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- Yes, yes, yes.

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Wait, 10 minutes?

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God, I should've just driven myself.

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Okay, it's perfect.

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This is perfect.

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Girls, breakfast!
- [Rose] Move!

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- Mommy is going away for the weekend.

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- Mom!
- Yeah?

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- She took my iPad.
- Hey, hey, hey,

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stop that now!
- It's mine!

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- Peter!
- Listen to your mother.

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- Peter!
- Rose.

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- She started it.

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- Hey, she's just a baby.
- I am not!

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- Okay, okay, gimme that, gimme that.

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Sit down, sit down please.

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There's no technology at the table

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because mealtime is sacred
goddammit right Peter?

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- Yep, rule number one.

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- Hey, hey, hey, no balls at the table.

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- Rule number 16.

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- I hate you mom.

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- Well, that's not very nice.

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I'm gonna take your photo now.

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Smile, great, that's good enough.

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Don't forget, we have that
meeting with the assessment team

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on Monday to have her classified.

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- Right, ADHD.
- Shh, she's right there.

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- Kids are over classified
and over medicated.

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- Rose, you forgot to
flush the toilet again.

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- Jenny!
- You know the rules.

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- Oh, please look, look who's talking.

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- Where is he?

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- How come mom gets her phone?

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- Gross, what is that?

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- [Rose] It looks like puke.

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- It's kale and it tastes delicious.

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Oh, he's here, okay.

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All right, I'm leaving.

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Do not forget to feed them, okay?

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- I got it covered.

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Hey, just enjoy your mommy weekend, okay?

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- It's not a mommy weekend.

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It's a work conference.

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- Well, work involves a
paycheck so just saying.

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- Well, that's exactly
what I'm trying to do.

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I'm just saying.

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Goodbye, goodbye.

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- You're right, that's puke.

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- Okay, mommy's going
away for the weekend.

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She's never, ever coming back.

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- Bye bye mom.
- Have fun!

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- Boarding pass is in my wallet.

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I have enough time to order a
salad before I board the gate.

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Okay fine, I don't need help, it's cool.

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- You Jeaneth, Jenny?
- Yes.

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- All right, I am mark with a C.

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- I know, I can read it.

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All right, I'm very late.

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(car engine roaring)

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- Relax, you'll get
there wherever there is.

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I got these delicious mints

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and lollipops.
- No, no, no,

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I'm good thank you, I'm good.

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- [Marc] Okay, so no.

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- Oh my God.

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All right, mommy's going
away for the weekend.

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Mommy's going away for the weekend.

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- So where are we flying to?

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- Vegas, yep.
- [Marc] Vegas.

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- For a conference 'cause I'm a blogger.

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- [Marc] Oh, me too.

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- Oh, well I've only been
at it for a few months.

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- Sweet, so what do you write about?

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- Motherhood and family, angst.

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You?
- Maoism, anarchy, angst.

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- Wait, where are you?

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Oh ways, okay 'cause it's rush hour.

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I should have left myself more time.

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Actually, I did.

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Wait, no, no, no, where are you going?

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- Yeah, you pushed pool, so.

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- No, I didn't.

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- Yeah, I'm picking up my next ride here.

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- God, I hate these stupid apps.

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Well, how much does it cost to switch?

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- You can't.

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- What do you mean I can't?

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- Relax Jen.
- Don't tell me to relax!

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My name is Jenny.

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And what is that?

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That weed, no.

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No, thank you very much.

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You don't, while you're driving?

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- I am straight edge so it's cool.

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Your choice, your body,
your body, your choice.

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(phone keys clicking)

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(phone message beeping)

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(phone keys clicking)

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(phone message beeping)

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- I'll relax when I get there.

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- Hi!
- [Marc] Kara?

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- Kara with a K.
- Oh, Marc with a C.

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- No way?
- [Marc] Way.

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- Well, not that anybody
asked, but I'm Jenny with a Y.

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- Wait, like Yenny?

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- Can we just go?

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Let's just go.

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- What's with her?

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(speaking in foreign language)

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- What are we listening to?

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- These are binaural beats.

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- Like, like, like?

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Where are you going?

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- LAX.

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- Oh okay, now I get the mood.

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I'm an intuitive.

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Where are you flying?

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- Vegas.
- [Kara] Oh fun, pool parties?

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- It's a work conference.

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- She's a mommy blogger.

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- Okay, gotcha.
- Do you?

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For both of your information,

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I happen to be an Emmy
award-winning news journalist.

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I mean, I was.

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- Whatever, you know

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how they say it's not like
you're carrying cancer.

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I worked in medical
research curing cancer,

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but I'm an actress now.

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And I'm going to Barry's bootcamp.

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My friend works there at the one in Venice

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so I get in for free and
I am very eco-conscious

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and I don't own a car.

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- It's all meaningless.
- Exactly.

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- Where are we going?

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- Oh yeah, this is our last stop.

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Go to North Hollywood, Jen
chill, we are going to get there.

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(mid tempo music)

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- Can we go now?

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- Yeah, if you're late, the
lock you out of bootcamp.

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Oh, look who's here.

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(Sean burping)

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(car door slams shut)

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- Sean.
- Oh my God.

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You gotta be kidding me.

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You gotta be kidding me.

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- [Marc] Hell is other people.

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- Seriously, I have been
puked on already once today.

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- Oh God, that is so gross.

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I thought I smelled that.

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I knew it.

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I'm really sensitive to that smell

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because I was bulimic in high school.

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- Thank you, thank you, thank you.

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Wait, wait, you gotta be kidding me?

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- First stop, Sean's going to Culver City.

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It's right before the airport.

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- Oh, oh, and then me, right?

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- No, no, not then her, then me!

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- Let's see what the app has to say.

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- I don't care what the app has to say!

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I'll start writing a very strong email.

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Remind me to write a very strong email.

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I'm gonna miss my flight,

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and the opening night cocktail party.

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- [Kara] Oh, you definitely
can use a cocktail Jenny.

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- Get out please now.

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- Did someone say cocktail?
- Seriously?

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- Jen, it's not her fault
you didn't leave enough time.

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- Yeah I mean, it would
have made a lot more sense

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to fly out of Burbank.

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- Fuck, goddammit!
- Don't!

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- Jen.
- I'm somebody's mom.

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- I gotta get to paradise.
(Jen screams)

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- We're gonna get you to the area port?

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- What?

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- He's got a gun!

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He's got a gun!
- What?

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- Oh my God, he's got a gun.

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- Guys, I'm not gonna use it.

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(Jen and Kara screaming)

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It's not even loaded okay?

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- Oh God.

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- Why do you have a gun man?

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- To kill myself.

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- Okay, wrong answer dude.

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- I'm not gonna.

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- Make sure the safety's on.

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- I tried to kill myself in 10th grade.

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I was bullied.

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- Look, Sam.
- It's Sean.

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- Sean, I'm sorry.

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It's gonna be okay.

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- It's fine, I can't I think.

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- Oh okay, that's good, that's good.

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- Hey, can you take me to paradise?

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Not on the app.

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My credit card's all maxed out.

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I have cash.

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I have $250 and that's all I got.

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- Cash rules.

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- Oh wait, Paradise, Nevada.

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- Yeah, fuck.

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- Sean, why did you feel
like you had to do this?

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I mean, do you mind sharing?

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- She went back to Paradise.
- Who?

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(cell phone message pings)
- Dawn and-

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- Sean, oh my God, I'm so sorry,

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but it's just my flight
is boarding right now.

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I don't mean to be insensitive, but Marc?

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- Hmm?
- How long would it take

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for you to drive to Paradise
or to Vegas right now?

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- Here to there?

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It's like five hours.

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- Five hours, yes.

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That's about five hours.

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Okay, I'm gonna throw in another $250

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and we're just gonna drive there.

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If we leave right now, I
can still make it there.

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I can shower.

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I can she mask.

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I will make it there in
time for the cocktail party.

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- Actually can I go too?

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- What?
- Wow!

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- No, what about Barry's bootcamp?

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- I didn't really wanna go.

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- I didn't wanna exercise today

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so that all works out for me.

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Can I like Venmo you guys my part?

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- Are you gonna take us or not?

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- Wow, what a freight train.

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So much to process, the ins and outs,

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the pros and cons and what have you's,

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the why's, the what for's?

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Yes, I'm answering in the affirmative.

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I will shepherd you.

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First, we just have to make a quick stop.

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- Okay, as long as it truly is quick.

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- Was I not clear?

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- Wait, wait, wait, wait.

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I need to sit in the front seat.

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I'm sorry, I get car sick easily.

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I'm always the designated
driver and no offense Sean,

262
00:11:14,800 --> 00:11:17,177
I'm really, really happy
that you chose life,

263
00:11:17,177 --> 00:11:18,927
but right now you smell like death.

264
00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:21,430
Is that okay with everyone?

265
00:11:21,430 --> 00:11:22,263
- Yeah.
- Yeah.

266
00:11:22,263 --> 00:11:23,096
- Great.

267
00:11:26,680 --> 00:11:28,283
- Salutations.
- Hello.

268
00:11:29,219 --> 00:11:30,052
(car door slams shut)

269
00:11:30,052 --> 00:11:32,280
- Yeah, please seat belts policy,

270
00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:33,846
preservation, you understand?

271
00:11:33,846 --> 00:11:35,932
- Okay.
- The light forces.

272
00:11:35,932 --> 00:11:38,490
- Start the car please.
- [Marc] All right.

273
00:11:38,490 --> 00:11:40,310
- [Jen] Drive, just drive!

274
00:11:40,310 --> 00:11:41,143
- I'm doing it.

275
00:11:41,143 --> 00:11:41,976
See me?

276
00:11:43,136 --> 00:11:46,070
I wanna just put this below there.

277
00:11:46,070 --> 00:11:48,900
- Okay, where are we going?

278
00:11:48,900 --> 00:11:49,733
What's this quick stop?

279
00:11:49,733 --> 00:11:53,580
- Lucas, yeah but your
contract said tickets

280
00:11:53,580 --> 00:11:55,653
to the premiere, that was explained.

281
00:11:55,653 --> 00:11:57,460
- It's on the way, it's on the way.

282
00:11:57,460 --> 00:12:00,700
- Yeah, I could talk to
him, but did you read it?

283
00:12:00,700 --> 00:12:03,730
- I get that between here
and there, but where exactly?

284
00:12:03,730 --> 00:12:04,686
- And I'll call the producer.

285
00:12:04,686 --> 00:12:07,400
Just read it, okay, thank you.

286
00:12:07,400 --> 00:12:08,273
- Boyle Heights.

287
00:12:15,770 --> 00:12:18,240
- Are you like a?
- Talent Agent, yeah.

288
00:12:18,240 --> 00:12:19,163
- I'm an actress.

289
00:12:20,220 --> 00:12:21,070
I have a manager.

290
00:12:22,330 --> 00:12:23,330
She doesn't do much.

291
00:12:24,218 --> 00:12:25,520
I'm thinking about firing her.

292
00:12:25,520 --> 00:12:26,859
- That's in East LA

293
00:12:26,859 --> 00:12:28,890
(speaking in foreign language)

294
00:12:28,890 --> 00:12:30,800
- Oh, that's actually
near The Staples Center.

295
00:12:30,800 --> 00:12:32,583
I had a call back there once.

296
00:12:33,590 --> 00:12:35,453
Yeah, but I didn't get the part.

297
00:12:37,197 --> 00:12:40,830
(cell phone message pings)

298
00:12:40,830 --> 00:12:43,143
- I just got a comment on my blog.

299
00:12:44,042 --> 00:12:44,990
- That's huge.

300
00:12:44,990 --> 00:12:46,500
- Comments are commerce,

301
00:12:46,500 --> 00:12:48,810
that is the first panel
I'm going to tomorrow

302
00:12:48,810 --> 00:12:53,633
after yes, desert yoga.

303
00:12:55,470 --> 00:12:59,200
I wrote a blog post about
taking my stepdaughter shopping

304
00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:00,908
for her first bra.

305
00:13:00,908 --> 00:13:02,760
(Marc laughs)

306
00:13:02,760 --> 00:13:05,480
Okay maybe, it's not how to
organize a sustainable protest,

307
00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:08,283
but it's funny, poignant and relatable.

308
00:13:10,610 --> 00:13:11,700
- I hate you.

309
00:13:11,700 --> 00:13:14,203
- It's a troll.
- It's my stepdaughter.

310
00:13:16,730 --> 00:13:18,130
How did this become my life?

311
00:13:19,110 --> 00:13:20,650
- I hate my mother too.

312
00:13:20,650 --> 00:13:21,550
- [Jen] Excuse me?

313
00:13:22,530 --> 00:13:24,593
- Let go ladies, come on.

314
00:13:25,480 --> 00:13:26,870
- She just cut me off last week,

315
00:13:26,870 --> 00:13:29,410
but what she doesn't
realize is that my phone

316
00:13:29,410 --> 00:13:32,670
is still on the family plan, ha ha.

317
00:13:32,670 --> 00:13:34,428
- Personal probs.

318
00:13:34,428 --> 00:13:37,178
- But you know what, problems
are still problems, okay?

319
00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:41,383
- [Marc] All right.
(mid tempo music)

320
00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:58,480
- I used to be on local
news on air, field producer.

321
00:13:58,480 --> 00:13:59,313
- We know, VME.

322
00:14:00,920 --> 00:14:03,253
- In Vegas actually, ironically.

323
00:14:05,210 --> 00:14:08,818
Anyway, back to the scene of the crime.

324
00:14:08,818 --> 00:14:10,697
- Did you kill someone Jen?

325
00:14:10,697 --> 00:14:13,390
- Ha ha ha, no, it's
where I met my husband

326
00:14:13,390 --> 00:14:14,340
and I got pregnant.

327
00:14:15,324 --> 00:14:16,760
My former self.

328
00:14:16,760 --> 00:14:18,733
- Oh, so who are you now Jen?

329
00:14:20,600 --> 00:14:21,580
Only you know.

330
00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:23,703
- Okay, that's the deep.

331
00:14:25,860 --> 00:14:27,323
- I went to Duke.
- You did?

332
00:14:29,893 --> 00:14:32,563
- Yeah, organic chem major.

333
00:14:33,730 --> 00:14:36,173
- I went to Berkeley.
- Middlebury.

334
00:14:40,850 --> 00:14:43,310
- Oh my God, I'm so sorry Sean.

335
00:14:43,310 --> 00:14:45,650
We've been so self-absorbed,
how are you doing?

336
00:14:45,650 --> 00:14:46,903
How, are you feeling?

337
00:14:48,960 --> 00:14:51,903
- Hung over, empty.

338
00:14:53,710 --> 00:14:56,957
- You were gonna tell us
why we were driving to-

339
00:14:56,957 --> 00:14:58,550
- Paradise.
- Paradise.

340
00:14:58,550 --> 00:14:59,960
- Yeah I mean, do you wanna talk about,

341
00:14:59,960 --> 00:15:00,830
I don't know if you want to talk about it.

342
00:15:00,830 --> 00:15:01,670
I like talking about things.

343
00:15:01,670 --> 00:15:02,630
I don't know if you are?

344
00:15:02,630 --> 00:15:04,163
- I fucked it all up.

345
00:15:05,800 --> 00:15:06,933
- All of what?

346
00:15:08,092 --> 00:15:13,092
- My life.
(upbeat music)

347
00:15:20,940 --> 00:15:22,490
I can't get her out of my mind.

348
00:15:23,360 --> 00:15:25,140
- Classic Leo.

349
00:15:25,140 --> 00:15:27,410
- That's so funny, I was
gonna say the exact same thing

350
00:15:27,410 --> 00:15:29,750
because of course I'm a Libra.

351
00:15:29,750 --> 00:15:31,670
- Of course, Pisces.

352
00:15:31,670 --> 00:15:33,860
- Oh, naturally.
- [Marc] Do you see it?

353
00:15:33,860 --> 00:15:35,320
- So naturally.

354
00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:36,250
Oh my gosh.

355
00:15:36,250 --> 00:15:37,870
You know what Jen, we know what you are?

356
00:15:37,870 --> 00:15:38,972
Do we know what you are?

357
00:15:38,972 --> 00:15:39,920
- [Marc] We know exactly what you are.

358
00:15:39,920 --> 00:15:41,093
- [Kara] Well, you are a Capricorn.

359
00:15:41,093 --> 00:15:42,322
- [Marc] Capricorn.
- [Kara] You're a Ca-

360
00:15:42,322 --> 00:15:44,110
(Marc and Kara laughing)

361
00:15:44,110 --> 00:15:44,943
Are we right?

362
00:15:44,943 --> 00:15:46,170
- I hate you both.

363
00:15:46,170 --> 00:15:47,003
- Oh my gosh.

364
00:15:52,920 --> 00:15:54,853
So tell us more Sean?

365
00:15:58,640 --> 00:16:01,750
- Well, I met Dawn at a weed shop in WEHO.

366
00:16:06,444 --> 00:16:07,633
I'd never seen her there before.

367
00:16:07,633 --> 00:16:09,963
I mean, not like I go often.

368
00:16:10,950 --> 00:16:13,533
(gentle music)

369
00:16:15,170 --> 00:16:19,710
She was a hippie gypsy
type, ethereal, petite,

370
00:16:19,710 --> 00:16:21,423
fragile with a touch of punk.

371
00:16:22,800 --> 00:16:23,633
She was wearing one

372
00:16:23,633 --> 00:16:25,400
of those long flowing
Haight-Ashbury skirts

373
00:16:25,400 --> 00:16:27,550
and a black Ramones beater shirt.

374
00:16:27,550 --> 00:16:29,370
One of her ears was loaded with piercings

375
00:16:29,370 --> 00:16:32,080
and she had a rose tattoo
on the inside of her arm.

376
00:16:32,080 --> 00:16:35,950
Her long, dirty blonde hair had pink tips.

377
00:16:35,950 --> 00:16:37,290
What do they call that?

378
00:16:37,290 --> 00:16:41,820
- Ombre, looked completely
dump on me, but anyway.

379
00:16:41,820 --> 00:16:44,173
I'm sorry, please keep going.

380
00:16:46,870 --> 00:16:47,920
- How can I help you?

381
00:16:48,950 --> 00:16:50,800
- [Sean] Talk about a loaded question.

382
00:16:50,800 --> 00:16:53,790
I felt this amazing
warmth emanating from her.

383
00:16:53,790 --> 00:16:56,270
Call it crazy, stupid love at first sight.

384
00:16:56,270 --> 00:16:58,000
I had really bad shoulder pain

385
00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,290
from an old baseball injury.

386
00:16:59,290 --> 00:17:02,280
I played in college and then
tweaked it playing softball.

387
00:17:02,280 --> 00:17:04,369
I just went through really nasty breakup.

388
00:17:04,369 --> 00:17:08,410
I was vulnerable and in pain, both psychic

389
00:17:08,410 --> 00:17:13,323
and physical and stress,
just so much fucking stress.

390
00:17:30,357 --> 00:17:33,357
- [Dawn] You know, you're
carrying a lot of negative energy.

391
00:17:34,410 --> 00:17:37,383
It's bopped, the weed
will definitely help.

392
00:17:38,430 --> 00:17:40,630
- [Sean] She told me
she was a Reiki master.

393
00:17:42,960 --> 00:17:44,340
- I'm a Reiki master.

394
00:17:44,340 --> 00:17:45,443
I do energy work.

395
00:17:46,280 --> 00:17:48,830
I can help you to release
all that negative energy.

396
00:17:49,830 --> 00:17:51,320
- [Sean] I started seeing her as a patient

397
00:17:51,320 --> 00:17:55,210
and then she became the
yin to my yang, until...

398
00:18:10,653 --> 00:18:12,833
- Until what man?

399
00:18:15,710 --> 00:18:17,383
You know what, put a pin in it.

400
00:18:18,540 --> 00:18:20,140
Tell me after I go see this guy.

401
00:18:24,440 --> 00:18:25,633
- Can I have one of those?

402
00:18:26,633 --> 00:18:28,257
- Oh yeah, sure.

403
00:18:28,257 --> 00:18:30,650
- Hmm?
- What?

404
00:18:30,650 --> 00:18:31,810
- No judgment.

405
00:18:31,810 --> 00:18:33,322
- Don't you have someplace to go?

406
00:18:33,322 --> 00:18:36,693
- I didn't even see that Jenny.

407
00:18:36,693 --> 00:18:37,526
- Thank you.

408
00:18:37,526 --> 00:18:38,530
- I'll be right back.

409
00:18:38,530 --> 00:18:40,353
- I recommend you only take half.

410
00:18:40,353 --> 00:18:41,613
- Oh, I'll have the other half.

411
00:18:43,932 --> 00:18:48,932
I'm gonna eat that.
(upbeat music)

412
00:18:56,453 --> 00:18:57,840
- How are you?
- What up?

413
00:18:57,840 --> 00:19:00,673
- [Man] You good?
- Yeah, you know.

414
00:19:01,543 --> 00:19:03,640
- Do you think I should take
a photo of him just in case?

415
00:19:03,640 --> 00:19:06,120
- There's a photo of him on the app silly.

416
00:19:06,120 --> 00:19:07,930
- No, I mean of just this location.

417
00:19:07,930 --> 00:19:11,430
It'll be geo tagged then I
can send it to my husband.

418
00:19:11,430 --> 00:19:12,730
- That's right, all right.

419
00:19:16,110 --> 00:19:17,430
- [Jen] What's in the bag?

420
00:19:17,430 --> 00:19:18,716
- [Marc] BC, BC

421
00:19:18,716 --> 00:19:19,838
- What is it in the bag?

422
00:19:19,838 --> 00:19:20,671
You want me to?

423
00:19:20,671 --> 00:19:22,384
- What is in the bag?

424
00:19:22,384 --> 00:19:23,290
What is in the bag?

425
00:19:23,290 --> 00:19:24,570
- Oh excuse me, what are you putting

426
00:19:24,570 --> 00:19:26,093
at my feet?
- The bag.

427
00:19:27,520 --> 00:19:30,140
All these questions you're
asking are rhetorical.

428
00:19:30,140 --> 00:19:31,050
Who's ready?

429
00:19:31,050 --> 00:19:32,850
Okay guys, next stop?

430
00:19:32,850 --> 00:19:36,033
- [Kara] Paradise!
- Paradise indeed.

431
00:19:36,033 --> 00:19:41,033
(car engine roaring)
(mid tempo music)

432
00:19:55,350 --> 00:19:59,280
- So what happened Sean?

433
00:19:59,280 --> 00:20:00,700
- What happened?

434
00:20:00,700 --> 00:20:02,070
I was a total Dick that's what happened.

435
00:20:02,070 --> 00:20:03,730
I was an asshole.

436
00:20:03,730 --> 00:20:06,353
This actress was hitting on me

437
00:20:06,353 --> 00:20:08,280
and it comes with the territory.

438
00:20:08,280 --> 00:20:09,113
I'm an agent,

439
00:20:09,113 --> 00:20:12,083
but I had a meaningless
one night stand with her.

440
00:20:13,780 --> 00:20:14,680
Totally regret it.

441
00:20:16,360 --> 00:20:18,060
- That's some bad shit.

442
00:20:18,060 --> 00:20:22,200
- Like I said, I'm an asshole seriously.

443
00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:24,867
- But whatever, life has
no intrinsic value anyway.

444
00:20:26,130 --> 00:20:27,830
- I hate myself so much right now.

445
00:20:28,980 --> 00:20:32,197
One bad fucker choice.

446
00:20:36,450 --> 00:20:37,713
I was on Dawn's table.

447
00:20:39,690 --> 00:20:40,523
Then she said.

448
00:20:42,160 --> 00:20:43,510
- [Dawn] I feel something.

449
00:20:43,510 --> 00:20:45,800
- [Sean] Yeah, work's been.

450
00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:50,800
- Perhaps, no this is new, different.

451
00:20:54,910 --> 00:20:55,743
- I cheated on you.

452
00:20:55,743 --> 00:20:57,660
I love you Dawn more than life itself.

453
00:20:57,660 --> 00:20:58,860
Can you ever forgive me?

454
00:21:01,562 --> 00:21:03,160
Then she said.

455
00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:05,723
- There's too much negative
energy in Los Angeles.

456
00:21:08,380 --> 00:21:09,760
- She packed up her things

457
00:21:09,760 --> 00:21:12,060
and went to Paradise,
Nevada where she's from.

458
00:21:13,250 --> 00:21:15,310
We haven't spoken since.

459
00:21:15,310 --> 00:21:16,520
It's just only been a week,

460
00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:19,163
but it feels like forever.

461
00:21:20,960 --> 00:21:23,120
- Do you really think that
she's gonna take you back?

462
00:21:23,120 --> 00:21:25,770
- I highly doubt it,
but I got to try right?

463
00:21:25,770 --> 00:21:27,220
Take some action.

464
00:21:27,220 --> 00:21:31,180
- Hashtag truth, but if
it's any consolation,

465
00:21:31,180 --> 00:21:33,693
every humiliation in your life in the end,

466
00:21:34,560 --> 00:21:35,710
it's totally forgotten.

467
00:21:37,830 --> 00:21:38,963
- I was cheated on.

468
00:21:40,828 --> 00:21:42,360
It was freshman year of college

469
00:21:42,360 --> 00:21:46,520
and I was going through a lesbian phase.

470
00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:48,720
I was bi-curious you know?

471
00:21:48,720 --> 00:21:51,640
And I was kind of naive in college.

472
00:21:51,640 --> 00:21:54,500
I don't know, I met this
girl and she was so cool

473
00:21:55,940 --> 00:21:57,630
and she fucking cheated on me.

474
00:21:57,630 --> 00:22:00,960
And then I was devastated
and I had a nervous breakdown

475
00:22:00,960 --> 00:22:02,690
and my parents had an intervention.

476
00:22:02,690 --> 00:22:05,300
They were like, "You got
to get back to boys."

477
00:22:05,300 --> 00:22:08,733
And really, they're not
even better so I don't know.

478
00:22:11,840 --> 00:22:13,723
- Heartache just fucking hurts.

479
00:22:15,060 --> 00:22:17,240
- Well, that could just be some heartburn.

480
00:22:17,240 --> 00:22:19,790
I mean, I have stuff in my bag for that

481
00:22:19,790 --> 00:22:21,883
'cause you've been
drinking, I'm just saying.

482
00:22:23,170 --> 00:22:25,210
- [Kara] Did you know that you
have neurons in your heart?

483
00:22:25,210 --> 00:22:26,300
- Do you mean like brain cells?

484
00:22:26,300 --> 00:22:29,433
- Here, take two.
- Take two.

485
00:22:31,970 --> 00:22:33,830
Yeah man, feelings are great and all,

486
00:22:33,830 --> 00:22:38,830
but don't keep them
trapped inside, release.

487
00:22:39,310 --> 00:22:40,880
- Easier said than done.

488
00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:42,573
- My dad cheated on my mom too.

489
00:22:44,291 --> 00:22:45,124
- I'm sorry.

490
00:22:46,440 --> 00:22:49,602
- [Jen] My parents, I mean,
they didn't have time to cheat.

491
00:22:49,602 --> 00:22:51,937
They didn't have time
for recreational sex.

492
00:22:51,937 --> 00:22:54,770
(mid tempo music)

493
00:23:07,270 --> 00:23:08,970
- Say guys, can we stop for coffee?

494
00:23:08,970 --> 00:23:12,093
I'm just really tired
and I'm out of Adderall.

495
00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:22,135
- Okay fine.
- Yeah, all right!

496
00:23:22,135 --> 00:23:23,470
(car doors slam shut)

497
00:23:23,470 --> 00:23:26,471
- They have this convenient
store (indistinct),

498
00:23:26,471 --> 00:23:28,010
me and my sister.

499
00:23:28,010 --> 00:23:29,838
Well, my grandparents basically raised us.

500
00:23:29,838 --> 00:23:30,671
They didn't have time

501
00:23:30,671 --> 00:23:33,330
for anything except for our basic needs.

502
00:23:33,330 --> 00:23:34,163
And then my mom,

503
00:23:34,163 --> 00:23:37,550
she doesn't understand why I
gave up my career for my kids.

504
00:23:37,550 --> 00:23:38,383
She shouldn't complain,

505
00:23:38,383 --> 00:23:40,190
I gave her grandkids.
- Yeah.

506
00:23:40,190 --> 00:23:41,240
- Large black coffee.

507
00:23:43,418 --> 00:23:46,610
- I'm just wondering, what
are your milk alternatives

508
00:23:46,610 --> 00:23:47,920
on there for the extra dollar?

509
00:23:47,920 --> 00:23:52,450
- Yeah, almond, cashew,
Brazil, peanut, cashew, hemp.

510
00:23:52,450 --> 00:23:54,250
I said cashew, apologies.

511
00:23:54,250 --> 00:23:58,510
Rice, hemp, 2%, petunia and the florals,

512
00:23:58,510 --> 00:24:02,930
orange, carrot, pea,
regular milk if you want.

513
00:24:02,930 --> 00:24:04,720
- Regular, I will do regular milk.

514
00:24:04,720 --> 00:24:07,130
And what kind of sugar
options do you guys have?

515
00:24:07,130 --> 00:24:08,120
Do you have like?

516
00:24:08,120 --> 00:24:10,093
- Splenda, equal, stevia, agave,

517
00:24:11,090 --> 00:24:16,090
sucralose, droplets, liquid
nitrogen, more droplets.

518
00:24:16,830 --> 00:24:21,070
Sugar, raw, brown, organic, non organic

519
00:24:21,070 --> 00:24:22,713
if you really wanna go there.

520
00:24:26,260 --> 00:24:27,880
- Okay yeah, we're good.

521
00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:32,460
- Well, mom was an activist
and dad was a radical.

522
00:24:32,460 --> 00:24:33,293
Mama is the first in her family

523
00:24:33,293 --> 00:24:35,790
to go to college, Berkeley too.

524
00:24:35,790 --> 00:24:38,640
Back when Berkeley was
like Berkeley, right?

525
00:24:38,640 --> 00:24:42,169
Yeah, mom was like a true bra burning,

526
00:24:42,169 --> 00:24:44,183
feminist Latina, hell raiser.

527
00:24:45,740 --> 00:24:48,520
Dad was like angry Black Panther,

528
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:50,370
emphasis on angry.

529
00:24:50,370 --> 00:24:51,203
Did some time.

530
00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:54,233
- My dad cheated too.

531
00:24:55,700 --> 00:24:58,693
He is a dick.

532
00:25:00,590 --> 00:25:01,423
I'm a dick.

533
00:25:02,610 --> 00:25:04,290
Father like son.

534
00:25:04,290 --> 00:25:07,730
- Own your choices, freewill.

535
00:25:07,730 --> 00:25:09,140
- Wow.
- Right.

536
00:25:09,140 --> 00:25:11,000
- That's comforting to
know that my life sucks

537
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:14,093
because I willed it.
- Namaste.

538
00:25:15,120 --> 00:25:16,720
- Are choices even a good thing?

539
00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:19,470
- Are you guys fucking out of your mind?

540
00:25:19,470 --> 00:25:21,920
Did you say are choices a good thing?

541
00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:23,160
Jenny holy crap,

542
00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:26,780
we live in a time and in
a culture where it's okay

543
00:25:26,780 --> 00:25:28,270
for women to make their choices.

544
00:25:28,270 --> 00:25:29,600
That is so important.

545
00:25:29,600 --> 00:25:30,950
We are so lucky.

546
00:25:30,950 --> 00:25:33,230
This is unbelievable that we have this.

547
00:25:33,230 --> 00:25:35,700
People have sacrificed so
much for that to be possible.

548
00:25:35,700 --> 00:25:37,330
I mean, I marched in DC.

549
00:25:37,330 --> 00:25:40,390
I am a fourth wave card carrying feminist.

550
00:25:40,390 --> 00:25:41,272
- Ow!
- Wow, wow, wow, okay.

551
00:25:41,272 --> 00:25:42,647
- Oh my God, are you okay?

552
00:25:42,647 --> 00:25:43,673
Oh my God, I'm sorry.

553
00:25:43,673 --> 00:25:45,670
- Those are strong little squirrel hands.

554
00:25:45,670 --> 00:25:46,800
They're very deceiving.
- Oh my God,

555
00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:48,460
even though people think we hit men,

556
00:25:48,460 --> 00:25:49,480
- We don't do that.
- I'm sorry,

557
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:50,313
I was just emphatic about this

558
00:25:50,313 --> 00:25:52,120
and I just use the arms, I use them.

559
00:25:53,419 --> 00:25:54,252
- Oh my God.

560
00:25:55,372 --> 00:25:56,672
- I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

561
00:26:00,493 --> 00:26:01,575
- Stoned and sorry at the same time.

562
00:26:01,575 --> 00:26:02,649
- I was trying to say I'm sorry

563
00:26:02,649 --> 00:26:03,676
and I'm stoned

564
00:26:03,676 --> 00:26:06,676
at the same time.
- Storied, stonied.

565
00:26:08,207 --> 00:26:10,122
- [Sean] I can't get her out of my head.

566
00:26:10,122 --> 00:26:12,955
(mid tempo music)

567
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:40,580
- I marched too in Los Angeles area

568
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:43,573
with my stepdaughter and my daughters.

569
00:26:45,280 --> 00:26:46,390
It felt really good.

570
00:26:46,390 --> 00:26:49,468
It felt important, like
we were part of something.

571
00:26:49,468 --> 00:26:52,580
- Did you write a
groundbreaking blog about it?

572
00:26:52,580 --> 00:26:55,290
- Ha ha, screw you both.

573
00:26:55,290 --> 00:26:58,140
I just felt like it was supposed
to be easier, different.

574
00:26:59,250 --> 00:27:00,530
- [Kara] I hear you.

575
00:27:00,530 --> 00:27:03,770
- Because you got participation
trophies just for showing up

576
00:27:03,770 --> 00:27:06,550
and told unconditionally
that you were special.

577
00:27:06,550 --> 00:27:09,523
News flash, we can't
all be special can we?

578
00:27:10,700 --> 00:27:12,824
- I can't get her out of my head.

579
00:27:12,824 --> 00:27:15,660
- Well, that my friend
is positive nihilism.

580
00:27:15,660 --> 00:27:18,310
All that matters is what
we deem as important,

581
00:27:18,310 --> 00:27:19,273
that is freedom.

582
00:27:21,690 --> 00:27:25,930
- Whatever, I am essentially
homeless you guys.

583
00:27:25,930 --> 00:27:29,480
I mean, I just wrapped up a dog
sitting gig in Beverly Hills

584
00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:31,030
and I don't know,

585
00:27:31,030 --> 00:27:35,323
I have like $300 left
to my name and it sucks.

586
00:27:38,890 --> 00:27:40,930
My mom was helping me out for a while,

587
00:27:40,930 --> 00:27:42,683
but I mean, she cut me off.

588
00:27:44,900 --> 00:27:49,680
I don't know, I need like a
steady gig of side hustle thing

589
00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:52,050
so that I can keep going to auditions.

590
00:27:52,050 --> 00:27:53,750
- Have you ever thought it might be time

591
00:27:53,750 --> 00:27:56,823
to maybe I don't know, give up the dream?

592
00:27:57,700 --> 00:27:58,710
- I'm not giving up my dream.

593
00:27:58,710 --> 00:28:00,210
You sound like my mom, Jesus Christ.

594
00:28:00,210 --> 00:28:02,483
- I'm sorry, geez.

595
00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:04,780
It's not what I meant.

596
00:28:06,690 --> 00:28:08,100
I don't know if writing about motherhood

597
00:28:08,100 --> 00:28:09,513
is my passion anyway.

598
00:28:10,660 --> 00:28:12,270
- Passion is a lie.

599
00:28:12,270 --> 00:28:13,730
- [Jen] What are you a fortune cookie?

600
00:28:13,730 --> 00:28:15,750
- Mean fortune cookie.

601
00:28:15,750 --> 00:28:18,050
- Capitalism tells us to take our passion

602
00:28:18,050 --> 00:28:20,227
to turn it into work, right?

603
00:28:20,227 --> 00:28:22,190
So that work will set you free.

604
00:28:22,190 --> 00:28:26,540
Passion is the big lie that
keeps the whole system in place.

605
00:28:26,540 --> 00:28:30,350
- Well Marc, if I'm working
then I'm not raising my kids

606
00:28:30,350 --> 00:28:33,830
and if I'm not working, then
I'm not a positive role model.

607
00:28:33,830 --> 00:28:36,930
I used to actually be a
feminist just like both of you,

608
00:28:36,930 --> 00:28:41,930
but now I'm just like this
bottom line zombie mom.

609
00:28:44,940 --> 00:28:49,023
Could you be a feminist and
stay home mom at the same time?

610
00:28:49,910 --> 00:28:51,260
- Yes you can.

611
00:28:51,260 --> 00:28:53,320
The definition of feminism
is just that you believe

612
00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:54,780
in equal rights for men and women.

613
00:28:54,780 --> 00:28:56,010
So yeah, you can do that.

614
00:28:56,010 --> 00:28:56,843
- Yeah, I know.

615
00:28:56,843 --> 00:28:58,733
It was just a rhetorical question.

616
00:28:59,720 --> 00:29:01,820
- Okay, I'm sorry that you
feel judged in your life

617
00:29:01,820 --> 00:29:03,600
and you don't know, you have a predicament

618
00:29:03,600 --> 00:29:04,470
about what you're gonna do,

619
00:29:04,470 --> 00:29:09,070
but really imagine being a
single woman with no boyfriend,

620
00:29:09,070 --> 00:29:12,360
no career, no kids in your '30s.

621
00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:15,280
I mean Jesus, you wanna be judged,

622
00:29:15,280 --> 00:29:18,763
walk into our holiday party
with your mom's friends.

623
00:29:19,698 --> 00:29:21,050
- [Marc] No one's judging you.

624
00:29:21,050 --> 00:29:22,700
- Oh, everybody is judging.

625
00:29:22,700 --> 00:29:24,023
You most of all Marc.

626
00:29:25,090 --> 00:29:28,273
- Yeah, and actually women
are the worst to each other.

627
00:29:30,750 --> 00:29:32,203
- What is your passion huh?

628
00:29:33,080 --> 00:29:34,463
Quoting philosophy 101?

629
00:29:35,580 --> 00:29:37,380
- I'm an artist.
- Oh?

630
00:29:37,380 --> 00:29:41,050
- Yeah, look, check it out, tattoos.

631
00:29:41,050 --> 00:29:44,040
See, tribal, something small.

632
00:29:44,040 --> 00:29:48,500
- I'm sorry, I didn't mean
to sound rude just now.

633
00:29:48,500 --> 00:29:50,510
They actually are really beautiful.

634
00:29:50,510 --> 00:29:53,500
- Thank you, I'm also a Shaman.

635
00:29:53,500 --> 00:29:55,027
- You mean a Shaman?
- Right.

636
00:29:56,247 --> 00:29:59,620
And I sell shit.
- What kind of shit?

637
00:29:59,620 --> 00:30:02,729
- Mostly drugs.
- Did I not say

638
00:30:02,729 --> 00:30:05,700
when we went to that house
that he's a drug dealer?

639
00:30:05,700 --> 00:30:06,550
- You did say it,

640
00:30:06,550 --> 00:30:07,383
but we're not worried.
- No, no, no

641
00:30:07,383 --> 00:30:08,727
the stuff I picked up this morning,

642
00:30:09,940 --> 00:30:11,820
that wasn't what I usually do.

643
00:30:11,820 --> 00:30:14,810
I usually send people
psychedelics to the dark web.

644
00:30:14,810 --> 00:30:17,540
I set them free.
- The dark web?

645
00:30:17,540 --> 00:30:20,030
- Yes, it's also where I host my blog.

646
00:30:20,030 --> 00:30:22,639
- Okay, this is all very
comforting, thank you.

647
00:30:22,639 --> 00:30:24,020
- No, the shit that I
picked up this morning,

648
00:30:24,020 --> 00:30:29,020
that is farm to table
grade A organic psilocybin.

649
00:30:29,740 --> 00:30:32,090
That's the good shit, top shelf.

650
00:30:32,090 --> 00:30:34,590
- Magic mushrooms, take me away.

651
00:30:34,590 --> 00:30:36,390
- Exactly, that's my boy (chuckles).

652
00:30:37,809 --> 00:30:39,140
- I've done shrooms too.

653
00:30:39,140 --> 00:30:41,423
- Okay, dropping bombs.

654
00:30:43,920 --> 00:30:44,810
Well, this will be different

655
00:30:44,810 --> 00:30:47,060
because it would be guided by me.

656
00:30:47,060 --> 00:30:50,600
Yes, can't take a journey to Paradise

657
00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:54,263
without first taking
a journey to Paradise.

658
00:30:55,670 --> 00:30:56,503
- Okay, you can get your hand out

659
00:30:56,503 --> 00:30:57,885
of my face.
- I'm sorry.

660
00:30:57,885 --> 00:30:58,820
- That was profound.

661
00:30:58,820 --> 00:31:01,620
- And did we say we were
going to do shrooms with you?

662
00:31:01,620 --> 00:31:04,570
- You, you intimated.
- What?

663
00:31:04,570 --> 00:31:06,410
- The answer was in your eyes.

664
00:31:06,410 --> 00:31:08,360
- I mean, I know he was but...

665
00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:10,850
- [Marc] Well, it's done.

666
00:31:10,850 --> 00:31:11,900
- [Jen] Let me think about that.

667
00:31:11,900 --> 00:31:12,733
- [Marc] It's happening.

668
00:31:12,733 --> 00:31:14,250
- [Kara] Does your spatial
awareness get better

669
00:31:14,250 --> 00:31:15,823
or worse with mushrooms?

670
00:31:17,590 --> 00:31:20,513
- [Jen] How long does this last?

671
00:31:33,230 --> 00:31:35,530
- [Kara] I have to pee.
- [Jen] Yeah, me too.

672
00:31:42,429 --> 00:31:45,012
(gentle music)

673
00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:56,100
(car doors slamming shut)

674
00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:12,170
- Yeah, I know.

675
00:32:12,170 --> 00:32:13,760
I know, the staff meeting.

676
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:16,652
The staff, but listen to me.

677
00:32:16,652 --> 00:32:19,628
Listen to me!

678
00:32:19,628 --> 00:32:23,740
I'm taking a mental health day, Dan!

679
00:32:23,740 --> 00:32:24,930
For what?

680
00:32:24,930 --> 00:32:27,100
For my mental health, fuck!

681
00:32:37,510 --> 00:32:40,010
- Good, totally on the toilet.

682
00:33:06,051 --> 00:33:06,884
- Shit.

683
00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:13,097
Hi Mrs. Wilson, how are you?

684
00:33:14,590 --> 00:33:15,423
What?

685
00:33:16,300 --> 00:33:20,363
Wait, she pushed Jack off
a swing during recess?

686
00:33:21,520 --> 00:33:23,510
Well, I'm sure that she didn't mean to.

687
00:33:23,510 --> 00:33:24,910
I'm sure it was an accident.

688
00:33:27,010 --> 00:33:29,180
Well, have you called my husband?

689
00:33:29,180 --> 00:33:31,370
No, I'm not really around today,

690
00:33:31,370 --> 00:33:33,576
but no Mrs. Wilson I understand.

691
00:33:33,576 --> 00:33:35,170
I understand that there's zero tolerance,

692
00:33:35,170 --> 00:33:37,380
but she didn't mean it.

693
00:33:37,380 --> 00:33:39,690
And I completely understand
that there's policy,

694
00:33:39,690 --> 00:33:42,933
but there's no way that she
actually meant to do this.

695
00:33:45,340 --> 00:33:47,230
I'm so sorry, Mrs. Wilson.

696
00:33:47,230 --> 00:33:49,270
Jack's mom is on the other line.

697
00:33:49,270 --> 00:33:53,720
If you could just, I'll call my husband.

698
00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:54,553
I'm so sorry.

699
00:33:54,553 --> 00:33:55,386
I'm so sorry.

700
00:33:55,386 --> 00:33:56,219
I'm so sorry to do this.

701
00:33:56,219 --> 00:33:58,600
Hey Claire, how's he doing?

702
00:33:58,600 --> 00:34:00,570
Yeah, we're having our tests next week.

703
00:34:00,570 --> 00:34:01,920
I'm so, so sorry.

704
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:03,560
We're getting your tested next week.

705
00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:06,080
Excuse me, Rose did not mean to.

706
00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:06,913
What?

707
00:34:06,913 --> 00:34:09,960
My daughter is not a bully Claire.

708
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:13,760
She's got, Claire?

709
00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:15,699
Hello?

710
00:34:15,699 --> 00:34:16,933
Claire?

711
00:34:19,900 --> 00:34:24,860
Peter, yeah, no I'm not there yet.

712
00:34:24,860 --> 00:34:26,420
I'm driving there.

713
00:34:26,420 --> 00:34:27,773
I'm not driving,

714
00:34:29,809 --> 00:34:32,290
my ride share driver's
driving me from here to,

715
00:34:32,290 --> 00:34:34,090
it's not even important right now Peter

716
00:34:34,090 --> 00:34:36,230
because Rose is in the principal's office.

717
00:34:36,230 --> 00:34:39,340
Jack, she pushed him off the swing.

718
00:34:39,340 --> 00:34:41,260
I know, there's zero tolerance.

719
00:34:41,260 --> 00:34:42,969
You know what stupid school,

720
00:34:42,969 --> 00:34:46,283
we pay this money and it's like no.

721
00:34:48,210 --> 00:34:49,070
Well, what do you want me to do?

722
00:34:49,070 --> 00:34:50,270
You want me to just go outside

723
00:34:50,270 --> 00:34:52,560
and tell this driver that he's
got to bring you back to LA?

724
00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:53,663
I can't do that.

725
00:34:55,860 --> 00:34:58,510
Well, I was hoping that you
would just cancel the rest

726
00:34:58,510 --> 00:35:00,650
of your day and go pick up your daughter.

727
00:35:00,650 --> 00:35:02,227
No, I understand.

728
00:35:02,227 --> 00:35:03,587
I'm not freaking out.

729
00:35:03,587 --> 00:35:04,880
I'm not freaking out.

730
00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:06,240
I just want to make sure

731
00:35:06,240 --> 00:35:08,040
that this is taken care of properly.

732
00:35:09,631 --> 00:35:12,163
Oh God, don't cry, don't cry,

733
00:35:12,163 --> 00:35:15,050
don't cry, don't cry, don't cry.

734
00:35:15,050 --> 00:35:18,533
I really appreciate it, okay bye.

735
00:35:34,266 --> 00:35:35,183
- Oh, fuck!

736
00:35:48,873 --> 00:35:50,953
(door creaks open)
(door creaks shut)

737
00:35:50,953 --> 00:35:52,983
- Oh, you waited?
- Yeah.

738
00:35:54,310 --> 00:35:57,733
You feeling okay?
- Yeah, thanks.

739
00:36:00,690 --> 00:36:02,600
- So I didn't tell you this before,

740
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:06,293
but I actually used to be married.

741
00:36:07,602 --> 00:36:08,743
- You were?

742
00:36:09,610 --> 00:36:11,970
- Yeah, don't sound so surprised.

743
00:36:11,970 --> 00:36:14,420
- Sorry, I didn't mean
for it to sound like that.

744
00:36:16,290 --> 00:36:18,593
So what happened?

745
00:36:21,450 --> 00:36:24,580
- I dunno, I Just kind of
like divorced the nicest guy

746
00:36:24,580 --> 00:36:25,530
in the whole world.

747
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:28,033
- Why?

748
00:36:30,730 --> 00:36:33,890
- Don't you have a mom
conference to get to

749
00:36:33,890 --> 00:36:37,190
where you can talk to well adjusted women

750
00:36:37,190 --> 00:36:40,053
who are blissfully married?

751
00:36:43,930 --> 00:36:45,220
No, it's okay.

752
00:36:45,220 --> 00:36:46,580
If you wanna hear about it,

753
00:36:46,580 --> 00:36:48,280
I'll tell you about it in the car.

754
00:36:49,230 --> 00:36:50,063
- I do.

755
00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:56,760
- Hey Marc, you're looking for UFO's?

756
00:36:56,760 --> 00:36:58,149
- What are you doing?

757
00:36:58,149 --> 00:37:02,900
- Ladies, tonight is special.

758
00:37:04,920 --> 00:37:06,720
It's lunar eclipse.

759
00:37:06,720 --> 00:37:08,073
It's the wolf blood moon.

760
00:37:09,070 --> 00:37:11,560
It's the beginning of the Aquarius season

761
00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:13,550
- Blood moon what?

762
00:37:13,550 --> 00:37:16,290
- Look, tonight is special.

763
00:37:16,290 --> 00:37:18,860
Tonight, the moon is closer to
the earth than it usually is.

764
00:37:18,860 --> 00:37:20,520
And according to folklore,

765
00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:23,070
that's when you can hear
the wolves howl (howling).

766
00:37:30,100 --> 00:37:34,600
- Wait, wolves?
- Yes, canis lupus.

767
00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:38,130
- Okay, so in a lunar eclipse,
the moon is always red

768
00:37:38,130 --> 00:37:41,110
and it's like this giant
doorway is just opened.

769
00:37:41,110 --> 00:37:43,000
It's a time of completion,

770
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:46,900
of endings and beginnings, new beginnings.

771
00:37:46,900 --> 00:37:48,050
It's the time in your life

772
00:37:48,050 --> 00:37:50,260
when you're just really
faced with your emotions

773
00:37:50,260 --> 00:37:52,590
and confronted with intimate relationships

774
00:37:52,590 --> 00:37:54,730
in home and family life.

775
00:37:54,730 --> 00:37:56,810
- Yes, luna to decanis lupus.

776
00:37:56,810 --> 00:38:01,323
Tonight, the biggest
challenge will be ourselves.

777
00:38:03,370 --> 00:38:05,690
But okay, we should get going.

778
00:38:05,690 --> 00:38:07,740
Somebody's gotta get to a cocktail party.

779
00:38:10,211 --> 00:38:14,213
(gentle music)
Away, away.

780
00:38:16,120 --> 00:38:18,173
- Guys, wait a second.

781
00:38:21,310 --> 00:38:25,803
I don't know if it's like
the wolf moon blood thing.

782
00:38:29,870 --> 00:38:32,040
Fuck Vegas, fuck the conference.

783
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:32,923
- Jen, language.

784
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:36,500
- I mean, this is my big find myself,

785
00:38:36,500 --> 00:38:38,450
get away from my kids weekend.

786
00:38:38,450 --> 00:38:39,840
Why should I be around a bunch

787
00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:41,170
of self-righteous mom bloggers

788
00:38:41,170 --> 00:38:44,150
who just blog about literally shit?

789
00:38:44,150 --> 00:38:45,418
Not that there's anything wrong

790
00:38:45,418 --> 00:38:46,743
with blogging about shit Marc.

791
00:38:48,920 --> 00:38:50,423
Let's get Sean to Paradise.

792
00:38:52,960 --> 00:38:53,793
- Thanks guys.

793
00:38:55,250 --> 00:38:56,980
- [Kara] Can we get some food though?

794
00:38:56,980 --> 00:39:00,413
- Absolutely no.
- I'm hungry, I could eat.

795
00:39:11,770 --> 00:39:15,023
- [Kara] After graduating
college, I moved back home.

796
00:39:17,030 --> 00:39:17,863
- Excuse me?

797
00:39:19,250 --> 00:39:21,350
- At the gas station
before you were asking me

798
00:39:21,350 --> 00:39:23,068
about why my marriage ended?

799
00:39:23,068 --> 00:39:24,000
- You were married.

800
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:26,173
- Yeah, for like a year.

801
00:39:27,750 --> 00:39:29,820
And I moved back home
after graduating college.

802
00:39:29,820 --> 00:39:34,820
I got a job in healthcare
and there was a guy there.

803
00:39:35,130 --> 00:39:35,963
His name was Tim.

804
00:39:35,963 --> 00:39:37,710
He was a biomedical engineer.

805
00:39:37,710 --> 00:39:41,850
He was 29, I was 23 and he liked me.

806
00:39:41,850 --> 00:39:43,380
And what more cloud you want?

807
00:39:43,380 --> 00:39:45,660
So we started dating.

808
00:39:45,660 --> 00:39:47,620
He was sweet, and cute, and smart

809
00:39:47,620 --> 00:39:49,813
and he didn't mind that I was smart too.

810
00:39:50,862 --> 00:39:53,010
He loved that I was goofy and weird,

811
00:39:53,010 --> 00:39:54,363
laughed at my jokes.

812
00:39:56,120 --> 00:39:58,103
So when he proposed,

813
00:39:59,430 --> 00:40:02,100
I had no reason to say anything but yes.

814
00:40:02,100 --> 00:40:04,260
He did it like a perfect prince

815
00:40:04,260 --> 00:40:06,310
that my parents were so proud of me for.

816
00:40:06,310 --> 00:40:07,143
I swear to God,

817
00:40:07,143 --> 00:40:09,310
my dad was more proud of
me the day I got married

818
00:40:09,310 --> 00:40:12,070
than when I graduated college.

819
00:40:12,070 --> 00:40:13,420
And I went through all the motions.

820
00:40:13,420 --> 00:40:16,980
We had a house, a dog and
this beautiful wedding.

821
00:40:16,980 --> 00:40:18,453
- Sounds really nice.

822
00:40:20,100 --> 00:40:24,430
- It was, but I was playing
a part and I knew it.

823
00:40:25,710 --> 00:40:26,990
It didn't feel right.

824
00:40:26,990 --> 00:40:28,763
So I started to manifest.

825
00:40:30,710 --> 00:40:31,850
- [Jen] What, like "The secret"?

826
00:40:31,850 --> 00:40:35,330
- Yeah, I started to
keep a gratitude journal

827
00:40:35,330 --> 00:40:39,020
about why I was so lucky to be Tim's wife,

828
00:40:39,020 --> 00:40:41,690
have him and my family, and my job

829
00:40:41,690 --> 00:40:43,570
and everything that I did have.

830
00:40:43,570 --> 00:40:47,870
And I became obsessed with
really becoming this person,

831
00:40:47,870 --> 00:40:49,600
Tim's perfect wife.

832
00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:54,343
I made a vision board about how
to be the best wife for Tim.

833
00:40:56,120 --> 00:40:57,150
That vision board became

834
00:40:57,150 --> 00:41:00,133
about me being the best actress for me.

835
00:41:02,050 --> 00:41:05,120
In high school, I was in drama club.

836
00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:10,120
I was a thespian and I felt
the absolute most alive

837
00:41:10,210 --> 00:41:11,740
when I was on stage.

838
00:41:11,740 --> 00:41:13,673
I always wanted to be an actress.

839
00:41:14,530 --> 00:41:15,727
I told Tim that I was gonna leave him

840
00:41:15,727 --> 00:41:17,490
and I was gonna move to LA.

841
00:41:17,490 --> 00:41:18,710
Everyone thought I was nuts,

842
00:41:18,710 --> 00:41:21,513
my best friend, Tim, my family.

843
00:41:22,510 --> 00:41:24,757
I don't know, he tried
to offer me a settlement

844
00:41:24,757 --> 00:41:26,590
in the divorce.

845
00:41:26,590 --> 00:41:30,913
He was such a nice guy, but
I couldn't take his money.

846
00:41:32,850 --> 00:41:34,380
I wouldn't be broke now if I had,

847
00:41:34,380 --> 00:41:36,973
but I needed a clean break.

848
00:41:38,090 --> 00:41:41,800
Tim's married again to a very nice woman

849
00:41:43,100 --> 00:41:45,723
that 110% looks like me.

850
00:41:48,230 --> 00:41:50,760
- [Jen] Well, do you have any regrets?

851
00:41:50,760 --> 00:41:51,593
- Not at all.

852
00:41:52,810 --> 00:41:55,510
I think I would've put my
head in the oven eventually.

853
00:41:57,920 --> 00:41:58,920
It's all right Sean.

854
00:42:02,260 --> 00:42:03,710
What about you?

855
00:42:03,710 --> 00:42:04,810
- Well, what about me?

856
00:42:05,790 --> 00:42:07,460
- Do you have any regrets?

857
00:42:07,460 --> 00:42:09,513
- What, about my marriage?

858
00:42:12,940 --> 00:42:17,940
No, no, no I don't.

859
00:42:21,550 --> 00:42:22,383
I do not.

860
00:42:37,140 --> 00:42:40,700
- When all the ingredients
work together in harmony,

861
00:42:40,700 --> 00:42:42,913
it makes for a delicious meal.

862
00:42:42,913 --> 00:42:43,760
A singular experience.

863
00:42:43,760 --> 00:42:45,289
- A grilled cheese?

864
00:42:45,289 --> 00:42:46,410
What happened for you in grilled cheese?

865
00:42:46,410 --> 00:42:48,230
- There's a symphony going on.

866
00:42:48,230 --> 00:42:49,410
Sean?
- Huh?

867
00:42:49,410 --> 00:42:51,210
- Do you wanna share with the class?

868
00:42:52,180 --> 00:42:54,710
- Sorry guys, I'm writing a letter to Dawn

869
00:42:54,710 --> 00:42:56,680
and it's just piece of shit.

870
00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:59,920
- Oh.
- Oh, I'm sure it's not.

871
00:42:59,920 --> 00:43:02,100
- Well, why don't you bounce
it off us, we'll help you.

872
00:43:02,100 --> 00:43:03,193
- Workshop.
- Yeah.

873
00:43:09,130 --> 00:43:09,963
- Hey babe.

874
00:43:09,963 --> 00:43:11,750
- Okay.
- What?

875
00:43:11,750 --> 00:43:14,240
- No, no, no, no, no, no, no, don't.

876
00:43:14,240 --> 00:43:15,790
- Do better.
- Don't say babe.

877
00:43:17,010 --> 00:43:18,960
- My dearest Dawn.

878
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:20,380
My dearest Dawn.
- That's good.

879
00:43:20,380 --> 00:43:21,630
- Very civil war.
- Yes.

880
00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:23,670
- You probably hate me.

881
00:43:24,690 --> 00:43:26,620
And you should hate me

882
00:43:28,311 --> 00:43:29,411
because I hate me too.

883
00:43:30,684 --> 00:43:33,384
I'm sure that's just one
more thing we have in common.

884
00:43:34,600 --> 00:43:36,260
I tried to blow my brains out.

885
00:43:36,260 --> 00:43:37,910
What?
- He did.

886
00:43:37,910 --> 00:43:39,560
- Yeah, I know, but it's a lot.

887
00:43:39,560 --> 00:43:41,630
- We don't need to do this here.

888
00:43:41,630 --> 00:43:43,060
- I'm sorry, we're gonna shut up.

889
00:43:43,060 --> 00:43:44,350
Everyone shut up.

890
00:43:44,350 --> 00:43:45,250
- My dearest Dawn.

891
00:43:46,940 --> 00:43:48,541
You probably hate me

892
00:43:48,541 --> 00:43:52,573
and you should hate me
because I hate me too.

893
00:43:53,580 --> 00:43:55,730
So that's one more
thing we have in common.

894
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:59,097
I cut out the part about the.

895
00:44:01,690 --> 00:44:06,073
I know I'm not worthy of your
love and I need to grow up.

896
00:44:07,740 --> 00:44:10,990
I sabotaged the only thing
in my life that matters.

897
00:44:10,990 --> 00:44:15,180
And I guess I never deserve
the happiness you gave me

898
00:44:15,180 --> 00:44:16,193
so I destroyed it.

899
00:44:17,560 --> 00:44:19,860
I'll do anything to be with you.

900
00:44:19,860 --> 00:44:24,193
Always yours, Sean.
(Jen claps)

901
00:44:27,140 --> 00:44:29,390
- Okay, 'cause I can rewrite it if it's.

902
00:44:29,390 --> 00:44:30,630
- No, that was good.
- It's good.

903
00:44:30,630 --> 00:44:32,100
That was really good and I mean really,

904
00:44:32,100 --> 00:44:33,500
what would you have to lose?

905
00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:39,170
- Okay, new rule.

906
00:44:39,170 --> 00:44:42,350
If we're making this trip to
Paradise, no more distractions.

907
00:44:42,350 --> 00:44:43,960
I'm taking phones.

908
00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:45,204
- Dude?

909
00:44:45,204 --> 00:44:48,660
- No, no, no, no, I can't do
that because I have a kid.

910
00:44:48,660 --> 00:44:49,493
- You got a husband, right?

911
00:44:49,493 --> 00:44:53,340
- Yes, and he should be able
to take care of the kids

912
00:44:53,340 --> 00:44:55,370
for one night.
- Yes, yes.

913
00:44:55,370 --> 00:44:56,533
- Here, take it.

914
00:44:57,630 --> 00:44:59,353
I don't know who I am.

915
00:44:59,353 --> 00:45:00,770
You can have it.

916
00:45:01,814 --> 00:45:05,730
- I don't personally feel
comfortable being disconnected.

917
00:45:05,730 --> 00:45:07,400
You know what I mean?

918
00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:08,990
I have an Instagram following.

919
00:45:08,990 --> 00:45:10,790
- You're distracting and deflecting.

920
00:45:12,650 --> 00:45:13,870
Fine, make one more pose.

921
00:45:13,870 --> 00:45:15,853
- Okay.
- All right.

922
00:45:17,940 --> 00:45:18,920
- Okay.

923
00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:22,610
- Honey, you haven't even
eaten any of your food yet.

924
00:45:22,610 --> 00:45:24,110
Have a fry, here.

925
00:45:24,110 --> 00:45:26,620
- And now the phone.

926
00:45:26,620 --> 00:45:28,670
- Okay, when I started to panic
and be like, "Where is it?"

927
00:45:28,670 --> 00:45:31,030
Just remind me you have it.

928
00:45:31,030 --> 00:45:33,903
- Honey, it's okay, here, airplane.

929
00:45:35,550 --> 00:45:37,327
- I will eat the fry myself.

930
00:45:37,327 --> 00:45:38,417
- [Marc] "Sometimes the only way

931
00:45:38,417 --> 00:45:41,597
"from here to there isn't
the road less traveled."

932
00:45:41,597 --> 00:45:45,160
- [Jen] "It will make all the
difference", Robert Frost.

933
00:45:45,160 --> 00:45:47,310
- [Sean] Okay, let's do it.
- [Kara] Okay.

934
00:45:50,924 --> 00:45:55,924
♪ Sometimes it seems like I can't fly ♪

935
00:45:57,891 --> 00:46:01,744
♪ But I, I know better ♪

936
00:46:01,744 --> 00:46:06,253
♪ I know better ♪

937
00:46:06,253 --> 00:46:09,074
♪ Sometimes it seems like another world ♪

938
00:46:09,074 --> 00:46:11,602
♪ Can't really mean it like that ♪

939
00:46:11,602 --> 00:46:13,040
♪ Some days I see clearly ♪

940
00:46:13,040 --> 00:46:16,457
♪ Some days I can't feel ♪

941
00:46:20,047 --> 00:46:22,360
- Entrada, please come on in.

942
00:46:22,360 --> 00:46:23,193
- Oh my God.

943
00:46:23,193 --> 00:46:24,370
- Make the space yours.

944
00:46:24,370 --> 00:46:25,203
- Isn't it beautiful?

945
00:46:25,203 --> 00:46:26,270
- Really, really get a feel for it.

946
00:46:26,270 --> 00:46:27,490
Sponge it up.

947
00:46:27,490 --> 00:46:31,933
Feel it with all of your
senses, it's festive.

948
00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:36,990
It's like eggnog exploded.

949
00:46:36,990 --> 00:46:38,520
- [Kara] It feels like a hug.

950
00:46:38,520 --> 00:46:40,170
- [Marc] Yeah, it doesn't it.

951
00:46:40,170 --> 00:46:42,410
- I see aprons.
- Go, go.

952
00:46:42,410 --> 00:46:45,180
Hey, I want you to find
something that speaks to you.

953
00:46:45,180 --> 00:46:48,250
Have a conversation
with it, a positive one,

954
00:46:48,250 --> 00:46:49,600
like a little mystical elf.

955
00:46:58,900 --> 00:47:00,450
You're still here?
- I'm here,

956
00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:03,593
can I have my phone?

957
00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:17,043
- That's funny, that's really funny.

958
00:47:18,315 --> 00:47:19,815
Oh my God, are you kidding me?

959
00:47:46,640 --> 00:47:47,923
- Not gonna happen.

960
00:47:48,890 --> 00:47:50,840
- Why?
- Why?

961
00:47:50,840 --> 00:47:52,143
Because we're here.

962
00:47:52,143 --> 00:47:52,976
I want you to be present

963
00:47:52,976 --> 00:47:55,050
- Okay, but I wanna remember this.

964
00:47:55,050 --> 00:47:57,020
This is fun and I don't get
to go on vacations a lot.

965
00:47:57,020 --> 00:47:59,963
- Remember it with this right there.

966
00:48:01,240 --> 00:48:03,463
That's right, let that be your DVR.

967
00:48:05,470 --> 00:48:09,373
- Okay, but can I have my phone though?

968
00:48:10,640 --> 00:48:12,570
- Again, I'm gonna be
a little oppositional

969
00:48:12,570 --> 00:48:14,260
and say no, okay?

970
00:48:14,260 --> 00:48:15,460
This is not gonna stop is it?

971
00:48:15,460 --> 00:48:17,370
- No, also you didn't move.

972
00:48:19,580 --> 00:48:21,420
- Take them.
- Thank you!

973
00:48:21,420 --> 00:48:22,720
- Come back soon.

974
00:48:33,230 --> 00:48:37,713
- You're not a bad person
through your indiscretion.

975
00:48:39,300 --> 00:48:41,510
People don't cheat for no reason.

976
00:48:41,510 --> 00:48:44,660
- Well, mine was 'cause
I was drunk and stupid.

977
00:48:44,660 --> 00:48:46,660
- That's an excuse, that's not a reason.

978
00:48:47,970 --> 00:48:49,610
Sometimes you're just not happy.

979
00:48:49,610 --> 00:48:51,480
- Yeah, but I was happy

980
00:48:52,660 --> 00:48:56,333
or maybe I just didn't think
I was entitled to be happy.

981
00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:04,273
Where's Kara?

982
00:49:06,120 --> 00:49:06,953
- I don't know.

983
00:49:13,990 --> 00:49:14,823
- Oh, good.

984
00:49:20,690 --> 00:49:22,040
- [Kara's Mom] Kara darling,

985
00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:26,540
I'll cover your credit card
debt again only if you come home

986
00:49:26,540 --> 00:49:27,770
and get help.

987
00:49:27,770 --> 00:49:31,413
Therapy, I'll happily
pay for it, love you.

988
00:49:35,377 --> 00:49:37,960
(gentle music)

989
00:49:42,710 --> 00:49:43,543
- Hey.

990
00:49:45,020 --> 00:49:48,193
- You can come get a wet
butt with me if you want.

991
00:49:49,200 --> 00:49:50,033
- Okay.

992
00:50:01,590 --> 00:50:05,190
- I feel like every
decision I've ever made

993
00:50:07,524 --> 00:50:11,987
is the wrong one and I'm just
absolutely destined to be old,

994
00:50:16,450 --> 00:50:19,293
pathetic and alone.

995
00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:25,450
- Wanna hear something crazy?

996
00:50:28,030 --> 00:50:29,663
I made all the right choices.

997
00:50:31,290 --> 00:50:33,680
College, my career

998
00:50:35,750 --> 00:50:37,713
and still my life fucking sucks.

999
00:50:39,390 --> 00:50:42,340
I got this glamorous, stressful job,

1000
00:50:42,340 --> 00:50:47,340
but between taxes, my
student loan, my car loan,

1001
00:50:50,521 --> 00:50:53,950
I'm pretty much a member of
the overeducated working poor.

1002
00:50:56,100 --> 00:50:57,500
- That's not so sheik in LA.

1003
00:51:04,430 --> 00:51:05,263
- I don't know

1004
00:51:05,263 --> 00:51:08,380
if or when I won't be
living paycheck to paycheck

1005
00:51:08,380 --> 00:51:10,383
in my shitty apartment in the valley.

1006
00:51:12,890 --> 00:51:16,547
So I too will be old,

1007
00:51:19,910 --> 00:51:21,823
pathetic and alone.

1008
00:51:34,860 --> 00:51:36,520
- [Marc] Second stop!

1009
00:51:36,520 --> 00:51:37,800
- Obviously need that.

1010
00:51:39,066 --> 00:51:42,250
- For what?
- For breakfast?

1011
00:51:42,250 --> 00:51:43,083
You like breakfast?

1012
00:51:43,083 --> 00:51:43,916
I like breakfast.

1013
00:51:43,916 --> 00:51:45,663
- I don't eat breakfast.

1014
00:51:45,663 --> 00:51:46,650
- [Jen] When you have a child,

1015
00:51:46,650 --> 00:51:48,303
you can no longer be one.

1016
00:51:49,160 --> 00:51:50,030
- That sucks.

1017
00:51:50,030 --> 00:51:52,223
- I know, it's what my mom taught me.

1018
00:51:53,570 --> 00:51:55,380
But you know what I've learned Marc

1019
00:51:55,380 --> 00:51:58,433
is that sometimes you just gotta say,

1020
00:51:59,970 --> 00:52:01,570
what the fuck?
- What the fuck?

1021
00:52:01,570 --> 00:52:04,257
- Yes, hot rep, dirty '80s.

1022
00:52:04,257 --> 00:52:05,383
You see that?

1023
00:52:06,566 --> 00:52:07,800
That would make a much better blog post

1024
00:52:07,800 --> 00:52:10,250
than your kid eating
broccoli for the first time.

1025
00:52:11,595 --> 00:52:13,000
- It's not the first
time I've done shrooms.

1026
00:52:13,000 --> 00:52:14,520
I've done them in college.

1027
00:52:14,520 --> 00:52:17,800
- Yeah, but this is not
gonna be like recreationally,

1028
00:52:17,800 --> 00:52:21,230
like during your wild
sorority rebellious days.

1029
00:52:21,230 --> 00:52:24,070
It's gonna reboot that
pretty little brain of yours.

1030
00:52:24,070 --> 00:52:26,380
This is gonna be spiritual.

1031
00:52:26,380 --> 00:52:28,263
It's gonna be medicinal.

1032
00:52:29,710 --> 00:52:30,840
And I promise,

1033
00:52:30,840 --> 00:52:34,640
Scout's honor to guide
you safely, very safely.

1034
00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:37,247
- Yeah I know, from here to
there, I get it, I get it.

1035
00:52:37,247 --> 00:52:39,660
- To Paradise, to Paradiso.

1036
00:52:39,660 --> 00:52:40,493
- Look, air freshener

1037
00:52:40,493 --> 00:52:42,663
for your car.
- You're deflecting.

1038
00:52:43,640 --> 00:52:47,003
Third stop.
(upbeat music)

1039
00:52:57,170 --> 00:53:02,170
Welcome my friends to the show
that never ends, ends, ends!

1040
00:53:03,590 --> 00:53:05,610
- Okay, okay.
- I don't wanna-

1041
00:53:05,610 --> 00:53:07,440
- Chill out and give me the shrooms

1042
00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:10,243
'cause I need Paradise bad.

1043
00:53:14,070 --> 00:53:17,497
- It can be meaningful but
only if you free your mind!

1044
00:53:19,060 --> 00:53:22,123
Ceremony is mandatory!

1045
00:53:24,913 --> 00:53:28,173
(Marc and Sean clapping)
- Clapping, you're clapping.

1046
00:53:30,150 --> 00:53:31,830
- Okay, I'll clap.

1047
00:53:31,830 --> 00:53:32,663
- Knees.

1048
00:53:32,663 --> 00:53:33,496
- What?
- What?

1049
00:53:33,496 --> 00:53:35,093
- We were just clapping?
- We were just clapping?

1050
00:53:35,093 --> 00:53:36,178
- Get on your knees.

1051
00:53:36,178 --> 00:53:37,011
- I'm not getting on my knees.

1052
00:53:37,011 --> 00:53:37,844
- [Marc] Stay with me here.

1053
00:53:37,844 --> 00:53:38,870
- Come on, let's play along.

1054
00:53:38,870 --> 00:53:39,734
- I don't like being on my knees.

1055
00:53:39,734 --> 00:53:40,567
- We can't get on our knees.

1056
00:53:40,567 --> 00:53:41,400
- Get on your knees.

1057
00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:42,500
Get up and make it happen.

1058
00:53:42,500 --> 00:53:46,718
- Oh God, this is how
yoga class is gonna go.

1059
00:53:46,718 --> 00:53:51,500
- This is the fungus
of the genus psilocybe.

1060
00:53:51,500 --> 00:53:55,550
We have to surrender
to the forces of chaos,

1061
00:53:55,550 --> 00:53:58,460
to the wilderness of the subconscious.

1062
00:53:58,460 --> 00:53:59,960
We're tapping in

1063
00:53:59,960 --> 00:54:03,120
to what young would call
the collective unconscious

1064
00:54:03,120 --> 00:54:05,580
which lives within us all.

1065
00:54:05,580 --> 00:54:08,223
So come with me won't you?

1066
00:54:10,470 --> 00:54:12,020
Tell me with your eyes.

1067
00:54:12,020 --> 00:54:14,600
Tell me only with your eyes.

1068
00:54:14,600 --> 00:54:16,580
- Let's do it.
- Okay, I'm in.

1069
00:54:16,580 --> 00:54:17,413
- Sure.
- My guy.

1070
00:54:17,413 --> 00:54:19,897
- [Jen] You sat on those.
- A little!

1071
00:54:22,182 --> 00:54:23,015
Not like that.

1072
00:54:23,015 --> 00:54:24,510
- [Kara] I think they were by your feet.

1073
00:54:24,510 --> 00:54:25,910
- Not like that grasshopper.

1074
00:54:28,010 --> 00:54:30,433
Open the mandible.

1075
00:54:34,380 --> 00:54:36,190
- It's like taking communion.

1076
00:54:36,190 --> 00:54:38,863
- Exactly, well done.

1077
00:54:41,660 --> 00:54:42,700
- How does it taste?

1078
00:54:42,700 --> 00:54:43,770
- Like shit on a stick.

1079
00:54:43,770 --> 00:54:45,750
- Oh great, great, great.

1080
00:54:49,887 --> 00:54:50,720
- Do you have to put it in my mouth?

1081
00:54:50,720 --> 00:54:51,680
I mean, are your hands clean?

1082
00:54:51,680 --> 00:54:52,513
I mean, do we?

1083
00:54:52,513 --> 00:54:53,543
- Spiritually, good.

1084
00:55:02,900 --> 00:55:04,880
- The first shall be last.

1085
00:55:04,880 --> 00:55:07,848
Open, open wide.
- Is it in?

1086
00:55:07,848 --> 00:55:10,223
Oh God, there it is.

1087
00:55:11,970 --> 00:55:12,803
Now what?

1088
00:55:14,200 --> 00:55:16,053
- I'm trying to open your mind.

1089
00:55:17,530 --> 00:55:18,590
I can lead you to the door,

1090
00:55:18,590 --> 00:55:21,080
but only you can walk through it.

1091
00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:23,460
- Morpheus?
- God of dreams.

1092
00:55:23,460 --> 00:55:27,410
- No, God of matrix.

1093
00:55:27,410 --> 00:55:30,027
Howl with me (howling).

1094
00:55:43,110 --> 00:55:45,312
I don't hear you howling.

1095
00:55:45,312 --> 00:55:48,820
(Marc and Sean howling)

1096
00:55:48,820 --> 00:55:50,840
- [Marc] Bay at the moon.

1097
00:55:50,840 --> 00:55:51,907
The wolf moon.

1098
00:55:53,956 --> 00:55:57,039
(howling altogether)

1099
00:56:07,829 --> 00:56:10,662
(mid tempo music)

1100
00:58:08,750 --> 00:58:12,246
- [Jen] Marc, it's really amazing
how much stuff you can fit

1101
00:58:12,246 --> 00:58:15,580
in the back of that orange Jeep of yours.

1102
00:58:15,580 --> 00:58:17,770
- [Marc] That model is
surprisingly spacious.

1103
00:58:17,770 --> 00:58:18,920
That's why I bought it.

1104
00:58:21,530 --> 00:58:22,583
Rest your loins.

1105
00:58:23,810 --> 00:58:25,813
- [Jen] Loins are required.

1106
00:58:28,676 --> 00:58:31,041
- [Marc] Oh my, desert
floor is comfortable.

1107
00:58:31,041 --> 00:58:32,773
- [Sean] Fuck yeah.

1108
00:58:35,097 --> 00:58:40,097
(wolf howling)
(crickets chirping)

1109
00:58:52,470 --> 00:58:53,523
- I can't sleep.

1110
00:58:55,110 --> 00:58:57,060
Can I tell you about my marriage story?

1111
00:58:58,550 --> 00:58:59,383
- Please

1112
00:59:00,590 --> 00:59:04,780
- After college, I got into my Ford Escape

1113
00:59:04,780 --> 00:59:08,000
and I just drove kinda like this

1114
00:59:09,339 --> 00:59:14,270
and all the way to this ABC
news affiliate job in Las Vegas.

1115
00:59:17,710 --> 00:59:22,564
It was really a weird time

1116
00:59:22,564 --> 00:59:24,420
because that was when
the financial crisis hit

1117
00:59:24,420 --> 00:59:27,820
and Peter was actually my news director.

1118
00:59:27,820 --> 00:59:28,997
That's my husband.

1119
00:59:28,997 --> 00:59:31,370
"Occupy Las Vegas" was happening

1120
00:59:32,470 --> 00:59:37,470
and that is when I actually
was nominated for the Emmy.

1121
00:59:39,410 --> 00:59:41,110
Man, that was a really good story.

1122
00:59:43,692 --> 00:59:45,110
And then I found out I was pregnant

1123
00:59:45,110 --> 00:59:46,783
and that was a whole other story.

1124
00:59:51,510 --> 00:59:52,680
I didn't even know I was pregnant

1125
00:59:52,680 --> 00:59:55,240
because it was so crazy with work.

1126
00:59:55,240 --> 00:59:57,693
I wasn't keeping track of my period.

1127
01:00:00,528 --> 01:00:02,343
I puked on one of the protestors.

1128
01:00:04,860 --> 01:00:06,860
At first I thought it was food poisoning

1129
01:00:07,850 --> 01:00:11,133
and Peter and I, we weren't
married at the time.

1130
01:00:12,930 --> 01:00:17,013
Well actually, he was married
at the time, but not to me.

1131
01:00:24,785 --> 01:00:25,810
That's my big secret.

1132
01:00:25,810 --> 01:00:28,300
I was the other woman.

1133
01:00:28,300 --> 01:00:32,810
We were having this hot affair,

1134
01:00:32,810 --> 01:00:36,163
but he and his wife, they were separated.

1135
01:00:37,540 --> 01:00:39,140
- Oh, he was separated.

1136
01:00:39,140 --> 01:00:41,800
- Yeah, we were in love.

1137
01:00:41,800 --> 01:00:44,773
It's just, we were just having fun

1138
01:00:49,230 --> 01:00:50,690
and it was supposed to be carefree

1139
01:00:50,690 --> 01:00:55,480
and it wasn't what he signed up for.

1140
01:00:55,480 --> 01:01:00,480
So I even thought about
maybe getting an abortion,

1141
01:01:06,330 --> 01:01:07,930
which I have never said out loud

1142
01:01:07,930 --> 01:01:10,153
to anybody before not even Peter.

1143
01:01:18,694 --> 01:01:22,027
What if I was just the fun rebound girl?

1144
01:01:25,130 --> 01:01:26,030
- Do you love him?

1145
01:01:29,781 --> 01:01:30,864
- I do, yeah.

1146
01:01:34,180 --> 01:01:38,083
- Does he love you?
- Hmm hmm.

1147
01:01:43,391 --> 01:01:47,474
I've never talked about
this with anybody before,

1148
01:01:49,513 --> 01:01:52,320
not even my so-called friends.

1149
01:01:59,580 --> 01:02:00,780
Thank you for listening.

1150
01:02:01,850 --> 01:02:02,713
- [Kara] Thank you.

1151
01:02:18,264 --> 01:02:19,661
- Everything all right?

1152
01:02:19,661 --> 01:02:21,744
- Yeah, just need to pee.

1153
01:02:22,894 --> 01:02:24,700
I don't know what to do.

1154
01:02:24,700 --> 01:02:27,983
- Oh well, I'm not a female,

1155
01:02:28,890 --> 01:02:31,233
but I think you just kind of gob squat.

1156
01:02:32,660 --> 01:02:33,910
Let the body do the rest.

1157
01:02:35,448 --> 01:02:38,818
- Oh God, okay.

1158
01:02:38,818 --> 01:02:41,220
Can I have a little privacy?

1159
01:02:41,220 --> 01:02:42,830
- Well, you know there's
an element out there.

1160
01:02:42,830 --> 01:02:44,413
I just want you to be safe.

1161
01:02:45,460 --> 01:02:46,860
There's creatures out there.

1162
01:02:47,730 --> 01:02:50,660
I'll turn my back.
- [Jen] Thank you.

1163
01:02:56,590 --> 01:03:00,273
- [Marc] Wow, the wolf blood moon.

1164
01:03:01,320 --> 01:03:03,083
I love staring blankly into it.

1165
01:03:04,510 --> 01:03:06,300
- Oh my God, it's so cold.

1166
01:03:06,300 --> 01:03:11,300
- Yes, the dermis is finally
exposed to the atmosphere.

1167
01:03:12,780 --> 01:03:13,930
It's a beautiful thing.

1168
01:03:15,557 --> 01:03:17,157
- [Jen] There's no toilet paper.

1169
01:03:20,020 --> 01:03:21,270
- You could try a cactus.

1170
01:03:23,744 --> 01:03:24,794
A little unforgiving.

1171
01:03:28,070 --> 01:03:28,903
How'd you do?

1172
01:03:30,391 --> 01:03:31,618
(gentle music)

1173
01:03:31,618 --> 01:03:34,230
Hey, hey, hey, what's going on?

1174
01:03:34,230 --> 01:03:35,130
Are you all right?

1175
01:03:37,550 --> 01:03:41,840
- It's just, everything in my life,

1176
01:03:41,840 --> 01:03:44,773
it's always come so easy for me,

1177
01:03:48,510 --> 01:03:53,013
school, sports and work,

1178
01:03:53,850 --> 01:03:55,500
everything except for motherhood.

1179
01:03:56,889 --> 01:03:58,540
What if I'm really bad this?

1180
01:03:58,540 --> 01:04:01,400
- Oh my God, no, stop, stop.

1181
01:04:01,400 --> 01:04:03,523
You are not bad at it.

1182
01:04:03,523 --> 01:04:05,690
Just stop, let me ask you,

1183
01:04:08,897 --> 01:04:11,853
do you love them unconditionally?

1184
01:04:13,593 --> 01:04:17,769
And do you make them feel safe?

1185
01:04:17,769 --> 01:04:18,602
- Yeah.

1186
01:04:18,602 --> 01:04:21,203
- Then you are a good mom, you are.

1187
01:04:22,679 --> 01:04:23,779
And the rest is icing.

1188
01:04:26,360 --> 01:04:29,030
I gave my mom the craziest
wildest run for her money.

1189
01:04:29,030 --> 01:04:33,210
I was just born a fist clenched,

1190
01:04:33,210 --> 01:04:35,011
but that was all on me

1191
01:04:35,011 --> 01:04:37,900
because she was a great mom.

1192
01:04:37,900 --> 01:04:39,823
She is a great mom.

1193
01:04:41,850 --> 01:04:43,053
She's the best mom.

1194
01:04:45,900 --> 01:04:47,613
Let what scares you set you free.

1195
01:04:49,730 --> 01:04:54,680
Let what scares you set
you free please huh?

1196
01:05:03,137 --> 01:05:04,137
- Thank you.

1197
01:05:05,813 --> 01:05:08,753
- It's nothing, it's
part of being a shaman.

1198
01:05:09,620 --> 01:05:11,203
Or shaman.
- Shaman.

1199
01:05:13,031 --> 01:05:15,163
- Can I tell you a secret?
- Okay.

1200
01:05:16,460 --> 01:05:17,763
- You know those mushrooms?

1201
01:05:19,320 --> 01:05:23,503
They weren't psilocybin,
they were shiitake on sale.

1202
01:05:24,730 --> 01:05:26,480
Tell no one, it's our secret, okay.

1203
01:05:30,663 --> 01:05:32,560
- Tell me you're joking right now?

1204
01:05:32,560 --> 01:05:33,490
- That's the end of the convo.

1205
01:05:33,490 --> 01:05:34,540
Just get in, come on.

1206
01:05:36,690 --> 01:05:41,163
That's it, it's cold out here.

1207
01:05:55,627 --> 01:05:58,210
(wolf howling)

1208
01:06:01,443 --> 01:06:04,026
(upbeat music)

1209
01:06:05,171 --> 01:06:06,921
Final stop, Paradise.

1210
01:06:13,247 --> 01:06:15,955
♪ Well like a wolf I'm
howling at the moon ♪

1211
01:06:15,955 --> 01:06:19,388
♪ Like a wolf honey baby like a wolf ♪

1212
01:06:19,388 --> 01:06:22,363
♪ Well like wolf I'm
looking to get back soon ♪

1213
01:06:22,363 --> 01:06:25,463
♪ Like a wolf honey baby like a wolf ♪

1214
01:06:25,463 --> 01:06:27,071
♪ Well like a wolf honey baby ♪

1215
01:06:27,071 --> 01:06:30,600
♪ Like a wolf honey baby like a wolf ♪

1216
01:06:30,600 --> 01:06:33,370
- You got this, promise.

1217
01:06:33,370 --> 01:06:36,380
- Face your destiny with courage.

1218
01:06:36,380 --> 01:06:37,213
You can do it.

1219
01:06:41,510 --> 01:06:42,343
(car door slams shut)

1220
01:06:42,343 --> 01:06:44,000
See it, be it.

1221
01:06:44,000 --> 01:06:45,933
See it, be it.

1222
01:06:48,150 --> 01:06:50,010
- [Kara] Look how tall he's walking.

1223
01:06:50,010 --> 01:06:52,443
- I know, don't hold it in.

1224
01:06:57,566 --> 01:07:00,149
(upbeat music)

1225
01:07:09,416 --> 01:07:11,718
♪ I wanna know what your mind does ♪

1226
01:07:11,718 --> 01:07:15,128
♪ When your eyes see me ♪

1227
01:07:15,128 --> 01:07:20,128
♪ A chemical reaction
are your cells having ♪

1228
01:07:21,688 --> 01:07:23,497
♪ Does your body want me ♪

1229
01:07:23,497 --> 01:07:24,852
♪ Do your knees go weak ♪

1230
01:07:24,852 --> 01:07:27,769
(car horn honking)

1231
01:07:38,680 --> 01:07:39,893
- Yeah, no problem.

1232
01:07:42,004 --> 01:07:43,813
What the, Sean?

1233
01:07:47,378 --> 01:07:48,670
What are you doing here?

1234
01:07:48,670 --> 01:07:50,464
Do I need to call the police?

1235
01:07:50,464 --> 01:07:52,113
- No, no, no, no, please don't.

1236
01:07:54,780 --> 01:07:56,193
I've been to Paradise Dawn.

1237
01:07:57,050 --> 01:07:58,780
- Duh, whatever.

1238
01:07:58,780 --> 01:08:00,773
- Not this Paradise.

1239
01:08:01,930 --> 01:08:04,600
Talk about an oxymoron though right?

1240
01:08:04,600 --> 01:08:05,690
- City of Angels, yeah,

1241
01:08:05,690 --> 01:08:09,883
talk about an oxymoron.
- Touche, touche.

1242
01:08:11,550 --> 01:08:14,290
Look, I'm not stalking you.

1243
01:08:14,290 --> 01:08:16,160
Well, not in person.

1244
01:08:16,160 --> 01:08:17,760
I did come here to win you back.

1245
01:08:18,649 --> 01:08:21,719
I paid my ride share
from LA to bring me here.

1246
01:08:21,719 --> 01:08:24,069
- Oh, people in the car, hey, hi.

1247
01:08:24,986 --> 01:08:25,818
- Hi!
- Hi!

1248
01:08:27,200 --> 01:08:28,809
- It was a pool.

1249
01:08:28,809 --> 01:08:33,809
Anyway, I was willing to do
anything to win you back.

1250
01:08:35,330 --> 01:08:37,450
I was gonna quit my job and stay here

1251
01:08:37,450 --> 01:08:39,430
as long as I needed to,

1252
01:08:39,430 --> 01:08:43,153
that was after I contemplated
killing myself yesterday.

1253
01:08:44,010 --> 01:08:45,510
I almost did.

1254
01:08:45,510 --> 01:08:50,042
Jesus Sean, that's a tad
dramatic wouldn't you say?

1255
01:08:51,148 --> 01:08:53,399
I mean, we dated three months.

1256
01:08:53,399 --> 01:08:56,240
- Four, actually.
- Four months, my bad.

1257
01:08:56,240 --> 01:08:58,050
- You were my everything.

1258
01:08:58,050 --> 01:09:00,803
You were the one and I knew.

1259
01:09:02,780 --> 01:09:04,462
I thought I couldn't live without you.

1260
01:09:05,700 --> 01:09:08,590
- Yeah well suicide, fucking suicide?

1261
01:09:08,590 --> 01:09:10,319
It's the most selfish act.

1262
01:09:10,319 --> 01:09:12,889
- I know, I'm the epitome of selfishness,

1263
01:09:12,889 --> 01:09:16,823
of self-destructiveness, was.

1264
01:09:18,219 --> 01:09:20,889
- Dawn-
- Whoa, whoa,

1265
01:09:20,889 --> 01:09:22,030
what are you pulling out?

1266
01:09:22,030 --> 01:09:24,910
- Actually, this is why I'm here.

1267
01:09:24,910 --> 01:09:26,950
See, that is your contact.

1268
01:09:26,950 --> 01:09:27,910
- Are you trying to take a selfie?

1269
01:09:27,910 --> 01:09:29,460
- No, that's your contact.

1270
01:09:29,460 --> 01:09:31,125
The camera was just,

1271
01:09:31,125 --> 01:09:32,922
I was in a desert.
- That's good, that's great.

1272
01:09:32,922 --> 01:09:34,219
- It was very pretty.

1273
01:09:34,219 --> 01:09:37,370
Here you go, contact, gone.

1274
01:09:37,370 --> 01:09:40,090
Pictures of us, gone.

1275
01:09:40,090 --> 01:09:41,139
Well, that was one,

1276
01:09:41,139 --> 01:09:44,823
but boom, boom, boom.
- [Dawn] Text messages, gone.

1277
01:09:44,823 --> 01:09:45,656
- What was it?

1278
01:09:45,656 --> 01:09:46,540
What'd you want?

1279
01:09:46,540 --> 01:09:48,040
- Instagram
- Okay, Instagram.

1280
01:09:48,040 --> 01:09:50,000
- Gotta go, you have a
real problem on that one.

1281
01:09:50,000 --> 01:09:51,250
- Damn, you're good.

1282
01:09:51,250 --> 01:09:53,042
- Yep, here you go.
- Here we go.

1283
01:09:53,042 --> 01:09:54,987
- Here I am right on top.
- Unfollow.

1284
01:09:56,370 --> 01:09:58,570
- Window open I saw?
- Block, block.

1285
01:10:03,950 --> 01:10:05,730
- There he is.
- You have a firm handshake.

1286
01:10:05,730 --> 01:10:07,463
- There he is.
- I'll never forget that.

1287
01:10:10,219 --> 01:10:11,053
Bye.
- I'm very proud

1288
01:10:11,053 --> 01:10:12,237
of you though.

1289
01:10:12,237 --> 01:10:15,775
- [Jen] Oh my God, oh my God.

1290
01:10:15,775 --> 01:10:16,841
- [Marc] She needs to get that fixed.

1291
01:10:16,841 --> 01:10:17,960
- It's all right, it's been
broken for quite some time.

1292
01:10:17,960 --> 01:10:20,822
- Well, I won't fix that,
get someone to fix it.

1293
01:10:20,822 --> 01:10:23,469
- Yes.
- Craigslist.

1294
01:10:23,469 --> 01:10:25,610
- [Marc] Come back, come back, come back.

1295
01:10:25,610 --> 01:10:26,723
- Thanks guys, bye.

1296
01:10:29,594 --> 01:10:30,698
- [Jen] It happened.

1297
01:10:30,698 --> 01:10:31,993
- [Marc] Yeah, new beginnings.

1298
01:10:33,960 --> 01:10:36,510
- You look happy.
- It's done.

1299
01:10:36,510 --> 01:10:39,450
- All right man, circle is complete right?

1300
01:10:39,450 --> 01:10:40,282
- Way to go.

1301
01:10:40,282 --> 01:10:41,116
- You feel okay?

1302
01:10:42,100 --> 01:10:43,903
- Actually, I feel pretty good.

1303
01:10:46,433 --> 01:10:49,183
(birds chirping)

1304
01:10:51,454 --> 01:10:53,270
- Good.
- Let's.

1305
01:10:53,270 --> 01:10:55,351
- Shall we?
- Yeah, definitely.

1306
01:10:55,351 --> 01:10:56,277
- [Jen] Yeah, lets.

1307
01:10:56,277 --> 01:10:59,833
- [Sean] May we be old and
pathetic, but never alone.

1308
01:11:01,510 --> 01:11:04,460
- [Kara] Did you guys know that
Paradise is just Las Vegas?

1309
01:11:08,040 --> 01:11:08,973
- [All Together] Paradise!

1310
01:11:11,201 --> 01:11:14,739
♪ Just smile today ♪

1311
01:11:14,739 --> 01:11:19,447
♪ For a spark of comfort ♪

1312
01:11:19,447 --> 01:11:23,761
♪ I think it's here to stay ♪

1313
01:11:23,761 --> 01:11:28,761
♪ And I'll wear it as if it was mine ♪

1314
01:11:29,359 --> 01:11:33,728
♪ I could never tell you why ♪

1315
01:11:33,728 --> 01:11:38,150
♪ I could never show it to you ♪

1316
01:11:38,150 --> 01:11:41,513
♪ I could never tell you why ♪

1317
01:11:41,513 --> 01:11:45,400
♪ Until I dance truly ♪

1318
01:11:45,400 --> 01:11:47,112
- I'm with you always!

1319
01:11:49,132 --> 01:11:49,965
- Hello!

1320
01:11:49,965 --> 01:11:51,916
- Hi mom!
- Hi mom!

1321
01:11:51,916 --> 01:11:53,391
- Hi guys!
- Who's here?

1322
01:11:53,391 --> 01:11:56,111
- Hi mommy!
- Hi, hello, hello, hello,

1323
01:11:56,111 --> 01:11:57,552
I missed you.
- How was your trip?

1324
01:11:57,552 --> 01:11:58,385
- It was good.

1325
01:11:58,385 --> 01:11:59,218
- You're home early.

1326
01:11:59,218 --> 01:12:00,910
- Yeah, I missed you too.

1327
01:12:00,910 --> 01:12:02,210
- Can I go show you what daddy got us?

1328
01:12:02,210 --> 01:12:04,702
- Yes please, please, go show me.

1329
01:12:05,910 --> 01:12:07,000
- Hi.
- Hi.

1330
01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:08,170
- Oh my God.

1331
01:12:08,170 --> 01:12:11,830
- So you look very refreshed.

1332
01:12:11,830 --> 01:12:15,733
- I am, my brain is rebooted.

1333
01:12:16,840 --> 01:12:18,450
- Is that a good thing?

1334
01:12:18,450 --> 01:12:19,978
- Yeah, it's a good thing.

1335
01:12:19,978 --> 01:12:21,570
I mean, I'll tell you about it later,

1336
01:12:21,570 --> 01:12:24,633
but I'm just so happy to be home.

1337
01:12:25,950 --> 01:12:28,743
- We are so, so happy to have you home.

1338
01:12:30,630 --> 01:12:32,520
- What'd you get them?
- It's top secret.

1339
01:12:32,520 --> 01:12:34,000
- What's that noise?

1340
01:12:34,000 --> 01:12:35,093
What's that smell?

1341
01:12:37,469 --> 01:12:40,552
(car engine roaring)

1342
01:12:47,193 --> 01:12:50,360
(car door bangs shut)

1343
01:12:56,270 --> 01:12:57,499
(gate creaks open)

1344
01:12:57,499 --> 01:13:00,082
(Marc humming)

1345
01:13:08,886 --> 01:13:11,719
(mid tempo music)

1346
01:13:15,121 --> 01:13:17,966
(speaking in foreign language)

1347
01:13:17,966 --> 01:13:18,799
(speaking in foreign language)

1348
01:13:18,799 --> 01:13:19,681
(speaking in foreign language)

1349
01:13:19,681 --> 01:13:21,347
(speaking in foreign language)

1350
01:13:21,347 --> 01:13:22,795
(speaking in foreign language)

1351
01:13:22,795 --> 01:13:25,710
(speaking in foreign language)

1352
01:13:25,710 --> 01:13:28,628
(speaking in foreign language)

1353
01:13:28,628 --> 01:13:29,770
- No problem.

1354
01:13:29,770 --> 01:13:32,950
- (speaking in foreign language),
the rules of the house,

1355
01:13:32,950 --> 01:13:34,825
no hats in the house.

1356
01:13:34,825 --> 01:13:36,800
- (speaking in foreign
language), I'm sorry.

1357
01:13:36,800 --> 01:13:37,889
- You want a snack?

1358
01:13:37,889 --> 01:13:39,969
I'm gonna make you a snack,
(speaking in foreign language).

1359
01:13:43,180 --> 01:13:46,693
- Hey everyone, my name is Jenny.

1360
01:13:48,809 --> 01:13:52,940
Actually, I was born
with the name of Yuping,

1361
01:13:52,940 --> 01:13:54,960
but when I was growing up,

1362
01:13:54,960 --> 01:13:57,540
that was really hard for my classmates

1363
01:13:57,540 --> 01:13:58,610
and my teachers to pronounce

1364
01:13:58,610 --> 01:14:00,697
so I told everyone, "Just call me Jen."

1365
01:14:01,610 --> 01:14:04,660
And then I entered the
workforce and I wanted people

1366
01:14:04,660 --> 01:14:08,627
to take me seriously so I
said, "Call me Jennifer."

1367
01:14:09,610 --> 01:14:10,853
And then I became a mom.

1368
01:14:12,280 --> 01:14:14,960
I wanted to be fun and accessible

1369
01:14:14,960 --> 01:14:17,617
so I said, "You can call me Jenny."

1370
01:14:21,559 --> 01:14:24,160
I just cared so much about
what other people thought

1371
01:14:26,680 --> 01:14:29,957
because I thought that if
they saw me a certain way,

1372
01:14:29,957 --> 01:14:31,457
then that would make me happy.

1373
01:14:34,960 --> 01:14:39,730
We live in this goal obsessed,

1374
01:14:39,730 --> 01:14:44,730
self-help, self obsessed selfie society.

1375
01:14:47,219 --> 01:14:50,520
And we think that if we
get to this certain place

1376
01:14:50,520 --> 01:14:51,593
that we'll be happy,

1377
01:14:53,559 --> 01:14:55,233
that we'll have found paradise.

1378
01:14:58,188 --> 01:14:59,823
But paradise isn't a place.

1379
01:15:00,892 --> 01:15:03,782
It's not a hashtag.

1380
01:15:05,050 --> 01:15:07,170
It's not about an Instagram post

1381
01:15:07,170 --> 01:15:10,643
or how many followers you have,
or how many likes it gets.

1382
01:15:11,960 --> 01:15:16,313
Paradise sounds so cliche,

1383
01:15:18,190 --> 01:15:21,343
but paradise is about the journey.

1384
01:15:26,260 --> 01:15:28,059
A friend of mine once told me

1385
01:15:28,059 --> 01:15:32,730
that you can either choose
to look at the anxiety

1386
01:15:32,730 --> 01:15:37,123
in your life or you can
choose to embrace it.

1387
01:15:40,170 --> 01:15:41,070
- That's my homie.

1388
01:15:44,059 --> 01:15:45,410
- Another friend of mine showed me

1389
01:15:45,410 --> 01:15:49,583
that people aren't always
what they seem, not always.

1390
01:15:50,950 --> 01:15:53,000
And another friend showed me that life

1391
01:15:53,860 --> 01:15:56,093
is absolutely worth fighting for.

1392
01:16:02,670 --> 01:16:04,343
Paradise is about connection.

1393
01:16:05,520 --> 01:16:07,293
It's about human connection.

1394
01:16:10,222 --> 01:16:13,043
And it's about family and friends

1395
01:16:16,730 --> 01:16:18,670
and all the people that we meet

1396
01:16:18,670 --> 01:16:20,532
on this journey that we call life.

1397
01:16:23,380 --> 01:16:28,380
And I know that the
story is not as perfect

1398
01:16:28,610 --> 01:16:32,660
as I want it to be, but that's okay

1399
01:16:33,724 --> 01:16:35,083
'cause I'm not perfect.

1400
01:16:37,760 --> 01:16:38,593
This is me,

1401
01:16:43,889 --> 01:16:48,047
Jenny, Jen, Jennifer, Yenny, Yuping.

1402
01:16:58,447 --> 01:17:02,530
(audience clapping and cheering)

1403
01:17:22,346 --> 01:17:23,356
♪ Come to me ♪

1404
01:17:23,356 --> 01:17:28,273
♪ Seriously I'm gonna
make your heart sing ♪

1405
01:17:43,715 --> 01:17:45,804
♪ I wanna let it free ♪

1406
01:17:45,804 --> 01:17:49,440
♪ Pull away not gonna
let your heart break ♪

1407
01:17:49,440 --> 01:17:54,440
♪ Inscribed in the old
stone invisible ink ♪

1408
01:17:54,880 --> 01:17:57,788
♪ You left me a sign ♪

1409
01:17:57,788 --> 01:18:00,700
♪ I was too blind too blind to see ♪

1410
01:18:00,700 --> 01:18:03,447
♪ These faces on the wall ♪

1411
01:18:03,447 --> 01:18:06,243
♪ Keep calling to me ♪

1412
01:18:06,243 --> 01:18:09,121
♪ We turned it into a song ♪

1413
01:18:09,121 --> 01:18:11,868
♪ That only hearts see ♪

1414
01:18:11,868 --> 01:18:14,410
♪ Don't mess with my heart ♪

1415
01:18:14,410 --> 01:18:17,582
♪ I'm speaking about the window ♪

1416
01:18:17,582 --> 01:18:19,823
♪ Peaceful every night ♪

1417
01:18:19,823 --> 01:18:23,053
♪ Come alive in the starlight ♪

1418
01:18:23,053 --> 01:18:25,938
♪ Come alive in the starlight ♪

1419
01:18:25,938 --> 01:18:28,727
♪ Till tomorrow's behind ♪

1420
01:18:28,727 --> 01:18:31,692
♪ Till tomorrow's behind us ♪

1421
01:18:31,692 --> 01:18:34,483
♪ Time won't tell ♪

1422
01:18:34,483 --> 01:18:37,148
♪ This ride into motion ♪

1423
01:18:37,148 --> 01:18:40,070
♪ Keep falling for you ♪

1424
01:18:40,070 --> 01:18:42,279
♪ With blinded devotion ♪

1425
01:18:42,279 --> 01:18:45,782
♪ Everybody goes down down down ♪

1426
01:18:45,782 --> 01:18:48,443
♪ They ride into motion ♪

1427
01:18:48,443 --> 01:18:51,315
♪ Keep falling for you ♪

1428
01:18:51,315 --> 01:18:53,600
♪ With blinding devotion ♪

1429
01:18:53,600 --> 01:18:57,600
♪ Everybody goes down down down ♪

1430
01:19:08,299 --> 01:19:11,017
♪ Caught in the commotion ♪

1431
01:19:11,017 --> 01:19:13,813
♪ Boots on the ground ♪

1432
01:19:13,813 --> 01:19:18,813
♪ My spirit is calling out ♪

1433
01:19:19,597 --> 01:19:22,267
♪ Our voice is the keystone ♪

1434
01:19:22,267 --> 01:19:27,267
♪ The monument that makes the silent ♪

1435
01:19:30,861 --> 01:19:33,446
♪ Look me in the eye ♪

1436
01:19:33,446 --> 01:19:36,341
♪ Everything you feel is one sided ♪

1437
01:19:36,341 --> 01:19:38,678
♪ You thought I was blind ♪

1438
01:19:38,678 --> 01:19:41,847
♪ Having at the wheel
you're my own pilot ♪

1439
01:19:41,847 --> 01:19:42,804
♪ When I let you drive ♪

1440
01:19:42,804 --> 01:19:44,678
♪ Do you feel high ♪

1441
01:19:44,678 --> 01:19:47,853
♪ Feel the heat from the city lights ♪

1442
01:19:47,853 --> 01:19:50,517
♪ Through stars burning bright ♪

1443
01:19:50,517 --> 01:19:53,394
♪ We're pooling to paradise ♪

1444
01:19:53,394 --> 01:19:55,969
♪ This ride into motion ♪

1445
01:19:55,969 --> 01:19:58,835
♪ Keep falling for you ♪

1446
01:19:58,835 --> 01:20:01,240
♪ With blinded devotion ♪

1447
01:20:01,240 --> 01:20:04,539
♪ Everybody goes down down down ♪

1448
01:20:04,539 --> 01:20:07,499
♪ This ride into motion ♪

1449
01:20:07,499 --> 01:20:10,170
♪ Keep falling for you ♪

1450
01:20:10,170 --> 01:20:12,462
♪ With blinded devotion ♪

1451
01:20:12,462 --> 01:20:16,462
♪ Everybody goes down down down ♪