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<i>We as Canadians
do this thing</i>

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<i>where if we don't
talk about it,</i>

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<i>we don't have to take
ownership of the fact</i>

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<i>that some of the more
negative things have happened.</i>

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<i>A lot of that history
just gets lost.</i>

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<i>That's why it becomes
really important</i>

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<i>to tell those stories.</i>

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<i>If we really wanna look
at where we are now,</i>

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<i>you wanna get
a real understanding</i>

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<i>of the progress
that's been made,</i>

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<i>and the progress
that's still yet to be made.</i>

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<i>Then you have to look
at the journey
that got us here.</i>

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<i>When I first
got introduced to hockey,</i>

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I would have been probably
around the age of...

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three, three-and-a-half

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<i>was when I started skating.</i>

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<i>My dad being from Jamaica,
my mom being from Montserrat,</i>

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um, they wanted us to still
see ourselves as Canadian.

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<i>So everybody had to know
how to skate in our family.</i>

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<i>So when I was
about three years old,</i>

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my dad brought me to the pond
and taught me how to skate.

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And I remember him
teaching me how to skate

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because it was the most
unique thing I'd ever done.

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He had emigrated
from Trinidad and Tobago

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when he was just very young

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and never got the opportunity
to play hockey.

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<i>And when I was born
and came along,</i>

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<i>he introduced me.</i>

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<i>My dad
used to bring me ice skating.</i>

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<i>Public Skates,
downtown Montreal.</i>

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<i>Um, you know, we'd go there.</i>

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<i>We start once a week,
twice a week,</i>

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and then next thing you know,
I just love skating.

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I just love being fast out there

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and, uh,
just fell in love with it.

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<i>I was five years old</i>

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<i>when I first saw
the game of ice hockey,</i>

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<i>and I kept seeing
how fast the game was</i>

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and how physical they were

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and the smell of the ice.

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Once I found it, it clicked,

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and I never wanted
to give it up.

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<i>Some of my first
memories are just walking
around the house in my skates.</i>

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Finally, I was able to go
to some learn-to-skate programs

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and-- and get on to
a couple outdoor rinks.

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<i>And-- and that's really
where I-- I fell in love
with the game.</i>

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<i>A lot of us in the game
are most comfortable</i>

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- <i>on this ice right here.</i>

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<i>It's my truest self.</i>

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And I-- and I can express that
through my game.

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<i>It's an escape.</i>

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<i>Deep down inside, there was
just that burning desire</i>

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to-- to play hockey and to--

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and to be the best
hockey player I could be.

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I played because
I loved the sport

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and, and still do.

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So I started playing, um,
by the norms pretty late.

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Um, just before
turning ten years old.

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<i>Uh, I moved to Canada
at-- at eight.</i>

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<i>There's hockey
everywhere, so...</i>

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I think the-- the culture
and the environment
got me into it.

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<i>I wanted to give it a try
because it was almost like</i>

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<i>I was kind of
getting left behind.</i>

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<i>All my buddies were
going to play hockey</i>

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<i>and I was going home,
you know.</i>

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<i>But as soon as I got
into the game,</i>

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<i>the barriers started
stacking up.</i>

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<i>It was the financial barriers
of how expensive it is.</i>

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<i>I had to buy skates
from a garage sale,</i>

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they were leather skates,

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and this is like,
not that long ago.

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So you can imagine what--
what the looks that I got

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when I was wearing
leather skates,

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and I'm looking to my left
and to my right

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and my equipment
looks different.

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So you kind of become insecure.

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<i>And then you realize
that you're
the only person of color.</i>

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<i>Everywhere I went,
I just felt a little bit off.</i>

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It was either appearance,
the language that I spoke.

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Financially, was really tough
to find a spot to, like,

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really fit in and call home.

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<i>I was just constantly running
into a wall at-- at every turn.</i>

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How's that?

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Fuck.

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You gonna try
and get on the ice?

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I...

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I can't do
a single leg squat, like,

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well, how much am I
gonna do on the ice?

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Like, all my other
12 surgeries,

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I was, like, excited
to get back on the ice.

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I'm, like,
intimidated with this one.

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Contract your knee.

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<i>Man,
I had 13 surgeries</i>

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<i>before I turned 30 years old.</i>

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<i>I don't know
if I'm gonna be able
to walk up the stairs</i>

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<i>in five, six, seven years</i>

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<i>because of what I've given
to the game of hockey.</i>

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How's this one here?

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It's better.
It's getting better.

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<i>I got a cup of tea
at the National
Hockey League level</i>

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<i>and nobody can ever
take that away from me.</i>

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<i>But weighing
the pros and cons now</i>

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<i>of what I've done to my body,
what I've done to myself,</i>

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and I still wasn't able
to have a long career,

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um, or any-- any career
for that matter.

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Then they paint this picture
of you as being somebody

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that's difficult to deal with

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because I won't get along
to get along

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when I know
I'm being mistreated.

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<i>The culture is--
is so ingrained in our minds</i>

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<i>that whatever happens,
we gotta put our head down</i>

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<i>and shut our mouth
and not speak
on any type of issues</i>

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<i>and just do your job</i>

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is-- is what's wrong
with our game.

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<i>Akim Aliu claims
that Flames head coach,
Bill Peters,</i>

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<i>directed racist language
at him.</i>

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<i>For the first time
in NHL history,</i>

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<i>the future of a coach
is on the line</i>

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<i>over a locker room incident.</i>

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<i>A player
Peters coached in the minors</i>

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<i>is accusing him of using
the N-word repeatedly.</i>

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<i>He wasn't behind
the bench for tonight's game</i>

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<i>as the team investigates</i>

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<i>explosive allegations
of racism.</i>

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<i>I think this was simple.</i>

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<i>And the second the young man's
claims were corroborated,</i>

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they should have fired him
on the spot.

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<i>I can tell you this.</i>

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<i>As far as I'm concerned,
there's no tolerance</i>

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for not just coaches,

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but players,
management, anybody

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<i>to conduct themselves
that way.</i>

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<i>When Akim spoke out,</i>

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he was really one of
the first people to do it.

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And I knew
that there was gonna be

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a lot of questions
around the game.

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<i>And I knew
that people were also</i>

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<i>gonna start coming to me.</i>

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<i>That was really terrifying</i>

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because I didn't really
wanna share anything.

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<i>This is a situation
where you might
have done something</i>

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<i>two weeks ago, two years ago,</i>

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<i>two decades ago.</i>

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<i>You might have been
joking around.</i>

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<i>How far back
are people going to go</i>

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<i>and bring something up?</i>

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<i>And is this a precedent
setting move?</i>

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<i>Why do you think
he chose now</i>

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to come out and bring this
to the forefront?

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I don't think he wanted
to get labeled as that guy.

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As a Black hockey player,
we tried so hard to blend in

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and not create new waves.

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<i>There are definitely
painful things</i>

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that have come up
through my career.

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<i>When he stood up,
it was scary,</i>

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<i>but also empowering
in the same breath.</i>

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<i>This is
the biggest story in a while</i>

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because there are repercussions

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that we're gonna be talking
about for quite a long time.

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<i>Having someone
in the position that he was in</i>

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<i>be brave enough
to come forward and say that,</i>

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I think definitely set off,
you know, a spark of people

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coming forward and saying,
"Well, this is what happened."

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I don't think we'd ever seen
anything like that before.

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This is
my silver medal from, uh,

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the World Championship in 2016.

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This here...
This is from minor days.

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I played for the Oshawa
Lady Generals.

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This was my first year
playing competitive hockey.

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I was number three
to start off with, so...

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What year this is...
I would have been ten.

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Yeah, ten.

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I was always the biggest player
on my team here.

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<i>My dad grew up in Scarborough
and he played hockey.</i>

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<i>Um, he really loved the game</i>

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<i>and he wanted to put
his kids in hockey.</i>

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<i>I'm sure my dad will tell you,
he kind of has a process
when he walks into the rink,</i>

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<i>um, in terms of finding
other Black individuals</i>

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<i>or knowing where to stand</i>

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<i>or knowing
what parents to talk to.</i>

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<i>I told them
a little bit about, like,
how you have a process</i>

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- when you walk into the arena.
- Oh.

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- Yeah. My process is,

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I go walk around the arena,

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I look at all the pictures,
and just to see

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<i>if there is any Black history
within the arena.</i>

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<i>And then,</i>

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and I see if there's
any Black faces in the arena.

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And, uh,

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usually, it-- it's not there.

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<i>So, that's how I know</i>

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<i>the, uh,
environment that I'm in,</i>

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<i>and I make sure
I'm comfortable.</i>

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<i>And when I'm comfortable,
I make other people comfortable.</i>

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<i>So that's my goal
of how I deal with it.</i>

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But, um, yeah.

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I just try not to make
those things stress me out.

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Because it's not, it makes me
feel uncomfortable.

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And I wanna make
people feel comfortable.

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Then we're gonna do
that little, uh,

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crossover squat,
the T open squat.

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Feet come together,
internally rotate the hips,

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open back in that 45
and drop into our squat...

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<i>The first
racist instance</i>

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<i>that I vividly remember,</i>

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<i>um, I was around
the age of 12,</i>

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and I was in the dressing room
with my teammates.

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We were all just kind of
joking around, laughing.

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And I stood up to make a joke.

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And one of my teammates
quickly replied,

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"Shut up, you stupid..."

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And proceeded to call me
the N-word.

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Um, and at that point in time,
I was about 12,

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so I didn't really know
what to do.

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Everybody kind of just stopped

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and looked around the room.

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My trainer just looked at me,

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and I just immediately got up
and ran out of the room.

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Yep!
Right. Right. Left.

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<i>After that,
nothing really happened.</i>

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<i>There was no accountability.</i>

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Left. Right.

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That definitely led to me

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kind of questioning
my place in hockey.

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Um, and, you know, whether
these people were my friends

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and whether they really
wanted me there or not.

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<i>I had never realized that
they viewed me differently</i>

230
00:14:29,651 --> 00:14:31,131
<i>than they viewed themselves.</i>

231
00:14:35,483 --> 00:14:37,267
<i>In the first few years
after that happened,</i>

232
00:14:37,441 --> 00:14:40,009
<i>probably until
I was about 15 or 16,</i>

233
00:14:40,183 --> 00:14:42,446
<i>I definitely tried
to change myself.</i>

234
00:14:42,620 --> 00:14:44,927
<i>Whether it was
the clothes I was wearing</i>

235
00:14:45,101 --> 00:14:47,060
<i>or the music
I was listening to,
in order to make friends,</i>

236
00:14:47,234 --> 00:14:49,714
<i>and for my teammates
to want me at their events</i>

237
00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:52,717
<i>and want me to sleep over
and, and wanna hang out
with me.</i>

238
00:14:52,892 --> 00:14:54,763
<i>I felt like I needed
to change myself.</i>

239
00:15:37,980 --> 00:15:40,417
- You want juice or water?
- I'll take a coconut water.

240
00:15:40,591 --> 00:15:42,028
- Coconut water? Okay.
- Yep.

241
00:15:45,640 --> 00:15:47,337
<i>When I started out,
I'll be honest,</i>

242
00:15:47,511 --> 00:15:49,687
<i>I couldn't barely
even skate.</i>

243
00:15:49,861 --> 00:15:51,385
<i>As most kids start out,
we can't really skate
that good.</i>

244
00:15:51,559 --> 00:15:53,691
But as a little kid,
as my dad told me,

245
00:15:53,865 --> 00:15:55,737
I just kept on getting up
and kept on trying

246
00:15:55,911 --> 00:15:57,652
to get out there
trying to skate.

247
00:15:58,392 --> 00:15:59,697
After that, I played one game

248
00:15:59,871 --> 00:16:01,177
and I just
fell in love with it,

249
00:16:01,351 --> 00:16:03,527
like, just right in there.

250
00:16:03,701 --> 00:16:05,181
<i>And I looked at my dad,
I told him,
"I'm gonna be a goalie."</i>

251
00:16:05,355 --> 00:16:07,444
<i>And I know his reaction was,</i>

252
00:16:07,618 --> 00:16:10,273
"Oh, no, I gotta pay
all this expensive gear
when he gets older."

253
00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:14,451
But, uh, I think
he's fine with it now.

254
00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:28,248
<i>I like being the goalie.</i>

255
00:16:28,422 --> 00:16:29,945
<i>I like being the guy</i>

256
00:16:30,119 --> 00:16:33,253
<i>who has to save
the team in a way,</i>

257
00:16:33,427 --> 00:16:35,124
<i>but everyone's one big team.</i>

258
00:16:35,298 --> 00:16:37,039
<i>You know,
we all help each other.</i>

259
00:16:37,213 --> 00:16:39,563
<i>You know, you're not
on an island by yourself.</i>

260
00:16:39,737 --> 00:16:42,088
<i>You're on an island
distant away from others,</i>

261
00:16:42,262 --> 00:16:44,177
but it's still connected
in a way.

262
00:16:50,052 --> 00:16:52,272
<i>Kind of hit me
a couple years back</i>

263
00:16:52,446 --> 00:16:56,580
<i>when I got called the N-word
in a Pee-Wee game.</i>

264
00:16:56,754 --> 00:16:58,539
<i>I was 12.</i>

265
00:16:58,713 --> 00:17:00,758
<i>Player came in,
I stopped him on a breakaway.</i>

266
00:17:00,932 --> 00:17:02,499
<i>He kind of went into me.</i>

267
00:17:02,673 --> 00:17:04,371
I give him, like,
a goalie push as we call it,

268
00:17:04,545 --> 00:17:06,068
you know, just to get--
get him off of me,

269
00:17:06,242 --> 00:17:07,896
and he didn't like that.

270
00:17:08,070 --> 00:17:11,117
So next face-off,
the puck goes into the corner.

271
00:17:11,291 --> 00:17:15,164
He kind of skates by and says,
"F you, you nigger."

272
00:17:15,338 --> 00:17:17,993
And right away, uh,
that shook me.

273
00:17:18,167 --> 00:17:20,822
That threw me way off
and shook me.

274
00:17:29,396 --> 00:17:30,832
<i>When he told me
what happened</i>

275
00:17:31,006 --> 00:17:32,660
<i>and I said, "Are you okay?"</i>

276
00:17:33,443 --> 00:17:36,185
<i>He said, "Dad, it made me feel
I didn't belong."</i>

277
00:17:36,794 --> 00:17:38,187
And that kind of hit me hard.

278
00:17:38,927 --> 00:17:40,755
And I said,
"Well, you do belong."

279
00:17:41,930 --> 00:17:43,018
Back off!

280
00:17:44,933 --> 00:17:47,022
<i>You do belong
and you belong in the game.</i>

281
00:17:47,805 --> 00:17:49,198
Oh, yeah.

282
00:17:50,286 --> 00:17:53,985
<i>They were gonna talk
to the coach of the other team.</i>

283
00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:55,639
<i>Well, that was his father.</i>

284
00:17:56,423 --> 00:17:57,424
<i>So you know what happened.</i>

285
00:17:57,598 --> 00:17:58,947
<i>Didn't go anywhere.</i>

286
00:18:01,297 --> 00:18:03,952
<i>Was supposed to be like
a suspension for 45 days,</i>

287
00:18:04,126 --> 00:18:05,345
<i>plus a written apology.</i>

288
00:18:07,390 --> 00:18:10,263
<i>But the father said
there will be
no written apology.</i>

289
00:18:11,133 --> 00:18:12,700
<i>And that kind of
threw me.</i>

290
00:18:14,789 --> 00:18:16,138
What kind of message
are you sending?

291
00:18:16,312 --> 00:18:17,313
You should have insisted.

292
00:18:17,487 --> 00:18:19,315
<i>But it didn't happen.</i>

293
00:18:19,489 --> 00:18:21,665
<i>We played that kid
six times the following year.</i>

294
00:18:22,797 --> 00:18:24,190
Whoo!

295
00:18:25,191 --> 00:18:27,454
<i>Not once
would he shake Mark's hand.</i>

296
00:18:27,628 --> 00:18:28,759
<i>He would turn away.</i>

297
00:18:39,553 --> 00:18:41,032
Scott, how you doing?

298
00:18:41,207 --> 00:18:42,643
- Good.

299
00:18:56,352 --> 00:18:58,049
<i>From the time
I picked up a hockey stick,</i>

300
00:18:58,224 --> 00:18:59,747
<i>which was probably
about the age of five,</i>

301
00:18:59,921 --> 00:19:02,097
<i>my goal was to play
in the NHL.</i>

302
00:19:04,491 --> 00:19:06,536
<i>You know,
I was told by several people</i>

303
00:19:06,710 --> 00:19:08,147
<i>that it would never happen,</i>

304
00:19:08,321 --> 00:19:10,192
<i>but that's where
my mindset was.</i>

305
00:19:10,366 --> 00:19:12,629
<i>And, you know, I wasn't gonna
let anything stop me.</i>

306
00:19:13,891 --> 00:19:14,892
Score any goals tonight?

307
00:19:15,066 --> 00:19:16,503
Yeah, I got a hat trick.

308
00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:18,026
Excellent. Excellent.

309
00:19:20,333 --> 00:19:22,422
What did you like most about
playing in the Air Canada
Centre tonight?

310
00:19:22,596 --> 00:19:24,032
Uh, getting my third goal.

311
00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:27,209
<i>To me,
hockey was just something</i>

312
00:19:27,383 --> 00:19:28,645
<i>that I could do
and feel at peace.</i>

313
00:19:28,819 --> 00:19:30,125
...my first goal.

314
00:19:30,299 --> 00:19:31,300
You know, be free
and, you know,

315
00:19:31,474 --> 00:19:32,997
not think about what is going on

316
00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,303
in the outside world
and just enjoy myself.

317
00:19:34,477 --> 00:19:35,870
<i>It's all I ever wanted to do.</i>

318
00:19:36,044 --> 00:19:37,785
<i>It's like my art, my craft.</i>

319
00:19:45,619 --> 00:19:46,881
<i>Even growing up,</i>

320
00:19:47,751 --> 00:19:49,884
<i>people called me, you know,
different racial epithets.</i>

321
00:19:50,711 --> 00:19:52,365
<i>I was fortunate enough</i>

322
00:19:52,539 --> 00:19:54,628
<i>to play with my best friends
at a young age.</i>

323
00:19:54,802 --> 00:19:57,239
<i>I had a core group
of four guys
that always had my back,</i>

324
00:19:57,413 --> 00:19:58,936
<i>but at the same time,</i>

325
00:19:59,110 --> 00:20:00,677
I don't think
they even really understood,

326
00:20:00,851 --> 00:20:01,809
you know, how I felt.

327
00:20:01,983 --> 00:20:02,984
But they always tried.

328
00:20:03,158 --> 00:20:04,464
They always cared,

329
00:20:04,638 --> 00:20:05,334
you know,
and they always asked.

330
00:20:06,422 --> 00:20:09,382
<i>So, yeah,
you feel isolated a lot.</i>

331
00:20:09,556 --> 00:20:11,166
<i>But at the same time,</i>

332
00:20:11,340 --> 00:20:12,994
I was doing
what I loved to do.

333
00:20:13,168 --> 00:20:15,475
So I wasn't gonna let anyone,
you know, tear me down.

334
00:20:34,885 --> 00:20:36,365
<i>I'm a child of the '60s.</i>

335
00:20:37,540 --> 00:20:40,326
So I grew up with, you know,
two channels on TV and, uh,

336
00:20:40,500 --> 00:20:42,284
<i>Hockey Night in Canada</i>
was every Saturday night.

337
00:20:53,556 --> 00:20:55,210
<i>Saturday nights
when I was watching Dave Keon</i>

338
00:20:55,384 --> 00:20:56,994
<i>and Darryl Sittler,
and the boys playing--</i>

339
00:20:57,168 --> 00:20:59,606
because I was a Toronto
Maple Leafs fan, still am--

340
00:20:59,780 --> 00:21:01,956
um, I wasn't seeing anybody
that looked like me
that was out there on the ice.

341
00:21:02,130 --> 00:21:03,479
<i>Over on the left side
to Monahan,</i>

342
00:21:03,653 --> 00:21:05,176
<i>over the line with Keon</i>

343
00:21:05,351 --> 00:21:06,787
<i>and his pass was blocked
by Seiling...</i>

344
00:21:09,746 --> 00:21:12,271
<i>One afternoon,
I'm driving home,</i>

345
00:21:12,445 --> 00:21:15,056
<i>and I hear these two brothers,
Darril and George Fosty,</i>

346
00:21:15,230 --> 00:21:16,797
<i>talking about the history
of the Colored Hockey League.</i>

347
00:21:16,971 --> 00:21:18,625
And I'm like,
"Colored Hockey League"?

348
00:21:18,799 --> 00:21:20,888
And so I listened intently.
And then, of course,

349
00:21:21,062 --> 00:21:22,890
like everybody else...

350
00:21:23,064 --> 00:21:25,196
You know, to a large degree,
we started asking questions.

351
00:21:25,371 --> 00:21:27,068
"You know about
the Colored Hockey League?

352
00:21:27,242 --> 00:21:28,504
"When did this happen?
Where would this..." You know?

353
00:21:28,678 --> 00:21:29,766
And that's how
I first connected

354
00:21:29,940 --> 00:21:30,680
with-- with George and Darril.

355
00:21:42,039 --> 00:21:43,606
<i>Darril and myself,
we were trying
to put together a book</i>

356
00:21:43,780 --> 00:21:45,608
on Canadian military history.

357
00:21:45,782 --> 00:21:47,567
And I said we should write
a hockey history and he said,

358
00:21:47,741 --> 00:21:48,872
"Well, how long do you think
it would take us"?

359
00:21:49,046 --> 00:21:50,309
So I said, "Well,

360
00:21:50,483 --> 00:21:51,875
it would take us
probably six months."

361
00:21:52,049 --> 00:21:53,224
Not a hell of a lot history
in hockey, right?

362
00:21:55,009 --> 00:21:58,882
<i>So we started to, uh, research
the history of hockey.</i>

363
00:22:03,322 --> 00:22:05,411
<i>And in the course of that,
we found reference</i>

364
00:22:05,585 --> 00:22:07,326
<i>to a hockey league
out of Nova Scotia.</i>

365
00:22:07,500 --> 00:22:09,197
An all Black Hockey League.

366
00:22:09,371 --> 00:22:10,981
CHL or Colored Hockey League.

367
00:22:14,202 --> 00:22:17,466
<i>What caught our attention was,
we were reading one of
the references to the CHL.</i>

368
00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:19,947
<i>And they said one of
the teams' names was Jubilee.</i>

369
00:22:20,121 --> 00:22:23,080
<i>And it was named, uh, in honor
of Queen Victoria's Jubilee.</i>

370
00:22:23,254 --> 00:22:25,692
<i>And I looked at that
and I thought,</i>

371
00:22:25,866 --> 00:22:27,998
<i>"That-- that's not right.
There's something wrong here."</i>

372
00:22:28,956 --> 00:22:31,306
<i>We saw a reference that
this was a church league.</i>

373
00:22:31,959 --> 00:22:35,397
<i>And we found a Bible
written pre-1900s.</i>

374
00:22:35,571 --> 00:22:37,443
<i>We pulled up
the</i> Book of Habakkuk.

375
00:22:37,617 --> 00:22:40,794
The <i>Book of Habakkuk</i>
was the emancipator storybook.

376
00:22:40,968 --> 00:22:43,753
When the emancipators
went on to the plantations,

377
00:22:44,624 --> 00:22:46,495
they said, "Behold,
ye among the heathen."

378
00:22:46,669 --> 00:22:48,497
They were talking
to the slaves.

379
00:22:48,671 --> 00:22:51,326
"I will work a work
in your day,
which you will not believe."

380
00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:53,372
That was
the underground railroad.

381
00:22:53,937 --> 00:22:56,026
<i>"We will give you
your jubilee."</i>

382
00:22:56,200 --> 00:22:58,855
<i>And sure enough,
Jubilee meant "emancipation."</i>

383
00:22:59,029 --> 00:23:01,075
<i>Eureka meant "I will see God."</i>

384
00:23:01,249 --> 00:23:03,991
Hammonds Plains team
was named the Moss Backs.

385
00:23:04,165 --> 00:23:06,646
Well, we know that
when slaves fled north,

386
00:23:06,820 --> 00:23:09,388
they used to touch
the back of trees for moss,

387
00:23:09,562 --> 00:23:11,694
because moss grows
on the north side of trees,

388
00:23:11,868 --> 00:23:13,740
the North Star
going to Canada.

389
00:23:14,349 --> 00:23:16,960
<i>We suddenly realized
we were looking
at a coded hockey league.</i>

390
00:23:17,134 --> 00:23:19,789
<i>We said, "Jesus,
we've got a story here."</i>

391
00:23:28,537 --> 00:23:30,539
<i>So we went up to Nova Scotia</i>

392
00:23:30,713 --> 00:23:33,455
<i>to provincial archives,
we went into the communities.</i>

393
00:23:34,064 --> 00:23:35,892
<i>We got talking
and we found out that,</i>

394
00:23:36,066 --> 00:23:38,329
<i>uh, some of these families
were, uh, family names</i>

395
00:23:38,504 --> 00:23:40,114
<i>that we recognized
from our research.</i>

396
00:23:44,727 --> 00:23:46,294
<i>The Fosty brothers
reached out to me</i>

397
00:23:46,468 --> 00:23:48,992
to see if I could remember

398
00:23:49,166 --> 00:23:51,734
the, the teams and how the...
Who the players were.

399
00:23:51,908 --> 00:23:54,911
I told them I had not
heard that before.

400
00:23:55,085 --> 00:23:57,305
I said the only thing I know
about Black people in hockey

401
00:23:57,479 --> 00:24:01,178
<i>is a picture that used to be
on the old mantel piece
at home.</i>

402
00:24:01,352 --> 00:24:03,137
<i>We were kids, and I think</i>

403
00:24:03,703 --> 00:24:06,880
<i>almost all of us
have the same picture
on the living room walls</i>

404
00:24:07,054 --> 00:24:09,665
<i>of a group of guys
with hockey sticks.</i>

405
00:24:09,839 --> 00:24:13,103
<i>And that was the amount
of information we had.</i>

406
00:24:17,325 --> 00:24:19,806
<i>We were shocked
and astonished and, uh,</i>

407
00:24:20,937 --> 00:24:22,417
even the fact that my father

408
00:24:23,113 --> 00:24:25,028
played goalie for the--

409
00:24:25,202 --> 00:24:28,249
for the Halifax hockey team
in the 1930s, '40s.

410
00:24:29,729 --> 00:24:30,730
Quite a surprise.

411
00:24:43,003 --> 00:24:44,352
No,
I'm feeling good today.

412
00:24:51,838 --> 00:24:54,318
<i>Black folks
are largely absented.</i>

413
00:24:54,493 --> 00:24:56,843
<i>Right? It's a verb.
It's like an action.</i>

414
00:24:57,017 --> 00:24:59,149
We're absented
from the national narrative.

415
00:25:02,892 --> 00:25:07,593
<i>The image of Canada
relies on this allegorical
Black Canada.</i>

416
00:25:09,508 --> 00:25:13,381
<i>Canada as the last stop
on the underground railroad.</i>

417
00:25:16,384 --> 00:25:18,299
<i>Canada as this safe haven,</i>

418
00:25:18,473 --> 00:25:20,910
<i>from the tyranny
of American racism.</i>

419
00:25:21,607 --> 00:25:22,738
<i>And then what, you know?</i>

420
00:25:22,912 --> 00:25:24,523
What happens to those people?

421
00:25:24,697 --> 00:25:26,525
What are their stories?

422
00:25:26,699 --> 00:25:28,483
What do they do,
how do they live?

423
00:25:28,657 --> 00:25:30,050
What is it like?

424
00:25:30,485 --> 00:25:32,356
<i>What is it like
for Black people in Canada?</i>

425
00:25:35,011 --> 00:25:38,754
<i>The stories have not made it
into the mainstream.</i>

426
00:25:42,062 --> 00:25:43,629
<i>You know,
what we teach our children.</i>

427
00:25:46,414 --> 00:25:49,330
<i>And so, we've had
to write ourselves</i>

428
00:25:49,504 --> 00:25:52,725
<i>into the national narrative
of this country.</i>

429
00:25:53,421 --> 00:25:55,205
Pass! Pass!

430
00:25:55,379 --> 00:25:56,816
<i>When we were
researching this history,</i>

431
00:25:56,990 --> 00:25:59,079
<i>um, there was about 13 teams.</i>

432
00:25:59,688 --> 00:26:03,170
<i>Some played one season, uh,
others played for a decade.</i>

433
00:26:03,953 --> 00:26:05,607
<i>One team was
the Amherst Royals,</i>

434
00:26:05,781 --> 00:26:07,478
<i>they played for about
two or three years.</i>

435
00:26:08,479 --> 00:26:10,003
<i>The Moss Backs,
they played one season</i>

436
00:26:10,177 --> 00:26:11,918
<i>that we were able to identify.</i>

437
00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:15,182
<i>The Truro Victorias,
they played
for a decade or more.</i>

438
00:26:15,356 --> 00:26:18,228
<i>The Eurekas played
for at least a decade.</i>

439
00:26:18,402 --> 00:26:20,056
<i>And you had
the Africville Seasides</i>

440
00:26:20,230 --> 00:26:21,754
<i>who were founded in 1894,</i>

441
00:26:21,928 --> 00:26:23,364
<i>and played right up
to the 1930s.</i>

442
00:26:24,234 --> 00:26:25,584
Come on,
let's go! Let's go!

443
00:26:27,586 --> 00:26:28,978
Over here, over here, over here!

444
00:27:16,373 --> 00:27:19,681
<i>At one point, there were
52 Black historic communities
across this province.</i>

445
00:27:23,554 --> 00:27:25,818
<i>Today, there's a handful,
maybe, that are still really</i>

446
00:27:25,992 --> 00:27:27,297
<i>active and vibrant.</i>

447
00:27:31,780 --> 00:27:33,869
<i>At those times, we were really
on the periphery.</i>

448
00:27:35,262 --> 00:27:37,960
<i>Africville was really
on the outskirts of the city.</i>

449
00:27:39,875 --> 00:27:40,963
<i>Close enough
because we might need you</i>

450
00:27:41,137 --> 00:27:42,225
to still be laborers and work,

451
00:27:42,399 --> 00:27:43,923
or do lays work in our houses.

452
00:27:44,097 --> 00:27:45,185
But far enough
you weren't living with us.

453
00:28:06,772 --> 00:28:08,382
<i>Hockey was a big part</i>

454
00:28:08,556 --> 00:28:11,211
<i>of the way of life
in Africville, right.</i>

455
00:28:11,385 --> 00:28:15,563
<i>And a lot of the men played
on the Africville Seasides.</i>

456
00:28:15,737 --> 00:28:18,697
So, that tradition of hockey

457
00:28:18,871 --> 00:28:22,178
and of us finding a way
to play the game

458
00:28:22,352 --> 00:28:24,006
continued straight through

459
00:28:24,180 --> 00:28:25,747
into the '70s.

460
00:28:26,922 --> 00:28:28,532
<i>The whole community,</i>

461
00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:31,187
<i>from the time
you were born practically,</i>

462
00:28:31,361 --> 00:28:34,277
as long as you lived
in the community, you skated.

463
00:28:34,451 --> 00:28:36,192
It was normal.

464
00:28:36,366 --> 00:28:39,021
And when you skated,
there was always a hockey game

465
00:28:39,195 --> 00:28:40,631
that was part of that.

466
00:28:40,806 --> 00:28:42,764
<i>Hockey, it didn't
cost that much.</i>

467
00:28:42,938 --> 00:28:45,375
<i>You give 'em a stick
and a pair of skates.</i>

468
00:28:45,549 --> 00:28:46,986
<i>Every kid played.</i>

469
00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:48,727
<i>When I was growing up,</i>

470
00:28:48,901 --> 00:28:50,990
<i>my life basically
was the Black community.</i>

471
00:28:51,164 --> 00:28:53,862
I don't think
they realized the importance

472
00:28:54,036 --> 00:28:56,473
of what they were doing,
and even what they were doing

473
00:28:56,647 --> 00:28:58,998
when they passed it down
to the next generation because

474
00:29:00,129 --> 00:29:02,566
<i>they didn't just pass down
the skill of hockey</i>

475
00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:04,873
<i>but how you lived your life.</i>

476
00:29:05,047 --> 00:29:07,615
<i>And that's the most
important thing
that I take from it.</i>

477
00:29:08,224 --> 00:29:10,574
<i>Players conducted themselves
with such dignity</i>

478
00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:12,794
because that's the way
they were raised.

479
00:29:25,285 --> 00:29:27,548
How many kids here
are from Nova Scotia?

480
00:29:27,722 --> 00:29:29,768
Put up your hand.
Or family from Nova Scotia?

481
00:29:29,942 --> 00:29:32,640
Anybody know
why we're called Seasides?

482
00:29:32,814 --> 00:29:35,034
Anybody know the history
behind the name? Go ahead.

483
00:29:35,208 --> 00:29:36,862
Black people
that played hockey.

484
00:29:37,036 --> 00:29:38,559
The Black people
that played hockey when?

485
00:29:38,733 --> 00:29:39,778
Um...

486
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:42,476
-  A long time ago.
-  Yes.

487
00:29:42,650 --> 00:29:44,608
The Black people
who played a long time ago.

488
00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:46,567
They-- they couldn't play
with white people

489
00:29:46,741 --> 00:29:49,613
because, well,
I have no clue about that.

490
00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:52,965
That was... Okay.
Okay. Let me try one more.

491
00:29:53,139 --> 00:29:54,488
Why are we called
Seasides? Huh?

492
00:29:54,662 --> 00:29:56,316
There was a team
in Nova Scotia

493
00:29:56,490 --> 00:29:58,187
called the Africville Seasides.

494
00:29:58,361 --> 00:30:00,886
Oh, give him a hand.
Coach got it correct.

495
00:30:01,625 --> 00:30:02,844
Coach, got it correct.

496
00:30:04,541 --> 00:30:05,499
Right?

497
00:30:07,022 --> 00:30:09,285
Guys... [stammers] So just...

498
00:30:10,025 --> 00:30:11,374
Just a little bit
of history, guys.

499
00:30:11,548 --> 00:30:13,942
The very first year,
it was 1895.

500
00:30:14,116 --> 00:30:16,249
Africville Seasides, okay?

501
00:30:16,423 --> 00:30:17,990
That's why we're here.
That's why our name
is called Seasides.

502
00:30:18,164 --> 00:30:19,600
So, guys, that's
a little bit of history.

503
00:30:19,774 --> 00:30:21,297
We'll go into it
in more detail later

504
00:30:21,471 --> 00:30:22,559
when you get
your team uniforms.

505
00:30:22,733 --> 00:30:24,257
Okay. Who are we?

506
00:30:24,431 --> 00:30:25,867
Seasides!

507
00:30:26,041 --> 00:30:27,347
One more time.
Who are we?

508
00:30:27,521 --> 00:30:29,828
Seasides!

509
00:30:30,002 --> 00:30:32,091
Bring it in. Bring it in,
guys, that was beautiful.
Bring it in.

510
00:30:32,265 --> 00:30:34,310
Bring it in.
Bring it in. Bring it in.

511
00:30:34,484 --> 00:30:36,878
<i>You see, for me, I was always
into the Black hockey history.</i>

512
00:30:37,052 --> 00:30:38,662
<i>My family is from Nova Scotia.</i>

513
00:30:38,837 --> 00:30:40,186
<i>I was born here in Toronto.</i>

514
00:30:41,100 --> 00:30:43,058
<i>Growing up in Canada,
we played hockey</i>

515
00:30:43,232 --> 00:30:44,668
from the time
that we could stand up.

516
00:30:44,843 --> 00:30:46,105
We were on skates,
we're Canadian-born.

517
00:30:46,279 --> 00:30:47,367
Saturday night
was hockey night.

518
00:30:47,541 --> 00:30:48,934
We'd get around the TV,

519
00:30:49,108 --> 00:30:50,544
we would watch it,
we would play it.

520
00:30:50,718 --> 00:30:52,589
We-- we'd go outside
and play it all day,

521
00:30:52,763 --> 00:30:54,548
<i>until our hands were numb.</i>

522
00:30:57,159 --> 00:30:58,726
<i>They would never convince me</i>

523
00:30:58,900 --> 00:30:59,683
<i>that I couldn't be
part of the game.</i>

524
00:31:00,771 --> 00:31:02,643
<i>It was like, no, man,
we're part of this game.</i>

525
00:31:02,817 --> 00:31:05,211
<i>I'm Canadian, so it's my game.
We could play hockey.</i>

526
00:31:05,385 --> 00:31:07,387
Like, no matter what happened,
I just kept going.

527
00:31:07,561 --> 00:31:09,737
No matter what incident
we went through,
we just kept going.

528
00:31:09,911 --> 00:31:13,088
We just always tried
to send the message

529
00:31:13,262 --> 00:31:15,569
that we are part of this game,
no matter what.

530
00:31:16,613 --> 00:31:19,138
Let's go over there.
I'm gonna show you how to tie
these skates on tight.

531
00:31:19,312 --> 00:31:21,662
Come on. Let's go over here.
Come on. Okay, now watch.

532
00:31:22,663 --> 00:31:23,620
Tight.

533
00:31:24,056 --> 00:31:25,187
- Mm-hmm.
- Tight.

534
00:31:26,710 --> 00:31:27,842
Boom.

535
00:31:28,321 --> 00:31:29,452
Now you look
like a hockey player.

536
00:31:29,626 --> 00:31:30,801
Now you're ready to go.

537
00:31:34,544 --> 00:31:36,329
The helmet's hurting
right here, correct?

538
00:31:36,503 --> 00:31:38,331
Right? Right in here, right?

539
00:31:38,505 --> 00:31:40,333
You got to keep working it.
It'll get looser and looser.

540
00:31:40,507 --> 00:31:41,856
Okay? But I need you
to come back out there, man.

541
00:31:42,030 --> 00:31:43,379
- All right?
-  Okay.

542
00:31:43,553 --> 00:31:45,033
Don't let your mom
make you miss weeks, man.

543
00:31:45,816 --> 00:31:47,296
Okay? 'Cause I had
to call her twice

544
00:31:47,470 --> 00:31:50,038
to make sure you guys
are here today. Okay?

545
00:31:50,212 --> 00:31:52,432
No more missing weeks, man.
'Cause if you're ready
to start playing games,

546
00:31:52,606 --> 00:31:54,651
we can't miss no weeks. Okay?

547
00:31:57,045 --> 00:31:58,873
<i>I've always tried to tell
the wider hockey community</i>

548
00:31:59,047 --> 00:32:01,310
<i>that they're making this
diversity thing too difficult.</i>

549
00:32:02,137 --> 00:32:05,010
I just went to the areas
in the city to where people
were just neglecting.

550
00:32:06,272 --> 00:32:07,882
<i>One thing that we found
in talking to them</i>

551
00:32:08,056 --> 00:32:09,666
<i>is nobody ever asked them</i>

552
00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:11,538
<i>if they were interested
in playing hockey.</i>

553
00:32:11,712 --> 00:32:13,322
<i>So I-- I just started asking,
and they said,</i>

554
00:32:13,496 --> 00:32:15,107
<i>"Yeah, we're interested.
We're interested."</i>

555
00:32:15,281 --> 00:32:16,847
<i>And that's why
we came up with Seasides.</i>

556
00:32:19,154 --> 00:32:21,461
Right away, that way.
Right away.

557
00:32:21,635 --> 00:32:25,073
<i>We're at 85%
of the children in the program
are subsidized.</i>

558
00:32:25,247 --> 00:32:27,728
<i>'Cause we know that
it's really, really,
really, really expensive.</i>

559
00:32:27,902 --> 00:32:30,209
<i>So whatever it takes,
whatever money that it costs,</i>

560
00:32:30,383 --> 00:32:31,993
<i>whatever equipment
that they need,</i>

561
00:32:32,167 --> 00:32:34,387
we're gonna follow
all of our kids all the way up.

562
00:32:39,827 --> 00:32:42,656
<i>Do I think hockey
is really ready</i>

563
00:32:43,265 --> 00:32:46,225
<i>to welcome a diverse crowd
with open arms?</i>

564
00:32:46,399 --> 00:32:48,618
No. Not 100%.

565
00:32:48,792 --> 00:32:51,970
They're, they're--
Like I said, they're moving
in the right direction,

566
00:32:52,144 --> 00:32:54,450
but they're taking
the long route.

567
00:32:56,583 --> 00:32:58,498
<i>We don't want the kids to get
too comfortable and think</i>

568
00:32:58,672 --> 00:33:00,587
<i>that there's still not racism
in the game.</i>

569
00:33:01,501 --> 00:33:04,634
<i>Hockey's done a really
good job of disguising it.</i>

570
00:33:06,114 --> 00:33:09,465
<i>The NHL has been talking
about diversity since 1993.</i>

571
00:33:11,380 --> 00:33:12,599
<i>They just don't know
what to do with it.</i>

572
00:33:13,513 --> 00:33:14,862
<i>They don't know
what to do with it.</i>

573
00:33:15,036 --> 00:33:16,124
<i>Still, today.</i>

574
00:33:17,908 --> 00:33:20,694
<i>For me,
this beautiful, rich,</i>

575
00:33:21,521 --> 00:33:23,436
<i>and energetic
country of ours</i>

576
00:33:24,306 --> 00:33:27,309
<i>can become a model
of the just society</i>

577
00:33:28,223 --> 00:33:29,703
<i>in which every citizen</i>

578
00:33:29,877 --> 00:33:32,010
<i>will enjoy
his fundamental rights</i>

579
00:33:33,272 --> 00:33:36,579
<i>and peoples of many cultures
will live in harmony.</i>

580
00:33:37,841 --> 00:33:39,191
<i>Talking about
racism in Canada</i>

581
00:33:39,365 --> 00:33:41,541
really pushes at
the-- the boundaries

582
00:33:41,715 --> 00:33:43,586
of the Canadian imagination.

583
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:45,936
Like, what we-- what we think
is possible in this country,

584
00:33:46,111 --> 00:33:48,635
it goes to the core
of who we think we are.

585
00:33:48,809 --> 00:33:51,203
That's, you know,
that's a hard pill to swallow.

586
00:33:51,377 --> 00:33:52,987
The idea that
racism exists here,

587
00:33:53,161 --> 00:33:55,468
<i>when Canadian multiculturalism,</i>

588
00:33:55,642 --> 00:33:57,383
<i>Canadian-- Canadian tolerance,</i>

589
00:33:57,557 --> 00:33:59,863
<i>Canadian benevolence,
is so built into the--</i>

590
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:01,082
our core understandings

591
00:34:01,256 --> 00:34:03,476
of who we are as a country.

592
00:34:05,173 --> 00:34:06,827
<i>♪ A tapestry ♪</i>

593
00:34:07,001 --> 00:34:10,352
<i>♪ Of color,
shapes and sounds ♪</i>

594
00:34:10,526 --> 00:34:14,139
<i>♪ We're a people
bound together ♪</i>

595
00:34:14,313 --> 00:34:17,751
<i>♪ By the visions
we have found ♪</i>

596
00:34:18,404 --> 00:34:21,059
<i>Every country needs
a national identity.</i>

597
00:34:21,233 --> 00:34:25,411
<i>For centuries, ours has been
that we are not American.</i>

598
00:34:25,585 --> 00:34:27,848
<i>We are descendants
of the British,</i>

599
00:34:28,022 --> 00:34:29,371
<i>whatever that means.</i>

600
00:34:29,545 --> 00:34:31,069
And America is where--

601
00:34:31,243 --> 00:34:32,940
is where real racism happens.

602
00:34:33,114 --> 00:34:34,942
It really goes
against the core

603
00:34:35,116 --> 00:34:38,206
of who we think we are,
and that is so challenging.

604
00:34:38,380 --> 00:34:39,903
That's such...

605
00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:43,777
Such a momentous thing
to have to overcome.

606
00:34:50,305 --> 00:34:52,525
<i>I was obsessed.
I was in love with hockey.</i>

607
00:34:53,178 --> 00:34:55,441
<i>Uh, first year Pro,
I was in Rockford</i>

608
00:34:55,615 --> 00:34:57,007
<i>with Chicago's farm team.</i>

609
00:34:58,444 --> 00:35:01,316
<i>We were, um, getting ready
for a pregame skate.</i>

610
00:35:01,490 --> 00:35:03,405
Guys were just doing
the regular thing
in the morning,

611
00:35:03,579 --> 00:35:05,277
<i>taping their sticks,
having a coffee, chatting,</i>

612
00:35:05,451 --> 00:35:07,148
<i>just getting ready
for pregame skate.</i>

613
00:35:08,149 --> 00:35:10,978
<i>I had my iPod going.
I'll never forget,
it was a Lil Wayne song.</i>

614
00:35:12,197 --> 00:35:13,937
<i>The doors come flying open,</i>

615
00:35:14,112 --> 00:35:16,201
<i>and Bill Peters
comes flying in and...</i>

616
00:35:17,158 --> 00:35:19,639
<i>runs up to the iPod
and rips the aux cord out.</i>

617
00:35:20,292 --> 00:35:21,989
<i>And he goes,
"Whose shit is this?</i>

618
00:35:22,163 --> 00:35:23,164
<i>Whose music is this?"</i>

619
00:35:24,122 --> 00:35:26,515
And I was just like, kinda,

620
00:35:27,299 --> 00:35:29,127
"Like a-- it's me
that's playing it."

621
00:35:29,866 --> 00:35:31,172
And he goes,

622
00:35:31,346 --> 00:35:33,000
"I'm tired
of this nigger shit.

623
00:35:33,174 --> 00:35:34,480
Get your nigger shit
out of here. I don't want it--

624
00:35:34,654 --> 00:35:35,611
I don't wanna hear it
ever again."

625
00:35:37,265 --> 00:35:38,527
And I kind of like...

626
00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:41,835
Like, it makes my--
Like, I'm shaking right now.

627
00:35:42,009 --> 00:35:43,837
Like, I was like...

628
00:35:44,403 --> 00:35:46,013
I'm 20 years old, man, like...

629
00:35:46,709 --> 00:35:48,233
And I was the youngest guy

630
00:35:48,407 --> 00:35:49,843
in that-- in that dressing room.

631
00:35:50,017 --> 00:35:52,411
And I'd lock eyes
with one of the players,

632
00:35:52,585 --> 00:35:53,977
<i>and then they'd like,
look away.</i>

633
00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:55,631
<i>Then I'd look this way</i>

634
00:35:55,805 --> 00:35:57,372
<i>and then they'd look--
they'd look away</i>

635
00:35:57,546 --> 00:35:58,634
<i>because they were
so uncomfortable,</i>

636
00:35:58,808 --> 00:35:59,983
<i>they didn't know what to do.</i>

637
00:36:00,158 --> 00:36:01,898
<i>And it was just dead silence.</i>

638
00:36:02,072 --> 00:36:04,597
<i>And then I was like,
"Well, what do I do now?"</i>

639
00:36:04,771 --> 00:36:08,296
<i>Like, do I respond to him,</i>

640
00:36:09,471 --> 00:36:12,344
<i>or do I suck it up
because he controls my fate?</i>

641
00:36:14,259 --> 00:36:17,262
<i>I'm this far away from getting
to the National Hockey League,</i>

642
00:36:17,436 --> 00:36:19,046
<i>and he holds all my cards.</i>

643
00:36:19,220 --> 00:36:20,569
<i>I've worked my whole life.</i>

644
00:36:20,743 --> 00:36:22,441
<i>Like, I grew up on welfare</i>

645
00:36:22,615 --> 00:36:25,792
to get to an inch from
the National Hockey League.

646
00:36:25,966 --> 00:36:27,576
And this is really tough
for me to say

647
00:36:27,750 --> 00:36:29,361
and eats me up inside, like...

648
00:36:30,057 --> 00:36:31,232
In that position...

649
00:36:32,190 --> 00:36:34,844
Y-yes, the right thing
would have been to--

650
00:36:35,018 --> 00:36:36,237
to call it out as what it is.

651
00:36:36,411 --> 00:36:38,152
But I have to know

652
00:36:38,326 --> 00:36:40,285
what the consequences
to that are gonna be.

653
00:36:41,155 --> 00:36:42,200
And...

654
00:36:43,592 --> 00:36:45,290
it came to fruition because...

655
00:36:45,899 --> 00:36:47,901
<i>even after that incident,
he wanted--</i>

656
00:36:48,075 --> 00:36:49,119
<i>He didn't want me on the team</i>

657
00:36:49,294 --> 00:36:50,860
<i>because he felt that I was</i>

658
00:36:51,470 --> 00:36:53,298
<i>shunning him a little bit,
disrespecting him.</i>

659
00:36:53,472 --> 00:36:55,778
<i>And now,
I'm walking on eggshells</i>

660
00:36:55,952 --> 00:36:57,432
<i>after coach called me
an N-word</i>

661
00:36:57,606 --> 00:36:59,478
<i>and making sure
that he's okay.</i>

662
00:37:00,174 --> 00:37:03,003
<i>And I just, like, that's a lot
to, like, wrap in your mind.</i>

663
00:37:03,177 --> 00:37:05,179
<i>Like, I know
what happened was wrong,</i>

664
00:37:05,353 --> 00:37:06,920
<i>but there's nothing
I can do about it.</i>

665
00:37:07,094 --> 00:37:08,313
<i>And I've got to make sure
that the guy</i>

666
00:37:08,487 --> 00:37:10,532
<i>that did it to me is okay</i>

667
00:37:11,098 --> 00:37:12,360
<i>so I can reach my dream.</i>

668
00:37:24,938 --> 00:37:27,027
I feel like sometimes
I'm going in circles and stuff,

669
00:37:27,201 --> 00:37:29,159
but it's just like,
hard stuff to talk about.

670
00:37:30,944 --> 00:37:32,424
You just gotta
spit it out.

671
00:37:37,733 --> 00:37:41,215
<i>I think it happens
right off the bat.</i>

672
00:37:41,389 --> 00:37:43,086
<i>It's a reality
that you're living.</i>

673
00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:46,786
Racism. And how deeply
it's ingrained in the game.

674
00:37:47,961 --> 00:37:50,790
<i>My mom's Filipino
and my dad's white.</i>

675
00:37:50,964 --> 00:37:53,662
<i>She comes from a huge
blended family.</i>

676
00:37:53,836 --> 00:37:56,883
<i>Black, Asian, First Nations.</i>

677
00:37:57,623 --> 00:38:00,278
<i>Growing up here
you're the butt of every joke.</i>

678
00:38:00,930 --> 00:38:02,758
<i>I think the ignorance
of little kids</i>

679
00:38:03,368 --> 00:38:06,458
<i>not knowing exactly like,
what ethnicity I was,</i>

680
00:38:07,067 --> 00:38:09,374
<i>you kind of just get
the book thrown at you.</i>

681
00:38:09,548 --> 00:38:11,724
<i>See what sticks and see what--
see what hurts me.</i>

682
00:38:11,898 --> 00:38:13,203
But I just...

683
00:38:13,682 --> 00:38:15,510
I just knew
all my family, like...

684
00:38:16,294 --> 00:38:17,643
Uh, kind of
everything hurt me.

685
00:38:18,121 --> 00:38:19,384
So you're-- you're constantly

686
00:38:19,558 --> 00:38:20,646
standing up for those people

687
00:38:20,820 --> 00:38:22,691
and, and wanting to, you know,

688
00:38:22,865 --> 00:38:25,651
represent them or, you know,
not let anything slide, but...

689
00:38:27,043 --> 00:38:28,741
It's a lot,
it's hard work.

690
00:38:28,915 --> 00:38:31,309
That's exhausting, you know,
constantly doing that,

691
00:38:31,483 --> 00:38:33,615
especially in hockey,
with how frequent it is.

692
00:38:36,705 --> 00:38:38,185
<i>I know there was a time
when I was younger,</i>

693
00:38:38,359 --> 00:38:39,534
<i>like, at a teen tournament.</i>

694
00:38:39,708 --> 00:38:40,709
<i>Um...</i>

695
00:38:42,276 --> 00:38:43,582
Guys would call me the N-word.

696
00:38:43,756 --> 00:38:44,844
I was just...

697
00:38:45,671 --> 00:38:48,978
It's fucked up, like,
why are you saying this? I...

698
00:38:49,501 --> 00:38:50,545
Don't call me it again.

699
00:38:51,503 --> 00:38:53,331
It's done.

700
00:38:53,505 --> 00:38:56,682
They're like, you know,
"you're not Black.
You're Filipino."

701
00:38:56,856 --> 00:38:58,379
Like, why--
"why are you mad about that?"

702
00:38:59,380 --> 00:39:00,947
It's-- it's not right.

703
00:39:01,426 --> 00:39:03,341
They're like, "well we'll give
you something to be mad about."

704
00:39:03,515 --> 00:39:05,081
And then they start
calling you like, "chink."

705
00:39:07,301 --> 00:39:08,737
<i>And... it's like,
in that moment,</i>

706
00:39:08,911 --> 00:39:10,391
<i>I just-- I just fought the guy.</i>

707
00:39:11,044 --> 00:39:12,088
<i>I didn't...</i>

708
00:39:12,393 --> 00:39:14,177
<i>It was like,</i>

709
00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:16,354
<i>my first, like, probably
real, real fight, like...</i>

710
00:39:17,616 --> 00:39:19,182
<i>And I didn't win.</i>

711
00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:21,010
<i>I was--
I was playing up.</i>

712
00:39:21,184 --> 00:39:22,360
<i>I was-- I was a rookie
on the team, so...</i>

713
00:39:23,578 --> 00:39:25,754
I got my shots in,
but took a beating

714
00:39:25,928 --> 00:39:27,408
and then went back
to my room and...

715
00:39:28,017 --> 00:39:30,193
<i>like, just crying.</i>

716
00:39:32,805 --> 00:39:34,720
<i>Just wondering, like,
"Why am I even playing?"</i>

717
00:39:34,894 --> 00:39:36,243
<i>Like, "Why am I
playing hockey?"</i>

718
00:39:37,505 --> 00:39:39,159
It's not right...

719
00:39:39,333 --> 00:39:40,595
Little kids shouldn't
have to do that, you know.

720
00:39:40,769 --> 00:39:42,989
I was like, like,
13 years old.

721
00:39:45,252 --> 00:39:46,296
It's just bullshit.

722
00:39:47,385 --> 00:39:49,256
Growing up,
I was definitely the only,

723
00:39:49,430 --> 00:39:51,693
uh, Black player
on every team I played on.

724
00:39:52,955 --> 00:39:54,566
<i>I was a shy, timid kid,</i>

725
00:39:54,740 --> 00:39:56,437
<i>didn't want really
to speak out, ever.</i>

726
00:39:56,611 --> 00:39:58,570
<i>When you start playing hockey
at a young age,</i>

727
00:39:58,744 --> 00:40:00,789
you gotta act a certain way,
you gotta dress a certain way.

728
00:40:00,963 --> 00:40:02,704
You gotta talk a certain way.

729
00:40:02,878 --> 00:40:04,619
<i>You will never cause a scene,
cause trouble,</i>

730
00:40:04,793 --> 00:40:06,404
<i>um, you know, that's just
a hockey mentality.</i>

731
00:40:06,578 --> 00:40:07,709
<i>It's always been like that.</i>

732
00:40:08,275 --> 00:40:09,929
<i>I was probably
nine, ten years old,</i>

733
00:40:10,103 --> 00:40:11,931
<i>we were in a tournament,
some hockey tournament</i>

734
00:40:12,105 --> 00:40:14,194
in Montreal,
and, um, you know,

735
00:40:14,368 --> 00:40:16,370
we had played
the semifinals that morning.

736
00:40:16,544 --> 00:40:17,850
We had one big game

737
00:40:18,024 --> 00:40:19,678
and then we had
an afternoon finals,

738
00:40:19,852 --> 00:40:21,636
and obviously as a kid,
you know, playing the finals

739
00:40:21,810 --> 00:40:23,246
or whatever tournament,
you know, you're--

740
00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:24,552
you're obviously excited,
you're pumped.

741
00:40:24,726 --> 00:40:25,727
<i>I mean, you're-- you're a kid.</i>

742
00:40:25,901 --> 00:40:27,381
<i>You're playing hockey</i>

743
00:40:27,555 --> 00:40:28,426
<i>for the love
of the game, right?</i>

744
00:40:30,079 --> 00:40:31,603
<i>Before the game,
for some reason,</i>

745
00:40:31,777 --> 00:40:33,735
<i>there was, uh,
opposing team's parents,</i>

746
00:40:33,909 --> 00:40:35,607
<i>uh, in the hallway.</i>

747
00:40:35,781 --> 00:40:37,347
<i>Two or three of them
were, you know,</i>

748
00:40:37,522 --> 00:40:39,524
making monkey noises
and calling me the N-bomb.

749
00:40:40,176 --> 00:40:41,961
You know, at the time,
I'm just like...

750
00:40:42,135 --> 00:40:43,266
"Who's-- who's
the adult right now?"

751
00:40:43,441 --> 00:40:45,530
Like, who, who, like...

752
00:40:45,704 --> 00:40:47,793
"What is going on?"
Like, "This is not right."

753
00:40:47,967 --> 00:40:50,056
And obviously, as a--
as a ten-year-old kid,

754
00:40:50,230 --> 00:40:52,101
like, you don't know
what to say,
you don't know what to do.

755
00:40:53,059 --> 00:40:55,017
<i>My teammates behind me,
you know, are seeing this,</i>

756
00:40:55,191 --> 00:40:56,628
<i>like, they don't know
what to do. They're--</i>

757
00:40:57,367 --> 00:40:58,368
<i>They're in shock as well.</i>

758
00:41:03,243 --> 00:41:06,420
<i>You hear stories
about little kids,
you know, quitting hockey.</i>

759
00:41:06,594 --> 00:41:08,030
<i>But, you know, luckily for me</i>

760
00:41:08,204 --> 00:41:10,119
the love of my game,
you know,

761
00:41:11,164 --> 00:41:12,774
it was just, was so much
deeper than that,

762
00:41:12,948 --> 00:41:15,081
and, um,
I just wanted to shut them up

763
00:41:15,255 --> 00:41:16,865
by telling them, like,
"Hey, like, I'm out here.

764
00:41:17,039 --> 00:41:18,606
Yeah, I'm Black.
I'm a hockey player.

765
00:41:18,780 --> 00:41:19,999
And I'm gonna show you."

766
00:41:33,578 --> 00:41:35,667
<i>That's one of
the interesting things about</i>

767
00:41:35,841 --> 00:41:37,451
<i>the Colored Hockey League.</i>

768
00:41:37,625 --> 00:41:39,888
<i>The innovation
in terms of the sport.</i>

769
00:41:41,934 --> 00:41:44,066
<i>What made this
unique was,</i>

770
00:41:44,240 --> 00:41:48,288
<i>because the league didn't have
an official rule book,</i>

771
00:41:48,854 --> 00:41:51,247
<i>they had adopted
the white rules,</i>

772
00:41:51,421 --> 00:41:54,468
and, uh, had a looseness

773
00:41:54,642 --> 00:41:57,079
in their interpretation
of these rules.

774
00:42:01,736 --> 00:42:03,259
<i>At that time,</i>

775
00:42:03,433 --> 00:42:05,044
<i>players could not lift
their sticks</i>

776
00:42:05,218 --> 00:42:06,219
<i>off the ice.</i>

777
00:42:11,180 --> 00:42:14,793
<i>Eddie Martin,
like many other Blacks
at that time,</i>

778
00:42:14,967 --> 00:42:16,664
<i>played baseball
in the summers.</i>

779
00:42:16,838 --> 00:42:20,668
And so during the course
of a game in 1903,

780
00:42:20,842 --> 00:42:25,020
<i>he ended up breaking in
on the goaltender</i>

781
00:42:25,194 --> 00:42:28,937
<i>and decided to raise
that stick waist high</i>

782
00:42:29,111 --> 00:42:30,504
<i>and fire a shot.</i>

783
00:42:30,678 --> 00:42:32,550
<i>The teams and the officials</i>

784
00:42:32,724 --> 00:42:34,900
<i>got into arguing about that,</i>

785
00:42:35,074 --> 00:42:37,467
<i>though, eventually,
it was resolved.</i>

786
00:42:37,642 --> 00:42:40,688
And, uh, Eddie had pioneered

787
00:42:40,862 --> 00:42:43,038
what would become
the slap shot.

788
00:42:43,212 --> 00:42:45,432
Come on,
go, go, go, go.

789
00:42:48,783 --> 00:42:50,611
Come on! Your stick
was way up there.

790
00:42:52,308 --> 00:42:56,095
And it wasn't until
25 years after

791
00:42:56,269 --> 00:42:59,315
when Frank "Bun" Cook
of the New York Rangers,

792
00:42:59,489 --> 00:43:02,754
<i>he introduced it,
as well as Andy Bathgate.</i>

793
00:43:05,060 --> 00:43:07,541
<i>But ultimately,
it was the Golden Jet,</i>

794
00:43:07,715 --> 00:43:11,893
<i>Bobby Hull,
who popularized the slap shot.</i>

795
00:43:12,067 --> 00:43:13,939
<i>Going through
the defense, getting set,</i>

796
00:43:14,113 --> 00:43:16,376
<i>he may pass or shoot,
he drives one, scores!</i>

797
00:43:19,597 --> 00:43:21,860
<i>Back in 1895,</i>

798
00:43:22,034 --> 00:43:25,559
<i>another rule
was that the goalie
had to stand in the net.</i>

799
00:43:25,733 --> 00:43:29,781
<i>But those rules were thrown out
in, uh, Colored Hockey League.</i>

800
00:43:29,955 --> 00:43:32,174
<i>The talk about
some of it being
somewhat unorthodox</i>

801
00:43:32,348 --> 00:43:34,655
<i>compared to the white leagues
for instance,</i>

802
00:43:34,829 --> 00:43:36,788
<i>the goaltender being able
to go down on the ice
to stop a shot,</i>

803
00:43:36,962 --> 00:43:38,659
<i>something that was
unheard of at that time.</i>

804
00:43:38,833 --> 00:43:40,530
<i>But Henry Franklyn,
who was a goaltender</i>

805
00:43:40,705 --> 00:43:41,967
<i>with the Dartmouth team,</i>

806
00:43:42,141 --> 00:43:43,446
<i>you read in the articles</i>

807
00:43:43,621 --> 00:43:45,144
<i>how he went down
to block a shot.</i>

808
00:43:49,539 --> 00:43:50,932
<i>That style of goaltending</i>

809
00:43:51,106 --> 00:43:54,109
uh, predated the NHL.

810
00:43:54,283 --> 00:43:57,286
<i>Great save!
Played it on the left wing.</i>

811
00:43:57,460 --> 00:44:00,507
<i>People like Glen Hall,
back in the '50s and '60s,</i>

812
00:44:00,681 --> 00:44:03,205
<i>Tony Esposito
in the '60s and '70s.</i>

813
00:44:03,379 --> 00:44:05,947
<i>...by Tony Esposito.</i>

814
00:44:06,121 --> 00:44:07,645
<i>He faked three men.</i>

815
00:44:08,254 --> 00:44:11,518
<i>Not only was Franklin
innovative in that regard,</i>

816
00:44:11,692 --> 00:44:13,694
<i>he would wander
outside of his net</i>

817
00:44:13,868 --> 00:44:14,956
<i>to play the puck,</i>

818
00:44:15,130 --> 00:44:16,784
and pass it to the forwards.

819
00:44:16,958 --> 00:44:18,786
Uh, he sort of
set the standard,

820
00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:23,095
<i>and it wouldn't be
until the late '50s,</i>

821
00:44:23,269 --> 00:44:25,793
<i>Jacques Plante
copied that style.</i>

822
00:44:26,881 --> 00:44:28,709
<i>New York Rangers
shoot the puck in,</i>

823
00:44:28,883 --> 00:44:31,320
<i>Plante came way out of the net
and he's gonna hold it.</i>

824
00:44:32,017 --> 00:44:34,889
<i>So that style
of goaltending</i>

825
00:44:35,063 --> 00:44:36,935
<i>changed the face of hockey.</i>

826
00:44:39,024 --> 00:44:41,330
<i>Look at the writings
in the</i> Acadian Recorder

827
00:44:41,504 --> 00:44:43,550
<i>and you see it there
written by the reporters</i>

828
00:44:43,724 --> 00:44:48,076
<i>that those innovations began
in the Colored Hockey League.</i>

829
00:44:48,250 --> 00:44:50,949
<i>When you read about
what the reporters were saying</i>

830
00:44:51,123 --> 00:44:53,603
<i>of the style of play,
of the speed of the play,</i>

831
00:44:53,778 --> 00:44:55,780
<i>the innovations that--
that were there,</i>

832
00:44:55,954 --> 00:44:57,520
um, you start
to realize the fact

833
00:44:57,695 --> 00:45:01,089
that this league had gave
a lot to the sport.

834
00:45:01,263 --> 00:45:03,222
And, and, and, you know,

835
00:45:03,396 --> 00:45:05,790
the NHL and hockey
as we know it today

836
00:45:05,964 --> 00:45:07,966
has really never looked back
to claim any of it.

837
00:45:13,623 --> 00:45:14,929
Yeah!

838
00:45:27,550 --> 00:45:29,204
Okay. This is one--

839
00:45:29,378 --> 00:45:31,380
this is one of my little
cubby holes.

840
00:45:32,817 --> 00:45:35,254
And I have some prized
possessions in here.

841
00:45:36,516 --> 00:45:38,039
These are my father's...

842
00:45:39,519 --> 00:45:40,825
hockey cards.

843
00:45:40,999 --> 00:45:42,478
Some of the originals.

844
00:45:44,089 --> 00:45:46,091
I can get it open. Here we go.

845
00:45:48,702 --> 00:45:50,312
Yeah, this is...

846
00:45:50,486 --> 00:45:53,968
This is one of
the original hockey cards.

847
00:45:54,664 --> 00:45:57,711
Uh, two of the originals,
the little one.

848
00:45:58,973 --> 00:46:00,018
And, uh...

849
00:46:01,889 --> 00:46:06,589
these are a couple of the others
that have come out since.

850
00:46:12,508 --> 00:46:13,858
My treasures.

851
00:46:16,512 --> 00:46:17,513
Amazing.

852
00:46:17,687 --> 00:46:19,472
To me, this was a gift.

853
00:46:23,955 --> 00:46:28,786
Because I have my father's
real feelings on tape.

854
00:46:36,881 --> 00:46:40,101
Herb Carnegie was
the best Black player

855
00:46:40,275 --> 00:46:42,147
never to play in the NHL.

856
00:46:42,321 --> 00:46:44,236
I think he's the best
Black hockey person

857
00:46:44,410 --> 00:46:46,064
who is not
in the Hall of Fame.

858
00:46:46,847 --> 00:46:50,329
<i>Herb played in various
leagues in Canada.</i>

859
00:46:50,503 --> 00:46:51,809
<i>Played with distinction.</i>

860
00:46:51,983 --> 00:46:53,898
<i>He was a center, a setup man.</i>

861
00:46:54,637 --> 00:46:58,293
<i>Played on a famous
all-Black line called
the Black Aces.</i>

862
00:46:58,467 --> 00:47:00,861
<i>His brother, Ossie Carnegie
and Manny McIntyre</i>

863
00:47:01,035 --> 00:47:02,080
<i>were the linemates.</i>

864
00:47:02,515 --> 00:47:04,604
<i>And they were a prolific line.</i>

865
00:47:08,347 --> 00:47:09,478
<i>You do?</i>

866
00:47:31,152 --> 00:47:33,241
<i>So, uh, anyway,
now I get on the train.</i>

867
00:47:33,415 --> 00:47:35,504
<i>I come to Montreal
and then from Montreal...</i>

868
00:47:37,463 --> 00:47:39,204
<i>I had met
Herbie Carnegie</i>

869
00:47:39,378 --> 00:47:41,597
<i>in Sherbrooke, uh,
with the Quebec Aces.</i>

870
00:47:43,512 --> 00:47:46,428
<i>Herb was by far the better
of the three players.</i>

871
00:47:46,602 --> 00:47:48,039
<i>Should have been
in the National Hockey League,</i>

872
00:47:48,213 --> 00:47:49,736
uh, before me.

873
00:47:49,910 --> 00:47:52,957
Um, had all the skills
and the ability to play.

874
00:47:53,131 --> 00:47:56,134
Uh, just unfortunate
circumstances, you know,

875
00:47:56,308 --> 00:47:59,267
kept him from, you know,
from being chosen.

876
00:48:00,921 --> 00:48:04,229
<i>Conn Smythe, the owner
of the Toronto Maple Leafs,</i>

877
00:48:04,403 --> 00:48:06,622
<i>saw him playing
at Maple Leaf Gardens.</i>

878
00:48:06,796 --> 00:48:09,277
<i>And by all accounts,
Conn Smythe was impressed,</i>

879
00:48:10,104 --> 00:48:12,193
<i>but not so impressed
that he wanted to make history</i>

880
00:48:12,367 --> 00:48:14,587
<i>by signing
the first Black player.</i>

881
00:48:14,761 --> 00:48:16,328
Instead, Conn Smythe

882
00:48:16,502 --> 00:48:18,678
was widely quoted
by journalists as saying,

883
00:48:19,679 --> 00:48:22,377
"I'd give any man $10,000,

884
00:48:22,551 --> 00:48:24,597
who could turn
Herb Carnegie white."

885
00:48:26,077 --> 00:48:28,296
Now, I got that statement
when I was 18.

886
00:48:31,996 --> 00:48:33,519
How would you feel?

887
00:48:33,693 --> 00:48:34,912
I'd feel awful.

888
00:48:35,956 --> 00:48:37,392
I can't forget it.

889
00:48:38,132 --> 00:48:40,047
Because he cut my knees off.

890
00:48:41,092 --> 00:48:42,658
He broke my legs.

891
00:48:50,666 --> 00:48:51,972
It's horrible.

892
00:48:53,147 --> 00:48:55,541
So I don't want people
to go through that.

893
00:49:03,505 --> 00:49:06,508
<i>My father said
when he was told this,</i>

894
00:49:06,682 --> 00:49:10,208
<i>he decided that he would
just try even harder.</i>

895
00:49:11,731 --> 00:49:14,212
He actually said,
"I played every game

896
00:49:14,386 --> 00:49:17,824
like a scout was watching me
and that they would see me.

897
00:49:17,998 --> 00:49:21,871
They'd actually see me
and recognized my talent."

898
00:49:25,919 --> 00:49:28,791
<i>In 1948,
Herb finally got an offer</i>

899
00:49:28,966 --> 00:49:30,793
<i>to go to the New York Rangers
training camp</i>

900
00:49:30,968 --> 00:49:32,447
<i>in upstate New York.</i>

901
00:49:32,621 --> 00:49:34,058
<i>Have a chance
to make the team.</i>

902
00:49:34,972 --> 00:49:38,976
<i>My father and mother
were on pins and needles.</i>

903
00:49:39,802 --> 00:49:45,460
And it's like, "Oh,
I finally have my chance.

904
00:49:45,634 --> 00:49:47,854
A chance
that I've been waiting for."

905
00:49:48,028 --> 00:49:50,335
<i>And he played well.</i>

906
00:49:50,509 --> 00:49:51,945
<i>And they told him so.</i>

907
00:49:52,772 --> 00:49:55,470
<i>And the offer is half
of what he was earning.</i>

908
00:49:56,515 --> 00:49:58,865
The Rangers' first two offers
to Herb Carnegie

909
00:49:59,039 --> 00:50:02,347
were lowball offers.

910
00:50:02,521 --> 00:50:05,437
<i>After another few days
of impressing the Rangers
at training camp,</i>

911
00:50:05,611 --> 00:50:07,352
<i>and impressing
the front office,</i>

912
00:50:07,526 --> 00:50:09,615
<i>they made him
another lowball offer.</i>

913
00:50:09,789 --> 00:50:11,182
<i>So he turned it down.</i>

914
00:50:12,748 --> 00:50:16,883
It's as if they may have found
Herb Carnegie, uppity,

915
00:50:17,057 --> 00:50:19,190
if you wanna use
a racial stereotype.

916
00:50:19,364 --> 00:50:22,454
"You, you didn't take
the offer we-- we gave you.

917
00:50:23,020 --> 00:50:24,586
Who do you think you are?"

918
00:50:27,285 --> 00:50:30,418
<i>And as a result,
the Rangers never made him
another offer.</i>

919
00:50:32,464 --> 00:50:34,857
<i>Herb Carnegie never played
in the NHL.</i>

920
00:50:36,294 --> 00:50:37,991
<i>Which is because,
you know,</i>

921
00:50:38,165 --> 00:50:40,428
because he--
of his color, you know.

922
00:50:40,602 --> 00:50:44,258
They just weren't ready
for a Black hockey player.

923
00:50:54,007 --> 00:50:56,140
<i>My father
was never the person</i>

924
00:50:56,314 --> 00:50:57,489
<i>who put his name forward</i>

925
00:50:58,794 --> 00:51:01,971
to be in the NHL
Hockey Hall of Fame.

926
00:51:03,277 --> 00:51:05,758
There have been many attempts
through the years

927
00:51:05,932 --> 00:51:07,629
where people came to us
and said,

928
00:51:08,413 --> 00:51:10,197
"We believe
he should be in there."

929
00:51:13,331 --> 00:51:15,202
<i>But, of course,
he was never an NHL-er,</i>

930
00:51:15,376 --> 00:51:18,292
<i>so they kind of
threw that out there.</i>

931
00:51:18,466 --> 00:51:20,033
<i>But they do have
other categories,</i>

932
00:51:20,207 --> 00:51:21,382
<i>like builder.</i>

933
00:51:22,253 --> 00:51:24,385
<i>He was someone
whose contributions</i>

934
00:51:24,559 --> 00:51:27,084
make the sport
of hockey better.

935
00:51:29,042 --> 00:51:31,000
<i>In his post hockey days,</i>

936
00:51:31,175 --> 00:51:34,047
<i>he started a school,
the famous Aces School.</i>

937
00:51:34,961 --> 00:51:36,745
<i>If it was not
the first such school,</i>

938
00:51:36,919 --> 00:51:39,487
<i>it was one of the first,
and it taught hockey skills</i>

939
00:51:39,661 --> 00:51:43,709
<i>as well as sportsmanship,
handling yourself with class</i>

940
00:51:43,883 --> 00:51:47,800
<i>and dignity and grace,
producing better citizens.</i>

941
00:51:47,974 --> 00:51:50,803
<i>And even that
was not looked upon</i>

942
00:51:50,977 --> 00:51:54,372
<i>as worthy of induction
into the Hall of Fame.</i>

943
00:52:00,508 --> 00:52:02,902
<i>It's a shame
that avid hockey fans</i>

944
00:52:03,076 --> 00:52:04,860
<i>don't know the name
"Herb Carnegie."</i>

945
00:52:05,034 --> 00:52:08,342
<i>It's a shame that his
contributions as a player</i>

946
00:52:08,516 --> 00:52:10,388
<i>has been overlooked
by so many people.</i>

947
00:52:38,416 --> 00:52:39,808
You know
what I feel like right now?

948
00:52:39,982 --> 00:52:41,419
It's like mental. I'm scared.

949
00:52:41,593 --> 00:52:43,377
- To... to drown.
- Yeah, okay.

950
00:52:43,551 --> 00:52:46,032
But you're in water.
Worst case scenario,
you fall over.

951
00:52:57,522 --> 00:52:59,741
<i>Dealing
with all this shit
on the ice and off the ice.</i>

952
00:52:59,915 --> 00:53:01,700
<i>These racial incidents.</i>

953
00:53:01,874 --> 00:53:03,397
<i>I don't even talk about
the mental side of things.</i>

954
00:53:03,571 --> 00:53:05,312
<i>How many
sleepless nights, man?</i>

955
00:53:05,486 --> 00:53:07,532
<i>Sleeping pills just to try
to get to sleep.</i>

956
00:53:07,706 --> 00:53:09,621
<i>I was in a dark hole
for a while.</i>

957
00:53:09,795 --> 00:53:10,926
And that was
an altering point.

958
00:53:11,100 --> 00:53:12,580
Not in my hockey career,
my life.

959
00:53:12,754 --> 00:53:14,060
My mindset changed from that.

960
00:53:15,409 --> 00:53:16,454
So how was it?

961
00:53:17,542 --> 00:53:18,543
It hurts, man.

962
00:53:19,500 --> 00:53:20,458
But it's okay?

963
00:53:22,242 --> 00:53:24,897
- Yeah, it's just--
it's just weak, and...
- Right.

964
00:53:25,071 --> 00:53:27,552
- ...still getting that
sharp pain, but...
- You've got to get stronger.

965
00:53:27,726 --> 00:53:29,510
You got to start
pushing all day.

966
00:53:33,775 --> 00:53:35,386
<i>That's when
I started feeling</i>

967
00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:37,257
<i>a type of way
about the game of hockey</i>

968
00:53:37,431 --> 00:53:39,433
<i>and the stakeholders
in the game of hockey</i>

969
00:53:39,607 --> 00:53:41,218
<i>and the power brokers
in this game.</i>

970
00:53:47,876 --> 00:53:50,792
<i>The world right now has had
this incredible attack</i>

971
00:53:50,966 --> 00:53:52,707
<i>with social injustice.</i>

972
00:53:52,881 --> 00:53:54,709
<i>And now we're sort of
grappling with, uh...</i>

973
00:53:54,883 --> 00:53:57,756
Yes, but the infrastructure
or the institutions

974
00:53:57,930 --> 00:53:59,192
or everything that was...

975
00:54:00,019 --> 00:54:02,239
What does it mean for that

976
00:54:02,413 --> 00:54:03,892
if we move forward here?

977
00:54:06,025 --> 00:54:07,896
<i>With that comes a lot of fear.</i>

978
00:54:08,070 --> 00:54:09,898
<i>And you're seeing us
kind of move through that, uh,</i>

979
00:54:10,072 --> 00:54:11,683
<i>period of fear uncomfortably.</i>

980
00:54:12,510 --> 00:54:13,772
<i>There are certain things</i>

981
00:54:13,946 --> 00:54:15,426
that are very specific
to hockey

982
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:17,254
that you just
don't get elsewhere.

983
00:54:17,428 --> 00:54:18,820
And a big part of that

984
00:54:18,994 --> 00:54:20,387
is the insular nature
of the sport.

985
00:54:24,522 --> 00:54:26,611
<i>No one player
is greater than the team.</i>

986
00:54:26,785 --> 00:54:29,266
That's what's been preached
in hockey for so long.

987
00:54:29,440 --> 00:54:31,398
<i>They always say
No one's above the team,</i>

988
00:54:31,572 --> 00:54:33,661
<i>which, I believe in that.
No one is above the team.</i>

989
00:54:33,835 --> 00:54:35,272
<i>You're supposed
to work together.
That's how you win.</i>

990
00:54:35,446 --> 00:54:37,274
<i>That's how a team game
is played.</i>

991
00:54:37,448 --> 00:54:39,319
<i>But at the same time,
I think players are trained</i>

992
00:54:39,493 --> 00:54:41,016
<i>to do what is told of you</i>

993
00:54:41,190 --> 00:54:43,280
and not question,
kind of, the system.

994
00:54:44,150 --> 00:54:46,674
<i>With hockey,
you have a lot of great values</i>

995
00:54:46,848 --> 00:54:48,502
<i>or a lot of great ideals.</i>

996
00:54:48,676 --> 00:54:50,156
<i>Playing together,
having this one goal,</i>

997
00:54:50,330 --> 00:54:52,332
<i>it's good in itself.</i>

998
00:54:52,506 --> 00:54:55,466
<i>But with hockey, it kind of
takes it to the extreme.</i>

999
00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:57,990
<i>You should listen
to your coach,</i>

1000
00:54:58,164 --> 00:55:00,558
<i>but that doesn't mean
that you don't say
anything ever, right?</i>

1001
00:55:00,732 --> 00:55:02,603
<i>I wanted
to let people know</i>

1002
00:55:02,777 --> 00:55:04,518
<i>what was happening at times.</i>

1003
00:55:04,692 --> 00:55:07,129
But if I wanted
to excel in my career,

1004
00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:09,654
I had to keep my mouth shut
and just move forward.

1005
00:55:11,917 --> 00:55:14,093
<i>You don't wanna draw
that attention to yourself.</i>

1006
00:55:14,267 --> 00:55:17,009
<i>It creates this culture
that's very cyclical,</i>

1007
00:55:17,183 --> 00:55:19,098
<i>and it's very hard
to break that cycle.</i>

1008
00:55:31,284 --> 00:55:32,329
What?

1009
00:55:33,242 --> 00:55:34,505
How's it going, Akim?

1010
00:55:35,201 --> 00:55:37,159
<i>How you doing, buddy?
What's going on?</i>

1011
00:55:37,334 --> 00:55:38,117
- Nothing much.
How about yourself?
- <i>What are you, 17 now?</i>

1012
00:55:38,291 --> 00:55:39,466
No, I'm 16.

1013
00:55:39,640 --> 00:55:41,120
Turning 17 in June.

1014
00:55:41,686 --> 00:55:44,297
<i>Man, you're a, a leader
at, at such a young age.</i>

1015
00:55:44,471 --> 00:55:46,473
<i>I wasn't doing
what you're doing at that age.</i>

1016
00:55:46,647 --> 00:55:48,867
<i>It's, uh... it's inspiring.</i>

1017
00:55:49,041 --> 00:55:50,651
<i>Obviously,
just wanted to check in.</i>

1018
00:55:50,825 --> 00:55:52,479
<i>Um, see how things are going.</i>

1019
00:55:52,653 --> 00:55:54,394
<i>Where you're at
with Hockey PEI,</i>

1020
00:55:54,568 --> 00:55:55,917
<i>and obviously,
I know you reached out</i>

1021
00:55:56,091 --> 00:55:57,354
to Hockey Canada as well.

1022
00:55:58,006 --> 00:56:01,096
<i>Well, the five spectators
from Friday night,</i>

1023
00:56:01,270 --> 00:56:04,099
they have been suspended,
25 games.

1024
00:56:04,273 --> 00:56:07,364
While Saturday night incident
at the hotel,

1025
00:56:07,538 --> 00:56:08,887
it's still
under investigation.

1026
00:56:09,061 --> 00:56:10,541
We haven't heard anything much

1027
00:56:10,715 --> 00:56:13,631
and from what they sent
my dad from emails,

1028
00:56:13,805 --> 00:56:16,329
it's been copy and paste
of the same thing,

1029
00:56:16,503 --> 00:56:18,287
that when we keep checking up.

1030
00:56:18,462 --> 00:56:19,724
They're keep saying
the same thing

1031
00:56:19,898 --> 00:56:21,813
that it's still
under investigation.

1032
00:56:23,815 --> 00:56:26,426
<i>In November of 2021,</i>

1033
00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:29,908
it was a early bird
tournament in PEI.

1034
00:56:30,996 --> 00:56:33,912
<i>There was some--
these five boys,</i>

1035
00:56:34,086 --> 00:56:36,523
<i>sixteen, 17-year-olds,
chirping.</i>

1036
00:56:37,481 --> 00:56:40,222
These spectators were
kind of throwing, you know,

1037
00:56:40,397 --> 00:56:42,877
"You suck, goalie,"
and all this stuff,

1038
00:56:43,051 --> 00:56:44,662
but, like, trying
to get in my head.

1039
00:56:44,836 --> 00:56:46,664
<i>And after I got scored on,
they said, like,</i>

1040
00:56:46,838 --> 00:56:48,622
<i>"You fucking suck, nigger!</i>

1041
00:56:48,796 --> 00:56:50,711
<i>You fucking nigger."
All this.</i>

1042
00:56:50,885 --> 00:56:54,106
<i>But I just had to, like,
stay focused into the game.</i>

1043
00:56:55,934 --> 00:56:58,240
<i>They continued
every time I skated by.
They'd be like,</i>

1044
00:56:58,415 --> 00:57:00,329
"You shouldn't be playing
fucking hockey, you nigger!"

1045
00:57:00,982 --> 00:57:02,767
<i>Mark called
the refs over</i>

1046
00:57:02,941 --> 00:57:04,333
<i>and told them
what was happening.</i>

1047
00:57:05,030 --> 00:57:06,727
<i>They didn't wanna deal with it.</i>

1048
00:57:06,901 --> 00:57:08,163
Those boys should have been
removed from the rink.

1049
00:57:08,337 --> 00:57:09,382
But they weren't.

1050
00:57:11,166 --> 00:57:13,299
<i>We hit the hotel later.</i>

1051
00:57:13,473 --> 00:57:16,389
<i>The team that we were
playing against
on Friday night,</i>

1052
00:57:16,563 --> 00:57:19,610
a couple of their players
were on the same floor as us,

1053
00:57:19,784 --> 00:57:21,263
and they were in the hallways.

1054
00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:23,265
Some guys called--
some guys called me

1055
00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:24,702
just "fucking nigger."

1056
00:57:24,876 --> 00:57:26,791
And one told me,
"Shut up, nigger!"

1057
00:57:26,965 --> 00:57:29,446
You know? And I came out
with a couple other players.

1058
00:57:29,620 --> 00:57:32,884
They all...
They heard them that night.

1059
00:57:33,058 --> 00:57:35,800
Some guys heard them call me
a monkey and all this.

1060
00:57:36,409 --> 00:57:38,846
<i>Do you feel that
enough is being done?</i>

1061
00:57:39,020 --> 00:57:40,979
<i>Or do you think that
there could be more that--
that could be done?</i>

1062
00:57:41,153 --> 00:57:43,590
Well, at first Hockey PEI,

1063
00:57:43,764 --> 00:57:45,766
they didn't have
the resources for this.

1064
00:57:45,940 --> 00:57:47,420
And they admitted it

1065
00:57:47,594 --> 00:57:49,248
and they had to get help
from Hockey Canada.

1066
00:57:49,422 --> 00:57:50,423
<i>But...</i>

1067
00:57:50,597 --> 00:57:52,599
<i>Overall, it's just...</i>

1068
00:57:54,296 --> 00:57:57,038
It's just a little difficult
to deal with them.

1069
00:57:57,212 --> 00:58:00,999
Why they took this long
to handle anything

1070
00:58:01,173 --> 00:58:03,784
4to give those players
the disciplinary action,

1071
00:58:03,958 --> 00:58:06,134
and how long
this second incident's

1072
00:58:06,308 --> 00:58:08,006
taking to be investigated?

1073
00:58:10,138 --> 00:58:13,141
<i>After that, you said,
"Dad, I just wanna go home.</i>

1074
00:58:13,838 --> 00:58:16,057
I've never been called
so many racial slurs

1075
00:58:16,231 --> 00:58:17,798
until I came here to play.

1076
00:58:17,972 --> 00:58:19,670
<i>And I did nothing
to these kids.</i>

1077
00:58:19,844 --> 00:58:21,759
<i>All I did was play hockey."</i>

1078
00:58:21,933 --> 00:58:24,065
<i>Let's say Mark was playing
the game, got in a fight.</i>

1079
00:58:25,719 --> 00:58:27,068
<i>Next day,
he's gone for five games.</i>

1080
00:58:27,242 --> 00:58:29,027
No doubt. He's gone.

1081
00:58:29,723 --> 00:58:31,116
But you do a racial incident,

1082
00:58:32,421 --> 00:58:34,206
we're almost five months
with Hockey PEI

1083
00:58:34,380 --> 00:58:35,816
on the second incident.

1084
00:58:35,990 --> 00:58:37,688
And, you know, the second,
the third...

1085
00:58:37,862 --> 00:58:39,167
First one took three months.

1086
00:58:39,994 --> 00:58:41,474
<i>We should have answers.</i>

1087
00:58:42,736 --> 00:58:45,217
<i>A few parents,
the Black father and...</i>

1088
00:58:45,391 --> 00:58:47,436
<i>They said,
"Wayne, I'm glad it was you.</i>

1089
00:58:47,611 --> 00:58:49,569
That pushed this forward."
He said, "If it was me,

1090
00:58:49,743 --> 00:58:51,353
"it would have been
brushed aside."

1091
00:58:52,485 --> 00:58:54,095
And that shouldn't be.

1092
00:58:57,969 --> 00:59:00,580
<i>There's no rules
set in place for how to deal
with this stuff.</i>

1093
00:59:00,754 --> 00:59:03,104
<i>It seems that hockey
is so far behind</i>

1094
00:59:03,278 --> 00:59:06,760
<i>and when these occurrences
happen of racism,</i>

1095
00:59:06,934 --> 00:59:08,196
<i>they don't really know
what to do.</i>

1096
00:59:09,241 --> 00:59:10,808
<i>Um, I know it's a--</i>

1097
00:59:10,982 --> 00:59:12,723
<i>It's a really tough space
to be in,</i>

1098
00:59:12,897 --> 00:59:14,333
- <i>um, so honestly...</i>
- I know.

1099
00:59:14,507 --> 00:59:15,900
<i>...we appreciate you.</i>

1100
00:59:16,074 --> 00:59:18,467
<i>I... We appreciate
your family.</i>

1101
00:59:18,642 --> 00:59:20,339
<i>I don't even think you realize
how many kids
you're gonna help.</i>

1102
00:59:20,513 --> 00:59:22,254
<i>And, honestly, everybody
that's of color in hockey</i>

1103
00:59:22,428 --> 00:59:25,083
<i>that's trying to just feel
welcome in the game.</i>

1104
00:59:25,257 --> 00:59:26,650
<i>And, and it's a huge
thank you to you.</i>

1105
00:59:26,824 --> 00:59:27,912
<i>So I appreciate you, boss.</i>

1106
00:59:28,565 --> 00:59:30,131
I appreciate the call.

1107
00:59:30,305 --> 00:59:31,872
<i>Of course, okay.
See you, Mark.</i>

1108
00:59:32,046 --> 00:59:33,526
See ya.

1109
00:59:33,700 --> 00:59:35,528
<i>Say hi
to your dad for me.</i>

1110
00:59:35,702 --> 00:59:36,224
- Oh, no problem. See ya.
- <i>All right. Take it easy.</i>

1111
00:59:40,054 --> 00:59:43,101
<i>Spook! Spook! Spook!</i>

1112
00:59:43,841 --> 00:59:47,018
<i>The chant
of "Spook! Spook!"</i>

1113
00:59:47,192 --> 00:59:48,672
<i>Just one epithet</i>

1114
00:59:48,846 --> 00:59:51,326
<i>from a poisonous garden
of racial slurs</i>

1115
00:59:51,500 --> 00:59:53,154
<i>flung at Val James</i>

1116
00:59:53,328 --> 00:59:55,940
<i>when he plays hockey
in Salem, Virginia.</i>

1117
00:59:56,114 --> 00:59:57,898
<i>We frequently talk
about exclusion, right?</i>

1118
00:59:58,072 --> 01:00:00,161
<i>Being locked out
of the halls of power,</i>

1119
01:00:00,335 --> 01:00:03,948
being locked out of the rooms
where decisions are happening

1120
01:00:04,122 --> 01:00:05,384
and that, that is true.

1121
01:00:05,558 --> 01:00:07,473
That is one function
of racism.

1122
01:00:07,647 --> 01:00:10,694
But racism
can also be a function

1123
01:00:10,868 --> 01:00:13,566
of predatory inclusion, right?

1124
01:00:13,740 --> 01:00:15,481
We are included in ways

1125
01:00:15,655 --> 01:00:18,223
that end up
being quite harmful to us.

1126
01:00:18,397 --> 01:00:19,877
<i>And we never think about</i>

1127
01:00:20,051 --> 01:00:22,009
<i>what happens
to people of color,</i>

1128
01:00:22,183 --> 01:00:24,621
<i>what happens to Black people
after they are integrated</i>

1129
01:00:24,795 --> 01:00:27,232
<i>into these predominantly
white spaces.</i>

1130
01:00:28,102 --> 01:00:29,626
<i>These predominantly
white spaces,</i>

1131
01:00:29,800 --> 01:00:32,150
<i>which never wanted us.</i>

1132
01:00:32,324 --> 01:00:35,806
Hey, price
for fighting a nigger!

1133
01:00:36,502 --> 01:00:40,288
<i>What is that like,
to be the only Black player
on a hockey rink?</i>

1134
01:00:41,115 --> 01:00:42,943
I bet it's awful.

1135
01:00:49,733 --> 01:00:51,865
<i>Throughout my career,
I've always felt as though</i>

1136
01:00:52,039 --> 01:00:55,782
I've had to let go of a piece
of my Blackness to fit in.

1137
01:01:00,526 --> 01:01:02,615
<i>My time at Yale
was very difficult</i>

1138
01:01:02,789 --> 01:01:06,184
<i>just because I definitely
expected my team
to be more woke</i>

1139
01:01:06,358 --> 01:01:08,273
<i>and, you know,
more educated in that sense.</i>

1140
01:01:09,666 --> 01:01:13,844
<i>Being able to be my 100%
authentic self involved them,</i>

1141
01:01:14,018 --> 01:01:16,411
<i>you know, not necessarily
being able to relate to me.</i>

1142
01:01:16,585 --> 01:01:18,239
<i>And by my second year
of college,</i>

1143
01:01:18,413 --> 01:01:19,937
<i>I was done code-switching.</i>

1144
01:01:20,111 --> 01:01:22,026
<i>I was done setting aside
my Blackness.</i>

1145
01:01:23,854 --> 01:01:25,682
<i>I'm a very driven individual,</i>

1146
01:01:25,856 --> 01:01:27,292
<i>and I don't like
quitting things,</i>

1147
01:01:27,466 --> 01:01:29,468
<i>so I really just
wanted to continue.</i>

1148
01:01:29,642 --> 01:01:31,775
But at the same time,
I quite often played

1149
01:01:31,949 --> 01:01:33,907
with hate in my heart
and I played angry.

1150
01:01:36,040 --> 01:01:39,652
<i>And I probably played angry
up until this past year.</i>

1151
01:01:59,803 --> 01:02:02,109
<i>I never played
with another Black player</i>

1152
01:02:02,283 --> 01:02:03,981
<i>up until my senior year
at Yale.</i>

1153
01:02:04,459 --> 01:02:08,333
<i>And I realized the importance
of me having a friend</i>

1154
01:02:08,507 --> 01:02:10,944
<i>and having somebody to look to
in the dressing room.</i>

1155
01:02:11,118 --> 01:02:14,295
<i>With the Toronto Six signing
Angela James and Mark Joslin</i>

1156
01:02:14,469 --> 01:02:17,908
<i>to be our coaches, for myself,
I was just overjoyed.</i>

1157
01:02:18,952 --> 01:02:21,607
<i>♪ Oh, Canada ♪</i>

1158
01:02:21,781 --> 01:02:26,220
<i>♪ We stand on guard ♪</i>

1159
01:02:26,394 --> 01:02:30,964
<i>♪ For thee ♪</i>

1160
01:02:37,666 --> 01:02:40,060
<i>I got the call
that Angela was gonna
be coaching me.</i>

1161
01:02:40,234 --> 01:02:41,670
<i>I definitely bawled
my eyes out.</i>

1162
01:02:41,845 --> 01:02:42,802
<i>A breakaway for James.</i>

1163
01:02:45,022 --> 01:02:47,024
<i>For myself, that was
really the only person</i>

1164
01:02:47,198 --> 01:02:48,895
<i>that I had to look up to</i>

1165
01:02:49,069 --> 01:02:50,941
<i>when I was growing up
in the hockey community.</i>

1166
01:02:51,115 --> 01:02:52,594
<i>There wasn't any other
Black women for me to look to.</i>

1167
01:02:52,769 --> 01:02:54,988
<i>The MVP,
Angela James.</i>

1168
01:03:00,080 --> 01:03:02,387
<i>Playing
professionally now,
I-- I don't think I play</i>

1169
01:03:02,561 --> 01:03:03,823
<i>with as much hate in my heart,</i>

1170
01:03:03,997 --> 01:03:05,477
<i>um, but at the same time,</i>

1171
01:03:05,651 --> 01:03:06,870
<i>I'm still aware
of all of the things</i>

1172
01:03:07,044 --> 01:03:08,480
that have happened
in the past.

1173
01:03:20,579 --> 01:03:22,755
<i>The league itself,
when it first started,</i>

1174
01:03:22,929 --> 01:03:25,976
<i>we're talking about
the turn of the century,</i>

1175
01:03:26,150 --> 01:03:28,717
<i>into the early 20th century.</i>

1176
01:03:29,631 --> 01:03:31,242
<i>So you've got
great leadership, right?</i>

1177
01:03:31,416 --> 01:03:33,026
<i>You've got people like
James Kinney,</i>

1178
01:03:33,200 --> 01:03:34,375
<i>James Robinson Johnston.</i>

1179
01:03:34,549 --> 01:03:36,073
<i>They're getting into politics,</i>

1180
01:03:36,247 --> 01:03:38,423
<i>they're becoming
a force in elections.</i>

1181
01:03:38,597 --> 01:03:40,294
They're building up
the social structure

1182
01:03:40,468 --> 01:03:42,166
of Black communities.

1183
01:03:42,340 --> 01:03:44,298
Come on, let's go! Let's go!

1184
01:03:44,472 --> 01:03:48,346
<i>The league was seen
as part of a social movement</i>

1185
01:03:48,520 --> 01:03:50,914
<i>which should help
develop pride</i>

1186
01:03:51,088 --> 01:03:56,093
<i>but also raising
the social mobility of Blacks.</i>

1187
01:03:57,398 --> 01:03:59,618
<i>You've got people
coming to the games.</i>

1188
01:03:59,792 --> 01:04:02,012
<i>Black empowerment,
taking shape
through ticket sales.</i>

1189
01:04:02,621 --> 01:04:06,407
<i>You've got to
remember, work for Black men
in particular</i>

1190
01:04:06,581 --> 01:04:08,061
<i>was very scarce.</i>

1191
01:04:08,235 --> 01:04:10,585
<i>So the revenue
that was generated</i>

1192
01:04:10,759 --> 01:04:13,197
<i>from the Hockey League
was very, very important</i>

1193
01:04:13,371 --> 01:04:15,808
<i>to, to the whole community,</i>

1194
01:04:15,982 --> 01:04:17,941
<i>not just the league itself.</i>

1195
01:04:18,115 --> 01:04:20,378
I think my aunt told me my...

1196
01:04:20,552 --> 01:04:23,990
Her father, my grandfather,
got 50 cents a month,

1197
01:04:24,164 --> 01:04:26,645
and it was big money.

1198
01:04:27,994 --> 01:04:29,866
<i>The white teams</i>

1199
01:04:30,040 --> 01:04:32,303
<i>who played hockey
here in Halifax</i>

1200
01:04:32,477 --> 01:04:35,001
<i>wanted a part of that revenue,
that money.</i>

1201
01:04:35,175 --> 01:04:38,178
<i>So they would organize
exhibition games</i>

1202
01:04:38,352 --> 01:04:39,832
<i>against the Colored
Hockey League</i>

1203
01:04:40,006 --> 01:04:41,660
<i>to get a share in the gate.</i>

1204
01:04:43,488 --> 01:04:45,403
<i>They could bring
a crowd out.</i>

1205
01:04:45,577 --> 01:04:47,100
I remember reading
about one game
that happened in Sydney,

1206
01:04:47,274 --> 01:04:49,233
where they had 250 people
come out to watch.

1207
01:04:49,886 --> 01:04:52,279
<i>Some amazing stuff to read
about being able
to break the color barrier.</i>

1208
01:04:52,453 --> 01:04:55,456
<i>Playing games
against white teams,
which would've been unheard of.</i>

1209
01:04:55,630 --> 01:04:58,633
They were living second-class
citizenship in this country,

1210
01:04:58,807 --> 01:05:03,116
uh, and yet they were playing
Canada's pastime back in 1895.

1211
01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:05,727
You know? Wow.
The-- the amazingness

1212
01:05:05,902 --> 01:05:07,947
that surrounds all of that
when you think about it.

1213
01:05:16,216 --> 01:05:17,652
<i>But when you look
at some of the things</i>

1214
01:05:17,826 --> 01:05:19,306
<i>that-- that were
in the Sydney paper</i>

1215
01:05:19,480 --> 01:05:21,047
when the teams went down
and played in Sydney,

1216
01:05:21,221 --> 01:05:22,831
it had really nothing
to do about the game.

1217
01:05:23,006 --> 01:05:24,572
It had more to do with
trying to make spectacles

1218
01:05:24,746 --> 01:05:26,270
<i>of the Black players
that were playing.</i>

1219
01:05:27,358 --> 01:05:29,838
<i>Those were just
racist, cartoonish,</i>

1220
01:05:30,013 --> 01:05:32,406
<i>derogatory depictions
of Black people.</i>

1221
01:05:32,580 --> 01:05:35,061
<i>That was our systemically
racist society</i>

1222
01:05:35,235 --> 01:05:37,150
<i>that always tried
to make us more buffoonish.</i>

1223
01:05:37,324 --> 01:05:39,326
Or tried to make us
less than serious,

1224
01:05:39,500 --> 01:05:42,373
instead of in reality,
looking at the sportsmanship

1225
01:05:42,547 --> 01:05:44,201
that was out there
and talking about

1226
01:05:44,375 --> 01:05:45,680
how these players
were playing.

1227
01:05:48,770 --> 01:05:50,555
<i>Were there white leagues
that saw the--</i>

1228
01:05:50,729 --> 01:05:51,425
<i>the Colored Hockey League
as a threat to them?</i>

1229
01:05:51,599 --> 01:05:53,210
<i>Possibly.</i>

1230
01:05:53,384 --> 01:05:54,994
<i>Uh, what's the best way
to dismantle that,</i>

1231
01:05:55,168 --> 01:05:57,083
<i>is to, you know, to put out</i>

1232
01:05:57,257 --> 01:05:58,693
something that says
they're not as good

1233
01:05:58,867 --> 01:06:00,565
and they're just making
fools of the games.

1234
01:06:00,739 --> 01:06:03,176
And so therefore,
you diminish people's interest

1235
01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:04,656
in going to watch them,

1236
01:06:04,830 --> 01:06:06,440
uh, and going to pay
to see them

1237
01:06:06,614 --> 01:06:09,052
or, or talking positively
about it.

1238
01:06:13,404 --> 01:06:14,883
<i>We now acknowledge</i>

1239
01:06:15,058 --> 01:06:16,537
<i>that race is
a social construct.</i>

1240
01:06:16,711 --> 01:06:20,454
In the 18th, 19th,
early 20th century,

1241
01:06:20,628 --> 01:06:23,022
we talk about race as being
a biological construct.

1242
01:06:23,196 --> 01:06:24,893
<i>People really believed</i>

1243
01:06:25,068 --> 01:06:27,896
<i>that there were
differences in biology</i>

1244
01:06:28,071 --> 01:06:30,812
<i>that distinguished races
from one another.</i>

1245
01:06:30,987 --> 01:06:34,599
So your race determined
your temperament,

1246
01:06:34,773 --> 01:06:38,777
your morality,
your behavior, your potential.

1247
01:06:45,523 --> 01:06:47,046
<i>When I was
12 years old,</i>

1248
01:06:47,220 --> 01:06:48,787
I said, "Mom, I wanna be
the first Black woman

1249
01:06:48,961 --> 01:06:51,442
to play in the Olympics
for team USA."

1250
01:06:54,184 --> 01:06:55,707
<i>2013 rolls around,</i>

1251
01:06:55,881 --> 01:06:57,796
<i>I'm graduating
from Boston College,</i>

1252
01:06:57,970 --> 01:06:59,232
<i>I'm in my prime.</i>

1253
01:06:59,928 --> 01:07:01,887
-  <i>It's a score!</i>

1254
01:07:02,061 --> 01:07:04,107
<i>Tapped in by Bolden.</i>

1255
01:07:04,281 --> 01:07:06,805
I won two U18
World Championships,

1256
01:07:06,979 --> 01:07:09,938
I'm in this pool of 40 to 60

1257
01:07:10,113 --> 01:07:11,940
of the best players
in the world

1258
01:07:12,115 --> 01:07:13,942
<i>that are trying out
for the national team.</i>

1259
01:07:14,639 --> 01:07:16,554
<i>Obviously,
I'm the only person of color.</i>

1260
01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:25,563
<i>The idea
that Black people</i>

1261
01:07:25,737 --> 01:07:28,522
<i>are naturally physical,
naturally gifted</i>

1262
01:07:28,696 --> 01:07:30,307
<i>and suited for manual labor,</i>

1263
01:07:30,481 --> 01:07:33,571
as opposed to leadership
or intellectual pursuits,

1264
01:07:33,745 --> 01:07:36,617
<i>is a longstanding stereotype.</i>

1265
01:07:36,791 --> 01:07:41,622
<i>It ties directly back to that
legacy of racial hierarchy</i>

1266
01:07:41,796 --> 01:07:44,321
<i>connected to
transatlantic slavery.</i>

1267
01:07:44,495 --> 01:07:46,801
<i>And the idea that white people</i>

1268
01:07:46,975 --> 01:07:51,110
<i>were superior in every way,
was common at that time.</i>

1269
01:07:52,416 --> 01:07:55,549
<i>I would constantly go
into these training camps</i>

1270
01:07:55,723 --> 01:07:58,204
<i>and feel like
I wasn't being seen.</i>

1271
01:07:58,378 --> 01:08:00,946
<i>Feel like there was just
this barrier</i>

1272
01:08:01,120 --> 01:08:03,688
<i>of misunderstanding
and perception.</i>

1273
01:08:05,820 --> 01:08:07,735
<i>That idea needs
to be passed down</i>

1274
01:08:07,909 --> 01:08:11,130
<i>from generation to generation
for it to occur today.</i>

1275
01:08:11,826 --> 01:08:13,959
<i>And then when
we bring sport into it,</i>

1276
01:08:14,786 --> 01:08:17,919
<i>that kind of binary thinking
leads to Black people</i>

1277
01:08:18,094 --> 01:08:19,704
<i>being assumed
to not be coachable</i>

1278
01:08:19,878 --> 01:08:22,010
<i>and not be
leadership potential.</i>

1279
01:08:23,490 --> 01:08:25,101
<i>I was told that...</i>

1280
01:08:26,363 --> 01:08:28,669
I was perceived
to be uncoachable.

1281
01:08:29,714 --> 01:08:32,978
And that was like,
a gut punch to me.

1282
01:08:33,152 --> 01:08:34,284
What do you mean? I'm, I'm...

1283
01:08:34,458 --> 01:08:36,851
I'm not a disrespectful person.

1284
01:08:37,025 --> 01:08:39,463
I shake my head,
I give good eye contact.

1285
01:08:39,637 --> 01:08:41,334
I show up, I do the work.

1286
01:08:41,508 --> 01:08:43,641
<i>I was shocked
when that was told to me.</i>

1287
01:08:45,643 --> 01:08:49,560
I don't know if it was
because of this.

1288
01:08:49,734 --> 01:08:51,518
I don't know
what it was because of.

1289
01:08:51,692 --> 01:08:56,001
But I can only think
about things like that

1290
01:08:56,175 --> 01:08:58,221
based off of my experience.

1291
01:08:58,395 --> 01:09:00,353
And it was--
it was tragic for me.

1292
01:09:00,527 --> 01:09:02,703
It was heartbreaking.
I lost myself.

1293
01:09:02,877 --> 01:09:04,052
<i>For years.</i>

1294
01:09:05,228 --> 01:09:07,273
<i>In hockey,
there are certain adjectives</i>

1295
01:09:07,447 --> 01:09:10,581
like "heady" or "smart"

1296
01:09:10,755 --> 01:09:14,062
that are not applied
to Black players.

1297
01:09:15,716 --> 01:09:17,414
<i>The result
of that 20 or 30 years ago</i>

1298
01:09:17,588 --> 01:09:19,851
was that Black men in the NHL

1299
01:09:20,025 --> 01:09:22,593
were pretty much relegated
to being enforcers.

1300
01:09:22,767 --> 01:09:24,856
<i>George Laraque,
Donald Brashear...</i>

1301
01:09:32,255 --> 01:09:33,691
<i>He's just too strong.</i>

1302
01:09:33,865 --> 01:09:36,607
<i>This guy is a tower,
I'll tell you...</i>

1303
01:09:36,781 --> 01:09:39,871
<i>This assumption
that you don't think
as well as people</i>

1304
01:09:40,045 --> 01:09:41,699
<i>from other groups,</i>

1305
01:09:41,873 --> 01:09:44,832
<i>it's all based on stereotypes,
not reality.</i>

1306
01:09:45,746 --> 01:09:47,357
<i>Unconscious bias.</i>

1307
01:09:47,531 --> 01:09:49,402
<i>I've been dealing with that
my whole career.</i>

1308
01:09:49,576 --> 01:09:51,012
I've had coaches say,
"Oh, your hockey IQ

1309
01:09:51,187 --> 01:09:52,449
is actually pretty good,"

1310
01:09:52,623 --> 01:09:53,972
and, "Oh", like,
"You're actually...

1311
01:09:54,146 --> 01:09:55,147
Oh, you're actually articulate."

1312
01:09:57,018 --> 01:09:58,281
<i>Looking back,
they're just like...</i>

1313
01:09:59,064 --> 01:10:00,892
It's just cra...

1314
01:10:01,066 --> 01:10:02,459
Things that are crazy
that no one should have

1315
01:10:02,633 --> 01:10:03,851
to really deal with,
to be honest.

1316
01:10:12,556 --> 01:10:15,950
<i>In my experience,
and I've been raising
Black kids for 30 years,</i>

1317
01:10:16,124 --> 01:10:18,605
they could think the game
just like anybody else.

1318
01:10:18,779 --> 01:10:21,434
Guys, everybody got a puck?
Everybody got a puck?

1319
01:10:22,870 --> 01:10:25,960
Stand still. Okay.
Let's start moving.

1320
01:10:26,134 --> 01:10:27,571
Keep it on your stick.

1321
01:10:30,095 --> 01:10:32,315
<i>What happens is,
is because
those teams are coached,</i>

1322
01:10:32,489 --> 01:10:35,143
<i>by hockey dads
and volunteers and friends,</i>

1323
01:10:35,318 --> 01:10:36,362
they take the Black kids,
and say,

1324
01:10:36,536 --> 01:10:37,972
"You're gonna play defense."

1325
01:10:38,146 --> 01:10:39,626
We're gonna stick you back
at the back

1326
01:10:39,800 --> 01:10:41,976
because we're just gonna
use you athletically.

1327
01:10:46,459 --> 01:10:48,592
<i>It's just like, "Oh,
you're six-foot-two</i>

1328
01:10:48,766 --> 01:10:50,507
<i>and you're a Black kid,
you're 190,
you should be a beast."</i>

1329
01:10:50,681 --> 01:10:53,466
No, why can't a six-foot,
290-pound Black kid

1330
01:10:53,640 --> 01:10:54,598
be pretty out there?

1331
01:10:54,772 --> 01:10:55,686
One, two, three, four.

1332
01:10:55,860 --> 01:10:57,035
Come on. Come on.

1333
01:10:59,298 --> 01:11:00,734
<i>It's just something that,
that starts from the time</i>

1334
01:11:00,908 --> 01:11:01,866
<i>that they're younger.</i>

1335
01:11:02,040 --> 01:11:03,737
<i>They just segment guys.</i>

1336
01:11:03,911 --> 01:11:05,391
<i>That's why you don't see
a lot of Black centers,</i>

1337
01:11:05,565 --> 01:11:07,088
<i>glory positions.</i>

1338
01:11:07,263 --> 01:11:10,744
<i>And it's a story
that they've created.</i>

1339
01:11:10,918 --> 01:11:14,618
They're running out of,
um, excuses,

1340
01:11:14,792 --> 01:11:16,620
really, is what I would say.

1341
01:11:28,632 --> 01:11:31,461
<i>When I was younger,
the first player
I was introduced to</i>

1342
01:11:31,635 --> 01:11:33,463
<i>was Willie O'Ree,
um, by my parents.</i>

1343
01:11:33,637 --> 01:11:35,247
They just wanted me
to know that, you know,

1344
01:11:35,421 --> 01:11:36,857
obviously, hockey is
a pretty white sport,

1345
01:11:37,031 --> 01:11:38,642
but, you know,
it was a possibility

1346
01:11:38,816 --> 01:11:40,252
because somebody, you know,
who looked like me

1347
01:11:40,426 --> 01:11:41,427
<i>had already made it.</i>

1348
01:11:46,911 --> 01:11:48,434
<i>My parents always
prepared me well</i>

1349
01:11:48,608 --> 01:11:50,218
<i>for being one of
the only Black players</i>

1350
01:11:50,393 --> 01:11:52,003
<i>in hockey, to expect it,</i>

1351
01:11:52,177 --> 01:11:53,613
<i>you know,
and try not to react to it.</i>

1352
01:11:53,787 --> 01:11:54,484
<i>But it's hard.
I'm a human being.</i>

1353
01:11:59,576 --> 01:12:01,882
<i>I had just gotten traded from
LA to Philadelphia, and...</i>

1354
01:12:02,709 --> 01:12:04,755
<i>It was kind of, you know,
a new start for me,</i>

1355
01:12:04,929 --> 01:12:06,234
<i>a place where I could go</i>

1356
01:12:06,409 --> 01:12:07,932
<i>and, uh,
kind of reinvent myself.</i>

1357
01:12:08,759 --> 01:12:10,543
<i>We were playing Detroit,</i>

1358
01:12:10,717 --> 01:12:12,328
<i>at the John Labatt Centre
in London, Ontario.</i>

1359
01:12:13,067 --> 01:12:14,939
So we were tied
after regulation,

1360
01:12:15,113 --> 01:12:16,593
overtime,
we go into a shootout.

1361
01:12:16,767 --> 01:12:19,073
Um, I'm skating down the ice,

1362
01:12:19,247 --> 01:12:20,466
and all of a sudden,

1363
01:12:21,685 --> 01:12:23,339
I see an object fly by me.

1364
01:12:23,513 --> 01:12:25,079
Um, you know, at the time,

1365
01:12:25,253 --> 01:12:26,385
I'm like, kind of,
you know, "What is that?"

1366
01:12:26,559 --> 01:12:27,952
I take a glance. I'm like...

1367
01:12:28,996 --> 01:12:29,954
it's a banana.

1368
01:12:30,128 --> 01:12:31,347
And immediately,

1369
01:12:31,521 --> 01:12:32,783
I already know
what's going on.

1370
01:12:46,579 --> 01:12:48,146
<i>I honest to God,
I had a million
different things</i>

1371
01:12:48,320 --> 01:12:49,756
<i>going through my mind.</i>

1372
01:12:49,930 --> 01:12:51,715
<i>I knew guys
weren't gonna understand</i>

1373
01:12:51,889 --> 01:12:53,586
<i>what I was going through,
so I just buried it.</i>

1374
01:12:54,587 --> 01:12:56,328
<i>To the outside world,
I probably looked like
it didn't affect me much.</i>

1375
01:12:56,502 --> 01:12:58,678
<i>But, um, you know,
on the inside, it was burning.</i>

1376
01:13:00,158 --> 01:13:01,333
<i>This morning, Londoner,</i>

1377
01:13:01,507 --> 01:13:03,509
<i>Christopher Moorhouse, 26,</i>

1378
01:13:03,683 --> 01:13:06,382
pleaded guilty
under the Trespass Act

1379
01:13:06,556 --> 01:13:08,296
for throwing
that piece of fruit.

1380
01:13:08,471 --> 01:13:11,212
<i>While Moorhouse pled guilty
to the one charge</i>

1381
01:13:11,387 --> 01:13:13,911
<i>after an extensive
police investigation,</i>

1382
01:13:14,085 --> 01:13:15,739
<i>what was revealed this morning</i>

1383
01:13:15,913 --> 01:13:18,655
<i>was that there was
absolutely no evidence</i>

1384
01:13:18,829 --> 01:13:20,744
<i>that the throwing
of the banana</i>

1385
01:13:20,918 --> 01:13:22,049
<i>was racially motivated.</i>

1386
01:13:22,223 --> 01:13:23,747
<i>After hearing the evidence,</i>

1387
01:13:23,921 --> 01:13:25,705
<i>justice of the peace,
Robert Seneshen,</i>

1388
01:13:25,879 --> 01:13:26,967
<i>referred to Moorhouse</i>

1389
01:13:27,141 --> 01:13:28,752
<i>as a thoughtful young man</i>

1390
01:13:28,926 --> 01:13:30,188
<i>who is not a racist</i>

1391
01:13:30,362 --> 01:13:32,320
<i>or a bigot in any way.</i>

1392
01:13:32,495 --> 01:13:34,192
<i>Moorhouse was fined $200,</i>

1393
01:13:34,366 --> 01:13:36,324
<i>and the justice of the peace
said he hoped</i>

1394
01:13:36,499 --> 01:13:38,414
that he could put
the incident behind him

1395
01:13:38,588 --> 01:13:42,026
and continue on his path
towards a career in policing.

1396
01:13:47,814 --> 01:13:49,686
<i>I don't know
how many times</i>

1397
01:13:49,860 --> 01:13:51,252
<i>I've gotten called something
and everyone's like,</i>

1398
01:13:51,427 --> 01:13:52,645
"Oh, you know,
it's just one person,

1399
01:13:52,819 --> 01:13:54,255
you know, they're ignorant."

1400
01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:56,127
Well, then why has
this happened to me?

1401
01:13:56,823 --> 01:13:58,738
I can't even count the amount
of times this happened to me.

1402
01:13:58,912 --> 01:14:00,784
So why does that happen?
If it's one person,

1403
01:14:00,958 --> 01:14:02,525
and that is the only
ignorant person,

1404
01:14:02,699 --> 01:14:05,571
how is that situation
isolated? It's not.

1405
01:14:05,745 --> 01:14:09,009
It's-- it's a cultural problem
within the sport of hockey.

1406
01:14:09,183 --> 01:14:12,970
And the fact that, um,
it goes unchecked,

1407
01:14:13,144 --> 01:14:14,841
is the biggest problem
about it.

1408
01:14:15,015 --> 01:14:16,974
- Anybody of color

1409
01:14:17,148 --> 01:14:18,715
that tried to make it
playing hockey up there,

1410
01:14:18,889 --> 01:14:20,238
listen to the stories
they had.

1411
01:14:20,412 --> 01:14:21,979
They'd be like,
"Were you in Alabama?"

1412
01:14:22,153 --> 01:14:23,589
- "No, it was in Manitoba."

1413
01:14:23,763 --> 01:14:25,983
Members of
an indigenous hockey team

1414
01:14:26,157 --> 01:14:28,376
say they faced racist taunts.

1415
01:14:30,814 --> 01:14:33,164
<i>In my lifetime,
I faced racism before</i>

1416
01:14:33,338 --> 01:14:35,166
<i>but not at this level.</i>

1417
01:14:35,340 --> 01:14:36,428
These aren't
one-off incidents.

1418
01:14:36,602 --> 01:14:38,386
They happen all the time.

1419
01:14:38,561 --> 01:14:40,998
<i>Racism knows no age limits.</i>

1420
01:14:41,172 --> 01:14:43,087
<i>Ask Divyne Apollon.</i>

1421
01:14:43,261 --> 01:14:45,437
<i>He had to endure monkey chants
from an opposing team.</i>

1422
01:14:45,611 --> 01:14:47,744
<i>Take Ty Cornett
who dealt with opponents</i>

1423
01:14:47,918 --> 01:14:50,442
<i>who acted like gorillas
every time he lined up</i>

1424
01:14:50,616 --> 01:14:52,836
<i>in front
of an opponent's bench.</i>

1425
01:14:53,010 --> 01:14:55,708
<i>It's frustrating
because I know
what that's like.</i>

1426
01:14:55,882 --> 01:14:58,145
You know,
when I'm five years old,
listening to parents

1427
01:14:58,319 --> 01:15:00,713
scream names and things at me.

1428
01:15:00,887 --> 01:15:03,237
<i>Subban shoots,
he scores.</i>

1429
01:15:03,411 --> 01:15:05,805
<i>Montreal's
P.K. Subban wins the game.</i>

1430
01:15:05,979 --> 01:15:08,852
<i>Meanwhile, on Twitter,
17,000 racist tweets</i>

1431
01:15:09,026 --> 01:15:11,768
<i>were posted by Boston fans
against Subban.</i>

1432
01:15:11,942 --> 01:15:13,944
<i>#whitesonly,</i>

1433
01:15:14,118 --> 01:15:16,163
and called him
an "effing N-word."

1434
01:15:16,337 --> 01:15:18,949
<i>It's meant
for you to feel like</i>

1435
01:15:19,123 --> 01:15:20,733
<i>you need to stay
in your place.</i>

1436
01:15:20,907 --> 01:15:22,474
This is not attainable for you.

1437
01:15:22,648 --> 01:15:24,563
Blatant racism
is easier to pinpoint.

1438
01:15:24,737 --> 01:15:27,087
There are actions.
There are verbal assaults.

1439
01:15:27,261 --> 01:15:29,350
You can point to it.
It's very clearly,

1440
01:15:29,525 --> 01:15:31,135
you are called the N-word,
that's racist.

1441
01:15:31,309 --> 01:15:33,354
<i>...24-year-old
Jonathan Diaby.</i>

1442
01:15:33,529 --> 01:15:36,488
<i>He says racist fans
targeted him and his family.</i>

1443
01:15:36,662 --> 01:15:38,664
<i>Player Akim Aliu,</i>

1444
01:15:38,838 --> 01:15:40,405
<i>was surprised
by equipment manager</i>

1445
01:15:40,579 --> 01:15:43,451
<i>dressed in Aliu's jersey,
with blackface.</i>

1446
01:15:43,626 --> 01:15:46,585
<i>People don't really understand
how bad it is
unless you're on the inside.</i>

1447
01:15:46,759 --> 01:15:50,589
People think that
when we talk about
systemic racism, we mean,

1448
01:15:50,763 --> 01:15:54,245
there are racists
in your system.
But that's not it.

1449
01:15:54,419 --> 01:15:56,639
<i>The Rangers
organized the Zoom chat</i>

1450
01:15:56,813 --> 01:15:58,075
<i>with Miller and fans,</i>

1451
01:15:58,249 --> 01:16:00,512
<i>and Miller saw racial slurs</i>

1452
01:16:00,686 --> 01:16:03,036
<i>all the time on this chat.</i>

1453
01:16:03,210 --> 01:16:05,735
<i>Jalen Smereck
was the target
of a racist gesture</i>

1454
01:16:05,909 --> 01:16:07,563
<i>by Andrei Deniskin.</i>

1455
01:16:07,737 --> 01:16:10,609
<i>He pantomimed unpeeling
and eating a banana.</i>

1456
01:16:10,783 --> 01:16:13,003
<i>When I seen that,
like my heart just dropped.</i>

1457
01:16:13,177 --> 01:16:15,092
Systemic racism is the idea

1458
01:16:15,266 --> 01:16:18,922
that even if there were
no racists in your system,

1459
01:16:19,096 --> 01:16:21,838
we would still see racially
disparate outcomes.

1460
01:16:22,012 --> 01:16:24,971
Right? Because racism
is embedded in our institutions,

1461
01:16:25,145 --> 01:16:27,452
in our ideas,
in our patterns of behavior,

1462
01:16:27,626 --> 01:16:29,715
and it's self-perpetuating.

1463
01:16:29,889 --> 01:16:31,021
<i>Death threats made
towards you,</i>

1464
01:16:31,195 --> 01:16:33,110
<i>racist threats made
towards you.</i>

1465
01:16:33,284 --> 01:16:35,503
<i>How do you deal with all that
and move on and play?</i>

1466
01:16:35,678 --> 01:16:37,941
Sad to say, but that's just
the fact of the matter.

1467
01:16:38,115 --> 01:16:39,986
I'm getting good
at just putting it
in the rearview mirror.

1468
01:16:40,160 --> 01:16:42,815
<i>I've had racial remarks
directed towards me,</i>

1469
01:16:42,989 --> 01:16:44,817
you know,
in the last couple of weeks.

1470
01:16:44,991 --> 01:16:47,777
<i>There's so much hate going on
in the world today.</i>

1471
01:16:48,386 --> 01:16:51,345
The video is damning evidence
of player misconduct,

1472
01:16:51,519 --> 01:16:54,392
yet no disciplinary action
has been taken.

1473
01:16:54,566 --> 01:16:57,743
<i>In my time,
playing that level
of egregious misconduct,</i>

1474
01:16:57,917 --> 01:17:01,138
was never punished. Ever.

1475
01:17:01,312 --> 01:17:04,489
There's a huge disconnect
between policy

1476
01:17:04,663 --> 01:17:06,883
and the enforcement
of the policy.

1477
01:17:07,057 --> 01:17:08,493
I'm not calling that
a blind spot.

1478
01:17:09,276 --> 01:17:11,452
That's a gaping hole
in our game,

1479
01:17:11,627 --> 01:17:13,106
that needs to be repaired.

1480
01:17:13,280 --> 01:17:14,934
<i>You cannot see
systemic racism</i>

1481
01:17:15,108 --> 01:17:17,154
by focusing
on individual actions.

1482
01:17:17,328 --> 01:17:19,373
That is all smoke and mirrors.

1483
01:17:19,547 --> 01:17:21,245
<i>These incidents
happen more often</i>

1484
01:17:21,419 --> 01:17:23,551
<i>than people wanna believe
or admit to.</i>

1485
01:17:23,726 --> 01:17:25,162
<i>We had 130 articles</i>

1486
01:17:25,336 --> 01:17:27,164
<i>of incidents
dating back to 2018.</i>

1487
01:17:27,338 --> 01:17:29,253
<i>And because
we keep treating them</i>

1488
01:17:29,427 --> 01:17:31,995
as isolated incidents,
no one's connecting the dots

1489
01:17:32,169 --> 01:17:35,389
and saying,
"We have a broader problem

1490
01:17:35,563 --> 01:17:37,174
that we need to deal with,

1491
01:17:37,827 --> 01:17:39,437
and it's called
systemic racism."

1492
01:17:39,611 --> 01:17:42,309
You cannot solve
systemic issues

1493
01:17:42,483 --> 01:17:43,528
with individual action.

1494
01:17:43,702 --> 01:17:45,922
You cannot understand racism

1495
01:17:46,096 --> 01:17:48,228
as only individualistic.

1496
01:17:48,968 --> 01:17:50,666
It's-- it's a distraction.

1497
01:18:06,159 --> 01:18:08,335
<i>The Black community
is starting to emerge</i>

1498
01:18:08,509 --> 01:18:09,772
<i>by the early 1900s.</i>

1499
01:18:12,209 --> 01:18:14,994
Simultaneously,
they're sitting in around
the Bedford Basin.

1500
01:18:15,168 --> 01:18:18,302
Places like Africville,
prime industrial land.

1501
01:18:18,911 --> 01:18:22,175
<i>Halifax has to expand.
The railroads have to come in.</i>

1502
01:18:22,349 --> 01:18:23,394
<i>Whose lands are they taking?</i>

1503
01:18:23,568 --> 01:18:25,048
<i>They're taking</i>

1504
01:18:25,222 --> 01:18:26,789
<i>the Black
hockey players' lands.</i>

1505
01:18:26,963 --> 01:18:28,660
<i>So these families
are fighting back.</i>

1506
01:18:29,356 --> 01:18:33,404
<i>The city of Halifax
wanted to build a railroad</i>

1507
01:18:33,578 --> 01:18:34,753
<i>through the community.</i>

1508
01:18:34,927 --> 01:18:37,060
<i>And a number of players</i>

1509
01:18:37,234 --> 01:18:39,758
<i>that played on
the Africville Seasides</i>

1510
01:18:39,932 --> 01:18:41,934
<i>started to protest.</i>

1511
01:18:43,893 --> 01:18:46,373
<i>A part of
the backlash from that</i>

1512
01:18:46,547 --> 01:18:49,768
<i>was to attack the Maritime
Colored Hockey League.</i>

1513
01:18:50,595 --> 01:18:52,118
<i>Rinks weren't available.</i>

1514
01:18:53,206 --> 01:18:56,470
<i>Local newspapers, uh,
refused to cover the games.</i>

1515
01:19:01,258 --> 01:19:04,261
<i>By 1908, there's no
Colored Hockey Leagues</i>

1516
01:19:04,435 --> 01:19:06,654
<i>playing in and around
the arenas of Halifax.</i>

1517
01:19:06,829 --> 01:19:07,830
<i>They're gone.</i>

1518
01:19:08,874 --> 01:19:12,225
Fast forward, 50, 60 years,

1519
01:19:12,399 --> 01:19:14,140
you've got the destruction
of Africville.

1520
01:19:15,402 --> 01:19:17,274
<i>Africville obviously,</i>

1521
01:19:17,448 --> 01:19:19,363
<i>must be redeveloped.</i>

1522
01:19:19,537 --> 01:19:23,019
<i>And sometimes,
some people need to be shown</i>

1523
01:19:23,193 --> 01:19:25,717
<i>that certain things are not
in their own best interests</i>

1524
01:19:25,891 --> 01:19:27,937
<i>and not in the best interest
of their children.</i>

1525
01:19:34,682 --> 01:19:36,206
<i>Many of
the city officials</i>

1526
01:19:36,380 --> 01:19:39,557
<i>saw that community
as a barrier</i>

1527
01:19:39,731 --> 01:19:43,256
<i>to supposedly
economic development.</i>

1528
01:19:47,957 --> 01:19:52,135
<i>They razed the--
the homes and the school...</i>

1529
01:19:52,700 --> 01:19:55,965
<i>It was quite
a traumatic experience.</i>

1530
01:19:56,879 --> 01:20:00,708
<i>Not only for the Africville
residents themselves,</i>

1531
01:20:00,883 --> 01:20:03,711
<i>but for the broader
Black community.</i>

1532
01:20:05,409 --> 01:20:06,889
<i>They took our homes,</i>

1533
01:20:07,063 --> 01:20:08,891
<i>they moved us
out of Africville,</i>

1534
01:20:09,065 --> 01:20:11,894
<i>in the city garbage trucks.</i>

1535
01:20:12,068 --> 01:20:14,157
<i>We had a lot better out there</i>

1536
01:20:14,331 --> 01:20:17,160
<i>than some places
they put us in this city.</i>

1537
01:20:17,334 --> 01:20:19,075
<i>I'm living on welfare.</i>

1538
01:20:20,032 --> 01:20:21,817
<i>I think a whole lot of us,</i>

1539
01:20:21,991 --> 01:20:24,254
<i>when we came in this city,
we had to go on welfare.</i>

1540
01:20:24,428 --> 01:20:27,039
<i>When we lived
in that city of Africville,</i>

1541
01:20:27,213 --> 01:20:30,303
<i>you look in the record to see
how many Africville people</i>

1542
01:20:30,477 --> 01:20:33,306
<i>had to humble and come
to the city for welfare.</i>

1543
01:20:33,480 --> 01:20:35,787
<i>We were too independent.</i>

1544
01:20:36,570 --> 01:20:39,356
<i>We didn't want it,
we earned our own living.</i>

1545
01:20:39,530 --> 01:20:42,446
<i>And we've earned it
the honest way.</i>

1546
01:20:44,143 --> 01:20:48,495
<i>The last resident
to leave in 1970</i>

1547
01:20:48,669 --> 01:20:51,934
<i>was Aaron "Pa" Carvery,</i>

1548
01:20:52,108 --> 01:20:55,328
<i>and he played
with the Africville Seasides.</i>

1549
01:20:57,417 --> 01:21:00,899
<i>Aaron "Pa" Carvery,
he would be my great uncle.</i>

1550
01:21:01,073 --> 01:21:02,596
<i>He was the last warrior.</i>

1551
01:21:03,162 --> 01:21:05,208
<i>He didn't go till 1970.</i>

1552
01:21:05,382 --> 01:21:06,426
And, you know,

1553
01:21:07,210 --> 01:21:09,168
my Uncle Pa,

1554
01:21:10,300 --> 01:21:13,303
and my grandmother,
in that generation,

1555
01:21:13,477 --> 01:21:14,739
all of them,

1556
01:21:14,913 --> 01:21:17,307
were gone within five years

1557
01:21:17,481 --> 01:21:19,265
of having to leave Africville.

1558
01:21:19,439 --> 01:21:22,312
And every one of them died
with a broken heart.

1559
01:21:22,486 --> 01:21:24,053
Because all they wanted

1560
01:21:24,227 --> 01:21:28,144
was the dignity to die
where they were born.

1561
01:21:28,318 --> 01:21:29,536
It's all they wanted.

1562
01:21:45,813 --> 01:21:47,250
Yeah...

1563
01:21:57,390 --> 01:21:59,001
<i>There's an anger.</i>

1564
01:21:59,697 --> 01:22:01,133
<i>Not only a sadness,</i>

1565
01:22:01,307 --> 01:22:03,309
<i>but I am--
I am moving into anger,</i>

1566
01:22:04,006 --> 01:22:07,313
<i>that through no fault
of their own,</i>

1567
01:22:08,227 --> 01:22:10,577
<i>that this community's gone.</i>

1568
01:22:15,321 --> 01:22:17,149
<i>And there was no longer</i>

1569
01:22:17,323 --> 01:22:19,238
<i>the community taking care
of community anymore.</i>

1570
01:22:19,412 --> 01:22:21,545
And all the social ills

1571
01:22:21,719 --> 01:22:25,201
that, um,
society's plagued with,

1572
01:22:25,375 --> 01:22:29,031
um, hit our community
that was now dispersed.

1573
01:23:35,706 --> 01:23:36,924
What's up?

1574
01:23:37,969 --> 01:23:39,449
Julian, where's your dad at?

1575
01:23:41,755 --> 01:23:44,062
What's up? Nice jersey.
Julian, where's your dad at?

1576
01:23:44,236 --> 01:23:46,412
<i>I would say, I hit this,
like, pivotal moment around,</i>

1577
01:23:46,586 --> 01:23:48,762
<i>like, 26, 27</i>

1578
01:23:48,936 --> 01:23:51,461
<i>where my mindset changed from</i>

1579
01:23:51,635 --> 01:23:53,463
me being, in some ways, selfish

1580
01:23:53,637 --> 01:23:55,421
and just concerned
about my own career.

1581
01:23:55,595 --> 01:23:57,075
"How do I get better
in this game?

1582
01:23:57,249 --> 01:23:59,164
How do I move up in this game?"

1583
01:23:59,338 --> 01:24:03,342
But then...
What's the next kid
that's gonna be me,

1584
01:24:03,516 --> 01:24:05,214
coming up in this game.

1585
01:24:05,388 --> 01:24:08,043
What's the ten-year-old Akim,
right now, feeling?

1586
01:24:08,478 --> 01:24:10,436
<i>How can I help that kid</i>

1587
01:24:10,610 --> 01:24:13,048
<i>to not experience
what I went through?</i>

1588
01:24:13,222 --> 01:24:15,267
Today's a celebratory day
for me.

1589
01:24:15,441 --> 01:24:16,834
I mean, obviously,

1590
01:24:17,008 --> 01:24:18,488
you see a lot of kids
of color sitting here,

1591
01:24:18,662 --> 01:24:21,491
and girls, and obviously
indigenous, Asian, Black.

1592
01:24:22,144 --> 01:24:24,146
For the most part,
you look different
in your dressing rooms

1593
01:24:24,320 --> 01:24:25,669
than I did growing up. I mean,

1594
01:24:25,843 --> 01:24:27,236
I played 12 years professionally

1595
01:24:27,410 --> 01:24:30,935
and I played with
two other people of color.

1596
01:24:31,109 --> 01:24:32,893
<i>Every time you look
left or right,</i>

1597
01:24:33,068 --> 01:24:35,026
<i>you never really see anybody
that looks like you.</i>

1598
01:24:35,200 --> 01:24:36,897
<i>Um, and that kind of hits you
in a-- in a different way,</i>

1599
01:24:37,072 --> 01:24:38,769
<i>especially as you
get older. So...</i>

1600
01:24:39,944 --> 01:24:42,207
<i>I had some racial incidents
happen to me.</i>

1601
01:24:43,556 --> 01:24:45,384
<i>Um, what,
what I'm doing right now,</i>

1602
01:24:45,558 --> 01:24:47,169
<i>obviously, we don't have
to go through the same thing.</i>

1603
01:24:48,126 --> 01:24:49,562
I'm super excited.
We'll go out there

1604
01:24:49,736 --> 01:24:51,564
and have fun today
and have a good tempo

1605
01:24:51,738 --> 01:24:53,784
and good atmosphere
and enjoy it.

1606
01:25:02,401 --> 01:25:05,143
<i>I've kind of come
into my own recently.</i>

1607
01:25:06,536 --> 01:25:10,192
<i>It's just been a recent switch
from anger to empowerment.</i>

1608
01:25:10,366 --> 01:25:12,150
Anybody want an XL?

1609
01:25:13,151 --> 01:25:16,850
The XLs actually aren't
even that big, so...
You want XL or large?

1610
01:25:17,024 --> 01:25:19,462
<i>I'm more so worried about
affecting the girls behind me</i>

1611
01:25:19,636 --> 01:25:21,638
<i>and allowing them
to have a pathway</i>

1612
01:25:21,812 --> 01:25:23,596
<i>to walk that I didn't have.</i>

1613
01:25:23,770 --> 01:25:26,077
<i>Let them have the resources,
the networking,</i>

1614
01:25:26,251 --> 01:25:27,687
<i>all of those amazing things</i>

1615
01:25:27,861 --> 01:25:29,559
<i>that I saw
my teammates having,</i>

1616
01:25:29,733 --> 01:25:31,300
<i>that I didn't have necessarily
growing up.</i>

1617
01:25:31,474 --> 01:25:33,432
Um, and making sure
that they feel comfortable

1618
01:25:33,606 --> 01:25:35,739
and welcomed in the arena.

1619
01:25:35,913 --> 01:25:37,044
That is great.

1620
01:25:37,219 --> 01:25:38,655
How great is this, guys?

1621
01:25:41,223 --> 01:25:43,355
I thought I had
trouble fitting my hair.

1622
01:25:44,922 --> 01:25:47,446
Everyone always ask me, um,

1623
01:25:47,620 --> 01:25:49,448
"How does all your hair
fit in a helmet?"

1624
01:25:49,622 --> 01:25:50,841
-  I know.
- I'm like it just does.

1625
01:25:51,015 --> 01:25:52,147
- Right?
- Yeah.

1626
01:25:53,104 --> 01:25:55,019
<i>I know that they love
seeing me on the ice.</i>

1627
01:25:55,193 --> 01:25:56,977
<i>And I love seeing
the Black girls</i>

1628
01:25:57,152 --> 01:25:58,892
<i>that I see
at the arena every day.</i>

1629
01:25:59,066 --> 01:26:00,633
<i>Um, now, that I didn't see
when I was younger.</i>

1630
01:26:00,807 --> 01:26:02,113
There we go.

1631
01:26:02,287 --> 01:26:03,332
- Let's go.

1632
01:26:05,247 --> 01:26:07,118
Let's go, let's go. Let's go!

1633
01:26:08,424 --> 01:26:11,775
...inside, inside.

1634
01:26:12,471 --> 01:26:15,082
Good job, good job.

1635
01:26:15,257 --> 01:26:17,346
<i>My generation
is trying to open it up</i>

1636
01:26:17,520 --> 01:26:19,696
<i>so that you can be yourself.</i>

1637
01:26:21,524 --> 01:26:23,526
<i>My dream is that,
you know, everybody can,</i>

1638
01:26:23,700 --> 01:26:25,963
<i>you know, play hockey
without having to worry</i>

1639
01:26:26,137 --> 01:26:28,661
<i>about what's gonna
happen to them
if they speak their mind.</i>

1640
01:26:28,835 --> 01:26:31,098
But I know we've got
a long way to go
before that happens.

1641
01:26:34,189 --> 01:26:38,932
<i>I think it's time for
the game of hockey to evolve</i>

1642
01:26:39,106 --> 01:26:41,152
<i>the way Canada is evolving</i>

1643
01:26:41,326 --> 01:26:43,415
<i>and bringing in people
from all over the world.</i>

1644
01:26:44,155 --> 01:26:46,636
It's Canada's game,
but it doesn't appeal

1645
01:26:46,810 --> 01:26:49,334
to what Canadian
demographics are.

1646
01:26:50,117 --> 01:26:52,381
<i>And we still have
a really tough time</i>

1647
01:26:52,555 --> 01:26:55,166
<i>in attracting people of color
to play the game of hockey.</i>

1648
01:26:55,340 --> 01:26:56,733
<i>They just don't
resonate with it.</i>

1649
01:26:57,777 --> 01:27:00,171
<i>For me, it's one of those
things I just think that...</i>

1650
01:27:00,345 --> 01:27:02,042
<i>That it's something
worth saving</i>

1651
01:27:02,217 --> 01:27:04,044
<i>because it has
so much potential.</i>

1652
01:27:07,178 --> 01:27:09,224
<i>My first year playing
with another Black player</i>

1653
01:27:09,398 --> 01:27:10,964
<i>was my senior year of college.</i>

1654
01:27:11,138 --> 01:27:12,836
<i>And at that point in time,
I felt like</i>

1655
01:27:13,010 --> 01:27:14,968
<i>that was gonna be
my last year playing.</i>

1656
01:27:15,142 --> 01:27:16,753
<i>Um, I had lost my love
for the game</i>

1657
01:27:16,927 --> 01:27:18,798
<i>because I didn't have
friends on my team</i>

1658
01:27:18,972 --> 01:27:21,279
<i>like how you guys are
all friends in a community.</i>

1659
01:27:21,453 --> 01:27:23,325
I know sometimes
things get said,

1660
01:27:23,499 --> 01:27:25,414
it might be awkward
and then you got
to internalize it

1661
01:27:25,588 --> 01:27:27,764
because you're the only
Black player in the room.

1662
01:27:27,938 --> 01:27:30,810
But I think once we--
once we get these Black faces
in the arena,

1663
01:27:30,984 --> 01:27:32,943
I think we're gonna see
Black individuals

1664
01:27:33,117 --> 01:27:34,901
being welcomed in the arena,

1665
01:27:35,075 --> 01:27:37,513
um, which is something that
we haven't necessarily had.

1666
01:27:40,385 --> 01:27:42,605
<i>I really wish now
I had spoken out a lot more</i>

1667
01:27:42,779 --> 01:27:44,868
'cause I think it would have
went a long way to helping out,

1668
01:27:45,042 --> 01:27:46,522
you know,
younger kids that were...

1669
01:27:47,392 --> 01:27:50,134
You know, look like me,
and could possibly be
in that position.

1670
01:27:51,135 --> 01:27:52,919
All right,
ladies and gentlemen,

1671
01:27:53,093 --> 01:27:55,139
I think I wanna leave you guys
with one parting message.

1672
01:27:55,313 --> 01:27:56,793
You guys can do
whatever you guys wanna do.

1673
01:27:56,967 --> 01:27:59,230
You guys see me, right?
I play in the NHL.

1674
01:27:59,404 --> 01:28:02,059
I started right where
you guys are. Right?

1675
01:28:02,233 --> 01:28:04,366
Don't ever let anybody
take that from you

1676
01:28:04,540 --> 01:28:06,150
because you guys
are kings and queens,

1677
01:28:06,324 --> 01:28:08,326
and you can do whatever
you guys wanna do.

1678
01:28:08,500 --> 01:28:09,980
- Yes?
-  Uh...

1679
01:28:12,417 --> 01:28:13,984
Yes. Um...

1680
01:28:14,767 --> 01:28:17,814
Unfortunately,
the sport that we play,

1681
01:28:17,988 --> 01:28:20,077
some people don't want us
to play this sport.

1682
01:28:20,251 --> 01:28:22,427
But we got news for them.
This is our sport.

1683
01:28:22,601 --> 01:28:24,603
We go all the way back
to the 1800s

1684
01:28:24,777 --> 01:28:27,780
and the Colored Hockey League
back in Nova Scotia, right?

1685
01:28:27,954 --> 01:28:30,217
So don't let anybody
ever tell you
this is not your sport

1686
01:28:30,392 --> 01:28:32,176
because this is exactly
what you're supposed to be.

1687
01:28:33,264 --> 01:28:34,483
Exactly.

1688
01:28:44,580 --> 01:28:46,364
<i>I thought about
sometimes quitting hockey</i>

1689
01:28:46,538 --> 01:28:48,758
<i>but my teammates
brought me out,</i>

1690
01:28:48,932 --> 01:28:51,021
<i>telling me, you know,
"We support you in this"</i>

1691
01:28:51,195 --> 01:28:52,718
<i>and they helped along the way.</i>

1692
01:28:54,111 --> 01:28:56,113
<i>And the community behind us, especially.</i>

1693
01:28:56,983 --> 01:29:00,683
That lift my spirits
and made me feel very good.

1694
01:29:06,428 --> 01:29:08,517
<i>You know, even guys
we compete against, you know,</i>

1695
01:29:08,691 --> 01:29:10,562
<i>some of us are buddies,
and we all know each other.</i>

1696
01:29:10,736 --> 01:29:12,521
<i>And they tell me, like,
"Hey, man,</i>

1697
01:29:12,695 --> 01:29:15,001
<i>we support you through this."</i>

1698
01:29:15,175 --> 01:29:17,439
<i>They all said, you know,
"This got to be changed.
This got to stop.</i>

1699
01:29:17,613 --> 01:29:19,310
<i>It shouldn't be
happening anymore."</i>

1700
01:29:29,581 --> 01:29:32,628
<i>There are a lot
of things that people
might not think is palatable.</i>

1701
01:29:33,542 --> 01:29:35,065
<i>But all those stories
have to be told</i>

1702
01:29:35,239 --> 01:29:36,675
<i>so that we get
a true depiction</i>

1703
01:29:36,849 --> 01:29:38,808
<i>of where we need to go,
where we've been</i>

1704
01:29:38,982 --> 01:29:42,072
and, and how we get
to where we wanna go.

1705
01:29:42,246 --> 01:29:43,726
<i>I think
it's vitally important</i>

1706
01:29:43,900 --> 01:29:45,641
<i>that we reclaim
our place in history.</i>

1707
01:29:45,815 --> 01:29:48,339
<i>We're not just
the runaway slaves</i>

1708
01:29:48,513 --> 01:29:51,777
<i>or free loyalists who came
to build and to clean.</i>

1709
01:29:51,951 --> 01:29:54,040
<i>We had a good place
in history.</i>

1710
01:29:54,214 --> 01:29:56,173
<i>That should not be ignored.</i>

1711
01:29:56,347 --> 01:29:58,393
<i>Nor no longer forgotten
or buried.</i>

1712
01:30:00,090 --> 01:30:02,005
<i>I think now,
you know, I'm a grown man.</i>

1713
01:30:02,179 --> 01:30:03,615
<i>I learned so much.</i>

1714
01:30:03,789 --> 01:30:05,356
And now, at 26 years old,

1715
01:30:05,530 --> 01:30:07,663
I'm finally talking
about this.

1716
01:30:07,837 --> 01:30:09,839
<i>It is... It's not easy.
You know,
it's not comfortable.</i>

1717
01:30:10,013 --> 01:30:13,408
<i>Um, but it's, it's definitely,
uh, something we have to do,</i>

1718
01:30:13,582 --> 01:30:15,627
<i>especially for the younger
generation coming up.</i>

1719
01:30:17,237 --> 01:30:19,414
I've seen so many kids, like,
be turned away from hockey,

1720
01:30:19,588 --> 01:30:21,416
and it makes me so sad
every year,

1721
01:30:21,590 --> 01:30:23,592
because I see, like,
my younger self

1722
01:30:23,766 --> 01:30:24,854
<i>in these kids.</i>

1723
01:30:25,463 --> 01:30:27,117
<i>Our game
is stagnant right now.</i>

1724
01:30:27,291 --> 01:30:30,381
<i>Are we going to invite
the next generation in,</i>

1725
01:30:30,555 --> 01:30:32,731
or are we going to isolate

1726
01:30:32,905 --> 01:30:35,168
and say, "No, you actually
can't be a part of it?"

1727
01:30:35,995 --> 01:30:37,736
<i>It's about
the incidents that happen</i>

1728
01:30:37,910 --> 01:30:39,259
<i>every day in our world.</i>

1729
01:30:39,434 --> 01:30:40,783
<i>It's opening people's eyes</i>

1730
01:30:40,957 --> 01:30:42,698
<i>that these things happen</i>

1731
01:30:42,872 --> 01:30:44,526
and people have to live
with these things.

1732
01:30:44,700 --> 01:30:46,092
<i>That's difficult.</i>

1733
01:30:47,267 --> 01:30:50,401
If you start talking about
those kinds of issues,

1734
01:30:50,575 --> 01:30:52,925
there is a level
of uncomfortability.

1735
01:30:53,665 --> 01:30:55,580
<i>But as you come to grips</i>

1736
01:30:55,754 --> 01:30:58,496
<i>with those
uncomfortable issues,</i>

1737
01:30:58,670 --> 01:31:00,629
<i>can you move forward?</i>

1738
01:31:03,283 --> 01:31:05,242
<i>I mean,
the stories we tell,</i>

1739
01:31:05,416 --> 01:31:07,070
<i>and the stories
we tell ourselves,</i>

1740
01:31:07,244 --> 01:31:08,767
<i>the stories
we tell our children,</i>

1741
01:31:08,941 --> 01:31:11,466
<i>the stories we tell
about ourselves,</i>

1742
01:31:11,640 --> 01:31:14,207
<i>who we are as individuals,
as communities.</i>

1743
01:31:14,381 --> 01:31:16,166
<i>As a country, right?</i>

1744
01:31:16,340 --> 01:31:20,387
<i>These are foundational
to who we think we are.</i>

1745
01:31:20,562 --> 01:31:22,868
<i>Right? And so the stories
that are not told,</i>

1746
01:31:23,042 --> 01:31:25,044
<i>the stories that are
kind of jettisoned</i>

1747
01:31:25,218 --> 01:31:27,003
<i>from the realm
of what's imaginable,</i>

1748
01:31:27,177 --> 01:31:30,310
<i>it goes to the core
of our national identity.</i>

1749
01:31:30,485 --> 01:31:32,878
<i>And so, when Black people
are excluded</i>

1750
01:31:33,052 --> 01:31:34,924
<i>from those stories, right?</i>

1751
01:31:35,098 --> 01:31:38,275
<i>We let Canada think
that we are new,</i>

1752
01:31:38,449 --> 01:31:40,538
<i>we have never been here,</i>

1753
01:31:40,712 --> 01:31:42,235
<i>we don't really belong here,</i>

1754
01:31:42,409 --> 01:31:44,803
<i>we should be grateful
to be here.</i>

1755
01:31:44,977 --> 01:31:49,504
<i>While what we actually are,
are, you know, we are integral</i>

1756
01:31:49,678 --> 01:31:52,550
<i>to everything
this country thinks it is.</i>

1757
01:32:27,933 --> 01:32:32,982
<i>♪ Oh, Africville
Look what they've done to me ♪</i>

1758
01:32:33,156 --> 01:32:35,593
<i>♪ It's a part of our history
They kept in the class ♪</i>

1759
01:32:35,767 --> 01:32:37,160
<i>♪ And professors never taught
the lessons ♪</i>

1760
01:32:37,334 --> 01:32:39,075
<i>♪ They neglected forgot it ♪</i>

1761
01:32:39,249 --> 01:32:40,511
<i>♪ They kept it
underneath the table ♪</i>

1762
01:32:40,685 --> 01:32:42,252
<i>♪ Kept it under the surface ♪</i>

1763
01:32:42,426 --> 01:32:43,949
<i>♪ Nervous that we would
reemerge it ♪</i>

1764
01:32:44,123 --> 01:32:45,734
<i>♪ They dispersed us
and jerked us ♪</i>

1765
01:32:45,908 --> 01:32:47,779
<i>♪ Out in Africville
Halifax is ill ♪</i>

1766
01:32:47,953 --> 01:32:49,999
<i>♪ How can us Blacks rebuild
when the facts reveal ♪</i>

1767
01:32:50,173 --> 01:32:52,305
<i>♪ The government
left them comatose ♪</i>

1768
01:32:52,479 --> 01:32:54,612
<i>♪ The younger and older folks
in Black Nova Scotia souls ♪</i>

1769
01:32:54,786 --> 01:32:56,571
<i>♪ Have frozen many homes ♪</i>

1770
01:32:56,745 --> 01:32:58,660
<i>♪ Are broken drugs
started creeping in ♪</i>

1771
01:32:58,834 --> 01:33:00,531
<i>♪ Crime started seeping in
The heaven got crushed ♪</i>

1772
01:33:00,705 --> 01:33:02,402
<i>♪ When the demons
started sneaking in ♪</i>

1773
01:33:02,577 --> 01:33:04,143
<i>♪ A Black community
lost and trampled ♪</i>

1774
01:33:04,317 --> 01:33:06,189
<i>♪ Left out in shambles ♪</i>

1775
01:33:06,363 --> 01:33:08,017
<i>♪ Dismantled and it's
still hard to handle ♪</i>

1776
01:33:08,191 --> 01:33:09,845
<i>♪ You can't put a price ♪</i>

1777
01:33:10,019 --> 01:33:13,283
<i>♪ On the lives
that they ruined ♪</i>

1778
01:33:14,197 --> 01:33:16,939
<i>♪ No reparations, no nothing ♪</i>

1779
01:33:17,113 --> 01:33:19,115
<i>♪ Why would you do this? ♪</i>

1780
01:33:20,029 --> 01:33:25,643
<i>♪ Divide my people to find out
on the corners at night ♪</i>

1781
01:33:25,817 --> 01:33:30,822
<i>♪ Oh, Africville,
look what they've done to me ♪</i>

1782
01:33:31,518 --> 01:33:33,303
<i>♪ Take my word it's time
to settle this ♪</i>

1783
01:33:33,477 --> 01:33:35,305
<i>♪ As I reminisce
about the settlement ♪</i>

1784
01:33:35,479 --> 01:33:37,176
<i>♪ If you Black from Halifax ♪</i>

1785
01:33:37,350 --> 01:33:38,961
<i>♪ I'm speaking
about your relatives ♪</i>

1786
01:33:39,135 --> 01:33:40,527
<i>♪ History don't like
to tell of it ♪</i>

1787
01:33:40,702 --> 01:33:42,094
<i>♪ Discreet about
its relevance ♪</i>

1788
01:33:42,268 --> 01:33:43,922
<i>♪ 'Cause
a Black community ♪</i>

1789
01:33:44,096 --> 01:33:45,707
<i>♪ Was a disease
to their development ♪</i>

1790
01:33:45,881 --> 01:33:47,143
<i>♪ Therefore they had
to change that ♪</i>

1791
01:33:47,317 --> 01:33:49,014
<i>♪ But those in the community ♪</i>

1792
01:33:49,188 --> 01:33:50,668
<i>♪ That lay beside
the train tracks ♪</i>

1793
01:33:50,842 --> 01:33:52,757
<i>♪ Forced to make
tax payments ♪</i>

1794
01:33:52,931 --> 01:33:54,150
<i>♪ Despite the lack of
running water and sewage ♪</i>

1795
01:33:54,324 --> 01:33:56,326
<i>♪ Flat pavement and light ♪</i>

1796
01:33:56,500 --> 01:33:58,067
<i>♪ Our forefathers bought
themselves from enslavement ♪</i>

1797
01:33:58,241 --> 01:34:00,025
<i>♪ With rights
to land ownership ♪</i>

1798
01:34:00,199 --> 01:34:01,723
<i>♪ I'm asking people
How do you condone this shit? ♪</i>

1799
01:34:01,897 --> 01:34:02,941
<i>♪ See what happened
to Africville ♪</i>

1800
01:34:03,115 --> 01:34:04,421
<i>♪ It happens still ♪</i>

1801
01:34:04,595 --> 01:34:05,857
<i>♪ They choose land over man ♪</i>

1802
01:34:06,031 --> 01:34:07,250
<i>♪ To expand extract and kill ♪</i>

1803
01:34:07,424 --> 01:34:09,078
<i>♪ You can't put a price ♪</i>

1804
01:34:09,252 --> 01:34:11,080
<i>♪ On the lives
that they ruined ♪</i>

1805
01:34:12,037 --> 01:34:14,779
<i>♪ No reparations, no nothing ♪</i>

1806
01:34:14,953 --> 01:34:16,999
<i>♪ Why would you do this? ♪</i>

1807
01:34:17,826 --> 01:34:23,483
<i>♪ Divide my people to find out
on the corners at night ♪</i>

1808
01:34:23,658 --> 01:34:28,488
<i>♪ Oh, Africville
Look what they've done to me ♪</i>

1809
01:34:28,663 --> 01:34:30,882
<i>♪ How can you compensate
a lost culture? ♪</i>

1810
01:34:31,056 --> 01:34:32,710
<i>♪ Especially
when it's smashed up ♪</i>

1811
01:34:32,884 --> 01:34:34,669
<i>♪ In a system
of colonial vultures ♪</i>

1812
01:34:34,843 --> 01:34:37,106
<i>♪ Africville, they made
a real-life theatrical poster ♪</i>

1813
01:34:37,280 --> 01:34:38,977
<i>♪ They moved Blacks
off the base ♪</i>

1814
01:34:39,151 --> 01:34:41,284
<i>♪ And using garbage trucks
as chauffeurs ♪</i>

1815
01:34:41,458 --> 01:34:42,807
<i>♪ It's pretty clever how they
did this through the night ♪</i>

1816
01:34:42,981 --> 01:34:44,461
<i>♪ Destroying Black history ♪</i>

1817
01:34:44,635 --> 01:34:46,506
<i>♪ With no regard
for human life ♪</i>

1818
01:34:46,681 --> 01:34:48,639
<i>♪ Into the crack-infested
ghetto city lights ♪</i>

1819
01:34:48,813 --> 01:34:50,380
<i>♪ Hundreds of Black children ♪</i>

1820
01:34:50,554 --> 01:34:52,121
<i>♪ Hating each other
ready to fight ♪</i>

1821
01:34:52,295 --> 01:34:53,731
<i>♪ There's no amount
of reparations ♪</i>

1822
01:34:53,905 --> 01:34:55,864
<i>♪ Compensations
rehabilitation ♪</i>

1823
01:34:56,038 --> 01:34:58,040
<i>♪ Three day celebrations
never changed the situation ♪</i>

1824
01:34:58,214 --> 01:35:00,259
<i>♪ Even though it's been proved
by the United Nations ♪</i>

1825
01:35:00,433 --> 01:35:02,044
<i>♪ That the Africville
relocation ♪</i>

1826
01:35:02,218 --> 01:35:03,741
<i>♪ Was a civil rights
violation ♪</i>

1827
01:35:03,915 --> 01:35:05,612
<i>♪ You can't put a price ♪</i>

1828
01:35:05,787 --> 01:35:09,051
<i>♪ On the lives
that they've ruined ♪</i>

1829
01:35:09,704 --> 01:35:12,532
<i>♪ No reparations, no nothing ♪</i>

1830
01:35:12,707 --> 01:35:14,796
<i>♪ Why would you do this? ♪</i>

1831
01:35:15,710 --> 01:35:21,367
<i>♪ Divide my people to find out
on the corners at night ♪</i>

1832
01:35:21,541 --> 01:35:25,937
<i>♪ Oh, Africville
Look what they've done to me ♪</i>

1833
01:35:26,111 --> 01:35:28,592
<i>♪ Look what
they've done to me ♪</i>



