1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:03,754 --> 00:00:06,171 [instrumental music] 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:34,618 --> 00:00:37,536 [music continues] 5 00:00:47,256 --> 00:00:48,797 [Meg] Found some. 6 00:00:52,636 --> 00:00:55,846 -Thanks. -When's your appointment? 7 00:00:55,973 --> 00:00:59,183 Uh, not until 12 o'clock. 8 00:01:00,311 --> 00:01:03,854 Oh! You've got a few minutes. 9 00:01:05,941 --> 00:01:08,400 You're sure you don't want me coming with you? 10 00:01:08,486 --> 00:01:10,069 Don't worry about it. 11 00:01:10,154 --> 00:01:12,946 I don't have to meet my next client until 2:15. 12 00:01:13,032 --> 00:01:15,824 It's okay. Mike said he would try to make it. 13 00:01:16,952 --> 00:01:19,620 Okay, so where is he? 14 00:01:22,666 --> 00:01:24,366 Have you even told him, Bren? 15 00:01:24,460 --> 00:01:27,169 He said he would try to make it, Meg. 16 00:01:29,090 --> 00:01:30,297 Okay. 17 00:01:33,511 --> 00:01:35,377 I should probably get going. 18 00:01:35,471 --> 00:01:37,387 Are you sure you don't want me there? 19 00:01:37,515 --> 00:01:39,389 I'm sure. 20 00:01:39,517 --> 00:01:41,809 It's probably just a follow-up appointment anyway. 21 00:01:42,520 --> 00:01:43,435 Right. 22 00:01:43,521 --> 00:01:46,480 [instrumental music] 23 00:01:53,531 --> 00:01:54,738 [Dr. Boyer] Ms. Lee? 24 00:01:56,492 --> 00:01:59,076 Brenda? 25 00:01:59,203 --> 00:02:02,621 I know this prognosis can seem daunting to say the least. 26 00:02:02,706 --> 00:02:05,457 There are resources here at the hospital available to you 27 00:02:05,543 --> 00:02:07,242 throughout treatment. 28 00:02:07,336 --> 00:02:10,245 Now aside from the breast cancer diagnosis, 29 00:02:10,339 --> 00:02:13,048 you also carry the BRCA1 gene mutation, 30 00:02:13,134 --> 00:02:16,426 which could be passed down to any children 31 00:02:16,554 --> 00:02:17,752 should you have any. 32 00:02:17,847 --> 00:02:19,972 So if you do, let them know 33 00:02:20,057 --> 00:02:22,891 so they can be tested as soon as possible. 34 00:02:27,773 --> 00:02:28,897 How... 35 00:02:31,026 --> 00:02:32,609 How long? 36 00:02:32,736 --> 00:02:34,486 [Dr. Boyer] This is not a guarantee, 37 00:02:34,572 --> 00:02:38,282 but based upon cases I've seen similar to yours, 38 00:02:38,409 --> 00:02:41,702 if you were to do nothing, the odds of you surviving this 39 00:02:41,787 --> 00:02:43,328 are slim. 40 00:02:43,414 --> 00:02:45,289 Nine months. 41 00:02:45,416 --> 00:02:46,999 Maybe ten. 42 00:02:47,084 --> 00:02:49,618 This is an aggressive form of cancer, 43 00:02:49,712 --> 00:02:53,130 and what I recommend as soon as possible is surgery, 44 00:02:53,257 --> 00:02:54,840 chemo and radiation. 45 00:03:06,270 --> 00:03:08,896 -[telephone ringing] -[laptop keys clacking] 46 00:03:21,785 --> 00:03:23,160 Oh, shoot. 47 00:03:30,127 --> 00:03:32,252 Are you just now returning from lunch? 48 00:03:32,338 --> 00:03:34,663 I'm sorry, my appointments took longer than I thought they wo-- 49 00:03:34,757 --> 00:03:36,548 That's the second time this week you've had an appointment 50 00:03:36,634 --> 00:03:38,008 take longer than you thought it would. 51 00:03:38,135 --> 00:03:42,179 Yeah, I'm sorry. I'll-I'll make up the-the time. 52 00:03:42,306 --> 00:03:43,597 Yes, you will. 53 00:03:51,482 --> 00:03:52,397 [cell phone chimes] 54 00:04:07,164 --> 00:04:10,123 [instrumental music] 55 00:04:12,169 --> 00:04:13,252 [sniffles] 56 00:04:16,507 --> 00:04:18,090 [door opens] 57 00:04:48,163 --> 00:04:51,081 [music continues] 58 00:05:25,367 --> 00:05:26,533 [thunder rumbling] 59 00:05:26,618 --> 00:05:27,826 [gasps] 60 00:05:32,624 --> 00:05:33,790 [grunts] 61 00:05:36,795 --> 00:05:37,961 [mumbles] 62 00:05:49,975 --> 00:05:52,893 [music continues] 63 00:06:16,668 --> 00:06:17,626 [mumbles] 64 00:06:18,962 --> 00:06:21,838 [instrumental music] 65 00:06:32,810 --> 00:06:34,976 [cell phone vibrating] 66 00:06:35,771 --> 00:06:37,145 [groans] 67 00:06:41,652 --> 00:06:43,685 Bren, what happened? 68 00:06:43,779 --> 00:06:45,112 [Meg] Are you okay? 69 00:06:46,490 --> 00:06:47,656 [sobbing] No. 70 00:06:50,369 --> 00:06:51,618 Is it... 71 00:06:52,496 --> 00:06:54,830 [sobbing] 72 00:06:55,666 --> 00:06:56,748 Yes. 73 00:06:59,503 --> 00:07:02,370 -I'm coming over. -No. No, no, I'm fine. 74 00:07:02,464 --> 00:07:03,839 No, you're not fine. 75 00:07:03,924 --> 00:07:06,341 [Brenda] I am, I really... I'm okay. 76 00:07:06,427 --> 00:07:08,218 [sniffles] Mike's here. 77 00:07:09,847 --> 00:07:11,388 How'd he take it? 78 00:07:12,808 --> 00:07:14,891 [sobbing] 79 00:07:15,018 --> 00:07:18,937 Hey. Hey. It'll be all right. 80 00:07:19,022 --> 00:07:22,557 We're gonna get through this, okay? Okay, Bren? 81 00:07:22,651 --> 00:07:27,237 [sobbing] Okay. 82 00:07:27,364 --> 00:07:30,240 And listen, I-I don't care what time it is, 83 00:07:30,367 --> 00:07:34,453 if you ever need anything, you let me know, yeah? 84 00:07:35,706 --> 00:07:38,331 [breathing heavily] 85 00:07:38,417 --> 00:07:40,375 Meg, there... 86 00:07:41,587 --> 00:07:42,919 There is something I need 87 00:07:43,046 --> 00:07:46,465 to a... ask you for. 88 00:07:46,550 --> 00:07:50,343 Of course. What is it? 89 00:07:50,429 --> 00:07:53,180 [Brenda] I need you to help me find someone. 90 00:07:54,141 --> 00:07:55,140 Who? 91 00:08:06,778 --> 00:08:07,861 [groans] 92 00:08:20,042 --> 00:08:22,417 [breathing heavily] 93 00:08:24,755 --> 00:08:27,714 [cell phone vibrating] 94 00:08:31,261 --> 00:08:33,678 -[groans] -[footsteps approaching] 95 00:08:36,934 --> 00:08:40,810 [groans] These overnight shifts are killing me. 96 00:08:42,397 --> 00:08:46,140 [sighs] Maybe a cushy office job like yours 97 00:08:46,235 --> 00:08:48,527 would be better on my back. 98 00:08:48,612 --> 00:08:51,154 Well, sitting all day isn't good for you, either. 99 00:08:51,281 --> 00:08:55,909 Yeah? Well, neither is standing. 100 00:09:01,625 --> 00:09:04,826 How did your, um, thing go yesterday? 101 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:06,753 Uh, the dentist appointment? 102 00:09:08,924 --> 00:09:11,967 It was a doctor's appointment. 103 00:09:12,052 --> 00:09:15,345 -[sighs] Right. How'd that go? -[cell phone chimes] 104 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:20,225 I have to get ready for work. 105 00:09:20,310 --> 00:09:23,270 [instrumental music] 106 00:09:28,443 --> 00:09:30,610 Hey. Hey, guys. 107 00:09:33,865 --> 00:09:35,115 [exhales sharply] 108 00:09:43,292 --> 00:09:44,541 [sighs] 109 00:09:46,503 --> 00:09:49,421 [laptop keys clacking] 110 00:09:59,224 --> 00:10:01,308 [thuds] 111 00:10:01,393 --> 00:10:02,976 Not gonna get any views if you don't have 112 00:10:03,061 --> 00:10:06,062 anything to say, Talia. 113 00:10:06,189 --> 00:10:09,816 Great! Thanks for the insight, Tobias. 114 00:10:09,901 --> 00:10:13,153 Yeah. Yeah, sure. 115 00:10:13,238 --> 00:10:15,897 [exhales sharply] 116 00:10:15,991 --> 00:10:19,117 Talia, remind me again why you dated Tobias? 117 00:10:19,202 --> 00:10:20,619 I think most everyone here would agree 118 00:10:20,704 --> 00:10:23,071 that drywall has a more interesting personality. 119 00:10:23,165 --> 00:10:25,999 You'll never let me live that down, will you? 120 00:10:26,084 --> 00:10:29,169 -Sorry, no. -We had a lot in common. 121 00:10:29,254 --> 00:10:32,005 And then he stole your idea. 122 00:10:32,090 --> 00:10:33,923 I mean, do the editors really think an in-depth piece 123 00:10:34,051 --> 00:10:36,843 about body positivity came from that brain? 124 00:10:36,928 --> 00:10:39,012 -Look at him. -[Tobias laughing] 125 00:10:39,097 --> 00:10:40,755 Did you see how many hits it's gotten so far? 126 00:10:40,849 --> 00:10:42,423 Mm, don't remind me. 127 00:10:42,517 --> 00:10:44,059 The worst part is all the big bosses 128 00:10:44,144 --> 00:10:46,019 have been singing his praises ever since. 129 00:10:46,104 --> 00:10:48,313 Whatever weird alternate dimension we're in, I want out. 130 00:10:48,398 --> 00:10:51,483 [sighs] Look, I just need to come up with a concept he can't 131 00:10:51,568 --> 00:10:53,902 steal, then everyone will see him for what he really is. 132 00:10:53,987 --> 00:10:55,937 A trust-fund baby with major daddy issues 133 00:10:56,031 --> 00:10:58,439 and an obsession with obnoxiously printed shirts? 134 00:10:58,533 --> 00:11:00,825 -A fraud, Morgan. -Right. That, too. 135 00:11:00,911 --> 00:11:02,777 Look, he's gonna get what's coming to him, okay? 136 00:11:02,871 --> 00:11:04,954 I'm a big believer in karma. 137 00:11:09,086 --> 00:11:11,369 -[car lock beeps] -[sighs] 138 00:11:11,463 --> 00:11:14,339 [instrumental music] 139 00:11:33,026 --> 00:11:35,360 -[sighs] -[items clattering] 140 00:11:43,245 --> 00:11:44,369 [sighs] 141 00:11:46,707 --> 00:11:48,957 You know, we should be kind to ourselves right now. 142 00:11:50,585 --> 00:11:51,626 [exhales sharply] 143 00:11:55,132 --> 00:11:56,464 Okay. 144 00:11:56,550 --> 00:11:59,509 [laptop keys clacking] 145 00:12:03,724 --> 00:12:04,764 [sighs] 146 00:12:13,275 --> 00:12:14,566 Are you serious? 147 00:12:17,320 --> 00:12:18,987 [laptop chimes] 148 00:12:19,072 --> 00:12:21,406 -Oh, come on! -[doorbell rings] 149 00:12:27,914 --> 00:12:29,205 [door opens] 150 00:12:29,291 --> 00:12:30,457 Hey. 151 00:12:31,668 --> 00:12:33,001 Can I help you? 152 00:12:39,885 --> 00:12:42,469 -Talia Carroll? -Yeah. 153 00:12:44,139 --> 00:12:47,432 I'm... Brenda Lee. 154 00:12:48,310 --> 00:12:50,810 Your birth mother. 155 00:12:54,733 --> 00:12:56,316 Uh, uh... 156 00:12:56,443 --> 00:12:59,152 Can we talk inside? 157 00:12:59,279 --> 00:13:02,113 How did you find me? 158 00:13:02,199 --> 00:13:06,651 My friend, she, she helped me. She's a social worker. 159 00:13:06,745 --> 00:13:10,038 I-I-I found you months ago, but I... 160 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:14,209 I-I-I have something important to tell you. 161 00:13:14,294 --> 00:13:16,002 Can, can we talk inside? 162 00:13:16,129 --> 00:13:18,213 Why would I let you inside my home? 163 00:13:18,298 --> 00:13:20,381 I don't even know who you are. 164 00:13:22,594 --> 00:13:25,178 Wait! Talia, please. 165 00:13:25,305 --> 00:13:27,847 [sighs] What? 166 00:13:49,496 --> 00:13:50,537 [Talia sighs] 167 00:13:51,498 --> 00:13:54,374 [instrumental music] 168 00:13:56,253 --> 00:13:57,418 Five minutes. 169 00:14:11,184 --> 00:14:13,768 [Talia] Triple-negative. Never even heard of that. 170 00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:17,939 [Brenda] Me neither. 171 00:14:18,024 --> 00:14:20,817 Apparently, it's not very good. 172 00:14:20,902 --> 00:14:23,820 Well, I mean, no cancer is, but... 173 00:14:25,323 --> 00:14:26,614 You know what I mean. 174 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:30,827 So what's your plan? 175 00:14:32,372 --> 00:14:34,247 -Plan? -Yeah, like, what now? 176 00:14:34,374 --> 00:14:36,833 Chemo? Radiation? Herbal teas? 177 00:14:36,918 --> 00:14:39,794 Uh, well, uh, 178 00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:42,255 possibly a-a mastectomy. 179 00:14:42,382 --> 00:14:45,249 Why possibly? 180 00:14:45,343 --> 00:14:49,220 Well, my doctor and I are discussing all the options. 181 00:14:51,182 --> 00:14:53,433 What other options are there? 182 00:14:53,560 --> 00:14:57,595 Well, that's pretty much the only one at the moment. 183 00:14:57,689 --> 00:15:01,766 Seems pretty simple then, either get the surgery or don't. 184 00:15:01,860 --> 00:15:05,770 Well, there are a lot of moving parts to this. 185 00:15:05,864 --> 00:15:08,606 But you're getting it done, right? 186 00:15:08,700 --> 00:15:10,775 Yeah. 187 00:15:10,869 --> 00:15:13,411 Definitely. Yeah. 188 00:15:20,545 --> 00:15:22,170 So... 189 00:15:24,466 --> 00:15:28,626 So, um, the reason that I'm here 190 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:31,346 is because, uh, the, um, 191 00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:34,849 gene mutation that I have, the one that causes the cancer, 192 00:15:34,935 --> 00:15:37,969 it could possibly be... 193 00:15:38,063 --> 00:15:40,480 hereditary. 194 00:15:40,607 --> 00:15:43,024 And I, I thought I should let you know, 195 00:15:43,109 --> 00:15:45,693 so that you could get yourself checked out. 196 00:15:45,779 --> 00:15:48,738 -[sighs] -I thought it was... 197 00:15:48,823 --> 00:15:52,742 I-I thought it was a good idea to tell you in person. 198 00:15:52,827 --> 00:15:55,119 Okay, well, thanks for going through all this trouble 199 00:15:55,205 --> 00:15:57,497 to find me just to tell me that I could have cancer. 200 00:15:57,624 --> 00:15:58,831 Thanks a lot. 201 00:16:00,585 --> 00:16:01,960 I'm sorry. 202 00:16:03,421 --> 00:16:04,587 [sighs] 203 00:16:08,802 --> 00:16:11,177 [sighs] No, I'm sorry. 204 00:16:13,348 --> 00:16:16,007 This is a little much, I mean, it's not exactly 205 00:16:16,101 --> 00:16:18,009 how I pictured our first meeting. 206 00:16:18,103 --> 00:16:19,978 Tell me about it. 207 00:16:23,817 --> 00:16:26,776 [cell phone ringing] 208 00:16:28,822 --> 00:16:30,187 I gotta go grab that real quick. 209 00:16:30,281 --> 00:16:34,075 Um, make yourself at home, I guess. 210 00:16:40,834 --> 00:16:43,751 [line ringing] 211 00:16:46,006 --> 00:16:48,256 -[Talia on phone] Hey, mom! -Tal. 212 00:16:48,341 --> 00:16:51,050 Okay, where are you? Is the traffic really bad or something? 213 00:16:51,177 --> 00:16:54,804 Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. I totally blanked about dinner. 214 00:16:54,889 --> 00:16:56,547 [Diana on phone] That seems a little odd, concerning 215 00:16:56,641 --> 00:16:57,882 we texted about it this morning. 216 00:16:57,976 --> 00:16:59,517 [Talia] I know, I know. I'm sorry. 217 00:16:59,602 --> 00:17:01,936 I got distracted by work. 218 00:17:02,022 --> 00:17:03,730 Um, a new feature I'm writing. 219 00:17:03,857 --> 00:17:05,732 Okay, well, you know what, I'm gonna wrap you up a plate. 220 00:17:05,859 --> 00:17:07,233 -And I can be there in 30. -No! 221 00:17:07,360 --> 00:17:09,944 I mean, ha-ha, that deli where you accidentally 222 00:17:10,030 --> 00:17:12,229 knocked the waitress over is just up the street. 223 00:17:12,323 --> 00:17:15,575 I'll go grab something from there, unless you wanna join me. 224 00:17:15,702 --> 00:17:19,070 [Diana] Oh, my God, no, that's the last thing I wanna do. 225 00:17:19,164 --> 00:17:20,329 I'm never going back there again, 226 00:17:20,415 --> 00:17:22,290 that was so embarrassing. 227 00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:25,251 -I was absolutely mortified. -Me, too. 228 00:17:25,378 --> 00:17:27,462 [Diana] Knocking over all those plates, that poor girl. 229 00:17:27,547 --> 00:17:29,422 Uh, yeah, sorry, mom. I-I gotta go. 230 00:17:29,549 --> 00:17:32,508 -[line disconnects] -Tal? 231 00:17:33,470 --> 00:17:35,094 Hang on one sec. 232 00:17:35,221 --> 00:17:38,765 -Sorry about that. -I should really get going. 233 00:17:38,892 --> 00:17:42,268 Uh, thank you so much for letting me inside. 234 00:17:43,229 --> 00:17:45,763 You have a lovely home. 235 00:17:45,857 --> 00:17:49,400 Can't take all the credit. Well, my parents helped. 236 00:17:49,486 --> 00:17:51,936 They insisted, there's no way I could afford this 237 00:17:52,030 --> 00:17:54,030 on my peasant salary. 238 00:17:55,575 --> 00:17:57,575 That's good to know. 239 00:17:59,913 --> 00:18:01,537 Wait. Wait. 240 00:18:01,623 --> 00:18:05,541 So, do you wanna, maybe, exchange numbers or something? 241 00:18:06,461 --> 00:18:09,295 Oh. Sure. Okay. 242 00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:11,547 Okay. Great. 243 00:18:11,633 --> 00:18:13,800 Um, give me your phone and I'll-I'll put myself in. 244 00:18:13,927 --> 00:18:15,593 Oh, um... 245 00:18:17,263 --> 00:18:20,431 -There. -[cell phone keys clacking] 246 00:18:22,602 --> 00:18:25,686 -Can I ask you something? -Sure. 247 00:18:25,772 --> 00:18:28,064 I don't really know how to say this without sounding weird, 248 00:18:28,149 --> 00:18:31,192 but how much time do you have left? 249 00:18:31,945 --> 00:18:33,528 Oh. 250 00:18:33,613 --> 00:18:36,614 Uh, well... 251 00:18:36,699 --> 00:18:38,983 I, uh, don't really know. 252 00:18:39,077 --> 00:18:41,494 Your doctor couldn't give you a time frame or anything? 253 00:18:42,789 --> 00:18:43,830 [Talia sighs] 254 00:18:46,126 --> 00:18:48,126 I can't imagine how that must feel. 255 00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:52,004 So what are you gonna do? 256 00:18:52,132 --> 00:18:53,998 What's your plan outside of treatment? 257 00:18:54,092 --> 00:18:58,836 W-well, the last three months was just about 258 00:18:58,930 --> 00:19:00,972 building up the courage to come knocking on your door 259 00:19:01,057 --> 00:19:03,891 once I found you. 260 00:19:03,977 --> 00:19:07,270 But now that that's done, I... 261 00:19:07,355 --> 00:19:09,013 I don't know. 262 00:19:09,107 --> 00:19:11,849 What else is there? 263 00:19:11,943 --> 00:19:16,362 Well, why don't we start with dinner tomorrow? 264 00:19:16,489 --> 00:19:18,856 You wanna go to dinner, with me? 265 00:19:18,950 --> 00:19:20,858 Yeah. I mean, unless you're busy or something. 266 00:19:20,952 --> 00:19:22,410 Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. 267 00:19:22,495 --> 00:19:26,789 -I-I mean, no, I-I'm not busy. -Oh, okay, great. 268 00:19:26,875 --> 00:19:28,207 Whe-where do you wanna go? 269 00:19:28,334 --> 00:19:32,203 Uh, I usually grab a-a-a burger 270 00:19:32,297 --> 00:19:35,923 at, at Burger Hut or-or-or a sandwich at Gerry's. 271 00:19:36,009 --> 00:19:38,709 -Those are good and fast. -Okay, those are options. 272 00:19:38,803 --> 00:19:41,212 But what about something different? Something new? 273 00:19:41,306 --> 00:19:42,930 Like, what? 274 00:19:44,726 --> 00:19:47,551 Chez Marcel's? It's a nicer place, on Johnson Street. 275 00:19:47,645 --> 00:19:51,063 Do you know it? Tomorrow, six-ish? 276 00:19:51,191 --> 00:19:52,899 -Why not? -Okay. 277 00:19:53,026 --> 00:19:55,902 -See you tomorrow then. Okay. -Okay. 278 00:19:58,907 --> 00:19:59,906 [sighs] 279 00:20:08,208 --> 00:20:11,459 [Morgan] So what's she like, this shiny new mom of yours? 280 00:20:11,544 --> 00:20:15,922 She seems... reserved. 281 00:20:16,049 --> 00:20:19,800 A little uneasy. But I mean, I was feeling the same way, too. 282 00:20:19,886 --> 00:20:21,919 It's just so weird, seeing her in the flesh, 283 00:20:22,013 --> 00:20:23,012 standing in front of me. 284 00:20:23,097 --> 00:20:24,421 And it makes perfect sense. 285 00:20:24,515 --> 00:20:26,098 This is kind of major for both of you. 286 00:20:26,226 --> 00:20:29,260 Totally. You know, it's funny. 287 00:20:29,354 --> 00:20:32,096 When I asked her what her plan was for the whole cancer thing, 288 00:20:32,190 --> 00:20:34,982 she didn't seem to have one, she said she wanted to find me 289 00:20:35,068 --> 00:20:36,767 to tell me about the gene, and that was it. 290 00:20:36,861 --> 00:20:40,738 So she's got nothing? No back-up plan? 291 00:20:40,823 --> 00:20:42,156 -No trick plays? -Nope. 292 00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:43,616 -No Hail Marys? -Nada. 293 00:20:43,743 --> 00:20:45,660 Like, not even a bucket list. 294 00:20:46,955 --> 00:20:47,954 [gasps] 295 00:20:49,123 --> 00:20:51,499 Talia Carroll, there it is. 296 00:20:52,669 --> 00:20:54,293 There what is? 297 00:20:54,420 --> 00:20:57,338 The article that's gonna kick Tobias' idea-stealing ass 298 00:20:57,423 --> 00:20:59,799 three ways from Sunday. 299 00:20:59,926 --> 00:21:03,469 A breast-cancer bucket list. 300 00:21:03,596 --> 00:21:07,306 I don't know, Morgan. Doesn't that seem a little exploitative? 301 00:21:07,433 --> 00:21:09,133 -No. -Okay, maybe not to you. 302 00:21:09,227 --> 00:21:11,060 But to, like, to a normal person. 303 00:21:11,145 --> 00:21:14,855 [scoffs] Uh, Tal, listen, readers know a heartfelt story 304 00:21:14,941 --> 00:21:17,358 when they read it, and what I'm seeing 305 00:21:17,443 --> 00:21:20,903 is a young woman reconnecting with her dying birth mother, 306 00:21:20,989 --> 00:21:23,314 helping her live the rest of her life to the fullest. 307 00:21:23,408 --> 00:21:25,825 Someone give this woman her Pulitzer, stat! 308 00:21:27,578 --> 00:21:28,536 [sighs] 309 00:21:30,748 --> 00:21:32,873 It just seems in bad taste. 310 00:21:32,959 --> 00:21:36,877 But this is your story, from your perspective, no one else's. 311 00:21:36,963 --> 00:21:39,380 How-how is that in bad taste? 312 00:21:39,465 --> 00:21:41,090 You are not gonna mess this up. 313 00:21:41,175 --> 00:21:44,302 Tal, this is it. This is your story. 314 00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:52,560 [indistinct chatter] 315 00:22:02,864 --> 00:22:04,864 Do you have a reservation? 316 00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:08,159 Uh, um, yeah. 317 00:22:08,244 --> 00:22:10,870 I-I think for two, 318 00:22:10,997 --> 00:22:13,956 under Talia Carroll. 319 00:22:14,042 --> 00:22:17,251 There. Gotcha. Right this way. 320 00:22:30,683 --> 00:22:33,559 [cell phone vibrating] 321 00:22:56,918 --> 00:23:00,169 [exhales sharply] Brenda! Hey! 322 00:23:00,254 --> 00:23:02,671 -Hi. -Hey. 323 00:23:02,757 --> 00:23:04,465 -Oh? -[Talia chuckles] 324 00:23:04,550 --> 00:23:06,425 Sorry I'm late. Work is nuts. 325 00:23:06,552 --> 00:23:09,178 -No, don't worry about it. -[Talia chuckles] 326 00:23:09,263 --> 00:23:10,721 So excited! 327 00:23:12,683 --> 00:23:14,475 -How's it goin'? -Good. 328 00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:17,603 I will give you two a few minutes to look over the menu. 329 00:23:17,730 --> 00:23:20,597 -Um, are you ready? -Uh, uh, sure. 330 00:23:20,691 --> 00:23:23,275 Okay, um, I will start with a Caesar salad, 331 00:23:23,403 --> 00:23:24,944 then I'll have the steak, medium rare, 332 00:23:25,071 --> 00:23:26,487 with roasted potatoes on the side. 333 00:23:26,572 --> 00:23:28,322 Excellent choice. How about you? 334 00:23:28,408 --> 00:23:31,700 Uh, uh, the house salad, please. 335 00:23:31,786 --> 00:23:33,160 -All right. -What? No, no, no, Brenda. 336 00:23:33,246 --> 00:23:35,246 -Order whatever you want. -Are you sure? 337 00:23:35,331 --> 00:23:38,999 Yes! Look, if you want the 32 ounce porterhouse, go for it. 338 00:23:39,085 --> 00:23:42,336 [chuckles] Um... 339 00:23:44,132 --> 00:23:46,048 I'll just have what she's having. 340 00:23:46,134 --> 00:23:48,676 Sounds good. It'll be right out. 341 00:23:48,761 --> 00:23:50,010 Thank you. 342 00:23:55,184 --> 00:23:56,976 Mm... 343 00:23:57,103 --> 00:23:59,136 -Thank you. -Mm-hmm. 344 00:23:59,230 --> 00:24:02,314 So who do you have supporting you during all this? 345 00:24:02,442 --> 00:24:06,569 A partner, siblings, other family? 346 00:24:06,654 --> 00:24:08,904 Well, there's my friend, Meg. 347 00:24:08,990 --> 00:24:12,408 Uh, she and I have known each other forever. 348 00:24:12,493 --> 00:24:15,077 It's nice to have someone in your life like that. 349 00:24:15,163 --> 00:24:17,371 -Mm-hmm. -Where'd you guys meet? 350 00:24:17,457 --> 00:24:19,156 At school. 351 00:24:19,250 --> 00:24:22,710 Uh, she was studying to be a social worker 352 00:24:22,795 --> 00:24:26,589 and, um, and I was taking art history. 353 00:24:26,674 --> 00:24:28,799 We met up in a liberal arts class. 354 00:24:29,677 --> 00:24:31,719 We just hit it off. 355 00:24:31,804 --> 00:24:34,472 Twenty years later, she's working for the state 356 00:24:34,557 --> 00:24:38,100 and I'm, uh, in data entry. 357 00:24:41,481 --> 00:24:43,939 Is Meg all you have? 358 00:24:44,025 --> 00:24:45,774 Well, there's Mike, but... 359 00:24:45,860 --> 00:24:47,651 Is Mike your husband? 360 00:24:47,737 --> 00:24:50,237 Uh, no. No, no, no. Uh... 361 00:24:51,824 --> 00:24:55,451 We've been together for a long time, but... 362 00:24:55,536 --> 00:24:57,161 I don't wanna bore you with the details. 363 00:24:57,246 --> 00:24:59,705 No. No, you're not boring me at all. 364 00:24:59,832 --> 00:25:01,707 I mean, I wanna hear everything. 365 00:25:01,834 --> 00:25:06,128 I wanna know about you, I wanna know about my, um, your family. 366 00:25:06,214 --> 00:25:09,373 Like, were you born here? Have you always lived in the city? 367 00:25:09,467 --> 00:25:12,426 I immigrated with my parents from Beijing 368 00:25:12,512 --> 00:25:15,971 about 35 years ago, 369 00:25:16,057 --> 00:25:20,059 and I've never really lived anywhere else. 370 00:25:20,186 --> 00:25:23,229 I've never really traveled anywhere else either. 371 00:25:24,857 --> 00:25:28,359 Um, are your parents 372 00:25:28,444 --> 00:25:30,319 still around? 373 00:25:31,739 --> 00:25:35,032 They passed away when I was 11. 374 00:25:38,037 --> 00:25:40,120 [instrumental music] 375 00:25:40,206 --> 00:25:42,456 I'm so sorry. Hav... 376 00:25:45,711 --> 00:25:48,087 Did you have someone to take care of you after that? 377 00:25:49,715 --> 00:25:51,215 Just myself. 378 00:25:52,468 --> 00:25:54,635 My... 379 00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,513 I was in foster care until I was 18. 380 00:25:59,141 --> 00:26:01,809 Start you two off with some bread. 381 00:26:03,062 --> 00:26:05,646 Main courses will be right out. 382 00:26:05,731 --> 00:26:07,064 -Thank you. -Yeah. 383 00:26:10,861 --> 00:26:13,153 Is my dad around? 384 00:26:16,242 --> 00:26:17,616 His family 385 00:26:17,743 --> 00:26:21,662 wouldn't let him get involved. 386 00:26:21,747 --> 00:26:25,249 They said that, uh, having a child out of wedlock 387 00:26:25,334 --> 00:26:29,712 would be a stain on their family's reputation. 388 00:26:29,797 --> 00:26:34,717 So he had to choose either them or me. 389 00:26:39,515 --> 00:26:41,798 I was young and terrified 390 00:26:41,892 --> 00:26:44,435 and... all alone. 391 00:26:46,314 --> 00:26:48,063 I didn't wanna drag you into all of that, 392 00:26:48,149 --> 00:26:52,818 so I, I did what I thought was best for both of us. 393 00:26:55,698 --> 00:26:56,864 Was it? 394 00:26:59,869 --> 00:27:01,994 I've been really lucky. 395 00:27:02,121 --> 00:27:04,988 Um, I love my job, I may even be able to pay off 396 00:27:05,082 --> 00:27:06,749 my student loans in the next 40 years or so. 397 00:27:06,834 --> 00:27:09,209 -[laughs] -W-w-what do you do? 398 00:27:09,295 --> 00:27:12,671 Um, I work at Repeat Media. 399 00:27:12,798 --> 00:27:15,257 It's a website that covers news and culture. 400 00:27:15,343 --> 00:27:18,177 -I'm a writer. -Oh, a writer? 401 00:27:18,304 --> 00:27:21,430 -Well, that sounds fun. -Yeah. It is. 402 00:27:21,515 --> 00:27:23,932 Um, I work in the lifestyle department, 403 00:27:24,018 --> 00:27:26,393 so I get to tackle articles on political issues 404 00:27:26,479 --> 00:27:28,562 and city issues and feminist issues. 405 00:27:28,648 --> 00:27:29,938 I've got a lot of issues, apparently. 406 00:27:30,024 --> 00:27:31,690 [both chuckling] 407 00:27:35,488 --> 00:27:39,239 And, uh, your parents... 408 00:27:40,493 --> 00:27:41,992 are they good to you? 409 00:27:43,287 --> 00:27:44,453 Yeah. 410 00:27:45,665 --> 00:27:48,123 They're really good people. 411 00:27:48,209 --> 00:27:52,086 They adopted me when I was only a few months old. 412 00:27:52,171 --> 00:27:54,963 I never felt like I wasn't their daughter. 413 00:27:55,049 --> 00:27:56,256 Let me show you. 414 00:27:58,844 --> 00:28:00,094 Okay. 415 00:28:03,557 --> 00:28:04,723 [both chuckling] 416 00:28:04,850 --> 00:28:07,142 [Talia] We were being kinda silly. 417 00:28:07,228 --> 00:28:08,227 Yeah. 418 00:28:12,233 --> 00:28:17,111 How did they tell you about the whole adoption thing? 419 00:28:18,948 --> 00:28:21,240 Um... 420 00:28:21,367 --> 00:28:24,118 They were always pretty open about it. 421 00:28:24,203 --> 00:28:26,036 If I ever asked a question, they would answer as honestly 422 00:28:26,122 --> 00:28:27,788 as they could, plus, it was kind of obvious 423 00:28:27,873 --> 00:28:30,240 that I was adopted. I mean, we don't exactly look alike. 424 00:28:30,334 --> 00:28:32,576 [laughing] So... 425 00:28:32,670 --> 00:28:36,797 All right. Two steaks, medium rare. 426 00:28:36,882 --> 00:28:38,549 Can I get you ladies anything else? 427 00:28:38,634 --> 00:28:40,592 Um, I think we're good. Thank you. 428 00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:42,177 -Enjoy. -Thanks. 429 00:28:44,724 --> 00:28:47,975 That's all you get for all that money? 430 00:28:48,060 --> 00:28:50,260 It's no wonder I've never eaten here. 431 00:28:50,354 --> 00:28:51,353 [Talia chuckles] 432 00:28:54,191 --> 00:28:55,691 [Talia] So yesterday you mentioned not having 433 00:28:55,776 --> 00:28:58,152 much of a plan during all this. 434 00:28:58,237 --> 00:29:00,696 Is there anything that you've always wanted to try, 435 00:29:00,781 --> 00:29:02,114 but have never been able to do? 436 00:29:02,241 --> 00:29:04,116 Like, like skydiving 437 00:29:04,243 --> 00:29:06,368 or dog-sledding or bungee jumping? 438 00:29:06,454 --> 00:29:07,911 Things like that? 439 00:29:07,997 --> 00:29:10,539 Uh, no, I've never really thought about it. 440 00:29:14,086 --> 00:29:19,006 What do you think about... a bucket list? 441 00:29:19,091 --> 00:29:20,090 Excuse me? 442 00:29:20,176 --> 00:29:21,133 Haven't you always wanted to 443 00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:22,801 make one, to do all the things 444 00:29:22,928 --> 00:29:23,927 that you've always wanted to do, 445 00:29:24,013 --> 00:29:25,095 but were too afraid to try? 446 00:29:25,181 --> 00:29:26,680 [chuckles] I, I don't know. 447 00:29:26,766 --> 00:29:28,390 Yes! It'll be fun, I promise. 448 00:29:28,476 --> 00:29:32,936 I-I could help you. I mean, we could do it together. 449 00:29:33,022 --> 00:29:35,063 I-I don't want to interfere more than I already-- 450 00:29:35,149 --> 00:29:37,691 No, no, you're not interfering, you're not interfering. 451 00:29:37,777 --> 00:29:40,644 Um, okay, what is the one thing in life 452 00:29:40,738 --> 00:29:43,489 that you've always wanted to do, but have never had the chance? 453 00:29:43,616 --> 00:29:46,408 [Brenda] Uh, uh... 454 00:29:46,494 --> 00:29:48,577 I don't know, maybe, um... 455 00:29:50,289 --> 00:29:52,456 Uh, not have to worry about money. 456 00:29:52,541 --> 00:29:57,753 Okay, um, number one, withdraw my savings account. 457 00:29:57,838 --> 00:30:00,255 -[both laughing] -I don't know about that. 458 00:30:00,341 --> 00:30:02,299 I mean, go big or go home, right? 459 00:30:02,384 --> 00:30:07,012 Well, if I spend all my money, I wouldn't have a home. 460 00:30:07,139 --> 00:30:09,005 -Oh. Sorry. -[chuckles] That's okay. 461 00:30:09,099 --> 00:30:11,225 Okay. Number two? 462 00:30:11,310 --> 00:30:15,229 Uh, uh, I guess, quit my job? 463 00:30:15,314 --> 00:30:19,149 Yes! Quit my job with a bang. 464 00:30:20,694 --> 00:30:22,236 Number three? 465 00:30:22,321 --> 00:30:24,613 Uh, uh, eat at a fancy restaurant. 466 00:30:24,698 --> 00:30:25,948 [Talia] Just like that, you already accomplished 467 00:30:26,033 --> 00:30:27,533 one item off your list. 468 00:30:27,660 --> 00:30:29,409 Uh, four? 469 00:30:29,495 --> 00:30:31,954 See every exhibit at the Louvre. 470 00:30:32,039 --> 00:30:34,748 [Talia] Oui! Amazing. 471 00:30:34,834 --> 00:30:37,701 Oh, number five, kick Mike to the curb. 472 00:30:37,795 --> 00:30:38,961 [Talia] Uh, adios, Mike. 473 00:30:39,046 --> 00:30:41,630 [both laughing] 474 00:30:41,715 --> 00:30:44,091 Um, number six? 475 00:30:44,176 --> 00:30:46,093 Get back in the water. 476 00:30:50,391 --> 00:30:53,267 -[Talia] Number seven? -[waves gurgling] 477 00:30:58,691 --> 00:30:59,773 Brenda? 478 00:31:00,943 --> 00:31:02,150 Brenda? 479 00:31:03,863 --> 00:31:05,195 Are you okay? 480 00:31:08,158 --> 00:31:09,241 Yeah. 481 00:31:11,537 --> 00:31:13,871 We can just pick this up again later. 482 00:31:27,636 --> 00:31:29,386 Here we are. 483 00:31:29,471 --> 00:31:31,171 [Talia] Here we are. 484 00:31:31,265 --> 00:31:33,181 Um, where are you parked? 485 00:31:33,309 --> 00:31:35,058 -Oh, that's me right there. -Oh! Okay. 486 00:31:35,144 --> 00:31:36,393 -[both chuckling] -And you? 487 00:31:36,478 --> 00:31:39,354 -I'm right there. -Oh! Okay. 488 00:31:39,481 --> 00:31:42,691 -Okay. -[both chuckling] 489 00:31:42,818 --> 00:31:45,527 [Brenda] Um, could I ask you a favor? 490 00:31:45,654 --> 00:31:46,612 Sure. 491 00:31:48,324 --> 00:31:49,781 Do you think maybe 492 00:31:49,867 --> 00:31:53,410 you could help me add to that list? 493 00:31:53,495 --> 00:31:56,872 I don't think I could do this alone. 494 00:31:56,999 --> 00:31:59,791 I would love that. Um, I'll text you in a few days. 495 00:31:59,877 --> 00:32:03,086 -And maybe we can meet up then? -Okay. That'd be great. 496 00:32:03,172 --> 00:32:05,547 -Okay. Okay. -Okay. Okay. 497 00:32:05,674 --> 00:32:07,466 -Uh, drive safe. -[Talia] You, too. 498 00:32:07,551 --> 00:32:09,876 -Okay. Goodnight. -Goodnight. 499 00:32:09,970 --> 00:32:11,878 [Brenda] Okay. 500 00:32:11,972 --> 00:32:14,431 -Bye! -Bye! 501 00:32:14,516 --> 00:32:17,434 [instrumental music] 502 00:32:26,195 --> 00:32:28,904 [door opens, shuts] 503 00:32:29,031 --> 00:32:31,782 Hey, Ben, those financials by 9:00. 504 00:32:42,586 --> 00:32:44,411 -Hey, Brenda. -Hi. 505 00:32:44,505 --> 00:32:47,673 It's getting late, just checking in, seeing how things are going. 506 00:32:47,758 --> 00:32:50,842 Uh, good. They're, they're, they're going great. 507 00:32:50,928 --> 00:32:52,344 Thank you. 508 00:33:10,447 --> 00:33:12,072 Is there a reason why these intake forms 509 00:33:12,157 --> 00:33:14,116 haven't been processed yet? 510 00:33:14,243 --> 00:33:16,109 Some of these are two weeks old. 511 00:33:16,203 --> 00:33:18,662 I, um... 512 00:33:18,747 --> 00:33:21,707 [breathing heavily] 513 00:33:21,792 --> 00:33:24,543 I... Kevin, I have something to tell you. 514 00:33:24,628 --> 00:33:28,380 I, uh, I wanted to tell you that I... 515 00:33:29,758 --> 00:33:31,258 that, um... 516 00:33:33,804 --> 00:33:35,012 [cell phone chimes] 517 00:33:41,645 --> 00:33:43,270 What is it, Brenda? 518 00:33:46,275 --> 00:33:48,233 I'll get on these right away. 519 00:33:50,988 --> 00:33:52,195 [whispers] I'm sorry. 520 00:33:53,115 --> 00:33:54,489 I'm sorry. 521 00:34:00,289 --> 00:34:01,830 [sobbing] 522 00:34:06,962 --> 00:34:07,961 [indistinct chatter on TV] 523 00:34:08,047 --> 00:34:10,422 [Marty laughs] 524 00:34:10,507 --> 00:34:12,165 [man on TV] Especially that was the media... 525 00:34:12,259 --> 00:34:15,177 [indistinct chatter on TV] 526 00:34:20,476 --> 00:34:23,060 -Okay. Thanks. -You're welcome. 527 00:34:23,145 --> 00:34:24,311 [cell phone chimes] 528 00:34:28,108 --> 00:34:30,233 [indistinct chatter on TV] 529 00:34:31,737 --> 00:34:34,654 [cell phone keys clacking] 530 00:34:36,158 --> 00:34:37,657 Wanna help me dry? 531 00:34:41,830 --> 00:34:43,330 Yes. 532 00:34:46,168 --> 00:34:48,627 -Something important? -Nope, just work. 533 00:34:48,712 --> 00:34:51,088 You seem to be really busy with work lately. 534 00:34:51,173 --> 00:34:53,632 Uh, yeah, I've had some tight deadlines. 535 00:34:55,886 --> 00:34:57,511 I kinda miss you. 536 00:34:59,098 --> 00:35:03,225 I know. I'm sorry. 537 00:35:03,352 --> 00:35:05,769 I have this one feature that I have to write, 538 00:35:05,854 --> 00:35:08,555 and then, promise, I will be here all the time. 539 00:35:08,649 --> 00:35:11,691 Okay, are you wearing those glasses that I got you 540 00:35:11,777 --> 00:35:14,069 so that the computer light thing doesn't... 541 00:35:14,196 --> 00:35:16,363 -The blue-light glasses, yes. -[Diana] Yes. 542 00:35:16,448 --> 00:35:17,781 -Yes. Thank you. -[Diana] Excellent. 543 00:35:17,866 --> 00:35:20,242 The-the reviews were good, so... 544 00:35:22,204 --> 00:35:24,871 -Hey, mom? -Hm? 545 00:35:26,917 --> 00:35:28,750 Did you know my birth mom? 546 00:35:31,713 --> 00:35:36,299 Um, well, I never met her, 547 00:35:36,385 --> 00:35:39,010 if that's what you're asking, uh... 548 00:35:41,098 --> 00:35:46,017 From what I remember, she was young 549 00:35:46,103 --> 00:35:50,063 and didn't really have a support system. 550 00:35:50,149 --> 00:35:53,400 Giving you up must've been the hardest decision of her life. 551 00:35:54,486 --> 00:35:55,610 Right. 552 00:35:57,489 --> 00:35:59,156 You okay? 553 00:35:59,241 --> 00:36:01,199 Yes. Yeah. 554 00:36:03,078 --> 00:36:04,786 I mean, I know that it can be tough. 555 00:36:04,913 --> 00:36:08,832 But you can always talk to me about anything. 556 00:36:10,294 --> 00:36:13,336 I know. Thanks, mom. 557 00:36:13,422 --> 00:36:15,589 -I love you. -Love you, too. 558 00:36:16,592 --> 00:36:19,217 [Marty snoring] 559 00:36:19,303 --> 00:36:21,970 Oh. Marty. 560 00:36:22,097 --> 00:36:25,974 [laughs] He was awake, like, five seconds ago. 561 00:36:26,101 --> 00:36:27,475 [Diana] Every night, like clock work. 562 00:36:27,603 --> 00:36:29,135 [Talia] How does that happen so fast? 563 00:36:29,229 --> 00:36:30,228 [Diana] Well... 564 00:36:34,651 --> 00:36:35,775 Okay. 565 00:36:37,946 --> 00:36:40,155 [gasps] Freddy! 566 00:36:50,667 --> 00:36:53,627 [instrumental music] 567 00:37:13,315 --> 00:37:16,233 [Brenda exhales] We're gonna get in so much trouble for this. 568 00:37:16,318 --> 00:37:17,692 [Talia] Wait, which one is it? 569 00:37:17,819 --> 00:37:20,362 -It's the one with the big tree. -Big-- 570 00:37:20,489 --> 00:37:22,280 But his light is still on. 571 00:37:22,366 --> 00:37:24,074 Then we shall wait. 572 00:37:27,996 --> 00:37:29,537 -So have you done-- -So how was-- 573 00:37:29,665 --> 00:37:32,624 -[chuckles] Oh, sorry. -You first. 574 00:37:32,709 --> 00:37:34,376 Um, I was just gonna ask if you've done 575 00:37:34,503 --> 00:37:36,628 anything else in your list. 576 00:37:36,713 --> 00:37:39,205 I've been pretty busy with work, so... 577 00:37:39,299 --> 00:37:40,966 Where do you work, again? 578 00:37:41,051 --> 00:37:44,177 Uh, Dunshire Capital. 579 00:37:44,263 --> 00:37:48,473 They deal with, uh, risk management and compliance. 580 00:37:48,558 --> 00:37:50,934 Sounds riveting. No wonder you wanna quit. 581 00:37:51,019 --> 00:37:52,894 -[chuckles] -Hm. 582 00:37:56,608 --> 00:37:58,191 How's everything else going? 583 00:37:59,361 --> 00:38:02,362 Um, well, not much has changed 584 00:38:02,447 --> 00:38:05,907 since the last time we spoke, but... 585 00:38:06,034 --> 00:38:07,784 I mean, have they scheduled your surgery yet? 586 00:38:07,869 --> 00:38:09,703 You'd think it'd be high priority. 587 00:38:09,788 --> 00:38:12,455 -You'd think so. -Did you try calling again? 588 00:38:12,541 --> 00:38:15,125 Or speaking to your doctor? I mean... 589 00:38:15,210 --> 00:38:19,129 Well, I, I don't really know how that kind of stuff works. 590 00:38:19,214 --> 00:38:21,006 -Talia. -Why don't you let me do it? 591 00:38:21,091 --> 00:38:22,716 I-I can figure this out really quick 592 00:38:22,801 --> 00:38:25,302 or get in there and I'll just, like, see what's going-- 593 00:38:25,387 --> 00:38:26,928 Oh, his light's off! 594 00:38:29,016 --> 00:38:30,590 It's go-time. 595 00:38:30,684 --> 00:38:32,392 [Brenda squeals] 596 00:38:33,478 --> 00:38:36,187 All right. Ready? 597 00:38:36,273 --> 00:38:37,772 [chuckles] You ready for this? 598 00:38:37,899 --> 00:38:41,434 Let's go. Come on. Come on. Come on. 599 00:38:41,528 --> 00:38:44,696 [Brenda] I don't wanna spend my final days in jail. 600 00:38:44,781 --> 00:38:46,573 [Talia] You're not gonna spend your final days in jail. 601 00:38:46,658 --> 00:38:48,241 Come on, no one goes to jail for TP-ing. 602 00:38:48,327 --> 00:38:49,701 [Brenda] No? Are you sure? [Talia] Come on, come on. 603 00:38:49,786 --> 00:38:51,277 Yeah, I'm sure. Come on! 604 00:38:51,371 --> 00:38:53,038 [Brenda] Why are we dressed like ninjas? 605 00:38:53,123 --> 00:38:57,667 Keep it cool, Bren. Number ten, TP Kevin's house. 606 00:38:57,753 --> 00:39:00,420 I can't believe we're doing this... 607 00:39:07,012 --> 00:39:10,055 Um, I tried to quit my job. 608 00:39:10,140 --> 00:39:11,890 -Tried? -I couldn't do it. 609 00:39:11,975 --> 00:39:15,226 I-I just feel like I'm stuck in a rut and I can't get out of it. 610 00:39:15,312 --> 00:39:16,978 -I get it. -You do? 611 00:39:17,105 --> 00:39:19,481 Yeah, I told my ex-boyfriend about this idea, 612 00:39:19,608 --> 00:39:21,733 and then he stole it from me. 613 00:39:21,818 --> 00:39:23,777 Yeah, like, I should've said something, right? 614 00:39:23,862 --> 00:39:27,322 I should've fought. Instead, I just let him do it. 615 00:39:27,449 --> 00:39:28,698 I'm not gonna let him do it again. 616 00:39:28,784 --> 00:39:29,991 [Talia chuckles, grunts] 617 00:39:30,118 --> 00:39:33,203 -Screw you, Tobias! -Oh, my gosh. 618 00:39:33,288 --> 00:39:34,704 Here, here, try it, try it, try it. 619 00:39:34,790 --> 00:39:36,748 [gasps] 620 00:39:36,833 --> 00:39:38,708 Uh... 621 00:39:38,794 --> 00:39:42,337 Uh, I-I-I'm sorry, I don't think I can do this. 622 00:39:42,464 --> 00:39:44,005 No, you can, you can, okay? 623 00:39:44,132 --> 00:39:46,925 Just forget about everything you're afraid of. 624 00:39:47,010 --> 00:39:49,636 Focus on the moment. Live for now. Okay? 625 00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:51,096 -Oh. -Stop being sorry. 626 00:39:51,181 --> 00:39:53,056 -Wait, stop being sorry? -Yeah. 627 00:39:53,141 --> 00:39:54,974 -I'm sorry. -Oh! 628 00:39:55,060 --> 00:39:57,852 You apologize for things that are out of your control. 629 00:39:57,979 --> 00:39:59,521 People are going to try and walk all over you, 630 00:39:59,648 --> 00:40:01,064 but you can't just let them do it. 631 00:40:01,149 --> 00:40:02,774 I mean, are you gonna let it happen forever? 632 00:40:02,859 --> 00:40:06,403 -No. -Okay. Repeat after me. 633 00:40:06,488 --> 00:40:08,947 No one is going to walk all over me. 634 00:40:09,032 --> 00:40:11,908 [both] No one is going to walk all over me. 635 00:40:11,993 --> 00:40:15,870 No one is going to walk all over me. 636 00:40:15,997 --> 00:40:19,416 No one is going to walk all over me! 637 00:40:19,501 --> 00:40:21,209 -Not anymore! -Yeah! 638 00:40:21,336 --> 00:40:23,962 -[grunts] -[Talia laughs] 639 00:40:24,047 --> 00:40:26,372 [Talia] Say it! Say it! Say it! Say it! Say it! Say it! 640 00:40:26,466 --> 00:40:27,632 Say it! Say it! Say it! 641 00:40:27,717 --> 00:40:29,300 [Brenda] Screw you, Kevin! 642 00:40:29,386 --> 00:40:31,094 [Talia laughs] 643 00:40:31,179 --> 00:40:34,139 [indistinct chatter] 644 00:40:36,017 --> 00:40:37,550 ♪ I'm so in love with me ♪ 645 00:40:37,644 --> 00:40:40,103 Screw you, Kevin! 646 00:40:42,023 --> 00:40:43,815 [laughter] 647 00:40:43,900 --> 00:40:46,484 ♪ I'm so in love with me ♪ 648 00:40:46,570 --> 00:40:50,396 ♪ So so so so in love with me ♪ 649 00:40:50,490 --> 00:40:53,616 ♪ I'm so so so so in love with me ♪ 650 00:40:53,702 --> 00:40:55,994 We got to go! Abort the mission! 651 00:40:56,079 --> 00:40:58,788 [indistinct yelling] 652 00:40:58,874 --> 00:41:02,000 ♪ I'm so I'm so in love with me ♪ 653 00:41:02,085 --> 00:41:05,044 [instrumental music] 654 00:41:14,097 --> 00:41:16,014 [indistinct chatter on TV] 655 00:41:16,099 --> 00:41:17,924 Where's the beer? I... 656 00:41:18,018 --> 00:41:21,394 Oh, I, I was, uh, running errands. 657 00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:23,313 -I forgot. I'm sorry. -Oh, God. 658 00:41:23,398 --> 00:41:25,732 [Mike] What, again? 659 00:41:25,817 --> 00:41:27,358 You know, you've been conveniently 660 00:41:27,444 --> 00:41:29,986 forgetting a lot recently. 661 00:41:32,741 --> 00:41:34,741 Where are my photo albums? 662 00:41:34,826 --> 00:41:36,367 I don't know. 663 00:41:36,453 --> 00:41:38,203 I-I left them right here on this table. 664 00:41:38,288 --> 00:41:39,829 -You must've moved them. -I didn't! 665 00:41:39,915 --> 00:41:42,165 -They were right here! -I don't know! 666 00:41:42,250 --> 00:41:44,876 I guess they disappeared after I took the initiative 667 00:41:44,961 --> 00:41:48,838 to clean up around here, so we don't live in a pigsty, Bren. 668 00:41:48,924 --> 00:41:51,216 I'm-I'm sorry, I've just been so bus... 669 00:41:51,301 --> 00:41:52,717 [Mike sighs] 670 00:41:55,263 --> 00:41:58,464 No one's gonna walk all over me. 671 00:41:58,558 --> 00:42:01,476 [indistinct chatter on TV] 672 00:42:08,276 --> 00:42:11,819 -I'm dying, Mike. -[laughs] 673 00:42:11,947 --> 00:42:13,321 What are you talking about, Bren? 674 00:42:13,448 --> 00:42:15,573 I have breast cancer. 675 00:42:17,285 --> 00:42:19,160 That, that's not funny. 676 00:42:19,287 --> 00:42:22,080 It's not a joke. Look at me. 677 00:42:25,335 --> 00:42:27,168 -[grunts] -Look at me. 678 00:42:27,295 --> 00:42:29,295 Don't you notice anything different? 679 00:42:29,381 --> 00:42:31,297 This didn't just happen overnight, you know? 680 00:42:31,383 --> 00:42:34,175 [laughs] What? 681 00:42:34,302 --> 00:42:36,502 When, when did you find out? 682 00:42:36,596 --> 00:42:37,971 A few months ago. 683 00:42:40,058 --> 00:42:42,183 And you never bothered to tell me? 684 00:42:42,310 --> 00:42:46,437 Oh, my God, Brenda. Brenda, what's the matter with you? 685 00:42:46,523 --> 00:42:49,023 -Excuse me? -You should've told me. 686 00:42:49,150 --> 00:42:51,234 I could've, we-we could've done something. 687 00:42:51,319 --> 00:42:53,987 -Like, what? -I don't know! Something! 688 00:42:54,072 --> 00:42:57,365 Well, it's a little too late for that now. 689 00:42:57,492 --> 00:43:00,034 [breathing heavily] 690 00:43:00,161 --> 00:43:02,870 [mumbles] 691 00:43:02,998 --> 00:43:04,706 Well, how long? 692 00:43:04,833 --> 00:43:07,542 I don't know, months, maybe. 693 00:43:07,669 --> 00:43:10,044 Well, how could you do this to me? 694 00:43:10,171 --> 00:43:12,171 -To you? -What, all those... 695 00:43:12,257 --> 00:43:14,716 What, all those mammogram reminders from your doctor 696 00:43:14,843 --> 00:43:17,260 that you just tossed in the trash? 697 00:43:17,345 --> 00:43:21,598 If only you had gone! They could've caught it sooner. 698 00:43:21,683 --> 00:43:23,683 You know what, this all could've been avoided 699 00:43:23,768 --> 00:43:27,520 if you weren't so selfish, so stubborn, so bull-headed! 700 00:43:27,606 --> 00:43:30,064 If I would've known about this earlier, 701 00:43:30,191 --> 00:43:31,899 this would all be different. 702 00:43:32,027 --> 00:43:33,943 You know what? You're right. 703 00:43:34,029 --> 00:43:36,070 This is all your fault. Yeah. 704 00:43:36,197 --> 00:43:39,032 You might've made me go and get tested 705 00:43:39,117 --> 00:43:41,451 and the doctors might've found it sooner. 706 00:43:41,536 --> 00:43:44,621 Maybe early enough to save my life, even. 707 00:43:44,706 --> 00:43:47,915 But I still wouldn't have been happy. 708 00:43:48,043 --> 00:43:49,917 And I haven't been happy, Mike. 709 00:43:50,045 --> 00:43:53,880 I haven't been happy for a very long time. 710 00:43:53,965 --> 00:43:56,966 And I would've been stuck in this one-way relationship, 711 00:43:57,052 --> 00:44:00,086 at this dead-end job, paying for this house, 712 00:44:00,180 --> 00:44:04,182 because you keep getting fired from every single job! 713 00:44:04,267 --> 00:44:08,928 And I would have continued living exactly as I always have, 714 00:44:09,022 --> 00:44:11,356 without purpose! 715 00:44:11,441 --> 00:44:13,149 But not anymore. 716 00:44:13,234 --> 00:44:16,235 Not with so little time left. 717 00:44:16,321 --> 00:44:19,864 Bren, wait. Wait, just, just, just, stop, stop, stop! 718 00:44:19,949 --> 00:44:22,274 Be rational for a minute, Bren! 719 00:44:22,369 --> 00:44:24,160 No! You stop! 720 00:44:26,748 --> 00:44:28,498 I am being rational. 721 00:44:30,168 --> 00:44:32,794 I have never thought more clearly 722 00:44:32,921 --> 00:44:35,588 in my entire life. 723 00:44:38,176 --> 00:44:39,300 Oh. 724 00:44:40,679 --> 00:44:42,053 -[sighs] -[door shuts] 725 00:44:45,475 --> 00:44:48,434 [instrumental music] 726 00:45:13,086 --> 00:45:16,003 [music continues] 727 00:45:24,556 --> 00:45:25,555 [doorbell ringing] 728 00:45:36,025 --> 00:45:38,943 [music continues] 729 00:45:45,702 --> 00:45:48,953 -[knocking] -Can I come in? 730 00:45:49,038 --> 00:45:52,832 Yeah. Come on in, Brenda. Have a seat. 731 00:45:56,212 --> 00:45:58,171 I'm glad you came by, actually. 732 00:45:58,256 --> 00:46:00,006 I've been looking over your personnel records 733 00:46:00,091 --> 00:46:03,593 for the last several years that you've been with the company. 734 00:46:03,678 --> 00:46:07,013 And during that time, you have hardly taken any sick days, 735 00:46:07,098 --> 00:46:09,724 your work's never been late 736 00:46:09,851 --> 00:46:12,059 and you've always been prompt. 737 00:46:12,187 --> 00:46:14,353 That was up until a few months ago. 738 00:46:16,691 --> 00:46:19,066 So tell me, Brenda, what's changed? 739 00:46:20,445 --> 00:46:23,362 [birds chirping] 740 00:46:29,954 --> 00:46:33,456 The world will keep on spinning long after I'm gone. 741 00:46:34,709 --> 00:46:36,125 Excuse me? 742 00:46:38,171 --> 00:46:40,421 A lot has changed, Kevin. 743 00:46:42,091 --> 00:46:43,883 I realized in the last couple of months 744 00:46:43,968 --> 00:46:48,721 that I need to be more proactive in my life... 745 00:46:49,682 --> 00:46:51,933 I need to make changes, 746 00:46:52,060 --> 00:46:54,519 and that I have the capacity 747 00:46:54,604 --> 00:46:57,647 to make those changes. 748 00:46:57,732 --> 00:47:01,275 Life is just a bunch of little moments 749 00:47:01,402 --> 00:47:03,611 all wrapped up together. 750 00:47:06,282 --> 00:47:09,867 And when I look back at those moments for the last time... 751 00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:16,499 I don't wanna think about all the time that I wasted here. 752 00:47:17,919 --> 00:47:19,126 I'm sorry? 753 00:47:20,588 --> 00:47:22,755 Thanks for everything, Kevin. 754 00:47:24,259 --> 00:47:25,591 I quit. 755 00:47:33,226 --> 00:47:37,311 You know, you're really not all that bad of a guy. 756 00:47:37,438 --> 00:47:38,479 We probably could've been friends 757 00:47:38,606 --> 00:47:40,815 if you weren't such a jerk. 758 00:47:43,111 --> 00:47:47,113 Oh. And, uh, sorry about the TP. 759 00:47:52,453 --> 00:47:53,995 Wait. The TP? 760 00:47:54,122 --> 00:47:57,206 [Brenda] An-and-and I just walked right out of there. 761 00:47:57,292 --> 00:47:59,083 I didn't even look back. it was like 762 00:47:59,168 --> 00:48:01,711 this wave of energy washed over me, 763 00:48:01,796 --> 00:48:04,672 and-and I just felt so, well, 764 00:48:04,799 --> 00:48:07,508 for lack of a better word, alive! 765 00:48:07,635 --> 00:48:08,926 [laughs] 766 00:48:09,012 --> 00:48:10,845 Are you sure that was a right decision? 767 00:48:10,972 --> 00:48:13,389 Oh, I have enough savings to last me for a while. 768 00:48:13,474 --> 00:48:15,850 Wow! Ha-ha. 769 00:48:15,977 --> 00:48:20,062 That does not sound like something you would say. 770 00:48:20,148 --> 00:48:24,025 The Brenda I know is work, work, work, no play. 771 00:48:24,152 --> 00:48:26,611 Well, maybe this is the new Brenda. 772 00:48:26,696 --> 00:48:29,697 You know, I, ever since I found Talia, I just, 773 00:48:29,824 --> 00:48:32,241 I see things from a different perspective. 774 00:48:32,327 --> 00:48:34,785 -How's that going? -Oh. Mm! 775 00:48:36,205 --> 00:48:39,031 It's going amazing, Meg. 776 00:48:39,125 --> 00:48:41,334 Yeah, and we-we started this bucket list, 777 00:48:41,419 --> 00:48:44,712 and ever since then every day is getting better and better. 778 00:48:44,839 --> 00:48:47,798 I'm doing things that I never thought I would before. 779 00:48:47,884 --> 00:48:50,301 And some of the things I do by myself, 780 00:48:50,386 --> 00:48:52,845 but most of the things I ask her to come with me. 781 00:48:52,931 --> 00:48:56,015 And it just feels so right. 782 00:48:57,393 --> 00:48:59,810 Bren, you know I love you. 783 00:49:02,190 --> 00:49:05,274 You know I'd do anything for you. 784 00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:07,401 But this whole thing with Talia, 785 00:49:07,528 --> 00:49:09,987 I mean, don't you think it's too much too soon? 786 00:49:10,073 --> 00:49:12,281 -What do you mean? -Well, look. 787 00:49:12,367 --> 00:49:15,493 You just came into her life, which is great. 788 00:49:15,578 --> 00:49:19,580 You're spending all this time together, which is also great. 789 00:49:19,707 --> 00:49:24,377 But think about it, Bren, what's going to happen when... 790 00:49:25,463 --> 00:49:27,964 if you're gone? 791 00:49:28,049 --> 00:49:30,257 She's lost you once before. 792 00:49:32,428 --> 00:49:34,929 How do you think she'll handle losing you again? 793 00:49:39,018 --> 00:49:42,812 That's why I decided to get the treatment. 794 00:49:44,774 --> 00:49:46,098 What? 795 00:49:46,192 --> 00:49:48,150 I called Dr. Boyer and we are planning it 796 00:49:48,236 --> 00:49:49,402 as soon as possible. 797 00:49:49,487 --> 00:49:51,737 And was this all because of Talia? 798 00:49:51,823 --> 00:49:55,157 I realized I have something to live for. 799 00:49:55,243 --> 00:49:57,994 [indistinct singing] 800 00:49:58,079 --> 00:49:59,787 Come here! Come here! 801 00:49:59,914 --> 00:50:02,331 -[indistinct singing] -[laughing] 802 00:50:02,417 --> 00:50:04,041 Okay, okay, okay, okay! Okay. 803 00:50:04,127 --> 00:50:05,876 Viva! Viva! 804 00:50:05,962 --> 00:50:07,211 -Viva! -La vida! 805 00:50:07,296 --> 00:50:09,588 -La vida! -Salut! 806 00:50:09,674 --> 00:50:11,048 -Todo. -All of it? 807 00:50:11,134 --> 00:50:12,717 -Oh, jeez, okay. -Todo. 808 00:50:14,762 --> 00:50:15,928 -Mm! -Ah! 809 00:50:16,014 --> 00:50:17,138 -[indistinct chatter] -Oh, yeah. 810 00:50:17,265 --> 00:50:19,974 -[laughing] -Okay, okay. 811 00:50:22,812 --> 00:50:24,729 [laptop keys clacking] 812 00:50:24,814 --> 00:50:27,773 [cell phone vibrating] 813 00:50:29,318 --> 00:50:31,318 -Hey, dad. -[Marty on phone] Hey, kiddo. 814 00:50:31,446 --> 00:50:33,145 Just calling to see if you can make supper tonight. 815 00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:36,907 Sorry, no. I've got some major deadlines I need to hit. 816 00:50:36,993 --> 00:50:39,410 [sighs] Who knew writing personal essays 817 00:50:39,495 --> 00:50:40,486 could be so stressful? 818 00:50:40,580 --> 00:50:42,204 Hey, um, listen. 819 00:50:42,290 --> 00:50:44,665 Is everything good with you these days? 820 00:50:44,792 --> 00:50:46,250 -Yeah. Why are you asking? -[Marty] Well... 821 00:50:46,335 --> 00:50:47,585 Don't tell her I said anything, but your mom 822 00:50:47,670 --> 00:50:49,295 is pretty worried about you. 823 00:50:49,380 --> 00:50:51,422 Like, normal, you know, you haven't made a family dinner 824 00:50:51,507 --> 00:50:53,924 in months, you're working all the time. 825 00:50:54,010 --> 00:50:56,218 You don't even come by to steal toilet paper anymore. 826 00:50:56,304 --> 00:50:58,763 [Talia] I am running low, now that you mention it. 827 00:50:58,848 --> 00:51:01,432 [Marty] We got plenty. Just... [Talia] Um, I gotta go. 828 00:51:01,517 --> 00:51:04,018 But I promise I will make this up to the both of you. 829 00:51:04,145 --> 00:51:05,895 Next week. Pizza. My treat. 830 00:51:05,980 --> 00:51:10,149 Okay, but seriously, call your mother. 831 00:51:10,234 --> 00:51:12,401 All right? And, uh, looking forward to pizza. 832 00:51:12,487 --> 00:51:14,612 -[Marty] Talk soon, sweetie. -Okay. Goodnight. 833 00:51:15,990 --> 00:51:17,698 [clears throat] 834 00:51:20,912 --> 00:51:21,911 Hey! 835 00:51:21,996 --> 00:51:23,370 I thought we would try 836 00:51:23,498 --> 00:51:25,039 something special. 837 00:51:25,166 --> 00:51:26,957 Oh, making! 838 00:51:27,043 --> 00:51:30,127 -It's a surprise! -Okay. 839 00:51:30,213 --> 00:51:33,172 [instrumental music] 840 00:51:42,683 --> 00:51:45,101 The jiaozi fen, the dumpling flour makes it 841 00:51:45,186 --> 00:51:47,561 so that the dough doesn't stick. 842 00:51:47,688 --> 00:51:49,647 Mm. Jiaozi fen. 843 00:51:49,732 --> 00:51:52,775 -Jiaozi fen. -Jiaozi fen. 844 00:51:52,860 --> 00:51:55,569 -[laughs] Perfect. -[Talia chuckles] 845 00:51:57,949 --> 00:52:00,574 -Okay. All right! -Okay. 846 00:52:00,701 --> 00:52:01,992 Teach me how to do this. 847 00:52:02,078 --> 00:52:05,454 -Okay. So you take the dough. -Okay. 848 00:52:05,540 --> 00:52:10,126 And then I press it in my palms, 849 00:52:10,211 --> 00:52:12,753 make it flat. There we go, okay. 850 00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:15,256 And then I hold it with my left hand, 851 00:52:15,383 --> 00:52:19,885 and with the right hand I'm gonna roll the pin 852 00:52:19,971 --> 00:52:22,596 like that, okay? 853 00:52:22,723 --> 00:52:24,256 -You got this? -I got... Yes. 854 00:52:24,350 --> 00:52:25,641 -Okay. You try. -Okay. 855 00:52:25,726 --> 00:52:27,393 -Okay! -There we go. 856 00:52:28,896 --> 00:52:30,312 [mumbles] 857 00:52:31,065 --> 00:52:32,523 Okay... 858 00:52:33,985 --> 00:52:38,112 If I turn it in. Okay, I got this. 859 00:52:38,239 --> 00:52:40,447 I can... I don't know how I'm gonna work this. 860 00:52:40,575 --> 00:52:42,867 -Okay. I don't got this. -[both laughing] 861 00:52:42,952 --> 00:52:45,578 Okay, here, let me help you salvage this. 862 00:52:45,663 --> 00:52:50,416 So just, there we go, put some pressure on the edges like that. 863 00:52:50,501 --> 00:52:51,950 -Okay. Okay. -Just push a little harder. 864 00:52:52,044 --> 00:52:54,753 -Okay. Here we go. -[cell phone vibrating] 865 00:52:54,839 --> 00:52:56,130 [Talia grunting] 866 00:52:56,257 --> 00:52:57,590 [Brenda] Okay, maybe not so hard. 867 00:52:57,675 --> 00:53:00,292 -[Talia] That's so ugly! -[Brenda laughing] 868 00:53:00,386 --> 00:53:02,961 -I'm just gonna let you do it. -[laughing] 869 00:53:03,055 --> 00:53:05,014 -Look, I can salvage this. -Yes. 870 00:53:05,099 --> 00:53:08,142 -Just... -There we go. Okay. 871 00:53:08,269 --> 00:53:09,977 -[Brenda] I got it. I got this. -[cell phone vibrating] 872 00:53:10,104 --> 00:53:11,979 There we go. 873 00:53:12,106 --> 00:53:13,439 -[chuckling] -Well... 874 00:53:13,524 --> 00:53:15,482 Where'd you learn how to make these? 875 00:53:15,610 --> 00:53:19,361 I used to do this every Chinese New Year with my mother. 876 00:53:21,866 --> 00:53:24,074 Yeah, she always complained that I stuffed it 877 00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:25,659 with too much filling. 878 00:53:25,786 --> 00:53:27,661 Uh, there's no such thing as too much filling. 879 00:53:27,788 --> 00:53:30,289 -Oh. Exactly. -[laughs] 880 00:53:32,627 --> 00:53:36,170 Gosh, I haven't done this in forever. 881 00:53:36,297 --> 00:53:40,007 But it's like riding a bike, you know, you never forget. 882 00:53:40,134 --> 00:53:41,550 [Talia] When was the last time? 883 00:53:43,638 --> 00:53:46,430 Not since she died. 884 00:53:49,310 --> 00:53:51,894 Then I tried to do it after the fact, but... 885 00:53:53,356 --> 00:53:55,689 It was just too much. I couldn't do it. 886 00:53:57,568 --> 00:54:00,736 That must've been hard, losing them both. 887 00:54:07,912 --> 00:54:09,328 How did it happen? 888 00:54:14,168 --> 00:54:17,044 [instrumental music] 889 00:54:22,385 --> 00:54:25,970 We used to go boating 890 00:54:26,055 --> 00:54:28,889 every summer on Sterling Lake. 891 00:54:31,686 --> 00:54:34,270 [Brenda] And when we'd get to the point 892 00:54:34,355 --> 00:54:38,607 where we couldn't see land anymore... 893 00:54:38,693 --> 00:54:42,319 my father would cut the engine 894 00:54:42,405 --> 00:54:45,322 and drop the anchor 895 00:54:45,408 --> 00:54:48,575 and just let us drift. 896 00:54:50,204 --> 00:54:53,330 I still remember, on windier days, 897 00:54:53,416 --> 00:54:55,332 the boat would rock... 898 00:54:56,752 --> 00:54:59,503 and it was so easy to just... 899 00:55:00,589 --> 00:55:01,964 fall asleep. 900 00:55:07,471 --> 00:55:08,929 On that day... 901 00:55:11,183 --> 00:55:15,019 I decided to go into the water while my parents were resting. 902 00:55:20,026 --> 00:55:24,737 And I got far way from the boat... 903 00:55:26,866 --> 00:55:28,907 when I heard the engine... 904 00:55:30,286 --> 00:55:31,785 from the other boat. 905 00:55:33,873 --> 00:55:38,042 And I turned around just in time to see the impact... 906 00:55:38,127 --> 00:55:40,002 [crashing] 907 00:55:40,087 --> 00:55:42,296 [breathing heavily] 908 00:55:49,764 --> 00:55:51,722 -[sobbing] -Are you okay? 909 00:55:52,933 --> 00:55:55,017 I just... 910 00:55:55,102 --> 00:55:57,061 I lost my breath for a second. 911 00:56:02,443 --> 00:56:04,860 [Brenda sobbing] 912 00:56:11,619 --> 00:56:13,827 [sniffles] 913 00:56:13,954 --> 00:56:16,330 I'm sorry you had to go through that alone... 914 00:56:17,958 --> 00:56:21,877 and that you grew up without a family. 915 00:56:21,962 --> 00:56:23,212 [sniffles] 916 00:56:26,175 --> 00:56:28,342 I used to think about you a lot. 917 00:56:29,804 --> 00:56:32,971 Like, who you were, 918 00:56:33,057 --> 00:56:36,100 if I had your eyes or your smile... 919 00:56:38,687 --> 00:56:40,604 why you gave me away... 920 00:56:42,817 --> 00:56:45,517 You know, when you first showed up at my door, 921 00:56:45,611 --> 00:56:48,404 I was anxious. 922 00:56:48,489 --> 00:56:52,741 I remember thinking, like, "Why here? Why now? 923 00:56:52,827 --> 00:56:56,703 Why, after 23 years, did you decide to barge into my life 924 00:56:56,831 --> 00:56:58,539 like you belonged there from the start?" 925 00:56:58,666 --> 00:57:00,707 I mean, I had a great childhood. 926 00:57:00,835 --> 00:57:03,127 I have parents who love me. 927 00:57:03,212 --> 00:57:06,255 I didn't think I would ever need to have you around. 928 00:57:06,340 --> 00:57:07,923 But now... 929 00:57:11,512 --> 00:57:15,597 I don't remember what life was like without you in it. 930 00:57:19,353 --> 00:57:21,645 I am so sorry. 931 00:57:21,730 --> 00:57:23,647 [both sobbing] 932 00:57:23,732 --> 00:57:28,026 I've never been more sorry for anything in my entire life. 933 00:57:28,112 --> 00:57:30,988 I know. I know. It's okay. 934 00:57:31,073 --> 00:57:33,365 -[door opens] -[Diana] Hey, Tal? 935 00:57:33,451 --> 00:57:36,493 [Marty] Hey, honey, we're here! [Talia] Oh, my God! 936 00:57:36,579 --> 00:57:40,205 Oh, my God! Okay. Okay. 937 00:57:40,291 --> 00:57:42,124 Ah... 938 00:57:42,209 --> 00:57:44,251 Mom! Dad! What are you guys doing here? 939 00:57:44,378 --> 00:57:45,544 -We brought dinner. -Are you cooking? 940 00:57:45,629 --> 00:57:47,379 'Cause it smells delicious. 941 00:57:48,382 --> 00:57:50,924 [instrumental music] 942 00:57:51,051 --> 00:57:54,094 -Who's your friend? -Um... 943 00:57:54,221 --> 00:57:58,765 Um, let's talk in my room for a quick sec, yeah? 944 00:57:58,893 --> 00:58:00,434 Dad, can you put the food on the table, please? 945 00:58:00,561 --> 00:58:02,769 Sure. Yeah. Plenty for everybody. 946 00:58:05,316 --> 00:58:06,523 Um... 947 00:58:11,155 --> 00:58:12,613 Okay. 948 00:58:13,574 --> 00:58:15,365 Mom? Wait. 949 00:58:26,629 --> 00:58:28,629 What are you doing here? 950 00:58:32,176 --> 00:58:34,009 -I should get going. -No, no, no, no. 951 00:58:34,094 --> 00:58:36,178 You don't have to go anywhere. Don't have to go anywhere. Okay? 952 00:58:37,598 --> 00:58:39,723 We, we were just making dumplings. 953 00:58:39,808 --> 00:58:41,642 Like, what does it matter? 954 00:58:41,769 --> 00:58:44,186 What does it matter? 955 00:58:44,271 --> 00:58:45,979 [Diana] I mean, you lied to us. 956 00:58:46,106 --> 00:58:48,649 And on top of that, your birth mother 957 00:58:48,776 --> 00:58:51,109 is standing in your house? 958 00:58:51,195 --> 00:58:53,904 Uh, when were you going to tell us that you found her? 959 00:58:57,284 --> 00:58:59,910 Well, she found me. She's, she's sick. 960 00:58:59,995 --> 00:59:01,828 She has cancer. 961 00:59:04,959 --> 00:59:08,752 Look, I'm sorry that you're unwell, 962 00:59:08,837 --> 00:59:11,505 but, um, can you just please tell me 963 00:59:11,632 --> 00:59:13,840 how the hell you found my daughter? 964 00:59:15,302 --> 00:59:17,502 [Brenda] Okay... 965 00:59:17,596 --> 00:59:21,390 My friend, she's a social worker. 966 00:59:21,475 --> 00:59:23,016 Are you kidding? 967 00:59:23,143 --> 00:59:26,603 Oh, wow, that is so reassuring! 968 00:59:26,689 --> 00:59:29,523 You know, maybe you can get me her name so I can go to her home 969 00:59:29,650 --> 00:59:31,608 and thank her. I'll just show up unannounced. 970 00:59:31,694 --> 00:59:33,610 Better yet, why don't I just call her supervisor? What do-- 971 00:59:33,696 --> 00:59:35,112 Look, nobody needs to get in trouble here. 972 00:59:35,197 --> 00:59:37,197 Yeah, everybody, let's just take a minute. 973 00:59:37,324 --> 00:59:39,408 -Let's take a breath-- -I'm not gonna take a breath! 974 00:59:39,493 --> 00:59:41,868 Mom, can you please relax? She had every right to find me... 975 00:59:41,996 --> 00:59:44,204 -Given the circumstances. -Uh, you lied! 976 00:59:44,331 --> 00:59:45,539 Because I knew you'd react exactly 977 00:59:45,666 --> 00:59:47,291 how you are right now, okay? 978 00:59:47,376 --> 00:59:49,626 Yes, but the article you're writing, is that a lie, too? 979 00:59:49,712 --> 00:59:52,963 No. That, that wasn't a lie, okay? 980 00:59:53,048 --> 00:59:56,300 I have been struggling ever since Tobias stole my idea. 981 00:59:56,385 --> 00:59:59,595 And so when Brenda showed up, I-I had to explore it. 982 00:59:59,680 --> 01:00:01,346 And I've been writing about her, 983 01:00:01,432 --> 01:00:03,140 about the bucket list her and I created, 984 01:00:03,225 --> 01:00:05,309 about how I could have the same 985 01:00:05,394 --> 01:00:07,311 cancer-causing gene mutation that she has. 986 01:00:07,396 --> 01:00:10,397 Okay, back up. Gene mutation? What are you talking about? 987 01:00:10,524 --> 01:00:12,649 -[Brenda] Talia... -Uh... 988 01:00:12,735 --> 01:00:14,151 All this time we spent together 989 01:00:14,236 --> 01:00:17,154 was just content for your article? 990 01:00:17,239 --> 01:00:20,073 No. No, no, no. That's not, that's not what I meant. 991 01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:22,284 -That's... -[groans] 992 01:00:24,580 --> 01:00:25,954 [Talia] Brenda? 993 01:00:27,041 --> 01:00:28,373 Are you okay? 994 01:00:34,048 --> 01:00:35,255 Brenda? 995 01:00:38,385 --> 01:00:39,751 [Talia] Oh, my God! Brenda? 996 01:00:39,845 --> 01:00:43,180 Oh, my God. Brenda? Mom, dad, call 911. 997 01:00:43,265 --> 01:00:46,183 [siren wailing] 998 01:00:48,896 --> 01:00:51,521 What is taking so long? Where is the doctor? 999 01:00:53,108 --> 01:00:54,983 Honey, I'm sure Brenda's gonna be fine, okay? 1000 01:00:55,069 --> 01:00:57,486 These things, they just take time. 1001 01:00:58,906 --> 01:00:59,988 Talia, you mentioned earlier 1002 01:01:00,074 --> 01:01:02,032 something about the cancer being-- 1003 01:01:02,117 --> 01:01:05,035 -Hereditary. -Yes. 1004 01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:06,611 That's why she came to find me, 1005 01:01:06,705 --> 01:01:09,665 to tell me that I could have the same gene mutation, 1006 01:01:09,750 --> 01:01:11,416 that I should get tested. 1007 01:01:15,506 --> 01:01:16,880 And have you? 1008 01:01:18,092 --> 01:01:19,958 [sighs] No. 1009 01:01:20,052 --> 01:01:21,426 Oh, Tal. 1010 01:01:21,512 --> 01:01:23,178 [Diana] You have to go get tested. 1011 01:01:23,263 --> 01:01:25,514 This isn't something that you can just flake on 1012 01:01:25,599 --> 01:01:27,891 or sweep under the rug. You really have to, like, just-- 1013 01:01:27,976 --> 01:01:30,352 Mom! What? What have I done wrong now? 1014 01:01:30,437 --> 01:01:32,771 I'm sorry that I haven't got tested. I'm sorry that I lied. 1015 01:01:32,856 --> 01:01:34,564 I'm sorry that Brenda's fighting for her life 1016 01:01:34,650 --> 01:01:37,025 somewhere in this building while we sit here arguing. 1017 01:01:37,111 --> 01:01:39,486 You know, this is taking too long. I'm gonna find a doctor. 1018 01:01:39,613 --> 01:01:42,030 Talia, don't... Just... Hm... 1019 01:01:43,617 --> 01:01:45,117 [indistinct chatter] 1020 01:01:49,289 --> 01:01:50,497 [elevator bell dings] 1021 01:02:03,429 --> 01:02:05,887 [Dr. Boyer] Likely fainted due to stress, the toll 1022 01:02:05,973 --> 01:02:09,725 that the cancer's taking on your body. 1023 01:02:09,810 --> 01:02:12,477 Were you experiencing lightheadedness all day? 1024 01:02:12,563 --> 01:02:13,895 [Brenda] It's been on and off for the last 1025 01:02:13,981 --> 01:02:18,692 couple of weeks now, but nothing like today. 1026 01:02:18,819 --> 01:02:19,985 [Dr. Boyer] I see. 1027 01:02:22,281 --> 01:02:25,907 So... we ran some tests 1028 01:02:25,993 --> 01:02:28,452 to see where your body's at, and... 1029 01:02:31,582 --> 01:02:34,875 the cancer is progressing, Brenda. 1030 01:02:35,002 --> 01:02:38,420 We need to act now before we can't do anything at all. 1031 01:02:42,593 --> 01:02:44,217 How soon? 1032 01:02:44,344 --> 01:02:45,510 Tomorrow. 1033 01:02:48,724 --> 01:02:53,560 I, I know things are moving fast, 1034 01:02:53,687 --> 01:02:57,230 but if we don't have surgery or start treatment tomorrow, 1035 01:02:57,357 --> 01:03:01,735 it's the difference between life and death at this point. 1036 01:03:04,364 --> 01:03:06,448 You have to try. 1037 01:03:11,955 --> 01:03:14,206 -Okay. -[Dr. Boyer] Good. 1038 01:03:15,375 --> 01:03:18,043 -Okay. -Good. 1039 01:03:19,171 --> 01:03:21,505 Now you rest up. 1040 01:03:21,590 --> 01:03:23,632 Tomorrow's gonna be a big day. 1041 01:03:37,314 --> 01:03:39,606 [exhales sharply] 1042 01:03:39,733 --> 01:03:42,609 [instrumental music] 1043 01:03:57,751 --> 01:03:58,834 [sighs] 1044 01:04:09,638 --> 01:04:12,556 [music continues] 1045 01:04:20,607 --> 01:04:21,773 [sighs] 1046 01:04:27,447 --> 01:04:30,407 [sobbing] 1047 01:04:37,249 --> 01:04:38,456 [exhales sharply] 1048 01:04:39,960 --> 01:04:42,878 [breathing heavily] 1049 01:04:57,311 --> 01:04:58,727 [sobbing] 1050 01:05:03,483 --> 01:05:05,400 Tal, it's okay. 1051 01:05:09,531 --> 01:05:11,323 I'm really sorry. 1052 01:05:12,993 --> 01:05:14,910 -For what? -[sobbing] 1053 01:05:16,330 --> 01:05:18,288 For not telling you about her... 1054 01:05:19,833 --> 01:05:22,667 and for everything. 1055 01:05:22,753 --> 01:05:27,631 Yeah, well, I'm the one who should be apologizing. 1056 01:05:29,259 --> 01:05:31,876 I don't know. 1057 01:05:31,970 --> 01:05:34,054 Just when I saw her, it felt like 1058 01:05:34,181 --> 01:05:37,140 she was trying to take you away from us. 1059 01:05:39,311 --> 01:05:41,269 That would never happen. 1060 01:05:44,524 --> 01:05:45,857 You're my mom. 1061 01:05:48,695 --> 01:05:49,653 Mm... 1062 01:05:54,368 --> 01:05:57,661 -[sobbing] -What is it? 1063 01:05:57,746 --> 01:06:01,239 I just don't want her to leave me again. 1064 01:06:01,333 --> 01:06:04,292 Like, the way that I feel when I'm with her, yeah, 1065 01:06:04,378 --> 01:06:07,253 it's the same way that I feel when I'm with you 1066 01:06:07,381 --> 01:06:09,381 or with dad. 1067 01:06:14,179 --> 01:06:15,887 You know, 1068 01:06:15,973 --> 01:06:19,808 nothing is ever going to change between us 1069 01:06:19,893 --> 01:06:20,976 and how we feel for you. 1070 01:06:21,061 --> 01:06:22,760 No. Hey, kiddo. 1071 01:06:22,854 --> 01:06:24,562 You'll always be our daughter. 1072 01:06:26,233 --> 01:06:30,443 Listen, I will always be your mother and Brenda... 1073 01:06:33,281 --> 01:06:35,865 Brenda will always be your birth mother. 1074 01:06:38,120 --> 01:06:40,704 We'll just have to set an extra plate for the holidays. 1075 01:06:41,373 --> 01:06:42,372 Yeah. 1076 01:06:44,042 --> 01:06:46,835 I love you, guys. Thank you. 1077 01:06:48,422 --> 01:06:50,296 -Have a good day. Yeah. -Thank you. 1078 01:06:52,092 --> 01:06:54,634 -Good morning! -[man] Hi. How can I help you? 1079 01:06:54,761 --> 01:06:56,845 Can I get a pass to Brenda Lee's room, please? 1080 01:06:56,930 --> 01:06:59,305 Brenda Lee? 1081 01:06:59,433 --> 01:07:02,058 -L-E-E? -Yes, that's correct. 1082 01:07:02,144 --> 01:07:04,811 Mm, sorry, but it looks like that patient 1083 01:07:04,938 --> 01:07:06,312 was released earlier this morning. 1084 01:07:06,440 --> 01:07:08,857 Wait, what? Are you, are you sure? 1085 01:07:08,942 --> 01:07:11,026 Dr, Boyer, did you release Brenda Lee this morning? 1086 01:07:11,111 --> 01:07:13,653 -She released herself. -But isn't her surgery today? 1087 01:07:13,780 --> 01:07:16,156 -She canceled it. -Wait, what? 1088 01:07:16,283 --> 01:07:18,483 -She canceled it. -That doesn't make any sense. 1089 01:07:18,577 --> 01:07:19,868 Why would she do that? 1090 01:07:19,953 --> 01:07:21,703 In the short time that I've known Ms. Lee, 1091 01:07:21,788 --> 01:07:24,956 she never said anything more than she needed to say. 1092 01:07:25,042 --> 01:07:28,659 I assumed it was her way of processing the diagnosis. 1093 01:07:28,754 --> 01:07:30,712 I have seen this with other patients. 1094 01:07:30,797 --> 01:07:33,715 They wait until the last possible moment, 1095 01:07:33,800 --> 01:07:36,092 thinking they'll be the ones to cheat fate. 1096 01:07:36,178 --> 01:07:37,502 Seldom works out that way. 1097 01:07:37,596 --> 01:07:39,095 No, no, but she was saying that, like-- 1098 01:07:39,181 --> 01:07:42,173 I tried to get her to commit. I really did. 1099 01:07:42,267 --> 01:07:46,019 I thought today was the day, and I thought seeing you here 1100 01:07:46,146 --> 01:07:48,730 would help convince her that surgery was the right way 1101 01:07:48,815 --> 01:07:52,517 forward, but when I went to her room this morning to prep, 1102 01:07:52,611 --> 01:07:54,444 she was fully dressed. 1103 01:07:54,529 --> 01:07:57,030 She said she didn't wanna go through with it. 1104 01:07:58,241 --> 01:08:00,575 Why? 1105 01:08:00,660 --> 01:08:05,747 She said that she had nothing left to live for. 1106 01:08:05,832 --> 01:08:09,033 [woman on PA] Paging Dr. Boyer to Emergency. Dr. Boyer. 1107 01:08:09,127 --> 01:08:12,378 [Dr. Boyer] We are out of options and we're out of time. 1108 01:08:12,506 --> 01:08:15,381 When you see your mother again, please tell her that. 1109 01:08:16,802 --> 01:08:19,677 [instrumental music] 1110 01:08:42,869 --> 01:08:44,077 [knocking on door] 1111 01:08:46,498 --> 01:08:48,540 -Hey. -How are you feeling? 1112 01:08:51,586 --> 01:08:52,752 Better. 1113 01:08:56,883 --> 01:09:01,427 You don't have to say that. You're not better. 1114 01:09:01,555 --> 01:09:03,263 And you're not going to get any better 1115 01:09:03,390 --> 01:09:05,306 unless you get the surgery. 1116 01:09:05,392 --> 01:09:07,425 I mean it, Bren. 1117 01:09:07,519 --> 01:09:10,353 Look, nobody asks to be put in a situation like this. 1118 01:09:10,438 --> 01:09:15,266 Nobody wants surgery or months of chemo, 1119 01:09:15,360 --> 01:09:18,778 to lose their hair when the outcome isn't a guarantee. 1120 01:09:18,905 --> 01:09:23,116 But if there is a chance, even the smallest sliver, 1121 01:09:23,243 --> 01:09:25,910 that you could come out alive, wouldn't you wanna try? 1122 01:09:25,996 --> 01:09:29,164 I just don't see the point anymore, Meg. 1123 01:09:29,249 --> 01:09:32,542 [sobbing] I have nothing left. 1124 01:09:32,627 --> 01:09:35,170 Maybe if you hear it from someone else, then. 1125 01:09:37,090 --> 01:09:39,966 [instrumental music] 1126 01:09:42,095 --> 01:09:43,678 [sighs] 1127 01:09:43,763 --> 01:09:46,681 [music continues] 1128 01:10:01,656 --> 01:10:03,072 Why didn't you tell me that you were the one 1129 01:10:03,158 --> 01:10:04,815 putting off your surgery? 1130 01:10:04,910 --> 01:10:08,786 This whole time I thought you had exhausted every option, 1131 01:10:08,872 --> 01:10:12,540 but you hadn't bothered to do anything? 1132 01:10:12,626 --> 01:10:15,493 -H-how did you know that? -I was at the hospital. 1133 01:10:15,587 --> 01:10:17,253 I stood outside your door. I heard everything. 1134 01:10:17,339 --> 01:10:19,088 -You wouldn't understand. -Try me. 1135 01:10:19,174 --> 01:10:21,841 Look, I am exhausted. You need to leave. 1136 01:10:21,968 --> 01:10:24,260 No. I'm not leaving. You owe me an explanation. 1137 01:10:24,346 --> 01:10:26,387 -An explanation? -Yes. 1138 01:10:26,473 --> 01:10:28,097 Why did you leave the hospital? 1139 01:10:28,183 --> 01:10:29,974 Why did you skip out on your surgery? 1140 01:10:30,060 --> 01:10:31,434 Why do you want to die? 1141 01:10:31,519 --> 01:10:33,344 Look, I have better things to do with my time. 1142 01:10:33,438 --> 01:10:35,188 Better than calling your daughter and telling her you'r-- 1143 01:10:35,315 --> 01:10:37,232 More important things than calling the daughter 1144 01:10:37,317 --> 01:10:39,692 who was just using me for source material. 1145 01:10:39,819 --> 01:10:41,519 That's not true. 1146 01:10:41,613 --> 01:10:43,529 Your story only has one ending, Talia, 1147 01:10:43,657 --> 01:10:45,022 and now that that's in sight, 1148 01:10:45,116 --> 01:10:47,408 you don't have to dig for content anymore. 1149 01:10:47,494 --> 01:10:50,703 -You don't mean that. -Your story's over, Talia. 1150 01:10:50,830 --> 01:10:52,413 You can go. 1151 01:10:59,506 --> 01:11:02,382 All I ever wanted was to know you. 1152 01:11:04,010 --> 01:11:05,969 I'm glad I gave you up. 1153 01:11:07,847 --> 01:11:08,972 Why? 1154 01:11:10,475 --> 01:11:12,725 Because if I hadn't, 1155 01:11:12,852 --> 01:11:16,771 you would never have lived up to your fullest potential. 1156 01:11:16,856 --> 01:11:20,566 I would've ruined you, just like I ruined myself. 1157 01:11:20,694 --> 01:11:24,061 That's not true. You have a good life. 1158 01:11:24,155 --> 01:11:26,823 I mean, you can still have a good life. 1159 01:11:26,908 --> 01:11:29,158 There's so much more to do. We could do it together. 1160 01:11:29,244 --> 01:11:33,746 I am not gonna let you sit here and watch me die, Talia. 1161 01:11:33,873 --> 01:11:35,748 Do you understand? You need to go. 1162 01:11:35,875 --> 01:11:37,917 -No. -Now! 1163 01:11:38,044 --> 01:11:40,336 Go! Get out of here! 1164 01:11:41,047 --> 01:11:42,171 Go! 1165 01:11:49,097 --> 01:11:51,472 [sobbing] 1166 01:11:53,893 --> 01:11:56,811 [breathing heavily] 1167 01:12:01,735 --> 01:12:02,859 [exhales sharply] 1168 01:12:18,126 --> 01:12:19,292 Mm... 1169 01:12:24,090 --> 01:12:25,965 -Here. -Thank you. 1170 01:12:26,843 --> 01:12:28,134 [exhales sharply] 1171 01:12:31,264 --> 01:12:35,600 You know, I've known Brenda for a, a really long time. 1172 01:12:37,270 --> 01:12:39,970 She's always been this quiet, 1173 01:12:40,065 --> 01:12:42,640 reserved woman, 1174 01:12:42,734 --> 01:12:45,485 capable of so much more than what she has. 1175 01:12:47,113 --> 01:12:49,697 The thing with Brenda is that she feels like 1176 01:12:49,783 --> 01:12:51,824 she doesn't deserve anything better 1177 01:12:51,951 --> 01:12:55,319 because she's worked hard her whole life 1178 01:12:55,413 --> 01:12:56,954 and hasn't had a break. 1179 01:12:57,040 --> 01:12:59,624 She kind of lets everyone use her like a doormat, 1180 01:12:59,709 --> 01:13:03,211 and accepts that as how it should be. 1181 01:13:03,296 --> 01:13:05,671 She's never seen how it could be. 1182 01:13:06,633 --> 01:13:08,591 I don't understand. 1183 01:13:11,304 --> 01:13:15,765 These past few months, they've been amazing. 1184 01:13:15,850 --> 01:13:18,184 I've only ever seen her happy. 1185 01:13:18,311 --> 01:13:20,895 Never once did it seem like she wanted to die. 1186 01:13:20,980 --> 01:13:26,025 Well, look, Brenda is a master at bottling her emotions. 1187 01:13:26,152 --> 01:13:30,988 You know, I think she, she had to turn them off to survive 1188 01:13:31,074 --> 01:13:33,408 after her parents died. 1189 01:13:33,493 --> 01:13:35,701 Right. Her parents. 1190 01:13:35,829 --> 01:13:39,038 But ever since you've been in her life, 1191 01:13:39,165 --> 01:13:41,040 something's changed. 1192 01:13:41,167 --> 01:13:44,794 There is a, a spark, a-a flame. 1193 01:13:44,879 --> 01:13:49,006 It-it wants to ignite, but it needs a match to light it. 1194 01:13:49,092 --> 01:13:51,759 You are that match, Talia. 1195 01:13:51,845 --> 01:13:54,303 You need to keep pushing her. 1196 01:13:54,389 --> 01:13:59,100 You need to show her that life, it's worth living. 1197 01:14:02,021 --> 01:14:04,981 [instrumental music] 1198 01:14:28,256 --> 01:14:29,797 Where are we going? 1199 01:14:30,592 --> 01:14:32,508 You'll see. 1200 01:14:32,594 --> 01:14:35,511 [music continues] 1201 01:14:56,534 --> 01:14:58,117 -Hey. -[Brenda] Hm? 1202 01:14:58,244 --> 01:14:59,577 [Talia] We're here. 1203 01:15:06,127 --> 01:15:07,210 Uh... 1204 01:15:26,814 --> 01:15:29,306 [Brenda] It's beautiful. 1205 01:15:29,400 --> 01:15:32,485 [Talia] Yeah, we used to come here when I was a kid. 1206 01:15:32,612 --> 01:15:35,988 Haven't been back in years. Everyone's always too busy. 1207 01:15:49,837 --> 01:15:51,420 Wait, is, is that a... 1208 01:15:51,506 --> 01:15:52,630 No. 1209 01:15:54,217 --> 01:15:56,175 Number six, get back into the water. 1210 01:15:56,302 --> 01:15:58,002 -Talia, I can't, I can't. -Of course you can. 1211 01:15:58,096 --> 01:16:01,055 -I can't do this. Please don't-- -You can't or you won't? 1212 01:16:01,140 --> 01:16:02,723 I know it's scary. 1213 01:16:02,809 --> 01:16:05,434 I know it feels like your chest is caving in 1214 01:16:05,520 --> 01:16:07,436 and the air's getting sucked out of your lungs. 1215 01:16:07,522 --> 01:16:11,983 But you are not alone here. Okay? Not anymore. 1216 01:16:21,327 --> 01:16:25,746 Let's do this together, okay? Just you and me. 1217 01:16:25,832 --> 01:16:28,374 [breathing heavily] 1218 01:16:37,719 --> 01:16:38,843 Come on. 1219 01:16:48,354 --> 01:16:50,771 You okay? Come on. 1220 01:17:01,534 --> 01:17:04,452 [instrumental music] 1221 01:17:34,150 --> 01:17:37,068 [music continues] 1222 01:18:07,183 --> 01:18:10,101 [music continues] 1223 01:18:38,840 --> 01:18:41,757 [birds chirping] 1224 01:19:03,656 --> 01:19:07,324 So, how long do you really have? 1225 01:19:10,788 --> 01:19:12,163 I don't know. 1226 01:19:13,708 --> 01:19:15,458 Maybe months. 1227 01:19:22,175 --> 01:19:23,966 And why do you want to die? 1228 01:19:31,350 --> 01:19:32,683 This... 1229 01:19:35,354 --> 01:19:38,063 This life just... 1230 01:19:38,191 --> 01:19:41,150 wasn't what I pictured for myself. 1231 01:19:41,235 --> 01:19:44,728 I just thought I would be someone 1232 01:19:44,822 --> 01:19:47,698 of more value... 1233 01:19:48,993 --> 01:19:50,993 someone with a purpose. 1234 01:19:53,080 --> 01:19:56,999 Not just a 40-year-old woman with a bank account. 1235 01:20:00,546 --> 01:20:03,005 I've just been coasting along, 1236 01:20:03,090 --> 01:20:05,549 a ghost in my own story. 1237 01:20:08,346 --> 01:20:09,804 What about me? 1238 01:20:12,725 --> 01:20:16,977 You were never supposed to be part of this. 1239 01:20:17,063 --> 01:20:19,429 I just wanted to warn you about the gene mutation, 1240 01:20:19,524 --> 01:20:22,900 so, so that you could do something about it 1241 01:20:22,985 --> 01:20:25,319 before I could. 1242 01:20:25,404 --> 01:20:29,448 But you can do something about it, and you should. 1243 01:20:29,575 --> 01:20:32,827 Look, I heard the doctor say that there's a chance. Okay? 1244 01:20:32,912 --> 01:20:35,788 Even if it's a small one, you have to take it. 1245 01:20:35,915 --> 01:20:37,665 There's so much we missed out on. 1246 01:20:37,750 --> 01:20:39,625 Twenty-three years of nothing, 1247 01:20:39,752 --> 01:20:42,619 of me wondering who you were, why you didn't want me. 1248 01:20:42,713 --> 01:20:45,130 And now you're back, only to say goodbye? 1249 01:20:45,258 --> 01:20:46,674 You can't leave me with these last few months 1250 01:20:46,759 --> 01:20:48,717 and then just disappear forever. 1251 01:20:48,803 --> 01:20:52,805 -Talia... Please. -No. You have to try. 1252 01:20:52,932 --> 01:20:54,223 Okay, mom? 1253 01:20:57,937 --> 01:21:00,437 Please, mom? 1254 01:21:04,443 --> 01:21:06,986 [sobbing] 1255 01:21:11,659 --> 01:21:13,701 [Brenda sobbing] 1256 01:21:24,547 --> 01:21:25,713 Okay. 1257 01:21:28,092 --> 01:21:31,260 Okay. I'll try. 1258 01:21:32,722 --> 01:21:33,971 Okay. 1259 01:21:35,600 --> 01:21:36,849 Okay. 1260 01:21:40,563 --> 01:21:41,979 And, Talia... 1261 01:21:44,525 --> 01:21:47,318 I want you to publish your article. 1262 01:21:48,487 --> 01:21:49,904 You sure? 1263 01:21:52,366 --> 01:21:57,286 I am so proud of the woman that you've become. 1264 01:21:59,457 --> 01:22:02,833 Regardless of what happens to me, 1265 01:22:02,919 --> 01:22:06,670 I'm just so glad that a part of me 1266 01:22:06,756 --> 01:22:10,174 will live on through your words... 1267 01:22:11,552 --> 01:22:12,968 and through you. 1268 01:22:16,057 --> 01:22:17,306 Thank you. 1269 01:22:18,184 --> 01:22:19,600 Thank you. 1270 01:22:22,605 --> 01:22:23,938 One more thing. 1271 01:22:40,706 --> 01:22:42,247 I don't have the gene mutation. 1272 01:22:42,375 --> 01:22:43,624 [laughs] 1273 01:22:46,712 --> 01:22:49,588 [laughing] 1274 01:22:51,384 --> 01:22:53,217 Thank God! 1275 01:22:56,263 --> 01:22:58,055 -Ah... -Love you, mom. 1276 01:23:01,602 --> 01:23:03,185 I love you. 1277 01:23:07,233 --> 01:23:11,935 Now get us back so we can celebrate properly. 1278 01:23:12,029 --> 01:23:13,529 -[Talia] Okay. -[laughs] 1279 01:23:19,245 --> 01:23:22,162 [instrumental music] 1280 01:23:37,179 --> 01:23:40,139 [chuckles] A hundred and twenty-six thousand views. 1281 01:23:40,266 --> 01:23:43,892 That's wild! I'm so proud of you. 1282 01:23:43,978 --> 01:23:46,353 I couldn't have done it without you. Oh! 1283 01:23:46,439 --> 01:23:48,063 They have guaranteed me the features spot 1284 01:23:48,149 --> 01:23:51,525 for three articles, they loved all the ideas I had. 1285 01:23:51,610 --> 01:23:53,027 They said I showed real potential. 1286 01:23:53,112 --> 01:23:55,487 Get it, girl. Speaking of getting it... 1287 01:23:55,614 --> 01:23:59,366 This is quite the celebration of life you've pulled off. 1288 01:23:59,452 --> 01:24:01,118 Brenda put up such a fight. 1289 01:24:01,203 --> 01:24:03,120 This was the least that I could do. 1290 01:24:03,956 --> 01:24:04,955 It's time. 1291 01:24:08,294 --> 01:24:09,501 [Talia exhales sharply] 1292 01:24:11,797 --> 01:24:13,422 [indistinct chatter] 1293 01:24:13,507 --> 01:24:14,965 [door opens] 1294 01:24:16,302 --> 01:24:17,676 -Keep your eyes closed. -Oh. 1295 01:24:17,803 --> 01:24:19,762 You know I trust you, right? 1296 01:24:19,847 --> 01:24:20,837 -Okay. -You better trust me. 1297 01:24:20,931 --> 01:24:22,431 [Brenda laughing] 1298 01:24:22,516 --> 01:24:24,341 Keep going, I'm not gonna let you-- 1299 01:24:24,435 --> 01:24:26,843 Oh, my gosh! Oh. 1300 01:24:26,937 --> 01:24:29,271 -Okay. -You can open them now. 1301 01:24:29,356 --> 01:24:31,732 [all] Happy remission! 1302 01:24:31,817 --> 01:24:34,735 [cheering] 1303 01:24:40,618 --> 01:24:42,076 [Brenda] Oh... 1304 01:24:42,953 --> 01:24:44,328 [Talia chuckles] 1305 01:24:46,999 --> 01:24:49,458 What is all of this? 1306 01:24:49,543 --> 01:24:53,170 Brenda Lee, welcome to the celebration of your life. 1307 01:24:59,345 --> 01:25:02,262 [vocalization] 1308 01:25:04,350 --> 01:25:07,226 [humming] 1309 01:25:29,041 --> 01:25:32,835 ♪ Take my hand let's rise ♪ 1310 01:25:32,920 --> 01:25:33,919 [sniffles] 1311 01:25:36,298 --> 01:25:40,509 ♪ Sweeter sunlight breaking through ♪ 1312 01:25:40,594 --> 01:25:42,177 What's this one? 1313 01:25:43,848 --> 01:25:49,852 ♪ Through the fields we will fly ♪ 1314 01:25:51,355 --> 01:25:54,773 ♪ I'll come chasing after you ♪ 1315 01:25:54,900 --> 01:25:56,942 ♪ To wherever you are ♪ 1316 01:25:57,069 --> 01:26:00,529 ♪ And I-I-I ♪ 1317 01:26:00,614 --> 01:26:04,324 ♪ Whoa ♪ 1318 01:26:04,410 --> 01:26:07,786 ♪ And I-I-I ♪ 1319 01:26:07,913 --> 01:26:09,446 ♪ Whoa ♪ 1320 01:26:09,540 --> 01:26:10,789 [Brenda] Done. 1321 01:26:11,917 --> 01:26:15,169 ♪ And I-I-I ♪ 1322 01:26:15,254 --> 01:26:19,006 ♪ Whoa ♪ 1323 01:26:19,091 --> 01:26:23,093 ♪ And I-I-I whoa ♪ 1324 01:26:23,179 --> 01:26:24,720 [both chuckling] 1325 01:26:27,433 --> 01:26:30,392 [instrumental music] 1326 01:26:45,951 --> 01:26:51,663 ♪ Maybe feel cheated close to defeated ♪ 1327 01:26:51,707 --> 01:26:54,708 ♪ Yeah the world could be so cruel ♪ 1328 01:26:54,752 --> 01:26:57,711 ♪ Well that ain't nothing new ♪ 1329 01:26:57,755 --> 01:27:00,714 ♪ Life can be demanding ♪ 1330 01:27:00,758 --> 01:27:03,717 ♪ Through it all we're standing ♪ 1331 01:27:03,761 --> 01:27:09,556 ♪ We're stronger than we realize yeah ♪ 1332 01:27:09,600 --> 01:27:14,102 ♪ We got much more fight inside ♪ 1333 01:27:14,146 --> 01:27:18,315 ♪ Hey yeah yeah ♪ 1334 01:27:18,359 --> 01:27:21,526 ♪ 'Cause we were never giving up ♪ 1335 01:27:21,570 --> 01:27:24,404 ♪ This time I play it rough ♪ 1336 01:27:24,448 --> 01:27:27,324 ♪ We're gonna breakthrough without you ♪ 1337 01:27:27,368 --> 01:27:29,993 ♪ This one is meant for us ♪ 1338 01:27:30,037 --> 01:27:33,121 ♪ And we're gonna rise above ♪ 1339 01:27:33,165 --> 01:27:36,124 ♪ No we ain't gonna run ♪ 1340 01:27:36,168 --> 01:27:39,044 ♪ We're gonna breakthrough without you ♪ 1341 01:27:39,088 --> 01:27:40,712 ♪ This one is meant for us ♪