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- What do you think? - Looks good.
- Looks good? - Yeah, it's good.
Okay.
Gentlemen...
Six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve.
- Everyone's here, who's leading? - I can lead.
In nomine patris et filii et spiritus sancti. Amen.
Intention.
Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum,
benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui Iesus.
Sancta Maria, mater Dei,
ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc, et in hora mortis nostrae. Amen.
Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum,
benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui Iesus.
Sancta Maria, mater Dei,
ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc, et in hora mortis...
Can you dance Polish dances like the Mazurka, or Oberek?
Yes or no? Am I doing it wrong?
No, you're doing it fine.
I can do the Hołubce jump! Like the Krakowiak.
One, two, three.
They used to dance it in other regions too.
A bit like the Viennese Waltz, you know?
Yes, but you have to make a good spin. You have to spin your partner.
I actually like swing dance more, Lindy Hop.
I don't know what that is.
It's the most classic dance from the '1920s.
- From the Roaring Twenties of America. - And you can dance it in pairs?
But it's not a Polish dance, it's foreign culture.
There's nothing wrong with that, but need to know your own culture first.
One, two, three!
Let's go.
Great. Beautiful!
- Nice! - Sizzling like a sausage!
Antek, don't overdo it.
By building this bridge we do prove something.
This bridge is ours and it won't be our last act.
Let's go.
March, march my heart, wake up!
Shooting prayers, praising Mary.
We are the soldiers of Mary!
SOME OF THE SUPPORTING CHARACTERS' APPEARANCES
HAVE BEEN ALTERED FOR ANONYMITY.
JULY
He doesn't work anymore.
- A man of leisure. - Like a rentier.
What do you think?
What's most important in the Polish culture and civilisation?
- Which values? - Catholic religion!
Catholic religion, bravo. A very good answer. What else?
Do you have an idea?
- Brave men. - Oh yes, brave men.
All the girls here are very feminine, no matter what they wear.
Even in trousers, they radiate a lot of femininity.
Pre-revolutionary femininity...
You know.
I like that, it's good.
Is that OK?
More or less.
One, two, three.
- Ouch. - Sorry, not on purpose.
Hey, do you remember me from Franek's wedding?
Sorry?
From Franciszek Podlacha's wedding and from the ball last year.
- Who's Franciszek? - You sang some great songs back there.
- Sing something! - I don't know any of those songs.
Not even one? So we didn't teach you well.
I only know songs about life, because I'm Protestant.
Ah, Protestant... That's interesting.
- And we sing a bit differently. - Could you sing a Polish Protestant song?
- A Young Miss Was Walking to the Forest? - No, that's too cheerful.
Maybe something sadder... with a tragic ending?
Danka, would you like to sing with us?
- Like what? - Sing.
From here you can only
See the oak tree
What is with these eyelashes?
Look at his eyelashes!
- I would love such eyelashes! - Incredible.
- Now I'd like my glasses back. - I can't believe it.
I've forgotten the rest of the text.
Doesn't matter... You don't have to remember it.
The horse can barely drag its legs
Its rider seems alive, but he isn't
Time doesn't flow
It's escaping
- And so on. - Just keep singing and never stop.
Dad?
SEPTEMBER
Dad?
Dad! You've got some better ones there.
- What? - These are better.
I'm not saying everybody should become a priest.
That's not realistic.
That's what this is about. You have to find out...
if you really can be a priest.
If this is your path.
But let's hope...
that there will be a girlfriend, a wife in your life someday.
Right.
Alright, Dad. The secret is to put your feet parallel.
Just look. Just do as I do.
On October 6...
there's going to be a gigantic parade of pederasts in Wrocław.
So, you'll confront them?
We won't be shouting at them. Just songs and prayers.
There'll be recorded information about...
the fact that paedophilia is 20 times more common among homosexuals, and such.
I'm just wondering if it's a good idea.
What isn't a good idea?
For you guys to hold a counter-demonstration.
It's a procession for God...
- Then do it somewhere else. - No, it's about the context.
It's kind of a reaction.
OCTOBER
If those supporters join us later...
- Are they joining? - Yes, that's what I heard.
It's gonna be clear statement.
Adam will speak after the priest.
And then the guy from the National Radical Camp.
He has lots of sharp slogans.
- So maybe he should speak last then? - Exactly.
- Listen up! - Oh, listen up...
- It's our 10th Wroclaw Pride March... - The 10th?
It's the tenth already? Hopefully the last!
It's about time.
God says marriage is for a man and a woman.
Homosexuals and sodomites won't inherit the Kingdom of God.
Ask God for forgiveness along with us.
Convert while you still can.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with you.
Blessed are you among women and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
TODAY HOMOSEXUALITY TOMORROW PAEDOPHILIA
Homosexual life leads to disease. Syphilis, gonorrhoea, AIDS.
Paedophilia is 20 times more common among homosexuals.
Homosexual extremists in the West want to legalise paedophilia.
Homosexuals want unlimited access to children and teens.
That's why they promote sex-education.
Is it loud enough like last time? It's too low.
Something's up, but I don't know. Let's make it louder, shall we?
- 75% has more than 100 sex partners. - It's fine.
Homosexual life leads to diseases like syphilis, gonorrhoea, AIDS.
The average life span of homosexuals is 20 years shorter.
31% of children raised by lesbians
and 25% of those raised by pederasts are sexually abused.
We will never be in alliance with kings
We will never bow for power
For Christ we are building an army
We are the servants of Mary
Thanks to All-Polish Youth,
National Radical Camp, and the Pro Life Foundation members
Our procession is over.
Please be aware of Antifa who will try to destroy our posters
and use violence.
- Gentlemen, thank you. - You sing beautifully.
- We did very good work. - Thanks, boys.
- Banners from the square are gone. - I really enjoyed your singing.
- Really good voice. - Thank you. Thank you for coming.
Hi, Dad.
It went well. No acts of aggression or anything.
We weren't that many...
They were many of them, yes.
We really kept it in the Catholic spirit.
It was very peaceful.
Yes, people reacted.
Especially in the beginning, during the prayers...
They laughed at us a bit.
In a country where for 20 years
people were fed communist ideology.
Where we learned that Lenin and Stalin were our heroes.
They taught us that there's no God.
But we stood up united and fought for the values.
of our grandfathers and great-grandfathers.
Andrzej Duda! Andrzej Duda!
Mum, give me a phone charger.
Which one? For iPhone?
- Of course not, come on... - Sorry?
- Where's Franek? - In the bathroom.
In the bathroom? He's been in there for an hour!
- He's always there for a long time. - Franek?
Using the hair dryer! Why?
What's with the hair?
You look like Ozzy Osbourne...
- So, do you have a boyfriend? - There are no boys in my class.
- You're kidding, right? - We are six boys and 27 girls.
In my class, I can't even see the boys through all the girls.
- What was that boy's name from training? - Kuba?
- The guy who left in June? - Yeah.
- He's very stupid. - Really?
I'm a bit depressed.
Of course I knew the LGBT movement is a threat to our civilisation.
And today I realised there are only a few of us.
They talk about fags being everywhere,
but they're losers hiding at home who do nothing about it.
Soon we'll be a minority.
- All we can do is pray. - Right.
- Tell him everything is going to be fine. - It's good that you went.
OK, thanks. May God be with you.
The Law and Justice will rise to total power now.
And everything's gonna be alright?
They won't let the homosexuals
make any changes.
They want normality.
- Everything is going to be fine - You're way too optimistic, mum.
- Not at all. - You are too naive.
What are you talking about?
- Today was the "equality march", right? - Yeah.
But why are people against the Equality March?
Because they're against a certain ideology.
Our society is based on family, and family is based on marriage and kids.
- Parents and children. - Family is the basic social cell.
But why do you make a fuss about sexual orientation?
In a few years, we'll have destroyed our Earth
because nobody worries about climate change.
In a few decades it won't matter what your religion is
or your sexual orientation because we will all be dead.
That'll happen in a million years.
- No. - No?
- So when? - In a few decades.
- Ukrainians have any tradition? - Try this.
Nationalism, if understood correctly, is always about hierarchy.
- I agree. - And that's the real nationalism.
When you prioritise the ones closest to you.
But someone who was born here and speaks my language,
but who has completely different values, such a person can never be close to me.
So the question is, who's Polish and who isn't.
- Exactly. - Gotta establish who's who.
- Do vegetarians eat fish? - What?
- Fish is not meat. - Exactly.
I'm really worried about this trend...
where you have to learn and search everything by yourself.
What do you mean?
How to be with women, or how to act in society.
You also learn by practice, but...
I'd like to be better prepared.
Sit down.
We are on vacation, we are enjoying walking and...
singing, praying.
- You work in Sudan? - Yes, yes.
- And so you came to Ukraine for...? - For studying.
For studying?
- To have a Master's degree. - A Master degree?
In the 16th, 17th century...
Poland was the first country...
How do I say that? Help me, buddy...
Maybe change the topic.
Defending Europe from the Mongols.
And the Pope sent a letter saying that...
Poland is the first wall of Christianity in Europe.
In Polish it's called 'Brotherhood of Protection'.
- What happened? - Yay, no electricity!
No electricity in the whole town.
WELCOME!
We're saying this prayer
with the intention of turning our Sudanese friends into Catholics.
So, where do we gather?
We're not there yet.
C'mon!
Give me your hand.
...on earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread...
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death. Amen.
Which flag are you holding? Just show me one.
The Polish one!
I'll be there in a minute.
Hail Mary, full of Grace, The Lord is with thee...
- Hey, welcome. - hi.
- Hello. - This is my girlfriend, Weronika.
This is Bartek, my friend from the Brotherhood.
- Glory to the heroes! - What's up? I'm Weronika.
- Piotr. - Happy to meet you.
A lot of fine gentlemen here.
We went to a great African restaurant. The food was awesome.
We ate baobab powder desert and a black guy served it to us.
Yes, he was very nice. He gave us stuff to taste for free.
He said he was grateful to be in Poland and that he wants to show us his culture.
- And he did! - Yes, big time.
Jesus Christ, King of Poland!
Nice lighting, right?
Those flares look cool. They're called flares?
Sure.
Can I go over here?
- I don't know what I was doing. - You were holding the banner.
Hey, what's up?
- How does you feel as the leader's girl? - It's awesome.
Great Catholic Poland!
FAITH, TRADITION, ORDER
Great Catholic Poland!
Even armies flying on dragons
Won't frighten us
God is our refuge and our defence
When he is with us hell is breaking down
Fire-breathing dragons Will not frighten us
We will not be scared!
First with a sickle, then with a hammer! We will finish this homo scum!
Mutton? Perfect.
I don't think it's the fancy kind of mutton...
I'll have one small rollo kebab with mutton.
When the same thing is observed on a ship...
You're beautiful. When I look at you it's like...
Like what?
It's like I'm looking at a piece of art
or listening to some beautiful music.
You know? And it immediately makes me...
It just makes me more happy.
- For real. - You always know what to say.
Goodbye, go with God.
Excuse me.
- Thanks a lot. - Excuse me.
It's not working.
- Half of the women here are pregnant. - What?
I'm saying that half of the women here are pregnant.
- There was another one that's not here. - Yes. You mean Adrianna.
March, march, Polonia
Our brave nation
We will only rest
In our own nation's homestead
When our enemies will be tamed
I'm proposing another toast.
To the Polish family. May they be with God.
Amen.
- And build a great Catholic Poland. - Poland is great...
- Are we leaving too? - Yes.
ADVENT
Hey, what's up?
I don't know...
First I'm going to my grandma's. then I'll take Anielka to my mother's.
We're always celebrating Christmas in two places, basically.
For now I'm trying to make all of them happy.
Everybody wants something else from the Christmas.
My Dad says, "Fuck it, I'm going to the mountains."
He doesn't want to prepare any food.
So as always my grandmother bought kilos more.
I just called to see how you're doing.
And to wish you a Merry Christmas.
Thanks.
Papa...
There is something strange about you. Why are you sad?
- I am not sad, I am just a little tired. - Yes, you are.
- No, I'm not. - You are.
Admit it!
I got such amazing presents!
Anielka, we are blown away by your presents...
And then this blessing. And you'll say we'll break the wafer.
And that's it. The light of Christ...
Wait a minute.
The Light of Christ, and we say, "We thank God."
- It's not here, but you'll remember. - Okay.
I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people.
Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you;
he is the Messiah, the Lord.
OK, Mum, we'll come now.
Yes, in a minute.
- OK, bye. - Oh no, I'm not afraid of you.
But I feel sad now.
Anielka, shall we go to Mum's, Karolcia and Franek?
- What? - Shall we go to them?
- Now? - Yes.
What do you say?
- I thought they would come here. - No, we'll just go to them.
Okay. We have lots of presents for them.
- We gotta bring them in. - No they're all for me!
- Do you want some sweets? - Yes.
Put them somewhere next to you.
Why do we celebrate Christmas in two places, Antek?
Well...
- Don't you know? - I know... But...
It's a little sad, you know. But this is how it is.
- What's sad? - Well...
that Mum and Dad don't live together anymore.
You live with Mum, but Dad doesn't live with you.
- And you only see him from time to time. - Right.
Yeah. And...
You know, sometimes... things are just sad.
- Life's not always fun, right? - Yes.
That's how it is.
How much did you pay for the gun?
Five hundred.
With you I can really do everything. I can shoot with you.
I can load guns with you. Go to the zoo or climb a wall.
- Watch out. - Oh, Jesus.
You're shooting more to the right than the bottle.
- Yes, I was just testing it. - Okay.
I don't know why this ammo....
Damn it.
Let's try once more. I still one more in the chamber.
Fuck.
It's OK, you just need to get used to it.
- Would you do bungee jumping? - Bungee, no.
- Maybe for Christmas? - Nope.
- You'd by happy. - Maybe buy me a waterproof eyeliner.
- For lines? - Yep.
OK, will do.
- Is there a recoil? - No, it's gentle.
- Not bad. - Can I go for the bottle?
OK, that was embarrassing.
- That was amazing. - You weren't scared?
Nobody else would take me on a wild date like this.
THE GREAT LENT
You know, it's a good idea to leave this part a bit empty
so that you can light it more easily.
If you curl this paper, it gets much easier.
- Is that enough? - Yeah.
- I'd add some more though. - It smells so good.
It smells really good.
It's number C. We're also gonna taste B and A.
That's good, right?
- It's like your Holy Communion. - No, stop it, Weronika.
- Please. - Come on...
It feels like the start of a good day.
Hold on, don't say anything.
- It's not easy, you know? - But I really felt...
I really felt like getting my hair washed by a hair dresser.
- And it was... - Cool. I wasn't feeling like this.
Keep still or I'll botch this.
No, don't do that... You've ruined everything.
- I'm sorry... - Sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry, my love.
You should apply a filter. Black and white.
OK, take a look.
- Damn. Wow! - It's good?
Yeah, I mean it. But this...
It's a sort of a spiral!
Nobody has a braid like that, so thank you!
Antoni, you're going to kill yourself because of that laughing.
You can't make me laugh like that... I can't stop.
- You knew you can die from laughing? - What?
- You can die from it. - Don't scare me like that!
- He won't be able to lift a bag! - Chill, it's lighter now.
- I'll have muscle soreness. - You probably already have in your legs.
You could smile for the camera.
You know this is the first time I've seen Jędrzej's girlfriend?
If they have a date, they'll be faster than Michał.
Mine knew each other for less than a year before.
First, I want to honour the beginnings of our Brotherhood.
And after that, there are some surprises, or so I've heard.
From the start,
we wanted to create an alliance for men.
We wanted to start with "The Men's Rosary Group of the Antemurale."
With a simple agenda: regular praying of the rosary.
And then add some other elements...
To our Brotherhood of the Antemurale! I hope it will continue to grow.
I hope it will bring people closer to God and to Jesus and to the Catholic Church.
That's not very Christian of you!
The guys from the left side of the table always checked people's glasses!
It's a very tough time for me right now.
A lot has changed. I've experienced a lot of new things.
So to speak.
- So, what were these new experiences? - Well...
To put it simply...
the relationship with a girl.
It was... the first such relationship for me.
It ended in March.
During the Great Lent.
And it ended...
because...
of differences in our ideology and worldview.
And I started to wonder about those differences.
So I was thinking and I realised...
that until today, I'd been doing things a bit...
Automatically, without much reflection.
But you haven't changed your views, or have you?
- Oh wow. - Well, well.
This is the cake my fiancée made.
Bravo!
Maybe not everyone can see, but there's a '5' made of out of blackberries,
a cross made of blueberries and a sword made of raspberries.
I thought a lot about what it means to love God.
I realised that everything I do out of love to God...
perfects me, improves me, no?
And then this thought came to me: where in my approach is God actually?
Is He really necessary?
I saw that my girlfriend can live without Him
while being beautiful, sensitive and moral.
While having beautiful ideals, and beautiful goals.
My point is that it could be the same for me.
What you're saying is a bit... disappointing for me.
Because...
We've had so many teachings about it. But maybe it was not enough.
Christianity is fought for by changing
the philosophy we live in.
By having no objective values to which we could refer.
When you're with a girl and you love her very much...
faith will tell you that...
you can't have sex with her or be passionate...
- Before marriage. - Yes, before marriage.
And I would... I mean, because that would be bad, right?
But I had a chance to see that it's not bad at all.
That it can actually be really great and good.
So you don't believe in the Brotherhood anymore?
I don't...
I just don't believe in God.
Thanks.
Now I'll be...
either I'll be very sick or very healthy.
We have simple rules You may not get it If you had it easy
The word already wrote us off We're all tough
We can withstand Every nail we get
I trust those who get it We have simple rules
Let's cheer to youth.
- I forgot to ask. - Maybe a bit more.
- Maciek, do got my lighter? - Nope.
- Are you sure? - Yes.
And you?
- Can you blow a circle? - Antek, spin it!
May I continue what I was saying, or are you gonna do this?
Oh, look at that one. That one's big!
Hell is other people That's why I don't have guests
From smoking I get inflammation Of my consciousness
Car destruction, isolation In Warsaw, in my hood
Maybe someday I'll be better
It's raining again The air smell great
It took them three hours to get this sorted.
I look like death, right?
What should we toast to?
Nothing, nothing. No intention.
- Really? - Yeah.
Just the moment.
- Let's flow with the moment. - Cheers.
PANDEMIC
- Can you hear me, Antek? - I can hear you!
But I can't see you. I can only see the Jerusalem cross.
I've turned my camera off.
- Now I recognise my man! - Yeah.
I've got a dark scenarios in my mind.
If you don't have work now... and many people don't,
and if you don't have any savings, then...
- Then you're fucked. - You'll be eating dog shit.
You'll be hungry... This could get really bad.
But we programmers are fine,
I can work from home. I still earn money.
But what if there was suddenly a power blackout?
And someone's gotta work in these plants.
If everyone at the power station got sick with the virus and went to hospital...
- I don't know. Maybe it sounds stupid. - I see. I'm gonna show you something.
What's that?
HOLY HOST
- For darker days. - Oh, damn.
That's pretty hardcore.
I've got more. A whole bag of them.
So if priests have to celebrate mass at home, then I'm ready.
You're ready.
I've paid 100 złoty
for, like, 5,000 hosts.
- You bought 5,000?! - Yup.
Stop talking!
I'm going to the kitchen because my mum hears me here.
She's in the next room.
Antek, you're the youngest of us, but...
But certainly not the stupidest.
- And who is? - I have no idea.
I'm going to be diplomatic... It might be me.
Nah, come on. Let's drop it.
Actually, I'm learning how to experience things on my own now.
I noticed that I often...
I think in order to live your faith,
you need to be among believers.
No man is an island.
- You think so? - Sure.
Impressive...
This is such a cool place.
Here's where my Dad's friends hang out. Artists, sculptors.
You don't know who you are without him?
It sucks.
It's true, because we still live in a tribal society.
There's an ongoing battle of sexes. We seemingly fight it, but you know.
Women are fighting for their "rights",
when they've won already, but they're still at it.
First, they castrate the men,
and then they ask, "Where are the real men?"
Their balls are cut off because they're not allowed to be men.
- What's a real man? - A man's a man.
He's in charge and takes care of the women.
But now you can't say that anymore, culture-wise.
Our balls have shrunk, you have to hide your dick.
As if you didn't exist. It's a real dissonance.
And women are also unfulfilled
because they don't have someone to look after them...
Are you cold?
You've got this closed posture.
- Closed posture? - Because you're cold?
- I'm warm. - Or are you conserving energy?
I'm saving energy, I won't give it to you.
You have to be open. If you're closed, you can't learn.
Ah, thank you.
I'm 40 now
and I own virtually nothing.
I don't own anything.
I had three children and a wife.
Now she hates me and doesn't talk to me.
AUGUST
Tell the truth.
Or at least don't lie.
Wherever you are, try to do at least one small thing better.
Never allow yourself to be frustrated.
Imagine who you could be. and then aim single-mindedly at that.
Imagine who you could be and then aim single-mindedly at that.
Pay attention.
Tell the truth.
Or at least don't lie.
Tell the truth.
Antek, could you bring me my vape, please?
VEGAN PROTEIN
Feeling balanced and centred.
As well as tall.
Shoulders rolling back slightly to open up your heart.
Letting your palms rest comfortably in your lap, however feels good to you.
Allow your chin to tuck very slightly under,
making sure your spine is perfectly straight.
Hello?
What's up?
Oh, God...
What's new in the Brotherhood?
Stagnation...
Did Karol get married?
I can't predict the future. Maybe...
Maybe I'll go back to the Brotherhood or become a real Catholic.
Now it's not like that. I need to reset myself.
Turn that computer off and...
Fuck it, I'm gonna make a killing joke 'cause I have to record it after all
I am this fool who fell into this again I am the one shot by my own gun
In moments like this I smoke shit But shit ain't working for me anymore kid
Fuck the latitude Everything is greyish grey
Hello, hello, my own disappointment
My relationship is great But only when I look at my Instagram
My dealer gets my pills But wishes me to visit hell
What kind of stupid text is that? Is sarcasm, or provocation?
But it allowed me to move my ass
- Hi, Hanka. - What's up?
Listen. You won't believe it.
I met a girl.
NOW
Hi there.
- It looks nice, right? - You could have framed it a bit more.
But yeah. I'm not criticising, I'm helping.
Look, it's the right-wing guys.
Right, they're there.
WHAT THE LGBT LOBBY WANTS TO TEACH KIDS
Did they recognise you?
STOP PAEDOPHILIA
I'm fine.
HOMOSEXUALS RAPE CHILDREN 20 TIMES MORE OFTEN
Actually, there's only one person I'm afraid to talk to now.
And that's my Dad.
If I told him that I don't believe in God...
That I sometimes go to HAH and I like it.
And that I went to a Pride today...
That I take drugs and...
That sex is great and... That I don't believe in marriage.
If I told him all that, I think he'd just die.
- Can I ask you a question? - Sure.
How can you have a good relationship with your dad
if you can't talk to him openly and be yourself?
That's true.
- Your other life... - I blocked my folks on Instagram.
Come here, my hair is on you.
I like having your hair on me.
- I really like talking to you. - Same here.
Okay, listen up! I have another announcement.
Antek! Come on, you doggie on a leash.
Check, check. It's working.
The revolution is female!
Our body, our choice!
Holy Mary, Mother of God...
So, Lu is non-binary. Remember to say "he" and "him".
Talk to Lu like a guy, okay?
Sure, fine.
Here we are.
- This is Antek, this is Lu. - Hi.
I can only give you my left hand.
Fuck PiS! Fuck PiS!
MAKE POLAND SECULAR, NOT CATHOLIC
WOMEN, WE ARE WITH YOU
- The entire Poland screams today! - Fuck PiS! Fuck PiS!
- We have strength, we have faith - PiS people, fuck off!
Three, two, one!
Fuck PiS! Fuck PiS!
ALL OVER THE COUNTRY, PEOPLE PROTESTED TODAY
YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!
THE PROTEST WAS SECURED BY THE POLICE AND THE MILITARY POLICE
I'm still singing in my head "You will never walk alone."
Hi.
Hi, Antek.
How are you?
- I dunno. - Wanna have a hit from an IQOS?
Yeah, gimme a puff. Although I'm not a big fan of those.
Yeah?
Yup. I think I didn't inhale properly. It didn't work.
What did you do after you arrived?
- I left my stuff. - Where?
With a friend.
I don't want to stay at your place. Too many people there.
But I have to tell you. It was hard.
Because there was a time when I was taking Xanax to sleep every night.
Then I stopped.
- Now I'm falling asleep without it. - Very good.
It's just great.
- How's your tattoo healing? - It's healing well.
- Today I might get another one. - What would you like to get?
I was thinking... Well, I've got several projects.
But the first one will be here...
- And it's gonna be... - What? On the belly?
Yeah.
It'll say "Life" and upside down it'll look like "Death".
I had a very important experience...
I heard death metal music playing in my head.
And I saw faces of demons,
screaming, expanding...
They all attacked me.
It felt so real.
- Were you alone? - I was lying on my bed, blindfolded.
- But were you alone or not? - Well...
There was someone in the next rook.
But I was alone, you could say.
Well, okay.
Good and evil are attracting me,
and I don't know what side I'm on.
I felt totally conflicted.
And suddenly...
I kind of...
I kind of overcame that feeling.
And suddenly, everything calmed down.
And I started thinking about emptiness.
Right?
That there's fucking nothing.
There's no good and no evil, no God or Satan.
There's nothing.
OK, I get it.
The fascinating inner life of Antek.
I love talking to you.
Thanks.
- Do you have a colour film? - No.
I chose wisely affairs not relationships
Respecting women not jealousy
Girl, you wanna see the soul? Just look into my eyes
I want to live life now For too long I've had enough
If something happened to this camera I'd really die.
I love you for your feeling Not for getting naked
But if you see it fit tomorrow You can forget about me
Please.
I can be cold if you want me to
It's a gift from me to you
For you, or you
I started listening to Manson, Celtic Frost...
- Okay. - Slipknot.
Slipknot's fine.
I've never listened to Manson, and now I'd listen to him even less.
Because he's a violent person.
- Is he? - Duh.
Hi, Mum. Hey, hey.
OK, cool. The intercom doesn't work. We didn't set it up yet.
Okay.
- Hi, Mum! - Hi!
- Hey, hey. - Hi.
We don't have the intercom yet, so...
Thanks for getting me.
- Is it vegan? - Some of it.
My neighbour just went up.
The elevator is super small. It takes only two people.
- Will we fit in? - Sure we will.
And that's my room.
It's still a bit messy.
- Don't you have a vacuum cleaner? - Not yet. Ah, right.
Thank you so much. It's really me who should buy you dinner.
You weren't going outside, and I was on the way.
I do want to graduate, at least get that Bachelor's degree.
It's just...
Now I'm just detached from the studying.
- I see. - Because everyone has been...
I just completely...
The longer you wait, the harder it is to go back.
I know...
We let you move out because we trusted you.
You were a very reliable guy as a teenager.
I know, in high school I had great grades.
I was even at the maths olympics...
I really liked studying.
But after getting into university...
I just... started doing other things.
Because you were born during my studies,
I didn't have any time for other things.
It was just you and the studies.
Damn.
You were very little, lying in the cradle.
I drank coffee and studied anatomy all night.
- Are you alright? - Yes, I was just thinking...
About what?
- What is it? - Nothing...
- I see, but what is it, really? - It's just...
When I think about your studies...
What about it?
What is it about my studies?
It's funny...
I just really admire you.
What's funny is that...
It was always my mother who did the crying in our family.
She was...
I mean, I've never seen my father cry.
If he cried, he was surely hiding it.
Really.
My mother is actually so fucking strong and persistent.
Do you see any resemblance to you there?
I don't. I think I'm much weaker.
Do you see any resemblance?
I'd rather abandon a baby than raise it. That would be too much, man.
For real.
I tend to avoid efforts.
Fuck... Look at that red moon.
So red.
Shit.
Perfection is an illusion!
It almost worked once.
Wow.
The kid got in the frame, damn.
That kid got in the frame.
Alright.
- All good. - Should we go?
FOR MY CHOSEN AUNT, ANNA RUTKOWSKA TRZASKA
AND AUNT WHO CHOSE ME, WIESJE VAN MESSEL
- Heyo. - Hi.
I’m writing this here because I’m scared And I’m no longer in touch with God
And this project escapes and the people Have enough of their own on their minds
It's the release of a record That I put my heart into
Confessions are made There will be consequences
In front of the audience I am growing up Here's the neighbour, mum and employer
In-laws, colleagues, acquaintances
It’s a burden, I’ve been learning To live with it for a long time
Home, party, I’m standing next do it And I want to escape
You look at me and you know more about me Than I know of anybody
I’ll tell you in the second verse I’ve connected rapper and a man
Now with a fake smile I freeze like on canvas all the time
I grit my teeth As no one asked me to open it
You know me so well I know just as much as you want me to
You made a mess in my head I invited you, well
You know me so well I know just as much as you want me to
No objections here I wrote every single line
Feeling fear, fear, fear Here again alone, alone, alone
That’s the price of success Can afford it, I’ll spare, I’ll spare
There’s no shame, shame, shame Feeling weird, weird, weird
Today for every new person I have a closed gate, gate, gate
Subtitles: Jan Nowak plint.com