1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:12,944 --> 00:01:14,941 (Bell rings) 4 00:01:16,102 --> 00:01:17,099 John? 5 00:01:18,361 --> 00:01:20,355 Please, come in. 6 00:01:26,539 --> 00:01:27,536 John, 7 00:01:28,986 --> 00:01:30,980 come in, please. 8 00:01:36,843 --> 00:01:38,840 John, 9 00:01:39,524 --> 00:01:41,519 please, take a seat. 10 00:01:48,144 --> 00:01:50,141 (Bell rings) 11 00:02:17,157 --> 00:02:17,783 [John] David? 12 00:02:17,866 --> 00:02:19,860 [David] John? 13 00:02:32,002 --> 00:02:34,002 This doesn't change anything. 14 00:02:42,811 --> 00:02:44,806 [Sharon] It wouldn't be fair, 15 00:02:47,544 --> 00:02:49,542 to either of us. 16 00:03:10,116 --> 00:03:12,116 (Bell rings) 17 00:03:27,080 --> 00:03:29,078 [Kate] Sorry, David. 18 00:03:30,275 --> 00:03:32,270 Damn the traffic in this city! 19 00:03:33,167 --> 00:03:34,776 Such a waste of time. 20 00:03:34,859 --> 00:03:35,899 [David] Good morning Kate. 21 00:03:36,627 --> 00:03:38,622 [Kate] Good morning David. 22 00:03:57,877 --> 00:03:59,872 (Bell rings) 23 00:04:37,492 --> 00:04:38,986 [Mike] Doctor Monroe? 24 00:04:39,069 --> 00:04:40,525 [David] Yes. 25 00:04:40,608 --> 00:04:42,108 [Mike] Mike, 26 00:04:42,338 --> 00:04:43,838 Mike Miller. 27 00:05:17,569 --> 00:05:19,569 Please, take a seat. 28 00:05:38,019 --> 00:05:40,019 You start John. 29 00:05:40,627 --> 00:05:44,167 Don't worry David, in this room I will be the patient. 30 00:05:44,250 --> 00:05:47,250 No need to behave any differently. 31 00:05:49,482 --> 00:05:53,483 I always thought it's a good thing, that psychiatrists visit other psychiatrists. 32 00:05:53,865 --> 00:05:55,865 I think it's healthy. 33 00:05:58,199 --> 00:05:59,699 What do you think? 34 00:06:02,983 --> 00:06:04,950 Ok, ok... 35 00:06:05,033 --> 00:06:06,292 I am sorry. 36 00:06:06,375 --> 00:06:08,375 Professional default I guess. 37 00:06:09,002 --> 00:06:10,169 It will not happen again. 38 00:06:10,252 --> 00:06:11,752 I promise. 39 00:06:22,629 --> 00:06:24,627 How's your move going? 40 00:06:26,137 --> 00:06:27,638 It's going well, thanks, 41 00:06:27,721 --> 00:06:29,150 thanks for asking. 42 00:06:29,233 --> 00:06:31,070 You know, new house, 43 00:06:31,153 --> 00:06:32,900 new city, 44 00:06:32,983 --> 00:06:34,483 new friends. 45 00:06:36,139 --> 00:06:38,139 At least we don't have children. 46 00:06:42,141 --> 00:06:44,141 I mean, it makes things easier. 47 00:06:49,180 --> 00:06:51,180 Oh, come on David! 48 00:06:51,934 --> 00:06:54,932 Give me a break, we just met each other a minute ago. 49 00:06:58,129 --> 00:07:00,129 My wife is a, she's a little better. 50 00:07:02,129 --> 00:07:06,005 She spends the whole day opening and unpacking boxes. 51 00:07:06,088 --> 00:07:09,091 Compulsively, as if they were Christmas presents. 52 00:07:11,161 --> 00:07:13,161 You had to have seen her this morning, 53 00:07:13,324 --> 00:07:15,265 like a kid in the middle of the living room. 54 00:07:15,348 --> 00:07:17,348 Smiling from ear to ear and, 55 00:07:17,819 --> 00:07:19,819 holding her seven-year-old hair dryer. 56 00:07:25,906 --> 00:07:26,820 To be honest, 57 00:07:26,903 --> 00:07:28,903 such excitement, make me feel a little nervous. 58 00:07:31,394 --> 00:07:33,940 This need to, fix things 59 00:07:34,023 --> 00:07:36,021 and be happy forever. 60 00:07:37,769 --> 00:07:39,390 But well, 61 00:07:39,473 --> 00:07:43,473 I don't think it's the best time for me to make my thoughts public. 62 00:07:49,846 --> 00:07:52,346 You... talk about fixing things, 63 00:07:53,136 --> 00:07:55,136 as something negative? 64 00:07:57,213 --> 00:07:59,213 Trying to fix things is not negative in itself. 65 00:08:01,129 --> 00:08:02,633 But before it is, 66 00:08:02,716 --> 00:08:04,558 appropriate to know the size, 67 00:08:04,641 --> 00:08:06,641 and the source of the problem. 68 00:08:07,567 --> 00:08:10,567 Sometimes, it's not enough to change the tires and the brake pads, 69 00:08:13,016 --> 00:08:15,016 sometimes it's better to change the whole car. 70 00:08:19,002 --> 00:08:20,502 Is that what you think? 71 00:08:27,252 --> 00:08:29,252 I am not sure. 72 00:08:34,524 --> 00:08:36,524 There is something that scares me. 73 00:08:38,238 --> 00:08:40,238 It scares me that, 74 00:08:41,735 --> 00:08:43,735 one day I'll be driving my shiny, 75 00:08:44,971 --> 00:08:46,971 and totally fixed old car, 76 00:08:47,802 --> 00:08:49,802 and then the engine says, 77 00:08:50,307 --> 00:08:51,807 enough. 78 00:08:52,437 --> 00:08:55,437 And leaves me in some crappy place in the middle of nowhere. 79 00:08:57,572 --> 00:08:59,683 Because if that happens, I am going to hate 80 00:08:59,725 --> 00:09:02,071 that damn car with all of my soul for having me 81 00:09:02,267 --> 00:09:04,267 waste so much time and effort. 82 00:09:08,009 --> 00:09:10,009 But the truth is, 83 00:09:10,369 --> 00:09:12,370 that shiny piece of junk will not be its fault. 84 00:09:16,604 --> 00:09:18,350 The fault will only be mine, 85 00:09:18,493 --> 00:09:20,493 for letting that happen. 86 00:09:23,533 --> 00:09:25,033 And that, 87 00:09:26,331 --> 00:09:27,704 well, 88 00:09:27,787 --> 00:09:30,283 that's the kind of feeling that stays with you. 89 00:09:45,250 --> 00:09:46,447 [Kate] Sorry, David, 90 00:09:48,615 --> 00:09:51,115 damn, the traffic in this city, it's just horrible. 91 00:09:53,495 --> 00:09:55,495 Such a waste of time. 92 00:09:57,796 --> 00:09:59,796 [David] Good morning Kate. 93 00:10:03,379 --> 00:10:05,379 [Kate] Good morning David. 94 00:10:17,345 --> 00:10:19,345 You have aged David. 95 00:10:23,292 --> 00:10:26,045 It's what usually happens to people over time. 96 00:10:26,128 --> 00:10:28,128 (Kate laughs) 97 00:10:30,884 --> 00:10:32,884 Tell me, Kate, where have you been? 98 00:10:33,024 --> 00:10:35,524 Oh, I've been to many places David. 99 00:10:39,051 --> 00:10:40,051 Like? 100 00:10:40,754 --> 00:10:44,754 My husband was offered the job out of the town and out of the town I've been. 101 00:10:46,250 --> 00:10:47,250 But, 102 00:10:47,903 --> 00:10:49,903 now I am here again. 103 00:10:54,744 --> 00:10:56,744 Did you remember me, David? 104 00:11:00,524 --> 00:11:02,524 What about your husband? 105 00:11:02,740 --> 00:11:04,740 What about Sharon? 106 00:11:08,701 --> 00:11:10,701 What about him? 107 00:11:11,822 --> 00:11:15,822 I just meant... have you come back here together? 108 00:11:16,518 --> 00:11:18,519 Yes, we have, 109 00:11:19,225 --> 00:11:22,225 together and happy. 110 00:11:23,687 --> 00:11:25,687 Forever. 111 00:11:30,009 --> 00:11:32,009 I remember. 112 00:11:32,620 --> 00:11:36,620 It is normal when you see someone for two years, twice a week. 113 00:11:43,488 --> 00:11:45,488 What's the problem? 114 00:11:50,264 --> 00:11:53,264 We are supposed to be adults, 115 00:11:54,301 --> 00:11:56,301 and since I was last here, it's been... 116 00:11:57,596 --> 00:11:59,596 Four years? 117 00:12:01,889 --> 00:12:03,889 Come on, 118 00:12:04,432 --> 00:12:08,432 you even are supposed to be a professional on this. 119 00:12:16,995 --> 00:12:17,995 Yes. 120 00:12:22,071 --> 00:12:24,071 Yes, what? 121 00:12:26,888 --> 00:12:28,888 Yes, I remember. 122 00:12:31,725 --> 00:12:33,725 (Kate laughs) 123 00:12:51,625 --> 00:12:53,625 How's Sharon? 124 00:13:28,942 --> 00:13:30,942 I assume that's my chair. 125 00:13:32,110 --> 00:13:34,110 [David] You assume well. 126 00:13:43,701 --> 00:13:45,701 Subtitle 127 00:13:47,321 --> 00:13:49,322 good timing David. 128 00:13:52,826 --> 00:13:54,826 Should we go again? 129 00:14:18,908 --> 00:14:20,908 Sorry, 130 00:14:21,076 --> 00:14:23,076 I guess I am a little apprehensive. 131 00:14:27,125 --> 00:14:29,125 That's ok Mike. 132 00:14:37,798 --> 00:14:39,801 Why this chair David? 133 00:14:41,591 --> 00:14:43,892 I mean, you are blocking the exit. 134 00:14:46,042 --> 00:14:48,042 If I were sat there, 135 00:14:48,759 --> 00:14:50,759 the closest chair to the door, 136 00:14:52,456 --> 00:14:56,456 and your patients would want to run away, you might not be able to stop them. 137 00:14:57,238 --> 00:14:59,238 Am I right? 138 00:15:01,971 --> 00:15:04,971 Most times is possible to find a reason to contradict another. 139 00:15:12,831 --> 00:15:14,831 You don't answer my question. 140 00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:19,320 Then you could say... yes. 141 00:15:19,884 --> 00:15:22,283 You could say or you do say? 142 00:15:37,134 --> 00:15:38,634 So Mike, 143 00:15:39,225 --> 00:15:41,024 why are you here? 144 00:15:43,047 --> 00:15:45,047 I think you know. 145 00:15:47,551 --> 00:15:48,846 Yes, I do. 146 00:15:50,556 --> 00:15:52,556 But I would like to hear from you. 147 00:16:00,552 --> 00:16:04,552 My boss thinks my personal life is affecting my professional performance. 148 00:16:08,004 --> 00:16:10,004 And it's that what you think? 149 00:16:12,365 --> 00:16:16,365 I think I have to do as I told if I don't want my professional life to go to shit. 150 00:16:20,533 --> 00:16:23,533 You talk about your personal life and your professional life, 151 00:16:23,995 --> 00:16:26,995 as two realities, separate from each other. 152 00:16:28,918 --> 00:16:30,918 That's how it should be. 153 00:16:33,033 --> 00:16:35,033 You know what I do David. 154 00:16:36,831 --> 00:16:38,331 Yes... 155 00:16:44,995 --> 00:16:48,995 Do you want me to tell my wife what did I find in a dumpster two weeks ago? 156 00:16:55,067 --> 00:16:57,306 Well, if you are not sure how do you expect me to tell my wife, 157 00:16:57,389 --> 00:16:59,509 I found the body of a one-year-old boy in a dumpster? 158 00:17:03,014 --> 00:17:07,009 The mother said she didn't mean to hurt him. She just wanted him to stop crying. 159 00:17:07,141 --> 00:17:09,642 So her best option was to Chuck him out the window. 160 00:17:14,315 --> 00:17:16,315 By the way, dinner was superb sweetheart. 161 00:17:20,813 --> 00:17:21,813 No, 162 00:17:24,250 --> 00:17:25,750 [Mike] Personal life, 163 00:17:25,894 --> 00:17:27,894 [Mike] And professional life, 164 00:17:29,105 --> 00:17:31,605 [Mike] They must be two completely separate realities. 165 00:17:40,990 --> 00:17:42,990 (Shower running) 166 00:17:43,796 --> 00:17:45,796 (Bell rings) 167 00:17:50,506 --> 00:17:52,506 (Shower stops) 168 00:18:05,486 --> 00:18:06,609 [Delivery guy] Delivery! 169 00:18:06,692 --> 00:18:08,692 [David] Oh, I'll be right back. 170 00:18:22,882 --> 00:18:24,882 (Steps approaching) 171 00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:36,240 There you go, sir. 172 00:18:48,086 --> 00:18:50,086 Keep the change. 173 00:18:50,872 --> 00:18:52,872 Thank you, sir. 174 00:18:59,913 --> 00:19:01,913 See you tomorrow sir. 175 00:19:35,759 --> 00:19:37,759 (Phone vibrating) 176 00:19:43,131 --> 00:19:44,131 Yes? 177 00:19:45,807 --> 00:19:47,807 [Sean] David, good news. 178 00:19:48,519 --> 00:19:49,965 Tell me, Sean. 179 00:19:50,048 --> 00:19:51,519 [Sean] They closed the case. 180 00:19:51,602 --> 00:19:54,602 [Sean] If you were ever under suspicion, don't worry. It's over. 181 00:19:56,394 --> 00:19:58,030 [Sean] David? 182 00:19:58,113 --> 00:19:59,613 Yes, I am here. 183 00:20:00,682 --> 00:20:02,138 But, what happened Sean? 184 00:20:02,221 --> 00:20:03,271 [Sean] Nothing happened. 185 00:20:03,354 --> 00:20:05,254 [Sean] Apparently, someone in the police station 186 00:20:05,296 --> 00:20:07,434 thought he was some kind of Hollywood superdetective, 187 00:20:07,942 --> 00:20:09,941 [Sean] But there is no case. It's over. 188 00:20:10,173 --> 00:20:12,673 [Sean] Sharon committed suicide. End of the story. 189 00:20:14,134 --> 00:20:16,134 [Sean] Sorry, David, this shouldn't have happened. 190 00:20:16,596 --> 00:20:18,596 [Sean] If you want, we can still press charges. 191 00:20:19,015 --> 00:20:20,647 No, no. Thank you, Sean. 192 00:20:20,730 --> 00:20:21,811 [Sean] Anything you need David. 193 00:20:21,894 --> 00:20:22,894 Thank you. 194 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:46,400 Thank you, David. 195 00:20:51,644 --> 00:20:53,644 Thank you for... 196 00:21:03,939 --> 00:21:05,939 ...everything. 197 00:23:09,419 --> 00:23:11,419 I am seeing someone. 198 00:23:13,786 --> 00:23:15,785 Are you seeing another psychiatrist? 199 00:23:17,278 --> 00:23:19,278 (John laughs) 200 00:23:24,105 --> 00:23:26,105 I don't think she's more than twenty-five. 201 00:23:27,671 --> 00:23:29,670 Actually, I never asked. 202 00:23:30,307 --> 00:23:31,307 Why? 203 00:23:33,737 --> 00:23:35,737 I don't need to know. 204 00:23:39,798 --> 00:23:42,298 Do you think knowing her age would be a problem? 205 00:23:43,538 --> 00:23:45,538 Not for me. 206 00:23:46,250 --> 00:23:48,250 For whom then? 207 00:24:02,182 --> 00:24:04,182 Years ago I had a student. 208 00:24:04,750 --> 00:24:06,580 Young, 209 00:24:06,663 --> 00:24:08,663 daughter of another renowned doctor. 210 00:24:11,650 --> 00:24:13,650 She was brilliant. 211 00:24:15,538 --> 00:24:17,128 A bit insecure, 212 00:24:17,211 --> 00:24:19,211 vulnerable. 213 00:24:20,971 --> 00:24:22,971 She definitely had something, 214 00:24:23,689 --> 00:24:25,189 different. 215 00:24:29,440 --> 00:24:31,440 I was working at the university, 216 00:24:32,144 --> 00:24:34,144 one day the girl came into my office, 217 00:24:35,544 --> 00:24:37,493 nothing extraordinary, 218 00:24:37,576 --> 00:24:39,310 the usual questions, 219 00:24:39,393 --> 00:24:43,392 have I chosen well? Is this really what I want to do? 220 00:24:45,096 --> 00:24:47,096 That sort of thing. 221 00:24:50,326 --> 00:24:52,326 She rarely spoke about her father, 222 00:24:53,201 --> 00:24:55,701 so it took me a little while to figure out who he was. 223 00:24:59,826 --> 00:25:03,442 Apparently, her father never forced her to be one of us. 224 00:25:05,990 --> 00:25:07,990 There was simply no other option. 225 00:25:13,662 --> 00:25:16,662 The fact is what started as a weekly visit, 226 00:25:17,903 --> 00:25:19,903 turned into a daily thing. 227 00:25:21,307 --> 00:25:24,306 And what started as a professional relationship, 228 00:25:24,961 --> 00:25:26,961 ended up being, 229 00:25:28,601 --> 00:25:29,601 well, 230 00:25:30,096 --> 00:25:32,096 being something else. 231 00:25:34,038 --> 00:25:37,038 Of course, no one could know and we continued with therapy. 232 00:25:39,842 --> 00:25:41,842 But things were going fast and, 233 00:25:41,951 --> 00:25:43,951 people began to talk. 234 00:25:44,663 --> 00:25:47,663 We couldn't continue, at least not in that way. 235 00:25:50,909 --> 00:25:52,903 She understood. 236 00:25:56,306 --> 00:25:58,306 That night, 237 00:25:59,153 --> 00:26:01,153 she was admitted to a hospital. 238 00:26:03,586 --> 00:26:05,586 Suicide attempt. 239 00:26:09,046 --> 00:26:11,046 I was not allowed to see her. 240 00:26:13,296 --> 00:26:15,296 And the police questioned me. 241 00:26:17,971 --> 00:26:19,971 Rector called me into his office. 242 00:26:22,961 --> 00:26:24,945 My life had... 243 00:26:25,028 --> 00:26:27,028 Gone to shit 244 00:26:31,586 --> 00:26:33,586 but she always denied suicide. 245 00:26:34,951 --> 00:26:36,951 She said it was an accident. 246 00:26:38,375 --> 00:26:40,375 She kept our relationship private. 247 00:26:42,505 --> 00:26:44,505 Only ever expressed gratitude towards me. 248 00:26:49,576 --> 00:26:51,576 A week later she drooped out of college. 249 00:26:53,247 --> 00:26:55,247 Her father came to pick her up. 250 00:26:59,976 --> 00:27:02,971 All this happened over I suppose six months, 251 00:27:07,682 --> 00:27:09,922 even today I can't say if they were good or bad moments, 252 00:27:14,986 --> 00:27:16,925 But, 253 00:27:17,008 --> 00:27:19,008 I am glad to have been there. 254 00:27:25,903 --> 00:27:27,903 Next week she turns twenty-five, 255 00:27:30,269 --> 00:27:32,269 but I don't need to know her age anymore. 256 00:27:35,980 --> 00:27:37,233 David? 257 00:27:37,316 --> 00:27:39,316 Are you all right? 258 00:27:41,431 --> 00:27:43,431 Yes, yes. It's nothing. 259 00:27:45,055 --> 00:27:47,055 Too much information to process? 260 00:28:05,576 --> 00:28:08,076 You will admit at least that I am a generous patient. 261 00:28:09,730 --> 00:28:11,230 Without any doubt. 262 00:28:16,275 --> 00:28:17,775 Are you sure you are ok? 263 00:28:20,615 --> 00:28:22,115 See you next week John. 264 00:28:53,221 --> 00:28:55,221 (Phone communicating) 265 00:28:56,134 --> 00:28:58,134 (Voice mail) 266 00:29:00,461 --> 00:29:01,705 Hello Anna, 267 00:29:01,788 --> 00:29:02,788 it's me. 268 00:29:03,826 --> 00:29:05,326 I just thought... 269 00:29:06,307 --> 00:29:07,807 Maybe we could... 270 00:29:08,701 --> 00:29:10,700 Have lunch this weekend. 271 00:29:11,538 --> 00:29:13,078 Let me know. 272 00:29:13,161 --> 00:29:15,161 Take care. 273 00:29:26,913 --> 00:29:28,913 David? 274 00:29:33,698 --> 00:29:35,698 David! 275 00:29:37,153 --> 00:29:39,153 Good morning. 276 00:29:41,230 --> 00:29:42,974 This weekend, 277 00:29:43,057 --> 00:29:45,057 has been amazing. 278 00:29:46,663 --> 00:29:48,663 We planned a small tour around, 279 00:29:49,557 --> 00:29:51,557 when suddenly it started to rain. 280 00:29:53,894 --> 00:29:55,724 And when I say rain, 281 00:29:55,807 --> 00:29:57,807 torrents. 282 00:29:59,134 --> 00:30:02,134 That was when we found a cabin in the woods. 283 00:30:03,403 --> 00:30:05,403 We went inside, 284 00:30:06,181 --> 00:30:08,180 we lit a fire, 285 00:30:08,938 --> 00:30:11,938 we took off, our soaked clothes. 286 00:30:14,269 --> 00:30:15,769 And we went to bed. 287 00:30:20,769 --> 00:30:23,611 Forty-eight hours without getting out of bed, 288 00:30:26,221 --> 00:30:28,221 like teenagers. 289 00:30:30,423 --> 00:30:32,423 Do you remember what was like David? 290 00:30:51,836 --> 00:30:53,836 He is seeing someone. 291 00:30:56,596 --> 00:30:57,596 Who? 292 00:30:58,798 --> 00:30:59,798 John. 293 00:31:01,317 --> 00:31:02,317 John? 294 00:31:02,596 --> 00:31:03,596 My husband. 295 00:31:06,150 --> 00:31:08,650 It's the first time you refer to him by name. 296 00:31:10,432 --> 00:31:11,932 And that means? 297 00:31:15,846 --> 00:31:17,846 Has he confirmed it? 298 00:31:21,394 --> 00:31:24,394 My sex life has been reduced to, 299 00:31:26,566 --> 00:31:29,066 to stupid, childish fantasies 300 00:31:29,807 --> 00:31:31,807 in a filthy cabin in the woods. 301 00:31:35,721 --> 00:31:38,721 Of course, if I ever did have some imagination, 302 00:31:41,785 --> 00:31:43,785 no doubt I lost it long ago. 303 00:31:51,103 --> 00:31:53,103 A cabin in the woods. 304 00:32:00,545 --> 00:32:02,544 But worst of all, 305 00:32:02,784 --> 00:32:04,784 is that of all the men in the world, of all those 306 00:32:06,855 --> 00:32:11,355 I could have chosen to fuck for forty-eight hours in a fucking sack, 307 00:32:16,211 --> 00:32:18,211 I chose him. 308 00:32:24,692 --> 00:32:26,692 Pathetic. 309 00:32:44,115 --> 00:32:46,115 Divorce papers. 310 00:32:49,180 --> 00:32:51,180 Of course, the girls will stay with my wife, 311 00:32:52,595 --> 00:32:56,595 adulterous police officers suspended from duties are not exactly a great role model. 312 00:33:01,519 --> 00:33:04,220 What happened, Mike? Why were you suspended? 313 00:33:08,815 --> 00:33:10,815 A year ago I got promoted, 314 00:33:11,130 --> 00:33:13,125 detective sergeant. 315 00:33:14,365 --> 00:33:16,147 I had a great job, 316 00:33:16,230 --> 00:33:17,730 great family, 317 00:33:18,432 --> 00:33:19,432 great life. 318 00:33:24,192 --> 00:33:26,192 They were all lies. 319 00:33:32,894 --> 00:33:34,894 I met her around the same time. 320 00:33:35,788 --> 00:33:37,788 Just a random call. 321 00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:42,199 I've never been unfaithful to my wife. 322 00:33:49,711 --> 00:33:51,711 Not that way, anyway. 323 00:34:01,172 --> 00:34:03,172 I could feel how, 324 00:34:03,594 --> 00:34:04,990 everyday, 325 00:34:07,490 --> 00:34:09,492 I was drifting away. 326 00:34:11,871 --> 00:34:13,871 I could feel how I was, 327 00:34:14,873 --> 00:34:16,873 I was becoming someone else. 328 00:34:19,027 --> 00:34:21,027 And I didn't care. 329 00:34:26,271 --> 00:34:27,746 She was married too. 330 00:34:27,829 --> 00:34:29,829 No children thankfully. 331 00:34:31,826 --> 00:34:33,826 We started talking. 332 00:34:38,748 --> 00:34:40,748 She wanted just to pack our bags and leave. 333 00:34:43,456 --> 00:34:45,456 I wanted to make things right. 334 00:34:47,708 --> 00:34:48,708 Stupid. 335 00:34:50,070 --> 00:34:52,068 There is no way to make these things right. 336 00:34:58,375 --> 00:35:00,375 Things were going bad. 337 00:35:02,864 --> 00:35:04,864 I spoke to my wife. 338 00:35:05,001 --> 00:35:07,001 I explained what was happening to me. 339 00:35:08,956 --> 00:35:10,643 I was honest. 340 00:35:10,726 --> 00:35:12,726 Too honest probably. 341 00:35:16,302 --> 00:35:18,302 Of course, she didn't understand. 342 00:35:20,818 --> 00:35:22,818 We arranged to meet the next day. 343 00:35:26,614 --> 00:35:28,614 I was going to leave my family, 344 00:35:29,268 --> 00:35:30,268 my child, 345 00:35:33,710 --> 00:35:35,710 and I couldn't wipe the stupid smile on my face. 346 00:35:40,085 --> 00:35:41,085 I was early, 347 00:35:42,092 --> 00:35:43,632 it didn't matter. 348 00:35:43,715 --> 00:35:45,215 I was happy to wait. 349 00:35:48,253 --> 00:35:49,253 I waited. 350 00:35:55,128 --> 00:35:56,128 Lights went off. 351 00:36:00,204 --> 00:36:01,704 She came outside. 352 00:36:04,429 --> 00:36:05,929 She came towards me. 353 00:36:09,869 --> 00:36:11,369 I was scared. 354 00:36:19,739 --> 00:36:21,739 She said she was sorry. 355 00:36:23,030 --> 00:36:25,030 She couldn't do it to her husband. 356 00:36:27,177 --> 00:36:29,177 She asked me to give her some time. 357 00:36:32,304 --> 00:36:33,589 I didn't say anything. 358 00:36:33,672 --> 00:36:35,172 I just sat there. 359 00:36:37,135 --> 00:36:39,135 I woke up in the same place. 360 00:36:39,507 --> 00:36:41,007 Bags still in the back. 361 00:36:47,139 --> 00:36:48,639 I haven't seen her since. 362 00:36:52,483 --> 00:36:53,483 So doc, 363 00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:56,380 divorce papers. 364 00:36:57,284 --> 00:36:58,822 Irrefutable proof, 365 00:36:58,905 --> 00:37:00,902 of my personal failure. 366 00:37:02,067 --> 00:37:05,067 As for my job, it's pretty nonexistent too now. 367 00:37:16,438 --> 00:37:18,938 But I am here and nothing seems to matter. 368 00:37:25,949 --> 00:37:27,449 What about you doc? 369 00:37:34,097 --> 00:37:35,163 Married? 370 00:37:35,246 --> 00:37:36,746 Children? 371 00:37:37,001 --> 00:37:37,717 Married, 372 00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:39,355 a daughter. 373 00:37:39,438 --> 00:37:40,938 How old? 374 00:37:42,396 --> 00:37:44,025 Twenty-four, 375 00:37:44,108 --> 00:37:46,108 she will be twenty-five next week. 376 00:37:46,563 --> 00:37:48,063 Wow, twenty-five. 377 00:37:51,130 --> 00:37:52,130 Well done doc. 378 00:37:53,295 --> 00:37:54,295 Well done. 379 00:38:22,782 --> 00:38:24,782 David... 380 00:38:29,163 --> 00:38:30,163 David. 381 00:38:46,556 --> 00:38:48,056 David, 382 00:38:53,264 --> 00:38:55,264 Don't you see, 383 00:38:56,476 --> 00:38:58,476 what's been happening? 384 00:39:06,934 --> 00:39:08,931 Those three, 385 00:39:11,088 --> 00:39:13,088 they are playing with you. 386 00:39:15,565 --> 00:39:18,065 They are laughing at you. 387 00:40:36,358 --> 00:40:38,358 Hello David. 388 00:40:57,664 --> 00:40:59,664 This is not happening. 389 00:41:01,262 --> 00:41:02,762 You are still sleeping. 390 00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:05,840 It's not real. It can't be. 391 00:41:07,244 --> 00:41:08,744 Subtitle 392 00:41:12,853 --> 00:41:15,353 reality is highly overrated David. 393 00:41:20,152 --> 00:41:25,152 You, you are not approaching the situation properly. 394 00:41:28,358 --> 00:41:31,358 The question you should be asking yourself is, 395 00:41:34,210 --> 00:41:35,710 why? 396 00:41:39,496 --> 00:41:41,496 Because you need help. 397 00:41:46,277 --> 00:41:47,777 I miss you. 398 00:41:55,487 --> 00:41:56,987 Tell me, 399 00:41:59,525 --> 00:42:00,525 about, 400 00:42:04,478 --> 00:42:05,978 your new patients. 401 00:42:15,902 --> 00:42:17,902 I didn't want to end this way. 402 00:42:19,202 --> 00:42:21,702 You know I always liked it. 403 00:42:22,942 --> 00:42:24,942 When you talked about them. 404 00:42:28,599 --> 00:42:30,599 But at least, we stayed together. 405 00:42:33,376 --> 00:42:34,876 That John, 406 00:42:37,637 --> 00:42:39,137 be careful, 407 00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:42,759 you shouldn't trust him. 408 00:42:52,512 --> 00:42:54,512 How's Anna? 409 00:43:08,532 --> 00:43:10,532 Mike, 410 00:43:11,231 --> 00:43:13,231 what passion, 411 00:43:14,938 --> 00:43:16,938 what a man, 412 00:43:17,141 --> 00:43:19,141 a real Alpha male. 413 00:43:22,025 --> 00:43:24,025 And Kate! 414 00:43:24,355 --> 00:43:26,855 Your favorite patient came back. 415 00:43:28,422 --> 00:43:29,922 I am kidding. 416 00:43:30,503 --> 00:43:33,003 I know your favorite patient was always me. 417 00:43:35,817 --> 00:43:37,817 But that was a long time ago. 418 00:43:44,838 --> 00:43:46,838 You are not Sharon. 419 00:43:47,074 --> 00:43:49,072 She wasn't like that. 420 00:43:49,155 --> 00:43:49,839 She didn't talk like that. 421 00:43:49,922 --> 00:43:51,922 [Sharon] Of course not! 422 00:43:54,871 --> 00:43:56,871 Sharon is dead. 423 00:44:06,125 --> 00:44:08,123 Do you remember? 424 00:44:46,753 --> 00:44:48,753 (Steps approaching) 425 00:45:27,121 --> 00:45:29,121 There is something. 426 00:45:30,297 --> 00:45:31,297 Well, 427 00:45:32,295 --> 00:45:34,793 there is something that I would like to talk to you about. 428 00:45:37,784 --> 00:45:39,784 [John] It's about my ex-wife. 429 00:45:44,532 --> 00:45:46,532 (Schhh) 430 00:45:53,244 --> 00:45:55,244 Carry on, please. 431 00:45:58,570 --> 00:46:00,570 My ex-wife was also one of my patients. 432 00:46:04,398 --> 00:46:06,398 [John] I know what you are thinking. 433 00:46:07,791 --> 00:46:09,791 [John] But don't worry. 434 00:46:09,876 --> 00:46:11,876 I am not a psychiatrist anymore. 435 00:46:14,634 --> 00:46:16,632 At least, I am no longer practicing as such. 436 00:46:19,264 --> 00:46:21,264 I am no longer a danger to my patients. 437 00:46:28,304 --> 00:46:30,302 I am sure if it's true, 438 00:46:30,909 --> 00:46:32,409 what they say, 439 00:46:33,739 --> 00:46:35,739 that when your time comes, 440 00:46:35,835 --> 00:46:37,835 the images of your life flash before your eyes. 441 00:46:40,871 --> 00:46:43,871 In my case, the images will probably stop there. 442 00:46:50,427 --> 00:46:53,427 I am not jealous or a possessive man, 443 00:46:56,422 --> 00:46:59,920 at least, I never was before or after her. 444 00:47:04,902 --> 00:47:06,902 But she was different. 445 00:47:12,228 --> 00:47:14,228 I shouldn't have to try justify myself, but, 446 00:47:17,356 --> 00:47:18,856 I do. 447 00:47:24,110 --> 00:47:25,529 You know how it is, 448 00:47:25,612 --> 00:47:27,610 at first, everything is perfect and then, 449 00:47:28,896 --> 00:47:30,896 time fucks it all up. 450 00:47:33,465 --> 00:47:35,465 It's like that for everyone, 451 00:47:36,175 --> 00:47:38,175 nobody can change that, right? 452 00:47:44,300 --> 00:47:46,300 [John] Well, it was not like that for me. 453 00:47:49,253 --> 00:47:52,253 I think it's stupid to try rationalize feelings. 454 00:47:55,077 --> 00:47:58,077 You can't think and feel at the same time. 455 00:48:00,364 --> 00:48:02,364 And it's ok that way. 456 00:48:05,614 --> 00:48:07,614 Perhaps, looking back. 457 00:48:08,235 --> 00:48:10,235 What I saw as a constant, 458 00:48:11,184 --> 00:48:13,184 and deliberate betrayal, 459 00:48:14,402 --> 00:48:16,402 it was just the way things are, 460 00:48:19,630 --> 00:48:21,630 but I wanted more, 461 00:48:22,922 --> 00:48:25,420 I... needed more. 462 00:48:28,661 --> 00:48:30,661 [John] She began to stay away. 463 00:48:31,362 --> 00:48:33,362 [John] At first, I didn't ask, 464 00:48:36,612 --> 00:48:38,612 but I was going crazy. 465 00:48:38,737 --> 00:48:40,737 One day I burst. 466 00:48:41,755 --> 00:48:43,755 "I am seeing as a specialist," she said. 467 00:48:44,797 --> 00:48:46,797 [John] "A specialist?" 468 00:48:48,534 --> 00:48:50,534 [John] "Another psychiatrist." 469 00:48:54,643 --> 00:48:57,643 [John] "What the fuck that means, you are seeing another psychiatrist?" 470 00:48:58,835 --> 00:49:00,835 "How many psychiatrist have you already seen?" 471 00:49:04,956 --> 00:49:06,956 [John] "You are sick", she said. 472 00:49:07,333 --> 00:49:09,849 "I am sick? I am not the whore who fucks all 473 00:49:09,891 --> 00:49:12,333 the psychiatrists she finds along the way" 474 00:49:23,360 --> 00:49:24,360 David, 475 00:49:25,706 --> 00:49:27,708 do you have children? 476 00:49:35,842 --> 00:49:37,342 I don't. 477 00:49:41,228 --> 00:49:44,228 [John] She's the only woman I ever wanted to have them with. 478 00:49:46,472 --> 00:49:48,472 We tried. 479 00:49:49,717 --> 00:49:51,217 It didn't work. 480 00:49:52,639 --> 00:49:54,639 Tests said it was me. 481 00:49:58,443 --> 00:50:00,443 "Don't worry", she said. 482 00:50:00,873 --> 00:50:02,373 "Relax" 483 00:50:07,635 --> 00:50:09,635 Maybe it was all my fault, 484 00:50:14,277 --> 00:50:16,036 or maybe I was right, 485 00:50:16,119 --> 00:50:18,619 and she really was just a whore. 486 00:50:41,253 --> 00:50:43,253 (Sharon laughs) 487 00:50:53,239 --> 00:50:55,239 (Bell rings) 488 00:51:12,777 --> 00:51:14,780 [Kate] Hi David. 489 00:52:11,373 --> 00:52:13,373 Do you still smoke David? 490 00:52:14,744 --> 00:52:16,244 No. 491 00:52:20,045 --> 00:52:21,545 I am glad. 492 00:52:29,585 --> 00:52:31,625 [Kate] I smoked my first cigarette when I was nine. 493 00:52:33,199 --> 00:52:35,199 [Kate] Or at least, that was the idea. 494 00:52:38,960 --> 00:52:40,960 [Kate] My grandmother had a sweet shop, 495 00:52:42,306 --> 00:52:44,306 we sold cigarettes, 496 00:52:45,708 --> 00:52:47,708 it was the only shop in the village. 497 00:52:51,880 --> 00:52:54,380 One day I took a packet, 498 00:52:55,878 --> 00:52:57,878 [Kate] I remember, 499 00:52:58,304 --> 00:53:02,304 and then I got on my bike, and I went as far away as possible. 500 00:53:05,353 --> 00:53:07,353 I found a perfect place, 501 00:53:08,559 --> 00:53:10,559 I went behind some bushes, 502 00:53:11,811 --> 00:53:13,811 and I lit one of the cigarettes. 503 00:53:16,597 --> 00:53:18,597 [Kate] Do you remember your first cigarette David? 504 00:53:21,708 --> 00:53:23,208 Mine was actually... 505 00:53:24,396 --> 00:53:25,396 Terrible. 506 00:53:25,802 --> 00:53:27,242 I didn't repeat again until I was... 507 00:53:30,099 --> 00:53:31,101 [Kate] Fifteen. 508 00:53:33,862 --> 00:53:35,864 [Kate] I was horrible... 509 00:53:36,878 --> 00:53:38,878 [Kate] Pale, dizzy... 510 00:53:42,489 --> 00:53:45,489 Of course, I couldn't ride my bike in those conditions so, 511 00:53:46,282 --> 00:53:48,286 I walked back. 512 00:53:50,422 --> 00:53:52,422 And it was getting dark, 513 00:54:01,411 --> 00:54:03,911 "Kate!" I heard. 514 00:54:05,762 --> 00:54:08,262 I paid no attention. I just kept walking. 515 00:54:10,802 --> 00:54:11,802 Again, 516 00:54:13,786 --> 00:54:14,786 "Kate!" 517 00:54:16,547 --> 00:54:18,547 [Kate] "Is that you?" 518 00:54:22,338 --> 00:54:24,338 I turned around and, 519 00:54:25,777 --> 00:54:27,777 there was my sister. 520 00:54:28,442 --> 00:54:30,442 Smiling and, 521 00:54:31,568 --> 00:54:33,568 accompanied by a boy. 522 00:54:36,579 --> 00:54:38,579 My sister was always smiling and, 523 00:54:39,762 --> 00:54:41,762 accompanied by boys. 524 00:54:51,139 --> 00:54:53,139 "What's wrong?" 525 00:54:54,088 --> 00:54:56,088 "Nothing." 526 00:54:59,025 --> 00:55:02,025 Suddenly, I began to vomit. 527 00:55:03,563 --> 00:55:05,563 The boy laughed, 528 00:55:07,760 --> 00:55:09,760 [Kate] "Don't laugh." 529 00:55:10,804 --> 00:55:12,806 [Kate] He didn't listen. 530 00:55:15,460 --> 00:55:17,460 [Kate] My sister took the blame, 531 00:55:19,260 --> 00:55:22,260 [Kate] She said it was her who had taken the cigarettes, 532 00:55:22,371 --> 00:55:24,371 [Kate] That she forced me to have one. 533 00:55:33,965 --> 00:55:36,965 That was a big thing within the family. 534 00:55:41,050 --> 00:55:43,050 Or at least how I experienced it. 535 00:55:47,777 --> 00:55:52,777 On the other hand, my sister managed once again to get all the attention. 536 00:55:58,817 --> 00:56:00,817 I've spent my life, 537 00:56:02,518 --> 00:56:04,518 jealous of my sister. 538 00:56:11,355 --> 00:56:13,355 [Kate] In silence. 539 00:56:23,224 --> 00:56:24,895 [Kate] I often fantasized, 540 00:56:24,978 --> 00:56:29,978 about what my life would be like if she didn't exist. 541 00:56:35,467 --> 00:56:37,467 [Kate] The result was always, 542 00:56:41,221 --> 00:56:43,221 positive. 543 00:56:51,967 --> 00:56:53,967 [Kate] But actually, it wasn't that. 544 00:56:56,884 --> 00:56:59,884 What I fantasized about was, 545 00:57:01,920 --> 00:57:03,920 being her. 546 00:57:11,552 --> 00:57:13,328 So, 547 00:57:13,411 --> 00:57:15,411 I was the one that, 548 00:57:16,733 --> 00:57:18,733 didn't exist. 549 00:57:27,974 --> 00:57:30,334 [Kate] Did I tell you that she and John had a relationship? 550 00:57:31,353 --> 00:57:32,726 No. 551 00:57:32,809 --> 00:57:35,809 [Kate] I don't know if it was something serious, 552 00:57:36,385 --> 00:57:38,277 [Kate] I suspect it was, 553 00:57:38,360 --> 00:57:41,360 [Kate] At least for John because he never talks about it. 554 00:57:42,409 --> 00:57:44,409 Anyway, this is how I met John. 555 00:57:46,235 --> 00:57:50,235 I can't deny that at first I was happy. 556 00:57:51,541 --> 00:57:55,541 Thinking about how she would react. 557 00:57:59,614 --> 00:58:01,614 [Kate] But all I got was one of her, 558 00:58:02,911 --> 00:58:04,913 [Kate] Smiles, 559 00:58:05,543 --> 00:58:07,543 [Kate] And good words. 560 00:58:10,545 --> 00:58:12,545 [Kate] She really was happy for me, 561 00:58:14,889 --> 00:58:16,889 [Kate] And wish me the best. 562 00:58:21,567 --> 00:58:23,567 I hated her for that. 563 00:58:32,599 --> 00:58:34,599 Why? 564 00:58:35,556 --> 00:58:38,556 Did you wait until now to talk about her? 565 00:58:43,179 --> 00:58:45,679 My sister died two months ago. 566 00:58:53,612 --> 00:58:55,612 (Balls bouncing) 567 00:59:07,161 --> 00:59:09,161 (Balls keep bouncing) 568 00:59:27,878 --> 00:59:29,878 I passed by the station today. 569 00:59:31,172 --> 00:59:33,172 [Mike] It's good to see the guys, 570 00:59:33,632 --> 00:59:35,632 [Mike] And be seen. 571 00:59:36,467 --> 00:59:38,469 People forget quickly. 572 00:59:40,018 --> 00:59:42,018 (Balls bouncing) 573 00:59:56,300 --> 00:59:59,719 I spoke to my boss, about how this is going. 574 00:59:59,802 --> 01:00:01,802 He said I was doing the right thing. 575 01:00:02,876 --> 01:00:06,876 He said if I get my nose clean, I might be able to get back to work soon. 576 01:00:13,168 --> 01:00:15,168 On the other thing, 577 01:00:17,027 --> 01:00:19,027 I tried to speak with my wife... 578 01:00:33,690 --> 01:00:36,690 Last week you asked me why I had been suspended, right? 579 01:00:41,817 --> 01:00:43,817 We had this case, 580 01:00:44,266 --> 01:00:46,266 nothing special, 581 01:00:47,967 --> 01:00:49,967 this high-class couple, you know, 582 01:00:50,355 --> 01:00:51,214 nice house, 583 01:00:51,297 --> 01:00:52,297 nice car, 584 01:00:53,222 --> 01:00:54,222 no kids. 585 01:00:56,945 --> 01:00:58,445 Perfect marriage. 586 01:00:59,447 --> 01:01:01,447 They never raise their voice to each other. 587 01:01:02,277 --> 01:01:04,277 All neat and clean. 588 01:01:05,893 --> 01:01:06,893 Bullshit. 589 01:01:09,570 --> 01:01:11,070 Anyway, 590 01:01:12,110 --> 01:01:14,110 [Mike] One day the wife commits suicide. 591 01:01:15,532 --> 01:01:17,532 [Mike] Of course, the husband is broken. 592 01:01:18,963 --> 01:01:20,463 [Mike] So broken that, 593 01:01:21,135 --> 01:01:23,135 [Mike] He couldn't even speak to us. 594 01:01:26,349 --> 01:01:28,349 [Mike] Of course, we asked him, 595 01:01:29,597 --> 01:01:32,547 [Mike] It would be good if we can speak to him even for a couple of minutes. 596 01:01:32,630 --> 01:01:34,630 [Mike] The answer was no, 597 01:01:37,670 --> 01:01:40,008 [Mike] Backed up with the relevant documentation 598 01:01:40,050 --> 01:01:42,670 certifying the deplorable mental state of his client. 599 01:01:45,320 --> 01:01:47,320 [Mike] The autopsy said she was suffering from, 600 01:01:50,030 --> 01:01:52,430 [Mike] Some degenerative disease, I can't remember the name. 601 01:01:53,161 --> 01:01:55,161 [Mike] Anyway, that explains the suicide. 602 01:01:56,402 --> 01:01:58,065 [Mike] The strange thing is, 603 01:01:58,148 --> 01:02:00,148 [Mike] Diagnosis only came a month before. 604 01:02:02,733 --> 01:02:04,733 [Mike] Surrender like that in just one month? 605 01:02:08,570 --> 01:02:10,570 And there was the husband's attitude. 606 01:02:13,114 --> 01:02:15,114 Why was he refusing to talk to us at all? 607 01:02:18,822 --> 01:02:20,822 [Mike] Boos wanted the case closed. 608 01:02:22,855 --> 01:02:24,895 [Mike] But I did a little bit of digging on my own. 609 01:02:27,041 --> 01:02:29,481 [Mike] Turns out it wasn't such a perfect marriage after all. 610 01:02:33,161 --> 01:02:36,161 [Mike] His wife was having an affair. 611 01:02:38,601 --> 01:02:40,601 [Mike] She was going to leave her husband. 612 01:02:43,431 --> 01:02:45,431 [Mike] I went back to my boss. 613 01:02:46,231 --> 01:02:48,731 [Mike] He didn't like it. "Close the case." 614 01:02:54,306 --> 01:02:56,306 [Mike] I couldn't leave it like that. 615 01:02:57,936 --> 01:02:59,936 What if instead of that woman, 616 01:03:00,150 --> 01:03:02,150 it would have been her. 617 01:03:04,860 --> 01:03:06,860 You can't deny the similarities in the cases, 618 01:03:11,114 --> 01:03:13,114 I started following him, 619 01:03:16,065 --> 01:03:18,065 [Mike] David, 620 01:03:19,195 --> 01:03:21,195 [Mike] That guy was guilty. 621 01:03:22,902 --> 01:03:24,902 [Mike] I went back to my boss. 622 01:03:25,489 --> 01:03:27,025 [Mike] He said the case was closed. 623 01:03:27,108 --> 01:03:29,108 [Mike] Not another word about it. 624 01:03:31,885 --> 01:03:33,885 I was so angry. 625 01:03:35,347 --> 01:03:37,167 A call came in. 626 01:03:37,250 --> 01:03:39,250 Domestic violence. 627 01:03:43,295 --> 01:03:46,295 This certainly wasn't a neighborhood where rich people live. 628 01:03:50,375 --> 01:03:52,375 [Mike] This woman, 629 01:03:52,972 --> 01:03:54,972 [Mike] Didn't say anything. 630 01:03:55,521 --> 01:03:57,521 [Mike] She was calm, 631 01:03:58,838 --> 01:04:00,838 [Mike] Just kept staring. 632 01:04:03,456 --> 01:04:06,456 [Mike] Just as if this was the way it was for her. 633 01:04:09,625 --> 01:04:13,625 [Mike] Her husband was on the other side of the street playing with his regular crowd. 634 01:04:14,713 --> 01:04:16,713 [Mike] Even having a laugh along with them. 635 01:04:19,253 --> 01:04:21,253 I put him in the back of the car. 636 01:04:27,947 --> 01:04:29,947 Half-way to the station I pulled over. 637 01:04:33,614 --> 01:04:35,114 I went out. 638 01:04:36,579 --> 01:04:38,079 I sat in the back. 639 01:04:41,018 --> 01:04:43,018 I remember to be looking at his face. 640 01:04:45,230 --> 01:04:46,654 "What?" 641 01:04:46,737 --> 01:04:48,737 He says. 642 01:04:52,076 --> 01:04:54,076 [Mike] I started hitting him. 643 01:04:55,983 --> 01:04:56,864 [Mike] Once, 644 01:04:56,947 --> 01:04:58,417 [Mike] Twice, 645 01:04:58,500 --> 01:05:00,500 [Mike] Three times. 646 01:05:02,159 --> 01:05:04,159 [Mike] I lost count. 647 01:05:08,393 --> 01:05:11,393 At that moment, he was going to pay for all. 648 01:05:15,112 --> 01:05:17,112 (Mike) And that was ok. 649 01:05:26,639 --> 01:05:29,639 I got back to the station and I handed my badge in. 650 01:06:14,849 --> 01:06:16,849 You said you were here to help me. 651 01:06:21,804 --> 01:06:23,804 Why are you doing this to me? 652 01:06:27,768 --> 01:06:29,768 I am doing nothing David, 653 01:06:32,719 --> 01:06:34,719 this is you. 654 01:06:35,521 --> 01:06:37,521 All of this, 655 01:06:38,478 --> 01:06:40,478 it's you. 656 01:07:11,550 --> 01:07:13,550 What's the matter, David? 657 01:07:16,978 --> 01:07:18,978 You do not look well. 658 01:07:21,318 --> 01:07:22,621 Don't worry. 659 01:07:22,704 --> 01:07:24,704 [John] Anyone can have a bad night. 660 01:07:27,692 --> 01:07:29,692 How's Anna David? 661 01:07:30,518 --> 01:07:32,018 And Sharon? 662 01:07:34,554 --> 01:07:36,435 Honey, 663 01:07:36,518 --> 01:07:38,518 are you here already? 664 01:07:40,356 --> 01:07:42,356 I didn't notice you came in. 665 01:07:48,976 --> 01:07:50,976 It was Kate who told me about you David. 666 01:07:51,983 --> 01:07:53,199 In fact, 667 01:07:53,282 --> 01:07:56,282 she was the one who recommended that I come and see you. 668 01:07:59,527 --> 01:08:01,527 Thank you, honey. 669 01:08:10,699 --> 01:08:12,476 [John] Don't worry David, 670 01:08:12,559 --> 01:08:14,559 I never met your daughter. 671 01:08:15,646 --> 01:08:17,645 I just heard her story and I took it. 672 01:08:22,145 --> 01:08:23,950 Come on David! 673 01:08:24,033 --> 01:08:26,033 I just thought it would be fun to play a little! 674 01:08:27,412 --> 01:08:29,412 He loves to play. 675 01:08:39,252 --> 01:08:41,252 How's Sharon David? 676 01:08:47,533 --> 01:08:49,533 She's having a bad time David. 677 01:08:57,162 --> 01:08:59,662 Actually, we are both having a bad time. 678 01:09:01,337 --> 01:09:02,837 Too bad. 679 01:09:04,716 --> 01:09:06,716 You know Kate and her sister, 680 01:09:07,684 --> 01:09:09,684 they were never very close. 681 01:09:15,014 --> 01:09:17,014 But Kate loved her, 682 01:09:18,430 --> 01:09:20,430 she loved her a lot. 683 01:09:25,600 --> 01:09:27,600 And right when they began to be in touch again, 684 01:09:27,810 --> 01:09:29,810 to smooth things over, 685 01:09:30,653 --> 01:09:32,653 this disgrace happens. 686 01:09:33,826 --> 01:09:36,826 This disgrace happens. 687 01:09:46,340 --> 01:09:48,340 I can't just believe that she's gone. 688 01:09:51,051 --> 01:09:52,551 Sharon. 689 01:09:55,310 --> 01:09:57,810 He is having a bad time. 690 01:10:00,479 --> 01:10:02,479 I am sorry honey. 691 01:10:04,738 --> 01:10:06,738 Don't worry, 692 01:10:07,198 --> 01:10:08,865 I am used to seeing how, 693 01:10:08,948 --> 01:10:10,948 everyone loved her more. 694 01:10:17,185 --> 01:10:18,731 But, 695 01:10:18,814 --> 01:10:20,814 thanks to David, 696 01:10:21,613 --> 01:10:23,613 I am learning to accept it. 697 01:10:25,689 --> 01:10:27,689 Thank you, David. 698 01:10:32,148 --> 01:10:33,651 What's... 699 01:10:33,734 --> 01:10:35,734 What's this all about? 700 01:10:38,604 --> 01:10:41,604 Oh, he still wants to keep playing. 701 01:10:47,680 --> 01:10:50,680 Why do you think that I slept with you, David? 702 01:11:02,126 --> 01:11:04,126 Sorry honey. 703 01:11:05,706 --> 01:11:07,706 Don't worry. 704 01:11:11,086 --> 01:11:13,054 Sharon told me all about you David. 705 01:11:15,068 --> 01:11:17,037 [Kate] Before her suicide of course. 706 01:11:19,462 --> 01:11:21,430 [Kate] Even the most intimate details. 707 01:11:23,850 --> 01:11:25,818 Or rather the lack of them. 708 01:11:29,349 --> 01:11:31,318 Sharon was going to leave you, David. 709 01:11:33,537 --> 01:11:35,997 Then, why the hell would she commit suicide? 710 01:11:37,153 --> 01:11:38,588 That is exactly the question. 711 01:11:38,671 --> 01:11:39,657 That it is. 712 01:11:42,649 --> 01:11:44,649 But you refused to talk to us every time we tried. 713 01:11:45,073 --> 01:11:47,042 It makes no sense. 714 01:11:47,654 --> 01:11:49,426 No sense at all. 715 01:11:49,835 --> 01:11:51,804 But maybe you can answer us now. 716 01:11:55,403 --> 01:11:57,372 I... 717 01:11:57,787 --> 01:11:59,756 I don't know what you are talking about. 718 01:12:00,743 --> 01:12:01,728 David, 719 01:12:02,743 --> 01:12:04,712 Sharon was a good woman. 720 01:12:05,792 --> 01:12:07,466 You had no right. 721 01:12:08,118 --> 01:12:09,103 No. 722 01:12:09,542 --> 01:12:11,511 Come on David! Let it go. 723 01:12:11,939 --> 01:12:13,051 I don't know what... 724 01:12:13,134 --> 01:12:15,103 Free yourself from the burden. 725 01:12:16,542 --> 01:12:18,511 All of us here loved her David. 726 01:12:19,479 --> 01:12:21,448 You don't have to be ashamed. 727 01:12:21,697 --> 01:12:23,666 We understand your motives. 728 01:12:25,684 --> 01:12:27,652 Go away. 729 01:12:28,185 --> 01:12:30,154 Leave me alone. 730 01:12:32,198 --> 01:12:33,180 Leave? 731 01:12:34,953 --> 01:12:35,953 Where? 732 01:12:36,354 --> 01:12:37,354 David, 733 01:12:38,051 --> 01:12:41,051 we are here, 734 01:12:42,180 --> 01:12:44,140 because you need help. 735 01:12:51,483 --> 01:12:52,218 (Kate laughs) 736 01:12:52,301 --> 01:12:54,261 (John laughs) 737 01:12:55,287 --> 01:12:56,759 (Mike laughs) 738 01:15:35,484 --> 01:15:37,444 (Bell rings) 739 01:15:49,152 --> 01:15:50,664 [Kate] Sorry, David... 740 01:15:50,747 --> 01:15:52,706 [David] Don't worry, come on in. 741 01:15:57,100 --> 01:15:58,600 Please, take a seat Kate. 742 01:16:01,265 --> 01:16:01,856 Mike, 743 01:16:01,939 --> 01:16:02,939 John, 744 01:16:03,319 --> 01:16:04,819 let me introduce you to Kate. 745 01:16:20,278 --> 01:16:21,778 So David, 746 01:16:22,292 --> 01:16:23,792 what's all this about? 747 01:16:26,970 --> 01:16:28,770 Why are we here Mike? 748 01:16:29,460 --> 01:16:30,960 A lover, 749 01:16:31,372 --> 01:16:32,372 [David] An ex-wife, 750 01:16:32,487 --> 01:16:33,987 [David] A sister. 751 01:16:35,667 --> 01:16:37,667 [David] It seems we all lost someone recently. 752 01:16:38,551 --> 01:16:41,551 Who knows? It might even be the same person. 753 01:16:48,828 --> 01:16:50,432 I was married. 754 01:16:50,515 --> 01:16:52,071 Happily. 755 01:16:52,154 --> 01:16:55,154 Especially considering the things one hears in a place like this. 756 01:16:57,698 --> 01:16:59,198 [David] I had a daughter. 757 01:17:01,996 --> 01:17:03,496 And then I met her. 758 01:17:03,997 --> 01:17:05,997 [David] Sharon was my patient. 759 01:17:06,493 --> 01:17:08,244 She was married too, 760 01:17:08,327 --> 01:17:10,327 but in her case unhappily. 761 01:17:10,826 --> 01:17:12,826 At least, they had no children. 762 01:17:16,484 --> 01:17:18,484 I guess I fell in love. 763 01:17:21,819 --> 01:17:23,819 At first, I refused to accept it, 764 01:17:24,487 --> 01:17:27,487 psychiatrist are experts in renaming things. 765 01:17:29,037 --> 01:17:31,037 So that's what I did. 766 01:17:32,403 --> 01:17:33,903 But she didn't. 767 01:17:34,576 --> 01:17:36,576 She left her husband. 768 01:17:41,944 --> 01:17:43,944 So I guess it was my turn. 769 01:17:45,082 --> 01:17:47,082 [David] One day I just left home. 770 01:17:48,560 --> 01:17:51,560 [David] I didn't have the courage to do it in any other way. 771 01:17:54,152 --> 01:17:56,152 I lost my wife and daughter. 772 01:17:58,225 --> 01:17:59,725 But I didn't care. 773 01:18:04,974 --> 01:18:07,974 That incident that happened later in college with my daughter, 774 01:18:08,078 --> 01:18:10,078 [David] No one thought to blame me. 775 01:18:11,752 --> 01:18:13,752 [David] Sharon and I got married, 776 01:18:13,908 --> 01:18:15,908 [David] And she moved in. 777 01:18:17,863 --> 01:18:19,863 [David] We met exactly six months earlier. 778 01:18:28,801 --> 01:18:30,301 [David] Right here. 779 01:18:32,216 --> 01:18:34,216 [David] For the first time in my life, 780 01:18:35,225 --> 01:18:36,725 [David] I wasn't afraid. 781 01:18:37,952 --> 01:18:39,952 [David] Everything was worth it. 782 01:18:43,743 --> 01:18:47,243 One day she came to me and said she had slept with someone else. 783 01:18:47,634 --> 01:18:49,053 But that it wasn't serious. 784 01:18:49,136 --> 01:18:50,337 Just sex. 785 01:18:51,421 --> 01:18:52,724 But she liked it. 786 01:18:53,011 --> 01:18:55,011 [David] "Maybe you should do the same." 787 01:18:56,363 --> 01:18:58,863 [David] "Yeah, why not?" I said. 788 01:19:02,515 --> 01:19:05,015 Time passed and the smile came back on her face. 789 01:19:07,042 --> 01:19:09,542 [David] And she told me about her affairs with ease. 790 01:19:10,546 --> 01:19:12,546 [David] And I listened with interest. 791 01:19:13,925 --> 01:19:16,925 [David] And then she would smile and asked me about mine. 792 01:19:18,698 --> 01:19:20,698 [David] I, of course, told her all about mine. 793 01:19:22,368 --> 01:19:24,368 Or should I say, my patients? 794 01:19:25,649 --> 01:19:27,649 Because they were more or less precise versions, 795 01:19:29,103 --> 01:19:31,103 of your sexual fantasies. 796 01:19:35,826 --> 01:19:37,826 I came to accept it as part of the deal. 797 01:19:47,154 --> 01:19:50,154 [David] And one day she came to me and said we needed to talk. 798 01:19:52,582 --> 01:19:55,082 That she met someone, but this time it was different. 799 01:19:56,377 --> 01:19:58,377 She had fallen in love. 800 01:19:59,212 --> 01:20:01,212 [David] I cried like a baby. 801 01:20:01,332 --> 01:20:03,332 [David] I begged her not to leave me. 802 01:20:10,453 --> 01:20:12,453 The next day the hospital rang. 803 01:20:14,154 --> 01:20:17,154 The doctors were unable to give a specific diagnosis. 804 01:20:17,868 --> 01:20:19,597 But Sharon didn't want to stay there. 805 01:20:19,680 --> 01:20:21,680 So I brought her home. 806 01:20:25,131 --> 01:20:27,131 I saw this as my second chance. 807 01:20:29,046 --> 01:20:31,046 [David] For four weeks, she was bedridden. 808 01:20:32,337 --> 01:20:34,337 She barely moved or said a word. 809 01:20:37,421 --> 01:20:39,421 I spent every waking hour with her. 810 01:20:40,622 --> 01:20:42,622 I've never been happier in my whole life. 811 01:20:50,868 --> 01:20:52,105 [David] One day I came home and she was out of bed, 812 01:20:52,188 --> 01:20:54,688 [David] Standing, picking up a chair. I rushed to help her. 813 01:20:56,332 --> 01:20:58,613 [David] "No!" she said "leave me, I can do it on my own." 814 01:21:04,975 --> 01:21:06,878 [David] In two weeks, 815 01:21:06,961 --> 01:21:08,953 [David] Everything was back to normal. 816 01:21:11,692 --> 01:21:13,685 Including all my fears. 817 01:21:20,238 --> 01:21:22,234 "We need to talk," she said. 818 01:21:28,087 --> 01:21:29,562 And she smiled, 819 01:21:29,645 --> 01:21:31,640 kissed me on the cheek. 820 01:21:36,560 --> 01:21:38,555 This couldn't be happening again. 821 01:21:39,586 --> 01:21:41,578 No, after I got her back. 822 01:21:43,408 --> 01:21:45,402 I prayed to god, she wouldn't leave me. 823 01:21:48,895 --> 01:21:50,890 Four days later, 824 01:21:51,426 --> 01:21:53,421 the disease reappeared. 825 01:21:55,524 --> 01:21:57,520 I thanked god for that. 826 01:22:36,314 --> 01:22:38,310 (Smashing pills) 827 01:23:34,631 --> 01:23:36,625 It's ok, just a little more. 828 01:23:41,796 --> 01:23:43,792 Once more. 829 01:24:21,238 --> 01:24:23,234 David? 830 01:24:24,890 --> 01:24:26,884 Are you all right? 831 01:24:28,903 --> 01:24:30,319 One, 832 01:24:30,716 --> 01:24:32,716 two, 833 01:24:33,010 --> 01:24:35,010 three weeks, 834 01:24:36,594 --> 01:24:37,169 every day, 835 01:24:37,252 --> 01:24:39,252 the disease progressed. 836 01:24:40,938 --> 01:24:42,938 I began to doubt, 837 01:24:43,268 --> 01:24:45,269 to fear, 838 01:24:46,759 --> 01:24:48,759 what if I was to blame? 839 01:25:08,916 --> 01:25:10,917 (Sharon coughs) 840 01:25:50,640 --> 01:25:52,640 No... 841 01:26:13,341 --> 01:26:15,344 But I stayed with her. 842 01:26:16,291 --> 01:26:18,292 I watched over her. 843 01:26:48,840 --> 01:26:50,840 This doesn't change anything. 844 01:26:59,716 --> 01:27:01,719 [Sharon] It wouldn't be fair, 845 01:27:04,466 --> 01:27:06,466 [Sharon] To either of us. 846 01:27:29,506 --> 01:27:31,506 Thank you, David. 847 01:27:40,332 --> 01:27:42,335 Thank you, 848 01:27:43,261 --> 01:27:45,264 for everything. 849 01:28:36,435 --> 01:28:38,435 [David] All my fears disappeared. 850 01:28:41,962 --> 01:28:43,962 For a while at least. 851 01:29:24,617 --> 01:29:26,618 David? 852 01:30:00,301 --> 01:30:01,891 [Reporter] Tell us, John, 853 01:30:01,974 --> 01:30:03,474 [reporter] How do you remember David? 854 01:30:04,430 --> 01:30:06,430 A troubled man. 855 01:30:08,216 --> 01:30:10,219 A great psychiatrist. 856 01:30:11,220 --> 01:30:13,220 A good person. 857 01:30:14,837 --> 01:30:16,837 Sometimes when I think about all that, 858 01:30:19,421 --> 01:30:20,421 well, 859 01:30:21,011 --> 01:30:24,011 they always say that suicide is the act of a coward, 860 01:30:24,935 --> 01:30:27,935 but I think in his case it was an act of courage. 861 01:30:30,404 --> 01:30:32,407 An act of... 862 01:30:32,555 --> 01:30:34,055 Love. 863 01:30:35,045 --> 01:30:37,045 Somehow yes, 864 01:30:37,533 --> 01:30:39,533 I do think his intention was to help, 865 01:30:39,863 --> 01:30:41,863 teach us something. 866 01:30:45,154 --> 01:30:47,154 Anyone would wish to be loved, 867 01:30:49,113 --> 01:30:51,113 as David loved Sharon. 868 01:30:58,523 --> 01:30:59,691 Yes, 869 01:30:59,774 --> 01:31:01,774 my wife and I, 870 01:31:01,930 --> 01:31:03,930 we are trying to adopt a child. 871 01:31:07,591 --> 01:31:10,591 I got back to work and my wife gave me a second chance. 872 01:31:14,962 --> 01:31:16,962 I'm pregnant. 873 01:31:18,180 --> 01:31:19,180 John. 874 01:31:24,421 --> 01:31:26,421 Wife and daughters. 875 01:31:26,577 --> 01:31:28,578 That's all that matters. 876 01:31:40,260 --> 01:31:42,261 It's a girl, 877 01:31:44,636 --> 01:31:46,636 she will be called... 878 01:31:46,761 --> 01:31:48,761 Helen. 879 01:31:52,671 --> 01:31:54,671 Yes, things are much better now 880 01:31:55,394 --> 01:31:57,395 like my sister. 881 01:32:01,100 --> 01:32:03,103 And yes, without any doubt, 882 01:32:03,603 --> 01:32:05,604 David is the person to thank for that. 883 01:32:06,970 --> 01:32:08,970 Of course, yes. 884 01:32:09,131 --> 01:32:11,131 It seems like the therapy works. 885 01:32:15,884 --> 01:32:18,884 [Reporter] Is there anything else you would like to say, Kate? 886 01:32:20,256 --> 01:32:21,713 Yes, 887 01:32:21,796 --> 01:32:23,796 there is. 888 01:32:27,756 --> 01:32:29,759 Thank you, David. 889 01:32:32,426 --> 01:32:34,338 Thanks for, 890 01:32:34,421 --> 01:32:36,421 everything.