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- Semret, do you speak Italian?
- Yes.

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Great. I need your help. Come.

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Now, no more pushing.

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Don't push. No!

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Cut done. Push.

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- Now?
- Now!

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Push. With all your strength.

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The head's born.

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You see. Well done.

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The umbilical cord's stuck.

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- Push again.
- One more time. Daniel, help.

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I'll take over.

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You're so strong.

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So much stronger.

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Joe... can you come?

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I'm coming

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That looks nice.

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This course is important,
you have to work hard,

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pay attention.

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Yes I know.

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I want to go to high school.

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I'll make an effort, I promise.

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Room 305. 3rd floor.

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Mum, alone.

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About the school...

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Compulsory education?

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The certificate?

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You completed compulsory education,
a kind of high school, in...

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2003.

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The last year at the Sawa military camp.

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Yes, like everyone.

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How old were you then?

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17.

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Then you were directly drafted?

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That's the highest school degree
in Eritrea,

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theoretically allowing you
to go to university.

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But the government largely closed them
after student riots.

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Alright, Mrs Dawit,

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It's really a condition
for becoming a midwife.

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But we'll reconsider your application.

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Last week Eva, now Xenia...

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luckily Jonas is a bit calmer.

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And yours? How old is she?

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Has she had a boyfriend yet?

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Some start early, others a bit later...

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Joe, isn't it?

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- You're not from around here?
- I take the tram.

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May I?

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Wow, awesome!

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Is that you?

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And this your dad?

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Is he here too?

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I never see my dad either.

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Bullshit!

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Who says you can eat ice cream
only in summer!

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Is that Eritrean?

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The owners are the grandparents
of a girl at my school.

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- Have you been here before?
- No.

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What are you doing?

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Billard table, pictures and baskets...

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Is this your alphabet?

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What does it say?

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Can I eat at Hannah's?

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- I don't want that.
- Please, Mum.

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- It's almost dark.
- I'll be home at 8 pm.

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I don't know Hannah or her mother.

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- OK, I'll come home.
- I'd prefer that.

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Shall I cook dinner?

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I'll be late. See you tomorrow.

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I'm Yemane.

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I have to change the tube.

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I have to...

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Hannah's mum knows some families

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who're looking for babysitters.

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And school?

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Sure, but now and then.

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What does Hannah's mother do?

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Mum, why are you asking again?

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I don't know.

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She's at home a lot, doing projects.

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Projects?

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I don't know... Art or something.

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I know what we can do this weekend.

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And her father?

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She doesn't have one either...

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Look,
I found this at a restaurant near school.

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I really want to go there.

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It's just a concert.

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- You know.
- No, I don't know.

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You're Swiss.

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I'm not!

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But almost...

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Mum, look at me!
It makes no sense!

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Then I'll go alone.

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I forbid it!

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Joe? Dinner's ready.

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I've made lasagne.

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My dear. How long has it been?

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You're so grown up already!

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- Are you visiting Zurich?
- I work a lot.

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Did you like the concert?

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Very much.
And it smells so good here.

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Coffee and popcorn:
the smell of our earth

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See you later.

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Mum, I'd like to stay.

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- They're nice. Let's talk to them.
- What are you doing?

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Hey, hello!

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Do you come here often?

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I've never seen you here before.

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I'm Yemane. I work at the hospital.

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Nice to meet you.

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It's my first time here. It's great.

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This is my nephew, Tesheme.

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- Hello.
- Joe, hi.

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Why don't you get something to eat?

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Everything alright?

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Shall we join them?

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- What's this?
- That's shiro.

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Try it.

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Why are you laughing,
you cheeky little girl?

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We always eat this very hot!

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- How long have you been here?
- I was born here.

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And where are your parents?

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My mum's here somewhere

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and my dad drowned while fleeing,
before I was born.

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- You believe that?
- Why?

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Don't listen to this dwarf here...
Buzz off!

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Go find your mother.
She must be waiting for you.

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Look at all the food.

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Try some, you'll love it.

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Shall we eat together?

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It's really beautiful here!

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They were all really nice to us.

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I'll definitely go there again!

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Can I meet Hannah at school?

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I'll be home at 5 pm.

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Are you coming to the basement too?

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- Maybe later. Go ahead.
- OK. See you.

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- Let's go too.
- I have to go home.

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Please!

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Ben will be there too!

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And what should I tell my mum?

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Text her that we're studying at my place.

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You reached Joe,
I can't pick up right now.

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Hannah told me that you're very close.

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She's never lied to me before.

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OK.

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It's nice that you trust each other
so much.

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But didn't you cheat sometimes
when you were a teen?

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Like a glass too?

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It's Sunday.

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They'll be at the Youth Club and
there's no reception in the basement.

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That's normal.

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Hello!

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Hey my girl.
Did you have a good time?

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See. Here they are.

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- Do you have a visitor?
- Hi Mum.

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They've all decided to give birth
at the same time.

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Julie Probst.
She's single, a first-time mother.

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Was admitted 1 hour ago,
first-stage labour, so far all good.

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It'll be a while for her...

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By then one of the midwives will be free.
You'll have to look after her until then.

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Alone?

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- But I've never...
- There's always a first time.

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Hello. I'm Semret.

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Can you stop that thing!

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Sorry, I'm just a trainee.

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I don't care. I'll push the button
if there's a problem.

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Turn off that machine,
it drives me nuts.

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When were you last...

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Call me by my first name,
we're going to have a baby together.

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When were you examined?

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I'm glad that I'm not alone.

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I... I understand.

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And the father?

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It's just mine.

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Do you have kids?

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Come.

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Doris, have you seen my cell phone?

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Ah, it's yours?
It vibrated a few times in there.

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Everything OK?

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Have you changed Noemi today?

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Several times.
Her mother always had visitors.

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Exactly, that's her!
And the meconium?

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My writing pad...
It's upstairs in my uniform.

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OK. Because the last few hours
are missing in the report.

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Sorry, I had no time. But she passed it.

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Wait. That means they can go home.

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And with Julie, all good?

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Was it a nice birth?

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Heller sent me...

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She was with her students and...

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- It got too crowded.
- Always the same.

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- Heller and her students!
- But...

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That's not fair.

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Yeah, it isn't, but you can't do anything.

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Always stay friendly
or you get into trouble!

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Can you take this to the secretariate?

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Have you finished?

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Hannah?

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- What about knocking?
- Hello!

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Great that you're here!

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Hannah's such a fan of yours!

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Mum, are you high?

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See, I did that.
When she still allowed me!

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Don't you draw as well?
You have to show me some time.

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Yeah, OK.

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Man! She's a pain!

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And your father?

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She says he's the best DJ ever!

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What do I get out of that?
A disco ball!

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This disco ball's great!

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Yeah, sure...

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I haven't seen him for 5 years.

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How often do you see your dad?

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Do you trust your mother?

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Do you know much about him?

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Not really.
She doesn't like him very much.

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Otherwise they might still be together.

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But she never speaks badly about him.

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Mine never talks about him.

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She says it makes her sad.

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Everything makes her sad.

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She dreams and cries at night.

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Can you hear her?

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Yes. Sometimes she sleeps in my room.

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In your bed?

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We have a small flat...

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OK, but it's a bit unusual.

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Where have you been so long?

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It's not even dark yet!

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I was at Hannah's.

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Wouldn't you like something new?

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- How old were you when...
- Let's make an appointment.

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- How did you and Dad..?
- Or cut it?

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I mean it!

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Sorry!

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How did Dad and you meet?

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I went to the countryside with my mother.

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Visiting some relatives.

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The adults were eating and chatting...

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I was about your age.

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We went outside to play.

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Me and my cousin, we liked to sing.

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The boys played soccer.

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We just wanted to sing.

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Her voice was so beautiful,
but she was shy.

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I don't want to talk about it.

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HI TESHEME, WHAT ARE YOU
DOING TOMORROW?

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And what about that happy button?

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You're doing very well.

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We wanted to do it all natural.

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00:28:51,759 --> 00:28:55,039
You're not doing anything here.

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Let's see how dilated the cervix is,
then we know more.

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Sterile gloves?

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You have no idea.
It tears me apart each time.

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You told me if we get here,
I should try to stop you.

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I know,
but it's much worse than last time.

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I imagined it to be different.

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You're doing great.

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Semret.

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Well. The cervix is only dilated 4 cm.

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You can get dressed again.
It'll take a while.

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What does "a while" mean?

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If the contractions remain regular,
it'll be at least another 3 hours.

268
00:30:24,279 --> 00:30:27,559
After high school I want to study art.

269
00:30:33,119 --> 00:30:36,799
- And you, what do you want to be?
- Doesn't matter.

270
00:30:47,799 --> 00:30:49,880
Come on, tell me.

271
00:30:57,279 --> 00:30:58,599
Oh...

272
00:31:00,279 --> 00:31:02,680
Exactly, doesn't matter.

273
00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:08,759
An apprenticeship would be cool,
earning some money...

274
00:31:08,839 --> 00:31:12,640
I can help you with the application.
I'm great at that.

275
00:31:14,279 --> 00:31:17,240
Maybe my family could join me then.

276
00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:24,240
Look!

277
00:31:25,759 --> 00:31:27,160
My family,

278
00:31:28,039 --> 00:31:29,720
my siblings,

279
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:32,759
my best friend,

280
00:31:33,279 --> 00:31:34,839
my parents,

281
00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:37,720
I used to live here.

282
00:31:42,319 --> 00:31:44,039
Do you have pictures?

283
00:31:44,119 --> 00:31:47,200
Me? I've never been there.

284
00:31:47,599 --> 00:31:49,640
Don't your relatives send you any?

285
00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:54,240
On Facebook or Instagram?

286
00:31:59,880 --> 00:32:02,039
My mum has no one left there.

287
00:32:19,079 --> 00:32:21,200
What did the boy mean?

288
00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:23,720
Who?

289
00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:26,079
At the concert.

290
00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:35,119
You know, when he asked the little girl:
"Do you believe that?"

291
00:32:36,880 --> 00:32:39,799
Why shouldn't she believe
that her father drowned?

292
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:42,160
Why do you want to know that?

293
00:32:46,640 --> 00:32:50,480
My father drowned too,
while fleeing, before I was born.

294
00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:58,000
That's what she tells me.

295
00:34:46,159 --> 00:34:49,000
Semret. You've come?

296
00:34:51,320 --> 00:34:52,840
Where's Joe?

297
00:34:53,400 --> 00:34:56,239
You're frozen.
Come in, I'll make you a coffee.

298
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:58,119
Where are they?

299
00:34:58,199 --> 00:35:00,039
Just out for a bit.

300
00:35:02,239 --> 00:35:04,360
I'll wait downstairs.

301
00:35:10,639 --> 00:35:13,880
Your German's already pretty good.

302
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:22,039
Mine's pretty bad.

303
00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:25,440
Even the letters...

304
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,519
But school was never my thing.

305
00:35:28,599 --> 00:35:30,000
But you got work.

306
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:34,440
Only 50%, integration programme.

307
00:35:34,519 --> 00:35:37,159
At least. And before?

308
00:35:37,239 --> 00:35:41,239
Sometimes construction,

309
00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:45,079
moving, cleaning... More money.

310
00:35:45,159 --> 00:35:46,440
Illegal?

311
00:35:47,960 --> 00:35:51,239
If there's a problem, you're gone.

312
00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:56,920
What are you doing in hospital?

313
00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:01,079
I need your help.

314
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:03,119
How?

315
00:36:03,639 --> 00:36:06,320
Joe's still young.

316
00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:10,920
My daughter, your nephew. She's 14.

317
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,320
Yes, OK.

318
00:36:13,639 --> 00:36:16,199
Here the teenagers are different,

319
00:36:17,719 --> 00:36:20,239
I don't want this.

320
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,840
I'll talk to him. He 's a good boy,

321
00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:25,079
he'll understand and respect it.

322
00:36:26,480 --> 00:36:28,840
It's dark. Why are you so late?

323
00:36:29,199 --> 00:36:31,840
Relax... You found me.

324
00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,280
- Have a nice evening.
- See you tomorrow.

325
00:38:44,639 --> 00:38:49,519
Mrs Gallo and Orlando are new in 302.

326
00:38:49,599 --> 00:38:54,519
At 1.32 am, spontaneous third para,
intact vagina,

327
00:38:54,599 --> 00:38:57,000
uterus minus 3.
No trouble breastfeeding.

328
00:38:57,440 --> 00:38:59,639
You won't get bored today.

329
00:39:00,519 --> 00:39:04,800
One birth in progress, semi-private,
they'll be in 304.

330
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:08,440
It'll have to be changed
into a family room.

331
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,559
And 2 have just come in.

332
00:39:13,639 --> 00:39:15,679
There's nothing going on between them.

333
00:39:17,159 --> 00:39:19,320
They talked, looked at photographs.

334
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:22,800
Joe's helping him with his applications.

335
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:25,480
OK...

336
00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:27,960
Don't you trust me?

337
00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:30,880
- What is it?
- It's...

338
00:39:32,440 --> 00:39:34,679
I don't want her to know certain things.

339
00:39:35,039 --> 00:39:36,599
Did you desert?

340
00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:40,079
She knows that.
But many things she doesn't.

341
00:39:42,199 --> 00:39:43,679
I'll help you.

342
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:47,599
We could do something all together?

343
00:39:47,679 --> 00:39:50,039
But I don't want them to see
each other again.

344
00:39:51,679 --> 00:39:52,800
That'll be difficult.

345
00:39:53,360 --> 00:39:55,480
They're no longer children.

346
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:03,639
Maybe you're right.

347
00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:09,000
Semret, we need you.

348
00:40:10,280 --> 00:40:12,320
What's going on with you?

349
00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:14,800
You're late, absent-minded.

350
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:18,400
And now you take a coffee break
before the day's even started!

351
00:40:20,119 --> 00:40:22,119
Have you heard from Midwifery School?

352
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:25,039
So pull yourself together.

353
00:40:25,119 --> 00:40:27,639
If the management finds out,
there could be trouble.

354
00:40:28,159 --> 00:40:31,239
That's just what he says now.
He's a good student.

355
00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:33,079
You optimist!

356
00:40:33,159 --> 00:40:35,079
You'll soon find an internship.

357
00:40:35,159 --> 00:40:36,920
I can't work without a permit.

358
00:40:37,599 --> 00:40:40,320
- Don't you have one yet?
- We have one.

359
00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:42,920
It's just being checked again.

360
00:40:43,000 --> 00:40:44,400
It'll work out.

361
00:40:45,119 --> 00:40:46,559
It worked for you.

362
00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:49,880
Desertion was reason enough.

363
00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:53,440
Now they say it's OK to go back.

364
00:40:53,519 --> 00:40:55,840
- What do they know?
- I told you.

365
00:40:56,280 --> 00:41:00,559
And I was alone and Joe...
was still a baby.

366
00:41:02,480 --> 00:41:04,719
Fuck politics.
Shall we play billiards?

367
00:41:22,519 --> 00:41:26,519
I'm sorry.
I'm afraid I can't help you.

368
00:41:29,119 --> 00:41:32,400
I thought you might know something
or someone...

369
00:41:41,880 --> 00:41:43,639
Just look at them...

370
00:41:47,239 --> 00:41:49,679
Their whole lives lie ahead of them.

371
00:41:53,719 --> 00:41:55,400
And we...

372
00:41:55,840 --> 00:41:58,960
We left everything behind
for them to be better off.

373
00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:03,880
Was it a mistake?

374
00:42:25,559 --> 00:42:27,440
I'm better than you!

375
00:42:29,800 --> 00:42:30,719
What's going on?

376
00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:36,840
What are we doing here?

377
00:42:37,679 --> 00:42:40,599
Come on, "adjocha"!
That's what you always say.

378
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:45,000
That we wouldn't have
survived otherwise.

379
00:42:45,559 --> 00:42:47,719
What was it? What happened?

380
00:42:52,199 --> 00:42:54,960
There was this moment on the boat.

381
00:42:59,599 --> 00:43:01,920
At first the sea was calm,

382
00:43:05,119 --> 00:43:08,559
then a heavy storm raged
with high waves.

383
00:43:12,239 --> 00:43:14,280
We felt sick, everyone vomited.

384
00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:18,880
"Adjocha", I said to Tesheme,
it's in God's hands.

385
00:43:22,519 --> 00:43:24,440
He has a plan.

386
00:43:25,679 --> 00:43:28,119
Among the people on the boat

387
00:43:29,639 --> 00:43:32,320
there were different religions
and languages

388
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:34,639
and we all started to pray together.

389
00:43:34,719 --> 00:43:37,320
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done,

390
00:43:38,199 --> 00:43:39,519
on earth as it is in Heaven.

391
00:43:45,480 --> 00:43:49,960
In this moment of fear
and despair we were one.

392
00:43:51,480 --> 00:43:53,920
We thought the waves would never stop,

393
00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:56,079
but after 3 hours it was over.

394
00:43:59,719 --> 00:44:02,360
And then everyone was alone again.

395
00:45:24,639 --> 00:45:26,679
Keep singing, Mum.

396
00:46:35,679 --> 00:46:38,159
- Good morning.
- Good morning.

397
00:47:55,880 --> 00:47:58,639
She was taken to the children's hospital
with a circulatory collapse.

398
00:47:58,719 --> 00:48:00,920
You signed the discharge.

399
00:48:01,480 --> 00:48:04,320
If no meconium, then ultrasound.
Didn't I say that?

400
00:48:04,400 --> 00:48:06,800
- Yes, true.
- And did you see it?

401
00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:11,199
I need to see the whole report.

402
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:15,119
Thank you.

403
00:48:17,639 --> 00:48:19,800
She has a lot on her mind.

404
00:48:21,519 --> 00:48:24,880
Semret... Shit.

405
00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:26,880
She's usually so precise.

406
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:29,880
How could that happen?

407
00:48:31,199 --> 00:48:33,400
Noemi's in the NICU.

408
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:35,960
We don't know if she'll make it.

409
00:48:36,039 --> 00:48:38,199
She told me... And we let her go home.

410
00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:40,719
There'll be an enquiry.

411
00:49:01,559 --> 00:49:02,599
Semret...

412
00:49:15,000 --> 00:49:16,639
What is it?

413
00:49:37,159 --> 00:49:40,559
A circulatory collapse.

414
00:49:50,400 --> 00:49:52,239
They say it's my fault.

415
00:49:58,159 --> 00:49:59,960
I don't understand why.

416
00:50:08,119 --> 00:50:10,239
You can't say anything...

417
00:50:16,679 --> 00:50:20,400
They're always right.

418
00:50:22,559 --> 00:50:24,599
It'll be alright.

419
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:29,360
You don't know that.

420
00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:31,599
That's true, I don't know.

421
00:50:32,360 --> 00:50:35,639
But after all you've been through,
you'll weather this.

422
00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:39,400
You need to have faith.

423
00:50:53,719 --> 00:50:55,679
Thank you.

424
00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:05,079
Show me.

425
00:51:06,079 --> 00:51:07,639
Dr. Color Egger...

426
00:51:08,599 --> 00:51:12,960
Color... car repair shop.

427
00:51:13,960 --> 00:51:19,360
Then you need to write
why you want to work there.

428
00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:22,880
You start with: "Dear Sir or Madam"...

429
00:51:42,519 --> 00:51:44,559
Come on, let's dance.

430
00:51:51,559 --> 00:51:52,639
Like this?

431
00:52:09,480 --> 00:52:11,280
I have something for you.

432
00:52:20,079 --> 00:52:21,280
Like that, right?

433
00:53:28,159 --> 00:53:32,559
I don't want to tell Joe
what happened at work.

434
00:53:34,119 --> 00:53:37,400
She shouldn't worry.
Please don't tell Tesheme.

435
00:53:37,960 --> 00:53:39,559
OK, no problem.

436
00:54:14,079 --> 00:54:15,039
Hello.

437
00:54:15,719 --> 00:54:17,400
Hi Mum.

438
00:54:21,599 --> 00:54:24,639
Are you alright?
Ready for the exam?

439
00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:26,840
I think so.

440
00:54:37,400 --> 00:54:40,960
With Tesheme? Do you get along well?

441
00:54:41,960 --> 00:54:42,880
Not bad.

442
00:54:47,519 --> 00:54:48,440
And Yemane?

443
00:54:49,679 --> 00:54:51,880
- Do you like him?
- Great!

444
00:54:53,800 --> 00:54:55,960
- Are you seeing each other?
- Maybe...

445
00:54:56,039 --> 00:54:57,880
We'll invite them for dinner...

446
00:54:57,960 --> 00:55:01,000
- No, better just the two of you!
- Maybe...

447
00:55:01,079 --> 00:55:03,280
Not maybe, definitely!

448
00:55:03,360 --> 00:55:06,440
You have to marry him,
then they can stay here...

449
00:55:06,519 --> 00:55:08,320
and I'd get the coolest big brother!

450
00:55:15,079 --> 00:55:17,480
I'm not marrying anyone.

451
00:55:36,519 --> 00:55:37,440
Meheret?

452
00:55:39,639 --> 00:55:43,000
We thought the worst was behind us,

453
00:55:43,079 --> 00:55:45,000
but then we had to pay again.

454
00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:48,239
And we had no more money.

455
00:55:48,320 --> 00:55:49,840
We had to clean all day...

456
00:55:50,440 --> 00:55:54,159
The cleaning company was a cover...

457
00:55:54,239 --> 00:55:57,480
At night they came and lay on us.

458
00:55:57,840 --> 00:56:00,000
I stopped counting.

459
00:56:00,360 --> 00:56:02,079
But the stench of their bodies...

460
00:56:02,159 --> 00:56:04,199
I'll never forget that.

461
00:56:04,519 --> 00:56:06,119
I'm not a victim,

462
00:56:06,880 --> 00:56:09,480
I'm a survivor.

463
00:56:09,960 --> 00:56:16,519
It's not my fault.

464
00:56:21,559 --> 00:56:23,960
I know that I'm safe now.

465
00:56:24,039 --> 00:56:26,119
But I can't sleep.

466
00:56:26,199 --> 00:56:28,159
As soon as I close my eyes
I see everything.

467
00:56:31,000 --> 00:56:33,599
50 people in an open Toyota van.

468
00:56:33,679 --> 00:56:35,199
Less and less water.

469
00:56:35,719 --> 00:56:38,519
And if someone fell off the van

470
00:56:38,920 --> 00:56:41,400
they just kept driving.

471
00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:44,760
At night the smugglers...
We tried to protect ourselves.

472
00:56:45,679 --> 00:56:47,519
Hide our faces.

473
00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:53,440
Sometimes I think
that I'm rotting from the inside.

474
00:56:54,119 --> 00:56:59,000
- It's not my fault.
- It's not my fault.

475
00:57:46,360 --> 00:57:49,199
-Stauffer.
- Hello Doris, how's the little one?

476
00:57:49,280 --> 00:57:52,800
Hello Semret. Better.
Her condition's stable.

477
00:57:53,599 --> 00:57:56,079
Thank God. And how are you?

478
00:57:56,159 --> 00:57:59,159
Not bad. The enquiry starts on Monday.

479
00:57:59,239 --> 00:58:02,480
But don't worry about me. It'll be fine.

480
00:58:02,559 --> 00:58:05,679
- Somehow, there must...
- They're taking good care of her.

481
00:58:05,760 --> 00:58:08,320
There must be another answer, I'm sure.

482
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:10,000
You're probably right.

483
00:58:10,079 --> 00:58:12,719
The doctors there are great,
they'll find the answer.

484
00:58:12,800 --> 00:58:15,440
- You can't do anything.
- Of course, I understand.

485
00:58:15,519 --> 00:58:16,880
But thank you.

486
01:00:03,599 --> 01:00:04,760
Crazy, Mum.

487
01:00:04,840 --> 01:00:07,280
- Do I even hear music?
- Meheret gave me her playlist.

488
01:00:07,639 --> 01:00:09,719
She's such a cool woman.

489
01:00:10,360 --> 01:00:11,760
What did you eat?

490
01:00:11,840 --> 01:00:13,880
Pizza, but that doesn't matter.

491
01:00:14,760 --> 01:00:16,599
- Is he already there?
- Have a nice movie.

492
01:00:16,679 --> 01:00:17,960
See you tomorrow.

493
01:00:21,199 --> 01:00:23,760
- Welcome. Come in.
- Thank you.

494
01:00:25,280 --> 01:00:27,679
- Your coat?
- Thank you.

495
01:00:35,280 --> 01:00:37,440
You have a beautiful apartment.

496
01:00:38,239 --> 01:00:41,719
- How did you manage to...
- Please, take a seat.

497
01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:57,400
- For you.
- Thank you.

498
01:01:05,079 --> 01:01:07,039
This is unexpected.

499
01:01:36,920 --> 01:01:41,360
- Can I help you?
- No, you're my guest.

500
01:01:41,440 --> 01:01:43,519
I'll just clean up some things.

501
01:04:41,880 --> 01:04:43,519
I don't want this.

502
01:04:44,800 --> 01:04:46,599
- What is it?
- It doesn't work.

503
01:04:49,840 --> 01:04:51,559
It was a mistake.

504
01:04:54,320 --> 01:04:57,719
You and your nephew,
you're destroying our lives.

505
01:05:10,679 --> 01:05:12,360
What kind of life is that?

506
01:05:12,440 --> 01:05:13,920
You hide from everything.

507
01:05:15,400 --> 01:05:16,960
Semret, you need help.

508
01:05:17,480 --> 01:05:19,119
Talk to me.

509
01:05:20,239 --> 01:05:21,639
Go away!

510
01:06:02,119 --> 01:06:04,159
It is not my fault?

511
01:08:25,319 --> 01:08:28,159
It wasn't my fault.
There has to be another reason.

512
01:08:28,239 --> 01:08:30,199
- The baby...
- Look! The meconium!

513
01:08:30,520 --> 01:08:34,079
I wrote it down precisely, 13:24.

514
01:08:34,159 --> 01:08:35,920
Semret, the enquiry will...

515
01:08:36,000 --> 01:08:39,159
With meconium ileus
there are other symptoms:

516
01:08:39,600 --> 01:08:41,640
a swollen belly, vomiting.

517
01:08:41,720 --> 01:08:44,159
- Noemi didn't have either.
- True.

518
01:08:44,479 --> 01:08:46,560
There must be another reason.

519
01:08:48,800 --> 01:08:51,319
An acute pancreatitis, for example.

520
01:08:51,640 --> 01:08:55,760
- It's very rare, but in newborns...
- Pancreatitis?

521
01:08:55,840 --> 01:08:59,479
It might lead to a circulatory collapse.

522
01:09:01,319 --> 01:09:02,399
Look here.

523
01:09:28,760 --> 01:09:30,159
Hi Mum.

524
01:09:31,319 --> 01:09:32,560
Hello.

525
01:09:35,039 --> 01:09:38,760
I don't want you to see each other.

526
01:09:39,319 --> 01:09:40,600
Stay away from her!

527
01:09:41,279 --> 01:09:43,039
What the fuck's going on?

528
01:09:43,119 --> 01:09:45,439
You and me, that's all that counts.

529
01:09:45,520 --> 01:09:47,640
- What happened?
- We don't need anybody.

530
01:09:47,720 --> 01:09:49,119
You're hurting me.

531
01:09:50,039 --> 01:09:52,680
We can't let anyone into our lives.

532
01:09:53,000 --> 01:09:54,000
Are you crazy?

533
01:09:54,079 --> 01:09:55,800
I always knew it.

534
01:09:55,880 --> 01:09:57,560
What are you talking about?

535
01:09:57,640 --> 01:09:59,880
Everything alright, carry on as before,

536
01:10:00,239 --> 01:10:01,479
don't let anyone in.

537
01:10:01,560 --> 01:10:02,840
You're sick!

538
01:10:02,920 --> 01:10:06,119
What crap are you talking?
Finally I got friends.

539
01:10:06,199 --> 01:10:09,880
You're just jealous.
Because you have nobody.

540
01:10:09,960 --> 01:10:12,640
- Let go of me!
- You're destroying my life!

541
01:10:45,760 --> 01:10:47,000
What are you doing?

542
01:10:48,680 --> 01:10:50,279
My exams are on Monday.

543
01:10:51,239 --> 01:10:54,199
I need rest. I can't take care
of your shit right now.

544
01:10:56,600 --> 01:10:58,039
Where are you going?

545
01:10:59,239 --> 01:11:00,560
To Hannah's.

546
01:11:01,760 --> 01:11:03,359
Don't leave me alone.

547
01:11:04,199 --> 01:11:06,079
Mum, I can't help you.

548
01:11:06,159 --> 01:11:08,960
- It's not my fault.
- What are you talking about?

549
01:11:09,279 --> 01:11:12,279
There's an enquiry,
but it wasn't my fault.

550
01:11:12,680 --> 01:11:14,199
Can't you just tell the truth for once?

551
01:11:14,880 --> 01:11:16,000
I know everything anyway!

552
01:11:16,760 --> 01:11:18,239
- Mum, let me pass!
- No...

553
01:11:18,600 --> 01:11:19,760
Mum, let me go!

554
01:11:20,199 --> 01:11:21,199
What do you know?

555
01:11:21,279 --> 01:11:23,399
That my father didn't drown.
But I don't care!

556
01:11:29,960 --> 01:11:32,279
You know everything?
You have no clue.

557
01:11:32,720 --> 01:11:34,600
- In the military, fleeing...
- Mum, calm down!

558
01:11:35,039 --> 01:11:36,560
I had no chance.

559
01:11:37,359 --> 01:11:38,359
Again and again.

560
01:11:38,840 --> 01:11:40,079
It was hell.

561
01:11:45,079 --> 01:11:49,920
I hadn't had a period for a while.

562
01:11:50,680 --> 01:11:52,359
Then I realised.

563
01:11:53,439 --> 01:11:54,960
First I was shocked.

564
01:11:55,600 --> 01:11:57,960
I didn't know what to do.

565
01:12:02,359 --> 01:12:04,279
I hit my belly,

566
01:12:07,279 --> 01:12:11,119
I wanted to get rid of it,
but it stayed.

567
01:12:13,159 --> 01:12:15,159
You stayed.

568
01:12:18,600 --> 01:12:20,520
After such a...

569
01:12:21,560 --> 01:12:24,680
such a long time of solitude...

570
01:12:26,840 --> 01:12:29,720
After... hell...

571
01:12:30,880 --> 01:12:33,920
I was finally not alone anymore.

572
01:12:40,560 --> 01:12:42,840
Who your father is...

573
01:12:46,039 --> 01:12:47,800
I can't tell you...

574
01:12:51,680 --> 01:12:55,039
I tried to drown him
in the Mediterranean.

575
01:12:58,119 --> 01:13:00,439
You should have got rid of me!

576
01:13:43,319 --> 01:13:44,880
Come in.

577
01:13:58,079 --> 01:14:00,279
I want to apologise.

578
01:14:01,640 --> 01:14:04,079
I overreacted.

579
01:14:05,079 --> 01:14:07,720
I was wrong,
I can't go on like this with Joe.

580
01:14:07,800 --> 01:14:10,279
Me, me, me.
You're not alone in this world!

581
01:14:11,560 --> 01:14:13,600
Others have shitty lives too.

582
01:14:17,119 --> 01:14:18,920
Asylum decision?

583
01:14:20,560 --> 01:14:23,039
- We'll appeal.
- Too late.

584
01:14:23,600 --> 01:14:25,199
I'll help you.

585
01:14:28,760 --> 01:14:32,399
You hide and then we try again.

586
01:14:35,560 --> 01:14:37,640
The laws are changing.

587
01:14:43,399 --> 01:14:45,079
I'm not a criminal.

588
01:14:45,600 --> 01:14:47,760
I won't be locked up anymore.



