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ABOUT DRY GRASSES

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Here.

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This is for you.

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Thanks. What is it?

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The olive oil you liked.

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- From the farm?
- Yes, cold-pressed.

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Thanks.

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Did you go anywhere on holiday?

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No. How could I?

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Lots of trouble at the village.

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My dad got worse again.

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Hospital and injections.

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With my mother, it's another story.
She's all upset.

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About what?

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Because I'm not married.

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Same old story.

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But she's really out of control now.

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Sulking, cross. Even got sick.

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Really?

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Spent holiday in bed because of that.

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As if there was a decent girl
and I didn't like her!

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Be careful, they want to tax bachelors.

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Stop it.

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Believe me, my holiday was exhausting.

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- Welcome back, sir.
- Thanks.

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- Welcome back.
- Thanks, thanks.

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Cut it out, boy!

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- Good morning.
- Yeah, good morning.

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Well, well, well!

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The teacher of teachers, welcome!

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Hey, Nail, how's things?

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Fine, fine.

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Came back to the coral?

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Yeah, what else can you do?

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- Is everyone here?
- They are.

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- Hey, Samet!
- Yes?

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I got new chickens.

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From now on, you can get eggs from me.

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Okay, we'll see.

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Tell the others, okay?

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All right.

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Hi.

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Welcome back.

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Is this all of us?

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We're not enough for you, Samet?

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With you here, how could it not be enough?

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Firdevs the Great!

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That's right!

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Just don't want to be the sucker
who showed up on time.

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No, everyone's here.

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It was so hard for me
to get out of bed today.

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We get used to being lazy
so quickly, don't we?

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- Right.
- Bekir isn't here?

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He's in his office. Had breakfast?

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I haven't and probably won't.

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If Firdevs isn't eating, me either.

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She knows why.

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Stop teasing me.
Give me the other one, Nail.

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- Try the honey.
- From your hometown?

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My brother's hives.

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- Morning all. Bon appétit.
- Good morning.

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There's a cigarette butt in my cup.
Nail, what the hell?

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Must be the plumbers during the holidays.

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Had I seen, I'd have stopped them.

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That's outrageous.

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They even took the broken taps with them!

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Outrageous.

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Come sit down. The food's almost gone.

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- Here's your tea.
- Thank you.

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Nail says he has eggs.
Did he tell you too?

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What's up, Samet?
Are you getting a commission?

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This job doesn't pay enough.
What else can I do?

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His kids are in high school.
He needs help.

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Sorry, I can't eat
this local stuff anymore.

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You buy perfume from peddlers.
Why not eggs?

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What do you mean?

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The perfumes were original.

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I swear. They really were.

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I checked the internet.
I would never buy fakes.

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I checked too.

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They sell things left behind at airports.

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So they're originals.

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When did you
find all this stuff out, Kenan?

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The guy wasn't lying.

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What's he doing with original perfumes
out here in nowhere?

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- Doesn't sound right to me.
- Why not?

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His tracksuits were fake.

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But he told us they were fake.

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Only after he found out
I'm a sports teacher.

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How could he know you're a sports teacher?

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Because he saw me in a tracksuit.

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Why would he hide it?
He can sell tracksuits, too.

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The man showed a little honesty

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to make you believe a bigger lie.

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A tracksuit counts.

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- How do you know?
- Well, how do you know?

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All right, it's original.

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It was original.
I get allergies otherwise.

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Morning. That's quite a spread.

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Who prepared these?

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Kevser did, bless her.

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What about the schedule?

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Bekir's preparing it now.

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He'll be here soon.

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Take your old classes again for today.

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Here's notebooks.

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Then we'll see.

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Very funny. But you didn't scare me.

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You're lying. I saw you flinch.

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Me, flinch?

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You shrunk back.

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That's not fear.

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That's just a reflex.

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It's the same, sir.

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All right, have it your way.

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Here, this is for you.

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It's heavy. I nearly threw it away.

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Oh, so beautiful.

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- You like it?
- A mirror!

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Look at it later at home.

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Thanks very much.

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Don't worry, I won't show anyone.

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Sir.

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You said you had an extra bedstead

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that you wanted to give away.

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- You still have it?
- Yes.

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I know someone who needs it.

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Who?

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Emirhan in the 8th grade.

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It's in the basement.

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But let me check first. Okay?

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Now off to class.

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The teacher's here.

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Come on, sit down.

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Right, enough. Everyone sit down.

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Don't throw the markers on the floor.
Pick them up.

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They keep getting lost. Put their caps on.

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Sit down.

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Holiday's over.

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Yes, sir, it's over.

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How was it?

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Good.

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Mine wasn't.

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Did you miss school?

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Hey, what's going on?

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Holiday's over.

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It's a new semester.

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Yes.

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I'm your class teacher again.

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Okay.

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If you have any problems, come to me.

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All right.

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But not for nonsense,
like "my friend hit me", okay?

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But sir, he keeps kicking me.

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He won't anymore.

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But he does.

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Welcome back.

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C'mon, I'm gonna see Vahit.

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I tried calling over the holidays.

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They cut my phone cause of the bill.

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Don't need it anyway.

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I can't even pay you back yet,
but I will soon.

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Forget it.

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And the security job?

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It was a bunch of lies.

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They'd rather get a dog than hire me.

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I was stupid to get my hopes up.

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They were right.

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Why hire a terrorist like you?

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For sure.

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<i>Welcome back, teacher.</i>

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<i>Come, there's tea brewing at headquarters.</i>

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But I'll be gone soon anyhow.

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I might have a job in a nightclub.

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Where?

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In Varto.

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There's a nightclub in Varto?

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- Good money?
- Whatever they pay is fine.

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Good thing I gave up smoking

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or I'd be collecting butts in the streets.

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You're still in the twilight zone then.

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Fine, go.

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I'll come fucking visit.

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Where've you been, motherfucker?

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Why would I come here
when it's full of lowlifes?

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That was two hours ago.

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Asshole.

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Don't piss me off.

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Seref, three teas.

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Forget tea. Fetch what's behind the boxes.

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I'd fetch you a punch in the face,

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but it'd be rude to the teacher.

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Welcome, by the way.

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Thanks.

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I say to him,

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"I'll pay you. Get those boxes down."

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Say that when no one's around, then.

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What are you talking about?

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Was I supposed to kick them out?

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Unbelievable, he can't
make it over here in 20 minutes.

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When there's whisky and stuff,

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he's here in a sec.

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Stop going on and fucking bring it out.

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It's gone. Finished.

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Shouldn't have ordered tea for me.

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Can't go without having tea. No way.

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He'll have tea at army headquarters.

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No way. I'm not going there.

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He can drink both here and there.

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We're wine people.

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Forget about whisky.
It's not for lefties like you.

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What's this? Like a fairy chimney. Wow.

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But it's all made in factories now.

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They say it tastes the same.

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- No problem. Wine's wine.
- Fill it up.

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There's a bunch of mangy dogs
around the school.

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Can't we do something?

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They won't harm the kids.

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I don't mean the kids, but the dogs.

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Poor things. They scratch all day long.

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You see how people live here.

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How do you expect anyone
to care about the dogs

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when no one cares about people?

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That's right, but...

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You start caring about every living thing,

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you won't last long here, my friend.

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Did you always not give a fuck
or is it just now in the army?

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What do you mean, sir?

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Fill these out
and bring them back to me. Okay?

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Yes, sir.

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If I'm not here,
give them to whoever's in charge.

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Yes, sir.

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Well, Erdi?

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I put it here.

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Did I ask you that?

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Someone must've moved it.

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Did I ask you that?

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I don't understand.

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Did I ask you that?

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Were you always a lazy fucker
or is it just now in the army?

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Maybe someone moved it.

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Answer my fucking question.

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Yes, sir, I always was.

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What were you, Erdi?

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A lazy fucker, sir.

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Good job, you told the truth.
Go get us tea.

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Yes, sir.

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I love when a man tells the truth.

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Really. He's a great kid.

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Welcome back again.

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Tell me what you've been up to.
How was it?

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It was nice to go home.
But it's the same old routine.

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- Good.
- What about you?

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We don't get holidays like you.

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We hang around here.
We went to Erzurum once.

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The kids kept going on
about the shopping mall.

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Otherwise nothing.

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Hey, Berkcan, your thing is sorted.
I talked to them.

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Really? Thank you, sir.

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It wasn't easy, but I managed it.

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Thank you, sir.

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I appreciate it.

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Go on, carry on with your work.

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And shut the door.

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We have a female sergeant here,
named Dilek.

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I think you'd be right for each other.

269
00:15:59,090 --> 00:16:01,048
Don't laugh like that.

270
00:16:01,048 --> 00:16:02,798
I want to introduce you.

271
00:16:02,798 --> 00:16:04,090
No, no way.

272
00:16:04,090 --> 00:16:05,798
Why do you say no flat out?

273
00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:08,715
Meet her, get to know her, text her.

274
00:16:08,715 --> 00:16:11,465
If you don't like her, no problem.

275
00:16:11,465 --> 00:16:13,631
Who knows, it could lead to marriage.

276
00:16:13,631 --> 00:16:17,006
What are you doing? I'm still young.

277
00:16:17,131 --> 00:16:19,173
Stop being so shy. Take action.

278
00:16:19,173 --> 00:16:21,173
- I'm not shy.
- Wait a minute.

279
00:16:21,173 --> 00:16:23,423
What are you doing? Stop it.

280
00:16:23,423 --> 00:16:26,090
Wait a minute.
I'll ask her to come. Hello?

281
00:16:26,090 --> 00:16:28,798
No. Leave it.

282
00:16:28,798 --> 00:16:31,590
I'm telling you I'm not interested.

283
00:16:33,923 --> 00:16:37,090
I don't believe it.
You're crazy, you know.

284
00:16:37,090 --> 00:16:41,173
Fine, but you're always
hanging out with the wrong people.

285
00:16:42,256 --> 00:16:43,298
Why?

286
00:16:44,090 --> 00:16:47,173
The other day we were checking IDs
in the tea house.

287
00:16:47,173 --> 00:16:49,215
That guy, the one I just saw you with.

288
00:16:49,798 --> 00:16:51,173
He's got an attitude.

289
00:16:51,173 --> 00:16:53,756
"Why do I have to show ID in my hometown?"

290
00:16:54,381 --> 00:16:56,256
I told him to cut the crap.

291
00:16:56,256 --> 00:16:58,215
It's a routine check. Shut up.

292
00:16:58,215 --> 00:16:59,672
Really? So?

293
00:16:59,672 --> 00:17:02,672
So, nothing.
He fucking showed it of course.

294
00:17:02,672 --> 00:17:05,131
The guy's an asshole.

295
00:17:05,131 --> 00:17:06,215
Seriously.

296
00:17:06,756 --> 00:17:09,840
All the losers around here
end up at our door.

297
00:17:10,090 --> 00:17:12,797
You really have your work cut out.

298
00:17:12,797 --> 00:17:14,297
You don't know the half of it.

299
00:17:14,422 --> 00:17:15,797
The other day,

300
00:17:16,547 --> 00:17:19,422
some guy calls the station
stranded on the road.

301
00:17:19,422 --> 00:17:23,465
Had to go in the middle of the night,
find gas and fill his tank.

302
00:17:23,465 --> 00:17:24,590
Really?

303
00:17:24,590 --> 00:17:25,757
Better believe it.

304
00:18:55,965 --> 00:18:57,590
- Hello.
- Hi.

305
00:18:57,590 --> 00:18:59,672
- It's Nuray, isn't it?
- Yes.

306
00:18:59,672 --> 00:19:02,507
- I hope you didn't wait long.
- No, it's fine.

307
00:19:02,507 --> 00:19:03,547
Have a seat.

308
00:19:04,507 --> 00:19:06,047
Would you like tea or coffee?

309
00:19:07,632 --> 00:19:09,007
I'd like a weak tea.

310
00:19:29,590 --> 00:19:30,715
Thanks.

311
00:19:32,257 --> 00:19:34,007
Weak enough?

312
00:19:34,007 --> 00:19:35,672
That's fine.

313
00:19:35,672 --> 00:19:36,882
Sugar's here.

314
00:19:36,882 --> 00:19:37,840
Thanks.

315
00:19:43,340 --> 00:19:45,507
Your school's pretty big.

316
00:19:46,882 --> 00:19:49,090
Had to ask my way to the canteen.

317
00:19:49,090 --> 00:19:52,047
Yes, large for this region perhaps.

318
00:19:53,257 --> 00:19:57,047
Compared to our dump,
everywhere seems like Paris to me.

319
00:19:58,840 --> 00:20:00,757
- Which village?
- Incesu.

320
00:20:03,215 --> 00:20:05,632
Never been,
but it must be harder than here.

321
00:20:05,882 --> 00:20:07,547
Of course.

322
00:20:09,590 --> 00:20:11,090
How long have you been there?

323
00:20:11,715 --> 00:20:12,882
This is my fourth year.

324
00:20:14,215 --> 00:20:16,340
- Enough for a transfer.
- Yes.

325
00:20:16,715 --> 00:20:18,465
Are you going to ask for one?

326
00:20:18,465 --> 00:20:19,922
You kidding?

327
00:20:20,672 --> 00:20:23,547
From the day I arrived,
I've only thought about leaving.

328
00:20:24,757 --> 00:20:26,382
- Where to?
- Istanbul.

329
00:20:32,590 --> 00:20:35,257
It can't be easy for you here either,

330
00:20:35,840 --> 00:20:37,340
after all that time in Ankara.

331
00:20:38,922 --> 00:20:40,590
That's right.

332
00:20:41,507 --> 00:20:44,382
But your family's here, I guess.
That's good.

333
00:20:44,382 --> 00:20:46,257
Sercan said something like that.

334
00:20:47,132 --> 00:20:48,297
Yes.

335
00:20:48,297 --> 00:20:50,465
You live with them or something.

336
00:20:52,007 --> 00:20:54,340
Sercan told you a lot about me, it seems.

337
00:20:54,340 --> 00:20:56,422
No, not really. Don't get the wrong idea.

338
00:20:57,672 --> 00:21:00,172
He knows I'm here.

339
00:21:00,172 --> 00:21:01,547
He insisted I call,

340
00:21:01,547 --> 00:21:03,047
said we'd get on well.

341
00:21:03,047 --> 00:21:05,132
You draw too, I guess?

342
00:21:06,340 --> 00:21:08,840
I'm just an amateur.

343
00:21:08,840 --> 00:21:11,922
Community education level.

344
00:21:11,922 --> 00:21:14,340
That's great. Really.

345
00:21:15,632 --> 00:21:17,965
I studied it at school, now I teach it.

346
00:21:17,965 --> 00:21:19,840
So I'm an art teacher,

347
00:21:19,840 --> 00:21:22,257
but I haven't drawn in a long time.

348
00:21:22,257 --> 00:21:23,632
I'm lazy, I guess.

349
00:21:26,132 --> 00:21:27,965
But sometimes I take photos.

350
00:21:27,965 --> 00:21:30,840
I head out into the wild,
things like that.

351
00:21:31,590 --> 00:21:32,632
That's nice.

352
00:22:23,340 --> 00:22:25,590
Come on, teacher.

353
00:22:25,590 --> 00:22:26,632
Thanks.

354
00:22:36,465 --> 00:22:40,090
Get a bit closer to the horse.

355
00:22:40,090 --> 00:22:42,590
Bow your head a little.

356
00:22:49,215 --> 00:22:50,882
Like this. Okay.

357
00:22:58,215 --> 00:22:59,757
Bow your head a bit more.

358
00:23:00,257 --> 00:23:01,632
Turn it this way.

359
00:23:01,632 --> 00:23:03,507
Look at me, into the lens.

360
00:23:03,507 --> 00:23:04,840
I'm taking it now.

361
00:23:48,797 --> 00:23:50,257
<i>Today we study portraits.</i>

362
00:23:50,507 --> 00:23:53,297
- What's that?
- Quiet.

363
00:23:53,297 --> 00:23:55,965
People's faces. Today you'll draw this.

364
00:23:55,965 --> 00:23:57,840
That's really hard, sir.

365
00:23:58,590 --> 00:24:01,215
It doesn't have to be exactly the same.

366
00:24:01,215 --> 00:24:04,090
Do your best. Change it if you have to.

367
00:24:04,090 --> 00:24:05,632
Try to add your own touch.

368
00:24:06,465 --> 00:24:08,465
We always draw the same things.

369
00:24:08,465 --> 00:24:11,090
Mountains, rocks, snow, donkeys.

370
00:24:11,090 --> 00:24:14,757
You draw the things you know well.
What more do you want?

371
00:24:14,757 --> 00:24:17,172
Wouldn't it be better if we drew the sea?

372
00:24:17,922 --> 00:24:19,797
The sea? What for?

373
00:24:19,797 --> 00:24:21,715
Would be nice. The sea and sun.

374
00:24:23,465 --> 00:24:27,297
But how will you draw things
you don't know well?

375
00:24:27,297 --> 00:24:28,672
But we do know them.

376
00:24:28,672 --> 00:24:32,007
How? Any of you seen the sea?

377
00:24:32,007 --> 00:24:33,382
Where did you see it?

378
00:24:33,382 --> 00:24:35,297
On TV, sir.

379
00:24:37,090 --> 00:24:39,215
I don't mean that.

380
00:24:39,215 --> 00:24:40,465
I mean in real life.

381
00:24:41,382 --> 00:24:42,672
Yes, Delila.

382
00:24:42,672 --> 00:24:46,840
I visited my aunt in Izmir.

383
00:24:46,840 --> 00:24:48,340
- You saw it there.
- Yes.

384
00:24:48,340 --> 00:24:49,922
- Did you go in?
- Yes.

385
00:24:50,422 --> 00:24:52,465
Fine. Okay.

386
00:24:52,965 --> 00:24:55,547
We can draw the sea as well.

387
00:24:58,632 --> 00:25:03,047
I'll check my photos,
then maybe we can do what you like.

388
00:25:03,047 --> 00:25:06,672
What's the name of the sea at Izmir?
Anyone know?

389
00:25:07,590 --> 00:25:09,507
What's it called? Tell me, Aylin.

390
00:25:09,507 --> 00:25:11,090
Aegean Sea, sir.

391
00:25:11,422 --> 00:25:12,797
Well done, dear.

392
00:25:13,715 --> 00:25:15,340
What other seas are there?

393
00:25:18,172 --> 00:25:19,507
Tell me, Sevim.

394
00:25:19,507 --> 00:25:23,672
Marmara Sea, Mediterranean, Black Sea.

395
00:25:23,882 --> 00:25:25,215
Good job. Bravo.

396
00:25:25,215 --> 00:25:27,297
It's always the same.

397
00:25:29,215 --> 00:25:30,965
Something wrong, Bilal?

398
00:25:30,965 --> 00:25:34,672
You always ask Sevim and her friends.

399
00:25:35,215 --> 00:25:36,507
What does that mean?

400
00:25:36,507 --> 00:25:40,422
From the start of the first semester,
you've always asked them.

401
00:25:40,422 --> 00:25:41,840
So what if I do?

402
00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:44,797
It's a kind of discrimination.

403
00:25:44,797 --> 00:25:47,047
Don't talk nonsense.

404
00:25:47,632 --> 00:25:49,547
You fool. Be smart.

405
00:25:49,547 --> 00:25:51,422
- But you always--
- Shut up!

406
00:25:51,422 --> 00:25:53,132
Be careful when you talk to me.

407
00:25:55,465 --> 00:25:57,715
Don't take advantage because I'm nice.

408
00:25:59,215 --> 00:26:00,340
Behave yourself.

409
00:26:07,090 --> 00:26:09,965
- Finish drawing.
- Can we draw something else?

410
00:26:09,965 --> 00:26:11,840
Draw whatever you want.

411
00:26:20,632 --> 00:26:22,090
I'll get the Honda.

412
00:26:23,257 --> 00:26:25,340
The Honda. I want to buy it.

413
00:26:25,340 --> 00:26:27,922
- Really?
- Yeah, life's short.

414
00:26:27,922 --> 00:26:30,590
Has he dropped the price?

415
00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:34,007
No, but I looked into it.

416
00:26:34,007 --> 00:26:35,547
It's worth it.

417
00:26:36,297 --> 00:26:39,215
- I see you've made up your mind.
- Yeah.

418
00:26:39,215 --> 00:26:40,922
It's cheap even.

419
00:26:40,922 --> 00:26:43,047
Then buy it and relax.

420
00:26:43,047 --> 00:26:44,547
Buy it. Yeah.

421
00:26:45,422 --> 00:26:47,547
- We'll drive around.
- Yeah, sure.

422
00:26:49,382 --> 00:26:51,465
What's up, girls?

423
00:26:51,465 --> 00:26:53,422
Aylin wants to call her dad

424
00:26:53,422 --> 00:26:55,382
about staying for study period.

425
00:26:55,382 --> 00:26:58,007
Study period? Never mind about that.

426
00:27:05,090 --> 00:27:07,757
Don't let anyone touch these volleyballs.

427
00:27:07,757 --> 00:27:09,922
You're usually here.

428
00:27:09,922 --> 00:27:11,882
- Send them to me.
- All right.

429
00:27:11,882 --> 00:27:15,340
They say volleyball
but keep playing football.

430
00:27:15,340 --> 00:27:17,382
All right. Is your eye better?

431
00:27:17,382 --> 00:27:19,757
- Yes.
- Here you are.

432
00:27:19,757 --> 00:27:20,922
Thank you.

433
00:27:23,340 --> 00:27:25,922
Sir, Ibrahim fell off the slide.

434
00:27:25,922 --> 00:27:27,465
Really? How?

435
00:27:28,007 --> 00:27:30,007
He was walking on it.

436
00:27:31,465 --> 00:27:33,715
He deserved it then,
if he was walking on it.

437
00:27:38,757 --> 00:27:40,172
Whoa!

438
00:27:40,172 --> 00:27:42,882
What have you done, girl?

439
00:27:43,507 --> 00:27:45,132
You've made a mess.

440
00:27:48,172 --> 00:27:49,757
What class do you have?

441
00:27:51,340 --> 00:27:52,465
Social studies.

442
00:27:56,132 --> 00:27:58,922
Mr. Kenan is so boring.

443
00:27:58,922 --> 00:28:01,297
How can you share a house with him?

444
00:28:01,797 --> 00:28:04,922
Shush. You shouldn't talk like that.

445
00:28:04,922 --> 00:28:06,132
But it's true.

446
00:28:06,132 --> 00:28:08,215
- Did your dad say yes?
- Yes.

447
00:28:08,215 --> 00:28:09,422
Okay.

448
00:28:11,090 --> 00:28:14,257
Can you let me and Aylin out of class now?

449
00:28:14,257 --> 00:28:18,297
No way. Come on, get to class.

450
00:28:18,297 --> 00:28:20,965
Mr. Kenan doesn't do anything anyway.

451
00:28:20,965 --> 00:28:23,340
He just shows dumb videos.

452
00:28:23,340 --> 00:28:24,297
That's right.

453
00:28:24,297 --> 00:28:26,422
What more do you want?

454
00:28:26,422 --> 00:28:29,422
Would you rather take notes for an hour?

455
00:28:29,422 --> 00:28:30,547
No, but...

456
00:28:30,547 --> 00:28:33,007
Come on, get to class.

457
00:28:33,007 --> 00:28:34,590
- But...
- Out of my sight!

458
00:28:34,590 --> 00:28:37,422
Don't talk about your teachers like that.

459
00:28:37,422 --> 00:28:39,632
Come on, off to class now.

460
00:29:09,672 --> 00:29:10,840
What's up?

461
00:29:11,715 --> 00:29:13,547
Let's go get water from the hill.

462
00:29:17,215 --> 00:29:18,257
Come on.

463
00:29:19,257 --> 00:29:21,047
Let's get some spring water.

464
00:29:22,632 --> 00:29:25,547
Right. If we have to suffer here,

465
00:29:26,090 --> 00:29:27,507
let's at least take advantage of that.

466
00:29:28,507 --> 00:29:29,672
Exactly.

467
00:29:59,797 --> 00:30:00,882
Look.

468
00:30:06,507 --> 00:30:07,465
Who's that?

469
00:30:09,090 --> 00:30:10,257
Is that her?

470
00:30:10,672 --> 00:30:13,340
Yeah, I told you. I met her the other day.

471
00:30:14,422 --> 00:30:15,797
Did you take that?

472
00:30:15,797 --> 00:30:17,590
No, it's her Instagram account.

473
00:30:19,257 --> 00:30:20,547
She's pretty.

474
00:30:21,547 --> 00:30:22,757
Not bad.

475
00:30:23,547 --> 00:30:25,172
- Want to meet her?
- What?

476
00:30:25,172 --> 00:30:26,382
I can introduce you.

477
00:30:28,132 --> 00:30:29,090
Why?

478
00:30:29,590 --> 00:30:31,797
I think you'd get on.
You'd suit each other.

479
00:30:33,965 --> 00:30:35,215
Why?

480
00:30:35,215 --> 00:30:38,382
I don't know, you just would.

481
00:30:38,382 --> 00:30:40,422
You're both from here.
You're both teachers.

482
00:30:42,090 --> 00:30:43,090
What does she teach?

483
00:30:43,922 --> 00:30:45,047
English.

484
00:30:47,090 --> 00:30:48,132
Nice.

485
00:30:48,882 --> 00:30:51,090
You could learn English as well.

486
00:30:51,090 --> 00:30:52,422
You always wanted to.

487
00:30:53,922 --> 00:30:55,382
And you're both Alawis.

488
00:30:56,297 --> 00:30:57,672
That's not important.

489
00:30:58,547 --> 00:31:01,382
Maybe not for you and me,

490
00:31:01,382 --> 00:31:03,632
but it is for families.

491
00:31:05,882 --> 00:31:08,215
And she's smart and intelligent.

492
00:31:09,297 --> 00:31:10,465
She does drawing and stuff.

493
00:31:15,215 --> 00:31:17,590
If she's so great,
why don't you date her?

494
00:31:19,090 --> 00:31:22,257
I'm leaving here, man.

495
00:31:22,257 --> 00:31:24,632
Besides, I don't want to get married.

496
00:31:24,632 --> 00:31:27,172
You're the one who wants to, right?

497
00:31:27,172 --> 00:31:28,297
That's true.

498
00:31:28,297 --> 00:31:31,965
Your mother will be happy.
You said she was upset about it.

499
00:31:31,965 --> 00:31:33,507
Well, yeah.

500
00:31:34,047 --> 00:31:37,132
I'll sort it out this year, anyway.

501
00:31:42,797 --> 00:31:46,047
Don't think I'm not interested
cause of her leg.

502
00:31:46,047 --> 00:31:48,132
It doesn't matter to me at all.

503
00:31:48,132 --> 00:31:50,090
You don't even really notice.

504
00:31:50,090 --> 00:31:51,797
She's just got a slight limp.

505
00:31:54,547 --> 00:31:56,257
It doesn't matter to me, either.

506
00:31:58,257 --> 00:31:59,672
Maybe it's even better.

507
00:32:01,922 --> 00:32:02,840
How?

508
00:32:04,257 --> 00:32:05,297
You know.

509
00:32:13,882 --> 00:32:15,047
Let me see.

510
00:32:31,422 --> 00:32:33,090
WE WON'T BE SILENT.

511
00:32:33,090 --> 00:32:34,672
She's left-wing, I guess.

512
00:32:46,590 --> 00:32:48,047
Yeah, she's pretty.

513
00:33:13,090 --> 00:33:14,047
She's really pretty.

514
00:33:16,172 --> 00:33:19,007
Good morning. We're doing a quick search.

515
00:33:19,465 --> 00:33:21,257
Girls line up at the board.

516
00:33:21,257 --> 00:33:22,922
Boys to the back wall.

517
00:33:23,507 --> 00:33:26,007
- Hurry up. Don't waste time.
- Be quick.

518
00:33:26,797 --> 00:33:28,465
Don't touch your bag, boy.

519
00:33:31,797 --> 00:33:32,672
Get in line.

520
00:33:45,172 --> 00:33:46,172
Where's the box?

521
00:33:46,382 --> 00:33:47,465
There.

522
00:33:54,672 --> 00:33:57,090
What's this? Who sits here?

523
00:33:57,090 --> 00:33:58,757
- Me.
- Is this yours?

524
00:33:58,757 --> 00:34:01,215
Yes. My sister must've put it in my bag.

525
00:34:02,465 --> 00:34:05,048
I really don't understand.

526
00:34:05,048 --> 00:34:06,673
Such things at your age.

527
00:34:12,590 --> 00:34:13,715
Whose is this?

528
00:34:14,757 --> 00:34:15,840
Whose is this?

529
00:34:17,465 --> 00:34:18,923
Tell me boys, whose is this?

530
00:34:20,257 --> 00:34:21,423
Yours?

531
00:34:21,423 --> 00:34:22,965
You bring a penknife to school?

532
00:34:24,298 --> 00:34:26,048
You've been told countless times.

533
00:34:27,007 --> 00:34:28,382
It's forbidden.

534
00:34:30,507 --> 00:34:31,882
You never listen.

535
00:34:42,632 --> 00:34:45,007
Are you coming to school
or a fashion show?

536
00:34:46,423 --> 00:34:48,132
Here's a laser.

537
00:34:57,757 --> 00:34:58,757
What's this?

538
00:34:59,632 --> 00:35:00,590
Whose is this?

539
00:35:01,423 --> 00:35:02,465
Mine.

540
00:35:03,257 --> 00:35:05,132
It's not a school notebook.

541
00:35:05,132 --> 00:35:06,423
What is it then?

542
00:35:07,132 --> 00:35:08,757
Well, it's private.

543
00:35:08,965 --> 00:35:10,090
Private?

544
00:35:10,340 --> 00:35:11,632
You're at school. Private, how?

545
00:35:12,673 --> 00:35:14,507
Stand up straight.

546
00:35:20,298 --> 00:35:22,423
- Your nails...
- I cut them yesterday.

547
00:35:22,423 --> 00:35:23,465
Yesterday?

548
00:35:24,215 --> 00:35:25,132
Yes, sir.

549
00:35:25,132 --> 00:35:27,548
They grow that fast?

550
00:35:27,673 --> 00:35:29,048
I really did, sir.

551
00:35:31,548 --> 00:35:33,007
Cut them again before tomorrow.

552
00:35:46,507 --> 00:35:48,882
We've told you, lighters are not allowed.

553
00:35:49,715 --> 00:35:52,715
Are you coming to school
or to a tea house?

554
00:35:59,048 --> 00:36:01,382
What's up? What are you gossiping about?

555
00:36:03,298 --> 00:36:04,548
It's funny.

556
00:36:05,590 --> 00:36:06,632
What's funny?

557
00:36:06,632 --> 00:36:08,882
The letter we found on your Sevim!

558
00:36:09,673 --> 00:36:10,798
My Sevim?

559
00:36:11,132 --> 00:36:12,215
What about her?

560
00:36:12,715 --> 00:36:16,465
Poor thing.
She wrote a love letter at her age.

561
00:36:17,465 --> 00:36:19,715
A love letter? Sevim? To whom?

562
00:36:20,215 --> 00:36:22,007
I don't know. Who could it be to?

563
00:36:22,965 --> 00:36:24,090
Who could it be to?

564
00:36:24,757 --> 00:36:26,132
I don't know. What do you think?

565
00:36:26,673 --> 00:36:28,090
Don't know.
What do you think?

566
00:36:29,215 --> 00:36:32,465
What's all this secrecy?
I don't get it.

567
00:36:32,923 --> 00:36:34,548
There's a letter, so what?

568
00:36:34,923 --> 00:36:37,423
What do you mean "so what"?
There are rules.

569
00:36:37,423 --> 00:36:40,382
Or why bother doing searches?
Let them smoke.

570
00:36:40,382 --> 00:36:43,423
Come on! You understand what I mean.

571
00:36:43,423 --> 00:36:45,048
- It's not the same.
- It is.

572
00:36:45,423 --> 00:36:48,257
You never wrote a love letter
in your life?

573
00:36:48,257 --> 00:36:50,798
What do you mean? Not at that age.

574
00:36:50,798 --> 00:36:53,840
Good for you.
You've never had a life then.

575
00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:56,923
What? You only have a life
if you write letters?

576
00:36:56,923 --> 00:37:00,840
Yes. Got nothing better to do
than make fun of a child's letter?

577
00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:03,173
You're obviously bored stiff.

578
00:37:03,173 --> 00:37:05,090
What's up, Samet?

579
00:37:05,090 --> 00:37:07,923
Why are you talking to us like that?

580
00:37:08,132 --> 00:37:10,882
Give me the letter. I'll sort it out.

581
00:37:10,882 --> 00:37:12,673
Take it, no problem.

582
00:37:12,673 --> 00:37:14,298
What about the principal?

583
00:37:14,298 --> 00:37:17,298
No, Samet's the class teacher.
Take these too.

584
00:37:17,298 --> 00:37:18,548
Okay, fine.

585
00:37:18,548 --> 00:37:20,965
No need to get upset, Samet.

586
00:37:20,965 --> 00:37:22,423
No one's getting upset.

587
00:37:46,173 --> 00:37:48,757
Go sit in the warm teachers' room.

588
00:37:48,757 --> 00:37:50,882
Why do you keep hiding in this hole?

589
00:37:50,882 --> 00:37:54,923
Screw that madhouse.
At least I can relax in here.

590
00:37:54,923 --> 00:37:57,173
You're right about that.

591
00:37:57,173 --> 00:37:59,632
Won't argue with that.

592
00:37:59,632 --> 00:38:02,882
But you'll freeze in here.

593
00:38:03,798 --> 00:38:05,715
Then make some tea to warm us.

594
00:38:05,715 --> 00:38:07,340
I can make tea.

595
00:38:07,340 --> 00:38:08,590
No problem.

596
00:38:09,215 --> 00:38:12,007
The principal showed up late again.

597
00:38:12,007 --> 00:38:13,715
- Really?
- Sure.

598
00:38:13,715 --> 00:38:15,340
He's newly married.

599
00:38:16,590 --> 00:38:18,632
His wife must be so hot.

600
00:38:20,007 --> 00:38:22,382
If I were him, I'd be late too.

601
00:38:46,257 --> 00:38:47,340
Sevim.

602
00:38:47,340 --> 00:38:48,673
It's you.

603
00:38:49,798 --> 00:38:50,757
Come in.

604
00:38:50,757 --> 00:38:52,257
You've got my letter, sir.

605
00:38:53,132 --> 00:38:54,132
Can I have it?

606
00:38:56,132 --> 00:38:58,340
My letter. You've got it.

607
00:38:59,673 --> 00:39:00,798
Can I have it?

608
00:39:07,007 --> 00:39:08,257
Sir, give it back.

609
00:39:10,882 --> 00:39:12,173
Sevim...

610
00:39:13,048 --> 00:39:14,632
why are you crying?

611
00:39:14,632 --> 00:39:16,173
I don't get it.

612
00:39:17,673 --> 00:39:19,132
Who told you I had the letter?

613
00:39:24,048 --> 00:39:25,382
Who? Mrs. Kevser?

614
00:39:35,465 --> 00:39:36,507
Sevim.

615
00:39:38,173 --> 00:39:39,257
What's wrong?

616
00:39:51,382 --> 00:39:52,673
Sevim, look--

617
00:39:52,673 --> 00:39:54,298
Okay, it's all right.

618
00:39:59,298 --> 00:40:00,465
Yes, I had your letter.

619
00:40:01,465 --> 00:40:03,090
But I didn't read it and I won't.

620
00:40:03,590 --> 00:40:06,757
I tore it up and threw it away.
No need to worry.

621
00:40:06,757 --> 00:40:09,632
Where, sir? What if someone finds it?

622
00:40:10,048 --> 00:40:13,882
Even if they did, they couldn't read it.
It's in tiny pieces.

623
00:40:13,882 --> 00:40:15,340
Don't worry.

624
00:40:15,340 --> 00:40:16,923
There's nothing to worry about.

625
00:40:21,132 --> 00:40:23,923
Did you think
I was like the other teachers?

626
00:40:25,340 --> 00:40:27,173
These things are normal for me.

627
00:40:31,798 --> 00:40:35,090
Being in love is a wonderful thing.

628
00:40:36,298 --> 00:40:37,173
Okay?

629
00:40:37,757 --> 00:40:39,507
There's nothing to be ashamed of.

630
00:40:44,132 --> 00:40:45,673
When I was your age,

631
00:40:46,965 --> 00:40:48,923
I was in love...

632
00:40:50,465 --> 00:40:51,757
with my literature teacher.

633
00:40:52,548 --> 00:40:56,048
I saw her face everywhere.

634
00:40:57,090 --> 00:41:00,882
Time passed and a lot changed, of course.

635
00:41:03,215 --> 00:41:07,173
But one thing I'm sure of,

636
00:41:08,298 --> 00:41:12,257
I never had such strong feelings
ever again.

637
00:41:13,507 --> 00:41:14,465
Okay?

638
00:41:15,048 --> 00:41:17,215
I never again had feelings

639
00:41:17,965 --> 00:41:22,215
that were so pure, innocent, and powerful.

640
00:41:23,090 --> 00:41:24,173
Really.

641
00:41:26,298 --> 00:41:29,757
You should appreciate these years, okay?

642
00:41:32,465 --> 00:41:35,673
These experiences are so valuable

643
00:41:35,673 --> 00:41:37,465
and so hard to find--

644
00:41:37,465 --> 00:41:38,840
Please, sir.

645
00:41:39,548 --> 00:41:41,715
Give me the letter, I'm begging you.

646
00:41:43,632 --> 00:41:46,632
For God's sake,
what did I tell you, Sevim?

647
00:41:47,798 --> 00:41:51,840
Aren't you listening?
I said I tore it up and threw it away.

648
00:41:53,090 --> 00:41:54,257
Don't you believe me?

649
00:41:57,340 --> 00:42:00,298
The letter's gone.
It doesn't exist anymore.

650
00:42:03,798 --> 00:42:06,882
Come on in. Don't you see the door's open?

651
00:42:08,340 --> 00:42:11,757
Here's your tea.

652
00:42:12,382 --> 00:42:13,673
All right, Sevim?

653
00:42:19,673 --> 00:42:21,465
Okay? Here's your gift.

654
00:42:22,590 --> 00:42:25,340
Put it back in your bag.

655
00:42:27,257 --> 00:42:28,382
It's yours, you know?

656
00:42:29,757 --> 00:42:31,798
But don't bring it to school anymore.

657
00:42:34,090 --> 00:42:36,090
Those idiots don't understand such things.

658
00:42:38,673 --> 00:42:42,090
I was scared you'd say it was my present.

659
00:42:42,590 --> 00:42:44,132
Well done for not talking.

660
00:42:46,132 --> 00:42:48,798
I didn't exactly get
what was happening in there.

661
00:42:49,923 --> 00:42:51,965
If I had, I wouldn't have let them.

662
00:42:52,923 --> 00:42:53,923
Anyway.

663
00:42:58,048 --> 00:42:58,965
So?

664
00:42:59,465 --> 00:43:01,923
Did you read any of the books I gave you?

665
00:43:10,715 --> 00:43:12,715
Won't you give me the letter?

666
00:43:29,340 --> 00:43:30,465
Not taking your gift?

667
00:43:53,423 --> 00:43:54,507
What's up with her?

668
00:43:56,632 --> 00:43:58,048
Aren't you coming?

669
00:43:58,048 --> 00:43:59,632
I'll get my coat.

670
00:44:08,382 --> 00:44:10,507
We're going to Turnagöl next week.

671
00:44:10,882 --> 00:44:12,507
- What for?
- Parent visit.

672
00:44:12,923 --> 00:44:14,257
- Really?
- Yeah.

673
00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:21,715
I'm sick of every new principal's
crappy projects.

674
00:44:22,673 --> 00:44:25,923
We do everything,
so he can suck up to the Directorate.

675
00:44:25,923 --> 00:44:28,673
It's a pain for the families too.

676
00:44:28,673 --> 00:44:30,798
Some are worse off than others.

677
00:44:30,798 --> 00:44:33,465
Kids can be embarrassed
by where they live.

678
00:44:33,465 --> 00:44:36,257
Someone needs to tell that clown
to stop the bullshit.

679
00:44:38,007 --> 00:44:41,590
Something happened
on the last parent visit.

680
00:44:41,590 --> 00:44:42,840
It was awful.

681
00:44:43,715 --> 00:44:46,923
I didn't see my zipper was down.
We went in and sat.

682
00:44:46,923 --> 00:44:48,632
Everyone was staring at me.

683
00:44:50,632 --> 00:44:52,798
Something was off but I didn't know what.

684
00:44:56,340 --> 00:44:58,757
I leaned back,

685
00:44:59,298 --> 00:45:02,882
and the bottom of my shirt
stuck through my open zipper.

686
00:45:04,048 --> 00:45:06,090
It was a disaster.

687
00:45:06,965 --> 00:45:10,882
That was when the guy asked me
if I wanted sugar.

688
00:45:12,048 --> 00:45:13,548
I got up,

689
00:45:13,548 --> 00:45:16,048
took some sugar and immediately bent over.

690
00:45:48,632 --> 00:45:49,632
She's here.

691
00:45:55,465 --> 00:45:57,548
- Hi.
- Hi. Welcome.

692
00:45:57,715 --> 00:45:59,590
Sorry. Hope I'm not too late.

693
00:45:59,590 --> 00:46:01,715
No, not at all.

694
00:46:01,715 --> 00:46:05,590
This is my friend Kenan, my housemate.

695
00:46:05,590 --> 00:46:07,382
Came to town together today.

696
00:46:07,382 --> 00:46:08,715
Nice to meet you.

697
00:46:08,715 --> 00:46:10,507
- Likewise. Welcome.
- Thanks.

698
00:46:10,507 --> 00:46:13,215
- Have a seat.
- Sit by the window.

699
00:46:13,215 --> 00:46:15,590
- No need.
- No, please.

700
00:46:17,757 --> 00:46:18,632
Thanks.

701
00:46:21,298 --> 00:46:23,715
- I'll take your coat.
- Thanks.

702
00:46:32,132 --> 00:46:34,382
Want a drink? We already ordered.

703
00:46:34,382 --> 00:46:36,423
No problem.

704
00:46:36,423 --> 00:46:38,382
Tea again, weak.

705
00:46:38,590 --> 00:46:40,298
Something sweet?

706
00:46:40,298 --> 00:46:41,923
No, thanks. Tea's fine.

707
00:46:41,923 --> 00:46:43,007
Weak.

708
00:46:44,382 --> 00:46:47,423
What have you been up to? How's school?

709
00:46:47,423 --> 00:46:49,798
Fine. The usual.

710
00:46:49,798 --> 00:46:51,507
School, then home at night.

711
00:46:51,507 --> 00:46:53,923
I pass the time by drawing and stuff.

712
00:46:53,923 --> 00:46:55,340
You draw?

713
00:46:55,340 --> 00:46:57,923
Yeah. I try.

714
00:46:57,923 --> 00:47:00,673
That's a great thing to do.

715
00:47:00,673 --> 00:47:04,298
I started while
I was at the hospital in Ankara.

716
00:47:04,298 --> 00:47:06,257
I liked it so I carried on.

717
00:47:06,257 --> 00:47:07,215
That's nice.

718
00:47:07,215 --> 00:47:09,590
Have you ever exhibited?

719
00:47:09,590 --> 00:47:10,840
Sort of.

720
00:47:11,923 --> 00:47:14,340
We have an association in Ankara.

721
00:47:14,340 --> 00:47:17,757
We held an exhibition
to support prisoners' families.

722
00:47:17,757 --> 00:47:19,423
Nothing big.

723
00:47:19,423 --> 00:47:21,215
You're an English teacher, right?

724
00:47:22,757 --> 00:47:26,423
Yes, but I don't know
if I'm teaching them English

725
00:47:26,423 --> 00:47:30,007
or they're teaching me Kurdish.

726
00:47:31,757 --> 00:47:33,715
This is your first year here?

727
00:47:34,632 --> 00:47:35,882
Yes.

728
00:47:35,882 --> 00:47:38,007
So two years before you can transfer.

729
00:47:38,215 --> 00:47:42,007
No. Because of my disability,
I can go whenever I want.

730
00:47:42,507 --> 00:47:43,465
Really?

731
00:47:44,382 --> 00:47:45,923
And wherever I want.

732
00:47:45,923 --> 00:47:47,132
That's great.

733
00:47:48,715 --> 00:47:52,715
Sometimes I think about
asking for Istanbul. My sister's there.

734
00:47:52,715 --> 00:47:54,382
That's great.

735
00:47:54,590 --> 00:47:57,465
Yeah, there's something
like that in the regulations.

736
00:47:57,465 --> 00:47:58,923
So, will you go?

737
00:47:58,923 --> 00:48:00,257
Maybe.

738
00:48:00,548 --> 00:48:02,298
But my parents don't want me to.

739
00:48:03,423 --> 00:48:05,257
And the incident wasn't that long ago.

740
00:48:07,257 --> 00:48:09,090
It's okay here...

741
00:48:10,465 --> 00:48:11,632
but it can be tough.

742
00:48:12,215 --> 00:48:13,382
I don't know.

743
00:48:15,257 --> 00:48:16,340
I think you should go.

744
00:48:17,798 --> 00:48:18,840
No, no.

745
00:48:20,090 --> 00:48:21,007
I get it.

746
00:48:29,090 --> 00:48:31,507
I had a wide circle of friends in Ankara.

747
00:48:31,507 --> 00:48:33,632
- I was very free.
- Definitely.

748
00:48:34,757 --> 00:48:37,173
I thought I'd never come back here.

749
00:48:39,465 --> 00:48:40,632
But here I am.

750
00:48:41,173 --> 00:48:42,965
Don't be like that.

751
00:48:43,465 --> 00:48:46,840
Not all dreams come true.

752
00:48:46,965 --> 00:48:48,923
It wasn't a dream. It was an idea.

753
00:48:48,923 --> 00:48:50,007
Of course it was.

754
00:48:51,715 --> 00:48:54,673
But things didn't work out.

755
00:49:03,007 --> 00:49:07,673
If I stay here, maybe I should get a car?

756
00:49:07,673 --> 00:49:09,632
That's a good idea. Yes.

757
00:49:09,632 --> 00:49:11,215
A car means freedom.

758
00:49:11,215 --> 00:49:12,548
Definitely.

759
00:49:12,548 --> 00:49:16,215
You can at least go out
and explore the countryside.

760
00:49:16,715 --> 00:49:17,590
Exactly.

761
00:49:17,590 --> 00:49:20,423
- I like traveling.
- Yeah? Me too.

762
00:49:20,423 --> 00:49:21,673
I do it all the time.

763
00:49:22,632 --> 00:49:23,507
Nice.

764
00:49:23,507 --> 00:49:28,257
Traveling's fine,
but it's hard in the snow.

765
00:49:28,257 --> 00:49:31,298
No, it's not. You can still travel.
Ignore him.

766
00:49:31,298 --> 00:49:33,132
All the roads are open.

767
00:49:33,132 --> 00:49:36,757
- Travel to where?
- Wherever you want.

768
00:49:36,757 --> 00:49:39,590
- Lots of great places around here.
- Such as?

769
00:49:39,757 --> 00:49:42,298
Such as Diyadin Canyon. Ever been?

770
00:49:42,840 --> 00:49:45,465
- The one near Agri?
- Just after Agri.

771
00:49:45,465 --> 00:49:49,632
- How'd we get there?
- By car.

772
00:49:50,132 --> 00:49:53,548
Fine, but if there's a snowstorm
you can't get through.

773
00:49:53,548 --> 00:49:56,298
If you always worry,
you never do anything.

774
00:49:56,298 --> 00:49:58,173
You just have to do it.

775
00:49:58,173 --> 00:50:00,590
Must be nice there, I guess.

776
00:50:00,590 --> 00:50:02,673
It's a beautiful place.

777
00:50:03,715 --> 00:50:07,382
I went there a few years ago with friends.

778
00:50:07,382 --> 00:50:08,965
An incredible view.

779
00:50:08,965 --> 00:50:10,632
- Wow.
- Yeah.

780
00:50:10,632 --> 00:50:13,632
There are great places to see nearby.

781
00:50:13,632 --> 00:50:14,632
Definitely.

782
00:50:15,465 --> 00:50:16,965
I can take you someday if you like.

783
00:50:19,007 --> 00:50:19,923
What?

784
00:50:19,923 --> 00:50:21,965
We can go someday if you want.

785
00:50:22,340 --> 00:50:23,548
You have a car?

786
00:50:23,548 --> 00:50:25,382
An old wreck.

787
00:50:25,382 --> 00:50:28,798
Yes. Until you get yours,

788
00:50:29,007 --> 00:50:31,340
me and my wreck...

789
00:50:32,965 --> 00:50:34,215
are at your disposal.

790
00:50:37,632 --> 00:50:38,757
Thanks a lot.

791
00:51:37,882 --> 00:51:38,882
Kenan!

792
00:51:39,673 --> 00:51:40,548
Kenan!

793
00:51:40,548 --> 00:51:41,590
Corner kick.

794
00:51:41,590 --> 00:51:42,715
Kenan!

795
00:51:42,715 --> 00:51:43,882
Come here.

796
00:51:46,507 --> 00:51:50,298
The Director of Education
wants to see you and Samet.

797
00:51:50,298 --> 00:51:52,257
- What for?
- Where's Samet?

798
00:51:52,257 --> 00:51:54,632
- At home.
- Call him right away, okay?

799
00:51:54,632 --> 00:51:58,465
- Something wrong?
- I don't know. Hurry, okay?

800
00:51:59,048 --> 00:52:00,298
There's Samet.

801
00:52:00,298 --> 00:52:02,340
- Tell him.
- They didn't call us.

802
00:52:02,340 --> 00:52:03,715
- I don't know.
- Hope it's not serious.

803
00:52:32,007 --> 00:52:32,923
What's up?

804
00:52:35,590 --> 00:52:37,298
The Director wants to see us.

805
00:52:37,423 --> 00:52:38,798
- Who?
- The two of us.

806
00:52:39,090 --> 00:52:39,965
Why?

807
00:52:39,965 --> 00:52:42,215
I don't know. The principal just told me.

808
00:52:43,048 --> 00:52:44,132
- Bekir?
- Yeah.

809
00:52:45,923 --> 00:52:47,090
Didn't you ask why?

810
00:52:47,090 --> 00:52:49,215
Sure, but he didn't say.

811
00:52:49,548 --> 00:52:50,672
What do you mean?

812
00:52:50,672 --> 00:52:53,007
He mumbled something. I didn't understand.

813
00:52:54,172 --> 00:52:57,172
Couldn't you ask him properly
and find out?

814
00:52:57,172 --> 00:52:58,672
We have to go, anyway.

815
00:52:58,672 --> 00:53:00,840
What did he say, exactly?

816
00:53:00,840 --> 00:53:02,297
Something about a project.

817
00:53:03,422 --> 00:53:04,882
Said he didn't know.

818
00:53:04,882 --> 00:53:08,465
Fuck him, he doesn't know.

819
00:53:09,965 --> 00:53:11,672
- When?
- Right now.

820
00:53:11,672 --> 00:53:13,257
- Right now?
- Yeah.

821
00:53:14,132 --> 00:53:15,132
Damn.

822
00:53:17,507 --> 00:53:18,715
I'll call Bekir.

823
00:53:20,090 --> 00:53:21,507
If he doesn't know,

824
00:53:22,297 --> 00:53:25,172
maybe they're making you principal
and me vice principal.

825
00:53:27,132 --> 00:53:28,257
What?

826
00:53:28,257 --> 00:53:29,382
Anything's possible.

827
00:53:33,672 --> 00:53:35,297
Asshole isn't answering.

828
00:53:37,422 --> 00:53:38,672
Who was with him?

829
00:53:38,672 --> 00:53:39,882
I don't know.

830
00:53:43,715 --> 00:53:44,922
So, think we got promoted?

831
00:53:46,382 --> 00:53:47,840
Look at you. Are you getting excited?

832
00:54:05,297 --> 00:54:06,257
Come in.

833
00:54:11,882 --> 00:54:12,922
Come on in.

834
00:54:24,840 --> 00:54:26,007
Take a seat.

835
00:54:27,757 --> 00:54:28,840
You sit there.

836
00:54:44,507 --> 00:54:46,047
What's-his-name will be here in a minute.

837
00:54:48,672 --> 00:54:49,715
Fatih!

838
00:54:53,257 --> 00:54:54,257
Yes, sir.

839
00:54:54,507 --> 00:54:55,672
Bring us tea.

840
00:54:56,132 --> 00:54:57,382
Bring one extra.

841
00:55:04,297 --> 00:55:05,257
How's it going?

842
00:55:06,215 --> 00:55:08,297
- Good.
- Thank you, sir.

843
00:55:08,297 --> 00:55:09,632
How are you?

844
00:55:11,007 --> 00:55:12,047
Is the school warm enough?

845
00:55:14,340 --> 00:55:17,215
It's fine this year.

846
00:55:17,547 --> 00:55:18,465
Good.

847
00:55:18,465 --> 00:55:19,507
Okay.

848
00:55:19,507 --> 00:55:22,797
Stick it out.
We want to install central heating.

849
00:55:24,007 --> 00:55:25,590
We've done it in six villages.

850
00:55:25,715 --> 00:55:28,797
We'll do it everywhere
as the budget allows.

851
00:55:29,922 --> 00:55:32,340
We already have central heating.

852
00:55:34,672 --> 00:55:38,547
Right. I mixed you up

853
00:55:38,547 --> 00:55:40,715
with Karasu.

854
00:55:40,715 --> 00:55:43,007
We want to install it there too.

855
00:55:43,007 --> 00:55:44,215
That's good.

856
00:55:45,507 --> 00:55:46,465
Determined...

857
00:55:47,757 --> 00:55:49,882
to replace all the stoves in the area.

858
00:55:50,382 --> 00:55:51,465
Right.

859
00:55:51,965 --> 00:55:55,590
Mr. Bekir said you wanted to see us.

860
00:55:55,590 --> 00:55:58,672
We came straight away. He didn't say why...

861
00:55:58,672 --> 00:56:00,172
Here's the tea.

862
00:56:04,007 --> 00:56:05,132
Thanks.

863
00:56:06,382 --> 00:56:07,882
Come in, Atakan.

864
00:56:07,882 --> 00:56:09,882
Sorry, I'm late.

865
00:56:09,882 --> 00:56:11,047
Take a seat.

866
00:56:15,965 --> 00:56:18,922
Atakan is the counselor
at the boarding school.

867
00:56:18,922 --> 00:56:20,465
- Hello.
- Hello.

868
00:56:26,757 --> 00:56:28,007
Well, guys.

869
00:56:28,757 --> 00:56:30,465
It was almost curtains for you.

870
00:56:31,507 --> 00:56:35,257
You escaped by the skin of your teeth.

871
00:56:36,590 --> 00:56:37,715
What do you mean, sir?

872
00:56:39,797 --> 00:56:44,047
This isn't easy to talk about, but...

873
00:56:45,007 --> 00:56:48,547
there are allegations
of inappropriate contact with students.

874
00:56:48,757 --> 00:56:49,757
What?

875
00:56:49,757 --> 00:56:50,882
How?

876
00:56:51,215 --> 00:56:54,257
Your genius principal
sent us his report straight away,

877
00:56:54,797 --> 00:56:57,090
so the district governor knows too.

878
00:56:57,257 --> 00:56:58,297
About what?

879
00:56:58,672 --> 00:57:02,090
I don't understand.
There's a complaint against us?

880
00:57:02,090 --> 00:57:03,215
Yes.

881
00:57:03,215 --> 00:57:05,922
About your closeness to the students.

882
00:57:05,922 --> 00:57:07,632
What have we done?

883
00:57:07,757 --> 00:57:10,547
Fortunately,
the governor is a sensible man.

884
00:57:10,547 --> 00:57:12,257
He buried the report.

885
00:57:12,547 --> 00:57:15,715
I wasn't here.
Otherwise, I'd have blocked it myself.

886
00:57:15,715 --> 00:57:17,757
It must be a misunderstanding.

887
00:57:17,757 --> 00:57:20,465
What's the problem exactly? Who...

888
00:57:20,465 --> 00:57:22,757
There's no misunderstanding.

889
00:57:22,757 --> 00:57:25,257
Unfortunately,
the complaint is about you two.

890
00:57:25,257 --> 00:57:29,215
About us? What complaint?

891
00:57:29,507 --> 00:57:30,465
Look.

892
00:57:30,590 --> 00:57:32,797
Things like this happen every year.

893
00:57:33,132 --> 00:57:36,382
We investigate and it's usually nothing.

894
00:57:36,547 --> 00:57:39,007
Since your school has no counselor,

895
00:57:39,132 --> 00:57:41,047
the complaint went to the principal.

896
00:57:41,047 --> 00:57:44,340
And he sent it here at the speed of light.

897
00:57:44,340 --> 00:57:47,922
I called to warn him
not to pour gas on the fire.

898
00:57:47,922 --> 00:57:50,547
These situations
are potentially explosive.

899
00:57:50,547 --> 00:57:52,797
You never know what can happen.

900
00:57:52,797 --> 00:57:54,547
- Right, Atakan?
- Yes, sir.

901
00:57:54,547 --> 00:57:56,672
Things can get out of hand

902
00:57:56,672 --> 00:57:59,382
and suddenly you've got an angry mob.

903
00:57:59,507 --> 00:58:01,965
You should always investigate first.

904
00:58:02,090 --> 00:58:04,422
The governor got angry
about the principal.

905
00:58:04,965 --> 00:58:06,547
I don't get it.

906
00:58:06,547 --> 00:58:09,715
Who's accusing us
of inappropriate contact?

907
00:58:09,715 --> 00:58:12,257
Besides, the principal sent us here.

908
00:58:12,257 --> 00:58:14,257
He said nothing to us.

909
00:58:14,257 --> 00:58:16,715
He thinks he's behaving professionally.

910
00:58:16,715 --> 00:58:20,715
Look, you're fond of the kids
and pinch their cheeks or whatever,

911
00:58:20,715 --> 00:58:23,465
but at that age,
their minds work different.

912
00:58:23,465 --> 00:58:27,882
We never make
shows of affection like that. Never.

913
00:58:27,882 --> 00:58:30,422
I don't even show any affection

914
00:58:30,422 --> 00:58:33,715
to my niece in school
to avoid any misunderstanding.

915
00:58:33,715 --> 00:58:38,507
What're you talking about?
What's that got to do with it?

916
00:58:38,507 --> 00:58:41,632
I've worked at that school for seven years

917
00:58:41,632 --> 00:58:43,547
and look what happens.

918
00:58:43,547 --> 00:58:46,590
I've been here thirty years

919
00:58:46,590 --> 00:58:48,672
and they're still shitting on me.

920
00:58:48,797 --> 00:58:51,257
It's that easy to defame someone?

921
00:58:51,257 --> 00:58:55,297
Yes, it is. Sling mud and see what sticks.

922
00:58:55,297 --> 00:58:57,340
What about honor and dignity?

923
00:58:57,340 --> 00:58:59,340
Is it that easy to destroy?

924
00:58:59,340 --> 00:59:01,632
Excuse me, but this is very serious.

925
00:59:01,632 --> 00:59:04,257
Who says it isn't?

926
00:59:04,465 --> 00:59:07,590
Don't be childish, for God's sake.

927
00:59:07,590 --> 00:59:09,757
Which student complained?

928
00:59:09,757 --> 00:59:11,007
Look.

929
00:59:11,257 --> 00:59:13,757
This is all you need to know. Okay?

930
00:59:13,757 --> 00:59:15,465
There's a complaint

931
00:59:15,465 --> 00:59:19,797
and the counselor talked to the students
to clear up the situation.

932
00:59:19,797 --> 00:59:21,047
Yes.

933
00:59:21,047 --> 00:59:22,090
What did they say?

934
00:59:23,047 --> 00:59:25,715
I can't tell you that.

935
00:59:25,715 --> 00:59:27,422
What do you mean?

936
00:59:27,422 --> 00:59:30,297
We're accused, but we don't know of what.

937
00:59:30,297 --> 00:59:32,797
- How can that be?
- Yes, but...

938
00:59:32,797 --> 00:59:34,840
Kenan, we just told you.

939
00:59:34,840 --> 00:59:36,132
For God's sake!

940
00:59:36,132 --> 00:59:40,047
It's about your contact with students.
What more can we say?

941
00:59:40,047 --> 00:59:44,297
But what's the exact allegation?
If we knew, we could at least...

942
00:59:44,297 --> 00:59:47,590
You want me to say
"You did this, you did that"?

943
00:59:47,590 --> 00:59:49,172
Like a child?

944
00:59:49,172 --> 00:59:53,090
You're adults. Forget about it.

945
00:59:53,090 --> 00:59:56,547
I spoke to the students in person.

946
00:59:56,547 --> 00:59:57,632
Luckily,

947
00:59:57,632 --> 01:00:01,340
the complaint
is about your behavior in class.

948
01:00:01,340 --> 01:00:02,882
What did we do?

949
01:00:02,882 --> 01:00:06,132
- I can't tell you that.
- What did we do?

950
01:00:06,132 --> 01:00:09,797
Kenan, calm down. Let Atakan finish.

951
01:00:09,797 --> 01:00:13,257
If it had been about something
outside the classroom,

952
01:00:13,257 --> 01:00:15,340
when no one else was present,

953
01:00:15,882 --> 01:00:18,965
no one could help you.

954
01:00:18,965 --> 01:00:22,382
Who made allegations?
Or at least tell me what class they're in.

955
01:00:22,382 --> 01:00:24,257
Again, in cases like this,

956
01:00:24,257 --> 01:00:27,382
information is always kept confidential.

957
01:00:27,382 --> 01:00:29,465
That's enough.

958
01:00:29,632 --> 01:00:32,172
We can't give names.

959
01:00:32,340 --> 01:00:36,007
You couldn't be objective then.

960
01:00:36,007 --> 01:00:37,632
Listen here.

961
01:00:38,132 --> 01:00:42,215
Don't ever try to find out who they were
or you'll be in big trouble.

962
01:00:42,382 --> 01:00:44,257
And even I won't be able to save you.

963
01:00:44,382 --> 01:00:47,215
Knees bent.
You'll get power from your knees.

964
01:00:52,047 --> 01:00:53,047
Come on.

965
01:00:53,590 --> 01:00:54,672
Not like that.

966
01:00:54,672 --> 01:00:56,507
How are you standing?

967
01:00:56,507 --> 01:00:58,257
Wait. Look at me.

968
01:00:58,257 --> 01:00:59,547
Shoulders out.

969
01:00:59,547 --> 01:01:01,047
Serve now.

970
01:01:05,215 --> 01:01:06,382
Not like that.

971
01:01:09,507 --> 01:01:11,965
What's going on? What's this nonsense?

972
01:01:11,965 --> 01:01:13,797
I don't know, Tolga.

973
01:01:14,297 --> 01:01:16,172
- How did you hear?
- From Bekir.

974
01:01:16,797 --> 01:01:18,797
He said he'd talk to you.

975
01:01:18,797 --> 01:01:20,257
He talked all right.

976
01:01:20,257 --> 01:01:22,257
He reported us to the district.

977
01:01:22,257 --> 01:01:24,965
- Seriously?
- Now it's our turn to talk.

978
01:01:24,965 --> 01:01:28,090
- Is he in his office?
- Hang on, wait.

979
01:01:31,007 --> 01:01:33,465
Bekir? I want a quick word.

980
01:02:02,757 --> 01:02:03,840
What's up?

981
01:02:04,132 --> 01:02:06,965
You reported us
without even telling us, why?

982
01:02:07,172 --> 01:02:10,172
We just followed the rules.

983
01:02:10,422 --> 01:02:12,215
What rules?

984
01:02:12,215 --> 01:02:13,172
Look.

985
01:02:13,172 --> 01:02:15,672
The damage is already done.

986
01:02:15,672 --> 01:02:17,215
There's nothing to say.

987
01:02:17,672 --> 01:02:20,172
Both the director and the governor

988
01:02:20,172 --> 01:02:22,547
were shocked by how you handled things.

989
01:02:22,547 --> 01:02:25,297
I only applied the regulations.

990
01:02:25,297 --> 01:02:27,090
It's not about regulations.

991
01:02:27,090 --> 01:02:28,840
Forget about them.

992
01:02:29,007 --> 01:02:31,090
Don't hide behind the rules.

993
01:02:31,340 --> 01:02:34,007
You know better than the directors?

994
01:02:34,007 --> 01:02:36,090
Forget about them.

995
01:02:36,090 --> 01:02:39,340
They tell you one thing, and me another.

996
01:02:39,340 --> 01:02:41,340
They even said I did the right thing.

997
01:02:41,507 --> 01:02:44,507
- Don't lie to me.
- Why would I lie?

998
01:02:44,507 --> 01:02:47,215
- We talked to them as well.
- So?

999
01:02:47,215 --> 01:02:49,215
Don't talk about lying.

1000
01:02:49,215 --> 01:02:50,965
Calm down, guys.

1001
01:02:51,090 --> 01:02:53,672
The door's open. Students will hear us.

1002
01:02:55,672 --> 01:02:57,340
Go outside.

1003
01:02:57,340 --> 01:02:59,422
Don't hang around here.

1004
01:03:07,340 --> 01:03:10,840
I understand you're mad at me.

1005
01:03:10,840 --> 01:03:13,007
You may be right, even.

1006
01:03:13,007 --> 01:03:16,840
But as soon as I heard it,
I called a counselor friend.

1007
01:03:16,840 --> 01:03:19,132
It's their specialty, isn't it?

1008
01:03:19,132 --> 01:03:20,132
Sure.

1009
01:03:20,132 --> 01:03:24,215
He said, "Don't cover it up.
Otherwise, you'll be blamed."

1010
01:03:24,465 --> 01:03:26,672
That's right.

1011
01:03:27,172 --> 01:03:29,632
I'm trying to put myself in your place

1012
01:03:29,632 --> 01:03:32,215
and think about our teachers too.

1013
01:03:32,340 --> 01:03:35,340
I'm thinking out loud.
Maybe you could have--

1014
01:03:35,340 --> 01:03:36,757
No, no.

1015
01:03:36,757 --> 01:03:38,507
I'm trying to say--

1016
01:03:38,507 --> 01:03:41,632
Let's forget about who did this or that.

1017
01:03:41,632 --> 01:03:44,965
Everyone here should state their intent.

1018
01:03:44,965 --> 01:03:48,132
Intent? What intent could I have?

1019
01:03:48,132 --> 01:03:50,215
That's what I'm trying to figure out.

1020
01:03:50,422 --> 01:03:52,465
Come on now.

1021
01:03:52,465 --> 01:03:54,507
Put yourself in my shoes.

1022
01:03:54,507 --> 01:03:56,257
Well, I'm trying,

1023
01:03:56,257 --> 01:03:59,090
but I still don't think
I'd do what you did.

1024
01:03:59,090 --> 01:04:01,632
- You'd do what?
- Talk to the teachers first.

1025
01:04:01,632 --> 01:04:05,007
All right, but suppose
the teachers were guilty?

1026
01:04:05,007 --> 01:04:06,590
Just supposing.

1027
01:04:06,715 --> 01:04:10,215
Would they say, "Yes we did it"?
That'd never happen.

1028
01:04:10,215 --> 01:04:15,257
What if the kids' imaginations
were manipulated to punish the teacher?

1029
01:04:15,257 --> 01:04:17,340
Who'd protect the teacher then?

1030
01:04:17,340 --> 01:04:20,422
Shouldn't the principal
listen to both sides

1031
01:04:20,422 --> 01:04:24,132
and be brave enough
to use his common sense?

1032
01:04:24,132 --> 01:04:27,132
If you were in charge,
you'd think differently.

1033
01:04:27,340 --> 01:04:31,965
You were just trying
to protect your own position.

1034
01:04:31,965 --> 01:04:34,297
Don't try to squirm out of it.

1035
01:04:34,297 --> 01:04:38,297
I'm not squirming. Show some respect.

1036
01:04:38,297 --> 01:04:40,215
I just followed the rules.

1037
01:04:40,215 --> 01:04:42,715
Don't hide behind the rules.

1038
01:04:42,715 --> 01:04:46,797
How many years have we been
rotting together in this shithole?

1039
01:04:46,797 --> 01:04:48,922
Haven't we earned the right

1040
01:04:48,922 --> 01:04:51,297
to be told before a report is filed?

1041
01:04:51,297 --> 01:04:55,632
You're right,
but these are not everyday issues.

1042
01:04:55,797 --> 01:04:59,547
You're not sure what to do
when you hear things like this.

1043
01:04:59,797 --> 01:05:02,590
So you think
you'd better ask an expert, right?

1044
01:05:04,007 --> 01:05:06,090
We keep saying the same things.

1045
01:05:06,297 --> 01:05:11,007
Tell us what happened
from the start, for God's sake.

1046
01:05:11,007 --> 01:05:13,507
- We need to understand.
- That's right.

1047
01:05:15,297 --> 01:05:17,340
On Friday,

1048
01:05:17,922 --> 01:05:19,422
that boy, Demir,

1049
01:05:19,590 --> 01:05:23,672
brought a laser to school
and was pointing it at girls' skirts.

1050
01:05:23,672 --> 01:05:25,672
The girls complained to me.

1051
01:05:26,257 --> 01:05:31,382
So I gathered all the boys together.

1052
01:05:31,382 --> 01:05:34,715
- In the 8th grade classroom.
- Yes. Tolga was there too.

1053
01:05:34,715 --> 01:05:36,715
And Kevser gathered the girls.

1054
01:05:36,715 --> 01:05:37,672
Where?

1055
01:05:37,672 --> 01:05:40,922
Kevser and Saime were both there.
But Kevser spoke.

1056
01:05:40,922 --> 01:05:42,382
Where, I said.

1057
01:05:42,547 --> 01:05:44,757
- The 5th grade room.
- Yeah.

1058
01:05:44,757 --> 01:05:48,382
Hold on. What did Kevser say to the girls?

1059
01:05:48,590 --> 01:05:50,715
General advice.

1060
01:05:50,715 --> 01:05:53,797
Advice? What exactly did she say?

1061
01:05:53,797 --> 01:05:55,047
Saime told me

1062
01:05:55,047 --> 01:05:59,797
it was on being careful
about their looks and behavior.

1063
01:05:59,797 --> 01:06:02,215
Don't get close to the male teachers.

1064
01:06:02,215 --> 01:06:03,547
You're grown-ups now.

1065
01:06:03,547 --> 01:06:06,007
Be careful even when you walk past them.

1066
01:06:06,007 --> 01:06:08,090
Of course, that's sinful.

1067
01:06:08,090 --> 01:06:10,132
When walking past us?

1068
01:06:10,132 --> 01:06:12,132
That shameless prude!

1069
01:06:12,132 --> 01:06:14,507
Bekir knows the rest. He was there.

1070
01:06:14,507 --> 01:06:19,882
Kevser told the girls
to keep things balanced and formal.

1071
01:06:19,882 --> 01:06:22,047
What's this about not getting too close?

1072
01:06:22,590 --> 01:06:26,172
And the teachers
need to respect distances too.

1073
01:06:26,172 --> 01:06:29,422
So she asked
if anyone had a complaint.

1074
01:06:29,422 --> 01:06:31,757
What's she up to?

1075
01:06:31,757 --> 01:06:33,715
I don't get it.

1076
01:06:33,715 --> 01:06:36,382
It's outrageous. It's not possible!

1077
01:06:36,382 --> 01:06:38,882
She said be careful. What's the problem?

1078
01:06:38,882 --> 01:06:42,465
I think she's full of it, but anyway.

1079
01:06:42,465 --> 01:06:45,047
Okay. And then?

1080
01:06:45,257 --> 01:06:47,340
Then two girls raised their hands.

1081
01:06:47,507 --> 01:06:50,382
Before they talked,
I told them to come outside.

1082
01:06:50,797 --> 01:06:51,797
We came here.

1083
01:06:52,132 --> 01:06:54,340
- Who were they?
- Never mind.

1084
01:06:54,632 --> 01:06:57,047
Come on, you can tell us.

1085
01:06:57,672 --> 01:07:01,215
At least tell us which class.
Seventh grade? Eighth?

1086
01:07:01,215 --> 01:07:04,257
I can't say that either.
There's a strict rule.

1087
01:07:04,465 --> 01:07:06,507
The director stressed that.

1088
01:07:07,172 --> 01:07:09,797
No names, to protect the students.

1089
01:07:09,797 --> 01:07:12,172
Who else was in the room then?

1090
01:07:12,172 --> 01:07:14,590
Me, Kevser,

1091
01:07:14,590 --> 01:07:16,672
Saime, and the kids.

1092
01:07:16,672 --> 01:07:20,215
We talked to them here,
not in front of the other kids.

1093
01:07:20,215 --> 01:07:24,547
Doesn't matter.
Kevser will tell everyone anyway.

1094
01:07:24,547 --> 01:07:26,090
What did the students say?

1095
01:07:30,297 --> 01:07:33,507
I feel bad even talking about it.

1096
01:07:33,507 --> 01:07:37,007
No, no. We have to know the allegations.

1097
01:07:39,090 --> 01:07:43,297
They said you put your arm
round their waists and shoulders.

1098
01:07:43,882 --> 01:07:44,882
Me?

1099
01:07:46,047 --> 01:07:48,047
I've never done that.

1100
01:07:48,172 --> 01:07:51,840
I don't even
do that with my closest friend.

1101
01:07:52,172 --> 01:07:54,340
- What the hell?
- And me?

1102
01:07:55,297 --> 01:07:59,340
You keep pinching their cheeks.
That's what they said.

1103
01:07:59,465 --> 01:08:02,215
Pinching? What pinching?

1104
01:08:02,215 --> 01:08:04,922
They were ready to say more,

1105
01:08:04,922 --> 01:08:08,715
but I got worried and cut them short.

1106
01:08:08,715 --> 01:08:10,465
God!

1107
01:08:10,465 --> 01:08:14,047
- Now, did I believe them--
- That doesn't matter.

1108
01:08:14,047 --> 01:08:15,672
It's not about you.

1109
01:08:15,672 --> 01:08:18,422
We're trying to understand what happened.

1110
01:08:18,547 --> 01:08:22,090
That's what I mean.
What I believe isn't the issue here.

1111
01:08:22,090 --> 01:08:24,422
Don't get me started.

1112
01:08:24,715 --> 01:08:27,215
I've seen the principals here
in the past seven years.

1113
01:08:27,381 --> 01:08:29,381
You pull strings to get the job,

1114
01:08:29,381 --> 01:08:32,006
then you mess it up and we suffer.

1115
01:08:32,006 --> 01:08:33,506
Nonsense.

1116
01:08:33,506 --> 01:08:35,215
Nonsense, how?

1117
01:08:35,215 --> 01:08:38,340
- Kenan, you're wrong.
- The wrong's been done.

1118
01:08:38,340 --> 01:08:41,631
Look, Kenan.
You know I'm not a union member.

1119
01:08:41,631 --> 01:08:43,422
I have no Directorate pals.

1120
01:08:43,422 --> 01:08:45,965
So what? Everybody knows everything.

1121
01:08:45,965 --> 01:08:46,922
Of course.

1122
01:08:46,922 --> 01:08:49,590
Everybody knows everything, don't worry.

1123
01:08:49,590 --> 01:08:55,297
A principal should know
how to deal with a crisis like this.

1124
01:08:55,297 --> 01:08:58,090
Maybe you're mad at me because you think

1125
01:08:58,090 --> 01:09:00,172
you should be the principal.

1126
01:09:00,172 --> 01:09:03,006
- Not at all.
- Maybe you're right.

1127
01:09:03,006 --> 01:09:05,172
You've been here longest.

1128
01:09:05,465 --> 01:09:07,965
But it's not my fault
you didn't get the offer.

1129
01:09:08,465 --> 01:09:09,922
I swear,

1130
01:09:10,172 --> 01:09:13,340
when they offered me the job,
first thing I said was

1131
01:09:13,340 --> 01:09:16,881
that whoever's been here longest
should be principal.

1132
01:09:18,172 --> 01:09:19,715
Go ask them yourself.

1133
01:09:19,715 --> 01:09:21,090
That's not the issue.

1134
01:09:21,090 --> 01:09:22,340
It is.

1135
01:09:22,340 --> 01:09:23,631
No, it's not.

1136
01:09:24,006 --> 01:09:27,047
You've all known each other for years.

1137
01:09:27,297 --> 01:09:29,256
I came to this school after you.

1138
01:09:29,381 --> 01:09:31,590
I hear an allegation

1139
01:09:31,840 --> 01:09:34,172
and I don't know you that well.

1140
01:09:34,172 --> 01:09:35,881
So naturally, I can't be sure.

1141
01:09:36,047 --> 01:09:39,131
So I have to do what the regulations say.

1142
01:09:41,131 --> 01:09:43,215
What's done is done.

1143
01:09:43,465 --> 01:09:45,590
Tell us who they were.

1144
01:09:45,590 --> 01:09:48,297
Don't get me involved, please.

1145
01:09:48,465 --> 01:09:50,881
You're already up to your neck in it.

1146
01:09:50,881 --> 01:09:52,256
No way.

1147
01:09:52,548 --> 01:09:54,131
Don't get me in trouble.

1148
01:09:54,548 --> 01:09:57,131
You know there are strict rules.

1149
01:09:57,131 --> 01:09:59,590
Don't talk like the principal.

1150
01:09:59,590 --> 01:10:00,756
What'll we do?

1151
01:10:00,756 --> 01:10:02,298
Take up arms?

1152
01:10:02,298 --> 01:10:03,798
That's what I'm saying.

1153
01:10:03,798 --> 01:10:06,756
What does it matter if you know?

1154
01:10:06,756 --> 01:10:09,215
Let it stay an enigma. So what?

1155
01:10:09,215 --> 01:10:13,256
Everyone at school will know, except us.

1156
01:10:13,256 --> 01:10:16,548
That's absurd. The paranoia will kill us.

1157
01:10:16,548 --> 01:10:20,006
Everyone will hear soon, anyway.
Don't leave us hanging.

1158
01:10:20,006 --> 01:10:22,465
So you'll find out then.

1159
01:10:22,465 --> 01:10:25,381
Hang in there. Don't get me in trouble.

1160
01:10:25,381 --> 01:10:27,381
You're such a coward.

1161
01:10:27,673 --> 01:10:29,840
What's the point of friendship

1162
01:10:29,840 --> 01:10:32,798
without some risk or sacrifice?

1163
01:10:32,798 --> 01:10:36,090
Don't try to sway me
by talking about friendship.

1164
01:10:36,090 --> 01:10:37,298
It won't work.

1165
01:10:37,298 --> 01:10:39,298
Look how he talks.

1166
01:10:39,298 --> 01:10:43,423
You know they tried to fire you
because you dated Firdevs?

1167
01:10:43,423 --> 01:10:45,340
We went and sorted it out.

1168
01:10:45,340 --> 01:10:48,965
We lied and swore for you. We took a risk.

1169
01:10:48,965 --> 01:10:52,090
Why hang on to a secret

1170
01:10:52,090 --> 01:10:54,090
that'll come out soon anyway?

1171
01:10:54,090 --> 01:10:57,340
Come on. Who'd fire me because of Firdevs?

1172
01:10:57,340 --> 01:10:58,340
Nonsense.

1173
01:10:58,340 --> 01:11:00,798
The mayor had a thing for your girl.

1174
01:11:00,798 --> 01:11:03,881
I know, but once he got rejected,
he backed off.

1175
01:11:03,881 --> 01:11:06,798
So, isn't it natural
he wanted to get rid of you?

1176
01:11:08,048 --> 01:11:11,340
No way. Makes no sense.

1177
01:11:11,340 --> 01:11:12,381
Look...

1178
01:11:12,381 --> 01:11:15,673
Okay, have it your way.
I have nothing more to say.

1179
01:11:15,673 --> 01:11:17,631
Look.

1180
01:11:17,631 --> 01:11:20,756
We promise we won't say that we know.

1181
01:11:20,756 --> 01:11:22,381
Right, Kenan?

1182
01:11:22,381 --> 01:11:24,756
Sure. We know it's forbidden.

1183
01:11:24,756 --> 01:11:26,631
Neither the students,

1184
01:11:26,631 --> 01:11:28,881
nor anyone else will have a clue.

1185
01:11:28,881 --> 01:11:30,381
It's just not easy

1186
01:11:30,590 --> 01:11:33,756
to have this hanging over us.

1187
01:11:33,881 --> 01:11:35,423
The case is closed, okay?

1188
01:11:35,423 --> 01:11:37,423
No point in opening it again.

1189
01:11:38,756 --> 01:11:43,298
You're the one who understands us best
in this dump, right?

1190
01:11:47,215 --> 01:11:49,090
Fuck you, Tolga.

1191
01:11:58,548 --> 01:12:02,256
<i>Three, four, do do la la...</i>

1192
01:12:03,715 --> 01:12:05,423
It's how kids' minds work.

1193
01:12:05,590 --> 01:12:07,215
You took her letter.

1194
01:12:07,590 --> 01:12:10,673
She's getting revenge for that.

1195
01:12:10,673 --> 01:12:14,923
And she's got a stupid friend
who's pissed off at Kenan.

1196
01:12:15,090 --> 01:12:15,965
What?

1197
01:12:16,131 --> 01:12:19,090
Do you see how their minds work
at that age?

1198
01:12:19,090 --> 01:12:21,048
Hang on. Are you telling us...

1199
01:12:21,048 --> 01:12:22,631
Look.

1200
01:12:22,631 --> 01:12:26,631
You never heard anything from me.
Understand?

1201
01:12:26,631 --> 01:12:29,173
Of course, we'll act like we don't know.

1202
01:12:29,173 --> 01:12:31,381
That's the best thing to do.

1203
01:12:31,381 --> 01:12:33,715
Of course. We won't act like kids.

1204
01:12:33,715 --> 01:12:36,673
Hold on,
are you definitely telling us it's...

1205
01:12:36,673 --> 01:12:38,840
Exactly. Those idiots,

1206
01:12:38,840 --> 01:12:40,673
Sevim and Aylin.

1207
01:12:41,465 --> 01:12:44,340
Unfortunately. It surprised me too.

1208
01:12:45,340 --> 01:12:47,965
But maybe it shouldn't have.

1209
01:12:49,423 --> 01:12:52,256
They say, "Nothing human is alien to me."

1210
01:12:52,256 --> 01:12:56,840
Okay, but it wasn't me
who found the letter.

1211
01:12:57,715 --> 01:13:00,423
I even took it to protect her.

1212
01:13:00,423 --> 01:13:03,256
How would she know that detail?

1213
01:13:03,256 --> 01:13:04,881
She thought you read it.

1214
01:13:04,881 --> 01:13:07,340
And how am I involved?

1215
01:13:07,340 --> 01:13:11,756
- I didn't even know about the letter.
- I have no idea, Kenan.

1216
01:13:14,048 --> 01:13:18,673
But don't even dream
of talking to them about this.

1217
01:13:18,673 --> 01:13:20,840
You'll get into big trouble.

1218
01:13:21,048 --> 01:13:22,506
Case is closed.

1219
01:13:23,048 --> 01:13:24,631
Don't stir things up.

1220
01:13:24,756 --> 01:13:27,340
We know, the director warned us.

1221
01:13:27,340 --> 01:13:29,631
But it's outrageous.

1222
01:13:29,631 --> 01:13:32,173
You keep saying "outrageous".

1223
01:13:32,173 --> 01:13:35,048
It's way beyond that now.

1224
01:13:38,798 --> 01:13:42,131
But I told you to stop giving them gifts.

1225
01:13:44,965 --> 01:13:46,256
Look at that.

1226
01:13:47,715 --> 01:13:49,631
Am I the guilty one now?

1227
01:13:49,631 --> 01:13:52,631
I didn't mean it like that.

1228
01:13:52,631 --> 01:13:53,756
Well?

1229
01:13:54,256 --> 01:13:57,923
Around here,
it's not like where you come from.

1230
01:13:58,090 --> 01:14:00,715
Every region has its own

1231
01:14:01,006 --> 01:14:02,881
realities and traditions.

1232
01:14:03,090 --> 01:14:04,465
Right?

1233
01:14:04,465 --> 01:14:07,215
Things like that
might be misunderstood here.

1234
01:14:07,215 --> 01:14:09,256
Don't get me started

1235
01:14:09,256 --> 01:14:12,381
with your traditions for God's sake.

1236
01:14:12,798 --> 01:14:15,590
When it's just talk, you talk so big.

1237
01:14:15,590 --> 01:14:18,048
But when it's time to act, you're scared.

1238
01:14:18,048 --> 01:14:21,465
What's that have to do with anything?
I'm just telling you the situation.

1239
01:14:21,465 --> 01:14:23,423
Fuck the goddamn situation!

1240
01:14:24,590 --> 01:14:26,548
You bow to consensus.

1241
01:14:26,548 --> 01:14:29,465
Why are you bleating
about other injustices, then?

1242
01:14:30,631 --> 01:14:31,840
Calm down.

1243
01:14:31,840 --> 01:14:35,090
Was it wrong to try to stretch
your narrow-minded habits?

1244
01:14:35,965 --> 01:14:38,673
Take a risk to bring civilization here?

1245
01:14:38,798 --> 01:14:40,298
That'll bring civilization?

1246
01:14:40,298 --> 01:14:42,965
How else will it come?

1247
01:14:43,090 --> 01:14:47,215
Look around.
If we teachers don't do it, who will?

1248
01:14:47,548 --> 01:14:51,506
If we're also trapped
in this oppressive culture of yours,

1249
01:14:51,506 --> 01:14:52,756
who's gonna do it?

1250
01:14:54,340 --> 01:14:57,340
Look, this place
has even twisted your thinking.

1251
01:14:57,340 --> 01:15:00,756
Where you're from,
maybe we'd already be in court now.

1252
01:15:00,923 --> 01:15:02,048
What are you on about?

1253
01:15:02,256 --> 01:15:05,965
So you've always thought this way

1254
01:15:05,965 --> 01:15:08,506
about the gifts but were never upfront.

1255
01:15:08,840 --> 01:15:11,465
You waited until now.
That's actually what annoys me.

1256
01:15:13,881 --> 01:15:17,298
So what? Can't we give a gift
to a good student?

1257
01:15:17,298 --> 01:15:19,381
No one's saying that.

1258
01:15:19,506 --> 01:15:21,256
But if the school board

1259
01:15:21,256 --> 01:15:25,006
hears about these gifts later,

1260
01:15:25,215 --> 01:15:28,173
it might cause serious problems.

1261
01:15:28,548 --> 01:15:29,840
That's why.

1262
01:15:36,673 --> 01:15:38,423
You made me eat everything.

1263
01:15:40,423 --> 01:15:42,590
I polished it off so it's not wasted.

1264
01:15:59,715 --> 01:16:02,340
- Good morning, sir.
- Good morning.

1265
01:16:07,298 --> 01:16:08,715
Good morning, sir.

1266
01:16:08,715 --> 01:16:09,840
Good morning.

1267
01:16:24,131 --> 01:16:25,131
Sit down.

1268
01:16:30,590 --> 01:16:31,756
Notebooks out.

1269
01:16:32,965 --> 01:16:33,881
Notebook.

1270
01:16:35,381 --> 01:16:37,465
- They're out.
- No talking.

1271
01:16:37,756 --> 01:16:38,923
Notebooks out.

1272
01:16:39,923 --> 01:16:40,965
Title.

1273
01:16:41,590 --> 01:16:42,631
Perspective.

1274
01:16:42,631 --> 01:16:44,048
What?

1275
01:16:44,048 --> 01:16:45,215
Perspective.

1276
01:16:45,215 --> 01:16:47,048
What's that?

1277
01:16:49,923 --> 01:16:50,965
Quiet.

1278
01:16:50,965 --> 01:16:54,256
- Do we write in our drawing pads?
- Wherever you like.

1279
01:16:58,340 --> 01:17:01,090
No talking, write. Quiet!

1280
01:17:05,881 --> 01:17:07,506
No talking.

1281
01:17:21,715 --> 01:17:24,590
I'm trying to force something
into your tiny brains.

1282
01:17:25,381 --> 01:17:26,465
Don't make it harder.

1283
01:17:27,548 --> 01:17:28,590
All right?

1284
01:17:30,215 --> 01:17:32,215
None of you will become artists.

1285
01:17:33,423 --> 01:17:34,381
That's clear.

1286
01:17:35,631 --> 01:17:39,340
You'll plant potatoes and sugar beets,

1287
01:17:39,340 --> 01:17:42,881
so the rich can live comfortably.

1288
01:17:43,548 --> 01:17:45,590
Isn't that so? Unfortunately, it is.

1289
01:17:46,381 --> 01:17:48,048
That's reality. There's nothing we can do.

1290
01:17:50,673 --> 01:17:52,340
But the show must go on.

1291
01:17:52,340 --> 01:17:54,256
So don't talk, and write what I say.

1292
01:17:55,881 --> 01:17:58,381
Do we write the bottom part, sir?

1293
01:17:59,798 --> 01:18:00,923
What?

1294
01:18:00,923 --> 01:18:03,298
The part at the bottom.
Do we write that too?

1295
01:18:07,090 --> 01:18:08,423
Why are you asking?

1296
01:18:08,423 --> 01:18:11,340
There's space there. Shall we write that?

1297
01:18:11,340 --> 01:18:12,881
I said, why are you asking?

1298
01:18:15,298 --> 01:18:17,631
- Should we write that...
- I'm asking why.

1299
01:18:17,923 --> 01:18:19,131
Don't you understand?

1300
01:18:19,673 --> 01:18:21,256
What language am I speaking?

1301
01:18:21,381 --> 01:18:24,173
You didn't explain
what we needed to write.

1302
01:18:28,923 --> 01:18:30,173
Write whatever you like.

1303
01:18:34,381 --> 01:18:36,423
What the hell am I doing here?

1304
01:19:09,590 --> 01:19:11,673
- You wanted to see me?
- Come in.

1305
01:19:18,840 --> 01:19:22,381
Some of the students came to me

1306
01:19:22,965 --> 01:19:25,173
and said that you insulted them.

1307
01:19:25,756 --> 01:19:27,923
- They got scared, I guess.
- Really?

1308
01:19:27,923 --> 01:19:29,381
They took it hard.

1309
01:19:30,465 --> 01:19:31,506
Who are they?

1310
01:19:31,506 --> 01:19:33,798
Doesn't matter who.

1311
01:19:34,048 --> 01:19:38,131
They said you told them
to plant potatoes and whatever.

1312
01:19:39,548 --> 01:19:42,340
Just telling you to be careful.

1313
01:19:42,340 --> 01:19:43,298
Right.

1314
01:19:43,298 --> 01:19:46,590
Because there'll be trouble
if they tell their parents.

1315
01:19:46,590 --> 01:19:48,340
You know they're dreamers.

1316
01:19:48,340 --> 01:19:49,631
I get it.

1317
01:19:50,340 --> 01:19:52,006
Let's take it easy. Okay?

1318
01:19:52,006 --> 01:19:53,756
Okay, I get it.

1319
01:19:53,756 --> 01:19:55,423
I really get it.

1320
01:20:01,840 --> 01:20:02,840
Sit down.

1321
01:20:05,881 --> 01:20:07,881
Come. Come here.

1322
01:20:10,173 --> 01:20:11,840
You. I'm telling you.

1323
01:20:12,131 --> 01:20:14,090
Come up here.

1324
01:20:26,590 --> 01:20:27,840
You're lucky you live far.

1325
01:20:29,506 --> 01:20:31,298
You have a long ride to get here.

1326
01:20:32,340 --> 01:20:35,506
Otherwise,
I'd expel you from my class. Got it?

1327
01:20:39,131 --> 01:20:40,173
Go outside now.

1328
01:20:41,298 --> 01:20:42,881
Go and stand by the door.

1329
01:20:46,048 --> 01:20:47,756
Go on, out.

1330
01:20:52,548 --> 01:20:53,631
Go out.

1331
01:20:54,006 --> 01:20:55,131
Get out.

1332
01:20:55,131 --> 01:20:56,215
Out.

1333
01:21:12,381 --> 01:21:14,131
Anybody else itching for trouble?

1334
01:21:15,631 --> 01:21:17,590
Don't be shy, we'll sort it out.

1335
01:21:21,881 --> 01:21:24,465
Sefa, great tie!

1336
01:21:24,840 --> 01:21:25,715
Yes, sir.

1337
01:21:25,715 --> 01:21:27,965
You should lend it to me one day.

1338
01:21:28,381 --> 01:21:30,673
All right, I will.

1339
01:21:35,006 --> 01:21:36,131
- Sir?
- Yes?

1340
01:21:36,131 --> 01:21:39,090
You're the first teacher
to get mad at Sevim.

1341
01:21:39,715 --> 01:21:41,256
I wasn't expecting it.

1342
01:21:42,381 --> 01:21:43,840
That's how it goes.

1343
01:21:43,840 --> 01:21:45,631
I'm really surprised.

1344
01:21:45,756 --> 01:21:48,298
"Call no man happy till he dies."

1345
01:21:48,756 --> 01:21:50,798
- Isn't that right?
- Yes, sir.

1346
01:21:51,256 --> 01:21:53,340
My advice is,

1347
01:21:53,881 --> 01:21:57,965
don't believe
the gossipers and schemers in class.

1348
01:21:57,965 --> 01:21:59,756
- Okay?
- Okay, sir.

1349
01:21:59,756 --> 01:22:02,965
If you see any of their nonsense,
come tell me.

1350
01:22:02,965 --> 01:22:04,631
- All right?
- All right, sir.

1351
01:22:05,756 --> 01:22:06,756
Okay.

1352
01:22:08,090 --> 01:22:08,965
Yes?

1353
01:22:08,965 --> 01:22:10,715
Sevim told my sister--

1354
01:22:10,715 --> 01:22:14,673
All right boy, not now.
I mean from now on.

1355
01:22:14,673 --> 01:22:17,048
Don't bring up the past like that.

1356
01:22:22,465 --> 01:22:24,090
We all know

1357
01:22:24,090 --> 01:22:28,715
exactly who and what these people are.

1358
01:22:30,506 --> 01:22:32,256
It's just a few, isn't it?

1359
01:22:32,256 --> 01:22:33,381
Yes.

1360
01:22:34,923 --> 01:22:38,590
There are always people like that.

1361
01:22:38,590 --> 01:22:41,840
What's important
is knowing how to deal with them.

1362
01:22:41,840 --> 01:22:45,590
The best way is to keep your distance.

1363
01:22:46,548 --> 01:22:48,048
Stop being their friend.

1364
01:22:49,131 --> 01:22:50,423
All right?

1365
01:22:50,423 --> 01:22:51,715
All right, sir.

1366
01:23:21,798 --> 01:23:22,965
Don't lean on the wall.

1367
01:23:26,215 --> 01:23:27,840
I said, don't lean.

1368
01:23:28,006 --> 01:23:29,715
Stand away from the wall.

1369
01:23:33,090 --> 01:23:34,381
Yes, you. Away from the wall.

1370
01:23:36,131 --> 01:23:37,173
Away.

1371
01:24:06,465 --> 01:24:08,673
Look at us, Samet.

1372
01:24:09,173 --> 01:24:11,340
Our troubles are far from over.

1373
01:24:11,798 --> 01:24:14,548
I even keep away from my niece.

1374
01:24:14,715 --> 01:24:16,215
And yet, look what they say.

1375
01:24:17,215 --> 01:24:19,715
I've lost my appetite ever since.

1376
01:24:20,673 --> 01:24:23,631
Should've kept to herding
instead of teaching.

1377
01:24:23,631 --> 01:24:25,298
At least I'd have some peace.

1378
01:24:26,381 --> 01:24:27,590
That's for sure.

1379
01:24:28,340 --> 01:24:31,173
Better off herding sheep
in the mountains than at school.

1380
01:24:33,673 --> 01:24:36,673
Tolga pretends to empathize with us,

1381
01:24:36,673 --> 01:24:39,798
but he laughs at us
behind our backs with Firdevs.

1382
01:24:39,798 --> 01:24:43,173
I heard them today.
I think they're enjoying this.

1383
01:24:43,173 --> 01:24:44,381
Really? Where?

1384
01:24:44,381 --> 01:24:45,715
In the teachers' lounge.

1385
01:24:46,340 --> 01:24:48,465
They stopped talking when they saw me.

1386
01:24:50,548 --> 01:24:52,673
Let them fucking laugh.

1387
01:24:54,131 --> 01:24:56,131
If I could only leave this hole,

1388
01:24:56,131 --> 01:24:58,506
I'd never see any of them again.

1389
01:24:58,506 --> 01:24:59,881
Okay,

1390
01:25:00,715 --> 01:25:02,506
but it's still hard to digest.

1391
01:25:02,715 --> 01:25:04,423
We're colleagues, after all.

1392
01:25:04,423 --> 01:25:06,881
Fuck colleagues.

1393
01:25:07,798 --> 01:25:09,923
Everybody's out to screw each other.

1394
01:25:10,631 --> 01:25:12,840
They're all miserable, don't you see?

1395
01:25:12,840 --> 01:25:14,715
Yes, exactly.

1396
01:25:16,340 --> 01:25:19,006
But it really was a close shave.

1397
01:25:19,006 --> 01:25:21,256
We almost made headlines.

1398
01:25:21,881 --> 01:25:24,673
Don't exaggerate.
No need to be that scared.

1399
01:25:24,673 --> 01:25:29,215
Why should I be scared
after all I've been through?

1400
01:25:29,215 --> 01:25:31,131
You've been here seven years.

1401
01:25:31,131 --> 01:25:33,131
Boredom's all you've seen.

1402
01:25:33,131 --> 01:25:36,256
That's not true. Don't say that.

1403
01:25:38,256 --> 01:25:40,131
Even at the start,

1404
01:25:40,423 --> 01:25:41,631
it wasn't easy.

1405
01:25:42,340 --> 01:25:44,298
When I found out I'd been posted here

1406
01:25:44,423 --> 01:25:46,548
in August

1407
01:25:47,548 --> 01:25:49,215
seven years ago,

1408
01:25:49,215 --> 01:25:52,215
I was up in the mountains near our village

1409
01:25:52,215 --> 01:25:54,131
herding my dad's flock.

1410
01:25:55,048 --> 01:25:58,256
I felt relieved now that I had a career.

1411
01:25:58,256 --> 01:26:00,840
I was so happy.

1412
01:26:03,006 --> 01:26:07,090
And the same day we heard
that my brother-in-law had died.

1413
01:26:07,923 --> 01:26:09,756
He'd just married my sister.

1414
01:26:09,756 --> 01:26:11,715
What happened?

1415
01:26:12,756 --> 01:26:16,590
He went to Diyarbakir,
where my sister was teaching.

1416
01:26:17,131 --> 01:26:18,631
Nobody knew him there, of course.

1417
01:26:19,798 --> 01:26:22,673
They thought he was a spy
and shot him right downtown.

1418
01:26:23,465 --> 01:26:24,631
No way.

1419
01:26:26,506 --> 01:26:28,465
Then the organization apologized.

1420
01:26:29,298 --> 01:26:31,090
They thought he was a military spy.

1421
01:26:31,923 --> 01:26:33,673
The guy's fucking dead.

1422
01:26:34,215 --> 01:26:35,590
What good's an apology?

1423
01:26:36,715 --> 01:26:38,173
That's bad.

1424
01:26:38,173 --> 01:26:41,798
Talking in blood has become
the fate of our East, unfortunately.

1425
01:26:43,215 --> 01:26:47,090
I couldn't even celebrate
becoming a teacher.

1426
01:26:47,090 --> 01:26:51,131
I found out what it's like to feel
joy and sorrow at the same time.

1427
01:27:06,423 --> 01:27:09,173
Hey, you're leaving this year.

1428
01:27:09,798 --> 01:27:13,256
We don't have one photo together.
Been housemates for two years.

1429
01:27:14,173 --> 01:27:15,756
Let's take a photo here.

1430
01:27:16,631 --> 01:27:17,506
Yeah?

1431
01:27:19,006 --> 01:27:20,923
Okay. What, a selfie?

1432
01:27:20,923 --> 01:27:23,090
No. Something better.

1433
01:27:23,090 --> 01:27:24,256
With the view behind.

1434
01:27:28,840 --> 01:27:29,881
Okay.

1435
01:27:31,256 --> 01:27:32,381
How do you want it?

1436
01:27:32,381 --> 01:27:33,548
Come here.

1437
01:27:36,631 --> 01:27:39,131
- You're putting it there.
- I'll set the timer.

1438
01:27:42,423 --> 01:27:43,965
The view's beautiful.

1439
01:27:43,965 --> 01:27:46,006
- Gonna stand like that?
- Yeah.

1440
01:27:47,256 --> 01:27:49,215
- Ready?
- Go ahead.

1441
01:29:29,006 --> 01:29:30,465
How are you? Any better?

1442
01:29:30,631 --> 01:29:32,131
I'm good. Thanks.

1443
01:29:32,798 --> 01:29:34,215
After being on the drip?

1444
01:29:34,840 --> 01:29:35,965
Yeah, right.

1445
01:29:37,715 --> 01:29:38,881
I'll take this.

1446
01:29:39,173 --> 01:29:40,215
Go ahead.

1447
01:29:40,965 --> 01:29:42,048
Want me to get someone?

1448
01:29:43,173 --> 01:29:44,798
No need. I'll manage.

1449
01:29:44,798 --> 01:29:47,840
The list's inside. Even the boot sizes.

1450
01:29:47,840 --> 01:29:49,756
- Hand them out.
- Okay.

1451
01:29:56,048 --> 01:29:57,048
Come in.

1452
01:30:01,090 --> 01:30:02,840
We asked for a coat for you.

1453
01:30:02,840 --> 01:30:05,256
Take any coat you like from the box.

1454
01:30:05,256 --> 01:30:06,423
Okay, sir.

1455
01:30:24,423 --> 01:30:25,423
I got one.

1456
01:30:26,131 --> 01:30:29,423
Good. There are bags there. Put it in one.

1457
01:30:29,423 --> 01:30:30,506
All right.

1458
01:30:35,215 --> 01:30:37,173
Look in the box, Delila.

1459
01:30:38,298 --> 01:30:41,340
You can take any coat
and sweater you like, all right?

1460
01:30:57,256 --> 01:30:59,006
Can I take these, sir?

1461
01:30:59,006 --> 01:31:02,673
Okay. There's a bag behind you.

1462
01:31:02,673 --> 01:31:03,923
Put them in that.

1463
01:31:06,048 --> 01:31:09,340
Enjoy 'em. Don't show anyone.

1464
01:31:12,923 --> 01:31:14,673
Tell the next person to come in.

1465
01:31:20,673 --> 01:31:22,090
Thanks, sir. Goodbye.

1466
01:31:30,506 --> 01:31:31,548
Come in.

1467
01:31:35,756 --> 01:31:37,423
Are you in my class?

1468
01:31:38,173 --> 01:31:39,090
Yes.

1469
01:31:39,506 --> 01:31:41,465
- What's your name?
- Halime.

1470
01:31:41,673 --> 01:31:42,590
Right.

1471
01:31:44,256 --> 01:31:46,548
Get what you want from the box.

1472
01:31:46,548 --> 01:31:48,131
It says boots here.

1473
01:31:48,131 --> 01:31:49,131
Okay.

1474
01:31:50,840 --> 01:31:52,215
What does your father do?

1475
01:31:52,673 --> 01:31:53,756
He's not here.

1476
01:31:55,506 --> 01:31:56,548
Is he in town?

1477
01:31:59,798 --> 01:32:01,881
Your parents are alive though, right?

1478
01:32:02,840 --> 01:32:03,840
Yes.

1479
01:32:04,715 --> 01:32:05,673
Okay.

1480
01:32:28,923 --> 01:32:30,673
- Have you chosen?
- Yes.

1481
01:32:30,673 --> 01:32:32,673
Good. Nice choice.

1482
01:32:32,673 --> 01:32:34,256
Not too small for you?

1483
01:32:34,256 --> 01:32:36,173
- No, they'll fit.
- Okay.

1484
01:32:36,298 --> 01:32:38,423
There's a bag behind you.

1485
01:32:38,423 --> 01:32:39,715
Put them in it.

1486
01:33:43,923 --> 01:33:44,798
You okay?

1487
01:34:31,381 --> 01:34:34,048
<i>We were thrown into the air.</i>

1488
01:34:34,340 --> 01:34:36,048
<i>I remember being on the ground.</i>

1489
01:34:36,048 --> 01:34:38,215
<i>Everyone was shouting and moaning.</i>

1490
01:34:38,965 --> 01:34:40,840
I was still in one piece there.

1491
01:34:40,840 --> 01:34:45,381
A steel ball had severed a vein
and gangrene set in.

1492
01:34:45,381 --> 01:34:46,590
Unbelievable.

1493
01:34:46,590 --> 01:34:48,923
And then? Ambulances and police?

1494
01:34:49,048 --> 01:34:51,131
God, no. A police officer even said

1495
01:34:52,006 --> 01:34:54,548
"Sweep them up" to his squad.

1496
01:34:54,548 --> 01:34:55,923
It's in the report.

1497
01:34:56,215 --> 01:35:00,506
The ambulances were so late
and taxis refused to take the wounded.

1498
01:35:00,923 --> 01:35:02,715
Didn't want their seats dirtied.

1499
01:35:02,840 --> 01:35:03,840
Yeah.

1500
01:35:04,590 --> 01:35:06,506
That and much worse.

1501
01:35:06,923 --> 01:35:11,256
I only made it to the hospital
because a guy convinced a taxi driver.

1502
01:35:11,423 --> 01:35:13,173
I lost many friends there.

1503
01:35:14,548 --> 01:35:16,256
Did you see that guy later?

1504
01:35:17,006 --> 01:35:18,256
Yes.

1505
01:35:18,256 --> 01:35:20,840
He reached out five or six months later.

1506
01:35:20,840 --> 01:35:22,840
He's from the Eastern branch.

1507
01:35:22,840 --> 01:35:24,715
The time in hospital sucked.

1508
01:35:24,715 --> 01:35:26,381
Spent eight months there.

1509
01:35:26,548 --> 01:35:28,215
Most doctors were from our union.

1510
01:35:29,423 --> 01:35:32,256
They really tried to save the leg,
but failed.

1511
01:35:32,423 --> 01:35:35,340
After they cut it off, I thought I'd die.

1512
01:35:35,340 --> 01:35:39,506
I never thought such pain was possible.

1513
01:35:41,590 --> 01:35:44,506
If they'd said,
"We kill your parents and it stops,"

1514
01:35:44,673 --> 01:35:48,965
I'd have gladly said yes
just to stop the pain.

1515
01:35:51,673 --> 01:35:54,548
Sorry for telling you all this
while eating.

1516
01:35:54,548 --> 01:35:56,881
It's fine.

1517
01:35:59,048 --> 01:36:01,090
It's really unbelievable.

1518
01:36:01,090 --> 01:36:03,090
I'm lost for words.

1519
01:36:03,090 --> 01:36:06,173
You can't grasp certain things
without experience.

1520
01:36:06,340 --> 01:36:08,090
This is definitely one.

1521
01:36:08,256 --> 01:36:12,423
Do the other teachers at school
know about the explosion?

1522
01:36:12,631 --> 01:36:16,048
No, they think it was an accident.
Some might know.

1523
01:36:16,048 --> 01:36:17,381
Don't they ask?

1524
01:36:17,715 --> 01:36:19,756
Not really. My school is big.

1525
01:36:19,756 --> 01:36:22,631
Everyone minds their own business.

1526
01:36:22,631 --> 01:36:24,631
And I'm not that close to anyone.

1527
01:36:25,715 --> 01:36:28,090
It's better they don't know.

1528
01:36:28,715 --> 01:36:32,006
They'd only judge you.

1529
01:36:32,006 --> 01:36:34,840
Funny thing is, until this happened,

1530
01:36:35,381 --> 01:36:38,256
even my family didn't know about anything.

1531
01:36:38,256 --> 01:36:41,381
They follow politics,
but they're not radical.

1532
01:36:41,381 --> 01:36:42,965
Mine are the same.

1533
01:36:45,465 --> 01:36:48,798
How's your family gonna be radical?

1534
01:36:48,798 --> 01:36:51,756
They've spent their lives
in a tiny village.

1535
01:36:51,965 --> 01:36:56,506
Their only cares are their cattle
and marrying you off.

1536
01:36:56,631 --> 01:36:58,090
Don't say that.

1537
01:36:58,090 --> 01:37:01,756
I've seen such radicals and fanatics
in that tiny village.

1538
01:37:02,631 --> 01:37:04,798
Kenan's from an Alawi village.

1539
01:37:04,798 --> 01:37:06,131
Same culture as you.

1540
01:37:07,131 --> 01:37:09,131
I don't care about that sectarian stuff.

1541
01:37:09,881 --> 01:37:12,548
- They're all primitive.
- Definitely.

1542
01:37:12,548 --> 01:37:13,840
Sure.

1543
01:37:14,215 --> 01:37:17,423
But they must've been devastated.

1544
01:37:19,048 --> 01:37:20,881
- Who?
- Your family.

1545
01:37:21,173 --> 01:37:22,631
Of course.

1546
01:37:23,798 --> 01:37:26,215
That's a whole different drama.

1547
01:37:26,631 --> 01:37:27,548
I won't go into it.

1548
01:37:28,423 --> 01:37:30,465
You can't tell from your walk.

1549
01:37:30,465 --> 01:37:32,881
Honestly! You walk better than me.

1550
01:37:32,881 --> 01:37:33,881
Thanks.

1551
01:37:33,881 --> 01:37:36,006
It's a quality prosthesis.

1552
01:37:36,006 --> 01:37:39,881
The government provides some,
but none as good as this.

1553
01:37:39,881 --> 01:37:41,465
Theirs make you limp.

1554
01:37:42,256 --> 01:37:45,340
If you get your own,
they only pay a small amount.

1555
01:37:45,340 --> 01:37:47,131
- Well, that's something.
- Yeah.

1556
01:37:49,715 --> 01:37:52,298
What about the car, by the way?

1557
01:37:52,298 --> 01:37:54,506
Waiting for the dealership to bring it.

1558
01:37:54,506 --> 01:37:56,131
Oh, so you got one?

1559
01:37:56,131 --> 01:37:57,340
For sure.

1560
01:37:58,631 --> 01:37:59,506
Fantastic!

1561
01:38:00,048 --> 01:38:03,840
It takes a while,
switching the gas and brake pedals.

1562
01:38:03,840 --> 01:38:06,381
That's great. Wonderful.

1563
01:38:06,381 --> 01:38:07,590
Congratulations.

1564
01:38:07,590 --> 01:38:11,215
It'll change your life, you'll see.

1565
01:38:11,215 --> 01:38:14,090
So, when's the dealership bringing it?

1566
01:38:22,673 --> 01:38:24,340
Can I take a photo of you?

1567
01:38:25,881 --> 01:38:26,965
Why?

1568
01:38:28,131 --> 01:38:30,131
I mean, sure you can.

1569
01:38:31,006 --> 01:38:33,548
You have quite an interesting face, actually.

1570
01:38:33,881 --> 01:38:37,465
A face that somehow
embodies the story of this land.

1571
01:38:38,465 --> 01:38:40,548
- You think so?
- Yeah. Definitely.

1572
01:38:43,548 --> 01:38:46,715
I'll use it for my portrait drawings.

1573
01:38:46,965 --> 01:38:48,673
Okay, sure.

1574
01:38:48,840 --> 01:38:50,381
Move the plate a bit.

1575
01:38:54,131 --> 01:38:55,798
You, move your arm.

1576
01:38:55,798 --> 01:38:57,548
Out of the frame.

1577
01:38:58,840 --> 01:39:00,131
I'll do it like this.

1578
01:39:00,131 --> 01:39:02,423
What should I do? Look at you?

1579
01:39:02,423 --> 01:39:04,673
Nothing. Just look at the camera.

1580
01:39:05,923 --> 01:39:10,173
At first, it looks like an ordinary face.

1581
01:39:10,173 --> 01:39:13,340
But then there seems to be
a strange sorrow

1582
01:39:13,465 --> 01:39:16,340
somewhere deep inside.

1583
01:39:17,340 --> 01:39:18,590
I'm not exactly sure, though.

1584
01:39:20,090 --> 01:39:22,340
Sorry if I got a bit weird.

1585
01:39:22,340 --> 01:39:24,215
No, it's okay. Thanks.

1586
01:39:24,215 --> 01:39:25,423
Don't move.

1587
01:39:27,090 --> 01:39:28,256
Don't smile.

1588
01:39:36,506 --> 01:39:40,590
By the way, my parents will visit
my sister in Istanbul soon.

1589
01:39:40,590 --> 01:39:43,006
You two can come, and I'll cook for you.

1590
01:39:43,006 --> 01:39:47,215
All right, but we wouldn't want
to make work for you.

1591
01:39:47,215 --> 01:39:49,048
It's no trouble.

1592
01:39:49,673 --> 01:39:52,506
Don't expect a feast,
but you won't starve.

1593
01:39:52,506 --> 01:39:55,381
Spaghetti and wine are guaranteed.

1594
01:39:55,381 --> 01:39:56,673
That's great.

1595
01:39:57,215 --> 01:39:58,923
- My favorites.
- Yeah?

1596
01:39:58,923 --> 01:40:00,673
I love spaghetti and wine.

1597
01:40:00,673 --> 01:40:01,840
Okay.

1598
01:40:02,131 --> 01:40:03,256
I love them.

1599
01:40:13,465 --> 01:40:15,256
The weather's terrible.

1600
01:40:15,256 --> 01:40:16,465
Really?

1601
01:40:16,465 --> 01:40:18,506
Ice all over.

1602
01:40:18,506 --> 01:40:21,756
They let the tap at the mosque freeze.

1603
01:40:21,756 --> 01:40:25,381
I told them a hundred times.
Leave the water running.

1604
01:40:25,381 --> 01:40:28,590
Even a dribble would be enough.

1605
01:40:28,590 --> 01:40:30,923
Some idiot always turns it off.

1606
01:40:33,715 --> 01:40:37,465
It's so cold.
I couldn't see where I was going.

1607
01:40:37,465 --> 01:40:39,923
It's dark as a dungeon out there.

1608
01:40:42,673 --> 01:40:45,215
I better go after I finish this, then.

1609
01:40:45,215 --> 01:40:46,465
What?

1610
01:40:46,590 --> 01:40:48,006
I said, I better go.

1611
01:40:48,506 --> 01:40:49,715
Why? It's early.

1612
01:40:51,506 --> 01:40:54,173
No, I better go.
The electricity's cut off.

1613
01:40:54,173 --> 01:40:56,923
Exactly, why sit in the dark at home?

1614
01:40:57,048 --> 01:40:58,965
- His mother's waiting.
- What?

1615
01:40:59,090 --> 01:41:00,465
His mother's waiting.

1616
01:41:02,131 --> 01:41:05,923
Go to their street
at any time of the night

1617
01:41:05,923 --> 01:41:09,381
and you'll see a tiny silhouette
in the window.

1618
01:41:10,631 --> 01:41:12,256
That silhouette is his mother.

1619
01:41:13,298 --> 01:41:16,298
She waits there
all night until he returns.

1620
01:41:17,923 --> 01:41:19,798
I've told her a million times,

1621
01:41:19,798 --> 01:41:22,506
I don't know when I'll be back.

1622
01:41:22,506 --> 01:41:23,965
But she doesn't listen.

1623
01:41:24,381 --> 01:41:28,131
As soon as I get near,
she turns off the light and goes to bed.

1624
01:41:28,131 --> 01:41:31,298
Like I won't see.
At least wait with the lights off.

1625
01:41:31,298 --> 01:41:34,173
I don't blame her. She doesn't trust you.

1626
01:41:34,506 --> 01:41:35,881
It's better now.

1627
01:41:36,465 --> 01:41:38,631
When he was younger, she'd go out

1628
01:41:38,631 --> 01:41:41,506
and look around for him at dusk.

1629
01:41:42,215 --> 01:41:43,673
She can't do it as much now.

1630
01:41:44,631 --> 01:41:47,048
Poor woman just waits at the window.

1631
01:41:47,298 --> 01:41:49,256
So she realized it back then.

1632
01:41:52,465 --> 01:41:53,465
What?

1633
01:41:54,423 --> 01:41:56,590
-"What" what?
- What did she realize?

1634
01:41:56,715 --> 01:42:01,715
That you're a restless,
good-for-nothing vagabond.

1635
01:42:02,923 --> 01:42:05,215
That's how it is here.

1636
01:42:06,173 --> 01:42:10,215
It's not just mine.
Mothers here are on pins and needles.

1637
01:42:10,215 --> 01:42:11,506
When I was just seven,

1638
01:42:12,756 --> 01:42:16,340
on a dark night like this,

1639
01:42:16,340 --> 01:42:19,965
the gendarmes came and took my dad,
right out of his bed.

1640
01:42:21,673 --> 01:42:24,381
As they were taking him away,
he said, "Wait".

1641
01:42:24,381 --> 01:42:25,923
Stopped everyone.

1642
01:42:25,923 --> 01:42:28,381
Searched his pockets.

1643
01:42:28,923 --> 01:42:33,631
Found a lottery ticket,
gave it to my mom and that was it.

1644
01:42:33,881 --> 01:42:35,048
Never saw him again.

1645
01:42:36,340 --> 01:42:40,131
That's why my mom
has worried about me for years.

1646
01:42:40,131 --> 01:42:42,756
Not because I'm restless.

1647
01:42:42,756 --> 01:42:43,756
Anyway...

1648
01:42:44,881 --> 01:42:48,256
what's interesting is that

1649
01:42:49,090 --> 01:42:53,048
the only thing I remember from that night,

1650
01:42:53,048 --> 01:42:54,381
isn't my father.

1651
01:42:55,090 --> 01:42:58,173
It's the flicker on the ceiling
from the stove.

1652
01:43:01,590 --> 01:43:04,381
I wondered for years

1653
01:43:04,381 --> 01:43:06,423
why I remembered that.

1654
01:43:06,923 --> 01:43:12,840
Then I realized
it's not about what has happened,

1655
01:43:13,173 --> 01:43:15,673
it's about what's beyond the visible.

1656
01:43:15,673 --> 01:43:17,215
What goes on inside.

1657
01:43:19,048 --> 01:43:21,173
- Win anything?
- What?

1658
01:43:22,048 --> 01:43:23,840
The lottery ticket, did you win?

1659
01:43:24,465 --> 01:43:25,548
Nothing.

1660
01:43:25,548 --> 01:43:27,548
Not even your money back?

1661
01:43:27,548 --> 01:43:28,798
No.

1662
01:43:28,798 --> 01:43:32,631
Fuck that.
You won nothing from a ticket like that?

1663
01:43:32,631 --> 01:43:34,048
Forget that stuff.

1664
01:43:34,048 --> 01:43:36,590
Always the same story.

1665
01:43:36,590 --> 01:43:39,923
Same old words.
Every year, he pretends to go.

1666
01:43:39,923 --> 01:43:43,756
Then I see him kicking back
in the tea house.

1667
01:43:44,340 --> 01:43:47,965
You need to sort yourself out.
Don't talk the talk,

1668
01:43:48,256 --> 01:43:50,798
if you can't walk the walk.

1669
01:43:50,798 --> 01:43:52,673
Want to go, do you? Then go.

1670
01:43:52,965 --> 01:43:54,756
You think guerrilla life's a picnic?

1671
01:43:55,131 --> 01:43:57,590
Find a decent job,

1672
01:43:57,590 --> 01:44:00,173
so your mother can sleep at night.

1673
01:44:00,381 --> 01:44:01,923
Save your mother first,

1674
01:44:01,923 --> 01:44:04,715
then you can save the world.

1675
01:44:04,715 --> 01:44:08,465
Fine, Vahit.
If that's what you think, I'll shut up.

1676
01:44:08,465 --> 01:44:09,506
Look.

1677
01:44:09,506 --> 01:44:11,715
Times have changed.

1678
01:44:11,715 --> 01:44:15,173
It's not the same. It's a vendetta now.

1679
01:44:15,173 --> 01:44:17,381
Everyone's out for revenge.

1680
01:44:17,381 --> 01:44:19,506
Nothing's clear anymore.

1681
01:44:20,298 --> 01:44:22,506
No one knows who wants what,

1682
01:44:22,506 --> 01:44:24,590
or who won't give what, and why not?

1683
01:44:25,131 --> 01:44:28,923
It's obscure on all sides.

1684
01:44:29,423 --> 01:44:30,423
Look here.

1685
01:44:31,256 --> 01:44:33,173
Enter the swamp, you'll sink.

1686
01:44:33,173 --> 01:44:34,673
That's for sure.

1687
01:44:35,298 --> 01:44:38,215
But if you want to drain the swamp,

1688
01:44:38,215 --> 01:44:42,340
you gotta be smart and not enter it.

1689
01:44:43,173 --> 01:44:45,465
And you gotta give it time.

1690
01:44:46,048 --> 01:44:49,590
If you want to sink, that's up to you.
Right, teacher?

1691
01:44:49,590 --> 01:44:51,131
Know what I think?

1692
01:44:51,131 --> 01:44:55,298
If you put up shelves
and put that mess lying around on them,

1693
01:44:55,298 --> 01:44:57,465
the shop would look fresher.

1694
01:44:58,798 --> 01:45:01,090
Your heart's drying up, Vahit.

1695
01:45:02,173 --> 01:45:04,256
You seem gripped by fear.

1696
01:45:04,256 --> 01:45:06,506
Must be your age. But that's okay.

1697
01:45:06,506 --> 01:45:08,215
Who's talking about fear?

1698
01:45:08,215 --> 01:45:10,715
There's more to life than a full belly.

1699
01:45:10,715 --> 01:45:13,090
- Like what?
- Lots of things!

1700
01:45:13,090 --> 01:45:16,965
I'll sink if I fucking must.
What have I got to lose?

1701
01:45:16,965 --> 01:45:18,173
What have you got?

1702
01:45:18,631 --> 01:45:20,965
What about your life, idiot?

1703
01:45:21,256 --> 01:45:23,423
And your youth.

1704
01:45:24,006 --> 01:45:25,423
You think that's nothing?

1705
01:45:27,881 --> 01:45:30,590
You're just blowing hot air.

1706
01:45:30,590 --> 01:45:32,756
Talking nonsense.

1707
01:45:32,965 --> 01:45:36,215
A life is valuable even if it's aimless,

1708
01:45:36,215 --> 01:45:38,215
faithless, and dishonorable?

1709
01:45:38,215 --> 01:45:39,840
Give me a little whisky.

1710
01:45:40,423 --> 01:45:42,298
Of course it is.

1711
01:45:42,298 --> 01:45:43,756
It definitely is.

1712
01:45:45,048 --> 01:45:46,506
For sure it is.

1713
01:45:47,465 --> 01:45:51,548
You think anyone
without a Mauser is a lowlife.

1714
01:45:53,548 --> 01:45:54,590
Don't you?

1715
01:45:55,090 --> 01:45:56,673
Who was it that said...

1716
01:45:58,548 --> 01:46:00,340
"Youth is such a wonderful thing,

1717
01:46:00,673 --> 01:46:03,590
what a pity it's wasted on the young"?

1718
01:46:04,673 --> 01:46:05,881
So, we're aimless,

1719
01:46:05,881 --> 01:46:08,423
faithless, and dishonorable?

1720
01:46:08,423 --> 01:46:10,215
No one said that.

1721
01:46:10,215 --> 01:46:12,506
But if you carry on, someone will.

1722
01:46:12,506 --> 01:46:15,048
So what if they do?

1723
01:46:15,048 --> 01:46:17,965
It's your problem.
Why you fucking asking me?

1724
01:46:17,965 --> 01:46:19,840
But one day they will.

1725
01:46:20,090 --> 01:46:23,923
They'll need to have some guts
to say that.

1726
01:46:24,173 --> 01:46:26,423
They'll need balls of steel to say that.

1727
01:46:26,423 --> 01:46:28,215
Whoever fucking says that,

1728
01:46:28,215 --> 01:46:31,006
I'll make 'em piss from their belly.

1729
01:46:33,506 --> 01:46:36,756
Don't be ridiculous. What's the gun for?

1730
01:46:39,173 --> 01:46:41,006
I'm surprised that

1731
01:46:41,006 --> 01:46:45,298
you didn't give
that asshole what he deserved.

1732
01:46:45,298 --> 01:46:47,465
Always talking about honor.

1733
01:46:47,465 --> 01:46:50,756
What was I supposed to say to the guy?

1734
01:46:50,756 --> 01:46:52,256
You know what I mean.

1735
01:46:52,256 --> 01:46:53,923
Don't talk in riddles.

1736
01:46:54,340 --> 01:46:57,548
I said it, so you know
your enemies from your friends.

1737
01:46:57,548 --> 01:47:00,673
If someone stands

1738
01:47:00,840 --> 01:47:03,965
in the middle of the fucking village

1739
01:47:03,965 --> 01:47:05,756
bad-mouthing you,

1740
01:47:06,090 --> 01:47:08,173
I wouldn't stand for it.

1741
01:47:08,173 --> 01:47:09,423
That's how I am.

1742
01:47:10,215 --> 01:47:12,131
I wouldn't allow it.

1743
01:47:12,131 --> 01:47:14,131
Am I the guilty one now?

1744
01:47:14,465 --> 01:47:17,256
I wish I hadn't opened my mouth.

1745
01:47:17,256 --> 01:47:19,756
No one's guilty.

1746
01:47:20,256 --> 01:47:23,298
If you don't shut the guy up,

1747
01:47:23,298 --> 01:47:25,131
if you let him talk,

1748
01:47:25,131 --> 01:47:27,090
he'll continue talking.

1749
01:47:28,340 --> 01:47:31,298
You always talk big,

1750
01:47:31,715 --> 01:47:35,631
but you won't
even stop some guy mouthing off.

1751
01:47:37,006 --> 01:47:38,131
It's not right.

1752
01:47:38,590 --> 01:47:39,798
Sorry.

1753
01:47:42,965 --> 01:47:44,465
Anyway, I'm going.

1754
01:47:46,506 --> 01:47:48,673
Stay put. We'll go together.

1755
01:47:48,673 --> 01:47:50,381
- No.
- We'll leave together.

1756
01:47:50,381 --> 01:47:53,173
I won't be able to get up in the morning.

1757
01:47:53,173 --> 01:47:55,923
So don't get up, then. Sit down.

1758
01:47:55,923 --> 01:47:57,173
No, no.

1759
01:47:57,923 --> 01:47:59,506
You two have fun.

1760
01:47:59,715 --> 01:48:01,256
Come on, sit down.

1761
01:48:02,131 --> 01:48:03,131
Hey.

1762
01:48:18,215 --> 01:48:20,048
What's your problem, for God's sake?

1763
01:48:21,756 --> 01:48:26,256
Aren't you being too hard on him?

1764
01:48:26,381 --> 01:48:29,423
What were you on about?
I didn't even get it.

1765
01:48:29,423 --> 01:48:32,173
He comes here and keeps telling me

1766
01:48:32,798 --> 01:48:36,381
"So and so said this and that about you".

1767
01:48:36,381 --> 01:48:37,673
All kinds of crap.

1768
01:48:38,090 --> 01:48:41,340
The hell you doing about it, then?

1769
01:48:41,340 --> 01:48:43,173
Are you a statue or what?

1770
01:48:43,173 --> 01:48:45,048
Can't you speak up?

1771
01:48:46,881 --> 01:48:48,298
It's not the first time.

1772
01:48:48,298 --> 01:48:49,465
Yeah, okay.

1773
01:48:49,715 --> 01:48:51,631
I couldn't take it anymore.

1774
01:48:51,631 --> 01:48:54,298
I still think you're too hard on him.

1775
01:48:54,298 --> 01:48:57,423
It's not always easy to step in.

1776
01:48:57,423 --> 01:48:59,673
People talk. Forget about it.

1777
01:48:59,673 --> 01:49:02,006
Look, you've upset the kid for nothing.

1778
01:49:03,048 --> 01:49:05,715
You should just make up with him.

1779
01:49:11,215 --> 01:49:15,756
You see, it's not easy
to stand alone around here.

1780
01:49:16,423 --> 01:49:19,090
Everyone wants you to pick sides.

1781
01:49:19,090 --> 01:49:22,423
Some call you a coward, others a traitor.

1782
01:49:22,423 --> 01:49:25,715
Someone else comes
and says you're a turncoat.

1783
01:49:25,965 --> 01:49:28,006
That's how lives are lived out here.

1784
01:49:28,881 --> 01:49:31,673
I cured two cows for this one guy.

1785
01:49:32,340 --> 01:49:34,465
Then he came and shot my dog.

1786
01:49:35,715 --> 01:49:36,923
Why?

1787
01:49:36,923 --> 01:49:38,256
Because he's human.

1788
01:49:39,506 --> 01:49:40,923
Yeah, he's human.

1789
01:51:22,715 --> 01:51:24,048
What's up? Still awake?

1790
01:51:24,048 --> 01:51:25,715
Yeah.

1791
01:51:25,965 --> 01:51:28,215
I gotta turn the school lights off.

1792
01:51:28,423 --> 01:51:29,965
I was on duty and forgot.

1793
01:51:30,298 --> 01:51:31,381
You have tea?

1794
01:51:31,381 --> 01:51:33,215
No, but I can make some.

1795
01:51:33,423 --> 01:51:36,173
Okay, you make tea.
I'll turn off the lights.

1796
01:51:36,548 --> 01:51:37,506
Okay.

1797
01:51:38,423 --> 01:51:39,465
The keys?

1798
01:51:39,465 --> 01:51:40,590
Right.

1799
01:52:33,590 --> 01:52:36,381
What's that? Did you draw all that stuff?

1800
01:52:36,798 --> 01:52:38,631
- What?
- On the walls.

1801
01:52:38,631 --> 01:52:42,173
No, there was a history teacher
here before me.

1802
01:52:45,965 --> 01:52:47,090
When he left,

1803
01:52:47,631 --> 01:52:50,256
he even asked me
to pay for the kitchen counter.

1804
01:52:52,131 --> 01:52:53,965
- You shouldn't have.
- I sure didn't.

1805
01:52:55,340 --> 01:52:58,256
When I didn't pay up,
he tried to take the counter with him.

1806
01:52:59,256 --> 01:53:00,340
Asshole.

1807
01:53:01,006 --> 01:53:04,215
I'd never met such a creep before.

1808
01:53:05,798 --> 01:53:09,923
He kept burning his coal even in May
so no one else could use it.

1809
01:53:12,006 --> 01:53:13,256
So, yeah.

1810
01:53:13,756 --> 01:53:17,256
He was a real asshole.

1811
01:53:20,590 --> 01:53:22,381
His kid must've drawn them.

1812
01:53:22,715 --> 01:53:25,131
Why haven't you painted the place since?

1813
01:53:25,131 --> 01:53:26,673
Why the hell should I?

1814
01:53:30,840 --> 01:53:31,881
Anyway...

1815
01:53:33,340 --> 01:53:34,298
by the way,

1816
01:53:35,798 --> 01:53:38,465
what happened
is probably all over the village.

1817
01:53:39,381 --> 01:53:40,340
What?

1818
01:53:41,048 --> 01:53:42,506
- You mean, that...?
- Yeah.

1819
01:53:42,965 --> 01:53:44,590
They make insinuations.

1820
01:53:45,131 --> 01:53:46,048
Like what?

1821
01:53:46,048 --> 01:53:48,048
Nothing really.

1822
01:53:48,631 --> 01:53:50,215
Just insinuations.

1823
01:53:50,215 --> 01:53:52,881
Fuck that. So what if it gets around?

1824
01:53:53,673 --> 01:53:55,465
"So what"?

1825
01:53:55,465 --> 01:53:57,090
They'll tear us to pieces.

1826
01:53:57,215 --> 01:53:58,923
Nothing will happen.

1827
01:53:59,465 --> 01:54:00,590
Don't be paranoid.

1828
01:54:01,340 --> 01:54:03,048
It's not paranoia.

1829
01:54:05,131 --> 01:54:07,340
It's just that I can't get over it.

1830
01:54:07,506 --> 01:54:08,840
Over what?

1831
01:54:11,256 --> 01:54:14,756
I can't get my head around it.

1832
01:54:14,756 --> 01:54:16,798
Or rather, can't make sense of it.

1833
01:54:17,006 --> 01:54:18,131
How could these girls,

1834
01:54:19,590 --> 01:54:24,590
who I think so highly of
and who seem to adore me,

1835
01:54:24,590 --> 01:54:26,923
say such things about me?

1836
01:54:26,923 --> 01:54:29,215
That's children's psychology.

1837
01:54:29,590 --> 01:54:31,506
Who knows what they thought up?

1838
01:54:32,006 --> 01:54:35,798
Yeah, but it doesn't make sense.
That's what bothers me.

1839
01:54:35,798 --> 01:54:38,131
Fuck it. Don't let it bother you.

1840
01:54:40,048 --> 01:54:42,798
Fuck you, Tolga, always so relaxed.

1841
01:54:43,173 --> 01:54:45,756
You're wrong. I'm in shock too.

1842
01:54:47,048 --> 01:54:51,006
I even said, "Look, girls.
These are very serious accusations."

1843
01:54:51,465 --> 01:54:53,715
They said, "Yes, but it upsets us."

1844
01:54:53,923 --> 01:54:56,798
I asked, "Why did you hang around
your teacher then?"

1845
01:54:57,173 --> 01:54:58,423
What did they say?

1846
01:54:58,423 --> 01:55:00,340
Nothing clear, of course.

1847
01:55:00,840 --> 01:55:02,965
"But sir, blah blah blah."

1848
01:55:02,965 --> 01:55:03,965
"Look", I said...

1849
01:55:03,965 --> 01:55:06,298
All right, but what did they say?

1850
01:55:06,298 --> 01:55:08,006
What did Sevim say, for instance?

1851
01:55:08,923 --> 01:55:11,673
I don't remember exactly.

1852
01:55:12,548 --> 01:55:15,673
Just stuff like, she's upset.

1853
01:55:17,673 --> 01:55:19,423
Also said she's scared.

1854
01:55:19,423 --> 01:55:20,465
Scared?

1855
01:55:20,465 --> 01:55:22,840
- Something like that.
- Scared of what?

1856
01:55:23,173 --> 01:55:24,506
I don't know.

1857
01:55:25,965 --> 01:55:28,215
But it seems they went after Kenan more.

1858
01:55:29,256 --> 01:55:30,590
How's that?

1859
01:55:31,256 --> 01:55:33,256
As if they were mad at Kenan,

1860
01:55:33,465 --> 01:55:35,590
and you got caught up in it.

1861
01:55:36,215 --> 01:55:38,590
What do you mean?

1862
01:55:39,798 --> 01:55:43,090
I'm saying, maybe Kenan was their target.

1863
01:55:43,090 --> 01:55:44,256
Why?

1864
01:55:45,840 --> 01:55:49,798
Maybe Kenan's jealous
that the girls like you and not him...

1865
01:55:51,131 --> 01:55:53,173
so he's acting overly friendly with them.

1866
01:55:58,340 --> 01:55:59,840
Is that possible?

1867
01:56:00,423 --> 01:56:01,631
I don't know.

1868
01:56:02,381 --> 01:56:03,798
Might be something like that.

1869
01:56:05,631 --> 01:56:07,631
You mean Kenan was their real target

1870
01:56:08,381 --> 01:56:10,215
and I just got caught in the middle?

1871
01:56:11,631 --> 01:56:12,590
Yes.

1872
01:56:13,798 --> 01:56:16,048
Aylin actually
complained more about Kenan.

1873
01:56:16,631 --> 01:56:18,131
But Sevim said some stuff too.

1874
01:56:19,840 --> 01:56:21,590
Like he pinches girls' cheeks.

1875
01:56:21,756 --> 01:56:22,840
You serious?

1876
01:56:23,048 --> 01:56:24,798
Stares at them during lessons.

1877
01:56:29,423 --> 01:56:30,923
How about that?

1878
01:56:32,090 --> 01:56:34,965
He doesn't look brave enough
for stuff like that.

1879
01:56:37,548 --> 01:56:38,631
Though he might be.

1880
01:56:38,631 --> 01:56:39,965
I don't know.

1881
01:56:41,340 --> 01:56:45,881
Sevim might've encouraged Aylin
to avoid being alone.

1882
01:56:45,881 --> 01:56:47,131
You know Sevim.

1883
01:56:47,506 --> 01:56:48,840
Not that well.

1884
01:56:48,840 --> 01:56:51,006
That's what I think.

1885
01:56:53,673 --> 01:56:55,131
What am I doing here?

1886
01:56:55,131 --> 01:56:58,548
What kind of people are we involved with?

1887
01:56:58,548 --> 01:57:01,715
Why did we get into
this fucking profession?

1888
01:57:03,173 --> 01:57:05,381
All those years spent studying.

1889
01:57:07,423 --> 01:57:09,881
Don't mention this to anyone.

1890
01:57:10,881 --> 01:57:12,465
Sure. Who would I tell?

1891
01:57:12,465 --> 01:57:15,048
It's just what I think.

1892
01:57:16,048 --> 01:57:17,923
It might not be true.

1893
01:57:17,923 --> 01:57:19,881
No, it's probably true.

1894
01:57:22,340 --> 01:57:23,756
Look at him.

1895
01:57:24,673 --> 01:57:26,756
Talk about a dark horse!

1896
01:57:30,798 --> 01:57:32,715
Lecturing me about ethics.

1897
01:57:32,715 --> 01:57:36,923
Saying I shouldn't give gifts
and to respect sensibilities.

1898
01:57:36,923 --> 01:57:38,256
Well, well, well.

1899
01:57:39,006 --> 01:57:40,798
He thinks he can dump it in my lap.

1900
01:57:46,923 --> 01:57:48,715
What a rat.

1901
01:58:59,131 --> 01:59:00,881
- Hi.
- Hi.

1902
01:59:14,006 --> 01:59:15,048
Did you eat?

1903
01:59:15,048 --> 01:59:17,923
Yeah, I got some pastries in town.
Have some.

1904
01:59:18,298 --> 01:59:19,590
Wonderful.

1905
01:59:29,131 --> 01:59:31,256
I couldn't eat all day.

1906
01:59:31,465 --> 01:59:32,465
This is great.

1907
01:59:36,131 --> 01:59:37,381
Heat them up.

1908
01:59:37,381 --> 01:59:40,173
No need. It's fine like this.

1909
01:59:41,381 --> 01:59:42,423
Tea?

1910
01:59:43,423 --> 01:59:44,756
No, thanks.

1911
01:59:46,048 --> 01:59:47,506
Enjoy.

1912
01:59:48,131 --> 01:59:49,090
What's up?

1913
01:59:49,840 --> 01:59:51,048
What do you mean?

1914
01:59:51,048 --> 01:59:52,465
Why didn't you eat?

1915
01:59:54,881 --> 01:59:56,465
My parents' medication ran out.

1916
01:59:57,381 --> 01:59:59,590
They needed a new prescription.

1917
01:59:59,590 --> 02:00:03,048
The pharmacist refused.
Said they had to come in person.

1918
02:00:03,256 --> 02:00:05,548
How can old people come all that way?

1919
02:00:05,548 --> 02:00:07,590
You were in town too?

1920
02:00:08,340 --> 02:00:11,506
Well, mostly at the hospital.

1921
02:00:12,173 --> 02:00:15,173
Really? If I'd known,
we could've come back together.

1922
02:00:16,506 --> 02:00:20,173
We could've,
but my timing was kinda mixed up.

1923
02:00:21,465 --> 02:00:22,673
Mixed up?

1924
02:00:23,340 --> 02:00:24,840
Went to a mechanic, too.

1925
02:00:24,840 --> 02:00:27,631
Couldn't eat with all that hassle.
What did you do?

1926
02:00:28,548 --> 02:00:29,798
Remember,

1927
02:00:30,631 --> 02:00:32,381
they messed up my teacher score?

1928
02:00:32,381 --> 02:00:34,965
- I went to get it fixed.
- They do it?

1929
02:00:34,965 --> 02:00:36,756
They whined, but it got done.

1930
02:00:36,756 --> 02:00:39,881
Nowhere else has
such an awful education office.

1931
02:00:39,881 --> 02:00:41,798
How can they forget the service score?

1932
02:00:42,881 --> 02:00:44,006
Yeah, well.

1933
02:00:44,923 --> 02:00:47,090
Civil servants are people, after all.

1934
02:00:47,090 --> 02:00:48,298
True,

1935
02:00:48,631 --> 02:00:51,881
but this has
a huge effect on a teacher's fate.

1936
02:00:52,006 --> 02:00:56,090
A few points can change
where you spend your whole youth.

1937
02:00:56,090 --> 02:00:59,340
If you hadn't noticed, lots of people

1938
02:00:59,340 --> 02:01:01,590
would be ahead of you unfairly.

1939
02:01:01,590 --> 02:01:02,965
Exactly.

1940
02:01:02,965 --> 02:01:04,548
It's good that you sorted it out.

1941
02:01:07,215 --> 02:01:10,340
I thought I saw your car there.

1942
02:01:10,715 --> 02:01:13,340
I almost ran after you, but I wasn't sure.

1943
02:01:13,340 --> 02:01:14,465
Why didn't you call?

1944
02:01:16,923 --> 02:01:18,548
I didn't want to disturb you.

1945
02:01:19,756 --> 02:01:21,381
Why would you have disturbed me?

1946
02:01:22,965 --> 02:01:24,298
Don't know. Would I have?

1947
02:01:25,590 --> 02:01:26,548
Would you what?

1948
02:01:26,840 --> 02:01:28,131
Have disturbed you.

1949
02:01:28,631 --> 02:01:29,631
No, why?

1950
02:02:37,298 --> 02:02:39,881
I see you take bread home, Comrade Nuray.

1951
02:02:42,548 --> 02:02:45,923
Yet you leave poor dogs to die of hunger.

1952
02:02:48,881 --> 02:02:50,590
They have their fates too.

1953
02:02:50,756 --> 02:02:51,631
Wow.

1954
02:02:52,423 --> 02:02:54,048
I didn't think you believed in fate.

1955
02:02:55,298 --> 02:02:56,923
I'm full of surprises.

1956
02:02:58,215 --> 02:02:59,215
What're you doing here?

1957
02:03:01,173 --> 02:03:04,506
I left school early
to go to the education office.

1958
02:03:04,715 --> 02:03:06,090
I needed some cash too.

1959
02:03:06,465 --> 02:03:08,006
You just got out?

1960
02:03:08,006 --> 02:03:11,131
Yes. We had a charity sale
at school today.

1961
02:03:11,465 --> 02:03:12,923
Waste of time as usual.

1962
02:03:13,423 --> 02:03:15,923
Expected a festival?
Just be grateful for the charity.

1963
02:03:18,381 --> 02:03:19,673
What're you up to?

1964
02:03:19,673 --> 02:03:21,965
You have time for coffee?

1965
02:03:21,965 --> 02:03:23,465
I can't now.

1966
02:03:23,715 --> 02:03:25,173
Okay.

1967
02:03:25,798 --> 02:03:28,590
Actually, I don't have much time either.

1968
02:03:28,590 --> 02:03:30,006
I need to get back.

1969
02:03:30,006 --> 02:03:31,798
Okay. Some other time, then.

1970
02:03:31,798 --> 02:03:32,965
Sorry.

1971
02:03:32,965 --> 02:03:35,673
No, it's all right.

1972
02:03:35,798 --> 02:03:37,340
- Some other time.
- Okay.

1973
02:03:37,340 --> 02:03:39,173
What's Kenan up to? Is he at home?

1974
02:03:40,715 --> 02:03:43,548
Kenan? No idea.
He said his father was sick.

1975
02:03:43,548 --> 02:03:44,923
I haven't talked to him since.

1976
02:03:45,381 --> 02:03:47,090
Like I said, I left early.

1977
02:03:47,965 --> 02:03:49,090
Haven't you seen him?

1978
02:03:49,756 --> 02:03:51,631
No, how would I have?

1979
02:03:52,465 --> 02:03:54,381
Don't know, just asking.

1980
02:03:54,381 --> 02:03:57,548
Anyway, talk to you later.

1981
02:03:57,548 --> 02:04:00,298
Okay. What are you two doing this weekend?

1982
02:04:00,423 --> 02:04:01,465
You could come over.

1983
02:04:01,923 --> 02:04:02,798
What?

1984
02:04:02,923 --> 02:04:06,423
I told you, my family's going away.
Come for dinner.

1985
02:04:06,423 --> 02:04:08,048
Oh, yeah.

1986
02:04:08,048 --> 02:04:10,840
- Maybe Saturday?
- Okay.

1987
02:04:10,840 --> 02:04:13,006
Fine for us. Have they left?

1988
02:04:13,006 --> 02:04:14,965
No, tomorrow.

1989
02:04:14,965 --> 02:04:17,381
All right. Tell Kenan, then.

1990
02:04:17,631 --> 02:04:18,673
7:00 okay?

1991
02:04:18,673 --> 02:04:21,090
Yeah, 7:00 is great.

1992
02:04:21,965 --> 02:04:24,381
Okay. I'll send you my address later.

1993
02:04:24,506 --> 02:04:25,423
All right.

1994
02:04:26,006 --> 02:04:29,631
Won't there be any problem
with the neighbors?

1995
02:04:29,631 --> 02:04:31,048
- Neighbors?
- Yeah.

1996
02:04:31,298 --> 02:04:34,215
We fought and won some rights, you know.

1997
02:04:34,215 --> 02:04:36,465
- Don't be silly.
- Just asking.

1998
02:04:36,465 --> 02:04:39,173
- We fought for decades.
- For sure.

1999
02:04:39,173 --> 02:04:40,590
Better believe it.

2000
02:04:41,298 --> 02:04:44,506
Just as I'd expect from you,
Comrade Nuray.

2001
02:04:44,506 --> 02:04:46,090
See you later.

2002
02:04:46,090 --> 02:04:48,423
- Bye.
- Take care.

2003
02:06:20,256 --> 02:06:21,506
- Hi.
- Hi.

2004
02:06:21,798 --> 02:06:23,006
Come on in.

2005
02:06:24,756 --> 02:06:28,006
- You okay?
- Damn it, I tripped.

2006
02:06:30,340 --> 02:06:31,631
Where's Kenan?

2007
02:06:31,631 --> 02:06:33,298
What if I say it's just me?

2008
02:06:33,715 --> 02:06:34,590
Why?

2009
02:06:34,590 --> 02:06:37,798
Kenan's got a lot on his plate.

2010
02:06:38,590 --> 02:06:41,131
His father's sick and old, you know.

2011
02:06:41,131 --> 02:06:42,965
You should've told me.

2012
02:06:44,423 --> 02:06:48,006
We could have postponed it or something.

2013
02:06:48,673 --> 02:06:52,756
You think so? I did think about it, but...

2014
02:06:53,340 --> 02:06:55,840
Have I been an asshole?

2015
02:06:56,048 --> 02:06:56,923
No.

2016
02:06:56,923 --> 02:06:58,631
- I'll go if you like.
- No.

2017
02:06:58,631 --> 02:07:02,006
- Really.
- It's not that big of a deal.

2018
02:07:02,256 --> 02:07:05,840
It's just too bad
that he's missing out on the feast.

2019
02:07:06,256 --> 02:07:08,381
- Come in.
- It's his loss, anyhow.

2020
02:07:09,173 --> 02:07:10,465
No, no need.

2021
02:07:10,465 --> 02:07:11,965
Did anyone see you come in?

2022
02:07:12,923 --> 02:07:14,840
- Did anybody see you?
- No.

2023
02:07:14,840 --> 02:07:16,631
I snuck in like a thief.

2024
02:07:16,631 --> 02:07:18,840
But what about those rights you won?

2025
02:07:18,840 --> 02:07:22,090
Okay, but there's no need to push it.

2026
02:07:26,090 --> 02:07:27,340
By the way...

2027
02:07:29,090 --> 02:07:30,965
Thanks, there was no need.

2028
02:07:30,965 --> 02:07:32,381
It's nothing.

2029
02:07:45,756 --> 02:07:47,465
Nice.

2030
02:07:49,465 --> 02:07:50,590
No one's home, right?

2031
02:07:51,881 --> 02:07:55,048
Locked the folks in the closet.
They won't cause trouble.

2032
02:07:59,215 --> 02:08:00,840
You look very nice, by the way.

2033
02:08:01,215 --> 02:08:02,381
The skirt suits you.

2034
02:08:03,631 --> 02:08:04,631
Thanks.

2035
02:08:07,798 --> 02:08:09,131
You get these at the grocer's?

2036
02:08:10,465 --> 02:08:12,340
They're wrapped like parsley.

2037
02:08:12,340 --> 02:08:15,173
Just in case.
You know how things are here.

2038
02:08:16,381 --> 02:08:19,256
- I'll put them in water.
- Okay.

2039
02:08:19,256 --> 02:08:21,923
Have a seat. Are you hungry?

2040
02:08:21,923 --> 02:08:23,548
We can eat straight away.

2041
02:08:23,548 --> 02:08:25,298
Yeah, maybe.

2042
02:08:27,465 --> 02:08:29,298
I'll sit down then.

2043
02:08:29,298 --> 02:08:30,631
Fine. Be back in a minute.

2044
02:09:28,381 --> 02:09:31,090
If you said you painted these,
I wouldn't believe you.

2045
02:09:32,590 --> 02:09:33,840
I did. Why?

2046
02:09:34,340 --> 02:09:35,673
They're really good.

2047
02:09:35,798 --> 02:09:38,006
You call that "community college level"?

2048
02:09:38,340 --> 02:09:39,673
Oh, come on.

2049
02:09:39,673 --> 02:09:42,090
No, I'm serious.

2050
02:09:42,923 --> 02:09:44,548
You're much better than me.

2051
02:09:45,548 --> 02:09:49,090
I just don't get
how you could find meaning

2052
02:09:49,506 --> 02:09:50,465
in Kenan's face.

2053
02:09:55,006 --> 02:09:57,256
You never know where you'll find meaning.

2054
02:10:00,798 --> 02:10:03,381
The time for transfers is coming.
What will you do?

2055
02:10:05,131 --> 02:10:08,881
I'll try every trick to get out of here.

2056
02:10:09,798 --> 02:10:12,215
We'll see if there's an opportunity.

2057
02:10:13,590 --> 02:10:15,715
And you, still not considering it?

2058
02:10:16,923 --> 02:10:19,673
You can go anywhere. If I were you...

2059
02:10:19,673 --> 02:10:21,631
- It's hard for me to go.
- Why?

2060
02:10:22,215 --> 02:10:24,548
First, my family isn't ready
for that idea.

2061
02:10:25,298 --> 02:10:26,965
I know people in Istanbul.

2062
02:10:26,965 --> 02:10:28,423
Friends from the organization.

2063
02:10:29,131 --> 02:10:32,298
If I go there,
I won't have any problems socializing.

2064
02:10:32,298 --> 02:10:35,840
Sure. Impossible not to socialize there.

2065
02:10:36,256 --> 02:10:39,090
If you can't there, you can't anywhere.

2066
02:10:39,090 --> 02:10:41,256
Someone needs to stay here.

2067
02:10:41,381 --> 02:10:44,090
What'll happen if we all leave?

2068
02:10:44,215 --> 02:10:46,173
Yeah, there's that too.

2069
02:10:47,215 --> 02:10:50,381
But you have to think about your own life.

2070
02:10:50,381 --> 02:10:53,965
Life will take care of itself.

2071
02:10:53,965 --> 02:10:57,756
I've done my share. Others can do theirs.

2072
02:10:57,756 --> 02:10:59,506
Four years! Isn't that enough?

2073
02:10:59,506 --> 02:11:01,756
If you say so.

2074
02:11:02,506 --> 02:11:05,465
But I think you're exaggerating a bit.

2075
02:11:05,923 --> 02:11:07,048
Exaggerating what?

2076
02:11:07,048 --> 02:11:10,548
You blame this place
for all your problems. It's false.

2077
02:11:11,256 --> 02:11:13,131
What do you expect in Istanbul?

2078
02:11:13,381 --> 02:11:14,298
No idea.

2079
02:11:14,298 --> 02:11:16,631
Wherever you go,
your problems go with you.

2080
02:11:16,631 --> 02:11:18,881
I can't think about that right now.

2081
02:11:20,006 --> 02:11:22,965
All I know is that
this place is dragging me down.

2082
02:11:23,173 --> 02:11:24,715
All I see is emptiness.

2083
02:11:24,715 --> 02:11:27,215
Things shriveled and bent by the cold.

2084
02:11:27,215 --> 02:11:29,298
Hungry, sick, helpless dogs.

2085
02:11:29,298 --> 02:11:33,090
You'd manage to see the same things,
even in Switzerland.

2086
02:11:33,090 --> 02:11:34,673
Don't worry.

2087
02:11:34,673 --> 02:11:35,715
Doesn't matter.

2088
02:11:35,715 --> 02:11:39,131
I'll face my destiny. Good or bad.

2089
02:11:39,131 --> 02:11:41,881
I say go big or go home!

2090
02:11:41,881 --> 02:11:42,965
Right.

2091
02:11:43,923 --> 02:11:46,381
I was like you before the explosion.

2092
02:11:46,381 --> 02:11:50,756
Rushing around like I was missing out
with no foresight.

2093
02:11:50,756 --> 02:11:53,631
So I should be sensible,
satisfied, and grateful?

2094
02:11:53,631 --> 02:11:55,673
- Not at all.
- What then?

2095
02:11:55,673 --> 02:12:00,006
If you're complaining, it means
something could or should be done.

2096
02:12:00,298 --> 02:12:03,006
You realize, get annoyed, and complain.

2097
02:12:03,006 --> 02:12:05,631
You should react, but you don't.

2098
02:12:05,631 --> 02:12:07,798
- You run.
- What else should I do?

2099
02:12:07,923 --> 02:12:10,340
Devote my life to this place?

2100
02:12:10,340 --> 02:12:11,298
No.

2101
02:12:11,298 --> 02:12:15,215
I've done my duty and now I'm off.

2102
02:12:15,756 --> 02:12:20,131
I've given four years to this hellhole.
Isn't that enough?

2103
02:12:20,131 --> 02:12:23,340
It is, but someone needs to do something.

2104
02:12:24,090 --> 02:12:27,965
I'm always for action.
People need to get involved.

2105
02:12:27,965 --> 02:12:29,965
That's what the world needs.

2106
02:12:29,965 --> 02:12:31,131
Some more?

2107
02:12:31,131 --> 02:12:32,215
Sure.

2108
02:12:39,673 --> 02:12:44,215
For example, you follow politics
and get mad at everything.

2109
02:12:45,173 --> 02:12:46,048
Do I?

2110
02:12:46,756 --> 02:12:47,631
You do.

2111
02:12:48,465 --> 02:12:52,215
I read the news
but I don't follow anything closely.

2112
02:12:52,840 --> 02:12:55,173
You think that because I complain a lot?

2113
02:12:55,423 --> 02:12:57,881
You complain, but what changes?

2114
02:13:00,131 --> 02:13:02,006
My father's like you, as well.

2115
02:13:02,256 --> 02:13:05,173
He's retired and has nothing to do.
He just gets mad.

2116
02:13:05,548 --> 02:13:07,881
Should he set himself
on fire outside Parliament?

2117
02:13:08,006 --> 02:13:10,923
No, but complaining changes nothing.

2118
02:13:10,923 --> 02:13:13,340
- So?
- You have to focus on action.

2119
02:13:13,548 --> 02:13:15,590
How do you view the world?

2120
02:13:15,798 --> 02:13:17,340
How do you place yourself?

2121
02:13:17,340 --> 02:13:20,715
- Place myself?
- I mean, what "ism" are you?

2122
02:13:21,298 --> 02:13:24,215
"Ism"? What the hell is that?

2123
02:13:24,215 --> 02:13:27,256
You must belong to some faction.

2124
02:13:28,548 --> 02:13:31,340
I don't feel a need
to define myself as anything.

2125
02:13:32,006 --> 02:13:36,090
Maybe I used to,
but that phase is in the past.

2126
02:13:36,090 --> 02:13:37,673
It's not about phases.

2127
02:13:37,798 --> 02:13:41,048
How do you contribute to the world?

2128
02:13:41,215 --> 02:13:42,381
What do you do?

2129
02:13:42,381 --> 02:13:45,298
- Is this a goodness contest?
- No.

2130
02:13:45,298 --> 02:13:48,840
I'm asking where you stand,
where you feel you belong.

2131
02:13:49,465 --> 02:13:50,756
If you want to answer.

2132
02:13:53,381 --> 02:13:58,381
A sheltered life within a group
with the same ideologies

2133
02:13:58,381 --> 02:14:01,048
isn't really for me.

2134
02:14:01,173 --> 02:14:05,048
- Why not? Don't believe in solidarity?
- It's not that.

2135
02:14:05,048 --> 02:14:08,298
Maybe I find it incompatible with freedom.

2136
02:14:08,298 --> 02:14:09,881
- Why?
- I don't know.

2137
02:14:10,465 --> 02:14:14,798
All I know is,
something in me firmly rejects

2138
02:14:14,798 --> 02:14:17,215
that kind of existence.

2139
02:14:17,215 --> 02:14:19,298
It's not just about you, though.

2140
02:14:20,048 --> 02:14:23,298
What are you doing
for the world, I'm asking?

2141
02:14:23,298 --> 02:14:27,090
Everyone contributes somehow.
It's no big deal.

2142
02:14:27,090 --> 02:14:30,840
Those who are able, do things.
And others don't.

2143
02:14:30,840 --> 02:14:34,631
- In society, everyone can do something.
- Yes.

2144
02:14:34,631 --> 02:14:37,048
How do you feel when you see

2145
02:14:37,048 --> 02:14:40,090
rapes, corruption, and refugees
in the news?

2146
02:14:40,090 --> 02:14:42,965
Upset, but the world's troubles
are endless.

2147
02:14:42,965 --> 02:14:44,840
- You shut your eyes.
- No.

2148
02:14:44,840 --> 02:14:47,423
You keep problems at a distance.

2149
02:14:47,423 --> 02:14:50,631
What if I do?
Does everyone have to be a hero?

2150
02:14:50,631 --> 02:14:54,048
No, but you seem to embrace selfishness.

2151
02:14:54,048 --> 02:14:58,798
Isn't that why the world lacks reason,
equality, and conscience?

2152
02:14:58,798 --> 02:15:00,965
You think the same rules

2153
02:15:00,965 --> 02:15:03,173
can be applied everywhere?

2154
02:15:03,173 --> 02:15:07,298
Is an idea that's logical to us
also logical in Mongolia?

2155
02:15:07,298 --> 02:15:08,631
Cultures differ,

2156
02:15:08,631 --> 02:15:11,256
but aren't people's basic needs
the same everywhere?

2157
02:15:12,298 --> 02:15:16,131
Don't ask me. I can't even
get my own thoughts together.

2158
02:15:16,131 --> 02:15:17,131
Like what?

2159
02:15:17,840 --> 02:15:19,298
I don't know.

2160
02:15:19,298 --> 02:15:22,631
I think justice is a utopian idea.
Equality too.

2161
02:15:22,631 --> 02:15:26,131
For that, everyone has to be the same,
which is nonsense.

2162
02:15:26,423 --> 02:15:28,006
Everything's different.

2163
02:15:28,006 --> 02:15:32,715
The world is a struggle
between different, ever-moving forces.

2164
02:15:32,715 --> 02:15:36,006
History is the sum of that,
but we don't accept it.

2165
02:15:36,298 --> 02:15:40,381
I don't even like thinking about it,
because it leads to chaos.

2166
02:15:40,548 --> 02:15:43,256
Whereas order is needed
for life to continue.

2167
02:15:43,256 --> 02:15:46,840
So we prefer to believe
your charming tales.

2168
02:15:46,840 --> 02:15:49,631
They're facts, not tales.

2169
02:15:49,631 --> 02:15:53,423
That's what the structure of history is.

2170
02:15:53,423 --> 02:15:57,298
You see chaos
as a negative and destructive force.

2171
02:15:57,298 --> 02:16:00,548
"If only humanity had a nicer history!"

2172
02:16:00,548 --> 02:16:02,256
Unfortunately, it doesn't.

2173
02:16:02,256 --> 02:16:05,048
You keep proposing bowing down.

2174
02:16:05,048 --> 02:16:07,548
Isn't that contrary to your principles?

2175
02:16:07,548 --> 02:16:09,340
Not at all.

2176
02:16:09,340 --> 02:16:14,090
Fancy words will never replace
bringing a bucket of water

2177
02:16:14,090 --> 02:16:16,256
to a place suffering from drought.

2178
02:16:16,881 --> 02:16:19,131
Can this wretched world be helped?

2179
02:16:19,131 --> 02:16:21,423
That's the only question.

2180
02:16:21,423 --> 02:16:24,131
I'm not opposing that.

2181
02:16:24,131 --> 02:16:27,256
- But why are you attacking me?
- Cause you're here.

2182
02:16:27,256 --> 02:16:30,423
I'm tired of asking myself
those questions.

2183
02:16:30,548 --> 02:16:32,756
Don't you think change is needed?

2184
02:16:32,756 --> 02:16:37,131
There are things that need to change
and things that don't.

2185
02:16:37,131 --> 02:16:41,422
Am I happy with the state
of the world? No.

2186
02:16:41,422 --> 02:16:45,506
But that doesn't mean
I gotta belong to a clique.

2187
02:16:45,506 --> 02:16:47,590
- That's the real problem.
- What?

2188
02:16:47,590 --> 02:16:54,131
Educated people like you
getting lost in uncertainties.

2189
02:16:54,131 --> 02:16:57,090
They leave the public arena
to the ignorant.

2190
02:16:57,090 --> 02:17:00,547
Maybe the public arena
was designed for them.

2191
02:17:00,547 --> 02:17:04,256
Isn't it obvious that division is human?

2192
02:17:04,256 --> 02:17:08,672
Ideologies and even goals
can easily be misused

2193
02:17:08,672 --> 02:17:12,465
to satisfy objectives.

2194
02:17:12,465 --> 02:17:15,715
I don't think much about these things.

2195
02:17:15,715 --> 02:17:19,422
Man dreams, tries,
builds and then destroys.

2196
02:17:19,422 --> 02:17:21,590
That's how history unfolds.

2197
02:17:21,590 --> 02:17:24,547
For me, history
recalls the weariness of hope.

2198
02:17:24,547 --> 02:17:27,215
Aren't you a product of this history too?

2199
02:17:27,590 --> 02:17:33,422
If we viewed history as a system,
wouldn't that save us from confusion?

2200
02:17:33,422 --> 02:17:37,756
You believe people would really be happy
if their needs were met?

2201
02:17:38,047 --> 02:17:40,715
Why not?
That hope is all we've got.

2202
02:17:41,047 --> 02:17:44,756
Hasn't hope always been
the key driving force for humanity?

2203
02:17:44,756 --> 02:17:48,881
- Like waiting for a messiah?
- That's nonsense.

2204
02:17:49,047 --> 02:17:52,465
Doing something
can never be equated with weakness.

2205
02:17:52,465 --> 02:17:54,922
Free society, but not individuals?

2206
02:17:54,922 --> 02:17:58,131
Social struggle
involves social responsibility.

2207
02:17:58,340 --> 02:18:00,381
Where do you see yourself in this?

2208
02:18:00,797 --> 02:18:03,047
I'm in favor of freedom.

2209
02:18:03,047 --> 02:18:06,090
What freedom? What do you mean by freedom?

2210
02:18:06,090 --> 02:18:07,590
Human freedom.

2211
02:18:07,590 --> 02:18:10,215
History has a course, the planet too,

2212
02:18:10,215 --> 02:18:12,840
and the course of humanity is freedom.

2213
02:18:12,840 --> 02:18:17,340
You think socialists
live in a cage with limited freedom?

2214
02:18:17,340 --> 02:18:20,047
It's freedom for people
we're fighting for.

2215
02:18:20,047 --> 02:18:23,840
Well, I happen to be a member
of some charitable foundations.

2216
02:18:23,840 --> 02:18:26,215
I'm not the one you should be grilling.

2217
02:18:26,215 --> 02:18:28,797
Your approach is weird though.

2218
02:18:28,797 --> 02:18:32,797
You act a bit lumpen.
You don't want to get involved,

2219
02:18:32,797 --> 02:18:35,422
but if the work's done, you'll support it.

2220
02:18:35,422 --> 02:18:37,422
Should I get beaten by the cops?

2221
02:18:37,422 --> 02:18:39,006
You talk like a liberal.

2222
02:18:39,006 --> 02:18:43,047
Isn't that kind of support
the same as siding with the strong?

2223
02:18:43,047 --> 02:18:46,631
So why not do it now?
Go side with the government.

2224
02:18:46,797 --> 02:18:49,965
Bravo for making me pro-government.

2225
02:18:49,965 --> 02:18:52,131
You measure sensitivity.

2226
02:18:52,131 --> 02:18:54,922
That's as futile as judging a suicide.

2227
02:18:54,922 --> 02:18:56,922
I'm not measuring anything.

2228
02:18:57,465 --> 02:19:01,381
I'm annoyed that you stigmatize
those who do something when you don't.

2229
02:19:01,965 --> 02:19:03,172
Isn't that the topic?

2230
02:19:03,172 --> 02:19:06,965
Would you be happier
if I said I trusted people?

2231
02:19:06,965 --> 02:19:09,215
Say what you think. You do anyway.

2232
02:19:09,215 --> 02:19:10,840
But you generalize.

2233
02:19:10,965 --> 02:19:13,715
There are exceptions,
and reasons for them.

2234
02:19:13,715 --> 02:19:16,090
I think, even self-sacrifice

2235
02:19:16,090 --> 02:19:18,672
often means indebting the other.

2236
02:19:19,131 --> 02:19:21,881
Even the suicide bomber does it to exist,

2237
02:19:21,881 --> 02:19:24,215
not to cease to exist.

2238
02:19:24,631 --> 02:19:27,590
I can't help but get mad
at the undeserved trust

2239
02:19:27,590 --> 02:19:30,131
of ideologically motivated crowds.

2240
02:19:31,006 --> 02:19:34,090
Their sticky blind morality

2241
02:19:34,297 --> 02:19:38,547
and their happiness
because they're like-minded.

2242
02:19:38,547 --> 02:19:39,547
Sorry.

2243
02:19:40,215 --> 02:19:43,382
Why is it so important
for everyone to think the same?

2244
02:19:44,922 --> 02:19:49,507
And I'm all alone
in the middle of all this noise.

2245
02:19:49,507 --> 02:19:50,632
But despite everything,

2246
02:19:50,965 --> 02:19:56,257
the whisper
of that unique source inside me

2247
02:19:56,257 --> 02:20:00,715
reminds me how human
it is to oppose and to feel bored.

2248
02:20:02,882 --> 02:20:07,632
Seeing the connection
between obsessions and ideas

2249
02:20:07,840 --> 02:20:09,465
doesn't make me a degenerate.

2250
02:20:09,465 --> 02:20:15,132
Doesn't it matter that a person
has the courage to sacrifice himself,

2251
02:20:15,132 --> 02:20:20,340
whether for an ideal,
or a lofty cause, even if brainwashed?

2252
02:20:21,172 --> 02:20:22,340
Especially today.

2253
02:20:22,340 --> 02:20:24,047
Of course it does.

2254
02:20:24,047 --> 02:20:27,090
Then that means
you should somehow understand

2255
02:20:27,090 --> 02:20:30,757
and forgive the suicide bomber
that cost you your leg.

2256
02:20:30,757 --> 02:20:33,672
Can you do that?
Whatever his thoughts or beliefs.

2257
02:20:35,090 --> 02:20:37,340
I can, if needed. That's not the issue.

2258
02:20:37,340 --> 02:20:39,632
And I didn't imply you were a degenerate.

2259
02:20:40,172 --> 02:20:45,465
What if those people you scorn
came together over shared ideals?

2260
02:20:45,465 --> 02:20:51,547
Aren't there evils that are only overcome
with the solidarity you hate?

2261
02:20:51,547 --> 02:20:53,590
- Of course.
-"Of course".

2262
02:20:53,590 --> 02:20:57,715
Of course there are.
I'm not saying the contrary.

2263
02:20:57,715 --> 02:21:00,215
What I'm saying is this.

2264
02:21:00,215 --> 02:21:03,090
You know very well,
the actions of a society

2265
02:21:03,465 --> 02:21:08,090
are not equal
to the sum of its individual parts.

2266
02:21:08,090 --> 02:21:11,590
Isn't that reason enough
to stay away from the herd?

2267
02:21:11,590 --> 02:21:15,965
Whatever their reasons or motivations?

2268
02:21:15,965 --> 02:21:19,632
The well-off may have that luxury.

2269
02:21:19,632 --> 02:21:23,047
A proverb says, "If you travel in a herd,

2270
02:21:23,047 --> 02:21:25,382
all you'll see are asses."

2271
02:21:25,382 --> 02:21:29,757
Well for some,
those asses might mean a blessing,

2272
02:21:29,757 --> 02:21:32,007
security, and warmth.

2273
02:21:32,007 --> 02:21:33,632
- Right?
- I guess.

2274
02:21:40,297 --> 02:21:41,215
What about you?

2275
02:21:42,757 --> 02:21:44,047
How do you contribute?

2276
02:21:45,465 --> 02:21:48,172
- Me?
- Yeah.

2277
02:21:55,297 --> 02:21:57,007
I can't anymore.

2278
02:21:57,007 --> 02:21:58,882
As you see, I'm retired due to disability.

2279
02:22:02,422 --> 02:22:03,507
Don't say that.

2280
02:22:04,090 --> 02:22:07,172
I mean, that's not what I see.

2281
02:22:07,672 --> 02:22:09,047
That's not where I'm looking.

2282
02:22:10,297 --> 02:22:11,422
I'm looking somewhere else.

2283
02:23:22,465 --> 02:23:24,172
- Refill?
- All right.

2284
02:23:54,382 --> 02:23:55,507
You need time

2285
02:23:56,422 --> 02:23:59,465
to get to know someone.

2286
02:24:00,965 --> 02:24:04,172
On the other hand,
certain things, if left to time,

2287
02:24:05,007 --> 02:24:07,590
would just be a waste of time.

2288
02:24:07,840 --> 02:24:08,882
Right?

2289
02:24:09,922 --> 02:24:10,965
Yes.

2290
02:24:13,090 --> 02:24:16,882
This process can be quickly handled
with a few questions.

2291
02:24:19,007 --> 02:24:20,132
I'm sure it can.

2292
02:24:22,882 --> 02:24:24,882
No need to waste time.

2293
02:24:26,507 --> 02:24:27,632
It's not necessary.

2294
02:24:30,007 --> 02:24:31,007
Okay?

2295
02:24:35,172 --> 02:24:36,547
Now, for instance.

2296
02:24:38,340 --> 02:24:39,507
What are you like?

2297
02:24:42,422 --> 02:24:43,297
How do you mean?

2298
02:24:44,172 --> 02:24:45,547
What kind of person are you?

2299
02:24:49,172 --> 02:24:50,132
In what sense?

2300
02:24:52,797 --> 02:24:55,047
Answer the question
however you understand it.

2301
02:24:55,840 --> 02:24:57,922
How you understand it
is an answer in itself.

2302
02:25:01,465 --> 02:25:04,632
Shall I tell the truth
or try to make you happy?

2303
02:25:04,632 --> 02:25:05,840
The truth, of course.

2304
02:25:07,797 --> 02:25:08,882
All right.

2305
02:25:11,007 --> 02:25:13,547
Very romantic, fond of his family...

2306
02:25:15,257 --> 02:25:16,297
charitable...

2307
02:25:20,007 --> 02:25:22,215
What? Can't that be true?

2308
02:25:23,007 --> 02:25:24,257
What do you think I am?

2309
02:25:25,590 --> 02:25:29,632
And your worst trait
is excessive compassion, right?

2310
02:25:29,632 --> 02:25:31,090
How did you guess?

2311
02:25:33,922 --> 02:25:35,090
I'm serious.

2312
02:25:35,465 --> 02:25:37,340
Are you religious, for example?

2313
02:25:37,922 --> 02:25:38,797
Sometimes.

2314
02:25:40,340 --> 02:25:41,547
Do you think there's a God?

2315
02:25:42,507 --> 02:25:44,861
For those who believe, he exists.

2316
02:25:45,012 --> 02:25:46,012
You're avoiding the question.

2317
02:25:47,257 --> 02:25:48,132
Let's move on.

2318
02:25:50,007 --> 02:25:51,382
Are you fond of your family?

2319
02:25:52,882 --> 02:25:55,215
I'm not overly fond of anything.

2320
02:25:56,172 --> 02:25:59,715
Good, now we're getting somewhere.

2321
02:26:01,132 --> 02:26:02,715
What else?

2322
02:26:03,757 --> 02:26:04,797
Are you selfish?

2323
02:26:05,590 --> 02:26:06,757
Very.

2324
02:26:07,257 --> 02:26:09,132
Wow, you're brave.

2325
02:26:09,547 --> 02:26:12,007
When I'm not scared, yes.

2326
02:26:13,007 --> 02:26:14,257
Do you like children?

2327
02:26:15,632 --> 02:26:17,297
Depends on the child, I guess.

2328
02:26:19,672 --> 02:26:21,132
Are you a faithful lover?

2329
02:26:24,090 --> 02:26:26,507
Except in special circumstances, yes.

2330
02:26:26,507 --> 02:26:27,507
What do you mean?

2331
02:26:28,965 --> 02:26:30,340
I think you get it.

2332
02:26:30,882 --> 02:26:31,840
Moving on.

2333
02:26:34,547 --> 02:26:35,715
Do you have a girlfriend?

2334
02:26:38,382 --> 02:26:40,172
- Not for a long time.
- Why not?

2335
02:26:40,882 --> 02:26:42,757
Let's say I'm picky.

2336
02:26:42,757 --> 02:26:44,840
You're modest too.

2337
02:26:44,840 --> 02:26:46,047
Let's drink to that.

2338
02:26:55,715 --> 02:26:57,047
Okay, last question.

2339
02:27:05,422 --> 02:27:07,257
Why didn't you tell Kenan
about my invitation?

2340
02:27:22,507 --> 02:27:23,590
Take a guess.

2341
02:27:56,090 --> 02:27:58,547
You mentioned
something about history earlier.

2342
02:28:00,047 --> 02:28:01,172
Hope.

2343
02:28:02,132 --> 02:28:04,340
Hope and what?

2344
02:28:04,340 --> 02:28:07,172
The weariness of hope?

2345
02:28:08,047 --> 02:28:09,132
Yes, that's it.

2346
02:28:10,297 --> 02:28:12,007
The weariness of hope.

2347
02:28:14,007 --> 02:28:15,215
Nice phrase.

2348
02:28:19,882 --> 02:28:20,882
I'm weary too.

2349
02:28:25,297 --> 02:28:27,215
Like I've lived a really long time.

2350
02:28:32,090 --> 02:28:34,090
Everything seems to take so long here.

2351
02:28:36,257 --> 02:28:37,797
Lessons,

2352
02:28:37,797 --> 02:28:39,090
breaks,

2353
02:28:40,507 --> 02:28:41,922
waiting for weekends...

2354
02:28:45,297 --> 02:28:46,215
nights...

2355
02:28:48,132 --> 02:28:49,090
everything.

2356
02:31:52,297 --> 02:31:53,965
Could you turn off the living room lights?

2357
02:31:54,797 --> 02:31:55,965
It's too bright.

2358
02:32:09,965 --> 02:32:11,507
- The lights.
- All right.

2359
02:35:21,547 --> 02:35:23,922
Honestly, at first, it felt a bit weird

2360
02:35:23,922 --> 02:35:25,965
when my leg touched yours,

2361
02:35:26,632 --> 02:35:27,840
but I got used to it.

2362
02:35:28,340 --> 02:35:30,840
Interestingly, I even started to like it.

2363
02:35:31,422 --> 02:35:33,507
You're not mad I said that?

2364
02:35:33,797 --> 02:35:35,382
No, quite the opposite.

2365
02:35:35,382 --> 02:35:38,215
Besides,
if we don't normalize it right away,

2366
02:35:38,215 --> 02:35:42,672
it'll hang over us
like the sword of Damocles.

2367
02:35:42,672 --> 02:35:44,297
That's true.

2368
02:35:45,507 --> 02:35:47,882
In fact, for a moment it felt like

2369
02:35:48,922 --> 02:35:52,090
what you experienced was destined.

2370
02:35:52,090 --> 02:35:55,172
Like it happened
to give you a second life.

2371
02:35:55,172 --> 02:35:57,922
As if this incomplete state
had made you complete.

2372
02:35:58,840 --> 02:36:00,590
You always exaggerate.

2373
02:36:00,965 --> 02:36:02,382
But I like the idea.

2374
02:36:05,382 --> 02:36:06,297
Is that you?

2375
02:36:09,047 --> 02:36:10,340
Yes.

2376
02:36:12,090 --> 02:36:14,047
Early twenties were nice.

2377
02:36:14,840 --> 02:36:17,465
You lived as you pleased,
without schedules.

2378
02:36:17,465 --> 02:36:19,047
Everything is so planned now.

2379
02:36:31,382 --> 02:36:32,547
This adjusts the suction.

2380
02:36:33,297 --> 02:36:35,215
Turning it up pushes the air out

2381
02:36:35,672 --> 02:36:38,422
and helps you walk smoothly.

2382
02:36:38,422 --> 02:36:39,922
That's good.

2383
02:36:39,922 --> 02:36:42,422
But it runs down the battery.

2384
02:36:42,422 --> 02:36:45,422
Wow, it's an advanced piece of equipment.

2385
02:36:45,672 --> 02:36:47,007
Expensive though.

2386
02:36:47,882 --> 02:36:50,757
About the price of a new mid-range car.

2387
02:36:50,757 --> 02:36:51,715
No way.

2388
02:36:51,715 --> 02:36:54,422
Maybe more, since the dollar's up now.

2389
02:36:54,422 --> 02:36:55,965
Listen.

2390
02:36:56,340 --> 02:36:57,340
Yes?

2391
02:37:06,340 --> 02:37:07,590
You won't tell Kenan, will you?

2392
02:37:09,340 --> 02:37:10,297
Tell him what?

2393
02:37:14,132 --> 02:37:15,465
What just happened.

2394
02:37:22,422 --> 02:37:23,757
I won't.

2395
02:37:24,465 --> 02:37:25,382
But why not?

2396
02:37:30,172 --> 02:37:31,047
No reason.

2397
02:37:31,797 --> 02:37:32,922
Just don't.

2398
02:37:38,590 --> 02:37:40,340
All right, I won't.

2399
02:37:40,965 --> 02:37:44,715
I won't, but what's the big deal?

2400
02:37:58,047 --> 02:38:01,297
Do you ever see him?

2401
02:38:04,965 --> 02:38:07,632
Sure. He's teaching me to drive.

2402
02:38:07,840 --> 02:38:11,547
Really? That's great.

2403
02:38:15,547 --> 02:38:17,047
Wow, Kenan.

2404
02:38:18,132 --> 02:38:20,007
You never mention this stuff.

2405
02:38:31,422 --> 02:38:33,465
Opening the shop on a Sunday?

2406
02:38:33,465 --> 02:38:38,507
My wife's yakking at home
was driving me crazy.

2407
02:38:39,382 --> 02:38:40,672
I escaped to the shop.

2408
02:38:40,672 --> 02:38:43,632
I made breakfast for myself.
Come have some.

2409
02:38:43,632 --> 02:38:45,672
No, thanks. I've eaten.

2410
02:38:46,047 --> 02:38:48,382
What happened to the kid? He's not around.

2411
02:38:50,547 --> 02:38:51,922
Who knows where he's hiding out.

2412
02:38:52,922 --> 02:38:55,257
He mentioned a nightclub job.

2413
02:38:55,257 --> 02:38:58,715
Same old stories, never mind.

2414
02:38:58,715 --> 02:38:59,965
Why?

2415
02:39:00,757 --> 02:39:01,715
Just asking.

2416
02:39:01,715 --> 02:39:02,797
Couldn't get the money?

2417
02:39:03,632 --> 02:39:04,715
What money?

2418
02:39:05,172 --> 02:39:06,547
Doesn't he owe you?

2419
02:39:07,007 --> 02:39:10,257
That doesn't matter.

2420
02:39:10,257 --> 02:39:12,840
Haven't seen him for a while.
I was worried.

2421
02:39:13,715 --> 02:39:16,382
What about you? Did you clear the air?

2422
02:39:17,672 --> 02:39:19,465
Haven't seen him since.

2423
02:39:20,215 --> 02:39:21,340
Really?

2424
02:39:22,422 --> 02:39:24,007
- Has he called you?
- No.

2425
02:39:37,422 --> 02:39:39,672
- How are you?
- Good, sir.

2426
02:39:40,382 --> 02:39:41,757
- Your sister?
- Yes.

2427
02:40:06,340 --> 02:40:08,007
- Hi.
- Hi there.

2428
02:40:09,132 --> 02:40:10,422
Where were you?

2429
02:40:10,422 --> 02:40:11,840
All night?

2430
02:40:11,840 --> 02:40:12,965
Here now.

2431
02:40:14,422 --> 02:40:16,757
And you? Didn't you go to your village?

2432
02:40:16,757 --> 02:40:18,547
No, it wasn't planned.

2433
02:40:18,715 --> 02:40:19,882
I had extra lessons.

2434
02:40:23,590 --> 02:40:26,215
I got warm pastries. Hope you're not full.

2435
02:40:26,215 --> 02:40:27,922
- With cheese?
- Yeah.

2436
02:40:27,922 --> 02:40:29,257
I'll have some then.

2437
02:40:43,090 --> 02:40:44,840
- Weak?
- Okay.

2438
02:40:47,672 --> 02:40:49,215
- Looks good.
- Yeah.

2439
02:41:01,215 --> 02:41:02,257
Where were you?

2440
02:41:03,590 --> 02:41:04,590
Where were you?

2441
02:41:07,132 --> 02:41:08,382
You know,

2442
02:41:08,922 --> 02:41:11,132
life's so strange.

2443
02:41:11,132 --> 02:41:15,090
Sometimes things happen
that you'd never expect.

2444
02:41:15,672 --> 02:41:16,715
What happened?

2445
02:41:18,268 --> 02:41:19,643
I went to the education office yesterday.

2446
02:41:20,965 --> 02:41:23,340
My head was full of this transfer stuff.

2447
02:41:23,797 --> 02:41:25,257
I was walking around in a daze.

2448
02:41:26,382 --> 02:41:28,340
I got money from the ATM

2449
02:41:28,882 --> 02:41:30,007
and who did I see?

2450
02:41:30,215 --> 02:41:31,215
Who?

2451
02:41:31,215 --> 02:41:32,257
Nuray.

2452
02:41:33,297 --> 02:41:34,172
So?

2453
02:41:34,172 --> 02:41:37,465
We stood and chatted for a while.

2454
02:41:37,797 --> 02:41:40,422
So she invited me to her place
for something to eat.

2455
02:41:41,547 --> 02:41:43,547
I said okay.

2456
02:41:43,547 --> 02:41:45,715
Her family had gone someplace.

2457
02:41:47,340 --> 02:41:49,922
We went there and talked.

2458
02:41:50,922 --> 02:41:53,840
It was such a nice talk. Really.

2459
02:41:54,047 --> 02:41:57,547
I wasn't expecting that.
She's really smart.

2460
02:42:00,340 --> 02:42:02,090
We had something to eat and drink.

2461
02:42:03,297 --> 02:42:05,632
Then wine, alcohol, and so on...

2462
02:42:09,132 --> 02:42:10,007
And?

2463
02:42:11,672 --> 02:42:16,132
And... I don't know.

2464
02:42:17,007 --> 02:42:20,672
Am I doing something I'll regret later?

2465
02:42:20,672 --> 02:42:22,090
I don't know.

2466
02:42:25,715 --> 02:42:26,840
Meaning?

2467
02:42:28,965 --> 02:42:33,922
You never know what life will bring.

2468
02:42:34,090 --> 02:42:37,382
I don't believe in fate or anything,
but it kinda felt like that.

2469
02:42:42,797 --> 02:42:46,215
I think these things
are outside our control.

2470
02:42:46,382 --> 02:42:50,172
They take place in those hazy areas
beyond our will.

2471
02:42:50,172 --> 02:42:53,632
And so they're the kind of acts

2472
02:42:53,632 --> 02:42:58,257
we don't need to feel responsible for.

2473
02:42:59,422 --> 02:43:01,465
Eat up. I'm not having much.

2474
02:43:01,465 --> 02:43:02,422
I will.

2475
02:43:07,422 --> 02:43:08,965
I'm so tired.

2476
02:43:11,215 --> 02:43:13,340
Luckily it's Sunday today.

2477
02:43:13,715 --> 02:43:15,047
I'm gonna rest.

2478
02:46:31,590 --> 02:46:33,172
- Hey, what's up?
- Hey.

2479
02:47:43,257 --> 02:47:44,547
- Nuray.
- Hi.

2480
02:47:45,257 --> 02:47:47,297
Sorry, I came uninvited.

2481
02:47:47,297 --> 02:47:50,047
No problem. Welcome, come in.

2482
02:47:50,465 --> 02:47:51,632
What brought you here?

2483
02:47:52,382 --> 02:47:54,172
Come in.

2484
02:47:54,297 --> 02:47:57,257
- With my shoes?
- Sure, it's already a mess.

2485
02:47:57,672 --> 02:47:59,090
I surprised you?

2486
02:47:59,840 --> 02:48:01,882
I bet you weren't expecting me.

2487
02:48:02,340 --> 02:48:05,757
That's true. But what a nice surprise.

2488
02:48:05,757 --> 02:48:09,547
I called Kenan, but he didn't answer
so I thought I'd try my luck.

2489
02:48:10,382 --> 02:48:14,007
I didn't hear.
I was working, my phone was on silent.

2490
02:48:16,132 --> 02:48:19,797
Take a seat, please. I'll take your coat.

2491
02:48:19,797 --> 02:48:21,757
No need, thanks. I won't stay long.

2492
02:48:26,215 --> 02:48:28,547
So how did you get here
at this time of day?

2493
02:48:29,257 --> 02:48:30,132
By car.

2494
02:48:31,007 --> 02:48:31,882
What car?

2495
02:48:32,382 --> 02:48:33,340
My own car.

2496
02:48:33,632 --> 02:48:35,465
It came then.

2497
02:48:35,465 --> 02:48:36,590
Yes.

2498
02:48:36,882 --> 02:48:38,632
That's great. When?

2499
02:48:38,632 --> 02:48:40,422
A few days ago.

2500
02:48:40,715 --> 02:48:44,340
Called Kenan to ask him to come,
but he didn't answer.

2501
02:48:44,340 --> 02:48:46,047
- So I got it alone.
- Congrats.

2502
02:48:46,047 --> 02:48:47,215
Thanks.

2503
02:48:47,922 --> 02:48:52,007
Congrats, but how did you dare come here

2504
02:48:52,007 --> 02:48:55,007
in this weather on your own?

2505
02:48:55,007 --> 02:48:56,715
We could've picked you up.

2506
02:48:56,715 --> 02:48:58,590
Thanks, there was no need.

2507
02:48:58,590 --> 02:49:01,257
I've got to get used to it.

2508
02:49:01,632 --> 02:49:03,965
Kenan was busy I guess,

2509
02:49:03,965 --> 02:49:05,632
so I had to do it myself.

2510
02:49:06,632 --> 02:49:09,757
Actually, it was good.
You learn better on your own.

2511
02:49:09,757 --> 02:49:13,340
I'd have come, but I thought
you didn't need me anymore.

2512
02:49:14,672 --> 02:49:15,632
Thanks.

2513
02:49:18,132 --> 02:49:21,007
We made tea. Want some?

2514
02:49:21,007 --> 02:49:23,007
Or something cold? A beer?

2515
02:49:23,007 --> 02:49:24,215
Tea's fine.

2516
02:49:24,215 --> 02:49:26,132
Right away. Kenan?

2517
02:49:26,132 --> 02:49:27,507
No, I'm fine.

2518
02:49:44,297 --> 02:49:46,297
- Thanks.
- Enjoy.

2519
02:49:48,507 --> 02:49:51,382
How did you find this place in the dark?

2520
02:49:51,382 --> 02:49:52,465
GPS!

2521
02:49:53,840 --> 02:49:55,132
Right. Well done.

2522
02:49:55,132 --> 02:49:56,922
I didn't only come here.

2523
02:49:56,922 --> 02:49:59,882
You know that village called Kirgindere?

2524
02:50:00,257 --> 02:50:01,132
Down that way.

2525
02:50:01,132 --> 02:50:02,882
I have a sick student there.

2526
02:50:03,215 --> 02:50:04,757
He hardly came this year.

2527
02:50:05,007 --> 02:50:08,922
Now that I drive, I can tutor him
so he doesn't fall behind.

2528
02:50:08,922 --> 02:50:11,590
Since you're nearby, I decided to drop by.

2529
02:50:12,047 --> 02:50:13,340
That was good.

2530
02:50:16,422 --> 02:50:17,422
What was?

2531
02:50:18,840 --> 02:50:20,340
Your student. It was a good idea.

2532
02:50:29,090 --> 02:50:30,297
So, Kenan.

2533
02:50:31,297 --> 02:50:33,007
Why don't you answer your phone?

2534
02:50:38,132 --> 02:50:39,257
No particular reason.

2535
02:50:40,257 --> 02:50:41,382
No particular reason?

2536
02:50:42,172 --> 02:50:43,590
- No.
- What's it then?

2537
02:50:47,882 --> 02:50:49,132
Nothing.

2538
02:50:51,090 --> 02:50:52,632
What does all this mean?

2539
02:50:52,632 --> 02:50:54,465
I really don't get it.

2540
02:50:54,590 --> 02:51:00,007
What happened between us
to justify this attitude?

2541
02:51:00,547 --> 02:51:03,797
- What's wrong?
- Yeah, that's what I'm asking.

2542
02:51:03,797 --> 02:51:07,422
How do friendships
that started with such timidity

2543
02:51:07,422 --> 02:51:09,882
suddenly turn into arrogance?

2544
02:51:11,257 --> 02:51:13,715
Are you serious?

2545
02:51:14,507 --> 02:51:15,465
What happened?

2546
02:51:20,047 --> 02:51:21,965
Let me ask it this way, then.

2547
02:51:25,297 --> 02:51:26,965
Did I do something wrong?

2548
02:51:30,922 --> 02:51:31,922
No.

2549
02:51:34,340 --> 02:51:37,922
Does what happened with Samet
make me guilty?

2550
02:51:44,507 --> 02:51:46,632
Did I betray your friendship?

2551
02:51:52,715 --> 02:51:57,382
Or do I fall short of the moral standard
you imagine in a girl?

2552
02:52:01,090 --> 02:52:03,757
Please don't think
I expect anything from you.

2553
02:52:04,840 --> 02:52:05,965
I don't.

2554
02:52:06,672 --> 02:52:08,047
I'm just curious.

2555
02:52:10,965 --> 02:52:12,757
It's the first time in my current state...

2556
02:52:14,547 --> 02:52:17,215
that I'm testing
how others perceive me as a woman.

2557
02:52:18,797 --> 02:52:20,132
I'm questioning

2558
02:52:21,172 --> 02:52:23,007
whether I have the right

2559
02:52:23,672 --> 02:52:26,215
or the strength to do things
in this new state.

2560
02:52:26,547 --> 02:52:31,672
Trying to see
what place I occupy in this world now.

2561
02:52:32,840 --> 02:52:37,797
I need to know
what I lost along with this leg,

2562
02:52:39,257 --> 02:52:41,297
and what I still have.

2563
02:52:42,297 --> 02:52:45,132
I'm not expecting pity,
compassion or understanding.

2564
02:52:45,840 --> 02:52:48,382
I mean, nothing is expected here.

2565
02:52:48,507 --> 02:52:50,257
We don't have to see each other again.

2566
02:52:50,672 --> 02:52:51,715
That's fine too.

2567
02:52:53,547 --> 02:52:56,007
You might be right in your own way.

2568
02:52:56,382 --> 02:52:58,215
I don't know. It's possible.

2569
02:52:59,172 --> 02:53:00,340
But

2570
02:53:01,132 --> 02:53:02,797
it seems to me that

2571
02:53:03,422 --> 02:53:05,215
everything beautiful in this world

2572
02:53:05,715 --> 02:53:07,215
gets stuck in the webs we weave

2573
02:53:08,382 --> 02:53:10,547
before it ever reaches us.

2574
02:53:18,172 --> 02:53:19,172
Anyway...

2575
02:53:20,132 --> 02:53:23,215
sorry, I came unannounced.
It's best if I go.

2576
02:53:23,215 --> 02:53:24,715
- Wait.
- Thanks for the tea.

2577
02:53:24,715 --> 02:53:26,840
Sit down, please. Don't go like this.

2578
02:53:26,840 --> 02:53:30,047
Let go, I'm fine. I'll go just as I came.

2579
02:53:30,047 --> 02:53:31,672
The weather's worse.

2580
02:53:31,672 --> 02:53:33,757
Nuray.

2581
02:53:34,507 --> 02:53:38,340
Come back. Look, let's talk some more.

2582
02:53:38,340 --> 02:53:39,507
Wait.

2583
02:53:39,507 --> 02:53:40,547
Nuray!

2584
02:53:41,757 --> 02:53:42,840
Nuray!

2585
02:54:07,757 --> 02:54:08,797
What's going on?

2586
02:54:15,297 --> 02:54:16,465
Nothing.

2587
02:54:18,757 --> 02:54:20,007
What do you mean nothing?

2588
02:54:32,797 --> 02:54:34,465
Can you take me back to town?

2589
02:54:34,882 --> 02:54:36,047
The snow's much heavier.

2590
02:55:58,715 --> 02:56:01,007
<i>When I first came here,</i>

2591
02:56:01,715 --> 02:56:03,382
<i>they told me there were only two seasons,</i>

2592
02:56:04,172 --> 02:56:05,965
<i>winter and summer.</i>

2593
02:56:07,922 --> 02:56:09,340
<i>They were right.</i>

2594
02:56:10,507 --> 02:56:12,297
<i>Straight into summer, no spring.</i>

2595
02:56:15,297 --> 02:56:18,840
<i>Grasses covered by snow for months</i>

2596
02:56:19,422 --> 02:56:21,047
<i>grew yellow without becoming green.</i>

2597
02:56:24,715 --> 02:56:26,007
<i>Even the birds</i>

2598
02:56:26,132 --> 02:56:28,965
<i>that sang happily
a few weeks ago were chirping wearily.</i>

2599
02:56:35,172 --> 02:56:36,715
<i>I was like an abandoned mill,</i>

2600
02:56:37,215 --> 02:56:39,672
<i>a useless, run-down mill</i>

2601
02:56:40,257 --> 02:56:43,922
<i>that even birds ignored,
waiting for demolition.</i>

2602
02:56:45,922 --> 02:56:48,882
<i>In this forgotten,
remote corner of the earth,</i>

2603
02:56:48,882 --> 02:56:50,382
<i>like many other things,</i>

2604
02:56:51,715 --> 02:56:54,172
<i>the line between good and evil,</i>

2605
02:56:54,172 --> 02:56:56,547
<i>and pain and happiness was blurred.</i>

2606
02:56:57,172 --> 02:57:00,340
<i>Everything seemed to happen</i>

2607
02:57:00,340 --> 02:57:01,590
<i>only to forget time.</i>

2608
02:57:04,297 --> 02:57:08,382
<i>As if this incessant snow
was striving to bury everything</i>

2609
02:57:08,382 --> 02:57:11,132
<i>and make oblivion possible.</i>

2610
02:57:13,797 --> 02:57:15,672
<i>Seasons come and go,</i>

2611
02:57:15,672 --> 02:57:17,965
<i>hopes are born and die,</i>

2612
02:57:18,965 --> 02:57:20,797
<i>but still, life goes on</i>

2613
02:57:20,797 --> 02:57:25,382
<i>with a patient belief
based on something unknown.</i>

2614
02:57:29,840 --> 02:57:32,090
<i>My time to get out of here
was approaching.</i>

2615
02:57:34,382 --> 02:57:35,632
<i>This morning,</i>

2616
02:57:35,632 --> 02:57:38,757
<i>for the first time
since the trouble with Sevim,</i>

2617
02:57:38,757 --> 02:57:41,422
<i>I carefully combed my hair
and even whistled.</i>

2618
02:57:43,757 --> 02:57:45,882
<i>It was the last day of school, after all.</i>

2619
02:57:46,672 --> 02:57:48,047
<i>There was the charity sale</i>

2620
02:57:48,297 --> 02:57:50,215
<i>and the graduation ceremony later.</i>

2621
02:57:55,840 --> 02:57:58,672
Well done, Tolga, you get a free dinner.

2622
02:57:58,672 --> 02:57:59,840
Where have you been?

2623
02:58:00,882 --> 02:58:03,007
Why? I was packing.

2624
02:58:03,007 --> 02:58:05,382
You haven't stamped your report cards.

2625
02:58:05,382 --> 02:58:06,382
Careful, boy.

2626
02:58:06,382 --> 02:58:09,797
Calm down. Don't panic, I'll do it now.

2627
02:58:09,797 --> 02:58:10,882
Do what you like.

2628
02:58:11,757 --> 02:58:14,465
But they say the director is coming.

2629
02:58:16,257 --> 02:58:17,172
Really?

2630
02:58:17,297 --> 02:58:18,172
Yeah.

2631
02:58:19,297 --> 02:58:20,382
Great.

2632
02:59:24,382 --> 02:59:26,672
What's up? Have you decided to be nice?

2633
02:59:29,422 --> 02:59:31,590
Will such small kindnesses save you?

2634
02:59:32,715 --> 02:59:34,297
You want it on the floor?

2635
02:59:35,547 --> 02:59:38,172
No, you did the right thing.

2636
02:59:40,422 --> 02:59:41,715
Who sent the cake?

2637
02:59:42,047 --> 02:59:43,672
We're taking some to all the teachers.

2638
02:59:44,547 --> 02:59:47,715
That's not what I asked.
Consider the question again.

2639
02:59:52,507 --> 02:59:54,007
And you're laughing.

2640
02:59:54,507 --> 02:59:57,297
You're funny, really funny.

2641
02:59:57,422 --> 03:00:01,047
The cake was cut and we did the rest.

2642
03:00:01,340 --> 03:00:02,590
Who sent it, who?

2643
03:00:03,840 --> 03:00:05,340
We did. Ourselves, sir.

2644
03:00:06,547 --> 03:00:08,922
I brought the cake. My mother made it.

2645
03:00:11,632 --> 03:00:12,840
All right, I got it.

2646
03:00:14,797 --> 03:00:16,047
Isn't lipstick forbidden?

2647
03:00:17,132 --> 03:00:18,672
You're not graduating. Why dress up?

2648
03:00:23,007 --> 03:00:26,422
You're lucky I'm leaving
or I'd really give you a hard time.

2649
03:00:29,757 --> 03:00:30,882
Sorry.

2650
03:00:32,590 --> 03:00:34,047
As if everything was sorted out...

2651
03:00:36,007 --> 03:00:37,715
you apologize for lipstick?

2652
03:00:40,172 --> 03:00:43,047
I don't care, put on tar if you like.

2653
03:00:45,047 --> 03:00:46,172
No, don't close it.

2654
03:00:47,715 --> 03:00:48,715
Don't.

2655
03:00:49,507 --> 03:00:50,465
Leave it open.

2656
03:00:59,422 --> 03:01:00,632
Well...

2657
03:01:02,340 --> 03:01:03,590
this is how it ends, Sevim.

2658
03:01:04,840 --> 03:01:05,922
For me, I mean.

2659
03:01:06,922 --> 03:01:08,632
This story, this place.

2660
03:01:10,340 --> 03:01:14,297
It's time to forget
what happened and this dump.

2661
03:01:15,882 --> 03:01:17,340
Let's see how this tastes.

2662
03:01:18,922 --> 03:01:21,215
Sit down.
Don't stand there like a soldier.

2663
03:01:25,465 --> 03:01:26,507
It's good.

2664
03:01:28,047 --> 03:01:32,132
- Cookie cake. I used to make it.
- It's easy. I made it actually.

2665
03:01:32,382 --> 03:01:33,507
Really?

2666
03:01:35,382 --> 03:01:36,507
Well done.

2667
03:01:44,840 --> 03:01:49,132
There's something
I wanted to talk to you about.

2668
03:01:50,547 --> 03:01:53,090
It's no big deal, but since you're here.

2669
03:01:56,007 --> 03:01:56,965
Well,

2670
03:01:57,507 --> 03:02:00,840
actually, I wanted to ask you something.

2671
03:02:02,132 --> 03:02:03,465
Something I'm curious about.

2672
03:02:06,590 --> 03:02:07,547
Sit down.

2673
03:02:08,132 --> 03:02:09,172
If you like, I mean.

2674
03:02:24,340 --> 03:02:27,340
I requested a transfer.
You probably heard.

2675
03:02:27,340 --> 03:02:30,590
I'm leaving soon and won't be back.

2676
03:02:31,257 --> 03:02:34,340
So at times like this,

2677
03:02:36,007 --> 03:02:38,382
you tend to look back over everything.

2678
03:02:39,090 --> 03:02:41,672
Everything that's happened.

2679
03:02:43,672 --> 03:02:46,215
You wonder if there might be

2680
03:02:47,215 --> 03:02:49,965
anyone who's been hurt,

2681
03:02:49,965 --> 03:02:52,882
anyone who might need some last words

2682
03:02:52,882 --> 03:02:54,382
or an apology.

2683
03:03:00,047 --> 03:03:04,507
Considering I'll never return,

2684
03:03:05,382 --> 03:03:09,672
I was wondering
if Sevim wanted to tell me anything.

2685
03:03:13,090 --> 03:03:14,007
Get out.

2686
03:03:14,672 --> 03:03:15,757
Out!

2687
03:03:22,672 --> 03:03:23,882
Where was I?

2688
03:03:25,007 --> 03:03:29,840
Yes, since I'm going and won't be back,

2689
03:03:30,840 --> 03:03:35,297
is there anything you might like
to say before I go,

2690
03:03:35,715 --> 03:03:36,840
dear Sevim?

2691
03:03:39,547 --> 03:03:40,922
Like what, sir?

2692
03:03:42,382 --> 03:03:44,632
I'm saying, I'm leaving

2693
03:03:45,132 --> 03:03:47,007
and won't be back next year.

2694
03:03:47,340 --> 03:03:50,007
If there's anything to say,
now's the time.

2695
03:03:50,672 --> 03:03:53,047
You'll never get another chance.

2696
03:03:54,840 --> 03:03:56,422
What kind of thing do you mean, sir?

2697
03:04:01,007 --> 03:04:03,382
I don't know. That's for you to know.

2698
03:04:12,340 --> 03:04:15,215
If you say you don't know,
that's also an answer.

2699
03:04:20,257 --> 03:04:21,632
It would mean...

2700
03:04:23,047 --> 03:04:27,882
that you're a shallow person
who has no values.

2701
03:04:27,882 --> 03:04:29,257
And honestly, that'd upset me.

2702
03:04:30,340 --> 03:04:34,382
I'd feel a bit stupid
for having cared about you.

2703
03:04:44,047 --> 03:04:45,007
What I mean is...

2704
03:04:46,757 --> 03:04:49,047
you'd really upset and disappoint me.

2705
03:04:49,672 --> 03:04:51,547
Whether you meant to, I don't know.

2706
03:04:54,465 --> 03:04:57,632
Don't even care about the reason anymore.

2707
03:04:57,965 --> 03:05:01,132
Because I realized
I still haven't figured people out.

2708
03:05:02,797 --> 03:05:04,422
I still haven't understood...

2709
03:05:06,090 --> 03:05:08,715
who's worthy or not,
who's special and who isn't.

2710
03:05:10,965 --> 03:05:12,507
It was my biggest mistake...

2711
03:05:14,672 --> 03:05:16,215
if I ever made one.

2712
03:05:22,172 --> 03:05:23,715
So, you have nothing to say?

2713
03:05:27,965 --> 03:05:29,882
What should I say, sir?

2714
03:05:31,172 --> 03:05:32,257
Look at you.

2715
03:05:33,547 --> 03:05:36,507
Instead of being ashamed, you're laughing.

2716
03:05:39,340 --> 03:05:40,297
I'm not laughing.

2717
03:05:43,172 --> 03:05:44,340
Whatever.

2718
03:05:45,215 --> 03:05:46,382
Don't worry.

2719
03:05:47,965 --> 03:05:51,382
I'm not blaming you.

2720
03:05:52,922 --> 03:05:55,297
What could you say after all this, anyway?

2721
03:05:56,882 --> 03:05:57,922
What is there to say?

2722
03:06:00,757 --> 03:06:01,840
Okay.

2723
03:06:03,672 --> 03:06:04,590
All right.

2724
03:06:12,590 --> 03:06:13,590
What's up?

2725
03:06:16,090 --> 03:06:17,090
May I go?

2726
03:06:18,922 --> 03:06:21,047
Sure. I have things to do anyway.

2727
03:06:28,672 --> 03:06:30,382
But you'll come to the celebration?

2728
03:06:34,797 --> 03:06:36,007
All right, I will.

2729
03:07:31,507 --> 03:07:32,965
Come here. A bit closer.

2730
03:08:34,465 --> 03:08:35,672
<i>After I left them,</i>

2731
03:08:37,047 --> 03:08:40,340
<i>I started walking up the hill
covered by dry grass.</i>

2732
03:08:46,507 --> 03:08:49,547
<i>Thin dried-up grass
I don't even know the names of.</i>

2733
03:08:51,340 --> 03:08:55,090
<i>These nameless, humble grasses
that no one cares about</i>

2734
03:08:55,922 --> 03:09:00,132
<i>seemed important to me for the first time,</i>

2735
03:09:01,172 --> 03:09:04,007
<i>for they are perceived as worthless,
like my life here.</i>

2736
03:09:10,922 --> 03:09:12,047
<i>Then I thought of Sevim,</i>

2737
03:09:13,882 --> 03:09:15,007
<i>what I looked for in her.</i>

2738
03:09:17,757 --> 03:09:21,132
<i>In this lifeless, motionless landscape,
what I was looking for in her...</i>

2739
03:09:24,297 --> 03:09:26,172
<i>was perhaps something
I couldn't find in myself.</i>

2740
03:09:28,632 --> 03:09:29,672
<i>A kind of energy...</i>

2741
03:09:31,340 --> 03:09:33,297
<i>a tiny sign of transcendence.</i>

2742
03:09:35,382 --> 03:09:38,507
<i>I didn't dream of her, but beyond.</i>

2743
03:09:40,215 --> 03:09:41,422
<i>I just wanted</i>

2744
03:09:41,422 --> 03:09:44,672
<i>to make her a means
for a dream world I had built beyond her.</i>

2745
03:09:48,257 --> 03:09:49,215
<i>But I knew...</i>

2746
03:09:50,632 --> 03:09:51,840
<i>that between us</i>

2747
03:09:52,672 --> 03:09:56,965
<i>there was an abyss
deep and wide enough to choke our cries.</i>

2748
03:09:59,257 --> 03:10:03,090
<i>A distance too cruel
for our consciousnesses to approach.</i>

2749
03:10:10,965 --> 03:10:12,465
<i>I dreamed of the impossible.</i>

2750
03:10:14,715 --> 03:10:15,757
<i>And now,</i>

2751
03:10:16,590 --> 03:10:18,422
<i>I'm talking to her in my head again.</i>

2752
03:10:24,632 --> 03:10:25,507
<i>Sevim.</i>

2753
03:10:31,257 --> 03:10:32,965
<i>I lied to you the last time we spoke.</i>

2754
03:10:36,340 --> 03:10:39,840
<i>Despite my efforts to convince myself,
I don't regret knowing you.</i>

2755
03:10:44,340 --> 03:10:46,172
<i>I wish I could see myself
through your eyes.</i>

2756
03:10:48,922 --> 03:10:50,672
<i>It's obvious
you won't be like me in the future.</i>

2757
03:10:53,047 --> 03:10:56,965
<i>You'll be a petulant,
ferocious, happy, and hopeful woman</i>

2758
03:10:56,965 --> 03:11:00,132
<i>who can establish a closer,
more direct connection with life.</i>

2759
03:11:04,422 --> 03:11:06,922
<i>Because of this, I feel sorrow,</i>

2760
03:11:07,507 --> 03:11:09,465
<i>but I am also happy for you.</i>

2761
03:11:11,922 --> 03:11:12,840
<i>That's how life is.</i>

2762
03:11:14,922 --> 03:11:17,465
<i>Even this coincidence
that brought us together</i>

2763
03:11:17,922 --> 03:11:19,340
<i>is an astonishing mystery.</i>

2764
03:11:22,132 --> 03:11:25,340
<i>The feeling that arises
as this idea takes shape</i>

2765
03:11:26,007 --> 03:11:28,382
<i>means all that happened
cannot be deemed worthless.</i>

2766
03:11:30,840 --> 03:11:31,757
<i>Yes.</i>

2767
03:11:32,297 --> 03:11:34,547
<i>Experiences, words,</i>

2768
03:11:34,840 --> 03:11:35,840
<i>and emotions...</i>

2769
03:11:37,132 --> 03:11:41,340
<i>are perhaps reflected
in some dark corridor of the universe.</i>

2770
03:11:45,047 --> 03:11:46,047
<i>But as it turns out...</i>

2771
03:11:47,590 --> 03:11:50,297
<i>the truth is as brutal as it is boring.</i>

2772
03:11:53,132 --> 03:11:54,090
<i>You'll realize this</i>

2773
03:11:55,215 --> 03:11:56,257
<i>like everyone else.</i>

2774
03:12:00,257 --> 03:12:01,757
<i>Time will pass...</i>

2775
03:12:03,382 --> 03:12:08,382
<i>and if you survive
in this land of unending setbacks...</i>

2776
03:12:10,632 --> 03:12:14,007
<i>you will still turn yellow
and dry up in the end.</i>

2777
03:12:16,922 --> 03:12:19,090
<i>You will find yourself
at the midpoint of your life...</i>

2778
03:12:21,465 --> 03:12:24,465
<i>and see you've gained nothing
but the desert inside you.</i>

2779
03:12:27,047 --> 03:12:28,090
<i>Nothing else.</i>