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Downloaded from
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Official YIFY movies site:
YTS.MX

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[video camera whirring]

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[Ron] Hey there.

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Hey, Mackenzie.

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Hi, baby.

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You're really fast.

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[Alyssa] I think we got
a future athlete on our hands.

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Good throw.

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[laughs]

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Kick it right at me.

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[laughs]

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Almost.

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Here.

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Okay, watch the tree.

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Come over the top or underneath.

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[Alyssa] Wow!
Look at that dynamic duo!

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Lucas has cooties.

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Do not.

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[Alyssa] We don't say that, Mac.

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Apologize now.

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Mac.

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It's so good!

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[unintelligible]

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[Alyssa] What are you doing
there, Big Mac?

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We're learning how to tell time.

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[Alyssa] Daddy, look
what Mackenzie did!

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[Ron] Oh, yeah,
it's pretty good.

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Oh, come on! Give me a break!

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[Alyssa] Hey! Watch it!

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Sorry, mom.

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[Alyssa] Are you nervous
about the championship game?

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-Yes.
-A little bit. Not really.

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-What?
-You've thought about it.

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No, you're nervous.

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I got it.

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[Lucas] What's up, Schaffer?

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You know, just hanging in there.

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-Stop doing that!
-[Lucas] What?

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I know you're zooming in
on my face.

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[Lucas] No, I'm not.

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Do you think I'm pretty
or something?

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[Lucas] Ew! No.

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Stop recording and kick with me.

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Coach thinks I need to work
on my foot skills.

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[Lucas] Sure.

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[Alyssa] Mac, it's time to go.

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My dad's moving out today,
so, see you tomorrow?

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[Lucas] Uh, yeah, for sure.

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-[pop music plays]
-[Mackenzie] So welcome
to my crib.

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I got to repaint the walls
now since I'm older

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and don't like the color pink.

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Here are my trophies
back to when I was like five.

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Oh, and here is a stack
of books. I read a lot.

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Oh, and here's some books
I haven't read.

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Here's some medals.

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Oh, and my art.

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I keep it in my closet
because my mom thinks
it's weird.

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Mackenzie missed again.

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Up and back. Let's go!

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No one's going home
until Mackenzie makes a goal.

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Come on chicken shits!
Hustle, hustle, hustle!

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Now that Mackenzie's shown us
she actually deserves

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to be on this team
we can all go home.

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All right good practice.

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Give me the camera.

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What?

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We can't have footage
of our practice get out there,

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what if the other teams
get ahold of it?

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they'll know our every move.

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No, really, it's just for me,

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so I can get better
at penalties.

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Just give a crap

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and you'll get better,
Mackenzie.

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[coach] There you go.

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Get it Mackenzie.

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[Alyssa] Oh, shit.

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[Alyssa] Hey, Mac. Your dad
wants me to take a video of you.

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You told him?

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[Alyssa] I had to,
you're on his insurance.

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Like he even cares.

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No, don't stop.

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If we're gonna send out a video,
let's send him a video.

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Hey, dad, hope you're enjoying
your new life

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with your new girlfriend.

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I tore my ACL, so I'll be out
for a year at least.

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So that fucking sucks.

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[Alyssa] Mac.

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What? It's the truth,
this sucks,

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dad sucks, don't act like it
doesn't suck.

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[Alyssa] You know what?
I'm not sending this.

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[Alyssa] Hey, Big Mac,
what day is it today?

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Don't call me that.

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It's the first day
of high school, Miss Schaffer.

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Why are you taking a video?

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Shouldn't we take a picture?

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[Alyssa] I like video we used
to take video all the time.

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Okay, Spielberg.

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[Alyssa] You can't outrun me,
you know.

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Mom!

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Hey, everyone.
So you might have seen

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another thing going around
called "cinnamon challenge"

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and me and my friend here are
gonna give it a whirl.

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This is Mackenzie and she had
surgery to fix her ACL.

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But don't worry,
they gave me the good stuff.

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Okay, so we have some cinnamon,
two spoons,

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some water bottles and a bowl.

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A bowl?

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Sometimes people have
to like spit back up.

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This is gonna be awful.

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We have to do at the same time,
okay?

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Okay.

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Alright, when I say go.
I'll count down from three.

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I'm kind of freaked out.

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Me too. Three, two, one, go.

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Hello, Lucas.

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So, uh, you're probably
really confused to see me

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and you're probably thinking,
"When did Mac get my camera?"

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Well it was when you were
in Walmart getting stuff

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for a science project
because, you know,

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so, yeah,
I'm pretty sneaky I guess.

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Why do you always keep
this thing with you anyway?

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I'm always watching.

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Oh, shit, you're coming.

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[instrumental music playing]

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Hey, guys.

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So I've been really getting
into makeup recently

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and I've been mainly watching
by YouTube videos,

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so, I thought I'd make
one of my own

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to maybe help some people.

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This is what I'm gonna call
my new everyday look.

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I'm gonna do two steps,
one at home

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and one at school
because my mom hates it.

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But, you can do it all in one.

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Like and subscribe below!

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[pop music playing]

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[Lucas] How's that knee feel?

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Like brand new.

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[Lucas] Ready to play
next season?

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I don't know.

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[Lucas] How can you not know?

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Don't you have like
a countdown in your room?

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My doctor's worried about it.

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[Lucas] About re-tearing it?

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You can wear a brace?
Get it all strong and stuff.

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Not that knee, the other one.

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He's worried about me
tearing that one too.

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I have bad knees or something.

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[Lucas] Wait, Mac.

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What are you saying?

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I guess soccer isn't my thing
after all.

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Lucas.

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[Alyssa] See, Mackenzie,
that was easy.

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[Mac] I'm a good driver, mom.

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[Alyssa] I know you are
but this is just in case

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you're in an accident
for evidence.

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You know your cousin Shannon
could have sued that guy

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if she had a dash cam.

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Whatever.

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<i>♪ No matter what I do ♪</i>

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<i>♪ What I say</i>
<i>or I prove to the world ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm not here ♪</i>

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<i>♪ All the lies never leave me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And the pain keeps</i>
<i>on keeping me into the world ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm still not here ♪</i>

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[Mac] Lucas Parker, over here!
Lucas Parker!

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So, you had quite the game
today.

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A goal and an assist!

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What do you have to say
about that?

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Oh, team played really great,
you know,

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we work together
and that kind of stuff happens.

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[Mac] Uh, but, I mean,
like that's two goals

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because of you, screw the team.

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-Yeah.
-[Mac] You just won
the state championship.

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What are you,
what are you gonna do now?

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I'm gonna ask Katie out.

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[Mac] Oh, oh.

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Uh, gotta kick some balls
to get some balls. I guess.

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Oh, oh, wow!

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<i>♪ First of all let me say ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I must apologize for acting,</i>
<i>stinking, treating you</i>
<i>this way ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Cause I've been acting</i>
<i>like sour milk out</i>
<i>on the floor ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's your fault you</i>
<i>didn't close the refrigerator ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Maybe that's the reason</i>
<i>I've been acting so cold ♪</i>

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-I did it!
-[Lucas] Yeah!

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Lucas Parker,
delete that right now!

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-[Lucas] No!
-Delete it!

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[Lucas] Or what?

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I will stop this car
and you can get your ride home.

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[Lucas] I've heard that before.

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Why are you so close?

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-[Lucas] I gotta... Okay, go.
-Okay.

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Go for it.

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Yeah, there you go.

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I did it.

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[Lucas] What are you looking at?

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I'm just looking at you.

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Hey, I'm back. Here you go.

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[Lucas] Thanks.

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-Wanna take a picture?
-[Lucas] Yeah, go for it.

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Mm-hmm.

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-Vogue! Vogue! Vogue!
-Is it cute?

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-[Lucas] Yes.
-Let me see.

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[pop music playing]

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[Alyssa] Go ahead! Open it.

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Sure you're gonna want
this video if I don't get in?

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[Alyssa] Rejection letters
do not come in big envelopes.

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Open it!

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Okay, fine, whatever.

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[Alyssa] What does it say?

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I'm on the waitlist.

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[Alyssa] Oh, honey, that's okay,
that's still really good.

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So much for big envelopes.

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-Hey, mom,
could you stop please.
-[Alyssa] Oh, yeah.

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[reporter] Pearson high school's
own Lucas Parker signed today.

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He will attend Northern Indiana
University next fall.

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Parker has been Pearson's
shining star athlete

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for the last two years
and was heavily recruited
during his final season.

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It'd be better from this angle,
if I can catch this.

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Okay, are you ready.

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-You sure you don't want me
to hold--
-No, no, I've got it.

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Okay, one, two, three.

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[Lucas] I caught it again.

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It's okay, here,
try one more time.

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-Go.
-Three!

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Three!

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-Dang!
-[Lucas] Are you scared
of it or...?

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No! Three!

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-I give up.
-[Lucas] Oh! That catch!

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[music playing]

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[Lucas] Mackenzie,
what are you doing?

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-I'm dancing!
-[Lucas] Yeah, I can see that.

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Uh-huh! Uh-huh! Uh-huh!

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Wow!

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[Lucas] Come on, come on!

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I think this party is going
to be so great.

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-Uh-huh.
-Wait a minute.

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-Uh-huh.
-We're here.

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This way, this way!

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[singing]

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Hey, um,

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so Mr. Henries had
our graduating class
do a time capsule,

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but, I didn't put anything
in there

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because I didn't want
any kindergartner in 2030,

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whatever,
digging through any of my crap.

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But, um,

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it was a good idea I guess,
so, I figured I'd make one
for myself.

249
00:14:07,006 --> 00:14:08,342
Just for fun.

250
00:14:10,043 --> 00:14:12,050
Um, so I just graduated.

251
00:14:12,086 --> 00:14:13,116
Yay!

252
00:14:14,554 --> 00:14:15,954
This summer was pretty cool too.

253
00:14:19,723 --> 00:14:21,124
Lucas, Lucas is great,

254
00:14:23,829 --> 00:14:25,425
he's pretty busy all the time,
though.

255
00:14:27,264 --> 00:14:30,293
He's always at practice
or working out or something.

256
00:14:30,862 --> 00:14:33,103
I think he's worried
he's not going to be
good enough,

257
00:14:33,672 --> 00:14:35,732
but I'm not worried at all.

258
00:14:38,736 --> 00:14:40,903
I'm not really excited
about going to college.

259
00:14:42,039 --> 00:14:46,680
Lucas is going to Indiana
and I'm going to be here
in Missouri,

260
00:14:46,716 --> 00:14:49,251
so, that sucks.

261
00:14:50,788 --> 00:14:51,917
Katie's going to Georgia,

262
00:14:52,553 --> 00:14:54,719
they're going to try
the whole long distance thing,

263
00:14:54,754 --> 00:14:58,260
which I think is
a terrible idea, but,
he loves her, so.

264
00:15:07,598 --> 00:15:09,304
Sometimes, when I think
about it I'm...

265
00:15:11,373 --> 00:15:13,737
I just, I don't really
want to go to college.

266
00:15:16,275 --> 00:15:17,840
It just freaks me out because...

267
00:15:19,247 --> 00:15:21,283
I don't really know
who I am or

268
00:15:22,147 --> 00:15:23,186
what I want to do

269
00:15:24,918 --> 00:15:26,354
and I think,

270
00:15:26,389 --> 00:15:28,158
I think the classes might be
really hard because I...

271
00:15:29,955 --> 00:15:33,658
really didn't study the way
that I should have
in high school,

272
00:15:36,935 --> 00:15:38,663
but, but it is what it is now,
right?

273
00:15:39,602 --> 00:15:40,632
So...

274
00:15:42,306 --> 00:15:45,175
I mean, I mean, we don't know
what's gonna happen,

275
00:15:45,740 --> 00:15:46,770
but, um,

276
00:15:47,943 --> 00:15:49,212
we'll find out soon.

277
00:15:49,681 --> 00:15:56,681
[sad music playing]

278
00:16:37,528 --> 00:16:44,531
[crying]

279
00:16:48,673 --> 00:16:50,970
Ugh! Come on.

280
00:16:51,006 --> 00:16:53,172
[car engine starts]

281
00:16:53,207 --> 00:16:56,879
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

282
00:16:56,914 --> 00:17:00,049
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

283
00:17:00,084 --> 00:17:03,886
<i>♪ Happy birthday</i>
<i>dear Mackenzie ♪</i>

284
00:17:03,921 --> 00:17:06,619
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

285
00:17:08,858 --> 00:17:09,886
[Alyssa] Mac?

286
00:17:11,595 --> 00:17:12,625
Baby?

287
00:17:13,864 --> 00:17:16,794
Mackenzie, Mackenzie!

288
00:17:17,329 --> 00:17:18,565
Mackenzie, wake up!

289
00:17:19,065 --> 00:17:20,132
Oh, my God!

290
00:17:20,167 --> 00:17:21,537
What is wrong with you?

291
00:17:21,573 --> 00:17:22,866
[babbling]

292
00:17:26,613 --> 00:17:27,873
Did you take these?

293
00:17:27,909 --> 00:17:28,877
[babbling]

294
00:17:28,912 --> 00:17:30,238
Mac, did you take these?

295
00:17:30,274 --> 00:17:31,380
[babbling]

296
00:17:32,278 --> 00:17:33,811
Why did you take Oxies?

297
00:17:36,282 --> 00:17:37,419
[Mac] I'm sleeping.

298
00:17:38,218 --> 00:17:39,357
Where did you get these?

299
00:17:39,393 --> 00:17:40,424
[mumbling]

300
00:17:40,460 --> 00:17:41,491
Mackenzie!

301
00:17:42,127 --> 00:17:43,887
Did you take both these
at the same time?

302
00:17:45,190 --> 00:17:46,555
Oh, my God!

303
00:17:46,590 --> 00:17:48,595
Babe, why would you do that?

304
00:17:49,230 --> 00:17:50,768
Oh, my God! Where's my phone?

305
00:17:50,803 --> 00:17:51,961
Where the hell is my phone?

306
00:17:52,471 --> 00:17:53,502
Shit!

307
00:17:53,905 --> 00:17:55,767
Happy birthday, Mackenzie.

308
00:17:57,740 --> 00:18:01,003
I wanna make this video
because I wanted you
to have something

309
00:18:01,038 --> 00:18:03,046
right when you woke up
the minute that you woke up,

310
00:18:03,081 --> 00:18:05,117
but I also wanted
to show you this.

311
00:18:06,749 --> 00:18:08,010
Ta-da!

312
00:18:08,545 --> 00:18:10,713
Ta-da! Check this out.

313
00:18:10,748 --> 00:18:12,421
Yeah, the team helped me
bring that in.

314
00:18:12,954 --> 00:18:13,983
It's heavy.

315
00:18:17,430 --> 00:18:18,463
What.

316
00:18:18,499 --> 00:18:19,531
What is that?

317
00:18:20,100 --> 00:18:23,927
Is that Mackenzie original
hanging on my wall?

318
00:18:25,298 --> 00:18:27,806
Damn! Look at that!

319
00:18:28,175 --> 00:18:30,505
See? I'm gonna see that
every single day. Thank you.

320
00:18:33,103 --> 00:18:35,303
Anyways I just want
to wish you a happy birthday.

321
00:18:36,173 --> 00:18:38,315
I hope you had a good night,
hope you have a good day.

322
00:18:39,779 --> 00:18:42,319
Yeah I'm gonna call you later.
Love you lots.

323
00:18:44,182 --> 00:18:45,289
Bye!

324
00:18:47,027 --> 00:18:48,893
[Alyssa] Come on!
Give a tour for grandma.

325
00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:53,363
Oh, I mean there's not really
much to tour, but, okay.

326
00:18:54,792 --> 00:18:56,595
This is Jenna's side,
my roommate.

327
00:18:56,630 --> 00:18:58,368
I met her earlier,
she seems pretty cool.

328
00:19:00,134 --> 00:19:01,498
This is my side,

329
00:19:01,934 --> 00:19:05,171
we got this comforter
at Bed Bath & Beyond on sale

330
00:19:05,206 --> 00:19:06,673
which I'm very proud of.

331
00:19:08,175 --> 00:19:09,709
Oh, my pictures.

332
00:19:10,478 --> 00:19:12,614
I... I don't know
if I like them.

333
00:19:12,649 --> 00:19:16,485
I tried to make collage but
I don't think it worked well,

334
00:19:17,780 --> 00:19:19,818
but, uh, here's my desk and...

335
00:19:20,618 --> 00:19:21,927
[Alyssa] No, don't do that.

336
00:19:21,962 --> 00:19:23,794
Keep it there
so you don't forget.

337
00:19:23,830 --> 00:19:24,988
But grandma doesn't know.

338
00:19:26,524 --> 00:19:28,700
[Mac] Uh, Hey, Jenna.

339
00:19:28,735 --> 00:19:30,031
What are you watching?

340
00:19:30,066 --> 00:19:32,831
No! You're gonna laugh.

341
00:19:33,200 --> 00:19:34,362
[Mac] What? Why?

342
00:19:34,998 --> 00:19:37,108
Because you watch scary
stuff all the time.

343
00:19:37,143 --> 00:19:38,870
[Mac] Just tell me
what you're watching.

344
00:19:40,404 --> 00:19:41,708
Doctor Who.

345
00:19:42,373 --> 00:19:43,609
[chuckles]

346
00:19:43,644 --> 00:19:45,346
Okay, oh, my God!
Stop, it's scary okay.

347
00:19:45,382 --> 00:19:48,148
You don't... Wow!
Shit, what the heck?

348
00:19:48,183 --> 00:19:49,448
[Mac] Why is it scary?

349
00:19:49,484 --> 00:19:52,123
Just stop videoing me,
Mackenzie.

350
00:19:52,159 --> 00:19:54,325
-[Mac] It's really not that bad.
-You're so rude.

351
00:19:54,360 --> 00:19:57,090
-[Mac] Oh, are you gonna cry?
-This is bad. Okay, bye.

352
00:19:58,227 --> 00:20:02,267
[Jenna] Okay, so, just answer
the questions as naturally
as you can, thank you.

353
00:20:02,769 --> 00:20:04,192
Well, like, right now?

354
00:20:04,227 --> 00:20:06,037
[Jenna] Well, yes right now,
it's due in ten minutes.

355
00:20:06,072 --> 00:20:07,836
-Jenna, what are you...?
-[Jenna] What?

356
00:20:07,871 --> 00:20:09,240
Okay, fine.

357
00:20:09,276 --> 00:20:10,872
Well, I'd like to finish
my sandwich, but let's go.

358
00:20:10,908 --> 00:20:12,542
[Jenna] Sorry.

359
00:20:12,578 --> 00:20:14,411
Okay, what's your first
impression to people
who meet you?

360
00:20:15,779 --> 00:20:17,577
Um...

361
00:20:17,612 --> 00:20:19,746
I think people think
I'm pretty standoffish,

362
00:20:19,781 --> 00:20:22,248
but I don't think that's totally
accurate of me, um...

363
00:20:22,283 --> 00:20:23,314
[Jenna] That's funny.

364
00:20:24,050 --> 00:20:26,324
-I just look really tired
sometimes.
-[Jenna] Right.

365
00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,118
But, I think people think
I'm nice enough.

366
00:20:30,629 --> 00:20:34,160
[Jenna] Okay. What sort
of first impression
do you desire?

367
00:20:34,195 --> 00:20:36,092
[chuckles] Desire.

368
00:20:38,300 --> 00:20:40,835
With that I'm, hello, hi...

369
00:20:40,871 --> 00:20:43,570
[Jenna] I just had to get
your sandwich and your outfit,
sorry.

370
00:20:43,606 --> 00:20:45,637
-Yeah, you said desire, um...
-[Jenna] Yes.

371
00:20:46,239 --> 00:20:49,780
That I'm confident,
I'd really like people to think
I'm confident

372
00:20:50,249 --> 00:20:53,241
and that I'm a good friend
and that I care.

373
00:20:56,448 --> 00:20:58,449
Hey Lucas, um,

374
00:20:59,152 --> 00:21:03,025
I know you're sleeping
because I called you
like three times

375
00:21:03,060 --> 00:21:04,120
and you usually answer.

376
00:21:06,495 --> 00:21:08,397
Your voicemail box
isn't set up yet

377
00:21:08,432 --> 00:21:12,427
so I decided I just make
this little video.

378
00:21:12,462 --> 00:21:14,066
Sorry.

379
00:21:14,101 --> 00:21:15,307
Um...

380
00:21:16,743 --> 00:21:17,837
I can't sleep.

381
00:21:18,571 --> 00:21:22,373
I had a macchiato at eight

382
00:21:22,943 --> 00:21:25,350
and didn't realize
it would still be in my system.

383
00:21:28,280 --> 00:21:29,321
So...

384
00:21:31,450 --> 00:21:32,489
I don't know,

385
00:21:33,784 --> 00:21:35,052
just want to talk to you,

386
00:21:38,631 --> 00:21:39,661
yeah.

387
00:21:40,801 --> 00:21:42,400
It's hard sometimes.

388
00:21:43,334 --> 00:21:45,337
Everything's fine,
but it's just,

389
00:21:46,367 --> 00:21:47,669
it's hard sometimes.

390
00:21:49,538 --> 00:21:51,302
-[rock music playing]
-[man] And go!

391
00:21:51,338 --> 00:21:53,345
Yeah, go team!

392
00:21:55,478 --> 00:21:57,077
[Lucas] What are you on
right now?

393
00:21:57,112 --> 00:21:58,174
The bumper.

394
00:21:59,845 --> 00:22:01,682
[man 2] Yo!
Look, she's out of it.

395
00:22:01,717 --> 00:22:03,850
[man laughs] Dude.
What do you think she took?

396
00:22:03,885 --> 00:22:06,182
[man 2] I can't even tell you,
she's leaving right now.

397
00:22:06,683 --> 00:22:07,984
Check me out, bro.

398
00:22:08,020 --> 00:22:09,487
[man] Oh, don't touch her,
that's fucked up.

399
00:22:09,522 --> 00:22:10,593
[man 2] Watch bro, look.

400
00:22:11,324 --> 00:22:12,364
Boom, bro!

401
00:22:12,798 --> 00:22:13,827
Oxies, man.

402
00:22:14,629 --> 00:22:16,758
This girl is on Venus
right now, man.

403
00:22:16,793 --> 00:22:18,095
-Shit.
-That's crazy.

404
00:22:22,032 --> 00:22:24,599
Guys, it is 2:30
in the afternoon.

405
00:22:25,335 --> 00:22:28,473
My roommate is the heaviest
sleeper I've ever met.

406
00:22:28,508 --> 00:22:29,546
This is unacceptable.

407
00:22:30,577 --> 00:22:31,845
So, I'm gonna try something.

408
00:22:33,213 --> 00:22:34,342
Watch.

409
00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:42,691
[pop music playing]

410
00:22:49,659 --> 00:22:50,658
Hey, girl!

411
00:22:50,694 --> 00:22:52,198
What? I'm sorry.

412
00:22:52,234 --> 00:22:54,136
Ah! You bitch!

413
00:22:54,172 --> 00:22:56,167
Sorry, no, I'm not sorry.

414
00:22:56,202 --> 00:22:58,407
Well, we did what we came here
to do, which is play hard,

415
00:22:58,442 --> 00:22:59,735
take advantage
of every opportunity

416
00:22:59,771 --> 00:23:01,072
the opposing team gave us

417
00:23:01,107 --> 00:23:03,171
and, uh, for that, you know,
I'm proud of our team

418
00:23:03,206 --> 00:23:05,146
and everything we accomplished
here today.

419
00:23:05,181 --> 00:23:08,178
[reporter] Parker, how did it
feel competing in your first
tournament?

420
00:23:08,213 --> 00:23:10,313
Well, I mean, this is
the first one with these boys

421
00:23:10,348 --> 00:23:12,848
and, I don't know how it could
have felt better or worse

422
00:23:12,883 --> 00:23:14,722
but now we got a title to defend

423
00:23:14,757 --> 00:23:17,154
and I don't think any of us
take that lightly.

424
00:23:18,393 --> 00:23:19,959
Thank you, thank you.

425
00:23:22,235 --> 00:23:23,963
[Alyssa] Do you like
the decorations?

426
00:23:25,566 --> 00:23:28,132
Um, yeah, they're just...

427
00:23:29,776 --> 00:23:31,334
Oh, my gosh!

428
00:23:31,369 --> 00:23:34,377
What! When did you get here?
You said you were in Vegas!

429
00:23:34,412 --> 00:23:36,280
I know, I know,
I squeezed in a day.

430
00:23:36,315 --> 00:23:38,615
-Mom, you knew?
-[Alyssa] Surprise!

431
00:23:39,911 --> 00:23:41,178
-[Lucas] Yeah. Ready.
-Okay.

432
00:23:44,255 --> 00:23:46,315
Oh, no, that's not what...

433
00:23:47,656 --> 00:23:49,226
[Lucas] Hey, Mac,
you're bleeding.

434
00:23:49,262 --> 00:23:50,725
-Hmm?
-[Lucas] You're bleeding.

435
00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:52,621
Oh, I just must have busted
a scab, it's fine.

436
00:23:52,656 --> 00:23:55,632
-[Lucas] Is that fresh? You said
you were getting better.
-I am, stop.

437
00:23:59,999 --> 00:24:02,540
So, I haven't really done
this in a while,

438
00:24:06,944 --> 00:24:07,974
but, um,

439
00:24:10,107 --> 00:24:11,978
it's been really hard
being back home.

440
00:24:15,014 --> 00:24:16,983
Even harder
than I thought it would be.

441
00:24:21,327 --> 00:24:24,991
Even see my friend Lucas
was hard,

442
00:24:28,033 --> 00:24:29,061
because he's...

443
00:24:33,171 --> 00:24:34,198
he's living the dream.

444
00:24:38,502 --> 00:24:41,040
He's always done everything
right and I'm just like this...

445
00:24:42,806 --> 00:24:43,845
major fuck up

446
00:24:45,479 --> 00:24:46,518
and I don't...

447
00:24:48,110 --> 00:24:49,345
I don't want to be like this,

448
00:24:52,686 --> 00:24:54,251
but every day it's just, uh...

449
00:24:59,165 --> 00:25:01,294
It's really hard...
[gasps]

450
00:25:01,330 --> 00:25:02,699
hard to wake up.

451
00:25:04,830 --> 00:25:06,197
It's hard to go to sleep.

452
00:25:10,533 --> 00:25:12,976
And I want to be happy
because everybody else is happy

453
00:25:13,011 --> 00:25:14,040
but I can't.

454
00:25:16,674 --> 00:25:17,747
I can't...

455
00:25:19,484 --> 00:25:20,952
Kenzie,
you have read receipts on.

456
00:25:21,354 --> 00:25:22,884
Hey, I know you're getting
my texts.

457
00:25:24,013 --> 00:25:25,513
I'm worried about you,

458
00:25:25,549 --> 00:25:27,790
I don't know if you're being
serious, if you're joking,

459
00:25:28,860 --> 00:25:31,054
but you're starting to scare
the shit out of me, okay?

460
00:25:31,089 --> 00:25:32,821
So just please tell me
what's going on.

461
00:25:32,857 --> 00:25:34,690
[indistinct chatter]

462
00:25:34,726 --> 00:25:35,798
This isn't you.

463
00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:38,097
[sobbing]

464
00:25:39,366 --> 00:25:40,396
So...

465
00:25:41,504 --> 00:25:43,267
Lucas and I just got in this

466
00:25:44,505 --> 00:25:45,973
fucking huge fight

467
00:25:47,910 --> 00:25:49,906
and I don't have anyone to talk
about it with

468
00:25:49,941 --> 00:25:51,583
because I don't have any friends

469
00:25:53,881 --> 00:25:55,785
and I didn't realize that
until now.

470
00:25:59,549 --> 00:26:03,227
He was just like begging me
to call him so I did

471
00:26:03,262 --> 00:26:04,486
and then he just kept saying,

472
00:26:06,226 --> 00:26:08,826
"This isn't you
and you're acting weird
and stuff"

473
00:26:08,861 --> 00:26:10,327
but he just doesn't get it.

474
00:26:14,238 --> 00:26:15,497
This is who I am.

475
00:26:17,906 --> 00:26:20,772
I'm the emotional fuck-up
that is flunking

476
00:26:20,807 --> 00:26:22,977
her first semester in college

477
00:26:24,377 --> 00:26:28,653
and I don't have any friends
because I'm a bad person.

478
00:26:30,553 --> 00:26:32,580
I'm not a good friend I...

479
00:26:35,161 --> 00:26:36,287
he just doesn't get it.

480
00:26:38,229 --> 00:26:39,290
He doesn't know

481
00:26:40,830 --> 00:26:42,997
the things that I thought,
he doesn't know.

482
00:26:48,471 --> 00:26:50,136
He just doesn't know

483
00:26:51,001 --> 00:26:53,205
how hard I'm trying

484
00:26:54,775 --> 00:26:56,648
not to be just a fuck up.

485
00:27:02,484 --> 00:27:03,787
He doesn't get it.

486
00:27:08,018 --> 00:27:09,617
God, I look pathetic.

487
00:27:10,987 --> 00:27:12,796
[car door beeping]

488
00:27:14,365 --> 00:27:16,525
[no audible dialogue]

489
00:27:32,348 --> 00:27:33,377
What's that?

490
00:27:34,317 --> 00:27:36,820
[inaudible]

491
00:27:37,551 --> 00:27:40,054
[laughter]

492
00:27:41,217 --> 00:27:48,227
[chatter in the background]

493
00:27:53,506 --> 00:27:56,633
I don't think
I can do this anymore.

494
00:27:56,669 --> 00:27:58,072
[sobbing]

495
00:27:59,202 --> 00:28:01,339
Everyday it's just really awful.

496
00:28:04,983 --> 00:28:08,412
And I'm just really tired
feeling this bad all the time.

497
00:28:12,587 --> 00:28:14,484
It hurts so much

498
00:28:14,519 --> 00:28:17,729
and nothing anybody says helps,
nothing I do helps.

499
00:28:22,361 --> 00:28:24,466
It's just like there's
this hole in my chest

500
00:28:24,501 --> 00:28:26,870
and it won't go away.

501
00:28:33,042 --> 00:28:35,346
So, I just don't think
it's worth it anymore,

502
00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:37,414
because I don't have a future

503
00:28:38,083 --> 00:28:42,215
and I'm just like
this big burden on everybody
that I love

504
00:28:44,691 --> 00:28:47,088
and I know they're getting sick
of me because...

505
00:28:47,688 --> 00:28:49,321
I keep fucking up.

506
00:28:53,056 --> 00:28:54,293
But I'm trying.

507
00:28:56,764 --> 00:28:58,462
I'm trying so hard,

508
00:29:00,235 --> 00:29:04,776
but every day is just like
my own personal hell.

509
00:29:10,581 --> 00:29:13,917
So mommy I'm... I'm so sorry.

510
00:29:17,289 --> 00:29:19,351
I'm sorry, mommy.

511
00:29:21,086 --> 00:29:23,692
I love you and I'm so sorry,

512
00:29:23,728 --> 00:29:25,619
you've always been
so good to me

513
00:29:25,655 --> 00:29:28,398
even when I was being a bitch,
I'm sorry mommy.

514
00:29:28,433 --> 00:29:30,802
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

515
00:29:34,998 --> 00:29:36,203
And Lucas,

516
00:29:39,144 --> 00:29:42,473
thank you for being my friend
even when I didn't deserve it.

517
00:29:44,312 --> 00:29:46,983
And I know you're gonna be
an amazing soccer player.

518
00:29:49,112 --> 00:29:50,214
I'm already...

519
00:29:50,249 --> 00:29:52,351
I'm already so proud
of you, okay?

520
00:29:55,189 --> 00:29:58,755
I don't think I can do this
anymore...

521
00:29:58,791 --> 00:30:02,328
[wailing]

522
00:30:05,636 --> 00:30:08,070
God, I wish I wasn't doing this.

523
00:30:13,346 --> 00:30:15,044
But I've already...

524
00:30:16,045 --> 00:30:20,049
I've already taken
a lot of these, so...

525
00:30:21,144 --> 00:30:22,480
I'm so sorry.

526
00:30:31,792 --> 00:30:33,693
Are you ready?

527
00:30:33,729 --> 00:30:35,328
[Alyssa] Yep, I am.

528
00:30:57,146 --> 00:30:58,186
Hey, Mac.

529
00:30:59,890 --> 00:31:01,622
I'm making this video
so that you, uh,

530
00:31:02,191 --> 00:31:04,093
you know you have something
when you wake up.

531
00:31:07,665 --> 00:31:08,933
They won't let me be here.

532
00:31:10,202 --> 00:31:11,232
I tried.

533
00:31:14,198 --> 00:31:15,401
You're asleep right now.

534
00:31:20,670 --> 00:31:22,639
You know, uh, when your mom
called me

535
00:31:23,615 --> 00:31:24,773
and told me what happened

536
00:31:25,509 --> 00:31:27,215
the first thing
that I thought about

537
00:31:28,014 --> 00:31:29,316
was when we were kids

538
00:31:29,852 --> 00:31:31,384
and we'd watch Scooby-Doo

539
00:31:32,352 --> 00:31:36,389
over and over and over again
on repeat.

540
00:31:38,030 --> 00:31:40,428
And then we started dressing up
like them to watch it.

541
00:31:40,464 --> 00:31:41,724
Remember?

542
00:31:42,458 --> 00:31:43,926
And you were always Daphne.

543
00:31:44,429 --> 00:31:48,302
I was always Scooby,
and we'd just...

544
00:32:00,916 --> 00:32:02,580
I care about you so much, Mac.

545
00:32:06,457 --> 00:32:07,519
We all do.

546
00:32:11,063 --> 00:32:13,822
You're like, you're like
this amazing light in our life.

547
00:32:16,062 --> 00:32:17,133
You know, and the...

548
00:32:19,428 --> 00:32:21,269
the idea of that light

549
00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:24,767
just going out.

550
00:32:35,782 --> 00:32:37,549
[sighs]

551
00:32:43,687 --> 00:32:46,822
Mac, there's nothing
that you can ever do

552
00:32:47,857 --> 00:32:50,892
that'll ever change the way
I feel about you.

553
00:32:54,706 --> 00:32:57,206
I will always love you anyway,

554
00:33:00,004 --> 00:33:01,045
always.

555
00:33:07,611 --> 00:33:09,185
[Dr. Carter] I'm gonna record
again.

556
00:33:10,314 --> 00:33:11,517
Is that still okay?

557
00:33:14,723 --> 00:33:15,818
Yeah, sure.

558
00:33:28,635 --> 00:33:30,833
[Dr. Carter] How are you feeling
today, Mackenzie?

559
00:33:33,675 --> 00:33:34,707
Um.

560
00:33:35,343 --> 00:33:37,840
The withdraw is over,
so, better I guess.

561
00:33:45,348 --> 00:33:46,552
I haven't been...

562
00:33:49,321 --> 00:33:52,558
totally sober in a while.

563
00:33:55,428 --> 00:33:57,195
I usually have a beer
or something

564
00:33:57,230 --> 00:33:58,762
to take the edge off, you know.

565
00:34:03,236 --> 00:34:04,570
[Dr. Carter] How does it feel?

566
00:34:07,271 --> 00:34:08,574
Not so great.

567
00:34:13,210 --> 00:34:14,250
I just...

568
00:34:16,546 --> 00:34:17,748
have a lot to think about.

569
00:34:22,752 --> 00:34:24,260
[Dr. Carter] Must be
frightening.

570
00:34:30,468 --> 00:34:31,567
Um...

571
00:34:31,902 --> 00:34:33,335
I just keep thinking about...

572
00:34:35,101 --> 00:34:36,173
my mom's face

573
00:34:38,401 --> 00:34:39,440
when she found me.

574
00:34:42,706 --> 00:34:44,412
It's blurry
but I still remember.

575
00:34:48,379 --> 00:34:49,681
She was really scared.

576
00:34:53,820 --> 00:34:56,754
I didn't want her to be scared,
I just wanted it to be over.

577
00:34:58,663 --> 00:34:59,691
[Dr. Carter] It?

578
00:35:04,568 --> 00:35:05,598
No...

579
00:35:07,398 --> 00:35:08,700
the way I was feeling.

580
00:35:10,666 --> 00:35:12,209
I just wanted it to stop.

581
00:35:15,614 --> 00:35:19,007
I guess that's why I took
the oxies in the first place
and it worked.

582
00:35:21,610 --> 00:35:22,681
[Dr. Carter] It worked,

583
00:35:24,416 --> 00:35:26,454
but then it stopped working.

584
00:35:32,124 --> 00:35:35,331
Yeah, and...

585
00:35:38,297 --> 00:35:39,469
I don't know, I guess...

586
00:35:40,139 --> 00:35:42,668
life just seemed
pretty impossible without it.

587
00:35:48,713 --> 00:35:49,741
Hey, sweetie.

588
00:35:51,709 --> 00:35:53,844
I just got back
from grandma's funeral.

589
00:35:55,521 --> 00:35:56,583
It was nice.

590
00:35:57,821 --> 00:35:59,520
Simple, I guess.

591
00:36:01,651 --> 00:36:03,392
A lot of people asked about you,

592
00:36:04,654 --> 00:36:06,190
asked how you were doing,

593
00:36:06,559 --> 00:36:08,892
so, I told them
you were doing better

594
00:36:10,165 --> 00:36:11,830
but that seemed to confuse them,

595
00:36:12,365 --> 00:36:15,371
so, I started trying to explain

596
00:36:16,666 --> 00:36:18,198
and then I started crying

597
00:36:19,034 --> 00:36:21,938
and they backed off,
which was nice, I guess.

598
00:36:25,578 --> 00:36:28,811
You know, I didn't understand
at first

599
00:36:28,846 --> 00:36:31,552
why you chose not to come
with me today,

600
00:36:34,088 --> 00:36:35,292
because I really,

601
00:36:38,023 --> 00:36:40,561
I really needed you there
with me more than anything.

602
00:36:43,869 --> 00:36:45,269
But when I saw the casket

603
00:36:48,263 --> 00:36:51,902
it just reminded me how close
I was to losing you too.

604
00:36:57,540 --> 00:36:58,744
But, you, my girl,

605
00:37:00,279 --> 00:37:01,615
you are a fighter.

606
00:37:03,418 --> 00:37:06,653
You are so strong
and so beautiful.

607
00:37:09,224 --> 00:37:11,261
And I know you might think

608
00:37:11,297 --> 00:37:14,596
this whole thing has just made
you weak or ugly,

609
00:37:14,932 --> 00:37:16,498
but that is so not true.

610
00:37:17,099 --> 00:37:18,467
You have to believe me.

611
00:37:21,304 --> 00:37:23,274
My mother wasn't always
there for me,

612
00:37:24,571 --> 00:37:26,937
but I am always gonna be there
for you

613
00:37:28,375 --> 00:37:30,105
and don't you forget that, Mac.

614
00:37:31,309 --> 00:37:32,349
Not ever.

615
00:37:35,144 --> 00:37:38,713
Um, so, I don't have phone
privileges in here.

616
00:37:38,748 --> 00:37:42,656
So, Rhonda is helping me film.

617
00:37:43,595 --> 00:37:44,922
Um...

618
00:37:46,931 --> 00:37:50,301
I have depression and...

619
00:37:51,628 --> 00:37:54,102
I got addicted to drugs

620
00:37:54,505 --> 00:37:59,310
when I started using them
to manage my emotions.

621
00:38:02,137 --> 00:38:04,079
But, I've been in rehab
for two months now

622
00:38:04,114 --> 00:38:05,877
and I'm working through it.

623
00:38:08,783 --> 00:38:12,488
When I was a kid I used
to play guitar all the time.

624
00:38:14,754 --> 00:38:18,219
And at my lowest point
I sold it for drugs.

625
00:38:20,762 --> 00:38:24,368
But I wrote a song
and I'd like you guys to hear it

626
00:38:25,167 --> 00:38:26,194
and I hope it helps.

627
00:38:35,638 --> 00:38:38,746
<i>♪ Take my hand ♪</i>

628
00:38:38,781 --> 00:38:43,244
<i>♪ I promise it gets better,</i>
<i>just around the bend ♪</i>

629
00:38:46,287 --> 00:38:49,492
<i>♪ Hear my voice ♪</i>

630
00:38:49,528 --> 00:38:53,991
<i>♪ Don't let it get lost</i>
<i>in all your mental noise ♪</i>

631
00:38:58,298 --> 00:39:04,507
<i>♪ Your road has been hard,</i>
<i>but the journey's</i>
<i>not complete ♪</i>

632
00:39:07,976 --> 00:39:14,517
<i>♪ You're worth fighting for,</i>
<i>and a person I'd like to meet ♪</i>

633
00:39:16,714 --> 00:39:19,318
<i>♪ I'd like to meet you ♪</i>

634
00:39:19,353 --> 00:39:22,226
<i>♪ I'd like to know ♪</i>

635
00:39:22,261 --> 00:39:27,194
<i>♪ What you felt</i>
<i>at your lowest low ♪</i>

636
00:39:27,230 --> 00:39:29,889
<i>♪ I'd like to meet you ♪</i>

637
00:39:29,925 --> 00:39:32,962
<i>♪ And I'd like to know ♪</i>

638
00:39:32,997 --> 00:39:37,408
<i>♪ What you felt</i>
<i>at your lowest low ♪</i>

639
00:39:39,703 --> 00:39:41,237
Happy birthday, Lucas.

640
00:39:41,272 --> 00:39:43,744
I get to call you later, but,
I just wanted you to know

641
00:39:45,074 --> 00:39:47,082
that we're all here rooting
for you,

642
00:39:47,518 --> 00:39:51,685
um, you have some new fans
by the way, but, uh,

643
00:39:51,721 --> 00:39:54,319
it seems to me, sir,
you're moving a little slow.

644
00:39:54,355 --> 00:39:55,452
I think that's you.

645
00:39:55,854 --> 00:39:57,428
Gonna need to see
some more hustle.

646
00:39:58,857 --> 00:40:00,387
All right,
I'll call you later, bye.

647
00:40:02,592 --> 00:40:03,830
Hi, Lucas.

648
00:40:05,634 --> 00:40:07,999
I stole your phone,
like the good old days.

649
00:40:10,067 --> 00:40:11,869
I didn't go through your photos
or anything

650
00:40:11,905 --> 00:40:13,838
but you should really
change your passcode,

651
00:40:13,874 --> 00:40:15,941
you've had the same one
since like fifth grade.

652
00:40:18,082 --> 00:40:20,308
Oh, a message from...

653
00:40:23,249 --> 00:40:24,279
Katie.

654
00:40:26,287 --> 00:40:27,315
Are you guys...

655
00:40:28,984 --> 00:40:30,252
are you guys back together.

656
00:40:31,726 --> 00:40:33,530
I mean, are you holding out
at me, Parker?

657
00:40:34,831 --> 00:40:37,127
Oh, cause we're gonna talk
about this when you wake up,

658
00:40:39,135 --> 00:40:40,163
if you ever do...

659
00:40:41,466 --> 00:40:42,434
[applause]

660
00:40:42,469 --> 00:40:46,303
Okay, um, thanks, guys.

661
00:40:46,338 --> 00:40:47,368
Uh...

662
00:40:48,514 --> 00:40:51,482
I didn't think leaving rehab
would be bittersweet,

663
00:40:53,277 --> 00:40:56,949
but, I guess I owe it to all
the amazing people here,

664
00:40:59,318 --> 00:41:00,348
so...

665
00:41:01,184 --> 00:41:05,826
Um, I know this hasn't been easy
for anyone,

666
00:41:06,295 --> 00:41:07,531
especially my family,

667
00:41:09,969 --> 00:41:13,163
and, when I got here

668
00:41:15,470 --> 00:41:17,332
I wanted to stay alive for them,

669
00:41:19,272 --> 00:41:20,302
but...

670
00:41:21,608 --> 00:41:23,646
now I want to stay alive for me.

671
00:41:26,151 --> 00:41:28,717
The world still scares me and...

672
00:41:30,150 --> 00:41:33,051
I have no idea what my life
looks like three months from now

673
00:41:34,389 --> 00:41:35,757
and that terrifies me,

674
00:41:38,029 --> 00:41:39,057
but I want it

675
00:41:40,900 --> 00:41:43,897
and that's something I honestly
couldn't have said
three months ago.

676
00:41:46,162 --> 00:41:49,496
I want to say thank you
to my mom

677
00:41:50,166 --> 00:41:52,840
for being my rock
no matter what,

678
00:41:54,704 --> 00:41:56,041
and just,

679
00:41:57,006 --> 00:41:58,439
yeah, always being there.

680
00:41:59,649 --> 00:42:02,012
Thank you
to all the amazing people here

681
00:42:02,047 --> 00:42:03,845
that were determined
to get through to me,

682
00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:05,589
especially Dr. Carter.

683
00:42:07,925 --> 00:42:08,955
And, um,

684
00:42:09,758 --> 00:42:13,355
I want to call out Lucas,
specifically,

685
00:42:14,091 --> 00:42:16,527
because he flew all
the way out here

686
00:42:16,562 --> 00:42:17,961
from Indianapolis,

687
00:42:17,996 --> 00:42:19,933
even when I said
it wasn't a big deal.

688
00:42:22,907 --> 00:42:23,970
Okay.

689
00:42:25,335 --> 00:42:30,108
So, Lucas, you have always
been my best friend.

690
00:42:32,444 --> 00:42:33,540
And...

691
00:42:34,747 --> 00:42:37,918
you've always chosen to see me.

692
00:42:40,123 --> 00:42:41,218
The real me.

693
00:42:43,220 --> 00:42:46,058
Even when I couldn't
or didn't want to.

694
00:42:48,731 --> 00:42:52,427
And, you made me laugh
through the tears

695
00:42:54,298 --> 00:42:57,102
and hugged me when I really,
really needed it.

696
00:43:00,808 --> 00:43:04,874
So, thanks for being
the best friend

697
00:43:04,909 --> 00:43:06,617
a depressed girl could ask for.

698
00:43:09,485 --> 00:43:11,655
-[chuckles]
-[applause]

699
00:43:15,291 --> 00:43:22,292
[music playing]

700
00:43:48,622 --> 00:43:49,792
-Daniel.
-All right.

701
00:43:51,522 --> 00:43:55,960
So, it's just we're doing the C,
and then a B, into the E.

702
00:43:55,995 --> 00:43:57,561
These are minor,
those two are minor.

703
00:43:57,596 --> 00:43:59,559
[vocalizing]

704
00:43:59,595 --> 00:44:01,468
-Are we picking, or--
-Do a little finger pick.

705
00:44:01,503 --> 00:44:02,932
-Yeah, yeah.
-Okay.

706
00:44:02,967 --> 00:44:04,832
-Nice.
-[plays wrong notes]

707
00:44:04,868 --> 00:44:07,100
Aw... Shut up.

708
00:44:07,136 --> 00:44:08,478
-Shut up!
-No, no, no!

709
00:44:08,513 --> 00:44:10,175
You're nervous
because of the camera.

710
00:44:17,312 --> 00:44:18,854
I found the key,
I found the key.

711
00:44:22,321 --> 00:44:24,627
I don't know the key.
I found it, I found it again.

712
00:44:24,663 --> 00:44:26,623
Thought you were supposed
to be a musician?

713
00:44:26,659 --> 00:44:28,127
I'm nailing it.

714
00:44:28,162 --> 00:44:29,723
Thought you were supposed
to be this really cool...

715
00:44:30,192 --> 00:44:31,526
And maybe you are, a little bit.

716
00:44:33,231 --> 00:44:36,265
-I found it, I found it!
-...this whole time.

717
00:44:36,300 --> 00:44:38,504
-Sell yourself a little short.
-[laughs]

718
00:44:38,540 --> 00:44:40,104
[Alyssa] Excuse me,

719
00:44:40,140 --> 00:44:42,642
could you help me find a copy
of Ana Karenina?

720
00:44:42,677 --> 00:44:44,275
Mom, what are you doing here?

721
00:44:44,310 --> 00:44:46,675
[Alyssa] I wanted to catch you
in your natural habitat.

722
00:44:47,244 --> 00:44:49,143
Since when do you read classic
novels?

723
00:44:49,178 --> 00:44:51,382
[Alyssa] I read a lot, actually.

724
00:44:52,085 --> 00:44:54,758
Okay, well, if you'll follow me
this way.

725
00:44:55,325 --> 00:44:57,893
We have it here.

726
00:44:59,221 --> 00:45:00,487
You know this is huge, right?

727
00:45:00,522 --> 00:45:02,261
Like, do you even have time
to read this?

728
00:45:02,663 --> 00:45:03,966
[Alyssa] I'll find time.

729
00:45:04,569 --> 00:45:05,994
-All right.
-[Alyssa] Thank you.

730
00:45:06,029 --> 00:45:07,662
What excellent service.

731
00:45:07,698 --> 00:45:10,400
Well, you know, we try, we try,
so, please, please come back.

732
00:45:13,039 --> 00:45:15,639
[Daniel] Boom,
three hours post tattoo.

733
00:45:16,075 --> 00:45:17,674
Time for the big reveal,
you ready?

734
00:45:17,710 --> 00:45:19,474
Yep, here we go.

735
00:45:19,510 --> 00:45:21,513
-[Daniel] Why are you going
so slow?
-It hurts.

736
00:45:21,549 --> 00:45:24,215
[Daniel] That hurt-- you got
a tattoo and it's the tape
that hurts?

737
00:45:24,250 --> 00:45:26,316
-Yes.
-[Daniel] Just take--
just rip it off.

738
00:45:26,352 --> 00:45:28,385
-Shut up! Slow and steady.
-[Daniel] Go, go, go!

739
00:45:29,885 --> 00:45:30,926
Damn.

740
00:45:31,887 --> 00:45:32,929
Wow!

741
00:45:33,732 --> 00:45:36,099
-[Daniel] What do you think?
-I really like it.

742
00:45:36,935 --> 00:45:39,258
[Daniel] Well, good,
you're stuck with it
forever now.

743
00:45:39,294 --> 00:45:40,661
I'm stuck with it forever!

744
00:45:41,934 --> 00:45:44,599
Lucas come here, come here!

745
00:45:45,143 --> 00:45:46,368
Stop, okay.

746
00:45:46,403 --> 00:45:48,578
-Okay, you have the ring?
-Yes, of course.

747
00:45:48,613 --> 00:45:51,875
All right, you ready for this,
Parker?

748
00:45:51,910 --> 00:45:53,608
-Yeah, you?
-Yeah.

749
00:45:54,642 --> 00:45:56,386
Dan, thank you for doing this,
by the way.

750
00:45:56,421 --> 00:45:58,013
[Daniel] Dude, it's an honor.

751
00:45:58,049 --> 00:45:59,790
-[cellphone beeps]
-Oh!

752
00:46:01,458 --> 00:46:02,916
Katie just got here.

753
00:46:02,952 --> 00:46:04,427
You ready?

754
00:46:04,463 --> 00:46:05,862
-It's game time!
-All right, go.

755
00:46:08,223 --> 00:46:09,761
[Daniel] Ready, babe?

756
00:46:09,796 --> 00:46:11,461
Yeah, uh, let's do this.

757
00:46:31,685 --> 00:46:32,988
Katie, I love you.

758
00:46:34,421 --> 00:46:36,557
Ever since I asked you out
three years ago to this day

759
00:46:36,592 --> 00:46:39,122
I knew you were special.

760
00:46:39,157 --> 00:46:41,865
I never knew
how kind and smart

761
00:46:43,193 --> 00:46:44,626
and insanely beautiful...

762
00:46:46,271 --> 00:46:50,071
There's nothing that I want more
than spend the rest of my life
with you

763
00:46:51,475 --> 00:46:52,502
as soon as possible.

764
00:46:54,640 --> 00:46:55,670
Katie...

765
00:46:56,680 --> 00:46:58,145
-Will you marry me?
-Oh, God.

766
00:46:59,141 --> 00:47:00,510
-Yeah?
-Yeah!

767
00:47:02,453 --> 00:47:03,945
[squeals]
So cute!

768
00:47:03,980 --> 00:47:05,152
Oh, my God.

769
00:47:06,315 --> 00:47:08,784
Oh, my God, it's beautiful!

770
00:47:08,819 --> 00:47:09,860
What?

771
00:47:13,022 --> 00:47:14,755
Guys, what?

772
00:47:17,327 --> 00:47:19,597
It's so pretty,
you did so good.

773
00:47:19,632 --> 00:47:21,204
Oh...

774
00:47:21,240 --> 00:47:22,433
Love you too.

775
00:47:30,748 --> 00:47:32,674
[Mac] Um, I have no idea
what I'm doing.

776
00:47:33,008 --> 00:47:34,145
Okay.

777
00:47:34,180 --> 00:47:35,776
That's the zoom,
you're doing right now,

778
00:47:35,811 --> 00:47:37,885
that's the zoom and you can use
that if you want to,

779
00:47:37,920 --> 00:47:39,483
everything else is on auto,
though.

780
00:47:39,518 --> 00:47:41,681
-[Mac] Okay, I got it.
-Get it, you ready? All right.

781
00:47:41,717 --> 00:47:43,858
Day one of the road trip
and, uh, so far I think

782
00:47:43,893 --> 00:47:45,456
Mackenzie has eaten
all the snacks.

783
00:47:45,491 --> 00:47:48,157
[Mac] No, I haven't, you liar.
I left you some carrots.

784
00:47:48,193 --> 00:47:49,625
Carrots?
That's all we have left?

785
00:47:51,034 --> 00:47:54,436
We are going to Dallas,
uh, from my band's show.

786
00:47:54,839 --> 00:47:57,303
[Mac] And where's your band,
good sir?

787
00:47:58,367 --> 00:47:59,673
They're in the other car.

788
00:47:59,708 --> 00:48:00,875
[Mac] And why is that?

789
00:48:01,277 --> 00:48:03,408
Because I wanted to spend
some alone time with my girl.

790
00:48:06,377 --> 00:48:07,845
[Mac] Eyes on the road,
cool guy.

791
00:48:07,880 --> 00:48:09,918
It's a red light.

792
00:48:09,954 --> 00:48:12,420
-Turn the camera off.
-[Mac] Okay, look at me.

793
00:48:12,455 --> 00:48:17,854
[live music]

794
00:48:17,890 --> 00:48:19,094
[Mac cheering]

795
00:48:24,461 --> 00:48:26,198
-[man] Do you want some?
-[Mac] Oh!

796
00:48:26,234 --> 00:48:28,466
-[man] Do you want some?
-[Mac] No, no, thanks.

797
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:38,113
Okay, um...

798
00:48:39,113 --> 00:48:41,210
Lucas, I FaceTimed you
like six times,

799
00:48:41,245 --> 00:48:42,678
so, I guess you're pretty busy,

800
00:48:43,750 --> 00:48:44,779
but, um...

801
00:48:46,888 --> 00:48:48,750
I'm in Dallas with Daniel and...

802
00:48:50,890 --> 00:48:52,358
you were right.

803
00:48:52,393 --> 00:48:54,096
I really didn't want you
to be right, but, you were right

804
00:48:54,131 --> 00:48:57,899
and I think this is all just
a bit too much for me

805
00:48:57,934 --> 00:49:01,395
because some guy
just offered me coke

806
00:49:01,430 --> 00:49:03,699
and it was really hard to say no

807
00:49:04,468 --> 00:49:06,009
and I could have done it
but I didn't.

808
00:49:07,842 --> 00:49:09,111
Daniel's still inside.

809
00:49:10,081 --> 00:49:12,048
He's gonna kill me
when he finds out that I left.

810
00:49:13,416 --> 00:49:14,450
Shit.

811
00:49:15,119 --> 00:49:19,220
But, um, just... just call me
back when you can, okay?

812
00:49:20,458 --> 00:49:22,949
Kenzie, Kenz!

813
00:49:24,125 --> 00:49:25,655
Hey, what's up,
what are you doing?

814
00:49:26,657 --> 00:49:28,556
Let me in, I just,
I just want to talk to you.

815
00:49:28,591 --> 00:49:30,165
[Mac] Are you fucking high
right now?

816
00:49:31,295 --> 00:49:33,430
No! God, no, of course not.

817
00:49:33,466 --> 00:49:35,570
[Mac] Daniel, you said
you wouldn't do anything

818
00:49:35,606 --> 00:49:36,663
if I came with you.

819
00:49:36,698 --> 00:49:38,002
Look, just,
just come inside, okay?

820
00:49:38,037 --> 00:49:39,766
We're about to put...

821
00:49:39,802 --> 00:49:42,607
-[Mac] No, fuck this.
-We can talk about this.

822
00:49:42,643 --> 00:49:43,776
Hey!

823
00:49:43,812 --> 00:49:44,779
Hey, where the fuck?

824
00:49:44,814 --> 00:49:46,478
You can't take my car, bitch!

825
00:49:50,952 --> 00:49:54,387
Hello, world. Mackenzie here.

826
00:49:56,654 --> 00:49:58,886
I just decided to make
this video because...

827
00:50:00,158 --> 00:50:01,856
I didn't have it for me

828
00:50:03,032 --> 00:50:05,200
when I was battling
my depression,

829
00:50:07,163 --> 00:50:08,236
and um...

830
00:50:10,370 --> 00:50:12,273
I just felt
that it was really important.

831
00:50:14,846 --> 00:50:19,874
Today is the one-year
anniversary

832
00:50:21,576 --> 00:50:23,185
of when I attempted suicide.

833
00:50:25,483 --> 00:50:27,882
A lot has changed since then,
um...

834
00:50:29,353 --> 00:50:31,226
but a lot is still the same.

835
00:50:32,653 --> 00:50:34,528
Like I still have depression,

836
00:50:34,563 --> 00:50:36,227
um...

837
00:50:36,263 --> 00:50:37,925
some days are better
than others,

838
00:50:40,504 --> 00:50:41,566
and um...

839
00:50:44,099 --> 00:50:48,710
my future and who I want to be
in this world is still...

840
00:50:49,412 --> 00:50:54,084
really fuzzy to me
and overwhelming for me
to think about.

841
00:50:56,180 --> 00:50:59,419
But, I want it.

842
00:51:05,387 --> 00:51:06,492
Hi, everybody.

843
00:51:07,192 --> 00:51:08,626
My name is Mackenzie

844
00:51:09,561 --> 00:51:12,498
and this is my first time
performing.

845
00:51:14,203 --> 00:51:17,503
This is dedicated
to my best friend Lucas,

846
00:51:18,070 --> 00:51:20,000
wherever you are.

847
00:51:22,077 --> 00:51:23,844
He knows
that I'm too competitive

848
00:51:23,879 --> 00:51:25,841
to turn down a bet, so.

849
00:51:26,883 --> 00:51:28,008
This one's for you Lucas.

850
00:51:32,153 --> 00:51:34,784
<i>♪ I remember us so clearly ♪</i>

851
00:51:36,959 --> 00:51:40,461
<i>♪ Like it was yesterday ♪</i>

852
00:51:40,496 --> 00:51:43,891
Tonight, Northern Indiana
University's star soccer player

853
00:51:43,927 --> 00:51:47,059
is in critical condition
after a deadly car crash.

854
00:51:47,095 --> 00:51:50,305
<i>Lucas Parker and his fiancée,</i>
<i>Katie Hamilton,</i>

855
00:51:50,340 --> 00:51:53,209
<i>were hit by a drunk driver</i>
<i>just before nine o'clock</i>

856
00:51:53,244 --> 00:51:56,035
<i>at the intersection</i>
<i>of Shelbyville and Hurstbourne.</i>

857
00:51:56,071 --> 00:51:58,604
<i>Parker was transported</i>
<i>to Baptist East Hospital</i>

858
00:51:58,639 --> 00:52:00,072
<i>in critical condition.</i>

859
00:52:00,108 --> 00:52:02,652
The crash was caused
by an oncoming drunk driver

860
00:52:02,687 --> 00:52:03,909
who died at the scene.

861
00:52:03,945 --> 00:52:06,618
<i>♪ As they'll be forever</i>
<i>memories ♪</i>

862
00:52:07,817 --> 00:52:13,328
<i>♪ There will always be</i>
<i>another day ♪</i>

863
00:52:15,293 --> 00:52:17,365
<i>♪ Forever memories ♪</i>

864
00:52:18,969 --> 00:52:24,207
<i>♪ This could be a higher way ♪</i>

865
00:52:25,268 --> 00:52:27,576
[applause]

866
00:52:27,612 --> 00:52:28,640
Thank you, guys.

867
00:52:30,878 --> 00:52:32,512
So, uh...

868
00:52:34,142 --> 00:52:37,077
obviously I'm not Lucas,
even though this his Instagram.

869
00:52:40,016 --> 00:52:42,720
As some of you probably
heard earlier, Lucas was...

870
00:52:44,288 --> 00:52:46,086
in a car crash

871
00:52:49,993 --> 00:52:53,593
and it's something to do
with his head or his brain.

872
00:52:53,628 --> 00:52:56,030
It's... It's really bad.

873
00:53:00,334 --> 00:53:03,213
So, we can really use
your thoughts and prayers,
please.

874
00:53:06,014 --> 00:53:13,014
[heart monitor beeping]

875
00:53:24,527 --> 00:53:28,095
<i>♪ As time goes by ♪</i>

876
00:53:29,237 --> 00:53:32,033
<i>♪ I'll be waiting for you ♪</i>

877
00:53:35,736 --> 00:53:39,139
<i>♪ As time goes by ♪</i>

878
00:53:40,248 --> 00:53:43,209
<i>♪ I'll be dreaming for you ♪</i>

879
00:53:46,716 --> 00:53:50,084
<i>♪ When you open your eyes ♪</i>

880
00:53:51,393 --> 00:53:54,995
<i>♪ The sunrise will be here</i>
<i>for you ♪</i>

881
00:53:55,031 --> 00:53:57,661
<i>♪ I'll be here for you ♪</i>

882
00:53:57,696 --> 00:54:00,435
<i>♪ When you're sharing</i>
<i>your stories ♪</i>

883
00:54:02,372 --> 00:54:04,967
<i>♪ My smile will look</i>
<i>right back at you ♪</i>

884
00:54:05,877 --> 00:54:08,536
<i>♪ So please will you ♪</i>

885
00:54:08,572 --> 00:54:13,382
<i>♪ Just open your eyes ♪</i>

886
00:54:13,418 --> 00:54:16,352
<i>♪ The sun will shine bright</i>
<i>when you're with me ♪</i>

887
00:54:19,451 --> 00:54:23,920
<i>♪ Just open your eyes ♪</i>

888
00:54:23,955 --> 00:54:27,660
<i>♪ Can't go another night</i>
<i>to see you like this ♪</i>

889
00:54:29,934 --> 00:54:34,293
<i>♪ Just open your eyes ♪</i>

890
00:54:34,329 --> 00:54:37,131
<i>♪ The sun will shine bright</i>
<i>when you're with me ♪</i>

891
00:54:40,241 --> 00:54:44,612
<i>♪ Just open your eyes ♪</i>

892
00:54:44,647 --> 00:54:48,109
<i>♪ I can't go another night</i>
<i>to see you like this ♪</i>

893
00:54:50,285 --> 00:54:54,654
<i>♪ But we'll get through this ♪</i>

894
00:55:05,460 --> 00:55:07,236
Hey.

895
00:55:07,271 --> 00:55:08,929
You're gonna have
a lot of these videos

896
00:55:08,965 --> 00:55:11,433
when you wake up,
so, sorry not sorry.

897
00:55:11,468 --> 00:55:13,706
[laughs] I guess.

898
00:55:16,775 --> 00:55:18,843
It's just really hard
not talking to you.

899
00:55:23,888 --> 00:55:24,915
I know what it's like

900
00:55:26,023 --> 00:55:27,918
to have to fight to stay alive.

901
00:55:30,190 --> 00:55:31,724
To want to even,

902
00:55:34,229 --> 00:55:35,788
and I know that you are Lucas,

903
00:55:35,823 --> 00:55:37,532
but please, I need you

904
00:55:39,166 --> 00:55:40,194
to fight harder

905
00:55:42,671 --> 00:55:46,508
and I hope that somehow you know
that I'm fighting too.

906
00:55:48,473 --> 00:55:49,709
Every day is so hard.

907
00:55:52,341 --> 00:55:55,885
I want to reuse and I want
to slip back into old habits

908
00:55:55,920 --> 00:55:58,421
but I'm not and I won't,

909
00:55:59,190 --> 00:56:02,117
because, I'm going to be there
for you.

910
00:56:04,655 --> 00:56:05,890
The same way you were for me.

911
00:56:12,200 --> 00:56:15,231
Attempt number 200.

912
00:56:15,666 --> 00:56:17,473
Whatever to get you to wake up.

913
00:56:21,571 --> 00:56:28,583
[music playing]

914
00:56:38,058 --> 00:56:39,026
Oh!

915
00:56:39,061 --> 00:56:40,521
-Hey.
-Hey.

916
00:56:40,557 --> 00:56:41,825
[music stops]

917
00:56:41,860 --> 00:56:44,390
I just came to check on him
before I leave.

918
00:56:45,362 --> 00:56:46,392
Yeah.

919
00:56:48,206 --> 00:56:49,769
God,
it's so hard to look at him.

920
00:56:51,740 --> 00:56:53,971
Oh, I mean his hair just needs
a little work, you know.

921
00:56:56,104 --> 00:56:57,579
I don't know
how I'm gonna do this.

922
00:56:59,207 --> 00:57:01,013
Katie, we're all just taking it
day by day.

923
00:57:01,048 --> 00:57:02,078
No, Mac,

924
00:57:02,885 --> 00:57:03,948
like...

925
00:57:04,879 --> 00:57:06,115
I don't know if I can.

926
00:57:07,925 --> 00:57:08,953
What do you mean?

927
00:57:09,751 --> 00:57:11,351
It's just, like...

928
00:57:12,094 --> 00:57:13,661
this is a lot.

929
00:57:15,332 --> 00:57:17,357
All the time,
I'm all messed up too.

930
00:57:18,126 --> 00:57:20,528
Katie, he's gonna wake up,
he's...

931
00:57:20,564 --> 00:57:21,636
It was my fault.

932
00:57:23,268 --> 00:57:24,331
What?

933
00:57:28,011 --> 00:57:29,105
I ran the light.

934
00:57:30,348 --> 00:57:32,779
It was yellow already
but I hit the gas.

935
00:57:33,848 --> 00:57:35,980
I mean, we were running late
and I hate running...

936
00:57:38,289 --> 00:57:40,050
The drunk hit us
but I put us there.

937
00:57:40,984 --> 00:57:43,759
I mean, if we hadn't been going
so fast,

938
00:57:43,794 --> 00:57:45,053
that...

939
00:57:45,088 --> 00:57:46,820
it wouldn't have been
that he wouldn't...

940
00:57:46,856 --> 00:57:47,992
-Katie...
-I'm sorry.

941
00:57:53,001 --> 00:57:54,064
Shit!

942
00:57:58,206 --> 00:57:59,474
Hey, everyone.

943
00:57:59,509 --> 00:58:01,676
Just wanted to give you guys
a quick update.

944
00:58:02,870 --> 00:58:04,008
Look who woke up!

945
00:58:06,343 --> 00:58:08,614
Thank you guys
for all your notes
and encouragement.

946
00:58:08,649 --> 00:58:10,250
No, seriously,
like, you're the best.

947
00:58:11,153 --> 00:58:14,283
He has some tests
he has to go do, so,
we'll talk to you guys later.

948
00:58:14,319 --> 00:58:15,681
Bye!

949
00:58:15,717 --> 00:58:17,219
[laughing]

950
00:58:28,831 --> 00:58:30,131
What are you doing?

951
00:58:30,167 --> 00:58:32,234
[Mac] I was just trying
to get you to wake up.

952
00:58:37,377 --> 00:58:38,779
This is so stupid!

953
00:58:42,912 --> 00:58:45,511
[Mac] Physical therapy day one!

954
00:58:47,256 --> 00:58:49,683
Parker! Parker! Parker!

955
00:58:50,352 --> 00:58:52,288
He really likes the blanket
you made him, mom,

956
00:58:52,323 --> 00:58:55,397
especially because it matches
the bear that Katie got him,

957
00:58:55,432 --> 00:58:59,701
but I don't know
where that's at, but...

958
00:59:01,201 --> 00:59:02,231
Oh...

959
00:59:03,368 --> 00:59:04,697
Day 23.

960
00:59:05,200 --> 00:59:06,807
Wait, Lucas,
where's your crutches.

961
00:59:07,903 --> 00:59:09,036
It's no big deal, Mac.

962
00:59:09,405 --> 00:59:11,642
[Mac] Yes, it is, you're going
to hurt yourself, stop.

963
00:59:11,677 --> 00:59:13,071
It doesn't matter, Mackenzie.

964
00:59:13,107 --> 00:59:14,373
[Mac] Lucas, listen to me.

965
00:59:14,408 --> 00:59:16,311
I need to. Mackenzie, it's fine,
just put...

966
00:59:20,083 --> 00:59:21,657
[Mac] Lucas look what came
in the...

967
00:59:23,962 --> 00:59:25,089
Are you okay?

968
00:59:27,062 --> 00:59:28,092
No...

969
00:59:31,263 --> 00:59:33,694
My doctor told my coach
that I couldn't play
next season,

970
00:59:33,730 --> 00:59:34,769
so they cut me.

971
00:59:36,767 --> 00:59:38,102
[Mac] Lucas, I'm...

972
00:59:39,141 --> 00:59:40,170
I'm sorry.

973
00:59:43,741 --> 00:59:44,812
Is that your letter?

974
00:59:45,610 --> 00:59:46,682
[Mac] Yeah, but...

975
00:59:48,948 --> 00:59:50,684
-Come on, pass me the camera.
-[Mac] No.

976
00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:52,748
Your mom always wants recordings
of this stuff.

977
00:59:52,783 --> 00:59:53,854
[Mac] We don't have to.

978
01:00:00,222 --> 01:00:01,763
[Lucas] Alright, step one,
go back.

979
01:00:02,565 --> 01:00:04,161
-Here.
-[Lucas] Yeah, that's good.

980
01:00:06,601 --> 01:00:08,638
-Are you sure?
-[Lucas] Yes.

981
01:00:15,309 --> 01:00:16,338
I like that.

982
01:00:18,114 --> 01:00:19,275
I got in.

983
01:00:20,613 --> 01:00:22,344
[Lucas] Yeah, congrats.

984
01:00:23,317 --> 01:00:24,379
Seriously.

985
01:00:29,358 --> 01:00:31,023
[Mac] Welcome home.

986
01:00:37,267 --> 01:00:38,327
Where are you going?

987
01:00:42,265 --> 01:00:44,004
I don't know.
I'm just kind of tired, Mac.

988
01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:47,039
[Mac] Oh, okay.
Yeah, that's fine.

989
01:00:48,204 --> 01:00:50,713
Thanks for the poster,
it's cool.

990
01:00:52,010 --> 01:00:53,507
[Mac] Yeah,
do you need anything?

991
01:00:54,879 --> 01:00:56,752
No, I'll just take a nap.

992
01:00:57,351 --> 01:00:58,380
[Mac] Okay.

993
01:01:03,150 --> 01:01:05,422
Good job, strong kicks.

994
01:01:05,457 --> 01:01:06,520
Nice!

995
01:01:09,825 --> 01:01:11,393
Okay, stop.

996
01:01:18,176 --> 01:01:19,775
There you go, nice!

997
01:01:25,149 --> 01:01:27,343
[door bell rings]

998
01:01:31,689 --> 01:01:34,856
-Hi, here's the rest
of your stuff.
-Thanks.

999
01:01:35,917 --> 01:01:36,957
How is he?

1000
01:01:38,987 --> 01:01:40,961
He's doing okay.

1001
01:01:42,595 --> 01:01:43,689
See you around.

1002
01:01:45,267 --> 01:01:46,362
I'm glad,

1003
01:01:47,271 --> 01:01:48,298
you know, that, um,

1004
01:01:49,364 --> 01:01:51,503
you were there for him
during all this

1005
01:01:51,539 --> 01:01:53,468
when I couldn't be.

1006
01:01:55,377 --> 01:01:56,438
He's really lucky.

1007
01:01:59,711 --> 01:02:00,783
Well, he's...

1008
01:02:01,715 --> 01:02:04,215
he's my best friend, so...

1009
01:02:14,794 --> 01:02:16,594
[soccer game playing on TV]

1010
01:02:16,630 --> 01:02:17,997
We're gonna get it.

1011
01:02:18,032 --> 01:02:19,659
Lucas we're gonna get it,
we're gonna get it.

1012
01:02:20,965 --> 01:02:22,234
Still got a long way to go.

1013
01:02:22,936 --> 01:02:24,598
Yeah, but,
they're making a comeback.

1014
01:02:39,782 --> 01:02:40,823
Katie.

1015
01:02:45,557 --> 01:02:46,788
Hey...

1016
01:02:46,823 --> 01:02:47,929
Hey, Katie!

1017
01:02:54,767 --> 01:02:55,937
What are you doing here?

1018
01:03:01,268 --> 01:03:02,702
They, they cut me, but,

1019
01:03:04,613 --> 01:03:06,442
but you already knew that, huh?

1020
01:03:07,351 --> 01:03:08,477
I didn't know that.

1021
01:03:10,985 --> 01:03:12,720
Yeah, you did.
That's why you dumped me.

1022
01:03:12,755 --> 01:03:14,456
Because I couldn't play soccer
anymore.

1023
01:03:14,491 --> 01:03:15,924
That's not true and you know it.

1024
01:03:15,959 --> 01:03:18,093
As soon as things get tough,
Katie's out. Good-bye.

1025
01:03:18,129 --> 01:03:19,425
Jump ship.

1026
01:03:19,461 --> 01:03:20,522
You need to go.

1027
01:03:23,533 --> 01:03:25,032
I can't believe you dumped me.

1028
01:03:28,265 --> 01:03:30,004
You dumped
your crippled fiancé...

1029
01:03:31,640 --> 01:03:33,308
You wanted to be over too.

1030
01:03:33,344 --> 01:03:35,339
No, no, no I didn't.

1031
01:03:36,208 --> 01:03:37,839
I remember the way
that you looked at me

1032
01:03:37,875 --> 01:03:38,914
in the hospital.

1033
01:03:39,711 --> 01:03:40,806
Every day,

1034
01:03:41,844 --> 01:03:43,275
like...

1035
01:03:43,311 --> 01:03:44,676
like it was all my fault.

1036
01:03:44,711 --> 01:03:46,917
Like I took away everything
that you ever...

1037
01:03:47,687 --> 01:03:50,492
How were we supposed to get
married when you looked at me
like that.

1038
01:03:50,527 --> 01:03:52,862
No, that's bullshit. Bullshit.

1039
01:03:54,388 --> 01:03:56,830
So you can't reply to my texts,

1040
01:03:56,866 --> 01:03:58,527
but you can show up
to my house drunk?

1041
01:03:59,964 --> 01:04:01,695
That's bullshit, Lucas.

1042
01:04:13,711 --> 01:04:20,714
[sobs]

1043
01:04:42,938 --> 01:04:43,979
Um.

1044
01:04:47,207 --> 01:04:48,280
Hey, Lucas.

1045
01:04:50,716 --> 01:04:52,086
I've been...

1046
01:04:53,590 --> 01:04:55,122
thinking about this a lot

1047
01:04:58,553 --> 01:05:00,259
and it's really hard for me
to say,

1048
01:05:01,792 --> 01:05:02,822
but,

1049
01:05:04,031 --> 01:05:05,759
things are getting
out of control,

1050
01:05:07,098 --> 01:05:09,169
and, I've told you this before

1051
01:05:10,436 --> 01:05:14,108
but you didn't believe me
and you really should.

1052
01:05:20,412 --> 01:05:23,276
I couldn't even get you
to the couch this time

1053
01:05:23,311 --> 01:05:24,448
before you passed out.

1054
01:05:30,159 --> 01:05:32,522
Look, I know what it's like
to just hate everything.

1055
01:05:33,764 --> 01:05:36,025
To resent everything
and everyone.

1056
01:05:36,060 --> 01:05:37,131
I know what it's like

1057
01:05:38,799 --> 01:05:39,969
better than most people.

1058
01:05:45,735 --> 01:05:47,834
I know what you're going
through but it has to stop.

1059
01:05:52,110 --> 01:05:53,939
If not for you then for me.

1060
01:05:57,513 --> 01:06:01,083
It's not easy for me to be
around you

1061
01:06:01,118 --> 01:06:02,189
when you're so out of it

1062
01:06:03,917 --> 01:06:05,995
because it makes me
want to be out of it too.

1063
01:06:09,130 --> 01:06:11,560
God knows it feels great
to just check out

1064
01:06:11,596 --> 01:06:13,827
when things get bad,
but I can't do that anymore.

1065
01:06:20,541 --> 01:06:21,638
So,

1066
01:06:22,708 --> 01:06:28,017
consider this your wake-up call,
your intervention or whatever.

1067
01:06:31,482 --> 01:06:33,512
You can be so much more
than this, Lucas.

1068
01:06:33,547 --> 01:06:35,519
You are so much more than this.

1069
01:06:38,988 --> 01:06:40,062
Um...

1070
01:06:41,194 --> 01:06:44,990
so for now,
I'm not gonna come over.

1071
01:06:49,632 --> 01:06:51,403
I know it doesn't seem like it
but there...

1072
01:06:52,304 --> 01:06:55,077
is more to life
than Katie and soccer.

1073
01:06:57,844 --> 01:07:01,116
Your future looks different now
but that doesn't have to be
a bad thing.

1074
01:07:06,752 --> 01:07:07,848
Alright.

1075
01:07:09,856 --> 01:07:11,291
Alright, Lucas.

1076
01:07:12,655 --> 01:07:14,623
You're gonna watch this
every single morning

1077
01:07:14,658 --> 01:07:17,231
and you're gonna remember
these three things.

1078
01:07:20,161 --> 01:07:21,235
One,

1079
01:07:22,167 --> 01:07:23,938
you gotta take it day by day,

1080
01:07:24,707 --> 01:07:28,473
alright, and every day, I mean,
something's just gonna get
a little bit better.

1081
01:07:30,578 --> 01:07:31,608
Two,

1082
01:07:35,218 --> 01:07:37,911
enough with the booze, man,
it doesn't do shit.

1083
01:07:39,380 --> 01:07:40,419
And three, like,

1084
01:07:42,219 --> 01:07:45,754
you're doing this for yourself
for the man that you know
that you are, but,

1085
01:07:48,127 --> 01:07:49,428
but you're doing it for Mac.

1086
01:07:51,030 --> 01:07:52,101
Because you love her

1087
01:07:55,401 --> 01:07:57,271
and you can't keep hurting her
like this.

1088
01:08:03,943 --> 01:08:05,807
Okay. Every day.

1089
01:08:07,916 --> 01:08:13,122
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

1090
01:08:15,590 --> 01:08:16,620
Okay.

1091
01:08:22,260 --> 01:08:24,497
Mom, are you recording a video?

1092
01:08:25,100 --> 01:08:26,798
She always records,
you know that.

1093
01:08:26,834 --> 01:08:28,235
[Alyssa] Mm-hmm.

1094
01:08:28,271 --> 01:08:30,502
You'll be thankful
for these videos one day, okay?

1095
01:08:31,134 --> 01:08:32,174
Trust me.

1096
01:08:34,171 --> 01:08:35,210
Actually, Mac.

1097
01:08:35,811 --> 01:08:37,938
While the camera is out.

1098
01:09:04,939 --> 01:09:05,999
Are you gonna open it?

1099
01:09:15,949 --> 01:09:17,252
"Best coach."

1100
01:09:18,450 --> 01:09:20,013
Yeah you're not too bad
with your kids

1101
01:09:21,822 --> 01:09:22,851
and with me.

1102
01:09:26,020 --> 01:09:28,123
I can still kick a soccer ball,
wait for it...

1103
01:09:28,159 --> 01:09:29,858
Whatever, God.

1104
01:09:30,858 --> 01:09:32,658
[Lucas] She won't even look up,
watch.

1105
01:09:32,693 --> 01:09:35,932
Hey, Mac! Mac! Mac! Mac! Mac!

1106
01:09:35,967 --> 01:09:36,997
What?

1107
01:09:38,467 --> 01:09:39,834
[Lucas] What you doing?

1108
01:09:39,870 --> 01:09:41,809
What do you think I'm doing?
What are you doing?

1109
01:09:41,844 --> 01:09:43,443
[Lucas] Uh? Homework?

1110
01:09:47,513 --> 01:09:49,713
[Mac] Come on, let's hustle,
let's hustle!

1111
01:09:52,184 --> 01:09:53,783
Yo, what time is it?

1112
01:10:03,929 --> 01:10:04,959
Alright.

1113
01:10:06,032 --> 01:10:07,066
Keep up the pace.

1114
01:10:07,568 --> 01:10:10,368
[Mac] Wait, Lucas, what,
what was your career assessment?

1115
01:10:10,403 --> 01:10:12,736
-Okay, Mac, please no...
-[Mac] Stop!

1116
01:10:13,270 --> 01:10:15,838
Vegas Entertainer.

1117
01:10:15,873 --> 01:10:18,640
-Wow! What would you even do?
-I don't even know, Mac.

1118
01:10:18,675 --> 01:10:20,515
[Mac] You know what?
Oh, Magic Lucas.

1119
01:10:20,550 --> 01:10:22,242
Uh-huh.

1120
01:10:22,277 --> 01:10:24,042
[Mac] I think thousands
of people will pay to come
and see you.

1121
01:10:24,077 --> 01:10:25,884
I just wasted 30 minutes
of my life on this.

1122
01:10:25,919 --> 01:10:27,081
[Mac] Vegas!

1123
01:10:27,884 --> 01:10:29,988
[Alyssa] Guys! Come on!
You're gonna miss it.

1124
01:10:30,023 --> 01:10:36,829
[countdown on TV]

1125
01:10:36,865 --> 01:10:38,597
Happy new year!

1126
01:12:29,340 --> 01:12:30,379
Lucas Parker.

1127
01:12:31,376 --> 01:12:32,877
What does this say?

1128
01:12:33,346 --> 01:12:37,914
What? "Mac I am writing this

1129
01:12:38,846 --> 01:12:41,214
from the plane." Is that plane?

1130
01:12:41,816 --> 01:12:45,889
Um, "I keep thinking about what

1131
01:12:47,087 --> 01:12:49,129
something year old Lucas
would say,"

1132
01:12:49,164 --> 01:12:50,762
Oh 12-year-old Lucas would say.

1133
01:12:51,602 --> 01:12:52,632
Why,

1134
01:12:54,201 --> 01:12:56,996
why did we, the plastic?

1135
01:12:57,032 --> 01:13:00,365
Oh, why did we wait
till the last day.

1136
01:13:02,707 --> 01:13:05,579
I don't know why,
why did we wait.

1137
01:13:08,180 --> 01:13:09,242
Hey, Mac.

1138
01:13:10,416 --> 01:13:11,882
On my way to the library.

1139
01:13:12,383 --> 01:13:13,719
Bring my study on.

1140
01:13:16,589 --> 01:13:18,427
See what's up,
see what you're doing.

1141
01:13:19,927 --> 01:13:22,725
I had a walk, uh, I had to walk
through the soccer field today

1142
01:13:22,760 --> 01:13:24,159
and the whole team was there,
so.

1143
01:13:24,895 --> 01:13:27,760
It wasn't that great
but, but, hey, I gotta,

1144
01:13:28,229 --> 01:13:30,439
I got a kinesiology midterm
to study for, so.

1145
01:13:31,439 --> 01:13:33,266
Call me in like, what,
three hours.

1146
01:13:35,608 --> 01:13:37,171
I'll definitely need
to pick me up.

1147
01:13:39,573 --> 01:13:40,614
Bye.

1148
01:13:42,615 --> 01:13:45,278
So, my mom really misses you,
Lucas.

1149
01:13:46,789 --> 01:13:48,014
Yep.

1150
01:13:48,383 --> 01:13:51,790
All I do is sit in my room
all day listening to sad music.

1151
01:13:53,260 --> 01:13:54,694
It's pitiful, really.

1152
01:13:55,560 --> 01:13:58,159
Yeah, but, it's okay, because,

1153
01:13:58,761 --> 01:14:00,535
Mac bought me plane tickets.

1154
01:14:00,971 --> 01:14:01,998
Wait, what, I didn't...

1155
01:14:03,603 --> 01:14:05,402
Oh, my God, wait,
are you serious?

1156
01:14:05,437 --> 01:14:08,139
-Yeah.
-Wait a minute.

1157
01:14:08,608 --> 01:14:11,143
Are you...
Are you into this Parker?

1158
01:14:11,579 --> 01:14:13,713
What is happening?
I got to pack. Hold on.

1159
01:14:17,284 --> 01:14:18,520
How many are you taking?

1160
01:14:19,419 --> 01:14:20,720
[Lucas] I haven't taken one yet.

1161
01:14:21,288 --> 01:14:22,315
Hurry up. It's cold.

1162
01:14:27,755 --> 01:14:28,794
Did you take it?

1163
01:14:32,632 --> 01:14:34,162
-[Lucas] It might be a video.
-What?

1164
01:14:35,628 --> 01:14:38,499
Is there something you want
to remember about this, Parker?

1165
01:14:38,535 --> 01:14:39,574
[Lucas] Always.

1166
01:14:40,634 --> 01:14:41,675
Here.

1167
01:14:46,182 --> 01:14:48,407
What are you thinking about?

1168
01:14:54,491 --> 01:14:56,415
Thinking about how this feels
really great.

1169
01:14:58,661 --> 01:15:01,893
And how it feels really good
to feel right again.

1170
01:15:10,468 --> 01:15:13,842
<i>♪ Take my hand ♪</i>

1171
01:15:13,877 --> 01:15:17,909
<i>♪ Please don't worry</i>
<i>about the scars</i>
<i>that you still hide ♪</i>

1172
01:15:19,514 --> 01:15:20,947
How are you feeling,
miss Parker?

1173
01:15:21,550 --> 01:15:23,481
I'm feeling pretty great,
Mr. Parker.

1174
01:15:23,516 --> 01:15:25,680
Mm-hmm. Good, because, uh, well,

1175
01:15:26,183 --> 01:15:28,652
I don't know if you know this,
but, we're married.

1176
01:15:28,687 --> 01:15:32,220
-Oh! We're married!
-[scoffs]

1177
01:15:33,988 --> 01:15:35,927
Only 17 hours left to go.

1178
01:15:36,527 --> 01:15:39,164
-Yeah!
-Yeah!

1179
01:15:39,199 --> 01:15:40,300
Yeah, baby!

1180
01:15:40,335 --> 01:15:42,333
We're on our way to Florida.

1181
01:15:42,368 --> 01:15:43,396
Hey mama Schaffer.

1182
01:15:44,030 --> 01:15:45,236
We're in our new house.

1183
01:15:45,272 --> 01:15:46,300
Yeah, we are!

1184
01:15:47,367 --> 01:15:49,206
-How's that going?
-Are you mocking me?

1185
01:15:49,241 --> 01:15:50,676
Mm-hmm.

1186
01:15:50,712 --> 01:15:53,242
Oh, see? You have no clue
what you're doing!

1187
01:15:53,277 --> 01:15:55,617
[Lucas] Now what is
an entrepreneur
doing up so late?

1188
01:15:57,218 --> 01:15:58,551
What do you think?

1189
01:15:58,586 --> 01:16:00,751
[Lucas] Well, I would definitely
go there

1190
01:16:00,786 --> 01:16:03,218
and I don't even play soccer
anymore.

1191
01:16:04,719 --> 01:16:06,326
So, happy?

1192
01:16:06,361 --> 01:16:09,257
Yeah, it's been a long time.

1193
01:16:10,890 --> 01:16:11,930
I'm excited.

1194
01:16:36,918 --> 01:16:38,154
[Lucas] Hey, little guy!

1195
01:16:38,753 --> 01:16:40,257
It's okay.

1196
01:16:40,293 --> 01:16:41,322
It's okay.

1197
01:16:45,433 --> 01:16:48,197
That's okay, that's okay.

1198
01:16:48,797 --> 01:16:51,937
Yeah, yeah, hi.

1199
01:16:52,806 --> 01:16:58,207
That's okay,
you're okay, you're okay.

1200
01:17:02,613 --> 01:17:06,655
[music playing]

1201
01:17:22,162 --> 01:17:25,069
<i>♪ How long you been out? ♪</i>

1202
01:17:26,873 --> 01:17:29,939
<i>♪ You kick like a pup</i>
<i>On the couch ♪</i>

1203
01:17:29,974 --> 01:17:34,012
<i>♪ Well, I'll keep</i>
<i>My voice down ♪</i>

1204
01:17:35,476 --> 01:17:38,916
<i>♪ I forgot</i>
<i>What I was festering about ♪</i>

1205
01:17:38,951 --> 01:17:42,083
<i>♪ It was something 'bout</i>
<i>A kick I'm on ♪</i>

1206
01:17:42,119 --> 01:17:44,625
<i>♪ Something 'bout</i>
<i>A kingdom come ♪</i>

1207
01:17:44,660 --> 01:17:47,729
<i>♪ It's something new</i>
<i>Every month ♪</i>

1208
01:17:48,893 --> 01:17:51,125
<i>♪ But I swear this one's it ♪</i>

1209
01:17:51,161 --> 01:17:53,600
<i>♪ No more boy</i>
<i>Who cried purpose ♪</i>

1210
01:17:53,636 --> 01:17:57,068
<i>♪ Who am I tryin'</i>
<i>To convince? ♪</i>

1211
01:17:58,539 --> 01:18:01,908
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1212
01:18:03,140 --> 01:18:07,375
<i>♪ Somewhere</i>
<i>I lost track of it ♪</i>

1213
01:18:15,887 --> 01:18:19,223
<i>♪ How much time have I got? ♪</i>

1214
01:18:19,258 --> 01:18:23,859
<i>♪ You're the closest thing</i>
<i>To a break I've caught ♪</i>

1215
01:18:23,895 --> 01:18:28,033
<i>♪ Like a dry heaving cough ♪</i>

1216
01:18:29,397 --> 01:18:33,069
<i>♪ How much time</i>
<i>Do you think I've lost ♪</i>

1217
01:18:33,104 --> 01:18:36,137
<i>♪ Just staring</i>
<i>At a warehouse clock? ♪</i>

1218
01:18:36,173 --> 01:18:38,643
<i>♪ Move that barrel</i>
<i>Lift that box ♪</i>

1219
01:18:38,678 --> 01:18:41,816
<i>♪ Hell, man, it's a job ♪</i>

1220
01:18:42,883 --> 01:18:45,146
<i>♪ Don't you worry</i>
<i>Come next year ♪</i>

1221
01:18:45,182 --> 01:18:47,578
<i>♪ We'll be on our feet</i>
<i>I swear ♪</i>

1222
01:18:47,614 --> 01:18:51,155
<i>♪ Are these dreams</i>
<i>Or they prayers? ♪</i>

1223
01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:56,094
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1224
01:18:57,059 --> 01:19:00,560
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1225
01:19:01,569 --> 01:19:05,136
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1226
01:19:06,068 --> 01:19:10,202
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1227
01:19:10,238 --> 01:19:14,748
<i>♪ Talking in your sleep again ♪</i>

1228
01:19:14,783 --> 01:19:19,343
<i>♪ Said,</i>
<i>"We're in the home stretch" ♪</i>

1229
01:19:19,378 --> 01:19:23,922
<i>♪ I said under my breath ♪</i>

1230
01:19:23,957 --> 01:19:27,488
<i>♪ "You're all</i>
<i>I could've wanted" ♪</i>

1231
01:19:28,497 --> 01:19:32,163
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1232
01:19:33,128 --> 01:19:36,695
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1233
01:19:37,638 --> 01:19:41,172
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1234
01:19:42,104 --> 01:19:45,880
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1235
01:19:54,256 --> 01:19:55,714
[song ends]