1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:10,520 --> 00:00:14,440 In 2020, I faced some huge challenges. 4 00:00:28,880 --> 00:00:31,160 I was unable to meet with the people I love, 5 00:00:32,280 --> 00:00:34,760 I lost my freedom… 6 00:00:39,880 --> 00:00:42,320 and the excitement that I feel on stage. 7 00:00:58,760 --> 00:01:00,840 I was unable to say goodbye to loved ones 8 00:01:01,160 --> 00:01:03,280 before they left this world. 9 00:01:11,680 --> 00:01:15,280 On February 22nd 2020, 10 00:01:15,440 --> 00:01:17,640 while doing a concert in Bahrain, 11 00:01:17,880 --> 00:01:20,280 I heard about the first Covid 19 case in Lebanon. 12 00:01:20,600 --> 00:01:23,280 …the first Covid 19 case… 13 00:01:23,360 --> 00:01:27,640 Reports have come in about the first Covid 19 case… 14 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:35,000 I came back to a new situation in Beirut. 15 00:01:35,760 --> 00:01:39,280 A different life that we should adapt to, me and my family. 16 00:01:39,760 --> 00:01:44,360 We felt like we were in a war, where we have to hide to protect ourselves. 17 00:01:45,600 --> 00:01:47,160 And this is what happened. 18 00:01:49,080 --> 00:01:52,720 A week later, I found out that I was pregnant. 19 00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:56,120 Six weeks pregnant with my third child. 20 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:03,320 Yes, my third, not second child. 21 00:02:06,440 --> 00:02:11,920 On July 7th 2017, my pregnancy with my second child was confirmed. 22 00:02:13,120 --> 00:02:17,200 I suffered a lot of health problems during that period. 23 00:02:17,440 --> 00:02:18,920 It was at its peak. 24 00:02:20,040 --> 00:02:21,800 My body rejected the pregnancy… 25 00:02:23,160 --> 00:02:24,560 and I miscarried. 26 00:02:32,800 --> 00:02:34,040 I felt like… 27 00:02:36,240 --> 00:02:37,600 I had lost a part of myself. 28 00:02:40,840 --> 00:02:45,320 I felt guilty, even though it wasn't my fault. 29 00:02:49,960 --> 00:02:53,040 I felt depressed and lonely. 30 00:02:53,600 --> 00:02:57,720 An indescribable feeling that only those who experience it 31 00:02:57,800 --> 00:03:02,160 can really know. I hope nobody would ever go through this experience. 32 00:03:04,320 --> 00:03:09,280 After that… I lost all sense of purpose. 33 00:03:10,960 --> 00:03:17,720 I lost my dreams. I stopped pursuing all my personal and artistic projects. 34 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:25,040 All of my artistic projects, from songs to music videos, came to a halt. 35 00:03:27,840 --> 00:03:33,360 And I, a person who's always kept work separate from my personal life… 36 00:03:34,920 --> 00:03:39,040 and who has never let her pain affect her work… 37 00:03:42,160 --> 00:03:46,120 I was broken because of what happened to me. 38 00:03:49,000 --> 00:03:54,840 Healing became my only concern, to grow my family. 39 00:03:55,640 --> 00:03:57,840 So that Jayden would not be an only child 40 00:03:58,200 --> 00:04:00,640 and would have the opportunity to have a sibling. 41 00:04:02,920 --> 00:04:05,280 And that took four years. 42 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:11,560 Those four years were very hard. I hope the day will come… 43 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:15,320 when I can come to terms with that period of my life. 44 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:25,920 I never stopped doing concerts. 45 00:04:26,040 --> 00:04:26,960 I HEART MYRIAM FARES 46 00:04:27,080 --> 00:04:27,960 The stage… 47 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:33,680 was the only place that took me out of those feelings. 48 00:04:37,120 --> 00:04:39,960 I can't see if it's a boy or a girl. 49 00:04:40,520 --> 00:04:41,800 Hello! 50 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:46,080 It’s moving. 51 00:04:46,160 --> 00:04:48,560 That's true. 52 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:49,800 It keeps on moving. 53 00:04:49,920 --> 00:04:51,080 It seems bored. 54 00:04:51,160 --> 00:04:52,640 Right from the start. 55 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:54,880 Because you're always home. 56 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:56,080 God! 57 00:04:56,640 --> 00:04:58,160 It's been two months. 58 00:05:01,360 --> 00:05:06,080 I gave birth to Dave in 2020. 59 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:12,960 As happy as I was, I was worried about him. 60 00:05:14,760 --> 00:05:19,000 I worried about the pandemic. 61 00:05:20,040 --> 00:05:26,320 And I was really afraid of going through the same experience all over again. 62 00:05:30,800 --> 00:05:32,840 -Happy Mother’s Day. -Thank you. 63 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:36,360 With every year I feel more involved in Mother’s Day. 64 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:42,160 This year I was overwhelmed with so many feelings, 65 00:05:42,440 --> 00:05:45,560 because I was feeling a child taking shape inside of me. 66 00:05:45,800 --> 00:05:50,680 Mom, Mom, day and night 67 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:55,880 Full of tenderness, Ever since I was born 68 00:05:55,960 --> 00:06:01,160 You will be here When I become a big boy 69 00:06:01,240 --> 00:06:05,000 I’m thinking of you, Mom 70 00:06:08,280 --> 00:06:10,400 Give me a kiss. 71 00:06:10,480 --> 00:06:11,880 Mom! 72 00:06:13,240 --> 00:06:18,880 Quarantine was an opportunity that life may not offer me again, 73 00:06:19,320 --> 00:06:24,760 to spend all my time, my heart, mind and soul with Dani 74 00:06:24,840 --> 00:06:27,680 and Jayden and take care of myself during my pregnancy. 75 00:06:34,240 --> 00:06:38,720 I take all my medications on time, but they're not helping me at all. 76 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:42,400 I feel sick all the time. 77 00:06:43,040 --> 00:06:48,040 I always feel full without eating anything. 78 00:06:48,400 --> 00:06:54,200 And sometimes I wake up completely out of breath at night. 79 00:06:54,280 --> 00:06:59,320 Nausea and feeling bloated is totally normal, 80 00:06:59,520 --> 00:07:06,480 but it would help if you got some rest and several hours of sleep during the day. 81 00:07:07,160 --> 00:07:11,400 Several hours of sleep during the day? Impossible! 82 00:07:11,920 --> 00:07:16,680 How could I sleep and leave Jayden and my family, 83 00:07:16,960 --> 00:07:20,400 who are used to me taking care of even their smallest needs? 84 00:07:21,160 --> 00:07:25,120 Especially Jayden, 85 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:31,440 who was forced to stay home without being able to go out, see people, 86 00:07:31,760 --> 00:07:36,200 or have people come over, even relatives. And he couldn't understand why. 87 00:07:37,280 --> 00:07:41,480 How could I go to sleep and leave him? Impossible! 88 00:07:43,800 --> 00:07:45,120 Jayden! 89 00:07:54,040 --> 00:07:56,360 No. 90 00:07:59,240 --> 00:08:04,600 This part is for Mom to color. 91 00:08:04,680 --> 00:08:05,560 Okay. 92 00:08:05,640 --> 00:08:09,680 And this part is for me to color. 93 00:08:09,760 --> 00:08:12,760 Best friends, me and Mom. 94 00:08:13,120 --> 00:08:16,200 What do you mean by "best friends"? What are we doing here? 95 00:08:16,480 --> 00:08:18,160 We're hugging each other. 96 00:08:18,280 --> 00:08:20,440 How I love your hugs. 97 00:08:21,120 --> 00:08:25,520 I didn't want Jayden to lose his sense and joy for holidays. 98 00:08:26,640 --> 00:08:30,480 So I decorated the house and made all the preparations 99 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:33,000 as if the whole family was gathering, 100 00:08:33,640 --> 00:08:37,240 though it was only me, him and his dad celebrating. 101 00:08:40,040 --> 00:08:41,720 But we had so much fun. 102 00:08:41,800 --> 00:08:48,800 I STARTED BAKING HOLIDAY CAKES AND COOKIES 103 00:08:53,840 --> 00:08:55,240 Very nice. 104 00:08:56,040 --> 00:08:58,600 Do you like that? 105 00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:01,080 Nothing can clean that. 106 00:09:01,200 --> 00:09:03,600 -This one. -Which one did you choose? 107 00:09:04,080 --> 00:09:07,560 I want to add these. 108 00:09:11,160 --> 00:09:12,720 You're breaking them. 109 00:09:17,000 --> 00:09:18,920 -Good! -Can I do some? 110 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:21,240 How did it get like that? 111 00:09:21,320 --> 00:09:22,600 It's like a fish. 112 00:09:23,400 --> 00:09:24,440 No! 113 00:09:25,560 --> 00:09:26,480 Wow! 114 00:09:52,120 --> 00:09:53,760 A balloon! 115 00:09:53,880 --> 00:09:57,000 Happy birthday! What's written on the Balloon? 116 00:09:57,320 --> 00:10:00,840 I love you, Mom. 117 00:10:02,880 --> 00:10:08,640 How lovely! 118 00:10:08,760 --> 00:10:15,120 Thanks a lot, I'll keep it around my neck, because I like it so much. Give me a kiss. 119 00:10:17,760 --> 00:10:21,080 To me, birthday is being in good health. 120 00:10:22,760 --> 00:10:26,360 I used to get really excited about the doctor's visits, 121 00:10:27,080 --> 00:10:28,680 to make sure that the baby is fine. 122 00:10:29,680 --> 00:10:35,200 So that I could take the opportunity to see people on the street. 123 00:10:36,360 --> 00:10:38,200 I was really committed to the quarantine. 124 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:44,760 We wanted a baby girl. A boy and a girl would have been perfect! 125 00:10:49,320 --> 00:10:55,360 The only thing that matters is that they live a good and healthy life. 126 00:10:55,560 --> 00:10:58,040 I cried. 127 00:10:58,280 --> 00:11:03,560 The difference between the two pregnancies is four kilograms. 128 00:11:04,320 --> 00:11:09,080 On week 19, when I was pregnant with Jayden… 129 00:11:11,920 --> 00:11:13,000 I weighed 53 kilograms. 130 00:11:13,120 --> 00:11:14,520 That's correct. 131 00:11:14,600 --> 00:11:19,840 I weigh 57.5 kilograms now! Stop feeding me. 132 00:11:32,240 --> 00:11:36,920 Jayden is the first child in my family and he gets all the attention. 133 00:11:37,160 --> 00:11:40,960 I was so worried he wouldn't accept having a brother. 134 00:11:41,360 --> 00:11:45,640 I started preparing him before I told him. Reading him books, 135 00:11:45,880 --> 00:11:51,520 and telling him stories about children and siblings, and me and my siblings, 136 00:11:51,600 --> 00:11:54,160 how we used to play and laugh together. 137 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:58,920 "I will be a big brother soon." 138 00:12:03,360 --> 00:12:07,880 "Choupi draws a picture for the baby at home." 139 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:10,240 Really? 140 00:12:10,320 --> 00:12:11,400 Yes, look. 141 00:12:11,680 --> 00:12:17,240 I prepared him to the point where he personally asked Jesus 142 00:12:17,800 --> 00:12:20,480 to give him a brother and a bird. 143 00:12:21,080 --> 00:12:23,280 Do you remember what we asked Jesus for? 144 00:12:24,760 --> 00:12:25,720 No. 145 00:12:26,440 --> 00:12:28,280 -Try to remember. -A bird? 146 00:12:28,800 --> 00:12:29,680 What else? 147 00:12:30,160 --> 00:12:33,480 -A boy? -Yes 148 00:12:33,600 --> 00:12:38,480 You asked for a baby and a bird, right? 149 00:12:38,840 --> 00:12:40,320 Close your eyes. 150 00:12:42,400 --> 00:12:43,440 And come with me. 151 00:12:44,680 --> 00:12:47,040 We're walking toward the first surprise. 152 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:48,400 -Really? -Yes. 153 00:12:48,640 --> 00:12:50,160 A bird? 154 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:52,240 -Who asked for a bird? -I did. 155 00:12:52,360 --> 00:12:55,440 -Who did you ask for it? -Jesus. 156 00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:57,880 Look what Jesus put here for you. 157 00:12:59,680 --> 00:13:02,960 A bird, look at it. 158 00:13:12,440 --> 00:13:14,600 I don't know what else I asked for. 159 00:13:14,800 --> 00:13:18,040 -What else did we ask Jesus for? -A baby. 160 00:13:18,200 --> 00:13:20,840 A baby! Where should we put the baby? 161 00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:22,880 Anywhere on Mom? 162 00:13:24,080 --> 00:13:25,080 Behind you? 163 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:26,200 Behind me? 164 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:33,120 The baby is inside my belly. He's still so small. 165 00:13:34,080 --> 00:13:36,520 He will keep on growing. 166 00:13:41,240 --> 00:13:45,000 Mike became Jayden's best friend. 167 00:13:46,280 --> 00:13:50,400 It really helped him in quarantine and he felt less lonely. 168 00:13:54,920 --> 00:14:00,600 Mike, did you like this setting, or did you like the music, or the lights? 169 00:14:07,200 --> 00:14:09,000 His best friend. 170 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:12,160 Did you have fun in the water? 171 00:14:13,520 --> 00:14:15,840 I want some of this, Mom. 172 00:14:16,800 --> 00:14:19,200 No. Mike became friends with the whole family. 173 00:14:21,720 --> 00:14:25,000 A very good race… 174 00:14:29,840 --> 00:14:31,560 You guys need Zooma with you. 175 00:14:32,120 --> 00:14:35,880 And Zooma, the dog that keeps everyone in the house entertained. 176 00:14:36,120 --> 00:14:37,400 Zooma. 177 00:14:59,280 --> 00:15:02,960 Hello, pretty dog. 178 00:15:05,480 --> 00:15:07,800 Even Zooma and Mike became friends. 179 00:15:18,360 --> 00:15:20,760 What should we thank Jesus for as well? 180 00:15:22,480 --> 00:15:24,720 Thank you, Jesus… 181 00:15:24,800 --> 00:15:30,880 Jayden wanted to go to church to thank Jesus and bring him a present. 182 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:35,400 The present was Jayden's favorite snack. 183 00:15:38,880 --> 00:15:40,240 This one for Mom. 184 00:15:40,320 --> 00:15:41,560 For Mom? 185 00:15:41,960 --> 00:15:43,800 -And this one-- -Thank you, Jayden. 186 00:15:43,880 --> 00:15:45,960 And this one for Dad. 187 00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:50,560 And this one is for the bird. 188 00:15:50,680 --> 00:15:51,520 The bird. 189 00:15:51,640 --> 00:15:53,160 And this one for the baby. 190 00:15:53,240 --> 00:15:54,360 Okay. 191 00:15:54,440 --> 00:15:56,040 -And this-- -For who? 192 00:15:56,560 --> 00:15:58,280 For Jayden. 193 00:15:58,400 --> 00:15:59,960 Of course, for Jayden. 194 00:16:06,200 --> 00:16:10,040 Revolution! 195 00:16:10,520 --> 00:16:15,800 I ache for my country, which I think of as my big house, 196 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:21,080 where I should feel safe and stable when it is corrupted. 197 00:16:22,200 --> 00:16:24,360 But the people are the ones paying the price. 198 00:16:28,200 --> 00:16:30,840 People should demonstrate again. 199 00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:32,240 There's no-- 200 00:16:32,320 --> 00:16:37,240 The dollar rate is 6,000 Lebanese pounds. Do they want people to become beggars? 201 00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:42,640 What's the purpose? To make us all leave? 202 00:16:42,760 --> 00:16:45,920 So that nobody will prosecute them? 203 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:49,560 I have a question for the politicians’ supporters. 204 00:16:50,440 --> 00:16:53,680 Are the politicians feeding you? 205 00:16:55,400 --> 00:16:59,800 How are you living? How are you sending your children to school? 206 00:17:00,440 --> 00:17:05,240 How are you paying their school fees? How are you going to the hospital? 207 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:08,320 Do they provide you with medicine and treatment? 208 00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:13,120 We all demonstrated, but nobody listened to us. 209 00:17:13,440 --> 00:17:14,560 My Lebanon! 210 00:17:14,640 --> 00:17:18,320 Lebanon, my country! 211 00:17:18,560 --> 00:17:23,240 We have strong young people, why don't they go to politicians' houses? 212 00:17:29,320 --> 00:17:30,680 I don't want to leave. 213 00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:37,840 My husband was telling me yesterday… 214 00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:44,200 that we should start considering other options, rather than staying in Lebanon. 215 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:55,800 I don't want to go, he cannot force me to leave. 216 00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:07,000 So we decided to take it day by day and today is a new day. 217 00:18:23,880 --> 00:18:29,160 I changed my hairstyle today and I'm going to surprise them now. 218 00:18:30,160 --> 00:18:33,720 My mom used to cut my hair when I was a kid, 219 00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:37,080 and when I grew up I started cutting my own hair. 220 00:18:37,240 --> 00:18:40,920 And during quarantine girls weren't able to visit hair salons, 221 00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:44,480 so I decided to teach them about my haircut. 222 00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:46,520 NEW LOOK FOR THE HOLIDAYS? TRY THIS CHALLENGE! 223 00:18:46,600 --> 00:18:49,400 This video is only for strong-hearted girls. 224 00:18:49,560 --> 00:18:53,440 If you're fed up with your hair being all the same length 225 00:18:55,280 --> 00:19:00,320 and you feel like cutting some layers into it. 226 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:05,840 You will keep the same overall length, but it starts short and gets longer. 227 00:19:26,960 --> 00:19:32,040 I was very happy to encourage all the girls to cut their own hair. 228 00:19:32,480 --> 00:19:34,400 And the results were wonderful. 229 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:36,640 FOR MYRIAM 230 00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:45,760 By the way, even Jayden did the haircut challenge. 231 00:19:46,200 --> 00:19:49,880 Your hair is going to be wonderful. 232 00:19:53,680 --> 00:20:00,320 When I used to dream about marriage, I used to ask God for a man 233 00:20:01,120 --> 00:20:04,040 who'd love his family and be a good father. 234 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:13,480 Do you want to call Dad, Jayden? 235 00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:16,240 -Surprise! -Surprise! 236 00:20:16,360 --> 00:20:17,920 Whose surprise is this? 237 00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:19,080 Surprise! 238 00:20:19,160 --> 00:20:20,880 For Dad! 239 00:20:24,120 --> 00:20:27,080 Thank you. 240 00:20:39,080 --> 00:20:44,320 I didn't know that God was going to send me a man 241 00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:49,240 who would make up for the father's love that I was deprived of as a child. 242 00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:53,080 God sent me Dani. 243 00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:59,320 What is this, Dad? 244 00:21:01,040 --> 00:21:05,040 Wow! 245 00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:11,640 Let me put it on for you. How wonderful, Dad. 246 00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:13,640 Wow! 247 00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:15,680 -Mom, Dad. -Yes. 248 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:19,120 Will you put it on when you sleep? 249 00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:20,680 Of course, if you want me to. 250 00:21:21,080 --> 00:21:22,840 I will keep it on too. 251 00:21:22,920 --> 00:21:24,280 We will keep it on together. 252 00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:26,320 -Are you filming? -Yes. 253 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:27,520 You're filming me. 254 00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:29,440 Where are you now? 255 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:35,680 Why are you zooming? Hello. 256 00:21:37,120 --> 00:21:39,800 Hello. 257 00:21:40,320 --> 00:21:45,320 All the medical references say 258 00:21:45,400 --> 00:21:50,080 that if a pregnant woman has to do any heavy work, like traveling, 259 00:21:50,360 --> 00:21:53,320 or working, or moving to a new house, or cleaning the house, 260 00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:55,520 she should do that during the fifth month of the pregnancy. 261 00:21:55,600 --> 00:21:59,960 Because during that time the fetus is no longer in danger 262 00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:01,800 and she's still not too heavy. 263 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:05,200 Did you start yet? 264 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:06,160 Yes. 265 00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:09,600 This one is too big, where do you put it? Good boy. 266 00:22:22,040 --> 00:22:24,960 We still have all of these. 267 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:28,680 Social distancing. 268 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:30,440 I'm distant. 269 00:22:42,400 --> 00:22:46,760 We continued decorating the house from my fifth month of pregnancy 270 00:22:47,360 --> 00:22:48,840 up until I gave birth. 271 00:22:56,040 --> 00:23:01,320 We decided to lower the chandelier. 272 00:23:02,040 --> 00:23:05,960 -Look at me, Dani. -Stop it. 273 00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:17,320 Today I enter my sixth month of pregnancy. 274 00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:41,000 It's 5 a.m. and Dani went to bed a long time ago. 275 00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:49,240 Jayden went to bed a long time ago as well. 276 00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:53,840 I cannot sleep. 277 00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:02,480 Mom! 278 00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:07,080 Mom! 279 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:11,160 What do you want, my love? 280 00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:07,520 Jayden. 281 00:25:28,120 --> 00:25:31,760 Four years old is a very sensitive age for a child's memory. 282 00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:35,960 A child can't remember much from that age. 283 00:25:36,680 --> 00:25:38,240 And at the same time 284 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:45,280 a child is like a sponge that absorbs everything around them. 285 00:25:45,520 --> 00:25:52,400 When will the COVID-19 virus end? 286 00:25:57,280 --> 00:25:59,680 Maybe Dad knows. 287 00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:00,880 Dad knows? 288 00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:03,520 Yes, because Dad knows everything. 289 00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:08,480 I had some difficulty reminding him of the outside world 290 00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:11,800 and reminding him of all the things he likes to do. 291 00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:17,440 We begin with what number? Number one. And the face? 292 00:26:19,920 --> 00:26:22,440 -Angry. -Very good, Jayden. 293 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:28,680 I thought a lot about mothers, especially when we started home schooling. 294 00:26:28,760 --> 00:26:32,960 I have only one child and I found it very hard. 295 00:26:33,200 --> 00:26:35,840 I can only imagine what it's like for a mother of three or four. 296 00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:40,760 How do they manage? 297 00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:42,440 A star. 298 00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:09,040 We were supposed to color a butterfly 299 00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:12,440 and now I'm coloring my hands. 300 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:24,320 -Two. -Two? Good work, Jayden. 301 00:27:24,400 --> 00:27:28,880 Excellent. I'm very proud of you, you big boy. 302 00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:32,720 What about the color? 303 00:27:32,800 --> 00:27:35,040 -What color is that? -White. 304 00:27:35,120 --> 00:27:36,600 Excellent! 305 00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:38,080 Very good! 306 00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:42,520 There are some similar things. 307 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:45,960 We can stop now. I will wait for you. 308 00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:52,320 I want to tell Mrs. Metri that Jayden continues to 309 00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:56,960 do his activities, thanks a lot. 310 00:27:57,040 --> 00:28:01,040 Thank you, Mrs. Rita. 311 00:28:01,120 --> 00:28:04,600 Very simple things can make a mother happy. 312 00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:26,480 I've loved nature ever since I was a kid. 313 00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:32,720 But life's concerns made me forget about that passion. 314 00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:33,880 You like my tomatoes? 315 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:38,000 Show me. We're going to have salad today. 316 00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:40,400 Can I pick this one? 317 00:28:40,520 --> 00:28:45,600 Yes, it's good. Does it smell nice? 318 00:28:47,680 --> 00:28:49,400 This is today's crop. 319 00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:51,520 Wow! 320 00:28:57,360 --> 00:28:58,400 That's enough. 321 00:29:11,480 --> 00:29:13,200 My legs. 322 00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:14,360 Really? 323 00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:31,600 You sprayed me with water! 324 00:29:33,080 --> 00:29:34,080 Not that one. 325 00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:36,920 That one, Dad. 326 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:40,440 Up. 327 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:48,440 You sprayed me with water. 328 00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:56,920 I cannot go to sleep 329 00:29:57,680 --> 00:30:02,360 before arranging everything for my kid. 330 00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:08,440 One, two, this one is done. 331 00:30:09,640 --> 00:30:11,640 This one is a donkey. 332 00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:13,880 This one is done. 333 00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:20,920 This one is done. 334 00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:28,000 We're done. 335 00:30:28,520 --> 00:30:30,280 What's kicking here? 336 00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:33,440 -The baby. -The baby? 337 00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:35,160 Why is he kicking? 338 00:30:35,240 --> 00:30:36,640 He's talking to you. 339 00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:41,360 What is he saying? 340 00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:44,080 He's saying, "Hello, how are you?" 341 00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:46,600 Baby, baby. 342 00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,240 My freckles are darker. 343 00:31:15,960 --> 00:31:17,720 They're spreading more. 344 00:31:21,240 --> 00:31:22,840 Same thing happened with Jayden. 345 00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,000 Once I give birth… 346 00:31:27,480 --> 00:31:30,480 they will go back to normal, because they spread during pregnancy. 347 00:31:45,640 --> 00:31:49,440 None of my clothes fit now, in my seventh month of pregnancy. 348 00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:52,920 No jeans or pants or anything. 349 00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:11,960 Only big dresses fit me now. 350 00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:26,480 I brought the sewing machine in from storage and started sewing. 351 00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:51,760 You're too close to the water! 352 00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:57,720 -Really? -Come and help me tear this fabric. 353 00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:01,760 Good boy. 354 00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:18,800 This is the dress I sewed. 355 00:34:25,240 --> 00:34:27,760 Just like the three of us celebrated my birthday, 356 00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:29,920 we also celebrated Dani's birthday together. 357 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:34,640 Put them here for Dad and for you. 358 00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:38,800 There's chocolate all over your mouth. 359 00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:07,040 Tada! 360 00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:12,840 Ouch! 361 00:35:13,720 --> 00:35:15,080 Let's blow the candles out together. 362 00:35:17,440 --> 00:35:19,160 Good boy, Jayden. 363 00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:22,680 To Jayden. 364 00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:24,480 To Jayden. 365 00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:32,040 -Come here, Jayden. -Okay. 366 00:36:09,440 --> 00:36:11,160 I couldn't believe what had happened! 367 00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:15,160 We thought there was an explosion in our house. 368 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:18,040 I ran like a maniac. 369 00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:28,840 A big boom. 370 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:32,280 Yes, Mom, a big boom and the sky is all red. 371 00:36:32,920 --> 00:36:38,040 The alarm won't stop ringing. 372 00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:40,040 The alarm won't stop ringing, my love? 373 00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:47,000 Yes, and all the houses are destroyed. 374 00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:52,960 And then 375 00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:57,440 in Lebanon 376 00:36:57,960 --> 00:37:00,760 all the kids… 377 00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:03,080 All the kids are scared? 378 00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:04,080 Yes. 379 00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:11,360 I automatically started packing. 380 00:37:23,040 --> 00:37:25,440 I can't remember what happened. 381 00:37:31,680 --> 00:37:35,680 I wish time had stopped there and stood still 382 00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,200 until they found the culprit. 383 00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:43,080 Lebanese citizens are enraged. 384 00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:46,880 …was repeated in Martyr's Square, where the gallows were suspended… 385 00:37:47,040 --> 00:37:52,120 …I wish what you did to the Lebanese people would happen to your own children! 386 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:55,040 God damn you! 387 00:37:56,040 --> 00:37:57,640 I didn't stop exercising. 388 00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:00,120 Exercising… 389 00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:02,960 cleared my mind. 390 00:39:24,840 --> 00:39:26,760 The only place we visited during quarantine 391 00:39:27,720 --> 00:39:30,240 was Our Lady of Lebanon in Harissa. 392 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:32,560 Who's going out? 393 00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:34,240 Jayden Metri. 394 00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:35,960 Where are we going? 395 00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:39,360 The biggest statue in Lebanon. 396 00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:46,280 Turn on the music, Dad. 397 00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:48,560 -Let's listen to some music. -Okay. 398 00:39:57,840 --> 00:40:00,440 Jayden was very excited to go out. 399 00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:07,520 But unfortunately, the church was closed. 400 00:40:07,600 --> 00:40:09,080 Because of the COVID-19 situation. 401 00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:18,680 I want to go inside. 402 00:40:20,760 --> 00:40:24,760 As happy as Jayden was, he was disappointed. 403 00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:29,840 I blamed myself for promising he could go. 404 00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,360 We prayed outside and went back home. 405 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:43,120 Six years of marriage passed in the blink of an eye. 406 00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:48,920 Even though a lot of things happened during those six years, time flew by, 407 00:40:49,800 --> 00:40:53,120 because me and Dani always support each other. 408 00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:57,920 And we thank God for this beautiful family. 409 00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:45,600 Did you see him? 410 00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:49,520 I feel it here more than there. 411 00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:54,760 Dave never stopped kicking inside my stomach, 412 00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:56,680 he did it day and night. 413 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:04,360 I was always happy, even when the kicks were hurting me, 414 00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:10,120 because I felt like he was saying, "Mom, I'm here and I'm healthy." 415 00:42:13,280 --> 00:42:16,840 This would tackle the baby. 416 00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:21,680 Tell him how much time I still have. 417 00:42:21,760 --> 00:42:25,920 Around five weeks, according to Dad's calculations. 418 00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:38,720 I can feel it here. 419 00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:42,960 See? He's dancing. Play him some music. 420 00:42:43,040 --> 00:42:47,000 He's doing it alone now. I felt that a little bit. 421 00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:48,320 A little bit? 422 00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:51,080 Change the music. Maybe he will like it. 423 00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:03,280 He hasn't moved for half an hour. 424 00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:07,480 I'm worried because usually he's moving day and night. 425 00:43:08,480 --> 00:43:11,080 If half an hour passes without him moving… 426 00:43:11,160 --> 00:43:13,520 He doesn't have to be moving all the time. 427 00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:16,000 All his limbs are in front of his face. 428 00:43:16,240 --> 00:43:20,040 If he doesn't move them we may not be able to see them. 429 00:43:20,120 --> 00:43:22,440 -Hello, Mom. -That is his profile. 430 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:23,640 He's quiet now. 431 00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:29,880 Now we have a good view… 432 00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:31,080 Where's my love? 433 00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:33,440 Won't you show us? 434 00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:36,840 Are you upset? 435 00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:41,120 He usually moves all day and all night, but now he doesn't want to move. 436 00:43:50,600 --> 00:43:52,920 I normally eat to live. 437 00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:57,040 But during my pregnancy, I lived to eat. 438 00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:05,120 I now understand people who find pleasure in eating and cooking. 439 00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:11,200 And my growing appetite helped me learn how to cook. 440 00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:15,240 And after nine months, I became a great chef. 441 00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:17,120 Hey, great chef. 442 00:44:19,280 --> 00:44:20,360 Thank you for lunch. 443 00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:21,800 I'm done. 444 00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:26,360 -It smells great. -Thank you. 445 00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:30,960 Wonderful. And Mom is cooking Lasagna. 446 00:44:38,520 --> 00:44:40,240 Do you want to eat, Dani? 447 00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:41,440 Are you hungry? 448 00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:43,920 Should I set the table? 449 00:44:51,360 --> 00:44:54,400 What are you doing here, my love? 450 00:44:56,320 --> 00:44:57,880 What are you eating? 451 00:44:59,960 --> 00:45:01,080 Chocolate? 452 00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:02,720 Yes. 453 00:45:03,560 --> 00:45:06,600 I miss you, Mom. Come out. 454 00:45:10,480 --> 00:45:11,920 No, my love. 455 00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:14,400 I had a bad headache. 456 00:45:15,520 --> 00:45:16,640 And I got the flu. 457 00:45:18,040 --> 00:45:19,280 In that moment… 458 00:45:20,840 --> 00:45:22,040 I panicked. 459 00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:28,840 And I locked myself in the room. 460 00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:42,280 I never expected to go through something like this. 461 00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:48,080 I want to play with you. 462 00:45:49,160 --> 00:45:51,560 I've been thinking for six days… 463 00:45:56,880 --> 00:45:59,520 how did the virus reach my house? 464 00:46:00,880 --> 00:46:02,680 If that's really the case. 465 00:46:02,960 --> 00:46:04,680 Why aren't you talking to me? 466 00:46:04,920 --> 00:46:09,520 Why aren't you talking to me, Mom? 467 00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:13,160 Did we not disinfect properly… 468 00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:15,520 something that I used? 469 00:46:19,080 --> 00:46:20,200 Maybe… 470 00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:26,760 Dani went out and came back and didn't take off his shoes. 471 00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:33,520 I'm a little bit sick, my love. 472 00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:34,760 Open up, Mom. 473 00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:39,600 I will open up and come out to see you in three days, my love. 474 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:41,440 I love you so much. 475 00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:45,480 People who've gone through quarantine… 476 00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:49,280 know all too well how I'm feeling right now. 477 00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:57,840 And know about the amount of anxiety, fear, and terror… 478 00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:03,440 that I am experiencing right now. 479 00:47:26,920 --> 00:47:29,120 When the test results were negative… 480 00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:34,640 I felt like playing with Jayden forever. 481 00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:39,520 Even though my stomach was huge in my eighth month of pregnancy, 482 00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:42,920 I didn't want to leave him for a moment. 483 00:47:57,120 --> 00:48:00,600 My darling. 484 00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:36,320 -Dad? -What? 485 00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:38,840 Look at me and Mom. 486 00:48:39,880 --> 00:48:41,400 Come and help us, Dad. 487 00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:43,160 Come here. 488 00:48:47,560 --> 00:48:51,920 I'm tired Mom. Come down, Jayden. 489 00:48:54,960 --> 00:48:59,000 In the room. 490 00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:06,360 The monster is here! 491 00:49:11,240 --> 00:49:12,600 Where's Jayden? 492 00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:17,880 There's a hand. Whose hand is that? 493 00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:21,680 There's hair. Whose hair is that? 494 00:49:22,160 --> 00:49:23,320 There's a foot. 495 00:49:25,960 --> 00:49:29,120 Whose foot is that? 496 00:49:29,280 --> 00:49:30,680 Jayden. 497 00:49:34,960 --> 00:49:40,080 Who's here? Whose hair is that? 498 00:49:40,320 --> 00:49:42,920 Now we will drink water. 499 00:49:43,240 --> 00:49:45,040 Bring the bottle to drink water. 500 00:49:45,120 --> 00:49:46,040 How? 501 00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:47,680 You bring some water. 502 00:49:47,760 --> 00:49:49,880 Go easy on me, dear. 503 00:49:49,960 --> 00:49:52,320 You bring me water. 504 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:05,520 On your marks, ready… 505 00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:07,280 -Go! -…go! 506 00:50:07,600 --> 00:50:08,760 Come on. 507 00:50:10,920 --> 00:50:13,320 Stop. 508 00:50:16,440 --> 00:50:19,080 On your marks, ready, Jayden? 509 00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:20,560 Go! 510 00:50:31,640 --> 00:50:32,720 I'm done. 511 00:50:33,640 --> 00:50:35,800 I'm done. Stop. 512 00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:38,960 I have 12. 513 00:50:41,520 --> 00:50:44,240 I have more than that. 514 00:50:47,440 --> 00:50:48,520 Oh dear. 515 00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:51,640 I have six. 516 00:50:53,640 --> 00:50:55,480 Six is not good. 517 00:50:55,560 --> 00:50:57,080 It's not? 518 00:50:57,160 --> 00:50:58,200 No. 519 00:50:58,720 --> 00:51:01,280 Look, Mike, I have 12. 520 00:51:04,720 --> 00:51:07,320 Look what I have, Mike. 521 00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:13,360 Come down, Mike. 522 00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:16,920 Mike thinks it's a forest up there. 523 00:51:17,880 --> 00:51:20,640 -What's a forest? -Forest is forêt. 524 00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:26,960 Because I have thick hair, he thinks it is a tree. 525 00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:30,520 Either it's refusing to come down or it's stuck. 526 00:51:30,600 --> 00:51:31,480 No. 527 00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:38,160 Where's Jayden? 528 00:51:51,080 --> 00:51:53,240 I saw her hair, Dad. 529 00:51:59,240 --> 00:52:00,520 You count. 530 00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:07,440 It's not a secret… 531 00:52:08,240 --> 00:52:12,480 During the day, in the eighth and ninth months of pregnancy, 532 00:52:13,120 --> 00:52:14,640 I would sleep while standing up. 533 00:52:24,680 --> 00:52:26,240 And at night… 534 00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:29,200 I'd be awake. 535 00:52:36,480 --> 00:52:37,880 I want nothing. 536 00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:41,080 I just want to sleep. 537 00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:55,800 I knew that during the COVID-19 situation, 538 00:52:56,400 --> 00:53:00,280 I wouldn't receive visitors to congratulate me on the baby. 539 00:53:00,520 --> 00:53:03,440 But I couldn't help preparing to welcome Dave. 540 00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:06,160 And I started the preparations in the sixth month of the pregnancy. 541 00:53:06,960 --> 00:53:09,080 I figured that when he grows up, 542 00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:11,920 he'll love to see what we did for him when he was born. 543 00:53:12,400 --> 00:53:14,800 Even if the current situation doesn't really call for all that. 544 00:53:55,600 --> 00:54:00,240 Check this out, we can put this here with some candy. 545 00:54:48,520 --> 00:54:51,360 One like this and a moon. 546 00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:53,440 Can we put some up? 547 00:54:53,520 --> 00:54:57,240 I'll put some up and you put some here, deal? 548 00:54:57,600 --> 00:54:58,760 -There. -Okay. 549 00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:20,160 We're done. 550 00:55:20,240 --> 00:55:21,520 We're done. 551 00:55:21,960 --> 00:55:23,440 During the ninth month of pregnancy… 552 00:55:24,920 --> 00:55:26,720 I found myself… 553 00:55:27,720 --> 00:55:28,680 all of sudden, 554 00:55:28,920 --> 00:55:32,000 wanting to continue all the projects that I stopped four years ago. 555 00:55:32,240 --> 00:55:34,600 And the ideas began to flow. 556 00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:38,800 I wrote down my ideas, then went down to the studio to execute them. 557 00:56:01,160 --> 00:56:03,360 I will still live 558 00:56:03,440 --> 00:56:08,160 My life, my life 559 00:56:08,240 --> 00:56:12,840 My life, I will still live 560 00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:15,000 My life 561 00:56:15,680 --> 00:56:17,640 I'll play the drums now. 562 00:56:22,720 --> 00:56:24,200 The tone in the song is very high. 563 00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:28,080 Life… 564 00:56:28,160 --> 00:56:29,800 Drums only. 565 00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:39,720 He never stopped moving. 566 00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:42,480 It seems that he liked the song. 567 00:56:56,560 --> 00:56:58,600 Hello. 568 00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:00,600 Are you excited? 569 00:57:01,240 --> 00:57:02,960 Very much. 570 00:57:05,680 --> 00:57:06,880 How do you feel? 571 00:57:15,080 --> 00:57:18,320 You've been kicking in my stomach all night long, 572 00:57:18,400 --> 00:57:21,920 as if you knew you were coming out today. 573 00:58:25,720 --> 00:58:27,400 -Oh, Virgin Mary! -The baby is out! 574 00:58:29,640 --> 00:58:31,160 He's crying hard. 575 00:58:38,840 --> 00:58:41,920 It's a boy. 576 00:58:43,920 --> 00:58:45,400 My dear boy. 577 00:58:56,760 --> 00:58:58,760 -He's very healthy. -Okay. 578 00:58:59,440 --> 00:59:01,600 -Is he breathing well? -Very well. 579 00:59:02,680 --> 00:59:04,000 Breathe. 580 00:59:14,080 --> 00:59:20,200 Sorry, Mom. 581 00:59:20,280 --> 00:59:22,360 My baby boy. I love you so much. 582 00:59:27,280 --> 00:59:29,360 Really? Okay. 583 00:59:29,440 --> 00:59:30,600 -Are you good? -Yes. 584 01:00:02,840 --> 01:00:04,560 Love is in the air. 585 01:00:13,400 --> 01:00:14,240 Baby. 586 01:00:15,720 --> 01:00:19,240 He's holding it with both hands. 587 01:00:19,680 --> 01:00:21,400 My lovely boy. 588 01:00:21,880 --> 01:00:27,320 I couldn't leave Dave for a moment. I asked them to bring him to my room. 589 01:00:27,640 --> 01:00:29,600 And he slept in my room the first night. 590 01:00:30,000 --> 01:00:34,800 I was so worried about the epidemic spreading in hospitals. 591 01:00:35,800 --> 01:00:39,360 I held him tight all night long. 592 01:01:12,280 --> 01:01:16,800 In moments like these time stands still… 593 01:01:18,520 --> 01:01:19,880 and the world stops turning. 594 01:01:21,880 --> 01:01:24,040 And all the ugliness goes away. 595 01:01:24,840 --> 01:01:29,720 From injustice, to sorrow, sadness, and failure. 596 01:01:30,360 --> 01:01:34,520 And hope fills the air, along with love and happiness. 597 01:01:36,720 --> 01:01:39,560 And you feel that no matter how unfair life can be, 598 01:01:40,400 --> 01:01:42,960 you still need to dig your way through… 599 01:01:44,960 --> 01:01:47,280 until you bring out everything that's beautiful 600 01:01:48,200 --> 01:01:49,680 and give it to your child. 601 01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:13,440 By the way, Jayden also dislikes the camera. 602 01:02:14,400 --> 01:02:19,200 After giving birth, my whole life was split between Dave, 603 01:02:19,520 --> 01:02:22,320 Jayden, Dani, and my studio. 604 01:02:31,600 --> 01:02:35,800 I will still live my life 605 01:02:35,880 --> 01:02:40,360 Live my life 606 01:02:41,800 --> 01:02:44,360 What is this? 607 01:02:56,080 --> 01:03:02,160 And since we're still in quarantine, I've focused on finishing my album 608 01:03:02,520 --> 01:03:06,120 and handing over the project to Netflix to be shown on time. 609 01:03:13,760 --> 01:03:14,720 You're early. 610 01:03:14,800 --> 01:03:16,160 Of course. 611 01:03:22,480 --> 01:03:24,280 I learned it. 612 01:03:52,240 --> 01:03:53,480 You want to see something else? 613 01:03:55,600 --> 01:03:58,200 Let's walk. 614 01:03:58,280 --> 01:04:00,800 My baby is walking. 615 01:04:07,680 --> 01:04:10,960 Which color is better? 616 01:04:11,040 --> 01:04:13,200 -That one. -You prefer that one? 617 01:04:13,280 --> 01:04:14,880 -Yes. -Okay. 618 01:04:23,680 --> 01:04:29,680 I wanted to set the release date for each song and its music video. 619 01:04:31,440 --> 01:04:36,120 But we're living through an exceptional situation now, unfortunately. 620 01:04:37,240 --> 01:04:38,880 Especially here in Lebanon. 621 01:04:59,920 --> 01:05:01,440 Ghazi, yes! 622 01:05:01,920 --> 01:05:03,600 Broad, yes! 623 01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:31,160 You're the beginning… 624 01:06:26,200 --> 01:06:30,720 Releasing this album will be different from all of my previous albums. 625 01:06:31,280 --> 01:06:33,400 MYRIAM FARES DECEITFUL LIFE 626 01:06:38,720 --> 01:06:42,360 Every now and then, I will release a song with its own music video. 627 01:06:47,080 --> 01:06:52,720 All the songs were recorded and distributed all over again. 628 01:06:54,320 --> 01:06:56,000 I changed them all. 629 01:06:56,760 --> 01:06:58,520 I have a song called "Missing". 630 01:06:59,480 --> 01:07:05,120 It's a dance track, but I'd like to make it a slow track, is that possible? 631 01:07:08,280 --> 01:07:10,640 Yes, sure, everything is possible. 632 01:07:11,080 --> 01:07:13,120 Let's start then. 633 01:07:14,280 --> 01:07:17,960 I'll let you enjoy the first song I will release from the album. 634 01:07:18,040 --> 01:07:22,440 A song that I personally love, because I sang it while I was pregnant with Dave, 635 01:07:22,960 --> 01:07:24,640 "Deceitful Life". 636 01:07:26,960 --> 01:07:29,720 DECEITFUL LIFE 637 01:11:55,120 --> 01:11:57,120 Subtitle translation by Wael Koubeissy