1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:10,280 --> 00:00:11,520  [Otto] Hiya.  4 00:00:12,120 --> 00:00:13,920  [door buzzing]  5 00:00:17,960 --> 00:00:19,360  [toilet flushing]  6 00:00:19,360 --> 00:00:20,720  That's the toilet.  7 00:00:28,040 --> 00:00:30,080  -[Otto] Hi. -[man] Hey, how are you going?  8 00:00:30,080 --> 00:00:31,360  [Otto] All right.  9 00:00:31,360 --> 00:00:33,080  You taking the socks and shoes off?  10 00:00:33,080 --> 00:00:34,440  Yes, I always do.  11 00:00:34,440 --> 00:00:35,440  Okay.  12 00:00:35,440 --> 00:00:38,800  -[Otto] Ooh. -[Pete] It's good, isn't it?  13 00:00:41,520 --> 00:00:42,760  [relaxed sigh]  14 00:00:43,480 --> 00:00:45,040  Okay, I'm ready when you are.  15 00:00:46,400 --> 00:00:47,800  [chuckles]  16 00:00:47,800 --> 00:00:49,960  -That's my thumbs up. -Very good.  17 00:00:49,960 --> 00:00:51,520  -Cool. -Ah, right, Otto.  18 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:52,440  Yes.  19 00:00:52,440 --> 00:00:53,880  Um... [clicks tongue]  20 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:55,880  We need you to say some lines to go  21 00:00:55,880 --> 00:00:57,360  right at the beginning of the film.  22 00:00:57,360 --> 00:00:58,520  -Yes. -Right? So, it's gonna go  23 00:00:58,520 --> 00:01:00,280  right at the beginning of the documentary.  24 00:01:00,280 --> 00:01:02,360  -Yeah. -And it is going to explain  25 00:01:02,360 --> 00:01:03,920  -who you are. -Who I am.  26 00:01:03,920 --> 00:01:05,640  Right. And what the documentary is about.  27 00:01:05,640 --> 00:01:06,680  -Yep. -Yeah? So--  28 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:08,120  And what my character is too.  29 00:01:08,120 --> 00:01:10,520  Well, your character is you in the documentary, but yeah.  30 00:01:10,520 --> 00:01:13,160  -I am. -But we can explore that.  31 00:01:13,160 --> 00:01:14,760  [Pete] Shall we start off by reading the lines  32 00:01:14,760 --> 00:01:16,280  and then maybe we can change them if you want to?  33 00:01:16,280 --> 00:01:17,720  -[Otto] I can try myself. -[Pete] Yeah?  34 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:19,160  So, do you want to go for it?  35 00:01:19,160 --> 00:01:24,760  My name is Otto Baxter and I've been filmed...  36 00:01:24,760 --> 00:01:28,600  by other people since I was a baby.  37 00:01:28,600 --> 00:01:31,000  [bright music]  38 00:01:31,000 --> 00:01:33,520 [Otto]  39 00:01:33,520 --> 00:01:37,280   40 00:01:37,280 --> 00:01:40,120  Hello, come in, come in.  41 00:01:40,120 --> 00:01:43,080   42 00:01:43,080 --> 00:01:45,720   43 00:01:45,720 --> 00:01:49,000  I do get very cheeky sometimes.  44 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:52,000  Can I have a dance, my darling?  45 00:01:53,120 --> 00:01:57,000   46 00:01:57,000 --> 00:02:02,720   47 00:02:02,720 --> 00:02:09,160   48 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:10,200  It was fucking good.  49 00:02:10,200 --> 00:02:12,600  [Bruce] It was fucking good, wasn't it?  50 00:02:12,600 --> 00:02:18,240 [Otto]  51 00:02:18,240 --> 00:02:20,280   52 00:02:20,280 --> 00:02:22,040   53 00:02:22,040 --> 00:02:26,360  Now that I'm getting older,  54 00:02:26,360 --> 00:02:28,600  Pete and Bruce...  55 00:02:28,600 --> 00:02:30,560  are really fucking annoying.  56 00:02:30,560 --> 00:02:33,200  -[laughter] -[Otto hums cheekily]  57 00:02:33,200 --> 00:02:35,120  I'm not sure that's exactly what's written down.  58 00:02:35,120 --> 00:02:36,600  -[chuckles] -[Pete] "Pete and Bruce  59 00:02:36,600 --> 00:02:38,880  need to understand me properly."  60 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:42,840  [Otto] Now I'm getting older,  61 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:48,040  Pete and Bruce need to understand me properly,  62 00:02:48,040 --> 00:02:53,280  because they are a big part of my life.  63 00:02:53,280 --> 00:02:55,560  When it comes to it, we're going to have to help you  64 00:02:55,560 --> 00:02:57,440  make really important decisions.  65 00:02:57,440 --> 00:02:58,440  I'll take the risk.  66 00:02:58,440 --> 00:03:00,640  [Bruce chuckles] You'll take the risk on us?  67 00:03:00,640 --> 00:03:01,440  Yeah, I would.  68 00:03:01,440 --> 00:03:04,120  And so, if we're helping you to make, you know,  69 00:03:04,120 --> 00:03:07,480  choices about what, how you want your life to be,  70 00:03:07,480 --> 00:03:09,880  then I think we need to understand  71 00:03:09,880 --> 00:03:11,880  what you really feel about your life.  72 00:03:11,880 --> 00:03:14,040  [Pete] Are we boring you, Otto?  73 00:03:14,040 --> 00:03:15,960  -Mm-mm. -[Pete chuckles]  74 00:03:15,960 --> 00:03:17,400  [Otto] I love films.  75 00:03:17,400 --> 00:03:21,760  I love talking about them with Pete and Bruce,  76 00:03:21,760 --> 00:03:27,520  so they have asked me to write and direct  77 00:03:27,520 --> 00:03:29,880  a drama about my life.  78 00:03:30,440 --> 00:03:34,240  My story told by me.  79 00:03:37,400 --> 00:03:39,600  [light music]  80 00:03:42,360 --> 00:03:45,320  [Martin Scorsese]Making a movie  81 00:03:46,200 --> 00:03:47,320  When you do your work,  82 00:03:47,320 --> 00:03:48,600  uh, are you doing it for other people,  83 00:03:48,600 --> 00:03:49,880  what other people are gonna say about you,  84 00:03:49,880 --> 00:03:51,280  or are you gonna do it for yourself?  85 00:03:51,280 --> 00:03:53,880  [indistinct chatter]  86 00:03:53,880 --> 00:03:57,960   87 00:03:57,960 --> 00:04:00,440   88 00:04:00,440 --> 00:04:01,880 [man]  89 00:04:01,880 --> 00:04:04,440   90 00:04:04,440 --> 00:04:06,680  in the way of academic material.  91 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:11,400  Reading may be slow and labored.  92 00:04:11,400 --> 00:04:14,000   93 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:17,080   94 00:04:17,840 --> 00:04:19,560   95 00:04:19,560 --> 00:04:21,800  [Steven Spielberg]I make movies  96 00:04:21,800 --> 00:04:25,440  I can play out my life and my fantasy through film.  97 00:04:26,200 --> 00:04:29,080   98 00:04:30,120 --> 00:04:34,000   99 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:36,920 -  100 00:04:37,680 --> 00:04:39,480   101 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:40,840  [reporter] 102 00:04:40,840 --> 00:04:42,320   103 00:04:42,320 --> 00:04:44,920   104 00:04:44,920 --> 00:04:47,880   105 00:04:47,880 --> 00:04:51,400   106 00:04:51,400 --> 00:04:54,360   107 00:04:54,360 --> 00:04:57,240   108 00:04:57,240 --> 00:05:00,480   109 00:05:00,480 --> 00:05:02,920   110 00:05:02,920 --> 00:05:04,640 [man]  111 00:05:04,640 --> 00:05:07,880   112 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:09,360   113 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:12,800   114 00:05:12,800 --> 00:05:16,240   115 00:05:16,240 --> 00:05:17,880   116 00:05:18,800 --> 00:05:20,360  [Stanley Kubrick] 117 00:05:20,360 --> 00:05:23,040  been privileged to direct a film  118 00:05:23,040 --> 00:05:25,120  knows that although it can be  119 00:05:25,120 --> 00:05:27,600  like trying to write 120 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:31,280  in a bumper car in an amusement park.  121 00:05:31,280 --> 00:05:32,840   122 00:05:32,840 --> 00:05:36,200  there are not many joys in life that can equal the feeling.  123 00:05:36,200 --> 00:05:40,040  [crowd cheering and applauding]  124 00:05:40,040 --> 00:05:42,560  Hello, everybody.  125 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:47,320  [Otto] I want you to sit back and enjoy  126 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:49,920  [all cheering and applauding]  127 00:05:50,640 --> 00:05:52,440  [whistling]  128 00:06:00,440 --> 00:06:02,400  [soft creaking]  129 00:06:06,640 --> 00:06:08,360  [phone dial tone beeping]  130 00:06:11,720 --> 00:06:14,680  [Otto snoring]  131 00:06:18,560 --> 00:06:20,040  [Otto on voicemail]  132 00:06:20,040 --> 00:06:22,640   133 00:06:22,640 --> 00:06:24,880   134 00:06:24,880 --> 00:06:28,120   135 00:06:28,120 --> 00:06:30,880  [answering machine beeps]  136 00:06:30,880 --> 00:06:33,080  [Bruce over phone] 137 00:06:33,080 --> 00:06:34,400   138 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:37,360   139 00:06:37,360 --> 00:06:39,600   140 00:06:39,600 --> 00:06:41,800   141 00:06:41,800 --> 00:06:43,960   142 00:06:43,960 --> 00:06:45,840   143 00:06:45,840 --> 00:06:48,640   144 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:49,920   145 00:06:49,920 --> 00:06:52,600   146 00:06:52,600 --> 00:06:54,800 -  147 00:06:57,640 --> 00:06:59,800  [calm music]  148 00:07:01,040 --> 00:07:02,320  [car door closes]  149 00:07:05,720 --> 00:07:08,040  [Pete] I bet you he hasn't even got out of bed yet.  150 00:07:11,240 --> 00:07:14,600  [Bruce] Oh, my word. [chuckles]  151 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:19,880  [Bruce] Terrifying.  152 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:22,200  -[hums] -[Bruce chuckles]  153 00:07:25,480 --> 00:07:27,520  [Pete] You're like a, sort of, uh...  154 00:07:27,520 --> 00:07:29,600  like an annoying, sort of, wasp.  155 00:07:30,200 --> 00:07:32,880  [imitates monster growling]  156 00:07:32,880 --> 00:07:36,840  [Pete] Okay. So... just imagine you're in a film.  157 00:07:36,840 --> 00:07:38,440  And you're setting the scene for us,  158 00:07:38,440 --> 00:07:39,640  'cause this is what you're doing now,  159 00:07:39,640 --> 00:07:41,040  you're writing and directing something.  160 00:07:41,040 --> 00:07:42,080  -Yep. I'm a director. -Yeah.  161 00:07:42,080 --> 00:07:43,600  [hums] Telling you what to do now.  162 00:07:43,600 --> 00:07:45,440  So... and you've got to stay on topic.  163 00:07:45,440 --> 00:07:46,840  -You, shut up. -Yeah.  164 00:07:46,840 --> 00:07:48,800  And you, make me a bacon sandwich.  165 00:07:48,800 --> 00:07:49,640  [chuckles]  166 00:07:49,640 --> 00:07:51,040  I can see what this is gonna be like.  167 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:52,600  [Otto humming]  168 00:07:52,600 --> 00:07:55,760  Stay... staying on topic. [chuckles]  169 00:07:55,760 --> 00:07:56,640  "Stay on topic."  170 00:07:56,640 --> 00:07:58,760  [Pete] So, let's... I was thinking maybe we could,  171 00:07:58,760 --> 00:07:59,840  I mean, feel free to just chuck...  172 00:07:59,840 --> 00:08:02,360  I think we should just brainstorm some ideas, shall we?  173 00:08:02,360 --> 00:08:03,080  Yeah.  174 00:08:03,080 --> 00:08:05,920  If you had to think of, like, a few memorable, sort of,  175 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:08,240  moments or things that have happened to you.  176 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:09,120  -Yes. -[hums]  177 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:11,800  From the day you were born to today.  178 00:08:11,800 --> 00:08:13,280  -Yes. -[Otto hums]  179 00:08:13,280 --> 00:08:14,760  So, let's start with your...  180 00:08:14,760 --> 00:08:17,360  so, what's your first memory?  181 00:08:17,360 --> 00:08:20,520  My first memory, I'm being picked up from school.  182 00:08:20,520 --> 00:08:21,440  -Oh, really? -Yes.  183 00:08:21,440 --> 00:08:24,480  So you would have been, what, how old do you reckon?  184 00:08:24,920 --> 00:08:26,720  I think I was...  185 00:08:27,720 --> 00:08:30,120  ...19 or 16. [hums]  186 00:08:30,120 --> 00:08:32,680  Your first memory was when you were 16?  187 00:08:35,920 --> 00:08:37,040  I think I was two.  188 00:08:37,040 --> 00:08:39,000  -Two, okay. -I think school's quite...  189 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:41,000  school's quite a good... school's quite a good...  190 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:42,600  [Bruce] 191 00:08:42,600 --> 00:08:45,160   192 00:08:45,160 --> 00:08:47,960   193 00:08:47,960 --> 00:08:49,840 -  194 00:08:50,600 --> 00:08:51,720  [Bruce] Is that true?  195 00:08:51,720 --> 00:08:53,000  -It is. -[Bruce] Yeah.  196 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:54,480  Often, a lot of what we talked about  197 00:08:54,480 --> 00:08:58,280  was about films, and, uh, music...  198 00:08:58,280 --> 00:08:59,880  -Yeah. -...and girls.  199 00:08:59,880 --> 00:09:03,040  -You have talked about girls. -Yeah, top five, or top tens.  200 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:05,480  -Yeah, yeah, yeah. -Whatever.  201 00:09:05,480 --> 00:09:07,640 [Bruce]  202 00:09:07,640 --> 00:09:09,680   203 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:12,080  some of those challenging things  204 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:16,080  [Otto grunts]  205 00:09:16,800 --> 00:09:18,000  Got it.  206 00:09:18,560 --> 00:09:19,840  [blows air]  207 00:09:20,800 --> 00:09:22,280  [Otto hums]  208 00:09:24,760 --> 00:09:26,960  [gentle piano music]  209 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:33,160  The story of my life.  210 00:09:35,640 --> 00:09:37,400  Bloody hell.  211 00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:41,800  [Otto] Adam Ward.  212 00:09:44,200 --> 00:09:46,440  That's actually me.  213 00:09:46,440 --> 00:09:48,360  [Pete] Was that... was that your name when you were born?  214 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:49,560  Yeah.  215 00:09:55,880 --> 00:09:58,640  -[Pete] Cute pictures, Otto. -[Otto hums]  216 00:09:59,920 --> 00:10:02,320  [gentle piano music continues]  217 00:10:07,240 --> 00:10:12,960  [Otto] "Here is Otto, his mummy, Alex."  218 00:10:14,920 --> 00:10:17,000  She just gave me away.  219 00:10:17,000 --> 00:10:19,280  [Pete] Why do you think she couldn't look after you?  220 00:10:20,520 --> 00:10:22,920  The thing is I've got Down Syndrome.  221 00:10:27,520 --> 00:10:28,840  [Otto] There's Lucy.  222 00:10:33,160 --> 00:10:35,160  My real mum is Lucy.  223 00:10:36,400 --> 00:10:37,760  She wanted me.  224 00:10:37,760 --> 00:10:39,240  She came to my rescue.  225 00:10:40,760 --> 00:10:46,880  "Thank you for giving my son the chance of a future."  226 00:10:49,280 --> 00:10:50,960  [indistinct chatter]  227 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:56,480  [Otto]I lived with my mum Lucy,  228 00:10:56,480 --> 00:11:01,000   229 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:05,800   230 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:07,200   231 00:11:09,240 --> 00:11:10,960  I like the crooked little house bit.  232 00:11:10,960 --> 00:11:12,320  [Pete] Shall we say that your brothers have got  233 00:11:12,320 --> 00:11:13,240  Down Syndrome?  234 00:11:13,240 --> 00:11:16,600  Yes. They've all got Down Syndrome.  235 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:18,640  [Bruce] 236 00:11:18,640 --> 00:11:20,120 [Otto]  237 00:11:20,120 --> 00:11:22,160  Well, she adopted four of you, didn't she?  238 00:11:22,160 --> 00:11:23,320  She did.  239 00:11:24,680 --> 00:11:25,840  [Richard Keys]  240 00:11:25,840 --> 00:11:28,640   241 00:11:28,640 --> 00:11:30,880   242 00:11:30,880 --> 00:11:32,800   243 00:11:32,800 --> 00:11:35,920   244 00:11:35,920 --> 00:11:38,120   245 00:11:38,120 --> 00:11:41,880 [reporter]  246 00:11:41,880 --> 00:11:45,360   247 00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:47,160   248 00:11:47,160 --> 00:11:51,480   249 00:11:51,480 --> 00:11:54,200  I feel that, you know, taking these children,  250 00:11:54,200 --> 00:11:57,560  especially as babies, and then bringing them up  251 00:11:57,560 --> 00:12:00,520  like the rest of us in our culture  252 00:12:00,520 --> 00:12:04,240  is just so exciting, because the sky is the limit.  253 00:12:04,240 --> 00:12:06,280  You know, who knows what's gonna happen?  254 00:12:06,280 --> 00:12:08,760  You know, who knows how they're gonna turn out?  255 00:12:08,760 --> 00:12:11,560 [Lucy]  256 00:12:13,360 --> 00:12:15,400  [Lucy chuckles]  257 00:12:15,400 --> 00:12:18,000   258 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:21,120   259 00:12:21,680 --> 00:12:23,720  And my grandmother said,  260 00:12:23,720 --> 00:12:25,880  you know, that no man would ever look at me  261 00:12:25,880 --> 00:12:29,200   262 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:31,240   263 00:12:32,560 --> 00:12:37,360   264 00:12:37,360 --> 00:12:39,320  because I thought I wanted to kidnap  265 00:12:39,320 --> 00:12:43,640  some people from the hospital I used to go and volunteer in.  266 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:45,720  [gentle music]  267 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:48,280   268 00:12:48,280 --> 00:12:49,960   269 00:12:49,960 --> 00:12:52,360   270 00:12:52,360 --> 00:12:56,040   271 00:12:56,040 --> 00:12:58,600  at the Royal Earlswood Hospital.  272 00:12:58,600 --> 00:13:01,720   273 00:13:02,480 --> 00:13:04,960   274 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:08,520   275 00:13:08,520 --> 00:13:15,440   276 00:13:15,440 --> 00:13:17,760   277 00:13:17,760 --> 00:13:23,280   278 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:26,320   279 00:13:26,320 --> 00:13:28,840   280 00:13:28,840 --> 00:13:32,920   281 00:13:32,920 --> 00:13:34,200   282 00:13:34,200 --> 00:13:38,200   283 00:13:38,200 --> 00:13:40,760   284 00:13:40,760 --> 00:13:46,840  And I loved and love people with Down Syndrome.  285 00:13:46,840 --> 00:13:50,880  In my growing up for 17 years or 18 years,  286 00:13:50,880 --> 00:13:52,600  until I went to this hospital, you know,  287 00:13:52,600 --> 00:13:55,160  I'd never really met anybody with Down Syndrome.  288 00:13:55,160 --> 00:13:56,600  It was like a race apart.  289 00:13:56,600 --> 00:13:58,840  You know, it was like a different...  290 00:13:58,840 --> 00:14:01,440  you know, you just didn't mix with them.  291 00:14:01,440 --> 00:14:03,080  [beeping]  292 00:14:04,280 --> 00:14:07,480  Excuse me, we're doing a program about Mongol children.  293 00:14:07,480 --> 00:14:09,520  Would you like to tell me what your immediate thoughts are?  294 00:14:09,520 --> 00:14:11,600  Um... Oh, I think it's a little bit frightening,  295 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:12,920  to be quite honest.  296 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:15,400  You know, it's something I've always dreaded.  297 00:14:15,400 --> 00:14:17,800  Well, they look distant, sort of, don't they?  298 00:14:18,720 --> 00:14:20,080  They look vacant, don't they?  299 00:14:20,080 --> 00:14:22,160  -That's it. -They've got, uh...  300 00:14:22,160 --> 00:14:24,000  There's no concentration there, is there?  301 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:25,320  [reporter] But you think they should...  302 00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:27,880  attend normal schools where possible?  303 00:14:27,880 --> 00:14:29,080  No.  304 00:14:29,080 --> 00:14:31,800  I think it's the look of them.  305 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:33,480  It, sort of, you know, puts your guard up straight away  306 00:14:33,480 --> 00:14:35,680  and you're that little bit frightened of how to treat them.  307 00:14:35,680 --> 00:14:37,680  You don't treat them with the intelligence  308 00:14:37,680 --> 00:14:40,280  that they deserve to be treated with.  309 00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:42,600 -[Lucy]  310 00:14:42,600 --> 00:14:44,640  [gentle music]  311 00:14:44,640 --> 00:14:47,120  [hums]  312 00:14:47,960 --> 00:14:49,680  I hate them all.  313 00:14:49,680 --> 00:14:51,840 [Lucy]  314 00:14:51,840 --> 00:14:55,320   315 00:14:55,320 --> 00:14:59,200   316 00:14:59,200 --> 00:15:03,720   317 00:15:03,720 --> 00:15:06,720   318 00:15:09,200 --> 00:15:10,560   319 00:15:10,560 --> 00:15:14,640   320 00:15:14,640 --> 00:15:16,440   321 00:15:17,480 --> 00:15:19,120  [Pete] That's the sort of process really  322 00:15:19,120 --> 00:15:21,560  that Bruce and I have been through, isn't it?  323 00:15:21,560 --> 00:15:22,680  -It is. -[Pete] We came in here  324 00:15:22,680 --> 00:15:23,600  -professionally, right? -Yes.  325 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:25,440  [Pete] We were paid to come and make a documentary.  326 00:15:25,440 --> 00:15:26,160  One, two...  327 00:15:26,160 --> 00:15:27,600 [Pete]  328 00:15:27,600 --> 00:15:32,040   329 00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:34,120   330 00:15:34,120 --> 00:15:36,280  [toy gun rattling]  331 00:15:36,280 --> 00:15:38,160  -[growls] -[Pete yelps softly]  332 00:15:38,840 --> 00:15:39,800  [groans]  333 00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:43,560  ["Happy Birthday" tune playing]  334 00:15:47,440 --> 00:15:49,200  [playing off-key]  335 00:15:51,240 --> 00:15:52,600  You're rubbish with this.  336 00:15:52,600 --> 00:15:55,160  -[chuckling] -[Otto humming]  337 00:15:55,160 --> 00:15:57,960  [playing off-key]  338 00:15:58,760 --> 00:16:00,520  [chuckling continues]  339 00:16:00,520 --> 00:16:02,760  Get off, boo!  340 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:03,680  Rubbish playing.  341 00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:05,920 [Otto]  342 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,080  I was born in 1983.  343 00:16:08,080 --> 00:16:09,120  1974.  344 00:16:09,120 --> 00:16:10,560  Mine's different. [hums]  345 00:16:10,560 --> 00:16:12,320  Yeah. When's yours?  346 00:16:12,320 --> 00:16:14,400  1897.  347 00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:16,000  -1897. Yeah. -1897.  348 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:18,640  I thought you were, yeah, explains that gray in the beard.  349 00:16:18,640 --> 00:16:19,920  -It's the old-- -The same year  350 00:16:19,920 --> 00:16:21,480  after the Backstreet Boys.  351 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:23,560  [laughter]  352 00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:25,920  This type of music.  353 00:16:25,920 --> 00:16:27,560  They were wonderful, weren't they?  354 00:16:27,560 --> 00:16:28,520  [laughter continues]  355 00:16:28,520 --> 00:16:30,320  They were the premier Victorian boy band,  356 00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:31,480  -weren't they? -Yep.  357 00:16:31,480 --> 00:16:32,840  [laughter]  358 00:16:32,840 --> 00:16:35,320  [Bruce] So, do we start the scene in the room  359 00:16:35,320 --> 00:16:38,560  where your mum is strapped to a table?  360 00:16:38,560 --> 00:16:39,800  [Otto] Yeah. That's Alex.  361 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:41,080  [Pete] That's Alex.  362 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:45,000  Why do you think it's important that she's strapped to a table?  363 00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:49,400  Um... I think she's a proper mad person.  364 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:52,120  Right, so you want her to be, sort of,  365 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:56,720  either looking a bit deranged or acting a bit...  366 00:16:56,720 --> 00:16:58,720  Acting, like, over the top.  367 00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:00,520  Ah, yes, so you want her really, sort of, going,  368 00:17:00,520 --> 00:17:01,840  like, thrashing around and...  369 00:17:01,840 --> 00:17:02,680  [gargles]  370 00:17:02,680 --> 00:17:04,760  [Pete] Like the girl in  371 00:17:04,760 --> 00:17:05,920  Like Regan in  372 00:17:05,920 --> 00:17:09,920  We need a patient, doctor, and a nurse.  373 00:17:09,920 --> 00:17:12,920  A patient. So, this is for, sort of, casting.  374 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:14,200  So, we need a doctor.  375 00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:16,200  -A doctor. -And a nurse.  376 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:17,360  And a nurse.  377 00:17:17,360 --> 00:17:20,920  I need their faces to look menacing.  378 00:17:20,920 --> 00:17:23,280  "Don't worry, it won't hurt a bit."  379 00:17:23,280 --> 00:17:24,680  "Well, yeah, a lot."  380 00:17:24,680 --> 00:17:25,920  -[chuckles] -Oh, okay.  381 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,520  [Pete] And as the baby's head comes out,  382 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:30,120  do we hear the baby crying?  383 00:17:30,120 --> 00:17:31,880  Yes, we do. [hums]  384 00:17:31,880 --> 00:17:35,080  It's gonna be having scars all over.  385 00:17:35,840 --> 00:17:38,320  Its eyes like a golf ball.  386 00:17:38,320 --> 00:17:40,760  [Pete] Eyes like golf balls? [chuckles]  387 00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:41,920  Why do you think... so, why...  388 00:17:41,920 --> 00:17:45,120  why are you interested in... this being a horror scene,  389 00:17:45,120 --> 00:17:48,840  and you being born as a monster?  390 00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:51,520  That's what people always call me.  391 00:17:51,520 --> 00:17:53,280  They always call me monster.  392 00:17:55,120 --> 00:17:57,320  [soft music]  393 00:17:57,320 --> 00:17:59,640  [Lucy] Should put something on your...  394 00:18:00,560 --> 00:18:03,040  on your eyelids. Close your eyes.  395 00:18:05,120 --> 00:18:06,800  Got something.  396 00:18:10,520 --> 00:18:11,720  Yeah.  397 00:18:12,680 --> 00:18:14,080  [chuckles]  398 00:18:16,240 --> 00:18:18,520  The messier, the better, I think.  399 00:18:18,520 --> 00:18:20,320  [Otto hums]  400 00:18:20,320 --> 00:18:21,880  Stick those in, look.  401 00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:23,360  [chuckles]  402 00:18:24,720 --> 00:18:26,120   403 00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:28,120   404 00:18:29,480 --> 00:18:31,320   405 00:18:35,760 --> 00:18:37,400  [Pete] So, this is a place where we could film  406 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:40,040  -your birth scene. -[Otto] Ooh!  407 00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:43,560  Whoa.  408 00:18:45,120 --> 00:18:47,080  Quite nice.  409 00:18:47,080 --> 00:18:48,160  [Pete] Do you think he sees himself  410 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:50,640  as someone to be, like, deep down,  411 00:18:50,640 --> 00:18:53,560  seeing himself as someone to be afraid of, then?  412 00:18:54,680 --> 00:18:58,120  I... I think it's been quite a difficult journey for Otto,  413 00:18:58,120 --> 00:19:00,080  because I think it's the two...  414 00:19:00,080 --> 00:19:01,960   415 00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:04,640   416 00:19:04,640 --> 00:19:07,240   417 00:19:07,240 --> 00:19:09,080   418 00:19:09,080 --> 00:19:10,680  [screaming on screen]  419 00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:13,160  -[explosion on screen] -[people screaming on screen]  420 00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:15,800  [Pete] What did you like about that?  421 00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:19,680  Um, I liked the great big explosions. [hums]  422 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:22,760  [Pete] So, you like the explosions. Expensive.  423 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:25,840  -Oh, my word. -Oh, my goodness me.  424 00:19:25,840 --> 00:19:28,040  [woman] We're gonna put a new skin on him.  425 00:19:28,040 --> 00:19:29,960  [mechanical whirring]  426 00:19:29,960 --> 00:19:33,440  -[man] I think, like-- -Reminds me of Oliver Cromwell.  427 00:19:33,440 --> 00:19:35,000  Oliver Cromwell? [laughs]  428 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:37,400  That is definitely the most out there, sort of,  429 00:19:37,400 --> 00:19:40,800  connection you've made so far, and I like it. Um...  430 00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:42,240  I'm not even sure I know what Oliver Cromwell looks like.  431 00:19:42,240 --> 00:19:43,760  [Pete] The spirit of Oliver Cromwell, rather than...  432 00:19:43,760 --> 00:19:46,880 [Lucy]  433 00:19:46,880 --> 00:19:47,880  -[mechanical whirring] -[laughter]  434 00:19:47,880 --> 00:19:50,680   435 00:19:50,680 --> 00:19:53,920   436 00:19:54,760 --> 00:19:56,560  That's terrifying.  437 00:19:56,560 --> 00:20:00,600  We need some... couple of zombies like that as well.  438 00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:02,640 [Lucy]  439 00:20:02,640 --> 00:20:04,280   440 00:20:04,280 --> 00:20:07,040   441 00:20:10,560 --> 00:20:14,320  ♪ There are creatures in a cage  442 00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:16,400   443 00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:19,400  [Otto] I dunno why people are staring at us.  444 00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:24,120  -[Lucy] Do they? -Why do they always stare?  445 00:20:24,120 --> 00:20:25,400  [Lucy] Just come this way.  446 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:26,800  Otto's got to get something.  447 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:29,880  [Lucy]And why do you get cross  448 00:20:29,880 --> 00:20:32,800 [Otto]  449 00:20:32,800 --> 00:20:35,840 -[Lucy]  450 00:20:35,840 --> 00:20:37,800  Do you know why they stare at you?  451 00:20:37,800 --> 00:20:38,960  No.  452 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:43,200  Well, it's probably because you have Down Syndrome.  453 00:20:43,200 --> 00:20:44,400  I have.  454 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:46,960  [Lucy] You know, sometimes when you get excited  455 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:47,880  about things?  456 00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:49,240  -[Otto] Uh-huh. -[Lucy] You go...  457 00:20:49,240 --> 00:20:50,320  [Lucy hums]  458 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:51,360  Always do that. [chuckles]  459 00:20:51,360 --> 00:20:54,000  [Lucy] You do, and everybody teases you about it, don't they?  460 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:55,120  It does.  461 00:20:55,120 --> 00:20:57,520  But you see, do you know anybody else who does that?  462 00:20:57,520 --> 00:20:58,960  -No. -Well, that's part of  463 00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:00,440  -the Down Syndrome. -[hums]  464 00:21:00,440 --> 00:21:01,720  [Lucy] There you are, you're doing it now.  465 00:21:01,720 --> 00:21:03,640  -Eh? -[Lucy chuckles]  466 00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:05,560  [humming]  467 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:10,360  That's right. So, Otto, if I was on a bus with you  468 00:21:10,360 --> 00:21:13,360  and I suddenly went... [hums]  469 00:21:13,360 --> 00:21:14,880  You'd look fucking weird.  470 00:21:14,880 --> 00:21:16,520  -[laughs] -[hums]  471 00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:19,800  So... So, can you see why people might look at you?  472 00:21:19,800 --> 00:21:21,680  -Yes. -Yes?  473 00:21:21,680 --> 00:21:23,320  [humming continues]  474 00:21:31,760 --> 00:21:34,360  [gentle piano music]  475 00:21:45,240 --> 00:21:46,200  Which way?  476 00:21:46,200 --> 00:21:48,280  [Pete] We're going all the way to the set.  477 00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:53,040  [Lucy]I have absolutely no idea  478 00:21:53,040 --> 00:21:56,000   479 00:21:56,000 --> 00:21:58,080   480 00:21:58,080 --> 00:22:01,720   481 00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:04,480   482 00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:07,760   483 00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:11,960  -[Otto humming] -[Lorenzo] Morning.  484 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:13,840  -Hey. How's it going? -[Pete] Hello, you all right?  485 00:22:13,840 --> 00:22:15,640  -You well? -[Pete] Yeah.  486 00:22:15,640 --> 00:22:16,760  [Lorenzo] Excited for this one?  487 00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:20,520  [Otto] Oh, yes. One of my favorite scenes.  488 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:22,320 [Lucy]  489 00:22:22,320 --> 00:22:26,240   490 00:22:26,240 --> 00:22:29,160  and what he feels about things,  491 00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:32,400   492 00:22:32,400 --> 00:22:34,920   493 00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:37,440   494 00:22:37,440 --> 00:22:39,360  [razor whirring]  495 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:43,920  [Otto] How is my actors? [hums]  496 00:22:43,920 --> 00:22:46,080  Good, Otto, how are you?  497 00:22:49,120 --> 00:22:50,360  [Pete laughing]  498 00:22:52,400 --> 00:22:53,600  Really?  499 00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:57,520  [laughter]  500 00:22:57,520 --> 00:22:58,880  [Pete] "You two, fight to the death."  501 00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:01,080  [man] Well, you wanna get on in this business.  502 00:23:01,080 --> 00:23:02,840  [laughter continues]  503 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:04,920  -I'm a comedian. -Yeah.  504 00:23:06,160 --> 00:23:08,840  -The caped crusaders! -[chuckles]  505 00:23:10,560 --> 00:23:12,400  [Otto] You'll see the baby.  506 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:13,760  [MyAnna] Yeah.  507 00:23:13,760 --> 00:23:16,800  -You'll be going completely mad. -Yeah.  508 00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:18,040  "I don't want to look after this baby.  509 00:23:18,040 --> 00:23:21,280  He's got Down Syndrome, let's give him away."  510 00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:25,320  I don't want to... I don't wanna give him away.  511 00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:26,920  I don't wanna give him away.  512 00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:29,200  We're forcing ya. [hums]  513 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:30,800  But that's... but that's Alex.  514 00:23:30,800 --> 00:23:31,800  -[Otto] Yes. -Yeah.  515 00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:34,160  That's my other mum, called Alex.  516 00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:36,520  -Yeah. -My dad's called Martin.  517 00:23:36,520 --> 00:23:38,080  -Martin? -[Otto] Yes.  518 00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:41,280  They haven't sent me a present or card or nothing.  519 00:23:41,280 --> 00:23:43,400  -[MyAnna] Ever? -[Otto] Ever at all. [hums]  520 00:23:43,400 --> 00:23:46,640  They've just left me, they think I'm shit.  521 00:23:47,800 --> 00:23:49,240  [hums]  522 00:23:49,680 --> 00:23:50,760  Their loss, eh?  523 00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:52,320  Yeah. [hums]  524 00:23:52,320 --> 00:23:55,120  So, when would you... so, basically... but here,  525 00:23:55,120 --> 00:23:57,840  so you've got her in your script,  526 00:23:57,840 --> 00:23:59,520  you've got her really scared.  527 00:23:59,520 --> 00:24:01,960  -My revenge. [hums] -Yeah. [chuckles]  528 00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:03,080  [MyAnna] But she's just too terrified  529 00:24:03,080 --> 00:24:05,480  -to be able to deal with... -Yeah, deal with.  530 00:24:05,480 --> 00:24:07,880  Deal with the baby. And for her, she's...  531 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:10,920  she can't help but see this baby as a monster,  532 00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:12,600  and she doesn't know what to do with it.  533 00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:13,760  Yep.  534 00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:17,120  I'm so glad to be doing this, this is gonna be fun.  535 00:24:17,120 --> 00:24:18,880  -[Otto] It is. -It'll be fun.  536 00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:20,000  [indistinct chatter]  537 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:21,960  [Otto] Ah, look at that. [chuckles]  538 00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,200  Perfect.  539 00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:25,760  Nice bit of splatter. [hums]  540 00:24:25,760 --> 00:24:26,680  The walls.  541 00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:28,920  -[woman] Amazing. -[Otto] That's quite nice.  542 00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:30,600  [indistinct chatter]  543 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:31,600  [Paul] Don't worry, my dear.  544 00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:33,040  This isn't going to hurt a little.  545 00:24:33,040 --> 00:24:34,960  Then you get close and I go, "No, no, no, no,  546 00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:36,400  please, please, not me."  547 00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:37,400  Don't worry, my dear.  548 00:24:37,400 --> 00:24:39,280  This isn't going to hurt a little.  549 00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:42,520  This is going to hurt a lot.  550 00:24:42,520 --> 00:24:44,800  -[evil laugh] -[screaming, crying]  551 00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:48,120  [hums] Great.  552 00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:50,320  That is pretty good, isn't it?  553 00:24:50,320 --> 00:24:52,440  [Otto] I love... I love this scene.  554 00:24:52,440 --> 00:24:54,200  [laughter]  555 00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:56,080  [Bruce] Even though you say so yourself.  556 00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:57,080  Just an idea,  557 00:24:57,080 --> 00:24:59,240  'cause they're already in the light here,  558 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:00,360  how about we do  559 00:25:00,360 --> 00:25:04,360  a reveal into her... into here first?  560 00:25:04,360 --> 00:25:06,200  [Otto] Reveal of the doctor's face?  561 00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:07,560  -[Lorenzo] Yeah. -[hums]  562 00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:10,760  -[Otto] Evil face. -Okay.  563 00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:13,040  And the clutching, playing with the instruments.  564 00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:16,440  [Paul] And it's all for... to make her more...  565 00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:18,160  -more nervous? -To make her uncomfortable.  566 00:25:18,160 --> 00:25:18,960  Unsettle her, yeah.  567 00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:24,120  Play with the instruments, and you can hover around her.  568 00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:27,240  Okay. So, can we... if we, if I take...  569 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:30,360  particularly, like, the cutters, and then put them back,  570 00:25:30,360 --> 00:25:32,720  -so I'm looking for the right... -[Otto] Yeah. The right  571 00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:34,680  -department. -Okay. Okay.  572 00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:39,240  [woman 1] Okay, quiet please, everybody.  573 00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:41,080  Tuck the roll away.  574 00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:43,200  [clapboard clacks]  575 00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:46,480  [man] Set.  576 00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:48,520  [Otto] Okay, action.  577 00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:50,360  [screaming in pain]  578 00:25:50,360 --> 00:25:55,240  Fuck! Get this thing out!  579 00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:57,960  [screaming continues]  580 00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:02,760  Fuck!  581 00:26:02,760 --> 00:26:04,560  [screams]  582 00:26:06,680 --> 00:26:08,720  [drumming music building]  583 00:26:15,560 --> 00:26:16,920  [woman 2] Cut!  584 00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:18,880  Otto?  585 00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:21,000  [drumming stops]  586 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:25,520  Give us a kissy. [hums]  587 00:26:25,520 --> 00:26:26,600  I don't wanna kiss you.  588 00:26:26,600 --> 00:26:28,600  I really don't wanna kiss you. [chuckles]  589 00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:30,840  All right, let's crack on.  590 00:26:30,840 --> 00:26:33,440  [Bruce] We're gonna have to do things like this,  591 00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:37,360  where we have to send emails to try and persuade people  592 00:26:37,360 --> 00:26:38,760  to take part in the film.  593 00:26:38,760 --> 00:26:40,280  There's gonna be quite a lot of that.  594 00:26:40,280 --> 00:26:41,520  [Otto] Take off the salad bottom, then.  595 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:43,240  Yeah, but... well, I'm gonna take that off.  596 00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:44,400  So, I can take that?  597 00:26:44,400 --> 00:26:46,480  I can take that off, "Bruce tastes like salad.  598 00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:47,680  Bruce's bottom tastes like salad."  599 00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:49,920  -[Bruce] So, I'll just put... -[Otto] Yeah.  600 00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:53,200  Right, and Pete the sausage nose?  601 00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:55,360  -I wonder whether that could... -[Otto] That'd be fine.  602 00:26:55,360 --> 00:26:57,760  [Bruce] That can also go in the delete bin?  603 00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:58,720  -Yes. -[Bruce] Right.  604 00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:01,840  [Bruce laughs] See, that's looking better already.  605 00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:03,440  [Otto] "How are you, Alex?"  606 00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:04,960  -Oh, "How are you?" -[keyboard clacking]  607 00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:06,640  Good, okay, now we're getting somewhere.  608 00:27:06,640 --> 00:27:08,280  "How are you, Alex?"  609 00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:11,960  "I haven't seen you about ten years ago."  610 00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:16,160  -[humming] -[Bruce] "I haven't seen you  611 00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:18,480  -for about ten years?" -Yeah.  612 00:27:18,480 --> 00:27:20,440  Do you wanna tell her about this film you're making?  613 00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:21,960  -Yeah. -All right, so how, uh,  614 00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:23,080  so how would you describe that?  615 00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:27,640  Uh, we're making a drama-horror.  616 00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:31,480  -[Bruce] About your life story. -[Otto] About my life story.  617 00:27:32,800 --> 00:27:35,440  [Bruce] You want to research your life story a bit,  618 00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:37,360  and the way to do that is possibly to go  619 00:27:37,360 --> 00:27:40,560  and see the people who have been important people.  620 00:27:40,560 --> 00:27:42,200  Been filming with.  621 00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:43,920  Do you remember the last time you saw her?  622 00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:45,160  [Otto] I did.  623 00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:46,640  Where was it?  624 00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:49,240  [Otto] Back in Reigate, in Surrey.  625 00:27:49,240 --> 00:27:50,880  -At your house? -Yeah.  626 00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:53,840  [Alex] Hello.  627 00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:55,160  [Otto] Alex.  628 00:27:55,880 --> 00:27:57,760  [Otto hums]  629 00:27:57,760 --> 00:27:59,640  -[Otto] Hello, Mum. -[Alex] Hello.  630 00:27:59,640 --> 00:28:01,640 [Alex]  631 00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:04,400   632 00:28:04,400 --> 00:28:05,480  -[Lucy] Hello. -Lucy.  633 00:28:05,480 --> 00:28:09,000 [Alex]  634 00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:12,400   635 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:14,040   636 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:15,680  -I have. [hums] -[Lucy] Look!  637 00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:17,240  -It's my mum. [hums] -[Lucy] Yes!  638 00:28:17,240 --> 00:28:18,520  I thought you were gonna be bigger than me.  639 00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:20,400  -I am now. -  640 00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:21,640   641 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:22,960   642 00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:26,000   643 00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:28,120   644 00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:32,240  And everyone's gonna have different answers,  645 00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:33,800  different reasons.  646 00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:36,720  But our answer was "No."  647 00:28:36,720 --> 00:28:38,640  "No, we can't cope with that."  648 00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:40,080  -[Otto] I love my mum. -[Alex] Aw.  649 00:28:40,080 --> 00:28:42,200  [Otto humming]  650 00:28:42,200 --> 00:28:43,560  You gonna show me round, then?  651 00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:44,920  -I am. -I wanna see your bedroom.  652 00:28:44,920 --> 00:28:47,000  'Course. It's upstairs. [hums]  653 00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:49,560  Aren't you tidy?  654 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:51,040  [Otto hums]  655 00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:52,840  That's my fart thing.  656 00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:54,880  [chuckles] Your fart... fart thing?  657 00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:56,160  [Otto] Press it.  658 00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:58,640  -[flatulence over device] -[Otto hums happily, giggles]  659 00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:00,880  -[flatulence over device] -[Otto hums happily]  660 00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:05,320  With a normal child, if that's okay to say...  661 00:29:05,320 --> 00:29:07,760  with a normal child, you hope they... they meet  662 00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:12,120  a boyfriend or a girlfriend, um, get married, have a family,  663 00:29:12,120 --> 00:29:15,920  fly the nest, and that's the cycle of life.  664 00:29:16,920 --> 00:29:18,600  But from what I've seen,  665 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:22,720  Down Syndromes rely on their parents.  666 00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:25,560  And a lot of really nice...  667 00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:28,640  elderly people have still got their Downs.  668 00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:31,520  I just could not do that.  669 00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:33,920  -[Otto] That's you. -[Alex] Oh, God,  670 00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:35,560  I think I've got better looking, actually.  671 00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:37,560  [Alex] 672 00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:41,120   673 00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:44,520   674 00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:46,920  -You okay? -Sorry, can I... sorry.  675 00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:48,240  [Otto] Okay, Mum.  676 00:29:52,120 --> 00:29:55,760   677 00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:56,840   678 00:29:56,840 --> 00:29:58,880   679 00:29:59,440 --> 00:30:00,840   680 00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:04,560  I don't like that word, because straight away,  681 00:30:04,560 --> 00:30:08,320  you know, that conjures up that I've done something wrong,  682 00:30:08,320 --> 00:30:10,720  and I don't feel I've done anything wrong.  683 00:30:11,720 --> 00:30:14,040  But you know, when Otto hugs me and says,  684 00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:17,240  "Oh, my mummy Alex is here and I love her,  685 00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:19,040  I've really missed you,"  686 00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:21,840  I do get a little pang of... I don't know what it is,  687 00:30:21,840 --> 00:30:23,320  sadness, I think.  688 00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:27,240   689 00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:30,760   690 00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,360   691 00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:37,320  "This will win..."  692 00:30:37,320 --> 00:30:39,360  -Get off, you fucking... -[Otto giggles]  693 00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:45,320  "Win. You can either email me back  694 00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,920  on this address."  695 00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:49,560  [Pete] "Hope to hear from you soon?"  696 00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:52,880  [Otto] "Buh-bye, Alex."  697 00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:55,640  [Bruce] "Bye-bye...  698 00:30:57,640 --> 00:30:58,960  Alex."  699 00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:00,240  "PS."  700 00:31:03,520 --> 00:31:05,120  "Love you, Mum."  701 00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:06,400  [Bruce] Do you wanna put "Love you, Mum"?  702 00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:07,720  -Yeah. -[Bruce] Do you love her?  703 00:31:07,720 --> 00:31:10,960  'Course. Yep. [grunts]  704 00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:14,360  I mean, 'cause...  705 00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:18,600  she's not really been in your life, has she?  706 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:20,960  [Bruce] Do you... do you feel like you love her  707 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:22,960  like a son loves a mother?  708 00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:24,640  -Yeah. -[Bruce] Really?  709 00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:25,800  Yes.  710 00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:32,080  [gentle piano music]  711 00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:49,800  [Lucy]  712 00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:53,360   713 00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:54,600   714 00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:57,000   715 00:31:57,000 --> 00:31:59,840   716 00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:02,800   717 00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:07,000  "I don't think I could ever have smiled at him."  718 00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:12,560   719 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:16,560   720 00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:18,160   721 00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:20,520   722 00:32:20,520 --> 00:32:24,520   723 00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:27,680   724 00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:28,960  And cut.  725 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:31,480  That was great.  726 00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:39,200  [Otto] We're gonna have a song about the monster.  727 00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:40,360  Can we?  728 00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:44,160  She's a beautiful monster.  729 00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:47,000  Wow. I do quite like the idea of a song.  730 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:48,880   731 00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:51,760   732 00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:54,280   733 00:32:54,280 --> 00:32:56,360   734 00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:57,720   735 00:32:57,720 --> 00:33:01,880   736 00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:03,880   737 00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:05,120   738 00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:07,200   739 00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:08,600   740 00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:11,320   741 00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:13,800   742 00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:15,280  Devil's playground.  743 00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:16,920  The devil's playground?  744 00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:18,600  [all singing] 745 00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:20,960   746 00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:22,320  [indistinct chatter]  747 00:33:22,320 --> 00:33:23,520  [MyAnna singing] 748 00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:25,760  ♪ But I don't want him around ♪  749 00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:27,440  Looking good.  750 00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:28,440  It's good, isn't it? And so I think  751 00:33:28,440 --> 00:33:31,400  we'll move, as they move, we'll move this way.  752 00:33:31,400 --> 00:33:33,000  Roll sound.  753 00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:35,440  [monster song playing]  754 00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:37,320  [cast singing] 755 00:33:37,320 --> 00:33:38,840   756 00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:39,800   757 00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:41,680  [Lucy] 758 00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:44,360   759 00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:49,360  It will have done an immense for his self-esteem.  760 00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:52,080   761 00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:56,080   762 00:33:56,080 --> 00:34:00,840   763 00:34:00,840 --> 00:34:03,040  I think that will have done an awful lot.  764 00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:07,600   765 00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:10,960  [evil laughter]  766 00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:16,280  [Otto] And... cut.  767 00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:18,600  That was a wrap.  768 00:34:18,600 --> 00:34:22,120  -[woman] That's a wrap! -[cast and crew applauding]  769 00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:25,960  Thanks, Otto.  770 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:28,160  [Lorenzo] It's been a pleasure. Thank you so much.  771 00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:31,640  Oh, that was so lovely. What a treat, really.  772 00:34:31,640 --> 00:34:33,360  -[Paul] Well done. -[Otto hums]  773 00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:35,680  Fantastic. Wonderful.  774 00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:36,800  Can't wait to see it.  775 00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,720  -Me too. -You've been a great director.  776 00:34:38,720 --> 00:34:40,920  -[evil laugh] -[camera shutters clicking]  777 00:34:40,920 --> 00:34:43,480  [gentle music]  778 00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:47,040  [dial tone]  779 00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:50,720  [inaudible chatter]  780 00:34:50,720 --> 00:34:54,200  [Otto on voicemail]  781 00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:57,080   782 00:34:57,080 --> 00:34:58,280  [answering machine beeps]  783 00:34:58,280 --> 00:34:59,840  [Pete over phone] 784 00:34:59,840 --> 00:35:03,400   785 00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:07,240   786 00:35:07,240 --> 00:35:09,280   787 00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:11,160   788 00:35:11,160 --> 00:35:12,120   789 00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:14,480   790 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:16,640   791 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:21,560  [Otto]After I finished filming  792 00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:25,280  my producer Daisy got tired  793 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:26,560  with these pillocks.  794 00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:27,800  [laughter]  795 00:35:27,800 --> 00:35:28,880  It doesn't say that!  796 00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:30,840  -It says, "Tried--" -It says, "Tried everywhere  797 00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:32,160  to get more money to carry on."  798 00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:34,440  I mean, the other thing might've been true as well, but...  799 00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:35,640  [laughs]  800 00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:37,560  [Bruce] It felt like we'd made a strong start,  801 00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:40,080  or you had made a strong start with that birth scene.  802 00:35:40,080 --> 00:35:42,000  Very strong start.  803 00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:44,240  [Bruce] And then it all... then it all ground to a halt.  804 00:35:44,240 --> 00:35:45,440  [Otto imitates crash]  805 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:47,480  I tried really hard, Otto.  806 00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:51,040  Everyone said no.  807 00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:53,440  But in classic Otto Baxter style,  808 00:35:53,440 --> 00:35:55,400  you bounced back and did something else.  809 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:56,600  -[Otto] I did. -Yeah.  810 00:35:56,600 --> 00:35:59,480  So, shall we talk lots about your time as a drag queen?  811 00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:01,000  -Yes. -Or shall we move on?  812 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:02,880  Let's talk about it.  813 00:36:02,880 --> 00:36:04,160  -Okay. -Okay.  814 00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:05,800  [Otto] Right then. [hums]  815 00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:15,680  This is my drag museum.  816 00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:17,080  [Otto] Pretty good, aren't they?  817 00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:18,960  [Bruce] There's you with Greyson Perry.  818 00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:20,840  No, no, don't do that, don't do that!  819 00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:23,600  Is that you winning Alternative Miss Wilderness?  820 00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:25,600  [Otto] Yeah. [hums]  821 00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:27,960  It's pretty exciting to win.  822 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:29,320  That's pretty cool.  823 00:36:31,080 --> 00:36:35,200  It's got a nice, little inflatable crown.  824 00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:36,800  [Bruce] Are you getting much action out of it?  825 00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:38,240  [Otto] I actually am, actually.  826 00:36:38,240 --> 00:36:39,600  -[Bruce] Really? -[Otto] Yeah.  827 00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:41,560  I'm attraction, I am.  828 00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:44,080  [Bruce] Well, I know you're the sort of, uh...  829 00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:45,000  [hums]  830 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:46,720  ...you're right in the spotlight there.  831 00:36:46,720 --> 00:36:48,240  You must've... you must've been, uh...  832 00:36:48,240 --> 00:36:50,400  You must've been propositioned a few times.  833 00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:53,000  I have. [burps]  834 00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:54,400  [Bruce] Anything come out of it?  835 00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:57,840  [burps]  836 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,360  Thanks.  837 00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:04,480  Okay. Shall we move on from the drag queen stuff  838 00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:05,760  and get back to the film?  839 00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:06,760  Yes.  840 00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:09,160  [gentle piano music]  841 00:37:11,320 --> 00:37:12,520   842 00:37:12,520 --> 00:37:14,600   843 00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:16,680   844 00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:18,040 -  845 00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:21,640   846 00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:23,280   847 00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:26,800   848 00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:27,720 [Daisy]  849 00:37:27,720 --> 00:37:29,760 -  850 00:37:29,760 --> 00:37:32,680   851 00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:34,280   852 00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:35,520   853 00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:37,040   854 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:38,320   855 00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:40,440 -  856 00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:41,880   857 00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:44,840  [kids chatting in background]  858 00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:46,760   859 00:37:46,760 --> 00:37:49,040 -  860 00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:49,680  [laughs]  861 00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:53,160   862 00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:58,480   863 00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:02,320   864 00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:06,440  Oi! Mowgli, get off your daddy!  865 00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:07,880   866 00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:09,160 [Otto]  867 00:38:09,160 --> 00:38:13,680   868 00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:17,320   869 00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:20,360  [Bruce] Your dream, or your drama?  870 00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:21,480  Drama.  871 00:38:21,480 --> 00:38:22,760  [Bruce] Your drama is your dream.  872 00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:24,440  -It is. -What did you actually do  873 00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:27,480  during lockdown? PlayStation?  874 00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:29,080  -Yeah. -Porn?  875 00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:30,440  Yeah.  876 00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:31,720  Uh, eating?  877 00:38:31,720 --> 00:38:33,000  Yeah. Masturbate.  878 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:36,560  Okay. Then the next one's a bit more serious, Otto.  879 00:38:36,560 --> 00:38:37,880  [Otto] That's fine, I like serious.  880 00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:40,440  Okay. I'm not sure you liked this.  881 00:38:40,440 --> 00:38:45,920  Then, around that time, something else happened.  882 00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:47,800  [inhales deeply, clears throat]  883 00:38:48,720 --> 00:38:51,760  Something really bad.  884 00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:54,600  My birth mum died.  885 00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:56,560  [crowd applauding]  886 00:38:58,960 --> 00:39:00,520  [woman on laptop] 887 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:01,520   888 00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:04,520   889 00:39:04,520 --> 00:39:06,280 [Otto]  890 00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:09,800   891 00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:12,160  [priest on laptop]  892 00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:15,560 [Otto]  893 00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:19,520 [priest]  894 00:39:19,520 --> 00:39:22,040  [breathes deeply, hums]  895 00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:28,520  I just... [hums]  896 00:39:28,520 --> 00:39:30,640  ...never say anything.  897 00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:32,680  I just completely cried.  898 00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:39,120  [sighs deeply, humming]  899 00:39:40,240 --> 00:39:42,920  [Bruce] 'Cause the last time I spoke to you about your mum,  900 00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:45,360  uh, before I found out that she'd died...  901 00:39:45,360 --> 00:39:46,240  Yeah.  902 00:39:46,240 --> 00:39:48,040  [Bruce] You were quite angry with her, you know,  903 00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:50,320  in the scenes that we filmed before.  904 00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:51,720  -Yes. -[Bruce] And when we were  905 00:39:51,720 --> 00:39:54,960  writing the birth scene, you seemed quite cross.  906 00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:56,800  I was. [hums]  907 00:40:01,960 --> 00:40:04,080  [sighs, hums]  908 00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:12,160  They never sent me a... a...  909 00:40:12,160 --> 00:40:15,440  a card or a birthday present, or anything.  910 00:40:17,240 --> 00:40:20,160  They'd forgotten about me.  911 00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:22,600  [Bruce] Now that she's dead, are you not angry anymore?  912 00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:23,880  Yeah.  913 00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:27,320  [hums]  914 00:40:28,640 --> 00:40:30,240  Feel quite...  915 00:40:30,240 --> 00:40:32,080  I'm feeling quite guilty.  916 00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:35,440  Very guilty.  917 00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:39,800  [indistinct chatter]  918 00:40:41,920 --> 00:40:43,520  [Otto hums]  919 00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:46,000  [Bruce] Has this been in your loft?  920 00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:47,520  [Otto hums] Yep.  921 00:40:50,120 --> 00:40:52,160  That was the towel you came with.  922 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:53,280  [Otto hums]  923 00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:56,600  And this was a snowsuit with these boots.  924 00:40:56,600 --> 00:40:58,120  Little boots.  925 00:40:58,120 --> 00:41:01,720  My little blanky. [hums]  926 00:41:01,720 --> 00:41:07,320  "Hold your head up high and be a man, my son.  927 00:41:08,920 --> 00:41:11,040  "And God bless you."  928 00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:12,160  [Bruce] Who's it from?  929 00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:13,560  Who do you think?  930 00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:16,040  It's Lucy.  931 00:41:16,040 --> 00:41:18,400  [Lucy] No, it's not. It's from Alex.  932 00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:20,280  -This is from Alex. -Your mum.  933 00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:22,200  [Otto] This is from Alex.  934 00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:26,640  [Lucy] This the patron saint of travelers, to keep you safe.  935 00:41:26,640 --> 00:41:29,120  Well, you got it the day you came to me,  936 00:41:29,120 --> 00:41:31,240  the day... New Year's Eve...  937 00:41:31,240 --> 00:41:33,520  was the day I went to pick you up.  938 00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:35,400  [Otto hums]  939 00:41:36,800 --> 00:41:38,520  [Bruce] Does it make you feel a bit differently about them,  940 00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:42,360  now that you remember that she got you that present?  941 00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:43,480  Yes.  942 00:41:43,480 --> 00:41:44,800  [Bruce] In what way?  943 00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:50,240  [hums] Quite, uh... heartbroken.  944 00:41:52,520 --> 00:41:54,240  H... heartbroken.  945 00:41:57,360 --> 00:41:58,400  [hums]  946 00:41:58,400 --> 00:42:00,200  [somber music]  947 00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:02,960  I don't think they did ever give you a birthday  948 00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:04,600  or Christmas present.  949 00:42:05,360 --> 00:42:08,000  But can I just say  950 00:42:08,000 --> 00:42:09,800  that sometimes...  951 00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:12,800  because people have been adopted,  952 00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:18,160  the birth parents, they think that the day of the birth  953 00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:21,040  is not a thing particularly to be celebrated,  954 00:42:21,040 --> 00:42:25,480  because they then lost... their people.  955 00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:29,480  [Lucy] This was the most important day, yes?  956 00:42:31,440 --> 00:42:34,960  That your mother, when you came to live with me,  957 00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:37,280  she sent this best wishes for you,  958 00:42:37,280 --> 00:42:40,200  and you're probably supposed to wear it always.  959 00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:43,280  -Yes? -[sobbing softly]  960 00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:45,520  [Lucy] To keep you safe.  961 00:42:45,520 --> 00:42:47,960  [somber music continues]  962 00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:55,520  You've lived all your life here,  963 00:42:56,240 --> 00:42:58,320  and you've got three brothers.  964 00:42:58,320 --> 00:42:59,800  -[Otto] Yes. -Yes?  965 00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:05,080  And two of them have had presents,  966 00:43:05,080 --> 00:43:07,800  -birthday and Christmas... -[Otto] Yes.  967 00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:09,800   968 00:43:11,160 --> 00:43:14,200 [Lucy]  969 00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:15,640   970 00:43:15,640 --> 00:43:17,560   971 00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:21,480  and you haven't said anything.  972 00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:31,720  [Lucy] And that is very sad for you, Otto.  973 00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:36,680  Why didn't you say anything?  974 00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:43,240  Too painful.  975 00:43:59,960 --> 00:44:01,120  No.  976 00:44:02,320 --> 00:44:04,920  Daisy actually reminds me of Claudia Winkleman.  977 00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:06,960  Claudia Winkleman? She's got, sort of, a...  978 00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:08,520  hasn't quite got the fringe, has she?  979 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:09,720  And she's less orange.  980 00:44:09,720 --> 00:44:13,400  I think she has got less orange.  981 00:44:13,400 --> 00:44:15,600  [Pete] So, we need to explain...  982 00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:18,240  that after... what, how many years?  983 00:44:18,240 --> 00:44:19,800  -Four years? -Four years.  984 00:44:19,800 --> 00:44:24,520  Four years of nobody caring, nobody giving any money,  985 00:44:24,520 --> 00:44:27,520  no one thinking you directing a film was a good idea.  986 00:44:27,520 --> 00:44:29,680  -Yeah. -But things changed.  987 00:44:29,680 --> 00:44:32,000  So, we've written some lines. See what you think.  988 00:44:32,000 --> 00:44:32,920  Yep.  989 00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:35,080  -So on this side. -[hiccups]  990 00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:37,240  [laughter]  991 00:44:37,240 --> 00:44:39,360  -[burps] -[Bruce wheezing]  992 00:44:39,360 --> 00:44:40,760  In the four years  993 00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:44,840  since my first shoot... [hums]  994 00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:49,520  ...the world had changed a bit.  995 00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:56,760  The audiences wanted to hear stories from disabled people,  996 00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:59,440  told by disabled people.  997 00:45:00,040 --> 00:45:03,360  I was in demand!  998 00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:04,480  Producers have ignored  999 00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:05,640  disabled writers,  1000 00:45:05,640 --> 00:45:07,040  commissioners haven't taken  1001 00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:08,320  the opportunity to tell  1002 00:45:08,320 --> 00:45:10,600  disabled stories.  1003 00:45:10,600 --> 00:45:14,560  The problem is we do not empower disabled talent,  1004 00:45:14,560 --> 00:45:15,600  and when we do...  1005 00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:18,280  we do not value the stories they tell.  1006 00:45:19,240 --> 00:45:21,840  TV has failed disabled people  1007 00:45:21,840 --> 00:45:23,480  utterly and totally,  1008 00:45:24,120 --> 00:45:26,400  and that has to change.  1009 00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:30,040   1010 00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:34,480   1011 00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:35,880  [chuckles]  1012 00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:38,000  [indistinct chatter]  1013 00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:42,960  [Otto] Hi. [hums]  1014 00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:45,040  -Morning, Boss. -[Otto] Hi. Got this one on.  1015 00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:48,240  -How are you, Otto? -[Bruce] Wanted. Dead or alive.  1016 00:45:48,240 --> 00:45:49,440  It's Bon Jovi's song.  1017 00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:50,720  -[Bruce] I like Bon Jovi. -[Irene] I know that song.  1018 00:45:50,720 --> 00:45:52,000  [Bruce] Well, I used to like Bon Jovi.  1019 00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:54,720  -And I got his music. [hums] -[Bruce] Yeah.  1020 00:45:54,720 --> 00:45:56,920  [gentle piano music]  1021 00:45:59,560 --> 00:46:01,400  [indistinct chatter]  1022 00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:07,880  [Bruce] So, this next scene's actually about your adoption,  1023 00:46:07,880 --> 00:46:10,280  and you've decided you want to set it  1024 00:46:10,280 --> 00:46:13,520  in a place called the Devil's Playground.  1025 00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:16,480  [Otto] There is lots of people queuing.  1026 00:46:16,480 --> 00:46:20,200  A sign, "bring your freaks."  1027 00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:23,080  -[both] "Bring your freaks?" -[excited hum]  1028 00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:26,520 [Bruce]  1029 00:46:26,520 --> 00:46:28,000 [Otto]  1030 00:46:30,440 --> 00:46:33,160  The Devil's Playground.  1031 00:46:33,160 --> 00:46:35,880  [Bruce] I could sort of see how this might work.  1032 00:46:35,880 --> 00:46:37,160  -The Devil's Playground. -Yeah.  1033 00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:40,520  Right, that... so that's a location which sounds  1034 00:46:40,520 --> 00:46:42,920  quite... quite an Otto sort of place.  1035 00:46:42,920 --> 00:46:46,160  [Bruce] Are they physically taking this monster baby  1036 00:46:46,160 --> 00:46:47,320  to the Devil's Playground?  1037 00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:49,120  -Is that where you're going? -Yes.  1038 00:46:49,120 --> 00:46:50,920  [Bruce] And what happens to you then?  1039 00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:54,560  Mm. Until the Devil comes for me.  1040 00:46:56,360 --> 00:47:00,400  The Demon Master.  1041 00:47:02,200 --> 00:47:06,000  [Pete] But the person who actually takes you is Lucy.  1042 00:47:06,000 --> 00:47:07,880  [Bruce] It's Lucy, isn't it?  1043 00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:10,920  "Oh, I'm here. I'm here to rescue you."  1044 00:47:10,920 --> 00:47:12,320  Is that what she's saying?  1045 00:47:12,320 --> 00:47:13,880  -Yeah. -"I'm here."  1046 00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:15,720  -[Pete] "Child." -"I'm here."  1047 00:47:15,720 --> 00:47:17,960  "I've come to rescue you from the Devil."  1048 00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:19,440  [indistinct chatter]  1049 00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:21,200  [Rebecca] What's your best side?  1050 00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:22,960  -[Otto] Any one. -[Rebecca chuckles]  1051 00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:24,200  I don't know what mine is, actually.  1052 00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:26,520  Actually, you can turn round that way.  1053 00:47:26,520 --> 00:47:27,880  -Okay. -Your bum showing.  1054 00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:29,560  -Oh, right, okay. -[giggles]  1055 00:47:29,560 --> 00:47:33,760 [Pete]  1056 00:47:33,760 --> 00:47:36,600  [photographer] Hello. All right, Otto, straight to me.  1057 00:47:36,600 --> 00:47:37,720  [Bruce] Right, Otto, the camera.  1058 00:47:37,720 --> 00:47:38,960  [Pete]You got on well with her.  1059 00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:40,000  [photographer] That's nice.  1060 00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:45,400  [Pete] And then there'll be a five or six-year-old boy  1061 00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:47,960   1062 00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:50,520  So, that's the three people in the scene.  1063 00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:52,640  So, really, Lucy is probably gonna look at you--  1064 00:47:52,640 --> 00:47:54,680  We can't use my brother in the film.  1065 00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:56,920  Well, your brother's 40 now, so...  1066 00:47:56,920 --> 00:47:58,440  Yeah, it might be difficult for him to play that role.  1067 00:47:58,440 --> 00:48:00,720  -His beard's about this long. -[laughs]  1068 00:48:00,720 --> 00:48:02,680  Who's gonna play the role as James?  1069 00:48:02,680 --> 00:48:04,280  [Pete] So, you're an actor as well, Mikey?  1070 00:48:04,280 --> 00:48:05,720  -Yes. -[Pete] We're super excited  1071 00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:07,800  -to have you here. -I know.  1072 00:48:07,800 --> 00:48:08,840  [Otto] How old is he?  1073 00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:10,040  -How old are you? -Ten. Ten.  1074 00:48:10,040 --> 00:48:11,440  -[Otto] Ten. -[Bruce] There you go.  1075 00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:13,720  [Pete] Double figures. I like the T-shirt as well.  1076 00:48:13,720 --> 00:48:15,040  -Yeah. -Oh, he's off.  1077 00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:17,040  [Pete] He's off. There you go. All right.  1078 00:48:17,040 --> 00:48:19,800  [Otto hums] I'm liking this movie.  1079 00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,280  [Pete] Yeah, you enjoyed today?  1080 00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:22,080  [Otto] I have.  1081 00:48:22,080 --> 00:48:24,480  -You like Rebecca, don't you? -[Otto] Of course.  1082 00:48:25,480 --> 00:48:27,600  -All right, Bruce? -[Bruce] Yeah, I'm good, Otto.  1083 00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:29,200  -How am I looking? -[Otto hums] Great.  1084 00:48:29,200 --> 00:48:31,040  [Bruce] Good. [laughs]  1085 00:48:31,040 --> 00:48:33,480  [Otto] Let's take a look at your face, Bruce.  1086 00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:35,040  Well, I haven't done the make-up yet.  1087 00:48:35,040 --> 00:48:36,560  -[Otto] Wow. -Good hair though, innit?  1088 00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:38,400  [Otto] It's a new Bryan Adams here.  1089 00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:39,440  [laughs]  1090 00:48:39,440 --> 00:48:41,560  [Otto] Oh, who's this tarty woman?  1091 00:48:41,560 --> 00:48:43,520  Oh, it's my mum. [soft chuckle]  1092 00:48:43,520 --> 00:48:45,280  [Otto hums, giggles]  1093 00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:47,240  We're going for a take, Otto.  1094 00:48:47,240 --> 00:48:48,840  -[Otto] We are. -Yeah. Okay.  1095 00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:54,160  [Otto] Calling all extras. Calling all extras.  1096 00:48:54,160 --> 00:48:55,640  Are you all excited?  1097 00:48:55,640 --> 00:48:58,280  [extras cheering]  1098 00:48:58,280 --> 00:49:02,520  And the crew in the back, are you ready?  1099 00:49:02,520 --> 00:49:03,680  [crew cheering]  1100 00:49:03,680 --> 00:49:05,600  [Otto] I want everyone, come on.  1101 00:49:05,600 --> 00:49:07,800  Are you ready?  1102 00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:10,280  [cast and crew cheering]  1103 00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:11,960  [Irene] Nice and quiet for rehearsal, please.  1104 00:49:11,960 --> 00:49:13,680  -Are you ready? -I'm ready.  1105 00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:15,560  -[Irene] Okay, rehearsing. -Yep.  1106 00:49:15,560 --> 00:49:17,720  [Irene] Background, action, and...  1107 00:49:17,720 --> 00:49:20,120  -And... action. -[Irene] Action.  1108 00:49:20,120 --> 00:49:22,040  [Paul] Ladies and gentlemen...  1109 00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:24,360  [light piano music]  1110 00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:31,880  [Lucy] "Adam only weighed 4 pounds 13 ounces at birth  1111 00:49:31,880 --> 00:49:34,000  and has Down Syndrome."  1112 00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:36,120  [actors screaming, booing]  1113 00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:41,240  [Lucy] "Adam left hospital aged one month.  1114 00:49:41,240 --> 00:49:44,080  He's the second child of his parents' marriage.  1115 00:49:44,080 --> 00:49:46,840  They feel unable to make a life commitment to Adam."  1116 00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:51,640  [Paul] No! No, he's my monster baby!  1117 00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:54,800  -[Otto] And... cut. -[indistinct chatter]  1118 00:49:54,800 --> 00:49:56,000  We got it.  1119 00:49:57,040 --> 00:49:59,480  [Lucy] "And wish him to have the love and security  1120 00:49:59,480 --> 00:50:00,960  of adoptive parents."  1121 00:50:05,640 --> 00:50:07,840  [Rebecca] 1122 00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:11,960   1123 00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:14,800  [gasps]  1124 00:50:14,800 --> 00:50:17,400  -"I shall call you Satan." -Cut.  1125 00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:18,400  Yeah. Well, Otto, Satan,  1126 00:50:18,400 --> 00:50:20,840  -yeah, interchangeable. -Whatever, means the same thing.  1127 00:50:20,840 --> 00:50:23,680  He has the creepy name for a baby.  1128 00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:25,000  Well, that's Otto.  1129 00:50:25,560 --> 00:50:27,040  Oi!  1130 00:50:27,040 --> 00:50:28,960  [photographer] Right, here we go.  1131 00:50:30,280 --> 00:50:32,720 [Lucy]  1132 00:50:32,720 --> 00:50:35,000   1133 00:50:35,000 --> 00:50:38,480   1134 00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:41,680  [photographer] ...couple more, looking straight to me.  1135 00:50:43,200 --> 00:50:44,960  [Lucy] And then everything worked out,  1136 00:50:44,960 --> 00:50:48,720  so I had the good fortune to be bringing him home.  1137 00:50:48,720 --> 00:50:54,200  But the next day, he was asleep in a travel cot,  1138 00:50:54,200 --> 00:50:56,920  and then I remember... just, sort of, lying down  1139 00:50:56,920 --> 00:51:01,360  in the sitting room, thinking, you know, it was all quiet,  1140 00:51:01,360 --> 00:51:02,440  and I was thinking,  1141 00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:05,200  "What am I doing with somebody else's baby?"  1142 00:51:05,200 --> 00:51:07,360  You know, it was very weird.  1143 00:51:07,360 --> 00:51:09,360  You know, when I had James, it wasn't the same,  1144 00:51:09,360 --> 00:51:11,160  because he was a ready-formed child,  1145 00:51:11,160 --> 00:51:13,520  and I'd, you know, looked after children  1146 00:51:13,520 --> 00:51:15,480  and was used to children. But it was,  1147 00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:16,960  "What am I doing with this child?  1148 00:51:16,960 --> 00:51:19,840  This child actually shouldn't be with me.  1149 00:51:19,840 --> 00:51:22,400  It's not natural, it's not right."  1150 00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:25,440  And so it was, yeah, it was, sort of, sadness,  1151 00:51:25,440 --> 00:51:27,800  and just thinking, "What..."  1152 00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:30,520  yeah, "What am I doing with this child?"  1153 00:51:31,440 --> 00:51:33,560   1154 00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:37,240 [Lucy]  1155 00:51:37,240 --> 00:51:39,440   1156 00:51:39,440 --> 00:51:41,320   1157 00:51:41,320 --> 00:51:45,240   1158 00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:48,160  [gentle music]  1159 00:51:50,040 --> 00:51:51,960 [Lucy]  1160 00:51:53,840 --> 00:51:54,920   1161 00:51:54,920 --> 00:51:56,840   1162 00:51:57,920 --> 00:52:00,240  -[Lucy]James can have that one.  1163 00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:03,280  [giggling]  1164 00:52:03,280 --> 00:52:07,960 [Lucy]  1165 00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:10,360   1166 00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:14,600   1167 00:52:14,600 --> 00:52:20,400   1168 00:52:20,400 --> 00:52:23,200   1169 00:52:23,200 --> 00:52:26,440   1170 00:52:26,440 --> 00:52:28,280   1171 00:52:28,280 --> 00:52:31,680   1172 00:52:31,680 --> 00:52:34,600   1173 00:52:34,600 --> 00:52:37,240   1174 00:52:37,240 --> 00:52:41,120   1175 00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:45,600  Knock, knock, knock on wood.  1176 00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:50,480  Right, boy... do I keep him in his seat?  1177 00:52:50,480 --> 00:52:53,520 [Lucy]  1178 00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:56,200   1179 00:52:56,200 --> 00:52:59,280   1180 00:52:59,280 --> 00:53:02,280   1181 00:53:03,720 --> 00:53:06,200  You can try to scare them, one by one.  1182 00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:07,680  Okay.  1183 00:53:07,680 --> 00:53:10,240 [Lucy]  1184 00:53:11,520 --> 00:53:15,920  When you say your line, "Oh, poor..."  1185 00:53:15,920 --> 00:53:17,120  Poor little monster boy.  1186 00:53:17,120 --> 00:53:20,720  I want you to go down, smack on the table,  1187 00:53:20,720 --> 00:53:21,920  with your hand.  1188 00:53:21,920 --> 00:53:22,840  [Paul] Okay.  1189 00:53:22,840 --> 00:53:24,120  -[Irene] Happy, Otto? -I am.  1190 00:53:24,120 --> 00:53:25,560  Shall we do one more?  1191 00:53:26,480 --> 00:53:27,680  [man] Set.  1192 00:53:27,680 --> 00:53:30,080  [Irene] Background action.  1193 00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:32,720  -And when you're ready. -And... action.  1194 00:53:32,720 --> 00:53:35,040  [Paul] Poor little monster boy.  1195 00:53:35,520 --> 00:53:36,520  [slams on table]  1196 00:53:36,520 --> 00:53:41,000  The lights are on, but there's nobody home.  1197 00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:44,200  Here's the deal, you hideous little moron.  1198 00:53:44,200 --> 00:53:48,920  Answer this equation correctly and I'll let you go.  1199 00:53:48,920 --> 00:53:51,440  -[Otto] And... cut. -[Irene] And we cut there.  1200 00:53:51,440 --> 00:53:54,840 [Pete]  1201 00:53:54,840 --> 00:53:56,560   1202 00:53:56,560 --> 00:53:58,440  [Pete] What's he all about?  1203 00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:01,040  Mysterious smoke.  1204 00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:03,840  [Pete] I'm gonna be honest, I don't fully understand  1205 00:54:03,840 --> 00:54:05,880  -the whole Master thing. -[Bruce chuckles]  1206 00:54:05,880 --> 00:54:07,200  -[Pete] So, shall we start-- -[Bruce] Come on, Pete,  1207 00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:09,280  get on board with it, get on board!  1208 00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:11,840  I like it as a concept, I just don't understand it.  1209 00:54:11,840 --> 00:54:14,000  -"As a concept." -[chuckles]  1210 00:54:14,000 --> 00:54:17,200  [Bruce] What do you think The Master represents?  1211 00:54:17,200 --> 00:54:19,680  He's, like, there, overpowering me.  1212 00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:21,840  Ah, so people telling you what to do,  1213 00:54:21,840 --> 00:54:24,080  -you don't like, do you? -No. [hums]  1214 00:54:24,080 --> 00:54:25,680  Well, let's... I think The Master  1215 00:54:25,680 --> 00:54:28,120  deserves its own page.  1216 00:54:28,120 --> 00:54:29,360  We should explore this.  1217 00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:31,800  There's some good thoughts with The Master.  1218 00:54:31,800 --> 00:54:34,080  Right, The Master.  1219 00:54:34,080 --> 00:54:36,440  How are we gonna describe The Master?  1220 00:54:36,440 --> 00:54:39,080  [Pete] Dunno, this... we're not gonna describe him, Otto.  1221 00:54:39,080 --> 00:54:40,080  I am.  1222 00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:44,640  He actually wears, like, the same thing as that picture.  1223 00:54:44,640 --> 00:54:46,080  [Bruce] So, like, a, sort of, um...  1224 00:54:46,080 --> 00:54:48,320  a kind of Victorian gentleman, really.  1225 00:54:48,320 --> 00:54:50,920  He's a Victorian gentleman.  1226 00:54:50,920 --> 00:54:53,880  -Okay. -He wears the...  1227 00:54:53,880 --> 00:54:59,040  not these boots, but black and shiny shoes,  1228 00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:02,120  with a silver... with a gold buckle.  1229 00:55:02,120 --> 00:55:05,440  -[Bruce] Yeah, yeah. -With a skull.  1230 00:55:05,440 --> 00:55:08,120  -Okay. -A gold buckle with a skull?  1231 00:55:08,120 --> 00:55:09,080  Yeah.  1232 00:55:09,080 --> 00:55:13,000  [Pete] Is The Master someone who represents  1233 00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:16,920  all of the people that you feel have tried to...  1234 00:55:16,920 --> 00:55:19,560  -treat you like a child? -Yeah.  1235 00:55:19,560 --> 00:55:21,760  [Pete] All of these baddies in your life,  1236 00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:25,280  we pour all of them into this character, The Master.  1237 00:55:25,280 --> 00:55:26,840  [Otto] Yeah.  1238 00:55:26,840 --> 00:55:29,360  And... action.  1239 00:55:29,360 --> 00:55:31,880  [Reuben] Excuse me, Mr. McManus.  1240 00:55:32,880 --> 00:55:34,080  [snarls]  1241 00:55:34,080 --> 00:55:35,880  [Reuben breathing heavily]  1242 00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:38,600  [Reuben] You... you're not Mr. McManus!  1243 00:55:39,120 --> 00:55:40,760  It's The Master!  1244 00:55:40,760 --> 00:55:41,560  And... cut.  1245 00:55:41,560 --> 00:55:44,200  -[Irene] And we cut there. -[man] That was great.  1246 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:45,720  Great, Paul. Really good.  1247 00:55:53,520 --> 00:55:55,720  [Lorenzo] Surprise out and then come here to talk,  1248 00:55:55,720 --> 00:55:58,840  -or talk from standing up? -[Otto hums]  1249 00:56:00,280 --> 00:56:01,920  Yeah.  1250 00:56:01,920 --> 00:56:03,880  -[woman] Sorry, guys. -[man] That's nice.  1251 00:56:03,880 --> 00:56:06,720  -Yeah? And then the dialogue? -[man] Yeah.  1252 00:56:06,720 --> 00:56:08,800  And the dialogue, what I'm going to do?  1253 00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:12,880 [Otto]  1254 00:56:12,880 --> 00:56:14,680 [Bruce]  1255 00:56:14,680 --> 00:56:15,960 [Otto]  1256 00:56:15,960 --> 00:56:17,320  Finally!  1257 00:56:19,040 --> 00:56:21,200  -[Otto] Mr. J. -[Jamie] Hello, Otto.  1258 00:56:21,200 --> 00:56:22,520  -How's it going? -[Otto humming]  1259 00:56:22,520 --> 00:56:23,760  Long time no see.  1260 00:56:23,760 --> 00:56:25,120 [Bruce]  1261 00:56:25,120 --> 00:56:26,040   1262 00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:28,320   1263 00:56:28,320 --> 00:56:29,920  Willy slapping.  1264 00:56:29,920 --> 00:56:32,040  -Right. -Oh, fine, okay.  1265 00:56:32,040 --> 00:56:34,760  -Right. -And that's what he did to me.  1266 00:56:34,760 --> 00:56:36,320  Right, describe willy slapping to me.  1267 00:56:36,320 --> 00:56:37,200  I don't think, you know--  1268 00:56:37,200 --> 00:56:40,360  I was sitting down on the floor watching telly.  1269 00:56:40,360 --> 00:56:44,280  He grabbed his willy out and he willy slapped me  1270 00:56:44,280 --> 00:56:46,320  -right in the ear. -[chuckles]  1271 00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:48,520  That was the first time you met him?  1272 00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:50,560  -Yes. -That's the first thing he did?  1273 00:56:50,560 --> 00:56:51,400  Yes, he did.  1274 00:56:51,400 --> 00:56:53,840  That set the tone for the relationship, didn't it?  1275 00:56:53,840 --> 00:56:55,480  -Do you remember this? -[gurgling]  1276 00:56:55,480 --> 00:56:57,640  [laughs]  1277 00:56:58,240 --> 00:57:01,200  -Mad. -It is. So--  1278 00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:02,640  Oh! Man boobs.  1279 00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:03,640  [laughs]  1280 00:57:03,640 --> 00:57:06,200  [Otto] "Oh, my God, he killed Kenny. You bastard."  1281 00:57:06,200 --> 00:57:07,880  [Jamie] Oh, blimey, look at all that.  1282 00:57:07,880 --> 00:57:09,520  Wow. Look at all this.  1283 00:57:09,520 --> 00:57:11,400  [Pete] Now, Otto, I don't know how you feel about this,  1284 00:57:11,400 --> 00:57:14,000  Otto is imagining you, in this film,  1285 00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,560  as a ventriloquist dummy, a bit like that,  1286 00:57:16,560 --> 00:57:18,360  -but with ginger hair, right? -[laughs]  1287 00:57:18,360 --> 00:57:19,400  -Yes. -He's quite...  1288 00:57:19,400 --> 00:57:20,680  he's quite a cheeky character.  1289 00:57:20,680 --> 00:57:22,040  -Think, uh... -Chucky.  1290 00:57:22,040 --> 00:57:24,360  -Jack the lad. -Cross between Chucky and that.  1291 00:57:24,360 --> 00:57:25,200  -Yeah. -Yeah.  1292 00:57:25,200 --> 00:57:27,720 [Pete]  1293 00:57:27,720 --> 00:57:30,360   1294 00:57:30,360 --> 00:57:32,440   1295 00:57:32,440 --> 00:57:36,120  Oh, definitely the snowball with the bus driver.  1296 00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:40,200  He left the window open, and I...  1297 00:57:40,200 --> 00:57:42,000  What did he do when it hit him?  1298 00:57:42,000 --> 00:57:43,600  It hit him right in the face.  1299 00:57:43,600 --> 00:57:44,480  [laughter]  1300 00:57:44,480 --> 00:57:46,320 [Jamie]  1301 00:57:46,320 --> 00:57:47,320 [Bruce]  1302 00:57:47,320 --> 00:57:48,560  [Jamie] 1303 00:57:48,560 --> 00:57:49,440  [Bruce] Dangerous.  1304 00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:53,480  Otto just goes... and then I remember the...  1305 00:57:53,480 --> 00:57:54,320  [grunts]  1306 00:57:54,320 --> 00:57:57,320  ...like that, and then he goes, he slammed the brakes on,  1307 00:57:57,320 --> 00:57:59,320   1308 00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:00,320  [Bruce and Pete laughing]  1309 00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:01,640  [Paul] Wouldn't do that for anyone else.  1310 00:58:01,640 --> 00:58:03,720  [laughter]  1311 00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:06,520  -[gentle music] -[indistinct chatter]  1312 00:58:15,480 --> 00:58:19,480 [Lucy]  1313 00:58:19,480 --> 00:58:21,680   1314 00:58:21,680 --> 00:58:25,480   1315 00:58:27,680 --> 00:58:29,720  -[Otto grunts] -[chuckles]  1316 00:58:29,720 --> 00:58:32,800 [Lucy]  1317 00:58:32,800 --> 00:58:35,440   1318 00:58:35,440 --> 00:58:37,800   1319 00:58:38,520 --> 00:58:40,240  Hello, everyone. [chuckles]  1320 00:58:42,080 --> 00:58:45,600 [Lucy]  1321 00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:48,160   1322 00:58:48,160 --> 00:58:52,120  [Otto] Uh, a disco fever shirt.  1323 00:58:52,120 --> 00:58:53,960  [Lucy] A girl pulling shirt, I think, that one.  1324 00:58:53,960 --> 00:58:55,320  A girl pulling...  1325 00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:56,560  [Lucy] When you asked Otto what he's doing,  1326 00:58:56,560 --> 00:58:58,840  he said nothing about going down to the seaside,  1327 00:58:58,840 --> 00:59:02,720  nothing about anything else, just about pulling girls,  1328 00:59:02,720 --> 00:59:04,920  so that's... it is the most important thing.  1329 00:59:04,920 --> 00:59:07,160  And it is the most important thing for most...  1330 00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:10,640  16-year-old blokes, isn't it?  1331 00:59:10,640 --> 00:59:15,840  Your first step will be, is asking a girl, and ask her,  1332 00:59:15,840 --> 00:59:17,840  "Would you like to dance?"  1333 00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:20,760  And your second step is, after the dance is finished,  1334 00:59:20,760 --> 00:59:23,640  one dance and one music has finished,  1335 00:59:23,640 --> 00:59:26,560  uh, you go and let her sit down for five, ten minutes,  1336 00:59:26,560 --> 00:59:28,880  you go off and have a drink, or go in the arcades  1337 00:59:28,880 --> 00:59:30,720  or whatever for five, ten minutes,  1338 00:59:30,720 --> 00:59:33,240  go back and ask her for another dance.  1339 00:59:33,240 --> 00:59:38,160  I say, "Can I have a dance, my darling?"  1340 00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:41,520 [Lucy]  1341 00:59:41,520 --> 00:59:44,040   1342 00:59:44,040 --> 00:59:47,720  such a long-lasting relationship  1343 00:59:47,720 --> 00:59:48,840   1344 00:59:48,840 --> 00:59:53,440  You know, it proves... it proves  1345 00:59:55,200 --> 00:59:57,560  [gentle music continues]  1346 01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:01,880  [Jamie] Blimey, who are these lovely ladies?  1347 01:00:01,880 --> 01:00:02,920  [laughs]  1348 01:00:02,920 --> 01:00:06,160  -I'm the lucky one, here. -[Jamie] Yeah.  1349 01:00:06,160 --> 01:00:08,600  So, you've got a woman you're married to.  1350 01:00:08,600 --> 01:00:09,600  I am, yes.  1351 01:00:09,600 --> 01:00:11,720  [Jamie] We kind of knew each other from school.  1352 01:00:11,720 --> 01:00:13,280  Remember last time I was here?  1353 01:00:13,280 --> 01:00:16,280  My dad committed suicide, do you remember? He died.  1354 01:00:16,280 --> 01:00:18,600  -[Otto] What's he done? -He committed suicide.  1355 01:00:18,600 --> 01:00:19,440  -[groans] -Yeah.  1356 01:00:19,440 --> 01:00:21,160  -Not pretty nice, is it? -Do you remember when I went off  1357 01:00:21,160 --> 01:00:23,160  a bit of the rails, didn't I?  1358 01:00:23,160 --> 01:00:24,720  And I had a bit of a drink problem.  1359 01:00:24,720 --> 01:00:25,720  [hums] Oh, yeah?  1360 01:00:25,720 --> 01:00:26,960  -I had a bit of a drink problem. -Like a beer.  1361 01:00:26,960 --> 01:00:29,080  -Yeah, lots of beers. -[hums]  1362 01:00:29,080 --> 01:00:30,600  And I bumped into her one night  1363 01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:33,120  when I was in there drinking. We just got talking away.  1364 01:00:33,120 --> 01:00:35,520  -Oh, yeah? -Yeah, and one thing  1365 01:00:35,520 --> 01:00:38,000  leads to another, like they usually do.  1366 01:00:38,000 --> 01:00:40,720  -Yes. -And then... Hello. Hello.  1367 01:00:40,720 --> 01:00:42,240  Can you smell my doggies?  1368 01:00:42,240 --> 01:00:44,200  [Jamie] She kind of turned my life around  1369 01:00:44,200 --> 01:00:48,760  and she did also give me the option, if I want, if...  1370 01:00:48,760 --> 01:00:50,720  this wants to be "serious" serious,  1371 01:00:50,720 --> 01:00:54,320  it's either me choosing her or cutting the drink.  1372 01:00:54,320 --> 01:00:56,520  If it wasn't for her now, I wouldn't know  1373 01:00:56,520 --> 01:00:57,920  where I'd be now.  1374 01:00:59,040 --> 01:01:01,960  You know Jamie's found someone that he loves?  1375 01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:04,280  -Yeah. -And he's married to?  1376 01:01:05,280 --> 01:01:07,600  Is that something you would like?  1377 01:01:07,600 --> 01:01:08,840  Yes.  1378 01:01:09,440 --> 01:01:12,320  [woman] Aw. [laughs]  1379 01:01:12,320 --> 01:01:14,240 [Pete]  1380 01:01:14,240 --> 01:01:16,360 [Otto]  1381 01:01:16,360 --> 01:01:17,920  Hello.  1382 01:01:19,000 --> 01:01:20,520 [Pete]  1383 01:01:20,520 --> 01:01:22,080  Uh... Sarah Marquis.  1384 01:01:22,080 --> 01:01:24,440  -Yeah. -I used to have her.  1385 01:01:24,440 --> 01:01:25,880  [laughter]  1386 01:01:25,880 --> 01:01:27,880 [Otto]  1387 01:01:27,880 --> 01:01:30,240  [soft guitar music]  1388 01:01:30,240 --> 01:01:31,600  [Lucy] 1389 01:01:31,600 --> 01:01:35,200  for Otto to have a relationship,  1390 01:01:35,200 --> 01:01:36,520   1391 01:01:36,520 --> 01:01:39,960   1392 01:01:39,960 --> 01:01:42,720   1393 01:01:42,720 --> 01:01:44,480   1394 01:01:46,680 --> 01:01:48,440   1395 01:01:49,200 --> 01:01:52,480   1396 01:01:53,000 --> 01:01:54,640  [indistinct chatter]  1397 01:01:55,720 --> 01:01:57,600  Right, one more kiss and hug goodbye.  1398 01:01:57,600 --> 01:01:58,920  [Otto hums]  1399 01:02:03,360 --> 01:02:06,320  [carer] Right, come on, Lyds. Bye, Otto, thanks for having us.  1400 01:02:06,320 --> 01:02:08,200  [Otto] You too.  1401 01:02:08,200 --> 01:02:11,120 [Lucy]  1402 01:02:11,120 --> 01:02:12,720   1403 01:02:14,480 --> 01:02:16,520   1404 01:02:16,520 --> 01:02:18,840   1405 01:02:18,840 --> 01:02:21,880   1406 01:02:21,880 --> 01:02:23,440  and so that's...  1407 01:02:23,440 --> 01:02:27,480  you know, that's not how I brought my children up.  1408 01:02:27,480 --> 01:02:28,880  -Hi, I'm Bruce, Stephanie. -Good to meet you.  1409 01:02:28,880 --> 01:02:30,360  -I've not met you before. -No, you haven't. Hello.  1410 01:02:30,360 --> 01:02:32,000  [Pete] I'm Pete. Very nice to meet you.  1411 01:02:32,000 --> 01:02:33,800  -We're Otto's friends. -This is Reuben.  1412 01:02:33,800 --> 01:02:34,960  -Oh, hello Reuben. -Heya.  1413 01:02:34,960 --> 01:02:36,400  -Glad to meet you. -[Pete] I've heard an awful lot  1414 01:02:36,400 --> 01:02:39,400  -about you though, Stephanie. -Oh, thank you. Yeah.  1415 01:02:39,400 --> 01:02:41,640  [Pete] Yeah. So, are you Otto's girlfriend?  1416 01:02:41,640 --> 01:02:43,120  -No, fiancé. -[Pete] Fiancé.  1417 01:02:43,120 --> 01:02:45,920  Sorry. Sorry. Fiancé, yeah.  1418 01:02:45,920 --> 01:02:47,400  Yeah.  1419 01:02:47,400 --> 01:02:50,000  -In real life. -Yeah, in real life.  1420 01:02:50,760 --> 01:02:52,720  -I like it. [hums] -Yep.  1421 01:02:53,520 --> 01:02:54,720  [chuckles]  1422 01:02:54,720 --> 01:02:55,920  You, stop it.  1423 01:02:55,920 --> 01:02:57,160  No, you stop it.  1424 01:02:57,160 --> 01:02:58,800  -Stop it. -You stop it.  1425 01:02:58,800 --> 01:03:01,960  [Lucy]Well, I think he's quite,  1426 01:03:01,960 --> 01:03:04,360   1427 01:03:04,360 --> 01:03:05,840  [indistinct chatter]  1428 01:03:05,840 --> 01:03:07,520 [Lucy]  1429 01:03:07,520 --> 01:03:10,600   1430 01:03:10,600 --> 01:03:14,520   1431 01:03:14,520 --> 01:03:16,200  [indistinct chatter]  1432 01:03:16,200 --> 01:03:17,640   1433 01:03:17,640 --> 01:03:19,240   1434 01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:22,680   1435 01:03:22,680 --> 01:03:25,360   1436 01:03:25,360 --> 01:03:27,160  [man] Just drop this in through here.  1437 01:03:27,160 --> 01:03:28,440  Yeah, that's fine.  1438 01:03:31,400 --> 01:03:33,160  [Pete] What does this role... does this role  1439 01:03:33,160 --> 01:03:34,600  represent anything, or is it literally  1440 01:03:34,600 --> 01:03:36,040  just a beautiful woman?  1441 01:03:36,040 --> 01:03:37,800  It's just a beautiful woman.  1442 01:03:37,800 --> 01:03:39,880  -[Pete] Are you sure? -Yes.  1443 01:03:43,080 --> 01:03:44,160  -[casting staff] This is Pete. -Hello.  1444 01:03:44,160 --> 01:03:45,920  -Hi, Pete. -[Pete]  1445 01:03:45,920 --> 01:03:47,880   1446 01:03:47,880 --> 01:03:49,160   1447 01:03:49,160 --> 01:03:51,680   1448 01:03:51,680 --> 01:03:54,120  -away from the monster baby. -Yeah.  1449 01:03:54,120 --> 01:03:56,200  [Pete] What's that supposed to mean?  1450 01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:57,840  They used to call me a monster,  1451 01:03:57,840 --> 01:03:59,840  "Stay away from me."  1452 01:03:59,840 --> 01:04:01,960  [Pete] Yeah, and have-- girls do that in real life?  1453 01:04:01,960 --> 01:04:05,120  They normally do that in real life.  1454 01:04:05,120 --> 01:04:07,280  -[Pete] Really? -And your personal life.  1455 01:04:07,280 --> 01:04:09,480  [Pete] In your personal life, girls have done that?  1456 01:04:09,480 --> 01:04:11,000  Yeah.  1457 01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:12,640  [Pete] What, when you've tried it on with them,  1458 01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:14,400  -and they've... -Yeah.  1459 01:04:14,400 --> 01:04:16,600  -[Pete] What have they said? -[groans in disgust]  1460 01:04:16,600 --> 01:04:21,200  "Stop it. Go away, you Downser."  1461 01:04:22,600 --> 01:04:28,400  It's in a great honor and can you... buy you a drink?  1462 01:04:28,400 --> 01:04:29,920  [casting staff] She recoils.  1463 01:04:29,920 --> 01:04:33,640  [scoffs] Get away from me.  1464 01:04:33,640 --> 01:04:36,080  You're not chatting me up.  1465 01:04:36,080 --> 01:04:37,320  You're...  1466 01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:40,800  You're a monster.  1467 01:04:42,160 --> 01:04:43,560  [Otto hums]  1468 01:04:46,760 --> 01:04:48,720  [Otto] I am here.  1469 01:04:48,720 --> 01:04:50,760  [Anna] Good.  1470 01:04:50,760 --> 01:04:54,520  You definitely look like Amanda Holden, look like.  1471 01:04:54,520 --> 01:04:56,200  [indistinct chatter]  1472 01:04:58,360 --> 01:04:59,880  -[Otto] I got it. -[Ellie] Maybe a little bit.  1473 01:04:59,880 --> 01:05:00,960  [Anna] Turning.  1474 01:05:00,960 --> 01:05:02,600  You're doing a really good job, Anna.  1475 01:05:02,600 --> 01:05:04,160  [Anna] Thank you.  1476 01:05:06,520 --> 01:05:08,120  I might buy you a drink sometime.  1477 01:05:08,120 --> 01:05:10,600  [Anna chuckles] On the wrap party.  1478 01:05:10,600 --> 01:05:11,760  -Yeah. -There you go.  1479 01:05:11,760 --> 01:05:13,440  I might buy you a drink.  1480 01:05:16,640 --> 01:05:18,040  [Anna] Set?  1481 01:05:18,720 --> 01:05:21,280  -Yeah. -[Anna] You say action?  1482 01:05:21,280 --> 01:05:22,520  Are you ready?  1483 01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:26,960  -Action. -[Anna] Action.  1484 01:05:29,080 --> 01:05:31,480  Where's my director girlfriend?  1485 01:05:32,320 --> 01:05:34,520  [Pete] Why don't we just... oh, careful,  1486 01:05:34,520 --> 01:05:35,720  'cause we don't know where that actually goes.  1487 01:05:35,720 --> 01:05:36,920  [Bruce] No, we're not supposed to do--  1488 01:05:36,920 --> 01:05:38,920  [Pete] Otto, Otto, Otto.  1489 01:05:38,920 --> 01:05:40,720  What do you think this is, a rocking horse?  1490 01:05:40,720 --> 01:05:42,480  -Um, how you feeling? -[Otto] Fine.  1491 01:05:42,480 --> 01:05:46,360  [Pete] Yeah? Did Daisy have a word with you?  1492 01:05:46,360 --> 01:05:47,960  -Yeah. -[Pete] Yeah?  1493 01:05:47,960 --> 01:05:49,800  -Do... -Not too much flirting.  1494 01:05:49,800 --> 01:05:51,720  Yeah. Remember I said earlier as well...  1495 01:05:51,720 --> 01:05:52,680  Yeah, I know that.  1496 01:05:52,680 --> 01:05:53,800  [Pete] But you can't... so you can't...  1497 01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:56,240  call people sexy, all right?  1498 01:05:56,240 --> 01:05:59,680  -Yep. -Yeah? But we just--  1499 01:06:00,560 --> 01:06:01,560  -Yep. -Yeah?  1500 01:06:01,560 --> 01:06:03,280  -Is that all right? -Yep.  1501 01:06:03,280 --> 01:06:06,200  Because you want everyone to feel comfortable  1502 01:06:06,200 --> 01:06:07,440  that they can come and stand near you  1503 01:06:07,440 --> 01:06:08,680  and chat with you and that you're not gonna...  1504 01:06:08,680 --> 01:06:10,200  Just do that at the wrap party.  1505 01:06:10,200 --> 01:06:11,600  Not at the wrap party either.  1506 01:06:11,600 --> 01:06:13,720  Yeah. I don't think any of these people  1507 01:06:13,720 --> 01:06:16,920  that we're working with are people that you would ever...  1508 01:06:16,920 --> 01:06:18,720  You belong to Jesus.  1509 01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:20,280  No, but honestly, Otto, I'm being serious.  1510 01:06:20,280 --> 01:06:22,240  Like, any of these people who are on the set,  1511 01:06:22,240 --> 01:06:24,760  that we're working with, men, women, uh...  1512 01:06:24,760 --> 01:06:27,720  none of them are people that we're gonna have...  1513 01:06:27,720 --> 01:06:29,360  relationships with.  1514 01:06:29,360 --> 01:06:32,560  Because they're work colleagues.  1515 01:06:32,560 --> 01:06:34,280  You know, it's like a work situation,  1516 01:06:34,280 --> 01:06:35,840  and it feels uncomfortable for people  1517 01:06:35,840 --> 01:06:39,880  if you're suggesting that they might be your girlfriend,  1518 01:06:39,880 --> 01:06:42,000  or all of that sort of stuff.  1519 01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:43,000  -[Otto] Mm-hm. -[Pete] 'Cause everyone  1520 01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:44,480  who's working for you should feel comfortable.  1521 01:06:44,480 --> 01:06:45,800  Do you feel sick or something?  1522 01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:46,800  -[Pete] Do I feel sick? -Yeah.  1523 01:06:46,800 --> 01:06:49,640  [Pete] I feel all right. Why do you think I feel sick?  1524 01:06:50,400 --> 01:06:52,640  -Do you? -[Bruce] No, I don't, no.  1525 01:06:52,640 --> 01:06:53,640  We're in this room right now.  1526 01:06:53,640 --> 01:06:56,240  [Pete] Right, but we think that, Otto, you're doing really well  1527 01:06:56,240 --> 01:06:59,520  with the directing, it's brilliant, yeah?  1528 01:06:59,520 --> 01:07:01,560  -[Otto] Everything's fine. -[Pete] And now... and actually,  1529 01:07:01,560 --> 01:07:03,640  I think you're probably gonna be really good now  1530 01:07:03,640 --> 01:07:06,280  with... not, sort of,  1531 01:07:06,280 --> 01:07:08,040  flirting all the time, aren't you?  1532 01:07:08,040 --> 01:07:11,360  Because I know you mean it, like, to be fun,  1533 01:07:11,360 --> 01:07:13,120  but not everyone feels that way.  1534 01:07:13,120 --> 01:07:15,040  -Yes. -[Pete] Yeah?  1535 01:07:15,040 --> 01:07:16,440  Cool. Yeah?  1536 01:07:16,440 --> 01:07:18,680  -Shake and bake? Good. -[hums]  1537 01:07:18,680 --> 01:07:19,760  Okay, let's go for it.  1538 01:07:19,760 --> 01:07:21,440  Let's go back to the fucking filmmaking.  1539 01:07:21,440 --> 01:07:23,880  Let's go. Filming. You can drink your tea.  1540 01:07:23,880 --> 01:07:25,120  [Otto] Tea.  1541 01:07:25,960 --> 01:07:28,000  [indistinct chatter]  1542 01:07:43,280 --> 01:07:45,520  [Otto grunting]  1543 01:07:45,520 --> 01:07:47,000  [woman] Stop, please.  1544 01:07:47,000 --> 01:07:48,240  [Otto] Stop it.  1545 01:07:50,000 --> 01:07:51,800  [Otto grunting]  1546 01:07:55,120 --> 01:07:56,760  [hums] Behave!  1547 01:08:00,200 --> 01:08:01,760  [Otto chuckles]  1548 01:08:06,080 --> 01:08:09,560  -Looking gorgeous. -Hello. That's my job.  1549 01:08:09,560 --> 01:08:11,080  You're both gorgeous. [hums]  1550 01:08:11,080 --> 01:08:13,120  -[Stephanie] Hmm? -You're both gorgeous.  1551 01:08:13,120 --> 01:08:14,880  I'm saying, I think we should dress like this  1552 01:08:14,880 --> 01:08:16,480  -full-time, really. -Mm.  1553 01:08:16,480 --> 01:08:19,480  -Yeah. Very glamorous. -Yes, madame.  1554 01:08:19,480 --> 01:08:21,160  -[Otto hums] -[chuckles]  1555 01:08:21,160 --> 01:08:23,280  Don't worry, I look after her.  1556 01:08:23,280 --> 01:08:24,240  I know.  1557 01:08:24,240 --> 01:08:25,560  Very special, you are.  1558 01:08:25,560 --> 01:08:27,800  Oh, thank you. It's a pleasure to be here.  1559 01:08:27,800 --> 01:08:29,600  -How are you finding it today? -Yeah.  1560 01:08:29,600 --> 01:08:31,920  -Is it going well? -I'm looking forward.  1561 01:08:31,920 --> 01:08:35,440  -Yeah. -Me and you on the final scene.  1562 01:08:35,440 --> 01:08:38,160  On this final scene, yep, that's true.  1563 01:08:38,160 --> 01:08:40,360  -[barks] -With my different outfit on.  1564 01:08:40,360 --> 01:08:42,960  -Yeah. -[deep exhale]  1565 01:08:46,960 --> 01:08:50,280  Is it, um... is it all going on schedule today?  1566 01:08:50,280 --> 01:08:52,520  -Yeah. -[actress] Oh, good. Nice.  1567 01:08:52,520 --> 01:08:55,840  I'm looking forward to seeing you at the fine...  1568 01:08:55,840 --> 01:08:57,880  the last scene.  1569 01:08:57,880 --> 01:09:00,880  -[actress] Yeah. -[Otto] It's me and you.  1570 01:09:01,760 --> 01:09:02,920  And everybody else around, isn't it?  1571 01:09:02,920 --> 01:09:04,920  [assistant] I'm so sorry, you're needed back on set.  1572 01:09:06,480 --> 01:09:08,160  [Otto] I need to do my directing.  1573 01:09:08,160 --> 01:09:09,720  See you later.  1574 01:09:12,800 --> 01:09:14,960  [gentle music]  1575 01:09:16,760 --> 01:09:20,160  [Bruce] No sex talk, yeah?  1576 01:09:20,160 --> 01:09:22,960  'Cause that makes people feel a bit uncomfortable.  1577 01:09:24,160 --> 01:09:26,440  -We're just friends, really. -[man] Ah.  1578 01:09:27,480 --> 01:09:28,840  We're nothing else.  1579 01:09:28,840 --> 01:09:32,760   1580 01:09:32,760 --> 01:09:36,240   1581 01:09:36,240 --> 01:09:38,200  ♪ The flowers by the town wall ♪  1582 01:09:38,200 --> 01:09:42,200   1583 01:09:44,760 --> 01:09:48,280   1584 01:09:48,280 --> 01:09:52,320  ♪ Them betting shops depressed ♪  1585 01:09:52,320 --> 01:09:53,680  ♪ The stock clerk is drinking ♪  1586 01:09:53,680 --> 01:09:58,680   1587 01:10:00,720 --> 01:10:02,240  And cut.  1588 01:10:02,240 --> 01:10:07,160   1589 01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:15,720   1590 01:10:15,720 --> 01:10:19,680   1591 01:10:19,680 --> 01:10:20,720  [Otto] And... action.  1592 01:10:20,720 --> 01:10:26,240  ♪ In this lonesome dead end town  1593 01:10:29,920 --> 01:10:32,720  [Reuben] Mom, no! Say something!  1594 01:10:32,720 --> 01:10:34,000  I love you!  1595 01:10:34,000 --> 01:10:35,640  [music fades]  1596 01:10:48,400 --> 01:10:50,760  -[Paul] Come on, come on! -[Reuben coughing]  1597 01:10:50,760 --> 01:10:53,480  [Paul] Stop sniveling, you little shit!  1598 01:10:53,480 --> 01:10:55,000  You're mine now, boy!  1599 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:59,240  And I promise you a life of abject misery!  1600 01:10:59,240 --> 01:11:01,000  [evil laugh]  1601 01:11:01,000 --> 01:11:02,800  Sorry about killing your mother,  1602 01:11:02,800 --> 01:11:06,400  but it's all character-building stuff.  1603 01:11:06,400 --> 01:11:07,920 -[Bruce]  1604 01:11:07,920 --> 01:11:09,560  [Bruce] 1605 01:11:10,080 --> 01:11:12,080  [Otto]  1606 01:11:13,320 --> 01:11:14,960  [Bruce] But really, I think in this film,  1607 01:11:14,960 --> 01:11:18,360  it'd be interesting to get a sense from you  1608 01:11:18,360 --> 01:11:20,440  seriously thinking about what your life would be like  1609 01:11:20,440 --> 01:11:22,320  if Lucy wasn't here.  1610 01:11:22,320 --> 01:11:26,040  They want me to go to live the mad asylum.  1611 01:11:26,040 --> 01:11:27,960  Is that what you think, that they would prefer...  1612 01:11:27,960 --> 01:11:29,320  that they think you'd be better off  1613 01:11:29,320 --> 01:11:31,200  living... [clears throat]  1614 01:11:31,200 --> 01:11:33,200  ...in something that's, like, an asylum  1615 01:11:33,200 --> 01:11:35,120  -for Down Syndrome people? -Yes.  1616 01:11:35,120 --> 01:11:37,080  I get very suspicious.  1617 01:11:38,000 --> 01:11:39,560  Do you sometimes feel like people are making  1618 01:11:39,560 --> 01:11:43,040  decisions about your life without you being involved  1619 01:11:43,040 --> 01:11:45,400  -in those decisions? -Yep.  1620 01:11:46,040 --> 01:11:47,600  [Pete] Does that worry you?  1621 01:11:47,600 --> 01:11:49,240  It does.  1622 01:11:49,240 --> 01:11:50,800 [Bruce]  1623 01:11:50,800 --> 01:11:54,040   1624 01:11:54,040 --> 01:11:55,320 -  1625 01:11:55,320 --> 01:11:57,560  Do with a baseball bat. [hums]  1626 01:11:57,560 --> 01:12:00,040  [Otto] I would. [hums]  1627 01:12:00,040 --> 01:12:02,440  [Lucy] The place that they would put you  1628 01:12:02,440 --> 01:12:04,440  is supported living houses.  1629 01:12:04,440 --> 01:12:07,400  So, it's a house, say, for four people,  1630 01:12:07,400 --> 01:12:08,920  and then four people share the house,  1631 01:12:08,920 --> 01:12:12,080  and they each have a bedroom, and they share the sitting room,  1632 01:12:12,080 --> 01:12:14,480  they share the kitchen, yeah?  1633 01:12:14,480 --> 01:12:19,080   1634 01:12:19,080 --> 01:12:21,040   1635 01:12:21,880 --> 01:12:29,080  We applied to make sure that you had some people  1636 01:12:29,080 --> 01:12:33,000  who were more important,  1637 01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:35,280   1638 01:12:35,280 --> 01:12:36,880 -[Otto]  1639 01:12:36,880 --> 01:12:40,360   1640 01:12:40,360 --> 01:12:43,280   1641 01:12:43,280 --> 01:12:46,480  "No, no, no, you can't do that,"  1642 01:12:46,480 --> 01:12:49,080  we could then say, "Yes, he does."  1643 01:12:49,080 --> 01:12:52,920  So, the Court of Protection have given you some deputies.  1644 01:12:52,920 --> 01:12:54,440  -[Otto] Deputies? -[Lucy] There are two  1645 01:12:54,440 --> 01:12:55,840  in this room at the moment.  1646 01:12:55,840 --> 01:12:57,640  That's Pete and Bruce.  1647 01:12:59,040 --> 01:13:00,560  [Pete] Oh, nearly.  1648 01:13:01,520 --> 01:13:03,680  [Lucy]Well, thank you everybody  1649 01:13:03,680 --> 01:13:10,560  and it is very nice that my sons  1650 01:13:12,920 --> 01:13:17,800  Uh... so, I've done this. I did this last night.  1651 01:13:18,200 --> 01:13:19,400  Ta-da!  1652 01:13:19,400 --> 01:13:23,480  Which is, um... there are two,  1653 01:13:23,480 --> 01:13:27,960  um... so, this is... so, that's me, and this is...  1654 01:13:27,960 --> 01:13:31,200   1655 01:13:31,200 --> 01:13:33,760  when they give birth to a child  1656 01:13:33,760 --> 01:13:35,720  "What's gonna happen when I'm not here?"  1657 01:13:35,720 --> 01:13:38,080  And I thought, "I'm just not going to look at it.  1658 01:13:38,080 --> 01:13:40,000  I'm just... I'm not interested."  1659 01:13:40,000 --> 01:13:42,200  Which is why it's a bit of a shock now when it's,  1660 01:13:42,200 --> 01:13:44,640  like, I haven't actually thought about this at all.  1661 01:13:44,640 --> 01:13:45,800  Well, I have, but, you know,  1662 01:13:45,800 --> 01:13:49,480  it's just that I'm now 150, you know,  1663 01:13:49,480 --> 01:13:50,960  and I'm... It's gonna happen.  1664 01:13:50,960 --> 01:13:55,600  So, anyway, but, but yeah, I absolutely deliberately  1665 01:13:55,600 --> 01:13:59,240   1666 01:14:00,640 --> 01:14:02,200  [indistinct chatter]  1667 01:14:02,200 --> 01:14:05,560  [Lucy]So, it really, you know,  1668 01:14:05,560 --> 01:14:08,720   1669 01:14:08,720 --> 01:14:12,520   1670 01:14:12,520 --> 01:14:15,720   1671 01:14:15,720 --> 01:14:18,960   1672 01:14:18,960 --> 01:14:20,720 [Pete]  1673 01:14:20,720 --> 01:14:22,680   1674 01:14:22,680 --> 01:14:23,920  [Otto] Yes.  1675 01:14:23,920 --> 01:14:25,440  Do you know what that actually means?  1676 01:14:25,440 --> 01:14:26,720  No. [hums]  1677 01:14:26,720 --> 01:14:28,840  When it comes to it, we're gonna have to help you  1678 01:14:28,840 --> 01:14:30,400  make really important decisions.  1679 01:14:30,400 --> 01:14:33,640  Like... like how you spend the rest of your life,  1680 01:14:33,640 --> 01:14:35,280  where you live, you know,  1681 01:14:35,280 --> 01:14:38,760  what you do with medical issues if you get unwell.  1682 01:14:38,760 --> 01:14:40,160  -Yep. -[Pete] 'Cause one day,  1683 01:14:40,160 --> 01:14:41,920  Lucy's not gonna be around anymore.  1684 01:14:41,920 --> 01:14:43,160  -Nope. -[Pete] And it's gonna be  1685 01:14:43,160 --> 01:14:45,240  the three of us making those decisions.  1686 01:14:45,240 --> 01:14:47,720  So, it's a big responsibility that one day,  1687 01:14:47,720 --> 01:14:49,200  we're gonna have to help you make decisions  1688 01:14:49,200 --> 01:14:51,720  about things like where you live.  1689 01:14:51,720 --> 01:14:53,560  -I'll take the risk. -[Bruce chuckles]  1690 01:14:53,560 --> 01:14:54,960  [Bruce] You'll take the risk on us?  1691 01:14:54,960 --> 01:14:56,200  Yeah, I would.  1692 01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:58,160  [Pete] Before we did that writing session,  1693 01:14:58,160 --> 01:15:02,040  where you told us that if Lucy died, that the...  1694 01:15:02,040 --> 01:15:04,280  that social services, the, sort of, the state  1695 01:15:04,280 --> 01:15:06,520  might send you away and put you in a mad asylum,  1696 01:15:06,520 --> 01:15:08,240  -that's what you said to us. -Yep.  1697 01:15:08,240 --> 01:15:09,960  And that actually you really don't want that,  1698 01:15:09,960 --> 01:15:11,040  you want to stay in your house.  1699 01:15:11,040 --> 01:15:12,200  -[Otto] Yeah. [hums] -Yeah?  1700 01:15:12,200 --> 01:15:14,240  Until... until we had that conversation,  1701 01:15:14,240 --> 01:15:17,080  you'd never expressed that to us before.  1702 01:15:17,080 --> 01:15:19,920  And now I know if something does happen to Lucy  1703 01:15:19,920 --> 01:15:21,600  that you get to stay in your house.  1704 01:15:21,600 --> 01:15:22,960  Yes.  1705 01:15:23,760 --> 01:15:24,880 [Bruce]  1706 01:15:24,880 --> 01:15:26,520   1707 01:15:26,520 --> 01:15:29,040  without including you in those decisions,  1708 01:15:29,040 --> 01:15:30,880  we can include in this scene.  1709 01:15:30,880 --> 01:15:34,840  And this asylum, that represents, for you,  1710 01:15:34,840 --> 01:15:36,840  the kind of place that social services have, sort of,  1711 01:15:36,840 --> 01:15:38,720  said, "Well, Otto shouldn't be living in the house,  1712 01:15:38,720 --> 01:15:40,640  he should be living in..."  1713 01:15:40,640 --> 01:15:41,600  In the mad asylum.  1714 01:15:41,600 --> 01:15:43,480  [Bruce] An asylum, you call it, yeah.  1715 01:15:43,480 --> 01:15:44,640  Mad.  1716 01:15:44,640 --> 01:15:46,040  And action.  1717 01:15:49,400 --> 01:15:52,200  [Otto] 1718 01:15:52,200 --> 01:15:53,560 [Pete]  1719 01:15:53,560 --> 01:15:56,760  -It is quite difficult. -[Pete] Yeah.  1720 01:15:56,760 --> 01:15:59,480  They never get the message.  1721 01:15:59,480 --> 01:16:02,240  [Paul] Deep down, you know the truth, boy.  1722 01:16:02,240 --> 01:16:04,600  [pensive music]  1723 01:16:05,360 --> 01:16:07,640  I have studied your kind.  1724 01:16:07,640 --> 01:16:11,200 [Paul]  1725 01:16:11,200 --> 01:16:14,080   1726 01:16:14,080 --> 01:16:16,400  Oh, poor, stupid little monster.  1727 01:16:16,400 --> 01:16:17,720   1728 01:16:17,720 --> 01:16:19,560 [father]  1729 01:16:19,560 --> 01:16:22,440   1730 01:16:22,440 --> 01:16:24,600  [evil laughter]  1731 01:16:25,120 --> 01:16:27,440  [snarls, screams]  1732 01:16:29,760 --> 01:16:30,640  [snarls]  1733 01:16:30,640 --> 01:16:32,120  [father]  1734 01:16:32,120 --> 01:16:34,200   1735 01:16:34,200 --> 01:16:35,200   1736 01:16:35,200 --> 01:16:36,800  [MyAnna]  1737 01:16:36,800 --> 01:16:37,920  [Paul]You've made your choice.  1738 01:16:37,920 --> 01:16:40,520   1739 01:16:40,520 --> 01:16:42,640  -[evil laughter] -[crying]  1740 01:16:43,480 --> 01:16:47,160  [Paul] Fucking cry! [voice echoing]  1741 01:16:47,160 --> 01:16:51,040  [male character]  1742 01:16:51,040 --> 01:16:56,040   1743 01:16:57,240 --> 01:16:59,760  [soft music]  1744 01:16:59,760 --> 01:17:02,320  Power, control.  1745 01:17:02,320 --> 01:17:04,320  "Power". These are words--  1746 01:17:04,320 --> 01:17:06,840  -Control. -"Control".  1747 01:17:06,840 --> 01:17:08,080  [Otto hums]  1748 01:17:08,080 --> 01:17:10,040  [Pete] And these are the ultimate goals  1749 01:17:10,040 --> 01:17:11,040  of the character, right?  1750 01:17:11,040 --> 01:17:12,920  This is what you want to get in the end?  1751 01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:14,440  Yeah.  1752 01:17:15,760 --> 01:17:18,400  [Rebecca] 1753 01:17:18,400 --> 01:17:19,560   1754 01:17:19,560 --> 01:17:23,040 [Paul]  1755 01:17:23,040 --> 01:17:24,760 [Rebecca]  1756 01:17:24,760 --> 01:17:26,040   1757 01:17:26,040 --> 01:17:29,520 [Paul]  1758 01:17:29,520 --> 01:17:32,760  [narrator]Otto was transforming  1759 01:17:32,760 --> 01:17:34,840   1760 01:17:35,680 --> 01:17:36,880  Fine. That's good  1761 01:17:36,880 --> 01:17:38,240  -for me as well. -Yeah?  1762 01:17:38,240 --> 01:17:41,080 [Paul]  1763 01:17:41,080 --> 01:17:43,240  I'm taking the control.  1764 01:17:45,160 --> 01:17:47,120  -Set. -[evil laugh]  1765 01:17:47,120 --> 01:17:48,160  Quite nervous about this.  1766 01:17:48,160 --> 01:17:50,120 -[Paul]  1767 01:17:50,120 --> 01:17:51,600 [father]  1768 01:17:51,600 --> 01:17:54,520 [Paul]  1769 01:17:54,520 --> 01:17:57,040  [evil laughter]  1770 01:17:59,320 --> 01:18:01,400  [Otto hums]  1771 01:18:01,400 --> 01:18:03,960  [in deep voice] I'm the fucking master now.  1772 01:18:04,880 --> 01:18:08,000  [cast and crew cheering and applauding]  1773 01:18:08,800 --> 01:18:11,280  [gentle music]  1774 01:18:16,800 --> 01:18:17,960  [Pete] How did that feel?  1775 01:18:17,960 --> 01:18:20,960  Oh, fucking smashing. [giggles]  1776 01:18:21,680 --> 01:18:23,560  [Lucy]  1777 01:18:23,560 --> 01:18:27,400  a complete and utter validation  1778 01:18:27,400 --> 01:18:30,200  Oh, it feels fucking good. [giggles]  1779 01:18:30,200 --> 01:18:33,480 [Lucy]  1780 01:18:33,480 --> 01:18:36,560   1781 01:18:36,560 --> 01:18:42,000   1782 01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:45,040   1783 01:18:46,600 --> 01:18:47,760  [Pete] Otto, I don't think I've seen you  1784 01:18:47,760 --> 01:18:50,640  -that excited before. -[hums]  1785 01:18:50,640 --> 01:18:51,800  [Otto] Like a proper wrestler.  1786 01:18:51,800 --> 01:18:53,440  What made you so excited? Was it smashing  1787 01:18:53,440 --> 01:18:55,360  or was it, like, the power?  1788 01:18:55,360 --> 01:18:57,920  The power! [hums]  1789 01:19:01,440 --> 01:19:03,640  [gentle music continues]  1790 01:19:24,680 --> 01:19:27,560  -[crowd applauding] -[whistling]  1791 01:19:27,560 --> 01:19:29,520  Hello, everybody. [hums]  1792 01:19:29,520 --> 01:19:34,080  [Otto] I want you to sit back and enjoy  1793 01:19:34,080 --> 01:19:36,840  [all cheering and applauding]  1794 01:19:37,360 --> 01:19:38,800  [whistling]  1795 01:19:43,880 --> 01:19:47,040 [narrator]  1796 01:19:47,040 --> 01:19:48,440   1797 01:19:48,440 --> 01:19:52,080   1798 01:19:52,080 --> 01:19:54,440   1799 01:19:54,440 --> 01:19:57,040  Do you fancy a shot of absinthe,  1800 01:19:57,040 --> 01:20:01,160   1801 01:20:01,160 --> 01:20:05,280  Well, make yourself comfortable,  1802 01:20:05,280 --> 01:20:09,360   1803 01:20:09,360 --> 01:20:15,400   1804 01:20:15,400 --> 01:20:18,560 [Lucy]  1805 01:20:18,560 --> 01:20:20,840   1806 01:20:24,360 --> 01:20:26,880   1807 01:20:31,800 --> 01:20:34,080  [Lucy] This is Mary Campbell,  1808 01:20:34,080 --> 01:20:36,800  who was a particularly good friend of mine.  1809 01:20:37,720 --> 01:20:39,000  I met her at the clubs,  1810 01:20:39,000 --> 01:20:42,120  and then I used to take her back to her ward.  1811 01:20:43,400 --> 01:20:46,040   1812 01:20:46,040 --> 01:20:48,400  [pensive music]  1813 01:20:48,400 --> 01:20:51,560   1814 01:20:57,080 --> 01:20:58,360   1815 01:20:58,360 --> 01:21:03,720  I was going on foreign holidays, I was going skiing, you know,  1816 01:21:03,720 --> 01:21:08,400   1817 01:21:10,760 --> 01:21:13,760   1818 01:21:16,520 --> 01:21:20,880   1819 01:21:20,880 --> 01:21:23,120  like a, you know, a young child.  1820 01:21:26,480 --> 01:21:28,160   1821 01:21:28,160 --> 01:21:30,680   1822 01:21:30,680 --> 01:21:34,160   1823 01:21:34,160 --> 01:21:36,920   1824 01:21:36,920 --> 01:21:39,200  [somber music]  1825 01:21:42,560 --> 01:21:46,960  You know, this one here, look, you know, what is there to do?  1826 01:21:49,400 --> 01:21:50,800  You know, Otto...  1827 01:21:52,000 --> 01:21:53,920  has become a role model,  1828 01:21:55,240 --> 01:21:59,720  uh, because he could so easily be that person.  1829 01:22:02,120 --> 01:22:04,040  You know, so I look... yeah, I see these,  1830 01:22:04,040 --> 01:22:05,200  these... there's no...  1831 01:22:05,200 --> 01:22:08,520  it is only circumstance that makes a difference  1832 01:22:08,520 --> 01:22:13,560  between the eagle here and Otto.  1833 01:22:15,120 --> 01:22:16,640  People, all these people,  1834 01:22:16,640 --> 01:22:21,400  der-der, der-der, der-der, der-der.  1835 01:22:21,400 --> 01:22:25,080  All these people could be...  1836 01:22:27,040 --> 01:22:29,800  doing all sorts of other things,  1837 01:22:29,800 --> 01:22:31,400  they could be...  1838 01:22:34,000 --> 01:22:36,640  if they'd given... been given the chance.  1839 01:22:39,280 --> 01:22:41,680  [somber music continues]  1840 01:22:46,200 --> 01:22:47,680  Did you know you said that you think people  1841 01:22:47,680 --> 01:22:50,320  look at you and think you're an idiot?  1842 01:22:50,320 --> 01:22:52,520  Once they've been through this whole process  1843 01:22:52,520 --> 01:22:56,520  of watching your film, seeing this documentary...  1844 01:22:57,200 --> 01:22:59,120  seeing how... good  1845 01:22:59,120 --> 01:23:00,520  -a director you are... -See how I've been.  1846 01:23:00,520 --> 01:23:02,160  See how you've been, what would you...  1847 01:23:02,160 --> 01:23:05,040  how would you like their opinion to have changed?  1848 01:23:05,040 --> 01:23:08,840  [Otto] I want the people to look and say,  1849 01:23:08,840 --> 01:23:11,000  "We can definitely hire him...  1850 01:23:11,600 --> 01:23:12,760  as a...  1851 01:23:13,320 --> 01:23:15,120  a male stripper."  1852 01:23:15,120 --> 01:23:16,800  [laughs]  1853 01:23:16,800 --> 01:23:18,920  "We can invite him to the party."  1854 01:23:18,920 --> 01:23:20,040  [laughs]  1855 01:23:20,040 --> 01:23:22,800  So, it's just... this is just a calling card  1856 01:23:22,800 --> 01:23:25,080  -for your male stripping career? -Yeah.  1857 01:23:25,080 --> 01:23:27,600  [bright, gentle music]  1858 01:23:42,640 --> 01:23:46,400   1859 01:23:47,480 --> 01:23:51,920  ♪ As wily as a fox on the slip ♪  1860 01:23:51,920 --> 01:23:55,560   1861 01:23:56,840 --> 01:24:00,840  ♪ There goes a wonderful storm ♪  1862 01:24:01,760 --> 01:24:06,400   1863 01:24:06,400 --> 01:24:11,560   1864 01:24:11,560 --> 01:24:15,280   1865 01:24:16,200 --> 01:24:20,160  ♪ There goes a wonderful storm ♪  1866 01:24:21,040 --> 01:24:26,200