1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:27,736 --> 00:00:29,237 Good evening, everybody. 4 00:00:29,362 --> 00:00:30,739 I'm Astor Grey, 5 00:00:30,864 --> 00:00:33,116 and you guys are in for a real treat, 6 00:00:33,241 --> 00:00:35,535 because tonight, for the first time 7 00:00:35,660 --> 00:00:36,953 in front of a live audience, 8 00:00:37,078 --> 00:00:40,040 I will be performing my one-woman reenactment 9 00:00:40,165 --> 00:00:41,624 of Weekend at Bernie's. 10 00:00:47,464 --> 00:00:51,468 ♪ There is a city by the sea ♪ 11 00:00:51,593 --> 00:00:54,888 ♪ A gentle company ♪ 12 00:00:55,013 --> 00:00:59,309 ♪ I don't suppose you want to ♪ 13 00:01:01,102 --> 00:01:05,398 ♪ And as it tells its sorry tale ♪ 14 00:01:05,523 --> 00:01:08,777 ♪ In harrowing detail ♪ 15 00:01:08,902 --> 00:01:13,323 ♪ Its hollowness will haunt you ♪ 16 00:01:14,324 --> 00:01:17,994 ♪ A plaintive melody ♪ 17 00:01:18,119 --> 00:01:20,497 ♪ Truncated symphony ♪ 18 00:01:20,622 --> 00:01:25,168 ♪ An ocean's garbled vomit on the shore ♪ 19 00:01:25,293 --> 00:01:31,091 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 20 00:01:32,175 --> 00:01:38,848 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 21 00:01:39,015 --> 00:01:45,271 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 22 00:01:47,982 --> 00:01:50,360 Thank you. 23 00:01:50,485 --> 00:01:55,198 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 24 00:01:57,200 --> 00:02:01,663 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 25 00:02:26,354 --> 00:02:28,773 You should absolutely say yes. 26 00:02:28,898 --> 00:02:30,567 Brandyn is so hot, 27 00:02:30,692 --> 00:02:33,736 and he's got a lot of great connections. 28 00:02:33,862 --> 00:02:35,321 Do you think he messages a bunch of women 29 00:02:35,446 --> 00:02:37,407 asking them to record with him, though? 30 00:02:38,575 --> 00:02:40,702 Probably. Who cares? 31 00:02:41,244 --> 00:02:42,829 Okay, make sure he wears a condom, 32 00:02:42,954 --> 00:02:45,540 and then text me if it gets too weird. 33 00:02:45,665 --> 00:02:47,250 Dude, I don't know. 34 00:02:47,375 --> 00:02:49,752 It just seems crazy. He's a total stranger. 35 00:02:49,919 --> 00:02:51,921 What if he's, like, a complete wiener? 36 00:02:52,088 --> 00:02:53,673 He's not a stranger. 37 00:02:53,798 --> 00:02:55,633 He's Brandyn Verge. 38 00:02:56,467 --> 00:02:58,761 I bet the sex will be great. 39 00:02:58,928 --> 00:03:00,805 Come on, you deserve to have fun. 40 00:03:00,930 --> 00:03:02,265 Fuck. 41 00:03:02,432 --> 00:03:06,102 Okay. Oh, my God, I'm gonna say yes. 42 00:03:06,269 --> 00:03:08,021 And just pray that I don't end up 43 00:03:08,146 --> 00:03:09,939 on the next episode of My Favorite Murder. 44 00:03:10,106 --> 00:03:11,941 He's not gonna kill you. 45 00:03:12,108 --> 00:03:14,068 Besides, he put you on his social media. 46 00:03:14,194 --> 00:03:17,030 - That is a declaration of love. - I don't know. 47 00:03:17,155 --> 00:03:19,240 After my video, he posted a bunch of cats 48 00:03:19,365 --> 00:03:21,784 he wants to adopt, so... 49 00:03:21,910 --> 00:03:23,536 - That is so sweet. - I know. 50 00:03:23,661 --> 00:03:24,787 Maybe he wants to adopt you too. 51 00:03:24,913 --> 00:03:25,914 I hope so. 52 00:03:39,719 --> 00:03:42,222 Sorry I'm late. 53 00:03:42,347 --> 00:03:44,933 - God, you look stunning. - Thank you. 54 00:03:45,058 --> 00:03:46,809 I think I'm a little overdressed. 55 00:03:46,976 --> 00:03:49,520 No, I'm-- I'm just a slob. 56 00:03:49,646 --> 00:03:51,481 - Nice car. - Thanks. 57 00:03:51,648 --> 00:03:52,774 You live on a boat? 58 00:03:52,899 --> 00:03:55,735 Yeah, it's tiny, but it's perfect for me. 59 00:03:55,860 --> 00:03:57,153 Cool. 60 00:03:58,029 --> 00:04:00,657 Um, I got a crazy idea. 61 00:04:00,782 --> 00:04:02,033 What are you doing tomorrow? 62 00:04:02,158 --> 00:04:03,826 I don't know. What's happening? 63 00:04:03,952 --> 00:04:06,079 Well, I just wanna take you to the weirdest place on earth. 64 00:04:06,204 --> 00:04:07,664 What, you wanna go to Disneyland? 65 00:04:07,789 --> 00:04:09,666 No, it's a surprise. 66 00:04:11,209 --> 00:04:12,669 You're not gonna murder me 67 00:04:12,835 --> 00:04:16,005 and throw my body in a ditch, are you? 68 00:04:16,172 --> 00:04:17,840 Well, you're not gonna murder me 69 00:04:17,966 --> 00:04:19,509 and throw my body in a ditch, are you? 70 00:04:19,634 --> 00:04:22,637 I guess we just have to trust each other. 71 00:04:22,762 --> 00:04:24,973 Okay, let's go. 72 00:04:48,246 --> 00:04:51,499 So, I'm so hungover. Just barfed my brains out. 73 00:04:51,624 --> 00:04:55,253 Couldn't hardly stand. No passport, by the way. 74 00:04:55,378 --> 00:04:57,213 The lady at the Delta counter, she's like, 75 00:04:57,380 --> 00:04:59,632 "Sir, I think you're in the wrong San Juan." 76 00:04:59,757 --> 00:05:02,176 You're so stupid. 77 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:04,971 Yeah. 78 00:05:05,096 --> 00:05:06,556 No offense. 79 00:05:22,113 --> 00:05:23,323 Come on. 80 00:05:23,448 --> 00:05:24,907 Your first concert was Willie Nelson? 81 00:05:25,074 --> 00:05:26,326 - Yeah. - That is so badass. 82 00:05:26,451 --> 00:05:27,744 Wait, how old were you? 83 00:05:27,869 --> 00:05:29,454 Uh, I was, like, eight or nine. 84 00:05:29,579 --> 00:05:31,873 Okay. Yeah. 85 00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:33,249 Nice. 86 00:05:33,374 --> 00:05:37,045 Okay, so, was Mom a cowgirl or a pothead? 87 00:05:37,170 --> 00:05:40,298 Mom is a Venice Beach hippie. 88 00:05:40,423 --> 00:05:42,675 Hmm. Pothead. Got it. 89 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:45,928 I mean, maybe back in the day, but not anymore. 90 00:05:46,054 --> 00:05:47,472 At least not to my knowledge. 91 00:05:47,597 --> 00:05:49,307 Mm-hmm. Right. 92 00:05:49,432 --> 00:05:51,726 So, what does Secret Stoner Mom do now? 93 00:05:51,851 --> 00:05:54,062 Mom is a painter. 94 00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:57,440 - You guys close? - We are, yeah. Um... 95 00:05:57,607 --> 00:06:00,234 she brought me to so many great concerts when I was a kid, 96 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:02,403 and she had this old record player, 97 00:06:02,528 --> 00:06:05,448 and she would basically give me music history lessons. 98 00:06:05,573 --> 00:06:06,991 I can still picture her just 99 00:06:07,116 --> 00:06:08,576 digging through these massive stacks. 100 00:06:08,701 --> 00:06:11,162 - Yeah, that's the best. - Yeah. 101 00:06:11,287 --> 00:06:12,705 Okay, what about Dad? 102 00:06:12,830 --> 00:06:15,750 I never knew my dad, actually. 103 00:06:15,875 --> 00:06:17,335 He-- he died surfing 104 00:06:17,460 --> 00:06:19,712 when my mom was, like, nine months pregnant. 105 00:06:19,837 --> 00:06:21,589 Oh, shit. I'm sorry. 106 00:06:21,714 --> 00:06:23,341 Oh, it's okay. Thank you. 107 00:06:23,466 --> 00:06:26,469 Um, he's always been more of a concept to me, really. 108 00:06:27,261 --> 00:06:29,639 Um, but my mom was actually there when it happened. 109 00:06:29,764 --> 00:06:31,474 He-- he paddled out, 110 00:06:31,599 --> 00:06:33,935 and then he just never came back. 111 00:06:34,060 --> 00:06:35,770 - Fuck. - Yeah. 112 00:06:36,479 --> 00:06:39,315 Um, she just sat there on the beach all day, 113 00:06:39,440 --> 00:06:41,943 just praying, but they never found his body. 114 00:06:42,777 --> 00:06:44,779 Man, that is-- that's heartbreaking. 115 00:06:44,904 --> 00:06:45,988 Sorry. 116 00:06:46,823 --> 00:06:49,283 And Mom's, like, dated around a little bit, 117 00:06:49,409 --> 00:06:52,161 but I swear she, like, intentionally picks losers 118 00:06:52,286 --> 00:06:53,538 so that she won't get attached, you know? 119 00:06:53,663 --> 00:06:55,832 - Oh, no. That's the worst. - Yeah. 120 00:06:55,998 --> 00:06:57,834 I think she just never really got over my dad. 121 00:06:57,959 --> 00:06:59,377 - But... - Yeah. 122 00:06:59,502 --> 00:07:01,379 What about you? Are you close with your parents? 123 00:07:01,504 --> 00:07:03,506 - Who, Bob and Cindy? - Yeah. 124 00:07:03,673 --> 00:07:05,341 Well, uh, 125 00:07:06,050 --> 00:07:07,468 when I was about five, 126 00:07:07,593 --> 00:07:10,763 Bob found the requirements of fatherhood too trying. 127 00:07:11,180 --> 00:07:13,015 So, you know, he bailed. 128 00:07:13,182 --> 00:07:15,184 Cindy was pretty bitter. 129 00:07:15,351 --> 00:07:16,644 She worked all the time. 130 00:07:16,769 --> 00:07:19,063 But when she wasn't working, she... 131 00:07:19,188 --> 00:07:22,024 told me to leave her alone and locked herself in her room. 132 00:07:22,191 --> 00:07:25,361 Just-- I think I look too much like my dad, really. 133 00:07:25,486 --> 00:07:28,281 It's just like a-- like a bad reminder. 134 00:07:28,406 --> 00:07:30,241 I'm so sorry. 135 00:07:30,366 --> 00:07:32,076 You were just a kid. 136 00:07:32,201 --> 00:07:34,495 You know, it's water under the bridge. 137 00:07:34,620 --> 00:07:36,372 I still send her an Edible Arrangement 138 00:07:36,497 --> 00:07:38,875 every year on her birthday, 'cause she loves that shit. 139 00:07:39,041 --> 00:07:41,043 So I do it. 140 00:07:42,545 --> 00:07:44,630 Oh, yeah. We're here. 141 00:07:53,222 --> 00:07:54,807 Oh, my gosh. 142 00:07:54,932 --> 00:07:56,434 This place is big. 143 00:07:56,559 --> 00:07:59,228 Yeah, well, it belongs to my manager, Tom. 144 00:08:00,104 --> 00:08:02,315 Wow. 145 00:08:02,440 --> 00:08:04,817 - Look at the stars. - Yeah. 146 00:08:05,568 --> 00:08:07,737 You know, I don't really believe in coincidences. 147 00:08:07,904 --> 00:08:09,739 I think something special brought us together. 148 00:08:09,864 --> 00:08:12,325 Other than the Instagram algorithm? 149 00:08:12,450 --> 00:08:14,785 So, does affection make you a little uncomfortable? 150 00:08:14,911 --> 00:08:16,287 No, I don't know. 151 00:08:16,412 --> 00:08:18,915 I just, like, make stupid jokes when I'm nervous. 152 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:20,374 Don't be nervous. 153 00:08:20,500 --> 00:08:22,335 Let me give you a tour. This place is sick. 154 00:08:31,761 --> 00:08:35,556 ♪ When the day, it won't erase the night ♪ 155 00:08:35,681 --> 00:08:39,519 ♪ When you find yourself hurting ♪ 156 00:08:39,644 --> 00:08:43,689 ♪ When you're looking for some good advice ♪ 157 00:08:43,814 --> 00:08:47,568 ♪ When the bottle's not working ♪ 158 00:08:47,693 --> 00:08:50,613 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 159 00:08:50,780 --> 00:08:55,952 ♪ Everything will be all right ♪ 160 00:08:56,118 --> 00:08:59,372 ♪ I am on your side ♪ 161 00:08:59,497 --> 00:09:03,334 ♪ I am on your side ♪ 162 00:09:05,044 --> 00:09:06,337 Beautiful. 163 00:09:07,630 --> 00:09:09,632 Yeah, I think it was one of Dylan's. 164 00:09:09,757 --> 00:09:12,927 Tom's a big guitar collector, so... 165 00:09:13,052 --> 00:09:14,303 Oh, my God. 166 00:09:14,428 --> 00:09:16,305 Are you sure it's okay if I play it? 167 00:09:16,472 --> 00:09:18,015 Yeah, it's cool. 168 00:09:18,140 --> 00:09:19,433 Okay. 169 00:09:20,184 --> 00:09:22,895 Well... 170 00:09:24,146 --> 00:09:25,231 Mmm. 171 00:09:26,023 --> 00:09:27,900 - Okay. - What? 172 00:09:28,025 --> 00:09:30,236 Uh, I've never played this for anybody before. 173 00:09:30,361 --> 00:09:31,654 I just wrote it. 174 00:09:32,655 --> 00:09:34,657 - All good. - Okay. 175 00:09:48,087 --> 00:09:51,716 ♪ Maybe I'm afraid ♪ 176 00:09:51,841 --> 00:09:55,344 ♪ Of the worst of it ♪ 177 00:09:55,511 --> 00:09:58,598 ♪ Maybe I'm alone ♪ 178 00:09:58,723 --> 00:10:03,102 ♪ Feeling lost again ♪ 179 00:10:03,227 --> 00:10:06,606 ♪ Keeping my hopes ♪ 180 00:10:06,731 --> 00:10:09,942 ♪ Where they ought to be ♪ 181 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:13,738 ♪ Should I speak my mind ♪ 182 00:10:13,863 --> 00:10:18,534 ♪ Or should I wait and see ♪ 183 00:10:18,701 --> 00:10:22,371 ♪ Take your time ♪ 184 00:10:22,496 --> 00:10:25,416 ♪ Take what's mine ♪ 185 00:10:25,541 --> 00:10:29,253 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 186 00:10:29,378 --> 00:10:32,923 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 187 00:10:33,716 --> 00:10:37,136 ♪ Tell me once ♪ 188 00:10:37,261 --> 00:10:40,598 ♪ And I'll tell twice ♪ 189 00:10:40,723 --> 00:10:44,393 ♪ Give it all to you ♪ 190 00:10:44,560 --> 00:10:48,564 ♪ Give it all to you ♪ 191 00:11:01,577 --> 00:11:04,413 Holy shit. 192 00:11:09,126 --> 00:11:12,505 Astor, your voice is insane. That was incredible. 193 00:11:12,630 --> 00:11:14,215 Thank you. 194 00:11:14,340 --> 00:11:16,217 God, you are extraordinary. 195 00:11:17,093 --> 00:11:19,929 Do you have any idea how much you turn me on? 196 00:11:44,328 --> 00:11:45,621 Rise and shine. 197 00:11:47,373 --> 00:11:49,041 Didn't we just go to bed? 198 00:11:49,166 --> 00:11:51,043 We got shit to do. 199 00:11:51,168 --> 00:11:53,587 I don't suppose you're gonna tell me where we're going. 200 00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:56,215 Of course not. Come on, you can sleep in the car. 201 00:11:56,340 --> 00:11:58,217 Come on. 202 00:12:44,805 --> 00:12:46,056 What is that smell? 203 00:12:46,182 --> 00:12:47,892 Ah, rotting fish. 204 00:12:48,768 --> 00:12:50,269 I think we learned about this place at school. 205 00:12:50,394 --> 00:12:51,771 - Salton Sea? - Yeah. 206 00:12:51,896 --> 00:12:53,147 Isn't this, like, an ecological disaster? 207 00:12:53,272 --> 00:12:54,690 Yeah, pretty much. 208 00:12:54,857 --> 00:12:56,692 They stocked the sea full of, like, millions of fish. 209 00:12:56,859 --> 00:12:58,194 People came from all over. 210 00:12:58,319 --> 00:13:00,029 But they knew it wouldn't last that long 211 00:13:00,196 --> 00:13:03,199 'cause with no fresh water coming in, it'd get too salty. 212 00:13:03,324 --> 00:13:04,658 What happened to all the fish? 213 00:13:04,784 --> 00:13:06,702 They died. And a bunch of birds, too. 214 00:13:06,869 --> 00:13:09,789 - Oh, that's so sad. - I know. 215 00:13:10,414 --> 00:13:12,374 Weirdly, I can relate. 216 00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:14,710 - To a poisonous lake? - Yeah. 217 00:13:14,877 --> 00:13:16,879 You know, at first it's new and exciting, 218 00:13:17,046 --> 00:13:18,714 and everyone wants to be close to you, 219 00:13:18,881 --> 00:13:20,382 own a piece of you. 220 00:13:20,508 --> 00:13:23,469 And then, over time, they find the next new cool thing 221 00:13:23,594 --> 00:13:25,554 and stop giving a fuck about you. 222 00:13:25,679 --> 00:13:28,390 You're just left salty and reeking of death. 223 00:13:28,516 --> 00:13:31,185 God, you're mean. Jeez. 224 00:13:31,936 --> 00:13:33,938 I'm sorry, but this smell is killing me. 225 00:13:34,063 --> 00:13:36,273 Yeah, it's pretty bad. Wanna get lunch? 226 00:13:36,398 --> 00:13:37,733 - Yeah. - Okay. 227 00:13:39,276 --> 00:13:40,903 Okay. 228 00:13:41,070 --> 00:13:42,321 Tell me a secret. 229 00:13:42,446 --> 00:13:44,323 Secret? 230 00:13:44,448 --> 00:13:46,909 Oh, man, I don't know. 231 00:13:47,076 --> 00:13:48,118 Well... 232 00:13:48,744 --> 00:13:49,912 there is one thing. 233 00:13:50,079 --> 00:13:51,664 But I've never told anybody before. 234 00:13:51,789 --> 00:13:53,415 The definition of a secret. 235 00:13:53,541 --> 00:13:55,125 No, but this is really bad. 236 00:13:55,709 --> 00:13:57,253 You're gonna think I'm a terrible person. 237 00:13:57,378 --> 00:13:59,922 No, I doubt that. Go ahead. 238 00:14:02,007 --> 00:14:04,093 - I killed a cat. - Like, with your bare hands? 239 00:14:04,260 --> 00:14:05,803 No, it was... 240 00:14:05,928 --> 00:14:07,263 God, I'm gonna start crying. 241 00:14:07,388 --> 00:14:08,931 It was an accident. I hit it with my car. 242 00:14:09,098 --> 00:14:11,433 Okay, no, that's different. I hit a deer. 243 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:14,061 You know, it's really hard to avoid animals on the road. 244 00:14:14,186 --> 00:14:15,521 No, this was my fault. 245 00:14:15,646 --> 00:14:18,899 I was texting and driving, and it was in a neighborhood, 246 00:14:19,024 --> 00:14:21,569 so I know it was somebody's pet, and it just breaks my heart. 247 00:14:23,612 --> 00:14:25,072 I can't believe I just told you that. 248 00:14:25,197 --> 00:14:27,867 Your secret's safe with me. It's all good. 249 00:14:27,992 --> 00:14:29,702 I'm gonna get another beer. You want one? 250 00:14:30,703 --> 00:14:32,663 Uh, no, I'm okay. 251 00:14:32,788 --> 00:14:34,164 You wanna shoot some pool? 252 00:14:34,290 --> 00:14:36,500 Sure, yeah, but I'm not very good. 253 00:14:36,625 --> 00:14:37,960 No, me either. 254 00:14:48,137 --> 00:14:50,014 Why aren't there places like this in LA? 255 00:14:50,139 --> 00:14:51,557 You know, I swear, 256 00:14:51,682 --> 00:14:53,225 when people stop giving a shit about me, 257 00:14:53,350 --> 00:14:54,476 I'm moving out here. 258 00:14:54,643 --> 00:14:55,978 I'm gonna try to buy this place. 259 00:14:56,103 --> 00:14:57,897 Maybe I can be the house band. 260 00:14:58,022 --> 00:15:00,316 Do you feel like people don't care about your music anymore? 261 00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:02,192 It doesn't seem like that to me. 262 00:15:03,277 --> 00:15:04,820 I mean, you know, there was a moment 263 00:15:04,945 --> 00:15:07,156 when I thought I was gonna be something big, 264 00:15:07,323 --> 00:15:10,034 and that just, uh, never really happened. 265 00:15:11,952 --> 00:15:14,204 ♪ And I'm the one who oughta know ♪ 266 00:15:14,330 --> 00:15:15,789 I'm not trying to sound ungrateful. 267 00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:17,166 It's just, you know... 268 00:15:18,375 --> 00:15:20,002 I thought there'd be more. 269 00:15:20,127 --> 00:15:21,921 - More what? - I don't know. 270 00:15:22,046 --> 00:15:25,257 ♪ Yeah, I'm the broken-hearted fool ♪ 271 00:15:27,176 --> 00:15:29,929 All right, wanna get out of here? 272 00:15:30,054 --> 00:15:30,846 Sure. 273 00:15:31,013 --> 00:15:35,684 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 274 00:15:35,851 --> 00:15:40,189 ♪ I've been burned by the fire ♪ 275 00:15:41,106 --> 00:15:46,195 ♪ And I've had to live with some hard promises ♪ 276 00:15:46,362 --> 00:15:50,366 ♪ I've crawled through the briars ♪ 277 00:15:51,700 --> 00:15:55,204 ♪ I'm an insider ♪ 278 00:15:55,329 --> 00:15:58,248 - Well, I got some bad news. - Where are we? 279 00:15:58,374 --> 00:16:01,377 I'll tell you where we're not. Near a gas station. 280 00:16:01,502 --> 00:16:03,379 Are we out of gas? 281 00:16:03,504 --> 00:16:05,297 You ever hitchhiked? 282 00:16:06,632 --> 00:16:08,008 Are you serious? 283 00:16:08,133 --> 00:16:10,219 ♪ It's a cage without a key ♪ 284 00:16:11,220 --> 00:16:14,473 ♪ And you can feel the danger ♪ 285 00:16:15,641 --> 00:16:17,434 ♪ Yeah, and I'm the one who oughta know ♪ 286 00:16:17,559 --> 00:16:20,562 - What in the world? - That's you in five years. 287 00:16:20,729 --> 00:16:24,817 ♪ Yeah, I'm the one you couldn't trust ♪ 288 00:16:25,484 --> 00:16:29,405 ♪ Yeah, I'm the lonely, silent one ♪ 289 00:16:29,530 --> 00:16:30,906 How you doing? 290 00:16:31,073 --> 00:16:32,741 Any chance you could maybe take us into town? 291 00:16:32,866 --> 00:16:34,451 Uh, come on. 292 00:16:34,576 --> 00:16:36,286 Thank you so much. 293 00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:37,830 Really appreciate it, man. 294 00:16:37,955 --> 00:16:40,374 ♪ I'm an insider ♪ 295 00:16:40,499 --> 00:16:45,004 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 296 00:16:45,671 --> 00:16:50,092 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 297 00:16:55,472 --> 00:16:57,433 All right, Hal. Thank you so much, man. 298 00:16:57,558 --> 00:17:01,437 Yeah, I, uh, don't know how you plan on getting back. 299 00:17:01,562 --> 00:17:04,940 Uh, most folks around here ain't as sweet as me. 300 00:17:05,691 --> 00:17:07,359 I reckon I better give you a lift. 301 00:17:07,484 --> 00:17:09,278 Oh, that would be awesome. 302 00:17:09,445 --> 00:17:10,696 Thank you. 303 00:17:24,918 --> 00:17:27,129 Better watch that. 304 00:17:27,963 --> 00:17:29,757 How long have you been out here? 305 00:17:29,882 --> 00:17:31,675 Too dang long. 306 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:33,469 If there was ever a nothing bill, 307 00:17:33,635 --> 00:17:36,305 you'd probably wanna stab your stake right here. 308 00:17:36,472 --> 00:17:39,141 Now, they keep talking about wanting to clean up the sea, 309 00:17:39,266 --> 00:17:42,978 but us locals would wish they'd just leave us the hell alone. 310 00:17:43,771 --> 00:17:45,272 - Yeah? - Should we do it? 311 00:17:45,397 --> 00:17:47,107 - Yeah. - All right. 312 00:18:00,370 --> 00:18:02,790 Hey, man, thank you again. Really appreciate it. 313 00:18:02,915 --> 00:18:04,833 Dude, I ain't taking no $100 314 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:07,544 just to give you a ride to the damn gas station. 315 00:18:07,669 --> 00:18:08,962 Thank you. 316 00:18:13,675 --> 00:18:15,052 You know, uh... 317 00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:20,015 scorpions only interact between courtship 318 00:18:20,766 --> 00:18:22,101 or cannibalism. 319 00:18:23,268 --> 00:18:26,271 You take care, sweetie. You look like a nice gal. 320 00:18:27,356 --> 00:18:28,440 Thank you. 321 00:18:36,657 --> 00:18:38,033 That was fun, huh? 322 00:18:38,158 --> 00:18:39,493 Yeah. 323 00:18:41,578 --> 00:18:42,955 Got a present for you. 324 00:18:47,376 --> 00:18:48,877 Yeah, baby. 325 00:18:49,044 --> 00:18:51,672 I thought it looked sexy on Hal, but I think you got him. 326 00:18:53,632 --> 00:18:55,592 ♪ A-haw haw haw-haw ♪ 327 00:18:55,717 --> 00:18:57,761 ♪ Heh, a-haw haw-haw ♪ 328 00:18:57,886 --> 00:19:00,639 ♪ Well, I hear it's fine ♪ 329 00:19:00,764 --> 00:19:03,475 ♪ If you got the time ♪ 330 00:19:04,226 --> 00:19:08,480 ♪ And the ten to get yourself in ♪ 331 00:19:08,605 --> 00:19:09,982 ♪ A hmm, hmm, hmm ♪ 332 00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:12,484 Wow, smells great. 333 00:19:12,609 --> 00:19:14,987 - Thank you. - Can I help? 334 00:19:15,112 --> 00:19:16,321 Yeah, you wanna make the salad? 335 00:19:16,446 --> 00:19:17,990 - Sure. - Great. 336 00:19:18,699 --> 00:19:19,741 So what are we having? 337 00:19:19,908 --> 00:19:21,702 Well, tonight we'll be enjoying 338 00:19:21,827 --> 00:19:23,328 a lovely whole salmon filet 339 00:19:23,453 --> 00:19:25,247 with mustard sauce over wilted greens 340 00:19:25,372 --> 00:19:29,918 accompanied by a salad and a delicious Pinot noir 341 00:19:30,085 --> 00:19:31,879 from the Willamette Valley in Oregon. 342 00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:33,714 - Ooh-la-la. - Yeah. 343 00:19:33,839 --> 00:19:35,340 Where'd you learn to cook? 344 00:19:35,465 --> 00:19:39,011 My ex got me a bunch of cooking lessons one Christmas. 345 00:19:39,136 --> 00:19:42,306 You know, before she fucked my drummer. 346 00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:45,267 How long were you two together? 347 00:19:46,018 --> 00:19:48,228 We dated for five years. 348 00:19:48,353 --> 00:19:51,064 Uh, pretty sure Rachel cheated on me on our honeymoon 349 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:53,525 and then managed to stay together for three. 350 00:19:55,986 --> 00:19:57,946 I'm sorry. It sounds like it's still painful. 351 00:19:58,071 --> 00:19:59,448 We don't have to talk about it. 352 00:19:59,573 --> 00:20:01,033 It's fine. 353 00:20:01,158 --> 00:20:02,659 I try not to shy away from pain. 354 00:20:02,784 --> 00:20:05,287 Healing hurts, and the divorce was, like, a year ago. 355 00:20:05,412 --> 00:20:08,081 Plus, I just met this fantastic girl. 356 00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:10,125 Oh, yeah? 357 00:20:10,292 --> 00:20:11,793 - Yeah. - Tell me about her. 358 00:20:11,919 --> 00:20:13,795 Well, she's a fucking smoke show. 359 00:20:13,921 --> 00:20:15,214 Oh, gosh, looks are so subjective. 360 00:20:15,339 --> 00:20:18,133 And she's smart, sexy, funny, 361 00:20:18,258 --> 00:20:21,303 and her voice just takes me to another place. 362 00:20:23,180 --> 00:20:27,309 ♪ Show me where I belong ♪ 363 00:20:27,476 --> 00:20:31,438 ♪ Belong, belong, belong ♪ 364 00:20:33,190 --> 00:20:35,525 You know, I opened for these guys in 2010. 365 00:20:35,651 --> 00:20:37,152 Fifteen truck show. 366 00:20:37,277 --> 00:20:38,570 - What? - Yeah. 367 00:20:38,695 --> 00:20:40,781 That is fucking crazy. 368 00:20:40,906 --> 00:20:42,115 It is crazy, yeah. 369 00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:44,243 I mean, those big productions are rough, 370 00:20:44,368 --> 00:20:47,246 but-- but I'm glad I did it, I guess. 371 00:20:48,497 --> 00:20:52,167 So, if you could go anywhere in the world, 372 00:20:52,292 --> 00:20:53,752 where would you go? 373 00:20:53,877 --> 00:20:55,420 Well, I've been everywhere 374 00:20:55,545 --> 00:20:58,423 and seen nothing but hotels, tour buses, and green rooms, 375 00:20:58,548 --> 00:21:01,635 and everything pretty much looks the same, so... 376 00:21:02,469 --> 00:21:05,013 But there's no place you wanna go just, like, for fun, 377 00:21:05,180 --> 00:21:06,598 just as a tourist? 378 00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:09,851 Well, I don't know. Um, okay. 379 00:21:09,977 --> 00:21:11,228 I had the best buffet of my life 380 00:21:11,353 --> 00:21:13,355 at a titty bar in Jackpot, Nevada. 381 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:16,066 It cost, like, three bucks. It was so good. 382 00:21:16,191 --> 00:21:18,694 I swore I'd always go back. 383 00:21:19,361 --> 00:21:21,113 Okay, how about you, Astor? 384 00:21:21,238 --> 00:21:22,990 Where are you dying to go in the world? 385 00:21:23,115 --> 00:21:26,743 I have never even left the United States. 386 00:21:26,868 --> 00:21:28,203 Come on, not even Mexico? 387 00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:30,372 I know, it's so crazy. 388 00:21:30,497 --> 00:21:32,207 Well, we should go tomorrow. 389 00:21:32,374 --> 00:21:34,376 The border's, like, less than an hour from here. 390 00:21:35,711 --> 00:21:37,546 Or we could stay here. 391 00:21:37,713 --> 00:21:39,589 You know, I got a masseuse that makes house calls. 392 00:21:39,715 --> 00:21:41,758 I mean, that sounds amazing, 393 00:21:41,883 --> 00:21:45,262 but I have an audition tomorrow, and dinner with Noelle. 394 00:21:45,387 --> 00:21:48,223 - Who's Noelle? - She's my bestie. 395 00:21:48,390 --> 00:21:50,183 Okay, and the audition? 396 00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:53,228 It's a car commercial. 397 00:21:53,395 --> 00:21:55,022 What are you doing in said car commercial? 398 00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:56,356 I don't know. 399 00:21:56,481 --> 00:21:58,775 I think it's something silly, like, 400 00:21:58,900 --> 00:22:00,694 Cute Girl Number Two or something, I don't know. 401 00:22:00,819 --> 00:22:03,739 It's just-- it's just till I make enough money for music. 402 00:22:03,905 --> 00:22:06,825 Okay, just be careful with that. 403 00:22:06,950 --> 00:22:08,035 What do you mean? 404 00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:10,037 Well, the acting stuff. 405 00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:11,413 You know, it'll confuse people. 406 00:22:11,580 --> 00:22:13,248 If you wanna be successful in music, 407 00:22:13,415 --> 00:22:15,250 you got to be, like, focused on one thing, you know? 408 00:22:15,375 --> 00:22:17,544 Yeah, but I... 409 00:22:18,253 --> 00:22:19,755 I have to pay my rent, you know? 410 00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:21,423 And as much as I love my mom, 411 00:22:21,548 --> 00:22:23,550 I can't move back in with her, so... 412 00:22:23,675 --> 00:22:26,595 You should come on my next tour. 413 00:22:27,596 --> 00:22:30,724 As your opener or as your road bitch? 414 00:22:31,266 --> 00:22:32,601 - Both. - Don't tease me. 415 00:22:32,726 --> 00:22:34,811 I've always wanted to be someone's road bitch. 416 00:22:34,936 --> 00:22:36,772 No, I'm serious. 417 00:22:36,897 --> 00:22:38,607 We got a few dates in Europe next month. 418 00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:40,025 You should totally come. 419 00:22:40,984 --> 00:22:44,279 I mean, that sounds incredible. 420 00:22:44,446 --> 00:22:47,616 Okay, I'll talk to Tom. Make it happen. 421 00:22:47,741 --> 00:22:50,786 Okay, I guess I can skip the audition. 422 00:22:50,952 --> 00:22:53,121 - Noelle won't mind. - Yeah. 423 00:22:55,248 --> 00:22:58,377 Oh, Mom, I like him so much. 424 00:22:58,502 --> 00:23:01,630 He's-- he's so intelligent, 425 00:23:01,797 --> 00:23:03,256 and he's really sexy, 426 00:23:03,382 --> 00:23:05,634 and, I don't know. He believes in me. 427 00:23:05,801 --> 00:23:08,845 Brandyn Verge thinks that I'm the real deal. 428 00:23:08,970 --> 00:23:11,181 That is just wonderful, sweetie. 429 00:23:11,306 --> 00:23:12,557 Yeah. 430 00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:15,310 All right, we're moving on. 431 00:23:16,103 --> 00:23:19,064 You have an audition this week, right? 432 00:23:19,189 --> 00:23:20,816 I don't know, I think-- 433 00:23:20,941 --> 00:23:23,944 I think I might stop with the acting stuff 434 00:23:24,069 --> 00:23:26,655 and just-- I don't know, I think it's gonna confuse people, so... 435 00:23:26,780 --> 00:23:29,157 Well, how are you gonna pay the rent? 436 00:23:29,324 --> 00:23:31,743 I am gonna see if I can pick up another night 437 00:23:31,868 --> 00:23:34,663 at Silver Lake Lounge, so that'll cover my rent. 438 00:23:35,163 --> 00:23:36,415 Great. 439 00:23:39,334 --> 00:23:41,545 Oh, are you cold? I have an extra sweater. 440 00:23:41,670 --> 00:23:42,754 Oh, thank you. 441 00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:46,007 Thanks again for the tickets, by the way. 442 00:23:46,133 --> 00:23:47,759 Thank Morgan for getting sick. 443 00:23:47,884 --> 00:23:50,429 Honestly, I don't know if I can kiss her anymore. 444 00:23:50,554 --> 00:23:53,265 I mean, after hearing her hock up loogies for an entire week. 445 00:23:53,390 --> 00:23:55,851 Ew, my God. Doesn't she cover her mouth? 446 00:23:55,976 --> 00:23:58,270 No, not always. Ew. 447 00:23:58,395 --> 00:24:00,564 And, um, I wanted to say sorry. I fucked up. 448 00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:02,607 I should've texted you before I left for the desert. 449 00:24:02,732 --> 00:24:04,234 Thanks. 450 00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:05,694 Okay, now give me all the details. 451 00:24:07,195 --> 00:24:08,530 Seriously, it was, like, 452 00:24:08,697 --> 00:24:10,407 the best three days of my whole life. 453 00:24:10,532 --> 00:24:12,033 We went on this amazing adventure, 454 00:24:12,200 --> 00:24:14,327 and we listened to music, 455 00:24:14,453 --> 00:24:17,664 and we talked, and he cooked for me. 456 00:24:17,789 --> 00:24:19,916 And did y'all fuck? 457 00:24:20,041 --> 00:24:22,043 Um, duh. 458 00:24:22,210 --> 00:24:23,336 - That's my girl. - Yeah. 459 00:24:23,462 --> 00:24:27,382 Dude, it was-- it was so good. 460 00:24:27,507 --> 00:24:29,759 Ben and Justin were, like, teenage boys. 461 00:24:29,885 --> 00:24:31,386 Brandyn is a man. 462 00:24:31,511 --> 00:24:34,389 He actually looked at me when we were having sex. 463 00:24:34,556 --> 00:24:36,475 - Whoa. - I know. It's crazy. 464 00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:38,768 Okay, did he stick anything weird up your butt? 465 00:24:38,894 --> 00:24:40,645 Oh, my God. No, Jesus. 466 00:24:40,770 --> 00:24:42,731 - The line's moved a little bit. - Okay. 467 00:24:45,567 --> 00:24:47,527 - Oh, fuck. - What? 468 00:24:47,652 --> 00:24:50,447 - It's Brandyn. - Is everything okay? 469 00:24:51,406 --> 00:24:52,908 Oh, I don't know. 470 00:24:53,074 --> 00:24:55,494 He's just-- he's been drinking. He's asking for a ride. 471 00:24:55,619 --> 00:24:57,329 Tell him that you're waiting in line for the show. 472 00:24:57,454 --> 00:24:59,247 Yeah, I did already. 473 00:25:00,332 --> 00:25:01,750 Can't he ask one of his friends? 474 00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:03,543 I don't think he really has any friends. 475 00:25:03,668 --> 00:25:06,004 He says he's lonely. I feel really bad. 476 00:25:06,129 --> 00:25:07,923 What if he, like, drinks and drives, 477 00:25:08,048 --> 00:25:10,008 and then he hurts himself or he hurts somebody else? 478 00:25:10,133 --> 00:25:12,469 For fuck's sake, he's got, like, a whole team of people. 479 00:25:13,136 --> 00:25:15,764 This would be the second time you bailed on me this week. 480 00:25:15,889 --> 00:25:17,098 I'm not bailing on you. 481 00:25:17,933 --> 00:25:21,269 - I just really like him. - I thought you liked me too. 482 00:25:21,436 --> 00:25:23,396 I love you. That's not what I'm saying. 483 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:25,023 You know that's not what I'm saying. 484 00:25:25,774 --> 00:25:27,400 Can I just Venmo you for the ticket 485 00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:28,818 and call you tomorrow? 486 00:25:28,944 --> 00:25:30,278 Okay, whatever. 487 00:25:30,403 --> 00:25:32,280 - I love you. I'm sorry. - Bye. 488 00:25:32,447 --> 00:25:33,949 Have fun. I love you. Bye-bye. 489 00:25:34,074 --> 00:25:35,075 I love you. Sorry. 490 00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:36,785 I'll remember this forever. 491 00:25:36,910 --> 00:25:38,411 Okay, sorry. 492 00:25:39,621 --> 00:25:41,623 You guys wanna be my friend? 493 00:25:46,628 --> 00:25:47,671 Hey. 494 00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:49,965 Hey. 495 00:25:51,424 --> 00:25:52,467 - You okay? - Hmm? 496 00:25:52,592 --> 00:25:53,969 - You all right? - Mmm. 497 00:25:55,804 --> 00:25:57,931 Oh, God! 498 00:25:58,974 --> 00:26:00,475 Oh, no. Oh, be careful. 499 00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:02,102 You okay? 500 00:26:05,939 --> 00:26:07,190 Shit. 501 00:26:09,192 --> 00:26:10,652 Oh, come on. 502 00:26:13,029 --> 00:26:14,114 Oh, God. 503 00:26:14,239 --> 00:26:15,991 You're a fucking terrible driver. 504 00:26:16,157 --> 00:26:17,659 Well, give me a break. 505 00:26:17,784 --> 00:26:19,828 Only old people know how to drive a stick. 506 00:26:21,162 --> 00:26:22,330 Can you just stop? 507 00:26:22,455 --> 00:26:23,957 Okay, I can't listen to that anymore. 508 00:26:24,666 --> 00:26:26,376 Move it. I'm gonna drive. 509 00:26:27,168 --> 00:26:28,795 - Seriously? - Yeah. 510 00:26:30,463 --> 00:26:33,091 I left Noelle and a concert to come help you. 511 00:26:33,216 --> 00:26:36,177 I'm not cool riding around with your drunk ass. 512 00:26:36,303 --> 00:26:38,013 Well, I'm not cool with you leaving 513 00:26:38,179 --> 00:26:40,181 my transmission on Wilshire. 514 00:26:40,348 --> 00:26:42,642 So fucking skedaddle. 515 00:26:43,685 --> 00:26:45,312 - Come on. - Oh, my God. 516 00:26:45,437 --> 00:26:46,855 Fine, whatever. I'm gonna get an Uber. 517 00:26:47,022 --> 00:26:48,815 All right. Suit yourself. 518 00:27:02,579 --> 00:27:08,376 ♪ I'm afraid of the work it might take ♪ 519 00:27:10,378 --> 00:27:15,342 ♪ What if I'm good but I'm not great? ♪ 520 00:27:16,092 --> 00:27:21,181 ♪ What if I'm good but I'm not quite great? ♪ 521 00:27:21,306 --> 00:27:26,895 ♪ And what if I'm good but I'm not quite great? ♪ 522 00:27:33,068 --> 00:27:35,445 Rise and shine, Astor Grey. 523 00:27:41,076 --> 00:27:42,243 Morning. 524 00:27:42,911 --> 00:27:44,788 How'd you get through the security gate? 525 00:27:46,206 --> 00:27:47,540 Jumped the fence. 526 00:27:53,171 --> 00:27:54,714 Hi. 527 00:27:54,839 --> 00:27:57,759 Come to apologize for ruining my Saturday night? 528 00:27:57,926 --> 00:27:59,094 I got breakfast. 529 00:28:02,097 --> 00:28:04,015 You're perky, considering. 530 00:28:04,140 --> 00:28:05,475 Well, you know, 531 00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:07,435 drank some Red Bulls, recorded all night. 532 00:28:07,602 --> 00:28:09,688 Johnny came over. We made a reggae album. 533 00:28:09,813 --> 00:28:11,272 - A reggae album? - Mm-hmm. 534 00:28:11,398 --> 00:28:13,692 Oh, it's fucking, like, death metal reggae. 535 00:28:13,817 --> 00:28:15,985 We did a cover of "No Woman, No Cry." 536 00:28:16,111 --> 00:28:18,321 - I like Bob Marley. - Of course you do. 537 00:28:18,446 --> 00:28:19,781 I mean, don't get me wrong. 538 00:28:19,906 --> 00:28:22,117 Bob Marley is a perfectly acceptable introduction. 539 00:28:22,283 --> 00:28:23,910 There's just so much better stuff out there 540 00:28:24,035 --> 00:28:25,662 that people never listen to, you know? 541 00:28:25,787 --> 00:28:29,082 Like, um, Winston Rodney, Toots Hibbert, Frankie Paul. 542 00:28:29,207 --> 00:28:30,792 You can't really call yourself a reggae fan 543 00:28:30,917 --> 00:28:33,294 if you only listen to Marley. 544 00:28:33,420 --> 00:28:34,921 Sorry. 545 00:28:35,046 --> 00:28:36,131 Okay. 546 00:28:38,425 --> 00:28:40,593 - Did you get this from Superba? - Mm-hmm. 547 00:28:41,678 --> 00:28:45,014 - How long was the line? - Fucking stupid long. 548 00:28:45,140 --> 00:28:47,934 But, you know, you said you loved those things, so... 549 00:28:48,059 --> 00:28:50,645 - Thank you. - Kiss me. We'll call it even. 550 00:28:50,812 --> 00:28:52,147 I haven't brushed my teeth yet. 551 00:28:52,313 --> 00:28:53,440 Well, come on. 552 00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:54,816 Put some pants on, dragon breath. 553 00:28:54,941 --> 00:28:56,693 - We got shit to do. - What's going on? 554 00:28:56,818 --> 00:28:58,153 We're gonna fucking record your LP. 555 00:28:58,278 --> 00:28:59,654 That's what we're gonna do. 556 00:29:00,655 --> 00:29:01,823 - Okay. - Yeah. 557 00:29:01,948 --> 00:29:04,117 - Let's go. Hurry up. - Okay. 558 00:29:07,829 --> 00:29:11,249 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 559 00:29:11,374 --> 00:29:15,962 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 560 00:29:19,549 --> 00:29:23,011 ♪ Oh ♪ 561 00:29:24,095 --> 00:29:27,932 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 562 00:29:35,398 --> 00:29:37,192 Damn. I think we got it. 563 00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:39,694 Are you sure? I mean, we just did one pass. 564 00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:42,363 - I think I could do better. - Trust me, babe. 565 00:29:42,530 --> 00:29:44,491 I'm a pro. You nailed it. 566 00:29:50,246 --> 00:29:53,458 This is so exciting. What do we do next? 567 00:29:53,583 --> 00:29:55,668 Well, you sign this contract, 568 00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:59,005 BNA puts out your record, and I make you a star. 569 00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:00,465 How does that sound? 570 00:30:01,216 --> 00:30:02,550 Too good to be true. 571 00:30:02,717 --> 00:30:04,719 Just sign it right there. 572 00:30:08,014 --> 00:30:12,060 Um, I mean, shouldn't I have Kate take a look at this? 573 00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:14,562 Honestly, got a ton of respect for Kate, 574 00:30:14,729 --> 00:30:16,231 but she's taken you as far as she can. 575 00:30:16,356 --> 00:30:17,816 I'll manage you. 576 00:30:17,941 --> 00:30:19,400 With my connections and your voice, 577 00:30:19,567 --> 00:30:21,069 the sky is the limit. 578 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:23,905 I don't know. Um... 579 00:30:24,030 --> 00:30:25,990 I don't know. I mean, I've been with Kate for a long time. 580 00:30:26,115 --> 00:30:29,661 - I really trust her. - What? You don't trust me? 581 00:30:29,786 --> 00:30:31,538 Of course I do. 582 00:30:31,663 --> 00:30:33,206 It's just a standard contract. 583 00:30:46,261 --> 00:30:48,429 ♪ Hey, little girl, is your daddy home? ♪ 584 00:30:48,555 --> 00:30:51,266 ♪ Did he go away and leave you all alone? ♪ 585 00:30:51,432 --> 00:30:52,684 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 586 00:30:53,685 --> 00:30:56,271 ♪ I got a bad desire ♪ 587 00:30:57,772 --> 00:31:01,901 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 588 00:31:14,038 --> 00:31:16,457 ♪ Hey, little girl, is your daddy home? ♪ 589 00:31:16,624 --> 00:31:19,377 ♪ Did he go away and leave you all alone? ♪ 590 00:31:19,502 --> 00:31:20,795 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 591 00:31:21,504 --> 00:31:24,465 ♪ I got a bad desire ♪ 592 00:31:25,133 --> 00:31:29,429 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 593 00:31:30,471 --> 00:31:32,891 ♪ Tell me now, baby, is he good to you? ♪ 594 00:31:33,016 --> 00:31:35,935 ♪ Can he do to you the things that I do? ♪ 595 00:31:36,060 --> 00:31:40,607 ♪ Oh, no, I can take you higher ♪ 596 00:31:41,566 --> 00:31:46,029 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 597 00:31:51,826 --> 00:31:56,331 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 598 00:31:57,415 --> 00:32:02,337 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 599 00:32:02,503 --> 00:32:06,049 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 600 00:32:07,133 --> 00:32:09,260 ♪ Sometimes it's like someone took a knife ♪ 601 00:32:09,385 --> 00:32:12,138 ♪ Baby, edgy and dull, and cut a six-inch valley ♪ 602 00:32:12,263 --> 00:32:14,724 ♪ Through the middle of my skull ♪ 603 00:32:16,851 --> 00:32:20,021 ♪ At night, I wake up with the sheets soakin' wet ♪ 604 00:32:20,188 --> 00:32:21,981 ♪ And a freight train runnin' through the middle... ♪ 605 00:32:22,106 --> 00:32:23,566 So I rewrote the album, like, 606 00:32:23,691 --> 00:32:25,777 an hour before the studio session. 607 00:32:27,737 --> 00:32:30,406 Oh, I just booked work for tomorrow. 608 00:32:30,531 --> 00:32:31,616 Car commercial? 609 00:32:32,283 --> 00:32:35,411 - No, I skipped that. Remember? - Not really. 610 00:32:35,536 --> 00:32:36,913 - What's the gig? - Soda. 611 00:32:37,038 --> 00:32:39,624 I'm playing a sexy astronaut. 612 00:32:39,749 --> 00:32:41,793 Babe, you can't keep chasing cash 613 00:32:41,918 --> 00:32:43,294 if you're gonna succeed in this business. 614 00:32:43,419 --> 00:32:46,756 Yeah, I get it. I just-- I have bills, so... 615 00:32:46,881 --> 00:32:48,675 Well, you could move in with me. 616 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:50,218 Wouldn't have to pay rent. 617 00:32:50,343 --> 00:32:51,761 Problem solved. What do you think? 618 00:32:53,388 --> 00:32:55,348 That's a really nice offer, but... 619 00:32:55,473 --> 00:32:58,226 I love my boat, and we just met. 620 00:32:58,351 --> 00:33:01,145 It's not like I ask many people to move in with me, you know? 621 00:33:01,270 --> 00:33:03,398 We have such a good time. You make me laugh. 622 00:33:03,564 --> 00:33:05,900 We could record all the time. Think about it. 623 00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:08,152 I mean, that sounds great. 624 00:33:08,277 --> 00:33:10,446 I just-- I don't know, it's kind of a big deal. 625 00:33:10,571 --> 00:33:13,032 I've never lived with anybody except for my mom. 626 00:33:14,909 --> 00:33:16,536 Listen, I-- I kind of need to know 627 00:33:16,661 --> 00:33:19,247 if you don't wanna have an adult relationship, you know? 628 00:33:19,372 --> 00:33:21,749 I can't really waste my time with some casual thing. 629 00:33:21,874 --> 00:33:23,251 It's not really my vibe. 630 00:33:23,418 --> 00:33:25,253 You know what I'm saying? 'Cause I felt-- 631 00:33:25,378 --> 00:33:27,213 No, I said no. I don't wanna go 632 00:33:27,338 --> 00:33:29,924 on the boat with somebody who just did a fucking speedball. 633 00:33:30,049 --> 00:33:31,718 - Shut the fuck up. - Fuck you. 634 00:33:31,843 --> 00:33:33,344 - The fuck? - Leave me alone. 635 00:33:33,469 --> 00:33:35,179 You know what? Shut the fuck up. 636 00:33:35,304 --> 00:33:37,432 - Let me go. - Chill the fuck out. 637 00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:39,726 - Let me go. Leave me alone. - Hey, dude. All right. 638 00:33:39,851 --> 00:33:41,436 - Party's over, okay? - Just leave us alone. 639 00:33:41,561 --> 00:33:43,896 - We're fucking going. - Just let go of the girl's arm. 640 00:33:44,022 --> 00:33:45,356 - Thank you. - Oh. 641 00:33:45,481 --> 00:33:47,817 Why don't you mind your own fucking business? 642 00:33:47,942 --> 00:33:49,610 Oh, my God. 643 00:33:49,736 --> 00:33:51,821 - Fuck! - Yes, babe! Yes! 644 00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:54,449 - Oh, my God. - Fuck you, dude. 645 00:33:54,615 --> 00:33:56,242 Ow. 646 00:33:56,367 --> 00:33:58,953 - Ow. - Oh, my God. 647 00:33:59,078 --> 00:34:02,290 - Oh, my God. Fuck. - I'm sorry. 648 00:34:02,457 --> 00:34:04,709 This is a horrible idea. 649 00:34:04,834 --> 00:34:06,127 I don't wanna fuck up your face. 650 00:34:06,294 --> 00:34:08,546 Okay, well, I don't need to look pretty, okay? 651 00:34:08,671 --> 00:34:09,881 Either you do it or I'll do it. 652 00:34:10,006 --> 00:34:11,924 - Okay, okay. Okay. - Just-- yeah. 653 00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:13,301 - Fuck, fuck, fuck. Okay. - Yeah, just-- 654 00:34:13,426 --> 00:34:14,886 One, two, three. 655 00:34:15,011 --> 00:34:16,471 - God! - Oh, my God. 656 00:34:16,637 --> 00:34:18,890 Are you okay? 657 00:34:19,724 --> 00:34:21,059 You okay? 658 00:34:21,184 --> 00:34:22,894 - Yeah, I think you fixed me. - Oh, my God. 659 00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:25,271 Holy shit. 660 00:34:25,396 --> 00:34:26,647 Oh, my God. 661 00:34:26,773 --> 00:34:28,900 Okay, can we talk about you moving in with me now? 662 00:34:29,025 --> 00:34:31,319 Are you serious? 663 00:34:31,486 --> 00:34:33,196 Yeah, we can do the Europe tour next month, 664 00:34:33,321 --> 00:34:34,989 and then, you know, when we get back, 665 00:34:35,156 --> 00:34:37,575 pop over to Vegas, make it official. 666 00:34:37,700 --> 00:34:41,704 Well, now I know you're messing with me. 667 00:34:41,829 --> 00:34:44,332 - Mm-mm. - Didn't you just get a divorce? 668 00:34:44,499 --> 00:34:45,833 Yeah, I did. 669 00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:48,920 But I learned a lot from that shitty relationship. 670 00:34:49,045 --> 00:34:51,589 Mainly that I married the wrong person. 671 00:34:51,714 --> 00:34:54,175 But you know that doesn't mean I don't believe in love. 672 00:34:54,300 --> 00:34:57,512 'Cause I love you, Astor Grey. 673 00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:01,307 I don't know what to say. 674 00:35:01,432 --> 00:35:02,850 Say you love me too. 675 00:35:03,893 --> 00:35:05,937 - I love you too. - Fuck yeah. 676 00:35:06,062 --> 00:35:07,688 Then it's settled. All right. 677 00:35:07,814 --> 00:35:09,607 I need a bong rip and a cocktail. 678 00:35:09,732 --> 00:35:11,025 Fuck, that hurt. 679 00:35:29,544 --> 00:35:32,171 Mmm. I think I need another pill. 680 00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:35,216 Just give it a little time to kick in. 681 00:35:36,008 --> 00:35:37,802 Tell me about your first tour. 682 00:35:37,927 --> 00:35:39,762 Will you rub my head? 683 00:35:39,887 --> 00:35:41,556 - Mm-hmm. - Thank you. 684 00:35:42,890 --> 00:35:45,601 Um, yeah, I think I was 20. 685 00:35:45,726 --> 00:35:47,228 Moved to Nashville. 686 00:35:47,353 --> 00:35:49,021 I think it was, like, 2000. 687 00:35:49,147 --> 00:35:50,857 Wait. How old were you in 2000? 688 00:35:50,982 --> 00:35:52,775 I was two. 689 00:35:54,610 --> 00:35:56,404 So I was in a band when you were born. 690 00:35:56,529 --> 00:35:57,822 That's actually so funny. 691 00:35:57,947 --> 00:36:00,074 Um, I was in a band when I was born, too. 692 00:36:00,199 --> 00:36:02,451 - What? - Magenta Placenta. 693 00:36:02,577 --> 00:36:04,745 Oh, my God, that's fucking weird. 694 00:36:04,912 --> 00:36:06,205 Well, I'm fucking weird. 695 00:36:06,330 --> 00:36:08,332 Oh, God. Thank God you're cute. 696 00:36:10,084 --> 00:36:12,128 What was the name of your band? 697 00:36:13,588 --> 00:36:15,173 I can't remember. 698 00:36:15,298 --> 00:36:17,049 We were awful, I'll tell you that. 699 00:36:17,175 --> 00:36:19,093 Bunch of posers, you know? 700 00:36:19,218 --> 00:36:21,512 Speaking of posers... 701 00:36:22,263 --> 00:36:24,473 I have a 6:00 a.m. call time tomorrow. 702 00:36:38,696 --> 00:36:40,281 And cut. 703 00:36:40,406 --> 00:36:42,909 - What's her name again? - Astor. 704 00:36:44,911 --> 00:36:47,622 Hi, Esther. I gotta ask. 705 00:36:47,747 --> 00:36:49,498 Do you want intergalactic peace? 706 00:36:49,624 --> 00:36:51,792 Because I don't really believe that you do, 707 00:36:51,959 --> 00:36:53,628 and I want to believe, Esther, trust me. 708 00:36:53,753 --> 00:36:55,421 So here's what I need from you. 709 00:36:55,546 --> 00:36:57,590 I need you to show me that you believe 710 00:36:57,715 --> 00:37:01,260 that Starship Soda can save the universe. 711 00:37:02,011 --> 00:37:03,888 - The whole universe? - Exactly. 712 00:37:04,013 --> 00:37:07,099 - Except this time more passion. - Oh, sure, okay. 713 00:37:07,225 --> 00:37:09,435 And maybe this time, maybe take a sip of the drink. 714 00:37:09,560 --> 00:37:11,354 Sure. Oh. 715 00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:16,275 All right, let's shoot it again. 716 00:37:20,696 --> 00:37:22,323 Oh, God. 717 00:37:22,740 --> 00:37:24,951 Are you HeyAstorGrey on Twitter? 718 00:37:25,076 --> 00:37:26,953 Uh, yeah, I think so. 719 00:37:27,078 --> 00:37:28,829 So how do you know Brandyn Verge? 720 00:37:28,996 --> 00:37:31,499 - Are you guys dating? - What? 721 00:37:31,666 --> 00:37:34,043 You are so lucky. 722 00:37:34,168 --> 00:37:36,003 No, Brandyn's music, it's gotten me through, 723 00:37:36,170 --> 00:37:38,047 like, every single one of my breakups. 724 00:37:38,172 --> 00:37:39,674 So what's he like? 725 00:37:39,799 --> 00:37:42,510 I'm sorry, I'm so confused. How do you know who I am? 726 00:37:42,677 --> 00:37:44,595 He tweeted something about you guys 727 00:37:44,720 --> 00:37:47,265 making an album, going on tour together. 728 00:37:47,390 --> 00:37:49,016 I figured you guys must be dating, 729 00:37:49,141 --> 00:37:50,851 'cause he hasn't posted about another girl 730 00:37:50,977 --> 00:37:53,062 since that bitch Rachel broke his heart. 731 00:37:53,187 --> 00:37:56,107 Oh, um, sorry, I think I'm wrapped. 732 00:37:56,232 --> 00:37:59,318 Uh, hey, could I get a van back to base? 733 00:38:17,753 --> 00:38:20,798 - Where did you even get it? - Your mom's Facebook. 734 00:38:20,923 --> 00:38:22,216 And you just decided to post 735 00:38:22,383 --> 00:38:25,678 the most awkward photo of me in existence? 736 00:38:25,803 --> 00:38:27,388 Uh, you're welcome, you know, 737 00:38:27,555 --> 00:38:29,890 for producing and promoting your album. 738 00:38:30,057 --> 00:38:31,350 I didn't even know there was an album. 739 00:38:31,475 --> 00:38:33,311 Yeah, well, I wanted to surprise you. 740 00:38:33,436 --> 00:38:35,062 Told you I make shit happen. 741 00:38:35,187 --> 00:38:38,024 This is all very cool, and I'm really grateful. 742 00:38:38,149 --> 00:38:40,693 I just think that I need things to slow down a little bit, okay? 743 00:38:40,818 --> 00:38:44,280 Okay, yeah, well, that's not really how this shit works. 744 00:38:44,405 --> 00:38:46,198 You gotta be able to keep up. 745 00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:47,658 You should've been more up front with me 746 00:38:47,783 --> 00:38:49,118 if you're not serious about music, you know? 747 00:38:49,243 --> 00:38:50,703 That's not what I'm saying. 748 00:38:50,828 --> 00:38:53,998 Look, I'm super tired, and I had a really long day, 749 00:38:54,123 --> 00:38:55,583 so I'm just gonna go home, okay? 750 00:38:55,708 --> 00:38:58,669 What? No, that's stupid. Just stay. 751 00:38:58,794 --> 00:39:00,254 I wanna sleep in my own bed. 752 00:39:00,796 --> 00:39:04,592 Well, I have been waiting all day for you, you know? 753 00:39:04,759 --> 00:39:06,177 I even took a shower. 754 00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:08,012 Put on some smelly stuff. 755 00:39:08,137 --> 00:39:10,264 Sniff me. It's pretty good. 756 00:39:10,431 --> 00:39:12,016 You're gonna like it. 757 00:39:16,062 --> 00:39:17,313 I love you. 758 00:39:18,272 --> 00:39:19,648 I love you too. 759 00:39:20,608 --> 00:39:21,734 Let's go to bed. 760 00:40:08,072 --> 00:40:09,156 Hey. 761 00:40:09,281 --> 00:40:10,533 It just-- Brandyn's ran off, 762 00:40:10,658 --> 00:40:12,201 and he's been just, like, pretty hectic, 763 00:40:12,326 --> 00:40:14,161 so I just trying to give you some news. 764 00:40:14,328 --> 00:40:16,789 Sure, yeah, that'd be great. That'd be cool. 765 00:40:18,457 --> 00:40:20,501 Okay, cool. All right, thanks so much, Kate. 766 00:40:21,293 --> 00:40:23,087 Okay, bye. 767 00:40:24,588 --> 00:40:25,673 Hey. 768 00:40:27,508 --> 00:40:29,510 - Good to see you. - You too. 769 00:40:30,678 --> 00:40:31,720 Rachel. 770 00:40:32,346 --> 00:40:34,306 Yeah, I know. Astor. 771 00:40:35,349 --> 00:40:36,892 So I need you to trust me, okay? 772 00:40:37,017 --> 00:40:39,687 I need you to sit down and listen to Rachel for a minute. 773 00:40:40,604 --> 00:40:42,231 Sorry for crashing your lunch. 774 00:40:42,356 --> 00:40:43,858 Just when Kate told me about you, 775 00:40:44,024 --> 00:40:46,735 I thought that it was vital that we should meet 776 00:40:46,861 --> 00:40:48,237 and, you know... 777 00:40:49,655 --> 00:40:50,698 chat. 778 00:40:52,283 --> 00:40:53,367 Okay. 779 00:40:53,868 --> 00:40:55,411 I've known Kate for years, 780 00:40:55,536 --> 00:40:58,247 and she's always raved about you, your music, 781 00:40:58,372 --> 00:40:59,957 and I can only guess the things 782 00:41:00,082 --> 00:41:01,250 that you've heard about me. 783 00:41:01,375 --> 00:41:02,668 He hasn't said anything about you. 784 00:41:02,793 --> 00:41:05,504 That's sweet. You don't have to lie. 785 00:41:05,629 --> 00:41:07,548 I'm pretty sure Brandyn has told the neighbor's dog 786 00:41:07,673 --> 00:41:09,758 that I'm a psycho. I mean, he called my poor mom a cunt 787 00:41:09,884 --> 00:41:11,385 on her church group's Facebook page, so... 788 00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:14,430 That sounds par for the course. 789 00:41:14,555 --> 00:41:17,224 I'm sorry, is the point of this just to talk shit about Brandyn? 790 00:41:17,349 --> 00:41:18,601 - No. - Yeah. 791 00:41:18,726 --> 00:41:19,852 Sorry. 792 00:41:20,686 --> 00:41:22,646 Uh, I'm here because Kate said 793 00:41:22,771 --> 00:41:25,566 that you're about to sign a record deal with Brandyn. 794 00:41:26,567 --> 00:41:28,652 We have recorded some of my songs. 795 00:41:28,777 --> 00:41:30,279 - Yeah. - And you guys are dating. 796 00:41:30,404 --> 00:41:31,697 How is that any of your business? 797 00:41:31,822 --> 00:41:33,699 Look, I know this must seem weird, okay? 798 00:41:33,824 --> 00:41:35,951 And I don't want you to feel ambushed, but... 799 00:41:37,036 --> 00:41:40,456 Rachel isn't talking shit, okay? She's being honest. 800 00:41:40,581 --> 00:41:42,333 She's here because she doesn't want him 801 00:41:42,458 --> 00:41:44,919 to destroy somebody else's career. 802 00:41:45,085 --> 00:41:48,756 This is not hyperbole. Brandyn is the worst. 803 00:41:48,881 --> 00:41:50,633 Five years ago, I was the biggest believer 804 00:41:50,758 --> 00:41:53,886 in Brandyn Verge, and I managed to convince myself 805 00:41:54,011 --> 00:41:57,431 that we could transcend his resentment and vindictiveness, 806 00:41:57,598 --> 00:42:00,226 because-- because when he binges on you, 807 00:42:00,351 --> 00:42:02,728 it just feels so good. 808 00:42:02,853 --> 00:42:04,647 And then he purges. 809 00:42:06,023 --> 00:42:07,274 Uh... 810 00:42:08,234 --> 00:42:10,694 can I play something for you? 811 00:42:11,737 --> 00:42:14,365 Hey, babe. You're probably off, you know, 812 00:42:14,490 --> 00:42:16,158 fucking one of my friends right now, 813 00:42:16,283 --> 00:42:17,618 but I just wanted to let you know 814 00:42:17,743 --> 00:42:20,246 that I did find that diploma, you know? 815 00:42:20,371 --> 00:42:22,831 So just give me an address, and I'll send it to you, okay? 816 00:42:22,957 --> 00:42:25,167 Just after I wipe my ass with it. 817 00:42:25,292 --> 00:42:28,128 Fuck yourself. Cum dumpster. 818 00:42:29,088 --> 00:42:32,132 That was three weeks ago. I have plenty more like that. 819 00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:33,676 I'm gonna go. 820 00:42:33,801 --> 00:42:35,970 I will give you a call later, Kate, when you're alone. 821 00:42:36,637 --> 00:42:39,598 He stole her songs, Astor. 822 00:42:39,723 --> 00:42:42,226 Then this prick threatened me when I called 823 00:42:42,351 --> 00:42:43,811 trying to get the rights back. 824 00:42:43,978 --> 00:42:45,604 All right, this is a vengeful motherfucker. 825 00:42:45,729 --> 00:42:47,856 I'd like to kick the fucking shit out of him. 826 00:42:48,649 --> 00:42:51,360 Just be careful. Please. 827 00:42:52,444 --> 00:42:53,862 I was an idiot in love. 828 00:42:53,988 --> 00:42:56,782 I signed that stupid contract without even reading it. 829 00:43:02,538 --> 00:43:04,999 Show me the contract before you sign it. 830 00:43:30,024 --> 00:43:33,986 Um, hey, do you think we could talk about my contract? 831 00:43:34,111 --> 00:43:35,613 Yeah, of course. Wait... 832 00:43:35,738 --> 00:43:37,323 are you already demanding more money? 833 00:43:37,448 --> 00:43:41,243 - Holy shit. - No. I just, um... 834 00:43:42,119 --> 00:43:43,454 I don't know, it seems-- 835 00:43:43,579 --> 00:43:46,624 it seems like maybe you own my songs now. 836 00:43:46,749 --> 00:43:50,127 Well, BNA owns the songs on the album, you know? 837 00:43:50,252 --> 00:43:51,587 But they're my best songs. 838 00:43:51,712 --> 00:43:53,339 Which is why they're on the album, babe. 839 00:43:53,464 --> 00:43:56,050 I mean, typically you don't put your worst shit on there, right? 840 00:43:56,717 --> 00:43:58,677 Well, do you think we could take that part out 841 00:43:58,802 --> 00:44:00,512 about you owning my songs? 842 00:44:00,638 --> 00:44:04,433 I mean, it's just our standard contract, you know? 843 00:44:04,558 --> 00:44:07,645 What's this all about? Did you meet with Kate? 844 00:44:07,770 --> 00:44:10,564 You did, didn't you? You know she fucking hates my guts. 845 00:44:10,731 --> 00:44:12,399 She's good friends with my ex. 846 00:44:12,566 --> 00:44:16,320 Yeah, uh, Rachel was there too, actually. 847 00:44:16,445 --> 00:44:17,738 What? 848 00:44:18,280 --> 00:44:21,575 Wait, why was my ex-wife at your meeting? 849 00:44:22,743 --> 00:44:25,245 Honestly, I'm still trying to figure that out. 850 00:44:25,412 --> 00:44:28,248 I mean, Kate reps Rachel too, but-- 851 00:44:28,374 --> 00:44:29,416 - Oh, God. - I don't know. 852 00:44:29,541 --> 00:44:31,043 It was-- it was weird. 853 00:44:31,168 --> 00:44:32,419 You know what? 854 00:44:32,586 --> 00:44:34,171 They're gonna try to turn you against me. 855 00:44:34,296 --> 00:44:35,673 I guarantee it. 856 00:44:37,091 --> 00:44:40,344 Well, Rachel did play a pretty nasty voicemail you left her. 857 00:44:40,469 --> 00:44:41,887 You called her a cum dumpster? 858 00:44:42,012 --> 00:44:45,557 - She said it was recent. - Yeah. Yeah. 859 00:44:46,934 --> 00:44:49,645 Look, I may not have been entirely candid with you. 860 00:44:49,770 --> 00:44:52,439 I'm still struggling with this Rachel stuff. 861 00:44:52,564 --> 00:44:54,650 I loved her so much, 862 00:44:54,775 --> 00:44:58,445 and sometimes I don't know how to turn that off. 863 00:44:58,570 --> 00:44:59,863 So, yeah, there's some anger there, 864 00:44:59,988 --> 00:45:01,990 because I'd really like to stop caring. 865 00:45:02,616 --> 00:45:03,951 Clearly she has. 866 00:45:05,911 --> 00:45:07,538 Well, if you want to move on, 867 00:45:07,663 --> 00:45:10,082 then why would you leave her antagonistic messages? 868 00:45:10,791 --> 00:45:13,419 Yeah. Honestly, I don't know. 869 00:45:14,336 --> 00:45:17,256 Why did Rachel marry me and then turn around and fuck Arlo? 870 00:45:17,881 --> 00:45:19,383 Trampling my heart wasn't enough? 871 00:45:19,508 --> 00:45:21,009 She had to destroy me? 872 00:45:21,969 --> 00:45:23,637 And you know what? That worked for a while. 873 00:45:24,263 --> 00:45:26,473 But now she sees me with you, madly in love, 874 00:45:26,598 --> 00:45:28,350 and she is back to her old games. 875 00:45:29,184 --> 00:45:31,270 And, yeah, I-- I definitely drank too much wine, 876 00:45:31,395 --> 00:45:33,230 and said some stupid shit. 877 00:45:33,355 --> 00:45:34,648 I admit that. 878 00:45:36,024 --> 00:45:38,402 Did she mention that I texted her the next morning? 879 00:45:39,069 --> 00:45:41,363 To apologize? No? 880 00:45:41,905 --> 00:45:43,991 Fuck, why won't she just leave me alone? 881 00:45:46,243 --> 00:45:47,494 Hey. 882 00:45:48,954 --> 00:45:50,664 You know I form my own opinions. 883 00:45:50,831 --> 00:45:52,499 - Yeah. - And I want you to be able 884 00:45:52,624 --> 00:45:54,084 to talk to me about anything. 885 00:45:54,209 --> 00:45:55,294 Yeah. 886 00:45:56,086 --> 00:46:00,674 I think Rachel was just looking for drama. 887 00:46:00,799 --> 00:46:02,509 I'm not gonna engage. 888 00:46:09,016 --> 00:46:10,142 I love you. 889 00:46:10,726 --> 00:46:12,019 I love you too. 890 00:46:13,312 --> 00:46:14,521 I think we should adopt a cat. 891 00:46:15,189 --> 00:46:17,691 What do you think? 892 00:46:17,858 --> 00:46:18,901 Hey. 893 00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:21,695 Oh, yeah. 894 00:46:21,862 --> 00:46:23,697 Oh, yeah. 895 00:46:23,864 --> 00:46:25,574 What about Judge Judy? 896 00:46:26,825 --> 00:46:28,368 You wanna watch Judge Judy? 897 00:46:28,535 --> 00:46:31,038 No, silly. For a name. 898 00:46:32,122 --> 00:46:34,666 Don't you think she looks judicial? 899 00:46:34,792 --> 00:46:37,294 - No. - "Hi, Mommy. 900 00:46:37,419 --> 00:46:39,546 "I find you guilty. 901 00:46:39,713 --> 00:46:42,257 "Guilty." 902 00:46:43,550 --> 00:46:46,762 - So what's your show tonight? - Oh, it's Kicking the Stigma. 903 00:46:46,887 --> 00:46:49,598 It's, like, a mental health benefit or something. 904 00:46:49,723 --> 00:46:51,391 Playing a couple songs. 905 00:46:51,517 --> 00:46:53,310 - You're coming, right? - Of course. 906 00:46:53,435 --> 00:46:54,853 Okay, good. 907 00:46:54,978 --> 00:46:57,564 You think Noelle can come, maybe her girlfriend? 908 00:46:57,731 --> 00:46:59,858 Babe, you can invite whoever you want. 909 00:46:59,983 --> 00:47:02,903 Just text me the names, and I'll have Greta put 'em on the list. 910 00:47:07,241 --> 00:47:09,451 This room is literally not green. 911 00:47:09,576 --> 00:47:11,078 Welcome to the beige room. 912 00:47:11,203 --> 00:47:13,455 Do you guys want some wine? 913 00:47:13,580 --> 00:47:16,333 I'm-- I'm okay. 914 00:47:16,458 --> 00:47:18,544 Oh, do you think Bran's gonna be on soon? 915 00:47:18,669 --> 00:47:20,212 Should we go find our seats? 916 00:47:20,337 --> 00:47:23,131 Well, actually, he said we could watch from the side of the stage 917 00:47:23,257 --> 00:47:26,385 - if you guys want to. - Oh, my God. That's so cool. 918 00:47:26,510 --> 00:47:29,930 - This one is for you. - Thank you. 919 00:47:30,055 --> 00:47:30,931 And for you. 920 00:47:31,098 --> 00:47:32,683 He's still an asshole. 921 00:47:32,808 --> 00:47:35,018 Yeah, I know. He's just a plain asshole. 922 00:47:35,143 --> 00:47:37,604 Hey, do you guys know if Brandyn Verge is playing? 923 00:47:37,729 --> 00:47:39,314 The one and only. 924 00:47:39,439 --> 00:47:40,732 Okay, let's go. 925 00:47:40,858 --> 00:47:42,693 Thank you. 926 00:47:43,819 --> 00:47:45,737 And thank you so much for coming out tonight 927 00:47:45,863 --> 00:47:47,614 for Kicking the Stigma. 928 00:47:49,116 --> 00:47:51,952 Listen, I got a special guest for you guys tonight. 929 00:47:52,828 --> 00:47:54,162 You're gonna love her. 930 00:47:54,288 --> 00:47:57,749 She is an amazing, talented singer-songwriter 931 00:47:57,875 --> 00:47:59,418 with the voice of an angel. 932 00:48:00,252 --> 00:48:05,299 Ladies and gentlemen, give it up for Renee Merrifield. 933 00:48:06,258 --> 00:48:07,801 Excuse me. 934 00:48:19,980 --> 00:48:24,610 ♪ Maybe I'm afraid ♪ 935 00:48:24,735 --> 00:48:27,279 ♪ Of the worst of it ♪ 936 00:48:27,988 --> 00:48:30,991 ♪ Maybe I'm alone ♪ 937 00:48:31,158 --> 00:48:35,245 ♪ Feeling lost again ♪ 938 00:48:35,370 --> 00:48:42,210 ♪ Deep in my eyes, where they all could be ♪ 939 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:46,340 ♪ Should I speak my mind? ♪ 940 00:48:46,506 --> 00:48:50,218 ♪ Should I wait and see? ♪ 941 00:48:50,969 --> 00:48:54,848 ♪ Take your time ♪ 942 00:48:54,973 --> 00:48:58,018 ♪ Take what's mine ♪ 943 00:48:58,143 --> 00:49:00,687 ♪ I give it all ♪ 944 00:49:00,854 --> 00:49:03,190 Fuck! Such a good show, right? 945 00:49:05,150 --> 00:49:06,234 Yeah. 946 00:49:06,777 --> 00:49:08,820 Did, uh, Noelle and her friends leave early? 947 00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:10,197 I must've missed 'em. 948 00:49:11,281 --> 00:49:12,366 Yep. 949 00:49:13,909 --> 00:49:15,994 Are you pissed or drunk? I can't tell. 950 00:49:17,537 --> 00:49:19,164 Well, I'm not drunk. 951 00:49:19,998 --> 00:49:22,876 So you're pissed. Awesome. 952 00:49:28,799 --> 00:49:30,968 You guys played my song. 953 00:49:32,010 --> 00:49:33,679 Is that what this is about? 954 00:49:33,804 --> 00:49:35,305 Oh, for fuck's sake. 955 00:49:35,430 --> 00:49:36,890 Did you hear what I said at the end? 956 00:49:37,015 --> 00:49:38,558 I gave you a massive shout-out. 957 00:49:39,309 --> 00:49:40,811 God, I thought you'd be thanking me, 958 00:49:40,936 --> 00:49:42,521 not give me the fucking silent treatment. 959 00:49:42,646 --> 00:49:45,732 ♪ But you're pushing hard enough to breach ♪ 960 00:49:47,609 --> 00:49:50,612 ♪ Once you love me ♪ 961 00:49:50,737 --> 00:49:54,157 ♪ I'll take it from you ♪ 962 00:49:59,913 --> 00:50:02,165 Ow! Stop! Fuck! Ow! 963 00:50:02,290 --> 00:50:03,917 Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Oh, my God. 964 00:50:04,042 --> 00:50:06,086 Fuck. Oh, shit. 965 00:50:06,211 --> 00:50:08,839 - Fuck! Oh, my God. - Shit, are you okay? 966 00:50:08,964 --> 00:50:10,757 What the fuck is wrong with you? 967 00:50:10,882 --> 00:50:13,010 You're pissed off at me, - so then you run me over? 968 00:50:13,135 --> 00:50:15,178 What-- No. I was parking, and you fucking jumped out. 969 00:50:15,303 --> 00:50:16,930 Why the fuck would you keep driving 970 00:50:17,055 --> 00:50:18,515 - when I get out of the car? - Let me look at it. 971 00:50:18,640 --> 00:50:20,142 - I'm sure it's not that bad. - Don't fucking touch me. 972 00:50:20,267 --> 00:50:22,561 Fine. All right, just get in the car. 973 00:50:22,686 --> 00:50:23,895 I'm not going anywhere with you. 974 00:50:24,021 --> 00:50:25,188 Okay, I'll call an ambulance. 975 00:50:25,313 --> 00:50:26,815 I can't afford a fucking ambulance. 976 00:50:26,940 --> 00:50:28,942 Well, I'll pay for it. Jesus Christ, Astor. 977 00:50:29,109 --> 00:50:31,236 - What do you want from me? - I want you to leave me alone 978 00:50:31,361 --> 00:50:33,447 so I can get an Uber to fucking urgent care. 979 00:50:33,613 --> 00:50:35,240 - Just get in the car, please. - Oh, my God. 980 00:50:35,365 --> 00:50:37,117 Okay, come in the house for a bong rip, all right? 981 00:50:37,284 --> 00:50:39,453 Just relax. You know, it'll help a little bit. 982 00:50:39,619 --> 00:50:41,038 You're acting a little crazy. 983 00:50:41,580 --> 00:50:42,831 No. 984 00:50:44,124 --> 00:50:45,208 Astor! 985 00:50:46,334 --> 00:50:47,711 What the fuck? 986 00:50:48,795 --> 00:50:50,047 Seriously? 987 00:50:50,172 --> 00:50:51,923 You're gonna get in that stranger's car? 988 00:50:52,049 --> 00:50:53,467 Hey, lady, is that guy bothering you? 989 00:50:53,592 --> 00:50:55,469 I'll jump out and I'll smack the shit out of him. 990 00:50:55,594 --> 00:50:58,263 Uh, that-- no, that's okay. 991 00:50:59,347 --> 00:51:00,432 I just fell. 992 00:51:01,975 --> 00:51:04,269 Okay. Let's go. 993 00:51:30,962 --> 00:51:32,339 What are you doing here? 994 00:51:33,006 --> 00:51:34,508 Just wanted to make sure you're okay. 995 00:51:34,674 --> 00:51:35,926 Mm-hmm. 996 00:51:37,010 --> 00:51:38,261 What's the verdict? 997 00:51:39,012 --> 00:51:40,764 It's not broken. 998 00:51:42,557 --> 00:51:44,184 Rite Aid didn't have one that said, 999 00:51:44,309 --> 00:51:46,853 "Sorry I ran over you," so... 1000 00:52:00,033 --> 00:52:02,702 God, I feel so terrible, Astor. 1001 00:52:02,828 --> 00:52:04,538 But, you know, it was an accident. 1002 00:52:04,663 --> 00:52:06,623 I can't believe you could think otherwise. 1003 00:52:06,748 --> 00:52:09,292 Even if it was an accident, it was an accident you caused. 1004 00:52:09,417 --> 00:52:11,586 Yeah. I take full responsibility. 1005 00:52:12,254 --> 00:52:16,341 I am so sorry. I just-- I hope you can see that. 1006 00:52:16,466 --> 00:52:17,968 I just... 1007 00:52:18,093 --> 00:52:20,554 I've never loved someone like this. 1008 00:52:21,388 --> 00:52:23,473 Believe me, I would rather hurt myself than you. 1009 00:52:25,725 --> 00:52:30,021 Sometimes I feel so connected to you, and it feels like 1010 00:52:30,147 --> 00:52:32,023 the most exciting thing that's ever happened to me. 1011 00:52:32,149 --> 00:52:34,192 But then, I don't know, you're just-- 1012 00:52:34,317 --> 00:52:35,694 you're so different, and I don't know 1013 00:52:35,819 --> 00:52:36,903 which version of you I'm gonna get. 1014 00:52:37,070 --> 00:52:39,990 The-- the sensitive, funny guy, 1015 00:52:40,115 --> 00:52:43,368 or the celebrity asshole that I'm embarrassed 1016 00:52:43,493 --> 00:52:45,412 to introduce to my friends and family. 1017 00:52:45,537 --> 00:52:48,290 Look, I made a mistake. Many mistakes. 1018 00:52:48,415 --> 00:52:51,209 But that doesn't mean I don't wanna build a life with you. 1019 00:52:51,334 --> 00:52:54,546 A loving, respectful, trusting life 1020 00:52:54,671 --> 00:52:58,008 where we can be open and free to create music together. 1021 00:52:58,133 --> 00:53:00,760 I mean, don't you see what we have? It's so-- 1022 00:53:00,927 --> 00:53:02,596 it's so special. 1023 00:53:04,306 --> 00:53:07,350 I want that too, but I just don't know... 1024 00:53:07,475 --> 00:53:08,560 I promise. 1025 00:53:09,477 --> 00:53:11,104 You won't be sorry. 1026 00:53:14,858 --> 00:53:16,359 So you're living here now? 1027 00:53:17,027 --> 00:53:20,030 Well, no. Not, like, really. 1028 00:53:20,155 --> 00:53:21,948 I sold my boat, so... 1029 00:53:22,365 --> 00:53:24,075 - That's good. - Yeah. 1030 00:53:24,868 --> 00:53:26,995 Oh, guess what? 1031 00:53:27,120 --> 00:53:30,123 I got 4,000 new Instagram followers. 1032 00:53:30,290 --> 00:53:33,585 - Oh, that's cool. - Pretty sick. 1033 00:53:34,461 --> 00:53:36,463 Um, so did he ever give you an explanation 1034 00:53:36,588 --> 00:53:39,507 on why he played your song without asking you? 1035 00:53:41,009 --> 00:53:42,469 Um... 1036 00:53:43,845 --> 00:53:45,347 I don't know. 1037 00:53:45,472 --> 00:53:48,266 I think he was just trying to surprise me, you know? 1038 00:53:48,391 --> 00:53:49,976 But the fact that he believes in me 1039 00:53:50,101 --> 00:53:52,187 gives me this whole new level of confidence. 1040 00:53:52,312 --> 00:53:55,357 Like, he could've chosen any song, and he chose mine. 1041 00:53:56,149 --> 00:53:58,109 And, uh, we're just gonna skip over the fact 1042 00:53:58,235 --> 00:54:00,403 that he hit you with his fucking car? 1043 00:54:00,528 --> 00:54:03,448 Dude, he didn't hit me with his car, okay? 1044 00:54:03,573 --> 00:54:06,201 He ran over my foot. And he feels really bad, 1045 00:54:06,326 --> 00:54:08,286 and he keeps on apologizing. He feels really bad about it. 1046 00:54:08,411 --> 00:54:11,831 So he hurts you and then says some sweet things to you 1047 00:54:11,998 --> 00:54:13,833 and maybe gives you some treats, 1048 00:54:14,000 --> 00:54:15,627 and now you're just cool with it? 1049 00:54:16,253 --> 00:54:18,255 What is your problem with Brandyn? 1050 00:54:18,380 --> 00:54:20,340 You're the one that told me to go out with him 1051 00:54:20,465 --> 00:54:22,217 - in the first place. - Yeah, to hook up, and, like, 1052 00:54:22,342 --> 00:54:26,221 have fun, and not move in here with him. 1053 00:54:26,972 --> 00:54:29,849 If that's the way you feel, then why did you even come over here? 1054 00:54:29,975 --> 00:54:31,351 Because you are my best friend. 1055 00:54:31,518 --> 00:54:34,187 And if you're hurt, of course I'm gonna be here. 1056 00:54:34,354 --> 00:54:35,730 But if you want me to, like, 1057 00:54:35,855 --> 00:54:37,691 fawn over your rock star boyfriend, 1058 00:54:37,816 --> 00:54:39,651 then you should call one of your stupid friends, 1059 00:54:39,776 --> 00:54:42,028 because it's crystal clear to me and everyone who loves you, 1060 00:54:42,153 --> 00:54:43,530 this guy fucking sucks. 1061 00:54:46,866 --> 00:54:49,369 Hey. Thought I'd join you guys. 1062 00:54:51,037 --> 00:54:52,831 You're not leaving, are you, Noelle? 1063 00:54:53,540 --> 00:54:56,376 - I am, Brandyn. - Oh. 1064 00:54:56,835 --> 00:54:58,128 All right, see you later. 1065 00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:02,132 Hey. 1066 00:55:03,717 --> 00:55:05,218 Look at that. 1067 00:55:05,343 --> 00:55:07,846 Got those Spanish olives you like from Erewhon. 1068 00:55:07,971 --> 00:55:09,723 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 1069 00:55:09,889 --> 00:55:12,225 Oh, babe, hey. 1070 00:55:12,934 --> 00:55:15,145 - It's okay. - No, it's not okay. 1071 00:55:15,270 --> 00:55:17,397 My best friend fucking hates me. 1072 00:55:18,481 --> 00:55:20,400 I thought I was your best friend. 1073 00:55:22,360 --> 00:55:26,156 It's just music and the streetcar. 1074 00:55:26,281 --> 00:55:28,199 It just was all so romantic. 1075 00:55:28,325 --> 00:55:30,452 Maybe I'll run away to Lisbon. 1076 00:55:32,871 --> 00:55:34,664 Sorry, Mom, I need a minute. 1077 00:55:34,789 --> 00:55:35,874 Is everything okay? 1078 00:55:36,750 --> 00:55:39,419 Yeah. I just need to make a call. 1079 00:55:39,586 --> 00:55:41,254 Okay, why don't you meet me at the Thai place? 1080 00:55:41,379 --> 00:55:42,714 - Okay. - Yeah. 1081 00:55:52,182 --> 00:55:55,268 Mom? Mom, can I please borrow the car? 1082 00:55:55,935 --> 00:55:58,188 - Are you okay? - Yeah. Um-- 1083 00:55:58,313 --> 00:55:59,856 Or, no, I don't know. 1084 00:55:59,981 --> 00:56:01,441 Brandyn, he's freaking out and he's making these threats, 1085 00:56:01,566 --> 00:56:02,942 so can I please just borrow the car? 1086 00:56:03,109 --> 00:56:05,028 - He's threatening you? - No, Mom. 1087 00:56:05,153 --> 00:56:06,404 Uh, I don't know. I don't know. 1088 00:56:06,529 --> 00:56:07,947 He said he was gonna kill himself, 1089 00:56:08,114 --> 00:56:09,532 but now he's not answering his phone, so... 1090 00:56:09,657 --> 00:56:12,160 Astor, that's serious. He needs some professional help. 1091 00:56:12,285 --> 00:56:14,412 Mom, come on. If anything happened, 1092 00:56:14,537 --> 00:56:17,415 I would never forgive myself, so can I please borrow the car? 1093 00:56:18,458 --> 00:56:19,959 - I'll drive you. - Okay, let's go. 1094 00:56:20,085 --> 00:56:21,419 - Okay. - Okay, let's go. 1095 00:56:34,891 --> 00:56:35,934 Hey. 1096 00:56:36,684 --> 00:56:39,437 What the fuck? You can't just barge in here. 1097 00:56:39,562 --> 00:56:40,647 Seriously? 1098 00:56:41,564 --> 00:56:43,274 After all those messages you left me? 1099 00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:45,527 I was at the movies with my mom, by the way. 1100 00:56:45,652 --> 00:56:48,238 - I left you a note. - Okay, um, you're a liar, 1101 00:56:48,363 --> 00:56:50,740 a slut, and I'm too busy for this bullshit drama, 1102 00:56:50,865 --> 00:56:52,659 so you can just go. Thanks so much. 1103 00:56:52,826 --> 00:56:55,328 Are you kidding me? Less than an hour ago, 1104 00:56:55,495 --> 00:56:56,913 you said you would jump off a bridge 1105 00:56:57,038 --> 00:56:59,374 if I didn't answer your call, and now I'm a slut. 1106 00:56:59,499 --> 00:57:01,167 How fucking drunk are you? 1107 00:57:01,334 --> 00:57:03,169 Okay, please, don't flatter yourself. 1108 00:57:03,336 --> 00:57:05,046 I'm not gonna kill myself over you, all right? 1109 00:57:05,171 --> 00:57:08,299 You are an immature, spoiled brat, eating your $5 croissant 1110 00:57:08,425 --> 00:57:10,176 somebody waited an hour in line to buy. 1111 00:57:10,301 --> 00:57:12,095 You've never been to a store to buy a record. 1112 00:57:12,220 --> 00:57:13,513 You fucking download 'em 1113 00:57:13,638 --> 00:57:15,723 and breeze past each song for 30 seconds. 1114 00:57:15,849 --> 00:57:17,517 You will never relate to any true artist, 1115 00:57:17,684 --> 00:57:19,978 much less be one, because there's nothing original 1116 00:57:20,103 --> 00:57:21,312 or exciting about you. 1117 00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:23,565 You're a fucking basic bitch, a nobody, 1118 00:57:23,690 --> 00:57:26,067 and I cannot believe I fell for your shit. 1119 00:57:29,195 --> 00:57:30,822 What the fuck is wrong with you? 1120 00:57:30,947 --> 00:57:33,533 Do you really think that you and your stupid-ass dyke friend 1121 00:57:33,700 --> 00:57:35,535 can come in here in my house and judge me? 1122 00:57:35,702 --> 00:57:39,080 Get the fuck out of my studio, you fucking wannabe. 1123 00:57:39,205 --> 00:57:41,708 Here. Take your fucking records. 1124 00:57:41,833 --> 00:57:43,084 Here you go. 1125 00:57:44,085 --> 00:57:46,045 Go fuck yourself, Brandyn. 1126 00:57:46,212 --> 00:57:47,589 Don't kill the cat. 1127 00:57:52,469 --> 00:57:54,262 Dude, what are you doing? 1128 00:57:54,387 --> 00:57:56,848 Please don't text him back. He'll never stop. 1129 00:57:56,973 --> 00:58:00,727 I'm not. I just changed his name. 1130 00:58:03,980 --> 00:58:07,317 I'm so fucking stupid. 1131 00:58:07,442 --> 00:58:09,611 I fell in love with a monster. 1132 00:58:12,030 --> 00:58:13,740 I'm worried about you, sweetie. 1133 00:58:13,865 --> 00:58:16,784 You need to take care of yourself. 1134 00:58:18,286 --> 00:58:19,579 I know. 1135 00:58:20,497 --> 00:58:22,123 With every breath, 1136 00:58:22,248 --> 00:58:24,417 becoming more aware, 1137 00:58:24,584 --> 00:58:27,629 releasing the negativity and tuning in... 1138 00:58:27,754 --> 00:58:29,839 ...to your intuition. 1139 00:58:46,648 --> 00:58:48,233 I gotta get back on stage. 1140 00:58:48,358 --> 00:58:52,779 Great. And that is one of the reasons I wanted us to meet. 1141 00:58:52,946 --> 00:58:56,783 I got a call yesterday from Hobie Ashman, okay? 1142 00:58:56,908 --> 00:58:58,368 Runs Nomad Records. 1143 00:58:58,493 --> 00:59:01,788 He got a hold of your EP, and he was impressed. 1144 00:59:01,913 --> 00:59:03,706 Whoa. 1145 00:59:03,831 --> 00:59:06,125 How did he even hear it? I don't even have a copy. 1146 00:59:06,251 --> 00:59:08,836 Wait, you don't have a copy of the song that you recorded? 1147 00:59:08,962 --> 00:59:12,131 Brandyn did a limited press, 1148 00:59:12,298 --> 00:59:15,260 - and then he broke all of them. - Wow. 1149 00:59:17,971 --> 00:59:21,266 So, any recent run-ins with this prick? 1150 00:59:21,391 --> 00:59:22,559 According to Pitchfork, 1151 00:59:22,684 --> 00:59:25,186 he's in New York recording a new album. 1152 00:59:25,311 --> 00:59:26,688 Oh, well, that figures. 1153 00:59:26,813 --> 00:59:29,148 Brandyn always thought he was too cool for LA. 1154 00:59:29,315 --> 00:59:31,442 Legend in his own mind. 1155 00:59:33,820 --> 00:59:34,696 Thank you. 1156 00:59:35,321 --> 00:59:38,575 Let me get this, since I can't make it tomorrow night. 1157 00:59:40,994 --> 00:59:42,996 Happy birthday, by the way. 1158 00:59:43,121 --> 00:59:44,831 Big two-five. 1159 00:59:45,873 --> 00:59:50,295 Yeah, thank you. Getting older sucks. 1160 00:59:55,216 --> 00:59:57,927 ♪ Got a sore throat and I keep choking ♪ 1161 00:59:58,052 --> 01:00:00,930 To my favorite bitch. 1162 01:00:01,055 --> 01:00:02,807 I love you so much. 1163 01:00:02,932 --> 01:00:04,517 I love you too. 1164 01:00:04,642 --> 01:00:06,185 - Happy birthday. - Thank you. 1165 01:00:06,311 --> 01:00:08,771 Cheers, guys. Thank you. 1166 01:00:16,029 --> 01:00:17,614 What the fuck are you doing here? 1167 01:00:17,739 --> 01:00:20,033 Get out of here with this bullshit. 1168 01:00:20,158 --> 01:00:24,621 You were not invited. You have to leave. Now. 1169 01:00:24,746 --> 01:00:26,039 Leave! 1170 01:00:27,498 --> 01:00:29,250 You're a nasty cunt, Noelle. 1171 01:00:33,588 --> 01:00:36,633 - Let's go. - Okay. 1172 01:00:36,758 --> 01:00:38,217 Fucking weirdo. 1173 01:00:48,686 --> 01:00:49,937 Hey, sorry. One second. 1174 01:01:00,740 --> 01:01:02,659 Fuck. that fucking sucks. 1175 01:01:08,289 --> 01:01:10,500 No, okay, yeah. I understand. 1176 01:01:12,126 --> 01:01:13,544 I'll see you this afternoon. 1177 01:01:19,258 --> 01:01:21,719 Holy shit. 1178 01:01:22,553 --> 01:01:23,846 What happened? 1179 01:01:25,807 --> 01:01:31,229 Brandyn has claimed ownership over all the songs on my EP. 1180 01:01:31,354 --> 01:01:33,356 So what's gonna happen with the record? 1181 01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:35,692 What record? 1182 01:01:35,817 --> 01:01:37,610 There's no songs and there's no EP. 1183 01:01:37,735 --> 01:01:38,986 There's no record, so... 1184 01:01:40,071 --> 01:01:41,364 Shit. 1185 01:01:41,489 --> 01:01:43,241 So happy I get to finally meet you in person. 1186 01:01:43,366 --> 01:01:45,118 I'm a big fan of your music. 1187 01:01:45,243 --> 01:01:47,453 Well, I'm a big fan of anybody who's a big fan. 1188 01:01:47,620 --> 01:01:50,081 She's funny. You're funny. 1189 01:01:51,249 --> 01:01:52,792 Unfortunately... 1190 01:01:52,917 --> 01:01:56,713 ...this contract that Brandyn's people sent over, 1191 01:01:56,838 --> 01:01:58,631 it's no laughing matter, kiddo. 1192 01:01:59,924 --> 01:02:01,551 We're not gonna take it on. 1193 01:02:01,676 --> 01:02:03,511 Oh, come on, Hobie. 1194 01:02:03,636 --> 01:02:05,596 There has to be something you can do. 1195 01:02:05,722 --> 01:02:07,557 This was her first contract. 1196 01:02:07,682 --> 01:02:09,100 Nobody looked at it. 1197 01:02:09,225 --> 01:02:11,644 - Brandyn took advantage. - I hear you, Kate, 1198 01:02:11,769 --> 01:02:14,147 and what Brandyn did was fucked up, all right, 1199 01:02:14,272 --> 01:02:15,815 and I'm sorry for you. But... 1200 01:02:15,982 --> 01:02:19,986 he has a signed contract and a team of lawyers behind him. 1201 01:02:20,111 --> 01:02:21,988 And so do you. 1202 01:02:24,115 --> 01:02:26,659 The good news, you have an incredible voice, 1203 01:02:26,826 --> 01:02:28,536 all right, and a unique sound. 1204 01:02:28,661 --> 01:02:31,831 What we need are some groovy new songs. 1205 01:02:32,999 --> 01:02:34,041 Okay? 1206 01:02:34,959 --> 01:02:36,252 Edge is here. 1207 01:02:36,377 --> 01:02:38,087 Oh, thanks, Maddie. 1208 01:02:38,838 --> 01:02:40,673 That's my next meeting. 1209 01:02:40,840 --> 01:02:42,675 Well, thank you so much for meeting with me. 1210 01:02:42,842 --> 01:02:46,596 I will get home and start writing some new songs. 1211 01:02:46,721 --> 01:02:48,181 That is the attitude. 1212 01:02:48,347 --> 01:02:50,641 - Hobie! My man. - Ah. Yeah. 1213 01:02:51,142 --> 01:02:52,810 Please don't tell me you're encouraging 1214 01:02:52,935 --> 01:02:54,437 my assistant to quit her job. 1215 01:02:54,562 --> 01:02:56,355 Hey, we all gotta chase the dream. 1216 01:02:56,481 --> 01:02:58,316 I need you to take this heartbreak, 1217 01:02:58,441 --> 01:02:59,525 put it on the page. 1218 01:02:59,650 --> 01:03:00,610 You are so talented. 1219 01:03:00,735 --> 01:03:01,986 I wanna introduce you. 1220 01:03:02,111 --> 01:03:03,362 This is Edgerrin. 1221 01:03:03,488 --> 01:03:04,781 He's here making an album 1222 01:03:04,906 --> 01:03:06,866 about creating the life you want to live. 1223 01:03:07,033 --> 01:03:08,743 - Hmm. - This is Kate and Astor. 1224 01:03:08,868 --> 01:03:12,038 Astor's an incredible singer, and Kate, well, 1225 01:03:12,163 --> 01:03:14,123 she's one of the toughest managers in the business. 1226 01:03:14,248 --> 01:03:15,208 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 1227 01:03:15,374 --> 01:03:16,375 Maybe I should hire you. 1228 01:03:16,501 --> 01:03:18,002 Maybe you should. 1229 01:03:18,127 --> 01:03:19,712 - You should. - Thanks, guys. 1230 01:03:19,879 --> 01:03:21,172 - I'll call you. - Okay. 1231 01:03:21,297 --> 01:03:22,507 Excuse me. 1232 01:03:22,632 --> 01:03:25,009 You should, uh, exchange. 1233 01:03:29,055 --> 01:03:30,097 Oh. 1234 01:03:30,598 --> 01:03:32,600 - Good morning, sleepyhead. - Hmm. 1235 01:03:32,725 --> 01:03:34,435 Why are you sleeping here? 1236 01:03:35,394 --> 01:03:37,063 I just didn't wanna be alone. 1237 01:03:37,897 --> 01:03:40,107 Why? What'd you think? 1238 01:03:40,900 --> 01:03:44,070 That sometimes I wonder if I gave you the right tools. 1239 01:03:44,195 --> 01:03:45,446 What does that mean? 1240 01:03:46,906 --> 01:03:49,784 Being an artist isn't very stable. 1241 01:03:49,909 --> 01:03:51,869 Well, just because you're broke at 50 1242 01:03:51,994 --> 01:03:53,538 doesn't mean I will be too. 1243 01:03:54,330 --> 01:03:56,916 - Good morning. - I'm sorry, Mom. 1244 01:03:57,041 --> 01:03:58,584 I'm sorry. That was so mean. 1245 01:03:58,709 --> 01:04:01,212 I'm sorry. I'm just-- I'm in a really bad mood. 1246 01:04:01,337 --> 01:04:02,588 It's fine. 1247 01:04:03,256 --> 01:04:04,423 Oh, baby. 1248 01:04:05,091 --> 01:04:09,470 I want you to be happy and have health insurance. 1249 01:04:10,930 --> 01:04:13,266 We're living in a post-joy world, Mom. 1250 01:04:13,391 --> 01:04:15,935 Happiness went extinct with the poor rhinos. 1251 01:04:16,102 --> 01:04:17,478 They're critically endangered. 1252 01:04:17,603 --> 01:04:19,146 Don't ever buy anything with ivory. 1253 01:04:19,272 --> 01:04:23,067 Well, the way humans behave, they're screwed. 1254 01:04:23,192 --> 01:04:24,360 We're all screwed. 1255 01:04:25,111 --> 01:04:27,071 Can I please just go back to bed? 1256 01:04:27,196 --> 01:04:28,322 No. 1257 01:04:28,447 --> 01:04:29,866 You get to get up 1258 01:04:29,991 --> 01:04:33,995 and go get yourself a nice, joyless job 1259 01:04:34,120 --> 01:04:37,623 to go along with this sunny disposition. 1260 01:04:37,748 --> 01:04:41,544 Or I can just go home and go to bed. 1261 01:04:42,420 --> 01:04:44,171 Well, if you can pay your rent. 1262 01:04:44,297 --> 01:04:47,091 - I can't cover you, kiddo. - Oh, my God. 1263 01:04:47,216 --> 01:04:50,803 Why does everybody keep calling me "kiddo"? I'm 25. 1264 01:04:50,928 --> 01:04:52,847 Wow, the Velvet Underground. 1265 01:04:52,972 --> 01:04:54,515 Hey, Nooch. Hey, Jim. 1266 01:04:54,640 --> 01:04:55,766 - Whoa. - What's shaking, kiddo? 1267 01:04:55,892 --> 01:04:57,560 How's the music biz? 1268 01:04:57,685 --> 01:04:58,978 It's gnarly. 1269 01:04:59,145 --> 01:05:00,980 Hey, sorry, I just realized it's the 6th 1270 01:05:01,105 --> 01:05:02,690 and I haven't paid you rent. 1271 01:05:02,815 --> 01:05:03,983 I'll get it to you tomorrow. I promise. 1272 01:05:04,150 --> 01:05:06,485 Don't you worry about that, angel. 1273 01:05:06,652 --> 01:05:08,279 I... 1274 01:05:08,404 --> 01:05:12,158 have become a millionaire. 1275 01:05:12,325 --> 01:05:13,409 What the fuck is that? 1276 01:05:13,534 --> 01:05:17,079 - A $10,000... - What? 1277 01:05:17,204 --> 01:05:19,498 - ...bill. - What is that? 1278 01:05:19,624 --> 01:05:21,000 Let me see this. 1279 01:05:21,125 --> 01:05:21,918 Let me see. 1280 01:05:22,043 --> 01:05:23,169 Well, Pink Floyd says, "Money." 1281 01:05:23,336 --> 01:05:24,754 Give me the fucking thing. 1282 01:05:24,879 --> 01:05:26,422 I think I'll buy a football team with this. 1283 01:05:26,547 --> 01:05:28,674 - Let me look at it. - Sorry, this is my manager. 1284 01:05:28,841 --> 01:05:30,176 I got to take this. But have fun, you guys. 1285 01:05:30,343 --> 01:05:32,011 What the fuck, man? Is this real? 1286 01:05:35,014 --> 01:05:36,349 How is this even real? 1287 01:05:36,474 --> 01:05:39,018 Oh, it's a mindfuck for sure. 1288 01:05:39,936 --> 01:05:41,854 I was hesitant to even bring this to you, 1289 01:05:41,979 --> 01:05:45,900 but the contract is legit, as is the money. 1290 01:05:46,025 --> 01:05:49,236 - And it's all Europe? - Yeah, and big venues too. 1291 01:05:52,323 --> 01:05:55,701 There are many obvious reasons to say no, 1292 01:05:55,826 --> 01:05:58,704 and as somebody who cares about you, I hate this. 1293 01:05:58,871 --> 01:06:00,373 But as your manager, 1294 01:06:00,498 --> 01:06:04,877 I should tell you that what they're offering is insane 1295 01:06:05,002 --> 01:06:07,213 and unheard of at your level. 1296 01:06:09,340 --> 01:06:11,300 Shit. I mean... 1297 01:06:11,425 --> 01:06:15,012 ...that would cover my rent for, like, five years. 1298 01:06:15,137 --> 01:06:16,806 But he's asking me to sell my soul. 1299 01:06:16,931 --> 01:06:18,307 Hmm, pretty much. 1300 01:06:19,058 --> 01:06:20,476 And they're willing to compensate you 1301 01:06:20,601 --> 01:06:22,103 generously for it. 1302 01:06:23,854 --> 01:06:25,982 I don't know. I don't know, Kate. 1303 01:06:26,107 --> 01:06:27,900 I just-- I don't think I can do this. 1304 01:06:28,067 --> 01:06:29,652 There has to be something else, right? 1305 01:06:29,777 --> 01:06:31,904 Please? 1306 01:06:33,531 --> 01:06:34,740 You know, I'd never ask you 1307 01:06:34,865 --> 01:06:36,575 to do anything you don't wanna do. 1308 01:06:36,701 --> 01:06:38,619 And this makes my skin crawl. 1309 01:06:38,744 --> 01:06:41,706 Brandyn is clearly up to something. 1310 01:06:41,831 --> 01:06:44,375 Plus, it'll be fun to tell them no. 1311 01:06:47,294 --> 01:06:48,838 I have, like... 1312 01:06:49,463 --> 01:06:52,591 $17 to my name. 1313 01:06:52,717 --> 01:06:55,094 Is it so crazy to say no to six figures? 1314 01:06:55,219 --> 01:06:57,096 I wouldn't spend the weekend with this guy 1315 01:06:57,221 --> 01:06:58,931 if they offered a million dollars, 1316 01:06:59,098 --> 01:07:01,767 much less go on tour with him. 1317 01:07:02,601 --> 01:07:03,978 We're gonna find something better. 1318 01:07:05,813 --> 01:07:07,106 Yep. 1319 01:07:15,281 --> 01:07:16,407 Astor. 1320 01:07:17,825 --> 01:07:19,118 You down there? 1321 01:07:19,910 --> 01:07:21,412 - What do you want? - Hey. 1322 01:07:22,663 --> 01:07:23,956 How are ya? 1323 01:07:25,291 --> 01:07:27,460 Okay, I know you're pissed. Um... 1324 01:07:28,085 --> 01:07:29,462 can I come aboard, please? 1325 01:07:30,421 --> 01:07:31,881 - No. - Look, 1326 01:07:32,006 --> 01:07:33,674 I just got out of rehab this morning, 1327 01:07:33,799 --> 01:07:35,092 and, um... 1328 01:07:36,052 --> 01:07:37,553 you're my first stop. 1329 01:07:37,678 --> 01:07:38,971 On your apology world tour? 1330 01:07:39,096 --> 01:07:41,140 Yeah, basically. 1331 01:07:41,265 --> 01:07:43,684 I guess I understand why people think I'm such an asshole now. 1332 01:07:43,809 --> 01:07:45,102 Yeah, me too. 1333 01:07:46,520 --> 01:07:48,022 Is that why you said no? 1334 01:07:49,648 --> 01:07:52,318 I don't understand how you could possibly think 1335 01:07:52,443 --> 01:07:55,112 that it would be a good idea for us to go on tour together. 1336 01:07:55,237 --> 01:07:58,824 Well, because I know that I can't find a better opening act. 1337 01:08:03,162 --> 01:08:05,498 I want the rights to my songs back. 1338 01:08:05,664 --> 01:08:06,999 Okay. 1339 01:08:07,708 --> 01:08:09,001 If I say yes, will you come? 1340 01:08:09,126 --> 01:08:11,170 Look, this is a huge opportunity for you 1341 01:08:11,295 --> 01:08:12,838 to introduce your music to the world. 1342 01:08:13,005 --> 01:08:15,299 'Cause in my opinion, they are missing out. 1343 01:08:18,385 --> 01:08:19,929 Dude, this is too weird. 1344 01:08:20,054 --> 01:08:22,640 You're just showing up 1345 01:08:22,765 --> 01:08:24,558 and saying nice things to me. 1346 01:08:24,683 --> 01:08:26,393 I get it. I get it. 1347 01:08:26,519 --> 01:08:28,187 You know, it's gonna take us a lot of time 1348 01:08:28,312 --> 01:08:31,357 to get used to sober Brandyn, right? 1349 01:08:31,524 --> 01:08:32,858 But, um... 1350 01:08:32,983 --> 01:08:34,276 just give me a second chance. 1351 01:08:34,401 --> 01:08:37,238 I fucked up, and I really wanna be your friend. 1352 01:08:38,030 --> 01:08:39,365 And I, uh... 1353 01:08:40,616 --> 01:08:42,201 brought this over here. 1354 01:08:43,994 --> 01:08:46,372 This, um, used to belong to Joni. 1355 01:08:47,248 --> 01:08:50,417 But, um, yeah. Hope to see you in Germany. 1356 01:08:55,256 --> 01:08:57,049 This is the only way that I can get my songs back. 1357 01:08:57,216 --> 01:08:59,426 And he's sober now, so... 1358 01:08:59,552 --> 01:09:01,220 I know you're smarter than this. 1359 01:09:01,345 --> 01:09:04,515 Going on tour with a guy who treated you like shit? 1360 01:09:04,640 --> 01:09:06,308 You don't need to do this. 1361 01:09:07,226 --> 01:09:08,811 Is that really how you see me? 1362 01:09:09,937 --> 01:09:11,313 Just as the victim? 1363 01:09:11,438 --> 01:09:13,315 No, but... 1364 01:09:13,440 --> 01:09:14,900 it's an evergreen story. 1365 01:09:15,067 --> 01:09:18,737 Older, powerful dude dangles a woman's dreams in front of her, 1366 01:09:18,904 --> 01:09:20,239 and then the next thing you know, 1367 01:09:20,364 --> 01:09:22,575 she's got cum all over her favorite Gap dress. 1368 01:09:22,741 --> 01:09:24,368 Ugh, I hate The Gap. 1369 01:09:24,493 --> 01:09:25,578 Me too. 1370 01:09:26,453 --> 01:09:28,205 Ugh, I hate that you're doing this. 1371 01:09:28,330 --> 01:09:31,041 I swear to God, if he fucks with you, 1372 01:09:31,167 --> 01:09:32,543 he's gonna regret it. 1373 01:09:34,295 --> 01:09:36,088 I'm sorry I've been such a pain. 1374 01:09:36,672 --> 01:09:40,259 I love you so much, and you're always there for me. I'm sorry. 1375 01:09:42,553 --> 01:09:43,596 I forgive you. 1376 01:09:44,388 --> 01:09:47,099 Just don't ever ditch me for a guy again. 1377 01:09:47,266 --> 01:09:49,310 I won't. I promise. 1378 01:09:50,102 --> 01:09:52,771 Hello, welcome. I'm Ally. 1379 01:09:52,897 --> 01:09:54,440 Would you like a glass of champagne? 1380 01:09:54,607 --> 01:09:57,318 Oh, I'm okay, thank you. Um, I'm Astor. 1381 01:09:57,443 --> 01:09:59,445 Do you know if there's somewhere I'm supposed to sit? 1382 01:09:59,612 --> 01:10:00,696 Anywhere you like. 1383 01:10:01,322 --> 01:10:03,282 - Okay, thank you. - You're welcome. 1384 01:10:08,162 --> 01:10:09,455 Oh, shoot, sorry, were you sitting here? 1385 01:10:09,580 --> 01:10:11,498 No, no, no, you're welcome to sit there, 1386 01:10:11,624 --> 01:10:14,460 but you might feel a little more comfortable up front. 1387 01:10:14,585 --> 01:10:15,961 - No way. - Yeah. 1388 01:10:16,128 --> 01:10:18,088 Oh, that's okay, thank you. 1389 01:10:18,214 --> 01:10:19,465 Hey, sorry, excuse me. 1390 01:10:19,590 --> 01:10:21,175 Do you know how long this flight is? 1391 01:10:21,300 --> 01:10:23,093 Five hours and 15 minutes to New York. 1392 01:10:23,219 --> 01:10:25,846 Um, we'll refuel and we'll pick up the band, 1393 01:10:25,971 --> 01:10:28,182 and then another nine hours or so to Berlin. 1394 01:10:28,933 --> 01:10:30,351 Awesome, thank you. 1395 01:10:30,476 --> 01:10:33,145 - Hi! - Hey there. 1396 01:10:33,312 --> 01:10:34,647 - Champagne? - Thank you. 1397 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:56,460 - Astor? - Yes? 1398 01:10:56,585 --> 01:10:58,462 Hi, this is Greta, Brandyn's assistant. 1399 01:10:58,587 --> 01:11:00,839 There's a production meeting at 10:00 p.m. 1400 01:11:01,674 --> 01:11:05,010 - Oh, okay, where is it? - Room 304. 1401 01:11:05,719 --> 01:11:07,012 Okay, thank you. 1402 01:11:18,023 --> 01:11:19,358 You're not room service. 1403 01:11:22,695 --> 01:11:23,988 Wanna join? 1404 01:11:33,497 --> 01:11:36,625 Guess I learned my lesson about making prank phone calls. 1405 01:11:36,750 --> 01:11:38,002 Excuse me? 1406 01:11:38,127 --> 01:11:41,338 I should probably say sorry or something. 1407 01:11:42,089 --> 01:11:43,924 I'm guessing it wasn't your idea. 1408 01:11:44,049 --> 01:11:46,010 - Mm-mm. - I'm Astor, by the way. 1409 01:11:46,135 --> 01:11:48,679 Duh. I'm Stassi. 1410 01:11:49,638 --> 01:11:52,766 I thought it would be fun to fuck a rock star, but... 1411 01:11:52,891 --> 01:11:54,184 I'm over it. 1412 01:11:54,310 --> 01:11:55,769 I'm flying home tonight. 1413 01:11:55,894 --> 01:11:58,230 Yeah, I was trying to figure out a way to warn you. 1414 01:11:58,397 --> 01:11:59,773 He's a total asshole. 1415 01:11:59,898 --> 01:12:02,276 Yeah, I could see that from the minute I met him, 1416 01:12:02,401 --> 01:12:06,947 but I'm leaving because I can't stand his loud-ass snoring. 1417 01:12:07,072 --> 01:12:08,157 And the sex is lame. 1418 01:12:09,867 --> 01:12:13,162 For the record, I totally would've fucked you. 1419 01:12:16,457 --> 01:12:20,002 ♪ I know what I'm feeling ♪ 1420 01:12:20,127 --> 01:12:26,216 ♪ But there's a fear in the back of my mind ♪ 1421 01:12:27,134 --> 01:12:29,136 ♪ Mmm ♪ 1422 01:12:29,261 --> 01:12:33,307 ♪ Maybe it's uneven ♪ 1423 01:12:33,432 --> 01:12:36,435 ♪ Begging you to give me more ♪ 1424 01:12:36,602 --> 01:12:38,771 ♪ And give me time ♪ 1425 01:12:39,813 --> 01:12:41,231 ♪ Mmm ♪ 1426 01:12:41,982 --> 01:12:44,360 ♪ And I wonder what you really... ♪ 1427 01:12:44,485 --> 01:12:45,819 - Hey. - Hey. 1428 01:12:45,944 --> 01:12:47,529 You must be Astor. I'm Greta. 1429 01:12:47,654 --> 01:12:48,947 Nice to meet you. 1430 01:12:49,073 --> 01:12:52,785 ♪ And I wonder why you're mad at me ♪ 1431 01:12:55,287 --> 01:12:57,039 Oh, crap. Stop, stop, stop, stop. 1432 01:12:57,164 --> 01:12:58,374 Just got a text from Brandyn. 1433 01:12:58,499 --> 01:12:59,958 He needs a drive to the radio station. 1434 01:13:00,084 --> 01:13:02,961 Uh... uh, Astor, I really hate to ask you to do this, 1435 01:13:03,087 --> 01:13:05,464 but could you pop back out? We'll sweep back around again. 1436 01:13:05,589 --> 01:13:07,800 Thanks, babe. Shouldn't take too long, though. 1437 01:13:07,966 --> 01:13:09,676 You'll still have plenty of time for soundcheck, okay? 1438 01:13:09,802 --> 01:13:11,303 ♪ I'll take it ♪ 1439 01:13:11,470 --> 01:13:14,890 ♪ You love me like you hate me ♪ 1440 01:13:15,516 --> 01:13:16,892 ♪ I'm so scared... ♪ 1441 01:13:17,017 --> 01:13:18,018 - Hey, hey. - What up? 1442 01:13:18,143 --> 01:13:19,269 What's going on? 1443 01:13:19,395 --> 01:13:20,437 Let's do the damn thing. 1444 01:13:20,562 --> 01:13:21,647 Yeah. 1445 01:13:23,148 --> 01:13:24,400 I wanted to create an album 1446 01:13:24,525 --> 01:13:25,859 that sounded like a whole band, 1447 01:13:25,984 --> 01:13:27,152 but really, it was just me. 1448 01:13:27,277 --> 01:13:28,904 And it fucking worked. 1449 01:13:29,029 --> 01:13:30,823 Yeah, yeah, it sure did. 1450 01:13:30,989 --> 01:13:33,992 So, you had a bit of an incident last summer 1451 01:13:34,159 --> 01:13:35,577 at a music festival in Paris, 1452 01:13:35,702 --> 01:13:38,247 and the European press was pretty unkind to you 1453 01:13:38,372 --> 01:13:40,082 about the situation. 1454 01:13:40,207 --> 01:13:42,543 All right, well, first off, uh, fuck France. 1455 01:13:42,668 --> 01:13:44,336 It's like, I swear, I open my mouth 1456 01:13:44,503 --> 01:13:45,921 and people just get offended. 1457 01:13:46,046 --> 01:13:48,966 Okay, Neil Young wrote a song called "Stupid Girl." 1458 01:13:49,091 --> 01:13:50,843 Rolling Stones have a song called "Stupid Girl." 1459 01:13:51,009 --> 01:13:52,177 "Stupid Girl," right? 1460 01:13:52,344 --> 01:13:53,595 These songs would get them canceled 1461 01:13:53,720 --> 01:13:55,931 - in this Me Too era. - Exactly. 1462 01:13:56,056 --> 01:13:57,683 They're destroying art. 1463 01:13:58,517 --> 01:14:00,602 Don't get me wrong. I love women, all right? 1464 01:14:00,727 --> 01:14:03,355 I got a bunch of badass chicks as roadies on my tour, so... 1465 01:14:03,480 --> 01:14:05,732 Yeah, and I see you brought Astor Grey to open for you. 1466 01:14:05,858 --> 01:14:07,401 Speaking of stupid girls... 1467 01:14:07,526 --> 01:14:09,611 No, she's, um... 1468 01:14:10,362 --> 01:14:11,363 - she's great. - Yeah, honestly, 1469 01:14:11,530 --> 01:14:13,073 I never heard of her before. 1470 01:14:13,198 --> 01:14:14,908 Yeah, I really only brought her on tour 1471 01:14:15,033 --> 01:14:16,368 because she gets naked at shows. 1472 01:14:16,493 --> 01:14:17,828 Is she gonna get naked tonight? 1473 01:14:17,953 --> 01:14:19,997 Honestly, I-- I don't even think 1474 01:14:20,122 --> 01:14:21,832 she brought clothes on this trip. 1475 01:14:21,957 --> 01:14:23,208 Hey, man, 1476 01:14:23,333 --> 01:14:24,793 it's been so good talking to you. 1477 01:14:24,918 --> 01:14:26,670 Can't wait for the show tonight. 1478 01:14:26,795 --> 01:14:29,381 Uh, Brendon Verge, tonight at the Tempodrom, 1479 01:14:29,548 --> 01:14:31,592 Astor Grey is opening. 1480 01:14:31,717 --> 01:14:33,844 Naked. 1481 01:14:50,152 --> 01:14:51,737 Guten Abend, Berlin. 1482 01:14:56,033 --> 01:14:57,409 What's up, Berlin? 1483 01:14:57,534 --> 01:14:58,827 What's up, Berlin? 1484 01:14:58,952 --> 01:15:00,370 I'm Astor Grey. Hey, hey, hey. 1485 01:15:00,496 --> 01:15:01,747 Hey, I'm Astor Grey. 1486 01:15:01,914 --> 01:15:03,332 Hey, this is it. 1487 01:15:04,666 --> 01:15:05,918 You ready? 1488 01:15:13,967 --> 01:15:15,427 Was ist das? 1489 01:15:16,470 --> 01:15:19,348 Hey, everybody. I'm Astor Grey, 1490 01:15:19,473 --> 01:15:22,100 and the only word I know how to say in German 1491 01:15:22,226 --> 01:15:23,936 is Wienerschnitzel. 1492 01:15:28,815 --> 01:15:30,984 Zieh deine Sachen aus! 1493 01:15:31,109 --> 01:15:33,779 Take off your clothes! 1494 01:15:33,904 --> 01:15:35,447 Take off your clothes! 1495 01:15:35,572 --> 01:15:37,699 Show us your boobies! 1496 01:15:44,122 --> 01:15:46,250 Go back to California! 1497 01:16:00,472 --> 01:16:01,932 No groupies on the bus. 1498 01:16:02,057 --> 01:16:04,560 Are you kidding me? I'm with the band. 1499 01:16:04,685 --> 01:16:05,894 My bad. 1500 01:16:38,760 --> 01:16:39,803 Beer? 1501 01:16:40,887 --> 01:16:42,973 Back to your old ways? 1502 01:16:44,016 --> 01:16:46,518 Alcohol isn't the problem. It's people. 1503 01:16:46,685 --> 01:16:48,478 You know, my therapist says that 1504 01:16:48,604 --> 01:16:51,523 I subconsciously create distance from those I love, 1505 01:16:51,690 --> 01:16:54,359 so it doesn't hurt when they eventually let me down. 1506 01:16:54,943 --> 01:16:56,361 'Cause they always will. 1507 01:16:58,196 --> 01:16:59,281 Or maybe... 1508 01:16:59,906 --> 01:17:03,910 you're just a sad, angry piece of shit. 1509 01:17:10,042 --> 01:17:11,543 What the fuck? 1510 01:17:12,336 --> 01:17:13,920 Hey, can we stop, please? 1511 01:17:14,046 --> 01:17:15,881 - Can you please pull over? - I can't stop here. 1512 01:17:16,048 --> 01:17:17,966 No, we need to stop right now, okay? All my songs are 1513 01:17:18,091 --> 01:17:19,885 back there, so we need to stop right now, please. 1514 01:17:20,052 --> 01:17:22,679 Looks like there's a petrol station a few kilometers ahead. 1515 01:17:22,804 --> 01:17:24,139 I can probably stop there. 1516 01:17:24,264 --> 01:17:25,766 Nic, keep going. It's all good. 1517 01:17:26,391 --> 01:17:29,478 Brandyn, that is the only copy that I have of all those songs. 1518 01:17:29,603 --> 01:17:31,229 Can you please just not be a dick about this? 1519 01:17:31,355 --> 01:17:32,439 Wait, I'm sorry, am I a dick, 1520 01:17:32,564 --> 01:17:34,441 or am I "an angry piece of shit?" 1521 01:17:34,566 --> 01:17:36,276 Okay, keep going. 1522 01:17:43,742 --> 01:17:46,078 - Bus is leaving. - Great, I won't be on it. 1523 01:17:59,257 --> 01:18:01,259 So what am I supposed to do now? 1524 01:18:01,385 --> 01:18:04,429 If you want people to treat you like an adult, 1525 01:18:04,596 --> 01:18:08,225 that means taking responsibility for yourself and your choices. 1526 01:18:08,350 --> 01:18:13,230 Seriously? Mom, I'm, like, stuck at a gas station in Germany. 1527 01:18:13,355 --> 01:18:15,565 I hope you don't feel too bad when I get murdered 1528 01:18:15,691 --> 01:18:17,776 - by fucking Nazis. - Baby... 1529 01:18:17,901 --> 01:18:19,986 Germany is a very safe country, 1530 01:18:20,112 --> 01:18:23,115 and you're one of the bravest people I know. 1531 01:18:23,240 --> 01:18:24,950 Do you have your calming lavender blend? 1532 01:18:25,075 --> 01:18:28,453 I don't feel brave. This sucks, and I wanna go home. 1533 01:18:28,578 --> 01:18:30,122 I know you're feeling overwhelmed, 1534 01:18:30,247 --> 01:18:32,624 but, Astor, just try to think about 1535 01:18:32,791 --> 01:18:34,751 why you went there in the first place. 1536 01:18:34,876 --> 01:18:37,337 You're on tour in Europe, baby. 1537 01:18:37,462 --> 01:18:39,965 You're playing your music for the world. 1538 01:18:40,132 --> 01:18:43,969 Now fight for what you want, what you deserve. 1539 01:18:44,136 --> 01:18:47,305 You have always had this fire inside you. 1540 01:18:47,431 --> 01:18:49,975 If you want something, you succeed. 1541 01:18:50,142 --> 01:18:53,645 Now get off this phone and call an Uber, 1542 01:18:53,770 --> 01:18:55,188 and use your lavender. 1543 01:18:55,313 --> 01:18:56,398 Okay. 1544 01:18:57,023 --> 01:19:00,360 Okay, you're right. Let me figure it out. 1545 01:19:01,820 --> 01:19:03,655 Thanks, Mom, I love you. 1546 01:19:03,780 --> 01:19:05,824 I'm sorry. I'm gonna make you proud. 1547 01:19:08,326 --> 01:19:10,662 I am already so proud. 1548 01:19:10,829 --> 01:19:13,123 No one deserves this more than you, Astor. 1549 01:19:13,248 --> 01:19:14,958 You worked so hard. 1550 01:19:15,667 --> 01:19:17,335 I love you more than words. 1551 01:19:23,341 --> 01:19:26,219 ♪ I'm a woman at best ♪ 1552 01:19:26,344 --> 01:19:28,930 ♪ You do not make me weak ♪ 1553 01:19:29,055 --> 01:19:31,767 ♪ Won't fall to my knees ♪ 1554 01:19:31,892 --> 01:19:34,770 ♪ Call your name in my sleep ♪ 1555 01:19:34,895 --> 01:19:37,856 ♪ And I will pass this test ♪ 1556 01:19:37,981 --> 01:19:41,485 ♪ 'Cause I know I am strong ♪ 1557 01:19:41,610 --> 01:19:43,236 ♪ Won't call out your name ♪ 1558 01:19:44,112 --> 01:19:50,035 ♪ I just sing out this song ♪ 1559 01:19:50,786 --> 01:19:54,956 ♪ Sing out this song ♪ 1560 01:19:56,833 --> 01:20:02,547 ♪ Sing out this song... ♪ 1561 01:20:09,888 --> 01:20:12,265 This song is about Brandyn Verge. 1562 01:20:12,390 --> 01:20:13,683 He hates women. 1563 01:20:24,194 --> 01:20:29,074 ♪ Crawling out a car crash, I hold my breath ♪ 1564 01:20:29,241 --> 01:20:33,578 ♪ Baby, if I'm bleeding, I don't feel it yet ♪ 1565 01:20:34,287 --> 01:20:38,333 ♪ I know you love to see me at my worst ♪ 1566 01:20:38,458 --> 01:20:41,586 ♪ You've been playing with my feelings ♪ 1567 01:20:41,711 --> 01:20:44,381 ♪ On and on, on and on, oh ♪ 1568 01:20:44,506 --> 01:20:45,841 ♪ You cut deep ♪ 1569 01:20:45,966 --> 01:20:50,929 ♪ You don't see me anymore ♪ 1570 01:20:52,097 --> 01:20:57,143 ♪ I won't give you the satisfaction ♪ 1571 01:20:57,269 --> 01:21:00,438 ♪ Or pretend like it never happened ♪ 1572 01:21:00,564 --> 01:21:01,982 ♪ Oh ♪ 1573 01:21:02,107 --> 01:21:04,943 ♪ You don't keep me up at night ♪ 1574 01:21:05,068 --> 01:21:07,946 ♪ You don't get to say goodbye, no ♪ 1575 01:21:08,113 --> 01:21:10,073 ♪ You don't get to fix me ♪ 1576 01:21:10,198 --> 01:21:12,450 ♪ And break me at the same time ♪ 1577 01:21:12,576 --> 01:21:15,287 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1578 01:21:17,539 --> 01:21:21,251 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1579 01:21:29,801 --> 01:21:31,011 I got them all warmed up for you. 1580 01:21:31,136 --> 01:21:32,554 You are gonna fucking pay for that! 1581 01:21:32,679 --> 01:21:34,472 I promise you, you're gonna fucking pay. 1582 01:21:34,639 --> 01:21:36,099 - God damn it! - Hey! 1583 01:21:36,224 --> 01:21:37,684 You're fucking done. 1584 01:21:37,809 --> 01:21:39,686 - Over. - I'm just getting started. 1585 01:21:39,811 --> 01:21:41,771 Brandyn, go! Go! 1586 01:21:41,897 --> 01:21:44,190 Astor, stop. 1587 01:21:44,316 --> 01:21:45,483 Stop! 1588 01:21:46,276 --> 01:21:48,194 You're in dressing room five, all right? 1589 01:21:48,320 --> 01:21:49,696 - All right? - Yeah. 1590 01:21:53,074 --> 01:21:56,828 So, after I played this killer show, 1591 01:21:56,953 --> 01:21:59,122 Greta came into the dressing room and fired me. 1592 01:21:59,247 --> 01:22:00,415 She'd already bought the ticket home. 1593 01:22:00,540 --> 01:22:01,917 Can they do that? 1594 01:22:02,042 --> 01:22:05,003 After reading the contract a million times, 1595 01:22:05,128 --> 01:22:07,005 the answer seems to be yes and no. 1596 01:22:07,130 --> 01:22:08,798 Kate thinks that they're gonna have to pay me, 1597 01:22:08,924 --> 01:22:10,175 but that we'll have to fight for it. 1598 01:22:10,342 --> 01:22:13,219 But I don't know. Things feel different now. 1599 01:22:13,345 --> 01:22:15,722 Like, there's these girls in Denmark 1600 01:22:15,847 --> 01:22:17,849 that were singing along to all my songs, 1601 01:22:18,016 --> 01:22:19,976 and they were wearing t-shirts with my face on it. 1602 01:22:20,101 --> 01:22:22,687 It was, like, so freaking cool. 1603 01:22:22,812 --> 01:22:24,189 You're a rock star. 1604 01:22:24,314 --> 01:22:26,358 I'm a rock star? 1605 01:22:27,651 --> 01:22:28,735 Don't actually look at me. 1606 01:22:40,914 --> 01:22:43,708 ♪ Emotional editor ♪ 1607 01:22:45,543 --> 01:22:47,337 What the fuck? 1608 01:22:48,171 --> 01:22:50,090 ♪ You think you're really fly ♪ 1609 01:22:50,215 --> 01:22:53,927 ♪ But you're just a stupid guy ♪ 1610 01:22:56,388 --> 01:22:58,723 ♪ Your Porsche is not your penis ♪ 1611 01:22:59,432 --> 01:23:02,686 ♪ Women really aren't from Venus ♪ 1612 01:23:02,811 --> 01:23:05,772 ♪ I laugh, but I cry ♪ 1613 01:23:05,897 --> 01:23:09,401 ♪ 'Cause you're such a stupid guy ♪ 1614 01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:15,073 ♪ All you want is admiration ♪ 1615 01:23:15,198 --> 01:23:18,743 ♪ Your real emotion is stagnation ♪ 1616 01:23:18,910 --> 01:23:21,413 ♪ Do the stupid thing you love... ♪ 1617 01:23:21,538 --> 01:23:23,790 Oh, my God, you're slow! 1618 01:23:25,625 --> 01:23:32,382 ♪ What you really are ♪ 1619 01:23:34,092 --> 01:23:36,553 It's fantastic! 1620 01:23:36,678 --> 01:23:38,513 I love it! 1621 01:23:38,638 --> 01:23:40,098 And can I just say how happy I am 1622 01:23:40,223 --> 01:23:42,517 that you picked that as the single? 1623 01:23:42,642 --> 01:23:44,060 Thanks. Yeah, Hobie he chose it. 1624 01:23:44,185 --> 01:23:47,313 Well, it's a fantastic song. 1625 01:23:47,439 --> 01:23:49,065 I'm so excited for Saturday. 1626 01:23:49,190 --> 01:23:52,193 I think I actually prefer playing smaller venues. 1627 01:23:52,318 --> 01:23:54,195 Like, having more money would be nice, 1628 01:23:54,320 --> 01:23:58,283 but not at the expense of the acoustics and my sanity. 1629 01:23:58,408 --> 01:24:00,744 Well, this is the other reason I called. 1630 01:24:01,786 --> 01:24:04,456 Guess what finally came in. 1631 01:24:04,581 --> 01:24:07,876 - Oh, my God, did they pay? - The lawyers did their job. 1632 01:24:08,001 --> 01:24:10,253 They paid, plus a late fee. 1633 01:24:10,378 --> 01:24:12,756 Oh, my gosh! 1634 01:24:12,881 --> 01:24:15,008 Thank you so much! 1635 01:24:15,133 --> 01:24:16,760 Well, you deserve it. 1636 01:24:16,885 --> 01:24:20,430 Here's to taking on shitty men and winning. 1637 01:24:20,555 --> 01:24:22,307 - Yeah! - Yeah! 1638 01:24:22,474 --> 01:24:25,435 There's a lot of hate towards you from Brandyn's fans. 1639 01:24:25,560 --> 01:24:27,228 People saying you're pissed you got dumped, 1640 01:24:27,353 --> 01:24:29,481 that you're using this story to promote your record. 1641 01:24:29,606 --> 01:24:31,983 Yeah, and it got a lot worse after your podcast last week. 1642 01:24:32,108 --> 01:24:34,402 Well, Brandyn's a good friend, 1643 01:24:34,527 --> 01:24:35,945 and the guy I know, well, 1644 01:24:36,071 --> 01:24:38,114 I got a hard time believing that he's doing 1645 01:24:38,239 --> 01:24:39,657 these things you're accusing him of. 1646 01:24:39,824 --> 01:24:41,326 Yeah, it's easy to excuse shitty behavior 1647 01:24:41,451 --> 01:24:43,244 when it's coming from someone that we like, but 1648 01:24:43,369 --> 01:24:45,246 women's careers don't benefit from calling out powerful men. 1649 01:24:45,371 --> 01:24:49,292 - It's usually the opposite. - I'd never heard of you before 1650 01:24:49,417 --> 01:24:51,836 Brandyn took you on his tour, a tour which you were fired from. 1651 01:24:52,003 --> 01:24:54,297 So it seems naive to pretend that Brandyn 1652 01:24:54,422 --> 01:24:57,092 didn't give your career a huge boost. 1653 01:24:57,217 --> 01:24:59,052 People know my name now, that's true, 1654 01:24:59,177 --> 01:25:00,970 and I will take some accountability 1655 01:25:01,096 --> 01:25:02,555 for the fucked-up situation. 1656 01:25:02,680 --> 01:25:05,892 I should have left sooner, but I was in love. 1657 01:25:07,185 --> 01:25:10,188 Well, I'm glad to hear you're taking some of the blame. 1658 01:25:10,313 --> 01:25:12,190 It takes two to play the game. 1659 01:25:13,358 --> 01:25:15,777 The thing is, I didn't think that I was playing the game. 1660 01:25:15,902 --> 01:25:17,362 I thought that I was in a relationship. 1661 01:25:17,529 --> 01:25:20,198 Oh, come on. I mean, Brandyn's a rock star, 1662 01:25:20,323 --> 01:25:23,326 and you... I mean, you seem like a smart cookie. 1663 01:25:23,451 --> 01:25:25,078 You really expect me to believe that you thought 1664 01:25:25,203 --> 01:25:27,664 he was gonna be your typical boyfriend? 1665 01:25:27,789 --> 01:25:31,000 Yes, I did, because that's how he presented himself. 1666 01:25:31,126 --> 01:25:32,502 We let these celebrities break the rules 1667 01:25:32,627 --> 01:25:34,170 and get away with it because we want them 1668 01:25:34,295 --> 01:25:36,881 to be bad boys, and defending their behavior 1669 01:25:37,006 --> 01:25:39,092 is a way of protecting the rock star fantasy. 1670 01:25:39,217 --> 01:25:42,178 If you object, then you're a whiny bitch 1671 01:25:42,303 --> 01:25:44,055 who's ruining the party with your wokeness. 1672 01:25:44,180 --> 01:25:45,723 Okay, okay, let's not put words in my mouth. 1673 01:25:45,890 --> 01:25:47,600 I never called you a whiny bitch. 1674 01:25:47,725 --> 01:25:49,144 No, you called me a liar. 1675 01:25:49,269 --> 01:25:50,645 I mean, you're trying to take something from Brandyn 1676 01:25:50,770 --> 01:25:52,939 that he's worked his entire life for, 1677 01:25:53,064 --> 01:25:54,983 and in my book, that's just wrong. 1678 01:25:55,108 --> 01:25:56,651 Well, your book is bro code. 1679 01:25:58,820 --> 01:25:59,779 You're funny. 1680 01:25:59,904 --> 01:26:01,447 No, but seriously, 1681 01:26:01,573 --> 01:26:03,783 I don't want Brandyn's name as an asterisk on my career, 1682 01:26:03,908 --> 01:26:05,451 and I don't expect him to change 1683 01:26:05,577 --> 01:26:07,996 or even acknowledge this, but if we could start to have 1684 01:26:08,121 --> 01:26:09,747 more conversations about all the bullshit 1685 01:26:09,873 --> 01:26:11,249 that women have to put up with: 1686 01:26:11,416 --> 01:26:14,377 the abuse, the lack of pay, the lack of opportunity, 1687 01:26:14,502 --> 01:26:16,921 then I think that would be a really good place to start. 1688 01:26:17,088 --> 01:26:18,339 I'm here for that, 1689 01:26:18,464 --> 01:26:21,134 but can we cut the cancel culture shit? 1690 01:26:22,093 --> 01:26:24,179 Astor, thank you for coming on the show. 1691 01:26:24,304 --> 01:26:28,141 We may not agree on much, but I admit, 1692 01:26:28,892 --> 01:26:30,268 you got some balls. 1693 01:26:31,644 --> 01:26:33,188 My album's called The Whisper Network. 1694 01:26:33,313 --> 01:26:34,981 Check it out, and if you're in LA, 1695 01:26:35,106 --> 01:26:37,025 I am playing Silverlake Lounge this Saturday. 1696 01:26:37,150 --> 01:26:38,568 And there you have it, 1697 01:26:38,693 --> 01:26:41,154 for a little shameless self-promotion. 1698 01:26:41,279 --> 01:26:45,366 Astor Gray, it has been an experience. 1699 01:26:47,911 --> 01:26:49,829 Check you out, Astor Gray. 1700 01:26:50,830 --> 01:26:52,123 What are you doing here? 1701 01:26:52,916 --> 01:26:54,667 We're playing at the Forum tomorrow night. 1702 01:26:54,792 --> 01:26:57,420 I saw that you were playing, so I wanted to come support you. 1703 01:26:58,630 --> 01:27:00,298 Well, make sure you buy a t-shirt. 1704 01:27:00,465 --> 01:27:02,091 I will. 1705 01:27:03,468 --> 01:27:05,929 Yeah, I can't tell if you're happy to see me or not. 1706 01:27:07,722 --> 01:27:09,098 Well... 1707 01:27:09,224 --> 01:27:11,476 considering you threw my songs out the window 1708 01:27:11,601 --> 01:27:13,144 and then you fired me from your tour, 1709 01:27:13,311 --> 01:27:14,646 I'm gonna go with not. 1710 01:27:15,146 --> 01:27:16,397 Look at you now. 1711 01:27:16,522 --> 01:27:18,900 Obviously your new songs are so much better 1712 01:27:19,025 --> 01:27:19,984 than whatever was in that notebook. 1713 01:27:20,151 --> 01:27:21,277 Guess we'll never know. 1714 01:27:21,778 --> 01:27:24,405 You know, music producers use unorthodox methods 1715 01:27:24,530 --> 01:27:27,659 of getting great performances out of artists all the time. 1716 01:27:27,825 --> 01:27:30,161 Phil Spector pulled a gun on John Lennon. 1717 01:27:30,328 --> 01:27:32,872 He also shot a woman in the face. 1718 01:27:34,582 --> 01:27:37,669 So, um, what's your plan with these, um-- 1719 01:27:37,835 --> 01:27:40,421 with these interviews? You going on Hux, The Times? 1720 01:27:40,546 --> 01:27:42,173 I didn't think you'd stoop so low. 1721 01:27:42,298 --> 01:27:44,467 It's-- it's kind of sad. 1722 01:27:45,843 --> 01:27:47,345 The Times came to us. 1723 01:27:47,512 --> 01:27:49,264 Your reputation precedes me, dude. 1724 01:27:49,389 --> 01:27:51,224 Music is the only thing that I care about, 1725 01:27:51,349 --> 01:27:53,268 and you're trying to take that away from me? 1726 01:27:53,393 --> 01:27:56,354 I mean, I'm sorry if shit got too real for you. 1727 01:27:56,479 --> 01:27:58,356 Yeah, it's crazy how being an abusive fuck 1728 01:27:58,481 --> 01:28:00,483 just isn't a great career move anymore. 1729 01:28:00,608 --> 01:28:03,152 Why are you doing this? I loved you. 1730 01:28:03,611 --> 01:28:05,530 I paid off your fucking credit card bills. 1731 01:28:05,655 --> 01:28:08,700 So many of my songs on my new album are about you. 1732 01:28:08,866 --> 01:28:10,201 And this is my thanks? 1733 01:28:10,368 --> 01:28:12,203 Yeah, I think you're gonna see your influence 1734 01:28:12,370 --> 01:28:14,038 on my album as well. 1735 01:28:16,457 --> 01:28:19,085 So that's it? After everything? 1736 01:28:19,210 --> 01:28:21,212 I'm not afraid of you, Brandyn. 1737 01:28:21,379 --> 01:28:23,214 And I'm not gonna be quiet. 1738 01:28:23,381 --> 01:28:26,467 I'm gonna tell my story, and I'm gonna play my music. 1739 01:28:26,592 --> 01:28:29,512 And if you don't like that, I have a great lawyer now, 1740 01:28:29,637 --> 01:28:30,722 so you can sue me. 1741 01:28:31,431 --> 01:28:33,308 How is everybody feeling tonight? 1742 01:28:33,433 --> 01:28:36,352 Are you guys ready for the main act? 1743 01:28:36,477 --> 01:28:39,105 Get out of my way. 1744 01:28:40,565 --> 01:28:41,733 Astor. 1745 01:28:41,858 --> 01:28:43,401 Astor! Hey! 1746 01:28:43,526 --> 01:28:44,819 Seriously? 1747 01:28:44,944 --> 01:28:46,696 Ladies and gentlemen, put your hands together... 1748 01:28:46,821 --> 01:28:48,156 Bitch! 1749 01:28:48,281 --> 01:28:51,659 ...for the lovely and amazing Astor Grey! 1750 01:28:58,875 --> 01:29:00,710 LA, I love you! 1751 01:29:02,879 --> 01:29:05,089 ♪ When you get older, plainer and saner ♪ 1752 01:29:05,256 --> 01:29:10,595 ♪ And will you remember all the danger we came from ♪ 1753 01:29:13,431 --> 01:29:16,476 ♪ Burning like embers, falling tender ♪ 1754 01:29:16,601 --> 01:29:19,228 ♪ Long before the days of no surrender ♪ 1755 01:29:19,354 --> 01:29:21,022 ♪ Years ago ♪ 1756 01:29:21,898 --> 01:29:25,443 ♪ And will you know ♪ 1757 01:29:25,610 --> 01:29:31,115 ♪ So smoke 'em if you got 'em, 'cause it's going down ♪ 1758 01:29:31,282 --> 01:29:35,328 ♪ All I ever wanted was you ♪ 1759 01:29:36,120 --> 01:29:41,334 ♪ I'll never get to heaven 'cause I don't know how ♪ 1760 01:29:41,459 --> 01:29:46,172 ♪ Let's raise a glass or two ♪ 1761 01:29:46,297 --> 01:29:49,801 ♪ To all the things I lost on you ♪ 1762 01:29:49,926 --> 01:29:51,511 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1763 01:29:51,636 --> 01:29:54,889 ♪ Tell me are they lost on you ♪ 1764 01:29:55,014 --> 01:29:57,225 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1765 01:29:57,350 --> 01:30:00,603 ♪ Just like you could cut me loose ♪ 1766 01:30:00,728 --> 01:30:06,109 ♪ Oh, after everything I lost on you ♪ 1767 01:30:06,234 --> 01:30:08,236 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1768 01:30:08,361 --> 01:30:13,825 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1769 01:30:13,991 --> 01:30:17,245 ♪ Oh ♪ 1770 01:30:17,370 --> 01:30:19,414 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1771 01:30:19,539 --> 01:30:24,919 ♪ Oh, oh-oh ♪ 1772 01:30:25,044 --> 01:30:28,256 ♪ Baby, is that lost on you ♪ 1773 01:30:28,381 --> 01:30:31,050 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1774 01:30:31,175 --> 01:30:34,345 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1775 01:30:54,699 --> 01:30:59,620 ♪ Crawling out a car crash, I hold my breath ♪ 1776 01:30:59,745 --> 01:31:04,500 ♪ Baby, if I'm bleeding, I don't feel it yet ♪ 1777 01:31:04,625 --> 01:31:07,211 ♪ I know you love to see me ♪ 1778 01:31:07,378 --> 01:31:09,046 ♪ At my worst ♪ 1779 01:31:09,213 --> 01:31:12,216 ♪ You've been playing with my feelings ♪ 1780 01:31:12,383 --> 01:31:14,844 ♪ On and on, on and on, oh ♪ 1781 01:31:14,969 --> 01:31:21,100 ♪ You cut deep, you don't see me anymore ♪ 1782 01:31:22,560 --> 01:31:27,565 ♪ I won't give you the satisfaction, no ♪ 1783 01:31:27,732 --> 01:31:32,778 ♪ Or pretend like it never happened ♪ 1784 01:31:32,904 --> 01:31:35,364 ♪ You don't keep me up at night ♪ 1785 01:31:35,490 --> 01:31:38,409 ♪ You don't get to say goodbye, no ♪ 1786 01:31:38,534 --> 01:31:40,411 ♪ You don't get to fix me ♪ 1787 01:31:40,578 --> 01:31:42,955 ♪ And break me at the same time ♪ 1788 01:31:43,080 --> 01:31:47,919 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1789 01:31:48,085 --> 01:31:51,255 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1790 01:31:51,422 --> 01:31:53,508 ♪ Cry, cry ♪