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Yes?

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When are you back in Europe?

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Late February, or early March?

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Should I join you?

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Do you want me to join you?

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How awful of you
to just keep laughing.

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"Women have been murdered.

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Many poor women.

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I wanted to prevent more murders.

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Then I realized that
every woman remained silent,

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was afraid of something.

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Afterwards, I was standing
with a group of people.

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We saw three dogs racing towards us.

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But only two of them were really fast.

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They reached us soon.
The third was...

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a kind of bulldog.

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And in that moment, it occurred to me...

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Maybe it wasn't a person,

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maybe this very dog
had committed the murders."

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Did the dog have a name?

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Max.

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INGEBORG BACHMANN
JOURNEY INTO THE DESERT

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Ingeborg Bachmann?

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Thank you for coming.

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Max Frisch.

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Ever since I listened to
"The Good God of Manhattan"

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I knew I had to meet you.

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I even listened to it twice.

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The first time at home and then
once again at the Hamburg radio station.

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I was instantly intrigued.

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A completely new voice.

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The voice of a woman.

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<i>Don't people say</i>
<i>it's not always the murderers</i>

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<i>but sometimes</i>
<i>the murdered ones who are guilty?</i>

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That's an Albanian saying.

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And I remember another saying.

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<i>Everyone had the tendency</i>
<i>to dissolve the natural bounds ,</i>

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<i>only to find that they have</i>
<i>nothing to hold on to in the world.</i>

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Men understand little about women.

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That's why it's important
for women to represent themselves.

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Is it really that important to you?

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Excuse me.

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My friends recognized you immediately.

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They would have loved to join us

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to express their admiration for you.

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I had trouble stopping them.

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Thank you.

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You seem to be
a real star in Germany.

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Yes, I am.

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Do you live with a child?

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No.

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Do you want to have children?

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No.

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You seem to know very little about me.

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That's surprising.

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Considering all the talk
and rumors about me.

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Does that offend you?

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On the contrary.

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It's wonderful to meet a man
who doesn't want anything from me.

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I'm sure your actors are waiting for you.

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Let them wait.

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But you invited me to your premiere.

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Sitting here with you
is more important to me.

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In Berlin you seemed well.

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That's because you came to visit.

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Then the fear
and the attacks started again.

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I was meaning to write
that I won't be able to join you.

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And then you wrote...

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"Let's do everything.

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To make it wonderful."

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- Where are you going tomorrow?
- Back to Germany.

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Munich.

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I'm going to Zurich.

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I live in Zurich.

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I know.

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What else do you know about me?

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That you wish to be liberated.

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Liberated?

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From the natural bounds.

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Yes, you're right.

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Because I'm afraid of petrification.

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Do you know Apollinaire's
"Le Pont Mirabeau"?

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<i>Under the Pont Mirabeau the Seine flows</i>

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<i>With our loves</i>

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<i>Must I recall...</i>

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<i>- Again?</i>
<i>- again</i>

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<i>- Joy</i>
<i>- Joy. ..</i>

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<i>- Always used to follow</i>
<i>- Always used to follow</i>

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<i>... after pain</i>

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<i>Let the night come, strike the hour</i>

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<i>The days go past but I stay here</i>

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Stay.

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I beg you, please stay.

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You smoke too much.

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We all smoke too much.

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The men in my stories
see women as the more intact being.

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Which must be destroyed?

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They destroy themselves.
On the contrary.

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Men try to protect women.

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And you think they succeed?

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<i>My Lord!</i>

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<i>My Lord!</i>

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<i>My Lord!</i>

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<i>Let him stay with me</i>

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<i>A little bit longer</i>

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<i>My Beloved!</i>

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<i>One day</i>

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<i>Two days</i>

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<i>Eight days</i>

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Why did I quote Apollinaire of all people
on our first evening?

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The subsequent poem is called

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"La Chanson du mal-aimé".

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"The Song of the Poorly Loved".

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Because you were in Paris.

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Maybe you had just crossed a bridge.

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I should have thrown myself off it.

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I've noticed a few times
that children are drawn to you.

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There is a picture of me

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with my father
and my brother as a baby.

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I'm holding my brother in my arms
as if I were his mother.

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How old were you then?

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Fourteen.

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How old is your brother now?

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A bit younger than you.

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You reminded me of him straight away.

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So, we owe our trip to him?

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We should go for a walk.

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When the moon is full
the desert begins to glow.

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I'd rather stay here.

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Yes?

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<i>Max Frisch .</i>

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<i>Max Frisch. Do you remember me?</i>

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Yes.

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<i>In Paris you said that sometimes</i>
<i>you come to Zurich for your readings.</i>

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Oh, I see But I...

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I don't even write poetry anymore.

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<i>But it would be wonderful if you came.</i>

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<i>Even without poems.</i>

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<i>I think of you every day.</i>

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Yes.

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<i>Yes, unfortunately...</i>

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<i>Even though I should be working.</i>

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<i>The publishers are waiting</i>
<i>for the manuscript.</i>

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Let them wait.
I'm coming.

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<i>Yes?</i>

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Max Frisch.

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<i>How nice of you to call.</i>

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<i>I already bought my train ticket.</i>

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<i>I arrive tomorrow at 2 p.m.</i>

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<i>Will you pick me up?</i>

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You were going to come today, Ingeborg.

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I waited for you at the train station.

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<i>Oh dear, really?</i>

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<i>I must have mixed up the days.</i>

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Yes, you did.

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<i>Should I not come anymore?</i>

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<i>I could change my ticket.</i>

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No, you must come.

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Otherwise, I can't write anymore.

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<i>Well, I'll be with you tomorrow.</i>

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Many of our listeners
are downright addicted to your poetry.

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They want to know
why you stopped writing poems.

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I have nothing against poems.

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But you must understand that

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it's possible
to be against every aspect of it.

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Against every metaphor,

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every sound,

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every compulsion to put words together.

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Against this absolutely fortuitous
manifestation of words and images.

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It makes you want to smother it.

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So that you can reassess
what it's all about.

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What it is.

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What it should be.

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So, you may go back
to writing poetry again one day?

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I still know very little about poetry.

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But one thing I do know is suspicion.

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Be suspicious of yourself.

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Be suspicious of the words.

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Be suspicious of the language.

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Delve into this suspicion.

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So that one day

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maybe something new can arise.

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It's all so neat.

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Don't you ever write by hand?

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Only my diary.

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I often write by hand.

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But then sometimes
I can't read my own writing.

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Come.
Let's not talk about literature today.

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Then what should we talk about?

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Your smile.

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You're beautiful.

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- Do you like reading?
- Yes.

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And what are you reading?

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"The Magician from Villa Fiorita".

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<i>La principessa ! A miracle!</i>

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Maestro, a surprise.

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<i>Finally, bambina !</i>

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I sent numerous telegrams,
but you seemed to have vanished.

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I missed you.

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- I missed you, too.
- It's impossible to live without you.

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You have fallen in love...

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Not as quickly as you can.

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But I can tell.

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And?

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Who is it?

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You don't know him.

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- What does he want from you?
- To marry me.

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I'll challenge him to a duel.

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Who is it?

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A Swiss writer.

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His latest play
is being performed in Paris.

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This philistine!

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No, no, please...

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He's no man for you.

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He wants me to move to Zurich.

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I'll prevent that.

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If you get married at all,
it will be to me.

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Let's forget about it.

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But let's get to work first.

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I've completed the first act.

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I hope he doesn't hinder your work.

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I bet he's one of those men
who always wants his wife in the kitchen.

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You're misjudging him.

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Writing the music is long overdue.
But I can't do it without you.

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And you're bailing on me
for this wannabe Don Juan.

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Well, I'm here now.

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Yes. I'm going to lock you up.

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So you won't take off again right away.

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<i>Natalie</i>

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<i>My girl</i>

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<i>My bride</i>

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<i>You wanted her to be called Nathalie ,</i>
<i>but somehow it doesn't sing well.</i>

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<i>Let me show you with Nathalie.</i>

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<i>Nathalie</i>

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- <i>My girl</i>
<i>-  Yes.</i>

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<i>- Natalie  is better, right?</i>
<i>- Yes, it's better.</i>

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In the Homburg theme,

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the horn section is in B flat major

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while the strings are in B flat minor.

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Which gives it that sense of dissonance.

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I kept the finale
the way you wanted it.

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The soldiers and court ladies
support Homburg.

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But the Elector doesn't budge an inch.

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<i>Take him away to Fehrbellin</i>

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<i>To the headquarters</i>

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And towards the final chord...

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<i>Tonight, we celebrate</i>
<i>the return of the principessa .</i>

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<i>To the principessa !</i>

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- And to your new opus.
- Our opus.

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How do you divide the work between you?

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This is not our first collaboration.

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I've already set
some of her poems to music.

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But this time it's a special challenge.

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For both of us.

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- Did you choose Kleist?
- It was a mutual decision.

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- And why "Homburg"?
- It has to do with our biography.

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But it was Lucchino Visconti's idea.

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Is he aware
of the Nazi misappropriation?

261
00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:15,840
Yes. That's why
we chose this piece.

262
00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:19,720
Ingeborg reassembled the text wonderfully.

263
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:21,760
She reduced the bellicose theme

264
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:24,480
and emphasized the romantic plot.

265
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:28,240
I don't know if you have
noticed this about the play.

266
00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:30,320
But there is no villain.

267
00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:33,080
Not one character
is capable of lowliness.

268
00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:35,560
A dreamer who becomes his own master.

269
00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:39,400
The prince
is the first modern protagonist.

270
00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:41,520
Without a fate.

271
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,640
Alone in a fragile world.

272
00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:45,880
That's why he's so relatable to us.

273
00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:23,360
Tonight, you have
charmed yet another man.

274
00:30:25,800 --> 00:30:29,520
Leave the other one in Switzerland.
Stay here with us.

275
00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:35,480
And promise me
never to be unhappy again.

276
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:40,120
My beloved sleepwalker.

277
00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:52,360
The picture is by Grete Stern.

278
00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:54,280
It's titled "Who am I?".

279
00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:58,120
She studied at the Bauhaus in Dessau.

280
00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:00,920
In 1933 she had to flee Germany.

281
00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:05,080
She first went to London,
then to Buenos Aires.

282
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:09,680
That's where her book
of 46 photomontages was published.

283
00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:12,200
It's called "Sueños", dreams.

284
00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:22,880
Sugar?

285
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:26,680
Can you imagine living with me?

286
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:32,600
Yes, I can imagine that.

287
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,320
You would move to Zurich?

288
00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:51,680
You'll make me unhappy.

289
00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:55,120
But I'll take that risk.

290
00:31:57,920 --> 00:32:01,040
And what about the risk
that you'll make me unhappy?

291
00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:10,720
You'll never be unhappy with me.

292
00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:13,080
Never.

293
00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:22,960
"And the daylight
grew thinner and thinner,

294
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:26,360
a transparent veil
in front of the empty cosmos.

295
00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:29,600
But the sun was still shining,

296
00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:32,800
and the over-large moon,
the same color as the sandhills,

297
00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:35,480
touched by the last rays of the sun,

298
00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:40,160
appeared out of a violet dusk
with no haze.

299
00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:44,200
We drove as fast as our jeep would go

300
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:47,840
and at the same time
not without the solemn knowledge

301
00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:53,480
that our eyes were absolutely
the only ones to be seeing all this.

302
00:32:54,600 --> 00:32:56,200
Without them,

303
00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:58,800
without our mortal human eyes

304
00:32:58,960 --> 00:33:01,120
traveling through the desert,

305
00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:03,080
there was no sun.

306
00:33:03,240 --> 00:33:05,880
Only a vast sum of blind energy,

307
00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:07,840
without them no moon,

308
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:09,880
without them no earth,

309
00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:11,680
no world at all,

310
00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:14,120
no consciousness of creation.

311
00:33:14,840 --> 00:33:17,680
We were filled, I remember,

312
00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:20,000
with a solemn exuberance.

313
00:33:20,160 --> 00:33:22,680
Soon afterwards our back tire burst.

314
00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:25,920
I will never forget the desert."

315
00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:34,000
I've never been to the desert.

316
00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:36,240
I'll take you there.

317
00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:10,760
I want you to bury me.

318
00:34:14,160 --> 00:34:15,640
I want you

319
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:18,360
to bury me like a mummy.

320
00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:22,560
I want to feel
what it feels like to be a mummy.

321
00:34:32,720 --> 00:34:33,920
Hello.

322
00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:35,800
I'd like to see Ms. Bachmann.

323
00:34:37,440 --> 00:34:39,360
Apartment number 12, first floor.

324
00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:50,040
Yes.

325
00:34:51,080 --> 00:34:53,160
Adolf Opel.
You invited me.

326
00:34:54,840 --> 00:34:56,400
Have a seat.

327
00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:17,560
Have some tea?
Or don't you like tea?

328
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:21,320
Tea is perfect.
Thank you, ma'am.

329
00:35:22,240 --> 00:35:24,360
Ma'am? Goodness...

330
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:26,240
That sounds awful.

331
00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:34,280
Thank you, I don't smoke, ma'am.

332
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:52,680
In Vienna I was told that you're a guest
of the Ford Foundation

333
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:55,680
and the only serious
woman poet in Germany.

334
00:35:56,320 --> 00:35:57,800
Yes, I am.

335
00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:09,320
But I can't be the only reason
why you traveled here from Vienna.

336
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:15,520
No, I'm doing some research
for a film here.

337
00:36:17,040 --> 00:36:19,600
- And do you write, too?
- Yes.

338
00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:21,360
I'm a playwright.

339
00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:36,440
How do you like Berlin?

340
00:36:39,520 --> 00:36:41,800
Every day is so gray in Berlin.

341
00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,400
You can't sleep here,
and you can't get up.

342
00:36:46,720 --> 00:36:49,480
No, I can't like Berlin.

343
00:36:51,800 --> 00:36:53,960
- And Vienna?
- Neither.

344
00:36:58,240 --> 00:37:00,400
Is there a city
where you could feel at home?

345
00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:02,280
Rome.

346
00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:06,080
Rome before the catastrophe
that ruined me.

347
00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:12,600
I have been driven out of that city.

348
00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:16,120
Yes, driven out.

349
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:30,040
I'm still here.

350
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:32,840
Oh...

351
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:35,680
Would you come back tomorrow
at the same time?

352
00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:37,640
Gladly.

353
00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:06,960
- How long will you stay in Berlin?
- Just a few days.

354
00:38:07,360 --> 00:38:09,200
Next week I'm going to Prague.

355
00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:10,520
Really?

356
00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:13,280
My texts were just translated
into Czech there.

357
00:38:13,440 --> 00:38:15,120
Yes, I know.

358
00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:17,440
There will also be a reading.

359
00:38:18,120 --> 00:38:19,560
Oh, really?

360
00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:22,080
I didn't know that.

361
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:25,080
I'm going to attend it.

362
00:38:27,080 --> 00:38:28,520
Thank you.

363
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:31,400
Afterwards I'm going to Egypt

364
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:33,560
and to the desert.

365
00:38:35,720 --> 00:38:37,160
The desert...

366
00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:40,120
Do you know the movie
"Lawrence of Arabia"?

367
00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:42,040
- Starring Omar Sharif?
- Yes.

368
00:38:59,240 --> 00:39:02,160
Why don't you
come to the desert with me?

369
00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:08,880
Forgive me for this absurd question.

370
00:39:12,720 --> 00:39:14,880
I'll come with you.

371
00:39:24,720 --> 00:39:27,400
Would you really come
to the desert with me?

372
00:39:27,560 --> 00:39:30,000
Why does that surprise you?

373
00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:37,480
Come and sit with me again.

374
00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:09,280
It's very difficult to explain Mexico's
complicated history in just 150 pages.

375
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:12,200
But the publisher
won't give me more space.

376
00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:15,320
I suggest that you write
the way you intended.

377
00:40:15,480 --> 00:40:18,480
He may like it so much
that he will accept your entire text.

378
00:40:18,640 --> 00:40:20,080
You think so?

379
00:40:20,240 --> 00:40:22,520
That's how a Viennese author
would do it.

380
00:41:52,120 --> 00:41:55,040
- Do you have a light?
- No, I don't.

381
00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:22,920
Forgive me.

382
00:42:29,040 --> 00:42:30,520
I'm sorry.

383
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:37,120
I thought I was going to die.

384
00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:48,480
There you are.

385
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:51,240
Is there still no espresso?

386
00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:54,880
Well, nobody here asks for it, ma'am.

387
00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:58,000
If this were a cappuccino at least...

388
00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:00,880
No, let it be.

389
00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:03,640
I'll have to get used to it.

390
00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:05,920
I'll have to get used to many things.

391
00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:07,600
Well, yes...

392
00:44:07,760 --> 00:44:09,720
I guess so, ma'am.

393
00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:35,800
Has my good girl done the dishes?

394
00:44:36,800 --> 00:44:38,560
You could have done it, too.

395
00:44:38,960 --> 00:44:40,400
Why me?

396
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:42,240
You got up before me.

397
00:44:42,840 --> 00:44:45,920
- I need to work in the morning.
- And I don't?

398
00:44:46,520 --> 00:44:48,400
It doesn't really seem like it
since you've been here.

399
00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:51,920
Because your Kalashnikov
is driving me insane.

400
00:44:57,360 --> 00:44:59,960
They haven't invented
silent typewriters yet.

401
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:06,320
I'll go see a friend this afternoon.

402
00:45:06,480 --> 00:45:08,920
Then my girl can work
in peace and quiet.

403
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:11,480
I can't do it on command.

404
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:14,720
<i>Is the principessa  a bit upset?</i>

405
00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:18,880
What can I do to cheer her up?

406
00:45:20,800 --> 00:45:22,680
Vanish into thin air?

407
00:45:55,800 --> 00:45:57,600
Wonderful. I'm glad.

408
00:46:17,160 --> 00:46:18,200
Thank you.

409
00:46:26,760 --> 00:46:28,600
Did you get some work done?

410
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:31,160
I had trouble finding the right words.

411
00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:34,640
I don't quite believe it.

412
00:46:34,800 --> 00:46:37,440
Because you're not
too particular about them.

413
00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:39,440
What do you mean by that?

414
00:46:40,160 --> 00:46:42,000
You're more carefree.

415
00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:43,800
And you're less carefree?

416
00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:45,960
Yes.

417
00:46:47,240 --> 00:46:50,160
On the phone, you didn't sound like it.

418
00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:06,040
Would you like to read me your text?

419
00:47:38,080 --> 00:47:39,880
Aren't you hot?

420
00:47:40,680 --> 00:47:42,560
The heat is killing me.

421
00:47:44,240 --> 00:47:46,000
I think it's wonderful.

422
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:49,240
This danger...

423
00:47:51,080 --> 00:47:53,160
I think I'm going to get well here.

424
00:47:53,720 --> 00:47:55,640
And I'm getting a sunburn.

425
00:48:20,920 --> 00:48:23,120
Is that why you wanted
to come with me?

426
00:48:23,280 --> 00:48:24,720
To forget?

427
00:48:25,840 --> 00:48:28,480
After the separation I was very sick.

428
00:48:29,080 --> 00:48:31,120
So I was told.

429
00:48:31,280 --> 00:48:35,440
That's why I was surprised
when you asked me to see you.

430
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:38,440
Maybe I felt that you could be my savior.

431
00:48:38,600 --> 00:48:40,800
Right now, you're the one saving me.

432
00:48:57,440 --> 00:48:59,560
Sometimes I love my misery.

433
00:49:00,680 --> 00:49:02,520
It's like a distinction,

434
00:49:02,680 --> 00:49:04,560
as if I were a martyr

435
00:49:04,720 --> 00:49:06,640
who comes closer to God in this way.

436
00:49:07,560 --> 00:49:09,680
And I don't even believe in a god.

437
00:49:10,480 --> 00:49:12,960
What about
"The Good God of Manhattan?".

438
00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:16,120
Leave him out of it.

439
00:49:20,360 --> 00:49:24,240
"When, in my radio play,
'The Good God of Manhattan'

440
00:49:24,680 --> 00:49:28,120
all questions come down to
the love between man and woman

441
00:49:28,720 --> 00:49:31,520
and what it is,
what course it takes,

442
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:35,680
and how little or how much it can be,

443
00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:37,840
one might say:

444
00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:40,520
But that is a borderline case.

445
00:49:41,600 --> 00:49:44,880
A borderline case is embedded
in each and every situation,

446
00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:48,280
however, even in the most
commonplace one of love,

447
00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:51,600
one that we can detect
upon closer scrutiny

448
00:49:52,120 --> 00:49:55,680
and one that we should perhaps
always endeavor to detect.

449
00:49:56,880 --> 00:50:00,680
For in everything that we do,
think, and feel

450
00:50:00,800 --> 00:50:03,360
we would sometimes prefer
to go to extremes.

451
00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:09,880
Within us, a wish stirs to transcend
the boundaries that have been set.

452
00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:16,200
In the interplay of the impossible and
the possible, we expand our possibilities.

453
00:50:16,800 --> 00:50:21,760
Who, if not those among you
who have met with a grave misfortune,

454
00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:28,680
could better testify that our power
reaches farther than our affliction,

455
00:50:28,840 --> 00:50:33,920
that a person deprived of many things
is capable of pulling himself up again,

456
00:50:34,080 --> 00:50:37,120
that it is possible to exist
in disillusionment,

457
00:50:37,280 --> 00:50:39,280
that is to say without illusion.

458
00:50:40,440 --> 00:50:44,920
I believe that human beings
are permitted one sort of pride,

459
00:50:45,520 --> 00:50:51,000
the pride of one who does not give up
in the dark imprisonment of the world

460
00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:53,040
and never ceases."

461
00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:17,640
Mr. Frisch.

462
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:21,040
We're very honored by your
presence at this award.

463
00:51:21,200 --> 00:51:24,440
Had we known, we would have
introduced you to the audience.

464
00:51:24,600 --> 00:51:26,080
And how?

465
00:51:26,240 --> 00:51:27,800
I would have said your name.

466
00:51:27,960 --> 00:51:30,880
- The audience knows you.
- Even though I don't write radio plays?

467
00:51:31,320 --> 00:51:32,440
Gladly.

468
00:51:32,600 --> 00:51:35,560
I have to catch the train.
Pleasure meeting you.

469
00:51:35,720 --> 00:51:37,960
- Bye. Safe travels.
- Safe travels.

470
00:51:39,200 --> 00:51:42,480
- Who was that?
- An editor from Bavarian Broadcasting.

471
00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:44,680
Why didn't you introduce me?

472
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:47,520
He just wanted
to fix a date for Munich.

473
00:51:48,400 --> 00:51:50,320
Is he one of your lovers?

474
00:51:50,480 --> 00:51:52,640
He wants me to present
my radio play in Munich

475
00:51:52,800 --> 00:51:54,560
and to do a long interview.

476
00:51:54,720 --> 00:51:57,040
- It won't stop at that.
- Max, enough!

477
00:52:01,800 --> 00:52:04,240
- There she is.
- Thank you, Ms. Bachmann.

478
00:52:04,400 --> 00:52:07,600
- Wonderful. Just wonderful.
- My compliments.

479
00:52:07,840 --> 00:52:11,200
- Congratulations.
- What a great radio play!

480
00:52:11,800 --> 00:52:15,000
Your voice Ms. Bachmann,
your beautiful voice.

481
00:52:31,680 --> 00:52:33,560
Your speech really was very good.

482
00:52:34,160 --> 00:52:35,760
Were you even listening?

483
00:52:36,840 --> 00:52:38,280
Of course.

484
00:52:39,000 --> 00:52:41,120
You were taking notes the whole time.

485
00:52:43,680 --> 00:52:46,080
I had an idea for a new novel.

486
00:52:46,240 --> 00:52:48,360
Featuring blind people?

487
00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:51,480
No, just one blind man
who isn't really blind.

488
00:52:51,640 --> 00:52:53,600
He only pretends to be blind.

489
00:52:55,440 --> 00:52:57,600
And why?

490
00:52:58,080 --> 00:52:59,880
So he can discover the truth.

491
00:53:00,040 --> 00:53:02,040
About himself or others?

492
00:53:03,280 --> 00:53:07,040
In your speech you said:
"Truth is within human reach".

493
00:53:09,040 --> 00:53:10,560
So you were listening after all.

494
00:53:47,400 --> 00:53:49,360
<i>"I will write a book that contains</i>

495
00:53:49,840 --> 00:53:51,640
<i>what defines my life ."</i>

496
00:54:08,320 --> 00:54:10,200
- Thank you.
- You have beautiful hair.

497
00:54:10,360 --> 00:54:11,800
How are you?

498
00:54:13,440 --> 00:54:17,080
- You have beautiful hair.
- I don't speak Arabic.

499
00:54:17,320 --> 00:54:20,760
- I'm Ahmed.
- My name is Essam.

500
00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:23,160
- And yours?
- And yours?

501
00:54:23,360 --> 00:54:25,520
My name is Essam.

502
00:54:26,200 --> 00:54:28,760
- His name is...
- Ahmed. And yours?

503
00:54:30,040 --> 00:54:32,400
- My name is Ingeborg.
- Ingeborg.

504
00:54:35,240 --> 00:54:36,720
What are you writing?

505
00:54:36,960 --> 00:54:39,040
- I'm writing.
- Are you writing a book?

506
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:44,720
- Alright, take care.
- Good evening.

507
00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:47,040
- Good-bye.
- Good-bye.

508
00:54:57,640 --> 00:54:59,160
Do you like them?

509
00:54:59,480 --> 00:55:01,080
I like young men.

510
00:55:01,560 --> 00:55:03,000
Me too.

511
00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:12,800
I've always wanted to sleep
with several men.

512
00:55:13,640 --> 00:55:15,640
I've never told anyone.

513
00:55:17,720 --> 00:55:19,520
And what about women?

514
00:55:19,680 --> 00:55:20,680
No.

515
00:55:22,240 --> 00:55:23,680
Only men.

516
00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:26,120
And only as young
and beautiful as them.

517
00:56:03,000 --> 00:56:04,760
Inge, I'm back!

518
00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:21,040
Hi.

519
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:30,400
Who sent you the flowers?

520
00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:36,360
They arrived yesterday
without a name.

521
00:56:37,080 --> 00:56:38,640
Who sent them?

522
00:56:39,880 --> 00:56:43,000
I thought maybe they were
from you for me.

523
00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:46,200
No, they're not.

524
00:56:46,760 --> 00:56:48,440
So, who sent them?

525
00:56:50,960 --> 00:56:52,480
I don't know.

526
00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:55,440
You're lying.

527
00:56:56,840 --> 00:56:58,320
Tell me who.

528
00:57:01,240 --> 00:57:02,760
Tell me right now.

529
00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:05,840
No man sends red roses
without wanting something in return.

530
00:57:07,080 --> 00:57:08,680
I got them for you.

531
00:57:09,600 --> 00:57:11,600
I wanted to make you happy.

532
00:57:12,840 --> 00:57:14,600
And one more thing.

533
00:57:14,760 --> 00:57:16,440
Do you notice anything?

534
00:57:19,000 --> 00:57:21,640
I bought it, thinking you would like it.

535
00:57:25,720 --> 00:57:27,520
Don't change the subject.

536
00:57:27,680 --> 00:57:29,640
Tell me the truth.

537
00:57:38,600 --> 00:57:41,880
Instead of buying flowers
you should have cooked a decent meal.

538
00:59:10,240 --> 00:59:12,480
I would really like to ride a camel.

539
00:59:15,680 --> 00:59:17,640
It isn't hard to ride one.

540
00:59:17,800 --> 00:59:20,200
But it's easy to fall off
when it stands up.

541
00:59:21,320 --> 00:59:22,920
I'd still like to try.

542
00:59:23,400 --> 00:59:25,080
What about your dizziness?

543
00:59:30,040 --> 00:59:31,480
That's gone.

544
00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:38,880
- How does it feel?
- Wonderful.

545
00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:41,880
I wish I could join the caravan.

546
00:59:42,040 --> 00:59:44,320
Like Lady Jane Ellenborough.

547
00:59:44,480 --> 00:59:45,560
Yes.

548
00:59:46,400 --> 00:59:49,120
All that's missing is the right sheikh.

549
00:59:51,120 --> 00:59:53,400
How about Omar Sharif as sheikh?

550
00:59:54,560 --> 00:59:55,640
Divine.

551
01:00:12,800 --> 01:00:15,800
I never knew that one finger
could make so much noise.

552
01:00:18,640 --> 01:00:21,000
- We need to talk.
- Not now.

553
01:00:22,480 --> 01:00:24,040
Yes, now.

554
01:00:25,280 --> 01:00:28,160
I had a sleepless night
thinking about it.

555
01:00:28,320 --> 01:00:31,240
I'm sorry to hear that,
but please let me work now.

556
01:00:33,680 --> 01:00:35,960
Can't you stop typing for once?

557
01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:39,400
I'd like us to move to Rome together.

558
01:00:40,960 --> 01:00:42,720
I can't bear it here any longer.

559
01:00:44,280 --> 01:00:45,840
You mean you can't bear
me anymore.

560
01:00:46,000 --> 01:00:47,720
No, Zurich.

561
01:00:48,520 --> 01:00:50,760
My typewriter will be
just as noisy in Rome.

562
01:00:50,920 --> 01:00:55,240
Yes, but that's my city.
People there are much friendlier too.

563
01:00:55,560 --> 01:00:58,120
I could go ahead
and start to look for a flat.

564
01:00:58,600 --> 01:01:00,600
Maybe in my old quarter in Via Giulia.

565
01:01:03,160 --> 01:01:04,800
What have I done wrong?

566
01:01:05,440 --> 01:01:07,120
Not you...

567
01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:09,480
I did something wrong.

568
01:01:09,640 --> 01:01:11,720
I didn't think that...

569
01:01:12,000 --> 01:01:13,200
Yes, what?

570
01:01:19,080 --> 01:01:21,960
- I can't write.
- And that's my fault?

571
01:01:23,520 --> 01:01:24,960
Yes, maybe.

572
01:01:29,680 --> 01:01:32,320
Why don't you look
for a study in Zurich?

573
01:01:33,040 --> 01:01:35,080
Where you can work undisturbed.

574
01:01:35,240 --> 01:01:37,360
And I don't need to feel guilty.

575
01:01:38,520 --> 01:01:40,720
A friend of mine has rooms to rent.

576
01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:43,040
I'll take care of it tomorrow.

577
01:01:43,200 --> 01:01:46,360
You'll get your driving license,
and I'll gift you a car.

578
01:01:47,720 --> 01:01:49,840
Would that please my lady?

579
01:01:56,360 --> 01:01:58,560
See how beautiful Switzerland can be.

580
01:02:00,720 --> 01:02:02,680
I could never move away from here.

581
01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:28,160
It's like the beginning of the world.

582
01:02:29,480 --> 01:02:31,520
Starting all over again...

583
01:02:32,640 --> 01:02:34,280
That would be nice.

584
01:02:36,280 --> 01:02:40,360
<i>There is nothing more beautiful</i>
<i>under the sun than to be under the sun</i>

585
01:02:45,520 --> 01:02:47,880
You know my poems?

586
01:02:48,040 --> 01:02:49,800
I know all of your poems.

587
01:02:53,200 --> 01:02:57,080
<i>More beautiful than the remarkable moon</i>
<i>and her noble light</i>

588
01:02:58,960 --> 01:03:02,840
<i>More beautiful than the stars,</i>
<i>the famous medals of the night</i>

589
01:03:04,360 --> 01:03:07,640
<i>More beautiful</i>
<i>than the fiery entrance of a comet</i>

590
01:03:09,680 --> 01:03:14,040
<i>And having a more beautiful mission</i>
<i>than all the other celestial bodies</i>

591
01:03:14,200 --> 01:03:17,120
<i>For every day</i>
<i>your life and mine depend on it</i>

592
01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:19,760
<i>That is the sun</i>

593
01:04:41,200 --> 01:04:43,200
Welcome, Ms. Bachmann.

594
01:04:43,800 --> 01:04:46,280
Are you here to meet Maestro Ungaretti?

595
01:04:46,440 --> 01:04:48,000
- Yes.
- This way, please.

596
01:04:48,160 --> 01:04:49,880
He's right there in the back.

597
01:04:50,520 --> 01:04:51,560
Thank you.

598
01:04:59,080 --> 01:05:01,640
It's always a great pleasure
to meet you.

599
01:05:02,320 --> 01:05:04,440
Welcome back to our city.

600
01:05:05,200 --> 01:05:07,320
Thank you for coming, Maestro.

601
01:05:10,800 --> 01:05:13,640
I still have a few questions
regarding the translation.

602
01:05:13,800 --> 01:05:17,080
- I'm at your disposal.
- Thank you.

603
01:05:18,000 --> 01:05:19,480
My German friends tell me

604
01:05:19,640 --> 01:05:24,400
that your translation of my poetry
is exceptional.

605
01:05:25,560 --> 01:05:28,760
You're bestowing
a great gift upon me.

606
01:05:29,520 --> 01:05:31,560
I don't know how to thank you.

607
01:05:32,160 --> 01:05:34,880
I have to thank you for your trust.

608
01:05:35,360 --> 01:05:37,640
I have complete trust in you.

609
01:05:39,040 --> 01:05:43,280
It's a shame
that I don't understand any German.

610
01:05:44,080 --> 01:05:48,520
I would love to make your poems
known in Italy.

611
01:05:48,680 --> 01:05:49,920
Thank you.

612
01:05:50,080 --> 01:05:53,080
Only those who have the gift of poetry

613
01:05:53,360 --> 01:05:55,800
can translate a poet.

614
01:05:55,960 --> 01:05:57,200
Yes.

615
01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:22,720
<i>Roma non risponde.</i>

616
01:06:27,400 --> 01:06:29,640
You have returned

617
01:06:31,080 --> 01:06:33,240
after being away for four years.

618
01:06:34,040 --> 01:06:36,080
What is it about Rome?

619
01:06:36,240 --> 01:06:38,400
What does Rome mean to you?

620
01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:44,040
Maybe I can explain it with an image.

621
01:06:46,160 --> 01:06:48,360
It is said that Bernini

622
01:06:48,520 --> 01:06:51,480
gave the colonnades of St. Peter's

623
01:06:52,400 --> 01:06:56,160
the outline of two arms

624
01:06:56,320 --> 01:06:58,840
that embrace mankind.

625
01:06:59,280 --> 01:07:02,200
In other big cities in Europe or America

626
01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:04,160
it's easy to grow lonely.

627
01:07:05,200 --> 01:07:07,600
What's fascinating
about this city is that,

628
01:07:08,720 --> 01:07:10,760
at least for me,

629
01:07:11,320 --> 01:07:12,920
Rome is a city

630
01:07:13,080 --> 01:07:15,840
that can make you
feel at home, spiritually.

631
01:07:16,400 --> 01:07:19,520
It's one of the last few places

632
01:07:20,280 --> 01:07:22,280
where you can feel embraced.

633
01:07:24,800 --> 01:07:26,240
Excuse me.

634
01:07:34,840 --> 01:07:36,840
I'm just giving an interview.

635
01:07:37,000 --> 01:07:38,960
I'll quickly finish it.

636
01:07:44,280 --> 01:07:46,080
Rome is an open city,

637
01:07:46,240 --> 01:07:48,040
just like its colonnades.

638
01:07:48,200 --> 01:07:50,920
It exerts a certain power

639
01:07:51,080 --> 01:07:54,880
by way of the intertwined images
of times gone by.

640
01:07:56,440 --> 01:07:58,760
Maybe that's where the message lies,

641
01:07:59,480 --> 01:08:02,000
the message of a city
that's also utopian.

642
01:08:03,200 --> 01:08:06,320
The effect of Rome arises
not only from what exists,

643
01:08:07,040 --> 01:08:10,640
but also from the possibilities

644
01:08:11,360 --> 01:08:14,280
contained in its
multi-layered existence.

645
01:08:24,160 --> 01:08:25,480
Well...

646
01:08:25,640 --> 01:08:28,200
- Goodbye.
- Thank you again, Ms. Bachmann.

647
01:08:32,320 --> 01:08:34,240
Why didn't you call?

648
01:08:34,400 --> 01:08:35,520
I did.

649
01:08:36,680 --> 01:08:37,920
For days.

650
01:08:39,040 --> 01:08:41,600
<i>The answer was always:</i>
<i>"Roma non risponde ".</i>

651
01:08:41,760 --> 01:08:43,520
<i>"Roma non risponde ."</i>

652
01:08:44,120 --> 01:08:45,520
I was worried about you.

653
01:08:45,880 --> 01:08:47,760
Why should you be worried?

654
01:08:48,720 --> 01:08:50,800
I'm finally back in my city.

655
01:08:53,480 --> 01:08:54,920
That must be Ungaretti.

656
01:09:01,080 --> 01:09:02,760
Good morning, Maestro.

657
01:09:02,920 --> 01:09:04,760
How nice to hear from you.

658
01:09:05,680 --> 01:09:08,320
For dinner?
Yes, I'd love to.

659
01:09:09,960 --> 01:09:11,320
See you tomorrow.

660
01:09:21,200 --> 01:09:23,520
Can I help you?

661
01:09:24,040 --> 01:09:25,920
Certainly not.

662
01:09:26,080 --> 01:09:28,320
I want to surprise you.

663
01:09:37,800 --> 01:09:39,080
Welcome.

664
01:09:40,240 --> 01:09:42,040
You're going to like Rome.

665
01:09:53,960 --> 01:09:55,440
Darn it!

666
01:09:55,600 --> 01:09:57,320
That's a mean ruse.

667
01:09:58,360 --> 01:10:00,040
I learnt it from my father.

668
01:10:03,360 --> 01:10:04,840
Marry me.

669
01:10:05,840 --> 01:10:08,000
Your father would be pleased.

670
01:10:12,640 --> 01:10:14,080
Look at me.

671
01:10:17,920 --> 01:10:19,400
Marry me.

672
01:10:21,920 --> 01:10:24,520
But you turned down his proposal.

673
01:10:26,200 --> 01:10:27,240
Why?

674
01:10:30,320 --> 01:10:34,200
Marriage is an impossible institution
for a working woman,

675
01:10:34,360 --> 01:10:36,280
a thinking woman,
a self-determined woman.

676
01:10:41,040 --> 01:10:42,880
Did he understand?

677
01:10:43,160 --> 01:10:45,320
He should have been happy to hear it.

678
01:10:45,840 --> 01:10:48,440
He had been married once before.

679
01:10:48,640 --> 01:10:52,240
And he broke free
from fear of petrification, as he put it.

680
01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:55,480
You share that fear?

681
01:10:58,440 --> 01:11:01,440
I've always known
that I'm against marriage.

682
01:11:02,520 --> 01:11:04,200
Even as a child.

683
01:11:05,080 --> 01:11:07,000
Against any legal relationship.

684
01:11:07,600 --> 01:11:10,600
That doesn't mean
that non-legalized relationships

685
01:11:11,360 --> 01:11:14,080
can't end just as tragically and terribly.

686
01:11:16,480 --> 01:11:19,040
I've thought a lot about fascism.

687
01:11:19,960 --> 01:11:21,520
And how it begins.

688
01:11:22,640 --> 01:11:25,560
It starts
in the relationships between people.

689
01:11:27,040 --> 01:11:28,440
Fascism is the first element

690
01:11:28,520 --> 01:11:31,320
in the relationship
between a man and a woman.

691
01:11:34,600 --> 01:11:36,880
In this society there is always war.

692
01:11:44,760 --> 01:11:46,200
<i>How handsome.</i>

693
01:11:47,760 --> 01:11:49,320
I feel like in a costume.

694
01:11:50,320 --> 01:11:53,520
- How about an elegant tie?
- Certainly, take your pick.

695
01:11:53,720 --> 01:11:55,840
These could match.
What do you think?

696
01:11:56,000 --> 01:11:58,360
- Yes.
- Let's try it on.

697
01:12:00,000 --> 01:12:01,280
What elegance.

698
01:12:01,800 --> 01:12:04,640
What an extraordinary man, right?

699
01:12:04,800 --> 01:12:05,800
Yes.

700
01:12:05,920 --> 01:12:07,760
- Do you want to try?
- Yes.

701
01:12:12,000 --> 01:12:15,480
- You're turning me into a dandy.
- It looks just wonderful.

702
01:12:16,240 --> 01:12:19,440
- I'll get changed again.
- Leave it on.

703
01:12:19,800 --> 01:12:21,800
We'll go to our café.

704
01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:24,280
And you'll blend right in.

705
01:12:26,560 --> 01:12:28,280
<i>Allow me, please.</i>

706
01:12:31,240 --> 01:12:32,680
There you go.

707
01:12:34,360 --> 01:12:36,720
What a handsome man.

708
01:12:54,960 --> 01:12:56,960
- Good evening, Ms. Bachmann.
- Good evening.

709
01:12:57,120 --> 01:12:58,680
Nice to see you again.

710
01:13:11,600 --> 01:13:12,680
Hello.

711
01:13:15,760 --> 01:13:18,760
- Good evening.
- I didn't know you were in Rome.

712
01:13:19,240 --> 01:13:21,960
I had a reading at the Goethe Institute.

713
01:13:22,120 --> 01:13:24,680
What a pity.
I'd have liked to come.

714
01:13:24,840 --> 01:13:27,960
I had no idea you were back.
I'd have invited you.

715
01:13:28,920 --> 01:13:30,600
How long are you staying?

716
01:13:31,240 --> 01:13:33,240
I have to return to Berlin tomorrow.

717
01:13:35,160 --> 01:13:36,600
I don't want to keep you.

718
01:13:36,760 --> 01:13:38,760
- See you soon.
- Yes.

719
01:13:45,440 --> 01:13:47,520
He's a member of Group 47.

720
01:13:48,120 --> 01:13:50,040
You never join me for their events.

721
01:13:50,200 --> 01:13:52,480
As your appendage? No, thank you.

722
01:13:54,080 --> 01:13:57,120
- The usual? Two whiskeys?
- Yes.

723
01:13:57,920 --> 01:13:59,200
Certainly.

724
01:14:07,000 --> 01:14:09,520
You look like a real Italian in this suit.

725
01:14:11,520 --> 01:14:13,680
I'll end up having to dance as well.

726
01:14:14,720 --> 01:14:17,400
Yes, that's a good idea.

727
01:14:17,840 --> 01:14:19,440
Let's dance.

728
01:14:20,000 --> 01:14:21,680
So everyone can admire you?

729
01:14:24,680 --> 01:14:26,400
Isn't it true

730
01:14:26,840 --> 01:14:28,760
that you're acting like a star?

731
01:14:47,280 --> 01:14:48,920
Two glasses of whiskey.

732
01:14:51,960 --> 01:14:53,640
There you go.
Cheers!

733
01:16:04,920 --> 01:16:06,200
Goddammit!

734
01:16:35,160 --> 01:16:36,720
Oh, crap!

735
01:16:46,040 --> 01:16:50,120
I believe that all people in all
relationships talk past one another.

736
01:16:51,440 --> 01:16:56,680
All of us are essentially alone with our
untranslatable thoughts and feelings.

737
01:18:29,360 --> 01:18:31,040
I was his object of study.

738
01:18:31,200 --> 01:18:33,400
I always told you he's a monster.

739
01:18:34,280 --> 01:18:37,280
Do you think he had that in mind
right from the start?

740
01:18:37,800 --> 01:18:41,680
All those declarations of love
just to keep me happy and quiet?

741
01:18:41,840 --> 01:18:43,440
He had never met a woman like you.

742
01:18:44,400 --> 01:18:46,080
You threw him off course.

743
01:18:46,240 --> 01:18:47,800
He needs reality.

744
01:18:47,960 --> 01:18:49,440
He needs a prey.

745
01:18:49,720 --> 01:18:51,440
You're his prey.

746
01:19:00,600 --> 01:19:02,560
- You must save yourself.
- I can't do it.

747
01:19:02,720 --> 01:19:05,520
And then follow
a disciplined work schedule.

748
01:19:05,680 --> 01:19:08,640
- I want him to accept his wrongdoing.
- He won't.

749
01:19:08,960 --> 01:19:10,040
Why not?

750
01:19:10,200 --> 01:19:12,240
You're a mystery to him.

751
01:19:13,840 --> 01:19:16,520
Maybe he believes he can
comprehend you through writing.

752
01:19:39,240 --> 01:19:41,960
Ingeborg, I can't find my diary.

753
01:19:42,760 --> 01:19:44,360
I burnt it.

754
01:19:46,560 --> 01:19:48,680
You did what?

755
01:19:49,480 --> 01:19:51,080
I burnt your diary.

756
01:19:54,520 --> 01:19:56,800
You have no right to write about me.

757
01:19:57,560 --> 01:19:59,240
But you're part of my life.

758
01:20:01,000 --> 01:20:03,760
A writer lives on language.

759
01:20:03,920 --> 01:20:05,480
And not on the lives of others.

760
01:20:05,640 --> 01:20:08,600
And especially not that of
the woman he's with.

761
01:20:08,760 --> 01:20:12,760
And I don't appear
in any of your stories?

762
01:20:12,920 --> 01:20:14,520
I write about men.

763
01:20:14,680 --> 01:20:16,680
But they are metaphors,
reflections of myself.

764
01:20:16,840 --> 01:20:18,920
Because you live a lie.

765
01:20:19,080 --> 01:20:20,840
But I rely on the truth.

766
01:20:23,000 --> 01:20:26,040
- We had a pact.
- What pact?

767
01:20:26,280 --> 01:20:30,160
A pact that has nothing to do
with being faithful in the usual sense.

768
01:20:30,320 --> 01:20:33,280
A pact that is about trust.
And you betrayed it.

769
01:20:33,960 --> 01:20:37,240
It's a betrayal of trust,
of confidence, of secrets.

770
01:20:37,400 --> 01:20:38,600
Betrayal...

771
01:20:39,120 --> 01:20:42,760
A big word coming from you.
With all of your secrets.

772
01:20:44,320 --> 01:20:48,280
There is only the one secret
between two people who get together.

773
01:20:50,840 --> 01:20:52,520
That is the pact.

774
01:20:52,680 --> 01:20:54,960
I would never use you

775
01:20:55,360 --> 01:20:56,800
for my work.

776
01:20:58,080 --> 01:21:00,560
You knew from the start
that we're different people.

777
01:21:00,720 --> 01:21:02,720
I didn't know that you're a vampire.

778
01:21:02,880 --> 01:21:04,520
What are you trying to say?

779
01:21:05,600 --> 01:21:09,160
- That I'm sucking you dry?
- Yes, you're sucking me dry.

780
01:21:09,920 --> 01:21:13,800
And you're exhibiting me
like a prostitute in a shop window.

781
01:21:13,960 --> 01:21:17,040
Like a whore that is put
in a shop window.

782
01:22:16,360 --> 01:22:22,200
"The day will come, but no one
will strike a gong to announce it.

783
01:22:23,840 --> 01:22:27,600
No, the day will not come,
it was already there,

784
01:22:28,760 --> 01:22:31,560
contained in all the days of this year,

785
01:22:31,760 --> 01:22:35,400
which he has survived with
difficulty and out of necessity.

786
01:22:35,600 --> 01:22:38,600
He is actively concerned
with what lies ahead,

787
01:22:38,840 --> 01:22:41,400
thinks about work and hopes

788
01:22:41,560 --> 01:22:45,120
soon to be able to go out
through the gate down below,

789
01:22:45,520 --> 01:22:51,080
away from the victims of accidents,
the infirm and moribund.

790
01:22:54,160 --> 01:22:55,680
I say unto thee:

791
01:22:55,840 --> 01:22:57,680
Rise up and walk!

792
01:22:57,840 --> 01:23:00,240
None of your bones is broken."

793
01:23:18,720 --> 01:23:21,160
Why don't you
write poetry anymore?

794
01:23:23,440 --> 01:23:26,320
I stopped writing poetry

795
01:23:27,200 --> 01:23:29,000
when I started to suspect

796
01:23:31,160 --> 01:23:33,560
that I was capable of writing poetry.

797
01:23:34,320 --> 01:23:37,280
So, a Nobel Prize winner

798
01:23:37,440 --> 01:23:39,600
should stop writing prose?

799
01:23:39,760 --> 01:23:43,800
Because the prize is proof
of the writer's capability.

800
01:23:44,120 --> 01:23:46,240
Or Max Frisch should stop writing plays.

801
01:23:48,320 --> 01:23:50,120
Yes, you're right.

802
01:23:50,280 --> 01:23:52,880
It would be a shame
if he stopped doing that.

803
01:23:55,760 --> 01:23:57,680
Yes, London.

804
01:23:57,840 --> 01:23:59,280
No, I'm flying.

805
01:24:00,920 --> 01:24:02,880
I don't know yet when I'll be back.

806
01:24:03,320 --> 01:24:04,720
Yes, sure.

807
01:24:05,240 --> 01:24:07,040
Yes, you too.

808
01:24:07,320 --> 01:24:09,080
Thank you, yes.

809
01:24:09,240 --> 01:24:10,600
Bye-bye.

810
01:24:16,040 --> 01:24:18,680
Why can't you say
that we're flying together?

811
01:24:19,960 --> 01:24:21,760
Because it's nobody's business.

812
01:24:23,240 --> 01:24:25,640
I'm proud that you're joining
me for the premiere.

813
01:24:25,800 --> 01:24:28,200
And I'm proud
when we're seen together.

814
01:24:29,160 --> 01:24:32,200
And I'm proud to accompany you
when you're celebrated.

815
01:24:34,760 --> 01:24:36,880
Why do you have to make
a secret out of everything?

816
01:24:47,200 --> 01:24:49,600
To keep you curious about me.

817
01:25:26,400 --> 01:25:27,800
Ingeborg.

818
01:25:31,000 --> 01:25:32,960
I brought company.

819
01:26:28,320 --> 01:26:29,800
I took my revenge.

820
01:26:30,840 --> 01:26:34,360
On all the petty bourgeois men
I sacrificed myself for.

821
01:27:06,120 --> 01:27:07,520
- Hi.
- Hi.

822
01:27:07,680 --> 01:27:09,280
How lovely of you to come.

823
01:27:09,440 --> 01:27:10,640
Thank you.

824
01:27:14,640 --> 01:27:17,240
- For you.
- Thank you for the kind invitation.

825
01:27:17,400 --> 01:27:19,040
- There you go.
- Thank you.

826
01:27:19,520 --> 01:27:21,800
All that's missing is the host.

827
01:27:22,560 --> 01:27:23,680
Max?

828
01:27:24,240 --> 01:27:26,440
Are you coming?
Our guests are here.

829
01:27:35,440 --> 01:27:39,120
- What are we drinking to?
- This uniquely beautiful city?

830
01:27:39,280 --> 01:27:40,880
- Yes.
- To Rome!

831
01:27:41,040 --> 01:27:42,480
- Chin-chin!
- Chin-chin!

832
01:27:43,000 --> 01:27:45,400
So, the stage is the absolute place?

833
01:27:45,560 --> 01:27:47,440
Ah, you're referring to my article.

834
01:27:47,600 --> 01:27:49,320
The "FAZ" had asked me

835
01:27:49,480 --> 01:27:52,240
to write about my artistic intentions.

836
01:27:52,960 --> 01:27:55,440
I guess the title was a bit overblown.

837
01:27:55,960 --> 01:28:00,320
After all, I've only written three small
plays and staged two of them.

838
01:28:01,000 --> 01:28:04,560
So far, German post-war authors
have not accomplished much.

839
01:28:04,720 --> 01:28:06,800
I disagree. What about
"The Man Outside"?

840
01:28:06,960 --> 01:28:10,760
Ugh, the sentimental attitude
of suffering is simply unbearable.

841
01:28:10,920 --> 01:28:13,040
Look who's talking.

842
01:28:13,520 --> 01:28:15,280
Please don't argue.

843
01:28:18,000 --> 01:28:21,120
Please tell us
how Rome makes you feel?

844
01:28:21,920 --> 01:28:24,360
How is it at Villa Massimo?
Not too strict?

845
01:28:24,520 --> 01:28:26,280
It's terribly strict.

846
01:28:26,840 --> 01:28:28,640
Like a monastery.

847
01:28:28,800 --> 01:28:31,520
Lady visitors are allowed
only until 10 p.m.

848
01:28:33,360 --> 01:28:34,680
And where are you staying?

849
01:28:34,760 --> 01:28:37,680
In a small guesthouse
on an alley off Via di Ripetta.

850
01:28:38,880 --> 01:28:40,600
At least you can work there undisturbed.

851
01:28:40,760 --> 01:28:41,920
That's nice.

852
01:28:42,080 --> 01:28:44,560
And that's why
I usually go for a walk alone.

853
01:28:45,640 --> 01:28:47,800
<i>Max is an excellent cicerone .</i>

854
01:28:48,760 --> 01:28:50,360
He could give you a tour.

855
01:28:50,520 --> 01:28:52,680
As an architect he sees the city
with completely different eyes.

856
01:28:53,720 --> 01:28:57,240
While my Ingeborg can show you
all the secret and hidden spots.

857
01:28:58,080 --> 01:29:00,480
She's an expert on secrecy.

858
01:29:02,360 --> 01:29:04,560
You could show her Ostia Antica.

859
01:29:05,680 --> 01:29:07,440
Ingeborg likes it
when I leave the house.

860
01:29:07,600 --> 01:29:09,720
- Then she can work in peace.
- I completely understand.

861
01:29:10,240 --> 01:29:11,960
That's why I like Villa Massimo.

862
01:29:12,120 --> 01:29:14,920
No noise, and yet
you're right in the city.

863
01:29:15,080 --> 01:29:18,440
And if you want to be around people,
there's the Piazza del Popolo.

864
01:29:18,600 --> 01:29:20,880
- Yes.
- Yes, with the Bolognese restaurant.

865
01:29:21,040 --> 01:29:22,560
It used to be my favorite.

866
01:29:22,720 --> 01:29:24,160
Much too chic and expensive for me.

867
01:29:24,880 --> 01:29:26,320
I'll take you there.

868
01:29:27,520 --> 01:29:28,600
Thank you.

869
01:30:24,160 --> 01:30:25,600
Excuse me please.

870
01:30:25,760 --> 01:30:28,200
- Thank you.
- It was wonderful.

871
01:30:29,360 --> 01:30:30,920
What a lovely surprise.

872
01:30:31,760 --> 01:30:33,640
How is your Italian coming along?

873
01:30:33,800 --> 01:30:36,440
- Any progress?
- Oh, yes. But...

874
01:30:36,720 --> 01:30:38,480
I still can't read Ungaretti.

875
01:30:38,840 --> 01:30:42,520
My translations will be published soon.
I'll gift you a copy.

876
01:30:42,960 --> 01:30:44,720
Have you also translated Montale?

877
01:30:44,880 --> 01:30:48,400
No, Ungaretti was an exception.
A special request from the publisher.

878
01:30:48,960 --> 01:30:50,400
A moment, please.

879
01:30:50,560 --> 01:30:53,280
Max Frisch asked me to visit him in Rome.

880
01:30:53,960 --> 01:30:55,480
I think he feels lonely without you.

881
01:30:56,160 --> 01:30:58,800
That's because
he still hasn't learnt any Italian.

882
01:30:58,960 --> 01:31:01,600
There are very
few German-speaking Italians.

883
01:31:02,320 --> 01:31:05,480
- And the sun's not always out.
- I agree, Rome can be very cold.

884
01:31:05,640 --> 01:31:07,800
- Would you, please?
- Yes.

885
01:31:07,960 --> 01:31:10,560
- A wonderful reading.
- Go.

886
01:31:10,720 --> 01:31:13,840
Go to Rome, Marlene.
I'll feel less guilty then.

887
01:31:16,080 --> 01:31:18,760
An autograph, please, Ms. Bachmann.

888
01:31:18,920 --> 01:31:21,200
- Please sign my copy.
- Thank you.

889
01:31:23,760 --> 01:31:26,920
You have literally pushed
that young woman into his arms.

890
01:31:29,960 --> 01:31:32,640
I was sure that his love
for me is stronger.

891
01:31:36,880 --> 01:31:38,360
It was

892
01:31:38,600 --> 01:31:42,720
absolute madness to think that
two writers could stand being together.

893
01:31:45,000 --> 01:31:46,520
It was a gamble.

894
01:31:49,040 --> 01:31:50,960
It could also have worked out.

895
01:32:09,120 --> 01:32:11,120
Are you enjoying this
as much as I am?

896
01:32:12,120 --> 01:32:13,640
How do you mean?

897
01:32:14,800 --> 01:32:18,640
Well, this is your countryside,
which you never wanted to leave.

898
01:32:20,240 --> 01:32:22,480
I never wanted to leave you either.

899
01:32:33,160 --> 01:32:34,640
And now you do?

900
01:32:36,400 --> 01:32:37,400
Yes.

901
01:32:47,400 --> 01:32:50,320
I haven't been able to write
since you burnt my diary.

902
01:32:51,160 --> 01:32:52,840
But I can hear you writing.

903
01:32:53,360 --> 01:32:54,400
Sure...

904
01:32:55,320 --> 01:32:57,400
All I do is switch one word for another.

905
01:32:57,560 --> 01:32:59,120
That's normal.

906
01:32:59,800 --> 01:33:01,280
Maybe for you.

907
01:33:02,560 --> 01:33:04,000
But not for me.

908
01:33:04,160 --> 01:33:07,560
- And you think that without me...
- Yes, without your rigor.

909
01:33:07,720 --> 01:33:09,880
Your obsession with perfection.

910
01:33:12,040 --> 01:33:14,760
Before I knew you
I said whatever came to mind.

911
01:33:15,680 --> 01:33:18,920
Now I first have to think
what I can say

912
01:33:19,840 --> 01:33:21,360
and what I can't.

913
01:33:23,920 --> 01:33:25,720
Whether it will offend you.

914
01:33:26,440 --> 01:33:28,480
Whether it will make you sad. Whether...

915
01:33:31,040 --> 01:33:33,320
Whether you'll despise me.

916
01:33:36,240 --> 01:33:38,040
I can no longer obey you.

917
01:33:46,080 --> 01:33:48,720
This separation was
the biggest defeat of my life.

918
01:33:50,720 --> 01:33:52,640
It was the longest agony.

919
01:33:52,800 --> 01:33:54,440
Week after week.

920
01:33:55,320 --> 01:33:57,280
And I really don't know why.

921
01:33:59,680 --> 01:34:02,080
Maybe for once in my life

922
01:34:02,240 --> 01:34:05,160
I wanted to start something steady,
something normal.

923
01:34:05,320 --> 01:34:07,920
Against my own possible ways of living.

924
01:34:10,880 --> 01:34:13,360
And I kept insisting on it.

925
01:34:15,040 --> 01:34:17,480
Even though I could clearly sense

926
01:34:17,760 --> 01:34:20,400
that it's against my own principle.

927
01:34:21,240 --> 01:34:22,800
Or my destiny.

928
01:34:25,800 --> 01:34:27,320
I don't know

929
01:34:28,480 --> 01:34:30,200
how to express it.

930
01:34:35,240 --> 01:34:37,120
The fact that I can

931
01:34:38,800 --> 01:34:43,680
think of a future at all, a new life,

932
01:34:45,720 --> 01:34:47,720
I owe that entirely to you.

933
01:35:11,160 --> 01:35:12,880
You came back.

934
01:35:13,720 --> 01:35:15,600
I'm on my way to the airport.

935
01:35:16,840 --> 01:35:18,400
Where are you going?

936
01:35:19,080 --> 01:35:20,640
To New York.

937
01:35:22,320 --> 01:35:23,800
By yourself?

938
01:35:26,640 --> 01:35:28,360
Who sent the flowers?

939
01:35:30,160 --> 01:35:31,840
A friend from Vienna.

940
01:35:38,480 --> 01:35:40,840
That's a relief.
Then you're not alone.

941
01:35:49,520 --> 01:35:51,000
You're my murderer.

942
01:35:57,120 --> 01:35:59,920
<i>Don't people say</i>
<i>it's not always the murderers</i>

943
01:36:00,760 --> 01:36:03,440
<i>but sometimes</i>
<i>the murdered ones who are guilty?</i>

944
01:36:24,120 --> 01:36:25,680
<i>"My dearest Hans.</i>

945
01:36:26,800 --> 01:36:30,320
<i>I never would have thought</i>
<i>everything would end so badly for me.</i>

946
01:36:31,720 --> 01:36:34,680
<i>I knew that there would be pain.</i>

947
01:36:35,000 --> 01:36:39,480
<i>But not a total,</i>
<i>almost fatal breakdown.</i>

948
01:36:40,400 --> 01:36:44,400
<i>I can't imagine anything more terrible</i>
<i>than what I've gone through.</i>

949
01:36:47,000 --> 01:36:48,720
<i>I must get out of here.</i>

950
01:36:49,080 --> 01:36:51,160
<i>Even if it's just for a few days.</i>

951
01:36:51,600 --> 01:36:53,960
<i>And I want to spend</i>
<i>a happy time with you."</i>

952
01:36:59,280 --> 01:37:01,360
Nothing on earth can humiliate us

953
01:37:01,520 --> 01:37:04,720
as long as we always remember
what we were born to do.

954
01:37:07,600 --> 01:37:09,400
We are here to be creative.

955
01:37:10,160 --> 01:37:11,920
Everything else is unimportant.

956
01:37:15,160 --> 01:37:17,560
He never would have
been able to humiliate you,

957
01:37:17,720 --> 01:37:20,960
had you ignored him for the sake
of your own artistic existence.

958
01:37:24,280 --> 01:37:26,880
But to have loved a swine
is no disgrace either.

959
01:37:50,840 --> 01:37:53,280
<i>The soul has a dwelling</i>

960
01:37:53,440 --> 01:37:55,840
<i>that nobody should be allowed to enter.</i>

961
01:37:56,000 --> 01:37:57,720
<i>And that is work.</i>

962
01:37:58,120 --> 01:38:02,960
<i>It makes daylight less dreadful</i>
<i>and the dark of night less terrifying.</i>

963
01:38:04,160 --> 01:38:06,640
<i>I know that</i>
<i>you're finally awakening now.</i>

964
01:38:06,800 --> 01:38:10,080
<i>And that you will leave</i>
<i>the old sentimentalities behind.</i>

965
01:38:19,400 --> 01:38:21,960
Shall we go for a last stroll
through the night?

966
01:38:22,120 --> 01:38:23,240
Yes.

967
01:40:25,280 --> 01:40:31,600
My desert, my only one,
my gentle limbo, my salvation.

968
01:45:51,880 --> 01:45:55,720
Subtitles by
Guelcin Koerpe



