1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:17,051 --> 00:00:22,056 * I put a star to my words which afflicted me * 4 00:00:25,426 --> 00:00:30,364 * And I shall sail nothing by sea ever again * 5 00:00:32,633 --> 00:00:34,402 * Long as I live 6 00:00:34,502 --> 00:00:39,507 * Praise to the bride king of angels I regain my health * 7 00:00:42,376 --> 00:00:47,381 * Hide from the storm * 8 00:00:47,615 --> 00:00:51,719 * Without drowning safely return * 9 00:01:48,242 --> 00:01:50,077 - Tony, it's my go. - You're not having it! 10 00:01:50,178 --> 00:01:52,079 I'll tell Mom! 11 00:02:01,955 --> 00:02:02,923 Do you need anymore, Tony? 12 00:02:03,023 --> 00:02:05,726 No, I'm too busy trying to untangle my kite. 13 00:02:05,826 --> 00:02:07,661 I told her not to touch it it's mine. 14 00:02:07,761 --> 00:02:08,496 Well, you need to share darling. 15 00:02:08,596 --> 00:02:09,697 I don't need to share. 16 00:02:09,797 --> 00:02:11,732 She breaks things, it's mine. 17 00:02:11,832 --> 00:02:13,734 Evie, don't go in the water please! 18 00:02:27,881 --> 00:02:29,483 - You ready for off? - 10 more minutes. 19 00:02:29,583 --> 00:02:32,253 - It's getting cold love. - Oh please. 20 00:02:35,256 --> 00:02:36,790 Okay, I'll go up and get the tea ready 21 00:02:36,890 --> 00:02:38,792 and you two can follow me up in a bit. 22 00:02:39,827 --> 00:02:41,128 Bring the towels with you. 23 00:02:42,796 --> 00:02:44,097 Mommy, what do you think is faster, 24 00:02:44,198 --> 00:02:46,467 - a dog or a giraffe? - Don't know really. 25 00:02:48,569 --> 00:02:49,403 Mommy, did you know that giraffes 26 00:02:49,503 --> 00:02:50,704 are the only other animal 27 00:02:50,804 --> 00:02:53,241 other than a cat which purrs when you stroke it? 28 00:02:53,341 --> 00:02:54,708 I didn't know that actually. 29 00:02:54,808 --> 00:02:57,745 Okay, you know the rules, no going into the water 30 00:02:57,845 --> 00:02:59,980 while I'm not here and listen to your brother 31 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:01,615 if he tells you something. 32 00:03:01,715 --> 00:03:02,583 - He's in charge - He's in charge 33 00:03:02,683 --> 00:03:04,385 when I'm not here. When I'm not here. 34 00:03:04,485 --> 00:03:05,719 I know. 35 00:03:05,819 --> 00:03:08,922 Mommy, would you rather no ears or no mouth? 36 00:03:10,424 --> 00:03:14,995 I'm only there, so call or whistle if you need anything. 37 00:03:15,095 --> 00:03:19,199 - And don't talk to strangers. - To strangers, I know. 38 00:03:19,300 --> 00:03:22,069 Mommy, if you could only eat one thing forever 39 00:03:22,169 --> 00:03:25,473 would you rather have pizza or fish and chips? 40 00:03:25,573 --> 00:03:27,241 Well, guess what we're having tonight? 41 00:03:27,341 --> 00:03:29,743 - Pizza! - 10 minutes. 42 00:03:29,843 --> 00:03:34,248 Tony, it's starting to rain, 10 minutes! 43 00:03:34,348 --> 00:03:36,417 - Okay! - Love you, Mommy! 44 00:03:46,126 --> 00:03:47,961 - Here. - It's my turn! 45 00:06:49,943 --> 00:06:51,378 Where were you? 46 00:07:17,738 --> 00:07:19,573 Oh, you're freezing. 47 00:07:24,745 --> 00:07:25,813 What's that? 48 00:07:25,913 --> 00:07:26,914 It's mine. 49 00:07:29,416 --> 00:07:33,020 - Have you found something? - No one else can have it, 50 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:34,588 it's mine. 51 00:07:40,093 --> 00:07:41,161 Let me see. 52 00:07:44,765 --> 00:07:46,066 - Please? - I say it's mine! 53 00:08:54,001 --> 00:08:56,269 May the glory of God, the fellowship and the Holy Spirit 54 00:08:56,369 --> 00:08:57,805 be with you all. 55 00:08:58,706 --> 00:09:00,373 And also with you. 56 00:09:00,473 --> 00:09:01,809 In the name of the Father and of the Son 57 00:09:01,909 --> 00:09:04,845 and of the Holy Spirit, amen. 58 00:09:04,945 --> 00:09:06,780 Amen. 59 00:09:08,048 --> 00:09:10,517 When I mentioned to Tony yesterday that the gospel passage 60 00:09:10,618 --> 00:09:13,220 was about Jesus' words to Peter in response 61 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:16,790 to his question, how often should I forgive? 62 00:09:17,991 --> 00:09:21,829 He pulled a fierce and said, "Not another sermon 63 00:09:21,929 --> 00:09:23,030 on forgiveness." 64 00:09:24,765 --> 00:09:27,701 I akle his sense of tiredness with the way 65 00:09:27,801 --> 00:09:29,036 that the Church so often speaks of forgiveness 66 00:09:29,136 --> 00:09:32,539 and so frequently feel to either offer it or find it. 67 00:09:33,874 --> 00:09:37,244 That's not because I don't think forgiveness is important, 68 00:09:37,344 --> 00:09:41,915 it is central not just to our life but faith also 69 00:09:42,015 --> 00:09:45,953 and I'd argue our life together in this world. 70 00:09:47,655 --> 00:09:48,722 - Evie. - Without forgiveness, 71 00:09:48,822 --> 00:09:51,291 I wanna go outside. How could we possibly stand 72 00:09:51,391 --> 00:09:53,160 relationship with each other? 73 00:09:53,260 --> 00:09:56,163 Forgiveness isn't something that only restores, 74 00:09:56,263 --> 00:09:59,166 even frees the one forgiven. 75 00:09:59,266 --> 00:10:02,269 Forgiveness also restores and frees the one who forgives. 76 00:10:02,369 --> 00:10:04,738 - Jen, she's fine. - Forgiveness creates 77 00:10:04,838 --> 00:10:09,576 possibilities, keeps the future open, offers paths forward 78 00:10:09,677 --> 00:10:12,079 formerly not imaginable. 79 00:10:13,246 --> 00:10:16,183 To forgive is to live free. 80 00:10:17,250 --> 00:10:20,220 To live free in the present and hope about the future 81 00:10:21,488 --> 00:10:25,659 while not to forgive is to be dragged down 82 00:10:25,759 --> 00:10:28,696 and kept captive by the past. 83 00:10:31,932 --> 00:10:34,802 Forgiveness is life. 84 00:11:40,533 --> 00:11:41,534 Evie! 85 00:13:57,037 --> 00:13:58,538 Get in, come on. 86 00:14:02,876 --> 00:14:05,845 Right, children, does everyone know who the Vikings were? 87 00:14:08,548 --> 00:14:12,552 And does anybody know the legends of the Viking ship wrecks 88 00:14:12,652 --> 00:14:13,954 at St. Brendon's Bay? 89 00:14:15,255 --> 00:14:18,058 Right, well that's good and for those that don't, 90 00:14:18,158 --> 00:14:20,928 Britain has always been vulnerable to attack 91 00:14:21,028 --> 00:14:23,964 from various quarters throughout our history. 92 00:14:24,965 --> 00:14:28,301 Our story and the artifacts around us 93 00:14:28,401 --> 00:14:31,571 washed up on our very own beach 94 00:14:31,671 --> 00:14:36,676 and it concerns the Danes, well the Vikings to be precise. 95 00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:40,247 The local emblem which we find above the school 96 00:14:40,347 --> 00:14:42,950 and church entrances is the Selkie. 97 00:14:43,050 --> 00:14:45,018 Folklore dictates that it was during one 98 00:14:45,118 --> 00:14:48,188 of these Viking raids that the brave men of the village 99 00:14:48,288 --> 00:14:51,124 fought against their enemy with everything they had 100 00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:53,193 and they were outnumbered and beaten back 101 00:14:53,293 --> 00:14:56,930 by the sheer brutality and force of the invaders 102 00:14:57,030 --> 00:14:59,866 looting every building the Vikings found 103 00:14:59,967 --> 00:15:02,035 where the women and children were hiding 104 00:15:02,135 --> 00:15:05,138 and took some for themselves to claim as wives, 105 00:15:05,238 --> 00:15:07,807 killing anyone who resisted. 106 00:15:07,907 --> 00:15:08,908 - Ow. - Debra! 107 00:15:11,378 --> 00:15:14,114 And with that, they sailed back to Denmark 108 00:15:14,214 --> 00:15:16,616 or sometimes to Scandinavia 109 00:15:16,716 --> 00:15:20,120 and the boat set sail that night with their spoils 110 00:15:20,220 --> 00:15:21,821 and rounding the rocks at the far end 111 00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:24,824 of St. Brendon's Beach, the boat started 112 00:15:24,924 --> 00:15:27,227 to get into trouble, even though the sea 113 00:15:27,327 --> 00:15:29,029 was relatively calm, 114 00:15:29,129 --> 00:15:30,230 - there was a cry. - There was a cry 115 00:15:30,330 --> 00:15:33,600 from the front of the boat of something in the water. 116 00:15:34,467 --> 00:15:36,703 The boat lurched once and then was gone. 117 00:15:36,803 --> 00:15:40,507 Only the women who swum ashore were saved. 118 00:15:41,474 --> 00:15:43,643 One was taken as token sacrifice 119 00:15:43,743 --> 00:15:48,748 to join the Selkie and her sisters in the ocean 120 00:15:50,083 --> 00:15:52,052 as one of their own forever. 121 00:15:59,826 --> 00:16:00,827 Evie? 122 00:16:23,683 --> 00:16:25,652 - Freak. - Go away. 123 00:16:25,752 --> 00:16:28,421 - Freakie Evie. - Leave me alone. 124 00:16:34,527 --> 00:16:36,529 Make me. 125 00:16:54,347 --> 00:16:55,515 Get off her! 126 00:16:58,785 --> 00:17:00,387 You are a disgrace! 127 00:17:45,098 --> 00:17:46,266 Freaky Evie. 128 00:20:33,266 --> 00:20:34,901 - Morning. - Morning. 129 00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:51,651 Hello, Ponta's Insurance, is it a claim on your policy 130 00:20:51,751 --> 00:20:52,752 you're. 131 00:20:54,921 --> 00:20:56,889 Yeah, hello Mrs. Stevens. 132 00:20:58,958 --> 00:21:00,092 Yeah, I am late, yeah. 133 00:21:03,930 --> 00:21:07,534 Yeah, no, you're absolutely right, yeah. 134 00:21:07,634 --> 00:21:12,405 - No, I'll make sure to. - Coffee? 135 00:21:12,505 --> 00:21:14,006 Oh yeah, please. 136 00:21:17,710 --> 00:21:19,679 Hmm-mm, yeah. 137 00:21:27,253 --> 00:21:29,889 - Bad night? - I can handle the nights, 138 00:21:29,989 --> 00:21:31,558 it's the mornings that kill me. 139 00:21:32,725 --> 00:21:35,795 - What was he like? - Thick not thick. 140 00:21:38,598 --> 00:21:41,067 - And did you? - Oh yeah, 141 00:21:41,167 --> 00:21:42,802 it'd be a shame to waste it. 142 00:21:42,902 --> 00:21:46,573 - That's an euphemism. - Oh, these are the deferments 143 00:21:46,673 --> 00:21:49,108 from yesterday that came down from central office. 144 00:21:49,208 --> 00:21:52,178 - Hmm-mm. - Morning Mr. Stevens. 145 00:21:53,346 --> 00:21:55,948 Thank you, Selma, I will make sure that these 146 00:21:56,048 --> 00:21:57,283 are all up to date and correct. 147 00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:02,915 So, do you have family around here? 148 00:23:03,015 --> 00:23:05,618 Oh, straight with the deep questions shall we? 149 00:23:07,454 --> 00:23:10,590 - Here you are, same again. - Certainly madame. 150 00:23:11,624 --> 00:23:14,427 No, I don't have any family around here. 151 00:23:16,328 --> 00:23:17,930 I don't have any family. 152 00:23:22,735 --> 00:23:24,403 I was adopted if you must know. 153 00:23:26,238 --> 00:23:29,241 - Hmm, how exotic. - Do you think? 154 00:23:34,113 --> 00:23:36,949 Yeah, what's the story? 155 00:23:44,924 --> 00:23:48,394 You need to keep your fucking nose out, Jeremy 156 00:23:48,495 --> 00:23:52,398 - and that's the story. - More wine, madame? 157 00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:54,166 - Yeah. - Would you like me 158 00:23:54,266 --> 00:23:57,336 - to pour it? - No, it'll be fine, fine. 159 00:24:10,617 --> 00:24:11,718 That was off. 160 00:24:25,097 --> 00:24:26,866 Hello, yes, this is Mr. Tony Halloran, 161 00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:29,536 I'm ringing in regards to Mrs. Evie Halloran. 162 00:24:34,240 --> 00:24:36,242 Oh, oh, oh yeah. 163 00:24:37,610 --> 00:24:38,611 Oh. 164 00:24:40,913 --> 00:24:44,416 Oh, I don't wanna go on top, I'll be sick. 165 00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:01,801 Jesus! 166 00:26:27,053 --> 00:26:28,855 I just never thought I'd hear back, 167 00:26:28,955 --> 00:26:33,292 I'd given up hope and accepted I was gonna be alone, 168 00:26:34,460 --> 00:26:35,928 maybe he didn't want contact. 169 00:26:37,830 --> 00:26:40,232 - Did he say? - Oh, it's just 170 00:26:40,332 --> 00:26:43,302 a generic letter from the adoption agency 171 00:26:43,402 --> 00:26:46,906 confirming that Tony had acknowledged receipt 172 00:26:47,006 --> 00:26:49,408 of my letter and he was willing to make contact. 173 00:26:51,744 --> 00:26:53,245 Do you remember anything about him? 174 00:26:55,181 --> 00:26:56,182 I think so. 175 00:26:58,885 --> 00:27:02,621 Some things clearly and others, oh god, 176 00:27:06,158 --> 00:27:07,259 I'm really nervous now. 177 00:27:08,594 --> 00:27:10,362 Why did they split you up in the first place? 178 00:27:10,462 --> 00:27:13,632 Fuck knows, that's what they did back then. 179 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:17,704 He got chosen first, I remember that much. 180 00:27:19,471 --> 00:27:23,342 So he just let you there in the old orphanage, 181 00:27:23,442 --> 00:27:26,112 like a little munchco wrapped in a woolen shaw, 182 00:27:26,212 --> 00:27:29,448 love me, someone love me please. 183 00:27:30,349 --> 00:27:31,583 Fuck off you. 184 00:27:32,584 --> 00:27:34,153 What are you gonna do? 185 00:27:37,790 --> 00:27:40,993 I'm gonna stop talking about myself all the time 186 00:27:41,093 --> 00:27:42,128 and buy you a coffee. 187 00:29:05,377 --> 00:29:09,348 Hi, could I speak to Mrs. Lively please, thank you. 188 00:29:16,388 --> 00:29:19,391 Hi, my name's Evie Halloran, I've just received your letter. 189 00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:22,261 Yeah, that's me. 190 00:29:25,164 --> 00:29:26,332 Yeah, I did, thank you. 191 00:29:28,167 --> 00:29:31,904 Yeah, I'd be very much interested in meeting Tony. 192 00:29:56,428 --> 00:29:59,832 - Evie? - Yeah? 193 00:30:00,833 --> 00:30:05,838 - I'm Tony, can I sit? - Oh, oh my god, Tony. 194 00:30:11,677 --> 00:30:12,744 Oh come here. 195 00:30:15,281 --> 00:30:16,282 Oh wow. 196 00:30:21,787 --> 00:30:26,792 No, no family, I work in an insurance firm, in an office. 197 00:30:28,794 --> 00:30:31,030 Pays the bills but I hate it, you? 198 00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:38,470 I live on my own, I read a lot, play games, 199 00:30:39,505 --> 00:30:44,510 I fish a bit, have my own boat, I walk a bit. 200 00:30:44,843 --> 00:30:47,980 Sorry, did you just try to slip in that you've got a boat? 201 00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:51,183 Yeah, just a small one, I'm by the sea. 202 00:30:53,085 --> 00:30:54,153 I always wanted one. 203 00:30:54,253 --> 00:30:57,389 I know, I remember. 204 00:30:59,959 --> 00:31:03,262 Well, I'm glad you got one, it's nice. 205 00:31:05,131 --> 00:31:06,132 Thank you. 206 00:31:11,370 --> 00:31:12,371 Do you work? 207 00:31:14,540 --> 00:31:16,608 Oh, I'm so sorry. 208 00:31:16,708 --> 00:31:19,311 I just keep asking all these personal questions, 209 00:31:19,411 --> 00:31:21,047 it's none of my business. 210 00:31:22,048 --> 00:31:24,016 I'm your brother, you can ask me what you want. 211 00:31:25,817 --> 00:31:27,619 You always used to ask me lots of questions 212 00:31:27,719 --> 00:31:31,823 about what is the fastest or the oldest or the best. 213 00:31:42,401 --> 00:31:47,406 You know, I've imagined and idealized this moment 214 00:31:48,674 --> 00:31:51,944 for so long and now it's here, I don't know what to say. 215 00:31:56,848 --> 00:31:57,849 You're a man. 216 00:32:12,431 --> 00:32:13,432 Are you happy? 217 00:32:18,204 --> 00:32:21,007 - That's a big question. - Are you? 218 00:32:25,411 --> 00:32:28,280 - I don't. - Are you? 219 00:32:28,380 --> 00:32:29,748 I don't know, is anyone? 220 00:32:38,224 --> 00:32:40,126 Well, where you living? 221 00:32:42,328 --> 00:32:44,796 Not many miles from where we were brought up actually. 222 00:32:47,366 --> 00:32:48,267 Do you work? 223 00:32:48,367 --> 00:32:52,904 No, struggled after. 224 00:32:57,243 --> 00:33:00,179 I'm writing, novels actually. 225 00:33:02,248 --> 00:33:06,118 You're a writer, that's amazing. 226 00:33:06,218 --> 00:33:09,555 - Are you published? - Self published. 227 00:33:09,655 --> 00:33:11,457 I've written five novels. 228 00:33:11,557 --> 00:33:14,360 Wow, wow, I'd love to read one one day. 229 00:33:14,460 --> 00:33:16,995 Ah, here I brought you one. 230 00:33:18,464 --> 00:33:23,369 Hmm, ooh, that is a very thick book. 231 00:33:25,537 --> 00:33:26,972 Wow. 232 00:33:33,712 --> 00:33:34,713 I know this story. 233 00:33:38,184 --> 00:33:40,719 You used to draw them all the time 234 00:33:42,121 --> 00:33:43,389 and always said you'd seen one. 235 00:33:47,459 --> 00:33:50,962 I was a kid, we were kids. 236 00:33:56,235 --> 00:33:59,405 Do you remember, do you remember us? 237 00:34:04,610 --> 00:34:06,044 Of course I do. 238 00:34:08,514 --> 00:34:10,482 Do you remember what happened? 239 00:34:21,026 --> 00:34:22,027 I do. 240 00:34:25,764 --> 00:34:30,001 Evie, I have to tell you something, Dad is alive. 241 00:34:40,112 --> 00:34:42,047 Why did no one tell you this before? 242 00:34:43,014 --> 00:34:46,485 Don't know, Tony said apparently those doors were shut, 243 00:34:46,585 --> 00:34:50,722 as soon as my dad signed the papers, done, 244 00:34:50,822 --> 00:34:52,491 you're on your own literally. 245 00:34:53,325 --> 00:34:54,793 But someone would tell you. 246 00:34:56,762 --> 00:34:58,997 I didn't even know if Tony was alive did I? 247 00:35:00,966 --> 00:35:02,134 Where's your dad now? 248 00:35:05,371 --> 00:35:06,938 Schlarasbol always has been. 249 00:35:07,038 --> 00:35:08,507 What was your brother like? 250 00:35:10,842 --> 00:35:15,847 He was a bit strange, a bit full on. 251 00:35:17,883 --> 00:35:19,385 You fit. 252 00:35:21,119 --> 00:35:21,953 Oh god. 253 00:35:22,053 --> 00:35:23,121 No, he's not what I expected at all. 254 00:35:23,222 --> 00:35:28,194 I don't know what I expected but I like horror films, 255 00:35:29,661 --> 00:35:31,530 do you like horror films? 256 00:35:31,630 --> 00:35:35,367 I like sci-fi and Vikings and on and on, that was mean. 257 00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:38,937 No, he seemed nice enough. 258 00:35:39,037 --> 00:35:40,071 Do you think he could be a friend 259 00:35:40,172 --> 00:35:42,308 - if he wasn't your brother? - Oh fuck no. 260 00:35:44,009 --> 00:35:46,978 Do you like heavy metal, do you sew, 261 00:35:47,078 --> 00:35:48,480 do you wanna have sex with me? 262 00:35:48,580 --> 00:35:50,582 Oh, god, stop it, that's terrible. 263 00:36:03,495 --> 00:36:04,496 Hello? 264 00:36:06,365 --> 00:36:08,267 - Hi Evie. - Hi, Tony. 265 00:36:10,469 --> 00:36:13,205 It was good to see you the other day. 266 00:36:13,305 --> 00:36:15,307 Yeah, it was good to see you again. 267 00:36:18,009 --> 00:36:20,512 - Did you get back all right? - Yeah, thanks. 268 00:36:23,949 --> 00:36:26,885 - Did you read my book? - No, not yet. 269 00:36:37,696 --> 00:36:40,065 - What you think? - I was wondering. 270 00:36:40,165 --> 00:36:41,233 - No. - Ah, sorry go on. 271 00:36:41,333 --> 00:36:43,669 No, no, I interrupted you. 272 00:36:49,708 --> 00:36:52,278 - Tony? - I wasn't entirely honest 273 00:36:54,012 --> 00:36:56,515 with you last week I'm afraid. 274 00:36:57,783 --> 00:36:59,785 Look, I'm at your house. 275 00:37:10,629 --> 00:37:13,299 - I'm sorry? - I'm at your house, 276 00:37:18,837 --> 00:37:21,239 it's where I live, our house. 277 00:37:30,449 --> 00:37:31,950 - You there? - Yeah. 278 00:37:35,721 --> 00:37:38,123 - You all right? - Yes, sorry. 279 00:37:43,529 --> 00:37:46,097 Okay, it was left to me 280 00:37:46,197 --> 00:37:47,533 I'm doing it up. 281 00:37:49,301 --> 00:37:52,704 Sorry, Tony, can I call you back later? 282 00:39:10,215 --> 00:39:13,985 You're not seriously thinking about it are you? 283 00:39:14,085 --> 00:39:16,588 I don't know, it might help. 284 00:39:21,326 --> 00:39:22,327 Oh my god. 285 00:39:25,964 --> 00:39:29,134 Look at me, Selma, I'm a fucking mess. 286 00:39:33,204 --> 00:39:35,373 I barely sleep, can't keep a relationship 287 00:39:36,207 --> 00:39:38,510 for more than a night and I drink like a fish. 288 00:42:33,251 --> 00:42:34,252 Evie. 289 00:43:04,883 --> 00:43:05,884 Hello? 290 00:43:08,219 --> 00:43:09,454 Evie, come in, come in. 291 00:43:10,989 --> 00:43:12,357 Excuse the mess. 292 00:43:12,457 --> 00:43:14,660 I'm about halfway through what needs to be done. 293 00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:17,829 Oh, it's fine. 294 00:43:17,929 --> 00:43:19,765 - How was the drive? - Yeah, it was okay. 295 00:43:20,799 --> 00:43:22,267 Had the music blasting. 296 00:43:22,367 --> 00:43:23,835 Yeah, what'd you listen to? 297 00:43:25,503 --> 00:43:29,307 Anything good really, Coldplay, The National, 298 00:43:34,012 --> 00:43:36,447 - Guns-N-Roses. - The great middle ground 299 00:43:36,547 --> 00:43:37,548 is reached. 300 00:43:41,452 --> 00:43:42,888 So I meant to show you the place. 301 00:43:45,957 --> 00:43:46,958 Why do I leave you to it, 302 00:43:47,058 --> 00:43:49,160 take your bags upstairs and I'll mix a drink. 303 00:43:50,696 --> 00:43:52,530 Oh god, for that Tony. 304 00:43:54,666 --> 00:43:55,767 Boy, you never offend. 305 00:43:55,867 --> 00:43:58,203 Sorry, what have you got? 306 00:43:59,337 --> 00:44:00,338 - To drink? - Yeah. 307 00:44:01,372 --> 00:44:03,541 Well, I got tea but it's not Yorkshire. 308 00:44:05,376 --> 00:44:08,747 - You've not got anything? - Orange juice, lemonade. 309 00:44:09,848 --> 00:44:13,952 - Anything else? - Well, water. 310 00:44:17,288 --> 00:44:19,190 Is there a shop anywhere nearby or? 311 00:44:19,290 --> 00:44:21,126 I'm joking, I'm a massive pisshead. 312 00:44:22,193 --> 00:44:23,929 Come on through when you're ready. 313 00:45:41,807 --> 00:45:43,074 - Ripped out all last month. - Jesus Christ, Tony. 314 00:45:43,174 --> 00:45:44,542 I'm sorry. 315 00:45:47,045 --> 00:45:49,514 - I've made some food. - Thanks. 316 00:45:49,614 --> 00:45:52,650 - Sour chicken Kiev. - Yeah? 317 00:45:52,750 --> 00:45:54,252 Right. 318 00:46:33,925 --> 00:46:35,693 So, what do you plan to do with the place? 319 00:46:37,495 --> 00:46:38,496 I've not decided yet. 320 00:46:40,832 --> 00:46:42,433 So, Dad signed it over to you. 321 00:46:43,401 --> 00:46:44,402 Yeah. 322 00:46:47,572 --> 00:46:49,540 Well, he wasn't gonna sign it over to me was he? 323 00:46:50,575 --> 00:46:53,611 - Why? - Don't know, 324 00:46:53,711 --> 00:46:54,880 you tell me. 325 00:47:00,285 --> 00:47:01,286 What do you remember? 326 00:47:04,255 --> 00:47:06,424 That's right, Tony, let's not fuck about. 327 00:47:07,292 --> 00:47:10,695 Huh, yeah, it's been said I have no filter. 328 00:47:16,134 --> 00:47:17,635 So, what do you remember? 329 00:47:29,714 --> 00:47:34,552 I remember Mom tried to drown us and Dad killed himself. 330 00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:44,362 I thought Dad killed himself. 331 00:47:50,401 --> 00:47:52,003 Do you remember the day at the beach? 332 00:47:56,241 --> 00:47:57,242 Yeah. 333 00:48:18,696 --> 00:48:20,698 Ow, you're hurting me. 334 00:49:14,285 --> 00:49:15,820 - Come on. - Mommy please, stop! 335 00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:16,921 Mommy! 336 00:49:37,842 --> 00:49:42,847 Fuck. 337 00:49:45,183 --> 00:49:46,184 Jen! 338 00:49:56,994 --> 00:49:57,995 Jen, Jen! 339 00:50:19,784 --> 00:50:24,789 Just come on up, come on and stay there, stay and don't. 340 00:50:25,090 --> 00:50:26,257 Jen, Jen, Jen! 341 00:50:35,600 --> 00:50:36,567 Jen, Jen! 342 00:50:45,410 --> 00:50:46,411 Jen, no Jen! 343 00:50:59,790 --> 00:51:04,162 I know Dad blamed me 'cause I was badly behaved 344 00:51:04,262 --> 00:51:06,764 but who isn't at our age? 345 00:51:10,868 --> 00:51:14,205 You should go and see him? 346 00:51:14,305 --> 00:51:16,241 I knew you were going to say that at some point. 347 00:51:17,508 --> 00:51:20,178 Of course, he's our dad. 348 00:51:23,514 --> 00:51:24,515 Who gave us away. 349 00:51:49,006 --> 00:51:51,142 Do you blame me, think I drove her to it? 350 00:52:00,151 --> 00:52:01,319 What was that? 351 00:52:24,209 --> 00:52:25,210 Oh my god. 352 00:52:26,777 --> 00:52:28,112 It was a bird. 353 00:52:58,943 --> 00:53:00,445 Hear that sound. 354 00:53:03,281 --> 00:53:05,450 When we were growing up I used to leave the window open 355 00:53:06,284 --> 00:53:08,085 in the summer just to hear the waves crashing. 356 00:53:11,121 --> 00:53:12,490 I would sleep and wake up with it. 357 00:53:19,797 --> 00:53:23,801 Do you miss having a family, having a brother? 358 00:53:26,704 --> 00:53:29,974 I think I accepted everything that happened after 359 00:53:30,074 --> 00:53:34,412 as a normal continuation of my life. 360 00:53:37,582 --> 00:53:39,216 I was too young to know it wasn't normal. 361 00:53:43,488 --> 00:53:45,756 Where did you go after I'd been adopted? 362 00:53:48,293 --> 00:53:53,298 Everywhere, I was shuffled from care home to foster family 363 00:53:54,465 --> 00:53:57,368 then back into care all through secondary school. 364 00:54:00,671 --> 00:54:03,641 Then at 16, I was dropped out of counsel's hand 365 00:54:03,741 --> 00:54:06,444 into the exciting world of being an adult. 366 00:54:08,946 --> 00:54:10,114 It's a steep drop isn't it? 367 00:54:14,985 --> 00:54:17,988 And after a brief sectioning, which was fun, 368 00:54:20,658 --> 00:54:22,427 I managed to sort my self out 369 00:54:25,696 --> 00:54:27,264 with a combination of class A drugs, alcohol 370 00:54:27,365 --> 00:54:31,035 and bad relationships. 371 00:54:33,738 --> 00:54:36,307 - Cheers. - Cheers. 372 00:54:46,651 --> 00:54:51,656 So, Tony Halloran, where were you between the ages of 10 373 00:54:52,957 --> 00:54:55,259 and 33 years old? 374 00:54:58,996 --> 00:55:00,030 I'm afraid I don't have a story quite so 375 00:55:00,130 --> 00:55:02,166 romantically outlandish. 376 00:55:05,069 --> 00:55:08,473 I was fostered and adopted into a nice, middle-class family 377 00:55:09,507 --> 00:55:11,976 of primary school teachers who left me alone 378 00:55:12,076 --> 00:55:13,544 to play Dungeons and Dragons 379 00:55:15,946 --> 00:55:18,115 and write fruity fantasy stories and share them with 380 00:55:18,215 --> 00:55:19,784 a close group of fellow nerds. 381 00:55:23,087 --> 00:55:24,154 Never stood a chance did I? 382 00:55:26,557 --> 00:55:27,792 Thank God one of us had love. 383 00:55:35,299 --> 00:55:39,169 - Do you have anyone? - You're joking. 384 00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:44,642 I think my work colleague's my best mate for fuck's sake. 385 00:57:11,696 --> 00:57:13,130 I smell coffee. 386 00:57:17,468 --> 00:57:18,469 Morning Evie. 387 00:57:21,739 --> 00:57:22,740 Father Robert's here. 388 00:57:25,375 --> 00:57:27,311 Do you remember him? 389 00:57:27,411 --> 00:57:29,780 - Yeah, of course. - Hello Evie. 390 00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:33,818 It's been such a long time but you still look like 391 00:57:33,918 --> 00:57:34,919 the Evie I remember. 392 00:57:35,953 --> 00:57:38,756 Please join us, we were just talking about you. 393 00:57:39,957 --> 00:57:42,326 Yes, it's a travesty you were ever apart. 394 00:57:45,996 --> 00:57:47,164 - Coffee? - I'm just gonna 395 00:57:47,264 --> 00:57:49,900 - drive out and find a shop. - Please, join us for coffee. 396 00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:51,335 I'm leaving in 10 minutes. 397 00:57:56,841 --> 00:57:58,743 Do you have any paracetamol? 398 00:58:08,418 --> 00:58:10,020 Tony's just been telling me what you've been up to 399 00:58:10,120 --> 00:58:11,388 in the intervening years. 400 00:58:14,091 --> 00:58:14,825 It's amazing that you've got through all that 401 00:58:14,925 --> 00:58:15,926 the way you did. 402 00:58:18,929 --> 00:58:19,664 You know there's no shame in asking for help 403 00:58:19,764 --> 00:58:20,765 even in this stage. 404 00:58:22,933 --> 00:58:24,234 - Help? - Yes. 405 00:58:27,204 --> 00:58:28,105 Personal fortitude comes from within 406 00:58:28,205 --> 00:58:31,408 but it's a shallow who live in, 407 00:58:33,510 --> 00:58:36,614 we can get strength from the bottle or from the arms 408 00:58:36,714 --> 00:58:38,583 - of the stranger. - Yeah, I'll be sure 409 00:58:39,550 --> 00:58:41,318 to come to church on Sunday, Father. 410 00:58:43,120 --> 00:58:45,222 I'm just saying I'm here if you need me. 411 00:58:45,322 --> 00:58:48,058 I'm a good perverge for both of you. 412 00:58:49,660 --> 00:58:53,297 Well, you've certainly saved me from a life of sin so far. 413 00:59:00,304 --> 00:59:02,539 - Found them. - Well, you know 414 00:59:02,640 --> 00:59:03,641 where I am. 415 00:59:06,276 --> 00:59:08,779 - All okay? - Yeah, yeah, 416 00:59:08,879 --> 00:59:11,481 I'm just so happy to see you both together again. 417 00:59:11,582 --> 00:59:13,250 I never thought I'd see this day. 418 00:59:15,820 --> 00:59:16,821 May God bless ya's both. 419 00:59:19,924 --> 00:59:21,491 I'll see myself out, Tony, Evie. 420 00:59:36,907 --> 00:59:37,808 You've been a great help. 421 00:59:37,908 --> 00:59:39,877 Yeah, well, I'm really happy for you. 422 00:59:44,448 --> 00:59:45,683 Sorry. 423 00:59:49,253 --> 00:59:53,457 Been visiting Dad, says he's dying. 424 01:01:03,861 --> 01:01:06,630 Tony, where the fuck is a shop? 425 01:02:10,194 --> 01:02:12,830 - Hello Evie. - Father. 426 01:02:26,176 --> 01:02:27,711 I'm so sorry of how rude I was earlier, 427 01:02:29,213 --> 01:02:30,781 it's just been a lot to take in. 428 01:02:33,450 --> 01:02:35,619 - I'm sorry. - It's okay, Evie, 429 01:02:37,554 --> 01:02:38,889 you don't have to apologize to me. 430 01:02:40,324 --> 01:02:44,194 It's exactly how I remember it. 431 01:02:48,432 --> 01:02:49,433 Yeah. 432 01:02:50,634 --> 01:02:52,036 Your parents used to sit just there. 433 01:03:01,879 --> 01:03:03,780 - I'm sorry. - Sit down. 434 01:03:10,454 --> 01:03:12,789 It's just it's all so sad. 435 01:03:19,663 --> 01:03:22,066 Evie, I know your father loved you. 436 01:03:22,166 --> 01:03:24,001 After what happened with your mother, 437 01:03:26,403 --> 01:03:29,573 I think life became too hard, just too painful for him. 438 01:03:34,544 --> 01:03:36,113 You don't know what went through his head that night 439 01:03:36,213 --> 01:03:39,516 but he never recovered. 440 01:03:43,487 --> 01:03:47,157 He's a very sick man but now he's dying. 441 01:03:51,862 --> 01:03:56,366 - You've seen him. - I do mass and confessions 442 01:03:56,466 --> 01:03:58,402 up at the hospital so yes I do see him. 443 01:04:03,373 --> 01:04:06,776 He's not the man he was and he's certainly not a monster. 444 01:04:12,082 --> 01:04:14,118 He was just incapable of looking after two children. 445 01:04:19,623 --> 01:04:21,425 It's not because he wasn't thinking about you. 446 01:04:24,194 --> 01:04:26,463 And it's not because he didn't love you and your brother, 447 01:04:29,099 --> 01:04:33,137 because I know that he did very much. 448 01:04:46,283 --> 01:04:51,288 Thank you, thank you, Father. 449 01:05:18,548 --> 01:05:21,418 Jesus Christ, you don't just waltz in normally Evie. 450 01:05:22,786 --> 01:05:23,787 I'll go if you go. 451 01:05:35,499 --> 01:05:37,734 - You all right? - I think so, 452 01:05:37,834 --> 01:05:40,070 - a bit nervous. - Yeah, same. 453 01:05:54,218 --> 01:05:55,219 No! 454 01:05:56,920 --> 01:06:01,925 I know it was you 455 01:06:02,592 --> 01:06:03,593 I know! 456 01:06:33,490 --> 01:06:34,791 Please remember he's very ill. 457 01:06:36,126 --> 01:06:37,027 I'll leave you both to it okay. 458 01:06:37,127 --> 01:06:38,995 I'll just be outside if you need me. 459 01:06:45,569 --> 01:06:46,570 Thanks. 460 01:07:12,028 --> 01:07:13,029 Son. 461 01:07:22,172 --> 01:07:23,240 - Oh. - Hi, Dad. 462 01:07:24,741 --> 01:07:26,076 Good to see you. 463 01:07:30,880 --> 01:07:31,881 Thanks. 464 01:07:35,152 --> 01:07:36,486 Evie's here too. 465 01:07:42,159 --> 01:07:43,160 Hello Dad. 466 01:08:05,949 --> 01:08:06,950 Get out. 467 01:08:11,155 --> 01:08:12,156 Dad. 468 01:08:12,989 --> 01:08:14,591 Get out, get out! 469 01:08:20,497 --> 01:08:21,565 Mrs. Halloran. 470 01:08:42,051 --> 01:08:46,390 Do you remember, do you accept what you have done? 471 01:08:49,326 --> 01:08:53,230 Do you remember in the name of the Father and to the Son, 472 01:08:53,330 --> 01:08:54,998 onto the Holy Ghost! 473 01:09:16,653 --> 01:09:19,256 No, not at all, I understand. 474 01:09:26,430 --> 01:09:27,864 Thank you for everything you've done. 475 01:09:30,300 --> 01:09:31,301 Thank you. 476 01:09:32,402 --> 01:09:33,403 Bye. 477 01:09:48,952 --> 01:09:49,953 Tony. 478 01:10:02,966 --> 01:10:03,967 Tony. 479 01:10:10,006 --> 01:10:13,009 That was the hospital, Dad's dead. 480 01:11:11,401 --> 01:11:15,071 I'm sorry about this but it was necessary. 481 01:11:20,344 --> 01:11:22,479 What have you done? 482 01:11:22,579 --> 01:11:24,681 Well, bluntly I've knocked you out, tied your hands 483 01:11:24,781 --> 01:11:27,651 and feet together, best not to jump out of the boat 484 01:11:27,751 --> 01:11:28,752 just in case. 485 01:11:30,387 --> 01:11:31,621 Why are you doing this? 486 01:11:32,722 --> 01:11:34,891 'Cause you need to know. 487 01:11:35,792 --> 01:11:37,861 Tony, I'm really scared, could you take me back 488 01:11:37,961 --> 01:11:40,296 - now please? - Poor Evie, 489 01:11:42,499 --> 01:11:45,068 poor little gentle child, so innocent 490 01:11:45,168 --> 01:11:49,305 to lose both parents at such a young age. 491 01:11:51,341 --> 01:11:53,242 What did Father Robert call it, a travesty 492 01:11:55,745 --> 01:11:57,213 and our love gone forever. 493 01:11:59,616 --> 01:12:02,986 Love replaced with death, madness and addiction 494 01:12:03,086 --> 01:12:05,722 through no fault of your own, what a load of shit. 495 01:12:08,758 --> 01:12:12,028 What do you want? 496 01:12:12,128 --> 01:12:14,097 I don't want anything. 497 01:12:14,197 --> 01:12:16,165 I don't know what you want me to say, I'm sorry. 498 01:12:16,265 --> 01:12:17,434 - You're sorry. - Yes. 499 01:12:19,969 --> 01:12:24,007 Tony we lost everything and I think about them everyday. 500 01:12:29,012 --> 01:12:32,416 I missed you, your my brother and I loved you. 501 01:12:34,751 --> 01:12:35,752 Loved. 502 01:12:40,123 --> 01:12:42,158 You have no idea what I've been through. 503 01:12:42,258 --> 01:12:43,192 And you have no idea what I've been through. 504 01:12:43,292 --> 01:12:45,695 You had new parents who loved you, 505 01:12:45,795 --> 01:12:47,096 you had a bedroom and toys. 506 01:12:47,997 --> 01:12:50,266 - I just had a communal box. - I had fuck all! 507 01:12:52,035 --> 01:12:53,903 I had a life of abuse and pain! 508 01:12:59,876 --> 01:13:01,010 I had to live through that no child should ever 509 01:13:01,110 --> 01:13:02,211 have to live through. 510 01:13:05,549 --> 01:13:08,384 I was shown love that had nothing to do with love. 511 01:13:11,320 --> 01:13:12,589 Why didn't you tell me? 512 01:13:21,698 --> 01:13:23,166 - Poor Evie. - Oh, stop fucking 513 01:13:23,266 --> 01:13:24,267 saying that! 514 01:13:30,306 --> 01:13:31,307 What do you want? 515 01:13:33,610 --> 01:13:34,944 I want you to know what you did. 516 01:13:37,080 --> 01:13:38,548 Everything that ever happened to you, 517 01:13:40,517 --> 01:13:42,619 - you brought on yourself. - Oh Tony please. 518 01:13:45,755 --> 01:13:46,990 You remember? 519 01:13:49,993 --> 01:13:51,427 Please, please. 520 01:13:55,198 --> 01:13:57,266 Tell me, you know what happened! 521 01:14:26,763 --> 01:14:28,998 Ow, you're hurting me! 522 01:14:29,098 --> 01:14:30,399 Stop pulling then Evie. 523 01:14:30,500 --> 01:14:32,035 - Freaky Evie. - Tony, will you 524 01:14:32,135 --> 01:14:33,336 stop teasing your sister. 525 01:15:08,337 --> 01:15:09,338 Tony. 526 01:15:35,498 --> 01:15:36,399 Tony, it hurts get away! 527 01:15:36,499 --> 01:15:37,233 Give it back! 528 01:15:37,333 --> 01:15:38,401 Give it back! 529 01:15:40,904 --> 01:15:41,638 - Give it back. - Come and get it. 530 01:15:41,738 --> 01:15:43,039 Freaky Evie. 531 01:15:43,139 --> 01:15:44,574 Give it back! 532 01:15:46,209 --> 01:15:47,243 I'll throw it. 533 01:15:57,053 --> 01:15:58,054 - No! - Fuck! 534 01:16:12,836 --> 01:16:13,837 Jen! 535 01:16:15,504 --> 01:16:16,505 Evie! 536 01:16:19,375 --> 01:16:20,443 Get off me! 537 01:16:39,328 --> 01:16:42,265 Get up, get up, come on, come on! 538 01:16:43,667 --> 01:16:46,135 Stay there, stay there, don't, Jen! 539 01:16:46,235 --> 01:16:47,236 Jen, Jen! 540 01:17:06,389 --> 01:17:07,390 Jen, Jen! 541 01:17:09,392 --> 01:17:10,459 Jen, no, Jen! 542 01:18:48,758 --> 01:18:49,826 I remember. 543 01:19:00,203 --> 01:19:02,471 You'll die alone. 544 01:19:30,867 --> 01:19:31,600 Jesus! 545 01:20:13,209 --> 01:20:14,210 I'll never be alone. 546 01:21:26,916 --> 01:21:27,683 - Eden! - It's mine