1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:02:23,333 --> 00:02:27,402 Sofia. You didn't answer your phone. 4 00:02:29,746 --> 00:02:31,504 Sofia? 5 00:02:40,746 --> 00:02:42,780 Isn't she lovely? 6 00:02:42,884 --> 00:02:45,952 Do you think you'll ever marry, 'Fia? 7 00:02:47,642 --> 00:02:52,056 There is a reason why the man is called the groom. 8 00:02:52,159 --> 00:02:55,641 It's an ominous title. 9 00:03:02,987 --> 00:03:05,917 Is that yours? 10 00:03:06,020 --> 00:03:09,538 Yes, you. Does that handbag belong to you? 11 00:03:12,296 --> 00:03:14,400 Rose. 12 00:03:14,503 --> 00:03:18,262 He is unbearable, even at a distance. 13 00:03:19,813 --> 00:03:23,640 The jellyfish or the medusa, it has no bones, 14 00:03:23,744 --> 00:03:26,088 no brain, and no heart. 15 00:03:26,192 --> 00:03:28,261 What it does have is an ability... 16 00:03:28,364 --> 00:03:31,916 They are so young, Maggie and Tom. 17 00:03:32,019 --> 00:03:36,295 And the water is so loud. 18 00:03:36,399 --> 00:03:38,226 The mill. 19 00:03:38,330 --> 00:03:41,398 And the town condemns her. 20 00:03:41,501 --> 00:03:43,467 Fuckers. 21 00:03:45,054 --> 00:03:48,122 Oh, again? 22 00:03:48,225 --> 00:03:49,984 I quite like how primitive it is here. 23 00:03:50,087 --> 00:03:52,915 It reminds me of my mother's house. 24 00:03:53,018 --> 00:03:55,536 Will you fix it, 'Fia? 25 00:03:55,639 --> 00:03:57,570 And would you get me a spoon? 26 00:03:57,673 --> 00:03:58,984 Of course. 27 00:04:04,811 --> 00:04:06,811 That man should be shot, 28 00:04:06,915 --> 00:04:09,155 keeping his dog chained on the roof. 29 00:04:09,259 --> 00:04:11,259 Blech. 30 00:04:20,845 --> 00:04:22,465 Thanks. 31 00:04:22,568 --> 00:04:24,672 You're welcome. 32 00:04:24,775 --> 00:04:26,741 - Sleep well. - You, too. 33 00:04:29,361 --> 00:04:32,154 Don't smoke near my dress. 34 00:04:43,258 --> 00:04:46,016 The grammar in this letter is startling. 35 00:04:46,120 --> 00:04:50,016 We have to be there at 2:45 their time. 36 00:04:50,120 --> 00:04:52,740 Shall we order a taxi for half past 1:00? 37 00:04:52,844 --> 00:04:55,257 - It'll be very early. - Mm. 38 00:04:56,533 --> 00:04:58,395 This cranial testing he's talked about, 39 00:04:58,498 --> 00:05:00,705 I mean, nobody's mentioned that before. 40 00:05:04,498 --> 00:05:07,808 It's going to be wonderful, Sofia. 41 00:05:07,912 --> 00:05:10,050 I'm optimistic. 42 00:05:22,256 --> 00:05:27,290 I can't. I can't do it. I just can't. I can't. 43 00:05:28,669 --> 00:05:32,945 I just can't tell my story all over again, I just can't. 44 00:05:33,049 --> 00:05:36,565 It's... 45 00:05:36,669 --> 00:05:39,220 Perhaps we should just go home. 46 00:05:42,324 --> 00:05:44,151 Come on, Rose. 47 00:05:44,255 --> 00:05:47,702 You mortgaged our house for this. 48 00:05:47,806 --> 00:05:52,426 My house. What if it doesn't work? 49 00:05:52,530 --> 00:05:56,668 This dress is wrong. Can we change it, 'Fia? 50 00:06:51,252 --> 00:06:52,872 Hola. 51 00:06:52,976 --> 00:06:55,252 W-We're from London. 52 00:06:55,355 --> 00:06:57,527 No problem. 53 00:07:13,320 --> 00:07:16,354 So, sometimes you do feel your legs. 54 00:07:16,458 --> 00:07:20,906 Yeah, I-I can walk. Um, perhaps once a year. 55 00:07:21,009 --> 00:07:26,906 I have no idea why I can when I do, it just happens. 56 00:07:27,009 --> 00:07:29,526 You were a librarian. What were your duties? 57 00:07:29,629 --> 00:07:33,974 I do the cataloging. I indexed and classified books. 58 00:07:34,077 --> 00:07:36,560 - Hmm. And you were born? - I'm 64. 59 00:07:36,663 --> 00:07:39,250 - In Ireland? - Yes, in a small town. 60 00:07:39,353 --> 00:07:42,697 - The population was... - No one. No one. 61 00:07:42,801 --> 00:07:45,525 And you moved to London when? 62 00:07:45,628 --> 00:07:48,283 I left home, and I went to university there. 63 00:07:48,387 --> 00:07:50,939 I was the first person in my family to do that. 64 00:07:51,042 --> 00:07:52,870 And your parents were proud? 65 00:07:52,973 --> 00:07:54,836 My father was, yeah. 66 00:07:56,973 --> 00:08:00,696 Sofia. You live with your mother? 67 00:08:00,800 --> 00:08:02,456 Yes. 68 00:08:02,558 --> 00:08:05,180 And what do you think about your mother's condition? 69 00:08:05,283 --> 00:08:07,524 Rose hasn't been able to walk since I was four. 70 00:08:13,179 --> 00:08:15,110 Julieta, estarás a cargo 71 00:08:15,213 --> 00:08:19,662 de las terapias físicas, por favor. 72 00:08:19,764 --> 00:08:22,075 And is anyone else in the family? 73 00:08:22,179 --> 00:08:24,834 No. There's no one else. Just me and Sofia. 74 00:08:24,937 --> 00:08:28,006 I waited a long time for my only. 75 00:08:28,110 --> 00:08:30,937 Hmm. And you work? 76 00:08:31,041 --> 00:08:32,764 In a coffee bar. 77 00:08:32,868 --> 00:08:34,488 I deferred my studies. 78 00:08:34,592 --> 00:08:37,834 Sofia is a permanent student of anthropology. 79 00:08:37,936 --> 00:08:40,867 Wonderful. You study patterns. 80 00:08:45,005 --> 00:08:46,591 Doctor Gomez. 81 00:08:46,694 --> 00:08:48,625 Just Gomez, please. 82 00:08:48,729 --> 00:08:51,729 Where do you feel pain now? 83 00:08:51,833 --> 00:08:55,211 Um, in my leg. Uh, in my right elbow. 84 00:08:55,315 --> 00:08:57,798 And I have chronic knuckle pain here. 85 00:08:57,902 --> 00:08:59,246 And you feel nothing below your knees? 86 00:08:59,349 --> 00:09:02,935 That's right. I'm a rare case. 87 00:09:03,039 --> 00:09:06,211 Sofia, you may go and come back in two hours. 88 00:09:08,039 --> 00:09:13,797 Um, you feel nothing here? 89 00:09:13,901 --> 00:09:15,797 Nothing? 90 00:10:00,106 --> 00:10:02,243 - Sofia... - Yeah? Thanks. 91 00:10:02,346 --> 00:10:04,243 Gomez has taken me off three of my pills. 92 00:10:04,346 --> 00:10:06,277 - Really? - You know, other doctors, 93 00:10:06,381 --> 00:10:08,967 they talked about iron deficiency and diabetes. 94 00:10:09,070 --> 00:10:10,863 Well, it's far more complex than that, 95 00:10:10,967 --> 00:10:12,243 but we have begun. 96 00:10:12,346 --> 00:10:15,174 - Oh, good. - Nurse Sunshine is my daughter, 97 00:10:15,277 --> 00:10:18,277 and today it's her birthday. 98 00:10:18,380 --> 00:10:20,105 - Et j'ai rempli les papiers. - Et c'est signé? 99 00:10:20,208 --> 00:10:21,725 - Oui, Papa. - Très bien. 100 00:10:21,829 --> 00:10:23,345 - Do you need some help? - No, we're fine. 101 00:10:23,449 --> 00:10:24,967 - We're fine, thanks. Thanks. - Thanks. 102 00:10:25,069 --> 00:10:26,656 - I'll see you tomorrow? - Yeah. 103 00:10:26,759 --> 00:10:29,311 Happy birthday. 104 00:10:41,897 --> 00:10:45,620 These are to be chucked. 105 00:10:48,137 --> 00:10:49,724 Don't you want to wait? 106 00:10:49,828 --> 00:10:52,551 For what? 107 00:10:52,655 --> 00:10:58,619 Someone is making money out of my prescription. 108 00:10:58,723 --> 00:11:00,241 I mean, you've watched me. 109 00:11:03,343 --> 00:11:08,378 All those pills. You are my witness. 110 00:11:11,378 --> 00:11:14,274 They fed me like an ardent child in a sweetshop. 111 00:11:18,619 --> 00:11:21,378 He cares. I can tell. 112 00:11:21,481 --> 00:11:23,549 You paid him 25 grand. 113 00:11:25,136 --> 00:11:28,308 Hmm. Euros. Which is less. 114 00:11:32,101 --> 00:11:36,032 Have faith, 'Fia, would you? 115 00:11:36,135 --> 00:11:38,342 Isn't it dangerous to just stop? 116 00:11:46,825 --> 00:11:49,204 Why don't you go out and just do some work? 117 00:11:52,859 --> 00:11:54,307 I will. 118 00:11:59,272 --> 00:12:02,065 And just... 119 00:12:02,169 --> 00:12:05,893 I need a different water. 120 00:12:05,996 --> 00:12:08,616 Would you get me another type? 121 00:12:15,547 --> 00:12:17,409 Hola, guapa. 122 00:13:16,890 --> 00:13:19,613 I'd rather be dead, wouldn't you? 123 00:13:19,717 --> 00:13:21,475 Than shackled. 124 00:13:23,303 --> 00:13:25,372 You should rent a different place. 125 00:13:27,820 --> 00:13:29,372 I like it here. 126 00:13:32,750 --> 00:13:34,820 I went walking once... 127 00:13:36,612 --> 00:13:38,578 ...when I was your age. 128 00:13:38,681 --> 00:13:41,509 By the sea. 129 00:13:41,612 --> 00:13:45,026 And then up this cliff. 130 00:13:47,854 --> 00:13:51,371 And the people on the beach, 131 00:13:51,474 --> 00:13:54,371 they stared as I started up this incline. 132 00:13:56,715 --> 00:13:59,026 The grass is so lush 133 00:13:59,129 --> 00:14:03,095 and the rain was so soft on my hair. 134 00:14:08,128 --> 00:14:10,232 And I kept looking over the edge. 135 00:14:12,439 --> 00:14:15,577 And wondering how I would look if I fell onto the rocks. 136 00:14:19,990 --> 00:14:21,921 How my death would look. 137 00:14:24,507 --> 00:14:26,714 I was happy. 138 00:14:26,818 --> 00:14:28,610 I had no bag. 139 00:14:28,714 --> 00:14:32,369 Just a cheese roll and some tobacco. 140 00:14:38,300 --> 00:14:42,058 I stood at the top there and I... 141 00:14:42,162 --> 00:14:44,989 just had a cigarette. 142 00:14:45,093 --> 00:14:48,471 You should go back there. 143 00:14:48,575 --> 00:14:51,023 Find it. 144 00:14:51,126 --> 00:14:53,299 Hmm? 145 00:14:55,713 --> 00:14:57,540 I can't walk. 146 00:15:04,057 --> 00:15:07,332 What would you do if I could walk? 147 00:15:07,436 --> 00:15:09,816 I'd be happy. 148 00:15:14,712 --> 00:15:19,091 Gomez is the last one. 149 00:15:20,987 --> 00:15:22,884 Er, laces. 150 00:15:34,435 --> 00:15:36,780 A subject that we kept returning to 151 00:15:36,884 --> 00:15:38,780 was the Balinese trance dance, 152 00:15:38,883 --> 00:15:41,435 where young women fight against a witch. 153 00:17:08,017 --> 00:17:09,879 What's your full name? 154 00:17:09,982 --> 00:17:11,948 Sofia Papastergiadis. 155 00:17:12,051 --> 00:17:14,465 You have to stay here five minutes in case 156 00:17:14,568 --> 00:17:16,879 you have a reaction. 157 00:17:16,982 --> 00:17:19,844 Age and occupation here. 158 00:17:22,257 --> 00:17:24,810 Do many people ride horses here? 159 00:17:24,913 --> 00:17:26,810 Try not to touch the wound. 160 00:17:29,257 --> 00:17:30,499 Oh, sorry. 161 00:17:30,602 --> 00:17:33,809 I'm done. 162 00:17:38,809 --> 00:17:40,188 Hi. 163 00:17:40,292 --> 00:17:42,257 The water's still wrong, 'Fia. 164 00:17:46,360 --> 00:17:49,636 This book, I realized, is not about love. 165 00:17:49,739 --> 00:17:51,877 It is about shame. 166 00:17:55,877 --> 00:17:58,532 What's happened to your arm? 167 00:17:58,635 --> 00:18:00,015 Jellyfish. 168 00:18:00,118 --> 00:18:01,600 Well, you'll have to get that seen to. 169 00:18:01,704 --> 00:18:02,946 I already did. 170 00:18:03,049 --> 00:18:04,808 Well, come here, let me have a look. 171 00:18:04,911 --> 00:18:09,428 God. Put water on that and blow on it. 172 00:18:11,773 --> 00:18:14,462 Well, you know, at least you can swim. 173 00:18:14,566 --> 00:18:16,359 Pain won't last long. 174 00:18:18,876 --> 00:18:20,324 Can we go out now? 175 00:18:23,117 --> 00:18:25,152 Yeah. 176 00:18:33,565 --> 00:18:37,151 Watches. I want one. 177 00:18:37,254 --> 00:18:38,461 Why? 178 00:18:38,565 --> 00:18:40,461 My father always wore one. 179 00:18:42,427 --> 00:18:45,323 Did Christos have one? 180 00:18:45,426 --> 00:18:49,116 Sort of digital horror he had. With lights. 181 00:18:49,220 --> 00:18:51,288 And then he had such nice hair. 182 00:18:51,391 --> 00:18:55,460 I sort of fell in love with the way his hair fell. 183 00:18:55,564 --> 00:18:57,736 You have different hair. 184 00:18:57,840 --> 00:19:00,184 What are these watches then? 185 00:19:02,219 --> 00:19:04,357 Wh-What have you got there? 186 00:19:06,219 --> 00:19:08,081 Oh, yeah, that's... No, no, no. 187 00:19:08,184 --> 00:19:09,977 They are very simple. They're three-- 188 00:19:10,081 --> 00:19:11,701 They're three personnages. 189 00:19:11,805 --> 00:19:16,012 Uh, the father, the mother, and the child. Right. 190 00:19:16,114 --> 00:19:18,252 Which is the father? 191 00:19:18,356 --> 00:19:20,770 I don't care. But I am the child. 192 00:19:20,873 --> 00:19:22,356 Okay. You are the child? 193 00:19:22,459 --> 00:19:24,976 I am the child. 194 00:19:27,356 --> 00:19:29,183 Gracias. 195 00:20:11,974 --> 00:20:15,181 Do you smoke? 196 00:20:15,285 --> 00:20:17,043 Yeah. 197 00:20:20,456 --> 00:20:23,111 Do you have cigarettes? 198 00:20:23,215 --> 00:20:25,249 Yeah. 199 00:20:27,422 --> 00:20:29,215 Okay. Let's go. 200 00:20:31,801 --> 00:20:33,525 Ingrid. 201 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:00,834 What do you do in London? 202 00:21:02,938 --> 00:21:04,869 I'm writing about Margaret Mead at the moment. 203 00:21:04,972 --> 00:21:08,282 Who's that? She sounds dead. 204 00:21:10,937 --> 00:21:12,902 S-She was an anthropologist. 205 00:21:13,006 --> 00:21:14,489 She went to the South Sea Islands 206 00:21:14,592 --> 00:21:16,799 and wrote about teenagers to try and figure out 207 00:21:16,902 --> 00:21:18,764 if adolescence is always a terrible time, 208 00:21:18,868 --> 00:21:21,006 or if it's just a Western thing. 209 00:21:21,109 --> 00:21:23,453 It's about nature versus nurture. 210 00:21:36,074 --> 00:21:38,246 It's shoes! 211 00:21:53,142 --> 00:21:55,073 Tell me about your woman. 212 00:21:57,452 --> 00:22:00,107 Okay. 213 00:22:00,211 --> 00:22:04,004 She writes that life is flexible, 214 00:22:04,107 --> 00:22:08,038 as in, we can change it, but that it's also elastic. 215 00:22:08,589 --> 00:22:11,175 Because we always go back to what we grew up with. 216 00:22:11,279 --> 00:22:13,106 Essentially. 217 00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:17,313 Fuck that shit. 218 00:22:26,830 --> 00:22:29,037 Look at all this blue, Sofie. 219 00:22:35,830 --> 00:22:38,519 - Cyan. - It's blue. 220 00:22:38,623 --> 00:22:41,381 It's blue. 221 00:22:54,484 --> 00:22:56,002 And? 222 00:23:05,415 --> 00:23:07,897 Matty? 223 00:23:08,001 --> 00:23:10,517 Matty, can you hear the sea? 224 00:23:13,035 --> 00:23:16,001 I'm always late. 225 00:23:16,104 --> 00:23:19,552 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Mm. 226 00:23:45,482 --> 00:23:47,378 You're not using our rental car? 227 00:23:47,482 --> 00:23:50,653 Sofia doesn't drive. She failed her test four times. 228 00:23:50,757 --> 00:23:53,550 Well, perhaps your imagination is too active. 229 00:23:53,653 --> 00:23:55,999 Did you imagine that you would finally kill people? 230 00:23:56,102 --> 00:23:57,653 She failed her theory, too, 231 00:23:57,757 --> 00:24:01,688 where no one was in any palpable danger. 232 00:24:01,792 --> 00:24:05,481 Rose, we have the scan of your feet. 233 00:24:07,377 --> 00:24:09,791 Uh... Sofia. 234 00:24:09,894 --> 00:24:13,721 Could you tell me about your father? 235 00:24:13,825 --> 00:24:15,963 He left when I was four, 236 00:24:16,067 --> 00:24:18,170 and I've seen him a few times since then. 237 00:24:18,274 --> 00:24:19,445 The last time? 238 00:24:19,549 --> 00:24:21,170 When I was 15. 239 00:24:21,273 --> 00:24:25,860 Two years ago, he inherited his father's shipping business. 240 00:24:25,963 --> 00:24:28,928 He gave Sofia nothing. 241 00:24:29,031 --> 00:24:32,583 And you, Rose. You have sisters? Brothers? 242 00:24:32,687 --> 00:24:34,514 Three brothers, older. 243 00:24:34,618 --> 00:24:36,307 I had a sister, but she died. 244 00:24:36,411 --> 00:24:38,204 It was a-- a tragedy? 245 00:24:38,307 --> 00:24:41,790 No, they never talked about her. 246 00:24:41,893 --> 00:24:46,375 Well, it's imperative to talk about the dead. 247 00:24:46,479 --> 00:24:48,237 What was your sister's name? 248 00:24:48,341 --> 00:24:51,582 Mary. Oh, I didn't know her. She died before I was born. 249 00:24:56,099 --> 00:24:59,685 I would like you to think about your enemies, Rose. 250 00:24:59,789 --> 00:25:02,030 Make a list. 251 00:25:02,134 --> 00:25:03,961 We don't have access to a printer. 252 00:25:04,065 --> 00:25:07,719 Handwritten is best, Mrs. Papastergiadis. 253 00:26:23,578 --> 00:26:26,371 I was waiting for a long time. 254 00:26:26,475 --> 00:26:28,785 - Sorry. - You didn't hear me. 255 00:26:28,888 --> 00:26:30,819 I had my music on. 256 00:26:33,785 --> 00:26:35,957 Should be listening out for me instead. 257 00:28:56,399 --> 00:28:58,812 Do you want to go inside? 258 00:29:00,985 --> 00:29:03,123 I want to go, but we can't. 259 00:29:08,950 --> 00:29:12,329 How long does it take to ladle out a bowl of bean soup? 260 00:29:12,432 --> 00:29:14,122 Sofia's only having salad. 261 00:29:16,639 --> 00:29:18,915 People think that all those little white cottages 262 00:29:19,018 --> 00:29:20,880 out in the middle of nowhere are romantic. 263 00:29:20,984 --> 00:29:22,777 - They're not. - Why not? 264 00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:26,122 Well, everyone's watching you. 265 00:29:29,742 --> 00:29:32,018 I think I'll have a glass of white wine. 266 00:29:32,122 --> 00:29:34,777 No. No alcohol. We're working. 267 00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:38,259 Ah, beautiful. There you go. 268 00:29:38,362 --> 00:29:39,777 Nice. 269 00:29:39,879 --> 00:29:42,155 That-- That will make me come out in hives. 270 00:29:42,259 --> 00:29:44,293 - Hmm? - I'm allergic to fish. 271 00:29:44,397 --> 00:29:45,810 I-I told you that. 272 00:29:45,914 --> 00:29:48,224 Well, if you have a reaction, I'll move. 273 00:29:53,845 --> 00:29:56,154 Hey. 274 00:30:00,568 --> 00:30:02,430 Gomez. 275 00:30:06,534 --> 00:30:08,051 Rose? 276 00:30:10,671 --> 00:30:12,740 My eye hurts now. 277 00:30:12,844 --> 00:30:14,982 Did you write your list? 278 00:30:18,878 --> 00:30:21,360 Could we sit away from this table? 279 00:30:24,981 --> 00:30:26,877 Tell me who's on the list, Rose. 280 00:30:26,981 --> 00:30:30,119 Well, he's on it, obviously. 281 00:30:30,222 --> 00:30:33,912 And, um, my parents, they weren't helpful. 282 00:30:34,015 --> 00:30:37,912 And, so, I married a Greek, and I escaped. 283 00:30:38,015 --> 00:30:40,394 When did you last see your mother and father? 284 00:30:42,463 --> 00:30:46,601 Uh, they both died, actually, in hospital. Separately. 285 00:30:46,704 --> 00:30:48,394 But I-I wasn't there. 286 00:30:48,497 --> 00:30:50,290 Did you want to be there? 287 00:30:53,496 --> 00:30:55,152 No. Mnh-mnh. 288 00:30:59,945 --> 00:31:02,358 And who is "he"? 289 00:31:02,462 --> 00:31:03,842 Christos. 290 00:31:03,945 --> 00:31:05,634 Sofia's father? 291 00:31:05,738 --> 00:31:07,358 When Sofia was four, 292 00:31:07,462 --> 00:31:14,186 Christos found God, and he left for Athens. 293 00:31:16,599 --> 00:31:18,255 How's your eye? 294 00:31:22,186 --> 00:31:23,254 Hola. 295 00:31:23,357 --> 00:31:25,979 Do you have the keys to the hire car? 296 00:31:26,081 --> 00:31:28,254 Thank you, Julieta. 297 00:31:37,288 --> 00:31:40,391 - Sofie. - Hi. 298 00:31:41,943 --> 00:31:43,322 This is Matty. 299 00:31:43,425 --> 00:31:45,563 He's going to drive your car for you. 300 00:31:49,909 --> 00:31:53,184 - Hi. - Hi. 301 00:31:53,287 --> 00:31:55,494 Cigarette? 302 00:32:11,355 --> 00:32:13,907 - Il tu promenade. - Thank you. 303 00:32:14,010 --> 00:32:16,459 That's great. Thank you. 304 00:32:23,045 --> 00:32:25,423 Do you know we're near the desert here? 305 00:32:25,527 --> 00:32:28,148 Really? 306 00:32:29,423 --> 00:32:31,492 Yes. They made films here. 307 00:32:31,596 --> 00:32:34,596 I could take you. 308 00:32:34,699 --> 00:32:37,354 Do you drive full-time? 309 00:32:37,458 --> 00:32:39,251 No, I'm a musician. 310 00:32:43,251 --> 00:32:45,940 - You okay? - Oh. I'm grand. Thanks, Matty. 311 00:32:48,975 --> 00:32:52,078 But you can't live by your music. 312 00:32:52,181 --> 00:32:54,940 I do this, I do that. 313 00:32:59,491 --> 00:33:01,146 Good for you, Matty. 314 00:34:02,143 --> 00:34:04,247 How do you sleep? 315 00:34:04,350 --> 00:34:05,798 Not well. 316 00:34:05,902 --> 00:34:08,385 You move in your sleep? Your legs move? 317 00:34:08,488 --> 00:34:10,212 Yes, they do. How-- 318 00:34:10,316 --> 00:34:13,419 - You can tell that? - Mm-hmm. The muscle. 319 00:34:13,522 --> 00:34:15,212 Do you dream at night? 320 00:34:15,316 --> 00:34:19,833 Always. Vivid dreams. It's always night. 321 00:34:19,936 --> 00:34:23,556 I've lost my bag or I can't find the bus stop. 322 00:34:23,660 --> 00:34:25,625 Do you dream? 323 00:34:25,729 --> 00:34:27,246 I dream of the desert often. 324 00:34:27,349 --> 00:34:31,659 - Hmm. - And being underwater. 325 00:34:31,763 --> 00:34:33,487 You need weight-bearing exercises 326 00:34:33,590 --> 00:34:36,832 for strengthening and endurance. 327 00:34:36,935 --> 00:34:40,177 My whole life has been endurance. 328 00:34:40,279 --> 00:34:45,245 Oh, my first enemy and adversary is endurance. 329 00:34:49,279 --> 00:34:51,762 Everything hurts. 330 00:34:51,865 --> 00:34:56,900 Lo se. Lo se. But you are strong. 331 00:35:19,864 --> 00:35:22,968 'Fia? I'm ready for bed. 332 00:35:23,071 --> 00:35:25,346 Will you lock us in? 333 00:36:25,379 --> 00:36:31,309 Julieta gave me these yoga poses. 334 00:36:31,412 --> 00:36:33,688 I remember this book was in the library. 335 00:36:33,792 --> 00:36:35,447 It was from the '70s. 336 00:36:35,550 --> 00:36:38,136 Look, it's the lion's pose. 337 00:36:38,240 --> 00:36:40,102 Oh. 338 00:36:41,929 --> 00:36:43,550 - Very good one. - Jesus. 339 00:36:46,171 --> 00:36:47,378 Hmm. 340 00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:50,584 Do you think you'll ever finish your studies? 341 00:36:50,687 --> 00:36:53,033 Yeah, of course I will. 342 00:36:53,136 --> 00:36:56,308 Yeah. It's just you find it difficult to finish things. 343 00:37:24,514 --> 00:37:28,789 It's my favorite fabric 'cause it's alive like a bird. 344 00:37:33,444 --> 00:37:34,962 "Beloved." 345 00:37:35,065 --> 00:37:38,616 I thought of my little sister when I worked on it. 346 00:37:38,720 --> 00:37:41,651 Hannah. 347 00:37:41,755 --> 00:37:43,858 Hannah? 348 00:37:45,478 --> 00:37:48,202 She's... 349 00:37:48,306 --> 00:37:51,271 ...in Dusseldorf. 350 00:37:51,375 --> 00:37:54,237 She's younger than me. 351 00:37:54,340 --> 00:37:55,857 Much younger. 352 00:38:05,788 --> 00:38:09,339 I couldn't really wake up today. 353 00:38:09,443 --> 00:38:11,029 I had a... 354 00:38:13,649 --> 00:38:15,443 I had a bad day. 355 00:38:25,476 --> 00:38:27,200 Hi. 356 00:38:54,923 --> 00:38:56,544 Mm. 357 00:38:58,372 --> 00:39:00,612 It's so weird. 358 00:39:00,716 --> 00:39:02,543 The branches are screwed on. 359 00:39:02,647 --> 00:39:05,612 Look, here and here. 360 00:39:05,716 --> 00:39:07,543 Yeah. 361 00:39:09,923 --> 00:39:12,820 - Maybe for a film? - Yeah. 362 00:39:14,302 --> 00:39:17,784 I'm just quite sad it's not real. 363 00:39:17,888 --> 00:39:19,888 It's real. 364 00:39:23,129 --> 00:39:25,233 I love the desert. 365 00:39:25,336 --> 00:39:27,888 When I was a child, I wanted to live in the desert. 366 00:39:27,991 --> 00:39:30,853 - You did? - In the Sahara with a camel. 367 00:39:30,957 --> 00:39:33,646 Really? Why? Why the Sahara? 368 00:39:33,750 --> 00:39:37,335 The name-- Sahara. 369 00:39:39,059 --> 00:39:40,921 Were you happy as a kid? 370 00:39:43,059 --> 00:39:44,818 Are you happy now? 371 00:39:50,645 --> 00:39:54,818 What did you want when you were growing up? 372 00:40:01,334 --> 00:40:03,127 A crazy bicycle, 373 00:40:03,231 --> 00:40:06,162 red shoes, 374 00:40:06,265 --> 00:40:09,368 a cat. 375 00:40:09,471 --> 00:40:11,093 Any friends? 376 00:40:15,955 --> 00:40:19,368 I like to stay to myself. 377 00:40:19,471 --> 00:40:21,471 Why? 378 00:40:21,575 --> 00:40:23,540 Why not? 379 00:40:26,368 --> 00:40:28,539 Must have been a reason. 380 00:40:28,643 --> 00:40:30,608 Stop doing that. 381 00:40:30,712 --> 00:40:33,712 Stop what? 382 00:40:33,816 --> 00:40:37,367 Pinning me down like one of your butterflies. 383 00:40:38,401 --> 00:40:41,160 - Needling to the wall. - I don't do that. 384 00:40:44,194 --> 00:40:49,056 Like your woman who studied the teenagers on the islands. 385 00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:51,676 She should have left the teenagers alone 386 00:40:51,780 --> 00:40:54,263 and studied herself instead. 387 00:40:54,366 --> 00:40:55,987 It's questioning. 388 00:40:56,091 --> 00:40:58,987 It's cultural memory. Its important. 389 00:40:59,091 --> 00:41:02,262 It can help people, 390 00:41:02,366 --> 00:41:03,469 could stop wars. 391 00:41:03,573 --> 00:41:06,469 Well, it hasn't stopped anything so far, has it? 392 00:41:10,228 --> 00:41:12,331 Do you want to know what I was like as a kid? 393 00:41:12,435 --> 00:41:13,745 No. 394 00:41:15,468 --> 00:41:18,021 You're still a kid. 395 00:41:18,124 --> 00:41:19,848 Okay. 396 00:41:39,882 --> 00:41:41,778 I killed someone. 397 00:42:04,294 --> 00:42:06,259 Sofie. 398 00:42:09,777 --> 00:42:12,501 It was a long time ago. 399 00:42:37,258 --> 00:42:38,879 Ingrid. 400 00:43:03,050 --> 00:43:04,326 It's beautiful. 401 00:43:04,429 --> 00:43:07,498 A child has more bones than an adult. 402 00:43:07,601 --> 00:43:09,325 As we get older, they fuse. 403 00:43:09,429 --> 00:43:11,981 But my spine has certainly changed a lot, hasn't it, Sofia, 404 00:43:12,084 --> 00:43:14,049 since the last set of X-rays? 405 00:43:16,118 --> 00:43:18,463 How much time do you think we'll need? 406 00:43:20,636 --> 00:43:22,187 We'll see. 407 00:44:47,873 --> 00:44:49,425 How have you been? 408 00:44:49,528 --> 00:44:52,390 I left you messages. 409 00:44:52,494 --> 00:44:55,252 I know. I received them. 410 00:44:58,355 --> 00:45:02,873 Look. I'm making this for an old man I met. 411 00:45:04,113 --> 00:45:07,148 He asked me to personalize it. 412 00:45:07,251 --> 00:45:09,217 What color do you think I should use 413 00:45:09,320 --> 00:45:12,044 to border it with? 414 00:45:12,148 --> 00:45:13,803 Yellow? 415 00:45:17,423 --> 00:45:18,526 Yeah. 416 00:45:20,457 --> 00:45:21,975 Yeah. 417 00:45:24,803 --> 00:45:26,526 I want to take a picture of you. 418 00:45:31,630 --> 00:45:33,319 So I remember. 419 00:45:39,836 --> 00:45:41,836 Sofie. 420 00:45:49,905 --> 00:45:52,802 August in Almeria. 421 00:45:54,318 --> 00:45:56,111 Memory's a bomb. 422 00:45:59,732 --> 00:46:01,353 Mm. 423 00:46:16,662 --> 00:46:18,869 I have to get back to work now. 424 00:46:23,972 --> 00:46:27,489 Can I stay and read for a bit maybe? 425 00:46:27,592 --> 00:46:29,834 Matty just went to get some food. 426 00:46:33,731 --> 00:46:35,385 Okay. 427 00:47:00,591 --> 00:47:02,832 Sofia? 428 00:47:04,901 --> 00:47:07,074 Sofia, come and sit with me. 429 00:47:48,623 --> 00:47:53,796 ♪ No troubles, no troubles 430 00:47:53,899 --> 00:47:57,141 ♪ And I pressed... 431 00:48:24,760 --> 00:48:26,346 What? 432 00:48:29,035 --> 00:48:30,897 I like your work. 433 00:48:55,654 --> 00:48:58,069 What happened to your mother? 434 00:48:59,793 --> 00:49:02,344 Nothing. 435 00:49:02,447 --> 00:49:04,516 She was a librarian. 436 00:49:06,931 --> 00:49:09,930 I like your mother very much. 437 00:49:10,033 --> 00:49:12,861 But something happened to her. 438 00:49:12,964 --> 00:49:15,688 You can feel it in her body. 439 00:49:43,929 --> 00:49:47,998 Julieta Gomez is an alcoholic. 440 00:49:48,101 --> 00:49:51,756 I smelt it on her breath the first time. 441 00:49:52,860 --> 00:49:54,376 I was her birthday. 442 00:49:54,480 --> 00:49:56,169 And since then. 443 00:49:59,238 --> 00:50:00,928 I thought a change would be good for you. 444 00:50:01,031 --> 00:50:03,513 Can you stop, please? 445 00:50:03,617 --> 00:50:05,755 As a child, you hated change. 446 00:50:08,031 --> 00:50:11,375 You were always fearful. 447 00:50:11,479 --> 00:50:13,168 You were never brave. 448 00:50:15,203 --> 00:50:16,721 Where are you in your cycle? 449 00:50:16,824 --> 00:50:20,272 Shush! No! 450 00:50:39,789 --> 00:50:42,236 Sofia? 451 00:50:42,340 --> 00:50:44,374 I need water. 452 00:50:47,202 --> 00:50:49,167 Sofia. 453 00:50:49,271 --> 00:50:51,822 Why are you cooking? Did you invite someone over? 454 00:51:01,235 --> 00:51:03,201 - Untie the dog, Pablo. - Excuse me? 455 00:51:03,304 --> 00:51:05,063 - Please untie the dog. - Does your mother-- 456 00:51:05,166 --> 00:51:06,787 Untie the fucking dog now! 457 00:51:06,890 --> 00:51:08,545 Do it now! Go! 458 00:51:08,648 --> 00:51:12,339 You fucking heard me! Untie it now! 459 00:51:12,441 --> 00:51:16,063 Puta! Fuck you! 460 00:52:36,990 --> 00:52:39,714 You're a monster. 461 00:52:45,610 --> 00:52:47,161 Stay with me. 462 00:52:53,920 --> 00:52:56,023 I'm going back to Berlin. 463 00:52:58,196 --> 00:53:01,127 You should come spend Christmas with me. 464 00:53:03,471 --> 00:53:06,023 I'll get you a ticket. 465 00:53:06,127 --> 00:53:07,782 And you walk from the Brandenburger Tor 466 00:53:07,885 --> 00:53:09,989 to Checkpoint Charlie. 467 00:53:10,091 --> 00:53:12,091 And you have to bring a heavy coat. 468 00:53:12,195 --> 00:53:13,713 In the snow. 469 00:53:13,816 --> 00:53:16,160 And I will hold up a mistletoe over your head. 470 00:53:16,264 --> 00:53:18,471 You will have to perform the ritual. 471 00:53:33,746 --> 00:53:35,573 Your brothers told you? 472 00:53:35,677 --> 00:53:38,849 No. But when they visited, 473 00:53:38,952 --> 00:53:41,090 their behavior towards me. 474 00:53:43,366 --> 00:53:44,849 You knew? 475 00:53:47,297 --> 00:53:50,331 I felt it. 476 00:53:50,434 --> 00:53:54,055 Like a confirmation. 477 00:53:54,158 --> 00:53:56,641 From the people you asked? 478 00:53:56,745 --> 00:53:59,020 And did you tell them at home? 479 00:53:59,124 --> 00:54:03,193 I couldn't. It was a... 480 00:54:03,296 --> 00:54:06,193 a very cold house. 481 00:54:08,675 --> 00:54:12,055 They would have been appalled 482 00:54:12,158 --> 00:54:15,295 that I had written to people. 483 00:54:17,261 --> 00:54:20,950 They just-- They couldn't communicate. 484 00:54:21,054 --> 00:54:23,468 But perhaps they tried. 485 00:54:23,571 --> 00:54:25,192 No. 486 00:54:27,261 --> 00:54:29,639 No, they didn't. 487 00:54:29,743 --> 00:54:31,605 They couldn't. 488 00:54:49,536 --> 00:54:51,294 You're doing really well. You're doing so well. 489 00:54:51,398 --> 00:54:53,846 - I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. - No, no, no. It's good. 490 00:54:53,949 --> 00:54:55,569 - I'm sorry. - It's good. 491 00:54:55,673 --> 00:54:56,949 Oh, God. 492 00:54:57,053 --> 00:54:59,362 - It's very good. - Oh. Oh. 493 00:55:29,740 --> 00:55:31,878 Are you here? 494 00:55:34,430 --> 00:55:36,878 Yes. 495 00:55:36,982 --> 00:55:40,740 Are you really here? 496 00:55:40,844 --> 00:55:43,188 Yes, I am. 497 00:55:43,291 --> 00:55:45,429 I'm here. 498 00:55:51,257 --> 00:55:53,188 I'm glad. 499 00:56:16,738 --> 00:56:18,325 Ingrid. 500 00:56:18,428 --> 00:56:19,669 Hmm? 501 00:56:19,773 --> 00:56:22,014 Who did you kill? 502 00:56:25,773 --> 00:56:27,220 Tell me. 503 00:56:46,461 --> 00:56:48,288 Sofie. 504 00:57:02,426 --> 00:57:03,909 My sister. 505 00:57:05,978 --> 00:57:08,702 When I was six. 506 00:57:08,805 --> 00:57:11,047 She was... 507 00:57:13,322 --> 00:57:15,391 ...on a swing. 508 00:57:15,494 --> 00:57:21,253 And I was pushing her and, um... 509 00:57:21,356 --> 00:57:25,735 And then, she fell and... 510 00:57:25,839 --> 00:57:29,390 her skull cracked. 511 00:57:29,493 --> 00:57:31,390 But she didn't die. 512 00:57:31,493 --> 00:57:34,459 She just stopped. 513 00:57:38,562 --> 00:57:40,631 I'm sorry. 514 00:57:40,735 --> 00:57:45,390 No, don't say that. It's-- 515 00:57:45,493 --> 00:57:48,355 It doesn't matter. 516 00:57:56,803 --> 00:57:58,769 Where is she now? 517 00:58:00,734 --> 00:58:03,492 Somewhere in a home. 518 00:58:03,596 --> 00:58:06,044 With strangers. 519 00:58:08,009 --> 00:58:11,320 She's my age, but she's... 520 00:58:13,251 --> 00:58:15,975 Her mind is five. 521 00:58:19,388 --> 00:58:24,181 And I remember just wanting her to go higher, you know? 522 00:58:24,284 --> 00:58:26,319 I wanted her to fly. 523 00:58:31,594 --> 00:58:34,008 You were just a kid. 524 00:58:37,628 --> 00:58:40,145 - It's innocent. - No. 525 00:58:41,974 --> 00:58:45,490 No, Sofie, you don't understand. 526 00:58:45,594 --> 00:58:48,042 I was never innocent. 527 00:59:00,420 --> 00:59:02,869 But you do love me? 528 00:59:04,869 --> 00:59:07,317 Of course I love you. 529 00:59:13,144 --> 00:59:16,592 You have to ask yourself who you are, Rose. 530 00:59:16,696 --> 00:59:20,282 I'm someone with a bone condition. 531 00:59:20,385 --> 00:59:23,212 - I know that. - And I can't walk. 532 00:59:35,936 --> 00:59:38,247 - What you told me... - I'm losing bone density. 533 00:59:38,350 --> 00:59:40,212 ...who you truly are, 534 00:59:40,316 --> 00:59:43,143 it's far more relevant than a question of bone density. 535 00:59:43,247 --> 00:59:46,453 You realize that? 536 00:59:46,556 --> 00:59:49,556 You wanted events. I gave you some. 537 00:59:49,660 --> 00:59:52,453 Could I have some water, please? 538 01:00:00,521 --> 01:00:02,246 Thank you. 539 01:00:04,073 --> 01:00:05,728 Do you want me to stop all my pills? 540 01:00:05,832 --> 01:00:07,590 Is that what you were saying the last time? 541 01:00:07,694 --> 01:00:09,039 Rose, it's not only about sharing facts. 542 01:00:09,141 --> 01:00:11,348 We-- We have to explore them. 543 01:00:11,452 --> 01:00:14,107 How they have impacted on you 544 01:00:14,210 --> 01:00:17,694 and how they might affect Sofia. 545 01:00:17,796 --> 01:00:21,762 My daughter is completely unaffected by this. 546 01:00:21,865 --> 01:00:24,348 Now I need the bathroom. 547 01:00:24,451 --> 01:00:28,693 I usually go with Sofia. Is there someone who could... 548 01:00:30,831 --> 01:00:33,244 I will page Julieta. 549 01:00:33,347 --> 01:00:36,278 - Tell me, where is Sofia today? - I don't know. 550 01:00:41,899 --> 01:00:47,968 Your name as a child was Rose Ivy Kennedy. 551 01:00:48,071 --> 01:00:50,588 Yeah. 552 01:00:50,692 --> 01:00:54,002 It was. 553 01:00:54,105 --> 01:00:56,312 And I changed it as soon as I could. 554 01:00:59,553 --> 01:01:01,588 Where's Julieta? 555 01:01:13,345 --> 01:01:15,829 Oh, God. 556 01:01:30,690 --> 01:01:33,104 Thank you. 557 01:01:36,517 --> 01:01:39,034 Ooh. 558 01:01:41,759 --> 01:01:43,999 - Should I? - No. No, it's fine. Don't. 559 01:01:45,758 --> 01:01:47,620 Sofie, you're killing me. 560 01:01:49,827 --> 01:01:55,034 Hey, hey, I have some riding boots for you. 561 01:01:56,723 --> 01:01:59,516 - Put them on. - This is Leonardo. 562 01:01:59,619 --> 01:02:01,240 We saw a snake, Leonardo. 563 01:02:01,343 --> 01:02:03,067 Where's the snake? 564 01:02:09,171 --> 01:02:11,274 Do I look like I need boots? 565 01:02:13,447 --> 01:02:15,033 This is Sofie. 566 01:02:23,549 --> 01:02:25,032 Going back into town. 567 01:02:25,135 --> 01:02:27,101 I have my riding lessons now, Sofie. 568 01:02:27,204 --> 01:02:28,997 Uh-huh. 569 01:02:29,101 --> 01:02:31,894 - You can't drive. - I can, I fucking can! 570 01:02:52,445 --> 01:02:54,341 I was worried. 571 01:02:59,341 --> 01:03:03,686 Your father was often silent, like you. 572 01:03:03,789 --> 01:03:05,409 For hours. 573 01:03:11,720 --> 01:03:13,271 I want to see him. 574 01:03:15,409 --> 01:03:18,409 What would you gain by that? 575 01:03:18,513 --> 01:03:20,477 I haven't seen him in 11 years. 576 01:03:20,581 --> 01:03:22,650 Hmm? Is it that long? 577 01:03:22,754 --> 01:03:25,408 - Mm-hmm. - He'll be the same. 578 01:03:27,339 --> 01:03:29,719 I've got a baby sister I've never met. 579 01:03:36,615 --> 01:03:38,684 The notion of you seeing your father 580 01:03:38,787 --> 01:03:40,856 is just a ridiculous idea. 581 01:03:50,994 --> 01:03:52,925 What is wrong with you? 582 01:03:54,545 --> 01:03:56,476 Nothing. 583 01:03:56,580 --> 01:03:58,476 Nothing's wrong with me. 584 01:04:01,028 --> 01:04:02,407 Okay. 585 01:04:21,923 --> 01:04:24,889 Sorry you had to wait so long, Christos. 586 01:04:27,578 --> 01:04:30,199 You can call me Papa. 587 01:04:45,611 --> 01:04:48,646 Where do you live, Sofia? 588 01:04:48,750 --> 01:04:51,681 In London with my mother. 589 01:04:51,784 --> 01:04:53,819 Why Spain? 590 01:04:53,922 --> 01:04:57,094 She's seeing a consultant there. 591 01:04:57,197 --> 01:05:00,715 Sofia's mother feels pain acutely. 592 01:05:00,819 --> 01:05:03,197 She always did. 593 01:05:03,301 --> 01:05:05,094 It's real. 594 01:05:05,197 --> 01:05:08,439 Do you speak Spanish? 595 01:05:08,542 --> 01:05:10,404 No. 596 01:05:10,507 --> 01:05:12,403 Do you speak Greek? 597 01:05:16,438 --> 01:05:18,231 How long will you stay? 598 01:05:22,645 --> 01:05:24,851 Just a few days. 599 01:05:24,955 --> 01:05:26,851 If that's okay. 600 01:05:43,713 --> 01:05:46,954 - Your hair thing. - Oh, thanks. 601 01:05:49,195 --> 01:05:51,919 The window opens. You want me to open it? 602 01:05:52,023 --> 01:05:53,608 No. It's okay. I'll do it. 603 01:05:53,712 --> 01:05:55,368 Okay. 604 01:05:58,678 --> 01:06:00,678 Good night. 605 01:06:00,781 --> 01:06:02,608 Night. 606 01:06:05,885 --> 01:06:09,160 - You look like Christos. - Really? 607 01:06:09,263 --> 01:06:12,263 I have asked him about you a lot. 608 01:06:12,367 --> 01:06:13,987 What did he say? 609 01:06:14,091 --> 01:06:15,884 He speaks about your mother. 610 01:06:15,987 --> 01:06:20,918 - Opa. - How she found it hard. 611 01:06:21,022 --> 01:06:23,193 Being on her own with a child. 612 01:06:23,297 --> 01:06:24,884 Not just that. 613 01:06:27,021 --> 01:06:28,884 Have you been to Greece before? 614 01:06:28,986 --> 01:06:31,262 Mm-hmm. When I was 15. 615 01:06:31,366 --> 01:06:34,228 Is it good to see your papa? 616 01:06:34,331 --> 01:06:36,917 Where did you two meet? 617 01:06:37,021 --> 01:06:40,021 Would you like to hold her? 618 01:06:42,055 --> 01:06:45,365 - Yeah, sure. Hi! - This is your sister. 619 01:06:45,468 --> 01:06:48,021 Oh, yes. Hello. 620 01:06:48,123 --> 01:06:50,330 Hi. Hi. 621 01:07:26,812 --> 01:07:29,328 - Sofia. - Hi. 622 01:07:29,432 --> 01:07:30,466 Come. 623 01:07:33,294 --> 01:07:36,674 - I'll go check on Evangeline. - Okay. 624 01:07:49,880 --> 01:07:51,983 People in their boxes. 625 01:07:54,327 --> 01:07:57,258 I like that everybody goes to sleep at night. 626 01:08:01,569 --> 01:08:03,293 Rose finds sleep hard. 627 01:08:07,017 --> 01:08:10,189 Two insomniacs you have for parents, 628 01:08:10,293 --> 01:08:12,706 who would make tea in the middle of the night 629 01:08:12,810 --> 01:08:16,292 and listen to the radio or play chess. 630 01:08:16,395 --> 01:08:19,947 You wanted to sleep on the roof last time you were here. 631 01:08:20,050 --> 01:08:23,292 I'll let you fall asleep here. 632 01:08:25,016 --> 01:08:27,809 You were not happy on that trip. 633 01:08:27,912 --> 01:08:30,119 I was a bit scared of you. 634 01:08:33,671 --> 01:08:36,567 What is this word? 635 01:08:36,671 --> 01:08:38,636 "Beloved." 636 01:08:38,740 --> 01:08:40,946 What are you going to do? 637 01:08:41,049 --> 01:08:43,980 You can't be nursemaid to Rose all your life. 638 01:08:44,084 --> 01:08:46,394 No. Um... 639 01:08:46,498 --> 01:08:48,635 I would like to finish my doctorate in America. 640 01:08:48,739 --> 01:08:50,531 Do you need funding? You want money? 641 01:08:50,635 --> 01:08:52,911 - That's not why I came. - I don't have any. 642 01:08:53,015 --> 01:08:57,084 - I give it all away. - Yeah, I know, I know. 643 01:08:59,015 --> 01:09:01,531 It was not all my fault, you know. 644 01:09:01,635 --> 01:09:03,739 Your mother was difficult. 645 01:09:03,842 --> 01:09:05,531 Impossible. 646 01:09:07,048 --> 01:09:11,738 What has Rose told you about her family? 647 01:09:11,841 --> 01:09:15,530 Said they didn't get on, that they weren't close. 648 01:09:15,634 --> 01:09:17,634 Tell Rose she needs to tell you-- 649 01:09:20,048 --> 01:09:24,289 People should not ring so late. 650 01:09:26,185 --> 01:09:29,254 "Beheaded." It says "beheaded." 651 01:09:30,944 --> 01:09:32,875 No, it says beloved. 652 01:09:58,494 --> 01:10:01,150 - You're here! - I just went to the hospital. 653 01:10:03,321 --> 01:10:05,770 But I-I didn't stay there. You know, the pain, 654 01:10:05,874 --> 01:10:07,597 it wasn't chronic. 655 01:10:07,701 --> 01:10:09,321 So you're okay? You're discharged yourself? 656 01:10:09,425 --> 01:10:11,942 I was never admitted, 'Fia. I-I just rang from there. 657 01:10:12,045 --> 01:10:14,838 You see, I went to see them about the water 658 01:10:14,942 --> 01:10:18,804 because it is so bad here, and I did not expect that. 659 01:10:18,907 --> 01:10:22,355 And then, they realized that I was nearly passing out. 660 01:10:22,458 --> 01:10:23,804 Did you actually faint? 661 01:10:23,907 --> 01:10:27,080 Well, everyone was just so wonderful. 662 01:10:27,182 --> 01:10:30,217 Just lovely people and conversation. 663 01:10:30,320 --> 01:10:33,251 And the doctors. And Matty drove me everywhere. 664 01:10:33,355 --> 01:10:37,768 And I-I don't want to see Gomez anymore. 665 01:10:37,872 --> 01:10:40,182 You know, it's just not helpful. 666 01:10:40,286 --> 01:10:42,941 And I want to go home. I mean, he just depresses me. 667 01:10:43,044 --> 01:10:45,354 And I have a different idea. 668 01:10:45,457 --> 01:10:48,837 So, tell me about Christos and the child bride. 669 01:10:48,941 --> 01:10:52,078 It's dangerous to become dehydrated. 670 01:10:52,181 --> 01:10:54,526 Which is why I went to the hospital. 671 01:10:54,630 --> 01:10:56,147 You could have just drank the water. 672 01:10:56,250 --> 01:10:57,871 Because it tastes like bleach to me. Would you-- 673 01:10:57,974 --> 01:10:59,250 It's from the mountains. 674 01:10:59,354 --> 01:11:01,043 It has a picture of the mountains on the bottle. 675 01:11:01,147 --> 01:11:02,698 - Fuck that! - What more do you want? 676 01:11:02,802 --> 01:11:04,698 It's a lie. I mean, the mountains are a lie. 677 01:11:08,664 --> 01:11:09,940 Sofia. 678 01:11:10,043 --> 01:11:12,733 No. 679 01:11:12,836 --> 01:11:15,939 - Sofia, come out. - What do you want now? 680 01:11:16,042 --> 01:11:17,939 - I am in severe pain. - Really? 681 01:11:18,042 --> 01:11:21,387 It's very bad. And your father has upset you. 682 01:11:21,491 --> 01:11:23,249 Where's the pain? Tell me. 683 01:11:23,353 --> 01:11:25,697 Well, I seem to have strained sort of a ligament 684 01:11:25,801 --> 01:11:27,042 just in the chaos of it all. 685 01:11:27,146 --> 01:11:29,490 But this Dr. Shah there, she-- 686 01:11:29,593 --> 01:11:31,352 she gave me some new medication, 687 01:11:31,455 --> 01:11:33,801 but it's just making me feel very nauseous. 688 01:11:33,904 --> 01:11:37,352 Anyway, I've got to try and finish up with, 689 01:11:37,455 --> 01:11:39,317 uh, Gomez tomorrow. 690 01:11:39,421 --> 01:11:42,421 I'm going to ask for some of the money back. 691 01:11:42,524 --> 01:11:46,696 I mean, you don't pay thousands of euros for a chat. 692 01:11:46,800 --> 01:11:50,007 And we're going to have to ask for a taxi 693 01:11:50,110 --> 01:11:52,765 because Matty needs the car. 694 01:11:52,869 --> 01:11:55,007 Fuck Matty. Fuck all of them. 695 01:11:55,110 --> 01:11:57,454 Fucking Matty. 696 01:12:00,385 --> 01:12:02,731 Give me your paw. 697 01:12:02,833 --> 01:12:05,282 Go on, give it to me. 698 01:12:11,764 --> 01:12:13,384 Tell me about your father. 699 01:12:18,040 --> 01:12:20,039 He told me you two played chess 700 01:12:20,143 --> 01:12:22,246 when you couldn't sleep at night. 701 01:12:25,350 --> 01:12:27,591 We didn't. 702 01:12:27,694 --> 01:12:29,522 Christos always slept. 703 01:12:29,625 --> 01:12:31,143 He snored. 704 01:12:31,246 --> 01:12:34,901 The chess is some narrative of his, some fiction. 705 01:12:36,694 --> 01:12:39,349 He also said you should tell me what happened. 706 01:12:42,418 --> 01:12:44,107 In what sense? 707 01:12:44,211 --> 01:12:46,280 He was talking about your family. 708 01:12:48,314 --> 01:12:51,038 He never met my family. 709 01:12:51,142 --> 01:12:54,038 You see, that's what he does. He lies. 710 01:12:57,969 --> 01:13:00,900 You need to work more on what we talked of. 711 01:13:01,004 --> 01:13:02,659 If you don't, you won't walk freely. 712 01:13:02,762 --> 01:13:04,969 I don't want to do any more work on it. 713 01:13:05,072 --> 01:13:07,244 - I don't feel the need. - Are you scared? 714 01:13:07,348 --> 01:13:10,003 It's natural, but you have to fight that fear. 715 01:13:10,106 --> 01:13:11,865 I feel better since I went to the hospital. 716 01:13:11,968 --> 01:13:14,279 There's a normality about it which I appreciate. 717 01:13:14,382 --> 01:13:15,934 You're happy to suppress the event, 718 01:13:16,037 --> 01:13:18,003 I understand that, but you need to know 719 01:13:18,106 --> 01:13:20,037 who you are in real detail. 720 01:13:20,141 --> 01:13:23,692 And you have to find the answer and accept it. 721 01:13:23,796 --> 01:13:26,450 Julieta will take me to the taxi, thank you. 722 01:13:26,554 --> 01:13:30,105 Rose. Rose. Rose, please. 723 01:13:32,036 --> 01:13:33,829 Rose. 724 01:13:35,898 --> 01:13:40,347 What you are contemplating, it will not help. 725 01:13:46,346 --> 01:13:48,104 We didn't talk about money. 726 01:13:51,760 --> 01:13:54,070 I will refund what you ask for. 727 01:13:56,759 --> 01:13:58,311 Excuse me. 728 01:14:00,208 --> 01:14:02,448 Sofia Irina, please stay a moment. 729 01:14:05,104 --> 01:14:07,241 Your mother was progressing, but she has gone into 730 01:14:07,345 --> 01:14:09,897 a fight or flight and has chosen the latter. 731 01:14:13,448 --> 01:14:17,827 Your mother has proposed something quite... brutal. 732 01:14:17,931 --> 01:14:22,172 When you were away, she talked about amputation. 733 01:14:25,551 --> 01:14:28,275 She's not serious about that. She wants to get better. 734 01:14:28,378 --> 01:14:31,309 I cannot stop her from wanting to staunch the pain. 735 01:14:31,413 --> 01:14:33,447 She has made an appointment with a consultant in London. 736 01:14:33,551 --> 01:14:35,068 No. 737 01:14:35,171 --> 01:14:36,724 He had confirmed it with me 738 01:14:36,827 --> 01:14:39,137 and has asked for her records. 739 01:15:03,825 --> 01:15:05,998 Tell me... 740 01:15:08,687 --> 01:15:11,860 ...h-how did you go with your father? 741 01:15:14,894 --> 01:15:18,480 It was good to see him again. 742 01:15:18,583 --> 01:15:20,549 Was he cruel to you? 743 01:15:23,169 --> 01:15:26,721 Well, you don't have to see him again. 744 01:15:27,686 --> 01:15:31,031 Ever. Sofia, hmm? 745 01:15:31,135 --> 01:15:35,066 You never have to see him again. 746 01:15:47,306 --> 01:15:48,996 Okay. 747 01:15:58,616 --> 01:16:02,305 What are you doing? Get in. 748 01:16:02,409 --> 01:16:05,443 Get in, Sofia, get in! 749 01:16:05,547 --> 01:16:08,133 Having a tantrum is not helpful. 750 01:16:25,373 --> 01:16:26,994 Dog? 751 01:16:29,166 --> 01:16:30,650 Dog! 752 01:16:53,958 --> 01:16:56,717 Come, sit down, Sofie. 753 01:16:56,820 --> 01:16:59,751 - I don't want to. - Please. 754 01:16:59,855 --> 01:17:02,131 You'll regret it if you don't. 755 01:17:17,130 --> 01:17:18,992 Sofie. 756 01:17:22,750 --> 01:17:25,301 Mm, Sofie. 757 01:17:27,612 --> 01:17:32,854 You're like a blue planet with two dark, spooky eyes. 758 01:17:32,956 --> 01:17:35,439 Like little animals. 759 01:17:35,543 --> 01:17:37,336 No, I'm not. 760 01:17:37,439 --> 01:17:39,439 I'm none of those things. 761 01:17:42,370 --> 01:17:44,646 Are you hungry? 762 01:17:44,749 --> 01:17:47,680 I bet you want to eat pizza. Hmm? 763 01:17:49,680 --> 01:17:51,922 You're a monster, Sofie. 764 01:18:01,576 --> 01:18:03,955 Do you think... 765 01:18:04,059 --> 01:18:07,679 she's happy without a mind? 766 01:18:10,368 --> 01:18:12,714 Do you think 767 01:18:12,817 --> 01:18:16,541 she remembers? 768 01:18:16,645 --> 01:18:20,851 She has a mind like a leaf. 769 01:18:26,403 --> 01:18:28,713 Sometimes I want to... 770 01:18:28,816 --> 01:18:32,436 blow myself up, Sofie. 771 01:18:32,540 --> 01:18:35,264 Do you still like me? 772 01:18:37,022 --> 01:18:38,782 Say yes. 773 01:18:38,885 --> 01:18:42,057 The world is dark until you say yes. 774 01:18:44,815 --> 01:18:47,229 The world is so dark. 775 01:18:47,333 --> 01:18:49,746 So dark. 776 01:18:56,297 --> 01:18:59,125 Wait. 777 01:18:59,228 --> 01:19:01,987 Oh, Matty. 778 01:19:02,090 --> 01:19:05,918 Matty, can you hear the ocean? 779 01:19:06,021 --> 01:19:07,435 Listen. 780 01:19:07,539 --> 01:19:09,470 Hey! 781 01:19:09,572 --> 01:19:13,263 Hey! That's my-- 782 01:19:13,365 --> 01:19:14,814 My phone! 783 01:19:14,918 --> 01:19:17,365 - You go get my phone. - You get your fucking phone! 784 01:19:17,469 --> 01:19:20,711 - Go get my phone! Go! - Ingrid, it's not a phone! 785 01:19:22,917 --> 01:19:25,848 You were children. 786 01:19:25,951 --> 01:19:27,848 You were children. 787 01:19:30,262 --> 01:19:32,296 You were children. 788 01:20:08,846 --> 01:20:11,363 Hola. Hola, Hola. 789 01:20:11,467 --> 01:20:13,432 Juntos. 790 01:20:16,294 --> 01:20:18,260 Juntos. Juntos. Juntos. 791 01:20:18,363 --> 01:20:19,604 Ahora, ahora. 792 01:20:19,708 --> 01:20:21,846 - Ya està. - Ya està. 793 01:21:24,739 --> 01:21:27,050 What did you do when you got home today? 794 01:21:27,153 --> 01:21:28,636 Nothing. 795 01:21:31,497 --> 01:21:33,256 So you didn't go out or anything? 796 01:21:33,359 --> 01:21:35,256 No, I just slept. 797 01:21:35,359 --> 01:21:36,980 Why? 798 01:21:41,256 --> 01:21:44,428 - Come on, let's go. - Let's go where? 799 01:21:44,531 --> 01:21:46,738 Can I have some water? 800 01:21:46,842 --> 01:21:49,118 Tell me about your sister, Mum. 801 01:21:49,221 --> 01:21:50,945 Mary. 802 01:21:52,980 --> 01:21:54,393 She died. 803 01:21:54,496 --> 01:21:56,876 Would you help me fix the lamp in my bedroom? 804 01:21:56,979 --> 01:21:58,704 How did she die, exactly? 805 01:21:58,807 --> 01:22:02,737 I-I don't know. Will you just plug it in for me? 806 01:22:02,841 --> 01:22:04,634 You must know how she died. 807 01:22:04,737 --> 01:22:06,668 I don't. 808 01:22:09,944 --> 01:22:11,944 I didn't know her. 809 01:22:15,426 --> 01:22:18,564 I didn't know her. 810 01:22:18,668 --> 01:22:20,668 Please tell me. 811 01:22:25,530 --> 01:22:28,047 Just did. 812 01:22:30,874 --> 01:22:32,391 All right, get in the car. 813 01:22:32,494 --> 01:22:35,667 God, I don't know what is the matter with you, 'Fia. 814 01:22:35,771 --> 01:22:37,425 I'm hungry. We're going to the restaurant. Come on. 815 01:22:37,529 --> 01:22:40,287 - No, I-I-- - Let's go! Go, go! 816 01:22:46,218 --> 01:22:49,149 What is this? 817 01:22:49,253 --> 01:22:50,977 You walked today. 818 01:22:55,701 --> 01:22:57,562 Why didn't you tell me? 819 01:22:57,666 --> 01:23:01,459 I didn't want to raise your hopes. 820 01:23:01,562 --> 01:23:04,632 I watch you as closely as you watch me. 821 01:23:04,735 --> 01:23:08,252 It's what mothers do. We watch our children. 822 01:23:08,355 --> 01:23:10,769 You never ask me if I'm happy. 823 01:23:10,872 --> 01:23:14,114 Because you're always so profoundly sad. 824 01:23:14,217 --> 01:23:16,700 - You ask for so much of me! - Is that not so? 825 01:23:16,803 --> 01:23:19,631 - So much! - Because you are so able. 826 01:23:19,734 --> 01:23:21,354 You're so strong. 827 01:23:21,458 --> 01:23:25,285 And why would you talk about cutting off your leg? 828 01:23:25,389 --> 01:23:28,009 That's too... 829 01:23:29,665 --> 01:23:31,354 Too late. It's all gone. 830 01:23:49,215 --> 01:23:51,146 Mary didn't die. 831 01:23:54,629 --> 01:23:56,663 They sent her away. 832 01:24:00,250 --> 01:24:02,318 She was 16. 833 01:24:06,214 --> 01:24:08,145 She had me. 834 01:24:11,525 --> 01:24:13,663 I was hers. 835 01:24:18,800 --> 01:24:21,214 They didn't let her near me. 836 01:24:27,869 --> 01:24:32,317 Did you know her? Did you meet later? 837 01:24:35,489 --> 01:24:37,110 Yeah, once. 838 01:24:37,213 --> 01:24:39,213 When I was your age. 839 01:24:43,799 --> 01:24:46,041 She wasn't well. 840 01:24:49,661 --> 01:24:51,419 She was broken. 841 01:25:00,798 --> 01:25:03,488 Doesn't matter. 842 01:25:03,591 --> 01:25:06,764 I'm an animal in the desert. 843 01:25:09,798 --> 01:25:11,626 And there's no water. 844 01:25:14,660 --> 01:25:16,246 There is water. 845 01:25:18,764 --> 01:25:20,901 It's too late. 846 01:25:22,211 --> 01:25:24,280 There's only pain. 847 01:25:39,072 --> 01:25:41,521 Okay. Okay. 848 01:25:41,625 --> 01:25:43,762 Come on. 849 01:25:43,865 --> 01:25:48,003 Okay. 850 01:25:48,107 --> 01:25:50,348 All right. 851 01:25:54,347 --> 01:25:56,416 All right. 852 01:26:01,693 --> 01:26:04,106 It's not too late. 853 01:26:04,209 --> 01:26:05,658 It's here. 854 01:26:05,761 --> 01:26:09,140 Okay? It's here. 855 01:26:09,244 --> 01:26:12,037 You have to choose, Mama. You have to choose. 856 01:26:12,140 --> 01:26:14,312 You have to choose to go outside. 857 01:26:14,415 --> 01:26:16,795 You have to choose to not sit in a room all day 858 01:26:16,899 --> 01:26:19,692 and die slowly smelling of that room. 859 01:26:19,795 --> 01:26:23,553 Do you understand? Please. You have to embrace life. 860 01:26:23,657 --> 01:26:25,174 You can't just endure it.[ 861 01:26:27,657 --> 01:26:30,139 Do you hear me? 862 01:26:42,242 --> 01:26:44,794 I-- I can't walk, 'Fia. 863 01:26:46,552 --> 01:26:47,931 You have to choose, Mama. 864 01:26:48,035 --> 01:26:50,655 I-I-- You've got to believe me, I can't walk. 865 01:26:52,035 --> 01:26:53,897 You don't believe me, but I can't. 866 01:26:54,000 --> 01:26:56,000 I do believe you. I do. 867 01:27:22,654 --> 01:27:27,930 ♪ Arise 868 01:27:29,827 --> 01:27:37,067 ♪ From this land, we made our home ♪ 869 01:27:37,171 --> 01:27:43,619 ♪ The right way 870 01:27:43,722 --> 01:27:47,273 ♪ It will be 871 01:27:47,377 --> 01:27:51,584 ♪ Earth shattering 872 01:27:51,688 --> 01:27:58,204 ♪ We will love again 873 01:27:58,308 --> 01:28:01,652 ♪ My darling 874 01:28:01,756 --> 01:28:05,583 ♪ It's earth-shattering 875 01:28:05,687 --> 01:28:12,341 ♪ We will love again 876 01:28:12,445 --> 01:28:17,858 ♪ My darling 877 01:28:21,376 --> 01:28:23,962 ♪ We shall 878 01:28:27,996 --> 01:28:35,306 ♪ You are still in me 879 01:28:35,409 --> 01:28:38,582 ♪ In the wind 880 01:28:38,686 --> 01:28:42,547 ♪ In the poplar trees 881 01:28:42,650 --> 01:28:47,823 ♪ You are still in me 882 01:28:49,650 --> 01:28:52,892 ♪ My darling 883 01:28:52,995 --> 01:28:56,719 ♪ It's earth-shattering 884 01:28:56,823 --> 01:29:05,339 ♪ Again, again, again, again 885 01:29:07,822 --> 01:29:12,891 ♪ We will love again 886 01:29:12,994 --> 01:29:18,580 ♪ Again, again, again 887 01:29:18,684 --> 01:29:23,684 ♪ We will love again 888 01:29:57,543 --> 01:30:07,302 ♪ Again, again, again, again 889 01:30:07,405 --> 01:30:13,405 ♪ We will love again 890 01:30:13,508 --> 01:30:18,577 ♪ Again, again, again 891 01:30:18,681 --> 01:30:24,681 ♪ We will love again 892 01:30:24,784 --> 01:30:32,370 ♪ And it will never be the same ♪ 893 01:32:29,951 --> 01:32:34,985 ♪ We will love again