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Hi.
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You didn't tell me they built
an Apple store next door.
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Yeah, there's practically
one on every corner.
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Don’t tell me that it
actually threw you.
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I thought that, that
was just your schtick.
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It's not schtick.
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Okay, well, if you could just
smile, because you're so pretty.
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No, I really don't want to
do this right now.
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Please, please, please,
please, please.
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No, no, I just need to focus.
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Thank you.
- Smile.
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Oh my God! No, so cute-
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Hi everybody.
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Uh...
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Good evening.
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My name is Claudia Lerner.
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Um...
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Silicon Valley is exciting,
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but it can also be
pretty suffocating.
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It hasn't always been that way.
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Some places are
more than a place.
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They can hold power.
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They can change you.
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You're probably asking yourself,
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who is this young female
author standing at the podium?
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And I wish I asked myself that
same question a lot sooner.
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So without further ado,
this is the Book of Jobs.
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♪ 3, 2, 1, you're so fun
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♪ The best thing
underneath the sun ♪
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It was 1998.
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Here in my own private paradise,
I felt completely safe.
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♪ But I’m the one to
be your man ♪
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♪ And you’re the one who
understands alright ♪
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♪ You’re the good kind ♪
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♪ Think I love you
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♪ Such a good...
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My parents had
planted us smack dab
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in the center of Silicon Valley.
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♪ Just adore you
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My dad preached the
possibility of this place.
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It was my Garden of Eden.
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My oldest memories
are of these giants.
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I remember searching
for where the trees
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ended and the sky began.
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California became my religion,
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and there was a messiah here.
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All right.
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♪ You’re the good kind ♪
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♪ Think I love you
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My little
hands grabbed hold
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of the apple and bit down.
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Hard.
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♪ Just adore you
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People were
running
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and someone was shouting,
something hit the building,
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something hit the building.
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Well,
we saw just moments ago,
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we saw in our studio here,
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a plane,
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crashed into the south tower
of the World Trade Center,
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that was the second plane.
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So, two planes have
now crashed, uh,
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each into one of the
World Trade Center towers.
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What we can only
surmise at this point...
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Thank you for showing
me what a loving home
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I have to return to after
a 14-hour day at work.
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I don't have
any other time
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to talk to you
about these things.
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You're never here and when
you are it's no different from
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when you're not.
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What do you
want me to say?
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I work my fucking
ass off for our family.
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Bullshit! This isn't for
us, it's your ego, you never
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outgrew that shit.
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We had an agreement,
now you're unhappy with it.
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We had a partnership.
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It's not working,
this isn't working.
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That's why I think we
need to be realistic
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and actually talk about it.
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This is not talking.
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I just... I'm
trying to tell you
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how it feels on our end.
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This isn't Boo's door.
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Boo? What's Boo?
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That's what I decided to
call her, is there a problem?
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Sully, you're not
supposed to name it.
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Once you name it, you start
getting attached to it.
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Now put that thing back where
it came from, or so help me!
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Oh, hey!
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We're rehearsing a scene
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for the upcoming company
play called, uh,
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Put That Thing Back Where
it Came From or So Help Me.
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It's a musical.
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Put that thing back where
it came from, or so help me.
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It was sensational,
I can't even describe it.
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Listen, Sweetie.
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Who follows up a run like
that with something even better?
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I mean, he does Toy Story,
A Bug's life,
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Toy Story 2, and now this.
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Buddy, we need to
discuss something.
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And that ending, even the
adults teared up, honest to God.
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- This is really important.
- I can't believe
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I've been twice now and you
still haven't seen this.
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How about we go next Friday?
I say we beat the rush-
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We're getting a divorce.
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Nice one.
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What was I supposed to do?
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Honey, I know this
is gonna be difficult
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so if you want to talk
about anything,
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we can discuss anything.
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Get down, get down!
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Earthquakes were
an inevitability
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of living on the
San Andreas fault.
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I just didn't expect
one in my own home.
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I found comfort in the
fact that Jobs was born
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into a broken family.
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Have a great first day.
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Thanks, Mom.
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Here, let me help.
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Thanks.
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First day of middle school and
my backpack breaks, go figure.
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Well, you shoved enough books
in here to build a library.
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How many classes are you taking?
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Eight.
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Hey, look! We both have
art elective after lunch.
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Awesome! You know,
Steve Jobs is an artist.
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That's how he came up with such
beautiful designs for Apple,
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and that's why I
signed up for art.
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Are you any good at drawing?
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If you are, maybe you could
design computers one day, too.
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I just get excited about things.
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I'm Lucy.
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Claudia.
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Let's go.
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How does someone
become your best friend?
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I was careful.
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She was carefree.
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But Lucy always
told me the truth.
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Sunflower G4?
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Nice.
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You're kind of
weird about computers.
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I'll be just like him.
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Who?
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I'm going to be Steve
Jobs, but a girl, of course.
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You know, you're
completely nuts.
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Don't you have an iPod?
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Look.
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You just connect it
to your computer,
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and can have all the songs
you want right in your hand.
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Cool.
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♪ Win, win, win yeah
that's my motto ♪
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♪ That's so, so cold like
a cup of gelato ♪
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♪ I'm a trendsetter so
they all gonna follow ♪
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♪ Yeah, they all gonna follow
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♪ Me to the beat, 'cause
the beat they feelin' ♪
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♪ One step ahead I
ain't got no ceiling ♪
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♪ Take a look at
what I've got ♪
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♪ I got everything I need
and get everything I want ♪
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♪ It's unde-unde-un
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♪ Undeniable
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♪ It's unde-unde-un
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♪ Undeniable
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♪ It's unde-unde-un
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Who's that?
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♪ Undeniable
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It's my dad.
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♪ Undeniable
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♪ Run, run, run gotta
make it happen ♪
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♪ Everybody's side stage,
I can hear 'em clapping ♪
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♪ All this money stacked
up, I can't even count it ♪
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♪ I'm a star
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Don't be sad.
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It will get better.
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How can you say that?
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Because it has to.
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Oh, what do you want
to listen to next?
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I don't really want to
listen to music anymore.
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Just try to think positive,
visualize what you want.
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What if that doesn't work?
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We should make a pact.
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We promise to stay best
friends no matter what
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for our whole lives.
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You're kind of insane.
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We'll start by
sticking together through
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high school, then we'll
go to the same college.
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Where do you want to go?
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Stanford, obviously.
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I'll study computers
like Steve Jobs,
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and you can...
- Be a painter,
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or a veterinarian.
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Maybe an archaeologist.
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You like that color, huh?
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It's called Macintosh.
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Like the computer and the logo.
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Yeah, I get it.
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Hey, hey, wait, wait, can I,
can I talk to you for a second?
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There's something I
wanted to tell you.
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You know how I've been going
to the doctor a lot recently?
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Yes.
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Well, they've been trying
to figure some things out.
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And, it turns out that...
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I have cancer.
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But, I am optimistic.
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They are catching it very early.
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On the outside,
I was silent.
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Inside, every corner of my brain
was firing on a loop siren.
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She will not die.
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She will not die.
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She will not die.
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And the doctors
have a whole plan.
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I'm starting
treatment next week.
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- At Stanford?
- Yeah.
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How lucky are we?
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W-what do you mean?
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To have revolutionary
research being done right
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here in our own backyard.
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Those doctors will have
everything you need.
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Yeah, Stanford
Hospital is wonderful.
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It's all because of Jobs.
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They just blow all the
other hospitals
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right out of the water.
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He's made them totally
raise their game.
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Did you join some kind
of cult or something?
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People must travel from
all over to get treated here.
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You know Stanford's been
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around a lot longer
than Steve Jobs?
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This is the gold
standard, the Emerald City.
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If you've got cancer,
Stanford's the place to be.
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- Yes.
- You're going to get the best
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treatment in the world
because Steve Jobs represents
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the best in the world
and wouldn't live
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anywhere else.
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You're going to beat this.
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Well, that is the plan.
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And I am gonna fight so hard.
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But just in case this
treatment doesn't work out,
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you know, there's trials
all over the country.
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You've got this, Mom.
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Huh!
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Huh!
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Booyah!
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Jobs was
infamous
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for his reality
distortion field,
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a phenomenon in which he
would convince himself
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and those around him to
believe almost anything.
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Utilizing a perfect cocktail
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of charisma, hyperbole,
and persistence.
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He thought he could make
the impossible possible,
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I believed I could do the same.
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Oh, how
beautiful is this?
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Mom's getting chemo today.
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Yeah.
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And, I feel...
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I feel terrible about that, but
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we are here.
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In our favorite restaurant,
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having just driven the
most beautiful road
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in the world and...
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Hey,
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remember how much you like
the creme brulee here?
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00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:45,673
I do remember.
264
00:17:45,716 --> 00:17:47,109
I remember because
we've been here
265
00:17:47,153 --> 00:17:48,937
a hundred times as a family.
266
00:17:49,938 --> 00:17:53,202
Mom has cancer and we're here
getting caramelized custard.
267
00:17:53,898 --> 00:17:56,205
Why don't we hop in the car
and you can drive us home?
268
00:17:56,597 --> 00:17:59,339
You can go back to being
a good husband and father,
269
00:17:59,382 --> 00:18:00,731
and we can put this
whole thing behind us.
270
00:18:00,775 --> 00:18:01,863
That is enough.
271
00:18:01,906 --> 00:18:03,473
Enough with the
midlife crisis, Dad.
272
00:18:03,517 --> 00:18:05,214
- Okay.
- You're better than that.
273
00:18:05,258 --> 00:18:07,956
This is beyond inappropriate,
Daniella is sitting right here.
274
00:18:07,999 --> 00:18:09,175
You're so right,
I'm sorry.
275
00:18:09,566 --> 00:18:10,915
Daniella, let me ask you.
276
00:18:12,569 --> 00:18:14,310
Do you think my dad should be
dating someone 10 years younger?
277
00:18:14,702 --> 00:18:17,922
Or go back to his sick wife who
needs him and his only daughter?
278
00:18:17,966 --> 00:18:19,750
Claudia, leave
her out of this.
279
00:18:21,535 --> 00:18:24,842
Look, Daniella, you
seem like a nice lady.
280
00:18:26,235 --> 00:18:27,236
I love your hair.
281
00:18:27,845 --> 00:18:29,064
Why don't you tell
us your address,
282
00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:30,805
and we can drop you
off on our way home?
283
00:18:31,588 --> 00:18:33,373
I doubt she wants you
knowing where she lives now.
284
00:18:34,287 --> 00:18:36,854
Claudia, I don't think
I deserve any of this.
285
00:18:36,898 --> 00:18:38,204
You are making her feel awful.
286
00:18:38,247 --> 00:18:39,509
So quick to defend her.
287
00:18:39,814 --> 00:18:41,163
Give us a break.
288
00:18:41,207 --> 00:18:43,687
What will it take? Huh?
I'll get better grades?
289
00:18:44,079 --> 00:18:45,211
I'll stop being so annoying.
290
00:18:45,254 --> 00:18:46,951
Claudia, contrary
to what you think,
291
00:18:47,213 --> 00:18:49,040
it isn't about you all the time.
292
00:18:50,651 --> 00:18:53,044
I'm not gonna sit here listening
to this petulant shit all day.
293
00:18:53,088 --> 00:18:55,134
I am the parent,
you are the child.
294
00:18:55,177 --> 00:18:56,526
This conversation is over.
295
00:19:18,244 --> 00:19:19,854
Do you want to talk about it?
296
00:19:30,473 --> 00:19:33,563
Before my dad's stroke, my
mom found out he was cheating.
297
00:19:35,304 --> 00:19:36,697
They were gonna get a divorce.
298
00:19:38,002 --> 00:19:39,961
Now she's stuck
taking care of him.
299
00:19:42,398 --> 00:19:43,965
We can't put our faith in men.
300
00:19:44,313 --> 00:19:46,054
Otherwise, we will
end up like our moms.
301
00:19:46,272 --> 00:19:48,361
I can think of some
great male role models,
302
00:19:48,752 --> 00:19:50,406
like Steve Jobs, for instance.
303
00:19:50,450 --> 00:19:51,973
Jobs had a kid with
his ex-girlfriend
304
00:19:52,278 --> 00:19:54,236
who he rejected for
nearly a decade.
305
00:19:55,977 --> 00:19:57,326
If you think you're
helping, you're not.
306
00:19:58,109 --> 00:19:59,589
Look,
307
00:19:59,633 --> 00:20:02,201
I don't exactly know what went
down with your parents,
308
00:20:02,244 --> 00:20:03,463
and I don't have to.
309
00:20:05,073 --> 00:20:06,814
I'm just saying, I know what
it feels like to be betrayed.
310
00:20:06,857 --> 00:20:08,946
Has it ever dawned on
you that I'm not like you?
311
00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:10,600
That I'm not like
other girls at all?
312
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:14,430
I'm a rebel, a misfit,
I see things differently.
313
00:20:14,474 --> 00:20:15,997
You can vilify me-
- Oh, my God.
314
00:20:16,389 --> 00:20:18,608
If you keep quoting a
think different commercial,
315
00:20:18,652 --> 00:20:20,001
I'm actually gonna throw up.
316
00:20:23,613 --> 00:20:24,875
I have to go to the bathroom.
317
00:20:39,325 --> 00:20:40,326
No.
318
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,328
No.
319
00:20:42,371 --> 00:20:43,372
No.
320
00:20:45,069 --> 00:20:46,027
This isn't happening.
321
00:20:48,769 --> 00:20:49,857
What are you doing in there?
322
00:21:01,738 --> 00:21:02,652
What's that?
323
00:21:02,696 --> 00:21:03,697
Nothing.
324
00:21:04,959 --> 00:21:05,786
Why'd you just throw
your underwear away?
325
00:21:05,829 --> 00:21:07,918
I had an accident.
326
00:21:08,310 --> 00:21:09,529
You're not 4 years old.
327
00:21:10,399 --> 00:21:11,661
Just leave it alone.
328
00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:13,576
What the hell is going on?
329
00:21:18,364 --> 00:21:19,365
I just...
330
00:21:19,669 --> 00:21:22,368
I just got my period, I think.
331
00:21:26,459 --> 00:21:28,287
Impressive, it'll be fine.
332
00:21:28,852 --> 00:21:30,506
First of all, throwing
your underwear away
333
00:21:30,550 --> 00:21:31,899
won't make it go away.
334
00:21:31,942 --> 00:21:33,161
It'll just make it worse.
335
00:21:33,509 --> 00:21:35,119
Look, we'll just get you a pad.
336
00:21:37,165 --> 00:21:39,341
There's no pads?
Do you have any?
337
00:21:39,646 --> 00:21:41,778
Of course not, you know
I haven't gotten mine yet.
338
00:21:42,518 --> 00:21:43,954
What am I going to do?
339
00:21:43,998 --> 00:21:46,435
I can feel it down there now,
I can't go back outside.
340
00:21:46,827 --> 00:21:50,091
Well, we either ask your
dad's girlfriend for help or...
341
00:21:52,528 --> 00:21:54,617
But, I haven't gotten
to that chapter in the
342
00:21:54,661 --> 00:21:56,315
American Girl Body Book yet.
343
00:22:24,386 --> 00:22:26,910
Claudia, talk to me.
344
00:22:27,433 --> 00:22:29,217
What's going on in there?
345
00:22:29,260 --> 00:22:30,349
Won't go in.
346
00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,263
Luce, I don't think
I can do this.
347
00:22:32,307 --> 00:22:34,875
There's a reason girls don't
use tampons right away.
348
00:22:39,619 --> 00:22:41,229
You need to relax.
349
00:22:41,925 --> 00:22:44,101
Can you change the
angle or something?
350
00:22:44,145 --> 00:22:45,189
To what? This?
351
00:22:45,233 --> 00:22:46,452
- Ouch!
- How about this?
352
00:22:46,495 --> 00:22:48,192
- Lucy!
- Give me some help
353
00:22:48,236 --> 00:22:49,890
on the direction here!
354
00:22:52,022 --> 00:22:54,242
Try changing it 15
degrees clockwise.
355
00:22:54,503 --> 00:22:56,026
I'm not a mathematician.
356
00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:57,811
I'm telling you, I think
there's something wrong.
357
00:22:58,202 --> 00:22:59,726
Maybe my vagina is messed up.
358
00:22:59,987 --> 00:23:02,032
Maybe I have the one vagina
that doesn't work right
359
00:23:02,076 --> 00:23:03,730
and the tampons won't fit.
360
00:23:05,993 --> 00:23:08,256
And as I sat
there in despair, it hit me.
361
00:23:09,475 --> 00:23:11,302
W-W-S-D.
362
00:23:12,347 --> 00:23:13,609
What would Steve do?
363
00:23:15,132 --> 00:23:18,135
Innovation is saying no
to a thousand things.
364
00:23:18,179 --> 00:23:19,528
Are you quoting Steve Jobs
365
00:23:19,572 --> 00:23:21,791
while you try and put
in a tampon?
366
00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:25,186
I'm just changing the
direction a little bit.
367
00:23:25,229 --> 00:23:27,014
Maybe, if I...
368
00:23:27,841 --> 00:23:28,842
Ah-ha! It's in!
369
00:23:28,885 --> 00:23:30,452
- It's in?
- It's in! Ah!
370
00:23:36,197 --> 00:23:37,590
Some obsessions fade
371
00:23:37,633 --> 00:23:39,766
once high school comes along.
372
00:23:39,809 --> 00:23:41,420
Mine just grew stronger.
373
00:23:41,811 --> 00:23:43,987
You have the animal cells, and
the plant cells, the plant cells
374
00:23:44,031 --> 00:23:46,642
are more rigid, they have
a really thick cell wall.
375
00:23:47,513 --> 00:23:50,211
And then the animal cells
have a really good membrane,
376
00:23:50,254 --> 00:23:52,735
so they're more squishier,
and if you just remember that,
377
00:23:52,779 --> 00:23:54,345
Hey, Claudia, sorry.
378
00:23:54,389 --> 00:23:55,477
Can you help me with that?
379
00:23:55,521 --> 00:23:56,870
- There you go.
- Thank you.
380
00:23:56,913 --> 00:23:58,306
And thank you, Lucy.
381
00:24:00,656 --> 00:24:01,875
Thanks, Claudia.
382
00:24:01,918 --> 00:24:05,487
So, a little birdie told
me that, Mr. Dotnick
383
00:24:05,531 --> 00:24:07,141
brought in pie yesterday?
384
00:24:07,707 --> 00:24:09,230
Yeah, that was
because yesterday
385
00:24:09,273 --> 00:24:11,232
was March 14th,
you know.
386
00:24:11,275 --> 00:24:12,712
Pi, 3.14.
387
00:24:13,669 --> 00:24:16,193
Uh-huh, well, March
15th is now Donut Day
388
00:24:16,237 --> 00:24:18,544
because I'm a big zero.
389
00:24:19,545 --> 00:24:20,502
Lame.
390
00:24:21,895 --> 00:24:23,766
- Hi, Claudia.
- Hey, Quentin.
391
00:24:23,810 --> 00:24:26,290
Okay, my lovable zombies,
I have a very special
392
00:24:26,334 --> 00:24:27,770
surprise for you.
393
00:24:27,814 --> 00:24:30,338
We have a guest speaker
today, he should be here...
394
00:24:30,381 --> 00:24:31,513
Oh, there he is right now.
395
00:24:31,557 --> 00:24:33,167
Ladies and gentlemen,
this is Nelson,
396
00:24:33,559 --> 00:24:35,604
and he's here to talk
to us about nutrition.
397
00:24:35,952 --> 00:24:37,519
Okay, ooh, firm grip.
398
00:24:37,998 --> 00:24:39,434
Whenever you're ready.
399
00:24:41,958 --> 00:24:42,959
My name,
400
00:24:43,220 --> 00:24:44,483
is Nelson Ovadan.
401
00:24:45,048 --> 00:24:48,661
I'm certified NCSF,
NASM, and NSCA.
402
00:24:49,662 --> 00:24:53,796
And I'm here today to talk to
you about having a healthy diet.
403
00:24:55,972 --> 00:25:02,109
This, was me just around your
age in my godforsaken excuse
404
00:25:02,152 --> 00:25:06,330
for a body, weighing
in at over 400 pounds.
405
00:25:08,768 --> 00:25:12,423
I was a few sausage pizzas away,
from ending up in a body bag.
406
00:25:13,555 --> 00:25:16,253
Or worse, being stuck
in a wheelchair.
407
00:25:16,863 --> 00:25:18,995
Having lost my limbs to
type 2 diabetic shock.
408
00:25:19,039 --> 00:25:20,519
Are you're scared
straight, yet?
409
00:25:20,954 --> 00:25:24,392
Being forced upon a caretaker,
like a cow at the farm.
410
00:25:40,582 --> 00:25:41,844
Meera?
411
00:25:49,373 --> 00:25:50,418
Meera, are you okay?
412
00:25:51,158 --> 00:25:53,377
I freaked out.
413
00:25:55,205 --> 00:25:56,685
I just had to get out of there.
414
00:25:56,990 --> 00:25:58,295
Take it easy.
415
00:26:00,428 --> 00:26:02,299
Is this something that's
been going on for a while?
416
00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:04,563
No.
417
00:26:06,956 --> 00:26:07,957
Well...
418
00:26:08,610 --> 00:26:09,568
I guess.
419
00:26:10,177 --> 00:26:11,178
Sort of.
420
00:26:12,353 --> 00:26:14,573
It's mostly nothing,
421
00:26:15,138 --> 00:26:18,489
seeing as I've skipped
lunch every day this week.
422
00:26:24,670 --> 00:26:29,892
I mean, I am
completely overwhelmed.
423
00:26:35,115 --> 00:26:39,641
They, they keep telling
us how to be, but
424
00:26:39,685 --> 00:26:44,690
but every version is different,
and you have to make it seem
425
00:26:44,733 --> 00:26:47,127
like you're not even
trying, you know?
426
00:26:53,699 --> 00:26:54,700
I...
427
00:26:55,875 --> 00:26:57,703
finally achieve a thigh gap.
428
00:26:58,094 --> 00:27:02,098
Then, our soccer coach tells
me the team is depending on me,
429
00:27:02,142 --> 00:27:05,493
so I get strong again, but
then I'm overflowing my
430
00:27:05,536 --> 00:27:08,844
skinny jeans, it's
like I can't keep up.
431
00:27:09,802 --> 00:27:11,238
And...
432
00:27:11,281 --> 00:27:13,675
and I mean, if I get anything
less than an A minus,
433
00:27:13,719 --> 00:27:16,069
I won't get into a great
college and then I won't get a
434
00:27:16,112 --> 00:27:19,638
great job to set me up for my
great career and then there's
435
00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:24,120
my parents, they moved here from
India, you know, and there's
436
00:27:24,468 --> 00:27:26,645
a certain way I'm
supposed to be.
437
00:27:27,471 --> 00:27:29,778
I've gotta make them
proud their way but,
438
00:27:30,257 --> 00:27:32,694
but it's not the same
as this way, and I just
439
00:27:32,738 --> 00:27:36,089
feel like I'm getting whiplash,
and, and the worst part about
440
00:27:36,132 --> 00:27:38,047
it all is that I'm
fucking starving.
441
00:27:45,881 --> 00:27:47,404
You've got a lot going on.
442
00:27:48,318 --> 00:27:49,668
I mean, we all do.
443
00:27:51,365 --> 00:27:52,540
I'm here for you.
444
00:27:52,975 --> 00:27:54,324
Whatever you need.
445
00:27:56,762 --> 00:28:02,463
Ah, you're so...
perfect, all the time.
446
00:28:06,946 --> 00:28:08,817
How are your feet
still on the ground?
447
00:28:11,951 --> 00:28:13,866
I just ask what he would do.
448
00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:16,825
Jesus?
449
00:28:18,392 --> 00:28:20,220
My hero, Steve Jobs.
450
00:28:21,395 --> 00:28:22,701
Oh.
451
00:28:25,181 --> 00:28:28,228
Yeah, I've heard that about you.
452
00:28:30,709 --> 00:28:33,450
What used to feel
like a far-off destiny was now
453
00:28:33,494 --> 00:28:34,713
just around the corner.
454
00:28:34,756 --> 00:28:36,976
It was time to be
proactive about my future.
455
00:28:38,020 --> 00:28:39,500
Steve Jobs didn't
go to Stanford,
456
00:28:39,979 --> 00:28:41,720
but it embodied
everything he stood for.
457
00:29:02,131 --> 00:29:03,742
Shoot.
458
00:29:05,178 --> 00:29:06,353
Come on, Claudia.
459
00:29:07,223 --> 00:29:08,485
Visualize.
460
00:29:12,315 --> 00:29:13,316
And innovate.
461
00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:14,796
Ugh!
462
00:29:15,362 --> 00:29:17,451
What did that
thing ever do to you?
463
00:29:19,366 --> 00:29:20,802
What are you working on?
464
00:29:20,846 --> 00:29:22,151
My coding homework.
465
00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:23,718
Oh.
466
00:29:24,327 --> 00:29:25,633
You're exhausted.
467
00:29:27,113 --> 00:29:28,679
Why are you working yourself
to death over this class?
468
00:29:28,723 --> 00:29:30,594
It's a special
upperclassmen elective.
469
00:29:31,291 --> 00:29:33,902
You're only in ninth grade,
why don't you just drop it?
470
00:29:33,946 --> 00:29:35,556
I'm getting a leg
up for Stanford.
471
00:29:35,904 --> 00:29:38,515
Not all incoming college
freshmen have the chance
472
00:29:38,559 --> 00:29:40,474
to take computer
science in high school.
473
00:29:41,301 --> 00:29:45,087
Well, what if you switched
to advanced literature
474
00:29:45,131 --> 00:29:46,219
or creative writing?
475
00:29:46,262 --> 00:29:47,611
It's just a few late nights.
476
00:29:48,351 --> 00:29:49,700
Well, don't go crazy
477
00:29:49,744 --> 00:29:51,137
for something that
makes you so unhappy.
478
00:29:51,180 --> 00:29:52,399
Life is short.
479
00:29:52,442 --> 00:29:53,704
Mom, I don't have
time to get into a whole
480
00:29:53,748 --> 00:29:55,402
cancer talk right now, okay?
481
00:29:57,099 --> 00:29:58,405
I have too much to do.
482
00:30:01,974 --> 00:30:03,976
Your hero wasn't an
engineer, you know.
483
00:30:04,019 --> 00:30:05,238
He was the creative.
484
00:30:05,281 --> 00:30:06,500
I can handle it.
485
00:30:08,110 --> 00:30:09,895
Has your school talked to
you guys at all about that
486
00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:12,245
teenager that killed
themselves by the train tracks?
487
00:30:12,506 --> 00:30:13,986
It wasn't an Oaks student.
488
00:30:14,029 --> 00:30:15,901
No, but they went to a
high school down the street.
489
00:30:16,902 --> 00:30:18,381
These things can be contagious.
490
00:30:18,425 --> 00:30:20,514
I just want to make sure Oaks
is talking to you and not
491
00:30:20,557 --> 00:30:22,255
brushing it under the rug.
- Mom.
492
00:30:23,473 --> 00:30:25,475
I'm sorry, but I'm
really busy right now.
493
00:30:25,736 --> 00:30:28,391
Well, do you want me to look?
I pick up things pretty easily.
494
00:30:28,435 --> 00:30:30,437
I need to learn how
to do this on my own.
495
00:30:31,438 --> 00:30:32,918
Hmm.
496
00:30:32,961 --> 00:30:35,094
I used to be a pretty good
fucking engineer, you know.
497
00:30:35,921 --> 00:30:37,618
Before I married your
dad and had a kid,
498
00:30:37,661 --> 00:30:40,621
but, everyone seems to
have forgotten about that.
499
00:30:47,976 --> 00:30:49,935
Her first memory
was watching the Apollo 17
500
00:30:49,978 --> 00:30:52,415
launch on TV when
she was 4 years old.
501
00:30:53,939 --> 00:30:55,288
Like the fire
beneath the rocket,
502
00:30:55,331 --> 00:30:56,855
it ignited something in her.
503
00:30:58,769 --> 00:31:01,294
It was in an
environmental biology class
504
00:31:01,337 --> 00:31:03,078
where she met my dad.
505
00:31:03,122 --> 00:31:05,341
She went to college to
study aerospace engineering,
506
00:31:05,602 --> 00:31:07,735
the sole female student
in her department.
507
00:31:08,083 --> 00:31:11,695
She, was the trailblazer I
kept telling myself I was.
508
00:31:14,089 --> 00:31:16,265
- Every single year, we go-
- Somewhere along
509
00:31:16,309 --> 00:31:18,615
the way, she figured out that
the thing that she and my dad
510
00:31:18,659 --> 00:31:21,618
bonded over when they were
young was what drove them apart.
511
00:31:21,662 --> 00:31:24,491
...into Pebble Beach as a
group, and I did it one time.
512
00:31:24,534 --> 00:31:26,362
She came to
resent him for the dreams
513
00:31:26,406 --> 00:31:28,408
she surrendered even though
she had done so willingly.
514
00:31:28,451 --> 00:31:30,018
We have the money,
doesn't mean that we should
515
00:31:30,062 --> 00:31:31,280
burn it on toys.
516
00:31:31,324 --> 00:31:32,760
I'm not burning it,
it's not burning it.
517
00:31:32,803 --> 00:31:34,240
These are not toys.
- I don't know what else to do.
518
00:31:34,283 --> 00:31:35,284
We used to be each other's
biggest heroes, we used
519
00:31:35,328 --> 00:31:36,590
to be each other's
biggest cheerleaders.
520
00:31:36,633 --> 00:31:37,983
Yeah. I'm trying to tell you
that I'm hurt!
521
00:31:38,026 --> 00:31:38,984
That's just what I wanted
to share with you.
522
00:31:39,027 --> 00:31:40,594
I have feelings too.
523
00:31:40,637 --> 00:31:41,725
I am hurt too, you don't think
that I want to share things
524
00:31:41,769 --> 00:31:43,553
with my partner?
- Yeah, I don't think...
525
00:31:43,597 --> 00:31:47,079
And he chose his
career over everything else.
526
00:31:47,122 --> 00:31:48,819
Just because I am
working long hours,
527
00:31:48,863 --> 00:31:49,951
it doesn't mean I'm
cheating on you.
528
00:31:49,995 --> 00:31:51,083
I am not an idiot!
529
00:31:51,126 --> 00:31:52,867
- You're paranoid.
- You're pathetic!
530
00:31:52,911 --> 00:31:54,129
If this is your way of
trying to get my attention,
531
00:31:54,173 --> 00:31:55,522
it's ridiculous.
532
00:31:55,565 --> 00:31:57,089
The only way you know how
to be close to someone,
533
00:31:57,132 --> 00:31:58,351
is to yell at them.
534
00:32:07,577 --> 00:32:08,796
Then came
the cancer.
535
00:32:18,371 --> 00:32:20,199
When she heard the
words, cancer free,
536
00:32:21,069 --> 00:32:22,418
she believed she had won.
537
00:32:35,910 --> 00:32:39,522
Mom and I had lived together,
just the two of us, for 8 years.
538
00:32:53,275 --> 00:32:54,798
We'd grown dependent
on one another.
539
00:32:56,931 --> 00:32:58,977
Oh I see someone finally
decided to come home.
540
00:32:59,368 --> 00:33:01,370
It's not like I wasn't waiting
for half an hour after school
541
00:33:01,414 --> 00:33:03,459
and finally had to call
Lucy to give me a ride.
542
00:33:04,156 --> 00:33:06,027
What's the point of a cell
phone if you never use it?
543
00:33:06,071 --> 00:33:07,681
I mean, really,
I called you five times.
544
00:33:07,942 --> 00:33:10,249
You know, these magic
little things in our pockets
545
00:33:10,292 --> 00:33:11,598
have multiple methods
of communication.
546
00:33:11,641 --> 00:33:13,556
A simple text wouldn't
have sufficed.
547
00:33:32,880 --> 00:33:33,881
Mom?
548
00:33:35,578 --> 00:33:36,971
I'm sorry.
549
00:33:39,452 --> 00:33:41,019
I'm sorry I left you at school.
550
00:33:41,845 --> 00:33:43,108
I am just a human being.
551
00:33:44,239 --> 00:33:45,501
I am trying to be strong.
552
00:33:45,545 --> 00:33:46,807
You are strong,
you're a badass.
553
00:33:46,850 --> 00:33:48,026
Stop it, Claudia!
554
00:33:50,289 --> 00:33:52,421
I don't need you to
cheer me up right now.
555
00:33:58,253 --> 00:33:59,254
I'm sorry.
556
00:34:00,255 --> 00:34:01,256
It came back.
557
00:34:04,390 --> 00:34:05,391
It came back.
558
00:34:09,525 --> 00:34:10,526
But I just...
559
00:34:11,701 --> 00:34:13,529
I just needed a
minute to myself.
560
00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:18,621
- Mom.
- And I don't...
561
00:34:20,014 --> 00:34:21,581
I don't want to
talk about it yet.
562
00:34:22,973 --> 00:34:25,280
I don't want to be convinced,
I don't want to pretend to be
563
00:34:25,324 --> 00:34:26,412
a superhero.
564
00:34:26,934 --> 00:34:27,935
I don't...
565
00:34:32,157 --> 00:34:33,593
It was okay
that Mom was afraid.
566
00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:36,857
I would be strong enough
for the both of us.
567
00:34:46,171 --> 00:34:47,824
Can I ask you something
about the itinerary?
568
00:34:48,390 --> 00:34:49,174
Yeah, what you got?
569
00:34:49,217 --> 00:34:50,697
Okay.
570
00:34:50,740 --> 00:34:53,352
So, right here on day 2,
there's an hour that's missing,
571
00:34:53,395 --> 00:34:55,310
and then again on days 4 and 5.
572
00:34:56,572 --> 00:34:58,879
That's not missing,
that's free time.
573
00:34:59,488 --> 00:35:00,663
Free time?
574
00:35:00,707 --> 00:35:03,840
Yeah, you can, you
can go shopping or,
575
00:35:03,884 --> 00:35:05,407
I don't know, have some gelato.
576
00:35:05,451 --> 00:35:07,627
If you really want to see the
city the way it's meant to
577
00:35:07,670 --> 00:35:09,150
be seen though, you'll
take a bike ride.
578
00:35:09,194 --> 00:35:10,282
I have a few
ideas about what we
579
00:35:10,325 --> 00:35:11,587
could schedule in there instead.
580
00:35:11,631 --> 00:35:12,893
- Oh.
- In fact,
581
00:35:14,460 --> 00:35:16,505
I have some other ideas for
days 1 and 3 in Rome as well
582
00:35:16,549 --> 00:35:17,680
as day 6 in Genoa.
583
00:35:18,290 --> 00:35:19,247
I don't know who
made this thing, but
584
00:35:19,291 --> 00:35:21,162
there are some serious-
- I did.
585
00:35:22,729 --> 00:35:23,730
Sorry.
586
00:35:24,296 --> 00:35:26,298
There are some
serious oversights.
587
00:35:26,341 --> 00:35:28,387
It's not taking into account
temporary exhibitions
588
00:35:28,430 --> 00:35:29,910
or efficient
transportation routes.
589
00:35:30,302 --> 00:35:31,390
In fact, I did some mapping.
590
00:35:32,739 --> 00:35:34,262
And if we switch these
two things here, we could
591
00:35:34,306 --> 00:35:36,264
shave off half an hour of bus
time, which we can then tack
592
00:35:36,308 --> 00:35:37,918
onto an architecture
tour in the afternoon.
593
00:35:39,006 --> 00:35:40,181
I'm sorry, I
stopped listening.
594
00:35:40,225 --> 00:35:42,270
These buttons are
so hard to get in.
595
00:35:42,662 --> 00:35:44,533
Look, Claudia, why
don't you just,
596
00:35:44,577 --> 00:35:46,535
you know,
sit back and relax?
597
00:35:46,579 --> 00:35:48,537
I planned this whole thing
so that you wouldn't have
598
00:35:48,581 --> 00:35:50,757
to worry about it, you're kind
of hurting my feelings, so
599
00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:53,063
if you could just take in the
sights, I'd be appreciative.
600
00:35:53,368 --> 00:35:54,804
But you didn't plan enough.
601
00:35:55,065 --> 00:35:57,155
I can help you rework the
entire schedule if you want.
602
00:35:58,330 --> 00:35:59,635
That sounds terrible.
603
00:36:00,549 --> 00:36:03,204
Look, Claudia, I love
this about you, okay?
604
00:36:03,248 --> 00:36:05,598
You're super serious
about school,
605
00:36:05,641 --> 00:36:08,035
you're structured with your
homework and your studies.
606
00:36:08,253 --> 00:36:13,127
But this trip, the point of
this trip is spontaneity, okay,
607
00:36:13,171 --> 00:36:15,999
creativity, I don't know,
some adventure, right?
608
00:36:16,043 --> 00:36:19,264
The whole reason that we
planned this trip is so that we
609
00:36:19,307 --> 00:36:22,789
could celebrate the fact
that you are only young once.
610
00:36:23,485 --> 00:36:26,619
I also only go on my high
school trip to Italy once.
611
00:36:26,662 --> 00:36:27,707
I've got to make it count.
612
00:36:28,925 --> 00:36:30,666
Okay, just try to
have fun, all right?
613
00:36:31,406 --> 00:36:32,712
You sure you don't want this?
614
00:36:33,495 --> 00:36:35,976
No, and where did you
get so many post-its?
615
00:36:36,019 --> 00:36:38,021
Attention passengers
of Flight 8735,
616
00:36:38,065 --> 00:36:39,632
we are now ready for boarding.
617
00:36:39,675 --> 00:36:41,242
We'll begin with our pre-board.
- All right, I'm gonna round
618
00:36:41,286 --> 00:36:42,287
up the troops.
619
00:36:42,635 --> 00:36:43,984
Come on, guys, let's go.
620
00:37:02,394 --> 00:37:04,309
I bet they saw Alcatraz
and Fisherman's Wharf,
621
00:37:04,352 --> 00:37:06,267
and now they're going to
tell their friends and family
622
00:37:06,311 --> 00:37:07,921
how amazing California is.
623
00:37:08,965 --> 00:37:10,228
It's ironic, isn't it?
624
00:37:11,881 --> 00:37:13,187
They see a little piece of it
and think it's so fascinating
625
00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:15,102
and we laugh at them, but
626
00:37:15,145 --> 00:37:17,496
we're going to their city
to do the exact same thing.
627
00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:20,542
See a few old churches and
say we've been to Florence.
628
00:37:20,847 --> 00:37:22,588
Florence has some of the
best museums in the world.
629
00:37:23,153 --> 00:37:25,504
I doubt that's where
local Italian teenagers go.
630
00:37:26,244 --> 00:37:27,593
I wonder how different
their daily lives
631
00:37:27,636 --> 00:37:29,072
really are from ours.
632
00:37:29,116 --> 00:37:30,291
Maybe I'll go to
college in Italy.
633
00:37:31,771 --> 00:37:33,207
Really live there instead
of being some dumb tourist.
634
00:37:33,251 --> 00:37:34,469
That'd never work, we couldn't
go to Italy for college.
635
00:37:35,165 --> 00:37:37,472
Maybe you couldn't,
I'm talking about myself.
636
00:37:39,169 --> 00:37:41,650
We can just do study abroad in
Italy while we're at Stanford.
637
00:37:42,782 --> 00:37:43,739
Stanford?
638
00:37:43,783 --> 00:37:44,740
Like we promised.
639
00:37:46,089 --> 00:37:47,787
Oh my God, I can't
believe you remember that.
640
00:37:48,222 --> 00:37:50,529
We talked about that when
we were what, like, 11?
641
00:37:50,572 --> 00:37:51,704
Remember, I live by it.
642
00:37:52,095 --> 00:37:53,923
Claudia, I can't
go to Stanford.
643
00:37:53,967 --> 00:37:55,577
You better not be
screwing with me right now.
644
00:37:59,189 --> 00:38:01,235
Oh, you're serious,
aren't you?
645
00:38:01,583 --> 00:38:02,889
You think our future's a joke?
646
00:38:24,432 --> 00:38:28,436
♪ It's the way that
you walk in the room ♪
647
00:38:29,524 --> 00:38:32,005
♪ Your heart is a beacon
648
00:38:32,527 --> 00:38:38,403
♪ Don't need a reason to
love you, it's easy to do ♪
649
00:38:39,229 --> 00:38:44,365
♪ I'm lost in your smile,
it's been a while ♪
650
00:38:45,148 --> 00:38:48,891
♪ Who knows what
time is gonna do ♪
651
00:38:50,023 --> 00:38:53,679
♪ All I know is
a simple truth ♪
652
00:38:54,810 --> 00:38:59,902
♪ I like watching the
days go by with you ♪
653
00:39:03,428 --> 00:39:06,866
♪ The sunrise,
found me with you ♪
654
00:39:07,954 --> 00:39:12,741
♪ The light hit the window,
outlined your shadow ♪
655
00:39:12,785 --> 00:39:17,006
♪ A picture,
the way that you move ♪
656
00:39:17,833 --> 00:39:23,056
♪ All of my places now
left with a trace of you ♪
657
00:39:23,448 --> 00:39:26,799
♪ Who knows what
time is gonna do ♪
658
00:39:28,235 --> 00:39:31,934
♪ All I know is
a simple truth ♪
659
00:39:33,022 --> 00:39:38,288
♪ I like watching the
days go by with you ♪
660
00:39:51,867 --> 00:39:55,393
♪ Who knows what
time is gonna do ♪
661
00:39:56,655 --> 00:40:00,310
♪ All I know is
a simple truth ♪
662
00:40:01,442 --> 00:40:05,228
♪ I like watching
the days go by ♪
663
00:40:06,186 --> 00:40:10,016
♪ I like watching
the days go by ♪
664
00:40:10,886 --> 00:40:16,022
♪ I like watching the
days go by with you ♪
665
00:40:20,592 --> 00:40:22,115
Hey, did we see
Venus of Urbino
666
00:40:22,158 --> 00:40:23,943
before Michelangelo's
David today?
667
00:40:29,514 --> 00:40:30,602
Not again.
668
00:40:30,645 --> 00:40:31,820
Come on, we're going out.
669
00:40:32,081 --> 00:40:33,343
I can't go out.
670
00:40:33,387 --> 00:40:35,476
You can't not go out,
it's the last night.
671
00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:36,738
The others are waiting
in the lobby in 15.
672
00:40:36,782 --> 00:40:38,131
It's against the rules.
673
00:40:38,174 --> 00:40:40,350
The legal age to get
into bars here is like 16.
674
00:40:40,394 --> 00:40:42,788
It's against the
school rules, Luce.
675
00:40:42,831 --> 00:40:45,094
Look, if you didn't want to
experience nightlife in Italy,
676
00:40:45,138 --> 00:40:47,706
you could have picked the
Galapagos Biodiversity Trip.
677
00:40:47,749 --> 00:40:50,796
I didn't travel 6,000
miles to get wasted and make
678
00:40:50,839 --> 00:40:52,667
an ass out of myself,
I could do that at home.
679
00:40:52,711 --> 00:40:54,887
Yeah, like you've ever
done that, like, even once.
680
00:40:54,930 --> 00:40:56,932
You know what, you can
squander your mornings here,
681
00:40:56,976 --> 00:40:59,631
sleeping in and hiding your
hangover from the teachers,
682
00:40:59,674 --> 00:41:01,676
I'm joining the 7 a.m.
walking tour tomorrow.
683
00:41:02,372 --> 00:41:04,462
Oh my God, Claudia,
another one?
684
00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:05,854
You're as boring and repetitive
685
00:41:05,898 --> 00:41:07,595
as your stupid
fucking guidebooks.
686
00:41:10,337 --> 00:41:11,251
Bitch.
687
00:42:03,303 --> 00:42:04,347
Lucy was right.
688
00:42:05,914 --> 00:42:08,395
I did need to go out,
but not to go clubbing.
689
00:42:10,832 --> 00:42:12,660
To connect with the
genius of Florence.
690
00:42:14,619 --> 00:42:15,750
To connect with Jobs.
691
00:42:55,921 --> 00:42:58,576
Claudia, what a
pleasant surprise.
692
00:42:58,619 --> 00:43:01,230
Where you heading on this
beautiful evening in Firenze?
693
00:43:03,102 --> 00:43:05,234
To be honest,
I don't actually know.
694
00:43:07,019 --> 00:43:10,718
I think that's the first time
I've ever heard you say that.
695
00:43:12,024 --> 00:43:13,025
Me too.
696
00:43:14,766 --> 00:43:16,158
Where'd you ride?
697
00:43:16,202 --> 00:43:18,683
Oh, I did a 10-mile loop
around the entire city.
698
00:43:19,422 --> 00:43:20,946
That's productive,
699
00:43:20,989 --> 00:43:22,774
getting to see what you want
while getting some exercise.
700
00:43:22,817 --> 00:43:25,472
Yeah, I mean, killing
two birds and all that,
701
00:43:25,515 --> 00:43:27,387
but that's, that's
not why I do it.
702
00:43:27,430 --> 00:43:30,259
I just think the best way
to explore a new place,
703
00:43:30,825 --> 00:43:33,785
is on two wheels, always been
that way, I don't know why.
704
00:43:33,828 --> 00:43:38,616
It just quiets all
the noise, in here.
705
00:43:40,052 --> 00:43:41,227
You should try it sometime.
706
00:43:45,448 --> 00:43:46,928
I really should go,
I don't want to bother you.
707
00:43:48,277 --> 00:43:50,628
You seem a little more
preoccupied than usual,
708
00:43:50,671 --> 00:43:51,759
what's on your mind?
709
00:43:53,326 --> 00:43:54,327
It's nothing.
710
00:43:56,285 --> 00:43:58,636
I shouldn't, it's... it's rude.
711
00:43:59,027 --> 00:43:59,898
Too personal.
712
00:43:59,941 --> 00:44:01,769
I'm an open book.
713
00:44:04,337 --> 00:44:05,643
Well...
714
00:44:06,078 --> 00:44:07,645
You're so smart.
715
00:44:07,688 --> 00:44:10,735
And you're kind of quirky and
particular, you have all the
716
00:44:10,778 --> 00:44:13,651
right ingredients,
like, I'm just confused.
717
00:44:14,434 --> 00:44:15,435
About?
718
00:44:16,741 --> 00:44:18,351
Why on earth would
you settle for teaching
719
00:44:18,394 --> 00:44:19,700
high school as a career?
720
00:44:19,744 --> 00:44:21,223
Oh, I'm sorry, I...
721
00:44:21,267 --> 00:44:22,790
I can't believe I
said that.
722
00:44:22,834 --> 00:44:24,052
I'm sorry, I can't, I'm sorry.
723
00:44:24,096 --> 00:44:25,880
Ooh, ingredients, huh?
724
00:44:26,838 --> 00:44:28,666
Well, I didn't settle.
725
00:44:30,276 --> 00:44:33,192
I chose this, you know,
it might sound corny, and
726
00:44:33,758 --> 00:44:37,500
you might not appreciate it
at this stage in your life but,
727
00:44:37,544 --> 00:44:40,895
teaching is the most rewarding
thing that I could ever
728
00:44:40,939 --> 00:44:41,940
think of doing.
729
00:44:43,115 --> 00:44:44,725
Really? I mean,
didn't you go to MIT?
730
00:44:44,769 --> 00:44:46,509
Yeah, I crushed MIT.
731
00:44:46,771 --> 00:44:48,598
But is that supposed
to mean that I need
732
00:44:48,642 --> 00:44:50,644
to get a Nobel Prize
in engineering?
733
00:44:51,123 --> 00:44:52,254
Yeah.
734
00:44:52,298 --> 00:44:55,301
Oh, I know
you're obsessed
735
00:44:55,344 --> 00:44:57,520
with guys like Steve Jobs,
736
00:44:57,564 --> 00:44:58,870
and I get it,
737
00:44:58,913 --> 00:45:01,916
but everyone's definition
of success is different.
738
00:45:03,004 --> 00:45:06,007
You just seem
better than that.
739
00:45:06,051 --> 00:45:07,052
Whoa.
740
00:45:07,617 --> 00:45:09,358
I'm not a saint, okay?
741
00:45:10,011 --> 00:45:11,317
I am not a wizard,
742
00:45:11,839 --> 00:45:13,928
even though that would
be super cool, could you
743
00:45:13,972 --> 00:45:16,670
imagine me in, like,
matching robes head to toe?
744
00:45:17,410 --> 00:45:20,630
I'm not special, I'm just like
every other privileged kid,
745
00:45:20,674 --> 00:45:22,763
thrown on the hamster
wheel, you work hard,
746
00:45:22,807 --> 00:45:25,723
and I made my first
million before I was 30.
747
00:45:26,898 --> 00:45:28,247
Well, that's what
I'm talking about.
748
00:45:28,290 --> 00:45:29,901
Well, I mean, I
thought it would give me
749
00:45:29,944 --> 00:45:31,641
a sense of accomplishment,
you know?
750
00:45:31,685 --> 00:45:34,079
Not because I wanted the
money to buy anything
751
00:45:34,122 --> 00:45:40,781
specifically, but because, I
achieved the goal, I made it.
752
00:45:41,564 --> 00:45:47,919
But, as soon as I
did, the needle moved.
753
00:45:49,921 --> 00:45:50,922
I felt trapped.
754
00:45:52,706 --> 00:45:53,881
So what happened?
755
00:45:55,448 --> 00:45:57,232
Well, I realized that the
only time I was really happy
756
00:45:57,276 --> 00:46:00,627
was when I was back in Boston
in college working as a TA.
757
00:46:00,670 --> 00:46:04,892
So, I got back into teaching,
and I haven't looked back since.
758
00:46:05,937 --> 00:46:07,155
Well, I know what I want.
759
00:46:07,852 --> 00:46:09,767
I always have, I want
to be Steve Jobs.
760
00:46:09,810 --> 00:46:11,072
Yeah, which is impossible.
761
00:46:12,204 --> 00:46:13,858
We can agree on that,
I mean, it's not because
762
00:46:13,901 --> 00:46:15,250
you're not smart
enough or driven.
763
00:46:15,294 --> 00:46:16,861
Yeah, yeah, we already
have one Steve Jobs.
764
00:46:16,904 --> 00:46:19,211
We don't need another,
I mean, bullshit.
765
00:46:19,254 --> 00:46:20,778
It's not like we got Einstein
and said, you know what,
766
00:46:20,821 --> 00:46:22,040
we're good, we'll stop there.
767
00:46:23,519 --> 00:46:24,869
I'm not saying that you
can't be the next big thing,
768
00:46:24,912 --> 00:46:29,177
because, God knows you
are capable, but the glory
769
00:46:29,525 --> 00:46:32,354
shouldn't be the goal, because
if it is, you will just keep
770
00:46:32,702 --> 00:46:34,182
reaching and reaching.
771
00:46:34,226 --> 00:46:36,750
I just want to learn and
then dominate the way he did.
772
00:46:36,794 --> 00:46:37,795
Hmm.
773
00:46:39,100 --> 00:46:40,972
It's like I'm talking
to a mirror, honestly.
774
00:46:41,886 --> 00:46:47,630
Um, you will soon discover that
life is not a means to an end.
775
00:46:48,631 --> 00:46:50,372
It's... It's this.
776
00:46:51,591 --> 00:46:53,375
It's just being, you know?
777
00:46:53,898 --> 00:46:55,900
And for you, yeah, it sucks.
778
00:46:56,770 --> 00:46:59,947
You gotta be an adolescent,
smell funny and all the boys
779
00:46:59,991 --> 00:47:02,123
are stupid and you don't
know what you're doing,
780
00:47:02,167 --> 00:47:03,559
but, be open.
781
00:47:04,386 --> 00:47:06,171
The magic is
integrating all of it,
782
00:47:06,911 --> 00:47:08,564
not shutting the
door on any of it.
783
00:47:09,391 --> 00:47:10,479
Okay, Dumbledore.
784
00:47:11,176 --> 00:47:12,438
Thank you?
785
00:47:14,092 --> 00:47:17,660
I'm just... I'm sick of people
just telling me that I'm wrong.
786
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,489
I know who I am, I always have.
787
00:47:20,968 --> 00:47:23,841
And, look Steve Jobs had to
swim against the tide too.
788
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:26,321
Yeah, he did.
789
00:47:27,540 --> 00:47:28,802
But he did it his way.
790
00:47:30,325 --> 00:47:33,372
I mean, we can agree that
he made a lot of mistakes,
791
00:47:34,025 --> 00:47:38,377
but man, he had fun doing it,
and he created a lot of cool
792
00:47:38,420 --> 00:47:40,945
shit along the way
for one reason.
793
00:47:41,815 --> 00:47:45,253
Steve Jobs is the
only Steve Jobs.
794
00:47:45,993 --> 00:47:47,125
He is an original.
795
00:47:54,306 --> 00:47:55,307
I'm hungry.
796
00:47:56,525 --> 00:47:58,005
Care to join me for a bite?
797
00:47:59,615 --> 00:48:00,965
I've got more studying to do.
798
00:48:03,489 --> 00:48:04,707
Good night, Mr. Shine.
799
00:49:21,045 --> 00:49:22,002
Lucy?
800
00:49:31,316 --> 00:49:32,795
Luce, you okay?
801
00:49:34,580 --> 00:49:35,581
Oh, God.
802
00:49:40,934 --> 00:49:42,892
How can you think
partying's worth this?
803
00:49:53,991 --> 00:49:55,209
What are you doing?
804
00:49:55,253 --> 00:49:56,906
Getting ready for the tour.
805
00:49:57,733 --> 00:49:58,734
The fuck?
806
00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:00,693
You wanna come?
We meet in the lobby in 10.
807
00:50:02,608 --> 00:50:05,176
I think I shit my
intestines out last night.
808
00:50:07,439 --> 00:50:08,962
You were up all night
helping me, you probably got
809
00:50:09,006 --> 00:50:11,486
2 hours of sleep, what is
with you and this schedule?
810
00:50:11,834 --> 00:50:15,012
Steve Jobs spent 7 months
living in an ashram in India.
811
00:50:15,055 --> 00:50:16,796
I'm immersing myself
in the Renaissance.
812
00:50:17,449 --> 00:50:18,928
I want to absorb
every last drop.
813
00:50:18,972 --> 00:50:21,235
You can't fit spiritual
enlightenment into jam-packed
814
00:50:21,279 --> 00:50:24,325
12-hour days with note-taking
like a little crack addict.
815
00:50:24,586 --> 00:50:26,893
People of accomplishment
don't sit back and let things
816
00:50:26,936 --> 00:50:29,809
happen to them, they go out
and they happen to things.
817
00:50:30,070 --> 00:50:31,071
Ugh.
818
00:50:31,115 --> 00:50:32,507
Leonardo da Vinci.
819
00:50:33,943 --> 00:50:35,467
I'm simply searching
for inspiration.
820
00:50:36,555 --> 00:50:37,556
Everywhere.
821
00:50:44,084 --> 00:50:45,868
Thank you, you're doing great.
822
00:50:46,608 --> 00:50:50,525
Oh, oh my God, lord almighty.
823
00:50:50,569 --> 00:50:51,874
- What happened?
- Claudia, hey,
824
00:50:51,918 --> 00:50:53,789
good morning, you
okay? What's going on?
825
00:50:53,833 --> 00:50:55,922
Coming out the front or the
back? What's your damage?
826
00:50:56,618 --> 00:50:58,490
- Damage?
- What do you mean?
827
00:50:58,533 --> 00:51:00,666
I got two kids in the
clinic getting an IV,
828
00:51:00,709 --> 00:51:03,103
I got a carpet that
might have to be redone,
829
00:51:03,147 --> 00:51:05,671
I got 3 soiled mattresses
and five of us,
830
00:51:05,975 --> 00:51:08,717
including myself, have had
shots in the old derriere.
831
00:51:09,109 --> 00:51:10,850
Everyone else here
is a shit hydrant.
832
00:51:10,893 --> 00:51:13,679
So are you telling me that
you and Lucy aren't sick?
833
00:51:14,636 --> 00:51:16,769
Lucy was throwing up, but I
think it's just from drinking.
834
00:51:16,812 --> 00:51:19,206
I was just going out to
get the walking tour.
835
00:51:19,772 --> 00:51:21,165
That is a bad idea.
836
00:51:21,643 --> 00:51:23,341
No, I think that the
best medicine
837
00:51:23,384 --> 00:51:25,473
is fresh air and exercise.
838
00:51:29,651 --> 00:51:32,611
Oh, you're gonna be okay.
839
00:51:33,351 --> 00:51:35,570
Quentin, in the
trash can, buddy.
840
00:52:01,988 --> 00:52:03,511
Ooh, boy.
841
00:52:04,860 --> 00:52:07,515
Mr. Shine, we can't make
them stay here much longer.
842
00:52:07,776 --> 00:52:10,039
Yes, I'm well aware
of that, Mrs. DeWitt.
843
00:52:10,779 --> 00:52:11,824
- Asshole.
- Guys,
844
00:52:11,867 --> 00:52:12,955
it's gonna be okay, all right?
845
00:52:12,999 --> 00:52:15,262
I got good news
and I got bad news.
846
00:52:15,306 --> 00:52:18,178
Now, the bad news is we missed
our flight, we all knew that.
847
00:52:18,222 --> 00:52:20,963
Ah, but they won't let us
get on the next one.
848
00:52:21,529 --> 00:52:23,923
Apparently we are a threat
to the other passengers.
849
00:52:24,271 --> 00:52:26,795
But the good news is that
I informed the school,
850
00:52:27,187 --> 00:52:30,103
and your parents know,
so look, just sit tight,
851
00:52:30,364 --> 00:52:32,758
stay cool, and hang in there.
852
00:52:33,672 --> 00:52:35,282
Hmm, oh.
853
00:52:36,675 --> 00:52:37,676
I'll be back.
854
00:52:37,980 --> 00:52:38,981
Oh God.
855
00:52:47,381 --> 00:52:48,382
Hello?
856
00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:51,168
It's okay.
857
00:52:54,649 --> 00:52:55,824
Everything all right?
858
00:53:11,275 --> 00:53:12,928
Well, make sure you're
drinking enough fluids.
859
00:53:14,016 --> 00:53:15,888
Heard you were all shooting
like rockets out of
860
00:53:15,931 --> 00:53:17,194
both ends over there.
861
00:53:19,413 --> 00:53:21,110
Too soon, maybe?
862
00:53:23,548 --> 00:53:25,506
General McChrystal
just had his full
863
00:53:25,550 --> 00:53:26,768
complement of new
troops arrive...
864
00:53:27,204 --> 00:53:28,509
You know, the system
is state of the art.
865
00:53:29,249 --> 00:53:30,511
It's got streaming,
866
00:53:30,555 --> 00:53:31,817
full catalog of movies,
you don't have to
867
00:53:31,860 --> 00:53:33,166
surf cable.
868
00:53:33,210 --> 00:53:35,168
Sometimes it's easier
to have fewer choices.
869
00:53:37,475 --> 00:53:38,476
Sure.
870
00:53:43,742 --> 00:53:45,526
Can I ask you something?
Why did you look so shocked
871
00:53:46,223 --> 00:53:48,312
when you saw me with the
other parents at the airport?
872
00:53:49,313 --> 00:53:51,228
Did you seriously think that I
wasn't gonna care that you were
873
00:53:51,271 --> 00:53:52,838
sick in a foreign country?
874
00:53:58,235 --> 00:53:59,366
Good, yeah.
875
00:54:00,193 --> 00:54:01,194
Silent treatment.
876
00:54:01,716 --> 00:54:02,848
Nice.
877
00:54:04,980 --> 00:54:07,853
You know, my parents fought
like animals when I was
878
00:54:07,896 --> 00:54:10,464
growing up, there was not a
single thing that went unsaid
879
00:54:10,508 --> 00:54:11,683
in that house.
880
00:54:13,032 --> 00:54:14,599
But they never got divorced.
881
00:54:15,948 --> 00:54:17,254
And I hated them for it.
882
00:54:19,168 --> 00:54:21,127
Some people take
their vows seriously.
883
00:54:25,871 --> 00:54:26,828
Where are you going?
884
00:54:27,089 --> 00:54:28,482
Bed.
885
00:54:28,526 --> 00:54:31,050
Well, can I just, hang on?
I wanna keep talking.
886
00:54:31,311 --> 00:54:32,834
I can feel one of
your lectures coming,
887
00:54:33,182 --> 00:54:34,401
and I'm not in the mood.
888
00:54:35,184 --> 00:54:36,273
Just wait a minute.
889
00:54:37,709 --> 00:54:38,187
Actually, you know what?
I just want to go home.
890
00:54:38,971 --> 00:54:40,146
This is your home, too.
891
00:54:40,755 --> 00:54:43,280
It's not, actually,
you left our home.
892
00:54:44,237 --> 00:54:46,108
All right, well, you can't
go back to your mom's right now
893
00:54:46,152 --> 00:54:48,328
because we haven't gotten
the results back on whatever
894
00:54:48,372 --> 00:54:50,722
you all picked up over there,
and she's immunocompromised.
895
00:54:50,765 --> 00:54:53,072
So, I guess you're just gonna
have to suffer here with me.
896
00:54:53,681 --> 00:54:56,336
A man covering up his broken
home with all his possessions?
897
00:54:58,643 --> 00:55:00,949
I'm not gonna apologize
for what I've worked for.
898
00:55:01,472 --> 00:55:02,734
Of course you're not.
899
00:55:03,604 --> 00:55:05,998
These,
passive-aggressive remarks,
900
00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:08,783
they're childish, you
might want to join reality,
901
00:55:09,349 --> 00:55:11,351
where if there is something
that you don't like, you fix
902
00:55:11,395 --> 00:55:12,439
it or you move on.
903
00:55:13,832 --> 00:55:15,094
You can just bend the
whole world to your will?
904
00:55:15,877 --> 00:55:17,836
Oh, my God, you sound
just like your mom.
905
00:55:18,358 --> 00:55:20,621
Look, I grew up
poor, and I hated it.
906
00:55:20,926 --> 00:55:23,798
So I chose to make
a career for myself.
907
00:55:23,842 --> 00:55:25,365
I chose to be happy.
908
00:55:25,800 --> 00:55:28,020
I choose to wake up every
day like it is the best
909
00:55:28,063 --> 00:55:30,414
goddamn day to be
alive on the earth.
910
00:55:32,894 --> 00:55:37,072
So that's your priority,
the mansion over the family.
911
00:55:40,293 --> 00:55:42,991
My marriage to your
mom was built
912
00:55:43,035 --> 00:55:45,777
on love and
mutual respect.
913
00:55:45,820 --> 00:55:48,562
We were partners
until we weren't.
914
00:55:50,390 --> 00:55:52,523
And we became enemies,
and we tried to fix it,
915
00:55:52,566 --> 00:55:56,483
but we... we couldn't,
so we moved on.
916
00:55:58,137 --> 00:56:00,139
I think it is time for you
to accept reality and do
917
00:56:00,182 --> 00:56:01,358
the same thing.
918
00:56:02,881 --> 00:56:03,795
Fine.
919
00:56:03,838 --> 00:56:05,231
Hate me for the divorce.
920
00:56:05,536 --> 00:56:07,973
Judge the excesses in my life.
921
00:56:08,016 --> 00:56:10,323
Be as spiteful as
you want, but whether
922
00:56:10,367 --> 00:56:13,761
you like it or not, I am the
dad that you are stuck with.
923
00:56:15,502 --> 00:56:17,678
Whatever you do
or say, I'm not...
924
00:56:18,462 --> 00:56:19,898
I'm not gonna stop loving you.
925
00:56:21,290 --> 00:56:22,814
Well, I wish I
could say the same.
926
00:56:26,818 --> 00:56:27,819
Hmm.
927
00:56:31,388 --> 00:56:32,476
This um...
928
00:56:34,086 --> 00:56:35,261
friction...
929
00:56:37,394 --> 00:56:38,699
It is temporary.
930
00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:41,398
You got that?
931
00:56:43,225 --> 00:56:46,098
Because I, do not fail.
932
00:56:47,621 --> 00:56:49,406
We do not fail.
933
00:56:53,061 --> 00:56:54,062
Not at this.
934
00:57:07,902 --> 00:57:09,513
Okay, listen up.
935
00:57:09,556 --> 00:57:12,777
The cadaver brought to us
today was a human being.
936
00:57:13,604 --> 00:57:17,564
They had a family, they were a
productive member of society.
937
00:57:17,608 --> 00:57:19,479
So, I think it's
really important
938
00:57:19,523 --> 00:57:21,220
that we take a moment to
939
00:57:21,263 --> 00:57:25,267
give thanks for the opportunity
that they have given us
940
00:57:25,311 --> 00:57:27,444
by donating their
body to science.
941
00:57:28,575 --> 00:57:29,576
Everybody,
942
00:57:31,317 --> 00:57:34,842
please say hello, to Jane Doe.
943
00:57:36,278 --> 00:57:37,541
Here we just call her Jane.
944
00:57:39,020 --> 00:57:40,587
She was a 72-year-old
woman who died
945
00:57:40,631 --> 00:57:42,676
of sepsis from a
viral infection.
946
00:57:44,635 --> 00:57:46,985
Hey, are you okay over here?
947
00:57:48,377 --> 00:57:49,770
Just trying to
get a better look.
948
00:57:50,858 --> 00:57:52,294
It's okay to be upset.
949
00:57:53,339 --> 00:57:54,340
I'm not.
950
00:57:54,775 --> 00:57:55,820
Hey.
951
00:57:57,299 --> 00:57:59,388
You know, it's
totally normal, okay,
952
00:57:59,432 --> 00:58:01,521
especially for those of
us who have been exposed
953
00:58:01,565 --> 00:58:03,828
to the possibility of
death at a very young age.
954
00:58:03,871 --> 00:58:06,047
I mean, it's really
overwhelming.
955
00:58:06,526 --> 00:58:08,223
No, the sterility of
this place is just messing
956
00:58:08,267 --> 00:58:09,398
with my eyes.
957
00:58:09,442 --> 00:58:11,357
- Right
- They must keep it really dry
958
00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:12,924
in here to preserve Jane.
959
00:58:12,967 --> 00:58:16,449
Hmm. Well you know that's
not really Jane Doe, right?
960
00:58:16,710 --> 00:58:18,495
Yeah, I know they're
protecting her identity.
961
00:58:19,017 --> 00:58:21,149
No, what I mean to
say is that, that is,
962
00:58:21,193 --> 00:58:24,022
it's just the body that
Jane Doe inhabited.
963
00:58:24,370 --> 00:58:25,632
It's not really her.
964
00:58:28,156 --> 00:58:29,462
Hey, you know what I think?
965
00:58:30,332 --> 00:58:33,205
I think that Jane's soul
is still alive somewhere.
966
00:58:36,469 --> 00:58:37,992
That's...
967
00:58:38,036 --> 00:58:39,820
that's pretty
sentimental hoodoo stuff
968
00:58:39,864 --> 00:58:41,822
for a biology teacher
in distress.
969
00:58:42,388 --> 00:58:45,478
Well, not all scientists
are cold and calculated.
970
00:58:47,088 --> 00:58:49,613
Vulnerability is a gift.
971
00:58:51,528 --> 00:58:52,920
It makes us better.
972
00:58:57,359 --> 00:59:00,449
I'm gonna step outside before
I do any damage to my corneas.
973
00:59:11,025 --> 00:59:12,026
- I want one...
- Free bites?
974
00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:12,940
...of the apple slices.
975
00:59:12,984 --> 00:59:14,159
Team.
976
00:59:14,202 --> 00:59:15,334
Like a fair trade
977
00:59:15,377 --> 00:59:16,335
Hey Mr. S.!
978
00:59:16,727 --> 00:59:17,728
Hey.
979
00:59:18,119 --> 00:59:19,207
You guys better bulk up.
980
00:59:19,251 --> 00:59:21,514
My test is gonna
melt your brains.
981
00:59:21,558 --> 00:59:22,515
Bring it on.
982
00:59:22,559 --> 00:59:24,909
Oh, see you after lunch.
983
00:59:25,387 --> 00:59:26,388
Bye.
984
00:59:50,804 --> 00:59:52,371
Good afternoon.
985
00:59:52,414 --> 00:59:55,200
Please join us in the
gymnasium for an emergency
986
00:59:55,243 --> 00:59:57,289
mandatory school-wide assembly.
987
00:59:58,464 --> 00:59:59,465
Thank you.
988
01:00:10,041 --> 01:00:11,738
Thank you for being here.
989
01:00:14,219 --> 01:00:20,791
It is with immeasurable grief
and regret, that I share
990
01:00:20,834 --> 01:00:22,619
this very tragic news with you.
991
01:00:26,187 --> 01:00:29,103
Mr. Shine was biking off
of campus this afternoon
992
01:00:29,147 --> 01:00:30,452
during lunch period,
993
01:00:31,192 --> 01:00:32,803
and...
994
01:00:32,846 --> 01:00:36,458
he was involved and killed in
a tragic automobile accident.
995
01:00:39,157 --> 01:00:41,638
As a member of the Oaks
family for the past 7 years,
996
01:00:43,030 --> 01:00:45,946
Mr. Shine was more than a
beloved biology teacher.
997
01:00:47,252 --> 01:00:48,645
He was a trusted mentor.
998
01:00:49,602 --> 01:00:50,821
His classes and,
999
01:00:55,956 --> 01:00:59,177
his classes and peer group
will be temporarily taken over
1000
01:00:59,220 --> 01:01:03,529
by Mr. Dotnick, and we will
be hosting a memorial service
1001
01:01:04,443 --> 01:01:08,534
where students and faculty will
have an opportunity to speak.
1002
01:01:10,884 --> 01:01:12,625
They said
it was impossible.
1003
01:01:13,800 --> 01:01:14,932
It cannot last.
1004
01:01:16,847 --> 01:01:17,978
It will never work.
1005
01:01:19,588 --> 01:01:23,288
Where others see the past,
we imagine the future.
1006
01:01:24,593 --> 01:01:27,248
And it is always
better than before.
1007
01:01:35,604 --> 01:01:38,607
History is made by those who
dare to see another world.
1008
01:01:39,130 --> 01:01:40,087
Not the world...
- Shit,
1009
01:01:40,131 --> 01:01:40,914
you really freaked me out.
1010
01:01:41,915 --> 01:01:43,395
Not the world as it is...
1011
01:01:43,438 --> 01:01:45,832
- Never seen you this upset.
- But the world is...
1012
01:01:45,876 --> 01:01:47,181
He was my favorite teacher.
1013
01:01:48,922 --> 01:01:50,228
- The world that we deserve...
- I'm gonna get through this.
1014
01:01:50,924 --> 01:01:51,925
I'm...
1015
01:01:53,100 --> 01:01:53,971
gonna need to be
surrounded by positivity.
1016
01:01:56,234 --> 01:01:58,366
Dare to ask, what if we could?
1017
01:01:58,410 --> 01:02:00,325
Spare me that
bullshit today, please.
1018
01:02:02,501 --> 01:02:05,504
Somebody died, I'm allowing
you to not think positively.
1019
01:02:06,026 --> 01:02:08,899
If we just dare to believe...
1020
01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:17,777
Look, I know you don't
like to talk about your mom,
1021
01:02:18,082 --> 01:02:21,346
but, I can sort of relate to
what you're going through.
1022
01:02:23,304 --> 01:02:24,523
Are you scared?
1023
01:02:26,177 --> 01:02:28,309
Steve Jobs had pancreatic
cancer and they cured him.
1024
01:02:29,833 --> 01:02:30,877
My mom will be fine.
1025
01:02:32,183 --> 01:02:33,532
I'm not sure it's that simple.
1026
01:02:35,621 --> 01:02:37,536
The doctors cured her
once, they'll do it again.
1027
01:02:39,973 --> 01:02:41,496
Yeah, definitely.
1028
01:02:43,020 --> 01:02:44,021
Maybe.
1029
01:02:47,633 --> 01:02:48,721
Look, it...
1030
01:02:51,158 --> 01:02:52,899
You don't want to get
caught off guard, either.
1031
01:02:53,639 --> 01:02:56,381
Might be smart to consider
all possibilities.
1032
01:02:59,776 --> 01:03:01,778
Why are you always
so pessimistic?
1033
01:03:02,039 --> 01:03:03,518
I'm realistic.
1034
01:03:14,921 --> 01:03:15,966
Good evening.
1035
01:03:17,445 --> 01:03:19,665
Tonight, I can report
to the American people
1036
01:03:19,926 --> 01:03:23,147
and to the world, that the
United States has conducted
1037
01:03:23,190 --> 01:03:26,672
an operation that killed
Osama Bin Laden, the leader of
1038
01:03:26,715 --> 01:03:30,415
Al Qaeda, and a terrorist who's
responsible for the murder
1039
01:03:30,458 --> 01:03:34,636
of thousands of innocent
men, women, and children.
1040
01:03:36,116 --> 01:03:37,335
It was nearly 10 years ago.
1041
01:03:38,858 --> 01:03:42,340
Look at you. Ah!
1042
01:03:42,906 --> 01:03:44,864
Oh, honey.
1043
01:03:45,212 --> 01:03:46,387
Do you like it?
1044
01:03:46,431 --> 01:03:48,128
I love it.
1045
01:03:48,172 --> 01:03:50,522
Last week, I determined
that we had enough
1046
01:03:50,565 --> 01:03:54,134
intelligence to take action
and authorized an operation
1047
01:03:54,178 --> 01:03:57,224
to get Osama Bin Laden
and bring him to justice.
1048
01:03:57,616 --> 01:03:58,791
Can you believe this?
1049
01:03:58,835 --> 01:04:00,358
- Today, at my direction...
- Hmm?
1050
01:04:00,619 --> 01:04:01,663
- Yeah.
- ...The United States
1051
01:04:01,707 --> 01:04:03,100
launched a targeted...
- I mean,
1052
01:04:03,143 --> 01:04:05,798
do you understand the
gravity of what's going on?
1053
01:04:05,842 --> 01:04:08,540
This is a significant
moment in history.
1054
01:04:09,019 --> 01:04:10,759
I knew we were gonna get him.
1055
01:04:11,935 --> 01:04:14,285
You knew we'd get
Osama Bin Laden?
1056
01:04:14,633 --> 01:04:16,853
I wasn't holding my breath,
it was just a matter of when.
1057
01:04:16,896 --> 01:04:18,942
He evaded capture
for 10 years,
1058
01:04:18,985 --> 01:04:21,466
I don't think anyone
thought it was a sure thing.
1059
01:04:23,729 --> 01:04:26,775
Senior prom,
graduation, Stanford,
1060
01:04:27,385 --> 01:04:28,647
it was all coming up, Claudia.
1061
01:04:30,388 --> 01:04:31,563
Though, even I had to admit
capturing Bin Laden was
1062
01:04:31,606 --> 01:04:32,607
icing on the cake.
1063
01:04:37,612 --> 01:04:40,354
♪ Come on, come on,
here we go now ♪
1064
01:04:40,398 --> 01:04:43,618
♪ Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
1065
01:04:43,967 --> 01:04:46,926
♪ Here comes a good life,
here we go now ♪
1066
01:04:48,362 --> 01:04:48,972
To the real prom!
1067
01:04:49,537 --> 01:04:51,148
This is it.
1068
01:04:51,191 --> 01:04:53,193
Topping off the list of perfect
high school accomplishments.
1069
01:04:53,541 --> 01:04:55,195
You really think all of
high school is perfect?
1070
01:04:55,500 --> 01:04:56,805
I've got one more
chance to get everything
1071
01:04:56,849 --> 01:04:58,068
I wanted from high school.
1072
01:04:58,111 --> 01:04:59,112
It's the last thing on the list.
1073
01:05:00,418 --> 01:05:01,593
I'm losing my virginity
tonight, prom night.
1074
01:05:01,985 --> 01:05:03,247
Ooh!
1075
01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:05,205
No, high school boys
are so selfish in bed.
1076
01:05:05,249 --> 01:05:06,685
I'd wait till college
if I were you,
1077
01:05:06,728 --> 01:05:07,947
till they know
what they're doing.
1078
01:05:07,991 --> 01:05:09,557
Maybe you're just
sick of boys in general.
1079
01:05:09,862 --> 01:05:10,994
To college guys.
1080
01:05:11,559 --> 01:05:13,039
Yeah, to giving girls a shot.
1081
01:05:13,822 --> 01:05:14,823
Shot.
1082
01:05:15,999 --> 01:05:17,783
Well, I can't go
to college a virgin.
1083
01:05:18,697 --> 01:05:20,090
Fucking classic.
1084
01:05:22,005 --> 01:05:24,224
Okay, looks like someone's
had too much to drink.
1085
01:05:24,833 --> 01:05:26,487
You can pack everything
you want into those neat
1086
01:05:26,531 --> 01:05:28,489
little boxes in your head,
but you can't control me.
1087
01:05:29,316 --> 01:05:31,536
Well, I guess it's good you're
learning your limits now, this
1088
01:05:31,579 --> 01:05:33,755
way you won't be one of those
kids that goes too hard freshman
1089
01:05:33,799 --> 01:05:35,192
year, it's not
good for your rep.
1090
01:05:37,107 --> 01:05:38,369
I never applied.
1091
01:05:41,546 --> 01:05:42,939
When were you planning
on telling me that?
1092
01:05:43,635 --> 01:05:44,941
We're not married.
1093
01:05:45,854 --> 01:05:47,769
God, you're like a
human straitjacket.
1094
01:05:48,814 --> 01:05:50,120
Then what was the point?
1095
01:05:51,730 --> 01:05:53,645
Of all the opportunities we were
given, of all our hard work,
1096
01:05:54,428 --> 01:05:56,778
you go to a good university,
that's what you do.
1097
01:05:56,822 --> 01:05:58,693
Half the people you look
up to dropped out of college.
1098
01:05:58,737 --> 01:06:00,652
You sound
seriously delusional.
1099
01:06:00,695 --> 01:06:01,740
You think if I want
to be successful,
1100
01:06:01,783 --> 01:06:02,871
I shouldn't go to Stanford?
1101
01:06:04,264 --> 01:06:06,658
You're just some pawn
in this giant experiment.
1102
01:06:07,267 --> 01:06:08,486
There's no paradise, Claudia.
1103
01:06:08,834 --> 01:06:10,749
I know this place
isn't perfect.
1104
01:06:10,792 --> 01:06:12,098
I'm talking about you.
1105
01:06:12,446 --> 01:06:14,100
You have imperfections.
1106
01:06:14,144 --> 01:06:15,188
Oh, yeah, like what?
1107
01:06:16,494 --> 01:06:17,930
No, seriously, tell me
what's so wrong with me.
1108
01:06:17,974 --> 01:06:19,497
You buy into all of it.
1109
01:06:19,540 --> 01:06:21,281
You're blind to how
good you've got it.
1110
01:06:21,803 --> 01:06:23,414
I mean, I used to
look up to you,
1111
01:06:23,457 --> 01:06:26,373
it turns out you're just some
spoiled brat in designer clothes
1112
01:06:26,417 --> 01:06:29,115
who isn't smart or ambitious
enough to accomplish anything.
1113
01:06:29,159 --> 01:06:31,900
You wouldn't do anything on
your own if it weren't for me.
1114
01:06:31,944 --> 01:06:34,207
I'm going to change the world
while you float by aimlessly
1115
01:06:34,251 --> 01:06:35,730
on someone else's credit card.
1116
01:06:35,774 --> 01:06:37,471
You say you're
destined for greatness,
1117
01:06:37,515 --> 01:06:38,864
you don't even know who you are.
1118
01:06:38,907 --> 01:06:40,779
- What are you talking about?
- You're some fake
1119
01:06:40,822 --> 01:06:42,999
fucking robot who's scared
shitless all the time.
1120
01:06:43,608 --> 01:06:45,436
And I'm done
throwing you a line.
1121
01:06:54,706 --> 01:06:56,186
I was the
one with the plan,
1122
01:06:56,229 --> 01:06:58,840
the focus, the future.
1123
01:06:59,406 --> 01:07:00,973
I refused to give up.
1124
01:07:12,550 --> 01:07:13,551
Innovate.
1125
01:07:13,855 --> 01:07:15,161
What are you doing?
1126
01:07:16,684 --> 01:07:17,685
Nothing.
1127
01:07:25,737 --> 01:07:27,043
Let's get out of here.
1128
01:07:30,524 --> 01:07:31,525
Come on.
1129
01:07:34,833 --> 01:07:35,921
Look at you.
1130
01:07:45,626 --> 01:07:47,585
You looked really
pretty tonight.
1131
01:07:48,151 --> 01:07:49,108
Thanks.
1132
01:08:02,252 --> 01:08:04,254
Congratulations on getting
into Carnegie Mellon.
1133
01:08:05,646 --> 01:08:06,647
Thanks.
1134
01:08:07,170 --> 01:08:08,475
Way to go on Stanford.
1135
01:08:08,954 --> 01:08:10,129
Wow.
1136
01:08:11,652 --> 01:08:12,523
As long as I've known you,
you haven't stopped talking
1137
01:08:12,566 --> 01:08:13,219
about wanting to get in there.
1138
01:08:14,394 --> 01:08:15,569
You actually made
your dream come true.
1139
01:08:16,483 --> 01:08:18,224
Not a dream, it was a plan.
1140
01:08:18,746 --> 01:08:19,965
Right.
1141
01:08:20,008 --> 01:08:21,445
Hey, we'll both be
studying engineering.
1142
01:08:21,836 --> 01:08:22,837
That's fun.
1143
01:08:23,403 --> 01:08:24,491
What are you talking about?
1144
01:08:25,927 --> 01:08:26,580
Carnegie Mellon has a
great engineering program.
1145
01:08:27,712 --> 01:08:28,713
I'm sure you'll do
really well there.
1146
01:08:29,975 --> 01:08:31,933
Oh, I'm... actually
done with all that.
1147
01:08:33,239 --> 01:08:35,111
Yeah, I'm gonna
major in philosophy.
1148
01:08:36,286 --> 01:08:38,766
But numbers and coding
always come easily to you.
1149
01:08:39,550 --> 01:08:40,725
You were always on
the advanced track.
1150
01:08:40,768 --> 01:08:42,422
I had to work my ass
off just to keep up.
1151
01:08:43,293 --> 01:08:44,859
So?
1152
01:08:44,903 --> 01:08:46,209
So you have the potential
to become the next Zuckerberg
1153
01:08:46,252 --> 01:08:47,427
and you're squandering it.
1154
01:08:48,385 --> 01:08:50,561
You even sort of look like him.
1155
01:08:52,128 --> 01:08:53,955
Who gives a fuck? What?
1156
01:08:53,999 --> 01:08:56,088
I'm not defined by that
and I don't want to be.
1157
01:08:56,132 --> 01:08:58,656
This is my one life, I want
to do something that I enjoy.
1158
01:09:00,832 --> 01:09:02,529
Do you even like coding?
1159
01:09:04,227 --> 01:09:06,142
Nobody actually likes coding.
1160
01:09:06,185 --> 01:09:09,188
Yes, many actually do.
1161
01:09:11,669 --> 01:09:13,410
The technology
we've grown up with,
1162
01:09:14,237 --> 01:09:17,588
it's serving humanity,
I wanna do that, to build that.
1163
01:09:18,545 --> 01:09:19,546
It does.
1164
01:09:21,069 --> 01:09:22,723
Sometimes, sure.
1165
01:09:23,420 --> 01:09:26,074
But, okay, remember
in the 1950s,
1166
01:09:26,118 --> 01:09:28,468
tobacco companies paid
doctors to tell people that
1167
01:09:28,512 --> 01:09:29,991
smoking was good for them.
1168
01:09:30,818 --> 01:09:32,516
We are the new guinea
pig generation,
1169
01:09:32,559 --> 01:09:34,822
and trust me, this
shit is toxic.
1170
01:09:35,475 --> 01:09:36,998
Wow, jaded much?
1171
01:09:39,262 --> 01:09:41,133
I just can't wait
to get out of here.
1172
01:09:41,177 --> 01:09:42,221
Don't say that.
1173
01:09:46,791 --> 01:09:48,532
I've liked you
for a long time.
1174
01:09:50,316 --> 01:09:54,364
I thought you were kind
and smart and funny.
1175
01:09:57,454 --> 01:09:58,933
But you already knew that.
1176
01:10:12,512 --> 01:10:14,340
Whoa, whoa, what are you doing?
1177
01:10:15,211 --> 01:10:16,647
Don't you want to do it?
1178
01:10:16,995 --> 01:10:18,431
Not like this.
1179
01:10:20,564 --> 01:10:22,348
Hold on, slow down.
1180
01:10:22,827 --> 01:10:23,958
Can you just
put it in already?
1181
01:10:25,264 --> 01:10:25,917
Why are you rushing
this all of a sudden?
1182
01:10:26,222 --> 01:10:27,571
Why aren't you?
1183
01:10:29,268 --> 01:10:31,401
Look, you've waited forever to
make a move, I'm taking charge.
1184
01:10:31,444 --> 01:10:33,316
Taking charge of what?
1185
01:10:34,142 --> 01:10:36,971
Does this, does this mean
anything to you?
1186
01:10:37,972 --> 01:10:39,147
Of course it does.
1187
01:10:41,149 --> 01:10:43,064
It's my first time,
I'll always remember it.
1188
01:10:44,457 --> 01:10:46,111
Claudia, I love you.
1189
01:10:52,944 --> 01:10:54,293
Do you even like me?
1190
01:10:58,689 --> 01:11:00,038
I went to prom with you.
1191
01:11:00,821 --> 01:11:02,258
Now I'm begging you to fuck me.
1192
01:11:02,780 --> 01:11:03,911
What else do you need?
1193
01:11:07,437 --> 01:11:09,395
Let's cap off senior year
the way we're supposed to.
1194
01:11:10,527 --> 01:11:11,789
Stop.
1195
01:11:11,832 --> 01:11:15,532
I was wrong to think
that you and this place
1196
01:11:15,575 --> 01:11:16,707
weren't one and the same.
1197
01:11:17,795 --> 01:11:20,276
Just another
Silicon Valley knockoff.
1198
01:11:21,320 --> 01:11:22,843
- Quentin.
- You can't treat
1199
01:11:22,887 --> 01:11:25,716
me like just another thing
to check off your to-do list.
1200
01:12:01,969 --> 01:12:02,970
Shit!
1201
01:12:03,406 --> 01:12:04,363
Goddamn.
1202
01:12:04,842 --> 01:12:07,323
Honey,
I waited up for you.
1203
01:12:08,454 --> 01:12:09,716
How was it?
1204
01:12:10,151 --> 01:12:11,936
Fan-fucking-tastic.
1205
01:12:13,198 --> 01:12:14,982
Okay, talk to me.
1206
01:12:15,853 --> 01:12:17,028
Hey.
1207
01:12:19,465 --> 01:12:20,814
Is this what
failing feels like?
1208
01:12:22,076 --> 01:12:23,077
It's horrible.
1209
01:12:23,121 --> 01:12:24,209
What did you fail at?
1210
01:12:26,690 --> 01:12:27,952
Had it all mapped out.
1211
01:12:28,648 --> 01:12:29,693
Perfect prom night.
1212
01:12:29,736 --> 01:12:30,737
Uh-huh.
1213
01:12:30,998 --> 01:12:32,478
I was going to
have sex with him
1214
01:12:32,522 --> 01:12:33,958
and then we were gonna go
to different schools and I'd
1215
01:12:34,001 --> 01:12:35,046
never have to see him again.
1216
01:12:35,089 --> 01:12:36,656
- Oh, boy.
- But I can fix this.
1217
01:12:37,222 --> 01:12:38,876
Skinny dipping, that'll work,
need to get him to come here.
1218
01:12:38,919 --> 01:12:41,052
Hey, come on, come on,
let's slow down, okay?
1219
01:12:41,922 --> 01:12:44,142
Okay, okay, come on, let it go,
it's over.
1220
01:12:44,185 --> 01:12:46,710
- Give it to me, give it to me.
- Let it go, it's over.
1221
01:12:47,275 --> 01:12:48,494
It's over.
1222
01:12:48,712 --> 01:12:51,018
Honey, you need to stop
with this pressure.
1223
01:12:51,062 --> 01:12:52,063
I had a plan.
1224
01:12:52,106 --> 01:12:53,499
We plan, God laughs.
1225
01:12:54,761 --> 01:12:56,197
Do I look amused?
1226
01:12:56,241 --> 01:12:58,417
Hey, things happen when
they're supposed to happen.
1227
01:12:58,461 --> 01:13:00,288
You have to learn to let go.
1228
01:13:01,115 --> 01:13:03,248
That spiritual crap is
for people that don't have
1229
01:13:03,291 --> 01:13:05,250
the willpower to go out
and make things happen.
1230
01:13:05,293 --> 01:13:07,208
Hey, don't take a shot at me!
1231
01:13:14,128 --> 01:13:15,478
Tonight was really important.
1232
01:13:15,956 --> 01:13:20,570
You can't just bend the
entire world to your will,
1233
01:13:20,613 --> 01:13:22,659
especially something like this.
1234
01:13:24,269 --> 01:13:25,879
Relationships are intimate.
1235
01:13:26,576 --> 01:13:27,794
They should have real meaning.
1236
01:13:27,838 --> 01:13:29,230
Mom, I didn't want
to marry him,
1237
01:13:29,274 --> 01:13:32,930
I just needed a nice guy
to, pop my cherry
1238
01:13:32,973 --> 01:13:34,192
and get it over with.
1239
01:13:34,235 --> 01:13:35,976
Wow.
1240
01:13:36,847 --> 01:13:39,240
Not everything has
to be so sentimental.
1241
01:13:39,850 --> 01:13:42,156
Well, some things
should have sentiment.
1242
01:13:44,811 --> 01:13:46,073
Hey.
1243
01:13:47,684 --> 01:13:49,163
You know how I went to that
city council meeting tonight?
1244
01:13:49,512 --> 01:13:51,296
Yeah, why'd you go to that?
1245
01:13:51,905 --> 01:13:53,429
Well, Apple announced
they were building their new
1246
01:13:53,472 --> 01:13:54,995
headquarters and they
wanted to talk about its
1247
01:13:55,039 --> 01:13:56,562
impact on the community.
1248
01:13:56,606 --> 01:13:58,564
The building they designed
looks like a giant spaceship,
1249
01:13:58,608 --> 01:14:03,264
but guess who showed up
to make the presentation?
1250
01:14:07,007 --> 01:14:08,008
No.
1251
01:14:08,444 --> 01:14:09,488
- Yeah.
- He was there?
1252
01:14:09,532 --> 01:14:10,881
- Yeah.
- You knew
1253
01:14:10,924 --> 01:14:12,230
this and you didn't tell me?
- No, I didn't know.
1254
01:14:12,273 --> 01:14:14,319
We all thought it was
gonna be Apple execs.
1255
01:14:14,362 --> 01:14:16,277
We were shocked when he
walked through the front door.
1256
01:14:17,583 --> 01:14:18,584
Claudia!
1257
01:14:18,889 --> 01:14:20,412
How could this happen?
1258
01:14:20,934 --> 01:14:23,589
He's the single most
important person in my life.
1259
01:14:23,633 --> 01:14:26,113
Well, that's lovely
to hear as your mother.
1260
01:14:26,157 --> 01:14:27,593
I love you and Dad, but...
1261
01:14:30,074 --> 01:14:31,597
you've got to understand
what he's done for us,
1262
01:14:31,641 --> 01:14:32,946
for the world.
1263
01:14:32,990 --> 01:14:35,340
- What?
- I need to be him!
1264
01:14:37,385 --> 01:14:39,257
Why can't you just be you?
1265
01:14:42,390 --> 01:14:44,349
I'm not good enough.
1266
01:15:02,715 --> 01:15:05,239
One day we'll look
back on this and laugh.
1267
01:15:07,677 --> 01:15:09,983
Do you think I could
still meet him one day?
1268
01:15:11,376 --> 01:15:13,160
You're gonna have a lot
of chances to meet him.
1269
01:15:13,204 --> 01:15:14,858
He's a very young man.
1270
01:15:34,268 --> 01:15:35,269
Hey.
1271
01:15:35,748 --> 01:15:36,967
It's the graduate.
1272
01:15:37,750 --> 01:15:38,838
Looking for you.
1273
01:15:40,840 --> 01:15:41,841
Ready for all this?
1274
01:15:43,190 --> 01:15:45,192
I've wanted to go to
Stanford my entire life.
1275
01:15:48,369 --> 01:15:50,415
Yeah, just um...
1276
01:15:54,593 --> 01:15:57,553
Don't go into college
with some preconceived
1277
01:15:57,596 --> 01:15:58,858
notion of what you
1278
01:15:59,467 --> 01:16:01,252
think you should be doing.
1279
01:16:02,645 --> 01:16:04,037
You know what I'm saying?
1280
01:16:04,908 --> 01:16:05,778
Just...
1281
01:16:06,605 --> 01:16:07,998
I want you to be happy.
1282
01:16:10,087 --> 01:16:11,654
I'm living the dream.
1283
01:16:13,438 --> 01:16:14,439
Yeah.
1284
01:16:16,310 --> 01:16:17,311
Okay.
1285
01:16:51,258 --> 01:16:54,261
At long last,
Mecca.
1286
01:17:12,932 --> 01:17:14,630
Epic, failure.
1287
01:17:16,327 --> 01:17:18,024
My very first computer
science lecture
1288
01:17:18,068 --> 01:17:19,765
may as well have been
taught underwater.
1289
01:17:20,853 --> 01:17:23,290
I told myself, if I just
worked harder than anyone else,
1290
01:17:23,726 --> 01:17:24,727
I could survive.
1291
01:17:26,206 --> 01:17:27,251
But that was a lie.
1292
01:17:29,427 --> 01:17:30,428
The truth?
1293
01:17:31,385 --> 01:17:32,778
I hated computer science.
1294
01:17:37,740 --> 01:17:39,698
I even took a
goddamn calligraphy class
1295
01:17:39,742 --> 01:17:41,569
just like the one
Steve Jobs took.
1296
01:17:44,050 --> 01:17:45,269
I was horrible at it.
1297
01:18:16,256 --> 01:18:17,257
No.
1298
01:18:22,785 --> 01:18:23,916
Oh my God.
1299
01:18:23,960 --> 01:18:25,178
No, no, no, no, no.
1300
01:18:27,572 --> 01:18:28,704
Fucking iPhone!
1301
01:18:42,674 --> 01:18:45,242
When one is buried,
are they not truly in the
1302
01:18:45,285 --> 01:18:46,765
presence of possibility?
1303
01:18:48,375 --> 01:18:51,857
Wasn't it Emerson who wrote,
It is not the length of life,
1304
01:18:51,901 --> 01:18:53,250
but the depth of life.
1305
01:18:54,120 --> 01:18:56,340
He who is not every day
conquering some fear
1306
01:18:56,383 --> 01:18:58,081
has not learned
the secret of life.
1307
01:18:58,951 --> 01:19:00,039
In this depth,
1308
01:19:00,083 --> 01:19:01,737
one is evergreen like a seed.
1309
01:19:03,390 --> 01:19:05,523
Indeed, I am a future flower.
1310
01:19:19,667 --> 01:19:20,668
Hey.
1311
01:19:21,147 --> 01:19:22,366
I've never seen you here before.
1312
01:19:23,323 --> 01:19:24,368
I'm a freshman.
1313
01:19:25,717 --> 01:19:27,023
Oh, no, I meant at our
creative writing group.
1314
01:19:28,546 --> 01:19:30,461
Oh, I just stumbled
in, it was an accident.
1315
01:19:32,289 --> 01:19:34,421
Well, I mean, if you
believe in accidents.
1316
01:19:36,859 --> 01:19:38,077
Is it cool if I sit?
1317
01:19:40,340 --> 01:19:41,646
Yeah, sure.
1318
01:19:46,216 --> 01:19:47,217
So...
1319
01:19:48,479 --> 01:19:49,480
what's your story?
1320
01:19:51,482 --> 01:19:52,875
I don't really have one.
1321
01:19:53,353 --> 01:19:54,790
Well, I mean, we all do.
1322
01:19:57,749 --> 01:19:59,533
Why don't you read me something?
1323
01:20:00,143 --> 01:20:01,274
Like what?
1324
01:20:01,318 --> 01:20:02,319
Anything.
1325
01:20:02,754 --> 01:20:04,060
Oh, I'm not a writer.
1326
01:20:04,974 --> 01:20:06,627
Then what are you studying?
1327
01:20:11,676 --> 01:20:12,677
I don't know.
1328
01:20:14,635 --> 01:20:15,462
I thought I did,
1329
01:20:15,854 --> 01:20:16,812
but,
1330
01:20:17,769 --> 01:20:19,379
now everything's changed.
1331
01:20:21,860 --> 01:20:23,209
Can't believe Steve Jobs died.
1332
01:20:25,516 --> 01:20:26,517
He did?
1333
01:20:28,084 --> 01:20:29,085
Are you kidding me?
1334
01:20:29,128 --> 01:20:30,390
Have you not seen the news?
1335
01:20:30,434 --> 01:20:31,435
No, I...
1336
01:20:32,262 --> 01:20:33,263
I don't...
1337
01:20:33,306 --> 01:20:34,742
I don't believe in cell phones.
1338
01:20:37,702 --> 01:20:38,746
Fantastic.
1339
01:20:40,096 --> 01:20:41,619
Bet you think you're too
good for a laptop, too.
1340
01:20:42,402 --> 01:20:44,361
What do you write your stories
with a quill and parchment?
1341
01:20:44,404 --> 01:20:45,405
Oh.
1342
01:20:46,319 --> 01:20:47,320
Okay.
1343
01:20:48,060 --> 01:20:49,366
Steve Jobs.
1344
01:20:50,758 --> 01:20:52,195
The King of Silicon Valley.
1345
01:20:53,849 --> 01:20:55,459
He was way more than that.
1346
01:20:56,764 --> 01:20:57,765
Really?
1347
01:20:58,810 --> 01:20:59,985
You want to know what I think?
1348
01:21:00,029 --> 01:21:01,465
I think,
1349
01:21:01,508 --> 01:21:05,164
that his whole act, changing the
world for the better,
1350
01:21:05,208 --> 01:21:08,820
not caring about the
money, it's all bullshit.
1351
01:21:10,517 --> 01:21:11,475
I mean,
1352
01:21:12,258 --> 01:21:14,130
he was a complete genius.
1353
01:21:15,696 --> 01:21:16,915
Most cult leaders are.
1354
01:21:17,829 --> 01:21:19,570
So, you're so convinced
that you need these
1355
01:21:19,613 --> 01:21:21,877
things to transcend your life.
1356
01:21:23,443 --> 01:21:25,445
It's almost impossible to
live without his little
1357
01:21:25,489 --> 01:21:28,448
inventions because every 30
seconds your brain craves the
1358
01:21:28,492 --> 01:21:30,929
dopamine hit it gets from
that little flash of light.
1359
01:21:31,974 --> 01:21:34,933
And if that wasn't enough, you
feed off likes, comments, posts,
1360
01:21:34,977 --> 01:21:37,153
tags, like a bunch of
little validation addicts.
1361
01:21:40,983 --> 01:21:41,940
You don't understand.
1362
01:21:43,159 --> 01:21:44,987
I grew up in the valley,
he was everything.
1363
01:21:46,771 --> 01:21:48,642
My... my whole world.
1364
01:21:54,735 --> 01:21:57,347
Well, what was it like
growing up in his shadow?
1365
01:22:09,837 --> 01:22:12,666
I finally realized it wasn't
Steve Jobs I was obsessed with.
1366
01:22:13,885 --> 01:22:16,540
It was his ability to envision
something out in the ether
1367
01:22:16,583 --> 01:22:18,107
beyond our wildest dreams.
1368
01:22:20,022 --> 01:22:23,590
And, to create one
thing after another,
1369
01:22:24,548 --> 01:22:28,291
out of nothing and share it
fearlessly with the world.
1370
01:22:29,901 --> 01:22:31,555
I mean, isn't that what
we're all here to do?
1371
01:22:35,167 --> 01:22:36,255
To contribute,
1372
01:22:38,170 --> 01:22:39,389
be brave,
1373
01:22:42,479 --> 01:22:44,785
and try to connect to
this very moment.
1374
01:22:46,483 --> 01:22:49,312
Our creations can
take infinite forms.
1375
01:22:51,270 --> 01:22:52,271
Thoughts.
1376
01:22:53,533 --> 01:22:54,621
Relationships.
1377
01:22:57,059 --> 01:22:58,103
Hopes and dreams.
1378
01:23:00,236 --> 01:23:01,237
Music.
1379
01:23:02,716 --> 01:23:03,717
Babies.
1380
01:23:06,764 --> 01:23:07,765
Memories.
1381
01:23:11,551 --> 01:23:14,163
People migrate to Silicon Valley
because they believe that
1382
01:23:14,206 --> 01:23:15,207
they can change the world.
1383
01:23:16,382 --> 01:23:17,905
There's something
unmistakable in the air.
1384
01:23:18,297 --> 01:23:19,777
A buzz, a belief.
1385
01:23:20,604 --> 01:23:23,694
A floating mist of
optimistic spirit.
1386
01:23:24,825 --> 01:23:27,132
And a desperate tangible
fear of failure.
1387
01:23:28,699 --> 01:23:31,049
Throughout history, we've
learned repeatedly that
1388
01:23:31,397 --> 01:23:34,444
people who blindly
follow their leaders,
1389
01:23:35,662 --> 01:23:38,056
folks who take
scripture too literally,
1390
01:23:38,100 --> 01:23:39,666
are the dangerous ones.
1391
01:23:40,363 --> 01:23:41,755
That's where I went off course.
1392
01:23:44,106 --> 01:23:45,846
It's not Silicon Valley
that's the problem.
1393
01:23:47,065 --> 01:23:49,024
It's what I did with it
that made it so perverse.
1394
01:23:50,242 --> 01:23:52,114
Silicon Valley only
looks to the future.
1395
01:23:53,680 --> 01:23:56,553
So here I am, turning back.
1396
01:24:02,950 --> 01:24:05,344
I no longer wish to
become Steve Jobs,
1397
01:24:07,825 --> 01:24:09,479
but to become, me.
1398
01:24:13,048 --> 01:24:14,049
So here it is.
1399
01:24:15,180 --> 01:24:16,181
This is mine.
1400
01:24:19,141 --> 01:24:20,272
And it's an original.
1401
01:24:23,188 --> 01:24:24,189
Any questions?
1402
01:25:17,199 --> 01:25:21,377
♪ Was lost inside
of my head ♪
1403
01:25:21,768 --> 01:25:25,468
♪ All my dreams were
a means to winning ♪
1404
01:25:27,296 --> 01:25:30,734
♪ Got too close to the edge
1405
01:25:31,343 --> 01:25:35,695
♪ Always eager to
know what was next ♪
1406
01:25:36,696 --> 01:25:40,831
♪ Girl, open your eyes up
1407
01:25:41,266 --> 01:25:44,748
♪ Lose your grip and
swallow the sun ♪
1408
01:25:46,053 --> 01:25:47,185
♪ Take
1409
01:25:47,229 --> 01:25:50,319
♪ Take a breath in
1410
01:25:50,754 --> 01:25:54,671
♪ Let the pieces fall
where they might ♪
1411
01:25:56,107 --> 01:25:57,717
♪ And learn to let go
1412
01:25:57,761 --> 01:26:01,373
♪ Planned out every move
1413
01:26:01,721 --> 01:26:06,204
♪ But I was just
avoiding the truth ♪
1414
01:26:07,162 --> 01:26:10,991
♪ Sometimes we
all got to lose ♪
1415
01:26:11,383 --> 01:26:16,040
♪ Not everything's
shiny and new ♪
1416
01:26:16,649 --> 01:26:20,827
♪ Girl, open your eyes up
1417
01:26:21,350 --> 01:26:24,701
♪ Lose your grip and
swallow the sun ♪
1418
01:26:26,006 --> 01:26:27,182
♪ Take
1419
01:26:27,225 --> 01:26:30,228
♪ Take a breath in
1420
01:26:30,794 --> 01:26:34,667
♪ Let the pieces fall
where they might ♪
1421
01:26:36,103 --> 01:26:38,715
♪ And learn to let go
1422
01:26:40,847 --> 01:26:43,198
♪ And learn to let go
1423
01:26:46,113 --> 01:26:47,114
♪ Let go
1424
01:26:48,507 --> 01:26:50,553
♪ Ooh
1425
01:26:53,033 --> 01:26:55,166
♪ Ooh
1426
01:26:58,343 --> 01:27:00,345
♪ Ahh
1427
01:27:02,608 --> 01:27:08,266
♪ I can't keep on
treading water ♪
1428
01:27:10,747 --> 01:27:18,407
♪ 'Cause I know I'm
slipping under ♪
1429
01:27:18,929 --> 01:27:24,064
♪ Spin in circles
going nowhere ♪
1430
01:27:27,720 --> 01:27:34,814
♪ So might as well surrender
1431
01:27:35,467 --> 01:27:40,342
♪ Now that I'm not in the way
1432
01:27:48,437 --> 01:27:52,745
♪ Girl, open your eyes up
1433
01:27:53,093 --> 01:27:56,749
♪ Lose your grip and
swallow the sun ♪
1434
01:27:57,794 --> 01:27:59,099
♪ Take
1435
01:27:59,143 --> 01:28:02,451
♪ Take a breath in
1436
01:28:02,494 --> 01:28:06,368
♪ Let the pieces fall
where they might ♪
1437
01:28:07,325 --> 01:28:11,590
♪ Oh, open your eyes up
1438
01:28:11,938 --> 01:28:15,377
♪ Lose your grip and
swallow the sun ♪
1439
01:28:16,595 --> 01:28:17,901
♪ Take
1440
01:28:17,944 --> 01:28:21,034
♪ Take a breath in
1441
01:28:21,296 --> 01:28:25,604
♪ Let the pieces fall
where they might ♪
1442
01:28:26,692 --> 01:28:29,086
♪ And learn to let go
1443
01:28:31,393 --> 01:28:33,786
♪ And learn to let go
1444
01:28:36,136 --> 01:28:38,530
♪ And learn to let go
1445
01:28:40,793 --> 01:28:43,230
♪ And learn to let go
1446
01:28:45,450 --> 01:28:47,931
♪ And learn to let go