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["Jaded" playing]

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<i>I don't wanna call and talk too long ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I know it's wrong
But never said I was sorry ♪</i>

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<i>Now I had time to think it over ♪</i>

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<i>♪ We're much older
And the bone's too big to bury ♪</i>

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<i>Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Isn't it a shame
That it ended like that? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Said goodbye forever
But you never unpacked ♪</i>

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<i>We went to hell and we never came back ♪</i>

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<i>Sorry that you're jaded ♪</i>

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<i>I could've taken you places ♪</i>

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<i>You're lonely now and I hate it ♪</i>

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<i>I'm sorry that you're jaded ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You're not even willing
To look at your part ♪</i>

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<i>You just jump in the car ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And head down to the bar
Till you're blurry ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You don't know when to stop
So you take it too far ♪</i>

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<i>I don't know where you are ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I'm left in the dark
Till I'm worried ♪</i>

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<i>Ooh, and it hurts me ♪</i>

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<i>Oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Isn't it a shame
That it ended like that? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Broke your own heart
But you'd never say that ♪</i>

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<i>We went to hell and we never came back ♪</i>

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-  <i>Sorry that you're ♪</i>
-  <i>Jaded ♪</i>

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-  <i>Oh, I could've taken you ♪</i>
-  <i>Places ♪</i>

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<i>Yeah, you're lonely now and I hate it ♪</i>

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<i>I'm sorry that you're jaded ♪</i>

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<i>I won't lie, it won't be easy ♪</i>

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<i>When somebody new is on your body ♪</i>

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<i>I'll change my number ♪</i>

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<i>But keep your T-shirt ♪</i>

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<i>I don't mind it's torn up and faded ♪</i>

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-  <i>I'm sorry that you're ♪</i>
- [chorus]  <i>Jaded ♪</i>

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-  <i>Oh, I could've taken you ♪</i>
-  <i>Places ♪</i>

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<i>Yeah, you're lonely now and I hate it ♪</i>

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<i>I'm sorry that you're jaded ♪</i>

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<i>Oh ♪</i>

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<i>Sorry that you're jaded ♪</i>

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[music ends]

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I think <i>Endless Summer Vacation</i>
represents, to me, my fearlessness

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when it comes to experimenting
not just with my sound,

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but also with my identity
and the way that I want to be seen.

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Whether that's visually with my hair,
with my looks,

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with the visuals accompanying the music.

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This album feels like
it's kind of a concoction

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of all of the best
of those sounds that I've tried out.

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I've been calling this album
the Cinderella shoe

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because it's just a perfect fit

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and it feels like it's only mine
and it could only be mine.

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[director] Here we go. Set.
Nice and quiet.

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Everybody, hold still, please.
We're rolling sound on this.

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["Rose Colored Lenses" playing]

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<i>Sunrise got us up early ♪</i>

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<i>So we put on our shades ♪</i>

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<i>Somehow, the bed sheets are dirty ♪</i>

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<i>Like sticky, sweet lemonade ♪</i>

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<i>I never wanna leave this room ♪</i>

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<i>Daydream, déjà vu ♪</i>

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<i>If I had control over you ♪</i>

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<i>We could stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>Lost in wonderland ♪</i>

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<i>With our head above the clouds ♪</i>

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<i>Falling stupid like we're kids ♪</i>

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<i>Wearing rose-colored lenses ♪</i>

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<i>Let's just play pretend ♪</i>

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<i>Wearing rose-colored lenses ♪</i>

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<i>Pretend we'll never end ♪</i>

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<i>Naked in conversation ♪</i>

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<i>Drown me in your delight ♪</i>

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<i>Endless summer vacation ♪</i>

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<i>Make it last till we die ♪</i>

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<i>My baby's got looks that kill ♪</i>

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<i>Make a mess of a nice hotel ♪</i>

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<i>If I had control over you ♪</i>

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<i>We could stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>Lost in wonderland ♪</i>

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<i>With our head above the clouds ♪</i>

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<i>Falling stupid like we're kids ♪</i>

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<i>Rose-colored lenses ♪</i>

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<i>Let's just play pretend ♪</i>

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<i>Rose-colored lenses ♪</i>

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<i>Pretend we'll never end ♪</i>

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[chorus]  <i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>We could stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>Lost in wonderland ♪</i>

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<i>With our head above the clouds ♪</i>

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<i>Falling stupid like we're kids ♪</i>

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<i>Rose-colored lenses ♪</i>

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<i>Let's just play pretend ♪</i>

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[all]  <i>Rose-colored lenses ♪</i>

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<i>Pretend we'll never end ♪</i>

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[chorus]  <i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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[all]  <i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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<i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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[all]  <i>Let's stay like this forever ♪</i>

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[music ends]

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When I'm writing a song, I try to be
really descriptive in my lyrics

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and paint a picture of the moment in time
that the song stemmed from.

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So, the visuals are pretty vivid
in the words.

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You know,
whether it's "sticky, sweet lemonade"

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like in "Rose Colored Lenses."

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You know, you can kinda taste that.

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The fun thing is,
if you're a friend of mine,

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if you're close to me,
and you listen to this album,

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it sounds like a conversation with me.

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There's subtle shade.

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There's, you know, honesty and truth,

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and there's some wisdom,
and there's some humor.

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And there's some heaviness and depth.

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It really represents who I am.

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And I feel that the greatest records
that I've been able to make

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or the greatest songs
that I've been able to write,

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they do exactly that.

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They just really connect me
and whoever's listening

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in a way that feels like
an intimate, honest conversation.

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So this is the one that I said no one--

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- [director] Ah.
- They might not use it.

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But I can't fake it,
so I'm gonna tell you the truth.

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But I might get a little emotional.

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[sighs]

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Have to collect myself.

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When I wrote "Thousand Miles,"

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it started as a song
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from the one that's on the album.

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I wrote it in 2016 or 2017.

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And it was after

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one of my really close friends lost
her sister to suicide.

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I just couldn't imagine
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And...

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So I wrote this song for her,
and it was originally called "Happy Girl."

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And it was, "I just wanna see you happy,

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and all I really want is
just for you to be happy, girl."

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And it was just about happiness
and sisterhood and...

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It just makes me emotional
because now the song is filled with

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so much joy in the music.

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And, um, it's become something so far from

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the sadness that inspired the song.

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My makeup still beat?

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Thank you.

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["Thousand Miles" playing]

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<i>Amazing ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm driving around town
In a beat-up old Mercedes ♪</i>

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<i>You think I'm crazy ♪</i>

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<i>Well, you might be right ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But when he smiles
I don't care about the past ♪</i>

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<i>Just like that ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I told myself I closed that door
But I'm right back here again ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Half of what I'm saying
Don't make no sense ♪</i>

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<i>So don't ask me where I been ♪</i>

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<i>I'm not always right ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But still I ain't got time
For what went wrong ♪</i>

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<i>Where I end up, I don't really care ♪</i>

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<i>I'm out of my mind ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But still I'm holding on
Like a rolling stone ♪</i>

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<i>A thousand miles from anywhere ♪</i>

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<i>I look in the rearview ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm talking to you
Before I realize it's madness ♪</i>

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<i>Before the sadness ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, I pick up the phone
And I call back home ♪</i>

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<i>But all I get is a dial tone ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And instead of hanging up
I hang my head ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I told myself I closed that door
Now I'm right back here again ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I know half of what I'm saying
Don't make no sense ♪</i>

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<i>But don't ask me where I been ♪</i>

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<i>I'm not always right ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But still I ain't got time
For what went wrong ♪</i>

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<i>Where I end up, I don't really care ♪</i>

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<i>I'm out of my mind ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But still I'm holding on
Like a rolling stone ♪</i>

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[vocalizing]

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<i>A thousand miles from anywhere ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I told myself I closed that door
Now I'm right back here again ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Half of what I'm saying
Don't make no sense ♪</i>

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<i>So don't ask me where I been ♪</i>

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<i>I'm not always right ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But still I ain't got time
For what went wrong ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But where I end up
I don't really care ♪</i>

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<i>I'm out of my mind ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And still I'm holding on
Like a rolling stone ♪</i>

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[vocalizing]

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<i>A thousand miles from anywhere ♪</i>

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[scatting]

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[music ends]

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[Cyrus] Makes me emotional,
so I'll see if I can sing it. But it said...

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<i>There was a friend of mine ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Her name was Darlene
But all of us called her Becky ♪</i>

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<i>I don't know why ♪</i>

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<i>I knew she was hurting ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But I never thought
I'd wake up to that call ♪</i>

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<i>Never at all ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I remember on that day
I promised you the world ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But soon realized
The world ain't what you need ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Now all I want is simply
For you to be a happy girl ♪</i>

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<i>Even if that's a world without me ♪</i>

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And somehow it evolved to
a song that's about happiness and joy

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and being okay with not knowing
exactly where you're going, so...

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["Wildcard" playing]

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<i>Do you wanna play house? ♪</i>

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<i>I could be your wife ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Go and meet your mom
In a dress too tight ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Maybe I could stay
Not break your heart ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But don't forget, baby
That I'm a wild card ♪</i>

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<i>I love when you hold me ♪</i>

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<i>But loving you is never enough ♪</i>

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<i>And don't wait for me ♪</i>

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<i>'Cause forever may never come ♪</i>

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<i>I'm a wild card, oh, oh ♪</i>

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<i>Loving you is never enough ♪</i>

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<i>I'm a wild card, oh, oh ♪</i>

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<i>Forever may never come ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I walk in the door
With my lips stained red ♪</i>

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[chorus vocalizing]

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<i>♪ Pillows on the floor
And the flowers dead ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Make the music stop
Before it starts ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But don't forget, baby
That I'm a wild card ♪</i>

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[all]  <i>I love when you hold me ♪</i>

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<i>But loving you is never enough ♪</i>

226
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<i>♪ I'm a wild card
Oh, hey ♪</i>

227
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<i>Loving you is never enough ♪</i>

228
00:16:41,833 --> 00:16:46,208
<i>♪ I'm a wild card
Oh, hey ♪</i>

229
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<i>Forever may never come ♪</i>

230
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<i>Ooh, bet your lovin' ♪</i>

231
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<i>I want all in ♪</i>

232
00:16:59,333 --> 00:17:02,625
<i>I want all or nothing ♪</i>

233
00:17:02,625 --> 00:17:06,083
<i>Ooh, it'll cost ya ♪</i>

234
00:17:06,958 --> 00:17:08,625
<i>I want all in ♪</i>

235
00:17:09,541 --> 00:17:11,291
<i>I want all ♪</i>

236
00:17:11,291 --> 00:17:17,125
<i>Or nothing ♪</i>

237
00:17:18,500 --> 00:17:20,208
<i>You wanna play house? ♪</i>

238
00:17:20,208 --> 00:17:22,208
<i>I could be your wife ♪</i>

239
00:17:23,416 --> 00:17:28,333
<i>♪ Go and meet your mom
In a dress too tight ♪</i>

240
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[music ends]

241
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The sequencing of an album is
very important to me.

242
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I kind of think of it like a--
like a film.

243
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You know, you want there to be
a conflict and an overcoming.

244
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And when it comes to the sequencing
of <i>Endless Summer Vacation</i>,

245
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I divided it by two parts, a.m. and p.m.,

246
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to kind of represent almost like an act.

247
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And the a.m., to me,
is representing the morning time,

248
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where there's, like, a buzz and an energy,

249
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and there's
a potential of new possibilities.

250
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It's a new day.

251
00:18:03,666 --> 00:18:04,666
And in the nighttime,

252
00:18:04,666 --> 00:18:08,333
it feels that there's, like,
a slinky seediness

253
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and kind of a grime,
but a glamour at the same time.

254
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And, you know, in the evening,
it's a great time for rest.

255
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It's a time to recover.

256
00:18:17,916 --> 00:18:23,250
Or it's a time to go out
and experience kind of the wild side and...

257
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LA, there's a certain energy to the night

258
00:18:26,125 --> 00:18:29,875
that you can kind of feel trouble boil up
to the surface,

259
00:18:29,875 --> 00:18:31,833
and it's-- it's very inspiring to me.

260
00:18:33,541 --> 00:18:38,833
When I came up with an idea for "Island,"
the idea was kind of,

261
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"Everyone is still a stranger to me,
but I'm a stranger to no one."

262
00:18:44,625 --> 00:18:48,166
For me, I've been able to create
these paradises where I feel safe.

263
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But I was contemplating this life
that I have for myself,

264
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"Is it a paradise?
Or is it a lonely island?"

265
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["Island" playing]

266
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<i>♪ I'm on an island
Dirty dancing in the sun ♪</i>

267
00:19:27,208 --> 00:19:32,250
<i>♪ So close to heaven
But so far from everyone ♪</i>

268
00:19:33,208 --> 00:19:38,250
<i>♪ Yeah, I got treasure
Buried underneath the sand ♪</i>

269
00:19:39,041 --> 00:19:43,916
<i>♪ But I'm still wishing for
The love that I don't have ♪</i>

270
00:19:44,916 --> 00:19:47,708
<i>♪ Mama told me
"Girl, smoke 'em if you got 'em" ♪</i>

271
00:19:47,708 --> 00:19:50,833
<i>♪ Left my lighter back at home
With all my problems ♪</i>

272
00:19:50,833 --> 00:19:54,666
<i>♪ Now I'm sitting here
Wondering all day long ♪</i>

273
00:19:55,416 --> 00:20:00,750
<i>Am I stranded on an island? ♪</i>

274
00:20:01,250 --> 00:20:06,166
<i>Or have I landed in paradise? ♪</i>

275
00:20:07,166 --> 00:20:12,916
<i>Am I stranded on an island? ♪</i>

276
00:20:12,916 --> 00:20:18,208
<i>Or have I landed in paradise? ♪</i>

277
00:20:19,916 --> 00:20:24,875
<i>♪ I can paint my toenails
While I'm soaking up the sea ♪</i>

278
00:20:25,458 --> 00:20:31,041
<i>♪ Only thing that's missing here
Is you and our TV ♪</i>

279
00:20:31,708 --> 00:20:37,125
<i>♪ Yeah, I won't lie
It sure gets lonely here at night ♪</i>

280
00:20:37,125 --> 00:20:39,916
<i>No one here needs nothing from me ♪</i>

281
00:20:39,916 --> 00:20:42,708
<i>And that's kinda nice ♪</i>

282
00:20:43,416 --> 00:20:46,291
<i>♪ Mama told me
"Girl, smoke 'em if you got 'em" ♪</i>

283
00:20:46,291 --> 00:20:49,208
<i>♪ Left my lighter back at home
With all my problems ♪</i>

284
00:20:49,208 --> 00:20:53,500
<i>♪ Now I'm sitting here
Wondering all day long ♪</i>

285
00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:59,583
<i>Am I stranded on an island? ♪</i>

286
00:20:59,583 --> 00:21:04,916
<i>Or have I landed in paradise? ♪</i>

287
00:21:05,750 --> 00:21:10,875
<i>Am I stranded on an island? ♪</i>

288
00:21:11,458 --> 00:21:16,750
<i>Or have I landed in paradise? ♪</i>

289
00:21:18,416 --> 00:21:21,208
<i>♪ I hear your voice
Like a song on the radio ♪</i>

290
00:21:21,208 --> 00:21:24,208
<i>♪ All day long
'Cause, boy, I be missing you ♪</i>

291
00:21:24,208 --> 00:21:27,958
<i>♪ I hear your voice
Like a song on the radio, ah ♪</i>

292
00:21:30,083 --> 00:21:32,875
<i>♪ I hear your voice
Like a song on the radio ♪</i>

293
00:21:32,875 --> 00:21:35,916
<i>♪ All day long
'Cause, boy, I be missing you ♪</i>

294
00:21:35,916 --> 00:21:39,583
<i>♪ I hear your voice
Like a song on the radio, ah ♪</i>

295
00:21:40,958 --> 00:21:46,541
[chorus]  <i>Am I stranded on an island? ♪</i>

296
00:21:46,541 --> 00:21:51,791
<i>Or have I landed in paradise? ♪</i>

297
00:21:52,583 --> 00:21:58,375
- [chorus]  <i>Am I stranded on an island? ♪</i>
-  <i>Missing you, your hands on my face ♪</i>

298
00:21:58,375 --> 00:22:03,250
- [chorus]  <i>Have I landed in paradise? ♪</i>
-  <i>You're my paradise ♪</i>

299
00:22:04,333 --> 00:22:09,916
[chorus]  <i>Am I stranded on an island? ♪</i>

300
00:22:09,916 --> 00:22:15,125
<i>Or have I landed in paradise? ♪</i>

301
00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:21,625
<i>Am I stranded on an island? ♪</i>

302
00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:26,708
<i>Or have I landed in paradise? ♪</i>

303
00:22:28,625 --> 00:22:30,166
[music ends]

304
00:22:33,625 --> 00:22:38,083
My nails today are this 2000s French tip,

305
00:22:38,083 --> 00:22:42,875
'cause, like, 2002 through '8
was a really strong time for me.

306
00:22:42,875 --> 00:22:45,750
I was in sixth grade. I was slaying.

307
00:22:45,750 --> 00:22:51,375
And when I saw women with French tips,
I just always wanted to be like them.

308
00:22:51,375 --> 00:22:57,083
Whether that was Britney Spears
or Pamela Anderson or even my mom.

309
00:22:57,083 --> 00:23:00,916
I remember my mom would, like,
get her nails done in the kitchen,

310
00:23:00,916 --> 00:23:05,708
and she would always have these really
long, gorgeous, feminine, sexy nails,

311
00:23:05,708 --> 00:23:08,041
but she was never afraid to break one.

312
00:23:09,458 --> 00:23:12,500
When we started writing
the song "Wonder Woman,"

313
00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:18,750
the lyrics felt like
too big of a shoe for me to fill.

314
00:23:18,750 --> 00:23:23,833
I wrote this song
after my mom had lost her mom,

315
00:23:23,833 --> 00:23:27,041
and me and my mammy were really close.

316
00:23:27,041 --> 00:23:29,416
And she ran my fan club.

317
00:23:29,416 --> 00:23:33,000
If you ever got a-- an autograph, like,
from my fan club sent in

318
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:39,333
for probably 2008 to 2018,
that was my grandma.

319
00:23:39,333 --> 00:23:41,416
She responded back to every single fan.

320
00:23:41,416 --> 00:23:44,708
She ran the fan club
in my dressing room at <i>Hannah Montana</i>.

321
00:23:44,708 --> 00:23:48,916
Then when we stopped doing <i>Hannah Montana</i>,
my fan club was ran out of her apartment.

322
00:23:48,916 --> 00:23:53,000
And it was just the joy of her life
being the head of my fan club.

323
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:54,875
And she's always just supported me,

324
00:23:54,875 --> 00:23:58,625
and my mom and her mom
were just really, really close.

325
00:23:58,625 --> 00:24:00,166
Me and my mom are really close.

326
00:24:00,166 --> 00:24:06,458
You know, this song is about, I guess,
that kind of generational strength

327
00:24:06,458 --> 00:24:10,875
and the wisdom
that my grandma gave to my mom.

328
00:24:10,875 --> 00:24:13,125
It was embedded in my DNA,

329
00:24:13,125 --> 00:24:17,416
so we almost all feel like
just one woman in a way.

330
00:24:18,750 --> 00:24:20,000
One wonder woman.

331
00:24:29,250 --> 00:24:31,083
["Wonder Woman" playing]

332
00:24:35,166 --> 00:24:41,166
<i>She's a wonder woman ♪</i>

333
00:24:42,750 --> 00:24:48,208
<i>She knows what she likes ♪</i>

334
00:24:50,083 --> 00:24:55,625
<i>Never know she's broken ♪</i>

335
00:24:57,041 --> 00:25:02,416
<i>'Cause she's always fine ♪</i>

336
00:25:04,458 --> 00:25:10,458
<i>She's a million moments ♪</i>

337
00:25:11,500 --> 00:25:16,875
<i>Lived a thousand lives ♪</i>

338
00:25:18,666 --> 00:25:24,416
<i>Never know she's hopeless ♪</i>

339
00:25:25,458 --> 00:25:31,208
<i>Only when she cries ♪</i>

340
00:25:32,625 --> 00:25:38,708
<i>♪ But when her favorite record's on
And she's dancing in the dark ♪</i>

341
00:25:39,333 --> 00:25:44,166
<i>♪ She can't stop
Her eyes from welling up ♪</i>

342
00:25:44,166 --> 00:25:45,958
<i>Oh ♪</i>

343
00:25:45,958 --> 00:25:51,458
<i>♪ She makes sure that no one's round
To see her fall apart ♪</i>

344
00:25:52,166 --> 00:25:57,208
<i>♪ She wants to be
The one that never does ♪</i>

345
00:25:59,208 --> 00:26:04,958
<i>She's a won't-stop woman ♪</i>

346
00:26:05,958 --> 00:26:11,166
<i>Hours on her hands ♪</i>

347
00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:18,083
<i>All the pain is polished ♪</i>

348
00:26:18,833 --> 00:26:23,875
<i>All the tears are planned ♪</i>

349
00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:31,333
<i>♪ But when her favorite record's on
And she's dancing in the dark ♪</i>

350
00:26:32,041 --> 00:26:36,500
<i>♪ She can't stop
Her eyes from welling up ♪</i>

351
00:26:36,500 --> 00:26:38,208
<i>Oh ♪</i>

352
00:26:38,208 --> 00:26:43,666
<i>♪ She makes sure that no one's round
To see her fall apart ♪</i>

353
00:26:44,500 --> 00:26:49,125
<i>She wants to be the one who never does ♪</i>

354
00:26:51,583 --> 00:26:57,208
<i>She's a wonder woman ♪</i>

355
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:04,375
<i>She knows what she likes ♪</i>

356
00:27:05,958 --> 00:27:11,458
<i>Never know she's broken ♪</i>

357
00:27:12,875 --> 00:27:18,666
<i>Only when she ♪</i>

358
00:27:20,291 --> 00:27:23,708
<i>Cries ♪</i>

359
00:27:24,500 --> 00:27:26,958
[vocalizes]

360
00:27:29,791 --> 00:27:31,625
[music ends]

361
00:27:38,083 --> 00:27:40,708
- [chuckles]
- [film crew laughs, applauds]

362
00:27:40,708 --> 00:27:43,000
[chattering]

363
00:27:44,625 --> 00:27:47,583
Boredom, for an artist,
can feel like torture,

364
00:27:47,583 --> 00:27:49,708
so I always need to reinvent.

365
00:27:49,708 --> 00:27:54,666
And in this era, the way I've been doing
that is bringing my audience

366
00:27:54,666 --> 00:27:57,000
into my endless summer vacation.

367
00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:58,250
And in a way, uh,

368
00:27:58,250 --> 00:28:04,250
it's a vacation from taking myself
and the success of records so seriously,

369
00:28:04,250 --> 00:28:08,500
and just doing it
for the reason I started writing music.

370
00:28:08,500 --> 00:28:10,916
Because I love it. Beginning and end.

371
00:28:11,791 --> 00:28:17,750
<i>♪ I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreamin' ♪</i>

372
00:28:17,750 --> 00:28:20,916
<i>♪ We changed the key
After 15 years, yeah ♪</i>

373
00:28:20,916 --> 00:28:23,708
<i>What were we thinking? ♪</i>

374
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:26,416
[director] Okay, we're reset.

375
00:28:26,958 --> 00:28:30,375
The journey is usually
the part that you remember anyways.

376
00:28:30,375 --> 00:28:33,625
Usually, the getting-there,
once you're there, wherever that may be,

377
00:28:33,625 --> 00:28:36,250
you're like,
"This is what I've been expecting?"

378
00:28:36,250 --> 00:28:37,666
And usually you look back,

379
00:28:37,666 --> 00:28:40,000
and the journey was actually
the part that was

380
00:28:41,166 --> 00:28:42,458
what makes up your life.

381
00:28:45,708 --> 00:28:47,125
["The Climb" playing]

382
00:28:52,333 --> 00:28:55,458
<i>I can almost see it ♪</i>

383
00:28:55,458 --> 00:28:57,875
<i>That dream I'm dreaming ♪</i>

384
00:28:57,875 --> 00:29:01,833
<i>♪ But there's a voice
Inside my head saying ♪</i>

385
00:29:01,833 --> 00:29:04,416
<i>"You'll never reach it" ♪</i>

386
00:29:05,041 --> 00:29:07,666
<i>Every step I'm taking ♪</i>

387
00:29:08,166 --> 00:29:13,500
<i>♪ Every move I make feels lost
With no direction ♪</i>

388
00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,708
<i>My faith is shaking ♪</i>

389
00:29:16,708 --> 00:29:21,833
<i>I, I gotta keep trying ♪</i>

390
00:29:22,708 --> 00:29:27,708
<i>I gotta keep my head held high ♪</i>

391
00:29:29,375 --> 00:29:32,708
<i>♪ There's always gonna be
Another mountain ♪</i>

392
00:29:32,708 --> 00:29:35,750
<i>Always gonna wanna make it move ♪</i>

393
00:29:35,750 --> 00:29:38,750
<i>Always gonna be an uphill battle ♪</i>

394
00:29:38,750 --> 00:29:41,458
<i>Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ♪</i>

395
00:29:41,458 --> 00:29:44,916
<i>Ain't about how fast I get there ♪</i>

396
00:29:44,916 --> 00:29:49,375
<i>♪ Ain't about what's waiting
On the other side ♪</i>

397
00:29:49,375 --> 00:29:52,000
<i>Oh, yeah ♪</i>

398
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:57,250
<i>It's the climb ♪</i>

399
00:30:00,041 --> 00:30:02,500
<i>The struggles I'm facing ♪</i>

400
00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:05,666
<i>The chances I'm taking ♪</i>

401
00:30:05,666 --> 00:30:08,125
<i>Sometimes might knock me down ♪</i>

402
00:30:08,125 --> 00:30:11,833
<i>But, no, I'm not breaking ♪</i>

403
00:30:11,833 --> 00:30:14,333
<i>And I may not know it ♪</i>

404
00:30:14,875 --> 00:30:17,833
<i>But these are the moments that ♪</i>

405
00:30:17,833 --> 00:30:20,833
<i>I'm gonna remember most, yeah ♪</i>

406
00:30:20,833 --> 00:30:23,125
<i>Just gotta keep going ♪</i>

407
00:30:23,125 --> 00:30:28,166
<i>And I, I got to be strong ♪</i>

408
00:30:28,958 --> 00:30:33,708
<i>And just keep pushing on ♪</i>

409
00:30:33,708 --> 00:30:35,750
<i>Yeah, yeah ♪</i>

410
00:30:35,750 --> 00:30:38,750
<i>Always gonna be another mountain ♪</i>

411
00:30:38,750 --> 00:30:41,625
<i>Always gonna wanna make it move ♪</i>

412
00:30:41,625 --> 00:30:44,333
<i>Always gonna be an uphill battle ♪</i>

413
00:30:44,333 --> 00:30:47,541
<i>Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ♪</i>

414
00:30:47,541 --> 00:30:50,083
<i>It ain't about how fast I get there ♪</i>

415
00:30:50,083 --> 00:30:55,833
<i>♪ It ain't about what's waiting
On the other side ♪</i>

416
00:30:55,833 --> 00:30:58,208
[vocalizes]

417
00:30:58,208 --> 00:31:02,875
<i>It's the climb ♪</i>

418
00:31:04,541 --> 00:31:08,875
<i>Oh, yeah, yeah ♪</i>

419
00:31:20,125 --> 00:31:22,750
<i>Whoa ♪</i>

420
00:31:23,541 --> 00:31:26,000
<i>Always gonna be another mountain ♪</i>

421
00:31:26,500 --> 00:31:28,750
<i>Always gonna wanna make it move ♪</i>

422
00:31:28,750 --> 00:31:32,125
<i>♪ There's always gonna be
An uphill battle ♪</i>

423
00:31:32,125 --> 00:31:34,791
<i>And sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ♪</i>

424
00:31:34,791 --> 00:31:38,250
<i>Ain't about how fast I get there ♪</i>

425
00:31:38,250 --> 00:31:45,333
<i>♪ It ain't about what's waiting
On the other side ♪</i>

426
00:31:45,958 --> 00:31:50,750
<i>It's the climb ♪</i>

427
00:31:52,416 --> 00:31:53,625
<i>Ooh, yeah ♪</i>

428
00:31:57,666 --> 00:32:01,458
<i>Just keep on moving, keep climbing ♪</i>

429
00:32:01,458 --> 00:32:05,333
<i>Keep the faith, baby ♪</i>

430
00:32:07,500 --> 00:32:12,333
- [chorus]  <i>It's all about the climb ♪</i>
-  <i>It's all about, all about the climb ♪</i>

431
00:32:13,333 --> 00:32:14,833
[chorus]  <i>Keep your faith ♪</i>

432
00:32:15,708 --> 00:32:20,125
<i>Oh, whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪</i>

433
00:32:20,916 --> 00:32:25,291
<i>Whoa, whoa ♪</i>

434
00:32:25,291 --> 00:32:27,000
[music ends]

435
00:32:34,916 --> 00:32:39,666
"River," it was a time in my life
where I was going through

436
00:32:39,666 --> 00:32:43,291
just a lot emotionally and personally.

437
00:32:43,875 --> 00:32:46,875
And then I had a dance party
with my friends.

438
00:32:46,875 --> 00:32:52,208
The rule was that every girl had to bring
their gay best friend, or no entrance.

439
00:32:52,208 --> 00:32:54,541
That was your pass.
That was how you entered.

440
00:32:54,541 --> 00:32:59,791
And we were listening to
Diana Ross, Whitney,

441
00:32:59,791 --> 00:33:03,666
Lindsay Lohan, Paris, Britney.
You know, all the legends.

442
00:33:03,666 --> 00:33:07,750
We had little-- We had boys in crop tops,
little shorts, little high heels.

443
00:33:07,750 --> 00:33:12,750
We had, like, bundles and bundles.
The hair was like everyone was Rapunzel.

444
00:33:12,750 --> 00:33:14,833
And it was just-- It was so inspiring.

445
00:33:14,833 --> 00:33:16,875
Again, I guess,
all of my songs kind of evolve.

446
00:33:16,875 --> 00:33:19,458
They could start
as something that was a trouble.

447
00:33:19,458 --> 00:33:21,625
Like it just feels like
it's an April shower.

448
00:33:21,625 --> 00:33:25,333
It never stops raining, and then
it started raining down like love.

449
00:33:25,333 --> 00:33:27,958
"River." Sometimes we just need
a dance-floor banger.

450
00:33:27,958 --> 00:33:31,875
AKA, they don't want me to talk about how
the fact the song is about [bleep].

451
00:33:31,875 --> 00:33:33,458
[film crew laughs]

452
00:33:33,458 --> 00:33:34,916
It's [bleep] nasty.

453
00:33:36,291 --> 00:33:37,625
[chuckles] It's nasty.

454
00:33:38,375 --> 00:33:40,250
["River" playing]

455
00:33:53,791 --> 00:33:57,250
<i>♪ I got a new dress
To meet you downtown ♪</i>

456
00:33:57,250 --> 00:34:01,000
<i>♪ Can you walk me through the park
To show it off? ♪</i>

457
00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:04,791
<i>♪ I can pull my hair back
In the tight way that you like ♪</i>

458
00:34:04,791 --> 00:34:08,583
<i>♪ If you wrap me in your arms
And never stop ♪</i>

459
00:34:08,583 --> 00:34:12,541
<i>♪ Heart beats so loud
That it's drowning me out ♪</i>

460
00:34:13,458 --> 00:34:15,500
<i>Living in an April shower ♪</i>

461
00:34:15,500 --> 00:34:20,208
<i>♪ You're pouring down
Baby, drown me out ♪</i>

462
00:34:20,208 --> 00:34:21,833
<i>Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪</i>

463
00:34:21,833 --> 00:34:23,916
<i>You're just like a river ♪</i>

464
00:34:23,916 --> 00:34:25,625
[chorus]  <i>Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪</i>

465
00:34:25,625 --> 00:34:27,708
<i>You're just like a river ♪</i>

466
00:34:27,708 --> 00:34:29,166
[chorus]  <i>Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪</i>

467
00:34:29,166 --> 00:34:32,208
<i>You go on forever ♪</i>

468
00:34:32,208 --> 00:34:36,125
<i>Ah, just like a river ♪</i>

469
00:34:38,166 --> 00:34:42,708
<i>♪ Blowing bubbles in the bath
I can't stop from thinking lately ♪</i>

470
00:34:42,708 --> 00:34:46,458
<i>♪ You could be the one
Have the honor of my babies ♪</i>

471
00:34:46,458 --> 00:34:49,791
<i>♪ Hope they have your eyes
And that crooked smile ♪</i>

472
00:34:49,791 --> 00:34:53,500
<i>♪ Was a desert fore I met you
I was in a drought ♪</i>

473
00:34:53,500 --> 00:34:57,666
<i>♪ Heart beats so loud
That it's drowning me out ♪</i>

474
00:34:58,708 --> 00:35:01,083
<i>Living in an April shower ♪</i>

475
00:35:01,083 --> 00:35:05,333
<i>♪ You're pouring down
Baby, drown me out ♪</i>

476
00:35:05,333 --> 00:35:06,791
<i>Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪</i>

477
00:35:06,791 --> 00:35:08,583
<i>You're just like a river ♪</i>

478
00:35:08,583 --> 00:35:10,375
[chorus]  <i>Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪</i>

479
00:35:10,375 --> 00:35:12,666
<i>You're just like a river ♪</i>

480
00:35:12,666 --> 00:35:14,291
[chorus]  <i>Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪</i>

481
00:35:14,291 --> 00:35:17,250
<i>You go on forever ♪</i>

482
00:35:17,250 --> 00:35:20,875
<i>Ah, you're just like a river ♪</i>

483
00:35:25,708 --> 00:35:28,166
<i>You're never running dry ♪</i>

484
00:35:30,666 --> 00:35:33,708
<i>♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Feel you everywhere ♪</i>

485
00:35:34,333 --> 00:35:37,875
<i>♪ Face is all in my hair
Covered up in your sweat ♪</i>

486
00:35:37,875 --> 00:35:40,833
<i>Turns me on that you care, baby ♪</i>

487
00:35:41,458 --> 00:35:45,125
<i>Your love, it flows just like a river ♪</i>

488
00:35:45,958 --> 00:35:53,583
-  <i>You're just like a river ♪</i>
- [chorus]  <i>That's what you are ♪</i>

489
00:35:53,583 --> 00:35:56,666
-  <i>You go on forever ♪</i>
- [chorus]  <i>That's what you are ♪</i>

490
00:35:56,666 --> 00:36:00,333
<i>Ah, you're just like a river ♪</i>

491
00:36:01,208 --> 00:36:02,833
<i>You're just like a river ♪</i>

492
00:36:02,833 --> 00:36:04,625
[chorus]  <i>Heart beats so loud ♪</i>

493
00:36:04,625 --> 00:36:07,583
-  <i>That it's drowning me out ♪</i>
-  <i>You're just like a river ♪</i>

494
00:36:07,583 --> 00:36:11,000
- [chorus]  <i>Living in an April shower ♪</i>
-  <i>You go on forever ♪</i>

495
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,333
[chorus]  <i>Pouring down ♪</i>

496
00:36:12,333 --> 00:36:15,375
-  <i>Baby, drown me out ♪</i>
-  <i>Just like a river ♪</i>

497
00:36:17,125 --> 00:36:18,333
[music ends]

498
00:36:21,833 --> 00:36:25,000
Highlighting negativity
is pretty constant.

499
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:30,541
We wake up with devastating news
and sadness and hurt and pain.

500
00:36:30,541 --> 00:36:34,416
All of that is very real
and should never be ignored,

501
00:36:34,416 --> 00:36:38,500
but we also can't erase that,
at the same time, there is joy,

502
00:36:38,500 --> 00:36:40,583
there's growth, there's connection.

503
00:36:40,583 --> 00:36:45,500
I'm so fortunate
to be physically and mentally well,

504
00:36:45,500 --> 00:36:49,875
and so I think
that needs to be honored and celebrated.

505
00:36:49,875 --> 00:36:56,000
Self-love is, um, a conversation
that's really amazingly kinda current.

506
00:36:56,000 --> 00:36:59,000
I think all of us are waking up to,

507
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:02,041
you know, what Mama Ru's
been saying for a long time now.

508
00:37:02,041 --> 00:37:03,583
"That if you can't love yourself,

509
00:37:03,583 --> 00:37:05,875
how in the hell
are you gonna love somebody else?

510
00:37:05,875 --> 00:37:07,291
Can I get a amen?"

511
00:37:08,208 --> 00:37:12,250
The demo of "Flowers" is pretty different

512
00:37:12,250 --> 00:37:17,166
from what ended up being released to
the world as this, like, celebratory song.

513
00:37:17,166 --> 00:37:19,041
It actually is more melancholy.

514
00:37:19,041 --> 00:37:24,333
Really when you strip away
all the sounds and all the big harmonies,

515
00:37:24,333 --> 00:37:26,250
there's a lot of sadness to it.

516
00:37:26,250 --> 00:37:28,083
Um, but I've always--

517
00:37:28,083 --> 00:37:30,625
I've liked the idea
of "fake it till you make it."

518
00:37:30,625 --> 00:37:34,708
And on the first chorus,
I'm kind of telling myself,

519
00:37:34,708 --> 00:37:36,958
and I'm trying to convince myself.

520
00:37:36,958 --> 00:37:38,958
And by the third chorus,

521
00:37:38,958 --> 00:37:42,208
you can hear that there's a confidence
that I finally believe it.

522
00:37:42,208 --> 00:37:45,583
And I think you can hear that
a lot in the demo

523
00:37:45,583 --> 00:37:47,500
because everything is just stripped away,

524
00:37:47,500 --> 00:37:50,625
so you can really hear
the kind of evolution of that song.

525
00:37:51,250 --> 00:37:53,083
- [director] Okay. Miley, good?
- [Cyrus] Yep.

526
00:37:53,083 --> 00:37:54,458
[director] Thank you. Ready.

527
00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:56,583
["Flowers" playing]

528
00:37:58,291 --> 00:38:02,333
<i>♪ We were good
We were gold ♪</i>

529
00:38:02,333 --> 00:38:05,791
<i>Kind of dream that can't be sold ♪</i>

530
00:38:06,416 --> 00:38:10,416
<i>We were right till we weren't ♪</i>

531
00:38:10,416 --> 00:38:14,166
<i>Built a home and watched it burn ♪</i>

532
00:38:14,875 --> 00:38:19,000
<i>♪ I didn't want to leave you
I didn't want to lie ♪</i>

533
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:23,041
<i>Started to cry and then remembered I ♪</i>

534
00:38:24,125 --> 00:38:26,958
<i>I can buy myself flowers ♪</i>

535
00:38:27,708 --> 00:38:30,916
<i>Write my name in the sand ♪</i>

536
00:38:31,833 --> 00:38:35,083
<i>Talk to myself for hours ♪</i>

537
00:38:35,916 --> 00:38:38,875
<i>Say things you don't understand ♪</i>

538
00:38:40,083 --> 00:38:44,291
<i>I can take myself dancing, yeah ♪</i>

539
00:38:44,291 --> 00:38:46,958
<i>I can hold my own hand ♪</i>

540
00:38:46,958 --> 00:38:51,833
<i>♪ Yeah, I can love me
Better than you can ♪</i>

541
00:38:51,833 --> 00:38:55,916
[chorus] <i>♪ Can love me better
I can love me better, baby ♪</i>

542
00:38:55,916 --> 00:38:59,333
<i>♪ Can love me better
I can love me better, baby ♪</i>

543
00:38:59,333 --> 00:39:03,083
<i>Paint my nails cherry red ♪</i>

544
00:39:03,083 --> 00:39:07,166
<i>Match the roses that you left ♪</i>

545
00:39:07,166 --> 00:39:10,958
<i>No remorse, no regrets ♪</i>

546
00:39:10,958 --> 00:39:15,125
<i>I forgive every word you said ♪</i>

547
00:39:15,708 --> 00:39:19,833
<i>♪ I didn't want to leave you
I didn't want to lie ♪</i>

548
00:39:19,833 --> 00:39:24,083
<i>Started to cry, but then remembered I ♪</i>

549
00:39:24,916 --> 00:39:27,916
<i>I can buy myself flowers ♪</i>

550
00:39:29,041 --> 00:39:32,375
<i>Write my name in the sand ♪</i>

551
00:39:32,375 --> 00:39:36,000
<i>Talk to myself for hours ♪</i>

552
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:39,250
<i>♪ Ah, ah, say things
You don't understand ♪</i>

553
00:39:41,250 --> 00:39:45,291
<i>I can take myself dancing, yeah ♪</i>

554
00:39:45,291 --> 00:39:48,000
<i>I can hold my own hand ♪</i>

555
00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:53,166
<i>♪ Yeah, I can love me
Better than you can ♪</i>

556
00:39:53,166 --> 00:39:57,208
[chorus] <i>♪ Can love me better
I can love me better, baby ♪</i>

557
00:39:57,208 --> 00:40:05,125
<i>♪ Can love me better
I can love me better, baby ♪</i>

558
00:40:05,125 --> 00:40:06,708
<i>Can love me better ♪</i>

559
00:40:06,708 --> 00:40:08,583
[Cyrus]  <i>Ooh, ah ♪</i>

560
00:40:08,583 --> 00:40:12,958
<i>♪ I didn't want to leave you
I didn't want to fight ♪</i>

561
00:40:12,958 --> 00:40:17,000
<i>Started to cry, remembered I ♪</i>

562
00:40:17,666 --> 00:40:20,833
<i>I can buy myself flowers ♪</i>

563
00:40:20,833 --> 00:40:21,916
<i>Ah, ah ♪</i>

564
00:40:21,916 --> 00:40:23,958
<i>Write my name in the sand ♪</i>

565
00:40:23,958 --> 00:40:25,750
<i>Ah, ah, ah, ah ♪</i>

566
00:40:25,750 --> 00:40:28,708
<i>Talk to myself for hours ♪</i>

567
00:40:28,708 --> 00:40:32,250
<i>♪ Ah, ah, say things
You don't understand ♪</i>

568
00:40:32,250 --> 00:40:33,458
<i>No, you never will ♪</i>

569
00:40:34,125 --> 00:40:38,208
<i>I can take myself dancing, yeah ♪</i>

570
00:40:38,208 --> 00:40:40,833
<i>I can hold my own hand ♪</i>

571
00:40:40,833 --> 00:40:44,250
<i>Yeah, I can love me better than ♪</i>

572
00:40:45,083 --> 00:40:48,625
<i>Yeah, I can love me better than ♪</i>

573
00:40:49,125 --> 00:40:50,958
<i>You can ♪</i>

574
00:40:51,708 --> 00:40:53,666
[chorus]  <i>I can love me better, baby ♪</i>

575
00:40:53,666 --> 00:40:54,750
<i>Ah, ah ♪</i>

576
00:40:55,333 --> 00:40:57,291
[chorus]  <i>I can love me better, baby ♪</i>

577
00:40:57,291 --> 00:40:59,750
<i>Than you can ♪</i>

578
00:40:59,750 --> 00:41:02,583
- [chorus]  <i>I can love me better, baby ♪</i>
-  <i>Oh, oh ♪</i>

579
00:41:02,583 --> 00:41:04,416
[chorus]  <i>Can love me better, I-- ♪</i>

580
00:41:06,083 --> 00:41:07,083
[music ends]



