1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:11,219 --> 00:00:12,470 Just follow me. 4 00:00:42,751 --> 00:00:43,710 Hi. 5 00:01:21,956 --> 00:01:23,374 129, please. 6 00:01:32,342 --> 00:01:34,427 I've been locked up for eight years, 7 00:01:34,928 --> 00:01:39,224 and I have 14 years left for first degree assault. 8 00:01:45,230 --> 00:01:48,024 This environment, it's a jungle. 9 00:01:48,525 --> 00:01:52,320 So, I got to be a little more rough around the edges. 10 00:01:52,403 --> 00:01:54,656 I'm the big bad wolf down here. 11 00:01:54,739 --> 00:01:56,991 But I gotta be, or they eat you alive. 12 00:01:57,075 --> 00:01:59,702 You know, that's just the way it is. We done Level 5. 13 00:01:59,786 --> 00:02:02,705 So, down here, I'm all, "Move out of my way." 14 00:02:05,542 --> 00:02:06,709 But it's a front. 15 00:02:07,877 --> 00:02:11,798 Because up here, like, my emotions change when I walk through the door. 16 00:02:12,382 --> 00:02:14,676 What up? Good morning. Morning. 17 00:02:14,759 --> 00:02:17,554 Put that color thread on it. 18 00:02:29,983 --> 00:02:31,734 I need to use the cutting table. 19 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:33,736 This gonna be my centerpiece. 20 00:02:33,820 --> 00:02:37,699 I was thinking a white or gray. The front of the quilt has gray on it. 21 00:02:37,782 --> 00:02:40,910 I might have just gotten a gray in that would work for that. 22 00:02:40,994 --> 00:02:42,954 Whenever you get a chance, 23 00:02:44,122 --> 00:02:46,791 Need a name on this so it can go on the quilt machine. 24 00:02:46,875 --> 00:02:48,793 -What name would you like? -Here it is. 25 00:02:48,877 --> 00:02:50,962 -You want burgundy? -No, red. 26 00:02:51,045 --> 00:02:52,630 -You want dark red? -Yeah. 27 00:02:58,595 --> 00:02:59,971 Okay. 28 00:03:00,722 --> 00:03:01,973 Up right to here. 29 00:03:02,682 --> 00:03:04,058 Hey, how are you doing? 30 00:03:05,643 --> 00:03:09,189 The men in RJO make quilts for local foster kids. 31 00:03:10,857 --> 00:03:15,862 They volunteer their time from 7:30 to 3:30, five days a week. 32 00:03:17,780 --> 00:03:21,242 They may or may not have a date. They may not be going home. 33 00:03:21,743 --> 00:03:26,080 So, uh, this is just their way of giving back. 34 00:03:27,916 --> 00:03:31,920 Five months ago, a list of the foster children came in. 35 00:03:32,003 --> 00:03:38,051 And I happened to see a young lady, her birthday… is the same as mine. 36 00:03:38,551 --> 00:03:40,094 And it really stuck. 37 00:03:40,178 --> 00:03:42,388 So, I started making the quilt. 38 00:03:46,142 --> 00:03:49,062 A lot of these kids were told they'd never amount to anything. 39 00:03:49,145 --> 00:03:50,563 They'd never be any good. 40 00:03:51,439 --> 00:03:54,234 For them, this is my chance to give them something to say, 41 00:03:54,317 --> 00:03:56,319 "Hey, we care about you." 42 00:03:56,402 --> 00:03:59,280 And I could see a finished product, uh… 43 00:04:06,955 --> 00:04:09,457 There's nothing that matches what I've got. 44 00:04:09,540 --> 00:04:12,710 -This didn't come with no instructions. -Oh, no. It was just a picture. 45 00:04:12,794 --> 00:04:15,922 This is kinda amazing. This is you. That's beautiful. 46 00:04:16,422 --> 00:04:18,216 I just like patterns, designs like this. 47 00:04:18,299 --> 00:04:19,300 That's beautiful. 48 00:04:19,384 --> 00:04:21,219 -Yeah. -Yup. 49 00:04:21,928 --> 00:04:22,762 Dang. 50 00:04:24,055 --> 00:04:28,935 For this quilt, they wanted it '60s and hippie era. 51 00:04:30,353 --> 00:04:32,939 Once this square gets completed, 52 00:04:33,439 --> 00:04:36,442 this will go on. 53 00:04:36,943 --> 00:04:38,319 Oops, wrong side. 54 00:04:38,403 --> 00:04:40,280 This will go on this side. 55 00:04:41,572 --> 00:04:45,660 And then this one will go along here. 56 00:04:47,537 --> 00:04:51,666 There are nine, what we call blocks. 57 00:04:51,749 --> 00:04:55,878 They have 81 pieces in each one of them. 58 00:04:55,962 --> 00:05:02,260 Twelve rectangular blocks, 99 pieces in each one of those. 59 00:05:02,343 --> 00:05:06,931 And then there are four large, just blocks of the whole quilt. 60 00:05:07,015 --> 00:05:10,101 And they're 99 pieces a unit. 61 00:05:10,852 --> 00:05:14,856 This turned out to be over 3,500 pieces, just for the front side. 62 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:19,986 It's March now, and I got to have it done by May 1st. 63 00:05:20,069 --> 00:05:22,697 So…I'm hoping. 64 00:05:29,704 --> 00:05:31,456 We teach how to cut the squares out. 65 00:05:31,539 --> 00:05:33,583 See, the first basic thing we do, 66 00:05:33,666 --> 00:05:35,460 we'll grid a quilt out. 67 00:05:36,044 --> 00:05:39,047 It's key to do that before anything else. 68 00:05:39,756 --> 00:05:41,215 Well, for me, when I start, 69 00:05:41,299 --> 00:05:43,426 I'll see it in my head, but I can't grid things out. 70 00:05:43,509 --> 00:05:44,510 Hmm. 71 00:05:45,345 --> 00:05:48,222 A lot of times, and Ricky'll shoot me for this, 72 00:05:48,306 --> 00:05:49,891 but I'll start cutting. 73 00:05:50,683 --> 00:05:51,517 And then… 74 00:05:54,228 --> 00:05:56,356 …wake up in the middle of the night. 75 00:05:56,439 --> 00:05:57,982 That's when the gridding starts. 76 00:05:59,359 --> 00:06:02,445 I don't go by patterns. I don't like copying. 77 00:06:02,528 --> 00:06:05,698 I base mine off the color next to the color. 78 00:06:05,782 --> 00:06:10,328 I like doing it that way. So, I claim it. It belongs to me. 79 00:06:10,411 --> 00:06:11,621 So, what I do is, 80 00:06:11,704 --> 00:06:15,083 I cut out what Imma do for my middle first. 81 00:06:15,166 --> 00:06:19,754 My middle usually be about 50 by 30. 82 00:06:19,837 --> 00:06:25,885 Once I get my 50/30, then I know that I need 30 more going up and down 83 00:06:25,968 --> 00:06:27,595 to add to the 50, 84 00:06:27,678 --> 00:06:29,013 and that's my 80. 85 00:06:29,097 --> 00:06:33,643 Um, I don't, uh, actually know a whole lot myself 86 00:06:33,726 --> 00:06:34,852 'cause I'm still kinda new. 87 00:06:34,936 --> 00:06:36,562 So, which one you gonna do next? 88 00:06:36,646 --> 00:06:37,688 Finish these two rows, 89 00:06:37,772 --> 00:06:40,733 and then this is the next row that gets right below this one. 90 00:06:40,817 --> 00:06:43,486 This piece, it's hard to tell which way it goes. 91 00:06:43,569 --> 00:06:47,615 You're doing good. You see how none of your corners are pulling apart? 92 00:06:49,784 --> 00:06:52,912 Organized chaos is the easiest way to describe that room. 93 00:06:52,995 --> 00:06:55,873 -Who's got my cutter? -Yeah, bring that up here. 94 00:06:55,957 --> 00:06:59,419 It's kind of like the little cartoon character 95 00:06:59,502 --> 00:07:04,173 you see come in with a bunch of scissors and papers flying all over the place. 96 00:07:04,257 --> 00:07:05,758 Something's totally off. 97 00:07:05,842 --> 00:07:08,261 -I'm not liking this. -How the hell did you do that? 98 00:07:08,344 --> 00:07:12,515 It's a process between cut, sew, iron, 99 00:07:12,598 --> 00:07:14,976 cut, sew, iron, and you keep going in circles. 100 00:07:15,059 --> 00:07:18,312 Then on to the next step. Gonna make the backing to it. 101 00:07:18,396 --> 00:07:21,524 This'll be the whole backing for the, uh, butterfly quilt. 102 00:07:21,607 --> 00:07:23,609 They gonna take it down to the quilt room, 103 00:07:23,693 --> 00:07:25,528 and he gonna do his job. 104 00:07:27,405 --> 00:07:29,824 Get ready to see a finished quilt. 105 00:07:30,408 --> 00:07:31,784 All right, let's see. 106 00:07:33,703 --> 00:07:35,079 -It's looking good. -Yo. 107 00:07:35,163 --> 00:07:36,289 Hey, hey, hey. 108 00:07:37,457 --> 00:07:39,292 There you go. Roll it on up. 109 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:50,344 In here, we're a little community within a big community. 110 00:07:52,346 --> 00:07:53,473 This looks real good. 111 00:07:53,556 --> 00:07:55,808 These are bigger. Getting ahead of myself. 112 00:07:56,809 --> 00:08:00,855 Outside of RJO, you're amongst all the other guys. 113 00:08:00,938 --> 00:08:04,817 But they don't even have a clue about how we feel up here. 114 00:08:04,901 --> 00:08:09,071 Everybody don't grab it, but we-- we grab it. 115 00:08:13,284 --> 00:08:14,702 These guys in here, 116 00:08:14,785 --> 00:08:17,455 I love it being around every last one of them. 117 00:08:18,873 --> 00:08:22,251 We got the same vibe, and we work off of each other. 118 00:08:22,335 --> 00:08:24,128 Then we all got different flavors. 119 00:08:25,296 --> 00:08:26,631 Fred like them colors. 120 00:08:26,714 --> 00:08:27,840 This one goes… 121 00:08:27,924 --> 00:08:29,675 Jimmy's got the stars. 122 00:08:29,759 --> 00:08:31,010 They just beautiful. 123 00:08:31,719 --> 00:08:33,888 Rod, he the material picker. 124 00:08:36,516 --> 00:08:39,602 For me, this is my flavor. Butterflies. 125 00:08:40,186 --> 00:08:43,397 If possible, can I show you this one I made right here? 126 00:08:44,232 --> 00:08:46,234 I made this one just last week 127 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:48,611 for a girl. 128 00:08:50,446 --> 00:08:51,447 I made this one. 129 00:08:54,617 --> 00:08:57,495 If you're going seven-and-a-half, you just take, 130 00:08:58,329 --> 00:09:02,875 like, an eighth off this side, eighth off this side, or a quarter… 131 00:09:03,376 --> 00:09:05,545 -And it'll be right? -It'll be perfect. 132 00:09:05,628 --> 00:09:08,506 -I ain't know that. I got it now, though. -Long, long time. Yep. 133 00:09:08,589 --> 00:09:10,591 Ricky is a good teacher. 134 00:09:10,675 --> 00:09:12,176 I mean, in a week, 135 00:09:12,260 --> 00:09:15,596 you'll be making some of the best quilts that you thought you could never make. 136 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:17,473 If you need help on something, 137 00:09:17,557 --> 00:09:20,560 or learn how to do something, Ricky's the main go-to. 138 00:09:20,643 --> 00:09:24,313 He's never sewn before. He's gonna want to know how to do this. 139 00:09:26,524 --> 00:09:28,734 You actually did pretty good on these. 140 00:09:29,235 --> 00:09:32,780 It's scrap from his quilt, other quilts. 141 00:09:33,281 --> 00:09:37,577 And I take 'em, then I slice 'em and dice 'em and sew them back together. 142 00:09:38,744 --> 00:09:40,121 This is the master. 143 00:09:41,122 --> 00:09:43,749 We learn from sensei. 144 00:09:43,833 --> 00:09:47,587 You know, most of the people that's in here messed up bad, you know? 145 00:09:47,670 --> 00:09:50,631 They're looking for, how would you say? 146 00:09:51,549 --> 00:09:52,383 A purpose. 147 00:09:53,050 --> 00:09:55,678 You put a little bit, now loosen it up. Turn it. 148 00:09:59,265 --> 00:10:01,267 That is what you call, "complete." 149 00:10:01,892 --> 00:10:03,811 I mean, I love what I'm doing. 150 00:10:03,894 --> 00:10:07,565 I love taking care of the foster kids. That's what I love the most. 151 00:10:07,648 --> 00:10:12,236 When I think about girls, I think about pinks, purple, green. 152 00:10:12,320 --> 00:10:18,034 And then, when I think about the guys, I think about the blacks, yellows, blues. 153 00:10:19,827 --> 00:10:21,871 I zone out, and I just sew. 154 00:10:24,332 --> 00:10:25,541 This my out. 155 00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:28,961 This my out, here. This what puts me on the outside. 156 00:10:29,045 --> 00:10:31,297 When I do this here, I don't even be in here. 157 00:11:08,250 --> 00:11:09,919 Not everyone can work here. 158 00:11:10,753 --> 00:11:13,255 They must have no violations or write-ups. 159 00:11:15,216 --> 00:11:18,260 I try not to think of what they did to get in here. 160 00:11:19,261 --> 00:11:22,515 I treat them as a human because that's what they are. 161 00:12:26,036 --> 00:12:31,041 My mother was my biggest thing that makes me do this. 162 00:12:34,253 --> 00:12:36,756 You know, her mother, my grandma, 163 00:12:37,256 --> 00:12:41,469 she made all their clothes and quilts out of patches. 164 00:12:41,552 --> 00:12:44,805 And so, this is what my childhood brings to me. 165 00:12:47,099 --> 00:12:49,602 You know, I was kind of young when I got locked up. 166 00:12:49,685 --> 00:12:53,773 Put your finger right there. Hold that. Right in the corner. Now… 167 00:12:53,856 --> 00:12:56,317 I'm 64 years old, now. 168 00:12:57,151 --> 00:12:59,612 I got locked up when I was 20. 169 00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:06,285 You know, I was just an asshole, and I messed up bad. 170 00:13:07,286 --> 00:13:11,123 But I never had a bad background, had a good mother and father. 171 00:13:11,207 --> 00:13:13,209 I had a good… good thing. 172 00:13:13,292 --> 00:13:17,963 You just get mixed with the wrong people, and you, you know, make that mistake. 173 00:13:20,758 --> 00:13:23,719 But we're away from that now. 174 00:13:32,937 --> 00:13:37,566 Now, this is Jeremiah's first time ever making a quilt. 175 00:13:39,527 --> 00:13:41,403 And you look at these points, 176 00:13:41,946 --> 00:13:43,823 everything's on the money. 177 00:13:44,323 --> 00:13:45,324 My first quilt. 178 00:13:46,325 --> 00:13:48,202 So, that means I did my job. 179 00:13:48,786 --> 00:13:51,664 -Mom, she'd be proud of that. -Yeah. 180 00:13:51,747 --> 00:13:53,749 Oops, wrong side. 181 00:13:54,291 --> 00:13:56,585 Spread that all the way over to there. 182 00:13:57,336 --> 00:14:00,172 I've been down almost 38 years, right? 183 00:14:01,131 --> 00:14:05,886 After a while, you get thinking about your family, you know? 184 00:14:05,970 --> 00:14:10,391 And then when you get thinking about them, then the truth really comes out, you know? 185 00:14:10,474 --> 00:14:12,852 Wow. All the stuff I did. 186 00:14:13,352 --> 00:14:14,603 I was a drug addict. 187 00:14:14,687 --> 00:14:18,023 Alcohol for me, you know? 188 00:14:18,107 --> 00:14:21,026 My downfall came when I got about in my twenties. 189 00:14:21,527 --> 00:14:25,364 And that's when I caught a… I caught a murder case. 190 00:14:26,448 --> 00:14:29,451 I… Hey, I'm-- I'm guilty for what I did. 191 00:14:29,535 --> 00:14:31,537 -Absolutely. -So… 192 00:14:31,620 --> 00:14:34,164 -Taking responsibility, you know? -Yeah. 193 00:14:34,248 --> 00:14:38,419 It's a shame that we didn't feel that and show that, you know, 194 00:14:38,502 --> 00:14:40,421 prior to being in here. 195 00:14:40,504 --> 00:14:43,632 And that-- And that is the hard pill to swallow. 196 00:14:43,716 --> 00:14:46,260 True regret, you know. 197 00:14:46,343 --> 00:14:49,430 I mean, after 30 years, you… 198 00:14:50,222 --> 00:14:51,515 You know, it's just… 199 00:14:52,433 --> 00:14:54,435 Yeah.I don't know. 200 00:14:55,227 --> 00:14:58,230 Because, see, my mother means a lot to me, you know? 201 00:14:59,648 --> 00:15:01,275 It's hard. 202 00:15:02,818 --> 00:15:04,904 It's just hard to talk about. 203 00:15:12,786 --> 00:15:15,039 All right, guys, we got a package in. 204 00:15:15,122 --> 00:15:17,416 Okay, what's in the box? 205 00:15:18,125 --> 00:15:20,920 That's the way he said it, "Hey, we got a package." 206 00:15:21,003 --> 00:15:23,422 Everything we have in here is donated. 207 00:15:23,505 --> 00:15:27,927 If it wasn't for people with big hearts donating to us, 208 00:15:28,010 --> 00:15:30,262 we wouldn't be able to do this. Uh… 209 00:15:31,138 --> 00:15:34,433 This shelf here, this is mainly just kid stuff. 210 00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:37,811 We got some cartoonish donuts. 211 00:15:37,895 --> 00:15:40,564 Music, a piece with pianos on it. 212 00:15:40,648 --> 00:15:45,069 Some more food. We got peanuts. We got bacon too. Yeah. 213 00:15:45,152 --> 00:15:47,613 This is our filler that we make for the weighted blankets 214 00:15:47,696 --> 00:15:49,657 and the weighted vests for the autistic children. 215 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:55,287 Guys ain't supposed to come past this door because right here, we have tools. 216 00:15:55,371 --> 00:15:59,750 We have scissors, we have rotary cutters. 217 00:15:59,833 --> 00:16:01,418 As they call 'em, sharps. 218 00:16:01,919 --> 00:16:04,254 Anything that has a sharp point to it, you know? 219 00:16:04,338 --> 00:16:08,550 'Cause, they don't want anybody just running around with these, you know? 220 00:16:08,634 --> 00:16:12,054 When they come in in the morning, they sign the tool log. 221 00:16:12,137 --> 00:16:15,432 Potter, that's standing right there, it's his tool bag. 222 00:16:15,516 --> 00:16:16,892 This is assigned to him. 223 00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:20,187 We've got a master inventory right here, it tells you what's in this bag too, 224 00:16:20,270 --> 00:16:23,107 so when he's out there, just in case his bag turns up missing, 225 00:16:23,190 --> 00:16:24,566 which he's responsible. 226 00:16:24,650 --> 00:16:27,194 Thankfully, we've never had any turn up missing. 227 00:16:38,747 --> 00:16:39,999 When I was younger, 228 00:16:40,082 --> 00:16:43,168 I had learned how to sew, but I was doing upholstery. 229 00:16:45,462 --> 00:16:47,631 I had opened up my own upholstery shop. 230 00:16:48,549 --> 00:16:53,595 I never did this kind of sewing. Mine was always with leather and vinyl. 231 00:16:54,513 --> 00:16:59,309 With that vinyl and that leather, you've got to pull and tug. 232 00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:00,894 And this is more soft. 233 00:17:05,649 --> 00:17:07,568 Oops. I made a little boo-boo. 234 00:17:08,402 --> 00:17:11,321 An oopsie. 235 00:17:12,531 --> 00:17:14,742 It took me about a week and a half 236 00:17:14,825 --> 00:17:18,495 to kinda have my hands to mess with something lighter. 237 00:17:19,913 --> 00:17:22,332 Yup, Imma go iron this. 238 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:34,553 I had made this other butterfly quilt, 239 00:17:34,636 --> 00:17:37,973 and this one was so beautiful. 240 00:17:38,057 --> 00:17:41,935 We called it Firefly with some other colors that were in. 241 00:17:42,019 --> 00:17:43,270 It was so beautiful. 242 00:17:45,814 --> 00:17:47,566 My mother loved butterflies. 243 00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:51,320 It just so happen. So that's why I love butterflies. 244 00:17:51,403 --> 00:17:54,364 Every time I do butterflies, I straight think of her. 245 00:17:55,949 --> 00:17:58,243 The most thing she asked me to do is, 246 00:17:58,327 --> 00:18:01,455 don't go back to the person that I used to be. 247 00:18:01,538 --> 00:18:04,792 Don't have that anger. Be more patient, 248 00:18:04,875 --> 00:18:08,295 and be more understanding and compassionate. 249 00:18:08,378 --> 00:18:11,215 And just because somebody do something bad to you, 250 00:18:11,298 --> 00:18:13,675 don't mean that you need to do it right back to them. 251 00:18:15,135 --> 00:18:17,638 It's going to sound a little weird saying, 252 00:18:17,721 --> 00:18:21,517 but when I call home, my people, they hear it in my voice. 253 00:18:22,017 --> 00:18:24,770 And just the conversations that we have, they're like, 254 00:18:24,853 --> 00:18:26,688 "You done changed. You made it." 255 00:18:26,772 --> 00:18:28,816 I'm like, "Yeah, I done made it." 256 00:18:31,318 --> 00:18:34,279 All butterflies. 257 00:18:45,707 --> 00:18:48,502 -He's got that down now, you see. -Mm-hmm. 258 00:18:48,585 --> 00:18:50,462 'Cause he's going just to the triangles. 259 00:19:26,123 --> 00:19:29,209 I've got a headache. You got a bottle of Tylenol? 260 00:19:30,210 --> 00:19:31,628 I need the whole bottle. 261 00:19:34,631 --> 00:19:38,302 I'm just bouncing from colors and patterns, and… 262 00:19:39,219 --> 00:19:41,513 I do not know what I'm doing today. 263 00:19:41,597 --> 00:19:42,431 I'm… 264 00:19:43,724 --> 00:19:44,558 When… 265 00:19:44,641 --> 00:19:48,854 I'm old, and I've got to get myself straightened out. 266 00:19:48,937 --> 00:19:53,692 I got 17 more massive blocks like that I gotta make. 267 00:19:54,568 --> 00:19:58,197 And I spent all night doing my little sketches. 268 00:19:58,280 --> 00:20:02,743 When things bother me in my head, I sit up and do that. 269 00:20:05,037 --> 00:20:10,751 The deadline's in two weeks, and I am sweating every minute. 270 00:20:12,169 --> 00:20:13,003 Ah. 271 00:20:15,964 --> 00:20:17,966 Like, shit! 272 00:20:18,634 --> 00:20:19,718 I screwed up. 273 00:20:19,801 --> 00:20:22,971 Every row was sewn together the wrong direction. 274 00:20:23,055 --> 00:20:25,307 I have to take all the rows apart, 275 00:20:26,141 --> 00:20:30,395 flip them the other way, and then sew them back together. 276 00:20:30,479 --> 00:20:35,400 So I got to pull two of these large squares all apart, 277 00:20:35,484 --> 00:20:37,945 flip them, and resew them. 278 00:20:38,028 --> 00:20:40,364 This was not in today's… 279 00:20:42,324 --> 00:20:44,868 Well, he gets a little frustrated at times. 280 00:20:45,452 --> 00:20:46,745 Kinda tough for you, huh? 281 00:20:46,828 --> 00:20:49,831 -Actually, they need to be ironed first. -I can do that real quick. 282 00:20:49,915 --> 00:20:51,625 -Okay. -Or however long it takes. 283 00:20:51,708 --> 00:20:53,710 Yup. It shouldn't take too long. 284 00:20:54,836 --> 00:21:00,968 When my time on this '60s quilt started drifting away on me… 285 00:21:02,135 --> 00:21:03,929 …Potter stepped up. 286 00:21:04,596 --> 00:21:06,056 You're doing great. 287 00:21:06,139 --> 00:21:08,141 Look at that. Every one of them's spot on. 288 00:21:08,225 --> 00:21:09,935 He gets it done, quickly. 289 00:21:10,018 --> 00:21:11,395 He shocks you. 290 00:21:11,478 --> 00:21:14,439 You did your first two, set them over on the side. 291 00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:16,400 -Okay, just do two at a time? -Exactly. 292 00:21:16,483 --> 00:21:18,902 -Okay. Okay. -You got it. 293 00:21:18,986 --> 00:21:20,028 I'm ready. 294 00:21:20,737 --> 00:21:23,282 If I were to look at my younger self, 295 00:21:23,365 --> 00:21:29,913 I would say that we should be more focused on being here to help others. 296 00:21:30,539 --> 00:21:31,707 And… 297 00:21:32,749 --> 00:21:36,336 it was losing my son in 2000 that brought that about. 298 00:21:38,005 --> 00:21:40,215 My son passed away at 15. 299 00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:44,511 Needed a heart and lung transplant. 300 00:21:44,594 --> 00:21:48,015 And here I was at the age of 40, in prison. 301 00:21:50,642 --> 00:21:54,771 I had nothing but the remorse of guilt. 302 00:21:57,399 --> 00:22:00,068 Being here and what we do, 303 00:22:00,694 --> 00:22:03,822 helps keep me focused. 304 00:22:04,323 --> 00:22:07,284 And when I'm focused, you don't think about those things. 305 00:22:15,917 --> 00:22:18,670 Hey, I need you to sharpen my scissors. 306 00:22:18,754 --> 00:22:20,255 They're just getting old, getting worn. 307 00:22:23,675 --> 00:22:26,345 Yeah, felt like it had chunks missing out of it. 308 00:22:29,222 --> 00:22:31,975 -Don't you dare. -He almost got had, baby. 309 00:22:32,059 --> 00:22:33,810 Oh, shit. 310 00:22:33,894 --> 00:22:37,272 -Cut you a hole in your arm. -Ricky fixing to get dommed. 311 00:22:37,356 --> 00:22:38,899 Oh! 312 00:22:38,982 --> 00:22:41,068 -Yeah. -We'll have Ricky put the vest on. 313 00:22:41,151 --> 00:22:45,238 -Maybe it'll give him a calming effect. -Anything to slow him down. 314 00:22:46,239 --> 00:22:48,408 -Looks good on you, Ricky. -Thank you, Rod. 315 00:22:48,950 --> 00:22:49,785 One minute. 316 00:22:50,577 --> 00:22:52,829 Oh, you make a good mannequin. 317 00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:56,917 This one's a six-pounder. Good for up to a 60-pound kid. 318 00:22:57,000 --> 00:22:59,461 They're going to an autistic school. 319 00:23:00,003 --> 00:23:00,921 Here's the, uh… 320 00:23:02,923 --> 00:23:07,260 Here's one of the responses we had from one that we had sent for these kids. 321 00:23:07,344 --> 00:23:10,389 Says, uh, "Hello. I'm one of the workers in a home, 322 00:23:10,472 --> 00:23:12,682 and I see the boys a lot who receive the gifts." 323 00:23:12,766 --> 00:23:15,685 "The oldest reported it being the best Christmas he ever had, 324 00:23:16,353 --> 00:23:17,437 and was very happy." 325 00:23:17,521 --> 00:23:18,563 "The youngest, 326 00:23:18,647 --> 00:23:21,483 who is severely autistic, loves his, 327 00:23:21,566 --> 00:23:24,986 and has currently taken over the living room as his own playroom." 328 00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:28,448 "She thanks you very much, and she appreciated it greatly." 329 00:23:28,532 --> 00:23:31,118 "She reported never seeing them so happy." 330 00:23:34,538 --> 00:23:35,997 That gets me. 331 00:23:41,253 --> 00:23:42,337 Mr. Potter. 332 00:23:42,421 --> 00:23:44,798 -Yes. -You wanna come with me? 333 00:23:44,881 --> 00:23:47,551 Yes. I will follow you, Fred. 334 00:23:50,053 --> 00:23:52,806 -I've got this laid out. -Nice. 335 00:23:52,889 --> 00:23:57,686 And right… there, 336 00:23:58,812 --> 00:23:59,646 and… 337 00:24:00,730 --> 00:24:02,399 -That's wild. -Yeah. 338 00:24:02,482 --> 00:24:05,819 Looks like it. Like this piece comes right here and back around. 339 00:24:06,319 --> 00:24:08,363 -Yeah. -It's coming along. 340 00:24:08,447 --> 00:24:11,199 I think accidentally, this is gonna come out pretty cool. 341 00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:13,160 Yeah, I think so. 342 00:24:16,788 --> 00:24:18,623 -Whenever you ready. -All right. 343 00:24:19,124 --> 00:24:22,127 -Okay, we got to get these ready. -Yeah. 344 00:24:25,338 --> 00:24:26,465 Okay. 345 00:24:30,635 --> 00:24:32,554 You took that one right on down. 346 00:24:36,933 --> 00:24:37,934 Okay. 347 00:24:39,603 --> 00:24:42,522 -You got a key now? -You want me to rat on him? 348 00:24:45,317 --> 00:24:46,651 They'll like them. 349 00:25:05,795 --> 00:25:06,922 Fred's gone. 350 00:25:08,924 --> 00:25:11,426 The other day, Fred got a write-up, 351 00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:13,887 and they had to put him out. 352 00:25:14,638 --> 00:25:16,848 He used to work on stuff in the cell. 353 00:25:16,932 --> 00:25:19,392 He got caught with a little razor blade, 354 00:25:19,476 --> 00:25:21,186 cutting clothes and fixing them. 355 00:25:21,269 --> 00:25:22,646 And it's kind of hard. 356 00:25:22,729 --> 00:25:24,940 If you don't keep your mind in here 357 00:25:25,023 --> 00:25:28,109 and try to keep this… you'll fall like he did. 358 00:25:28,193 --> 00:25:31,363 I mean, he was a dang good worker. 359 00:25:31,446 --> 00:25:36,785 You know, it's just that sometimes you get away, you get rolled up. 360 00:25:36,868 --> 00:25:41,289 And around here, anybody can get rolled up and get put down there. 361 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:42,874 And then you can't come up here. 362 00:25:44,459 --> 00:25:47,337 Without Fred, I think it's gonna be different. 363 00:25:49,839 --> 00:25:53,885 Don't forget where we at, you know? We all ain't perfect, but we trying. 364 00:25:54,427 --> 00:25:56,137 We just trying to do better. 365 00:25:56,221 --> 00:25:59,182 Maybe he needed a couple more steps to do better. 366 00:25:59,266 --> 00:26:01,101 That's all, you know. 367 00:26:05,355 --> 00:26:07,941 Hey, Paul. Dropping off the '60s quilt. 368 00:26:19,703 --> 00:26:21,913 Hold up. 369 00:26:21,997 --> 00:26:23,248 The heck. 370 00:26:23,331 --> 00:26:24,708 It's fucking messed up. 371 00:26:25,208 --> 00:26:27,252 We gotta stop. 372 00:26:27,335 --> 00:26:31,256 All right, let's get this off here. We gotta take it back down and get it off. 373 00:26:33,008 --> 00:26:34,593 Ah, we got a problem. 374 00:26:38,972 --> 00:26:41,516 We gotta get it done before the end of the week. 375 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:42,809 Look at this. 376 00:26:42,892 --> 00:26:46,521 The material wasn't stretched out all the way. 377 00:26:46,605 --> 00:26:49,733 And when it's not, it'll leave little buckles. 378 00:26:49,816 --> 00:26:52,360 And something like that, I can't pass. 379 00:26:52,444 --> 00:26:55,947 'Cause this is-- Somebody's going to keep for a long time. 380 00:26:56,448 --> 00:26:58,491 We gotta take the whole thing off. 381 00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:02,787 Boy, this one is pinched bad. 382 00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:05,790 Oh, Fred. Holy shit. 383 00:27:07,626 --> 00:27:09,419 Grab that. Bring this over. 384 00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:12,088 There's so many squares. 385 00:27:12,172 --> 00:27:14,424 You got some of that? Just a little bitty square. 386 00:27:14,507 --> 00:27:15,884 The same kind of material. 387 00:27:15,967 --> 00:27:18,178 -Those green pieces? -No. It can't be green. 388 00:27:18,261 --> 00:27:20,639 -Okay. -Yeah, that's it. Okay. 389 00:27:38,198 --> 00:27:39,616 Fred get a chance to see it? 390 00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,369 -Uh-uh. -He ain't get a chance to see it yet. 391 00:27:43,703 --> 00:27:46,122 All right, we need to put this back on. 392 00:27:56,716 --> 00:27:58,009 See, it's gone. 393 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:04,265 It's all gone. See how easy that is? No big deal. 394 00:28:11,231 --> 00:28:12,190 Well, it's up! 395 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:14,567 High as I'm going to get it. 396 00:28:17,028 --> 00:28:18,405 All right, let's show the back. 397 00:28:19,030 --> 00:28:21,157 We had a little setback. 398 00:28:21,241 --> 00:28:22,784 All right. Now we're back. 399 00:28:29,374 --> 00:28:32,752 Ricky's gonna be lost. He's gonna be heartbroken when I leave. 400 00:28:33,628 --> 00:28:35,505 -Yeah. -I'll be going to a lower level. 401 00:28:35,588 --> 00:28:38,800 And hopefully in five years, I'll be home. Or less. 402 00:28:38,883 --> 00:28:40,844 We've been around for many years. 403 00:28:40,927 --> 00:28:44,180 We've been doing time for almost 25 years together. 404 00:28:44,264 --> 00:28:46,891 -We're not gonna be-- -We'll never lose touch. 405 00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:50,520 It's hard when somebody you like leaves, you know? 406 00:28:50,603 --> 00:28:54,607 After many years, like I said, I watch people leave like I told you, 407 00:28:54,691 --> 00:28:57,444 for almost going on 40 years. 408 00:28:57,527 --> 00:28:59,863 -You know? And it's hard. -Mm-hmm. 409 00:28:59,946 --> 00:29:02,949 Who knows? One day, they might send me out of here. 410 00:29:03,032 --> 00:29:04,117 Hopefully. 411 00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:06,286 But then, like, say, do you deserve-- 412 00:29:06,369 --> 00:29:09,205 I did what I did. And I tell everybody that. 413 00:29:09,289 --> 00:29:13,084 And I can't imagine how the family feels. 414 00:29:13,168 --> 00:29:14,252 Oh, I can't. 415 00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:17,589 But, you know, it's just something you just gotta… 416 00:29:18,131 --> 00:29:21,259 hope they can forgive, like I forgive myself, you know? 417 00:29:21,342 --> 00:29:23,094 So, it's mostly… 418 00:29:23,636 --> 00:29:27,432 Most guys can't forgive themselves. That's why they can't change. 419 00:29:27,515 --> 00:29:29,392 Because that demon's still in 'em. 420 00:29:29,476 --> 00:29:32,562 You gotta be able to forgive yourself before you can forgive anybody else. 421 00:29:32,645 --> 00:29:34,314 Just like you gotta be able to love yourself 422 00:29:34,397 --> 00:29:35,565 before you love anybody. 423 00:29:35,648 --> 00:29:38,151 -You know? -You have to be able to do that. 424 00:29:38,234 --> 00:29:42,113 Because I can stand up and testify 425 00:29:42,197 --> 00:29:45,575 that I let my demon out a few times in prison. 426 00:29:45,658 --> 00:29:48,161 And I'm not proud of it, you know? 427 00:29:48,953 --> 00:29:50,955 But you just gotta… 428 00:29:51,039 --> 00:29:55,627 You gotta let it go, you know? If you don't, it'll eat you up. 429 00:30:16,439 --> 00:30:17,440 Hey, White. 430 00:30:22,529 --> 00:30:24,531 Yeah. Dang! 431 00:30:25,824 --> 00:30:26,991 Golly. 432 00:30:28,618 --> 00:30:29,744 They got them. 433 00:30:33,248 --> 00:30:34,415 Wow. 434 00:30:35,124 --> 00:30:39,254 "…express my appreciation to Mr. White, 'Chill,' 435 00:30:39,337 --> 00:30:41,881 and other men who are sewing quilts." 436 00:30:42,799 --> 00:30:43,842 Golly! 437 00:30:45,718 --> 00:30:47,971 -Hey, that's good. -Ain't it? 438 00:30:54,894 --> 00:30:56,396 That's really nice. 439 00:31:04,737 --> 00:31:05,572 Awesome. 440 00:31:06,447 --> 00:31:09,492 Now I'll get the stapler and put it up on the board. 441 00:31:16,708 --> 00:31:19,085 See, these are-- these were precut. 442 00:31:19,168 --> 00:31:20,712 -They're not straight… -72,16. 443 00:31:20,795 --> 00:31:22,672 No, they're not supposed to be… 444 00:31:22,755 --> 00:31:26,342 I'll go ahead and trim this off, and put the other one on top of that… 445 00:31:27,510 --> 00:31:29,137 Here's jet black. 446 00:31:31,472 --> 00:31:33,141 I like the design of it, though. 447 00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:34,809 Really neat.