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If you're happy and you know it
Clap your hands

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Oh, this is how it feels.

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This is a great way to start the show.

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We must give credit to Note
who created this.

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It's a sneaky way
to make people clap for you two times.

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Today is a very special day.

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We will get to have a chat

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with the most famous
stand-up comedian of Thailand.

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So I'll try to break his record

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by saying something to you
and make you clap more than two times.

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I did it.

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As we all know,

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Note rarely makes an appearance in public.

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Especially a talk show like this.

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The last time he was in a talk show

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was 14 years ago.

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So today is very special.

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So now,

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please give a big round of applause for

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Note, Udom Taephanich!

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Hello, everyone.

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Let me start
with the most popular greeting.

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How are you?

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To be honest, not good at all.

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As I'm getting older,
it's normal, I get sick easily.

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-Yeah.
-Like, in the morning…

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It's like one symptom a day.

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It happens every day.

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It could be knee pain, or GERD,

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or a backache.

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That usually happens
to old people like us, right?

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I would like to ask you
about your latest show, Deaw 13.

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How was it?

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It was difficult.

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Why?

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Because I had never performed
in front of an audience

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that wore masks.

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Each show had around 5,000 people.

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Ten shows would be 50,000 people
with masks.

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DEAW 13, 2022
ROYAL PARAGON HALL, SIAM PARAGON

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So while I was performing,

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-I had no idea if they laughed.
-Right.

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There was no reaction, whatsoever.

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I had no experience with this.

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There's no class
on how to handle this situation.

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It's a new thing I had to face.

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Usually when you perform
a stand-up show,

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you'll get their reaction.

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-I'll see it.
-It encourages you.

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Stand-up comedy
is like playing table tennis.

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One serves and the other hits back.

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So when they have a good time,
I'll deliver more jokes.

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There's an interaction.

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But the Deaw 13 show
was like an online meeting.

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You guys know Zoom?
It was exactly like that.

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There were 5,000 people.

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I didn't know what to do.

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How did you solve this matter?

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At first, I didn't know what to do.

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Then, we figured out something.

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We put some microphones near the audience

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and connected a sound wire
to a monitor next to me.

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-So you could hear them.
-So I'd know…

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that they enjoyed the show,
but didn't want to show it.

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-The sound would be like…
-Yeah.

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Since they were laughing
through the masks,

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I only saw their eyes.

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DEAW 13, 2022
ROYAL PARAGON HALL, SIAM PARAGON

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Right.

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I'm not sure
if you've been wondering about this.

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When we go to one of his shows,

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he always tells
stories of people he knows.

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Are they real stories?

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Those stories are real.
But I would say this.

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My show is like a chef table.

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How I present my stories is the same
as how a chef decorates the dishes.

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If they aren't real,
I won't be able to memorize them.

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-I see.
-I won't remember.

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When telling a story,
I have to be able to picture it.

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-If not, the story won't be good.
-Yeah.

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You know that one
about the ghost at my house?

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I can't make that up.

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It really happened. He's still there.

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-Really?
-Yeah, he's still there.

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He knew you talked about him?

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Oh, right.

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Don't appear in my dream.

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Oh!

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This is how it usually is
when you get home?

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Yeah. It's always dark like this.

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There's only darkness.

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Normally, I will turn the light on.

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-The light will be on like this.
-Okay.

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From here, I'll walk to my room.

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-This is my room.
-It's also dark.

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-Yes.
-Okay.

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-More darkness. Come in.
-Okay.

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-So this is my night routine.
-Right.

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This is your bed.

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-I sleep on this side.
-Uh-huh.

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-Okay.
-I sleep here.

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Okay.

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-I lie down.
-Watching TV.

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Yes. I normally watch TV and lie here.

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You said, he looked down at you.

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-Right here. This is where Aum-im…
-Yes.

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She can see ghosts.
She said this is his spot.

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He looked at you when you slept.

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I was lying here.

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Sometimes he stands there.

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He's always somewhere around my bed.

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That's the information I got from her.

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If you were me,
would you still sleep in this room?

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-This thing helps me stay sane.
-What is it?

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This is a talisman,

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from a shaman in Chiang Mai.

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-It's for protection?
-Yes.

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It's for protection. He carved it for me.

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For keeping him away.

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-I'm not sure…
-Yes.

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…if it keeps him away from this spot,

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or if it keeps him in this spot.

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-Just stays here.
-Yeah.

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So, whenever I go to bed…

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-I'm scared.
-Yeah.

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It's not easy
to get through the night comfortably.

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But I'm getting used to it more and more.

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Was there any strange incident
that made you realize there's a ghost?

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-Was there a sound?
-Yes.

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A sound.

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It'll come when I'm half asleep.

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This is a personal belief.

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When I'm half asleep,

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or at dawn when I'm about to wake up,
that's when it happens.

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Like this.

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And it goes this way.

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There's nothing behind this wall.
Just air.

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-Nothing.
-These are real bricks.

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And sometimes,
the sound comes all the way here.

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Like this.

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The air conditioner has no space
for animals to get in.

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There was like a sound
of cat fighting with a mouse.

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But there's no space above the ceiling.

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It's all concrete, no space.

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No hole, nothing.

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You should spend a night here.

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-Just one night.
-Have a try.

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-Yeah. Come on.
-Sure, I'll try.

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I…

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-You're an adult.
-That's right.

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Yeah, yeah. That's the spot where I sleep.

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-Lie down.
-You sleep like this?

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-Yes.
-You sleep here.

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Yeah.

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Should we turn the light off?

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Yeah. We should turn the light off.

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It's time for bed.

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This is how I normally do.

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I feel…

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I have never felt lonely

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when being tucked in before.

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Okay.

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Okay. Bring me a lotus.

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Wait, wait.

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-He's not dead.
-Turn the lamp off.

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We have to turn it off too.

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I sleep in the dark like this.

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Try to picture it, okay?

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Okay.

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Aum-im said he stood here.

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I don't see him,
but I got a picture in my mind.

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My imagination is going wild.

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It's not easy to go to sleep at night.

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-Who would have thought--
-I like lying on my right side.

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Yeah. I thought
if I lie on the right side,

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I would see something.

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-Like his legs.
-Oh, no.

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I figured
I will lie on the left side instead.

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-That's gonna give you the creeps.
-Yeah.

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Because you can't see what's behind you.

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When there's space, It's so terrifying.

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I felt like someone pushed the bed.

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A lot of thoughts came into my mind.

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So…

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Okay.

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See you, Pated. Good night.

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I have this thought

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that every story you told was funny.

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But at the time it happened,
it wasn't fun at all.

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Mostly it wasn't fun at all. No.

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There was someone…

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who asked me to go see the sharks.

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Which show did I tell this story on?

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Do you remember which show?

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Someone said the Deaw 11 show.

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I was so angry
at that mother and daughter.

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I'm not someone who gets angry easily.

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But these two, though,

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if I met them again,
I would use a fork to stab their eyes.

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My life was fine.

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Why did they have to talk to me?

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They came to me,
and she said her daughter was a big fan.

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They begged me
to go see the sharks with them.

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I found out later that they needed
one person to complete the group.

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Her boyfriend was supposed to come,
but they broke up.

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That's why they needed me.

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So I went with them.

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They said it wouldn't be cold.
I hate cold weather.

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They said, "One jacket is enough."

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Enough my ass.

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I also got sea sick. I was so mad.

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On the way back to land,
I didn't talk to them at all.

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But you turned it into a fun story.

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I think the way to get past bad moments
is to turn them into funny stories.

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I just had to break through it.

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Now, next time I see them again,
I can laugh about it.

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If you don't do that…

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I would be suffering a lot.

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-It's a way to heal.
-Yes.

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There's another thing I'm curious about.

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From what I heard on your shows,

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the people that surround you

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are all weird.

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Why is that?

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Why do you attract so many weird people?

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To be honest, I did ask a monk about that.

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I asked him

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why these people are in my life.

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In case I did something bad
in my past life, so I can fix it.

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You know what he said?

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He said, "Udom,

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birds of a feather flock together."

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So I realized that it was me.

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There was one time.

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It was…

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It was last week.

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There was a woman.

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She's 29 years old.

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She's good-looking.

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She took a bus from…

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maybe Trat or something.

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She came to my house when my mom was home.

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She said she was a big fan

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and wanted me to sign a book.

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But the real reason was that
she wanted to borrow 250,000 baht.

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She's a big fan.

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Right.

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-So--
-After you signed, she just…

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No, I wasn't home.

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She came to see me, but I wasn't home.

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She met my mom.

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She also wrote a letter

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and put it in the book.

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She wanted to borrow 250,000 baht.

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It was for starting a new life.

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She wrote about her hardship.

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About paying back.

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She said she would definitely pay me back

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if she won the first-prize lottery.

262
00:13:32,160 --> 00:13:34,280
She would give me 2.5 million baht.

263
00:13:35,480 --> 00:13:39,760
But if she didn't win the lottery,
she wouldn't be able to pay back.

264
00:13:40,920 --> 00:13:42,520
So she promised…

265
00:13:43,720 --> 00:13:45,320
she'd pay back with merits.

266
00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:49,160
That was what she wrote.
It was so touching.

267
00:13:49,240 --> 00:13:52,800
"When you die, you can rest assured

268
00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:56,480
that I will always give you
the merit you deserve."

269
00:13:57,840 --> 00:14:00,120
Your next life seems promising.

270
00:14:00,200 --> 00:14:02,240
She would give me merit.

271
00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:04,280
Can you believe it?

272
00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:07,080
People just borrow money from me.

273
00:14:07,160 --> 00:14:10,080
It happened a lot lately.

274
00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:12,200
I guess I attracted a lot of them.

275
00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:14,520
So…

276
00:14:16,360 --> 00:14:17,480
There was…

277
00:14:18,240 --> 00:14:20,720
someone who texted me.

278
00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:25,240
He said he wanted to buy a house
because a condo wasn't comfortable.

279
00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:27,160
He saw the house he wanted.

280
00:14:27,240 --> 00:14:31,120
He wanted to live there
with his mother and siblings.

281
00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:35,400
The house was the smallest
in the area, nine million baht.

282
00:14:35,480 --> 00:14:38,480
I texted him and asked
how much money he was short of.

283
00:14:39,640 --> 00:14:40,560
Yeah.

284
00:14:41,480 --> 00:14:42,880
He said, nine million.

285
00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:46,960
That's the full price.

286
00:14:50,920 --> 00:14:53,320
I was being straight-forward with him.

287
00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:56,960
I asked him how he would pay me back.

288
00:14:57,040 --> 00:14:59,160
He said he was a teacher.

289
00:14:59,240 --> 00:15:03,440
His salary was 20k - 30k
so he'd give me 10,000 monthly.

290
00:15:03,520 --> 00:15:06,880
-Total was 9 million?
-10,000 baht a month.

291
00:15:07,360 --> 00:15:09,840
I asked my accountant to calculate.

292
00:15:09,920 --> 00:15:11,440
It would take him…

293
00:15:11,920 --> 00:15:13,520
75 years to pay me back.

294
00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:15,920
Now I'm in my 50s.

295
00:15:16,440 --> 00:15:19,840
I will get all my money back
when I'm 125 years old.

296
00:15:19,920 --> 00:15:21,120
I'd be bedridden.

297
00:15:22,800 --> 00:15:23,840
You'd get 10k monthly.

298
00:15:23,920 --> 00:15:26,760
That's true.
My grandchildren would be like,

299
00:15:27,240 --> 00:15:29,760
"Grandpa,
he already transferred you the money."

300
00:15:31,360 --> 00:15:33,880
"If you hear me, please blink."

301
00:15:41,120 --> 00:15:43,560
I'm not joking. People like this exist.

302
00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:48,440
There was someone that paid back with…

303
00:15:49,040 --> 00:15:50,000
I mean, paying a debt.

304
00:15:50,080 --> 00:15:51,440
Okay.

305
00:15:53,320 --> 00:15:56,080
-He borrowed 400,000 from me.
-Another person?

306
00:15:56,160 --> 00:15:59,800
Yeah.
There were so many I can't even count.

307
00:15:59,880 --> 00:16:02,160
He borrowed 400,000 baht.

308
00:16:02,640 --> 00:16:06,560
Many years later,
he just walked into my house.

309
00:16:06,640 --> 00:16:07,520
Right.

310
00:16:08,040 --> 00:16:09,720
I was thrilled to see him.

311
00:16:10,760 --> 00:16:12,280
I asked him how he was

312
00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:14,960
and he said, "I'm here to pay my debt."

313
00:16:16,920 --> 00:16:19,400
He unwrapped a package that he brought.

314
00:16:19,480 --> 00:16:21,320
It was a painting that he drew.

315
00:16:23,880 --> 00:16:25,640
-It wasn't money.
-Right.

316
00:16:25,720 --> 00:16:29,040
"Udom, normally I sell this for 500,000."

317
00:16:30,960 --> 00:16:33,360
I mean, this wasn't
a work of famous artists

318
00:16:33,440 --> 00:16:37,800
like Leonardo Da Vinci, Rembrandt,
or Yayoi Kusama.

319
00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:41,240
It couldn't compare to that at all.

320
00:16:41,320 --> 00:16:44,480
The painting looked like
a regular person drew it.

321
00:16:44,560 --> 00:16:46,560
"It's 500,000." Who would buy it?

322
00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:50,600
Okay, I don't care
how much he sells it for.

323
00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:51,640
He gave it to me.

324
00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:54,880
At that time, I was so stunned.
I was shocked.

325
00:16:56,960 --> 00:16:59,880
Then, he just left. I wanted to ask,

326
00:16:59,960 --> 00:17:01,200
"Want the change too?"

327
00:17:06,480 --> 00:17:08,040
I broke it off with him.

328
00:17:09,160 --> 00:17:10,920
That was…

329
00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:16,720
Imagine you went to a restaurant,

330
00:17:16,800 --> 00:17:19,800
you just drew something
and said, "One bowl of rice, please."

331
00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:21,640
That's crazy.

332
00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:23,120
Who do you think you are?

333
00:17:24,800 --> 00:17:27,520
He just thought
that he already paid the debt.

334
00:17:27,600 --> 00:17:30,960
Do you think I would hang that painting?

335
00:17:31,040 --> 00:17:34,080
If I did, it'd be like a slap in the face.

336
00:17:35,440 --> 00:17:38,440
It would show how dumb I was.

337
00:17:39,640 --> 00:17:43,360
Now I feel like
borrowing some money from you.

338
00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:46,680
I'm soft-hearted.

339
00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:48,560
If they said they're big fans,

340
00:17:49,360 --> 00:17:52,720
I would easily give them
whatever they asked.

341
00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:54,400
Especially if they cried,

342
00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:56,840
and have big boobs.

343
00:17:57,720 --> 00:17:59,000
"Take my money."

344
00:17:59,080 --> 00:18:00,880
There'll be no second thought.

345
00:18:01,680 --> 00:18:02,720
Seriously.

346
00:18:02,800 --> 00:18:06,120
The story that you just told was funny,

347
00:18:06,200 --> 00:18:09,920
it can be a story
that you tell in your show.

348
00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:13,400
But you didn't.

349
00:18:13,480 --> 00:18:15,240
Do you have a criteria?

350
00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:17,960
Like this one is for your friends,

351
00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:20,280
-and this one for the show.
-Yes, I do.

352
00:18:20,360 --> 00:18:25,160
For the show, I won't tell a story
that would get me in trouble.

353
00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:27,120
Yeah.

354
00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:32,880
Or a story that doesn't fit
with my audience for that show.

355
00:18:32,960 --> 00:18:36,480
I am… I am…

356
00:18:36,960 --> 00:18:42,720
I am a comedian in a country
that all ages are admitted to the show.

357
00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:44,800
It's not like that in other countries.

358
00:18:45,560 --> 00:18:47,880
Some stories might not be for kids.

359
00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,080
Have you ever gotten into trouble?

360
00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:53,520
I mocked Uncle Tu,
our previous prime minister.

361
00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:55,880
"NOTE UDOM" CALLED TO APOLOGIZE
TO "TU" FOR THE VIRAL CLIP

362
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:58,080
I did that
when he first became our prime minister.

363
00:18:58,600 --> 00:19:01,200
After that, a soldier called me.

364
00:19:02,320 --> 00:19:03,520
A real soldier.

365
00:19:03,600 --> 00:19:06,720
I know he was real
because he told me his rank.

366
00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:08,520
And I remember his voice.

367
00:19:08,600 --> 00:19:11,040
If I say his name, you will know.

368
00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:14,720
But I don't want to get in trouble
by saying his name.

369
00:19:15,440 --> 00:19:18,880
Let's just say he did call me.

370
00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:22,520
He didn't threaten me.

371
00:19:23,880 --> 00:19:26,000
He just admonished me.

372
00:19:26,080 --> 00:19:28,560
Also, he was really polite.

373
00:19:28,640 --> 00:19:31,840
He called my assistant first,

374
00:19:31,920 --> 00:19:34,440
and told her to tell me that he called.

375
00:19:35,880 --> 00:19:39,320
After I saw the note, I was like, "Shit."

376
00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:41,920
So I called him back instantly.

377
00:19:42,640 --> 00:19:44,680
He said, "Note, this is…"

378
00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:47,480
"I am the…"

379
00:19:48,920 --> 00:19:51,680
"I just want to tell you

380
00:19:52,440 --> 00:19:54,320
that we saw the clip."

381
00:19:55,720 --> 00:19:58,160
"We saw what you did."

382
00:19:59,080 --> 00:20:00,640
"The PM is okay with it."

383
00:20:01,920 --> 00:20:02,960
"Yes, he saw it."

384
00:20:05,040 --> 00:20:08,320
"I just want to tell you something,

385
00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:12,360
in case you forgot…

386
00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:18,000
that you are a role model
for some young people."

387
00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:20,800
"You might not realize it."

388
00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:25,280
"You should be cautious
about what you say in public."

389
00:20:25,360 --> 00:20:27,840
"It is for prevention."

390
00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:32,520
"So our young people won't misunderstand…

391
00:20:34,080 --> 00:20:37,400
that our prime minister is obstinate."

392
00:20:38,960 --> 00:20:41,400
Misunderstand what?

393
00:20:42,640 --> 00:20:43,920
We all knew it.

394
00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:51,280
"I want you to be more careful

395
00:20:51,360 --> 00:20:53,360
when speaking in public."

396
00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:57,560
"You should get your facts checked.
We're not mad at all."

397
00:20:57,640 --> 00:21:01,040
"We won't restrict your rights.
You can do whatever you want."

398
00:21:01,120 --> 00:21:03,920
"But just be cautious."

399
00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:06,880
"Don't worry. I'm your big fan."

400
00:21:07,360 --> 00:21:09,800
"I'll definitely go to your next show."

401
00:21:10,840 --> 00:21:12,560
I thought, "Did I invite you?"

402
00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:15,080
"Do I want you to be there?"

403
00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:21,520
Something like that.

404
00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:24,840
Also, the recent one with Mr. Srisuwan.

405
00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:25,880
-Srisuwan Chanya.
-Yeah.

406
00:21:25,960 --> 00:21:27,520
"What Note said in Deaw 13 was absurd."

407
00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:29,440
I don't really use social media.

408
00:21:29,480 --> 00:21:31,120
POPULAR IN THAILAND
#DEAW13 - 256K TWEETS

409
00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:32,760
I only heard the news when I went out.

410
00:21:32,840 --> 00:21:34,680
SRISUWAN ASSAULTED BY A GUY
WHO WATCHED DEAW 13

411
00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:36,360
Someone said, "I support you!"

412
00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:40,800
People I met on the street
said that to me.

413
00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:42,920
A taxi driver was like,

414
00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:46,240
"Sue him back!" I thought, "Sue whom?"

415
00:21:48,480 --> 00:21:50,840
"I sent you some money to help out!"

416
00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:52,840
Sent what?

417
00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:55,240
I had no idea what happened.

418
00:21:56,040 --> 00:21:57,360
People encouraged me.

419
00:21:57,440 --> 00:22:02,480
If people start encouraging you,
it means something bad happened to you.

420
00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:06,360
After I checked the news,
I realized that it was Srisuwan.

421
00:22:06,440 --> 00:22:08,320
I was a bit shocked.

422
00:22:08,920 --> 00:22:12,040
Actually, he didn't sue me.
He just complained.

423
00:22:12,120 --> 00:22:15,560
Because the plaintiffs
should be Lung Tu and Lung Pom.

424
00:22:15,640 --> 00:22:17,640
They're the ones who can sue.

425
00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:21,040
He just posted to complain about it.

426
00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:22,440
I…

427
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:27,480
Actually I should thank him.

428
00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:31,880
He sort of helped
promoting my show on Netflix.

429
00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:33,440
I should thank him.

430
00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:37,720
That's true. Some people might not
know about your show on Netflix.

431
00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:41,880
This show will also be on Netflix.

432
00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:47,000
To make sure our viewer rating
will be good, you should do something.

433
00:22:47,840 --> 00:22:49,120
-You mean, punch him?
-No!

434
00:22:50,520 --> 00:22:54,360
People thought
I paid someone to punch him.

435
00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:56,600
-Did you?
-No!

436
00:22:57,120 --> 00:23:01,760
From what happened at the time,
it surely looked like I did.

437
00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:05,600
I affirm that I will never
do something like that.

438
00:23:06,120 --> 00:23:07,920
But did I send some money? Yes.

439
00:23:13,520 --> 00:23:16,080
Hold on, I was joking.
That could upset him.

440
00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,160
Srisuwan, I…

441
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:20,600
I admire you.

442
00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:22,640
Because you…

443
00:23:23,600 --> 00:23:26,880
How should I say this?
He has four bases of success.

444
00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:30,280
Passion, diligence,
consciousness, and investigation.

445
00:23:30,360 --> 00:23:34,640
He has a passion for one thing,
and does it repeatedly.

446
00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:37,520
Does it over and over again
without hesitation.

447
00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:39,840
He has all those bases.

448
00:23:39,920 --> 00:23:40,920
-Right.
-But…

449
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:46,360
Let's just say,

450
00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:48,440
I don't think he's strange...

451
00:23:49,440 --> 00:23:53,800
You know, there's always
one or two people like this in school.

452
00:23:54,720 --> 00:23:57,400
People who are tattletales.

453
00:23:59,440 --> 00:24:02,360
They are usually the teacher's pets.

454
00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:05,520
"Miss, Udom is eating a snack."

455
00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:07,120
Something like that.

456
00:24:07,600 --> 00:24:09,880
"Miss, he won't tuck his shirt in."

457
00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:13,880
"Miss, he went to the toilet
three times today."

458
00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:17,800
They are like this.
The teachers love them.

459
00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:19,120
They got good grades.

460
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:22,080
But their friends don't love them.

461
00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:24,120
I think that

462
00:24:24,200 --> 00:24:26,720
Srisuwan should
stop craving the spotlight.

463
00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:29,880
All the spotlight he has...

464
00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:34,080
It's a lot. It is so bright.

465
00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:36,840
It's brighter
than Lung Tu's artificial sun.

466
00:24:37,800 --> 00:24:39,880
He's like the light source.

467
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:43,640
He doesn't need to seek it or do anything.

468
00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:46,400
Your name already says it all.

469
00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:48,480
"Sri" means "bright."

470
00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:51,400
It also means "bright aura."

471
00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:55,040
"Suwan" means "gold" or "golden."
So he has a golden aura.

472
00:24:55,120 --> 00:24:56,920
His last name is Chanya.

473
00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:00,760
It means "ethics,"
which I think he's lacking.

474
00:25:02,360 --> 00:25:03,880
Is that a compliment?

475
00:25:04,760 --> 00:25:07,080
Just know that I support you.

476
00:25:07,160 --> 00:25:09,400
Note, I notice some people behind you.

477
00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:11,760
They don't look happy.

478
00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,320
I think we should switch seats.

479
00:25:14,400 --> 00:25:15,560
Oh, okay.

480
00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:17,320
-Let's switch seats.
-Okay.

481
00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:22,840
So they can see your face too.

482
00:25:24,560 --> 00:25:26,840
Is this better? Are you good now?

483
00:25:26,920 --> 00:25:29,400
-You all will get to see my face.
-Yes.

484
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:37,160
You're the first one who started
a stand-up comedy show in Thailand.

485
00:25:37,240 --> 00:25:41,560
Your first show was in 1995.

486
00:25:42,080 --> 00:25:46,120
Back then, Thai people weren't familiar
with this kind of show.

487
00:25:46,200 --> 00:25:47,280
Maybe from movies.

488
00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:48,520
Western movies.

489
00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:52,120
How did it all start?

490
00:25:52,200 --> 00:25:56,160
Just like you,
I hadn't heard about it before.

491
00:25:56,240 --> 00:26:01,320
One day, Aeo, she is an acting coach.

492
00:26:01,840 --> 00:26:05,360
She said that I should do stand-up comedy.

493
00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:06,760
COACH AEO
ONCHUMA YUTTHAWONG

494
00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:09,480
I didn't understand what it was.

495
00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:12,040
There was also Chonprakan Chanrueng.

496
00:26:12,120 --> 00:26:13,440
COACH CHANG
CHONPRAKAN CHANRUENG

497
00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:15,400
He's also an acting coach.

498
00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:17,400
They both said the same thing.

499
00:26:17,480 --> 00:26:20,000
We were sitting together
and they said that.

500
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:23,120
They said that I'm a good storyteller.

501
00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:29,200
I asked other people about it,
but they couldn't give me an answer.

502
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:33,880
All I knew was
that it's a solo comedian telling jokes.

503
00:26:35,080 --> 00:26:37,120
I didn't know how to do it.

504
00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:43,080
So I asked my friend to buy
stand-up comedy videotapes in England.

505
00:26:43,160 --> 00:26:44,960
And I watched them.

506
00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:48,880
I didn't understand
because it was in English.

507
00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:51,600
I remember I hired an English teacher.

508
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:53,080
Her name is Kelly.

509
00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:55,800
She taught English in Lampang.

510
00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:59,080
We met and watched a tape together.

511
00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:01,000
She was laughing a lot.

512
00:27:01,080 --> 00:27:03,680
I asked her about what the comedian said.

513
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:06,800
She can speak a little Thai.

514
00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:09,040
She said, "He talked about his family.

515
00:27:09,120 --> 00:27:11,800
He talked about family."

516
00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:14,040
Now I was even more confused.

517
00:27:14,120 --> 00:27:17,400
I just wanted to know how to do it.

518
00:27:17,480 --> 00:27:20,240
How to start the show and end the show.

519
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:22,520
How he just put the mic down and left.

520
00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:24,080
That was new to me.

521
00:27:25,840 --> 00:27:28,080
Now I was more curious.

522
00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:29,720
I gave it a try.

523
00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:34,720
I started with writing a script
and performed on a small stage.

524
00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:38,560
At that time I was in a comedian group.

525
00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:42,880
It was called Yutthakarn Kayab Nguek.
It had many comedians.

526
00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:45,960
I had to do my own research.

527
00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:48,680
I just kept doing that.

528
00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:52,240
It took about two years.

529
00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:54,080
I kinda did it secretly.

530
00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:57,200
Because deep down,
I believed I could do it.

531
00:27:57,280 --> 00:28:00,000
For any of you who want to be a model,

532
00:28:00,080 --> 00:28:02,560
if you have many enemies,

533
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:03,960
you'll get more jobs.

534
00:28:04,040 --> 00:28:06,200
If you are restless and hotheaded,

535
00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:08,400
you can be a model. Here's why.

536
00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:15,800
Who's that?

537
00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:18,880
Who the hell are you?

538
00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:23,040
Never see a man before?

539
00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:27,800
Before going backstage,
"Is he still looking?"

540
00:28:30,120 --> 00:28:32,760
What about the name "Deaw Microphone"?

541
00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:35,880
When I decided to do the first show

542
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:37,960
at Muang Thai Insurance Auditorium,

543
00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:39,880
I had to have a name for the show.

544
00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:44,040
I can't use the words "stand-up comedy"
because people won't understand.

545
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:46,880
Back then, people didn't know it.

546
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:50,320
I thought the name
should be simple and in Thai.

547
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:54,480
I tried to find the name
to put on the posters.

548
00:28:55,720 --> 00:28:59,040
I was thinking while watching TV.

549
00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:01,120
A tennis tournament was on.

550
00:29:02,320 --> 00:29:03,840
Yeah, it was tennis.

551
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:07,360
The announcer would say something like,

552
00:29:08,160 --> 00:29:11,000
"Women's singles"
or "Men's singles match."

553
00:29:11,080 --> 00:29:13,440
I like the word "Single,"
or "Deaw" in Thai.

554
00:29:14,040 --> 00:29:16,000
So I decided to use it

555
00:29:16,080 --> 00:29:18,800
and put "Deaw Microphone" on the poster.

556
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:22,360
That's how I got the name.

557
00:29:22,440 --> 00:29:24,160
Turned out, it's catchy.

558
00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:27,360
I didn't know I would come this far.

559
00:29:27,440 --> 00:29:28,600
I'd never have thought it.

560
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:30,640
DEAW 1, 1995
MUANG THAI LIFE INSURANCE AUDITORIUM

561
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:32,960
I was just a young man,

562
00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:35,080
who just trusted his instinct…

563
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:36,760
DEAW 1, 1995
KAD THEATRE, CHIANGMAI

564
00:29:36,840 --> 00:29:38,280
…that he could do it.

565
00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:40,120
In Thailand,

566
00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:43,640
you are the first one who started it.

567
00:29:44,320 --> 00:29:45,880
Even now,

568
00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:50,360
there aren't many people
who do stand-up comedy.

569
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,760
-There are few--
-Fewer than there should be.

570
00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:54,880
Yeah. Unlike the comedy troupe era,

571
00:29:54,960 --> 00:29:56,600
where there were many groups.

572
00:29:56,680 --> 00:29:59,240
Stand-up comedy isn't like that at all.

573
00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:00,560
What's your take on it?

574
00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:05,120
I think it's because
of the limitations of speech…

575
00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:09,040
in our country.

576
00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:12,440
It's one of the factors…

577
00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:16,000
that keeps it from growing.

578
00:30:16,080 --> 00:30:19,360
Just like in a place without sunlight,

579
00:30:19,440 --> 00:30:22,120
the trees wouldn't grow.

580
00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:25,200
Nowadays, it's more intense.

581
00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:27,680
We have racist issues,

582
00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:30,280
bullying, and devaluation.

583
00:30:30,360 --> 00:30:35,720
The topics of nation,
religion and royalty are taboo too.

584
00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:38,080
Also, the topic of sexuality.

585
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:39,840
Like LGTV…

586
00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:43,320
-LGBT.
-LGBT and lots more.

587
00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:44,920
That's a lot.

588
00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:46,560
They are all taboo topics.

589
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:49,480
People these days are super sensitive.

590
00:30:49,960 --> 00:30:52,200
I think those things limit the comedians.

591
00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:57,120
It's harder for new comedians.

592
00:30:57,200 --> 00:31:02,240
I really wish
the new comedians will be successful.

593
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:07,280
It's not easy to do
a stand-up comedy show in this country.

594
00:31:07,800 --> 00:31:11,440
There are also people
who would be ready to sue you.

595
00:31:11,520 --> 00:31:12,720
You know?

596
00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:14,360
It's stressful.

597
00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:21,960
Another thing I noticed from your shows is

598
00:31:22,040 --> 00:31:23,880
you're the only one on stage.

599
00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:25,600
With one microphone.

600
00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:27,000
I thought to myself,

601
00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:29,800
"Gosh, this career is lonely."

602
00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:31,920
-That's true.
-Alone on a stage.

603
00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:35,400
No one can help you at all

604
00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:38,120
if something happened. Is that how it is?

605
00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:40,720
It's terrifying.

606
00:31:41,920 --> 00:31:45,480
I've been doing it for 28 years, I guess.

607
00:31:45,560 --> 00:31:47,480
BACKSTAGE - DEAW 9.5, 2006
KAD THEATRE, CHIANGMAI

608
00:31:47,560 --> 00:31:48,720
I'm scared every time.

609
00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:51,440
I've never felt relaxed
before going on stage.

610
00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:52,840
BACKSTAGE
DEAW 11, 2015

611
00:31:52,920 --> 00:31:54,840
Never.

612
00:31:54,920 --> 00:31:56,200
I've always been so nervous.

613
00:31:56,280 --> 00:31:57,200
BACKSTAGE
DEAW 13, 2022

614
00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:59,000
-About what?
-Forgetting the script.

615
00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:00,480
ROYAL PARAGON HALL, SIAM PARAGON

616
00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:03,680
I mean, that would be a disaster.

617
00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:07,160
Who am I gonna ask?

618
00:32:07,240 --> 00:32:09,520
I used to write the script on my arms.

619
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:15,640
But while I was performing
and telling jokes,

620
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:17,320
I couldn't find a time to…

621
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:22,720
The audience would notice it.
They'd be like, "What the hell?"

622
00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:25,320
It's impossible to do that.

623
00:32:25,400 --> 00:32:27,120
I didn't know what to do.

624
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:29,040
I put it on the edge of the stage.

625
00:32:29,120 --> 00:32:31,440
It was a paper with small letters.

626
00:32:31,520 --> 00:32:33,960
While performing, I looked at it.

627
00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:36,920
I couldn't read it.
The letters were too small.

628
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:39,680
I can't just walk up there and read.

629
00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:45,520
You mean there's no script
or notes on stage at all?

630
00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:47,080
It's the same as this one.

631
00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:48,760
It's clear like this?

632
00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:49,840
For this career,

633
00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:53,440
you need to know how to save yourself.

634
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:55,560
That's why it's fascinating.

635
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:58,360
It's like climbing a mountain
with bare hands.

636
00:32:58,440 --> 00:33:00,400
You know what I mean?

637
00:33:00,480 --> 00:33:01,840
It's more interesting.

638
00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:06,000
But when you have rope
and tools all over, it looks…

639
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:08,240
It's not good.

640
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,560
Have you ever forgotten the script?

641
00:33:11,640 --> 00:33:13,360
Often.

642
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:15,280
What did you do?

643
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:16,680
There was one show,

644
00:33:16,760 --> 00:33:17,840
I…

645
00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:19,440
I was rapping.

646
00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:22,480
I like writing rap rhymes.

647
00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:23,680
Something like that.

648
00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:25,760
One thing about writing rap lyrics

649
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:29,520
is that all the lines have to rhyme.

650
00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:32,640
There was one line that didn't rhyme.

651
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:33,640
It was unaccented.

652
00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:36,760
So while I was rapping on stage,

653
00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:39,200
I accidentally looked at someone.

654
00:33:39,280 --> 00:33:41,520
And that made me lose focus.

655
00:33:43,320 --> 00:33:47,520
I saw an actress,
she came to my show with her boyfriend.

656
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:49,320
I was rapping on stage.

657
00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:52,040
Just for a split second,
in my mind, I was like,

658
00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:53,320
"Who is she with?"

659
00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:55,360
"Who's that?"

660
00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:58,360
"He's not the same one on the news."

661
00:33:58,880 --> 00:34:02,040
The guy was sitting and turning his face…

662
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:05,000
Let's say you were me.

663
00:34:05,080 --> 00:34:07,320
I guess they argued, so he sat like this.

664
00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:10,720
It was obvious they were sulking.

665
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,200
I was like, "What are they sulking about?"

666
00:34:14,880 --> 00:34:18,400
When I was thinking about that,
I forgot the lyric.

667
00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:20,960
I was like…

668
00:34:22,200 --> 00:34:23,480
"Shit."

669
00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:25,520
"I'm screwed."

670
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:28,600
It was silent like this.

671
00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:30,320
I…

672
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:38,360
You know what I did?

673
00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:41,560
I can go home myself
Did I tell you I can't

674
00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:44,280
You wanted to give me a ride
So I let you

675
00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:46,680
DEAW 8, 2010
ROYAL PARAGON HALL, SIAM PARAGON

676
00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:50,160
I didn't initiate it
You asked for my number

677
00:34:50,240 --> 00:34:53,600
You called and texted me
Don't say you don't remember

678
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:59,160
I was fine by myself
Staying at home on weekends

679
00:34:59,240 --> 00:35:02,480
You were the one who asked me out

680
00:35:03,720 --> 00:35:06,720
Every birthday and anniversary
You give me gifts

681
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:10,120
Whatever I want
You'll do everything to get it for me

682
00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:16,560
I forgot.

683
00:35:34,400 --> 00:35:36,200
So I confessed.

684
00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:38,840
I told the audience the truth.

685
00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:40,960
"I forgot."

686
00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:42,920
They laughed.

687
00:35:43,440 --> 00:35:46,120
They thought that I was joking.

688
00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:48,280
That I'd say something funny after.

689
00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:49,720
"Guys, I'm sorry,

690
00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:50,880
I forgot."

691
00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:51,800
Hey.

692
00:35:52,520 --> 00:35:53,840
It's gone.

693
00:35:55,720 --> 00:35:57,360
Whatever I want…

694
00:35:57,440 --> 00:35:59,640
One second. Just talk to each other.

695
00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:05,120
I sat at the edge of the stage
and tried to think.

696
00:36:06,200 --> 00:36:08,440
I tried to remember the words.

697
00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:29,960
They laughed like this.

698
00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:32,560
They still thought I was joking.

699
00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:35,520
I wasn't. My mind was blank.

700
00:36:39,800 --> 00:36:40,760
Guys,

701
00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:43,400
I will get through this.

702
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,400
This is the life of a stand-up comedian.

703
00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:47,120
It's…

704
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:55,600
I forgot.

705
00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:58,080
Just give me a sec.

706
00:36:58,160 --> 00:36:59,680
Do whatever you want.

707
00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:04,320
Have you ever forgotten something?

708
00:37:04,400 --> 00:37:05,840
Like a person's name?

709
00:37:05,920 --> 00:37:07,920
It's on the tip of your tongue.

710
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:10,080
It was like that. I couldn't recall.

711
00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:12,200
I didn't know what to do.

712
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:14,120
I prayed and everything.

713
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:16,240
I was so anxious.

714
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:18,560
I tried to do this and that.

715
00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:20,800
Nope, nothing came up.

716
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:22,680
So I gave up.

717
00:37:23,480 --> 00:37:25,600
I thought I would change the subject.

718
00:37:26,720 --> 00:37:28,640
I decided to do that.

719
00:37:28,720 --> 00:37:31,560
I was going to confess to them
that I failed.

720
00:37:32,480 --> 00:37:33,880
When you let it go,

721
00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:38,400
and have no pressure anymore,
that's when you remember.

722
00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:42,120
Don't go home yet. One second.

723
00:37:42,640 --> 00:37:45,080
You'll do everything to get it for me

724
00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:48,720
I was fine by myself
Staying home on weekends

725
00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:52,480
You were the one who asked me out

726
00:37:52,560 --> 00:37:54,720
You always pamper me

727
00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:04,160
I was fine by myself
Staying home on weekends

728
00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:07,560
You were the one who always asked me out

729
00:38:07,640 --> 00:38:09,720
You always pamper me

730
00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:11,480
Being all clingy

731
00:38:11,560 --> 00:38:15,040
When I'm on my period
You rush to buy Ponstan for me

732
00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:25,640
I wanna ask you this.

733
00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:30,560
Is there anything else you want to do,

734
00:38:30,640 --> 00:38:34,960
but don't have a chance to do it?

735
00:38:37,760 --> 00:38:40,440
I only do things I don't want to do.

736
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:43,040
Seriously.

737
00:38:43,120 --> 00:38:46,080
I just want to stay home and paint.

738
00:38:46,160 --> 00:38:47,520
I love it.

739
00:38:47,600 --> 00:38:50,480
-Painting?
-Yeah. That's all I want to do.

740
00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:52,680
I think

741
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:54,760
painting is a full-time job for me.

742
00:38:55,240 --> 00:38:56,440
That's right.

743
00:38:56,520 --> 00:38:58,640
Doing stand-up comedy is my hobby.

744
00:38:59,840 --> 00:39:01,960
I do that from time to time.

745
00:39:02,040 --> 00:39:04,000
But I paint every day.

746
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:09,920
HAPPYLAND STUDIO, BANGKOK

747
00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:21,520
This is your workroom
that you told me about.

748
00:39:22,240 --> 00:39:24,480
You can call it a hospital.

749
00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:26,800
Why is that?

750
00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:29,160
It's like my personal therapy room.

751
00:39:29,240 --> 00:39:32,800
Whenever I have these feelings,

752
00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:38,720
either positive or negative feelings,
I will let it all out here.

753
00:39:38,800 --> 00:39:42,720
That's why
it's like a therapy room for me.

754
00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:47,880
When did you start doing artworks?

755
00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:50,080
When did it become your passion?

756
00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:51,200
To be honest,

757
00:39:51,920 --> 00:39:52,920
actually it is…

758
00:39:54,840 --> 00:40:01,080
It's a way to survive
for a young kid from Surin.

759
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:04,920
When I was a kid,
I moved from Chonburi to Surin.

760
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,120
All my friends were of Khmer origin.

761
00:40:07,200 --> 00:40:09,720
I couldn't keep up with them,

762
00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:13,120
since I started at midterm.

763
00:40:14,240 --> 00:40:16,520
I had no friends
because I couldn't speak Cambodian.

764
00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:20,920
So painting and drawing
were my way to not feel lonely.

765
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:23,760
-Were you good at it?
-No, not good.

766
00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:26,960
-Was it all chaotic lines like this?
-Yes.

767
00:40:27,040 --> 00:40:30,800
-It didn't get better when I grew up.
-Still the same.

768
00:40:30,880 --> 00:40:35,400
Eventually, you took it seriously
and enrolled in the Academy of Arts.

769
00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:37,600
-Yeah.
-So you really love it.

770
00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:41,800
After I graduated from high school,

771
00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:46,720
I studied
at Archivasilp Art Vocational College.

772
00:40:47,240 --> 00:40:50,320
I chose this path
because I didn't like other subjects.

773
00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:53,040
I was not good at English or Math.

774
00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:56,600
My painting skill
was kind of above average.

775
00:40:57,120 --> 00:41:00,040
It's like my personal shelter.

776
00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:04,400
After studying arts at that college,
I enrolled in the Academy of Arts.

777
00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:05,440
ACADEMY OF ARTS

778
00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:07,320
I wasn't the best student there.

779
00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:10,440
My grades were not good.

780
00:41:10,520 --> 00:41:13,320
Their works were amazing,
but yours weren't good.

781
00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:15,440
Yeah. That's right.

782
00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:18,720
Art has become my passion.

783
00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:19,960
BANGKAPI, BANGKOK
1995

784
00:41:20,560 --> 00:41:22,000
SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA
1996

785
00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:24,040
I'm obsessed. It's a part of my life.

786
00:41:24,560 --> 00:41:27,800
It's a thing that I can't stop doing.

787
00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:30,840
BROOKLYN, NEW YORK
2002

788
00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:34,040
CHELSEA, NEW YORK
2009

789
00:41:34,640 --> 00:41:37,520
I went to your latest show,
the Deaw 13 show.

790
00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:38,560
CHIANGMAI - 2008

791
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:40,440
These were on the stage.

792
00:41:40,520 --> 00:41:42,520
It's this collection, right?

793
00:41:42,600 --> 00:41:44,680
These were at the Deaw 13 show.

794
00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:47,440
How did you come up with the idea?

795
00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:50,080
Why do they look eccentric?

796
00:41:50,600 --> 00:41:53,440
-It's all things mixed together.
-Your fantasy.

797
00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:56,040
Monsters, demons, and so on.

798
00:41:56,120 --> 00:42:00,280
After doing it for a while,
it developed into feelings.

799
00:42:00,360 --> 00:42:02,080
Like, insecurity.

800
00:42:02,160 --> 00:42:03,120
And…

801
00:42:04,720 --> 00:42:06,320
Lust.

802
00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:09,640
There are also desire, greed,

803
00:42:09,720 --> 00:42:12,280
resentfulness and vengeance.

804
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:15,040
It's all mixed together.

805
00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:18,440
BEDROOM 3:10 A.M.
JANUARY 15th, 2019

806
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:20,280
Right now, it's…

807
00:42:22,400 --> 00:42:25,960
it's 3:10 a.m.

808
00:42:28,680 --> 00:42:30,720
I don't know why I woke up.

809
00:42:32,120 --> 00:42:33,360
I can't sleep.

810
00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:37,160
I did some sketching.

811
00:42:38,560 --> 00:42:39,920
What the hell is this?

812
00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:42,960
It looks like a hired applauder.

813
00:42:44,360 --> 00:42:48,480
I don't know what to call it.
There are many ideas in my head.

814
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:56,280
This one will become this character.

815
00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:59,560
FUNNEL

816
00:42:59,640 --> 00:43:02,560
I'll make a robot called "Makeover".

817
00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:04,640
Look! Just a bit.

818
00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:08,120
This one too. See it?

819
00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:11,960
Why did I wake up at this hour?

820
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:13,640
BEDROOM 4:02 A.M.
JANUARY 22nd, 2019

821
00:43:19,640 --> 00:43:21,360
A monster, 80 percent snail.

822
00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:26,320
Here. I let you see a little bit.

823
00:43:30,200 --> 00:43:31,240
A lame monster.

824
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:34,720
When I made the small ones,

825
00:43:35,600 --> 00:43:38,600
it was the same time I prepared my show.

826
00:43:39,160 --> 00:43:43,400
So instead of building a backdrop,

827
00:43:44,240 --> 00:43:46,240
I used these.

828
00:43:46,320 --> 00:43:48,600
So I made a bigger version of them.

829
00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,720
So this one became that one.

830
00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:54,240
That's right. Yeah, this one.

831
00:43:55,320 --> 00:43:56,360
This one.

832
00:43:58,720 --> 00:44:02,680
-To make them perfect for a background.
-That's right.

833
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:06,800
But I had to make small ones
before making the big size.

834
00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:12,160
I wanted to see
what the lighting would be like.

835
00:44:12,240 --> 00:44:14,160
And also the layout.

836
00:44:14,240 --> 00:44:16,320
I had to check everything first,

837
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:19,400
so I could explain to the production team
how I wanted it to be.

838
00:44:19,480 --> 00:44:20,320
DOLL

839
00:44:20,400 --> 00:44:23,240
They asked
how I wanted the background to be.

840
00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:26,160
I said, "I'm not sure,"
but I had this idea.

841
00:44:26,240 --> 00:44:27,960
And they got it.

842
00:44:28,480 --> 00:44:29,400
This size?

843
00:44:29,480 --> 00:44:31,920
-Yeah.
-The layout would be like this.

844
00:44:32,000 --> 00:44:34,960
We had to think of the material as well.

845
00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:37,840
We can't use bronze
because it'll be heavy.

846
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:40,520
-It's hard to lift up.
-Yes. Expensive too.

847
00:44:40,600 --> 00:44:43,880
Fiber is better.
And we had to think about the color.

848
00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:45,240
It's about technique.

849
00:44:45,320 --> 00:44:47,280
This is the one

850
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:49,160
-that was on stage?
-Yes.

851
00:44:49,240 --> 00:44:51,120
This was one of how many?

852
00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:53,040
Over 200 figures, I think.

853
00:44:53,120 --> 00:44:55,480
-Over 200?
-Yeah.

854
00:44:55,560 --> 00:44:57,960
I also see some toys here.

855
00:44:58,040 --> 00:45:00,600
I got the idea from fridge magnets.

856
00:45:01,360 --> 00:45:02,840
The idea was

857
00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:06,280
you can change their decoration.

858
00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:11,600
I got the idea when my doctor
told me to stop eating sweets.

859
00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:15,560
That's why
they look like sweets and candies.

860
00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:18,840
This one looks familiar.

861
00:45:21,240 --> 00:45:22,560
I like your vision.

862
00:45:22,640 --> 00:45:24,360
Maybe you should do art.

863
00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:28,080
-You can have fun with these.
-Yeah.

864
00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:29,720
When you're not working,

865
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:32,400
-do you walk around admiring your works?
-Yes.

866
00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:37,280
-Like a kid admires his Gundam collection?
-Yeah.

867
00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:44,000
At night, after my staff leaves,
I'll be in my painting room.

868
00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:47,320
I will walk around in my underwear.

869
00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:52,960
I will turn the light on,
walk around, and just look at them.

870
00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:55,480
I love it.

871
00:45:55,560 --> 00:45:58,120
It just makes me happy,
I can't explain it.

872
00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:03,040
I think people who love amulets,
can relate to me.

873
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:06,440
They can just
look at their amulets all day,

874
00:46:06,520 --> 00:46:08,200
same as me.

875
00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:10,160
It's the same feeling.

876
00:46:10,240 --> 00:46:13,160
It's something
I'm passionate about and love.

877
00:46:13,240 --> 00:46:14,160
I'll look at it.

878
00:46:14,240 --> 00:46:16,640
I'll turn it upside down, left-right.

879
00:46:16,720 --> 00:46:21,680
Then I'll think about
making a new version of it.

880
00:46:23,040 --> 00:46:25,560
I always come up with new ideas.

881
00:46:25,640 --> 00:46:27,080
I never get bored of it.

882
00:46:27,160 --> 00:46:30,080
-Go ahead.
-This is one of my favorites.

883
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:31,120
It's a…

884
00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:32,680
-Mummy?
-Yes.

885
00:46:32,760 --> 00:46:34,920
A mummy with a wheel.

886
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:36,960
Yes, that's right.

887
00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:37,960
See?

888
00:46:38,480 --> 00:46:40,120
When I finished this version,

889
00:46:40,200 --> 00:46:45,600
I thought, "It has a wheel,
but maybe I can put something more."

890
00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:56,400
I don't know about other people.

891
00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:58,440
But for me, Note Udom

892
00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:00,600
is an artist.

893
00:47:00,680 --> 00:47:06,200
The first time I saw Dom Dog,
I saw the connection between you and art.

894
00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:08,440
I saw it on the Deaw 7 show.

895
00:47:08,520 --> 00:47:12,120
-Oh, right. The Deaw 7 show. Yeah.
-Right?

896
00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:14,920
And another one, in Chiang Mai.

897
00:47:15,000 --> 00:47:17,240
-At the ice cream shop.
-Yeah, yeah.

898
00:47:17,320 --> 00:47:20,360
How did you come up with Dom Dog?

899
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:25,280
The idea came from
when I had a crush on someone.

900
00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:27,640
And she is…

901
00:47:28,880 --> 00:47:31,960
-She is out of your league?
-That's right.

902
00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:33,720
You're not on her level.

903
00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:35,840
I felt like an underdog.

904
00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:40,320
It was that mixed with
me feeling slighted by my flaws.

905
00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:43,760
I always feel like I'm an underdog.

906
00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:46,760
So I wanted to do a self-portrait.

907
00:47:46,840 --> 00:47:49,480
It started from there.

908
00:47:49,560 --> 00:47:51,600
I put it on stage of the Deaw 7 show.

909
00:47:51,680 --> 00:47:54,160
After the show, I destroyed it.

910
00:47:54,240 --> 00:47:56,760
-Because it was just a background.
-Okay.

911
00:47:56,840 --> 00:48:00,000
Then, I made a new one
and put it at the ice cream shop.

912
00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:04,920
Since I had to make cups and bowls
for the ice cream shop…

913
00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:06,400
CHIANG MAI, 2009

914
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:07,600
…so I made this too.

915
00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:09,440
I also learned another skill.

916
00:48:09,520 --> 00:48:11,800
-How to fire ceramic.
-This is ceramic?

917
00:48:11,880 --> 00:48:14,280
Yes, it's ceramic.

918
00:48:14,760 --> 00:48:17,520
I got to learn and do it at the same time.

919
00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:21,440
I first made like 30 or something.

920
00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:24,160
Half of them broke.

921
00:48:24,840 --> 00:48:27,320
I was satisfied with those 15 good ones.

922
00:48:27,840 --> 00:48:30,800
-During the transporting process--
-They broke.

923
00:48:30,880 --> 00:48:34,600
Yes. Some had cracks on them.
So these are a few I have left.

924
00:48:34,680 --> 00:48:37,880
-These are all I have.
-Really?

925
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:41,920
-These are the flawless ones.
-Oh, okay.

926
00:48:42,600 --> 00:48:46,920
Now, I think you did these collections
in the same period.

927
00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:49,440
They seem to have some connection.

928
00:48:49,520 --> 00:48:50,560
Right?

929
00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:55,040
This was
after I learned how to fire ceramics.

930
00:48:55,120 --> 00:48:56,640
Not sure how long after.

931
00:48:56,720 --> 00:49:00,040
Let's say, during a show
that I teased some soldiers.

932
00:49:00,120 --> 00:49:01,240
Yeah.

933
00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:04,640
Remember there was
a soldier who called me?

934
00:49:05,240 --> 00:49:06,280
I…

935
00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:11,840
There was a big knot in my heart.

936
00:49:12,480 --> 00:49:13,560
It was frustrating.

937
00:49:14,080 --> 00:49:16,120
I didn't know how to let it out.

938
00:49:16,200 --> 00:49:18,960
I'm not someone
who posts my feelings online.

939
00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:21,640
I just express my feelings in my artwork.

940
00:49:21,720 --> 00:49:24,440
So I mold these figures.
I even bought a kiln.

941
00:49:24,520 --> 00:49:27,840
It's in the back.
No need to go to Lampang or Chiang Mai.

942
00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:29,440
I practiced firing it.

943
00:49:30,040 --> 00:49:32,560
To make it more understandable.

944
00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:34,800
It's like I tried to call for something.

945
00:49:35,280 --> 00:49:36,120
Like a sign.

946
00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:39,240
It looks like it's protesting something.

947
00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:42,880
There are ropes and wires
wrapped around it.

948
00:49:42,960 --> 00:49:44,920
It's a feeling of being oppressed.

949
00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:47,640
I don't want to explain.
It was how I felt.

950
00:49:47,720 --> 00:49:50,840
It's like a diary
or a memo about that time.

951
00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:51,800
2 FEET

952
00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:55,080
The thing you said before,

953
00:49:56,520 --> 00:50:01,560
that many people these days like to
post their feelings on social media.

954
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:03,880
When they post it and get feedback,

955
00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:05,880
they'd feel at ease.

956
00:50:05,960 --> 00:50:07,160
But this,

957
00:50:07,240 --> 00:50:11,240
you created these figures alone
in your house.

958
00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:15,120
Does it really help?
No one sees or knows about them.

959
00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:18,360
I got it all off my chest.
It's all that matters.

960
00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:22,520
I think it's good
that there won't be any feedback.

961
00:50:22,600 --> 00:50:26,400
Some could be negative
and I don't wanna deal with it.

962
00:50:26,480 --> 00:50:29,840
I just let my feelings out
and then move on.

963
00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:32,560
-These are wood paintings.
-Yeah, wood.

964
00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:35,560
You are obsessed with it.

965
00:50:35,640 --> 00:50:37,000
There are so many.

966
00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:39,200
When did I paint this one?

967
00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:40,680
The year was 2014.

968
00:50:40,760 --> 00:50:44,600
-I painted this in 2014.
-Wow! Almost ten years ago.

969
00:50:44,680 --> 00:50:46,320
Oh, that one too.

970
00:50:46,400 --> 00:50:47,640
This one in 2015.

971
00:50:48,160 --> 00:50:49,960
Another one in 2017.

972
00:50:50,040 --> 00:50:52,920
I painted them around those times.

973
00:50:53,640 --> 00:50:57,080
I saw some mortise on it too.

974
00:50:57,160 --> 00:50:58,680
Why did you do that?

975
00:50:58,760 --> 00:51:01,280
I didn't paint it on a canvas.

976
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:03,000
It was a wood panel.

977
00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:08,560
So instead of drawing the lines
with a paintbrush,

978
00:51:08,640 --> 00:51:11,280
I used a carpenter tool.

979
00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:13,680
It looks like a drill.

980
00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:15,360
It's called a router.

981
00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:18,600
I used this carpenter tool to draw a line.

982
00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:22,040
I also used a wood-carving tool.

983
00:51:22,560 --> 00:51:24,120
It's like carving wood.

984
00:51:24,200 --> 00:51:27,240
It reminds me
of what we did in an art class.

985
00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:29,560
It's like when we do paste print.

986
00:51:29,640 --> 00:51:34,160
I wanted a rough surface.
I didn't want it to be smooth.

987
00:51:34,240 --> 00:51:37,440
It looks more like craft work.

988
00:51:38,040 --> 00:51:41,320
Did it convey the story
you wanted to tell?

989
00:51:41,400 --> 00:51:44,040
The rough surface meant something?

990
00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:47,640
What came first,
the technique or the story?

991
00:51:47,720 --> 00:51:49,960
My feeling first, the technique later.

992
00:51:50,040 --> 00:51:53,760
When I feel rough or ill about something,

993
00:51:53,840 --> 00:51:56,080
I want the surface to be like this.

994
00:51:56,160 --> 00:51:59,960
Painting or drawing on a canvas
is not satisfying enough.

995
00:52:00,040 --> 00:52:02,440
I have to carve and scrape it.

996
00:52:02,520 --> 00:52:05,760
Dust is everywhere.
The sound of the tool goes…

997
00:52:06,760 --> 00:52:09,000
I think of the fun when doing it first.

998
00:52:10,240 --> 00:52:12,080
Later,

999
00:52:12,160 --> 00:52:15,560
the stories I want to tell will come.

1000
00:52:15,640 --> 00:52:17,240
My paintings are a mix.

1001
00:52:18,400 --> 00:52:20,040
The easy way to put it is,

1002
00:52:20,800 --> 00:52:23,080
these paintings are semi-abstract.

1003
00:52:23,160 --> 00:52:25,720
-Okay, half abstract.
-That's right.

1004
00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:28,800
Some are understandable, some aren't.

1005
00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:31,360
But abstract works are unfathomable.

1006
00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:33,920
So these are semi-abstract.

1007
00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:38,600
Now, I want to interpret
my semi-abstract style,

1008
00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:40,920
as a dream.

1009
00:52:41,000 --> 00:52:45,440
When you dream,
there's never only one thing happening.

1010
00:52:45,520 --> 00:52:50,240
It's never like,
"Last night I dreamt of one crocodile."

1011
00:52:50,320 --> 00:52:52,520
It's more like, "A crocodile chased me

1012
00:52:52,600 --> 00:52:54,640
so I jumped and fell into a river."

1013
00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:57,520
"Then, I saw a ghost and my old teacher."

1014
00:52:57,600 --> 00:53:00,600
"My boyfriend told me the food was ready."

1015
00:53:00,680 --> 00:53:02,240
That is semi-abstract.

1016
00:53:02,760 --> 00:53:05,040
My works are like that.

1017
00:53:05,120 --> 00:53:08,480
It's how I felt about someone
and something at that time.

1018
00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:14,520
It's fun combining them together.

1019
00:53:15,680 --> 00:53:17,760
It records that moment.

1020
00:53:17,840 --> 00:53:20,320
It shows the difficulty I had.

1021
00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:22,280
Actually I don't want to explain.

1022
00:53:22,360 --> 00:53:26,560
Because it's fun to let people
interpret them themselves.

1023
00:53:27,160 --> 00:53:30,440
It might affect their imagination.

1024
00:53:30,520 --> 00:53:32,720
Or they can relate to my story.

1025
00:53:32,800 --> 00:53:35,480
Some people like it, some people don't.

1026
00:53:46,720 --> 00:53:48,400
I saw another collection

1027
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:51,040
that seems related to this one.

1028
00:53:51,120 --> 00:53:52,920
It's the table tennis collection.

1029
00:53:53,000 --> 00:53:55,960
Those developed from a square shape.

1030
00:53:56,040 --> 00:54:01,440
-Right.
-I turned them into this shape.

1031
00:54:02,320 --> 00:54:05,080
I wanted to see if I could do it.

1032
00:54:05,920 --> 00:54:07,640
Or if I could make it work.

1033
00:54:07,720 --> 00:54:09,400
Why table tennis rackets?

1034
00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:11,320
I have no idea.

1035
00:54:11,960 --> 00:54:13,760
Seriously, I don't know.

1036
00:54:13,840 --> 00:54:15,400
An art critic came to see my works.

1037
00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:17,320
"More than one way
to use a ping pong racket"

1038
00:54:17,400 --> 00:54:20,840
This is how he interpreted it.

1039
00:54:20,920 --> 00:54:23,240
"It's because you work alone."

1040
00:54:23,920 --> 00:54:26,080
"You might want to interact with someone."

1041
00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:27,920
"Or yourself."

1042
00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:30,480
I've never thought of that before.

1043
00:54:30,560 --> 00:54:31,840
-You didn't know?
-Yeah.

1044
00:54:31,920 --> 00:54:36,240
That is how he interpreted it,
that I wanted to interact with someone.

1045
00:54:36,320 --> 00:54:38,240
To be honest,

1046
00:54:38,320 --> 00:54:41,040
I don't have any friends.

1047
00:54:41,120 --> 00:54:43,240
-It's very lonely.
-You just paint.

1048
00:54:43,320 --> 00:54:44,960
That's right. Yeah.

1049
00:54:45,040 --> 00:54:49,280
It's the same way when you write a book.

1050
00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:52,520
You have to be alone to concentrate.

1051
00:54:52,600 --> 00:54:55,600
-Otherwise, I won't be able to focus.
-Yeah.

1052
00:54:55,680 --> 00:54:57,560
You want the interaction.

1053
00:54:57,640 --> 00:55:00,520
That's what he said and I kind of agree.

1054
00:55:01,000 --> 00:55:03,000
-Can I look at the back?
-Yes.

1055
00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:06,160
-It's for a hanger.
-Oh, okay.

1056
00:55:06,240 --> 00:55:09,080
I thought you would paint the back too.

1057
00:55:09,160 --> 00:55:10,720
I did actually.

1058
00:55:10,800 --> 00:55:11,960
It's over there.

1059
00:55:12,440 --> 00:55:15,280
-I painted this one on both sides.
-Oh, right.

1060
00:55:16,080 --> 00:55:17,640
You have many sizes too.

1061
00:55:17,720 --> 00:55:20,520
-I did this one a long time ago.
-There's a hanger.

1062
00:55:21,120 --> 00:55:23,160
-Yeah.
-You're crazy.

1063
00:55:23,240 --> 00:55:25,640
I painted this side first.

1064
00:55:25,720 --> 00:55:28,200
And I wanted to paint more.

1065
00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:31,160
I had more designs in my mind,
but had no wood panels left.

1066
00:55:31,240 --> 00:55:35,320
This shape can't be done in one day.
It takes time.

1067
00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:36,960
At least ten days.

1068
00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:39,640
So I decided to paint this side.

1069
00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:41,440
Here it is.

1070
00:55:42,720 --> 00:55:44,520
I painted this side.

1071
00:55:44,600 --> 00:55:46,440
I have to decide which side I like.

1072
00:55:46,520 --> 00:55:49,480
I'll just show
the side I like at that moment.

1073
00:55:49,560 --> 00:55:52,600
When I'm bored of it,
I'll reverse to the other side.

1074
00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:53,520
Yeah.

1075
00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:58,200
Whatever I think
only crazy people will do it.

1076
00:55:58,280 --> 00:55:59,440
He did it.

1077
00:56:00,120 --> 00:56:01,520
I knew it.

1078
00:56:02,200 --> 00:56:04,760
What I notice about these works,

1079
00:56:04,840 --> 00:56:07,840
especially these three,

1080
00:56:07,920 --> 00:56:10,560
they all have a table in it.

1081
00:56:10,640 --> 00:56:11,640
Yeah.

1082
00:56:11,720 --> 00:56:14,280
What was on your mind? Why a table?

1083
00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:16,680
There's also someone sleeping under it.

1084
00:56:17,680 --> 00:56:19,920
There was one word in my mind.

1085
00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:23,240
It comes from the term "chef table."

1086
00:56:23,320 --> 00:56:26,240
It's quite popular these days.

1087
00:56:26,720 --> 00:56:28,400
I…

1088
00:56:30,200 --> 00:56:32,480
Unexpectedly I just thought of a word,

1089
00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:33,840
"Joke Table."

1090
00:56:34,320 --> 00:56:38,680
I didn't know how I came up with it.
I just did.

1091
00:56:38,760 --> 00:56:43,760
I guess, it's because
I'm a joker or a comedian.

1092
00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:46,880
So this is like my "Joke Table."

1093
00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:51,600
You know,
when I talked to people about you,

1094
00:56:51,680 --> 00:56:53,240
we all said the same thing.

1095
00:56:53,320 --> 00:56:55,880
We want to know what's in your mind.

1096
00:56:55,960 --> 00:56:57,560
Why your works are like this.

1097
00:56:57,640 --> 00:57:00,200
Your mind is like an amusement park.

1098
00:57:00,280 --> 00:57:03,000
-Something like that.
-I'm not sure about that.

1099
00:57:03,480 --> 00:57:04,520
Maybe it's…

1100
00:57:04,600 --> 00:57:07,120
That is a good question.

1101
00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:09,560
The answer is, those are in my mind.

1102
00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:11,800
They're all cramped up in there.

1103
00:57:11,880 --> 00:57:14,160
Sometimes I can't sleep,
so I wake up early.

1104
00:57:14,240 --> 00:57:15,200
OCTOBER 1st, 2019

1105
00:57:15,280 --> 00:57:16,880
GLASS COVER
SIX PACKED TURTLE

1106
00:57:16,960 --> 00:57:19,880
The first thing in my mind when I wake up

1107
00:57:19,960 --> 00:57:23,400
is these crazy images, seriously.

1108
00:57:23,480 --> 00:57:24,400
"I'll paint this."

1109
00:57:24,480 --> 00:57:27,520
-"I'll put this color and that color."
-Right.

1110
00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:30,120
Sometimes I feel like…

1111
00:57:30,640 --> 00:57:32,120
I have a mental disorder.

1112
00:57:32,680 --> 00:57:35,920
That's why I think
this room is like a hospital.

1113
00:57:36,000 --> 00:57:38,480
My mind is full of these images.

1114
00:57:38,560 --> 00:57:41,240
I want to know
if other artists are like this.

1115
00:57:42,080 --> 00:57:44,040
For painting, it comes naturally.

1116
00:57:44,120 --> 00:57:47,520
But for making the show,
I have to put more effort into it.

1117
00:57:47,600 --> 00:57:51,080
I have to choose the stories
and the jokes meticulously.

1118
00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:52,240
But this,

1119
00:57:52,920 --> 00:57:54,720
it just keeps pouring out.

1120
00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:58,720
I'm not exaggerating.
I have so many ideas I can't keep up.

1121
00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:01,520
I'm unable to do it all.

1122
00:58:01,600 --> 00:58:04,160
I wish I had like ten arms,
so I could do it.

1123
00:58:04,240 --> 00:58:07,240
That could be why you're a multitasker.

1124
00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:09,240
-Yeah.
-You just wanna do it all.

1125
00:58:09,320 --> 00:58:14,320
I never do just one thing.
I will do this and that at the same time.

1126
00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:16,880
Many things at once.

1127
00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:19,240
It feels like…

1128
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:23,120
-there're so many ideas inside me.
-You wanna get them out.

1129
00:58:24,920 --> 00:58:26,760
-Yeah.
-Do you forget sometimes?

1130
00:58:26,840 --> 00:58:31,120
Many people can't remember their dreams,
and it's so frustrating.

1131
00:58:31,760 --> 00:58:33,800
Yeah. That happens to me too.

1132
00:58:33,880 --> 00:58:35,760
This is how I remember.

1133
00:58:35,840 --> 00:58:38,000
I have to wake up and sketch my dream.

1134
00:58:38,080 --> 00:58:41,280
I try to recall what was in my dream.

1135
00:58:41,360 --> 00:58:46,240
I might not remember it, or I might
find other interesting things in my mind.

1136
00:58:59,560 --> 00:59:00,680
OWL

1137
00:59:09,480 --> 00:59:10,720
AUNTIE HIGH HEELS

1138
00:59:11,360 --> 00:59:13,240
AN ODD WORK
FROM A NORMAL PERSON?

1139
00:59:13,320 --> 00:59:15,240
Can I see your sketch papers?

1140
00:59:15,320 --> 00:59:18,760
I saw you like to sketch all the time.

1141
00:59:19,240 --> 00:59:21,440
I sketch every day.

1142
00:59:21,520 --> 00:59:24,000
What about this pile?

1143
00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:25,680
How do you do it?

1144
00:59:25,760 --> 00:59:29,000
Like, this one, what was on your mind?

1145
00:59:29,080 --> 00:59:31,000
-What's the story?
-To be fair,

1146
00:59:31,080 --> 00:59:34,160
this all comes from my feelings,
not my thoughts.

1147
00:59:34,680 --> 00:59:37,600
To think of an idea,

1148
00:59:38,160 --> 00:59:42,040
you need to put energy into thinking,
unlike feeling.

1149
00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:46,040
When I feel something, I just grab a paper
and spray some paint on it.

1150
00:59:46,120 --> 00:59:47,960
Just like what kids do.

1151
00:59:48,040 --> 00:59:51,440
It's ridiculous. It's foolish.

1152
00:59:51,520 --> 00:59:54,120
I sprayed colors
and wrote something on it.

1153
00:59:54,200 --> 00:59:56,200
Look! It's a quote.

1154
00:59:56,920 --> 00:59:59,800
"Short pain is better than long hurting."

1155
00:59:59,880 --> 01:00:01,720
-What is it?
-There's a label too.

1156
01:00:01,800 --> 01:00:03,800
I went to see a doctor or something.

1157
01:00:03,880 --> 01:00:05,560
UDOM TAEPHANICH
1 Tablet 3 TIMES A DAY

1158
01:00:05,640 --> 01:00:07,840
-I think it was for GERD.
-All right.

1159
01:00:07,920 --> 01:00:09,920
It's like a diary.

1160
01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:11,160
You know?

1161
01:00:11,240 --> 01:00:13,400
To remind you of the stomachache you had.

1162
01:00:13,480 --> 01:00:15,440
That's right. I glued it there.

1163
01:00:15,520 --> 01:00:18,000
Sometimes it'll be a receipt from a shop.

1164
01:00:18,080 --> 01:00:20,240
And I'll glue that on it.

1165
01:00:20,320 --> 01:00:22,040
What about this one?

1166
01:00:22,720 --> 01:00:25,680
"Your happiness depends
on your attitude, not…"

1167
01:00:25,760 --> 01:00:29,200
-I can't read.
-"Not the things you have."

1168
01:00:29,280 --> 01:00:32,280
Can you tell me about that?
It just came up?

1169
01:00:32,360 --> 01:00:34,520
It's for teaching myself.

1170
01:00:34,600 --> 01:00:37,560
Some quotes
I just stumbled upon somewhere.

1171
01:00:37,640 --> 01:00:40,080
-Have you ever revisited them?
-Yes.

1172
01:00:40,160 --> 01:00:42,760
Does it develop into an art piece?

1173
01:00:42,840 --> 01:00:44,240
-Yeah.
-Oh, really?

1174
01:00:44,320 --> 01:00:45,480
Like this one,

1175
01:00:45,560 --> 01:00:47,480
I just sketched it for fun.

1176
01:00:48,240 --> 01:00:49,960
It's a snake-duck creature.

1177
01:00:50,040 --> 01:00:53,360
I sketched this in 2017, a while ago.

1178
01:00:53,440 --> 01:00:56,320
Then, I thought this one was really good.

1179
01:00:56,840 --> 01:00:58,400
So I did a bigger scale.

1180
01:00:58,480 --> 01:01:01,960
I molded a small one
to see how it would look.

1181
01:01:02,040 --> 01:01:04,080
It got developed from there.

1182
01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:07,040
They start from silly sketches.
Like this one.

1183
01:01:07,120 --> 01:01:09,000
-A shoe.
-That's right.

1184
01:01:10,080 --> 01:01:12,960
I thought what'd it be like
wearing a shoe like this.

1185
01:01:13,040 --> 01:01:17,520
When I feel that it could be interesting,
I will start molding it.

1186
01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:21,960
It's to see if it reflects my feeling.

1187
01:01:22,480 --> 01:01:24,720
This one doesn't yet.

1188
01:01:24,800 --> 01:01:27,080
That's why it looks awkward.

1189
01:01:27,160 --> 01:01:30,760
Human feet didn't fit,
so I changed them to elephant feet.

1190
01:01:31,880 --> 01:01:34,440
This one's named "Mara".

1191
01:01:34,520 --> 01:01:38,600
-Wait! The head can come off?
-I like to switch this and that.

1192
01:01:38,680 --> 01:01:41,720
Oh! To see if they would fit together.

1193
01:01:41,800 --> 01:01:45,320
I got the idea for this one
when I ate a bitter melon.

1194
01:01:45,400 --> 01:01:46,480
I like its texture.

1195
01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:49,560
It didn't have a head yet,
and I ran out of ideas.

1196
01:01:50,160 --> 01:01:53,080
So I switched to make this one.

1197
01:01:53,160 --> 01:01:55,160
-This one.
-I saw its sketch.

1198
01:01:55,240 --> 01:01:56,840
After I did the body,

1199
01:01:56,920 --> 01:01:59,880
I decided to make a head like this.

1200
01:01:59,960 --> 01:02:01,760
Because I saw a Pug.

1201
01:02:01,840 --> 01:02:03,600
You get the idea, right?

1202
01:02:03,680 --> 01:02:08,040
Then, I have to check
if they go well together.

1203
01:02:08,640 --> 01:02:12,560
When I feel that this is the one,

1204
01:02:12,640 --> 01:02:15,680
I'll wrap it up and send it to a foundry,

1205
01:02:16,280 --> 01:02:18,280
so they can duplicate it.

1206
01:02:20,080 --> 01:02:24,680
SCULPTURE FOUNDRY, NONTHABURI

1207
01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:27,480
This place is for making bigger figures.

1208
01:02:27,560 --> 01:02:32,640
It's where
my chaotic and hectic series begins.

1209
01:02:33,240 --> 01:02:34,640
This is a molding process.

1210
01:02:35,440 --> 01:02:36,320
Look at this.

1211
01:02:36,400 --> 01:02:39,560
These are bananas.
It's really hard to do it.

1212
01:02:39,640 --> 01:02:40,720
People don't know.

1213
01:02:40,800 --> 01:02:43,840
They think we use one mold
to create a full figure.

1214
01:02:43,920 --> 01:02:45,000
It's not the case.

1215
01:02:45,080 --> 01:02:47,640
We have to put all the pieces together.

1216
01:03:03,680 --> 01:03:06,160
I'm not sure why I made so many.

1217
01:03:06,640 --> 01:03:10,360
But in case no one bought them,
I will ask my mom for help.

1218
01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:12,680
-Help what?
-Selling these on the streets.

1219
01:03:12,760 --> 01:03:15,000
"Artworks! Come have a look!"

1220
01:03:16,680 --> 01:03:18,560
These are not piggy banks.

1221
01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:21,440
You know what I mean?

1222
01:03:21,520 --> 01:03:25,240
She goes around saying,
"Anyone want my son's artworks?"

1223
01:03:25,320 --> 01:03:28,120
"Artworks, anyone?"

1224
01:03:28,600 --> 01:03:33,520
I've been asking myself
if I understand how hard this is.

1225
01:03:33,600 --> 01:03:36,440
I actually started to understand
why you spend your whole day with it.

1226
01:03:36,520 --> 01:03:38,360
HAPPYLAND STUDIO, BANGKOK

1227
01:03:39,600 --> 01:03:41,240
-With this art zone.
-Yeah.

1228
01:03:41,320 --> 01:03:42,760
I can be here all day.

1229
01:03:42,840 --> 01:03:49,400
Can you tell us
what you are making currently?

1230
01:03:50,160 --> 01:03:51,000
Rugs.

1231
01:03:57,520 --> 01:04:01,280
I really want my daughter to see this.
She loves knitting.

1232
01:04:01,360 --> 01:04:03,360
Can we come and learn from you?

1233
01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:06,920
Of course.
We have few rug experts here.

1234
01:04:07,000 --> 01:04:09,480
Why are you interested in making rugs?

1235
01:04:09,560 --> 01:04:12,600
I feel like I wanted to change.

1236
01:04:12,680 --> 01:04:16,840
I used to work with wood,
something that is rough and hard.

1237
01:04:16,920 --> 01:04:19,400
I wanted to know what it felt like,

1238
01:04:19,480 --> 01:04:22,600
when my sketches were on something soft.

1239
01:04:22,680 --> 01:04:25,000
That is the reason.

1240
01:04:25,080 --> 01:04:28,240
I sketched a design
and turned it into a rug.

1241
01:04:29,280 --> 01:04:33,400
At first, I searched
how to do it on YouTube.

1242
01:04:33,480 --> 01:04:36,280
It's not easy at all.

1243
01:04:36,360 --> 01:04:38,720
You need to know how to use a tufting gun.

1244
01:04:38,800 --> 01:04:41,040
You need frame stretching skills.

1245
01:04:41,120 --> 01:04:43,600
You need to learn all of those.

1246
01:04:43,680 --> 01:04:48,240
I really wanted to do it,
so I contacted a rug tufting instructor.

1247
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:50,880
I asked them to teach us here.

1248
01:04:50,960 --> 01:04:53,480
-You asked them?
-Yeah.

1249
01:04:53,560 --> 01:04:57,440
We organized
a rug tufting workshop for my staff.

1250
01:04:59,560 --> 01:05:02,480
I started with making small rugs.

1251
01:05:02,560 --> 01:05:05,960
-This one. Yeah.
-For practicing.

1252
01:05:06,040 --> 01:05:08,760
I practiced with easy designs first.

1253
01:05:08,840 --> 01:05:10,840
When I got better,

1254
01:05:10,920 --> 01:05:14,440
I tried to do a bigger one
with a simple design.

1255
01:05:14,520 --> 01:05:15,960
It came out quite nice.

1256
01:05:16,040 --> 01:05:18,880
I had to learn a shaving skill
with specific clippers.

1257
01:05:19,400 --> 01:05:22,560
-It's like cutting hair.
-Oh, I see.

1258
01:05:22,640 --> 01:05:24,160
-Styling its hair.
-Yeah.

1259
01:05:24,920 --> 01:05:27,960
Then, I started to make complex designs.

1260
01:05:28,040 --> 01:05:31,360
I made so many
until I was certain of my skills.

1261
01:05:31,880 --> 01:05:34,440
This rug is the latest one I made,

1262
01:05:34,520 --> 01:05:36,200
when I got the hang of it.

1263
01:05:36,280 --> 01:05:38,440
Like, how the fluffiness should be.

1264
01:05:38,920 --> 01:05:40,200
It's not too fluffy.

1265
01:05:40,280 --> 01:05:43,240
The consistency and the density.

1266
01:05:54,400 --> 01:05:58,680
I feel so lucky that today
I have a chance to see your works.

1267
01:06:00,560 --> 01:06:02,920
It's a shame not many people see them.

1268
01:06:03,000 --> 01:06:06,560
Seriously.
Just sit and look at this rug, it's…

1269
01:06:08,040 --> 01:06:09,320
It's crazy.

1270
01:06:10,200 --> 01:06:12,000
I can squeeze it all day.

1271
01:06:12,680 --> 01:06:13,800
It's so pleasing.

1272
01:06:13,880 --> 01:06:18,800
It's like what you said.
Everyone has a madness inside them.

1273
01:06:21,680 --> 01:06:24,280
All of us are damaged…

1274
01:06:25,000 --> 01:06:27,720
one way or another.

1275
01:06:28,240 --> 01:06:31,160
All humans are a bit sick in their head.

1276
01:06:31,680 --> 01:06:36,920
We just act like we are normal.
That's how I feel, anyway.

1277
01:06:38,440 --> 01:06:41,480
From what we talked about so far,

1278
01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:45,000
now I know that
you love doing artworks.

1279
01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:50,520
Have you thought about
what your last artwork will be?

1280
01:06:51,040 --> 01:06:53,400
I already have. I…

1281
01:06:55,080 --> 01:06:56,080
I sketched it.

1282
01:06:57,080 --> 01:07:00,240
When I die, I want to be cremated.

1283
01:07:00,320 --> 01:07:02,000
I don't want to be buried.

1284
01:07:02,080 --> 01:07:04,400
After cremation, they will take my bones.

1285
01:07:05,200 --> 01:07:09,600
And they will have to
grind them into powder.

1286
01:07:10,080 --> 01:07:14,800
Then, put all of it into an hourglass.

1287
01:07:16,720 --> 01:07:18,080
An hourglass like this.

1288
01:07:18,840 --> 01:07:21,080
That's it for Udom Taephanich.

1289
01:07:32,040 --> 01:07:35,240
In my room, there's a huge mirror.

1290
01:07:36,720 --> 01:07:38,720
It's the same size as this wall.

1291
01:07:39,960 --> 01:07:43,360
It's making up for a cracked mirror
I had when I was a kid.

1292
01:07:43,440 --> 01:07:45,560
It had lots of cracks.

1293
01:07:46,280 --> 01:07:47,400
After a shower,

1294
01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:50,040
I will stand naked in front of it.

1295
01:07:50,120 --> 01:07:52,840
I just look and examine myself.

1296
01:07:53,880 --> 01:07:55,880
I have a big nose, big belly,

1297
01:07:55,960 --> 01:08:00,400
flat buttocks, and skinny legs
with dark spots on them.

1298
01:08:00,880 --> 01:08:04,040
Every time,
I look at myself in the mirror,

1299
01:08:04,800 --> 01:08:08,560
I think, "Jesus, what did I do to myself?"

1300
01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:10,680
"How did this happen?"

1301
01:08:10,760 --> 01:08:12,720
-That shouldn't happen.
-Yeah.

1302
01:08:12,800 --> 01:08:15,360
What did I do to myself?

1303
01:08:15,440 --> 01:08:19,040
This morning,
when we were having noodle soup,

1304
01:08:19,120 --> 01:08:20,400
a lottery man said,

1305
01:08:20,480 --> 01:08:22,960
"Are you Note Udom? You're so handsome."

1306
01:08:23,040 --> 01:08:24,040
Gosh.

1307
01:08:25,560 --> 01:08:28,120
I just wanted to give him all my money.

1308
01:08:48,120 --> 01:08:50,600
Is this your house?

1309
01:08:50,680 --> 01:08:52,360
No, it's not.

1310
01:08:52,440 --> 01:08:54,880
My house used to be next to this house.

1311
01:08:54,960 --> 01:08:56,760
It got rebuilt into a building.

1312
01:08:56,840 --> 01:08:59,480
It had the same structure as this one.

1313
01:08:59,560 --> 01:09:01,040
It was all wooden.

1314
01:09:01,120 --> 01:09:03,360
Back then, it had no ceiling.

1315
01:09:03,440 --> 01:09:06,040
When you looked up,
you would see the roof?

1316
01:09:06,120 --> 01:09:07,240
Yes.

1317
01:09:07,320 --> 01:09:10,360
How long did you live here?

1318
01:09:10,880 --> 01:09:13,720
Let me think. My dad died…

1319
01:09:14,320 --> 01:09:15,920
when I was 5-6 years old.

1320
01:09:16,000 --> 01:09:18,800
After that, my mom brought me here.

1321
01:09:18,880 --> 01:09:20,320
I…

1322
01:09:20,400 --> 01:09:23,040
I studied at the primary school here.

1323
01:09:23,120 --> 01:09:25,440
Right. What was the sleeping situation?

1324
01:09:25,520 --> 01:09:28,680
As I remember, it was this area.

1325
01:09:28,760 --> 01:09:30,640
From here to there.

1326
01:09:30,720 --> 01:09:32,600
We slept under the mosquito net.

1327
01:09:32,680 --> 01:09:35,200
-The same net?
-Yes. And there was one fan.

1328
01:09:35,280 --> 01:09:36,520
It couldn't swing.

1329
01:09:37,600 --> 01:09:40,360
Because the net blocked it from swinging.

1330
01:09:40,840 --> 01:09:42,400
So it was…

1331
01:09:44,120 --> 01:09:47,160
I don't know how my mom could sleep.
The sound was…

1332
01:09:47,680 --> 01:09:48,520
All night.

1333
01:09:48,600 --> 01:09:52,240
That kind of fan was the same one
that's on my album cover.

1334
01:09:52,320 --> 01:09:54,080
-Oh, really?
-Yeah.

1335
01:09:54,160 --> 01:09:57,680
I made it an album cover
because it's relevant to me.

1336
01:09:57,760 --> 01:09:59,080
That fan was always…

1337
01:10:00,360 --> 01:10:04,200
How was your morning routine?
What did you do?

1338
01:10:04,280 --> 01:10:08,280
Before my mom went to the market,
she would tell me to make a fire.

1339
01:10:08,960 --> 01:10:11,680
-Like, in a charcoal stove?
- That's right.

1340
01:10:11,760 --> 01:10:14,360
You have to light a torch first.

1341
01:10:14,440 --> 01:10:18,840
Back then, my mom was selling
rice noodles in fish curry sauce.

1342
01:10:18,920 --> 01:10:20,920
Then, you took a shower
and went to school?

1343
01:10:21,000 --> 01:10:24,560
Yeah. I had to walk
because we didn't have a car.

1344
01:10:24,640 --> 01:10:27,440
-Was it far from here to school?
-Very far.

1345
01:10:27,520 --> 01:10:29,040
-Yeah.
-Many kilometers.

1346
01:10:29,120 --> 01:10:32,240
Right. I had to walk all the way there.

1347
01:10:32,320 --> 01:10:33,800
-You didn't have a bike?
-No.

1348
01:10:33,880 --> 01:10:35,880
I wanted one
because all my friends had one.

1349
01:10:35,960 --> 01:10:38,640
After school, I walked back home.

1350
01:10:38,720 --> 01:10:40,200
And then…

1351
01:10:40,840 --> 01:10:43,400
You know, I never did homework.

1352
01:10:43,480 --> 01:10:45,400
-Never.
-You just didn't do it?

1353
01:10:45,480 --> 01:10:47,520
Yeah. You know why?

1354
01:10:48,520 --> 01:10:51,480
I had to wash dishes and pots
from my mom's shop.

1355
01:10:51,960 --> 01:10:56,080
My mom did wash some of them,
but I still had to help out.

1356
01:10:56,160 --> 01:10:59,280
There was no one helping me
with my homework.

1357
01:11:01,000 --> 01:11:02,800
No one.

1358
01:11:02,880 --> 01:11:05,160
My mom was busy.

1359
01:11:05,240 --> 01:11:07,480
She didn't even have time to sleep.

1360
01:11:07,560 --> 01:11:10,160
It was a very tough time for us.

1361
01:11:10,240 --> 01:11:14,160
She had to sell food
from morning to evening.

1362
01:11:14,640 --> 01:11:15,680
After that,

1363
01:11:16,400 --> 01:11:19,200
my mom would put a stove outside.

1364
01:11:19,280 --> 01:11:24,320
She switched from selling rice noodles,
Som Tam, and fried bananas, to Pad Thai.

1365
01:11:24,840 --> 01:11:28,200
-She worked double shifts. Yeah.
-Oh, she sold food at night too.

1366
01:11:29,400 --> 01:11:32,240
At that time we really struggled.

1367
01:11:35,840 --> 01:11:38,160
I woke up at 5 a.m.
and went to the market.

1368
01:11:39,120 --> 01:11:41,880
I bought ingredients
for the foods I'd sell.

1369
01:11:42,400 --> 01:11:44,560
Then, I opened the shop.

1370
01:11:44,640 --> 01:11:47,640
I arranged and tidied up everything.

1371
01:11:47,720 --> 01:11:50,160
I set the tables and chairs.

1372
01:11:50,240 --> 01:11:54,200
I had to peel papayas
and make a mixture for fried bananas.

1373
01:11:54,720 --> 01:11:58,800
I was in my 20s with no money.
That was the only thing I knew how to do.

1374
01:11:58,880 --> 01:12:02,800
I didn't have any money at all.

1375
01:12:02,880 --> 01:12:07,160
The money from selling the food
was for the rent and electricity bills.

1376
01:12:07,240 --> 01:12:09,640
Also the water bills.

1377
01:12:09,720 --> 01:12:12,200
I just wanted to make money.

1378
01:12:12,280 --> 01:12:16,400
But I didn't think I wanted to be rich.

1379
01:12:16,480 --> 01:12:18,920
I don't know how I raised him.

1380
01:12:21,680 --> 01:12:25,560
What did your mom do
that became the last straw?

1381
01:12:25,640 --> 01:12:27,920
That was engraved in my heart.

1382
01:12:28,000 --> 01:12:31,600
We went to a market
and there was a poster shop.

1383
01:12:32,200 --> 01:12:34,320
There was a picture
of dogs playing poker.

1384
01:12:34,400 --> 01:12:36,960
There were lots of dogs around the table.

1385
01:12:37,040 --> 01:12:38,960
They smoked and played poker.

1386
01:12:39,040 --> 01:12:41,600
I thought it was funny and I loved it.

1387
01:12:42,440 --> 01:12:44,360
I asked my mom to buy it for me.

1388
01:12:44,840 --> 01:12:48,240
And she bought
that dog playing poker picture.

1389
01:12:48,880 --> 01:12:50,800
We came home.

1390
01:12:51,920 --> 01:12:55,320
I rushed into the house
to put the poster up.

1391
01:12:55,400 --> 01:12:57,880
I wanted to put it under the stairs.

1392
01:12:57,960 --> 01:13:00,800
I was looking for glue
or a hanger to put it up.

1393
01:13:02,280 --> 01:13:06,200
While I was putting it up,
my mom just took it and ripped it.

1394
01:13:06,280 --> 01:13:07,160
What?

1395
01:13:07,960 --> 01:13:09,040
I was shocked.

1396
01:13:09,120 --> 01:13:12,280
I didn't know what to do. I was stunned.

1397
01:13:12,360 --> 01:13:15,080
And she just walked away angrily.

1398
01:13:16,320 --> 01:13:20,000
It felt like my mom
just slapped me in the face.

1399
01:13:20,080 --> 01:13:23,080
-I didn't know why she did it.
-No?

1400
01:13:23,160 --> 01:13:24,560
Back then, I didn't.

1401
01:13:25,080 --> 01:13:28,320
I understood why she did that
when I grew up.

1402
01:13:28,400 --> 01:13:30,280
She was exhausted.

1403
01:13:30,360 --> 01:13:34,440
She thought I would help her
carry things into the house.

1404
01:13:34,520 --> 01:13:39,360
Papayas, coconut flakes,
all those heavy things.

1405
01:13:39,440 --> 01:13:42,200
Instead, I just went inside
to put a poster up.

1406
01:13:42,280 --> 01:13:44,720
She had to carry everything.

1407
01:13:44,800 --> 01:13:46,680
I didn't help at all.

1408
01:13:48,560 --> 01:13:51,880
That's why she got so angry.

1409
01:13:51,960 --> 01:13:53,560
I didn't understand.

1410
01:13:53,640 --> 01:13:56,320
So It was traumatic for me.

1411
01:13:57,160 --> 01:13:59,920
Trying to think, why she was so mean.

1412
01:14:00,000 --> 01:14:01,800
Plus, the things she did.

1413
01:14:02,680 --> 01:14:06,160
She'd never hug me.
She'd never teach me homework.

1414
01:14:06,880 --> 01:14:10,760
She'd never take me to school
like other families.

1415
01:14:11,320 --> 01:14:15,920
A bedtime story? That's nonsense.
That's only in movies.

1416
01:14:16,000 --> 01:14:17,560
I was miserable.

1417
01:14:18,800 --> 01:14:21,880
I thought being with her was painful.

1418
01:14:21,960 --> 01:14:24,120
I decided to run away.

1419
01:14:24,640 --> 01:14:27,680
I tried to find a way to escape.

1420
01:14:27,760 --> 01:14:30,560
I thought staying with my relatives
would be better.

1421
01:14:31,200 --> 01:14:34,240
I visited them before.

1422
01:14:34,720 --> 01:14:37,360
They gave me money on Chinese New Year.

1423
01:14:37,440 --> 01:14:38,600
I went there once.

1424
01:14:38,680 --> 01:14:40,920
I got a few hundred baht.

1425
01:14:41,000 --> 01:14:43,720
I remembered it as my food source.

1426
01:14:43,800 --> 01:14:47,480
-They seemed to have money.
-Yes. So I went there.

1427
01:14:47,560 --> 01:14:50,080
Where did they live?

1428
01:14:50,160 --> 01:14:52,040
Banbung district in Chonburi.

1429
01:14:52,120 --> 01:14:56,760
At that time, the road here wasn't paved,
it was a red soil road.

1430
01:14:56,840 --> 01:15:00,440
When a car drove past,
the red soil would come into the house.

1431
01:15:00,520 --> 01:15:02,480
It looks like this.

1432
01:15:02,560 --> 01:15:05,120
So I stole my mom's money.

1433
01:15:05,800 --> 01:15:07,000
You stole the money?

1434
01:15:07,080 --> 01:15:11,040
Yeah. In her shop,
there was this money basket.

1435
01:15:11,120 --> 01:15:14,600
There were coins and bills in it.

1436
01:15:14,680 --> 01:15:17,760
Also some amulets.
I just grabbed the money.

1437
01:15:17,840 --> 01:15:19,680
I had been stealing it for many days.

1438
01:15:19,760 --> 01:15:22,680
That day,
I was waiting for a chance to escape.

1439
01:15:23,160 --> 01:15:25,920
I remember,
I put my stuff into a Kodak bag.

1440
01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:29,640
It was a giveaway gift,
but I don't know how I got it.

1441
01:15:29,720 --> 01:15:31,120
And I hid it.

1442
01:15:31,200 --> 01:15:32,600
My mom came back.

1443
01:15:32,680 --> 01:15:34,840
As usual, she went to the stove.

1444
01:15:35,600 --> 01:15:39,760
She started preparing the ingredients
and she said,

1445
01:15:40,280 --> 01:15:43,280
"Ood, go buy me a bottle of soy sauce."

1446
01:15:43,920 --> 01:15:45,520
That was when I knew.

1447
01:15:46,000 --> 01:15:48,600
My chance had come. I glanced at her.

1448
01:15:48,680 --> 01:15:50,520
She was busy so I took my bag.

1449
01:15:50,600 --> 01:15:53,280
Back then, there was this number 99 bus.

1450
01:15:53,360 --> 01:15:56,480
It was a red bus with no air conditioning.

1451
01:15:56,560 --> 01:15:59,200
It would stop near my house.

1452
01:16:00,080 --> 01:16:01,120
I just ran.

1453
01:16:01,640 --> 01:16:04,920
I didn't see him,
but someone saw him getting on a bus.

1454
01:16:05,000 --> 01:16:06,640
Were you able to sleep that night?

1455
01:16:06,720 --> 01:16:08,720
No. How could I sleep?

1456
01:16:08,800 --> 01:16:12,800
I was figuring out what to do.

1457
01:16:12,880 --> 01:16:14,560
You didn't go get him back?

1458
01:16:14,640 --> 01:16:17,640
I didn't have money to buy a bus ticket.
You know?

1459
01:16:18,280 --> 01:16:20,480
Then, I got off at the Mochit station.

1460
01:16:20,560 --> 01:16:23,040
I didn't know
how to get to Chonburi from there.

1461
01:16:23,120 --> 01:16:24,480
I had no idea.

1462
01:16:25,040 --> 01:16:27,880
There was a monk in that bus.

1463
01:16:27,960 --> 01:16:31,680
So I asked him
how to get to Banbung, Chonburi.

1464
01:16:31,760 --> 01:16:34,000
He took me to…

1465
01:16:34,720 --> 01:16:36,880
There was the station staff there.

1466
01:16:36,960 --> 01:16:41,560
He asked them to take me to the bus
that would go to Banbung, Chomburi.

1467
01:16:41,640 --> 01:16:43,480
When I arrived at my relatives' house,

1468
01:16:44,240 --> 01:16:45,760
I lied to them.

1469
01:16:46,240 --> 01:16:49,160
I made up stories.
I told them my mom hit me.

1470
01:16:49,840 --> 01:16:53,480
She abused me.
She forced me to work all day and night.

1471
01:16:53,560 --> 01:16:55,600
She was a gambler.

1472
01:16:55,680 --> 01:16:59,800
I tried to make her look evil,
so they would pity me.

1473
01:16:59,880 --> 01:17:01,400
I was such an asshole.

1474
01:17:01,480 --> 01:17:04,240
Now that you lived there,

1475
01:17:04,320 --> 01:17:08,840
when did you start to think
or be concerned about your mom?

1476
01:17:09,560 --> 01:17:12,560
I didn't think of her at all.

1477
01:17:12,640 --> 01:17:16,360
At that time, I was so angry with her.

1478
01:17:16,440 --> 01:17:20,040
I resented her. I was hurt.

1479
01:17:20,520 --> 01:17:22,720
I didn't think of her.

1480
01:17:22,800 --> 01:17:26,840
So I ran away when I was 15 years old,

1481
01:17:27,320 --> 01:17:29,840
and I went back there when I was 20.

1482
01:17:29,920 --> 01:17:31,560
I thought,

1483
01:17:32,600 --> 01:17:34,760
"Maybe I should check on her."

1484
01:17:34,840 --> 01:17:37,080
He ran away. I had to survive, though.

1485
01:17:37,160 --> 01:17:39,080
I had to make money.

1486
01:17:39,160 --> 01:17:42,400
I couldn't just drop everything.

1487
01:17:42,480 --> 01:17:45,520
I still had rent and bills to pay.

1488
01:17:45,600 --> 01:17:47,240
He was just a student.

1489
01:17:47,320 --> 01:17:50,440
I just thought that I had to survive
because I was poor.

1490
01:17:50,520 --> 01:17:52,200
I had no one.

1491
01:17:53,000 --> 01:17:54,520
I went into the house.

1492
01:17:55,720 --> 01:18:00,160
It felt like time stood still there.

1493
01:18:00,240 --> 01:18:03,200
The same mosquito net and fan.

1494
01:18:03,280 --> 01:18:06,200
Nothing had changed. I was…

1495
01:18:07,400 --> 01:18:09,640
I've been gone so many years.

1496
01:18:09,720 --> 01:18:11,800
Even the toilet was the same.

1497
01:18:11,880 --> 01:18:13,200
I was shocked.

1498
01:18:13,280 --> 01:18:17,000
Most importantly,
around the time I went back,

1499
01:18:17,080 --> 01:18:19,960
my mom had to go
to some religious ceremony.

1500
01:18:20,440 --> 01:18:22,120
She got dressed.

1501
01:18:22,200 --> 01:18:23,560
Then, she put on…

1502
01:18:24,720 --> 01:18:27,640
She put on earrings,
like women usually do.

1503
01:18:27,720 --> 01:18:30,360
Her earrings were fake gold.

1504
01:18:32,120 --> 01:18:36,760
They were old and damaged,
but she just wanted to wear them.

1505
01:18:36,840 --> 01:18:38,720
The necklace was fake gold too.

1506
01:18:39,240 --> 01:18:42,400
I looked at her
and saw that she lost her middle tooth.

1507
01:18:43,960 --> 01:18:48,280
I thought, "My mom lost a tooth.
She had it before I ran away."

1508
01:18:48,360 --> 01:18:50,760
She didn't have money to go see a dentist.

1509
01:18:50,840 --> 01:18:52,280
I was like,

1510
01:18:52,800 --> 01:18:53,920
"Oh, my God."

1511
01:18:55,000 --> 01:18:56,200
"My mom…"

1512
01:18:57,440 --> 01:19:00,160
"My mom…" I don't know how to explain it.

1513
01:19:00,240 --> 01:19:02,320
How come her life was so difficult?

1514
01:19:02,400 --> 01:19:05,640
I had mixed feelings.

1515
01:19:05,720 --> 01:19:07,560
I mean, at that time.

1516
01:19:07,640 --> 01:19:09,240
Not sure how long I stayed there.

1517
01:19:09,840 --> 01:19:11,760
I was like, "Fuck."

1518
01:19:12,320 --> 01:19:13,160
"Hold up."

1519
01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:15,400
"I…

1520
01:19:16,480 --> 01:19:19,240
I left her alone."

1521
01:19:20,320 --> 01:19:22,480
"I left her for a comfortable life."

1522
01:19:23,080 --> 01:19:24,280
"I…

1523
01:19:24,880 --> 01:19:26,560
left her…

1524
01:19:27,080 --> 01:19:28,440
to suffer alone."

1525
01:19:28,960 --> 01:19:30,720
I thought,

1526
01:19:31,240 --> 01:19:34,400
"What kind of a man are you?"

1527
01:19:34,880 --> 01:19:36,960
I started questioning myself.

1528
01:19:38,080 --> 01:19:38,920
"Hey…"

1529
01:19:41,760 --> 01:19:43,040
"Shame on you."

1530
01:19:43,560 --> 01:19:45,160
"You are shameless."

1531
01:19:45,240 --> 01:19:49,880
"You thought that your relatives
would give you a better future."

1532
01:19:50,360 --> 01:19:51,960
"See how it turned out?"

1533
01:19:52,040 --> 01:19:55,600
"It was out of the frying pan into a fire.
It wasn't better."

1534
01:19:57,120 --> 01:19:59,440
"Who can give you a better future?"

1535
01:20:01,040 --> 01:20:02,320
Then I thought,

1536
01:20:02,800 --> 01:20:05,760
"You are the only one
who can make that happen."

1537
01:20:05,840 --> 01:20:07,200
"No one else."

1538
01:20:07,280 --> 01:20:09,480
"Your younger brother is still young."

1539
01:20:09,560 --> 01:20:11,800
"Your brother is nowhere to be found."

1540
01:20:11,880 --> 01:20:14,720
"Only you who can…

1541
01:20:15,960 --> 01:20:18,520
make your own future."

1542
01:20:18,600 --> 01:20:21,080
I kept thinking about that.

1543
01:20:21,680 --> 01:20:24,920
Is it because you grew up
without a father?

1544
01:20:25,000 --> 01:20:25,840
Oh.

1545
01:20:26,800 --> 01:20:30,240
I felt upset because of what I heard.

1546
01:20:31,440 --> 01:20:34,160
-Yeah.
-They said you're a broken-home kid.

1547
01:20:34,240 --> 01:20:36,360
That's what I often heard.

1548
01:20:36,440 --> 01:20:40,840
People used to say that broken-home kids,
or kids without parents,

1549
01:20:40,920 --> 01:20:43,520
would become troublesome.

1550
01:20:43,600 --> 01:20:45,400
You were everything they said.

1551
01:20:45,480 --> 01:20:48,000
So I thought I had to be troublesome.

1552
01:20:49,600 --> 01:20:51,600
I did it because of what I heard.

1553
01:20:51,680 --> 01:20:53,600
I realized that when I grew up.

1554
01:20:53,680 --> 01:20:55,200
I was like,

1555
01:20:55,280 --> 01:21:00,760
"Wait. It's the past.
Your dad died a long time ago."

1556
01:21:00,840 --> 01:21:05,600
I mean, my dad died, so what?
Leave him alone.

1557
01:21:06,480 --> 01:21:09,200
Let him rest in peace. He died already.

1558
01:21:10,200 --> 01:21:13,200
It had nothing to do with me. It…

1559
01:21:13,280 --> 01:21:17,280
It didn't relate to
how my life got better or worse.

1560
01:21:17,360 --> 01:21:21,480
I couldn't use that as an excuse
for being troublesome.

1561
01:21:23,000 --> 01:21:25,920
He had nothing to do with it.

1562
01:21:26,000 --> 01:21:28,600
Many people do that a lot.

1563
01:21:29,480 --> 01:21:32,400
They use broken-home matters
as an excuse to be bad.

1564
01:21:32,480 --> 01:21:35,840
Wait.
That has nothing to do with you at all.

1565
01:21:35,920 --> 01:21:36,920
It's your life.

1566
01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:39,240
You have to take responsibility.

1567
01:21:39,720 --> 01:21:42,280
You have to take care of your own life.

1568
01:21:42,360 --> 01:21:46,440
Don't use this excuse
to hide how terrible you are.

1569
01:21:47,160 --> 01:21:50,040
Anyone who feels like,

1570
01:21:51,000 --> 01:21:54,000
"I can't do it. I'm broken."

1571
01:21:54,680 --> 01:21:57,680
"My parents died. I had a broken home."

1572
01:21:57,760 --> 01:21:59,360
This and that.

1573
01:21:59,440 --> 01:22:01,000
You need to wake up.

1574
01:22:02,440 --> 01:22:06,800
So you started to feel that
you wanted to take care of your mom.

1575
01:22:08,520 --> 01:22:11,760
What did you do? You told her?

1576
01:22:11,840 --> 01:22:14,000
I didn't tell her.

1577
01:22:16,400 --> 01:22:17,720
Now, I…

1578
01:22:18,400 --> 01:22:21,200
I had a new life purpose.

1579
01:22:21,800 --> 01:22:24,280
Before, I just lived day by day.

1580
01:22:24,360 --> 01:22:27,000
I studied and hung out with friends.

1581
01:22:27,840 --> 01:22:30,560
I had no purpose, but now It changed.

1582
01:22:30,640 --> 01:22:33,040
I had a goal I wanted to reach.

1583
01:22:33,120 --> 01:22:36,520
So I had to stop misbehaving.

1584
01:22:37,000 --> 01:22:38,880
Otherwise, I wouldn't make it.

1585
01:22:38,960 --> 01:22:42,080
After I found my life purpose,

1586
01:22:42,160 --> 01:22:44,960
I tried to not stray from the right path.

1587
01:22:45,040 --> 01:22:49,480
I would do anything to make money.

1588
01:22:49,560 --> 01:22:51,000
I made more of an effort.

1589
01:22:52,480 --> 01:22:53,680
I would find jobs.

1590
01:22:54,240 --> 01:22:56,640
I got into the entertainment industry.

1591
01:22:56,720 --> 01:22:58,600
I was an extra and casting staff.

1592
01:22:58,680 --> 01:23:01,280
I tried to put myself…

1593
01:23:01,360 --> 01:23:03,560
in a better position.

1594
01:23:03,640 --> 01:23:07,440
At that time lots of jobs kept coming in.

1595
01:23:07,920 --> 01:23:09,160
I thought,

1596
01:23:10,000 --> 01:23:13,080
"Maybe my mom can stop working now."

1597
01:23:13,560 --> 01:23:18,080
So I bought a 96 square meters house
in the Sinthon House Project.

1598
01:23:18,160 --> 01:23:19,720
With my own savings.

1599
01:23:20,360 --> 01:23:22,760
I paid by installments.

1600
01:23:23,240 --> 01:23:26,040
I remember it was 1,700,000 baht.

1601
01:23:26,120 --> 01:23:28,200
I said to my mom,

1602
01:23:28,680 --> 01:23:31,240
"You don't have to work anymore.
Come live with me."

1603
01:23:31,320 --> 01:23:33,760
"I will take care of you."

1604
01:23:34,280 --> 01:23:36,960
-I told her that.
-What did she say?

1605
01:23:39,120 --> 01:23:40,400
I cried.

1606
01:23:40,960 --> 01:23:44,400
I was making Som Tam for a customer.

1607
01:23:44,880 --> 01:23:46,440
He came by and said,

1608
01:23:46,520 --> 01:23:50,080
"Mom, come live with me in Bangkok.
I'll take care of you.

1609
01:23:50,160 --> 01:23:52,560
I will take care of everything for you."

1610
01:23:52,640 --> 01:23:56,240
I was still strong,
and my business was good.

1611
01:23:56,320 --> 01:23:58,640
He said that while a customer was there.

1612
01:23:58,720 --> 01:24:01,600
I cried with a pestle in my hand
and I walked off.

1613
01:24:02,080 --> 01:24:04,160
We talked after the customer left.

1614
01:24:04,240 --> 01:24:08,960
He wanted me to live in Bangkok with him
and he would take care of me.

1615
01:24:09,480 --> 01:24:12,480
I was happy.
I was beyond happy, actually.

1616
01:24:13,280 --> 01:24:16,160
Then, we lived in that house together.

1617
01:24:17,600 --> 01:24:21,360
Her behavior was starting to be better.

1618
01:24:21,840 --> 01:24:25,320
I mean, she communicated with me more.

1619
01:24:25,400 --> 01:24:28,000
It had a sense of
being mother and son again.

1620
01:24:28,080 --> 01:24:32,040
I am staring at the fan on a ceiling

1621
01:24:32,600 --> 01:24:34,480
-What else?
-The wild ideas.

1622
01:24:34,560 --> 01:24:38,000
The wild ideas give me a headache

1623
01:24:38,080 --> 01:24:39,640
The fan swings left and right.

1624
01:24:39,720 --> 01:24:44,280
The fan swings left and right

1625
01:24:44,360 --> 01:24:45,960
It kinda looks adorable.

1626
01:24:46,040 --> 01:24:50,160
It kinda looks adorable

1627
01:24:51,880 --> 01:24:56,760
What is your mom's position in your shows?

1628
01:24:57,480 --> 01:24:58,480
"A mother."

1629
01:24:59,680 --> 01:25:01,560
-Udom's mother.
-She's the boss.

1630
01:25:01,640 --> 01:25:03,960
Yeah, she's the boss.

1631
01:25:04,040 --> 01:25:06,240
She will go to every department.

1632
01:25:06,320 --> 01:25:08,240
She's everywhere.

1633
01:25:08,320 --> 01:25:09,720
She was like the center.

1634
01:25:09,800 --> 01:25:11,280
DEAW 2, 1996
MUANG THAI PATRA COMPLEX

1635
01:25:11,880 --> 01:25:13,640
DEAW 11, 2015
ROYAL PARAGON HALL, SIAM PARAGON

1636
01:25:13,720 --> 01:25:15,560
She's a spiritual anchor.
She's also a cook.

1637
01:25:15,640 --> 01:25:19,240
She would set up a kitchen
where the show took place.

1638
01:25:19,320 --> 01:25:22,480
Even if they said
you can't cook inside the building.

1639
01:25:22,560 --> 01:25:24,320
DEAW 7, 2008
SCALA CINEMA

1640
01:25:24,400 --> 01:25:28,040
-What did she do?
-My mom just put a stove in a parking lot.

1641
01:25:28,880 --> 01:25:31,080
-That's allowed.
-She cooked there.

1642
01:25:31,160 --> 01:25:33,120
Then she brought the food in.

1643
01:25:33,200 --> 01:25:34,280
She was…

1644
01:25:35,040 --> 01:25:35,880
sneaky.

1645
01:25:37,000 --> 01:25:40,040
She tried to find a way
to distort the rules.

1646
01:25:40,120 --> 01:25:42,760
-She tried to find a loophole.
-Yeah, yeah.

1647
01:25:42,840 --> 01:25:45,200
I think her intention was…

1648
01:25:45,720 --> 01:25:47,520
she wanted to prepare hot meals.

1649
01:25:47,600 --> 01:25:49,360
DEAW 4, 1999
MCC HALL, THE MALL BANGKAPI

1650
01:25:49,440 --> 01:25:50,640
Like homemade meals.

1651
01:25:50,720 --> 01:25:51,920
Not cold meals.

1652
01:25:52,000 --> 01:25:56,160
Yeah. She wanted me
to have a good appetite.

1653
01:25:56,240 --> 01:25:59,160
She also knows what food
and flavor I like.

1654
01:25:59,240 --> 01:26:01,440
She's the main force of cooking.

1655
01:26:01,520 --> 01:26:03,560
Apart from cooking,

1656
01:26:03,640 --> 01:26:05,880
she set up her own gambling den.

1657
01:26:07,280 --> 01:26:09,480
Seriously. When I was on stage,

1658
01:26:09,560 --> 01:26:12,120
she would spread a cloth on a table.

1659
01:26:12,200 --> 01:26:14,720
My staff would sit around her
and they played cards.

1660
01:26:14,800 --> 01:26:17,040
DEAW 11, 2015
ROYAL PARAGON HALL, SIAM PARAGON

1661
01:26:17,120 --> 01:26:19,680
Has she ever watched your show?

1662
01:26:19,760 --> 01:26:21,200
Did she watch you perform?

1663
01:26:21,280 --> 01:26:22,680
Not the entire show.

1664
01:26:23,200 --> 01:26:25,000
She just…

1665
01:26:25,520 --> 01:26:27,440
She just peeked.

1666
01:26:27,520 --> 01:26:29,040
DEAW 5, 2002
SCALA CINEMA

1667
01:26:29,120 --> 01:26:30,160
One time,

1668
01:26:30,240 --> 01:26:32,600
It was the Deaw…

1669
01:26:32,680 --> 01:26:34,920
-It was on Mother's Day. Deaw 9?
-Yes.

1670
01:26:35,000 --> 01:26:38,480
I found out that she came to my show,
so I wanted to…

1671
01:26:39,280 --> 01:26:41,480
praise my mom.

1672
01:26:41,560 --> 01:26:45,160
I thought she was watching the screen.
I talked about my past.

1673
01:26:45,240 --> 01:26:47,840
Talked about what I did that hurt her.

1674
01:26:47,920 --> 01:26:50,240
-Touching speech.
-Very touching.

1675
01:26:50,320 --> 01:26:53,440
I cried while I was talking about it.

1676
01:26:53,520 --> 01:26:54,800
I was very emotional.

1677
01:26:57,160 --> 01:26:58,640
MOTHER'S DAY
DEAW 9, 2011

1678
01:26:58,720 --> 01:27:00,160
We carried our bags in the house.

1679
01:27:00,240 --> 01:27:02,640
I don't remember how late it was.

1680
01:27:02,720 --> 01:27:04,120
The house wasn't decorated yet.

1681
01:27:04,200 --> 01:27:05,360
ROYAL PARAGON HALL

1682
01:27:05,440 --> 01:27:07,080
We just decided to sleep in one room.

1683
01:27:07,160 --> 01:27:09,320
It had a bright neon light.

1684
01:27:09,400 --> 01:27:13,000
We put our old futons on the floor.

1685
01:27:13,640 --> 01:27:15,720
And we shared the room.

1686
01:27:16,960 --> 01:27:20,480
We were cramped up on the futon
without a mosquito net.

1687
01:27:22,240 --> 01:27:24,000
The old fan was there.

1688
01:27:24,720 --> 01:27:27,520
It's… I was looking at it.

1689
01:27:27,600 --> 01:27:30,400
My view of it has changed
from when I was a kid.

1690
01:27:30,480 --> 01:27:33,360
Now it could swing freely.
You know what I mean?

1691
01:27:38,840 --> 01:27:41,680
That night I was so happy.

1692
01:27:41,760 --> 01:27:44,640
We shared a room.
I rest my leg on my mom's leg.

1693
01:27:45,240 --> 01:27:48,760
We talked and ate together that night too.

1694
01:27:50,520 --> 01:27:53,720
It was the most delicious meal
I've ever had.

1695
01:27:55,720 --> 01:27:57,520
I think…

1696
01:27:59,000 --> 01:28:02,280
eating together as a family means a lot.

1697
01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:06,160
If you have a family,

1698
01:28:07,240 --> 01:28:08,680
take good care of them.

1699
01:28:31,960 --> 01:28:35,680
I think no one will ever love you
as much as your mother.

1700
01:28:41,440 --> 01:28:44,320
I found out later that
when I was crying on stage,

1701
01:28:44,400 --> 01:28:46,560
one of the staff ran to tell her.

1702
01:28:47,040 --> 01:28:49,920
"Ma'am, come watch.
He is talking about you."

1703
01:28:51,320 --> 01:28:53,720
My mom was playing cards
and she said, "So?"

1704
01:28:54,360 --> 01:28:57,120
"He is crying too."

1705
01:28:57,880 --> 01:29:00,280
"He's crying? Okay."

1706
01:29:00,360 --> 01:29:03,920
"Let him cry. Let him cry."

1707
01:29:04,000 --> 01:29:06,440
"Just let him cry. Let him be."

1708
01:29:06,520 --> 01:29:07,480
Let him cry.

1709
01:29:07,560 --> 01:29:08,720
I kept playing cards.

1710
01:29:09,680 --> 01:29:10,960
"Let him cry."

1711
01:29:11,960 --> 01:29:15,760
-When you said that, were you dealing?
-Yeah?

1712
01:29:15,840 --> 01:29:17,480
"I just want to play cards."

1713
01:29:17,560 --> 01:29:21,560
After that, you live together.
You two are joined at the hip.

1714
01:29:22,080 --> 01:29:24,520
What will you give me on Mother's Day?

1715
01:29:25,000 --> 01:29:25,920
Tell me.

1716
01:29:26,000 --> 01:29:27,960
A good merit for your next life.

1717
01:29:28,040 --> 01:29:30,200
No. You should give me something.

1718
01:29:30,280 --> 01:29:34,240
-Say it in front of the camera.
-I'll give you unlimited love.

1719
01:29:34,320 --> 01:29:36,080
What does this hug mean?

1720
01:29:36,160 --> 01:29:37,680
It's a mother's warmth.

1721
01:29:40,040 --> 01:29:41,280
Tell me, come on.

1722
01:29:42,800 --> 01:29:44,120
I'll give 10,000 baht.

1723
01:29:45,400 --> 01:29:47,120
Why did you let go?

1724
01:29:48,920 --> 01:29:52,440
-I already have 10,000 baht.
-Oh! You have.

1725
01:29:52,960 --> 01:29:54,560
My view of her changed.

1726
01:29:54,640 --> 01:29:57,440
She is like my life partner.

1727
01:29:57,960 --> 01:29:59,800
A life partner for me means

1728
01:29:59,880 --> 01:30:02,560
that we will always
be together side by side.

1729
01:30:03,680 --> 01:30:07,320
Until death do us part.

1730
01:30:16,320 --> 01:30:20,360
What if someone
made a movie about your life?

1731
01:30:20,440 --> 01:30:25,400
What part of your life
must be in that movie?

1732
01:30:25,480 --> 01:30:27,800
It'd be the most important scene.

1733
01:30:27,880 --> 01:30:31,920
This part has to be in there. It was…

1734
01:30:33,680 --> 01:30:35,520
around the Deaw…

1735
01:30:36,240 --> 01:30:38,520
the Deaw 6 show.

1736
01:30:38,600 --> 01:30:39,640
Okay.

1737
01:30:40,360 --> 01:30:44,920
Around that time I got to know Pla.
She owns Chin Bo Dang.

1738
01:30:45,000 --> 01:30:47,520
-She owns Iberry group.
-Yes.

1739
01:30:48,240 --> 01:30:50,440
I got to know her.

1740
01:30:50,520 --> 01:30:53,760
Due to her skill in business
and management,

1741
01:30:53,840 --> 01:30:55,680
she asked about my company.

1742
01:30:56,200 --> 01:30:59,400
"Note, do you have a bookkeeper?"

1743
01:31:00,160 --> 01:31:01,000
"How are they?"

1744
01:31:01,080 --> 01:31:04,200
She was worried
that I would forget to pay taxes.

1745
01:31:04,280 --> 01:31:08,040
I told her that I already have one.

1746
01:31:08,120 --> 01:31:10,800
"I'll go talk to her, in case you forget."

1747
01:31:11,280 --> 01:31:14,000
She helped audit my account.

1748
01:31:15,560 --> 01:31:18,000
A bookkeeper came crying to me.

1749
01:31:18,080 --> 01:31:20,520
"Note!" It was the next morning.

1750
01:31:21,560 --> 01:31:24,520
"I want to resign." She's from the south.

1751
01:31:24,600 --> 01:31:25,840
"I want to resign."

1752
01:31:25,920 --> 01:31:27,240
"Why?"

1753
01:31:27,760 --> 01:31:33,480
"Pla came asking for your account.
She said she wants to check it."

1754
01:31:33,560 --> 01:31:35,000
I said, "So?"

1755
01:31:35,080 --> 01:31:38,440
"I'm telling you
this is not how Southern people do."

1756
01:31:38,520 --> 01:31:40,320
She just used that excuse.

1757
01:31:40,400 --> 01:31:42,000
Southerners don't like that?

1758
01:31:42,840 --> 01:31:45,360
"This is humiliating for Southerners."

1759
01:31:45,440 --> 01:31:47,680
"I'm quitting." What?

1760
01:31:47,760 --> 01:31:51,000
I felt for her because
she worked for me for many years.

1761
01:31:51,080 --> 01:31:54,320
I apologized and explained to her
that Pla wanted to help.

1762
01:31:54,400 --> 01:31:57,920
"Note, I'm done. I can't work
with someone who doesn't trust me."

1763
01:31:58,000 --> 01:31:59,880
"You think I stole your money?"

1764
01:31:59,960 --> 01:32:02,760
"If I wanted to, I would have done it."

1765
01:32:02,840 --> 01:32:06,280
"I wouldn't keep working with you."

1766
01:32:06,360 --> 01:32:10,160
"I love you, but I can't stand her."

1767
01:32:11,080 --> 01:32:14,040
I hugged her. She cried on my shoulder.

1768
01:32:15,040 --> 01:32:18,600
I said, "I'm sorry.
She just wanted to help."

1769
01:32:18,680 --> 01:32:20,120
"I'm quitting."

1770
01:32:20,960 --> 01:32:22,560
"I quit today."

1771
01:32:23,040 --> 01:32:24,080
And she left.

1772
01:32:26,440 --> 01:32:27,800
Just like that.

1773
01:32:29,360 --> 01:32:31,760
I didn't know how to tell Pla.

1774
01:32:31,840 --> 01:32:34,600
She would feel guilty.

1775
01:32:34,680 --> 01:32:36,320
So I kept it to myself.

1776
01:32:36,400 --> 01:32:38,560
Shortly after that,

1777
01:32:38,640 --> 01:32:41,960
I went to buy an old cabinet
at Jatuchak Market.

1778
01:32:42,040 --> 01:32:43,960
I love old wooden cabinets.

1779
01:32:44,040 --> 01:32:48,400
I remember I went to Roj's shop
before he moved to Train Market.

1780
01:32:48,480 --> 01:32:51,000
It was a 65,000-baht medicine cabinet.

1781
01:32:51,560 --> 01:32:53,360
They delivered it to my house.

1782
01:32:53,440 --> 01:32:57,160
I didn't have any cash with me.

1783
01:32:57,680 --> 01:33:01,520
So I told the delivery guy to wait.

1784
01:33:02,000 --> 01:33:04,360
I asked Tod
to withdraw my money from the ATM.

1785
01:33:05,720 --> 01:33:08,240
I gave him my ATM card.

1786
01:33:09,160 --> 01:33:12,320
I wrote my password on a post-it
and gave it to him.

1787
01:33:12,800 --> 01:33:16,120
"Tod, withdraw 65,000 baht." "Okay."

1788
01:33:16,840 --> 01:33:20,560
My house is 10 minutes away
from the ATM machine.

1789
01:33:20,640 --> 01:33:21,880
He rode a bike.

1790
01:33:24,480 --> 01:33:26,720
After a while, he came back.

1791
01:33:26,800 --> 01:33:27,680
"Note."

1792
01:33:30,760 --> 01:33:33,360
"It said you only have 1,000 baht."

1793
01:33:34,400 --> 01:33:36,160
I was like, "This isn't funny."

1794
01:33:36,960 --> 01:33:41,680
"I've been in movies.
I have lots of money. It can't be right."

1795
01:33:41,760 --> 01:33:44,000
"Did you do it correctly?"

1796
01:33:44,080 --> 01:33:47,160
"You can't just withdraw
65,000 baht at once."

1797
01:33:47,240 --> 01:33:49,520
"That's not how it works."

1798
01:33:49,600 --> 01:33:54,000
"You have to take out 10,000
or 15,000 at a time."

1799
01:33:54,080 --> 01:33:55,640
"You idiot!"

1800
01:33:58,400 --> 01:33:59,320
He went back.

1801
01:34:00,280 --> 01:34:02,960
He came back and said,
"It said the same thing."

1802
01:34:04,240 --> 01:34:06,080
"You know what, Tod? Aueng!"

1803
01:34:06,760 --> 01:34:09,200
Aueng was a graphic designer trainee.

1804
01:34:09,280 --> 01:34:10,600
"Aueng, go with him."

1805
01:34:10,680 --> 01:34:12,680
"Teach him how to do it correctly."

1806
01:34:12,760 --> 01:34:15,080
So she went with him.

1807
01:34:15,600 --> 01:34:17,680
Ten minutes later, they came back.

1808
01:34:17,760 --> 01:34:18,880
She said, "Note."

1809
01:34:20,640 --> 01:34:22,240
"Tod was wrong."

1810
01:34:26,440 --> 01:34:28,080
"It's not 1,000 baht."

1811
01:34:28,760 --> 01:34:30,600
"You only have one baht left."

1812
01:34:34,400 --> 01:34:35,800
1.00 baht.

1813
01:34:35,880 --> 01:34:37,000
Right.

1814
01:34:37,080 --> 01:34:38,320
I had one baht.

1815
01:34:38,400 --> 01:34:43,680
I said, "That's impossible. There's no way
I have one baht left. You're joking."

1816
01:34:43,760 --> 01:34:45,920
Oat, from Chulalongkorn university,

1817
01:34:46,000 --> 01:34:47,520
he worked with me. He said,

1818
01:34:48,560 --> 01:34:49,400
"Note."

1819
01:34:50,240 --> 01:34:53,280
"To make sure, you should come with me."

1820
01:34:54,240 --> 01:34:56,560
"Bring your account book.
We'll go to a bank."

1821
01:34:57,040 --> 01:34:58,520
"You'll know the truth."

1822
01:34:59,000 --> 01:35:00,160
So we went there.

1823
01:35:01,360 --> 01:35:03,800
There were three people on a bike.

1824
01:35:05,680 --> 01:35:07,520
Fifteen minutes later, we came back.

1825
01:35:09,400 --> 01:35:10,320
Oat said,

1826
01:35:11,080 --> 01:35:11,920
"Note."

1827
01:35:13,080 --> 01:35:15,440
"You really have one baht left."

1828
01:35:16,560 --> 01:35:19,240
I was like, "Fuck! One baht left."

1829
01:35:19,760 --> 01:35:23,680
I didn't have any money
to pay for that cabinet.

1830
01:35:23,760 --> 01:35:25,800
So I borrowed money from my mom.

1831
01:35:26,480 --> 01:35:28,880
You only have one account?

1832
01:35:28,960 --> 01:35:32,640
Yes. I was so confused.
How could I have one baht left?

1833
01:35:32,720 --> 01:35:34,960
I called Pla and asked,

1834
01:35:35,040 --> 01:35:37,920
"Pla, how come I have one baht left?"

1835
01:35:38,480 --> 01:35:41,120
She hurriedly came to check my account.

1836
01:35:41,200 --> 01:35:43,080
She said someone took out my money.

1837
01:35:43,560 --> 01:35:45,120
So we investigated.

1838
01:35:46,280 --> 01:35:48,880
We reported to the police
and called the bank.

1839
01:35:48,960 --> 01:35:50,120
Eventually,

1840
01:35:51,400 --> 01:35:53,000
a bank officer asked me

1841
01:35:53,720 --> 01:35:56,440
how many ATM cards I had.

1842
01:35:56,520 --> 01:35:58,960
I said I only had one.

1843
01:35:59,040 --> 01:36:00,240
Someone applied for…

1844
01:36:00,920 --> 01:36:02,640
a supplementary card.

1845
01:36:02,720 --> 01:36:03,720
Oh, okay.

1846
01:36:03,800 --> 01:36:06,400
This person withdrew your money every day.

1847
01:36:06,480 --> 01:36:08,360
Every single day.

1848
01:36:08,440 --> 01:36:10,920
This person used it to pay this and that.

1849
01:36:11,000 --> 01:36:12,120
And then…

1850
01:36:13,760 --> 01:36:17,600
They showed me the withdrawal report
and the CCTV footage.

1851
01:36:18,440 --> 01:36:20,400
Turned out, it was that bookkeeper.

1852
01:36:21,320 --> 01:36:24,560
She was the one who had another card,
and stole my money.

1853
01:36:26,680 --> 01:36:29,080
That's why she just wanted to quit.

1854
01:36:30,400 --> 01:36:33,280
She was long gone. Nowhere to be found.

1855
01:36:33,360 --> 01:36:35,920
At the end of the month
it was a disaster.

1856
01:36:36,680 --> 01:36:39,720
There were lots of things
that she didn't pay for me.

1857
01:36:40,440 --> 01:36:43,920
I had to pay my car payment
and my house payment.

1858
01:36:44,000 --> 01:36:47,040
So many things I had to deal with.

1859
01:36:47,120 --> 01:36:49,120
I was desperate.

1860
01:36:49,600 --> 01:36:51,040
I was…

1861
01:36:52,040 --> 01:36:53,520
I was famous,

1862
01:36:54,080 --> 01:36:55,880
-but I had no income.
-Right.

1863
01:36:56,920 --> 01:36:59,720
I was famous, but no money.

1864
01:36:59,800 --> 01:37:01,000
That moment,

1865
01:37:01,080 --> 01:37:04,800
It made me understand
a bit more about life.

1866
01:37:04,880 --> 01:37:08,880
I felt so hollow
when I had to see my friends.

1867
01:37:08,960 --> 01:37:09,880
You know?

1868
01:37:11,040 --> 01:37:12,320
"Oh, look!"

1869
01:37:13,160 --> 01:37:14,800
"Our rich friend is here."

1870
01:37:15,600 --> 01:37:17,320
Rich what? I had no money.

1871
01:37:18,560 --> 01:37:21,320
"Can I have your autograph, wealthy man?"

1872
01:37:21,400 --> 01:37:23,960
I felt like
there was a needle in my heart.

1873
01:37:24,840 --> 01:37:29,520
I realized that
all the fame I have is meaningless.

1874
01:37:29,600 --> 01:37:32,920
They didn't know what happened,
which made me feel phony.

1875
01:37:33,000 --> 01:37:35,240
I was fake.

1876
01:37:35,320 --> 01:37:38,040
I was like that at that time.

1877
01:37:38,120 --> 01:37:40,320
I sold everything to get money.

1878
01:37:40,400 --> 01:37:43,720
I sold my mom's car, and so on.

1879
01:37:43,800 --> 01:37:46,880
I tried to sell one of my houses,
but it was mortgaged.

1880
01:37:46,960 --> 01:37:50,440
I didn't even remember when I did that.

1881
01:37:51,040 --> 01:37:53,440
I had no memory of it.

1882
01:37:53,520 --> 01:37:55,400
That bookkeeper knew my flaw.

1883
01:37:55,480 --> 01:37:58,720
When I was painting,
my hands would be dirty.

1884
01:37:58,800 --> 01:38:00,560
I signed a paper without reading it.

1885
01:38:00,640 --> 01:38:02,640
I just wanted to get it done.

1886
01:38:05,640 --> 01:38:07,680
She took all my money.

1887
01:38:07,760 --> 01:38:12,040
You know,
I was a famous actor and comedian.

1888
01:38:12,120 --> 01:38:14,240
Everyone wanted to hear my jokes.

1889
01:38:14,720 --> 01:38:16,160
But I was deeply hurt.

1890
01:38:17,040 --> 01:38:18,160
Normally,

1891
01:38:18,240 --> 01:38:22,520
when I go to a bookstore,
I will buy every book I wanted.

1892
01:38:22,600 --> 01:38:25,480
At that time, I stood
and read the whole book.

1893
01:38:27,360 --> 01:38:31,520
I just spent a whole day reading it
because I had no money.

1894
01:38:32,400 --> 01:38:35,240
I liked those decoration magazines.

1895
01:38:35,320 --> 01:38:39,720
I turned page by page.
Then, I found an article I really liked.

1896
01:38:39,800 --> 01:38:41,840
Cellphones didn't have cameras yet.

1897
01:38:41,920 --> 01:38:44,120
So I had to remember it.

1898
01:38:44,200 --> 01:38:47,000
I just wanted to tear that page.

1899
01:38:47,080 --> 01:38:49,920
Sometimes I went out
with friends in the industry.

1900
01:38:50,000 --> 01:38:51,800
We would have a meal together.

1901
01:38:51,880 --> 01:38:55,520
I admit that I pretended
that I had to go to the toilet,

1902
01:38:57,200 --> 01:38:59,120
when the bill came.

1903
01:39:01,920 --> 01:39:04,280
I didn't have any money.

1904
01:39:04,360 --> 01:39:07,440
The bill was like
1,000 or 2,000 baht each.

1905
01:39:07,520 --> 01:39:10,400
Going to a toilet was the only way out.

1906
01:39:10,480 --> 01:39:12,760
You know what I mean?

1907
01:39:12,840 --> 01:39:14,400
I felt so ashamed.

1908
01:39:15,600 --> 01:39:19,040
I was dating Pla too.
She is from a wealthy family.

1909
01:39:19,960 --> 01:39:22,080
And she dated a one-baht man.

1910
01:39:22,920 --> 01:39:25,000
And… Gosh!

1911
01:39:25,080 --> 01:39:26,880
I felt so bitter.

1912
01:39:26,960 --> 01:39:30,280
Anyway, Pla was the one
who helped manage everything.

1913
01:39:31,360 --> 01:39:33,760
I got a loan from her friend.

1914
01:39:34,400 --> 01:39:36,600
It was her old classmate named Lin.

1915
01:39:36,680 --> 01:39:40,120
Pla introduced me to her friend.
She wasn't my guarantor.

1916
01:39:40,760 --> 01:39:43,360
I took a loan from Lin,

1917
01:39:43,440 --> 01:39:48,400
by using my house in Chiang Mai
as a guarantee.

1918
01:39:49,120 --> 01:39:53,040
That money I got from her was
for the Deaw 7 show.

1919
01:39:54,480 --> 01:39:56,120
Yeah.

1920
01:39:56,200 --> 01:40:00,840
That show was really for your life.

1921
01:40:00,920 --> 01:40:04,920
Gosh! The time gap
between Deaw 6 and Deaw 7 was torture.

1922
01:40:05,000 --> 01:40:06,760
I had one baht.

1923
01:40:06,840 --> 01:40:09,520
Those times have taught me so many things.

1924
01:40:09,600 --> 01:40:13,040
One of the things I learned
is saving money.

1925
01:40:13,560 --> 01:40:15,040
Investment.

1926
01:40:15,520 --> 01:40:17,760
I had to study about it.

1927
01:40:18,240 --> 01:40:19,840
Yeah, yeah.

1928
01:40:19,920 --> 01:40:24,800
I think some of the audience here
might feel like,

1929
01:40:24,880 --> 01:40:29,400
there's still some questions
I didn't ask you.

1930
01:40:29,480 --> 01:40:32,480
If you want to ask Udom,

1931
01:40:32,560 --> 01:40:33,880
please raise… Oh!

1932
01:40:33,960 --> 01:40:35,760
I'll start with her first.

1933
01:40:36,360 --> 01:40:39,200
My question is, as a comedian,

1934
01:40:39,280 --> 01:40:43,920
what shows or movies do you usually watch

1935
01:40:44,000 --> 01:40:45,880
that are entertaining to you?

1936
01:40:46,560 --> 01:40:48,000
I recommend this show.

1937
01:40:48,880 --> 01:40:52,440
You don't need to be a comedian
to watch it.

1938
01:40:53,480 --> 01:40:55,040
It's The Ghost Secret.

1939
01:40:57,720 --> 01:41:01,520
Its Thai name is Kai Winyarn…

1940
01:41:02,160 --> 01:41:04,360
Lok Winyarn… something.

1941
01:41:04,440 --> 01:41:07,440
Anyway, it's The Ghost Secret.
I really recommend it.

1942
01:41:08,480 --> 01:41:09,840
When you get home today,

1943
01:41:10,440 --> 01:41:12,720
you should watch episode 66.

1944
01:41:13,840 --> 01:41:15,840
There are about 150 episodes now.

1945
01:41:15,920 --> 01:41:18,680
But I recommend episode 66 called…

1946
01:41:21,480 --> 01:41:24,720
It's called "Iniquity".

1947
01:41:26,560 --> 01:41:28,720
Write it down, Ep.66 "Iniquity".

1948
01:41:29,320 --> 01:41:33,360
The owner of this show is Master Ole.

1949
01:41:33,440 --> 01:41:37,600
I think he is the best Medium of Thailand.

1950
01:41:38,480 --> 01:41:41,120
He's number one for me.

1951
01:41:42,240 --> 01:41:44,760
He can see what has happened to you.

1952
01:41:44,840 --> 01:41:47,200
He sees a ghost that is around you.

1953
01:41:47,280 --> 01:41:49,560
He can negotiate with a ghost for you.

1954
01:41:49,640 --> 01:41:51,040
He is that good.

1955
01:41:51,120 --> 01:41:53,040
What he does is decent.

1956
01:41:53,120 --> 01:41:56,560
He doesn't ask you
to do all that magic nonsense.

1957
01:41:56,640 --> 01:41:58,360
He doesn't do the black magic.

1958
01:42:00,120 --> 01:42:04,240
In episode 66,
it was about Salakjit Duangjan, a singer.

1959
01:42:04,840 --> 01:42:06,760
She's Pumpuang Duanjan's sister.

1960
01:42:07,240 --> 01:42:08,720
Her nickname is Ong.

1961
01:42:08,800 --> 01:42:10,720
What happened to her is,

1962
01:42:10,800 --> 01:42:13,760
she felt like she was dying of something.

1963
01:42:13,840 --> 01:42:15,360
When she was walking,

1964
01:42:15,440 --> 01:42:19,120
her heart just felt broken
and she wanted to die.

1965
01:42:19,200 --> 01:42:20,360
That's how she felt.

1966
01:42:20,440 --> 01:42:22,680
She also got sick a lot.

1967
01:42:22,760 --> 01:42:27,280
The hospital was like her second home,
and she just wanted to die.

1968
01:42:27,360 --> 01:42:29,400
So she came to see Master Ole.

1969
01:42:30,640 --> 01:42:34,000
In the show, there are two other hosts,

1970
01:42:34,600 --> 01:42:36,360
Toffy and Somcheng.

1971
01:42:36,440 --> 01:42:39,760
They will go to the temples
to help restore them.

1972
01:42:39,840 --> 01:42:42,160
If you wanna see them, just go to temples.

1973
01:42:43,000 --> 01:42:45,080
So Ong went to see Master Ole.

1974
01:42:45,160 --> 01:42:48,600
She told him what had happened to her.

1975
01:42:49,080 --> 01:42:52,800
Whenever Master Ole sees something,
he'll be like,

1976
01:42:52,880 --> 01:42:54,040
"I…"

1977
01:42:56,240 --> 01:42:58,600
"I saw your past."

1978
01:42:59,160 --> 01:43:01,000
"You did something to him."

1979
01:43:01,840 --> 01:43:03,800
"You promised him something."

1980
01:43:03,880 --> 01:43:05,320
When he said that,

1981
01:43:05,800 --> 01:43:07,280
she felt something weird.

1982
01:43:08,240 --> 01:43:11,320
Normally,
Ong is a simple nice lady like you.

1983
01:43:12,880 --> 01:43:13,920
She felt strange.

1984
01:43:15,480 --> 01:43:17,880
He said,
"Do you feel something behind you?"

1985
01:43:19,000 --> 01:43:22,240
"Yes, I do.
I feel heavy around my shoulders."

1986
01:43:22,320 --> 01:43:23,840
"Especially my neck."

1987
01:43:23,920 --> 01:43:25,920
Suddenly, she got possessed.

1988
01:43:26,600 --> 01:43:30,320
Her voice changed to a man.
He possessed her.

1989
01:43:32,600 --> 01:43:33,800
She did a sword dance.

1990
01:43:36,360 --> 01:43:38,840
"Why did you kill me?"

1991
01:43:38,920 --> 01:43:41,880
"I wasn't guilty. Why did you kill me?"

1992
01:43:42,360 --> 01:43:45,440
I was so intrigued.
I couldn't stop watching it.

1993
01:43:47,640 --> 01:43:50,560
"Why did you kill me? I wasn't guilty."

1994
01:43:51,320 --> 01:43:53,160
Her voice changed to a man.

1995
01:43:53,240 --> 01:43:55,040
"Why did you kill me…"

1996
01:43:56,040 --> 01:43:58,560
Master Ole said he saw what happened.

1997
01:43:58,640 --> 01:44:03,880
Her incident occurred at a nearby temple
that used to be an execution site.

1998
01:44:04,560 --> 01:44:07,440
They googled
that particular temple in Sukhothai.

1999
01:44:07,520 --> 01:44:09,440
They found the Phlai Chumpon Temple.

2000
01:44:09,520 --> 01:44:11,640
So they decided to go there.

2001
01:44:11,720 --> 01:44:14,280
To fix this matter,
they must be at the scene.

2002
01:44:14,360 --> 01:44:15,880
They all went there.

2003
01:44:15,960 --> 01:44:19,040
When they arrived there, she got worse.

2004
01:44:20,600 --> 01:44:25,520
"Why did you kill me? It wasn't my fault.
Why did you kill me?"

2005
01:44:26,240 --> 01:44:28,800
Master Ole negotiated with that spirit.

2006
01:44:28,880 --> 01:44:31,080
"Calm down, calm down."

2007
01:44:31,160 --> 01:44:32,240
"No!"

2008
01:44:32,320 --> 01:44:33,600
"Can you forgive her?"

2009
01:44:33,680 --> 01:44:35,440
"No way!"

2010
01:44:36,000 --> 01:44:39,640
"I want her life. I want her blood."

2011
01:44:39,720 --> 01:44:45,080
"If you can give me her blood,
I will forgive her. Do it! Do it now!"

2012
01:44:46,160 --> 01:44:47,000
I was hooked.

2013
01:44:47,080 --> 01:44:49,480
I stopped doing whatever I was doing.

2014
01:44:49,560 --> 01:44:51,160
And I kept watching.

2015
01:44:51,960 --> 01:44:54,840
"You have no idea how painful it was."

2016
01:44:55,320 --> 01:44:58,800
"I've been waiting for over 100 years."

2017
01:45:01,200 --> 01:45:04,200
"You forced me to cut my own throat."

2018
01:45:04,280 --> 01:45:07,240
"You know how painful it was?"

2019
01:45:07,320 --> 01:45:08,720
It was so dramatic.

2020
01:45:09,400 --> 01:45:11,120
"You know,

2021
01:45:11,200 --> 01:45:13,880
people won't die
with just one cut on their throat."

2022
01:45:14,360 --> 01:45:17,160
"I had to do it over and over."

2023
01:45:18,120 --> 01:45:19,440
Well…

2024
01:45:19,520 --> 01:45:20,760
The thing is…

2025
01:45:21,280 --> 01:45:25,360
in a past life,
Ong ordered someone to kill a man.

2026
01:45:25,440 --> 01:45:26,960
The one that possessed her.

2027
01:45:27,040 --> 01:45:29,520
He wasn't guilty, but she killed him.

2028
01:45:30,040 --> 01:45:33,520
Master Ole said, "I saw it."

2029
01:45:34,200 --> 01:45:37,000
"There were other people too."

2030
01:45:37,080 --> 01:45:39,040
"They were a mother and her kid."

2031
01:45:39,120 --> 01:45:43,080
She took them as hostages
in order to make him cut his throat.

2032
01:45:43,840 --> 01:45:46,920
"You know that really hurt."

2033
01:45:47,000 --> 01:45:52,160
"You forced me to do it.
The ground was covered with my blood."

2034
01:45:52,240 --> 01:45:54,520
"I want your life…"

2035
01:45:55,920 --> 01:45:59,040
Master Ole tried to persuade him.
He's a ghost lawyer.

2036
01:46:00,200 --> 01:46:03,520
"I want her blood! Give it to me!"

2037
01:46:03,600 --> 01:46:06,480
Ole said,
"Can she donate her blood instead?"

2038
01:46:07,800 --> 01:46:08,840
"No!"

2039
01:46:09,320 --> 01:46:11,600
I mean, he cut his throat,
but you donate blood?

2040
01:46:14,880 --> 01:46:18,320
"No way! No! No!"

2041
01:46:19,200 --> 01:46:21,760
"How about donating her blood
to 100 hospitals?"

2042
01:46:21,840 --> 01:46:24,720
"She will do that within three months."

2043
01:46:24,800 --> 01:46:26,920
"No! No way!"

2044
01:46:27,400 --> 01:46:30,280
"I want to kill her. I want her life."

2045
01:46:31,160 --> 01:46:33,360
"How about an ordination?"

2046
01:46:34,000 --> 01:46:35,360
"For 100 people."

2047
01:46:35,920 --> 01:46:38,360
"They'll be ordained for you
on Thai New year."

2048
01:46:38,440 --> 01:46:42,080
After he heard that, he calmed down.

2049
01:46:42,160 --> 01:46:43,920
"You want that?"

2050
01:46:45,360 --> 01:46:47,360
The ghost didn't seem to believe him.

2051
01:46:48,560 --> 01:46:52,400
So Master Ole asked his show's fans
to be ordained for him.

2052
01:46:52,880 --> 01:46:55,280
One hundred people on Thai New Year.

2053
01:46:55,760 --> 01:46:56,800
"If you agree."

2054
01:46:57,600 --> 01:47:01,360
"If you are okay with it,
please say you forgive her."

2055
01:47:03,840 --> 01:47:06,360
This part was so emotional.

2056
01:47:06,440 --> 01:47:07,840
The camera turned to Ole.

2057
01:47:08,520 --> 01:47:11,680
Then, it turned to Toffy and Somcheng.

2058
01:47:11,760 --> 01:47:14,120
Everyone was nervous about his answer.

2059
01:47:24,960 --> 01:47:26,200
"I forgive you!"

2060
01:47:26,280 --> 01:47:27,800
"I forgive you!"

2061
01:47:27,880 --> 01:47:31,560
The music came up.
People in that temple applauded.

2062
01:47:34,160 --> 01:47:35,720
He forgave her.

2063
01:47:36,320 --> 01:47:39,320
He finally did. I was crying.

2064
01:47:39,400 --> 01:47:41,440
A monk came.

2065
01:47:41,520 --> 01:47:43,960
He told Ong to pour water of dedication.

2066
01:47:44,040 --> 01:47:46,720
I mean, it wasn't really Ong.
It was that spirit.

2067
01:47:46,800 --> 01:47:48,360
A monk started chanting.

2068
01:47:52,920 --> 01:47:53,800
Ong was…

2069
01:47:57,720 --> 01:47:59,560
He kept chanting.

2070
01:48:01,720 --> 01:48:04,160
The minute he finished, she passed out.

2071
01:48:07,160 --> 01:48:09,240
That's when I knew.

2072
01:48:10,560 --> 01:48:13,200
I must sponsor this show.

2073
01:48:15,040 --> 01:48:17,160
I called Bella immediately.

2074
01:48:17,240 --> 01:48:18,280
"Bella."

2075
01:48:18,920 --> 01:48:21,920
"Do you have Toffy's number?
Can you call him?"

2076
01:48:22,600 --> 01:48:24,320
"I want to sponsor the show."

2077
01:48:24,400 --> 01:48:26,720
She asked, "Sponsor with what?"
"I don't know."

2078
01:48:27,600 --> 01:48:29,320
"Put your name on the show?"

2079
01:48:29,400 --> 01:48:31,920
"No, I just want to support the show."

2080
01:48:32,400 --> 01:48:37,120
I saw them using old style microphones.

2081
01:48:37,200 --> 01:48:39,800
"Ask him if they need wireless ones."

2082
01:48:39,880 --> 01:48:42,680
"If so, you buy them four. Go ahead."

2083
01:48:42,760 --> 01:48:44,400
"I want to be a part of it."

2084
01:48:45,040 --> 01:48:46,000
Seriously.

2085
01:48:46,080 --> 01:48:48,000
I'm so into it.

2086
01:48:48,080 --> 01:48:50,360
You guys should watch episode 109 too.

2087
01:48:51,040 --> 01:48:53,080
-That's precise.
-It's episode 109.

2088
01:48:53,680 --> 01:48:56,560
It's called "Incantation".

2089
01:48:57,080 --> 01:48:58,360
All right.

2090
01:48:58,440 --> 01:49:00,560
The case was about Karn.

2091
01:49:01,600 --> 01:49:04,480
He's a young married man.

2092
01:49:05,240 --> 01:49:07,440
He's a normal guy.

2093
01:49:07,520 --> 01:49:10,200
But he felt something inside him.

2094
01:49:10,280 --> 01:49:13,320
It was like
there were other people inside him.

2095
01:49:13,800 --> 01:49:19,680
Every time he went to a temple,
he would throw up and feel ill.

2096
01:49:19,760 --> 01:49:24,200
Whenever he met famous grand monks,
he would get really sick.

2097
01:49:24,280 --> 01:49:27,400
It's like something didn't want him
to do good deeds.

2098
01:49:28,000 --> 01:49:31,120
He went to a hospital.
They just gave him medicine.

2099
01:49:31,200 --> 01:49:32,960
They said he was bipolar.

2100
01:49:33,040 --> 01:49:36,160
He had been suffering for 22 years.

2101
01:49:36,240 --> 01:49:37,680
Until he met Master Ole.

2102
01:49:37,760 --> 01:49:40,440
Master Ole saw what happened to him.

2103
01:49:41,120 --> 01:49:43,200
He said that in Karn's past life,

2104
01:49:43,720 --> 01:49:45,200
he was a black magician.

2105
01:49:46,120 --> 01:49:50,040
He was a monk,
but he was into black magic.

2106
01:49:50,120 --> 01:49:53,400
He detained spirits,
and was disrespectful to his teachers.

2107
01:49:53,480 --> 01:49:56,600
That's why the spirit
followed him to this life.

2108
01:49:56,680 --> 01:50:00,240
It was not only one, but eight spirits.

2109
01:50:00,720 --> 01:50:03,560
They would take turns to possess his body.

2110
01:50:03,640 --> 01:50:06,480
Bipolar is like
you have two personalities.

2111
01:50:07,240 --> 01:50:08,920
"Tri" means three.

2112
01:50:09,000 --> 01:50:11,200
Five… eight. This is "eightpolar".

2113
01:50:12,000 --> 01:50:13,640
You must watch it.

2114
01:50:13,720 --> 01:50:15,480
His personalities kept switching.

2115
01:50:15,560 --> 01:50:18,880
It was freaking good! Freaking good!

2116
01:50:18,960 --> 01:50:19,840
Really.

2117
01:50:21,720 --> 01:50:25,960
Master Ole told him what he did
and he needed to ask for forgiveness.

2118
01:50:26,040 --> 01:50:28,080
So they went to a temple…

2119
01:50:29,120 --> 01:50:31,000
Not sure which one in Nonthaburi.

2120
01:50:31,080 --> 01:50:33,840
That's where he lived in his past life.

2121
01:50:34,760 --> 01:50:36,240
They arrived there.

2122
01:50:36,720 --> 01:50:40,840
Master Ole held his hands
so he could talk to those spirits.

2123
01:50:41,680 --> 01:50:44,240
Master Ole grabbed his hands,
he got possessed.

2124
01:50:44,320 --> 01:50:46,200
He was like…

2125
01:50:53,080 --> 01:50:55,000
"Leave him alone."

2126
01:50:56,000 --> 01:50:58,400
"Why don't you just let go?", Ole asked.

2127
01:50:58,480 --> 01:50:59,840
"Because I don't want to."

2128
01:51:04,920 --> 01:51:06,960
"Can you leave his body?"

2129
01:51:07,040 --> 01:51:08,360
"No!"

2130
01:51:09,200 --> 01:51:11,080
"Then I have to punish you."

2131
01:51:12,240 --> 01:51:13,680
It said, "Bring it on!"

2132
01:51:13,760 --> 01:51:16,600
Karn became rude and aggressive.

2133
01:51:16,680 --> 01:51:17,960
"Come on!"

2134
01:51:19,200 --> 01:51:20,720
"Bring it on!"

2135
01:51:24,200 --> 01:51:26,880
He threw up and was back to normal.

2136
01:51:29,720 --> 01:51:33,520
Ole asked him if he was aware
of what he did and he said yes.

2137
01:51:34,840 --> 01:51:36,520
Ole told him what he had to do.

2138
01:51:36,600 --> 01:51:40,720
He had to apologize
for all the mistakes he did.

2139
01:51:41,520 --> 01:51:44,240
He also had to give the offering
to the monks.

2140
01:51:44,320 --> 01:51:47,080
So those spirits would receive the merits.

2141
01:51:47,160 --> 01:51:51,160
All those eight spirits that he had harmed
in his past life.

2142
01:51:51,240 --> 01:51:54,160
But one of them didn't want the merits.

2143
01:51:54,240 --> 01:51:57,080
They were fighting inside him.

2144
01:51:57,600 --> 01:51:58,880
Okay, next scene.

2145
01:52:00,000 --> 01:52:02,960
He was about
to give the offering to a monk.

2146
01:52:03,040 --> 01:52:04,600
The offering was here.

2147
01:52:07,160 --> 01:52:08,920
A monk said, "Let's pray."

2148
01:52:09,000 --> 01:52:12,320
They had to pray the Five Precepts first.

2149
01:52:12,840 --> 01:52:14,040
A monk chanted.

2150
01:52:20,120 --> 01:52:21,800
Karn had to repeat that.

2151
01:52:23,240 --> 01:52:27,040
He was fighting
with the spirit inside him.

2152
01:52:27,120 --> 01:52:28,840
It didn't want him to pray.

2153
01:52:42,000 --> 01:52:45,720
Master Ole kept telling him
to endure and fight back.

2154
01:53:01,400 --> 01:53:02,600
One line had passed.

2155
01:53:02,680 --> 01:53:05,040
It took about five minutes.

2156
01:53:06,480 --> 01:53:09,720
He kept on praying
and tried to fight back.

2157
01:53:28,920 --> 01:53:31,800
Those spirits were so…

2158
01:53:32,400 --> 01:53:36,840
If this was a Hollywood movie,
he would get an Oscar for sure.

2159
01:53:37,880 --> 01:53:38,920
It was so real.

2160
01:53:39,000 --> 01:53:40,440
It looked really real.

2161
01:53:40,520 --> 01:53:43,920
He was fighting with those eight spirits.

2162
01:53:44,000 --> 01:53:46,760
Eventually, he completed the whole prayer.

2163
01:53:46,840 --> 01:53:49,600
A monk poured holy water on him. He was…

2164
01:53:50,080 --> 01:53:52,600
"Leave him alone.
Go back to where you belong."

2165
01:53:57,480 --> 01:53:58,320
I'm tired.

2166
01:54:02,760 --> 01:54:05,640
You have to watch it yourself.

2167
01:54:05,720 --> 01:54:07,880
They wouldn't let him go.

2168
01:54:07,960 --> 01:54:09,200
I was so excited.

2169
01:54:10,760 --> 01:54:13,280
I had to pee, but I didn't wanna miss it.

2170
01:54:14,960 --> 01:54:18,280
It is entertaining for me.

2171
01:54:18,360 --> 01:54:20,720
I love watching this show.

2172
01:54:20,800 --> 01:54:25,040
Since then, I became Toffy's fan.

2173
01:54:25,120 --> 01:54:28,320
There are other episodes
that are good too.

2174
01:54:28,400 --> 01:54:32,760
Recently Toffy likes to
go to the UFO sighting site.

2175
01:54:33,280 --> 01:54:34,480
I went with him.

2176
01:54:35,520 --> 01:54:37,200
I told him I'd go with him,

2177
01:54:37,280 --> 01:54:39,120
but he can't take my photo.

2178
01:54:39,200 --> 01:54:41,520
It's a long story, but I'll keep it short.

2179
01:54:41,600 --> 01:54:43,440
I went to Uthaithani with him.

2180
01:54:44,560 --> 01:54:46,800
I'm a busy person.

2181
01:54:46,880 --> 01:54:49,760
But I never refuse a trip
to see supernatural things.

2182
01:54:49,840 --> 01:54:52,480
I thought you liked to
use your free time productively.

2183
01:54:59,320 --> 01:55:02,520
-That was not productive?
-I don't know.

2184
01:55:02,600 --> 01:55:04,520
I wanted to know if they exist.

2185
01:55:04,600 --> 01:55:08,000
It's something I'm always curious
if it's fake or not.

2186
01:55:08,080 --> 01:55:12,080
Pete Thongchua said
he can communicate with them.

2187
01:55:13,720 --> 01:55:17,080
I asked Toffy
which site he usually goes to.

2188
01:55:17,160 --> 01:55:20,680
He told me the date
and said it's in Uthaithani.

2189
01:55:21,520 --> 01:55:22,720
So I went.

2190
01:55:22,800 --> 01:55:26,160
I went with two non-believers.

2191
01:55:26,240 --> 01:55:29,120
There was Bella and Yaya, my accountant.

2192
01:55:29,640 --> 01:55:31,000
We arrived at the hotel.

2193
01:55:31,080 --> 01:55:33,320
We thought they would come late at night.

2194
01:55:34,000 --> 01:55:36,280
So we decided to take a nap.

2195
01:55:36,360 --> 01:55:40,200
We arrived at the hotel around 6 p.m.

2196
01:55:40,280 --> 01:55:44,320
We planned to nap and wake up at midnight.

2197
01:55:44,400 --> 01:55:46,640
I asked Toffy what time they'd come.

2198
01:55:47,160 --> 01:55:48,520
He said 7 p.m.

2199
01:55:49,080 --> 01:55:50,760
I was so unprepared.

2200
01:55:50,840 --> 01:55:53,440
I got dressed quickly.
I didn't wanna miss it.

2201
01:55:53,520 --> 01:55:55,800
Because UFOs go really fast.

2202
01:55:55,880 --> 01:55:59,320
You can't be slow,
otherwise you would miss it.

2203
01:55:59,920 --> 01:56:02,520
What if there was just one UFO?
I'd be upset.

2204
01:56:02,600 --> 01:56:03,880
I came this far.

2205
01:56:04,920 --> 01:56:08,120
I got there
and it was a big yard in a resort.

2206
01:56:08,200 --> 01:56:11,120
There were no customers at that time.

2207
01:56:11,200 --> 01:56:12,960
We can do whatever we want.

2208
01:56:13,040 --> 01:56:16,720
They turned all the lights off
so we could see them clearly.

2209
01:56:16,800 --> 01:56:19,640
Toffy put up a tent there.

2210
01:56:19,720 --> 01:56:23,440
He also had a chair and a poker set
to play with his friends.

2211
01:56:25,880 --> 01:56:29,040
He said that we must call them.

2212
01:56:30,400 --> 01:56:34,120
I thought he would have
a signal panel or something.

2213
01:56:34,200 --> 01:56:37,160
You know, like on the airplane.

2214
01:56:37,920 --> 01:56:39,720
It'll send out the signal.

2215
01:56:39,800 --> 01:56:42,080
Next thing I knew,

2216
01:56:42,160 --> 01:56:44,120
Toffy sat down and meditated.

2217
01:56:48,280 --> 01:56:49,200
Wait a minute.

2218
01:56:50,600 --> 01:56:51,640
Meditating?

2219
01:56:52,240 --> 01:56:54,280
I didn't know what to do.

2220
01:56:54,360 --> 01:56:55,280
I was like…

2221
01:57:00,320 --> 01:57:01,240
I was confused.

2222
01:57:01,320 --> 01:57:03,920
He didn't teach me how to call them.

2223
01:57:04,000 --> 01:57:04,880
I just…

2224
01:57:05,800 --> 01:57:08,040
Bella was laying down on the ground.

2225
01:57:08,120 --> 01:57:10,200
Some people were on their phones.

2226
01:57:10,680 --> 01:57:12,160
I decided to talk to the UFOs.

2227
01:57:12,240 --> 01:57:14,880
"UFO, extraterrestrial beings."

2228
01:57:15,840 --> 01:57:18,520
"I'm really curious

2229
01:57:18,600 --> 01:57:21,000
if you guys really exist."

2230
01:57:21,080 --> 01:57:25,560
"If you do, please show yourselves.
I came all the way here to see you."

2231
01:57:26,240 --> 01:57:27,800
I talked to them in my mind.

2232
01:57:27,880 --> 01:57:29,560
Something like that.

2233
01:57:29,640 --> 01:57:32,920
After a while, Toffy opened his eyes.

2234
01:57:33,400 --> 01:57:37,120
I asked what he said to them.

2235
01:57:37,200 --> 01:57:39,840
He said he just talked to them plainly.

2236
01:57:39,920 --> 01:57:42,320
"Today my good friend is here."

2237
01:57:42,400 --> 01:57:43,240
Hmm?

2238
01:57:44,080 --> 01:57:46,480
You can just tell him that I came?

2239
01:57:47,800 --> 01:57:48,960
That works?

2240
01:57:49,920 --> 01:57:52,040
"He is here. Don't disappoint him."

2241
01:57:52,120 --> 01:57:53,080
What?

2242
01:57:54,440 --> 01:57:56,160
-Pressuring them.
-I love it.

2243
01:57:56,240 --> 01:57:58,080
"You can do that?"

2244
01:57:58,160 --> 01:58:00,880
"So he can witness your existence."

2245
01:58:01,560 --> 01:58:03,880
"Please show yourselves to him."

2246
01:58:05,080 --> 01:58:06,920
Is this how you talk to UFOs?

2247
01:58:08,200 --> 01:58:10,680
Wait, that wasn't even the best part.

2248
01:58:10,760 --> 01:58:12,600
Do not laugh yet.

2249
01:58:13,760 --> 01:58:16,520
After he told me, I looked up.

2250
01:58:17,120 --> 01:58:21,320
They have one scout
who will shine the green light.

2251
01:58:21,400 --> 01:58:23,520
It's a laser pen.

2252
01:58:24,000 --> 01:58:27,080
He'll point to where it is
because the sky is so big.

2253
01:58:27,160 --> 01:58:28,640
There are so many stars.

2254
01:58:28,720 --> 01:58:32,760
So many in the sky. There's no way
I would know which one is a UFO.

2255
01:58:32,840 --> 01:58:35,120
This guy is like Toffy's wing man.

2256
01:58:35,800 --> 01:58:37,720
-He points where it is.
-Yes.

2257
01:58:38,800 --> 01:58:40,160
"On the left."

2258
01:58:40,240 --> 01:58:41,920
I was like "Whose left?"

2259
01:58:42,000 --> 01:58:44,560
"I'm going to point at it. This left!"

2260
01:58:44,640 --> 01:58:45,960
He pointed.

2261
01:58:46,040 --> 01:58:47,960
Damn, it is real.

2262
01:58:48,920 --> 01:58:52,440
It's true. I know how crazy It must sound.

2263
01:58:55,960 --> 01:58:58,440
That was how I felt with Pete Thongchua.

2264
01:58:58,520 --> 01:59:00,760
I was like, damn, I'm one of them now.

2265
01:59:02,640 --> 01:59:04,360
They do exist, guys!

2266
01:59:04,440 --> 01:59:06,520
Okay, hear me out.

2267
01:59:06,600 --> 01:59:09,320
Venus is the brightest one.
Others are like dots.

2268
01:59:09,400 --> 01:59:13,320
But that one he pointed at on the left
was moving.

2269
01:59:13,400 --> 01:59:15,680
It was moving really fast.

2270
01:59:15,760 --> 01:59:16,920
When we said that,

2271
01:59:17,000 --> 01:59:20,080
Bella and Yaya,
who don't believe it, said,

2272
01:59:20,160 --> 01:59:21,520
"Maybe it's a plane."

2273
01:59:22,040 --> 01:59:25,760
They checked an aviation app
to see if there was a plane around.

2274
01:59:25,840 --> 01:59:28,080
-None. Yes.
-To see if there's a plane?

2275
01:59:28,160 --> 01:59:30,160
So it wasn't a plane.

2276
01:59:30,240 --> 01:59:31,800
Now, the other person,

2277
01:59:31,880 --> 01:59:36,320
she was checking a satellite tracker app.

2278
01:59:37,040 --> 01:59:38,320
None.

2279
01:59:38,400 --> 01:59:42,640
That wasn't a plane or a satellite,
so it could've been a UFO.

2280
01:59:42,720 --> 01:59:44,920
The planes usually move like this.

2281
01:59:45,520 --> 01:59:47,720
That object moved up and down.

2282
01:59:47,800 --> 01:59:49,840
It moved…

2283
01:59:49,920 --> 01:59:53,080
Wait! A star can move like that?

2284
01:59:53,160 --> 01:59:54,120
Really?

2285
01:59:54,640 --> 01:59:58,800
Then, I started to see more and more.
They moved in so many directions.

2286
01:59:58,880 --> 02:00:00,800
Some were twinkling.

2287
02:00:00,880 --> 02:00:02,120
That night...

2288
02:00:02,200 --> 02:00:05,360
I'm not exaggerating.
I know it'll sound like that.

2289
02:00:05,440 --> 02:00:07,120
There were 51 UFOs.

2290
02:00:08,160 --> 02:00:10,720
But I think they looked more like dots.

2291
02:00:10,800 --> 02:00:13,400
What does UFO stand for again?

2292
02:00:14,400 --> 02:00:18,560
UFO is "unidentified flying object,"
something like that.

2293
02:00:18,640 --> 02:00:20,840
They were like moving dots.

2294
02:00:20,920 --> 02:00:24,000
Moreover, Toffy made a request to them,

2295
02:00:24,080 --> 02:00:25,960
"Please twinkle. Please."

2296
02:00:29,440 --> 02:00:32,560
-I couldn't believe. It went…
-They twinkled?

2297
02:00:40,480 --> 02:00:43,840
Seriously, I… I was so shocked.

2298
02:00:44,760 --> 02:00:46,520
We watched it until…

2299
02:00:47,000 --> 02:00:50,240
We watched from 7p.m. to almost midnight.

2300
02:00:50,320 --> 02:00:52,200
Toffy told me to get some rest.

2301
02:00:52,760 --> 02:00:54,960
"The show is over."

2302
02:00:55,040 --> 02:00:56,960
He said that?

2303
02:00:57,040 --> 02:00:59,920
The first round was about 30 UFOs.

2304
02:01:00,000 --> 02:01:02,360
I asked when the next round was.

2305
02:01:02,440 --> 02:01:04,760
He said they would come around 4 a.m.

2306
02:01:05,360 --> 02:01:06,800
How did he know that?

2307
02:01:06,880 --> 02:01:10,240
I asked him how he knew their schedule.

2308
02:01:11,640 --> 02:01:12,680
How did he know?

2309
02:01:12,760 --> 02:01:16,200
He said he's been studying about this
for over 20 years.

2310
02:01:16,280 --> 02:01:18,720
Since he heard about
the Khao Kala incident.

2311
02:01:18,800 --> 02:01:21,360
That's why he knows their timing.

2312
02:01:21,440 --> 02:01:24,040
I went to bed and woke up at 4 a.m.

2313
02:01:24,120 --> 02:01:25,240
When I walked out,

2314
02:01:25,320 --> 02:01:29,200
I heard,
"There it is, the 37th UFO tonight."

2315
02:01:29,280 --> 02:01:30,640
I saw it clearly.

2316
02:01:30,720 --> 02:01:33,200
I thought, "What? This can't be real."

2317
02:01:34,600 --> 02:01:36,640
"How do I tell this to my friends?"

2318
02:01:36,720 --> 02:01:38,640
"I was sure I wouldn't see anything."

2319
02:01:39,280 --> 02:01:40,600
I didn't expect that.

2320
02:01:40,680 --> 02:01:44,160
I thought I would come home
and joke about this UFO trip.

2321
02:01:44,240 --> 02:01:47,080
But turns out, they're real. Shit.

2322
02:01:47,160 --> 02:01:50,680
On the way back home,
I was still bewildered.

2323
02:01:50,760 --> 02:01:53,040
I couldn't make sense of what happened.

2324
02:01:53,120 --> 02:01:54,800
I thought of the next step.

2325
02:01:55,360 --> 02:01:59,720
I mean, there is a UFO club in Khao Kala
so I thought of going there.

2326
02:02:00,480 --> 02:02:03,360
But they are like hardcore UFO fans.

2327
02:02:04,080 --> 02:02:07,600
What that means is
they will give each other names.

2328
02:02:08,120 --> 02:02:09,320
Yeah.

2329
02:02:10,320 --> 02:02:11,640
Like, Neptune 16.

2330
02:02:13,040 --> 02:02:14,160
Pluto 15.

2331
02:02:14,800 --> 02:02:16,120
That's how they are.

2332
02:02:16,200 --> 02:02:19,640
They each have a signal receiver too.

2333
02:02:19,720 --> 02:02:21,840
I tried to think of a name for myself.

2334
02:02:21,920 --> 02:02:24,240
Neptune… Pluto…

2335
02:02:24,320 --> 02:02:25,880
Viagra 11.

2336
02:02:26,600 --> 02:02:27,840
That's not a planet.

2337
02:02:29,680 --> 02:02:32,160
I was afraid I'd get in too deep.

2338
02:02:32,240 --> 02:02:35,040
Toffy said, "Don't go there.
They might take your photo."

2339
02:02:35,120 --> 02:02:37,320
"It's more private here."

2340
02:02:37,800 --> 02:02:39,600
I'm into it that much.

2341
02:02:41,640 --> 02:02:43,200
Please don't do it.

2342
02:02:43,760 --> 02:02:46,160
You'll be obsessed with it like me.

2343
02:02:49,680 --> 02:02:52,360
We got to see
who Note, Udom Taephanich is.

2344
02:02:52,440 --> 02:02:56,240
We saw your other aspects,
apart from being a stand-up comedian.

2345
02:02:56,320 --> 02:02:57,640
In other words,

2346
02:02:57,720 --> 02:03:03,720
he is a comedian,
that's the peak of the iceberg.

2347
02:03:05,120 --> 02:03:08,160
After we talked to you today,

2348
02:03:08,240 --> 02:03:12,160
we got to see the rest of the iceberg.

2349
02:03:13,960 --> 02:03:15,760
He's not only funny on stage,

2350
02:03:15,840 --> 02:03:17,360
but also in real life.

2351
02:03:18,960 --> 02:03:20,560
This is Note, Udom Taephanich!

2352
02:03:20,640 --> 02:03:23,080
Thank you so much. Thank you.

2353
02:03:23,840 --> 02:03:25,880
Thank you so much, everyone.

2354
02:03:25,960 --> 02:03:27,760
Thank you so much.