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(birds chirping) (somber music)

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I had just been evicted from

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an apartment that I lived in.

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And I was living out of my car.

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I came across a flyer that
was on the community board.

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I was going to Berkeley,

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and I guess it's a bit of a cliche,

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but I was living in a co-op.

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And somebody I was living
with at the time mentioned it.

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- My friends, they were
doing a lot better than me.

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They were fuckin' rich kids.

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And they all said, "Hey, we're
gonna go to Burning Man."

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I was in the middle of the playa

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and I started to have a huge panic attack.

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What the fuck was I doing with myself?

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I spent all my fucking money.

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I'm out here in the middle of the desert.

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I've lost my friends.

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And that's when I saw him.

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It was as if he was walking
out of the sun towards me.

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And he just took my face in his hands.

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He said, "You're home."

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I just started crying.
I just started crying.

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- When I met Osiris, he gave
me an overwhelming feeling

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of safety which I hadn't felt before.

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And that was like, very nice
and very meaningful for me.

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And he made me feel
like I belonged somewhere.

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- You could see that he'd
gone through a lot of pain.

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I felt like something had
hit him once upon a time.

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Something about him, like
he had been through so much

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that his heart was just open.

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Yeah, I could see how it would seem weird

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that he was recruiting younger people.

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A running joke was that he
was Santa Claus, actually, so.

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And he just kind of embraced everybody

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that kind of came through his door.

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I thought, how can I be like him?

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(light music)

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So, I drive up and suddenly there's

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people walking around in light garb.

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There's animals running around.

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- I mean, we had all
kinds of animals there.

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It was almost like a wildlife refuge.

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Pheasants and cockatoos.

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There were llamas, alpacas.

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- When I first got there,
it was a lot different

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than what I was used to.

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I mean, it looked like
summer camp, kind of.

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But with this Egyptian theme going on.

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- It was a bit of a
culture shock, you know?

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I mean, I lived in a
high rise and then I went

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to living in essentially like a yurt.

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Which is unusual, right?

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Because they're like Egyptian or whatever.

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They were like, very confused, I felt.

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What is your brand here, really?

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Of course, by the time I got there,

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most of the lodgings
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So, I was sleeping out of my car.

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That was a small price to pay, I think,

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to get out of the rat race
and be part of this community.

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- On the first day, we got
to pick our own names.

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Like there was this big
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Like gods and stuff.

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I am the youngest child of five.

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There's this god, Horus, I picked Horus.

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He was the youngest of
the first four Egyptian gods.

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And I was like, close enough, you know?

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So, I picked that one.

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- So, I thought the Egyptian
stuff was kind of cool.

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You know, I didn't
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I got that it was Osiris' thing.

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- They'd rediscovered
what the Egyptians knew.

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And I mean, they built the pyramids

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like thousands of years ago.

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And they clearly, like, knew stuff.

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I think Egyptian culture is for everyone.

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I think he just happens to be white.

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We'd often get up and do like

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a 10 minute kind of meditation prayer.

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There were jam sessions that would go on,

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it felt like for days.

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- You know, a lot of us
guys were contractors

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before we came to the collective.

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And one day, Father
took us out to this barn,

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this old barn in the center of the property

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that wasn't really being used anymore.

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"Gentlemen, today we're
gonna build the family tomb."

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And we gutted that place.

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And we built it out into this
amazing ancient Egyptian tomb.

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It might sound a little bit
creepy to build the place

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where you're eventually going to be buried.

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If you come to the
collective to be part of it,

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you're presumably
gonna die there too, right?

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And I think we had all
made peace with that.

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When I was with the Osiris Collective,

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I worked as our outreach specialist.

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So, I'd go to different college campuses.

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I went to different co-ops.

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When I look back at the photos

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and videos that we did for
those outreach campaigns,

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I'm just smiling, I look so happy.

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And I mean, clearly I was happy there

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for a lot of the time that I was there.

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But toward the end, that's
definitely not how I felt.

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I almost don't recognize that person.

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(ominous music)

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- Father Osiris shows
up to the commune, right?

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And there's this guy behind him

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and I'm just like, who's that guy?

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You know? Like, what's his deal?

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So when he first introduced Anubis,

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it wasn't really remarkable
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He kind of fit in at first.

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- Anubis was someone
who you kind of heard about

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before you saw him.

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Because he spent all of
his time with Father Osiris,

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so people would just start talking about,

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there's this new guy, Anubis.

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Almost like they were kind
of scared to talk about him.

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It felt kind of secretive.

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Like when you went over to them,

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they kind of paused their conversations.

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So it felt like you were intruding.

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So you never really felt
welcome to hang out with them

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when they were together.

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- And all of a sudden,
it's just like Anubis this

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and Anubis that, and
spending all his time with him.

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You know, it's like hey,
we're you're children, right?

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You know, he had all these radical ideas

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that he slowly started to
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But I never really, he kind
of rubbed me the wrong way.

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He brought a sense of tension

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that wasn't really there before.

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So yeah, I never really liked him.

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The collective never had a hierarchy.

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It never had cliques.

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That all changed.

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If you weren't on Anubis' side,

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you quickly became a pariah.

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He just wielded so much
influence over Father.

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The exclusivity was weird, you know.

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Like, it hadn't felt that way before.

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Yeah, we all have our jobs

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and he had all the jobs, apparently.

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I feel like he started putting
his fingers in all the pies.

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And he just like, fucked all the pies.

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But I didn't know who was with him

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and who wasn't with him.

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And it was a dangerous
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- He would go around
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And then just act like he was

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the most important person in the room.

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Even though he had
literally just gotten there.

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- He definitely kind of
propositioned some of my friends

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and like, proposition is weird to say when,

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you know, he's like so close to the leader.

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- There was always
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but when Anubis came it was more pervasive.

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It was constant and it was just different.

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- He turned around and
he grabbed me by my shirt

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and he lifted me up
like a foot off the ground.

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And he was like, "What
are you, a little baby?"

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"Are you a little, tiny baby?"

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And I mean, for whatever reason,

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I just started weeping.

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I think when Anubis showed up,

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it was the beginning of
the end in a lot of ways.

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(tense music)

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Father Osiris meant the world to us.

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And I...

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I couldn't handle it at
first, when I found out.

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- People were all just
rushing into the main hall.

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And I ran in there and
everyone at that point knew

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that Father Osiris was gone.

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Yeah, I was there when he died.

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I mean, not when he died.

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Only Anubis was there.

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- He and Osiris are going
off on one of their jaunts

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up to Mount Shasta and
then Anubis comes down

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and everyone's like, what's going on?

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What's going on? Where's Osiris?

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Anubis says, "Oh, he died."

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And his final words
were that he's the leader.

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Like, what?

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- Yeah, that seemed uh,
suspicious to put it lightly.

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- A bunch of us organized
a little search party.

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We kind of went behind
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To bring father's body back down.

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You know, to bury him in the tomb,

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like he would have wanted.

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We looked on Shasta for days

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and we didn't find a body.

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- I just cried, because
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That he would leave
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It wasn't the same place.

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Everywhere that I went,

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I felt like I had a knot in my stomach.

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And I was like, when was the last time

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this has been a good place to be?

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And then I left.

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Which to me was like, oh,

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this is exactly the kind
of environment that I left.

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I can't be here.

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I don't wanna be here.

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So, I left.

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I had left everything behind.

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So I had nothing to go back to, right?

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But this was no longer my home.

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What about you?

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What is your interest in all of this?

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(ominous music)

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(clicking)

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So people keep asking me,

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why I'm making this documentary.

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And I've been trying to keep
my personal life out of this.

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But the truth is, um...

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As a documentarian I
think the ethical thing to do

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is to be fully transparent about,

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about my connection
to the Osiris Collective.

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This is Maddy.

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We started dating in college

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and immediately had a connection.

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And I know, you know, young love.

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We all have our different opinions.

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But this was special.

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We really had a connection.

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I was head over heels for her.

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And then one day she dumped me.

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Said she was going north to join this thing

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called the Osiris Collective.

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I was shattered.

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It totally caught me off guard.

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And she was gone, I
couldn't get ahold of her.

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But you know, eventually I
graduated, got over it, moved on.

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Met Sara, started dating.

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And eventually got married.

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And things were great for awhile.

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But then seven years
later, seven years later,

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I get this email.

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And it's from Maddy.

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And it says she misses me

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and she's been thinking about me.

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And she's still at the collective.

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I guess has been working on her feelings

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with some guy named Anubis.

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It was a big deal.

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I mean, I won't say that's
what got between Sara and me,

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but this totally changed everything.

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So, I sent an email back.

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And I got a bounce back.

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I guess the account was deleted.

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And I haven't heard anything since then.

257
00:12:22,590 --> 00:12:25,053
But you know, as cheesy as it may sound,

258
00:12:26,610 --> 00:12:28,210
I can't stop thinking about her.

259
00:12:44,173 --> 00:12:46,340
(dinging)

260
00:12:59,940 --> 00:13:02,748
So, I thought this might be a prank,

261
00:13:02,790 --> 00:13:05,223
but it definitely isn't.

262
00:13:06,930 --> 00:13:08,838
So it says, "Are you ready, Keith?"

263
00:13:08,880 --> 00:13:11,598
And then it goes on to say that it's Anubis

264
00:13:11,640 --> 00:13:12,948
from the Osiris Collective.

265
00:13:12,990 --> 00:13:16,638
And he's heard I've been asking about him

266
00:13:16,680 --> 00:13:18,768
and he's watched my work on YouTube.

267
00:13:18,810 --> 00:13:20,718
And then he says he's inviting me.

268
00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:23,838
He's inviting me to bring
my camera and my vision

269
00:13:23,880 --> 00:13:27,228
to the Osiris Collective
where everything is happening.

270
00:13:27,270 --> 00:13:28,788
All caps.

271
00:13:28,830 --> 00:13:30,738
This just totally blows my mind.

272
00:13:30,780 --> 00:13:32,568
And then, oh yeah, and then he included

273
00:13:32,610 --> 00:13:34,638
like a photo of himself, I guess.

274
00:13:34,680 --> 00:13:36,858
I guess to prove its him, or something.

275
00:13:36,900 --> 00:13:38,148
I don't really understand that.

276
00:13:38,190 --> 00:13:41,463
But that is all to say,
I think I'm going north.

277
00:13:43,710 --> 00:13:47,088
Been on the road about
three or four hours now.

278
00:13:47,130 --> 00:13:48,813
And I'm making my way north.

279
00:13:49,890 --> 00:13:51,363
To the Osiris Collective.

280
00:13:52,410 --> 00:13:55,428
It's totally weird that I'm saying that.

281
00:13:55,470 --> 00:13:58,038
I really never thought this project

282
00:13:58,080 --> 00:14:00,078
would actually take me there.

283
00:14:00,120 --> 00:14:02,688
I'm curious to meet Anubis.

284
00:14:02,730 --> 00:14:05,508
I'm interested to see what he's like.

285
00:14:05,550 --> 00:14:07,188
I've been exchanging emails,

286
00:14:07,230 --> 00:14:12,230
but he's not the type of
person you can quite pinpoint.

287
00:14:12,450 --> 00:14:13,848
From the interviews, you know,

288
00:14:13,890 --> 00:14:16,028
and from everything I've read,

289
00:14:16,070 --> 00:14:17,148
it seems like there should be about

290
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:21,738
a few dozen people still at the collective.

291
00:14:21,780 --> 00:14:23,830
I'll be interested to hear their stories.

292
00:14:26,730 --> 00:14:28,670
Curious too, of course, you know if...

293
00:14:30,510 --> 00:14:32,210
You know, if Maddy is still there.

294
00:14:33,810 --> 00:14:35,373
I guess she goes by Ma'at now.

295
00:14:36,267 --> 00:14:37,458
Which is kind of a weird name,

296
00:14:37,500 --> 00:14:41,238
but that's, I guess everybody
gets Egyptian names

297
00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:42,888
when they join the collective.

298
00:14:42,930 --> 00:14:46,160
Some sort of theological Egyptian...

299
00:14:48,660 --> 00:14:49,973
I don't know. I don't know.

300
00:14:52,260 --> 00:14:53,838
But you know, I don't know.

301
00:14:53,880 --> 00:14:54,980
Maybe she'll be there.

302
00:14:57,248 --> 00:14:59,748
(light music)

303
00:15:04,990 --> 00:15:07,008
I haven't been able to reach anybody.

304
00:15:07,050 --> 00:15:10,728
Most of the people I know have left by now.

305
00:15:10,770 --> 00:15:11,748
There's a couple of people

306
00:15:11,790 --> 00:15:15,438
that I'm worried about that are there.

307
00:15:15,480 --> 00:15:16,998
But yeah, I can't reach 'em.

308
00:15:17,040 --> 00:15:18,228
I don't know how anymore.

309
00:15:18,270 --> 00:15:21,738
I mean all ways that I
know of communicating

310
00:15:21,780 --> 00:15:23,919
have been kind of cut off.

311
00:15:23,961 --> 00:15:26,118
You know, I hope they're doing okay.

312
00:15:26,160 --> 00:15:27,460
[Keith] Off the freeway.

313
00:15:28,350 --> 00:15:30,798
There's apparently about another

314
00:15:30,840 --> 00:15:33,470
10 miles or so down this road, but uh...

315
00:15:34,530 --> 00:15:35,463
Getting closer.

316
00:15:37,438 --> 00:15:40,355
(blinker clicking)

317
00:15:41,220 --> 00:15:43,743
So this is the compound.

318
00:15:47,250 --> 00:15:49,107
Where is everybody?

319
00:15:54,164 --> 00:15:55,707
(unplugging keys)

320
00:15:55,749 --> 00:15:56,540
(Keith sighing)

321
00:15:56,582 --> 00:15:57,730
Here goes nothing.

322
00:16:04,716 --> 00:16:07,466
(birds chirping)

323
00:16:26,630 --> 00:16:29,297
(creaking gate)

324
00:16:30,970 --> 00:16:33,720
(birds chirping)

325
00:16:39,410 --> 00:16:40,660
[Bird] Hello.

326
00:16:44,377 --> 00:16:47,127
(chirping birds)

327
00:17:16,209 --> 00:17:18,959
(birds chirping)

328
00:17:33,132 --> 00:17:34,882
There's like, a bunch of cars here.

329
00:17:36,874 --> 00:17:38,388
There's a bunch of
fucking birds everywhere.

330
00:17:38,430 --> 00:17:41,088
This is weird and I hope this hasn't been

331
00:17:41,130 --> 00:17:42,603
a big fucking waste of time.

332
00:17:56,490 --> 00:17:57,990
Wait, what's that?

333
00:18:00,228 --> 00:18:01,061
Oh.

334
00:18:02,100 --> 00:18:03,828
Shit, that's a person.

335
00:18:03,870 --> 00:18:04,743
Um, hello?

336
00:18:06,720 --> 00:18:07,553
Hello?

337
00:18:12,120 --> 00:18:13,040
Um...

338
00:18:14,160 --> 00:18:15,257
Hi, hello.

339
00:18:20,136 --> 00:18:20,969
Hello?

340
00:18:23,160 --> 00:18:24,783
Um... Anubis?

341
00:18:26,940 --> 00:18:28,188
Keith?

342
00:18:28,230 --> 00:18:29,418
[Keith] Hey!

343
00:18:29,460 --> 00:18:30,318
Hey, hey!

344
00:18:30,360 --> 00:18:31,728
[Keith] Hey, Anubis.

345
00:18:31,770 --> 00:18:33,288
Ha, you found me!

346
00:18:33,330 --> 00:18:36,293
[Keith] Um, yeah, I guess I did.

347
00:18:36,335 --> 00:18:38,115
I'm sorry, did I wake you up?

348
00:18:38,157 --> 00:18:39,678
Uh, no, no. It's all good.

349
00:18:39,720 --> 00:18:40,961
What time is it?

350
00:18:41,003 --> 00:18:44,418
[Keith] I guess it's like, two o'clock.

351
00:18:44,460 --> 00:18:45,293
What day?

352
00:18:46,140 --> 00:18:48,783
[Keith] Um, Sunday, May 24th.

353
00:18:50,002 --> 00:18:51,888
(Anubis chuckling)

354
00:18:51,930 --> 00:18:53,055
Are you filming right now?

355
00:18:53,097 --> 00:18:54,168
[Keith] Ha, yeah, sorry.

356
00:18:54,210 --> 00:18:55,001
Is that okay?

357
00:18:55,043 --> 00:18:55,998
I had mentioned in my email

358
00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:56,831
I was hoping to do some filming.

359
00:18:56,873 --> 00:18:58,448
- No, it's great. - Okay.

360
00:18:58,490 --> 00:19:00,114
- You're gonna tell
the real story. The truth.

361
00:19:00,156 --> 00:19:01,518
[Keith] Cool.

362
00:19:01,560 --> 00:19:02,410
Oh, okay. Ha, ha!

363
00:19:03,582 --> 00:19:04,373
Yes!

364
00:19:04,415 --> 00:19:05,508
[Keith] All right, this is just crazy.

365
00:19:05,550 --> 00:19:07,968
I've heard so much about you

366
00:19:08,010 --> 00:19:11,388
and yet to meet you in person
is like pretty wild right now.

367
00:19:11,430 --> 00:19:13,488
I hope you've heard good things.

368
00:19:13,530 --> 00:19:15,858
I haven't had a visitor here in...

369
00:19:15,900 --> 00:19:16,691
A while.

370
00:19:16,733 --> 00:19:17,868
So, this is cool.

371
00:19:17,910 --> 00:19:19,938
[Keith] So, you're the only one here?

372
00:19:19,980 --> 00:19:20,813
Right now.

373
00:19:22,549 --> 00:19:25,278
It's kind of like a down
season for us right now.

374
00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:26,358
[Keith] Okay.

375
00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:28,128
But you know, I think this summer

376
00:19:28,170 --> 00:19:29,948
we're gonna have a lot of people coming it.

377
00:19:29,990 --> 00:19:32,240
So really, it's a good
time for me to kind of

378
00:19:33,210 --> 00:19:36,048
step back, relax, you know?

379
00:19:36,090 --> 00:19:37,080
[Keith] All right.

380
00:19:37,122 --> 00:19:37,913
- It's good. - I hear ya.

381
00:19:37,955 --> 00:19:38,746
It's good.

382
00:19:38,788 --> 00:19:40,968
- [Keith] I hear ya. - So you came from LA?

383
00:19:41,010 --> 00:19:42,108
[Keith] Yeah, yeah.

384
00:19:42,150 --> 00:19:43,353
Um, yeah!

385
00:19:44,426 --> 00:19:45,217
It's a long drive.

386
00:19:45,259 --> 00:19:46,248
It's a little different here than LA.

387
00:19:46,290 --> 00:19:48,318
- [Keith] Uh, yeah, you
could say that again.

388
00:19:48,360 --> 00:19:50,778
- You could say that.
- I spent a lot of time in LA.

389
00:19:50,820 --> 00:19:52,188
[Keith] You do spend a lot of time in LA?

390
00:19:52,230 --> 00:19:53,021
Not anymore.

391
00:19:53,063 --> 00:19:55,030
- [Keith] Oh. - I haven't left here for...

392
00:19:56,640 --> 00:19:57,431
Years.

393
00:19:57,473 --> 00:19:59,868
- [Keith] This is like,
quite the big property.

394
00:19:59,910 --> 00:20:01,488
It's... it's special, you know.

395
00:20:01,530 --> 00:20:03,528
I feel like I can really get away

396
00:20:03,570 --> 00:20:05,088
from the real world, you know?

397
00:20:05,130 --> 00:20:05,921
[Keith] Ha!

398
00:20:05,963 --> 00:20:07,458
Yeah, but you're right
here by the interstate, too.

399
00:20:07,500 --> 00:20:09,363
Is that distracting at all, or?

400
00:20:10,770 --> 00:20:12,633
Um... okay.

401
00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:15,803
Yes!

402
00:20:15,845 --> 00:20:18,171
[Keith] Oh my.

403
00:20:18,213 --> 00:20:19,004
Um...

404
00:20:19,046 --> 00:20:20,508
Oh, oh, it's a mushroom!

405
00:20:20,550 --> 00:20:22,174
- Yeah. - [Keith] Wow, look at that.

406
00:20:22,216 --> 00:20:23,788
This is more than a mushroom.

407
00:20:23,830 --> 00:20:25,113
Oh my god.

408
00:20:26,860 --> 00:20:28,460
We're gonna need that for later.

409
00:20:29,610 --> 00:20:31,458
Anubis often times like would actually

410
00:20:31,500 --> 00:20:33,918
walk through the commune
and put people in their place.

411
00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:35,045
You know, like stop doing that.

412
00:20:35,087 --> 00:20:37,818
You're never gonna do that again.

413
00:20:37,860 --> 00:20:39,528
You follow me to my room.

414
00:20:39,570 --> 00:20:40,368
That kind of stuff.

415
00:20:40,410 --> 00:20:42,663
And I was just like,
man, this guy is a boss.

416
00:20:52,170 --> 00:20:53,320
These are the abodes.

417
00:20:54,180 --> 00:20:56,643
This weekend, it's all yours.

418
00:20:57,690 --> 00:20:59,208
[Keith] Wow.

419
00:20:59,250 --> 00:21:01,098
Wow, this is uh...

420
00:21:01,140 --> 00:21:03,194
Pretty nice.

421
00:21:03,236 --> 00:21:05,958
If you need anything, you can find me.

422
00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,201
Or ask little Anubis right there.

423
00:21:08,243 --> 00:21:10,068
[Keith] Ha, oh, okay.

424
00:21:10,110 --> 00:21:11,328
A little tour.

425
00:21:11,370 --> 00:21:12,198
Bedroom.

426
00:21:12,240 --> 00:21:13,031
[Keith] Okay.

427
00:21:13,073 --> 00:21:14,148
A California king.

428
00:21:14,190 --> 00:21:15,918
Jacuzzi tub.

429
00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:16,751
[Keith] Okay.

430
00:21:16,793 --> 00:21:18,498
Kitchen, nothing crazy.

431
00:21:18,540 --> 00:21:21,228
Table, fridge, stove top.

432
00:21:21,270 --> 00:21:23,058
But we'll be covering your food,

433
00:21:23,100 --> 00:21:25,278
so don't worry about that.

434
00:21:25,320 --> 00:21:26,568
[Keith] Wait, so I'm sorry,

435
00:21:26,610 --> 00:21:27,708
are there other people here,

436
00:21:27,750 --> 00:21:30,468
or is it just us right now?

437
00:21:30,510 --> 00:21:32,928
Right now, just us.

438
00:21:32,970 --> 00:21:36,648
But yeah, people are
always coming and going.

439
00:21:36,690 --> 00:21:39,798
It's very, you know, very free.

440
00:21:39,840 --> 00:21:40,998
[Keith] Okay.

441
00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:42,144
Yeah.

442
00:21:42,186 --> 00:21:43,368
[Keith] Hey, so let's...

443
00:21:43,410 --> 00:21:45,468
I'd really like to get
this interview going,

444
00:21:45,510 --> 00:21:46,971
if you don't mind.

445
00:21:47,013 --> 00:21:47,838
I thought this was the interview.

446
00:21:47,880 --> 00:21:49,938
- [Keith] Oh, I mean I
guess it would be better

447
00:21:49,980 --> 00:21:52,488
maybe if like, we did a sit down interview

448
00:21:52,530 --> 00:21:53,321
where we just...

449
00:21:53,363 --> 00:21:54,378
Sure, of course.

450
00:21:54,420 --> 00:21:55,758
[Keith] Okay.

451
00:21:55,800 --> 00:21:58,098
So what I was thinking
is maybe like over here

452
00:21:58,140 --> 00:21:59,808
we could set you up.

453
00:21:59,850 --> 00:22:02,718
Maybe kind of by this window
or in this chair over here.

454
00:22:02,760 --> 00:22:05,118
[Anubis] You wanna get that going?

455
00:22:05,160 --> 00:22:05,958
[Keith] Well, sure, yeah.

456
00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:06,791
I could set that up.

457
00:22:06,833 --> 00:22:07,916
What are you, um...

458
00:22:07,958 --> 00:22:08,807
(popping cork)

459
00:22:08,849 --> 00:22:09,904
Woo, hoo!

460
00:22:09,946 --> 00:22:11,358
[Keith] Oh. Ha, ha.

461
00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:12,618
Um, all right.

462
00:22:12,660 --> 00:22:14,328
I guess it'll be a drinking interview.

463
00:22:14,370 --> 00:22:15,770
It's a celebration, right?

464
00:22:19,830 --> 00:22:23,403
All right, um... let's see.

465
00:22:25,309 --> 00:22:26,142
Um.

466
00:22:29,177 --> 00:22:30,010
Okay.

467
00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:38,858
[Anubis] Maybe I'm interviewing you.

468
00:22:38,900 --> 00:22:40,179
Oh, ha!

469
00:22:40,221 --> 00:22:42,588
Oh! Ha, ha.

470
00:22:42,630 --> 00:22:44,958
Yeah, that's... that's fine.

471
00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:46,308
It's just kind of an expensive camera,

472
00:22:46,350 --> 00:22:48,168
but that's totally fine.

473
00:22:48,210 --> 00:22:49,728
- [Anubis] Here, you look
uncomfortable, you take it.

474
00:22:49,770 --> 00:22:50,808
Okay, thanks.

475
00:22:50,850 --> 00:22:53,328
Okay, so yeah, I think if we set you up

476
00:22:53,370 --> 00:22:54,978
sitting right here, will that be fine?

477
00:22:55,020 --> 00:22:56,718
And I'll just kind of get this set

478
00:22:56,760 --> 00:22:58,818
on a mounted tripod or something.

479
00:22:58,860 --> 00:23:00,048
You're the director.

480
00:23:00,090 --> 00:23:00,881
Tell me what to do.

481
00:23:00,923 --> 00:23:02,774
- [Keith] Okay. - I've got nothing to hide.

482
00:23:02,816 --> 00:23:03,607
[Keith] Um, great.

483
00:23:03,649 --> 00:23:05,388
Um, okay.

484
00:23:05,430 --> 00:23:06,453
Let's do this!

485
00:23:07,620 --> 00:23:08,411
(clinking glasses)

486
00:23:08,453 --> 00:23:11,118
Woo! All right, very good.

487
00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:15,438
- Freshman year in college
I was involved in a startup

488
00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:17,928
that made me millions of dollars.

489
00:23:17,970 --> 00:23:22,548
This was before streaming
porn had a monopoly

490
00:23:22,590 --> 00:23:24,995
and it was kind of the wild west.

491
00:23:25,037 --> 00:23:26,328
JizzTube.

492
00:23:26,370 --> 00:23:28,338
- [Keith] Like, sort of
like a porn website?

493
00:23:28,380 --> 00:23:29,328
[Anubis] I'm not ashamed.

494
00:23:29,370 --> 00:23:30,161
[Keith] Okay.

495
00:23:30,203 --> 00:23:32,758
It's all natural, it's all natural.

496
00:23:32,800 --> 00:23:36,858
After the success of JizzTube, I realized

497
00:23:36,900 --> 00:23:40,355
how miserable being wealthy
and successful can make you.

498
00:23:40,397 --> 00:23:41,505
I was doing a lot of drugs.

499
00:23:41,547 --> 00:23:44,598
And I was doing more drugs
to counteract those drugs.

500
00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:46,878
And these were not spiritual seeking,

501
00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:48,138
psychedelic drugs.

502
00:23:48,180 --> 00:23:51,708
These were hard drugs, oh yeah.

503
00:23:51,750 --> 00:23:54,558
I hit rock bottom.

504
00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:57,228
I needed to find answers

505
00:23:57,270 --> 00:24:01,998
that I was not finding in
money and sex and drugs.

506
00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:04,848
I was living in San Francisco.

507
00:24:04,890 --> 00:24:08,658
I started driving down to Esalen

508
00:24:08,700 --> 00:24:10,308
almost every weekend.

509
00:24:10,350 --> 00:24:12,168
I was going to a conference.

510
00:24:12,210 --> 00:24:14,268
It was put on by kind of a new writer.

511
00:24:14,310 --> 00:24:15,798
He was promoting the idea

512
00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:20,148
that even a small amount
of psychedelic mushrooms

513
00:24:20,190 --> 00:24:22,938
was damaging, could cause psychosis.

514
00:24:22,980 --> 00:24:25,038
And that this movement
needed to be stopped,

515
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:26,868
just like any movement behind psychedelics

516
00:24:26,910 --> 00:24:28,458
has always been stopped.

517
00:24:28,500 --> 00:24:31,683
On the panel was Osiris.

518
00:24:31,725 --> 00:24:36,018
And in the middle of this
fucking bullshit doctor's speech,

519
00:24:36,060 --> 00:24:38,099
Osiris just starts laughing.

520
00:24:38,141 --> 00:24:40,188
Like a bellowing from the gut.

521
00:24:40,230 --> 00:24:42,468
Like, a god laugh.

522
00:24:42,510 --> 00:24:45,888
And he goes, "Sounds
to me like you're afraid

523
00:24:45,930 --> 00:24:49,728
of experiencing life in its entirety."

524
00:24:49,770 --> 00:24:54,288
Osiris explains to him
the light and the dark

525
00:24:54,330 --> 00:24:56,058
are an equal part of our lives.

526
00:24:56,100 --> 00:24:58,278
And if you're choosing
to stay out of the dark,

527
00:24:58,320 --> 00:24:59,568
you're hiding from it.

528
00:24:59,610 --> 00:25:01,038
The light is just hiding from part

529
00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:03,048
of our reality and part of who we are.

530
00:25:03,090 --> 00:25:05,058
I was like, yes.

531
00:25:05,100 --> 00:25:06,408
Yes.

532
00:25:06,450 --> 00:25:07,241
Yes.

533
00:25:07,283 --> 00:25:08,778
And then you had these
other guys on the panel,

534
00:25:08,820 --> 00:25:11,178
they start getting on Osiris' side.

535
00:25:11,220 --> 00:25:12,798
And they were spouting off facts

536
00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:14,058
about psychedelic mushrooms.

537
00:25:14,100 --> 00:25:15,858
All valid, by the way.

538
00:25:15,900 --> 00:25:18,288
And then Osiris starts fighting with them.

539
00:25:18,330 --> 00:25:19,645
And he starts saying,

540
00:25:19,687 --> 00:25:21,505
"I've never micro-dosed a day in my life."

541
00:25:21,547 --> 00:25:24,078
"I've macro-dosed for the past 10 years

542
00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:26,748
and I've seen the face of fucking god."

543
00:25:26,790 --> 00:25:28,728
And everybody just turns on him.

544
00:25:28,770 --> 00:25:30,231
It's like bedlam.

545
00:25:30,273 --> 00:25:31,623
Everybody's yelling at each other.

546
00:25:31,665 --> 00:25:33,198
Everybody's fighting, it's crazy.

547
00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:35,808
As he's going down
the steps I say, "Father."

548
00:25:35,850 --> 00:25:37,101
And when he sees me, when we lock eyes,

549
00:25:37,143 --> 00:25:39,453
it's like he embraces me.

550
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:44,238
My understanding is everybody here,

551
00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:45,978
everybody that was here,

552
00:25:46,020 --> 00:25:48,918
gave everything they had to Osiris.

553
00:25:48,960 --> 00:25:51,558
And while there was this land

554
00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:53,418
that you've been able to live on,

555
00:25:53,460 --> 00:25:55,923
and this community I
suppose you've been part of,

556
00:25:57,540 --> 00:26:00,258
I hear that and I think, cult.

557
00:26:00,300 --> 00:26:02,568
Do you smoke marijuana?

558
00:26:02,610 --> 00:26:03,443
[Keith] No.

559
00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:06,708
Do you think it's illegal and wrong?

560
00:26:06,750 --> 00:26:07,818
[Keith] It's fine, that's fine

561
00:26:07,860 --> 00:26:09,343
for people to smoke marijuana.

562
00:26:09,385 --> 00:26:10,322
Okay, okay.

563
00:26:10,364 --> 00:26:12,978
20 years ago marijuana was
not something recreational

564
00:26:13,020 --> 00:26:14,358
like this champagne here.

565
00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:16,968
It was a drug. Drug.

566
00:26:17,010 --> 00:26:18,528
Drugs are bad.

567
00:26:18,570 --> 00:26:20,898
Scruff McGruff, the drug sniffing dog.

568
00:26:20,940 --> 00:26:22,098
Okay, heh, I'm sorry.

569
00:26:22,140 --> 00:26:24,828
I think we're digressing a little bit.

570
00:26:24,870 --> 00:26:27,078
I'm just saying, cult is a word

571
00:26:27,120 --> 00:26:29,868
that people in power
use to shut things down

572
00:26:29,910 --> 00:26:31,008
that they're afraid of.

573
00:26:31,050 --> 00:26:35,043
I think though, that we
need to get out of this room.

574
00:26:36,150 --> 00:26:38,688
I think we've kind of
built some tension in here.

575
00:26:38,730 --> 00:26:40,106
We need to get out of this room.

576
00:26:40,148 --> 00:26:40,939
[Keith] Um, okay.

577
00:26:40,981 --> 00:26:42,288
We can do this interview
somewhere else, or is that?

578
00:26:42,330 --> 00:26:44,237
- I think that's a good idea.
- [Keith] Oh, okay.

579
00:26:45,150 --> 00:26:45,983
Well, geez.

580
00:26:46,950 --> 00:26:48,588
Did you bring a swimsuit?

581
00:26:48,630 --> 00:26:50,988
[Keith] Um, no, actually.

582
00:26:51,030 --> 00:26:52,553
That's not a problem, either.

583
00:26:54,300 --> 00:26:55,833
Hey, don't be shy.

584
00:26:58,890 --> 00:26:59,988
- [Keith] Okay, that's
plenty, that's plenty.

585
00:27:00,030 --> 00:27:01,316
Just right there, just right there.

586
00:27:01,358 --> 00:27:02,149
[Keith] All right, thank you.

587
00:27:02,191 --> 00:27:04,248
You know, this place started right after

588
00:27:04,290 --> 00:27:06,258
the economic crisis in 2008.

589
00:27:06,300 --> 00:27:09,678
Most of the original
members were young people.

590
00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:13,533
They were displaced, economically speaking.

591
00:27:14,550 --> 00:27:17,568
And that's where Father
got the idea for the revolution.

592
00:27:17,610 --> 00:27:19,098
We all needed to come together.

593
00:27:19,140 --> 00:27:20,358
By we, I guess I mean them.

594
00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:22,518
I wasn't in the group yet.

595
00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,210
They all needed to come together,

596
00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:28,518
look past their egos and
start finding the answers

597
00:27:28,560 --> 00:27:29,838
of how they should live their lives.

598
00:27:29,880 --> 00:27:32,268
Separate from what we've been taught

599
00:27:32,310 --> 00:27:36,618
from birth to do, which is form these very

600
00:27:36,660 --> 00:27:38,418
specific false narratives about

601
00:27:38,460 --> 00:27:40,248
what it means to be a man and a woman.

602
00:27:40,290 --> 00:27:42,378
Do you know who Aleister Crowley is?

603
00:27:42,420 --> 00:27:43,253
[Keith] No.

604
00:27:44,651 --> 00:27:45,858
The wickedest man in the world.

605
00:27:45,900 --> 00:27:50,900
He carried out rites that
hadn't been done for centuries.

606
00:27:51,270 --> 00:27:52,413
Egyptian rites.

607
00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:56,990
He made communication
with what he believed to be...

608
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:00,438
Intelligences.

609
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:03,318
These are intelligences
that we can access here

610
00:28:03,360 --> 00:28:06,798
on earth anytime with
the use of psychedelics.

611
00:28:06,840 --> 00:28:09,168
- [Keith] So is this what the
Osiris Collective believes?

612
00:28:09,210 --> 00:28:10,869
Is this kind of thing?

613
00:28:10,911 --> 00:28:14,523
Well, it's apart of our foundation.

614
00:28:15,450 --> 00:28:20,358
What we see soberly,
is only a very small part

615
00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:22,668
of what's real and what reality is.

616
00:28:22,710 --> 00:28:25,308
I'm just saying, factually speaking,

617
00:28:25,350 --> 00:28:28,098
tens of thousands of
people have experienced this.

618
00:28:28,140 --> 00:28:31,518
I think it's ignorant to assume

619
00:28:31,560 --> 00:28:32,860
that it's all an illusion.

620
00:28:33,810 --> 00:28:34,660
[Keith] Anubis.

621
00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:38,073
Where is everybody?

622
00:28:39,449 --> 00:28:41,298
I thought we talked about that.

623
00:28:41,340 --> 00:28:42,228
[Keith] Everything I've heard

624
00:28:42,270 --> 00:28:43,998
is that people live here.

625
00:28:44,040 --> 00:28:45,168
People don't come and go.

626
00:28:45,210 --> 00:28:46,998
There's a sustained community here.

627
00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:48,358
Where the fuck are they?

628
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:49,746
(Anubis sighing)

629
00:28:49,788 --> 00:28:52,353
- Uh, when Father
died, as tragic as it was,

630
00:28:54,060 --> 00:28:56,208
I took up the mantle.

631
00:28:56,250 --> 00:28:57,513
He asked me to.

632
00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:00,071
I told everybody...

633
00:29:00,113 --> 00:29:01,308
[Keith] Was that on Mount Shasta?

634
00:29:01,350 --> 00:29:02,568
Yeah, yeah.

635
00:29:02,610 --> 00:29:04,082
[Keith] What happened?

636
00:29:04,124 --> 00:29:05,657
Ha!

637
00:29:05,699 --> 00:29:07,968
(sighing)

638
00:29:08,010 --> 00:29:10,128
Fucking powerful shit.

639
00:29:10,170 --> 00:29:11,388
We were hiking.

640
00:29:11,430 --> 00:29:14,890
This was probably the 10th time

641
00:29:15,810 --> 00:29:18,708
me and Osiris had summited
Mount Shasta together.

642
00:29:18,750 --> 00:29:22,428
We were literally three
minutes from the top.

643
00:29:22,470 --> 00:29:23,838
All I'm feeling is, I've gotta get there.

644
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:25,818
I gotta get to the top. It's
obvious, that's what you think

645
00:29:25,860 --> 00:29:28,278
when you're climbing a mountain for days.

646
00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:30,445
And he stops and he goes,

647
00:29:30,487 --> 00:29:33,168
"Isn't it better to appreciate

648
00:29:33,210 --> 00:29:35,748
this moment than that moment?"

649
00:29:35,790 --> 00:29:39,753
And as often happens
with Father, I was like, fuck.

650
00:29:40,620 --> 00:29:42,678
That makes so much fucking sense.

651
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:43,683
And we sat there.

652
00:29:44,700 --> 00:29:46,218
We popped a bottle.

653
00:29:46,260 --> 00:29:47,410
We started celebrating.

654
00:29:49,260 --> 00:29:51,438
I don't think I've ever seen
him as happy in my life.

655
00:29:51,480 --> 00:29:53,508
I know he lived a long
time before I met him.

656
00:29:53,550 --> 00:29:55,548
But honestly, he gets up in the dark

657
00:29:55,590 --> 00:29:56,418
to go take a piss.

658
00:29:56,460 --> 00:29:58,248
We finished two bottles of mezcal.

659
00:29:58,290 --> 00:29:59,148
I'm guessing he fell down.

660
00:29:59,190 --> 00:30:00,948
I'm not entirely sure.

661
00:30:00,990 --> 00:30:02,298
I was drunk too, I don't really know.

662
00:30:02,340 --> 00:30:05,538
But personally I feel like
the way he went was right.

663
00:30:05,580 --> 00:30:08,388
I think he knew he had
peaked, at that moment,

664
00:30:08,430 --> 00:30:10,218
before reaching the peak of the mountain.

665
00:30:10,260 --> 00:30:11,051
You know?

666
00:30:11,093 --> 00:30:12,050
[Keith] How did he die?

667
00:30:12,900 --> 00:30:14,194
I guess, I don't know.

668
00:30:14,236 --> 00:30:15,528
He fell down.

669
00:30:15,570 --> 00:30:16,361
I really don't know.

670
00:30:16,403 --> 00:30:17,194
I...

671
00:30:17,236 --> 00:30:18,108
[Keith] Did you see his body?

672
00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:19,278
No.

673
00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:20,328
I didn't see his body.

674
00:30:20,370 --> 00:30:23,838
But it was clear he wasn't gonna return.

675
00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:25,338
You know, I put signs up everywhere.

676
00:30:25,380 --> 00:30:27,138
I did my due diligence.

677
00:30:27,180 --> 00:30:30,903
Before he died, or whatever.

678
00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:35,035
We were talking around
a fire and he told me,

679
00:30:35,077 --> 00:30:38,367
"Anubis, you are my son."

680
00:30:39,247 --> 00:30:40,407
"My real son."

681
00:30:41,797 --> 00:30:43,397
"You know what needs to happen."

682
00:30:44,857 --> 00:30:48,805
"What I have done is all I can do."

683
00:30:48,847 --> 00:30:53,238
"I need you now to continue
to pass on my message."

684
00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:55,230
That's what I do every fucking day now.

685
00:30:58,196 --> 00:30:59,238
I uh...

686
00:30:59,280 --> 00:31:00,288
I have no idea what's going on.

687
00:31:00,330 --> 00:31:01,983
I think he's on drugs.

688
00:31:03,390 --> 00:31:04,593
There's nobody here.

689
00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:08,148
He won't tell me where they are.

690
00:31:08,190 --> 00:31:11,043
There's at least supposed to
be a few dozen people here.

691
00:31:15,960 --> 00:31:18,513
Anyways, he's clearly out of his mind.

692
00:31:20,190 --> 00:31:21,693
I want to ask about Maddy.

693
00:31:24,210 --> 00:31:27,768
But um, this all seems very delicate.

694
00:31:27,810 --> 00:31:31,353
Anyways, I guess the interview continues.

695
00:31:33,008 --> 00:31:34,663
(sighing)

696
00:31:34,705 --> 00:31:37,698
I feel like I was probably bad mouthed

697
00:31:37,740 --> 00:31:39,258
a lot after I left.

698
00:31:39,300 --> 00:31:40,818
And I think there were a lot of people

699
00:31:40,860 --> 00:31:44,328
who didn't feel comfortable
making contact with me anymore.

700
00:31:44,370 --> 00:31:47,208
It sounds like it's just
getting weirder and weirder.

701
00:31:47,250 --> 00:31:49,008
I'm sure that people who come

702
00:31:49,050 --> 00:31:52,833
to their senses, you know,
leave when its time to leave.

703
00:31:55,620 --> 00:31:56,748
[Keith] Oh, wow.

704
00:31:56,790 --> 00:31:58,998
Is that an albino peacock?

705
00:31:59,040 --> 00:32:00,078
[Anubis] There she goes.

706
00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:01,248
She knows what I like.

707
00:32:01,290 --> 00:32:04,158
Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!

708
00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:07,173
- [Keith] Aren't the males
the ones with the feathers?

709
00:32:09,060 --> 00:32:12,243
Hey um, Anubis, I was gonna ask you.

710
00:32:13,470 --> 00:32:17,876
Did you ever know a girl here named Maddy?

711
00:32:17,918 --> 00:32:19,458
(Anubis inhaling)

712
00:32:19,500 --> 00:32:23,028
[Keith] What about the name, Ma'at?

713
00:32:23,070 --> 00:32:24,378
Does that ring any bells?

714
00:32:24,420 --> 00:32:25,788
Turn off the camera.

715
00:32:25,830 --> 00:32:26,718
[Keith] What?

716
00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:27,960
Turn it off right now.

717
00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:32,703
Is it off?

718
00:32:33,630 --> 00:32:34,463
[Keith] Yes.

719
00:32:36,708 --> 00:32:38,076
(sighing)

720
00:32:38,118 --> 00:32:38,909
[Anubis] Are you sure?

721
00:32:38,951 --> 00:32:40,481
[Keith] Look, the lens cap is on.

722
00:32:40,523 --> 00:32:42,198
What... what's this about?

723
00:32:42,240 --> 00:32:45,288
[Anubis] It seems to me like an ambush!

724
00:32:45,330 --> 00:32:47,508
[Keith] So you do know her?

725
00:32:47,550 --> 00:32:49,368
[Anubis] I'm not saying I knew Maddy,

726
00:32:49,410 --> 00:32:51,198
but what the fuck's going on here?

727
00:32:51,240 --> 00:32:52,878
This is not what we talked about.

728
00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:53,928
What's going on?

729
00:32:53,970 --> 00:32:55,112
[Keith] I...

730
00:32:55,154 --> 00:32:55,945
- [Anubis] We were gonna
do a fucking interview.

731
00:32:55,987 --> 00:32:56,778
What's happening?

732
00:32:56,820 --> 00:32:58,227
Are you cornering me?

733
00:32:58,269 --> 00:32:59,948
- [Keith] Because I got
an email six months ago.

734
00:32:59,990 --> 00:33:00,890
- [Anubis] Uh-huh.

735
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:03,828
- [Keith] From Maddy,
talked about you by name.

736
00:33:03,870 --> 00:33:05,238
[Anubis] How do you know this person?

737
00:33:05,280 --> 00:33:06,939
What does it have to do with anything?

738
00:33:06,981 --> 00:33:07,772
What the fuck?

739
00:33:07,814 --> 00:33:09,266
- [Keith] I used to date
her in college, okay.

740
00:33:09,308 --> 00:33:11,988
(Anubis laughing)

741
00:33:12,030 --> 00:33:13,458
[Keith] What's so funny about that?

742
00:33:13,500 --> 00:33:16,098
[Anubis] Oh my god! I'm so tired of this.

743
00:33:16,140 --> 00:33:18,588
I didn't think you were one of them.

744
00:33:18,630 --> 00:33:19,421
[Keith] Okay, what...

745
00:33:19,463 --> 00:33:21,948
[Anubis] One of the fucking snakes!

746
00:33:21,990 --> 00:33:23,838
Just fucking spouting out lies!

747
00:33:23,880 --> 00:33:26,178
These people, these fucking failures

748
00:33:26,220 --> 00:33:28,038
that couldn't fucking hack it.

749
00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:29,868
And they're crying and they're whining.

750
00:33:29,910 --> 00:33:31,128
They were failures to begin with

751
00:33:31,170 --> 00:33:32,628
and look at them now.

752
00:33:32,670 --> 00:33:35,358
All they can do is try to
bring me fucking down

753
00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:37,638
because they couldn't fucking hack it!

754
00:33:37,680 --> 00:33:39,978
And what, you're gonna
take their word over mine?

755
00:33:40,020 --> 00:33:40,848
Jesus!

756
00:33:40,890 --> 00:33:41,681
[Keith] Okay, hold on, hold on.

757
00:33:41,723 --> 00:33:42,708
I'm not taking anybody's word.

758
00:33:42,750 --> 00:33:44,838
I'm just filming a documentary.

759
00:33:44,880 --> 00:33:47,688
And right now, with the camera off,

760
00:33:47,730 --> 00:33:50,779
I'm just asking you, did you know Ma'at?

761
00:33:50,821 --> 00:33:51,771
Did you know Maddy?

762
00:33:52,710 --> 00:33:55,060
Did you know somebody
who I used to care about?

763
00:33:57,030 --> 00:33:59,130
[Anubis] I'm sorry to say that I didn't.

764
00:34:01,020 --> 00:34:02,052
[Keith] Okay.

765
00:34:02,094 --> 00:34:03,342
[Anubis] I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

766
00:34:03,384 --> 00:34:04,175
[Keith] Okay.

767
00:34:04,217 --> 00:34:05,508
[Anubis] There's been a lot of women

768
00:34:05,550 --> 00:34:07,938
that have come and gone from here.

769
00:34:07,980 --> 00:34:10,278
I don't like to brag, but some of them feel

770
00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:13,008
like they know me better than I know them.

771
00:34:13,050 --> 00:34:13,841
You know what I mean?

772
00:34:13,883 --> 00:34:15,241
[Keith] Yeah, okay.

773
00:34:15,283 --> 00:34:16,493
[Anubis] Because of my status.

774
00:34:17,610 --> 00:34:20,343
I never knew a Maddy, I
never knew a Ma'at, okay?

775
00:34:21,780 --> 00:34:25,053
Please, let's try to move past this.

776
00:34:26,550 --> 00:34:28,488
I really can't stay in this vibration

777
00:34:28,530 --> 00:34:30,648
for more than a minute or two max.

778
00:34:30,690 --> 00:34:31,998
[Keith] Okay, okay.

779
00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:33,858
[Anubis] Come here, let's hug it out.

780
00:34:33,900 --> 00:34:34,691
[Keith] What, whoa.

781
00:34:34,733 --> 00:34:35,524
[Anubis] Come here, come here.

782
00:34:35,566 --> 00:34:36,603
[Keith] Oh, okay.

783
00:34:36,645 --> 00:34:37,448
(sighing)

784
00:34:37,490 --> 00:34:38,281
(patting back)

785
00:34:38,323 --> 00:34:40,073
- [Anubis] It feels good
to get it out, doesn't it?

786
00:34:41,947 --> 00:34:42,738
(sighing)

787
00:34:42,780 --> 00:34:44,688
I'm so proud of you, Keith.

788
00:34:44,730 --> 00:34:47,817
I think we got this,
you're the one, I knew it.

789
00:34:47,859 --> 00:34:48,978
I fucking knew it.

790
00:34:49,020 --> 00:34:50,568
Okay, it's not too late.

791
00:34:50,610 --> 00:34:51,498
I mean, it's golden hour.

792
00:34:51,540 --> 00:34:52,758
We can get some really good shots

793
00:34:52,800 --> 00:34:53,988
in front of the temple.

794
00:34:54,030 --> 00:34:55,667
The peacocks are really fuckin' stoked.

795
00:34:55,709 --> 00:34:56,675
[Keith] Right, okay so...

796
00:34:56,717 --> 00:34:57,508
[Anubis] It's time to feed 'em.

797
00:34:57,550 --> 00:34:59,174
- [Keith] We're doing this
still? We're doing the shoot?

798
00:34:59,216 --> 00:35:00,740
[Anubis] Of course! Come on, buddy!

799
00:35:00,782 --> 00:35:02,282
Come on, let's go!

800
00:35:04,095 --> 00:35:05,448
In the collective it was really common

801
00:35:05,490 --> 00:35:07,398
for people to end up getting married.

802
00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:08,898
We spent so much time together,

803
00:35:08,940 --> 00:35:11,388
you'd meet and you'd make a connection.

804
00:35:11,430 --> 00:35:14,298
And there was this one
occasion that he came back

805
00:35:14,340 --> 00:35:19,340
after one of the weddings
and he was acting really weird.

806
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:22,278
It was like he was kind of showing off

807
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:25,548
and flaunting and some of us realized

808
00:35:25,590 --> 00:35:27,648
that he was wearing a ring.

809
00:35:27,690 --> 00:35:29,238
And it was kind of clear that he wanted us

810
00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:30,798
to ask him about it.

811
00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:33,108
And so, one of the girls finally asked him.

812
00:35:33,150 --> 00:35:35,208
Anubis, what's going on with that ring?

813
00:35:35,250 --> 00:35:37,338
Did something happen
that we don't know about?

814
00:35:37,380 --> 00:35:41,988
And he said, "Oh, I'm
married to the collective."

815
00:35:42,030 --> 00:35:44,688
And we didn't really know what to say.

816
00:35:44,730 --> 00:35:47,673
So we just said, oh, okay, that's great.

817
00:35:59,218 --> 00:36:02,840
So, I told you about my wedding ring.

818
00:36:02,882 --> 00:36:03,882
Tell me about yours.

819
00:36:05,820 --> 00:36:07,010
[Keith] Well...

820
00:36:11,460 --> 00:36:16,038
I'd say, I'm married but um...

821
00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:17,130
You're married but?

822
00:36:19,930 --> 00:36:22,038
[Keith] But at this point,

823
00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:23,778
I'm actually getting divorced.

824
00:36:23,820 --> 00:36:26,853
And that's me being very open with you.

825
00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:29,270
I'm really sorry.

826
00:36:30,357 --> 00:36:31,857
I know that's hard.

827
00:36:33,270 --> 00:36:34,103
Can I...

828
00:36:35,169 --> 00:36:35,960
Can I take this?

829
00:36:36,002 --> 00:36:37,758
[Keith] Um, oh... okay.

830
00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:38,633
Yeah.

831
00:36:40,254 --> 00:36:41,087
I...

832
00:36:42,557 --> 00:36:44,557
I really appreciate you telling me that.

833
00:36:45,630 --> 00:36:48,858
I feel like for me this
has been a little raw.

834
00:36:48,900 --> 00:36:50,718
I've never been interviewed before.

835
00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:55,760
So it helps for me to
balance the scales just a bit.

836
00:36:58,860 --> 00:37:02,258
I'm just wondering, genuinely,

837
00:37:02,300 --> 00:37:05,433
what's your angle on our story here?

838
00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:09,528
What's the opening of your movie gonna be?

839
00:37:09,570 --> 00:37:11,268
What are you gonna tell
the audience, you know?

840
00:37:11,310 --> 00:37:12,421
I don't know.

841
00:37:12,463 --> 00:37:13,503
I don't know.

842
00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:17,583
I'll be honest, Anubis.

843
00:37:21,030 --> 00:37:23,553
I came in thinking,

844
00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:27,048
I would control this situation

845
00:37:27,090 --> 00:37:29,748
and I'd uncover some big conspiracy

846
00:37:29,790 --> 00:37:34,790
and that this would be
some sort of sensational

847
00:37:37,260 --> 00:37:39,303
interview documentary.

848
00:37:40,380 --> 00:37:41,958
I thought I was gonna find, I don't know,

849
00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:44,576
fucking bodies stacked
somewhere or something.

850
00:37:44,618 --> 00:37:46,459
(Anubis giggling)

851
00:37:46,501 --> 00:37:50,778
- Or you know, Osiris
mummified at the top of the temple.

852
00:37:50,820 --> 00:37:52,518
(Anubis giggling)

853
00:37:52,560 --> 00:37:54,168
I know you're laughing.

854
00:37:54,210 --> 00:37:55,278
[Anubis] No, no, no, no!

855
00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:58,128
That's... keep going, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

856
00:37:58,170 --> 00:38:00,318
- Well no, what I'm
trying to say is, Anubis,

857
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:01,151
like, I get you.

858
00:38:01,193 --> 00:38:04,308
And I don't mean that
to be simplistic or...

859
00:38:04,350 --> 00:38:05,141
[Anubis] It's okay.

860
00:38:05,183 --> 00:38:06,465
Anything like that.

861
00:38:06,507 --> 00:38:07,578
I just mean like, I get it.

862
00:38:07,620 --> 00:38:09,528
It's just what I always thought it was.

863
00:38:09,570 --> 00:38:11,478
It's what it is on the surface.

864
00:38:11,520 --> 00:38:12,768
- [Anubis] Mm-hm.

865
00:38:12,810 --> 00:38:16,818
Maybe this is a story about you.

866
00:38:16,860 --> 00:38:18,741
This is a personal journey.

867
00:38:18,783 --> 00:38:20,191
You lost somebody.

868
00:38:20,233 --> 00:38:21,152
Nobody wants to watch that.

869
00:38:21,194 --> 00:38:22,548
Nobody wants to watch that.

870
00:38:22,590 --> 00:38:23,538
[Anubis] I do.

871
00:38:23,580 --> 00:38:25,578
You lost somebody once.

872
00:38:25,620 --> 00:38:27,277
You're losing somebody again.

873
00:38:27,319 --> 00:38:29,628
I...

874
00:38:29,670 --> 00:38:32,883
- [Anubis] That seems...
that seems compelling to me.

875
00:38:35,850 --> 00:38:37,578
Listen, I...

876
00:38:37,620 --> 00:38:38,838
We don't have to do this right now.

877
00:38:38,880 --> 00:38:40,683
I just, I needed to know.

878
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:45,533
And I appreciate you being
open and vulnerable with me.

879
00:38:50,262 --> 00:38:51,918
Can you turn the camera off?

880
00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:52,985
[Anubis] Okay.

881
00:38:53,027 --> 00:38:53,818
- Can you please turn
the fucking camera off?

882
00:38:53,860 --> 00:38:55,294
[Anubis] I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

883
00:38:57,007 --> 00:38:59,174
(sighing)

884
00:39:01,650 --> 00:39:04,098
Maybe I really am that cliche.

885
00:39:04,140 --> 00:39:05,478
Maybe this is a documentary

886
00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:08,463
about my own fucked up life, after all.

887
00:39:10,560 --> 00:39:11,930
This place is...

888
00:39:14,940 --> 00:39:16,878
Beyond weird.

889
00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:21,920
But, I don't know, maybe
there's something I'm feeling here

890
00:39:21,990 --> 00:39:25,653
that I couldn't quite feel in LA.

891
00:39:27,390 --> 00:39:28,473
I'm divorced.

892
00:39:29,700 --> 00:39:31,900
I don't think I had
said it out loud before.

893
00:39:33,450 --> 00:39:36,948
This is not the day I expected to have.

894
00:39:36,990 --> 00:39:39,633
Although, I'm getting
tired of these things.

895
00:39:41,220 --> 00:39:42,273
These are everywhere.

896
00:39:46,140 --> 00:39:48,318
Hey, so I'm gonna
keep filming, if that's cool.

897
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:50,178
I just feel like, it's
what I came here to do.

898
00:39:50,220 --> 00:39:51,805
I should just keep going with that.

899
00:39:51,847 --> 00:39:53,958
- Yeah, no, it looks
like you're feeling better.

900
00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:55,773
[Keith] What are you making?

901
00:39:57,779 --> 00:39:58,911
An Anubis.

902
00:39:58,953 --> 00:40:00,553
Everybody's gotta have a drink, right?

903
00:40:02,070 --> 00:40:02,973
Here, cheers.

904
00:40:04,006 --> 00:40:06,089
I um, yeah, I don't know.

905
00:40:07,290 --> 00:40:09,220
I really appreciate

906
00:40:10,950 --> 00:40:13,000
you talking with me like you were before.

907
00:40:14,287 --> 00:40:16,788
I feel like now we can communicate

908
00:40:16,830 --> 00:40:18,603
and just open up a little bit more.

909
00:40:21,570 --> 00:40:25,578
I feel like you had maybe negative feelings

910
00:40:25,620 --> 00:40:26,868
about some of the things I was saying

911
00:40:26,910 --> 00:40:28,698
about what we believe.

912
00:40:28,740 --> 00:40:30,970
Many, many years ago there was a culture

913
00:40:32,040 --> 00:40:34,488
that was building pyramids in accordance

914
00:40:34,530 --> 00:40:36,648
with star systems that they couldn't see.

915
00:40:36,690 --> 00:40:37,940
I mean, think about that.

916
00:40:39,210 --> 00:40:42,138
They were mummifying bodies.

917
00:40:42,180 --> 00:40:44,838
They were thinking in ways

918
00:40:44,880 --> 00:40:46,923
that frankly, we can't understand.

919
00:40:48,073 --> 00:40:52,518
And I feel like now, over the past decade,

920
00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:55,188
Father's work, it's been about
understanding that, you know?

921
00:40:55,230 --> 00:40:58,008
Like, a textbook tells you mummification

922
00:40:58,050 --> 00:41:01,848
is just basically a burial.

923
00:41:01,890 --> 00:41:02,868
But we don't actually know that.

924
00:41:02,910 --> 00:41:04,308
We don't know what they
were trying to accomplish.

925
00:41:04,350 --> 00:41:05,141
I mean.

926
00:41:05,183 --> 00:41:06,318
[Keith] This is pretty good, by the way.

927
00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:07,431
Yeah.

928
00:41:07,473 --> 00:41:08,673
It's the real shit.

929
00:41:09,990 --> 00:41:10,878
[Keith] Okay, but go on.

930
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:12,648
So, okay, mummification.

931
00:41:12,690 --> 00:41:13,698
Do you believe in that?

932
00:41:13,740 --> 00:41:14,688
Is that like...

933
00:41:14,730 --> 00:41:17,508
- Well, the thing is, I
believe that everything

934
00:41:17,550 --> 00:41:22,458
the Egyptians did held a very powerful

935
00:41:22,500 --> 00:41:24,978
and significant role for their culture.

936
00:41:25,020 --> 00:41:28,068
And I believe that we
don't actually understand

937
00:41:28,110 --> 00:41:29,358
what they were trying to do.

938
00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:30,678
I think that they were more advanced

939
00:41:30,720 --> 00:41:31,758
than we were, honestly.

940
00:41:31,800 --> 00:41:34,810
Why would an advanced
civilization like Egypt

941
00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:38,378
make mummies and then
we come along and we...

942
00:41:38,420 --> 00:41:39,318
[Keith] Oh god!

943
00:41:39,360 --> 00:41:40,698
Oh, fuck.

944
00:41:40,740 --> 00:41:41,988
Are you okay?

945
00:41:42,030 --> 00:41:43,119
[Keith] I'm sorry, uh...

946
00:41:43,161 --> 00:41:43,952
- [Anubis] Here, give me
the glass, give me the glass.

947
00:41:43,994 --> 00:41:44,827
[Keith] Oh god.

948
00:41:46,170 --> 00:41:47,148
Here, okay.

949
00:41:47,190 --> 00:41:49,488
Um, do you need to go lay down?

950
00:41:49,530 --> 00:41:50,868
You should go lay down. Come on.

951
00:41:50,910 --> 00:41:52,338
Come on, bud.

952
00:41:52,380 --> 00:41:53,672
Hey, no, no, no!

953
00:41:53,714 --> 00:41:54,505
(Keith retching)

954
00:41:54,547 --> 00:41:55,590
[Anubis] No, the bedroom here.

955
00:41:55,632 --> 00:41:56,423
(Keith retching)

956
00:41:56,465 --> 00:41:57,310
[Anubis] Keith!

957
00:41:58,519 --> 00:41:59,677
Fuck!

958
00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:00,552
Fuck.

959
00:42:02,244 --> 00:42:03,558
- [Anubis] Come on,
you need to go to sleep.

960
00:42:03,600 --> 00:42:05,148
Come on, you're gonna feel so much better.

961
00:42:05,190 --> 00:42:08,521
You're gonna feel so much
better, come on, come on, come on.

962
00:42:08,563 --> 00:42:10,327
Come on, come on.

963
00:42:10,369 --> 00:42:11,754
Come on.

964
00:42:11,796 --> 00:42:12,954
Come on, buddy.

965
00:42:12,996 --> 00:42:14,056
Come on, buddy.

966
00:42:14,098 --> 00:42:15,534
(Keith hyperventilating)

967
00:42:15,576 --> 00:42:17,546
[Anubis] You're gonna be fine.

968
00:42:17,588 --> 00:42:19,336
Come on, bud.

969
00:42:19,378 --> 00:42:22,045
(Keith gasping)

970
00:42:24,201 --> 00:42:26,224
[Anubis] Come on, come on.

971
00:42:26,266 --> 00:42:27,099
Come on.

972
00:42:28,105 --> 00:42:31,522
(Keith hyperventilating)

973
00:42:35,753 --> 00:42:37,291
(heavy breathing)

974
00:42:37,333 --> 00:42:38,883
I don't know what's going on.

975
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:46,880
I've been fucking out, asleep for...

976
00:42:47,610 --> 00:42:49,038
Fuck, I have no idea.

977
00:42:49,080 --> 00:42:50,388
It's night now.

978
00:42:50,430 --> 00:42:51,738
Something was in that drink.

979
00:42:51,780 --> 00:42:54,363
I am so fucking positive of that.

980
00:42:56,979 --> 00:42:59,043
I had the fucking craziest nightmares.

981
00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:03,300
Jesus Christ, I don't feel safe right now.

982
00:43:07,770 --> 00:43:09,183
And this fucking thing.

983
00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:12,137
Wasn't fucking there before.

984
00:43:21,951 --> 00:43:24,784
(heavy breathing)

985
00:44:04,708 --> 00:44:07,458
(jingling bells)

986
00:44:15,909 --> 00:44:18,159
(rustling)

987
00:44:27,570 --> 00:44:29,463
Okay, so it's been about an hour.

988
00:44:30,840 --> 00:44:32,943
I'm feeling better, a little bit.

989
00:44:33,930 --> 00:44:35,493
But I have no car keys, either.

990
00:44:36,390 --> 00:44:37,248
They're not here.

991
00:44:37,290 --> 00:44:38,740
They're not where I left 'em.

992
00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:41,463
He must have 'em.

993
00:44:42,300 --> 00:44:45,048
That's the only possibility.

994
00:44:45,090 --> 00:44:47,418
So the fact is, I can hear the interstate.

995
00:44:47,460 --> 00:44:50,133
It's about 300 yards.

996
00:44:54,780 --> 00:44:56,238
And in any other circumstance

997
00:44:56,280 --> 00:44:58,608
I would say 300 yards is not a big deal.

998
00:44:58,650 --> 00:44:59,483
But...

999
00:45:00,398 --> 00:45:02,648
(wine uncorking)

1000
00:45:08,736 --> 00:45:10,653
What the fuck was that?

1001
00:45:13,701 --> 00:45:14,973
I've got a fucking knife!

1002
00:45:20,974 --> 00:45:22,158
(jingling beads)

1003
00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:23,463
Fuck this, I'm going.

1004
00:45:26,070 --> 00:45:27,258
Keith!

1005
00:45:27,300 --> 00:45:28,091
[Keith] Oh god.

1006
00:45:28,133 --> 00:45:29,868
Oh my fucking god.

1007
00:45:29,910 --> 00:45:32,284
The ceremony is about to begin!

1008
00:45:32,326 --> 00:45:33,588
[Keith] What the...

1009
00:45:33,630 --> 00:45:34,758
Woo!

1010
00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:36,608
[Keith] What the fuck are you doing?

1011
00:45:36,650 --> 00:45:37,441
Shh!

1012
00:45:37,483 --> 00:45:38,274
You're still tripping.

1013
00:45:38,316 --> 00:45:39,107
Tell me what you saw.

1014
00:45:39,149 --> 00:45:40,098
[Keith] What the...

1015
00:45:40,140 --> 00:45:41,268
Jesus fucking Christ, are you kidding me?

1016
00:45:41,310 --> 00:45:42,986
You just fucking drugged me!

1017
00:45:43,028 --> 00:45:43,819
Cheers.

1018
00:45:43,861 --> 00:45:44,652
- [Keith] No, I'm not
gonna fucking cheers you!

1019
00:45:44,694 --> 00:45:45,485
I'm not gonna, fuck!

1020
00:45:45,527 --> 00:45:46,318
You're tripping out.

1021
00:45:46,360 --> 00:45:48,087
[Keith] I'm going right now. I'm leaving.

1022
00:45:48,129 --> 00:45:48,920
I don't think that's a good idea.

1023
00:45:48,962 --> 00:45:50,268
You're on drugs right now.

1024
00:45:50,310 --> 00:45:51,588
I could call the police right now

1025
00:45:51,630 --> 00:45:53,298
and say, officer, there's a man

1026
00:45:53,340 --> 00:45:54,378
on my private property.

1027
00:45:54,420 --> 00:45:55,728
He's on illegal drugs!

1028
00:45:55,770 --> 00:45:58,068
I think he's a threat to
himself and to society.

1029
00:45:58,110 --> 00:45:59,088
We're gonna sit down, I...

1030
00:45:59,130 --> 00:46:01,218
- [Keith] The man in
fucking blue face paint

1031
00:46:01,260 --> 00:46:02,868
is gonna tell the police that?

1032
00:46:02,910 --> 00:46:04,878
And where the fuck are
my car keys, by the way?

1033
00:46:04,920 --> 00:46:05,711
I have them.

1034
00:46:05,753 --> 00:46:07,578
Not on me, I know where they are.

1035
00:46:07,620 --> 00:46:09,450
- [Keith] You know
this is kidnapping, right?

1036
00:46:09,492 --> 00:46:10,283
Are you a child?

1037
00:46:10,325 --> 00:46:11,116
[Keith] This is kidnapping.

1038
00:46:11,158 --> 00:46:12,449
Are you a child?

1039
00:46:12,491 --> 00:46:13,282
Waaahhh!

1040
00:46:13,324 --> 00:46:15,558
[Keith] I'm leaving right now.

1041
00:46:15,600 --> 00:46:16,391
Calm down.

1042
00:46:16,433 --> 00:46:17,224
Can we talk?

1043
00:46:17,266 --> 00:46:19,998
I have to confess something to you about...

1044
00:46:20,040 --> 00:46:21,290
About your ex girlfriend.

1045
00:46:22,260 --> 00:46:25,308
Maddy Elizabeth Wagner.

1046
00:46:25,350 --> 00:46:28,923
Born February 13th, 1987.

1047
00:46:30,210 --> 00:46:31,001
[Keith] You knew Maddy!

1048
00:46:31,043 --> 00:46:33,438
You fucking told me you did not know Maddy!

1049
00:46:33,480 --> 00:46:34,698
That was a lie.

1050
00:46:34,740 --> 00:46:35,928
A little lie.

1051
00:46:35,970 --> 00:46:37,038
For your own good.

1052
00:46:37,080 --> 00:46:38,928
You weren't ready yet.

1053
00:46:38,970 --> 00:46:40,038
Now you're ready.

1054
00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:41,778
I want to sit in that chair.

1055
00:46:41,820 --> 00:46:45,978
I want you to sit down in front
of me calmly with the wine.

1056
00:46:46,020 --> 00:46:47,658
You must drink the wine.

1057
00:46:47,700 --> 00:46:48,618
[Keith] No, you're gonna tell me

1058
00:46:48,660 --> 00:46:51,288
what you fucking know right
now and I am leaving after that.

1059
00:46:51,330 --> 00:46:56,328
- I thought I could show
you what we have seen

1060
00:46:56,370 --> 00:46:57,498
and that you could then handle

1061
00:46:57,540 --> 00:46:59,028
the information I want to give you.

1062
00:46:59,070 --> 00:47:02,688
Apparently, you can't handle that.

1063
00:47:02,730 --> 00:47:04,130
Maybe you should just leave.

1064
00:47:06,090 --> 00:47:07,733
You should get out of here right now.

1065
00:47:12,420 --> 00:47:13,253
Get out!

1066
00:47:16,170 --> 00:47:18,173
- [Keith] I want to know
what happened to Maddy.

1067
00:47:19,964 --> 00:47:22,037
(slurping)

1068
00:47:22,079 --> 00:47:24,650
(grunting)

1069
00:47:24,692 --> 00:47:26,025
Are you ready?

1070
00:47:29,100 --> 00:47:30,918
Shouldn't we have better lighting for this?

1071
00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:32,358
[Keith] The lighting is fine.

1072
00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:33,858
- I want this to match
up with what we did...

1073
00:47:33,900 --> 00:47:35,928
- [Keith] Tell me what you
fucking know about Maddy.

1074
00:47:35,970 --> 00:47:37,488
You're so demanding.

1075
00:47:37,530 --> 00:47:38,778
I uh...

1076
00:47:38,820 --> 00:47:40,278
[Keith] What happened to her?

1077
00:47:40,320 --> 00:47:41,718
Just, you know what, cut the bullshit.

1078
00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:43,038
What happened to her?

1079
00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:47,073
Me and Osiris chose her.

1080
00:47:49,110 --> 00:47:51,318
As we chose many like her.

1081
00:47:51,360 --> 00:47:52,323
Special people.

1082
00:47:53,250 --> 00:47:57,033
To go on our vision quest up Mount Shasta.

1083
00:47:58,860 --> 00:48:01,698
She was strong, she was very fit.

1084
00:48:01,740 --> 00:48:04,400
Halfway up she...

1085
00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:06,663
She got sick.

1086
00:48:08,010 --> 00:48:10,188
I offered to carry her down.

1087
00:48:10,230 --> 00:48:12,768
I told father he could continue up.

1088
00:48:12,810 --> 00:48:14,508
He could ascend and I would...

1089
00:48:14,550 --> 00:48:16,000
[Keith] How'd she get sick?

1090
00:48:17,220 --> 00:48:20,418
- Cold weather, she
didn't bring the right gear.

1091
00:48:20,460 --> 00:48:21,768
I don't know how these things happen.

1092
00:48:21,810 --> 00:48:23,208
[Keith] She didn't bring the right gear?

1093
00:48:23,250 --> 00:48:25,218
Weren't you fucking leading her up there?

1094
00:48:25,260 --> 00:48:27,378
I don't... I'm not in charge of anybody.

1095
00:48:27,420 --> 00:48:28,937
I never have been.

1096
00:48:28,979 --> 00:48:32,538
You know, I'm a guide but I don't tell them

1097
00:48:32,580 --> 00:48:34,518
what they can or can't bring on a journey.

1098
00:48:34,560 --> 00:48:36,318
That's their decision.

1099
00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:39,198
I offered to bring her down, she said no.

1100
00:48:39,240 --> 00:48:40,398
She elected to continue.

1101
00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:43,728
She thought she would push through it.

1102
00:48:43,770 --> 00:48:46,360
We were probably a day away from the peak

1103
00:48:47,370 --> 00:48:48,573
when it got worse.

1104
00:48:49,890 --> 00:48:51,558
And now it's my turn to ask you a question.

1105
00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:52,728
[Keith] No, we're not doing that.

1106
00:48:52,770 --> 00:48:53,920
What was your vision?

1107
00:48:55,260 --> 00:48:56,360
[Keith] What vision?

1108
00:48:58,170 --> 00:49:00,723
You drank exactly what I drank.

1109
00:49:02,070 --> 00:49:04,878
And god knows I had a vision today.

1110
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:05,823
What did you see?

1111
00:49:07,530 --> 00:49:09,468
[Keith] You mean when you drugged me?

1112
00:49:09,510 --> 00:49:10,818
If you want to use those terms, yes,

1113
00:49:10,860 --> 00:49:14,553
when I drugged you, what did you see?

1114
00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:18,510
[Keith] I saw the temple.

1115
00:49:19,350 --> 00:49:21,603
I was the peacock.

1116
00:49:22,920 --> 00:49:24,588
The albino peacock.

1117
00:49:24,630 --> 00:49:25,428
Mm.

1118
00:49:25,470 --> 00:49:27,678
[Keith] Someone else was there.

1119
00:49:27,720 --> 00:49:28,983
Maddy transcended.

1120
00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:37,100
[Keith] Does that mean she died?

1121
00:49:39,060 --> 00:49:40,398
Who's to say?

1122
00:49:40,440 --> 00:49:44,253
- [Keith] Was her body
dead when you left it?

1123
00:49:47,190 --> 00:49:52,190
- The last I saw her body
transcended on to another plane

1124
00:49:54,450 --> 00:49:59,058
to the intelligence that has
been informing us all along.

1125
00:49:59,100 --> 00:50:00,753
I did not see a dead body.

1126
00:50:01,680 --> 00:50:03,380
Or I would tell you that she died.

1127
00:50:04,590 --> 00:50:05,790
You must drink the wine.

1128
00:50:11,010 --> 00:50:12,803
[Keith] That's it, I've had enough.

1129
00:50:15,459 --> 00:50:18,292
(heavy breathing)

1130
00:50:23,741 --> 00:50:25,008
Keith.

1131
00:50:25,050 --> 00:50:26,276
Keith!

1132
00:50:26,318 --> 00:50:30,837
- [Keith] Get the fuck away
from me! (Anubis cackling)

1133
00:50:30,879 --> 00:50:33,629
(chirping birds)

1134
00:50:37,428 --> 00:50:40,261
(heavy breathing)

1135
00:50:56,606 --> 00:50:59,273
(creaking door)

1136
00:51:02,443 --> 00:51:05,276
(heavy breathing)

1137
00:51:21,467 --> 00:51:24,300
(heavy breathing)

1138
00:51:42,069 --> 00:51:45,736
(heavy breathing continues)

1139
00:52:10,143 --> 00:52:12,976
(heavy breathing)

1140
00:52:19,556 --> 00:52:22,223
[Keith] What the fuck is this?

1141
00:52:26,343 --> 00:52:29,176
(heavy breathing)

1142
00:52:44,270 --> 00:52:47,020
(Keith grunting)

1143
00:52:50,086 --> 00:52:52,919
(heavy breathing)

1144
00:53:16,049 --> 00:53:16,882
Ma'at.

1145
00:53:33,901 --> 00:53:34,734
Oh my god.

1146
00:53:42,313 --> 00:53:45,146
(heavy breathing)

1147
00:54:08,349 --> 00:54:10,157
Oh god! Jesus!

1148
00:54:10,199 --> 00:54:11,032
Fuck!

1149
00:54:13,388 --> 00:54:16,305
(hyperventilating)

1150
00:54:27,797 --> 00:54:28,964
Oh fuck, fuck.

1151
00:54:36,493 --> 00:54:38,701
(Keith gasping)

1152
00:54:38,743 --> 00:54:39,576
Fuck.

1153
00:54:47,131 --> 00:54:47,992
Ahhh!

1154
00:54:48,034 --> 00:54:50,701
(woman gasping)

1155
00:54:52,654 --> 00:54:55,571
(Keith whimpering)

1156
00:55:07,719 --> 00:55:08,552
Ahhh! Ahhh!

1157
00:55:09,946 --> 00:55:10,779
God, fuck.

1158
00:55:12,301 --> 00:55:15,218
(groaning mummies)

1159
00:55:17,037 --> 00:55:19,018
(screeching)

1160
00:55:19,060 --> 00:55:21,082
(Keith shouting)

1161
00:55:21,124 --> 00:55:22,247
Fuck! Fuck!

1162
00:55:22,289 --> 00:55:23,122
Ahhh! Ahhh!

1163
00:55:25,433 --> 00:55:28,350
(mummies groaning)

1164
00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:37,283
Oh god, fuck.

1165
00:55:46,474 --> 00:55:47,307
Oh fuck.

1166
00:55:50,793 --> 00:55:51,626
Fuck.

1167
00:55:54,547 --> 00:55:56,067
What did you do?

1168
00:55:56,109 --> 00:55:57,892
What did you do?

1169
00:55:57,934 --> 00:55:59,857
Oh god, what did you do!

1170
00:55:59,899 --> 00:56:01,405
You let them out.

1171
00:56:01,447 --> 00:56:02,820
[Keith] What do you mean?

1172
00:56:02,862 --> 00:56:04,858
I let what out?

1173
00:56:04,900 --> 00:56:06,610
You let them out.

1174
00:56:06,652 --> 00:56:07,920
[Keith] What the fuck is going on?

1175
00:56:07,962 --> 00:56:09,097
Anubis!

1176
00:56:09,139 --> 00:56:09,972
Anubis!

1177
00:56:14,330 --> 00:56:15,663
Get it together.

1178
00:56:17,932 --> 00:56:19,553
People need to know.

1179
00:56:19,595 --> 00:56:21,113
People need to know what happened.

1180
00:56:23,850 --> 00:56:24,833
Keep it together.

1181
00:56:26,010 --> 00:56:27,335
They're all fucking dead.

1182
00:56:27,377 --> 00:56:29,010
They're all fucking dead.

1183
00:56:29,052 --> 00:56:30,895
They're all fucking dead.

1184
00:56:30,937 --> 00:56:32,354
All fucking dead.

1185
00:56:34,504 --> 00:56:36,337
Anubis, what the fuck?

1186
00:56:45,532 --> 00:56:46,612
What's the gun for?

1187
00:56:46,654 --> 00:56:47,487
Shh!

1188
00:56:53,711 --> 00:56:55,980
(heavy breathing)

1189
00:56:56,022 --> 00:56:56,813
[Keith] Anubis!

1190
00:56:56,855 --> 00:56:57,688
Shh!

1191
00:57:00,876 --> 00:57:03,876
(crickets chirping)

1192
00:57:14,289 --> 00:57:16,539
(gunshots)

1193
00:57:19,326 --> 00:57:21,493
[Anubis] Fucking mummies!

1194
00:57:24,110 --> 00:57:27,027
(distant gunshots)

1195
00:57:31,135 --> 00:57:31,968
Ahhh!

1196
00:57:35,213 --> 00:57:37,463
(groaning)

1197
00:57:40,846 --> 00:57:43,846
(camera bashing)

1198
00:57:45,283 --> 00:57:48,452
(Keith hyperventilating)

1199
00:57:48,494 --> 00:57:51,411
(distant gunshots)

1200
00:57:54,955 --> 00:57:55,788
Wait.

1201
00:58:00,681 --> 00:58:01,514
Oh no.

1202
00:58:03,631 --> 00:58:04,464
Wait.

1203
00:58:05,319 --> 00:58:08,736
(Keith hyperventilating)

1204
00:58:11,269 --> 00:58:12,725
Maddy?

1205
00:58:12,767 --> 00:58:13,600
Maddy?

1206
00:58:15,018 --> 00:58:16,077
Maddy?

1207
00:58:16,119 --> 00:58:16,952
Ahhh!

1208
00:58:20,004 --> 00:58:23,004
(Maddy growling)

1209
00:58:24,919 --> 00:58:27,336
(squelching)

1210
00:58:31,104 --> 00:58:33,937
(heavy breathing)

1211
00:58:46,259 --> 00:58:49,176
(distant gunshots)

1212
00:58:53,279 --> 00:58:56,112
(heavy breathing)

1213
00:59:04,967 --> 00:59:06,050
It was Maddy.

1214
00:59:08,267 --> 00:59:09,452
It was Maddy.

1215
00:59:09,494 --> 00:59:10,970
[Anubis] Keith.

1216
00:59:11,012 --> 00:59:14,012
(high pitched tone)

1217
00:59:19,230 --> 00:59:22,230
(light piano music)

1218
00:59:36,304 --> 00:59:38,323
[Anubis] Ah, there he is.

1219
00:59:38,365 --> 00:59:39,978
There he is.

1220
00:59:40,020 --> 00:59:41,283
Look at you.

1221
00:59:43,405 --> 00:59:46,405
(light piano music)

1222
01:00:05,430 --> 01:00:06,263
Hey, Keith.

1223
01:00:07,917 --> 01:00:11,437
I know right now you are
probably a little freaked out.

1224
01:00:12,450 --> 01:00:13,848
That is okay.

1225
01:00:13,890 --> 01:00:16,353
And I understand, I might be too.

1226
01:00:17,250 --> 01:00:21,273
Don't worry, everything I
gave you is completely natural.

1227
01:00:22,680 --> 01:00:24,738
There's no reason to be afraid,

1228
01:00:24,780 --> 01:00:29,433
because frankly, you're
paralyzed from the nose down.

1229
01:00:31,230 --> 01:00:33,130
It would be best just to relax

1230
01:00:34,110 --> 01:00:34,943
and accept

1231
01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:37,313
your destiny.

1232
01:00:38,400 --> 01:00:41,523
I know what you saw
out there was upsetting.

1233
01:00:42,750 --> 01:00:45,003
And I hate violence more than anybody.

1234
01:00:46,230 --> 01:00:48,108
Those weren't people.

1235
01:00:48,150 --> 01:00:51,978
Those were failed experiments

1236
01:00:52,020 --> 01:00:55,623
that were getting us to you.

1237
01:00:56,520 --> 01:00:59,718
You are the result of their sacrifice.

1238
01:00:59,760 --> 01:01:04,760
And together, we're gonna
do something so, so special.

1239
01:01:06,720 --> 01:01:11,720
When I first met you, I
knew there was this guy,

1240
01:01:11,823 --> 01:01:13,518
this uncarved block.

1241
01:01:13,560 --> 01:01:18,560
So lost, so much potential
that he was just not seeing.

1242
01:01:18,780 --> 01:01:23,028
With my help, you are going to transcend

1243
01:01:23,070 --> 01:01:25,473
to another level.

1244
01:01:26,460 --> 01:01:28,360
I see it in your eyes, you understand.

1245
01:01:31,080 --> 01:01:32,193
It's gonna be fast.

1246
01:01:33,450 --> 01:01:34,320
It's gonna be...

1247
01:01:36,004 --> 01:01:36,837
So easy.

1248
01:01:40,473 --> 01:01:42,890
(squelching)

1249
01:01:44,115 --> 01:01:46,282
(gagging)

1250
01:01:57,555 --> 01:01:59,131
Ahhh!

1251
01:01:59,173 --> 01:02:01,968
I don't know if I would do it over again.

1252
01:02:02,010 --> 01:02:03,258
If I could change anything,

1253
01:02:03,300 --> 01:02:05,000
I would have left sooner, I think.

1254
01:02:07,073 --> 01:02:09,573
(light music)

1255
01:02:23,367 --> 01:02:25,700
(footsteps)

1256
01:02:34,392 --> 01:02:36,975
(crows cawing)

1257
01:02:41,928 --> 01:02:44,595
(rushing water)

1258
01:02:45,667 --> 01:02:48,584
(chirping insects)

1259
01:02:52,929 --> 01:02:53,762
Ah.

1260
01:03:01,762 --> 01:03:03,929
(sighing)

1261
01:03:05,340 --> 01:03:06,173
We made it.

1262
01:03:07,920 --> 01:03:08,973
Ah!

1263
01:03:11,070 --> 01:03:13,218
I can't believe we made it.

1264
01:03:13,260 --> 01:03:14,793
It feels so good.

1265
01:03:16,590 --> 01:03:17,440
And it was a lot.

1266
01:03:18,480 --> 01:03:20,433
That was a lot.

1267
01:03:21,810 --> 01:03:25,818
But I have no regrets now.

1268
01:03:25,860 --> 01:03:28,083
I mean, look at where we are.

1269
01:03:29,362 --> 01:03:31,668
(sighing)

1270
01:03:31,710 --> 01:03:32,750
We uh...

1271
01:03:35,130 --> 01:03:37,548
We had to experience

1272
01:03:37,590 --> 01:03:39,933
some of the more
difficult elements of life.

1273
01:03:41,370 --> 01:03:42,798
Which is just another part of life.

1274
01:03:42,840 --> 01:03:44,538
Which I think is beautiful.

1275
01:03:44,580 --> 01:03:46,308
I think we are two days,

1276
01:03:46,350 --> 01:03:48,550
maybe even a day and
a half from the summit.

1277
01:03:50,010 --> 01:03:53,493
Everyday I feel closer to you.

1278
01:03:55,290 --> 01:03:57,783
The presence is very palpable.

1279
01:03:59,010 --> 01:04:01,428
I know this time I did it right.

1280
01:04:01,470 --> 01:04:03,603
It takes practice, just like everything.

1281
01:04:05,010 --> 01:04:07,863
But this time I know, it's right.

1282
01:04:09,702 --> 01:04:11,868
(sighing)

1283
01:04:11,910 --> 01:04:13,743
When I was shooting those mummies,

1284
01:04:14,880 --> 01:04:19,880
I remember you and me,
about four miles from here.

1285
01:04:21,780 --> 01:04:24,048
Shooting our shotguns for the first time.

1286
01:04:24,090 --> 01:04:25,563
You giving me directions.

1287
01:04:27,840 --> 01:04:30,303
Stern, but loving.

1288
01:04:32,400 --> 01:04:33,633
Endlessly patient.

1289
01:04:35,940 --> 01:04:37,728
Endlessly patient.

1290
01:04:37,770 --> 01:04:41,493
When I was killing my
friends, then my creations,

1291
01:04:43,110 --> 01:04:47,538
I felt like they were grateful

1292
01:04:47,580 --> 01:04:51,498
to be apart of something so special.

1293
01:04:51,540 --> 01:04:54,528
Like they knew that their sacrifice

1294
01:04:54,570 --> 01:04:58,713
was gonna bring me here back to you.

1295
01:04:59,730 --> 01:05:02,238
That we're all apart of one whole.

1296
01:05:02,280 --> 01:05:04,248
It's not just about me.

1297
01:05:04,290 --> 01:05:05,690
And it's not just about you.

1298
01:05:09,527 --> 01:05:13,788
I'd be lying if I said I knew
what it was about, but.

1299
01:05:13,830 --> 01:05:17,673
I feel like I can't put it into words,

1300
01:05:18,690 --> 01:05:19,893
but I know what it is.

1301
01:05:21,330 --> 01:05:23,358
It was getting dark there for awhile.

1302
01:05:23,400 --> 01:05:26,043
I will not pretend I wasn't afraid.

1303
01:05:27,540 --> 01:05:28,953
I felt so alone.

1304
01:05:30,540 --> 01:05:33,873
And then you brought me my new friend.

1305
01:05:35,370 --> 01:05:36,513
Our new friend, Keith.

1306
01:05:38,220 --> 01:05:40,520
Who was touched by some sort of...

1307
01:05:41,970 --> 01:05:45,198
Some sort of inspiration to make a movie

1308
01:05:45,240 --> 01:05:46,640
about what we've been doing.

1309
01:05:49,290 --> 01:05:50,553
I knew he was the one.

1310
01:05:51,480 --> 01:05:52,503
He will be the one.

1311
01:05:53,520 --> 01:05:55,743
What we're doing is right, I know it.

1312
01:05:57,870 --> 01:06:01,893
I'm gonna take his
footage, flawed as it is,

1313
01:06:03,120 --> 01:06:05,208
and we're gonna make
something special with it.

1314
01:06:05,250 --> 01:06:09,078
And through that, people
will finally understand

1315
01:06:09,120 --> 01:06:11,718
what they're so afraid to understand.

1316
01:06:11,760 --> 01:06:14,433
But if you can tell the
story in the right way,

1317
01:06:15,450 --> 01:06:19,113
nobody will be able to
deny what we've done.

1318
01:06:20,789 --> 01:06:23,539
(Keith wheezing)

1319
01:06:26,340 --> 01:06:27,173
Keith?

1320
01:06:28,820 --> 01:06:32,088
(Keith wheezing)

1321
01:06:32,130 --> 01:06:33,483
Keith, are you doing it?

1322
01:06:36,990 --> 01:06:39,097
Hey buddy, how ya doing?

1323
01:06:39,139 --> 01:06:40,259
(Keith groaning)

1324
01:06:40,301 --> 01:06:41,553
Yeah, there's my boy!

1325
01:06:42,437 --> 01:06:43,247
(Keith groaning)

1326
01:06:43,289 --> 01:06:44,080
Nope, nope, nope!

1327
01:06:44,122 --> 01:06:45,498
No, no, oh, this way.

1328
01:06:45,540 --> 01:06:46,618
Come on.

1329
01:06:46,660 --> 01:06:47,508
(Keith grunting)

1330
01:06:47,550 --> 01:06:49,068
There you go, spit that... Good.

1331
01:06:49,110 --> 01:06:50,418
Yeah, let it out.

1332
01:06:50,460 --> 01:06:52,278
We don't need any of that anymore.

1333
01:06:52,320 --> 01:06:56,208
Look at you! You're so much
stronger than you were before.

1334
01:06:56,250 --> 01:06:57,415
This is a man.

1335
01:06:57,457 --> 01:06:58,248
(Keith groaning)

1336
01:06:58,290 --> 01:06:59,508
This is a man.

1337
01:06:59,550 --> 01:07:01,158
You've got the Father in you!

1338
01:07:01,200 --> 01:07:02,328
Can you feel him?

1339
01:07:02,370 --> 01:07:03,898
Sound it out.

1340
01:07:03,940 --> 01:07:05,223
(Keith groaning)

1341
01:07:05,265 --> 01:07:07,197
Come on, oooh!

1342
01:07:07,239 --> 01:07:08,698
(grunting)

1343
01:07:08,740 --> 01:07:09,836
Yes!

1344
01:07:09,878 --> 01:07:11,329
Yes!

1345
01:07:11,371 --> 01:07:14,003
(grunting)

1346
01:07:14,045 --> 01:07:14,878
Yes!

1347
01:07:15,789 --> 01:07:17,117
(Keith groaning)

1348
01:07:17,159 --> 01:07:18,408
Ha, ha, ha!

1349
01:07:18,450 --> 01:07:19,797
You're doing it, it's working!

1350
01:07:19,839 --> 01:07:21,059
(Keith groaning)

1351
01:07:21,101 --> 01:07:23,684
(bright music)

1352
01:07:45,827 --> 01:07:50,827
♪ I've been in your waters ♪

1353
01:07:50,988 --> 01:07:55,988
♪ Been knocking at your door ♪

1354
01:07:57,081 --> 01:08:02,081
♪ I know one thing for sure ♪

1355
01:08:02,876 --> 01:08:05,634
♪ I've never been so close ♪

1356
01:08:05,676 --> 01:08:08,372
♪ Before ♪

1357
01:08:08,414 --> 01:08:13,414
♪ You were truly my lover ♪

1358
01:08:14,126 --> 01:08:19,126
♪ But it was over so fast ♪

1359
01:08:19,994 --> 01:08:24,645
♪ Just one thing to discover ♪

1360
01:08:24,687 --> 01:08:26,409
♪ Oh no ♪

1361
01:08:26,451 --> 01:08:30,884
♪ It was never built to last ♪

1362
01:08:30,926 --> 01:08:35,926
♪ Ooh-woo ♪

1363
01:08:36,176 --> 01:08:38,459
♪ Oh, you just fall ♪

1364
01:08:38,501 --> 01:08:41,872
♪ In and out of love ♪

1365
01:08:41,914 --> 01:08:44,198
♪ You just fall ♪

1366
01:08:44,240 --> 01:08:47,722
♪ In and out of love ♪

1367
01:08:47,764 --> 01:08:50,030
♪ You just fall ♪

1368
01:08:50,072 --> 01:08:53,432
♪ In and out of love ♪

1369
01:08:53,474 --> 01:08:56,474
♪ Oh, you just fall ♪

1370
01:08:59,151 --> 01:09:01,734
(bright music)

1371
01:09:25,362 --> 01:09:30,362
♪ We stay indoors ♪

1372
01:09:30,801 --> 01:09:35,801
♪ While the lovers are on the street ♪

1373
01:09:36,376 --> 01:09:41,376
♪ And I know it ain't your fault ♪

1374
01:09:42,151 --> 01:09:46,818
♪ You just followed the heartbeat ♪



