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{\an8}[birds twittering]

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{\an8}[leaves rustling]

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[dramatic piano music playing]

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{\an8}[birds continue twittering]

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- [marching band playing]
- [people chattering]

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[woman] Yeah, it's, uh, quaint.

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It's really hot.

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Yeah. [chuckles]

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- [faucet running]
- Just had some lady

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talking my ear off the whole time.

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How's your day?

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- [man talking indistinctly over phone]
- Oh.

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- [curtains rattling]
- [man continues talking]

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[woman] Yeah. Uh-huh.

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[man] <i>If you're distracted
I'll call you later.</i>

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[woman, exasperated] I'm listening.

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[teens chatting in distance]

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[girl] Oh my God. I hope you guys fall in.

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[teens laughing and chatting]

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[barbecue lighting]

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[woman] You just don't know.

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I told you what happened
when I met Judge Judy.

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That's true.

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Oof, these Hollywood types.

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[girl in distance] Mary, come on!

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[man] Rhonda.

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Hey, Joe.

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[girl in distance] Please be careful.

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- [bottle opening]
- That's two.

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Honey, can you take the plates
and the cups out? They're over here.

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All of this. Take those, and...

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- And these too, if you can get them all.
- Mm-hmm.

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All I ask is that she's polite.

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You know, not just sitting there
with her big movie star sunglasses on.

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Like, too good for everything.

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- If she's here, I want her to participate.
- [teens laughing loudly]

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I'm sure she will.
I mean, look at this beautiful day.

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Hey, where you going?

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Uh, the roof.

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I'm not calling anybody's mother
to say someone broke their neck and died.

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We'll be so safe.

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- Come on.
- Charlie.

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- [boy] Come on.
- Charlie.

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[girl chuckles] There's steps.
Oh my God. Let's go.

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Keep an eye on things for me, okay?

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[teens chattering indistinctly]

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Honestly.

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[dramatic piano music playing]

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[music fades out]

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I don't think we have enough hot dogs.

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[meat sizzling]

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[man] I saw a movie she was in.

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A pretty weird one where she gets naked.

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And does, like a...

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blood ritual. I couldn't really follow it.

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Where'd you see it?

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Just on TV.

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All right, I looked up
"Elizabeth Berry naked."

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[girl screaming]

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[dog barking]

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I think that's you.

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[tense piano music playing]

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[piano music continues]

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- [teens chattering]
- [doorbell ringing]

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[piano music continues]

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[piano music ends]

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[water splashing]

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- [Elizabeth] Hi.
- Just one little second.

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It's such a pleasure to meet you.

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You are so sweet.

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We're so happy to have you.

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- Welcome.
- Thank you.

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I thought you were taller. You look...

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You look taller on television,
but we're basically the same size.

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We're basically the same.

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I can't thank you enough for doing this.
It's so generous.

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My gosh, well, I want you
to tell the story right, don't I?

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That's... That's all I want.
I want you to feel seen and known.

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Those are my dogs.
That's Zeus, and that's Dutch.

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And, uh, ignore that pool.

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- It's a work in progress.
- Always.

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Oh. This was on your front steps.

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Joe!

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You're not gonna believe this.

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- Hi. Nice to meet you.
- Hi.

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I'll get a garbage bag.

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I have a sixth sense about these things.
God, I knew it.

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- [Elizabeth] What is it?
- Uh, it's a box of S-H-I-T.

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We haven't had one in a while
but it's just par for the course.

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Don't look so shocked.

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Do you know who sent it?

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Some sicko who probably
wasn't invited to any barbecues.

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- You want?
- [Elizabeth] Sure.

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- Oh, Sofia, let me help you with that.
- [Sofia] Don't worry.

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Okay, so make yourself at home,
look around, talk to people,

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do what you have to do,
and get yourself a hot dog.

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- Great.
- [airplane flying overhead]

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Right here!

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[all shouting excitedly]

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[man] Touchdown!

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- [boy] Nice, dude.
- [woman] Charlie!

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[girls whispering]

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[Mary] Okay, okay, okay, okay.

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- [girl] Well, we'll just support you.
- [Mary] I know, just... Okay.

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[clears throat]

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[girls giggling]

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- Hi.
- Oh, hi.

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You're Mary, aren't you?

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Yeah.

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- You're one of the twins?
- Yeah.

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My brother's around here somewhere.

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Our older sister's at college.

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[girl giggling] Hi.

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[Mary] I've never met
anyone who's on TV before.

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Well, your parents.

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Yeah, but, like... for real.

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Do you live in Calabasas?

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No. [chuckles softly]

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[boy] Dude, yo, look at this.

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[teens continue chattering]

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[waves gently breaking]

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[Rhonda] They're sweet, aren't they?

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Very.

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They're a very beloved
part of this community.

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[Elizabeth] I can see that.

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So...

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[inaudible dialog]

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[Elizabeth] What is it
you love most about Gracie?

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[Rhonda sighs] She always
knows what she wants.

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She's unapologetic.

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[melancholy music rising]

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My son's been out of the house
for a while now and it's quiet, but...

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I can always call up Gracie and say,
"What are we doing today?" And...

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there's always an answer.

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It really feels like things
just settled down, and...

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now y'all are making a movie.

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It's...

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It's a very...

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complex and... and human story.

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Just...

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be kind.

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[tense piano music playing]

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[dogs panting]

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[Elizabeth, softly] <i>Eyes round, pointy.</i>

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<i>Closed when they're open.</i>

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<i>Pink lipstick.</i>

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[tense music continues]

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<i>Slight pout.</i>

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<i>Bird-like, but steely.</i>

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{\an8}<i>Mechanical.</i>

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{\an8}<i>Or just removed.</i>

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[tense music continues]

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[presenter on TV] <i>The award
goes to Elizabeth Berry!</i>

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[crowd cheering]

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[Elizabeth on TV] <i>I'd like to thank
everyone who voted for me.</i>

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<i>It means the most coming from you.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!</i>

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<i>Clean.</i>

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<i>Fresh.</i>

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<i>You.</i>

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<i>Clean.</i>

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<i>Fresh.</i>

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<i>You.</i>

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<i>Clean.</i>

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<i>Fresh.</i>

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<i>- You.</i>
- [music fades out]

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[blankets rustling]

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[Joe exhales]

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[Gracie sniffing deeply]

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You smell like charcoal.

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[Joe] Smoke.

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[Gracie] Excuse me?

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[Joe] We have a gas grill,
so you just must be smelling smoke.

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[Gracie] Yeah, well,
it's stinking up the sheets.

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[Joe] Do you want me to shower?

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[Gracie] What I want is for you
to have showered before you get in.

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[Gracie, voice breaking] Still smokey.

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[Joe whispering] Sorry.

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- [water splashing]
- [hands rubbing]

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- [Joe] Okay?
- [Gracie crying]

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Okay.

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[Joe whispering] Everything's fine.

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[Gracie] Okay.

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[Gracie sobbing softly]

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[kissing]

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[dramatic piano music playing]

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[birds twittering]

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[dramatic music continues]

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[scissors snipping]

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[camera clicking]

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{\an8}[keypad clacking]

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{\an8}[notification sounding]

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{\an8}[notification sounding]

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{\an8}[keypad clacking]

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[dramatic music continues]

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[keys clattering]

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[door squeaking open]

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[women chatting]

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You start with your greens as a base,

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and then you choose your focus flower.

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- How's that?
- Like that?

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- Yes.
- Yes.

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- I don't like this part.
- [chuckles softly]

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So, my brother, Scott,
is a Rear Admiral in the Navy,

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- and he says that order is its own reward.
- [chuckles softly]

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- Well, that is so pretty.
- Oh.

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Thank you. Yeah.

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You set a date?

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No, we've been so busy.

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We'll figure it out down the line
when it feels right.

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Mm-hmm.

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I see.

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Beautiful, ladies.

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Oh. Thank you, Lydia. This is Elizabeth.

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She's playing me in a movie,
so I'm trying to show her a good time.

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[all chuckle]

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That I don't doubt.

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Why do you want to play me?

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Uh...

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When they sent me the script,
I just thought...

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now here is a woman

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with a lot more to her than

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I remember from the tabloids and our...

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cultural memory.

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Um...

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I don't really think about all that.

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- You don't ever dwell on the past?
- [laughs]

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I have my plate pretty full.

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Mm.

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I mean, I know that for me, personally,

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the past weighs on me.

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You know, decisions I've made,
or relationships.

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So you just sit there and you think about
your history and your behavior.

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Yeah, sometimes.

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[chuckles awkwardly]

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Thank you so much for having me
here for dinner in your home.

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- It really... It means a lot.
- [dogs barking]

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[Gracie] Oh. [scoffs] 'Course.

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It's a shame that Mary couldn't join us
tonight, but she's at her friend's.

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[quietly] I don't want this.

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There you are.

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- Mama--
- Charlie, sit.

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[Gracie clears throat]

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He's got a severe calcium deficiency,
don't you?

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Mm.

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This is delicious.

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- It's an Atherton-Yoo specialty.
- Mm.

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- Is it squab?
- No, quail. I brought them home myself.

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You shot and, um...

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- fried the quail yourself?
- Mm-hmm.

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Gracie hunts all the time.

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My daddy taught me.

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I started going with him and my brothers
when I was young, like four or five.

255
00:19:11,875 --> 00:19:13,708
Amazing. This was in Virginia?

256
00:19:13,791 --> 00:19:15,291
Um, Tennessee.

257
00:19:15,375 --> 00:19:19,791
Tennessee, and then Illinois,
and then Montana, and then Virginia.

258
00:19:21,708 --> 00:19:22,791
Charlie, eat.

259
00:19:23,291 --> 00:19:26,250
I'm really not hungry. I had a late lunch.

260
00:19:27,041 --> 00:19:28,666
What, your little gushy treats?

261
00:19:29,958 --> 00:19:31,166
How old do you think I am?

262
00:19:31,250 --> 00:19:33,458
I want you to look strong
when you go to college.

263
00:19:33,541 --> 00:19:37,041
You need your nutrients. They're gonna
think you skipped a grade or something.

264
00:19:37,833 --> 00:19:39,041
Can I be excused?

265
00:19:48,166 --> 00:19:50,291
- Boys are hard. [laughing]
- [chuckling awkwardly]

266
00:19:52,833 --> 00:19:57,500
So what was it like moving all the time,
having to uproot your life, and...

267
00:19:58,875 --> 00:20:01,708
It was just my life. I was used to it.

268
00:20:01,791 --> 00:20:04,958
I made friends wherever I went,
I was very close to my brothers.

269
00:20:05,041 --> 00:20:06,000
Hmm.

270
00:20:06,083 --> 00:20:09,000
- I think my childhood was exceptional.
- [door slams]

271
00:20:09,750 --> 00:20:11,041
[door barking]

272
00:20:13,291 --> 00:20:16,708
I have a lot of questions for both of you,
but please...

273
00:20:17,375 --> 00:20:19,791
Please tell me
if this is not the best time.

274
00:20:19,875 --> 00:20:21,416
It's as good a time as any.

275
00:20:22,041 --> 00:20:23,625
- [footsteps stomping]
- Great.

276
00:20:24,750 --> 00:20:25,791
Thank you.

277
00:20:27,791 --> 00:20:30,416
I wanted to ask you about the box.
The package.

278
00:20:31,583 --> 00:20:32,541
What about it?

279
00:20:32,625 --> 00:20:35,166
I mean, is that a routine occurrence?
[laughing nervously]

280
00:20:35,250 --> 00:20:37,583
- It's a lot less than it used to be.
- Mm.

281
00:20:38,875 --> 00:20:41,666
Did you ever consider leaving town?

282
00:20:41,750 --> 00:20:44,458
- Why should we be the ones that leave?
- [pop music playing upstairs]

283
00:20:44,541 --> 00:20:47,750
Yeah, our whole family's here.
My dad. Gracie's kids.

284
00:20:47,833 --> 00:20:49,125
- Mm.
- [music volume decreases]

285
00:20:52,750 --> 00:20:55,041
Do you remember when you first met?

286
00:20:56,500 --> 00:20:57,625
[Joe] I don't really.

287
00:20:58,208 --> 00:21:00,083
[Gracie] I don't know. Let me see.

288
00:21:00,166 --> 00:21:01,458
I met Joe...

289
00:21:02,291 --> 00:21:03,208
Um...

290
00:21:03,791 --> 00:21:06,166
Well, I remember knowing of his family.

291
00:21:06,250 --> 00:21:08,750
They were the only Korean family
in the neighborhood.

292
00:21:08,833 --> 00:21:10,250
- Half.
- Yes.

293
00:21:10,333 --> 00:21:14,500
And my son Georgie was
in the same year as Joe at school,

294
00:21:14,583 --> 00:21:18,291
so technically I would have met him there,
but I don't have any memory of that.

295
00:21:18,375 --> 00:21:20,041
- [Elizabeth] Right.
- [Gracie] Um...

296
00:21:20,125 --> 00:21:22,958
The... Everyone's pretty close-knit
here on the island,

297
00:21:23,041 --> 00:21:25,041
and you kind of recognize everyone.

298
00:21:25,125 --> 00:21:27,583
There was a point
when he was friendlier with Georgie,

299
00:21:27,666 --> 00:21:31,166
but I didn't really meet him until he came
to the pet store looking for a job.

300
00:21:31,250 --> 00:21:33,041
[Elizabeth] That was
summer after sixth grade?

301
00:21:33,125 --> 00:21:34,666
[both] Seventh.

302
00:21:34,750 --> 00:21:38,083
And then he started working there
after school and on the weekends.

303
00:21:39,208 --> 00:21:40,125
[Elizabeth] And...

304
00:21:40,625 --> 00:21:43,375
what's it like with Georgie,
your friendship?

305
00:21:43,958 --> 00:21:47,708
I haven't really talked
to Georgie much since then.

306
00:21:48,208 --> 00:21:52,000
Georgie's very sensitive.
He always was very, very sensitive.

307
00:21:52,083 --> 00:21:54,708
What's your relationship like with him
and your other kids?

308
00:21:54,791 --> 00:21:55,875
How is that relevant?

309
00:21:57,041 --> 00:21:58,041
Um... [chuckles awkwardly]

310
00:21:58,125 --> 00:22:03,250
It's my understanding that the movie takes
place between 1992 and 1994, am I wrong?

311
00:22:03,333 --> 00:22:06,625
So why would you need to know
anything that happened after that?

312
00:22:09,750 --> 00:22:11,208
Well, um...

313
00:22:12,958 --> 00:22:14,750
There are things that exist

314
00:22:15,291 --> 00:22:19,541
inside people that don't necessarily

315
00:22:20,541 --> 00:22:26,750
come to head until later and I try
and look for the seeds of those things.

316
00:22:26,833 --> 00:22:27,666
Um...

317
00:22:29,166 --> 00:22:30,125
Mm-hmm.

318
00:22:30,666 --> 00:22:32,291
Of course I talk to Georgie.

319
00:22:32,375 --> 00:22:35,750
- And to Billy. And Cassidy. I'm their mom.
- [Joe] Cassidy was just here last...

320
00:22:35,833 --> 00:22:38,208
What was it?
And we'll see everyone at graduation.

321
00:22:38,291 --> 00:22:42,541
The twins are in the same grade
as Cassidy's son Peter, my grandson.

322
00:22:42,625 --> 00:22:45,875
So we'll all be at graduation together,
which you're welcome to come to,

323
00:22:45,958 --> 00:22:47,291
if you're still here.

324
00:22:47,375 --> 00:22:48,416
Thank you.

325
00:22:49,416 --> 00:22:52,125
I hope that you are saving
some room for dessert,

326
00:22:52,208 --> 00:22:56,041
because I did make
something very special, right?

327
00:22:56,125 --> 00:22:57,000
[Joe chuckles]

328
00:23:00,750 --> 00:23:02,000
[dogs barking]

329
00:23:02,083 --> 00:23:03,166
[Elizabeth] Goodnight.

330
00:23:03,250 --> 00:23:04,375
[Joe] Yeah, see you.

331
00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:08,625
[Elizabeth] Actually, I wanted to ask, um...

332
00:23:09,708 --> 00:23:14,041
How would you feel about me coming
to visit you at work one of these days?

333
00:23:14,583 --> 00:23:16,083
- Fine. Yeah.
- Great.

334
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:18,458
That's great. Thank you.

335
00:23:18,541 --> 00:23:19,666
It's no problem.

336
00:23:21,250 --> 00:23:24,416
I just realized
we're basically the same age.

337
00:23:24,500 --> 00:23:26,250
- Yeah?
- Yeah, I'm 36.

338
00:23:26,333 --> 00:23:28,666
- [laughs] Yeah, we--
- Funny, I...

339
00:23:29,208 --> 00:23:31,666
I'm just now starting
to think about having kids,

340
00:23:31,750 --> 00:23:34,333
and you're almost
sending yours off to college.

341
00:23:34,416 --> 00:23:36,416
- Yeah.
- I can't imagine.

342
00:23:36,500 --> 00:23:38,666
I think it was almost, uh...

343
00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:40,041
I think I...

344
00:23:40,125 --> 00:23:44,000
I didn't know what a big deal it was,
in a way, because, you know...

345
00:23:44,833 --> 00:23:46,458
Um, but, anyway...

346
00:23:47,958 --> 00:23:49,041
[sighs]

347
00:23:49,125 --> 00:23:52,625
I'll text you, and we can schedule
a time for me to drop by.

348
00:23:52,708 --> 00:23:56,916
Maybe, uh, write Gracie about...
She's better at that stuff.

349
00:23:59,333 --> 00:24:02,208
- All right, well, yeah, get home safe.
- Yeah, you too.

350
00:24:02,291 --> 00:24:03,250
Mm-hmm.

351
00:24:03,333 --> 00:24:04,791
[laughs] I mean...

352
00:24:09,291 --> 00:24:10,208
[sighs]

353
00:24:15,125 --> 00:24:18,041
It's strange,
even after everything she did...

354
00:24:18,125 --> 00:24:19,041
[man on phone] <i>Uh-huh.</i>

355
00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:20,250
...and how public it was,

356
00:24:20,333 --> 00:24:24,041
she doesn't seem to
carry around any shame or guilt.

357
00:24:24,125 --> 00:24:26,750
[man] <i>Yeah, that's probably
a personality disorder.</i>

358
00:24:26,833 --> 00:24:28,166
All right, forget it.

359
00:24:28,250 --> 00:24:31,250
[man] <i>I'm not trying to be glib.
It's in the TV movie you showed me.</i>

360
00:24:31,333 --> 00:24:33,416
But isn't it kind of radical?

361
00:24:33,500 --> 00:24:36,333
I mean, clean slate every day.

362
00:24:37,416 --> 00:24:39,666
No doubts. No regrets.

363
00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:40,791
[man] <i>Meaning what?</i>

364
00:24:42,041 --> 00:24:43,875
<i>Now you have all these doubts?</i>

365
00:24:43,958 --> 00:24:45,125
No.

366
00:24:46,958 --> 00:24:50,791
Oh God, someone's calling me from
the network, I should probably take this.

367
00:24:50,875 --> 00:24:52,333
- Love you.
- [man] I love--

368
00:24:52,416 --> 00:24:55,375
- [phone clicks off]
- [tense piano music playing]

369
00:24:55,458 --> 00:24:56,666
[sighs]

370
00:25:05,625 --> 00:25:07,541
[tour guide talking]

371
00:25:07,625 --> 00:25:10,875
...by someone who was seeking wealth,
political power, fame...

372
00:25:16,958 --> 00:25:20,708
In England in those days, if someone
owed money and could not pay bills...

373
00:25:26,625 --> 00:25:27,625
Hey!

374
00:25:28,208 --> 00:25:29,541
- [Elizabeth] Hi.
- [laughing]

375
00:25:30,041 --> 00:25:31,208
Hi.

376
00:25:31,291 --> 00:25:33,291
- Tom Atherton.
- Hi. Elizabeth.

377
00:25:33,375 --> 00:25:36,375
Thank you so much for doing this.

378
00:25:36,458 --> 00:25:41,333
My pleasure. I got you a coffee.
It's regular drip. I hope that's okay.

379
00:25:41,416 --> 00:25:43,375
Oh, thank you. I appreciate it so much.

380
00:25:43,458 --> 00:25:48,000
I'm sure this isn't your favorite
topic of conversation. [laughs]

381
00:25:48,083 --> 00:25:49,833
[Tom] You know, actually, I don't mind.

382
00:25:49,916 --> 00:25:52,666
I think sometimes talking can feel good.

383
00:25:53,833 --> 00:25:54,916
That's great.

384
00:25:55,791 --> 00:25:59,041
So I guess we will just... dive in.

385
00:25:59,708 --> 00:26:00,916
[Tom] Want something to eat?

386
00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:03,666
- No, I'm fine with just coffee, thank you.
- Hey, Carla!

387
00:26:03,750 --> 00:26:04,833
[Carla] Hi, Tom!

388
00:26:04,916 --> 00:26:08,166
Yeah, that's my dental hygienist.
Anyway, sorry.

389
00:26:09,250 --> 00:26:12,583
- Yeah.
- So, maybe we can start with...

390
00:26:13,458 --> 00:26:16,500
you telling me about
what Gracie was like when you first met.

391
00:26:17,541 --> 00:26:18,375
Uh...

392
00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:21,958
She was beautiful. You know?

393
00:26:22,041 --> 00:26:23,041
She was...

394
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:25,416
And we met at a party.

395
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:28,583
And I was drunk. [laughs]

396
00:26:28,666 --> 00:26:30,041
Like blotto drunk.

397
00:26:30,666 --> 00:26:32,250
And she took care of me.

398
00:26:32,333 --> 00:26:33,375
And...

399
00:26:34,250 --> 00:26:36,083
We started dating after that.

400
00:26:37,083 --> 00:26:39,541
She was in high school, I was in college.

401
00:26:39,625 --> 00:26:41,208
She graduated, I graduated.

402
00:26:41,291 --> 00:26:42,750
I proposed and...

403
00:26:43,333 --> 00:26:45,916
that was it. A, B, C, D.

404
00:26:46,875 --> 00:26:48,000
You were happy?

405
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:49,916
[Tom] Yeah.

406
00:26:50,666 --> 00:26:51,875
I felt very happy.

407
00:26:52,750 --> 00:26:55,916
I know later she said
that things weren't working,

408
00:26:56,416 --> 00:27:00,333
but I gotta tell you, at the time,
I felt like everything was normal. Um...

409
00:27:01,125 --> 00:27:04,791
I mean, look, couples fight sometimes,
but our lives felt good.

410
00:27:04,875 --> 00:27:07,916
Yeah, we had a...
We had a great family, I thought.

411
00:27:11,208 --> 00:27:13,416
Mm. You know, so it was a...

412
00:27:14,416 --> 00:27:15,500
I was shocked.

413
00:27:16,958 --> 00:27:17,916
Shocked.

414
00:27:21,416 --> 00:27:24,625
- And then when I found out with who--
- That must have been really hard.

415
00:27:24,708 --> 00:27:25,958
[Tom laughs sardonically]

416
00:27:26,458 --> 00:27:29,791
It was just so, uh... weird.

417
00:27:29,875 --> 00:27:30,875
It was like...

418
00:27:31,541 --> 00:27:33,916
Like I didn't even know Gracie.

419
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:35,125
Like, what would make

420
00:27:35,833 --> 00:27:40,791
a 36-year-old woman
have an affair with a seventh grader?

421
00:27:45,583 --> 00:27:46,541
Beats me.

422
00:27:52,375 --> 00:27:53,625
How'd you find out?

423
00:27:53,708 --> 00:27:55,708
I found out the way everybody found out,

424
00:27:55,791 --> 00:27:59,458
when they got busted in that stupid
stockroom at the pet store,

425
00:27:59,541 --> 00:28:01,125
and she got arrested.

426
00:28:01,208 --> 00:28:03,666
Then, here comes the cops at the house!

427
00:28:03,750 --> 00:28:06,375
"Tell me what's going on."
And I'm like, "What?"

428
00:28:07,208 --> 00:28:09,041
Oh, I'm so, so sorry.

429
00:28:09,125 --> 00:28:11,500
Yeah, it's... Like, you know what?
It's okay.

430
00:28:11,583 --> 00:28:12,625
And...

431
00:28:13,500 --> 00:28:14,625
I'm happy now.

432
00:28:16,791 --> 00:28:19,333
I don't see them very much,
but her and the boy,

433
00:28:19,416 --> 00:28:21,416
you know, they seem happy, so...

434
00:28:24,166 --> 00:28:25,208
what do I know?

435
00:28:25,958 --> 00:28:28,833
[man on radio] <i>Sneaks down
the left side for a base hit.</i>

436
00:28:28,916 --> 00:28:31,916
<i>He goes the opposite way with it,
one run comes around.</i>

437
00:28:32,583 --> 00:28:33,916
[curtain rattling]

438
00:28:35,125 --> 00:28:38,458
Oh, isn't that perfect!

439
00:28:38,541 --> 00:28:40,000
Oh, that's really pretty.

440
00:28:40,083 --> 00:28:43,375
- [Mary sighs] I feel like a bride.
- You look youthful.

441
00:28:43,458 --> 00:28:45,333
Like the first day of spring.

442
00:28:46,125 --> 00:28:48,833
I just feel like everyone else
is gonna be wearing more, like,

443
00:28:48,916 --> 00:28:51,458
- summery dresses.
- Who cares about everyone else?

444
00:28:51,541 --> 00:28:54,791
- Me. I am saying I don't like it.
- Oh, okay. Okay. Okay.

445
00:28:54,875 --> 00:28:57,000
- Just... Then try on the others.
- Okay.

446
00:28:58,541 --> 00:29:01,458
- Will they not be wearing robes?
- Yes, they'll be wearing robes.

447
00:29:02,458 --> 00:29:04,416
- This is for under the robe.
- Ah.

448
00:29:11,708 --> 00:29:13,291
I heard you saw Tom.

449
00:29:13,375 --> 00:29:15,083
Yes, for coffee.

450
00:29:16,208 --> 00:29:17,291
How was he?

451
00:29:18,291 --> 00:29:21,333
- He's handsome.
- Oh yes, he's very handsome.

452
00:29:22,458 --> 00:29:26,750
I could see how being in a relationship
with him, in a marriage,

453
00:29:26,833 --> 00:29:28,375
would be isolating.

454
00:29:30,791 --> 00:29:31,791
Precisely.

455
00:29:33,375 --> 00:29:35,291
Why'd you marry a man like Tom?

456
00:29:35,875 --> 00:29:39,208
[clicks tongue] I was young and he was...

457
00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:42,083
He seemed perfect on paper.

458
00:29:42,166 --> 00:29:43,666
It was a different time.

459
00:29:45,958 --> 00:29:48,833
My father used to say,
"You're eith..." [laughs]

460
00:29:48,916 --> 00:29:53,125
"You're either leaving this house
in a veil, or in a box."

461
00:29:53,625 --> 00:29:56,458
- No!
- [both laugh]

462
00:29:56,541 --> 00:29:58,166
- Isn't that funny?
- That's wild.

463
00:29:58,250 --> 00:29:59,708
Oh!

464
00:29:59,791 --> 00:30:00,958
So cute!

465
00:30:01,041 --> 00:30:02,750
Oh, it's lovely!

466
00:30:02,833 --> 00:30:05,125
- I love the fabric.
- [happily] I love it.

467
00:30:05,208 --> 00:30:06,750
I love how it flows.

468
00:30:09,166 --> 00:30:14,041
Oh Mary, I wanna commend you for being
so brave and showing your arms like that.

469
00:30:14,125 --> 00:30:17,000
That's something I always wished
I could do when I was your age.

470
00:30:17,083 --> 00:30:20,333
Just not care about
these unrealistic beauty standards.

471
00:30:20,833 --> 00:30:22,541
You're different than me.

472
00:30:23,083 --> 00:30:24,583
You're a modern woman.

473
00:30:28,250 --> 00:30:32,375
I'm gonna go try on some of the other
dresses. I really like this one. Um...

474
00:30:33,083 --> 00:30:36,041
I think it's just too similar
to the one Molly has.

475
00:30:36,625 --> 00:30:38,875
- Okay. Whatever you want.
- Okay.

476
00:30:43,041 --> 00:30:44,125
[curtain rattling]

477
00:30:48,458 --> 00:30:50,291
So, it's not my business who you talk to,

478
00:30:50,375 --> 00:30:53,708
I mean, you can go through the phone book
for all I care, but I just, um...

479
00:30:55,333 --> 00:30:59,541
Just let me know ahead of time
so I don't have to lie to my neighbors.

480
00:31:01,791 --> 00:31:02,916
Understood.

481
00:31:06,125 --> 00:31:07,666
I, um... [clears throat]

482
00:31:08,791 --> 00:31:10,750
brought you something. Um...

483
00:31:12,166 --> 00:31:14,708
It's... If it's helpful...

484
00:31:14,791 --> 00:31:16,125
It's just a loan.

485
00:31:16,708 --> 00:31:18,000
[gasps] Oh!

486
00:31:18,083 --> 00:31:19,791
Wow, these are great.

487
00:31:20,416 --> 00:31:21,833
[Gracie] That was from our wedding,

488
00:31:21,916 --> 00:31:23,458
which <i>The Insider</i> did.

489
00:31:23,541 --> 00:31:26,625
- Which really helped us with the house.
- [Elizabeth] Gorgeous.

490
00:31:27,291 --> 00:31:31,291
- [inhales sharply]
- [Gracie] Ah, how sweet is that!

491
00:31:31,375 --> 00:31:33,583
- Really sweet.
- You like it?

492
00:31:33,666 --> 00:31:36,125
- I love it.
- Very in.

493
00:31:39,500 --> 00:31:40,541
[camera clicking]

494
00:31:48,166 --> 00:31:50,333
[Elizabeth] <i>How long
have you owned this place?</i>

495
00:31:50,416 --> 00:31:52,500
- [man] It was my mother's.
- [birds squawking]

496
00:31:52,583 --> 00:31:54,625
- She opened it in 1972.
- [Elizabeth] Hm.

497
00:31:56,125 --> 00:31:59,083
- [man] So we had a good run.
- [Elizabeth] Yeah, beautiful store.

498
00:31:59,166 --> 00:32:01,833
So, was she the one that hired Gracie?

499
00:32:02,333 --> 00:32:05,291
Oh. Well, my mother's health
was in decline,

500
00:32:05,916 --> 00:32:11,333
and Gracie had been a loyal customer after
they opened that Kmart around the corner.

501
00:32:11,416 --> 00:32:13,416
This was what year?

502
00:32:13,500 --> 00:32:14,458
Uh...

503
00:32:15,125 --> 00:32:17,166
It was after my mother's fall.

504
00:32:18,791 --> 00:32:20,833
Mm. 1990. October.

505
00:32:22,166 --> 00:32:25,416
At first, she was just watching the store,

506
00:32:26,416 --> 00:32:29,666
then she took on
more and more responsibilities.

507
00:32:29,750 --> 00:32:32,458
Balancing the books, orders.

508
00:32:33,250 --> 00:32:34,083
[sighs]

509
00:32:34,583 --> 00:32:37,291
Very organized. I'll give her that much.

510
00:32:38,291 --> 00:32:40,500
Were you the one who hired Joe?

511
00:32:40,583 --> 00:32:42,583
Oh no. No, no, no.

512
00:32:43,166 --> 00:32:46,875
Gracie asked if she could hire
a part-time helper at minimum wage.

513
00:32:46,958 --> 00:32:51,625
That was summer, '92, and mother said yes.

514
00:32:52,500 --> 00:32:54,500
We were really surprised,

515
00:32:54,583 --> 00:32:58,000
to say the least, to be a part of...
what all happened.

516
00:32:59,083 --> 00:33:01,333
This... pretty much sums it up.

517
00:33:04,333 --> 00:33:05,500
{\an8}Oh, wow.

518
00:33:07,666 --> 00:33:10,083
{\an8}Anyway, I should
probably get back to work.

519
00:33:10,166 --> 00:33:11,166
One more thing.

520
00:33:11,708 --> 00:33:13,666
I'd love to see the stockroom.

521
00:33:16,125 --> 00:33:19,500
[birds squawking, animals chittering]

522
00:33:20,791 --> 00:33:23,375
[water filters trickling]

523
00:33:36,875 --> 00:33:37,958
[sighs]

524
00:33:38,583 --> 00:33:41,458
Just... don't touch any of the bait.

525
00:33:42,208 --> 00:33:43,166
Will do.

526
00:34:01,708 --> 00:34:04,208
[tense music slowly fading in]

527
00:34:04,291 --> 00:34:06,291
[bird hooting]

528
00:34:46,541 --> 00:34:48,541
[panting softly]

529
00:34:50,916 --> 00:34:52,916
[dramatic piano music playing]

530
00:35:07,750 --> 00:35:09,750
[soft panting continues]

531
00:35:18,291 --> 00:35:21,333
[breathing deeply]

532
00:35:22,583 --> 00:35:24,583
[dramatic music continues]

533
00:35:35,250 --> 00:35:37,500
[laughs softly]

534
00:35:55,541 --> 00:35:57,541
[dramatic music continues]

535
00:36:20,583 --> 00:36:22,583
[music fades out]

536
00:36:24,458 --> 00:36:27,958
[on TV] <i>Hi, I'm Bob Vila.
Welcome to</i> This Old House.

537
00:36:28,041 --> 00:36:30,041
<i>As you can see, work is underway.</i>

538
00:36:30,125 --> 00:36:32,916
<i>In this program, we'll be looking
at some exterior repairs</i>

539
00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:34,208
<i>that have to be made,</i>

540
00:36:34,291 --> 00:36:37,750
<i>as well as listening to an energy audit,
looking at some interior demolition,</i>

541
00:36:37,833 --> 00:36:40,541
<i>and discussing our kitchen plans,
which we haven't made yet.</i>

542
00:36:40,625 --> 00:36:42,625
<i>First, let's go up
and talk with Norm Abram...</i>

543
00:36:42,708 --> 00:36:44,083
{\an8}[keypad clacking]

544
00:36:44,166 --> 00:36:47,416
{\an8}<i>...who's already tackling
some of the problems we looked at earlier,</i>

545
00:36:47,500 --> 00:36:48,916
{\an8}<i>- rot.</i>
- [notification sounding]

546
00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:51,083
{\an8}<i>- Hi, Norm.</i>
- [Norm] <i>Hi, Bob.</i>

547
00:36:51,541 --> 00:36:53,541
{\an8}[Bob] <i>Wonder if you could talk
for just a minute.</i>

548
00:36:53,625 --> 00:36:56,041
{\an8}<i>- Wanna get a closer look at the eaves.
-</i> [Norm] <i>Sure.</i>

549
00:36:56,125 --> 00:36:59,583
{\an8}- [notification sounding]
<i>-</i> [Bob] <i>Let's see how bad things are.</i>

550
00:36:59,666 --> 00:37:01,083
{\an8}<i>What have you found so far?</i>

551
00:37:01,166 --> 00:37:03,166
{\an8}- [Norm] <i>We found a lot of rot.
-</i> [keypad clacking]

552
00:37:03,250 --> 00:37:06,541
{\an8}<i>Yes, and that's caused
the majority of the problems.</i>

553
00:37:06,625 --> 00:37:07,583
{\an8}[notification sounding]

554
00:37:07,666 --> 00:37:09,875
{\an8}[Bob] <i>You've taken the gutter
and fascia board off.</i>

555
00:37:09,958 --> 00:37:12,083
{\an8}[Norm] <i>Right. I got your boards
and all these blocks.</i>

556
00:37:12,166 --> 00:37:16,125
<i>And we found that the way
the gutter was installed, that it...</i>

557
00:37:16,833 --> 00:37:20,000
- [Gracie] Joe, where's the step stool?
- One sec.

558
00:37:21,916 --> 00:37:23,500
Thank you.

559
00:37:25,625 --> 00:37:28,166
Did you ask your father
how he's getting to graduation?

560
00:37:28,250 --> 00:37:30,666
I was gonna drop
some groceries off this week.

561
00:37:30,750 --> 00:37:31,666
I'll ask.

562
00:37:33,375 --> 00:37:35,333
What are you gonna do with your bugs?

563
00:37:35,416 --> 00:37:36,416
Um...

564
00:37:37,250 --> 00:37:38,416
I'll figure it out.

565
00:37:39,208 --> 00:37:41,791
- Just not in the bedroom again, okay?
- Okay.

566
00:37:43,083 --> 00:37:45,083
[dramatic piano music playing]

567
00:38:06,666 --> 00:38:08,791
[music fades out]

568
00:38:08,875 --> 00:38:10,166
[clears throat]

569
00:38:10,916 --> 00:38:11,875
Okay.

570
00:38:12,916 --> 00:38:13,791
[coughing]

571
00:38:13,875 --> 00:38:15,875
[machine whirring]

572
00:38:18,833 --> 00:38:20,833
[breathing deeply]

573
00:38:33,458 --> 00:38:35,291
<i>Hi, everyone. I'm Tyler Ko.</i>

574
00:38:35,375 --> 00:38:39,708
<i>I'm 5'6", I'm 13 years old,
I was born on April 20th, 2002.</i>

575
00:38:39,791 --> 00:38:42,416
[Elizabeth] 2002? Jesus Christ.

576
00:38:42,500 --> 00:38:44,500
[machine continues whirring]

577
00:38:45,125 --> 00:38:46,416
<i>Do you need any help?</i>

578
00:38:46,500 --> 00:38:48,125
[woman] <i>That'd be great, Joe. Thank you.</i>

579
00:38:48,208 --> 00:38:49,458
<i>What should I do?</i>

580
00:38:49,541 --> 00:38:51,708
[woman] <i>You wanna get the box
of pinkies in the back?</i>

581
00:38:51,791 --> 00:38:54,083
<i>- For feeding the snakes.
- Live mice?</i>

582
00:38:54,166 --> 00:38:57,208
[woman] <i>They've been in the freezer,
so I don't think they'll feel anything.</i>

583
00:38:57,291 --> 00:39:01,541
<i>Benny Kim, five foot, 13 years old,
and I'm with Coast to Coast.</i>

584
00:39:09,583 --> 00:39:10,791
[Elizabeth] How'd he do it?

585
00:39:11,375 --> 00:39:13,500
- [Joe] Skateboarding off the roof.
- [Elizabeth chuckles]

586
00:39:13,583 --> 00:39:14,833
[Joe] Birthday party.

587
00:39:16,541 --> 00:39:18,583
[Elizabeth whispering]
Are there any pictures?

588
00:39:19,625 --> 00:39:21,375
- [Joe] Yeah.
- [Elizabeth laughing softly]

589
00:39:30,583 --> 00:39:31,541
[Elizabeth] Oh.

590
00:39:32,083 --> 00:39:33,708
Only 13.

591
00:39:40,750 --> 00:39:42,125
So small.

592
00:39:42,916 --> 00:39:44,291
- Yeah.
- Mm.

593
00:39:50,041 --> 00:39:52,083
Ah. It's peaceful in here.

594
00:39:52,166 --> 00:39:53,166
[Joe] Mm.

595
00:39:53,250 --> 00:39:55,666
A lot different than a movie set,
I would think.

596
00:39:56,583 --> 00:39:57,625
True.

597
00:40:01,291 --> 00:40:04,041
Backstage during a play,

598
00:40:04,625 --> 00:40:05,916
it's kinda like this.

599
00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:08,291
[Joe] You act in plays?

600
00:40:08,375 --> 00:40:10,583
Sometimes. I should do it more often.

601
00:40:11,541 --> 00:40:13,583
Got my start in the theater.

602
00:40:15,416 --> 00:40:16,916
[Joe] I've seen your TV show.

603
00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:18,291
Oh God.

604
00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:20,250
[Joe] Very intense.

605
00:40:20,333 --> 00:40:24,500
I've been very lucky to have it,
but I kinda wish no one ever watched it.

606
00:40:24,583 --> 00:40:25,625
[chuckles softly]

607
00:40:25,708 --> 00:40:29,666
Yeah, I, um... I saw one where you

608
00:40:29,750 --> 00:40:31,875
had to operate on an elephant.

609
00:40:31,958 --> 00:40:33,833
[Elizabeth] Oh God.
Now I'm really embarrassed.

610
00:40:33,916 --> 00:40:37,875
Now I'm gonna have to jump off
the roof with those boys. [laughs]

611
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:42,916
[inhales sharply] Thank you for having me.

612
00:40:44,541 --> 00:40:46,791
- [Joe] Yeah, you think it'll help?
- Yeah.

613
00:40:47,333 --> 00:40:52,833
I... I already have an idea
of what it must've felt like.

614
00:40:53,916 --> 00:40:55,375
[Joe] What what felt like?

615
00:40:55,458 --> 00:40:57,166
Sneaking around with you.

616
00:40:58,291 --> 00:41:00,166
[whispering] I probably
shouldn't have said that.

617
00:41:00,791 --> 00:41:02,500
You won't tell anyone, will you?

618
00:41:05,208 --> 00:41:06,166
No worries.

619
00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:14,291
[inhales sharply] Well,
it's, um, kind of lunch time now, so...

620
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:16,583
[door opening]

621
00:41:18,166 --> 00:41:20,625
[voice calling over intercom]

622
00:41:21,583 --> 00:41:23,583
[band playing "Baby, I Love Your Way"]

623
00:41:25,625 --> 00:41:27,541
[people chattering]

624
00:41:35,083 --> 00:41:39,958
<i>♪ Shadows grow so long before my eyes ♪</i>

625
00:41:41,208 --> 00:41:43,208
<i>♪ And they're moving ♪</i>

626
00:41:44,208 --> 00:41:45,666
Oh my God.

627
00:41:45,750 --> 00:41:47,375
<i>♪ Across the page  ♪</i>

628
00:41:47,458 --> 00:41:48,500
[girls giggling]

629
00:41:48,583 --> 00:41:52,833
<i>♪ Suddenly the day turns into night ♪</i>

630
00:41:56,291 --> 00:41:59,000
[man] I must say you evoke her.

631
00:41:59,083 --> 00:42:02,208
- You really do.
- [Elizabeth] Oh. Thanks.

632
00:42:04,750 --> 00:42:06,750
What specifically?

633
00:42:06,833 --> 00:42:10,833
[man] A... You just have a... a loveliness,
a... a brightness.

634
00:42:10,916 --> 00:42:12,875
Like there isn't
an angry bone in your body.

635
00:42:12,958 --> 00:42:13,916
[both laugh]

636
00:42:14,666 --> 00:42:15,875
That's very sweet.

637
00:42:17,041 --> 00:42:18,458
All right, so...

638
00:42:18,541 --> 00:42:20,083
[song continues in background]

639
00:42:20,166 --> 00:42:21,708
When did you meet Gracie?

640
00:42:22,375 --> 00:42:27,208
Well, my wife and kids and I
had just moved down from New York.

641
00:42:27,833 --> 00:42:30,875
I'd been doing
a lot of very high-profile cases,

642
00:42:30,958 --> 00:42:33,916
defending some pretty despicable men,
as it were.

643
00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:36,916
And, um, Sharon finally had had it.

644
00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:40,291
She said, "I'm moving down to Savannah.
Feel free to come with." [laughs]

645
00:42:40,375 --> 00:42:41,208
So...

646
00:42:41,875 --> 00:42:44,583
And it's funny, really, because

647
00:42:45,416 --> 00:42:47,750
for all the rapists,
murderers, frauds, hitmen,

648
00:42:47,833 --> 00:42:50,833
never did I end up
on the front page of the <i>New York Times.</i>

649
00:42:50,916 --> 00:42:53,625
But for Gracie, I ended up
on the front page of the <i>New York Times.</i>

650
00:42:53,708 --> 00:42:54,541
Wow.

651
00:42:54,625 --> 00:42:56,208
- [man] Down in Slow-vannah.
- Thank you.

652
00:42:57,708 --> 00:42:59,791
Anyway, I get a call
one night after dinner

653
00:42:59,875 --> 00:43:01,541
to go down to the station.

654
00:43:01,625 --> 00:43:05,791
And sitting there
in her floral blouse is Gracie.

655
00:43:05,875 --> 00:43:08,916
And what I said was, "I think I know you."

656
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:11,083
She said, "I'm Gracie Atherton,
I'm your neighbor."

657
00:43:11,166 --> 00:43:13,416
"I brought you a blueberry pound cake."
[laughs]

658
00:43:13,500 --> 00:43:14,750
And of course it was.

659
00:43:14,833 --> 00:43:17,916
So, I said, "What can I help you with?"

660
00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:19,833
And that's when she told me.

661
00:43:22,166 --> 00:43:24,583
What did she say exactly?

662
00:43:24,666 --> 00:43:28,833
[chuckles] She said,
"I got caught having an affair."

663
00:43:28,916 --> 00:43:32,541
And I said, "Gracie, forgive me,
but that's not illegal in this country,

664
00:43:32,625 --> 00:43:35,958
and if it were, there'd be a lot of people
in serious trouble." [chuckles]

665
00:43:36,875 --> 00:43:37,916
And, um...

666
00:43:40,041 --> 00:43:41,666
then she started to cry.

667
00:43:42,875 --> 00:43:46,125
She said, uh, "We're in love."

668
00:43:47,541 --> 00:43:50,666
"I didn't mean for it to happen,
but we fell in love."

669
00:43:51,250 --> 00:43:54,250
So she was in denial, you would say?

670
00:43:54,333 --> 00:43:55,875
[man] Oh, absolutely.

671
00:43:55,958 --> 00:43:59,333
She, uh... She didn't think
she did anything wrong.

672
00:43:59,416 --> 00:44:01,416
She was head over heels.

673
00:44:02,000 --> 00:44:03,541
It was a good-looking kid.

674
00:44:03,625 --> 00:44:08,625
But she had no conception. I mean, prison?
Pshh. [laughs]

675
00:44:08,708 --> 00:44:12,166
She thought she could just explain it all
to the judge and that'd be that.

676
00:44:12,250 --> 00:44:15,416
It was a little...
A little <i>Romeo and Juliet.</i>

677
00:44:15,500 --> 00:44:17,208
A little bit starry-eyed.

678
00:44:17,291 --> 00:44:18,708
When did it sink in?

679
00:44:19,916 --> 00:44:21,500
Has it sunk in yet?

680
00:44:22,125 --> 00:44:24,416
[singer] Jesus Christ,
can we play this any slower?

681
00:44:24,500 --> 00:44:27,416
I apologize for this being
the slowest version of this song ever.

682
00:44:27,500 --> 00:44:29,458
- It's the drummer's fault.
- [audience gasping]

683
00:44:29,541 --> 00:44:31,416
- [drummer] What the hell?
- [singer] Fuck you.

684
00:44:31,500 --> 00:44:33,750
- Have you met Georgie yet?
- [drummer] Fuck you, Georgie.

685
00:44:33,833 --> 00:44:36,041
- That's... That's Georgie?
- Yeah.

686
00:44:37,041 --> 00:44:39,166
I'd hoped things
would work out better for him.

687
00:44:39,250 --> 00:44:41,250
- Holy shit.
- [man] He was a very sweet boy.

688
00:44:41,333 --> 00:44:43,416
- Very sensitive.
- [band continues playing]

689
00:44:44,208 --> 00:44:48,166
- Well, hey, look what the cat dragged in.
- [man] Yeah.

690
00:44:48,250 --> 00:44:50,250
- How you doing, Georgie?
- [Georgie] Hey.

691
00:44:50,333 --> 00:44:52,416
[man] This is Elizabeth Berry.

692
00:44:52,500 --> 00:44:53,958
Oh, I know who this is.

693
00:44:54,666 --> 00:44:57,166
I know perfectly well.

694
00:44:58,750 --> 00:45:00,041
The actress.

695
00:45:01,000 --> 00:45:01,958
[Elizabeth] The son.

696
00:45:02,041 --> 00:45:04,291
How much they paying you for this?
Is it a lot?

697
00:45:04,875 --> 00:45:06,083
Are they paying her?

698
00:45:06,791 --> 00:45:07,666
No?

699
00:45:07,750 --> 00:45:09,250
It's an independent movie.

700
00:45:09,333 --> 00:45:11,208
[man] We don't mean
to interrupt your show.

701
00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:14,333
- Georgie, you...
- Why don't you...

702
00:45:15,250 --> 00:45:16,416
look me in the eye

703
00:45:17,583 --> 00:45:20,250
and tell me how selfish I am.

704
00:45:20,333 --> 00:45:23,291
- I'll tell you if it's a match.
- All right. Let's get the check.

705
00:45:23,375 --> 00:45:26,500
I'm glad this happened.
I really wanted to meet you.

706
00:45:27,375 --> 00:45:28,791
- Oh, really?
- Yeah.

707
00:45:31,083 --> 00:45:32,333
What have you heard?

708
00:45:32,833 --> 00:45:35,125
I've heard you're really creative.

709
00:45:35,208 --> 00:45:37,125
And sensitive and sweet.

710
00:45:40,875 --> 00:45:43,208
Well, they would say that. [chuckles]

711
00:45:44,833 --> 00:45:46,333
Well, what are you then?

712
00:45:49,416 --> 00:45:52,708
I'm a phoenix rising from the ashes.

713
00:45:55,375 --> 00:45:56,583
I'm just a ghost.

714
00:45:57,083 --> 00:45:58,708
'Cause of what happened?

715
00:45:59,375 --> 00:46:01,833
Well, uh, it ruined my life.

716
00:46:01,916 --> 00:46:02,958
Of course.

717
00:46:06,375 --> 00:46:07,416
And, um...

718
00:46:07,958 --> 00:46:11,291
do you remember
the first time you found out?

719
00:46:12,125 --> 00:46:13,166
Yes.

720
00:46:13,750 --> 00:46:17,125
Yeah, Billy sat me down in my room
and told me.

721
00:46:17,708 --> 00:46:20,958
And, um, I just thought
he was trying to make me upset.

722
00:46:21,041 --> 00:46:23,500
So I went and found my dad,
and he said it was true.

723
00:46:25,333 --> 00:46:28,583
And he'd slammed his fist down
on his desk so hard that

724
00:46:28,666 --> 00:46:31,291
he'd split his hand open.
It was bleeding everywhere.

725
00:46:31,375 --> 00:46:34,375
And all this happened,
like, right before my birthday.

726
00:46:34,916 --> 00:46:37,958
So everyone forgot to cancel my party.

727
00:46:38,750 --> 00:46:41,041
But only one guy showed up anyway,

728
00:46:41,125 --> 00:46:44,291
and we just, um, hung out in my room,

729
00:46:44,375 --> 00:46:47,375
and I ate so many Warheads
that I threw up.

730
00:46:47,458 --> 00:46:48,625
And, um...

731
00:46:49,583 --> 00:46:51,666
we just watched TV
until the sun was almost up,

732
00:46:51,750 --> 00:46:55,541
then I gave him a hand job,
and then he never spoke to me again.

733
00:46:55,625 --> 00:46:57,208
[laughs sardonically]

734
00:46:58,541 --> 00:47:01,750
[band starts playing "Tight Rope"
by Leon Russell]

735
00:47:01,833 --> 00:47:03,583
Jonah, you can't fucking sing this!

736
00:47:04,375 --> 00:47:05,833
Oh my God. I gotta go.

737
00:47:05,916 --> 00:47:08,750
- It was really nice to meet you.
- Yeah, you too.

738
00:47:08,833 --> 00:47:09,666
Later.

739
00:47:11,208 --> 00:47:13,833
- Step away, bitches.
- [man] It's all good. Don't worry.

740
00:47:13,916 --> 00:47:15,125
[Elizabeth] Ooh.

741
00:47:15,666 --> 00:47:20,416
[man chuckles] As you can see, the
situation is not without its casualties.

742
00:47:21,291 --> 00:47:25,875
From what I've seen, she seems to be
pretty well-liked in the neighborhood,

743
00:47:25,958 --> 00:47:28,375
and she's busy with her baking, and...

744
00:47:28,458 --> 00:47:31,458
You might want to check
the names on those orders.

745
00:47:32,333 --> 00:47:34,916
It's a handful that keep
repeating over and over.

746
00:47:35,000 --> 00:47:36,416
My wife's one of them.

747
00:47:36,958 --> 00:47:41,250
So people are just ordering things
to keep her busy?

748
00:47:41,333 --> 00:47:44,708
Yeah. It's a kindness, you know.

749
00:47:45,333 --> 00:47:49,583
But, uh, how many pineapple
upside down cakes can a family eat?

750
00:47:49,666 --> 00:47:55,125
<i>♪ Well maybe you're just
Too blind to see ♪</i>

751
00:47:55,208 --> 00:47:56,500
<i>♪ I'm up on the tight... ♪</i>

752
00:47:56,583 --> 00:47:59,333
[tense piano music playing]

753
00:48:10,750 --> 00:48:11,875
[keys jangling]

754
00:48:12,666 --> 00:48:13,500
Hello?

755
00:48:14,125 --> 00:48:15,333
[man coughing]

756
00:48:18,416 --> 00:48:19,541
[man grunting]

757
00:48:21,833 --> 00:48:22,875
[Joe] Hey, Dad.

758
00:48:24,708 --> 00:48:26,041
- [dad] Hi.
- [music ends]

759
00:48:26,125 --> 00:48:28,500
[plane engine whirring in distance]

760
00:48:32,125 --> 00:48:36,333
[Joe] Gracie wanted to know how you're
planning on getting to the graduation.

761
00:48:38,083 --> 00:48:39,958
[dad] I'll drive myself.

762
00:48:40,541 --> 00:48:41,500
It's close.

763
00:48:56,416 --> 00:49:00,541
I can't believe the kids
are gonna be at college in the fall.

764
00:49:05,333 --> 00:49:06,500
An empty nest.

765
00:49:11,333 --> 00:49:14,500
You're gonna have more time
to focus on other things.

766
00:49:16,833 --> 00:49:17,666
[Joe] Yeah.

767
00:49:31,416 --> 00:49:32,416
[clears throat]

768
00:49:47,291 --> 00:49:49,250
[tense piano music restarts]

769
00:50:23,333 --> 00:50:25,375
- [music fades out]
- [students chattering]

770
00:50:25,458 --> 00:50:28,333
[teacher] We're glad you're here.
Okay, settle.

771
00:50:29,625 --> 00:50:30,458
Cameron.

772
00:50:30,541 --> 00:50:34,791
This is the first time in my experience,
I've worked here 20 years,

773
00:50:34,875 --> 00:50:39,000
that a Juilliard-educated actor
has sat in this theater.

774
00:50:39,083 --> 00:50:40,125
[boys laughing]

775
00:50:40,208 --> 00:50:41,625
Cameron, quit it.

776
00:50:42,625 --> 00:50:47,250
It's an incredible opportunity, so let's
ask some great questions, shall we?

777
00:50:53,541 --> 00:50:54,583
[boy giggling]

778
00:50:55,416 --> 00:50:56,250
Yes?

779
00:50:56,750 --> 00:50:58,458
[Cameron] Have you acted in sex scenes?

780
00:50:58,541 --> 00:50:59,750
[students laughing]

781
00:50:59,833 --> 00:51:01,916
- [teacher] You are staying late.
- Yes, I have.

782
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:04,333
- You don't have to answer--
- No, it's fine. I have.

783
00:51:05,041 --> 00:51:07,625
And it's a strange part of acting.

784
00:51:08,291 --> 00:51:10,500
- Like what?
- Hm. Well...

785
00:51:11,750 --> 00:51:16,333
sometimes it's really mechanical,
like a choreographed dance,

786
00:51:16,416 --> 00:51:19,458
you know, where the only thing
you can focus on is

787
00:51:20,083 --> 00:51:23,375
where you're supposed to be, and when.

788
00:51:23,458 --> 00:51:24,541
And then

789
00:51:26,125 --> 00:51:31,250
sometimes there's real chemistry
between two people and you start

790
00:51:32,541 --> 00:51:34,125
feeling like it's real.

791
00:51:36,291 --> 00:51:39,916
In a strange way.
You'd never admit it to one another,

792
00:51:40,416 --> 00:51:45,583
but you're wearing practically nothing
and you're rubbing up against each other...

793
00:51:45,666 --> 00:51:46,875
[whispering] ...and sweating...

794
00:51:47,375 --> 00:51:49,125
[normal speech] ...and it's for hours,

795
00:51:49,208 --> 00:51:52,958
and you start losing the line of, like,

796
00:51:53,791 --> 00:51:58,166
am I pretending that
I'm experiencing pleasure, or am I...

797
00:51:59,000 --> 00:52:02,166
Am I pretending
that I'm not experiencing pleasure?

798
00:52:03,208 --> 00:52:06,958
And the whole crew,
they're almost always all men.

799
00:52:07,041 --> 00:52:08,291
You feel them watching.

800
00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:11,500
And you feel them, like...
[deep breath] ...holding their breath.

801
00:52:13,125 --> 00:52:15,458
[whispering] And they try and hide it
when they swallow.

802
00:52:17,375 --> 00:52:18,416
[sighs]

803
00:52:20,583 --> 00:52:23,500
[normal speech] You give in to the rhythm,
you know, every time.

804
00:52:24,833 --> 00:52:26,833
Tension never breaks.

805
00:52:32,208 --> 00:52:33,291
Kimme, yeah.

806
00:52:35,416 --> 00:52:36,541
[clears throat]

807
00:52:37,041 --> 00:52:40,500
- Uh, how... How do you choose your roles?
- [Elizabeth] Hmm.

808
00:52:42,541 --> 00:52:46,416
Well, when I'm lucky enough
to choose my roles, I...

809
00:52:47,791 --> 00:52:49,625
I wanna find...

810
00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:53,291
a character that's...

811
00:52:54,291 --> 00:52:59,416
That's difficult to...
to, on the surface, understand.

812
00:52:59,500 --> 00:53:03,666
I want... I want to take the person, I want
to figure out why are they like this.

813
00:53:03,750 --> 00:53:06,458
Were they born, or were they made?

814
00:53:06,541 --> 00:53:10,875
And that can run the gamut
from the more notorious to the...

815
00:53:10,958 --> 00:53:12,166
Just anyone.

816
00:53:13,625 --> 00:53:16,666
Why would you want to play someone
who you think is a bad person?

817
00:53:16,750 --> 00:53:19,375
Are you kidding?
I mean, pick any great role.

818
00:53:19,458 --> 00:53:23,291
Medea or Hedda Gabler, or...

819
00:53:23,375 --> 00:53:24,541
[Cameron] Tony Soprano.

820
00:53:24,625 --> 00:53:25,541
[scattered chuckling]

821
00:53:25,625 --> 00:53:28,208
Precisely... Cameron.

822
00:53:29,500 --> 00:53:34,166
It's the complexity. It's the moral
grey areas that are interesting, right?

823
00:53:35,833 --> 00:53:36,708
Hm.

824
00:53:37,500 --> 00:53:40,083
[melancholy music playing]

825
00:53:56,166 --> 00:53:58,583
I'm so sorry you're not feeling well.

826
00:54:04,166 --> 00:54:05,500
[engine shuts off]

827
00:54:16,291 --> 00:54:18,291
[drawer opening]

828
00:54:18,875 --> 00:54:20,208
[objects clattering]

829
00:54:20,291 --> 00:54:21,750
Now this is silly.

830
00:54:21,833 --> 00:54:24,250
This is actually very serious business.

831
00:54:24,750 --> 00:54:26,125
[scoffs] If you say so.

832
00:54:26,208 --> 00:54:27,541
- Um...
- [drawer closes]

833
00:54:28,375 --> 00:54:31,583
- Okay, um, so this is, um...
- [objects shuffling]

834
00:54:32,208 --> 00:54:34,916
[clicks tongue] This is
the foundation that I use. Um...

835
00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:39,500
I have... I have some on now, so I'm not
gonna... I'm not going to put on anymore.

836
00:54:39,583 --> 00:54:40,458
Can I, uh...?

837
00:54:41,208 --> 00:54:42,041
Thank you.

838
00:54:42,125 --> 00:54:43,000
Um...

839
00:54:43,875 --> 00:54:44,875
And...

840
00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:48,916
- this is the blush that I like.
- [lid pops open]

841
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:50,375
And I use a, um...

842
00:54:51,041 --> 00:54:53,666
Use a sponge to put it on, and...

843
00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:58,083
here's my favorite lip color.

844
00:54:58,833 --> 00:55:00,750
It looks like that. Um...

845
00:55:02,125 --> 00:55:03,291
I'll just...

846
00:55:04,875 --> 00:55:06,416
put a little of this on.

847
00:55:13,208 --> 00:55:16,291
You know, I think that it would
be better if I just did this to you.

848
00:55:20,541 --> 00:55:22,958
[Elizabeth breaths deeply]

849
00:55:24,458 --> 00:55:26,125
Okay. [sniffs]

850
00:55:34,291 --> 00:55:36,833
- Bet you're used to this.
- [chuckles softly]

851
00:55:50,625 --> 00:55:52,625
So did you always want to be an actress?

852
00:55:53,416 --> 00:55:54,291
[chuckles softly]

853
00:55:55,500 --> 00:55:56,500
Always.

854
00:56:05,458 --> 00:56:07,208
I wanted to be on Broadway.

855
00:56:07,291 --> 00:56:09,000
[laughs, inhales sharply]

856
00:56:09,083 --> 00:56:11,750
And when I told my parents,
I was nine or ten,

857
00:56:12,833 --> 00:56:14,541
they were so disappointed.

858
00:56:15,750 --> 00:56:18,708
They said, "Honey,
you're so much smarter than that."

859
00:56:18,791 --> 00:56:19,875
[snickers]

860
00:56:21,416 --> 00:56:22,625
What did you say?

861
00:56:26,000 --> 00:56:27,583
Are you smarter than that?

862
00:56:27,666 --> 00:56:29,416
[laughs loudly]

863
00:56:30,208 --> 00:56:32,166
- [laughs]
- I don't know.

864
00:56:32,250 --> 00:56:33,208
I don't know.

865
00:56:34,166 --> 00:56:36,166
[tense music softly fading in]

866
00:56:42,791 --> 00:56:44,208
What do your parents do?

867
00:56:46,875 --> 00:56:48,250
They're academics.

868
00:56:48,750 --> 00:56:52,625
My mother wrote
a pretty respected book on, uh...

869
00:56:54,166 --> 00:56:56,583
[whispering] ...epistemic relativism.

870
00:56:57,125 --> 00:56:58,083
[chuckles softly]

871
00:57:07,750 --> 00:57:08,833
My mother

872
00:57:10,666 --> 00:57:13,166
wrote a great recipe
for blueberry cobbler.

873
00:57:19,583 --> 00:57:21,125
What was your mother like?

874
00:57:25,666 --> 00:57:26,958
She was beautiful.

875
00:57:32,208 --> 00:57:35,041
- [makeup bottle snaps shut]
- [tense music fades out]

876
00:57:42,541 --> 00:57:44,541
[dramatic piano music playing]

877
00:57:51,333 --> 00:57:54,166
[man talking indistinctly on TV]

878
00:58:05,208 --> 00:58:06,458
[Gracie] Knock-knock.

879
00:58:07,333 --> 00:58:10,166
Sweetie, I was hoping you could
clear your bugs out of the living room.

880
00:58:10,250 --> 00:58:12,541
I wanna get the house ready
before Honor gets home.

881
00:58:12,625 --> 00:58:15,625
And, um, could you pick up
some takeout for dinner tonight?

882
00:58:15,708 --> 00:58:17,458
- I'm swamped.
- [Joe] Sure.

883
00:58:17,541 --> 00:58:20,458
[dramatic music fades out]

884
00:58:20,541 --> 00:58:21,500
I can help.

885
00:58:22,750 --> 00:58:23,708
Okay.

886
00:58:31,125 --> 00:58:32,833
[Elizabeth] Oh, I love them.

887
00:58:33,500 --> 00:58:35,875
[Joe] Hm. They're hungry this year.

888
00:58:36,458 --> 00:58:38,291
How long have you been doing this?

889
00:58:38,375 --> 00:58:39,416
A few years.

890
00:58:39,500 --> 00:58:44,291
I read this article about how
the monarch population is dwindling,

891
00:58:44,375 --> 00:58:46,958
and they mentioned that
people help raise them.

892
00:58:47,041 --> 00:58:47,875
[Elizabeth] Oh.

893
00:58:47,958 --> 00:58:51,333
I'm not the only one who does this.
Gracie makes it seem that way, but...

894
00:58:52,041 --> 00:58:53,291
[Elizabeth] How do you do it?

895
00:58:53,375 --> 00:58:56,208
- [Joe] You just keep your eyes open.
- Mm-hmm.

896
00:58:56,291 --> 00:58:57,875
[Joe] And look for the eggs.

897
00:58:57,958 --> 00:58:59,166
Take them inside.

898
00:58:59,666 --> 00:59:02,625
Protect them
so they have a chance to grow.

899
00:59:03,458 --> 00:59:07,666
We've had an actual impact.
The numbers are way up and...

900
00:59:07,750 --> 00:59:12,250
- Huh.
- ...I'm a part of this, uh, Facebook group.

901
00:59:12,333 --> 00:59:13,250
Hm.

902
00:59:13,333 --> 00:59:16,708
- Anyway, I know it sounds really dorky.
- Not at all.

903
00:59:18,333 --> 00:59:21,875
My friend Michela, who's in the group,
she lives in Durham...

904
00:59:22,875 --> 00:59:26,708
People put milkweed in the cages
for them to attach to,

905
00:59:26,791 --> 00:59:30,958
but she also puts these sticks in
for them to climb

906
00:59:31,041 --> 00:59:34,833
'cause some of them attach to the top part
of the mesh when they form the chrysalis,

907
00:59:34,916 --> 00:59:36,333
and hang upside-down.

908
00:59:36,416 --> 00:59:37,875
That's fascinating.

909
00:59:39,041 --> 00:59:40,958
So, um...

910
00:59:42,500 --> 00:59:46,291
- we have to grab these from the bottom.
- Mm-hmm.

911
00:59:46,833 --> 00:59:49,875
Be very careful
because of the chrysalises.

912
00:59:49,958 --> 00:59:51,125
- All right.
- Yeah.

913
00:59:52,208 --> 00:59:53,333
Here you go.

914
01:00:02,375 --> 01:00:05,250
- [birds twittering]
- This is a beautiful place to live.

915
01:00:05,791 --> 01:00:08,041
Yeah. It's been really nice.

916
01:00:08,666 --> 01:00:09,500
You okay?

917
01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:11,125
[Elizabeth grunting]

918
01:00:14,000 --> 01:00:15,625
Yes. Thank you.

919
01:00:20,750 --> 01:00:25,875
So, it's hard to tell what you
actually think about all this.

920
01:00:27,750 --> 01:00:28,708
Well...

921
01:00:30,750 --> 01:00:34,458
I think you have a very nice family.

922
01:00:35,416 --> 01:00:38,833
And you're both interesting people.

923
01:00:40,333 --> 01:00:41,416
Okay.

924
01:00:42,375 --> 01:00:44,291
I don't know. What do you think?

925
01:00:45,041 --> 01:00:48,125
I think it's hard to trust that. You know?

926
01:00:48,208 --> 01:00:51,375
That you're going to represent things
as they were.

927
01:00:51,458 --> 01:00:52,750
- Or--
- I'm gonna try.

928
01:00:57,625 --> 01:01:00,625
I don't know. It's hard to feel.

929
01:01:02,208 --> 01:01:08,291
People... they, like,
see me as, like, a victim, or something.

930
01:01:08,375 --> 01:01:13,291
I mean, we've been together
for almost 24 years now. Like...

931
01:01:13,958 --> 01:01:17,333
- Why would we do that if we weren't happy?
- Right.

932
01:01:23,250 --> 01:01:26,375
I was different than the other kids.

933
01:01:26,458 --> 01:01:29,000
- The people around me.
- Mm.

934
01:01:29,083 --> 01:01:30,666
And girls were never...

935
01:01:32,666 --> 01:01:34,666
But she was so...

936
01:01:36,625 --> 01:01:37,916
She saw me.

937
01:01:40,416 --> 01:01:41,250
Yeah.

938
01:01:47,291 --> 01:01:48,375
I wanted it.

939
01:01:53,625 --> 01:01:54,625
I don't know.

940
01:01:58,208 --> 01:01:59,750
What did your parents say?

941
01:02:00,583 --> 01:02:02,875
We never really talked about it.

942
01:02:02,958 --> 01:02:06,083
My dad was always so focused on his work,

943
01:02:06,875 --> 01:02:12,916
and my mom passed away when I was 20,
so we never got to really look back on it.

944
01:02:13,000 --> 01:02:14,875
- Well, I'm sorry.
- No, it's...

945
01:02:18,791 --> 01:02:22,625
It's hard to imagine what that
conversation would have been, honestly.

946
01:02:24,250 --> 01:02:25,750
I mean, you were so young

947
01:02:26,625 --> 01:02:28,625
to have so many eyes on you.

948
01:02:43,916 --> 01:02:45,708
[whispering exasperatedly] Fuck.

949
01:02:52,583 --> 01:02:54,083
[distant sobbing]

950
01:03:01,041 --> 01:03:03,041
[sobbing continues]

951
01:03:06,291 --> 01:03:07,291
[Joe] Gracie?

952
01:03:08,000 --> 01:03:09,583
[Gracie sobbing]

953
01:03:10,666 --> 01:03:11,833
[Joe] What happened?

954
01:03:12,958 --> 01:03:14,000
[sniffling]

955
01:03:15,708 --> 01:03:17,458
Joyce in Mercer called

956
01:03:17,958 --> 01:03:19,958
and cancelled her order,

957
01:03:20,041 --> 01:03:21,625
and all future orders.

958
01:03:22,208 --> 01:03:23,333
[Joe sighing]

959
01:03:23,958 --> 01:03:25,166
[whispering] I'm sorry.

960
01:03:25,250 --> 01:03:28,958
And I told her that I'd already made it,
and she said that she would pay for it,

961
01:03:29,041 --> 01:03:31,791
but that she didn't need it.
They were leaving town.

962
01:03:31,875 --> 01:03:34,916
- Where are they going?
- Her sister is sick or something.

963
01:03:35,000 --> 01:03:39,375
[angrily] It doesn't matter.
I wasted hours that I could have used.

964
01:03:39,458 --> 01:03:41,375
You couldn't have known, Gracie.

965
01:03:42,000 --> 01:03:45,250
[sniffles] I just...
I hate things like that.

966
01:03:45,333 --> 01:03:48,625
[sobbing] And now I have this cake
that's going to go right in the garbage.

967
01:03:48,708 --> 01:03:50,708
You don't have to throw it in the garbage.

968
01:03:50,791 --> 01:03:54,333
[sobbing loudly]

969
01:03:55,208 --> 01:03:57,208
[tense piano music playing]

970
01:04:00,083 --> 01:04:02,791
[sniffling and panting]

971
01:04:04,208 --> 01:04:05,583
Where were you?

972
01:04:07,166 --> 01:04:08,583
I took a walk.

973
01:04:08,666 --> 01:04:11,000
Showed Elizabeth the neighborhood.

974
01:04:11,083 --> 01:04:12,041
Ugh.

975
01:04:12,541 --> 01:04:13,458
Elizabeth.

976
01:04:14,500 --> 01:04:16,083
[grunting, sniffling]

977
01:04:17,708 --> 01:04:19,791
She's getting on my last nerve.

978
01:04:19,875 --> 01:04:20,708
[Joe] Why?

979
01:04:22,000 --> 01:04:24,791
She's just everywhere I look.

980
01:04:25,416 --> 01:04:27,666
- And for what?
- For the movie.

981
01:04:29,041 --> 01:04:31,958
So people can see it, and understand more.

982
01:04:32,666 --> 01:04:36,416
And maybe it's more easier for you?

983
01:04:37,833 --> 01:04:38,958
For me?

984
01:04:39,875 --> 01:04:41,041
[whispering] For us.

985
01:04:42,166 --> 01:04:43,708
The both of us.

986
01:04:46,458 --> 01:04:47,333
Okay?

987
01:04:48,333 --> 01:04:49,750
[Gracie whimpering]

988
01:04:50,583 --> 01:04:54,041
[crying softly]

989
01:04:56,666 --> 01:04:57,708
I don't know.

990
01:04:58,958 --> 01:05:00,208
She'll be gone soon.

991
01:05:25,500 --> 01:05:26,500
Mmm.

992
01:05:28,291 --> 01:05:29,541
So good.

993
01:05:29,625 --> 01:05:31,000
[inhaling sharply]

994
01:05:36,291 --> 01:05:40,666
[Elizabeth] I'm telling you, it's going
great. It's really, really helpful.

995
01:05:40,750 --> 01:05:43,500
[director] <i>I'm very happy to hear this.
I think it's very good.</i>

996
01:05:44,291 --> 01:05:47,958
<i>But I wanted to ask because you're over
the number of days that we budgeted for.</i>

997
01:05:48,041 --> 01:05:54,083
Well, I guess that means the crew-wrap
sweatshirts have become crew-wrap mugs.

998
01:05:54,583 --> 01:05:55,875
[director laughing]

999
01:05:59,250 --> 01:06:01,250
Look, I know you trust me.

1000
01:06:01,333 --> 01:06:02,375
[director] <i>Of course I do.</i>

1001
01:06:02,458 --> 01:06:07,250
And I feel like I'm getting really close
to something true.

1002
01:06:08,125 --> 01:06:09,708
Something honest.

1003
01:06:10,208 --> 01:06:12,583
[director sighs] <i>Okay. To Friday.</i>

1004
01:06:13,666 --> 01:06:15,333
[Elizabeth] Thank you.

1005
01:06:15,416 --> 01:06:17,000
[director] <i>But that's it. I'm serious.</i>

1006
01:06:17,500 --> 01:06:19,750
[Elizabeth] Uh-oh, he's serious.

1007
01:06:19,833 --> 01:06:20,666
[director] <i>I am.</i>

1008
01:06:21,750 --> 01:06:22,833
How's your wife?

1009
01:06:23,541 --> 01:06:25,458
[director groans] <i>Elizabeth...</i>

1010
01:06:25,958 --> 01:06:26,875
What?

1011
01:06:26,958 --> 01:06:28,375
[director] <i>You're reckless.</i>

1012
01:06:30,583 --> 01:06:31,958
Is she home?

1013
01:06:32,041 --> 01:06:33,750
[director] <i>No, but you had no idea.</i>

1014
01:06:36,750 --> 01:06:39,458
<i>She got hired in a televisions series
back in Rome, so...</i>

1015
01:06:40,458 --> 01:06:42,250
<i>- she won't be on set.</i>
- Good.

1016
01:06:42,875 --> 01:06:44,875
[director laughs]

1017
01:06:46,375 --> 01:06:48,625
[director exclaiming in Italian]

1018
01:06:51,916 --> 01:06:53,916
<i>- Did you watch the tapes?</i>
- I did.

1019
01:06:54,833 --> 01:06:59,416
Look, I know, I'm sure they've seen
lots of people, but... [sighs dramatically]

1020
01:07:00,250 --> 01:07:01,875
...has it just been LA?

1021
01:07:02,416 --> 01:07:04,625
Because the kids, they're cute,

1022
01:07:05,125 --> 01:07:07,458
but not, like, sexy enough.

1023
01:07:07,541 --> 01:07:11,458
You've seen him. I mean,
he's got this, like, quiet confidence.

1024
01:07:11,541 --> 01:07:14,500
Even as a kid, I'm sure.

1025
01:07:15,875 --> 01:07:16,833
[director] <i>I think...</i>

1026
01:07:18,541 --> 01:07:20,041
<i>you need to come home.</i>

1027
01:07:20,125 --> 01:07:22,125
[plane engines whirring]

1028
01:07:24,625 --> 01:07:25,666
[car door closing]

1029
01:07:27,083 --> 01:07:28,291
[giggling]

1030
01:07:28,375 --> 01:07:30,666
- My God, it's so good to see you.
- [laughing]

1031
01:07:31,625 --> 01:07:34,666
- [Honor] My God, you're as tall as me now.
- You look great.

1032
01:07:34,750 --> 01:07:36,166
Let me grab this.

1033
01:07:39,500 --> 01:07:41,583
Oh, I missed you.

1034
01:07:42,583 --> 01:07:43,833
[Honor sighing]

1035
01:07:46,916 --> 01:07:48,250
[Joe] How's the roommate?

1036
01:07:48,958 --> 01:07:52,375
- [Honor] It's all good. We got over it.
- [Mary] Good.

1037
01:07:52,458 --> 01:07:53,791
[Joe] I knew you would.

1038
01:07:56,583 --> 01:07:57,500
How's Mom?

1039
01:07:58,125 --> 01:07:59,708
Great. Busy.

1040
01:08:03,208 --> 01:08:04,666
How's the actress?

1041
01:08:07,875 --> 01:08:09,875
[Honor and Mary laughing]

1042
01:08:13,250 --> 01:08:14,708
What's so funny?

1043
01:08:14,791 --> 01:08:16,791
[tense piano music playing]

1044
01:08:23,208 --> 01:08:24,291
[woman on TV] <i>Joey?</i>

1045
01:08:25,750 --> 01:08:27,000
{\an8}[keypad clacking]

1046
01:08:28,958 --> 01:08:30,125
{\an8}[notification sounding]

1047
01:08:31,916 --> 01:08:33,458
{\an8}[keypad clacking]

1048
01:08:35,708 --> 01:08:36,875
{\an8}[notification sounding]

1049
01:08:39,208 --> 01:08:40,416
[woman on TV] <i>Are you in there?</i>

1050
01:08:44,833 --> 01:08:46,083
[boy on TV] <i>You scared me.</i>

1051
01:08:47,125 --> 01:08:49,458
{\an8}[keypad clacking]

1052
01:08:52,125 --> 01:08:53,333
[phone dings]

1053
01:08:54,458 --> 01:08:56,875
{\an8}[keypad clacking]

1054
01:09:04,250 --> 01:09:05,583
{\an8}[notification sounding]

1055
01:09:11,333 --> 01:09:13,125
<i>You don't look scared to me.</i>

1056
01:09:19,625 --> 01:09:21,916
[snake hissing]

1057
01:09:27,500 --> 01:09:29,500
[music fades out]

1058
01:09:36,083 --> 01:09:37,250
[window opening]

1059
01:09:40,041 --> 01:09:41,833
- Hi.
- Hey.

1060
01:09:42,666 --> 01:09:44,875
It's okay. You can come out.

1061
01:09:56,250 --> 01:09:58,250
- How's it going?
- Fine.

1062
01:10:03,333 --> 01:10:05,333
Are you excited about tomorrow?

1063
01:10:05,916 --> 01:10:06,750
Sure.

1064
01:10:08,791 --> 01:10:11,375
I can't believe
you and your sister are leaving.

1065
01:10:11,458 --> 01:10:15,250
Yeah, I try to picture what it'll be like,
but... I can't.

1066
01:10:16,166 --> 01:10:17,000
Yeah.

1067
01:10:19,208 --> 01:10:20,208
Are you nervous?

1068
01:10:21,333 --> 01:10:22,958
- About what?
- College.

1069
01:10:24,041 --> 01:10:25,083
Leaving home.

1070
01:10:27,166 --> 01:10:28,791
I can't wait to leave home.

1071
01:10:30,208 --> 01:10:31,291
That's good.

1072
01:10:31,375 --> 01:10:33,375
Yeah, I think that's good.

1073
01:10:37,625 --> 01:10:39,916
So, you gonna be out here a while, or...

1074
01:10:40,833 --> 01:10:42,125
Should I not be?

1075
01:10:43,166 --> 01:10:44,125
Uh...

1076
01:10:45,458 --> 01:10:46,833
I was just gonna...

1077
01:10:47,541 --> 01:10:48,416
Oh...

1078
01:10:50,208 --> 01:10:52,250
You should... Yeah, you should go ahead.

1079
01:10:52,750 --> 01:10:53,708
Mm-hmm.

1080
01:10:53,791 --> 01:10:54,750
- You sure?
- Mm-hmm.

1081
01:10:55,250 --> 01:10:56,083
Yeah.

1082
01:10:57,416 --> 01:10:58,250
Okay.

1083
01:10:59,833 --> 01:11:01,125
[lighter clicking]

1084
01:11:08,750 --> 01:11:09,916
[blowing]

1085
01:11:10,000 --> 01:11:12,041
- You want?
- No. Thanks.

1086
01:11:12,583 --> 01:11:13,500
Uh...

1087
01:11:14,250 --> 01:11:15,208
I've never...

1088
01:11:16,166 --> 01:11:17,375
I've never done that.

1089
01:11:18,583 --> 01:11:19,458
What?

1090
01:11:22,250 --> 01:11:24,250
No, Dad, that's crazy.

1091
01:11:24,333 --> 01:11:25,583
[both laughing]

1092
01:11:28,083 --> 01:11:30,125
Um... Here.

1093
01:11:31,791 --> 01:11:33,375
You definitely don't have to.

1094
01:11:33,875 --> 01:11:34,708
Yeah.

1095
01:11:47,791 --> 01:11:49,708
- You don't...
- [inhaling]

1096
01:11:50,833 --> 01:11:52,083
[coughing]

1097
01:11:55,875 --> 01:11:57,875
- [laughing]
- I'm fine.

1098
01:12:00,666 --> 01:12:02,291
[both laughing]

1099
01:12:02,375 --> 01:12:03,375
I'm fine.

1100
01:12:10,666 --> 01:12:11,958
[coughing]

1101
01:12:16,666 --> 01:12:17,666
[groaning]

1102
01:12:22,750 --> 01:12:24,125
This is nice.

1103
01:12:24,625 --> 01:12:25,458
Yeah.

1104
01:12:27,875 --> 01:12:29,458
[knocking on door]

1105
01:12:33,333 --> 01:12:34,500
[footsteps approaching]

1106
01:12:37,250 --> 01:12:39,250
Well, don't you look nice.

1107
01:12:39,333 --> 01:12:40,458
[Elizabeth] Thank you.

1108
01:12:42,833 --> 01:12:43,666
Hey.

1109
01:12:44,583 --> 01:12:45,875
You're early.

1110
01:12:45,958 --> 01:12:47,958
- Am I?
- You ready to bake?

1111
01:12:51,083 --> 01:12:53,416
This is my brother Bill's favorite cake.

1112
01:12:53,500 --> 01:12:54,541
Is this for him?

1113
01:12:54,625 --> 01:12:57,125
No, he's in Minneapolis.
He works for the Twins.

1114
01:12:57,208 --> 01:12:58,333
Which twins?

1115
01:12:58,875 --> 01:13:00,500
It's a professional baseball team.

1116
01:13:00,583 --> 01:13:02,625
- Oh, of course.
- Mm-hmm.

1117
01:13:02,708 --> 01:13:05,625
He was captain of the baseball team
in high school,

1118
01:13:05,708 --> 01:13:09,458
and then he played college ball, and
now he's a professional pitching coach.

1119
01:13:10,541 --> 01:13:13,833
I'm gonna spread it around
in the bottom like this.

1120
01:13:13,916 --> 01:13:16,541
He was always so protective
of me growing up,

1121
01:13:16,625 --> 01:13:18,083
even though he was younger.

1122
01:13:18,583 --> 01:13:21,791
Whenever boys would get near me,
he'd throw them up against the locker,

1123
01:13:21,875 --> 01:13:23,750
and say, "What are your intentions?"

1124
01:13:24,625 --> 01:13:26,916
What were their intentions? [chuckles]

1125
01:13:27,000 --> 01:13:30,458
Okay, now,
you are going to put the cherries

1126
01:13:31,833 --> 01:13:33,333
at the bottom of the pan...

1127
01:13:35,791 --> 01:13:36,875
like this.

1128
01:13:38,500 --> 01:13:41,833
And do it nicely, because
it really does matter how it looks.

1129
01:13:43,458 --> 01:13:45,458
[spoon scraping on bowl]

1130
01:13:50,666 --> 01:13:51,958
[spoon scraping on bowl]

1131
01:13:55,375 --> 01:13:57,583
- That's very nice.
- Thank you.

1132
01:14:02,791 --> 01:14:05,791
[Gracie] You know, Joe's been
with more women than I have men.

1133
01:14:07,083 --> 01:14:08,250
Is that right?

1134
01:14:08,333 --> 01:14:10,375
Nobody seems to remember that.

1135
01:14:10,458 --> 01:14:12,166
I'd only been with Tom.

1136
01:14:13,125 --> 01:14:15,583
But Joe'd been with two girls before me.

1137
01:14:17,291 --> 01:14:19,291
When he was in the seventh grade?

1138
01:14:19,791 --> 01:14:22,750
He led a very different life than me.

1139
01:14:23,416 --> 01:14:26,500
His father was always working,
so he was the man of the house,

1140
01:14:26,583 --> 01:14:30,916
and he took care of his little sisters
pretty much on his own.

1141
01:14:31,875 --> 01:14:33,875
One of them had terrible asthma.

1142
01:14:36,875 --> 01:14:38,875
He grew up very quickly.

1143
01:14:42,375 --> 01:14:44,041
And I was very sheltered.

1144
01:14:47,041 --> 01:14:48,458
[mixing spoon clattering]

1145
01:14:55,041 --> 01:14:56,625
I wanna show you something.

1146
01:14:59,875 --> 01:15:00,791
Um...

1147
01:15:01,291 --> 01:15:03,416
Joe gave this to me back then.

1148
01:15:03,916 --> 01:15:05,250
I think it's lovely.

1149
01:15:09,000 --> 01:15:12,041
[Elizabeth] "Peace is sitting
on a lake in the summertime."

1150
01:15:12,833 --> 01:15:16,041
"Peace is a Coca-Cola
on a hot summer day."

1151
01:15:16,666 --> 01:15:19,583
"Peace is being with you."

1152
01:15:20,750 --> 01:15:23,000
The assignment was "What is peace?"

1153
01:15:28,791 --> 01:15:30,875
You're such a special person.

1154
01:15:30,958 --> 01:15:34,125
Dad, please, stop. This is so weird.

1155
01:15:34,208 --> 01:15:35,458
I really mean it.

1156
01:15:35,541 --> 01:15:37,000
[Gracie] Are you boys up there?

1157
01:15:37,500 --> 01:15:38,333
Yeah.

1158
01:15:38,416 --> 01:15:41,375
Garibaldi's said they can take us at 7:00.
How does that sound?

1159
01:15:41,958 --> 01:15:44,750
- That sounds great. Thanks, Mom.
- [grunting]

1160
01:15:49,833 --> 01:15:50,875
[Gracie and Elizabeth] Joe!

1161
01:15:50,958 --> 01:15:53,375
[Joe laughing]

1162
01:15:53,458 --> 01:15:55,458
- [Gracie] Are you all right?
- [Joe] I'm okay.

1163
01:15:56,875 --> 01:15:59,791
I was just thinking, what if...

1164
01:16:00,833 --> 01:16:02,791
- I had...
- [Gracie] Honey, I.. I can't hear you.

1165
01:16:02,875 --> 01:16:06,875
- ...to take my own X-rays.
- I can't hear what you're saying.

1166
01:16:07,791 --> 01:16:10,458
[Charlie] Everything's fine.
We'll meet you down there in a second.

1167
01:16:11,500 --> 01:16:13,541
[Joe coughing]

1168
01:16:13,625 --> 01:16:15,666
[Charlie] Maybe this wasn't the best idea.

1169
01:16:15,750 --> 01:16:17,708
[crying] I feel like
everything's so fucked up.

1170
01:16:17,791 --> 01:16:19,625
[Charlie] It's not, Dad. It's all right.

1171
01:16:19,708 --> 01:16:22,916
- I just want you to have a good life.
- I will.

1172
01:16:23,000 --> 01:16:24,166
Because...

1173
01:16:29,541 --> 01:16:32,000
Because... [crying]

1174
01:16:32,083 --> 01:16:34,500
...bad things, they happen.

1175
01:16:34,583 --> 01:16:37,666
And we do bad things also.

1176
01:16:37,750 --> 01:16:40,750
And we have to think about those things.

1177
01:16:41,708 --> 01:16:44,416
If we try not to think about it,
there's this...

1178
01:16:46,791 --> 01:16:49,333
- Do you know what I mean?
- Yeah, I know, Dad.

1179
01:16:49,416 --> 01:16:51,625
God, I can't tell if we're connecting

1180
01:16:51,708 --> 01:16:55,833
or if I'm creating a bad memory for you
in real time, but I can't help it.

1181
01:16:55,916 --> 01:16:58,375
No, we're connecting, Dad. It's okay.

1182
01:16:58,458 --> 01:16:59,625
It's okay.

1183
01:16:59,708 --> 01:17:01,708
[Joe crying softly]

1184
01:17:02,916 --> 01:17:04,416
Don't worry about me.

1185
01:17:08,625 --> 01:17:09,916
[Joe] It's all I do.

1186
01:17:11,666 --> 01:17:13,708
[dramatic piano music starts and ends]

1187
01:17:13,791 --> 01:17:17,458
[Gracie] I'm so glad that Honor
was able to finish her finals in time

1188
01:17:17,541 --> 01:17:20,291
to come home to watch our beautiful Mary,

1189
01:17:20,375 --> 01:17:24,500
and our gentle Charlie
walk across that stage tomorrow.

1190
01:17:24,583 --> 01:17:27,708
I couldn't be prouder of both of you.

1191
01:17:28,958 --> 01:17:32,125
And to Joe, the man of my life,

1192
01:17:32,708 --> 01:17:36,083
here's to entering
this next phase together.

1193
01:17:36,166 --> 01:17:40,541
As our little ones fly away from the nest,
they know they can always come home.

1194
01:17:41,291 --> 01:17:43,166
- [glasses clinking]
- [Honor] Cheers.

1195
01:17:44,166 --> 01:17:45,125
[Gracie] Cheers.

1196
01:17:45,625 --> 01:17:46,458
Cheers.

1197
01:17:47,375 --> 01:17:48,250
Cheers.

1198
01:17:49,208 --> 01:17:50,500
You forgot someone.

1199
01:17:51,208 --> 01:17:52,375
[Gracie laughs]

1200
01:17:53,041 --> 01:17:58,083
Elizabeth, we're so happy you could
be with us at this very special time.

1201
01:17:58,166 --> 01:17:59,250
Thank you.

1202
01:17:59,958 --> 01:18:00,958
Cheers.

1203
01:18:03,541 --> 01:18:06,083
- [Gracie] Mm. This is delicious.
- [Elizabeth] Mm.

1204
01:18:09,041 --> 01:18:12,541
Honor, when we get home, I'll show you
what we got your sister for graduation.

1205
01:18:14,833 --> 01:18:16,041
Is it a scale?

1206
01:18:16,125 --> 01:18:17,166
[Gracie] Excuse me?

1207
01:18:17,250 --> 01:18:19,000
When I graduated, you got me a scale.

1208
01:18:20,083 --> 01:18:23,041
That was just part of setting you up
at your new place.

1209
01:18:23,125 --> 01:18:25,625
You know perfectly well that
wasn't your graduation present.

1210
01:18:25,708 --> 01:18:27,125
[Honor] It came wrapped in a bow.

1211
01:18:27,208 --> 01:18:30,416
We got her a necklace
with her birthstone in it.

1212
01:18:30,500 --> 01:18:33,583
Just like we got your sister.
But I see you're not wearing yours.

1213
01:18:41,416 --> 01:18:42,916
When do you start shooting this movie?

1214
01:18:43,833 --> 01:18:45,375
In about three weeks.

1215
01:18:45,958 --> 01:18:47,750
It's soon. Hm.

1216
01:18:50,041 --> 01:18:52,375
- Wish you weren't doing that.
- Honor.

1217
01:18:52,958 --> 01:18:55,041
I can understand that. Of course.

1218
01:18:55,541 --> 01:18:59,458
I hope in the end that you'll feel
it had something to say,

1219
01:19:00,083 --> 01:19:02,500
and that we captured something true.

1220
01:19:04,333 --> 01:19:08,000
True like how it isn't awkward at all
that you're at this graduation dinner?

1221
01:19:08,083 --> 01:19:09,625
- Joe, can you--
- What?

1222
01:19:09,708 --> 01:19:11,375
- Can you do something?
- Like what?

1223
01:19:11,458 --> 01:19:12,875
Thanks for your help.

1224
01:19:12,958 --> 01:19:17,583
Um, Honor, I got you that scale,
as I told you at the time, as a tradition,

1225
01:19:17,666 --> 01:19:20,750
because that's what my mother got me
when I graduated from high school.

1226
01:19:20,833 --> 01:19:23,833
You try going through life
without a scale. See how that goes.

1227
01:19:23,916 --> 01:19:24,833
[woman] Mom.

1228
01:19:24,916 --> 01:19:27,041
- Hi.
- [Gracie] Cassidy. Hi.

1229
01:19:27,125 --> 01:19:28,583
- [man] Hi, Mom.
- [girl] Hi, Grandma.

1230
01:19:28,666 --> 01:19:30,166
Hi. Oh, hello. Hi.

1231
01:19:30,750 --> 01:19:34,125
Oh, hi, sweetheart.
Oh, you look so pretty.

1232
01:19:34,208 --> 01:19:38,083
Oh my goodness. Peter, congratulations.

1233
01:19:38,916 --> 01:19:42,500
Billie, Tyler, Georgie, hi.
Everyone's celebrating of course.

1234
01:19:42,583 --> 01:19:44,583
[Tom] Yeah, it's just the best.

1235
01:19:44,666 --> 01:19:47,000
- Very nice to see you again.
- Yes, you as well.

1236
01:19:48,916 --> 01:19:50,000
Tom.

1237
01:19:51,833 --> 01:19:54,458
Okay, I think we'll head
over to our table.

1238
01:19:54,541 --> 01:19:56,625
Yeah, we're in the back
with the old families.

1239
01:19:56,708 --> 01:19:57,625
[boys laughing]

1240
01:19:57,708 --> 01:19:59,250
- Georgie.
- Yeah.

1241
01:19:59,333 --> 01:20:01,708
- [Gracie] See you at graduation.
- All right, bye.

1242
01:20:02,291 --> 01:20:05,000
Uh, I'm a really big fan of <i>Norah's Ark.</i>

1243
01:20:05,083 --> 01:20:07,750
Thank you. That means the world.

1244
01:20:13,583 --> 01:20:15,583
Firmly frozen by now.

1245
01:20:20,291 --> 01:20:21,208
[sighs]

1246
01:20:29,375 --> 01:20:31,375
[water running]

1247
01:20:35,333 --> 01:20:37,833
My brother Mark,
he still lives in Richmond.

1248
01:20:39,166 --> 01:20:43,666
He always says, "Keep your expectations
low, and you'll never be disappointed."

1249
01:20:44,750 --> 01:20:46,083
And I always forget that.

1250
01:20:46,166 --> 01:20:48,583
How many brothers do you have?

1251
01:20:48,666 --> 01:20:49,666
Four.

1252
01:20:50,875 --> 01:20:52,000
Two older.

1253
01:20:52,541 --> 01:20:53,666
Two younger.

1254
01:20:55,166 --> 01:20:56,708
But I think you know that.

1255
01:21:01,125 --> 01:21:02,125
So...

1256
01:21:03,125 --> 01:21:05,500
what were your expectations? [scoffs]

1257
01:21:06,333 --> 01:21:09,333
Uh, that tonight would go well.

1258
01:21:10,041 --> 01:21:11,875
That my children would love me.

1259
01:21:13,125 --> 01:21:14,916
And my life would be perfect.

1260
01:21:15,416 --> 01:21:16,833
That was a little naive.

1261
01:21:19,041 --> 01:21:20,416
I am naive.

1262
01:21:21,708 --> 01:21:23,250
I always have been.

1263
01:21:24,916 --> 01:21:26,625
In a way, it's been a gift.

1264
01:21:36,041 --> 01:21:39,083
Is it all right if Joe drops us off first?

1265
01:21:39,166 --> 01:21:41,416
I think the girls need a minute.

1266
01:21:41,500 --> 01:21:44,458
- I can just walk from here.
- Mm-mm. He'll drive you.

1267
01:21:48,708 --> 01:21:50,000
[door closes]

1268
01:21:51,125 --> 01:21:52,125
[sighs]

1269
01:21:53,541 --> 01:21:55,375
- Could I bum another cigarette?
- Yeah.

1270
01:21:56,125 --> 01:21:56,958
There you go.

1271
01:21:59,250 --> 01:22:02,083
[tour guide] Alice hung from this tree...

1272
01:22:02,166 --> 01:22:05,958
- [girl] They said they're in the back.
- ...for three days, before she died.

1273
01:22:06,958 --> 01:22:10,791
Come this way.
We'll show you the exact tree...

1274
01:22:10,875 --> 01:22:12,041
[Georgie] Good evening.

1275
01:22:14,250 --> 01:22:16,583
[tour guide] They went
to go find her body.

1276
01:22:19,083 --> 01:22:21,083
Has she broken your spirit yet?
[blows smoke]

1277
01:22:21,166 --> 01:22:24,625
[sighs] No, just tired.

1278
01:22:28,291 --> 01:22:29,458
[coughs]

1279
01:22:29,541 --> 01:22:31,541
Did you crack the case?

1280
01:22:32,666 --> 01:22:36,708
Do you mind blowing your smoke
in the other direction, please? Thank you.

1281
01:22:44,125 --> 01:22:45,083
Wanna know my theory?

1282
01:22:46,875 --> 01:22:47,791
Sure.

1283
01:22:49,458 --> 01:22:50,666
Childhood trauma.

1284
01:22:51,791 --> 01:22:52,791
Which one?

1285
01:22:54,708 --> 01:22:55,708
The big one.

1286
01:22:57,208 --> 01:22:58,291
What do you mean?

1287
01:23:00,666 --> 01:23:02,250
Her older brothers...

1288
01:23:03,583 --> 01:23:05,666
- [Elizabeth] What?
- Yeah.

1289
01:23:07,625 --> 01:23:08,958
Started when she was 12.

1290
01:23:10,208 --> 01:23:11,208
On and off.

1291
01:23:13,875 --> 01:23:17,208
[girls laughing and chattering]

1292
01:23:19,583 --> 01:23:22,791
Just don't mention it to her, obviously.
She doesn't talk about it.

1293
01:23:25,500 --> 01:23:28,750
I read it in her diary,
but this was, like, way before.

1294
01:23:30,166 --> 01:23:31,166
That's...

1295
01:23:34,625 --> 01:23:35,916
Explains a lot.

1296
01:23:37,833 --> 01:23:39,833
Why does she still talk to them?

1297
01:23:41,125 --> 01:23:44,541
Lady, she's messed up in the head.
That's what I'm trying to tell you.

1298
01:23:46,416 --> 01:23:47,500
Oh, God.

1299
01:23:48,750 --> 01:23:50,750
Listen, actually, I had an idea.

1300
01:23:52,041 --> 01:23:54,833
- I was looking up how y'all make movies.
- Mm-hmm.

1301
01:23:54,916 --> 01:23:56,041
And...

1302
01:23:57,083 --> 01:24:01,291
I read about this job of,
um, music supervisor.

1303
01:24:03,958 --> 01:24:05,958
- Yeah?
- I could do this job.

1304
01:24:08,000 --> 01:24:11,125
Pick out songs for movies?
I would pick great songs. [laughs]

1305
01:24:13,375 --> 01:24:14,791
What are you asking?

1306
01:24:14,875 --> 01:24:15,916
So, what if...

1307
01:24:16,916 --> 01:24:20,791
in exchange for my memories,
my consultation,

1308
01:24:20,875 --> 01:24:22,833
my willingness not to go to the press

1309
01:24:22,916 --> 01:24:25,666
and talk disparagingly
about it and you and her,

1310
01:24:26,166 --> 01:24:28,958
you give me this position
of music supervisor.

1311
01:24:29,916 --> 01:24:31,208
On this movie.

1312
01:24:31,291 --> 01:24:32,250
Um...

1313
01:24:33,125 --> 01:24:35,291
[car approaching]

1314
01:24:36,291 --> 01:24:38,875
I'll look into that for you.

1315
01:24:43,833 --> 01:24:44,791
Thank you.

1316
01:24:51,500 --> 01:24:54,166
[tense music playing]

1317
01:25:06,125 --> 01:25:09,958
And I think I've outstayed
my welcome here.

1318
01:25:10,041 --> 01:25:11,125
[clears throat]

1319
01:25:12,250 --> 01:25:13,541
[coughing]

1320
01:25:15,291 --> 01:25:16,625
[breathing deeply]

1321
01:25:16,708 --> 01:25:18,708
My sister had really bad asthma.

1322
01:25:20,083 --> 01:25:20,958
Did she?

1323
01:25:21,458 --> 01:25:25,166
Yeah, she was always having to
do that breathing machine thing.

1324
01:25:25,250 --> 01:25:27,166
Yeah, nebulizer.

1325
01:25:27,250 --> 01:25:28,083
Right.

1326
01:25:34,083 --> 01:25:35,333
I actually

1327
01:25:36,083 --> 01:25:37,875
have one with me here.

1328
01:25:37,958 --> 01:25:41,166
A new one,
and I can't figure out how to get the,

1329
01:25:41,250 --> 01:25:44,833
you know the mouthpiece thing, to snap on.

1330
01:25:44,916 --> 01:25:46,291
It's so stupid.

1331
01:25:46,375 --> 01:25:48,208
I'd really like to use it. [laughs]

1332
01:25:48,708 --> 01:25:50,291
That's irritating.

1333
01:25:51,125 --> 01:25:53,500
You just sort of have to

1334
01:25:54,083 --> 01:25:55,875
- get the top, and--
- Could you...

1335
01:25:56,666 --> 01:25:58,708
Do you... Do you have a second?

1336
01:25:58,791 --> 01:26:00,791
[distant sirens passing]

1337
01:26:04,375 --> 01:26:05,666
[car doors closing]

1338
01:26:10,583 --> 01:26:13,000
They haven't changed this machine
since the '80s.

1339
01:26:13,083 --> 01:26:14,750
[both chuckling]

1340
01:26:21,083 --> 01:26:23,291
[breathing deeply]

1341
01:26:34,041 --> 01:26:35,125
Thank you.

1342
01:26:36,083 --> 01:26:37,250
You saved my life.

1343
01:26:39,416 --> 01:26:40,291
Sure.

1344
01:26:43,916 --> 01:26:44,750
I...

1345
01:26:45,833 --> 01:26:47,750
wanted to give you something.

1346
01:26:48,541 --> 01:26:51,250
It's the only one I could save.

1347
01:26:52,083 --> 01:26:53,708
Oh my God.

1348
01:26:59,000 --> 01:27:01,708
[Joe inhales sharply] Don't read it now.

1349
01:27:12,750 --> 01:27:14,000
Thank you.

1350
01:27:22,750 --> 01:27:23,666
[kissing]

1351
01:27:28,291 --> 01:27:29,916
[whispering] You're so young.

1352
01:27:31,125 --> 01:27:32,208
Believe me.

1353
01:27:33,541 --> 01:27:35,083
You could start over.

1354
01:27:37,833 --> 01:27:38,916
And do what?

1355
01:27:40,458 --> 01:27:41,500
Anything.

1356
01:27:42,291 --> 01:27:45,791
[both breathing deeply]

1357
01:27:58,333 --> 01:27:59,916
[Elizabeth moaning softly]

1358
01:28:05,166 --> 01:28:07,166
[kissing continues]

1359
01:28:10,958 --> 01:28:12,958
[Joe moaning]

1360
01:28:18,250 --> 01:28:21,208
[both grunting]

1361
01:28:26,958 --> 01:28:30,375
[Joe grunting loudly]

1362
01:28:32,458 --> 01:28:34,541
[Joe moaning]

1363
01:28:34,625 --> 01:28:36,625
[Joe breathing deeply]

1364
01:28:41,708 --> 01:28:43,208
I'll get us a towel.

1365
01:28:54,625 --> 01:28:57,250
[footsteps approaching]

1366
01:28:58,208 --> 01:28:59,333
Thanks.

1367
01:29:00,916 --> 01:29:02,291
[Joe] Let's get in bed.

1368
01:29:14,291 --> 01:29:15,208
Wow. [chuckles]

1369
01:29:15,291 --> 01:29:16,583
That was crazy.

1370
01:29:17,958 --> 01:29:18,875
Yeah.

1371
01:29:20,875 --> 01:29:22,750
Have you ever done that before?

1372
01:29:24,750 --> 01:29:26,708
Right. 'Course.

1373
01:29:27,458 --> 01:29:30,750
- [laughs] What about you?
- No.

1374
01:29:30,833 --> 01:29:34,625
I mean, I've had crushes on people.

1375
01:29:34,708 --> 01:29:35,750
I think that's allowed.

1376
01:29:35,833 --> 01:29:37,083
I don't know.

1377
01:29:38,125 --> 01:29:39,625
Um, any of it.

1378
01:29:41,000 --> 01:29:43,666
It would, uh, kill her.

1379
01:29:43,750 --> 01:29:45,458
You know, she's very loyal.

1380
01:29:46,083 --> 01:29:47,125
With me.

1381
01:29:51,208 --> 01:29:52,041
Listen...

1382
01:29:54,750 --> 01:29:57,041
whatever happens, she's gonna be okay,

1383
01:29:57,625 --> 01:29:59,750
- People like Gracie--
- No, she won't.

1384
01:30:00,916 --> 01:30:04,500
- No. You really don't know her.
- Okay.

1385
01:30:12,333 --> 01:30:14,333
Let me tell you something.

1386
01:30:15,916 --> 01:30:20,375
Your responsibility,
ultimately, is to yourself.

1387
01:30:20,458 --> 01:30:21,333
Grace...

1388
01:30:22,000 --> 01:30:27,750
Elizabeth, I think
it's a little more complicated than that.

1389
01:30:30,208 --> 01:30:33,250
You're gonna do what you're gonna do,
but... [scoffs]

1390
01:30:33,333 --> 01:30:35,291
- ...stories like these--
- Stories?

1391
01:30:36,083 --> 01:30:38,541
- Stories?
- You know what I mean.

1392
01:30:38,625 --> 01:30:39,875
- Instances.
- This is--

1393
01:30:39,958 --> 01:30:42,125
Severely traumatic beginnings--

1394
01:30:42,208 --> 01:30:45,833
[angrily] This isn't a story!
This is my fucking life!

1395
01:30:48,375 --> 01:30:51,375
- Jesus.
- No need to get so worked up about it.

1396
01:30:52,791 --> 01:30:55,000
[emotionally] I thought you...

1397
01:30:55,708 --> 01:31:00,291
actually liked me,
and that we had a connection.

1398
01:31:00,375 --> 01:31:01,875
I like you.

1399
01:31:04,333 --> 01:31:06,333
Then what was this about?

1400
01:31:09,333 --> 01:31:11,750
This is just what grown-ups do.

1401
01:31:13,458 --> 01:31:14,458
[scoffs]

1402
01:31:20,000 --> 01:31:21,041
[door slams]

1403
01:31:38,291 --> 01:31:40,291
[dramatic piano music playing]

1404
01:31:44,291 --> 01:31:45,625
[water turns off]

1405
01:32:09,458 --> 01:32:11,458
[music fades out]

1406
01:32:12,666 --> 01:32:14,666
[Gracie inhaling deeply]

1407
01:32:15,833 --> 01:32:16,875
[sniffling]

1408
01:32:21,458 --> 01:32:23,333
You're lucky I'm not jumpy.

1409
01:32:23,875 --> 01:32:24,791
[Joe] I'm sorry.

1410
01:32:27,916 --> 01:32:29,666
[Gracie] Why are you sitting there?

1411
01:32:30,916 --> 01:32:33,958
[Joe] I've just been thinking.

1412
01:32:37,625 --> 01:32:38,666
Okay.

1413
01:32:48,625 --> 01:32:55,583
[Joe] I think there are a lot of things
we haven't talked about in a long time.

1414
01:32:56,666 --> 01:32:57,708
Maybe ever.

1415
01:33:00,166 --> 01:33:01,708
What kind of things?

1416
01:33:04,125 --> 01:33:06,083
Things about our relationship.

1417
01:33:08,541 --> 01:33:11,750
Well, I'm not gonna cross-examine you,
say what you wanna say.

1418
01:33:15,041 --> 01:33:17,791
I've just been remembering things.

1419
01:33:24,500 --> 01:33:25,958
What brought this on?

1420
01:33:26,875 --> 01:33:28,250
What does it matter?

1421
01:33:31,000 --> 01:33:32,416
[Gracie] Is it the actress?

1422
01:33:34,250 --> 01:33:35,416
[voice breaking] Maybe.

1423
01:33:35,500 --> 01:33:38,041
I don't know. I don't see
what difference it makes.

1424
01:33:38,125 --> 01:33:40,625
[sniffles] It's how... What I'm feeling.

1425
01:33:41,666 --> 01:33:43,166
[Gracie] Come and sit by me.

1426
01:33:44,666 --> 01:33:45,666
Okay?

1427
01:33:52,458 --> 01:33:53,625
Come on, baby.

1428
01:33:54,625 --> 01:33:56,625
What's making you feel bad?

1429
01:33:56,708 --> 01:33:57,791
It's not...

1430
01:33:57,875 --> 01:34:00,666
I don't feel bad, like...

1431
01:34:01,166 --> 01:34:03,791
I'm just trying to say...

1432
01:34:04,500 --> 01:34:05,541
[swallows]

1433
01:34:08,166 --> 01:34:10,041
What if I wasn't

1434
01:34:10,625 --> 01:34:13,541
ready to be making
those kinds of decisions.

1435
01:34:14,708 --> 01:34:15,916
Then... Then what?

1436
01:34:16,791 --> 01:34:19,416
Because the kids.

1437
01:34:22,166 --> 01:34:23,500
What would that mean?

1438
01:34:24,583 --> 01:34:26,833
I don't understand what you're saying.

1439
01:34:30,166 --> 01:34:32,916
I'm saying, what if I was too young?

1440
01:34:34,791 --> 01:34:35,625
Well...

1441
01:34:36,916 --> 01:34:37,875
[scoffs]

1442
01:34:39,833 --> 01:34:41,416
You seduced me.

1443
01:34:43,375 --> 01:34:46,208
- But I was 13 years old.
- Don't give me that.

1444
01:34:46,291 --> 01:34:49,208
- But I was.
- I don't care how old you were.

1445
01:34:50,000 --> 01:34:51,625
Who was in charge?

1446
01:34:53,625 --> 01:34:55,500
- What?
- Who was the boss?

1447
01:34:57,541 --> 01:34:59,166
Who was in charge?

1448
01:35:00,708 --> 01:35:02,458
Who was in charge?

1449
01:35:03,583 --> 01:35:06,791
- I'm just trying to talk about something...
- I think that this movie is...

1450
01:35:06,875 --> 01:35:09,625
- ...and you're not listening!
- ...dredging up all this stuff.

1451
01:35:09,708 --> 01:35:11,041
Driving Elizabeth around.

1452
01:35:11,125 --> 01:35:13,291
[shouting] It's not about
the fucking movie!

1453
01:35:13,375 --> 01:35:16,708
- No!
- I'm very sympathetic,

1454
01:35:16,791 --> 01:35:18,375
but you're starting to upset me.

1455
01:35:18,458 --> 01:35:21,625
You have not been sympathetic.
Why can't we talk about it?

1456
01:35:22,916 --> 01:35:25,458
If we're really as in love
as we say we are,

1457
01:35:25,541 --> 01:35:27,625
if we have that rare...

1458
01:35:27,708 --> 01:35:30,333
Shouldn't I be able
to talk about this with you?

1459
01:35:30,416 --> 01:35:33,166
"If we're really as in love
as we say we are?"

1460
01:35:33,250 --> 01:35:35,333
Gracie, you know what I mean.
I'm begging you.

1461
01:35:35,416 --> 01:35:39,000
No! "If we're really as in love
as we say we are?"

1462
01:35:39,083 --> 01:35:41,875
[stammering] I need you to help me. Please.

1463
01:35:41,958 --> 01:35:46,333
"If we're really as in love was we say..."
I... It's graduation.

1464
01:35:56,791 --> 01:35:58,791
[tense piano music playing]

1465
01:36:18,375 --> 01:36:20,208
- [music fades out]
- My love...

1466
01:36:22,833 --> 01:36:23,875
after you left tonight,

1467
01:36:23,958 --> 01:36:27,875
I thought about the kind of life
we could have if things were different.

1468
01:36:30,583 --> 01:36:34,166
If I'd been born later, or you long ago.

1469
01:36:36,375 --> 01:36:38,750
But who knows what
we would have been like then.

1470
01:36:38,833 --> 01:36:40,041
Or where.

1471
01:36:40,125 --> 01:36:43,125
What tragedies
we'd have to face along the way.

1472
01:36:44,000 --> 01:36:45,416
What bad luck.

1473
01:36:48,666 --> 01:36:51,166
This is not what I ever would have wanted.

1474
01:36:51,916 --> 01:36:54,375
But I'm so... grateful

1475
01:36:55,833 --> 01:36:58,666
that our paths led us to this road.

1476
01:37:01,625 --> 01:37:03,500
No matter what the cost.

1477
01:37:06,958 --> 01:37:08,458
I think about you

1478
01:37:09,375 --> 01:37:10,625
all the time.

1479
01:37:13,541 --> 01:37:15,541
And the feeling I get when

1480
01:37:16,333 --> 01:37:18,333
we look each other in the eyes.

1481
01:37:19,666 --> 01:37:21,166
Do you feel that too?

1482
01:37:21,250 --> 01:37:22,416
[inhales sharply]

1483
01:37:24,500 --> 01:37:27,791
I know you don't have much
to compare it to, but...

1484
01:37:29,083 --> 01:37:30,791
let me assure you

1485
01:37:32,750 --> 01:37:34,083
it is rare.

1486
01:37:36,125 --> 01:37:38,208
I've gone my whole life without it.

1487
01:37:39,583 --> 01:37:44,125
And now that I've found it,
I can't imagine going back and pretending.

1488
01:37:46,791 --> 01:37:49,000
Sometimes I wish we'd never met,

1489
01:37:49,083 --> 01:37:51,625
or that you didn't get the job
in the pet shop at least,

1490
01:37:51,708 --> 01:37:55,875
because I know that our lives will be
forever changed because of this.

1491
01:37:55,958 --> 01:37:59,083
No matter how it all turns out. [swallows]

1492
01:37:59,166 --> 01:38:02,125
I know that my husband and my children...
[voice breaks]

1493
01:38:03,916 --> 01:38:05,208
[shuddering] I...

1494
01:38:08,666 --> 01:38:09,666
I know that...

1495
01:38:12,458 --> 01:38:14,458
this will affect them too.

1496
01:38:15,000 --> 01:38:15,875
[sniffles]

1497
01:38:16,583 --> 01:38:18,291
My hope is that we can...

1498
01:38:20,041 --> 01:38:24,250
keep our secrets long enough until
at least we're in no danger from the law.

1499
01:38:24,333 --> 01:38:25,166
[sniffles]

1500
01:38:25,250 --> 01:38:28,833
Maybe by then I'll have enough time
to end things cleanly,

1501
01:38:28,916 --> 01:38:32,791
and to make sure that the children
know that I love them. [crying]

1502
01:38:34,791 --> 01:38:37,958
And maybe by then
we'll have figured out what to say.

1503
01:38:46,333 --> 01:38:48,083
When this first started...

1504
01:38:48,166 --> 01:38:50,000
[deep shuddering breath]

1505
01:38:50,083 --> 01:38:51,833
...I didn't know what to think.

1506
01:38:51,916 --> 01:38:52,916
[sniffles]

1507
01:38:53,583 --> 01:38:55,875
I knew that we'd crossed a line,

1508
01:38:55,958 --> 01:38:59,708
and I felt in my heart
that we would cross it again.

1509
01:39:00,708 --> 01:39:03,250
But now I think...

1510
01:39:05,583 --> 01:39:08,041
I've lost track of where the line is.

1511
01:39:10,041 --> 01:39:12,416
Who even draws these lines?

1512
01:39:15,666 --> 01:39:16,958
All I know...

1513
01:39:18,541 --> 01:39:21,791
is that I love you and you love me.

1514
01:39:24,875 --> 01:39:27,333
And you gave me so much pleasure tonight.

1515
01:39:27,416 --> 01:39:29,208
I hope I did the same for you.

1516
01:39:33,875 --> 01:39:35,250
I'll see you Saturday.

1517
01:39:36,333 --> 01:39:40,583
Please burn this. You know what could
happen to me if anyone ever found it.

1518
01:39:44,291 --> 01:39:46,916
Your... Gracie.

1519
01:39:52,000 --> 01:39:54,375
[ragged breathing]

1520
01:40:00,791 --> 01:40:02,791
[deep exhalation]

1521
01:40:04,666 --> 01:40:06,833
[woman on radio] <i>This is River Street,
downtown Savannah.</i>

1522
01:40:06,916 --> 01:40:09,500
<i>The rain is moving in from the west
and taking over.</i>

1523
01:40:09,583 --> 01:40:12,916
<i>And as Lee was talking about,
we want the rain to come down.</i>

1524
01:40:13,000 --> 01:40:15,958
<i>It cools off the environment,
it cools off the atmosphere,</i>

1525
01:40:16,041 --> 01:40:18,125
<i>and that helps to bring in more stability.</i>

1526
01:40:18,208 --> 01:40:21,375
<i>So that these thunderstorms
that have been so nasty and so strong,</i>

1527
01:40:21,458 --> 01:40:23,083
<i>will actually start to get weaker.</i>

1528
01:40:23,166 --> 01:40:28,166
<i>Let's go right to our radar
because it's a huge storm system...</i>

1529
01:40:28,250 --> 01:40:30,250
[footsteps]

1530
01:40:41,916 --> 01:40:43,916
[leaves rustling in the wind]

1531
01:40:47,375 --> 01:40:48,625
[bird cawing]

1532
01:40:55,125 --> 01:40:57,125
[birds twittering]

1533
01:41:00,166 --> 01:41:01,083
[inhaling sharply]

1534
01:41:40,166 --> 01:41:41,333
[softly] Hey.

1535
01:41:47,666 --> 01:41:49,000
Oh, hi.

1536
01:41:52,875 --> 01:41:55,791
[zipper unzipping]

1537
01:42:24,458 --> 01:42:26,458
[footsteps approaching]

1538
01:42:33,458 --> 01:42:34,458
Hey!

1539
01:42:39,916 --> 01:42:41,416
Wow.

1540
01:42:41,500 --> 01:42:42,875
You look so great.

1541
01:42:43,541 --> 01:42:44,375
Thanks.

1542
01:42:48,666 --> 01:42:50,583
- [Mary sighs]
- [Joe] Are you hungry?

1543
01:42:51,083 --> 01:42:52,000
No.

1544
01:42:52,833 --> 01:42:54,833
- Maybe a coffee?
- Coffee?

1545
01:42:54,916 --> 01:42:56,458
- [Honor laughing]
- That's new.

1546
01:42:57,916 --> 01:42:59,916
[Honor] Happy graduation.

1547
01:43:00,000 --> 01:43:02,000
[Mary] Yes. So exciting.

1548
01:43:03,291 --> 01:43:05,708
- Look at you.
- Mm. Mom's gonna hate it.

1549
01:43:05,791 --> 01:43:07,000
[Mary] No, she's gonna love it.

1550
01:43:07,083 --> 01:43:10,208
[Honor] No, she's gonna love <i>this.</i>
Did she pick this one?

1551
01:43:10,291 --> 01:43:11,666
- [Mary] She did.
- Big day.

1552
01:43:12,833 --> 01:43:15,250
- [Charlie] Yeah, it is.
- [coffee pouring]

1553
01:43:15,333 --> 01:43:16,541
[Mary] What time is it?

1554
01:43:16,625 --> 01:43:19,958
[Joe] Uh, we should leave
in 20-25 minutes.

1555
01:43:20,958 --> 01:43:22,625
I'll go up and get changed.

1556
01:43:23,500 --> 01:43:26,208
[clicks tongue] Um, where's Mom?

1557
01:43:27,000 --> 01:43:28,166
[Joe] I don't know, honestly.

1558
01:43:28,250 --> 01:43:30,875
Maybe she had a beauty parlor appointment.

1559
01:43:40,125 --> 01:43:41,375
[fox calling]

1560
01:43:48,250 --> 01:43:49,500
[fox calling loudly]

1561
01:43:50,208 --> 01:43:52,291
[tense music fading in]

1562
01:43:58,416 --> 01:43:59,416
[fox calling]

1563
01:44:07,916 --> 01:44:09,916
[music fades out]

1564
01:44:10,791 --> 01:44:13,458
- [joyful music playing]
- [students chattering]

1565
01:44:14,916 --> 01:44:16,083
[boy] Yeah!

1566
01:44:22,291 --> 01:44:23,916
[Joe] All right, this is it.

1567
01:44:24,583 --> 01:44:26,250
I'll park and find your mom.

1568
01:44:26,875 --> 01:44:29,125
- [Mary] Okay, see you after.
- [Charlie] Thanks, Dad.

1569
01:44:30,041 --> 01:44:31,625
[girl] Hey! How are you?

1570
01:44:33,375 --> 01:44:34,666
Hey, you made it!

1571
01:44:40,750 --> 01:44:41,958
[car horn honking]

1572
01:44:44,166 --> 01:44:47,083
[valedictorian] To my fellow graduates
of the class of '15, go Sharks...

1573
01:44:47,166 --> 01:44:48,833
[all cheering]

1574
01:44:48,916 --> 01:44:51,250
...while it hasn't
always been smooth sailing,

1575
01:44:51,333 --> 01:44:53,083
I know that our futures are bright.

1576
01:44:53,166 --> 01:44:57,333
And with that,
I present to you the 2015 graduating class

1577
01:44:57,416 --> 01:44:59,375
of Wilson Healy High School.

1578
01:44:59,458 --> 01:45:01,291
[crowd cheering]

1579
01:45:01,375 --> 01:45:03,375
Christopher Roy Adams.

1580
01:45:05,833 --> 01:45:07,541
John Anderson.

1581
01:45:08,833 --> 01:45:11,500
Maurice James Abercrombie.

1582
01:45:11,583 --> 01:45:13,583
[dramatic piano music playing]

1583
01:45:13,666 --> 01:45:15,666
Braden William Atkins.

1584
01:45:17,375 --> 01:45:19,375
Madison Diane Aldrich.

1585
01:45:21,916 --> 01:45:24,333
Charles Brennan Atherton-Yoo.

1586
01:45:28,625 --> 01:45:30,166
[Honor whooping]

1587
01:45:30,250 --> 01:45:33,416
- Go Charlie!
- [principal] Mary Jinae Atherton-Yoo.

1588
01:45:38,166 --> 01:45:39,666
Go Mary!

1589
01:45:40,166 --> 01:45:41,250
[whooping]

1590
01:45:41,333 --> 01:45:43,625
[principal] Joshua Ryan Atkins.

1591
01:45:47,000 --> 01:45:48,041
[sniffles]

1592
01:45:48,125 --> 01:45:49,708
[laughing emotionally]

1593
01:45:51,625 --> 01:45:54,666
[principal] Orlando McKinley Atkinson.

1594
01:45:58,916 --> 01:46:02,291
Congratulations to the class of 2015.

1595
01:46:02,375 --> 01:46:03,416
Go Sharks!

1596
01:46:03,500 --> 01:46:05,500
[all cheering loudly]

1597
01:46:18,625 --> 01:46:20,125
[music fades out]

1598
01:46:20,208 --> 01:46:22,208
[all chatting happily]

1599
01:46:25,125 --> 01:46:26,500
[girl whooping in distance]

1600
01:46:36,958 --> 01:46:38,750
That was beautiful, wasn't it?

1601
01:46:39,458 --> 01:46:40,583
It was.

1602
01:46:42,625 --> 01:46:45,750
Well, heading to the airport now.

1603
01:46:45,833 --> 01:46:47,458
That's probably for the best.

1604
01:46:49,666 --> 01:46:53,375
I wonder if any of this
will have really mattered for your movie.

1605
01:46:54,458 --> 01:46:55,666
I think it will.

1606
01:46:58,125 --> 01:46:59,333
You understand me?

1607
01:47:01,458 --> 01:47:02,458
I do.

1608
01:47:05,416 --> 01:47:09,083
I hope you didn't think
that disgusting brother thing was real.

1609
01:47:09,666 --> 01:47:10,500
What?

1610
01:47:11,083 --> 01:47:12,166
It's disgusting.

1611
01:47:13,000 --> 01:47:15,958
I don't know what he's doing
telling you these things.

1612
01:47:16,458 --> 01:47:17,625
He told you?

1613
01:47:18,541 --> 01:47:20,416
I talk to Georgie every day.

1614
01:47:23,625 --> 01:47:27,458
Insecure people are very dangerous,
aren't they? [chuckles]

1615
01:47:31,958 --> 01:47:33,208
I'm secure.

1616
01:47:34,458 --> 01:47:36,375
Make sure you put that in there.

1617
01:47:43,000 --> 01:47:45,000
[dramatic piano music playing]

1618
01:48:00,250 --> 01:48:02,250
[alarm bell ringing]

1619
01:48:03,291 --> 01:48:05,750
[man 1] Settle in, guys.
Here we go. Pictures off.

1620
01:48:06,250 --> 01:48:08,041
- [man 2] Cameras on!
- [man 3] Here we go.

1621
01:48:08,125 --> 01:48:09,041
Hold board.

1622
01:48:09,125 --> 01:48:11,583
[man 1] Just bring it up a little.
It's a little dark.

1623
01:48:12,166 --> 01:48:13,583
Thank you.

1624
01:48:13,666 --> 01:48:17,041
- Settle in, guys. Very still. Very quiet.
- [woman 1] Very still, please.

1625
01:48:17,125 --> 01:48:18,833
[man 4] Forty-two, take one, sound, speed.

1626
01:48:19,333 --> 01:48:21,875
- [man 1] Okay. Marker.
- [man 5] A-camera, mark.

1627
01:48:21,958 --> 01:48:24,000
- [clapboard clapping]
- [man 1] And bring in the snake.

1628
01:48:24,791 --> 01:48:26,125
- [man 3] And set.
- [man 2] Set.

1629
01:48:26,208 --> 01:48:27,625
[man 1] And we are set.

1630
01:48:29,333 --> 01:48:31,000
[man 3] And action.

1631
01:48:32,125 --> 01:48:34,125
- Are you scared?
- No.

1632
01:48:34,208 --> 01:48:35,666
It's okay to be scared.

1633
01:48:36,166 --> 01:48:37,125
I'm not.

1634
01:48:37,791 --> 01:48:39,083
She doesn't bite.

1635
01:48:40,750 --> 01:48:41,791
How do you know?

1636
01:48:43,708 --> 01:48:45,250
She's not that kind of snake.

1637
01:48:47,083 --> 01:48:49,125
[director] Okay, I think we go again.
We do a series...

1638
01:48:49,208 --> 01:48:50,500
We're gonna find something.

1639
01:48:50,583 --> 01:48:52,125
[man 2] Guys, let's go back to one.

1640
01:48:52,208 --> 01:48:54,583
[director] Back to one. Places, please.

1641
01:48:54,666 --> 01:48:56,291
- I got it.
- [man 6] Stepping in.

1642
01:48:56,375 --> 01:48:58,041
[crew chattering]

1643
01:48:58,125 --> 01:48:59,166
[man 1] Is that all?

1644
01:49:02,125 --> 01:49:03,333
And...

1645
01:49:05,458 --> 01:49:07,625
- [man 2] Get set.
- [man 1] We are set.

1646
01:49:08,875 --> 01:49:09,958
[man 3] And action.

1647
01:49:13,458 --> 01:49:14,500
Are you scared?

1648
01:49:15,000 --> 01:49:15,833
No.

1649
01:49:17,291 --> 01:49:18,958
[softly] It's okay to be scared.

1650
01:49:20,416 --> 01:49:21,333
I'm not.

1651
01:49:22,541 --> 01:49:23,666
She won't bite.

1652
01:49:25,416 --> 01:49:26,416
How do you know?

1653
01:49:27,916 --> 01:49:29,791
[whispering] She's not that kind of snake.

1654
01:49:33,000 --> 01:49:34,250
[director] Good. Reset.

1655
01:49:35,041 --> 01:49:36,875
- Back to one.
- [crew chattering]

1656
01:49:37,375 --> 01:49:39,958
[man 1] Okay, very still.
Very quiet, please.

1657
01:49:40,041 --> 01:49:42,208
Very quickly, guys. Clearing.

1658
01:49:42,291 --> 01:49:44,500
[dramatic music slowly rising]

1659
01:49:44,583 --> 01:49:46,666
- [man 2] And set.
- [man 1] We are set.

1660
01:49:47,166 --> 01:49:48,458
[man 3] And action.

1661
01:49:51,416 --> 01:49:52,958
[whispering] Are you scared?

1662
01:49:53,625 --> 01:49:54,458
No.

1663
01:49:57,625 --> 01:49:59,291
[softly] It's okay to be scared.

1664
01:50:00,166 --> 01:50:01,166
I'm not.

1665
01:50:03,833 --> 01:50:05,083
She won't bite.

1666
01:50:06,500 --> 01:50:07,625
How do you know?

1667
01:50:11,333 --> 01:50:13,541
[in soft sultry voice]
She's not that kind of snake.

1668
01:50:19,041 --> 01:50:20,958
[director] Beautiful. I think we got it.

1669
01:50:21,041 --> 01:50:23,416
Wait, can we... Can we do it again, please?

1670
01:50:23,500 --> 01:50:25,500
- Please? Just for me.
- [man 2] Lizzie...

1671
01:50:25,583 --> 01:50:27,291
Please. Wait, it's getting more real.

1672
01:50:28,333 --> 01:50:29,541
[man 2] We're going again.

1673
01:50:29,625 --> 01:50:30,833
[director] Good. Reset.

1674
01:50:31,708 --> 01:50:33,416
[man 2] Back to one.

1675
01:50:35,500 --> 01:50:37,041
[man 1] Very quickly, guys.

1676
01:50:37,125 --> 01:50:39,125
[dramatic music rising]

1677
01:50:41,250 --> 01:50:42,125
[man 3] Set.

1678
01:50:43,625 --> 01:50:45,625
[man 2] And action.

1679
01:50:47,875 --> 01:50:49,875
{\an8}[dramatic piano music playing]

1680
01:51:59,708 --> 01:52:01,708
[music fades out]

1681
01:52:01,791 --> 01:52:03,791
[tense piano music playing]

1682
01:53:54,416 --> 01:53:56,416
[music fades out]

1683
01:53:57,208 --> 01:53:59,208
[upbeat piano music playing]

1684
01:55:39,583 --> 01:55:41,083
[music fades out]

1685
01:55:41,166 --> 01:55:43,166
[dramatic piano music restarts]

1686
01:56:49,583 --> 01:56:52,708
[music fades out]



