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["Sunny" oleh Blake Swann diputar sayup]

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[keramaian toko]

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[wanita] Ini tahun 2015,
dan orang masih berpikir

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bahwa pernikahan itu
pencapaian sakral bagi wanita.

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Aku tidak jatuh dalam perangkap itu.

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Beberapa orang lebih suka
jika merasa seperti memegang pisau.

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Ah! [tertawa]

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[wanita] Tapi aku langsung masuk.

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[pegawai toko]
Koki lebih suka pisau berat.

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[wanita] Aku tidak tertarik
dengan pisau dapur

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tapi aku menikah enam pekan lagi.
Jadi, begitulah.

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- [tunangan] Jadi, pisau itu lebih tajam?
- [pegawai toko] Sangat.

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Memang tidak murah, tapi ini pisau unggul.

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[mendesis] Sayang, kita tak bisa
berumah tangga dengan pisau payah.

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Jadi, sebaiknya pilih pisau
yang nyaman digenggam.

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Bagaimana kalau pisau Zwilling?

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[desing mengganggu, darah menetes]

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[menarik napas dalam]

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[terengah-engah]

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[terkesiap]

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[orang-orang panik]

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[wanita] Sadarlah, Wanita gila.

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[menarik napas dalam]

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Ini lebih berat.

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[pegawai toko] Dia pandai menilai.

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Oh… Yah…

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Kurasa karena tubuhmu mungil,
pisau Miyabi akan lebih nyaman dipakai.

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[wanita] Aku tidak makan siang enam tahun

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untuk disebut mungil oleh badut ini.

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Itu sebutan untuk gadis pendek dan gemuk.

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- [tit]
- Aku harusnya tahu. Aku dulu begitu.

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- [meniru suara pistol]
- [tunangan tertawa]

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[musik provokatif]

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[obrolan tidak jelas]

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SMS ibumu.

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- Kabari kita sudah resmi terdaftar.
- Baiklah.

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[wanita] Luke Harrison Keempat
adalah pemain lacrosse di Colgate,

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selancar layang di Nantucket,

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dan ski di Vail
karena Aspen penuh orang kaya baru.

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[musik provokatif berlanjut]

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[wanita] Mmm.

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Dia memanggilku "sayang"
karena maksud baik.

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- Ayo, Sayang.
- Ya.

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Sebelumnya, dia berhak menikahi gadis
kerempeng pirang keturunan Norwegia

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dengan nama gender ambigu,
seperti Landry atau Devon,

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yang bisa mengenali tipuanku dengan mudah.

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Hei, bisa kita beli piza?

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Siapa kau dan kau apakan tunanganku?

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[wanita] Aku bukan bangsawan,

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tapi aku punya hal yang tidak bisa dibeli,

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sifatku.

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Hanya ada segelintir di dunianya Luke.

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Cinta pekerjaan, benci bayi,
bahkan bayi manis.

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Aku juga punya beberapa rahasia kelam

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dan bersyukur Luke tetap mencintaiku
setelah tahu semuanya.

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[Luke] Hm, ibuku tanya
apa undangannya sudah disebar.

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Hm. Setelah kusetujui jenis hurufnya.

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- Setelah kau setujui jenis hurufnya.
- Ya.

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Oh. Setelah Ani setujui jenis hurufnya.

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- Terima kasih!
- [ponsel berdenting]

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[ponsel berdenting]

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Oh, Ibu bilang undangan harus disebar
enam pekan sebelumnya.

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- Astaga, tinggal enam pekan lagi?
- Ya.

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[Luke] Wah. Enam pekan lagi.

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[suara densing mengganggu]

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[terengah-engah]

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[pelayan] Sudah selesai?

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- Ya, bisa bungkus sisanya?
- Tentu.

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[suara obrolan]

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- Toilet.
- [Ani] Baiklah.

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[musik meresahkan]

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[Ani] Aku pernah dijuluki hewan liar.

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Salah satu langkah
dan Luke bisa melihatnya juga.

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Hmm.

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[berdeham]

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Bereskan saja. Terima kasih.

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[musik menegangkan]

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[keramaian]

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Astaga. Ada apa ini?

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Pramusaji menumpahkan soda
ke piza dan gaunku.

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[Luke] Ya ampun.

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Sayang, tidak masalah. Ya?

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Ayo, aku bantu.

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Sayang, aku mencintaimu.

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Oh… astaga.

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- Aku kenyang sekali.
- Kau hanya makan sedikit.

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[Ani] Baiklah, ada beberapa rahasia
yang kupendam,

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tapi dialah yang membuatku merasa aman.

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[Luke] Aku bangga
kau makan karbohidrat.

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[berteriak] Aku ingin melihat
keringat kalian bercucuran!

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Kalian pasti bisa menambah latihan
sepuluh detik lagi!

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["Keep It Movin"
(bersama Rell Rock) diputar]

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[terengah-engah]

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[pintu berderit]

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[pecahan kaca berderak]

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["Keep It Movin" (bersama Rell Rock)
oleh Stanton Warriors & Tony Quattro]

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[terengah-engah] [mengerang]

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- [suara klakson]
- Uh, 19 menit?

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Orang-orang harus bekerja!

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Bukan aku, tapi orang lain.

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Aku tak boleh telat hari ini.

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Astaga. Kau akan menemui
sutradara film dokumenter itu?

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[Ani] Ya.

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Baiklah, kau tak akan terlambat
selama ada aku.

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[Ani] Nell Rutherford sudah mengasuhku
sejak kami masuk kuliah.

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Aku tahu kau tidak pernah naik kereta.

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Astaga, tidak, tidak, tidak.
Aku… Aku… Aku membencinya.

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Baiklah. Aku di sampingmu, jadi…

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[Ani] Nell beramput pirang
dan diberi dana perwalian.

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Aku pekerja keras
yang pernah diberi dana bantuan.

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Kami benci asal-usul kami.

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Ibumu datang akhir pekan ini, 'kan?

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Oh, ya.

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Dia sudah tiga kali
mencari gaun pengantin untukku

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di toko baju murah hingga toko baju mahal.

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Wah, dia kebalikan dari seorang legenda.

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Baiklah, aku rasa
ini sangat cocok denganmu.

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[Ani] Apa? OnlyYou Pro?

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[wanita] Oh.

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Kau sendiri mau pakai?

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Aku tidak akan menikah
sampai presiden kita adalah wanita.

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Jadi, kita akan segera tahu jawabannya.

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Uh…

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[musik meresahkan]

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[klakson kereta]

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[musik meresahkan]

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Aku, eh… Aku masih takut
membuat kesalahan.

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Maksudmu menikah?

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Bukan. Jenis huruf OnlyYou Pro itu
ibarat wanita jalang

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yang tidak tahu etiket saat makan bersama.

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Astaga, tidak ada yang jenis huruf
yang mirip wanita jalang. Tidak ada.

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Aku sulit bernapas.

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Astaga.

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- [suara tembakan]
- [kaca pecah]

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- [musik gelisah]
- [kereta berhenti]

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Tidak apa-apa.

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[Ani] Astaga. Astaga.

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Ini normal. Ya? Hal ini selalu terjadi.

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[kondektur] Ada penundaan…

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- Bukan masalah besar.
- …akibat lalu lintas kereta di depan.

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Terima kasih atas kesabarannya.

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Kau tak apa?

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Sudah menyala. Lihat?

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[kondektur] Stasiun berikutnya,
Alun-alun Herald Jl. 34.

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- Dan kereta jalan. Bagus.
- Ya ampun.

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[musik semangat]

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[lift berdenting]

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[Ani] Uh, Eleanor Whitman.

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Dibawa dari Atlantic untuk meningkatkan
majalah fesyen berbau seksual di kantorku.

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Bagaimana akhir pekanmu?

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[mendesah] Bagai lari setengah maraton
di toko Williams-Sonoma.

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- Williams-Sonoma?
- Ya.

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Cobalah berbelanja di Scully and Scully,
tapi jika kau mampu.

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Keluarga Luke pasti akan suka.

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[Ani] Apa itu Scully and Scully?

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[mendengus] Aku suka sekali
toko Scully and Scully.

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Aku membeli tempat lilin di sana.

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- [lift berdenting]
- Hm.

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[lift terbuka]

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[Ani] Tugas Eleanor
adalah menulis topik berbobot,

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seperti kesenjangan gaji
dan wanita di Afganistan.

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Topik tulisanku juga sama pentingnya.

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Tulisanmu, Nn. FaNelli,

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tidak ada tandingannya.

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[Bos Ani] Aku terkagum
usai membacanya. [tertawa]

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[Ani] Ini yang membuat majalah kami laris.

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Rupanya, kepuasan pria
penting secara global.

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[obrolan tidak jelas]

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[telepon berdering]

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Menurut studi terbaru Jurnal Amerika
tentang Kesehatan Masyarakat,

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tahun lalu, 30 persen
penyintas kekerasan seksual

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harus bayar 940 dolar untuk uji forensik.

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Itu gaji seorang gadis.

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Benar. Jadi, aku ingin judulnya
"Harga Nyata dari Kekerasan Seksual".

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Uh! Lavender. Menjijikkan.

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Hm. [menghela napas]

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Bagaimana jika "Kasus Perkosaan
Lebih Mahal dari Sewa Rumah"?

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Judul itu bisa membuat kita masuk berita.

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Hm… [bersungut]

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Nn. FaNelli, beri aku ide nakal
agar kita tidak bangkrut.

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[tertawa] Baiklah.

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[menarik napas] Coba kulihat, nakal.

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[mendesis]

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Baiklah, eh, menurut penelitian baru
dalam Jurnal Kinesiologi,

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bernapas lewat hidung
cocok untuk berolahraga

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dan diterapkan oleh atlet dunia.

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Jadi… [berdecak]
lima pekan menuju seks oral dewa:

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Bernapas Bagai Atlet

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agar si dia lebih puas
dibanding dengan mantannya.

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[mendengus]

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Aku memasukkan namamu dalam doaku.

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- Draf selesai sebelum akhir pekan?
- Ya.

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- Terima kasih, Semuanya.
- [keramaian]

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Ikuti aku.

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[keramaian]

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Namamu akan masuk
blok utama Majalah New York Times.

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Ada di bawahku, tapi lebih baik
dari Cuisinart untuk hadiah pernikahan.

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[Ani] Aku hampir menjadi Ani Harrison,

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redaksi senior di Majalah New York Times.

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Menjadi seseorang yang bisa dihormati.

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[keramaian]

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[musik meresahkan]

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Karena tidak makan siang,
aku bisa pakai ruangan Eleanor jika perlu.

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Kelak, aku akan punya ruangan sendiri
yang dipenuhi pajangan

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dan penghargaan
yang bentuknya mirip kelamin.

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Sebelum itu, aku akan pura-pura
jadi orang penting.

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[menghela napas]

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Batu itu milik neneknya Luke.

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Eh, maaf. Nananya.

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Luke bilang bisa kupasang
di cincin berlian,

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seperti yang banyak dilakukan para gadis,

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makanya aku tidak mau.

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Aku sengaja ingin menyiratkan satu hal.

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Ini cincin warisan.

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Kami tidak hanya kaya,
kami berasal dari keluarga kaya.

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- Kutantang kau.
- [pintu terbuka]

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Hei, Ani, senang berjumpa lagi.

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Maaf memaksamu jauh-jauh ke Midtown.

221
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Katie, terima kasih.

222
00:11:43,500 --> 00:11:45,541
Bisa ingatkan Benjamin aku butuh gambar

223
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untuk berita kesenjangan gaji?

224
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Eh, berita apa?

225
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[Ani] Berita cerdas yang baru kukarang
agar terdengar keren.

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Tanya Penelope.

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- Silakan duduk.
- Terima kasih sudah meluangkan waktu.

228
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[Ani] Mhm.

229
00:12:02,250 --> 00:12:05,500
Eh, aku tahu katamu dokumenter
bukan pilihan yang tepat saat ini,

230
00:12:05,583 --> 00:12:09,041
tapi ada perkembangan besar
sejak terakhir kita bicara.

231
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Teman sekolahmu dulu, Dean Barton,
telah setuju untuk diwawancarai.

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[Ani] FaNelli, jangan kacaukan ini.

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Tidak mengejutkan.
Dia perlu mempromosikan buku barunya.

234
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Kau pasti sudah menonton pidatonya
di depan Kongres musim panas ini.

235
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[Ani] Hanya dua ratus kali.

236
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Belum.

237
00:12:23,083 --> 00:12:26,500
Eh, pidato meminta pengetatan pemeriksaan
kepemilikan senjata di Pennsylvania.

238
00:12:27,083 --> 00:12:29,458
[Ani] Cincinmu. Tunjukkan cincinmu.

239
00:12:29,541 --> 00:12:36,291
Sayang sekali, aku sangat sibuk
musim panas ini dengan pernikahan

240
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dan artikel berita untuk kampanye Hillary.

241
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Sulit dibayangkan orang masih menanyakanmu
tentang itu setelah sekian tahun.

242
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Kau penyintas insiden penembakan
sekolah swasta tersadis

243
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dan hal itu terus jadi perhatian publik

244
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karena masih banyak yang belum kau jawab.

245
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Orang ingin tahu.
Kau pahlawan atau kaki tangan?

246
00:12:58,291 --> 00:12:59,875
Aku sama sekali tidak terlibat.

247
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- Lalu kenapa Dean bilang kau terlibat?
- Entahlah.

248
00:13:02,041 --> 00:13:04,125
Kau tidak mau menceritakan versimu?

249
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- [pintu terbuka]
- Nn. FaNelli. Kau ada di ruangan.

250
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Aku perlu tiga sampai lima versi sampul
untuk berita orgasme simultan

251
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saat aku kembali dari makan siang.

252
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LoLo Vincent,
pimpinan redaksi Women's Bible.

253
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Aaron Wickersham, sutradara independen.

254
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Oh! Benar.

255
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Kulihat film pendekmu di Festival
Film Toronto beberapa tahun lalu.

256
00:13:26,041 --> 00:13:28,333
Kau pria seksi untuk edisi bulan Desember?

257
00:13:29,083 --> 00:13:32,458
Sebenarnya, aku sedang membuat dokumenter
tentang kekerasan bersenjata di sekolah.

258
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Aku ingin bicara dengan…

259
00:13:34,833 --> 00:13:35,833
[Ani] Jangan katakan.

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Tifani.

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Oh.

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Aku sering lupa itu namamu.

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Ani lebih ringkas.

264
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Timku menghabiskan sepanjang tahun lalu

265
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meriset kejadian di SMA-mu.

266
00:13:53,208 --> 00:13:55,666
Aku tidak berniat membuatmu marah,

267
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tapi kami menemukan
kisah yang sangat berbeda.

268
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Percayalah, aku hanya mencari kebenaran.

269
00:14:01,416 --> 00:14:04,333
Aku janji kerja sama kita
tidak akan makin merusak namamu.

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[Ani] Asalkan kau dapat kisah sensasional.

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[mendengus]

272
00:14:07,625 --> 00:14:11,541
Maaf, tapi mustahil kau bisa menjanjikan
hal semacam itu.

273
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[menghela napas]

274
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Bagaimana kalau aku percaya pada ceritamu?

275
00:14:20,375 --> 00:14:21,208
Terima kasih.

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00:14:27,541 --> 00:14:29,541
[musik merenung]

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00:14:34,500 --> 00:14:35,333
[menghela napas]

278
00:14:35,416 --> 00:14:36,916
[ponsel berdering]

279
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[keramaian]

280
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[ponsel berdering]

281
00:14:50,125 --> 00:14:52,083
[suara papan ketik]

282
00:14:54,416 --> 00:14:55,250
[suara klik tetikus]

283
00:14:55,333 --> 00:14:57,333
[musik suram]

284
00:15:00,750 --> 00:15:01,791
[suara klik tetikus]

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00:15:02,291 --> 00:15:03,541
[musik suram berlanjut]

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AKTIVIS - PENULIS - BIOGRAFI

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00:15:06,541 --> 00:15:07,375
{\an8}[suara klik tetikus]

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[ibu Ani]
Oh, Tifani, sekolah ini bagaikan istana.

289
00:15:15,208 --> 00:15:17,875
Ibu pikir mobil-mobil
di jalur utama akan lebih bagus,

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karena ini wilayah mewah. Oh.

291
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[mendengus] Ibu.

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00:15:20,708 --> 00:15:21,875
Mmm.

293
00:15:21,958 --> 00:15:28,208
Pasti siswa yang menerima
beasiswa menulis ini akan masuk…

294
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Akan masuk universitas top. [tertawa]

295
00:15:30,875 --> 00:15:32,625
Tifani, Ibu tahu kau bosan mendengar ini,

296
00:15:32,708 --> 00:15:34,625
tapi saat kuliah,
kau akan bertemu orang-orang

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yang akan berperan dalam hidup Ibu kelak

298
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dan kualitas laki-laki
di universitas negeri tidak sebanding.

299
00:15:40,333 --> 00:15:41,500
Ya, Ibu.. [menghela napas]

300
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Ini saatnya! Permulaan hidupmu!

301
00:15:44,083 --> 00:15:45,208
Dah!

302
00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:48,125
["I Think I'm Paranoid"
oleh Garbage diputar]

303
00:15:48,708 --> 00:15:50,708
[keramaian sekolah]

304
00:15:52,708 --> 00:15:54,875
Kau sudah jadi gadis tercantik di sekolah!

305
00:15:54,958 --> 00:15:56,041
[Ani muda] Ibu!

306
00:15:57,166 --> 00:16:01,250
♪ Kurasa aku tak meyukaimu ♪

307
00:16:01,333 --> 00:16:04,958
♪ Orang tak tahu kemampuan anak gadis ♪

308
00:16:05,583 --> 00:16:08,708
♪ Orang tak tahu yang harus kau buktikan ♪

309
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♪ Kurasa aku paranoid ♪

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[Ani] Aku coba mengenali kelompok siswa

311
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beberapa pekan pertama di SMA Brentley.

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Ada anak-anak populer.

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- Hai.

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Anak-anak cerdas.

315
00:16:21,541 --> 00:16:23,000
Lalu yang lainnya.

316
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Juga guru keren
yang seketika mengenali bakatku.

317
00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,791
"Holden itu pencerita
yang tidak dapat diandalkan.

318
00:16:29,875 --> 00:16:33,375
Orang yang versi kebenarannya,
tidak bisa dipercaya."

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Itu penggalan
dari esai hebat karya Tifani FaNelli.

320
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Selamat datang di Brentley. Selamat.

321
00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,166
♪ Dia jin genius dalam botol, Sayang. ♪

322
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- [anak perempuan] Berhenti.
- [tertawa]

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[musik ceria]

324
00:16:46,833 --> 00:16:47,958
Oh, terima kasih.

325
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[Ani] Semua punya satu hal
yang aku tidak punya.

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Bibit berbobot.

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00:16:58,083 --> 00:16:59,125
Hei! Hilary!

328
00:16:59,208 --> 00:17:01,375
- Hei, Dean.
- Belikan aku permen, ya?

329
00:17:10,708 --> 00:17:11,750
Oh.

330
00:17:12,250 --> 00:17:13,500
[tertawa] Tenang, kubantu.

331
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,041
Eh, jangan pakai nampan.

332
00:17:18,625 --> 00:17:19,708
- Terima kasih.
- Ya.

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00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:22,708
Baiklah.

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00:17:27,458 --> 00:17:29,000
Ayo, duduk bersama kami!

335
00:17:29,708 --> 00:17:31,125
- [Dean muda] Liam!
- Aku di sini.

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00:17:31,208 --> 00:17:32,458
Peyton, ambil itu.

337
00:17:32,958 --> 00:17:34,458
- Hei, kau.
- Hei.

338
00:17:35,208 --> 00:17:36,333
Apa kabar, Tifani?

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00:17:36,416 --> 00:17:38,625
Sial, sudah ada yang mengejarnya.

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Kutunjukkan kelas bahasa
kepadanya pagi ini, Bodoh.

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[menghela napas]

342
00:17:43,541 --> 00:17:45,666
- Finny, aku utang berapa?
- Finny?

343
00:17:45,750 --> 00:17:49,291
Eh, Tif-Finny. [tertawa]

344
00:17:49,375 --> 00:17:50,333
Tidak usah diganti.

345
00:17:50,416 --> 00:17:53,166
Hanya Dean yang mau ditraktir
oleh anak penerima bansos.

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00:17:53,250 --> 00:17:54,083
Oh.

347
00:17:55,416 --> 00:17:56,791
Penerima beasiswa menulis.

348
00:17:57,583 --> 00:17:59,958
Yang hanya bisa diikuti
oleh siswa-siswa miskin.

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00:18:00,041 --> 00:18:00,875
[Hilary] Liv…

350
00:18:00,958 --> 00:18:07,208
Mm. Dan kau adalah cicit
dari cicit cicitnya John D. Rockefeller…

351
00:18:07,291 --> 00:18:10,458
Tapi tetap kalah
saat Piala Esai Salinger dari, ehh…

352
00:18:10,541 --> 00:18:11,416
Baiklah.

353
00:18:11,500 --> 00:18:14,541
Eh, Olivia terpaksa ganti nama marganya
dari Rockefeller jadi Kaplan

354
00:18:14,625 --> 00:18:16,125
karena ancaman penculikan.

355
00:18:16,208 --> 00:18:17,833
Ini masa yang mengerikan baginya.

356
00:18:17,916 --> 00:18:20,625
Astaga. Finny, hati-hati
dengan anak aneh ini.

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00:18:21,416 --> 00:18:24,500
Semoga kau tersedak permenmu itu, Dean.
Dasar berengsek.

358
00:18:29,791 --> 00:18:32,041
{\an8}[Rachel] …kendali senjata,
dan disetarakan

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00:18:32,125 --> 00:18:34,541
{\an8}dengan upaya pelarangan
kepemilikan senjata.

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{\an8}- [pintu terbuka]
- Dulu aku juga berpikiran begitu, Rachel.

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00:18:37,625 --> 00:18:42,125
Hingga aku menyadari RUU itu
tak akan mengancam hak konstitusionalku

362
00:18:42,208 --> 00:18:45,291
dan memastikan senjata
yang melukai tulang belakangku

363
00:18:45,375 --> 00:18:47,416
terdaftar dan terkunci di tempat aman,

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00:18:47,500 --> 00:18:52,000
jauh dari orang bermental tidak stabil
dan berbahaya yang membunuh teman-temanku.

365
00:18:52,083 --> 00:18:53,208
Kenapa kau menonton ini?

366
00:18:53,291 --> 00:18:55,166
[Rachel] Dean, kami sangat menghargaimu…

367
00:18:55,250 --> 00:18:57,000
Sutradara itu menghubungiku lagi.

368
00:18:57,083 --> 00:18:58,041
Oh. [tertawa]

369
00:18:59,166 --> 00:19:00,083
Apa maunya dia?

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00:19:01,875 --> 00:19:03,541
Dean jadi narasumber dokumenter.

371
00:19:05,833 --> 00:19:06,958
Bagus.

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00:19:08,333 --> 00:19:10,541
Itu upaya terakhirnya agar kau bersedia.

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00:19:11,333 --> 00:19:13,916
Kau inti ceritanya.
Kau tidak pernah diwawancarai.

374
00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:14,958
Dia butuh kau.

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00:19:18,958 --> 00:19:19,791
Hei.

376
00:19:22,750 --> 00:19:25,083
Lakukanlah kalau kau merasa perlu.

377
00:19:26,416 --> 00:19:28,958
Tapi ingat, kau tak perlu
membela diri kepadaku

378
00:19:29,041 --> 00:19:30,625
atau korang yang sungguh mengenalmu.

379
00:19:32,333 --> 00:19:33,875
Siapa peduli pendapat orang?

380
00:19:33,958 --> 00:19:37,166
[menghela napas] Mudah bagimu
karena semua orang mencintaimu, Luke.

381
00:19:37,250 --> 00:19:39,166
- Boleh kuberi kabar baik?
- Ya.

382
00:19:43,333 --> 00:19:45,625
Mereka berusaha membujuk kita
untuk pindah ke London.

383
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[Ani] Perusahaan Luke
menawarkan banyak uang

384
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agar kami pindah ke London.

385
00:19:50,166 --> 00:19:52,375
Aku akan bertelanjang kaki
dan hamil tahun depan.

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John bilang kalau tempat ini peringkat
enam sedunia untuk program magister.

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00:19:55,916 --> 00:19:56,875
Ayolah, Luke.

388
00:19:57,708 --> 00:20:01,708
Program itu hanya untuk gadis kulit putih
yang tidak bisa digaji untuk menulis.

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00:20:02,708 --> 00:20:04,125
Kupikir kau akan senang.

390
00:20:04,916 --> 00:20:10,041
Hanya saja, hari ini LoLo bilang
kalau dia sudah hampir selesai

391
00:20:10,125 --> 00:20:13,333
meninjau kontraknya
dengan Majalah New York Times.

392
00:20:14,333 --> 00:20:17,458
[menghela napas] Ani, maafkan aku,
tapi kita sudah sering mendengar itu.

393
00:20:18,750 --> 00:20:21,500
Sebelum ada tawaran yang pasti,
itu tidak nyata.

394
00:20:22,166 --> 00:20:23,083
Tapi London nyata.

395
00:20:24,541 --> 00:20:27,333
Ini adalah peluang yang nyata bagimu.

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00:20:30,916 --> 00:20:33,000
Baiklah. Kupertimbangkan.

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00:20:33,583 --> 00:20:35,916
- Pikirkanlah. Aku joging dulu.
- Baiklah.

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00:20:38,958 --> 00:20:40,625
[Luke] Anggap ini awal yang baru, Sayang.

399
00:20:41,166 --> 00:20:43,000
[penonton bersorak]

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00:20:43,083 --> 00:20:45,333
[keramaian pesta] [sorak sorai]

401
00:20:45,416 --> 00:20:47,500
[anak perempuan] Astaga, ini seru sekali!

402
00:20:48,041 --> 00:20:49,875
[sorak sorai]

403
00:20:49,958 --> 00:20:51,958
[musik hip-hop diputar]

404
00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:56,750
- Cepat! Berdansa dengannya!
- Ya, ya, aku tahu.

405
00:20:56,833 --> 00:20:57,791
Perhatikan!

406
00:20:58,291 --> 00:21:00,000
Astaga! [tertawa]

407
00:21:01,208 --> 00:21:03,958
[gadis 1] Tarian Liam
seperti hewan sedang kawin!

408
00:21:05,041 --> 00:21:06,875
[gadis 2] Dean pasti sangat cemburu!

409
00:21:07,500 --> 00:21:09,500
[tertawa] [sorak sorai]

410
00:21:10,375 --> 00:21:11,583
[gadis 3] Gerakkan kakimu!

411
00:21:11,666 --> 00:21:13,541
Hei, Ben, coba lihat ini! [tertawa]

412
00:21:13,625 --> 00:21:17,958
-Oh! Oh! Hei! Oh.
- Baiklah.

413
00:21:18,541 --> 00:21:20,166
- [tertawa] Ah!
- Apa…

414
00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:21,750
- Apa-apaan kau ini?
- Tenanglah.

415
00:21:21,833 --> 00:21:24,333
Dasar orang aneh. Jangan dekat-dekat aku.

416
00:21:24,416 --> 00:21:26,000
- Tenang.
- Dasar berengsek.

417
00:21:26,083 --> 00:21:27,458
- Ayo. Kemari.
- Akan kubunuh dia.

418
00:21:27,541 --> 00:21:28,833
Ya!

419
00:21:28,916 --> 00:21:29,916
Hei! [tertawa]

420
00:21:30,458 --> 00:21:32,583
- [tertawa]
- Dia sangat tampan!

421
00:21:32,666 --> 00:21:34,416
[musik ceria diputar]

422
00:21:34,500 --> 00:21:37,000
Arthur, sepertinya aku hamil.

423
00:21:37,083 --> 00:21:39,958
Oh, ya. Anak-anakmu
akan butuh guru les nanti.

424
00:21:40,458 --> 00:21:43,375
Tunggu. Kenapa aku merasa
kita baru melakukan hal yang buruk?

425
00:21:43,458 --> 00:21:45,541
Kau sudah janji tidak akan macam-macam.

426
00:21:45,625 --> 00:21:48,041
Janji dibuat untuk dilanggar, Sayangku.

427
00:21:48,125 --> 00:21:50,166
[tertawa]

428
00:21:50,250 --> 00:21:51,250
Ah!

429
00:21:51,333 --> 00:21:53,416
["Put It In Your Mouth"
oleh Akinyele diputar]

430
00:21:53,500 --> 00:21:55,166
[keramaian bersorak]

431
00:21:57,958 --> 00:22:00,208
Dia minum alkohol. Ayo kita hampiri.

432
00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:04,875
- Oh, Arthur. Arthur.
- Arthur.

433
00:22:04,958 --> 00:22:06,125
Arthur, hentikan.

434
00:22:06,208 --> 00:22:08,083
Kau harus ikut Ibu, sekarang!

435
00:22:11,458 --> 00:22:12,625
[menarik napas] Ikut aku.

436
00:22:13,833 --> 00:22:14,666
Hilary!

437
00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:16,625
[musik hip-hop berlanjut]

438
00:22:19,458 --> 00:22:21,000
- [terkikik]
- [Hilary] Ayo, ayo!

439
00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:23,666
Jangan berhenti! Ayo, cepat. [terkikik]

440
00:22:24,208 --> 00:22:28,291
Anak-anak. Kalau pergi,
Bapak harus hubungi orang tua kalian.

441
00:22:28,375 --> 00:22:30,000
Ibu tahu saya pergi ke rumah Dean.

442
00:22:30,083 --> 00:22:32,458
Dia berteman baik
dengan Bu Barton. [tertawa]

443
00:22:32,541 --> 00:22:34,250
- Ya.
- Tiff akan menginap.

444
00:22:35,208 --> 00:22:37,708
- Telepon saja ibunya Hilary.
- Ya.

445
00:22:38,291 --> 00:22:39,375
Ya. Telepon ibu saya.

446
00:22:41,666 --> 00:22:43,166
[ponsel berdering]

447
00:22:43,250 --> 00:22:44,750
- Baiklah.
- [terkikik]

448
00:22:44,833 --> 00:22:45,833
[ponsel berbunyi bip]

449
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:48,833
Ya, ini aku.

450
00:22:48,916 --> 00:22:50,833
Ayo! Cepat.

451
00:22:50,916 --> 00:22:52,541
- [tertawa]
- [Dean muda] Hei!

452
00:22:52,625 --> 00:22:53,458
[Hilary] Hai!

453
00:22:53,958 --> 00:22:54,958
[memekik]

454
00:22:55,458 --> 00:22:57,125
- Hai, Pak Larson!
- [Ani muda] Jangan!

455
00:22:57,208 --> 00:22:58,208
- Jangan!
- Terima kasih!

456
00:22:58,291 --> 00:22:59,458
Dia akan telepon ibuku.

457
00:22:59,541 --> 00:23:01,250
- [musik dari radio]
- Aku suka lagu ini!

458
00:23:01,333 --> 00:23:03,000
[tawa dan keramaian]

459
00:23:03,500 --> 00:23:04,833
[memekik]

460
00:23:07,666 --> 00:23:09,708
[ibu Ani]
Gaun tanpa lengan cocok untuknya.

461
00:23:10,208 --> 00:23:11,666
Dia cocok pakai apa pun.

462
00:23:12,625 --> 00:23:15,958
Walau dadanya dikecilkan,
bahunya masih lebar.

463
00:23:19,333 --> 00:23:20,333
[menarik napas dalam]

464
00:23:21,291 --> 00:23:22,666
[menghela napas dalam]

465
00:23:24,250 --> 00:23:25,541
[Nell] Wah.

466
00:23:26,041 --> 00:23:27,333
Nikahi aku.

467
00:23:27,416 --> 00:23:28,625
[terkikik]

468
00:23:28,708 --> 00:23:30,958
[ibu Ani] Hm!

469
00:23:31,875 --> 00:23:33,916
[menarik dan menghela napas]

470
00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:35,375
Coba pakai sabuk.

471
00:23:35,458 --> 00:23:38,833
Kau perlu semacam hiasan
karena gaun ini terlalu polos.

472
00:23:40,166 --> 00:23:42,208
Kalau mau menunggu lima detik saja,

473
00:23:42,291 --> 00:23:45,583
Ibu tidak perlu menghina gaunku.

474
00:23:45,666 --> 00:23:49,666
Aku tidak menghina gaunnya!
Memangnya aku menghina gaunnya?

475
00:23:49,750 --> 00:23:51,458
Kau itu hanya ingin dia menonjol!

476
00:23:51,541 --> 00:23:52,791
Nell paham.

477
00:23:52,875 --> 00:23:56,041
Ibu pernah menonton
acara TV tentang pernikahan,

478
00:23:56,541 --> 00:23:58,250
dan gadis di acara itu

479
00:23:58,333 --> 00:24:04,583
pakai, em, rok tulle putri raja
yang bisa dipasang dan dilepas.

480
00:24:05,875 --> 00:24:09,166
Kate Middleton tidak pakai
tulle putri raja saat menikah.

481
00:24:09,250 --> 00:24:11,708
Jadi, mempelai dari Ohio
sebaiknya juga tidak usah.

482
00:24:11,791 --> 00:24:13,000
[tertawa]

483
00:24:13,083 --> 00:24:14,000
Terima kasih.

484
00:24:14,791 --> 00:24:16,625
Ya, dia hamil sekitar enam bulan.

485
00:24:16,708 --> 00:24:17,708
- [melenguh]
- Hm.

486
00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:22,791
Tetap saja, Ibu lebih pilih itu
daripada, em, pakai bolerino.

487
00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:25,375
Bolero.

488
00:24:25,916 --> 00:24:26,916
(suara pelan) Oh, Bolero.

489
00:24:27,666 --> 00:24:28,708
Minumlah lagi.

490
00:24:29,541 --> 00:24:30,375
[Nell] Ani.

491
00:24:31,208 --> 00:24:32,041
[berdecak]

492
00:24:32,125 --> 00:24:35,333
Maaf kalau Ibu ingin merayakan
hari paling penting dalam hidupmu.

493
00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:38,125
Ibu mau lihat-lihat obral di atas.

494
00:24:38,208 --> 00:24:41,583
Bu, maaf, tapi gelas ini
tidak boleh dibawa keluar butik.

495
00:24:46,750 --> 00:24:51,000
Baiklah, jangan bunuh aku,
tapi aku agak setuju dengan ibumu.

496
00:24:51,083 --> 00:24:53,666
Kau lebih seksi daripada ini, 'kan?

497
00:24:55,291 --> 00:24:57,666
Aku akan menikah di wilayah yang elit.

498
00:24:57,750 --> 00:25:01,500
Aku tidak mau mempermalukan Luke
memakai gaun payet putri duyung.

499
00:25:01,583 --> 00:25:04,791
[Nell] Astaga. Mempermalukan Luke?
Ugh. Ani, ya ampun.

500
00:25:05,833 --> 00:25:07,541
Nell, ini tinggal lima pekan lagi.

501
00:25:07,625 --> 00:25:10,000
Kenapa kau baru bilang kalau gaunku jelek?

502
00:25:10,083 --> 00:25:12,291
Tidak, gaun itu tak jelek.
Tak ada yang salah tentangmu.

503
00:25:12,375 --> 00:25:15,625
Ya ampun. Tenangkan dirimu, oke?

504
00:25:15,708 --> 00:25:17,166
Yah, itu tidak mungkin

505
00:25:17,250 --> 00:25:19,541
jika ibu-ibu dari pedesaan
di Pennsylvania ada di sini.

506
00:25:19,625 --> 00:25:20,916
[tertawa]

507
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,250
Baiklah kepada ibumu.

508
00:25:24,500 --> 00:25:26,375
[ibu Ani] Potongan itu pas denganmu.

509
00:25:26,958 --> 00:25:29,791
Bagian tengahnya lebih tertutup
dibanding bajumu yang lain.

510
00:25:31,500 --> 00:25:32,833
[ponsel berdering]

511
00:25:32,916 --> 00:25:33,750
[Nell] Wah!

512
00:25:34,250 --> 00:25:35,583
Dari Aaron si sutradara itu.

513
00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,750
Biarkan masuk kotak suara.

514
00:25:41,208 --> 00:25:43,791
Aku pikir sudah kau tolak.
Kenapa dia masih meneleponmu?

515
00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:45,375
[menghela napas] Sudah.

516
00:25:46,083 --> 00:25:49,708
Tapi seandainya saja
aku akan berubah pikiran,

517
00:25:50,541 --> 00:25:52,875
aku bisa meluangkan waktu.

518
00:25:52,958 --> 00:25:55,125
[tertawa kecil] Astaga.

519
00:25:56,583 --> 00:25:59,000
- Ani. [mendengus]
- Hal yang bagus, 'kan?

520
00:26:00,125 --> 00:26:05,166
Sayang, kau mau membeberkan kalau
Dean Burton orang berengsek yang sok suci.

521
00:26:06,250 --> 00:26:09,416
Itu hal yang luar biasa bagus.

522
00:26:10,625 --> 00:26:11,708
Hal yang menakjubkan.

523
00:26:12,625 --> 00:26:16,625
Tidak. Eh, entahlah.
Aku… Aku belum siap.

524
00:26:17,208 --> 00:26:19,041
- Kau membutuhkan apa lagi?
- Oh.

525
00:26:19,708 --> 00:26:22,750
Coba kupikir. Ah, Dean berpidato
di Kongres dan jadi viral…

526
00:26:22,833 --> 00:26:26,208
tapi aku harus menyerahkan artikel
Senin nanti tentang cara memuaskan pria

527
00:26:26,291 --> 00:26:28,708
yang lebih peka
dibanding pria yang disunat.

528
00:26:28,791 --> 00:26:29,958
Menurut para ahli.

529
00:26:30,500 --> 00:26:31,875
Dulu tidak ada yang percaya aku,

530
00:26:31,958 --> 00:26:34,208
karena aku orang miskin berpakaian murah.

531
00:26:34,708 --> 00:26:37,541
Untuk melakukan ini,
aku harus tidak terbantahkan.

532
00:26:37,625 --> 00:26:41,041
Aku harus bisa bilang
kalau aku kerja di New York Times,

533
00:26:41,125 --> 00:26:44,333
tinggal di gedung berpenjaga pintu
di Tribeca,

534
00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:45,875
dan namaku Ani Harrison

535
00:26:45,958 --> 00:26:48,291
karena aku istri
kapten lacrosse Nantucket.

536
00:26:48,375 --> 00:26:51,166
Orang tidak akan berani
percaya cerita dari Dean

537
00:26:51,250 --> 00:26:54,250
jika aku menyeka air mataku
dengan tangan yang ini.

538
00:26:54,333 --> 00:26:55,958
[menarik dan menghela napas]

539
00:26:58,125 --> 00:26:59,291
Lumayan bagus.

540
00:27:01,500 --> 00:27:03,916
Tapi kau tak butuh itu
agar bisa dipercaya.

541
00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:04,833
[mendengus]

542
00:27:05,458 --> 00:27:06,375
Itu kau.

543
00:27:07,666 --> 00:27:08,541
Aku butuh.

544
00:27:10,791 --> 00:27:11,750
Sangat butuh.

545
00:27:14,125 --> 00:27:15,000
[menghela napas]

546
00:27:17,458 --> 00:27:20,541
Astaga, orang-orang itu sangat sombong

547
00:27:22,208 --> 00:27:24,375
Kalian itu hanya karyawan ritel.

548
00:27:24,458 --> 00:27:25,541
[tertawa, mulut tertutup]

549
00:27:25,625 --> 00:27:27,583
- Aku mau menelepon sebentar.
- Baiklah.

550
00:27:28,083 --> 00:27:29,750
- Silakan dibawa.
- Oh, Terima kasih.

551
00:27:33,250 --> 00:27:34,666
Cincin itu seperti kartu izin.

552
00:27:36,125 --> 00:27:37,333
(dari ponsel)

553
00:27:37,416 --> 00:27:39,166
[Aaron] Hai, Ani. Aku senang kau telepon.

554
00:27:39,250 --> 00:27:42,125
Aku tidak enak hati
dengan pembicaraan kita di kantormu.

555
00:27:42,208 --> 00:27:45,583
Kepsek yang baru mengizinkan syuting
di sekolah pada pekan kedua September.

556
00:27:45,666 --> 00:27:48,291
Kami sedang menyusun jadwal
dan ingin tahu apa kau mau datang.

557
00:27:48,375 --> 00:27:50,708
- Oh, bagus. Spencer.
- Telepon balik begitu sempat, ya?

558
00:27:51,791 --> 00:27:54,875
Oh. Maaf. Kau sangat mirip putriku.

559
00:27:55,875 --> 00:27:58,625
Eh, orang sering salah
mengira aku orang lain. [tertawa]

560
00:27:59,416 --> 00:28:00,708
[berdecak] Mumpung ada kau…

561
00:28:02,333 --> 00:28:03,791
- Yang itu.
- [wanita] Mm.

562
00:28:04,791 --> 00:28:05,666
Seleramu bagus.

563
00:28:22,750 --> 00:28:23,625
Hai, Aaron?

564
00:28:25,333 --> 00:28:27,833
Aku selalu di Ritz Carlton saat pulang.

565
00:28:30,666 --> 00:28:31,500
Bagus.

566
00:28:31,583 --> 00:28:33,583
[musik lembut diputar]

567
00:28:57,708 --> 00:28:59,708
[musik meresahkan diputar]

568
00:29:06,166 --> 00:29:08,000
[keramaian dan tawa]

569
00:29:13,500 --> 00:29:14,458
Sayang, ini dia!

570
00:29:15,333 --> 00:29:16,791
- Oh!
- [sorak sorai dan teriakan]

571
00:29:19,416 --> 00:29:20,791
[siulan, tawa]

572
00:29:20,875 --> 00:29:22,333
[teriakan]

573
00:29:22,416 --> 00:29:23,583
[gadis] Tuangkan untukku!

574
00:29:24,708 --> 00:29:25,875
Cepat!

575
00:29:25,958 --> 00:29:27,583
- Bersulang!

576
00:29:27,666 --> 00:29:29,208
Oh, Ya!

577
00:29:29,916 --> 00:29:31,541
[gadis 1] Yang itu juga.

578
00:29:32,166 --> 00:29:33,791
- Ayo minum lagi!
- [gadis 2] Hilary.

579
00:29:33,875 --> 00:29:35,083
Hilary, ibumu datang!

580
00:29:35,166 --> 00:29:37,166
- Ibuku datang. Sial, ibuku datang.
- Apa?

581
00:29:37,250 --> 00:29:38,416
Kita harus pergi!

582
00:29:38,500 --> 00:29:40,125
Apa? Aku harus pergi.

583
00:29:40,625 --> 00:29:41,791
Tif, kau tak ikut?

584
00:29:41,875 --> 00:29:44,333
[Liam] Kau tak bisa mengajaknya!
Maaf, tapi tak bisa!

585
00:29:44,916 --> 00:29:46,000
[tertawa]

586
00:29:46,083 --> 00:29:46,958
Tif!

587
00:29:47,541 --> 00:29:48,791
Pergi dari sana.

588
00:29:48,875 --> 00:29:50,458
Dia tidak mau melepasku!

589
00:29:50,541 --> 00:29:52,583
Finny! Minum!

590
00:29:52,666 --> 00:29:55,458
Ayo! Rumahku, peraturanku!

591
00:29:55,541 --> 00:29:56,791
[asisten Lolo] Ani?

592
00:29:59,625 --> 00:30:01,083
[ponsel berdering]

593
00:30:01,166 --> 00:30:02,000
[suara klik tetikus]

594
00:30:02,083 --> 00:30:04,083
JANGAN NIKAHI GADIS GILA ITU

595
00:30:04,166 --> 00:30:05,250
HAPUS UNGGAHAN

596
00:30:05,333 --> 00:30:06,833
KITAB WANITA

597
00:30:06,916 --> 00:30:07,833
[menghela napas]

598
00:30:14,333 --> 00:30:15,375
[LoLo] Perusahaan sial.

599
00:30:15,458 --> 00:30:19,625
Panduan terbaru adalah, kita hanya boleh
menulis memakai frasa kelamin wanita.

600
00:30:19,708 --> 00:30:20,583
Baiklah.

601
00:30:21,916 --> 00:30:25,916
Oh, tapi kau tidak perlu tahu,
karena kau tidak bekerja di sini lagi.

602
00:30:28,333 --> 00:30:30,125
Kita pindah ke New York Times.

603
00:30:30,208 --> 00:30:33,083
Oh! Hebat! Ya!

604
00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:34,000
Wuuu!

605
00:30:34,083 --> 00:30:35,750
[musik ceria diputar]

606
00:30:35,833 --> 00:30:36,833
Terima kasih.

607
00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:43,166
[Luke] Hai. Reservasi untuk empat orang
atas nama Harrison.

608
00:30:43,250 --> 00:30:44,708
Pukul delapan malam.

609
00:30:44,791 --> 00:30:46,791
[keramaian bar]

610
00:30:49,708 --> 00:30:50,750
- Hei.

611
00:30:50,833 --> 00:30:51,750
Hai.

612
00:30:52,791 --> 00:30:55,541
- Kau tampak senang.
- Aku sedang punya kabar baik.

613
00:30:55,625 --> 00:30:57,833
Satu orang rombonganmu sudah di bar.

614
00:30:57,916 --> 00:30:59,750
Baik. Oh, hm, nanti kuceritakan.

615
00:30:59,833 --> 00:31:01,708
Tolong. Terima kasih banyak.

616
00:31:04,166 --> 00:31:06,666
Itu orangnya. Itu… itu istrinya.

617
00:31:06,750 --> 00:31:08,583
[Ani] Baiklah. [tertawa]

618
00:31:09,083 --> 00:31:10,041
[Luke] Whitney.

619
00:31:10,125 --> 00:31:11,791
- Luke. Hai.
- [Luke] Senang bertemu.

620
00:31:11,875 --> 00:31:14,208
Hm. Andrew datang agak terlambat.

621
00:31:14,291 --> 00:31:16,083
- Ini Ani, tunanganku.
- Hai, Whitney.

622
00:31:16,166 --> 00:31:18,000
- Senang berkenalan.

623
00:31:18,083 --> 00:31:19,208
[tertawa]

624
00:31:19,291 --> 00:31:23,125
Maaf, tapi aku sudah lama tertahan
di rumah bersama bayi 16 bulan.

625
00:31:23,708 --> 00:31:25,416
Bayi enam belas bulan?

626
00:31:26,166 --> 00:31:27,916
Tapi kau tampak cantik.

627
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,500
[Ani] Luke menyebutku pawang istri.

628
00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:30,833
Kau punya fotonya?

629
00:31:30,916 --> 00:31:32,083
[Ani] Apa susahnya?

630
00:31:32,583 --> 00:31:34,916
Bersikaplah mereka
yang menciptakan urusan keibuan.

631
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:36,541
[Whitney] Geser ke kanan.

632
00:31:36,625 --> 00:31:39,125
[Ani] Ada tempat di neraka
untuk wanita yang tak puas

633
00:31:39,208 --> 00:31:41,083
hanya menunjukkan satu foto anaknya.

634
00:31:41,166 --> 00:31:43,875
Astaga, ya ampun.
Lihat bayi manis ini!

635
00:31:43,958 --> 00:31:46,416
- Sayang, lihatlah.
- Manisnya. Boleh minta bir?

636
00:31:46,500 --> 00:31:48,500
[keramaian bar]

637
00:31:49,958 --> 00:31:51,375
Apa ini suamimu?

638
00:31:52,583 --> 00:31:54,125
Setahuku begitu!

639
00:31:54,208 --> 00:31:56,750
Maaf! Astaga. Jalan Lima macet parah.

640
00:31:57,541 --> 00:31:58,958
- [Luke] Dia datang!
- Luke.

641
00:31:59,791 --> 00:32:01,375
- Senang bertemu!
- [Luke] Senang bertemu.

642
00:32:01,458 --> 00:32:02,583
- Sayang.
- Hei.

643
00:32:03,208 --> 00:32:04,041
Ini Ani.

644
00:32:04,541 --> 00:32:06,333
Senang berkenalan. Andrew.

645
00:32:07,666 --> 00:32:09,208
Pak Larson, ini aku.

646
00:32:10,500 --> 00:32:11,333
TifAni.

647
00:32:11,916 --> 00:32:12,791
TifAni?

648
00:32:12,875 --> 00:32:14,583
[terengah-engah]

649
00:32:14,666 --> 00:32:17,958
[Whitney] Eh, Pak Larson?
Eh… Dia dulu gurumu?

650
00:32:18,458 --> 00:32:19,625
[Pak Larson] TifAni.

651
00:32:20,291 --> 00:32:24,375
Eh, aku tidak mengenalimu. Kau tampak…

652
00:32:25,041 --> 00:32:27,416
[Ani] Seakan semua itu tak pernah terjadi.

653
00:32:27,500 --> 00:32:28,708
Meja kalian sudah siap.

654
00:32:30,666 --> 00:32:33,958
Jadi… Maaf. Tunggu.
Kau ganti nama atau…?

655
00:32:34,041 --> 00:32:37,416
Bukan, ini, em, TifAni
dari waktu aku keluar dari Brentley.

656
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:38,875
Oh.

657
00:32:38,958 --> 00:32:39,958
Astaga!

658
00:32:40,041 --> 00:32:41,666
- Aku sangat prihatin atas…
- Astaga.

659
00:32:41,750 --> 00:32:43,708
- Kau tahu, segalanya.
- Tidak masalah.

660
00:32:44,291 --> 00:32:47,208
- Eh, yang kau alami, aku…
- Oh, aku mengerti.

661
00:32:47,291 --> 00:32:48,708
[Ani] Luke, buat dia berhenti.

662
00:32:48,791 --> 00:32:50,500
Tapi aku ikut prihatin. A… A…

663
00:32:51,541 --> 00:32:53,458
Yah, siapa tahu ini bisa menghibur,

664
00:32:53,541 --> 00:32:58,000
tapi berkat kau, suamiku yang naif
jadi masuk derivatif kredit.

665
00:32:58,083 --> 00:32:59,583
[tertawa]

666
00:33:00,500 --> 00:33:03,416
Kau tahu, TifAni itu dulu,
eh, penulis paling andal di kelasku.

667
00:33:03,500 --> 00:33:05,666
Sekarang dia jadi redaksi senior
di Women's Bible.

668
00:33:05,750 --> 00:33:08,083
- Women's Bible?
- Ya.

669
00:33:08,166 --> 00:33:09,791
- Hebat sekali.
- Terima kasih.

670
00:33:09,875 --> 00:33:12,333
Dulu aku menyembunyikan
majalah itu dari ibuku.

671
00:33:12,416 --> 00:33:16,041
[tertawa] Masa lalu tak pernah mati,
bahkan tak berlalu.

672
00:33:16,916 --> 00:33:18,541
Bersulang untuk Konfusius!

673
00:33:18,625 --> 00:33:20,666
[Ani] Hmh. Faulkner.

674
00:33:20,750 --> 00:33:22,208
- Bersulang.

675
00:33:22,291 --> 00:33:23,291
[gelas berdenting]

676
00:33:23,375 --> 00:33:24,458
[Pak Larson] Bersulang.

677
00:33:25,083 --> 00:33:28,250
Hm! [berdecak]
Jadi, Ani, ceritakanlah kepada kami.

678
00:33:28,333 --> 00:33:31,083
Bagaimana pendapatmu
tentang sutradara dengan jins ketat itu?

679
00:33:34,708 --> 00:33:37,791
- Kau… ikut dalam dokumenter?
- [Pak Larson] Mereka mengundangmu juga?

680
00:33:38,791 --> 00:33:39,666
[Ani mengerang]

681
00:33:42,583 --> 00:33:44,000
Kau juga diundang, 'kan?

682
00:33:48,083 --> 00:33:48,916
Ya.

683
00:33:49,708 --> 00:33:51,500
[tergagap] Se…harusnya dari dulu.

684
00:33:51,583 --> 00:33:53,208
Untung saja waktunya cocok.

685
00:33:53,708 --> 00:33:56,041
Kami mungkin akan pindah ke London
setelah menikah.

686
00:33:56,125 --> 00:33:57,791
- [Pak Larson] London?
- Ya.

687
00:33:58,541 --> 00:34:01,666
Ya. Luke diminta untuk memimpin
biro Eropa milik BlackRock.

688
00:34:01,750 --> 00:34:04,458
- Luke! Aku ucapkan selamat, ya!
- Terima kasih.

689
00:34:04,541 --> 00:34:06,833
- [Whitney] Hebat sekali!
- Kami masih pikirkan rinciannya.

690
00:34:07,333 --> 00:34:10,750
Apa kau akan bisa menulis
untuk majalahmu dari sana?

691
00:34:12,208 --> 00:34:16,500
Sebenarnya, aku baru saja diterima

692
00:34:16,583 --> 00:34:19,458
idi program magister di Goldsmith.

693
00:34:19,541 --> 00:34:21,333
- Di Universitas London.
- [Whitney] Oh!

694
00:34:21,416 --> 00:34:22,791
Semoga untuk mengajar.

695
00:34:22,875 --> 00:34:24,000
- Oh!
- [Whitney] Oh!

696
00:34:24,083 --> 00:34:27,291
- [mengerang]
- [Whitney] Ugh. Sudah cukup, Pak Larson!

697
00:34:28,666 --> 00:34:30,875
[Ani] Kadang aku merasa
bagai boneka bertuas.

698
00:34:30,958 --> 00:34:34,083
Putar kunciku dan aku akan bicara
sesuai keinginanmu.

699
00:34:40,791 --> 00:34:41,625
[mendengus]

700
00:34:42,708 --> 00:34:44,000
[gagang pintu dibuka]

701
00:34:50,208 --> 00:34:52,208
[musik santai diputar]

702
00:34:52,875 --> 00:34:55,041
[Ani] Walaupun dia sangat mampu,

703
00:34:55,125 --> 00:34:58,291
Pak Larson tidak pernah sekali pun
membuatku malu.

704
00:34:58,375 --> 00:34:59,916
[keramaian bar]

705
00:35:05,958 --> 00:35:06,916
Hei.

706
00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:09,250
Pasangan kita mencari taksi ke Jl. 7.

707
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,375
- Bisa kuceritakan sesuatu?
- Tentu.

708
00:35:14,208 --> 00:35:17,166
Hari ini, aku dapat tawaran kerja
dari Majalah New York Times.

709
00:35:17,750 --> 00:35:18,708
Hebat sekali!

710
00:35:18,791 --> 00:35:19,625
[tertawa]

711
00:35:20,375 --> 00:35:23,875
Aku tidak berperan apa-apa,
tapi aku sangat bangga.

712
00:35:24,458 --> 00:35:25,458
Terima kasih. [tertawa]

713
00:35:27,083 --> 00:35:29,916
[Pak Larson] Bagaimana dengan London
dan kuliah magister?

714
00:35:31,541 --> 00:35:32,666
Akan kupikirkan.

715
00:35:34,041 --> 00:35:37,958
Tif, aku tahu
bagaimana kelanjutan hal ini.

716
00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:40,083
Jangan langsung setuju.

717
00:35:42,583 --> 00:35:44,500
Aku senang kau ikut dokumenter.

718
00:35:44,583 --> 00:35:46,291
Dia sebenarnya tidak sependapat.

719
00:35:49,625 --> 00:35:51,708
Dia tidak percaya
kepada sutradara berjins ketat itu.

720
00:35:52,375 --> 00:35:53,458
Jadi, kau langsung setuju?

721
00:35:55,875 --> 00:35:57,500
Aku boleh menyebutmu berengsek sekarang?

722
00:35:57,583 --> 00:35:59,875
Seharusnya kau boleh melakukan apa pun.

723
00:35:59,958 --> 00:36:01,958
[suara sirine di kejauhan]

724
00:36:03,333 --> 00:36:04,625
Baik.

725
00:36:04,708 --> 00:36:06,125
Senang bertemu denganmu.

726
00:36:09,500 --> 00:36:10,458
[mobil mengklakson]

727
00:36:13,583 --> 00:36:15,625
[mobil mengklakson]

728
00:36:20,833 --> 00:36:22,416
Pak, apa AC-nya nyala?

729
00:36:23,875 --> 00:36:25,708
[pengemudi] Sebentar lagi akan dingin.

730
00:36:27,916 --> 00:36:28,958
[mendengus]

731
00:36:29,041 --> 00:36:31,541
Kau serius akan perkataanmu soal London?

732
00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:35,208
[mendengus]

733
00:36:36,250 --> 00:36:37,083
[Luke mendengus]

734
00:36:39,750 --> 00:36:43,125
Entahlah, kadang-kadang aku merasa
seperti salah satu pencapaian hidup bagimu

735
00:36:43,208 --> 00:36:45,208
agar kau tampak berhasil.

736
00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:51,500
Aku bukan orang berengsek
yang tak menghargai kariermu

737
00:36:51,583 --> 00:36:53,500
hanya karena gajinya tak sebesar gajiku.

738
00:36:53,583 --> 00:36:55,291
- [mendengus]
- [Luke] Kau tahu itu, 'kan?

739
00:36:57,166 --> 00:37:00,125
Menurutku kau sangat berbakat
dan sangat kreatif.

740
00:37:00,208 --> 00:37:01,625
Itu yang aku suka darimu.

741
00:37:04,125 --> 00:37:06,083
Itu alasan aku mau
kita pindah ke London.

742
00:37:06,166 --> 00:37:10,083
Kurasa kau dibatasi di tempat kerjamu
dan jujur, kau lebih baik dari itu.

743
00:37:10,916 --> 00:37:15,666
Aku harus menulis cara memuaskan
pria selama sembilan tahun aku berkarier.

744
00:37:16,208 --> 00:37:20,083
Aku tidak akan mendapat tawaran
dari New York Times tanpa bantuan LoLo.

745
00:37:20,166 --> 00:37:21,291
Kau dapat tawarannya?

746
00:37:21,375 --> 00:37:22,250
Ya.

747
00:37:25,250 --> 00:37:26,750
Apa dan di mana?

748
00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:32,666
Ini benar?

749
00:37:34,083 --> 00:37:36,250
- Ya.
- Gajinya tidak naik sepuluh persen.

750
00:37:36,333 --> 00:37:39,166
Itu New York Times.
Aku tidak mengincar gajinya.

751
00:37:39,250 --> 00:37:41,416
Ini membuatku berpikir
mereka tak menghargaimu.

752
00:37:41,500 --> 00:37:44,958
Bukan karena aku.
Kini sulit mendapat uang di penerbitan.

753
00:37:45,041 --> 00:37:46,875
[tertawa] Tepat sekali.

754
00:37:46,958 --> 00:37:49,958
Dengar, pergilah ke London dan ambil
program magister. Kau bisa menulis buku.

755
00:37:50,041 --> 00:37:52,208
Karya ciptaanmu sendiri
dan yang adil bagimu.

756
00:37:52,791 --> 00:37:57,625
Kau lebih ingin dikenal karena karyamu
atau hal yang terjadi di masa lalumu?

757
00:37:59,916 --> 00:38:00,791
Tidak.

758
00:38:01,583 --> 00:38:05,500
Tidak, aku ingin dikenang
atas apa yang sungguh terjadi kepadaku.

759
00:38:05,583 --> 00:38:08,333
Aku mau nama baikku pulih.
Hanya itu yang kupikirkan.

760
00:38:08,416 --> 00:38:10,625
Aku tahu kau sudah lama
mempertimbangkan dokumenter ini

761
00:38:10,708 --> 00:38:12,208
dan aku tidak melarangmu,

762
00:38:12,291 --> 00:38:17,125
tapi Dean sudah membalik kengerian
yang menimpanya menjadi perbuatan baik.

763
00:38:17,208 --> 00:38:19,416
Orang menghormati itu
dan juga menghormati dia.

764
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,166
Kau mengerti maksudku.

765
00:38:23,333 --> 00:38:24,166
Ya.

766
00:38:25,041 --> 00:38:28,250
Persaingan redaksi pemuas pria
dan pahlawan UU senjata.

767
00:38:28,333 --> 00:38:29,166
[Luke menghela napas]

768
00:38:29,250 --> 00:38:31,166
Astaga, tentu saja! Ah!

769
00:38:31,250 --> 00:38:35,000
Astaga! Andai saja ada cara bagiku
untuk menulis topik-topik penting

770
00:38:35,083 --> 00:38:37,416
di majalah terhormat
dan berpengaruh di seluruh dunia,

771
00:38:37,500 --> 00:38:39,750
mungkin…

772
00:38:39,833 --> 00:38:42,250
aku akan dihormati orang seperti Dean.

773
00:38:42,333 --> 00:38:46,666
Sial! Andai saja aku bisa bekerja
di tempat yang sulit dicapai itu!

774
00:38:46,750 --> 00:38:49,125
Kau sedang marah.
Percuma bicara denganmu saat marah.

775
00:38:49,208 --> 00:38:51,416
Agh! Panas sekali di sini!

776
00:38:52,833 --> 00:38:55,666
[menghembuskan napas keras]
Aku akan jalan beberapa blok terakhir.

777
00:38:59,791 --> 00:39:01,958
[Ani] Pak, tolong jalan terus saja.

778
00:39:14,125 --> 00:39:16,125
- [musik ceria terdengar samar]
- [air menetes]

779
00:39:21,958 --> 00:39:23,958
[air menetes]

780
00:39:25,041 --> 00:39:26,458
[terengah-engah]

781
00:39:27,833 --> 00:39:29,250
[terengah-engah gemetar]

782
00:39:31,375 --> 00:39:33,375
[musik ceria terdengar samar]

783
00:39:36,208 --> 00:39:38,083
- [terengah-engah]
- [pintu dibuka]

784
00:39:38,666 --> 00:39:39,916
Ya ampun, Peyton.

785
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:43,625
Hei, yang benar saja.
Kau belum selesai juga? [tertawa]

786
00:39:43,708 --> 00:39:45,250
[Peyton] Pergi kau, Liam.

787
00:39:45,333 --> 00:39:47,875
[terengah-engah gemetar]

788
00:39:48,625 --> 00:39:50,458
[keramaian bar]

789
00:39:55,041 --> 00:39:56,416
Kita bisa jalan-jalan.

790
00:39:59,958 --> 00:40:01,583
[menghela napas]

791
00:40:02,166 --> 00:40:04,125
[terengah-engah]

792
00:40:06,458 --> 00:40:07,833
[Dean muda] Apa-apaan dia?

793
00:40:09,375 --> 00:40:11,416
Astaga, aku tak sanggup melihatnya.
[tertawa]

794
00:40:11,500 --> 00:40:13,000
[Peyton] Ayolah, lakukan sesuatu.

795
00:40:13,083 --> 00:40:14,458
[Dean muda] Tidak. Itu urusanmu.

796
00:40:14,541 --> 00:40:18,000
- [keramaian]
- [terengah-engah]

797
00:40:18,750 --> 00:40:20,875
- [tertawa]
- [terengah-engah]

798
00:40:21,583 --> 00:40:23,416
[Dean muda] Oh. [tertawa]

799
00:40:23,500 --> 00:40:24,458
Ya ampun.

800
00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:27,916
[Peyton] Urus pacarmu, Liam.

801
00:40:29,583 --> 00:40:30,458
Hei.

802
00:40:31,416 --> 00:40:33,416
- Oh.
- [Ani muda terengah-engah]

803
00:40:35,250 --> 00:40:38,250
Hei. Kau sudah aman.

804
00:40:38,750 --> 00:40:40,750
[menghela nafas]

805
00:40:43,583 --> 00:40:45,583
[mengerang, terengah-engah]

806
00:40:47,333 --> 00:40:49,458
- [Ani muda] Aduh…
- [Liam mendengus]

807
00:40:50,333 --> 00:40:52,333
[terengah-engah]

808
00:40:53,708 --> 00:40:55,791
[Ani muda mengerang]

809
00:40:56,916 --> 00:40:58,916
[mendesah] [mencium]

810
00:41:01,041 --> 00:41:03,041
[Ani muda terengah-engah]

811
00:41:06,166 --> 00:41:08,166
[terisak, terengah-engah]

812
00:41:12,916 --> 00:41:14,916
[musik pesta di kejauhan]

813
00:41:21,708 --> 00:41:22,791
[keran berderit]

814
00:41:30,333 --> 00:41:31,250
[keran dimatikan]

815
00:41:35,458 --> 00:41:36,916
[menetes]

816
00:41:42,625 --> 00:41:44,750
[keramaian, tawa]

817
00:41:47,583 --> 00:41:48,833
[suara lari menuruni tangga]

818
00:41:50,166 --> 00:41:51,541
[terengah-engah]

819
00:41:55,541 --> 00:41:56,583
[keramaian]

820
00:41:59,333 --> 00:42:01,333
[terengah-engah]

821
00:42:08,125 --> 00:42:10,125
[terengah-engah, gemetar]

822
00:42:12,083 --> 00:42:13,583
Hai, em, Dean…

823
00:42:13,666 --> 00:42:15,291
Aku hanya ingin minum.

824
00:42:15,375 --> 00:42:16,958
Tidak usah. Sebaiknya kau tidur saja.

825
00:42:17,041 --> 00:42:18,750
Ya, tapi aku haus.

826
00:42:19,333 --> 00:42:21,000
[Mengerang] [menjerit] Dean!

827
00:42:21,083 --> 00:42:22,208
Tunggu! Berhenti!

828
00:42:22,291 --> 00:42:25,083
Tunggu! Tunggu! Tunggu!
Berhenti! Berhenti! Berhenti!

829
00:42:25,166 --> 00:42:27,500
Berhenti! Berhenti! Tunggu!

830
00:42:27,583 --> 00:42:29,916
Dean, tunggu. Berhenti!
Berhenti! Kumohon, berhenti!

831
00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:32,166
Stop! Stop! Wait! Wait, no!

832
00:42:32,250 --> 00:42:35,000
[menangis] Kumohon! [menjerit]

833
00:42:35,083 --> 00:42:37,083
Kumohon, berhenti!

834
00:42:37,166 --> 00:42:39,166
[mengerang]

835
00:42:40,041 --> 00:42:41,250
[terengah-engah]

836
00:42:41,333 --> 00:42:43,333
[terengah-engah]

837
00:42:47,291 --> 00:42:48,708
[Ani muda mengerang]

838
00:42:48,791 --> 00:42:50,500
- [Dean muda] Sial!
- [Ani muda menangis]

839
00:42:50,583 --> 00:42:52,000
[mengerang]

840
00:42:52,083 --> 00:42:54,125
- Berengsek.
- [Ani muda terengah-engah]

841
00:42:54,875 --> 00:42:55,833
Finny!

842
00:42:56,791 --> 00:42:57,708
Sial.

843
00:42:58,333 --> 00:42:59,625
[mengerang] Finny.

844
00:42:59,708 --> 00:43:02,041
Sial! Dasar perempuan sinting! Keluar!

845
00:43:02,125 --> 00:43:05,500
- Panas sekali! Mobil ini seperti sampah!
- [besi berdebuk]

846
00:43:05,583 --> 00:43:08,041
[sopir] Sial! Dasar berengsek!
Keluar sana!

847
00:43:08,125 --> 00:43:09,916
- Keluarkan dia!
- Sayang, keluar!

848
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,083
Jangan pernah sentuh aku!

849
00:43:12,166 --> 00:43:13,416
Sial kau!

850
00:43:13,500 --> 00:43:15,041
Jangan kau sentuh aku!

851
00:43:15,875 --> 00:43:17,000
[ban berdecit]

852
00:43:17,833 --> 00:43:19,333
[Luke] Kau ini sudah gila.

853
00:43:19,416 --> 00:43:21,416
[suara sirine di kejauhan]

854
00:43:26,458 --> 00:43:28,291
[musik suram diputar]

855
00:43:30,416 --> 00:43:32,750
- [menghela napas keras]
- [suara sirine di kejauhan]

856
00:43:34,750 --> 00:43:36,750
[musik suram berlanjut]

857
00:43:36,833 --> 00:43:38,291
[terengah-engah]

858
00:43:45,083 --> 00:43:47,083
[kunci pintu berdentang]

859
00:43:47,916 --> 00:43:49,083
Permisi.

860
00:43:50,375 --> 00:43:52,916
Apa kau tahu jalan ke SMA Brentley?

861
00:43:53,416 --> 00:43:54,250
[Pak Larson] TifAni?

862
00:43:57,250 --> 00:43:59,041
[terengah-engah] [menangis]

863
00:44:00,833 --> 00:44:02,750
[terengah-engah]

864
00:44:02,833 --> 00:44:04,666
Hei. Hei.

865
00:44:04,750 --> 00:44:06,958
- Hei, apa yang terjadi?
- [terengah-engah] [menangis]

866
00:44:07,583 --> 00:44:08,791
Hei, apa yang terjadi?

867
00:44:11,083 --> 00:44:12,541
TifAni, apa yang terjadi?

868
00:44:12,625 --> 00:44:14,625
[Ani muda menangis]

869
00:44:15,500 --> 00:44:17,500
[jangkrik mengerik]

870
00:44:18,916 --> 00:44:20,916
[listrik berdengung]

871
00:44:30,791 --> 00:44:32,791
[air mengalir]

872
00:44:49,125 --> 00:44:51,125
[bernapas gemetar]

873
00:44:53,666 --> 00:44:55,666
[pintu diketuk]

874
00:44:59,083 --> 00:45:00,041
Silakan masuk.

875
00:45:02,875 --> 00:45:04,833
Bajunya agak besar, tapi bersih.

876
00:45:09,791 --> 00:45:11,166
[Pak Larson] Dengar, boleh Bapak…

877
00:45:11,750 --> 00:45:13,875
membawamu ke rumah sakit sekarang?

878
00:45:21,416 --> 00:45:23,041
- Bapak harus menelepon ibumu.
- Jangan.

879
00:45:23,125 --> 00:45:23,958
[ponsel berbunyi bip]

880
00:45:29,125 --> 00:45:31,458
Dengar, kau… kau tidak bisa di sini.

881
00:45:31,958 --> 00:45:33,166
Bukan maksudnya…

882
00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:38,916
Bapak bisa mendapatkan masalah besar.

883
00:45:44,916 --> 00:45:46,916
[keramaian]

884
00:45:54,291 --> 00:45:56,041
- [logam berdentang]
- [terkesiap]

885
00:45:56,125 --> 00:45:58,125
- [logam berdering]
- [suara mesin berputar]

886
00:45:59,458 --> 00:46:01,625
[keramaian]

887
00:46:05,666 --> 00:46:06,791
Terima kasih.

888
00:46:07,833 --> 00:46:09,416
Dean ingin bertemu denganmu.

889
00:46:10,583 --> 00:46:11,666
Aku tidak mau.

890
00:46:11,750 --> 00:46:13,083
- [Aaron] Dengarkan aku.
- Tidak.

891
00:46:13,166 --> 00:46:15,833
Dia mau menarik tuduhanmu
terlibat penembakan.

892
00:46:15,916 --> 00:46:17,750
Ani, dia mau memulihkan nama baikmu.

893
00:46:18,333 --> 00:46:21,208
Dia mau bertemu
dan minta maaf di depan kamera.

894
00:46:21,291 --> 00:46:24,083
[Ani] Ugh, aku sangat benci
suara lembutmu itu.

895
00:46:24,166 --> 00:46:25,208
[menghela napas]

896
00:46:25,291 --> 00:46:26,375
Maaf, hm…

897
00:46:28,083 --> 00:46:28,916
Apa?

898
00:46:29,708 --> 00:46:30,583
Kenapa?

899
00:46:31,583 --> 00:46:33,583
Mungkin kau ada gambaran?

900
00:46:33,666 --> 00:46:37,041
[Ani] Ugh, Demi Tuhan,
tolong akhirilah penderitaan orang ini.

901
00:46:38,625 --> 00:46:40,041
Mungkin perkosaan kelompok.

902
00:46:43,541 --> 00:46:46,500
Itu dia, sudah kukatakan.
Tak bisa ditarik lagi.

903
00:46:46,583 --> 00:46:49,000
[Aaron] Dari info yang aku dapat,

904
00:46:49,083 --> 00:46:51,708
kau berpartisipasi
dalam kejadian itu. Aku…

905
00:46:52,208 --> 00:46:54,125
Ani, aku prihatin. Itu terkutuk.

906
00:46:54,208 --> 00:46:57,750
Ya. Aku tidak dapat piala partisipasi.

907
00:46:57,833 --> 00:47:00,166
[Aaron] TifAni… maksudku, Ani.

908
00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:02,333
Kalau kau bersedia,

909
00:47:02,416 --> 00:47:04,958
aku bisa menambah
satu hari ekstra dalam jadwal.

910
00:47:05,041 --> 00:47:08,083
Syuting kalian akan terpisah
sampai kau memberiku izin.

911
00:47:08,166 --> 00:47:09,458
Kau yang memutuskan.

912
00:47:10,833 --> 00:47:14,250
[Ani] Untuk apa mengejar
bobot kualifikasi jika tak mau bertarung?

913
00:47:15,583 --> 00:47:16,458
Baiklah.

914
00:47:19,250 --> 00:47:21,250
[suara gemerisik kertas]

915
00:47:25,541 --> 00:47:27,916
Keamananmu dan kenyamananmu
adalah prioritas utama kami.

916
00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:30,208
Kami tidak ingin kau trauma lagi.

917
00:47:30,958 --> 00:47:32,916
Kami bisa mencari pengacara untuk korban.

918
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:36,291
Maaf, harusnya kutanya dulu
kau disebut penyintas atau korban.

919
00:47:36,375 --> 00:47:38,708
- Hal itu penting zaman sekarang.
- Oh.

920
00:47:39,458 --> 00:47:41,250
Ugh, penyintas? Menjijikkan.

921
00:47:43,208 --> 00:47:44,791
Berarti kau korban?

922
00:47:44,875 --> 00:47:45,750
Ya.

923
00:47:47,458 --> 00:47:48,291
Korban.

924
00:47:49,791 --> 00:47:51,958
[musik sentimental diputar]

925
00:48:09,958 --> 00:48:10,791
[mengecap] Hm!

926
00:48:11,750 --> 00:48:13,000
Jelas yang ini.

927
00:48:13,500 --> 00:48:16,208
Aroma ek-nya samar. Aku benci aroma ek.

928
00:48:16,291 --> 00:48:19,541
Hm. Ibu, astaga,
mungkin aku ini anak adopsi.

929
00:48:19,625 --> 00:48:21,250
[tertawa kecil]

930
00:48:21,333 --> 00:48:23,333
[tertawa]

931
00:48:24,750 --> 00:48:28,416
Kalian tahu? Yang benar "brusketa",
bukan "bru-syeta".

932
00:48:28,500 --> 00:48:31,833
TifAni yang mengajarinya.
Dia dan Nell pernah tinggal di Roma.

933
00:48:31,916 --> 00:48:34,000
- [tertawa kecil]
- [Ani] Jaga sikapmu, FaNelli.

934
00:48:34,083 --> 00:48:36,625
Itu pasti pengalaman menyenangkan
bagi kalian.

935
00:48:36,708 --> 00:48:38,416
Oh, aku suka Italia.

936
00:48:38,500 --> 00:48:40,583
Penerbangan dari London juga tidak lama.

937
00:48:40,666 --> 00:48:41,500
Oh!

938
00:48:43,166 --> 00:48:46,083
Kau belum cerita.
Kau sudah pasti pindah ke London?

939
00:48:46,166 --> 00:48:48,583
Ibu, kami belum memutuskan.
Ingat? [berdecak]

940
00:48:49,083 --> 00:48:51,791
- Oh, oh, Ibu minta maaf. Ibu salah paham.
- [ponsel berdenting]

941
00:48:55,958 --> 00:48:56,833
Em…

942
00:48:59,208 --> 00:49:00,791
Aku pamit sebentar.

943
00:49:03,083 --> 00:49:03,958
[ibu Ani] Baiklah.

944
00:49:11,875 --> 00:49:14,041
- Menyenangkan. Bersulang.
- [gelas berdentang]

945
00:49:15,125 --> 00:49:17,875
[reporter TV]
Dan kini akan berkomentar, Dean Barton.

946
00:49:17,958 --> 00:49:20,291
[Dean] Satu hari
Kongres gagal bekerja sama

947
00:49:20,375 --> 00:49:22,500
memeriksa kepemilikan secara seragam…

948
00:49:22,583 --> 00:49:24,916
Maka satu hari lagi
siswa bertaruh nyawa…

949
00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:26,541
hanya untuk bisa sekolah.

950
00:49:27,041 --> 00:49:27,875
[ibu Ani] TifAni?

951
00:49:27,958 --> 00:49:29,333
[Dean] Itu pengabaian.

952
00:49:29,833 --> 00:49:30,708
Kenapa Ibu kemari?

953
00:49:30,791 --> 00:49:33,250
- Kita berutang kepada anak-anak ini.
- Mau melihat keadaanmu.

954
00:49:33,333 --> 00:49:34,166
Kenapa?

955
00:49:36,583 --> 00:49:37,625
[ibu Ani menghela napas]

956
00:49:38,875 --> 00:49:40,875
[menghela napas]

957
00:49:41,750 --> 00:49:43,000
[menghela napas]

958
00:49:43,083 --> 00:49:44,333
Bambina kecilku.

959
00:49:45,125 --> 00:49:47,500
Aku mulai panik karena akan bertemu Dean.

960
00:49:47,583 --> 00:49:48,416
Benar.

961
00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:52,291
Bagaimana kalau aku tidak marah lagi
begitu melihatnya di kursi roda?

962
00:49:53,583 --> 00:49:55,041
Aku tidak mau kasihan padanya.

963
00:49:55,125 --> 00:49:57,250
Lebih baik kalau aku membencinya.

964
00:49:58,375 --> 00:49:59,208
Oh.

965
00:50:00,708 --> 00:50:02,000
[menarik napas panjang]

966
00:50:02,083 --> 00:50:06,208
Bagaimana kalau kita keluar
dan minum sampai mabuk berat?

967
00:50:06,291 --> 00:50:07,166
Hm? [tertawa]

968
00:50:10,583 --> 00:50:14,083
Ayolah. Kau akan membeberkan
Dean Barton sebagai sampah.

969
00:50:14,166 --> 00:50:16,083
Anggaplah itu sebagai hadiahmu.

970
00:50:16,166 --> 00:50:18,083
[wanita] Di mana sang mempelai wanita?

971
00:50:18,750 --> 00:50:19,625
[Ani mengaduh] Oh.

972
00:50:19,708 --> 00:50:21,958
Ya ampun. Bagaimana aku bisa melalui ini?

973
00:50:24,416 --> 00:50:27,000
[wanita] Sang mempelai datang! Akhirnya!

974
00:50:27,083 --> 00:50:28,833
Hai, Bibi! Hmm!

975
00:50:29,791 --> 00:50:32,625
[Ani] Hallsy itu bibi Luke
dan wanita terhormat,

976
00:50:32,708 --> 00:50:36,291
tapi itu cerita lama setelah dia
mengencani dua puluh pemain tenis.

977
00:50:36,375 --> 00:50:38,708
Kenapa banyak yang tidak suka
aroma ek sekarang?

978
00:50:40,583 --> 00:50:42,875
Oh, ini anggur beraroma mentega
khusus untuk Bibi!

979
00:50:42,958 --> 00:50:45,333
Hanya itu kebanggan California.

980
00:50:45,416 --> 00:50:48,875
Aku minta tolong.
Jangan satukan aku dengan Gilmartin.

981
00:50:49,666 --> 00:50:51,875
- Bibi kenapa lagi?
- Aku tidak melakukan apa-apa!

982
00:50:51,958 --> 00:50:54,291
Mereka terlalu sensitif soal taman baru.

983
00:50:54,375 --> 00:50:55,458
Jangan tersinggung, ya?

984
00:50:55,541 --> 00:50:57,958
[Ny. Harrison]
Pasti mereka akan kebisingan.

985
00:50:58,041 --> 00:51:00,416
Mereka setuju pasang
penyangga kedap suara.

986
00:51:00,500 --> 00:51:02,833
Taman macam apa
butuh penyangga kedap suara?

987
00:51:03,416 --> 00:51:04,833
Taman menembak. Dinah.

988
00:51:05,958 --> 00:51:09,041
Aku rasa wajar kalau pemilik senjata
ingin menikmati hobi mereka.

989
00:51:09,125 --> 00:51:11,750
Sebagai wanita,
aku merasa lebih kuat saat menembak…

990
00:51:11,833 --> 00:51:14,166
daripada mengomel tentang segalanya.

991
00:51:14,250 --> 00:51:17,500
[meja berdebuk] Baiklah, aku mau masuk.
Ada yang mau air putih?

992
00:51:17,583 --> 00:51:19,208
Aku mau! Tanpa es.

993
00:51:20,041 --> 00:51:22,875
[Ani] Jangan cemas,
kau tidak akan duduk bersama Gilmartin.

994
00:51:22,958 --> 00:51:23,916
Tapi di meja dua belas

995
00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:26,625
bersama tante girang keriput sepertimu.

996
00:51:28,208 --> 00:51:30,041
- [Dinah] TifAni.
- [Nell] Ya ampun, eh…

997
00:51:30,125 --> 00:51:31,333
[Luke] Astaga.

998
00:51:33,041 --> 00:51:34,125
Oh, sial.

999
00:51:45,500 --> 00:51:46,375
Dia…

1000
00:51:47,625 --> 00:51:48,625
Dia sedang lelah.

1001
00:51:49,458 --> 00:51:51,000
Ini pekan yang berat baginya.

1002
00:51:52,375 --> 00:51:53,625
[musik muram diputar]

1003
00:51:56,875 --> 00:51:57,708
[Dinah] Ani!

1004
00:51:58,958 --> 00:51:59,791
Berhenti!

1005
00:51:59,875 --> 00:52:01,833
[burung camar berkicau]

1006
00:52:01,916 --> 00:52:02,750
Ani.

1007
00:52:03,458 --> 00:52:05,208
Aduh, sial!

1008
00:52:07,500 --> 00:52:08,666
[Dinah mengeluh]

1009
00:52:08,750 --> 00:52:09,708
Ani!

1010
00:52:10,791 --> 00:52:11,791
Berhenti!

1011
00:52:13,625 --> 00:52:14,500
Sial.

1012
00:52:15,041 --> 00:52:17,041
[suara papan berderak]

1013
00:52:20,541 --> 00:52:22,250
Kau puas dengan hidupmu, TifAni?

1014
00:52:22,333 --> 00:52:25,833
Ya. Ibu, aku sudah membangun
kehidupan yang sangat nyaman.

1015
00:52:26,458 --> 00:52:28,041
Berapa gajimu setahun?

1016
00:52:28,833 --> 00:52:29,916
Apa?

1017
00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,250
Berapa gajimu setahun, Sayang?

1018
00:52:35,333 --> 00:52:36,833
Eh, 80 ribu.

1019
00:52:36,916 --> 00:52:41,625
Kadang lebih dari itu kalau aku dapat
menyunting sebuah perluasan merek.

1020
00:52:41,708 --> 00:52:44,166
Baiklah. Kita anggap saja 90 ribu.

1021
00:52:44,708 --> 00:52:46,166
Berapa harga jam tanganmu itu?

1022
00:52:46,250 --> 00:52:48,125
Kau pikir Ibu tidak sadar itu Cartier?

1023
00:52:48,958 --> 00:52:52,166
Ibu tidak tahu menanyakan
harga barang itu tidak sopan?

1024
00:52:52,250 --> 00:52:56,041
Oh, Ibu tahu. Ibu tahu
kau pikir hidup Ibu tidak berarti.

1025
00:52:56,833 --> 00:53:01,125
Tapi kau menghabiskan
1.500 dolar sebulan untuk sasana

1026
00:53:01,666 --> 00:53:04,791
lalu 12.000 dolar untuk KPR.

1027
00:53:05,791 --> 00:53:11,958
Lalu 90 ribu yang Ibu sisihkan susah payah
dari tunjangan perceraian

1028
00:53:12,041 --> 00:53:16,000
agar bisa di rumah bersamamu
dan tidak perlu bayar penitipan anak.

1029
00:53:16,083 --> 00:53:17,666
Ibu memakai uang itu untuk sekolah

1030
00:53:17,750 --> 00:53:20,375
yang menuntunmu kepada pria seperti Luke.

1031
00:53:21,208 --> 00:53:24,625
Dan Ibu… Ibu sedang berusaha maksimal

1032
00:53:24,708 --> 00:53:27,416
untuk bisa akrab dengan keluarga Harrison.
Itu tidak mudah.

1033
00:53:28,750 --> 00:53:30,333
Tapi kau ikut dokumenter itu?

1034
00:53:31,333 --> 00:53:33,458
- Apa hubungannya dengan ini?
- Segalanya!

1035
00:53:33,541 --> 00:53:35,208
Segalanya, TifAni. Segalanya.

1036
00:53:35,291 --> 00:53:38,583
Karena kau malu dengan Ibu
dan jangan menyangkalnya.

1037
00:53:39,500 --> 00:53:42,458
Bayangkan saat mereka tahu
apa yang terjadi.

1038
00:53:43,750 --> 00:53:45,291
Anak mereka laki-laki,

1039
00:53:45,375 --> 00:53:47,791
bukan perempuan yang cepat bertumbuh

1040
00:53:47,875 --> 00:53:50,000
dan berani mengambil risiko.

1041
00:53:51,625 --> 00:53:53,541
Mereka tidak tahu rasanya.

1042
00:53:54,500 --> 00:53:57,875
Ibu berusaha sekuat tenaga
untuk melindungimu.

1043
00:53:57,958 --> 00:53:59,416
Sungguh.

1044
00:53:59,500 --> 00:54:02,041
Karena itulah Ibu membuat banyak aturan,

1045
00:54:02,125 --> 00:54:04,208
tapi kau tidak mau mengikutinya.

1046
00:54:04,291 --> 00:54:05,875
Itu pilihanmu.

1047
00:54:07,041 --> 00:54:08,416
Jadi, terserahlah.

1048
00:54:08,500 --> 00:54:09,875
Tapi…

1049
00:54:09,958 --> 00:54:12,750
Tapi setidaknya,
jangan bawa-bawa nama Ibu!

1050
00:54:14,291 --> 00:54:17,000
Ibu bertindak layaknya
seorang ibu yang baik.

1051
00:54:17,583 --> 00:54:18,458
Sungguh.

1052
00:54:18,958 --> 00:54:20,833
Kau akan tahu, kelak.

1053
00:54:21,708 --> 00:54:23,541
Kau akan tahu betapa sulitnya.

1054
00:54:25,458 --> 00:54:26,416
Baiklah.

1055
00:54:27,083 --> 00:54:29,833
Kau tidak akan tahu
kalau terus menjauhi Luke.

1056
00:54:30,500 --> 00:54:33,458
Setidaknya kau tidak akan punya
setumpuk uang milik orang

1057
00:54:33,541 --> 00:54:35,166
saat menyebut Ibu tidak sopan.

1058
00:54:36,916 --> 00:54:37,833
Permisi.

1059
00:54:43,791 --> 00:54:44,625
TifAni.

1060
00:54:46,916 --> 00:54:47,791
Tunggu.

1061
00:54:51,541 --> 00:54:52,375
[Luke menghela napas]

1062
00:55:01,375 --> 00:55:02,458
[Ani] Maafkan aku.

1063
00:55:08,625 --> 00:55:09,500
[menghela napas]

1064
00:55:14,041 --> 00:55:15,375
[menarik napas panjang]

1065
00:55:15,458 --> 00:55:17,375
Ibuku tanya artinya tante girang.

1066
00:55:17,916 --> 00:55:19,458
[tertawa]

1067
00:55:19,958 --> 00:55:21,500
[tertawa]

1068
00:55:24,083 --> 00:55:24,916
[menghela napas]

1069
00:55:35,625 --> 00:55:36,625
[Ani mendesah]

1070
00:55:37,208 --> 00:55:38,166
[mengerang]

1071
00:55:39,250 --> 00:55:41,250
[terengah-engah]

1072
00:55:43,125 --> 00:55:44,958
- [Ani mendesah]
- [Luke] Ah!

1073
00:55:51,250 --> 00:55:52,500
- [Ani mengerang]
- Baiklah.

1074
00:55:53,875 --> 00:55:54,916
- [Ani mengerang]
- Uh!

1075
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:56,916
[terengah-engah]

1076
00:55:57,000 --> 00:55:58,291
- Sayang?
- Ya?

1077
00:55:58,375 --> 00:55:59,208
[mendengus]

1078
00:56:00,958 --> 00:56:03,041
[menghembuskan napas]
Bisa kita lakukan dengan lembut?

1079
00:56:05,250 --> 00:56:06,166
Ya.

1080
00:56:09,208 --> 00:56:10,875
[menghembuskan napas]

1081
00:56:20,083 --> 00:56:20,916
[Ani melenguh]

1082
00:56:27,250 --> 00:56:28,166
Baiklah.

1083
00:56:29,916 --> 00:56:30,916
Sudah.

1084
00:56:31,541 --> 00:56:33,291
Aku tidak bisa. Berdirilah.

1085
00:56:33,791 --> 00:56:36,166
Tolong menyingkirlah.
Maaf. Aku tidak bisa…

1086
00:56:37,083 --> 00:56:37,916
[menghela napas]

1087
00:56:38,833 --> 00:56:39,750
Astaga.

1088
00:56:42,625 --> 00:56:43,541
[menghela napas]

1089
00:56:51,500 --> 00:56:52,666
[menghela napas]

1090
00:56:52,750 --> 00:56:54,333
Aku mungkin tidak selalu benar,

1091
00:56:54,416 --> 00:56:59,083
tapi setiap aku bersikap hormat,
seakan kau tidak tahan.

1092
00:57:02,125 --> 00:57:02,958
[menghela napas]

1093
00:57:08,583 --> 00:57:09,833
Terima kasih sudah mengantarku.

1094
00:57:13,541 --> 00:57:15,291
Peluangmu hamil hanya 30 persen,

1095
00:57:15,375 --> 00:57:17,125
tapi lebih baik jaga-jaga.

1096
00:57:17,208 --> 00:57:18,041
[mesin dihidupkan]

1097
00:57:18,125 --> 00:57:18,958
Oh.

1098
00:57:19,666 --> 00:57:20,875
Aku baru dengar itu.

1099
00:57:20,958 --> 00:57:22,583
[gigi berpindah]

1100
00:57:26,750 --> 00:57:27,958
[mesin berputar]

1101
00:57:37,041 --> 00:57:38,041
Liam?

1102
00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:42,416
Aku ingin bilang, aku tidak bermaksud
pacaran dengan orang lain.

1103
00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:45,000
[tertawa] Itu tidak masalah.

1104
00:57:51,041 --> 00:57:52,375
Tapi aku juga merasa…

1105
00:57:54,500 --> 00:57:55,958
Kurasa aku diperkosa.

1106
00:57:58,833 --> 00:57:59,750
[mendengus]

1107
00:58:00,666 --> 00:58:01,750
Kau sudah gila, ya?

1108
00:58:04,625 --> 00:58:06,166
Apa kau sudah gila, hah?

1109
00:58:08,458 --> 00:58:10,500
Kau tahu apa itu perkosaan?

1110
00:58:15,791 --> 00:58:17,166
[mobil berhenti]

1111
00:58:18,250 --> 00:58:19,666
Kenapa kau bilang itu kepadaku?

1112
00:58:19,750 --> 00:58:23,125
Maafkan aku. Maksudku bukan kau.

1113
00:58:23,208 --> 00:58:25,083
- Finny!
- Itu dia.

1114
00:58:25,166 --> 00:58:27,125
- [tertawa]
- [pintu berdebug]

1115
00:58:27,208 --> 00:58:30,333
Finny, kalau aku masih pusing,
kau pasti juga sama.

1116
00:58:30,416 --> 00:58:32,416
[Peyton] Hei, ayo, ayo! Keluarlah!

1117
00:58:33,166 --> 00:58:34,166
Hei, Nona.

1118
00:58:37,625 --> 00:58:39,708
Kau itu seperti hewan liar.

1119
00:58:39,791 --> 00:58:42,791
Hei, kalian berdua harus lebih maju.

1120
00:58:42,875 --> 00:58:44,750
- Kau memang pecundang!
- Pecundang?

1121
00:58:44,833 --> 00:58:45,958
Itulah dirimu tadi malam.

1122
00:58:46,041 --> 00:58:47,625
Apa ada permainan yang kau menangkan?

1123
00:58:47,708 --> 00:58:50,250
- [Hilary] Ya, aku menang dua!
- [Dean muda] Kurasa tidak.

1124
00:58:50,333 --> 00:58:53,583
Kalau aku kalah sebanyak kau,
aku pasti sudah lama pergi.

1125
00:58:54,333 --> 00:58:55,833
Oh, ayolah.

1126
00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:00,000
[musik muram diputar]

1127
00:59:00,625 --> 00:59:01,458
[Ani] Luke?

1128
00:59:06,041 --> 00:59:06,916
[menghela napas]

1129
00:59:18,666 --> 00:59:20,625
[burung camar berkicau]

1130
00:59:21,750 --> 00:59:23,750
[musik muram berlanjut]

1131
00:59:30,958 --> 00:59:34,541
"Oh, Sayang, kenapa bibirmu bisa terluka?"

1132
00:59:35,041 --> 00:59:39,625
"Karena istriku mengidap
penyimpangan seksual, Ibu."

1133
00:59:39,708 --> 00:59:41,708
[keramaian]

1134
00:59:48,500 --> 00:59:50,000
[burung camar berkicau]

1135
00:59:53,958 --> 00:59:56,416
[Pak Larson]
TifAni, Bapak memberi tahu Kepsek Mayer

1136
00:59:56,500 --> 00:59:58,875
kejadian dengan tiga murid itu
akhir pekan lalu.

1137
01:00:00,208 --> 01:00:02,375
[Pak Mayer] Apa kau berencana
melaporkan ini?

1138
01:00:02,458 --> 01:00:03,458
[kunci pintu mengeklik]

1139
01:00:04,375 --> 01:00:07,083
Bagaimana caranya? Apa yang terjadi?

1140
01:00:08,291 --> 01:00:10,833
[Pak Mayer]
Mereka akan diinterogasi polisi.

1141
01:00:12,125 --> 01:00:15,708
Mungkin itu akan tercantum
pada berkas pendaftaran kuliah mereka.

1142
01:00:17,875 --> 01:00:20,125
[menarik napas] Kalau kau akan melapor,

1143
01:00:20,208 --> 01:00:22,458
yakinlah dulu
dengan perkataan untuk laporanmu.

1144
01:00:22,541 --> 01:00:26,041
Mungkin itu akan sulit,
mengingat kau banyak minum alkohol.

1145
01:00:26,125 --> 01:00:28,291
Kau pasti tidak ingat jelas.

1146
01:00:29,250 --> 01:00:32,333
Tak ada yang membingungkan, Kepsek Mayer.

1147
01:00:33,666 --> 01:00:34,750
Dia sudah menolak.

1148
01:00:36,833 --> 01:00:38,916
[Pak Mayer] Benarkah? Kau menolaknya?

1149
01:00:39,000 --> 01:00:41,000
[musik muram diputar]

1150
01:00:43,083 --> 01:00:44,291
Aku tidak tahu.

1151
01:00:45,958 --> 01:00:46,833
Aku tidak tahu.

1152
01:00:48,791 --> 01:00:49,916
Aku tidak mau.

1153
01:00:50,708 --> 01:00:51,916
[napas bergetar]

1154
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:53,125
Aku bilang, "Aduh."

1155
01:00:54,500 --> 01:00:56,250
Aku ingat berulang kali mengaduh.

1156
01:00:56,333 --> 01:00:58,958
Aku ingat berteriak kepada Dean.

1157
01:00:59,041 --> 01:01:00,625
Aku berusaha mendorong Liam,

1158
01:01:00,708 --> 01:01:04,500
tapi dia kira aku menyentuh wajahnya,
jadi dia menciumku.

1159
01:01:06,625 --> 01:01:08,041
Dia juga mabuk berat.

1160
01:01:10,666 --> 01:01:12,333
[telepon gemeletuk]

1161
01:01:12,416 --> 01:01:14,416
[Pak Mayer menekan tombol telepon]

1162
01:01:15,166 --> 01:01:17,541
- Bapak sedang apa?
- [Pak Mayer] Menelepon ibumu.

1163
01:01:18,500 --> 01:01:21,791
Bapak tak bisa melaporkan
kasus anak di bawah umur

1164
01:01:21,875 --> 01:01:23,791
tanpa memberi tahu walinya.

1165
01:01:25,041 --> 01:01:26,666
[telepon gemeletuk]

1166
01:01:27,250 --> 01:01:29,291
[menarik napas dalam] Hentikan!

1167
01:01:30,708 --> 01:01:31,625
Hentikan.

1168
01:01:33,000 --> 01:01:33,833
Tidak.

1169
01:01:36,041 --> 01:01:36,875
Tidak.

1170
01:01:40,500 --> 01:01:41,625
Aku berubah pikiran.

1171
01:01:49,500 --> 01:01:50,958
[terengah-engah]

1172
01:01:51,041 --> 01:01:52,666
[suara kenop pintu]

1173
01:01:54,041 --> 01:01:56,666
Pak Larson dipecat. [terengah-engah]

1174
01:01:57,541 --> 01:01:59,750
Katanya dia seharusnya melarang kami
meninggalkan sekolah.

1175
01:02:00,333 --> 01:02:03,208
[Arthur] Dia jadi kambing hitam.
Dean tidak tersentuh.

1176
01:02:03,750 --> 01:02:04,583
Masuklah.

1177
01:02:12,291 --> 01:02:14,041
Hei! Hei, Hei, Hei!

1178
01:02:14,125 --> 01:02:15,708
Oh, hm, itu milik ayahnya.

1179
01:02:15,791 --> 01:02:20,375
Dia hanya bisa membuatku masuk Columbia
dan keluar dari neraka ini dengan mudah.

1180
01:02:20,458 --> 01:02:22,000
- Mau ini?
- Tidak.

1181
01:02:24,000 --> 01:02:25,416
[Ani muda] Aku tidak bisa bernapas.

1182
01:02:26,916 --> 01:02:28,833
Haruskah kita cerita kepadanya?

1183
01:02:30,625 --> 01:02:31,500
Cerita apa?

1184
01:02:32,291 --> 01:02:33,250
Um…

1185
01:02:33,333 --> 01:02:36,666
- Arthur, sebaiknya jangan.
- Ayolah, kita semua teman.

1186
01:02:37,458 --> 01:02:39,375
Dua musim panas lalu,
Dean dan Peyton datang

1187
01:02:39,458 --> 01:02:41,666
ke pesta kelulusan
kelas delapan Kelsey Quick.

1188
01:02:41,750 --> 01:02:43,916
Mereka semua 16 tahun
dan labil dan kau tahu…

1189
01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:47,333
- Aku pikir mereka bersikap ramah.
- Oh, mereka tidak bersikap ramah.

1190
01:02:47,416 --> 01:02:49,041
Mereka ingin merokok bersama kami.

1191
01:02:49,125 --> 01:02:52,833
Dari dulu kau tidak menceritakannya
agar aku tampak bodoh karena telah pergi.

1192
01:02:54,333 --> 01:02:55,166
Pergi ke mana?

1193
01:02:55,250 --> 01:02:56,541
Ya, ke dalam hutan.

1194
01:02:56,625 --> 01:02:59,916
Di sana Peyton menindih Ben di tanah
dan Dean buang air besar di dada Ben.

1195
01:03:00,000 --> 01:03:02,541
Kudengar dia sengaja
makan burito hari itu.

1196
01:03:02,625 --> 01:03:05,625
Sialan kau, Arthur!
Kau ini memang berengsek.

1197
01:03:07,250 --> 01:03:09,458
Ya, baiklah. Lalu dia lari
ke Alun-alun Suburban,

1198
01:03:09,541 --> 01:03:11,416
pergi ke apotek, membeli silet,

1199
01:03:11,500 --> 01:03:13,166
dan menyayat pergelangannya di toilet.

1200
01:03:13,250 --> 01:03:14,083
[pintu berdebuk]

1201
01:03:18,333 --> 01:03:19,541
Apa itu benar?

1202
01:03:19,625 --> 01:03:20,458
Ya.

1203
01:03:22,333 --> 01:03:24,791
Apa? Jelas sayatannya
tak cukup dalam untuk bunuh diri.

1204
01:03:24,875 --> 01:03:27,583
Orang tuanya menyuruhnya membuat
kalung makaroni selama musim panas.

1205
01:03:27,666 --> 01:03:30,916
Tapi kenapa kau begitu kepadanya?
Kau bersikap seakan kau marah kepadanya.

1206
01:03:31,000 --> 01:03:33,166
- Aku memang marah kepadanya.
- Kenapa?

1207
01:03:33,250 --> 01:03:34,666
Dia tidak membalas mereka!

1208
01:03:34,750 --> 01:03:37,208
Itu tindak kejahatan.
Senjata perang biologi!

1209
01:03:38,250 --> 01:03:39,791
Tapi dia membiarkannya saja.

1210
01:03:42,875 --> 01:03:47,250
Sekarang, hal itu terjadi lagi.

1211
01:03:47,833 --> 01:03:48,916
Kau telah membuka jalan

1212
01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:52,583
bagi mereka untuk terus
mengulangi perbuatan mereka.

1213
01:04:00,666 --> 01:04:01,750
Ibuku tak boleh tahu.

1214
01:04:03,541 --> 01:04:04,458
Dia akan membenciku.

1215
01:04:04,541 --> 01:04:06,541
Baiklah. Ya, semua orang berpikir begitu

1216
01:04:07,041 --> 01:04:09,833
Aku diskors, tapi ibuku tetap merasa
aku ini anak yang baik.

1217
01:04:09,916 --> 01:04:12,708
Tidak. Kau tidak mengerti watak ibuku.

1218
01:04:14,208 --> 01:04:15,458
Ya, memang tidak.

1219
01:04:16,333 --> 01:04:19,541
Ibu macam apa yang tidak melindungi
anaknya mati-matian?

1220
01:04:27,708 --> 01:04:29,875
["This Must Be the Place
(Naive Melody)" diputar]

1221
01:04:29,958 --> 01:04:30,916
[Ani terkesiap]

1222
01:04:34,416 --> 01:04:37,333
Sayang, lihatlah ini.

1223
01:04:37,416 --> 01:04:39,083
Oh, bagus. Rajutan lagi.

1224
01:04:39,166 --> 01:04:40,000
[tertawa]

1225
01:04:41,541 --> 01:04:43,958
- Kau suka ini untuk dansa pertama, 'kan?
- Tidak.

1226
01:04:44,041 --> 01:04:46,875
- Apa? Bukannya kita sepakat.
- Tidak. Kita tidak pernah sepakat!

1227
01:04:46,958 --> 01:04:48,625
- Kita sudah sepakat.
- Astaga. [tertawa]

1228
01:04:48,708 --> 01:04:51,041
Apa maksudmu? Ini… Astaga!

1229
01:04:51,125 --> 01:04:52,500
[tertawa]

1230
01:04:52,583 --> 01:04:55,125
- Astaga. Baiklah, lalu apa?
- Lalu ada…

1231
01:04:55,208 --> 01:04:56,708
[Luke] Nah, ini daftarnya.

1232
01:04:56,791 --> 01:04:58,833
- Daftar lagu resepsi pernikahan.
- Baiklah.

1233
01:04:58,916 --> 01:05:00,208
Tidak, jangan diputar.

1234
01:05:00,291 --> 01:05:01,500
- Jangan?
- Jangan.

1235
01:05:01,583 --> 01:05:03,416
- [lagu baru diputar]
- Jangan diputar.

1236
01:05:04,333 --> 01:05:05,916
- Kau tidak suka lagu ini?
- Tidak.

1237
01:05:06,000 --> 01:05:08,708
Aku suka lagunya,
tapi penyanyinya pedofil.

1238
01:05:09,750 --> 01:05:13,000
- Tapi kau masih bisa menyukai lagunya.
- Aku suka.

1239
01:05:13,083 --> 01:05:14,625
Apa yang tidak kau pahami?

1240
01:05:15,208 --> 01:05:17,000
Menurutmu ucapanmu masuk akal?

1241
01:05:17,083 --> 01:05:18,291
[lagu berlanjut]

1242
01:05:18,375 --> 01:05:20,208
- Baiklah, matikan.
- Tidak mau.

1243
01:05:21,041 --> 01:05:22,250
Matikan lagunya.

1244
01:05:23,083 --> 01:05:25,000
Luke, matikan lagu sialan itu!

1245
01:05:25,916 --> 01:05:27,333
- Baiklah.
- [lagu berhenti]

1246
01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:29,833
Puas?

1247
01:05:32,916 --> 01:05:33,791
[laptop berdebuk]

1248
01:05:39,625 --> 01:05:40,791
[berdentam]

1249
01:05:41,625 --> 01:05:43,416
[keramaian]

1250
01:05:44,583 --> 01:05:47,250
Oh. Dua orang kesukaanku!

1251
01:05:47,791 --> 01:05:48,958
[Peyton menghela napas]

1252
01:05:49,041 --> 01:05:51,416
Kau memberi tahu Kepala sekolah
kau menikmatinya?

1253
01:05:51,500 --> 01:05:53,958
[Dean muda]
Oh, imutnya. Itu menggemaskan.

1254
01:05:54,041 --> 01:05:55,041
[tertawa]

1255
01:05:56,583 --> 01:05:58,458
Wah, bokongmu besar sekali.

1256
01:05:59,541 --> 01:06:00,500
[Dean muda tertawa]

1257
01:06:01,291 --> 01:06:03,208
Oh, terima kasih. Aku sering olahraga.

1258
01:06:03,708 --> 01:06:04,916
[tertawa]

1259
01:06:05,583 --> 01:06:07,041
Hentikan. Ayo pergi.

1260
01:06:08,083 --> 01:06:09,375
- [mengerang]
- [bunyi gedebuk]

1261
01:06:09,458 --> 01:06:11,458
- Astaga.
- [Arthur] Kau imut saat marah.

1262
01:06:11,541 --> 01:06:14,416
Ayo, pukul aku.
Tak ada yang menghentikanmu.

1263
01:06:15,666 --> 01:06:17,666
- [Arthur mengerang]
- [murid-murid bersorak]

1264
01:06:17,750 --> 01:06:19,000
Ayo hajar dia!

1265
01:06:19,083 --> 01:06:21,125
- [Dean muda mendengus]
- [Arthur mengerang]

1266
01:06:21,208 --> 01:06:22,708
[gadis 1] Ini semua salahmu!

1267
01:06:22,791 --> 01:06:24,416
[murid-murid bersorak]

1268
01:06:24,500 --> 01:06:25,333
[anak lelaki] Ayo!

1269
01:06:25,416 --> 01:06:27,583
[mendengus, mengerang]

1270
01:06:27,666 --> 01:06:28,916
[murid-murid bersorak]

1271
01:06:30,458 --> 01:06:31,958
[guru mengerang]

1272
01:06:32,041 --> 01:06:32,875
[Arthur] Sial.

1273
01:06:32,958 --> 01:06:34,833
[Peyton] Dean! Cepat!
Ayo cepat pergi dari sini!

1274
01:06:34,916 --> 01:06:35,875
[gadis 2] Cepat.

1275
01:06:36,458 --> 01:06:37,458
Oh, sial.

1276
01:06:37,541 --> 01:06:40,000
- [gadis 3] Pergi.
- [gadis 4] Ada apa ini?

1277
01:06:43,041 --> 01:06:44,291
[guru mengerang]

1278
01:06:46,833 --> 01:06:47,666
Oh!

1279
01:06:50,458 --> 01:06:53,166
Kau tak tahu itu Bu Hurst.
Kenapa tak minta maaf saja?

1280
01:06:54,000 --> 01:06:57,375
Oh, seperti kau dan segalanya
baik-baik saja bagimu sekarang?

1281
01:06:57,458 --> 01:06:59,583
Ayolah. Itu lebih baik
daripada dikeluarkan.

1282
01:07:00,083 --> 01:07:02,041
Kau pikir bisa masuk Columbia sekarang?

1283
01:07:02,125 --> 01:07:04,750
Baiklah. Jaga nada bicaramu, Nona.

1284
01:07:04,833 --> 01:07:07,083
Saat itu aku sedang membela temanku.

1285
01:07:09,041 --> 01:07:09,875
[menghela napas]

1286
01:07:11,916 --> 01:07:12,750
Aku tahu.

1287
01:07:18,875 --> 01:07:19,708
Terima kasih.

1288
01:07:20,625 --> 01:07:21,916
[menarik napas panjang]

1289
01:07:22,000 --> 01:07:24,000
Aku tidak mau kau berterima kasih.

1290
01:07:24,083 --> 01:07:27,333
Bersikaplah seakan
kau punya sebersit harga diri.

1291
01:07:27,416 --> 01:07:29,750
Cukup sebersit kecil saja harga diri.

1292
01:07:29,833 --> 01:07:32,500
Setidaknya kau pasti punya itu, 'kan?

1293
01:07:37,625 --> 01:07:38,500
[menghela napas]

1294
01:07:39,958 --> 01:07:42,291
Kau tak bisa marah kepadaku.
Aku tak minta kau melakukan ini.

1295
01:07:42,375 --> 01:07:44,000
Kau seharusnya marah kepada dirimu.

1296
01:07:44,083 --> 01:07:46,541
Kau berpeluang menjatuhkannya,
tapi tidak kau lakukan,

1297
01:07:46,625 --> 01:07:49,291
karena kau begitu ingin diterima kembali.

1298
01:07:50,291 --> 01:07:53,625
- Kau terdengar sangat bodoh sekarang.
- Ya, aku yang bodoh. Hm.

1299
01:07:53,708 --> 01:07:57,291
Aku tak akan menjatuhkan Dean.
Arthur, bukan begitu cara kerjanya.

1300
01:07:58,125 --> 01:08:00,666
Kau minta maaf kepada Liam! Ya ampun!

1301
01:08:00,750 --> 01:08:03,125
Kau minta maaf
kepada orang yang memerkosamu.

1302
01:08:03,208 --> 01:08:06,083
Aku tidak habis pikir,
bagaimana kau bisa menerimanya?

1303
01:08:09,333 --> 01:08:10,416
[Ani muda] Berengsek kau!

1304
01:08:11,041 --> 01:08:12,125
TifAni, tunggu, tidak.

1305
01:08:13,416 --> 01:08:15,666
TifAni, tunggu. TifAni.

1306
01:08:18,708 --> 01:08:20,708
[Ani muda] Ini. Kau itu sungguh pecundang.

1307
01:08:23,083 --> 01:08:25,875
[pintu dibuka, ditutup]

1308
01:08:26,500 --> 01:08:29,083
[Luke] Hai, Sayang,
aku mau bilang semoga sukses hari ini.

1309
01:08:29,166 --> 01:08:31,583
Aku tahu kau gugup,
tapi semua akan baik-baik saja.

1310
01:08:32,541 --> 01:08:34,458
Kau layak mengakhiri ini.

1311
01:08:34,541 --> 01:08:35,750
Aku mencintaimu. Dah.

1312
01:08:44,916 --> 01:08:45,791
[pintu mobil ditutup]

1313
01:08:50,083 --> 01:08:52,083
[musik termenung diputar]

1314
01:08:55,916 --> 01:08:56,750
[menghela napas]

1315
01:08:58,000 --> 01:09:00,000
[keramaian]

1316
01:09:08,666 --> 01:09:09,958
Ani, kau siap?

1317
01:09:10,041 --> 01:09:12,041
[musik termenung berlanjut]

1318
01:09:22,041 --> 01:09:23,708
Kita akan syuting di sini.

1319
01:09:24,416 --> 01:09:27,375
Kalau kau butuh apa pun,
bilang saja kepadaku, ya?

1320
01:09:30,250 --> 01:09:31,083
Ah…

1321
01:09:38,541 --> 01:09:39,625
- Siap?
- Siap.

1322
01:09:42,416 --> 01:09:43,416
[pria] Mulai.

1323
01:09:47,875 --> 01:09:50,791
[Aaron] Baiklah, eh, Ani, apa kau siap?

1324
01:09:52,500 --> 01:09:55,291
Bisa kau ceritakan
pengalaman pribadimu di hari tragis itu?

1325
01:09:56,083 --> 01:09:57,208
Kapan pun kau siap.

1326
01:10:00,208 --> 01:10:01,666
Aku dari dulu berpikir,

1327
01:10:01,750 --> 01:10:04,375
orang terlihat rapuh
bila dilihat dari belakang.

1328
01:10:07,750 --> 01:10:11,750
[Ani] Kita bisa mengamati setiap pori,
helai rambut mereka,

1329
01:10:12,500 --> 01:10:14,041
seakan mereka tidak berdaya.

1330
01:10:14,791 --> 01:10:16,166
Aku hampir berpikir

1331
01:10:16,250 --> 01:10:19,500
rambut pirang
di belakang leher Dean itu indah,

1332
01:10:19,583 --> 01:10:23,583
padahal rambutnya yang lain
gelap dan kasar, saat dia melompat.

1333
01:10:23,666 --> 01:10:25,666
[ledakan berdentam]

1334
01:10:27,250 --> 01:10:29,250
[kaca pecah]

1335
01:10:43,875 --> 01:10:45,625
[murid-murid terengah-engah]

1336
01:10:45,708 --> 01:10:48,000
[murid-murid berteriak dan menangis]

1337
01:10:48,083 --> 01:10:50,166
[air mengalir]

1338
01:10:51,916 --> 01:10:53,750
[murid-murid batuk]

1339
01:10:53,833 --> 01:10:55,833
- [mengerang]
- [telinga berdengung]

1340
01:10:56,791 --> 01:10:58,666
[napas gemetar]

1341
01:10:59,708 --> 01:11:03,166
[teman Ani muda] Tif! Tif! Tif!
[mengerang]

1342
01:11:03,250 --> 01:11:05,333
Ayo! Ayo! Ayo!

1343
01:11:05,833 --> 01:11:07,541
[Ani muda] Olivia! [tersengal-sengal]

1344
01:11:07,625 --> 01:11:09,291
[tersengal-sengal]

1345
01:11:09,375 --> 01:11:11,416
- [suara tembakan]
- [murid-murid berteriak]

1346
01:11:12,250 --> 01:11:14,291
- [suara tembakan]
- [teriakan panik, menangis]

1347
01:11:15,375 --> 01:11:17,375
[terengah-engah]

1348
01:11:18,333 --> 01:11:20,291
- [teman Ani muda] Ayo!
- [terengah-engah]

1349
01:11:20,791 --> 01:11:21,833
Ayo! Cepat! Cepat!

1350
01:11:23,416 --> 01:11:25,416
[lampu berkedip]

1351
01:11:28,750 --> 01:11:30,375
[pintu berderit]

1352
01:11:32,375 --> 01:11:34,458
[papan lantai berderak]

1353
01:11:42,875 --> 01:11:44,041
[suara berdentam di kejauhan]

1354
01:11:44,125 --> 01:11:45,708
- [terengah-engah]
- [pintu berdecit]

1355
01:11:47,125 --> 01:11:49,125
[Peyton] Dia bawa senapan.
Aku melihatnya.

1356
01:11:49,208 --> 01:11:51,416
- Angkat mejanya!
- [Olivia] Siapa bawa ponsel?

1357
01:11:52,625 --> 01:11:53,875
Ponsel? Baiklah.

1358
01:11:56,625 --> 01:11:58,416
[keramaian panik]

1359
01:11:58,500 --> 01:12:00,125
- [anak lelaki] Ben!
- [suara gaduh]

1360
01:12:01,208 --> 01:12:03,041
Tidak ada sinyal! [napas gemetar]

1361
01:12:03,791 --> 01:12:05,083
[kaca pecah]

1362
01:12:05,625 --> 01:12:06,500
[tercekat]

1363
01:12:06,583 --> 01:12:08,166
[Ani] Kau merasa sedih.

1364
01:12:08,833 --> 01:12:09,666
Tampaklah sedih.

1365
01:12:10,166 --> 01:12:11,583
Dia tidak seharusnya mengalami itu.

1366
01:12:12,208 --> 01:12:13,791
[suara berderak]

1367
01:12:13,875 --> 01:12:15,875
[kaca berderak, berdenting]

1368
01:12:20,875 --> 01:12:22,708
[Ani muda terengah-engah]

1369
01:12:22,791 --> 01:12:25,291
Saksi menyatakan bahwa Ben berkata…

1370
01:12:25,875 --> 01:12:27,625
- Hei, Tif.
- [Ani muda tercekat]

1371
01:12:27,708 --> 01:12:29,458
[terengah-engah]

1372
01:12:31,958 --> 01:12:34,208
Seakan kalian berdua sudah sepakat.

1373
01:12:34,291 --> 01:12:35,250
Apa itu benar?

1374
01:12:36,416 --> 01:12:37,250
Ya.

1375
01:12:40,125 --> 01:12:41,958
[Aaron] Sepakat mengenai apa?

1376
01:12:42,708 --> 01:12:44,458
[Ani] Aku juga ingin balas dendam.

1377
01:12:45,625 --> 01:12:47,500
Bahwa dia juga seorang korban.

1378
01:12:47,583 --> 01:12:48,750
[menghela napas]

1379
01:12:56,041 --> 01:12:56,916
Hei, Peyton.

1380
01:13:01,625 --> 01:13:04,541
- Kau mau ke hutan? Hm?
- [Peyton tersengal-sengal]

1381
01:13:05,541 --> 01:13:07,541
- Mau mengisap ganja? [tertawa]
- Ben. [terisak]

1382
01:13:07,625 --> 01:13:09,208
Ben, aku sangat menyesal…

1383
01:13:09,291 --> 01:13:10,583
- [suara tembakan]
- [terkesiap]

1384
01:13:10,666 --> 01:13:12,666
- [terengah-engah]
- [tersengal-sengal]

1385
01:13:16,375 --> 01:13:17,291
[Arthur] Ben?

1386
01:13:18,166 --> 01:13:19,000
Ben!

1387
01:13:20,000 --> 01:13:22,000
[napas gugup]

1388
01:13:25,958 --> 01:13:28,000
Bagaimana perasaanmu saat dia pergi?

1389
01:13:28,500 --> 01:13:30,916
Apakah perasaanmu menjadi lega?

1390
01:13:32,791 --> 01:13:37,041
Begini, kami jadi berdamai saat itu,

1391
01:13:37,125 --> 01:13:39,833
karena kami tahu
kami harus menolong Peyton.

1392
01:13:39,916 --> 01:13:41,916
[teman Ani muda menangis]

1393
01:13:44,625 --> 01:13:45,833
Astaga.

1394
01:13:45,916 --> 01:13:48,083
- Hei.
- Tidak. [menangis]

1395
01:13:48,166 --> 01:13:49,708
[Liam] Bagaimana ini bisa terjadi?

1396
01:13:50,291 --> 01:13:51,625
Bagaimana ini bisa terjadi?

1397
01:13:52,833 --> 01:13:54,208
Kita harus keluar dari sini.

1398
01:13:55,166 --> 01:13:57,166
[peralatan berdentang]

1399
01:13:57,250 --> 01:13:58,958
[terengah-engah]

1400
01:14:00,250 --> 01:14:01,750
Itu untuk apa?

1401
01:14:02,333 --> 01:14:03,833
[menangis]

1402
01:14:05,416 --> 01:14:07,375
[Ani muda] Kita harus keluar dari sini.

1403
01:14:07,958 --> 01:14:09,958
[menangis]

1404
01:14:11,041 --> 01:14:13,416
- [Liam] Naik atau turun?
- Kamar asrama lama di atas.

1405
01:14:13,500 --> 01:14:14,625
Apa dia naik?

1406
01:14:16,458 --> 01:14:19,166
[Ani muda bernapas gemetar]

1407
01:14:21,541 --> 01:14:22,375
Menurutku turun.

1408
01:14:24,416 --> 01:14:26,375
[musik gelisah diputar]

1409
01:14:26,458 --> 01:14:27,583
[pintu berdentam]

1410
01:14:27,666 --> 01:14:29,666
[musik cemas diputar]

1411
01:14:31,041 --> 01:14:32,375
- [suara tembakan]
- [berteriak]

1412
01:14:32,458 --> 01:14:33,375
[terengah-engah]

1413
01:14:34,000 --> 01:14:36,250
- Cepat! Cepat! Lari terus! Lari!
- Ayo! Ayo!

1414
01:14:36,333 --> 01:14:37,750
Ayo! [terengah-engah]

1415
01:14:39,291 --> 01:14:40,666
[Ani muda] Ayo, cepat!

1416
01:14:41,625 --> 01:14:43,000
[napas gemetar]

1417
01:14:44,500 --> 01:14:46,458
[terengah-engah]

1418
01:14:47,500 --> 01:14:49,875
[merintih, napas gemetar]

1419
01:14:50,458 --> 01:14:52,458
[musik gelisah diputar]

1420
01:14:57,708 --> 01:14:58,541
[pintu berderak]

1421
01:14:58,625 --> 01:14:59,458
[suara tembakan]

1422
01:15:02,750 --> 01:15:04,916
Kau tidak menahan pintu untuk Liam Ross.

1423
01:15:06,625 --> 01:15:08,875
Bisakah kau jelaskan alasannya?

1424
01:15:08,958 --> 01:15:12,833
[Ani] Karena aku tak mau mati
demi salah satu pemerkosaku.

1425
01:15:12,916 --> 01:15:14,708
Karena aku tidak cukup berani.

1426
01:15:18,458 --> 01:15:20,458
[air gemericik]

1427
01:15:23,166 --> 01:15:25,166
[musik muram diputar]

1428
01:15:25,791 --> 01:15:27,375
[air gemericik]

1429
01:15:27,458 --> 01:15:30,416
[teman Ani muda]
Astaga. Astaga. Astaga. Dean! Dean!

1430
01:15:30,500 --> 01:15:32,500
[air gemercik]

1431
01:15:35,083 --> 01:15:35,916
Dean.

1432
01:15:37,291 --> 01:15:38,583
- [suara tembakan]
- [berteriak]

1433
01:15:38,666 --> 01:15:40,041
[pistol dikokang]

1434
01:15:40,916 --> 01:15:41,750
Nona-nona!

1435
01:15:42,625 --> 01:15:44,041
- Kalian di sana.
- [air menyembur]

1436
01:15:46,375 --> 01:15:47,541
[teman Ani muda] Arthur.

1437
01:15:47,625 --> 01:15:51,041
Beth. Pergilah. Aku menyukaimu.

1438
01:15:52,708 --> 01:15:54,375
[Beth bernapas gemetar]

1439
01:15:55,458 --> 01:15:56,583
- Kau…
- [berteriak ketakutan]

1440
01:15:56,666 --> 01:15:58,375
Si gadis pengecut.

1441
01:16:00,666 --> 01:16:01,750
[napas gemetar]

1442
01:16:06,458 --> 01:16:07,875
Kau mau melakukannya.

1443
01:16:07,958 --> 01:16:08,916
[terengah-engah]

1444
01:16:10,666 --> 01:16:12,500
[Ani] Apakah jahat kalau aku mau?

1445
01:16:16,750 --> 01:16:18,750
[terengah-engah]

1446
01:16:20,291 --> 01:16:22,291
[terengah-engah]

1447
01:16:25,416 --> 01:16:26,416
[mendengking]

1448
01:16:28,083 --> 01:16:29,083
Kumohon.

1449
01:16:30,958 --> 01:16:32,625
- [Arthur mengerang]
- [Ani muda meringis]

1450
01:16:33,208 --> 01:16:34,916
[Dena muda berteriak] Berengsek!

1451
01:16:35,000 --> 01:16:36,000
[Dean muda mengerang]

1452
01:16:36,083 --> 01:16:37,458
[terengah-engah]

1453
01:16:38,041 --> 01:16:39,250
[Ani muda mengerang]

1454
01:16:39,333 --> 01:16:41,583
[tercekat]

1455
01:16:45,625 --> 01:16:47,625
[tersengal-sengal]

1456
01:16:48,708 --> 01:16:50,250
[Arthur tersengal-sengal]

1457
01:16:50,333 --> 01:16:52,666
- [Ani muda merintih]
- [Arthur tersengal-sengal]

1458
01:16:53,333 --> 01:16:55,333
- [Ani muda mengerang]
- [Arthur tersengal-sengal]

1459
01:16:58,875 --> 01:17:00,791
[tersengal-sengal]

1460
01:17:01,291 --> 01:17:03,291
[musik muram diputar]

1461
01:17:05,000 --> 01:17:07,000
[terengah-engah]

1462
01:17:17,416 --> 01:17:20,958
Ekspresi wajahnya,
dia… seperti bingung,

1463
01:17:21,041 --> 01:17:23,375
seakan aku salah menargetkan orang.

1464
01:17:27,375 --> 01:17:30,708
Sampai sekarang, aku tidak bisa
memegang pisau tanpa teringat wajahnya.

1465
01:17:38,791 --> 01:17:40,125
[Aaron] Ya ampun, Ani.

1466
01:17:40,666 --> 01:17:41,500
Terima kasih.

1467
01:17:55,916 --> 01:17:57,916
[musik muram diputar]

1468
01:18:01,083 --> 01:18:02,500
[Dinah] Semua akan baik-baik saja.

1469
01:18:03,000 --> 01:18:05,208
Kau sangat berani, TifAni.

1470
01:18:07,333 --> 01:18:08,666
[agak gemetar] Jangan katakan itu.

1471
01:18:14,333 --> 01:18:16,333
[musik muram berlanjut]

1472
01:18:39,833 --> 01:18:41,500
[gadis 1] Aku tak percaya dia datang.

1473
01:18:41,583 --> 01:18:42,916
Menjijikan.

1474
01:18:43,000 --> 01:18:44,583
[gadis 2] Apa kau percaya itu?

1475
01:18:44,666 --> 01:18:48,500
[Ani] Aku tidak sadar aku melayat
diiringi tatapan benci semua orang.

1476
01:18:51,875 --> 01:18:54,833
Cerita versi Dean soal kejadian itu
tidak sama denganku.

1477
01:18:56,000 --> 01:18:58,083
[Aaron] Seperti apa cerita versi Dean?

1478
01:19:00,125 --> 01:19:02,541
[Ani] Katanya dia menolak
berpacaran denganku

1479
01:19:02,625 --> 01:19:05,041
usai aku tidur dengan dia
dan dua sahabatnya.

1480
01:19:05,541 --> 01:19:06,708
Katanya aku dicampakkan.

1481
01:19:07,208 --> 01:19:10,833
Karena TifAni berpacaran
dengan lebih dari satu orang…

1482
01:19:10,916 --> 01:19:13,541
[Ani] Katanya aku balas dendam
dengan membantu Ben dan Arthur

1483
01:19:13,625 --> 01:19:14,666
rencanakan pembantaian.

1484
01:19:14,750 --> 01:19:17,708
Katanya wanita yang dicampakkan
amarahnya mengerikan.

1485
01:19:20,125 --> 01:19:21,875
[polisi] Mari kuantar kembali ke mobil.

1486
01:19:22,375 --> 01:19:24,375
[suara radio polisi]

1487
01:19:28,916 --> 01:19:29,791
[Ani muda] Beth?

1488
01:19:34,458 --> 01:19:38,041
Sebagai penutup,
kami akan menembak diri sendiri.

1489
01:19:38,125 --> 01:19:40,333
Walau hanya Ben yang berhasil.

1490
01:19:45,250 --> 01:19:47,375
Dean akan lumpuh selamanya.

1491
01:19:48,583 --> 01:19:50,583
Siapa yang berani menyebutnya pembohong?

1492
01:19:55,125 --> 01:19:56,125
[Dinah] Apa itu benar?

1493
01:19:57,583 --> 01:19:59,833
Aku tidak tahu Arthur akan melakukan itu.

1494
01:19:59,916 --> 01:20:01,875
Bukan itu! Soal kau berpacaran
dengan mereka!

1495
01:20:04,875 --> 01:20:06,208
[Ani muda] Bu, aku tidak mau.

1496
01:20:06,291 --> 01:20:09,041
- Aku mabuk. Mereka bohong.
- Astaga, TifAni.

1497
01:20:09,125 --> 01:20:11,333
Ini alasannya Ibu bilang, jangan mabuk!

1498
01:20:12,041 --> 01:20:15,083
Ibu akan telepon pengacara
sesampainya di rumah.

1499
01:20:16,666 --> 01:20:19,083
Oh, orang akan bilang apa nanti?

1500
01:20:23,458 --> 01:20:25,541
Kau tidak terbukti membantu, tapi…

1501
01:20:25,625 --> 01:20:27,416
lalu tuduhanmu terhadap mereka?

1502
01:20:27,500 --> 01:20:29,416
Kenapa kau tidak menuntut saat itu?

1503
01:20:31,166 --> 01:20:33,416
Aku hanya berpikir itu tidak ada gunanya.

1504
01:20:33,500 --> 01:20:34,333
Ibu. [napas gemetar]

1505
01:20:36,750 --> 01:20:38,375
- Bu…
- [Dinah] Tidak, TifAni.

1506
01:20:39,750 --> 01:20:40,958
Tidak, tidak.

1507
01:20:41,541 --> 01:20:43,041
- Kau membuat Ibu jijik.
- [terisak]

1508
01:20:44,833 --> 01:20:45,875
Maaf. [napas gemetar]

1509
01:20:49,000 --> 01:20:50,958
Kau bukan anak yang Ibu besarkan.

1510
01:20:58,666 --> 01:21:01,583
Kau beruntung ibumu menyiapkan pengacara
dan mendukungmu.

1511
01:21:02,083 --> 01:21:03,208
Tidak semua orang punya itu.

1512
01:21:03,708 --> 01:21:05,541
Hm. Ya.

1513
01:21:06,250 --> 01:21:07,166
Sangat beruntung.

1514
01:21:08,750 --> 01:21:10,916
Aku gadis paling beruntung.

1515
01:21:11,750 --> 01:21:14,000
Kau berharap
ibumu membantumu lebih banyak?

1516
01:21:15,125 --> 01:21:19,125
[Ani] Andai dia tidak menatapku seakan aku
ditiduri banyak orang lalu disingkirkan.

1517
01:21:19,208 --> 01:21:21,208
[musik gelisah diputar]

1518
01:21:22,958 --> 01:21:25,416
Ani, kau ingin bercerita lebih lanjut
atau kita ganti topik?

1519
01:21:25,916 --> 01:21:27,208
[kursi roda berderak]

1520
01:21:28,833 --> 01:21:29,875
[terkesiap]

1521
01:21:29,958 --> 01:21:31,625
- Aaron, apa-apaan ini?
- Hai, Finny.

1522
01:21:31,708 --> 01:21:33,375
Sumpah, seharusnya dia baru datang besok.

1523
01:21:33,458 --> 01:21:34,666
- Kau harus pergi.
- Tunggu.

1524
01:21:34,750 --> 01:21:36,916
Finny, kumohon beri aku lima menit.

1525
01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:39,208
[Aaron] Kenapa kau ke sini?
Bukan ini kesepakatan kita.

1526
01:21:39,291 --> 01:21:42,666
Ani, jangan pergi. Dia yang harus pergi.
Aku akan menyuruhnya pergi sekarang.

1527
01:21:42,750 --> 01:21:44,458
- [Dean] Finny.
- Tidak. Tidak perlu repot.

1528
01:21:44,541 --> 01:21:46,291
- [Aaron] Ani.
- Kumohon.

1529
01:21:46,958 --> 01:21:47,958
[Aaron] Ani, Tunggu.

1530
01:21:51,041 --> 01:21:54,666
Ani, Tunggu. Ani.
Jangan biarkan Dean membuatmu pergi.

1531
01:21:54,750 --> 01:21:57,458
Pikirkan semua wanita yang kau bantu
dengan menceritakan kisahmu.

1532
01:22:00,333 --> 01:22:01,791
Ini demi mereka juga.

1533
01:22:03,166 --> 01:22:04,541
Semua wanita itu baik-baik saja.

1534
01:22:10,416 --> 01:22:12,416
[musik termenung diputar]

1535
01:22:31,625 --> 01:22:34,208
[Ani] Ibuku bersikeras
aku bertahan di Brentley.

1536
01:22:34,708 --> 01:22:36,333
Dua tahun yang sepi bagiku.

1537
01:22:36,916 --> 01:22:39,750
Aku dan teman-temanku selamat
dari kejadian yang mengubah hidup

1538
01:22:39,833 --> 01:22:41,500
dan sulit dipahami orang.

1539
01:22:42,708 --> 01:22:44,000
[sorak sorai] Wuu!

1540
01:22:44,875 --> 01:22:46,291
Mereka bisa saling mendukung,

1541
01:22:48,916 --> 01:22:50,041
tapi aku tidak punya teman.

1542
01:22:52,791 --> 01:22:55,708
Tahun terakhirku,
kami berkaryawisata ke Kota New York,

1543
01:22:55,791 --> 01:22:58,958
dan aku mengalami… pengalaman ini.

1544
01:23:00,125 --> 01:23:02,166
[wanita]
Aku tak perlu membuatnya terkesan.

1545
01:23:02,250 --> 01:23:04,666
Apa kau tahu kapan sampelnya akan sampai?

1546
01:23:06,083 --> 01:23:07,291
- Kau tidak apa-apa?
- Maaf.

1547
01:23:07,875 --> 01:23:10,083
Tidak, sampel itu harus tiba Jumat ini.

1548
01:23:10,916 --> 01:23:13,708
Ya, Jumat. Kau tidak menjadwalkannya?

1549
01:23:15,166 --> 01:23:18,125
[Ani menghela napas]
Aku tak pernah melihat wanita seperti itu.

1550
01:23:18,208 --> 01:23:20,916
Wanita yang mengancam orang di telepon.

1551
01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:23,458
Wanita yang bisa membeli barang mahal.

1552
01:23:24,208 --> 01:23:27,041
Menerobos lalu lalang Kota New York
hanya karena dia terlihat

1553
01:23:27,125 --> 01:23:30,250
seperti orang yang lebih penting
daripada orang lain.

1554
01:23:30,333 --> 01:23:32,708
Aku memutuskan aku harus jadi seperti itu.

1555
01:23:34,208 --> 01:23:36,208
[musik muram diputar]

1556
01:23:38,958 --> 01:23:41,625
Lalu tak akan ada
yang bisa menyakitiku lagi.

1557
01:23:45,291 --> 01:23:46,666
[suara sirine di kejauhan]

1558
01:23:55,333 --> 01:23:56,791
[pria 1] Oh, ayolah!

1559
01:23:56,875 --> 01:24:00,000
- [para pria mengobrol]
- [acara pertandingan di TV]

1560
01:24:01,000 --> 01:24:03,333
- [Luke] Siapa mau lagi?
- [pria 1] Ya, satu lagi.

1561
01:24:03,416 --> 01:24:05,208
[Luke] Satu, dua, tiga, empat lagi?

1562
01:24:05,291 --> 01:24:07,625
- [pria 2] Ya. Terima kasih!
- [pria 3] Ini dia.

1563
01:24:07,708 --> 01:24:09,083
[keramaian]

1564
01:24:11,208 --> 01:24:13,583
[pria 1] Itu dia. Apa kubilang?

1565
01:24:14,166 --> 01:24:16,291
- Kau pulang!
- [para pria] Ya!

1566
01:24:16,375 --> 01:24:17,708
- [Ani] Ya.
- [sorak sorai]

1567
01:24:17,791 --> 01:24:18,750
Aku pergi.

1568
01:24:18,833 --> 01:24:19,916
[acara pertandingan di TV]

1569
01:24:20,000 --> 01:24:20,958
Selesai sudah.

1570
01:24:22,625 --> 01:24:23,625
Rasanya…

1571
01:24:25,416 --> 01:24:26,750
Rasanya tidak benar.

1572
01:24:28,375 --> 01:24:31,208
Kau tahu, aku terpikir
untuk menuliskan ini sendiri.

1573
01:24:32,166 --> 01:24:33,583
Aku ingin menceritakannya.

1574
01:24:36,750 --> 01:24:37,625
[menghela napas]

1575
01:24:38,791 --> 01:24:40,208
Menurutku itu cerdas.

1576
01:24:40,291 --> 01:24:42,291
[musik muram diputar]

1577
01:24:46,833 --> 01:24:47,666
[berciuman]

1578
01:24:48,958 --> 01:24:50,583
- [keramaian]
- Em…

1579
01:24:53,041 --> 01:24:54,083
Kau mau minum?

1580
01:24:56,416 --> 01:24:59,208
Martini, murni,
tiga zaitun, tanpa vermouth.

1581
01:25:01,291 --> 01:25:03,541
- Vodka dengan zaitun, segera siap.
- Baiklah.

1582
01:25:07,208 --> 01:25:08,375
[tertawa]

1583
01:25:08,458 --> 01:25:10,250
[pria 1] Benar. Aku tak bilang itu.

1584
01:25:16,416 --> 01:25:17,833
Terima kasih atas pelayananmu.

1585
01:25:21,125 --> 01:25:23,791
Tolong jangan marah,
tapi sepertinya aku mau pindah ke London.

1586
01:25:26,666 --> 01:25:28,500
[menghela napas] Menurutmu?

1587
01:25:29,750 --> 01:25:32,625
Kau tahu? Aku marah. Jadi, hadapilah.

1588
01:25:39,166 --> 01:25:40,041
Apa itu?

1589
01:25:40,916 --> 01:25:42,291
Aku menulis sesuatu.

1590
01:25:44,333 --> 01:25:46,041
Menurutmu Times mau menerbitkan ini?

1591
01:25:47,041 --> 01:25:47,916
[LoLo mendengus]

1592
01:26:08,666 --> 01:26:10,000
[kertas bergemerisik]

1593
01:26:23,041 --> 01:26:25,500
Kau tahu apa yang kuharapkan
38 tahun lalu?

1594
01:26:27,750 --> 01:26:30,791
Jauh lebih mudah
untuk marah kepada pria itu.

1595
01:26:34,541 --> 01:26:36,041
Pacarku saat SMA…

1596
01:26:41,166 --> 01:26:43,583
Sangat… kreatif.

1597
01:26:45,291 --> 01:26:46,333
Maaf, LoLo.

1598
01:26:46,416 --> 01:26:49,500
[mendengus] Tidak apa.
Tidak perlu dibesar-besarkan.

1599
01:26:50,583 --> 01:26:53,583
Para pria itu,
mereka membusuk dalam tanah.

1600
01:26:53,666 --> 01:26:55,375
Tapi orang yang mencintaimu,

1601
01:26:55,458 --> 01:26:57,125
yang membuatmu kecewa,

1602
01:26:57,208 --> 01:26:59,958
berhentilah melindungi mereka
dengan tindakan setengah hati seperti ini,

1603
01:27:00,041 --> 01:27:01,833
dan mungkin kau akan dapat hasil.

1604
01:27:01,916 --> 01:27:03,833
Tapi saat ini, biar kuperjelas.

1605
01:27:04,458 --> 01:27:06,125
Sebuah kebenaran tanggung jawab

1606
01:27:06,208 --> 01:27:08,375
tidak diterima di koran terhormat.

1607
01:27:08,458 --> 01:27:11,000
Jadi, cobalah tulis ulang.

1608
01:27:11,083 --> 01:27:13,041
Tulislah seakan tidak akan ada
yang membacanya.

1609
01:27:13,125 --> 01:27:16,625
Baik itu Luke, mertuamu,
apalagi orang tuamu.

1610
01:27:16,708 --> 01:27:19,583
Begitulah cara menulis
sesuatu yang layak dibaca.

1611
01:27:21,541 --> 01:27:23,958
Tak ada yang memaksamu menulisnya.

1612
01:27:24,041 --> 01:27:26,250
Pergilah ke London,
jalani hidup bersama Luke.

1613
01:27:26,333 --> 01:27:28,833
Tapi putuskan sesuatu.

1614
01:27:29,375 --> 01:27:30,250
Putuskan.

1615
01:27:30,333 --> 01:27:32,000
Aku berusaha.

1616
01:27:32,083 --> 01:27:32,916
[mendengus]

1617
01:27:34,916 --> 01:27:36,875
Biar kukatakan yang sederhana kepadamu.

1618
01:27:38,083 --> 01:27:41,166
Katakan apa yang kau inginkan,

1619
01:27:41,250 --> 01:27:43,625
bukan yang diinginkan orang lain,

1620
01:27:43,708 --> 01:27:45,333
lalu lakukanlah.

1621
01:27:49,333 --> 01:27:51,166
Jika kau sebarkan perkataanku barusan…

1622
01:27:51,250 --> 01:27:52,083
Tidak akan.

1623
01:27:52,166 --> 01:27:54,875
Bukan. Yang soal masa remajaku
sudah 38 tahun lalu,

1624
01:27:54,958 --> 01:27:58,000
aku akan memaksamu makan karbohidrat.

1625
01:28:10,875 --> 01:28:13,750
Aku harus membuat pilihan hari itu.

1626
01:28:14,958 --> 01:28:17,333
Aku bisa menyalahkan dunia
atas yang terjadi.

1627
01:28:18,375 --> 01:28:19,916
Atau mencari peluang.

1628
01:28:21,541 --> 01:28:24,625
Semua tantangan, semua sakit hati,

1629
01:28:24,708 --> 01:28:26,250
dan tragedi dalam hidup

1630
01:28:26,333 --> 01:28:30,083
menawarkan peluang
untuk melakukan hal yang berbeda,

1631
01:28:30,166 --> 01:28:31,166
untuk berbuat baik.

1632
01:28:31,250 --> 01:28:33,875
[berbisik] Apa kataku.
Sangat menginspirasi, 'kan?

1633
01:28:33,958 --> 01:28:36,083
Aku tak mendengarkannya. [tertawa]

1634
01:28:36,750 --> 01:28:39,916
- Tak ada yang bisa merenggut pilihan itu.
- [wanita] Sst!

1635
01:28:40,583 --> 01:28:42,416
[hadirin bertepuk tangan]

1636
01:28:43,791 --> 01:28:45,416
[keramaian]

1637
01:28:49,458 --> 01:28:51,458
[musik muram diputar]

1638
01:29:05,416 --> 01:29:09,583
Aku bisa akui aku berbohong
tentang keterlibatanmu dalam penembakan.

1639
01:29:11,083 --> 01:29:14,458
Aku masih muda, dan takut, dan bingung.

1640
01:29:15,416 --> 01:29:17,333
Orang akan memakluminya.

1641
01:29:19,416 --> 01:29:23,791
Tapi aku tak tahu
cara menjelaskan hubungan kita.

1642
01:29:25,333 --> 01:29:26,166
Aku punya istri.

1643
01:29:26,875 --> 01:29:28,375
[Ani] Tiga, dua…

1644
01:29:28,458 --> 01:29:29,416
Anak-anak.

1645
01:29:29,500 --> 01:29:31,333
Hm. Sesuai perhitunganku.

1646
01:29:31,416 --> 01:29:35,250
Hal ini akan menghancurkan mereka.

1647
01:29:36,291 --> 01:29:38,916
Tapi kalau aku, hancur tidak masalah?

1648
01:29:39,750 --> 01:29:41,875
Aku hanya berusaha kabur sebelum kau.

1649
01:29:42,500 --> 01:29:45,833
Aku takut kau akan melapor
tentang malam itu di rumahku.

1650
01:29:46,500 --> 01:29:49,125
Aku harus memakai kursi roda,
dan kau tidak.

1651
01:29:49,958 --> 01:29:51,958
Jadi, aku marah kepadamu.

1652
01:29:54,166 --> 01:29:58,791
Tahu perbedaan antara aku
dan orang sepertimu, Dean?

1653
01:30:01,333 --> 01:30:03,541
Antara aku dan Arthur?

1654
01:30:03,625 --> 01:30:07,125
Karena aku juga marah. Sangat marah.
Kau tidak akan bisa membayangkannya.

1655
01:30:07,208 --> 01:30:10,250
Tapi amarahku bagai karbon monoksida.

1656
01:30:11,291 --> 01:30:16,041
Tanpa aroma, rasa,
warna, dan sangat beracun.

1657
01:30:17,416 --> 01:30:19,541
Tapi hanya kepada diriku.

1658
01:30:20,583 --> 01:30:24,083
Aku tidak melepas amarahku
kecuali kepada diriku sendiri.

1659
01:30:24,166 --> 01:30:25,041
Ssst.

1660
01:30:28,375 --> 01:30:30,958
[agak berbisik] Aku sungguh
tidak bermaksud seperti itu.

1661
01:30:31,750 --> 01:30:35,375
Saat itu, aku mabuk.

1662
01:30:35,458 --> 01:30:38,916
Aku bahkan tidak mengerti
kalau aku melakukan hal itu.

1663
01:30:39,000 --> 01:30:40,500
Walau aku menangis?

1664
01:30:41,166 --> 01:30:44,666
Walau aku memohon kepadamu untuk…
Tunggu. Tunggu.

1665
01:30:45,250 --> 01:30:49,250
Tunggu. Seakan kita bisa
mendiskusikannya, mencari solusi.

1666
01:30:50,416 --> 01:30:52,541
Apa kau tahu, setiap kali aku mulai bisa

1667
01:30:52,625 --> 01:30:55,708
menerima diriku,
lalu teringat aku memohon.

1668
01:30:57,541 --> 01:30:58,833
Perasaanku langsung hancur.

1669
01:31:02,208 --> 01:31:05,458
Kalau maksudmu tentang malam itu,
akan kusangkal.

1670
01:31:07,125 --> 01:31:10,875
Aku akan memperkuat tuduhanku.
Kau rencanakan itu bersama Arthur dan Ben.

1671
01:31:12,875 --> 01:31:15,541
Banyak yang akan percaya kepadaku.

1672
01:31:17,041 --> 01:31:19,500
Kau sungguh mengancamku saat ini?

1673
01:31:21,166 --> 01:31:23,375
Aku menawarimu kesepakatan.

1674
01:31:24,500 --> 01:31:25,333
Paham?

1675
01:31:25,416 --> 01:31:28,083
Jangan bicarakan kejadian malam itu.

1676
01:31:29,125 --> 01:31:31,333
Akan kubilang kau tak terlibat penembakan.

1677
01:31:32,208 --> 01:31:33,250
Sudah kuduga.

1678
01:31:34,500 --> 01:31:36,833
Dengar, aku tahu dulu aku berengsek.

1679
01:31:37,416 --> 01:31:41,375
Tapi aku berjanji
menebus kesalahanku, setiap hari.

1680
01:31:44,250 --> 01:31:47,083
Apa itu tidak ada artinya bagimu?

1681
01:31:47,166 --> 01:31:49,041
[terisak, menghela napas]

1682
01:32:02,000 --> 01:32:02,875
[Dean] Terima kasih.

1683
01:32:05,333 --> 01:32:06,625
[terisak]

1684
01:32:06,708 --> 01:32:08,291
Dulu aku juga korban.

1685
01:32:10,208 --> 01:32:12,333
Tapi tak ada
yang memperlakukanku demikian.

1686
01:32:15,166 --> 01:32:18,125
Jadi, berhentilah mengasihani diri.

1687
01:32:21,083 --> 01:32:24,583
Tahu berapa kali aku mengucapkan
"perkosaan" sepanjang hidupku?

1688
01:32:25,750 --> 01:32:29,208
Aku tahu. Aku juga benci kata itu,
membuatku ingin menguliti diriku.

1689
01:32:30,166 --> 01:32:31,833
Pernahkah kau ucapkan kata itu,

1690
01:32:33,000 --> 01:32:33,958
sekali saja?

1691
01:32:35,291 --> 01:32:36,166
Mungkin tidak.

1692
01:32:36,250 --> 01:32:37,625
Mungkin tidak.

1693
01:32:40,250 --> 01:32:42,416
Jadi aku akan duduk
dan melihatmu berkeringat dingin

1694
01:32:42,500 --> 01:32:44,666
sampai kau mengatakannya.

1695
01:32:46,000 --> 01:32:46,833
[mendengus]

1696
01:32:49,333 --> 01:32:50,166
[berbisik] Baiklah.

1697
01:32:50,791 --> 01:32:51,916
Baiklah.

1698
01:32:52,000 --> 01:32:52,833
Kau menang.

1699
01:32:55,416 --> 01:32:56,500
Aku…

1700
01:32:57,666 --> 01:32:58,541
Aku memerkosamu.

1701
01:33:00,250 --> 01:33:01,250
Puas?

1702
01:33:04,041 --> 01:33:06,041
[musik termenung diputar]

1703
01:33:16,041 --> 01:33:17,666
[keramaian]

1704
01:33:22,625 --> 01:33:24,583
[penggemar]
Aku merasa terhormat bisa bertemu kau.

1705
01:33:25,083 --> 01:33:28,541
Em, terima kasih banyak.
Kau sangat menginspirasi.

1706
01:33:30,583 --> 01:33:32,583
[keramaian]

1707
01:33:36,958 --> 01:33:39,125
[rekaman diputar mundur]

1708
01:33:41,791 --> 01:33:46,208
[Ani] Jadi, aku akan duduk dan melihatmu
keringat dingin sampai kau mengatakannya.

1709
01:33:47,500 --> 01:33:49,500
[Dean] Baiklah. Kau menang.

1710
01:33:49,583 --> 01:33:50,833
Aku…

1711
01:33:50,916 --> 01:33:51,833
Aku memerkosamu.

1712
01:33:52,541 --> 01:33:54,541
[musik muram diputar]

1713
01:34:03,375 --> 01:34:05,958
[keramaian]

1714
01:34:10,958 --> 01:34:11,958
[pintu mobil berdebuk]

1715
01:34:13,041 --> 01:34:13,958
[Luke mengerang]

1716
01:34:14,750 --> 01:34:15,666
Mau kugendong?

1717
01:34:17,208 --> 01:34:18,041
[Luke mengerang]

1718
01:34:27,958 --> 01:34:29,958
[musik sedih diputar]

1719
01:34:30,041 --> 01:34:31,291
[Ani menghela napas lewat mulut]

1720
01:34:46,875 --> 01:34:47,791
[menarik napas]

1721
01:34:51,041 --> 01:34:53,375
[Ani] Selamat tinggal, TifAni FaNelli.

1722
01:34:54,666 --> 01:34:56,583
Selamat datang, Ani Harrison.

1723
01:34:58,583 --> 01:35:00,583
[keramaian tamu]

1724
01:35:07,333 --> 01:35:08,791
[Ani] Kau layak berada di sini.

1725
01:35:10,791 --> 01:35:11,625
Sungguh.

1726
01:35:11,708 --> 01:35:16,250
♪ Uuh ♪

1727
01:35:16,333 --> 01:35:18,333
[para tamu bertepuk tangan]

1728
01:35:20,291 --> 01:35:26,750
♪ Uuh ♪

1729
01:35:26,833 --> 01:35:28,958
[tepuk tangan berlanjut]

1730
01:35:29,041 --> 01:35:33,958
♪ Uuh ♪

1731
01:35:37,750 --> 01:35:44,541
♪ Uuh ♪

1732
01:35:46,625 --> 01:35:48,625
[musik orkestra instrumental diputar]

1733
01:35:54,375 --> 01:35:56,375
[keramaian]

1734
01:35:59,375 --> 01:36:01,375
[keramaian]

1735
01:36:01,458 --> 01:36:03,125
[ponsel berdering]

1736
01:36:03,625 --> 01:36:05,708
Maaf. Sebentar.

1737
01:36:10,208 --> 01:36:11,583
Sebentar.

1738
01:36:13,166 --> 01:36:14,541
Ya. Tentu saja.

1739
01:36:16,833 --> 01:36:17,750
Baiklah.

1740
01:36:18,958 --> 01:36:20,708
Ya. Terima kasih.

1741
01:36:21,375 --> 01:36:25,500
♪ Uuh ♪

1742
01:36:25,583 --> 01:36:27,708
[terkesiap] Astaga!

1743
01:36:32,958 --> 01:36:34,958
[keramaian]

1744
01:36:36,000 --> 01:36:38,750
- Kita bicara lagi nanti.
- Ya, Ya, Ya.

1745
01:36:41,875 --> 01:36:42,750
Hei.

1746
01:36:43,458 --> 01:36:44,291
Hm…

1747
01:36:45,083 --> 01:36:46,333
Bisa kita bicara?

1748
01:36:47,583 --> 01:36:54,500
♪ Uuh ♪

1749
01:36:58,750 --> 01:37:00,750
[musik sayup]

1750
01:37:00,833 --> 01:37:02,833
[keramaian di kejauhan]

1751
01:37:05,250 --> 01:37:06,083
[menghela napas]

1752
01:37:09,333 --> 01:37:11,250
Ini terbit di New York Times?

1753
01:37:12,833 --> 01:37:13,666
Ya.

1754
01:37:18,375 --> 01:37:19,875
Teganya kau tidak cerita kepadaku.

1755
01:37:22,625 --> 01:37:23,458
[menghela napas]

1756
01:37:23,958 --> 01:37:24,791
Maafkan aku.

1757
01:37:24,875 --> 01:37:25,916
[mendengus]

1758
01:37:26,000 --> 01:37:28,250
Kurasa… Aku tidak mengerti. Aku…

1759
01:37:29,041 --> 01:37:32,208
Kupikir kau sudah melupakan semua ini.

1760
01:37:33,416 --> 01:37:36,708
Aku kagum. Kupikir kau itu… tangguh.

1761
01:37:38,958 --> 01:37:44,041
Begitu tangguh hingga aku
mengesampingkan fakta bahwa aku terluka?

1762
01:37:44,833 --> 01:37:47,250
Tidak. Kalau itu kulakukan, aku menipu.

1763
01:37:47,333 --> 01:37:49,625
Oke, tapi tidak bisakah
diselesaikan diam-diam?

1764
01:37:49,708 --> 01:37:52,833
Apa harus kau mengungkap
rincian kelamnya kepada dunia?

1765
01:37:54,916 --> 01:38:00,791
Para pria itu… ke sana kemari
dan menghina bentuk bulu kemaluanku.

1766
01:38:01,625 --> 01:38:04,083
Mereka mengejek suara yang kukeluarkan.

1767
01:38:04,166 --> 01:38:07,541
- Jadi, semua rincian itu penting bagiku.
- Mereka sudah mati.

1768
01:38:08,500 --> 01:38:12,125
Salah satunya lumpuh.
Mereka keliru dan sudah dapat ganjarannya.

1769
01:38:12,208 --> 01:38:14,500
- Mereka keliru?
- Mereka mengacau. Aku setuju denganmu.

1770
01:38:14,583 --> 01:38:18,875
Tidak. Mengacau itu adalah
saat kau naik mobil orang tuamu tanpa izin

1771
01:38:18,958 --> 01:38:20,375
lalu membuatnya tergores.

1772
01:38:20,458 --> 01:38:23,333
Apa yang mereka lakukan kepadaku itu
lebih dari sekadar mengacau!

1773
01:38:23,416 --> 01:38:25,583
Ani, ini gladi makan malam resepsi.

1774
01:38:25,666 --> 01:38:27,666
Kenapa kita membahas ini sekarang?

1775
01:38:29,541 --> 01:38:33,166
Sial! Dulu kau begitu berbeda.
Dulu kau orang yang seru.

1776
01:38:33,666 --> 01:38:34,541
[mendengus]

1777
01:38:35,916 --> 01:38:38,250
- Seru?
- Ya, seru.

1778
01:38:38,791 --> 01:38:41,333
Dulu kita bersenang-senang bersama.
Aku merindukan itu.

1779
01:38:45,708 --> 01:38:47,875
Aku tidak yakin aku orang yang seru.

1780
01:38:49,333 --> 01:38:50,875
Aku tidak tahu sifat asliku

1781
01:38:52,541 --> 01:38:55,500
dan yang mana sifat buatanku
agar disukai orang.

1782
01:38:57,291 --> 01:39:00,458
Dulu aku sangat bangga tentang itu. Aku…

1783
01:39:01,000 --> 01:39:04,458
Aku pikir aku bunglon
yang jauh lebih cerdas dari semua orang.

1784
01:39:05,416 --> 01:39:08,125
Begitu cerdasnya hingga aku
tak tahu apa-apa tentang diriku sendiri.

1785
01:39:08,208 --> 01:39:09,958
Hei. Aku tidak percaya itu.

1786
01:39:10,041 --> 01:39:12,291
- Kita bisa kembali masuk. Berhentilah.
- [Ani menangis]

1787
01:39:12,375 --> 01:39:13,541
[mendengus, terisak]

1788
01:39:13,625 --> 01:39:14,958
Kita bisa kembali masuk.

1789
01:39:16,083 --> 01:39:19,083
Aku mencintaimu. Kau mencintaiku.
Kita bisa mengatasi ini.

1790
01:39:24,041 --> 01:39:24,958
[Ani berbisik] Tidak.

1791
01:39:27,666 --> 01:39:30,833
Apa kau ingat saat kau bilang

1792
01:39:31,333 --> 01:39:32,750
kau seperti salah satu pencapaianku?

1793
01:39:34,125 --> 01:39:34,958
[menghela napas]

1794
01:39:37,375 --> 01:39:38,500
Aku memang mencintaimu.

1795
01:39:41,041 --> 01:39:41,875
[menghela napas]

1796
01:39:44,583 --> 01:39:46,750
Tapi aku memperalatmu.

1797
01:39:49,083 --> 01:39:50,791
Aku bahkan membencimu.

1798
01:39:51,291 --> 01:39:53,375
Itu… Itu tidak adil.

1799
01:39:53,458 --> 01:39:57,750
Bukan kau yang menyakitiku,
tapi aku melampiaskannya padamu.

1800
01:39:57,833 --> 01:39:59,083
Aku tak merasa kau membenciku.

1801
01:39:59,166 --> 01:40:00,791
Karena aku seperti boneka bertuas.

1802
01:40:00,875 --> 01:40:04,333
Putar kunciku
dan aku akan bicara sesuai keinginanmu.

1803
01:40:06,625 --> 01:40:11,083
Karena aku terus menyangkal. [mendengus]

1804
01:40:12,708 --> 01:40:13,750
Aku baik-baik saja.

1805
01:40:14,708 --> 01:40:15,875
Aku tidak terluka.

1806
01:40:16,458 --> 01:40:19,833
Hingga amarahku menumpuk di dalam diriku.

1807
01:40:22,583 --> 01:40:24,916
Dengar, seharusnya kuhadapi
semua ini lebih cepat.

1808
01:40:25,000 --> 01:40:27,208
Aku hanya berpikir
perlu melakukannya sekarang

1809
01:40:27,291 --> 01:40:31,750
tanpa mencemaskan pendapatmu
atau pendapat orang lain.

1810
01:40:33,916 --> 01:40:35,791
Apakah ini sungguh terjadi?

1811
01:40:37,541 --> 01:40:38,416
[terkesiap]

1812
01:40:42,625 --> 01:40:43,541
[terkesiap]

1813
01:40:44,333 --> 01:40:46,333
[musik muram diputar]

1814
01:40:47,208 --> 01:40:49,208
[menangis]

1815
01:40:56,250 --> 01:40:57,166
[mengaduh]

1816
01:40:59,041 --> 01:41:01,041
[musik muram berlanjut]

1817
01:41:21,958 --> 01:41:23,958
[musik muram berlanjut]

1818
01:41:27,458 --> 01:41:28,916
[Ani] Seperti kata LoLo,

1819
01:41:29,000 --> 01:41:31,833
kebenaran tanggung tidak bisa diterima.

1820
01:41:32,583 --> 01:41:34,250
Itulah yang kumiliki bersama Luke.

1821
01:41:35,666 --> 01:41:37,041
Aku benci telah menyakitinya.

1822
01:41:38,375 --> 01:41:40,083
Tapi inilah tempatku.

1823
01:41:41,166 --> 01:41:43,750
Inilah yang sejak dulu aku inginkan.

1824
01:41:50,125 --> 01:41:54,875
Bohong kalau kubilang aku tidak kehilangan
setelah memutuskan hubunganku.

1825
01:41:56,375 --> 01:41:59,208
Tapi mungkin hari
menjadi lebih cerah tanpa itu.

1826
01:42:00,333 --> 01:42:03,583
- [kenop pintu berderak]
- [pintu dibuka]

1827
01:42:04,625 --> 01:42:06,291
"Jika ada yang ingin kalian baca hari ini,

1828
01:42:06,375 --> 01:42:10,375
bacalah esai Ani FeNelli
yang ada di Majalah New York Times."

1829
01:42:10,458 --> 01:42:14,166
"Kukirimkan ke semua wanita yang kukenal
dan sebaiknya kalian pun demikian!"

1830
01:42:14,250 --> 01:42:16,666
- [tertawa]
- [Nell] Dean Barton tamat!

1831
01:42:16,750 --> 01:42:17,666
Astaga!

1832
01:42:17,750 --> 01:42:19,625
- [menggeram] Cepat bangun!
- Sudah.

1833
01:42:19,708 --> 01:42:20,958
Kau jadi viral!

1834
01:42:21,041 --> 01:42:24,541
- Astaga.
- Tunggu, apa kau punya jus jeruk?

1835
01:42:24,625 --> 01:42:27,208
[Ani] Ya. Ada jus jeruk
di kulkas bagian samping.

1836
01:42:27,291 --> 01:42:28,458
[Nell] Ha-ha-ha-ha!

1837
01:42:28,541 --> 01:42:30,166
Kau penulis yang lucu.

1838
01:42:34,208 --> 01:42:35,791
[musik akustik diputar]

1839
01:42:35,875 --> 01:42:36,833
[pintu ditutup]

1840
01:42:37,916 --> 01:42:41,416
AKU JUGA KORBAN

1841
01:42:44,333 --> 01:42:45,750
[musik akustik berlanjut]

1842
01:42:50,416 --> 01:42:51,541
Lihat!

1843
01:42:51,625 --> 01:42:53,291
- [mendengking]
- Lihat ini!

1844
01:42:53,375 --> 01:42:54,875
[Nell] Kau tampak cantik!

1845
01:42:54,958 --> 01:42:57,375
Ah, aku bangga padamu!

1846
01:42:58,250 --> 01:42:59,750
[mobil-mobil mengklakson]

1847
01:42:59,833 --> 01:43:03,750
[komentator 1] Aku baru membaca tulisanmu
dan tulisanmu itu membayangiku.

1848
01:43:04,666 --> 01:43:06,250
Terima kasih telah mengungkapkannya.

1849
01:43:06,916 --> 01:43:10,541
Dari orang yang selalu merasa
tidak akan ada yang mendengarkannya.

1850
01:43:11,125 --> 01:43:13,125
[pengumuman samar]

1851
01:43:16,250 --> 01:43:18,416
[komentator 2]
Aku menangis membaca tulisanmu.

1852
01:43:20,125 --> 01:43:23,000
Terima kasih telah menerbitkannya
ke seluruh dunia.

1853
01:43:26,458 --> 01:43:29,916
[komentator 3] Aku juga diperkosa
oleh pria yang kupikir temanku.

1854
01:43:30,500 --> 01:43:34,333
Mendengar kisahmu memberiku harapan
bahwa aku pun bisa mengungkap kisahku.

1855
01:43:36,041 --> 01:43:38,958
[komentator 4]
Aku diperkosa saat aku sedang pingsan.

1856
01:43:39,958 --> 01:43:41,875
Bagian saat kau siuman

1857
01:43:43,083 --> 01:43:45,083
membuatku sangat sedih.

1858
01:43:47,250 --> 01:43:49,333
[musik sedih diputar]

1859
01:43:50,750 --> 01:43:52,458
[komentator 5] Aku tidak pernah cerita.

1860
01:43:53,541 --> 01:43:54,875
Bahkan pada suamiku.

1861
01:43:55,750 --> 01:43:57,750
[musik sedih diputar]

1862
01:44:19,875 --> 01:44:20,750
[lift berdenting]

1863
01:44:25,291 --> 01:44:30,250
[Ani] Saat aku duduk menulis esai ini,
tujuanku adalah membersihkan reputasiku,

1864
01:44:30,916 --> 01:44:33,333
menunjukkannya
kepada mereka yang menyakitiku.

1865
01:44:34,791 --> 01:44:37,125
Tapi tujuanku berubah lebih dari itu.

1866
01:44:37,208 --> 01:44:40,291
- Ani. Senang bertemu denganmu.
- Ini bukan hanya tentangku.

1867
01:44:40,375 --> 01:44:41,750
Hai, tentu. Terima kasih.

1868
01:44:42,250 --> 01:44:43,958
[Rachel] Aku membaca prosa di artikelmu.

1869
01:44:44,041 --> 01:44:46,750
[Ani] Yang terpenting
adalah kita bisa bicara terbuka,

1870
01:44:47,291 --> 01:44:49,458
meski orang ingin membungkam kita.

1871
01:44:50,041 --> 01:44:53,625
Agar kita bisa menjadi sosok wanita
yang diri kita kagumi saat kecil.

1872
01:44:54,125 --> 01:44:57,291
Aku dengar dari para wanita
yang tak pernah mengungkap kisah mereka.

1873
01:44:57,375 --> 01:44:59,708
Dari mereka yang menyimpan
kisah mengerikan ini

1874
01:44:59,791 --> 01:45:01,958
sendirian selama 38 tahun…

1875
01:45:02,041 --> 01:45:06,500
Aku hanya berharap
tak ada yang perlu melakukan itu lagi.

1876
01:45:07,875 --> 01:45:10,458
Kuharap orang merasa terdorong
untuk mengungkap kisah mereka,

1877
01:45:10,541 --> 01:45:12,916
tentang apa yang mereka alami

1878
01:45:13,000 --> 01:45:17,083
dan menyadari bahwa
mereka tak perlu merasa malu.

1879
01:45:17,166 --> 01:45:19,166
[musik termenung diputar]

1880
01:45:23,666 --> 01:45:24,541
[Rachel] Wow.

1881
01:45:25,250 --> 01:45:27,000
Ani, terima kasih banyak telah hadir.

1882
01:45:27,083 --> 01:45:28,833
- Tentu.
- [Rachel] Sangat menginspirasi.

1883
01:45:28,916 --> 01:45:29,833
Terima kasih.

1884
01:45:36,916 --> 01:45:38,000
[menghela napas]

1885
01:45:41,583 --> 01:45:43,583
[musik lembut diputar]

1886
01:45:45,333 --> 01:45:47,333
[keramaian]

1887
01:45:52,833 --> 01:45:54,375
TifAni FaNelli, ya, 'kan?

1888
01:45:55,041 --> 01:45:55,875
Ya.

1889
01:45:55,958 --> 01:45:58,541
Sarah Gardener. Aku meliput
kesehatan masyarakat untuk Bloomberg.

1890
01:45:59,041 --> 01:45:59,875
[Ani] Baiklah.

1891
01:45:59,958 --> 01:46:02,125
Pengendalian senjata api itu bidangku.

1892
01:46:02,208 --> 01:46:04,791
Aku meliput karier Dean Barton
dengan lengkap.

1893
01:46:05,375 --> 01:46:07,500
Dia banyak menolong orang selama ini.

1894
01:46:09,041 --> 01:46:11,541
Semoga ketenaran sesaatmu juga begitu.

1895
01:46:12,916 --> 01:46:13,791
Senang bertemu.

1896
01:46:14,958 --> 01:46:16,041
Senang bertemu.

1897
01:46:19,333 --> 01:46:21,416
Permisi, maaf sekali.

1898
01:46:21,500 --> 01:46:24,291
Aku mau bisa menghubungimu,
tapi aku lupa namamu.

1899
01:46:24,375 --> 01:46:25,583
- Sarah Gard…
- Oh, tak perlu.

1900
01:46:25,666 --> 01:46:29,500
Aku akan selalu mengingatmu
sebagai wanita yang aku maki di Jl. 5.

1901
01:46:31,500 --> 01:46:33,958
[Ani] Kau perlu latihan
menyampaikannya, FaNelli,

1902
01:46:34,041 --> 01:46:35,916
tapi rasanya sungguh puas.

1903
01:46:36,000 --> 01:46:38,000
["I Know Where I've Been"
oleh Elle King diputar]

1904
01:46:40,958 --> 01:46:43,791
♪ Aku tak akan di sini lagi ♪

1905
01:46:44,958 --> 01:46:47,666
♪ Lebih kuat dari sebelumnya ♪

1906
01:46:49,083 --> 01:46:51,500
♪ Akhirnya aku bisa bernapas ♪

1907
01:46:52,916 --> 01:46:56,083
♪ Melalui semua yang gila dan aneh ♪

1908
01:46:57,375 --> 01:47:00,250
♪ Dengan kaki telanjang di trotoar ♪

1909
01:47:00,333 --> 01:47:02,583
♪ Lepas kendali ♪

1910
01:47:04,333 --> 01:47:06,625
♪ Dahulu, aku takut ♪

1911
01:47:08,416 --> 01:47:10,416
♪ Melepaskan ♪

1912
01:47:12,625 --> 01:47:14,625
♪ Kini, aku bebas ♪

1913
01:47:16,583 --> 01:47:18,541
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1914
01:47:20,666 --> 01:47:22,583
♪ Oh, aku bebas ♪

1915
01:47:24,375 --> 01:47:27,166
♪ Dari semua orang ♪

1916
01:47:29,333 --> 01:47:31,750
♪ Tak ada lagi rahasia ♪

1917
01:47:33,125 --> 01:47:36,000
♪ Karena beban dalam diri ♪

1918
01:47:36,875 --> 01:47:39,291
♪ Adalah memori ♪

1919
01:47:40,875 --> 01:47:43,375
♪ Yang terus mengingatkanku ♪

1920
01:47:45,125 --> 01:47:48,000
♪ Tak bisa kucegah
Yang tak dapat kulupakan ♪

1921
01:47:49,125 --> 01:47:52,000
♪ Tak tahu apa yang ada di depan ♪

1922
01:47:52,666 --> 01:47:55,291
♪ Kutemukan cara ♪

1923
01:47:56,583 --> 01:47:58,958
♪ Ya, kutemukan cara ♪

1924
01:48:00,583 --> 01:48:02,416
♪ Kini, aku bebas ♪

1925
01:48:04,583 --> 01:48:06,583
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1926
01:48:08,583 --> 01:48:10,541
♪ Oh, aku bebas ♪

1927
01:48:12,291 --> 01:48:15,958
♪ Dari semua orang ♪

1928
01:48:16,625 --> 01:48:19,000
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1929
01:48:20,625 --> 01:48:22,625
♪ Oh, aku bebas ♪

1930
01:48:24,625 --> 01:48:26,625
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1931
01:48:28,375 --> 01:48:31,166
♪ Dari semua orang ♪

1932
01:48:33,583 --> 01:48:36,125
♪ Oh ♪

1933
01:48:37,625 --> 01:48:40,291
♪ Oh ♪

1934
01:48:41,625 --> 01:48:44,250
♪ Oh ♪

1935
01:48:45,625 --> 01:48:48,125
♪ Oh ♪

1936
01:48:56,750 --> 01:48:59,041
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1937
01:49:00,916 --> 01:49:02,916
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1938
01:49:05,625 --> 01:49:08,083
[bersenandung]

1939
01:49:09,625 --> 01:49:12,208
[senandung berlanjut]

1940
01:49:12,708 --> 01:49:14,208
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1941
01:49:16,333 --> 01:49:18,750
♪ Dari semua orang ♪

1942
01:49:20,625 --> 01:49:22,666
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1943
01:49:24,583 --> 01:49:27,791
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1944
01:49:28,666 --> 01:49:31,375
♪ Oh, aku bebas ♪

1945
01:49:32,125 --> 01:49:35,166
♪ Dari semua orang ♪

1946
01:49:36,500 --> 01:49:38,500
♪ Ya, aku bebas ♪

1947
01:49:40,541 --> 01:49:43,000
♪ Oh, aku bebas ♪

1948
01:49:44,125 --> 01:49:47,291
♪ Akhirnya aku melepaskan ♪

1949
01:49:48,333 --> 01:49:52,000
♪ Dengan memberitahumu ♪

1950
01:50:03,000 --> 01:50:05,000
[musik perlahan sayup]

1951
01:50:22,500 --> 01:50:24,500
[musik sedih diputar]

1952
01:52:47,375 --> 01:52:52,375
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