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Gimme smile.
Yeah!
Oh, look at her; she's dancing!
Are you dancing?
Larissa?!
You see that girl in pink standing in the corner at a birthday party?
Her name is Larissa.
Here, in April of '94.
when everybody we knew was talking about the World Cup
she was celebrating her first birthday.
When she was born,
on March 30th, 1993,
no one knew that Larissa,
this girl here,
who's dancing in front of these loudspeakers,
would become Anitta,
the biggest popstar in Brazil's history.
Anitta, I love you!
You would've never known.
After all, at that time,
Larissa was just a girl from Honório Gurgel:
a place far different from the Rio of Bossa Nova and "The Girl from Ipanema"
that would become known to the world precisely because of her.
She would take funk and the favela to the world's grandest venues.
But, if you look a bit closer…
you'll see that this girl here,
from Honório…
♪ La, la, la, la, la, la ♪
…was already different.
It was a kid's party,
full of people,
but she was by herself.
As if she was dancing but, at the same time,
seeing everything around her.
She was split in two.
She didn't know that Brazil would end up winning that World Cup,
nor that she would one day actually split in two,
nor that all-grown-up, superstar Anitta
at some point, would come to miss being in corners of parties.
The corners of parties…
and parts of herself too.
Everything in her life changed after that birthday party.
The only thing that remained was the power of those speakers.
Anitta!
Anitta is number one on the charts.
The singer has made history
at one of the world's most important music festivals.
When I first started out, you couldn't play funk on the radio.
I had to change the arrangements so they'd sound more like pop.
And Anitta has won yet another award.
The tour's been intense.
She's done so many concerts in all these different cities.
From the outskirts of Rio to the world!
The girl from Rio!
Anitta!
When Larissa called me and asked me to help her with this film
I was definitely confused at first.
I didn't quite understand what was going on.
Like… she's Anitta!
She could've gotten anyone to work on this.
Why me?
But when she explained it,
I started to understand.
You'll be with me, filming the whole time.
When Anitta's working,
and when Larissa's having time for herself.
I think that Anitta…
can be filmed by anyone.
Just like she has been.
But Larissa…
no one has.
I need someone who is very tactful.
Larissa is a very well-guarded secret,
who few have access to,
and who only appears for the people she trusts
and for those who've always been with her, since the beginning.
Well, we can start whenever you want to.
Whenever you wanna start, I'll be ready.
And actually,
I think I'm here because there's such a division between Larissa and Anitta.
Creature and creator.
I don't think she's got it sorted out yet.
I love you so much, Charlie!
The VMA goes to…
Oh my God!
The star from Honório Gurgel is finally having her work recognized
by receiving the award for best Latin American Music Video
at the VMAs: The award show hosted by America's MTV.
I think she understood that my perspective
and the fact that we both came from the same place
could be useful in this process.
We're here again, Brazil. We're here again.
Tonight, I performed here a rhythm that, for many years in my country,
was considered a crime.
I was born and raised in the ghetto of Brazil.
You're going to hear way more Brazilian funk in the world right now
and this is the beginning.
Brazilian Funk, winning the VMAs. Thank you!
Anitta!
For me to be here every year,
being the only representer of my country, is really special to me.
Thank you for all of you guys.
…and Anitta, look and lift, Anitta, look and lift.
It made sense that she wanted me involved.
But I… I panicked before we started filming.
It's kind of obvious, isn't it?
Because Larissa was the first girl I ever liked.
Now she's the queen of the world.
She might not know this
but I don't think that I ever actually got over her.
That one message I sent and deleted
I was asking if you were spending the night there.
Because I wanted to know if you wanted to come over.
So I write you something like that,
and you answer, "Thank you."
My god, that's the last time I was cute with you.
"Oh no, here I go again, annoying you."
So I was like, "Okay, fuck it, fuck it; I'm gonna send it. Fuck it."
I don't care if you feel smothered. Fuck it.
Hi. I'm mad at you. But I can't just…
stop worrying.
'Cause I love you.
-Is he gonna film us? -We-- Yes.
Hold it right here.
And that's how you focus.
You know that we know each other since we were 12?
No way.
-Yeah. -Yeah.
When we were young, I was like 11.
And he was 13.
And then we were at this rock concert.
And then…
he was like super hot, like, super-super-super--
He was the hottest kid in the neighborhood, like, crazy.
And I was not.
And then-- wait, my legs hurt.
And he came to kiss me.
And then, I was like, I couldn't believe I was kissing him
'cause it was so hot.
He was so hot. And I was so ugly!
I was so ugly!
Oh my god…
I was so ugly. And then, he was so hot.
And I was like, "Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God!
I'm kissing the hottest guy I will ever kiss in my entire life.
I was so happy, so happy, so happy.
And my friend kissing his friend by, by our side!
And I was like…
Then, all of a sudden, in the middle of the kiss, my brother, Renan.
Renan came!
Renan came and did, that! "Stop kissing my sister!"
And I was like…
"Shut the fuck up!
Do you know when I'm gonna kiss a hot guy like this?
Never! Never again, he's the hottest guy I could ever kiss!
Shut the fuck up, get out of here!"
And then he was like, super mad, my brother, he left.
And I came to him and I said, "Let's go, let's keep going!"
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
I started working with her when she'd just started to sing in Spanish.
I was managing J Balvin at the time
and we helped her with her song "Downtown."
Anitta's the same anywhere you go.
You know, she has that energy. She brings that joy of life.
She's gonna get whatever she wants. There's no question.
She's not afraid to be hurt.
You know, she knows that she can survive anything.
Anitta is the superhero. You know?
Larissa is…
the human being.
You know, she's very, very vulnerable.
Here, I was filming her
from backstage for the very first time.
It was very different from what I was used to.
My intimacy was always with Larissa.
Get in.
Wait… my bad.
I haven't introduced myself yet.
My name is Pedro.
I was also from Honório.
Little by little, I started to understand how Anitta left the stage
and Larissa returned.
Like this.
I'm back.
Whether you like it or not.
When she asked me to be a part of this film
I think she wanted somebody who knew her before she was "Anitta."
I said yes because I knew she wanted to talk about that.
About her two lives.
And I think the fact that I knew her back then
meant I was one of the few people who could understand that about her.
I know that my feelings for her don't have anything to do with this film.
But then I thought:
"Maybe I'll have the courage now."
The courage to tell her everything I've been feeling for all these years,
watching from afar."
Making movies brings people closer, right?
I'm happy you're back.
Me too. I'm glad I'm back.
Could something still happen between us?
Will she find me interesting at all?
I'm just a regular guy,
and she hangs out with all these celebrities.
And will I be able to put all these things to the side
while filming her, and still be professional?
Do you feel happy being together?
I guess. Why?
Mm…
And even worse…
Alright.
…is she still herself?
Can I be myself?
I didn't say any of this of course.
But that's exactly what I was thinking when we walked into her hotel room.
I remember she liked to say my name
because it was her grandfather's name,
who was also a musician.
And also the first person who introduced her to the world of music.
Pedro! Pedro! Where is Pedro?
Pedro! Pedro! Pedro!
You act like I've been gone awhile.
You've been away for a long time!
For me, it felt like forever.
Me,
Anitta,
Larissa, and my camera.
A camera that came to film one person,
but suddenly ended up filming two.
Two amazing women,
who have, unbelievably, opened up this door for me…
and now for you.
Are you dating anyone? No.
-You think I am? -I do.
But why?
I think you are.
I think you're dating, but you say you're not
because it's all in the name of "art."
I saw your girlfriend on Instagram.
You did? Who?
The one who was there.
Who?
The one in your instagram.
-In the picture? -Mm hm.
We broke up about…
four months ago.
So you're single.
I am single.
-For real? -Unfortunately.
For real.
Why would I lie about that?
I don't know.
I mean, I do know.
You know something that pisses me off is when you tell the story…
of when we were kids,
you insist on telling people you were ugly.
I was horrendous!
Larissa.
I was very horrendous.
-In school, I was-- -Did your girlfriends say that?
Whenever I walked in a classroom at that time,
people would pretend they were dying because my nose was so big.
-Seriously. -What?!
They would pretend they were…
suffocating to death.
What kinda school was that?
Back then, my dad's business was going through a tough time.
And then…
So we had to change schools
to, uh, public school.
I loved to study, I was really nerdy.
And I was really scared of going to public school.
So I said, "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck."
So coincidently, there was this pageant.
And I don't believe in coincidences,
I think everything happened so I would have this story to tell.
The did a "Spring Girl" pageant.
And the prize for the winner was a scholarship.
So I signed up for the pageant.
And why do I know I'm ugly? I mean-- that I was ugly.
'Cause I became a joke in the school when I signed up.
So the pageant had a theme.
It was recycling.
I go home, I said, "Mom, there's this pageant and I have to win,
because the prize is a scholarship."
So me and my mom started to work on a coffee cup outfit.
Then when we got there,
all of the girls were super well-produced.
Look at hers!
A Paco Rabanne.
Look at mine!
So my mom said,
"Larissa, let's get outta here.
Let's get out."
And I said, "Mom,
what do you mean?"
And she said "No, no, no.
Don't you see these people hired people?
They hired professionals, we made the outfit ourselves."
So I said "Mom,
it doesn't matter.
They don't have what I have."
And she goes, "What do you have?"
And I said, "Charisma."
I hopped on stage like this.
Like this.
Like this!
-I have the pictures. -I can imagine you doing that.
-No. -All of it.
I have the pictures.
And then…
it was like 7:00 p.m., my mom was, like, leaving already.
She was like, at the exit.
Then a woman said, "And the winner is…
Larissa de Macedo Machado!"
Then I look at my auntie and I said,
"Didn't I tell you I was gonna win?"
And I left,
I went to walk on stage,
got my sash, my flowers, my--
scholarship and went to study for free.
PROUD DUCKLING KINDERGARTEN RIO, DECEMBER 14TH, 1998.
NAME: LESSON
When Larissa was a toddler, she had so much personality.
And she still has it today too.
Even when she was a little kid,
everything had to be the way that she wanted it.
There was no getting around that.
And she's always been like that.
She'd come up with these games like, "Let's be singers,"
or "Let's play theater," or this or that.
She's always been the boss, ever since she was a little kid.
We've always been very close.
If there was a birthday party, everyone would be there.
Something she always says to me is, "We've always been happy,
money or no money."
And I say, "Yes, that's right."
For those who come from the same place that we do,
family is kind of everything. It's the foundation.
I've always valued mine a lot.
But with Larissa,
I've never seen anything like it.
Hi, Dad. How are you? Good morning.
Dad, I had a dream about you.
You were crying over a back pain.
Are you okay?
Anitta, thank you so much!
Let me start recording.
-English is fine, right? Okay, cool. -Whatever you want.
So, Anitta, from the very beginning, you wanted a global career
and you made it happen for yourself.
Is there anything you miss from your very early days in your career?
Um, I think the only thing I really, really miss is
to be with my family 24/7.
Mom!
Dad!
I miss my family too much and they're not here.
I- I have this emotional dependence.
When my grandmother died, she started-after one year,
she started to communicate with me in dreams.
She was my best friend.
In my religion, we believe that people never die.
She talks to me, she tells me things are gonna happen.
She tells me things about the future.
Well, she's--she's, she's my friend and I keep talking to her every time.
I know they're not dead.
You still crying?
Oh my God.
My brother knows how I think, he knows everything that I want.
I love him and admire him so much. I can't imagine my life without him.
He's the love of my life.
We work together.
I'm going with you tomorrow.
And I couldn't see this in him, and he couldn't see it in me either.
But now I can feel how much he loves me, and he can feel it too.
Ai, Dad, I love you so much.
I love being by your side. I love it. It makes me so happy.
When I'm by your side, a rainbow shows up to me.
It's wonderful.
I love you.
Me too. I'm very happy every time I get to be by your side.
It makes me so happy.
And I love you a lot too.
Okay?
I'm happy that you're happy.
Larissa's very close with her aunts too.
I saw that in Honório.
And I see it now. Like on her Instagram.
I see everybody traveling with her.
I want my family, my friends to come on stage with me,
and so they come, they bring the Brazilian flag with them,
they show up, they dance with me.
She puts her whole family on stage.
My family is here with me.
This is one of the best days of my life.
Thank you, Portugal!
It still amazes me to this day how many different stories Larissa has.
What? What?
One time, when she was a kid, we were at the mall.
Trying to get those Disney toys like Minnie and Mickey, and Pluto.
-And the lines. -Each one of them had their own line.
Yeah.
And there was no way we'd be able to stand in line for Minnie, that's so long.
So we ended up going to the shortest line, which was for Pluto.
And Larissa was like…
but she never even said, like, "I don't want to."
No, she was in her mind, thinking and looking at us.
I said, "Minnie's line is too long."
And she was like…
-And then all of a sudden, -Oh my god…
"Where's Larissa?"
That place was super crowded! And we were like, "Where's Larissa?"
I started crying, I was like, "They're going to kidnap her!"
They're saying, "Miriam, calm down!" I'm like this; I'm an anxious person.
And guess what happened? Where'd Larissa go?
-In the line. -For Minnie.
But look, what really made us, like… panic
was that she never made a scene to do things.
She never said: "I'd like to do it!" She just went!
In her mind, she was thinking,"Wow! That thing is nice, I'd like to try."
And she just went.
Larissa's aunts raised her alongside her mother.
Because the three of them worked together.
Miriam,
Márcia,
and Marília.
And since Miriam and Mauro separated
when Larissa was less than two and Renan was four,
her aunts helped her a lot.
Larissa's struggled with it.
She definitely felt a bit abandoned when her parents separated.
Her older brother took it very hard,
so he got most of the attention.
You know those people who don't seem to need attention
but they might be the ones who need it the most?
And when they don't get it,
it only seems to harden them?
Case in point:
Larissa is fragile
and sensitive,
while Anitta is super tough.
It can be scary.
But I think both of them are very romantic deep down,
even if it's more obvious with Larissa,
and almost impossible to see it with Anitta.
And besides,
who said you can't be everything at once?
In any case,
for a kid who felt like she was invisible,
like she's always saying,
I think… I don't know;
it was easier for her to choose one version of herself,
only to later realize that both versions of her
would be able to, how can I say this…
coexist.
Throughout my childhood,
I felt invisible in my house.
My mom didn't really accept my way of being.
She thought that I should, "Be less."
Less?
Less… loud,
draw less attention,
talk less, be less extravagant, less…
I know she always talked about that--
that I should be more like my brother.
And my brother's always been the calmer one;
more like her.
And I was more--
And I didn't wanna not be…
I wanted to be…
I feel like, if it wasn't for my career,
if it wasn't for the things that I built and achieved as Anitta…
the things that I made, become…
in the history of my country,
and all this shit,
it's like I had no worth, y'know?
It's like, there's no reason for someone to look at me.
Because if it wasn't for this plus…
if it wasn't for becoming Anitta,
I don't…
It's like I was indifferent, you know?
'Cause that's how I felt my whole childhood.
Hi Mom, how are you?
Do you remember Pedro?
My friend from Honório when I was a kid?
The blue-eyed, blond guy I kissed?
He's here with me shooting some stuff.
I love you so much.
Oh! And the music video was very good.
I'm going back to Miami.
I love you.
I miss you.
Charlie, come!
Charlie! Charlie!
Do you think that birds can fly as far as they want, as high as they want?
Like, there's a limit to how high a bird can fly?
Yes.
What is it?
Anitta has set yet another new record with her hit single "Envolver,"
which made it all the way to number one on Spotify's Global Daily.
-Where's my mom? -She's down there.
Heyyyyyyyy!
Amazing!
-Can you even believe it? -Mom!
Yes!
Can you believe it? Neither can I. I still can't.
-Hey, honey. -Dad!
You're good!
-Very good. -My God!
My God!
Yeah.
Amazing.
Oh my God.
It's unreal.
Wow, I can't believe it.
I think for any artist, the ultimate reward is
to be able to do exactly what you want to do artistically
and have the world receive it.
Wooo!
Woo! Woo! Woo!
-This is so good! -The best you've ever sounded.
I love it!
Woo!
Amazing.
This sounds amazing!
Someone told me it was impossible
to have an international career for Brazilians.
'Cause everybody tried and last time we had it was
in the last century with bossa nova.
In this century, we didn't have this anymore
and, like, I already have the biggest songs in my country
and then I started to ask around like, "Okay what's next?"
I remember, I called my brother…
"I want to go international. I want to put a song out in Spanish."
And he said…
"Why?
Right now that we just managed to break the prejudice in your country,
you want to start all over again? You would need to start from the bottom,
like… do that shit that you were doing six years ago.
You don't even have the energy anymore." And I said, "I want to do it."
Hi, guys. Stand by.
What's up, fam?
-Okay, so, are we gonna have those holes? -No, no.
Because, if it's a square, we're not gonna be able to do this.
No, come here. Come here.
I'll show you how it works.
I will always need to carry my culture and embrace it
'cause that's the place I come from.
She's fighting for something that really matters to her
and it's who she is.
Perfect!
The first Brazilian to be number one on global charts,
the first Brazilian to be performing on the mainstage of Coachella.
The feeling is like, yeah, let's keep going.
Everything is on the right position, you know? In a good way.
-We live! We live! -I love…
I love, here, the room for the braids.
-The glasses… -I gotta let my hair hang out.
I gotta let it out.
Ain't no trapping this shit.
Whatever you want. You can be here hanging out.
They're gonna have drinks here after, like, behind if you want.
You can smoke.
You can do whatever you want. Basically…
-Just make it my world. -It's the favela, do whatever you want.
-We in the hood, we chillin'. -It's kind of a messy…
Obviously there are other artists who have changed their names and created…
I don't know, a new persona.
But one of those sides usually takes over.
And then the other side ceases to exist.
But not with her.
That's how I'm getting to the stage, look…
On the motorcycle.
In the favelas, some people live high up in the mountain, right?
-Right. -So we don't want to go up all the way.
so there are motor-taxis. You pay like one dollar, two dollars,
and they take you up to your house and come back down of the favela.
So you're gonna motor-taxi into…
I used to go to work in a motor-taxi.
I wanted Carnival, but I didn't want the obvious Carnival.
-This is Rio de Janeiro's. -It's traditional.
Yeah, it's another traditional Carnival.
I saw up close how Larissa and Anitta exist together.
We were in California and in Honório at the same time.
The two of them at the biggest musical festival in the world.
This is your first time performing at Coachella right?
Yeah, my first time! I'm like…
…shitting myself.
You're shitting yourself?
Out of fear.
But right now…
…I'm the one who's scared.
Scared of getting closer to a woman
who, unlike me, has been living the high life for awhile.
When you're a woman in this entertainment world…
Okay, help me putting this on.
…if you don't have a man from the showbiz,
things are a little harder for you.
It's a real business,
deciding who you're gonna form a couple with,
where you're gonna show up together…
Did you get my skates?
You're not gonna feel cold wearing that.
And I understood, even though I wanted that tale for myself,
I was not made for that.
Here.
For you to not feel cold.
Take it. I love to take care of the people
that I love.
So I understood that it's like this:
When I like somebody,
it doesn't matter.
I'm gonna stay with whoever makes me good.
♪ I love you so much Your crying has become a chant for me ♪
It can be a waiter,
it can be a taxi driver,
or a doorman,
it doesn't matter.
We're gonna go all the way to the door!
Like this?
You're cutting off our heads!
You can see that? I can't see from here.
-I can see! -I see it now.
But that's really crazy,
because if a man went out with a beautiful girl from the countryside,
and he's like, very rich, famous guy,
everyone would say, "Wow! That is so amazing!
He's going out with this ordinary girl from the countryside! Simple girl!"
But if it's a woman who becomes involved with an ordinary guy with a normal job,
"Oh no! You have to be with a guy on your level. He's not on your level."
It's like the man is saying if you're valuable or not, not you.
You're not coming to bed?
Hm?
You're not coming to bed?
Yeah.
I'm gonna shower first.
Then, I'm gonna wash you though.
What?
I'm gonna wash you so you smell like--
Come here.
Let me see.
Oh! You're gonna get rid of this gross cigarette smell.
There.
-Wait. -Okay.
-I'm gonna fix it. Go there, go there. -You got it?
Go there!
Mm.
Go.
Such a tattoo guy,
and didn't learn how to shower.
Can I help you?
-No, 'cause I know how to shower. -Oh, okay.
Are you sure you don't need any help?
No, I know how to shower.
It's you who doesn't know.
Anitta?!
Oh look, Anitta's here!
Knock, knock.
I cannot!
-I cannot be Anitta with you, idiot! -Anitta.
I have to get drunk tonight, okay?
-Let's start drinking! -I'm ready, let's go!
I'll do it, let's start!
-Let's go! -Alright! I'm going!
-I'm leaving this here. -Let's go!
-Let's get it started. -Here I have… Don Julio Rosado.
-Oh yeah! -I have…
Remember when you arrived, and it was just the two of us?
Mmhm. I do.
So we were talking in a certain way, right?
Right.
Didn't you notice how I changed when the others arrived?
When other people show up
and I don't feel comfortable showing my real self…
I change my personality.
And sometimes I even wonder, "What the fuck?!
Why, all of a sudden, I'm acting like this?"
And I know why, but it's…
not something I can control.
Why do you think that happens?
Because… I'm afraid of people's judgement, I think.
You didn't think they were hooking up anymore, right?
-Oh I feel so hungry. -What's up, Anitta?
Hi, Pedro.
-Hi. -Mm.
-Come here, I'm gonna tell you a secret. -Tell me.
I'm filming, by the way.
Pedro, you look so hot when you have the camera in your hands.
Was that Anitta or Larissa?
-I hate you! -Well? Answer.
Wanna tell me later?
Anitta, because Larissa wouldn't say it.
But I do think.
I wanna hear more later.
-Huh? -I wanna hear more later.
Yes, hi everybody!
We're so happy to be here. You ready?
-There was a hurricane tonight, right? -Oh yeah.
Definitely, yeah.
The more uncomfortable I feel when I'm doing something as Anitta,
the stronger Anitta comes to me.
-Tonight she meant business. -She came earlier, stronger, like:
Like… out of control.
When we get home,
will you hug me?
Of course.
if I have a crisis?
Obviously.
You already do, even with no crisis.
Yeah.
When I started filming Larissa,
the most challenging thing for me was trying to hide my feelings for her.
Pretending I was just following my childhood friend
who'd become a pop star.
Do you know whose purse is that?
Which one?
What purse?
Oh that one?
I don't know; who's?
Carmen Miranda's.
Oh, wow.
NIGHT PURSE
I very quickly realized that our chemistry hadn't changed a bit.
-Woah! -Huh?
Woah!
The difference was that suddenly I felt like I was in a love story.
Alright… Do you know what I'm gonna do now?
Guess!
I can't believe it.
-Nothing! -Oh my God.
This is your dream.
I'm gonna do nothing! Look how dark my bedroom gets!
My god.
Do you think people think I'm really fucking insecure?
Do you think they'll find out now?
Yeah.
I think so too.
I don't think anyone imagines that I go onstage thinking everything sucks,
and I suck, and nobody wants to see me and everything is horrible,
and no one will like it,
and no one is coming to the show.
I don't think so either.
That night when Larissa told me before going to bed
that she would get insecure before going on stage,
I felt really confused.
What's up, Rio de Janeiro!
Because once the day began,
she seemed to enter this unbreakable girl-boss mode.
When she's performing,
she has two channels on her mic:
one for singing and one for talking to her crew.
It's amazing!
Come take my wings off.
She runs the whole operation.
I'm gonna tell them to spread a circle, okay?
She can be on stage even and see something
and then hit back to her team.
Dude, I'm really afraid of that old lady getting crushed into that railing.
Get her closer to us.
She sees everything all at once and she's registering it…
Pay attention! Where the cops at?
They robbed a guy over there,
and went all the way there.
I saw it, nobody told me.
He robbed the guy there, and went all the way over there.
She doesn't settle to be just a celebrity
and she's never on the fence whether she's performing
or, if necessary, even during an election.
There's a freedom to her accepting herself the way she is,
and unapologetically so, that makes her so incredibly powerful
and unfuckable with.
Go five, six, seven eight, one.
Seven, eight-eight, clap, one to the two, to the three, to the four,
to the five, to the six, to the seven, to the eight.
Let's walk, two, three, break down, five, six, seven, eight.
One a two…
The guys didn't stay there to check, they didn't watch the rehearsal.
So I went there having so many people working on my team.
Why? It's necessary for me, me, the artist, Anitta,
to think about this right now and get this problem
and understand this problem exists five minutes before the rehearsals.
-I-I want this answer. -Hey, I get it.
What's the answer for this?
The camera captured the artist and producer, all at once,
'cause she's always watching.
Every time, it's the same shit.
I wonder why, when I do my things in Brazil with my people,
with my team, with my organization, things don't happen like that.
I'm a very easy person to work with.
I don't have requests. I don't ask for shit.
It's easy. "What do you want, Anitta?" "Whatever is available."
"How do you want it?" "However it's good for everybody."
Always like that. It's so fucking easy.
I have a question.
Does Larissa feel it when you use Anitta's energy?
You know, like a recoil from a gun?
Yeah, I mean… after…
I only feel it when I'm back home.
When I get home…
I feel like I've been torturing myself, you know?
Hey, Pedro.
Are you awake?
-Did I wake you up with the noise? -I think he heard the noise.
One more Larissa's Tales, guys.
Once upon a time, Larissa was going to the Grammys.
Larissa had to do her own make-up before going out--
There's someone calling you.
I'm not gonna cry…
I don't know if I'll laugh or cry.
I'm just gonna scrub my face and say,
"I'm not gonna go anymore!
I'm not going!"
You're looking at me like that, you're making me nervous.
I'm gonna manage to do it,
and we're gonna go…
and I'll be pretty, and everyone is going to say,
"You look amazing!" And I'm gonna say,
"Thank you!"
And that's it, that's gonna be the night.
There are people in the world dying of starvation,
I'm here worried about such a stupid thing.
My life is very interesting.
There's so many things happening all the time.
And then you might…
wanna talk about only those things.
You know?
To show only these things.
And then it makes it look like Larissa's not interesting, you know?
Because her life is not full of those happenings,
and crazy things all the time, and people, etcetera.
And then she fades to the background; you forget about her.
And that happens to me too.
I…
forget about her, because her life is less…
interesting-- Not less interesting, but,
not as full of information.
Someone took my charger.
This is one of those moments I wish I wasn't Anitta.
Because I'm dying to go out.
But I don't wanna worry about where I'm going.
I wanna go to wherever I wanna go.
Because if I go "there",
"Oh, this strategy, it's not good for you to be there,
because it's not good for you to be there!"
If I go there, "It's not good for you to be in the street."
I wanna be in the street!
Do you have bluetooth?
Amigo, do you have Bluetooth?
Who's that?
Carmen Miranda.
-You don't know who Carmen Miranda is? -No.
We're gonna teach now, my friend here,
who Carmen Miranda is.
Carmen Miranda was the first Brazilian singer
who became famous outside of Brazil.
And after her, the only person who has done similar… things…
Guess who?
So what did you think about the night?
-Well… We had fun. -Mm.
People are always very scared of telling me things…
Like what?
…and asking me stuff.
They are always like, "Anitta, the girl who dances and twerks,
and her ass…"
so when it's time to have sex,
they just think they can't--
um…
not reach the expectations, because, "She's, oh, all of that!"
And then they cannot get it up sometimes.
And I used to feel really bad about that.
I used to feel sad and devastated.
Feeling like, "Okay, they're not able to do that with me."
And I was always thinking, "Okay, why does this happen to me?"
Kind of like a victim thing.
Nowadays, I'd just be like: "Okay, he couldn't do it.
It's okay, not meant to be."
Okay, no more.
I'll turn it off.
Okay.
What's your favorite song, huh?
You're gonna like it. I think you will.
-I'm almost positive. -Mm.
That's the song that,
if you could only listen to one song for the rest of your life,
-that's the one you would pick? -Yeah.
What's your favorite song?
-Mine? -Yeah.
Yeah…
This is my favorite song.
Like this.
Look.
♪ I, I'm so in love with you ♪
When I was a teenager,
I saw this movie that…
I don't remember what it's called now,
but there was this girl, and she would sing this song…
Super romantic!
Like, a declaration of love!
And I've always been this romantic girl here.
This version of me here, that nobody knows, this one here,
is this silly romance
that you can see now.
And then it became my favorite song.
In the whole world.
Sleepy?
I'm drunk.
I'm here, like, um…
-in my… -Once upon a time?
…my own fairy tale that I got for myself.
One of the things I admire most about Larissa
is how spontaneous she is.
Everything about her is very real.
Within ten seconds, she can go from laughing to crying.
Like… a mix of seduction and innocence.
And at the same time,
a shoulder to lean on.
She's deep and also a jokester.
She rules the world.
She cares about others more than anyone I know.
Sometimes I wonder
how all these conflicting things can fit inside one person.
On that day, I remember I asked her why she started crying out of the blue…
…because we were laughing so hard.
She stopped, gave me a serious look and said:
"I don't know."
Okay, I'll bring it closer, just so you can listen properly.
Come, sit here.
Sit here.
Hello.
I released a song right now!
So what's that?
I want you all listening to this fucking song
until your ears fall off, okay?
Bye guys!
What?
She comes, she acts, she goes.
Ha-ha. Fuck it.
I just saw it go like "poof!"
My pajamas!
I'm terrified of flying.
That was one of the hardest things for me during these months we were filming.
But with what she's dealing with, fear of flying is nothing.
Hi, dear.
Hi, doctor. How are you?
Hi! Can you hear me?
-Yeah, yeah, go ahead. -Okay?
So, here's the thing: We did the PET scan,
and…
the PET scan is the exam that gives us the highest probability.
And the highest probability is that it's a lung tumor.
A cancer?
We actually got a little bit lucky.
Yeah, it looks like it's cancer.
But, it's a cancer that is localized.
The PET scan looks at the whole body,
and we couldn't find the cancer anywhere else.
Which means, if the surgery goes well,
your father will recover.
To receive such difficult news,
and having to move on with your millions of appointments,
simply because giving up is not an option.
Let's welcome global superstar, Anitta.
If you all can join me on the countdown?
Um, let's go. Five…
Four, three, two, one…
Can you imagine creating a whole new name for yourself,
and living your life in two ways
that couldn't be more different from each other?
I'm so hot!
I always told my mom I was-- I was gonna be a singer,
I was gonna be very famous, blah, blah, blah.
But, then, when I started singing I was like, "No, I don't want just that.
I want to change the world.
I wanna change my country."
And um, for me to be here, it represents that I'm getting there.
I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm managing to do it, you know?
So I'm so happy. And I'm so, I-I'm…
I look so hot.
I look like that for real?
Yeah, yeah you are.
Larissa has always made it very clear
that she needed to be seen.
But being there, with her mom,
it was like being seen twice.
That means so much more to her than it does to the world.
Thank you.
Bye. Thank you!
Ready?
Thank you so much, guys. Thank you!
Hi Dad, what's a good time tomorrow morning
for the nurse to come and take your blood?
So that they'll have the results when I get there,
and we can get all of it done together?
Even though Anitta might seem invincible,
Larissa isn't.
The math doesn't always add up.
Make some noise for Anitta!
Alright!
[cheering
It's alright! Let's talk in Portuguese now, okay?
Holy fucking shit,
if the speakers come back working, we keep going!
If the speakers don't come back, just sing for me!
In English, I'll just pretend everything's fine, check it out:
I'm so happy!
Oh my God!
Almost every song, my music was, like, going down
all of the, all of the time…
Every five minutes the equipment was like…
Bring me a drink, because I'm so fucking done with this bullshit.
No one notices,
unless you really know her.
Hey friends, it's Anitta!
I'd like to say thank you to everyone.
Because she doesn't just sing and dance
and give visceral performances on stage.
That would be no big deal.
But she controls the entire operation,
and makes sure that everything is running smoothly.
That must be so exhausting.
I hate touring because of the whole process
of travel from a place to another.
It breaks my heart, my mind, everything.
-All these dates, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17… -Oh that's fucked.
I'm performing every day in a different country.
Come on, come on… let's go, let's go, let's go!
Close the door.
Close that door, for god's sake.
Wow, this water's so hot.
Did you take the glasses over there?
Yeah, I took everything.
We're good.
Three shows in a fucking row.
Different countries, I'm dying. I'm dy-- I want to cry.
I wanna--
I wanna die.
Do you know who's Carmen Miranda?
It's insane.
She basically had to give up her life.
There's a price to pay for that.
I think things eventually got to a point where Larissa
knew she needed to listen to herself.
She knew that if she kept going
at that pace, then her health could be in jeopardy.
And she said that to me.
Because she'd been reading a book on Carmen Miranda.
That's what happened to her.
She died from working too much.
It's very complicated, man.
It's really hard.
As I said, it's like…
I hear one side, then the other side comes, and "Boom!"
Instantly. It's like my body doesn't know how to be at peace.
And I can't take it anymore, you know?
And it's like, every time I see somebody
that knows who Anitta is,
but I'm not close to that person,
-I become Anitta! -Mmhm.
That triggers me, and I become the character.
And I don't wanna become the character all the time!
I used to have control of how much I would change.
But now that everybody knows me,
I don't have any control and I can't take it anymore, you know?
I can't stand not being able to control when I'm turning into the character.
But that's what happens.
You can't just quit, you know?
That's the price you pay for doing what you do.
-For that persona you created-- -No, but I just want to bury it all!
Impossible for me to keep giving as much as I did.
And like…
I can't take it anymore.
I simply can't.
Maybe that's why she decided to pause, and reconnect with herself.
But she wasn't gonna make it easy.
She chose to do it at the highest point in the world.
Being an international artist…
is not only about being famous where you go,
'cause the world is so big.
The world is so big.
There's always a place that you go that people might not know who you are.
It doesn't matter who you are.
When you are in the mountains, everybody's equal.
Nobody gets special treatment.
I mean I've climbed Everest, but that should not make me somebody big.
But people sometimes say, okay, I want a photo with you, or…
How many times did you try?
Just once and I did it.
Okay, so it's been easy. Let's go.
People say that when you get there,
all you want to do is reach the top,
'cause you see people reaching the top.
People are going there, I'mma go too.
I can be better.
I already made it here, I can go there.
Imagine when we're up there.
That would be a lot.
If you reach the top,
you can't stay at the motherfucking top for more than, like, eight minutes
or something like that.
Otherwise, you're gonna die there.
You're gonna look young forever, frozen.
Forever people will see you and talk about you.
Was it worth it?
When you reach the fucking 7K altitude,
they say you start trippin' because of the oxygen
and then you can't, like, think properly.
That's very much like success, if you stop to think about it.
One more hour of walking?
Maybe this.
Forty-five, fifty.
What if we regret? What happens?
We…
-Uh, uh… what if tomorrow… -Yeah.
one of us is fucked up and wants to quit?
Uh, I hope that's… I hope that's… that will not happen.
I understand but what if? It's just a question.
That day felt exactly how I feel in my career.
I wanted to rest. I was feeling extremely sick, tired.
But the people around me have such a clear image of Anitta in their heads,
the one who never gives up,
that exhausts herself to the last drop of energy,
to be the biggest, to go to the top, to achieve more and more and more…
that they couldn't believe it.
I think we should come back.
I'm scared.
At least you don't want to give up and that says a lot.
I want to give up!
-No, clearly you don't, no. -Yes, I want- guys!
What's that?
Why are you guys saying… Why is everyone--
Does she come out as someone who wants to give up?
That's what I'm saying!
-But… I do… -She doesn't give up on anything
she sets her mind to, you know?
Guys, listen.
The old me…
didn't give up on things.
-Aşe! -The new me…
I'm down to get a helicopter and say, "Yeah guys, I'm sick, I couldn't make it.
Let's take care of me."
Yeah, I'm tire-- oh!
-I love the experience already. -I'm going to the spa.
My first time hiking. I love the views…
It was all-- everything's so good.
I loved it.
I have zero need to go… farther than this.
What's wrong with giving up?
What's wrong with changing your mind?
I wanted to be free.
I felt that if I kept hiking,
it was just to satisfy the expectations of the team.
I didn't want to disappoint the crew who came to film me.
But now, for some reason, the desire to remain silent
spoke louder than the desire to reach the top.
Maybe going only halfway gave me the best of both worlds?
I could enjoy the place, the nature,
captured some images,
and done.
Okay, I won't have the footage of me reaching the top.
But would I be able to handle the consequences
of having climbed the world's highest peak?
There are a lot of physical side effects.
Well, in both realities.
I started to rethink my career,
my whole life.
I like to travel alone, to walk on the streets,
to walk without security.
I like to make friends with strangers that I meet at a bar.
I like to dance in the middle of the dance floor.
Maybe if Anitta climbs higher…
Larissa will never have those moments again.
So, what?
What do we do then?
I was happy for her.
Because I think
giving up is often exactly what we need to do to keep going.
Even if it's in a new direction.
And the direction she's choosing to go now is not always needing to be on top.
Superstar Anitta spent five days at a spiritual retreat.
It was there where she made a so-called "gestational chart."
She isolated herself to find balance in her life,
away from the craziness she's used to.
Oh my god!
I'm healed!
I am healed!
It's over. It's all over.
Now it's all about recovering, healing the scars, and renovation now.
Go there!
Trust me!
If you don't go, I'll drag you!
Oh my God!
Mom!
-Oh! Mom! Mom! -I'm so glad to hear that, honey.
I'm glad you're happy. Thank God!
She didn't really open up to me very often.
She would never tell me, "Ah, I'm going through this or that."
She didn't tell me anything, even though I was always asking.
Sometimes she'd say, "Mom, I give up, I just can't do it, I'm gonna quit."
That's Renan.
Always been,
-and always will be like that. -That's me.
-And you? -Me?
I'm the person who screams and jumps!
Up and down!
You've always been that way.
I know; but now I accept and I like that I'm like this, you know?
Yeah, you're right.
-And that's how it's supposed to be! -Exactly!
And that's how I am now.
I'm happy, I jump, I sing, I goof around, and I like the way I am!
I like being crazy, doing crazy things…
-Oh yes, definitely. -And I'm very happy!
Being crazy!
I'm crazy!
Woo!
Wooo!
Is anyone at home?
You're so cute!
I don't think any of us really know who we are
when we are kids, right?
We're sort of whatever those around us decide what we are.
And that can last our entire lives.
Larissa was always special, in a different way from everyone else.
But, I don't know.
I get the impression…
that she felt like she didn't fit in,
so she toned herself down.
I think once we reach a certain point in life,
like, in our thirties,
we start to see what really matters.
Anitta is a character.
And she's someone who wants to be strong,
who wants to be powerful.
But inside of that character is Larissa.
And she's doing everything she's always done,
ever since she was a little kid.
She's different when she gets on stage.
But, I feel like, over the years,
she's let Larissa come out a little bit more.
She started being her true self, and not the character she created as much.
You know?
I think she's finally just letting that happen.
Guys, did you see the moon today?
I was taking Charlie for a walk and-- I looked ahead, and, guys…
I don't know if it looks like that in Brazil, but here it's insane!
I can't stop crying.
It's so beautiful. I love you guys so much.
I'm so grateful for having you in my life! What a beautiful moon!
Dude, I saw her change.
I can't count the times she told me to do family constellation therapy,
Kundalini, spiritual retreats.
I used to throw parties to get everybody drunk and fooling around.
Now I organize meetings for spiritual growth,
so everybody can become beings of light.
Oh, you guys are just talking!
I thought you had started the session with her!
-No we've haven't. We're just waiting. -Not yet!
Oh, okay.
And today we did some Kundalini activation, right?
Yes, a Kundalini activation.
Our most powerful energy.
Ah, you guys! I feel so peaceful, I feel so calm!
Okay, I'll see you later.
Give me a hug; you need it. You need studying time, right?
-That was great. -Need some training…
Goodness!
You actually gave me a hug too!
Gonna give her all the hugging!
Let's keep it up. You gotta to do it every ten days.
It's 'cause I don't usually hug anybody!
But you hugged me. I thought it was so cute.
Yeah, but don't you think she's starting to…
I don't know, get more comfortable with people?
But I hugged her and I stayed! I stayed in the hug!
Yeah, I know. Should we do it again?
-Aww! Oh my god! That's so sweet. -Should we?
Love you.
She's struggled with that.
You have to grab her to give her a kiss.
And she goes, "Oh my God!" And I'm like, "Relax."
We're friends.
She's always finding ways to work on her spirituality.
On her mind.
If she doesn't go on vacations, or give herself a chance to rejuvenate,
she'll get sick.
Again.
So it's like an ongoing search.
Larissa has gone into Yoga, Kundalini, spiritual retreats. Everything.
So that she can gather the strength to perform as Anitta.
She doesn't want to be alone.
She wants her friends by her side.
I love you, Ju!
Let me have one last sip!
Are you going in?
No, because there's no towel for me to get dry!
But I'm so happy!
The nature's beautiful!
The sea's beautiful!
The neighbors watching our drunken asses are beautiful!
Everything's beautiful!
We could stay here until the morning, so when the sun comes up--
Amiga!
It's cold!
I loved all of this that I did. I think I did change people's lives.
But…
did I send the right message?
This is so beautiful.
Does the sun rise that way? Or that way?
And there was a moment that I conquered everything!
All that I'd wanted and desired I achieved.
When I wanted to be top one global, I did.
But then, after reaching top one…
just because everyone was like,
asking, "What's next? What's next?",
I stopped enjoying it!
And I started worrying about, "What's next?"
I always wanted to be top one,
why didn't I just enjoy it and went somewhere else?
You're gonna get it all wet!
I hate this question:
"What's your plans for next year?
What's your plans for the future?"
I don't give a fuck!
I don't fucking know!
No one is able to stay on top forever.
Maintaining all of that and being genuinely happy.
Because we're only truly happy
when we feel like, if we lost all of this, we would still be happy.
I think…
that in order for you to do everything I was doing,
to be everywhere at the same time,
you need to feel very empty inside.
For you to not…
even think about yourself.
Just want more, more, more attention, more attention, more, more.
And I think this emptiness in me was really big.
And it didn't matter how much success that I would have.
Nothing would fill that void, because the void is inside, not outside;
and we keep trying to fill the void with things from the outside.
So, what? If I loose all of this tomorrow, will I be happy?
That's what I want to test!
I wanna test stopping everything and say,
"Okay: now I have to learn how to be happy without all of this!"
I think this is for me, this is for everyone.
I wanted to do this film
to try to tell people, like…
"You don't need to be
famous or rich for you to be special!"
What if I tell people…
that…
there's nothing wrong
if tomorrow…
if next year
you don't get a better car than the one that you have right now?
There's no problem if, next year,
you don't have a better house.
There's no problem if, in five years, I don't get a hit! You know?
Because we can be happy with no hits!
Boy, I'm so lazy!
Come here, doggy. Stay here with mommy.
Come here, good boy.
You know what is funny? Hmm?
I was reading that book, remember?
-I finished it. -Mhmm.
And there was an incredible chapter about death.
Talking about…
living life as if you were gonna die tomorrow.
If you knew you were gonna die tomorrow,
you are gonna value every minute of your day.
You'd say, "Damn! I'm awake!
Damn! Look at the sky!"
And the dynamite goes…
Boom!
Again, again, again, again, again, again, again!
Shhhh!
I read that chapter, went to bed,
and when I woke up, I said, "Fuck, man, that's it!"
And the dynamite goes…
Boom!
And then everything changed for me.
I woke up that day…
-That was so cool! -You hear that goes and goes…
like, admiring everything, admiring…
the hotel; I admired the sky; I was going like, "Damn!"
And I did that concert so happy because I didn't care about anything
that was gonna happen after!
I didn't care f people were watching or not.
I didn't care. I just wanted to have fun doing my concert.
I just wanted to enjoy every second of that day.
This is our first glimpse here at the…
The first time I met Larissa, I went home with a big smile on my face.
I felt like it was Christmas, New Year, I don't know….
Look at you, all white like snow.
-Thank you! -You're welcome.
-Is it cold? -Uh-huh.
So am I.
I felt the same thing when we kissed.
She doesn't smile at me like that.
And when she asked me to work on this film
I felt the same thing.
-Did you hear what she said? -Of course I did.
And sure, a long time had passed
and she knew I worked in the film industry.
It was a professional offer.
Check, check, check, check,
check, check. Testing audio.
See? I'm saving your ass again, Pedro.
Let it be recorded.
I felt like, all of a sudden, I was thirteen again, you know?
Like, practicing what I would say to her after school was over.
What are my eyes saying now?
I never thought we'd experience what we did.
I'm shy to say it.
Ah?!
-Tell me now! -You coulda killed me!
Just to be sure you can read my mind!
No! I won't tell you!
I fell in love all over again.
I think she did too.
Can you put that camera down and come sit next to me?
I don't wanna talk to the camera anymore.
Damn Pedro, you're amazing.
You do tattoo, you cook, you're damn hot, you fuck good,
you play the drums, you play the guitar, you're super cultured…
Either you're fucking amazing, or I'm in love and it made me dumb.
And you won't let me give you a hug, Pedro.
Are you still on a call?
I'm messing up your call!
Woo-hoo!
The problem is there's very little room
in Anitta's life for a relationship.
Okay, go! I have to go to therapy.
The truth is…
I've really only seen Larissa;
the Larissa that I know,
or… I think I know,
or that I used to know.
When we went back to the hotel room for one, two hours max.
Truth of the matter is… I screwed up with her
and she didn't wanna be with me anymore.
Immediately.
I think if Larissa had just one fault
it would be this:
Her frightening ability to completely cut off situations
when they don't align perfectly with her expectations.
What are you doing?
What are you up to?
Who's getting the first slice, huh Larissa?
The first slice is right here, Brazil!
Yeah, my man!
Got it.
After that night…
we finally drifted apart for good.
I was still on the project.
The camera was still on.
But the lens became a wall.
Are you sad?
No.
So why is it weird between us?
Well…
when we don't know what's going on, things get weird.
Unless you feel like clearing things up for me.
What's going on?
Well, this relationship we have
and us working together is really hard for me.
And it's been hard to protect myself from my feelings.
In the beginning of all of this,
I said this shouldn't happen.
Mm hm.
That it would mess things up.
And who was the one who insisted?
You did.
And then you act one way,
but then you just…
change your mind; don't tell me why, don't say anything.
No one is forced to be with anybody.
No one is.
-Are you filming? -Hey.
-Are you filming? -Yeah.
But it's okay!
Tell me.
It's just that I think my daughter's gonna die if you don't send her a message.
-Sure. Let's do it. -Fuck.
Did I screw up?
I wanted to work it out.
But her mind was made up.
The last day of filming:
Mauro's sixtieth birthday, Larissa' dad.
Larissa has always been big on birthdays.
Same as Anitta in that regard.
She loves throwing parties.
Not just for her, but for everyone she loves.
How does she make time for it?
I think Larissa's like a…
I don't know, a clock that runs on a different schedule.
Because she could be at work solving hundreds of problems all at once,
but if a friend calls with a problem,
she'll stop everything else until it's resolved.
I was doing a concert for 20,000 people and I was chillin'.
-But for this one, I'm like… -Totally chill.
Good evening, everyone!
Welcome, Dad's friends and family.
This is my dad's first birthday party!
So we had to do it in style, right?
And I said, "Dad, you're so…
it's really hard to surprise you, right?"
So he goes, "Yeah, I'm a psychic!"
But there's one surprise he didn't see coming:
That the concert tonight was mine.
Let's get started.
All of my children have taken after my spiritual side.
We all have Orishás.
When your paths are well taken care of,
the Orishá will find the way for you.
The way of ancestry.
Larissa's Orishá is a child. They call it Oxóssi. A child.
Oh, my God!
Let me call my dad!
Let's see what he's gonna say.
-Dad. -Hey, honey!
Look at what I'm wearing tonight!
Doesn't it look beautiful?
You look like an Orishá.
I don't think I'd ever be able to handle dealing with all the big events
that super famous people have to.
But she was so happy.
When she got the call from her dad
that his cancer was completely gone, he was cured,
she almost started dancing; right there, in the middle of the street.
So funny.
I can't help but think that her story really doessound like a movie.
She earned a scholarship by winning a school pageant,
wearing a dress made of plastic cups.
She was six years old.
Six!
Now she wears dresses with pearls.
The girl I first met in Honório
and the woman that I met now, commanding the stage,
is a girl from the suburbs who changed her name
so she could handle being so many different things.
She's the most affectionate sister and daughter,
while building her own empire at the same time.
I love my mom, I love my dad, I love my brothers.
My mom was really hard-ass. It's hard to get past her shell.
Like, she's a great mother,
but she never hugged or kissed me.
But now, me and my mom, we're like best friends.
I call her for everything.
It's perfect.
After spending so much time with her,
I think that I finally saw Larissa and Anitta,
who used to fight over who would take up more room in her head,
or who would win the battle,
have now come to understand the same thing:
that you can't live life rejecting half of who you are.
Deep down, we're all dealing with that duality.
Nobody's just one thing.
I hope that, some day, we'll meet again.
At a different point in our lives.
I hope I can film her the same way I did this time.
With her dancing and singing.
And witnessing that unforgettable encounter
with her and the power of the speakers.
Look! The sun is up!
Going running?
This was better than any club!
-Right? -Uh-huh!
We would be twerking to the same songs as always!
They're great songs, but we've twerked already!
And we saw the sun coming up!
I've never came here, before being a singer.
To the South Side.
I always lived in Rio and I've never been here!
to São Conrado.
I never been to this beach.
It was better than the club!
So much better.
Fuck!
A bunch of drunken asses pissing me off, talking a lot…
I mean, I talked a lot tonight.
But I said some smart stuff.
I'm so happy!
I am so happy!
I've decided to be very happy, damn it!
I'm gonna be happy no matter what the fuck happens.
Can't you decide to be happy too?
So why're you not being happy yet?
I think I'm gonna have sex…
with somebody.
I'll find someone.
Guess who? You're never gonna guess!
I want, uh-- um…
how do I say?
Not "fuck".
I want to have intercourse while I'm listening to mantras today.
If I leave everything behind to become a…
mantra…
a mantra-singer in a mountain, somewhere…
-I'll come with you. -…are you gonna come with me?