:09,794
um, I think
it scares her a little bit.

1266
01:08:09,919 --> 01:08:13,965
She's always quite
scared to act like him.

1267
01:08:16,301 --> 01:08:18,219
I used to say to my mom,

1268
01:08:18,344 --> 01:08:20,722
"why would you let
people treat you like that?"

1269
01:08:21,764 --> 01:08:25,977
We've just left my dad
and then you go into these

1270
01:08:26,102 --> 01:08:28,813
relationships and
it's the exact same thing.

1271
01:08:28,938 --> 01:08:30,523
And I used to get so angry.

1272
01:08:30,648 --> 01:08:33,443
I'd be like, why, like,
why... why... why do you...

1273
01:08:33,568 --> 01:08:34,736
Why do you let him do that?

1274
01:08:37,947 --> 01:08:40,116
I suffered a lot
of abuse with my dad.

1275
01:08:41,868 --> 01:08:44,996
And then it's just
continued with my mom,

1276
01:08:45,121 --> 01:08:46,706
but in a different form.

1277
01:08:49,292 --> 01:08:53,421
It's normally on an evening,
and then the text messages

1278
01:08:53,546 --> 01:08:59,010
will start threatening
to expose me to the press

1279
01:08:59,135 --> 01:09:02,013
and bring up god knows what.

1280
01:09:03,473 --> 01:09:05,933
She'd just say
really horrible stuff,

1281
01:09:06,059 --> 01:09:09,437
like how much
of a horrible person I am.

1282
01:09:09,562 --> 01:09:13,399
All of the facts
that everybody around me now

1283
01:09:13,524 --> 01:09:16,486
doesn't care about me and
that they are the only people

1284
01:09:16,611 --> 01:09:17,820
that care about me.

1285
01:09:19,280 --> 01:09:21,324
So if! Don't have them,
then I'll be alone.

1286
01:09:25,870 --> 01:09:28,456
Me and my mom both suffered
at the hands of my dad.

1287
01:09:29,749 --> 01:09:32,210
But my mom is just
perpetuating it.

1288
01:09:33,878 --> 01:09:36,130
And she just can't
seem to find a way out of it.

1289
01:09:37,507 --> 01:09:39,509
And it's just
ruined our relationship.

1290
01:09:44,681 --> 01:09:47,141
I feel like
I've lost my mom now.

1291
01:09:51,145 --> 01:09:53,731
It just makes me feel alone.

1292
01:09:57,026 --> 01:09:59,226
To be a great fighter,
you got to have a natural

1293
01:09:59,278 --> 01:10:01,739
talent and ability, but talent
only gets you that far.

1294
01:10:01,864 --> 01:10:04,742
The rest has to be
dedication, hard work,

1295
01:10:04,867 --> 01:10:06,786
grit and you have
to put a blinkers on.

1296
01:10:08,663 --> 01:10:10,463
It's a team job up
until they get in the ring.

1297
01:10:10,540 --> 01:10:11,999
Then you're on your own.

1298
01:10:12,125 --> 01:10:14,085
You might be with
your team when you're training

1299
01:10:14,210 --> 01:10:16,087
and having a bit
of a banter and you know,

1300
01:10:16,212 --> 01:10:17,880
you are getting switched on.

1301
01:10:18,005 --> 01:10:20,341
But as soon as that... that bell
goes and you're all alone

1302
01:10:20,466 --> 01:10:22,218
in that ring,
it's a lonely old place.

1303
01:10:25,012 --> 01:10:29,851
I take that loneliness
and I focus and it means

1304
01:10:29,976 --> 01:10:34,105
that I can completely
put everything into my boxing.

1305
01:10:40,153 --> 01:10:42,238
I don't see myself as a victim.

1306
01:10:43,823 --> 01:10:46,200
I never want
to be seen like that.

1307
01:10:47,243 --> 01:10:50,371
One, two, one, two.

1308
01:10:51,205 --> 01:10:52,540
Good!

1309
01:10:52,999 --> 01:10:55,376
Jab!

1310
01:10:55,501 --> 01:10:57,170
I'm Nicola Adams, the lioness.

1311
01:10:58,171 --> 01:11:00,298
The queen of the north
from the UK.

1312
01:11:01,174 --> 01:11:04,802
I'm here to do the most,
be the best, be number one.

1313
01:11:05,678 --> 01:11:08,681
Can't wait to operate,
get in that ring.

1314
01:11:09,891 --> 01:11:11,211
I don't know
what else to say now.

1315
01:11:12,852 --> 01:11:15,396
When I decided
to turn pro in 2017,

1316
01:11:15,521 --> 01:11:18,399
there was very few
women in the pro game.

1317
01:11:18,941 --> 01:11:23,654
It was like starting female
boxing again from scratch.

1318
01:11:25,573 --> 01:11:28,951
In the amateur world,
I'd conquered everything.

1319
01:11:29,076 --> 01:11:31,412
I had won
everything there was to win

1320
01:11:31,746 --> 01:11:34,457
and then going
to the pro game now,

1321
01:11:35,291 --> 01:11:38,169
I was a small
fish in a very big pond.

1322
01:11:40,046 --> 01:11:42,089
I spoke to all
the top promoters.

1323
01:11:42,757 --> 01:11:44,884
And the surprise
for me was actually

1324
01:11:45,009 --> 01:11:47,553
getting a call
from frank Warren.

1325
01:11:48,387 --> 01:11:50,181
I was still pretty much anfl4l

1326
01:11:50,306 --> 01:11:52,725
but my kids worked
with me in my business now.

1327
01:11:52,850 --> 01:11:55,645
And they drove
me mad about Nicola.

1328
01:11:55,770 --> 01:11:57,164
The reigning olympic champion...

1329
01:11:57,188 --> 01:11:58,582
He told me, he watched me win

1330
01:11:58,606 --> 01:12:01,192
my second gold medal
at rio, 2016.

1331
01:12:02,068 --> 01:12:03,694
And he said
he was really impressed.

1332
01:12:04,862 --> 01:12:06,989
All the cab drivers,
that's my litmus test.

1333
01:12:07,114 --> 01:12:09,009
You know, when the cab drivers
are talking about someone,

1334
01:12:09,033 --> 01:12:10,785
everybody was talking about 'er.

1335
01:12:10,910 --> 01:12:12,971
You've retained the top,
did you realize just how proud

1336
01:12:12,995 --> 01:12:14,288
britain is of you?

1337
01:12:14,622 --> 01:12:16,141
Yeah, just... I was
just literally coming through

1338
01:12:16,165 --> 01:12:18,376
the airport and
seeing everybody cheering

1339
01:12:18,501 --> 01:12:20,169
and wanting to take pictures.

1340
01:12:20,294 --> 01:12:21,754
It was... it was amazing.

1341
01:12:22,255 --> 01:12:24,715
Now, this is
a person that pretty much

1342
01:12:24,841 --> 01:12:27,468
the whole time I've been
boxing, has been against it.

1343
01:12:27,593 --> 01:12:29,303
And now he's ringing me.

1344
01:12:30,221 --> 01:12:33,391
And so I was like, okay,
you know, I'll let him...

1345
01:12:33,516 --> 01:12:35,560
I'll hear him out
and see what he's got to say.

1346
01:12:36,352 --> 01:12:38,020
And he said when
he watched my fight,

1347
01:12:38,145 --> 01:12:40,523
he couldn't believe
the skill that I had.

1348
01:12:41,649 --> 01:12:44,318
And I changed his mind.

1349
01:12:44,443 --> 01:12:47,488
Nicola Adams, obe, mbe.

1350
01:12:47,822 --> 01:12:49,949
I thought he
was completely against

1351
01:12:50,074 --> 01:12:52,285
women's boxing, so I just
figured, you know,

1352
01:12:52,410 --> 01:12:54,704
there would be no point
in even speaking to frank.

1353
01:12:55,246 --> 01:12:59,917
And then, lo and behold,
he ends up being my promoter.

1354
01:13:01,419 --> 01:13:03,713
I was the first woman that

1355
01:13:03,838 --> 01:13:06,007
frank Warren's team ever signed.

1356
01:13:06,716 --> 01:13:08,801
When frank signed
Nicola, I mean,

1357
01:13:08,926 --> 01:13:12,179
let's be honest, it was just
for money, for the TV.

1358
01:13:12,722 --> 01:13:16,142
He never signed Nicola
because she was a great amateur

1359
01:13:16,267 --> 01:13:19,478
and she's a great person
and she's a great boxer.

1360
01:13:19,604 --> 01:13:23,941
He, in my opinion, signed her
just because bt sport said

1361
01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:25,568
"we have to have a woman on."

1362
01:13:25,693 --> 01:13:28,571
And... and it was
just a token gesture.

1363
01:13:29,071 --> 01:13:30,948
So she was brave doing that.

1364
01:13:31,073 --> 01:13:33,951
But with that and
also brought an opportunity.

1365
01:13:34,076 --> 01:13:37,872
An opportunity for Nicola
to prove that she deserved

1366
01:13:37,997 --> 01:13:39,557
to be there,
that female boxing deserved

1367
01:13:39,665 --> 01:13:41,292
to be on the professional scene.

1368
01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:43,457
And that it should be
taken as serious as the men's.

1369
01:13:44,587 --> 01:13:46,464
My debut fight was against

1370
01:13:46,589 --> 01:13:48,758
Virginia from Argentina.

1371
01:13:48,883 --> 01:13:50,885
You can see in the footage
that I was still

1372
01:13:51,010 --> 01:13:52,887
getting used to the pro game.

1373
01:13:53,429 --> 01:13:54,972
I'm still
throwing a lot of punches

1374
01:13:55,097 --> 01:13:57,266
and I'm not
focusing on the accuracy.

1375
01:14:01,020 --> 01:14:04,315
I was boxing without a head
guard for the first time.

1376
01:14:04,732 --> 01:14:06,108
And we both caught each other

1377
01:14:06,233 --> 01:14:07,568
with some good
shots to the head.

1378
01:14:09,028 --> 01:14:12,406
Amateur boxing is more
about point scoring,

1379
01:14:12,531 --> 01:14:16,077
whereas in professional boxing
it's more about power shots.

1380
01:14:17,703 --> 01:14:21,040
First couple of fights,
I struggled in training

1381
01:14:21,165 --> 01:14:23,584
to try and slow my work
down because I was so used

1382
01:14:23,709 --> 01:14:25,544
to just going
a 100 miles an hour,

1383
01:14:25,670 --> 01:14:28,089
punching nonstop all the time.

1384
01:14:29,215 --> 01:14:31,258
In my second fight,
I managed to take her

1385
01:14:31,384 --> 01:14:32,927
out in the third round.

1386
01:14:33,052 --> 01:14:35,805
I was feeling
stronger and stronger.

1387
01:14:35,930 --> 01:14:37,431
And I felt unbeatable.

1388
01:14:42,228 --> 01:14:43,646
When I'm getting ready to fight,

1389
01:14:43,771 --> 01:14:46,107
I want my opponent
to feel my presence.

1390
01:14:47,024 --> 01:14:50,778
I want them to feel that I am
so confident and unbeatable

1391
01:14:50,903 --> 01:14:55,616
that in the ring, I have the
power to do anything I want.

1392
01:14:56,909 --> 01:14:58,786
There was a point
in my next fight

1393
01:14:58,911 --> 01:15:02,707
where I threw a couple of body
shots, a left hook to the body,

1394
01:15:02,832 --> 01:15:06,168
and you see her
just wince down in pain.

1395
01:15:06,293 --> 01:15:08,129
After, I found
out that I'd actually

1396
01:15:08,254 --> 01:15:09,964
broken a couple of her ribs.

1397
01:15:12,258 --> 01:15:14,093
Isabella millan
was an aggressive,

1398
01:15:14,218 --> 01:15:16,929
come forward fighter, but she
was also very messy as well.

1399
01:15:18,264 --> 01:15:20,516
You can see in the footage
that she was throwing

1400
01:15:20,641 --> 01:15:22,226
big swinging punches,

1401
01:15:22,351 --> 01:15:24,103
but she wasn't
landing many of them.

1402
01:15:24,687 --> 01:15:27,690
Nicola Adams!

1403
01:15:27,815 --> 01:15:30,026
It was a tough fight, but I won.

1404
01:15:30,651 --> 01:15:33,696
And I got the wbo interim title.

1405
01:15:34,655 --> 01:15:37,408
So that put me in the position
where I could challenge

1406
01:15:37,533 --> 01:15:38,951
for the world title.

1407
01:15:41,287 --> 01:15:42,705
All right.

1408
01:15:45,541 --> 01:15:48,002
When I got into
the professional boxing world

1409
01:15:48,127 --> 01:15:50,337
and I saw how female
boxers were being treated,

1410
01:15:50,463 --> 01:15:52,548
it was almost like
going in a time warp.

1411
01:15:52,673 --> 01:15:55,342
And going back to
the days of when amateur boxing

1412
01:15:55,468 --> 01:15:58,721
on the women's
side wasn't accepted.

1413
01:15:58,846 --> 01:16:01,057
It was so, so backwards.

1414
01:16:02,349 --> 01:16:05,102
I've been in a contract with...
With people in the pro world

1415
01:16:05,227 --> 01:16:09,190
that, eh, I wouldn't trust
as far as I could throw them.

1416
01:16:10,524 --> 01:16:13,069
I believe that it's very rare
that you come across someone

1417
01:16:13,194 --> 01:16:15,738
who wants you to do well.

1418
01:16:16,363 --> 01:16:18,991
Nicola was treated so much
different when she turned pro

1419
01:16:19,116 --> 01:16:22,036
because she was a woman
and it was as simple as that.

1420
01:16:22,161 --> 01:16:26,791
I mean, had Nicola been
a male like Anthony Joshua

1421
01:16:26,916 --> 01:16:29,418
won the 2012 Olympics
gold medal.

1422
01:16:29,543 --> 01:16:33,506
The difference with the
promotion for Anthony Joshua

1423
01:16:33,631 --> 01:16:38,761
and the difference in promotion
for Nicola Adams was massive.

1424
01:16:39,470 --> 01:16:41,472
I feel like
because I was a female boxer,

1425
01:16:41,597 --> 01:16:43,641
I wasn't given as much attention

1426
01:16:43,766 --> 01:16:45,726
as some of the male fighters.

1427
01:16:45,851 --> 01:16:50,022
Even though I knew that I was
bringing in more of a crowd

1428
01:16:50,147 --> 01:16:52,608
than some of the top
male fighters that they had.

1429
01:16:53,234 --> 01:16:55,736
I think there's
always been a few issues

1430
01:16:55,861 --> 01:16:59,490
blocking women's
progress in sport.

1431
01:16:59,615 --> 01:17:02,118
And interestingly, if you're
lesbian or gay or bisexual,

1432
01:17:02,243 --> 01:17:04,745
that has not helped matters.

1433
01:17:05,412 --> 01:17:07,998
Historically,
you know, martina navratilova,

1434
01:17:08,124 --> 01:17:10,084
for example says,
she didn't lose sponsors

1435
01:17:10,209 --> 01:17:11,502
because she was out.

1436
01:17:11,627 --> 01:17:13,170
But she certainly
didn't gain new ones.

1437
01:17:13,796 --> 01:17:16,841
You've got a double
olympic champion right here,

1438
01:17:16,966 --> 01:17:20,302
homegrown, they could have
literally done the most.

1439
01:17:21,428 --> 01:17:24,932
I think this she realized in
her career time that it might

1440
01:17:25,057 --> 01:17:28,477
not be all the way,
a given for women's boxing,

1441
01:17:28,602 --> 01:17:31,522
but a step further,
a step closer to that goal

1442
01:17:31,647 --> 01:17:34,483
to get that same
recognition that the males got.

1443
01:17:34,942 --> 01:17:38,112
Things didn't change
until the likes of me,

1444
01:17:38,237 --> 01:17:41,073
Katie Taylor and
claressa shields came along.

1445
01:17:41,615 --> 01:17:43,409
And then
we started speaking out about

1446
01:17:43,534 --> 01:17:45,703
the injustices
in women's boxing.

1447
01:17:46,203 --> 01:17:49,957
Boxing is so sexist
and these men are fighting

1448
01:17:50,541 --> 01:17:52,418
for mul... multiple millions.

1449
01:17:52,543 --> 01:17:54,771
They haven't accomplished
half of what I've accomplished.

1450
01:17:54,795 --> 01:17:58,883
I think they just put in
a... a locker room for the women,

1451
01:17:59,008 --> 01:18:00,551
and it was
a tiny one in the back.

1452
01:18:01,260 --> 01:18:03,137
And the trainers
there didn't want

1453
01:18:03,262 --> 01:18:04,722
to train any of the females.

1454
01:18:05,055 --> 01:18:07,200
They weren't given
a proper room to warm up in,

1455
01:18:07,224 --> 01:18:08,601
and get changed.

1456
01:18:09,643 --> 01:18:12,271
Some of them weren't even
getting 5k a fight.

1457
01:18:13,355 --> 01:18:15,858
And after you deduct
all the training expenses,

1458
01:18:15,983 --> 01:18:18,027
you're probably
looking at about 500

1459
01:18:18,152 --> 01:18:20,029
to a thousand
after you've boxed.

1460
01:18:20,863 --> 01:18:22,406
Which is ridiculous.

1461
01:18:22,907 --> 01:18:24,658
If you don't fight,
you don't get paid.

1462
01:18:25,242 --> 01:18:28,412
I went a full year without
a fight, so I had no income.

1463
01:18:29,246 --> 01:18:31,624
One of my fights kept getting
pushed back and pushed back

1464
01:18:31,749 --> 01:18:33,000
and pushed back and I thought,

1465
01:18:33,125 --> 01:18:34,686
"look, am I even
going to fight this year?

1466
01:18:34,710 --> 01:18:36,962
I've got bills to pay,
I got rent to pay."

1467
01:18:37,087 --> 01:18:39,882
So I ended up applying
for jobs, supermarket jobs.

1468
01:18:40,341 --> 01:18:41,967
And I'm a world champion.

1469
01:18:42,760 --> 01:18:46,096
I applied for aldi, lidl.

1470
01:18:46,222 --> 01:18:48,057
I didn't even get past
the application stage.

1471
01:18:48,182 --> 01:18:49,600
I failed that.

1472
01:18:49,975 --> 01:18:53,354
Nicola had never earned
a third of what Anthony Joshua,

1473
01:18:53,646 --> 01:18:56,941
probably earned in the first
year of his boxing career.

1474
01:18:57,691 --> 01:19:01,445
He got all the glory, all
the money, all the sponsorships

1475
01:19:01,570 --> 01:19:04,949
and it was like, well,
she just achieved exactly

1476
01:19:05,074 --> 01:19:06,408
what he's achieved.

1477
01:19:07,117 --> 01:19:09,286
Nicola won a gold medal as well.

1478
01:19:09,745 --> 01:19:11,622
On top of that,

1479
01:19:11,747 --> 01:19:13,666
the problem we faced
was that female boxers

1480
01:19:13,791 --> 01:19:15,334
just weren't
getting enough fights.

1481
01:19:16,085 --> 01:19:19,046
And I don't think I was
active enough in my pro-career.

1482
01:19:19,171 --> 01:19:22,508
I think I should've definitely
been boxing a lot more.

1483
01:19:23,884 --> 01:19:27,429
My sixth pro-fight
was my hardest fight yet.

1484
01:19:28,389 --> 01:19:30,349
I boxed at flyweight,

1485
01:19:30,474 --> 01:19:37,022
and I had a day
to get from to 127 to 112.

1486
01:19:37,982 --> 01:19:40,651
Normally, for a fight
I'd lose ten pounds,

1487
01:19:40,776 --> 01:19:42,194
and then just put it back on.

1488
01:19:43,195 --> 01:19:47,950
This fight, I lost
over a stone in 24 hours.

1489
01:19:49,118 --> 01:19:52,371
Sometimes the promoters
don't give you enough time

1490
01:19:52,496 --> 01:19:54,456
to be able to make that weight

1491
01:19:54,748 --> 01:19:56,388
before the fights,
so you have to crush it

1492
01:19:56,417 --> 01:19:57,626
and that's what I did.

1493
01:19:58,419 --> 01:20:02,381
Her nutritionist
said he's never known

1494
01:20:02,506 --> 01:20:06,010
a fighter to ever be
able to lose that much weight.

1495
01:20:06,135 --> 01:20:11,348
And it would be impossible,
and he would not advise it.

1496
01:20:13,851 --> 01:20:16,437
Because I'd lost so much weight,

1497
01:20:16,562 --> 01:20:20,691
my body had to restart itself
to be able to start taking

1498
01:20:20,816 --> 01:20:22,401
in water and start
taking in food again.

1499
01:20:22,526 --> 01:20:24,194
So I really, really struggled.

1500
01:20:25,487 --> 01:20:29,950
Her eyes were sunken in,
her skin had gone grey.

1501
01:20:30,451 --> 01:20:33,287
You could see all her ribs.
Everything was caved in.

1502
01:20:33,996 --> 01:20:35,289
She looked emaciated.

1503
01:20:36,457 --> 01:20:38,167
When I went to the weigh in,

1504
01:20:38,542 --> 01:20:41,795
I couldn't really hear
anything because I'd lost

1505
01:20:41,920 --> 01:20:44,715
so much fluid around my brain.

1506
01:20:45,841 --> 01:20:47,176
It was horrible.

1507
01:20:47,926 --> 01:20:50,888
My coaches had
to help me get undressed

1508
01:20:51,221 --> 01:20:53,557
because I didn't have
the energy to even take

1509
01:20:53,682 --> 01:20:55,893
my tracksuit off
to get on the scales.

1510
01:20:57,227 --> 01:21:00,022
Helped me walk over to the
stage where the scales were.

1511
01:21:00,314 --> 01:21:03,984
I was so scared because
I was like, I don't know

1512
01:21:04,109 --> 01:21:06,820
if I've even got
the energy to hold myself up.

1513
01:21:07,905 --> 01:21:09,632
If she was
struggling really bad,

1514
01:21:09,656 --> 01:21:11,200
maybe you should have been like,

1515
01:21:11,325 --> 01:21:13,285
you know, let's do the
world title a weight above.

1516
01:21:13,327 --> 01:21:15,807
Because in professional boxing,
you can go through the weights.

1517
01:21:16,121 --> 01:21:19,333
So maybe that communication
there, if that was spoken

1518
01:21:19,458 --> 01:21:22,169
about that way, it wouldn't
have been much of an issue.

1519
01:21:23,045 --> 01:21:26,090
I knew my opponent
and their coaches knew

1520
01:21:26,215 --> 01:21:27,591
exactly what was wrong with me.

1521
01:21:28,967 --> 01:21:31,720
And I just tried
to put on that front

1522
01:21:31,845 --> 01:21:35,307
and pretend
that everything was okay.

1523
01:21:38,018 --> 01:21:41,980
After the weigh in, I went back
to the hotel, tried to eat,

1524
01:21:42,106 --> 01:21:43,774
but I couldn't eat anything.

1525
01:21:44,274 --> 01:21:46,193
We rang the nutritionist
and spoke to him

1526
01:21:46,318 --> 01:21:48,112
and he explained it's
because her organs

1527
01:21:48,237 --> 01:21:49,696
had decided to shut down

1528
01:21:49,822 --> 01:21:53,200
because her body was so
malnourished.

1529
01:21:53,325 --> 01:21:54,993
I think at that point,

1530
01:21:55,119 --> 01:21:56,703
everybody was pretty,
pretty worried.

1531
01:22:00,999 --> 01:22:03,377
There was a couple
of times where my coach

1532
01:22:03,502 --> 01:22:05,963
and the nutritionist were
saying that I should pull out.

1533
01:22:07,673 --> 01:22:09,633
But I just
wanted to do the fight.

1534
01:22:12,928 --> 01:22:15,222
Boxing is a microcosm of life.

1535
01:22:16,849 --> 01:22:20,769
It's filled with
blood and it is an art form.

1536
01:22:22,646 --> 01:22:24,606
Some people are born to fight.

1537
01:22:26,108 --> 01:22:27,651
It's a natural
instinct for them.

1538
01:22:27,776 --> 01:22:30,112
They come alive in the ring.

1539
01:22:31,113 --> 01:22:33,323
You might say
"is she going to be a winner?"

1540
01:22:34,575 --> 01:22:36,910
You know, you feel
at the end of the day,

1541
01:22:37,035 --> 01:22:38,287
you're unbeatable.

1542
01:22:39,496 --> 01:22:42,541
Nicola's
mentality is no different.

1543
01:22:43,459 --> 01:22:45,127
By the time we got to the arena,

1544
01:22:45,252 --> 01:22:48,797
I think it was
eight, nine o'clock at night.

1545
01:22:48,922 --> 01:22:51,842
You can see in the footage
that I just don't look right.

1546
01:22:51,967 --> 01:22:54,720
I don't have the same spark
or energy that I normally have.

1547
01:22:56,138 --> 01:22:57,973
Even walking into the center

1548
01:22:58,098 --> 01:23:00,476
of the ring to
touch gloves was horrible.

1549
01:23:00,976 --> 01:23:02,811
Seconds out, round one!

1550
01:23:04,104 --> 01:23:06,023
The bell went, I started okay,

1551
01:23:06,607 --> 01:23:08,484
I was doing everything I could.

1552
01:23:08,609 --> 01:23:12,029
I was switching southpaw,
I was working behind myjab.

1553
01:23:12,154 --> 01:23:14,907
I was keeping my defense tight.

1554
01:23:15,741 --> 01:23:18,243
Anything I could do
to survive the fight.

1555
01:23:19,912 --> 01:23:24,166
I felt that night,
things weren't right.

1556
01:23:24,291 --> 01:23:26,710
She didn't seem
to be herself in the ring.

1557
01:23:26,835 --> 01:23:29,022
And I actually remember sitting
there thinking to myself,

1558
01:23:29,046 --> 01:23:31,089
"I wonder she's going
to carry on doing this."

1559
01:23:31,215 --> 01:23:32,466
I remember saying to the guys,

1560
01:23:32,591 --> 01:23:34,593
I said she didn't
look comfortable.

1561
01:23:35,177 --> 01:23:38,597
Each time I went back
to the corner, I was exhausted.

1562
01:23:39,765 --> 01:23:42,267
My trainer was trying
his best to keep me focused,

1563
01:23:42,851 --> 01:23:44,478
telling me what round I was on,

1564
01:23:44,603 --> 01:23:46,730
telling me how many
rounds there was to go.

1565
01:23:48,982 --> 01:23:52,277
I just needed this to be over.
I just needed to survive.

1566
01:23:52,402 --> 01:23:54,279
There was a lot of talk about,
you know,

1567
01:23:54,404 --> 01:23:56,406
"she didn't perform as
good as she normally does.

1568
01:23:56,532 --> 01:23:58,158
It was boring."

1569
01:23:59,034 --> 01:24:02,079
The commentators were saying
I was moving a lot slower

1570
01:24:02,204 --> 01:24:03,789
than normal and I was throwing

1571
01:24:03,914 --> 01:24:06,083
a lot less punches
than I normally would.

1572
01:24:07,709 --> 01:24:10,045
But the whole time,
nobody actually knew

1573
01:24:11,296 --> 01:24:12,881
why I was
performing the way I was,

1574
01:24:13,006 --> 01:24:15,008
and what I'd
actually been through.

1575
01:24:16,635 --> 01:24:19,846
During the first round,
I received an eye injury.

1576
01:24:21,223 --> 01:24:24,518
My opponent caught
me with a form in my eye.

1577
01:24:29,606 --> 01:24:31,984
I was seeing two
people the whole way

1578
01:24:32,109 --> 01:24:33,777
through the rest of the fight.

1579
01:24:36,780 --> 01:24:40,534
So to try and
focus on my opponent more,

1580
01:24:40,659 --> 01:24:43,328
I had to try and close
the eye that was injured,

1581
01:24:43,453 --> 01:24:45,664
so I just had
one person to look at.

1582
01:24:46,665 --> 01:24:48,709
But that was
really hard to do as well

1583
01:24:48,834 --> 01:24:51,628
because I had punches coming
from all different angles.

1584
01:24:52,879 --> 01:24:55,716
So instead of aiming
punches at her head,

1585
01:24:55,841 --> 01:24:57,092
you could see in the footage,

1586
01:24:57,217 --> 01:25:00,345
I was aiming for
the middle of the blur,

1587
01:25:00,846 --> 01:25:04,474
for her chest,
because it was a bigger target.

1588
01:25:07,894 --> 01:25:10,063
I don't know how I did it.

1589
01:25:11,106 --> 01:25:12,691
I've never had to dig that deep

1590
01:25:12,816 --> 01:25:15,068
in a fight,
ever before in my life.

1591
01:25:17,112 --> 01:25:20,240
I had some kind of higher
power help me through that.

1592
01:25:21,283 --> 01:25:23,785
Coach was saying he's
never known anybody to lose

1593
01:25:23,910 --> 01:25:26,079
that much weight
and still perform.

1594
01:25:28,540 --> 01:25:33,045
It was very dangerous, but
I didn't want to lose my title.

1595
01:25:38,717 --> 01:25:41,720
There was points in that fight
where I could have easily

1596
01:25:41,845 --> 01:25:44,348
just gone back to the corner
and just told them like,

1597
01:25:44,473 --> 01:25:46,099
"no, just throw in the towel."

1598
01:25:46,683 --> 01:25:49,519
But I've got a warrior's heart.

1599
01:25:50,228 --> 01:25:51,772
I'd rather go out on my shield.

1600
01:25:52,439 --> 01:25:58,737
Ninety five to ninety five,
this bout is a split draw.

1601
01:26:01,365 --> 01:26:04,242
When the draw was announced
and the crowd was booing,

1602
01:26:04,368 --> 01:26:06,703
I felt really bad
because I know they expected

1603
01:26:06,828 --> 01:26:08,997
a lot more from my performance.

1604
01:26:10,707 --> 01:26:12,751
I can see now
watching back at the footage,

1605
01:26:12,876 --> 01:26:14,378
how uncomfortable I looked.

1606
01:26:15,295 --> 01:26:17,047
I just wanted
to get out of the ring.

1607
01:26:19,424 --> 01:26:21,718
Straight after the fight,
I ran to the toilet

1608
01:26:21,843 --> 01:26:23,136
and I just threw up.

1609
01:26:24,262 --> 01:26:27,182
I'd worked so hard in that
fight and it just took

1610
01:26:27,307 --> 01:26:29,142
a really big toll on my body.

1611
01:26:34,690 --> 01:26:37,025
I went to go see
an eye specialist,

1612
01:26:37,401 --> 01:26:41,029
and that's when he told me that
I torn my pupil in two places.

1613
01:26:41,988 --> 01:26:44,366
So the main
question for me was, well,

1614
01:26:45,200 --> 01:26:49,204
is... is it fixable,
like, can I keep boxing?

1615
01:26:49,329 --> 01:26:50,747
Like, what's the deal?

1616
01:26:50,872 --> 01:26:52,666
And he said to me,

1617
01:26:52,791 --> 01:26:56,044
there's a chance that if
I did get caught like that

1618
01:26:56,169 --> 01:26:58,171
again, I could go blind.

1619
01:26:59,965 --> 01:27:04,052
It was a risk that
I wasn't prepared to take.

1620
01:27:05,220 --> 01:27:07,305
She wanted to fight again.

1621
01:27:07,931 --> 01:27:10,392
She wasn't ready
to retire, she said.

1622
01:27:11,309 --> 01:27:16,231
If she would have lost
her vision just for the feeling

1623
01:27:16,356 --> 01:27:18,358
of coming out
on a positive note,

1624
01:27:18,483 --> 01:27:20,110
it just wouldn't
have been worth it.

1625
01:27:20,235 --> 01:27:24,656
And I think she realized
it was time to move on.

1626
01:27:27,909 --> 01:27:30,662
Boxing for me has always
been my safe space,

1627
01:27:30,787 --> 01:27:32,998
since I was 13 years old.

1628
01:27:33,123 --> 01:27:35,667
So making the decision to retire

1629
01:27:35,792 --> 01:27:37,502
wasn't an easy choice for me.

1630
01:27:38,462 --> 01:27:40,182
When she decided to retire,
I was, you know,

1631
01:27:40,255 --> 01:27:42,132
from a financial
aspect, you say,

1632
01:27:42,257 --> 01:27:44,235
"look, we've put a lot of
investment in this, getting it,

1633
01:27:44,259 --> 01:27:46,303
getting her into
the position where she is."

1634
01:27:46,803 --> 01:27:48,764
And which we did, but, um,

1635
01:27:49,389 --> 01:27:51,892
at the end of the day, you got
to respect her decision.

1636
01:27:52,017 --> 01:27:54,019
As I say, she is the person
getting in the ring,

1637
01:27:54,144 --> 01:27:55,312
and I respected it entirely.

1638
01:27:55,437 --> 01:27:56,730
I never, never sat her down

1639
01:27:56,855 --> 01:27:58,440
and tried to talk
her out of it at all.

1640
01:27:58,565 --> 01:28:00,605
You know, I just wished
her the best for the future.

1641
01:28:01,067 --> 01:28:04,196
I do think that she probably
wasn't the best advised

1642
01:28:04,321 --> 01:28:08,408
on the pro side, which for
me is sickening to watch

1643
01:28:08,533 --> 01:28:13,872
because I fought so hard
to get women's boxing license.

1644
01:28:13,997 --> 01:28:16,750
So that they didn't
have to do what I had to do.

1645
01:28:17,626 --> 01:28:22,214
I'd see so many female boxers
come and go over the years

1646
01:28:22,339 --> 01:28:25,258
that could have been really
good now that had to just give

1647
01:28:25,383 --> 01:28:26,760
it up just to survive.

1648
01:28:28,720 --> 01:28:31,807
I just feel with Nick, that
she was just badly promoted

1649
01:28:32,516 --> 01:28:36,186
she should have been on the
same level as Anthony Joshua,

1650
01:28:36,311 --> 01:28:38,396
who'd done the same
as her at the Olympics.

1651
01:28:38,522 --> 01:28:40,982
So why wasn't she?
Why wasn't she?

1652
01:28:43,193 --> 01:28:45,529
When boxing was taken away,

1653
01:28:45,946 --> 01:28:48,406
it meant
that I was forced to face

1654
01:28:48,532 --> 01:28:51,743
the problems I have with
trauma from my childhood.

1655
01:28:52,828 --> 01:28:55,038
It was quite overwhelming.

1656
01:28:56,915 --> 01:28:59,709
I can feel when my
heart starts to race

1657
01:28:59,835 --> 01:29:01,586
and I remember
saying to Ella, like,

1658
01:29:01,711 --> 01:29:03,296
I don't know why
I'm feeling like that,

1659
01:29:03,421 --> 01:29:05,507
because I've never had to deal

1660
01:29:05,632 --> 01:29:07,634
with any of those
feelings before.

1661
01:29:11,888 --> 01:29:13,974
I'm starting
to let my guard down now.

1662
01:29:14,099 --> 01:29:17,853
And I don't have to fight
to survive anymore.

1663
01:29:24,943 --> 01:29:26,663
Last words
I actually said to Nicola

1664
01:29:26,695 --> 01:29:29,990
before the last training
session, it's going to take

1665
01:29:30,115 --> 01:29:33,577
off soon because
it looks like they're going

1666
01:29:33,702 --> 01:29:37,831
to be first to accept
female boxing in the Olympics.

1667
01:29:38,999 --> 01:29:40,500
And then it's all go from there.

1668
01:29:42,168 --> 01:29:43,670
The world is your oyster.

1669
01:29:44,713 --> 01:29:46,256
And she just laughed about it.

1670
01:29:46,381 --> 01:29:49,092
I said, "no, seriously,
it's going to be massive.

1671
01:29:50,760 --> 01:29:52,040
It really is going
to be massive.

1672
01:29:52,137 --> 01:29:53,377
Make sure you're ready for it."

1673
01:29:54,014 --> 01:29:55,390
She said, "ready for what?"

1674
01:29:55,515 --> 01:29:56,933
I said,

1675
01:29:57,434 --> 01:30:00,186
"whatever it is, just ride
it till the wheels come off."

1676
01:30:02,856 --> 01:30:04,250
First, you have to acknowledge

1677
01:30:04,274 --> 01:30:05,358
that she's a winner.

1678
01:30:06,401 --> 01:30:08,236
She had a
great sense of who she was,

1679
01:30:08,361 --> 01:30:10,363
and what she was capable of.

1680
01:30:12,198 --> 01:30:15,035
She was the pioneer
in the sport.

1681
01:30:15,160 --> 01:30:17,746
Whenever I go
anywhere and start talking

1682
01:30:17,871 --> 01:30:19,956
about boxing, people say
"oh, I know that girl,

1683
01:30:20,081 --> 01:30:21,499
I remember that
girl from Leeds."

1684
01:30:21,625 --> 01:30:23,710
She's still in their minds.

1685
01:30:23,835 --> 01:30:25,462
Everyone remembers
that girl from Leeds.

1686
01:30:26,212 --> 01:30:28,548
Her winning those gold
medals at the olympic games

1687
01:30:28,673 --> 01:30:31,843
have propelled these girls
to be inspired to want to,

1688
01:30:31,968 --> 01:30:34,638
you know, reach
the... the heights that she did.

1689
01:30:34,763 --> 01:30:36,389
Her impact on
the sport, I think,

1690
01:30:36,514 --> 01:30:40,352
would be truthfully
felt in the years to come.

1691
01:30:40,936 --> 01:30:43,188
The team, now that we've
got involved in england boxing,

1692
01:30:43,313 --> 01:30:45,082
when I asked them,
you know, what inspires them,

1693
01:30:45,106 --> 01:30:46,441
you know, why are they boxing?

1694
01:30:46,566 --> 01:30:48,151
Quite often
Nicola's name comes up.

1695
01:30:48,276 --> 01:30:50,654
"I want to be
the next Nicola Adams."

1696
01:30:50,779 --> 01:30:53,907
The Olympics
is a pathway now for girls.

1697
01:30:54,616 --> 01:30:56,076
Team gb, there's
girls on the team

1698
01:30:56,201 --> 01:30:57,494
and there's boys on the team.

1699
01:30:57,619 --> 01:30:59,096
The girls got sent
away at the tournaments,

1700
01:30:59,120 --> 01:31:01,098
the same as the boys get
sent away at the tournaments.

1701
01:31:01,122 --> 01:31:02,832
And that's because
of Nicola's gold medals.

1702
01:31:04,459 --> 01:31:08,338
She will continue
to change people's view

1703
01:31:08,463 --> 01:31:11,841
to what women can be.

1704
01:31:12,467 --> 01:31:15,762
Boxing or any fighting
sport, it's a completely

1705
01:31:15,887 --> 01:31:18,932
different view of what women
are perceived to be.

1706
01:31:20,934 --> 01:31:24,437
People need to know
that it's very empowering.

1707
01:31:25,563 --> 01:31:27,357
Every girl should
know what it feels like

1708
01:31:27,482 --> 01:31:29,317
to feel invincible.

1709
01:31:30,485 --> 01:31:32,779
Nikki's fight, it's going
to make things a lot easier

1710
01:31:32,904 --> 01:31:34,781
for the girls coming through.

1711
01:31:34,906 --> 01:31:36,658
It's all been like a path.

1712
01:31:36,783 --> 01:31:38,576
And she's always
leading the way.

1713
01:31:39,285 --> 01:31:43,790
She projects enjoyment
and happiness and positivity.

1714
01:31:43,915 --> 01:31:47,002
And I think for many,
many years, we have struggled

1715
01:31:47,127 --> 01:31:50,213
with what felt like
a burden, not just the burden

1716
01:31:50,338 --> 01:31:53,008
of shame for
the lgbtq community.

1717
01:31:53,133 --> 01:31:56,344
But a weight
we felt dragging us back.

1718
01:31:56,469 --> 01:31:59,556
And what I love about
Nicola is she powers forward.

1719
01:32:00,390 --> 01:32:02,517
I shouldn't be where I am now.

1720
01:32:03,685 --> 01:32:06,479
I had so many people telling me,

1721
01:32:06,604 --> 01:32:08,815
"no, you'll never be a boxer."

1722
01:32:10,400 --> 01:32:14,237
I just didn't want
them to project what they see

1723
01:32:14,362 --> 01:32:16,531
as a future onto me.

1724
01:32:17,032 --> 01:32:20,035
I knew their limitations
weren't mine.

1725
01:32:26,916 --> 01:32:30,420
If I could tell
the eight year old me anything,

1726
01:32:31,379 --> 01:32:34,758
I'd tell her to not be afraid,

1727
01:32:34,883 --> 01:32:37,427
that life's going to get better.

1728
01:32:37,552 --> 01:32:40,889
And I know there's times
when it's going to be scary.

1729
01:32:42,432 --> 01:32:45,018
But you are so much
stronger than you realize.

1730
01:32:49,147 --> 01:32:50,815
Okay, we're done.

1731
01:33:17,008 --> 01:33:19,344
J“ me again, allow me to pick
up where I left off j“

1732
01:33:20,595 --> 01:33:23,348
j“ the biggest phenomenon
and I'm Picasso with the pen j“

1733
01:33:24,516 --> 01:33:27,602
j“ niggas always talk shit 'til
I hit them with the realness j“

1734
01:33:28,770 --> 01:33:30,480
j“ figured I should say some' j“

1735
01:33:30,605 --> 01:33:32,085
j“ but you don't
wanna hear me vent j“

1736
01:33:33,775 --> 01:33:36,095
j“ you can talk bad all day
long I'll never be impressed j“

1737
01:33:36,611 --> 01:33:38,446
j“ dunno what I did
to make you feel j“

1738
01:33:38,571 --> 01:33:39,971
j“ that you be earnin'
my respect j“

1739
01:33:41,366 --> 01:33:43,868
j“ you do not scare me
no, you are not a threat j“

1740
01:33:45,245 --> 01:33:48,373
j“ anyone that want it they can
get it in a flash, no sweat j“

1741
01:33:49,207 --> 01:33:50,667
j“ if you're gonna
talk on my name j“

1742
01:33:50,792 --> 01:33:52,544
j“ least say it
with your chest j“

1743
01:33:52,669 --> 01:33:54,504
j“ got my team on deck
taking out all pawns j“

1744
01:33:54,629 --> 01:33:56,965
j“ and my knight got your
queen in check, mate j“

1745
01:33:57,924 --> 01:34:00,343
j“ don't get touchy, don't be
getting in your feelings I

1746
01:34:01,511 --> 01:34:04,430
j“ all I do is kill shit, shit,
even when I'm chillin' j“

1747
01:34:05,265 --> 01:34:08,601
j“ I'm Jay-Z on a bad day,
Shakespeare on my worst days j“

1748
01:34:10,145 --> 01:34:12,897
j“ never been a punk, trust you
can get it in the worst wayj'

1749
01:34:13,857 --> 01:34:15,567
j“ fuck it, lemme get
a birthday cake j“

1750
01:34:15,692 --> 01:34:17,068
j“ and it ain't even
my birthday j“

1751
01:34:17,986 --> 01:34:19,487
j“ 'cause when lswitch then j“

1752
01:34:19,612 --> 01:34:21,406
j“ they wanna say
that I'm a bitch I

1753
01:34:21,531 --> 01:34:23,950
j“ you're not listening
you're not listening j“

1754
01:34:24,075 --> 01:34:25,743
j“ I said it with my chest j“

1755
01:34:25,869 --> 01:34:27,912
j“ and I don't care
who I offend, uh-huh j“

1756
01:34:28,037 --> 01:34:30,165
j'hahj'

1757
01:34:30,290 --> 01:34:33,251
j“ came through swinging outta
gate on a mad one, no fucks j“

1758
01:34:34,252 --> 01:34:36,212
j“ steppin' to the kid
tryna bring it j“

1759
01:34:36,337 --> 01:34:37,657
j“ lpromise you'll
have no luck j“

1760
01:34:39,299 --> 01:34:41,718
j“ you sold out for a quick
buzz honey, you got no love j“

1761
01:34:42,427 --> 01:34:45,805
j“ no less than what I know
I'm worth and I won't budge j“

1762
01:34:46,472 --> 01:34:48,349
j“ in and out of doorways j“

1763
01:34:48,474 --> 01:34:50,143
j“ juggin'-juggin'
through the Broadway j“

1764
01:34:50,685 --> 01:34:53,855
j'Anthony, where would I be
now I went done it your way? J“

1765
01:34:54,856 --> 01:34:57,942
j“ I been exhausted, man
I think I need a tour break j“

1766
01:34:59,027 --> 01:35:00,820
j“ might take a trip
to the Philippines j'

1767
01:35:00,945 --> 01:35:02,488
I with my Spanish boy, Jorge j“

1768
01:35:02,614 --> 01:35:04,616
j“ holla my plug like j“

1769
01:35:04,741 --> 01:35:07,101
j“ "I'm back in town and I need
a ounce gimme more flavs" j“

1770
01:35:07,202 --> 01:35:08,828
j“ take mum on a spree like j“

1771
01:35:08,953 --> 01:35:10,713
I "get anything you want
this is your day" j“

1772
01:35:10,788 --> 01:35:12,749
j“ I followed
the white rabbit j'

1773
01:35:12,874 --> 01:35:14,768
j“ got a couple carrots
I know that I got bad habits j“

1774
01:35:14,792 --> 01:35:16,794
j“ tryna find the balance j“

1775
01:35:16,920 --> 01:35:18,856
j“ I'm in the store like, "I
wanna have it gotta have it" j“

1776
01:35:18,880 --> 01:35:20,480
j“ you are not
the toughest or baddest j“

1777
01:35:20,548 --> 01:35:22,425
j“ me pen is the maddest j“

1778
01:35:22,717 --> 01:35:24,862
j“ I've probably ended careers
and it's never out of malice j“

1779
01:35:24,886 --> 01:35:27,286
j“ gas level ain't even on ten
and still they can't manage j“

1780
01:35:27,889 --> 01:35:31,059
j“ they think I'm a shy one,
like, "nah simz won't flip" j“

1781
01:35:31,851 --> 01:35:34,854
j“ but when I switch, then they
wanna say that I'm a bitch j“

1782
01:35:37,857 --> 01:35:41,152
j“ I said it with my chest and
I don't care who I offend j“

1783
01:35:41,277 --> 01:35:43,780
j' uh-huh, hah! J“

1784
01:35:46,032 --> 01:35:49,494
j“ I said it with my chest and
I don't care who I offend j“

1785
01:35:49,619 --> 01:35:51,496
j' uh-huh, hah! J“