1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:12,262 --> 00:00:14,764 What's the outfit? 4 00:00:16,850 --> 00:00:21,229 I'm going for black, double-breasted. 5 00:03:56,027 --> 00:03:58,363 -Hey! -Hiya! 6 00:03:59,072 --> 00:04:00,990 Losing was not an option. 7 00:04:01,616 --> 00:04:05,161 Maybe one won and the other had come in second, 8 00:04:05,245 --> 00:04:09,499 and the one who won couldn't be happy because his brother was sad. 9 00:04:10,667 --> 00:04:12,585 -My pulse is going up. -Yeah. 10 00:04:13,169 --> 00:04:17,173 My heart rate went up, now that it's getting close to it. 11 00:07:28,823 --> 00:07:32,827 Now, Henrik Lundqvist has to play his best game of the tournament. 12 00:17:17,536 --> 00:17:24,501 When Henrik gave up a soft goal, I understood that it hurt him, 13 00:17:24,585 --> 00:17:26,253 so it hurt me too. 14 00:17:31,175 --> 00:17:35,596 If the goal goes in, you hear it from the stands. 15 00:17:35,679 --> 00:17:40,225 "He should have gotten that one," or something like that. It hurts. 16 00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:30,789 Hey, it's Jimmy. 17 00:21:30,872 --> 00:21:32,416 Hi, it's Hank. 18 00:21:33,750 --> 00:21:36,128 Hey. How are you today? 19 00:22:25,343 --> 00:22:31,767 It is quite rare to have the kind of career that you've had, 20 00:22:33,018 --> 00:22:35,228 staying in one place for so long. 21 00:22:36,772 --> 00:22:38,023 Yes. 22 00:23:09,429 --> 00:23:13,433 It sounds funny, but it's really the case that when we have an image 23 00:23:13,517 --> 00:23:15,352 of how we should be, 24 00:23:16,311 --> 00:23:20,482 and when we feel like we didn't achieve what we had envisioned, 25 00:23:21,024 --> 00:23:23,652 this can become very challenging. 26 00:23:23,735 --> 00:23:25,153 Exactly that. 27 00:23:53,849 --> 00:23:56,059 I've been thinking about winning and losing. 28 00:23:57,269 --> 00:24:00,564 Isn't the definition of what winning is 29 00:24:01,189 --> 00:24:03,900 based on what you, yourself, want it to be? 30 00:24:08,238 --> 00:24:13,285 I think it depends on how you define what winning is. 31 00:24:14,494 --> 00:24:17,706 What do you think? Then it's about what you experience-- 32 00:24:17,789 --> 00:24:22,335 You can feel like a winner, even if you don't win all the time. 33 00:24:23,712 --> 00:24:26,423 But, in the end… 34 00:24:26,506 --> 00:24:31,636 it becomes quite clear if you've won or not. 35 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:34,639 One could say that you've won New York's heart. 36 00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:40,729 As an athlete, you are very much appreciated in New York. 37 00:24:42,981 --> 00:24:43,899 Yes. 38 00:24:43,982 --> 00:24:45,066 Then you've won. 39 00:30:28,743 --> 00:30:30,787 The aorta being that size concerns us 40 00:30:30,870 --> 00:30:33,581 particularly in someone who is playing, you know… 41 00:30:33,665 --> 00:30:36,626 I appreciate that you're a goalie, you have protective padding, 42 00:30:36,709 --> 00:30:39,337 but there's still a potential to take some hits there. 43 00:30:39,420 --> 00:30:41,840 Not far behind that in my mind is, 44 00:30:41,923 --> 00:30:44,092 is the narrowing of that aortic valve. 45 00:30:44,175 --> 00:30:47,720 With the aorta, the risk is dissection, tearing of the blood vessel. 46 00:30:47,804 --> 00:30:51,683 There's a risk of death with that, and it is a significant risk. 47 00:30:51,766 --> 00:30:53,393 But then the narrowing of the valve, 48 00:30:53,476 --> 00:30:56,896 the risk is you're not getting enough blood supply to the heart muscle 49 00:30:56,980 --> 00:30:59,774 when you're exercising at the very extremes. 50 00:30:59,858 --> 00:31:01,901 And that can increase the risk of 51 00:31:01,985 --> 00:31:04,279 abnormal rhythms and sudden death. 52 00:31:05,655 --> 00:31:06,823 If… 53 00:31:07,407 --> 00:31:08,992 If I was your brother… 54 00:31:10,493 --> 00:31:12,287 would you tell me not to play? 55 00:31:13,788 --> 00:31:14,789 I would. 56 00:31:17,709 --> 00:31:18,918 Yeah. 57 00:32:15,934 --> 00:32:17,477 This is crushing. 58 00:32:45,046 --> 00:32:49,008 And then it's like, if we take self-esteem, what's that for you? 59 00:32:53,179 --> 00:32:54,472 Self-esteem. 60 00:32:58,643 --> 00:33:00,436 Our thoughts about ourselves. 61 00:33:04,524 --> 00:33:06,609 The idea of ourselves. Yes. 62 00:33:08,945 --> 00:33:12,824 So, if we have dominant thoughts about ourselves, that we are valuable 63 00:33:12,907 --> 00:33:16,619 and we are worthy of what we want, we think highly of ourselves… 64 00:33:17,495 --> 00:33:20,748 then the probability is higher for us to choose to be… 65 00:33:21,582 --> 00:33:25,169 loving to ourselves, of course, but also to be able to make decisions 66 00:33:25,253 --> 00:33:28,089 and commit to actions that promote that. 67 00:34:22,643 --> 00:34:26,898 You probably had an even more abnormal valve 68 00:34:26,981 --> 00:34:29,275 than the typical bicuspid valve. 69 00:34:30,026 --> 00:34:33,821 And the calcium has kind of built up all across that valve. 70 00:34:34,697 --> 00:34:38,409 So that explains why your valve has failed at such a young age. 71 00:34:38,493 --> 00:34:40,369 Thirty-eight is really young. 72 00:34:40,453 --> 00:34:44,290 I know they're telling you after 15 years in New York, you're going-- 73 00:34:44,373 --> 00:34:46,292 you're an old goaltender, they're telling you. 74 00:34:46,375 --> 00:34:47,835 But you're a young man. 75 00:34:47,919 --> 00:34:50,046 -You're really young, okay? -Yeah. 76 00:34:50,129 --> 00:34:53,091 And I'd love to see you play hockey again. 77 00:34:53,174 --> 00:34:56,469 But if we let your heart fight against that valve 78 00:34:56,552 --> 00:35:00,181 that's not opening very well for too long, 79 00:35:00,264 --> 00:35:03,726 you can develop changes in the muscle of your heart 80 00:35:03,810 --> 00:35:06,312 that will limit your overall lifespan. 81 00:35:06,395 --> 00:35:09,190 Basically, your heart is working like someone 82 00:35:09,273 --> 00:35:12,652 that's exercising kinda all day long, 83 00:35:12,735 --> 00:35:15,113 even when you're just sitting here at rest. 84 00:35:15,196 --> 00:35:18,533 Because your heart's fighting against that valve that doesn't open. 85 00:35:18,616 --> 00:35:21,828 Then the concern is when you're really pushing yourself hard, 86 00:35:21,911 --> 00:35:23,621 like you do in a game, 87 00:35:23,704 --> 00:35:27,750 if your heart hits the sort of peak where you just can't get enough 88 00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:29,627 blood flow to that heart 89 00:35:29,710 --> 00:35:33,131 that's now thickened and kind of working so hard, 90 00:35:33,214 --> 00:35:35,383 you could have a really bad problem, you know. 91 00:35:35,466 --> 00:35:36,884 You could die from that. 92 00:35:37,426 --> 00:35:40,429 We gotta either do something about your valve 93 00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:42,265 or put your game at rest. 94 00:36:41,365 --> 00:36:42,909 What a party! 95 00:36:42,992 --> 00:36:45,203 What a year, wow! 96 00:36:45,286 --> 00:36:46,954 Cheers, happy new year! 97 00:36:47,038 --> 00:36:49,040 We're at the party of the year! 98 00:36:49,540 --> 00:36:51,667 -Take care. -No, we're not. 99 00:36:51,751 --> 00:36:55,338 -Hang up now, she's not filming-- -He's crazy! 100 00:36:55,421 --> 00:36:57,798 Nobody is watching this. 101 00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:00,509 He's crazy! 102 00:37:01,594 --> 00:37:06,057 New Year's Eve, 2020. 103 00:37:09,185 --> 00:37:11,187 -Hello, Charlise. -Hi. 104 00:37:11,270 --> 00:37:16,275 Juli? What do you think has been good in 2020? 105 00:37:17,568 --> 00:37:21,822 What's good is that we're about to build a new apartment. 106 00:37:21,906 --> 00:37:23,115 That's exciting! 107 00:37:23,199 --> 00:37:25,743 A new home. Our new home. 108 00:37:59,944 --> 00:38:02,113 So you can have one designated visitor. 109 00:38:02,196 --> 00:38:05,658 They want it to be the same person. So it sounds like it's gonna be your wife. 110 00:38:05,741 --> 00:38:06,701 Yup. 111 00:38:06,784 --> 00:38:09,161 She can come with you the day of surgery 112 00:38:09,245 --> 00:38:12,373 and then stay here in the hospital while you're in surgery, 113 00:38:12,456 --> 00:38:13,958 meet with Dr. Roselli 114 00:38:14,041 --> 00:38:16,585 and then be able to see you after surgery. 115 00:38:16,669 --> 00:38:17,712 Okay, great. 116 00:38:53,289 --> 00:38:55,124 It was a tough surgery. 117 00:38:55,207 --> 00:38:57,585 I know this, I'm a physiotherapist. 118 00:38:57,668 --> 00:38:59,503 I know how a heart works. 119 00:38:59,587 --> 00:39:01,797 I knew what was wrong with him. 120 00:39:01,881 --> 00:39:04,467 I knew it was a very dangerous operation. 121 00:39:04,550 --> 00:39:05,885 Major surgery. 122 00:39:39,043 --> 00:39:40,669 -Hello. -Hi. 123 00:39:40,753 --> 00:39:42,671 We're all done. Everything went great. 124 00:39:42,755 --> 00:39:44,715 -Okay, great. -No problems at all. 125 00:39:44,799 --> 00:39:47,259 -Thank you. -Yeah, his valve was awful, 126 00:39:47,343 --> 00:39:48,761 as we expected. 127 00:39:49,428 --> 00:39:52,556 I think he's really going to feel a whole lot better now. 128 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:54,475 -Okay, great. -With the new valve. 129 00:39:54,558 --> 00:39:57,978 I mean, there's no question this was the right thing to do. 130 00:39:58,062 --> 00:40:01,399 I've been so nervous the whole day! I can breathe again. 131 00:40:01,482 --> 00:40:03,317 -Yeah. -Right? A little at least? 132 00:40:03,401 --> 00:40:04,402 -Yeah. -Yeah. 133 00:40:23,754 --> 00:40:29,552 It was pretty easy somehow after the surgery… 134 00:40:29,635 --> 00:40:32,972 my daily life. 135 00:40:33,055 --> 00:40:34,640 Why do you think that is? 136 00:40:37,059 --> 00:40:40,312 I thought almost nothing about the future at first. 137 00:40:40,396 --> 00:40:43,315 I think you were just happy to be alive. 138 00:40:47,486 --> 00:40:48,654 Yes. 139 00:40:48,737 --> 00:40:51,532 He was doing great at first, 140 00:40:51,615 --> 00:40:54,243 and then he had a stage when he couldn't eat or anything. 141 00:40:55,453 --> 00:40:58,038 I just said, "You have to get up." 142 00:40:58,122 --> 00:41:01,250 "You have to get up and walk. You have to get on your feet." 143 00:41:01,333 --> 00:41:04,753 You can't lie in bed and just say, "I can't take it." 144 00:41:04,837 --> 00:41:07,465 "I don't want to eat, I don't want to walk." 145 00:41:07,548 --> 00:41:09,467 "Up!" I said. 146 00:41:09,550 --> 00:41:11,469 "Now you just have to walk." 147 00:45:33,105 --> 00:45:36,650 Right after the operation, I lived so much in the present 148 00:45:36,733 --> 00:45:41,113 that I didn't think much about things that needed to be done, 149 00:45:41,196 --> 00:45:42,906 or what had happened, either. 150 00:45:42,990 --> 00:45:46,618 I was just there, and that was a sense of calm… 151 00:45:48,036 --> 00:45:51,165 I want to recreate that all the time. 152 00:56:46,111 --> 00:56:47,946 I just needed time to… 153 00:56:49,823 --> 00:56:51,741 get that energy out, I think. 154 00:56:52,534 --> 00:56:56,704 It felt a bit like that, get the negative energy out of my body. 155 00:56:58,414 --> 00:56:59,666 Yeah. 156 00:57:02,877 --> 00:57:07,507 And that negative energy… 157 00:57:07,590 --> 00:57:13,263 was that connected to your expectations and what you had envisioned, 158 00:57:13,346 --> 00:57:17,225 and when it didn't turn out that way, it became a lot to deal with? 159 00:57:17,308 --> 00:57:19,018 Yeah. Exactly. 160 00:59:47,250 --> 00:59:51,421 The rehabilitation had not gone as he had hoped, 161 00:59:51,504 --> 00:59:54,716 so then we all had to come to terms with that. 162 01:00:32,420 --> 01:00:33,963 Captain Erik. 163 01:00:34,714 --> 01:00:35,798 All is well? 164 01:00:35,882 --> 01:00:38,343 I'd say so. How are you? 165 01:00:38,426 --> 01:00:39,636 Great. 166 01:00:54,025 --> 01:00:57,695 Yes, I can already feel myself getting relaxed. 167 01:00:59,781 --> 01:01:02,158 It's hard not to, on a day like this. 168 01:01:50,206 --> 01:01:52,083 Thanks for the ride. 169 01:01:52,166 --> 01:01:53,543 Thank you! 170 01:01:53,626 --> 01:01:56,003 -Do you want some coffee? -I'd love some. 171 01:02:54,187 --> 01:02:56,814 Somehow, life wants us well, I think. 172 01:02:57,815 --> 01:03:02,612 Yes, and it can be hard to see when you're in the middle of it sometimes. 173 01:03:02,695 --> 01:03:03,780 You're still here. 174 01:03:03,863 --> 01:03:05,198 I'm still here, yes. 175 01:03:05,948 --> 01:03:08,534 -But without the skates. -Without the skates. 176 01:03:09,535 --> 01:03:13,164 I think that our expectations, when we have expectations, 177 01:03:13,247 --> 01:03:17,210 should be a specific way, because there is a risk they limit us. 178 01:03:18,252 --> 01:03:20,797 And that this is what makes us suffer. 179 01:03:21,547 --> 01:03:22,590 Do you agree? 180 01:03:24,634 --> 01:03:27,845 Yes. I think that was a bit of a problem… 181 01:03:29,013 --> 01:03:33,142 Toward the end, in my mind, I imagined how it should be. 182 01:03:33,226 --> 01:03:37,855 Instead of just living it, I sort of tried to… 183 01:03:39,899 --> 01:03:42,151 draw the roadmap, 184 01:03:42,235 --> 01:03:44,904 and it created stress 185 01:03:44,987 --> 01:03:47,448 and disappointment too. 186 01:03:48,199 --> 01:03:51,369 I feel that we don't believe enough 187 01:03:51,452 --> 01:03:54,121 that our thoughts actually create our reality. 188 01:03:54,205 --> 01:03:56,082 A lot of what we talk about… 189 01:03:56,165 --> 01:03:59,961 for example, things like, "I want to end my career here." 190 01:04:00,044 --> 01:04:02,797 "This is what I want…" 191 01:04:03,297 --> 01:04:08,094 But then life wants something different, and then it's difficult to accept reality. 192 01:04:58,686 --> 01:05:00,396 Is there a car coming? 193 01:05:01,981 --> 01:05:03,983 Yeah, I can call. 194 01:05:06,360 --> 01:05:07,236 Deep breathing. 195 01:05:07,320 --> 01:05:08,529 Deep breathing. 196 01:05:08,613 --> 01:05:09,697 Stretch. 197 01:05:10,990 --> 01:05:15,244 My back's hurting. Is it because I'm retiring for real? 198 01:05:55,660 --> 01:05:58,621 Will you be all right on the carpet all the way over there? 199 01:05:58,704 --> 01:06:00,414 Yes, we've practiced it. 200 01:06:00,498 --> 01:06:02,541 You've practiced, we saw you practice. 201 01:06:02,625 --> 01:06:04,669 You're going to walk hand-in-hand. 202 01:06:05,586 --> 01:06:09,423 -Waving to the people. -Maybe waving a bit more humbly. 203 01:06:10,341 --> 01:06:12,802 Like a queen, they wave like this. 204 01:06:29,610 --> 01:06:31,529 If they cheer, you know for sure… 205 01:06:31,612 --> 01:06:34,365 -They will. -That will be tough. 206 01:06:34,448 --> 01:06:37,743 It will be tough, but the tears are coming to me already. 207 01:06:37,827 --> 01:06:40,204 Keep your pockets full of tissues always. 208 01:12:58,415 --> 01:13:00,542 What does tomorrow look like? 209 01:13:00,626 --> 01:13:02,378 Tomorrow… 210 01:13:05,506 --> 01:13:08,675 We'll see if we do anything during the day, but the party is at night. 211 01:13:08,759 --> 01:13:11,887 Celebrating my 40th birthday. It'll be… 212 01:13:11,970 --> 01:13:13,430 It'll be fun. 213 01:13:16,308 --> 01:13:19,686 -It really is a full week of celebration. -Yes. 214 01:13:21,146 --> 01:13:22,481 You could say that. 215 01:13:23,982 --> 01:13:27,444 If you go back to where you were a year ago or three years ago, 216 01:13:27,528 --> 01:13:30,447 you realize quite a lot has happened. 217 01:13:30,531 --> 01:13:35,285 And things can grow a lot more than you realize. 218 01:13:35,994 --> 01:13:39,248 Yeah, I guess that's what life is, right?