1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:02,261 --> 00:00:05,261 (suspenseful music) 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:10,269 --> 00:00:12,852 (fan spinning) 5 00:00:14,530 --> 00:00:16,947 (door opens) 6 00:00:18,661 --> 00:00:21,744 (suspenseful music) 7 00:00:50,750 --> 00:00:52,480 - [Paula] You were a mistake. 8 00:00:52,480 --> 00:00:53,780 - [Voice] No one can love you. 9 00:00:53,780 --> 00:00:55,349 - Why do you hate me so much? 10 00:00:55,349 --> 00:00:57,480 - [Woman] Mistake, mistake. 11 00:00:57,480 --> 00:00:58,313 I hate you! 12 00:00:58,313 --> 00:00:59,269 - No, stop! 13 00:00:59,269 --> 00:01:00,686 Stop, stop, stop! 14 00:01:07,680 --> 00:01:10,251 (child laughing) 15 00:01:10,251 --> 00:01:13,020 - Is that you making all that noise in here? 16 00:01:13,020 --> 00:01:15,920 - [Paula] Doesn't that thing ever shut up? 17 00:01:15,920 --> 00:01:19,860 - This thing, his name is Alan. 18 00:01:19,860 --> 00:01:23,069 And all he wants is to be held by his mom. 19 00:01:23,069 --> 00:01:27,800 - (laughs) That ain't gonna happen. 20 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:30,190 I carried that damn thing around for nine months 21 00:01:30,190 --> 00:01:32,913 and I'll be damned if I ever carry it again. 22 00:01:33,789 --> 00:01:35,670 - [Chuck] What's wrong with you? 23 00:01:35,670 --> 00:01:37,450 Why are you acting like this? 24 00:01:37,450 --> 00:01:40,480 - What, it was a mistake. 25 00:01:40,480 --> 00:01:43,330 - Just because we didn't plan on having kids. 26 00:01:43,330 --> 00:01:45,260 Doesn't make him a mistake. 27 00:01:45,260 --> 00:01:48,103 He's a gift. 28 00:01:48,103 --> 00:01:50,160 - A gift, yeah right. 29 00:01:50,160 --> 00:01:52,107 A gift you can return. 30 00:01:52,107 --> 00:01:55,493 I ain't sending that thing back where it came from. 31 00:01:55,493 --> 00:01:57,659 - I got ya. Here. 32 00:01:57,659 --> 00:02:00,251 - Oh! (gagging) 33 00:02:00,251 --> 00:02:01,453 God, what is that smell? 34 00:02:04,971 --> 00:02:06,610 I thought you loved me. 35 00:02:06,610 --> 00:02:08,890 - I do love you, Paula. 36 00:02:08,890 --> 00:02:11,990 - Well then think it's about time you made a choice. 37 00:02:11,990 --> 00:02:13,810 - A choice about what? 38 00:02:13,810 --> 00:02:16,543 - You can either choose that nasty little crib lizard, 39 00:02:17,608 --> 00:02:18,723 or you can choose me. 40 00:02:20,400 --> 00:02:25,400 Your beautiful, loving, sexy wife. 41 00:02:27,428 --> 00:02:29,430 - [Chuck] There's no choice. 42 00:02:29,430 --> 00:02:30,760 - [Paula] What? 43 00:02:30,760 --> 00:02:31,780 - You heard me. 44 00:02:31,780 --> 00:02:33,700 You're the one that has to make the choice here. 45 00:02:33,700 --> 00:02:34,533 Not me. 46 00:02:35,500 --> 00:02:37,000 Alan needs his parents. 47 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:39,603 And I'm always gonna be here for him, Paula. 48 00:02:40,538 --> 00:02:41,691 - Don't think I won't go. 49 00:02:41,691 --> 00:02:43,350 - Do whatever you have to do. 50 00:02:43,350 --> 00:02:44,857 - You're bluffing. 51 00:02:44,857 --> 00:02:46,800 You're really going to let me go. 52 00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:49,238 - I'm sure not gonna make you stay. 53 00:02:49,238 --> 00:02:52,543 - Fine, I can take a hint. 54 00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:55,470 - Don't worry, Alan. 55 00:02:55,470 --> 00:02:56,577 She'll come around. 56 00:02:58,540 --> 00:02:59,540 - It's all my fault. 57 00:03:01,049 --> 00:03:03,799 (dramatic music) 58 00:03:08,820 --> 00:03:10,043 I'm the mistake. 59 00:03:12,016 --> 00:03:14,766 (dramatic music) 60 00:03:27,531 --> 00:03:29,698 (gunshot) 61 00:03:34,211 --> 00:03:39,211 ♪ Cross hairs up I'm on my way ♪ 62 00:03:40,739 --> 00:03:45,739 ♪ Gonna find me an early grave ♪ 63 00:03:47,330 --> 00:03:52,330 ♪ 'Cause I've had enough and I'm sick with it ♪ 64 00:03:54,118 --> 00:03:56,360 ♪ So pull out my brain ♪ 65 00:03:56,360 --> 00:03:57,779 ♪ Rip out my heart ♪ 66 00:03:57,779 --> 00:03:59,491 ♪ Tear off my legs ♪ 67 00:03:59,491 --> 00:04:04,491 ♪ And sever my arm ♪ 68 00:04:05,629 --> 00:04:10,629 ♪ I'm scared but I'm glad it's the end ♪ 69 00:04:13,102 --> 00:04:15,868 ♪ I'm scared but I'm glad it's the end ♪ 70 00:04:15,868 --> 00:04:19,158 ♪ I thought I heard you say ♪ 71 00:04:19,158 --> 00:04:22,478 ♪ This is over ♪ 72 00:04:22,478 --> 00:04:25,735 ♪ It may be the end ♪ 73 00:04:25,735 --> 00:04:29,598 ♪ But there's a new beginning ♪ 74 00:04:29,598 --> 00:04:33,216 ♪ I thought I heard him say ♪ 75 00:04:33,216 --> 00:04:36,537 ♪ This is over ♪ 76 00:04:36,537 --> 00:04:39,467 ♪ What may be the end ♪ 77 00:04:39,467 --> 00:04:43,300 ♪ But there's a new beginning ♪ 78 00:04:56,176 --> 00:04:59,337 ♪ And now it's dark ♪ 79 00:04:59,337 --> 00:05:03,046 ♪ Every day ♪ 80 00:05:03,046 --> 00:05:06,206 ♪ But I still feel ♪ 81 00:05:06,206 --> 00:05:09,758 ♪ Life inside of me ♪ 82 00:05:09,758 --> 00:05:13,198 ♪ And it comes in waves ♪ 83 00:05:13,198 --> 00:05:16,597 ♪ Slow but sure ♪ 84 00:05:16,597 --> 00:05:19,977 ♪ And as it turns out ♪ 85 00:05:19,977 --> 00:05:23,806 ♪ Death may not be the cure ♪ 86 00:05:23,806 --> 00:05:26,885 ♪ So where do we go when we fall apart ♪ 87 00:05:26,885 --> 00:05:28,958 ♪ Is there something more ♪ 88 00:05:28,958 --> 00:05:33,958 ♪ Do we restart ♪ 89 00:05:34,918 --> 00:05:38,536 ♪ I'm scared cause I'm sure I don't know ♪ 90 00:05:38,536 --> 00:05:41,577 ♪ I thought I heard you say ♪ 91 00:05:41,577 --> 00:05:44,866 ♪ I wish this was over ♪ 92 00:05:44,866 --> 00:05:48,026 ♪ This may be the end ♪ 93 00:05:48,026 --> 00:05:51,859 ♪ But there's a new beginning ♪ 94 00:06:04,970 --> 00:06:05,879 (door slams) 95 00:06:05,879 --> 00:06:07,379 - Ssh, ssh, quiet! 96 00:06:15,510 --> 00:06:17,689 I'm sorry, I'm sorry to wake you. 97 00:06:17,689 --> 00:06:19,847 - Don't wake the baby, I just got the baby to sleep. 98 00:06:19,847 --> 00:06:21,519 I'm not worried about me. 99 00:06:21,519 --> 00:06:23,508 - Chuck, I don't want to be alone. 100 00:06:23,508 --> 00:06:24,999 I love you. 101 00:06:24,999 --> 00:06:26,800 - You won't be alone, Paula. 102 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:29,263 - I'll do anything to make this work. 103 00:06:30,250 --> 00:06:32,308 - Just be that boy's mama. 104 00:06:32,308 --> 00:06:33,208 He needs his mama. 105 00:06:34,729 --> 00:06:35,920 - I can play mama. 106 00:06:38,279 --> 00:06:40,696 (door opens) 107 00:06:44,849 --> 00:06:48,049 - Hey you, it's your Mama. 108 00:06:48,049 --> 00:06:50,216 (belches) 109 00:06:51,490 --> 00:06:52,323 Oh whatever! 110 00:06:53,480 --> 00:06:55,343 Listen up good, demon spawn. 111 00:06:56,520 --> 00:06:59,700 I'm not going to let you take my husband away from me. 112 00:06:59,700 --> 00:07:02,710 I worked too hard to get someone to take care of me. 113 00:07:02,710 --> 00:07:04,230 To treat me like a queen. 114 00:07:04,230 --> 00:07:06,930 I'll be damned if I let 115 00:07:06,930 --> 00:07:10,000 some bug-eyed little gremlin destroy that. 116 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:11,303 Do you understand me? 117 00:07:12,780 --> 00:07:15,033 Oh, and another thing, 118 00:07:16,050 --> 00:07:19,340 no matter what your father might say to you, 119 00:07:19,340 --> 00:07:22,393 no matter how many times he tells you he loves you. 120 00:07:23,640 --> 00:07:24,563 He doesn't really. 121 00:07:25,410 --> 00:07:27,023 Cause no one can love you, 122 00:07:27,907 --> 00:07:29,630 because you were a mistake. 123 00:07:29,630 --> 00:07:33,253 An unplanned, unwanted plain and simple mistake. 124 00:07:34,310 --> 00:07:35,143 That's right. 125 00:07:36,130 --> 00:07:37,333 You were a mistake. 126 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:41,500 I'll be damned if I ever let you forget it. 127 00:07:41,500 --> 00:07:44,713 So sleep tight you little snot bucket. 128 00:07:45,980 --> 00:07:47,343 Cause Mama's here to stay. 129 00:07:50,376 --> 00:07:52,793 (door slams) 130 00:07:55,268 --> 00:07:58,351 (mellow piano music) 131 00:08:18,320 --> 00:08:19,740 - Good morning, Paula 132 00:08:21,320 --> 00:08:23,510 - Morning, you off to work? 133 00:08:23,510 --> 00:08:24,343 - [Chuck] Those minnows aren't gonna 134 00:08:24,343 --> 00:08:25,540 sell themselves you know. 135 00:08:25,540 --> 00:08:26,643 - Guess not. 136 00:08:27,785 --> 00:08:30,935 - You going to be all right with the baby today? 137 00:08:30,935 --> 00:08:31,768 - Yeah. 138 00:08:31,768 --> 00:08:34,323 - Paula, you're going to see. 139 00:08:34,323 --> 00:08:35,623 This is going to be great. 140 00:08:36,520 --> 00:08:37,520 I gotta go. 141 00:08:37,520 --> 00:08:39,364 I'm ten minutes away. 142 00:08:39,364 --> 00:08:41,220 If you need me, call me. 143 00:08:41,220 --> 00:08:43,960 I'll be here in a heartbeat, all right? 144 00:08:43,960 --> 00:08:44,909 - Yep. 145 00:08:44,909 --> 00:08:47,114 - All right babe. 146 00:08:47,114 --> 00:08:49,070 You have a wonderful day. 147 00:08:49,070 --> 00:08:49,940 - Bye. 148 00:08:49,940 --> 00:08:50,773 - Bye. 149 00:08:58,020 --> 00:08:59,073 These might help. 150 00:09:00,175 --> 00:09:04,060 Hey, raising this baby is gonna be fun. 151 00:09:04,060 --> 00:09:05,130 You'll see. 152 00:09:05,130 --> 00:09:06,580 - Yeah, I can't wait. 153 00:09:07,724 --> 00:09:09,305 - Good, ten minutes. 154 00:09:09,305 --> 00:09:10,146 - Yeah, all right. 155 00:09:10,146 --> 00:09:11,146 - Bye. - Bye. 156 00:09:13,834 --> 00:09:16,334 (door closes) 157 00:09:18,466 --> 00:09:21,004 (baby crying) 158 00:09:21,004 --> 00:09:21,837 Oh my God! 159 00:09:24,625 --> 00:09:27,762 I'm gonna need a lot more drink than this. 160 00:09:27,762 --> 00:09:30,262 (baby crying) 161 00:09:36,034 --> 00:09:39,617 Oh yeah, (laughs) shut up! 162 00:09:41,184 --> 00:09:44,245 (baby crying) 163 00:09:44,245 --> 00:09:45,078 Shut up! 164 00:09:46,817 --> 00:09:48,575 God, 165 00:09:51,275 --> 00:09:53,834 I still frigging hear it! 166 00:09:53,834 --> 00:09:56,334 (baby crying) 167 00:10:02,084 --> 00:10:03,834 - I'm the mistake. 168 00:10:20,003 --> 00:10:22,920 (knocking on door) 169 00:10:29,645 --> 00:10:32,410 - [Kayla] Alan, are you in there? 170 00:10:32,410 --> 00:10:33,683 It's me, Kayla. 171 00:10:37,350 --> 00:10:39,950 Alan, would you please let me in if you're in there? 172 00:10:50,545 --> 00:10:51,378 I'm so sorry-- 173 00:10:51,378 --> 00:10:52,211 Oh my God. 174 00:10:54,940 --> 00:10:56,463 I was at work when I heard what happened. 175 00:10:56,463 --> 00:10:58,337 I had to make sure you're okay. 176 00:10:58,337 --> 00:10:59,623 Are you okay? 177 00:11:01,140 --> 00:11:03,892 Stupid question, sorry. Of course, you're not okay. 178 00:11:05,980 --> 00:11:07,263 Oh my God, look at you! 179 00:11:18,670 --> 00:11:19,893 What can I do? 180 00:11:20,780 --> 00:11:23,100 Tell me how I can help. 181 00:11:23,100 --> 00:11:24,433 - I just want to be alone. 182 00:11:26,910 --> 00:11:27,903 - We're alone. 183 00:11:29,550 --> 00:11:31,093 - That's not what I meant. 184 00:11:36,307 --> 00:11:37,783 - What did you mean? 185 00:11:38,640 --> 00:11:40,440 - I was just thinking about leaving. 186 00:11:42,690 --> 00:11:47,140 - Oh, where do you want to go? 187 00:11:47,140 --> 00:11:50,883 I hear Albuquerque is pretty nice this time of year. 188 00:11:52,220 --> 00:11:53,670 - What? 189 00:11:53,670 --> 00:11:55,670 Like New Mexico? 190 00:11:55,670 --> 00:11:56,620 I don't understand. 191 00:11:58,443 --> 00:12:02,863 - Me neither, just said the first place that came to mind. 192 00:12:04,150 --> 00:12:06,113 - I'm not sure what you want here. 193 00:12:07,580 --> 00:12:12,563 - Just wanted to make sure you're all right. 194 00:12:16,033 --> 00:12:18,553 - Fine thanks, go live your day then. 195 00:12:32,490 --> 00:12:35,177 - Do you want to talk about what happened? 196 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:43,653 It's not good to keep things bottled up. 197 00:12:45,930 --> 00:12:47,943 I'm here for you, Alan, just talk to me. 198 00:12:49,950 --> 00:12:51,023 - I just, 199 00:12:54,640 --> 00:12:56,363 my mom, she, 200 00:12:58,470 --> 00:13:00,043 why did this have to happen? 201 00:13:02,140 --> 00:13:03,944 - I don't know. 202 00:13:03,944 --> 00:13:08,944 But maybe if we just talk about it, 203 00:13:09,040 --> 00:13:11,783 What were things like for you growing up? 204 00:13:14,410 --> 00:13:19,410 - Well, you know how most people have childhood stories 205 00:13:19,620 --> 00:13:21,373 of love and compassion? 206 00:13:22,520 --> 00:13:25,420 Good times and wonderful experiences? 207 00:13:25,420 --> 00:13:26,253 - Yeah. 208 00:13:27,870 --> 00:13:29,520 - Mine wasn't anything like that. 209 00:13:34,063 --> 00:13:35,343 (slapping child) 210 00:13:35,343 --> 00:13:36,893 - Get up, it's time for school. 211 00:13:40,023 --> 00:13:41,803 I said get up you little brat. 212 00:13:45,940 --> 00:13:49,900 - Paula, why are you yelling at that boy like that? 213 00:13:49,900 --> 00:13:51,000 - He wouldn't get up. 214 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:54,450 - Dad, can you take me to school? 215 00:13:54,450 --> 00:13:55,780 - Of course I can, buddy. 216 00:13:55,780 --> 00:13:59,060 But you better hurry up because I gotta leave like now. 217 00:13:59,060 --> 00:13:59,963 Mark's waiting on me. 218 00:14:00,903 --> 00:14:02,070 Why don't you clean up after yourself, Paula? 219 00:14:02,070 --> 00:14:03,220 It's embarrassing. 220 00:14:03,220 --> 00:14:05,590 - It's just a little nightcap. 221 00:14:05,590 --> 00:14:07,430 - For you, that's a nightcap. 222 00:14:07,430 --> 00:14:09,280 That's too much for a lot of people. 223 00:14:09,280 --> 00:14:10,823 Come on, Alan, I gotta go. 224 00:14:12,080 --> 00:14:12,913 - I'm coming. 225 00:14:14,610 --> 00:14:15,964 - What'd I tell you about running down the hall? 226 00:14:15,964 --> 00:14:17,301 (bottle hitting Alan) 227 00:14:17,301 --> 00:14:20,253 (Alan shouts) 228 00:14:20,253 --> 00:14:21,253 - Alan? Son? 229 00:14:22,473 --> 00:14:24,895 Paula, call an ambulance right now. 230 00:14:24,895 --> 00:14:26,015 Go call an ambulance. 231 00:14:26,015 --> 00:14:28,042 - Okay, wait what's the number? 232 00:14:28,042 --> 00:14:30,414 - 9-1-1, Paula, it's 9-1-1. 233 00:14:30,414 --> 00:14:32,164 Go call 9-1-1. 234 00:14:33,215 --> 00:14:35,015 Sorry buddy, holy cow! 235 00:14:35,015 --> 00:14:36,033 I'm right here. 236 00:14:36,033 --> 00:14:37,724 Right here buddy. 237 00:14:37,724 --> 00:14:40,474 (sirens wailing) 238 00:14:45,147 --> 00:14:47,560 - Now, I'll see him back here in about six weeks. 239 00:14:47,560 --> 00:14:51,270 He should heal up and get the cast removed. 240 00:14:51,270 --> 00:14:56,270 What concerns me more than the broken arm is the contusion. 241 00:14:56,900 --> 00:14:57,733 On his head. 242 00:14:58,660 --> 00:15:00,370 - Well, he did come through the door. 243 00:15:01,570 --> 00:15:03,370 I mean, he was running through the house. 244 00:15:03,370 --> 00:15:05,250 Tripped, came through the front door. 245 00:15:05,250 --> 00:15:08,020 So he did hit his face on that door on the way out. 246 00:15:08,020 --> 00:15:09,550 - I don't think you understand though. 247 00:15:09,550 --> 00:15:12,063 The contusion is on the back of his head. 248 00:15:13,730 --> 00:15:15,410 - On the back of his head? 249 00:15:15,410 --> 00:15:18,615 - Usually when somebody has a contusion 250 00:15:18,615 --> 00:15:19,890 on the back of their head like that, 251 00:15:19,890 --> 00:15:21,370 it takes a blunt force. 252 00:15:21,370 --> 00:15:23,930 Was he doing anything yesterday? 253 00:15:23,930 --> 00:15:24,780 - [Chuck] No Doc. 254 00:15:24,780 --> 00:15:27,480 - Okay well, I'm gonna need you to keep an eye on him. 255 00:15:27,480 --> 00:15:29,920 Bring him back if anything else happens. 256 00:15:29,920 --> 00:15:30,894 - I will. 257 00:15:30,894 --> 00:15:31,727 - All right, sir. 258 00:15:31,727 --> 00:15:32,820 - Thank you Doctor. - Thank you. 259 00:15:34,534 --> 00:15:37,850 (monitor beeping) 260 00:15:37,850 --> 00:15:39,902 Hi sweetheart. - Hi. 261 00:15:39,902 --> 00:15:40,804 - How are you today? 262 00:15:40,804 --> 00:15:43,002 (curtains closing) 263 00:15:43,002 --> 00:15:45,835 (monitor beeping) 264 00:15:48,830 --> 00:15:51,560 - We both know that what happened here 265 00:15:51,560 --> 00:15:54,053 was just an unfortunate accident. 266 00:15:54,940 --> 00:15:57,763 I told you not to run in the house. 267 00:15:58,735 --> 00:16:00,360 See what happens when you go against me? 268 00:16:00,360 --> 00:16:01,853 Bad things happen. 269 00:16:03,520 --> 00:16:05,920 So if you were to, for example, 270 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,950 tell your father this wasn't an accident, 271 00:16:08,950 --> 00:16:11,650 things could get a whole lot worse for you. 272 00:16:11,650 --> 00:16:13,364 A whole lot worse. 273 00:16:13,364 --> 00:16:14,197 (slapping his hand) 274 00:16:14,197 --> 00:16:15,030 (Alan yells) 275 00:16:15,030 --> 00:16:15,863 You understand me? 276 00:16:17,902 --> 00:16:20,569 (bird chirping) 277 00:16:24,912 --> 00:16:26,581 (slapping Alan's arm) 278 00:16:26,581 --> 00:16:27,700 (Paula laughs) 279 00:16:27,700 --> 00:16:28,893 Bet that smarts. 280 00:16:30,390 --> 00:16:31,940 Get up, you're going to school. 281 00:16:45,993 --> 00:16:47,935 (Alan hits dresser) 282 00:16:47,935 --> 00:16:51,643 You're not getting ready fast enough. (laughs) 283 00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:56,960 - That's horrible. 284 00:16:56,960 --> 00:16:59,443 I can't believe your mom was so awful to you. 285 00:17:02,350 --> 00:17:04,280 Didn't your dad notice? 286 00:17:04,280 --> 00:17:05,780 - My dad worked a lot. 287 00:17:05,780 --> 00:17:07,930 Most of the days he was running the shop, 288 00:17:07,930 --> 00:17:11,070 and when he wasn't, he was out hunting or fishing. 289 00:17:11,070 --> 00:17:12,380 He brought me along when he could, 290 00:17:12,380 --> 00:17:15,113 but I just never knew how to bring it up to him. 291 00:17:16,140 --> 00:17:18,670 I just kind of thought that's how things were for everyone. 292 00:17:18,670 --> 00:17:20,130 - It couldn't have been all bad. 293 00:17:20,130 --> 00:17:23,930 I mean, what about, what about your birthdays? 294 00:17:23,930 --> 00:17:25,350 I mean, there must've been, 295 00:17:25,350 --> 00:17:27,700 you must have had parties or something. 296 00:17:27,700 --> 00:17:31,640 - Well, my first real birthday party was supposed to happen 297 00:17:31,640 --> 00:17:33,873 the summer before high school. 298 00:17:33,873 --> 00:17:35,604 (phone rings) 299 00:17:35,604 --> 00:17:36,771 - I'll get it. 300 00:17:39,830 --> 00:17:40,690 What? 301 00:17:40,690 --> 00:17:42,943 - So Uncle Bob stopping by this year? 302 00:17:43,900 --> 00:17:46,400 - No, Uncle Bob's deployed. 303 00:17:46,400 --> 00:17:50,820 But in Uncle Bob fashion, he's gonna definitely, uh, 304 00:17:50,820 --> 00:17:52,303 not disappoint you with his gift. 305 00:17:52,303 --> 00:17:53,280 - Oh really? 306 00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:55,670 - [Chuck] Oh yeah, I've seen it already. 307 00:17:55,670 --> 00:17:57,660 - Hey, do you know someone named Rick? 308 00:17:57,660 --> 00:17:58,520 - [Alan] Yeah. 309 00:17:58,520 --> 00:18:00,050 - Well that was his mom on the phone. 310 00:18:00,050 --> 00:18:02,010 He's not going to be able to make it. 311 00:18:02,010 --> 00:18:02,967 - Not gonna make it? 312 00:18:02,967 --> 00:18:05,153 Did they say why he couldn't make it? 313 00:18:05,153 --> 00:18:07,503 - Something about car trouble. 314 00:18:09,500 --> 00:18:11,003 - I can go pick him up. 315 00:18:11,003 --> 00:18:16,003 - No, I mean, I offered to go pick him up, 316 00:18:16,140 --> 00:18:18,350 but he has to help fix the car. 317 00:18:20,764 --> 00:18:23,280 - What, he has to help fix the car? 318 00:18:23,280 --> 00:18:24,140 - Yeah. 319 00:18:24,140 --> 00:18:25,463 - That's ridiculous. 320 00:18:26,470 --> 00:18:27,303 Don't worry, man. 321 00:18:27,303 --> 00:18:28,800 The other guys will be here anytime. 322 00:18:28,800 --> 00:18:29,633 - Yeah. 323 00:18:29,633 --> 00:18:32,647 Yup, I'm sure they're just lost, right? 324 00:18:37,900 --> 00:18:40,567 (Chuck snoring) 325 00:18:42,368 --> 00:18:43,943 (party favor trumpets) 326 00:18:48,057 --> 00:18:49,570 What time is it? 327 00:18:49,570 --> 00:18:52,303 - Time to call it, no one's showing up. 328 00:18:53,430 --> 00:18:54,263 - Son, I'm sorry. 329 00:18:54,263 --> 00:18:57,109 I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to fall asleep. 330 00:18:57,109 --> 00:18:58,620 Let's just cut the cake. 331 00:18:58,620 --> 00:19:00,460 Let's me and you eat the cake. 332 00:19:00,460 --> 00:19:01,410 Let's not let it go to waste. 333 00:19:01,410 --> 00:19:03,430 - I'm just going to go to my room. 334 00:19:03,430 --> 00:19:05,220 - That movie that just came out, 335 00:19:05,220 --> 00:19:06,053 you wanted to see son, 336 00:19:06,053 --> 00:19:07,510 let's go see that. 337 00:19:07,510 --> 00:19:09,418 - It's not even worth it, Dad. 338 00:19:09,418 --> 00:19:11,918 (phone rings) 339 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:17,033 - [Paula] Hello? 340 00:19:18,520 --> 00:19:20,683 Yeah, the party has been canceled. 341 00:19:21,810 --> 00:19:24,260 I don't know, he just decided he didn't want one. 342 00:19:25,877 --> 00:19:26,710 All right. 343 00:19:27,610 --> 00:19:29,610 No, there's no reason to come over here. 344 00:19:31,647 --> 00:19:33,706 (dramatic music) 345 00:19:33,706 --> 00:19:35,890 - Were you eavesdropping, you little bastard? 346 00:19:35,890 --> 00:19:37,110 - Who was that on the phone? 347 00:19:37,110 --> 00:19:40,330 - Who do you think you're talking to? 348 00:19:40,330 --> 00:19:42,647 - Did you just tell them that my party was canceled? 349 00:19:42,647 --> 00:19:45,786 - (laughs) Yeah, I did. 350 00:19:45,786 --> 00:19:48,210 - Why? 351 00:19:48,210 --> 00:19:50,600 - Because you don't deserve a party. 352 00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:52,817 Besides, do you even have friends? 353 00:19:52,817 --> 00:19:55,450 Or are they all just imaginary? 354 00:19:55,450 --> 00:19:57,997 - Obviously I have friends. 355 00:19:57,997 --> 00:19:59,950 - Yeah, but who'd want to be friends 356 00:19:59,950 --> 00:20:01,410 with a crotch nugget like you? 357 00:20:01,410 --> 00:20:02,993 - Jesus, what the hell? 358 00:20:05,356 --> 00:20:06,226 Hey stop! 359 00:20:06,226 --> 00:20:07,336 - Get out of here. 360 00:20:07,336 --> 00:20:08,590 Get out! 361 00:20:08,590 --> 00:20:10,010 - What, stop! 362 00:20:10,010 --> 00:20:12,110 - You're not having a damn birthday party. 363 00:20:14,650 --> 00:20:16,550 - Stop throwing things at me! 364 00:20:16,550 --> 00:20:18,537 - I hate you, I hate you! 365 00:20:18,537 --> 00:20:20,382 - I can tell! 366 00:20:20,382 --> 00:20:22,770 Ah, what you gonna do, cry? 367 00:20:22,770 --> 00:20:24,740 You're gonna cry, you little crybaby? 368 00:20:24,740 --> 00:20:27,293 You wanna know why you ain't got no friends? 369 00:20:28,300 --> 00:20:31,120 It's because they all know what you are. 370 00:20:31,120 --> 00:20:33,283 An unplanned mistake. 371 00:20:34,340 --> 00:20:36,090 I shoulda let him wear that condom. 372 00:20:37,096 --> 00:20:39,273 I can't even believe that I got pregnant. 373 00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:42,700 Out of all the kids in the world. 374 00:20:42,700 --> 00:20:46,944 I end up with the frigging spawn of Satan. 375 00:20:46,944 --> 00:20:48,717 - I'm the spawn of Satan here? 376 00:20:48,717 --> 00:20:51,840 - Yes you are! Get out! 377 00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:52,673 - Jesus! 378 00:20:53,650 --> 00:20:55,760 Really, you're drinking right now? 379 00:20:55,760 --> 00:20:56,850 - I can drink all I want. 380 00:20:56,850 --> 00:20:57,683 Give me back that bottle! 381 00:20:57,683 --> 00:20:58,516 - No! 382 00:21:00,099 --> 00:21:00,965 - Really? 383 00:21:00,965 --> 00:21:01,915 - Really. 384 00:21:01,915 --> 00:21:03,377 (Paula screams) 385 00:21:03,377 --> 00:21:04,493 - Oww! 386 00:21:04,493 --> 00:21:07,475 - What did I ever do to you? 387 00:21:07,475 --> 00:21:08,808 - You were born! 388 00:21:16,431 --> 00:21:17,925 - What's going on up here? 389 00:21:17,925 --> 00:21:20,143 Paula, what's going on? 390 00:21:20,143 --> 00:21:22,880 - That little shit pushed me down. 391 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:24,413 - Why would he push you down? 392 00:21:25,490 --> 00:21:27,030 What happened in here? 393 00:21:27,030 --> 00:21:31,354 - Look, I think there's something wrong with him. 394 00:21:31,354 --> 00:21:34,500 I didn't want to say anything, 395 00:21:34,500 --> 00:21:36,430 but he's always abusing me. 396 00:21:36,430 --> 00:21:39,790 He's always hitting me or pushing me. 397 00:21:39,790 --> 00:21:41,650 I'm just trying to be a good mama. 398 00:21:41,650 --> 00:21:42,483 - Alan! 399 00:21:42,483 --> 00:21:43,316 - For you. 400 00:21:43,316 --> 00:21:44,149 - Where is he? 401 00:21:45,370 --> 00:21:46,780 - I don't know. 402 00:21:46,780 --> 00:21:47,613 Let him be. 403 00:21:47,613 --> 00:21:49,754 - No, I'm gonna go find him. 404 00:21:49,754 --> 00:21:50,850 - No! 405 00:21:50,850 --> 00:21:53,420 - Yes, he's just a kid. 406 00:21:53,420 --> 00:21:55,270 What if something happens to him, Paula? 407 00:21:55,270 --> 00:21:58,365 - It serves him right for running off like that! 408 00:21:58,365 --> 00:22:01,050 - What's wrong with you? 409 00:22:01,050 --> 00:22:02,920 - You're wrong with me? 410 00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:04,220 - No, you're wrong for me. 411 00:22:05,350 --> 00:22:06,183 - Get out! 412 00:22:07,914 --> 00:22:08,747 Get out! 413 00:22:11,859 --> 00:22:14,584 (Paula screams) 414 00:22:14,584 --> 00:22:17,334 (dramatic music) 415 00:22:27,963 --> 00:22:29,240 - What's going on, Al? 416 00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:31,660 - Oh, hey Mark. 417 00:22:31,660 --> 00:22:34,910 I just needed a place to chill and think for a minute. 418 00:22:34,910 --> 00:22:35,937 - Knock yourself out. 419 00:22:35,937 --> 00:22:36,770 I'm just going to do the till 420 00:22:36,770 --> 00:22:37,603 and then I gotta get out of here. 421 00:22:37,603 --> 00:22:39,564 You can lock up when I leave, okay? 422 00:22:39,564 --> 00:22:40,406 - Okay. 423 00:22:40,406 --> 00:22:41,239 - All right man. 424 00:22:41,239 --> 00:22:42,247 We'll see you. 425 00:22:43,444 --> 00:22:46,111 (playful music) 426 00:22:59,034 --> 00:23:01,617 (car stopping) 427 00:23:12,880 --> 00:23:14,290 - Alan! 428 00:23:14,290 --> 00:23:16,140 I've been looking everywhere for you. 429 00:23:17,010 --> 00:23:18,010 If Mark wouldn't have called me, 430 00:23:18,010 --> 00:23:19,430 I wouldn't know where you were at, son. 431 00:23:19,430 --> 00:23:22,200 - Just leave me alone. 432 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:24,580 - Look, you tell me what happened back there. 433 00:23:24,580 --> 00:23:27,400 Why did you shove your mom and run off like that? 434 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:29,510 - I didn't shove her. 435 00:23:29,510 --> 00:23:30,343 - Oh, you didn't shove her. 436 00:23:30,343 --> 00:23:32,050 She told me you pushed her down. 437 00:23:32,050 --> 00:23:32,897 - Of course she'd say that. 438 00:23:32,897 --> 00:23:34,890 And of course you believe her. 439 00:23:34,890 --> 00:23:36,970 - Look son, I know you're mad 440 00:23:36,970 --> 00:23:39,020 because nobody showed up at your birthday party. 441 00:23:39,020 --> 00:23:40,264 I'm sorry about that. 442 00:23:40,264 --> 00:23:41,840 - I know why no one showed up to my birthday party. 443 00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:42,923 - Oh okay, tell me why then. 444 00:23:42,923 --> 00:23:46,090 - Because mom told everyone that the party was canceled. 445 00:23:46,090 --> 00:23:46,940 - [Chuck] How do you know that? 446 00:23:46,940 --> 00:23:48,190 - Because when I went upstairs, 447 00:23:48,190 --> 00:23:51,140 I overheard her saying that to someone on the phone. 448 00:23:51,140 --> 00:23:53,440 - And there's no way you misunderstood what she was saying? 449 00:23:53,440 --> 00:23:54,760 - Oh of course it's my fault. 450 00:23:54,760 --> 00:23:56,280 I should never have been born either, right? 451 00:23:56,280 --> 00:23:57,360 - No, I didn't say that. 452 00:23:57,360 --> 00:23:58,990 And that's stupid, don't talk like that. 453 00:23:58,990 --> 00:24:00,330 Listen to me. 454 00:24:00,330 --> 00:24:02,080 Let's go home right now and get to the bottom of this. 455 00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:03,780 - I'm not going back there. 456 00:24:03,780 --> 00:24:04,613 - Come on son. 457 00:24:04,613 --> 00:24:07,270 - I'm not going back there to have her keep hitting me. 458 00:24:07,270 --> 00:24:08,270 And calling me names. 459 00:24:08,270 --> 00:24:10,010 I'm done with it. 460 00:24:10,010 --> 00:24:11,030 - Hitting you. 461 00:24:11,030 --> 00:24:13,510 Look, I know she gets angry. 462 00:24:13,510 --> 00:24:14,390 I know she yells, 463 00:24:14,390 --> 00:24:16,543 but she's got some demons in her past that she's trying-- 464 00:24:16,543 --> 00:24:18,370 - Is that all I am to you? 465 00:24:18,370 --> 00:24:19,640 Just another one of your demons, 466 00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:22,100 another one of your mistakes. 467 00:24:22,100 --> 00:24:23,270 - Why would you even say anything like that? 468 00:24:23,270 --> 00:24:24,703 Because that's what she keeps telling me. 469 00:24:24,703 --> 00:24:26,405 That I was a mistake. 470 00:24:26,405 --> 00:24:27,238 That it was an accident. 471 00:24:27,238 --> 00:24:28,380 That you never wanted me. 472 00:24:28,380 --> 00:24:30,050 Is that why you let her hit me all the time? 473 00:24:30,050 --> 00:24:31,940 Because you never wanted me? 474 00:24:31,940 --> 00:24:33,250 - I got news for you pal. 475 00:24:33,250 --> 00:24:34,980 I never said that. 476 00:24:34,980 --> 00:24:37,780 I've never even thought that. 477 00:24:37,780 --> 00:24:41,390 Alan, you're the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. 478 00:24:41,390 --> 00:24:43,330 Your mom will never hurt you again. 479 00:24:43,330 --> 00:24:44,620 I can promise you that. 480 00:24:44,620 --> 00:24:47,180 - What did I ever do to make her hate me so much? 481 00:24:47,180 --> 00:24:49,350 - I don't think you did anything, Alan. 482 00:24:49,350 --> 00:24:53,154 Son, I don't think she's capable of loving anything. 483 00:24:53,154 --> 00:24:55,430 Alan, you're my son. 484 00:24:55,430 --> 00:24:57,910 I love you more than anything, 485 00:24:57,910 --> 00:24:59,780 but I've let you down. 486 00:24:59,780 --> 00:25:01,060 I failed you. 487 00:25:01,060 --> 00:25:04,770 Everything that's happened to you, that's on me. 488 00:25:04,770 --> 00:25:06,517 It's my fault and I'm sorry. 489 00:25:06,517 --> 00:25:08,530 But I can tell you this. 490 00:25:08,530 --> 00:25:10,293 You come home with me right now. 491 00:25:11,550 --> 00:25:13,250 I guarantee things will be better. 492 00:25:14,210 --> 00:25:15,760 Come on son, come home with me. 493 00:25:17,110 --> 00:25:17,943 I love you. 494 00:25:18,834 --> 00:25:21,584 (dramatic music) 495 00:25:29,059 --> 00:25:29,892 (screen door opens) 496 00:25:29,892 --> 00:25:30,725 I got news for you, Paula. 497 00:25:30,725 --> 00:25:32,860 This is your new reality right out here. 498 00:25:33,813 --> 00:25:35,470 - What are you doing? 499 00:25:35,470 --> 00:25:37,000 Honey, I love you. 500 00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:40,400 - Loving me has never had anything to do with it, Paula. 501 00:25:40,400 --> 00:25:41,703 - Why are you doing this? 502 00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:44,650 I can change. 503 00:25:44,650 --> 00:25:45,820 - Change? 504 00:25:45,820 --> 00:25:48,520 The only thing you're going to change is your address. 505 00:25:49,460 --> 00:25:50,410 You're about ready, 506 00:25:51,340 --> 00:25:55,132 to let go of the best thing that's ever happened to you. 507 00:25:55,132 --> 00:25:57,820 - The best thing that's ever happened to us was our son. 508 00:25:57,820 --> 00:25:58,653 Alan! 509 00:25:59,824 --> 00:26:02,660 But you... you're too big of a drunk. 510 00:26:02,660 --> 00:26:05,300 You're a mess, and you never saw that. 511 00:26:05,300 --> 00:26:07,833 - [Paula] Alan is a liar. 512 00:26:09,050 --> 00:26:11,740 I've been a mom just like you told me to. 513 00:26:11,740 --> 00:26:13,770 - Well, telling you didn't make you one. 514 00:26:13,770 --> 00:26:15,390 That comes from your heart. 515 00:26:15,390 --> 00:26:17,213 You ain't got one. 516 00:26:17,213 --> 00:26:19,510 - Where am I supposed to go? 517 00:26:19,510 --> 00:26:20,530 - Here's one for you. 518 00:26:20,530 --> 00:26:22,270 The bar's right down the street. 519 00:26:22,270 --> 00:26:24,120 And if you run your ass down there, 520 00:26:24,120 --> 00:26:25,870 you might make last call. 521 00:26:25,870 --> 00:26:30,195 - Screw you, and that little bug-eyed gremlin! 522 00:26:30,195 --> 00:26:31,997 He was a mistake and you know it. 523 00:26:31,997 --> 00:26:34,747 You didn't even want kids, remember? 524 00:26:34,747 --> 00:26:35,580 Remember? 525 00:26:37,225 --> 00:26:40,142 (knocking on door) 526 00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:42,150 You're gonna miss me. 527 00:26:43,573 --> 00:26:45,730 You're gonna miss me, Chuck the Duck! 528 00:26:45,730 --> 00:26:48,630 I was the only woman who ever loved you. 529 00:26:48,630 --> 00:26:51,333 You ain't never gonna find another one like me. 530 00:26:51,333 --> 00:26:53,580 - You forgot something, Paula. 531 00:26:53,580 --> 00:26:55,783 - You ain't ever gonna find another one like me. 532 00:26:55,783 --> 00:26:57,803 - Because there's only one you. 533 00:26:59,050 --> 00:27:03,453 - But you (guffaws), you are replaceable. 534 00:27:05,573 --> 00:27:08,323 (dramatic music) 535 00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:16,323 They broke the mold with me, baby. 536 00:27:21,628 --> 00:27:24,295 (thunder roars) 537 00:27:28,180 --> 00:27:30,930 (dramatic music) 538 00:27:40,090 --> 00:27:42,112 (door opens) 539 00:27:42,112 --> 00:27:43,970 - Dad, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, 540 00:27:43,970 --> 00:27:45,070 you didn't have to do that. 541 00:27:45,070 --> 00:27:46,980 It's my fault I didn't do anything. 542 00:27:46,980 --> 00:27:49,180 - No no no, listen to me, son. 543 00:27:49,180 --> 00:27:50,410 None of this is your fault. 544 00:27:50,410 --> 00:27:52,280 It's every bit of it my fault. 545 00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:53,113 You understand me? 546 00:27:53,113 --> 00:27:54,120 - It's all right. 547 00:27:54,120 --> 00:27:56,290 - In many ways it's not all right. 548 00:27:56,290 --> 00:27:58,020 But for right now, the biggest reason, 549 00:27:58,020 --> 00:27:59,090 why it's not all right, 550 00:27:59,090 --> 00:28:01,510 is this happened on your birthday. 551 00:28:01,510 --> 00:28:03,260 You haven't even opened a gift yet. 552 00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:06,060 - Wow. - Right? 553 00:28:06,060 --> 00:28:07,200 - Fancy wrapping. 554 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:08,033 - I know. 555 00:28:10,552 --> 00:28:12,040 - I did a beautiful wrapping job, 556 00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:13,540 and you're screwing it all up. 557 00:28:14,912 --> 00:28:16,690 - It's not taped on too well. 558 00:28:16,690 --> 00:28:18,960 Whoa, this is really nice. 559 00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:20,220 - Right? - Wow. 560 00:28:20,220 --> 00:28:22,283 - Yeah, I figured you know, 561 00:28:22,283 --> 00:28:26,453 I've seen you watching a lot of basketball on television, 562 00:28:27,560 --> 00:28:29,550 and it's time maybe we go to the park, 563 00:28:29,550 --> 00:28:30,780 and I teach you what I know. 564 00:28:30,780 --> 00:28:31,613 - Oh really? - Oh yeah. 565 00:28:31,613 --> 00:28:32,543 - Can you play? 566 00:28:34,301 --> 00:28:36,480 - Can I play? 567 00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:37,930 Let me tell you something. 568 00:28:37,930 --> 00:28:40,790 When I was a kid, I had a hook shot. 569 00:28:40,790 --> 00:28:42,170 Man, was it smooth? 570 00:28:42,170 --> 00:28:43,990 Ever heard of Kareem Abdul-Jabbar? 571 00:28:43,990 --> 00:28:45,420 It was that smooth. 572 00:28:45,420 --> 00:28:47,010 - Really? 573 00:28:47,010 --> 00:28:48,463 - Oh really, I mean smooth. 574 00:28:50,830 --> 00:28:53,493 - Real smooth. (laughs) 575 00:28:55,410 --> 00:28:58,069 I could tell my dad was hurting inside, 576 00:28:58,069 --> 00:29:00,780 but he was doing the best he could with the situation. 577 00:29:00,780 --> 00:29:02,700 I could tell he missed my mom, 578 00:29:02,700 --> 00:29:05,050 but I just tried to ignore it, 579 00:29:05,050 --> 00:29:08,210 because I was getting ready to start high school. 580 00:29:08,210 --> 00:29:10,173 - Yeah, well how'd your first day go? 581 00:29:11,110 --> 00:29:13,023 - It was all right I guess. 582 00:29:14,820 --> 00:29:16,840 - What happened, what's wrong? 583 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:18,130 - I haven't thought about him in a while, 584 00:29:18,130 --> 00:29:21,413 but that was the day I first met Frank. 585 00:29:22,670 --> 00:29:24,670 - Who's Frank? 586 00:29:24,670 --> 00:29:28,101 (school bell rings) 587 00:29:28,101 --> 00:29:31,910 (students chattering) 588 00:29:31,910 --> 00:29:32,743 - Have a nice summer? 589 00:29:32,743 --> 00:29:33,576 - Yeah I did. 590 00:29:34,541 --> 00:29:37,708 (students chattering) 591 00:29:42,010 --> 00:29:44,677 (driving music) 592 00:29:57,882 --> 00:29:59,872 - Hey! Is anyone sitting right here? 593 00:29:59,872 --> 00:30:01,090 - Nope. 594 00:30:01,090 --> 00:30:01,953 - Alright, cool. 595 00:30:06,970 --> 00:30:10,240 Hey, you look like the kind of guy that likes comic books. 596 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:12,740 - You mean like Charlie Brown? 597 00:30:12,740 --> 00:30:14,980 - No, not Charlie Brown. 598 00:30:14,980 --> 00:30:18,090 I'm talking about heroes, villains, 599 00:30:18,090 --> 00:30:19,820 big space battles. 600 00:30:19,820 --> 00:30:21,753 You know that kind of thing. 601 00:30:21,753 --> 00:30:24,533 - I have no idea what you're talking about. 602 00:30:24,533 --> 00:30:26,460 - Really? 603 00:30:26,460 --> 00:30:29,822 You mean you've never actually opened a comic book? 604 00:30:29,822 --> 00:30:30,655 - I guess not. 605 00:30:31,750 --> 00:30:34,200 - Have you been living under a rock or something? 606 00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:36,823 I mean, comic books are so cool. 607 00:30:36,823 --> 00:30:37,943 (school bell rings) 608 00:30:37,943 --> 00:30:39,650 I even have one right here in my book. 609 00:30:39,650 --> 00:30:40,640 - Good morning class. 610 00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:41,473 - [Students] Good morning. 611 00:30:41,473 --> 00:30:42,741 - I'll show you at lunch. 612 00:30:42,741 --> 00:30:43,850 - My name is Mr. Harris. 613 00:30:43,850 --> 00:30:45,720 And I would like to welcome you 614 00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:48,110 to the first class of the new year. 615 00:30:48,110 --> 00:30:51,340 I hope you had a fun and adventurous summer, 616 00:30:51,340 --> 00:30:54,670 but I bet that not one of you so much has picked up a book 617 00:30:54,670 --> 00:30:56,090 in the past three months, have you? 618 00:30:56,090 --> 00:30:58,620 (students laugh) 619 00:30:58,620 --> 00:31:01,630 Well, unfortunately it's time to change that. 620 00:31:01,630 --> 00:31:02,920 So in the next couple of minutes, 621 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:05,060 I'll be passing out some textbooks. 622 00:31:05,060 --> 00:31:08,780 And when you get one, turn to page 52 and we'll begin. 623 00:31:08,780 --> 00:31:10,280 - Isn't it strange Al? 624 00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:11,113 - What's that? 625 00:31:11,113 --> 00:31:14,150 - I mean it's the first day of school, 626 00:31:14,150 --> 00:31:16,360 and the first few minutes of class, 627 00:31:16,360 --> 00:31:18,350 and we're already on page 52. 628 00:31:18,350 --> 00:31:20,730 It's like the first 51 pages of history 629 00:31:20,730 --> 00:31:22,530 have been erased from our existence. 630 00:31:24,090 --> 00:31:26,560 - This may be the work of Doc Brown. 631 00:31:26,560 --> 00:31:27,443 - Great Scott! 632 00:31:28,500 --> 00:31:29,633 My thoughts exactly. 633 00:31:31,621 --> 00:31:34,204 (hip hop beat) 634 00:31:51,853 --> 00:31:52,686 - A novel. 635 00:31:52,686 --> 00:31:53,623 - I need that. 636 00:31:53,623 --> 00:31:55,511 - You think you can read? 637 00:31:55,511 --> 00:31:56,883 Is that what you think you can do? 638 00:31:56,883 --> 00:31:57,920 Give me the book. 639 00:31:57,920 --> 00:31:59,810 - Give her the book back. 640 00:31:59,810 --> 00:32:00,663 - Jake, what are you doing? 641 00:32:00,663 --> 00:32:02,140 Why you messing with her? 642 00:32:02,140 --> 00:32:05,120 - Alice, why the hell are you in my business? 643 00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:07,328 And Francine, do you want your ass kicked? 644 00:32:08,962 --> 00:32:10,237 I don't want any part of this Jake. 645 00:32:12,451 --> 00:32:15,034 (hip hop beat) 646 00:32:19,373 --> 00:32:20,498 (students running) 647 00:32:20,498 --> 00:32:21,347 Hey Alan! 648 00:32:21,347 --> 00:32:22,422 (Students running) 649 00:32:22,422 --> 00:32:23,255 Go! Go! Go! 650 00:32:35,351 --> 00:32:37,601 - Hey hey hey, slow down! 651 00:32:40,823 --> 00:32:42,583 My back hurts, man. 652 00:32:42,583 --> 00:32:43,916 What time is it? 653 00:32:45,293 --> 00:32:46,210 I'm hungry. 654 00:32:50,503 --> 00:32:53,170 (hip hop music) 655 00:33:15,700 --> 00:33:16,783 - Hit a three, Alan. 656 00:33:20,484 --> 00:33:22,916 Here we go, wide open! 657 00:33:22,916 --> 00:33:23,749 Here. I'm gonna save it! 658 00:33:23,749 --> 00:33:24,582 (Alan and Frank laughing) 659 00:33:25,849 --> 00:33:26,682 Oh noobs I see. 660 00:33:28,290 --> 00:33:29,123 - Look what we have here. 661 00:33:29,123 --> 00:33:29,956 - Let me see that rock. 662 00:33:31,432 --> 00:33:32,741 - Let's just go. 663 00:33:32,741 --> 00:33:34,201 - Let's just talk to them 664 00:33:34,201 --> 00:33:36,784 - I don't want to talk to them. 665 00:33:38,883 --> 00:33:40,610 - You two scrubs are on the wrong court, don't you think? 666 00:33:40,610 --> 00:33:43,160 - Come on man, we're just shooting around. 667 00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:44,390 - Not today. 668 00:33:44,390 --> 00:33:46,040 This is our court. 669 00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:48,290 You two need to get to steppin'. 670 00:33:48,290 --> 00:33:51,460 - Okay look Al, let's just go. 671 00:33:51,460 --> 00:33:53,061 - Hold on a second. 672 00:33:53,061 --> 00:33:54,340 Can we just get the ball back please? 673 00:33:54,340 --> 00:33:55,700 - Who you think you're talking to? 674 00:33:55,700 --> 00:33:57,050 This is Jesse's ball. 675 00:33:57,050 --> 00:33:58,419 We found it. 676 00:33:58,419 --> 00:33:59,530 - You know that's my ball. 677 00:33:59,530 --> 00:34:01,230 - Oh, so Jake's a liar now. 678 00:34:01,230 --> 00:34:03,443 - Why don't you play us for it then? 679 00:34:03,443 --> 00:34:05,690 - All right, we'll play you for the ball. 680 00:34:05,690 --> 00:34:06,840 - What, no. 681 00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:09,610 Al, we are not playing them for the ball. 682 00:34:09,610 --> 00:34:10,632 - We got this. 683 00:34:10,632 --> 00:34:11,465 This could be our chance 684 00:34:11,465 --> 00:34:12,941 to get these guys to leave us alone. 685 00:34:12,941 --> 00:34:14,960 - Are you crazy right now? 686 00:34:14,960 --> 00:34:17,650 - We'll play you for the ball, two on two. 687 00:34:17,650 --> 00:34:20,541 But if we win, you gotta promise to leave us alone. 688 00:34:20,541 --> 00:34:22,070 (bullies laugh) 689 00:34:22,070 --> 00:34:23,920 - Oh game on! 690 00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:25,340 - Me and you versus them two? 691 00:34:25,340 --> 00:34:28,200 They can even have the ball first, man. 692 00:34:28,200 --> 00:34:30,617 - Al, I've got a bad feeling about this. 693 00:34:30,617 --> 00:34:31,980 - Trust me, we got this. 694 00:34:31,980 --> 00:34:34,177 We're good enough. If we play as hard as we can. 695 00:34:34,177 --> 00:34:35,013 We can beat them 696 00:34:35,013 --> 00:34:37,540 - Alan, you're not going to win. 697 00:34:37,540 --> 00:34:39,180 Check up, Alan. 698 00:34:39,180 --> 00:34:41,030 You're not going to win, you're weak! 699 00:34:41,981 --> 00:34:43,291 - [Jake] Get on him. 700 00:34:43,291 --> 00:34:44,124 - [Tre] You're not open. 701 00:34:45,324 --> 00:34:47,807 Tre, what I tell you? 702 00:34:47,807 --> 00:34:50,602 - Stay on him, stay on him. 703 00:34:50,602 --> 00:34:54,570 (basketball bouncing) 704 00:34:54,570 --> 00:34:58,010 You're still scared, you're still scared. 705 00:34:58,010 --> 00:34:58,843 - That's it. 706 00:34:58,843 --> 00:34:59,676 - You ain't going to do nothing. 707 00:34:59,676 --> 00:35:00,729 - Come on. 708 00:35:00,729 --> 00:35:02,310 - Get on him. 709 00:35:02,310 --> 00:35:03,169 - Shoot it, Al. 710 00:35:03,169 --> 00:35:04,428 - What you all doing? 711 00:35:04,428 --> 00:35:05,261 - You let him just go. 712 00:35:05,261 --> 00:35:06,870 - What is you all doing? 713 00:35:06,870 --> 00:35:08,513 Get your heads in the game. 714 00:35:09,690 --> 00:35:11,838 Get on him. 715 00:35:11,838 --> 00:35:12,671 - He's weak. 716 00:35:12,671 --> 00:35:14,180 - Get on him, he's tired. 717 00:35:14,180 --> 00:35:15,470 Look at him. 718 00:35:15,470 --> 00:35:17,788 Come on now, get on him. 719 00:35:17,788 --> 00:35:18,788 Stay on him. 720 00:35:21,846 --> 00:35:23,057 - You let him score that man? 721 00:35:23,057 --> 00:35:25,380 - Everybody has a field day on you. 722 00:35:25,380 --> 00:35:27,740 Really, you wanna go down there right now? 723 00:35:27,740 --> 00:35:29,193 - Looks like you can't guard me either. 724 00:35:29,193 --> 00:35:30,439 - Your ball. 725 00:35:30,439 --> 00:35:31,272 (basketball hits face) 726 00:35:31,272 --> 00:35:32,105 (Frank grunts) 727 00:35:32,105 --> 00:35:32,938 - What the hell was that? 728 00:35:32,938 --> 00:35:33,771 (bully punches Alan) 729 00:35:33,771 --> 00:35:35,358 - Damn! 730 00:35:35,358 --> 00:35:37,980 (bully punches) 731 00:35:37,980 --> 00:35:39,849 (bullies laughing) 732 00:35:39,849 --> 00:35:40,682 - [Bully] Catch it with the head, 733 00:35:40,682 --> 00:35:42,728 not the face anyway. 734 00:35:42,728 --> 00:35:45,478 (Frank punching) 735 00:35:55,760 --> 00:35:57,090 - Whoa man, what you doin'? 736 00:35:57,090 --> 00:35:58,809 - I don't throw blows, I throw shells. 737 00:35:58,809 --> 00:36:00,976 (gunshot) 738 00:36:05,900 --> 00:36:08,650 (Frank coughing) 739 00:36:17,317 --> 00:36:20,187 (sirens wailing) 740 00:36:20,187 --> 00:36:22,854 (monitor beeps) 741 00:36:27,569 --> 00:36:28,650 - Dad, is that you? 742 00:36:28,650 --> 00:36:30,680 - Yes I'm right here, I'm right here, son. 743 00:36:31,910 --> 00:36:33,513 Relax, nurse? 744 00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:39,690 What happened, do you remember what happened? 745 00:36:39,690 --> 00:36:42,603 We were just in the park and then, 746 00:36:43,460 --> 00:36:45,380 Dad, where's Frank? 747 00:36:45,380 --> 00:36:50,380 - Son, Frank was shot in the park. 748 00:36:50,620 --> 00:36:51,620 - He was shot? 749 00:36:51,620 --> 00:36:52,453 - He was shot. 750 00:36:52,453 --> 00:36:54,300 - Is he here, is he okay? 751 00:36:54,300 --> 00:36:56,730 - No son, Frank's not okay. 752 00:36:56,730 --> 00:36:58,030 Son, Frank didn't make it. 753 00:36:59,420 --> 00:37:00,260 - Didn't? 754 00:37:00,260 --> 00:37:01,948 - No, he didn't make it, son, I'm so sorry. 755 00:37:01,948 --> 00:37:03,100 (Alan groaning) 756 00:37:03,100 --> 00:37:04,560 Nurse? 757 00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:05,723 Son, relax. 758 00:37:07,360 --> 00:37:10,140 Son, I'm going to go get the doctor, all right? 759 00:37:10,140 --> 00:37:11,730 Keep still, all right? 760 00:37:12,780 --> 00:37:13,613 Doctor? 761 00:37:15,498 --> 00:37:18,248 (dramatic music) 762 00:37:24,110 --> 00:37:26,490 - I should have never let him stay on that court. 763 00:37:26,490 --> 00:37:28,230 My dad gave me that ball. 764 00:37:28,230 --> 00:37:31,110 It was the only real gift I ever got from him. 765 00:37:31,110 --> 00:37:32,763 Frank got killed over it. 766 00:37:34,870 --> 00:37:36,095 - Sorry Alan. 767 00:37:39,230 --> 00:37:40,110 What happened after? 768 00:37:40,110 --> 00:37:42,933 Did you, did you go back to school? 769 00:37:44,260 --> 00:37:47,260 (school bell rings) 770 00:37:52,467 --> 00:37:55,713 - [Mr. Harris] Mr. James, a word? 771 00:37:58,700 --> 00:38:02,203 Listen, I'm really sorry about Frank. 772 00:38:03,400 --> 00:38:05,580 I know he was a good friend of yours, 773 00:38:05,580 --> 00:38:08,530 and I just want to let you know, 774 00:38:08,530 --> 00:38:10,630 my door's always open if you want to talk. 775 00:38:18,250 --> 00:38:19,083 - Hey Alan. 776 00:38:19,083 --> 00:38:20,183 - Hey Jasmine. 777 00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:24,023 - You know who I am. 778 00:38:25,146 --> 00:38:28,830 Anyways, I heard what happened to Frank, 779 00:38:28,830 --> 00:38:32,130 and I can't believe he got shot 780 00:38:32,130 --> 00:38:34,320 over a stupid basketball game. 781 00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:35,193 - I gotta go. 782 00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:38,850 What are you doing? 783 00:38:40,529 --> 00:38:42,473 - In case you want to talk or whatever. 784 00:38:43,948 --> 00:38:45,248 - You want me to call you? 785 00:38:46,188 --> 00:38:47,818 - Guess it's up to you. 786 00:38:47,818 --> 00:38:50,401 (guitar music) 787 00:39:08,398 --> 00:39:10,815 (Alan sighs) 788 00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:20,400 - What's wrong with you? 789 00:39:21,728 --> 00:39:22,863 It's just a phone call. 790 00:39:26,409 --> 00:39:27,660 - What's the matter with you? 791 00:39:27,660 --> 00:39:30,517 - Nothing, can I have some privacy please? 792 00:39:30,517 --> 00:39:31,350 - What are you yelling at? 793 00:39:31,350 --> 00:39:33,380 - Nothing, I was talking to myself, okay? 794 00:39:33,380 --> 00:39:34,420 - Yeah, that's real healthy. 795 00:39:34,420 --> 00:39:35,420 - It's fine. 796 00:39:46,670 --> 00:39:48,300 Just call her. 797 00:39:48,300 --> 00:39:50,510 Probably won't even pick up anyway. 798 00:39:50,510 --> 00:39:51,410 Leave a voicemail. 799 00:39:58,769 --> 00:40:01,269 (phone rings) 800 00:40:06,702 --> 00:40:07,760 - [Jasmine] Hello? 801 00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:08,593 - You answered. 802 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:12,440 - [Jasmine] Yeah, that's usually what someone does 803 00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:13,823 when their phone rings. 804 00:40:15,480 --> 00:40:16,563 Alan, is that you? 805 00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:20,220 Hello? 806 00:40:20,220 --> 00:40:21,053 - Hello. 807 00:40:22,490 --> 00:40:24,330 - [Jasmine] I'm glad you called, Alan. 808 00:40:24,330 --> 00:40:25,163 - You are? 809 00:40:26,150 --> 00:40:31,150 - [Jasmine] Yeah, would you like to have a lunch with me 810 00:40:31,190 --> 00:40:32,473 tomorrow at school? 811 00:40:33,718 --> 00:40:34,876 - I eat lunch. 812 00:40:36,160 --> 00:40:37,210 - [Jasmine] Well that's good. 813 00:40:37,210 --> 00:40:38,453 I'll take that as a yes. 814 00:40:39,310 --> 00:40:40,200 I'll see you tomorrow then. 815 00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:41,050 - Okay, bye. 816 00:40:42,222 --> 00:40:43,953 - [Jasmine] Bye. 817 00:40:43,953 --> 00:40:44,786 - Bye. 818 00:40:46,573 --> 00:40:48,990 (rock music) 819 00:40:56,883 --> 00:40:57,716 Yes! 820 00:40:58,730 --> 00:41:01,523 Oh my gosh, yes! 821 00:41:03,539 --> 00:41:05,843 (Alan laughs) 822 00:41:05,843 --> 00:41:08,260 (rock music) 823 00:41:15,210 --> 00:41:16,883 - She was just so pretty. 824 00:41:17,980 --> 00:41:19,400 I didn't understand why she wanted to hang out 825 00:41:19,400 --> 00:41:21,031 with someone like me. 826 00:41:21,031 --> 00:41:24,061 - Come on, don't put yourself down like that. 827 00:41:24,061 --> 00:41:26,460 You seem like a nice guy. 828 00:41:26,460 --> 00:41:29,563 - Yeah, but nice guys finish last. 829 00:41:30,901 --> 00:41:33,818 (knocking on door) 830 00:41:36,260 --> 00:41:37,173 - Hello, Charles. 831 00:41:39,443 --> 00:41:41,690 - Call me Chuck, you know that. 832 00:41:41,690 --> 00:41:43,457 - Can we come in for a minute? 833 00:41:46,301 --> 00:41:48,260 - No, whatever you got to tell me, 834 00:41:48,260 --> 00:41:50,440 you can tell me right out here on these steps. 835 00:41:50,440 --> 00:41:51,340 Tell me right now. 836 00:41:53,430 --> 00:41:55,420 - Chuck James, I've been asked to inform you 837 00:41:55,420 --> 00:41:58,630 that your brother, Staff Sergeant Robert Owen James, 838 00:41:58,630 --> 00:42:00,820 was killed in the line of duty in Fallujah, Iraq, 839 00:42:00,820 --> 00:42:02,600 2200 hours yesterday. 840 00:42:02,600 --> 00:42:04,800 It's believed that your brother and three other men, 841 00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:07,970 were ambushed outside of camp by a suicide bomber. 842 00:42:07,970 --> 00:42:10,070 On behalf of the Secretary of Defense, 843 00:42:10,070 --> 00:42:13,173 we want to extend you our deepest condolences for your loss. 844 00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:19,900 - I served a tour with your brother. 845 00:42:19,900 --> 00:42:22,423 He was a good man and a great soldier. 846 00:42:24,550 --> 00:42:26,900 He was always there, always there for his team. 847 00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:30,543 Sorry for your loss. 848 00:42:36,672 --> 00:42:38,030 - God bless you, Chuck. 849 00:42:38,030 --> 00:42:41,160 If there's anything I can do, don't hesitate to call. 850 00:42:41,160 --> 00:42:42,473 - Thank you, father. 851 00:42:44,727 --> 00:42:46,427 - Are you gonna be all right, sir? 852 00:42:59,912 --> 00:43:01,310 (Chuck crying) 853 00:43:01,310 --> 00:43:03,213 - Dad, what's wrong? 854 00:43:07,110 --> 00:43:08,570 What happened, Dad? 855 00:43:17,072 --> 00:43:20,283 - Your Uncle Bob's been killed. 856 00:43:20,283 --> 00:43:21,116 He's dead. 857 00:43:31,580 --> 00:43:34,460 - I should've known something bad was going to happen. 858 00:43:34,460 --> 00:43:35,980 Things were going too good for anything bad 859 00:43:35,980 --> 00:43:38,181 not to happen to me. 860 00:43:38,181 --> 00:43:40,043 (hip hop music) 861 00:43:40,043 --> 00:43:40,876 - Good morning. 862 00:43:40,876 --> 00:43:41,959 Good morning. 863 00:43:43,723 --> 00:43:45,643 I'll have to check your bag. 864 00:43:45,643 --> 00:43:47,270 - What, why? 865 00:43:47,270 --> 00:43:48,621 - For your safety. 866 00:43:48,621 --> 00:43:50,701 - You're not checking anyone else's bag. 867 00:43:50,701 --> 00:43:52,618 - [Guard] Good morning. 868 00:44:13,762 --> 00:44:16,762 (school bell rings) 869 00:44:18,197 --> 00:44:21,197 (students laughing) 870 00:44:29,997 --> 00:44:32,664 - What, what are you looking at? 871 00:44:58,656 --> 00:45:02,820 Hi, what's your name? 872 00:45:02,820 --> 00:45:04,230 - Bella. 873 00:45:04,230 --> 00:45:06,130 - Hi Bella, I'm Jasmine. 874 00:45:06,130 --> 00:45:07,853 - Why is your skin so dark? 875 00:45:09,260 --> 00:45:12,150 - Well, my family's from India. 876 00:45:12,150 --> 00:45:14,073 - People from Indiana look weird. 877 00:45:16,510 --> 00:45:17,810 - Hey where are you going? 878 00:45:28,080 --> 00:45:30,973 - Hey Jasmine, is everything all right? 879 00:45:32,720 --> 00:45:35,280 - Yeah, I'm better now that you're here. 880 00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:36,900 - Is that so? 881 00:45:36,900 --> 00:45:38,500 What are you up to this weekend? 882 00:45:39,520 --> 00:45:42,470 - This weekend's homecoming and there's a dance at school. 883 00:45:42,470 --> 00:45:45,050 - Yeah, I was going to ask you to that, 884 00:45:45,050 --> 00:45:46,650 but I wasn't sure. 885 00:45:46,650 --> 00:45:47,850 - Wasn't sure about what? 886 00:45:47,850 --> 00:45:49,703 - I wasn't sure what people would think. 887 00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:53,840 - I don't care what everyone else thinks. 888 00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:56,463 People are stupid and mean. 889 00:46:00,720 --> 00:46:03,210 - You could go with me then if you want. 890 00:46:03,210 --> 00:46:05,906 We can avoid the stupid people together. 891 00:46:05,906 --> 00:46:08,510 - Is that your attempt to ask me out? 892 00:46:08,510 --> 00:46:11,033 - Okay, okay. 893 00:46:11,960 --> 00:46:14,250 Would you provide me the honor 894 00:46:14,250 --> 00:46:16,803 of accompanying me to homecoming this weekend? 895 00:46:17,690 --> 00:46:18,870 - Much better. 896 00:46:18,870 --> 00:46:21,330 Yeah, I guess I can go with you. 897 00:46:21,330 --> 00:46:23,696 I know my mom will let me use her car. 898 00:46:23,696 --> 00:46:24,529 If that's all right. 899 00:46:24,529 --> 00:46:25,362 - Sounds great. 900 00:46:25,362 --> 00:46:26,940 Can't wait to get my own license. 901 00:46:30,610 --> 00:46:32,830 - Alan, look at you. 902 00:46:32,830 --> 00:46:35,123 My son going on his first date. 903 00:46:36,050 --> 00:46:36,960 You nervous? 904 00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:38,720 - I'm fine, I'm not nervous. 905 00:46:38,720 --> 00:46:40,220 - Okay, fine. 906 00:46:40,220 --> 00:46:41,866 Now listen, do you need me to take you 907 00:46:41,866 --> 00:46:43,955 to pick up your little girlfriend? 908 00:46:43,955 --> 00:46:46,710 - She has a driver's license already, 909 00:46:46,710 --> 00:46:48,450 and she's going to be here to pick me up. 910 00:46:48,450 --> 00:46:51,515 She should be here around 6:30 or so. 911 00:46:51,515 --> 00:46:54,710 - That gives you fifteen minutes 912 00:46:54,710 --> 00:46:56,450 to get in and out of the shower, Alan. 913 00:46:56,450 --> 00:46:57,573 - You think I need a shower? 914 00:46:57,573 --> 00:47:01,310 I mean, I just took one last week. 915 00:47:01,310 --> 00:47:03,900 - [Chuck] Son, take a shower. 916 00:47:03,900 --> 00:47:04,733 - Okay. 917 00:47:04,733 --> 00:47:05,566 - All right? - All right. 918 00:47:05,566 --> 00:47:06,640 - And do us both a favor. 919 00:47:06,640 --> 00:47:08,763 Her and me, brush your teeth. 920 00:47:10,765 --> 00:47:13,432 (Jasmine sighs) 921 00:47:17,973 --> 00:47:19,460 (knocking on door) 922 00:47:19,460 --> 00:47:20,960 I like this girl, she's early. 923 00:47:23,796 --> 00:47:26,930 (door opens) 924 00:47:26,930 --> 00:47:29,310 - Hi, Mr. James. 925 00:47:29,310 --> 00:47:30,143 - May I help you? 926 00:47:30,143 --> 00:47:32,430 - I'm Jasmine, I'm here to pick up Alan for the dance. 927 00:47:33,320 --> 00:47:36,020 - Alan's not going to the dance with you. 928 00:47:36,020 --> 00:47:37,070 - Is he all right? 929 00:47:37,070 --> 00:47:38,690 - He's fine, but he's not going to, 930 00:47:38,690 --> 00:47:41,380 he's not going to the dance with someone like you. 931 00:47:41,380 --> 00:47:42,877 You understand me? 932 00:47:42,877 --> 00:47:43,710 - Someone like me? 933 00:47:43,710 --> 00:47:44,543 - Yeah, someone like you, 934 00:47:44,543 --> 00:47:45,944 someone of your complexion, 935 00:47:45,944 --> 00:47:48,885 someone where you're from. 936 00:47:48,885 --> 00:47:50,210 I think you need to move along. 937 00:47:50,210 --> 00:47:51,213 You understand me? 938 00:47:52,477 --> 00:47:53,793 Get off my porch. 939 00:47:56,050 --> 00:47:57,103 Get off my porch now. 940 00:47:58,845 --> 00:47:59,678 Now! 941 00:48:00,614 --> 00:48:04,170 (dramatic music) 942 00:48:04,170 --> 00:48:05,173 - Is Jasmine here? 943 00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:08,450 - Not anymore. 944 00:48:08,450 --> 00:48:11,090 I sent that little camel jockey on her way. 945 00:48:11,090 --> 00:48:12,510 - What, why? 946 00:48:12,510 --> 00:48:14,060 That was my date to homecoming. 947 00:48:15,136 --> 00:48:17,590 - I'm not gonna let you associate with garbage like that. 948 00:48:17,590 --> 00:48:19,380 Not after all I've been through. 949 00:48:19,380 --> 00:48:20,760 - What are you talking about? 950 00:48:20,760 --> 00:48:22,060 - What am I talking about? 951 00:48:22,060 --> 00:48:25,833 Your Uncle Bob was killed, fighting in Iraq, son. 952 00:48:26,936 --> 00:48:29,157 And I'll be damned if I let any son of mine 953 00:48:29,157 --> 00:48:31,520 tarnish his sacrifice 954 00:48:31,520 --> 00:48:34,030 by dating the very same thing that killed him. 955 00:48:34,030 --> 00:48:35,970 - Jasmine didn't kill Uncle Bob. 956 00:48:35,970 --> 00:48:38,550 - Well she may as well have, son, 957 00:48:38,550 --> 00:48:40,360 so stay away from that little witch, 958 00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:41,460 you understand me? 959 00:48:41,460 --> 00:48:42,390 - Jasmine's Indian. 960 00:48:42,390 --> 00:48:43,440 She's not even Middle Eastern. 961 00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:44,273 - I don't care. 962 00:48:44,273 --> 00:48:46,365 Why are you being such a dick? 963 00:48:46,365 --> 00:48:49,032 (slapping Alan) 964 00:48:50,776 --> 00:48:52,165 - Alan! 965 00:48:52,165 --> 00:48:53,066 - I hate you! 966 00:48:53,066 --> 00:48:54,085 (door slams) 967 00:48:54,085 --> 00:48:55,585 - Alan, I'm sorry. 968 00:48:57,056 --> 00:48:57,889 Damn it! 969 00:49:04,186 --> 00:49:06,686 (Alan crying) 970 00:49:11,716 --> 00:49:14,466 (Jasmine crying) 971 00:49:15,586 --> 00:49:18,086 (Alan crying) 972 00:49:21,416 --> 00:49:24,166 (Jasmine crying) 973 00:49:31,536 --> 00:49:34,369 (traffic passing) 974 00:49:49,610 --> 00:49:52,173 - Hey Jasmine, how are you doing? 975 00:49:53,090 --> 00:49:54,663 - What happened the other night? 976 00:49:56,710 --> 00:49:59,570 - I just don't know if being together is a good idea. 977 00:49:59,570 --> 00:50:02,260 - Why, I thought you liked me. 978 00:50:02,260 --> 00:50:03,613 - I thought I did too. 979 00:50:04,530 --> 00:50:05,940 It's complicated. 980 00:50:05,940 --> 00:50:07,353 - What's so complicated? 981 00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:09,153 Let me guess. 982 00:50:09,153 --> 00:50:11,570 You don't want to be seen with a terrorist, right? 983 00:50:11,570 --> 00:50:13,640 - No, that's not what I was going to say. 984 00:50:13,640 --> 00:50:15,815 - Your face says it all. 985 00:50:15,815 --> 00:50:17,680 I thought you were different, 986 00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:20,900 but you are just like everyone else at this school. 987 00:50:20,900 --> 00:50:23,130 All you see is what the news tells you. 988 00:50:23,130 --> 00:50:24,890 That I'm part of some evil race 989 00:50:24,890 --> 00:50:26,690 that should be wiped from the Earth. 990 00:50:27,590 --> 00:50:29,750 The funny thing is, I'm not even Middle Eastern. 991 00:50:29,750 --> 00:50:31,510 But because my skin is different, 992 00:50:31,510 --> 00:50:33,520 people just assume I'm a terrorist. 993 00:50:33,520 --> 00:50:34,600 - Jasmine, please. 994 00:50:34,600 --> 00:50:37,170 - Do you know how it feels to be hated 995 00:50:37,170 --> 00:50:39,060 everywhere you go? 996 00:50:39,060 --> 00:50:42,590 To sit through history class and have people stare at you 997 00:50:42,590 --> 00:50:46,130 every time someone mentions 9/11 or the war in Iraq, 998 00:50:46,130 --> 00:50:47,570 or to walk through the hallways, 999 00:50:47,570 --> 00:50:49,630 and be bullied because of the way you look, 1000 00:50:49,630 --> 00:50:51,770 because of your skin color? 1001 00:50:51,770 --> 00:50:54,390 I am so sick of it. 1002 00:50:54,390 --> 00:50:56,200 - I just don't know what to do here. 1003 00:50:56,200 --> 00:50:59,550 - I feel the same way every morning I wake up. 1004 00:50:59,550 --> 00:51:03,373 I've been picked on my whole life because of how I look. 1005 00:51:04,360 --> 00:51:06,160 The worst part of it the other night was, 1006 00:51:06,160 --> 00:51:08,260 you couldn't even tell me to my face. 1007 00:51:08,260 --> 00:51:09,700 - No, I was getting ready. 1008 00:51:09,700 --> 00:51:11,167 My dad was just surprised. 1009 00:51:11,167 --> 00:51:14,063 - Great, now you're going to blame this on your dad. 1010 00:51:15,060 --> 00:51:16,850 You're telling me your dad's a racist. 1011 00:51:16,850 --> 00:51:18,350 - Don't talk about my dad. 1012 00:51:18,350 --> 00:51:19,820 - Well, they see racism runs in the family. 1013 00:51:19,820 --> 00:51:21,990 So I'm guessing your mom's racist too, huh? 1014 00:51:21,990 --> 00:51:24,110 - I said leave my parents out of this. 1015 00:51:24,110 --> 00:51:24,943 - Whatever! 1016 00:51:26,590 --> 00:51:28,163 What's the point anyways? 1017 00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:30,440 - Jasmine, I'm sorry. 1018 00:51:30,440 --> 00:51:31,273 I didn't mean to yell. 1019 00:51:31,273 --> 00:51:32,570 - Just go to class. 1020 00:51:32,570 --> 00:51:34,803 Just ignore me like everyone else does. 1021 00:51:36,510 --> 00:51:37,540 - Jasmine. 1022 00:51:37,540 --> 00:51:38,820 - Shut up! 1023 00:51:38,820 --> 00:51:40,893 Leave me alone, go away! 1024 00:51:42,550 --> 00:51:44,000 I thought you were different, 1025 00:51:45,860 --> 00:51:47,260 but now I can see the truth. 1026 00:51:49,860 --> 00:51:54,860 Now I know someone like me isn't allowed to be happy. 1027 00:51:56,226 --> 00:51:57,066 - No! 1028 00:51:57,066 --> 00:51:58,116 (car hits Jasmine) 1029 00:51:58,116 --> 00:51:59,688 No! 1030 00:51:59,688 --> 00:52:02,438 (dramatic music) 1031 00:52:13,786 --> 00:52:15,453 I couldn't stop her. 1032 00:52:16,430 --> 00:52:17,263 I tried. 1033 00:52:19,020 --> 00:52:20,803 She was just so angry. 1034 00:52:22,160 --> 00:52:24,960 I couldn't stop her, it's my fault. 1035 00:52:24,960 --> 00:52:26,680 - It's not your fault. 1036 00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:28,780 There wasn't anything you could have done. 1037 00:52:30,088 --> 00:52:34,803 It seems that Jasmine had made up her mind already. 1038 00:52:36,906 --> 00:52:39,663 - I just can't help feeling I could've talked her out of it. 1039 00:52:42,808 --> 00:52:44,997 - Alan, son, are you okay? 1040 00:52:44,997 --> 00:52:46,270 - Are you happy now? 1041 00:52:46,270 --> 00:52:48,190 Is this what you wanted? 1042 00:52:48,190 --> 00:52:50,250 - This isn't what I wanted, son. 1043 00:52:50,250 --> 00:52:51,127 No listen, 1044 00:52:52,290 --> 00:52:54,540 look, I understand I was upset the other day. 1045 00:52:55,600 --> 00:52:58,190 When I saw Jasmine, look, 1046 00:52:58,190 --> 00:53:00,640 it reminded me of my brother and how he was killed. 1047 00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:02,606 I should've never taken it out on you, 1048 00:53:02,606 --> 00:53:04,360 and I should have never taken that out on Jasmine. 1049 00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:05,498 I'm sorry son. 1050 00:53:05,498 --> 00:53:07,578 - Every time I close my eyes, 1051 00:53:07,578 --> 00:53:12,578 all I can see is her face so full of pain. 1052 00:53:14,190 --> 00:53:16,640 And I did it, it's my fault. 1053 00:53:16,640 --> 00:53:18,830 - No, no, it's not your fault. 1054 00:53:18,830 --> 00:53:21,240 Son, it's my fault and I'm sorry. 1055 00:53:21,240 --> 00:53:22,790 - I took your side against her. 1056 00:53:24,010 --> 00:53:25,210 I knew it was wrong but, 1057 00:53:27,060 --> 00:53:29,306 why couldn't I have been faster? 1058 00:53:29,306 --> 00:53:30,578 - No, no, don't think like that. 1059 00:53:30,578 --> 00:53:31,745 - Why did she? 1060 00:53:32,648 --> 00:53:33,556 - Don't think like that. 1061 00:53:33,556 --> 00:53:34,906 - Why? 1062 00:53:34,906 --> 00:53:37,323 (Alan yells) 1063 00:53:40,720 --> 00:53:42,883 - Alan, I'm so sorry. 1064 00:53:45,200 --> 00:53:47,143 I thought she made you happy. 1065 00:53:48,890 --> 00:53:50,203 - She did make me happy. 1066 00:53:52,000 --> 00:53:53,050 Then I killed her. 1067 00:53:53,050 --> 00:53:56,560 - No, that wasn't your fault. 1068 00:53:56,560 --> 00:53:59,640 - I all but pushed her in front of that damn van. 1069 00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:02,080 You should've seen the pain in her eyes. 1070 00:54:02,080 --> 00:54:04,483 She hated me so much. 1071 00:54:05,590 --> 00:54:07,233 Now I know how she feels. 1072 00:54:08,110 --> 00:54:10,010 I'm just a mistake. 1073 00:54:10,010 --> 00:54:13,763 If I was never born, Jasmine and Frank would still be alive. 1074 00:54:14,740 --> 00:54:15,863 - You don't know that. 1075 00:54:19,781 --> 00:54:22,063 Come on, Alan, talk to me. 1076 00:54:23,650 --> 00:54:25,243 What happened after Jasmine? 1077 00:54:26,440 --> 00:54:28,760 - After Jasmine, the only people who talked to me 1078 00:54:28,760 --> 00:54:30,523 were my counselors and my teachers. 1079 00:54:31,470 --> 00:54:33,470 Senior year of high school was like a blur, 1080 00:54:33,470 --> 00:54:35,283 full of evil looks and depression. 1081 00:54:36,940 --> 00:54:38,660 - Did you graduate? 1082 00:54:38,660 --> 00:54:40,633 - Sure, but college was a no-go. 1083 00:54:43,150 --> 00:54:45,280 - After school, did you find work? 1084 00:54:45,280 --> 00:54:46,987 - Yeah, I had a few odd jobs here and there 1085 00:54:46,987 --> 00:54:49,470 before I started at the bar. 1086 00:54:49,470 --> 00:54:51,563 - And that's where you met Whiskey Joe, right? 1087 00:54:53,368 --> 00:54:55,983 - It's weird to hear you call him that. 1088 00:54:55,983 --> 00:54:57,553 - It's weird to say it. 1089 00:55:00,190 --> 00:55:03,643 You guys, you guys seemed really close. 1090 00:55:04,810 --> 00:55:07,630 - Yeah, I mean he was already a regular 1091 00:55:07,630 --> 00:55:09,030 when I started at Timothy's. 1092 00:55:10,250 --> 00:55:12,350 That old man used to give me so much shit. 1093 00:55:13,380 --> 00:55:14,830 But he told some amazing stories. 1094 00:55:16,400 --> 00:55:18,223 - Sun was going down. 1095 00:55:19,290 --> 00:55:21,480 We were surrounded. 1096 00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:25,198 There were five of us in the foxhole. 1097 00:55:25,198 --> 00:55:26,048 We were dug deep. 1098 00:55:27,735 --> 00:55:31,067 We were like sardines in a tin can. 1099 00:55:32,120 --> 00:55:33,820 And even though we were all the same age, 1100 00:55:33,820 --> 00:55:35,820 they looked at me like I was their pops. 1101 00:55:37,430 --> 00:55:39,340 I mean, I understand it's probably because 1102 00:55:39,340 --> 00:55:41,113 I had the most time in the jungle. 1103 00:55:42,820 --> 00:55:45,060 But I guess they expected me to tell them 1104 00:55:45,060 --> 00:55:47,120 they could just get up and go home. 1105 00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:48,270 We'll take care of it. 1106 00:55:48,270 --> 00:55:49,827 You go ahead, go home. 1107 00:55:51,270 --> 00:55:55,257 We spent ten hours in that goddamned hole. 1108 00:55:55,257 --> 00:55:56,090 Ten hours. 1109 00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:01,720 We only had this one little hole to see through, 1110 00:56:01,720 --> 00:56:04,453 it was a break in the foliage. 1111 00:56:05,904 --> 00:56:08,397 That we used to keep track of Charlie, you know? 1112 00:56:10,570 --> 00:56:15,550 And every now and then if Charlie got a little too close, 1113 00:56:15,550 --> 00:56:20,010 we popped off a few rounds and kept them at bay. 1114 00:56:20,010 --> 00:56:22,270 - Reckon you all made it through the night though. 1115 00:56:22,270 --> 00:56:24,240 - At zero six hundred hours, man. 1116 00:56:24,240 --> 00:56:26,013 Right on the dot, boy, 1117 00:56:26,013 --> 00:56:27,950 I swear to God that second hand hit twelve, 1118 00:56:27,950 --> 00:56:30,693 And them choppers and air support came in. 1119 00:56:32,250 --> 00:56:33,693 Them bombs started flying. 1120 00:56:34,660 --> 00:56:36,540 A couple hours of fighting. 1121 00:56:36,540 --> 00:56:37,840 We took that hill. 1122 00:56:41,159 --> 00:56:42,701 - See that Alan? 1123 00:56:42,701 --> 00:56:47,701 The air force is always there to save these ground pounders. 1124 00:56:48,061 --> 00:56:49,021 (Alan laughs) 1125 00:56:49,021 --> 00:56:52,501 - What you laughing about, boy? 1126 00:56:52,501 --> 00:56:57,070 You think we need some blue falcons to save our asses? 1127 00:56:57,070 --> 00:56:58,580 - No sir. 1128 00:56:58,580 --> 00:57:02,151 - Alan know, Joe. 1129 00:57:02,151 --> 00:57:05,180 Air force always saves the day. 1130 00:57:05,180 --> 00:57:07,953 - There goes the chair force talking again. 1131 00:57:10,670 --> 00:57:12,653 - My granddaughter has a play tonight. 1132 00:57:13,710 --> 00:57:14,710 - [Alan] That's nice. 1133 00:57:15,690 --> 00:57:17,130 - Yeah. 1134 00:57:17,130 --> 00:57:20,060 - I get to sit for an hour and a half, 1135 00:57:20,060 --> 00:57:21,990 watch her play a tree. 1136 00:57:21,990 --> 00:57:25,679 Come out and take one little twirl around an Asian girl, 1137 00:57:25,679 --> 00:57:27,012 playing the sun. 1138 00:57:28,039 --> 00:57:31,950 - (laughs) Oh man, no disrespect Tim, 1139 00:57:31,950 --> 00:57:36,950 but you gotta Asian sun and a dancing tree?. 1140 00:57:37,670 --> 00:57:39,583 Sound like a Broadway hit to me. 1141 00:57:39,583 --> 00:57:40,416 - You doggone right? 1142 00:57:40,416 --> 00:57:41,863 And you better get the tickets, 1143 00:57:41,863 --> 00:57:43,320 cause it's sure to be a sellout. 1144 00:57:43,320 --> 00:57:44,170 - Take care, sir. 1145 00:57:45,033 --> 00:57:46,943 - You all have a good one. 1146 00:57:46,943 --> 00:57:48,695 Take care of yourself, you old bullet bag. 1147 00:57:48,695 --> 00:57:51,445 - Take care of yourself, airhead. 1148 00:58:00,365 --> 00:58:01,615 - Want another? 1149 00:58:03,495 --> 00:58:04,940 - Always. 1150 00:58:04,940 --> 00:58:07,410 - Whiskey straight hint of the lime on the rim. 1151 00:58:07,410 --> 00:58:09,283 - Same way every time. 1152 00:58:13,100 --> 00:58:15,000 - I always thought he was truly happy. 1153 00:58:15,950 --> 00:58:17,550 But it wasn't until the meeting, 1154 00:58:18,420 --> 00:58:20,720 that I got to see the real Whiskey Joe. 1155 00:58:20,720 --> 00:58:21,770 - [Kayla] What meeting? 1156 00:58:26,570 --> 00:58:29,617 - These phones are supposed to be like everything. 1157 00:58:31,075 --> 00:58:33,570 You know if you ask me, they're nothing but horse shit. 1158 00:58:33,570 --> 00:58:37,494 Can't seem to get a damn thing out of it. 1159 00:58:37,494 --> 00:58:39,740 - Everything all right, Mr. Joe sir? 1160 00:58:39,740 --> 00:58:44,457 - Yeah, it's just that I'm supposed to go to a meeting. 1161 00:58:45,414 --> 00:58:48,423 And the guy who's gonna take me there, gonna give me a ride, 1162 00:58:49,570 --> 00:58:50,930 he hasn't shown up. 1163 00:58:50,930 --> 00:58:53,430 I don't know if he's coming and he hasn't contacted me. 1164 00:58:53,430 --> 00:58:55,494 If he did, I sure don't know how to 1165 00:58:55,494 --> 00:58:57,550 get it out of this machine. 1166 00:58:57,550 --> 00:59:00,635 So I guess I'm going to have to miss this one. 1167 00:59:00,635 --> 00:59:01,824 - What time's the meeting? 1168 00:59:01,824 --> 00:59:02,657 - Nineteen hundred. 1169 00:59:02,657 --> 00:59:04,040 - I get off in a few minutes. 1170 00:59:04,040 --> 00:59:05,711 I can give you a ride if you want. 1171 00:59:05,711 --> 00:59:07,700 - Listen, I don't want you to blame me 1172 00:59:07,700 --> 00:59:09,470 for taking away your evening. 1173 00:59:09,470 --> 00:59:10,720 - I got nothing going on. 1174 00:59:12,263 --> 00:59:13,680 - You mind if we stop by my place first. 1175 00:59:13,680 --> 00:59:17,780 I don't like to go to their meetings with T-shirts on. 1176 00:59:17,780 --> 00:59:19,030 - Absolutely, no worries. 1177 00:59:20,080 --> 00:59:21,450 - Well I appreciate it. 1178 00:59:21,450 --> 00:59:24,993 In that case, you're driving. 1179 00:59:29,820 --> 00:59:30,900 I'll have another. 1180 00:59:30,900 --> 00:59:31,733 - Yes, sir. 1181 00:59:32,815 --> 00:59:35,232 (Joe laughs) 1182 00:59:41,810 --> 00:59:44,540 - First and foremost, I want to thank all of you 1183 00:59:44,540 --> 00:59:46,480 for being here tonight. 1184 00:59:46,480 --> 00:59:47,983 I will share with you that, 1185 00:59:48,860 --> 00:59:53,583 this is probably the roughest time of the year for me. 1186 00:59:53,583 --> 00:59:56,580 This coming weekend would have been 1187 00:59:56,580 --> 00:59:58,883 our 40th wedding anniversary. 1188 00:59:59,980 --> 01:00:02,590 Arnold, he was always the one that remembered 1189 01:00:02,590 --> 01:00:05,163 all of the events and birthdays and such. 1190 01:00:06,020 --> 01:00:09,490 He would start planning months ahead of time, 1191 01:00:09,490 --> 01:00:11,903 so that we would have a perfect anniversary. 1192 01:00:12,770 --> 01:00:16,140 I was the one that always had to scramble 1193 01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:19,000 to find him a last minute gift. 1194 01:00:20,530 --> 01:00:22,273 - That reminds me of our parents. 1195 01:00:23,240 --> 01:00:25,160 No matter how busy they got 1196 01:00:25,160 --> 01:00:27,750 or how hectic their schedules were, 1197 01:00:27,750 --> 01:00:28,870 they always made it a point 1198 01:00:28,870 --> 01:00:31,708 to spend their anniversaries together. 1199 01:00:31,708 --> 01:00:34,920 - They'd send me and sis over to one of our cousin's house 1200 01:00:34,920 --> 01:00:36,710 for the entire weekend. 1201 01:00:36,710 --> 01:00:39,410 Just so they could have some alone time. 1202 01:00:39,410 --> 01:00:41,160 (members laugh) 1203 01:00:41,160 --> 01:00:44,210 - It was our first anniversary. 1204 01:00:44,210 --> 01:00:46,430 We found out about little Graham. 1205 01:00:46,430 --> 01:00:49,413 Well, we didn't know that was his name at the time. 1206 01:00:50,657 --> 01:00:53,070 I just remember being so happy that, 1207 01:00:53,070 --> 01:00:54,420 I was going to be a father. 1208 01:00:57,108 --> 01:00:59,010 - Now that Graham's gone, 1209 01:00:59,010 --> 01:01:01,460 we don't seem to have many happy moments anymore. 1210 01:01:02,940 --> 01:01:05,570 - My cousin went away last week. 1211 01:01:05,570 --> 01:01:07,163 I miss her so much. 1212 01:01:07,163 --> 01:01:08,383 - It's okay, honey. 1213 01:01:09,560 --> 01:01:11,570 - I just wonder if I could have done something 1214 01:01:11,570 --> 01:01:12,520 to prevent it. 1215 01:01:12,520 --> 01:01:14,850 Like maybe we could've hung out more. 1216 01:01:14,850 --> 01:01:16,690 Then she'd see how much I cared about her. 1217 01:01:16,690 --> 01:01:18,760 - But Bailey knew you loved her, Erica. 1218 01:01:18,760 --> 01:01:21,710 - If she knew I loved her, then why would she hurt herself? 1219 01:01:23,350 --> 01:01:26,140 - I wish I knew the answer to that question. 1220 01:01:26,140 --> 01:01:28,240 And who would've thought, that a thirteen year old 1221 01:01:28,240 --> 01:01:30,360 could do something like this to herself. 1222 01:01:30,360 --> 01:01:33,520 - She was only thirteen and she committed suicide? 1223 01:01:33,520 --> 01:01:34,683 That's so sad. 1224 01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:38,777 - Depression is a very tricky beast. 1225 01:01:40,780 --> 01:01:45,563 Some people just feel that suicide is the easy way out. 1226 01:01:47,140 --> 01:01:50,680 The problem is, they don't consider the people 1227 01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:53,840 that are left behind that still care about them. 1228 01:01:53,840 --> 01:01:56,833 Suicide does not stop the pain. 1229 01:01:57,720 --> 01:02:02,720 It just transfers it to those that are left behind. 1230 01:02:04,610 --> 01:02:05,940 - You know, it's almost been a year now 1231 01:02:05,940 --> 01:02:07,113 since I lost Vicky. 1232 01:02:08,297 --> 01:02:11,060 Not a day goes by and I don't think about her. 1233 01:02:11,060 --> 01:02:11,893 She did so much for me. 1234 01:02:11,893 --> 01:02:13,690 I didn't realize how much she did for me. 1235 01:02:13,690 --> 01:02:14,863 She was like your Arnold. 1236 01:02:15,840 --> 01:02:18,583 She took care of every birthday, every anniversary. 1237 01:02:19,920 --> 01:02:23,707 And even towards the end, she still tracked all of the, 1238 01:02:24,987 --> 01:02:26,487 all the doctor's appointments. 1239 01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:32,870 - Is everything all right, Joseph? 1240 01:02:32,870 --> 01:02:33,703 - Joe. 1241 01:02:33,703 --> 01:02:34,536 - Is everything all right? 1242 01:02:34,536 --> 01:02:35,369 - Oh yeah, everything's fine. 1243 01:02:35,369 --> 01:02:38,010 It's just that I thought of myself 1244 01:02:38,010 --> 01:02:39,917 as the strength of the family, you know? 1245 01:02:41,200 --> 01:02:42,973 Big strong soldier type. 1246 01:02:44,952 --> 01:02:47,030 I think Vicky just let me think 1247 01:02:47,030 --> 01:02:49,233 that I wore the pants in the house. 1248 01:02:51,430 --> 01:02:55,150 She was really the rock, 1249 01:02:55,150 --> 01:02:56,900 the glue that held it all together. 1250 01:02:58,010 --> 01:02:59,910 And I miss her more and more each day. 1251 01:03:00,910 --> 01:03:02,650 - My mother felt so alone, 1252 01:03:02,650 --> 01:03:06,150 when my dad passed. 1253 01:03:06,150 --> 01:03:08,880 They were together for sixty years. 1254 01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:11,293 - Wow, sixty years is a long time. 1255 01:03:12,790 --> 01:03:17,790 - Yeah, but even with four kids and grandkids, 1256 01:03:18,200 --> 01:03:20,043 and seven great grandkids, 1257 01:03:21,790 --> 01:03:24,040 I don't think she could have felt more alone. 1258 01:03:25,380 --> 01:03:28,680 I just knew it was just a matter of time 1259 01:03:29,629 --> 01:03:31,407 before she'd want to join him. 1260 01:03:35,340 --> 01:03:40,340 I mean, I know that suicide runs in families. 1261 01:03:44,890 --> 01:03:46,350 I love life. 1262 01:03:46,350 --> 01:03:48,190 I don't want to die. 1263 01:03:48,190 --> 01:03:49,560 - And whenever we lose someone, 1264 01:03:49,560 --> 01:03:52,587 we have to trust that God has a plan. 1265 01:03:53,432 --> 01:03:56,240 - Me and all my brothers were raised in the church. 1266 01:03:56,240 --> 01:03:59,230 Jared here took vows to become a pastor. 1267 01:03:59,230 --> 01:04:03,643 I studied the book my entire life and where did it get me? 1268 01:04:05,050 --> 01:04:07,083 I'm done with it. 1269 01:04:07,083 --> 01:04:09,390 - Come on, O.C., I know you're hurting right now, 1270 01:04:09,390 --> 01:04:11,393 but you've got to get rid of that anger. 1271 01:04:12,370 --> 01:04:14,250 This is a test of our faith. 1272 01:04:14,250 --> 01:04:17,730 - Save all that preaching for your sheep. 1273 01:04:17,730 --> 01:04:18,853 I'm done with it. 1274 01:04:21,690 --> 01:04:23,890 - What happened to your brother? 1275 01:04:32,082 --> 01:04:34,873 They said he had some kind of PTSD. 1276 01:04:36,762 --> 01:04:37,595 He shot himself. 1277 01:04:40,490 --> 01:04:41,907 But, I don't buy that. 1278 01:04:43,261 --> 01:04:44,844 - What do you mean? 1279 01:04:46,100 --> 01:04:48,000 - Marcus was strong. 1280 01:04:48,000 --> 01:04:49,000 He had a good heart. 1281 01:04:51,560 --> 01:04:53,710 He loved people and he always went to help. 1282 01:04:56,442 --> 01:05:00,240 He would see some beggar on the street corner. 1283 01:05:00,240 --> 01:05:02,210 He wouldn't hesitate to go in his pocket, 1284 01:05:02,210 --> 01:05:04,530 and throw the cat some change. 1285 01:05:04,530 --> 01:05:05,363 And I would ask him, 1286 01:05:05,363 --> 01:05:08,193 how do you know the man is not scamming you or something? 1287 01:05:09,380 --> 01:05:11,340 He would always respond the same way. 1288 01:05:11,340 --> 01:05:12,593 It doesn't matter. 1289 01:05:14,940 --> 01:05:17,867 God sent him to me to help him. 1290 01:05:19,310 --> 01:05:21,290 - I wish the world had more compassionate people 1291 01:05:21,290 --> 01:05:22,183 like Marcus. 1292 01:05:23,810 --> 01:05:25,970 You know, all the issues and the wrongs 1293 01:05:25,970 --> 01:05:28,370 that's in the world could be solved with 1294 01:05:28,370 --> 01:05:30,023 just a little bit more kindness. 1295 01:05:31,682 --> 01:05:34,248 - He went through boot camp with ease. 1296 01:05:35,272 --> 01:05:38,023 Everybody said he was a natural born leader. 1297 01:05:40,950 --> 01:05:42,483 Seven months into the service, 1298 01:05:43,552 --> 01:05:45,643 he shoots himself in a damn Humvee. 1299 01:05:50,901 --> 01:05:54,070 How are you gonna be top of your class and have a good heart 1300 01:05:54,070 --> 01:05:56,390 and then all of a sudden, decide to shoot yourself? 1301 01:05:56,390 --> 01:05:58,440 - We don't know what his intentions were. 1302 01:05:59,770 --> 01:06:01,440 Maybe he was pinned down. 1303 01:06:01,440 --> 01:06:03,673 Maybe he was in a no-win situation. 1304 01:06:04,640 --> 01:06:05,570 We don't know that. 1305 01:06:05,570 --> 01:06:08,000 But what difference does it make? 1306 01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:09,530 Whatever his intentions were, 1307 01:06:09,530 --> 01:06:11,663 that's between him and his Lord now. 1308 01:06:12,810 --> 01:06:16,690 What you have to do is honor the sacrifice that he made, 1309 01:06:16,690 --> 01:06:18,993 and do your best to keep his memory alive. 1310 01:06:22,501 --> 01:06:26,251 - Why did my little brother have to die, man? 1311 01:06:27,330 --> 01:06:28,741 - It's okay. 1312 01:06:28,741 --> 01:06:30,220 - I'm the screw-up. 1313 01:06:30,220 --> 01:06:31,370 It should have been me. 1314 01:06:34,621 --> 01:06:36,204 I miss him so much. 1315 01:06:38,060 --> 01:06:39,130 - I miss him too. 1316 01:06:44,032 --> 01:06:47,460 - You'd think that after I'd seen so much of it, 1317 01:06:47,460 --> 01:06:51,713 So much death and dying, that I'd be immune to it, 1318 01:06:55,606 --> 01:06:57,237 but I sure wasn't. 1319 01:06:57,237 --> 01:06:58,453 Not when it came to Vicky. 1320 01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:04,853 I watched that sweet lady die slowly and painfully. 1321 01:07:07,110 --> 01:07:08,910 And I couldn't do anything about it. 1322 01:07:10,826 --> 01:07:11,659 Nothing. 1323 01:07:13,485 --> 01:07:14,580 When I think about that, 1324 01:07:14,580 --> 01:07:17,760 it makes me think about it more and more. 1325 01:07:18,786 --> 01:07:20,153 - [Man] Think about what, Joe? 1326 01:07:22,800 --> 01:07:23,813 - Think about dying. 1327 01:07:27,160 --> 01:07:27,993 What it's like. 1328 01:07:31,630 --> 01:07:33,180 Will you get to see your loved ones? 1329 01:07:35,986 --> 01:07:37,243 Will I see Vicki again? 1330 01:07:40,070 --> 01:07:43,320 Is it like painful and dark? 1331 01:07:45,096 --> 01:07:46,929 Or is it just nothingness? 1332 01:07:51,106 --> 01:07:55,043 Maybe it's, maybe it's just peaceful. 1333 01:07:56,630 --> 01:08:01,630 - I think the mystery of death kind of haunts us all. 1334 01:08:03,041 --> 01:08:07,760 None of us know what is in store for us at the end. 1335 01:08:09,470 --> 01:08:13,197 We just, we just have to keep hope. 1336 01:08:13,197 --> 01:08:14,030 - Yeah. 1337 01:08:14,030 --> 01:08:16,837 - That our faith and our love in the father 1338 01:08:16,837 --> 01:08:21,837 will guide us back to our loved ones. 1339 01:08:21,845 --> 01:08:24,673 That's the most hope we have. 1340 01:08:28,794 --> 01:08:30,894 - Boy, that meeting seemed pretty intense. 1341 01:08:31,800 --> 01:08:33,843 - Yeah, it definitely stuck with me. 1342 01:08:37,360 --> 01:08:38,700 He always said that his family 1343 01:08:38,700 --> 01:08:40,200 was too busy to deal with him. 1344 01:08:41,230 --> 01:08:43,690 I think he just didn't know how to talk about it. 1345 01:08:43,690 --> 01:08:46,123 He had to maintain that tough exterior, you know? 1346 01:08:48,600 --> 01:08:51,013 - Yeah, I guess. 1347 01:08:57,256 --> 01:08:58,717 - What's up grunt?. 1348 01:08:58,717 --> 01:09:01,740 - Oh boy, I knew I smelled something. 1349 01:09:01,740 --> 01:09:03,110 - You all right, Joe? 1350 01:09:03,110 --> 01:09:06,573 - Yeah, I'm fine. 1351 01:09:09,200 --> 01:09:10,140 What are you looking at? 1352 01:09:10,140 --> 01:09:11,570 I said, I'm fine. 1353 01:09:11,570 --> 01:09:13,120 - Okay, your phone was going off 1354 01:09:13,120 --> 01:09:14,160 while you were in the bathroom. 1355 01:09:14,160 --> 01:09:16,210 - You know, you're a real snoopy shit, aren't you? 1356 01:09:16,210 --> 01:09:17,700 I was just pouring your drink 1357 01:09:17,700 --> 01:09:18,580 and I saw that it was ringing. 1358 01:09:18,580 --> 01:09:20,290 - Well, you need to stick to the pouring, 1359 01:09:20,290 --> 01:09:21,863 and stay out of my business. 1360 01:09:24,794 --> 01:09:27,066 - You all right, Joe? 1361 01:09:27,066 --> 01:09:28,523 - What is it with you guys? 1362 01:09:28,523 --> 01:09:29,500 I come here all the time. 1363 01:09:29,500 --> 01:09:32,710 Now I can't have a drink in peace all of a sudden? 1364 01:09:32,710 --> 01:09:34,963 Man, you know what, I'm outta here. 1365 01:09:37,380 --> 01:09:38,873 - Joe leaving whiskey behind? 1366 01:09:40,346 --> 01:09:42,826 That's like a stripper leaving money on the table. 1367 01:09:42,826 --> 01:09:43,659 - Yeah. 1368 01:09:46,180 --> 01:09:48,600 - Kayla, what are you doing here? 1369 01:09:48,600 --> 01:09:49,600 - Hey grandpa. 1370 01:09:49,600 --> 01:09:50,950 - That's his granddaughter? 1371 01:09:53,569 --> 01:09:55,323 How did that happen? 1372 01:09:56,330 --> 01:09:57,339 - Well, when 1373 01:09:57,339 --> 01:09:58,266 He and Vicky got together. 1374 01:09:58,266 --> 01:10:00,496 She had family, she had kids. 1375 01:10:00,496 --> 01:10:02,544 He took them all in like his own. 1376 01:10:02,544 --> 01:10:03,377 - Oh okay. 1377 01:10:05,626 --> 01:10:07,320 - We just don't want you to be alone this weekend. 1378 01:10:07,320 --> 01:10:09,360 I hope you'll come to mom's for dinner. 1379 01:10:09,360 --> 01:10:11,470 - That's nice, that's nice. 1380 01:10:11,470 --> 01:10:13,957 - All right, I gotta get to clinicals, 1381 01:10:13,957 --> 01:10:15,666 but I will call you tomorrow. 1382 01:10:15,666 --> 01:10:17,390 - Okay, call me tomorrow. 1383 01:10:17,390 --> 01:10:19,000 Hey Kayla. 1384 01:10:19,000 --> 01:10:19,833 - Yes, grandpa. 1385 01:10:19,833 --> 01:10:21,137 - Tell your mom that I love her. 1386 01:10:21,993 --> 01:10:23,263 And I love you too. 1387 01:10:26,610 --> 01:10:28,690 - I love you too, grandpa. 1388 01:10:28,690 --> 01:10:29,690 I'll see you Sunday. 1389 01:10:41,247 --> 01:10:42,743 - You doing all right, Joe? 1390 01:10:45,940 --> 01:10:48,053 - Yeah sport, just missing my Vicky. 1391 01:10:50,048 --> 01:10:51,798 I had a dream about her last night. 1392 01:10:54,320 --> 01:10:56,470 She said it was time for me to take a trip. 1393 01:10:59,600 --> 01:11:04,600 Hey, what's the difference between God and a fighter pilot? 1394 01:11:05,658 --> 01:11:07,070 - I don't know, what? 1395 01:11:07,070 --> 01:11:09,320 - [Joe] God don't think he's a fighter pilot. 1396 01:11:10,688 --> 01:11:14,477 - Well you know what the real motto of the army is. 1397 01:11:14,477 --> 01:11:15,894 - Ah, here we go. 1398 01:11:16,780 --> 01:11:19,470 - If at first you don't succeed, 1399 01:11:19,470 --> 01:11:21,137 call in an airstrike. 1400 01:11:22,934 --> 01:11:25,253 - You take care of yourself, Tim. 1401 01:11:25,253 --> 01:11:26,503 - You too, Joe. 1402 01:11:30,858 --> 01:11:33,650 - Alan, take care of yourself too, okay? 1403 01:11:33,650 --> 01:11:34,603 - Of course. 1404 01:11:40,338 --> 01:11:44,854 ("Taps") 1405 01:12:02,776 --> 01:12:05,359 (Kayla crying) 1406 01:12:12,429 --> 01:12:15,012 (mellow music) 1407 01:12:16,157 --> 01:12:19,920 (bar patrons chattering) 1408 01:12:19,920 --> 01:12:23,490 - You remember that time he stumbled into the captain's tent 1409 01:12:23,490 --> 01:12:26,247 in just his boots and his briefs? 1410 01:12:26,247 --> 01:12:27,430 I remember that. 1411 01:12:27,430 --> 01:12:30,380 He had a fifth of whiskey in one hand. 1412 01:12:30,380 --> 01:12:33,040 He told the captain, you're stupid 1413 01:12:33,040 --> 01:12:35,936 for sending me on recon. (laughs) 1414 01:12:35,936 --> 01:12:36,920 - That was amazing. 1415 01:12:36,920 --> 01:12:39,325 The captain just stood there and looked at him. 1416 01:12:39,325 --> 01:12:43,126 Is that you talking or is it the whiskey Joe? 1417 01:12:43,126 --> 01:12:45,235 (laughter) 1418 01:12:45,235 --> 01:12:49,229 - Is that where his name comes from? 1419 01:12:49,229 --> 01:12:50,138 - That's where it comes from. 1420 01:12:50,138 --> 01:12:52,137 - Always thought it was because it was his drink of choice. 1421 01:12:52,137 --> 01:12:53,789 - No, that night was the first time 1422 01:12:53,789 --> 01:12:55,267 he had a drink of whiskey. 1423 01:12:55,267 --> 01:12:56,100 - Get outta here. 1424 01:12:56,100 --> 01:12:57,600 - No, not kidding. 1425 01:12:58,827 --> 01:13:00,960 - They're saying he took too many of his pain pills. 1426 01:13:00,960 --> 01:13:02,183 - Oh dear. 1427 01:13:05,799 --> 01:13:10,799 - And we're not sure if he took them by accident, 1428 01:13:11,340 --> 01:13:14,143 or if he took them on purpose. 1429 01:13:14,143 --> 01:13:15,935 - No, wait a minute. 1430 01:13:15,935 --> 01:13:20,393 Are you saying, they're thinking he took his own life? 1431 01:13:22,170 --> 01:13:24,037 - I spoke with the doctor, 1432 01:13:24,037 --> 01:13:27,370 and he told us that Dad was battling 1433 01:13:27,370 --> 01:13:29,643 prostate and lung cancer. 1434 01:13:31,750 --> 01:13:33,365 Thought that Dad told us 1435 01:13:33,365 --> 01:13:36,543 that he was going through chemo treatments, 1436 01:13:38,077 --> 01:13:40,423 but he never told any of us. 1437 01:13:41,560 --> 01:13:43,410 - And the treatments didn't help him. 1438 01:13:47,226 --> 01:13:49,690 - After all he went through with Vicki, 1439 01:13:49,690 --> 01:13:53,157 he cared so much about all of you, 1440 01:13:53,157 --> 01:13:56,957 probably didn't want to put us through it again. 1441 01:13:56,957 --> 01:13:59,773 - I just wish he would've talked to us. 1442 01:14:01,517 --> 01:14:02,817 Let us help him, you know? 1443 01:14:04,485 --> 01:14:07,243 I already miss him so much. 1444 01:14:07,243 --> 01:14:08,483 - Me too, me too. 1445 01:14:11,117 --> 01:14:13,700 (mellow music) 1446 01:14:21,290 --> 01:14:23,817 - Hey it's Kayla, right? 1447 01:14:25,294 --> 01:14:27,600 - Yeah, I'm sorry I don't-- 1448 01:14:27,600 --> 01:14:29,414 - Sorry, I'm Alan. 1449 01:14:29,414 --> 01:14:31,423 Your grandpa talked about you a lot. 1450 01:14:32,910 --> 01:14:34,327 He really loved you, you know? 1451 01:14:36,414 --> 01:14:38,497 - So it's all sinking in. 1452 01:14:40,192 --> 01:14:44,770 I can't believe he was just talking to me last week. 1453 01:14:44,770 --> 01:14:46,530 - Still feels weird to me too. 1454 01:14:46,530 --> 01:14:50,120 I mean, he was in here almost every day I worked. 1455 01:14:50,120 --> 01:14:51,820 Always ordered the same thing too. 1456 01:14:52,840 --> 01:14:55,480 - Whiskey, lime on the rim? 1457 01:14:55,480 --> 01:14:56,913 - Same way every time. 1458 01:14:57,993 --> 01:15:00,633 You know, I tried to give him a pina colada once, 1459 01:15:00,633 --> 01:15:02,253 just to see if he would try it. 1460 01:15:03,524 --> 01:15:05,631 - How'd that go? 1461 01:15:05,631 --> 01:15:08,030 - He called me princess for three months straight. 1462 01:15:08,030 --> 01:15:10,600 Said that real men are supposed to drink real liquor. 1463 01:15:10,600 --> 01:15:12,723 Not some foo-foo fruity Koolaid. 1464 01:15:14,350 --> 01:15:16,134 - Hi, what can I get you ladies? 1465 01:15:16,134 --> 01:15:17,640 Two Long Islands please. 1466 01:15:17,640 --> 01:15:18,473 - Okay. 1467 01:15:18,473 --> 01:15:19,306 - Oh wait, that's just for me. 1468 01:15:19,306 --> 01:15:20,653 I don't know what she wants. 1469 01:15:21,773 --> 01:15:23,420 - How long have you been working here? 1470 01:15:23,420 --> 01:15:24,433 - About a year now. 1471 01:15:25,890 --> 01:15:27,690 - What is it that you want to drink? 1472 01:15:28,550 --> 01:15:30,410 - Hey, you want something to drink? 1473 01:15:30,410 --> 01:15:31,410 - What? 1474 01:15:31,410 --> 01:15:33,240 Oh, vodka. 1475 01:15:33,240 --> 01:15:34,200 - Do you live nearby? 1476 01:15:34,200 --> 01:15:36,540 - Yeah, I'm over in Shaver apartments. 1477 01:15:36,540 --> 01:15:39,122 - Is that the ones near downtown? 1478 01:15:39,122 --> 01:15:41,204 - Oh yeah, yeah. 1479 01:15:41,204 --> 01:15:43,094 - It's kind of a rough area, isn't it? 1480 01:15:43,094 --> 01:15:46,063 - I mean, it's not really that bad once you get in there. 1481 01:15:47,597 --> 01:15:49,043 - Are you all right? 1482 01:15:51,070 --> 01:15:51,903 - I will be. 1483 01:15:58,322 --> 01:16:01,330 - Could I have everybody's attention please? 1484 01:16:01,330 --> 01:16:05,500 We all know that Whiskey Joe would be touched 1485 01:16:05,500 --> 01:16:09,163 by all the support and all the love that's in this room. 1486 01:16:10,870 --> 01:16:14,310 But we also know that in reality, 1487 01:16:14,310 --> 01:16:16,140 he'd be right on the end of that bar, 1488 01:16:16,140 --> 01:16:19,720 calling us mamby pamby blue falcons, 1489 01:16:19,720 --> 01:16:20,827 you know how it is. 1490 01:16:23,290 --> 01:16:26,143 But seriously, Whiskey Joe was a family man. 1491 01:16:27,043 --> 01:16:30,063 A veteran, a war hero. 1492 01:16:31,512 --> 01:16:34,380 And I know right now, if he's with Vicky, 1493 01:16:34,380 --> 01:16:36,653 he's right where he wants to be. 1494 01:16:38,291 --> 01:16:42,310 So let's raise a toast right now. 1495 01:16:42,310 --> 01:16:44,233 To good old Whiskey Joe. 1496 01:16:45,331 --> 01:16:47,331 - [Patrons] Whiskey Joe. 1497 01:16:48,531 --> 01:16:51,083 (Kayla crying) 1498 01:16:51,083 --> 01:16:52,833 - I miss him so much. 1499 01:16:55,963 --> 01:16:59,713 I don't know why he wouldn't just talk to us. 1500 01:17:00,680 --> 01:17:02,870 I wonder if it wasn't because we weren't really related. 1501 01:17:02,870 --> 01:17:06,150 - No no, I don't know much, 1502 01:17:06,150 --> 01:17:08,220 but I know that Joe loved you 1503 01:17:08,220 --> 01:17:10,533 more than any words could ever express. 1504 01:17:11,610 --> 01:17:14,560 You're his granddaughter and he never saw it any other way. 1505 01:17:16,101 --> 01:17:17,040 - I don't know, I just-- 1506 01:17:17,040 --> 01:17:19,340 - Kayla, listen to me. 1507 01:17:19,340 --> 01:17:22,023 Joe loved you so much. 1508 01:17:24,110 --> 01:17:27,380 - It was really nice of you to organize grandpa's wake. 1509 01:17:27,380 --> 01:17:28,880 - It was the least I could do. 1510 01:17:31,570 --> 01:17:34,783 - After we left the bar, I went home with my mom and dad. 1511 01:17:36,410 --> 01:17:38,173 She was telling us stories about 1512 01:17:38,173 --> 01:17:40,660 what my grandparents were like at the hospital, 1513 01:17:40,660 --> 01:17:41,593 when I was born. 1514 01:17:42,880 --> 01:17:44,450 They were more excited to see me 1515 01:17:44,450 --> 01:17:46,253 than she was even to have me. 1516 01:17:49,230 --> 01:17:51,560 They all took turns holding me. 1517 01:17:51,560 --> 01:17:53,370 My dad only had me for a few seconds 1518 01:17:53,370 --> 01:17:54,870 before they wanted their turn. 1519 01:17:57,920 --> 01:17:58,770 - They loved you. 1520 01:18:01,170 --> 01:18:05,763 - Yeah, but all parents love their kids. 1521 01:18:08,490 --> 01:18:09,390 - Not all parents. 1522 01:18:14,570 --> 01:18:15,463 Not my mom. 1523 01:18:16,390 --> 01:18:18,380 I don't think she ever loved me. 1524 01:18:18,380 --> 01:18:20,913 - [Kayla] Alan, what happened after the wake? 1525 01:18:23,610 --> 01:18:28,080 - After I cleaned up the bar, I went over to my dad's place. 1526 01:18:28,080 --> 01:18:29,160 I hadn't seen him in a while. 1527 01:18:29,160 --> 01:18:31,380 So I figured I'd take him out to breakfast, 1528 01:18:31,380 --> 01:18:32,830 when he woke up or something. 1529 01:19:09,781 --> 01:19:10,864 - I hate you. 1530 01:19:12,160 --> 01:19:13,993 You took everything away from me. 1531 01:19:16,780 --> 01:19:19,043 You nasty little gremlin. 1532 01:19:19,987 --> 01:19:23,330 You know, I saw you at the bar tonight, 1533 01:19:23,330 --> 01:19:25,850 laughing and carrying on, 1534 01:19:25,850 --> 01:19:27,050 just having a good time. 1535 01:19:28,680 --> 01:19:30,461 But you didn't see me, did you? 1536 01:19:30,461 --> 01:19:32,880 Wake up when I talk to you. 1537 01:19:32,880 --> 01:19:33,713 - Mom? 1538 01:19:36,451 --> 01:19:38,839 - I can't stand you. 1539 01:19:38,839 --> 01:19:41,861 You took my husband away from me. 1540 01:19:41,861 --> 01:19:42,778 - What the? 1541 01:19:44,000 --> 01:19:44,970 Alan, what are you doing here? 1542 01:19:44,970 --> 01:19:47,347 - Put that down, put that down! 1543 01:19:49,330 --> 01:19:51,581 - Paula, what the hell happened to you? 1544 01:19:51,581 --> 01:19:53,517 - That happened to me. 1545 01:19:53,517 --> 01:19:56,290 If it wasn't for him, we'd still be together. 1546 01:19:56,290 --> 01:19:58,160 - No, Paula, no. 1547 01:19:58,160 --> 01:20:01,110 You drove us away, Paula. 1548 01:20:01,110 --> 01:20:03,352 - No, you threw me out, remember? 1549 01:20:03,352 --> 01:20:04,943 - I remember. 1550 01:20:06,500 --> 01:20:08,193 You were abusing our son. 1551 01:20:09,320 --> 01:20:10,910 - Poor little baby 1552 01:20:10,910 --> 01:20:11,861 - [Chuck] Put the gun down!. 1553 01:20:11,861 --> 01:20:15,370 - Remember, remember when you told me 1554 01:20:15,370 --> 01:20:17,819 it was going to be me and you against the world? 1555 01:20:17,819 --> 01:20:20,171 - Yeah, I remember. 1556 01:20:20,171 --> 01:20:25,171 - I was against having kids, can't believe I got pregnant. 1557 01:20:25,432 --> 01:20:27,980 When I found out it was real, I was going to get rid of it. 1558 01:20:27,980 --> 01:20:29,760 Remember, but you wouldn't let me. 1559 01:20:29,760 --> 01:20:32,110 - I wouldn't let you, Paula, because that was our chance. 1560 01:20:32,110 --> 01:20:36,650 Paula, he's our chance to have something real, 1561 01:20:36,650 --> 01:20:39,221 to have a real family, Paula. 1562 01:20:39,221 --> 01:20:41,910 We were drinking and partying way too much, Paula. 1563 01:20:41,910 --> 01:20:45,013 Paula, I thought being pregnant would make you better. 1564 01:20:46,020 --> 01:20:47,453 - Make me better? 1565 01:20:47,453 --> 01:20:50,323 What was so damn wrong with me, huh? 1566 01:20:50,323 --> 01:20:52,072 I thought you loved me, 1567 01:20:52,072 --> 01:20:53,760 but I was just your damn baby oven. 1568 01:20:53,760 --> 01:20:55,120 - Give me the gun, Paula. 1569 01:20:55,120 --> 01:20:59,130 - [Paula] Once I do this, you can love me again. 1570 01:20:59,130 --> 01:21:02,560 - Paula, if you do this, I'm never gonna love you. 1571 01:21:02,560 --> 01:21:03,821 Give me the gun, right now, Paula. 1572 01:21:03,821 --> 01:21:04,654 - We'll see about that. 1573 01:21:04,654 --> 01:21:05,931 (gunshot) 1574 01:21:05,931 --> 01:21:07,361 (Paula screams) 1575 01:21:07,361 --> 01:21:08,194 - Dad! 1576 01:21:11,043 --> 01:21:12,971 (dramatic music) 1577 01:21:12,971 --> 01:21:13,804 Dad, dad? 1578 01:21:14,910 --> 01:21:16,923 - [Paula] Chuck! 1579 01:21:16,923 --> 01:21:18,171 - Dad! 1580 01:21:18,171 --> 01:21:20,731 - I'm sorry, Alan. 1581 01:21:20,731 --> 01:21:21,981 - No, Dad. Dad? 1582 01:21:24,211 --> 01:21:25,044 Why did you? 1583 01:21:25,044 --> 01:21:26,761 - I didn't mean to shoot him. 1584 01:21:26,761 --> 01:21:29,033 - You meant to shoot me. 1585 01:21:30,230 --> 01:21:31,873 Why do you hate me so much? 1586 01:21:32,901 --> 01:21:34,568 - Honey, I never hated you. 1587 01:21:35,581 --> 01:21:36,900 Goodbye son! 1588 01:21:36,900 --> 01:21:39,067 (gunshot) 1589 01:21:48,381 --> 01:21:50,881 (Alan crying) 1590 01:21:52,121 --> 01:21:52,954 - Jesus. 1591 01:21:57,877 --> 01:22:00,627 - You see now why I keep saying that it's all my fault? 1592 01:22:01,523 --> 01:22:02,670 - How is that your fault? 1593 01:22:02,670 --> 01:22:05,240 - Everyone that I've ever known is dead. 1594 01:22:05,240 --> 01:22:06,290 Frank, Jasmine, 1595 01:22:06,290 --> 01:22:08,660 my mom, my dad, Whiskey Joe. 1596 01:22:08,660 --> 01:22:10,750 Hell, even my Uncle Bob. 1597 01:22:10,750 --> 01:22:13,520 The only common thread between them all is me. 1598 01:22:13,520 --> 01:22:16,833 I'm a poison, I infect anyone that comes near me. 1599 01:22:18,090 --> 01:22:19,530 - I'm still here. 1600 01:22:19,530 --> 01:22:22,433 - For now, you should run while you still can. 1601 01:22:26,580 --> 01:22:28,600 - I'm not going anywhere. 1602 01:22:28,600 --> 01:22:30,740 Alan, you have to understand none of this 1603 01:22:30,740 --> 01:22:32,033 was because of you. 1604 01:22:33,260 --> 01:22:34,653 - I want to believe you. 1605 01:22:35,830 --> 01:22:37,070 What if my mom's right? 1606 01:22:37,070 --> 01:22:38,933 What if I am just a mistake? 1607 01:22:39,860 --> 01:22:40,693 - [Kayla] Alan. 1608 01:22:40,693 --> 01:22:41,526 - Think about it. 1609 01:22:41,526 --> 01:22:43,530 If I hadn't kept Frank on that basketball court, 1610 01:22:43,530 --> 01:22:44,880 he'd still be alive. 1611 01:22:44,880 --> 01:22:46,690 If I had never broken up with Jasmine, 1612 01:22:46,690 --> 01:22:48,680 she never would have stepped in front of that van. 1613 01:22:48,680 --> 01:22:53,060 And if I was never born, my parents would still be here. 1614 01:22:53,060 --> 01:22:54,950 It's time for me to face the truth. 1615 01:22:54,950 --> 01:22:56,513 I'm better off dead. 1616 01:22:58,600 --> 01:23:01,590 - [Kayla] Alan, you can't go back and change those things. 1617 01:23:01,590 --> 01:23:03,470 There's nothing you could have done. 1618 01:23:03,470 --> 01:23:05,930 - It's so easy for you to sit there and judge me. 1619 01:23:05,930 --> 01:23:07,630 You have no idea what it's like to live in my skin. 1620 01:23:07,630 --> 01:23:09,079 You have it all. 1621 01:23:09,079 --> 01:23:10,170 - What do you mean I have it all? 1622 01:23:10,170 --> 01:23:11,710 - It's been around you your whole life 1623 01:23:11,710 --> 01:23:13,720 and you just take it for granted. 1624 01:23:13,720 --> 01:23:15,940 I can't say that my whole life has been horrible, 1625 01:23:15,940 --> 01:23:17,270 but the pain definitely trumps 1626 01:23:17,270 --> 01:23:18,770 the small amount of it that I've seen. 1627 01:23:18,770 --> 01:23:20,470 - What are you talking about? 1628 01:23:20,470 --> 01:23:23,090 I'm taking out like four loans to pay for college. 1629 01:23:23,090 --> 01:23:25,010 I have a car that doesn't run half the time. 1630 01:23:25,010 --> 01:23:27,351 My mom is constantly on my ass. 1631 01:23:27,351 --> 01:23:29,040 (Alan laughs) 1632 01:23:29,040 --> 01:23:30,710 What is so damn funny? 1633 01:23:30,710 --> 01:23:32,540 - I'm not talking about money. 1634 01:23:32,540 --> 01:23:33,397 - Then what are you talking about? 1635 01:23:33,397 --> 01:23:37,070 - The thing that makes you rich is love. 1636 01:23:37,070 --> 01:23:38,780 You have a safety net. 1637 01:23:38,780 --> 01:23:41,250 You have people there waiting to catch you, 1638 01:23:41,250 --> 01:23:42,083 if you stumble or fall. 1639 01:23:42,083 --> 01:23:43,391 If your car breaks down, 1640 01:23:43,391 --> 01:23:45,570 you have people willing to help you fix it. 1641 01:23:45,570 --> 01:23:48,060 Of course you have to do things on your own, 1642 01:23:48,060 --> 01:23:49,137 but that's because your family loves you, 1643 01:23:49,137 --> 01:23:51,850 and they want to make you independent. 1644 01:23:51,850 --> 01:23:54,033 I wish that I had that. 1645 01:24:01,540 --> 01:24:02,553 See what I mean? 1646 01:24:03,920 --> 01:24:06,983 Even now, all I do is cause you pain. 1647 01:24:10,020 --> 01:24:14,873 - Alan, I don't think for a second, you could ever hurt me. 1648 01:24:18,260 --> 01:24:20,831 - Will you please leave? 1649 01:24:20,831 --> 01:24:22,270 - Alan, I really don't think it's a good idea 1650 01:24:22,270 --> 01:24:23,640 for you to be alone right now. 1651 01:24:23,640 --> 01:24:25,020 - You have your own stuff to deal with. 1652 01:24:25,020 --> 01:24:26,320 Just go be with your family. 1653 01:24:26,320 --> 01:24:27,573 Forget about me. 1654 01:24:28,560 --> 01:24:30,060 - I'd rather be here with you. 1655 01:24:31,100 --> 01:24:33,710 - How many different ways do I have to say this? 1656 01:24:33,710 --> 01:24:36,500 Just get out of here. 1657 01:24:36,500 --> 01:24:37,820 - If you keep going down this road, 1658 01:24:37,820 --> 01:24:39,110 you're not only hurting yourself, 1659 01:24:39,110 --> 01:24:40,600 you're hurting everybody who cares about you. 1660 01:24:40,600 --> 01:24:42,903 - No one cares about me. 1661 01:24:43,950 --> 01:24:45,840 I don't have a family like you do. 1662 01:24:45,840 --> 01:24:47,210 I don't have friends. 1663 01:24:47,210 --> 01:24:49,410 I don't even have a damn dog. 1664 01:24:49,410 --> 01:24:51,780 If I kill myself, there won't be a single person 1665 01:24:51,780 --> 01:24:54,300 who will even shed a tear. 1666 01:24:54,300 --> 01:24:57,020 I kept a smile on my face all night 1667 01:24:57,958 --> 01:25:00,000 at Whiskey Joe's wake. 1668 01:25:00,000 --> 01:25:01,351 But you know the same thing 1669 01:25:01,351 --> 01:25:03,490 that kept running through my head was? 1670 01:25:03,490 --> 01:25:06,510 That I'll never have something like that. 1671 01:25:06,510 --> 01:25:08,191 I'll never have a room full of people, 1672 01:25:08,191 --> 01:25:11,023 talking about courage and bravery. 1673 01:25:12,060 --> 01:25:14,420 Talking about stories of who wanted to hold me longest 1674 01:25:14,420 --> 01:25:16,150 when I was a baby. 1675 01:25:16,150 --> 01:25:19,860 Your mother was so excited to have a child. 1676 01:25:19,860 --> 01:25:21,330 Mine wanted to rip me out of her 1677 01:25:21,330 --> 01:25:24,120 the moment she found out she was pregnant. 1678 01:25:24,120 --> 01:25:28,600 She told me time and time again that I was insignificant. 1679 01:25:28,600 --> 01:25:33,565 And it's taken my whole life to finally listen to her. 1680 01:25:36,001 --> 01:25:37,720 - Look, I get it. 1681 01:25:37,720 --> 01:25:40,110 You've had a ton of awful things 1682 01:25:40,110 --> 01:25:41,683 to happen to you in your life. 1683 01:25:43,230 --> 01:25:45,800 But you don't have to keep letting them drag you down. 1684 01:25:45,800 --> 01:25:48,500 It's not too late for things to get better. 1685 01:25:48,500 --> 01:25:53,070 - Look, Kayla, I appreciate you checking up on me, 1686 01:25:53,070 --> 01:25:55,050 but it's time for you to cut and run. 1687 01:25:55,050 --> 01:25:56,830 - I don't cut and run. 1688 01:25:56,830 --> 01:26:00,230 I'm staying and you're just gonna have to deal with that. 1689 01:26:00,230 --> 01:26:02,770 Alan, I don't want you to go. 1690 01:26:02,770 --> 01:26:04,453 - Why can't you understand? 1691 01:26:05,480 --> 01:26:08,820 Killing myself is the only way to make things better. 1692 01:26:08,820 --> 01:26:10,530 - Killing yourself is the only way to guarantee 1693 01:26:10,530 --> 01:26:12,890 nothing will ever get better. 1694 01:26:12,890 --> 01:26:13,723 Your life is worth living. 1695 01:26:13,723 --> 01:26:15,020 - No it isn't. 1696 01:26:15,020 --> 01:26:17,119 Why don't you get it? 1697 01:26:17,119 --> 01:26:19,618 This is the only way to make the pain stop! 1698 01:26:19,618 --> 01:26:21,951 (loud bang) 1699 01:26:29,020 --> 01:26:31,770 (dramatic music) 1700 01:26:37,370 --> 01:26:39,953 (wind blowing) 1701 01:27:35,170 --> 01:27:36,221 Frank? 1702 01:27:36,221 --> 01:27:38,703 (gunshot) 1703 01:27:38,703 --> 01:27:40,503 - How could you do this to me, Alan? 1704 01:27:42,530 --> 01:27:43,670 - Jasmine? 1705 01:27:43,670 --> 01:27:45,492 Please don't be scared of me. 1706 01:27:45,492 --> 01:27:46,325 Jasmine! 1707 01:27:46,325 --> 01:27:47,158 (car horn blares) 1708 01:27:47,158 --> 01:27:47,991 (skidding thud) 1709 01:27:47,991 --> 01:27:51,930 Dad, what happened? 1710 01:27:51,930 --> 01:27:53,393 - I'm so disappointed in you. 1711 01:27:53,393 --> 01:27:55,332 (gunshot) 1712 01:27:55,332 --> 01:27:56,165 - Mom, no! 1713 01:27:57,311 --> 01:27:59,478 (gunshot) 1714 01:28:00,423 --> 01:28:03,173 (dramatic music) 1715 01:28:15,364 --> 01:28:17,364 (thunder cracks) 1716 01:28:17,364 --> 01:28:19,612 (booming laughter) 1717 01:28:19,612 --> 01:28:20,862 - I hate you, I hate you! 1718 01:28:23,360 --> 01:28:25,270 - You let me give in. 1719 01:28:25,270 --> 01:28:26,893 You made me leave Kayla. 1720 01:28:28,120 --> 01:28:30,130 - You were supposed to be my best friend, 1721 01:28:30,130 --> 01:28:32,023 but you let them kill me. 1722 01:28:33,480 --> 01:28:35,980 - You pushed me in front of that damn van. 1723 01:28:35,980 --> 01:28:37,332 - You were a mistake! 1724 01:28:37,332 --> 01:28:40,860 (booming laughter) 1725 01:28:40,860 --> 01:28:41,910 - Who are you? 1726 01:28:41,910 --> 01:28:43,871 What's happening to me? 1727 01:28:43,871 --> 01:28:47,410 - This is what you asked for. 1728 01:28:47,410 --> 01:28:50,450 Aren't you happy now? 1729 01:28:50,450 --> 01:28:52,310 - I didn't ask for this. 1730 01:28:52,310 --> 01:28:53,750 - Oh, but you did. 1731 01:28:53,750 --> 01:28:55,290 Don't you remember? 1732 01:28:55,290 --> 01:28:58,740 You hated your life so much 1733 01:28:58,740 --> 01:29:00,823 that you thought death would be better. 1734 01:29:01,930 --> 01:29:04,293 Well, this is where you come. 1735 01:29:05,332 --> 01:29:09,510 When you decide to give up your life and kill yourself. 1736 01:29:09,510 --> 01:29:14,510 Your soul was God's gift to you and you rejected it. 1737 01:29:14,570 --> 01:29:17,770 Now you get to stay here, 1738 01:29:17,770 --> 01:29:21,347 and you relive your most painful memory. 1739 01:29:22,332 --> 01:29:24,749 Over and over and over again. 1740 01:29:26,543 --> 01:29:29,290 (laughter) 1741 01:29:29,290 --> 01:29:33,172 Alan, welcome to your eternity. 1742 01:29:33,172 --> 01:29:35,922 (dramatic music) 1743 01:29:37,782 --> 01:29:38,724 (thunder booms) 1744 01:29:38,724 --> 01:29:39,557 - Where are you going Alan? 1745 01:29:39,557 --> 01:29:40,390 - You're stuck here, Alan. 1746 01:29:40,390 --> 01:29:42,393 - You're here with us now, Alan. 1747 01:29:47,911 --> 01:29:50,161 - [Both] No no no no, Alan! 1748 01:29:51,793 --> 01:29:53,210 - Please help us! 1749 01:29:55,861 --> 01:29:57,194 - Run, Alan run! 1750 01:29:59,252 --> 01:30:01,632 - Should've stuck to those comic books. Francine. 1751 01:30:01,632 --> 01:30:02,713 - Time to go to sleep, Frankie. 1752 01:30:02,713 --> 01:30:04,300 (gunshots) 1753 01:30:04,300 --> 01:30:06,070 - You were just one coat hanger away 1754 01:30:06,070 --> 01:30:09,772 from being somebody else's problem. (cackles) 1755 01:30:09,772 --> 01:30:13,280 - Why couldn't you just love me? 1756 01:30:13,280 --> 01:30:14,972 Why'd you push me away? 1757 01:30:14,972 --> 01:30:15,805 (car horn honks) 1758 01:30:15,805 --> 01:30:16,638 - No! 1759 01:30:16,638 --> 01:30:18,822 - You have no honor, Alan. 1760 01:30:18,822 --> 01:30:21,223 (gunshot) 1761 01:30:21,223 --> 01:30:22,056 Alan! 1762 01:30:24,832 --> 01:30:29,499 - You can't run from me, Alan. (laughs) 1763 01:30:30,513 --> 01:30:31,802 (slap) 1764 01:30:31,802 --> 01:30:34,180 - How'd that feel, you little gremlin? 1765 01:30:34,180 --> 01:30:35,013 - No don't! 1766 01:30:35,990 --> 01:30:37,960 - I thought we would be together. 1767 01:30:37,960 --> 01:30:40,733 But you just threw me away. 1768 01:30:41,642 --> 01:30:43,040 (Paula laughs) 1769 01:30:43,040 --> 01:30:46,293 You belong here, boy! (laughs) 1770 01:30:47,940 --> 01:30:49,380 - Alan, are you all right? 1771 01:30:49,380 --> 01:30:50,484 - Dad! 1772 01:30:50,484 --> 01:30:51,317 (gunshot) 1773 01:30:51,317 --> 01:30:52,150 No, Dad! 1774 01:30:55,473 --> 01:30:56,610 (skidding tires) 1775 01:30:56,610 --> 01:30:58,663 - Hey Alan, here's to you. 1776 01:31:02,953 --> 01:31:04,103 (gunshot) 1777 01:31:04,103 --> 01:31:06,443 - Alan, help me! 1778 01:31:07,880 --> 01:31:10,143 - Told you I could score, didn't I? 1779 01:31:10,143 --> 01:31:11,292 Didn't I? 1780 01:31:11,292 --> 01:31:12,459 - [Both] Alan! 1781 01:31:14,604 --> 01:31:16,164 (car horn honks) 1782 01:31:16,164 --> 01:31:17,460 (Jasmine screams) 1783 01:31:17,460 --> 01:31:19,332 - Stick to them comic books, Alice. 1784 01:31:19,332 --> 01:31:21,920 (gunshot) 1785 01:31:21,920 --> 01:31:23,720 - How could you do this to me, Alan? 1786 01:31:25,472 --> 01:31:26,632 (skidding tires) 1787 01:31:26,632 --> 01:31:27,465 - Alan. 1788 01:31:28,612 --> 01:31:29,779 - [Both] Alan! 1789 01:31:31,110 --> 01:31:32,910 - This is where you belong. 1790 01:31:32,910 --> 01:31:34,092 You demon spawn. 1791 01:31:34,092 --> 01:31:35,863 - [All] Alan! 1792 01:31:35,863 --> 01:31:36,696 - Leave me alone! 1793 01:31:36,696 --> 01:31:38,284 I didn't want this. 1794 01:31:38,284 --> 01:31:40,352 (punching Alan) 1795 01:31:40,352 --> 01:31:41,185 Please stop! 1796 01:31:42,243 --> 01:31:43,623 I've had enough. 1797 01:31:43,623 --> 01:31:46,363 - Enough, boy we haven't even gotten started yet. 1798 01:31:47,244 --> 01:31:49,680 What did you think would happen after you killed yourself? 1799 01:31:49,680 --> 01:31:52,800 Do you think you get to go to a magical city in the clouds 1800 01:31:52,800 --> 01:31:54,080 for all eternity? 1801 01:31:54,080 --> 01:31:56,860 Why would you be granted access to heaven? 1802 01:31:56,860 --> 01:31:59,420 You got the whole world at your disposal. 1803 01:31:59,420 --> 01:32:01,730 You could've went anywhere. 1804 01:32:01,730 --> 01:32:03,270 Been anybody. 1805 01:32:03,270 --> 01:32:06,600 You could have done anything and what did you choose? 1806 01:32:06,600 --> 01:32:09,010 You chose taking take the easy way out. 1807 01:32:09,010 --> 01:32:10,593 Well death ain't easy. 1808 01:32:11,450 --> 01:32:13,764 - [Alan] I know who you truly are. 1809 01:32:13,764 --> 01:32:15,870 (thunder cracks) 1810 01:32:15,870 --> 01:32:17,320 - Oh do you now? 1811 01:32:17,320 --> 01:32:19,770 - You're the one thing I've never been able to face. 1812 01:32:19,770 --> 01:32:22,170 The only person I've ever really needed to love. 1813 01:32:24,620 --> 01:32:27,700 - You learn quick, but it's too late. 1814 01:32:27,700 --> 01:32:31,010 Your soul is forever trapped in this darkness. 1815 01:32:31,010 --> 01:32:32,230 - So be it. 1816 01:32:32,230 --> 01:32:34,200 I'm sorry for wanting to end my life. 1817 01:32:34,200 --> 01:32:36,410 I was scared and foolish. 1818 01:32:36,410 --> 01:32:37,610 Now I see that life could've been 1819 01:32:37,610 --> 01:32:39,429 whatever I would've made it. 1820 01:32:39,429 --> 01:32:42,709 (thunder booms) 1821 01:32:42,709 --> 01:32:43,542 (gunshot) 1822 01:32:43,542 --> 01:32:44,375 - Alan! 1823 01:32:45,810 --> 01:32:49,040 - You were supposed to be my best friend. 1824 01:32:49,040 --> 01:32:51,990 You knew I didn't want to play that stupid basketball game. 1825 01:32:53,710 --> 01:32:55,630 You let them kill me. 1826 01:32:55,630 --> 01:32:57,620 - I didn't know that Jake was gonna shoot you. 1827 01:32:57,620 --> 01:32:59,550 I thought if we just beat them in a basketball game, 1828 01:32:59,550 --> 01:33:00,900 they'd leave us alone. 1829 01:33:00,900 --> 01:33:01,733 (car horn honking) 1830 01:33:01,733 --> 01:33:03,150 (skidding thud) 1831 01:33:03,150 --> 01:33:06,118 - All I did was love you. 1832 01:33:06,118 --> 01:33:07,380 I just wanted to be with you, 1833 01:33:07,380 --> 01:33:11,030 and you pushed me in front of that damn van. 1834 01:33:11,030 --> 01:33:13,360 - All I wanted was some time to figure things out. 1835 01:33:13,360 --> 01:33:15,400 You're the one who chose to give up. 1836 01:33:15,400 --> 01:33:16,650 I didn't want you to die. 1837 01:33:18,290 --> 01:33:20,190 - You let me give in. 1838 01:33:20,190 --> 01:33:21,870 You made me leave Kayla. 1839 01:33:21,870 --> 01:33:25,100 - No, you are not the Whiskey Joe that I remember. 1840 01:33:25,100 --> 01:33:27,270 The Whiskey Joe that I knew was a good man. 1841 01:33:27,270 --> 01:33:29,910 Whatever his choice, he lived his life with honor and love. 1842 01:33:29,910 --> 01:33:32,490 And that's the man that Kayla will remember. 1843 01:33:32,490 --> 01:33:34,570 A man that gave his all for his country. 1844 01:33:34,570 --> 01:33:37,200 A man that loved to help people. 1845 01:33:37,200 --> 01:33:40,130 A man that I respected the hell out of. 1846 01:33:40,130 --> 01:33:41,853 - Alan, you don't belong here. 1847 01:33:42,760 --> 01:33:44,993 - Thanks Dad for always loving me. 1848 01:33:45,880 --> 01:33:48,330 I know it couldn't have been easy to raise me on your own, 1849 01:33:48,330 --> 01:33:50,230 but you kept a roof over my head, 1850 01:33:50,230 --> 01:33:52,463 clothes on my back and food on the table. 1851 01:33:53,630 --> 01:33:54,960 I'm proud to be your son. 1852 01:33:54,960 --> 01:33:56,460 - You were a mistake! 1853 01:33:56,460 --> 01:33:58,030 - The only mistake that you couldn't see, 1854 01:33:58,030 --> 01:33:59,489 was right in front of you. 1855 01:33:59,489 --> 01:34:02,120 You could have had a loving family and a good life. 1856 01:34:02,120 --> 01:34:04,520 I'm sorry that you never got to get past your own fear. 1857 01:34:04,520 --> 01:34:06,613 - I hate you, I hate you! 1858 01:34:07,810 --> 01:34:09,140 - That's okay, Mom. 1859 01:34:09,140 --> 01:34:11,800 Because I love you. 1860 01:34:11,800 --> 01:34:14,467 (thunder rolls) 1861 01:34:23,620 --> 01:34:26,103 - Stop, he belongs to the darkness. 1862 01:34:27,760 --> 01:34:30,000 His soul is mine forever. 1863 01:34:31,590 --> 01:34:33,290 He made the choice. 1864 01:34:40,509 --> 01:34:43,342 (monitor beeping) 1865 01:34:54,880 --> 01:34:58,530 - Don't touch it until the doctor checks you over. 1866 01:34:58,530 --> 01:35:00,180 Jerk. 1867 01:35:00,180 --> 01:35:03,280 - Kayla, where am I? 1868 01:35:03,280 --> 01:35:06,110 - Alan, you're at the hospital. 1869 01:35:06,110 --> 01:35:07,740 I'm Doctor Brown. 1870 01:35:07,740 --> 01:35:11,060 That bullet grazed your forehead. 1871 01:35:11,060 --> 01:35:13,460 I had to put a couple of stitches in there, 1872 01:35:13,460 --> 01:35:16,010 but no permanent damage. 1873 01:35:16,010 --> 01:35:17,900 - Well, till you get up at least, 1874 01:35:17,900 --> 01:35:19,830 cause then I'm going to kick your ass, 1875 01:35:19,830 --> 01:35:21,570 putting me through all that. 1876 01:35:21,570 --> 01:35:24,090 - [Doctor] Kayla, I'm gonna run a couple more tests 1877 01:35:24,090 --> 01:35:25,880 and then we should be release him. 1878 01:35:25,880 --> 01:35:26,880 - Thank you. 1879 01:35:32,430 --> 01:35:34,770 Do you realize you could have died? 1880 01:35:34,770 --> 01:35:35,953 - I think I did. 1881 01:35:36,800 --> 01:35:38,220 - What are you talking about? 1882 01:35:38,220 --> 01:35:41,687 - I think I did die, but then there was this, this-- 1883 01:35:46,280 --> 01:35:48,063 Wait, it was you. 1884 01:35:49,020 --> 01:35:50,570 - What was me? 1885 01:35:50,570 --> 01:35:51,623 - You saved me. 1886 01:35:52,480 --> 01:35:55,410 - No, I just called the ambulance 1887 01:35:55,410 --> 01:35:57,320 and tried to stop the bleeding. 1888 01:35:57,320 --> 01:36:00,230 The doctors, the nurses, the paramedics. 1889 01:36:00,230 --> 01:36:02,360 They're the ones that saved you. 1890 01:36:02,360 --> 01:36:04,860 - You pulled me out of the darkness. 1891 01:36:04,860 --> 01:36:05,983 You're my angel. 1892 01:36:07,760 --> 01:36:11,460 - Okay, they must have put you on a lot of pain meds, 1893 01:36:11,460 --> 01:36:14,703 because you are talking crazy and you need to rest. 1894 01:36:15,930 --> 01:36:16,763 - I love you. 1895 01:36:18,280 --> 01:36:19,113 - What? 1896 01:36:19,113 --> 01:36:21,660 - Kayla, I love you. 1897 01:36:21,660 --> 01:36:24,370 I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. 1898 01:36:24,370 --> 01:36:26,170 Thank you for never giving up on me. 1899 01:36:27,720 --> 01:36:30,993 - Yeah well, thanks for not leaving. 1900 01:36:40,140 --> 01:36:41,603 I'm not going anywhere. 1901 01:36:45,710 --> 01:36:47,670 - You said something last time, Dr. Chris, 1902 01:36:47,670 --> 01:36:49,570 that really stuck with me. 1903 01:36:49,570 --> 01:36:52,723 You said that death is a mystery that haunts us all. 1904 01:36:53,970 --> 01:36:55,193 - Yes, I did Alan. 1905 01:36:56,900 --> 01:36:59,840 With everything that you've been through, Alan, 1906 01:36:59,840 --> 01:37:01,603 can you tell us, 1907 01:37:03,430 --> 01:37:05,913 what is it about death that scares us? 1908 01:37:06,930 --> 01:37:08,900 - Well, that's just it, Doctor. 1909 01:37:08,900 --> 01:37:11,210 It's not death that scares us. 1910 01:37:11,210 --> 01:37:12,043 Not really. 1911 01:37:13,120 --> 01:37:17,023 I think the thing that scares us most is life. 1912 01:37:18,370 --> 01:37:22,810 I mean, as kids, we go through school to get a good job. 1913 01:37:22,810 --> 01:37:25,520 We get a job to provide for our family, 1914 01:37:25,520 --> 01:37:26,730 and we raise our families 1915 01:37:26,730 --> 01:37:30,141 so that they can go through the same cycle that we did. 1916 01:37:30,141 --> 01:37:35,141 But along the way, we forget to enjoy the little moments. 1917 01:37:35,282 --> 01:37:37,970 We forget to take time to watch the sunset, 1918 01:37:37,970 --> 01:37:41,193 or to take time to travel or go on adventures. 1919 01:37:42,500 --> 01:37:45,423 We always think that there'll be time later, 1920 01:37:46,480 --> 01:37:47,723 but later slips past us. 1921 01:37:49,720 --> 01:37:52,090 And it's not until we are old and gray, 1922 01:37:52,090 --> 01:37:54,903 that we realize the moments that we should have held onto. 1923 01:37:55,810 --> 01:37:58,010 We feel guilty when our loved ones leave us. 1924 01:37:58,920 --> 01:38:00,253 Not because they're gone. 1925 01:38:01,410 --> 01:38:03,020 We feel guilty because we regret 1926 01:38:03,020 --> 01:38:05,780 not spending enough time with them. 1927 01:38:05,780 --> 01:38:09,853 Life is so precious, 1928 01:38:11,560 --> 01:38:13,530 and some days will be hard. 1929 01:38:13,530 --> 01:38:16,760 It'll feel like the world is crumbling down on top of you. 1930 01:38:16,760 --> 01:38:18,040 Like the walls are closing in 1931 01:38:18,040 --> 01:38:20,193 and there's nothing you can do to change it. 1932 01:38:23,230 --> 01:38:26,593 But no matter who you are, someone wants to help you. 1933 01:38:27,701 --> 01:38:30,430 It could be a complete stranger, 1934 01:38:30,430 --> 01:38:31,940 or someone you've seen a hundred times, 1935 01:38:31,940 --> 01:38:33,003 but never talked to. 1936 01:38:34,330 --> 01:38:37,680 It could even be an operator on the other end of a hotline. 1937 01:38:37,680 --> 01:38:40,773 The main thing to know is that no matter who you are, 1938 01:38:41,660 --> 01:38:43,360 you're not alone. 1939 01:38:43,360 --> 01:38:45,290 The hard times will pass. 1940 01:38:45,290 --> 01:38:47,600 You'll feel stronger for having survived them. 1941 01:38:48,500 --> 01:38:50,590 So don't worry about death. 1942 01:38:50,590 --> 01:38:52,063 It'll come when it comes. 1943 01:38:52,960 --> 01:38:57,960 But before that, find a way to make each moment precious. 1944 01:38:58,240 --> 01:39:01,453 The more moments you find, they happier you'll be. 1945 01:39:03,610 --> 01:39:06,683 I've seen the meaning of life and it's so simple. 1946 01:39:08,260 --> 01:39:12,643 Life is meant to be lived. 1947 01:39:13,730 --> 01:39:16,480 (group applauds) 1948 01:39:18,650 --> 01:39:21,567 (electronic music) 1949 01:40:34,341 --> 01:40:36,758 (rock music)