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-[man 1] Ready?
-[man 2] Yes.

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[knocking]

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[wind chime chiming]

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-Hello.
-Hello. How you doing?

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-Hi.
-Nice to meet you.

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Frank.

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[woman] It's bright. [chuckles]

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Wow.

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[woman] It's basically the same.

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-Well, I have a real good feeling for him.
-[laughs lightly]

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I mean, the room reflects the personality
that you told me he had.

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[man 1] This is…?

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[Frank] Dirty clothes.

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We haven't even gone through that.

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No. We washed his chonies and his socks
because I thought that was gross. [laughs]

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His underwear and socks,
I pulled out and washed,

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but everything else is
how it was almost five years ago,

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his dirty clothes.

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I don't think we wanted to lose his smell
in his room because it's distinctly him.

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Yeah.

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[gentle poignant music playing]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[child] Let's go, Dodgers!

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Let's go, Dodgers!

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Let's go, Dodgers!

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[music fades]

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[unsettling music playing]

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[Steve] For years, I'd been doing essays
at the end of every school shooting week.

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Maybe it was a hero
or the country coming together.

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Whatever it was, they were looking
for some kind of positive message.

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She was in a meeting,
heard gunfire and ran toward it.

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That makes her a hero to most of us.

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The very first day…

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[Steve] I'd done so many of these essays
that I felt like I was repeating myself.

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In fact, I was using the same lines
in the stories.

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[sirens wail faintly]

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[Steve] And I saw that America was kind of

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moving on from each school shooting

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quicker and quicker every time.

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I felt like, "I've got to do
something different. What could I do?"

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[sirens wail]

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I feel like the media is to blame
a little bit for some of this.

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Or at least, it's worth exploring.

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In the beginning, especially,
it was just so overdone,

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and the shooters
were mentioned way too much.

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What we need to talk about is
the child that's not here anymore.

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[somber music playing]

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[music continues]

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Can you hear and see us?

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There you go.

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-Hi.
-[woman] Hi there.

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Hello, Gloria!

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How are you?

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-It's hard to answer that question.
-[Steve] I imagine it is.

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Thanks for taking my call.

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What I'd like to do

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is come with Lou Bopp, photographer,

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and just let Lou
take pictures of the room,

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as it was, and try to capture Hallie
through those pictures.

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I feel like we would like to share her.

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-Yeah.
-[Charles] I think we're also nervous.

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[Steve] Yeah, I'm nervous too.

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She was the light of our family

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and, um…

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our lives revolved around her.

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[woman] I feel very, very like, blessed

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that you've reached out to us, so…

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I feel like it's just like another

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sign, you know. I get all these signs
from my baby girl, so…

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I feel like it's a sign that…

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-That this was meant to be, so…
-Okay.

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All right.

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-Thank you.
-Thank you.

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-We'll see you soon.
-Okay, thanks.

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-All right.
-Bye-bye.

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[somber music swells]

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[music fades]

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[Lou] I photograph people,
I shoot action, I shoot

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lifestyle.

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I don't think I've ever done a project

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like this, where somebody's not there.

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We've known each other for a long time.

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Many people I wouldn't do this with,

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but I trust Steve.

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[camera clicks]

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[gentle poignant music playing]

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[Lou] Come on, Rose. Let's get ready
to go to school and take the photo.

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-[Rose] Yeah.
-All right.

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[Lou] We call it the morning photo.

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Come over this way a little. Little more.

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Just to…

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Okay.

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…capture the progression of life, because

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anything can happen at any time

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[camera clicking]

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[Lou] All right.

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Let's go to school.

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-Ready?
-[girl] Bye.

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[Steve] Goodbye. [kisses] Love you.

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-Love you.
-[boy] Love you.

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-See you soon.
-[boy] Come on, Birdie.

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-Bye, George.
-[George] Bye.

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[music intensifies]

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[Steve] Some of my bosses don't even know
I'm doing this project,

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but I had to do this on my own
if I wanted to do it.

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[insects chirping]

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[knocking]

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[door opens]

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-[Steve] Hello.
-[woman] Hey.

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-This is Lou.
-[Lou] Hi.

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[Chad] Hey, Lou. Chad.

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Nice to meet you.

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[Chad] I can pull up a chair over here.

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[Steve] So there's gotta be something,

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some benefit you see
for you or your family.

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Do you see something in this?
In these pictures?

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-'Cause that's kind of important to me.
-[mom] Yeah.

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It's probably
the most important thing to me.

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I don't know

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what the benefit is for our family.

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I think about it more as, "How could
her life benefit other people now."

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That's what…

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That's kind of…
We want her legacy to be that.

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So…

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Yeah.

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[Chad] "My first tooth.
My first soccer game."

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"First Tennessee game."

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She made that?

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She made this. Yeah.

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-Was that a project?
-I'm sure it was.

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-[Jada] It was a school project.
-Yeah.

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[Chad] It's interesting how memory works

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because I can remember to the minute

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almost everything
in a three-hour period on Monday.

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And then I'll lose the thread.

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But do I know
that I went into her room that night.

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I just laid down and…

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Yeah, I wept.

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[gentle poignant music playing]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[Chad] You know, what you want
is something that you can't have.

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[camera clicks]

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I wanted her smell back.
And I wanted to touch her, and I wanted…

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like, to feel her sweaty hair.

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[Chad and Jada laugh]

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[Chad] Her bed was the closest thing
I could get to that.

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So…

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-[children's music playing]
-[Hallie] Oopsies.

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Okay.

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[Jada] Sometimes I'll just
go and look around, and look at

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all her little trinkets, stuffed animals,
and shells that she collected, and, um…

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go and just, like, smell her blankie

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that she slept with every night.

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[camera clicks]

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And…

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I feel like a lot of crying happens
in that room.

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[Chad] Yup.

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I think the room helps

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because there's a lot of moments
where you want to be sad.

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[coach] Good job, Hallie!

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[girls cheering]

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[Chad] Because the sadness
is a part of connecting with her.

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[boy] I mean, she was really…

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outgoing.

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So, like, she was also like

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a little sister.
So she, you know, would always, like,

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get a little annoying, you know…

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-Yeah, funny, a little annoying.
-It was good, though.

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[Charlie] She was pretty competitive
with us in sports too.

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That's, like, kind of how
we hung out around her.

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She was kind of always with us.

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-[Jada] Let's see.
-[Chad] It's a pink one.

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You finally have your own.
You can take it everywhere!

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And you boys cannot use it.

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-[Chad] Yeah!
-[Jada laughing]

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[Chad] One of the funniest things
is she begged…

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-[Jada] This is the best.
-…for this.

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She wanted a kitty cat hoodie on Amazon.
Jada was like, "I don't wanna get this."

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-[Steve] You had to talk her out of it?
-[Jada] We couldn't.

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-[Jada] She wore it everywhere.
-She wore it a lot.

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[poignant music continues]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[children playing]

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[camera clicks]

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[Steve] What do you want the world to know

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about Hallie
when they look at those pictures?

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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[camera clicks]

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I would want
the world to know that she was a…

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[softly] Oh, I can't do this.

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[sobbing]

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I would want the world
to know that she was

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a great person, just a good little sister.

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[somber music playing faintly]

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Our next guest is a CBS News
correspondent. Here's Steve Hartman.

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[audience cheering]

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My name's Steve Hartman,
and I'm from CBS News.

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Steve Hartman has found
a prescription for happiness.

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[Oprah Winfrey] As a CBS correspondent,
Steve doesn't cover politics

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or natural disasters or wars.

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We're now just… 129 to go.

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-See my two legs?
-Yes.

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They still move.

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They sure do.

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-Every time your stories come up…
-We all cry. [laughs]

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-[Steve] Hello.
-Hey!

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[kids] Hey!

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[Steve] I've been typecast as, you know,

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the feel-good, happy news kind of guy.

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I'm the guy that they bring in at the end

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to, like…

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restore people's faith in humanity.

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[male newscaster] We had planned
to end the week

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with one of those wonderful stories
from Steve Hartman.

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Steve has some thoughts tonight
about this tragedy.

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[Steve] And what I'd been doing is just…

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whitewashing the whole thing.

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Imagine that. Trying to find good news
in a school shooting.

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And a lot of mass shootings,
that's been my job.

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At the end of the week,
remind us that life is still worth living.

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I'm not gonna look at a school shooting
and try to find a positive angle to that.

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Not anymore.

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[Steve] This is it.

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[knocking]

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-[Steve] Hello.
-Hi.

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-[Steve] How are you?
-[woman] Good. Come in.

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[Steve] Thank you.

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[woman] Yep.

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You guys ready?

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Here they were going
on a father-daughter dance.

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[Jackie] …here for our
father-daughter dance.

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[Gloria] Are you so excited?

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[Jackie] Uh-huh!

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[Gloria] You can't wait?

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[Jackie] Uh-huh!

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[Gloria] Awesome.

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-Who's doing your hair for you?
-[Jackie] Christy.

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[Gloria] Is she gonna do your hair
on your wedding day too?

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-[Jackie] Uh-huh!
-[Gloria] Yes?

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[Christy] I am.

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Who are you gonna marry?

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[Christy laughs]

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[Gloria] You don't know?
Is he gonna be cute, though?

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[Jackie] Wait, is it Dada?

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[all laughing on video]

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[Javier sniffles]

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[Gloria] This is her room.

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[Steve] Love the lights.

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-[Gloria] She loved the lights.
-[Lou] Yeah.

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[Gloria] They've been on
since she left them on.

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We haven't turned them off.

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And then the stuffed animals.

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Just these two
have her voice in it, right?

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[Javier] Yeah.

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[Jackie laughing]

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[Javier] That's the video
where she's outside with the dog.

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[laughing continues]

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[Gloria] There's this one video that, um…

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That's probably
one of our last videos that we have

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of her with her dogs before May 24th.

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-[Steve] And she wanted to be a vet?
-[Gloria] Yes.

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Because of the love of animals
that she had,

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there's no way she would have done
anything besides helping animals.

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That was her dream,
to become a veterinarian.

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[Jackie laughing]

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[camera clicks]

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[Gloria] Her room,

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it played a very big role in her life.

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-[camera clicks]
-You know, that was her safe place.

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[Jackie singing]

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♪ Maybe it's the way you play your game ♪

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♪ But it's all good
I've never known anybody like you ♪

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[Javier] I go in there every day.

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That's why I have the chair,
right next to the bed.

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So it brings me
some comfort to go in there

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just to chat sometimes.

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[sniffles]

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[camera clicks]

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[water splashing]

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[cell phone ringing]

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-[Steve] Hi.
-[Steve's daughter] Hi.

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[Steve] How are you doing?

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-What did you do today?
-Went swimming.

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And…

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we drove Birdie to the groomer,
and then I ran two miles.

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-You ran two miles?
-And then--

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Yeah.

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-And--
-And then…

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And then we drove to Leanna's.

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Birdie, it's Daddy.

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[Steve] I love you guys very much.

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-I love you too.
-I miss you.

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I miss you more than you know.

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Bye.

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-Bye.
-Bye.

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-Bye, guys.
-Bye.

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[somber music playing]

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[keyboard tapping]

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Classes were canceled, and grief
counselors brought in to Perry, Iowa

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the day after a sixth grader was killed,

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and seven other people were injured
in a school shooting…

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[Steve] Before I started this project,

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I was growing more and more numb
after every school shooting.

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And I think all of America
has been going through,

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you know, that same process.

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And now, when I hear
about a school shooting,

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I know that room is out there.

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I feel like
I can place myself in the room,

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and it hurts a lot more

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than it did before.

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[Lou] Hair on a brush,

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cap of a toothpaste…

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and hair ties on a doorknob.

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[mouse clicking lightly]

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It is fucking surreal.

329
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-[sighs]
-[Steve] What's surreal?

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Just, you know,
that we're here talking about this.

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Like, it just…

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That this is even a real thing.

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[man] Hello. Nice to meet you.

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-[Steve] You too.
-[man] I'm Bryan.

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-[Steve] Hi.
-[woman] Nice to meet you.

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-[Lou] You too.
-[Steve] Thanks for having us.

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[woman] Of course.

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[woman] She was just so much fun.

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Hey, girlfriend. It's a lovely day.

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[Bryan] I walk by her room
and I still see her.

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She liked to just
do somersaults off the bed.

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I can still hear her laughing loud.

343
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[Gracie] Trick or treat, smell my feet!

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[woman] Her room was kind of a stage.

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That's where everybody
would go and watch her perform.

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She'd pass out little invitations, and
what time we were supposed to be there.

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Set up chairs
so we'd sit and watch the show.

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Mm-hm.

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[Bryan] She went through

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elementary, middle school, and
15 weeks of high school in that room.

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And it was
her private sanctuary of space where she

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was her pure self.

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Uh, it was a sunny Thursday morning.

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She was planning to buy her ticket
for her first high school dance.

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And then she had plans
to get her dress on Friday.

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Unfortunately, she didn't get to do
either one of those two things.

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[somber music playing]

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[Bryan] That's the outfit she had out and…

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[Steve] This is what
she was gonna wear on Friday?

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[Cindy] She was either gonna wear
this outfit or this outfit.

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-[Bryan] She had two set out.
-[Cindy] And this dress.

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So…

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[Steve] Did she do this often?
Prepare the next day's clothes?

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00:24:44,357 --> 00:24:46,026
Yeah. Monday through Friday.

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00:24:46,109 --> 00:24:46,985
-Yep.
-Yeah.

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[Bryan] And we had given her
this little trinket box,

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and when we had opened it,
she had these letters in here.

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And these letters were notes
to her future self that she had written.

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[Steve] Wow.

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[Bryan] "First day of high school."

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"Dear future self,"

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"OMG, it's high school."

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"I've been waiting for this day forever."

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00:25:15,805 --> 00:25:16,806
[Cindy] Hm.

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"Don't be nervous.
You will meet some of your lifelong…"

376
00:25:22,395 --> 00:25:24,856
"friends and also some enemies."

377
00:25:24,940 --> 00:25:26,858
"Don't focus on the negativity."

378
00:25:26,942 --> 00:25:30,779
"You'll get through this.
Keep the people that make you happy,

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and lose, well, others. Haha."

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00:25:33,448 --> 00:25:35,534
"Wear something cute, obviously."

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00:25:35,617 --> 00:25:38,119
"I love you. Good luck.
Gracie from the past."

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[sniffles]

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00:25:41,831 --> 00:25:43,833
[poignant music playing]

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[camera clicks]

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[Steve] Do you go in there a lot?

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-[Cindy] Oh yeah. A lot.
-[camera clicks]

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All the time, every day. [laughs lightly]

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00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:08,483
[Steve] Yeah?

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00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:12,571
[Cindy] Every day I tell her good morning.
Every night I tell her good night.

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00:26:15,073 --> 00:26:15,907
[camera clicks]

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00:26:15,991 --> 00:26:17,033
-[Cindy] So…
-[Steve] Still.

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-[Cindy] Still.
-[Steve] To this day.

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00:26:18,618 --> 00:26:19,828
[Cindy] Yeah.

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00:26:25,458 --> 00:26:26,459
Hi.

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[poignant music rises]

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00:26:33,008 --> 00:26:35,802
[Bryan] When that time comes
that that room is not there,

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does she go away?

398
00:26:41,308 --> 00:26:44,561
So as long as that room exists,
she exists, in a way.

399
00:26:47,230 --> 00:26:49,190
Okay, guys, so here's the outfit.

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Looking real cute.

401
00:27:03,830 --> 00:27:05,832
[music continues]

402
00:27:19,304 --> 00:27:21,765
[Steve] My boss now knows
about this story,

403
00:27:22,265 --> 00:27:24,267
and he's agreed that he'll run it.

404
00:27:26,436 --> 00:27:29,230
But they'll see it when it's ready to air,

405
00:27:29,314 --> 00:27:31,024
and we'll go from there.

406
00:27:43,578 --> 00:27:44,663
[music fades out]

407
00:27:52,087 --> 00:27:53,129
[door creaks]

408
00:28:02,097 --> 00:28:03,098
[Steve] Wow.

409
00:28:05,725 --> 00:28:06,976
This is where you go…

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00:28:08,603 --> 00:28:10,939
-Right?
-[girl blowing]

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00:28:12,107 --> 00:28:13,233
[laughing]

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00:28:15,318 --> 00:28:16,403
[girl] There. All better.

413
00:28:16,486 --> 00:28:18,488
[poignant music playing]

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00:28:20,407 --> 00:28:21,991
[Steve] I want the project

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00:28:22,492 --> 00:28:25,078
to remind people that

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00:28:26,162 --> 00:28:27,580
these were our children.

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00:28:29,499 --> 00:28:31,751
That these were your children.

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00:28:31,835 --> 00:28:33,545
These could be your children.

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00:28:36,756 --> 00:28:38,049
[Lou] Rose, you ready?

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00:28:38,883 --> 00:28:39,884
[Rose] Yeah.

421
00:28:50,979 --> 00:28:51,980
[Lou] All right.

422
00:28:54,232 --> 00:28:56,067
Camera's so slow. Okay.

423
00:28:57,402 --> 00:28:59,070
[camera clicking]

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00:29:13,168 --> 00:29:14,169
[camera clicks]

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00:29:22,093 --> 00:29:27,223
[Steve] Giving photo books to the families
is a crucial step in this project.

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00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:33,271
Because at this point, I feel like
I've done nothing but take, you know?

427
00:29:33,354 --> 00:29:36,107
We took pictures, you know.
We took their time.

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00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:39,611
This is something tangible
that we can give.

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00:29:45,241 --> 00:29:47,243
[music intensifies]

430
00:29:59,297 --> 00:30:02,258
[Steve] The whole point of this is
to not have to say much.

431
00:30:04,719 --> 00:30:07,055
I just want people to see the pictures,

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00:30:07,972 --> 00:30:10,767
and just let the pictures
speak for themselves.

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00:30:16,773 --> 00:30:19,275
I wish that we could
transport all Americans

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00:30:19,359 --> 00:30:22,821
to stand in one of those bedrooms
for just a few minutes.

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00:30:30,036 --> 00:30:31,704
We'd be a different America.

436
00:30:37,043 --> 00:30:38,753
[music fades out]

437
00:30:38,837 --> 00:30:41,506
[female news host] Steve Hartman
starts us off this morning

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00:30:41,589 --> 00:30:44,592
with something very different
and deeply troubling.

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00:31:06,197 --> 00:31:08,199
[poignant music playing]

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00:33:26,754 --> 00:33:28,756
[music fades out]