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- Thanks.
- Glasses.

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Oh, damn.

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You'd better answer that.

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It's Helen.

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- Helen?
<i>- Dad?</i>

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Yeah. I'm just heading off.

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<i>I just saw a pair of Goshawks.</i>

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A pair?

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Yeah.

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<i>Was it a display flight?</i>

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No, not fully. They weren't diving.

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They were sort of gliding around
each other. Beautiful.

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<i>- Oh.</i>
- At one point they got mobbed

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by some angry crows, but they
were just like, whatever.

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<i>Bet the crows didn't hang
around for long.</i>

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<i>They're not stupid.</i>

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They didn't want to end up being lunch.

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<i>Well done, you.</i>

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<i>Still got my spotting scope then?</i>

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Er... yeah, sorry.

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<i>Bring it back next weekend
and don't forget.</i>

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- I will. Promise.
<i>- Alright. Bye.</i>

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Alright. Bye, Dad.

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Hi, everyone.

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Right, grab your things,
we're going to the pub.

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Yep. Come on.
It's a class outing. Let's go.

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Little bit more enthusiasm.

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Right, it's lunchtime
on the 28th of February, 1953.

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Watson and Crick are hurrying
along this street,

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on their way to the Eagle
where they're about to

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burst through the doors and shout,

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"We have discovered the secret of life."

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But how did that discovery
come to be their story?

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What about Rosalind Franklin?

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Without her brilliant work,

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their Nobel Prize-winning
eureka moment

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could never have happened, could it?

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And throughout this term,
we've investigated how science

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isn't as objective as we assume it to be,

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that societal factors deeply and invisibly

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inform its workings.

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For example, you could argue
that the history

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of scientific discovery
has been dominated

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by the "Great Man" theory.

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So, let's consider Crick and Watson

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as they rush towards this famous door,

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and Franklin, working quietly in her lab,

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is it true that "Whoever gets to
tell the story, wins the prize?"

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Now, some people think that
Watson, you can go in,

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was a bit of a wanker, but
that's not really an expression

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that your examiners would appreciate,

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so I'd leave that out of your exam paper,

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if I were you.

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Oh, sorry.

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Oh, my God, it's freezing.

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Sorry, I'm late. Sorry.

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Ooh, a bit of light reading?

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You know me, I love a bit of Kripke.

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I'm starving.

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Warm yourself up for two
minutes, and then we'll go.

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- I spend my life...
- Hello, you.

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Sitting on doorways.

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You're not a house spider.
You should be outside.

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Come on.

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Excuse me? You have been invited

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to apply for a post-doc
at the Max Planck Institute.

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You jammy devil.

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Yeah, but do I really want to go
to Germany for three years?

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Yes, you do.

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Think of all those Nobel Prize
winners that went there.

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Well, they've only asked me
to apply. I haven't got it yet.

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Yeah, but you are going to
apply, aren't you?

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I might do.

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Excellent news. We can celebrate.

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Oh.

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Hi, Mum. I'm just on my way out.

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- Mum?
<i>- I've, um.</i>

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<i>I've had a phone call
from St Thomas' Hospital.</i>

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<i>It's Dad.</i>

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<i>He... he went up to London this morning</i>

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<i>to cover the storm for the paper,</i>

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<i>and, uh,</i>

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<i>and someone found him.</i>

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<i>He'd collapsed in the street.</i>

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<i>An ambulance came and took him
to hospital...</i>

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<i>But when they arrived,
there was nothing...</i>

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Helen?

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Helen, what's happened?

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Uh...

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What are we doing?

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The table's booked, and we're late.

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Well, who gives a shit about the table?

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My mum said not to come tonight.

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My brother's with her.

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We may as well, we have to eat.

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Oh, you, uh... you don't like your meal?

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Her father passed away.

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Oh.

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Wait, let me get you something.

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There we go. Okay.

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And, uh... sorry for your loss.

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Thank you.

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Thank you so much.

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Thank you.

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Okay.

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I'll get the bill.

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Bye, Dad.

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Mum: He's still working dusk and dawn.

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When I finished work,

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I thought Dad would do the same.

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But I'm still waiting.

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Dad: I'm not in
your mother's good books.

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Yeah, she said.

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She wants me to stop working
for the paper.

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And what do you want to do?

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Dad: Carry on, of course.

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You could slow down a bit.

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What would be the point?

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You could have fun with Mum.

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You don't need me to be retired
to have fun.

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Dad, that looks nasty.
How did you do it?

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Oh.

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Trimming the tree.

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How many times you been told
about reckless tree surgery?

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Time heals all wounds.

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Wounds all heals.

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I never forget a face, but in your case,

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I'll make an exception.

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These are Mr Macdonald's belongings.

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James: Yeah, I... I'll take those.

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Nurse: I'm sorry for your loss.

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Any hobbies?

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Astronomy.

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Yeah. Natural history.

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Geology.

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Etymology.

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Ornithology.

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He liked aeroplanes.

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Might you be interested in a, um

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in a themed coffin?

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Um...

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There is an astronomy option
on the next page.

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Um...

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Do you have anything plain?

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Of course.

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Sorry, Mum.

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Stop it.

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I don't know how
I'm going to manage the garden.

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Dad did everything.

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We'll work something out, Mum.

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<i># ...wolves #</i>

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<i># When we were wolves #</i>

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Shit.

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Oh!

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Shit.

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Shit.

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- Oh.
- Excuse me?

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I think you'll find that it says no parking.

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Yeah, I can read!

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There's no need to take that tone.

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Sorry. Sorry, this is just...
it's my dad's car,

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and I'm not really used to driving it.

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Well, perhaps your father
needs to give you

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a few lessons.

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Yeah, well, he can't do that
right now, because he's dead.

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Sorry.

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<i># And we banged on our pianos #</i>

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<i># La, la, la, la, la, la #</i>

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Helen: Thanks for the lift, Dad.

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Pleasure.

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Trains are a nightmare
at the moment, aren't they?

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No problem.

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How's it going?

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I just don't really know.
I don't... really even feel like

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I want to be an academic anymore.

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Okay.

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- I don't know.
- Hmm?

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The kids aren't as inspired
as I would like them to be.

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You know, they don't really seem
to be that interested

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in what I've got to say.

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Maybe I'm just saying things

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that aren't very interesting

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could be a possibility.

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Ah, I doubt it.

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I doubt it very much.

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No, Dad. Please don't even
think about it.

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Dad. Oh, my...

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God.

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Hey, hey, hey, hey!
You can't take photographs.

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- You can't be in here.
- Dad, come on.

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Officer: It's a crime scene.

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You're gonna have to leave, Sir.

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- You're gonna have to go.
- It's a public road.

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No, this is a crime scene.
No photographs, okay?

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- We'll take your camera.
- That's alright, don't worry.

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No you won't, I don't think so.

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If you come back,
we'll take your camera.

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I don't think so.

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Relax.

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Silly sod.

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Alright, let's go.

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It's alright.

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Now, then...

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What were you saying?

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How I don't want to be
an academic anymore.

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Oh, look at that.

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Wow.

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What is it?

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Too late.

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No, I missed...

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Mum: <i>Aunty Mo sends her love.</i>

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Helen: That's nice.

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<i>We had a glass of wine</i>

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<i>and watched a film on the television.</i>

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Good.

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<i>Well, I better get to the shops.</i>

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<i>James and the family
are coming over later.</i>

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Dad wouldn't want us
to mope, would he?

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No, he'd definitely be against
any kind of moping.

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You're not moping now, are you?

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No.

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No moping allowed.

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<i>Okay. Well... bye, then.</i>

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Bye, Mum.

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Isn't that your job to buy me one

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no you're not allowed to
because you don't go here.

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Oh, hang on.

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So, you go here

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and I'll come meet you the other side.

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Those guys are seriously scary.

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A single pea falls on the floor

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and they take you outside
and behead you.

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It's in the College Statutes.

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- Oculi omnium in te aspiciunt...
- Sorry.

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Et in te sperant, Deus.

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Tu das illis escam tempore oportuna.

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Aperis tu manus, et imples omne
animal benedictione tua.

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This is Oshan. He's finishing his PhD.

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- Hi. How are you doing?
- Amar. Nice to meet you, man.

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So, what do you do, Amar?

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Uh, I'm an art dealer.

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- Wow.
- Yeah.

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We met on Twitter.

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We did.

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Good a place as any
to get acquainted these days.

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Sure.

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Was she putting on the Australian accent

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just to throw me off? Or was that...?

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Was that...

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Yeah, she does it when she's out.

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No, no, she is actually Australian.

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Okay, she seemed...

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Is that your post? Alright.

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- She liked you.
- Did she?

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- Yeah.
- Okay. It's alright.

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Bedtime reading?

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Interesting choice.

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Will you come abroad with me?

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00:21:41,281 --> 00:21:43,401
You... you mean like go travelling?

263
00:21:45,641 --> 00:21:46,961
Where are you thinking?

264
00:21:47,401 --> 00:21:48,401
Germany.

265
00:21:48,521 --> 00:21:50,481
Germany?

266
00:21:51,201 --> 00:21:52,361
- Okay.
- Well, no,

267
00:21:52,481 --> 00:21:54,057
I've got the possibility of a fellowship

268
00:21:54,081 --> 00:21:55,801
at the Max Planck Institute in Berlin.

269
00:21:55,921 --> 00:21:57,361
Oh, I've never been to Berlin.

270
00:21:57,881 --> 00:22:00,961
I mean, I haven't actually, um,
finished my application yet,

271
00:22:01,081 --> 00:22:03,401
but I... I'm gonna do that later today.

272
00:22:03,521 --> 00:22:05,241
It's definitely on my to-do list.

273
00:22:05,921 --> 00:22:06,961
Come with me.

274
00:22:09,641 --> 00:22:10,841
Helen, I can't just

275
00:22:11,801 --> 00:22:13,641
you know, move to Berlin.

276
00:22:14,081 --> 00:22:15,881
Oh, I know. I don't mean forever.

277
00:22:45,801 --> 00:22:47,161
Friend:<i>Is it retrievable?</i>

278
00:22:50,721 --> 00:22:52,121
I don't think so, no.

279
00:22:54,161 --> 00:22:55,721
He saw all the self-help books.

280
00:22:56,681 --> 00:22:58,881
<i>Maybe you should have told him
about your dad.</i>

281
00:22:59,561 --> 00:23:00,721
Hmm.

282
00:23:01,081 --> 00:23:02,561
<i>Just forget him, Helen.</i>

283
00:23:04,801 --> 00:23:06,921
<i>I told you, this is not
what you need right now.</i>

284
00:23:07,041 --> 00:23:10,521
- Okay. Okay. Okay, bye.
<i>- Bye.</i>

285
00:24:13,121 --> 00:24:15,001
- Helen.
- Hi, Stu. Sorry.

286
00:24:15,121 --> 00:24:17,201
I know I should have called,
but I just, um...

287
00:24:23,041 --> 00:24:24,161
Come here.

288
00:24:28,841 --> 00:24:29,841
Coming in?

289
00:24:30,401 --> 00:24:31,881
- Yeah.
- Having a weigh-in.

290
00:24:32,001 --> 00:24:33,081
Are you?

291
00:24:33,681 --> 00:24:35,481
- Oh, blimey.
- You've got a new Peregrine.

292
00:24:35,601 --> 00:24:37,401
Yeah. This is Sweetie.

293
00:24:39,201 --> 00:24:41,761
You know, softer the name,
fiercer the falcon.

294
00:24:42,521 --> 00:24:44,601
Yeah, she's up half an ounce, Mands.

295
00:24:44,961 --> 00:24:46,281
I should have weighed her before.

296
00:24:46,321 --> 00:24:48,601
Oh, I told you, you gave her
too much yesterday.

297
00:24:48,721 --> 00:24:50,121
Oh, shut up.

298
00:24:51,481 --> 00:24:53,521
- Come here.
- Hello, Sweetie.

299
00:24:53,641 --> 00:24:55,161
Come on. Come on. Come on.

300
00:24:57,361 --> 00:24:58,481
Alright.

301
00:25:01,961 --> 00:25:03,521
Hey, calm it.

302
00:25:06,641 --> 00:25:07,961
Hello.

303
00:25:10,041 --> 00:25:11,401
She's a beauty.

304
00:25:11,881 --> 00:25:13,361
Yes.

305
00:25:13,601 --> 00:25:14,801
Alright, shall we go down?

306
00:25:14,921 --> 00:25:15,921
Yeah.

307
00:25:18,081 --> 00:25:19,481
I'll get the door.

308
00:25:22,401 --> 00:25:24,041
- See you in a bit.
- See you in a bit.

309
00:25:32,281 --> 00:25:33,761
Helen: I've been having these dreams.

310
00:25:34,401 --> 00:25:35,561
Bad ones?

311
00:25:36,081 --> 00:25:38,001
Dreams of Goshawks, actually.

312
00:25:38,121 --> 00:25:42,521
Ooh. Goshawks, the wildest
and maddest of raptors.

313
00:25:43,121 --> 00:25:44,537
You always said you'd never fly a Gos.

314
00:25:44,561 --> 00:25:45,641
Yeah, I know.

315
00:25:45,841 --> 00:25:48,001
But didn't you have a Finnish Gos

316
00:25:48,121 --> 00:25:50,321
when we first met at that falconry club?

317
00:25:50,441 --> 00:25:51,601
The Old Girl.

318
00:25:52,241 --> 00:25:53,761
Oh, I loved that hawk.

319
00:25:54,801 --> 00:25:56,257
Bloody hell, that was over ten years ago.

320
00:25:56,281 --> 00:25:58,281
That was before you and me
got together, Mand.

321
00:25:58,921 --> 00:26:01,241
And Helen was hanging around
in Cambridge after uni,

322
00:26:01,321 --> 00:26:02,321
on the dole.

323
00:26:02,761 --> 00:26:04,641
- Oi.
- And flying falcons with me

324
00:26:04,761 --> 00:26:06,201
instead of looking for a proper job.

325
00:26:09,001 --> 00:26:10,201
And what was she like?

326
00:26:10,321 --> 00:26:11,721
Oh, she was a beast.

327
00:26:12,201 --> 00:26:14,281
Flying her was as stressful as hell.

328
00:26:15,561 --> 00:26:18,161
You're not thinking of getting
a Goshawk, are you, Helen?

329
00:26:18,841 --> 00:26:20,081
I don't know. Maybe.

330
00:26:21,121 --> 00:26:22,601
Seriously, they're a handful.

331
00:26:23,401 --> 00:26:24,577
Do you really want to have to deal with

332
00:26:24,601 --> 00:26:26,441
the perfectly evolved psychopath?

333
00:26:29,041 --> 00:26:30,481
Don't even think about it,

334
00:26:31,121 --> 00:26:32,801
especially not in your current state.

335
00:26:34,041 --> 00:26:35,681
What about a nice little merlin?

336
00:26:35,801 --> 00:26:39,241
No. No, I don't... I don't want
a lady's bird, Mandy. I.

337
00:26:40,201 --> 00:26:41,441
I want a Goshawk.

338
00:26:42,401 --> 00:26:43,721
I think.

339
00:26:44,721 --> 00:26:45,761
I need one.

340
00:26:52,681 --> 00:26:53,921
Mm, good.

341
00:26:55,161 --> 00:26:56,257
Mum: <i>I thought I'd make an attempt</i>

342
00:26:56,281 --> 00:26:57,721
<i>to sort out Dad's study.</i>

343
00:27:00,161 --> 00:27:01,921
<i>- Are you still there?</i>
- Yeah.

344
00:27:04,161 --> 00:27:05,881
What are you doing about your work?

345
00:27:06,161 --> 00:27:07,281
Um...

346
00:27:12,081 --> 00:27:13,241
Helen?

347
00:27:13,441 --> 00:27:14,801
Well, my, um

348
00:27:15,161 --> 00:27:16,641
fellowship doesn't end until January,

349
00:27:16,681 --> 00:27:18,401
and I can still teach here until then.

350
00:27:18,761 --> 00:27:21,081
But don't you lose your college
house this term?

351
00:27:21,321 --> 00:27:22,521
<i>Where will you live?</i>

352
00:27:24,441 --> 00:27:25,801
<i>Honestly, Helen.</i>

353
00:27:57,321 --> 00:27:59,001
This feels like a drug deal.

354
00:28:10,001 --> 00:28:11,561
That's got to be him, right?

355
00:28:14,881 --> 00:28:16,401
Why has he got two boxes?

356
00:28:17,361 --> 00:28:18,961
- I didn't want one.
- Helen Macdonald?

357
00:28:19,081 --> 00:28:20,681
- Yeah?
- Could you get your boot for me?

358
00:28:20,761 --> 00:28:22,201
Oh, yeah, sorry.

359
00:28:26,841 --> 00:28:27,881
Oop.

360
00:28:38,921 --> 00:28:40,601
- Money?
- Yeah.

361
00:28:47,561 --> 00:28:49,841
And your documents.

362
00:28:57,601 --> 00:28:58,961
Thank you.

363
00:29:00,561 --> 00:29:01,601
Oh, hang on.

364
00:29:02,321 --> 00:29:04,041
I think she's slipped her hood.

365
00:29:12,601 --> 00:29:14,001
Let's get her out.

366
00:29:14,801 --> 00:29:16,761
I have to check her ring number, anyway.

367
00:29:25,721 --> 00:29:27,041
Pop her hood on for me.

368
00:29:27,361 --> 00:29:28,921
You don't want to get her scared.

369
00:29:37,201 --> 00:29:38,801
You told me you'd done this before.

370
00:29:39,321 --> 00:29:40,601
Yeah, I have. Just

371
00:29:41,441 --> 00:29:43,521
not for a few years.
And never with a Goshawk.

372
00:29:48,041 --> 00:29:49,641
There you go. See that?

373
00:29:50,481 --> 00:29:53,161
Do you know the trick
for a well-behaved Gos?

374
00:29:53,681 --> 00:29:54,681
Murder.

375
00:29:54,801 --> 00:29:56,081
Calms them right down.

376
00:29:56,521 --> 00:29:58,401
Get her out hunting
as quickly as you can

377
00:29:58,521 --> 00:29:59,961
and let her kill a lot.

378
00:30:05,241 --> 00:30:08,761
Oh, no. I'm sorry, this is the wrong bird.

379
00:30:08,881 --> 00:30:10,281
What?

380
00:30:20,761 --> 00:30:22,081
This one's yours.

381
00:30:26,001 --> 00:30:27,081
Are you sure?

382
00:30:27,201 --> 00:30:28,481
It says so here.

383
00:30:32,841 --> 00:30:34,601
Sorry, this is

384
00:30:35,001 --> 00:30:36,401
really awkward, but

385
00:30:36,601 --> 00:30:38,001
do you think there's any chance

386
00:30:38,121 --> 00:30:40,161
that I could have the first one?

387
00:30:41,401 --> 00:30:43,721
I've sold her to somebody else.
They'll be here any minute.

388
00:30:45,601 --> 00:30:48,881
I... I know this is really out
of order, but please

389
00:30:51,121 --> 00:30:54,921
please, this isn't my bird. I... She's not.

390
00:30:55,041 --> 00:30:57,281
Please, can I have the first one? Please.

391
00:30:58,081 --> 00:31:00,361
We're gonna have to change
all the paperwork.

392
00:31:04,361 --> 00:31:05,601
Thank you.

393
00:31:18,841 --> 00:31:20,961
Are you sure you don't want me
to come in with you?

394
00:31:21,081 --> 00:31:22,601
- Sure, yeah.
- Okay.

395
00:31:22,721 --> 00:31:24,361
Thank you. Thanks.

396
00:31:25,361 --> 00:31:26,641
Good luck.

397
00:32:12,041 --> 00:32:13,361
There you go.

398
00:32:13,881 --> 00:32:15,201
Home now.

399
00:32:24,041 --> 00:32:25,361
Good night.

400
00:37:59,641 --> 00:38:01,361
Let's try standing up.

401
00:38:04,561 --> 00:38:05,801
There we go.

402
00:38:08,521 --> 00:38:10,041
Let's go for a walk.

403
00:38:26,121 --> 00:38:27,721
This is my kitchen.

404
00:38:31,961 --> 00:38:33,281
It's not that bad.

405
00:38:33,961 --> 00:38:35,001
Oh.

406
00:38:35,721 --> 00:38:37,001
Thanks very much.

407
00:38:37,241 --> 00:38:39,001
These are some of my treasures.

408
00:38:40,961 --> 00:38:42,481
Sabre-toothed tiger.

409
00:38:42,601 --> 00:38:44,521
Bought it with my pocket money
when I was little.

410
00:38:45,081 --> 00:38:46,841
Bet you've never seen
one of them before.

411
00:38:51,641 --> 00:38:53,201
You're doing very well.

412
00:39:07,001 --> 00:39:08,281
And that's a kettle.

413
00:39:11,761 --> 00:39:12,921
And a toaster.

414
00:39:16,441 --> 00:39:17,761
Let's go and look at them.

415
00:39:21,761 --> 00:39:22,961
Good girl.

416
00:39:27,321 --> 00:39:28,601
Good girl.

417
00:39:35,241 --> 00:39:36,801
What's that you're looking at?

418
00:40:15,641 --> 00:40:16,961
You've got to eat.

419
00:40:17,601 --> 00:40:18,721
You've got to eat.

420
00:40:39,481 --> 00:40:40,881
- Yeah?
<i>- Stu?</i>

421
00:40:41,001 --> 00:40:42,361
<i>I've been ringing and ringing.</i>

422
00:40:43,081 --> 00:40:44,201
<i>What's up?</i>

423
00:40:44,321 --> 00:40:45,641
Her weight's plummeting.

424
00:40:46,521 --> 00:40:48,001
I'm sure she's getting weaker.

425
00:40:48,361 --> 00:40:49,361
Don't panic.

426
00:40:49,721 --> 00:40:52,041
She was fat as butter
when she came out of the aviary.

427
00:40:53,201 --> 00:40:55,481
A Gos like that will
take three or four days

428
00:40:55,601 --> 00:40:57,721
before she's chilled enough
to eat in front of you.

429
00:40:57,841 --> 00:40:59,321
<i>No, what if she's ill?</i>

430
00:40:59,681 --> 00:41:01,201
And she's sleeping all the time.

431
00:41:02,041 --> 00:41:04,041
<i>She's just a tired baby after a long trip.</i>

432
00:41:04,201 --> 00:41:05,281
Oh.

433
00:41:05,801 --> 00:41:06,977
I think I've made a terrible mistake

434
00:41:07,001 --> 00:41:08,641
and I'm killing this beautiful bird.

435
00:41:08,761 --> 00:41:10,241
She's not gonna die, Helen.

436
00:41:10,361 --> 00:41:11,601
<i>Why didn't you stop me?</i>

437
00:41:13,361 --> 00:41:14,521
<i>Well, I did try.</i>

438
00:41:15,601 --> 00:41:16,681
That's helpful.

439
00:41:18,161 --> 00:41:19,401
I'll speak to you soon.

440
00:41:46,721 --> 00:41:48,441
- Hi.
- What are you doing here?

441
00:41:48,681 --> 00:41:50,457
Well, I came to take you out
for some fresh air.

442
00:41:50,481 --> 00:41:51,721
Well, I can't leave her.

443
00:41:51,841 --> 00:41:53,321
Yeah, I thought you'd say that.

444
00:41:53,881 --> 00:41:55,121
Have you eaten?

445
00:41:55,281 --> 00:41:56,601
Or showered, even?

446
00:42:01,601 --> 00:42:02,721
Wow.

447
00:42:04,081 --> 00:42:07,201
It's all a tad fetish dungeon.

448
00:42:08,161 --> 00:42:10,361
Oh, no, the hood's a kindness
while I'm training her.

449
00:42:11,361 --> 00:42:12,817
Birds of prey don't think like we do.

450
00:42:12,841 --> 00:42:14,161
If they can't see something then,

451
00:42:14,241 --> 00:42:15,721
to them it doesn't exist.

452
00:42:15,881 --> 00:42:18,281
So, when she's got the hood on,
she feels calm and safe.

453
00:42:18,761 --> 00:42:20,201
God, I wish I had a hood.

454
00:42:20,801 --> 00:42:22,201
Exactly. It gives her peace.

455
00:42:24,041 --> 00:42:25,241
And what happens

456
00:42:25,881 --> 00:42:27,201
when you take the hood off?

457
00:42:28,041 --> 00:42:30,721
Well, the nerves of her eyes
and ears are connected

458
00:42:30,841 --> 00:42:33,401
directly to the neurons
controlling her muscles.

459
00:42:34,041 --> 00:42:36,401
So, she literally reacts
before she thinks?

460
00:42:36,521 --> 00:42:38,681
Yeah. Thinking comes later.

461
00:42:39,481 --> 00:42:40,841
They live at ten times our speed.

462
00:42:40,961 --> 00:42:42,321
Ooh, sounds exhausting.

463
00:42:45,081 --> 00:42:46,481
Have you given her a name yet?

464
00:42:46,921 --> 00:42:47,921
No.

465
00:42:48,241 --> 00:42:49,321
Why not?

466
00:42:50,441 --> 00:42:52,521
Well, I don't know her yet. Not properly.

467
00:42:56,201 --> 00:42:57,401
Okay.

468
00:42:58,801 --> 00:43:00,641
No, no, no, no, you... you can't stay.

469
00:43:01,281 --> 00:43:04,081
Well... you said that the hawk
needs to get used to humans.

470
00:43:04,201 --> 00:43:05,441
Well, I'm a human.

471
00:43:05,681 --> 00:43:07,457
Yeah, but you... you might put
her off eating.

472
00:43:07,481 --> 00:43:09,017
She still hasn't eaten,
and she needs to eat.

473
00:43:09,041 --> 00:43:11,001
Well, so do I. Look, we'll

474
00:43:12,001 --> 00:43:13,401
we'll watch some great TV,

475
00:43:13,521 --> 00:43:15,361
have a croissant, and then

476
00:43:15,481 --> 00:43:17,961
I can shove off and leave you
to tame the dragon.

477
00:43:23,681 --> 00:43:26,561
- Okay. But don't look at her.
- Okay.

478
00:43:26,681 --> 00:43:28,241
Eye contact's a sign of aggression.

479
00:43:28,601 --> 00:43:30,881
- Okay, I won't.
<i>- How very convenient.</i>

480
00:43:31,001 --> 00:43:33,057
<i>You know, I've got a nasty
feeling he's not one of us.</i>

481
00:43:34,401 --> 00:43:36,521
<i>Harbouring escaping British
prisoners, hmm?</i>

482
00:43:36,761 --> 00:43:39,121
<i>When I tell the Gestapo
what I have found,</i>

483
00:43:39,281 --> 00:43:40,961
<i>I will get a medal for this.</i>

484
00:43:41,601 --> 00:43:42,921
<i>I want another picture.</i>

485
00:43:43,441 --> 00:43:45,881
I'm not sure a bunch of comedy
Nazis are gonna help.

486
00:43:48,401 --> 00:43:50,481
Should we watch a wildlife
documentary or something?

487
00:43:50,601 --> 00:43:52,441
No, I hate wildlife documentaries.

488
00:43:55,481 --> 00:43:58,041
<i>Keep them quiet.
I will deal with the Gestapo.</i>

489
00:44:01,521 --> 00:44:02,881
Good girl.

490
00:44:03,441 --> 00:44:05,041
<i>Have you found the treasure?</i>

491
00:44:05,161 --> 00:44:06,601
Good girl.

492
00:44:07,001 --> 00:44:08,841
<i>Not a smell of it.</i>

493
00:44:08,961 --> 00:44:10,401
<i>Continue to look.</i>

494
00:44:10,641 --> 00:44:12,161
<i>I shall not return to Berlin</i>

495
00:44:12,281 --> 00:44:13,841
<i>until the picture is found.</i>

496
00:44:13,961 --> 00:44:15,161
Okay.

497
00:44:19,401 --> 00:44:22,121
<i>Gilles! Pierre! Jacques! Emile!
My old friends...</i>

498
00:44:22,201 --> 00:44:23,497
Right. I'm going to take
the hood off, okay?

499
00:44:23,521 --> 00:44:24,521
Mm-hmm. I'm not looking.

500
00:44:25,321 --> 00:44:28,601
<i>Sit down, sit down. Wine on
the house for my old friends,</i>

501
00:44:28,721 --> 00:44:32,241
<i>Pierre, Emile, Jacques and Gilles.</i>

502
00:44:35,641 --> 00:44:38,241
The little bugger ate it.

503
00:44:42,521 --> 00:44:44,121
Oh, my God.

504
00:44:45,401 --> 00:44:46,801
I think she likes you.

505
00:44:47,841 --> 00:44:49,281
What did I tell you?

506
00:44:55,081 --> 00:44:57,641
Good girl. She's mantling.
That's mantling.

507
00:44:57,761 --> 00:44:59,361
So, she's mantling over her prey.

508
00:45:00,641 --> 00:45:01,801
What does that mean?

509
00:45:01,921 --> 00:45:03,617
She's protecting it
from any other predator.

510
00:45:03,641 --> 00:45:05,801
Oh. Oh, me? Yeah.

511
00:45:05,921 --> 00:45:08,081
I'm gonna protect my croissant
the same way.

512
00:45:11,121 --> 00:45:13,361
Okay, I get it. She's amazing.

513
00:45:13,481 --> 00:45:14,681
Wow.

514
00:45:15,241 --> 00:45:16,521
Well done, Helen.

515
00:45:18,241 --> 00:45:19,521
Come and get it. What's that?

516
00:45:19,641 --> 00:45:21,921
Come and get it. Good girl.

517
00:45:24,761 --> 00:45:27,201
Good girl, you're heavier today.

518
00:45:30,081 --> 00:45:32,481
Ooh, you're already going.

519
00:45:32,881 --> 00:45:34,721
You didn't give me a chance that time.

520
00:45:41,441 --> 00:45:42,601
Ooh.

521
00:45:44,001 --> 00:45:45,321
That's a big bit.

522
00:45:45,441 --> 00:45:47,241
Mm, what have I got?

523
00:45:47,881 --> 00:45:50,641
Yeah, good girl.

524
00:45:51,001 --> 00:45:52,481
Good girl.

525
00:45:52,761 --> 00:45:54,121
You made a fuss about that.

526
00:46:14,561 --> 00:46:16,041
I'm gonna call you Mabel.

527
00:46:19,921 --> 00:46:21,441
That means lovable.

528
00:46:23,601 --> 00:46:24,601
Hmm?

529
00:46:26,601 --> 00:46:29,401
That should make you extra
fierce, what do you think?

530
00:46:31,161 --> 00:46:32,601
What do you think, Mabel?

531
00:46:41,641 --> 00:46:43,401
You're a good girl, Mabel.

532
00:46:46,961 --> 00:46:48,241
Good girl.

533
00:46:52,241 --> 00:46:53,601
Good girl.

534
00:46:58,481 --> 00:47:00,041
Good girl, Mabel.

535
00:47:01,441 --> 00:47:04,121
That's my girl. Good girl, Mabes.

536
00:47:05,001 --> 00:47:06,481
Cyclist: Sorry.

537
00:47:07,881 --> 00:47:08,881
Good girl, Mabel.

538
00:47:12,001 --> 00:47:13,921
Jesus. Alright, Mabel, alright.

539
00:47:20,801 --> 00:47:21,881
Boy: Hey!

540
00:47:22,441 --> 00:47:24,041
Good girl.

541
00:47:24,641 --> 00:47:25,841
Good girl.

542
00:47:35,281 --> 00:47:36,481
Good girl, Mabes.

543
00:47:37,121 --> 00:47:39,201
What's in there? Hmm?

544
00:47:40,361 --> 00:47:41,361
What's in there?

545
00:47:41,441 --> 00:47:42,441
Shall we see?

546
00:47:50,521 --> 00:47:52,761
Good girl, good girl.

547
00:47:53,161 --> 00:47:54,961
Good girl.

548
00:48:00,881 --> 00:48:02,321
Good girl, Mabes.

549
00:48:02,921 --> 00:48:04,241
- What was that about?
- Whoa-oh!

550
00:48:04,361 --> 00:48:06,721
Oh, Jesus! Oh, God!

551
00:48:07,001 --> 00:48:08,841
- I'm so sorry.
- No, no. You just spooked her.

552
00:48:08,881 --> 00:48:10,241
- That's all.
- She spooked me too.

553
00:48:10,321 --> 00:48:11,921
She does that.

554
00:48:12,041 --> 00:48:13,441
Reminds me of home.

555
00:48:14,041 --> 00:48:16,921
My uncle in Almaty has an eagle.

556
00:48:17,441 --> 00:48:19,121
Really? He's an eagle hunter?
A berkutchi?

557
00:48:19,241 --> 00:48:21,161
- For years.
- Wow.

558
00:48:22,201 --> 00:48:23,401
Where will you hunt her?

559
00:48:24,121 --> 00:48:26,121
Uh, farmland, just a couple
of miles from here.

560
00:48:26,961 --> 00:48:28,361
But she's not ready yet.

561
00:48:31,041 --> 00:48:32,481
I miss it there.

562
00:49:04,081 --> 00:49:05,617
Well, I'm glad to hear you're
taking the trouble

563
00:49:05,641 --> 00:49:07,561
to get out of the house at last.

564
00:49:08,041 --> 00:49:10,441
<i>Honestly, as if someone spiked
my tea with acid.</i>

565
00:49:10,561 --> 00:49:14,121
Golly. How did Mabel cope?

566
00:49:14,401 --> 00:49:16,041
<i>Well, very well, considering.</i>

567
00:49:16,241 --> 00:49:17,481
<i>Better than me.</i>

568
00:49:18,481 --> 00:49:20,401
<i>Sounds like you've cheered up.</i>

569
00:49:20,961 --> 00:49:23,561
<i>It's nice you have this hawk
as a distraction.</i>

570
00:49:24,601 --> 00:49:26,201
Mabel isn't a distraction.

571
00:49:26,921 --> 00:49:29,361
<i>She's certainly good at taking
your mind off things.</i>

572
00:49:29,761 --> 00:49:31,161
What do you mean?

573
00:49:31,441 --> 00:49:32,521
<i>Nothing.</i>

574
00:49:34,601 --> 00:49:36,841
<i>Just don't get lost, that's all.</i>

575
00:49:38,521 --> 00:49:39,977
There's someone at the door,
Mum. I've got to go.

576
00:49:40,001 --> 00:49:41,361
- I'll speak to you later.
<i>- Helen?</i>

577
00:49:49,161 --> 00:49:51,041
Dad: You just have to be patient.

578
00:49:55,161 --> 00:49:56,641
When I'm on a job,

579
00:49:57,201 --> 00:50:00,201
sometimes I have to wait
for hours and hours

580
00:50:00,601 --> 00:50:02,041
to get the picture I want.

581
00:50:03,481 --> 00:50:05,241
Can't get a cup of tea,

582
00:50:05,881 --> 00:50:07,561
or read the newspaper.

583
00:50:08,841 --> 00:50:10,441
Can't even go to the loo.

584
00:50:12,521 --> 00:50:13,721
Listen.

585
00:50:15,321 --> 00:50:17,081
Can't believe it's a pair.

586
00:50:19,281 --> 00:50:20,801
Just look at them.

587
00:50:24,641 --> 00:50:27,801
Watch carefully, so you remember
what you've seen.

588
00:50:52,121 --> 00:50:54,441
Good girl, Mabel. Good girl.

589
00:50:56,761 --> 00:50:58,801
Good girl, Mabes. Good girl.

590
00:51:00,401 --> 00:51:02,041
- Good girl, Mabel.
- Miss Macdonald?

591
00:51:02,281 --> 00:51:04,401
- Miss Macdonald!
- Hi, Charlie.

592
00:51:04,521 --> 00:51:06,881
Er, there's a rule against keeping pets

593
00:51:07,001 --> 00:51:09,041
in college accommodation.

594
00:51:09,481 --> 00:51:12,161
Oh, I know, but yeah,
Mabel's not my pet, Charlie.

595
00:51:12,281 --> 00:51:14,681
She's... my hunting partner.

596
00:51:14,881 --> 00:51:16,241
She has a very distinctive aroma.

597
00:51:16,321 --> 00:51:17,361
Mm, she does, doesn't she?

598
00:51:17,401 --> 00:51:20,041
Like pepper and musk and burnt stone.

599
00:51:21,201 --> 00:51:22,201
Oh.

600
00:51:23,641 --> 00:51:27,281
Well... well. Here's my under-falconer.

601
00:51:29,321 --> 00:51:30,921
Hi. Pleased to meet you.

602
00:51:31,121 --> 00:51:33,761
Nice glasses. Thanks, Charlie.

603
00:51:35,521 --> 00:51:37,441
Don't forget to collect your post.

604
00:51:37,881 --> 00:51:39,881
It's causing a nuisance to other fellows.

605
00:51:40,001 --> 00:51:41,161
Will do.

606
00:51:42,681 --> 00:51:44,721
Those sunglasses have gotta go.

607
00:51:44,841 --> 00:51:46,361
Oh, I love these sunglasses.

608
00:51:46,481 --> 00:51:48,321
- Well, she won't.
- Oh, okay.

609
00:51:48,441 --> 00:51:50,241
Oh, and you need to put the glove on.

610
00:51:50,361 --> 00:51:51,801
Is this gonna protect me?

611
00:51:51,921 --> 00:51:53,321
Let's hope so.

612
00:51:53,441 --> 00:51:54,697
You know I don't know
what I'm doing, right?

613
00:51:54,721 --> 00:51:55,937
I know, you're gonna be absolutely fine.

614
00:51:55,961 --> 00:51:57,121
Hold the food really tightly.

615
00:51:57,241 --> 00:51:58,841
- Okay, got it.
- Yeah.

616
00:51:59,081 --> 00:52:00,297
- I'm gonna put her on here.
- Got it.

617
00:52:00,321 --> 00:52:01,321
And then when I call her,

618
00:52:01,441 --> 00:52:03,281
- then you let her go. Okay?
- Okay.

619
00:52:03,401 --> 00:52:04,601
What if I damage her?

620
00:52:04,721 --> 00:52:06,017
Am I gonna damage her?

621
00:52:06,041 --> 00:52:07,777
No, no, no. It's more like
the other way around.

622
00:52:07,801 --> 00:52:09,441
Oh, great. That's really good to know.

623
00:52:11,881 --> 00:52:12,881
Mabel.

624
00:52:17,641 --> 00:52:18,641
Mabel.

625
00:52:22,721 --> 00:52:24,201
Mabel.

626
00:52:24,801 --> 00:52:25,801
Mabel.

627
00:52:26,921 --> 00:52:27,921
There.

628
00:52:29,681 --> 00:52:31,321
Oh. Mabel, come on.

629
00:52:31,401 --> 00:52:32,761
Ooh. Shit!

630
00:52:32,841 --> 00:52:33,841
Mabel!

631
00:52:35,001 --> 00:52:36,001
Mabel!

632
00:52:37,921 --> 00:52:39,241
Mabel, Mabel.

633
00:52:40,601 --> 00:52:41,977
- Christina: Oh, my God.
- I've got it, I've got it,

634
00:52:42,001 --> 00:52:43,001
I've got it.

635
00:52:43,081 --> 00:52:44,081
Mabel.

636
00:52:44,921 --> 00:52:48,201
- Ooh. Oh, God. What now?
- I want you to take that.

637
00:52:48,321 --> 00:52:50,241
I'm going to try and get her
down with some food.

638
00:52:51,001 --> 00:52:52,721
Mabel. What's this?

639
00:52:52,801 --> 00:52:53,801
Come on, Mabel.

640
00:52:55,481 --> 00:52:56,841
Mabel.

641
00:52:56,921 --> 00:52:57,921
Helen Macdonald?

642
00:52:58,001 --> 00:53:00,041
Hello. Hi. Y-you know Christina?

643
00:53:00,121 --> 00:53:01,121
Hi.

644
00:53:01,241 --> 00:53:02,681
I'd heard about your falcon.

645
00:53:02,801 --> 00:53:04,161
- Hawk.
- What?

646
00:53:05,121 --> 00:53:06,401
She's a hawk.

647
00:53:07,361 --> 00:53:08,361
Noted.

648
00:53:09,281 --> 00:53:11,081
Wha... what's she doing now?

649
00:53:13,441 --> 00:53:14,561
Mabel's

650
00:53:15,241 --> 00:53:16,441
treeing.

651
00:53:16,561 --> 00:53:18,081
- Interesting.
- Hmm.

652
00:53:18,401 --> 00:53:21,281
- So, what are your plans, Helen?
- Sorry?

653
00:53:21,401 --> 00:53:23,481
I understand we're losing you
in January?

654
00:53:24,001 --> 00:53:26,921
Yes, I'm, uh... I'm, I'm still
firming that up.

655
00:53:27,561 --> 00:53:28,681
Oh...

656
00:53:29,321 --> 00:53:31,121
We're having a lunch next Saturday.

657
00:53:31,441 --> 00:53:34,521
Do bring Mabel along, won't you?
I'll... I'll send you details.

658
00:53:34,961 --> 00:53:36,081
Bye.

659
00:53:37,961 --> 00:53:39,721
- You'll have to go.
- No, I can't.

660
00:53:39,841 --> 00:53:41,641
Just thinking about it's
giving me a migraine.

661
00:53:42,441 --> 00:53:44,161
Mabel? Come on.

662
00:53:44,281 --> 00:53:45,921
What are you gonna do, Helen?

663
00:53:46,641 --> 00:53:48,321
January's not that far away.

664
00:53:52,521 --> 00:53:54,641
Mabel. Come on. Come on, Mabel.

665
00:53:54,801 --> 00:53:56,121
Come on, Mabel, please.

666
00:53:56,241 --> 00:53:57,321
Please, Mabel.

667
00:53:57,521 --> 00:53:58,521
Come on.

668
00:53:59,161 --> 00:54:00,361
Come on, Mabel.

669
00:54:00,641 --> 00:54:01,641
Come on.

670
00:54:37,921 --> 00:54:39,097
She wouldn't come back to me, Stuart.

671
00:54:39,121 --> 00:54:40,521
It took me hours to get her down.

672
00:54:41,561 --> 00:54:42,561
Just.

673
00:54:43,161 --> 00:54:44,761
I don't know, I feel like I'm failing.

674
00:54:45,241 --> 00:54:46,721
I'll never be able to fly her free.

675
00:54:46,841 --> 00:54:48,801
Shush. You're getting yourself
too worked up,

676
00:54:48,921 --> 00:54:50,441
and that's not good for Mabel.

677
00:54:50,921 --> 00:54:52,401
If you're calm, she's calm.

678
00:54:53,881 --> 00:54:55,321
She needs to trust you, that's all.

679
00:54:58,641 --> 00:55:00,001
Bunch of starlings up there.

680
00:55:03,481 --> 00:55:04,801
Alright. Take her hood off.

681
00:55:04,921 --> 00:55:06,601
Alright, Mabes. Alright.

682
00:55:08,441 --> 00:55:10,441
Good girl, good girl, good girl.

683
00:55:13,001 --> 00:55:14,241
- Okay.
- Yeah.

684
00:55:15,521 --> 00:55:17,721
- Go on, Mabes.
- Yeah. Okay.

685
00:55:18,761 --> 00:55:19,761
Alright.

686
00:55:21,601 --> 00:55:23,121
- Present the chick.
- Yeah?

687
00:55:23,241 --> 00:55:24,881
Yeah, not far. That's perfect.

688
00:55:26,961 --> 00:55:28,041
Mabel.

689
00:55:28,921 --> 00:55:30,441
Mabel.

690
00:55:31,321 --> 00:55:33,721
- Come on, Mabes.
- No, she's distracted. Hang on.

691
00:55:34,001 --> 00:55:35,441
- Mabel.
- Give her a moment.

692
00:55:36,441 --> 00:55:38,321
Just present a little more of the chick.

693
00:55:39,121 --> 00:55:41,321
- Come on, Mabes.
- There, she sees it.

694
00:55:41,441 --> 00:55:42,761
- Mabel, come on.
- There you go.

695
00:55:42,881 --> 00:55:44,761
What's that there? Give her a moment.

696
00:55:44,881 --> 00:55:46,041
She's coming.

697
00:55:46,161 --> 00:55:48,201
Oh, Stu. Come on, Mabel. Come on.

698
00:55:48,321 --> 00:55:51,001
There you go. Get that chick off her.

699
00:55:51,121 --> 00:55:53,961
Amazing. Well done, Mabes. Well done.

700
00:55:54,081 --> 00:55:55,521
Bring her back. We'll go further.

701
00:55:56,001 --> 00:55:57,241
Two or three yards.

702
00:55:57,601 --> 00:55:58,681
Okay.

703
00:55:58,761 --> 00:55:59,761
Very good.

704
00:56:00,441 --> 00:56:01,881
- Good girl.
- Good girl.

705
00:56:02,001 --> 00:56:03,721
I'll take a couple of steps back.

706
00:56:03,841 --> 00:56:05,041
Okay.

707
00:56:05,441 --> 00:56:07,201
- Okay.
- Mabel. Mabel.

708
00:56:08,841 --> 00:56:10,281
Go on. Go on.

709
00:56:11,001 --> 00:56:14,441
- Good girl.
- That's very good. Lovely.

710
00:56:15,081 --> 00:56:16,481
Mabel.

711
00:56:16,601 --> 00:56:17,841
Yeah.

712
00:56:18,441 --> 00:56:19,641
Alright. Bring her back.

713
00:56:22,961 --> 00:56:24,401
Good girl.

714
00:56:24,961 --> 00:56:26,441
There you go.

715
00:56:26,641 --> 00:56:27,801
Okay.

716
00:56:28,121 --> 00:56:29,121
Okay.

717
00:56:29,721 --> 00:56:31,417
Alright, no, fur...
you can go further than that.

718
00:56:31,441 --> 00:56:33,041
- Just say when.
- I will.

719
00:56:34,081 --> 00:56:35,441
- I reckon about there.
- Okay.

720
00:56:35,521 --> 00:56:36,857
- Perfect.
- Are you sure it's not too far?

721
00:56:36,881 --> 00:56:37,881
No.

722
00:56:37,961 --> 00:56:38,961
Alright. Mabel.

723
00:56:40,481 --> 00:56:42,441
Good girl. That's my girl.

724
00:56:42,641 --> 00:56:43,721
Alright.

725
00:56:45,161 --> 00:56:46,481
- Oh, my God.
- That's marvellous.

726
00:56:46,601 --> 00:56:47,641
I think she's ready.

727
00:56:48,641 --> 00:56:49,761
She's ready.

728
00:56:50,761 --> 00:56:52,601
- What a good girl.
- Let's take her hunting.

729
00:56:52,761 --> 00:56:54,841
- You sure?
- Go on. Be brave.

730
00:56:55,441 --> 00:56:57,761
- Good girl.
- We'll put a transmitter on her.

731
00:56:58,201 --> 00:56:59,201
Let me just test it.

732
00:57:01,121 --> 00:57:02,321
Okay.

733
00:57:05,841 --> 00:57:07,481
There we go.

734
00:57:10,441 --> 00:57:12,081
Perfect. Let me just pack up.

735
00:57:12,521 --> 00:57:13,801
That's my girl.

736
00:57:14,121 --> 00:57:15,121
That's my girl.

737
00:57:16,761 --> 00:57:18,801
Got any fags?

738
00:57:19,201 --> 00:57:20,881
- Thought you'd given up?
- No.

739
00:57:22,401 --> 00:57:23,681
You needn't worry.

740
00:57:25,521 --> 00:57:28,121
Mabel was born knowing how to hunt.

741
00:57:31,561 --> 00:57:32,601
Yeah.

742
00:57:33,961 --> 00:57:35,641
Take that anxious look off your face.

743
00:57:50,561 --> 00:57:52,201
Ooh.

744
00:57:53,801 --> 00:57:55,241
Oh, shit.

745
00:57:56,641 --> 00:57:57,961
Shit.

746
00:57:58,241 --> 00:57:59,681
- Oh, my God.
- Don't panic.

747
00:58:00,401 --> 00:58:01,401
Mabel!

748
00:58:01,721 --> 00:58:02,761
Call her down.

749
00:58:02,881 --> 00:58:04,361
Mabel. I'm gonna lose her.

750
00:58:04,481 --> 00:58:07,081
Helen, you're being ridiculous.
Just call her.

751
00:58:07,481 --> 00:58:08,961
Oh, my God. I'm gonna lose her.

752
00:58:09,561 --> 00:58:10,601
No, you're not.

753
00:58:10,721 --> 00:58:12,081
Mabel.

754
00:58:13,641 --> 00:58:14,681
Mabel.

755
00:58:15,081 --> 00:58:17,441
Oh, God. Mabel!

756
00:58:17,561 --> 00:58:19,097
Alright. Just let her find her bearing.

757
00:58:19,121 --> 00:58:20,601
She's getting higher and higher, Stu.

758
00:58:20,641 --> 00:58:21,641
She's fine.

759
00:58:21,761 --> 00:58:22,841
No, she's not fine.

760
00:58:22,961 --> 00:58:25,001
She's fu... gonna fucking get lost.

761
00:58:25,161 --> 00:58:26,281
Mabel, come down.

762
00:58:26,401 --> 00:58:27,441
Why isn't she coming down?

763
00:58:27,521 --> 00:58:29,001
She's surveying the land.

764
00:58:29,561 --> 00:58:30,801
Oh, come on.

765
00:58:31,281 --> 00:58:32,281
Oh, shit.

766
00:58:32,521 --> 00:58:33,761
Oh, shit.

767
00:58:35,561 --> 00:58:36,881
Oh, shit.

768
00:58:38,201 --> 00:58:39,281
Mabel!

769
00:58:57,761 --> 00:58:59,161
Well, she came back.

770
00:58:59,841 --> 00:59:01,441
That's always a good end to the day.

771
00:59:02,001 --> 00:59:03,201
Mm-hmm.

772
00:59:04,441 --> 00:59:05,721
What if I'd lost her?

773
00:59:07,721 --> 00:59:08,961
Well, you didn't.

774
00:59:14,241 --> 00:59:16,361
I'm not dealing with things
very well at the moment.

775
00:59:17,241 --> 00:59:18,961
Don't be so hard on yourself.

776
00:59:20,841 --> 00:59:24,921
Mabel's just working out
her place in the world.

777
00:59:27,081 --> 00:59:28,681
Get her out again soon, yeah?

778
00:59:28,961 --> 00:59:29,961
Yeah.

779
00:59:35,601 --> 00:59:36,721
Oh!

780
00:59:37,121 --> 00:59:38,121
What now?

781
00:59:38,241 --> 00:59:39,521
I'm supposed to be teaching!

782
00:59:39,641 --> 00:59:40,881
- Hmm.
- Shit.

783
00:59:41,001 --> 00:59:42,241
Oh, no.

784
00:59:45,801 --> 00:59:46,801
Shit.

785
00:59:56,281 --> 00:59:58,361
The students arrived
at the appointed hour,

786
00:59:58,481 --> 01:00:00,121
and you were nowhere to be found.

787
01:00:00,241 --> 01:00:02,281
I'm so, so sorry.

788
01:00:03,681 --> 01:00:05,801
We know how difficult things
have been for you.

789
01:00:10,161 --> 01:00:11,681
How's your own research coming along?

790
01:00:12,561 --> 01:00:14,841
Well, I think. Yeah, pretty well.

791
01:00:14,961 --> 01:00:16,561
Look at this place.

792
01:00:20,881 --> 01:00:22,321
And

793
01:00:23,401 --> 01:00:24,721
regarding your new

794
01:00:25,801 --> 01:00:26,921
hobby

795
01:00:28,201 --> 01:00:31,441
um, look, um, we all have our hobbies,

796
01:00:32,401 --> 01:00:36,401
but... a hobby really mustn't be allowed

797
01:00:36,721 --> 01:00:38,001
I don't have a hobby.

798
01:00:38,761 --> 01:00:40,161
I have a hawk.

799
01:00:41,401 --> 01:00:42,481
Right.

800
01:00:47,401 --> 01:00:49,001
Who'd have thought a bloke like me,

801
01:00:49,121 --> 01:00:51,161
with one O-level in woodwork,

802
01:00:51,401 --> 01:00:53,201
would have a daughter in Cambridge?

803
01:00:53,681 --> 01:00:54,761
Shh.

804
01:00:56,721 --> 01:00:59,481
First Macdonald to go to university.

805
01:01:01,041 --> 01:01:02,441
Hasn't he got used to the idea yet?

806
01:01:02,561 --> 01:01:04,201
No, he hasn't.

807
01:01:05,761 --> 01:01:07,321
I think we should go.

808
01:01:07,481 --> 01:01:09,001
People are trying to work.

809
01:01:10,361 --> 01:01:11,721
Mum wants to go.

810
01:01:21,161 --> 01:01:22,441
I'll get him.

811
01:01:25,361 --> 01:01:26,561
Sorry.

812
01:01:27,441 --> 01:01:30,601
Is this place still a recruiting
ground for the secret service?

813
01:01:33,761 --> 01:01:35,081
No idea.

814
01:01:35,201 --> 01:01:37,001
I mean, you could be a spy.

815
01:01:37,881 --> 01:01:39,241
I wouldn't have a clue.

816
01:01:40,281 --> 01:01:41,977
MI6 wouldn't touch me with
a barge pole, Dad.

817
01:01:42,001 --> 01:01:43,401
I'm much too unreliable.

818
01:01:44,721 --> 01:01:48,041
That's exactly what you would
say if, in fact, you were.

819
01:01:49,561 --> 01:01:51,481
I read books, and I do my research,

820
01:01:51,601 --> 01:01:53,441
and I sometimes teach bunch
of undergrads, Dad.

821
01:01:53,561 --> 01:01:54,801
I'm definitely not a spy.

822
01:01:55,921 --> 01:01:56,921
But you could be.

823
01:01:59,001 --> 01:02:00,201
Yes, I could be.

824
01:02:00,921 --> 01:02:02,081
Thank you.

825
01:02:03,961 --> 01:02:05,761
Ooh. Smell that.

826
01:02:06,601 --> 01:02:07,601
Lignin

827
01:02:07,721 --> 01:02:08,961
occurs naturally in trees,

828
01:02:09,081 --> 01:02:12,041
but when it decays, it releases vanillin.

829
01:02:13,081 --> 01:02:14,961
So that's why it smells like vanilla.

830
01:02:16,121 --> 01:02:18,001
- It's incredible, isn't it?
- Mm-hmm.

831
01:02:22,801 --> 01:02:24,641
You could never be bored in here.

832
01:02:27,761 --> 01:02:29,401
So, you're training her to hunt?

833
01:02:29,681 --> 01:02:31,561
Uh, no. Uh, she knows how to hunt.

834
01:02:31,721 --> 01:02:34,161
I'm training her to let me
be there when she does.

835
01:02:34,281 --> 01:02:36,201
- Fascinating.
- It's all very Arthurian,

836
01:02:36,321 --> 01:02:38,121
good old Merrie England.

837
01:02:39,001 --> 01:02:41,481
Well, Mabel's a Czech-German-
Finnish immigrant, actually, so.

838
01:02:41,601 --> 01:02:44,121
Very good.

839
01:02:44,721 --> 01:02:46,081
Professor Campbell?

840
01:02:46,921 --> 01:02:49,161
Let me introduce you
to Helen Macdonald,

841
01:02:49,281 --> 01:02:50,921
one of our fellows here at Jesus.

842
01:02:51,041 --> 01:02:53,201
What a splendid looking falcon.

843
01:02:53,321 --> 01:02:54,321
Hawk.

844
01:02:54,681 --> 01:02:56,601
Yes. Um, falcons and hawks

845
01:02:56,721 --> 01:02:58,521
are as different as cats and dogs.

846
01:02:58,881 --> 01:03:00,681
Falcons are aerial hunters.

847
01:03:00,801 --> 01:03:01,841
They're like fighter jets.

848
01:03:01,921 --> 01:03:03,281
And hawks are

849
01:03:03,561 --> 01:03:05,001
like Apache gunships.

850
01:03:05,881 --> 01:03:07,641
Low level heavily armed killers.

851
01:03:08,281 --> 01:03:10,257
What will bring her back to you
when you let her off her leash?

852
01:03:10,281 --> 01:03:12,481
Is it... is it merely habit?

853
01:03:12,681 --> 01:03:15,241
No. It starts off with food
and rewards. And then...

854
01:03:15,721 --> 01:03:18,001
Might there be a...
an element of affection?

855
01:03:19,121 --> 01:03:21,601
The 16th century falconers
would have called it love.

856
01:03:21,721 --> 01:03:24,601
Yeah. The bonds between us are love.

857
01:03:25,881 --> 01:03:27,481
And you? What do you say?

858
01:03:28,161 --> 01:03:29,521
Master's wife: Professor Campbell?

859
01:03:29,721 --> 01:03:32,601
I am so sorry. Will you excuse me?

860
01:06:25,241 --> 01:06:26,681
Good girl.

861
01:06:35,521 --> 01:06:36,681
Come on.

862
01:06:37,001 --> 01:06:38,337
What have I got? What's this, Mabes?

863
01:06:38,361 --> 01:06:39,761
Good girl.

864
01:06:40,441 --> 01:06:41,441
Good girl.

865
01:06:46,401 --> 01:06:47,921
Well done, Mabes.

866
01:06:55,681 --> 01:06:57,161
Good girl, Mabes.

867
01:06:58,441 --> 01:06:59,681
Well done.

868
01:07:20,241 --> 01:07:21,241
She did it.

869
01:07:21,841 --> 01:07:23,401
She bloody did it. She caught a rabbit.

870
01:07:23,441 --> 01:07:24,441
What's this for?

871
01:07:26,081 --> 01:07:27,201
It's for believing in Mabel.

872
01:07:28,001 --> 01:07:30,801
I believed in you, you idiot.
You coming in?

873
01:07:30,921 --> 01:07:33,641
No, no, no, no. I've got to get
back for Mabel. Hi, Mand.

874
01:07:33,761 --> 01:07:35,961
- Are you alright?
- Yeah, yeah. Never better.

875
01:07:46,841 --> 01:07:47,841
Hello.

876
01:07:53,841 --> 01:07:55,721
Are you interested? Hello.

877
01:07:58,641 --> 01:07:59,641
Hello.

878
01:08:09,521 --> 01:08:10,881
Aah, Mabel.

879
01:08:11,001 --> 01:08:12,881
Ooh, nice, on the shoulder.

880
01:08:22,041 --> 01:08:24,041
I beg your pardon?

881
01:08:28,041 --> 01:08:29,041
Mabel?

882
01:08:34,961 --> 01:08:36,041
Come on.

883
01:08:38,361 --> 01:08:39,721
That's it, go on.

884
01:08:39,841 --> 01:08:41,041
That's it.

885
01:08:46,081 --> 01:08:48,121
Yes, Mabel.

886
01:08:51,641 --> 01:08:52,761
Go on, throw it.

887
01:08:53,001 --> 01:08:54,841
Yay!

888
01:08:55,361 --> 01:08:57,001
Well done, Mabel.

889
01:09:02,481 --> 01:09:03,721
Who's that?

890
01:09:04,841 --> 01:09:06,457
Who's that, Mabel?

891
01:09:10,561 --> 01:09:11,841
They'll go away.

892
01:09:17,161 --> 01:09:18,601
They'll go away, won't they?

893
01:09:30,681 --> 01:09:31,721
See?

894
01:09:32,241 --> 01:09:33,241
They're gone.

895
01:09:44,921 --> 01:09:47,481
Sorry, sorry. Sorry, I'm late.

896
01:09:47,601 --> 01:09:48,601
Hi.

897
01:09:49,441 --> 01:09:50,561
- Helen?
- Hmm.

898
01:09:50,681 --> 01:09:51,881
This is Mike Hargreaves,

899
01:09:52,001 --> 01:09:54,121
Dad's picture editor, from the paper.

900
01:09:54,201 --> 01:09:55,201
Right.

901
01:09:55,281 --> 01:09:56,841
He's organizing the memorial service

902
01:09:56,921 --> 01:09:57,921
for your father.

903
01:09:58,041 --> 01:09:59,841
- Mm-hmm.
- And Reverend Davies.

904
01:10:00,201 --> 01:10:01,481
- Hi.
- Nice to meet you.

905
01:10:01,921 --> 01:10:03,201
As I was saying,

906
01:10:03,721 --> 01:10:05,641
I have chosen a few hymns.

907
01:10:06,001 --> 01:10:09,281
I know Dad was fond of, um, Jesu Joy.

908
01:10:09,921 --> 01:10:11,881
There's Jerusalem, of course.

909
01:10:13,001 --> 01:10:15,601
Then we'll need to go through
his picture archives.

910
01:10:16,601 --> 01:10:19,561
- Helen: What are you doing?
- Dad: Sorting out my archive.

911
01:10:20,681 --> 01:10:22,241
Salisbury Cathedral.

912
01:10:23,481 --> 01:10:25,081
- Is that you?
- That's me.

913
01:10:27,561 --> 01:10:29,241
With your normal shoes on, Dad.

914
01:10:31,121 --> 01:10:32,641
Ronnie Kray's burial.

915
01:10:33,921 --> 01:10:36,241
I had to hang out of
a helicopter to get that shot.

916
01:10:36,321 --> 01:10:37,321
You're kidding.

917
01:10:37,441 --> 01:10:38,761
No.

918
01:10:38,881 --> 01:10:40,057
It's what's known in the trade

919
01:10:40,081 --> 01:10:41,801
as a white-knuckle job.

920
01:10:42,681 --> 01:10:43,961
The harness had broken.

921
01:10:45,401 --> 01:10:47,241
So, I had to hang on with one hand.

922
01:10:47,441 --> 01:10:48,561
I mean, it was fine

923
01:10:49,121 --> 01:10:51,561
until the helicopter banked
and I nearly fell out.

924
01:10:51,681 --> 01:10:53,841
Oh, God. Well, that would have
been a way to go,

925
01:10:53,961 --> 01:10:55,281
falling into Ronnie Kray's grave.

926
01:10:55,361 --> 01:10:56,681
Yeah.

927
01:10:56,801 --> 01:10:58,161
Weren't you scared?

928
01:10:58,601 --> 01:10:59,641
No.

929
01:11:00,281 --> 01:11:01,761
Just look through the viewfinder

930
01:11:01,881 --> 01:11:03,961
and everything else gets shut out.

931
01:11:05,481 --> 01:11:06,881
When you've got the camera up here,

932
01:11:06,921 --> 01:11:09,001
it's like... it's like you're invincible.

933
01:11:13,921 --> 01:11:15,241
That's a while ago, eh?

934
01:11:15,641 --> 01:11:17,001
Yeah, I remember that one.

935
01:11:23,361 --> 01:11:24,361
Is that me?

936
01:11:27,321 --> 01:11:28,321
Yes.

937
01:11:28,801 --> 01:11:30,001
How old am I there?

938
01:11:31,161 --> 01:11:33,041
Probably two or three days.

939
01:11:34,681 --> 01:11:36,561
So, Tommy wasn't here anymore?

940
01:11:36,681 --> 01:11:37,721
No.

941
01:11:38,441 --> 01:11:39,761
After you and he were born,

942
01:11:39,881 --> 01:11:41,161
we had him for

943
01:11:42,201 --> 01:11:43,641
a few hours, that's all.

944
01:11:44,681 --> 01:11:46,321
Must have slipped out, I'll

945
01:11:46,721 --> 01:11:48,121
stick it back in.

946
01:12:28,681 --> 01:12:29,801
Mum: Helen?

947
01:12:31,921 --> 01:12:33,001
Helen?

948
01:12:33,121 --> 01:12:34,921
Sorry. Sorry.

949
01:12:35,161 --> 01:12:36,801
Yeah, sorry, I was miles away.

950
01:12:39,401 --> 01:12:41,281
Mike's saying he'd be delighted

951
01:12:41,401 --> 01:12:44,121
if a family member
would care to give a eulogy.

952
01:12:45,121 --> 01:12:47,521
Not sure I'd be up to it.

953
01:12:48,281 --> 01:12:49,401
James?

954
01:12:49,881 --> 01:12:50,961
Um...

955
01:12:53,841 --> 01:12:56,641
Oh, yeah, so... yeah, I'll do it.
Yeah, I'll do it.

956
01:12:56,761 --> 01:12:58,417
No, I'm used to lecturing to
large groups of people,

957
01:12:58,441 --> 01:12:59,537
so, it shouldn't be a problem.

958
01:12:59,561 --> 01:13:01,201
Mum: Well, um

959
01:13:01,961 --> 01:13:03,721
you are the speaker
of the family, I suppose.

960
01:13:03,761 --> 01:13:05,561
I can put together an order of service.

961
01:13:05,681 --> 01:13:07,081
I'm happy to do that.

962
01:13:07,201 --> 01:13:08,281
Mum: Thank you, James.

963
01:13:09,121 --> 01:13:10,121
Great.

964
01:13:10,521 --> 01:13:11,841
Great, so, we're all sorted then?

965
01:13:12,001 --> 01:13:13,001
- Yeah?
- Um...

966
01:13:13,841 --> 01:13:14,921
- Great.
- James: Thank you.

967
01:13:14,961 --> 01:13:16,121
Mum: Um, thank you.

968
01:13:17,001 --> 01:13:18,121
Sorry.

969
01:13:18,241 --> 01:13:21,001
- Coming?
- Yes, we'll just say goodbye.

970
01:13:21,121 --> 01:13:22,241
Alright.

971
01:13:34,761 --> 01:13:36,121
Christine: Helen?

972
01:13:41,361 --> 01:13:44,681
Helen, it's only me. Open up.

973
01:16:44,841 --> 01:16:46,641
Helen, I thought you'd forgotten.

974
01:16:46,761 --> 01:16:49,281
- No. Here you go.
- Thanks.

975
01:16:49,401 --> 01:16:52,041
It's pheasant stew. Mabel caught it.

976
01:16:52,161 --> 01:16:53,777
She only ate a leg, so, I cooked the rest.

977
01:16:53,801 --> 01:16:54,921
We can just heat it through.

978
01:16:55,041 --> 01:16:57,241
Oh, what a shame, we've already eaten.

979
01:16:57,361 --> 01:16:58,801
We?

980
01:16:58,921 --> 01:17:00,177
Yeah. I told you when I invited you.

981
01:17:00,201 --> 01:17:01,721
The guys from Queens' are here.

982
01:17:01,921 --> 01:17:02,921
Come on.

983
01:17:03,041 --> 01:17:04,361
It's all a bit eccentric for me.

984
01:17:04,481 --> 01:17:05,657
Well, speaking of eccentric...

985
01:17:05,681 --> 01:17:07,801
Yes, who is that new visiting lecturer?

986
01:17:07,881 --> 01:17:09,721
Male: I just think he's so pretentious.

987
01:17:09,801 --> 01:17:10,801
I can't stand him.

988
01:17:10,881 --> 01:17:11,977
Female: What was his name again?

989
01:17:12,001 --> 01:17:13,361
I can't even remember his name.

990
01:17:14,081 --> 01:17:16,601
Female: Did you hear his lecture
on the Long Twelfth Century?

991
01:17:16,721 --> 01:17:17,761
Male: Yeah, unfortunately.

992
01:17:32,881 --> 01:17:34,361
How's the packing going?

993
01:17:35,801 --> 01:17:37,561
Any luck finding somewhere to live?

994
01:17:39,241 --> 01:17:40,281
No.

995
01:17:46,001 --> 01:17:47,281
Are you okay?

996
01:17:48,601 --> 01:17:49,681
I'm fine.

997
01:17:53,441 --> 01:17:54,921
You don't seem fine.

998
01:17:55,121 --> 01:17:57,841
Well, I am perfectly fine. Thank you.

999
01:18:05,201 --> 01:18:07,921
I think you might be
over-identifying with Mabel.

1000
01:18:10,601 --> 01:18:11,721
Yep.

1001
01:18:12,601 --> 01:18:14,041
I know that's what you think.

1002
01:18:16,761 --> 01:18:17,881
Okay.

1003
01:18:19,001 --> 01:18:21,441
So long as you're sure
that's not what you're doing.

1004
01:18:26,281 --> 01:18:28,081
You want a friendly face
for your seminar?

1005
01:18:30,001 --> 01:18:31,001
What seminar?

1006
01:18:31,121 --> 01:18:32,121
You know,

1007
01:18:32,641 --> 01:18:34,081
"Icons of Extinction:

1008
01:18:34,321 --> 01:18:36,801
The Supplantation of
Endangered Species,"

1009
01:18:36,921 --> 01:18:39,201
dah, dah, dah, dah. It sounds amazing.

1010
01:18:40,321 --> 01:18:41,321
Shit.

1011
01:18:43,121 --> 01:18:44,561
No, I've forgotten.

1012
01:18:48,321 --> 01:18:50,001
I've forgotten. I'll, um.

1013
01:18:51,761 --> 01:18:52,841
I'll have to cancel it.

1014
01:18:54,841 --> 01:18:56,441
They're not gonna let you do that.

1015
01:19:04,641 --> 01:19:05,641
Shit.

1016
01:19:08,681 --> 01:19:09,761
Shit.

1017
01:19:10,761 --> 01:19:11,841
I'll be there.

1018
01:20:42,801 --> 01:20:43,881
Mum: Helen?

1019
01:20:55,001 --> 01:20:56,121
There you are.

1020
01:20:56,761 --> 01:20:58,817
- What are you doing here?
- Had the radio on, did you?

1021
01:20:58,841 --> 01:20:59,841
Hi, Aunty Helen.

1022
01:20:59,921 --> 01:21:00,921
Hi, Aimee.

1023
01:21:01,041 --> 01:21:02,481
You've got an ouchie.

1024
01:21:02,601 --> 01:21:04,041
Oh, yeah, it's nearly better.

1025
01:21:04,121 --> 01:21:05,297
Look, it's really lovely to see you guys,

1026
01:21:05,321 --> 01:21:06,417
but it's not really the best...

1027
01:21:06,441 --> 01:21:07,881
We're gasping for a cup of tea.

1028
01:21:08,521 --> 01:21:10,481
- Can I see your bird?
- Yeah.

1029
01:21:10,601 --> 01:21:12,761
Dad's car's in a bit of a state.

1030
01:21:13,001 --> 01:21:14,361
I just need to wash it.

1031
01:21:22,921 --> 01:21:24,121
Did it die?

1032
01:21:24,641 --> 01:21:26,881
Oh, no. No, no. That's not my bird.

1033
01:21:27,001 --> 01:21:29,601
That's just, um, one that my bird killed.

1034
01:21:30,241 --> 01:21:32,681
- Is your bird sorry?
- No, no, no, it's fine.

1035
01:21:32,801 --> 01:21:35,801
- It's what's meant to happen.
- Can I have a biscuit?

1036
01:21:35,921 --> 01:21:39,601
- That's a good idea, Aimee.
- No, I'm not sure I've got any.

1037
01:21:40,001 --> 01:21:41,401
Um...

1038
01:21:41,641 --> 01:21:43,601
What, what about cups?

1039
01:21:43,721 --> 01:21:45,801
Uh... just wash out a mug or something.

1040
01:21:45,921 --> 01:21:47,321
I'm gonna get Mabel.

1041
01:22:08,281 --> 01:22:09,281
Ooh.

1042
01:22:09,401 --> 01:22:11,681
Aimee, not too close to the hawk.

1043
01:22:11,801 --> 01:22:13,561
Helen: Aimee, this is Mabel.

1044
01:22:13,841 --> 01:22:15,321
Your names both mean love.

1045
01:22:15,441 --> 01:22:16,601
Isn't that funny?

1046
01:22:23,081 --> 01:22:24,441
Is that poo?

1047
01:22:24,961 --> 01:22:26,441
Yeah, that's a mute.

1048
01:22:27,321 --> 01:22:29,401
- She's got two tummies.
- Mm.

1049
01:22:29,521 --> 01:22:30,921
Yeah, one's called a crop,

1050
01:22:31,361 --> 01:22:33,321
and that's where all
the feathers and the fur go.

1051
01:22:33,441 --> 01:22:35,401
And that's what makes these come out.

1052
01:22:36,441 --> 01:22:37,681
Castings.

1053
01:22:37,961 --> 01:22:39,721
Oh, here comes one.
Here comes a casting.

1054
01:22:39,841 --> 01:22:41,441
Here comes a pellet. Look.

1055
01:22:42,081 --> 01:22:44,321
Whoa!

1056
01:22:45,041 --> 01:22:46,561
You're lucky you got to see that.

1057
01:22:47,841 --> 01:22:48,937
That's all the stuff she doesn't need.

1058
01:22:48,961 --> 01:22:50,041
She doesn't want that.

1059
01:22:50,441 --> 01:22:51,921
That's all fur and things like that.

1060
01:22:52,241 --> 01:22:54,801
Was that the bird that cut your face?

1061
01:22:56,121 --> 01:22:57,601
Yeah, but she didn't mean to.

1062
01:22:58,401 --> 01:23:00,257
It was an accident.
She was just hungry, that's all.

1063
01:23:00,281 --> 01:23:01,881
And she thought I was stealing her food.

1064
01:23:03,321 --> 01:23:07,441
Ooh, she's gonna rouse.

1065
01:23:10,161 --> 01:23:11,601
That means she's happy.

1066
01:23:12,121 --> 01:23:14,561
It means she's really happy.
I think she likes you.

1067
01:23:14,641 --> 01:23:16,041
- Yeah.
- James: Aimee.

1068
01:23:16,121 --> 01:23:17,201
Aimee, not... not so close.

1069
01:23:17,241 --> 01:23:18,401
Come here, please.

1070
01:23:18,961 --> 01:23:20,041
Come here.

1071
01:23:20,961 --> 01:23:22,041
Good girl.

1072
01:23:25,161 --> 01:23:26,441
I'll go and get changed.

1073
01:23:38,241 --> 01:23:40,961
Mum: The stench of fags

1074
01:23:41,561 --> 01:23:42,881
and rotting meat.

1075
01:23:43,161 --> 01:23:44,161
God, it's disgusting.

1076
01:23:44,281 --> 01:23:45,601
James: She's gone feral.

1077
01:23:45,761 --> 01:23:48,281
Mum: She's always been messy,
but this kitchen,

1078
01:23:48,441 --> 01:23:50,041
it is a health hazard.

1079
01:23:50,921 --> 01:23:53,201
Human beings can't live this way.

1080
01:23:53,321 --> 01:23:54,697
James: I don't think she's well, Mum.

1081
01:23:54,721 --> 01:23:56,241
Mum: I can see that.

1082
01:23:58,321 --> 01:23:59,321
Hey.

1083
01:24:00,041 --> 01:24:01,881
- Isn't she amazing?
- Aimee: Yeah.

1084
01:24:02,001 --> 01:24:05,001
- Do you need help packing?
- No, I'll be fine.

1085
01:24:05,281 --> 01:24:07,577
I can give you a hand to move
into the new place if you want.

1086
01:24:07,601 --> 01:24:08,601
Can hire a van.

1087
01:24:08,721 --> 01:24:10,241
I haven't got a place, so...

1088
01:24:14,921 --> 01:24:16,841
How's Dad's eulogy coming on?

1089
01:24:18,321 --> 01:24:19,857
Well, I'm in the middle of
writing a talk at the moment,

1090
01:24:19,881 --> 01:24:21,241
but once that's finished.

1091
01:24:21,761 --> 01:24:23,801
You won't leave it till the last
minute, will you?

1092
01:24:25,121 --> 01:24:26,281
No, I won't.

1093
01:24:27,441 --> 01:24:29,641
I just need to get this talk
out of the way, that's all.

1094
01:25:04,441 --> 01:25:05,601
Good afternoon.

1095
01:25:08,561 --> 01:25:10,641
Nature appreciation today

1096
01:25:10,801 --> 01:25:13,161
revolves around distanced looking

1097
01:25:14,241 --> 01:25:15,641
not interaction.

1098
01:25:16,641 --> 01:25:18,481
We've been encouraged to see
the natural world

1099
01:25:18,601 --> 01:25:20,001
as something damaged,

1100
01:25:20,641 --> 01:25:21,961
always threatened,

1101
01:25:22,841 --> 01:25:25,841
something we can look at,
but aren't allowed to touch.

1102
01:25:27,801 --> 01:25:29,521
Today, I want to talk about other ways

1103
01:25:29,641 --> 01:25:32,241
of relating to nature
than just looking at it.

1104
01:25:32,841 --> 01:25:35,721
Ones that can promote radical
shifts in subjectivity,

1105
01:25:36,441 --> 01:25:39,801
grant us forms of imaginative
empathy with wild creatures.

1106
01:25:42,041 --> 01:25:45,041
In these times of catastrophic
biodiversity loss,

1107
01:25:45,681 --> 01:25:47,801
it's essential that we remind ourselves

1108
01:25:47,921 --> 01:25:49,801
that the world does not belong to us.

1109
01:25:51,441 --> 01:25:53,121
We share it with
innumerable other minds...

1110
01:25:53,241 --> 01:25:56,721
How can you like... justify killing for fun?

1111
01:26:02,401 --> 01:26:03,441
Um.

1112
01:26:04,881 --> 01:26:06,361
It's not fun.

1113
01:26:08,201 --> 01:26:09,881
Hunting with a hawk is

1114
01:26:10,441 --> 01:26:12,041
having the privilege to be involved in

1115
01:26:12,121 --> 01:26:15,521
well, to witness an entirely natural event.

1116
01:26:17,361 --> 01:26:21,961
And if Mabel catches a rabbit, we eat it.

1117
01:26:22,241 --> 01:26:23,681
Couldn't you feed her bird seed?

1118
01:26:25,401 --> 01:26:27,321
Uh... no.

1119
01:26:28,561 --> 01:26:30,161
No, she's a carnivore.

1120
01:26:31,641 --> 01:26:33,041
And you see her talons.

1121
01:26:33,881 --> 01:26:36,441
You see her hooked beak
for rending flesh.

1122
01:26:36,641 --> 01:26:39,441
And her crines, these, these
tiny, tiny little feathers,

1123
01:26:39,561 --> 01:26:42,041
they're... they're, um,
they're like whiskers.

1124
01:26:42,561 --> 01:26:44,441
They've evolved to hold
the blood until it dries

1125
01:26:44,561 --> 01:26:46,561
and flakes away. I mean,
that's what they're for

1126
01:26:47,201 --> 01:26:48,721
like your legs are for walking.

1127
01:26:48,921 --> 01:26:52,441
No, I have a responsibility
to let her be a Goshawk.

1128
01:26:54,521 --> 01:26:58,161
To raise a hawk and not let
it hunt would be like

1129
01:26:59,721 --> 01:27:01,441
be like not letting a child play.

1130
01:27:01,561 --> 01:27:02,841
You call it play?

1131
01:27:03,161 --> 01:27:04,841
No, I...

1132
01:27:08,241 --> 01:27:10,241
You... you claim that you're involved in

1133
01:27:10,361 --> 01:27:11,641
"an entirely natural event",

1134
01:27:11,761 --> 01:27:14,001
but all you're really doing
is bringing death.

1135
01:27:14,121 --> 01:27:16,561
Well, ... death's already there.

1136
01:27:17,601 --> 01:27:19,137
You know, death's everywhere.
But we're just

1137
01:27:19,161 --> 01:27:21,521
we're constantly protecting
ourselves from it.

1138
01:27:21,921 --> 01:27:23,521
Do you know that every year in the UK,

1139
01:27:23,641 --> 01:27:25,801
30 million little fluffy
cockerel chicks are killed

1140
01:27:25,921 --> 01:27:27,481
just because they're males and

1141
01:27:27,601 --> 01:27:28,961
they can't lay eggs for us to eat?

1142
01:27:29,041 --> 01:27:30,601
I mean, we'd... we want to keep

1143
01:27:30,721 --> 01:27:32,361
death hidden well away, but

1144
01:27:34,801 --> 01:27:36,561
hunting with Mabel, it's, it's

1145
01:27:37,561 --> 01:27:39,921
it's an honest encounter with death.

1146
01:27:40,201 --> 01:27:41,817
Woman: Aren't you sorry for
the rabbit at all?

1147
01:27:41,841 --> 01:27:43,537
I think Helen has already
answered the question

1148
01:27:43,561 --> 01:27:44,561
about the rabbit.

1149
01:27:44,681 --> 01:27:45,881
Helen: Of course I'm sorry.

1150
01:27:47,921 --> 01:27:49,321
Of course, I'm sorry that the

1151
01:27:49,441 --> 01:27:50,921
the rabbit's got to die.

1152
01:27:51,561 --> 01:27:53,361
Ma-Mabel's got to die.

1153
01:27:54,321 --> 01:27:56,241
I've got to die. So do you. I mean

1154
01:27:57,001 --> 01:27:59,201
we're all going to die. It's...

1155
01:28:04,281 --> 01:28:05,401
I ca...

1156
01:30:42,561 --> 01:30:43,601
Helen?

1157
01:30:50,601 --> 01:30:52,121
Helen, can you open the door?

1158
01:30:52,241 --> 01:30:53,761
It's freezing out here.

1159
01:31:04,881 --> 01:31:06,001
Helen?

1160
01:31:10,881 --> 01:31:13,561
I went to our favourite
bookstore at the market today.

1161
01:32:52,201 --> 01:32:54,361
- Hi.
- Hi.

1162
01:32:55,361 --> 01:32:57,561
Is that the Hitchhiker's
Guide Radio Scripts?

1163
01:32:57,881 --> 01:32:58,961
The original.

1164
01:33:00,081 --> 01:33:01,481
My God, score.

1165
01:33:02,881 --> 01:33:03,961
You want to smell it?

1166
01:33:04,081 --> 01:33:05,241
Yeah.

1167
01:33:08,801 --> 01:33:09,801
Vanilla.

1168
01:33:12,201 --> 01:33:13,641
Shall I make us some coffee?

1169
01:33:15,361 --> 01:33:16,361
Yeah.

1170
01:33:59,401 --> 01:34:00,961
How's the packing going?

1171
01:34:03,241 --> 01:34:04,681
I haven't got time to pack.

1172
01:34:05,641 --> 01:34:08,481
I've got to write the eulogy for
my dad's memorial service and.

1173
01:34:09,001 --> 01:34:10,401
I've left it too late.

1174
01:34:12,961 --> 01:34:15,241
Why don't I pack, and you write?

1175
01:34:30,881 --> 01:34:32,041
It's okay.

1176
01:34:34,641 --> 01:34:36,441
It is... it's okay.

1177
01:34:40,081 --> 01:34:41,937
You know, when I was sad,
my mum used to comfort me

1178
01:34:41,961 --> 01:34:43,721
with Julian of Norwich.

1179
01:34:44,441 --> 01:34:46,161
My Grandma taught it to her.

1180
01:34:46,801 --> 01:34:48,681
You know, Medieval mystic abbesses

1181
01:34:48,801 --> 01:34:51,681
who brick themselves up in towers

1182
01:34:51,801 --> 01:34:53,801
was really her thing.

1183
01:34:55,521 --> 01:34:57,801
Not that we know anyone else like that.

1184
01:35:00,681 --> 01:35:02,041
She would say,

1185
01:35:03,241 --> 01:35:04,681
"All shall be well,

1186
01:35:06,081 --> 01:35:07,721
and all shall be well,

1187
01:35:08,401 --> 01:35:11,041
"and all manner of things shall be well."

1188
01:35:57,441 --> 01:35:58,761
Is that one of his?

1189
01:35:58,961 --> 01:36:00,761
- Mm-hmm.
- Wow.

1190
01:36:07,761 --> 01:36:08,761
<i>Are we ready?</i>

1191
01:36:08,881 --> 01:36:11,041
Helen: <i>Yep. What's in there?</i>

1192
01:36:11,401 --> 01:36:12,961
Dad: <i>Look what I found, you see.</i>

1193
01:36:14,801 --> 01:36:16,761
- Dad: <i>Oh.</i>
- Helen: <i>Hello.</i>

1194
01:36:16,881 --> 01:36:20,841
James: <i>So tiny. So sweet.</i>

1195
01:36:21,841 --> 01:36:23,361
<i>Where's he going?</i>

1196
01:36:32,961 --> 01:36:34,041
Helen: <i>Careful, Dad.</i>

1197
01:36:34,161 --> 01:36:35,841
<i>No, no, no, no.</i>

1198
01:36:36,641 --> 01:36:38,081
<i>He's making a nest in your hair.</i>

1199
01:36:44,041 --> 01:36:45,441
<i>Oh, no.</i>

1200
01:36:45,561 --> 01:36:46,881
No, no, no...

1201
01:36:47,841 --> 01:36:49,081
<i>Where's he going?</i>

1202
01:36:56,601 --> 01:36:58,561
<i>You're safe, Dad, you're safe.</i>

1203
01:37:01,441 --> 01:37:03,441
- Dad: <i>Right. It's good now.</i>
- Helen: <i>Okay.</i>

1204
01:37:03,561 --> 01:37:05,441
- Dad: <i>Don't touch it.
- I'm not gonna touch it.</i>

1205
01:37:06,561 --> 01:37:07,561
Dad: <i>Ready?</i>

1206
01:37:09,001 --> 01:37:10,361
<i>Hold it steady now.</i>

1207
01:37:12,521 --> 01:37:13,681
Helen: <i>Ahh…</i>

1208
01:37:14,241 --> 01:37:15,681
<i>Dad!</i>

1209
01:37:16,761 --> 01:37:18,441
<i>How about that! Together!</i>

1210
01:37:18,561 --> 01:37:20,001
<i>Got it.</i>

1211
01:37:21,921 --> 01:37:23,001
Helen: Ali Mac,

1212
01:37:24,041 --> 01:37:26,281
A.K.A. Alisdair Macdonald,

1213
01:37:26,641 --> 01:37:28,841
A.K.A. our dad,

1214
01:37:29,841 --> 01:37:31,081
quite liked bridges.

1215
01:37:35,201 --> 01:37:37,801
He tracked down and memorialized
every single way

1216
01:37:37,921 --> 01:37:39,441
to cross the River Thames.

1217
01:37:40,601 --> 01:37:44,161
He got shouted at by farmers
and attacked by cows,

1218
01:37:44,841 --> 01:37:47,681
but none of them could stop him
from completing his mission.

1219
01:37:51,121 --> 01:37:53,121
He was a quiet man with a camera,

1220
01:37:54,041 --> 01:37:56,721
and every day he set out
in search of new things.

1221
01:38:04,801 --> 01:38:07,201
He traced the courses of streets
and rivers,

1222
01:38:07,841 --> 01:38:09,401
careers and lives,

1223
01:38:09,841 --> 01:38:11,881
storms and stars.

1224
01:38:17,641 --> 01:38:20,121
I always thought what Dad taught me

1225
01:38:20,361 --> 01:38:22,161
was to be detached

1226
01:38:23,841 --> 01:38:24,881
a watcher.

1227
01:38:25,961 --> 01:38:28,321
Using the viewfinder to contain the world

1228
01:38:28,441 --> 01:38:30,241
and keep fear at bay.

1229
01:38:44,281 --> 01:38:46,321
But now, I see

1230
01:38:48,121 --> 01:38:52,001
how passionately engaged
with life Dad was.

1231
01:38:55,281 --> 01:38:56,841
Look, this happened.

1232
01:38:59,441 --> 01:39:01,001
- And this.
- Aww.

1233
01:39:02,521 --> 01:39:03,961
And this.

1234
01:39:08,361 --> 01:39:10,001
Every shot a testament.

1235
01:39:11,481 --> 01:39:13,561
Reminding us not to miss a moment.

1236
01:39:15,201 --> 01:39:16,441
Not to forget.

1237
01:39:19,361 --> 01:39:21,681
I've been desperately trying not to forget.

1238
01:39:24,201 --> 01:39:25,721
He was a wonderful father

1239
01:39:27,681 --> 01:39:31,081
with a ridiculous inability to
wear anything other than a suit.

1240
01:39:34,041 --> 01:39:35,801
Um, I went with Dad to Cornwall once

1241
01:39:35,921 --> 01:39:37,961
to photograph a total eclipse.

1242
01:39:38,201 --> 01:39:39,921
And we were standing on a beach,

1243
01:39:40,641 --> 01:39:41,881
when a man, who

1244
01:39:42,001 --> 01:39:43,601
he told us he was the reincarnation

1245
01:39:43,721 --> 01:39:45,001
of King Arthur,

1246
01:39:45,321 --> 01:39:46,521
he was wearing a silver crown

1247
01:39:46,641 --> 01:39:48,481
and wearing long white robes,

1248
01:39:48,881 --> 01:39:50,281
and he came up to Dad,

1249
01:39:50,401 --> 01:39:52,961
and he asked him, absolutely bewildered,

1250
01:39:53,761 --> 01:39:55,521
"Why are you wearing that suit?"

1251
01:39:56,201 --> 01:39:57,481
And Dad replied,

1252
01:39:57,921 --> 01:40:00,601
"Well, you never know
who you're going to meet."

1253
01:40:05,641 --> 01:40:09,041
I think he was the only person
in the world

1254
01:40:09,161 --> 01:40:10,681
who truly understood me.

1255
01:40:12,161 --> 01:40:13,321
And now he's gone.

1256
01:40:14,681 --> 01:40:16,041
I miss him terribly.

1257
01:40:19,121 --> 01:40:21,881
But seeing everyone here today
makes me realise

1258
01:40:22,881 --> 01:40:24,801
that he was special not just to me...

1259
01:40:26,001 --> 01:40:27,361
But to all of us.

1260
01:40:28,321 --> 01:40:30,241
And that he's here with us now,

1261
01:40:31,801 --> 01:40:34,441
in our memories, and in our hearts.

1262
01:40:40,081 --> 01:40:41,121
Bless you, Dad.

1263
01:40:44,881 --> 01:40:46,201
I always knew you were a legend,

1264
01:40:46,321 --> 01:40:48,761
but it turns out that you
really, really were.

1265
01:41:09,521 --> 01:41:10,521
Thank you so much.

1266
01:41:34,721 --> 01:41:37,441
Little interest or pleasure
in doing things?

1267
01:41:38,681 --> 01:41:40,001
Helen: Quite often, yeah.

1268
01:41:41,081 --> 01:41:43,881
Some days? More than half the days?

1269
01:41:44,281 --> 01:41:45,881
More than half the days, yeah.

1270
01:41:47,561 --> 01:41:48,641
Poor appetite?

1271
01:41:50,161 --> 01:41:51,201
Same.

1272
01:41:52,201 --> 01:41:53,521
More than half the days?

1273
01:41:54,681 --> 01:41:55,881
Yeah, same.

1274
01:41:57,641 --> 01:41:59,121
Trouble concentrating?

1275
01:41:59,881 --> 01:42:00,881
Yeah.

1276
01:42:02,161 --> 01:42:04,281
Both: More than half the days.

1277
01:42:07,441 --> 01:42:09,081
Feeling that you're a failure?

1278
01:42:09,721 --> 01:42:11,281
Well, that's just a matter of fact.

1279
01:42:12,721 --> 01:42:13,721
So...

1280
01:42:15,041 --> 01:42:16,321
More than half the days, yeah.

1281
01:42:19,521 --> 01:42:23,681
Taking less trouble over your
appearance than formerly?

1282
01:42:24,881 --> 01:42:25,961
Um.

1283
01:42:27,081 --> 01:42:30,161
I don't know. Uh... yeah, maybe.

1284
01:42:35,241 --> 01:42:37,641
It could just be that these are
rational responses

1285
01:42:37,761 --> 01:42:40,241
to the realities of my life,

1286
01:42:40,401 --> 01:42:42,281
as opposed to pathological ones.

1287
01:42:43,681 --> 01:42:48,401
No income, no job, no home, no father.

1288
01:42:49,321 --> 01:42:50,801
Are you in a relationship?

1289
01:42:50,881 --> 01:42:51,881
No.

1290
01:42:53,681 --> 01:42:54,881
I do have Mabel.

1291
01:42:55,761 --> 01:42:58,361
- Mabel is your...?
- Goshawk.

1292
01:43:01,601 --> 01:43:03,401
But they're a non-affectionate
species, so...

1293
01:43:18,121 --> 01:43:19,201
There you go.

1294
01:43:20,121 --> 01:43:21,601
Thanks, Mum.

1295
01:43:39,041 --> 01:43:41,041
It's time to put Mabel up to moult.

1296
01:43:42,561 --> 01:43:43,961
What does that entail?

1297
01:43:44,441 --> 01:43:47,041
Well, she loses her feathers one by one,

1298
01:43:47,161 --> 01:43:48,441
and grows news ones.

1299
01:43:48,561 --> 01:43:50,761
Gosh. Sounds like hard work.

1300
01:43:50,881 --> 01:43:51,881
Hmm.

1301
01:43:53,161 --> 01:43:54,281
She'll need peace and quiet,

1302
01:43:54,321 --> 01:43:56,161
so, a friend said that he'd have her.

1303
01:43:57,841 --> 01:43:59,361
How long will she be away?

1304
01:44:01,281 --> 01:44:02,401
Six months.

1305
01:44:03,241 --> 01:44:04,241
Oh.

1306
01:44:07,281 --> 01:44:10,201
Well, maybe that'll be
a nice break for Mabel.

1307
01:44:14,681 --> 01:44:15,841
And for you.

1308
01:44:21,641 --> 01:44:23,161
The doctor says I have depression.

1309
01:44:27,401 --> 01:44:28,881
I couldn't be sorrier, Mum,

1310
01:44:30,961 --> 01:44:32,721
for putting you through so much worry.

1311
01:44:35,761 --> 01:44:37,001
That's you, Helen.

1312
01:44:37,761 --> 01:44:38,761
You

1313
01:44:39,401 --> 01:44:40,601
you go too far.

1314
01:44:42,121 --> 01:44:43,281
But you come back.

1315
01:46:31,481 --> 01:46:32,961
Dad: Come on, slow coach.

1316
01:46:33,561 --> 01:46:34,761
I haven't got all day.

1317
01:46:35,601 --> 01:46:36,761
I'm tired.

1318
01:46:37,121 --> 01:46:38,361
It's been a long week.

1319
01:46:39,361 --> 01:46:40,361
Dad: Tired?

1320
01:46:40,841 --> 01:46:42,681
You don't know the meaning of the word.

1321
01:46:46,001 --> 01:46:48,601
I think that's a little German microlight.

1322
01:46:48,721 --> 01:46:50,161
Quick, my notebook.

1323
01:46:50,321 --> 01:46:51,481
Side pocket.

1324
01:46:52,761 --> 01:46:54,001
Write this down for me.

1325
01:46:56,481 --> 01:47:01,041
Ikarus C42.

1326
01:47:02,641 --> 01:47:05,321
You need a new notebook, Dad.
This one's almost full.

1327
01:47:05,521 --> 01:47:07,481
You can get me one for my birthday.

1328
01:47:08,521 --> 01:47:10,561
I thought you wanted
a book on grasshoppers.

1329
01:47:10,761 --> 01:47:12,241
Already bought it.

1330
01:47:13,161 --> 01:47:15,601
'Nymphs of the Sahelian Grasshoppers'.

1331
01:47:15,761 --> 01:47:17,081
A bit niche, isn't it?

1332
01:47:17,801 --> 01:47:19,897
Not if you live in Africa
and want to protect your crops,

1333
01:47:19,921 --> 01:47:21,041
it isn't.

1334
01:47:24,041 --> 01:47:25,521
But you don't live in Africa.

1335
01:47:32,001 --> 01:47:33,241
Voila!

1336
01:47:33,881 --> 01:47:35,681
The source of the River Thames.

1337
01:47:38,201 --> 01:47:39,201
Is this it?

1338
01:47:40,281 --> 01:47:41,281
Yup.

1339
01:47:41,681 --> 01:47:42,881
But there's nothing here.

1340
01:47:44,121 --> 01:47:45,121
I know.

1341
01:47:46,641 --> 01:47:48,921
You dragged me all this way
to look at a pile of stones?

1342
01:47:50,961 --> 01:47:51,961
It's underground.

1343
01:47:53,921 --> 01:47:55,201
It's incredible.

1344
01:47:56,161 --> 01:47:58,841
Thames starts as a tiny little spring,

1345
01:47:59,041 --> 01:48:01,401
way down below the earth right here.

1346
01:48:02,881 --> 01:48:03,881
Amazing.

1347
01:48:05,121 --> 01:48:07,401
I'm gonna photograph every single bridge

1348
01:48:09,881 --> 01:48:13,001
between here,
all the way down to the sea.

1349
01:48:14,281 --> 01:48:15,377
That's gonna take a while, isn't it?

1350
01:48:15,401 --> 01:48:16,641
How many bridges is that?

1351
01:48:16,761 --> 01:48:18,801
Over three hundred.
Can you stand over there?

1352
01:48:30,321 --> 01:48:32,561
The first bridge is not very far
from here, actually.

1353
01:48:32,921 --> 01:48:33,921
Dad.

1354
01:48:34,441 --> 01:48:35,601
It won't take long.

1355
01:48:38,241 --> 01:48:40,961
That's good. Just over a wee bit.

1356
01:48:44,761 --> 01:48:45,841
Smile.