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THE FOLLOWING FILM CONTAINS DEPICTIONS
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OF DRUG ABUSE,
MENTAL HEALTH STRUGGLES AND SUICIDE,
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Official YIFY movies site:
YTS.MX
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WHICH SOME VIEWERS MAY FIND TROUBLING.
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IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS STRUGGLING,
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INFORMATION AND RESOURCES ARE AVAILABLE
AT WWW.WANNATALKABOUTIT.COM
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Oh, yeah.
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Aykut, how are you?
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You talk like my therapist.
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How am I? I'm good, bro.
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I've had therapy.
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Look, to be honest,
I would be dead if I hadn't done it.
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I was already dead.
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ONE YEAR EARLIER
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Do you know why I'm here?
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So that if anything ever happens to me,
my story is told the way it was.
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From my perspective.
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Back to the wall
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{\an8}Make some noise
for the living legend, Haftbefehl!
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{\an8}To me, he's the best ever, by far.
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{\an8}There's no better rapper. By far.
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{\an8}I got my back to the wall
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{\an8}Dick in my hand
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{\an8}Others at Ballermann
Their whole body tensed up
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{\an8}Rap-wise, he's untouchable. The king.
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{\an8}He walked backstage, and I said,
"That's him. That's our Biggie."
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The way he screams into the mic.
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{\an8}The pitch may or may not be right.
He just doesn't care.
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{\an8}Haftbefehl is the biggest artist
to ever come out of the German rap scene.
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With that backstory,
it's no wonder he became an artist.
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06-069, cho
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If you trace Haftbefehl's journey,
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what happened isn't really surprising.
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The big problem is, there's Aykut Anhan,
and then there's Haftbefehl.
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Daddy, where are you?
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I'm at work, honey.
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I love Aykut,
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but not Haftbefehl.
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Do I worry about my brother?
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I wouldn't be his brother
if I didn't worry about him.
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I tried everything.
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Yeah! Make some noise
for the living rap legend, Haftbefehl!
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Legend? You call someone a legend
when they're dead, right?
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I'm still alive.
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I'm still alive.
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BABO: THE HAFTBEFEHL STORY
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The first thing I remember as a kid...
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Aykut!
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The beach.
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I'm running along the beach.
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I'm running...
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This is our legendary summer vacation
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{\an8}in Kuşadasi.
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We're three brothers.
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This is Aykut.
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Aykut!
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{\an8}AYKUT ANHAN
A.K.A. HAFTBEFEHL
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Aykut was funny.
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He was funny.
He's always been an entertainer.
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{\an8}He made us all laugh. Always.
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Come on, let's go!
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Aykut.
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Don't be naughty. Eat your food.
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That's Aytac.
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And that's me.
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We definitely didn't have
a rosy childhood.
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I can't say that about us.
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We grew up in Mainpark, in Offenbach.
Hermann-Steinhäuser-Straße 4.
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Offenbach was different back then, bro.
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Frankfurt-Offenbach was
a whole other thing back then.
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I wouldn't say that other cities are
any different to Offenbach-Frankfurt.
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But in our hood,
there was a different flavor.
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It's just a few kilometers from Offenbach
to Frankfurt's banking district,
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but they are worlds apart.
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Record unemployment, poverty,
and not enough social housing.
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More than half of all offenses
are committed by minors.
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Our youth was broken, like...
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Where we came from, like...
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We were like a clique.
Everyone smoked weed.
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School sucked.
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Marktplatz was right outside
my front door.
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Every other person I knew took drugs.
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I genuinely spent my childhood
in Frankfurt-Offenbach on the streets.
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I was an actual street kid.
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I was in Offenbach every night,
at the Marktplatz every day.
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I'd say, "I'm going to school."
But I didn't go to school.
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I'd go straight to Marktplatz
to sell drugs. Know what I mean?
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There were drugs on every street corner.
Everyone dealt drugs.
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If you look back now,
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it's actually just three kids
who take a path
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and don't know any other path
because no one shows them the way.
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Everyone just wants a piece, you know?
Even as kids.
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A baggie for ten marks,
two baggies for twenty marks. Small time.
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I always made a bit of pocket money.
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One time, I stole a little money
from my dad
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and invested it all in CDs.
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He came home one day and said,
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"Aykut, what CDs do you want?
I'll get you whatever you want."
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"Bring me all the hip-hop CDs
that there are."
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"Please, I just want
to listen to hip-hop."
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Oh dude
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No one could talk to me.
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I was all about music.
All I had in my head was music.
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Oh dude
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This is Aykut Anhan
Hermann-Steinhäuser-Straße, Mainpark
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Oh dude
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Offenbach stays rough
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Hermann-Steinhäuser-Straße
Mainpark, chab
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Forever Nordend, Goetheplatz, Büsing-Park
Brother, this place burns
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{\an8}Hey, brother!
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{\an8}Here! Make the beat louder.
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{\an8}Okay.
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This is Haftbefehl.
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I'm making you a fanatic
Or the WMD
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I set up a Kickstarter and drink it...
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Those were the early days.
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{\an8}We had like a sound system,
and it was really crappy.
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He always had the mic
right up against his mouth.
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I thought he was going to chew it to bits.
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He was really ambitious.
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The more platforms we offered him,
the more intense it got.
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I skip sports meetings
I keep going my way
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Get totally awake
It's all right, hard like film
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No one believed in me.
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Everyone laughed at me.
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Everyone on the street knew I can rap.
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But it was still so far in the future.
Do you know what I mean?
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SHUT YOUR MOUTH
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{\an8}Hey, people.
My name is Haftbefehl. Real music.
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{\an8}Yo, people, what's up? Haftbefehl.
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What's up, people? Haftbefehl.
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What's up, people? Haftbefehl.
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German rap is a bitch
And Haft is the pimp
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What I do is too gangsta...
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A Kurd is coming, a two-meter tall guy.
He calls himself Haftbefehl.
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He's going to blow everything up.
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SL-Benzes and that
With chrome rims...
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I was a fan from day one.
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I knew right from the start that,
"Okay, he's sick."
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He's not afraid to say anything.
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Not in standard German, in street slang,
in antisocial language,
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in street, in real talk.
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All of it in your face.
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{\an8}The way he raps, no one else can do that.
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{\an8}It has nothing to do
with rap or street rap.
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It's just its own category.
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And the rest die
Get the city on crack
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I make cash, azzlack
Flip that candy, make scratch
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The city's mine
This is Babo Haft, you've heard of me
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{\an8}This mix of Arabic and French words,
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{\an8}which also sounds really particular,
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{\an8}creates a kind of ghetto Esperanto.
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Chab, what's up?
Azzlack has fame
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See how he makes money
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Kardaş, get out of our way
We're a global power
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S-Class, black, matte
Mercedes from Benz suits me, chab
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Real hard
Like a leather jacket from Belstaff
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This isn't German
What I'm doing is Kanackiş
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You know this is Haft
Little kahba, siktir, bas git
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Call that rap? What I do...
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Suddenly, "lamp" rhymes with "fridge."
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How did he even do that?
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{\an8}Kanackiş, azzlack
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{\an8}That's what I mean. Kanackiş.
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{\an8}If you think she's hot
Now what?
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I grab you...
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That's what I mean.
You immediately hear "Kr-kr..."
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Who makes those kinds of sounds in a song
just to show he's loading his gun?
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This is Haft-to-befehl, sick...
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{\an8}It's so direct.
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You can't escape it.
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{\an8}People instantly feel the aura he has.
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The energy is just spot on.
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{\an8}As an artist,
I think that's totally awesome.
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His music holds up a mirror
to today's broken youth.
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Thirteen fifty for a kilo of hash...
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Nougg3apreis, asahbi
I love my city
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You know?
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That's why so many young people
can relate to him.
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- Haftbefehl.
- Haftbefehl.
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- Hafti, of course.
- Because Haft is just better.
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He just has this flow.
He's just the best rapper in Germany.
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{\an8}For me, he's Germany's only rap star.
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{\an8}Aykut got bigger from album to album.
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First there was Azzlack Stereotyp,
then Kanackiş, and then Blockplatin.
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And "Chabos" was on Blockplatin.
And no one could ignore that.
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Chabos know who Babo is
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Hafti Abi is the one
Sitting in the Lambo or Ferrari
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Saudi-Arabi...
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And that's when things
really started for me.
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Watch, don't mess around
Or I'll come break your nose...
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Things suddenly moved fast. Bam, bam, bam.
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Haftbefehl here, Haftbefehl there.
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COLOGNE
2022
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This jacket is really weird, dude.
It squeaks.
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Hi, wife. How are you?
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Hi, husband.
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Oh, again?
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I built a house.
My kids are moving in now, right?
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I am too, of course.
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The house is gonna be nice, right?
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Yes, very.
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- Yeah.
- Very, very, very.
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- It cost me quite a bit.
- Did you see it?
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Did you go to the doctor?
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No, I didn't.
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Go tomorrow, then.
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You just reminded me.
Now I have acid reflux.
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{\an8}Let it roll.
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{\an8}Hafti
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Blanco!
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Cho
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I reload the pump gun
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Baba H raps and shares his mindset
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With all Alamanya
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Okay, bro.
We'll get the album done today, bro!
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More than ten years of street rap
For your ghetto blaster
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Real reporting
Direct from Radio Frankfurt Station
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Candy comes in avocados
Pots are burnt from grass
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When I do something,
when I love something,
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and music is an example of that,
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I'm the kind of guy who really
throws himself into something.
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Ready to hand, accurate
I keep mixing, narco...
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He's so uncompromising.
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It's really extreme.
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{\an8}But I think that's also why I love
to make music with him,
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{\an8}because it matters.
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Valentino, color black
Half a kilo of gear
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Should we use that?
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No, brother. That one.
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Back.
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That's where I need to come in.
I know where.
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I've got it.
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Don't underestimate this guy.
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He's a music brain.
He knows exactly what he's doing.
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Because I'm the shit in Europe
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Bitch, it's Babo Haft
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I reload the pump gun
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Baba H brings the drive-by soundtrack
For everyone in Frankfurt
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I reload the pump gun
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Stop.
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Yes, my love?
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Look at this.
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We're all very proud of you
because your iced tea is number one now.
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My iced tea made it to number one, right?
247
00:15:30,520 --> 00:15:33,240
Yes, I just need to record.
I'll call you in a bit, okay?
248
00:15:33,320 --> 00:15:34,320
Aliyah, Noah!
249
00:15:34,400 --> 00:15:35,880
Oh, my kids. Hold on.
250
00:15:40,840 --> 00:15:43,400
Daddy, I'm proud of you.
251
00:15:44,720 --> 00:15:45,880
Is that right?
252
00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:47,040
Where is Aliyah?
253
00:15:47,560 --> 00:15:49,600
Daddy, where are you?
254
00:15:49,680 --> 00:15:51,360
I'm at work, honey.
255
00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:54,600
Say bye.
256
00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:56,760
Look at what he's wearing. Honey, look.
257
00:15:56,840 --> 00:15:58,360
Is that your favorite T-shirt?
258
00:15:59,800 --> 00:16:02,440
I love you too, baby. See you soon.
I have to work, okay?
259
00:16:02,520 --> 00:16:03,760
- See you soon. Bye.
- Bye.
260
00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:05,600
Let's make a story
where you say thank you.
261
00:16:07,840 --> 00:16:10,360
Number one on...
What's the name of the website?
262
00:16:10,440 --> 00:16:11,800
Beverage Award.
263
00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:13,520
- What?
- Beverages Award.
264
00:16:13,600 --> 00:16:15,760
Did you hear that?
We made number one on there.
265
00:16:17,720 --> 00:16:18,880
No, leave it like that.
266
00:16:18,960 --> 00:16:20,680
- No.
- Why not? It's funny.
267
00:16:20,760 --> 00:16:21,680
Hello, friends.
268
00:16:21,760 --> 00:16:24,080
I want to thank you all
for the number one.
269
00:16:24,160 --> 00:16:26,480
Voted the best iced tea in Germany
270
00:16:26,560 --> 00:16:28,520
by the Beverage-Meverage...
271
00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:32,600
I need to record.
272
00:16:32,680 --> 00:16:35,240
What with all your iced teas
and döners and burgers and...
273
00:16:35,320 --> 00:16:38,160
I see my world
In black, white, and red
274
00:16:39,560 --> 00:16:41,440
I don't generally listen to German rap.
275
00:16:41,520 --> 00:16:44,080
I put the candy on the scales
Fresh from the kitchen...
276
00:16:44,160 --> 00:16:47,400
That edgy stuff, it was never my thing.
277
00:16:47,480 --> 00:16:52,680
{\an8}I said, "Okay, that's his music,
that's his art, that's his thing."
278
00:16:53,480 --> 00:16:55,360
Okay, so let's start rehearsing.
279
00:16:56,920 --> 00:16:58,200
Yo!
280
00:17:04,320 --> 00:17:06,240
It's a whole other world, right?
281
00:17:07,600 --> 00:17:09,840
I don't want to know
what my mother thought.
282
00:17:09,920 --> 00:17:11,720
I haven't ever asked her.
283
00:17:11,800 --> 00:17:13,680
Chabos know who Babo is
284
00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:15,960
Hafti Abi is the one
Sitting in the Lambo and Ferrari
285
00:17:16,040 --> 00:17:17,840
Saudi Arabi money rich
286
00:17:17,920 --> 00:17:21,400
What she must have thought,
287
00:17:22,360 --> 00:17:25,680
who her daughter got together with...
288
00:17:26,840 --> 00:17:29,360
Good morning, friends. We're awake.
289
00:17:29,440 --> 00:17:32,320
I've been awake a little longer
than this guy here.
290
00:17:32,400 --> 00:17:34,000
I'm the shit, dude.
291
00:17:34,760 --> 00:17:36,760
And I'm camera ready.
292
00:17:38,120 --> 00:17:42,320
Yes, his personality, his...
Somehow, it somehow got me.
293
00:17:49,040 --> 00:17:49,880
Look at this.
294
00:17:53,080 --> 00:17:54,920
- What is that?
- What is that?
295
00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:57,120
I don't have that.
296
00:17:57,840 --> 00:17:59,800
But then, you're not super human.
297
00:17:59,880 --> 00:18:02,400
I have different organs to other people.
298
00:18:03,520 --> 00:18:06,120
- I can also fly, for instance.
- Right.
299
00:18:06,200 --> 00:18:08,880
- You can fly flat on your face.
- Louis Vuitton! Where is it?
300
00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:11,080
Just wait. I'll find somewhere to park.
301
00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:12,400
My cap is from Louis.
302
00:18:12,480 --> 00:18:14,560
My T-shirt is from Louis,
my jogging pants,
303
00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:16,720
my shorts are from Louis, and my shoes.
304
00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:17,960
Your underpants too.
305
00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:21,280
My underpants are from Aldi.
Because no one sees them.
306
00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:26,640
How does that saying go?
"Wow on the outside, gross on the inside."
307
00:18:27,800 --> 00:18:29,520
I'm Hafti.
308
00:18:30,960 --> 00:18:33,080
- Aykut Anhan.
- Sometimes.
309
00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:35,320
- Always.
- Always.
310
00:18:36,760 --> 00:18:40,280
{\an8}But which intro? Do we want
the long one or do we jump right in?
311
00:18:40,360 --> 00:18:41,440
{\an8}No. With the intro.
312
00:18:42,480 --> 00:18:45,120
{\an8}The lights go off here.
The lights go off right here.
313
00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:47,760
When it comes to his music,
you can't hold him back.
314
00:18:47,840 --> 00:18:49,000
Baba Julius Caesar?
315
00:18:49,080 --> 00:18:52,480
At the time, I thought,
"Oh, can I keep up with all that?"
316
00:18:52,560 --> 00:18:54,040
"Can I manage all that?"
317
00:18:54,120 --> 00:18:57,120
Exactly, the whole intro,
so that he gets a feel for it.
318
00:18:57,640 --> 00:19:00,360
I also had a bit of a fear of loss.
319
00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:05,040
Because it suddenly went boom,
and you're left standing there thinking,
320
00:19:05,120 --> 00:19:07,640
"Hey, you've lost the old Aykut."
321
00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:32,960
When Aykut walks down the street,
people appear from nowhere.
322
00:19:34,760 --> 00:19:37,360
Everyone who's ever been around him
knows what happens.
323
00:19:37,440 --> 00:19:39,360
Hafti!
324
00:19:40,320 --> 00:19:43,280
"Hafti, Hafti, Hafti," "Hafti Abi,"
"Abi, can we..." "Abi, could we..."
325
00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:45,520
Hafti Abi!
326
00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:47,480
In Turkish, "abi" means "big brother."
327
00:19:51,120 --> 00:19:54,440
I understand when people say
that he's our voice
328
00:19:54,520 --> 00:19:57,320
because no one's ever
listened to us before.
329
00:19:58,120 --> 00:20:01,920
He's kind of like the sun for us. Hope.
330
00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:03,800
{\an8}Haft is the mouthpiece.
331
00:20:03,880 --> 00:20:08,000
{\an8}He says what most have
either experienced, are experiencing,
332
00:20:08,080 --> 00:20:11,080
or at least gives them the feeling
that they're being heard.
333
00:20:11,720 --> 00:20:13,280
Check my odyssey
334
00:20:13,360 --> 00:20:16,920
Mind's the pilot
What butterflies in my gut? Fuck Oli P.
335
00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:19,360
Chasing money
Dodging Thorsten Beetz...
336
00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:21,320
So you can see him like this,
337
00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:23,120
that he's the pillar of the house.
338
00:20:24,240 --> 00:20:26,160
He's the literal pillar.
339
00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:28,560
If you remove it,
then the whole thing comes down.
340
00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:29,960
He's literally the pillar.
341
00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:32,800
Aykut is the main pillar
holding up the house.
342
00:20:33,320 --> 00:20:36,040
Please, no hiccups, no mistakes, brother.
343
00:20:36,120 --> 00:20:37,560
- It has to go smoothly.
- Alarm.
344
00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:40,640
1A, brother. Hadi! Brother...
345
00:20:46,760 --> 00:20:47,760
Okay, I'm ready.
346
00:20:47,840 --> 00:20:50,320
It's not really about the songs.
347
00:20:50,400 --> 00:20:53,120
It's more about the people
standing in front of him.
348
00:21:00,680 --> 00:21:05,440
Hafti!
349
00:21:10,360 --> 00:21:11,680
You're his disciple.
350
00:21:11,760 --> 00:21:14,880
You're not just a fan,
you actually become his disciple.
351
00:21:16,280 --> 00:21:19,440
If you're a Haftbefehl fan
and understand what Haftbefehl's saying,
352
00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:22,440
then you know you're following
and listening to someone
353
00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:25,520
who knows what he's saying
and who has experienced it himself.
354
00:21:31,080 --> 00:21:35,120
Make some noise
for the living legend, Haftbefehl!
355
00:21:46,200 --> 00:21:48,720
069
356
00:21:52,600 --> 00:21:55,160
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
Cho
357
00:21:55,240 --> 00:21:57,800
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
Blanco
358
00:21:57,880 --> 00:22:00,560
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
Cho
359
00:22:00,640 --> 00:22:02,440
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
360
00:22:03,880 --> 00:22:05,400
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
361
00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:19,160
What's up?
362
00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:21,800
Automatic gun
What's up, Oliver?
363
00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:24,920
Run as far as you can
I hope marathon was your hobby, chab
364
00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:27,880
Headshot for the officer
Before he falls to the ground
365
00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:30,480
When the shotgun bangs
Bitch, I wanna see dead people
366
00:22:31,720 --> 00:22:33,360
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
367
00:22:34,120 --> 00:22:35,920
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
368
00:22:37,040 --> 00:22:39,120
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
369
00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:41,880
Let the monkeys out of the zoo
370
00:22:42,760 --> 00:22:45,080
Azzlack, baba
371
00:22:46,360 --> 00:22:48,760
Cho, cho, cho...
372
00:22:53,560 --> 00:22:57,040
Of course I miss him in the evenings.
When I sit here, and Aykut isn't here,
373
00:22:57,120 --> 00:23:01,440
I sometimes think,
"Hmm, if I had a regular husband,
374
00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:05,440
he'd come home from work at some point,
375
00:23:05,520 --> 00:23:09,200
might watch a movie with me, whatever."
376
00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:14,640
Oh, brother, we're all going
to the after-party.
377
00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:17,400
Or do we go to the hotel? Or to a club?
378
00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:20,240
It's not easy.
379
00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:22,200
At the moment.
380
00:23:29,760 --> 00:23:31,160
Let me just make the soup.
381
00:23:31,240 --> 00:23:34,040
I'm on my own with the kids 24-7.
382
00:23:44,120 --> 00:23:48,080
I'm not a single mother,
but I almost kind of am.
383
00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:49,200
I kind of am.
384
00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:51,080
Is this all homework?
385
00:23:53,640 --> 00:23:56,640
Yeah, it's not for me to do, Mr. Anhan.
386
00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:00,960
Down, across, and up.
387
00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:02,600
- Great, amazing.
- You're welcome.
388
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:04,120
That's the nicest one.
389
00:24:06,800 --> 00:24:10,560
I don't have time to think,
"Oh, do I feel lonely?"
390
00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:15,240
I've just come to terms with it.
It's his life.
391
00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:17,520
It's his life.
392
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,760
He has a rock-star lifestyle.
393
00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:28,320
Even as artists, most people have
a relatively structured life.
394
00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:31,840
With Haft, you don't know
what'll happen tomorrow.
395
00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:34,560
Is that good or bad?
396
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:41,160
It matches his personality.
397
00:24:45,280 --> 00:24:46,280
That's Haft.
398
00:24:46,360 --> 00:24:48,880
He's just unpredictable.
399
00:24:48,960 --> 00:24:52,440
{\an8}If you want to throw a TV out of
a hotel window, then do it. I don't care.
400
00:24:52,520 --> 00:24:56,800
{\an8}But make sure you arrive
at the right time, in the right place.
401
00:24:58,360 --> 00:25:03,320
{\an8}We once locked ourselves in the studio
to work on The White Album.
402
00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:06,800
{\an8}And we waited for him for two days.
403
00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:08,400
Depression in the ghetto
404
00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:12,480
{\an8}He shows up at his own video shoot
at 11:00 p.m.
405
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:15,800
{\an8}Three and a half days late,
and he's showing up for the first time.
406
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:20,440
Sometimes things happen with Aykut
that mean he can't be there.
407
00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:23,200
{\an8}And you try to make some sense of it all.
408
00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:25,440
{\an8}Guess what he said about where Aykut is.
409
00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:28,280
{\an8}At the dentist.
410
00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:32,720
"Hey, bro. I'll be right there."
411
00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:34,880
{\an8}Here's the music industry,
and here's Haftbefehl.
412
00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:38,680
No one can control him.
You never know what you're going to get.
413
00:25:39,560 --> 00:25:41,080
And we're sitting there,
414
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:44,320
and we improvise some bullshit.
415
00:25:44,400 --> 00:25:47,480
Then he calls and says everything's fine.
He'll be there tomorrow.
416
00:25:48,360 --> 00:25:49,840
I'm like, "Okay, fine."
417
00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:52,360
"He'll hopefully come tomorrow."
418
00:25:53,280 --> 00:25:57,760
Depression in the ghetto
Forget SOS, no one's coming to save you
419
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:05,120
What do you think of hoodies
420
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,720
where you can zip up the hood
at the front?
421
00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:10,640
I think they had them in New York
five or ten years ago,
422
00:26:10,720 --> 00:26:12,280
but they were banned
423
00:26:12,360 --> 00:26:14,440
because they were used
to rob too many stores.
424
00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:17,760
{\an8}We wanted to present the brand,
the project, the cooperation
425
00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:21,160
{\an8}with Haftbefehl to a wider audience
at the OMR Festival.
426
00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:25,160
Thousands of visitors
in front of the stage,
427
00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:27,400
prime time for that kind of event.
428
00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:33,440
It's the most important event
in a marketing manager's calendar.
429
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:34,360
What can I say?
430
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:40,000
As moderator, I normally have
the great job of introducing people.
431
00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:43,200
Unfortunately, in this case,
things are a little different.
432
00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:47,840
Haftbefehl canceled with short notice
this morning.
433
00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:58,400
{\an8}In 2019, we extended Aykut's contract
434
00:26:59,360 --> 00:27:04,120
and organized a huge contract signing
here in Berlin.
435
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:06,680
All the Universal big shots are there.
436
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:09,960
Only Aykut is missing.
437
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:15,680
Just like in the movies.
A bright red Ferrari.
438
00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:19,200
Steps out, shades on, cap on backwards.
439
00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:20,880
"Ah, Max!"
440
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:23,200
I look down, he's not wearing shoes.
441
00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:27,840
He's wearing hotel slippers.
442
00:27:27,920 --> 00:27:30,480
He says, "Here I am."
I say, "Great you're here."
443
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:31,880
He says, "Yeah, all good."
444
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:37,400
And I can tell he hasn't slept much.
445
00:27:38,560 --> 00:27:43,080
Aykut comes in. Whirlwind. Loud, yelling.
446
00:27:43,160 --> 00:27:46,200
At one point,
he had our CEO in a headlock, like...
447
00:27:47,160 --> 00:27:50,240
And I'm thinking,
"Oh God, please let it end."
448
00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:52,200
Forever rich...
449
00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:55,200
He takes the contract,
holds it against the wall,
450
00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:58,280
puts the pen in his mouth,
and writes like this.
451
00:27:58,360 --> 00:28:02,320
You know, you know
Forever rich
452
00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:07,920
I mean, we talk about it now.
453
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:11,000
Yeah, that's how it is, of course.
That's Haftbefehl.
454
00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:14,600
But at some point,
there was a realization.
455
00:28:17,120 --> 00:28:20,000
It's funny up until it's no longer funny.
456
00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:29,120
Raise your hands, Mannheim!
Hands in the air!
457
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:33,000
Mannheim.
458
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:37,640
{\an8}That was the first day it went public.
459
00:28:41,320 --> 00:28:45,600
I want to thank everyone for taking part,
for being here from the start.
460
00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:48,200
I remember it well.
I'd also been booked that day.
461
00:28:48,280 --> 00:28:50,120
I came on before him, right before him.
462
00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:53,880
I hope you have a lot of fun.
My brother will come on stage now.
463
00:28:56,520 --> 00:29:00,080
I came off stage after my set,
and he came out, and he was...
464
00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:05,520
I'd never seen him like that before.
465
00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:15,280
Hello.
466
00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:31,400
Mannheim!
467
00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:11,280
And then he and I had
a really, really bad fight.
468
00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:15,880
He treated me like I didn't exist,
and he didn't listen to me at all.
469
00:30:15,960 --> 00:30:17,960
I didn't recognize my own brother.
470
00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:24,040
I didn't look good, that's for sure.
471
00:30:24,560 --> 00:30:26,480
Hafti can barely manage to hold on.
472
00:30:26,560 --> 00:30:29,400
- A scandalous showing.
- Wasn't able to speak straight.
473
00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:32,680
- The incident goes viral.
- The Haftbefehl performance was a washout.
474
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:35,440
- The concert was a disaster.
- ...stumbles around high...
475
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:36,720
TOTALLY HIGH, FALLS OVER, DRUGS
476
00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:38,560
...a massive disappointment...
477
00:30:46,280 --> 00:30:49,880
{\an8}When that happened, we were in the process
of releasing the album Mainpark.
478
00:30:51,240 --> 00:30:53,400
Aykut was about to go on tour.
479
00:30:55,920 --> 00:30:57,800
And we had to cancel it all.
480
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:01,000
CANCELED
481
00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:06,640
UNFORTUNATELY, I HAVE TO CANCEL THE TOUR
FOR HEALTH REASONS.
482
00:31:06,720 --> 00:31:09,720
MY BODY NEEDS A BREAK.
483
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:19,040
I...
484
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:22,720
started taking cocaine at the age of 13.
485
00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:26,680
I started smoking weed at 13
but lost interest after six months.
486
00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:28,280
That's when I started doing coke.
487
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:31,040
Twenty-five years.
488
00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:39,200
I didn't even know what it was back then.
489
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:43,480
I kept sinking further into a drug pit.
490
00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:49,080
At first, it was every three, four days.
Then I'd take coke every two days.
491
00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:50,640
With more money comes more coke.
492
00:32:00,280 --> 00:32:01,520
I called Neffi.
493
00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:05,440
"Neffi, he really likes you.
Please talk to him."
494
00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:09,560
And he did that for me.
495
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:14,120
Yeah, Mannheim...
496
00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:17,560
It just made me deeply sad.
497
00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:19,840
And, for the first time,
498
00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:23,200
I got the feeling
that I shouldn't meet up with him
499
00:32:23,280 --> 00:32:26,600
as a Universal employee to talk to him
and find out how things were going,
500
00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:28,920
but as Neffi.
501
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:34,480
And so I went to Aykut's hotel
502
00:32:35,680 --> 00:32:39,960
{\an8}because he'd shut himself in
and hadn't come out for a few days.
503
00:32:43,240 --> 00:32:45,000
It was so absurd.
504
00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:49,480
He was three floors up,
I was three floors below him,
505
00:32:49,560 --> 00:32:52,200
and we communicated by text.
506
00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:03,480
In the end, the core message was,
507
00:33:03,560 --> 00:33:07,040
"I'm not leaving until you come out,
and we go to a clinic."
508
00:33:32,440 --> 00:33:34,840
I slept for eight days.
509
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:36,840
Eight days!
510
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:40,040
I was wiped out.
511
00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:45,560
I woke up, took pills,
and went back to sleep.
512
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:49,240
Woke up, took pills, went back to sleep.
513
00:33:50,720 --> 00:33:54,560
I didn't know what pills I was taking.
I just took whatever they gave me.
514
00:33:57,320 --> 00:33:58,480
After eight days,
515
00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:01,880
I went to therapy downstairs
for the first time.
516
00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:03,920
I felt like a ghost.
517
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,960
I suddenly start to see shadows
and all that.
518
00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:19,080
Do you know what the therapist said to me?
519
00:34:19,600 --> 00:34:21,640
Do you know what she said?
520
00:34:21,720 --> 00:34:23,800
She said, "You're going to die."
521
00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:26,120
I was like, "Why would I die?"
522
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:28,760
I've been taking coke for 23 years.
523
00:34:28,840 --> 00:34:31,040
People mess me up way more than coke does.
524
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:38,200
I'm outta here.
525
00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:40,400
"I'm outta here."
526
00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:42,320
"Fuck it."
527
00:34:43,160 --> 00:34:46,480
I got my things and left.
528
00:34:46,560 --> 00:34:48,040
Cloak and dagger operation.
529
00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:54,920
Aykut didn't want therapy.
530
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:58,040
In the end, you're faced with
a force of nature.
531
00:34:58,120 --> 00:35:02,480
If he doesn't want to,
then he doesn't want to.
532
00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:07,160
I would have felt bad
if I'd had a say in it.
533
00:35:07,240 --> 00:35:09,440
If it had been something
that I'd had a say in.
534
00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:12,040
But only people
who've been through it themselves
535
00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:13,480
can understand drugs.
536
00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:18,280
I started taking coke at 13. I'm 38.
537
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:26,720
You always pay a high price.
538
00:35:27,240 --> 00:35:28,640
A very, very high price.
539
00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:32,280
That's show business.
It's a fucking stage.
540
00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:36,440
And you always have to be able
to put on a smile.
541
00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:39,760
I don't think there's any other job
542
00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:42,760
in which not being able to put on a smile
543
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:47,280
has so many negatives consequences,
you know?
544
00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:52,560
But you can't always smile.
545
00:35:54,320 --> 00:35:57,280
And so you might get a smile
by other means, you know?
546
00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:06,360
It's not easy.
547
00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:09,760
I take care of everyone.
548
00:36:10,400 --> 00:36:12,440
And when I've made sure
that everyone's okay,
549
00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:15,120
I withdraw and want to get high.
550
00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:19,320
Then I crawl into my hole and get high.
551
00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:23,880
I come back out after five days,
and by then the mood has tanked again.
552
00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:26,520
Then I have to make sure
everyone's okay again.
553
00:36:26,600 --> 00:36:29,760
Haha, hehe, Gucci here, Gucci there.
554
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:32,000
Mercedes here, Mercedes there.
555
00:36:32,080 --> 00:36:36,480
Baba, baba. Handle business for two days,
and then back in the hole.
556
00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:39,360
Back in the hole.
557
00:36:43,200 --> 00:36:44,360
Over there.
558
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:48,000
I have to wake up Daddy.
559
00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:57,720
Tell me, is everything okay?
560
00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:08,200
This is your first vacation, right?
561
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:11,400
Here, look.
562
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:14,000
Yes.
563
00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:15,920
You thought I wasn't coming, right?
564
00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:17,840
Yeah, I never know with you.
565
00:37:19,720 --> 00:37:20,760
Yeah, well...
566
00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:47,280
Babe, how are we getting to the airport?
In a cab? Then I should call one now.
567
00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:49,280
- Call one.
- Yeah? Okay.
568
00:37:50,760 --> 00:37:53,440
How long are we staying? One or two weeks?
569
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:56,240
Careful, angel.
570
00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:59,000
Our connection isn't as strong as it was.
571
00:38:00,560 --> 00:38:02,800
It really went downhill.
572
00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:08,200
Because we've really been getting
in each other's hair lately.
573
00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:19,120
You go to the airport.
I'll follow in first class.
574
00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:26,200
Kids, can you go ahead?
I'll get things in order and then...
575
00:38:40,280 --> 00:38:43,560
Haftbefehl has caused a lot of damage.
576
00:38:55,280 --> 00:38:58,880
Sometimes I wish
I could have my old life back.
577
00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:04,320
Just completely normal again.
But that's not possible.
578
00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:11,120
How many roses did you get?
579
00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:12,640
Two hundred.
580
00:39:12,720 --> 00:39:14,120
Yeah, from who?
581
00:39:16,080 --> 00:39:17,080
From you!
582
00:39:17,600 --> 00:39:19,040
From your secret admirer.
583
00:39:22,280 --> 00:39:24,360
That time period was so lovely.
584
00:39:26,520 --> 00:39:27,560
Look, look!
585
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:33,440
We messed around so much,
did so much dumb stuff.
586
00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:36,720
We were like kids.
587
00:39:45,360 --> 00:39:48,640
When he says,
"I'll come on vacation with you,"
588
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:52,120
I'm already expecting him
589
00:39:53,920 --> 00:39:55,200
not to.
590
00:39:57,960 --> 00:39:59,600
He can't leave it behind.
591
00:39:59,680 --> 00:40:04,200
I don't think he wants any of it.
But he can't. He just can't.
592
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:34,440
That's not how it's supposed to be.
That isn't my life.
593
00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:37,440
Unfortunately.
594
00:40:37,520 --> 00:40:38,880
It's not me.
595
00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:42,600
My life isn't a Kellogg's commercial, man.
596
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:43,760
Know what I mean?
597
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:47,800
I can never be the father
in the Kellogg's commercial.
598
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:48,880
You know?
599
00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:53,840
I'm Haft. I'm Aykut. I'm Celal's son.
Do you know what I mean?
600
00:41:19,400 --> 00:41:24,000
What's the best way
to explain my father's aura?
601
00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:28,680
My father was the kind of guy who,
when he walked down the street,
602
00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:32,240
regardless of who was there,
someone would always turn their head.
603
00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:37,880
It was an aura that he carried with him.
Like, that energy.
604
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:42,160
But it was also the style he had
as a person.
605
00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:45,400
My father only wore Versace, Armani.
606
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:48,400
His clothes must have been worth
half a million marks back then.
607
00:41:49,240 --> 00:41:52,840
He'd wear a suit maybe three, four times
and then just throw it in the trash.
608
00:41:54,720 --> 00:41:59,480
My father was one of the first people
who had a live music casino in Frankfurt.
609
00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:01,840
He had the best casino
in southern Germany.
610
00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:03,720
The biggest Turkish artists came to him.
611
00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:08,880
People who made money came to him.
612
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:12,160
Gamblers, mafia guys,
drug dealers, all sorts.
613
00:42:12,240 --> 00:42:15,520
People who'd made a name for themselves.
And they threw a lot of money around.
614
00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:17,480
On a big scale. On a grand scale.
615
00:42:25,640 --> 00:42:27,720
I remember him as...
616
00:42:28,320 --> 00:42:31,400
He only ever came home to sleep
for a couple of hours.
617
00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:33,440
Then he'd change,
618
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:36,160
take some suits with him,
and be gone for another few days.
619
00:42:36,240 --> 00:42:39,280
That's how it was all the time,
for as long as I can remember.
620
00:42:44,360 --> 00:42:46,560
Pay attention, Aykut.
621
00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:51,480
I played with the Kickers for eight years.
He never came once, for example.
622
00:42:51,560 --> 00:42:54,840
He never once came to training!
He never once came to a game, nothing!
623
00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:57,560
I'd lie to myself and think,
624
00:42:57,640 --> 00:42:59,640
"Maybe he was there
but didn't say anything."
625
00:42:59,720 --> 00:43:01,480
But I don't think it was like that.
626
00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:06,880
I did pretty well with the Kickers.
And you know, the fact he never once came?
627
00:43:08,840 --> 00:43:10,760
I thought it was strange, anyway.
628
00:43:17,160 --> 00:43:19,040
None of us knew what he did.
629
00:43:19,560 --> 00:43:22,920
Aytac didn't know, Aykut didn't know,
and I didn't know either.
630
00:43:27,200 --> 00:43:29,440
We were told
that he was a real estate broker.
631
00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:32,120
To this day,
I don't really know what he did.
632
00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:35,440
We know one thing though.
633
00:43:36,480 --> 00:43:38,280
He was very, very, very rich.
634
00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:40,480
He earned a whole lot of money.
635
00:43:41,280 --> 00:43:44,800
But somehow, we still lived
on the seventh floor of a high-rise
636
00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:48,640
in what may have been one of
the most fucked-up areas of Frankfurt.
637
00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:52,720
He was a professional gambler.
638
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:55,440
He used to gamble.
639
00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:02,480
One roll of the dice, 200,000 marks.
Two rolls, 400,000 marks.
640
00:44:03,160 --> 00:44:06,640
Third roll, 600,000 marks. And so on.
641
00:44:06,720 --> 00:44:09,720
A hardcore gambler.
He couldn't live without gambling.
642
00:44:11,360 --> 00:44:13,320
He got wiped out every night.
643
00:44:14,120 --> 00:44:17,320
It was nothing to him.
He had it back the next day.
644
00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:21,560
People said,
"He got money from somewhere."
645
00:44:21,640 --> 00:44:24,640
Until today, no one knows
where he got that money from.
646
00:44:24,720 --> 00:44:28,040
But I know that there used to be
a lot of money hidden at home.
647
00:44:33,760 --> 00:44:35,520
A white carpet.
648
00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:38,720
The whole bedroom was covered
in that carpet.
649
00:44:42,360 --> 00:44:44,600
There were two million marks
under the carpet.
650
00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:48,560
One day he had it. A week later,
he had nothing, he was in debt, you know?
651
00:44:52,640 --> 00:44:55,240
My father was always
a very unique character.
652
00:44:57,240 --> 00:45:03,760
And at some point,
the moment came where it all changed.
653
00:45:05,600 --> 00:45:09,400
Things really changed... over time.
654
00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:26,800
Make some noise
for the living rap legend, Haftbefehl!
655
00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:33,240
- Yes, brother.
- Hey, brother.
656
00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:34,160
Yes, brother.
657
00:45:34,240 --> 00:45:37,040
- Only the dead are legends.
- What? No, brother.
658
00:45:37,120 --> 00:45:39,200
You call someone a legend
when they're dead.
659
00:45:39,280 --> 00:45:42,880
- You're the living rap legend, brother.
- A living rap legend, is that possible?
660
00:45:43,600 --> 00:45:45,880
You call someone a legend
when they're dead, right?
661
00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:47,920
I'm still alive.
662
00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:49,680
I'm still alive.
663
00:45:49,760 --> 00:45:51,600
Let's all sing together!
664
00:45:52,120 --> 00:45:55,320
06-069, cho
665
00:45:56,120 --> 00:45:58,200
Rothschild theory
Gonna commit murder now
666
00:45:59,280 --> 00:46:02,040
Azzlack, open the gates to hell
667
00:46:03,400 --> 00:46:06,040
Guns are fired
While you rap over headphones
668
00:46:06,120 --> 00:46:10,080
I'm... I'm the pimp
German rap is my brothel
669
00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:14,000
Welcome to 06-069, cho
670
00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:16,680
06-069
671
00:46:22,280 --> 00:46:24,400
06-069, cho
672
00:46:24,480 --> 00:46:27,040
Aykut is the loveliest guy in the world.
673
00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:31,520
But Haftbefehl is dangerous.
674
00:46:31,600 --> 00:46:35,200
{\an8}He's a danger to himself too.
Because Haftbefehl has no fear.
675
00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:45,080
I think it's easier for him
to be Haftbefehl than Aykut Anhan
676
00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:49,240
because Aykut Anhan
has to take care of his family.
677
00:46:49,880 --> 00:46:54,240
And I think that's a huge battle
that he's always fighting with himself.
678
00:46:59,240 --> 00:47:01,360
06-069
679
00:47:04,040 --> 00:47:06,040
Thank you, Zurich! Thank you!
680
00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:08,000
Thank you!
681
00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:17,800
Come through.
682
00:47:25,280 --> 00:47:26,560
Close the door, honey.
683
00:47:30,400 --> 00:47:31,960
I love Aykut, yeah.
684
00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:34,240
But not Haftbefehl.
685
00:47:42,240 --> 00:47:43,920
I'll take this off.
686
00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:46,000
Hmm, yes. You can take that off, honey.
687
00:47:49,600 --> 00:47:52,320
He talked about his dad a lot.
688
00:47:54,080 --> 00:47:56,240
He was never able to work through it.
689
00:48:07,640 --> 00:48:11,200
My father was strange, for sure.
690
00:48:11,280 --> 00:48:13,000
He was strange. He was like...
691
00:48:18,120 --> 00:48:19,560
He would always sit by himself.
692
00:48:23,440 --> 00:48:25,120
Then he'd get up.
693
00:48:25,960 --> 00:48:29,960
He'd yell at me and my brother for a bit
because we played too loudly.
694
00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:33,080
{\an8}My father was an
695
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:36,680
{\an8}extremely authoritarian man.
696
00:48:37,560 --> 00:48:41,440
As safe as he made me feel,
that's how scared he made me feel too.
697
00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:49,440
When he became ill, he started to hit us.
698
00:48:49,520 --> 00:48:54,960
When he had depression,
he couldn't control his temper. You know?
699
00:48:57,200 --> 00:49:00,480
And that's when things got real.
700
00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:07,680
Seventh floor.
701
00:49:08,240 --> 00:49:09,320
I went up.
702
00:49:10,680 --> 00:49:12,200
I opened the door.
703
00:49:12,960 --> 00:49:15,040
- I was like, "Hello?"
- Hello?
704
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:19,880
I hear someone fighting for their life.
Unable to breathe.
705
00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:28,680
And I go in...
706
00:49:30,800 --> 00:49:33,160
I open the door, and I see my father.
707
00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:40,640
He has a towel around his neck
and is strangling himself like this.
708
00:49:40,720 --> 00:49:42,280
His eyes were popping out.
709
00:49:46,360 --> 00:49:47,840
He was close...
710
00:49:50,080 --> 00:49:51,960
And he slapped me. "Pow."
711
00:49:54,240 --> 00:49:57,760
I got scared.
He looked at me and started to laugh.
712
00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:00,920
"Are you trying to save your dad?"
713
00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:14,000
I was awake the whole night.
I didn't sleep.
714
00:50:14,080 --> 00:50:15,720
Went to school the next day.
715
00:50:16,400 --> 00:50:19,960
I sat in the hallway until 6:00 a.m.
because I was scared he'd die.
716
00:50:45,920 --> 00:50:49,640
What we went through wasn't easy.
It really wasn't easy.
717
00:50:50,640 --> 00:50:55,640
And you can't hold it against Aykut
when he says,
718
00:50:55,720 --> 00:51:01,200
"I couldn't really cope with it all,"
or, "I haven't processed it all."
719
00:51:01,920 --> 00:51:04,120
You really can't hold it against him
720
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:06,960
once you know exactly
what he went through and how.
721
00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:09,400
This is junk.
722
00:51:34,720 --> 00:51:40,400
OFFENBACH
JULY 2, 1999
723
00:51:44,040 --> 00:51:48,640
I still remember. It was raining hard,
and it was July 2nd.
724
00:51:56,120 --> 00:51:57,960
I came in. My little brother was there.
725
00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:02,560
My mother started crying when she saw me.
726
00:52:07,320 --> 00:52:09,040
I said, "Okay, it's over."
727
00:52:18,320 --> 00:52:20,360
Aykut smashed his head against the wall.
728
00:52:20,880 --> 00:52:24,440
Everyone tried to stop him. I said,
"Let him. He should let his hatred out."
729
00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:28,760
I was angry, yeah.
730
00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:31,640
I was fucking angry, yeah.
731
00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:35,280
I think the first time
I ran out of the house,
732
00:52:35,360 --> 00:52:37,920
I gave my neighbor a shove.
733
00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:39,200
For no reason.
734
00:52:39,280 --> 00:52:42,440
"Bam, you son of a bitch!
Why didn't your father die?"
735
00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:55,120
At that time, I was already
psychologically messed up, I think.
736
00:52:57,200 --> 00:52:59,240
I didn't even realize, you know.
737
00:53:00,840 --> 00:53:04,320
I didn't realize.
I only cried when I saw the little one.
738
00:53:07,600 --> 00:53:11,280
Yeah, whenever I saw the little one,
I'd cry.
739
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:13,840
He was so young. He was so sweet.
740
00:53:13,920 --> 00:53:17,360
I was like, "He's my little one, man.
I have to be there for him now."
741
00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:23,160
Aykut was like a father to me.
742
00:53:24,240 --> 00:53:25,440
100%.
743
00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:28,920
Yeah.
744
00:53:54,720 --> 00:53:56,800
I mean, when you think about
how you write songs
745
00:53:56,880 --> 00:54:00,360
as a way to work through your trauma,
746
00:54:00,440 --> 00:54:03,000
{\an8}and that's the most important thing
when it comes to trauma,
747
00:54:03,080 --> 00:54:06,240
{\an8}that you talk about it
and kind of get it out and let it go.
748
00:54:10,560 --> 00:54:15,280
If it hadn't bothered him or affected him
since he was 13,
749
00:54:15,360 --> 00:54:17,640
he wouldn't talk about it in his songs.
750
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:22,560
I don't even want to think about
what he'd be like
751
00:54:22,640 --> 00:54:24,360
if he didn't have these songs.
752
00:54:26,160 --> 00:54:28,280
The street is my teacher
753
00:54:28,360 --> 00:54:30,080
School sucked
754
00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:32,280
Dad leaving was real hard
755
00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:33,760
I curse that day
756
00:54:33,840 --> 00:54:35,480
My youth shattered like a glass
757
00:54:35,560 --> 00:54:37,120
I was 14 years old at the time
758
00:54:37,200 --> 00:54:39,760
The street took me in its arms
And never let go
759
00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:42,280
Why was I born?
Say "Yallah"
760
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:46,200
Leben, life, hayat
761
00:54:47,240 --> 00:54:49,720
Leben, life, hayat
762
00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:54,640
Leben, life, hayat
763
00:54:55,560 --> 00:54:56,680
Life
764
00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:04,040
{\an8}There's a series of tracks
on Haftbefehl's albums called "1999."
765
00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:07,000
{\an8}It has a total of six parts
over three different albums.
766
00:55:07,080 --> 00:55:10,880
{\an8}And that's probably
the most honest journal
767
00:55:10,960 --> 00:55:13,200
that's ever existed in German rap albums.
768
00:55:13,280 --> 00:55:20,160
Because those voice message skits
between him and Bazzazian, the producer,
769
00:55:20,240 --> 00:55:25,320
they're therapy sessions
recorded on an album.
770
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:30,120
Brother, I've been writing nonstop
up to now.
771
00:55:32,520 --> 00:55:34,360
I need some time out.
772
00:55:35,240 --> 00:55:37,680
Do you know how much went
into this album, brother?
773
00:55:37,760 --> 00:55:41,280
These lyrics that you're listening to,
that I'm sending you, brother.
774
00:55:41,360 --> 00:55:46,240
Every word, every line is true, brother.
775
00:55:46,320 --> 00:55:49,720
These lines break walls
Like Pink Floyd
776
00:55:49,800 --> 00:55:52,800
Deep messages in your face
Bro, enjoy
777
00:55:52,880 --> 00:55:56,400
Three grams of coke in my blood
Liters of Blue Label when I booze
778
00:55:56,480 --> 00:56:00,400
Twenty years of drugs
Why I act schizophrenic
779
00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:02,800
Most people love Haftbefehl
780
00:56:02,880 --> 00:56:07,720
because he's the one screaming at you
and creating these anthems.
781
00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:15,240
I'd probably say
it's the disarming honesty of the lyrics.
782
00:56:15,320 --> 00:56:18,840
Such honest words that,
let me put it this way,
783
00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:22,000
if I was part of his family,
they would scare me.
784
00:56:26,400 --> 00:56:28,360
Do I worry about my brother?
785
00:56:29,440 --> 00:56:32,720
I think that I wouldn't be his brother
if I didn't worry about him.
786
00:56:47,920 --> 00:56:48,880
Abi!
787
00:57:07,120 --> 00:57:09,080
Could you turn the cameras off briefly?
788
00:57:09,160 --> 00:57:10,000
Yes.
789
00:57:10,560 --> 00:57:11,480
Babo.
790
00:57:18,840 --> 00:57:21,840
I mean, it's not something that happened
from one day to the next.
791
00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:26,240
It's something that's developed over time.
And you're fighting a battle.
792
00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:28,480
Because that stuff really is the devil.
793
00:57:28,560 --> 00:57:31,280
And that stuff changes people
in a particular way.
794
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:33,000
First, you don't want to believe it
795
00:57:33,080 --> 00:57:35,560
because you've known that person
that way for 25 years.
796
00:57:36,160 --> 00:57:38,320
Suddenly, he's doing things
he never used to do.
797
00:57:38,400 --> 00:57:41,360
And you think, "That's not possible.
That's not him."
798
00:57:41,440 --> 00:57:44,440
To come to that realization,
especially as his brother,
799
00:57:44,520 --> 00:57:46,360
that's a completely different story.
800
00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:48,960
That's a completely different thing.
801
00:58:00,600 --> 00:58:05,720
{\an8}I think Aykut is the most
unpredictable artist that we work with,
802
00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:07,720
{\an8}and we really do a lot of shows.
803
00:58:08,800 --> 00:58:11,920
But you just can't plan anything.
804
00:58:12,000 --> 00:58:15,000
I mean, it's impossible to plan things
with Aykut.
805
00:58:17,120 --> 00:58:22,800
The idea was to organize
a big birthday concert for Aykut
806
00:58:22,880 --> 00:58:24,640
at the Jahrhunderthalle in Frankfurt.
807
00:58:26,560 --> 00:58:30,640
The whole venue sold out in no time.
808
00:58:32,320 --> 00:58:37,440
The problem, as ever,
was that we hadn't heard from Aykut.
809
00:59:07,600 --> 00:59:08,880
It's okay like that.
810
00:59:11,400 --> 00:59:13,200
Come in.
811
00:59:13,280 --> 00:59:16,480
Hey! Come in.
812
00:59:17,000 --> 00:59:19,200
He's peeing.
813
00:59:20,480 --> 00:59:22,040
Oh shit.
814
00:59:29,760 --> 00:59:31,760
{\an8}Did Aykut already get the stuff?
815
00:59:32,320 --> 00:59:35,160
{\an8}- Things are getting tight, time-wise.
- Yeah, for sure, brother.
816
00:59:35,240 --> 00:59:38,320
- But you know, doors open at 8:00 p.m.
- Yeah, brother.
817
00:59:38,400 --> 00:59:41,000
We need to get out of here
by 7:30 p.m. at the latest.
818
00:59:41,080 --> 00:59:42,120
Yeah, bro.
819
00:59:42,200 --> 00:59:44,920
{\an8}Farid's DJ only gets here at 5:00 p.m.
He's stuck in traffic.
820
00:59:45,000 --> 00:59:46,720
{\an8}- We can finish up then.
- Great.
821
00:59:46,800 --> 00:59:49,120
{\an8}Sabri and the others
are already there too.
822
00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:53,560
You work on it for eight months.
823
00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:58,000
No one knows
whether it's going to happen or not.
824
00:59:58,080 --> 01:00:02,440
You don't know what's going to happen.
825
01:00:41,240 --> 01:00:42,240
Great.
826
01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:45,080
Take your time.
827
01:00:46,360 --> 01:00:47,600
- You okay?
- Yeah.
828
01:00:49,240 --> 01:00:51,400
- Do you need a drink?
- All good.
829
01:00:52,040 --> 01:00:53,840
Thanks, brother.
830
01:00:54,680 --> 01:00:56,880
He always says he's fine.
831
01:00:57,520 --> 01:00:59,400
He's fine.
832
01:00:59,480 --> 01:01:01,440
He doesn't look that bad.
833
01:01:03,080 --> 01:01:06,880
I've realized that a person has to reach
that understanding themselves.
834
01:01:07,480 --> 01:01:09,000
There's no other way.
835
01:01:09,080 --> 01:01:10,840
I've tried everything.
836
01:01:11,360 --> 01:01:14,920
From separating, to taking the children,
837
01:01:15,000 --> 01:01:18,640
to moving here for good.
838
01:01:18,720 --> 01:01:20,240
So, away from him.
839
01:01:21,880 --> 01:01:23,960
Nothing worked. Nothing.
840
01:01:26,160 --> 01:01:29,080
Every now and then, I'd think,
"Okay, it's getting better,"
841
01:01:29,160 --> 01:01:32,400
but... no chance.
842
01:01:35,480 --> 01:01:36,480
It's fine.
843
01:01:50,000 --> 01:01:53,280
Kids had been standing
in front of the venue from 2:00 p.m.,
844
01:01:53,360 --> 01:01:54,480
wanting to get in.
845
01:01:57,840 --> 01:02:02,200
We hire a concert hall
for a six-figure sum,
846
01:02:02,280 --> 01:02:05,800
plus everything else,
and he probably won't even show up.
847
01:02:08,520 --> 01:02:10,240
I can't rehearse, wallah.
848
01:02:10,840 --> 01:02:13,280
I missed the rehearsals. I'm fucked.
849
01:02:13,360 --> 01:02:16,120
I just wanted to say,
the dog's staying here. Can we leave?
850
01:02:18,560 --> 01:02:20,320
Dude, what are we even talking about?
851
01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:22,560
I have a concert in front of 7,000 people.
I have to go!
852
01:02:33,680 --> 01:02:35,800
- He wants to drive.
- Come on, I'll just drive.
853
01:02:36,800 --> 01:02:39,200
- Are you for real right now?
- Like this?
854
01:02:39,280 --> 01:02:41,520
No. You have to put it into D, Nina.
855
01:02:41,600 --> 01:02:43,360
- Move the gear again.
- Not yet.
856
01:02:43,440 --> 01:02:45,400
Slowly, honey. Please stop!
857
01:02:45,480 --> 01:02:49,000
Yeah, dude. Man, dude. Crazy, dude!
858
01:02:56,320 --> 01:02:57,520
Hafti!
859
01:02:57,600 --> 01:02:59,800
Hey, how do we get to VIP?
860
01:02:59,880 --> 01:03:03,160
Haft walks into the room
You know you're big
861
01:03:03,240 --> 01:03:06,240
I have the aura
All eyes on me
862
01:03:06,320 --> 01:03:09,080
Because it's your dream, you envy me
863
01:03:09,160 --> 01:03:12,680
You think you're the shit?
I don't think so!
864
01:03:36,240 --> 01:03:37,840
Good to see you, my bro.
865
01:03:47,960 --> 01:03:50,840
Regardless of what it is,
you can't stop him.
866
01:03:51,920 --> 01:03:54,080
He says yes to everything,
867
01:03:54,160 --> 01:03:57,320
even when he's doing so badly
and is lying on the floor.
868
01:03:57,400 --> 01:04:00,240
How often have I said,
"Please just cancel."
869
01:04:00,320 --> 01:04:01,760
No, he's going.
870
01:04:02,800 --> 01:04:05,400
- When do we start?
- You're already seven minutes late.
871
01:04:05,480 --> 01:04:06,920
Because my nose is bleeding.
872
01:04:07,000 --> 01:04:09,560
Whoever's talking into the mic
should let me know.
873
01:04:09,640 --> 01:04:11,960
- Check if my nose is bleeding.
- I'll tell them.
874
01:04:12,040 --> 01:04:12,960
I can't tell.
875
01:04:14,720 --> 01:04:15,800
Shit.
876
01:04:15,880 --> 01:04:21,000
With Haftbefehl, or with me,
everyone's like, "He doesn't give a fuck."
877
01:04:21,600 --> 01:04:23,920
That's what they used to say.
"He doesn't give a fuck."
878
01:04:24,000 --> 01:04:27,000
"He doesn't care about anything."
And I don't care about anything.
879
01:04:27,080 --> 01:04:29,600
When it comes to art,
I stop caring about anything else.
880
01:04:30,120 --> 01:04:32,560
When it comes to art,
I stop caring about anything else.
881
01:04:33,840 --> 01:04:35,440
Aykut, we have to go.
882
01:04:37,960 --> 01:04:41,840
I've seen him before and thought,
"This won't work."
883
01:04:41,920 --> 01:04:46,680
And you think, "There's no way
something's going to happen out there."
884
01:04:46,760 --> 01:04:49,160
Hafti!
885
01:04:49,240 --> 01:04:53,840
And he steps out, and the crowd goes wild.
886
01:05:02,480 --> 01:05:06,120
Okay, 069, the area code
Now things get brutal
887
01:05:06,200 --> 01:05:10,000
Hit you bad
No reason, no morals
888
01:05:10,080 --> 01:05:12,560
I'm young, I'm wild, I'm antisocial
889
01:05:12,640 --> 01:05:15,920
Fuck Arnold
I'm Conan the Barbarian
890
01:05:17,800 --> 01:05:20,080
When he stepped out, somehow he delivered.
891
01:05:20,160 --> 01:05:22,600
He was there and was like, "Hey, today..."
892
01:05:22,680 --> 01:05:23,840
He was really there.
893
01:05:25,600 --> 01:05:28,840
But still, in myself, I was thinking,
894
01:05:28,920 --> 01:05:31,480
"We're not going to make it
to his birthday."
895
01:05:43,120 --> 01:05:45,880
No matter what he does, no matter what,
896
01:05:45,960 --> 01:05:51,040
it always looks like
he's about to mess everything up.
897
01:05:54,280 --> 01:05:58,600
The thing is though, that he,
that's what makes a rock star,
898
01:05:58,680 --> 01:06:01,280
the fact that he does
a fucking amazing job.
899
01:06:02,680 --> 01:06:04,400
I was born for this shit.
900
01:06:06,560 --> 01:06:08,160
I just need a mic and a beat.
901
01:06:15,200 --> 01:06:18,440
In the end,
Aykut was on stage for three hours.
902
01:06:19,400 --> 01:06:23,480
And he put everything he had
into making it happen.
903
01:06:28,120 --> 01:06:30,240
Hands up, everyone. All the way up!
904
01:06:31,520 --> 01:06:35,960
He just called all his rap friends,
and everyone came.
905
01:06:41,360 --> 01:06:45,240
We want more!
906
01:06:45,320 --> 01:06:51,360
More! Double the check!
More! Double the check! More!
907
01:06:51,440 --> 01:06:55,960
We want more!
908
01:06:56,040 --> 01:06:57,160
I love music.
909
01:06:59,320 --> 01:07:00,600
That's not gonna change.
910
01:07:02,040 --> 01:07:03,960
I'll make music until the day I die.
911
01:07:13,240 --> 01:07:17,120
{\an8}I think it was
like a week after the concert.
912
01:07:19,400 --> 01:07:20,720
Cem calls me.
913
01:07:22,800 --> 01:07:23,800
I answer.
914
01:07:25,320 --> 01:07:27,120
"Yussef, Aykut is in the hospital."
915
01:07:28,080 --> 01:07:28,960
"What?"
916
01:07:30,160 --> 01:07:32,520
"Aykut is in the hospital. He's dying."
917
01:07:38,000 --> 01:07:41,800
I get to the hospital
and go straight to the ER.
918
01:07:43,800 --> 01:07:45,400
"I'm looking for Aykut Anhan."
919
01:07:46,520 --> 01:07:48,200
"He's not here," she says.
920
01:07:49,360 --> 01:07:51,600
I'm confused.
I go out the front, out the back.
921
01:07:51,680 --> 01:07:54,520
And I turn around
and see an ambulance arrive.
922
01:07:54,600 --> 01:07:56,240
EMERGENCY ROOM
923
01:07:57,920 --> 01:08:00,040
They open the door,
and all I see are his feet.
924
01:08:05,320 --> 01:08:06,720
I thought he was dead.
925
01:08:13,600 --> 01:08:15,480
I swear, my eyes welled up.
926
01:08:17,440 --> 01:08:20,240
It got to the point
where they had to resuscitate Aykut.
927
01:08:34,560 --> 01:08:36,640
They said it was a cocaine overdose.
928
01:08:42,120 --> 01:08:43,920
Look, I'll tell you what happened.
929
01:08:47,240 --> 01:08:49,120
I got into a fight with my little brother.
930
01:08:50,520 --> 01:08:52,480
I wasn't in my right mind, you know.
931
01:08:53,640 --> 01:08:55,520
I said, "I'm going to kill myself."
932
01:08:56,520 --> 01:08:58,560
I went to the hotel, alone.
933
01:08:58,640 --> 01:09:00,680
I booked myself a suite.
934
01:09:00,760 --> 01:09:03,160
One gram here, one gram there.
935
01:09:03,720 --> 01:09:04,920
Every 20 minutes.
936
01:09:05,680 --> 01:09:08,160
The baggie was empty.
I couldn't believe it.
937
01:09:11,320 --> 01:09:12,920
My nose was bleeding.
938
01:09:13,440 --> 01:09:14,800
My eyes were tearing up
939
01:09:14,880 --> 01:09:18,760
because it burned my nose so badly,
you know. It was too much.
940
01:09:28,920 --> 01:09:32,840
Then I fell asleep
and woke up in intensive care.
941
01:09:44,720 --> 01:09:47,080
At some point, he opened his eyes.
942
01:09:49,000 --> 01:09:51,560
"Hey, am I dead?"
943
01:09:53,280 --> 01:09:56,120
"Abi, no, you're not dead. You're here."
944
01:09:59,760 --> 01:10:01,320
He flipped out.
945
01:10:04,000 --> 01:10:05,600
He was really angry.
946
01:10:11,360 --> 01:10:13,920
How is it that you escape death
947
01:10:14,000 --> 01:10:17,040
and then the first thing you do is
948
01:10:17,840 --> 01:10:20,040
get mad because you didn't die?
949
01:10:27,920 --> 01:10:29,720
It wasn't a good feeling.
950
01:10:31,160 --> 01:10:33,640
I was scared when I came back.
951
01:10:35,120 --> 01:10:36,520
All I saw was black, dude.
952
01:10:36,600 --> 01:10:42,720
All I remember is that I was shouting
and pulling all the wires off myself.
953
01:10:43,440 --> 01:10:46,320
I wanted to get back out and keep going.
954
01:10:48,160 --> 01:10:51,920
They all wanted me to stop.
They were upset to see me like that.
955
01:10:52,000 --> 01:10:54,240
"Mr. Anhan, pull yourself together."
956
01:11:01,680 --> 01:11:03,200
Then I got out and kept going.
957
01:11:05,000 --> 01:11:06,680
Right away. Ten grams.
958
01:11:34,880 --> 01:11:40,760
"MAN IN THE MIRROR"
2013 SONG
959
01:11:42,720 --> 01:11:44,960
Mirror, mirror on the wall
960
01:11:45,040 --> 01:11:48,040
I look at you, but who is that man?
Dammit
961
01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:49,880
Am I losing my mind?
962
01:11:49,960 --> 01:11:52,800
You're a mirror
But who is that man?
963
01:11:53,840 --> 01:11:55,480
I didn't recognize him
964
01:11:56,240 --> 01:11:58,120
And I'm starting to get scared
965
01:11:58,840 --> 01:12:00,200
How many years have gone by?
966
01:12:00,280 --> 01:12:03,240
I don't just ask the watch on my arm
But the clock on the wall
967
01:12:03,320 --> 01:12:05,560
First the street, then a star
Then the fall
968
01:12:05,640 --> 01:12:08,480
Like your father
Who no one helped back then
969
01:12:08,560 --> 01:12:11,480
I'm done with all your games
And yell, "Fuck you all"
970
01:12:11,560 --> 01:12:13,760
And shoot myself with the pump gun
In the nut
971
01:12:13,840 --> 01:12:15,160
Man in the mirror
972
01:12:24,200 --> 01:12:25,360
Man in the mirror
973
01:12:28,880 --> 01:12:30,760
"Man in the Mirror" was crazy.
974
01:12:31,440 --> 01:12:34,360
As though he already knew in 2013
how he'd turn out.
975
01:13:00,440 --> 01:13:03,560
That shapes you for your whole life,
whether you like it or not.
976
01:13:06,720 --> 01:13:12,280
A person has to come to terms with that,
deal with it, at that age.
977
01:13:12,360 --> 01:13:14,520
You can't do that on your own.
978
01:13:24,080 --> 01:13:25,360
It's depression.
979
01:13:26,880 --> 01:13:28,160
My grandmother,
980
01:13:29,280 --> 01:13:31,000
her brother took his own life.
981
01:13:31,720 --> 01:13:34,520
My father's youngest brother
took his own life.
982
01:13:35,040 --> 01:13:39,240
My father's father,
his brother took his own life.
983
01:13:41,400 --> 01:13:43,280
My father took his own life.
984
01:13:43,800 --> 01:13:45,600
Eventually, you ask yourself,
985
01:13:46,120 --> 01:13:48,480
"Okay, he did it, my father did it,
why shouldn't I?"
986
01:13:59,480 --> 01:14:01,440
I can tell you one thing about my brother.
987
01:14:02,600 --> 01:14:04,240
He's not scared of anything.
988
01:14:06,000 --> 01:14:10,400
The only thing that holds him back
is the people he loves.
989
01:14:41,600 --> 01:14:42,440
Are you in pain?
990
01:14:49,160 --> 01:14:50,920
Okay, let's go see the doctor.
991
01:15:12,280 --> 01:15:13,240
Come.
992
01:15:20,240 --> 01:15:22,000
Come, I want to show you something.
993
01:15:24,480 --> 01:15:26,520
First, I want to show you those two.
994
01:15:27,600 --> 01:15:29,000
That's my son Noah.
995
01:15:30,080 --> 01:15:33,240
That's my baby Aliyah.
It's her birthday today. My baby.
996
01:15:33,800 --> 01:15:35,560
And that's the piece of dirt.
997
01:15:36,720 --> 01:15:39,360
The piece of dirt on the left.
I'm the piece of dirt.
998
01:15:39,440 --> 01:15:42,480
But he loves his kids.
I love my kids more than anything.
999
01:15:45,960 --> 01:15:47,560
What's it called again?
1000
01:15:48,440 --> 01:15:52,800
"In my garden, in my garden.
In my garden..."
1001
01:15:53,920 --> 01:15:55,880
"A raven builds its nest."
1002
01:15:55,960 --> 01:15:58,840
What's it called? Here, Reinhard Mey.
Do you know Reinhard Mey?
1003
01:16:05,960 --> 01:16:10,080
In my garden, in my garden
1004
01:16:10,160 --> 01:16:14,680
The delphinium bloomed blue
Amongst the weeds
1005
01:16:14,760 --> 01:16:20,480
In my garden
Among the weeds in my garden
1006
01:16:20,560 --> 01:16:23,640
Where the other flowers wither
1007
01:16:24,160 --> 01:16:27,120
Flowers wither
1008
01:16:27,960 --> 01:16:31,840
In my roof, in my roof
1009
01:16:31,920 --> 01:16:35,000
A raven builds its nest
1010
01:16:35,520 --> 01:16:38,920
And under my crumbling roof
1011
01:16:39,000 --> 01:16:42,480
Under my crumbling roof
1012
01:16:42,560 --> 01:16:45,880
Where the wind blows through the beams
1013
01:16:45,960 --> 01:16:49,480
Where the wind blows through the beams
1014
01:16:49,560 --> 01:16:51,680
Brutal song, dude. Whoa.
1015
01:16:51,760 --> 01:16:53,120
Heavy.
1016
01:16:55,320 --> 01:16:59,000
In my life, in my life
1017
01:16:59,080 --> 01:17:02,440
She lost her way and found me
1018
01:17:02,520 --> 01:17:06,520
And she took up space in my life
1019
01:17:06,600 --> 01:17:10,000
Space in my narrow life
1020
01:17:10,080 --> 01:17:12,480
And created confusion in my mind
1021
01:17:13,640 --> 01:17:16,760
Created confusion in my mind
1022
01:17:17,560 --> 01:17:21,480
I gave her what I had
1023
01:17:21,560 --> 01:17:24,840
Of reason and understanding
1024
01:17:24,920 --> 01:17:28,400
I gave her my soul
1025
01:17:28,480 --> 01:17:32,080
May the good Lord forgive me
1026
01:17:32,160 --> 01:17:35,240
Because I had nothing else to give her
1027
01:17:35,920 --> 01:17:38,840
Because I had nothing else to give her
1028
01:17:53,680 --> 01:17:58,800
{\an8}SHORTLY AFTER THE CONCERT
1029
01:18:07,720 --> 01:18:08,560
Sit down.
1030
01:18:09,200 --> 01:18:11,000
Why didn't you cancel the performance?
1031
01:18:11,080 --> 01:18:12,520
Why should I have?
1032
01:18:13,080 --> 01:18:15,280
Your doctor said
that your life is at risk.
1033
01:18:15,360 --> 01:18:16,720
What am I supposed to do?
1034
01:18:17,840 --> 01:18:19,280
Go to the hospital.
1035
01:18:19,360 --> 01:18:20,280
And then?
1036
01:18:22,000 --> 01:18:24,880
Get treatment so that your life
is no longer at risk.
1037
01:18:24,960 --> 01:18:25,960
And then?
1038
01:18:26,560 --> 01:18:27,560
You'll feel better.
1039
01:18:27,640 --> 01:18:28,640
And then?
1040
01:18:29,360 --> 01:18:30,920
Then you'll feel even better.
1041
01:18:31,000 --> 01:18:31,960
And then?
1042
01:18:32,040 --> 01:18:33,240
And then really good.
1043
01:18:33,320 --> 01:18:34,320
And then?
1044
01:18:42,120 --> 01:18:43,280
Let's take a short break.
1045
01:18:43,360 --> 01:18:45,360
- Keep it rolling.
- Just for a bit.
1046
01:18:45,440 --> 01:18:47,000
No, keep it rolling.
1047
01:18:48,360 --> 01:18:51,680
I don't give a shit. You want to see me?
Here. Here I am.
1048
01:18:52,520 --> 01:18:54,200
- I have to leave.
- Go, then.
1049
01:18:54,280 --> 01:18:56,360
- I have to leave now, unfortunately.
- So go.
1050
01:18:58,240 --> 01:19:01,000
- But then I'll quit.
- Will you call me tomorrow?
1051
01:19:01,080 --> 01:19:02,800
I'll pull out of the documentary.
1052
01:19:15,880 --> 01:19:17,200
I need the mic.
1053
01:19:24,640 --> 01:19:26,000
- Give me the camera.
- Hmm?
1054
01:19:26,080 --> 01:19:27,200
Give me the camera.
1055
01:19:27,880 --> 01:19:29,120
Give me the camera.
1056
01:19:32,680 --> 01:19:33,920
Give it here.
1057
01:19:35,080 --> 01:19:36,040
Bye.
1058
01:19:36,720 --> 01:19:39,160
Okay. Let's go.
1059
01:20:19,480 --> 01:20:22,360
You sons of bitches! Get out!
1060
01:20:22,440 --> 01:20:24,120
Get out, you sons of bitches!
1061
01:20:24,200 --> 01:20:26,800
Allah will help me destroy these demons!
1062
01:20:26,880 --> 01:20:29,080
Allah, destroy these sons of bitches.
1063
01:20:29,160 --> 01:20:31,440
I'll fuck your mothers,
you sons of bitches.
1064
01:20:31,520 --> 01:20:34,680
You sons of bitches.
1065
01:20:34,760 --> 01:20:35,880
Get out!
1066
01:20:36,400 --> 01:20:37,600
Get out!
1067
01:20:38,840 --> 01:20:41,240
Get out, you sons of bitches. Out!
1068
01:20:41,320 --> 01:20:43,880
Those sons of bitches, that scum. Get out!
1069
01:20:51,080 --> 01:20:54,800
I sit on the edge of the log roof
And let the classics float
1070
01:20:54,880 --> 01:20:58,640
And I think while I count the stars
1071
01:20:59,360 --> 01:21:02,240
How much longer
Will the Earth keep turning?
1072
01:21:02,320 --> 01:21:05,960
Not much longer, as long as
It carries the devil on its shoulders
1073
01:21:06,040 --> 01:21:10,120
Blow the scars out of my soul
My childhood was cursed
1074
01:21:10,200 --> 01:21:13,920
Chisel the lines onto the walls
And blood is my ink
1075
01:21:14,000 --> 01:21:17,920
I yell as loud as I can
Into the Earth's atmosphere
1076
01:21:18,000 --> 01:21:21,960
"Dear God, will this be the night
That I die?"
1077
01:21:22,560 --> 01:21:24,000
If I were to die,
1078
01:21:25,280 --> 01:21:26,720
what remains?
1079
01:21:28,920 --> 01:21:31,000
Haftbefehl the junkie?
1080
01:21:32,920 --> 01:21:35,040
Or Haftbefehl the musician?
1081
01:21:37,720 --> 01:21:41,480
Looking for God
'Cause they give me hell
1082
01:21:45,320 --> 01:21:49,280
Looking for God
'Cause they give me hell
1083
01:22:18,120 --> 01:22:21,520
We got to the point where we realized
that if we didn't do something,
1084
01:22:21,600 --> 01:22:26,200
he'd either die or be damaged
for the rest of his life.
1085
01:22:27,120 --> 01:22:29,520
We have to do something.
1086
01:22:32,560 --> 01:22:35,640
A person in this situation,
doesn't matter who it is,
1087
01:22:35,720 --> 01:22:38,360
you can only help them
by taking the choice away from them.
1088
01:22:40,720 --> 01:22:42,360
He clearly said, "Forget it."
1089
01:22:43,280 --> 01:22:47,200
He said it to my face. "Forget it.
I'm not coming to Türkiye with you."
1090
01:22:47,280 --> 01:22:50,720
He just wasn't having it.
He wanted nothing to do with this clinic.
1091
01:22:52,040 --> 01:22:55,760
He's my brother,
and I'll see this through to the end.
1092
01:22:56,520 --> 01:22:58,080
If I give up, then I'll have lost.
1093
01:22:59,640 --> 01:23:00,840
I didn't give up.
1094
01:23:03,200 --> 01:23:05,480
It took me six months to persuade him
1095
01:23:05,560 --> 01:23:08,040
that he had to come to the clinic with me.
1096
01:23:08,120 --> 01:23:11,280
And he'd noticed it too.
"What are you planning?"
1097
01:23:11,360 --> 01:23:14,480
"I've got nothing planned.
I just want you to be well. Nothing more."
1098
01:23:15,600 --> 01:23:17,280
Just talk to the doctor.
1099
01:23:20,760 --> 01:23:22,400
They ask him a lot of questions.
1100
01:23:22,480 --> 01:23:26,800
He answers the questions,
but kind of like, "Nah..."
1101
01:23:26,880 --> 01:23:29,000
He's playing them,
not taking it seriously.
1102
01:23:31,680 --> 01:23:35,920
Then the psychologist says to him,
"But we have to take your phone."
1103
01:23:36,880 --> 01:23:38,200
He kicked off right away.
1104
01:23:38,280 --> 01:23:41,440
"Are you joking? You think I'm a child?
Do I look like a child?"
1105
01:23:41,520 --> 01:23:43,640
I think, "No, the whole plan is screwed."
1106
01:23:45,280 --> 01:23:47,520
I look at the doctor, and he says,
1107
01:23:48,040 --> 01:23:49,760
"Know what? We'll make an exception."
1108
01:23:53,720 --> 01:23:57,320
He signs. My brother starts to stress.
1109
01:23:57,840 --> 01:23:59,680
I say, "They just want to check you."
1110
01:24:05,200 --> 01:24:06,680
What he didn't notice,
1111
01:24:08,520 --> 01:24:09,920
the papers he signed
1112
01:24:12,440 --> 01:24:16,000
were a power of attorney in my favor.
1113
01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:18,800
They get into the elevator.
1114
01:24:19,440 --> 01:24:23,200
At the other side of this elevator
is a locked institution.
1115
01:24:26,080 --> 01:24:29,840
While I'm still talking
to the psychologist, my phone rings.
1116
01:24:29,920 --> 01:24:31,280
Because he kept his phone.
1117
01:24:31,800 --> 01:24:33,520
I answer at some point, and he says,
1118
01:24:33,600 --> 01:24:35,920
"If you don't get me out now,
you'll see what happens."
1119
01:24:36,000 --> 01:24:38,160
"From now on, you're my biggest enemy."
1120
01:24:38,240 --> 01:24:40,960
I say, "Okay, hold on. I'll get you out."
1121
01:24:41,040 --> 01:24:42,640
"I promise, I'll get you out."
1122
01:24:43,720 --> 01:24:46,680
I turn on airplane mode,
put my phone down.
1123
01:24:46,760 --> 01:24:48,160
He's staying here for now.
1124
01:24:48,240 --> 01:24:51,600
My whole body felt like someone
had poured boiling water over my head.
1125
01:24:51,680 --> 01:24:53,400
I was totally beside myself.
1126
01:24:54,440 --> 01:24:58,760
Locking up your own brother,
that's like locking a part of yourself up.
1127
01:25:14,840 --> 01:25:19,280
Look, to be honest,
I'd be dead if I hadn't gone in there.
1128
01:25:20,600 --> 01:25:23,840
I was already practically dead.
I wasn't aware of anything.
1129
01:25:40,200 --> 01:25:42,160
I don't know how to describe it.
1130
01:25:46,280 --> 01:25:48,360
Those drugs just change everything.
1131
01:25:56,160 --> 01:25:57,480
Ice cream!
1132
01:25:58,000 --> 01:26:00,080
- Ice cream?
- Yes.
1133
01:26:03,560 --> 01:26:04,440
Aliyah.
1134
01:26:13,320 --> 01:26:15,880
The soul suffers most with cocaine.
1135
01:26:16,640 --> 01:26:19,880
Look, life is like a candle, you know?
1136
01:26:20,840 --> 01:26:25,520
You take that stuff,
and it burns down slowly, you know?
1137
01:26:26,240 --> 01:26:30,760
At some point, you get to the end,
and the candle is gone.
1138
01:26:32,600 --> 01:26:35,400
Kids! Come, we're going to buy some toys.
1139
01:26:45,760 --> 01:26:47,720
What's up with you? When are you back?
1140
01:26:48,360 --> 01:26:49,840
- Tomorrow.
- How are the kids?
1141
01:26:49,920 --> 01:26:51,200
Good. They're right here.
1142
01:26:51,720 --> 01:26:53,360
Tell them a big hi from me.
1143
01:26:53,880 --> 01:26:55,280
Okay. Talk tomorrow, hadi.
1144
01:26:55,360 --> 01:26:57,280
Okay, hadi, brother. Bye.
1145
01:26:57,360 --> 01:26:58,400
Hadi, brother.
1146
01:27:15,800 --> 01:27:19,360
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.
But giving up isn't an option.
1147
01:28:01,960 --> 01:28:05,160
You haven't once said to me,
1148
01:28:05,680 --> 01:28:08,080
"You can't show that.
I'm not having that."
1149
01:28:08,600 --> 01:28:10,520
- Why not?
- Why not?
1150
01:28:11,760 --> 01:28:13,520
So, lie?
1151
01:28:15,200 --> 01:28:16,880
No, I don't want that.
1152
01:28:21,360 --> 01:28:22,440
What's the truth, man?
1153
01:28:22,520 --> 01:28:25,600
That I'm surrounded by ten naked women
the whole time?
1154
01:28:25,680 --> 01:28:29,040
This is a hip-hop video, bro.
Don't forget reality. You understand?
1155
01:28:29,120 --> 01:28:31,040
This is reality.
1156
01:28:47,200 --> 01:28:48,400
No, man.
1157
01:28:49,120 --> 01:28:50,840
It has to be honest, bro.
1158
01:28:56,640 --> 01:29:03,080
{\an8}BABO
KURDISH FOR FATHER
1159
01:32:12,160 --> 01:32:17,160
Subtitle translation by: John Turner