1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:04,046 --> 00:00:09,384 [water lapping] 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:09,885 --> 00:00:12,679 [whistling] 5 00:00:12,679 --> 00:00:19,019 - Let me tell you a story about a man... 6 00:00:20,729 --> 00:00:23,524 my man, Billy. 7 00:00:29,446 --> 00:00:33,158 And how he was lost for a while. 8 00:00:34,576 --> 00:00:38,163 Until beauty found him. 9 00:00:43,418 --> 00:00:50,092 [♪ peaceful music playing] 10 00:00:53,679 --> 00:01:00,477 [♪ peaceful music playing] 11 00:01:14,533 --> 00:01:20,205 [♪ peaceful music playing] 12 00:01:20,205 --> 00:01:22,624 How we doing? 13 00:01:23,250 --> 00:01:25,502 [laughing] 14 00:01:48,734 --> 00:01:59,328 [bleating] 15 00:02:03,540 --> 00:02:06,543 - We moved here for a better life. 16 00:02:11,381 --> 00:02:14,134 Billy brought me to Shetland, 17 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:17,554 Britain's last outpost before the Arctic. 18 00:02:23,518 --> 00:02:25,145 [reporter] Cetaceans? 19 00:02:25,145 --> 00:02:28,148 For that, so yes it's been a really successful year for 20 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:30,233 tourists coming up here to see cetaceans. 21 00:02:30,233 --> 00:02:35,238 - He was born here but felt he'd been away too long. 22 00:02:39,451 --> 00:02:42,662 It was in his blood. 23 00:02:45,457 --> 00:02:49,461 I asked him what that actually meant, and he said 24 00:02:49,461 --> 00:02:52,422 "he did really know". 25 00:03:05,102 --> 00:03:08,772 [rainfall] 26 00:03:08,772 --> 00:03:12,609 We moved to an old house by the sea, 27 00:03:12,609 --> 00:03:15,028 and started fixing it up. 28 00:03:18,073 --> 00:03:20,450 [rainfall] 29 00:03:20,450 --> 00:03:21,702 [radio murmur in background] 30 00:03:22,035 --> 00:03:28,166 - But before we knew it, routine, life, caught up with us again. 31 00:03:28,917 --> 00:03:32,212 [radio murmur in background] 32 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:36,174 [reporter] Lerwick Thistle nil, Ness United nil, 33 00:03:36,174 --> 00:03:39,052 Wastside Rebels nil. 34 00:03:43,014 --> 00:03:46,810 [crashing] 35 00:03:52,232 --> 00:03:55,819 - Sometimes, when you get everything you want, 36 00:03:55,819 --> 00:04:00,073 you convince yourself that it's everything you need. 37 00:04:03,869 --> 00:04:07,539 You convince yourself you're happy. 38 00:04:10,542 --> 00:04:15,005 And I think we were both guilty of that. 39 00:04:16,131 --> 00:04:19,968 But then who isn't? 40 00:04:23,638 --> 00:04:28,685 [♪ somber music playing] 41 00:04:28,685 --> 00:04:32,439 Billy had a wee hole in his heart. 42 00:04:34,941 --> 00:04:37,611 Perhaps it's the hole a man has when he doesn't get to 43 00:04:37,611 --> 00:04:40,572 be a father. 44 00:04:42,199 --> 00:04:45,202 He'd never let you see it; 45 00:04:45,202 --> 00:04:49,539 in fact, he'd convince you of the opposite. 46 00:04:52,167 --> 00:04:55,378 Like he'd convinced himself. 47 00:05:05,972 --> 00:05:09,893 I could never have imagined that a wee creature 48 00:05:09,893 --> 00:05:12,103 washing up at his feet, 49 00:05:12,103 --> 00:05:15,440 would change everything. 50 00:05:25,158 --> 00:05:30,247 [crunching] 51 00:05:31,957 --> 00:05:34,960 [Billy Mail] Hello there! 52 00:05:38,088 --> 00:05:41,466 It was March. 53 00:05:41,466 --> 00:05:43,510 It was third of March actually when I was lucky enough to 54 00:05:43,510 --> 00:05:46,596 first, meet her. 55 00:05:49,474 --> 00:05:52,519 She was just a bag of bones. 56 00:05:53,270 --> 00:05:56,314 What you doing here? 57 00:05:57,440 --> 00:05:59,734 She was eating a crab, 58 00:05:59,734 --> 00:06:01,736 and apparently when otters eat crabs, 59 00:06:01,736 --> 00:06:05,657 it takes more energy to get into them than they get from them. 60 00:06:07,868 --> 00:06:10,453 So it wasn't a good sign. 61 00:06:18,545 --> 00:06:21,756 Otters are normally so shy here, 62 00:06:21,756 --> 00:06:23,758 for her to be so relaxed around me 63 00:06:23,758 --> 00:06:28,805 meant she must have been desperate. 64 00:06:37,564 --> 00:06:40,191 Hello. 65 00:06:41,526 --> 00:06:44,738 [rustling] 66 00:06:45,947 --> 00:06:49,743 [rustling] 67 00:06:50,452 --> 00:06:52,871 I don't know where she came from, but I heard that a 68 00:06:52,871 --> 00:06:57,083 mother otter had been killed on the road near the house. 69 00:06:57,083 --> 00:07:00,295 So I just assumed it was her mum and she was just too young 70 00:07:00,295 --> 00:07:04,090 to be fending for herself. 71 00:07:07,385 --> 00:07:10,972 Maybe I was her last resort. 72 00:07:18,104 --> 00:07:21,650 She was vulnerable, and she was alone. 73 00:07:26,237 --> 00:07:29,157 And it took me back to a moment in my own life, 74 00:07:29,157 --> 00:07:30,742 in my childhood, 75 00:07:30,742 --> 00:07:33,745 where I was in a situation that felt like I was alone. 76 00:07:39,709 --> 00:07:44,005 It was a horrible feeling; it was an exposed feeling. 77 00:07:49,010 --> 00:07:52,764 And I immediately transferred that feeling onto her. 78 00:07:56,351 --> 00:07:59,729 Good mornin' girl, how are ya? 79 00:08:03,775 --> 00:08:07,612 Are you hungry? Come on then, come on. 80 00:08:09,531 --> 00:08:11,825 Watch the fingers. 81 00:08:12,575 --> 00:08:16,955 As she got stronger, we started spending more time together. 82 00:08:20,083 --> 00:08:24,504 Until eventually, what started out as a chance encounter, 83 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:26,673 turned to trust. 84 00:08:28,508 --> 00:08:31,177 [laughing] 85 00:08:33,596 --> 00:08:36,808 Leave the engine alone otter. 86 00:08:37,642 --> 00:08:40,478 Yes, that's the petrol can. 87 00:08:44,023 --> 00:08:45,775 [sniffing] 88 00:08:48,570 --> 00:08:52,365 I named her Molly, I don't really know why. 89 00:08:56,036 --> 00:08:58,413 It just kind of popped into my head. 90 00:08:58,413 --> 00:09:00,457 Come on! 91 00:09:00,999 --> 00:09:04,210 She brought a wee smile to my face that just stayed with me. 92 00:09:05,253 --> 00:09:08,715 [laughing] 93 00:09:15,472 --> 00:09:20,435 - I'm not sure that Billy knew what Molly needed back then. 94 00:09:23,313 --> 00:09:26,316 She didn't need a friend. 95 00:09:27,609 --> 00:09:29,986 She needed a mother. 96 00:09:36,576 --> 00:09:38,119 [Billy Mail] What are you planting? 97 00:09:38,119 --> 00:09:39,454 Your favorite. 98 00:09:39,454 --> 00:09:41,664 [Billy Mail] What, Livingstone daises? 99 00:09:41,664 --> 00:09:45,543 Sounds lovely, until Molly comes and digs them up. 100 00:09:46,044 --> 00:09:48,254 - I tell ya, if that otter digs them up, 101 00:09:48,254 --> 00:09:50,965 I am gonna hold you responsible. 102 00:09:51,299 --> 00:09:54,385 You don't see Jade doing that. 103 00:09:59,307 --> 00:10:02,560 Perhaps because Molly had lost her own family, 104 00:10:02,560 --> 00:10:05,730 she quickly became part of ours. 105 00:10:09,484 --> 00:10:13,696 It was like she was lonely, and wanted some company. 106 00:10:19,410 --> 00:10:22,997 Billy bought a book on otters to find out what she needed. 107 00:10:24,249 --> 00:10:27,085 But it didn't have the answers. 108 00:10:27,919 --> 00:10:31,339 So, he just decided to try and find out himself. 109 00:10:32,882 --> 00:10:35,677 [Billy Mail] In you come, I've filled your bath up for you. 110 00:10:36,761 --> 00:10:40,473 She's not a sea otter, even though she lives in the sea. 111 00:10:41,516 --> 00:10:44,394 She's a river otter and her fur apparently needs fresh 112 00:10:44,394 --> 00:10:46,563 water to wash the salt out of it. 113 00:10:50,567 --> 00:10:52,277 [laughing] 114 00:10:52,986 --> 00:10:55,405 She's no body fat, her fur's all she's got to 115 00:10:55,405 --> 00:10:58,908 keep her warm, so, if it loses condition 116 00:10:58,908 --> 00:11:01,411 she'll die very quickly here. 117 00:11:01,411 --> 00:11:03,496 You having a good rub? 118 00:11:03,496 --> 00:11:06,291 Well, just you rub and dry yourself off. 119 00:11:06,291 --> 00:11:09,377 I'll get it washed sometime. 120 00:11:09,961 --> 00:11:12,630 Maybe that's why she spends so much time rubbing in my jacket 121 00:11:12,630 --> 00:11:15,425 after her bath. 122 00:11:18,887 --> 00:11:23,224 She seems to sleep a lot, so I reckon she needs a nice bed. 123 00:11:35,904 --> 00:11:42,827 [♪ upbeat music playing] 124 00:11:49,208 --> 00:11:51,127 One of the things with getting to know Molly 125 00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:54,214 has been getting to know the different moods she's in. 126 00:12:01,220 --> 00:12:04,224 Sometimes she turns up and just wants to hang out. 127 00:12:08,811 --> 00:12:11,522 Sometimes she rocks up and she's angry, 128 00:12:11,522 --> 00:12:13,149 like she's in a bad mood. 129 00:12:13,149 --> 00:12:14,859 [hissing] 130 00:12:16,027 --> 00:12:19,864 Sometimes she just wants to dig up Susan's flowers. 131 00:12:26,496 --> 00:12:29,707 And she's fussy, sometimes really fussy. 132 00:12:35,213 --> 00:12:37,423 Her favorite food seems to be salmon, but I can't afford 133 00:12:37,423 --> 00:12:40,426 that too often. 134 00:12:40,426 --> 00:12:43,680 So, she tends to get haddock or mackerel. 135 00:12:51,270 --> 00:12:57,860 [waves crashing] 136 00:12:58,569 --> 00:13:00,780 [Susan Mail] Getting Molly back to health took over 137 00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:03,908 our lives that spring. 138 00:13:04,784 --> 00:13:10,290 Until eventually everything just seemed to revolve around fish. 139 00:13:11,958 --> 00:13:13,668 That one? 140 00:13:13,668 --> 00:13:14,877 A bite? 141 00:13:14,877 --> 00:13:17,922 Nothing. 142 00:13:19,298 --> 00:13:22,218 Don't think I don't know why we're out here! 143 00:13:22,885 --> 00:13:25,013 What d'you mean? 144 00:13:25,013 --> 00:13:27,640 You know what I mean. 145 00:13:28,099 --> 00:13:30,059 - We've come out here to catch some fish for our tea. 146 00:13:30,059 --> 00:13:32,895 - We're out to catch fish for Molly. 147 00:13:32,895 --> 00:13:35,440 You wanted haddock though. 148 00:13:35,440 --> 00:13:38,693 - I'd like some haddock, but I don't see a lot of the haddock 149 00:13:38,693 --> 00:13:40,987 that comes in. 150 00:13:40,987 --> 00:13:42,655 [Billy Mail] She's had the odd small haddock. 151 00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:45,241 [Susan Mail] She's gets all the haddock! 152 00:13:45,575 --> 00:13:48,036 [Billy Mail] Woooaahhh! 153 00:13:48,953 --> 00:13:51,748 Oohhh! A cod. 154 00:13:52,415 --> 00:13:55,585 - Just, just take the box down, I'll aim for it. 155 00:13:55,585 --> 00:13:57,920 Two moving targets is too many. 156 00:13:57,920 --> 00:13:59,338 Oh, that's good! We know they're down there. 157 00:13:59,338 --> 00:14:03,259 Could you hold this, and I'll release him. 158 00:14:06,763 --> 00:14:09,724 Mmmm, Molly'll enjoy that. 159 00:14:15,063 --> 00:14:18,066 [Susan Mail] If we weren't out fishing, Billy was on the phone, 160 00:14:18,066 --> 00:14:23,154 calling whoever he could, to get more fish. 161 00:14:23,154 --> 00:14:25,782 It was costing us a fortune! 162 00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:34,415 But it was clear Molly was getting stronger by the day. 163 00:14:38,127 --> 00:14:40,963 [laughing] 164 00:14:45,301 --> 00:14:49,639 [laughing] 165 00:14:51,057 --> 00:14:55,103 [laughing] 166 00:15:10,118 --> 00:15:13,621 [Jade whining] 167 00:15:13,621 --> 00:15:15,373 [smack] 168 00:15:16,749 --> 00:15:20,419 [rattling] 169 00:15:20,419 --> 00:15:22,964 Billy decided we needed a new freezer. 170 00:15:25,258 --> 00:15:29,095 [rattling] 171 00:15:29,095 --> 00:15:32,640 Because he'd filled the other one with fish for Molly. 172 00:15:34,142 --> 00:15:37,228 [Billy Mail] Ok so if you can just steady it. 173 00:15:37,228 --> 00:15:40,148 I'll lift it and slot it onto the ground. 174 00:15:44,735 --> 00:15:46,112 [Susan Mail] Are you going to give it a clean before you 175 00:15:46,112 --> 00:15:47,488 put it inside? 176 00:15:47,488 --> 00:15:49,115 - Can do but it's clean on the inside. 177 00:15:49,115 --> 00:15:50,950 - But its filthy on the outside! 178 00:15:50,950 --> 00:15:52,451 Yeah, okay but... 179 00:15:52,451 --> 00:15:54,287 Yeah, we can get it clean. 180 00:15:54,287 --> 00:15:55,955 - Is that bird poop? - No. 181 00:15:55,955 --> 00:15:57,373 - You ready? - Yep 182 00:15:57,373 --> 00:16:00,877 No rush. Watch your back. 183 00:16:03,254 --> 00:16:04,714 Right, next little peerie bit. 184 00:16:04,714 --> 00:16:07,341 [grunting] 185 00:16:08,092 --> 00:16:10,845 Okay, perfect. 186 00:16:11,220 --> 00:16:17,852 [♪ melodic music playing] 187 00:16:20,771 --> 00:16:23,149 [clatter] 188 00:16:27,111 --> 00:16:34,035 [♪ melodic music playing] 189 00:16:35,203 --> 00:16:38,331 [radio host] Get your kicks on the B9076. 190 00:16:39,832 --> 00:16:42,043 You thought Muckle Roe was nice? 191 00:16:42,043 --> 00:16:45,463 Why not try Northmavine? 192 00:16:53,054 --> 00:16:56,265 [Susan Mail] It was impossible to get cross with Billy. 193 00:16:59,477 --> 00:17:03,481 Because he adored Molly. 194 00:17:06,901 --> 00:17:13,741 [♪ inspiring music playing] 195 00:17:17,745 --> 00:17:20,248 [Billy Mail] I think if I'm honest in myself, I don't really 196 00:17:20,248 --> 00:17:23,292 have a clue what I'm doing. 197 00:17:26,337 --> 00:17:30,049 I can do the obvious stuff, make sure she's eating well, 198 00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:32,468 run her the odd bath, 199 00:17:32,468 --> 00:17:36,847 but beyond that, I'm a bit out of my depth. 200 00:17:37,556 --> 00:17:41,227 [chewing] 201 00:17:43,354 --> 00:17:44,480 [kiss] 202 00:17:48,568 --> 00:17:54,282 [wind rustling] 203 00:17:56,659 --> 00:17:58,452 [barking] 204 00:17:59,704 --> 00:18:03,541 [Billy Mail] I don't know how old she was when we first met. 205 00:18:03,541 --> 00:18:07,336 She can't have been much more than six months. 206 00:18:07,753 --> 00:18:11,340 She certainly wasn't old enough to survive the winter. 207 00:18:14,594 --> 00:18:18,431 So, she must still have a lot of life skills to learn. 208 00:18:18,848 --> 00:18:20,016 And she's not going to learn them from me just 209 00:18:20,016 --> 00:18:22,685 throwing fish at her. 210 00:18:25,521 --> 00:18:27,648 I have noticed the otters round here seem to feed on 211 00:18:27,648 --> 00:18:29,525 small fish they find in seaweed. 212 00:18:29,525 --> 00:18:30,943 [chittering] 213 00:18:30,943 --> 00:18:34,363 Molly, Molly, here, here. 214 00:18:34,363 --> 00:18:35,948 So, if I can maybe teach her how to catch them, 215 00:18:35,948 --> 00:18:37,325 that would be a start. 216 00:18:37,325 --> 00:18:38,826 [chittering] 217 00:18:38,826 --> 00:18:39,827 Molly. 218 00:18:39,827 --> 00:18:41,912 [chittering, whistling] 219 00:18:41,912 --> 00:18:43,247 Molly come on. 220 00:18:43,247 --> 00:18:45,207 [chittering] 221 00:18:45,207 --> 00:18:47,043 Molly girl. 222 00:18:47,043 --> 00:18:49,337 Look, look here. 223 00:18:49,337 --> 00:18:52,673 Not there, look what I'm showing you. 224 00:18:53,007 --> 00:18:55,259 [chittering] 225 00:18:56,510 --> 00:18:58,596 Come on, you're the otter, 226 00:18:58,596 --> 00:19:00,640 you're supposed to be good at this. 227 00:19:05,603 --> 00:19:08,147 Molly, come on! 228 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:11,817 Molly girl. 229 00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:14,236 [chittering] 230 00:19:14,236 --> 00:19:15,529 Molly! 231 00:19:15,529 --> 00:19:17,990 [chittering, whistling] 232 00:19:25,873 --> 00:19:28,959 You're not really getting the hang of this, are you? 233 00:19:31,796 --> 00:19:35,216 Is that good? Are you enjoying your supper? 234 00:19:35,216 --> 00:19:38,260 Are you enjoying your supper? I'm glad I can help you. 235 00:19:50,147 --> 00:19:52,400 Where are you going now? 236 00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:55,319 Where are you going? 237 00:19:57,238 --> 00:20:01,409 She seems to have this little switch in her head, 238 00:20:04,286 --> 00:20:06,664 when it flicks, she's off. 239 00:20:10,292 --> 00:20:14,505 [splashing] 240 00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:21,429 [wings flapping] 241 00:20:25,474 --> 00:20:28,686 [Susan Mail] They weren't so dissimilar Billy and Molly. 242 00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:34,942 They both seemed to have an extraordinary ability, 243 00:20:35,818 --> 00:20:38,988 to concentrate on one thing. 244 00:20:40,740 --> 00:20:43,617 For about 15 minutes. 245 00:20:45,661 --> 00:20:49,081 Which when you're building an extension on your house, 246 00:20:51,667 --> 00:20:55,004 and you're a year over schedule 247 00:20:56,589 --> 00:21:00,801 can sometimes be quite hard to live with. 248 00:21:04,138 --> 00:21:09,351 [splashing] 249 00:21:17,443 --> 00:21:21,822 I went into the shed one day and an Amazon parcel had arrived. 250 00:21:28,788 --> 00:21:31,499 Now normally I'm the shopper. 251 00:21:31,499 --> 00:21:34,752 But it didn't have my name on it, it had Billy's name on it, 252 00:21:34,752 --> 00:21:37,129 and I opened it. 253 00:21:37,129 --> 00:21:40,007 And it was a bag of colored balls. 254 00:21:40,007 --> 00:21:42,426 And my first thought was, 255 00:21:42,426 --> 00:21:46,305 "surely to goodness, he has not bought these for Molly!". 256 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:51,185 ♪ If gravity is not enough? ♪ 257 00:21:51,977 --> 00:21:58,859 ♪ Will you be there 'til the end? ♪ 258 00:22:01,028 --> 00:22:06,367 ♪ I know that I will ♪ 259 00:22:09,828 --> 00:22:13,666 ♪ When you go away ♪ 260 00:22:13,666 --> 00:22:17,253 ♪ Got to go and play ♪ 261 00:22:20,005 --> 00:22:24,760 ♪ 'Til the end of day ♪ 262 00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:28,222 ♪ 'Til I hit the hay ♪♪ 263 00:22:28,222 --> 00:22:30,224 [Billy Mail] I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. 264 00:22:30,224 --> 00:22:32,726 I feel a bit daft sometimes. 265 00:22:32,726 --> 00:22:35,354 ♪ 'Cause when I'm alone ♪♪ 266 00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:38,440 [Billy Mail] But then I see how happy she is when she's playing. 267 00:22:43,654 --> 00:22:46,240 ♪ I'm a lonely one ♪♪ 268 00:22:46,240 --> 00:22:47,950 [Billy Mail] If she had a family, 269 00:22:47,950 --> 00:22:50,452 they'd be rough and tumbling, 270 00:22:52,037 --> 00:22:56,292 but I'm all she's got, and I have bills to pay. 271 00:22:56,625 --> 00:23:02,089 [rumbling, thumping] 272 00:23:08,804 --> 00:23:13,350 [glass clattering] 273 00:23:14,018 --> 00:23:20,691 [whirring] 274 00:23:23,319 --> 00:23:29,158 [roaring] 275 00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:31,619 [air blasting] 276 00:23:31,869 --> 00:23:34,872 [Susan Mail] Billy's job at the energy recovery plant 277 00:23:34,872 --> 00:23:38,834 often meant he'd be away from home on long shifts. 278 00:23:40,586 --> 00:23:43,297 So, I'd have to 'step in'. 279 00:23:45,758 --> 00:23:47,217 Hello. 280 00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:50,804 [snorting] 281 00:23:51,472 --> 00:23:55,392 [phone ringing] 282 00:23:56,185 --> 00:23:59,647 Oh hi, it's a strange one, this one. 283 00:23:59,647 --> 00:24:02,524 Um, I'm not phoning about the dog. 284 00:24:02,524 --> 00:24:06,320 We have a wild otter that comes and visits us, 285 00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:09,448 pretty much daily just now. 286 00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:13,535 And we've noticed that she's got quite a hurl in her chest 287 00:24:13,535 --> 00:24:15,829 and coughs a bit. 288 00:24:15,829 --> 00:24:19,541 And we're just wondering if she might need some help. 289 00:24:19,541 --> 00:24:21,126 Medication help. 290 00:24:21,126 --> 00:24:23,921 [typing] 291 00:24:23,921 --> 00:24:25,047 [text send tone] 292 00:24:25,047 --> 00:24:27,675 [text tone] 293 00:24:29,176 --> 00:24:31,261 [typing] 294 00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:33,055 [text send tone] 295 00:24:33,055 --> 00:24:35,516 [text tone] 296 00:24:38,102 --> 00:24:40,229 [radio host] Crabsticks, oh mercy! 297 00:24:40,229 --> 00:24:44,316 [radio host] Crabsticks in the soup and it's not the best. 298 00:24:44,316 --> 00:24:46,235 [radio host] Well for those of us who've just joined us, 299 00:24:46,235 --> 00:24:48,278 we're talking Cullen Skink. 300 00:24:48,278 --> 00:24:50,531 [radio host] I'm a fan of oxtail but it seems to have gone out of 301 00:24:50,531 --> 00:24:52,241 fashion in the 2020s. 302 00:24:52,241 --> 00:24:54,910 [radio host] It is a dying soup! 303 00:24:54,910 --> 00:24:56,912 [Susan Mail] Hello little one. 304 00:24:56,912 --> 00:24:59,206 This is going to make you feel better. 305 00:24:59,206 --> 00:25:01,166 You ready? Whoa. 306 00:25:02,918 --> 00:25:06,380 Good girl. Good girl. 307 00:25:08,215 --> 00:25:14,930 [crunching] 308 00:25:21,061 --> 00:25:22,855 [sipping] 309 00:25:28,652 --> 00:25:31,572 [rustling] 310 00:25:36,285 --> 00:25:39,538 [Susan Mail] Having Molly in his life gave Billy a sense of 311 00:25:39,538 --> 00:25:44,501 responsibility, which he thrived on. 312 00:25:46,712 --> 00:25:50,591 But part of being a parent is learning when that 313 00:25:50,591 --> 00:25:55,137 responsibility fills a need in your children, 314 00:25:56,638 --> 00:26:00,184 and when it fills a need in you. 315 00:26:07,733 --> 00:26:14,531 [♪ peaceful music playing] 316 00:26:27,419 --> 00:26:33,842 [♪ peaceful music playing] 317 00:26:47,189 --> 00:26:53,904 [♪ peaceful music playing] 318 00:27:00,327 --> 00:27:02,996 Billy didn't seem to want to leave the confines of 319 00:27:02,996 --> 00:27:06,083 our garden with Molly. 320 00:27:10,337 --> 00:27:12,923 It was like he was trying to convince himself that she 321 00:27:12,923 --> 00:27:18,220 needed him more than she actually did, 322 00:27:18,887 --> 00:27:21,098 by pretending that she didn't have a life beyond the garden. 323 00:27:27,271 --> 00:27:34,152 [chirping] 324 00:27:36,905 --> 00:27:38,407 But she did. 325 00:27:41,952 --> 00:27:45,539 As Jade and I discovered, on our morning walks. 326 00:27:47,583 --> 00:27:51,128 [laughing] 327 00:27:51,670 --> 00:27:53,213 Hello! 328 00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:56,675 Hello. 329 00:27:57,467 --> 00:28:00,137 Hello Molly. 330 00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:11,189 She'd spend a lot of time fishing in the sea loch. 331 00:28:11,189 --> 00:28:13,984 Quite a distance from the house. 332 00:28:18,196 --> 00:28:21,783 I'd see another side of her up there. 333 00:28:31,001 --> 00:28:34,504 She was more confident and independent. 334 00:28:38,926 --> 00:28:42,304 And being out and about living like a wild otter was probably 335 00:28:42,304 --> 00:28:45,140 really good for her health. 336 00:28:51,813 --> 00:28:58,070 [splashing] 337 00:29:05,327 --> 00:29:08,038 And she had friends. 338 00:29:08,038 --> 00:29:11,333 Other otters who she'd play with. 339 00:29:22,010 --> 00:29:24,888 [♪ playful music playing] 340 00:29:24,888 --> 00:29:29,309 One of them was a male that came by the house occasionally. 341 00:29:29,977 --> 00:29:34,314 Billy called him Bozo. 342 00:29:37,818 --> 00:29:40,153 He was quite a bruiser. 343 00:29:47,536 --> 00:29:50,080 [splashing] 344 00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:54,501 But to see Molly out with Bozo, 345 00:29:55,168 --> 00:29:57,546 made me realize that, 346 00:29:57,546 --> 00:30:02,092 although she was a huge part of Billy's life, 347 00:30:02,092 --> 00:30:06,013 he was just one part of hers. 348 00:30:06,722 --> 00:30:10,350 I wasn't sure how that would make him feel. 349 00:30:18,608 --> 00:30:22,070 So, I just kept it mine and Molly's wee secret. 350 00:30:32,456 --> 00:30:39,171 [♪ heartfelt music playing] 351 00:30:43,717 --> 00:30:48,013 I was glad she had another life beyond our life, 352 00:30:48,013 --> 00:30:51,558 because, of course, if she hadn't, 353 00:30:51,558 --> 00:30:54,978 I probably wouldn't have seen my husband. 354 00:30:56,938 --> 00:31:02,194 But then, she made him happy, and he made me happy. 355 00:31:03,528 --> 00:31:06,865 And isn't that what love is? 356 00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:11,703 Letting someone be themselves because that person is 357 00:31:11,703 --> 00:31:14,790 everything you need. 358 00:31:19,544 --> 00:31:24,466 [♪ heartfelt music playing] 359 00:31:24,466 --> 00:31:29,846 [♪ playful music playing] 360 00:31:29,846 --> 00:31:36,645 ♪ Sweet dreams of you ♪ 361 00:31:39,272 --> 00:31:44,986 ♪ Every night ♪♪ 362 00:31:44,986 --> 00:31:48,323 [Billy Mail] Jade. Jade! Do you wanna go walkies? 363 00:31:48,323 --> 00:31:50,909 Come on! Walkies. 364 00:31:51,785 --> 00:31:52,994 Jade, come! 365 00:31:52,994 --> 00:31:54,204 [smooches] 366 00:31:54,204 --> 00:31:56,123 Jade, come! Come! 367 00:31:57,666 --> 00:31:59,793 Jade, Jade! 368 00:31:59,793 --> 00:32:01,336 [smooches] 369 00:32:01,336 --> 00:32:03,797 Jade, in behind. Come! 370 00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:12,848 Molly girl, are you coming too? 371 00:32:13,807 --> 00:32:15,058 Come on, let's go rootlin'! 372 00:32:15,058 --> 00:32:16,726 [chittering] 373 00:32:16,726 --> 00:32:18,395 Come, come! 374 00:32:18,395 --> 00:32:20,313 [smooches] 375 00:32:20,313 --> 00:32:22,232 Molly girl. 376 00:32:22,232 --> 00:32:24,776 [chittering] 377 00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:30,824 Come! 378 00:32:37,414 --> 00:32:40,333 [chittering] 379 00:32:46,464 --> 00:32:50,135 Look at you, catching your own. 380 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:01,646 [laughing] 381 00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:08,904 [Susan Mail] There was a point where Billy's relationship with 382 00:33:08,904 --> 00:33:11,990 Molly flipped. 383 00:33:14,075 --> 00:33:18,038 From him being there for her, 384 00:33:20,207 --> 00:33:23,210 to her being there for him. 385 00:33:27,631 --> 00:33:30,050 [chittering] 386 00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:45,732 [Billy Mail] Molly you've totally got the hang of this. 387 00:33:46,608 --> 00:33:49,527 You're catching far more than I can find. 388 00:33:56,952 --> 00:34:00,580 Look at you! You're a pro. 389 00:34:04,376 --> 00:34:09,214 Molly just woken a little bit of me, that had been lying dormant. 390 00:34:13,843 --> 00:34:15,303 [sniffing] 391 00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:26,523 Oh hello, hello. 392 00:34:29,901 --> 00:34:33,780 It's like she's showing me how to be a kid again. 393 00:34:38,243 --> 00:34:44,165 That fascination, that joy that we somehow seem to allow 394 00:34:44,165 --> 00:34:48,169 ourselves to lose, as we get older. 395 00:34:59,848 --> 00:35:01,516 [honking] 396 00:35:02,726 --> 00:35:04,644 [honking] 397 00:35:05,186 --> 00:35:07,230 [honking] 398 00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:18,742 [rustling] 399 00:35:18,742 --> 00:35:23,997 [snoring] 400 00:35:33,506 --> 00:35:37,260 [splashing] 401 00:35:41,890 --> 00:35:48,355 [splashing] 402 00:35:56,738 --> 00:35:59,074 [radio host] It's unusually warm in Shetland today, 403 00:35:59,074 --> 00:36:02,077 that fine weather is expected to stay! 404 00:36:02,077 --> 00:36:04,871 Certainly, over the next few days, as high pressure pushes 405 00:36:04,871 --> 00:36:07,957 up from Scotland and the rest of northern Europe. 406 00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:10,752 Temperatures... 407 00:36:12,045 --> 00:36:14,839 - As Molly began to need less time and care; 408 00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:18,301 Billy could finally, get on with finishing our house. 409 00:36:20,595 --> 00:36:24,474 The delay was putting a huge pressure on us. 410 00:36:26,101 --> 00:36:29,145 I remember, just being so pleased our lives were 411 00:36:29,145 --> 00:36:31,314 getting back on track. 412 00:36:31,731 --> 00:36:37,028 [saw whirring] 413 00:36:39,239 --> 00:36:42,367 [whirring] 414 00:36:43,284 --> 00:36:46,538 Until he came in one evening with a big smile on his face 415 00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:49,874 and explained that he'd finished the house and 416 00:36:49,874 --> 00:36:53,086 would I like to come and see it. 417 00:36:57,716 --> 00:37:01,761 And I nearly suggested, he go and live in it. 418 00:37:16,484 --> 00:37:18,987 [Billy Mail] We call these a but and ben. 419 00:37:18,987 --> 00:37:23,366 Just a kitchen-y, living room and a bedroom. 420 00:37:24,242 --> 00:37:28,204 Like what our house used to be. 421 00:37:30,498 --> 00:37:34,335 I got the Wi-Fi into Molly's house today. 422 00:37:35,336 --> 00:37:38,131 - You've got the Wi-Fi? 423 00:37:38,131 --> 00:37:40,258 - Wi-Fi? Yeah. 424 00:37:40,550 --> 00:37:42,552 - So, Molly has Wi-Fi in her house? 425 00:37:42,552 --> 00:37:43,720 Well, she, Yeah. 426 00:37:43,720 --> 00:37:46,181 - And I don't have Wi-Fi in our house. 427 00:37:46,181 --> 00:37:48,183 - Well, she doesn't realize she's got Wi-Fi. 428 00:37:48,183 --> 00:37:50,018 It's for the camera. 429 00:37:50,018 --> 00:37:52,312 But yeah, I suppose technically she's got Wi-Fi, 430 00:37:52,312 --> 00:37:54,689 all over her house, okay. 431 00:37:54,689 --> 00:37:58,067 Well darling we can sort that out. 432 00:37:58,651 --> 00:38:01,362 I'll get you an extra thing. 433 00:38:01,362 --> 00:38:02,864 - But you've been saying that for such a long time. 434 00:38:02,864 --> 00:38:04,491 I know but. 435 00:38:04,491 --> 00:38:07,285 - And there I find that you've put Wi-Fi into Molly's house. 436 00:38:07,994 --> 00:38:11,581 And as you say, she doesn't even know she has Wi-Fi! 437 00:38:11,581 --> 00:38:14,209 [laughing] 438 00:38:22,425 --> 00:38:25,720 [Billy Mail] I'll get you a new Wi-Fi router for your birthday. 439 00:38:25,720 --> 00:38:28,932 [Susan Mail] Do not even think about it. 440 00:38:30,016 --> 00:38:32,143 [Billy Mail] Christmas? 441 00:38:32,143 --> 00:38:34,812 [laughing] 442 00:38:39,359 --> 00:38:41,110 [ringing alert] 443 00:38:42,237 --> 00:38:44,614 I've rigged her wee house with a camera. 444 00:38:44,614 --> 00:38:46,157 [ringing alert] 445 00:38:46,157 --> 00:38:49,911 And a special app that tells me when she's home. 446 00:38:50,495 --> 00:38:52,497 [ringing alert] 447 00:38:55,917 --> 00:38:58,419 [ringing alert] 448 00:39:00,380 --> 00:39:01,589 [ringing alert] 449 00:39:03,424 --> 00:39:04,884 [ringing alert] 450 00:39:06,135 --> 00:39:08,221 [ringing alert] 451 00:39:12,850 --> 00:39:14,352 [ringing alert] 452 00:39:17,689 --> 00:39:19,566 [ringing alert] 453 00:39:22,068 --> 00:39:25,321 [Susan Mail] As fun as Molly's new house was. 454 00:39:25,947 --> 00:39:29,158 And as much as we loved watching her in it, 455 00:39:29,826 --> 00:39:34,497 I think it marked the point where Billy realized, 456 00:39:35,373 --> 00:39:38,459 he may have gone too far. 457 00:39:41,254 --> 00:39:46,759 [waves crashing] 458 00:39:51,723 --> 00:39:54,559 Billy always said that he needed to get Molly to a point 459 00:39:54,559 --> 00:39:59,147 where she could survive the winter, without his help. 460 00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:06,029 And as the summer days gave way to the long nights of autumn, 461 00:40:06,029 --> 00:40:10,325 like it or not, he was forced to face that commitment. 462 00:40:18,124 --> 00:40:21,461 We started to see another otter coming by the house 463 00:40:21,461 --> 00:40:24,339 usually at dusk. 464 00:40:28,551 --> 00:40:32,889 And then one evening, we realized who it was. 465 00:40:34,223 --> 00:40:39,646 It was Bozo, and he was looking for Molly. 466 00:40:47,236 --> 00:40:53,159 [seagulls cawing] 467 00:40:59,290 --> 00:41:02,710 [Billy Mail] I should be happy for her. 468 00:41:07,548 --> 00:41:12,220 But instead, I feel kind of protective. 469 00:41:12,887 --> 00:41:15,098 That's my wee girl. 470 00:41:15,098 --> 00:41:18,685 It's hard watching her go off with 'him'. 471 00:41:21,104 --> 00:41:27,902 [♪ morose violin music playing] 472 00:41:37,954 --> 00:41:40,665 But there's nothing I can do about it. 473 00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:48,881 I guess all I can do is just let go a little. 474 00:41:53,428 --> 00:42:00,184 [♪ morose violin music playing] 475 00:42:09,402 --> 00:42:15,241 [♪ morose violin music playing] 476 00:42:15,241 --> 00:42:17,994 I'm going to stop feeding her. 477 00:42:19,537 --> 00:42:24,625 I don't want to, but I know I should. 478 00:42:32,300 --> 00:42:35,178 [seagulls cawing] 479 00:42:55,239 --> 00:43:00,411 [bird calls] 480 00:43:07,376 --> 00:43:11,631 [footsteps] 481 00:43:31,067 --> 00:43:37,824 [water lapping] 482 00:43:42,787 --> 00:43:49,335 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 483 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:05,518 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 484 00:44:15,695 --> 00:44:22,451 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 485 00:44:33,713 --> 00:44:40,428 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 486 00:44:41,512 --> 00:44:47,393 [Susan Mail] I will never forget that morning. 487 00:44:49,061 --> 00:44:53,274 It was a moment so fragile. 488 00:44:55,276 --> 00:44:58,821 And I think Billy knew that. 489 00:45:04,911 --> 00:45:08,789 It was like he was banking memories of something. 490 00:45:10,917 --> 00:45:15,212 He knew could never last. 491 00:45:20,176 --> 00:45:27,016 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 492 00:45:36,025 --> 00:45:42,698 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 493 00:45:55,753 --> 00:46:02,468 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 494 00:46:13,312 --> 00:46:17,733 Molly visited a few more times over the next couple of weeks. 495 00:46:25,408 --> 00:46:27,785 [buzzing] 496 00:46:27,785 --> 00:46:29,912 And then she just stopped coming. 497 00:46:29,912 --> 00:46:35,626 [buzzing] 498 00:46:35,626 --> 00:46:42,133 [wind blowing] 499 00:46:42,133 --> 00:46:47,513 Winter came quickly to Shetland that year until once again, 500 00:46:47,513 --> 00:46:52,643 life was ruled by the wind, and the cold, 501 00:46:52,643 --> 00:46:56,897 and the angry North Atlantic. 502 00:46:58,149 --> 00:47:04,947 [waves crashing] 503 00:47:10,369 --> 00:47:17,168 [waves crashing] 504 00:47:23,340 --> 00:47:30,014 [waves crashing] 505 00:47:32,475 --> 00:47:36,312 [Billy Mail] I found a dead otter on the beach this morning. 506 00:47:38,814 --> 00:47:43,110 I thought it was Molly but when I got closer, 507 00:47:43,110 --> 00:47:46,280 I realized it was a wee cub. 508 00:47:47,114 --> 00:47:50,951 Maybe it got lost in a storm, 509 00:47:50,951 --> 00:47:53,871 separated from its mum perhaps... 510 00:48:01,170 --> 00:48:06,217 [digging] 511 00:48:09,595 --> 00:48:14,642 I was going to leave it for the gulls, but I couldn't. 512 00:48:19,188 --> 00:48:24,402 That was a little personality, a little life. 513 00:48:34,161 --> 00:48:37,206 Not just another animal. 514 00:48:37,206 --> 00:48:39,917 It was a being. 515 00:48:41,794 --> 00:48:44,088 Just like Molly. 516 00:48:44,088 --> 00:48:46,841 Just like me. 517 00:48:51,679 --> 00:48:58,477 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 518 00:49:11,699 --> 00:49:18,497 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 519 00:49:28,799 --> 00:49:35,639 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 520 00:49:41,812 --> 00:49:45,649 [Susan Mail] Billy regretted his decision to stop feeding Molly. 521 00:49:46,984 --> 00:49:50,905 He pretended he didn't, but I knew he did. 522 00:49:54,533 --> 00:49:58,579 He started leaving fish out for her again. 523 00:49:58,579 --> 00:50:01,248 Hoping she'd come home. 524 00:50:05,878 --> 00:50:09,965 But they only fed the gulls. 525 00:50:21,518 --> 00:50:24,230 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 526 00:50:24,230 --> 00:50:28,025 One month turned into two. 527 00:50:31,028 --> 00:50:34,865 Without any sign of her. 528 00:50:42,248 --> 00:50:44,792 [sniffing] 529 00:50:47,962 --> 00:50:54,009 [wind blowing] 530 00:50:54,009 --> 00:50:58,055 The only peace that Billy could find was outside, 531 00:50:59,515 --> 00:51:02,560 in the storm. 532 00:51:04,103 --> 00:51:10,234 [cawing] 533 00:51:10,234 --> 00:51:13,570 [waves crashing] 534 00:51:13,570 --> 00:51:19,827 [wind blowing] 535 00:51:23,831 --> 00:51:30,546 [wind blowing] 536 00:51:33,299 --> 00:51:40,055 [fire crackling] 537 00:51:42,391 --> 00:51:49,023 [cheering] 538 00:51:53,986 --> 00:51:58,324 [cheering] 539 00:51:58,324 --> 00:52:00,784 [Susan Mail] I took Billy to town at the end of January, 540 00:52:00,784 --> 00:52:03,787 to watch the Up Helly Aa procession. 541 00:52:06,373 --> 00:52:08,500 The town's folk build a Viking galley, 542 00:52:08,500 --> 00:52:11,295 parade it around the town. 543 00:52:11,295 --> 00:52:13,464 And then burn it in the play park. 544 00:52:13,464 --> 00:52:15,841 [cheering] 545 00:52:15,841 --> 00:52:17,718 [Susan Mail] A tradition? 546 00:52:17,718 --> 00:52:21,972 Or maybe just a distraction from the brutal Shetland winters. 547 00:52:25,601 --> 00:52:30,189 I hoped it would raise Billy's spirits a little. 548 00:52:30,564 --> 00:52:33,400 But his mind was elsewhere. 549 00:52:34,234 --> 00:52:37,988 [fire crackling] 550 00:52:39,448 --> 00:52:46,205 [♪ ringing note] 551 00:52:46,205 --> 00:52:50,959 [Billy Mail] I never had kids. 552 00:52:52,670 --> 00:52:55,297 I don't think people who do have them realize that there's 553 00:52:55,297 --> 00:52:58,050 always a part of you that grieves the loss of something 554 00:52:58,050 --> 00:53:01,136 you've never had. 555 00:53:03,097 --> 00:53:06,850 You live with it, and you deal with it. 556 00:53:09,228 --> 00:53:13,232 But loss always runs a little deeper perhaps. 557 00:53:18,445 --> 00:53:25,244 [♪ slow emotional music playing] 558 00:53:27,413 --> 00:53:32,418 [cheering] 559 00:53:32,418 --> 00:53:38,507 [fire crackling] 560 00:53:39,758 --> 00:53:46,598 [fire crackling] 561 00:53:50,227 --> 00:53:56,942 [fire crackling] 562 00:53:57,818 --> 00:54:01,613 It always seemed crazy to me. 563 00:54:03,031 --> 00:54:06,952 To spend so long building something beautiful. 564 00:54:06,952 --> 00:54:09,204 [fire crackling] 565 00:54:09,204 --> 00:54:12,166 Only to burn it to the ground. 566 00:54:12,166 --> 00:54:18,046 [fire crackling] 567 00:54:20,966 --> 00:54:27,681 [wind blowing] 568 00:54:35,397 --> 00:54:38,776 [fire crackling] 569 00:54:38,776 --> 00:54:43,447 [sniffing] 570 00:54:44,781 --> 00:54:46,700 [ringing alert] 571 00:54:50,954 --> 00:54:55,626 [rustling] 572 00:54:56,001 --> 00:54:58,086 Susan! 573 00:54:59,338 --> 00:55:01,924 Susan! 574 00:55:04,134 --> 00:55:05,427 [wind blowing] 575 00:55:05,427 --> 00:55:10,140 Molly! Molly! 576 00:55:10,140 --> 00:55:12,935 Molly girl. 577 00:55:14,269 --> 00:55:19,274 [wind blowing] 578 00:55:22,486 --> 00:55:27,366 Molly. Molly! 579 00:55:27,366 --> 00:55:28,951 [laughing] 580 00:55:28,951 --> 00:55:32,454 Where on earth have you been, you little horror? 581 00:55:32,454 --> 00:55:34,498 You're home! 582 00:55:36,041 --> 00:55:38,502 You've picked your night to come. 583 00:55:45,634 --> 00:55:48,887 You've no idea what you've put us through. 584 00:55:55,727 --> 00:55:59,898 [laughing]. 585 00:56:08,240 --> 00:56:13,328 Oh, you're my wee girl, you're my wee girl. 586 00:56:15,205 --> 00:56:19,876 [♪ cheerful music playing] 587 00:56:19,876 --> 00:56:24,006 [laughing] 588 00:56:32,055 --> 00:56:35,684 [Susan Mail] It was so nice to see him happy again. 589 00:56:36,852 --> 00:56:40,939 She was the sparkle in his eye. 590 00:56:45,152 --> 00:56:47,321 And you know what? 591 00:56:47,321 --> 00:56:52,326 Give me a man who loves and cares any day, 592 00:56:53,327 --> 00:56:57,080 over one who doesn't notice. 593 00:56:58,332 --> 00:57:03,420 [wind blowing] 594 00:57:14,973 --> 00:57:21,772 [wind blowing] 595 00:57:24,441 --> 00:57:28,445 [squeaking] 596 00:57:29,279 --> 00:57:35,118 [wind blowing] 597 00:57:42,584 --> 00:57:49,257 [♪ peaceful music playing] 598 00:57:53,345 --> 00:57:56,848 [rustling] 599 00:57:56,848 --> 00:57:59,434 [Susan Mail] Oh, Is that a teat? 600 00:58:00,519 --> 00:58:02,145 [Billy Mail] I think it is. 601 00:58:02,145 --> 00:58:04,815 Wow. 602 00:58:05,941 --> 00:58:09,903 She's wriggling around. 603 00:58:10,570 --> 00:58:13,907 She can't get comfortable. 604 00:58:17,119 --> 00:58:20,539 Look at the size of that belly. 605 00:58:23,667 --> 00:58:27,462 She's definitely pregnant, there's no doubt about it. 606 00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:34,678 [rustling] 607 00:58:34,678 --> 00:58:38,140 Look, she's making, she's making her bed. 608 00:58:38,557 --> 00:58:41,685 She doesn't have all those scatter cushions to worry about. 609 00:58:41,685 --> 00:58:43,019 [laughing] 610 00:58:43,645 --> 00:58:47,232 [rustling] 611 00:58:50,360 --> 00:58:54,281 Oh, look at her. 612 00:58:55,073 --> 00:58:59,995 To be honest, the way she's lying, lying on her back, 613 00:59:01,037 --> 00:59:04,958 I'd say she's not far away from having a baby. 614 00:59:19,514 --> 00:59:26,354 [♪ peaceful music playing] 615 00:59:27,272 --> 00:59:33,278 [bleating] 616 00:59:34,279 --> 00:59:39,451 [rustling] 617 00:59:39,826 --> 00:59:43,663 [Billy Mail] How do I feel about Molly being pregnant? 618 00:59:52,255 --> 00:59:54,633 When your children grow up you prepare them, 619 00:59:54,633 --> 00:59:56,760 you nurture them, 620 00:59:56,760 --> 01:00:01,056 you help them in whatever way you can to get to adulthood 621 01:00:01,056 --> 01:00:02,724 and then live their life. 622 01:00:06,186 --> 01:00:07,395 Molly. 623 01:00:07,395 --> 01:00:09,439 Are you going to have babies? 624 01:00:09,731 --> 01:00:12,442 Are you going to have babies? 625 01:00:18,949 --> 01:00:21,743 And in a strange kind of parallel way, I feel like 626 01:00:21,743 --> 01:00:25,080 I've done that with Molly. 627 01:00:31,002 --> 01:00:34,631 It's almost like if Molly comes back with a baby. 628 01:00:36,007 --> 01:00:39,177 I'll feel like I've done my job. 629 01:00:41,680 --> 01:00:45,225 I've arrived. 630 01:00:49,521 --> 01:00:56,403 [♪ peaceful music playing] 631 01:01:02,033 --> 01:01:08,832 [waves crashing] 632 01:01:12,460 --> 01:01:19,050 [bleating] 633 01:01:19,885 --> 01:01:24,848 [bleating] 634 01:01:25,765 --> 01:01:29,352 [barking] 635 01:01:38,111 --> 01:01:44,701 [♪ peaceful music playing] 636 01:01:48,705 --> 01:01:50,707 [Susan Mail] By May. 637 01:01:50,707 --> 01:01:54,502 Molly's visits became very regular. 638 01:01:54,502 --> 01:01:58,048 But we noticed a change in her behavior. 639 01:02:00,008 --> 01:02:03,720 She seemed exhausted. 640 01:02:04,763 --> 01:02:08,642 And instead of wanting to hang out and fish around the pontoon. 641 01:02:08,642 --> 01:02:12,312 She just wanted to sleep. 642 01:02:15,857 --> 01:02:19,027 And she slept a lot. 643 01:02:26,534 --> 01:02:29,829 And then one day, when she paid us a visit. 644 01:02:29,829 --> 01:02:32,791 We found out why. 645 01:02:37,796 --> 01:02:42,217 [rustling] 646 01:02:42,968 --> 01:02:46,805 Ohhh, look. 647 01:02:48,348 --> 01:02:53,520 Awh look at that! 648 01:02:58,191 --> 01:03:00,694 [Susan Mail] Good golly Miss Molly. 649 01:03:05,240 --> 01:03:07,909 [Billy Mail] Oh how cute is that? 650 01:03:09,244 --> 01:03:12,247 [laughing] 651 01:03:12,664 --> 01:03:15,917 Molly's a mum Jade! 652 01:03:18,586 --> 01:03:24,634 [chirping] 653 01:03:29,764 --> 01:03:35,270 [chirping] 654 01:03:37,605 --> 01:03:41,693 I mean that's really big, he must be 9 or 10 weeks old. 655 01:03:41,693 --> 01:03:47,991 [chirping] 656 01:03:48,324 --> 01:03:50,368 [Susan Mail] She's a bit narky! 657 01:03:53,621 --> 01:03:55,623 Oh! 658 01:03:59,627 --> 01:04:01,755 Shove over! 659 01:04:01,755 --> 01:04:03,465 [hissing] 660 01:04:03,465 --> 01:04:06,426 [chirping] 661 01:04:06,426 --> 01:04:09,054 [Billy Mail] Put your teeth away cub! 662 01:04:18,772 --> 01:04:25,028 [rustling] 663 01:04:25,028 --> 01:04:27,155 [chirping] 664 01:04:32,619 --> 01:04:38,833 [rustling] 665 01:04:43,630 --> 01:04:47,675 [rustling] 666 01:04:47,675 --> 01:04:50,637 [laughing] 667 01:04:50,637 --> 01:04:53,765 [Susan Mail] That's... I'm trying to get some sleep. 668 01:04:55,350 --> 01:04:58,895 [Billy Mail] Look it is, I'm tired you, get away! 669 01:04:58,895 --> 01:05:02,982 [chirping] 670 01:05:08,655 --> 01:05:12,200 She must be leaving the baby in there, going away fishing 671 01:05:12,200 --> 01:05:14,744 and then coming back but that's it in there on its own. 672 01:05:15,662 --> 01:05:18,706 He looks quite happy 673 01:05:19,874 --> 01:05:22,752 [laughing] 674 01:05:24,879 --> 01:05:26,840 [Susan Mail] Soon Molly's cub would be going 675 01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:29,843 everywhere with her. 676 01:05:31,594 --> 01:05:35,557 And that's when Billy would need to back right off. 677 01:05:36,850 --> 01:05:39,435 So it would keep its fear of humans. 678 01:05:42,689 --> 01:05:45,358 But he told me that there was one last thing 679 01:05:45,358 --> 01:05:47,652 that he had to do. 680 01:05:51,156 --> 01:05:54,033 To say goodbye. 681 01:05:56,703 --> 01:05:59,330 So, I bought him a gift. 682 01:06:02,500 --> 01:06:05,295 Right, strip! 683 01:06:07,338 --> 01:06:09,841 Your skin's all red. 684 01:06:10,425 --> 01:06:12,969 [Billy groaning] 685 01:06:12,969 --> 01:06:14,512 [Billy Mail] I feel like you're forcing me into this. 686 01:06:14,512 --> 01:06:17,724 [Susan Mail] I am! 687 01:06:18,224 --> 01:06:20,310 It's meant to be tight though. 688 01:06:20,310 --> 01:06:22,812 [Billy Mail] I don't know. 689 01:06:23,104 --> 01:06:25,690 Get my arm in the other sleeve. 690 01:06:25,690 --> 01:06:27,609 [groaning] 691 01:06:29,027 --> 01:06:33,364 [fabric rustling] 692 01:06:33,364 --> 01:06:34,532 [Billy Mail] There we go. 693 01:06:34,532 --> 01:06:36,451 Sorted! 694 01:06:45,919 --> 01:06:47,962 It was over a year ago that Molly washed up 695 01:06:47,962 --> 01:06:50,423 right here on this jetty. 696 01:06:54,427 --> 01:06:56,930 And there's a whole part of her world that I have never 697 01:06:56,930 --> 01:06:59,933 seen or been any part of. 698 01:07:07,982 --> 01:07:10,652 She always comes into my world, 699 01:07:10,652 --> 01:07:13,029 but I've never taken the step into hers. 700 01:07:13,029 --> 01:07:18,993 [deep breath] 701 01:07:21,204 --> 01:07:25,750 But I know I should, I want to, 702 01:07:27,877 --> 01:07:31,005 to see it with her. 703 01:07:32,632 --> 01:07:35,218 [splashing] 704 01:07:44,018 --> 01:07:50,900 [♪ peaceful music playing] 705 01:08:03,413 --> 01:08:10,169 [♪ peaceful music playing] 706 01:08:24,809 --> 01:08:31,149 [♪ peaceful music playing] 707 01:08:34,485 --> 01:08:37,447 [splashing] 708 01:08:46,789 --> 01:08:53,087 [♪ peaceful music playing] 709 01:08:57,383 --> 01:08:59,635 [splashing] 710 01:09:01,763 --> 01:09:06,351 Now she's a mum, it's like she's taking life more seriously. 711 01:09:11,898 --> 01:09:18,738 [♪ peaceful music playing] 712 01:09:28,748 --> 01:09:33,211 She's still got her sense of fun, that's not gone. 713 01:09:42,804 --> 01:09:47,016 And I guess some of that has rubbed off on me. 714 01:09:53,689 --> 01:10:00,446 [♪ peaceful music playing] 715 01:10:08,663 --> 01:10:11,958 She's not hassling me for fish, 716 01:10:11,958 --> 01:10:14,710 or bothering me for some attention, 717 01:10:14,710 --> 01:10:17,797 or digging up Susan's flowers in the garden 718 01:10:18,214 --> 01:10:19,882 or pooping in my boat, 719 01:10:19,882 --> 01:10:23,594 chasing Jade from her ball. 720 01:10:24,470 --> 01:10:28,141 She's just her. 721 01:10:28,141 --> 01:10:32,228 Completely unattached from me. 722 01:10:43,239 --> 01:10:46,993 [♪ peaceful music playing] 723 01:10:46,993 --> 01:10:52,290 I see the creature beyond the character. 724 01:10:54,917 --> 01:11:00,006 So graceful, absolutely in her element. 725 01:11:03,593 --> 01:11:07,138 She's just, perfect. 726 01:11:18,524 --> 01:11:24,989 [♪ peaceful music playing] 727 01:11:24,989 --> 01:11:29,535 And then that little switch in her head flicks, 728 01:11:30,161 --> 01:11:32,663 and she's off. 729 01:11:38,544 --> 01:11:42,632 And I'm left alone. 730 01:11:47,428 --> 01:11:50,473 Except I'm not, am I? 731 01:11:50,473 --> 01:11:52,475 [♪ "Typewriter's Landscape" by Genning plays] 732 01:11:52,475 --> 01:11:56,020 ♪ Tilting with each sudden kick ♪ 733 01:11:57,230 --> 01:11:59,357 ♪ Shimmer and twisting ♪ 734 01:11:59,357 --> 01:12:02,693 ♪ So bright and fresh pelt ♪ 735 01:12:02,693 --> 01:12:06,280 ♪ Heaving the cool at your neck ♪ 736 01:12:07,198 --> 01:12:11,869 ♪ Turn water to wind as you swing through the sea ♪ 737 01:12:17,416 --> 01:12:21,546 ♪ Surface resurface again ♪ 738 01:12:23,339 --> 01:12:27,927 ♪ When you plunge into this heaven ♪ 739 01:12:27,927 --> 01:12:32,390 ♪ Light around you glimmers ♪ 740 01:12:32,890 --> 01:12:36,769 ♪ Suddenly you're out of view ♪ 741 01:12:36,769 --> 01:12:41,899 ♪ But not alone cause I slipped right through ♪ 742 01:12:41,899 --> 01:12:45,194 ♪ Till almost dawn ♪ 743 01:12:50,866 --> 01:12:54,620 [Billy Mail] Cold, my wetsuit's digging into my neck; 744 01:12:55,913 --> 01:12:59,834 my mask's leaking and the saltwater's stinging my eyes, 745 01:13:00,459 --> 01:13:04,880 and I need a wee, but I don't care. 746 01:13:12,346 --> 01:13:15,850 Because I'm lost to this. 747 01:13:18,394 --> 01:13:25,276 [♪ peaceful music playing] 748 01:13:37,830 --> 01:13:42,918 [♪ peaceful music playing] 749 01:13:42,918 --> 01:13:47,632 And that line that separates us from nature. 750 01:13:52,386 --> 01:13:55,264 Molly's world from mine. 751 01:14:01,437 --> 01:14:04,899 If she showed me anything, 752 01:14:04,899 --> 01:14:07,526 it's that there is no line. 753 01:14:13,157 --> 01:14:18,037 ♪ Pretend with the song of the skylark ♪ 754 01:14:18,037 --> 01:14:22,875 ♪ In the court of today, we all carry on ♪ 755 01:14:22,875 --> 01:14:26,295 ♪ Stand with the legs of a heron ♪ 756 01:14:27,672 --> 01:14:33,010 ♪ Let water pass over peat under the bird ♪ 757 01:14:40,226 --> 01:14:42,937 [♪ continues instrumentally] 758 01:14:42,937 --> 01:14:45,064 [Susan Mail] Molly came into our lives, 759 01:14:45,064 --> 01:14:48,359 probably when we needed her most; 760 01:14:51,028 --> 01:14:54,156 and she changed us. 761 01:14:55,950 --> 01:14:58,327 [Billy Mail] It's a good size. 762 01:14:58,786 --> 01:15:01,372 [Susan Mail] She opened our eyes again. 763 01:15:01,372 --> 01:15:03,833 Have a look. 764 01:15:04,166 --> 01:15:08,587 [Susan Mail] Reminded us of who we were, not who we'd become. 765 01:15:11,048 --> 01:15:12,591 I've lost them. 766 01:15:12,591 --> 01:15:15,469 Oh, there they are. 767 01:15:17,972 --> 01:15:22,935 Beauty's a powerful thing when it catches you off guard, 768 01:15:23,853 --> 01:15:27,398 and Molly showed us that, 769 01:15:28,024 --> 01:15:31,026 and she knew nothing about it. 770 01:15:31,026 --> 01:15:35,614 ♪ When I see you close or deep ♪ 771 01:15:35,614 --> 01:15:40,911 ♪ I pack my sphere on water ♪ 772 01:15:40,911 --> 01:15:47,042 ♪ Suddenly you're far beyond with a shot ♪ 773 01:15:47,042 --> 01:15:52,131 ♪ As I sit here holding by your home ♪ 774 01:15:57,219 --> 01:16:01,974 ♪ I will sit here waiting by your home ♪♪ 775 01:16:05,603 --> 01:16:08,355 [Susan Mail] What will we have for dinner? 776 01:16:08,355 --> 01:16:12,068 [Billy Mail] Umm, Haddock? 777 01:16:12,485 --> 01:16:16,155 [Susan Mail] I am sick of haddock. 778 01:16:18,365 --> 01:16:22,745 [Billy Mail] Well, we've got quite a lot to get through. 779 01:16:22,745 --> 01:16:25,664 We've got a whole freezer full. 780 01:16:26,624 --> 01:16:32,671 [chirping] 781 01:16:36,383 --> 01:16:42,223 [♪ upbeat music playing] 782 01:16:55,736 --> 01:17:01,033 [chirping] 783 01:17:10,292 --> 01:17:16,632 [♪ upbeat music playing] 784 01:17:17,675 --> 01:17:21,720 [Billy Mail] I've got a present, this is for you. 785 01:17:23,639 --> 01:17:27,893 [rustling] 786 01:17:27,893 --> 01:17:32,857 Oh, oooh! 787 01:17:32,857 --> 01:17:34,608 Catch? 788 01:17:34,608 --> 01:17:36,360 Good girl! 789 01:17:37,653 --> 01:17:39,071 Captioned by Cotter Media Group.