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<i>Dad...</i>

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<i>I'm writing you this letter because I
wouldn't be able to tell you otherwise.</i>

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<i>That's a pity.</i>

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<i>And that's sad.</i>

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You taught me to follow my truth.

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And it's not my fault if my truth
is different than yours, today.

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If my answers are different.

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Your world is in black and white.

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Today, mine is in color.

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Dad, I will go in a very further
direction than yours.

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But I love you so much.

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I don't want to lie to you.
Lying is a sin.

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I lost faith.

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Forgive me.

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See, I set before you today
life and death, blessings and curses.

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Now choose life, so that you
and your children may live,

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and that you may love the Lord your God,
for the Lord is your life...

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Deuteronomy 30, 15-20

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I don't think this is kosher.
Give me the measuring tape.

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Indeed.

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Half an inch extra.

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This is good to make jam.

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This stain won't go away even with wax.

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It's too close to the stalk.

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It's beautiful.

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We could have sold it for 20 euros.

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And thank God those two rows over
there didn't get ruined by the cold.

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Those are all grafted anyway.
We don't need them.

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- What time is the train coming?
- 12:10 PM.

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It's 12:20!
For once, I wanted to be on time.

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- I've been telling you!
- Call the guys, let's go.

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Leva, Otar, let's go.

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It's late.

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Have the rows behind the house
been checked?

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Not yet. Those haven't been
affected anyway.

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This year's harvest will be
40% less due to the bloody cold.

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Elio, let me tell you,

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we'll lose less if we graft
instead of selling to Zelnik.

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You're not religious, or Jewish.
So what's the point?

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Your Dad would've preferred grafting,
too.

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Otar,
I told you to remove it this morning.

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Sorry, I didn't understand.

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But it's fine, there's enough room.

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It's not about the room,
this is St. Anthony's statue.

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We'll have them sit next to it.

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Yeah, sure, we'll have them
sit next to St. Anthony.

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The Orthodox Jews!

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- Come on, jump on, help me.
- Go, quick.

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How could you even think about it?

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I'm happy to see you again.

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Me too.

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Sorry for being late.

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No worries, I studied in the meantime.

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WHERE LIFE BEGINS

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He's tired, isn't he?

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Let's pray.
Honey, you want some watermelon?

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It's good to be here again, Elio.

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And this time, alongside
the whole family, more or less.

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I remember when you were five or six,
and you told me:

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"Why bother to go on such a trip
for a fruit we don't even eat."

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God asked Moses to send messengers
here in Italy,

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to harvest lemons for the
<i>Sukkot</i> celebration.

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The Torah says it takes
perfect and pure fruits,

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like those that grow here, on your land.

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That's why we keep on doing
this little detour

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to your house.

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A change of direction.

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Elio,

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we don't argue the will of God.

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So, about this detour...

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<i>L'Chaim</i>!

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<i>- L'Chaim!
- L'Chaim!</i>

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Ruben, where's your <i>Kippah</i>?

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Nina, can you check under the table?

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Ouch, you kicked me.

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No, it's not under the table.

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Mom, Ruben hasn't his <i>Kippah</i> on anymore.

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Caterina, leave it and go help Rosaria.

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No problem, I'm done here.

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Okay, darling,
I'm going to make you one.

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Do you like my dress?
I'll let you try it on.

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Ready?

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Elio...

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see, darling, for 50 years I spent my
summers here with his father,

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he was a friend, a good man, pure,
like the lemons he grew.

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He never grafted them,
out of respect for me.

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You stayed loyal to him,

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and I'm very thankful for all you do.

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Thank you.

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<i>Lih' L'cha</i>.

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<i>Lech-L'cha</i>.
There's no dot on the letter.

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Now close your book, honey, it's late.

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What does it mean?

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"Go for you".

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Is it what God told Abraham?

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And so he did?
Leaving his parents like this?

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Sister, will you leave the same way
when you marry?

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I'm not keen on marrying soon.
Go, sleep, now.

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Won't you pray the Shema?

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Yes.

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<i>Guys, the master is back.</i>

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<i>Come and unload the truck, come on!</i>

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<i>Guys!</i>

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<i>Yes, we are here!</i>

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- How did you do it?
- A lemon tree thorn.

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Let me see. We can disinfect it.

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There's no need.

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Do you have a computer?

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- Yes.
- I'm sorry to bother...

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Not at all. Come in.

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I can't.

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Why?

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I can't enter in a house of a man who's
not my husband. I'm not married.

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This changes nothing, I'm not allowed.

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How could we do?
It's charging in my office.

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Let me grab a cable
and I'll take it here.

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No, it's OK, I'll come in.

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As you wish. Please.

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Here.

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When you're done,
leave everything like this.

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- Thanks.
- No problem.

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<i>It's so important to
be able to write you...</i>

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<i>I hoped, coming on this trip</i>

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<i>with my Father to pick the fruit
he'd bring me as a child,</i>

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<i>I'd be able to calm down my anguish.</i>

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<i>But I can't.</i>

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<i>I feel like the lemon that becomes
impure when it's grafted,</i>

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<i>mixed with the rest,
with the external world,</i>

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<i>not kosher anymore,</i>

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<i>not compliant to them.</i>

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Uhm... where is it?

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It's not good. It's not kosher.

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Oh, okay.

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Guys, give me the good ones, come on.

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<i>I feel so far away from them.
Every prayer burns my mouth.</i>

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<i>I've never lived without God,
but I can't breathe anymore.</i>

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<i>The world I've always lived in is
becoming more extraneous every day.</i>

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<i>I don't know where I'm going.</i>

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<i>And everything that made my life
meaningful is falling to pieces.</i>

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Lunch's ready!

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- Lunch's ready!
- Let me try!

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Wow, it works!

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<i>You were so cute
when you were their age.</i>

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You used to push me
on the swing for hours.

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I liked it so much.

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We were older than that, though.

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Yes.

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I'd push you in the swing because
I wanted to peek under your skirt.

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- Really?
- You didn't know?

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Claudia stopped by, with the kids.

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They said they were going to Puglia.

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- Won't she leave them with you?
- No.

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They didn't want to stay here anyway.

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Are you surprised?

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What could they do here, in August?

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There's nothing to do, except wearing
yourself out picking lemons.

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When I was their age,

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I'd wish they brought me elsewhere, too.

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If I had the chance to
go to Rome like you did,

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I would have never come back.

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Would you like a piece of fruit?

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Zipporah?

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During impurity days?

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The beds are separated so
that the covers don't touch,

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it's allowed to talk, but not about...

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there has to be no sexual
connotation in the conversation.

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He can't sit on my bed,
neither can we dine at the same table.

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And during this time
he can't tell me "I love you".

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Unless it implies a sexual connotation,
it's fine.

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It depends on how it's said.

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You're so graceful.

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- It's a waste.
- Why?

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No, it's...

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- It's not decent to dance with other men.
- You're not dancing naked!

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I'll come dance at your place sometimes,
okay?

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I found Edoardo's check in the mail.

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- Has it just arrived?
- "Just"!

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It has been sitting on a pile of
envelopes for a month and a half.

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You're nothing like your father.
He replied to letters right away.

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Help me, and watch out for this arm
that's barely attached.

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Wait.

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-Okay. On the count of three:
-Yes.

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One... two... three... go!

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I mean, what should we do?

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Grafting the trees from below
and sell them non-kosher lemons?

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- I've never said that.
- Place it down.

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I only said Lucchetti did that to
protect his trees from the cold.

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Lucchetti is a bastard, and he should
thank the Ginzburgs if he's surviving.

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As we should the Zelniks.

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- Now.
- Okay...

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If we manage to end
the year in the green.

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Andrea, please, watch out for the arm.
If it doesn't break, it's a miracle.

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Why haven't you sold that piece of land
on the hill to Gianni?

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We don't even cultivate it.
He offered double its worth.

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- We aren't cultivating it yet.
- Okay.

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We'll see.

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- You're so stubborn.
- Place it here.

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- Bye, Andrea. Goodnight.
- Goodnight.

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<i>"Esther, I'm telling you again,
choose a nickname..</i>

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<i>I understand your desperation.
I used to be like you.</i>

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00:25:53,678 --> 00:25:56,366
<i>But I feel less lonely
since I found this forum.</i>

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<i>What you write, Esther,
is what I've been living for years.</i>

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<i>I pretend. All day long.</i>

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00:26:05,074 --> 00:26:08,783
<i>When I pray, when I look my children
or my wife in the eyes.</i>

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<i>I'm living a double life.</i>

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00:26:12,572 --> 00:26:14,310
<i>I feel like an impostor.</i>

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<i>Sometimes, I almost have the strength to
run away from this world.</i>

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<i>But then I think of those I'd hurt.</i>

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<i>So I give in, and I cry for hours.</i>

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<i>Me too, I feel so guilty.</i>

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<i>Losing faith is the last, poisonous gift
God has given us.</i>

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<i>Since I left,
my parents refuse to see me.</i>

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00:26:50,936 --> 00:26:52,720
<i>I'm dead to them.</i>

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00:26:53,382 --> 00:26:54,794
<i>It's so hard.</i>

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00:26:55,302 --> 00:26:59,185
<i>The other night I was at a bar,
and a guy wanted to chat.</i>

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00:26:59,643 --> 00:27:01,476
<i>What could I have spoken about?</i>

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<i>Getting out of Egypt?
The Mount Sinai? The Golden calf?</i>

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<i>I have nothing to say, so I ran away.</i>

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<i>I don't know anything about this world,
but I can't go back.</i>

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00:27:15,665 --> 00:27:18,436
<i>For a few days, I've been having
very dark thoughts.</i>

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00:27:20,012 --> 00:27:22,095
<i>I curse the day God forsook me.</i>

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00:30:14,631 --> 00:30:15,795
Coffee?

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00:30:30,414 --> 00:30:31,456
Thanks, Carla.

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00:30:34,991 --> 00:30:36,865
- Good morning.
- Good morning.

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00:30:42,206 --> 00:30:43,955
- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

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00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:49,192
- How much?
- Don't worry, it's on me.

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00:30:50,358 --> 00:30:51,399
No, I...

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- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

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00:30:55,124 --> 00:30:56,664
Do you need a ride?

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00:30:59,164 --> 00:31:01,747
I can't travel with a man who isn't...

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...your husband, I know.

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00:31:09,380 --> 00:31:10,628
There.

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00:31:12,150 --> 00:31:15,149
This way we won't see each other.

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00:32:38,116 --> 00:32:40,240
Your first time in a church?

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00:32:40,518 --> 00:32:41,560
Yes.

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Shall we go?

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This was the shortcut I took
when I came home from school.

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I'd left the path and felt

241
00:33:43,727 --> 00:33:45,413
an incredible sensation of freedom.

242
00:33:46,817 --> 00:33:48,775
No one could see or judge me.

243
00:33:50,325 --> 00:33:52,115
And I used to scream of joy.

244
00:33:52,589 --> 00:33:56,013
Once I must have mimicked
the lynx call because one...

245
00:33:57,862 --> 00:33:59,174
it...

246
00:33:59,428 --> 00:34:01,302
- Jumped out?
- Exactly.

247
00:34:02,255 --> 00:34:03,949
Like this, in front of me.

248
00:34:04,520 --> 00:34:05,685
It looked at me...

249
00:34:07,394 --> 00:34:09,768
still, for a while...

250
00:34:13,637 --> 00:34:14,678
And then?

251
00:34:16,470 --> 00:34:17,760
And then it ate me.

252
00:34:52,991 --> 00:34:54,365
It's nice, who's that?

253
00:34:55,075 --> 00:34:58,074
- Isn't it Italian?
- No, it's Georgian.

254
00:34:58,810 --> 00:35:01,809
One of my workers forgot it.

255
00:35:04,074 --> 00:35:06,573
- Do you understand it?
- Not at all.

256
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:10,381
But I've always imagined it's about

257
00:35:10,950 --> 00:35:13,200
travels. I don't know why.

258
00:35:15,220 --> 00:35:17,240
What's wrong? Do you want me to stop?

259
00:35:17,264 --> 00:35:19,764
No, don't, or I'll end up being late.

260
00:35:21,692 --> 00:35:23,191
You looked at me.

261
00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:25,538
God takes his revenge.

262
00:36:00,700 --> 00:36:02,740
We can talk about Noah, if you want.

263
00:36:02,825 --> 00:36:03,867
Why Noah?

264
00:36:05,338 --> 00:36:06,587
The storm...

265
00:36:07,122 --> 00:36:09,470
If you want,
but I don't really like his story.

266
00:36:10,816 --> 00:36:12,274
Creating mankind...

267
00:36:12,483 --> 00:36:15,956
making it bad and then punishing
it because it has gone bad.

268
00:36:17,755 --> 00:36:20,128
Don't you find it absurd?

269
00:36:21,393 --> 00:36:22,601
I don't know...

270
00:36:23,519 --> 00:36:24,893
I'm not a religious person.

271
00:36:26,325 --> 00:36:27,990
But if it doesn't stop...

272
00:36:28,539 --> 00:36:30,372
I'll have to ask God for help.

273
00:36:35,935 --> 00:36:39,018
I believe in the leaf
that made you tear tip...

274
00:36:41,297 --> 00:36:45,296
in Moses' angels who came here
to pick a fruit that's useless.

275
00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:49,637
I believe in your father,
in his faith...

276
00:36:50,275 --> 00:36:51,317
I'm impressed.

277
00:36:52,742 --> 00:36:54,657
I admire the discipline of your world.

278
00:36:55,312 --> 00:36:57,226
What do you know about my world?

279
00:36:59,241 --> 00:37:02,490
Do you think you know it by
seeing us two weeks per year?

280
00:37:03,206 --> 00:37:05,435
You have no idea of what my world is.

281
00:37:06,158 --> 00:37:07,799
What it is to repeat every morning

282
00:37:07,825 --> 00:37:10,865
"Beware from seducing
and bowing down to other gods,

283
00:37:10,966 --> 00:37:13,715
or the wrath of God
will be unleashed onto you".

284
00:37:13,741 --> 00:37:15,605
Why do I deserve his wrath?

285
00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:18,758
I spend my days making wigs
in Aix-les-Bains.

286
00:37:18,784 --> 00:37:21,033
Bus, factory, prayers, all day long,

287
00:37:21,241 --> 00:37:24,699
and then bus, family and more prayers.

288
00:37:24,866 --> 00:37:27,115
Every day of the week, until <i>Shabbat</i>,

289
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:29,912
when I leave my house
just to go to the synagogue.

290
00:37:29,938 --> 00:37:31,501
Do you find this admirable?

291
00:37:32,016 --> 00:37:35,949
You have no idea what it means to be
bullied because I wear tights in summer,

292
00:37:36,328 --> 00:37:39,115
because I don't have Internet
or because I've never been to a club.

293
00:37:39,241 --> 00:37:40,615
Or even to a bar.

294
00:37:40,741 --> 00:37:44,490
What it means to lower your gaze
in front of any man who's not family.

295
00:37:44,616 --> 00:37:46,231
Wait, what are you doing?

296
00:38:07,470 --> 00:38:09,553
- What happened?
- Nothing serious.

297
00:38:10,005 --> 00:38:14,338
I've been saying this for two years.
They can't go to the stables every day.

298
00:38:14,768 --> 00:38:17,240
There was no need to spend
15.000 euros for the barn.

299
00:38:17,325 --> 00:38:20,449
- There were more urgent matters.
- What the fuck, Andrea?

300
00:38:20,615 --> 00:38:23,615
What the fuck! You know why
we spent 15.000 euros on the barn.

301
00:38:23,641 --> 00:38:25,349
We threw the boxes every year,

302
00:38:25,442 --> 00:38:28,441
because of the mold. What am I to do?
There's no money.

303
00:38:28,817 --> 00:38:31,949
We have to pay the workers
who work day and fucking night!

304
00:39:02,241 --> 00:39:04,240
<i>Every day, on the bus home from work,</i>

305
00:39:04,387 --> 00:39:06,442
<i>I pass by the Escurial,</i>

306
00:39:07,720 --> 00:39:09,400
<i>Aix-les-Bains's cinema.</i>

307
00:39:11,491 --> 00:39:14,490
<i>And every day, during that stop,
that lasts a few seconds,</i>

308
00:39:15,082 --> 00:39:17,428
<i>I look at the movie poster.</i>

309
00:39:18,560 --> 00:39:21,365
<i>And I imagine a ton
of stories on the way.</i>

310
00:39:25,316 --> 00:39:26,649
<i>A few weeks ago,</i>

311
00:39:27,422 --> 00:39:30,443
<i>the bus got stuck for a while
at the stop in front of the cinema.</i>

312
00:39:31,019 --> 00:39:34,018
<i>I was overwhelmed
by something unstoppable,</i>

313
00:39:34,457 --> 00:39:36,727
<i>I don't even know how I ended up inside.</i>

314
00:39:38,582 --> 00:39:39,790
<i>Then it went dark...</i>

315
00:39:41,762 --> 00:39:43,011
<i>it was on a Friday.</i>

316
00:39:43,228 --> 00:39:46,810
<i>I obsessively checked my watch,
I feared I'd miss Shabbat's beginning.</i>

317
00:39:48,394 --> 00:39:50,143
<i>Then Shabbat began...</i>

318
00:39:52,323 --> 00:39:53,697
<i>and I didn't move.</i>

319
00:39:54,755 --> 00:39:57,615
<i>I was breathing fast,
my head was spinning.</i>

320
00:39:58,241 --> 00:40:00,240
<i>I thought everyone was looking at me.</i>

321
00:40:00,366 --> 00:40:02,324
<i>That my faced showed my guilt.</i>

322
00:40:04,506 --> 00:40:07,505
<i>I even thought the actress
on the screen knew.</i>

323
00:40:11,116 --> 00:40:13,865
<i>Then I got out,
thinking I'd be struck by lightning.</i>

324
00:40:15,803 --> 00:40:17,177
<i>But I took a step,</i>

325
00:40:17,872 --> 00:40:18,914
<i>and then another,</i>

326
00:40:19,693 --> 00:40:20,942
<i>and nothing happened.</i>

327
00:40:22,380 --> 00:40:24,503
<i>I came home, very late.</i>

328
00:40:24,873 --> 00:40:26,893
<i>I said the bus had an accident.</i>

329
00:40:28,616 --> 00:40:30,865
<i>And from that moment,
I never stopped lying.</i>

330
00:41:06,991 --> 00:41:08,365
Haven't you heard about Yankel?

331
00:41:08,700 --> 00:41:10,824
How did it happen?

332
00:41:11,366 --> 00:41:15,240
His brother told me he wanted
to sneak out after <i>Shabbat</i>.

333
00:41:15,581 --> 00:41:18,215
He was in his room,
he opened the window, jumped out,

334
00:41:18,241 --> 00:41:19,490
and hit his head.

335
00:41:21,498 --> 00:41:23,038
Did he have an appointment?

336
00:41:23,491 --> 00:41:24,949
I think with Hanna.

337
00:41:27,616 --> 00:41:28,865
It's awful.

338
00:41:31,700 --> 00:41:34,449
Yes, but... it was <i>Shabbat</i>.

339
00:41:58,624 --> 00:42:00,123
Help me betray you,

340
00:42:00,949 --> 00:42:04,948
you, the Eternal who was my God, give
me the strength to leave you, please.

341
00:42:05,720 --> 00:42:10,262
My life is elsewhere, far from you.
I don't want to feel this pain anymore.

342
00:42:13,991 --> 00:42:18,615
Give me the strength to leave you
and I will forget you, I promise.

343
00:42:19,471 --> 00:42:21,011
Without resentment.

344
00:42:25,977 --> 00:42:27,317
I'm so scared.

345
00:42:30,984 --> 00:42:32,108
<i>Esther!</i>

346
00:42:46,769 --> 00:42:48,018
Estie.

347
00:42:48,506 --> 00:42:52,549
You know, we'll be out the whole day,
and your mother and I thought

348
00:42:52,575 --> 00:42:56,769
maybe this would be a good chance
for you and Ariel to reconcile a little.

349
00:42:56,921 --> 00:43:00,498
- To spend some time...
- Closer.

350
00:43:01,789 --> 00:43:04,283
He's like family, by now.

351
00:43:05,914 --> 00:43:08,663
There won't be anyone
around to disturb you.

352
00:43:09,372 --> 00:43:10,706
You can talk.

353
00:43:12,025 --> 00:43:15,949
I left you some snacks in the kitchen,
so if you want to have a picnic...

354
00:43:15,975 --> 00:43:20,434
- Esther, quick, they're coming.
- No, love, she's not coming with us.

355
00:43:20,643 --> 00:43:21,767
She stays here.

356
00:43:26,464 --> 00:43:27,963
We have to fix this thing.

357
00:43:28,948 --> 00:43:32,572
- But if I touch it, it might fall down.
- Go for it.

358
00:43:34,936 --> 00:43:37,435
Anyway,
we'll have to fix it properly someday.

359
00:43:38,510 --> 00:43:40,049
Again?

360
00:43:40,075 --> 00:43:42,490
I know, it's my fault, sorry.

361
00:43:43,425 --> 00:43:45,215
I forgot to tell you.

362
00:43:45,241 --> 00:43:48,115
She called saying she'd pass by.

363
00:43:48,275 --> 00:43:51,649
She called twice already.
I don't know what to tell her.

364
00:43:53,742 --> 00:43:55,491
Madame Rubini, Mister DeAngelis.

365
00:43:55,616 --> 00:43:57,686
- Hi, Elena Rubini.
- My pleasure.

366
00:43:58,192 --> 00:43:59,941
I knew your father.

367
00:44:00,101 --> 00:44:02,100
At the time,
I managed Tropea's superstore.

368
00:44:02,561 --> 00:44:05,240
She was in charge of the
whole Casagrande group.

369
00:44:05,366 --> 00:44:06,408
I know.

370
00:44:07,477 --> 00:44:09,726
- It's so beautiful here.
- Thanks.

371
00:44:09,966 --> 00:44:13,590
I'm sorry, I'm quite busy at the moment,
I don't have much time.

372
00:44:13,616 --> 00:44:16,699
No problem, I only need a few minutes.

373
00:44:18,866 --> 00:44:21,949
I know how much Lucchetti offered you.

374
00:44:22,613 --> 00:44:24,862
- She would isolate the land...
- Yes.

375
00:44:24,950 --> 00:44:26,865
I've heard. I'm right here.

376
00:44:28,366 --> 00:44:30,490
The fact is that
there's nothing to sell.

377
00:44:31,831 --> 00:44:35,455
I thought the land west of the hill
isn't exploited at all.

378
00:44:36,698 --> 00:44:38,197
So it's no use for you.

379
00:44:38,257 --> 00:44:40,715
We had some losses this winter

380
00:44:40,741 --> 00:44:43,740
and we only use that land to increase
our olive oil's production.

381
00:44:43,766 --> 00:44:47,240
My father gave that property
to my brothers and me,

382
00:44:47,915 --> 00:44:49,955
and what he was mostly proud about

383
00:44:49,981 --> 00:44:52,217
was that nothing had changed
for generations.

384
00:44:52,700 --> 00:44:56,613
My father, and his father before him,
never sold a tree.

385
00:44:58,226 --> 00:45:00,975
I would like to honor this tradition,
you see.

386
00:45:01,241 --> 00:45:03,984
That's it.
But I appreciate your interest.

387
00:45:04,922 --> 00:45:05,964
Thank you.

388
00:45:15,310 --> 00:45:17,699
I'm sorry, I came through the roof,
I couldn't...

389
00:45:17,725 --> 00:45:19,015
No problem.

390
00:45:19,595 --> 00:45:20,637
Come in.

391
00:45:33,581 --> 00:45:35,330
I'm not here for the computer.

392
00:45:36,748 --> 00:45:37,913
Can I stay here?

393
00:45:39,603 --> 00:45:40,645
Is there something wrong?

394
00:45:45,991 --> 00:45:47,428
I don't know where to go.

395
00:45:49,366 --> 00:45:52,115
Of course. Would you like a coffee?

396
00:45:54,470 --> 00:45:55,844
Some water?

397
00:46:05,894 --> 00:46:06,936
Hello?

398
00:47:10,568 --> 00:47:13,381
Your children must be happy
to be living in such a place.

399
00:47:16,157 --> 00:47:17,281
They don't live here.

400
00:47:19,241 --> 00:47:21,574
They live in Rome, with their mother.

401
00:47:22,844 --> 00:47:24,093
You know, it's...

402
00:47:24,985 --> 00:47:27,109
a bit complicated living here.

403
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:30,992
It's... I don't know how
to say it in French...

404
00:47:31,448 --> 00:47:33,447
Try saying it in Italian, I'll try.

405
00:47:34,866 --> 00:47:36,866
It's still complicated.

406
00:47:38,550 --> 00:47:39,965
It's a bit...

407
00:47:40,025 --> 00:47:42,234
You're in love with this land
you've inherited.

408
00:47:44,262 --> 00:47:45,303
Yes.

409
00:47:46,025 --> 00:47:48,524
This and you need to be
a little fool, too.

410
00:47:50,595 --> 00:47:51,637
Not fool.

411
00:47:52,900 --> 00:47:53,984
Only slave.

412
00:47:55,339 --> 00:47:56,381
No?

413
00:48:02,838 --> 00:48:04,060
<i>Lunch's ready!</i>

414
00:48:08,866 --> 00:48:09,908
Enjoy your meal.

415
00:48:35,325 --> 00:48:37,615
- Bravo.
- Good job.

416
00:48:49,046 --> 00:48:50,670
<i>Life is incredible.</i>

417
00:48:51,866 --> 00:48:55,115
You can't remember it, but 30 years ago,
I lived the same scene.

418
00:48:55,552 --> 00:49:00,176
Your father, the Georgian workers,
your mother dancing, Silvia was little...

419
00:49:02,706 --> 00:49:05,921
My Giorgia was there too,
may she rest in peace.

420
00:49:08,011 --> 00:49:12,135
Your song is too sad,
we'll all end up in tears.

421
00:49:47,685 --> 00:49:49,518
Bravo!

422
00:49:55,012 --> 00:49:58,720
The little French went away.
She thanks you for the invitation.

423
00:50:01,700 --> 00:50:03,199
She's the cutest thing.

424
00:51:00,796 --> 00:51:02,067
Esther?

425
00:51:07,866 --> 00:51:08,908
Esther?

426
00:51:27,067 --> 00:51:28,109
Esther?

427
00:54:19,407 --> 00:54:22,406
Don't stop, please.
Pretend you didn't see him.

428
00:54:37,013 --> 00:54:38,055
Thanks.

429
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:43,865
They want me to marry him.

430
00:54:52,172 --> 00:54:53,214
Okay, Claudia.

431
00:54:55,033 --> 00:54:56,074
Yes.

432
00:54:56,784 --> 00:54:57,825
When?

433
00:54:59,852 --> 00:55:01,686
Why are you only telling me now?

434
00:55:08,241 --> 00:55:10,859
I'll try, but I can't be sure.

435
00:55:13,011 --> 00:55:14,135
Okay. Bye.

436
00:56:17,950 --> 00:56:20,623
- Are you in a hurry?
- Not at all.

437
00:56:21,102 --> 00:56:23,235
I have to buy something for my ex-wife.

438
00:56:24,741 --> 00:56:30,101
5.700 in the back, 6.000 here,
6.500 for the Mister.

439
00:56:30,644 --> 00:56:35,006
7.000 for the standing Mister. Giorgia?

440
00:56:35,151 --> 00:56:37,965
- 7.800.
- 7.800 on the phone!

441
00:56:38,033 --> 00:56:40,616
8.000 for the Madame in front of me.

442
00:56:40,846 --> 00:56:44,761
8.000... and it's sold to the lady.

443
00:56:45,671 --> 00:56:49,255
Now let's move onto
this unique work by Franco Tozzi,

444
00:56:49,450 --> 00:56:52,865
bids start from 1.500 euros.

445
00:56:53,366 --> 00:56:56,615
1.500? Isn't that a little high?
It isn't that pretty anyway.

446
00:56:57,116 --> 00:56:58,824
It's awful.

447
00:56:59,591 --> 00:57:03,165
- But it's what I came to buy.
- That is what she wants you to buy?

448
00:57:03,255 --> 00:57:05,588
1.800 at my left...

449
00:57:06,430 --> 00:57:10,344
It's not for her. A buyer
offered her 5.000 euros.

450
00:57:11,046 --> 00:57:12,158
She will be happy.

451
00:57:12,484 --> 00:57:15,442
2.500? Sold to the Mister.

452
00:57:15,755 --> 00:57:21,025
And now, onto this extraordinary
painting by Modigliani,

453
00:57:21,157 --> 00:57:25,490
a limited run lithography
dedicated to his Jeanne.

454
00:57:25,726 --> 00:57:28,949
Bidding start from 70.000 euros.

455
00:57:29,768 --> 00:57:31,892
- Do you mind staying a little longer?
- No.

456
00:57:32,116 --> 00:57:35,865
75 for the Mister, 80, Madame.

457
00:57:36,414 --> 00:57:38,663
90 for the Mister there in front row.

458
00:57:39,372 --> 00:57:42,456
100.000 euros in the back. Someone else?

459
00:57:42,991 --> 00:57:45,356
110.000, Mister.

460
00:57:45,950 --> 00:57:48,324
- It's so much money.
- Don't worry.

461
00:57:48,824 --> 00:57:52,763
This is a limited run lithography.

462
00:57:54,644 --> 00:57:57,574
130.000, Mister.

463
00:58:01,991 --> 00:58:03,615
Okay, now it's 150.000.

464
00:58:05,075 --> 00:58:07,699
150... 170.000 for Madame!

465
00:58:07,825 --> 00:58:10,574
- You're crazy.
- It's worth twice this price.

466
00:58:10,825 --> 00:58:13,074
- On the telephone?
- Nothing yet.

467
00:58:13,200 --> 00:58:16,699
Nothing on the telephone... 180.000
for Madame who raised her hand.

468
00:58:17,200 --> 00:58:19,099
200.000.

469
00:58:21,628 --> 00:58:23,636
- Shall we go?
- 200.000 going once,

470
00:58:23,749 --> 00:58:25,414
200.000 going twice...

471
00:58:26,964 --> 00:58:29,628
250.000 for the Mister
who raised his hand.

472
00:58:30,124 --> 00:58:32,290
<i>- Is it true you studied art?
- Yes.</i>

473
00:58:33,700 --> 00:58:35,991
I was fond of Modigliani
back then already.

474
00:58:37,567 --> 00:58:40,816
One day,
my brother and I were at an auction,

475
00:58:42,505 --> 00:58:45,588
and there was a painting by Modigliani.

476
00:58:46,525 --> 00:58:49,524
I raised my hand to bid 600.000 euros.

477
00:58:50,449 --> 00:58:54,164
My brother was on the other side of the
room and we made the bids rise up.

478
00:58:54,381 --> 00:58:56,601
Up to the limit.

479
00:58:58,491 --> 00:58:59,740
And it became

480
00:59:00,810 --> 00:59:02,658
our favorite game.

481
00:59:03,700 --> 00:59:05,615
It was like being at a casino.

482
00:59:07,866 --> 00:59:10,699
I managed to build
a fantastic collection.

483
00:59:12,268 --> 00:59:16,553
I almost bought Picasso, De Chirico...

484
00:59:18,677 --> 00:59:19,926
Kandinsky,

485
00:59:20,546 --> 00:59:22,545
and I don't know how many Modigliani!

486
00:59:23,033 --> 00:59:24,407
But you didn't have anything.

487
00:59:24,991 --> 00:59:27,365
But I do. They're all here.

488
00:59:28,741 --> 00:59:30,490
I look at them anytime I like.

489
00:59:31,873 --> 00:59:34,372
I admire them, rearrange them...

490
00:59:34,672 --> 00:59:36,212
I don't even need a safe.

491
00:59:38,616 --> 00:59:39,990
Have you ever been scared?

492
00:59:42,074 --> 00:59:43,790
Almost... many times.

493
00:59:44,656 --> 00:59:45,705
Almost?

494
01:00:12,866 --> 01:00:16,240
Around here, we say that's like
a bunch of fairies in the air.

495
01:00:17,901 --> 01:00:19,275
Do you believe in fairies?

496
01:00:21,262 --> 01:00:23,051
Well, you believe in God.

497
01:00:28,803 --> 01:00:29,887
Thanks.

498
01:00:30,687 --> 01:00:32,476
I almost had a terrible day.

499
01:00:35,866 --> 01:00:38,324
And instead,
you almost bought a Modigliani.

500
01:00:50,644 --> 01:00:51,686
Good night.

501
01:02:10,075 --> 01:02:11,324
What game are you playing?

502
01:02:13,491 --> 01:02:15,949
Ariel waited for you all day long.
Where were you?

503
01:02:18,867 --> 01:02:20,116
Where were you?

504
01:02:23,700 --> 01:02:26,824
You're 26, you're still not married.
Do you realize it?

505
01:02:27,275 --> 01:02:30,024
Do you know what they will say about you
in Aix-les-Bains?

506
01:02:51,436 --> 01:02:52,477
Knock, knock!

507
01:05:00,513 --> 01:05:01,555
Excuse me.

508
01:05:14,164 --> 01:05:17,538
<i>Some say Moses didn't want to die.</i>

509
01:05:19,866 --> 01:05:25,449
<i>No, Moses wasn't accepting
the idea that God wouldn't let him enter</i>

510
01:05:25,825 --> 01:05:27,005
<i>the promised land.</i>

511
01:05:27,700 --> 01:05:31,449
<i>While the Jews, who he brought there,
were allowed to enter.</i>

512
01:05:34,366 --> 01:05:39,074
Mom, why didn't you tell me Estie and
Ariel where in the living room? I went in.

513
01:05:39,491 --> 01:05:41,824
- Was it all good?
- Yes, it seemed okay.

514
01:05:43,421 --> 01:05:46,553
Bless my daughter with
children who will serve you,

515
01:05:47,485 --> 01:05:50,984
bless them, and they will
obey you ever day of their life.

516
01:05:53,490 --> 01:05:56,114
And the rage of Moses
was so much that God

517
01:05:56,575 --> 01:06:00,199
finally told him: "Moses,

518
01:06:00,289 --> 01:06:03,060
climb the mount Nebo,

519
01:06:03,616 --> 01:06:07,199
and then, turn back and look".

520
01:06:07,824 --> 01:06:09,698
And the <i>Midrash</i> says

521
01:06:10,213 --> 01:06:13,865
that Moses was pushed
into time and future,

522
01:06:14,193 --> 01:06:18,130
finding himself in a house of studies,

523
01:06:18,644 --> 01:06:22,075
where one of the biggest
scholars we have, Rabbi Akiva,

524
01:06:22,415 --> 01:06:25,242
was teaching the most complex secrets

525
01:06:25,763 --> 01:06:27,985
of the <i>Torah</i>.

526
01:06:28,896 --> 01:06:32,720
Even Moses himself wasn't able
to understand them!

527
01:06:32,866 --> 01:06:38,699
One of the students asked: "Rabbi,
how do you know all you teach us?"

528
01:06:39,400 --> 01:06:40,442
Elio!

529
01:06:44,519 --> 01:06:50,268
And Akiba replied: "Everything I
know God gave Moses on mount Sinai.

530
01:06:50,846 --> 01:06:55,740
But it's Moses himself who gave me
all this wisdom".

531
01:06:56,567 --> 01:06:58,066
Every generation

532
01:06:58,519 --> 01:07:00,893
germinates what the previous one
has planted,

533
01:07:01,101 --> 01:07:03,310
and who will never see those blooms.

534
01:07:04,122 --> 01:07:07,463
Our future is not in front of us,
but behind.

535
01:07:07,610 --> 01:07:11,149
In the traces left by our steps.

536
01:07:11,671 --> 01:07:13,380
And only those

537
01:07:14,116 --> 01:07:17,990
who survive us will see their future
in there.

538
01:07:23,505 --> 01:07:26,049
- What are you doing?
- We can't talk with all this noise.

539
01:07:26,075 --> 01:07:27,741
Aren't you interested
by my father's words?

540
01:07:27,766 --> 01:07:29,765
What do you want us to speak about?

541
01:07:59,386 --> 01:08:00,427
Sorry.

542
01:08:47,422 --> 01:08:49,171
I'm going to check on the kids.

543
01:09:08,838 --> 01:09:09,880
Are you okay?

544
01:09:11,422 --> 01:09:12,587
Yes, why?

545
01:09:17,977 --> 01:09:19,450
Are you angry at her?

546
01:09:23,214 --> 01:09:24,256
Why?

547
01:09:25,372 --> 01:09:26,996
She has the right not to love me.

548
01:09:28,164 --> 01:09:29,497
If she doesn't like me...

549
01:09:30,238 --> 01:09:32,612
According to the <i>Torah</i>,
it's not important if she does.

550
01:09:32,845 --> 01:09:34,010
Stop.

551
01:09:35,977 --> 01:09:37,311
Ouch!

552
01:09:46,866 --> 01:09:48,074
Show me.

553
01:09:51,101 --> 01:09:52,143
What's wrong?

554
01:10:14,749 --> 01:10:15,873
Come.

555
01:10:28,553 --> 01:10:31,428
<i>Hi Guéoula,
good job in finding a nickname.</i>

556
01:10:32,199 --> 01:10:34,198
<i>Have they combined a shiddour for you?</i>

557
01:10:35,720 --> 01:10:37,594
<i>Yes, it was shocking.</i>

558
01:10:38,033 --> 01:10:41,282
<i>Nobody notified me, but I'm sure
the whole family knew.</i>

559
01:10:42,303 --> 01:10:43,677
<i>I wanted to scream.</i>

560
01:10:44,818 --> 01:10:46,358
<i>We have nothing in common.</i>

561
01:10:47,685 --> 01:10:49,309
<i>That happened to me, too, Guéoula,</i>

562
01:10:49,942 --> 01:10:51,595
<i>but I decided to accept it.</i>

563
01:10:51,963 --> 01:10:54,296
<i>It would have been too hard
to leave everything.</i>

564
01:10:55,866 --> 01:10:57,782
<i>And then I got used to it.</i>

565
01:10:58,914 --> 01:11:01,164
<i>Even if my husband and I
are very different,</i>

566
01:11:03,497 --> 01:11:05,371
<i>he does its best to be nice.</i>

567
01:11:06,332 --> 01:11:08,456
<i>And now we have two beautiful children.</i>

568
01:11:25,094 --> 01:11:28,137
<i>Maybe the true bravery is to stay.</i>

569
01:11:53,735 --> 01:11:55,859
<i>You don't belong to this forum, Dalila.</i>

570
01:11:56,303 --> 01:12:00,552
<i>Maybe it's easy for you to pretend.
But many can't.</i>

571
01:12:01,950 --> 01:12:03,707
<i>If I'm here, Godine,</i>

572
01:12:04,338 --> 01:12:07,546
<i>it's because I've been there, and we can
make it without giving everything up.</i>

573
01:12:08,943 --> 01:12:12,557
<i>Without hurting your family
and those who love you.</i>

574
01:12:20,172 --> 01:12:22,712
<i>It's true, it's hard at first...</i>

575
01:12:23,741 --> 01:12:25,311
<i>but then you get used to it.</i>

576
01:12:29,590 --> 01:12:30,839
<i>Guéoula,</i>

577
01:12:30,865 --> 01:12:34,573
<i>I feel you, but don't let
desperation take over.</i>

578
01:12:36,512 --> 01:12:38,832
<i>I would've regretted it,
if I had left the path.</i>

579
01:12:45,380 --> 01:12:46,421
<i>Guéoula,</i>

580
01:12:48,268 --> 01:12:52,726
<i>the first book I read,
once I left this life, was a Camus one.</i>

581
01:12:54,185 --> 01:12:58,408
<i>There was this sentence,
and I thought he wrote it for me.</i>

582
01:13:00,665 --> 01:13:05,414
<i>"To be different means, perhaps,
to be brave enough to be ourselves".</i>

583
01:13:18,019 --> 01:13:19,061
Elio!

584
01:13:20,457 --> 01:13:21,498
I'm coming.

585
01:13:26,921 --> 01:13:31,545
Wait, let me put this bandage on it,
or it'll seem weird.

586
01:14:06,123 --> 01:14:07,165
Done.

587
01:14:15,950 --> 01:14:19,740
Honey, listen...
Giorgio, come here, translate!

588
01:14:24,677 --> 01:14:27,176
We'll have a little party tonight.

589
01:14:27,645 --> 01:14:30,644
To celebrate the harvest
and your departure.

590
01:14:31,623 --> 01:14:35,913
I know it won't be easy for you,
but I'd love for you to come.

591
01:14:36,435 --> 01:14:38,684
Late at night, it won't start before 10.

592
01:14:45,289 --> 01:14:46,538
Hi, honey.

593
01:14:48,247 --> 01:14:50,871
Tonight, here, party.

594
01:14:52,546 --> 01:14:55,074
After ten...

595
01:14:55,116 --> 01:14:57,115
So you lived five years in France, huh?

596
01:14:57,316 --> 01:14:59,025
What the hell did you do there?

597
01:14:59,366 --> 01:15:01,421
Just go, I can do it by myself!

598
01:15:04,116 --> 01:15:06,199
Tonight, 10:00.

599
01:15:06,685 --> 01:15:08,768
Party. Come!

600
01:15:10,213 --> 01:15:12,462
Are you coming? We have to pack.

601
01:15:13,338 --> 01:15:15,143
Yes, I'm almost done.

602
01:15:19,296 --> 01:15:23,005
You know, Chaoul cuts off chickens heads
at Rainey's slaughterhouse.

603
01:15:26,088 --> 01:15:27,462
It's weird.

604
01:15:30,360 --> 01:15:32,524
Estie,
do you think he'll watch me dance?

605
01:16:13,818 --> 01:16:15,964
- Do you want it?
- Thanks.

606
01:16:20,581 --> 01:16:22,164
- Cheers!
- Cheers!

607
01:16:41,616 --> 01:16:44,824
- No more songs?
- We're tired.

608
01:17:01,741 --> 01:17:02,865
Is it better?

609
01:17:04,969 --> 01:17:07,718
Don't worry, we'll finish later.

610
01:17:09,052 --> 01:17:10,676
I'll bring you somewhere.

611
01:18:27,957 --> 01:18:29,672
This is the Garden of Eden!

612
01:18:30,817 --> 01:18:33,275
My father used to call it the same way.

613
01:18:40,768 --> 01:18:42,642
Can't you play outside?

614
01:18:44,866 --> 01:18:46,365
Mom, have you seen Estie?

615
01:18:50,866 --> 01:18:55,490
Kids, if you see Esther, tell her
we're tired of packing by ourselves.

616
01:18:56,832 --> 01:18:58,665
And tell here we're waiting for her.

617
01:19:05,235 --> 01:19:07,359
You're the first person I take here.

618
01:19:11,241 --> 01:19:13,463
It wasn't up to me to
take care of this land.

619
01:19:14,039 --> 01:19:16,622
My brothers didn't want to,
so I came back from Rome.

620
01:19:20,414 --> 01:19:22,755
What I liked was to draw.

621
01:19:24,199 --> 01:19:26,476
I saw the hands on
the walls at your place.

622
01:19:27,268 --> 01:19:29,017
I couldn't help but notice.

623
01:19:31,323 --> 01:19:32,822
I love drawing hands.

624
01:19:34,693 --> 01:19:38,483
It took me some time to love the hands
of those who work the soil.

625
01:19:40,845 --> 01:19:42,678
What do you think of mine?

626
01:19:45,145 --> 01:19:47,560
Pale, thin...

627
01:19:49,442 --> 01:19:50,525
delicate.

628
01:19:52,623 --> 01:19:54,123
Chiseled fingers,

629
01:19:55,366 --> 01:19:58,240
with subtle blue veining.

630
01:20:27,387 --> 01:20:31,761
As a child I adored reading the veining
of the lemons my father brought from here.

631
01:20:33,428 --> 01:20:35,805
I would read the future
of all my sisters at the same way.

632
01:20:36,575 --> 01:20:39,268
- Did you guess something right?
- Not at all.

633
01:20:40,811 --> 01:20:42,783
But I loved to tell my stories.

634
01:20:43,430 --> 01:20:45,928
They'd asked:
"Are you sure this is what it says?"

635
01:20:50,311 --> 01:20:52,185
What importance does it have though?

636
01:20:53,866 --> 01:20:55,740
It's the story we tell that's important.

637
01:20:58,227 --> 01:20:59,269
Don't you think?

638
01:21:02,060 --> 01:21:04,309
I was raised with one story only.

639
01:21:06,180 --> 01:21:10,428
The one my father told me
the first time he took me here.

640
01:21:17,046 --> 01:21:19,795
My father was a really serious man.

641
01:21:27,561 --> 01:21:28,810
Everyone would be impressed.

642
01:21:31,518 --> 01:21:34,393
That day he sat down,
his back turned to the sea.

643
01:21:35,025 --> 01:21:37,206
He showed me our land and said:

644
01:21:39,116 --> 01:21:42,240
"It's those you should look at."

645
01:21:44,102 --> 01:21:45,476
He was tearing up.

646
01:21:47,240 --> 01:21:49,372
And it was weird because all of a sudden

647
01:21:51,074 --> 01:21:52,893
I wasn't afraid of him no more.

648
01:21:55,512 --> 01:22:00,038
And I thought: "This must be a magic
place to have such an influence on him".

649
01:22:01,220 --> 01:22:04,283
And I thought that all the truth
of the world was here.

650
01:22:07,373 --> 01:22:09,268
And I had to be faithful to it.

651
01:22:29,157 --> 01:22:30,865
To me, faithfulness is something else.

652
01:22:31,985 --> 01:22:34,024
It's not to reproduce in the same way.

653
01:22:35,325 --> 01:22:37,490
Do you know why the
messengers came here?

654
01:22:38,573 --> 01:22:41,572
Because here grows the
fruit that no land could create.

655
01:22:42,512 --> 01:22:45,525
Maybe the fruit of the Garden of Eden
itself was planted here.

656
01:22:47,615 --> 01:22:50,614
It wasn't a detour,
as my father said on the first night.

657
01:22:51,706 --> 01:22:53,580
This detour is still the path.

658
01:22:56,428 --> 01:22:57,927
Maybe it's the path.

659
01:23:04,046 --> 01:23:06,170
Esther... are you coming?

660
01:23:18,748 --> 01:23:23,163
<i>Elio, I'm sorry. Don't be angry,
but we won't be able to pass by.</i>

661
01:23:23,928 --> 01:23:28,199
<i>School will start soon,
and I have plenty to do for the kids...</i>

662
01:23:28,533 --> 01:23:31,241
<i>and they want to go back to Rome
to their friends.</i>

663
01:23:32,456 --> 01:23:37,387
<i>Anyway, I don't want to bother you,
the time of the harvest is close,</i>

664
01:23:37,873 --> 01:23:39,413
<i>and you must be exhausted.</i>

665
01:23:42,395 --> 01:23:46,352
<i>The little one always asks about you.
Try to come to Rome whenever you can.</i>

666
01:23:46,997 --> 01:23:51,498
<i>And you can bring me the painting, too.
Thanks. Bye.</i>

667
01:25:47,055 --> 01:25:48,096
Darling!

668
01:25:55,199 --> 01:25:56,241
Come.

669
01:25:59,873 --> 01:26:02,707
Maria Rosaria, please, bring a glass.

670
01:26:14,524 --> 01:26:15,566
Cheers!

671
01:28:45,789 --> 01:28:46,872
<i>Dad...</i>

672
01:28:48,359 --> 01:28:51,601
<i>I'm writing you this letter, because I
wouldn't be able to tell you otherwise.</i>

673
01:28:55,407 --> 01:28:56,448
<i>That's a pity.</i>

674
01:28:57,796 --> 01:28:58,838
<i>And that's sad.</i>

675
01:29:02,797 --> 01:29:05,337
<i>You passed me down your
obsession for perfectionism...</i>

676
01:29:05,796 --> 01:29:08,961
<i>your eyes, the color of your hair,
your long and thin fingers.</i>

677
01:29:11,852 --> 01:29:13,726
<i>You taught me to follow my truth.</i>

678
01:29:16,650 --> 01:29:19,024
<i>But my truth is different from yours,
today.</i>

679
01:29:19,908 --> 01:29:21,366
<i>My answers are different.</i>

680
01:29:23,497 --> 01:29:26,371
<i>I will take a very different direction
from yours, Dad.</i>

681
01:29:28,372 --> 01:29:29,456
<i>Forgive me.</i>

682
01:29:33,735 --> 01:29:35,524
<i>I will miss you so much.</i>

683
01:33:10,206 --> 01:33:12,330
<i>Ruben! Stay close to me.</i>

684
01:33:14,075 --> 01:33:17,865
I will pray so that you'll
be saved this next year, too.

685
01:33:19,943 --> 01:33:21,067
Thank you.

686
01:34:51,602 --> 01:34:52,892
Don't give up.

687
01:38:30,741 --> 01:38:34,907
To my mother Elena Sperling



